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These are the only
three people left.

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This is Mr. Alex Steele,
Mrs. Juliette Ashby,

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- Mrs. Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my booby.

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In other words,
Mrs. Amy Winehouse.

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And everyone else is gone.

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D'you want a lick
of the lollipop?

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Come on, have a lick.

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- No, I don't.
- Have a lick. Come here.

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Come and have a lick.

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No one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.

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- Lauren, just lick it.
- Here's me.

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It's my 14th...

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...birthday evening and party.

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♪ Happy birthday
to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday
dear Lauren ♪

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♪ Happy birthday... ♪

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♪ To... you ♪♪

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Oh, wow.

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♪ Moon River
wider than a mile ♪

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♪ I'm crossing you
in style... ♪

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I was singing
with a little jazz unit,

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the National Youth
Jazz Orchestra,

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must've been about 16,

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and I just loved jazz.

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Dinah Washington...

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Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.

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I learned to sing from listening
to stuff like Monk,

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and a lot of soloists as well,

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rather than just listening
to singers.

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I learned from everything,
really.

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♪ ...same rainbow's end ♪

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♪ Waiting round the bend ♪

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♪ My Huckleberry friend ♪

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♪ Moon River ♪

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♪ And me ♪

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So singing has always been
important to me,

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but I never thought, "I love
singing, I'll be a singer."

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I just thought, "I'm lucky

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there is something
I can always do, if I want to.

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I'm so lucky like that."

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But I didn't think
it would be a career choice.

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♪ And me ♪

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♪ Moon River and me ♪♪

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What's the date?

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- Today?
- 24th.

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- Is it?
- Yeah.

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- The what?
- 24th.

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- Of what?
- January.

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And, um, what day is it?

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- Saturday.
- And what year is it?

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Lunchtime.

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I was a 19-year-old
office junior

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for a promotions company

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owned by Simon Fuller.

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I just started to try
and kind of blag it myself

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as a talent scout.

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I was definitely
out of my depth.

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My friend Tyler is a singer.

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He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,

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"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great."

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Nicky said to me,
"Want some studio time?"

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I said, "For what?"
And he was like,

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"Well, if you'd write songs,

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we'd make a record,
get a record deal."

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I was, like,
"What do you get out of it?"

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Hello.

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I look ugly.

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Yeah, look at you.
You look lovely.

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I don't. My chin's massive.

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- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.

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♪ There is no greater thrill ♪

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♪ Than what you bring to me ♪

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♪ No sweeter song ♪

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♪ Than what you sing ♪

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♪ Sing to me ♪♪

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- Decide to record it?
- Yeah.

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Hello.

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I'm just here...
smoking a fag.

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I just like to...
Oh, I look so grim.

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I look like a floating head.
You know, I've got no hair.

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I'm just on a black screen.

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There's my hand.
What's going on?

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We'd recorded
quite a few demo recordings,

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and I started to talk about

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whether she'd ever consider
writing.

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She said she's not sure
about writing songs,

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but she's written
a lot of poems.

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♪ And he's my life ♪♪

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She knew full well
she'd been writing songs,

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but they were very
personal songs.

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I wouldn't write anything

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unless it was directly personal
to me,

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just 'cause I wouldn't be able
to tell the story right

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because I wouldn't have done it.

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Even though some of it
is personal in a sad way,

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I'd never let it just be that.

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I'll always put a punchline
in the song.

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Just try and be different
with my lyrics.

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Someone gave me a CD, two songs,

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and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs,

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but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.

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When you have that as an artist,

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you usually have
a story to tell behind it.

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But it's a big leap of faith.

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I think my boss
even questioned the deal,

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because we were really
committing to giving

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an unsigned artist
close to 250,000 pounds.

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We both knew we wanted
to live with each other,

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we both knew
we wanted to move out.

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She had family issues
and I had lots of things

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going on with my family,
and we looked after each other.

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It was amazing.
We were young kids

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and we were best friends,
in a flat on our own.

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She loved it.

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Juliette would sing,
Amy would sing...

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And we just used
to see each other all the time.

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We used to go
to so many gigs with Amy.

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And when she first started
doing her music,

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we were all so excited
and proud of it.

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Where are we, Amy?

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- We're in Brighton.
- Yeah, but what are we in now?

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Um, we're in, uh...
What's-it Square,

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Regency Square, in a black cab.

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In a white cab.
A beautiful cab.

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- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!

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D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?

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His legs.

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Aw.

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Know what my other
favourite thing is?

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- What?
- Not your hair.

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She could make you feel
so important...

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and then, all of a sudden,

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very unimportant.

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And then make you feel
so important again.

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That was what she did.
She liked to get people

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into a comfortable position
and then shock them.

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If I got my hair right,
then what would that mean?

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That would mean
you were ready to marry me.

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Her first relationship

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was with an older guy
called Chris.

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She really got the hots for him.
Madly in love with him.

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She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.

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And then, eventually,
she lost interest and...

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She always used to talk about it
and started writing about that.

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I think when I was growing up,

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the music that was
in the pop charts or, you know,

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the music that was...

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that people were releasing
at the time,

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I just thought,
"This isn't music,

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this is watered down,
or this is, you know, just crap,

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someone else has written it
for you

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and you have to sing it."

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It's very much the case
with some music today.

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I really started writing music
just as... to challenge myself,

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to see what I could write or,
you know,

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just because
there was nothing else there

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that I could listen to
at the time.

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And having listened to jazz
and, you know, great songwriters

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like James Taylor
and Carole King,

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it was very...
I felt like I had nothing new

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that was coming out at the time

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that really represented me
or the way I felt.

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So I just started writing,
really, my own stuff

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and from personal experience.

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This is, um,
I Heard Love is Blind.

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I'll just clip, clip my hair

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out of the way, 'cause
it's gonna get on my nerves.

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I remember thinking,
when she walked in,

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she was this complete
force of nature.

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I thought, "Wow,
there's something about you."

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And I remember thinking,
"Please be good."

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I wrote this in Miami with
a guy called Salaam and, um...

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- and I'm really proud of it.
- She was 18

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and she was a very classic
North London Jewish girl.

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A lot of attitude.

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Quite shy, but something
emanated from her.

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She had a charisma.

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When you looked
at her lyrical capability

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and her melodic capability,

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she was a very old soul
in a very young body.

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And we did the deal
very, very quickly.

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Amy's album came out yesterday
and how many has it sold so far?

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A pretty staggering 800,
actually.

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That is at least...

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I've emptied my bank account
buying 600 of them.

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That is, at least half my
friends have bought the album.

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Bastards. I'd better call
the other half up today.

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Snug in a rug.

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She's going to get annoyed.

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Amy?

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Explain what your little hub
is all about.

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- Hello. Oh, you're coming.
- Sleeping!

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Just give us a smile,
then we can turn the camera off.

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Come on, just give us a quick
one. A one-second flash.

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How big do you think
you're going to be?

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I don't, at all,
because, you know,

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my music is not on that scale.
The music is not on that scale.

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Sometimes I wish it was,

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but I don't think
I'm gonna be at all famous.

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I don't think I could handle it.

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I'd probably go mad.

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You know what I mean?
I would go mad.

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- Where are we going?
- We're going to Birmingham!

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Why are we going to Birmingham?

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We're going to Birmingham
to sing songs.

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- Yeah?
- And make merry.

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Oh, that was sick!
That was sick!

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- Get me, get me.
- Nicky, that was beautiful.

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What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?

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My turn, my turn!

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Wait, let me get
a really good shot.

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Oh, what a shot.

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Oh!

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She don't even care.

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Watch it...
watch it go in there.

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Got no light in here.

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Don't get my spots in.

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What spots?

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- I love you.
- Do you know I'm zooming in?

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You're zooming in
on all my spots!

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You're a fucking cunt.

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Does my hair look okay
like this?

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Yeah, very good.
It's lovely.

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- Do you promise?
- I promise.

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What song d'you think
I should do first tonight?

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Right, I think
you should start off with...

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Ah, I love your little cap!
It's so cute!

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Um, I think you should
start off with a song called...

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Oh, on camera.
Okay. Okay.

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- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Stop!

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♪ In my bed ♪

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♪ Yeah yeah... ♪♪

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Could you please
introduce yourself?

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Yes. Hello. I'm Amy Winehouse.

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I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer.

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I've heard your record
and it sounds very, uh, mature.

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Is it all live?
Also, not only the singing,

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but also the instruments?

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Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.

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I wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.

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I think they put fake strings
on Take the Box,

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but I wasn't a part of that.

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I would never, ever have put
strings on my record. Ever.

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And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just...

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didn't even think about it.

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Okay, um...

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just a couple of questions.
Um...

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- Upset?
- Yeah.

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Oh, okay. Okay, okay.

251
00:18:22,276 --> 00:18:23,943
Okay. Um...

252
00:18:23,945 --> 00:18:28,154
There wasn't a girl that had
been gobby in the media

253
00:18:28,156 --> 00:18:29,649
for a long time.

254
00:18:29,651 --> 00:18:32,606
And she could be very cutting.

255
00:18:32,608 --> 00:18:36,816
Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.

256
00:18:36,818 --> 00:18:39,112
I dunno,
it seems to me, though,

257
00:18:39,114 --> 00:18:41,165
that every woman
who writes about, you know,

258
00:18:41,167 --> 00:18:44,018
kind of puts it down on a record

259
00:18:44,020 --> 00:18:46,035
doesn't do them any harm.

260
00:18:46,037 --> 00:18:47,914
Look at Dido.
I mean, she...

261
00:18:47,916 --> 00:18:51,532
she used that album to
clean out her emotional closet.

262
00:18:51,534 --> 00:18:53,724
- Did she?
- Yeah, it's all about

263
00:18:53,726 --> 00:18:57,203
the break-up of her relationship
and, you know,

264
00:18:57,205 --> 00:18:58,977
kind of like surviving.
- Mm...

265
00:18:58,979 --> 00:19:02,178
And, uh, and not, not going...
I mean, like the whole thing

266
00:19:02,180 --> 00:19:04,161
about not going down
with the ship.

267
00:19:04,163 --> 00:19:06,422
- Yeah...
- I mean, Dido's Dido,

268
00:19:06,424 --> 00:19:10,423
but, you know, I mean, uh...

269
00:19:11,816 --> 00:19:14,494
I think she's one
of the most exciting

270
00:19:14,496 --> 00:19:16,059
and brilliantly
talented vocalists

271
00:19:16,061 --> 00:19:18,286
to emerge in this country
in many, many years.

272
00:19:18,288 --> 00:19:19,468
It is Amy Winehouse.

273
00:19:24,131 --> 00:19:25,174
Fantastic.

274
00:19:27,123 --> 00:19:29,210
You're managed by the company
who looks after S Club 7,

275
00:19:29,212 --> 00:19:32,619
used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.

276
00:19:32,621 --> 00:19:34,707
Have they tried to mould you
in any way?

277
00:19:34,709 --> 00:19:36,307
Asked you to do things,

278
00:19:36,309 --> 00:19:38,290
to change the way you look
or speak or behave?

279
00:19:38,292 --> 00:19:40,308
Um, yeah, one of them
tried to mould me

280
00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:42,708
into a big triangle shape
and I went, "No!"

281
00:19:42,710 --> 00:19:46,744
No, I've got my own style.

282
00:19:46,746 --> 00:19:50,049
I've got my own style
and I wrote my own songs

283
00:19:50,052 --> 00:19:53,319
and, you know, if someone has
so much of something already,

284
00:19:53,321 --> 00:19:55,233
there's very little you can...
add.

285
00:19:55,235 --> 00:19:57,528
Yeah. You know what I like
about you, as well?

286
00:19:57,531 --> 00:19:58,851
The way you sound so common.

287
00:19:58,853 --> 00:20:01,112
Because I am common

288
00:20:01,114 --> 00:20:04,766
and it's like, you know,
it's so refreshing

289
00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,957
to hear someone
who isn't speaking

290
00:20:06,959 --> 00:20:08,940
like they've taken
elocution lessons.

291
00:20:08,943 --> 00:20:12,350
Yeah. They gave me elocution
lessons, but they kind of...

292
00:20:12,352 --> 00:20:13,845
Psht!

293
00:20:13,847 --> 00:20:16,142
- They didn't stick.
- Off my back, yeah.

294
00:20:27,902 --> 00:20:29,536
I realized early on,

295
00:20:29,538 --> 00:20:33,467
when Amy made her mind up,
she made her mind up.

296
00:20:33,469 --> 00:20:36,738
And I found it difficult
to stand up to her.

297
00:20:38,687 --> 00:20:42,896
She would say, "Oh, Mum,
you're so soft with me.

298
00:20:42,898 --> 00:20:45,192
"I can get away with murder.

299
00:20:45,194 --> 00:20:47,349
You should be tougher, Mum."

300
00:20:48,220 --> 00:20:50,723
Well, I just accepted it.

301
00:20:50,725 --> 00:20:55,176
I wasn't strong enough
to say to her, "Stop."

302
00:21:29,411 --> 00:21:34,280
I met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.

303
00:21:34,282 --> 00:21:36,786
We worked together.
We were having an affair.

304
00:21:36,788 --> 00:21:40,717
But another eight or nine years
were to pass before I left home.

305
00:21:41,623 --> 00:21:44,335
I was a coward.

306
00:21:44,337 --> 00:21:48,267
But I felt that Amy was over it
pretty quick.

307
00:22:24,658 --> 00:22:27,162
When Amy was a teenager,
13 or 14,

308
00:22:27,164 --> 00:22:29,354
she was being taken
to the doctor's

309
00:22:29,356 --> 00:22:31,267
and she was on antidepressants.

310
00:24:46,810 --> 00:24:50,810
♪ What is it about men ♪♪

311
00:24:52,585 --> 00:24:56,621
Amy used to always say to me
that that was her dream, really,

312
00:24:56,623 --> 00:24:58,290
to do those sorts of shows,

313
00:24:58,292 --> 00:25:02,535
to play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.

314
00:25:02,537 --> 00:25:05,978
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music,

315
00:25:05,981 --> 00:25:08,484
such an emotional
relationship to music.

316
00:25:08,486 --> 00:25:12,415
Like she needed music
as if it was a person,

317
00:25:12,417 --> 00:25:14,781
and that she would die for it.

318
00:25:17,947 --> 00:25:20,034
Let me read this.

