1 00:01:08,074 --> 00:01:09,651 Perfect‎. 2 00:01:12,306 --> 00:01:15,941 Promise you'll turn me on like this on your 70th birthday‎? 3 00:01:16,041 --> 00:01:19,040 ‎- Promise‎. ‎- Yeah‎? 4 00:01:19,474 --> 00:01:23,774 ‎- Happy birthday‎, Katie‎-cakes‎. ‎- Thank you‎. 5 00:01:23,874 --> 00:01:26,506 ‎- I'll see you tonight‎. ‎- Yep‎. 6 00:01:50,172 --> 00:01:53,472 Yep‎, I'm gonna see you on Tuesday‎. The fabric is perfect‎. 7 00:01:53,572 --> 00:01:56,805 I picked out something very special for you‎. 8 00:01:56,905 --> 00:01:59,195 Okay‎. Bye‎. I'll see you then‎. 9 00:02:20,672 --> 00:02:23,006 Look at you‎, working all hard over here‎. 10 00:02:23,106 --> 00:02:24,705 Don't even think about it‎. 11 00:02:24,805 --> 00:02:26,805 You should have let me take you out tonight‎. 12 00:02:26,905 --> 00:02:29,372 Come on‎, you know I love this kind of thing‎. 13 00:02:29,472 --> 00:02:31,341 Yeah‎. 14 00:02:33,271 --> 00:02:35,371 ‎- Hey‎, let me grab it‎. ‎- No‎, I got it‎. It's okay‎. 15 00:02:35,471 --> 00:02:37,071 ‎- Get the towel‎. ‎- Get outta here‎. 16 00:02:37,171 --> 00:02:39,462 ‎- Alright‎. Alright‎. ‎- Go‎. 17 00:02:44,504 --> 00:02:46,905 Oh‎, my God‎. Look at your body in that dress‎. 18 00:02:47,005 --> 00:02:50,270 ‎- I look like an unmade bed‎. ‎- Scallop canapes‎? Seriously‎? 19 00:02:50,370 --> 00:02:52,603 ‎- It's nothing‎. Here‎. ‎- Oh‎, you always say that‎. 20 00:02:52,703 --> 00:02:54,270 ‎- Oh‎, please‎. ‎- And then you say that‎. 21 00:02:54,370 --> 00:02:55,770 Oh‎, plea‎.‎.‎. 22 00:02:55,870 --> 00:02:59,703 ‎- At UT‎, she turned me down three times‎. ‎- It took him two years to notice me‎. 23 00:02:59,803 --> 00:03:03,304 ‎- So what finally sealed the deal‎? ‎- That's none of your damn business‎. 24 00:03:04,104 --> 00:03:05,670 ‎- Go ahead and tell 'em‎. ‎- You tell 'em‎. 25 00:03:05,770 --> 00:03:07,637 No‎, no‎, you tell 'em‎. 26 00:03:07,737 --> 00:03:10,736 When Bill and I were dating‎, he told me I looked good drunk‎. 27 00:03:10,836 --> 00:03:11,970 Is it better than that‎? 28 00:03:12,070 --> 00:03:16,865 He said‎, "I like me better when I'm with you‎." 29 00:03:17,537 --> 00:03:19,350 To Kate‎.‎.‎. 30 00:03:19,792 --> 00:03:21,944 my gorgeous wife‎, on her 35th birthday‎. 31 00:03:22,044 --> 00:03:24,457 ‎- Evan‎, please‎. ‎- When I saw you 15 years ago‎, 32 00:03:24,557 --> 00:03:28,967 I said to myself‎, "There's a girl that I need to know‎." And look at you now‎.‎.‎. 33 00:03:29,609 --> 00:03:30,875 even more amazing‎. 34 00:03:32,301 --> 00:03:35,103 Happy birthday‎, Kate‎. 15 straight‎. 35 00:03:35,203 --> 00:03:37,869 And we're just getting started‎. 36 00:03:40,649 --> 00:03:42,119 ‎- I love you‎. ‎- I love you‎. 37 00:03:42,219 --> 00:03:44,253 What is this‎? 38 00:03:48,135 --> 00:03:49,802 What's wrong‎? 39 00:03:49,902 --> 00:03:53,202 You know‎, it's‎.‎.‎. it's beautiful‎, and I love you so much‎, 40 00:03:53,302 --> 00:03:55,102 but I just have to say something‎. 41 00:03:55,202 --> 00:03:58,800 You guys are royally screwed‎. 42 00:04:03,702 --> 00:04:05,635 Can't help it‎. Your piano's out of tune‎. 43 00:04:05,735 --> 00:04:07,501 Don't listen to them‎, Bill‎. You sound great‎. 44 00:04:07,601 --> 00:04:09,945 ‎- Thank you‎. Hey‎, care to join me‎? ‎- Oh‎, God‎, no‎. 45 00:04:10,045 --> 00:04:14,134 Come on‎, Kate‎. I haven't heard you play in years‎. 46 00:04:14,234 --> 00:04:15,768 Get him off the piano‎. 47 00:04:15,868 --> 00:04:18,635 ‎- I can't even play Chopsticks now‎. ‎- It's not even a choice‎. 48 00:04:51,034 --> 00:04:52,828 That's a first‎. 49 00:05:30,069 --> 00:05:32,841 Oh‎, shit‎. 50 00:05:40,431 --> 00:05:42,545 Shit‎. 51 00:05:50,264 --> 00:05:53,398 Shit‎! Shit‎! Shit‎! 52 00:05:53,498 --> 00:05:55,997 Hey‎, you‎! Out‎! Now‎! 53 00:05:56,097 --> 00:05:58,897 ‎- You wanna go again‎? ‎- No‎. No going again‎. 54 00:05:58,997 --> 00:06:02,114 ‎- That's not what you said last night‎. ‎- Out‎, now‎. 55 00:06:03,518 --> 00:06:05,628 ‎- Well‎, I remember your name‎. ‎- Goody‎. 56 00:06:05,728 --> 00:06:07,698 ‎- Shit‎! ‎- Bec‎. 57 00:06:08,297 --> 00:06:11,031 Nobody calls you Rebecca‎, except your old lady‎. 58 00:06:11,131 --> 00:06:13,031 She's on at you for being a fifth‎-year senior‎. 59 00:06:13,131 --> 00:06:17,467 ‎- Please put your pants on‎. ‎- After switching majors six times in three years‎. 60 00:06:18,298 --> 00:06:20,932 ‎- Pants‎! Now‎! ‎- Alright‎. 61 00:06:43,096 --> 00:06:45,375 You're with your friends‎. 62 00:06:52,008 --> 00:06:55,817 We don't have to do the whole number exchange thing‎, right‎? 63 00:06:56,331 --> 00:06:58,788 Right‎. I think I love you‎! 64 00:08:07,227 --> 00:08:10,294 I know you gotta go‎. You know what‎, let me finish‎. 65 00:08:10,394 --> 00:08:11,927 Hey‎, hey‎, hey‎, hey‎, hey‎. 66 00:08:13,422 --> 00:08:15,793 Look‎, I got this down to a science‎, honey‎. 67 00:08:15,893 --> 00:08:17,894 I gotta go to work in 40 minutes‎. Just let me‎.‎.‎. 68 00:08:17,994 --> 00:08:20,352 I can do it‎. Just give me a minute‎. 69 00:08:22,481 --> 00:08:25,673 Look‎, I know that it's important to you‎. 70 00:08:26,227 --> 00:08:31,190 Just let me finish it‎. Okay‎? There you go‎. 71 00:08:31,294 --> 00:08:33,293 Did Mrs‎. Trotter say she was gonna be late‎? 72 00:08:33,793 --> 00:08:35,160 She's not coming‎. 73 00:08:36,315 --> 00:08:40,293 What do you mean‎? As in all day she's not coming‎? 74 00:08:40,393 --> 00:08:43,660 ‎- As in I let her go‎. ‎- Wait‎. Wait‎, wait‎, wait‎. What‎? 75 00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:47,426 She made me feel like a patient‎. I'm not a patient‎. 76 00:08:47,526 --> 00:08:49,993 Kate‎. Kate‎. Katie‎, listen‎. 77 00:08:50,093 --> 00:08:52,859 We finally found somebody who was efficient‎. 78 00:08:52,959 --> 00:08:56,726 Somebody who I can trust‎. Somebody who can be flexible when I'm running late‎. 79 00:08:56,826 --> 00:09:00,759 You can't just be making these decisions without‎.‎.‎. 80 00:09:01,392 --> 00:09:06,122 ‎- Let me call Miles‎. ‎- I'm interviewing for a replacement‎. Okay‎? 81 00:09:09,625 --> 00:09:11,092 Okay‎, this is crazy‎. 82 00:09:11,192 --> 00:09:13,459 ‎- I'm interviewing‎.‎.‎. ‎- Right now‎? 83 00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:16,492 ‎- You're interviewing for a replacement‎? ‎- Go to work and I'll interview her‎. 84 00:09:16,592 --> 00:09:18,791 Right now‎? You're interviewing right now‎? 85 00:09:18,891 --> 00:09:21,013 Let me interview her‎, 86 00:09:21,113 --> 00:09:23,000 ‎- and the you can meet her later‎. ‎- No‎, no‎. No‎, I don't‎.‎.‎. 87 00:09:23,100 --> 00:09:25,968 ‎- It's okay‎. ‎- We'll interview her together‎. 88 00:09:36,658 --> 00:09:37,791 Oops‎. 89 00:09:39,539 --> 00:09:43,786 I'm Bec‎.‎.‎. Cartwell‎. I'm here for the job interview‎. 90 00:09:50,394 --> 00:09:52,464 Thank you‎. 91 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:59,091 So‎.‎.‎. which one of you plays piano‎? 92 00:09:59,191 --> 00:10:02,552 ‎- I do‎. Did‎. ‎- Why'd you give it up‎? 93 00:10:04,472 --> 00:10:07,124 ‎- Right‎. ‎- I assume you brought a CV‎? 94 00:10:09,348 --> 00:10:11,182 ‎- Resume‎. ‎- No‎, I brought a resume‎. 95 00:10:11,282 --> 00:10:15,153 I found Bec on the university website‎. 96 00:10:17,229 --> 00:10:19,122 It says your most recent place of employment 97 00:10:19,222 --> 00:10:22,812 was the Red Lobster on the Sam Houston Tollway‎? 98 00:10:22,912 --> 00:10:25,524 Wait‎. Sorry‎. Wrong one‎. 99 00:10:25,624 --> 00:10:27,523 Yeah‎. It's a‎.‎.‎. 100 00:10:27,623 --> 00:10:31,122 little different than the one I put in the email‎. 101 00:10:31,222 --> 00:10:33,423 I kinda padded that one‎. 102 00:10:33,523 --> 00:10:37,523 So‎, who was taking care of you before‎? If you don't mind my asking‎. 103 00:10:37,623 --> 00:10:41,988 Not at all‎. We had a lovely woman who moved on‎. 104 00:10:42,088 --> 00:10:44,155 And before that‎, my mother‎. 105 00:10:44,255 --> 00:10:47,222 ‎- Wow‎, that takes balls‎. ‎- Yes‎. It wasn't perfect‎. 106 00:10:47,322 --> 00:10:50,788 If it was me and my mother‎, it would have been like‎.‎.‎. 107 00:10:50,888 --> 00:10:52,721 braaghhh‎, bloodshed by lunchtime‎. 108 00:10:52,821 --> 00:10:55,922 I assume housekeeping isn't in your skill set‎. 109 00:10:56,022 --> 00:11:00,095 Do you cook‎? Any nursing experience‎? 110 00:11:00,195 --> 00:11:02,855 Tell me‎, Bec‎, have you ever seen‎, let alone cared for‎, 111 00:11:02,955 --> 00:11:06,172 someone suffering from a major degenerative illness‎? 112 00:11:06,272 --> 00:11:09,755 Not really‎. I've read some stuff online‎. 113 00:11:09,855 --> 00:11:12,155 You read some stuff online‎. 114 00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:15,156 Okay‎, well‎, it was nice to meet you‎. I'm sure you're very bright‎. 115 00:11:15,256 --> 00:11:18,579 What did you mean by "not really"‎? 116 00:11:23,189 --> 00:11:28,425 Back in high school‎, I volunteered at a nursing home in Tyler‎. 117 00:11:28,525 --> 00:11:32,295 They stuck my Grammy Jones in there and I was there a lot‎. 118 00:11:32,395 --> 00:11:35,075 I didn't put it down 'cause it was a while ago‎. 119 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:40,953 You got your broccoli‎, you got your beets‎. 120 00:11:41,053 --> 00:11:44,220 ‎- Evan‎, you're gonna be late‎. ‎- Carrots‎. Got your chopping board‎. 121 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:47,520 You got your knife‎. After you chop‎.‎.‎. 122 00:11:47,620 --> 00:11:49,553 ‎- Evan‎, I can show her‎. ‎- Hold on‎. 123 00:11:49,653 --> 00:11:52,220 You add your vitamins‎.‎.‎. 124 00:11:52,971 --> 00:11:55,210 and your immuno‎-boosts‎. 125 00:11:55,310 --> 00:11:58,420 Alright‎? We wanna keep as many calories in her as we can‎. 