1 00:00:22,981 --> 00:00:25,525 LAUREN GILBERT: These are the only three people left. 2 00:00:25,609 --> 00:00:27,527 This is Mr. Alex Dale, Mrs. Juliette Ashby, 3 00:00:27,611 --> 00:00:29,362 -and Mrs. Amy Rhythm House. -Oh, my booby! 4 00:00:29,446 --> 00:00:30,947 In other words, Mrs. Amy Winehouse. 5 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:35,076 - Um, everyone else is gone. This was my... -Do you want a lick of the lollipop? 6 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:36,619 - Come on, have a lick. -GILBERT: No, I don't... 7 00:00:36,703 --> 00:00:38,746 - No, no... -Have a lick. Come here and lick it. 8 00:00:38,830 --> 00:00:40,873 - Come here and lick it. -GILBERT: I'm trying to talk. 9 00:00:40,958 --> 00:00:43,585 No one wants to lick your slobbering lollipop. 10 00:00:43,669 --> 00:00:44,961 - Lauren, just lick it. -Here's me. 11 00:00:46,588 --> 00:00:50,550 It's my 14th birthday evening and party. 12 00:00:50,634 --> 00:00:53,386 (SINGING) Happy birthday to you 13 00:00:53,470 --> 00:00:56,890 BOTH: Happy birthday to you 14 00:00:56,974 --> 00:01:01,474 Happy birthday, dear Lauren 15 00:01:02,688 --> 00:01:06,441 Happy birthday 16 00:01:06,525 --> 00:01:11,025 To you 17 00:01:11,446 --> 00:01:13,448 -(lvlllvllcs CYMBAL) -(JAZZ PLAYING) 18 00:01:33,010 --> 00:01:37,510 AMY: I was singing with a little jazz unit, The National Youth Jazz Orchestra. 19 00:01:37,681 --> 00:01:38,890 Must have been about 16. 20 00:01:39,975 --> 00:01:42,686 And I just loved jazz. 21 00:01:42,769 --> 00:01:44,479 Dinah Washington, 22 00:01:45,022 --> 00:01:47,524 Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett. 23 00:01:48,483 --> 00:01:51,777 I learnt to sing from listening to stuff like Monk, 24 00:01:51,862 --> 00:01:55,991 and a lot of soloists as well, rather than just listening to singing. 25 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,992 I learnt from everything, really. 26 00:01:58,076 --> 00:01:59,744 (JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING) 27 00:02:14,259 --> 00:02:16,135 So singing has always been important to me, 28 00:02:16,219 --> 00:02:18,888 but I never thought, "I'll end up singing. I'll be a singer." 29 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:23,643 I just thought I'm lucky that it's something I can always do if I want to. 30 00:02:23,727 --> 00:02:25,645 I'm so lucky like that. 31 00:02:27,105 --> 00:02:29,899 But I didn't think it would be a career choice. 32 00:02:31,068 --> 00:02:32,444 (INAUDIBLE) 33 00:02:42,871 --> 00:02:44,873 NICK SHYMANSKYI What's the date? 34 00:02:44,956 --> 00:02:46,540 - Today? -24th. 35 00:02:46,625 --> 00:02:48,043 - Is it? Yeah. -Yeah. 36 00:02:48,126 --> 00:02:49,377 - SHYMANSKYI The what? -24th. 37 00:02:49,461 --> 00:02:50,712 SHYMANSKYI Of What? 38 00:02:50,796 --> 00:02:52,005 January. 39 00:02:52,089 --> 00:02:55,467 - And, um, what day is it? -Saturday. 40 00:02:55,550 --> 00:02:58,052 And, um, what year is it? 41 00:02:58,136 --> 00:02:59,554 Lunch time. 42 00:03:00,305 --> 00:03:03,558 SHYMANSKY: I was a 19-year-old office junior 43 00:03:03,642 --> 00:03:07,604 for a promotions company owned by Simon Fuller. 44 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:12,608 I just started to try and kind of blaggat myself as a talent scout. 45 00:03:13,318 --> 00:03:15,194 I was definitely out of my depth. 46 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:20,908 ANN: My friend Tyler, he's a singer, 47 00:03:20,992 --> 00:03:23,327 he was with Nicky Shymansky, and Tyler said, 48 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:26,664 "My friend Amy sings jazz and she's great." 49 00:03:26,748 --> 00:03:29,041 And Nick, he said to me, "Do you want some studio time?" 50 00:03:29,126 --> 00:03:30,544 And I said, "For what?" 51 00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:33,046 He's like, "Well, if you write songs and make a record, 52 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:35,173 "get a record deal." 53 00:03:35,257 --> 00:03:37,968 I was like, "Would you get out of here." 54 00:03:39,970 --> 00:03:41,888 -(GUITAR STRUMMING) -Hello. 55 00:03:42,973 --> 00:03:45,141 - I look ugly, Nicky. -(LAUGHING) 56 00:03:47,477 --> 00:03:49,687 Yeah, look at you. You look lovely. 57 00:03:49,771 --> 00:03:51,481 I don't. My chin's massive. 58 00:03:52,441 --> 00:03:54,067 -(LAUGHS) -WOMAN: What about your chin? 59 00:03:54,151 --> 00:03:55,735 That's there forever. 60 00:03:55,819 --> 00:04:00,319 (SINGING) There is no greater thrill 61 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:09,828 Than what you bring to me 62 00:04:15,172 --> 00:04:19,342 No sweeter song 63 00:04:19,885 --> 00:04:22,971 Than what you sing 64 00:04:23,054 --> 00:04:27,554 Sing to me 65 00:04:29,186 --> 00:04:30,604 MAN: Is that you recording? 66 00:04:30,687 --> 00:04:33,606 Yeah. Hello. 67 00:04:33,690 --> 00:04:36,859 I'm just here smoking a fag. 68 00:04:38,904 --> 00:04:41,406 I'd just like to... Oh, I look so grim. 69 00:04:43,867 --> 00:04:47,495 I look like a floating head, you know, I've got no hair. 70 00:04:47,579 --> 00:04:49,622 (LAUGHING) I'm just on a black screen. 71 00:04:49,706 --> 00:04:52,458 There's my hand. What's going on? 72 00:04:52,542 --> 00:04:56,170 SHYMANSKY: We'd recorded quite a few demo recordings, 73 00:04:56,254 --> 00:05:00,754 and I started to talk about whether she'd ever consider writing. 74 00:05:01,343 --> 00:05:04,971 She said she's not sure about writing songs, but she's written a lot of poems. 75 00:05:05,055 --> 00:05:07,140 (SINGING) And he's my life 76 00:05:07,224 --> 00:05:09,893 SHYMANSKY: She knew full well she'd been writing songs, 77 00:05:09,976 --> 00:05:12,436 but they were very personal songs. 78 00:05:12,562 --> 00:05:13,896 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 79 00:05:48,265 --> 00:05:51,268 AMY: I wouldn't write anything unless it was directly personal to me, 80 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:53,686 just 'cause I wouldn't be able to tell the story right, 81 00:05:53,770 --> 00:05:55,813 because I wouldn't have done it. 82 00:05:55,939 --> 00:05:59,233 Even though some of it is personal in a sad way, 83 00:05:59,317 --> 00:06:00,735 I'd never let it just be that. 84 00:06:00,819 --> 00:06:03,530 I'll always put a punch line in the song. 85 00:06:03,613 --> 00:06:05,740 Just try and be different with my lyrics. 86 00:06:05,824 --> 00:06:07,826 (JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING) 87 00:06:12,414 --> 00:06:16,209 GUY MOOT". Someone gave me a CD, two songs, 88 00:06:16,293 --> 00:06:18,920 and they weren't necessarily what you call hit songs, 89 00:06:19,004 --> 00:06:22,924 but they conveyed an emotion that just touched me. 90 00:06:24,759 --> 00:06:29,259 When you have that as an artist, you usually have a story to tell behind it. 91 00:06:30,473 --> 00:06:32,099 But it's a big leap of faith. 92 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:36,270 I think my boss even questioned the deal because we were really committing to giving 93 00:06:36,354 --> 00:06:39,982 an unsigned artist close to a quarter of a million pounds. 94 00:06:40,817 --> 00:06:42,610 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 95 00:06:54,581 --> 00:06:56,082 (AMY SPEAKING) 96 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:21,608 ASHBY: We both knew that we wanted to live with each other. 97 00:07:21,691 --> 00:07:23,359 We both knew we wanted to move out. 98 00:07:24,694 --> 00:07:26,445 She had her family issues, 99 00:07:26,529 --> 00:07:29,073 and I had lots of things going on with my family, 100 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:30,908 and we looked after each other. 101 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:32,743 It was amazing. 102 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:35,413 We were young kids, and we were best friends 103 00:07:35,497 --> 00:07:37,373 in a flat, on our own. 104 00:07:42,754 --> 00:07:43,921 GILBERT: She loved it. 105 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:46,632 Juliette would sing, Amy would sing, 106 00:07:46,716 --> 00:07:48,884 and we just used to see each other all the time. 107 00:07:50,178 --> 00:07:53,347 We used to go to so many gigs with Amy, 108 00:07:53,431 --> 00:07:57,931 and when she first started doing her music, we were all so excited and proud of it. 109 00:08:00,563 --> 00:08:02,481 SHYMANSKY: Where are we, Amy? 110 00:08:02,565 --> 00:08:03,649 We're in Brighton. 111 00:08:03,733 --> 00:08:05,109 SHYMANSKY: Yeah, but what are we in now? 112 00:08:05,193 --> 00:08:07,028 Um, we're in, uh... Whatsit Square. 113 00:08:07,112 --> 00:08:08,655 Regency Square. 114 00:08:08,738 --> 00:08:11,365 In a black cab. In a white cab, beautiful cab. 115 00:08:11,449 --> 00:08:12,700 - SHYMANSKY: Lauren's with us. -(YELPS) 116 00:08:13,410 --> 00:08:14,494 (LAUGHING) 117 00:08:15,078 --> 00:08:17,997 Do you know what my favorite thing about Nick here is? 118 00:08:18,081 --> 00:08:19,624 His legs. 119 00:08:19,708 --> 00:08:21,084 (CHUCKUNG) 120 00:08:21,668 --> 00:08:22,794 SHYMANSKYI AW. 121 00:08:23,878 --> 00:08:25,337 You know what my other favorite thing is? 122 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:26,548 SHYMANSKYI What? 123 00:08:27,382 --> 00:08:29,133 (WHISPERING) Not your hair. 124 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:35,093 SHYMANSKY: She could make you feel so important. 125 00:08:35,223 --> 00:08:39,723 And then, all of a sudden, very unimportant. 126 00:08:39,936 --> 00:08:43,147 And then make you feel so important again. 127 00:08:43,231 --> 00:08:44,357 That was what she did. 128 00:08:44,441 --> 00:08:47,527 She liked to get people into a comfortable position 129 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:50,195 and then shock them. 130 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:52,949 If I got my hair right, then what would that mean? 131 00:08:53,033 --> 00:08:55,994 That would mean you were ready to marry me. 132 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:04,627 (AMY SPEAKING) 133 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:07,296 (AMY SPEAKING) 134 00:09:13,136 --> 00:09:17,598 SHYMANSKY: Her first relationship was with an older guy called Chris. 135 00:09:17,682 --> 00:09:21,352 She really got the hots for him, madly in love with him. 136 00:09:21,436 --> 00:09:24,605 She wrote a few songs about having the hots for him. 137 00:09:24,689 --> 00:09:28,067 And then, eventually, she lost interest. 138 00:09:28,151 --> 00:09:31,821 She always used to talk about it, and she started writing about that. 139 00:09:35,825 --> 00:09:37,326 (AMY SPEAKING) 140 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:48,921 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 141 00:10:01,684 --> 00:10:03,310 (SINGING) 142 00:10:52,527 --> 00:10:53,653 ANN: I think when I was growing up, 143 00:10:53,736 --> 00:10:55,779 the music that was in the pop charts, or the... 144 00:10:55,864 --> 00:10:57,824 You know, the music that was... 145 00:10:57,907 --> 00:11:00,159 That people were releasing at the time, 146 00:11:00,243 --> 00:11:01,577 I just thought, "This isn't music. 147 00:11:01,703 --> 00:11:05,498 "This is watered-down, or this is, you know, just crap." 148 00:11:05,582 --> 00:11:07,500 "Someone else has written it for you, and you have to sing it." 149 00:11:07,584 --> 00:11:09,669 It's very much the case with some music today. 150 00:11:09,752 --> 00:11:12,671 So, I really started writing music just as a... To challenge myself, you know, 151 00:11:12,755 --> 00:11:15,048 to see what I could write, or, you know, 152 00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:18,845 just because there was nothing else there that I could listen to at the time. 153 00:11:18,928 --> 00:11:22,014 And having listened to jazz and, you know, great songwriters 154 00:11:22,098 --> 00:11:25,184 like James Taylor and Carole King, you know, it was very... 155 00:11:25,268 --> 00:11:28,396 I felt like I had nothing new that was coming out at the time 156 00:11:28,479 --> 00:11:30,439 that really represented me or the way I felt, 157 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:35,023 so, you know, I just started writing, really, my own stuff, and from personal experience. 158 00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:40,824 - This is, um, I Heard Love ls Blind. -(LAUGHTER) 159 00:11:40,909 --> 00:11:45,409 Let me just clip my hair out of the way 'cause, um, it's distracting right now. 160 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:49,416 NICK GATFIELD: I remember thinking when she walked in, 161 00:11:49,500 --> 00:11:51,668 she was this complete force of nature. 162 00:11:51,753 --> 00:11:53,004 And I thought, "Wow, there's something about you," 163 00:11:53,087 --> 00:11:55,422 and I remember thinking, "Please be good." 164 00:11:55,506 --> 00:12:00,006 I was in Miami with a guy called Salaam, and, um... 165 00:12:02,388 --> 00:12:03,806 I'm really proud of it. 166 00:12:03,890 --> 00:12:05,516 GATFIELDI She was 18, 167 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:08,978 and she was a very classic North London Jewish girl, 168 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:12,106 a lot of attitude, quite shy, 169 00:12:12,190 --> 00:12:14,859 but something emanated from her. She had a charisma. 170 00:12:14,943 --> 00:12:16,903 (SINGING) 171 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:44,930 GATHELD: When you looked at her lyrical capability and her melodic capability, 172 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:48,559 she was a very old soul in a very young body. 173 00:12:48,643 --> 00:12:50,645 And we did the deal very, very quickly. 174 00:13:18,131 --> 00:13:19,465 (APPLAUSE) 175 00:13:33,604 --> 00:13:36,231 SHYMANSKY: Amy's album came out yesterday, and how many has it sold so far? 176 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:38,901 A pretty staggering 800 actually. 177 00:13:38,985 --> 00:13:40,069 SHYMANSKYI That is at least... 178 00:13:40,153 --> 00:13:42,196 I mean, I've emptied my bank account buying 600 of them. 179 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,573 SHYMANSKY: At least half my friends have bought the album. 180 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:47,660 -(LAUGHING) -I'd better call the other half up today. 181 00:13:50,872 --> 00:13:55,372 Snug in her rug, she's going to give a look. 182 00:13:55,877 --> 00:13:57,253 - Amy? -(CELL PHONE RINGING) 183 00:13:57,337 --> 00:14:00,673 Explain what your little hub is all about. 184 00:14:00,757 --> 00:14:02,508 BARTER: Oh, you're coming... Are you coming by? 185 00:14:02,592 --> 00:14:04,385 AMY: Sleeping! 186 00:14:04,469 --> 00:14:07,847 SHYMANSKY: (LAUGHS) Just give us a smile, and then we can turn the camera off. 187 00:14:07,930 --> 00:14:10,599 Come on, just give us a quick one, a one-second flash. 