1 00:02:30,442 --> 00:02:34,154 There either is or is not a way things are. 2 00:02:34,404 --> 00:02:38,158 The color of the day. How it felt to be a child. 3 00:02:38,408 --> 00:02:42,829 The feeling of saltwater on your sunburned legs. 4 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:46,959 Sometimes the water is yellow. Sometimes it's red. 5 00:02:47,209 --> 00:02:52,881 The color in memory depends on the day. 6 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:57,135 I won't tell the story the way it happened. 7 00:02:57,386 --> 00:03:02,057 I'll tell it the way I remember it. 8 00:03:59,698 --> 00:04:03,702 Help! Help! 9 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:16,965 What's your name? 10 00:04:18,425 --> 00:04:22,221 - Whisper. What's your name? Whisper! - Finn. 11 00:04:22,471 --> 00:04:24,139 - What's your last name? - Bell. 12 00:04:24,389 --> 00:04:26,558 - Where do you live? - By the pier. 13 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:29,561 Do you have tools? 14 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:34,358 Do you know what bolt cutters are? Do you or don't you? 15 00:04:34,608 --> 00:04:37,986 I can find you and gut you like a fish. 16 00:04:38,237 --> 00:04:42,282 I'll pull out your insides and make you eat them, hear me? 17 00:04:42,533 --> 00:04:48,288 Be here tomorrow at dawn with bolt cutters and food, or I'll kill you. 18 00:04:48,539 --> 00:04:50,541 I'll kill you if you tell. 19 00:04:50,791 --> 00:04:55,629 - Anyone! Your folks... - They're dead. 20 00:04:55,879 --> 00:05:02,928 If you tell anyone, the last sound you hear will be your own scream. Go! 21 00:05:49,558 --> 00:05:51,059 Finn! 22 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:54,104 - Oh, it's you, Joe. - Did I scare you? 23 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:57,858 - So you went out today? - Yeah! I got a nice tan. 24 00:05:58,108 --> 00:06:02,196 No fish. Setting traps, like everybody. 25 00:06:02,446 --> 00:06:07,159 - Where's the fire? - Nowhere. Just got homework. 26 00:06:07,409 --> 00:06:12,956 Maggie's on a kind of rant today, so you be careful, okay? 27 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:15,751 - Are you coming home soon? - In an hour. 28 00:06:16,001 --> 00:06:19,588 If you finish your work, we'll go to Carvel's. 29 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:24,176 You rest up. We've got a gardening job tomorrow. 30 00:06:24,426 --> 00:06:27,721 - Joe? - Yeah? 31 00:06:28,430 --> 00:06:31,934 Nothing. 32 00:06:32,226 --> 00:06:36,021 Hey, Finn! How do you smoke a swordfish? 33 00:06:36,271 --> 00:06:38,857 Put the bill in your mouth and light the tail. 34 00:06:39,107 --> 00:06:42,736 I'll see you later. 35 00:06:43,695 --> 00:06:48,867 I was raised with some freedom from my sister, Maggie. 36 00:06:49,117 --> 00:06:51,703 Joe was her man. 37 00:06:51,954 --> 00:06:56,667 They banned big fishing rigs that year, and we were poor. 38 00:06:56,917 --> 00:07:02,297 We got by on what Joe earned on charters and lawn work. 39 00:08:34,765 --> 00:08:36,058 Hey. 40 00:08:36,308 --> 00:08:38,685 Hey. 41 00:08:46,652 --> 00:08:51,406 Come on, come here. Come on! 42 00:08:57,287 --> 00:09:00,624 Are you alone? 43 00:09:00,874 --> 00:09:02,876 - You deaf? Are you alone? - No. 44 00:09:03,126 --> 00:09:07,631 You're not alone or you're not deaf? 45 00:09:22,604 --> 00:09:26,066 Here, I brought you something to drink. 46 00:09:26,316 --> 00:09:29,403 Attaboy! 47 00:09:57,806 --> 00:10:00,851 Here, I took this for you. 48 00:10:01,101 --> 00:10:03,979 What's this? Birth control pills? 49 00:10:04,229 --> 00:10:08,567 Here, this too. 50 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:13,155 Percodan. Attaboy, now you're talking. 