319
00:25:21,427 --> 00:25:23,374
Oh, my God.

320
00:25:24,662 --> 00:25:26,818
Uh, and the winner...

321
00:25:26,820 --> 00:25:29,497
and the song is Stronger Than Me

322
00:25:29,499 --> 00:25:32,524
by Amy Winehouse
and Salaam Remi.

323
00:25:32,526 --> 00:25:34,158
Let's give it up!

324
00:25:40,700 --> 00:25:43,343
This is me, isn't it?
Right here.

325
00:25:43,345 --> 00:25:45,396
Wow!

326
00:25:45,398 --> 00:25:49,780
I don't believe this.
Um, thank you, Salaam.

327
00:25:49,782 --> 00:25:51,310
There's no picture of him,

328
00:25:51,312 --> 00:25:53,920
but Salaam is the most
inspirational producer

329
00:25:53,922 --> 00:25:55,659
I've ever worked with.

330
00:25:55,661 --> 00:25:59,660
And he has that unique skill
of not just having

331
00:25:59,662 --> 00:26:02,652
the most appropriate beat,
but also, um,

332
00:26:02,654 --> 00:26:04,322
drawing the artistry out.

333
00:26:04,324 --> 00:26:06,409
And I guess that's the story
of this song.

334
00:26:06,411 --> 00:26:09,193
- And I wanna thank...
- What I allowed her to do

335
00:26:09,195 --> 00:26:12,359
was to really just
put her wit into her songs.

336
00:26:12,361 --> 00:26:14,412
When I heard her sing
in front of me,

337
00:26:14,414 --> 00:26:16,499
I could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.

338
00:26:16,501 --> 00:26:19,943
She had the stylings
of a 65-year-old jazz singer

339
00:26:19,945 --> 00:26:22,030
who knew the ropes up and down.

340
00:26:22,032 --> 00:26:25,335
It was, like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you're 18,

341
00:26:25,338 --> 00:26:27,562
then what are gonna be
when you're 25?"

342
00:26:39,844 --> 00:26:41,931
We're now joined by Mos Def
in the backstage area.

343
00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:44,365
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.

344
00:26:44,367 --> 00:26:47,705
I heard they was doing
something, so I came down.

345
00:26:49,377 --> 00:26:53,307
I became aware of Amy in 2004.

346
00:26:53,309 --> 00:26:57,098
I was out in England.

347
00:26:57,100 --> 00:27:00,577
I'm a big jazz fan and I really
liked what she was doing.

348
00:27:00,580 --> 00:27:04,231
I thought it was unique,
it was edgy and sincere.

349
00:27:04,233 --> 00:27:06,735
And that's the thing
I liked most about Amy,

350
00:27:06,738 --> 00:27:09,658
is that she didn't have
any airs. She was real.

351
00:27:17,313 --> 00:27:19,712
I had a chance to meet her
while I was here,

352
00:27:19,715 --> 00:27:22,635
and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.

353
00:27:23,923 --> 00:27:25,662
She was just a charming,
sweet lady.

354
00:27:25,664 --> 00:27:28,479
I had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.

355
00:27:28,481 --> 00:27:32,201
She was raw,
she was fast with a blue joke,

356
00:27:32,204 --> 00:27:34,741
could drink anybody
under the table,

357
00:27:34,743 --> 00:27:38,846
wasn't afraid to roll a smoke,
had a big giant laugh,

358
00:27:38,848 --> 00:27:41,873
and was just a sweetheart,
you know?

359
00:27:58,609 --> 00:28:01,913
You don't seem that bothered
about everything.

360
00:28:01,915 --> 00:28:04,313
D'you know what I mean?
You have some artists

361
00:28:04,315 --> 00:28:05,774
that step in here and go,

362
00:28:05,776 --> 00:28:07,687
"Right, I want
that number-one spot.

363
00:28:07,690 --> 00:28:09,602
I want my album
to go number one,

364
00:28:09,604 --> 00:28:11,689
I wanna chase up
with a second album."

365
00:28:11,691 --> 00:28:13,011
But what's up with you?

366
00:28:13,013 --> 00:28:14,993
I'm determined
on the next thing.

367
00:28:14,995 --> 00:28:17,151
I'm not interested in...
Success, to me, is not success

368
00:28:17,153 --> 00:28:19,204
to... the record company
or whoever.

369
00:28:19,206 --> 00:28:21,500
Success, to me,
is having the freedom

370
00:28:21,502 --> 00:28:24,248
to work with whoever
I wanna work with,

371
00:28:24,250 --> 00:28:26,857
to always be able to just
fuck everything off

372
00:28:26,859 --> 00:28:31,380
and go to the studio when I
have to go to the studio, or...

373
00:28:31,382 --> 00:28:32,876
But you can't do that,

374
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:34,615
'cause you have
other responsibilities now.

375
00:28:34,617 --> 00:28:36,181
You're becoming an artist
in the public eye.

376
00:28:36,183 --> 00:28:38,303
So, all of a sudden,
you're gonna be...

377
00:28:38,305 --> 00:28:40,391
I'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,

378
00:28:40,393 --> 00:28:42,025
but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities

379
00:28:42,028 --> 00:28:43,487
that are gonna come
onto your doorstep

380
00:28:43,489 --> 00:28:45,018
that you may not
particularly welcome.

381
00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,618
Okay, that's cool, but I think

382
00:28:46,620 --> 00:28:48,949
the more people see of me,
the more they'll realize

383
00:28:48,951 --> 00:28:51,350
that all I'm good for
is making tunes.

384
00:28:51,352 --> 00:28:53,610
So leave me alone
and I'll do it.

385
00:28:53,613 --> 00:28:55,559
I will do the music.

386
00:28:55,561 --> 00:28:58,795
I just need time to do the
music. Know what I mean?

387
00:29:32,229 --> 00:29:34,593
When she went to Camden,
it was very exciting,

388
00:29:34,595 --> 00:29:37,063
'cause it was her first property
that she'd bought,

389
00:29:37,066 --> 00:29:38,595
and we were all really happy.

390
00:29:38,597 --> 00:29:42,839
She loved Camden.
She loved it up there.

391
00:29:42,841 --> 00:29:47,188
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.

392
00:30:09,072 --> 00:30:12,098
We were the indie kids.

393
00:30:12,100 --> 00:30:13,976
Gazelles, The Rakes,
Babyshambles.

394
00:30:13,978 --> 00:30:17,385
Everyone was a Camden band.
Like, it was cool again.

395
00:30:18,918 --> 00:30:21,978
In them days, it was
very much, like, basically,

396
00:30:21,980 --> 00:30:24,344
if you were in a signed band...

397
00:30:24,346 --> 00:30:28,832
you were a cunt, because...
the best-looking

398
00:30:28,834 --> 00:30:31,093
and the best-dressed
and the coolest people

399
00:30:31,095 --> 00:30:33,772
were the ones
who were born to lose, really.

400
00:30:35,895 --> 00:30:37,947
The Libertines, yeah.
I slept on them.

401
00:30:37,949 --> 00:30:41,217
I came to the Libertines, like,
a year later than everyone else.

402
00:30:41,220 --> 00:30:42,713
But I'm not being funny.

403
00:30:42,715 --> 00:30:44,940
They made people proud
to be British.

404
00:30:44,942 --> 00:30:47,862
That was London for
a real spell, you know?

405
00:30:50,333 --> 00:30:54,159
I run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.

406
00:30:54,161 --> 00:30:55,898
Did the door there.

407
00:30:55,900 --> 00:30:57,499
Blake would give out flyers
for Trash.

408
00:30:57,501 --> 00:30:59,169
We wouldn't have met each other,

409
00:30:59,171 --> 00:31:01,048
and a lot of people here
wouldn't have known each other

410
00:31:01,050 --> 00:31:03,135
had it not been for Trash.
That's fair enough, innit?

411
00:31:03,137 --> 00:31:06,371
It's the first place I learned
how to pull a bird.

412
00:31:06,373 --> 00:31:08,945
He just loved girls,
you know?

413
00:31:08,947 --> 00:31:11,554
He loved partying
and he loved... shagging.

414
00:31:11,556 --> 00:31:14,442
Always in and out of bed.

415
00:31:14,444 --> 00:31:17,538
We met in a pub,
in the Good Mixer in Camden.

416
00:31:17,540 --> 00:31:20,496
I was at the bar
and she came in.

417
00:31:20,498 --> 00:31:22,966
We just sort of started
playing pool,

418
00:31:22,968 --> 00:31:24,392
then we went to another pub.

419
00:31:24,394 --> 00:31:27,001
And then we went back
to Amy's house.

420
00:31:27,003 --> 00:31:30,515
She was seeing somebody else
and I was seeing somebody else.

421
00:31:30,517 --> 00:31:32,776
But I didn't think of it
as infidelity.

422
00:31:32,778 --> 00:31:35,281
I just thought she was,
like, a young girl

423
00:31:35,283 --> 00:31:38,656
and she was a bit naughty.
And I was the same.

424
00:31:56,957 --> 00:32:01,477
Are you alright?
How you doing? You okay?

425
00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,426
What's going on with you
at the moment?

426
00:32:03,428 --> 00:32:05,235
'Cause obviously,
Frank was last year, um,

427
00:32:05,237 --> 00:32:07,184
and we haven't really heard much
from you since then.

428
00:32:07,186 --> 00:32:09,062
So when are we gonna hear
from you next?

429
00:32:09,064 --> 00:32:10,558
What's the next single?

430
00:32:10,560 --> 00:32:12,228
Uh, I can't think
of the next single.

431
00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,898
I'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.

432
00:32:13,900 --> 00:32:15,534
- Uh...
- You having that kind

433
00:32:15,536 --> 00:32:17,586
of writer's block thing or...
- Yeah, man.

434
00:32:17,588 --> 00:32:19,499
It's hard to write, because, uh,

435
00:32:19,501 --> 00:32:21,935
you can write
a million things a day,

436
00:32:21,937 --> 00:32:24,196
but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.

437
00:32:24,198 --> 00:32:26,562
So I'm just trying, you know,
I'm just trying.

438
00:32:30,529 --> 00:32:32,093
I asked to see her.

439
00:32:32,095 --> 00:32:34,807
She was late
and she came in with Nicky.

440
00:32:35,921 --> 00:32:37,799
She was a character.

441
00:32:37,801 --> 00:32:39,365
She always called me
Uncle Lucian.

442
00:32:39,367 --> 00:32:41,661
And I really liked her.
And I had enough

443
00:32:41,663 --> 00:32:43,957
of a relationship with her.
So there's no flattery,

444
00:32:43,959 --> 00:32:46,914
it was, like, blunt. And I said,
"Enough, I need another album.

445
00:32:46,916 --> 00:32:50,219
"Now go and write one.
This is horseshit.

446
00:32:50,221 --> 00:32:52,759
"Frank was then, this is now.

447
00:32:52,761 --> 00:32:55,368
They're all gonna forget you."

448
00:32:56,761 --> 00:32:58,881
She didn't like it.

449
00:33:01,388 --> 00:33:04,135
- Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.

450
00:33:04,137 --> 00:33:05,874
Sit up a bit.

451
00:33:07,789 --> 00:33:10,536
- Yes.
- How are you today, darling?

452
00:33:10,538 --> 00:33:12,207
Very good, actually.
Thanks.

453
00:33:12,209 --> 00:33:14,711
- How about you?
- Really good.

454
00:33:14,713 --> 00:33:19,721
In between all this,
she decided that she wanted me

455
00:33:19,723 --> 00:33:23,861
to leave 19 with Simon Fuller
to go manage her.

456
00:33:24,975 --> 00:33:27,410
She didn't like being connected

457
00:33:27,412 --> 00:33:30,506
with Pop Idol
and the Spice Girls,

458
00:33:30,508 --> 00:33:33,637
but I thought it would be
incredibly disloyal,

459
00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:36,177
at this point, to walk away.

460
00:33:38,196 --> 00:33:41,222
And Blake was
very quickly becoming

461
00:33:41,224 --> 00:33:43,900
a bigger and bigger character
in all this.

462
00:33:43,902 --> 00:33:47,170
She was with him the whole time
and didn't want

463
00:33:47,172 --> 00:33:49,362
to go to places without him.

464
00:33:52,007 --> 00:33:54,894
We spent the summer together.

465
00:33:54,896 --> 00:33:57,225
She used to say
we're like twins.

466
00:33:57,227 --> 00:34:00,774
And that was our relationship.
I'd like to sabotage myself

467
00:34:00,776 --> 00:34:03,731
and I think Amy
liked to sabotage herself.

468
00:34:04,463 --> 00:34:06,409
Maybe that was our nature.

469
00:34:09,333 --> 00:34:11,732
I used to ask her
why was she promiscuous

470
00:34:11,734 --> 00:34:14,516
and why she was more like a man
with sex.

471
00:34:14,518 --> 00:34:18,760
It's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,

472
00:34:18,762 --> 00:34:20,464
maybe sexually, themselves.

473
00:34:20,467 --> 00:34:23,248
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.

474
00:34:24,814 --> 00:34:26,205
She'd just say, "It's nothing.

475
00:34:26,207 --> 00:34:28,918
"I weren't abused
when I was a kid.

476
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:30,310
Nothing like that."

477
00:34:30,312 --> 00:34:33,685
Then she said
her dad leaving her mum

478
00:34:33,688 --> 00:34:35,425
was what caused this,

479
00:34:35,427 --> 00:34:38,069
and her
not really seeing her dad.

480
00:34:40,053 --> 00:34:41,895
I understood.

481
00:34:41,897 --> 00:34:45,166
I cut my wrists
when I was nine years old.

482
00:34:45,168 --> 00:34:48,193
I don't know if I wanted
to necessarily die,

483
00:34:48,195 --> 00:34:51,671
I just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.

484
00:34:53,169 --> 00:34:55,916
Me and Amy were quite similar.

485
00:34:57,552 --> 00:35:02,213
I fell in love with
someone who I would've died for.

486
00:35:02,215 --> 00:35:04,927
We were in love
and we were together.

487
00:35:04,929 --> 00:35:07,710
And that's like a real drug,
isn't it?