188 00:14:14,395 --> 00:14:15,354 (SHYMANSKY LAUGHING) 189 00:14:15,438 --> 00:14:17,231 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 190 00:14:24,489 --> 00:14:27,366 GARRY MULHOLLAND: How big do you think you're going to be? 191 00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:29,410 ANN: I don't, at all. 192 00:14:29,494 --> 00:14:31,704 Because, you know, my music is not on that scale, 193 00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:33,498 the music is not on that scale. 194 00:14:34,999 --> 00:14:36,583 Sometimes I wish it was, 195 00:14:36,667 --> 00:14:41,167 but I don't think I'm going to be at all famous. 196 00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:45,551 I don't think I could handle it. 197 00:14:45,635 --> 00:14:47,345 I'd probably go mad, do you know what I mean? 198 00:14:47,428 --> 00:14:49,388 I would go mad. 199 00:14:52,975 --> 00:14:53,976 SHYMANSKY: Where are we going? 200 00:14:54,060 --> 00:14:55,561 We're going to Birmingham. 201 00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:56,812 SHYMANSKY: Why are we going to Birmingham? 202 00:14:56,896 --> 00:15:00,024 We're going to Birmingham to sing songs. 203 00:15:00,108 --> 00:15:03,236 - SHYMANSKY: Yeah? -And make merry. 204 00:15:05,029 --> 00:15:08,907 AMY: Oh! That was sick! That was sick! 205 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:11,368 Nicky, that was beautiful. 206 00:15:11,452 --> 00:15:14,663 What are your thoughts on how beautiful that was? 207 00:15:19,335 --> 00:15:20,669 (AMY SPEAKING) 208 00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:27,426 My turn. My turn. 209 00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:29,762 SHYMANSKY: All right, let me get a really good shot. 210 00:15:29,846 --> 00:15:31,848 Oh, what a shot. 211 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,016 AMY: Oh! 212 00:15:34,976 --> 00:15:36,394 SHYMANSKY: She don't even care. 213 00:15:37,728 --> 00:15:39,980 Watch it. Watch, it goes in. 214 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:44,527 Got no light in here. 215 00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:46,820 Don't get my spots in. 216 00:15:47,738 --> 00:15:48,947 SHYMANSKY: What spots? 217 00:15:49,031 --> 00:15:50,949 - Lovely. -(BOTH LAUGH) 218 00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:52,117 You know I'm zooming in there. 219 00:15:52,201 --> 00:15:53,619 You're zooming in on all my spots? 220 00:15:53,703 --> 00:15:55,037 You fucking cunt. 221 00:16:00,042 --> 00:16:02,753 - Do I look okay? -Yeah, very good. 222 00:16:02,837 --> 00:16:03,838 It's lovely. 223 00:16:03,921 --> 00:16:05,380 Do you promise? 224 00:16:05,465 --> 00:16:06,799 I promise. 225 00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:09,468 What song do you think I should do first tonight? 226 00:16:09,552 --> 00:16:11,762 Right, I think we should start off with, um... 227 00:16:11,846 --> 00:16:14,723 I love your little cap, it's so cute. 228 00:16:14,807 --> 00:16:17,142 Um, I think you should start off with a song called... 229 00:16:17,226 --> 00:16:18,268 (SNIFFING) 230 00:16:18,352 --> 00:16:21,188 Oh, on camera. Okay. 231 00:16:21,272 --> 00:16:23,440 Okay. Go, sister. 232 00:16:23,524 --> 00:16:25,776 - Go get down. -Shut up. 233 00:16:25,860 --> 00:16:27,111 (SINGING) 234 00:16:59,769 --> 00:17:01,145 (SCATTING) 235 00:17:12,782 --> 00:17:16,160 In my bed 236 00:17:27,213 --> 00:17:28,797 DJ: Could you please introduce yourself? 237 00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:33,381 Yes. Hello, I'm Amy Winehouse, I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer. 238 00:17:34,303 --> 00:17:37,889 DJ: I've heard your record, and it sounds very, uh, mature. 239 00:17:37,974 --> 00:17:41,769 Is it all live, also, not only the singing, but also the instruments? 240 00:17:41,852 --> 00:17:44,396 AMY: Yeah. All the instrumentation is completely live. 241 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:48,066 I wouldn't have any fake horns on my record. 242 00:17:48,150 --> 00:17:50,402 I think they put fake strings on Take The Box, 243 00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:51,904 but I wasn't a part of that. 244 00:17:51,988 --> 00:17:56,488 I would never ever have put strings on my record, ever. 245 00:17:57,577 --> 00:18:02,077 And this guy doing the mix of this song, he just didn't even think about it. 246 00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,667 DJ: Mmm-hmm. 247 00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:10,756 Okay, um, just a couple of questions, um... 248 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,341 (AMY SPEAKING) 249 00:18:14,343 --> 00:18:15,761 - DJ". Upset? -Yeah. 250 00:18:15,845 --> 00:18:18,305 (AMY SPEAKING) 251 00:18:18,389 --> 00:18:20,432 DJ". Oh, okay. 252 00:18:20,516 --> 00:18:23,519 Okay, okay. Okay. Um... 253 00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:28,394 SHYMANSKY: There wasn't a girl that had been gobby in the media for a long time, 254 00:18:29,567 --> 00:18:32,111 and she could be very cutting, 255 00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:36,198 especially if she got bored or felt misunderstood. 256 00:18:36,866 --> 00:18:38,492 FEMALE INTERVIEWER: I don't know. It seems to me, though, 257 00:18:38,576 --> 00:18:40,661 that every woman who writes about, 258 00:18:40,745 --> 00:18:43,080 you know, kind of puts it down on a record, 259 00:18:43,164 --> 00:18:46,041 doesn't do them any harm. I mean, look at Dido, 260 00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:50,625 I mean, she used that album to clean out her emotional closet. 261 00:18:51,589 --> 00:18:52,923 - Did she? -I don't know. 262 00:18:53,007 --> 00:18:55,968 Yeah, it's all about the breakup of her relationship 263 00:18:56,052 --> 00:18:58,304 and, you know, and kind of surviving. 264 00:18:58,387 --> 00:19:00,972 - Mmm. -And, uh, not going... 265 00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:03,726 I mean, like, the whole thing about not going down with the ship, 266 00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:04,810 -you know? -Yeah. 267 00:19:04,894 --> 00:19:08,814 Dido's Dido, but, you know, I mean, uh... 268 00:19:08,898 --> 00:19:10,232 (SIGHS) 269 00:19:11,901 --> 00:19:15,487 I think she's one of the most exciting and brilliantly talented vocalists to emerge 270 00:19:15,571 --> 00:19:16,822 in this country in many, many years. 271 00:19:16,906 --> 00:19:18,866 It is Amy Winehouse. 272 00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:20,575 (AUDIENCE APPLAUDING) 273 00:19:23,704 --> 00:19:24,705 Fantastic. 274 00:19:27,249 --> 00:19:28,959 You're managed by the company that look after S Club 7, 275 00:19:29,043 --> 00:19:32,421 used to look after the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller. 276 00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:34,173 Uh, have they tried to mold you in any way? 277 00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:35,340 Have people asked you to do things 278 00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:37,759 to change the way you look or speak or behave? 279 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:41,179 Um, yeah, one of them tried to mold me into a big triangle shape, 280 00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:42,889 and I went, "No!" 281 00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:45,892 -(AUDIENCE LAUGHING) -Nah, you know, I've got my own style. 282 00:19:45,976 --> 00:19:49,854 I've got my own style, and I write my own songs, and, 283 00:19:49,939 --> 00:19:52,358 you know, if someone has so much of something already, 284 00:19:52,441 --> 00:19:55,861 -there's very little you can add. -Yeah. 285 00:19:55,945 --> 00:19:56,987 You know what I like about you as well is? 286 00:19:57,071 --> 00:19:58,447 The way you sound so common. 287 00:19:58,531 --> 00:19:59,907 -(AUDIENCE LAUGHING) -Thanks. 288 00:19:59,990 --> 00:20:03,368 Yeah, because... Because I'm common, and, you know, it's like, 289 00:20:03,452 --> 00:20:05,495 you know, it's so refreshing to hear someone 290 00:20:05,579 --> 00:20:08,540 who isn't speaking like they've taken elocution lessons. 291 00:20:08,624 --> 00:20:09,625 - Yeah. -Yeah. 292 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:13,087 They gave me elocution lessons, but they kind of... (SWOOSHES) 293 00:20:13,170 --> 00:20:15,881 - They didn't stick? -Off my back, yeah. 294 00:20:15,965 --> 00:20:16,006 (YOUNG AMY CRYING) 295 00:20:16,006 --> 00:20:16,089 (YOUNG AMY CRYING) 296 00:20:16,090 --> 00:20:17,633 (YOUNG AMY CRYING) 297 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:29,644 JANIS WINEHOUSE: I realized early on, 298 00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:33,107 when Amy made her mind up, she made her mind up, 299 00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:36,610 and I found it difficult to stand up to her. 300 00:20:38,696 --> 00:20:42,658 She would say, "Oh, Mum, you're so soft with me, 301 00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:45,202 "I can get away with murder. 302 00:20:45,286 --> 00:20:47,079 "You should be tougher, Mum." 303 00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:49,832 Well, I just accepted it. 304 00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:54,503 I wasn't strong enough to say to her, "Stop." 305 00:20:59,508 --> 00:21:01,259 (AMY SPEAKING) 306 00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:33,500 MITCH ELL: I met another woman when Amy was about 18 months old. 307 00:21:33,584 --> 00:21:36,795 We worked together, we were having an affair, 308 00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:40,299 but another eight or nine years were to pass before I left home. 309 00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:42,467 I was a coward. 310 00:21:44,261 --> 00:21:47,389 But I felt that Amy was over it pretty quick. 311 00:21:55,397 --> 00:21:56,898 (AMY SPEAKING) 312 00:22:24,635 --> 00:22:28,597 JAMES: When Amy was a teenager, 13 or 14, she was being taken to the doctors 313 00:22:28,681 --> 00:22:30,766 and, you know, she was on anti-depressants. 314 00:22:32,434 --> 00:22:34,269 (AMY SPEAKING) 315 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,535 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 316 00:23:16,979 --> 00:23:18,271 (SINGING) 317 00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:54,743 BESTE: Amy used to always say to me that, 318 00:24:54,827 --> 00:24:58,330 that was her dream, really, to do those sorts of shows. 319 00:24:58,414 --> 00:25:02,668 To play in jazz clubs to small audiences. 320 00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:06,087 She had one of the most pure relationships to music. 321 00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:08,756 Such an emotional relationship to music. 322 00:25:08,841 --> 00:25:11,885 It's like she needed music, as if it was a person, 323 00:25:11,969 --> 00:25:14,012 and that she would die for it. 324 00:25:14,096 --> 00:25:14,513 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 325 00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:14,596 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 326 00:25:14,596 --> 00:25:15,805 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 327 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:18,767 Let me read this. 328 00:25:21,353 --> 00:25:22,771 Oh, God. 329 00:25:24,606 --> 00:25:26,524 Uh, and the winner, 330 00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:29,611 and the song is Stronger Than Me, 331 00:25:29,695 --> 00:25:32,614 -by Amy Winehouse and Salaam Remi. -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) 332 00:25:32,698 --> 00:25:33,949 Let's give it up. 333 00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:43,124 ANN: This is me, innit? Right here. 334 00:25:43,208 --> 00:25:47,212 Wow. I don't believe this. 335 00:25:47,296 --> 00:25:49,673 Um, thank you, Salaam. 336 00:25:49,757 --> 00:25:51,341 Uh, there's no picture of him, 337 00:25:51,425 --> 00:25:53,885 but Salaam is the most inspirational producer 338 00:25:53,969 --> 00:25:55,345 I've ever worked with. 339 00:25:55,429 --> 00:25:59,929 And, um, he has that unique skill of not just having the most appropriate beat, 340 00:26:00,309 --> 00:26:04,271 but also, um, drawing the artistry out, 341 00:26:04,354 --> 00:26:06,147 and I guess that's the story of this song. 342 00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:07,440 And I wanna thank, um... 343 00:26:07,524 --> 00:26:11,319 REMI: What I allowed her to do was to really just put her wit into her songs. 344 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:16,491 When I heard her sing in front of me, I could tell she was really like a jazz singer. 345 00:26:16,575 --> 00:26:19,911 She had the stylings of a 65-year-old jazz singer 346 00:26:19,995 --> 00:26:22,038 who knew the ropes up and down. 347 00:26:22,122 --> 00:26:24,874 It was like, "Okay, if this is what you are when you're 18, 348 00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,335 "then what are you going to be when you're 25?" 349 00:26:27,628 --> 00:26:29,504 -(MUSIC PLAYING) -(AUDIENCE CHEERING) 350 00:26:40,182 --> 00:26:42,392 Uh, we're now joined by Mos Def in the backstage area. 351 00:26:42,476 --> 00:26:44,769 Thanks for coming and taking time and chatting to us. 352 00:26:44,853 --> 00:26:47,397 I heard they was doing something, so I came down. 353 00:26:47,481 --> 00:26:49,065 (BOTH LAUGHING) 354 00:26:49,149 --> 00:26:53,649 YASllN BEY: I became aware of Amy in 2004. 355 00:26:54,113 --> 00:26:55,864 I was out in England. 356 00:26:57,157 --> 00:27:00,952 I'm a big jazz fan, and I really liked what she was doing. 357 00:27:01,036 --> 00:27:02,829 I thought it was unique, I thought it was edgy 358 00:27:02,913 --> 00:27:04,122 and sincere. 359 00:27:04,206 --> 00:27:06,291 And that's the thing I like most about Amy 360 00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:07,959 is that she didn't have any airs. 361 00:27:08,043 --> 00:27:09,794 She was real. 362 00:27:09,878 --> 00:27:11,254 (SINGING) 363 00:27:17,302 --> 00:27:20,221 I had a chance to meet her while I was here, and we hit it off. 364 00:27:20,305 --> 00:27:22,432 We became fast friends. 365 00:27:23,684 --> 00:27:25,727 She was just a charming, sweet lady. 366 00:27:25,811 --> 00:27:28,146 I had a bit of a crush on her, to be honest. 367 00:27:29,064 --> 00:27:32,025 She was raw, she was fast with a blue joke, 368 00:27:32,109 --> 00:27:34,903 could drink anybody under the table, 369 00:27:34,987 --> 00:27:36,780 wasn't afraid to roll a smoke. 370 00:27:36,864 --> 00:27:38,991 Had a big, giant laugh, 371 00:27:39,074 --> 00:27:40,825 and was just a sweetheart, you know. 372 00:27:40,909 --> 00:27:42,577 (JAZZ MUSIC CONTINUES) 373 00:27:51,086 --> 00:27:52,879 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 374 00:27:58,510 --> 00:28:01,596 You don't seem that bothered about everything, 375 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:02,681 do you know what I mean? 376 00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:04,557 You have some artists that step in here and go, 377 00:28:04,641 --> 00:28:06,768 "Right. I want that number one spot." 378 00:28:06,852 --> 00:28:08,311 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. -"I want my album to go number one. 379 00:28:08,395 --> 00:28:09,729 "I want to chase that with a second album." 