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This is you.
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Eyes closed,
out in the rain.
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You never thought you'd be doing
something like this.
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You never saw yourself as,
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l don't know
how you'd describe it, as...
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like one of those people
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who like looking up at the moon,
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or who spend hours gazing at
the waves or the sunset or...
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l guess you know what kind of people
l'm talking about
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Maybe you don't
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Anyway, you kinda you kinda
like it being like this,
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fighting the cold
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and feeling the water seep
through your shirt
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and getting through to your skin.
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And the feel of the ground
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growing soft beneath your feet
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and the smell.
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And the sound of the rain
hitting the leaves.
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All the things they talk about
in the books that you haven't read.
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This is you.
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Who would have guessed it?.
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You.
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Lesson 3.
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Dialogue.
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Catch this.
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You give me the big one.
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OK.
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Don't you even...
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So how come you always get...
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why do you always
get the big one?
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I deserve the big one...
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Maybe you should just try
and you know
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to get chalk of the blackboard.
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Laurie...
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Oh, l'm trying to bIow it
away from you.
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-l thought you were quitting.
-l am quitting. l'm quitting, quitting.
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That's great.
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l can't quit smoking
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and quit eating at the same time.
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You don't have to quit eating.
Why would you have to quit eating?
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You just don't understand.
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You Iose weight
just by thinking about it.
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I swear you're slimmer now
than you were a month ago.
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-No, you're imagining it.
-l am not.
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When you're fat
like l am,
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the only thing you see
is other women's bodies.
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lt's the only thing you see.
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Laurie, you're crazy.
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You're not fat at all, okay?
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l know fat people. You're not one
of them. Look at this tummy.
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It's not the tummy of a fat person.
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As for me,
l'm eating the same as always.
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Yesterday,
I ate a whole litre of ice-cream.
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l haven't had ice-cream
in so long.
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Say,
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you're not following one of those
ice-cream diets are you?
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Yeah, Ben and Jerry's
miracle diet.
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Really?
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No.
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You know
what l'm thinking of right now?
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What?
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Corn on the cob.
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With lots of salt, lots of butter.
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Just talking about diets
makes me hungry.
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See you tomorrow.
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-All right. See you tomorrow.
-Tomorrow.
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Bye.
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ls Don going to look for another job?
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Don's always looking for another job.
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l could try and get him
something at the hotel.
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That's okay.
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Last thing l need is for you two
to fight there as well.
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Why do you have
to listen to this stuff?
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Why can't you listen to music
like normal people?
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No one's normal, Mom.
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No such thing as normal people.
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Some muffins for the girls,
for breakfast.
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They're a littIe squashed,
but they're fine.
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Who rented Nathan's house?
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l don't know.
Someone's moving in on Sunday.
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Barry Manilow.
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What?
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Barry Manilow.
He's normal.
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Good night, mom.
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Come on. Move over, buddy.
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Are those your feet or are you rubbing
ice-cubes down my legs?
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Yes, they are ice-cubes.
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Okay, warm them up.
That's my only choice.
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l'm cold up here, too.
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l'm cold everywhere.
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Did you put all the laundry
in the basket?
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-Yes.
-Thank you.
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Are you tired?
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Okay.
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No!
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I think you're too little.
l'll tell you when you're older.
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You guys want some more milk?
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Please, please, teIl me now.
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Drink up your milk. We've going to go
in about five minutes, all right?
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You've spilt your milk.
I told you, you're too Iittle.
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Shit, Patsy, can you not drink a glass
of milk for once without spilling it?
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No, no, no.
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What are you doing?
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Daddy, why don't the Flintstones
ever go to the beach?
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l don't know. Don't change the subject.
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Where does Mommy
keep your sweaters?
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Mommy, l ate all my cereal
and Patsy didn't.
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lt's okay, we have accidents.
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OK. Under the girls' bed,
in the green box,
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there's another sweater under there.
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Okay, put up your arms.
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Come on, we've got to take this off,
okay girlie?
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Got a little bit of milk on you.
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Are you stuck?
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Where's Patsy? l don't know.
There's Patsy.
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There you go. Here you go.
Put that on.
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Lance's brother rang me last night.
He said he might have something for me.
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No way!
Great!
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Where are the keys?
l can't find the keys.
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-They're still in the ignition, l think.
-They are?
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Girls, you've got to put on
your jackets.
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Mommy, do l have to tell Patsy
where babies come from?
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-l think she's too little.
-She is too little.
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Can you put on your jacket first?
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They opened a swimming pool
business in Wilmington Drive.
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-No way.
-Yeah.
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I know.
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-Good luck.
-Yeah, thank you.
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Can you...
You pick up the girIs from school,
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because l might not be back
till later.
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-Yeah, sure. No problem.
-Okay. Guys?
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Put on your hats
and gloves, okay?
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l'm going to warm up the car and we're
going to be gone in two minutes, okay?
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Two minutes. Yes!
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l want you to help Patsy
with hers as well, okay?
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So get yours on and help.
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-Bye, guys. Have a good day.
-Bye, Mom.
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l got you, l got you.
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Ann,
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l'm hanging out some wash. You got
anything you want me to hang out?
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Ann, are you in there?
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Put your cIothes in the bag,
and put on the robe.
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Do you know
if this is going to take long?
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-l'm supposed to pick up my kids.
-l really have no idea.
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Can l just go teII my Mom
to pick them up for me?
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We can't make any exceptions.
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Is your mother outside?
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Yeah, she came with me.
Ann Matland.
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-l forgot to tell her.
-l'll see what I can do.
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Now if you could get undressed
or you really will be here aIl day.
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Thank you.
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John,
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Charlie Bob, Seymour,
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Jack and Bill.
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Follow me, please.
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Hey, do you know if the other nurse told
my mom she had to go pick up my kids?
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l was supposed to go
and pick them up today and...
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Who'd you tell it to?
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The other nurse.
I don't know her name.
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Do you know how many nurses
we have working in this hospital?
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Do you know what it's like to be waiting
at the school gate all on your own,
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with your nose freezing to death
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while aII the other kids
get picked up by their moms?
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Yeah, l do.
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I'II go see if l can find
your mother.
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Hi Ann.
l am Doctor Thompson,
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l'll be looking at the results
of your ultrasound.
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Why are we doing this again?
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How are your kids?
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l'm kind of worried, actually,
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I was supposed
to pick them up today so...
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Let's not worry about thatjust now.
This will be over in a few minutes.
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Ann, would you excuse me for a moment?
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Yeah, sure. lt's your hospital.
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Ann, this is Doctor Stuart
and Doctor Lance.
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Hi! Do you know if someone told my mom
about picking up my daughters?
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We're onIy gonna take
a few minutes, okay?
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Does your husband Iive with you?
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Yeah,
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he.. he builds swimming pools.
He was out all day today.
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And you work at the university.
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Yeah. l clean the university. Nights.
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And you're twenty-three...
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l'll be twenty four in December.
l'm an Aquarius.
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How about you? What star sign are you?
What the hell is happening to me?
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We've done the scan
three times and...
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Are you sure you wouldn't prefer
to call your husband?
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No. l would prefer not to call him.
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We've done the scan three times,
and l've ordered a... a pre-biopsy...
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So, what?
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You have a tumour.
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In both ovaries.
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lt's reached your stomach and it's
beginning to spread to your liver.
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Wow. That's pretty far gone, eh?
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Ann, if you were twenty years older,
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the whole thing would be spreading
more slowly we could operate on it.
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But... your cells are very young.
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Too young, in fact
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and l'm afraid there's...
there's nothing we can do.
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Wow. How long?
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Two months, maybe three.
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Here's me thinking
l was pregnant...
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No, l'm afraid not.
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l knew it was something pretty serious
when you sat down here beside me.
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They're renovating my office,
changing the air-conditioning and...
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No, that's not true...
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l can't sit down in front of someone
and tell them that they're gonna die...
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l've never been able to...
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the nurses are beginning
to mention it.
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Your family might wanna see
another doctor,
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they might want
a second opinion.
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Someone who tells me the exact same thing
as you, but looks me right in the eye?
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Can l get you a coffee?
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No.
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00:16:04,800 --> 00:16:05,630
Bourbon?
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00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:08,152
Let me guess,
you're goinna offer me a cigarette?
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00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:09,116
No.
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Do have a piece of candy?
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A piece of... ? Yeah.
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It's pretty good...
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00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:29,119
what flavour is that?
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Ginger.
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It's pretty good.
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lt's a bit hot, but it's okay.
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00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,958
l've... l've prepared some leaflets,
which more or less
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explain everything,
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and some recipes
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to help ease the nausea,
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and l'd like to see you
next week.
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I've given you an appointment
and my direct line
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in case you need to call me.
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Yeah...Okay.
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Do you have another piece of candy?
One for the road?
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I'm sorry, that was my last one...
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Next week
l'll have more... candy.
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00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:13,876
Your Dad used to drink a bottle
of bourbon and call it breakfast.
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You get wired if you drink
so much as a beer.
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You didn't even take drugs
during high school,
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just the odd drag
of Don's joint.
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00:17:23,920 --> 00:17:27,071
Without inhaling, like that guy who used
to be President of the United States,
241
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that guy Bill Clinton.
242
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So, were they waiting long?
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Oh, good.
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00:17:34,440 --> 00:17:36,556
Good, thanks a lot, Mom.
I owe you one.
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00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:39,749
No, no, they're doing
blood analysis.
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00:17:39,920 --> 00:17:42,514
Apparently l've got anaemia...
that's why l've been fainting.
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00:17:45,280 --> 00:17:48,352
You know they're like, once they've
got you, they don't want to let you go.
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Trying out some new machine,
they're like little kids.
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You know, l should go, Mom,
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'cause the nurse is coming to get me,
l've got to go.
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Okay, bye, thanks a lot.
252
00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:01,713
Now you feel like you want to take
all the drugs in the world.
253
00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:05,149
But all the drugs in the world
aren't going to change the feeling
254
00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:09,029
that your whole life's been a dream
and it's only now that you're waking up.
255
00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:32,434
"But l like to eat cake in a tub",
laughed the cat.
256
00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:35,398
"You should try it sometime",
laughed the cat as he sat.
257
00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:37,551
And then l got mad,
there was no time for fun.
258
00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:39,472
l said "Cat you get out!"
259
00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:42,031
Hi, Mommy.
260
00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:45,913
Hi. You've been good?
261
00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:49,117
Mom, can you tell us a story?
Daddy says it too fast.
262
00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:52,033
Hey. Thanks a lot. You little monster.
263
00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:54,274
l don't read them too fast.
264
00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:57,635
-How are you?
-Good. l've got anaemia,
265
00:18:57,800 --> 00:18:58,915
that's why l've been fainting,
266
00:18:59,080 --> 00:19:01,799
so they gave me some iron and vitamins.
How did it go with Lance?
267
00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:04,193
l start on Monday.
268
00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:06,278
Hey, no way! That's so good.
269
00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,352
Yes. I know, and there's enough work
for a year at least.
270
00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:12,159
-That's so great!
-l know, it's great.
271
00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:15,995
-Did you give the girls something to eat?
-Daddy gave us milk shakes and fries.
272
00:19:16,160 --> 00:19:18,833
He said we mustn't telI you.
lt was so nice.
273
00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:22,712
Mommy, l ate all my fries
and all my milk shake.