51 00:10:18,118 --> 00:10:24,208 What else? Come on, come on, come on! 52 00:10:33,217 --> 00:10:36,428 Do you bite your nails? 53 00:10:36,678 --> 00:10:38,680 That's a bad habit. 54 00:10:38,931 --> 00:10:44,686 People say the eyes are the windows to the soul. Bullshit. 55 00:10:44,937 --> 00:10:50,526 Hands. That's the sign of a gentleman. 56 00:10:52,486 --> 00:10:57,032 Come on, let's go. Come on. 57 00:10:57,824 --> 00:11:00,953 - What? - Come on. 58 00:11:01,370 --> 00:11:03,539 - In the boat. - If I don't get home... 59 00:11:03,789 --> 00:11:09,753 Fuck your uncle, get in the boat. Pick up the anchor. Let's go. 60 00:11:12,881 --> 00:11:17,261 Shut up and get in the boat. 61 00:11:17,719 --> 00:11:21,849 - Where are we going? - Mexico. 62 00:12:04,725 --> 00:12:09,688 - What? - Police boat. 63 00:12:10,689 --> 00:12:13,609 Stop! 64 00:12:37,799 --> 00:12:41,386 Ahoy there! Son, are you all right? 65 00:12:41,637 --> 00:12:44,056 - Where are you headed? - Nowhere. 66 00:12:44,306 --> 00:12:48,268 Some lady thought she saw a raft here yesterday. 67 00:12:48,519 --> 00:12:54,608 A man on it wearing a prison suit. Did you see anything like that? 68 00:12:55,359 --> 00:13:00,948 - No. - Tie up a line. We'll tow you in. 69 00:13:25,806 --> 00:13:28,267 That was the end of it. 70 00:13:28,517 --> 00:13:33,981 Perhaps you had an experience like that as a child and told no one. 71 00:13:34,231 --> 00:13:37,985 Perhaps you had a brush with a world so large you seldom... 72 00:13:38,235 --> 00:13:41,405 ... or never saw it again. 73 00:14:13,562 --> 00:14:20,652 Jesus! It's the land time forgot. Nora Driggers Dinsmoor. 74 00:14:36,210 --> 00:14:39,922 Wait here. I'll find out what they want us to do. 75 00:14:40,172 --> 00:14:47,471 - Is it all right if I look around? - No! You stay put till I come back. 76 00:14:47,721 --> 00:14:51,850 God knows what's in these weeds. 77 00:15:11,787 --> 00:15:15,290 Nora Driggers Dinsmoor, richest lady in the gulf. 78 00:15:15,541 --> 00:15:19,211 She lost her mind 30 years ago when her fianc� left her... 79 00:15:19,461 --> 00:15:22,589 ... at the altar. 80 00:15:50,576 --> 00:15:53,829 What's your name? 81 00:16:07,885 --> 00:16:10,721 Finn. 82 00:16:34,244 --> 00:16:37,789 Hey, Finn! 83 00:16:42,419 --> 00:16:46,381 We're out of here. She slipped me $500 under the door. 84 00:16:46,632 --> 00:16:50,093 Gas money, she called it. Weirdest thing. 85 00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:53,263 - What? - Nothing. Can I ride with you? 86 00:16:53,514 --> 00:16:56,183 You smell like fertilizer. 87 00:16:56,433 --> 00:17:00,771 Really? I do? 88 00:17:05,442 --> 00:17:06,944 Mag! 89 00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:10,906 - You've got the wrong number. - You won't believe... 90 00:17:11,156 --> 00:17:16,495 Yes, well, he just... Did he do something bad? 91 00:17:16,745 --> 00:17:22,167 I'll be glad to. That sounds really... 92 00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:25,504 You got it. Okay. 93 00:17:25,754 --> 00:17:30,926 Three on Saturday. This Saturday? And thank you so much, ma'am. 94 00:17:31,176 --> 00:17:34,429 You won't believe where we were today. 95 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:38,016 That was Nora Driggers Dinsmoor. 96 00:17:38,267 --> 00:17:41,395 It was too good to be true. She wants her money back? 97 00:17:41,645 --> 00:17:43,897 She wants him. Finn! 98 00:17:44,147 --> 00:17:47,985 The richest lady in the state calls me... 99 00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:51,238 ...and wants my little brother to play with her niece. 100 00:17:51,488 --> 00:17:56,827 "Why"? The old bat liked you. He's a likable kid, he's adorable. 101 00:17:57,077 --> 00:18:01,999 Who cares? Joe, this is a really good thing. 