380 00:28:09,813 --> 00:28:10,855 - Well, yeah. -What's up with you? 381 00:28:10,939 --> 00:28:12,607 I'm determined on the next thing. 382 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,984 I'm not interested in... 383 00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:18,112 Success to me is not success to the record company 384 00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:19,323 -or whoever. -What is success to you? 385 00:28:19,406 --> 00:28:21,449 Success to me is having the freedom 386 00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:24,285 -to work with whoever I want to work with. -Yeah. 387 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:27,413 To always be able to just fuck everything off 388 00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:30,208 and go to the studio when I have to go to the studio. 389 00:28:30,292 --> 00:28:32,002 - Or... -But you can't do that, 390 00:28:32,085 --> 00:28:33,669 'cause you have other responsibilities now. 391 00:28:33,754 --> 00:28:36,006 You're becoming an artist in the public eye. 392 00:28:36,089 --> 00:28:38,007 So, all of a sudden, you're gonna be... 393 00:28:38,091 --> 00:28:40,134 Look, I'm not saying you're gonna be hounded by the press, 394 00:28:40,219 --> 00:28:41,637 but you're gonna have certain responsibilities 395 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,431 that are gonna come onto your doorstep that you may not particularly want. 396 00:28:44,514 --> 00:28:48,100 Okay, that's cool, but I think the more people see of me, 397 00:28:48,185 --> 00:28:51,271 the more they'll realize that all I'm good for is making tunes, 398 00:28:51,355 --> 00:28:53,231 so leave me alone, and I'll do it. 399 00:28:53,315 --> 00:28:55,066 I will put... I will do the music, 400 00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:58,319 I just need time to do the music, you know what I mean? 401 00:29:09,623 --> 00:29:11,124 (AMY SPEAKING) 402 00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:34,188 ASHBY: When she went to Camden, it was very exciting, 403 00:29:34,273 --> 00:29:36,191 'cause it was her first property that she'd bought, 404 00:29:36,275 --> 00:29:38,485 and we were all really happy. 405 00:29:38,568 --> 00:29:40,861 She loved Camden. She loved it up there. 406 00:29:42,990 --> 00:29:47,202 But when she went to Camden, things started changing. 407 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,791 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYING) 408 00:30:08,932 --> 00:30:10,558 PHIL MEYNELLI We were the indie kids. 409 00:30:11,893 --> 00:30:14,186 Gazelles, The Rakes, Babyshambles, 410 00:30:14,271 --> 00:30:17,148 everyone was a Camden band. Like, it was cool again. 411 00:30:18,525 --> 00:30:20,527 PETER DOHERTY: In them days, it was very much like, 412 00:30:20,610 --> 00:30:24,322 basically, if you were in a signed band, 413 00:30:24,406 --> 00:30:25,865 you were a cunt. 414 00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:30,370 Because the best-looking and the best-dressed and the coolest people 415 00:30:30,454 --> 00:30:33,081 were the ones who were born to lose, really. 416 00:30:35,917 --> 00:30:38,085 ANN: The Libertines, yeah. I slept for them. 417 00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:40,755 I came to The Libertines a year later than everyone else. 418 00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:42,340 But I'm not being funny. 419 00:30:42,424 --> 00:30:44,717 They make people proud to be British. 420 00:30:44,801 --> 00:30:47,053 That was London for a real spell, you know. 421 00:30:50,265 --> 00:30:52,976 MEYNELL: Iran a club called Trash with my friend Erol. 422 00:30:54,144 --> 00:30:55,353 Did the door there. 423 00:30:55,437 --> 00:30:56,938 Blake would give out fliers for Trash. 424 00:30:57,022 --> 00:30:58,356 We wouldn't have met each other. 425 00:30:58,440 --> 00:30:59,941 A lot of people here wouldn't have all known each other 426 00:31:00,025 --> 00:31:01,526 had it not been for Trash. 427 00:31:01,610 --> 00:31:03,194 - That's fair enough. -Yeah. 428 00:31:03,278 --> 00:31:06,281 It's the first place I learnt how to pull a bird. 429 00:31:06,365 --> 00:31:08,575 MEYNELL: He just loved girls, you know? 430 00:31:08,658 --> 00:31:11,285 He loved partying and he loved shagging. 431 00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:12,996 Always in and out of bed. 432 00:31:14,414 --> 00:31:17,625 BLAKE FIELDER: We met in a pub, in a good mixer in Camden. 433 00:31:17,959 --> 00:31:20,503 I was at the bar, and then she came in. 434 00:31:20,587 --> 00:31:24,424 We just sort of started playing pool, and we went to another pub. 435 00:31:24,508 --> 00:31:27,135 And then we went back to Amy's house. 436 00:31:27,219 --> 00:31:30,347 She was seeing somebody else, and I was seeing somebody else, 437 00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:33,433 but I don't think of it as infidelity. 438 00:31:33,517 --> 00:31:37,103 I just thought she was a young girl, and she was a bit naughty. 439 00:31:37,187 --> 00:31:38,938 And I was the same. 440 00:31:40,649 --> 00:31:41,983 (AMY SPEAKING) 441 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:59,250 FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Hi, Amy, you all right? 442 00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:01,627 - How you doing? You okay? -Hi. 443 00:32:01,711 --> 00:32:03,129 Look, what's going on with you at the moment? 444 00:32:03,213 --> 00:32:04,923 'Cause, obviously, Frank was last year, 445 00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:07,216 um, and we haven't really heard much from you since then. 446 00:32:07,300 --> 00:32:08,801 So, when are we gonna hear from you next? 447 00:32:08,885 --> 00:32:09,969 What's the next single? 448 00:32:10,053 --> 00:32:11,512 Uh, I can't think of the next single. 449 00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:13,723 I'm just trying to write the next album in a minute. 450 00:32:13,974 --> 00:32:14,975 Uh... 451 00:32:15,517 --> 00:32:17,268 You having that kind of writer's block thing? 452 00:32:17,352 --> 00:32:18,436 Yeah, man, yeah, man. 453 00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:19,604 It's hard to write, it's hard to write 454 00:32:19,688 --> 00:32:21,940 because, uh, you can write a million things a day, 455 00:32:22,023 --> 00:32:24,442 but it's hard to write anything you're proud of. 456 00:32:24,526 --> 00:32:27,654 So, I'm just trying, you know, I'm just trying. 457 00:32:30,574 --> 00:32:32,200 LUCIAN GRAINGE: I asked to see her. 458 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:34,035 She was late, and she came in with Nicky. 459 00:32:35,996 --> 00:32:37,872 She was a character. 460 00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:40,959 She always called me Uncle Lucie, and I really liked her. 461 00:32:41,042 --> 00:32:42,877 And I had enough of a relationship with her, 462 00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,546 so there's no flattery. It was like, blunt. 463 00:32:45,630 --> 00:32:47,298 And I said, "Enough. I need another album. 464 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:49,008 "Now go and write one. 465 00:32:49,092 --> 00:32:52,303 "This is horseshit. Frank was then, this is now. 466 00:32:53,555 --> 00:32:55,890 "They're all gonna forget you." 467 00:32:56,892 --> 00:32:58,226 She didn't like it. 468 00:33:01,730 --> 00:33:04,149 - AMY: Nick Shymansky. -Yes. 469 00:33:04,232 --> 00:33:05,691 Sit up a bit. 470 00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:09,987 - Yes. -How are you today, darling? 471 00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:12,239 I'm very good, actually. Thanks. 472 00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:13,408 What about you? 473 00:33:13,492 --> 00:33:14,993 Really good. 474 00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:18,204 SHYMANSKY: In between all this, she decided 475 00:33:18,288 --> 00:33:22,375 that she wanted me to leave 19 with Simon Fuller 476 00:33:22,459 --> 00:33:24,043 to go and manage her. 477 00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:27,964 She didn't like being connected with Pop Idol 478 00:33:28,048 --> 00:33:29,758 and the Spice Girls. 479 00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:34,763 But I thought it'd be incredibly disloyal at this point to walk away. 480 00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:42,850 And Blake was very quickly becoming a bigger and bigger character in all this. 481 00:33:44,397 --> 00:33:48,776 She was with him the whole time, and didn't want to go places without him. 482 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:54,699 FIELDER: We spent the summer together. 483 00:33:54,783 --> 00:33:56,534 She used to say we were like twins. 484 00:33:56,618 --> 00:33:58,870 And that was our relationship. 485 00:33:58,954 --> 00:34:03,124 I used to like to sabotage myself, and I think Amy liked to sabotage herself. 486 00:34:04,251 --> 00:34:06,253 Maybe that was our nature. 487 00:34:09,297 --> 00:34:13,797 I used to ask her why was she promiscuous and why she was more like a man with sex. 488 00:34:14,511 --> 00:34:18,139 It's indicative of somebody that's had a traumatic event, 489 00:34:18,223 --> 00:34:20,225 maybe sexually, themselves. 490 00:34:20,308 --> 00:34:22,935 Sort of made sense to me, from the way she was. 491 00:34:24,646 --> 00:34:26,064 She'd just say, "it's nothing. 492 00:34:26,147 --> 00:34:29,567 "I weren't abused when I was a kid, nothing like that." 493 00:34:29,651 --> 00:34:34,151 And she said her dad leaving her mum was what caused this. 494 00:34:35,448 --> 00:34:37,950 And then not really seeing her dad. 495 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:41,788 I understood. 496 00:34:41,871 --> 00:34:45,082 I cut my wrists when I was nine years old. 497 00:34:45,166 --> 00:34:48,252 I don't know if I wanted to necessarily die, 498 00:34:48,336 --> 00:34:51,339 I just wanted my mum to leave my stepdad. 499 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:55,510 Me and Amy were quite similar. 500 00:34:57,596 --> 00:35:01,016 AMY: I fell in love with someone who I would have died for. 501 00:35:02,183 --> 00:35:04,810 We were in love and we were together. 502 00:35:04,894 --> 00:35:07,688 And that's like a real drug, isn't it? 503 00:35:11,610 --> 00:35:13,361 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 504 00:36:42,492 --> 00:36:43,493 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 505 00:36:43,576 --> 00:36:47,705 GILBERT: Oh, let's see who's gonna be behind the green door? 506 00:36:47,789 --> 00:36:50,041 (IN ITALIAN ACCENT) Master of the house is not in right now. 507 00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:52,085 She is gone somewhere for a meal 508 00:36:52,168 --> 00:36:53,377 to be somewhere with someone. 509 00:36:53,461 --> 00:36:54,462 She having dinner, 510 00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:56,798 so I having a cheeky cigarette while she gone. 511 00:36:56,881 --> 00:36:58,048 Don't tell her. Shh! 512 00:36:58,133 --> 00:37:01,469 GILBERT: Cheeky, cheeky. Hey! Mi scusi. 513 00:37:01,553 --> 00:37:03,221 Tell me about this place. 514 00:37:03,304 --> 00:37:06,223 All right, while she's away, I give you a tour of the house. 515 00:37:06,307 --> 00:37:08,058 Okay, ready? Okay. 516 00:37:08,143 --> 00:37:10,395 First of all, I lead you into the main room. 517 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:12,897 This is usually reserved for entertaining guests, 518 00:37:12,981 --> 00:37:14,315 but you come in my place, darling, 519 00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:15,691 because no one is here today. 520 00:37:15,817 --> 00:37:18,778 Okay, I lead you out to the grand patio. 521 00:37:18,862 --> 00:37:20,238 Please, please follow. 522 00:37:20,321 --> 00:37:21,572 Don't mind me and my big noggin. 523 00:37:21,656 --> 00:37:22,782 GILBERT: What you do? 524 00:37:22,866 --> 00:37:25,785 Okay, darling, this is the grand patio. 525 00:37:25,869 --> 00:37:27,579 This is Cecil. 526 00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:29,288 Cecil live here. 527 00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,166 GILBERT: Cecil! 528 00:37:31,249 --> 00:37:32,792 Then we have the bedroom. 529 00:37:32,876 --> 00:37:34,586 It's very nice. There are some cupboards. 530 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,587 - Ooh! -See up here, 531 00:37:36,671 --> 00:37:39,465 this is where I sleep when the master come home. 532 00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:41,717 The toilet! 533 00:37:41,843 --> 00:37:44,136 Sometimes, when I'm alone, I have a shower 534 00:37:44,220 --> 00:37:45,304 in all my clothes. 535 00:37:45,388 --> 00:37:48,099 I find this is the only true way to relax. 536 00:37:48,183 --> 00:37:50,935 Also here, this is the hook I hang from 537 00:37:51,019 --> 00:37:52,145 when I'm in trouble. 538 00:37:52,228 --> 00:37:54,521 It's not very often, I'm a good boy. 539 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:55,607 I'm a good boy. 540 00:37:55,690 --> 00:37:57,191 Okay, well, this is it. 541 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:59,026 Welcome to my humble abode. 542 00:37:59,444 --> 00:38:00,445 (LATIN MUSIC PLAYING) 543 00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:01,779 -(MOUTHING LYRICS) -GILBERT: Amy. 544 00:38:04,908 --> 00:38:09,408 We are sitting in a little bar, drinking cocktails. 545 00:38:10,830 --> 00:38:12,873 There's my cocktail. 546 00:38:12,957 --> 00:38:15,417 There's Amy's yellow cocktail. 547 00:38:16,377 --> 00:38:18,879 Think it's got Rohypnol in it. 548 00:38:19,631 --> 00:38:20,965 GILBERT: Oh. 549 00:38:30,558 --> 00:38:32,685 All of a sudden she went to me, 550 00:38:33,186 --> 00:38:37,440 "Lauren, listen to this message. This is a message from Blake." 551 00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:43,487 FIELDER: I just said to her that I didn't want to leave my girlfriend, 552 00:38:43,571 --> 00:38:46,240 and we'd probably be better as friends. 553 00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:53,038 GILBERT: She was obsessing over these text messages. 554 00:38:53,122 --> 00:38:57,543 He wanted nothing to do with her, and she was obsessing over it. 555 00:38:57,627 --> 00:39:02,006 All she wanted was for him to want to see her. 556 00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:05,593 SHYMANSKY: It got messy. 557 00:39:06,928 --> 00:39:11,428 He went back to his girlfriend. Then she got her own back. 558 00:39:11,641 --> 00:39:13,684 She slept with his friend. 559 00:39:18,106 --> 00:39:19,899 (AMY SPEAKING) 560 00:39:55,810 --> 00:39:59,396 GILBERT: The person that lived opposite in the little court had Juliette's number. 