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TOM: I grew up
slowly beside the
tides and marshes

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of a Carolina sea island.

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We lived
in a small white house,

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won by my
great, great grandfather,

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Winston Shadrach Wingo,

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in a horseshoe game.

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LUKE: Last one around
the tree is a ninny!

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(LAUGHING)
Joop, Joop, Joop,
come here!

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LILA: Boys, boys!
Careful, now!

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I'll race you, Tom!
YOUNG TOM: Wait up, Luke!

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There are families
who live out
their entire lives

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without a single
thing of interest
happening to them.

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YOUNG SAVANNAH:
Don't run so fast, Tom!

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I've always envied
those families.

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LILA: Luke, mind you
don't torment that dog!

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It's my dog.
It's my dog!

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Tom, you're gonna
step on him!
He's only a pup.

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YOUNG SAVANNAH: Here, Joop!
Come here, Joop!
Mom, did you see me run?

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Savannah,
you want a bean?
Come here, Joop!

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Boys, you want
a bean?
Give one to the dog.

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(SQUEALING)
Quit squealing,
Savannah.

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You're next, Tom.

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The child
of a beautiful woman,

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I was also a shrimper's son
in love with the shape
of boats.

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Luke, he's pushing me.
I'm not pushing her.

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Quit pushing her.

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Just like that.

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As a small boy,
I loved to navigate
my father's shrimp boat

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between the sandbars.

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Rocks coming ahead.

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I suppose
Henry Wingo would have
made a pretty good father

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if he hadn't been
such a violent man.

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From my mother I inherited
a love of language

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and an appreciation
of nature.

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She could turn
a walk around the island

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into a voyage
of purest discovery.

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As a child,
I thought she was the most
extraordinary woman on Earth.

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I wasn't
the first son to be
wrong about his mother.

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HENRY: I am sick
and tired of you

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LILA: Leave me alone!
never showing me any
respect in my own house!

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(SHOUTING CONTINUES)

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TOM: I don't know when
my parents began their war
against each other.

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YOUNG TOM: You're running
too fast for me!
LUKE: Move it, Tom!

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But I do know
the only prisoners
they took

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were their children.
Wait, you guys!

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My shoes
are falling off!
Keep up, Savannah.

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When my brother, sister
and I needed to escape,

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we developed a ritual.
Okay, jump!

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We found a silent,
soothing world

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where there was no pain.

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A world without
mothers or fathers.

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We would make a circle
bound by flesh

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and blood and water.

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And only when we felt
our lungs betray us

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would we rise
toward the light.

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And the fear of what
lay in wait for us
above the surface.

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(ALL CHATTERING)

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All this was
a long time ago,

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before I chose
not to have a memory.

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Daddy!
I think something bit me!

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TOM: Mr. Brighton,
are you selling dope
to my girls again?

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Stop bugging us, Dad.
Bye, girls.

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Bye, Mr. Brighton.
TOM: Come on in!
It's getting late.

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It's a conch.
TOM: Bring him home.

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I'll send him
to college.

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How do you know
it's a boy?

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Well, let's examine him.

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Now, girls,
have I ever told you
the facts of life?

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Oh, no.
Not this again.

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Stay away from boys,
because they're all
Mom!

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disgusting,
self-indulgent beasts
Hi, honey.

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that pee on bushes
and pick their noses.

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Gross, Dad.
That's completely gross.

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Oh.
Anyway, I'm not gonna
stay away from boys.

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That's the spirit, Lucy.
Never do a thing
your parents tell you.

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Hey, Mom,
look what I found.

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Daddy, if you
don't quit smoking,
you're gonna die.

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That's what they
told me at school.

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Well, no more
school for you.
Mom, Dad's smoking again.

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Oh, no. Well, you know
what to do with that.

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Put it in the sink.
Give me a kiss.

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I want to play!

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You look tired, Doctor.
I'll fix you a drink.

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Oh, that would be
so nice.

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It's been
one of those days.

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Hey, honey,
it's tough work
being a saint.

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(PHONE RINGING)

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Sal, can you get it?
Something smells good.

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LUCY: Hey, Dad,
come play with us!
Later.

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SALLY: It's your mother.
She's calling from her car.

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I'm not here.
Okay, Lila.

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She's coming over.

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Why didn't you tell her
we were under quarantine?

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She said
she had to see you.

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CHANDLER: Dad,
they won't share.

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Work it out, girls.
Work it out.

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She said it was urgent.
She was crying.

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I can't remember a day
when Lila wasn't crying.

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Be nice to her, Tom.

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I hate my mother, Sally.
I enjoy hating her.

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Please don't kill
one of the few pleasures
in my life.

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Then can we talk
about something else?
Sure. What?

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Us.
I need a stiff drink
for that conversation.

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Girls? Girls!

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What?
Would anyone like
to sit on Daddy's lap?

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GIRLS: No!
There's money involved.

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GIRLS: Yes!

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Now, girls,
I'm gonna ask you
a serious question,

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and I want you to answer it
with brutal honesty.
Oh, brother.

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I already know
what the question is.

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Who's the greatest
human being on this Earth?
Mama!

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Mama? I've got
to develop some
new routines, huh?

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Come on, everybody,
pick up now.

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Come on, wash.
It's bath time.
Gotta get ready.

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Yeah, we got to pass
inspection, troops.
Lila's coming over.

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Lila, Lila, Lila.
Why can't we
call her Grandma?

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You'll know when
you're a grandma.
I will?

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Now come on.
Pick up everything
and get into that tub.

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How's a little
bouillabaisse sound
to you, Mrs. Wingo?

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CHANDLER: Yuck! Can't we
ever have normal food?

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Do you think we
could talk seriously
for just a few minutes?

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Not now, Sally.
My mother's getting close.

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Can't you tell?
The air has stopped moving.

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(GROANS) Sometimes I think
all you need is just a good
smack across your mouth.

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Uh-oh. Here she is.
Oh, Sally, quick.

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Tie this garlic
around my neck.

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Do we have to invite her
for dinner?

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She won't stay.
You know that.
Then let's invite her.

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Lila.
Hello, Sally, dear.

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Those shrubs need watering.

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Oh, yeah.
I'll have to do that.

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You're looking
well, Lila.
Don't be glib, Tom.

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Will you be having
dinner with us?

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No, I can't stay long.
What a shame.

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(CHILDREN CHATTERING)
Where are the children?

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They're taking baths. Why?
I have some bad news.

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Don't tell me
they cancelled your
American Express card?

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Your sister tried
to kill herself again.

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You want to make
another joke?

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Oh, my God, Lila. When?

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I'm not sure.

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She was in a coma
when they found her.

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How is she now?

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She's alive, thank God.

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I spoke
to her psychiatrist.

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Some Jewish woman
in New York.

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She wants one of us
to go up there right away.
I told her you'd go.

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What are you saying, Lila?
If she's a shrink
and a Jew, you can't go?

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I didn't say that.

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I'm just
not entirely sure
I'd be welcome.

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You know Savannah.
She'll probably blame me.

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My children blame me
for everything.

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Oh, do I detect a note
of guilt there, Mama?

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Don't you give me that
psychological horseshit.

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Why don't you just come
right out and say it?

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I'm responsible
for all your problems.

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Including your
being out of a job.

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Let's hit way below
the belt, now, Lila.
Come on. It's fun.

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Don't pretend
you didn't start this.

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Fact is I just can't
go right now.

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It's your stepfather's
birthday this weekend.

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Well, gee, Mother,
I can't go either

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because I gotta wash out
Sally's pantyhose.

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I'm gonna take
the clothes to
the cleaner.

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Why don't you get a job
as a stand-up comedian?

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I'm sure it pays better
than teaching did.

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Which was far
beneath me anyway.

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Now wasn't that what
you were gonna say?
Beneath your abilities, yes.

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What do you know
about my abilities?

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Talking to you is like
chewing on tinfoil.
What do you mean?

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It always has been.
Stop it now,
the both of you!

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I'm sorry
you're hurting.

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You wanted to talk?

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It can wait.

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Let's walk.

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Tell me what
you're thinking.

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(SIGHS)

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I'm trying to calculate
the exact moment
everything got so fucked up.

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Uh, I'm also
worried the Braves
are gonna finish last.

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I don't feel
like laughing.

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Oh, come on, Sally.
Come on.

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Do you know that this is
the first time that you have
touched me in weeks?

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(SIGHING)
My life's a mess, Sally.

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Our life's a mess, Tom.

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Look!
There's the Big Dipper.

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Oh, I don't give a shit
about the Big Dipper!

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Damn it,
I care about us.

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(SOBBING) I care about why
you keep pushing me away.

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I thought you said
all this could wait,
sweetheart.

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Wait? I've been waiting
for two years, Tom.

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Ever since Luke died.
I know how you feel
about him.

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I just don't know how
you feel about me anymore.

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(CHUCKLES)
Don't take it personally, Sal.

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I don't know how I feel
about anything anymore.

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God, you're pathetic.

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(SIGHS)

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MAN: Don't blame it on us!
Blame it on Con Ed!

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(HORNS HONKING)

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(PEOPLE SHOUTING)

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WOMAN: Get that
truck out of here!
Come on, I'm in a hurry!

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I've got
a doctor's appointment!

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Lady, what are you
honking at me for?

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TOM: It was
only my sister

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who could force me to come
to this god-awful city.

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This city that roars
down on you.

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She loved it all.
The muggers, the winos,

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the bag ladies,
the wall-to-wall noise.

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She loved it because
it had nothing to do
with our childhood.

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Luke and I hated it

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for exactly
the same reason.

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You're...

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Hello.

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I'm Dr. Lowenstein.
You must be Tom, hmm?

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Yes, ma'am.

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Why don't you come in?

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You can leave
your things there.

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00:13:13,927 --> 00:13:15,829
Uh, am I supposed to
lie down on the couch,

218
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or are we gonna make
polite chitchat first?

219
00:13:18,698 --> 00:13:20,968
How about
a cup of coffee?

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00:13:21,034 --> 00:13:23,303
Oh. Oh, we're gonna make
polite chitchat first.

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Was that yes or no
to the coffee?

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It's a yes, ma'am.

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Cream and sugar?
And you don't have to
call me ma'am, you know.

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Oh, that's
my good home training.
And I'm a little nervous.

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Cream, no sugar.

226
00:13:36,716 --> 00:13:39,352
Why do you think
you're nervous?

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I get nervous
every time my sister
tries to kill herself.

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It's a quirk of mine.
A quirk?

229
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I'm sorry.
I was being cynical.
It's a family trait.

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Oh, I don't think
Savannah's cynical.

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No? She's suicidal.

232
00:13:54,001 --> 00:13:56,436
I wish she was cynical.

233
00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:57,871
How is my sister?

234
00:13:57,938 --> 00:13:59,772
She's out
of physical danger,
but emotionally...

235
00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:01,341
When can I see her?

236
00:14:01,408 --> 00:14:03,343
You'll have to wait
until tomorrow.

237
00:14:03,410 --> 00:14:04,611
Why?
Why can't I go now?

238
00:14:04,677 --> 00:14:06,313
Because she's been
very agitated today.

239
00:14:06,379 --> 00:14:07,881
We're still trying
to quiet her down,

240
00:14:07,948 --> 00:14:09,983
and I think it would be
just too upsetting.

241
00:14:10,050 --> 00:14:11,484
Wouldn't upset me.

242
00:14:11,551 --> 00:14:13,253
No, but it might upset her.

243
00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:19,359
How's your coffee?
Is it hot enough?

244
00:14:20,060 --> 00:14:21,328
It'll do.

245
00:14:24,131 --> 00:14:25,899
In Savannah's poems,

246
00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:30,137
are you the shrimper
or the coach?

247
00:14:30,203 --> 00:14:33,640
The coach.
Luke's the shrimper.
Or was.

248
00:14:35,275 --> 00:14:36,643
And Savannah's
last suicide attempt

249
00:14:36,709 --> 00:14:39,079
was right after his death,
is that correct?

250
00:14:39,146 --> 00:14:41,748
Yeah. She had a few
bad days over it.

251
00:14:43,250 --> 00:14:45,718
Were there other times?

252
00:14:45,785 --> 00:14:49,156
Oh, uh, there might have
been another time

253
00:14:49,222 --> 00:14:52,059
when we were young,
but I'm not sure.

254
00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:54,561
How are you getting paid?

255
00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:56,029
Why are you changing
the subject?

256
00:14:56,096 --> 00:14:59,199
Because I don't like it much.
Is it okay if I smoke?

257
00:14:59,266 --> 00:15:01,368
I'd prefer it if you didn't.

258
00:15:01,434 --> 00:15:03,870
(GROANS) Jesus.

259
00:15:03,937 --> 00:15:06,506
How well do you know
your sister's poetry?

260
00:15:06,573 --> 00:15:09,676
I said I was
a coach, Lowenstein,
not an orangutan.

261
00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:11,178
I was also
an English teacher.

262
00:15:11,244 --> 00:15:13,380
Of course
I know her poetry.
She's my twin.

263
00:15:13,446 --> 00:15:16,383
I know her stuff a hell
of a lot better than you do.

264
00:15:16,449 --> 00:15:18,751
You don't like
psychiatrists much,
do you?

265
00:15:18,818 --> 00:15:20,387
Why should I?
What good do
you people do?

266
00:15:20,453 --> 00:15:23,923
You ask a lot of questions,
and I'm sick of this
whole damn routine.

267
00:15:23,991 --> 00:15:26,693
I'm sick of my sister's
attraction to razor blades,

268
00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:30,230
and I'm sick of shrinks
who can't do a fucking
thing to help her!

269
00:15:30,297 --> 00:15:33,366
Well, I don't know if I can
help your sister either.

270
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:35,502
(SIGHS) But I do know...

271
00:15:35,568 --> 00:15:37,937
I'm not going
to give up trying.
Why not?

272
00:15:38,005 --> 00:15:40,407
Maybe she just wants
to die too damn much, huh?

273
00:15:40,473 --> 00:15:42,909
And that's okay with you?
You sound resigned
to losing her.

274
00:15:42,976 --> 00:15:45,478
Oh, hell, no,
it's not okay with me.

275
00:15:48,848 --> 00:15:51,884
Yeah, but I am resigned.

276
00:15:51,951 --> 00:15:54,654
Then I don't think
you can help me
with Savannah.

277
00:15:54,721 --> 00:15:57,357
I'm sorry you had
to come all this way.

278
00:16:02,429 --> 00:16:03,930
What do you want from me?

279
00:16:04,764 --> 00:16:06,966
Information.

280
00:16:07,034 --> 00:16:11,238
You see, I've only been
Savannah's doctor
for a few months,

281
00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:13,740
and there's so much more
I need to know about her.

282
00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:16,143
I need to hear the stories
of her childhood,

283
00:16:16,209 --> 00:16:18,445
and she can't tell me
because there are whole
portions of her life

284
00:16:18,511 --> 00:16:22,415
that she's blocked out,
blotted out.

285
00:16:22,482 --> 00:16:25,552
So I need you
to be her memory,
in a sense

286
00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:28,988
and fill in
the missing details.

287
00:16:29,056 --> 00:16:32,992
(SCOFFS) I've spent
my life trying to forget
those missing details.

288
00:16:33,060 --> 00:16:35,362
I beg your pardon?
I said...

289
00:16:36,863 --> 00:16:39,532
Oh, God,
she's a pain
in the ass.

290
00:16:41,334 --> 00:16:43,836
(SIGHS)
What time tomorrow?

291
00:16:45,672 --> 00:16:48,308
I'll meet you
at the hospital at noon.
All right.

292
00:16:48,375 --> 00:16:51,411
What's the matter?
Do you have a headache?
Oh, a doozy.

293
00:16:51,478 --> 00:16:55,382
You wouldn't have any
morphine handy would you?
Morphine?

294
00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:57,484
That's a joke,
Lowenstein.

295
00:16:58,118 --> 00:16:59,186
Hmm.

296
00:17:02,955 --> 00:17:05,458
(HORN HONKING)
Come on, get out
of the way, kid.

297
00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:08,628
If you don't move it, man,
you're gonna get hurt.
Screw you, man.

298
00:17:08,695 --> 00:17:10,697
Here you go.
Thanks a lot.

299
00:17:14,167 --> 00:17:16,836
You gonna help me
with the bags?
Are you out of your mind?

300
00:17:16,903 --> 00:17:19,272
Are you crazy?
I ain't helping you
with no bags.

301
00:17:22,642 --> 00:17:24,844
CAB DRIVER: Come on, move!
Get out of the way!

302
00:17:24,911 --> 00:17:26,513
MAN: Yo, taxi!

303
00:17:26,579 --> 00:17:28,481
BOY: Don't yell at me!

304
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:44,164
Shit! Shit!

305
00:17:44,231 --> 00:17:48,168
Move your ass an inch,
motherfucker, and you can
kiss it goodbye.

306
00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:51,070
Oh, hi, Eddie.
Go ahead and shoot.
I've had a rotten day.

307
00:17:51,138 --> 00:17:54,341
Tom! You should have
told me you were coming.

308
00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,776
The gun, Eddie.
The gun.
Oh, I'm sorry.

309
00:17:56,843 --> 00:17:59,146
Savannah and I
have been robbed
twice this year.

310
00:17:59,212 --> 00:18:01,114
They're leaping
from fire escapes now.

311
00:18:01,181 --> 00:18:02,815
One guy landed
on my air conditioner.

312
00:18:02,882 --> 00:18:05,218
I greased my window sills.
That didn't help at all.

313
00:18:05,285 --> 00:18:08,054
Oh, I love New York.
Oh, tell me about it.

314
00:18:08,121 --> 00:18:11,191
How's Andrew?
Gone. Said
he needed space,

315
00:18:11,258 --> 00:18:14,194
so he found
a younger man
with a duplex.

316
00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:15,862
It's his loss, Eddie.

317
00:18:15,928 --> 00:18:17,364
Bless you.

318
00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:21,334
Savannah was an angel.
I practically lived
over here.

319
00:18:21,401 --> 00:18:23,203
So you're alone now, huh?

320
00:18:23,270 --> 00:18:27,174
Well, unless I can tempt you
into crossing the line
while you're here, Coach.

321
00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:29,709
(CHUCKLING) I got
enough troubles, Eddie.

322
00:18:29,776 --> 00:18:32,011
Actually, you look
terrible, Tom.

323
00:18:32,078 --> 00:18:33,780
I mean, you're not
even cute anymore.

324
00:18:33,846 --> 00:18:36,683
Now, if that's
your idea of seduction,
no wonder you're alone.

325
00:18:36,749 --> 00:18:38,385
Well, it isn't easy.

326
00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:41,254
Did you know
Savannah was seeing
a psychiatrist again?

327
00:18:41,321 --> 00:18:43,823
Of course.
I recommended her.
She's a friend of mine.

328
00:18:55,168 --> 00:18:57,170
It was a bitch
washing it out.

329
00:18:58,037 --> 00:18:59,539
You found her?

330
00:19:08,248 --> 00:19:10,317
We've been giving her
50 milligrams,
three times a day.

331
00:19:10,383 --> 00:19:12,985
Mmm-hmm. I'd bring it
down to 25.

332
00:19:13,052 --> 00:19:17,657
WOMAN OVER PA:
Dr. Klein, extension 242.
Dr. Klein, extension 242.

333
00:19:17,724 --> 00:19:19,726
Don't expect too much.

334
00:19:27,500 --> 00:19:30,203
NURSE: Dr. Lowenstein,
I need to see you
a minute, please.

335
00:19:31,137 --> 00:19:32,405
(MONITOR BEEPING)

336
00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:53,059
Hey, Savannah.

337
00:19:53,125 --> 00:19:55,362
Hey, darling.
It's me, Tom.

338
00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:02,001
I have a cancellation,
so why don't you meet me

339
00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:04,937
here at the hospital
in 45 minutes, okay?

340
00:20:05,004 --> 00:20:06,806
All right.
I'm on the third floor.

341
00:20:06,873 --> 00:20:08,207
What the hell
is going on here?

342
00:20:08,275 --> 00:20:10,076
Why is she strapped
down like that?

343
00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:12,412
I know you're upset,
but her team felt
she had to be restrained.

344
00:20:12,479 --> 00:20:14,981
Why? She has
enough drugs in her
to anesthetize a whale.

345
00:20:15,047 --> 00:20:18,217
Her team decides what...
Would you quit
calling them her team?

346
00:20:18,285 --> 00:20:20,820
Sounds like she's trying out
for the New York Giants.

347
00:20:20,887 --> 00:20:23,122
What would you like me
to call them?
Let's be creative.

348
00:20:23,189 --> 00:20:24,957
Call them assholes.

349
00:20:25,024 --> 00:20:27,694
Let me tell you
something about those
assholes, Mr. Wingo.

350
00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,463
I'm very grateful to them
because they saved
your sister's life.

351
00:20:30,530 --> 00:20:33,232
I don't like to
see her strapped down.
I don't care what you like.

352
00:20:33,300 --> 00:20:34,867
She's still
a threat to herself.

353
00:20:34,934 --> 00:20:38,104
And there's no point
to any of this unless
we can keep Savannah alive.

354
00:20:38,170 --> 00:20:40,039
And I don't care
if it takes drugs
or voodoo

355
00:20:40,106 --> 00:20:43,075
or reading
the goddamn tarot cards,
I want her alive.

356
00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:44,944
Do you understand me?

357
00:20:47,547 --> 00:20:50,950
You know, when I'm not
picking straw out of my teeth,
I'm a very smart man.

358
00:20:53,453 --> 00:20:56,523
I'm sorry. I didn't mean
to sound condescending.

359
00:20:57,624 --> 00:21:00,026
You're tough, Lowenstein.