102 00:18:02,249 --> 00:18:05,836 How'd she even know...? Dinsmoor never met Finn. 103 00:18:06,086 --> 00:18:08,922 She slipped this under the door. 104 00:18:09,173 --> 00:18:12,134 What is it, Joe? God! 105 00:18:12,384 --> 00:18:17,723 Do you like living with all the dead people down here? 106 00:18:17,973 --> 00:18:24,479 What's wrong with people here? I'm tired of working so much. 107 00:18:24,730 --> 00:18:28,734 They took away the nets. 108 00:18:29,067 --> 00:18:34,198 Convict Arthur Lustig was recaptured this evening. 109 00:18:34,448 --> 00:18:37,326 This concludes a four-day manhunt for Lustig... 110 00:18:37,576 --> 00:18:40,120 ... the convicted murderer of Gene Valiente. 111 00:18:40,370 --> 00:18:44,291 Valiente, reputed mob boss of the Catalano family... 112 00:18:44,541 --> 00:18:47,920 ... was gunned down in his home last Christmas. 113 00:18:48,170 --> 00:18:51,381 Lustig will be returned to death row... 114 00:18:51,632 --> 00:18:58,764 ... and is scheduled to die by lethal injection March 16th. 115 00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:11,026 Holy shit! 116 00:19:11,527 --> 00:19:14,780 Hey, you look sharp. 117 00:19:15,030 --> 00:19:21,078 - How do I smell? - You smell clean. Tea time. 118 00:19:21,411 --> 00:19:25,332 - Be polite. "Yes, ma'am", "No, ma'am". - I will. 119 00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:30,128 - Are you okay with this? - He's great. Go ahead. 120 00:19:30,379 --> 00:19:35,342 Say, "May I", "Please", all that stuff. 121 00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:48,772 Oh, the gardener. 122 00:19:52,609 --> 00:19:58,866 The design of this floor is from the Alhambra in Spain. 123 00:20:00,909 --> 00:20:04,204 The ceiling's gold leaf, real gold. 124 00:20:04,454 --> 00:20:08,959 It's just like the Thousand Wing ceiling at Venice's Accademia. 125 00:20:09,209 --> 00:20:12,379 Old Ms. Dinsmoor hadn't been seen in years. 126 00:20:12,629 --> 00:20:14,506 I'd heard she was crazy. 127 00:20:14,756 --> 00:20:16,216 Go ahead. 128 00:20:16,466 --> 00:20:19,303 Aren't you coming? 129 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:23,849 But nobody knew how crazy. 130 00:20:24,099 --> 00:20:29,563 Her room smelled of dead flowers and cat piss. 131 00:20:42,910 --> 00:20:45,746 Boom boom. 132 00:20:57,674 --> 00:20:58,467 Chicka-boom! 133 00:20:58,717 --> 00:21:04,598 Besame, besame mucho 134 00:21:04,806 --> 00:21:12,064 Each time I cling to your kiss I hear music divine 135 00:21:16,777 --> 00:21:22,533 Hold me my darling and say that you'll always be mine 136 00:21:22,574 --> 00:21:26,036 This joy's something new, my arms they're holding you 137 00:21:26,286 --> 00:21:28,705 I never knew this thrill before 138 00:21:28,956 --> 00:21:33,919 Whoever thought I'd be holding you close, whispering... 139 00:21:34,169 --> 00:21:37,923 - Who are you? - Finn, ma'am. 140 00:21:38,173 --> 00:21:43,720 - What are you doing in my bedroom? - I don't know. 141 00:21:43,804 --> 00:21:47,808 Give me your hand. 142 00:21:48,016 --> 00:21:53,605 - What is this? - Your... Your boob. 143 00:21:53,856 --> 00:21:59,528 My heart. It's my heart. It's broken. 144 00:21:59,778 --> 00:22:05,158 - Can you tell? - I'm sorry. 145 00:22:06,535 --> 00:22:08,954 "Sorry." Come. 146 00:22:09,204 --> 00:22:12,165 Shoo, shoo. Tabby, scram. 147 00:22:12,416 --> 00:22:16,253 Wow! That's the biggest cat I've ever seen. 148 00:22:16,503 --> 00:22:21,675 - What do you feed it? - Other cats. 149 00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:28,390 Well, go ahead. You can proceed. 150 00:22:33,270 --> 00:22:35,439 - Dance. - Huh? 151 00:22:35,689 --> 00:22:41,195 I'd like you to dance. That's why you're here. To entertain me. 152 00:22:41,445 --> 00:22:46,158 Pony, foxtrot, frug, Philly Dog, fandango. Anything. 153 00:22:46,408 --> 00:22:50,621 I can't. I'm sorry, ma'am. 154 00:22:50,871 --> 00:22:54,958 You "can't"? "I'm sorry, ma'am." 155 00:22:55,209 --> 00:22:59,796 Or you won't? You dance. Dance, dance, dance! 