561 00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:02,274 And had called Juliette up to say, "Amy's fallen over, 562 00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:03,650 "and she's hurt her head." 563 00:40:03,735 --> 00:40:05,445 So, we've gone round there. 564 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:08,072 It looked like people had been squatting in her house. 565 00:40:08,156 --> 00:40:10,491 It stank, it was dirty. 566 00:40:10,575 --> 00:40:12,243 And she was lying on the bed, 567 00:40:12,327 --> 00:40:15,163 and she had this golf ball coming out of her head. 568 00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:18,457 So we worked till, like, 3:00 in the morning, and we cleaned the whole house up. 569 00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:21,210 And I called her dad, and we called Nick. 570 00:40:22,837 --> 00:40:24,338 (AMY SPEAKING) 571 00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,852 (MALE INTERVIEWER SPEAKING) 572 00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:41,189 (AMY SPEAKING) 573 00:40:42,231 --> 00:40:43,440 SHYMANSKY: We all met there, 574 00:40:43,524 --> 00:40:46,610 and it was like, "This is getting out of control. 575 00:40:46,694 --> 00:40:48,487 "We need to get her some help." 576 00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:54,573 I tried speaking to the parents, and they really want to kind of take it on. 577 00:40:56,037 --> 00:40:58,831 And so I Technically, I sort of kidnapped her. 578 00:41:09,217 --> 00:41:10,801 I picked her up 579 00:41:10,885 --> 00:41:13,971 and I thought, "I'm driving you to the middle of nowhere, 580 00:41:14,055 --> 00:41:17,641 "and we're gonna sit there until you acknowledge what's going on." 581 00:41:19,352 --> 00:41:23,064 And drove her to Black Park in Iver. 582 00:41:26,109 --> 00:41:28,402 And it started off with her sort of laughing, 583 00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,237 "You're such an idiot." 584 00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:35,326 And then it turned into, "Don't be a prick." And she kicked my car. 585 00:41:37,078 --> 00:41:39,997 And then she just broke down, eventually, 586 00:41:40,081 --> 00:41:41,540 opened up about everything. 587 00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:43,751 Said she thinks she's got a problem, 588 00:41:43,835 --> 00:41:47,171 she was lost and out of her depth. 589 00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:48,547 Horrible. 590 00:41:51,384 --> 00:41:53,677 She agreed to go to rehab. 591 00:41:53,761 --> 00:41:56,221 I took her to see the rehab guy. 592 00:41:56,931 --> 00:42:00,809 She was like, "I don't want to talk about it, I'll go if my dad thinks I should go." 593 00:42:02,437 --> 00:42:03,771 We'd spoken to Mitch. 594 00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:06,232 We'd set it all up, 595 00:42:06,315 --> 00:42:08,608 and she turned into a seven-year-old child. 596 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:13,113 Sat on her father's lap and put her arm round him. 597 00:42:14,782 --> 00:42:16,784 MITCHELL: I said to the managers, 598 00:42:16,868 --> 00:42:19,287 "She doesn't need to go to rehab, she's fine." 599 00:42:20,663 --> 00:42:23,123 AMY: My dad did actually go, "You're all right, don't need to go." 600 00:42:23,207 --> 00:42:24,625 So I said, "All right, Dad, I'll go and meet him, 601 00:42:24,709 --> 00:42:27,253 "And then we'll back out." Which I did. 602 00:42:27,336 --> 00:42:29,212 MITCHELL: She didn't need to go to rehab. 603 00:42:32,425 --> 00:42:36,925 SHYMANSKY: I think that was the moment we lost a very key opportunity. 604 00:42:37,388 --> 00:42:39,098 I'm not saying it would have worked. 605 00:42:39,182 --> 00:42:41,809 Very often, you have to go two or three times, 606 00:42:41,893 --> 00:42:45,938 but she wasn't a star, she wasn't swarmed by paparazzi. 607 00:42:46,022 --> 00:42:48,899 We could have just fucked Back To Black off, 608 00:42:48,983 --> 00:42:50,985 and Back To Black might have never happened, 609 00:42:51,069 --> 00:42:55,323 but she'd have had a chance to have been dealt with by professionals 610 00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:59,159 before the world wanted a piece of her. 611 00:43:00,036 --> 00:43:01,328 (PHONE RINGING) 612 00:43:05,124 --> 00:43:06,917 (AMY SPEAKING OVER PHONE) 613 00:43:55,842 --> 00:43:57,844 -(GUITAR STRUMMING) -(AMY VOCALIZING) 614 00:44:18,781 --> 00:44:21,909 REMI: The label were considering letting her go. 615 00:44:21,993 --> 00:44:24,870 She ends up coming back to Miami. 616 00:44:24,954 --> 00:44:27,706 Guy Moot calls me up, like, "Hey, you sure you want to do this?" 617 00:44:27,790 --> 00:44:30,626 And I was like, "Listen, even if you dropped her, 618 00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:33,003 "I will pay her to come to my house and sing 619 00:44:33,087 --> 00:44:34,630 "'cause this shit fucking moves me." 620 00:44:34,755 --> 00:44:36,757 (MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING) 621 00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:55,108 REMI: And she totally didn't drink the whole time while she was here. 622 00:44:57,195 --> 00:45:00,615 And she sat out in my back garden for about four days. 623 00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:03,325 She'd just take her little notebook and just keep writing. 624 00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:04,910 (AMY HUMMING) 625 00:45:14,337 --> 00:45:15,880 (MUSIC PLAYING) 626 00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:08,219 AMY: It took me a while to get my head round a lot of things. 627 00:46:08,516 --> 00:46:10,434 The actual turning point, when I was all right with it, 628 00:46:10,518 --> 00:46:12,728 was when I started writing the album. 629 00:46:12,853 --> 00:46:15,063 I write songs because I'm fucked up in the head, 630 00:46:15,147 --> 00:46:17,107 and I need to put it on paper, and then write a song to it, 631 00:46:17,191 --> 00:46:18,609 and to feel better about it. 632 00:46:18,693 --> 00:46:20,528 Have something good out of something bad. 633 00:46:20,611 --> 00:46:22,613 (MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING) 634 00:46:46,387 --> 00:46:48,305 SHYMANSKY: The ideas were there, 635 00:46:48,389 --> 00:46:50,849 four or five songs were there. 636 00:46:50,933 --> 00:46:54,144 You can feel some creativity starting to happen. 637 00:46:56,105 --> 00:46:58,941 But I was still very worried about her health. 638 00:46:59,025 --> 00:47:01,736 She's really vulnerable and not in a good place. 639 00:47:05,865 --> 00:47:06,866 And then she said, 640 00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:10,327 "So, listen, are you leaving 19 to manage me?" 641 00:47:10,411 --> 00:47:12,287 And I said, "You know what? 642 00:47:12,371 --> 00:47:14,414 "Unless you let me help you sort yourself out, 643 00:47:14,498 --> 00:47:16,166 "I'm not doing this shit for you. 644 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:19,044 "I can't watch you do yourself in like this." 645 00:47:21,964 --> 00:47:23,256 GATHELD: I remember she came to see me 646 00:47:23,341 --> 00:47:25,259 to talk about wanting to change management. 647 00:47:25,343 --> 00:47:27,470 I said, "Look, that's entirely your decision. 648 00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:29,471 "We will support you whatever you want to do." 649 00:47:31,432 --> 00:47:33,934 And then she said she wanted to be managed by Raye Cosbert. 650 00:47:34,018 --> 00:47:35,185 All I thought is, 651 00:47:35,269 --> 00:47:37,521 "Why on Earth are you going to be managed by your promoter?" 652 00:47:37,605 --> 00:47:38,689 I remember at the time thinking, 653 00:47:38,773 --> 00:47:40,941 "We're now going to deal with a promoter 654 00:47:41,025 --> 00:47:43,318 "whose main interest will be to get her out on the road." 655 00:47:43,402 --> 00:47:45,987 And we knew she was very vulnerable on the road. 656 00:47:50,785 --> 00:47:53,245 COSBERT: When I first met Amy, I was her concert promoter. 657 00:47:54,497 --> 00:47:55,581 We got talking, 658 00:47:55,664 --> 00:47:58,041 and she said that her contract was up with 19, 659 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:00,544 and she wanted to explore other possibilities. 660 00:48:00,628 --> 00:48:02,254 She said, "Would you like to do it?" 661 00:48:02,338 --> 00:48:04,798 And I was like, "Well, yeah, let's talk about it." 662 00:48:06,092 --> 00:48:07,676 We got on quite well, you know, 663 00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:09,553 I'd be the guy to turn up after the gig 664 00:48:09,637 --> 00:48:11,930 and say, "Well done," with a glass of bubbly, 665 00:48:12,014 --> 00:48:14,808 and I thought, "Well, sometimes someone just wants to change" 666 00:48:14,892 --> 00:48:17,644 "because they feel it's right for them to change." 667 00:48:17,728 --> 00:48:19,980 It's like switching bank accounts. 668 00:48:21,107 --> 00:48:22,483 (INAUDIBLE) 669 00:48:31,659 --> 00:48:33,160 SHYMANSKY: I was way too close to Amy. 670 00:48:33,244 --> 00:48:36,997 I shouldn't have ever been that close, it should have been business. 671 00:48:37,081 --> 00:48:40,459 But when you're 19, and you meet a 16-year-old, 672 00:48:40,543 --> 00:48:44,004 and you go through that, you don't understand that. 673 00:48:56,225 --> 00:48:58,602 We'd spent all these years together 674 00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:03,231 and, all of a sudden, out of nowhere, 675 00:49:03,315 --> 00:49:04,649 I wasn't there. 676 00:49:14,034 --> 00:49:15,326 MARK RONSONI All right. 677 00:49:16,537 --> 00:49:19,915 Let's get this tape. No, we'll keep that. 678 00:49:19,999 --> 00:49:22,209 AMY: When I started writing the first song about Blake, 679 00:49:22,293 --> 00:49:24,295 the other songs just wrote themselves. 680 00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:26,338 I really was on a roll. 681 00:49:26,422 --> 00:49:30,092 Because I had these feelings, I had these words fluttering around in me. 682 00:49:30,176 --> 00:49:32,094 You write a song, you have to remember how you felt, 683 00:49:32,178 --> 00:49:33,470 you have to remember what the weather was like, 684 00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:35,931 you have to remember what his neck smelled like, 685 00:49:36,015 --> 00:49:38,142 you have to remember all of it. 686 00:49:38,225 --> 00:49:39,976 (SOUL MUSIC PLAYING) 687 00:49:45,065 --> 00:49:47,317 RONSON: She would tell me stories about Blake 688 00:49:47,401 --> 00:49:51,780 and this tempestuous, extreme relationship. 689 00:49:51,864 --> 00:49:54,533 That first day she wrote Back to Black, 690 00:49:54,617 --> 00:49:57,786 all the lyrics and the melody in two or three hours. 691 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,501 (SINGING) 692 00:50:33,447 --> 00:50:34,823 (SOUL MUSIC CONTINUES PLAYING) 693 00:51:23,706 --> 00:51:25,874 (SINGING CONTINUES) Black 694 00:51:28,252 --> 00:51:29,920 Black 695 00:51:32,506 --> 00:51:34,758 Black 696 00:51:37,052 --> 00:51:39,679 Oh, it's a bit upsetting at the end, isn't it? 697 00:51:40,306 --> 00:51:42,057 (MIMICS END OF SONG) 698 00:51:42,933 --> 00:51:44,267 RONSON: Yes, Amy. 699 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:46,645 Yeah. 700 00:51:47,896 --> 00:51:48,938 (WHISTLING) 701 00:51:49,023 --> 00:51:51,025 RONSON: It was just one of those serendipitous things, 702 00:51:51,108 --> 00:51:53,777 like I just caught her at that magic moment, you know? 703 00:51:53,861 --> 00:51:55,779 And she was just ready to get it going, 704 00:51:55,863 --> 00:51:58,073 and that's why I couldn't understand what everyone else 705 00:51:58,157 --> 00:52:02,619 was saying about this procrastinating, troubled artist. 706 00:52:06,415 --> 00:52:10,419 DARCUS BEESE: I went out to New York to kind of hear what they were doing. 707 00:52:10,502 --> 00:52:12,462 And the day I was flying out, 708 00:52:12,546 --> 00:52:16,675 I got a call from management saying that Amy's nan had fallen ill. 709 00:52:16,759 --> 00:52:20,220 And she wanted to get straight back to her nan. 710 00:52:35,861 --> 00:52:37,112 (AMY SPEAKING) 711 00:52:50,334 --> 00:52:53,086 JANE". Cynthia used to look after Amy. 712 00:52:53,754 --> 00:52:57,174 She was like the mother that I didn't have. 713 00:52:58,967 --> 00:53:03,429 My own mother was not really motherly to me. 714 00:53:05,391 --> 00:53:09,891 So, Amy and Cynthia were very, very close. 715 00:53:13,315 --> 00:53:15,942 MITCHELL: My mum died May 5th, 2006. 716 00:53:16,026 --> 00:53:18,194 She had lung cancer. 717 00:53:21,490 --> 00:53:25,990 ASHBY: Cynthia was a very strong person in her life and used to tell her how it is. 718 00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:28,455 So, it was horrible for her. 719 00:53:30,124 --> 00:53:32,626 That killed her inside. 720 00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:42,803 Wait, hang on, I'm not playing to track now. 721 00:53:42,886 --> 00:53:45,054 Not playing to track now. 722 00:53:45,139 --> 00:53:47,724 I'm not playing to track now. 723 00:53:47,808 --> 00:53:50,769 I spoke to them, they said it's just unnecessary. 724 00:53:50,853 --> 00:53:53,021 Yeah, yeah. 725 00:53:53,105 --> 00:53:54,397 Okay. 726 00:53:54,481 --> 00:53:58,067 BEESE: We were making the back end of the record, and we were at Metropolis studios, 727 00:53:58,152 --> 00:54:00,696 and Amy had bits of vocal to finish. 728 00:54:02,448 --> 00:54:05,659 Have I got a new drink? Did they bring another drink? 729 00:54:05,909 --> 00:54:07,827 It's quite fun, really. 730 00:54:08,370 --> 00:54:11,539 I've never been filmed like this. I've never done it before. 731 00:54:13,333 --> 00:54:16,419 BEESE: And she was having a couple of whiskey and Cokes. 732 00:54:16,503 --> 00:54:18,713 We had broke for lunch. 733 00:54:18,797 --> 00:54:23,297 Amy had ordered this massive plate of food, and she had big dessert as well. 734 00:54:24,803 --> 00:54:28,765 She finished the whole thing off, and she disappeared for a while. 735 00:54:28,849 --> 00:54:33,349 And 45 minutes later, came back a bit kind of dazed. 736 00:54:38,192 --> 00:54:41,278 And the studio manager pulled me out of the session 737 00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:44,614 and said, "Look, I need you to come and see something." 738 00:54:44,698 --> 00:54:49,198 She took me to the women's toilets, and Amy had thrown everything up 739 00:54:49,286 --> 00:54:51,538 and literally redecorated the toilet. 740 00:54:52,664 --> 00:54:55,166 She'd obviously been wiping her face, 741 00:54:55,250 --> 00:54:58,336 and all the mascara had been rubbed off on the towels. 742 00:54:59,379 --> 00:55:03,132 And that's when I kind of realized that something serious was wrong. 