360
00:21:00,092 --> 00:21:01,728
And I'm starving.

361
00:21:02,662 --> 00:21:04,531
Any interest in lunch?

362
00:21:05,632 --> 00:21:07,634
Only if you let me pay.

363
00:21:07,700 --> 00:21:10,637
(CHUCKLES)
Oh, I insist.

364
00:21:10,703 --> 00:21:13,440
I wouldn't have objected
to Lutece or Le Cirque.
Here's your change.

365
00:21:13,506 --> 00:21:17,109
Their chili isn't as good.
Thank you.
Oh. Thank you.

366
00:21:17,176 --> 00:21:19,078
Tell me something.

367
00:21:19,145 --> 00:21:21,748
Why do you think
your father wouldn't
answer my telegram?

368
00:21:21,814 --> 00:21:25,552
Dad only likes good news.
Besides, the shrimp
are running good.

369
00:21:25,618 --> 00:21:27,454
And your mother?
Why didn't she come?

370
00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:30,557
She was the one
I spoke to and, uh...
Priorities.

371
00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:34,694
My mother's
too busy hiring a caterer
for my stepfather's birthday.

372
00:21:36,062 --> 00:21:38,931
Do you always
make jokes in place
of conversation?

373
00:21:38,998 --> 00:21:41,133
It's the Southern way,
ma'am.

374
00:21:42,068 --> 00:21:44,103
"Southern way"?

375
00:21:44,170 --> 00:21:45,905
It's my mother's own
immortal phrase.

376
00:21:45,972 --> 00:21:50,610
When things get too painful,
we either avoid them
or we laugh.

377
00:21:50,677 --> 00:21:52,812
When do you cry, according
to the Southern way?

378
00:21:52,879 --> 00:21:56,015
(LAUGHS)
We don't.

379
00:21:56,082 --> 00:21:59,085
Jesus. Even Sally makes
better chili than this.

380
00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:00,620
I have a really good recipe,
if you're interested.

381
00:22:00,687 --> 00:22:02,154
No, thanks.
I never cook.

382
00:22:02,221 --> 00:22:04,724
What the hell is it
with you doctors?

383
00:22:05,792 --> 00:22:08,060
Tom?
Yeah?

384
00:22:08,127 --> 00:22:11,230
Does the word
"callanwolde" mean
anything to you?

385
00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:16,569
No. Why?

386
00:22:16,636 --> 00:22:18,438
It was something Savannah
kept repeating

387
00:22:18,505 --> 00:22:20,573
when she first came
out of the coma.

388
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,410
"Callanwolde,
callanwolde." No?

389
00:22:25,044 --> 00:22:26,513
I don't know.

390
00:22:28,515 --> 00:22:28,581
I have to get back
to the hospital.

391
00:22:33,085 --> 00:22:33,152
It's late.
I can't see you tomorrow
until about 7:30, okay?

392
00:22:34,253 --> 00:22:34,954
Okay.

393
00:22:36,322 --> 00:22:37,424
Lowenstein.

394
00:22:39,892 --> 00:22:40,727
What's your first name?
Why?

395
00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:42,595
Why not?

396
00:22:44,797 --> 00:22:44,864
(LAUGHS)

397
00:22:48,701 --> 00:22:49,502
It's just that, uh,
my patients call me
Dr. Lowenstein.

398
00:22:51,504 --> 00:22:54,006
But I'm not your patient.

399
00:22:56,776 --> 00:22:56,843
Susan.

400
00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:01,347
Thank you, Doctor.
I won't use your name.
I just wanted to know it.

401
00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:10,715
Be on time.

402
00:23:21,167 --> 00:23:29,167
(PEOPLE CHATTERING)

403
00:23:31,377 --> 00:23:39,377
(PANTING)

404
00:23:43,022 --> 00:23:43,089
TOM: Eight bucks a pound?
VENDOR: Eight bucks a pound.

405
00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:45,091
For shrimp?
You got it.

406
00:23:47,093 --> 00:23:47,159
Are these fresh?
Yeah, they're fresh.
They're today's.

407
00:23:49,028 --> 00:23:49,095
They're gorgeous.
Don't worry about it.

408
00:23:51,798 --> 00:23:51,864
All right, I'll take
a pound of that.
Let me get the scale. Tony!

409
00:23:53,533 --> 00:23:59,806
(MAN CHATTERING ON RADIO)

410
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:01,508
HENRY: Shrimp Newburg?

411
00:24:04,076 --> 00:24:05,044
For Christ's sake, Lila,
it's got wine in it.

412
00:24:06,679 --> 00:24:06,746
It's garbage!

413
00:24:09,081 --> 00:24:09,148
It's elegant food,
Henry.

414
00:24:11,417 --> 00:24:11,484
And it's gonna get me
into the Colleton League.

415
00:24:14,420 --> 00:24:14,487
That's a joke.
What do you think they got
a Colleton League for?

416
00:24:16,923 --> 00:24:16,989
To keep people
like you out. Joop!

417
00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:20,226
Why do you want
to join anyway, Mama,
if they don't want you?

418
00:24:22,962 --> 00:24:23,029
(WHIMPERS)
LILA: 'Course they want me.
They just don't know it yet.

419
00:24:25,532 --> 00:24:25,598
You see?
Even the dog won't eat it.
Goddamn it!

420
00:24:29,368 --> 00:24:29,435
I worked hard all day long
to come home and have
to eat this shit?

421
00:24:32,204 --> 00:24:32,271
I think it's good.
Who asked you?

422
00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:36,142
Nobody.
(MIMICKING TOM) "Nobody."

423
00:24:37,677 --> 00:24:37,744
Tip your head up, boy.

424
00:24:39,245 --> 00:24:39,311
You ain't gonna cry,
are you?

425
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:41,347
What did I tell you
about crying?

426
00:24:43,916 --> 00:24:43,983
What did I tell you
about crying in this house?

427
00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:47,086
Put your hands in your lap.
Sit up straight.

428
00:24:49,656 --> 00:24:49,722
Come on, sit up straight.
You gonna cry now?

429
00:24:52,792 --> 00:24:52,859
Savannah, go get
this little girl
one of your dresses.

430
00:24:54,627 --> 00:24:54,694
Why do you have to be
so mean, Daddy?

431
00:24:56,929 --> 00:24:56,996
Henry, why don't I
get you another supper?

432
00:24:58,665 --> 00:24:58,731
There's some
leftover hash and rice.

433
00:25:00,099 --> 00:25:00,166
I'll heat it up
for you, all right?

434
00:25:01,668 --> 00:25:01,734
Give me a hand here, Tom.

435
00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:04,571
Yes, you go out
in the kitchen with
the rest of the girls.

436
00:25:06,773 --> 00:25:06,839
Why don't you bully
on somebody your own size?

437
00:25:10,610 --> 00:25:10,677
And you? Huh? Huh?
What, can't anyone take
a joke around here?

438
00:25:14,747 --> 00:25:14,814
(RADIO CHATTER CONTINUES)
YOUNG SAVANNAH:
I'll help, Mama.

439
00:25:17,884 --> 00:25:17,950
I want you to melt
this butter, Savannah.
And heat up this rice.

440
00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:20,019
Chop that onion in fine
little pieces, Tom.

441
00:25:22,021 --> 00:25:23,956
HENRY: I like American food.

442
00:25:25,625 --> 00:25:25,692
YOUNG SAVANNAH:
I'm sorry, Mama.

443
00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:27,426
LILA: Sorry?
There's nothing
to be sorry for.

444
00:25:29,896 --> 00:25:29,962
Marry into nothin',
you get nothin'.

445
00:25:33,532 --> 00:25:33,600
(HENRY CONTINUES SHOUTING)
Add some pepper, Tom.

446
00:25:37,136 --> 00:25:39,138
Hand me that
Worcestershire sauce
out of the cupboard.

447
00:25:40,707 --> 00:25:40,773
HENRY: When I come home
I want something
I want to eat.

448
00:25:42,875 --> 00:25:42,942
Your mouth is
hanging open, child.

449
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:44,611
Come home here and they
expect me to eat something

450
00:25:47,346 --> 00:25:47,413
the dumbest dog
in the world won't eat.
Nice and spicy.

451
00:25:52,284 --> 00:25:52,351
Shrimp Newburg?
All I want is a good,
plain American meal.

452
00:25:54,220 --> 00:26:00,392
LILA: There you go, darling.

453
00:26:02,361 --> 00:26:04,430
Now this is food, Lila.

454
00:26:06,332 --> 00:26:06,398
(BARKS)

455
00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:11,103
LILA: Eat up, children.

456
00:26:13,806 --> 00:26:13,873
(LAUGHS) So your mother
fed him dog food, huh?

457
00:26:16,175 --> 00:26:16,242
Yeah. He even asked
for a second helping.

458
00:26:19,979 --> 00:26:20,046
(CHUCKLES) Maybe that's where
you got your sense of humor.
From your mother.

459
00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:22,314
Oh, very funny.
Very funny.
She called today.

460
00:26:23,983 --> 00:26:24,050
Very concerned
about Savannah.

461
00:26:26,953 --> 00:26:27,019
Don't believe
a word she says.
She's a liar.

462
00:26:30,556 --> 00:26:30,623
That's interesting.
She said you tell lies
about her.

463
00:26:32,558 --> 00:26:32,625
That figures.

464
00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:34,994
You know, I saw
Herbert Woodruff come out
of your office the other day.

465
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:36,663
He sure can
play the fiddle.

466
00:26:38,530 --> 00:26:38,597
You're changing
the subject again.

467
00:26:40,933 --> 00:26:41,634
(CHUCKLES)
What's wrong with him?

468
00:26:43,770 --> 00:26:43,836
Just kidding.

469
00:26:47,306 --> 00:26:47,373
Still, it's hard to believe
that anybody that makes that
kind of money has troubles.

470
00:26:49,341 --> 00:26:49,408
Are you really
that provincial?

471
00:26:51,878 --> 00:26:51,944
Oh, hell, yes.
So is Savannah.

472
00:26:55,414 --> 00:26:55,481
When we were kids,
the only way we'd get
off our island was by boat.

473
00:26:57,483 --> 00:26:57,549
We grew up
on a tidal plain.

474
00:26:59,786 --> 00:26:59,852
A tidal plain?
What does that mean?

475
00:27:02,655 --> 00:27:02,722
(CHUCKLING)
Tides mean everything,
Lowenstein.

476
00:27:08,260 --> 00:27:09,495
They measure everything.
Moods, seasons,
time to plant, to fish,

477
00:27:11,430 --> 00:27:11,497
to mate.

478
00:27:15,234 --> 00:27:16,268
It's primitive.
Biological clocks ticking
all over the place.

479
00:27:18,204 --> 00:27:18,270
Hmm.

480
00:27:20,673 --> 00:27:23,375
It sounds like
a nice way to live.

481
00:27:26,112 --> 00:27:26,178
What else did she say,
my mother?

482
00:27:29,749 --> 00:27:29,816
She said that she was the one
who encouraged Savannah
to become a poet.

483
00:27:31,250 --> 00:27:31,317
Is that true?

484
00:27:35,822 --> 00:27:35,888
(LAUGHS) Jesus Christ.
That woman has no shame.

485
00:27:38,057 --> 00:27:38,124
You want to know how
she encouraged Savannah
to write?

486
00:27:41,227 --> 00:27:41,293
By burning the journals
she kept as a child.
Why would she burn them?

487
00:27:45,631 --> 00:27:45,698
Because Savannah was
being disloyal, writing
about our hideous family.

488
00:27:48,634 --> 00:27:48,701
What's hideous
about your family?

489
00:27:50,369 --> 00:27:50,436
Are you asking me
to be disloyal?

490
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:53,906
If that's what it takes
to help Savannah, yes.

491
00:27:56,075 --> 00:27:56,142
(SIGHING)
Aren't we about done?
What time is it?

492
00:27:57,409 --> 00:27:57,476
Mmm-mmm,
mmm-mmm,
mmm-mmm.

493
00:28:00,246 --> 00:28:02,715
We still have
a few more minutes.
Mmm.

494
00:28:05,952 --> 00:28:06,018
What did Savannah do
after your mother
burned her journals?

495
00:28:08,287 --> 00:28:08,354
She took her finger
and she wrote in the sand,

496
00:28:09,889 --> 00:28:09,956
and then she wrote
in the air.

497
00:28:12,624 --> 00:28:12,691
She began writing poetry
so my mother wouldn't
understand it.

498
00:28:15,261 --> 00:28:15,327
So in a sense,
your mother was right.
She did help create a poet.

499
00:28:17,897 --> 00:28:17,964
Oh, bullshit, Lowenstein.
She created a schizophrenic.

500
00:28:21,734 --> 00:28:21,801
My mother should have
raised cobras, not children.

501
00:28:24,670 --> 00:28:24,737
Can you tell me
anything good
about your parents?

502
00:28:26,072 --> 00:28:26,873
No.

503
00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:30,109
Try.

504
00:28:31,377 --> 00:28:33,445
(SIGHING)

505
00:28:36,182 --> 00:28:37,049
Okay. They did two
really good things.

506
00:28:38,918 --> 00:28:38,985
Luke and Savannah.

507
00:28:40,753 --> 00:28:40,820
Incredible people.

508
00:28:43,856 --> 00:28:46,058
Passionate, defiant,
not for sale.

509
00:28:47,626 --> 00:28:47,693
What about you?

510
00:28:51,864 --> 00:28:51,931
Oh, I was a courteous
Southern boy that did
what he was told.

511
00:28:56,068 --> 00:28:56,135
I was responsible
and normal and dull.

512
00:28:59,906 --> 00:28:59,972
I don't know what normal is,
and you're anything but dull.

513
00:29:01,874 --> 00:29:04,143
Compared to them I was.

514
00:29:08,180 --> 00:29:08,247
Meanwhile, your sister's
in the hospital
and your brother's dead.

515
00:29:10,649 --> 00:29:18,649
You must be doing
something right.

516
00:29:23,095 --> 00:29:25,064
You can go now.
Hmm?

517
00:29:26,398 --> 00:29:27,733
Time's up.

518
00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:29,869
Good night.

519
00:29:32,038 --> 00:29:34,006
Good night.

520
00:29:37,243 --> 00:29:37,309
TOM: "Women and men,
both little and small,

521
00:29:39,979 --> 00:29:40,046
"cared for anyone
not at all.

522
00:29:42,949 --> 00:29:43,015
"They sowed their isn't,
they reaped their same.

523
00:29:46,118 --> 00:29:46,185
"Sun, moon, stars, rain.

524
00:29:49,488 --> 00:29:49,555
"Children guessed
but only a few.

525
00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:52,691
"And down they forgot
as up they grew."

526
00:29:55,427 --> 00:29:55,494
TOM: So this began a series
of confessional days

527
00:29:58,330 --> 00:29:58,397
when I spun out the history
of Savannah's past

528
00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:00,867
in order to keep her alive.

529
00:30:03,469 --> 00:30:03,535
By the second week,
I'd developed
the first symptom

530
00:30:05,537 --> 00:30:05,604
of the New York willies,

531
00:30:07,706 --> 00:30:07,773
the guilt that every
out-of-towner feels

532
00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:09,541
if he's not
improving his mind

533
00:30:11,577 --> 00:30:11,643
every goddamn second.

534
00:30:13,946 --> 00:30:14,013
I made a list of things
I should do.

535
00:30:17,549 --> 00:30:17,616
Museums, plays, run six miles
in under 50 minutes,

536
00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:20,419
see three foreign films
all at the same time.

537
00:30:23,890 --> 00:30:23,956
Anything not to feel guilty.

538
00:30:26,859 --> 00:30:26,926
LOWENSTEIN: Tom,
how old was Savannah
when you first realized

539
00:30:28,727 --> 00:30:28,794
something was wrong
with her?

540
00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:30,897
TOM: About seven or eight.

541
00:30:32,899 --> 00:30:34,733
Anything specific happen?

542
00:30:35,935 --> 00:30:37,269
Well,

543
00:30:40,006 --> 00:30:40,072
my mother had
a baby at home.

544
00:30:41,941 --> 00:30:43,475
It was stillborn.

545
00:30:46,245 --> 00:30:48,047
She told us it died
'cause we were bad.

546
00:30:50,549 --> 00:30:50,616
Anyway, we were going
to bury it the next day,

547
00:30:54,253 --> 00:30:55,821
so Dad wrapped it
in some towels
and put it in the freezer.

548
00:30:59,591 --> 00:30:59,658
That night I got up
to get a drink of water,

549
00:31:03,295 --> 00:31:03,362
and I saw Savannah sitting
in the rocking chair

550
00:31:05,597 --> 00:31:07,766
with the dead baby
in her arms.

551
00:31:10,069 --> 00:31:10,136
She was saying,

552
00:31:13,940 --> 00:31:16,042
"You're the lucky one,
'cause you don't have
to live with us."

553
00:31:18,577 --> 00:31:20,179
Did you say
anything to her?

554
00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:25,684
The next day I did,
but she didn't remember
anything about it.

555
00:31:27,753 --> 00:31:27,819
(SIGHS) When I
told her what happened,
all she said was,

556
00:31:31,023 --> 00:31:33,292
"Why would anyone do
a crazy thing like that?"
Hmm.

557
00:31:34,393 --> 00:31:35,761
So...

558
00:31:37,964 --> 00:31:42,468
You were her memory
even then.

559
00:31:43,835 --> 00:31:46,538
I guess so.

560
00:31:47,739 --> 00:31:48,574
Uh-huh.

561
00:31:50,509 --> 00:31:50,576
(NEIGHBORS SHOUTING)

562
00:31:52,378 --> 00:31:54,513
(COUGHING)

563
00:31:57,149 --> 00:32:01,187
(LATIN MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO)

564
00:32:03,555 --> 00:32:03,622
(PHONE RINGING)

565
00:32:05,191 --> 00:32:06,092
Goddamn locks.

566
00:32:08,260 --> 00:32:13,099
I'm coming!
I'm coming!

567
00:32:16,168 --> 00:32:16,235
Yo!
SALLY: What?
What was that again?

568
00:32:18,804 --> 00:32:18,870
(LAUGHING) I'm learning
to speak the language
of the natives here.

569
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:21,907
Hiya, Sally.
How's it going down there?

570
00:32:24,143 --> 00:32:24,210
Well, it's just sort of
blowing up a storm.

571
00:32:26,412 --> 00:32:26,478
I got the girls' drawings.

572
00:32:29,048 --> 00:32:29,115
Did they get my letters?
Yup, and they loved 'em.

573
00:32:31,717 --> 00:32:32,518
Oh, good.
Did you get my letter?

574
00:32:35,087 --> 00:32:35,154
Uh, Tom?

575
00:32:38,490 --> 00:32:39,325
I don't think it's
a good idea for you
to come home this weekend.

576
00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:41,393
Why not?

577
00:32:42,761 --> 00:32:42,828
Well, I'm not sure.

578
00:32:45,097 --> 00:32:45,164
I'm just not sure
that I want to see you
right now.

579
00:32:49,101 --> 00:32:49,835
I, uh...
I have a lot
to figure out.

580
00:32:51,470 --> 00:32:51,537
Uh-huh.

581
00:32:53,505 --> 00:32:53,572
What's the point, Tom?

582
00:32:56,175 --> 00:32:56,242
I mean, let's face it.

583
00:32:59,078 --> 00:32:59,678
We don't make each other
feel good anymore.

584
00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:02,114
Right.

585
00:33:03,515 --> 00:33:05,517
Look, uh,

586
00:33:09,621 --> 00:33:09,688
I didn't want
to tell you this
on the telephone.

587
00:33:11,457 --> 00:33:11,523
I wanted to tell you
before you left,

588
00:33:13,625 --> 00:33:15,394
but the way you left,

589
00:33:17,263 --> 00:33:20,232
there wasn't any time.

590
00:33:22,168 --> 00:33:23,835
What did you want
to tell me, Sally?

591
00:33:25,437 --> 00:33:31,910
(SOBBING)

592
00:33:33,512 --> 00:33:36,848
What's his name?

593
00:33:40,752 --> 00:33:43,355
What's his name, Sally?
The man must have a name.

594
00:33:44,856 --> 00:33:44,923
Jack Cleveland.

595
00:33:47,759 --> 00:33:47,826
Oh, no. Oh, no!

596
00:33:49,695 --> 00:33:49,761
Jesus, Sally. Jesus!

597
00:33:52,964 --> 00:33:53,031
Jack Cleveland?
You mean that aging
pompous hippie

598
00:33:55,534 --> 00:33:55,601
from the hospital who
still rides a motorcycle?

599
00:33:58,437 --> 00:33:58,504
(SHOUTING)
Oh, for Christ's sake,
Sally, why him?

600
00:34:00,939 --> 00:34:01,006
Why him?

601
00:34:03,642 --> 00:34:06,011
Because he knows
how he feels about me.

602
00:34:07,213 --> 00:34:10,549
(SIGHS)

603
00:34:11,950 --> 00:34:19,950
Oh, Sally.

604
00:34:26,865 --> 00:34:28,834
This is too difficult
to talk about over the phone.

605
00:34:29,935 --> 00:34:31,002
Uh...

606
00:34:35,541 --> 00:34:35,607
Just think about it
carefully, okay?

607
00:34:38,043 --> 00:34:40,279
I hardly think
about anything else.

608
00:34:42,214 --> 00:34:42,281
Good night, Tom.

609
00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:47,186
Sally?
What?

610
00:34:49,821 --> 00:34:51,723
(SIGHS) Are you
really in love?

611
00:34:53,192 --> 00:34:54,893
I'm not sure.

612
00:34:57,529 --> 00:34:59,064
I might even be
doing this to hurt you.

613
00:35:00,432 --> 00:35:04,770
I gotta go.