274
00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:25,713
Fries are vegetables, right? They're
potatoes, which is a very good food.
275
00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,279
lt's one of the food groups.
276
00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:28,077
I'm sorry,
277
00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:29,878
it was a little treat. l just got a job.
278
00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:32,235
-What is wrong with you?
-l'm sorry.
279
00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:36,235
-Okay. The rafters, in a second.
-Can l stay, or should l go?
280
00:19:37,360 --> 00:19:38,588
You can stay.
281
00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:40,959
That's okay. Good night, you two.
282
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:44,955
Close our eyes.
283
00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,030
Close our eyes.
We're setting off. Okay?
284
00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:50,156
Oh, no!
285
00:19:50,440 --> 00:19:52,237
lt's getting wavier and wavier
and we...
286
00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:56,878
and then we splash down in the water.
287
00:19:57,600 --> 00:19:58,430
No,
288
00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,831
-what's that?
-ls that a shark?
289
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,319
lt is a shark.
290
00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:03,595
They're really really mad at us.
291
00:20:03,760 --> 00:20:05,318
They thought
that this river was the ocean.
292
00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:06,674
They're really mad!
293
00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:23,313
Here, l think you should eat those.
294
00:20:27,480 --> 00:20:28,469
Are you going to go to work?
295
00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:30,509
Yeah, l'll go in.
296
00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:33,519
Your mother said she could get
a lift back if you want to rest.
297
00:20:34,680 --> 00:20:35,635
No, l should go in.
298
00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:37,839
l thought you were pregnant.
299
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:41,514
Yeah. Me too.
300
00:20:43,840 --> 00:20:44,989
You sure you're all right?
301
00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:47,555
Yes, l'm good,
l'm just a little bit tired, that's all.
302
00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:56,191
You know, next month when l get
my paycheck we could go to Whalebay Beach.
303
00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:57,749
Would you like that?
304
00:20:58,200 --> 00:20:58,791
Yeah,
305
00:20:59,600 --> 00:21:00,635
that'd be nice.
306
00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:03,634
Patsy hasn't even been
at the beach before.
307
00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:07,352
Yeah. l've got a good feeling
about things,
308
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:09,877
with the swimming pooIs, l mean.
309
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:11,235
l really do.
310
00:21:17,920 --> 00:21:18,796
Thinking.
311
00:21:19,800 --> 00:21:21,597
You're not used
to thinking.
312
00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:24,436
When you have your first kid
at seventeen with the only man
313
00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:25,999
you've ever kissed in your life,
314
00:21:26,560 --> 00:21:28,869
and then another kid when you're
nineteen, with the same man,
315
00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:31,429
and you live in a trailer
in your Mom's backyard,
316
00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,636
and your Dad's been in jail
for ten years,
317
00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:35,233
you never have time to think.
318
00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:39,596
Maybe you're so out of practice
you've forgotten how.
319
00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:51,598
-What is this?
-lt's coffee.
320
00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:55,913
-Yes. l asked for an espresso.
-The espresso machine ain't working.
321
00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:57,713
So if the espresso machine
wasn't working,
322
00:21:57,880 --> 00:21:59,836
then why didn't you tell me
the espresso machine wasn't working?
323
00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,355
l figured you wanted coffee.
324
00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:04,715
You brought me a coffee.
I asked for an espresso.
325
00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:06,393
Okay, just relax.
326
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:08,518
Come back next week,
we'll have espresso.
327
00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:13,834
-Hey, could you please lend me a pen?
-Sure, honey,
328
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:15,877
just tell me what you want first,
so as l can write it down
329
00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:18,395
and then l can lend it to you,
that way we'II aIl be happy.
330
00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:20,152
Okay, l'll have...
331
00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:23,394
Don't say espresso because
the espresso machine ain't working...
332
00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:25,869
don't say cappuccino
'cause it's the same machine.
333
00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:27,189
Okay, l'll have a...
334
00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:29,189
a Danish.
335
00:22:29,360 --> 00:22:30,952
Got no more 'til tomorrow.
336
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:33,876
Can l get then a coffee and
337
00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:37,069
just something sweet, like anything
you have that's sweet.
338
00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:39,551
Pineapple cheesecake?
339
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:41,676
lt's the sweetest thing we got.
Actually it's the only thing we've got.
340
00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,558
That's fine, that's great.
Pineapple cheesecake.
341
00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:44,630
Okay.
342
00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:57,033
There you go,
the world's sweetest cheesecake.
343
00:23:57,320 --> 00:23:59,311
You can keep the pen
for as long as you need it.
344
00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:01,311
I already filled
in the Iottery ticket earlier.
345
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:03,755
What are you going to do if you win?
Have you decided?
346
00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:05,512
Have l ever, honey.
347
00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:09,954
l want to be like her.
348
00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:12,751
l want her nose,
349
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,876
her mouth, her eyes,
350
00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:16,792
her hair, her waist...
351
00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,552
l'm going to be so much like Cher
352
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,075
that folks are gonna stop me
in the supermarket and say
353
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:23,549
"Wasn't it terrible what happened
to dear old Sonny?"
354
00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:25,115
What do you think?
355
00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:28,316
l think that's
a reaIly fucking stupid idea.
356
00:24:31,520 --> 00:24:32,350
l'm just kidding.
357
00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:33,834
I think Cher is great.
358
00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:43,796
Penny, Patsy, l'm making
a big heap of pancakes.
359
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:45,188
lf you don't come right this second
360
00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:46,918
l'm going to eat all of them
all by myself.
361
00:24:47,120 --> 00:24:48,678
l'm coming, Mommy.
362
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:54,033
-Morning, buddy.
-Hi, Mommy.
363
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,150
l guess Patsy doesn't want
any pancakes, eh?
364
00:24:58,320 --> 00:24:59,878
No pancakes for Patsy.
365
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:06,353
ls it Sunday yet?
ls it my birthday?
366
00:25:06,520 --> 00:25:07,794
No, but you know what?
367
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,030
Last night l dreamt
368
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,760
that you woke up
like hungry lions
369
00:25:13,120 --> 00:25:15,315
and you ate lots of food.
370
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:25,114
I'll cut it up for you. There you go.
371
00:25:28,360 --> 00:25:30,396
Are you going to take
the kids to school?
372
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,075
The biggest lion of them aIl.
373
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:41,275
Go get him, Patsy.
374
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:45,796
Bye. l Iove you, my little lions,
375
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:47,669
l Iove you so much.
376
00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:05,588
l love you.
377
00:26:10,120 --> 00:26:11,439
l kind of want...
378
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:13,674
something different.
379
00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:16,195
Different...
380
00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:20,032
To what l've got at the moment, l mean.
381
00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,713
l could do you braids,
but it wouId take all day...
382
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:25,672
and l'm on my own here
on Wednesdays, so...
383
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:27,512
Not braids.
No way.
384
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,751
Well, you've got good hair
for braids.
385
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:36,790
And you asked for something
different, so...
386
00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,799
Braids are fine.
They look great on you, but...
387
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:42,593
l was thinking of something more...
388
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:45,874
How about blonde?
389
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:47,269
Blonde?
390
00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:49,029
Something to kind of...
391
00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:52,558
-brighten up my face a bit.
-Something bright.
392
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:53,991
Like this?
393
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,151
l was also wondering
about faIse nails.
394
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:57,309
l don't have any nails and...
395
00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:00,992
The girI who does the nails
doesn't come in Wednesdays.
396
00:27:01,200 --> 00:27:02,952
You what then, why l don't just
come back tomorrow then.
397
00:27:03,120 --> 00:27:05,554
We can do it all at the same time,
can't we?
398
00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:06,915
Braids as well?
399
00:27:08,120 --> 00:27:10,350
l'll think about it. Ok,
l'll see you tomorrow. Bye.
400
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:15,992
l had two conventions today
401
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:18,993
and l had to make a cake
for three hundred people
402
00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:20,798
in the shape of a tyre.
403
00:27:23,120 --> 00:27:24,394
I'm beat.
404
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:28,633
Even my hips ache.
405
00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:32,914
l think l'm going to make an appointment
to see the doctor tomorrow.
406
00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:34,718
My knee's acting up again as well.
407
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:39,154
That damn cake must have
weighed 30 pounds.
408
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:44,036
How about you? You feeling any better?
409
00:27:44,520 --> 00:27:45,919
Yeah, I'm feeIing fine.
410
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:50,518
They say it's going to snow
this weekend, but l don't think so.
411
00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:52,714
l hate the snow.
412
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:57,910
l like the snow
even less than l like the rain.
413
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:04,154
...because you'll never be anything
but a common frump
414
00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,117
whose father lived over
a grocery store
415
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:07,918
and whose mother took in washing.
416
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:09,433
With this money, l can get away from
417
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,797
every rotten stinking thing that
makes me think of this place or you.
418
00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:16,111
You must think l'm on a string.
419
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:17,878
Go away, Veda,
come back, Veda .
420
00:28:18,360 --> 00:28:19,713
lt isn't that easy.
421
00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:36,195
Alone.
422
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:38,715
You're alone.
423
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:42,315
You've never been
so alone in your live.
424
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:45,912
Lies are your only company.
425
00:28:46,080 --> 00:28:48,992
GONE TO THE LAUNDROMAT.
WE'RE OUT FO CLEAN CLOTHES.
426
00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:07,718
-Can l get you something?
-Can l get a MoIson Canadian, pIease?
427
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:10,310
Hi!
428
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:12,075
Hi.
429
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,989
-l haven't seen you here before.
-No.
430
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,715
l'm sorry about the thing
with the braids this morning.
431
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:21,677
l shouldn't really have suggested it,
432
00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:24,834
but l was having
a kind of weird morning...
433
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:26,314
you ever get those?
434
00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:28,391
You know, when youjust
can't face the world?
435
00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:30,994
lt's very stressful being
a hairdresser,
436
00:29:31,360 --> 00:29:33,112
people expect a lot from you
437
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:36,270
and sometimes
you can't stand the pressure.
438
00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:39,159
People want you
to make them beautiful
439
00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:41,959
but sometimes
it's just not possible.
440
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:43,394
You know what?
Don't worry about it,
441
00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:45,198
l wasn't having
a great morning either, so...
442
00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:49,952
Now, can l ask you
a personal question?
443
00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:53,313
Do you Iike Milli VaniIIi?
444
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,434
You mean those guys in shorts
who didn't sing.
445
00:29:56,600 --> 00:29:57,953
Oh, you're wrong there.
446
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:00,919
They did sing, but their producer
wouldn't let them.
447
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:03,231
He practicaIly blackmailed them
448
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:05,197
and said he would teII everyone
their secret,
449
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,351
and he got
all the royalties.
450
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:09,912
lt was so unfair.
451
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:12,192
And later they showed
that they could sing,
452
00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:14,555
but you know no one listened to them.
453
00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:18,352
They were too fragile
for the music industry.
454
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:22,074
-What kind of music do you like?
-Music?
455
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:26,109
God, l haven't Iistened to any music
in so long.
456
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:28,314
l used to like Nirvana.
457
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:30,039
l went to one of their concerts...
458
00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:31,599
actually it was
their last concert.
459
00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:35,548
That's actually where l met Don,
my husband.
460
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:36,710
He was...
461
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:39,519
Hold that thought,
Ijust got to get up and dance.
462
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:41,636
The DJ's a friend of mine.
l'll be back.