488
00:35:30,429 --> 00:35:34,116
♪ If my man was fighting ♪

489
00:35:34,118 --> 00:35:37,456
♪ Some unholy war ♪

490
00:35:37,458 --> 00:35:39,786
♪ I would be behind him ♪

491
00:35:39,788 --> 00:35:43,509
♪ Straight shook up beside him ♪

492
00:35:43,512 --> 00:35:46,188
♪ With strength he didn't know ♪

493
00:35:46,190 --> 00:35:49,980
♪ It's you I'm fighting for ♪

494
00:35:51,025 --> 00:35:53,354
♪ He can't lose ♪

495
00:35:53,356 --> 00:35:56,242
♪ With me in tow ♪

496
00:35:56,245 --> 00:36:00,069
♪ With me in tow ♪

497
00:36:00,071 --> 00:36:02,643
♪ I refuse ♪

498
00:36:02,645 --> 00:36:05,774
♪ To let him go ♪

499
00:36:05,777 --> 00:36:09,671
♪ To let him go ♪

500
00:36:09,673 --> 00:36:13,846
♪ At his side ♪

501
00:36:13,848 --> 00:36:18,229
♪ And drunk on pride ♪

502
00:36:19,135 --> 00:36:21,222
♪ We wait ♪

503
00:36:22,857 --> 00:36:25,849
♪ For the blow ♪

504
00:36:28,703 --> 00:36:31,102
♪ Ooh... ♪♪

505
00:36:43,768 --> 00:36:46,236
Oh, let's see
who's gonna be

506
00:36:46,238 --> 00:36:47,662
behind the green door!

507
00:36:47,663 --> 00:36:48,672
- Hi!
- Master of the house

508
00:36:48,673 --> 00:36:50,341
is not in right now.

509
00:36:50,343 --> 00:36:53,264
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.

510
00:36:53,266 --> 00:36:56,499
And somewhere she having dinner,
so I'm having a cheeky cigarette

511
00:36:56,501 --> 00:36:58,551
while she gone.
Don't tell her. Shh.

512
00:36:58,553 --> 00:37:00,465
Cheeky, cheeky. Eh!

513
00:37:00,467 --> 00:37:03,352
<i>Mi scusi.
Tell me about this place.</i>

514
00:37:03,354 --> 00:37:06,205
Alright, while she's away,
I'll give you a tour

515
00:37:06,207 --> 00:37:08,154
of the house.
Okay, ready? Okay.

516
00:37:08,156 --> 00:37:10,450
First I lead you
into the main room.

517
00:37:10,452 --> 00:37:12,502
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests,

518
00:37:12,504 --> 00:37:14,520
but you can be my guest,
darling,

519
00:37:14,522 --> 00:37:16,016
because no one's here today.

520
00:37:16,018 --> 00:37:18,625
Okay, I lead you out
to the grand patio.

521
00:37:18,627 --> 00:37:20,957
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my...

522
00:37:20,959 --> 00:37:23,914
- Ah, where you go?
- Okay, darling,

523
00:37:23,916 --> 00:37:27,880
this is the grand patio.
This is Cecil.

524
00:37:27,882 --> 00:37:31,220
- Cecil live here.
- Cecil!

525
00:37:31,222 --> 00:37:33,481
Then we have the bedroom.
It's very nice.

526
00:37:33,483 --> 00:37:34,664
There are some cupboards.

527
00:37:34,666 --> 00:37:36,717
- Ooh.
- See up here,

528
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:39,534
this is where I sleep
when the master come home.

529
00:37:39,536 --> 00:37:43,152
- The toilet!
- Sometimes when I'm alone,

530
00:37:43,154 --> 00:37:45,309
I have a shower
in all my clothes.

531
00:37:45,311 --> 00:37:48,162
I find this is the only
true way to relax.

532
00:37:48,164 --> 00:37:52,268
Also here, this is the hook
I hang from when I'm in trouble.

533
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:56,164
It's not very often.
I'm a good boy. I'm a good boy.

534
00:37:56,166 --> 00:37:59,400
Okay, well, this is it.
Welcome to my humble abode.

535
00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:02,531
Amy!

536
00:38:05,141 --> 00:38:09,036
We are sitting...
in a little bar,

537
00:38:09,038 --> 00:38:12,898
drinking cocktails.
There's my cocktail.

538
00:38:12,900 --> 00:38:16,238
There's Amy's little cocktail.

539
00:38:16,240 --> 00:38:18,534
I think it's got Rohypnol in it.

540
00:38:30,816 --> 00:38:32,624
All of a sudden she went to me,

541
00:38:32,626 --> 00:38:38,121
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake."

542
00:38:39,757 --> 00:38:43,687
I just said to her that I
didn't wanna leave my girlfriend

543
00:38:43,689 --> 00:38:46,297
and we'd probably be better
as friends.

544
00:38:49,777 --> 00:38:53,290
She was obsessing
over these text messages.

545
00:38:53,292 --> 00:38:56,525
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.

546
00:38:57,813 --> 00:39:01,918
All she wanted
was for him to wanna see her.

547
00:39:04,319 --> 00:39:06,858
It got messy.

548
00:39:06,860 --> 00:39:11,937
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.

549
00:39:11,939 --> 00:39:13,954
She slept with his friend.

550
00:39:56,122 --> 00:39:58,591
The person that lived opposite
in the little court

551
00:39:58,593 --> 00:40:01,513
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say,

552
00:40:01,515 --> 00:40:04,122
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head,

553
00:40:04,124 --> 00:40:06,001
so we've gone round there."

554
00:40:06,003 --> 00:40:09,271
It looked like people had been
squatting in her house.

555
00:40:09,273 --> 00:40:10,837
It stank, it was dirty.

556
00:40:10,839 --> 00:40:12,437
And she was lying on the bed

557
00:40:12,439 --> 00:40:15,324
and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.

558
00:40:15,326 --> 00:40:17,830
So we worked till, like,
3 in the morning

559
00:40:17,832 --> 00:40:19,569
and we cleaned
the whole house up.

560
00:40:19,571 --> 00:40:22,317
And I called her dad
and we called Nick.

561
00:40:42,323 --> 00:40:44,792
We all met there
and it was, like,

562
00:40:44,794 --> 00:40:48,967
this is getting out of control.
We need to get her some help.

563
00:40:50,186 --> 00:40:52,272
I've tried speaking
to the parents

564
00:40:52,274 --> 00:40:56,273
and they really wanna
kinda take it on.

565
00:40:56,275 --> 00:40:59,508
And so, technically,
I sort of kidnapped her.

566
00:41:09,181 --> 00:41:12,694
I picked her up and I thought,
"I'm driving you

567
00:41:12,696 --> 00:41:15,755
"to the middle of nowhere
and we're gonna sit there

568
00:41:15,757 --> 00:41:18,329
until you acknowledge
what's going on."

569
00:41:19,478 --> 00:41:23,339
I drove her
to Black Park in Iver.

570
00:41:26,054 --> 00:41:28,732
And it started off
with her sort of laughing,

571
00:41:28,734 --> 00:41:31,272
"You're such an idiot."

572
00:41:31,274 --> 00:41:33,811
And then it turned into,
"Don't be a prick."

573
00:41:33,813 --> 00:41:35,898
And she kicked my car.

574
00:41:37,153 --> 00:41:40,108
And then she just broke down,
eventually.

575
00:41:40,111 --> 00:41:41,605
Opened up about everything.

576
00:41:41,607 --> 00:41:44,039
She said she thinks
she's got a problem,

577
00:41:44,041 --> 00:41:47,449
she was lost
and out of her depth.

578
00:41:47,451 --> 00:41:49,328
Horrible.

579
00:41:51,382 --> 00:41:53,885
She agreed to go rehab.

580
00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:57,086
I took her to see the rehab guy.

581
00:41:57,088 --> 00:41:58,965
She was, like,
"I don't wanna talk about it.

582
00:41:58,967 --> 00:42:01,261
I'll go if my dad
thinks I should go."

583
00:42:02,410 --> 00:42:05,749
We'd spoken to Mitch.
We'd set it all up

584
00:42:05,751 --> 00:42:09,332
and she turned
into a seven-year-old child.

585
00:42:09,334 --> 00:42:13,367
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm around him.

586
00:42:14,516 --> 00:42:16,708
I said to the managers,

587
00:42:16,710 --> 00:42:20,952
"She doesn't need to go
to rehab. She's fine."

588
00:42:20,954 --> 00:42:23,561
My dad did actually go,
"You're alright, no need to go."

589
00:42:23,564 --> 00:42:25,719
I said, "Alright, Dad,
I'll go and meet him

590
00:42:25,721 --> 00:42:27,354
and we'll back out."
Which I did.

591
00:42:27,356 --> 00:42:30,415
She didn't need
to go to rehab.

592
00:42:32,399 --> 00:42:35,321
I think
that was the moment

593
00:42:35,323 --> 00:42:37,686
we lost a very key opportunity.

594
00:42:37,688 --> 00:42:39,460
I'm not saying
it would've worked.

595
00:42:39,462 --> 00:42:42,000
Very often, you have to go
two or three times.

596
00:42:42,002 --> 00:42:45,826
But she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.

597
00:42:45,829 --> 00:42:48,889
We could've just fucked
Back to Black off,

598
00:42:48,891 --> 00:42:51,776
and Back To Black
might have never happened,

599
00:42:51,778 --> 00:42:53,899
but she'd have had a chance

600
00:42:53,901 --> 00:42:56,090
to have been dealt with
by professionals

601
00:42:56,093 --> 00:42:59,500
before the world
wanted a piece of her.

602
00:44:02,610 --> 00:44:05,426
♪ I never wanted you ♪

603
00:44:05,429 --> 00:44:08,419
♪ To be my man ♪

604
00:44:08,421 --> 00:44:12,385
♪ I just wanted to see
what you can do ♪

605
00:44:12,943 --> 00:44:14,437
♪ Yeah ♪

606
00:44:14,438 --> 00:44:15,309
No.

607
00:44:15,310 --> 00:44:18,890
♪ Yo yo yeah ♪

608
00:44:18,892 --> 00:44:21,953
The label were
considering letting her go.

609
00:44:21,955 --> 00:44:24,979
She ends up
coming back to Miami.

610
00:44:24,981 --> 00:44:28,179
Guy Moot calls me up,
"Hey, sure you wanna do this?"

611
00:44:28,182 --> 00:44:30,407
I was, like, "Listen,
even if you dropped her,

612
00:44:30,409 --> 00:44:33,224
"I would pay her to come
to my house and sing

613
00:44:33,226 --> 00:44:34,894
'cause this shit
fucking moves me."

614
00:44:34,896 --> 00:44:39,660
♪ Many times when I tried
to set you right ♪

615
00:44:40,914 --> 00:44:43,765
♪ It's just too hard ♪

616
00:44:43,767 --> 00:44:47,453
♪ I never wanted you ♪

617
00:44:47,455 --> 00:44:51,628
♪ To be my man ♪♪

618
00:44:51,630 --> 00:44:55,386
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time she was here.

619
00:44:57,300 --> 00:44:59,317
And she sat out
in my back garden

620
00:44:59,319 --> 00:45:01,057
for, I don't know, four days.

621
00:45:01,059 --> 00:45:03,437
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.

622
00:45:11,773 --> 00:45:14,416
A.

623
00:45:14,418 --> 00:45:16,260
♪ All I can ever be to you ♪

624
00:45:16,262 --> 00:45:18,139
♪ Is the darkness
that we know ♪

625
00:45:18,141 --> 00:45:22,766
♪ And this regret
I got accustomed to ♪

626
00:45:22,768 --> 00:45:26,801
♪ Once it was so right
when we were at our height ♪

627
00:45:26,803 --> 00:45:30,663
♪ Waiting for you
in the hotel at night ♪

628
00:45:30,665 --> 00:45:32,751
♪ I knew I hadn't met my match ♪

629
00:45:32,753 --> 00:45:34,872
♪ With every moment
we could snatch ♪

630
00:45:34,874 --> 00:45:38,665
♪ I don't know
why I got so attached ♪♪

631
00:46:04,097 --> 00:46:08,549
Took me a while to get my head
around a lot of things.

632
00:46:08,551 --> 00:46:10,811
The actual turning point,
when I was alright with it,

633
00:46:10,813 --> 00:46:12,446
was when I started
writing the album.

634
00:46:12,448 --> 00:46:14,395
I write songs because
I'm fucked up in the head

635
00:46:14,397 --> 00:46:17,560
and I need to put it on paper
and then write a song to it

636
00:46:17,562 --> 00:46:19,265
and to feel better about it.

637
00:46:19,267 --> 00:46:20,447
Have something good
out of something bad.

638
00:46:20,449 --> 00:46:22,674
♪ He walks away ♪

639
00:46:22,676 --> 00:46:24,832
♪ The sun goes down ♪

640
00:46:24,834 --> 00:46:27,927
♪ He takes the day
but I'm grown ♪

641
00:46:27,929 --> 00:46:29,910
♪ And in your way ♪

642
00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:31,998
♪ My deep shade ♪

643
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:35,269
♪ My tears dry ♪♪

644
00:46:46,576 --> 00:46:51,097
The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.

645
00:46:51,099 --> 00:46:54,681
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.

646
00:46:57,013 --> 00:46:59,308
But I was still very worried
about her health.

647
00:46:59,310 --> 00:47:02,474
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.

648
00:47:06,024 --> 00:47:07,797
And then she said, "So, listen,

649
00:47:07,799 --> 00:47:10,545
are you leaving 19
to manage me?"

650
00:47:10,547 --> 00:47:12,146
And I said, "D'you know what?

651
00:47:12,148 --> 00:47:14,651
"Unless you let me help you
sort yourself out,

652
00:47:14,653 --> 00:47:16,599
"I'm not doing this shit
for you.

653
00:47:16,601 --> 00:47:19,661
I can't watch you
do yourself in like this."

654
00:47:21,992 --> 00:47:24,496
I remember she came to see me

655
00:47:24,498 --> 00:47:26,689
to talk about wanting
to change management.

656
00:47:26,691 --> 00:47:29,019
I said, "Look,
that's entirely your decision.

657
00:47:29,021 --> 00:47:31,767
We will support you
whatever you wanna do."

658
00:47:31,769 --> 00:47:33,995
Then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.

659
00:47:33,997 --> 00:47:36,986
All I thought is, "Why on earth
are you gonna be managed

660
00:47:36,988 --> 00:47:39,526
by your promoter?"
I remember at the time thinking,

661
00:47:39,528 --> 00:47:41,300
"We're now gonna deal
with a promoter

662
00:47:41,303 --> 00:47:44,362
whose main interest will be
to get her out on the road."