743 00:55:07,054 --> 00:55:10,599 I had a toffee fudge, but I ate it. 744 00:55:13,602 --> 00:55:16,646 JANE: When she was probably 15, 745 00:55:16,730 --> 00:55:18,148 she one day said, 746 00:55:18,232 --> 00:55:20,817 "I've got this really great diet, Mum. 747 00:55:20,901 --> 00:55:25,238 "I eat what I want, and then I just bring it all up." 748 00:55:26,448 --> 00:55:28,408 I know I'm a pig. 749 00:55:29,076 --> 00:55:31,995 I know I'm a pig. I just can't help it. 750 00:55:32,955 --> 00:55:36,416 JANIS: I obviously did not think that deeply of it. 751 00:55:36,500 --> 00:55:38,877 My feeling was it would pass. 752 00:55:40,629 --> 00:55:43,006 And then she told Mitchell about it. 753 00:55:43,966 --> 00:55:47,010 He also sort of pushed it aside, 754 00:55:47,094 --> 00:55:48,887 not taking it seriously. 755 00:55:51,181 --> 00:55:53,516 That basically is bulimia. 756 00:55:54,726 --> 00:55:57,270 And it doesn't pass. 757 00:56:01,608 --> 00:56:03,067 AMY: Hello. Hello, you all right? 758 00:56:03,151 --> 00:56:04,235 HOST: Welcome to the show. 759 00:56:04,319 --> 00:56:06,529 Now, you've been away for a little while. What have you been up to? 760 00:56:06,613 --> 00:56:08,072 AMY: I've done an album. It's called Back to Black. 761 00:56:08,156 --> 00:56:10,032 HOST: Mmm-hmm. How would you describe it? 762 00:56:10,117 --> 00:56:13,161 It's a lot more, uh... 763 00:56:13,245 --> 00:56:14,246 I don't want to say more raw, 764 00:56:14,329 --> 00:56:16,998 but it's not got all the clever, like, jazz chords. 765 00:56:17,082 --> 00:56:18,333 It's not really like that now. 766 00:56:18,417 --> 00:56:21,378 Been listening to a lot of girl groups, a lot of garage bands. 767 00:56:21,461 --> 00:56:23,004 That's kind of what it's like. It's a lot more guitar... 768 00:56:23,088 --> 00:56:26,216 I mean, I'm a guitarist, I've been listening to a lot more guitar bands. 769 00:56:26,300 --> 00:56:28,510 I mean, in Camden, you can't really get away from it, so... 770 00:56:28,594 --> 00:56:30,679 - HOST: You can't. -...it's rubbed off on me. 771 00:56:30,762 --> 00:56:33,556 Would you go as far as to say it's a bit more accessible 772 00:56:33,640 --> 00:56:34,724 than your debut? 773 00:56:34,808 --> 00:56:36,684 I'd say it was more accessible. 774 00:56:36,810 --> 00:56:40,730 It's not necessarily more poppy, but, you know, jazz is quite an exclusive... 775 00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:43,274 - Not... Uh, it's quite an elitist music. -HOST: Mmm. 776 00:56:43,358 --> 00:56:44,359 You know, and my... 777 00:56:44,443 --> 00:56:45,944 This album is a lot less like that. 778 00:56:47,321 --> 00:56:48,572 (SINGING) 779 00:57:14,723 --> 00:57:15,974 (CAMERAS CLICKING) 780 00:57:22,773 --> 00:57:24,065 FEMALE REPORTER: SO, let's talk about 781 00:57:24,149 --> 00:57:25,233 -your music then. - AMY: Yeah. 782 00:57:25,317 --> 00:57:28,445 And Rehab has gone down so well. 783 00:57:28,528 --> 00:57:30,780 Are you kind of surprised by the reaction to it? 784 00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:33,157 AMY: Uh, lam, actually. I never thought it'd be... 785 00:57:33,241 --> 00:57:34,909 I never even thought it'd be a single, really. 786 00:57:34,993 --> 00:57:37,537 The record company was just like, "We want it to be a single." 787 00:57:37,621 --> 00:57:38,913 And I was like, "Okay, I love all of it." 788 00:57:38,997 --> 00:57:40,915 You know what I mean? I'm really proud of it. 789 00:57:41,959 --> 00:57:44,044 FEMALE REPORTER". Now the Q Awards, which you were at yesterday, 790 00:57:44,127 --> 00:57:45,253 did you have a good time? 791 00:57:45,337 --> 00:57:47,547 AMY: I had too good a time, to be honest. 792 00:57:47,631 --> 00:57:49,215 If that's possible. 793 00:57:50,008 --> 00:57:52,051 Alcohol is bad, kids. 794 00:58:07,818 --> 00:58:09,152 WOMAN: Oh, yeah, we picked that... 795 00:58:09,236 --> 00:58:10,820 MAN: Can you tie that any tighter? What are you doing? 796 00:58:10,904 --> 00:58:12,405 You have to go and sing, you know. 797 00:58:12,489 --> 00:58:14,949 WOMAN: How can you breathe when you're singing with that? 798 00:58:15,033 --> 00:58:16,576 Breathe, sing, what? 799 00:58:16,660 --> 00:58:17,911 (ALL LAUGHING) 800 00:58:19,538 --> 00:58:23,833 BESTE: There was already this atmosphere of celebrity 801 00:58:23,917 --> 00:58:25,585 all tied into Rehab. 802 00:58:26,712 --> 00:58:28,922 Rehab was the pivotal song. 803 00:58:29,006 --> 00:58:32,634 It was the song that gets her into a particular place, 804 00:58:32,718 --> 00:58:35,095 her becoming a commercial star. 805 00:58:35,762 --> 00:58:36,763 (CAMERA CLICKS) 806 00:58:36,847 --> 00:58:41,142 JO WHILEY: The winner of the Best British Female this year... 807 00:58:41,226 --> 00:58:43,519 Way more rock and roll than Liam Gallagher, 808 00:58:43,603 --> 00:58:45,104 it's the one, the only, 809 00:58:45,188 --> 00:58:47,064 Amy Winehouse! 810 00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:48,900 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 811 00:59:03,373 --> 00:59:05,458 (MALE INTERVIEWER SPEAKING) 812 00:59:10,464 --> 00:59:12,299 (AMY SPEAKING) 813 00:59:31,777 --> 00:59:33,320 (LOUD CHEERING) 814 00:59:39,326 --> 00:59:40,618 (CAMERAS CLICKING) 815 00:59:40,702 --> 00:59:42,286 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 816 00:59:44,372 --> 00:59:45,956 WOMAN: Leave her alone. 817 00:59:46,041 --> 00:59:47,375 - PAPARAZZll 11 Amy? -PAPARAZZll 21 Amy? 818 00:59:50,253 --> 00:59:51,712 MAN 3: Okay, let's just go. 819 00:59:51,797 --> 00:59:53,548 Let's go. 820 00:59:53,632 --> 00:59:54,924 PAPARAZZI 1 I Amy! 821 00:59:55,008 --> 00:59:56,175 MAN: Let's go, man. 822 00:59:59,763 --> 01:00:01,639 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 823 01:00:13,485 --> 01:00:14,944 (AMY SINGING) 824 01:01:42,324 --> 01:01:43,616 FIELDERI Mmm. 825 01:01:52,500 --> 01:01:55,169 Kate, this is Blake, my fiancé. 826 01:01:55,253 --> 01:01:56,295 - KATE: Hello. -Hello. 827 01:02:01,468 --> 01:02:02,802 (couemwe) 828 01:02:11,686 --> 01:02:12,812 RADIO PROMO: Turn the volume up. 829 01:02:12,896 --> 01:02:16,107 We're kicking off the 107 days of summer 830 01:02:16,191 --> 01:02:20,403 On 107.5, WBLS. 831 01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:22,489 (SOUL MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO) 832 01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:05,615 I love, not like, Amy Winehouse, 833 01:03:05,699 --> 01:03:10,199 because her voice is the most original voice I've heard in the last, 834 01:03:10,370 --> 01:03:11,621 I don't know, 10 years. 835 01:03:11,705 --> 01:03:12,789 My daughter, I turned on to it. 836 01:03:12,872 --> 01:03:15,416 - Everybody, I turned on to it. -And I turned all my friends on to it. 837 01:03:17,335 --> 01:03:19,295 Her CD is entitled Back To Black. 838 01:03:19,379 --> 01:03:21,589 Please welcome Amy Winehouse. 839 01:03:23,216 --> 01:03:25,468 (SINGING) I just 840 01:03:25,552 --> 01:03:30,052 Oh, I just need a friend 841 01:03:30,598 --> 01:03:35,098 See, I'm not gonna spend 10 weeks 842 01:03:36,021 --> 01:03:40,521 Have everyone think I'm on the mend 843 01:03:44,612 --> 01:03:48,490 It's not just my pride 844 01:03:50,577 --> 01:03:55,077 It's just till these tears have dried 845 01:03:57,125 --> 01:03:58,835 They tried to make me go to rehab 846 01:03:58,918 --> 01:04:01,170 BEY: Amy called me, then I saw her in New York. 847 01:04:02,714 --> 01:04:05,007 She wasn't puffed up about herself at all. 848 01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:08,761 She was almost embarrassed by the fact that she was doing so well. 849 01:04:08,845 --> 01:04:12,348 She expressed a lot of concern and fear about 850 01:04:12,432 --> 01:04:16,185 where things were going to go, and how she was going to handle it. 851 01:04:16,269 --> 01:04:19,730 She was just like, "What am I supposed to do in this space?" 852 01:04:19,814 --> 01:04:22,650 (SMGMG) I won't go, go, go 853 01:04:23,777 --> 01:04:25,320 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 854 01:04:28,281 --> 01:04:31,325 Amy Winehouse, nice job! Thank you very, very much. 855 01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,327 (PEOPLE SHOUTING) 856 01:04:38,333 --> 01:04:41,627 MONTE LIPMAN: Everybody just wanted to spend time with Amy. 857 01:04:42,504 --> 01:04:44,672 In our business, there's nothing 858 01:04:44,756 --> 01:04:47,925 that can prepare you for that level of success. 859 01:04:48,718 --> 01:04:50,094 There's no textbook. 860 01:04:50,970 --> 01:04:54,723 You can warn an artist, you can try and prepare them for it, 861 01:04:54,808 --> 01:04:57,268 but, at the end of the day, until you go through it, 862 01:04:57,352 --> 01:05:00,146 it's unlike anything you've ever encountered. 863 01:05:00,230 --> 01:05:01,981 (PEOPLE CHEERING) 864 01:05:06,528 --> 01:05:09,656 PHOTOGRAPHER: By yourself, by yourself, by yourself. 865 01:05:32,512 --> 01:05:33,930 FIELDER: How do you think the shoot's going, baby? 866 01:05:34,013 --> 01:05:35,723 Really well, baby. 867 01:05:35,807 --> 01:05:37,266 - Yeah, you enjoying yourself? -Yeah. 868 01:05:37,350 --> 01:05:39,769 What's it like to be shot by Terry Richardson? 869 01:05:39,853 --> 01:05:41,938 What's he like at shooting? 870 01:05:43,690 --> 01:05:45,817 It's a lifelong dream come true. 871 01:05:45,900 --> 01:05:48,360 What do you think about the broken glass? 872 01:05:49,070 --> 01:05:53,449 - Um, I wrote "I love Blake" on my tummy. -Did you? 873 01:05:53,533 --> 01:05:55,493 - Yeah. -Did you outline it? 874 01:05:56,035 --> 01:06:00,535 - No, I wrote "I love Blake" on my tummy. -I can't see any scars. 875 01:06:03,626 --> 01:06:04,627 Oh! 876 01:06:06,087 --> 01:06:08,172 It's just chicken scratch. 877 01:06:14,053 --> 01:06:15,554 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 878 01:06:19,934 --> 01:06:22,269 So, what's been the highlight of the day? 879 01:06:22,896 --> 01:06:23,897 Um... 880 01:06:24,397 --> 01:06:26,440 It'll be in about five minutes. 881 01:06:26,524 --> 01:06:29,735 - When... -We go in the toilet and are fucking. 882 01:06:31,905 --> 01:06:33,531 RICHARDSON: Blake, sit here. 883 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:35,074 FIELDER: Yes, Terry, sir. 884 01:06:35,158 --> 01:06:36,742 Amy, sit there. 885 01:06:36,826 --> 01:06:38,285 (MUSIC PLAYING) 886 01:06:42,999 --> 01:06:46,043 Amy, all right, that's good, that's lovely. 887 01:06:53,384 --> 01:06:56,178 STEVE KANDELL: You've been famous in the UK for a little while longer. 888 01:06:56,262 --> 01:06:59,515 Does it seem like it's different how you are treated here? 889 01:06:59,599 --> 01:07:01,392 In a way, too, compared to... 890 01:07:01,476 --> 01:07:04,520 The way that people write about you, it's almost like a 23-year-old 891 01:07:04,604 --> 01:07:06,480 has never wanted to go out and have fun before. 892 01:07:06,564 --> 01:07:08,857 It's kind of hypocritical, in a way, too? 893 01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:12,111 ANN: Uh, I won't lie. I really won't lie. 894 01:07:12,195 --> 01:07:13,696 (FIELDER SPEAKING) 895 01:07:13,780 --> 01:07:14,822 KANDELLI Yeah. 896 01:07:14,906 --> 01:07:16,115 (FIELDER SPEAKING) 897 01:07:17,283 --> 01:07:20,286 KANDELL: Um, you guys have known each other a long time, right? 898 01:07:20,370 --> 01:07:22,205 You've known each other... You grew up together? 899 01:07:22,288 --> 01:07:23,372 (FIELDER SPEAKING) 900 01:07:23,456 --> 01:07:24,707 KANDELL: Almost? 901 01:07:24,791 --> 01:07:26,542 (FIELDER SPEAKING) 902 01:07:26,626 --> 01:07:28,294 (AMY SPEAKING) 903 01:07:28,378 --> 01:07:30,380 KANDELL: Mmm-hmm. You were fighting to get her back? 904 01:07:30,463 --> 01:07:32,882 (FIELDER SPEAKING) 905 01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,521 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 906 01:07:59,951 --> 01:08:01,327 (MAN SPEAKING) 907 01:08:04,747 --> 01:08:06,540 (MAN SPEAKING) 908 01:08:10,628 --> 01:08:11,962 (MAN SPEAKING) 909 01:08:16,092 --> 01:08:18,636 MAN: (LAUGHS) What happened? 910 01:08:24,684 --> 01:08:26,185 (BOTH LAUGHING) 911 01:08:29,689 --> 01:08:31,482 MAN: Always plays up to it. 912 01:08:36,529 --> 01:08:40,783 FIELDER: The day we got married, we went out on a boat round Miami, 913 01:08:40,867 --> 01:08:44,996 smoked a cigar, and it was like a real achievement. 914 01:08:45,079 --> 01:08:47,164 An amazing thing that me and her had actually done. 915 01:08:47,248 --> 01:08:49,124 We'd actually gone and got married. 916 01:08:49,876 --> 01:08:52,587 And we did it exactly how we wanted to. 917 01:08:53,129 --> 01:08:54,755 MAN: You lazy people. 918 01:08:55,256 --> 01:08:56,757 (MAN LAUGHING) 919 01:08:56,841 --> 01:08:58,092 (MAN LAUGHING) 920 01:08:58,593 --> 01:08:59,635 Wave. 921 01:09:03,723 --> 01:09:06,726 MEYNELL: Her whole thing was she wanted to feel how he felt. 922 01:09:06,809 --> 01:09:08,977 And she was like, "I just want to feel what he's feeling." 923 01:09:09,062 --> 01:09:13,191 "I want to be on the same level, otherwise he's there and I'm here." 924 01:09:13,274 --> 01:09:15,901 That's what she wanted, that was the goal. 925 01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:18,946 Hello. 926 01:09:20,531 --> 01:09:22,282 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 927 01:09:22,367 --> 01:09:23,910 (MUSIC PLAYING) 928 01:09:30,667 --> 01:09:32,627 Welcome back to 45th At Night. 929 01:09:33,586 --> 01:09:38,086 Please give a warm, warm round of applause for Amy Winehouse. 930 01:09:40,093 --> 01:09:41,677 (SINGING) 931 01:10:34,731 --> 01:10:39,231 (SINGING CONTINUES) Yeah, I cheated myself 932 01:10:39,402 --> 01:10:43,656 Like I knew I would 933 01:10:43,990 --> 01:10:46,158 (VOCALIZING) 934 01:10:46,242 --> 01:10:49,245 I told you I was trouble 935 01:10:49,328 --> 01:10:53,828 Yeah, you know that I'm no good 936 01:10:56,627 --> 01:10:58,003 Thank you very much. 937 01:10:59,297 --> 01:11:01,007 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 938 01:11:12,101 --> 01:11:14,812 Oh, have they? Bollocks. Have they? Fuck. 939 01:11:14,896 --> 01:11:16,522 I thought that as well. 940 01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:21,902 FIELDER: Amy, can you talk in the kitchen, please? 941 01:11:26,282 --> 01:11:27,449 AMY: I don't know. 942 01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:30,369 I don't know. 943 01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:34,540 All right... 944 01:11:34,665 --> 01:11:36,458 (AMY CONTINUES IN DISTINCTLY) 945 01:11:39,253 --> 01:11:41,672 FIELDER: After we came back from America married, 946 01:11:42,006 --> 01:11:45,884 that was the first time Amy tried crack cocaine and heroin. 947 01:11:46,177 --> 01:11:49,221 I'd used both of them and enjoyed it, 948 01:11:49,305 --> 01:11:52,516 and it completely eradicates any sort of negative feelings. 