126 00:11:58,520 --> 00:12:00,519 ‎- Low fat is the enemy‎.‎.‎. ‎- Can I talk to you‎? 127 00:12:00,619 --> 00:12:03,450 ‎- Just give me a second to‎.‎.‎. ‎- Please‎. 128 00:12:03,550 --> 00:12:05,420 Bathroom‎? 129 00:12:05,520 --> 00:12:07,387 ‎- Yeah‎, it's straight back over there‎. ‎- It's that way‎. 130 00:12:07,487 --> 00:12:08,454 Sorry‎. 131 00:12:09,253 --> 00:12:11,452 Alright‎, this woman is a nightmare‎. 132 00:12:11,552 --> 00:12:13,987 She's not a nurse‎. How can I trust that you're gonna be okay with her‎? 133 00:12:14,087 --> 00:12:16,553 Maybe she'll actually listen to me‎, okay‎? 134 00:12:16,653 --> 00:12:18,653 Look‎, will you please just let me take care of this‎? 135 00:12:18,753 --> 00:12:22,277 I promise you I'll make it work‎. Okay‎? 136 00:12:23,104 --> 00:12:24,125 Okay‎? 137 00:12:24,225 --> 00:12:26,661 Bec‎. Bec‎, could you please cut on the cutting board‎? 138 00:12:26,761 --> 00:12:28,886 Oh‎, cool‎. 139 00:12:28,986 --> 00:12:33,601 So‎.‎.‎. ALS patients live‎, like‎, what‎.‎.‎. two to five years‎? 140 00:12:33,919 --> 00:12:35,186 How long you been sick‎? 141 00:12:35,286 --> 00:12:39,985 You don't put the broccoli stems in the blender‎. Just the flower heads‎. 142 00:12:40,085 --> 00:12:43,784 Don't worry‎, I'm not trying to calculate when I'm gonna need to get another gig‎. 143 00:12:43,884 --> 00:12:46,617 Just curious where you are on the timeline‎. 144 00:12:46,717 --> 00:12:49,899 ‎- A year and a half‎. ‎- That's what gets me about this disease‎. 145 00:12:49,999 --> 00:12:53,452 Your mind stays so fuckin' sharp‎, while your arms and your legs‎.‎.‎. 146 00:12:53,951 --> 00:12:55,418 Oh‎, no‎! 147 00:12:55,518 --> 00:12:57,519 Turn it off‎. Turn it off‎. Turn it off‎. 148 00:12:59,312 --> 00:13:03,744 Okay‎. First time for everything‎. 149 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,238 Okay‎, cool‎. 150 00:13:06,338 --> 00:13:09,968 Hey‎, no rush‎. I'm just gonna be‎.‎.‎. right here‎. 151 00:13:10,068 --> 00:13:12,519 ‎- Just take your time‎. ‎- Bec‎, I'm going to need some help‎. 152 00:13:15,113 --> 00:13:17,138 Getting on‎. And‎.‎.‎. 153 00:13:17,238 --> 00:13:21,000 I'll need some assistance after‎.‎.‎. 154 00:13:21,300 --> 00:13:23,168 wiping‎. 155 00:13:24,479 --> 00:13:26,185 What's funny‎? 156 00:13:26,285 --> 00:13:30,117 It's just this thing that my roommate Jill says‎. 157 00:13:30,217 --> 00:13:34,807 She'd rather have cats than kids‎, until kids learn how to shit in a litter box‎. 158 00:13:35,816 --> 00:13:39,514 Oh‎, God‎, you're probably like a nice‎.‎.‎. 159 00:13:39,614 --> 00:13:41,736 no‎-swearing‎, no‎-sex‎-on‎-Sunday Baptist‎.‎.‎. 160 00:13:41,836 --> 00:13:46,084 What I am is a grown woman who needs help using the bathroom‎. 161 00:13:46,184 --> 00:13:50,559 Okay‎, I am pulling your pants down‎. 162 00:13:51,359 --> 00:13:53,114 And here go‎.‎.‎. 163 00:13:53,849 --> 00:13:56,783 ‎- your underwear‎. ‎- Can you skip the commentary‎? 164 00:13:58,791 --> 00:13:59,847 Okay‎. 165 00:14:00,254 --> 00:14:02,959 Why is this thing so fucking low‎? 166 00:14:03,059 --> 00:14:05,592 Bec‎, your language‎. 167 00:14:08,383 --> 00:14:13,417 I am unfurling the‎.‎.‎. toilet tissue‎. 168 00:14:23,083 --> 00:14:25,183 Harder please‎. 169 00:14:25,283 --> 00:14:26,450 What‎? 170 00:14:27,148 --> 00:14:29,639 Wipe harder‎, please‎. 171 00:14:29,739 --> 00:14:32,107 No problem‎. 172 00:14:33,492 --> 00:14:35,023 Okay‎, 173 00:14:35,123 --> 00:14:37,545 I'm lifting you up‎, 174 00:14:37,915 --> 00:14:40,724 pulling up your pants‎.‎.‎. 175 00:14:41,024 --> 00:14:43,446 for you‎.‎.‎. 176 00:14:45,015 --> 00:14:48,130 Shit‎. Are you okay‎? 177 00:14:55,748 --> 00:14:57,381 That wasn't even the worst part‎. 178 00:14:57,481 --> 00:15:00,082 The worst part‎.‎.‎. was that she didn't even get mad‎. 179 00:15:00,182 --> 00:15:04,845 Like‎, she just sat there with this perfect tight smile on her face‎. 180 00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:07,847 Quiet freak out‎, way worse‎. She needs to chill‎. 181 00:15:07,947 --> 00:15:12,912 Here's to‎.‎.‎. yet another day of finding something new I suck at‎. 182 00:15:15,477 --> 00:15:19,867 Hey‎, superstar‎, you're up‎. Please don't bomb this‎. 183 00:15:21,364 --> 00:15:22,948 ‎- You got this‎, Bec‎. ‎- I got it‎. 184 00:15:23,048 --> 00:15:24,181 ‎- You got it‎. ‎- I got it‎. 185 00:15:24,281 --> 00:15:26,048 ‎- You got it‎! ‎- I got it‎! 186 00:15:26,347 --> 00:15:27,579 Yeah‎, she don't got it‎. 187 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:05,473 Hi‎. 188 00:16:09,501 --> 00:16:11,712 I'm Bec‎.‎.‎. 189 00:16:11,812 --> 00:16:13,209 and‎.‎.‎. 190 00:16:13,309 --> 00:16:17,441 it's really cool to be here at Dirty Barry's‎. 191 00:16:17,595 --> 00:16:20,809 And now it's just me‎. Okay‎. 192 00:16:22,218 --> 00:16:26,374 I'm gonna sing a song‎. 193 00:16:36,506 --> 00:16:39,077 Get off the stage‎! 194 00:16:40,287 --> 00:16:42,239 ‎- Give me one second‎. ‎- Next‎! 195 00:16:55,078 --> 00:16:57,544 Why do I keep doing this to myself‎? 196 00:16:57,644 --> 00:17:01,936 Did you know that Janis‎, Elvis and Waylon all freaked out on that very same stage‎? 197 00:17:04,011 --> 00:17:06,548 ‎- I'm Wil‎, by the way‎. ‎- Why can't I just stop‎? 198 00:17:07,971 --> 00:17:10,182 Speaking of which‎.‎.‎. 199 00:17:14,477 --> 00:17:17,244 You do know that banging your professor is a cliche‎, right‎? 200 00:17:17,344 --> 00:17:22,631 We do not bang‎. We exchange ideas‎.‎.‎. naked‎, in bed‎. 201 00:17:28,843 --> 00:17:31,175 Is she always that‎.‎.‎.‎? 202 00:17:31,599 --> 00:17:33,463 Yeah‎, it's not just you‎, dude‎. 203 00:17:33,563 --> 00:17:36,673 ‎- Okay‎. ‎- That's a nice work coat‎. 204 00:17:40,342 --> 00:17:42,909 I don't know why I‎.‎.‎. 205 00:17:43,009 --> 00:17:44,898 Thanks‎. 206 00:17:46,408 --> 00:17:48,742 The only reason I'm not totally pissed off you're late 207 00:17:48,842 --> 00:17:50,542 is that I just took failure to a whole new‎.‎.‎. 208 00:17:50,642 --> 00:17:54,508 ‎- Liam‎, here you go‎. ‎- Bec‎, this is Jen‎, my wife‎. 209 00:17:54,608 --> 00:17:57,942 Jen‎, this is Bec‎, one of my students‎.‎.‎. and a very good one at that‎. 210 00:17:58,042 --> 00:18:00,859 ‎- Nice to meet you‎. ‎- Pleasure's all mine‎. 211 00:18:00,959 --> 00:18:03,675 ‎- It's good to see you‎. ‎- I'm gonna get a drink‎. 212 00:18:41,284 --> 00:18:42,802 Sorry‎. 213 00:18:42,902 --> 00:18:44,740 Bec‎. 214 00:18:45,177 --> 00:18:46,966 Bec‎. 215 00:18:47,305 --> 00:18:49,040 Hey‎. 216 00:18:49,339 --> 00:18:52,097 Can I just borrow her for a second there‎? 217 00:18:52,396 --> 00:18:54,726 ‎- We're actually‎.‎.‎. ‎- Just a sec‎. 218 00:18:54,826 --> 00:18:58,206 ‎- You know I'm married‎. ‎- And I have a boyfriend‎. 219 00:18:58,306 --> 00:19:01,807 So you're just gonna have to control your feelings‎.‎.‎. 220 00:19:01,907 --> 00:19:03,807 every time you see me with Bill‎. 221 00:19:03,907 --> 00:19:06,454 It's "Wil"‎, actually‎. 222 00:19:06,707 --> 00:19:09,538 Or Bill‎. Wil‎. Whatever‎. 223 00:19:12,007 --> 00:19:13,751 Here‎. 224 00:19:14,373 --> 00:19:15,774 Alright‎. I can drive‎. 225 00:19:15,874 --> 00:19:18,304 Guys‎, get off my truck‎. 226 00:19:18,404 --> 00:19:21,472 ‎- Git‎. Goodnight‎. ‎- Of course you have a truck‎. 227 00:19:21,572 --> 00:19:24,189 ‎- This is a good truck‎. ‎- Yes‎. 228 00:19:24,389 --> 00:19:26,872 I knew she wouldn't work out‎. 229 00:19:26,972 --> 00:19:28,504 I tell you what‎, we'll get Mrs‎. Trotter back‎, 230 00:19:28,604 --> 00:19:30,715 because‎, honestly‎, baby‎, she was perfect for us‎. 231 00:19:30,815 --> 00:19:35,706 She was perfect‎. I'm just glad that that‎.‎.‎. What was her name‎? 232 00:19:35,806 --> 00:19:37,839 Bec‎. Bec Cartwell‎. 233 00:19:37,939 --> 00:19:42,514 I'm just glad that that is behind us and we can get back to the way things were‎. 234 00:19:42,614 --> 00:19:43,624 Alright‎, let's go to bed‎. 235 00:19:53,272 --> 00:19:55,562 You're really hot‎. 236 00:20:33,603 --> 00:20:36,737 Oh‎, my God‎, I feel like I'm sexing a Jackson Pollock painting‎. 237 00:20:37,939 --> 00:20:39,367 Okay‎. 238 00:20:52,737 --> 00:20:54,737 Evan‎? 239 00:20:56,345 --> 00:20:58,195 Yeah‎? 240 00:21:01,289 --> 00:21:04,083 You wake me up if you need anything‎. Alright‎? 241 00:21:04,183 --> 00:21:06,000 Goodnight‎. 242 00:21:25,268 --> 00:21:29,551 ‎- What the hell is that‎? ‎- I made you eggs‎. 243 00:21:30,981 --> 00:21:34,366 Let's get one thing real clear‎, real quick‎. 244 00:21:34,466 --> 00:21:37,588 I'm not girlfriend material‎, so we good‎? 245 00:21:37,688 --> 00:21:40,668 Yeah‎, it's good‎, it's good‎. Great‎. Perfect‎. 246 00:21:40,768 --> 00:21:43,423 Lose my number‎, Liam‎. 247 00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:45,706 Hold on‎. You want me back‎? 248 00:21:47,802 --> 00:21:51,907 Yep‎. Yep‎, of course‎, Bec‎. Love to have you back‎. 249 00:21:53,402 --> 00:21:55,285 I just witnessed a hit‎-and‎-run‎, and had to wait for a cop‎, 250 00:21:55,385 --> 00:21:58,738 but I did find someone who can deliver organic vegetables‎. 251 00:21:59,969 --> 00:22:03,833 My cat was puking like crazy‎. Nice suit‎. Italian‎? 252 00:22:06,502 --> 00:22:09,266 We're not really interested in your excuses‎. 253 00:22:09,366 --> 00:22:11,702 This has been going on for weeks‎. 254 00:22:11,802 --> 00:22:15,768 Evan has a very demanding schedule‎, and I have a very demanding condition‎. 255 00:22:15,968 --> 00:22:19,200 ‎- You show up late again‎.‎.‎. ‎- Got it‎. Understand‎. 256 00:22:23,232 --> 00:22:25,666 ‎- Her charms more than allude me‎. ‎- She's young‎. 