614
00:35:06,138 --> 00:35:14,138
(DIAL TONE DRONING)

615
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:59,291
Dear Sally,

616
00:36:02,461 --> 00:36:02,528
I wish the words
"I love you"

617
00:36:05,431 --> 00:36:05,497
weren't so difficult for me.

618
00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:09,568
I've missed you.
I miss touching you.

619
00:36:12,571 --> 00:36:14,973
I don't know what keeps me
at such a distance.

620
00:36:17,376 --> 00:36:18,877
I'm sorry
I disappoint you, Sally,

621
00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:21,880
but you're right
to feel that way.

622
00:36:26,084 --> 00:36:26,151
How else could you
react to half a man?

623
00:36:29,488 --> 00:36:29,555
How could you not
be disappointed?

624
00:36:33,625 --> 00:36:34,993
Hell, I seem to
disappoint anyone who tries
to find the best in me.

625
00:36:37,062 --> 00:36:37,128
LILA: Tom?

626
00:36:40,399 --> 00:36:46,438
Ma'am?
(WHISPERS) Come on in here.

627
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:57,040
Come on,
lie beside me.
Come on.

628
00:37:07,759 --> 00:37:07,826
You're the only Wingo
who's gonna amount
to something.

629
00:37:11,129 --> 00:37:11,196
Luke can't do it
because he isn't smart.

630
00:37:13,665 --> 00:37:13,732
Savannah can't do it
because she's just a girl.

631
00:37:16,268 --> 00:37:17,002
But Luke's smart, Mama.
Not like you.

632
00:37:18,169 --> 00:37:20,839
Or me.

633
00:37:22,708 --> 00:37:23,742
Nobody knows this yet,

634
00:37:25,711 --> 00:37:28,947
but I'm an amazing woman.

635
00:37:31,116 --> 00:37:31,182
Do you believe that?

636
00:37:32,551 --> 00:37:34,620
Yes, ma'am.

637
00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:42,227
I'm not gonna die
in a house like this,
I promise you that.

638
00:37:43,995 --> 00:37:46,332
Something else, Tom.

639
00:37:48,033 --> 00:37:48,099
I love you.

640
00:37:50,636 --> 00:37:50,702
More than I love
any of them.
But, Mama...

641
00:37:52,070 --> 00:37:52,137
I do.

642
00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:54,373
I can't help it.

643
00:37:56,107 --> 00:38:03,214
You're my favorite.

644
00:38:06,017 --> 00:38:06,084
That's gonna be
our little secret.

645
00:38:08,153 --> 00:38:08,219
Can you keep a secret?

646
00:38:09,821 --> 00:38:12,358
Yes, ma'am.
Okay.

647
00:38:13,825 --> 00:38:16,995
Can I go now?

648
00:38:19,097 --> 00:38:22,300
Not till you tell me
you love me.

649
00:38:23,935 --> 00:38:31,935
I love you, Mama.

650
00:38:35,814 --> 00:38:35,881
(SIGHS)

651
00:38:40,586 --> 00:38:40,652
It took me 20 years
to tell Luke and Savannah
about my secret.

652
00:38:43,922 --> 00:38:43,989
And when I did, they just
fell on the floor howling.

653
00:38:45,991 --> 00:38:46,057
You see, my mother
took each of them
into that room

654
00:38:48,594 --> 00:38:49,695
and told them
exactly the same thing.

655
00:38:50,762 --> 00:38:53,732
Hmm.

656
00:38:55,534 --> 00:38:55,601
Why did you
tell me that story?

657
00:38:58,504 --> 00:39:01,373
(SCOFFING)
To prove that
Lila Wingo would...

658
00:39:05,143 --> 00:39:05,210
Oh, just to show
why Savannah could
never trust her.

659
00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:07,913
You mean why you
could never trust her.

660
00:39:10,048 --> 00:39:10,115
Oh, well, I'm sorry.
That's the wrong story.

661
00:39:13,652 --> 00:39:14,853
Let's just skip it
and I'll try to think
of a better one.

662
00:39:16,655 --> 00:39:18,189
What's bothering you?

663
00:39:21,727 --> 00:39:21,793
Global warming, acid rain,
the national debt.

664
00:39:23,962 --> 00:39:24,029
Oh, and my wife's having
a goddamn affair

665
00:39:26,264 --> 00:39:26,331
with a heart surgeon
in South Carolina.

666
00:39:29,067 --> 00:39:30,836
Hmm.
Jesus, I feel like
such an idiot!

667
00:39:33,304 --> 00:39:33,371
I never even knew
it was going on.

668
00:39:36,074 --> 00:39:36,141
Maybe you weren't
paying attention.
Oh, bullshit.

669
00:39:40,178 --> 00:39:40,245
Now, let's face it,
Lowenstein, women are
more devious than men.

670
00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:42,781
Yeah, you're great
at hiding things.
You keep secrets.

671
00:39:44,850 --> 00:39:44,916
You smile when you lie.

672
00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:47,786
You expect a man to be
a tower of strength,

673
00:39:49,621 --> 00:39:49,688
and when it turns out
he's got a few weaknesses

674
00:39:51,423 --> 00:39:51,490
and some insecurities,
what do you do?

675
00:39:54,359 --> 00:39:56,027
You turn around,
and God damn it,
you betray him.

676
00:39:57,963 --> 00:39:58,029
So you feel that
your mother betrayed you?

677
00:40:00,131 --> 00:40:02,333
I was talking
about my wife!

678
00:40:03,869 --> 00:40:03,935
Oh.

679
00:40:05,771 --> 00:40:05,837
Oh, God, I hate
this Freudian crap.

680
00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:07,939
And it's not
your job to listen to
my problems anyway.

681
00:40:09,741 --> 00:40:09,808
And if you don't mind,
I'd like to go.

682
00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:14,546
You're free to leave
any time you want.
Good.

683
00:40:16,682 --> 00:40:16,748
TOM: Goddamn shrink.

684
00:40:19,017 --> 00:40:19,084
Who was I kidding?

685
00:40:22,153 --> 00:40:22,220
I was a champion
at keeping secrets,

686
00:40:24,222 --> 00:40:25,390
better than any woman.

687
00:40:28,026 --> 00:40:29,194
Until Susan Lowenstein
came along.

688
00:40:31,997 --> 00:40:32,063
A man who never talked

689
00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:34,833
now is doing nothing else,

690
00:40:39,404 --> 00:40:39,471
her questions making me
as dizzy as her perfume.

691
00:40:40,806 --> 00:40:40,872
(DANCE MUSIC
PLAYING ON STEREO)

692
00:40:42,641 --> 00:40:45,611
(PEOPLE CHATTERING)

693
00:40:47,278 --> 00:40:55,278
(PEOPLE LAUGHING)

694
00:40:57,188 --> 00:40:58,590
Excuse me.

695
00:41:00,559 --> 00:41:02,160
Would you like to dance?

696
00:41:04,095 --> 00:41:04,162
Who, me?
Yes, you.

697
00:41:06,197 --> 00:41:06,264
(LAUGHS)
Come on.

698
00:41:08,967 --> 00:41:09,034
No, no, no, no.

699
00:41:10,969 --> 00:41:11,036
Come on, just loosen up.
No, I'm, uh...

700
00:41:14,272 --> 00:41:14,339
Hey, hands to yourself.
He's spoken for.

701
00:41:16,675 --> 00:41:16,742
Tom, how's Savannah?
When can I see her?

702
00:41:19,545 --> 00:41:19,611
Well, I don't know, Eddie.
It's a little like
talking to a fern.

703
00:41:21,647 --> 00:41:21,713
Well, I'm glad
she's improving.

704
00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:23,549
Come on. Let's dance.
No, no.

705
00:41:25,851 --> 00:41:25,917
Come on, give me a break.
I'm a lousy dancer.

706
00:41:28,654 --> 00:41:28,720
Oh, come on.
Walk on the wild side.
You're in the big city.

707
00:41:31,957 --> 00:41:39,957
Oh, no.
Well, all right.
What the hell.

708
00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:43,401
God, you are
a lousy dancer.

709
00:41:47,072 --> 00:41:47,138
Go mingle.
Come on, get in here.
Get into the party.

710
00:41:49,074 --> 00:41:49,140
MAN: Hey, Eddie,
where are my chairs?

711
00:41:52,143 --> 00:41:52,210
EDDIE: I found
four of them, and I have
a lead on another two.

712
00:41:55,413 --> 00:41:55,480
Roberta, have I got
a settee for you.

713
00:41:57,015 --> 00:41:57,082
Don't laugh.
(LAUGHING) All right.

714
00:42:00,586 --> 00:42:00,652
You're laughing.
I'm sorry.

715
00:42:02,453 --> 00:42:02,520
I'm surprised
to see you here.

716
00:42:04,022 --> 00:42:04,756
Why? I like Eddie.

717
00:42:06,758 --> 00:42:06,825
You know, I...

718
00:42:09,728 --> 00:42:09,795
You really
pissed me off today,

719
00:42:11,897 --> 00:42:11,963
but you made me think
about some things.

720
00:42:14,566 --> 00:42:14,633
Well, don't make it a habit,
or I'll have to start
charging you.

721
00:42:16,768 --> 00:42:16,835
Oh! We do have
a sense of humor.

722
00:42:19,337 --> 00:42:19,404
I was beginning to think
you had it surgically removed.

723
00:42:20,672 --> 00:42:22,173
(CHUCKLING)

724
00:42:24,009 --> 00:42:25,176
You look mighty pretty
tonight, ma'am.

725
00:42:28,246 --> 00:42:28,313
Thank you.
Are you all right?

726
00:42:30,849 --> 00:42:32,884
Oh, God, I'm great.
I'm just great.

727
00:42:35,453 --> 00:42:35,520
Now that I've finished lying,
can I ask you to dance?

728
00:42:37,188 --> 00:42:37,255
Mmm-mmm.
No?

729
00:42:41,192 --> 00:42:41,259
No.
You'd be the first woman I've
danced with in New York City.

730
00:42:42,828 --> 00:42:42,894
I'd rather not.

731
00:42:45,831 --> 00:42:45,897
Come on, Lowenstein.
Walk on the wild side.

732
00:42:47,532 --> 00:42:47,599
No, I...
Come on.

733
00:42:50,168 --> 00:42:50,235
It's a party.
Come on. Don't worry.

734
00:42:53,038 --> 00:42:53,104
I can't dance
and make a pass
at the same time.

735
00:42:54,606 --> 00:42:54,673
I'd lose count.
Mmm-hmm.

736
00:42:55,907 --> 00:43:01,279
Mmm-hmm.

737
00:43:03,982 --> 00:43:04,049
MAN: I don't wanna...

738
00:43:07,753 --> 00:43:07,819
You came alone?
Mmm-hmm.
Yeah, it's funny.

739
00:43:11,289 --> 00:43:11,356
I never went anywhere alone
until I got married.

740
00:43:13,625 --> 00:43:13,692
Well, that speaks well
for matrimony.

741
00:43:16,161 --> 00:43:16,227
No, it's just that

742
00:43:18,263 --> 00:43:20,732
my husband travels a lot.

743
00:43:22,968 --> 00:43:23,034
What does he do?

744
00:43:25,170 --> 00:43:25,837
You know, it's late.
I really should go.

745
00:43:27,138 --> 00:43:27,205
I'll take you home.

746
00:43:29,607 --> 00:43:29,675
No, no. It's okay.
I'm fine. Really.

747
00:43:32,844 --> 00:43:35,647
I'm a Southerner, ma'am.
We take our ladies home.

748
00:43:39,317 --> 00:43:39,384
How do you do it?
How do you listen to people's
sob stories all day?

749
00:43:41,186 --> 00:43:41,252
Doesn't it depress you?

750
00:43:44,155 --> 00:43:44,222
No, not if I think
I can help them.

751
00:43:45,924 --> 00:43:45,991
Anyway, you learn

752
00:43:49,594 --> 00:43:49,661
to separate
your patients' problems
from your own.

753
00:43:51,863 --> 00:43:51,930
Now, yours,
I think I could handle.

754
00:43:53,531 --> 00:43:53,598
Oh, yeah?
Don't be so sure.

755
00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:55,400
(CHUCKLES)

756
00:43:57,068 --> 00:43:58,403
Tell me something.

757
00:44:01,372 --> 00:44:01,439
Did you ever
want to write,
like Savannah?

758
00:44:02,808 --> 00:44:02,874
(LAUGHS)

759
00:44:05,811 --> 00:44:05,877
You're changing
the subject, Lowenstein.

760
00:44:07,245 --> 00:44:07,312
Am I?
Mmm-hmm.

761
00:44:09,948 --> 00:44:10,015
It's a technique
I'm learning from you.
Oh.

762
00:44:12,150 --> 00:44:12,217
Oh, there he is again.
You see him?

763
00:44:14,886 --> 00:44:14,953
That guy is following me.

764
00:44:18,056 --> 00:44:18,123
So you're a shrink
to the stars, huh?

765
00:44:20,826 --> 00:44:22,260
He's not my patient.
He's my husband.

766
00:44:23,661 --> 00:44:23,729
(LAUGHING)

767
00:44:26,497 --> 00:44:26,564
No kidding.
Herbert fucking Woodruff
is your husband?

768
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:29,467
Herbert Woodruff is
my husband, yes.

769
00:44:31,803 --> 00:44:31,870
How'd you meet him?

770
00:44:35,741 --> 00:44:35,807
I saw him perform at,
uh, Carnegie Hall.

771
00:44:37,542 --> 00:44:39,410
I was 22 years old.

772
00:44:41,346 --> 00:44:41,412
Oh, I had never heard
anything like it.

773
00:44:44,449 --> 00:44:44,515
I mean, that kind of

774
00:44:46,551 --> 00:44:46,617
passion, artistry,
whatever you call it.

775
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:48,987
You know,
it's like Savannah's.

776
00:44:51,723 --> 00:44:53,524
They have that gift
to make people feel.

777
00:44:55,927 --> 00:45:00,999
I fell in love
with him instantly.

778
00:45:04,736 --> 00:45:04,803
So you married him
and then you lived
happily ever after, huh?

779
00:45:06,704 --> 00:45:06,772
I married him.

780
00:45:09,875 --> 00:45:09,941
What are you telling me? That
mine isn't the only screwed
up union on the planet?

781
00:45:12,110 --> 00:45:12,177
I'm not telling you
anything more.
Wait a minute, wait a minute.

782
00:45:14,179 --> 00:45:14,245
Now, no fair.
I spill my guts to you.

783
00:45:16,181 --> 00:45:16,247
I tell you my marriage
is full of holes,

784
00:45:18,249 --> 00:45:18,316
but when I ask you something,
you got nothing to say.

785
00:45:21,019 --> 00:45:21,086
Now I think it's your turn
to give a little.
No.

786
00:45:23,654 --> 00:45:23,721
Oh, come on, Lowenstein,
be human. Now talk to me.

787
00:45:25,623 --> 00:45:25,690
Tell me something
about yourself.
I can't. I can't.

788
00:45:28,059 --> 00:45:28,126
God, why are there
never any cabs
when you want them?

789
00:45:30,461 --> 00:45:30,528
All right, I'll tell you what.
I'll ask a few
simple questions

790
00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:32,197
and you just answer them.

791
00:45:33,832 --> 00:45:33,899
Simple?
Yeah. It's very simple.

792
00:45:36,334 --> 00:45:36,401
Like, what's
your father's name?
Douglas.

793
00:45:37,936 --> 00:45:38,003
What's your favorite car?

794
00:45:40,872 --> 00:45:40,939
Um, I like those
old Ford Woodies.
Oh, good.

795
00:45:42,473 --> 00:45:42,540
Who's the first boy
you ever kissed?

796
00:45:44,209 --> 00:45:44,275
(BOTH CHUCKLING)

797
00:45:46,311 --> 00:45:46,377
Dick Berkowitz.
He was very cute.

798
00:45:50,715 --> 00:45:50,782
Do you have any idea
how beautiful you look
in that suit?

799
00:45:53,251 --> 00:45:53,318
What is this,
Make Lowenstein
Feel Better Day?

800
00:45:56,287 --> 00:45:56,354
And you've got
a great smile.
You should smile more.

801
00:45:58,089 --> 00:45:58,156
Stop.
You don't believe me,
do you?

802
00:46:00,658 --> 00:46:00,725
Come on.
Come here.
Let me show you something.

803
00:46:03,328 --> 00:46:03,394
What?
Come here.
Let me show you.

804
00:46:05,563 --> 00:46:05,630
Right there.
A painting?
You're gonna show me a...

805
00:46:08,466 --> 00:46:08,533
No. You. Look at you. You.
Your face, your smile.

806
00:46:10,936 --> 00:46:11,002
Your suit. I'm talking
great stuff here.

807
00:46:13,538 --> 00:46:13,604
Beautiful.
Okay, you convinced me.

808
00:46:16,574 --> 00:46:21,179
Now would you please
get me a cab?
Mmm-hmm.

809
00:46:22,580 --> 00:46:22,647
LOWENSTEIN:
Why don't you come up
for a minute?

810
00:46:25,483 --> 00:46:26,217
I'd like you
to meet my son.
TOM: Sure. Okay.

811
00:46:27,819 --> 00:46:27,886
(TV PLAYING)

812
00:46:29,287 --> 00:46:31,656
Come on in.

813
00:46:32,924 --> 00:46:36,427
Bernard?

814
00:46:40,031 --> 00:46:40,098
Bernard, I'd like you
to meet a friend of mine.

815
00:46:41,766 --> 00:46:41,833
How do you do?

816
00:46:43,902 --> 00:46:43,969
Would you mind stepping
out of the way?

817
00:46:47,605 --> 00:46:47,672
Oh. Excuse me.
Mr. Wingo is a football
coach, Bernard.

818
00:46:50,876 --> 00:46:50,942
Oh, yeah?
Oh, Dad called
from Vienna today.

819
00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:57,315
He said to say hi to you
when I saw you.

820
00:47:00,051 --> 00:47:00,118
Did you practice
this afternoon?

821
00:47:01,853 --> 00:47:01,920
No. I've been too busy
watching TV.

822
00:47:06,124 --> 00:47:06,191
You're being rude,
Bernard.
No, he's being a teenager.

823
00:47:09,327 --> 00:47:09,394
I used to be one
myself.
No kidding.

824
00:47:10,595 --> 00:47:11,963
Mmm-hmm.

825
00:47:14,032 --> 00:47:14,099
Where are you from?
Your accent's weird.

826
00:47:16,801 --> 00:47:20,638
South Carolina.
Hmm.

827
00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:22,707
Is this TV you're
watching or a video?
Would you stop talking?

828
00:47:24,876 --> 00:47:24,943
I'm trying to watch
this movie.
All right, it's late.

829
00:47:27,412 --> 00:47:27,478
Come on.
It's time for bed, Bernard.
Let's go.

830
00:47:29,314 --> 00:47:29,380
Turn down the TV
and go to bed. Now.

831
00:47:31,182 --> 00:47:33,851
I'll see you, Bernard.

832
00:47:36,287 --> 00:47:36,354
(STAMMERING)
Tom, I'm

833
00:47:39,124 --> 00:47:39,190
sorry that he was
so rude to you.
No, no, no.

834
00:47:41,359 --> 00:47:41,426
You don't have
to apologize,
Lowenstein.

835
00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:45,096
Teenagers, by definition,
are not fit for society.

836
00:47:46,864 --> 00:47:48,099
That's true. Um...

837
00:47:49,567 --> 00:47:49,634
Bernard wants
to play football.

838
00:47:52,837 --> 00:47:52,904
That's why
I brought you up here
to meet him.

839
00:47:57,475 --> 00:47:57,542
I thought that maybe
you could coach him
a couple of days a week.

840
00:48:02,180 --> 00:48:02,247
You see, he never
gets a chance to play
while his father's around.

841
00:48:03,848 --> 00:48:03,915
So, Herbert's on tour.
I thought that maybe...

842
00:48:05,750 --> 00:48:05,816
Is this a job offer?

843
00:48:09,454 --> 00:48:09,520
Yes. Yes, and I would
insist on paying you.

844
00:48:12,390 --> 00:48:12,457
What would you consider
a reasonable rate?

845
00:48:14,225 --> 00:48:16,094
What are your rates?

846
00:48:18,763 --> 00:48:18,829
I charge $150 an hour.

847
00:48:20,565 --> 00:48:22,167
Fine. I'll take it.

848
00:48:24,202 --> 00:48:24,269
You must be
a very good coach.

849
00:48:25,603 --> 00:48:28,606
(LAUGHING)

850
00:48:31,476 --> 00:48:31,542
Forget it, Lowenstein.
I'm not a charity case yet.

851
00:48:34,645 --> 00:48:34,712
Tell Bernard
we'll start on Monday.
Good.

852
00:48:36,847 --> 00:48:37,615
Good night.
Good night.

853
00:48:39,217 --> 00:48:39,284
(BELL TOLLING)

854
00:48:40,785 --> 00:48:48,785
(EXHALES)

855
00:48:52,897 --> 00:48:52,964
First rule of thumb,
Bernard. Never be late.

856
00:48:54,932 --> 00:48:55,000
I didn't want
to come anyway, okay?

857
00:48:57,935 --> 00:48:58,003
Well, your mother thinks
you want to play ball.
Is there any truth to that?

858
00:48:59,670 --> 00:49:01,239
Maybe. Maybe not.

859
00:49:04,309 --> 00:49:04,375
So where do you coach,
Mr. Wingo, hillbilly country?

860
00:49:08,279 --> 00:49:08,346
(CHUCKLES)
Oh, we're a little
class conscious, are we?

861
00:49:10,081 --> 00:49:10,148
Where do you go to school,
Miss Porter's?