463
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:42,349
l'm going to go get
a cup coffee next door.
464
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,318
l was wondering if maybe
you wanted me to go and get you one too?
465
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:47,235
No, thanks.
466
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:50,317
Yeah, actually, please, yeah.
467
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:52,637
Sure. Milk and sugar, please.
468
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:54,275
Thanks.
469
00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:19,559
Your coffee's cold.
470
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:21,273
l was kind of tired.
471
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:25,914
l washed,
folded your Iaundry.
472
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:28,550
Thanks.
473
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:32,158
l didn't forget the softener,
did l?
474
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,231
No, you forgot the soap.
475
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:45,870
Were you watching me
while l was asleep?
476
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:48,390
Yeah, for a littIe whiIe. Sorry.
477
00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:50,555
Why?
478
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,036
l was snoring or...?
479
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:56,919
No, you were drooling.
You drool when you sIeep.
480
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:00,909
Are you that girl? That girl
481
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:03,188
at the coffee shop
482
00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:05,476
that was writing in a journal
the other day?
483
00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:11,239
Thanks for the jacket.
484
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:14,189
lt's yours, isn't it?
485
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:16,032
Yeah, you can keep it if you want.
486
00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:19,829
lt's mighty cold out there
and l'm used to it.
487
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:23,037
I was in Alaska for three years,
l lived there, l mean, two and a half.
488
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:24,155
It's all right.
489
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:27,834
l really like the cold.
lt makes me feel really alive.
490
00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:33,754
l've got to run. l've got
two young kids. You know how it is.
491
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:37,030
Sure.
492
00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:45,910
Thanks.
493
00:34:49,200 --> 00:34:50,918
-l'll see you around.
-My name's Lee.
494
00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:52,916
Ann.
495
00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:06,992
Are you sure that
you don't need the jacket?
496
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:09,317
No, no. Go ahead, take it.
497
00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:13,638
Okay. l've never been to Alaska.
l always really liked the sound of it.
498
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:17,793
-l'll bring the jacket back, don't worry.
-No. l want you to have it.
499
00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:19,878
l like the idea of you wearing it.
500
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:21,549
That's nice.
501
00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:24,958
l'll bring it back, don't worry.
502
00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:01,077
You see things clearly now.
503
00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:05,272
You see all these all these
barrelled lifes, barrelled voices.
504
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:07,957
Milli Vanilli everywhere.
505
00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:11,795
You look at all the things
you can't buy,
506
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,270
now you don't even
wanna buy.
507
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:17,479
All the things that will still
be here after you're gone.
508
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:19,439
When you're dead.
509
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,914
And then you realize
that all the things
510
00:36:23,080 --> 00:36:24,718
in the bright window displays,
511
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:27,151
all the models
in the catalogues,
512
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:29,834
all the colours,
all the special offers,
513
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:31,911
all the Martha Stewart
recipes,
514
00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:34,469
all the piles
of greasy food,
515
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:37,235
it's just all thereto try
and keep us away from death.
516
00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:39,359
And it doesn't work.
517
00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:44,279
So, it turns out that she loved
her daughter so much
518
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:46,396
that she didn't tell her
that she was her mother,
519
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:47,879
because she didn't...
520
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:50,031
she thought
that would be better,
521
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:52,156
the boy's parents
would accept her better
522
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:53,912
and the boy would ask her
to marry him,
523
00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:56,036
which was what she wanted
most in the whole world.
524
00:36:56,720 --> 00:36:58,278
But it was a huge sacrifice,
525
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,590
and she suffered a whole lot,
526
00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:06,510
Mommy, Grandma toId us
a beautiful story about a mom
527
00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:09,717
who has lots of bad things happen
to her, and it's reaIIy sad.
528
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:11,552
Goodness, how unusual.
529
00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:14,909
l bathed them
530
00:37:15,080 --> 00:37:17,036
and Penny ate three sIices
of banana bread
531
00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:20,351
and Patsy drank some miIk.
Lately she's been kind of off it.
532
00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:23,436
Grandma's story's a movie,
533
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:25,272
Mommy, and she says she Iikes it a lot.
534
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:27,795
-ReaIly?
-Yeah, Joan Crawford.
535
00:37:28,040 --> 00:37:30,838
Joan Crawford, that's great!
Okay, let's go, guys.
536
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:34,072
Patsy, put that down.
Patsy. We're going.
537
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:38,796
l just wanted to keep them entertained,
you know, so they don't watch so much TV.
538
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:40,473
Next time l'll keep my mouth shut.
539
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:42,949
Mommy, l don't want to go
to school tomorrow.
540
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:46,157
-l don't want to.
-l know, I know.
541
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:48,796
l said thanks, okay?
So just drop it.
542
00:37:48,960 --> 00:37:51,997
-I don't need your thanks.
-Okay, so l'll take them back then.
543
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,917
All l did was watch your kids
while you did your shopping.
544
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:57,229
You asked me to.
545
00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:59,516
Yeah, l asked you to.
l didn't ask you to fill their heads
546
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:02,797
with stupid stories about mothers
making dumb-ass sacrifices.
547
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:05,237
What kind of stories
do you want me to tell them?
548
00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:07,550
Cinderella?
About murderous step-mothers?
549
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,551
-ls that what you want?
-Yes!
550
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:15,195
There's times that you're
just like your father,
551
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:17,032
and let me tell you,
it's not something I like.
552
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:18,713
You're wrong, there's times
that l'm just like you,
553
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:20,472
and it's not something l like either.
554
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:33,750
I'm sorry, it's just really tangled.
555
00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:35,998
Patsy's aIways whining.
556
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:38,111
Penny, please don't pick on her.
557
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,635
You always complain
when l brush your hair too.
558
00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:42,677
-Why do you have to do that?
-l wasn't picking on her.
559
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:44,478
And telling me
that she's always complaining,
560
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:45,993
that's not picking on her?
l think so.
561
00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:47,912
l wasn't picking on her.
562
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:50,998
l'm not always complaining.
563
00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:52,912
Okay, that's enough, guys.
564
00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:54,753
Go to bed, okay?
565
00:38:57,880 --> 00:38:59,996
Okay, good night, monkey girl.
You got kitty?
566
00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,874
-Yeah.
-There you go. You've got some covers.
567
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,600
'Night, buddy.
You don't want me to kiss you?
568
00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:06,749
l wasn't picking on her.
569
00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:09,593
Penny, that is enough,
l said, okay?
570
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:16,436
lt's true you're just
like Grandma.
571
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:24,591
Hey. Do you want some leftover chicken?
572
00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:28,159
Aren't you going to say hello?
573
00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:32,638
How many beers have you had?
574
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:36,031
WeII, one or two or...
575
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:38,479
four. l don't know.
576
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:44,117
-You want some chicken or don't you?
-l want a kiss.
577
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:48,233
l want a big, juicy kiss.
578
00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:53,759
Here's some chicken.
579
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,157
Great. Chicken.
580
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,114
lt's good.
581
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:11,353
Have the girIs been
in bed long?
582
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:13,079
Yeah, a little while.
583
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:16,393
Penny's was picking
on Patsy again.
584
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:18,516
l told her not to
and she got kind of mad at me.
585
00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:20,238
-She did?
-Yeah, a little bit.
586
00:40:21,240 --> 00:40:23,196
We started
a pool out at Rushmore today.
587
00:40:23,360 --> 00:40:25,920
-Oh yeah?
-Yeah. lt's crescent-shaped.
588
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:27,919
lt's going to look wild.
589
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:31,032
These people,
they got a three-story house,
590
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:33,668
a porch out of "Gone With the Wind"
and everything.
591
00:40:34,240 --> 00:40:35,355
lt's beautiful.
592
00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:37,034
Are you happy?
593
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:40,076
With the swimming pool thing, l mean.
594
00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:41,434
Yeah, it's good.
595
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:45,715
lt's not like the factory
but it's better than nothing.
596
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:47,873
l'm going to get to work.
597
00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:50,880
You not just going to leave me here alone
gnawing on a coId chicken bone, are you?
598
00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:54,510
lf you like you can always heat it up,
but l thought you really loved cold food.
599
00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:56,636
Why don't you just eat it cold?
600
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:05,033
Will you sing to me?
601
00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:06,519
No, l have to go to work.
602
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:08,796
You know how much l love it
when you sing to me.
603
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:10,235
Please.
604
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:11,834
Just sing to me.
605
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:44,155
Hi.
606
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:45,510
Hi.
607
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:47,789
Bye...
608
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:49,909
Bye...
609
00:42:09,400 --> 00:42:10,879
Hey, my buddy Penny.
610
00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:14,712
l'm not going to be
at your birthday party,
611
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:17,633
but there's nothing l'd like more
in the whole, wide world.
612
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:21,715
l bet Grandma's made a special
birthday cake just for
613
00:42:21,880 --> 00:42:23,950
you with your name on it
in big chocolate Ietters.
614
00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:32,992
Penny, l want you to know
that the day that you were born
615
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:35,593
I held you in my arms
616
00:42:35,760 --> 00:42:38,320
and that was the happiest day
in my whole life.
617
00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:43,194
l was so happy
l couIdn't even speak.
618
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:48,477
l just stroked your tiny little feet
and l cried with happiness.
619
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:52,033
Without you l could have never found out
that lions eat pancakes
620
00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:54,316
or that the bed
could be a raft.
621
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:56,910
Try and look after Patsy, okay?
622
00:43:01,240 --> 00:43:04,152
l know it's hard 'cause sometimes
she makes you mad and everything.
623
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:09,076
l know it's not easy being a big sister,
but l know that you can do it, okay?
624
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:14,669
Mommy sends you millions
and millions of kisses.
625
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,396
Happy birthday,
my darling Iittle Patsy.
626
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:34,839
Now you're five!
627
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:37,270
I'II bet that Penny Iooks after you now.
628
00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:39,831
l bet that she doesn't pick
on you anymore.
629
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:44,238
Honey, l don't want you to be sad
that l'm not at your birthday, okay?
630
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:45,515
Promise?
631
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:49,080
l remember your first birthday
really well, you know?
632
00:43:49,280 --> 00:43:52,556
l remember how you started to cry
633
00:43:52,720 --> 00:43:55,996
and you wouldn't stop because you didn't
like how we were singing "Happy Birthday".
634
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:59,360
Every time we started to sing,
you'd just scream and yell
635
00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:01,909
because you didn't Iike
how we were singing.
636
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,598
Happy birthday, my little buddy.
637
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:11,552
Mommy loves you to bits.
638
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:20,558
Buddy, I want you to be happy.
639
00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:22,951
l know sometimes
it's not easy 'cause
640
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:25,478
sometimes things happen
641
00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:28,151
and people aren't always
like you want them to be.
642
00:44:28,320 --> 00:44:30,959
Talk to your Dad
if there's things bothering you, okay?
643
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:32,599
He knows more
than you'd think, seriously,
644
00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:35,320
if there's something bothering you
and you're not sure about something,
645
00:44:35,480 --> 00:44:38,836
just ask him and he'll tell you.
Grandma knows a lot of things, too.
646
00:44:39,080 --> 00:44:41,116
l reaIIy hope
she'll explain them to you.
647
00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:43,994
Try and be patient with her, OK?
648
00:44:44,240 --> 00:44:47,550
She is a good person, even if sometimes
it doesn't always seem that way...