663
00:47:44,364 --> 00:47:46,797
And we knew she was very
vulnerable on the road.

664
00:47:51,042 --> 00:47:54,555
When I first met Amy,
I was her concert promoter.

665
00:47:54,557 --> 00:47:58,347
We got talking and she said
that her contract was up with 19

666
00:47:58,349 --> 00:48:00,226
and she wanted
to explore other possibilities.

667
00:48:00,228 --> 00:48:02,522
She said,
"Would you like to do it?"

668
00:48:02,524 --> 00:48:06,140
And I was, like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it."

669
00:48:06,142 --> 00:48:09,863
We got on quite well, you know.
I'd be the guy that'd turn up

670
00:48:09,865 --> 00:48:11,602
after the gig and say,
"Well done,

671
00:48:11,604 --> 00:48:13,550
have a glass of bubbly."
And I thought,

672
00:48:13,552 --> 00:48:15,325
"Well, sometimes
someone just wants a change

673
00:48:15,327 --> 00:48:17,865
because they feel
it's right for them to change."

674
00:48:17,867 --> 00:48:20,300
It's like switching
bank accounts.

675
00:48:31,747 --> 00:48:34,111
I was way too close
to Amy.

676
00:48:34,113 --> 00:48:36,443
I shouldn't have ever been
that close.

677
00:48:36,445 --> 00:48:37,939
It should've been business.

678
00:48:37,941 --> 00:48:41,035
But when you're 19,
you meet a 16-year-old

679
00:48:41,037 --> 00:48:44,166
and you go through that,
you don't understand that.

680
00:48:56,483 --> 00:48:59,334
We'd spent
all these years together.

681
00:49:01,075 --> 00:49:05,353
And all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, I wasn't there.

682
00:49:20,175 --> 00:49:22,504
When I started writing
the first song about Blake,

683
00:49:22,507 --> 00:49:24,349
the other songs
just wrote themselves.

684
00:49:24,351 --> 00:49:27,863
I was really was on a roll.
Because I had these feelings,

685
00:49:27,865 --> 00:49:29,741
had these words
floating around in me.

686
00:49:29,743 --> 00:49:33,220
When you write a song, you have
to remember how you felt,

687
00:49:33,222 --> 00:49:36,108
what the weather was like,
what his neck smelt like.

688
00:49:36,110 --> 00:49:37,882
You have to remember all of it.

689
00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:47,762
She would tell me stories
about Blake

690
00:49:47,764 --> 00:49:51,832
and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.

691
00:49:51,835 --> 00:49:54,825
That first day,
she wrote Back to Black,

692
00:49:54,827 --> 00:49:58,617
all the lyrics and the melody,
in two or three hours.

693
00:51:23,611 --> 00:51:25,940
♪ Black ♪

694
00:51:28,481 --> 00:51:30,776
♪ Black ♪

695
00:51:32,864 --> 00:51:35,021
♪ Black ♪♪

696
00:51:37,039 --> 00:51:40,239
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?

697
00:51:40,241 --> 00:51:42,257
Rrrr...
Boom, boom, boom.

698
00:51:42,259 --> 00:51:44,588
I love that. Yes, Amy.

699
00:51:44,590 --> 00:51:46,466
Yeah!

700
00:51:49,878 --> 00:51:51,684
It was just one of those
serendipitous things.

701
00:51:51,687 --> 00:51:54,086
Like, I just caught her
at that magic moment, you know,

702
00:51:54,088 --> 00:51:56,312
and she was just ready
to get it going.

703
00:51:56,314 --> 00:51:59,234
That's why I couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying

704
00:51:59,236 --> 00:52:03,131
about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.

705
00:52:06,403 --> 00:52:10,611
I went out to New York to
kinda hear what they were doing.

706
00:52:10,613 --> 00:52:14,716
And the day I was flying out,
I got a call from management

707
00:52:14,718 --> 00:52:16,943
saying that Amy's nan
had fallen ill

708
00:52:16,945 --> 00:52:21,048
and she wanted to get
straight back to her nan.

709
00:52:50,411 --> 00:52:53,611
Cynthia used to look after Amy.

710
00:52:53,613 --> 00:52:58,900
She was like the mother
that I didn't have.

711
00:52:58,902 --> 00:53:04,153
My own mother
was not really motherly to me.

712
00:53:05,476 --> 00:53:10,659
So Amy and Cynthia
were very, very close.

713
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:16,156
My mum died May 5th, 2006.

714
00:53:16,158 --> 00:53:18,173
She had lung cancer.

715
00:53:21,514 --> 00:53:24,261
Cynthia was a very strong
person in her life

716
00:53:24,264 --> 00:53:28,749
and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.

717
00:53:30,212 --> 00:53:32,924
That killed her inside.

718
00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:43,014
Well, hang on,
I'm not playing this track now.

719
00:53:43,016 --> 00:53:45,031
Not playing this track now.

720
00:53:45,033 --> 00:53:47,884
I'm not playing this track now.

721
00:53:47,886 --> 00:53:51,085
I spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.

722
00:53:51,087 --> 00:53:53,938
Yeah, yeah. Okay.

723
00:53:53,940 --> 00:53:56,652
We were making
the back end of the record

724
00:53:56,654 --> 00:53:58,217
and we were
at Metropolis Studios

725
00:53:58,219 --> 00:54:02,426
and Amy had bits of vocal
to finish.

726
00:54:02,428 --> 00:54:06,149
Have I got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?

727
00:54:06,152 --> 00:54:08,410
- It's quite fun, really.
- An acoustic session?

728
00:54:08,412 --> 00:54:11,855
Never been filmed like this.
I've never done it before.

729
00:54:13,491 --> 00:54:16,829
She was having a couple
of whiskey-and-Cokes.

730
00:54:16,831 --> 00:54:18,674
We had broke for lunch.

731
00:54:18,676 --> 00:54:21,805
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food

732
00:54:21,807 --> 00:54:24,901
and she had a big dessert
as well.

733
00:54:24,903 --> 00:54:28,937
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while,

734
00:54:28,939 --> 00:54:34,398
and 45 minutes later
came back a bit kind of dazed.

735
00:54:37,983 --> 00:54:41,844
And the studio manager pulled me
out of the session and said,

736
00:54:41,846 --> 00:54:44,835
"Look, I need you to come
and see something."

737
00:54:44,837 --> 00:54:47,654
She took me
to the women's toilets

738
00:54:47,656 --> 00:54:49,915
and Amy had thrown everything up

739
00:54:49,917 --> 00:54:52,872
and literally
redecorated the toilets.

740
00:54:52,874 --> 00:54:55,168
She'd obviously been
wiping her face,

741
00:54:55,170 --> 00:54:59,447
and all the mascara had
been rubbed off on the towels.

742
00:54:59,449 --> 00:55:01,674
And that's when I kinda realized

743
00:55:01,676 --> 00:55:03,866
that something serious
was wrong.

744
00:55:06,616 --> 00:55:10,615
I had a toffee fudge...
but I ate it.

745
00:55:12,321 --> 00:55:13,886
Yummy.

746
00:55:13,888 --> 00:55:18,374
When she was probably 15,
she one day said,

747
00:55:18,376 --> 00:55:20,670
"I've got this
really great diet, Mum.

748
00:55:20,672 --> 00:55:25,714
I eat what I want and then,
I just bring it all up."

749
00:55:26,759 --> 00:55:29,228
I know, I'm a pig.

750
00:55:29,230 --> 00:55:32,950
I know I'm a pig,
I just... can't help it.

751
00:55:32,952 --> 00:55:36,638
I obviously
did not think that deeply of it.

752
00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:39,212
My feeling was, it would pass.

753
00:55:40,710 --> 00:55:44,222
And then she told Mitchell
about it.

754
00:55:44,224 --> 00:55:49,615
He also sort of pushed it aside,
not taking it seriously.

755
00:55:51,355 --> 00:55:54,277
That basically is bulimia.

756
00:55:55,009 --> 00:55:57,443
And it doesn't pass.

757
00:56:01,062 --> 00:56:02,800
- Hello.
- Hello. You alright?

758
00:56:02,803 --> 00:56:04,401
Welcome to the show.
Now, you've been away

759
00:56:04,403 --> 00:56:06,244
for a little while.
What have you been up to?

760
00:56:06,246 --> 00:56:08,263
I've done an album.
It's called Back To Black.

761
00:56:08,265 --> 00:56:10,141
Mm-hmm.
How would you describe it?

762
00:56:10,143 --> 00:56:13,272
It's a lot more... more...

763
00:56:13,274 --> 00:56:14,872
I don't wanna say more raw,

764
00:56:14,874 --> 00:56:16,856
but it's not got all the clever,
like, jazz chords.

765
00:56:16,858 --> 00:56:19,257
It's not really like that now.
I've been listening

766
00:56:19,259 --> 00:56:21,691
to a lot of girl groups,
a lot of garage bands.

767
00:56:21,694 --> 00:56:23,814
It's kinda what it's like.
It's a lot more guitar.

768
00:56:23,816 --> 00:56:25,414
I'm a guitarist,
I've been listening

769
00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:26,840
to a lot more guitar bands.
In Camden,

770
00:56:26,842 --> 00:56:28,545
you can't really
get away from it, so...

771
00:56:28,547 --> 00:56:30,806
- You can't.
- It rubbed off on me.

772
00:56:30,808 --> 00:56:32,894
Would you go as far as to say

773
00:56:32,896 --> 00:56:35,051
it's a bit more accessible
than your debut?

774
00:56:35,053 --> 00:56:36,547
I'd say it was more accessible.

775
00:56:36,549 --> 00:56:39,017
It's not necessarily more poppy,
but, you know,

776
00:56:39,019 --> 00:56:41,139
jazz is quite an exclusive.
Not exclu...

777
00:56:41,141 --> 00:56:43,435
It's quite an elitist music,
you know,

778
00:56:43,437 --> 00:56:46,428
and this album's
a lot less like that.

779
00:57:15,965 --> 00:57:20,243
♪ I'd rather be at home
with Ray ♪

780
00:57:22,645 --> 00:57:24,975
So let's talk
about your music, then.

781
00:57:24,977 --> 00:57:27,306
And Rehab has gone down so well.

782
00:57:27,308 --> 00:57:30,889
Are you kind of surprised
by the reaction to it?

783
00:57:30,891 --> 00:57:32,489
Uh... I am, actually.

784
00:57:32,491 --> 00:57:34,020
I never even thought
it'd be a single, really.

785
00:57:34,022 --> 00:57:35,516
The record company were like,

786
00:57:35,518 --> 00:57:37,812
"We want it to be a single."
And I was, like,

787
00:57:37,814 --> 00:57:40,282
"Okay, I love all of it,"
know what I mean?

788
00:57:40,284 --> 00:57:42,161
I'm really proud of it.

789
00:57:42,163 --> 00:57:44,248
Now, the Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.

790
00:57:44,251 --> 00:57:45,640
Did you have a good time?

791
00:57:45,642 --> 00:57:47,693
I had too good a time,
to be honest.

792
00:57:47,695 --> 00:57:49,885
If that's possible.

793
00:57:49,887 --> 00:57:52,529
Alcohol is bad, kids.

794
00:57:53,469 --> 00:57:56,321
♪ ...in a shot glass ♪

795
00:57:56,324 --> 00:57:59,209
♪ They tried to make
me go to rehab ♪

796
00:57:59,211 --> 00:58:02,792
♪ I said no no no ♪♪

797
00:58:08,081 --> 00:58:10,028
Can you tie that any tighter?

798
00:58:10,030 --> 00:58:12,568
What are you doing?
You have to be able to sing.

799
00:58:12,570 --> 00:58:15,108
How can you breathe when
you're singing? That's tight.

800
00:58:15,110 --> 00:58:18,622
Breathe? Sing? What?

801
00:58:20,259 --> 00:58:24,153
There was already
this atmosphere of celebrity...

802
00:58:24,155 --> 00:58:26,379
all tied into Rehab.

803
00:58:26,381 --> 00:58:29,093
Rehab was the pivotal song.

804
00:58:29,095 --> 00:58:32,816
It was the song that gets her
into a particular place,

805
00:58:32,818 --> 00:58:35,321
her becoming a commercial star.

806
00:58:36,887 --> 00:58:40,887
The winner of the Best
British Female this year,

807
00:58:40,889 --> 00:58:44,018
way more rock'n'roll
than Liam Gallagher,

808
00:58:44,020 --> 00:58:47,115
it's the one, the only...
Amy Winehouse!

809
00:59:50,364 --> 00:59:52,972
Okay, let's just go.
Get the... get the... Go.

810
00:59:52,975 --> 00:59:56,730
Ali, just go, man.

811
01:01:12,991 --> 01:01:16,921
♪ We're...
we're still friends ♪

812
01:01:19,740 --> 01:01:23,775
♪ We're still friends ♪

813
01:01:25,550 --> 01:01:30,350
♪ We're still
friends ♪♪

814
01:01:50,217 --> 01:01:54,564
Ooh. Rach, this is Blake.
He's my fiancé.

815
01:01:54,566 --> 01:01:56,268
Hello.

816
01:02:10,987 --> 01:02:12,795
Turn the volume up!

817
01:02:12,797 --> 01:02:16,691
We're kickin' off
the 107 days of summer,

818
01:02:16,693 --> 01:02:19,544
on 107.5, WBLS!

819
01:02:19,546 --> 01:02:22,083
♪ No no no ♪

820
01:02:22,085 --> 01:02:26,676
♪ The man said
Why do you think you're here ♪

821
01:02:28,103 --> 01:02:31,860
♪ I said I got no... ♪

822
01:02:34,331 --> 01:02:36,834
♪ I'm gonna ♪

823
01:02:36,836 --> 01:02:39,965
♪ I'm gonna lose my baby ♪

824
01:02:42,367 --> 01:02:45,044
♪ So I always keep ♪

825
01:02:45,046 --> 01:02:49,880
♪ A bottle near ♪

826
01:02:49,882 --> 01:02:54,160
♪ He said
I just think you're depressed ♪

827
01:02:55,761 --> 01:02:57,778
♪ This me ♪

828
01:02:57,780 --> 01:02:59,761
♪ Yeah baby ♪

829
01:02:59,763 --> 01:03:02,683
♪ And the rest ♪

830
01:03:02,685 --> 01:03:04,944
I love, not like, Amy Winehouse,

831
01:03:04,947 --> 01:03:07,901
because her voice
is the most original voice

832
01:03:07,904 --> 01:03:11,555
that I've heard in the last,
I dunno, 10 years.