257 00:22:25,766 --> 00:22:29,578 Okay‎, so ladies' night‎. You excited‎? 258 00:22:29,678 --> 00:22:30,969 Turning backflips‎. 259 00:22:31,069 --> 00:22:33,865 Hey‎, these are your best friends‎, alright‎? 260 00:22:33,965 --> 00:22:36,800 It's important that you don't shut everybody out‎. 261 00:22:36,900 --> 00:22:41,033 Besides‎, I can't cancel on Alex again‎. He's gonna think I hate him‎. 262 00:22:41,133 --> 00:22:43,566 You do hate him‎. 263 00:22:44,451 --> 00:22:48,660 I miss us just‎.‎.‎. being together‎. 264 00:22:50,766 --> 00:22:55,061 Hey‎, I miss that‎, too‎. Okay‎? 265 00:22:55,461 --> 00:22:58,022 I'll try to get back from dinner early‎, I'll say hello to your friends‎, 266 00:22:58,122 --> 00:23:01,132 and then it'll be just you and me‎, alright‎? 267 00:23:01,232 --> 00:23:04,966 Okay‎. Love you‎. Bye‎. 268 00:23:07,704 --> 00:23:09,818 So before we buy out the rest of Texas‎, 269 00:23:09,918 --> 00:23:12,766 you should probably know I can't cook anything‎. 270 00:23:12,866 --> 00:23:14,633 Like‎, not even Pop‎-Tarts‎. 271 00:23:14,733 --> 00:23:18,166 ‎- That's fine‎. ‎- I mean‎, like‎, at all‎. 272 00:23:18,766 --> 00:23:22,365 You don't need to know how to cook‎. You just need to know how to listen‎. 273 00:23:22,665 --> 00:23:24,729 Alyssa‎, you look so good I almost hate you‎. 274 00:23:24,829 --> 00:23:27,165 ‎- Oh‎, shut up‎. ‎- Especially after just having a baby‎. 275 00:23:27,265 --> 00:23:29,565 I'm still fat as a cow‎, I haven't slept in months‎, 276 00:23:29,665 --> 00:23:33,416 and I would sell my kid into slavery for half a Xanax‎. 277 00:23:33,716 --> 00:23:37,692 I'm not even asking for a whole Xanax‎, just give me half‎. 278 00:23:38,591 --> 00:23:43,016 ‎- So who's Evan having drinks with‎? ‎- Oh‎, Alex‎, but it's dinner‎. 279 00:23:43,116 --> 00:23:47,837 I assumed it was drinks 'cause Tom said he saw Evan walking into some bar‎. 280 00:23:47,937 --> 00:23:50,208 Great‎, well‎, then‎.‎.‎. 281 00:23:50,308 --> 00:23:52,530 his dinner turned into drinks‎. Which means he'll be there all night‎, 282 00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:55,693 ‎- which means more time for us‎, right‎? ‎- Congratulations to us‎. 283 00:24:05,064 --> 00:24:07,782 Will you start the salmon‎, please‎? 284 00:24:08,833 --> 00:24:10,095 Thank you‎. 285 00:24:12,829 --> 00:24:15,184 You know‎, honey‎, you're just tired‎. 286 00:24:15,284 --> 00:24:17,397 It's gonna be a lot easier once you get stronger‎. 287 00:24:17,797 --> 00:24:20,796 I'm not getting stronger‎.‎.‎. 288 00:24:21,219 --> 00:24:23,996 so please don't say that‎. I just‎.‎.‎. 289 00:24:24,096 --> 00:24:25,803 I just hate when people say that‎. 290 00:24:26,597 --> 00:24:28,730 We're just trying to be positive‎. That's all‎. 291 00:24:28,830 --> 00:24:31,086 I know‎. 292 00:24:32,407 --> 00:24:34,409 ‎- It's Evan‎. ‎- Put it on speaker‎. 293 00:24:35,008 --> 00:24:37,346 ‎- Hey‎, ladies‎! ‎- Hey‎. 294 00:24:37,446 --> 00:24:41,872 So how's Alex‎? He still a personal space invader‎? 295 00:24:41,972 --> 00:24:43,397 Only until the check arrives‎. 296 00:24:43,497 --> 00:24:47,330 I'm hoping that Bec might be open to a little OT‎, 297 00:24:47,430 --> 00:24:48,895 at time and half‎, of course‎? 298 00:24:48,995 --> 00:24:50,562 ‎- Why not‎? ‎- Evan‎! 299 00:24:50,762 --> 00:24:55,395 Table's ready‎. That's the hostess‎. Love you‎, hon‎. I gotta run‎. 300 00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:57,462 I love you‎, too‎. 301 00:24:57,562 --> 00:24:59,095 Isn't he incredible‎? 302 00:24:59,195 --> 00:25:04,162 Ladies‎, if I have so much as the flu‎, Bill is ready to put me out with the trash‎. 303 00:25:04,262 --> 00:25:07,229 I don't know what I'd do without that man‎. 304 00:25:07,329 --> 00:25:10,627 ‎- I mean‎, a saint that one‎. ‎- Yeah‎. 305 00:25:18,860 --> 00:25:20,061 Okay‎. 306 00:25:21,918 --> 00:25:25,662 Bec‎, in Evan's office‎, his computer‎. Please bring it here‎. 307 00:25:25,762 --> 00:25:27,525 Okay‎. 308 00:25:34,394 --> 00:25:36,465 Open it‎. 309 00:25:37,327 --> 00:25:38,678 Check his emails‎. 310 00:25:40,931 --> 00:25:43,413 I'm not comfortable doing that‎. 311 00:25:43,613 --> 00:25:45,126 Then you're fired‎. 312 00:25:52,628 --> 00:25:54,494 I'll pay you $100‎. 313 00:25:54,793 --> 00:25:57,361 ‎- You just fired me‎, remember‎? ‎- Two‎. 314 00:25:57,461 --> 00:26:00,694 I seriously doubt your husband's gonna leave emails he didn't want you to find right‎.‎.‎. 315 00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:06,815 Yeah‎, he will‎, because he knows I can't access them because of my hands‎. 316 00:26:10,460 --> 00:26:14,491 Fine‎. Fine‎, but I don't want your money‎. 317 00:26:16,126 --> 00:26:18,217 Show me‎. 318 00:26:19,992 --> 00:26:22,199 See‎? It's nothing‎. 319 00:26:22,299 --> 00:26:25,735 Just a whole bunch of messages in legal gibberish‎. 320 00:26:25,835 --> 00:26:28,405 There‎, on the bottom‎. 321 00:26:35,159 --> 00:26:37,116 Thank you‎. 322 00:26:37,925 --> 00:26:39,418 You can go‎. 323 00:26:40,459 --> 00:26:44,444 ‎- Kate‎, I‎.‎.‎. ‎- Please‎, just go‎. 324 00:27:37,290 --> 00:27:39,623 Getting all Martha Stewart on my ass 325 00:27:39,723 --> 00:27:43,312 for not evenly chopping vegetables‎, I can handle‎, but‎.‎.‎. 326 00:27:44,502 --> 00:27:47,091 ‎- I've never seen her like this‎. ‎- Like what‎? 327 00:27:48,290 --> 00:27:50,374 I don't know‎. 328 00:29:06,313 --> 00:29:07,746 Who is it‎? 329 00:29:07,846 --> 00:29:10,486 It's her‎, but it's blank‎. 330 00:29:10,854 --> 00:29:13,713 I'm sure she's fine‎. It's not‎.‎.‎. 331 00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:20,919 Kate‎? 332 00:29:25,620 --> 00:29:26,963 Kate‎! 333 00:29:27,521 --> 00:29:30,867 Hey‎, what happened‎? What's going on‎? 334 00:29:30,967 --> 00:29:33,636 Hey‎, hey‎. 335 00:29:36,087 --> 00:29:38,054 I wet myself‎. 336 00:29:38,154 --> 00:29:41,530 Hurry‎. He can't see me like this‎. 337 00:29:41,954 --> 00:29:44,755 Okay‎. Okay‎. 338 00:31:09,418 --> 00:31:11,633 Bec‎, I don't wanna be here‎.‎.‎. 339 00:31:11,733 --> 00:31:15,117 when Evan comes home‎. Can you take me somewhere‎? 340 00:31:15,516 --> 00:31:17,067 I'll pack you a bag‎. 341 00:31:17,167 --> 00:31:20,981 No‎, I wanna go‎. Right away‎. 342 00:32:01,350 --> 00:32:03,378 Katie‎? 343 00:32:18,115 --> 00:32:20,300 So what did Miss Priss text you‎? 344 00:32:21,614 --> 00:32:25,481 ‎- Hey‎, you must be Kate‎. ‎- Miss Priss is fine‎. 345 00:32:25,581 --> 00:32:28,998 Kate is going to be staying with us tonight‎. 346 00:32:29,181 --> 00:32:30,789 Okay‎. 347 00:32:32,214 --> 00:32:34,881 It's not usually like this‎. 348 00:32:35,380 --> 00:32:37,798 Yeah‎, sometimes it's really disgusting‎. 349 00:32:42,447 --> 00:32:46,779 It's Evan‎. He's home‎. He wants to know where we are‎. 350 00:32:51,047 --> 00:32:52,647 Awesome‎. 351 00:32:53,147 --> 00:32:55,014 Are you sure you're okay on the couch‎? 352 00:32:55,613 --> 00:32:59,214 If I had a dollar for every time I passed out there‎.‎.‎. 353 00:32:59,858 --> 00:33:03,445 Just yell if you need anything‎. I'm a light sleeper‎. 354 00:33:08,281 --> 00:33:10,811 What are those‎? 355 00:33:15,728 --> 00:33:17,577 Songs‎. 356 00:33:18,113 --> 00:33:19,980 Parts‎, anyway‎. 357 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:24,345 A lot of beginnings‎. The occasional middle‎. Kinda short on ends so far‎. 358 00:33:24,445 --> 00:33:28,472 Well‎, is that what you wanna do‎? Play music‎? You never mentioned it‎. 359 00:33:31,241 --> 00:33:34,555 Probably 'cause I pretty much suck‎. 360 00:33:35,024 --> 00:33:37,869 But‎, yeah‎, kinda‎, I guess‎. 361 00:33:38,812 --> 00:33:40,512 That's what you studied in school‎? 362 00:33:40,612 --> 00:33:44,069 Hardly‎. My parents didn't even want me to go to school in Houston‎. 363 00:33:44,169 --> 00:33:47,045 Why are they so against it‎? 364 00:33:47,406 --> 00:33:49,912 Oh‎, I don't know‎. 365 00:33:50,012 --> 00:33:53,079 Probably 'cause I spent four years outta high school trying 366 00:33:53,179 --> 00:33:57,179 with nothing to show for it‎. Except drawers of these‎. 367 00:33:58,727 --> 00:34:01,393 You‎.‎.‎. You put music to them‎? 368 00:34:01,693 --> 00:34:04,612 Not to this one‎. Well‎, not that I remember‎, anyway‎. 369 00:34:04,712 --> 00:34:08,489 Sometimes I write drunk‎. Anyway‎, sleep good‎. 370 00:34:09,588 --> 00:34:10,610 You too‎. 371 00:34:13,702 --> 00:34:15,809 I'm sorry about Evan‎, 372 00:34:15,909 --> 00:34:19,475 and I know you don't like cussing‎, 373 00:34:21,143 --> 00:34:23,695 but he's a fucking asshole‎. 374 00:34:24,494 --> 00:34:26,296 Night‎. 375 00:34:40,144 --> 00:34:42,334 How long you been up‎? 376 00:34:47,543 --> 00:34:52,044 ‎- Evan called‎, like‎, 800 times‎. ‎- I have somewhere I'd like to go‎. 377 00:34:54,957 --> 00:34:56,014 A retirement home‎? 378 00:34:56,114 --> 00:34:59,591 No‎, it's an assisted living community for people of all ages‎. 379 00:35:03,243 --> 00:35:05,467 This is bullshit‎. 380 00:35:05,943 --> 00:35:08,234 Take me in‎, now‎. 381 00:35:13,102 --> 00:35:17,042 Our guest services administrator will be just a minute‎. 382 00:35:17,142 --> 00:35:19,909 I bet you ladies would like some cool refreshments‎. 383 00:35:20,009 --> 00:35:21,776 Thank you‎. 384 00:35:22,375 --> 00:35:24,949 If you're not getting good enough care with me‎, then fire my ass 385 00:35:25,049 --> 00:35:28,342 ‎- and find a better replacement‎. ‎- Please keep your voice down‎. 386 00:35:28,442 --> 00:35:30,895 You think anybody in here can hear me‎? 387 00:35:30,995 --> 00:35:34,642 Look‎, I don't exactly have a great track record when it comes to men‎, 388 00:35:34,742 --> 00:35:38,174 but if this is about your husband having an affair‎, why are you taking a bullet‎? 