649
00:44:50,560 --> 00:44:53,552
None of the things she's aIways dreamed
about ever came true, you know?
650
00:44:53,720 --> 00:44:56,518
Try and understand her.
Don't let her make you mad.
651
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:05,316
lf you get a new Mom,
try and love her, okay?
652
00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:08,753
Don't make life impossibIe for her
just out of some loyalty to me
653
00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:09,909
or something like that.
654
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:11,236
Just l don't know...
655
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:14,199
l know it's not the same.
656
00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:22,794
...and whatever happens,
you finish school,
657
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:25,077
even if you think it sucks,
and you don't know
658
00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:27,920
if you can take it anymore,
you just finish school.
659
00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:32,714
l'd like to be able to tell you
stuff about boys
660
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:37,469
and boyfriends and relationships
and that kind of stuff,
661
00:45:38,400 --> 00:45:41,278
l think
l wouldn't be much heIp.
662
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:44,155
l was seventeen
when you were born, Penny,
663
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:46,911
exactly how old
you are right now.
664
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,797
You have to have faith in yourself.
665
00:45:50,440 --> 00:45:52,829
You have to have faith
in your ability to do things,
666
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:54,353
to just make a go of it.
667
00:45:56,040 --> 00:45:57,871
Lots of kisses and cuddles,
668
00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:02,108
even though l know you're not
a small little thing anymore.
669
00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:43,789
Ann, is something wrong?
670
00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:47,435
What is it?
671
00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:50,038
ls it that diet you're on?
672
00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:08,112
How come you're throwing up?
673
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:11,236
You're not taking
those slimming pills, are you?
674
00:47:12,640 --> 00:47:13,959
You want to know why l'm throwing up?
675
00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:19,713
You really want to know?
676
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,791
l'm throwing up because
when l was eight years old
677
00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:28,430
the girl who was supposed to be my best
friend toId everyone l was a slut.
678
00:47:29,800 --> 00:47:31,518
I'm throwing up 'cause
when l was fifteen years oId
679
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:35,070
l didn't get invited to the only party
l ever wanted to go to in my entire life.
680
00:47:36,240 --> 00:47:38,117
l'm throwing up because when
l was seventeen l had my first kid
681
00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:40,350
and l had to grow up
overnight.
682
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:42,232
And l've got no more dreams.
683
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:45,155
Without dreams
you can't fucking live.
684
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:50,997
l'm throwing up because since they put
my dad in jail l haven't seen him.
685
00:47:51,720 --> 00:47:52,948
l don't have anything from him,
686
00:47:53,120 --> 00:47:54,951
I don't even have
a single fucking postcard.
687
00:47:57,280 --> 00:48:00,317
And in all the commercials
everybody is so fucking happy
688
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:03,438
and all day long my two littIe daughters
sing those stupid fucking songs
689
00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:05,670
from those stupid fucking commercials.
690
00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:13,999
lf l beg you,
691
00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:17,074
if l get down on my knees
to beg you...
692
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:23,709
please, don't give me the name
of that diet you're on.
693
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,548
l didn't wake you up, did I?
694
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:40,274
lt's Ann.
695
00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:44,198
Can l bring you back
your book now?
696
00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:47,879
Yeah, right now.
697
00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:51,077
Yeah, okay, l know where that is.
698
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:02,151
l should have given you
a raincoat. Come on in.
699
00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:09,353
-lt's got a bit wet.
-Don't worry about it.
700
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:16,354
What happened?
701
00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:20,358
You didn't keep up the payments on your
furniture and they took it all away?
702
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:23,550
No.
703
00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:26,632
Well, actuaIIy, I was
704
00:49:28,360 --> 00:49:30,828
pIanning on getting
some furniture one day,
705
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:32,558
l just didn't really have the time.
706
00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:39,749
Sorry, l'd offer you something,
but l don't have anything.
707
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:42,877
l don't even have any glasses.
708
00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:46,115
Not even like a cookie or something?
709
00:49:47,240 --> 00:49:48,389
Nothing.
710
00:49:50,640 --> 00:49:53,438
if I knew you were coming,
l would have bought something.
711
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:57,752
l can live without cookies.
712
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,479
Who took
all your furniture?
713
00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:05,515
Someone...
714
00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:08,389
took it... yeah.
715
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:12,431
You don't want to get anymore
because you think she might come back?
716
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:25,674
You wanna sit down?
717
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:33,317
Thanks.
718
00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:38,873
Are they okay?
719
00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:46,593
What did you do in Alaska?
720
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:49,269
l'm a surveyor.
721
00:50:49,440 --> 00:50:53,149
l survey land for building highways,
bridges and things like that.
722
00:50:54,640 --> 00:50:56,312
Before that l was in
723
00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:58,110
Chile.
724
00:50:59,000 --> 00:51:01,070
And before that l was in
725
00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:03,113
North Carolina,
726
00:51:03,640 --> 00:51:05,596
and before that Halifax.
727
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:12,759
What are your daughters caII?
728
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:14,348
Penny and Patsy.
729
00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:17,633
Would you Iike to see a photograph?
730
00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:21,150
Okay.
731
00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:33,593
They look happy.
732
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:36,233
They look like you.
733
00:51:37,440 --> 00:51:38,759
Do l look happy?
734
00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:40,509
Not happy.
735
00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:42,834
You look beautiful.
736
00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:45,479
You look like your girls.
737
00:51:51,600 --> 00:51:52,999
You've been thinking about me?
738
00:51:57,920 --> 00:51:58,830
Yeah.
739
00:52:00,520 --> 00:52:02,431
I've been thinking about you a lot.
740
00:52:04,760 --> 00:52:05,829
Too much.
741
00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:26,438
l've got a sister, you know, who...
742
00:52:27,680 --> 00:52:30,148
she works for this radio
company up north.
743
00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,557
And she makes these tapes for me
that she sends to me,
744
00:52:35,720 --> 00:52:38,996
music that she likes and
745
00:52:39,720 --> 00:52:41,233
l've got the latest one
746
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:43,231
out in my car right now.
747
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:46,558
We could go listen to it,
748
00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:48,469
if you want...
749
00:53:52,600 --> 00:53:55,194
lf you don't kiss me right now,
l'm going to scream.
750
00:54:05,160 --> 00:54:05,956
Shut up!
751
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,439
lf you don't kiss me right now,
l'm goinna fucking scream.
752
00:54:53,720 --> 00:54:54,550
Hello, Ann.
753
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:57,754
This some kind of therapy
to get over your shyness?
754
00:54:57,920 --> 00:54:59,035
Something like that.
755
00:55:00,720 --> 00:55:02,312
So you didn't come Iast week.
756
00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:05,591
There didn't seem to be a Iot of point.
757
00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:10,155
l have to give you a further scan
and a fuller biopsy.
758
00:55:10,760 --> 00:55:11,954
No, l'm sorry.
759
00:55:12,520 --> 00:55:14,397
l don't want any of those things, okay?
760
00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:17,912
I need to feel
like l've got some control.
761
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:21,916
So l don't want any more tests
if they're not going to save me.
762
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:23,832
l don't want to die here.
763
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,798
l will not have the only thing my kids
remember about me be a hospital ward.
764
00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:29,393
So why are you here?
765
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:34,678
lt's this package.
766
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,118
l want you to Iook after it for me.
767
00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:39,628
l don't know. What is it?
768
00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:42,633
l've recorded birthday messages
for both of my daughters,
769
00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:44,597
for every birthday
till they're eighteen.
770
00:55:45,240 --> 00:55:47,037
And you want me
to give these, don't you?
771
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,438
Why don't you ask your husband?
772
00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:52,795
'Cause...
773
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:57,148
'cause Don, you know, he'd Iose them
774
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:00,433
or maybe he'd give them to them next year,
and maybe the year after that,
775
00:56:00,600 --> 00:56:02,511
or maybe he'd give them to them
all at once.
776
00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:05,030
They wouldn't understand
a thing if he did that,
777
00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:06,952
so... please tell me
you'll do it, please.
778
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:10,437
l'll only do it
if you promise to come here
779
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:12,795
every week
and l have to give you medication.
780
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:16,316
l would imagine that the nausea's
got worse, you're not eating.
781
00:56:16,480 --> 00:56:18,789
Dying's not as easy as it looks.
782
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:22,669
But there's no need for you to have
to feel terrible all the time.
783
00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:24,836
lt's just...
784
00:56:26,080 --> 00:56:27,149
lt's just l'm kind of afraid
785
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:29,788
I'm going to come in here one day
and l'm never gonna leave...
786
00:56:31,720 --> 00:56:34,234
and l've got to so much
I have to do before l die,
787
00:56:34,400 --> 00:56:36,118
l have so many things l have to do.
788
00:56:36,280 --> 00:56:37,474
l have to do them, or...
789
00:56:38,080 --> 00:56:40,036
lt'Il only bejust some painkillers.
790
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:43,869
l promise we won't do any more tests,
just something to ease the pain.
791
00:56:44,920 --> 00:56:46,035
And anyway...
792
00:56:48,680 --> 00:56:50,238
l brought you some candies.
793
00:56:52,040 --> 00:56:54,634
-So you'll look after it for me?
-Of course.
794
00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:58,152
Let's just say it's part
of your therapy.
795
00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,111
God. These candies are so good.
796
00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:14,995
l don't get it.
797
00:57:15,160 --> 00:57:18,357
I've been counting my caIories today,
and l can't have eaten more than 1500,
798
00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:21,751
and in theory l need 2000,
so in theory l shouId have lost weight,
799
00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:23,996
and l just weighed myself
before l left the house
800
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:26,469
and l weigh nearIy a pound
more than l did yesterday.
801
00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,631
lt must be my metabolism.
802
00:57:28,920 --> 00:57:31,992
They should give us compensation
for slow metabolisms,
803
00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:34,473
give us some kind of allowance.
804
00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:37,957
Laurie, you want to come over
for dinner tomorrow night?
805
00:57:39,360 --> 00:57:40,509
Yeah, l'd love to.
806
00:57:41,120 --> 00:57:41,791
Great.
807
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:43,149
Diet food, l hope.
808
00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:45,118
l don't want to ruin my diet.
809
00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:55,878
lt's cold in the supermarket,
and you like it like that.
810
00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:59,997
People always read the labels of their
favourite brands really really carefully
811
00:58:00,160 --> 00:58:02,196
just to see how many chemicals
they have,
812
00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:04,830
and then they just sigh
and they put them in their cartanyway,
813
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:06,797
like they're saying sure
it's bad for me,
814
00:58:06,960 --> 00:58:08,598
it's bad for my family but we like it.
815
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:11,955
No one ever thinks
about death in a supermarket.
816
00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:46,474
Sixty dollars and forty eight cents.
817
00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:51,429
Girls, you finish
those mashed potatoes, okay?
818
00:58:53,320 --> 00:58:55,197
Oh, God. These ribs are so great.
819
00:58:55,720 --> 00:58:58,678
How did you get them
so tender?
820
00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:01,752
l leave them soaking in my fridge
in milk for a couple of hours.
821
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:05,356
You leave them soaking in milk
in the fridge for a couple of hours.
822
00:59:06,280 --> 00:59:07,838
l must try and remember that.
823
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:10,516
Patsy, stop playing with your food.
824
00:59:12,680 --> 00:59:14,352
Ann, tell Patsy to stop playing
with her food.