833
01:03:11,557 --> 01:03:14,929
My daughter turned on to it,
everybody got turned on to it.

834
01:03:14,931 --> 01:03:17,365
And I've turned all my friends
on to it.

835
01:03:17,367 --> 01:03:20,183
Her CD is entitled
Back to Black.

836
01:03:20,185 --> 01:03:21,888
Please welcome Amy Winehouse.

837
01:03:23,071 --> 01:03:25,401
♪ I just ♪

838
01:03:25,404 --> 01:03:29,158
♪ Oh I just need a friend ♪

839
01:03:30,934 --> 01:03:36,500
♪ See I'm not gonna spare
ten weeks ♪

840
01:03:36,502 --> 01:03:39,457
♪ Have everyone think ♪

841
01:03:39,459 --> 01:03:44,501
♪ I'm on the mend ♪

842
01:03:44,503 --> 01:03:48,433
♪ And it's not just my pride ♪

843
01:03:49,616 --> 01:03:54,207
♪ It's just till these tears ♪

844
01:03:54,209 --> 01:03:56,713
♪ Have dried ♪

845
01:03:56,715 --> 01:03:58,904
♪ They tried to make me go
to rehab ♪

846
01:03:58,906 --> 01:04:02,766
Amy called me.
Then I saw her in New York.

847
01:04:02,768 --> 01:04:05,027
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.

848
01:04:05,029 --> 01:04:06,627
She was almost embarrassed

849
01:04:06,629 --> 01:04:09,029
by the fact
that she was doing so well.

850
01:04:09,031 --> 01:04:11,567
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear

851
01:04:11,570 --> 01:04:16,021
about where things were gonna go
and how she was gonna handle it.

852
01:04:16,023 --> 01:04:17,725
She was just, like,

853
01:04:17,728 --> 01:04:20,996
"What am I supposed to do
in this space, you know?"

854
01:04:20,998 --> 01:04:23,571
♪ I won't go go go ♪♪

855
01:04:28,059 --> 01:04:31,607
Amy Winehouse! Nice job!
Thank you very, very much!

856
01:04:37,940 --> 01:04:41,279
Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.

857
01:04:41,281 --> 01:04:43,331
In our business,

858
01:04:43,333 --> 01:04:46,636
there's nothing
that can prepare you

859
01:04:46,638 --> 01:04:48,201
for that level of success.

860
01:04:48,204 --> 01:04:51,055
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,

861
01:04:51,057 --> 01:04:54,255
you can try
and prepare them for it,

862
01:04:54,257 --> 01:04:58,465
but at the end of the day,
until you go through it,

863
01:04:58,467 --> 01:05:00,691
it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.

864
01:05:06,155 --> 01:05:10,503
By yourself! By yourself!
By yourself!!

865
01:05:32,282 --> 01:05:35,204
How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?

866
01:05:35,206 --> 01:05:37,117
- Really well, baby!
- Yeah? Enjoying yourself?

867
01:05:37,119 --> 01:05:40,074
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?

868
01:05:40,076 --> 01:05:42,161
What's he like at shooting?

869
01:05:43,276 --> 01:05:45,605
It's a lifelong dream come true.

870
01:05:45,607 --> 01:05:48,772
What do you think
about the broken glass?

871
01:05:48,774 --> 01:05:52,320
Um, I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

872
01:05:52,322 --> 01:05:55,173
Did you? Did you outline it?

873
01:05:55,175 --> 01:05:58,548
I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

874
01:05:58,550 --> 01:06:00,635
I can't see any scars.

875
01:06:05,403 --> 01:06:08,637
It's just chicken scratch.

876
01:06:19,944 --> 01:06:22,657
So what's been your highlight
of the day?

877
01:06:22,659 --> 01:06:25,963
Um...
it'll be in about five minutes.

878
01:06:25,965 --> 01:06:27,319
When?

879
01:06:27,321 --> 01:06:30,520
We go in the toilet
and I fucking...

880
01:06:32,191 --> 01:06:34,695
- Blake, sit here.
- Yes, Terry, sir.

881
01:06:34,697 --> 01:06:36,538
Amy, sit there.

882
01:06:42,140 --> 01:06:44,227
Amy.

883
01:06:44,229 --> 01:06:46,524
That's good, that's lovely.

884
01:06:52,614 --> 01:06:56,369
You've been famous in the UK
for a little while longer.

885
01:06:56,371 --> 01:06:59,604
Does it seem like it's different
how you're treated here,

886
01:06:59,606 --> 01:07:01,379
in a way too, compared to...

887
01:07:01,381 --> 01:07:04,614
The way people write about you,
it's almost like a 23-year-old's

888
01:07:04,616 --> 01:07:06,527
never wanted go out
and have fun before.

889
01:07:06,529 --> 01:07:08,476
It's kind of hypocritical,
in a way, too.

890
01:07:08,478 --> 01:07:12,129
Uh... I wouldn't know,
I really wouldn't know.

891
01:07:17,244 --> 01:07:20,339
Um... you guys have known
each other for a long time.

892
01:07:20,342 --> 01:07:22,635
You've known each other...
You grew up together?

893
01:07:22,638 --> 01:07:24,688
- Almost.
- Almost?

894
01:07:28,483 --> 01:07:30,637
You were fighting
to get her back?

895
01:08:16,109 --> 01:08:19,100
And what happened?

896
01:08:36,287 --> 01:08:38,235
The day we got married,

897
01:08:38,237 --> 01:08:41,157
we went out on a boat
around Miami,

898
01:08:41,159 --> 01:08:44,706
smoked a cigar and...
it was like a real achievement,

899
01:08:44,708 --> 01:08:48,115
an amazing thing that me
and her had actually done.

900
01:08:48,117 --> 01:08:49,611
We'd actually gotten married.

901
01:08:49,613 --> 01:08:52,742
And we did it
exactly how we wanted to.

902
01:08:52,744 --> 01:08:55,073
You lazy people!

903
01:08:56,780 --> 01:08:59,700
Hurray! Wave!

904
01:09:03,285 --> 01:09:06,519
Her whole thing was she wanted
to feel how he felt.

905
01:09:06,521 --> 01:09:09,302
And she was, "I just wanna feel
what he's feeling.

906
01:09:09,304 --> 01:09:11,215
"I wanna be on the same level.

907
01:09:11,217 --> 01:09:13,164
Otherwise he's there
and I'm here."

908
01:09:13,166 --> 01:09:15,912
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.

909
01:09:30,769 --> 01:09:33,168
Welcome back to 45th at Night.

910
01:09:33,171 --> 01:09:36,230
Please give a warm,
warm round of applause

911
01:09:36,232 --> 01:09:37,796
for Amy Winehouse.

912
01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:39,061
♪ Yeah I cheated myself ♪

913
01:10:39,063 --> 01:10:44,210
♪ Like I knew
I knew I would ♪

914
01:10:45,150 --> 01:10:46,959
♪ I told you ♪

915
01:10:46,961 --> 01:10:49,115
♪ I was trouble ♪

916
01:10:49,117 --> 01:10:53,742
♪ You know that I'm no good ♪♪

917
01:10:55,448 --> 01:10:58,300
Thank you very much.

918
01:11:11,591 --> 01:11:14,965
Oh, have they? Bollocks.
Have they? Fuck.

919
01:11:14,967 --> 01:11:17,399
I heard about that as well.

920
01:11:18,862 --> 01:11:22,201
Amy,
can you talk in the kitchen?

921
01:11:38,901 --> 01:11:41,927
After we came back
from America, married,

922
01:11:41,929 --> 01:11:46,276
that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.

923
01:11:46,278 --> 01:11:48,954
I'd used by then and enjoyed it.

924
01:11:48,957 --> 01:11:52,885
It completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.

925
01:11:54,000 --> 01:11:56,609
And then Amy tried it with me.

926
01:11:56,611 --> 01:12:01,305
And it just got a grip of both
of us really quickly from then.

927
01:12:01,307 --> 01:12:03,915
Amy.

928
01:12:03,917 --> 01:12:05,724
- Yeah?
- Come in here.

929
01:12:05,726 --> 01:12:08,089
- Coming!
- Oh, change the record.

930
01:12:08,092 --> 01:12:10,420
Just come on.

931
01:12:10,422 --> 01:12:12,577
Pass me a little, uh...

932
01:13:14,435 --> 01:13:16,696
Come on!

933
01:13:26,055 --> 01:13:28,663
Are you alright
keeping the rollers in?

934
01:13:28,665 --> 01:13:30,681
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

935
01:13:30,683 --> 01:13:34,751
Do you ever have time
to stand back and think,

936
01:13:34,753 --> 01:13:37,500
"This is alright.
Quite good, this."

937
01:13:37,502 --> 01:13:39,448
Yeah. Uh...

938
01:13:42,407 --> 01:13:45,258
Uh, I dunno. Yeah, I suppose so.

939
01:13:45,260 --> 01:13:49,398
I suppose if my husband's happy,
I'm happy. Um...

940
01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:52,460
But, yeah, I've done well,
I've done really well.

941
01:13:52,462 --> 01:13:54,234
But, um...

942
01:13:54,236 --> 01:13:59,730
I just want to be able to go
and do a next... an album again,

943
01:13:59,733 --> 01:14:01,122
and... keep doing...

944
01:14:01,125 --> 01:14:03,036
just keep doing music
really well,

945
01:14:03,038 --> 01:14:05,193
rather than...
I love doing gigs, though.

946
01:14:05,195 --> 01:14:09,542
I just want to go and do
another album now, so...

947
01:14:10,064 --> 01:14:12,359
Yeah.

948
01:14:32,330 --> 01:14:36,017
I got a phone call
in the middle of the night,

949
01:14:36,019 --> 01:14:37,512
and Blake said to me,

950
01:14:37,514 --> 01:14:39,253
"Something's happened.

951
01:14:39,255 --> 01:14:41,514
"She doesn't know who I am
and she keeps saying your name.

952
01:14:41,516 --> 01:14:44,818
Can you come round?"
So obviously I got up,

953
01:14:44,820 --> 01:14:47,637
and I got in the car
and I started driving.

954
01:14:47,639 --> 01:14:51,569
I got a phone call from Blake,
freaking out, off his nut,

955
01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:53,620
saying she's overdosed.

956
01:14:53,623 --> 01:14:55,291
And I said, "Right.

957
01:14:55,293 --> 01:15:00,996
Go to the closest hospital now
and I'll be there."

958
01:15:00,998 --> 01:15:05,171
She was petrified.
He was petrified.

959
01:15:05,173 --> 01:15:07,537
She looked like a child.

960
01:15:07,539 --> 01:15:10,598
She scared herself, basically.

961
01:15:12,026 --> 01:15:16,791
And the doctor called us
into a room and said,

962
01:15:16,793 --> 01:15:19,296
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin,

963
01:15:19,298 --> 01:15:22,601
"alcohol and crack cocaine
in her blood system,

964
01:15:22,603 --> 01:15:25,593
"we're amazed
she's not in a coma.

965
01:15:25,595 --> 01:15:28,481
"You've got away with it
this time,

966
01:15:28,483 --> 01:15:30,847
"but she's a petite, young girl;

967
01:15:30,849 --> 01:15:34,151
her body
can't keep up with this."

968
01:15:34,153 --> 01:15:36,378
She was asleep
and it was very calm.

969
01:15:36,380 --> 01:15:40,240
Nicky was one side of the bed,
I was the other side of the bed,

970
01:15:40,242 --> 01:15:42,675
and we said,
"What are we gonna do now?

971
01:15:42,677 --> 01:15:44,692
How do we deal with this?"

972
01:15:44,694 --> 01:15:46,467
And then it all just started up.

973
01:15:46,469 --> 01:15:48,207
The whole circus
started up again.

974
01:15:48,209 --> 01:15:52,903
And that's when
Raye and Mitch decided

975
01:15:52,905 --> 01:15:54,991
to do an intervention.

976
01:16:06,020 --> 01:16:07,828
Within... hours,

977
01:16:07,830 --> 01:16:12,003
there were Sun, The Mirror,
News Of The World journalists

978
01:16:12,005 --> 01:16:13,639
booked up in every room.

979
01:16:13,641 --> 01:16:15,412
Every single conversation
that happened

980
01:16:15,414 --> 01:16:17,778
was in the Sun and The Mirror.

981
01:16:17,780 --> 01:16:21,222
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.

982
01:16:21,224 --> 01:16:25,467
And there's pictures
of all of us there, sat outside.

983
01:16:25,469 --> 01:16:29,781
Amy was awake
by then and she was eating,

984
01:16:29,783 --> 01:16:34,373
but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.

985
01:16:34,375 --> 01:16:37,783
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye

986
01:16:37,785 --> 01:16:39,417
and he said to me,

987
01:16:39,419 --> 01:16:43,314
"If she has another seizure,
she'll die."

988
01:16:43,316 --> 01:16:48,498
And then I was told that she was
going to America to perform.

989
01:16:48,500 --> 01:16:51,281
I was, like, "No, she's not."

990
01:16:53,058 --> 01:16:55,664
We had Mitchell
in a hotel room with us,

991
01:16:55,666 --> 01:16:57,160
begging him,
"Please do something."

992
01:16:57,162 --> 01:16:59,874
"What am I gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour."

993
01:16:59,877 --> 01:17:01,614
"Take her passport away
from her,

994
01:17:01,616 --> 01:17:03,771
do something so she can't go
on tour. She needs help."

995
01:17:03,773 --> 01:17:06,137
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked."

996
01:17:06,139 --> 01:17:10,137
So I went into her
room and I stole her passport.

997
01:17:10,139 --> 01:17:13,825
And then I got told,
"What you done that for?

998
01:17:13,827 --> 01:17:17,826
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"

999
01:17:17,828 --> 01:17:20,192
The doctor's just been round

1000
01:17:20,194 --> 01:17:23,079
to check her blood
and check everything.

1001
01:17:23,081 --> 01:17:28,089
Blake's managed to get to Hook,
get into her bedroom,

1002
01:17:28,091 --> 01:17:30,002
and the next checkup,

1003
01:17:30,004 --> 01:17:33,551
the doctors found out she's
got heroin in her blood again.