156 00:23:02,382 --> 00:23:06,637 - Get out of here. - Wait! 157 00:23:06,887 --> 00:23:09,723 I can draw. 158 00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:18,190 You can use my lipstick and eyebrow pencil on the dressing table. 159 00:23:21,318 --> 00:23:24,112 Estella! 160 00:23:24,363 --> 00:23:27,908 Estella? 161 00:23:39,002 --> 00:23:42,840 - Is tea ready? - I'd like you to sit for a portrait. 162 00:23:43,090 --> 00:23:48,053 - A portrait? By whom? - That boy. 163 00:23:48,303 --> 00:23:51,515 The gardener? I'll be in my room. 164 00:23:51,765 --> 00:23:54,476 Come back and sit. 165 00:23:54,726 --> 00:23:57,813 Please. 166 00:23:57,938 --> 00:24:02,734 And you. Come sit by me. 167 00:24:19,126 --> 00:24:22,546 She's beautiful, isn't she? 168 00:24:28,677 --> 00:24:34,600 What do you think of her? Come on, whisper in my ear. 169 00:24:34,850 --> 00:24:38,812 Come on. 170 00:24:40,939 --> 00:24:44,526 I think she's a snob. 171 00:24:44,776 --> 00:24:47,654 Anything else? 172 00:24:50,782 --> 00:24:54,703 I think she's real pretty. 173 00:24:54,953 --> 00:24:58,999 Anything else? 174 00:25:03,045 --> 00:25:06,507 I think she doesn't like me. 175 00:25:06,757 --> 00:25:11,595 But you love her. She'll break your heart, it's a fact. 176 00:25:11,845 --> 00:25:16,975 It's tragic, you're already in love. And though I guarantee you... 177 00:25:17,226 --> 00:25:24,233 ...that the girl will hurt you terribly, you'll still pursue her. 178 00:25:24,733 --> 00:25:28,779 Ain't love grand? 179 00:25:47,214 --> 00:25:51,009 - I'd like to go now. - Have you finished? 180 00:25:51,260 --> 00:25:53,512 Before I'm a teenager, please. 181 00:25:53,762 --> 00:25:57,641 Can I go now? 182 00:26:00,561 --> 00:26:07,025 Would you like to come again? Would you like to see Estella again? 183 00:26:08,318 --> 00:26:10,279 Yes. 184 00:26:10,529 --> 00:26:15,033 Poor boy, poor boy, poor boy. This is yours, dear. 185 00:26:15,284 --> 00:26:20,455 The ways of the rich and all my longing, which began that day. 186 00:26:20,706 --> 00:26:26,253 To paint for the rich, to have their freedom, to love Estella. 187 00:26:26,503 --> 00:26:29,673 The things we cannot have. 188 00:26:29,923 --> 00:26:33,051 Give this to your guardian. 189 00:26:33,302 --> 00:26:37,139 Would you see Finn out, please? 190 00:26:43,979 --> 00:26:46,565 Chicka-boom! 191 00:27:11,423 --> 00:27:13,634 Want some? 192 00:27:13,884 --> 00:27:16,845 It's not poisoned. 193 00:28:07,604 --> 00:28:13,610 You remember it. You remember how it felt. 194 00:28:13,652 --> 00:28:18,156 And then I went home to draw it. 195 00:28:27,082 --> 00:28:31,253 I'm going to work. What are you going to do before bed? 196 00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:33,630 Brush my teeth. 197 00:28:33,881 --> 00:28:38,677 That's really beautiful, Finn. 198 00:28:41,263 --> 00:28:44,433 Keep it up, okay? 199 00:28:44,683 --> 00:28:48,562 Maggie left that night. She never came back. 200 00:28:48,812 --> 00:28:52,649 I'll see you when you wake up. 201 00:28:55,527 --> 00:29:00,115 Joe raised me. We never said a word. 202 00:29:01,158 --> 00:29:04,536 I visited Paradiso Perduto Saturdays. 203 00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:07,998 Feel it, feel it, feel it, feel it. 204 00:29:08,248 --> 00:29:12,085 The money Dinsmoor paid kept me in paints and brushes. 205 00:29:12,336 --> 00:29:14,338 And there was Estella. 206 00:29:24,932 --> 00:29:28,227 Smile. Smile. 207 00:29:28,477 --> 00:29:32,731 Smi... All right, don't smile. 208 00:29:33,690 --> 00:29:36,818 Yes, feel it! 209 00:29:40,697 --> 00:29:46,078 Wonderful, wonderful! Feel it in your bones. 