949 01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:56,562 And then Amy tried it with me, 950 01:11:57,188 --> 01:12:00,733 and it just got a grip of both of us really quickly from then. 951 01:12:00,817 --> 01:12:02,568 FIELDER: Amy. AMY: Yes, love. 952 01:12:02,652 --> 01:12:03,903 FIELDER: Come in here. 953 01:12:05,530 --> 01:12:07,657 AMY: Coming. FIELDER: Oh, change the record, 954 01:12:07,740 --> 01:12:08,866 just come on. 955 01:12:10,576 --> 01:12:12,619 AMY: Pass me a little, love. 956 01:12:12,703 --> 01:12:13,870 (INAUDIBLE) 957 01:12:22,588 --> 01:12:24,214 (CROWD CHEERING) 958 01:12:30,847 --> 01:12:32,598 (SOUL MUSIC PLAYING) 959 01:12:36,978 --> 01:12:37,979 (SINGING) 960 01:13:06,966 --> 01:13:08,550 (CAMERAS CLICKING) 961 01:13:14,932 --> 01:13:16,391 MAN: Come on, Amy. 962 01:13:26,986 --> 01:13:28,570 WOMAN: You all right for your performance then? 963 01:13:28,654 --> 01:13:29,988 - AMY: Yeah. -Yeah? 964 01:13:31,365 --> 01:13:33,867 MALE INTERVIEWER: Do you ever have time to stand back and think, 965 01:13:34,660 --> 01:13:36,286 "it's all right. I did this?" 966 01:13:36,370 --> 01:13:38,830 Yeah, um... 967 01:13:42,835 --> 01:13:45,629 Uh, I don't know. Yeah, I suppose so. 968 01:13:45,713 --> 01:13:48,424 I suppose if my husband's happy, I'm happy. 969 01:13:48,507 --> 01:13:52,552 Um... Yeah, yeah, I've done well, I've done really well. 970 01:13:53,179 --> 01:13:57,679 But, um, I just want to be able to go and do the next album, an album again. 971 01:14:00,019 --> 01:14:03,230 And keep doing it. Just keep doing music, really, rather than... 972 01:14:04,190 --> 01:14:06,567 I love doing gigs, though. I love doing gigs, 973 01:14:06,651 --> 01:14:10,655 I just want to go and do another album now so... Yeah. 974 01:14:32,385 --> 01:14:36,885 ASHBY: I got a phone call in the middle of the night, and Blake said to me, 975 01:14:37,223 --> 01:14:38,265 "Something's happened. 976 01:14:38,349 --> 01:14:40,642 "She doesn't know who I am, and she keeps saying your name. 977 01:14:40,726 --> 01:14:42,060 "Can you come round?" 978 01:14:42,186 --> 01:14:45,397 So, obviously, I got up and I got in the car and I started driving. 979 01:14:46,273 --> 01:14:48,900 SHYMANSKY: I got a phone call from Blake 980 01:14:48,985 --> 01:14:53,322 freaking out, off his nut, saying she's overdosed. 981 01:14:53,406 --> 01:14:57,701 And I said, "Right, go to the closest hospital now, 982 01:14:58,494 --> 01:14:59,703 "and I'll be there." 983 01:15:01,747 --> 01:15:03,248 ASHBY". She was petrified. 984 01:15:03,833 --> 01:15:05,501 He was petrified. 985 01:15:05,584 --> 01:15:07,252 She looked like a child. 986 01:15:08,087 --> 01:15:10,005 She'd scared herself, basically. 987 01:15:12,550 --> 01:15:15,302 SHYMANSKY: And the doctor pulled us into a room and said, 988 01:15:15,386 --> 01:15:19,390 "With the amount of cocaine, heroin, 989 01:15:19,473 --> 01:15:23,477 "alcohol, and crack cocaine in her blood system, 990 01:15:23,561 --> 01:15:25,729 "we're amazed she's not in a coma." 991 01:15:25,813 --> 01:15:27,856 "You've got away with it this time, 992 01:15:27,940 --> 01:15:32,440 "but she's a petite, young girl, her body can't keep up with this." 993 01:15:34,613 --> 01:15:37,407 ASHBY: She was asleep, and it was very calm. 994 01:15:37,491 --> 01:15:40,035 Nicky was one side of the bed, I was the other side of the bed, 995 01:15:40,119 --> 01:15:42,329 and we said, "What are we going to do now? 996 01:15:42,413 --> 01:15:43,789 "How do we deal with this?" 997 01:15:44,665 --> 01:15:47,918 And then it all just started up, the whole circus started up again. 998 01:15:49,336 --> 01:15:53,836 And that's when Raye and Mitch decided to do an intervention. 999 01:15:54,925 --> 01:15:56,343 (CAMERAS CLICKING) 1000 01:16:06,812 --> 01:16:11,312 SHYMANSKY: Within hours, there were Sun, Mirror, News of the World journalists, 1001 01:16:12,109 --> 01:16:13,401 booked up in every room. 1002 01:16:13,486 --> 01:16:17,986 Every single conversation that happened was in The Sun and The Mirror. 1003 01:16:18,657 --> 01:16:21,284 Fuck knows if they were hacking the phones or whatever. 1004 01:16:21,994 --> 01:16:25,414 And there's pictures of all of us there, sat outside. 1005 01:16:26,665 --> 01:16:30,126 ASHBY: Amy was awake by then, and she was eating, 1006 01:16:30,211 --> 01:16:32,421 but she wasn't well and she wasn't right. 1007 01:16:34,340 --> 01:16:38,840 The doctor that they got in looked me dead in the eye and he said to me, 1008 01:16:39,345 --> 01:16:41,680 "if she has another seizure, she will die." 1009 01:16:43,849 --> 01:16:47,727 And then I was told that she was going to America to perform. 1010 01:16:48,646 --> 01:16:50,522 I thought, "No, she's not." 1011 01:16:52,775 --> 01:16:56,195 GILBERT: We had Mitchell in a hotel room with us, begging him, 1012 01:16:56,278 --> 01:16:57,904 "Please do something." 1013 01:16:57,988 --> 01:16:59,948 "What am I gonna do? She's gotta go on tour." 1014 01:17:00,032 --> 01:17:02,617 "Take her passport away from her. Do something so she can't go on tour. 1015 01:17:02,701 --> 01:17:05,704 "She needs help." "Can't do that, she's got a tour booked." 1016 01:17:07,206 --> 01:17:10,584 ASHBY: So I went into her room and I stole her passport, 1017 01:17:10,668 --> 01:17:13,545 and then I got told, "What have you done that for? 1018 01:17:13,629 --> 01:17:17,549 "She gotta go to America. Why have you done that?" 1019 01:17:18,884 --> 01:17:22,512 SHYMANSKY: The doctor's just been round to check her blood and check everything. 1020 01:17:23,389 --> 01:17:25,724 Blake's managed to get to Hook, 1021 01:17:26,433 --> 01:17:28,059 get into her bedroom, 1022 01:17:28,602 --> 01:17:29,728 and the next checkup, 1023 01:17:29,812 --> 01:17:32,481 the doctor's found out she's got heroin in her blood again. 1024 01:17:35,568 --> 01:17:38,779 GILBERT: When I found outwith the girls that she was taking heroin, 1025 01:17:39,280 --> 01:17:41,824 and we went to this hotel room that she was staying in, 1026 01:17:41,907 --> 01:17:44,910 and Amy just sat there and didn't really say anything. 1027 01:17:44,994 --> 01:17:47,788 Her manager then said something like, 1028 01:17:47,872 --> 01:17:50,457 "Girls, there are lots of professionals, 1029 01:17:50,541 --> 01:17:54,002 "lawyers and doctors, all sorts of people that function on this stuff." 1030 01:17:58,424 --> 01:18:02,177 COSBERT: In helping promote the album and get the shows on the road, 1031 01:18:02,261 --> 01:18:04,388 I'd kind of done what I'm supposed to do, 1032 01:18:04,471 --> 01:18:08,224 and I felt that it's now the family's responsibility. 1033 01:18:08,309 --> 01:18:11,645 I'm here, but there is only so much I can do about this. 1034 01:18:13,981 --> 01:18:16,525 FEMALE REPORTER: Amy Winehouse has pulled out of a string of concerts 1035 01:18:16,609 --> 01:18:19,987 in the US and Canada next month because of health issues. 1036 01:18:20,070 --> 01:18:21,029 The 23-year-old... 1037 01:18:21,113 --> 01:18:22,948 Now she's one of Britain's brightest talents, 1038 01:18:23,032 --> 01:18:26,201 but the singer Amy Winehouse has canceled yet more gigs. 1039 01:18:26,285 --> 01:18:27,327 This time in Norway, 1040 01:18:27,411 --> 01:18:30,330 after she was admitted to hospital in London yesterday. 1041 01:18:30,414 --> 01:18:33,333 Her record company say it was just down to severe exhaustion. 1042 01:18:33,417 --> 01:18:36,878 But with her reputation for hard drinking, drugs, and... 1043 01:18:36,962 --> 01:18:40,006 CHIP SOMERS: The Amy link came about through Russell Brand, 1044 01:18:40,090 --> 01:18:44,052 who was trying to get Amy to come into rehab. 1045 01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:46,930 And then also Mitch had got involved. 1046 01:18:49,225 --> 01:18:53,725 And I first met Amy when she came with Blake to be assessed for treatment. 1047 01:18:55,147 --> 01:18:58,692 It was very much being led by Blake, although I did think 1048 01:18:58,776 --> 01:19:03,113 she was probably more willing to go to rehab than he was. 1049 01:19:05,157 --> 01:19:07,325 She was a very vulnerable woman, 1050 01:19:07,785 --> 01:19:12,285 and I felt very clearly that it was a common case of one person 1051 01:19:14,083 --> 01:19:17,461 having a situation that was very beneficial to their using, 1052 01:19:17,544 --> 01:19:22,044 not wanting the other person to get better for fear of losing the gravy train. 1053 01:19:24,969 --> 01:19:27,680 They were insistent on doing rehab together, 1054 01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:31,016 which of course, we would've considered to be disastrous. 1055 01:19:32,476 --> 01:19:34,269 I would personally find it almost unethical 1056 01:19:34,353 --> 01:19:37,022 to take the couple into treatment at the same time. 1057 01:19:38,065 --> 01:19:40,275 But her management and Mitch 1058 01:19:40,359 --> 01:19:43,945 managed to find somewhere where they could go together. 1059 01:19:47,574 --> 01:19:47,615 (HELICOPTER HOVERING) 1060 01:19:47,616 --> 01:19:49,409 (HELICOPTER HOVERING) 1061 01:20:00,713 --> 01:20:03,841 FIELDER: I was recording shit. It won't stop. 1062 01:20:04,633 --> 01:20:06,926 Heya. Say hello. 1063 01:20:07,011 --> 01:20:09,680 - Hello. -Amy, got anything to say? 1064 01:20:13,350 --> 01:20:16,853 FIELDER: Only if you sing your favorite hit, Rehab. 1065 01:20:16,937 --> 01:20:19,189 (SINGING) They tried to make me go 1066 01:20:19,273 --> 01:20:21,108 I said, "No" 1067 01:20:21,692 --> 01:20:24,695 Where are we right now? Amy? 1068 01:20:26,405 --> 01:20:29,533 Alex, could you say where are we? 1069 01:20:32,119 --> 01:20:34,329 FIELDER: Known to some as... 1070 01:20:34,413 --> 01:20:35,622 (ALL SPEAKING) 1071 01:20:35,706 --> 01:20:37,165 (ALL LAUGHING) 1072 01:20:37,249 --> 01:20:40,627 So can we have the new updated version of Rehab, please, Amy? 1073 01:20:40,711 --> 01:20:41,920 First time? 1074 01:20:42,629 --> 01:20:46,424 Amy, I want the new version of Rehab. Please, baby. 1075 01:20:46,508 --> 01:20:47,717 It's for our personal, private movie. 1076 01:21:10,866 --> 01:21:14,953 COSBERT: They came back from Osea Island and had a suite at the hotel, 1077 01:21:15,579 --> 01:21:16,997 and they binged. 1078 01:21:18,457 --> 01:21:19,708 It was ugly. 1079 01:21:20,084 --> 01:21:22,753 They weren't happy souls when they were high. 1080 01:21:25,631 --> 01:21:29,134 FIELDER: I kicked off. I broke a bottle, and I cut my arm. 1081 01:21:32,513 --> 01:21:36,308 And then she grabbed the bottle off me, and she nicked her arm. 1082 01:21:37,184 --> 01:21:39,811 And she said, "I'll do anything you do." 1083 01:21:50,322 --> 01:21:52,824 REPORTER: Come on. Amy? Nothing? 1084 01:21:58,789 --> 01:21:59,831 COSBERT: She said, 1085 01:21:59,915 --> 01:22:02,334 "Love is in some ways killing me, Ra ye-Ra ye. " 1086 01:22:03,377 --> 01:22:06,046 She felt torn between those two things. 1087 01:22:07,756 --> 01:22:09,924 The guy that she really loved, 1088 01:22:10,509 --> 01:22:13,470 but having to keep up with the consumption of substances 1089 01:22:13,554 --> 01:22:15,973 that they both were trying to do at the same time. 1090 01:22:18,434 --> 01:22:21,728 It was just a horrible pendulum of swinging one way to the other, 1091 01:22:21,812 --> 01:22:24,523 one extreme to the other all the time. 1092 01:22:30,696 --> 01:22:32,531 (SOUL MUSIC PLAYING) 1093 01:22:35,826 --> 01:22:37,285 (AMY SINGING) 1094 01:24:58,677 --> 01:24:59,844 Thank you. 1095 01:24:59,928 --> 01:25:01,429 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1096 01:25:08,270 --> 01:25:10,063 Ladies and gentlemen, Amy Winehouse. 1097 01:25:10,147 --> 01:25:11,606 And I've worked with a lot of people. 1098 01:25:11,690 --> 01:25:15,944 I'm telling you, she has one of the best voices of anybody of all time. 1099 01:25:16,028 --> 01:25:17,029 Amy Winehouse. 1100 01:25:21,366 --> 01:25:21,407 More trouble for Amy Winehouse. 1101 01:25:21,408 --> 01:25:21,491 More trouble for Amy Winehouse. 1102 01:25:21,491 --> 01:25:23,659 More trouble for Amy Winehouse. 1103 01:25:23,744 --> 01:25:26,788 The singer's Camden home was raided by police last night, 1104 01:25:26,872 --> 01:25:30,500 who used a battering ram to smash down her front door. 1105 01:25:31,418 --> 01:25:32,419 MALE REPORTER: This was the moment 1106 01:25:32,502 --> 01:25:35,546 police arrested and handcuffed Blake Fielder-Civil, 1107 01:25:35,714 --> 01:25:39,634 on suspicion of attempting to pervert the course of justice. 1108 01:25:39,718 --> 01:25:44,218 A spokesman for The Star saying she was in no way connected with the arrests. 1109 01:25:44,681 --> 01:25:46,391 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 1110 01:25:47,351 --> 01:25:49,269 MAN: Can you shut the door? 1111 01:25:53,148 --> 01:25:57,648 COSBERT: When he went to jail, she spiraled downward very quickly. 1112 01:26:17,798 --> 01:26:18,799 PHOTOGRAPHERS: Amy. 1113 01:26:19,549 --> 01:26:21,384 MAN: Get out of the way. 1114 01:26:24,054 --> 01:26:25,555 (HORN HONKING) 1115 01:26:29,351 --> 01:26:30,894 (MAN SHOUTING) 1116 01:26:43,156 --> 01:26:44,407 (DOOR CLOSES) 1117 01:26:45,575 --> 01:26:46,867 MALE PRESENTER'. For Album Of the Year, 1118 01:26:46,952 --> 01:26:49,621 Amy Winehouse for Back To Black. 1119 01:26:49,705 --> 01:26:50,789 (PEOPLE CHEERING) 1120 01:26:50,872 --> 01:26:54,166 For Best Female Pop Vocal Performance... 1121 01:26:54,251 --> 01:26:56,670 Amy Winehouse for Rehab. 1122 01:26:56,753 --> 01:26:57,962 (PEOPLE CHEERING) 1123 01:26:58,046 --> 01:27:01,299 Can somebody wake her up this afternoon around 6:00 and tell her... 1124 01:27:01,383 --> 01:27:03,259 (PEOPLE LAUGHING) 1125 01:27:03,343 --> 01:27:04,594 ...drunk ass. 1126 01:27:06,304 --> 01:27:09,473 MALE PRESENTER: For Best New Artist, the nominees are... Amy Winehouse. 1127 01:27:12,602 --> 01:27:17,102 MITCHELL: We did everything within our power to help Amy, 1128 01:27:17,941 --> 01:27:20,652 but you can't force treatment on somebody. 1129 01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:26,240 And I felt that that's Amy's responsibility to get herself well. 1130 01:27:32,330 --> 01:27:33,914 Okay, make some room, please. 1131 01:27:33,999 --> 01:27:35,291 MAN: This way. This way. 1132 01:27:35,375 --> 01:27:36,626 I can't see the steps. 1133 01:27:38,336 --> 01:27:42,298 GRANGE: By then she was incredibly famous, very wealthy, 1134 01:27:42,382 --> 01:27:45,051 and she had a complete infrastructure around her, 1135 01:27:45,135 --> 01:27:47,887 where everybody was doing everything for her. 1136 01:27:47,971 --> 01:27:49,597 And that's not real life. 1137 01:27:55,187 --> 01:27:57,480 We had the Grammys coming up. 1138 01:27:57,564 --> 01:27:59,399 I said, "You need to be clean. 1139 01:27:59,483 --> 01:28:02,777 "If you're not clean, you're not doing anything." 1140 01:28:03,653 --> 01:28:05,863 So I had a contract drawn up, 1141 01:28:07,032 --> 01:28:08,033 and it said, 1142 01:28:08,116 --> 01:28:12,616 "You, Amy Winehouse, have agreed to go to a facility now. 1143 01:28:14,623 --> 01:28:16,791 "You're never gonna make another record again. 1144 01:28:16,875 --> 01:28:21,375 "You're never going to perform ever again unless you get clean." 1145 01:28:21,463 --> 01:28:23,006 And God bless her. She did. 1146 01:28:26,384 --> 01:28:28,219 (PHOTOGRAPHERS SHOUTING) 1147 01:28:36,478 --> 01:28:39,772 ANNOUNCER: Live, it's music's biggest night of the year, 1148 01:28:39,856 --> 01:28:42,692 as the National Academy of Recording Arts and Sciences 1149 01:28:42,776 --> 01:28:45,320 presents the annual Grammy Awards. 1150 01:28:45,403 --> 01:28:47,238 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1151 01:28:49,157 --> 01:28:53,657 This is going live tonight, thanks to the Grammys in the States, okay? 1152 01:28:53,745 --> 01:28:56,956 Now, uh, the lady behind me is up for six awards. 