389 00:35:38,274 --> 00:35:41,241 ‎- Tell him to move his ass in here‎. ‎- It's my fault‎, not his‎. 390 00:35:41,341 --> 00:35:43,325 That's it‎. That's it‎. 391 00:35:43,425 --> 00:35:46,608 Bec‎, what are you doing‎? Bec‎, stop‎! 392 00:35:46,708 --> 00:35:50,304 Honey‎, unless those sippy cups are laced with tequila‎, we're outta here‎. 393 00:35:50,474 --> 00:35:54,107 I'm the one who got sick‎. Not him‎. 394 00:35:54,207 --> 00:35:59,139 This isn't the life he built‎, the life he deserves‎. 395 00:36:00,317 --> 00:36:04,741 He turns me over in my sleep‎. He feeds me‎, he bathes me‎. 396 00:36:04,841 --> 00:36:08,241 He does everything but breathe for me‎. Believe me‎, he'd do that if he could‎. 397 00:36:08,941 --> 00:36:11,473 He's 37 years old‎. He deserves happiness‎. 398 00:36:11,673 --> 00:36:13,740 We all deserve some happiness‎. 399 00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:16,051 What we don't all deserve‎.‎.‎. 400 00:36:16,874 --> 00:36:21,884 is a little extra snatch on the side from some skanky cooze‎. 401 00:36:29,740 --> 00:36:31,007 ‎- Last night‎.‎.‎. ‎- I don't wanna talk about it‎. 402 00:36:31,107 --> 00:36:35,672 Last night‎, what were you doing at the top of the stairs‎? 403 00:36:38,140 --> 00:36:39,640 I just thought it'd be easier‎.‎.‎. 404 00:36:39,740 --> 00:36:42,807 ‎- I know what you thought‎. ‎- No‎, you don't‎. 405 00:36:44,358 --> 00:36:46,833 Okay‎, you're right‎, I don't‎. 406 00:36:46,933 --> 00:36:49,507 I don't even really know you‎. 407 00:36:49,607 --> 00:36:51,674 But I'm actually starting to like you‎. 408 00:36:54,065 --> 00:36:57,849 The only other person I ever saw up close like this was my grammy‎. 409 00:36:58,040 --> 00:36:59,284 Every Thanksgiving‎, 410 00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:02,507 my redneck cousins would bet against her lasting 'til Christmas‎. 411 00:37:02,607 --> 00:37:06,706 And 12 years straight they lost‎. Because she didn't take shit from anyone‎. 412 00:37:12,638 --> 00:37:15,154 Take me downtown‎. 413 00:37:21,138 --> 00:37:25,313 Alright‎. I understand‎. On the 15th‎.‎.‎. 414 00:37:25,438 --> 00:37:27,238 I gotta go‎. Kate‎. 415 00:37:28,045 --> 00:37:30,672 Thank God you're okay‎. I've been worried sick about you‎. 416 00:37:30,772 --> 00:37:33,939 ‎- Where the hell have you been‎? ‎- I want you to move out‎. 417 00:37:34,491 --> 00:37:36,145 ‎- What‎? ‎- She said sh‎.‎.‎. 418 00:37:36,245 --> 00:37:38,570 I heard what she said‎. 419 00:37:39,936 --> 00:37:42,731 Can you give us a minute‎, please‎? In private‎. 420 00:37:43,271 --> 00:37:44,772 Thank you‎. 421 00:37:47,508 --> 00:37:48,703 Okay‎. 422 00:37:50,673 --> 00:37:53,188 It's not what you think‎, and I'm not leaving‎. 423 00:37:53,288 --> 00:37:56,592 ‎- Then I will‎. ‎- What are you saying‎? You want a divorce‎? 424 00:37:56,692 --> 00:37:59,104 You're divorcing me‎, after everything that we've been through‎, 425 00:37:59,204 --> 00:38:00,971 ‎- everything that I've‎.‎.‎. ‎- What‎? 426 00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:03,911 Everything you've what‎, Evan‎? 427 00:38:08,370 --> 00:38:10,404 Katie‎, please‎. 428 00:38:11,529 --> 00:38:16,102 ‎- It was a mistake‎. I made one mistake‎. ‎- This isn't about your mistake‎. 429 00:38:16,202 --> 00:38:19,741 This is about me not being able to live one more second feeling guilty 430 00:38:19,841 --> 00:38:22,770 for what I did to your life‎. 431 00:38:22,870 --> 00:38:27,303 I can't do it anymore‎. I'm not gonna‎.‎.‎. wait for you in bed‎. 432 00:38:27,403 --> 00:38:30,303 ‎- Katie‎, come on‎, just‎.‎.‎. ‎- I'm not gonna share a house with you‎. 433 00:38:30,403 --> 00:38:34,303 ‎- Katie‎, please‎. ‎- No‎. Bec‎! No‎. Don't touch me‎. 434 00:38:34,403 --> 00:38:36,357 Kate‎, come on‎. 435 00:38:38,947 --> 00:38:40,403 ‎- Hi‎, Cynthia‎. ‎- Hi‎, Kate‎. 436 00:38:40,503 --> 00:38:43,102 ‎- Nice to see you‎. ‎- You too‎. 437 00:38:44,001 --> 00:38:46,790 Oh‎, and he's all yours‎, you skanky cooze‎! 438 00:39:02,770 --> 00:39:04,969 You alright‎? 439 00:39:06,656 --> 00:39:10,366 I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life‎. 440 00:39:12,335 --> 00:39:14,898 You wanna give him a call‎? 441 00:39:18,302 --> 00:39:19,945 No‎. 442 00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:23,354 I'll be okay‎. 443 00:39:25,129 --> 00:39:28,207 I just feel bad‎. You know‎, she's all alone‎. 444 00:39:28,307 --> 00:39:30,267 What if something happens to her during the night‎? 445 00:39:30,367 --> 00:39:32,368 I just wanna say‎, if I see you in a sweater set‎, 446 00:39:32,468 --> 00:39:36,267 I'm gonna go backwards Texas hoodrat on her ass‎. 447 00:39:36,367 --> 00:39:38,242 Later‎. 448 00:40:46,632 --> 00:40:48,689 Turn it off‎. 449 00:40:49,332 --> 00:40:52,523 ‎- Why‎? ‎- Please‎, just turn it off‎. 450 00:40:52,623 --> 00:40:56,648 ‎- Is this you playing‎? ‎- Damn it‎, Bec‎, just turn it off now‎. 451 00:41:01,473 --> 00:41:05,288 ‎- You have one message from‎.‎.‎. ‎- Liam‎. 452 00:41:19,364 --> 00:41:21,164 Hey‎, okay‎. 453 00:41:21,364 --> 00:41:23,962 Shit‎, shit‎, shit‎. 454 00:41:24,062 --> 00:41:25,864 Okay‎. 455 00:41:26,264 --> 00:41:28,331 Here‎. Drink‎. Drink‎. Hey‎! 456 00:41:28,431 --> 00:41:32,589 Okay‎, just breathe‎. Breathe‎. Just breathe‎. Breathe with me‎. Breathe‎. 457 00:41:32,689 --> 00:41:36,730 Hey‎. What do I do‎? What do I do‎? Shit‎, shit‎. 458 00:41:36,830 --> 00:41:39,498 You contacted Emergency Alert‎. Help is on the way‎. 459 00:41:39,598 --> 00:41:43,476 ‎- Cancel‎. ‎- What‎? You want me to cancel‎? 460 00:41:47,531 --> 00:41:49,433 This is‎.‎.‎. 461 00:41:49,533 --> 00:41:53,729 This is Bec Cartwell‎, calling on behalf of Katherine Parker‎. 462 00:41:53,829 --> 00:41:58,406 I accidentally triggered the alarm and I need to cancel it‎. 463 00:41:58,934 --> 00:42:00,280 Thank you‎. 464 00:42:04,096 --> 00:42:07,029 Don't ever do that again‎, without asking me‎. 465 00:42:07,229 --> 00:42:11,245 ‎- Hey‎, I thought that you‎.‎.‎. ‎- I don't care‎. 466 00:42:12,129 --> 00:42:16,064 It's my decision to make‎, not yours‎. 467 00:42:16,164 --> 00:42:18,261 You understand‎? 468 00:42:19,652 --> 00:42:21,293 Say it‎. 469 00:42:28,429 --> 00:42:30,684 I understand‎. 470 00:42:35,562 --> 00:42:37,629 Hey‎, you‎. 471 00:42:38,228 --> 00:42:40,477 You ever coming back to my class‎? 472 00:42:40,577 --> 00:42:42,629 Professor‎. 473 00:42:43,228 --> 00:42:45,965 It's "professor" now‎? 474 00:42:46,298 --> 00:42:48,303 That's not good‎. 475 00:42:49,129 --> 00:42:52,095 You should know you just broke my personal record‎. 476 00:42:52,195 --> 00:42:56,171 Most unreturned phone calls from a former girlfriend‎. 477 00:42:56,396 --> 00:42:58,928 I hardly think I was ever a girlfriend‎. 478 00:42:59,028 --> 00:43:01,329 We could work on that‎. 479 00:43:02,007 --> 00:43:03,904 If‎.‎.‎. 480 00:43:04,004 --> 00:43:06,597 you ever call me back‎. 481 00:43:08,594 --> 00:43:13,927 Do you think God invented sex so we could bear each other's shortcomings‎? 482 00:43:14,027 --> 00:43:17,984 Because every time we do that‎, I forget all the stuff I hate about you‎. 483 00:43:18,494 --> 00:43:21,360 I wasn't aware you hated anything about me‎. 484 00:43:22,837 --> 00:43:25,851 So will you quit cutting my class now‎? 485 00:43:26,460 --> 00:43:27,735 Sorry‎. 486 00:43:28,235 --> 00:43:31,027 Just a lot going on with Kate right now‎. 487 00:43:31,127 --> 00:43:33,001 Kate‎? Who's Kate‎? 488 00:43:33,201 --> 00:43:36,160 Do you ever listen to anything I say‎? 489 00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:38,627 Kate‎, the patient friend I take care of‎. 490 00:43:40,713 --> 00:43:41,626 Something funny‎? 491 00:43:41,726 --> 00:43:44,295 You're actually responsible for another person's life‎? 492 00:43:48,265 --> 00:43:50,361 Where you going‎? 493 00:43:50,594 --> 00:43:54,993 Economists think about costs‎, not just in terms of an item's monetary value‎, 494 00:43:55,093 --> 00:43:59,409 but also the opportunity costs of a particular item‎.‎.‎. 495 00:44:10,626 --> 00:44:14,959 I'm now in the chair‎, and it's harder to breathe‎. 496 00:44:15,059 --> 00:44:18,226 My voice‎, too‎. Especially at night‎. 497 00:44:18,326 --> 00:44:21,525 Well‎, that's to be expected‎. This process only moves in one direction‎, 498 00:44:21,625 --> 00:44:24,534 but attitude goes a long way‎, Kate‎. 499 00:44:25,983 --> 00:44:28,350 ‎- So‎, this one‎, too‎. ‎- No‎. 500 00:44:28,450 --> 00:44:31,522 ‎- Come on‎. ‎- Yes‎. 501 00:44:33,661 --> 00:44:35,313 No‎, not those‎. 502 00:44:41,864 --> 00:44:44,949 Alright‎, take 'em before I change my mind‎. 503 00:44:45,309 --> 00:44:47,568 Oh‎, my God‎. 504 00:44:50,624 --> 00:44:52,889 I look like you‎. 505 00:44:55,125 --> 00:44:57,398 Girl‎, go‎! 506 00:44:57,808 --> 00:45:01,723 This is‎, like‎, the Porsche of wheelchairs and it's just sitting here‎. 507 00:45:01,823 --> 00:45:04,418 I know‎. Evan bought it for me a year ago‎. 508 00:45:09,457 --> 00:45:10,857 So what's the problem‎? 509 00:45:11,528 --> 00:45:15,091 Riding in one of those is like admitting I'm sick‎. 510 00:45:15,191 --> 00:45:17,190 Which I am‎, so it's crazy‎. 511 00:45:17,340 --> 00:45:20,689 Why don't you give it a whirl‎? If you hate it‎, we'll throw it in the trash‎. 512 00:45:24,491 --> 00:45:26,532 Go‎, girl‎. 513 00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:30,509 I'm catching up‎. Go on‎. 514 00:45:34,556 --> 00:45:38,696 A little‎? Come on‎, just a little‎. Give me a couple of kicks‎. 515 00:45:38,796 --> 00:45:41,687 There you go‎. Just try it‎. 