862
00:49:12,250 --> 00:49:13,918
Phillips Exeter, smart-ass.

863
00:49:16,354 --> 00:49:17,888
You didn't get to play
last year, did you?

864
00:49:19,690 --> 00:49:19,757
How'd you know?

865
00:49:21,359 --> 00:49:21,426
Because any rich,
snot-nosed punk

866
00:49:23,428 --> 00:49:23,494
that would dare
call his coach
a smart-ass

867
00:49:26,764 --> 00:49:26,831
wouldn't get to haul water,
let alone play.

868
00:49:29,634 --> 00:49:31,669
With your attitude you belong
in the bleachers, kid.

869
00:49:33,138 --> 00:49:33,204
When you get ready
to play football,

870
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:43,973
you get my number
from your mother. Catch.

871
00:49:48,953 --> 00:49:56,953
(THUNDER RUMBLING)

872
00:50:30,695 --> 00:50:30,761
Hey, you need help.

873
00:50:33,364 --> 00:50:33,431
This is not
an attractive look
for a middle-aged man.

874
00:50:34,999 --> 00:50:35,066
When are you gonna
take me shopping?

875
00:50:38,136 --> 00:50:38,203
Say, did you ever hear
of a woman named
Renata Halpern?

876
00:50:40,071 --> 00:50:40,138
No. Who is she?
I don't know,
but she writes

877
00:50:42,807 --> 00:50:42,873
good poems
about growing up
Jewish in Brooklyn.

878
00:50:44,842 --> 00:50:44,909
Are you sure
she wasn't staying
with Savannah recently?

879
00:50:46,944 --> 00:50:47,011
Not that I know of.
Of course, I've been
out of town a lot.

880
00:50:50,181 --> 00:50:50,248
All right.
Bloomingdale's
on Saturday, big boy.

881
00:50:51,349 --> 00:50:57,155
Okay.

882
00:50:58,556 --> 00:50:59,857
Coach Wingo?

883
00:51:02,193 --> 00:51:02,260
Look, um, you know,
yesterday...

884
00:51:04,762 --> 00:51:06,464
(STAMMERING) I mean, I...
You know, I...

885
00:51:09,100 --> 00:51:09,167
I accept your
apology, Bernard.

886
00:51:12,203 --> 00:51:12,270
I didn't get to
play last year 'cause
I never made the team.

887
00:51:13,871 --> 00:51:13,938
I mean,
they made fun of me.

888
00:51:16,841 --> 00:51:16,907
If I coach you, Bernard,
I promise you they won't
make fun of you,

889
00:51:18,776 --> 00:51:18,843
but you've got
to promise me something.
What?

890
00:51:21,646 --> 00:51:21,712
You gotta shut up, Bernard.
Your mouth pisses me off.

891
00:51:24,615 --> 00:51:24,682
Oh, yeah. Okay, okay.
"Yes, sir" is the correct way
to address me.

892
00:51:27,452 --> 00:51:27,518
Now, first thing
we're gonna do is follow
certain forms and courtesies.

893
00:51:30,721 --> 00:51:30,788
You'll do whatever
I tell you to do and you'll
do it with enthusiasm.

894
00:51:33,023 --> 00:51:33,090
I'm gonna teach you
to play football,
and I'm gonna teach you well.

895
00:51:34,825 --> 00:51:34,892
I'm gonna run
your ass off
every day.

896
00:51:37,262 --> 00:51:37,328
Wait a sec.
I have my violin lessons.
Shut up, Bernard.

897
00:51:39,430 --> 00:51:39,497
Yes, sir.
And after I run you
until you drop,

898
00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:40,998
make you lift weights
until you can't move,

899
00:51:42,900 --> 00:51:42,967
make you tackle
until your arms cramp,

900
00:51:46,204 --> 00:51:46,271
something's gonna happen
to you that's never happened
in your miserable little life.

901
00:51:49,874 --> 00:51:49,940
What's that, sir?
You're gonna be happy, kid.

902
00:51:52,677 --> 00:51:52,743
Move 'em! Move 'em! Hit it!

903
00:51:55,713 --> 00:51:55,780
(GASPS)
Come on. Get up.

904
00:51:59,016 --> 00:51:59,083
Drop that leg. Roll.
Drop this leg. Roll.

905
00:52:01,519 --> 00:52:01,586
That's it.
All right, let's see
that smile.

906
00:52:03,521 --> 00:52:03,588
Do it again
with a smile.

907
00:52:06,591 --> 00:52:06,657
Cross, back.
Cross. That's it.

908
00:52:09,294 --> 00:52:09,360
Cross 'em over.
Cross, back. Cross.

909
00:52:12,163 --> 00:52:12,230
Bring this shoulder out.
Bring this shoulder.

910
00:52:14,599 --> 00:52:14,665
Keep your eyes on the ball.
Concentrate. Concentrate.

911
00:52:16,401 --> 00:52:16,467
Come on, Bernard.
Get your hands up.
Come on.

912
00:52:20,671 --> 00:52:20,738
(LAUGHS) Come on, get it.
Bernard, turn around and run!

913
00:52:24,575 --> 00:52:24,642
GIRLS ON PHONE:
You're the greatest person
in the whole world, Daddy.

914
00:52:26,177 --> 00:52:26,244
(LAUGHING) Well,
now, what's this?

915
00:52:28,813 --> 00:52:28,879
I don't even get
the pleasure of asking
the questions anymore?

916
00:52:30,348 --> 00:52:30,415
When you coming
home, Daddy?

917
00:52:31,816 --> 00:52:31,882
TOM: I'm coming home soon.

918
00:52:34,319 --> 00:52:34,385
If you miss my birthday,
I'm gonna kill you.

919
00:52:36,487 --> 00:52:36,554
Chandler, how could
I miss your birthday?

920
00:52:39,624 --> 00:52:39,690
I was there the day
you pushed your way
into the world.

921
00:52:41,292 --> 00:52:41,359
I want an alligator.

922
00:52:43,294 --> 00:52:43,361
You go down to the marsh
and you get one.

923
00:52:46,831 --> 00:52:46,897
I want a stuffed alligator
so he can sleep in bed
with me.

924
00:52:50,368 --> 00:52:50,435
Now that's a dangerous
habit to get into, kiddo.
Is Mama there?

925
00:52:52,637 --> 00:52:52,703
Mommy, Daddy wants
to talk to you.

926
00:52:54,439 --> 00:52:54,505
Okay.

927
00:52:56,407 --> 00:52:56,474
Hi.
Oh, hi, Sal.

928
00:52:58,809 --> 00:52:58,876
Listen, I really
want to come home
for Chandler's birthday.

929
00:53:00,611 --> 00:53:00,678
It'll only be
for a couple of days.
No, we'd...

930
00:53:03,147 --> 00:53:03,214
We'd all be upset
if you didn't come, Tom.

931
00:53:05,516 --> 00:53:05,583
Oh, good.
Well, thanks, Sally.

932
00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:07,918
Okay. I'll talk to you. Bye.

933
00:53:09,754 --> 00:53:12,457
All right. Bye-bye.

934
00:53:14,792 --> 00:53:14,859
Set! Move!

935
00:53:17,262 --> 00:53:17,328
Come on,
keep your balance.
Keep your balance.

936
00:53:19,630 --> 00:53:19,697
Keep your balance.
All right, square.
All right.

937
00:53:21,632 --> 00:53:21,699
All right, pop me.
Pop me. Pop me.

938
00:53:25,102 --> 00:53:25,169
Bernard, pop me! That's it!
See how you don't move?

939
00:53:29,139 --> 00:53:29,206
Cross it over! Cross it over!
Cross it over! Cross it over!
Cross it over! Cross it over!

940
00:53:30,275 --> 00:53:31,376
TOM: Hut!

941
00:53:33,478 --> 00:53:33,544
Pass it! Good!

942
00:53:35,746 --> 00:53:35,813
Coach, what are you doing?
You got a broken cigarette.

943
00:53:37,715 --> 00:53:37,782
You're taking
my cigarette away?

944
00:53:40,818 --> 00:53:40,885
TOM: So this became
my routine. Coaching Bernard
in the morning,

945
00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:45,623
and in the afternoon,
telling the Wingo family
secrets to his mother.

946
00:53:48,092 --> 00:53:48,158
And looking forward
to telling them.

947
00:53:51,061 --> 00:53:51,128
Or looking forward
to seeing her.

948
00:53:54,332 --> 00:53:54,399
LOWENSTEIN: It's as if
Savannah has some
kind of a splinter,

949
00:53:56,534 --> 00:53:56,601
you know,
that she's neglected.

950
00:53:59,069 --> 00:53:59,136
And, um, it festers...

951
00:54:02,607 --> 00:54:02,673
It festers inside you
until you...
Until you get it out.

952
00:54:04,409 --> 00:54:04,475
You know what I mean?

953
00:54:07,478 --> 00:54:07,545
And the stories you're
telling me are really
helping her remember,

954
00:54:10,881 --> 00:54:10,948
and I'm very proud
of the work we're doing.

955
00:54:13,618 --> 00:54:13,684
Do you know what I mean?
Huh?

956
00:54:15,252 --> 00:54:15,320
(LAUGHS)

957
00:54:16,921 --> 00:54:18,255
Time's up. Out.

958
00:54:20,491 --> 00:54:20,558
Lowenstein. Here. Catch.

959
00:54:22,159 --> 00:54:22,226
Throw me the ball.
Throw me the ball.
My nails.

960
00:54:25,029 --> 00:54:26,764
(LAUGHS) Throw you
the ball? Okay.

961
00:54:28,433 --> 00:54:28,499
(TOM CHEERING)

962
00:54:31,168 --> 00:54:31,235
(LAUGHING)
Yeah! Yeah!

963
00:54:33,404 --> 00:54:33,471
Go! Go! Move!

964
00:54:36,607 --> 00:54:36,674
Hit it! Good, good!
Move, move, move, move!

965
00:54:38,576 --> 00:54:38,643
(COUGHING)

966
00:54:40,911 --> 00:54:40,978
Coach, what are you
trying to do,
kill yourself?

967
00:54:43,113 --> 00:54:43,180
(COUGHS)
I'm not quitting,
Bernard, you hear?

968
00:54:45,149 --> 00:54:45,215
(COUGHING)
Then I'll smoke.

969
00:54:47,885 --> 00:54:47,952
No, you're not smoking.
You're not smoking.

970
00:54:50,254 --> 00:54:50,321
Then throw 'em out.
All right,
I will, I will.

971
00:54:53,624 --> 00:54:53,691
All of them!
Oh, all right.
All right.

972
00:54:56,494 --> 00:54:56,561
Congratulations, Coach.
How do you feel?
I feel better already.

973
00:54:57,662 --> 00:55:01,899
(TOM COUGHING)

974
00:55:05,436 --> 00:55:05,503
TOM: You know,
it's an art form to hate
New York properly.

975
00:55:06,871 --> 00:55:06,937
BERNARD: No, it's not.
It's a cliche.

976
00:55:08,739 --> 00:55:08,806
(TOM LAUGHS)

977
00:55:11,175 --> 00:55:11,241
You're not such
a dumb kid after all,
Bernard.

978
00:55:14,144 --> 00:55:14,211
Let's go to a bookstore.
It's my daughter's birthday
next weekend.

979
00:55:16,947 --> 00:55:17,014
She wants an alligator.
There's a crocodile
in Peter Pan.

980
00:55:18,883 --> 00:55:18,949
Do you think
she'll buy it?

981
00:55:20,618 --> 00:55:20,685
It's my mom's birthday
next week, too.

982
00:55:23,388 --> 00:55:23,454
I'll bet you got her
exactly nothing.
Well...

983
00:55:26,424 --> 00:55:26,491
TOM: Come on. We'll see if
we can find her something.

984
00:55:28,659 --> 00:55:32,730
(CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING)

985
00:55:34,632 --> 00:55:42,632
(TOM WHISTLING TO TUNE)

986
00:56:16,474 --> 00:56:17,608
(GROANS)
Shit! Shit!

987
00:56:19,810 --> 00:56:19,877
(DOOR SLAMS)

988
00:56:21,245 --> 00:56:21,311
Who the hell
is Renata Halpern,

989
00:56:22,947 --> 00:56:23,013
and what does she
have to do with my sister?

990
00:56:24,449 --> 00:56:24,515
Why don't you sit down
and cool off for...

991
00:56:26,316 --> 00:56:26,383
You've known about this
the whole time, haven't you?

992
00:56:28,218 --> 00:56:28,285
Tom, I'm finding it
difficult conducting
a session...

993
00:56:31,321 --> 00:56:31,388
This is not a session,
damn it. I'm asking you
a question.

994
00:56:33,491 --> 00:56:33,558
And you're doing
a shitty job of evading it.

995
00:56:35,225 --> 00:56:35,292
Tell me who wrote this book!

996
00:56:36,794 --> 00:56:36,861
What's so disturbing
about it?
That's not the issue.

997
00:56:38,896 --> 00:56:38,963
The issue is why
you didn't tell me.

998
00:56:40,565 --> 00:56:40,631
It wasn't my place
to tell you. Your sister
specifically asked me...

999
00:56:42,467 --> 00:56:42,533
(SCOFFING)
You're a piece of work,
Lowenstein.

1000
00:56:44,134 --> 00:56:44,201
I come in here
and I tell you everything.

1001
00:56:46,036 --> 00:56:46,103
You withhold
an important piece
of information from me.

1002
00:56:48,606 --> 00:56:48,673
Maybe it's you
who's withholding.
This is not about me!

1003
00:56:51,842 --> 00:56:51,909
Then why are you so upset?
Because I don't
like being lied to.

1004
00:56:54,579 --> 00:56:54,645
I don't like secrets.
I could report you
to the authorities.

1005
00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:56,146
Have your goddamn
license suspended.

1006
00:56:58,415 --> 00:56:58,483
Tom, stop acting like
a petulant child.

1007
00:57:01,486 --> 00:57:01,552
You haven't answered
my question, Lowenstein.
Tell me who wrote this book.

1008
00:57:04,054 --> 00:57:04,121
Why don't you tell me?
Oh, I'll tell you.
My sister wrote it.

1009
00:57:05,890 --> 00:57:05,956
It's all about
my goddamn family.

1010
00:57:09,026 --> 00:57:09,093
If my mother ever read it,
she'd rip out Savannah's
pancreas with her teeth.

1011
00:57:11,862 --> 00:57:11,929
Why? Why would she do that?
What are you all hiding?

1012
00:57:15,399 --> 00:57:17,367
I don't answer
any more questions
until you answer mine.

1013
00:57:19,403 --> 00:57:19,470
Then why don't you
sit down and listen.

1014
00:57:23,173 --> 00:57:29,914
That is, if you're not
too exhausted by your
temper tantrum.

1015
00:57:32,249 --> 00:57:32,316
Oh, shit!

1016
00:57:34,418 --> 00:57:34,485
The first few times
Savannah came to see me,

1017
00:57:36,020 --> 00:57:36,086
she told me her name
was Renata Halpern.

1018
00:57:38,455 --> 00:57:38,523
(SCOFFS) Jesus. She's even
crazier than I thought.

1019
00:57:40,991 --> 00:57:41,058
Shut up or I won't continue.

1020
00:57:42,793 --> 00:57:42,860
She told me her father
was a furrier

1021
00:57:45,896 --> 00:57:45,963
and that both parents were
survivors of the holocaust.

1022
00:57:47,765 --> 00:57:47,832
She couldn't fool me
about being Jewish,

1023
00:57:51,969 --> 00:57:52,036
but what fascinated me
was why she chose to be
the child of survivors.

1024
00:57:54,639 --> 00:57:54,705
What was she trying
to survive? What is
she trying to survive?

1025
00:57:56,406 --> 00:57:56,473
Well, how the hell
would I know?
I think you do.

1026
00:57:58,809 --> 00:57:58,876
Come on, Lowenstein.
You're supposed to be
answering my questions.

1027
00:58:01,245 --> 00:58:01,311
Why'd she do it?
Something about
writing that book

1028
00:58:03,581 --> 00:58:03,648
made her want to
become someone else.
And that was okay with you?

1029
00:58:06,584 --> 00:58:06,651
It was not okay with me.
I told her unless she
resolved her own problems,

1030
00:58:08,418 --> 00:58:08,485
no one else she'd become
would have a chance.

1031
00:58:11,556 --> 00:58:11,622
Is this what
people pay you to do?
Turn them into someone else?

1032
00:58:13,958 --> 00:58:14,024
You're not listening to me.
You haven't heard
a goddamn word I've said.

1033
00:58:15,693 --> 00:58:15,760
Oh, bullshit!
What do you think
I'm doing here every day?

1034
00:58:17,461 --> 00:58:17,528
Complaining, avoiding,
pointing your finger,

1035
00:58:18,929 --> 00:58:18,996
Fuck you, Lowenstein!
refusing to
take responsibility.

1036
00:58:20,598 --> 00:58:20,665
Fuck you and Sigmund Freud
and my sister Renata Halpern!

1037
00:58:23,568 --> 00:58:23,634
The whole thing makes me sick.
The way you're reacting
makes me sick.

1038
00:58:25,502 --> 00:58:25,570
How do you expect
me to react?

1039
00:58:27,237 --> 00:58:27,304
What if I'd done the same
thing to your son?

1040
00:58:29,439 --> 00:58:29,506
It's not the same thing.
"Come on to
South Carolina, Bernard.

1041
00:58:32,042 --> 00:58:32,109
"I'll change your name
and turn you into
a Presbyterian quarterback."

1042
00:58:34,979 --> 00:58:35,045
It's quite different,
Mr. Wingo. My son didn't
try to kill himself.

1043
00:58:37,481 --> 00:58:37,548
Give him time, Lowenstein.
Give him time.

1044
00:58:38,816 --> 00:58:38,883
You son of a bitch.

1045
00:58:40,184 --> 00:58:42,086
(GROANS)

1046
00:58:44,288 --> 00:58:44,354
(GROANING)
Oh, my God.
I'll go get you some ice.

1047
00:58:48,559 --> 00:58:48,626
Oh, Jesus.
I see a big malpractice suit
coming out of this, Doctor.

1048
00:58:50,094 --> 00:58:50,160
I am so embarrassed.

1049
00:58:53,564 --> 00:58:53,631
(LAUGHING) What a day!

1050
00:58:55,399 --> 00:58:55,465
I get dropped
by a dictionary,

1051
00:58:58,068 --> 00:58:58,135
and I find out my sister's
become a Brooklyn Jew.

1052
00:59:00,270 --> 00:59:00,337
Here. Here.
Put this on.
Oh, I don't need that.

1053
00:59:02,139 --> 00:59:02,206
I'd rather act like a man
and bleed to death.

1054
00:59:03,507 --> 00:59:03,574
Just be quiet
and take it.

1055
00:59:05,576 --> 00:59:05,643
(GROANS)

1056
00:59:08,112 --> 00:59:08,178
And after you've stopped
bleeding, I'd like
to take you to dinner.

1057
00:59:11,315 --> 00:59:11,381
No chili today, Doctor.
This time it's gonna cost you.

1058
00:59:12,883 --> 00:59:14,885
(TOM LAUGHING)

1059
00:59:16,721 --> 00:59:16,787
TOM: So this is therapy, huh?

1060
00:59:20,190 --> 00:59:20,257
LOWENSTEIN: (CHUCKLES) Yeah.
Pretty bloody, isn't it?
TOM: Yeah.

1061
00:59:22,259 --> 00:59:22,326
I still can't believe
I did that to you.

1062
00:59:25,562 --> 00:59:25,630
Face it, Lowenstein,
I bring out the
animal in you.

1063
00:59:26,797 --> 00:59:26,864
Hmm.

1064
00:59:28,232 --> 00:59:28,298
I owe you an apology.

1065
00:59:29,900 --> 00:59:29,967
I accept.

1066
00:59:31,836 --> 00:59:31,902
That was a terrible thing
to say about you.
Yes, it was.

1067
00:59:34,371 --> 00:59:34,438
I know it. Jeez.
Thank you for accepting.

1068
00:59:36,306 --> 00:59:36,373
WAITER: Would you like
to order now?
Um...

1069
00:59:38,275 --> 00:59:38,342
(STAMMERING)
We would like
to order now.

1070
00:59:41,846 --> 00:59:41,912
Do you want me
to order for you?
I eat here all the time.

1071
00:59:44,682 --> 00:59:44,749
How am I supposed to trust
a woman to order for me
who can't even cook?

1072
00:59:47,384 --> 00:59:47,451
Just because I don't know
how to cook doesn't mean
I don't know how to eat.

1073
00:59:49,086 --> 00:59:49,153
(CHUCKLING) All right.
Go ahead, Lowenstein.

1074
00:59:52,522 --> 00:59:52,589
I'll do anything
to make you happy tonight.
Okay, good.

1075
00:59:54,892 --> 00:59:54,959
I think, um...

1076
00:59:58,028 --> 00:59:58,095
I think we'll start
with the artichaut garni
de champignons au safran.

1077
01:00:01,699 --> 01:00:01,766
Mmm-hmm.
And pour monsieur,

1078
01:00:05,569 --> 01:00:05,636
la mousse de canard
aux baies sauvages.

1079
01:00:09,339 --> 01:00:09,406
And then we'll have the
soupe de poisson au crabe.

1080
01:00:10,741 --> 01:00:10,808
Delicious.

1081
01:00:13,678 --> 01:00:13,744
And for our main course,
rable de lapin.

1082
01:00:15,846 --> 01:00:17,848
WAITER: The rabbit is superb.
Merci.

1083
01:00:23,053 --> 01:00:23,120
God, there's nothing sexier
than a beautiful woman
ordering food in French.

1084
01:00:24,722 --> 01:00:25,723
Why don't you read me
the whole menu?