210 00:30:03,387 --> 00:30:06,765 - Where are you going? - Cocktails at Rewald's. 211 00:30:07,015 --> 00:30:10,394 Lane? Another cocktail, and we'll be able to eat him. 212 00:30:10,644 --> 00:30:13,438 Carl Rewald. Lane is his father. Carl doesn't drink. 213 00:30:13,689 --> 00:30:17,901 Cue balls. The whole family's pickled. Who's your escort? 214 00:30:18,151 --> 00:30:22,906 - Please, this is the '80s... - I'll bring you. 215 00:30:29,246 --> 00:30:33,250 Finn will make a fine date. 216 00:30:33,375 --> 00:30:35,586 Oh, God! 217 00:30:35,836 --> 00:30:38,422 Then it's done. 218 00:30:38,672 --> 00:30:45,345 Fine, but you meet me there. 1115 North Ocean. Wear your dinner jacket. 219 00:30:45,596 --> 00:30:50,392 - How much time have you got? - None, I'm late! I'm dead. Wow! 220 00:30:50,642 --> 00:30:55,647 That'll pass as a dinner jacket. 221 00:30:56,356 --> 00:31:00,319 - This is a girl's. - Keep it buttoned, no one will notice. 222 00:31:00,569 --> 00:31:03,739 - Where did you get this? - It's Maggie's. 223 00:31:03,989 --> 00:31:08,285 - It's one of the only things she left. - What a bitch! 224 00:31:08,535 --> 00:31:11,413 What? 225 00:31:11,663 --> 00:31:16,335 - "What?" Come here. - Jesus! 226 00:31:16,585 --> 00:31:20,756 - Are you all right for money? - Yeah, I'm good. 227 00:31:21,006 --> 00:31:26,386 - A little nervous? - Yeah, a little. 228 00:31:28,597 --> 00:31:32,017 There you go. 229 00:31:32,267 --> 00:31:36,396 You just be yourself, huh? 230 00:31:36,563 --> 00:31:39,024 Come on, have fun. 231 00:31:39,274 --> 00:31:43,862 - You're not on the list. - Check the name Dinsmoor? 232 00:31:44,112 --> 00:31:49,159 I did, sir. You're not on this list. Please leave now. 233 00:31:49,409 --> 00:31:55,791 Hi, Mrs. Lee! Use your usual spot. 234 00:31:59,837 --> 00:32:02,381 Hi. 235 00:32:02,631 --> 00:32:06,552 - Do you want to get me out of here? - Yes. 236 00:32:06,802 --> 00:32:09,888 Come on in. 237 00:32:10,305 --> 00:32:14,685 - Where do you want to go? - Your house? 238 00:32:15,686 --> 00:32:20,858 All right. Let's go. 239 00:32:26,196 --> 00:32:33,996 The moths are from the Thousand Wing ceiling. 240 00:32:36,373 --> 00:32:42,212 Joe's not here. He's... He's playing dominoes. 241 00:32:42,462 --> 00:32:46,967 - Is that your room? - Yeah. 242 00:32:49,094 --> 00:32:52,806 I wasn't really expecting company... 243 00:32:53,056 --> 00:32:56,310 ...you know. 244 00:33:03,275 --> 00:33:06,987 - You still draw. - Yeah. 245 00:33:07,237 --> 00:33:10,324 They're hanging a couple at Washington Federal. 246 00:33:10,574 --> 00:33:14,119 The bank? 247 00:33:14,161 --> 00:33:16,914 - Go to New York. - New York? 248 00:33:17,164 --> 00:33:18,957 Center of the art world. 249 00:33:19,208 --> 00:33:25,339 Here, you'll end up painting coconuts for tourists. 250 00:33:30,928 --> 00:33:36,600 - When did you do this? - A while ago. 251 00:33:39,061 --> 00:33:42,147 I don't wear my hair like that anymore. 252 00:33:42,397 --> 00:33:45,359 But you should. 253 00:33:45,734 --> 00:33:50,030 - I mean... - Do you like it that way? 254 00:34:07,673 --> 00:34:11,134 What else do you like? 255 00:34:15,264 --> 00:34:20,853 How come we see each other every week, but we never did anything? 256 00:34:21,103 --> 00:34:25,440 - "Did anything"? - Saw a movie, whatever. 257 00:34:25,691 --> 00:34:28,694 You never asked. 258 00:34:28,944 --> 00:34:32,197 And if I had? 259 00:34:36,118 --> 00:34:39,705 I'm here, aren't I? 260 00:34:42,124 --> 00:34:47,379 - Are you with anyone? - Right this second? 261 00:34:47,379 --> 00:34:53,844 - No, I mean like... - Like a steady boyfriend? 262 00:34:54,094 --> 00:34:57,514 No. 263 00:34:59,516 --> 00:35:05,898 - You could have anyone. - No, I... 264 00:35:14,364 --> 00:35:18,285 What about you? 265 00:35:35,427 --> 00:35:40,432 - Why not? - 'Cause I... 266 00:35:43,018 --> 00:35:46,855 I just... 267 00:35:52,194 --> 00:35:55,864 I know. 268 00:35:56,156 --> 00:35:59,910 I know. 269 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:51,920 - What's wrong? - Nothing. 