516 00:45:44,289 --> 00:45:48,722 My husband bet you had a spinal cord injury‎, 517 00:45:48,822 --> 00:45:51,756 but I can spot one of my own a mile away‎. 518 00:45:52,056 --> 00:45:55,553 ‎- I'm right‎, aren't I‎? ‎- Yes‎. 519 00:45:55,659 --> 00:45:57,856 He lost‎. 520 00:45:58,056 --> 00:46:02,319 Now he owes me the sexual favor of my choice‎. 521 00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:07,022 I'm Marilyn and this is John‎. 522 00:46:07,122 --> 00:46:11,389 And now‎, in addition to other intimate details‎, you also know our names‎. 523 00:46:11,888 --> 00:46:16,407 I'm Kate‎, and this is my‎.‎.‎. This is Bec‎. 524 00:46:16,545 --> 00:46:19,710 After this water torture‎, 525 00:46:20,055 --> 00:46:22,905 would you care to partake 526 00:46:23,005 --> 00:46:26,098 in a little herbal therapy‎? 527 00:46:26,641 --> 00:46:31,275 It's not the prescribed treatment for this painful‎-ass disease‎, 528 00:46:31,375 --> 00:46:35,819 but it sure does feel good‎. 529 00:46:51,138 --> 00:46:54,417 I'm a grown woman‎.‎.‎. taking up pot‎. 530 00:46:56,032 --> 00:46:58,838 Did she just say "taking up pot"‎? 531 00:47:00,033 --> 00:47:03,841 We got ourselves a wild one here‎! 532 00:47:04,886 --> 00:47:07,285 I'm happy and I don't know why‎. 533 00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:12,928 ‎- Oh‎, no‎, you didn't‎. ‎- Oh‎, yes‎, I did‎. 534 00:47:14,987 --> 00:47:19,419 This damn illness‎.‎.‎. It may take my arms‎, my legs‎, 535 00:47:19,519 --> 00:47:23,475 my chest‎, my breathing‎, my heart‎.‎.‎. 536 00:47:23,918 --> 00:47:26,521 but no matter how hard it tries‎, 537 00:47:26,621 --> 00:47:30,385 it'll never be able to take away my funk‎. 538 00:47:37,383 --> 00:47:39,206 Yeah‎! 539 00:47:39,306 --> 00:47:41,727 That's it‎. Hit it‎, girl‎. 540 00:47:43,153 --> 00:47:46,472 Yeah‎. Go on‎, girl‎. Come on‎, girl‎, get it‎. 541 00:47:49,051 --> 00:47:51,180 ‎- You seeing this‎? ‎- Hell‎, yeah‎, I see you‎. 542 00:47:51,287 --> 00:47:54,920 Shit‎, yeah‎. Yeah‎, you heard right‎. 543 00:47:55,020 --> 00:47:59,185 Shit‎, shit‎, damn‎. Shit‎, damn‎, damn‎. Shit‎, damn‎, shit‎, damn‎, damn‎, damn‎, shit‎. 544 00:47:59,285 --> 00:48:01,337 Fuck‎. 545 00:48:02,593 --> 00:48:05,502 We done lost her now‎. 546 00:48:21,551 --> 00:48:25,583 Hey‎, Kate‎, it's me‎, Evan‎. 547 00:48:27,603 --> 00:48:30,531 Can you please just call me back‎? 548 00:48:31,430 --> 00:48:34,284 Just call me back‎. 549 00:48:34,384 --> 00:48:39,449 I just wanna hear your voice‎, alright‎? Just let me know that you're okay‎. 550 00:48:49,450 --> 00:48:55,870 Has anyone here actually met Dirty Barry‎? Because I haven't and I am here a lot‎. 551 00:48:55,970 --> 00:48:59,084 I'm not waiting for you‎, of course‎. It's just I have lots of things to do‎. 552 00:48:59,184 --> 00:49:03,701 But I'm Wil‎. We spent a night together‎, an evening‎. 553 00:49:03,801 --> 00:49:05,883 "Bill" Wil‎, remember‎? Hi‎. 554 00:49:05,983 --> 00:49:08,516 I remember‎, sort of‎. Hi‎. 555 00:49:08,616 --> 00:49:10,349 Hi‎. I'm I'm Wil‎. 556 00:49:10,449 --> 00:49:12,348 ‎- Kate‎. ‎- Kate‎. 557 00:49:14,218 --> 00:49:15,894 Are you always such a gentleman‎? 558 00:49:15,994 --> 00:49:19,482 Oh‎, no‎. I'm actually just trying to make a good impression 559 00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:21,397 so you'll tell your friend to go out with me again‎. 560 00:49:21,497 --> 00:49:23,795 How do you know Bec‎? 561 00:49:25,359 --> 00:49:26,690 Best sex of my life‎. 562 00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:29,248 ‎- Hey‎, okay‎, hi‎. ‎- And now she won't call me back‎. 563 00:49:29,348 --> 00:49:33,550 Shame on you‎, Bec‎. Apologize at once and go out with this fine young man‎. 564 00:49:33,650 --> 00:49:36,782 ‎- Your friend is very wise‎. ‎- She also happens to be my boss‎, 565 00:49:36,882 --> 00:49:41,119 so‎, you know‎, she doesn't wanna hear about our time together‎. 566 00:49:42,431 --> 00:49:44,083 So‎, are you playing tonight‎? 567 00:49:44,183 --> 00:49:45,732 ‎- No‎. ‎- Why not‎? 568 00:49:46,949 --> 00:49:50,749 'Cause there's only so much failure and humiliation a person can take‎. 569 00:49:50,849 --> 00:49:53,408 Well‎, here's the thing‎, Bec‎, 570 00:49:53,508 --> 00:49:55,645 I heard you sing a couple of notes 571 00:49:55,745 --> 00:49:59,848 before you had your accident that night that we‎.‎.‎. that we met‎. 572 00:49:59,948 --> 00:50:01,851 And if I can‎.‎.‎. 573 00:50:01,951 --> 00:50:05,881 name any song in three notes‎.‎.‎. which I can‎, by the way‎.‎.‎. 574 00:50:05,981 --> 00:50:10,748 I can name a good singer in two‎. And you're a really good singer‎. 575 00:50:11,103 --> 00:50:12,120 So‎.‎.‎. 576 00:50:14,457 --> 00:50:16,748 ‎- So‎.‎.‎. Wil‎.‎.‎. ‎- No‎. 577 00:50:17,547 --> 00:50:18,887 Stop‎. 578 00:50:19,087 --> 00:50:22,581 I know what you're thinking‎. He's just‎.‎.‎. 579 00:50:22,781 --> 00:50:26,280 ‎- He's not‎.‎.‎. ‎- What‎? The one‎? 580 00:50:27,044 --> 00:50:30,847 Trust me‎, from someone who got the one‎, it's overrated‎. 581 00:50:30,947 --> 00:50:34,104 Okay‎. It's my life to screw up as I see fit‎. Okay‎? 582 00:50:35,513 --> 00:50:37,410 Okay‎. 583 00:50:37,980 --> 00:50:39,947 But‎.‎.‎. 584 00:50:40,047 --> 00:50:42,321 he's really cute‎. 585 00:50:46,013 --> 00:50:49,879 You know‎, right around the time that I met Evan‎.‎.‎. 586 00:50:51,956 --> 00:50:56,048 there was this guy‎.‎.‎. Harwick Windsor‎. 587 00:50:56,450 --> 00:50:58,956 He was a musician‎. 588 00:50:59,961 --> 00:51:02,679 He came over to my house‎, 589 00:51:02,779 --> 00:51:06,864 and he stood on my porch with a guitar‎.‎.‎. 590 00:51:07,245 --> 00:51:11,844 and he played a song that he'd written for me‎. 591 00:51:14,579 --> 00:51:16,812 And when it was finished‎, 592 00:51:16,912 --> 00:51:22,577 he looked at me the way nobody has ever looked at me‎. 593 00:51:28,812 --> 00:51:31,445 Why is it that‎.‎.‎. 594 00:51:31,718 --> 00:51:35,410 we want the ones that don't see us‎.‎.‎. 595 00:51:35,908 --> 00:51:38,968 instead of the ones that do‎? 596 00:51:50,311 --> 00:51:52,992 ‎- Okay‎. ‎- Now lipstick‎. 597 00:51:54,599 --> 00:51:57,851 ‎- This one‎? ‎- Too loud‎. 598 00:51:58,176 --> 00:52:00,268 For you‎. 599 00:52:11,610 --> 00:52:12,767 It's gonna be fine‎. 600 00:52:19,210 --> 00:52:21,544 ‎- Excuse me‎. ‎- Kate‎, hi‎. 601 00:52:21,644 --> 00:52:23,343 ‎- You look gorgeous‎. ‎- You too‎. 602 00:52:23,443 --> 00:52:25,443 ‎- So glad you came‎. ‎- Me too‎. 603 00:52:25,543 --> 00:52:27,443 Hey‎, Taylor‎. Come here‎, honey‎. 604 00:52:29,189 --> 00:52:30,210 Hey‎, Taylor‎. 605 00:52:30,310 --> 00:52:33,827 Look at the beautiful present that Auntie Kate brought you‎. 606 00:52:36,228 --> 00:52:38,677 Didn't your mommy ever teach you it's not polite to stare‎? 607 00:52:38,777 --> 00:52:40,646 Bec‎. 608 00:52:42,510 --> 00:52:44,527 So nice to see you‎, Kate‎. How you feeling‎? 609 00:52:44,627 --> 00:52:45,744 ‎- Good‎. ‎- Good‎. 610 00:52:45,844 --> 00:52:48,210 Kate‎, there you are‎! 611 00:52:48,310 --> 00:52:52,076 Hey‎, pretty girl‎, there's someone I need you to meet‎. 612 00:52:53,776 --> 00:52:56,011 ‎- Hi‎. ‎- She's beautiful‎. 613 00:52:56,210 --> 00:53:00,648 Say hi to your Auntie Kate‎. Say hi‎. 614 00:53:00,748 --> 00:53:02,497 Can I hold her‎? 615 00:53:03,496 --> 00:53:04,473 Okay‎. 616 00:53:10,379 --> 00:53:13,040 There you go‎. 617 00:53:13,140 --> 00:53:16,309 ‎- She looks just like you‎. ‎- I think she looks like her daddy‎. 618 00:53:16,571 --> 00:53:19,809 I read that‎, actually‎, babies look like their daddies when they're born‎, 619 00:53:19,909 --> 00:53:22,377 so their daddies don't run‎.‎.‎. 620 00:53:25,297 --> 00:53:29,176 Okay‎, okay‎, okay‎. I got her‎, I got her‎. 621 00:53:31,072 --> 00:53:33,038 Just breathe‎. Take it slow‎. 622 00:53:34,908 --> 00:53:37,436 ‎- I told you this wasn't a good idea‎. ‎- Is she okay‎? 623 00:53:37,536 --> 00:53:40,272 Just look at me‎. Just breathe‎. 624 00:53:52,408 --> 00:53:55,128 Now we know why Kate was invited‎. 625 00:53:55,228 --> 00:53:56,736 I needed to see you‎. 626 00:53:58,049 --> 00:54:00,306 You've lost weight‎. 627 00:54:00,842 --> 00:54:03,627 She says you look like shit‎. 628 00:54:05,790 --> 00:54:06,904 You've lost weight‎. 629 00:54:08,172 --> 00:54:12,072 Yeah‎. Yeah‎, maybe a little‎. 630 00:54:12,172 --> 00:54:15,851 ‎- I'm not ready to see you‎, Evan‎. ‎- She's not ready to see you‎. 631 00:54:16,050 --> 00:54:18,260 Okay‎. 632 00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,569 I just want you to know I never saw her again‎. 633 00:54:22,669 --> 00:54:24,372 What are you looking for‎? A medal‎? 634 00:54:24,472 --> 00:54:27,639 No one gives a shit about your sex life‎, Evan‎. 635 00:54:27,739 --> 00:54:30,953 You're not you‎. You're me‎. 636 00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,938 It's not about Cynthia‎. It never was‎. 637 00:54:43,620 --> 00:54:47,940 She says it wasn't about Cynthia‎. It was never about her‎. 638 00:54:48,439 --> 00:54:51,973 ‎- It's about being invisible‎. ‎- Feeling invisible‎. 639 00:54:54,334 --> 00:54:57,018 ‎- I love you‎. ‎- And she says she loves you‎. 640 00:54:57,318 --> 00:55:01,904 ‎- Take care of yourself‎. ‎- And to take care‎. 641 00:55:20,937 --> 00:55:23,307 I miss him‎. 642 00:55:23,968 --> 00:55:26,207 I miss‎.‎.‎. me‎. 643 00:55:26,307 --> 00:55:28,571 ‎- Hey‎. ‎- Us‎. 644 00:55:28,771 --> 00:55:30,004 Kate‎. 645 00:55:32,009 --> 00:55:34,887 I shouldn't have asked to hold it‎. 646 00:55:35,303 --> 00:55:36,471 ‎- The baby‎? ‎- Yeah‎. 647 00:55:36,571 --> 00:55:38,805 No‎, the baby's fine‎, Kate‎. 648 00:55:38,905 --> 00:55:44,117 I know‎, but my arms‎. I tried‎.