1153 01:28:57,082 --> 01:28:58,625 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1154 01:29:00,043 --> 01:29:01,294 She's already won two. 1155 01:29:04,172 --> 01:29:05,882 (CELEBRATORY DRUMMING) 1156 01:29:05,966 --> 01:29:07,425 There you are. 1157 01:29:08,760 --> 01:29:12,805 FEMALE ANNOUNCER: Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome two Grammy favorites, 1158 01:29:12,889 --> 01:29:15,433 Natalie Cole and Tony Bennett. 1159 01:29:26,528 --> 01:29:27,862 COLE". Good evening. 1160 01:29:27,946 --> 01:29:32,446 Grammy history has never sounded or looked any better than this man right here. 1161 01:29:32,784 --> 01:29:34,243 That's right. 1162 01:29:34,411 --> 01:29:36,204 (SCATTERED LAUGHTER AND APPLAUSE) 1163 01:29:38,331 --> 01:29:41,417 Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett. 1164 01:29:43,003 --> 01:29:44,045 (SIGHS) 1165 01:29:44,129 --> 01:29:46,923 These are this year's nominees for Record of the Year. 1166 01:29:48,008 --> 01:29:49,551 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1167 01:29:50,218 --> 01:29:52,553 Irreplaceable, Beyoncé. 1168 01:29:55,140 --> 01:29:57,475 The Pretender, Foo Fighters. 1169 01:29:59,311 --> 01:30:02,939 Umbrella, Rihanna, featuring Jay-Z. 1170 01:30:04,691 --> 01:30:07,944 What Goes Around Comes Around, Justin Timberlake. 1171 01:30:08,028 --> 01:30:10,071 His album's called What Goes Around Comes Around'? 1172 01:30:10,155 --> 01:30:12,115 And Rehab, Amy Winehouse. 1173 01:30:12,198 --> 01:30:13,908 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1174 01:30:15,911 --> 01:30:19,080 And the Grammy goes to Amy Winehouse. 1175 01:30:19,164 --> 01:30:20,498 (ALL CHEERING) 1176 01:30:47,734 --> 01:30:48,735 Uh... 1177 01:30:49,527 --> 01:30:52,821 Thank you to everyone at Island Records. 1178 01:30:54,282 --> 01:30:56,617 Everyone at E Ml Music Publishing. 1179 01:30:56,701 --> 01:30:58,244 To Ra ye-Ra ye. 1180 01:30:58,328 --> 01:31:00,455 To Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi. 1181 01:31:00,538 --> 01:31:02,706 To my mum and dad. 1182 01:31:05,001 --> 01:31:08,713 For my Blake. My Blake incarcerated. 1183 01:31:08,797 --> 01:31:10,882 And for London. This is for London. 1184 01:31:23,687 --> 01:31:26,606 COSBERT: It was a beautiful evening. 1185 01:31:26,690 --> 01:31:31,190 When you get those awards like that, it just made all the work seem worthwhile. 1186 01:31:36,574 --> 01:31:39,743 JAMES: Amy's completely clean and looking amazing. 1187 01:31:41,496 --> 01:31:42,997 It's just overwhelming. 1188 01:31:49,713 --> 01:31:51,464 ASH BY: I was just hysterically crying. 1189 01:31:51,548 --> 01:31:54,050 I was so overwhelmed. I was so proud of her. 1190 01:31:54,134 --> 01:31:58,263 And I was just flashing our whole life, our childhood, 1191 01:31:58,346 --> 01:32:00,556 and then she saw me crying... 1192 01:32:01,558 --> 01:32:03,309 Juliette, come up. 1193 01:32:04,436 --> 01:32:05,728 (INDISTINCT) 1194 01:32:06,354 --> 01:32:07,855 ASHBY". She grabbed me, pulled me up on the stage, 1195 01:32:07,939 --> 01:32:09,607 and took me off the stage. 1196 01:32:12,777 --> 01:32:14,111 And I was like having a bit of a panic attack. 1197 01:32:14,195 --> 01:32:15,988 I said, "I can't believe this is happening. 1198 01:32:16,072 --> 01:32:18,449 "This is amazing. I'm so proud of you." 1199 01:32:21,661 --> 01:32:23,704 And I'm looking at her trying to get some form of reaction, 1200 01:32:23,788 --> 01:32:27,458 she went, "Jules, this is so boring without drugs." 1201 01:32:30,879 --> 01:32:34,632 And I felt really, really, really sad for her. 1202 01:32:51,316 --> 01:32:52,942 REPORTER: Amy? 1203 01:32:54,069 --> 01:32:56,821 Amy, how do you feel after winning the Grammy? 1204 01:32:57,906 --> 01:32:59,949 Did you enjoy it? Oops. Sorry. 1205 01:33:01,034 --> 01:33:03,327 BEY: I was staying at the K-West Hotel. 1206 01:33:06,039 --> 01:33:09,500 Very late in the night, she knocks on the door. 1207 01:33:10,168 --> 01:33:11,586 And I'm alone. 1208 01:33:11,669 --> 01:33:14,171 She comes in, and she just sits on the couch. 1209 01:33:14,798 --> 01:33:17,675 I remember feeling, like, really happy for her, 1210 01:33:17,759 --> 01:33:19,635 and also concerned 1211 01:33:19,719 --> 01:33:22,680 'cause she really didn't know how to be that thing 1212 01:33:23,139 --> 01:33:27,143 that she had been pushed to become from her own success. 1213 01:33:30,146 --> 01:33:32,857 Then she pulled out this aluminum foil. 1214 01:33:34,400 --> 01:33:36,193 She said, "Does this bother you?" 1215 01:33:37,195 --> 01:33:40,198 And I said, "Amy, I love you. 1216 01:33:40,281 --> 01:33:42,491 "I don't mind that you get high, 1217 01:33:42,575 --> 01:33:44,702 "but I mind that you get high." 1218 01:33:46,704 --> 01:33:48,497 She did what she did. 1219 01:33:49,040 --> 01:33:50,291 And I was like, 1220 01:33:50,959 --> 01:33:53,878 "This is someone who is trying to disappear." 1221 01:33:58,258 --> 01:33:59,550 (INTERVIEWER SPEAKING) 1222 01:34:00,385 --> 01:34:01,719 (AMY SPEAKING) 1223 01:34:04,764 --> 01:34:06,474 (INTERVIEWER SPEAKING) 1224 01:34:08,601 --> 01:34:09,810 (AMY SPEAKING) 1225 01:34:13,940 --> 01:34:15,358 (INTERVIEWER SPEAKING) 1226 01:34:18,111 --> 01:34:19,112 (AMY SPEAKING) 1227 01:34:25,618 --> 01:34:27,244 Clear off right now, mate. 1228 01:34:28,746 --> 01:34:31,123 Gents, get away from the door, please. 1229 01:34:31,207 --> 01:34:34,668 No, mate. Fuck off, please. Sorry, mate. 1230 01:34:34,752 --> 01:34:37,671 ANDREW MORRIS: I was called out to do security for her. 1231 01:34:37,755 --> 01:34:38,922 The security that she had, 1232 01:34:39,007 --> 01:34:42,301 it just could not handle the whole paparazzi situation. 1233 01:34:50,435 --> 01:34:53,479 I could see that she was a humble person, 1234 01:34:53,563 --> 01:34:56,691 but she was just caught up in a bad situation. 1235 01:34:56,774 --> 01:34:58,650 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) 1236 01:35:13,750 --> 01:35:17,962 ASHBY". She was not well at all. Physically, mentally, not well. 1237 01:35:20,590 --> 01:35:25,011 All she ever wanted was people to tell her, "Pack it in. Stop it." 1238 01:35:25,511 --> 01:35:28,805 And me and Lauren would not tolerate any of it. 1239 01:35:33,144 --> 01:35:34,687 (GLASS SHATTERING) 1240 01:35:37,482 --> 01:35:38,774 GILBERT: It was Nick that said, 1241 01:35:38,858 --> 01:35:40,860 "The only thing you girls can do 1242 01:35:40,944 --> 01:35:43,488 "is show her that you don't wanna be a part of it, 1243 01:35:43,571 --> 01:35:46,740 "and when she needs help, you are there for her. Tough love." 1244 01:35:48,159 --> 01:35:49,493 And I just said to her, 1245 01:35:49,577 --> 01:35:52,663 "if you want me to help you, I'll help you. 1246 01:35:52,747 --> 01:35:54,290 "I love you. 1247 01:35:54,374 --> 01:35:56,084 "But I don't like who you've become, 1248 01:35:56,167 --> 01:35:58,335 "and I don't wanna be around you." 1249 01:36:13,226 --> 01:36:17,726 SOMERS: Where a lot of money and a lot of expectation is at stake, 1250 01:36:18,898 --> 01:36:21,358 people's ideas become a bit skewed. 1251 01:36:23,820 --> 01:36:26,280 They want to try and get it sorted out 1252 01:36:26,364 --> 01:36:30,864 in a way that doesn't upset this financial trajectory that's going on. 1253 01:36:36,916 --> 01:36:38,959 MITCHELL: From the 6th of September, 1254 01:36:39,043 --> 01:36:43,543 we're not gonna be doing any more work for the foreseeable future. 1255 01:36:44,299 --> 01:36:47,885 Amy is going to be concentrating on writing her new album. 1256 01:36:48,553 --> 01:36:53,053 There's five gigs, which contractually we are obliged to do. 1257 01:36:53,766 --> 01:36:55,225 There's a couple this weekend. 1258 01:36:55,351 --> 01:36:57,019 (SINGING) 1259 01:37:05,278 --> 01:37:09,073 BESTE: It was all over the media that Amy was getting $1 million for some shows. 1260 01:37:09,157 --> 01:37:10,992 Huge money. 1261 01:37:11,075 --> 01:37:13,118 But, by that point, it was much more likely 1262 01:37:13,202 --> 01:37:15,787 to not be a good show than to be a good show. 1263 01:37:17,040 --> 01:37:18,541 She just wanted to get better. 1264 01:37:18,624 --> 01:37:20,709 She knew that things were wrong, 1265 01:37:20,793 --> 01:37:25,130 and she was just very exhausted and tired of the whole situation. 1266 01:37:25,214 --> 01:37:28,759 (SINGING CONTINUES) And if my daddy thinks I'm fine 1267 01:37:29,427 --> 01:37:32,263 He's tried to make me go to rehab 1268 01:37:32,347 --> 01:37:35,058 I won't go, g0, 9° 1269 01:37:35,892 --> 01:37:37,560 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1270 01:37:38,936 --> 01:37:43,148 SHYMANSKY: She couldn't escape her life in this horrible goldfish bowl. 1271 01:37:43,232 --> 01:37:46,526 She began to unravel in public, and the media treatment pushed her 1272 01:37:46,611 --> 01:37:48,863 further and further over the edge. 1273 01:37:48,946 --> 01:37:51,865 Did you see Amy Winehouse in the paper this week? 1274 01:37:51,949 --> 01:37:53,408 My God! 1275 01:37:53,493 --> 01:37:57,330 She looks like a campaign poster for neglected horses. 1276 01:37:57,955 --> 01:37:59,706 (AUDIENCE LAUGHING) 1277 01:38:00,291 --> 01:38:01,292 PHOTOGRAPHERS; Amy! 1278 01:38:05,713 --> 01:38:07,214 Easy, lad. 1279 01:38:09,425 --> 01:38:11,885 SHYMANSKY: It was like a feeding frenzy. 1280 01:38:15,056 --> 01:38:18,809 Suddenly, it was cool to crack jokes about a bulimic's appearance, 1281 01:38:18,893 --> 01:38:20,644 or her drug addictions. 1282 01:38:22,480 --> 01:38:24,231 According to contactmusic.com, 1283 01:38:24,315 --> 01:38:26,942 Amy Winehouse's next album will feature songs about cooking. 1284 01:38:27,026 --> 01:38:28,777 About cooking? That's what they say. 1285 01:38:28,861 --> 01:38:31,738 - Cooking crystal meth, black tar heroin... -(AUDIENCE LAUGHING) 1286 01:38:32,990 --> 01:38:34,866 (PHOTOGRAPHERS CLAMORING) 1287 01:38:36,119 --> 01:38:37,578 PHOTOGRAPHER: She's out HOW. 1288 01:38:40,832 --> 01:38:43,918 Let's go. Let's go fight. Who wants to go first? 1289 01:38:48,673 --> 01:38:50,549 PHOTOGRAPHERS: Amy, cheer up. 1290 01:38:52,510 --> 01:38:54,136 MAN: Go. We gotta go. 1291 01:38:55,638 --> 01:38:57,348 SHYMANSKY: She couldn't escape it. 1292 01:38:58,015 --> 01:39:01,018 No one would leave her alone. It was just disgusting. 1293 01:39:02,145 --> 01:39:04,522 The mainstream media was just all over her. 1294 01:39:05,189 --> 01:39:09,484 Amy Winehouse, erm, she's like, uh, a mad person. 1295 01:39:09,861 --> 01:39:11,153 (AUDIENCE LAUGHING) 1296 01:40:24,769 --> 01:40:26,937 MORRIS: St. Lucia was our place. 1297 01:40:27,021 --> 01:40:29,815 We were supposed to be there for a week. 1298 01:40:29,899 --> 01:40:32,276 We'd end up there for six months. 1299 01:40:35,905 --> 01:40:39,658 WOOD: She decided that St. Lucia was a place that she really liked, 1300 01:40:39,742 --> 01:40:41,285 and she invited me to go. 1301 01:40:43,746 --> 01:40:46,373 You know, as soon as she went to St. Lucia, there was no more crack cocaine. 1302 01:40:46,457 --> 01:40:49,751 That was done. And that's when the heroin stopped. 1303 01:40:50,920 --> 01:40:55,007 But give her a free bar, of course she's gonna drink. 1304 01:40:56,634 --> 01:41:01,134 It was kind of obvious that she was just sublimating alcohol for drugs. 1305 01:41:06,227 --> 01:41:09,772 You know, I haven't seen Amy for six weeks, we've got a lot to talk about. 1306 01:41:09,855 --> 01:41:12,065 A lot of exciting things happening. 1307 01:41:12,149 --> 01:41:16,236 We're talking about the forthcoming album, some other business matters... 1308 01:41:17,947 --> 01:41:21,617 So, I think it's gonna be an exciting time. 1309 01:41:21,826 --> 01:41:23,869 Uh-uh. Naughty. 1310 01:41:25,037 --> 01:41:26,455 Amy! Amy! 1311 01:41:29,041 --> 01:41:33,420 REMI: She was like, "Why is he bringing another camera crew to St. Lucia? 1312 01:41:33,504 --> 01:41:35,923 "Dad, you want money? I'll give you the money. 1313 01:41:36,007 --> 01:41:40,052 "Why you doing your life story, which is really my life story?" 1314 01:41:42,263 --> 01:41:44,890 She just felt like, "You know, my dad is doing a lot of stuff 1315 01:41:44,974 --> 01:41:47,101 "for the money or limelight." 1316 01:41:47,184 --> 01:41:49,186 - MITCHELL: Do you want to go with her? -Yeah. 1317 01:41:49,270 --> 01:41:51,480 You follow down, if you want. 1318 01:41:54,859 --> 01:41:56,402 (MAN SPEAKING) 1319 01:41:59,322 --> 01:42:00,948 MITCHELL: I'll ask her. 1320 01:42:01,032 --> 01:42:02,658 Amy? 1321 01:42:03,284 --> 01:42:04,493 - How do you do it? -Just push and hold the button. 1322 01:42:04,577 --> 01:42:05,578 We're really sorry for bothering you. 1323 01:42:05,661 --> 01:42:07,079 - MITCHELL: Oh, okay. -Is that all right? 1324 01:42:11,167 --> 01:42:12,626 Okay. 1325 01:42:13,836 --> 01:42:14,837 (CAMERA CLICKS) 1326 01:42:15,296 --> 01:42:16,672 - Is that okay? Pleasure. -WOMAN: Thank you. 1327 01:42:16,756 --> 01:42:17,798 Thank you. 1328 01:42:17,882 --> 01:42:20,509 I've gotta say, why have you got to make a comment like that? 1329 01:42:20,593 --> 01:42:22,636 Why is it... Why? 1330 01:42:22,720 --> 01:42:24,763 Why have you gotta do that? 1331 01:42:27,475 --> 01:42:30,311 A mug of? They asked to take a picture of you. 1332 01:42:30,394 --> 01:42:32,813 No. Richard... I don't want you to do this. 1333 01:42:32,897 --> 01:42:34,398 (AMY SPEAKING) 1334 01:42:37,902 --> 01:42:39,278 MITCHELL: No, that's got nothing to do with it. 1335 01:42:39,362 --> 01:42:42,323 - Dad, I don't mind. -I'm talking to you about those two people 1336 01:42:42,406 --> 01:42:45,826 who wanted a lousy photograph, but you gotta make them feel bad about it. 1337 01:42:45,910 --> 01:42:47,369 (AMY SPEAKING) 1338 01:42:54,543 --> 01:42:56,795 SHOMARI DILON: She just wanted her dad, 1339 01:42:56,879 --> 01:42:59,089 and he didn't just come by hisself. 1340 01:42:59,173 --> 01:43:02,259 He came with cameras and audio guys. 1341 01:43:04,512 --> 01:43:08,724 But she worshipped the ground he walked on. 1342 01:43:21,404 --> 01:43:25,032 FIELDER: I was in jail with 500 fellows reading the paper, 1343 01:43:25,116 --> 01:43:29,203 and there's a picture of my wife on a beach with a fellow. 1344 01:43:29,286 --> 01:43:32,455 It's not easy to go through things like that. 1345 01:43:40,923 --> 01:43:43,342 To put it bluntly, I just didn't have a very high opinion of myself 1346 01:43:43,426 --> 01:43:46,679 after the treatment I've had for the past two years with my wife. 1347 01:43:46,762 --> 01:43:49,598 I kind of just had the wind knocked out of my sails. 1348 01:43:49,682 --> 01:43:52,601 So I just thought, "Fuck this. You know, I'm a big man. 1349 01:43:52,685 --> 01:43:55,979 "I'm an handsome fucking guy. I ain't on heroin. 1350 01:43:56,772 --> 01:43:58,982 "I'm going to the gym a lot. I dress well. 1351 01:43:59,066 --> 01:44:02,652 "So what the fuck am I doing wasting my time with her?" 1352 01:44:17,668 --> 01:44:19,169 (PHONE DIALING) 1353 01:44:21,338 --> 01:44:22,839 (AMY SPEAKING) 1354 01:44:44,153 --> 01:44:46,363 And then the chorus will come in. 1355 01:44:47,448 --> 01:44:49,950 And on the last verse 1356 01:45:12,598 --> 01:45:14,308 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 1357 01:45:21,941 --> 01:45:23,359 (MORRIS SPEAKING) 1358 01:46:03,148 --> 01:46:04,691 (PHONE RINGING) 1359 01:46:08,696 --> 01:46:09,947 (AMY SPEAKING) 1360 01:47:13,010 --> 01:47:17,510 BENNETT: My son came up with the idea of getting the most contemporary artists. 