270 00:36:52,171 --> 00:36:56,758 - It's late. What time is it? - It's 10:30. Where are you going? 271 00:36:57,009 --> 00:37:02,806 I've got to get home. I have a million things to do tonight. 272 00:37:03,056 --> 00:37:06,643 Stay! 273 00:37:15,194 --> 00:37:18,655 Don't speak French. 274 00:37:43,222 --> 00:37:46,350 Estella? 275 00:37:49,978 --> 00:37:55,526 Excuse me. Have you seen Estella? 276 00:38:00,322 --> 00:38:06,828 Dinsmoor was weirder than usual, but I had to see Estella. 277 00:38:14,628 --> 00:38:17,714 I never come here. Never. 278 00:38:17,965 --> 00:38:23,345 Do you know why? Twenty-six years ago, I trusted. 279 00:38:23,595 --> 00:38:31,311 I saved myself. I was a virgin. It's funny, huh? 280 00:38:32,062 --> 00:38:38,402 Those were the times, that's how I was raised. 281 00:38:38,652 --> 00:38:43,699 What kind of creature takes such a thing, such a gift, a trust? 282 00:38:43,949 --> 00:38:48,787 Who does this? Takes advantage of a 42-year-old woman? 283 00:38:49,037 --> 00:38:54,918 What kind of creature leaves this woman waiting like a fool? 284 00:38:55,169 --> 00:39:02,384 A man does this, so men must pay. Am I right? 285 00:39:04,469 --> 00:39:07,222 - Estella will make men weep. - Do you know where she is? 286 00:39:07,472 --> 00:39:10,100 She'll break them. I taught her well. 287 00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:15,439 When she returns, she'll cut through them like a hot knife through butter. 288 00:39:15,689 --> 00:39:19,443 - Returns? - Oh, my dear boy! 289 00:39:19,693 --> 00:39:22,404 Didn't you know? 290 00:39:22,654 --> 00:39:27,201 She's left for school. Switzerland for two years, then Paris. 291 00:39:27,451 --> 00:39:34,124 Didn't she say goodbye? I'm sure she meant to. 292 00:39:42,633 --> 00:39:46,845 See you next week, dear. 293 00:40:06,073 --> 00:40:09,368 Seven years passed. 294 00:40:09,618 --> 00:40:12,412 I stopped going to Paradiso Perduto. 295 00:40:12,663 --> 00:40:14,164 I stopped painting. 296 00:40:14,414 --> 00:40:17,125 I put aside fantasy and the wealthy... 297 00:40:17,376 --> 00:40:20,420 ... and the heavenly girl who did not want me. 298 00:40:20,671 --> 00:40:25,676 None of it would happen to me again. I'd seen through it. 299 00:40:25,926 --> 00:40:29,471 I elected to grow up. 300 00:41:08,552 --> 00:41:13,473 Finn! This is Jerry Ragno. 301 00:41:13,724 --> 00:41:17,436 Jerry, Mr. Ragno is a lawyer in Miami. 302 00:41:17,686 --> 00:41:22,691 And New York. We have offices in Manhattan. So, Finn... 303 00:41:22,941 --> 00:41:28,572 ...I'm empowered by my client to make your dreams come true. 304 00:41:31,742 --> 00:41:37,039 Really? Any particular dream or just all of them? 305 00:41:37,289 --> 00:41:39,833 Have you ever shown your work? No. 306 00:41:40,083 --> 00:41:43,003 They had Finn's painting at Washington Federal Bank. 307 00:41:43,253 --> 00:41:49,593 Eight years ago. I gave all that up. I don't understand what this is about. 308 00:41:49,843 --> 00:41:55,641 How would you like a one-man show at the Thrall Gallery? 309 00:41:55,891 --> 00:42:01,230 My client, Erica Thrall, wants you in New York for a one-man show. 310 00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:05,108 Have you ever sent slides to the Thrall Gallery? 311 00:42:05,359 --> 00:42:08,320 I sent slides everywhere in high school. 312 00:42:08,570 --> 00:42:12,199 They made an impression. A ticket to New York... 313 00:42:12,449 --> 00:42:15,827 ...plus $ 1000 for incidentals. 314 00:42:16,078 --> 00:42:21,083 Sorry, they're all in hundreds. 315 00:42:31,510 --> 00:42:38,183 The hundreds aren't the problem. I just... I don't paint anymore. 