1004
01:17:34,805 --> 01:17:37,378
When I found out,
with the girls,

1005
01:17:37,380 --> 01:17:39,117
that she was taking heroin,

1006
01:17:39,119 --> 01:17:42,979
and we went to this hotel room
that she was staying in,

1007
01:17:42,981 --> 01:17:46,319
and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.

1008
01:17:46,321 --> 01:17:48,406
Her manager
then said something like,

1009
01:17:48,408 --> 01:17:50,494
"Girls, there are lots
of professionals,

1010
01:17:50,496 --> 01:17:53,034
"lawyers and doctors,
all sorts of people,

1011
01:17:53,036 --> 01:17:55,434
that function on this stuff."

1012
01:17:57,001 --> 01:18:01,906
In helping promote the album,
and get the shows on the road,

1013
01:18:01,908 --> 01:18:05,767
I kind of done
what I was supposed to do.

1014
01:18:05,769 --> 01:18:09,176
And I felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.

1015
01:18:09,178 --> 01:18:13,629
I'm here, but there's only
so much I can do about this.

1016
01:18:13,631 --> 01:18:15,578
Amy Winehouse has pulled out

1017
01:18:15,580 --> 01:18:19,370
of a string of concerts in
the U.S. and Canada next month

1018
01:18:19,372 --> 01:18:21,562
because of health issues.
The 23-year-old...

1019
01:18:21,564 --> 01:18:23,545
Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,

1020
01:18:23,547 --> 01:18:26,398
but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,

1021
01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:28,624
this time in Norway,
after she was admitted

1022
01:18:28,626 --> 01:18:30,364
to a hospital in London
yesterday.

1023
01:18:30,366 --> 01:18:33,425
Her record company said it was
just down to severe exhaustion,

1024
01:18:33,427 --> 01:18:36,904
but with her reputation
for hard drinking and drugs...

1025
01:18:36,906 --> 01:18:41,148
The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand,

1026
01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:45,706
who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.

1027
01:18:45,708 --> 01:18:48,941
And then, also,
Mitch had gotten involved.

1028
01:18:48,943 --> 01:18:52,490
And I first met Amy
when she came with Blake

1029
01:18:52,492 --> 01:18:54,752
to be assessed for treatment.

1030
01:18:54,754 --> 01:18:57,743
It was very much
being led by Blake,

1031
01:18:57,745 --> 01:18:59,518
although I did think

1032
01:18:59,520 --> 01:19:03,623
she was probably more willing
to go to rehab than he was.

1033
01:19:04,876 --> 01:19:07,937
She was a very vulnerable woman.

1034
01:19:07,940 --> 01:19:11,903
And I felt very clearly
that it was a common case

1035
01:19:11,905 --> 01:19:14,408
of one person having a situation

1036
01:19:14,410 --> 01:19:17,469
that was very beneficial
to their using,

1037
01:19:17,472 --> 01:19:20,462
not wanting the other person
to get better

1038
01:19:20,464 --> 01:19:23,245
for fear of losing
the gravy train.

1039
01:19:24,707 --> 01:19:27,489
They were insistent
on doing rehab together,

1040
01:19:27,492 --> 01:19:31,629
which, of course, we would've
considered to be disastrous.

1041
01:19:31,631 --> 01:19:33,925
I would personally find it
almost unethical

1042
01:19:33,927 --> 01:19:37,439
to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.

1043
01:19:37,441 --> 01:19:40,153
But her management, and Mitch,

1044
01:19:40,155 --> 01:19:44,814
managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.

1045
01:20:00,471 --> 01:20:03,149
Oh, it's recording shit.

1046
01:20:03,151 --> 01:20:04,645
It won't stop.

1047
01:20:04,647 --> 01:20:08,194
- Hey, uh... say hello.
- Hello!

1048
01:20:08,196 --> 01:20:11,081
Amy, got anything to say?

1049
01:20:13,796 --> 01:20:16,578
Only if you sing
your favourite hit, Rehab.

1050
01:20:16,580 --> 01:20:20,614
♪ They tried to make me go
I said no ♪♪

1051
01:20:20,616 --> 01:20:23,745
Where are we right now? Amy?

1052
01:20:26,633 --> 01:20:29,729
Alex, can you say?
Where are we?

1053
01:20:32,373 --> 01:20:34,251
Known to some as...

1054
01:20:38,011 --> 01:20:41,174
So can we have the new updated
version of Rehab, please, Amy?

1055
01:20:41,177 --> 01:20:43,366
First time? Amy?

1056
01:20:43,368 --> 01:20:45,315
I want the new version of Rehab.

1057
01:20:45,317 --> 01:20:48,168
Please, baby,
for our personal private movie.

1058
01:21:10,329 --> 01:21:13,459
They came back from Osea Island,

1059
01:21:13,462 --> 01:21:18,087
and had a suite at the hotel,
and they binged.

1060
01:21:18,089 --> 01:21:19,722
It was ugly.

1061
01:21:19,724 --> 01:21:23,201
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.

1062
01:21:24,003 --> 01:21:26,262
I kicked off...

1063
01:21:26,264 --> 01:21:30,403
I broke a bottle
and I cut my arm.

1064
01:21:32,143 --> 01:21:37,500
And then she grabbed the bottle
off me and she nicked her arm,

1065
01:21:37,502 --> 01:21:41,327
and she said,
"I'll do anything you do."

1066
01:21:58,410 --> 01:22:00,079
She said,

1067
01:22:00,081 --> 01:22:03,280
"Love is, in some ways,
killing me, Raye Raye."

1068
01:22:03,282 --> 01:22:06,063
She felt torn
between those two things:

1069
01:22:06,065 --> 01:22:08,185
the guy that she really loved,

1070
01:22:08,187 --> 01:22:12,081
but having to keep up with
the consumption of substances

1071
01:22:12,083 --> 01:22:17,682
that they both were trying
to do at the same time.

1072
01:22:17,684 --> 01:22:21,857
It was just a horrible pendulum
swinging one way to the other,

1073
01:22:21,859 --> 01:22:24,988
one extreme to the other,
all the time.

1074
01:24:58,554 --> 01:25:02,379
Thank you.

1075
01:25:07,947 --> 01:25:09,651
Ladies and gentlemen,
Amy Winehouse!

1076
01:25:09,653 --> 01:25:12,225
And I've worked
with a lot of people.

1077
01:25:12,227 --> 01:25:15,704
I'm telling you,
she has one of the best voices

1078
01:25:15,707 --> 01:25:18,243
of anybody of all time.
Amy Winehouse!

1079
01:25:21,480 --> 01:25:23,323
More trouble for Amy Winehouse.

1080
01:25:23,325 --> 01:25:26,871
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night,

1081
01:25:26,873 --> 01:25:30,699
who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.

1082
01:25:30,701 --> 01:25:32,368
This was the moment

1083
01:25:32,370 --> 01:25:35,325
police arrested and handcuffed
Blake Fielder-Civil

1084
01:25:35,327 --> 01:25:39,848
on suspicion of attempting to
pervert the course of justice.

1085
01:25:39,850 --> 01:25:41,901
A spokesman for the star saying

1086
01:25:41,903 --> 01:25:44,963
she was in no way
connected with the arrest.

1087
01:25:46,948 --> 01:25:49,381
Shut the door.

1088
01:25:52,861 --> 01:25:54,983
When he went to jail,

1089
01:25:54,985 --> 01:25:56,756
she spiralled...

1090
01:25:56,758 --> 01:25:58,948
downward very quickly.

1091
01:26:17,110 --> 01:26:19,301
Amy! Amy! Amy!

1092
01:26:19,303 --> 01:26:21,909
Get out of the way!

1093
01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,168
For Album of the Year:

1094
01:26:47,170 --> 01:26:50,925
Amy Winehouse for Back to Black.

1095
01:26:50,927 --> 01:26:54,438
For Best Female
Pop Vocal Performance:

1096
01:26:54,440 --> 01:26:56,526
Amy Winehouse for Rehab.

1097
01:26:58,163 --> 01:27:01,083
Can somebody wake her up
this afternoon around 6:00

1098
01:27:01,085 --> 01:27:03,032
and tell her?

1099
01:27:03,034 --> 01:27:04,911
Drunk ass.

1100
01:27:06,547 --> 01:27:09,329
For Best New Artist,
the nominees are...

1101
01:27:12,044 --> 01:27:17,713
We did everything
within our power to help Amy.

1102
01:27:17,715 --> 01:27:21,296
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.

1103
01:27:21,298 --> 01:27:24,810
And I felt that
that's Amy's responsibility

1104
01:27:24,812 --> 01:27:27,072
to get herself well.

1105
01:27:30,275 --> 01:27:31,873
I'm sorry...

1106
01:27:31,875 --> 01:27:34,065
Okay, fellas, make some room,
please.

1107
01:27:34,067 --> 01:27:37,891
- This way, this way.
- Can't see the steps.

1108
01:27:37,893 --> 01:27:41,475
By then, she was incredibly
famous, very wealthy,

1109
01:27:41,477 --> 01:27:44,884
and she had a complete
infrastructure around her

1110
01:27:44,887 --> 01:27:47,772
where everybody
was doing everything for her.

1111
01:27:47,774 --> 01:27:49,476
And that's not real life.

1112
01:27:55,079 --> 01:28:00,018
We had the Grammys coming up.
I said, "You need to be clean.

1113
01:28:00,020 --> 01:28:03,323
If you're not clean,
you're not doing anything."

1114
01:28:03,325 --> 01:28:07,672
So I had a contract drawn up
and it said,

1115
01:28:07,674 --> 01:28:09,689
"You, Amy Winehouse,

1116
01:28:09,692 --> 01:28:14,213
"have agreed
to go to a facility now.

1117
01:28:14,215 --> 01:28:16,648
"You're never gonna make
another record again,

1118
01:28:16,650 --> 01:28:19,257
"you're never going
to perform ever again

1119
01:28:19,259 --> 01:28:21,240
unless you get clean."

1120
01:28:21,242 --> 01:28:24,684
And God bless her, she did.

1121
01:28:35,993 --> 01:28:37,452
Live,

1122
01:28:37,455 --> 01:28:39,470
it's music's
biggest night of the year

1123
01:28:39,472 --> 01:28:42,253
as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences

1124
01:28:42,255 --> 01:28:45,350
presents
the annual Grammy Awards.

1125
01:28:49,317 --> 01:28:50,916
This is going live tonight

1126
01:28:50,918 --> 01:28:53,247
thanks to the Grammys
in the States, okay?

1127
01:28:53,249 --> 01:28:56,413
Now, the lady behind me
is up for six awards!

1128
01:28:58,607 --> 01:29:01,666
She's already won two.

1129
01:29:04,104 --> 01:29:05,911
Grazie!

1130
01:29:05,913 --> 01:29:07,720
Thank you!

1131
01:29:09,077 --> 01:29:11,582
Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome

1132
01:29:11,584 --> 01:29:14,330
two Grammy favourites:
Natalie Cole

1133
01:29:14,332 --> 01:29:16,556
and Tony Bennett.

1134
01:29:26,403 --> 01:29:28,037
Good evening.

1135
01:29:28,039 --> 01:29:31,273
Grammy history has never
sounded or looked any better

1136
01:29:31,275 --> 01:29:33,256
than this man right here.

1137
01:29:33,258 --> 01:29:36,665
That's right!

1138
01:29:39,171 --> 01:29:41,918
Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett.

1139
01:29:44,217 --> 01:29:47,311
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.

1140
01:29:49,886 --> 01:29:52,391
Irreplaceable: Beyoncé.

1141
01:29:54,584 --> 01:29:56,704
The Pretender:

1142
01:29:56,706 --> 01:29:58,653
Foo Fighters.

1143
01:29:58,655 --> 01:30:00,358
Umbrella: Rihanna,

1144
01:30:00,360 --> 01:30:04,533
featuring Jay-Z.

1145
01:30:04,535 --> 01:30:07,907
What Goes Around Comes Around:
Justin Timberlake.

1146
01:30:07,909 --> 01:30:11,282
His album's called
What Goes Around Comes Around?

1147
01:30:11,284 --> 01:30:13,890
And Rehab: Amy Winehouse.

1148
01:30:16,153 --> 01:30:17,891
And the Grammy goes to...

1149
01:30:17,893 --> 01:30:20,084
Amy Winehouse!

1150
01:30:37,446 --> 01:30:39,496
Amy!

1151
01:30:47,325 --> 01:30:49,202
Uh...

1152
01:30:49,204 --> 01:30:52,369
thank you to everyone
at Island Records.

1153
01:30:54,250 --> 01:30:56,926
Everyone at EMI Music
Publishing.

1154
01:30:56,928 --> 01:30:58,527
To Raye Raye,

1155
01:30:58,529 --> 01:31:00,893
to Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.

1156
01:31:00,895 --> 01:31:03,675
To my mum and dad.

1157
01:31:04,616 --> 01:31:06,528
For my Blake,

1158
01:31:06,530 --> 01:31:08,407
my Blake incarcerated.

1159
01:31:08,409 --> 01:31:11,190
And for London!
This is for London!

1160
01:31:23,681 --> 01:31:26,289
It was a beautiful evening.

1161
01:31:26,291 --> 01:31:29,073
You get those awards
like that...

1162
01:31:29,075 --> 01:31:33,003
it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.

1163
01:31:36,241 --> 01:31:40,344
Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.

1164
01:31:41,424 --> 01:31:43,719
It's just overwhelming.

1165
01:31:49,495 --> 01:31:51,059
I was just hysterically crying.

1166
01:31:51,061 --> 01:31:54,295
I was so overwhelmed,
I was so proud of her.

1167
01:31:54,297 --> 01:31:57,740
And I was just flashing
our whole life, our childhood.

1168
01:31:57,742 --> 01:32:01,358
And then she saw me crying.

1169
01:32:01,360 --> 01:32:03,828
Juliette, come up.

1170
01:32:05,499 --> 01:32:07,098
She grabbed me,

1171
01:32:07,100 --> 01:32:10,751
pulled me up onstage
and took me off the stage.

1172
01:32:13,501 --> 01:32:15,830
And I was having
a bit of a panic attack.

1173
01:32:15,832 --> 01:32:17,953
I was, like, "I can't believe
this is happening.

1174
01:32:17,955 --> 01:32:20,318
This is amazing.
I'm so proud of you."