1361 01:47:17,890 --> 01:47:19,182 And I kept saying to myself, 1362 01:47:19,266 --> 01:47:22,644 "Who sings the right way, the real jazz singing?" 1363 01:47:23,228 --> 01:47:25,521 And when I heard Amy Winehouse, 1364 01:47:26,190 --> 01:47:28,692 I immediately said, "This one's got it." 1365 01:47:30,319 --> 01:47:31,778 Everybody just said, 1366 01:47:31,862 --> 01:47:33,613 "Oh, I don't know how you're gonna handle her." 1367 01:47:33,697 --> 01:47:35,156 Where do you wanna be? 1368 01:47:35,240 --> 01:47:37,242 - I'll be here and you be here. -Okay. 1369 01:47:37,326 --> 01:47:39,119 This is weird. 1370 01:47:39,203 --> 01:47:42,873 I have never done anything like this. I've never done anything like this. 1371 01:47:42,957 --> 01:47:43,958 In which way? 1372 01:47:44,041 --> 01:47:47,127 - To sing with one of my idols... -Oh, no. 1373 01:47:47,211 --> 01:47:49,129 ...and have it filmed. 1374 01:47:49,213 --> 01:47:50,756 - But it's good. -it'll be wonderful. 1375 01:47:50,839 --> 01:47:54,425 It's good 'cause then I can make my dad jealous after, when I show him. 1376 01:47:54,510 --> 01:47:56,011 -(LAUGHING) -When he sees it. 1377 01:47:57,262 --> 01:47:59,472 (SINGING) I can't believe it 1378 01:48:00,140 --> 01:48:02,725 It's hard to conceive it 1379 01:48:03,769 --> 01:48:08,269 That you would turn away romance 1380 01:48:09,024 --> 01:48:12,152 Oh 1381 01:48:12,236 --> 01:48:14,446 Are you pretending? 1382 01:48:15,155 --> 01:48:18,950 It looks like the ending 1383 01:48:19,034 --> 01:48:21,411 Unless I could have 1384 01:48:21,495 --> 01:48:25,995 One more chance to prove, dear 1385 01:48:27,626 --> 01:48:28,627 My love... 1386 01:48:28,711 --> 01:48:31,088 Sorry. Sorry. That was me. I was terrible. I was terrible. 1387 01:48:31,171 --> 01:48:33,173 - No, no, no. -I don't wanna waste your time. 1388 01:48:33,257 --> 01:48:36,009 It's getting better each time. Don't... Really... 1389 01:48:36,093 --> 01:48:38,929 I just don't wanna waste your time. That's all. 1390 01:48:43,142 --> 01:48:44,184 QBENNETT CLEARS THROAT) 1391 01:48:44,268 --> 01:48:46,186 We'll keep doing it till we got one. 1392 01:48:46,270 --> 01:48:48,355 It's all right, Amy. Okay? 1393 01:48:48,439 --> 01:48:50,357 You are not in any hurry, are you? 1394 01:48:50,441 --> 01:48:52,192 - No, of course, I'm not. -I'm not either. 1395 01:48:52,276 --> 01:48:53,318 So, we have time. 1396 01:48:53,402 --> 01:48:55,112 Just got to get it right. I've got to get it right. 1397 01:48:55,195 --> 01:48:56,362 I'm not getting it right. 1398 01:48:56,447 --> 01:48:57,948 No, you are. You are. 1399 01:48:58,032 --> 01:49:00,784 It's getting better each time, and you sound wonderful. 1400 01:49:02,077 --> 01:49:04,496 - Just a minute. I'm gonna get some water. -MAN: Okay. 1401 01:49:04,580 --> 01:49:06,665 BENNETT: The most famous artists I've ever met 1402 01:49:06,749 --> 01:49:10,127 are the most nervous before they hit that stage. 1403 01:49:11,045 --> 01:49:13,130 No matter how much you feel it, 1404 01:49:13,213 --> 01:49:15,548 you want to feel it even more, 1405 01:49:15,632 --> 01:49:18,134 so that it becomes an honest recording. 1406 01:49:18,218 --> 01:49:20,803 And that's what Amy had. She had that gift. 1407 01:49:21,764 --> 01:49:25,017 She was a natural, true jazz singer. 1408 01:49:25,809 --> 01:49:30,309 And a jazz artist doesn't like 50,000 people in front of them. 1409 01:49:33,901 --> 01:49:36,987 (SINGING) My life a wreck 1410 01:49:37,488 --> 01:49:40,449 You're making 1411 01:49:41,325 --> 01:49:45,825 You know I'm yours just for the taking 1412 01:49:48,832 --> 01:49:53,332 I'd gladly surrender 1413 01:49:56,590 --> 01:49:59,509 Myself to you 1414 01:50:00,344 --> 01:50:04,844 Body and soul 1415 01:50:18,237 --> 01:50:19,571 (APPLAUSE) 1416 01:50:20,239 --> 01:50:21,240 Thank you. 1417 01:50:21,323 --> 01:50:23,283 - I think we got it. -Yeah. 1418 01:50:23,367 --> 01:50:24,409 Okay. 1419 01:50:24,493 --> 01:50:27,370 You know, I'm like you, you know. Each time it's different. 1420 01:50:27,454 --> 01:50:29,414 Yeah. No, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1421 01:50:29,498 --> 01:50:31,124 It's never the same thing twice, right? 1422 01:50:31,208 --> 01:50:32,959 - Yeah. -Yeah. 1423 01:50:33,043 --> 01:50:34,377 Well, no, I'm like you. 1424 01:50:34,461 --> 01:50:36,379 - Not you're like me. I'm like you. -(LAUGHING) 1425 01:50:36,922 --> 01:50:38,840 - I get it from... -Well. 1426 01:50:38,924 --> 01:50:41,426 ...my idols like you. 1427 01:50:43,512 --> 01:50:45,388 That's the right way to do it. 1428 01:50:46,765 --> 01:50:48,183 (INDISTINCT) 1429 01:50:52,980 --> 01:50:56,316 REMI: She skyped me. She was happy. 1430 01:50:56,400 --> 01:50:58,944 The Tony Bennett thing, I mean, she was a fan. 1431 01:50:59,027 --> 01:51:02,113 It was about her saying, "I'm not a singer, I'm a jazz singer." 1432 01:51:03,157 --> 01:51:06,201 Then she said, "Let's do this jazz project with Questlove." 1433 01:51:08,287 --> 01:51:10,664 QUESTLOVE". She's such a jazz snob. 1434 01:51:11,039 --> 01:51:14,167 She would always be on her computer sending me MP3s. 1435 01:51:14,251 --> 01:51:16,920 "Listen to this. Listen to this. Listen to this." 1436 01:51:17,004 --> 01:51:20,465 I thought I had my doctorate in jazz, but, no, I'm like... 1437 01:51:20,716 --> 01:51:22,217 She taught me a lot. 1438 01:51:22,301 --> 01:51:24,970 She was like, "All right, we're gonna start a super group. 1439 01:51:25,053 --> 01:51:28,014 "You, me, Mos, and Raphael Saadiq." 1440 01:51:29,099 --> 01:51:30,225 I was like, "Okay." 1441 01:51:30,309 --> 01:51:31,810 And she'd, like, assign homework, 1442 01:51:31,894 --> 01:51:34,605 "All right, study this record. Study this record. Study this record." 1443 01:51:38,108 --> 01:51:40,568 CRISTINA ROMETE: Amy had a good period. 1444 01:51:41,862 --> 01:51:45,866 She could go for four weeks at a time with no alcohol. 1445 01:51:45,949 --> 01:51:48,034 And she very much felt 1446 01:51:48,118 --> 01:51:50,578 that she was the best that she has ever been. 1447 01:51:52,706 --> 01:51:57,206 But she went to the Priory in May to be checked, 1448 01:51:57,836 --> 01:52:02,215 and there were some very serious things that were being spotted. 1449 01:52:03,133 --> 01:52:07,345 It was the cumulative effect of drinking and bulimia. 1450 01:52:09,223 --> 01:52:13,723 She could feel perfectly fine and have heart irregularities. 1451 01:52:14,353 --> 01:52:17,773 Her heart can stop if she started drinking again. 1452 01:52:20,275 --> 01:52:23,069 I said, "Look, is this what you want? 1453 01:52:23,153 --> 01:52:24,362 "Do you want to die?" 1454 01:52:24,446 --> 01:52:26,614 And she said, "No, I don't want to die." 1455 01:52:32,454 --> 01:52:34,456 COSBERT: All the signs were positive. 1456 01:52:34,539 --> 01:52:37,291 And I thought, "Right, okay, we got a little chink of light." 1457 01:52:39,294 --> 01:52:41,838 The Tony Bennett thing was a good catalyst, 1458 01:52:41,922 --> 01:52:43,882 and it showed that she still had it. 1459 01:52:45,676 --> 01:52:48,136 We had the offers to do these shows, 1460 01:52:48,220 --> 01:52:50,472 and I said to her, "You don't have to do them. 1461 01:52:50,555 --> 01:52:53,474 "There's no pressure. We've got no record to promote." 1462 01:52:53,558 --> 01:52:54,600 But she wanted to do it. 1463 01:52:55,852 --> 01:52:59,313 REMI: She skyped me. She wanted to do all these other projects 1464 01:52:59,398 --> 01:53:02,234 with Questlove and Mos Def. 1465 01:53:02,317 --> 01:53:04,027 She was like, "I don't need this." 1466 01:53:04,111 --> 01:53:05,654 She just didn't wanna go. 1467 01:53:08,365 --> 01:53:11,284 BESTE: The material felt so tired, 1468 01:53:11,368 --> 01:53:13,453 and didn't feel relevant to her anymore. 1469 01:53:13,996 --> 01:53:15,872 But because she was such a huge star, 1470 01:53:15,956 --> 01:53:17,958 and there was all of these different pressures, 1471 01:53:18,041 --> 01:53:20,710 she had to keep performing Back to Black. 1472 01:53:21,378 --> 01:53:23,046 She didn't wanna do that. 1473 01:53:25,048 --> 01:53:28,509 JAMES: As soon as she knew that tour was looming, 1474 01:53:29,886 --> 01:53:31,637 she got wasted. 1475 01:53:31,722 --> 01:53:34,391 Wasted so that she wouldn't be able to go. 1476 01:53:51,867 --> 01:53:55,161 Amy was passed out asleep on a sofa. 1477 01:53:56,246 --> 01:53:59,207 She gets put in the back of a car, asleep, 1478 01:54:00,584 --> 01:54:04,796 and she wakes up at the airport and gets put on a private jet. 1479 01:54:07,132 --> 01:54:08,383 (CAMERA CLICKING) 1480 01:54:15,307 --> 01:54:16,308 (MORRIS SPEAKING) 1481 01:54:33,033 --> 01:54:34,784 (AUDIENCE CHEERING) 1482 01:54:44,544 --> 01:54:48,798 ALL: (CHANTING) Amy! Amy! Amy! 1483 01:54:51,593 --> 01:54:53,553 (MUSIC PLAYING) 1484 01:54:56,556 --> 01:54:58,516 Belgrade! 1485 01:54:58,600 --> 01:55:01,686 Introducing Amy Winehouse! 1486 01:55:01,770 --> 01:55:03,354 (CROWD CHEERING) 1487 01:55:11,988 --> 01:55:13,155 Whoo! 1488 01:55:51,945 --> 01:55:53,363 (ALL BOOING) 1489 01:55:56,408 --> 01:55:58,368 DALE DAVIS: I wasn't sure what was going on. 1490 01:55:59,578 --> 01:56:01,204 She just wouldn't sing, 1491 01:56:01,288 --> 01:56:03,581 and it was the first time ever that had happened. 1492 01:56:06,543 --> 01:56:08,378 (MAN SPEAKING SERBIAN) 1493 01:56:17,137 --> 01:56:18,805 (BOOING INCREASES) 1494 01:56:22,058 --> 01:56:23,809 (MUSIC PLAYING) 1495 01:56:37,741 --> 01:56:39,492 (WOMAN SHOUTING IN SERBIAN) 1496 01:56:39,576 --> 01:56:41,286 (BOOING CONTINUES) 1497 01:57:07,896 --> 01:57:09,939 BESTE: It felt like the end. 1498 01:57:12,025 --> 01:57:15,153 It was someone who just really didn't care anymore. 1499 01:57:18,782 --> 01:57:21,576 To the extent where she was willing to sabotage 1500 01:57:21,660 --> 01:57:26,160 not just her career, but her friendships, and her musical relationships. 1501 01:57:44,808 --> 01:57:47,393 But it's amazing to me. Why do they keep putting her on the stage? 1502 01:57:47,477 --> 01:57:50,271 Because surely her managers know she has a problem. 1503 01:57:50,355 --> 01:57:54,855 This was supposed to be a major comeback, guys, and she totally blew it. 1504 01:58:06,329 --> 01:58:07,330 Go! 1505 01:58:08,832 --> 01:58:10,124 (REMI SPEAKING) 1506 01:58:23,346 --> 01:58:26,140 SHYMANSKY: The 24th of July was my wedding day, 1507 01:58:26,224 --> 01:58:30,019 and Amy was due to be at the wedding, and we'd spoken, 1508 01:58:30,103 --> 01:58:33,272 and I felt like she was really excited about my wedding, actually. 1509 01:58:33,356 --> 01:58:37,193 And she said she hadn't been drinking, and she can't wait to see the family, 1510 01:58:37,277 --> 01:58:38,778 and Salaam and some people 1511 01:58:38,862 --> 01:58:41,531 that had been on the journey were going to be there. 1512 01:58:43,366 --> 01:58:44,825 (PHONE RINGING) 1513 01:58:49,581 --> 01:58:51,874 ASHBY: She rang me up, and I looked at the phone and I thought, 1514 01:58:51,958 --> 01:58:54,502 "Oh, my God! What's happened now?" 1515 01:58:54,586 --> 01:58:55,962 Because that's the first thing that goes in my head, 1516 01:58:56,046 --> 01:58:57,130 and she just went, "Jules," 1517 01:58:57,213 --> 01:59:00,299 and it was my Amy, completely normal. 1518 01:59:02,719 --> 01:59:05,638 And all she kept saying was, and she'd never done this before, 1519 01:59:05,722 --> 01:59:07,223 she just kept saying, "Sorry." 1520 01:59:07,307 --> 01:59:09,642 it was like complete clarity over the whole situation 1521 01:59:09,726 --> 01:59:11,144 of the nightmare of the past 1522 01:59:11,227 --> 01:59:13,103 however many years that we'd just gone through. 1523 01:59:13,730 --> 01:59:16,232 "Jules, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 1524 01:59:16,316 --> 01:59:17,567 (VOICE BREAKING) "I 'm so sorry, I 'm so sorry." 1525 01:59:17,692 --> 01:59:19,151 You know, like, when you're a kid and you panic 1526 01:59:19,235 --> 01:59:21,070 that you've done something wrong, 1527 01:59:21,571 --> 01:59:23,322 and you want to just fix it there and then? 1528 01:59:23,406 --> 01:59:25,408 That's how it was. 1529 01:59:25,533 --> 01:59:28,744 I just wanted to go and grab her, bring her back to me, 1530 01:59:28,870 --> 01:59:31,247 wrap her in my house, not let her out. 1531 01:59:33,083 --> 01:59:34,667 And she called me the next day, 1532 01:59:34,751 --> 01:59:37,503 and it was just so weird hearing her talk normally, 1533 01:59:37,587 --> 01:59:41,757 because for so long we'd just been pining for her to... 1534 01:59:41,883 --> 01:59:44,844 Like, I missed my best friend, Lauren missed her best friend. 1535 01:59:44,928 --> 01:59:48,014 We just wanted to have a normal conversation. 1536 01:59:49,265 --> 01:59:51,350 She just kept going, "Can I see you? 1537 01:59:51,434 --> 01:59:52,935 "Will Lauren speak to me? Can we start again?" 1538 01:59:53,061 --> 01:59:54,854 I was like, "Of course we can. We're always here. 1539 01:59:54,938 --> 01:59:58,191 "You know we are. We've been waiting for you to talk to us." 1540 01:59:58,274 --> 02:00:00,025 And she said, "Well, I'm going to call you tomorrow," 1541 02:00:00,110 --> 02:00:01,778 and I was like, "Okay. I love you." 1542 02:00:01,903 --> 02:00:03,529 "I love you, too." 1543 02:00:17,752 --> 02:00:19,503 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 1544 02:00:25,051 --> 02:00:27,219 MORRIS: She just looked like she was sleeping. 1545 02:00:28,388 --> 02:00:32,100 She was on top of the bed, just sleeping. 1546 02:00:35,270 --> 02:00:36,896 But she was gone. 1547 02:00:44,946 --> 02:00:46,113 (MORRIS CONTINUES) 1548 02:01:13,975 --> 02:01:16,185 -(CAMERAS CLICKING) -(PEOPLE GASPING) 1549 02:01:21,566 --> 02:01:23,609 WOMAN: Rest in peace, Amy! 1550 02:01:33,203 --> 02:01:34,579 ROMETE: Amy's blood-alcohol level 1551 02:01:34,662 --> 02:01:38,332 was four to five times higher than drink-driving limits. 1552 02:01:38,416 --> 02:01:41,293 Maybe a combination of her eating disorders 1553 02:01:41,377 --> 02:01:45,214 and the alcohol, it just made her heart stop. 1554 02:01:55,809 --> 02:01:59,979 BENNETT". She was one of the truest jazz singers I ever heard. 1555 02:02:00,063 --> 02:02:04,563 To me, she should be treated like Ella Fitzgerald, like Billie Holiday. 1556 02:02:05,443 --> 02:02:07,528 She had the complete gift. 1557 02:02:09,364 --> 02:02:11,449 If she had lived, I would've said, 1558 02:02:12,575 --> 02:02:15,369 "Slow down. You're too important. 1559 02:02:15,453 --> 02:02:18,330 "Life teaches you really how to live it, 1560 02:02:18,414 --> 02:02:20,707 "if you could live long enough." 1561 02:02:22,877 --> 02:02:24,545 (CAMERAS CLICKING) 1562 02:02:33,263 --> 02:02:35,265 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 1563 02:03:25,648 --> 02:03:26,732 (INAUDIBLE) 1564 02:04:42,976 --> 02:04:44,811 (MUSIC PLAYING)