1085
01:00:27,157 --> 01:00:27,224
Are you flirting
with me, Tom?

1086
01:00:28,793 --> 01:00:28,859
Yeah, I think I am.

1087
01:00:32,596 --> 01:00:32,663
And I'd like you
to find me attractive,
bloody nose and all.

1088
01:00:34,832 --> 01:00:34,899
And I'd like to ask you
something about Savannah.

1089
01:00:37,301 --> 01:00:37,367
(SCOFFS)
God, don't you ever
take a night off?

1090
01:00:40,304 --> 01:00:40,370
No. You said
you'd do anything
to make me happy.

1091
01:00:42,306 --> 01:00:42,372
Just one thing.

1092
01:00:44,709 --> 01:00:44,775
Savannah told me
that her children's book
came out of a dream.

1093
01:00:46,576 --> 01:00:46,643
Mmm-hmm.
More like a nightmare.

1094
01:00:50,147 --> 01:00:50,214
And there were images in it
that terrorized her,
but she didn't know why.

1095
01:00:51,716 --> 01:00:51,782
You know,
like the three stray dogs.

1096
01:00:54,351 --> 01:00:54,418
You've read the story now.
What do you think it means?

1097
01:00:56,721 --> 01:00:56,787
(LAUGHS) Lowenstein,
you're incorrigible.

1098
01:00:59,256 --> 01:00:59,323
I mean, here we are,
at a wonderful restaurant,

1099
01:01:02,026 --> 01:01:02,092
and you want me to interpret
my sister's dreams?

1100
01:01:04,695 --> 01:01:04,762
You want to
interpret dreams? Do mine.

1101
01:01:07,397 --> 01:01:09,299
I had a great one
about you last night.

1102
01:01:10,868 --> 01:01:10,935
You had a dream about me?

1103
01:01:15,439 --> 01:01:15,505
TOM: Uh-huh, yeah.
You wanna hear?
I'm not sure.

1104
01:01:18,008 --> 01:01:18,075
Don't worry.
This one is "G" rated.

1105
01:01:19,676 --> 01:01:20,277
This one?
Uh-huh.

1106
01:01:23,113 --> 01:01:23,180
Tell me.

1107
01:01:26,751 --> 01:01:26,817
There was a blinding
snow storm right here
in New York City.

1108
01:01:30,554 --> 01:01:30,620
I went out for a walk
and I ran into you.

1109
01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:33,257
We decided to go
to the Rainbow Room.

1110
01:01:36,794 --> 01:01:39,764
No one was there,
so we started to slow dance.

1111
01:01:41,431 --> 01:01:43,901
What do you think it means?

1112
01:01:46,737 --> 01:01:46,804
You said it was
a snow storm?
Mmm-hmm.

1113
01:01:48,672 --> 01:01:50,340
A blinding snow storm?

1114
01:01:53,077 --> 01:01:53,143
Maybe there's something
you're afraid to see.

1115
01:01:56,113 --> 01:01:56,180
Maybe I want to get
to know you better.

1116
01:01:58,415 --> 01:01:59,349
Maybe you're trying
to snow me.

1117
01:02:01,251 --> 01:02:04,588
Maybe I have cold feet.

1118
01:02:06,690 --> 01:02:09,626
Maybe you just miss winter.

1119
01:02:11,195 --> 01:02:11,261
Move those legs!
Move them! Move them!

1120
01:02:12,930 --> 01:02:12,997
(GRUNTS)
That's it.
Get in position.

1121
01:02:15,032 --> 01:02:16,100
Keep your head up.
All right. Come!

1122
01:02:17,201 --> 01:02:17,968
(EXCLAIMS)

1123
01:02:20,137 --> 01:02:20,204
Is that my son?

1124
01:02:22,172 --> 01:02:22,239
Is that you in there,
Bernard?

1125
01:02:23,340 --> 01:02:23,407
BERNARD: Okay,
let's try it again.

1126
01:02:25,175 --> 01:02:25,242
I don't think this was
such a good idea.

1127
01:02:26,944 --> 01:02:27,011
Stop being a Jewish
mother, Lowenstein.

1128
01:02:29,179 --> 01:02:29,246
I am a Jewish mother.
I even brought sandwiches.

1129
01:02:31,281 --> 01:02:31,348
TOM: Oh, good.
I'm starving.

1130
01:02:34,151 --> 01:02:34,218
I got delicious ones here.
Come on, Bernard.
Take a break.

1131
01:02:35,485 --> 01:02:35,552
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

1132
01:02:37,721 --> 01:02:37,788
Great. I got one for you.

1133
01:02:40,757 --> 01:02:40,825
Slave away
in the kitchen all day
making those, Mom?

1134
01:02:43,427 --> 01:02:44,161
No, I bought them,
like I usually do.
Would you like one?

1135
01:02:45,896 --> 01:02:48,799
No, I'm not hungry.

1136
01:02:53,537 --> 01:02:53,603
So, can I watch you play?
I mean, I promise I won't
be overprotective.

1137
01:02:56,073 --> 01:02:56,140
I don't really feel
like playing anymore.

1138
01:02:59,409 --> 01:02:59,476
Come on,
let's toss the ball around
for a few minutes.

1139
01:03:02,112 --> 01:03:02,179
What am I, a trained seal?
I gotta do whatever she wants?

1140
01:03:04,048 --> 01:03:04,114
Oh, you got it tough, kid.

1141
01:03:05,682 --> 01:03:05,749
Come on. Let's lie
in the grass

1142
01:03:08,718 --> 01:03:08,785
and cry for all the terrible
misfortune in your life.

1143
01:03:11,355 --> 01:03:11,421
You know, you turn into,
like, a real jerk every time
my mother's around.

1144
01:03:13,057 --> 01:03:13,123
What are you trying to do,
impress her?

1145
01:03:17,061 --> 01:03:17,127
You're totally out of line,
Bernard. You're not mad
at him, you're mad at me.

1146
01:03:19,729 --> 01:03:22,299
Save that crap
for your patients, Mom.

1147
01:03:23,868 --> 01:03:25,335
(SIGHING)

1148
01:03:27,204 --> 01:03:27,271
He's right, you know.

1149
01:03:28,939 --> 01:03:29,006
He's absolutely right.

1150
01:03:32,076 --> 01:03:33,443
I don't know
how to talk to him.

1151
01:03:35,679 --> 01:03:35,745
Maybe you should try
a new approach.

1152
01:03:37,014 --> 01:03:37,081
Oh, yeah?
What's that?

1153
01:03:39,616 --> 01:03:39,683
Laugh, Lowenstein. Laugh.

1154
01:03:41,118 --> 01:03:41,185
The Southern way, hmm?

1155
01:03:44,754 --> 01:03:47,691
Yeah. If that doesn't work,
then you bop him on the head.

1156
01:03:49,159 --> 01:03:52,062
What do you
think of me, Tom?

1157
01:03:54,298 --> 01:03:54,364
Well, I think
you have it made.

1158
01:03:56,600 --> 01:03:56,666
I mean, you're rich,
you live like a queen,

1159
01:03:58,368 --> 01:03:58,435
your kid needs some work,

1160
01:04:01,038 --> 01:04:01,605
but overall, you're
in the top one percent.

1161
01:04:03,073 --> 01:04:08,678
You're lying.

1162
01:04:11,581 --> 01:04:12,316
I think you're
a very sad woman,
Lowenstein.

1163
01:04:13,517 --> 01:04:14,484
(SIGHS)

1164
01:04:18,122 --> 01:04:18,188
I like it when
you tell the truth.

1165
01:04:22,026 --> 01:04:22,092
And I think you're
the first friend I've
made in a long time.

1166
01:04:24,328 --> 01:04:24,394
Come on. Let's go
to the movies.

1167
01:04:26,663 --> 01:04:28,265
The movies?
Yeah, come on.

1168
01:04:31,768 --> 01:04:31,835
TOM: Rare footage
from the Savannah
Wingo archives.

1169
01:04:34,204 --> 01:04:34,271
LOWENSTEIN: How wonderful.
Where did you find this?

1170
01:04:37,174 --> 01:04:37,241
Well, I was snooping
around and I found them.
Savannah must have kept them.

1171
01:04:39,409 --> 01:04:39,476
Wait, wait.
Who's that? Luke?
Yeah, that's Luke.

1172
01:04:41,578 --> 01:04:41,645
He was always
horsing around.

1173
01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:43,447
Oh. Here's our graduation.

1174
01:04:46,583 --> 01:04:46,650
What? From
grade school, right?
Yeah, right. Grade school.

1175
01:04:48,818 --> 01:04:48,885
(CHUCKLES)
Did you always jump in
with your clothes on?

1176
01:04:51,721 --> 01:04:51,788
(LAUGHING) Yes,
as a matter of fact, we did.

1177
01:04:54,724 --> 01:04:54,791
And that's your mother,
Lila?
Yeah, that's Miss Lila.

1178
01:04:57,161 --> 01:04:57,761
Mmm-hmm.
She was very pretty.

1179
01:04:59,363 --> 01:05:01,031
She still is.

1180
01:05:03,067 --> 01:05:03,133
So, who took
these pictures?

1181
01:05:05,369 --> 01:05:05,435
My father.
You see, he bought
this camera one year.

1182
01:05:06,636 --> 01:05:06,703
He thought he would
give up shrimping,

1183
01:05:07,871 --> 01:05:07,938
the only thing
he was good at,

1184
01:05:09,473 --> 01:05:09,539
and make
a fortune in film.

1185
01:05:11,641 --> 01:05:11,708
Don't ask me how.

1186
01:05:14,744 --> 01:05:14,811
Savannah said that
your father was always
losing money.

1187
01:05:16,580 --> 01:05:16,646
Is that true?
Oh, that's
an understatement.

1188
01:05:19,516 --> 01:05:19,583
Henry Wingo had
the opposite of
the Midas touch.

1189
01:05:21,151 --> 01:05:21,218
Everything he touched
turned to shit.

1190
01:05:22,953 --> 01:05:23,020
What is that?
Tell me what that is.

1191
01:05:26,323 --> 01:05:26,390
That is one of
my father's all-time,
cockamamie schemes.

1192
01:05:29,093 --> 01:05:29,159
What?
Well, you see, he bought
this gas station.

1193
01:05:31,461 --> 01:05:31,528
He thought this tiger
would draw people
by the thousands.

1194
01:05:34,231 --> 01:05:34,298
All it did
was scare them
the hell away.

1195
01:05:37,567 --> 01:05:38,602
The only one
that wasn't afraid of
that animal was Luke.

1196
01:05:40,637 --> 01:05:40,704
He fed him,

1197
01:05:42,706 --> 01:05:44,841
took care of him.

1198
01:05:47,344 --> 01:05:47,411
He had a lot
of courage.

1199
01:05:49,113 --> 01:05:49,179
What about you?

1200
01:05:52,249 --> 01:05:53,550
(CHUCKLES)
I didn't need any.
I had Luke.

1201
01:05:55,819 --> 01:05:55,885
Oh, this is our island.

1202
01:05:58,722 --> 01:05:58,788
The only place
Dad ever really owned.

1203
01:06:01,625 --> 01:06:01,691
At the time
this was taken,
it was worthless.

1204
01:06:04,194 --> 01:06:04,261
Not to Luke, though.

1205
01:06:07,931 --> 01:06:07,998
To him,
it was the most precious
place in the world.

1206
01:06:10,600 --> 01:06:10,667
When he was older,
he went to Vietnam.

1207
01:06:13,537 --> 01:06:13,603
He came back a hero.

1208
01:06:16,173 --> 01:06:17,141
He swore he'd
never leave it again.

1209
01:06:18,708 --> 01:06:24,148
He didn't.

1210
01:06:26,816 --> 01:06:26,883
What happened?

1211
01:06:29,386 --> 01:06:29,453
My mother got the island
in the divorce settlement.

1212
01:06:33,623 --> 01:06:33,690
She immediately sold it
to the government
for a lot of money.

1213
01:06:36,426 --> 01:06:36,493
They wanted to
put up a power plant.

1214
01:06:39,163 --> 01:06:39,229
Luke went crazy.
He made some threats.

1215
01:06:41,498 --> 01:06:41,565
The government laughed.

1216
01:06:44,068 --> 01:06:45,302
He blew up
a construction site.

1217
01:06:46,603 --> 01:06:48,272
They quit laughing.

1218
01:06:49,639 --> 01:06:51,708
And then?

1219
01:06:54,944 --> 01:06:55,011
He went on waging
his own private war.

1220
01:06:56,446 --> 01:06:56,513
Hurt some people.

1221
01:06:58,615 --> 01:06:58,682
Savannah and I
tried to stop him,

1222
01:07:00,184 --> 01:07:00,250
but the government
stopped him first.

1223
01:07:04,288 --> 01:07:04,354
Shot him in the head. Bingo.

1224
01:07:07,857 --> 01:07:09,859
Would you like
a cold drink?
Maybe a beer, huh?

1225
01:07:12,096 --> 01:07:12,162
How did you deal
with his death?

1226
01:07:14,431 --> 01:07:14,498
Shut down
like a broken motor.

1227
01:07:17,834 --> 01:07:17,901
Hmm. And according
to the Southern way,
still no tears?

1228
01:07:19,769 --> 01:07:19,836
(LAUGHING)

1229
01:07:22,106 --> 01:07:22,172
Oh, I cry sometimes,
Lowenstein.

1230
01:07:24,007 --> 01:07:24,074
I cry at weddings,
at the Olympics.

1231
01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:28,345
I'm real big
at the national anthem.
But not over Luke?

1232
01:07:30,780 --> 01:07:31,981
What the hell for?
It wouldn't bring
him back.

1233
01:07:35,319 --> 01:07:40,724
No. But it might
bring you back.

1234
01:07:42,426 --> 01:07:50,426
(SIGHS)

1235
01:07:55,339 --> 01:08:03,339
Thank you.

1236
01:08:10,720 --> 01:08:10,787
Hey, there.
Welcome back.
Hi.

1237
01:08:13,089 --> 01:08:13,157
Oh, gee. Dr. Wingo
had an emergency
down at the hospital.

1238
01:08:15,559 --> 01:08:15,625
Aw, that's all right,
Megan.

1239
01:08:17,894 --> 01:08:17,961
Are the girls asleep?
Uh, yes, sir,
for a while now.

1240
01:08:19,529 --> 01:08:19,596
All right.
You go home now.

1241
01:08:21,198 --> 01:08:29,198
Okay, I'll just
get my things.

1242
01:08:44,621 --> 01:08:44,688
Hey, Coach.

1243
01:08:46,456 --> 01:08:47,891
Oh, hey, Sally.

1244
01:08:51,027 --> 01:08:55,432
How you doing?
All right. Fine.

1245
01:08:57,434 --> 01:08:57,501
What's the proper form
in a situation like this?

1246
01:09:00,103 --> 01:09:00,170
Do we talk or do we fight
or do we ignore the whole
thing all together?

1247
01:09:02,406 --> 01:09:02,472
I don't...
I don't know.

1248
01:09:04,841 --> 01:09:08,812
You want some juice?
Yeah.

1249
01:09:10,747 --> 01:09:10,814
(SIGHS)
SALLY: How's Savannah, Tom?

1250
01:09:13,950 --> 01:09:14,017
She... She's one day up,
and one day down.

1251
01:09:16,853 --> 01:09:17,654
Do you, uh,
like the psychiatrist,
do you trust her?

1252
01:09:19,323 --> 01:09:19,389
Oh, yeah.

1253
01:09:21,925 --> 01:09:23,092
Well, what's...
What's her name again?

1254
01:09:24,694 --> 01:09:24,761
Lowenstein.

1255
01:09:26,630 --> 01:09:26,696
Do you want me
to make a fire?

1256
01:09:30,934 --> 01:09:31,000
I don't think so.
It's 90 degrees outside.

1257
01:09:34,671 --> 01:09:34,738
You've always been
such a traditionalist.

1258
01:09:37,040 --> 01:09:42,546
Jack Cleveland wants
to marry me, Tom.

1259
01:09:44,881 --> 01:09:46,049
Do you need a letter
of recommendation?

1260
01:09:47,384 --> 01:09:47,451
That's not funny.

1261
01:09:49,386 --> 01:09:49,453
Well, uh, considering
my other options,

1262
01:09:53,089 --> 01:09:57,427
I thought it was the kindest,
most restrained thing
I could say.

1263
01:09:58,995 --> 01:09:59,062
What do you want do?

1264
01:10:00,964 --> 01:10:02,899
I don't know.

1265
01:10:05,502 --> 01:10:05,569
(SIGHS)

1266
01:10:10,006 --> 01:10:10,073
I mean, part of me
just wants to pack up
and walk away from a life

1267
01:10:12,376 --> 01:10:16,913
that doesn't
seem to work anymore.

1268
01:10:19,949 --> 01:10:20,016
And part of me
says that no life
will work,

1269
01:10:22,919 --> 01:10:26,089
if I can't make
this one right.

1270
01:10:28,692 --> 01:10:31,428
How can I
help you, Sally?

1271
01:10:34,298 --> 01:10:35,565
By trying to understand,
I guess.

1272
01:10:37,434 --> 01:10:37,501
Sally,

1273
01:10:40,304 --> 01:10:41,905
I'm sorry I made you
unsure of yourself.

1274
01:10:44,741 --> 01:10:45,942
I can be a closed,
defensive son of a bitch.

1275
01:10:47,644 --> 01:10:50,947
Sometimes.

1276
01:10:53,016 --> 01:11:01,016
Only sometimes.

1277
01:11:09,065 --> 01:11:12,268
Are you coming in?

1278
01:11:14,270 --> 01:11:17,240
I'll... I'll sleep here.

1279
01:11:19,843 --> 01:11:21,611
(STAMMERING)
It'd be too confusing.

1280
01:11:23,079 --> 01:11:25,014
Yeah.

1281
01:11:26,516 --> 01:11:26,583
Sally?

1282
01:11:27,851 --> 01:11:29,686
Yeah.

1283
01:11:31,655 --> 01:11:39,655
Thanks for asking, though.

1284
01:11:50,206 --> 01:11:50,273
Daddy's home!

1285
01:11:51,741 --> 01:11:53,843
Yeah!

1286
01:11:53,911 --> 01:11:57,514
Daddy?

1287
01:11:57,580 --> 01:11:59,616
Daddy?
Where are you, Daddy?

1288
01:11:59,682 --> 01:12:01,484
Dad?
Hey, Daddy.

1289
01:12:01,551 --> 01:12:04,254
(GROANING)

1290
01:12:04,321 --> 01:12:05,989
Who are these
screaming piglets
jumping on my chest?

1291
01:12:06,056 --> 01:12:08,125
Oh, boy, am I hungry.

1292
01:12:08,191 --> 01:12:10,360
A little mustard
and hot sauce, and
you would be perfect.

1293
01:12:10,427 --> 01:12:12,062
You can't catch me.
CHANDLER: You can't
catch me either.

1294
01:12:12,129 --> 01:12:14,564
TOM: All right.
Who missed me most?

1295
01:12:14,631 --> 01:12:17,034
Careful now,
there's money involved.
Me. Me.

1296
01:12:17,100 --> 01:12:19,002
Get your deck shoes on.
We're going out on Grandpa's
shrimp boat later.

1297
01:12:19,069 --> 01:12:21,238
LUCY: Oh, good.
We're gonna see Grandpa.

1298
01:12:21,304 --> 01:12:22,906
Hi, Jenny. You like
that sweater I got you?
Yeah, it's nice, Dad.

1299
01:12:25,308 --> 01:12:26,910
Good.

1300
01:12:29,179 --> 01:12:31,581
Dad?
Mmm-hmm.

1301
01:12:33,216 --> 01:12:35,818
Are you and Mom having
a bad fight or something?

1302
01:12:35,885 --> 01:12:37,854
No, honey.
Everything's fine.

1303
01:12:44,194 --> 01:12:46,229
Y'all don't fool me.

1304
01:12:49,199 --> 01:12:52,535
Oh, boy.

1305
01:12:54,371 --> 01:12:57,274
What am I gonna do
with all of you
smart women?

1306
01:12:59,709 --> 01:12:59,776
Hmm? Come here.
Give me a hug.

1307
01:13:03,280 --> 01:13:06,149
Oh, Jenny.

1308
01:13:08,618 --> 01:13:08,685
Jenny, Jenny, Jenny.

1309
01:13:10,153 --> 01:13:10,220
Chandler, come on in
if you want to help.

1310
01:13:12,555 --> 01:13:12,622
You too, Tom.

1311
01:13:16,326 --> 01:13:16,393
Mommy,
I got a fishing rod
from Grandpa.

1312
01:13:18,295 --> 01:13:18,361
It's beautiful. Well, maybe
this one's a little crooked.
Come here, Daddy. Come here.

1313
01:13:21,531 --> 01:13:21,598
JENNY: Lucy did that one.
LUCY: I did not.

1314
01:13:23,333 --> 01:13:23,400
Oh, you did, too.
CHANDLER:
I want to decorate.

1315
01:13:25,502 --> 01:13:25,568
Of course you can decorate.

1316
01:13:27,470 --> 01:13:27,537
That's... It's your cake.
You go on and decorate.

1317
01:13:29,839 --> 01:13:29,906
You stop eating
that icing, you.

1318
01:13:32,242 --> 01:13:32,309
CHANDLER: I want to do one.
Well, okay.
But why don't you do two?

1319
01:13:35,578 --> 01:13:35,645
LILA: Henry.
Come to the table.

1320
01:13:37,880 --> 01:13:37,947
The children are gonna
blow out their candles.

1321
01:13:40,150 --> 01:13:40,217
Henry?
MAN ON TV: It may be
a factor, it may not.