825
00:59:14,520 --> 00:59:17,398
You do what your Dad tells you to do,
okay? Stop pIaying with your food.
826
00:59:17,560 --> 00:59:18,709
Try and eat a littIe more.
827
00:59:18,880 --> 00:59:20,916
lt's more fun playing with it
than eating it.
828
00:59:21,360 --> 00:59:22,554
You know
829
00:59:22,720 --> 00:59:25,553
that eating food can be fun too?
830
00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:26,988
Why?
831
00:59:27,520 --> 00:59:28,919
Well because...
832
00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:32,315
because you're doing new things,
833
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,119
you're trying new things
and that's fun.
834
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:37,669
Mashed potatoes isn't new.
lt's more fun doing things with it.
835
00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:40,354
Laurie, why don't you have
some more sauce?
836
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:42,078
Here, Don made it himself.
837
00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:43,634
Goodness me.
838
00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:45,597
l didn't know your husband cooked.
839
00:59:47,680 --> 00:59:51,229
l didn't know there were husbands
that cooked.
840
00:59:52,600 --> 00:59:54,033
lt wasn't really cooking.
841
00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:55,997
l just added honey
to a bottle of barbecue sauce.
842
00:59:56,160 --> 00:59:57,957
Well that's better than nothing.
843
00:59:58,360 --> 01:00:01,238
You could have lied,
said you made the whole thing.
844
01:00:02,120 --> 01:00:04,350
No, Don would never lie.
He wouldn't even know how.
845
01:00:06,360 --> 01:00:07,998
How did you two guys meet?
846
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:10,399
We met at a Nirvana concert.
847
01:00:10,800 --> 01:00:12,438
ActualIy
it was the last Nirvana concert
848
01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:14,113
before Kurt Cobain...
849
01:00:14,280 --> 01:00:15,838
No, my God.
850
01:00:16,000 --> 01:00:19,470
Did you save the tickets?
They must be worth a fortune by now.
851
01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:21,239
No, no we didn't save them.
852
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:24,517
No, we were sort of too excited
to keep them.
853
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:26,511
Ann spent the whole concert crying.
854
01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:30,035
l didn't really like Nirvana back then,
855
01:00:30,320 --> 01:00:32,470
so I was this kind of bored
and l was looking around,
856
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:35,038
and that's when l saw Ann.
857
01:00:36,240 --> 01:00:39,073
She was this beautiful girl
just crying her eyes out,
858
01:00:39,800 --> 01:00:42,234
so l went up to her
and l offered her a handkerchief,
859
01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:43,958
but l didn't have a handkerchief,
860
01:00:44,480 --> 01:00:46,311
l didn't even have a paper one,
so l just...
861
01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:49,597
l took off my T-shirt
and I gave it to her.
862
01:00:51,560 --> 01:00:52,754
Thats how we met.
863
01:00:53,080 --> 01:00:54,433
That's really romantic.
864
01:00:57,080 --> 01:00:59,833
-Do you have any more mashed potato?
-Yeah, sure.
865
01:01:04,720 --> 01:01:05,755
You're a pig.
866
01:01:08,720 --> 01:01:10,870
She's basically a nice person,
you know?
867
01:01:11,040 --> 01:01:12,155
Oh Christ, Ann.
868
01:01:12,320 --> 01:01:13,833
Don't talk so Ioud.
869
01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:15,353
Penny's right.
870
01:01:16,040 --> 01:01:18,076
l mean, the woman ate eight ribs.
871
01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:21,038
And they were fucking huge ribs.
Did you see those things?
872
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:22,189
l know, but...
873
01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:24,759
Fucking huge.
874
01:01:24,920 --> 01:01:27,275
Her fianc� dumped her
the day before her wedding, you know.
875
01:01:27,440 --> 01:01:30,716
He invited her to an All You Can Eat
and they wanted to charge her triple?
876
01:01:31,680 --> 01:01:34,319
That's not funny, Don.
That's not funny.
877
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:37,319
Food can be fun.
878
01:01:38,520 --> 01:01:40,397
Food can be fun.
879
01:01:41,480 --> 01:01:44,153
She's a really nice person.
880
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:48,077
Lately she's got this obsession.
881
01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:52,110
Yeah, lately you seem to have
the opposite.
882
01:01:53,760 --> 01:01:54,556
lt's the anaemia.
883
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:57,598
Gonna go get more vitamins this week,
go to the hospital.
884
01:01:58,400 --> 01:01:59,799
Do you want me to come with you?
885
01:02:01,480 --> 01:02:03,232
No, don't worry, l can manage.
886
01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:05,235
Ok.
887
01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:13,790
Tonight l realized how lucky we were
to meet that night.
888
01:02:15,360 --> 01:02:16,793
l mean, in spite of everything,
889
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:20,756
in spite of living in this shit hole,
890
01:02:22,320 --> 01:02:24,276
in spite of never having anything new,
891
01:02:25,800 --> 01:02:27,916
in spite of never going
on vacation.
892
01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:33,353
You never compIained once,
893
01:02:35,520 --> 01:02:36,589
not once.
894
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:45,195
l would...
895
01:02:49,640 --> 01:02:51,358
l would like to be better for you.
896
01:03:04,040 --> 01:03:05,439
l love you, you know that?
897
01:03:08,280 --> 01:03:09,759
Don't you ever forget that.
898
01:03:13,880 --> 01:03:15,074
l love you.
899
01:03:21,120 --> 01:03:22,269
What are you doing?
900
01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:23,995
I'm sweeping up.
901
01:03:25,280 --> 01:03:27,510
-What are you doing?
-l'm the queen witch
902
01:03:27,680 --> 01:03:30,319
and l'm teaching this little witch
how to make spells.
903
01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:32,516
-I'm the little witch.
-Really?
904
01:03:32,680 --> 01:03:34,636
And what kind of spells
are you doing?
905
01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:36,478
Oh, just normal spells,
906
01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:40,189
turning frogs into cars
and turning lizards into airplanes.
907
01:03:40,600 --> 01:03:42,158
You know how to do that?
908
01:03:42,320 --> 01:03:43,594
-Are you going to teach me?
-Sure!
909
01:03:45,560 --> 01:03:46,310
Hi, there.
910
01:03:46,480 --> 01:03:47,549
l'm Ann.
911
01:03:47,880 --> 01:03:49,950
l see you've already met
Penny and Patsy.
912
01:03:50,120 --> 01:03:51,678
-Yeah. l'm also Ann.
-Oh yeah?
913
01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:53,717
There you go.
Nice to meet you.
914
01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:56,553
-So you just moved in or..?
-Yeah, a few days ago.
915
01:03:56,720 --> 01:03:59,234
l was just trying to do some gardening
or something.
916
01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:01,277
-Looks great.
-They're so sweet.
917
01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:04,518
Their little gets ups on.
918
01:04:04,680 --> 01:04:05,954
Listen,
this is kind of a weird question
919
01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:07,519
since we just met and everything,
but l was wondering,
920
01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:10,274
l'm just heading out for about half
an hour'cause both my husband
921
01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:12,437
and my mom aren't back yet.
922
01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:13,953
l was wondering if there was any chance
of you keeping an eye on them
923
01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:15,075
for the next half hour if you're around.
924
01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:16,559
-Of course. No problem.
-Are you sure?
925
01:04:16,720 --> 01:04:18,358
Yeah, l'm going to be here all day
926
01:04:18,520 --> 01:04:20,112
and they were going to show me
how to do some speIls, so...
927
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:22,475
There you go.
They're very good at speIIs, so...
928
01:04:22,640 --> 01:04:24,119
-Okay.
-Thanks a lot.
929
01:04:24,280 --> 01:04:26,236
Bye, guys.
You behave yourselves, okay?
930
01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:28,871
Ann's gonna watch you for a Iittle bit.
931
01:04:29,040 --> 01:04:31,076
-Thank you so much.
-lt's okay.
932
01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:35,914
So, help me here.
Who's Patsy and who's Penny?
933
01:04:50,200 --> 01:04:52,873
My body hurt
thinking you weren't gonna come.
934
01:04:53,920 --> 01:04:55,148
l wasn't gonna come.
935
01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:58,356
l'm glad you did.
936
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:05,913
ls this one of your sister's tapes?
937
01:05:06,080 --> 01:05:06,876
Yeah.
938
01:05:10,320 --> 01:05:11,548
Would you like to dance?
939
01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:03,952
...and then the Little Mermaid
said to the Taxi Driver
940
01:06:04,120 --> 01:06:06,759
"l wanna see New York City.
Please, show me New York."
941
01:06:06,920 --> 01:06:09,753
'Cause it's so big. You can't...
you can't just walk around New York.
942
01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:12,839
So the taxi driver took her
to the Empire State Building,
943
01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:15,635
and you know it's so high
it has two elevators
944
01:06:15,800 --> 01:06:18,155
because they couldn't find
just one cable to build one, you know?
945
01:06:18,320 --> 01:06:21,437
They had to build two.
So he got on the first elevator
946
01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:24,877
and then on the second elevator
that's as fast as a space rocket,
947
01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:27,955
and they got to the top
of the Empire State building
948
01:06:28,360 --> 01:06:30,715
and the Little Mermaid was looking down
and she said
949
01:06:30,880 --> 01:06:33,474
"Oh, my God. People look like ants,
they're so small..."
950
01:06:33,640 --> 01:06:35,631
Hey, guys. Hello, there.
951
01:06:35,800 --> 01:06:38,633
We pIayed witches and princesses.
952
01:06:39,200 --> 01:06:41,236
And Ann did our braids.
953
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:44,073
Oh, they look beautiful. Thank you, Ann.
l'm sorry l took so long.
954
01:06:44,240 --> 01:06:46,879
No, that was fine.
We had a great time.
955
01:06:47,040 --> 01:06:48,951
-Were you guys good?
-Yeah.
956
01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:52,678
Good. Want your witches hats?
957
01:06:53,240 --> 01:06:56,073
Tomorrow can you finish the story
about the mermaid
958
01:06:56,240 --> 01:06:58,595
-and the taxi driver?
-Of course. My pleasure.
959
01:06:59,040 --> 01:07:00,712
Give Ann a kiss goodbye.
960
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:03,759
We have to go have bath
and supper time now,
961
01:07:03,920 --> 01:07:06,639
but maybe we can come back
and hear the end of that story, okay?
962
01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:09,109
Thank you so much, Ann.
Let's go.
963
01:07:20,320 --> 01:07:22,151
-Hey, Ann?
-Yeah?
964
01:07:22,320 --> 01:07:24,880
l was just going to make some coffee.
Do you want to come over?
965
01:07:25,040 --> 01:07:25,916
Great.
966
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:27,789
Just let me finish doing this.
967
01:07:28,040 --> 01:07:28,950
Okay.
968
01:07:34,440 --> 01:07:36,795
-Do you take sugar?
-No, no it's alright.
969
01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:40,678
You're not on a diet, are you?
970
01:07:41,160 --> 01:07:42,878
No. Why? ShouId I?
971
01:07:43,040 --> 01:07:46,476
No. l just have this friend
who's obsessed with diets
972
01:07:46,640 --> 01:07:48,710
and calories and...
973
01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:50,029
Boring.
974
01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:53,950
No, and I've seen too many people
sick with anorexia and bulimia.