316 00:42:46,984 --> 00:42:51,530 Whose business was it what I did with my life? 317 00:42:51,780 --> 00:42:56,451 Who'd gotten my life in order? Me. I was in control. 318 00:42:56,702 --> 00:43:01,206 And everything I wanted, I had. 319 00:43:01,456 --> 00:43:06,837 Ms. Dinsmoor? Are cocktails ready, Thomas? 320 00:43:07,087 --> 00:43:11,550 No, it's me. It's Finn. 321 00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:14,344 - I came... Looking for Estella. 322 00:43:14,595 --> 00:43:20,851 - That hook is in deep, isn't it, dear? - I came to ask you a question. 323 00:43:21,101 --> 00:43:25,355 After nearly 10 years without a word, without a visit... 324 00:43:25,606 --> 00:43:29,234 ...you've come to interrogate me. How interesting. 325 00:43:29,484 --> 00:43:34,948 - I'm sorry. Things happened. - The love of your life left you. 326 00:43:35,199 --> 00:43:40,329 It hurts, doesn't it? Come closer. 327 00:43:52,132 --> 00:43:55,844 I've gone red. 328 00:43:56,470 --> 00:44:01,016 - I noticed. It's nice. - And look at you. 329 00:44:01,266 --> 00:44:05,354 All grown up. A man. 330 00:44:05,604 --> 00:44:09,399 Ms. Dinsmoor, a lawyer named Ragno came to see me. 331 00:44:09,650 --> 00:44:12,319 - The spider. - Do you know him? 332 00:44:12,569 --> 00:44:17,491 "Ragno" means "spider" in Italian. You must learn other languages. 333 00:44:17,741 --> 00:44:23,080 He represents an art gallery owner in New York who wants to show my work. 334 00:44:23,330 --> 00:44:28,085 You can draw. Can't dance worth a shit, but you can draw. 335 00:44:28,335 --> 00:44:32,130 Did you know anything about this? 336 00:44:32,381 --> 00:44:39,346 - Estella is in New York. - I doubt our paths will cross. 337 00:44:40,514 --> 00:44:44,434 - So you're going? - Should I? 338 00:44:48,564 --> 00:44:52,276 I remember watching you from that very window. 339 00:44:52,526 --> 00:44:59,324 Scared little mouse scurrying across my garden and through my front door. 340 00:44:59,575 --> 00:45:07,249 Now another door opens. What will our mouse do? 341 00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:17,134 - I expect an invitation. - I'm sorry? 342 00:45:17,384 --> 00:45:22,681 To your opening, your show. 343 00:45:28,812 --> 00:45:32,691 - What equipment are you flying? - What? 344 00:45:32,941 --> 00:45:35,277 Is it a wide body or a 767? 345 00:45:35,527 --> 00:45:39,615 I've no idea, I just hope it stays up there. 346 00:45:39,865 --> 00:45:44,077 - You'd better get on. - Yeah. 347 00:45:44,328 --> 00:45:49,917 What happens if I get up there and I can't deliver? 348 00:45:50,167 --> 00:45:55,714 Finn. There's nothing harder than being given your chance. 349 00:45:55,964 --> 00:46:00,969 - At least that's what I hear. - Yeah? 350 00:46:53,146 --> 00:46:56,483 Taxi! 351 00:47:00,279 --> 00:47:02,739 - Have you got change for a dollar? - What? 352 00:47:02,990 --> 00:47:09,746 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you, man! Fuck you! 353 00:47:09,997 --> 00:47:12,499 Well, then, there I was. 354 00:47:12,749 --> 00:47:17,504 Ms. Dinsmoor, as my secret benefactor, sent me to New York to draw. 355 00:47:17,754 --> 00:47:20,549 To have the girl, to have it all. 356 00:47:20,799 --> 00:47:25,554 And I looked out on the great city, as so many before, which held it all. 357 00:47:25,804 --> 00:47:29,016 And it was that close, and it was mine. 358 00:47:29,266 --> 00:47:36,190 "Liebchen, guten Morgen." Are you still holding the red and green Picasso? 359 00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:41,528 I think I have somebody interested. No, I can't say right now. 360 00:47:41,778 --> 00:47:47,701 Just the Picasso. Fabelhaft. Danke. 361 00:47:48,118 --> 00:47:51,705 Here's where you show me your work, darling. 362 00:47:51,955 --> 00:47:56,668 - I told you, I don't have any. - Then you'd better get busy. 363 00:47:56,919 --> 00:48:00,714 Why am I here? You saw some slides? 