1322
01:13:43,019 --> 01:13:43,086
Do you hear me?

1323
01:13:46,055 --> 01:13:46,123
It's time to sing
Happy Birthday
to Tom and Savannah.

1324
01:13:48,491 --> 01:13:48,558
HENRY: I'm watching TV.
MAN ON TV: It's a fly ball,
out to right field.

1325
01:13:50,227 --> 01:13:50,293
You get over there,
and help your children
celebrate their birthday,

1326
01:13:54,164 --> 01:13:54,231
for Christ's sake.

1327
01:13:56,666 --> 01:13:56,733
Come here, woman. Don't you
ever tell me what to do, Lila.
Let me go.

1328
01:13:58,401 --> 01:13:58,468
You're hurting me.
This is my house.
You're just a guest in it.

1329
01:14:00,670 --> 01:14:00,737
Now turn that
TV back on.

1330
01:14:02,605 --> 01:14:02,672
No.
YOUNG SAVANNAH: Please, Mommy.
It's all right.

1331
01:14:04,807 --> 01:14:04,874
Turn the TV back on.
LILA: Let go of me.

1332
01:14:05,975 --> 01:14:06,042
HENRY: You go turn
that thing back on.
I was watching it.

1333
01:14:08,211 --> 01:14:08,278
Do what Daddy
says, Mama.

1334
01:14:11,148 --> 01:14:11,214
(SCREAMING)
Lila, I'm sick and...

1335
01:14:12,682 --> 01:14:12,749
Sick and tired of you
never showing me
any respect!

1336
01:14:15,017 --> 01:14:15,084
(GUN FIRES)

1337
01:14:17,854 --> 01:14:20,790
LUKE: TV's broken,
you son of a bitch.

1338
01:14:22,259 --> 01:14:22,325
Now you can
watch your kids
blow out their candles.

1339
01:14:24,827 --> 01:14:24,894
ALL: Yeah!

1340
01:14:28,231 --> 01:14:28,298
* Happy birthday to you
* Happy birthday to me

1341
01:14:32,769 --> 01:14:32,835
* Happy birthday to you
* Happy birthday to me

1342
01:14:36,239 --> 01:14:36,306
* Happy birthday,
dear Chandler
* Happy birthday, dear me

1343
01:14:38,408 --> 01:14:40,143
* Happy birthday to you
* Happy birthday to me

1344
01:14:42,545 --> 01:14:42,612
(ALL CHEERING)

1345
01:14:44,647 --> 01:14:44,714
CHANDLER: Come on, Grandpa.
Daddy's gonna open the net.

1346
01:14:46,649 --> 01:14:46,716
HENRY: I'm a-coming,
birthday girl.

1347
01:14:49,586 --> 01:14:49,652
TOM: Come on.
Bring it up.

1348
01:14:51,421 --> 01:14:51,488
Bring it up.
Grandpa, I brought the
fishing rod you brought me.

1349
01:14:53,723 --> 01:14:53,790
TOM: Hold it.
Okay, okay.

1350
01:14:55,525 --> 01:14:55,592
JENNY: It smells.
HENRY: Stand back,
he's getting ready to drop it.

1351
01:14:58,395 --> 01:14:58,461
CHANDLER: Daddy, can I help?
Wait, wait. Wait.

1352
01:15:00,663 --> 01:15:00,730
LUCY: Oh, hurry up, Daddy.
Dad, I don't know if we
got much shrimp here.

1353
01:15:05,302 --> 01:15:05,368
CHILDREN: Oh.
Look at that.

1354
01:15:06,569 --> 01:15:06,636
HENRY: The first thing
you want to do is push
these crabs overboard.

1355
01:15:10,106 --> 01:15:10,173
Why, Grandpa?

1356
01:15:12,775 --> 01:15:12,842
They'll die in the sun
and the heat.

1357
01:15:15,412 --> 01:15:15,478
Keep your eye out for
stingrays and catfish.

1358
01:15:17,214 --> 01:15:17,280
It's a long way
to the hospital.
I want that little squiggly.

1359
01:15:19,882 --> 01:15:19,949
Chandler.
CHANDLER:
What, Grandpa?

1360
01:15:22,452 --> 01:15:22,519
I want you to do
something for me.

1361
01:15:26,122 --> 01:15:26,189
Pick up a shrimp
and I want to see you
head it.

1362
01:15:29,592 --> 01:15:29,659
Oh, I can do that.
Now, you put it
with your thumb.

1363
01:15:32,595 --> 01:15:32,662
Is this right, Grandpa?
Remember how... See if you
can do it with one hand.

1364
01:15:34,163 --> 01:15:34,231
Yeah.
You got a knack
for this, huh?

1365
01:15:35,832 --> 01:15:35,898
Look.

1366
01:15:37,734 --> 01:15:37,800
Fetch me that crate
over there, will you,

1367
01:15:39,336 --> 01:15:39,402
for this good-for-nothing,
trash fish.

1368
01:15:40,770 --> 01:15:40,837
JENNY: Grandpa told me
to get it.

1369
01:15:42,305 --> 01:15:45,408
LUCY: No he didn't,
he told me.

1370
01:15:47,477 --> 01:15:54,884
CHANDLER: I'm gonna get it.

1371
01:15:58,488 --> 01:16:03,159
They love you, Dad.

1372
01:16:05,228 --> 01:16:08,231
The Braves lost
to the Dodgers last night,
three to seven.

1373
01:16:10,300 --> 01:16:11,634
Did you know that, Son?

1374
01:16:14,070 --> 01:16:14,136
Yeah, I know that, Dad.

1375
01:16:15,438 --> 01:16:15,505
(GIRLS CHATTERING)

1376
01:16:16,939 --> 01:16:17,006
Put it right
down there.

1377
01:16:20,042 --> 01:16:24,914
CHANDLER: Can I be a shrimper
when I grow up, Grandpa?

1378
01:16:28,217 --> 01:16:28,285
Yeah, you can be
a shrimper like me.

1379
01:16:29,719 --> 01:16:29,786
Take good care of them.
Bye-bye, girls. I love you.

1380
01:16:31,153 --> 01:16:31,220
Bye, Daddy.
All right.

1381
01:16:32,789 --> 01:16:32,855
Write.

1382
01:16:34,957 --> 01:16:35,925
How will you get
to the airport?

1383
01:16:38,361 --> 01:16:42,699
Don't worry.
I'll get a cab.

1384
01:16:45,435 --> 01:16:45,502
Bye-bye.
Bye, Dad.

1385
01:16:47,537 --> 01:16:47,604
TOM: You know,
I never realized how
much I love this place,

1386
01:16:49,205 --> 01:16:49,272
till I went away.

1387
01:16:51,808 --> 01:16:51,874
(SIGHS)

1388
01:16:55,244 --> 01:16:55,312
"My soul grazes
like a lamb

1389
01:16:58,381 --> 01:16:58,448
"on the beauty
of indrawn tides."

1390
01:17:01,351 --> 01:17:03,219
You remember that?
You wrote that to me
in a letter once.

1391
01:17:06,088 --> 01:17:09,726
I used to write
damn good letters,
didn't I?

1392
01:17:11,428 --> 01:17:12,929
You've met somebody
in New York, haven't you?

1393
01:17:14,364 --> 01:17:22,364
I don't know.

1394
01:17:49,265 --> 01:17:49,332
I know.

1395
01:17:51,233 --> 01:17:51,300
Now, you are gonna do
like I said.

1396
01:17:53,269 --> 01:17:53,336
You are gonna apologize
to the Newburys.

1397
01:17:55,037 --> 01:17:55,104
Todd Newbury
insulted our family, Mama.

1398
01:17:57,940 --> 01:18:02,845
He called us
"cheap, white trash."

1399
01:18:04,847 --> 01:18:04,914
And then you proved him
right by whaling him,
you stupid cracker.

1400
01:18:07,917 --> 01:18:07,984
Oh.

1401
01:18:09,952 --> 01:18:11,954
Oh, isn't this
a lovely view?
I wanna go home.

1402
01:18:13,556 --> 01:18:13,623
Hush up.

1403
01:18:17,059 --> 01:18:17,126
Hello, Tom.

1404
01:18:19,596 --> 01:18:19,662
Hello, Reese.
I'm here to see
my mother.

1405
01:18:23,866 --> 01:18:23,933
Well, come on in.
She's expecting you.

1406
01:18:25,702 --> 01:18:25,768
Why, thank you.
It is awful good of you
to see us, Reese.

1407
01:18:28,237 --> 01:18:28,304
Well, it's my pleasure.

1408
01:18:32,241 --> 01:18:32,308
You're looking
mighty pretty today,
Lila, as usual.

1409
01:18:33,876 --> 01:18:33,943
Why, I always say,
the most successful men
are always the nicest.

1410
01:18:35,945 --> 01:18:36,012
(CHUCKLING)

1411
01:18:38,748 --> 01:18:44,220
Lila, if you'll just have
a seat right here,
Why, sure.

1412
01:18:46,188 --> 01:18:47,223
Tom and I are gonna have
a little talk in my study.

1413
01:18:49,626 --> 01:18:51,060
(WHISPERING) Tom.

1414
01:18:53,262 --> 01:19:01,262
It's an oriental carpet.

1415
01:19:07,176 --> 01:19:07,243
From the orient.

1416
01:19:11,313 --> 01:19:11,380
If you ever touch
my son again,

1417
01:19:15,317 --> 01:19:15,384
you're gonna be
crab bait all over
this river, boy.

1418
01:19:17,554 --> 01:19:17,620
A Wingo never
touches a Newbury.

1419
01:19:20,823 --> 01:19:21,524
And if you tell anybody
I hit you,

1420
01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:26,295
I'm gonna run your family
clean out of this town.

1421
01:19:29,098 --> 01:19:29,165
Now, get out of here.

1422
01:19:31,100 --> 01:19:31,167
TOM: I think it's more humid
than in New York City.

1423
01:19:33,235 --> 01:19:35,137
Hello, darling.

1424
01:19:37,273 --> 01:19:39,241
Tom.
Hello, Lila.

1425
01:19:42,479 --> 01:19:42,545
Wealth becomes you, Mama.

1426
01:19:45,482 --> 01:19:46,516
You really got
what you wanted,
didn't you?

1427
01:19:49,151 --> 01:19:49,218
Don't start, please.

1428
01:19:52,054 --> 01:19:52,121
Tell me about Savannah.

1429
01:19:55,191 --> 01:19:55,257
She still has
a long way to go.

1430
01:19:58,060 --> 01:19:58,127
And I cut out
a whole slew of articles
on mental illness.

1431
01:20:00,229 --> 01:20:04,133
I want you to give them
to her psychiatrist,
do you hear?

1432
01:20:06,335 --> 01:20:06,402
I will, Lila. I will.

1433
01:20:08,104 --> 01:20:12,809
What kinds of things
are you telling
Savannah's doctor?

1434
01:20:15,411 --> 01:20:15,478
Anything that might
help her get better.

1435
01:20:18,414 --> 01:20:21,951
Go on. Drink your tea
before the ice melts.

1436
01:20:24,320 --> 01:20:24,386
I'm gonna tell
Dr. Lowenstein
about Callanwolde.

1437
01:20:25,988 --> 01:20:26,055
I don't know what
you're talking about.

1438
01:20:27,690 --> 01:20:31,027
Oh, yeah, you do, Mama.

1439
01:20:33,663 --> 01:20:34,731
Yeah, you do.

1440
01:20:36,298 --> 01:20:36,365
We made a promise
never to speak
about that.

1441
01:20:39,368 --> 01:20:39,435
I expect you to
keep that promise.

1442
01:20:41,470 --> 01:20:41,538
Oh, we were kids, Mama.
It was a stupid promise.

1443
01:20:44,841 --> 01:20:44,907
I think it would
help all of us
if we talked about it.

1444
01:20:47,109 --> 01:20:47,176
This is my life, too.
My life is private.
I wanna keep it private.

1445
01:20:49,078 --> 01:20:49,145
Even at the expense
of helping your
own daughter?

1446
01:20:50,780 --> 01:20:50,847
Stop exaggerating.
Oh, come on, Mama.

1447
01:20:52,214 --> 01:20:52,281
Don't make me
feel bad about this.

1448
01:20:53,550 --> 01:20:53,616
You know,
I didn't even
have to tell you.

1449
01:20:55,852 --> 01:20:55,918
I don't wanna
talk about it...

1450
01:20:57,620 --> 01:20:57,687
Jesus Christ, Lila.
Now, that's always
been the problem.

1451
01:20:59,622 --> 01:20:59,689
You know what
your problem is?

1452
01:21:01,457 --> 01:21:01,524
You dwell too much
on the past.

1453
01:21:03,225 --> 01:21:03,292
I never look back.

1454
01:21:05,161 --> 01:21:05,227
When I say goodbye
to something,
I close the door,

1455
01:21:07,564 --> 01:21:07,630
and I never
think about it again.

1456
01:21:09,666 --> 01:21:09,732
How about Luke?

1457
01:21:13,302 --> 01:21:21,043
What?

1458
01:21:23,546 --> 01:21:30,352
Do you ever
think about Luke?

1459
01:21:32,955 --> 01:21:35,291
Does he ever
cross your mind?

1460
01:21:37,126 --> 01:21:37,927
Who taught you
to be so cruel?

1461
01:21:39,596 --> 01:21:47,596
You did, Mama.

1462
01:21:52,975 --> 01:21:53,042
You did.

1463
01:21:55,878 --> 01:21:59,582
But you also taught me
that even though someone
nearly destroys your life,

1464
01:22:03,252 --> 01:22:07,690
you can still
feel love for them.

1465
01:22:10,893 --> 01:22:10,960
Is that supposed to warm
a mother's heart?

1466
01:22:13,129 --> 01:22:21,129
You'll have to
be patient with me, Lila.

1467
01:22:36,485 --> 01:22:36,552
You've done a lot
to piss me off.

1468
01:22:40,389 --> 01:22:46,595
TOM: There's so much
noise in New York.

1469
01:22:50,700 --> 01:22:52,869
Sirens, horns, screaming.

1470
01:22:54,971 --> 01:23:02,971
Cream, no sugar, right?
Hmm?

1471
01:23:07,016 --> 01:23:08,350
Oh, yeah. Thanks.

1472
01:23:10,086 --> 01:23:15,591
I have something
to tell you.

1473
01:23:17,660 --> 01:23:20,730
I know.

1474
01:23:22,631 --> 01:23:26,669
I don't know how.

1475
01:23:30,106 --> 01:23:30,172
Just say it.

1476
01:23:32,474 --> 01:23:32,541
(SIGHS)
It was raining that night.

1477
01:23:34,643 --> 01:23:34,711
(THUNDER RUMBLING)

1478
01:23:36,679 --> 01:23:36,746
TOM: And Mama was
teaching us to dance.

1479
01:23:38,748 --> 01:23:38,815
LILA: Come on, Tom, honey.
Come and dance.

1480
01:23:41,383 --> 01:23:41,450
One of the few times
I remember having fun.

1481
01:23:43,720 --> 01:23:43,786
Come on.
Aw, Mom. I can't dance.

1482
01:23:45,822 --> 01:23:45,888
(ROCKABILLY MUSIC PLAYING)
Oh, what do you mean?
Of course you can.

1483
01:23:48,324 --> 01:23:49,658
Okay, take hold
of Savannah's hand.

1484
01:23:51,193 --> 01:23:51,260
YOUNG TOM: Savannah does it
better than me.
Just dance with her.

1485
01:23:52,661 --> 01:23:52,729
LILA: Here we go.
Turn around.

1486
01:23:56,032 --> 01:23:56,098
Okay, kick.

1487
01:23:58,434 --> 01:23:58,500
Here comes another turn now.
You ready? Here we go.

1488
01:24:00,369 --> 01:24:00,436
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
Turn. That's it.

1489
01:24:02,504 --> 01:24:06,709
(KNOCKING CONTINUES)
I wonder who that is.

1490
01:24:08,044 --> 01:24:13,015
(LAUGHING)
That's it.

1491
01:24:15,484 --> 01:24:15,551
Tom!

1492
01:24:18,187 --> 01:24:18,254
(SIGHS)

1493
01:24:20,122 --> 01:24:20,957
They broke into our house.

1494
01:24:24,693 --> 01:24:24,761
Three men.

1495
01:24:27,096 --> 01:24:32,668
Mama cried,
"Help us, Tom."

1496
01:24:34,103 --> 01:24:34,170
I wanted to,
but I couldn't.

1497
01:24:36,272 --> 01:24:37,239
(SIGHS)

1498
01:24:39,776 --> 01:24:44,113
One of them
raped Savannah.

1499
01:24:45,782 --> 01:24:48,717
One of them
raped my mother.

1500
01:24:52,721 --> 01:24:52,789
Oh.

1501
01:24:54,991 --> 01:24:55,057
I guess that's not
the answer to all of
Savannah's problems,

1502
01:24:56,525 --> 01:24:59,361
but I thought
you should know.

1503
01:25:01,530 --> 01:25:03,599
God, yes.

1504
01:25:06,535 --> 01:25:11,974
And what's Callanwolde?

1505
01:25:15,011 --> 01:25:15,077
That's the prison
they escaped from.

1506
01:25:17,513 --> 01:25:19,648
(CLEARS THROAT)
Um...

1507
01:25:21,550 --> 01:25:25,221
How old was Savannah
when this happened?

1508
01:25:27,023 --> 01:25:29,258
Thirteen.

1509
01:25:31,994 --> 01:25:39,035
And, uh,

1510
01:25:40,903 --> 01:25:42,638
what were you doing
while this was going on?

1511
01:25:45,975 --> 01:25:48,010
I don't know.

1512
01:25:49,545 --> 01:25:51,613
You don't know?
Maybe you ran for help?

1513
01:25:53,715 --> 01:25:53,782
No.

1514
01:25:56,518 --> 01:26:00,957
Why not?

1515
01:26:02,658 --> 01:26:05,828
I don't know.
I don't know.

1516
01:26:08,764 --> 01:26:11,633
Why do you think
you didn't?

1517
01:26:13,836 --> 01:26:21,836
Well, I don't know.
Just 'cause.

1518
01:26:28,017 --> 01:26:29,919
That's a child's answer, Tom.

1519
01:26:32,388 --> 01:26:32,454
You said before that

1520
01:26:35,057 --> 01:26:39,461
three men came in.

1521
01:26:40,997 --> 01:26:43,499
What happened
to the third man?

1522
01:26:45,301 --> 01:26:45,367
Tom?

1523
01:26:48,737 --> 01:26:48,804
Where was he?

1524
01:26:50,839 --> 01:26:50,907
LILA: Tom! Help me!

1525
01:26:53,209 --> 01:26:53,275
(SCREAMING)
YOUNG TOM: Mama!

1526
01:26:55,777 --> 01:27:02,584
Help me!

1527
01:27:04,220 --> 01:27:05,521
YOUNG TOM: Savannah!
No! Stop it!

1528
01:27:07,123 --> 01:27:08,624
LOWENSTEIN: Tom?

1529
01:27:10,659 --> 01:27:18,659
It's okay.

1530
01:27:25,207 --> 01:27:25,274
Tell me about him.

1531
01:27:27,343 --> 01:27:27,409
He said, "You move,
I'll slit your throat."

1532
01:27:31,147 --> 01:27:31,213
YOUNG SAVANNAH: Tom!
You're hurting me.

1533
01:27:35,884 --> 01:27:43,125
TOM: "Raw meat."
He called me "raw meat.

1534
01:27:46,528 --> 01:27:50,866
"Nothing I like better
than fresh, raw meat."

1535
01:27:53,535 --> 01:27:53,602
What was happening to me

1536
01:27:55,037 --> 01:28:03,037
was unimaginable.

1537
01:28:07,183 --> 01:28:07,984
Literally.

1538
01:28:09,751 --> 01:28:15,891
I didn't know
it could happen
to a boy.

1539
01:28:18,527 --> 01:28:22,965
(SCREAMING)

1540
01:28:25,034 --> 01:28:25,101
All I wanted
to do was die.

1541
01:28:26,835 --> 01:28:28,804
Especially when I saw Luke.

1542
01:28:30,339 --> 01:28:36,478
(MUSIC CONTINUES ON RADIO)

1543
01:28:38,714 --> 01:28:40,216
Tell me you like it.

1544
01:28:41,550 --> 01:28:42,584
No! No! Don't!

1545
01:28:44,753 --> 01:28:44,820
No!

1546
01:28:48,757 --> 01:28:56,757
(MUSIC CONTINUES)

1547
01:29:02,904 --> 01:29:02,971
(YOUNG SAVANNAH WAILING)
Damn!

1548
01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:06,242
Luke, two.
Mama, one.

1549
01:29:08,410 --> 01:29:08,477
While I did nothing.

1550
01:29:10,079 --> 01:29:10,146
There was nothing
you could do.

1551
01:29:13,215 --> 01:29:13,282
You were just
a young boy.

1552
01:29:16,085 --> 01:29:20,822
You had no weapon.

1553
01:29:22,391 --> 01:29:24,960
I'm surprised you
and Savannah survived it
at all.

1554
01:29:26,262 --> 01:29:26,328
Um...

1555
01:29:28,830 --> 01:29:28,897
What happened after?

1556
01:29:30,466 --> 01:29:30,532
I mean,

1557
01:29:32,468 --> 01:29:34,002
how did your family
deal with it?

1558
01:29:35,904 --> 01:29:37,606
Your father?

1559
01:29:40,142 --> 01:29:42,778
Who said we told?

1560
01:29:44,213 --> 01:29:46,948
You didn't tell?

1561
01:29:49,017 --> 01:29:52,421
No one?

1562
01:29:54,923 --> 01:29:56,558
No, you must have told
the police or...