975
01:07:54,840 --> 01:07:56,398
-l'm a nurse. That's why.
-ls that so?
976
01:07:57,120 --> 01:07:59,076
So l'm not reaIIy bothered.
977
01:08:01,640 --> 01:08:03,119
You know, you've got really cute kids.
978
01:08:03,480 --> 01:08:05,232
Yeah, they're great, aren't they?
979
01:08:06,840 --> 01:08:08,796
What about you? You want kids?
980
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:10,553
No, l don't think so.
981
01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:14,471
Why not? l mean,
982
01:08:14,840 --> 01:08:17,400
you think it's stupid
to bring them into the world, or...?
983
01:08:17,560 --> 01:08:19,630
Just haven't found
the right guy, or...?
984
01:08:20,640 --> 01:08:21,959
No, l haven't.
985
01:08:22,640 --> 01:08:24,358
No, but it's not that either, no.
986
01:08:25,280 --> 01:08:27,111
Do you think you can't?
987
01:08:28,120 --> 01:08:30,839
No. Well,
988
01:08:31,960 --> 01:08:32,870
l don't know, actually.
989
01:08:39,880 --> 01:08:40,915
But...
990
01:08:43,920 --> 01:08:45,911
l was in my last year
of nursing college.
991
01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:48,878
We were doing some work experience
in a paediatric hospital.
992
01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:53,191
l'd decided to specialize in kids,
because l've always liked them.
993
01:08:55,600 --> 01:08:57,875
Maybe because l was an only child.
994
01:08:59,040 --> 01:09:00,109
l don't know. Anyway,
995
01:09:01,760 --> 01:09:02,829
one night l was on duty,
996
01:09:03,000 --> 01:09:04,991
and they called me in
to heIp with a birth.
997
01:09:05,160 --> 01:09:07,196
This woman was overdue,
998
01:09:07,360 --> 01:09:10,079
she was expecting twins,
and the babies were in danger.
999
01:09:11,600 --> 01:09:15,388
So they decided to do
a caesarean
1000
01:09:15,960 --> 01:09:18,793
and the mother was put
under a general anaesthetic.
1001
01:09:20,720 --> 01:09:21,789
And...
1002
01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:26,515
it turned out they were Siamese twins.
1003
01:09:27,480 --> 01:09:30,597
They were born without one torso...
one set of lungs...
1004
01:09:30,760 --> 01:09:31,988
they hardly cried.
1005
01:09:33,520 --> 01:09:35,351
They weren't horrible to look at.
1006
01:09:35,760 --> 01:09:38,035
No, they were just Iike any other baby.
1007
01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:41,636
But
1008
01:09:42,520 --> 01:09:44,636
there was no way
they were going to survive.
1009
01:09:45,440 --> 01:09:46,475
lt's impossible.
1010
01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:52,316
So we put them in an incubator
while the doctors talked to the father
1011
01:09:52,480 --> 01:09:53,879
about what they shouId do.
1012
01:09:55,360 --> 01:09:57,191
The father didn't even wanna see them.
1013
01:09:59,800 --> 01:10:03,588
So they decided to take them out
of the incubator
1014
01:10:06,560 --> 01:10:07,993
and wait for them to die.
1015
01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:10,193
And l offered
1016
01:10:10,600 --> 01:10:12,477
to be with them until they...
1017
01:10:12,640 --> 01:10:15,074
l couldn't bear the thought of them
dying alone
1018
01:10:15,240 --> 01:10:16,832
in a cold hospital room.
1019
01:10:20,600 --> 01:10:22,113
They lived thirty hours.
1020
01:10:25,120 --> 01:10:27,429
l held them in my arms thirty hours.
1021
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:32,555
l sang every song l knew,
1022
01:10:32,960 --> 01:10:36,236
songs from the world
they could never see, but...
1023
01:10:39,760 --> 01:10:42,228
Anyway, they just grew smaller
and smaIIer in my arms.
1024
01:10:42,680 --> 01:10:44,193
First the boy died, and...
1025
01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:49,711
six hours later the girl died.
1026
01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:57,637
So... since then l've specialized
in geriatric nursing.
1027
01:11:04,440 --> 01:11:05,759
l'm so sorry, Ann.
1028
01:11:07,760 --> 01:11:09,990
l don't know
why l told you this story.
1029
01:11:10,160 --> 01:11:11,798
Thanks for the coffee.
1030
01:11:11,960 --> 01:11:14,394
You know what? l better be going.
No, l'm sorry.
1031
01:11:14,560 --> 01:11:16,869
Do you want to come over
for dinner next week?
1032
01:11:18,720 --> 01:11:21,712
-Are you sure?
-Yeah, no, l would realIy love you to.
1033
01:11:22,680 --> 01:11:24,591
l know the girls
would reaIIy love it too,
1034
01:11:25,080 --> 01:11:26,877
because you have to tell them
the end of that mermaid story,
1035
01:11:27,040 --> 01:11:28,234
they love that story.
1036
01:11:31,280 --> 01:11:32,679
I'd love to, Ann.
1037
01:11:33,240 --> 01:11:34,992
And you know,
that story is happy.
1038
01:11:37,080 --> 01:11:39,640
Thank you so much,
l'd love to.
1039
01:11:44,440 --> 01:11:45,589
Read me something.
1040
01:11:45,800 --> 01:11:47,836
Read me something
that you're reading right now.
1041
01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:50,798
I'm reading a very sad book
at the moment.
1042
01:11:52,520 --> 01:11:53,919
Beautiful, but sad.
1043
01:11:55,560 --> 01:11:57,869
It can't be as sad
as the story l heard today.
1044
01:11:58,480 --> 01:11:59,515
Tell it to me.
1045
01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:01,275
l can't.
1046
01:12:01,640 --> 01:12:02,959
It'll make me too sad.
1047
01:12:03,120 --> 01:12:06,032
You don't wanna teII it to me
because its part of your Iife,
1048
01:12:07,160 --> 01:12:09,628
and you don't want me to know
anything about your Iife.
1049
01:12:09,800 --> 01:12:12,394
I like it that you don't ask me
anything about my life.
1050
01:12:13,760 --> 01:12:16,479
l don't ask you anything
because l've learned not to.
1051
01:12:19,320 --> 01:12:20,878
When you look at somebody,
1052
01:12:22,480 --> 01:12:23,469
you might see
1053
01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:27,188
fifty per cent
1054
01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:29,915
of who they are,
1055
01:12:31,600 --> 01:12:34,910
and wanting to know the rest,
that's what destroys everything.
1056
01:12:35,960 --> 01:12:37,359
That's what l learnt.
1057
01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:40,637
Whoever took away your furniture
really taught you a lesson, eh?
1058
01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:43,397
That's all she left me.
1059
01:12:48,240 --> 01:12:50,959
-You really want me to read you something?
-Please.
1060
01:12:52,160 --> 01:12:53,388
Read me something.
1061
01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:54,755
Okay.
1062
01:12:57,320 --> 01:12:58,435
Pick something.
1063
01:13:00,560 --> 01:13:02,710
"To the Wedding"
by John Berger.
1064
01:13:19,680 --> 01:13:23,116
"Her capacities go out one by one,
1065
01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:26,158
and there's no night,
1066
01:13:26,760 --> 01:13:28,113
no stars,
1067
01:13:29,440 --> 01:13:32,159
onIy a cellar from which
she can never walk
1068
01:13:32,400 --> 01:13:34,789
and which nobody else
can stay.
1069
01:13:36,680 --> 01:13:39,478
She's given medicines
which make her ill,
1070
01:13:40,280 --> 01:13:42,271
but would stop her dying.
1071
01:13:42,960 --> 01:13:44,109
For a little while.
1072
01:13:44,640 --> 01:13:46,710
They're scared.
l'm scared."
1073
01:13:53,200 --> 01:13:54,997
You know, I don't think it was that bad.
1074
01:13:55,840 --> 01:13:57,239
No, I like it.
1075
01:13:58,560 --> 01:14:00,278
ljust don't want to read right now.
1076
01:14:14,280 --> 01:14:15,508
l lied.
1077
01:14:17,800 --> 01:14:21,270
When l said that when you look at
somebody you know fifty per cent.
1078
01:14:23,680 --> 01:14:25,796
l guess when l look at you l see,
1079
01:14:26,760 --> 01:14:29,274
l don't know, maybe ten per cent...
1080
01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:34,479
and that ten per cent is...
1081
01:14:43,240 --> 01:14:44,468
lt's not so bad. ls it?
1082
01:15:03,560 --> 01:15:06,074
lt's my birthday today.
Wish me a happy birthday.
1083
01:15:06,600 --> 01:15:07,874
Happy birthday, mom.
1084
01:15:13,560 --> 01:15:15,152
Aren't you going to start the car?
1085
01:15:16,640 --> 01:15:18,198
l've got something to tell you, Mom.
1086
01:15:19,440 --> 01:15:22,830
lt must be serious, otherwise
you'd tell me while you were driving.
1087
01:15:25,320 --> 01:15:27,470
l need to know
where my Dad is.
1088
01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:29,594
Are you going to go and see him?
1089
01:15:31,920 --> 01:15:33,148
Because that bugs you?
1090
01:15:35,920 --> 01:15:36,750
No,
1091
01:15:38,640 --> 01:15:40,471
not even that can make me mad anymore.
1092
01:15:46,480 --> 01:15:47,959
This time last year,
1093
01:15:48,520 --> 01:15:50,078
this very same day,
my birthday,
1094
01:15:50,720 --> 01:15:53,553
l thought l should do something,
l don't know why.
1095
01:15:54,800 --> 01:15:57,109
So l... l put on some makeup
1096
01:15:57,480 --> 01:15:59,675
and the least old cIothes
l could find
1097
01:15:59,840 --> 01:16:01,273
and l went to a bar.
1098
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:03,992
And l ordered a whisky
1099
01:16:05,080 --> 01:16:07,230
and started talking to
the bartender.
1100
01:16:08,760 --> 01:16:10,432
He was just a kid,
1101
01:16:11,080 --> 01:16:14,629
he'd just started at the hotel,
it was his first job,
1102
01:16:17,560 --> 01:16:19,630
and we chatted about this and that,
1103
01:16:19,800 --> 01:16:21,631
and l told him it was my birthday.
1104
01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:25,592
About five minutes later
1105
01:16:26,920 --> 01:16:30,310
he presented me with a bowl of peanuts
with a candle in.
1106
01:16:31,880 --> 01:16:32,915
And l...
1107
01:16:33,720 --> 01:16:35,199
l started to cry.
1108
01:16:36,480 --> 01:16:38,630
I cried so hard the kid got scared,
1109
01:16:40,560 --> 01:16:43,677
and he blew out the candle,
and hid the bowl of peanuts,
1110
01:16:44,520 --> 01:16:47,512
and l said
"No, don't blow out the candle.
1111
01:16:47,680 --> 01:16:49,238
Don't hide the peanuts."
1112
01:16:49,440 --> 01:16:52,000
And all this year,
all l could think about was
1113
01:16:52,240 --> 01:16:55,312
that bowl of peanuts
and how l started to cry.
1114
01:16:56,080 --> 01:16:59,550
So this year,
l baked myself a cake.
1115
01:17:01,120 --> 01:17:04,396
'Cause l knew if l went back to that bar,
l'd give that kid a heart attack.