‎.‎. I tried to catch her‎. 649 00:55:46,671 --> 00:55:49,190 ‎- Did you hear her scream‎? ‎- She wasn't screaming‎, she was crying‎. 650 00:55:49,290 --> 00:55:52,402 Babies cry‎. That's what they do‎. 651 00:55:53,646 --> 00:55:56,698 I wanted a baby‎.‎.‎. 652 00:55:59,570 --> 00:56:01,770 so bad‎. 653 00:56:02,133 --> 00:56:05,159 I wanted to travel‎. 654 00:56:05,833 --> 00:56:08,016 I wanted to play music‎. 655 00:56:08,737 --> 00:56:11,370 Now it's too late‎. 656 00:56:12,469 --> 00:56:15,742 I have so much inside‎. 657 00:56:17,731 --> 00:56:20,107 Nothing comes out‎. 658 00:56:20,207 --> 00:56:22,670 Tell me what you want to come out‎. 659 00:56:23,810 --> 00:56:26,776 I wanna‎.‎.‎. I wanna scream‎. 660 00:56:26,876 --> 00:56:29,835 I just‎, I wanna‎.‎.‎. 661 00:56:29,935 --> 00:56:32,415 scream‎. 662 00:56:47,702 --> 00:56:51,455 Do you think we'll get invited back to the party next year‎? 663 00:56:58,484 --> 00:57:03,089 Six months ago‎, you were breathing at a 64 per cent capacity‎. Now it's 43‎. 664 00:57:03,189 --> 00:57:05,702 Are you wearing your BiPAP at night‎? 665 00:57:05,802 --> 00:57:07,802 No‎. 666 00:57:09,334 --> 00:57:11,422 I don't like it‎. 667 00:57:11,522 --> 00:57:14,434 It makes me feel like I'm suffocating‎. 668 00:57:14,534 --> 00:57:15,631 Well‎, look‎, Kate‎, 669 00:57:15,731 --> 00:57:19,268 it's gonna get harder and harder for you to get oxygen into your lungs‎. 670 00:57:19,368 --> 00:57:22,301 Soon‎, we'll be looking at a permanent ventilator‎. 671 00:57:22,401 --> 00:57:27,244 But when she's on the machine‎, can she even talk‎? 672 00:57:42,966 --> 00:57:45,533 I never did this‎. 673 00:57:46,191 --> 00:57:48,235 Did what‎? 674 00:57:49,234 --> 00:57:51,331 Nothing‎. 675 00:57:53,551 --> 00:57:56,895 I think that's what's wrong with my life‎. 676 00:57:57,332 --> 00:58:00,397 I didn't know this was doing nothing‎. 677 00:58:05,832 --> 00:58:08,466 I know you trust him and all‎, 678 00:58:09,165 --> 00:58:11,823 but he didn't mention even one of the experimental drugs 679 00:58:11,923 --> 00:58:14,262 they're testing right now‎. 680 00:58:16,571 --> 00:58:18,899 Don't do that‎. 681 00:58:20,676 --> 00:58:24,386 ‎- Do what‎? ‎- What all the others do‎. 682 00:58:24,785 --> 00:58:27,351 Pretend‎. 683 00:58:36,332 --> 00:58:39,935 I know it's not my place‎, because‎.‎.‎. 684 00:58:40,035 --> 00:58:43,365 I'm not the one who has this thing‎, but‎.‎.‎. 685 00:58:44,887 --> 00:58:47,402 please don't give up‎. 686 00:58:51,964 --> 00:58:54,908 That's the thing about giving up‎. 687 00:58:56,118 --> 00:58:59,777 You don't realize you've done it until it's too late‎. 688 00:59:01,326 --> 00:59:03,455 Like music‎. 689 00:59:03,555 --> 00:59:06,560 I didn't suddenly stop‎. 690 00:59:08,116 --> 00:59:11,580 I started playing less and less‎. 691 00:59:12,279 --> 00:59:15,337 Until I wasn't playing anymore‎. 692 00:59:16,036 --> 00:59:19,524 And it also just didn't fit with‎.‎.‎. 693 00:59:19,624 --> 00:59:22,145 everything‎. 694 00:59:23,930 --> 00:59:26,229 Evan‎-everything‎? 695 00:59:29,897 --> 00:59:32,896 Did you ever give up on something big‎? 696 00:59:35,264 --> 00:59:41,230 Besides life‎, singing‎, school‎, pleasing my parents‎, love‎? 697 00:59:41,330 --> 00:59:44,329 No‎, no‎, no‎. 698 00:59:44,872 --> 00:59:48,022 I have no idea what you're talking about‎. 699 00:59:49,487 --> 00:59:51,996 So this is how it goes‎. 700 00:59:52,096 --> 00:59:56,595 It's Christmas at my mother's‎, New Years Eve at Alyssa's‎, 701 00:59:56,695 --> 01:00:01,963 and a very traditional Thanksgiving at Keely's‎. 702 01:00:02,063 --> 01:00:04,530 Personally‎, I'd rather staple my tits to a burning building 703 01:00:04,630 --> 01:00:08,954 than have Christmas or Thanksgiving at Keely's‎. 704 01:00:09,054 --> 01:00:11,592 You know what‎? 705 01:00:12,094 --> 01:00:14,186 Me‎, too‎. 706 01:00:27,262 --> 01:00:30,361 ‎- Honey‎, that's Jill's date‎. ‎- Right‎. 707 01:00:31,943 --> 01:00:34,465 Okay‎. 708 01:00:35,528 --> 01:00:38,621 A toast to friends‎.‎.‎. 709 01:00:38,721 --> 01:00:41,073 old‎, new‎.‎.‎. 710 01:00:41,173 --> 01:00:45,195 ‎- Reluctantly invited‎. ‎- My guest‎. Not reluctant‎. 711 01:00:45,595 --> 01:00:48,061 Like‎.‎.‎. I was saying‎.‎.‎. 712 01:00:48,161 --> 01:00:52,503 to friends‎, old and new‎, but most of all‎, to Kate‎. 713 01:00:53,517 --> 01:00:56,746 Who's the bravest‎, toughest‎, coolest‎, chick I know‎. 714 01:00:58,831 --> 01:01:01,987 ‎- Thank you‎. ‎- To Kate‎. 715 01:01:04,323 --> 01:01:05,763 Happy Thanksgiving‎. 716 01:01:41,226 --> 01:01:43,872 Boy‎, you ain't got no game‎. 717 01:01:44,815 --> 01:01:47,143 Go ask her to dance‎. 718 01:01:49,683 --> 01:01:51,959 Would you care to dance‎? 719 01:01:55,159 --> 01:01:57,017 Sure‎. 720 01:02:05,658 --> 01:02:07,738 It's Brazilian‎. 721 01:02:13,239 --> 01:02:17,475 You ever wish you weren't just watching moments like this‎? 722 01:02:17,575 --> 01:02:20,656 Oh‎, I'm not just watching‎. 723 01:02:20,956 --> 01:02:23,249 I feel it‎. 724 01:02:24,225 --> 01:02:28,256 Feel life more than I ever felt it before‎. 725 01:02:33,058 --> 01:02:35,358 How come you never ask me to translate for Kate‎? 726 01:02:36,969 --> 01:02:38,957 I read lips‎. 727 01:02:39,057 --> 01:02:41,922 ‎- Nice try‎. ‎- It's true‎. 728 01:02:45,557 --> 01:02:50,088 ‎- What's that mean‎? ‎- My older brother is deaf‎. 729 01:03:00,423 --> 01:03:02,257 ‎- You just said something pervy‎. ‎- No‎, I didn't‎. 730 01:03:02,357 --> 01:03:04,489 What did you say‎? Come on‎. 731 01:03:04,589 --> 01:03:06,848 I said‎.‎.‎. 732 01:03:07,390 --> 01:03:10,389 maybe one day you'll stop punishing me 733 01:03:10,489 --> 01:03:14,521 for liking you as much as I do‎. 734 01:03:19,323 --> 01:03:21,855 I should start cleaning up‎. 735 01:03:36,423 --> 01:03:38,623 Surprise‎. 736 01:03:39,123 --> 01:03:41,955 Happy Thanksgiving 737 01:03:42,055 --> 01:03:44,372 ‎- to you‎.‎.‎. ‎- What are you doing here‎? 738 01:03:44,472 --> 01:03:47,521 ‎- You know why I'm here‎. ‎- You're drunk‎. 739 01:03:47,621 --> 01:03:50,731 ‎- Just a little bit‎. ‎- I don't wanna do this anymore‎. 740 01:03:50,831 --> 01:03:54,515 You know‎, I think you say that because you think it makes the sex hotter‎. 741 01:03:54,615 --> 01:03:56,298 Which it does‎. 742 01:04:00,321 --> 01:04:02,687 Go home‎, now‎, to your wife‎. 743 01:04:02,837 --> 01:04:05,255 Come on‎. Now‎. To your wife‎. 744 01:04:05,355 --> 01:04:09,652 Come on‎. I want you‎. I know you want me‎. 745 01:04:11,727 --> 01:04:15,182 Oh‎, come on‎. I miss you‎. 746 01:05:25,086 --> 01:05:30,353 You can have‎.‎.‎. everything‎. 747 01:05:32,086 --> 01:05:34,610 Everything‎. 748 01:05:34,919 --> 01:05:39,540 Just don't let me end up like that‎. Please‎. 749 01:05:39,640 --> 01:05:44,517 I can't die in a hospital‎, strapped to a machine‎. 750 01:05:55,818 --> 01:05:59,122 I'm not condoning what he did‎. It was wrong‎. 751 01:05:59,222 --> 01:06:03,284 ‎- For God's sake‎, it's time to forgive him‎. ‎- Men cheat‎. It happens‎. 752 01:06:03,384 --> 01:06:07,317 But she didn't have to blow up his whole life‎. I mean‎, blow up all our lives‎. 753 01:06:07,417 --> 01:06:09,317 So‎, why'd you want me to come here‎? 754 01:06:09,417 --> 01:06:12,418 You want me to apologize for her inconveniencing you‎? 755 01:06:12,518 --> 01:06:14,251 Okay‎, you clearly don't like me very much‎. 756 01:06:14,351 --> 01:06:16,383 Which is fine because I don't really like you either‎. 757 01:06:16,483 --> 01:06:19,532 ‎- Alyssa‎.‎.‎. ‎- So are you in the will yet‎? 758 01:06:19,632 --> 01:06:21,606 ‎- Alyssa‎! ‎- She can't expect to come out of nowhere 759 01:06:21,706 --> 01:06:24,216 and expect people not to ask questions about her intentions‎. 760 01:06:24,316 --> 01:06:26,450 ‎- Wait‎. ‎- I mean‎, we were her friends first‎. 761 01:06:26,550 --> 01:06:28,547 Alyssa‎, shut up‎. 762 01:06:32,917 --> 01:06:37,482 Look‎, just tell her that we love her‎. 763 01:06:38,457 --> 01:06:41,161 And that we miss her‎. 764 01:06:42,120 --> 01:06:43,348 And that we're here‎. 765 01:06:49,449 --> 01:06:52,380 You will not believe what I‎.‎.‎. 766 01:06:57,315 --> 01:06:59,515 ‎- Who's this‎? ‎- Rachel‎. 767 01:06:59,977 --> 01:07:02,749 I just thought maybe we could give you a break some time‎. 768 01:07:02,849 --> 01:07:04,889 Okay‎. 769 01:07:06,016 --> 01:07:08,683 ‎- So you don't cook or clean‎? ‎- Yes‎, absolutely‎.‎.‎. 770 01:07:08,783 --> 01:07:11,549 ‎- Any experience with ALS‎? ‎- Not specifically‎.‎.‎. 771 01:07:12,049 --> 01:07:15,916 ‎- She's worked with disabled people‎. ‎- But not ALS‎? 772 01:07:16,016 --> 01:07:18,877 ‎- No‎. ‎- We'll be in touch‎. 773 01:07:19,705 --> 01:07:21,149 We'll be in touch‎. 774 01:07:21,249 --> 01:07:24,035 ‎- Thank you‎. ‎- Thank you‎. 775 01:07:26,849 --> 01:07:29,745 ‎- I'm sorry I didn't discuss it with you‎. ‎- I get it‎. 776 01:07:29,845 --> 01:07:32,748 ‎- It's not to take over‎. ‎- No‎, I get it‎. 777 01:07:33,002 --> 01:07:36,280 Actually‎, I don't get it‎. What's going on‎? 778 01:07:36,380 --> 01:07:38,867 You have school‎.‎.‎. 779 01:07:38,967 --> 01:07:40,998 your music‎. 780 01:07:42,414 --> 01:07:44,403 I'm worried I'm asking too much‎. 781 01:07:44,530 --> 01:07:48,471 Have you ever heard me complain‎? Have you‎? I'm fine‎. 782 01:08:34,179 --> 01:08:36,047 Hey‎. 783 01:08:36,822 --> 01:08:38,377 Hi‎. 784 01:08:45,012 --> 01:08:47,645 So‎, I've‎.‎.‎. 785 01:08:47,945 --> 01:08:50,945 been thinking about us a lot‎. 786 01:08:53,391 --> 01:08:56,278 And I could have been more patient‎. 787 01:08:59,045 --> 01:09:02,312 You know‎, I thought that I was at the time‎, but I really wasn't‎. 