1563
01:29:58,927 --> 01:29:58,994
Oh, Jesus Christ, Tom.

1564
01:30:02,064 --> 01:30:03,699
Mama said, "It's over.

1565
01:30:06,968 --> 01:30:07,035
"Get these
carcasses outside.

1566
01:30:09,738 --> 01:30:09,805
"Clean up this mess."

1567
01:30:12,974 --> 01:30:13,041
TOM: She was
insane that night.

1568
01:30:15,277 --> 01:30:15,344
"This did not happen.
This did not happen."

1569
01:30:17,246 --> 01:30:17,313
She kept saying it.

1570
01:30:20,549 --> 01:30:20,616
Told us the minute
we breathed a word
about it,

1571
01:30:22,017 --> 01:30:22,084
was the minute
she stopped being
our mother.

1572
01:30:25,221 --> 01:30:28,090
Told us morning
would come

1573
01:30:31,059 --> 01:30:31,127
and everything would
look nicer in the sunlight.

1574
01:30:34,563 --> 01:30:35,897
And after we
buried the bodies,

1575
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:39,067
I went in
to check on Savannah.

1576
01:30:42,638 --> 01:30:42,704
See how she was doing.

1577
01:30:46,975 --> 01:30:47,042
She was trying to do
what Mama had said,

1578
01:30:49,311 --> 01:30:50,746
trying to act
as if nothing
had happened.

1579
01:30:53,215 --> 01:30:53,282
Putting her
hair up in rollers.

1580
01:30:56,185 --> 01:30:56,252
Only her dress was
on wrong-side out.

1581
01:30:59,321 --> 01:30:59,388
HENRY: I'm out there
busting my hump while you're
all playing with that dog.

1582
01:31:02,724 --> 01:31:08,830
TOM: And my father
came home for dinner.

1583
01:31:11,066 --> 01:31:12,834
And we sat around and ate
as if nothing was wrong.

1584
01:31:16,138 --> 01:31:20,609
God help me.

1585
01:31:23,912 --> 01:31:31,912
I think the silence was
worse than the rapes.

1586
01:31:36,258 --> 01:31:39,795
Three days later,
Savannah tried to
kill herself.

1587
01:31:44,166 --> 01:31:52,166
She could keep quiet,
but she couldn't lie.

1588
01:31:58,180 --> 01:31:59,548
* And that's what I like
about the South *

1589
01:32:01,149 --> 01:32:03,252
Say something,
Lowenstein.

1590
01:32:06,622 --> 01:32:06,688
How do you feel?

1591
01:32:10,592 --> 01:32:10,659
Oh, I feel, uh, okay.

1592
01:32:13,395 --> 01:32:14,796
I mean, I thought
I'd be on the floor
after telling you this,

1593
01:32:17,132 --> 01:32:17,199
but I feel
surprisingly all right.

1594
01:32:18,867 --> 01:32:21,437
Are you sure?
Oh, yeah.

1595
01:32:23,839 --> 01:32:24,940
I mean...

1596
01:32:27,476 --> 01:32:27,543
What am I?

1597
01:32:29,144 --> 01:32:29,211
I'm relieved.

1598
01:32:31,313 --> 01:32:31,380
You know,
the laundry's cleaned,

1599
01:32:34,316 --> 01:32:36,017
and the ghost's
out of the closet,
and I'm...

1600
01:32:38,587 --> 01:32:41,390
You've really learned
how to cover your pain,
haven't you?

1601
01:32:44,593 --> 01:32:50,766
Oh, you've done that
all your life.

1602
01:32:53,068 --> 01:32:53,134
That 13-year-old boy is
still in a lot of pain.

1603
01:32:54,703 --> 01:32:56,405
Don't do this to me,
Lowenstein.

1604
01:32:59,308 --> 01:33:00,008
Don't do this to me.

1605
01:33:01,377 --> 01:33:03,345
I can feel
your pain, Tom.

1606
01:33:05,747 --> 01:33:05,814
I feel it.

1607
01:33:09,318 --> 01:33:09,385
Let yourself feel it.

1608
01:33:11,653 --> 01:33:12,821
It takes courage
to feel the pain, Tom.

1609
01:33:14,423 --> 01:33:15,023
You can do it.
You can handle it.

1610
01:33:16,658 --> 01:33:16,725
Don't be afraid.

1611
01:33:18,960 --> 01:33:23,832
It's okay.

1612
01:33:26,902 --> 01:33:29,371
(SOBBING)

1613
01:33:32,874 --> 01:33:34,676
Oh, you've kept it
locked up for so long.

1614
01:33:37,646 --> 01:33:43,319
Let it go.
Let it go.

1615
01:33:45,354 --> 01:33:46,622
You have so much
to cry about, don't you?

1616
01:33:48,890 --> 01:33:48,957
It's okay.

1617
01:33:52,461 --> 01:33:54,195
It's okay.

1618
01:33:57,232 --> 01:33:57,299
Yeah, feel the pain.

1619
01:34:00,602 --> 01:34:00,669
Cry. Cry.

1620
01:34:03,271 --> 01:34:05,741
Feel the pain.

1621
01:34:09,645 --> 01:34:10,812
It's the only way
to heal yourself.

1622
01:34:12,581 --> 01:34:14,015
That's it.
Just let it go.

1623
01:34:15,784 --> 01:34:15,851
Let it go.

1624
01:34:17,386 --> 01:34:25,386
It's okay.

1625
01:34:35,303 --> 01:34:36,838
It's okay.

1626
01:34:40,876 --> 01:34:40,942
(GRUNTING)

1627
01:34:43,779 --> 01:34:43,845
Oh, God.
Oh, I'm too old
for this shit.

1628
01:34:45,381 --> 01:34:45,447
BERNARD: Come on, Coach.
Let's do it again.
All right.

1629
01:34:47,749 --> 01:34:47,816
It must be tough
to get old, huh?

1630
01:34:50,786 --> 01:34:50,852
Out of shape,
past your prime, huh?
Come here.

1631
01:34:53,489 --> 01:34:53,555
Now I don't mean anything
personal by this,

1632
01:34:55,323 --> 01:34:55,391
but, uh, I'm gonna leave
cleat marks on your nose
and cheeks.

1633
01:34:56,792 --> 01:34:56,858
All over your face.

1634
01:34:59,160 --> 01:34:59,227
Well, it felt great
putting you on your ass,
Coach.

1635
01:35:01,463 --> 01:35:01,530
All right.
You ready?
Yeah.

1636
01:35:03,331 --> 01:35:03,399
Set! Hut!

1637
01:35:05,434 --> 01:35:07,403
Go! Come on,
come on, come on.

1638
01:35:11,106 --> 01:35:11,172
(GRUNTING)

1639
01:35:12,674 --> 01:35:12,741
I can't believe
I'm being outplayed
by a violinist.

1640
01:35:13,942 --> 01:35:14,009
All right, come on.
Give an old man a hand.

1641
01:35:15,276 --> 01:35:17,879
(GRUNTING)

1642
01:35:22,918 --> 01:35:24,652
(CHUCKLING)

1643
01:35:31,860 --> 01:35:32,961
Now I'm gonna get you.
If I can't teach
you football.

1644
01:35:41,136 --> 01:35:44,039
Jesus.

1645
01:35:44,105 --> 01:35:45,606
Dad.

1646
01:35:45,673 --> 01:35:47,542
So, this is how
your mother lets you
spend the summer?

1647
01:35:47,608 --> 01:35:49,510
Professor Greenberg
just called

1648
01:35:49,577 --> 01:35:53,014
and said you've
skipped two lessons
this week.

1649
01:35:53,081 --> 01:35:55,951
I don't like Greenberg.
He's a creep.

1650
01:35:56,017 --> 01:36:00,621
He's strict.
The great teachers
usually are.

1651
01:36:00,688 --> 01:36:02,190
I'm Tom Wingo,
Mr. Woodruff, Bernard's
football coach.

1652
01:36:02,257 --> 01:36:03,591
It's a pleasure, Mr. Wingo.
I've heard a lot about you.

1653
01:36:03,658 --> 01:36:05,326
Why don't we
call it quits
for the day?

1654
01:36:05,393 --> 01:36:06,928
Go home and practice
your fiddle.

1655
01:36:06,995 --> 01:36:09,664
Maybe we can work
something out tomorrow.

1656
01:36:09,730 --> 01:36:11,666
Okay.

1657
01:36:11,732 --> 01:36:15,036
I had no idea
he was so strong.

1658
01:36:15,103 --> 01:36:17,738
He's a good
football player.

1659
01:36:17,805 --> 01:36:19,707
But I'm not sure
I want him playing the violin
with broken fingers.

1660
01:36:19,774 --> 01:36:21,209
Well, he said you'd
be worried about that.
He's pretty careful.

1661
01:36:21,276 --> 01:36:23,711
He's the one
who should be worried.

1662
01:36:23,778 --> 01:36:27,448
Well...

1663
01:36:27,515 --> 01:36:31,719
I'm sorry to cut your
session short, Mr. Wingo,

1664
01:36:32,553 --> 01:36:34,089
but I've enrolled Bernard
in the last two weeks
at Tanglewood.

1665
01:36:35,823 --> 01:36:38,026
With a little discipline,
he might actually become
a good musician.

1666
01:36:41,562 --> 01:36:43,331
You're the maestro.

1667
01:36:43,398 --> 01:36:46,367
I'm glad you understand.

1668
01:36:47,102 --> 01:36:49,704
Oh, um,

1669
01:36:49,770 --> 01:36:52,040
Susan and I
are having a dinner
party next Friday.

1670
01:37:00,081 --> 01:37:03,751
Why don't you join us?

1671
01:37:03,818 --> 01:37:08,423
Thanks.
I'll look forward to it.

1672
01:37:09,891 --> 01:37:11,459
WOMAN ON PA:
Dr. Kurt, please call
the page operator.

1673
01:37:14,195 --> 01:37:15,730
Dr. Richard Kurt,
please call the page operator.

1674
01:37:15,796 --> 01:37:17,865
Hi.

1675
01:37:17,933 --> 01:37:19,500
How are you?

1676
01:37:20,035 --> 01:37:22,503
Oh, I'm... I'm okay.

1677
01:37:22,570 --> 01:37:24,672
Good.

1678
01:37:24,739 --> 01:37:26,874
How is she?

1679
01:37:26,942 --> 01:37:28,443
Considering what she's
been through this week,

1680
01:37:30,145 --> 01:37:31,712
I think
she's doing very well.

1681
01:37:45,660 --> 01:37:48,029
Can I see her?

1682
01:37:49,597 --> 01:37:51,532
I think she'd like that.

1683
01:37:52,700 --> 01:37:54,769
How you doing, darling?

1684
01:37:57,372 --> 01:37:59,007
Well, uh,

1685
01:37:59,074 --> 01:38:00,775
I'm still here.

1686
01:38:04,179 --> 01:38:06,948
So...

1687
01:38:07,015 --> 01:38:09,284
So?

1688
01:38:09,350 --> 01:38:12,954
I don't know
what to say.

1689
01:38:13,021 --> 01:38:15,156
Just let me hold you.

1690
01:38:15,223 --> 01:38:17,225
Tom, I'm so sorry
I put you through all this.
Oh, no, no, no.

1691
01:38:17,292 --> 01:38:21,196
You did me a favor.

1692
01:38:32,140 --> 01:38:33,641
But just don't
do it again.

1693
01:38:33,708 --> 01:38:35,176
I couldn't bear to think
of a world without
you in it, sweetheart.

1694
01:38:38,513 --> 01:38:40,948
I hear it's pretty
up in Tanglewood.

1695
01:38:41,016 --> 01:38:42,984
Who gives a shit?

1696
01:38:43,051 --> 01:38:44,852
TOM: I wrote the coach
at your school, pal.

1697
01:38:44,919 --> 01:38:46,754
BERNARD: Why?

1698
01:38:47,355 --> 01:38:49,090
I told him I was
sending back a hell of
a ball player next year.

1699
01:38:49,157 --> 01:38:50,525
You're a tough kid, Bernard.

1700
01:38:50,591 --> 01:38:53,561
I am?

1701
01:38:53,628 --> 01:38:55,396
You took everything
I dished out,

1702
01:38:55,463 --> 01:38:58,433
and you came back
asking for more.

1703
01:38:58,499 --> 01:39:02,137
Well, you're the best
coach I ever had.

1704
01:39:02,203 --> 01:39:05,973
Well,
I'm the only coach
you ever had.

1705
01:39:06,041 --> 01:39:07,608
No, I mean teacher.
You're the best teacher
I ever had, Coach Wingo.

1706
01:39:07,675 --> 01:39:10,411
Thanks, Bernard.
It's been a long time since
a student of mine said that.

1707
01:39:10,478 --> 01:39:12,880
Why did you quit?

1708
01:39:12,947 --> 01:39:15,216
Well, I thought I should
be doing something
better with my life.

1709
01:39:15,283 --> 01:39:16,851
Like what?

1710
01:39:16,917 --> 01:39:18,353
Well, that's
a good question.

1711
01:39:18,419 --> 01:39:20,388
I'm not sure.

1712
01:39:20,455 --> 01:39:21,822
Can't you go back to it?

1713
01:39:21,889 --> 01:39:23,791
I don't know if
they'd even want me.

1714
01:39:23,858 --> 01:39:26,027
Well, maybe I could write
a letter or something.

1715
01:39:26,094 --> 01:39:29,997
I mean, just tell me
where to send it.

1716
01:39:30,065 --> 01:39:33,801
Thanks, Bernard.
But I want you to do
something else for me.

1717
01:39:33,868 --> 01:39:36,771
What?
Play the violin. Your father
says you're pretty good.

1718
01:39:36,837 --> 01:39:39,274
Here? Now?
Sure. Why not?
Cheer this joint up.

1719
01:39:39,340 --> 01:39:42,410
Well, okay.
But I'm a little
embarrassed.

1720
01:39:43,544 --> 01:39:45,346
I mean, people might think
I want them to throw money.

1721
01:39:45,413 --> 01:39:49,517
(CHUCKLING)
Well, what's wrong
with a few extra bucks?

1722
01:39:49,584 --> 01:39:51,186
Okay, well, um,

1723
01:39:51,252 --> 01:39:53,321
I guess I'll play
this thing I've kind of
been working on.

1724
01:40:40,468 --> 01:40:44,739
All right.

1725
01:40:44,805 --> 01:40:47,074
(TUNING)

1726
01:40:47,142 --> 01:40:48,809
You know, if I could play
the violin like that,
I'd never touch a football.

1727
01:40:48,876 --> 01:40:52,079
What's wrong
with doing both?

1728
01:40:52,147 --> 01:40:54,715
Absolutely nothing.

1729
01:40:54,782 --> 01:40:56,551
MAN ON PA:
Now boarding on track 29.
Absolutely nothing.

1730
01:40:56,617 --> 01:40:59,654
Here you go. Put this on.
You've gotta hurry now.

1731
01:40:59,720 --> 01:41:01,556
You don't wanna
miss your train.

1732
01:41:03,424 --> 01:41:06,761
My father hates you,
Coach Wingo.

1733
01:41:06,827 --> 01:41:09,864
Yeah, but he loves you.

1734
01:41:09,930 --> 01:41:12,099
Come here.
Goodbye, Bernard.

1735
01:41:12,167 --> 01:41:13,401
I'm gonna miss you.
Me, too.

1736
01:41:13,468 --> 01:41:16,304
Bye.

1737
01:41:16,371 --> 01:41:18,105
I'll write to you, okay?

1738
01:41:18,173 --> 01:41:23,144
You'd better.
You'd better.

1739
01:41:23,211 --> 01:41:26,046
And don't smoke.

1740
01:41:26,113 --> 01:41:28,483
Oh, hey, Bernard.
Hey, you might
be needing this.

1741
01:41:28,549 --> 01:41:32,320
(CHUCKLING)
Bye.

1742
01:41:32,387 --> 01:41:35,055
MAN: Now boarding track 29.

1743
01:42:35,850 --> 01:42:37,685
Albany, Syracuse.
All aboard.

1744
01:42:37,752 --> 01:42:40,988
(PIANO AND VIOLIN PLAYING)

1745
01:42:41,055 --> 01:42:44,259
(WHISPERING) I thought
classical pianists

1746
01:42:44,325 --> 01:42:48,028
we're supposed
to be pinched
and anemic looking.

1747
01:42:48,095 --> 01:42:49,464
I'll sit you next to her
in case you want to
make a pass.

1748
01:42:49,530 --> 01:42:51,932
No thanks.
She's not my type.
Good.

1749
01:42:51,999 --> 01:42:54,168
Why do you say that?

1750
01:42:55,403 --> 01:42:57,004
I think she's
having an affair
with my husband.

1751
01:42:57,071 --> 01:42:58,639
(PEOPLE APPLAUDING)

1752
01:42:58,706 --> 01:43:00,775
You've met everyone?

1753
01:43:00,841 --> 01:43:02,943
Yeah.
I'm completely intimidated.

1754
01:43:04,445 --> 01:43:05,946
Madison Kingsley.
He's one of my
favorite writers.

1755
01:43:06,013 --> 01:43:08,449
So talk to him.
I'm gonna check
on dinner.

1756
01:43:08,516 --> 01:43:11,386
Thank you very much.

1757
01:43:11,452 --> 01:43:12,787
Tom.
Oh, I'm delighted
you're here.

1758
01:43:12,853 --> 01:43:16,557
Well, I'm delighted
I got to hear you play
in person again.

1759
01:43:16,624 --> 01:43:19,059
What? Again?

1760
01:43:19,126 --> 01:43:20,861
Yes, I saw you
at the Charleston music
festival last summer.

1761
01:43:20,928 --> 01:43:23,364
Uh, a Brahms
violin concerto.
Bartok.

1762
01:43:23,431 --> 01:43:26,200
(CHUCKLING)
Yeah.

1763
01:43:26,267 --> 01:43:30,170
Have you ever seen
a Stradivarius up close, Tom?

1764
01:43:30,237 --> 01:43:33,674
This is the finest
instrument ever made.

1765
01:43:33,741 --> 01:43:34,909
Everyone,
I'm going to play something
in Mr. Wingo's honor.

1766
01:43:34,975 --> 01:43:37,845
It's not that often we
have Southern guests, huh?

1767
01:43:37,912 --> 01:43:39,246
What would you
like to hear, Coach?

1768
01:43:39,314 --> 01:43:41,516
I'm afraid I don't know
many football songs.

1769
01:43:42,783 --> 01:43:45,520
Yes, well.

1770
01:44:12,580 --> 01:44:16,250
Anything's fine with me.

1771
01:44:16,317 --> 01:44:18,353
(PLAYING SONG OF DIXIE)

1772
01:44:19,820 --> 01:44:21,456
Damn it all, Herb.
That Mozart sure cranked out
some snappy tunes.

1773
01:44:21,522 --> 01:44:24,291
(PEOPLE LAUGHING)

1774
01:44:25,460 --> 01:44:28,896
Could you do me a favor

1775
01:44:29,530 --> 01:44:31,932
and fix me
a scotch and soda, please?

1776
01:44:31,999 --> 01:44:34,301
Oh, yes, sir.
Yes, sir.

1777
01:44:34,369 --> 01:44:36,771
Who is he?

1778
01:44:38,373 --> 01:44:39,674
That's a friend
of Susan's.

1779
01:44:43,711 --> 01:44:47,882
Some football coach.

1780
01:44:47,948 --> 01:44:52,052
Charming.

1781
01:44:52,119 --> 01:44:54,321
Would you like
some more wine?
None for me, thanks.

1782
01:44:54,389 --> 01:44:56,591
MAN: I consider
his work unimportant.
A minor artist.

1783
01:44:56,657 --> 01:44:58,626
How can you dismiss
his work as unimportant,
Spencer?

1784
01:44:58,693 --> 01:45:01,362
It's hanging
in the goddamn Metropolitan.

1785
01:45:01,429 --> 01:45:04,031
Well, Madison,
so is toilet paper.

1786
01:45:04,098 --> 01:45:07,201
Tom, Tom, you should
talk to Madison.

1787
01:45:07,267 --> 01:45:09,404
He's a great admirer
of Southern authors.

1788
01:45:09,470 --> 01:45:12,172
Faulkner,
Flannery O'Connor,
Eudora Welty.

1789
01:45:12,239 --> 01:45:15,943
MADISON: Oh, I love all those
renegade confederates.

1790
01:45:16,010 --> 01:45:18,646
Well, you mean
you love excess
and eccentricity.

1791
01:45:20,948 --> 01:45:22,417
(CHUCKLING)
It's true. They're all
mad as hatters, aren't they?

1792
01:45:22,483 --> 01:45:24,785
I suppose
you know a few things
about madness, Tom.

1793
01:45:24,852 --> 01:45:26,387
A bit.

1794
01:45:26,454 --> 01:45:30,691
Tom's sister is the poet
Savannah Wingo, Madison.

1795
01:45:30,758 --> 01:45:32,092
Are you familiar
with her work?

1796
01:45:32,159 --> 01:45:34,395
Yes. She's good.
Very good.

1797
01:45:34,462 --> 01:45:36,196
She's a patient
of Susan's.

1798
01:45:36,263 --> 01:45:39,767
I don't think that's
appropriate, Herbert.

1799
01:45:39,834 --> 01:45:41,602
Darling,

1800
01:45:41,669 --> 01:45:43,170
everyone knows you're
the great psychic healer
of the literary community.

1801
01:45:43,237 --> 01:45:44,939
Surprised you don't
get a share of your
authors' royalties.

1802
01:45:45,005 --> 01:45:47,408
I'm sorry.

1803
01:45:47,475 --> 01:45:49,844
What have you
been drinking, Herbert?