1175
01:32:21,606 --> 01:32:23,206
And I'm looking at her,

1176
01:32:23,208 --> 01:32:25,363
trying to get some form
of reaction, and she went,

1177
01:32:25,365 --> 01:32:28,737
"Jules, this is so boring
without drugs."

1178
01:32:30,687 --> 01:32:35,139
And I felt really, really,
really sad for her.

1179
01:32:51,144 --> 01:32:53,647
Amy? Amy?

1180
01:32:53,649 --> 01:32:56,674
Amy, how do you feel
after winning a Grammy?

1181
01:32:56,676 --> 01:32:58,379
- Congratulations.
- Did you enjoy it?

1182
01:32:58,381 --> 01:33:01,057
- Whoops. Sorry.
- I'm going to see my husband.

1183
01:33:01,060 --> 01:33:03,980
I was staying
at the K-West Hotel.

1184
01:33:05,373 --> 01:33:09,547
Very late in the night,
she knocks on the door,

1185
01:33:09,549 --> 01:33:11,425
and I'm alone.

1186
01:33:11,427 --> 01:33:12,956
She comes in,

1187
01:33:12,958 --> 01:33:14,765
and she just sits on the couch.

1188
01:33:14,767 --> 01:33:17,618
I remember feeling
like really happy for her,

1189
01:33:17,620 --> 01:33:19,461
and also concerned,

1190
01:33:19,464 --> 01:33:22,837
'cause she really didn't know
how to be that thing

1191
01:33:22,839 --> 01:33:27,741
that she had been pushed
to become from her own success.

1192
01:33:29,865 --> 01:33:34,039
Then she pulled out
this aluminum foil.

1193
01:33:34,041 --> 01:33:36,787
She said,
"Does this bother you?"

1194
01:33:36,789 --> 01:33:39,919
And I said, "Amy, I love you.

1195
01:33:39,921 --> 01:33:42,457
"I don't mind that you get high,

1196
01:33:42,459 --> 01:33:46,424
but I mind that you get high."

1197
01:33:46,426 --> 01:33:50,390
She did what she did
and I was, like,

1198
01:33:50,392 --> 01:33:54,599
"This is someone
who is trying to disappear."

1199
01:34:29,078 --> 01:34:32,034
Gents, get away from the door,
please.

1200
01:34:32,036 --> 01:34:34,191
Fuck off, please.
Sorry, mate.

1201
01:34:34,193 --> 01:34:37,391
I was called out
to do security for her.

1202
01:34:37,393 --> 01:34:39,061
The security that she had,

1203
01:34:39,064 --> 01:34:42,610
it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.

1204
01:34:42,612 --> 01:34:46,019
- See ya.
- Night-night, Amy.

1205
01:34:49,779 --> 01:34:53,186
I could feel
that she was a humble person,

1206
01:34:53,189 --> 01:34:57,153
but she was just caught up
in a bad situation.

1207
01:35:13,088 --> 01:35:18,618
She was not well at all:
physically, mentally not well.

1208
01:35:20,220 --> 01:35:23,071
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her,

1209
01:35:23,073 --> 01:35:25,123
"Pack it in, stop it."

1210
01:35:25,125 --> 01:35:29,855
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.

1211
01:35:36,989 --> 01:35:40,396
It was Nick that said,
"The only thing you girls can do

1212
01:35:40,398 --> 01:35:43,527
"is show her you don't want
to be a part of it,

1213
01:35:43,529 --> 01:35:46,207
and when she needs help,
you're there for her."

1214
01:35:46,209 --> 01:35:47,772
Tough love.

1215
01:35:47,774 --> 01:35:49,581
And I just said to her,

1216
01:35:49,583 --> 01:35:52,608
"If you want me to help you,
I'll help you.

1217
01:35:52,610 --> 01:35:56,400
"I love you, but I don't like
who you've become,

1218
01:35:56,402 --> 01:35:59,497
and I don't want
to be around you."

1219
01:36:13,030 --> 01:36:15,257
Where a lot of money

1220
01:36:15,259 --> 01:36:19,536
and a lot of expectation
is at stake,

1221
01:36:19,538 --> 01:36:22,632
people's ideas
become a bit skewed.

1222
01:36:22,634 --> 01:36:26,633
They want to try
and get it sorted out

1223
01:36:26,635 --> 01:36:28,581
in a way that doesn't upset

1224
01:36:28,583 --> 01:36:32,895
this financial trajectory
that's going on.

1225
01:36:36,480 --> 01:36:39,296
From the 6th of September,

1226
01:36:39,298 --> 01:36:42,010
we're not gonna be doing
any more work

1227
01:36:42,012 --> 01:36:43,854
for the foreseeable future.

1228
01:36:43,856 --> 01:36:48,551
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.

1229
01:36:48,553 --> 01:36:51,578
Uh... there's five gigs,
which, contractually,

1230
01:36:51,580 --> 01:36:53,595
we are obliged to do.

1231
01:36:53,597 --> 01:36:55,613
There's a couple this weekend.

1232
01:37:04,973 --> 01:37:06,641
It was all over the media

1233
01:37:06,643 --> 01:37:09,494
that Amy was getting $1 million
for some shows.

1234
01:37:09,496 --> 01:37:11,234
Huge money.
But by that point,

1235
01:37:11,236 --> 01:37:14,782
it was much more likely
to not be a good show

1236
01:37:14,784 --> 01:37:16,591
than to be a good show.

1237
01:37:16,593 --> 01:37:21,253
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong,

1238
01:37:21,255 --> 01:37:23,376
and she was just very exhausted

1239
01:37:23,378 --> 01:37:25,672
and tired
of the whole situation.

1240
01:37:38,651 --> 01:37:40,771
She couldn't escape her life

1241
01:37:40,773 --> 01:37:43,171
in this horrible goldfish bowl.

1242
01:37:43,173 --> 01:37:45,746
She'd began to unravel in public

1243
01:37:45,748 --> 01:37:47,451
and the media treatment
pushed her

1244
01:37:47,453 --> 01:37:49,364
further and further
over the edge.

1245
01:37:49,366 --> 01:37:51,694
D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?

1246
01:37:51,697 --> 01:37:53,399
My God!

1247
01:37:53,401 --> 01:37:58,235
She looks like a campaign poster
for neglected horses.

1248
01:38:05,472 --> 01:38:07,386
Easy, lad.

1249
01:38:09,126 --> 01:38:12,047
It was like a feeding frenzy.

1250
01:38:14,657 --> 01:38:17,787
Suddenly,
it was cool to crack jokes

1251
01:38:17,789 --> 01:38:22,553
about a bulimic's appearance
or her drug addictions.

1252
01:38:22,555 --> 01:38:25,720
According to contactmusic.com,
Amy Winehouse's next album

1253
01:38:25,722 --> 01:38:28,016
features songs about cooking,
about cooking.

1254
01:38:28,018 --> 01:38:30,868
That's what they say.
Cooking crystal meth,

1255
01:38:30,870 --> 01:38:32,677
black-tar heroin.

1256
01:38:49,343 --> 01:38:51,534
Amy, cheer up.

1257
01:38:55,570 --> 01:38:57,518
She couldn't escape it.

1258
01:38:57,520 --> 01:39:00,058
No one would leave her alone.

1259
01:39:00,060 --> 01:39:01,693
It was just disgusting.

1260
01:39:01,695 --> 01:39:05,485
The mainstream media
was just all over her.

1261
01:39:05,487 --> 01:39:07,085
Amy Winehouse,

1262
01:39:07,087 --> 01:39:10,042
she's like a... a mad person.

1263
01:40:24,668 --> 01:40:26,685
St. Lucia was our place.

1264
01:40:26,687 --> 01:40:29,991
We were supposed to be there
for a week,

1265
01:40:29,993 --> 01:40:33,190
we ended up there
for, like, six months.

1266
01:40:35,697 --> 01:40:38,409
She decided that St. Lucia

1267
01:40:38,411 --> 01:40:41,193
was a place
that she really liked,

1268
01:40:41,195 --> 01:40:43,593
and she invited me to go.

1269
01:40:43,595 --> 01:40:46,654
You know, as soon as she went
to St. Lucia,

1270
01:40:46,656 --> 01:40:49,507
there was no more crack cocaine.
That was done.

1271
01:40:49,509 --> 01:40:51,699
And that's when
the heroin stopped.

1272
01:40:51,701 --> 01:40:55,701
But give her a free bar,
of course she's gonna drink.

1273
01:40:56,606 --> 01:40:58,309
It was kind of obvious

1274
01:40:58,311 --> 01:41:02,414
that she was just supplementing
alcohol for drugs.

1275
01:41:06,416 --> 01:41:08,398
I haven't seen Amy
for six weeks.

1276
01:41:08,400 --> 01:41:10,485
We've got a lot to talk about,

1277
01:41:10,488 --> 01:41:12,364
a lot of exciting things
happening.

1278
01:41:12,366 --> 01:41:15,287
We're talking
about the forthcoming album,

1279
01:41:15,289 --> 01:41:17,791
some other business matters.

1280
01:41:17,793 --> 01:41:22,036
So I think it's... it's gonna be
an exciting time.

1281
01:41:22,038 --> 01:41:23,881
Ah-ah! Naughty!

1282
01:41:24,994 --> 01:41:26,906
Amy, Amy!

1283
01:41:28,369 --> 01:41:30,177
She was, like,

1284
01:41:30,179 --> 01:41:33,621
"Why is he bringing another
camera crew to St. Lucia?

1285
01:41:33,623 --> 01:41:36,335
"Dad, you want money?
I'll give you money.

1286
01:41:36,337 --> 01:41:38,666
"Why are you doing
your life story,

1287
01:41:38,668 --> 01:41:41,275
which is really my life story?"

1288
01:41:42,180 --> 01:41:43,988
She just felt like,

1289
01:41:43,990 --> 01:41:47,538
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or the limelight."

1290
01:41:47,540 --> 01:41:49,591
- Want me to go with you?
- Yeah.

1291
01:41:49,593 --> 01:41:51,991
You can follow down,
if you want.

1292
01:41:59,819 --> 01:42:01,280
I'll ask her.

1293
01:42:01,282 --> 01:42:02,880
Amy?
How do you do it?

1294
01:42:02,882 --> 01:42:05,281
Just push and hold the button.
I'm really sorry.

1295
01:42:05,283 --> 01:42:07,402
Is that alright?
All the way from...

1296
01:42:11,682 --> 01:42:13,630
Okay!

1297
01:42:14,918 --> 01:42:16,553
- Is that okay?
- Thank you.

1298
01:42:16,555 --> 01:42:18,153
- Pleasure.
- Thank you.

1299
01:42:18,155 --> 01:42:21,840
Why have you got to make
a comment like that?

1300
01:42:21,842 --> 01:42:25,041
Why... why...
why you got to do that?

1301
01:42:28,277 --> 01:42:31,129
A mug of? They asked
to take a picture of you.

1302
01:42:31,131 --> 01:42:32,904
Richard...

1303
01:42:38,228 --> 01:42:41,115
No, that's got nothing to do
with it. I'm talking to you

1304
01:42:41,117 --> 01:42:43,202
about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph,

1305
01:42:43,204 --> 01:42:45,881
and you got to make them
feel bad about it.

1306
01:42:54,231 --> 01:42:56,388
She just wanted her dad,

1307
01:42:56,390 --> 01:42:59,970
and he didn't just come
by himself,

1308
01:42:59,972 --> 01:43:04,285
he came with cameras,
audio guys...

1309
01:43:04,287 --> 01:43:09,329
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.

1310
01:43:21,020 --> 01:43:24,776
I was in jail with 500 fellas
reading the papers

1311
01:43:24,778 --> 01:43:29,090
and there's a picture of my wife
on a page with a fella.

1312
01:43:29,092 --> 01:43:33,022
It's not easy
to go through things like that.

1313
01:43:40,676 --> 01:43:43,946
To put it bluntly, I didn't have
a very high opinion of myself

1314
01:43:43,948 --> 01:43:45,372
after the treatment I've had

1315
01:43:45,374 --> 01:43:47,077
for the past two years
with my wife.

1316
01:43:47,079 --> 01:43:49,825
I kind of just had the wind
knocked out of my sails.

1317
01:43:49,827 --> 01:43:53,791
So I just thought, "Fuck this.
You know. I'm a big man.

1318
01:43:53,794 --> 01:43:56,748
"I'm a handsome fucking guy.
I ain't on heroin.

1319
01:43:56,751 --> 01:43:59,183
"I'm going to the gym a lot,
I dress well.

1320
01:43:59,185 --> 01:44:02,871
So what the fuck am I doing
wasting my time with her?"

1321
01:44:44,307 --> 01:44:50,290
And then the chorus come in.
And, um, the last verse is:

1322
01:47:12,757 --> 01:47:15,748
My son came up with the idea

1323
01:47:15,750 --> 01:47:17,974
of getting
the most contemporary artists,

1324
01:47:17,976 --> 01:47:19,610
and I kept saying to myself,

1325
01:47:19,612 --> 01:47:22,950
"Who sings the right way,
the real jazz singing?"

1326
01:47:22,952 --> 01:47:26,115
And when I heard Amy Winehouse,

1327
01:47:26,117 --> 01:47:30,360
I immediately said,
"This one's got it."

1328
01:47:30,362 --> 01:47:32,030
Everybody just said,

1329
01:47:32,032 --> 01:47:34,535
"Oh, I don't know
how you're gonna handle her."

1330
01:47:34,537 --> 01:47:36,726
- Where do you want to be?
- I'll be here.

1331
01:47:36,728 --> 01:47:38,397
Okay.
This is weird.

1332
01:47:38,399 --> 01:47:40,727
I've never done
anything like this.

1333
01:47:40,729 --> 01:47:43,267
I've never done anything
like this.

1334
01:47:43,269 --> 01:47:44,798
In which way?

1335
01:47:44,800 --> 01:47:47,059
To sing with one of my idols...

1336
01:47:47,061 --> 01:47:49,042
- Oh, no...
- ...and have it filmed.

1337
01:47:49,044 --> 01:47:51,617
But it's good, it's good,
'cause then,

1338
01:47:51,619 --> 01:47:54,678
I can make my dad jealous,
after, when I show him,

1339
01:47:54,680 --> 01:47:56,348
when he sees it.