364 00:48:00,964 --> 00:48:05,469 I gave Keith Haring a show after he drew a sketch in my hand. 365 00:48:05,719 --> 00:48:07,721 But which paintings did you like? 366 00:48:07,971 --> 00:48:12,100 I saw the beginning of something, and here you are. 367 00:48:12,351 --> 00:48:14,394 Annette, Sotheby's. 368 00:48:14,645 --> 00:48:21,068 What you do is up to you. Stay and paint or enjoy the sights and go home. 369 00:48:21,318 --> 00:48:25,280 Either way, I always enjoy meeting a young painter. 370 00:48:25,531 --> 00:48:29,701 Look, I mean, I'll do it. 371 00:48:30,744 --> 00:48:35,082 I said that I'll do the paintings. 372 00:48:35,332 --> 00:48:41,505 Wonderful. Call Marcy when you have something for us. 373 00:48:50,597 --> 00:48:52,182 And I could still draw. 374 00:48:52,432 --> 00:48:56,353 Nothing had lessened it as much as I had abused it, abandoned it. 375 00:48:56,603 --> 00:48:59,982 It was a gift, and it was still mine. 376 00:49:00,232 --> 00:49:03,318 And everything else was less real. 377 00:49:03,569 --> 00:49:06,822 What can it mean? That picture of the world. 378 00:49:07,072 --> 00:49:11,577 But when it's true, we recognize it in ourselves, in others. 379 00:49:11,827 --> 00:49:18,500 We recognize it, like love, completely undeserved. 380 00:49:34,558 --> 00:49:38,437 You're drooling. 381 00:49:38,562 --> 00:49:42,816 So, Finn Bell. In New York. 382 00:49:43,066 --> 00:49:44,484 That's right. 383 00:49:44,735 --> 00:49:49,573 I thought I saw you last Christmas. I was driving down 5th. 384 00:49:49,823 --> 00:49:51,742 I just got here. 385 00:49:51,992 --> 00:49:56,038 Actually, now that I see you, this guy was bigger. 386 00:49:56,288 --> 00:49:59,291 - He's bigger. - Fatter. 387 00:49:59,541 --> 00:50:02,586 - He had long hair. - You thought it was me? 388 00:50:02,836 --> 00:50:09,134 - I hadn't seen you in years. - It has been a while. 389 00:50:10,135 --> 00:50:13,639 And here we are. 390 00:50:17,518 --> 00:50:20,938 - I have to run. - Wait, maybe we could... 391 00:50:21,188 --> 00:50:25,901 Tomorrow at the Borough Club around 6. I'm meeting some friends. 392 00:50:26,151 --> 00:50:29,154 If you're free, that is. 393 00:50:29,404 --> 00:50:33,116 I'm free. 394 00:50:34,159 --> 00:50:38,163 I'm glad you're here. 395 00:50:43,252 --> 00:50:48,632 A long time ago there lived two brilliant artists. True geniuses. 396 00:50:48,882 --> 00:50:53,220 One day one of them was painting out in the forest... 397 00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:57,766 ... and he came upon this dog who was crying, obviously lost. 398 00:50:58,016 --> 00:51:01,895 A puppy. Yes, sure. A puppy, fine. 399 00:51:02,145 --> 00:51:06,733 He couldn't concentrate anyway, so he scooped the puppy up... 400 00:51:06,984 --> 00:51:10,195 ... and took him into town to find its owner... 401 00:51:10,445 --> 00:51:13,907 ... who turned out to be the prince of the kingdom... 402 00:51:14,157 --> 00:51:17,786 ... who was eternally grateful and very wealthy. 403 00:51:18,036 --> 00:51:22,374 That artist's name was Michelangelo. True story. 404 00:51:22,624 --> 00:51:28,172 The other artist's name was... Nobody knows, he was never heard from again. 405 00:51:28,422 --> 00:51:31,133 Right, that's so true, Walter. 406 00:51:31,383 --> 00:51:34,553 Can I smoke? 407 00:51:36,096 --> 00:51:42,519 - It's your last one. - That's all right. 408 00:51:42,769 --> 00:51:46,648 So you... Cigarette, please. You're from Florida too? 409 00:51:46,899 --> 00:51:49,943 - Yes. - Everybody is from Florida. 410 00:51:50,194 --> 00:51:53,197 I'm not, I hate Florida. Too much sun. 411 00:51:53,447 --> 00:51:54,907 Really? 412 00:51:55,157 --> 00:51:58,368 Actually, Finn was my childhood... 413 00:51:58,619 --> 00:52:02,164 What were you exactly?