788 01:09:02,412 --> 01:09:06,578 And I'm sure there's 9‎,000 other things that I could've done better‎, too‎. 789 01:09:07,816 --> 01:09:10,325 You should know‎.‎.‎. 790 01:09:10,769 --> 01:09:16,109 that it wasn't‎.‎.‎. it wasn't just sex‎. Okay‎. It was‎.‎.‎. 791 01:09:16,311 --> 01:09:18,478 I just needed‎.‎.‎. 792 01:09:18,578 --> 01:09:23,177 I just needed to‎.‎.‎. touch someone without hurting 'em‎, that's all‎. 793 01:09:28,878 --> 01:09:31,877 But I just want you to know that I'm sorry‎. 794 01:09:36,445 --> 01:09:38,538 I'm sorry‎. 795 01:09:48,310 --> 01:09:51,411 Do you remember‎.‎.‎. when we re‎-met after UT‎? 796 01:09:51,711 --> 01:09:55,009 ‎- Yeah‎. At your concert‎, yeah‎. ‎- And afterwards‎, 797 01:09:55,109 --> 01:09:58,975 we went to 300 Houston and drank Martinis‎. 798 01:09:59,374 --> 01:10:01,107 Yeah‎. 799 01:10:03,207 --> 01:10:08,801 That night‎, I could see in your eyes‎.‎.‎. 800 01:10:09,344 --> 01:10:11,545 that you didn't see me for who I was‎. 801 01:10:11,645 --> 01:10:14,430 ‎- Kate‎, that's not‎.‎.‎. ‎- But‎.‎.‎. 802 01:10:14,530 --> 01:10:16,980 then again‎.‎.‎. 803 01:10:17,610 --> 01:10:20,824 I wanted to be the woman you saw‎. 804 01:10:21,699 --> 01:10:26,451 So‎.‎.‎. it wasn't just you‎. 805 01:10:28,002 --> 01:10:29,443 We did this‎. 806 01:10:38,873 --> 01:10:42,394 You want me to go up and down or around and around‎? 807 01:10:50,009 --> 01:10:52,168 ‎- Hey‎. ‎- Hey‎. 808 01:10:54,466 --> 01:10:57,152 Brace yourself‎. Your parents are here‎. 809 01:10:57,252 --> 01:10:58,776 ‎- What the hell‎? ‎- They're outside‎. 810 01:10:58,876 --> 01:11:02,684 They came by the apartment and‎.‎.‎. Merry Christmas‎. 811 01:11:02,784 --> 01:11:03,942 Yeah‎. 812 01:11:06,663 --> 01:11:09,641 ‎- I didn't know you were coming‎. ‎- We left you five messages‎. 813 01:11:09,741 --> 01:11:13,544 ‎- Didn't you check them‎? ‎- Of course‎, Mom‎. 814 01:11:16,474 --> 01:11:18,703 Come on in‎. 815 01:11:19,711 --> 01:11:21,444 Dad‎. 816 01:11:24,841 --> 01:11:28,374 Wanna cut the evening short‎? I can make a pass at your mom‎. 817 01:11:31,364 --> 01:11:34,530 ‎- This is Kate‎. ‎- Merry Christmas‎. 818 01:11:35,708 --> 01:11:37,948 I'm Elizabeth‎.‎.‎. 819 01:11:38,472 --> 01:11:40,488 and this is Bruce‎. 820 01:11:40,588 --> 01:11:42,640 Nice to meet you‎. 821 01:11:42,740 --> 01:11:44,740 Would you like to stay for dinner‎? 822 01:11:46,884 --> 01:11:49,784 She wants to know if you want to stay for dinner‎? 823 01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:54,607 Thank you‎. I'm sure I can whip something up‎. 824 01:11:55,577 --> 01:11:57,006 I got it‎. 825 01:11:57,106 --> 01:12:01,392 Oh‎, that's right‎. I cook now‎, Mom‎. Lasagna's in the oven‎. 826 01:12:17,840 --> 01:12:21,544 So‎, are you actually living here now‎? 827 01:12:22,071 --> 01:12:24,790 Your wife sounds like Bec‎. 828 01:12:25,589 --> 01:12:27,481 What's in the back‎? 829 01:12:27,672 --> 01:12:31,938 Your wife's voice sounds like Bec‎. 830 01:12:34,956 --> 01:12:36,336 One‎.‎.‎. One more time‎. 831 01:12:36,473 --> 01:12:39,255 When your father and I didn't hear from you 832 01:12:39,355 --> 01:12:43,038 for a couple of weeks‎.‎.‎. and I didn't get a tuition bill for a couple of months‎.‎.‎. 833 01:12:43,138 --> 01:12:46,971 ‎- Can we talk about this another time‎? ‎- I decided to finally call the college‎. 834 01:12:47,471 --> 01:12:49,872 ‎- I was gonna call you‎. ‎- Oh‎, really‎? When were you gonna call me‎, 835 01:12:50,271 --> 01:12:53,388 and let me know that you had decided to drop out‎? 836 01:12:54,251 --> 01:12:56,638 No‎. Leave it‎. 837 01:12:56,738 --> 01:12:59,199 ‎- I'm just taking some time off‎. ‎- Rebecca‎, 838 01:12:59,299 --> 01:13:03,471 you spend more time taking time off than you do in college‎. What are you doing here‎? 839 01:13:03,571 --> 01:13:07,638 If you're actually asking me a question‎, I'd be happy to answer it‎. 840 01:13:07,838 --> 01:13:11,394 But if this is just another one of your ways to put me down‎, by all means‎.‎.‎. 841 01:13:12,485 --> 01:13:13,901 Answer it‎. 842 01:13:15,264 --> 01:13:17,953 I'm doing something‎.‎.‎. 843 01:13:18,053 --> 01:13:20,357 positive‎. 844 01:13:20,457 --> 01:13:24,371 Something good‎. I'm helping another human being‎. 845 01:13:24,471 --> 01:13:26,604 No‎, Rebecca‎, my darling‎, you're not‎. 846 01:13:26,704 --> 01:13:29,971 What you are doing is exactly what you've done your entire life‎. 847 01:13:30,171 --> 01:13:33,012 You're focusing all of your energy‎, 848 01:13:33,112 --> 01:13:37,470 all of your time‎, on something that is doomed to fail‎. 849 01:13:37,570 --> 01:13:40,996 That poor‎, poor woman out there is going to die‎. 850 01:13:41,596 --> 01:13:45,935 And when she is gone‎, where does that leave you‎? 851 01:13:46,085 --> 01:13:49,227 With no future‎, no degree‎, 852 01:13:49,327 --> 01:13:53,979 and no means of supporting yourself‎. 853 01:13:54,673 --> 01:13:56,761 Nothing‎. 854 01:14:02,969 --> 01:14:05,336 Merry Christmas to you‎, too‎, Mom‎. 855 01:14:06,156 --> 01:14:09,716 Come back in here‎, Rebecca‎. I am not done talking to you‎. 856 01:14:09,816 --> 01:14:13,134 ‎- Rebecca‎, you come back in here‎. ‎- Shit‎. 857 01:14:22,436 --> 01:14:25,085 Why didn't you tell me you dropped out‎? 858 01:14:25,185 --> 01:14:29,236 Please‎, Kate‎, I've already had‎, and lost‎, this fight once today‎. 859 01:14:29,336 --> 01:14:31,002 Your mother is right‎. 860 01:14:31,102 --> 01:14:34,802 My mother has never been right about anything in my entire life‎. 861 01:14:34,902 --> 01:14:37,268 ‎- I am going to die‎. ‎- With that attitude‎. 862 01:14:37,368 --> 01:14:40,635 It's not an attitude‎, Bec‎. It's a fact‎. 863 01:14:41,034 --> 01:14:42,934 There are experimental drugs‎. 864 01:14:43,034 --> 01:14:45,255 ‎- If your doctor would‎.‎.‎. ‎- I want you to move out‎. 865 01:14:49,967 --> 01:14:52,533 That's ridiculous‎. 866 01:14:53,979 --> 01:14:56,926 ‎- Who's gonna take care of you‎? ‎- I'll call my mother‎. 867 01:14:57,026 --> 01:14:58,634 Your mother who lives an hour away‎, 868 01:14:58,734 --> 01:15:01,200 who hasn't been here to visit you once since I've been here‎? 869 01:15:01,300 --> 01:15:04,900 I'm not gonna let someone else ruin their life because of my illness‎. 870 01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:06,766 I didn't tell you about school because‎.‎.‎. 871 01:15:06,866 --> 01:15:10,818 Like you didn't tell me about having an affair with a married professor‎. 872 01:15:12,344 --> 01:15:13,970 You've been damning Evan‎. 873 01:15:14,070 --> 01:15:16,867 What's the difference between you and Cynthia‎? 874 01:15:16,967 --> 01:15:19,998 I'm dying and his wife isn't‎? 875 01:15:24,067 --> 01:15:26,300 Fuck you‎. 876 01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:29,011 Fuck you‎. 877 01:15:29,367 --> 01:15:34,823 You wanna die‎, and you know I won't let you‎, and that's what this is about‎. 878 01:15:35,475 --> 01:15:37,984 I'm outta here‎. 879 01:15:56,633 --> 01:15:59,727 Look at you‎. 880 01:16:00,231 --> 01:16:02,310 My family's home‎. 881 01:16:02,410 --> 01:16:04,466 Hi‎, Gwen‎. 882 01:16:04,865 --> 01:16:07,167 Oh‎, darlin'‎. 883 01:16:07,267 --> 01:16:08,992 You know‎, I always preferred your hair up‎. 884 01:16:09,092 --> 01:16:11,865 I'm gonna send my hairdresser over in a little while‎. Okay‎? 885 01:16:11,965 --> 01:16:14,832 It'll give you such confidence‎. 886 01:16:15,265 --> 01:16:18,565 Now‎, how come y'all haven't opened your presents‎? 887 01:16:18,665 --> 01:16:22,202 ‎- What in the world is going on here‎? ‎- Here‎, Gwen‎, let me help‎. 888 01:16:22,302 --> 01:16:26,900 Oh‎, here‎, I got you something special‎. 889 01:16:31,998 --> 01:16:34,507 Merry Christmas‎, darlin'‎. 890 01:16:45,063 --> 01:16:47,313 And you remember Evan‎? 891 01:16:48,075 --> 01:16:49,040 Hi‎. 892 01:16:49,140 --> 01:16:51,761 ‎- Enjoy the bar‎. ‎- Sure‎. 893 01:16:53,418 --> 01:16:55,476 I've got somebody for you to meet‎. 894 01:17:05,631 --> 01:17:10,006 There's the belle of the ball‎, and my favorite niece‎. 895 01:17:10,412 --> 01:17:14,483 First things first‎. Inoculation‎. 896 01:17:19,429 --> 01:17:23,065 I've done too many of these Christmas parties without you‎. 897 01:17:23,821 --> 01:17:26,148 Having fun yet‎? 898 01:17:27,667 --> 01:17:30,194 Over the moon‎. 899 01:17:39,795 --> 01:17:43,926 "I told you‎, it was a 'Yankee doodle dandy'‎." 900 01:17:46,977 --> 01:17:47,993 Christmas cheer‎. 901 01:17:52,810 --> 01:17:54,643 Bec‎. 902 01:17:57,410 --> 01:17:59,303 Hi‎. 903 01:18:00,096 --> 01:18:01,902 Hi‎. 904 01:18:04,502 --> 01:18:07,305 Are you playing tonight‎? 905 01:18:10,462 --> 01:18:13,023 Not feeling very musical‎. 906 01:18:13,729 --> 01:18:15,789 How's Kate‎? 907 01:18:18,154 --> 01:18:20,279 I wouldn't know‎. 908 01:18:20,379 --> 01:18:22,595 She kinda fired me‎. 909 01:18:22,695 --> 01:18:26,532 Or broke up with me‎. I'm not really sure which‎. 910 01:18:27,227 --> 01:18:29,760 Turns out it's no different than breaking up with a guy‎. 911 01:18:29,860 --> 01:18:34,759 You still torture yourself listening to their music and going to their weird places‎. 912 01:18:35,640 --> 01:18:38,156 You never called me back‎. 913 01:18:40,549 --> 01:18:42,394 It's complicated‎. 914 01:18:43,977 --> 01:18:45,191 It's complicated‎. 915 01:18:48,776 --> 01:18:52,206 Out of curiosity‎, if‎.‎.‎. 916 01:18:53,521 --> 01:18:55,880 If I was to be‎.‎.‎. 917 01:18:55,980 --> 01:19:00,080 dumb enough to ask you out on a date‎, 918 01:19:01,926 --> 01:19:04,987 would I stand a chance‎? 919 01:19:07,893 --> 01:19:09,991 I'm just not‎.‎.‎. 920 01:19:11,475 --> 01:19:13,686 Alright‎, okay‎. 