1116
01:17:15,440 --> 01:17:16,589
Start the car.
1117
01:17:26,680 --> 01:17:27,556
Five minutes.
1118
01:17:29,200 --> 01:17:30,758
You're almost done, too.
1119
01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:34,235
-Am l hurting you?
-No, not at all.
1120
01:17:34,400 --> 01:17:35,674
She's great with nails.
1121
01:17:35,840 --> 01:17:38,798
Now, don't you ask her to give you
a perm or braids or anything,
1122
01:17:38,960 --> 01:17:41,030
but with naiIs, she's the best.
1123
01:17:42,080 --> 01:17:44,355
l've got a manicure diploma
1124
01:17:45,320 --> 01:17:47,880
and everything. l'm not interested
in hair or heads.
1125
01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:49,872
Give me hands every time.
1126
01:17:50,440 --> 01:17:52,396
So do you like Milli Vanilli as weII?
1127
01:17:52,920 --> 01:17:56,595
l'm from Segovia. We don't have
any Mili Vanilli in Segovia.
1128
01:17:57,480 --> 01:17:59,391
Milli Vanilli is universal.
1129
01:18:00,400 --> 01:18:02,072
-Thank you very much.
-Thanks.
1130
01:18:03,160 --> 01:18:04,718
So, see you soon.
1131
01:18:05,920 --> 01:18:06,875
No.
1132
01:18:07,600 --> 01:18:08,476
No?
1133
01:18:10,400 --> 01:18:11,276
You know,
1134
01:18:11,800 --> 01:18:14,314
braids realIy suit you.
They look really great on you.
1135
01:18:16,040 --> 01:18:17,155
You think so?
1136
01:18:17,880 --> 01:18:18,756
Yeah.
1137
01:18:20,560 --> 01:18:22,198
Bye.
1138
01:19:09,480 --> 01:19:10,310
Hi...
1139
01:19:13,280 --> 01:19:14,156
Hi.
1140
01:19:15,440 --> 01:19:16,839
How are you, Ann?
1141
01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:26,318
This is Penny and this is Patsy.
1142
01:19:27,200 --> 01:19:29,111
Penny's six and Patsy's four.
1143
01:19:30,800 --> 01:19:32,392
They're very pretty young girls.
1144
01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:34,552
You haven't been wasting your time.
1145
01:19:35,280 --> 01:19:36,554
You could say that.
1146
01:19:38,080 --> 01:19:39,433
What about your husband?
1147
01:19:40,000 --> 01:19:40,955
Don?
1148
01:19:42,240 --> 01:19:43,912
Ah, he builds swimming pools.
1149
01:19:44,080 --> 01:19:45,559
Swimming pools, no less?
1150
01:19:45,880 --> 01:19:47,279
Yeah, he's doing pretty good.
1151
01:19:48,680 --> 01:19:50,238
l got work here, you know.
1152
01:19:52,360 --> 01:19:54,078
Sewing sports shoes together.
1153
01:19:54,560 --> 01:19:58,348
You know, a sports shoe can take up to
86 different pieces. Did you know that?
1154
01:19:58,840 --> 01:19:59,511
No.
1155
01:20:00,040 --> 01:20:02,349
We sew the side pieces on here,
and then
1156
01:20:02,560 --> 01:20:04,596
in another jail they finish them off.
1157
01:20:06,880 --> 01:20:07,869
lt's good work.
1158
01:20:08,520 --> 01:20:09,475
Sure.
1159
01:20:10,480 --> 01:20:12,152
People are always gonna want to
need shoes, huh?
1160
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:21,150
Ann, l suppose your mother
still hates me.
1161
01:20:21,800 --> 01:20:23,552
Dad, Mom hates everyone.
1162
01:20:23,720 --> 01:20:25,836
Yeah, l bet she hates me
the most.
1163
01:20:26,200 --> 01:20:27,428
Sometimes, yeah.
1164
01:20:31,880 --> 01:20:33,074
Some of us...
1165
01:20:35,000 --> 01:20:38,151
just can't live the kind of life
that other peopIe want us to live.
1166
01:20:43,920 --> 01:20:45,751
No matter how hard you try,
1167
01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:48,429
you just can't do it.
1168
01:20:48,960 --> 01:20:49,995
l guess.
1169
01:20:51,560 --> 01:20:53,676
-You believe me, don't you?
-Yeah.
1170
01:20:54,880 --> 01:20:55,835
l believe you.
1171
01:20:56,840 --> 01:20:57,875
lt's hard.
1172
01:21:02,560 --> 01:21:03,675
Like you know
1173
01:21:04,360 --> 01:21:06,874
you love someone
and you can't make them happy.
1174
01:21:10,640 --> 01:21:13,438
lt's kind of like you love them, but...
1175
01:21:16,560 --> 01:21:19,028
you can't Iove them
the way they wanna be loved,
1176
01:21:19,200 --> 01:21:19,871
you know what l mean?
1177
01:21:21,400 --> 01:21:24,790
lf you send me the kids' shoes sizes,
l can make some shoes for them.
1178
01:21:26,120 --> 01:21:27,109
Okay.
1179
01:21:32,440 --> 01:21:33,839
I want to touch your face.
1180
01:21:37,600 --> 01:21:40,319
I remember how it used to feel.
1181
01:21:41,920 --> 01:21:44,354
l've forgotten a lot of things.
l remember that.
1182
01:21:44,800 --> 01:21:46,028
l remember,
1183
01:21:46,960 --> 01:21:50,714
you used to before you'd leave the house
you'd put on this record of ringing bells
1184
01:21:52,080 --> 01:21:53,832
and then you'd just leave
the house like right away.
1185
01:21:55,880 --> 01:21:57,791
l used to like to hear
the music from the house
1186
01:21:57,960 --> 01:21:59,632
as l was walking down the street.
1187
01:22:01,320 --> 01:22:02,753
lt was really pretty.
1188
01:22:03,680 --> 01:22:04,590
It was?
1189
01:22:05,400 --> 01:22:06,913
lt was aIways the same record.
1190
01:22:07,360 --> 01:22:09,078
lt was the Mule Serenade.
1191
01:22:11,400 --> 01:22:12,719
lt was really pretty.
1192
01:22:20,320 --> 01:22:22,072
Take care of yourseIf, Dad, okay?
1193
01:22:23,960 --> 01:22:24,995
Yeah, you too.
1194
01:22:26,840 --> 01:22:29,559
And remember to send me
the girIs' shoe sizes, okay?
1195
01:22:30,160 --> 01:22:31,229
Yeah, l will.
1196
01:22:58,880 --> 01:23:01,189
Going to have a good day
at school? Give me a kiss.
1197
01:23:02,720 --> 01:23:04,392
Okay, have a good day.
1198
01:23:05,480 --> 01:23:08,916
l hope you feel better, Mommy.
l want you to feel better, yeah.
1199
01:23:09,840 --> 01:23:12,115
-Okay. You have a good day, all right?
-Bye.
1200
01:23:14,040 --> 01:23:15,075
Hey, Patsy.
1201
01:23:16,440 --> 01:23:19,352
-Give me a cuddle, Mommy.
-I'II give you a cuddle.
1202
01:23:20,040 --> 01:23:22,190
-How's that for a cuddle?
-Okay.
1203
01:23:23,120 --> 01:23:25,793
-l need to go now.
-You have to go to schooI now?
1204
01:23:25,960 --> 01:23:28,554
Okay. l know,
you're in a bit of a hurry.
1205
01:23:34,840 --> 01:23:36,592
Are you sure this is anaemia?
1206
01:23:37,360 --> 01:23:39,078
Maybe we should go see
another doctor?
1207
01:23:39,240 --> 01:23:41,913
No, l know it's anaemia.
They did Iike a million tests
1208
01:23:42,520 --> 01:23:45,432
and l've been taking all the vitamins.
They just told me l need to rest.
1209
01:23:46,360 --> 01:23:48,396
l took care of all of you guys
when you were sick,
1210
01:23:48,560 --> 01:23:49,993
it's your turn to take care of me.
1211
01:23:50,320 --> 01:23:51,150
Okay.
1212
01:23:51,440 --> 01:23:53,351
l think l'm going to like
taking care of you.
1213
01:23:53,520 --> 01:23:55,750
Yeah? Let's see
if you're any good at it.
1214
01:24:04,920 --> 01:24:05,909
Okay. Bye.
1215
01:24:11,000 --> 01:24:11,989
Don,
1216
01:24:13,280 --> 01:24:16,192
l want you to understand
why l didn't tell you l was goinna die.
1217
01:24:18,840 --> 01:24:19,909
lt was like...
1218
01:24:22,880 --> 01:24:26,156
lt was like the only present
l could give you and the girls,
1219
01:24:26,960 --> 01:24:30,157
to save you all the trips to the hospital
and all the stress
1220
01:24:30,520 --> 01:24:32,954
and the waiting around in waiting rooms
and l know if you think about it,
1221
01:24:33,120 --> 01:24:34,155
you'II know that l'm right.
1222
01:24:36,280 --> 01:24:37,759
Now you have to be happy,
1223
01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:43,112
and you have to look after the girls,
you have to make them happy too.
1224
01:24:46,720 --> 01:24:48,551
Dream up a heaven for me.
1225
01:24:50,800 --> 01:24:53,234
Don't let them be sad
when they remember me.
1226
01:24:53,720 --> 01:24:56,712
You just remind them
of all the great things we did together.
1227
01:25:01,080 --> 01:25:02,274
l Iove you, Don.
1228
01:25:03,960 --> 01:25:07,919
You'll always be the guy who took off
his T-shirt to wipe away my tears...
1229
01:25:37,200 --> 01:25:38,713
Sorry it's so out of key.
1230
01:25:38,880 --> 01:25:41,155
It always kind of was, though.
1231
01:25:48,040 --> 01:25:49,075
Hi, Mom.
1232
01:25:50,280 --> 01:25:52,077
Well, l guess you're never
going to forgive me
1233
01:25:52,240 --> 01:25:53,798
for not telling you
l was going to die.
1234
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:59,072
So, it's just one more thing to blame
the world for, I guess.
1235
01:26:00,560 --> 01:26:01,754
l love you.
1236
01:26:02,720 --> 01:26:04,073
l know you love me.
1237
01:26:05,240 --> 01:26:06,992
l know you adore the girls,
1238
01:26:09,240 --> 01:26:10,434
so please
1239
01:26:11,560 --> 01:26:12,675
tell them that.
1240
01:26:14,560 --> 01:26:17,916
Try and show like you love them
just a little bit every day.
1241
01:26:18,560 --> 01:26:21,472
And try to enjoy life,
1242
01:26:21,640 --> 01:26:22,959
you know, a littIe, just a littIe bit.
1243
01:26:23,120 --> 01:26:26,476
l mean, maybe at some point
you could go on a date.
1244
01:26:26,640 --> 01:26:27,709
That wouId be fun,
1245
01:26:27,880 --> 01:26:30,394
or you could put an ad
in the paper or anything.
1246
01:26:30,560 --> 01:26:32,596
l just think
you couId have a little fun.
1247
01:26:32,760 --> 01:26:35,274
You're really beautiful
and you've got a great heart
1248
01:26:36,440 --> 01:26:37,839
and just try
1249
01:26:38,600 --> 01:26:40,318
and enjoy stuff more.
1250
01:26:41,800 --> 01:26:43,199
Please help Don.