1804
01:45:49,910 --> 01:45:51,512
Oh, you should ask Tom.
He poured it.

1805
01:45:51,579 --> 01:45:53,781
You weren't trying
to poison me, were you?

1806
01:45:53,848 --> 01:45:55,282
Not intentionally.

1807
01:45:56,183 --> 01:45:57,885
But you know
how the subconscious
mind works.

1808
01:45:57,952 --> 01:46:00,755
(ALL LAUGHING)

1809
01:46:00,821 --> 01:46:03,023
I like you, Tom.

1810
01:46:03,090 --> 01:46:06,226
I like your feistiness,
your Tara-like pride.

1811
01:46:06,293 --> 01:46:07,728
You promised
you wouldn't do this.

1812
01:46:07,795 --> 01:46:10,931
You're right, Susan.
I shouldn't be
picking on Tom.

1813
01:46:10,998 --> 01:46:15,069
I should
be picking on you

1814
01:46:15,135 --> 01:46:16,804
for turning my son
into Quasimodo
in a football uniform.

1815
01:46:16,871 --> 01:46:19,306
Susan, I can't believe
you'd let Bernard play a game
that might hurt his hands.

1816
01:46:28,115 --> 01:46:30,851
And I can't believe
you'd come to my house

1817
01:46:30,918 --> 01:46:34,655
when everyone knows
you're fucking my husband.

1818
01:46:34,722 --> 01:46:37,692
I think you owe Monique
an apology, Susan.

1819
01:46:37,758 --> 01:46:39,927
I think you owe
me an apology,
you son of a bitch.

1820
01:46:39,994 --> 01:46:42,029
Darling, where's
your sense of humor?

1821
01:46:42,096 --> 01:46:44,064
(SCOFFS) Madison,
what's the name

1822
01:46:44,131 --> 01:46:47,702
of this character
in your play.
The new one?

1823
01:46:47,768 --> 01:46:48,936
MADISON:
I'm calling him S.D.,

1824
01:46:49,003 --> 01:46:50,838
and he's modeled
after a character sitting
right at this table.

1825
01:46:50,905 --> 01:46:53,674
Not me, I hope.

1826
01:46:53,741 --> 01:46:56,477
TOM: (IN EXAGGERATED ACCENT)
Yoo-hoo, Herbert!

1827
01:46:56,544 --> 01:47:00,147
Southern boy's got
a hold of your fiddle.

1828
01:47:00,214 --> 01:47:02,717
(GUESTS MURMURING)

1829
01:47:02,783 --> 01:47:05,185
You better hurry now.
It's getting heavy.

1830
01:47:05,252 --> 01:47:09,056
Herbert, what's takin'
you so long?

1831
01:47:09,123 --> 01:47:11,826
What do you think
you're doing?

1832
01:47:11,892 --> 01:47:14,762
Darling, where's
your sense of humor?

1833
01:47:14,829 --> 01:47:17,197
That Stradivarius is worth
over a million dollars.

1834
01:47:17,264 --> 01:47:19,199
Well, if I drop it,
it won't be worth shit.

1835
01:47:19,266 --> 01:47:20,835
Don't do it, Tom.

1836
01:47:20,901 --> 01:47:24,972
Apologize to your wife,
Herbert.

1837
01:47:25,039 --> 01:47:28,008
You're bluffing.

1838
01:47:30,344 --> 01:47:33,080
I may be,
but it's a powerful bluff,
isn't it, asshole?

1839
01:47:33,147 --> 01:47:36,116
(SCREAMS)
I'm sorry, Susan!

1840
01:47:36,183 --> 01:47:37,552
Sincerity
becomes you, Herbie.

1841
01:47:37,618 --> 01:47:39,654
Now apologize to me
for your unforgivable
breach of etiquette

1842
01:47:39,720 --> 01:47:41,321
at the dinner table tonight,

1843
01:47:42,189 --> 01:47:43,791
you possum-breath
cocksucker.

1844
01:47:47,061 --> 01:47:50,731
(GUESTS LAUGHING)

1845
01:47:59,907 --> 01:48:01,776
I'm very sorry, Tom.

1846
01:48:02,610 --> 01:48:04,645
You all sure know how
to give a party up here
in New York City.

1847
01:48:05,813 --> 01:48:07,882
Yo!

1848
01:48:12,319 --> 01:48:15,022
Tom.

1849
01:48:19,526 --> 01:48:21,629
Tom, wait!

1850
01:48:50,891 --> 01:48:53,594
Now I know
why you always
seem so sad.

1851
01:48:53,661 --> 01:48:56,597
Please, take me with you.

1852
01:49:00,334 --> 01:49:02,903
Let me warn you.

1853
01:49:02,970 --> 01:49:05,005
The thought of falling
in love terrifies me.

1854
01:50:01,829 --> 01:50:04,765
Then let's
just be friends.

1855
01:50:08,736 --> 01:50:10,637
Very good friends.

1856
01:50:10,705 --> 01:50:12,472
Lowenstein.
Hmm?

1857
01:50:13,640 --> 01:50:16,310
I think
I like adultery.

1858
01:50:25,219 --> 01:50:30,758
(CHUCKLING)

1859
01:50:30,825 --> 01:50:32,993
That's why
they made it a sin.

1860
01:50:33,060 --> 01:50:36,130
Repent sinners.
Cast your lot
with the Lord.

1861
01:50:36,196 --> 01:50:38,766
After last night,
I'm gonna need
some repenting.

1862
01:50:38,833 --> 01:50:41,568
Oh, I'm in trouble.
What? What?

1863
01:50:41,635 --> 01:50:44,038
Tell me.
Why are you
in trouble?

1864
01:50:46,140 --> 01:50:47,207
I'm starting to like
this city, Doctor.

1865
01:50:47,274 --> 01:50:49,409
(DOORBELL RINGS)
What made you
change your mind?

1866
01:50:49,476 --> 01:50:52,546
You have to ask?

1867
01:50:53,714 --> 01:50:56,917
I'm neurotic.
I need a lot
of reassurance.

1868
01:50:56,984 --> 01:50:58,853
Lowenstein, you could
make me change my mind
about anything.

1869
01:50:59,787 --> 01:51:01,388
Hi, Tom.
Hot baked goods.

1870
01:51:01,455 --> 01:51:03,724
Did I interrupt
something vile?

1871
01:51:03,791 --> 01:51:06,093
Well, hello, Susan.

1872
01:51:06,160 --> 01:51:07,661
You look fabulous
this morning.

1873
01:51:07,728 --> 01:51:10,630
I'm so glad
you both got laid.

1874
01:51:10,697 --> 01:51:12,432
Hi, Eddie.

1875
01:51:13,267 --> 01:51:14,802
Would you
like a little butter on
your croissant, darling?

1876
01:51:20,640 --> 01:51:22,777
(BOTH LAUGHING)

1877
01:51:22,843 --> 01:51:25,780
Ask him.

1878
01:51:25,846 --> 01:51:28,816
LOWENSTEIN:
Guess what?

1879
01:51:28,883 --> 01:51:30,951
I spoke to Bernard today
and he asked me to come
visit him next weekend.

1880
01:51:31,018 --> 01:51:33,954
I couldn't believe it.
TOM: That's great.
That's fantastic.

1881
01:51:34,021 --> 01:51:37,892
I'm so grateful to you,
Tom Wingo.

1882
01:51:37,958 --> 01:51:41,161
Oh, it was nothing.
Nothing. Come on.
Cut it out.

1883
01:51:41,228 --> 01:51:43,297
Look, this is the property.
It goes all the way around.
All the way over to there.

1884
01:51:43,363 --> 01:51:45,199
Isn't it beautiful?
Not as beautiful as you.

1885
01:51:45,265 --> 01:51:47,501
Oh, sweetheart.

1886
01:51:47,567 --> 01:51:49,003
This is it. Herbert
never liked it, you know.

1887
01:51:49,069 --> 01:51:51,906
It made him sneeze,
this place.

1888
01:51:51,972 --> 01:51:54,574
(BOTH LAUGHING)

1889
01:51:54,641 --> 01:51:57,511
I miss
the clean, fresh smell
of carbon monoxide myself.

1890
01:51:57,577 --> 01:52:00,314
I can't believe
we're only an hour
away from New York.

1891
01:52:00,380 --> 01:52:02,416
Well, South Carolina's not
the only state with trees,
you know.

1892
01:52:02,482 --> 01:52:04,251
You know,
in my next life, I want
to be you, Lowenstein.

1893
01:52:04,318 --> 01:52:05,920
I want to make
lots of money off
of crazy people

1894
01:52:05,986 --> 01:52:08,455
and have a fabulous
penthouse in the city,

1895
01:52:11,658 --> 01:52:13,794
a great country house,

1896
01:52:15,796 --> 01:52:17,597
and a guy like me.
Aw.

1897
01:52:21,068 --> 01:52:24,271
Come on. I want
to show you around.
All right.

1898
01:52:26,406 --> 01:52:26,473
Look, isn't it pretty?

1899
01:52:30,077 --> 01:52:30,144
Darling, you just
broke a dozen eggs.
Oh, I don't care.

1900
01:52:33,513 --> 01:52:33,580
You know what I thought
when I first saw you?

1901
01:52:34,781 --> 01:52:34,849
What?
I thought, "Jesus,
she hates me.

1902
01:52:36,683 --> 01:52:36,750
"Why does she make me
feel so damn stupid?"

1903
01:52:41,355 --> 01:52:41,421
What do you
think now?

1904
01:52:43,090 --> 01:52:51,090
Right now?
Mmm-hmm.

1905
01:52:54,634 --> 01:52:57,171
I'm thinking,
"Why does she make me
feel so damn good?"

1906
01:53:01,308 --> 01:53:04,378
Because she loves you.

1907
01:53:07,647 --> 01:53:09,316
(MOANING)

1908
01:53:11,085 --> 01:53:11,151
Oh. Lowenstein,
Lowenstein.

1909
01:53:13,287 --> 01:53:13,353
Maybe I should
be calling you
Susan now.

1910
01:53:15,255 --> 01:53:15,322
I love the way
you say "Lowenstein."

1911
01:53:18,825 --> 01:53:18,893
Oh.

1912
01:53:21,261 --> 01:53:26,533
You know,

1913
01:53:28,368 --> 01:53:29,636
before I met you,
I was in a deep sleep.

1914
01:53:32,806 --> 01:53:32,873
And I didn't
even know it.

1915
01:53:36,076 --> 01:53:38,212
I'm afraid.

1916
01:53:39,947 --> 01:53:41,848
Of what, sweetheart?

1917
01:53:44,784 --> 01:53:44,851
Of what's gonna happen
when Sally wants you back.

1918
01:53:48,188 --> 01:53:48,255
(SIGHS)

1919
01:53:50,124 --> 01:53:50,190
She wants you back,
you know.

1920
01:53:54,328 --> 01:54:00,834
What makes you
so sure?

1921
01:54:02,336 --> 01:54:02,402
I've sampled
the merchandise.

1922
01:54:03,803 --> 01:54:03,870
Oh, my God.

1923
01:54:05,872 --> 01:54:05,940
TOM: Spread 'em wide.
Spread...

1924
01:54:07,541 --> 01:54:07,607
LOWENSTEIN:
You dirty thing, you.

1925
01:54:10,877 --> 01:54:10,945
No, I'm not being dirty.
Spread 'em this way.

1926
01:54:13,180 --> 01:54:13,247
Now, you gotta tackle me.

1927
01:54:15,149 --> 01:54:15,215
(LAUGHING)
Go on. Tackle.

1928
01:54:18,285 --> 01:54:18,352
Catch it.
Oh, Jesus.

1929
01:54:21,155 --> 01:54:21,221
Ready. Let's go.

1930
01:54:22,789 --> 01:54:24,124
(GRUNTING)

1931
01:54:27,227 --> 01:54:27,294
Oh, no! Oh, no!

1932
01:54:29,063 --> 01:54:31,265
(SHOUTING)

1933
01:54:34,101 --> 01:54:34,168
I'm too old
for this game.
Me, too.

1934
01:54:36,370 --> 01:54:36,436
This is
the best part.
Yeah.

1935
01:54:39,473 --> 01:54:47,473
If we stay together,
do I have to become Jewish?

1936
01:54:57,224 --> 01:55:00,027
Of course not.
Herbert's not Jewish.

1937
01:55:02,662 --> 01:55:07,634
Hey, I don't mind.
Everybody in my family
is doing it.

1938
01:55:11,238 --> 01:55:13,673
There's Luke
up there, somewhere.

1939
01:55:15,875 --> 01:55:18,178
You stupid asshole!

1940
01:55:20,380 --> 01:55:20,447
When I was a kid,
he seemed like
a God to me.

1941
01:55:23,417 --> 01:55:23,483
How do you
see him now?

1942
01:55:26,586 --> 01:55:26,653
Like a man,

1943
01:55:29,423 --> 01:55:29,489
with limitations
like the rest of us.

1944
01:55:34,028 --> 01:55:34,094
Except for you, Lowenstein.
You're perfect.

1945
01:55:38,999 --> 01:55:39,066
I am far from it.
No.

1946
01:55:41,601 --> 01:55:41,668
Oh, I look back on my life
and I realize that I've
been paralyzed

1947
01:55:43,437 --> 01:55:43,503
for the last...
God knows how
many years.

1948
01:55:46,673 --> 01:55:46,740
I mean,
how could I have stayed
in a marriage like that?

1949
01:55:49,176 --> 01:55:49,809
Well, you had a son.

1950
01:55:52,379 --> 01:55:52,446
Oh, yeah.
There were reasons,

1951
01:55:57,317 --> 01:55:59,286
but none of them
were good enough.

1952
01:56:01,588 --> 01:56:01,655
I just...

1953
01:56:04,391 --> 01:56:04,458
I just never thought
that this was possible.

1954
01:56:10,430 --> 01:56:10,497
And now,

1955
01:56:12,932 --> 01:56:17,504
I wake up
in the morning,

1956
01:56:19,506 --> 01:56:21,308
and I spend my whole day
thinking, "Isn't it nice
just to feel good?"

1957
01:56:23,777 --> 01:56:31,777
I mean, I hear you walk
down the hall towards me.

1958
01:56:35,422 --> 01:56:39,226
I can't stop smiling.

1959
01:56:42,462 --> 01:56:47,201
I smile all the time.

1960
01:56:50,170 --> 01:56:58,170
I love you, Lowenstein.

1961
01:57:39,886 --> 01:57:39,953
Can we go back
to the cabin and
make love all night?

1962
01:57:42,789 --> 01:57:42,856
You still have
a lot to learn
about the outdoors.

1963
01:57:45,525 --> 01:57:45,592
SAVANNAH: I'm glad you
brought me here.

1964
01:57:48,428 --> 01:57:50,964
Hey, Lowenstein says
she's gonna let you
go home soon.

1965
01:57:51,031 --> 01:57:53,299
Hmm.
I think I'm ready.

1966
01:57:53,366 --> 01:57:55,501
What about you?
When are you going home?

1967
01:57:55,568 --> 01:57:58,672
Well, I don't know.
Sally and I are
having problems.

1968
01:57:58,739 --> 01:58:00,540
Oh, no.
I'm sorry, Tom.

1969
01:58:00,607 --> 01:58:05,178
I thought I might
stay up here
for a while.

1970
01:58:08,548 --> 01:58:10,516
You in New York?
I can't imagine that.

1971
01:58:31,204 --> 01:58:33,339
You could never
leave the South.

1972
01:58:45,652 --> 01:58:46,820
Well, you did.
Yeah, but I don't
love it the way you do.

1973
01:58:48,154 --> 01:58:49,923
(CHILDREN LAUGHING)

1974
01:58:52,993 --> 01:58:54,560
(PHONE RINGING)

1975
02:00:37,831 --> 02:00:39,665
Hello?

1976
02:00:48,842 --> 02:00:50,610
Oh. Hi, Sally.

1977
02:00:52,345 --> 02:00:54,915
Uh-huh.

1978
02:00:54,981 --> 02:00:58,651
She called you.

1979
02:00:59,986 --> 02:01:03,223
Well...

1980
02:01:04,958 --> 02:01:08,128
We knew this day
would come, didn't we?

1981
02:01:08,194 --> 02:01:11,264
But you're never quite
prepared for it.

1982
02:01:11,331 --> 02:01:14,600
Just hold me, please.
I feel like I'm dying.

1983
02:01:18,704 --> 02:01:21,541
(SOBBING)

1984
02:01:21,607 --> 02:01:24,510
One of the things
I love about you
is that

1985
02:01:24,577 --> 02:01:26,146
you're the kind of guy
who'll always go back
to his family.

1986
02:01:28,982 --> 02:01:30,783
Oh.

1987
02:01:51,537 --> 02:01:53,639
I gotta find me
a nice Jewish boy.
You guys are killing me.

1988
02:01:54,975 --> 02:01:56,576
(CHUCKLING)

1989
02:01:57,177 --> 02:01:58,544
(SOBBING)

1990
02:02:00,213 --> 02:02:04,017
You okay
about going home?

1991
02:02:04,084 --> 02:02:08,288
I think so.

1992
02:02:08,354 --> 02:02:11,557
Good.

1993
02:02:11,624 --> 02:02:15,028
I started a new
book of poems.
Oh, good.

1994
02:02:15,095 --> 02:02:18,198
I'm calling it
the Prince of Tides,

1995
02:02:18,264 --> 02:02:20,200
and I dedicated it
to somebody very special.

1996
02:02:21,001 --> 02:02:22,835
Luke would
appreciate that, Savannah.

1997
02:02:27,740 --> 02:02:29,375
I dedicated it
to my brother,

1998
02:02:34,247 --> 02:02:36,316
Tom Wingo.

1999
02:02:40,486 --> 02:02:42,889
My memory.

2000
02:03:00,240 --> 02:03:03,076
Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

2001
02:03:11,284 --> 02:03:13,153
Oh, thank you.

2002
02:03:14,087 --> 02:03:15,688
(SAXOPHONE PLAYING)

2003
02:03:19,225 --> 02:03:21,327
Lowenstein, why are you
making this so hard?

2004
02:03:21,394 --> 02:03:23,296
You just love her more.

2005
02:03:46,086 --> 02:03:50,856
Admit it.

2006
02:03:53,559 --> 02:03:56,062
No, Lowenstein.

2007
02:03:58,431 --> 02:04:00,666
Just longer.

2008
02:04:03,436 --> 02:04:06,806
TOM: We spent our
last few hours together
at the Rainbow Room,

2009
02:04:06,872 --> 02:04:11,444
dancing a slow dance.

2010
02:04:12,979 --> 02:04:14,314
Just like in my dream.

2011
02:04:14,380 --> 02:04:17,650
I held her in my arms,

2012
02:04:18,718 --> 02:04:20,853
as I told her
it was her doing
that I could go back.

2013
02:04:23,356 --> 02:04:26,259
Six weeks before,

2014
02:04:26,326 --> 02:04:29,162
I was ready to
leave my wife, my kids.

2015
02:04:29,229 --> 02:04:30,763
I wanted out of everything.

2016
02:04:30,830 --> 02:04:34,334
But she changed that.

2017
02:04:36,736 --> 02:04:38,704
She changed me.

2018
02:04:56,222 --> 02:04:57,790
For the first time,
I felt like

2019
02:04:57,857 --> 02:05:00,526
I had something to give back
to the women in my life.

2020
02:05:00,593 --> 02:05:02,628
They deserved that.

2021
02:05:02,695 --> 02:05:06,766
CHANDLER: Daddy!

2022
02:05:06,832 --> 02:05:11,237
LUCY: Daddy's home.

2023
02:05:11,304 --> 02:05:12,972
CHANDLER: Daddy, did you
bring me anything?

2024
02:05:13,973 --> 02:05:17,377
TOM: So I returned
to my Southern home
and my Southern life.

2025
02:05:17,443 --> 02:05:19,912
And it is in the presence
of my wife and children
that I acknowledge my life,

2026
02:05:19,979 --> 02:05:24,484
my destiny.

2027
02:05:24,550 --> 02:05:27,820
I am a teacher, a coach

2028
02:05:27,887 --> 02:05:32,058
and a well-loved man,

2029
02:05:32,125 --> 02:05:37,563
and it is more than enough.

2030
02:05:37,630 --> 02:05:41,801
In New York,
I learned that I needed to
love my mother and father

2031
02:05:43,769 --> 02:05:45,805
in all their flawed,
outrageous humanity.

2032
02:05:47,573 --> 02:05:51,944
And in families,
there are no crimes
beyond forgiveness.

2033
02:05:52,512 --> 02:05:54,514
But it is
the mystery of life
that sustains me now.

2034
02:05:56,716 --> 02:05:58,084
And I look to the north,

2035
02:05:58,151 --> 02:06:01,187
and I wish again that
there were two lives
apportioned to every man

2036
02:06:01,254 --> 02:06:05,258
and every woman.

2037
02:06:05,325 --> 02:06:09,895
At the end of every day,

2038
02:06:09,962 --> 02:06:13,199
I drive through the
city of Charleston.

2039
02:06:14,567 --> 02:06:18,204
And as I cross the bridge
that'll take me home,

2040
02:06:18,271 --> 02:06:20,873
I feel the words
building inside me.

2041
02:06:22,175 --> 02:06:24,777
I can't stop them
or tell you why
I say them.

2042
02:06:24,844 --> 02:06:27,413
But as I reach
the top of the bridge,

2043
02:06:27,480 --> 02:06:29,515
these words come to me
in a whisper.

2044
02:06:29,582 --> 02:06:31,951
I say them as prayer,

2045
02:06:32,017 --> 02:06:34,287
as regret,

2046
02:06:34,354 --> 02:06:36,656
as praise.