921 01:19:13,786 --> 01:19:17,233 Say hi to Kate‎.‎.‎. or‎.‎.‎. I'm sorry about‎.‎.‎. 922 01:19:17,333 --> 01:19:20,958 you getting fired‎. She was cool‎. 923 01:19:23,526 --> 01:19:25,526 Wil‎! 924 01:19:28,301 --> 01:19:32,087 I'm thinking one day I might come to my senses‎, so‎.‎.‎. 925 01:19:34,758 --> 01:19:37,823 don't lose my number‎. Okay‎? 926 01:19:46,265 --> 01:19:48,141 Hello‎? 927 01:20:09,474 --> 01:20:13,739 Hey‎. I'm here to see Kate‎. 928 01:20:37,154 --> 01:20:38,957 Progress‎. 929 01:20:39,257 --> 01:20:43,632 ‎- How you doing‎, Bec‎? ‎- Our friend Marilyn died‎. 930 01:20:43,946 --> 01:20:46,907 Oh‎. I'm sorry to hear about that‎. 931 01:20:50,052 --> 01:20:52,793 I thought Kate should know‎. Wasn't something I wanted to tell her on the phone‎. 932 01:20:52,993 --> 01:20:55,956 Yeah‎, of course‎. 933 01:20:56,056 --> 01:20:57,756 Will you tell her about Marilyn‎? 934 01:20:57,856 --> 01:21:01,472 I'm not sure that's the best idea right now‎. 935 01:21:02,389 --> 01:21:05,655 This is a copy of the letter that Marilyn's husband 936 01:21:05,755 --> 01:21:07,769 sent all of her friends when she died‎. 937 01:21:11,123 --> 01:21:13,717 Kate'll wanna hear it‎. 938 01:21:25,889 --> 01:21:30,796 "Marilyn called herself the black Lou Gehrig‎. 939 01:21:31,308 --> 01:21:34,038 Most of you know what that means‎. 940 01:21:34,138 --> 01:21:38,286 But some of Marilyn's younger friends might appreciate knowing that Lou Gehrig 941 01:21:38,386 --> 01:21:40,787 was a baseball player for the New York Yankees‎." 942 01:21:40,887 --> 01:21:45,205 He played in a record 2‎,130 straight games‎, 943 01:21:45,305 --> 01:21:48,088 over 17 seasons‎, until ALS forced him to retire‎. 944 01:21:48,188 --> 01:21:51,431 "He bid farewell to his fans and teammates by saying‎, 945 01:21:51,531 --> 01:21:55,217 'I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of the earth‎.' 946 01:21:55,654 --> 01:21:58,421 What he meant was that although adversity had weakened his body‎, 947 01:21:58,521 --> 01:22:01,988 it had strengthened his connection to those around him‎. 948 01:22:02,088 --> 01:22:05,570 ‎- To sound like anyone you know‎?" ‎- In Marilyn's final years‎, 949 01:22:05,670 --> 01:22:10,886 she developed bonds with more people than I can count‎. 950 01:22:12,571 --> 01:22:14,820 We were married‎.‎.‎. 951 01:22:14,920 --> 01:22:19,383 44 wonderful years‎. 952 01:22:20,899 --> 01:22:24,948 "But we were never closer than we were during those final four‎. 953 01:22:27,386 --> 01:22:30,331 So pardon me for saying that I too feel like the luckiest man 954 01:22:30,431 --> 01:22:32,580 on the face of the earth‎." 955 01:23:44,784 --> 01:23:47,051 "In the event I am not capable of giving you full consent‎, 956 01:23:47,151 --> 01:23:49,117 I designate and appoint the person listed below 957 01:23:49,217 --> 01:23:51,118 as my attorney‎-in‎-fact for all healthcare decisions‎." 958 01:23:51,218 --> 01:23:54,951 ‎- Why the hell didn't you say no‎? ‎- She asked for my help and I gave it‎. 959 01:23:55,051 --> 01:23:57,551 How can Evan not have medical power of attorney‎? He's her husband‎. 960 01:23:57,651 --> 01:24:01,717 ‎- He's her attorney husband‎. ‎- She can give it to whomever she wants‎. 961 01:24:03,536 --> 01:24:06,155 ‎- Did you know about this‎? ‎- I just got off the phone with a judge‎, 962 01:24:06,255 --> 01:24:09,684 and he said that whenever a patient's health takes a turn for the worse‎, 963 01:24:09,784 --> 01:24:12,650 changes like this‎.‎.‎. last‎-minute changes‎.‎.‎. don't usually hold up‎. 964 01:24:12,750 --> 01:24:14,483 ‎- Then it's settled‎. ‎- No‎, it's not settled‎. 965 01:24:14,583 --> 01:24:16,551 It's not what Kate wants‎. Legally‎, yes‎, you're right‎. 966 01:24:16,651 --> 01:24:20,671 ‎- No‎, she goes on a ventilator now‎. ‎- Evan‎? 967 01:24:24,768 --> 01:24:27,409 Look‎, I'm sorry‎, Gwen‎. 968 01:24:27,509 --> 01:24:29,816 I know that you're upset‎, but we have to honor what she wants to do‎. 969 01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:32,015 We have to honor what she wants to do‎. 970 01:24:32,115 --> 01:24:34,248 You heard what the doctor said‎, honey‎. 971 01:24:34,348 --> 01:24:37,049 If she don't do this now‎, we may not see her tomorrow‎. 972 01:24:37,149 --> 01:24:41,213 I know‎. I know‎. 973 01:24:41,513 --> 01:24:43,545 I know‎. 974 01:24:49,065 --> 01:24:51,748 ‎- When did she come in‎? ‎- Earlier tonight‎. 975 01:24:51,848 --> 01:24:53,682 Did they ventilate her‎? She didn't want that‎. 976 01:24:53,782 --> 01:24:56,231 Not yet‎. They wanna talk to you first‎. 977 01:24:56,331 --> 01:24:59,366 Alright‎. She left it up to you‎. 978 01:24:59,866 --> 01:25:01,672 Me‎? 979 01:26:07,746 --> 01:26:11,822 What did you do‎? What've you done‎? 980 01:26:12,869 --> 01:26:16,719 I told the doctor‎.‎.‎. she wants to go home‎. 981 01:26:17,247 --> 01:26:19,714 And you'll put her on a ventilator‎? 982 01:26:20,513 --> 01:26:24,635 ‎- That's not what she wants‎. ‎- Don't you tell me what my daughter wants‎. 983 01:26:26,480 --> 01:26:30,845 How dare you‎? She is my daughter‎. 984 01:26:31,500 --> 01:26:33,346 Ma'am‎.‎.‎. 985 01:26:38,712 --> 01:26:42,709 Please‎.‎.‎. don't do this‎. 986 01:26:43,348 --> 01:26:46,441 Don't take her from us‎. 987 01:26:47,257 --> 01:26:49,879 I'm not taking her from you‎. 988 01:26:49,979 --> 01:26:53,030 I'm just taking her home‎. 989 01:30:21,706 --> 01:30:24,327 I can't do it‎. 990 01:30:27,271 --> 01:30:29,605 It's okay‎. It's gonna be okay‎. 991 01:30:29,705 --> 01:30:32,573 I can't sit here and watch her die‎. 992 01:30:46,937 --> 01:30:50,001 I love you so much‎. 993 01:31:30,703 --> 01:31:33,713 She put me in plaid‎. 994 01:31:35,193 --> 01:31:37,082 What‎? 995 01:31:44,136 --> 01:31:47,830 If ALS didn't kill me‎.‎.‎. 996 01:31:48,309 --> 01:31:50,878 plaid would‎. 997 01:32:07,035 --> 01:32:09,035 Don't‎.‎.‎. 998 01:32:10,526 --> 01:32:13,806 come back in here tonight‎. 999 01:32:22,001 --> 01:32:26,064 Don't call for help‎. 1000 01:32:36,601 --> 01:32:41,301 ‎- Also promise‎.‎.‎. ‎- That's a lot of promises‎. 1001 01:32:47,301 --> 01:32:50,705 Find someone‎.‎.‎. 1002 01:32:52,062 --> 01:32:53,900 who‎.‎.‎. 1003 01:32:54,670 --> 01:32:57,214 sees you‎. 1004 01:32:59,501 --> 01:33:00,877 Someone who sees me‎? 1005 01:33:06,600 --> 01:33:08,952 You‎.‎.‎. 1006 01:33:09,052 --> 01:33:12,916 let‎.‎.‎. him‎.‎.‎. 1007 01:33:15,600 --> 01:33:19,735 see the person I see‎. 1008 01:33:21,133 --> 01:33:23,798 The person you see‎. 1009 01:33:23,898 --> 01:33:25,932 Yeah‎. 1010 01:33:27,594 --> 01:33:32,079 Okay‎, now you gotta promise me something‎. 1011 01:33:33,376 --> 01:33:36,529 I'm gonna pay you a compliment‎.‎.‎. 1012 01:33:36,898 --> 01:33:39,498 and you just gotta lay there and take it‎. 1013 01:33:45,532 --> 01:33:48,772 Thanks for the Manolos‎.‎.‎. 1014 01:33:50,208 --> 01:33:53,256 and for teaching me how to cook‎. 1015 01:33:56,332 --> 01:33:58,161 But the biggest thing‎.‎.‎. 1016 01:33:58,999 --> 01:34:02,198 that I have to thank you for‎.‎.‎. 1017 01:34:03,399 --> 01:34:06,664 is that you didn't let me fuck this up‎. 1018 01:34:08,990 --> 01:34:12,702 Because no one in my life has ever done that for me‎. 1019 01:34:34,163 --> 01:34:36,257 Go now‎. 1020 01:34:42,330 --> 01:34:43,720 Go on‎. 1021 01:37:26,624 --> 01:37:33,025 Finally I'm laying down these arms 1022 01:37:33,125 --> 01:37:38,324 The ones I held so close to see me through 1023 01:37:38,424 --> 01:37:42,947 And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn 1024 01:37:43,047 --> 01:37:48,003 I'm flyin' for that tiny patch of blue 1025 01:37:48,558 --> 01:37:53,625 I dive head‎-first into the dark I don't look back‎, I just keep swimming 1026 01:37:53,725 --> 01:37:58,657 I trip and fall‎, I hit the ground‎, I skin my knees‎, I just keep going 1027 01:37:58,757 --> 01:38:03,724 I made a mess‎, I've been a mess‎, I guess And guess what‎.‎.‎. life is messy 1028 01:38:03,824 --> 01:38:06,988 And if I learned anything 1029 01:38:08,894 --> 01:38:12,468 At least I'm falling forward 1030 01:38:14,010 --> 01:38:16,606 At least I'm falling forward 1031 01:38:17,006 --> 01:38:19,119 Because of you 1032 01:38:19,618 --> 01:38:22,155 I'm fallin' forward 1033 01:38:25,389 --> 01:38:29,345 Finally I'm laying down these arms 1034 01:38:30,290 --> 01:38:34,537 The ones I held so close to see me through 1035 01:38:34,956 --> 01:38:39,695 And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn 1036 01:38:40,056 --> 01:38:44,190 I'm flyin' for that tiny patch of blue 1037 01:38:44,290 --> 01:38:49,182 I dive head‎-first into the dark‎, I don't look back‎, I just keep swimming 1038 01:38:49,282 --> 01:38:54,255 I trip and fall‎, I hit the ground‎, I skin my knees‎, I just keep going 1039 01:38:54,355 --> 01:38:59,255 I made a mess‎, I've been a mess‎, I guess And guess what‎.‎.‎. life is messy 1040 01:38:59,355 --> 01:39:02,455 But if I learned anything 1041 01:39:02,655 --> 01:39:04,622 From you 1042 01:39:04,722 --> 01:39:07,941 At least I'm falling forward 1043 01:39:09,320 --> 01:39:13,352 At least I'm falling forward 1044 01:39:14,537 --> 01:39:18,200 At least I'm falling forward‎, forward‎, forward‎, forward‎, forward 1045 01:39:18,300 --> 01:39:22,720 Forward‎, forward because of you 1046 01:39:22,820 --> 01:39:25,887 Because of you 1047 01:39:28,121 --> 01:39:34,969 Finally‎, I'm laying down these arms 1048 01:39:35,087 --> 01:39:40,331 The ones I held so close to see me through 1049 01:39:40,431 --> 01:39:45,506 And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn 1050 01:39:46,347 --> 01:39:52,088 I'm flyin' for that tiny patch of blue‎.‎.‎.