1251
01:26:46,400 --> 01:26:48,868
You can tell the girls
any stories you like,
1252
01:26:49,040 --> 01:26:50,871
even Joan Crawford movies.
1253
01:27:14,080 --> 01:27:16,389
Your sister really knows
how to pick a song, hey.
1254
01:27:17,640 --> 01:27:19,835
-You like it?
-Yeah, it's great.
1255
01:27:20,160 --> 01:27:22,116
lt's Blossom Dearie.
You ever heard of her?
1256
01:27:22,280 --> 01:27:23,269
No. What's that?
1257
01:27:24,000 --> 01:27:26,594
Blossom Dearie?
Oh, she's amazing.
1258
01:27:27,200 --> 01:27:29,236
She's still singing
and she's 83 years oId.
1259
01:27:29,680 --> 01:27:30,795
83?
1260
01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:33,190
And she plays in this little club
1261
01:27:33,760 --> 01:27:36,320
behind a Chinese lounge
1262
01:27:36,760 --> 01:27:37,988
and
1263
01:27:38,320 --> 01:27:40,390
she has this tiny little voice,
1264
01:27:40,920 --> 01:27:43,559
this tiny little body
and such personality and...
1265
01:27:43,720 --> 01:27:46,393
-83.
-Yeah, she's 83.
1266
01:27:47,680 --> 01:27:49,318
l'd love to take you there.
1267
01:27:58,960 --> 01:28:01,235
Ann, there's so many places
l'd Iike to take you.
1268
01:28:01,560 --> 01:28:03,710
TeII me about all the places
you'd like to take me.
1269
01:28:05,360 --> 01:28:06,236
Okay.
1270
01:28:07,000 --> 01:28:09,116
ln the south of Chile,
there's a desert,
1271
01:28:10,760 --> 01:28:12,193
it's stunning,
1272
01:28:12,520 --> 01:28:15,910
pure white and flat
as far as the eye can see
1273
01:28:16,160 --> 01:28:19,072
and the only thing that breaks
the line of the horizon
1274
01:28:19,440 --> 01:28:22,637
are these robin-egg
blue little houses
1275
01:28:23,040 --> 01:28:25,270
and in the morning,
the sky goes
1276
01:28:25,440 --> 01:28:26,919
completely green.
1277
01:28:27,680 --> 01:28:29,033
lt's unworldly.
1278
01:28:29,960 --> 01:28:32,554
And in Argentina,
1279
01:28:34,200 --> 01:28:35,349
a glacier lake,
1280
01:28:35,760 --> 01:28:38,672
and in the spring
when the thaw comes on,
1281
01:28:40,440 --> 01:28:43,671
these huge blocks of ice,
l mean huge,
1282
01:28:43,840 --> 01:28:45,239
the size of apartment buiIdings,
1283
01:28:45,400 --> 01:28:47,311
come sliding off the glacier
into the lake
1284
01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:51,950
and then your heart is pounding out
of your chest, it's terrifying.
1285
01:28:53,440 --> 01:28:55,874
And Mexico and Alaska...
1286
01:28:56,520 --> 01:28:57,475
Are you OK?
1287
01:28:59,160 --> 01:29:00,354
What's the matter?
1288
01:29:01,960 --> 01:29:03,598
I'm not going to see these pIaces.
1289
01:29:05,760 --> 01:29:06,715
What is it?
1290
01:29:06,880 --> 01:29:08,074
What's the matter?
1291
01:29:10,400 --> 01:29:11,594
You don't wanna tell me?
1292
01:29:12,120 --> 01:29:13,838
l'm so sorry, Lee.
1293
01:29:16,440 --> 01:29:18,317
-l really need to get out of here.
-Okay.
1294
01:29:21,680 --> 01:29:23,875
Waiter!
Can l get the check?
1295
01:29:24,760 --> 01:29:25,715
Thank you.
1296
01:29:26,960 --> 01:29:28,757
l always wanted to come here.
1297
01:29:31,360 --> 01:29:33,874
Could you get them to put this
in a doggy bag for me?
1298
01:29:34,640 --> 01:29:35,629
Sure.
1299
01:29:36,000 --> 01:29:37,069
Thanks.
1300
01:29:39,080 --> 01:29:40,752
Okay, l'll meet you outside, okay?
1301
01:30:12,000 --> 01:30:13,479
You have to go.
1302
01:30:15,400 --> 01:30:18,358
He's gonna be here any minute.
He works nearby.
1303
01:30:19,800 --> 01:30:23,236
lt's better if he comes and picks me up.
This happens occasionally, so...
1304
01:30:28,040 --> 01:30:30,838
Ann, there's something that l have
to tell you, and l have to tell you now.
1305
01:30:31,680 --> 01:30:32,590
l love you.
1306
01:30:35,080 --> 01:30:36,752
l'm in love with you...
1307
01:30:38,480 --> 01:30:41,517
and the world seems less terrible
because you exist.
1308
01:30:43,600 --> 01:30:46,910
l feel like l wanna be with you
for the rest of my life,
1309
01:30:47,080 --> 01:30:49,548
and all that, the palpitations,
and the nerves,
1310
01:30:49,720 --> 01:30:53,030
and the pain, and the happiness,
and the fear...
1311
01:30:56,200 --> 01:30:57,235
l wanna...
1312
01:30:57,640 --> 01:30:59,756
l wanna touch you all the time.
1313
01:31:00,360 --> 01:31:02,590
l wanna take care of you,
and your girls and...
1314
01:31:02,760 --> 01:31:06,469
and even find your husband
a decent job and get you a house
1315
01:31:06,640 --> 01:31:09,598
-that doesn't have wheels and...
-Careful.
1316
01:31:10,720 --> 01:31:13,029
That sounds like a classic case
of falling in love.
1317
01:31:13,760 --> 01:31:14,829
l am in love.
1318
01:31:16,400 --> 01:31:18,277
l'm classically in love.
1319
01:31:19,760 --> 01:31:22,718
The classic husband
who's gonna be here any minute,
1320
01:31:23,200 --> 01:31:26,510
and the classic depression that sets
in every time you go off with him,
1321
01:31:27,360 --> 01:31:28,713
and the crying
1322
01:31:28,920 --> 01:31:30,990
and the tears and everything.
1323
01:31:53,400 --> 01:31:54,469
l'll go.
1324
01:31:57,200 --> 01:32:00,237
Though I don't want to see you
driving off with some guy, you know?
1325
01:32:00,400 --> 01:32:01,913
Someone you don't know.
1326
01:32:03,400 --> 01:32:04,674
So, l'll be watching.
1327
01:32:07,200 --> 01:32:09,111
Unless of course it's your husband.
1328
01:33:57,760 --> 01:33:59,193
Ann, l feel terrible.
1329
01:33:59,560 --> 01:34:01,949
l invited you over to dinner
and now you have to do all the work.
1330
01:34:02,200 --> 01:34:04,350
That's okay,
ljust have to heat up this.
1331
01:34:05,760 --> 01:34:06,476
So l still don't understand
1332
01:34:06,640 --> 01:34:08,232
why you had to go to the restaurant
in your condition...
1333
01:34:08,440 --> 01:34:10,556
l told you l thought
l was feeling better.
1334
01:34:10,920 --> 01:34:14,117
A bad case of anaemia isn't something
you should take lightly. You should rest.
1335
01:34:14,280 --> 01:34:15,508
Yes, listen to Nurse Ann, Ann.
1336
01:34:20,320 --> 01:34:21,594
And you know what?
1337
01:34:23,040 --> 01:34:25,508
l think you couId go wash your hands,
'cause this is ready.
1338
01:34:25,760 --> 01:34:27,193
Go wash up, girls.
1339
01:34:31,000 --> 01:34:32,035
-Don...
-Yeah?
1340
01:34:32,200 --> 01:34:35,317
-You too.
-All right, yes ma'am.
1341
01:34:37,080 --> 01:34:39,719
You pray that this will be
your life without you...
1342
01:34:39,880 --> 01:34:41,950
you pray that the girls
will love this woman
1343
01:34:42,120 --> 01:34:43,235
who has the same name as you,
1344
01:34:44,400 --> 01:34:46,755
and that your husband
will end up loving her too,
1345
01:34:47,080 --> 01:34:49,799
and that they can live in the house
next door, and the girls can play
1346
01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:52,554
doll houses in the trailer,
and barely remember their mother
1347
01:34:52,720 --> 01:34:56,030
who used to sleep during the day,
and take them on raft rides in bed.
1348
01:34:56,880 --> 01:34:59,872
You pray that they will have moments
of happiness so intense
1349
01:35:00,080 --> 01:35:03,231
that all of their problems
will seem insignificant in comparison.
1350
01:35:04,040 --> 01:35:07,077
You don't know who or what
you're praying to, but you pray.
1351
01:35:09,040 --> 01:35:11,918
You don't even regret the life
that you're not gonna have,
1352
01:35:12,760 --> 01:35:14,318
because by then
you'll be dead,
1353
01:35:15,040 --> 01:35:16,792
and the dead don't feel anything,
1354
01:35:17,040 --> 01:35:18,473
not even regret.
1355
01:35:28,120 --> 01:35:29,473
My darling Lee,
1356
01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,679
l guess by the time you get this tape
you'll know that l'm dead
1357
01:35:36,320 --> 01:35:37,799
and, well, all that...
1358
01:35:39,720 --> 01:35:43,474
Maybe you're angry with me,
or hurt or sad or upset
1359
01:35:43,680 --> 01:35:44,999
or maybe you're all of it together.
1360
01:35:47,280 --> 01:35:49,111
l just want you to know
that l fell in love with you.
1361
01:35:51,360 --> 01:35:53,237
l didn't dare tell you 'cause
1362
01:35:54,720 --> 01:35:56,950
l thought you kind of knew,
1363
01:35:57,320 --> 01:35:59,993
and l didn't realize
l had so little time.
1364
01:36:01,000 --> 01:36:04,470
Actually, time is the one thing
l haven't had enough of recently.
1365
01:36:06,320 --> 01:36:08,276
Life is so much better
than you think, my love.
1366
01:36:10,360 --> 01:36:11,634
l know, because
1367
01:36:12,360 --> 01:36:14,828
you managed to fall in love with me
even though you saw,
1368
01:36:15,000 --> 01:36:17,514
what was it,
you said ten per cent?.
1369
01:36:18,840 --> 01:36:20,034
Five maybe?
1370
01:36:22,600 --> 01:36:25,114
Maybe if you'd seen it all,
you wouldn't have liked me.
1371
01:36:26,840 --> 01:36:29,354
Or you would have liked me
in spite of everything.
1372
01:36:31,000 --> 01:36:32,479
l guess we'll never know.
1373
01:36:34,000 --> 01:36:36,355
Oh, and one last thing... Lee,
for God's sake
1374
01:36:36,920 --> 01:36:40,117
just paint your walls
and buy some furniture.
1375
01:36:40,720 --> 01:36:43,234
Alright? l don't want
the next woman you take home
1376
01:36:43,400 --> 01:36:44,469
to get the wrong idea about you
1377
01:36:44,640 --> 01:36:46,915
and run off before she gets
a chance to know you.
1378
01:36:48,760 --> 01:36:51,274
Not everyone's as crazy
as l am.
1379
01:36:51,760 --> 01:36:53,352
l loved dancing with you.