1340
01:47:57,637 --> 01:48:00,001
♪ I can't believe it ♪

1341
01:48:00,003 --> 01:48:03,341
♪ It's hard to conceive it ♪

1342
01:48:03,343 --> 01:48:08,873
♪ That you would
turn away romance ♪

1343
01:48:08,875 --> 01:48:12,212
♪ Whoa oh oh oh oh oh ♪

1344
01:48:12,214 --> 01:48:14,648
♪ Are you pretending ♪

1345
01:48:14,650 --> 01:48:18,787
♪ It looks like the ending ♪
- Yeah.

1346
01:48:18,789 --> 01:48:23,310
♪ Unless I could have
one more chance ♪

1347
01:48:23,313 --> 01:48:27,798
♪ To prove dear ♪

1348
01:48:27,800 --> 01:48:29,747
♪ My... ♪♪
- Sorry, sorry, that was me.

1349
01:48:29,749 --> 01:48:32,251
- I was terrible. I was terrible.
- No, no...

1350
01:48:32,253 --> 01:48:34,513
I don't want to waste your time.

1351
01:48:34,515 --> 01:48:36,949
It's getting better each time.
Don't... Really.

1352
01:48:36,951 --> 01:48:39,383
I just don't wanna
waste your time.

1353
01:48:43,108 --> 01:48:44,533
Ahem.

1354
01:48:44,535 --> 01:48:46,376
We'll keep doing it
till we got one.

1355
01:48:46,378 --> 01:48:48,638
It's right in there, okay?

1356
01:48:48,640 --> 01:48:50,343
You're not in any hurry,
are you?

1357
01:48:50,345 --> 01:48:53,195
- No! Of course I'm not.
- I'm not either. We have time.

1358
01:48:53,197 --> 01:48:56,118
Just gotta get it right,
I've got to get it right.

1359
01:48:56,120 --> 01:48:58,588
- I'm not getting it right.
- Oh, you are, you are.

1360
01:48:58,590 --> 01:49:01,162
It's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.

1361
01:49:01,164 --> 01:49:04,328
Just a minute,
I'm getting some water.

1362
01:49:04,330 --> 01:49:06,798
The most famous artists
I ever met

1363
01:49:06,800 --> 01:49:10,034
are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.

1364
01:49:10,036 --> 01:49:15,217
No matter how much you feel it,
you want to feel it even more,

1365
01:49:15,219 --> 01:49:17,896
so that it becomes
an honest recording.

1366
01:49:17,898 --> 01:49:22,141
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.

1367
01:49:22,143 --> 01:49:25,446
She was a natural,
true jazz singer.

1368
01:49:25,448 --> 01:49:30,595
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.

1369
01:49:34,424 --> 01:49:37,344
♪ My life a wreck ♪

1370
01:49:37,346 --> 01:49:40,789
♪ You're making ♪

1371
01:49:40,791 --> 01:49:44,928
♪ You know I'm yours ♪

1372
01:49:44,930 --> 01:49:49,068
♪ Just for the taking ♪

1373
01:49:49,071 --> 01:49:53,069
♪ I'd gladly surrender ♪

1374
01:49:56,306 --> 01:50:01,453
♪ Myself to you ♪

1375
01:50:01,455 --> 01:50:06,742
♪ Body and soul ♪♪

1376
01:50:18,710 --> 01:50:20,240
Thank you!

1377
01:50:20,242 --> 01:50:23,615
- I think we got it.
- Yeah.

1378
01:50:23,617 --> 01:50:25,981
- Okay.
- I'm like you, you know?

1379
01:50:25,983 --> 01:50:29,703
- Each time, it's different.
- Yeah. No, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

1380
01:50:29,705 --> 01:50:32,938
It's never the same thing twice,
right? Yeah.

1381
01:50:32,941 --> 01:50:36,766
No, I'm like you.
Not you're like me.

1382
01:50:36,768 --> 01:50:39,340
I get it from...

1383
01:50:39,343 --> 01:50:41,602
my idols, like you.

1384
01:50:43,202 --> 01:50:45,777
That's the right way to do it.

1385
01:50:52,736 --> 01:50:55,065
She skyped me. She was happy.

1386
01:50:55,067 --> 01:50:58,997
The Tony Bennett thing, I mean,
she was, you know, a fan.

1387
01:50:58,999 --> 01:51:01,711
It was about her saying,
"I'm not a singer,

1388
01:51:01,713 --> 01:51:04,250
I'm a jazz singer."
Then she said,

1389
01:51:04,252 --> 01:51:06,964
"Let's do this jazz project
with Questlove..."

1390
01:51:08,113 --> 01:51:11,139
She's such a jazz snob.

1391
01:51:11,141 --> 01:51:14,026
She'd always be
on her computer sending me MP3s.

1392
01:51:14,028 --> 01:51:17,331
"Listen to this, listen to this,
listen to this."

1393
01:51:17,333 --> 01:51:19,662
I thought
I had my doctorate in jazz,

1394
01:51:19,664 --> 01:51:21,784
but no, she taught me a lot.

1395
01:51:21,786 --> 01:51:25,716
She was, like, "Alright,
we're gonna start a super group:

1396
01:51:25,718 --> 01:51:28,359
you, me,
Mos and Raphael Saadiq."

1397
01:51:28,361 --> 01:51:31,700
I was, like, "Okay."
And she assigned homework.

1398
01:51:31,702 --> 01:51:35,178
"Alright, study this record,
study this record..."

1399
01:51:38,484 --> 01:51:40,988
Amy had a good period.

1400
01:51:40,990 --> 01:51:46,102
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.

1401
01:51:46,104 --> 01:51:47,668
And she very much felt

1402
01:51:47,670 --> 01:51:51,182
that she was the best
that she has ever been.

1403
01:51:53,062 --> 01:51:58,244
But she went to the Priory,
in May, to be checked,

1404
01:51:58,246 --> 01:52:01,341
and there was some very...
serious things

1405
01:52:01,343 --> 01:52:03,045
that were being spotted.

1406
01:52:03,048 --> 01:52:07,673
It was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.

1407
01:52:09,239 --> 01:52:11,569
She could feel perfectly fine

1408
01:52:11,571 --> 01:52:14,456
and have heart irregularities.

1409
01:52:14,458 --> 01:52:18,561
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.

1410
01:52:19,990 --> 01:52:23,154
I said, "Look,
is this what you want?

1411
01:52:23,156 --> 01:52:24,685
Do you want to die?"

1412
01:52:24,687 --> 01:52:27,607
And she said,
"No, I don't want to die."

1413
01:52:32,200 --> 01:52:35,330
All the signs were positive.
I thought, "Right, okay,

1414
01:52:35,333 --> 01:52:37,870
we've got a little
chink of light."

1415
01:52:39,436 --> 01:52:42,115
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst,

1416
01:52:42,117 --> 01:52:45,803
and it shows
that she still had it.

1417
01:52:45,805 --> 01:52:48,446
We had the offers
to do these shows,

1418
01:52:48,448 --> 01:52:51,021
and I said to her,
"You don't have to do them.

1419
01:52:51,024 --> 01:52:53,526
There's no pressure.
We got no record to promote."

1420
01:52:53,528 --> 01:52:55,718
But she wanted to do it.

1421
01:52:55,720 --> 01:52:57,353
She skyped me.

1422
01:52:57,355 --> 01:53:00,484
She wanted to do
all these other projects

1423
01:53:00,486 --> 01:53:02,120
with Questlove and Mos Def.

1424
01:53:02,122 --> 01:53:03,963
She was, like,
"I don't need this."

1425
01:53:03,965 --> 01:53:06,294
She just didn't wanna go.

1426
01:53:08,209 --> 01:53:11,060
The material felt so tired

1427
01:53:11,062 --> 01:53:14,261
and didn't feel
relevant to her anymore.

1428
01:53:14,263 --> 01:53:16,418
But because
she was such a huge star

1429
01:53:16,420 --> 01:53:18,436
and there was all
of these different pressures,

1430
01:53:18,438 --> 01:53:21,115
she had to keep performing
Back to Black.

1431
01:53:21,117 --> 01:53:24,803
She didn't want to do that.

1432
01:53:24,805 --> 01:53:29,360
As soon as she knew
that tour was looming,

1433
01:53:29,362 --> 01:53:31,343
she got wasted,

1434
01:53:31,345 --> 01:53:35,100
wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.

1435
01:53:51,800 --> 01:53:55,800
Amy was passed out,
asleep, on her sofa.

1436
01:53:55,802 --> 01:53:59,592
She gets put
in the back of a car, asleep,

1437
01:53:59,594 --> 01:54:05,472
and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.

1438
01:54:42,421 --> 01:54:45,028
Amy! Amy! Amy!...

1439
01:54:56,789 --> 01:54:58,527
Belgrade!

1440
01:54:58,529 --> 01:55:01,867
Introducing Amy Winehouse!

1441
01:55:12,027 --> 01:55:14,009
Whoo!

1442
01:55:55,967 --> 01:55:59,514
I wasn't sure what was going on.

1443
01:55:59,516 --> 01:56:01,184
She just wouldn't sing.

1444
01:56:01,186 --> 01:56:04,802
It was the first time ever
that had happened.

1445
01:57:07,565 --> 01:57:11,460
It felt like the end.

1446
01:57:11,462 --> 01:57:15,949
It was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.

1447
01:57:18,384 --> 01:57:21,376
To the extent
where she was willing

1448
01:57:21,378 --> 01:57:23,916
to sabotage not just her career,

1449
01:57:23,918 --> 01:57:28,333
but her friendships
and her musical relationships.

1450
01:57:44,860 --> 01:57:48,268
But it's amazing to me.
Why keep putting her onstage?

1451
01:57:48,270 --> 01:57:50,843
Because surely her managers know
she has a problem.

1452
01:57:50,845 --> 01:57:53,765
This was supposed to be
a major comeback, guys,

1453
01:57:53,767 --> 01:57:55,748
and she totally blew it.

1454
01:58:06,326 --> 01:58:08,098
Go!

1455
01:58:19,859 --> 01:58:22,502
"Yay!"

1456
01:58:22,504 --> 01:58:25,703
The 24th of July
was my wedding day,

1457
01:58:25,705 --> 01:58:28,417
and Amy was due
to be at the wedding,

1458
01:58:28,419 --> 01:58:32,035
and we'd spoken and I felt
like she was really excited

1459
01:58:32,037 --> 01:58:33,391
about my wedding, actually.

1460
01:58:33,393 --> 01:58:35,200
And she said
she hadn't been drinking

1461
01:58:35,202 --> 01:58:37,705
and she can't wait
to see the family, and Salaam,

1462
01:58:37,707 --> 01:58:40,315
and some people
that had been on the journey

1463
01:58:40,317 --> 01:58:42,785
were gonna be there.

1464
01:58:49,187 --> 01:58:51,134
She rang me up and I thought,

1465
01:58:51,136 --> 01:58:53,048
"Oh, my God,
what's happened now?"

1466
01:58:53,050 --> 01:58:55,796
'Cause that's the first thing
that goes in my head.

1467
01:58:55,798 --> 01:58:57,362
And she just went, "Jules..."

1468
01:58:57,364 --> 01:59:01,884
And it was my Amy,
completely normal.

1469
01:59:01,886 --> 01:59:04,737
And she kept saying
she'd never done this before.

1470
01:59:04,739 --> 01:59:07,764
She just kept saying sorry.
It was like complete clarity

1471
01:59:07,766 --> 01:59:09,955
over the whole situation
of the nightmare

1472
01:59:09,957 --> 01:59:13,573
of the past however many years
that we'd just gone through.

1473
01:59:13,576 --> 01:59:16,183
"Jules, I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry..."

1474
01:59:16,185 --> 01:59:18,932
Like when you're a kid
and you panic

1475
01:59:18,934 --> 01:59:20,741
that you've done something wrong

1476
01:59:20,743 --> 01:59:23,837
and you wanna just fix it
there and then,

1477
01:59:23,839 --> 01:59:25,472
that's how it was.

1478
01:59:25,474 --> 01:59:28,742
I just wanted to grab her,
bring her back to me,

1479
01:59:28,744 --> 01:59:31,804
wrap her in my house,
not let her out.

1480
01:59:33,058 --> 01:59:35,491
And she called me the next day,

1481
01:59:35,493 --> 01:59:38,971
and it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally,

1482
01:59:38,973 --> 01:59:42,450
because for so long,
we'd just been pining for her...

1483
01:59:42,452 --> 01:59:46,381
Like, I missed my best friend,
Lauren missed her best friend.

1484
01:59:46,383 --> 01:59:49,303
We just wanted
to have a normal conversation.

1485
01:59:49,305 --> 01:59:51,287
She just kept going,
"Can I see you?

1486
01:59:51,289 --> 01:59:53,687
Will Lauren speak to me?
Can we start again?"

1487
01:59:53,689 --> 01:59:56,227
I was, like, "Of course, we can,
we're always here.

1488
01:59:56,229 --> 01:59:58,662
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us."

1489
01:59:58,664 --> 02:00:00,610
She said,
"I'm gonna call you tomorrow."

1490
02:00:00,612 --> 02:00:03,985
I was, like, "Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."

1491
02:00:24,825 --> 02:00:29,068
She just looked
like she was sleeping.

1492
02:00:29,071 --> 02:00:32,304
She was on top of the bed,
just... sleeping.

1493
02:00:35,366 --> 02:00:37,453
But she was gone.

1494
02:01:17,358 --> 02:01:20,593
- No!
- Oh, my God.

1495
02:01:21,881 --> 02:01:24,315
Rest in peace, Amy!

1496
02:01:33,501 --> 02:01:36,701
Amy's blood alcohol level
was four to five times higher

1497
02:01:36,703 --> 02:01:38,544
than the driving limit.

1498
02:01:38,546 --> 02:01:42,024
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders

1499
02:01:42,026 --> 02:01:46,547
and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.

1500
02:01:55,627 --> 02:02:00,289
She was one of the truest
jazz singers I ever heard.

1501
02:02:00,291 --> 02:02:03,872
To me, she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,

1502
02:02:03,874 --> 02:02:05,542
like Billie Holiday.

1503
02:02:05,544 --> 02:02:07,978
She had the complete gift.

1504
02:02:09,057 --> 02:02:12,187
If she had lived,
I would've said,

1505
02:02:12,189 --> 02:02:14,727
"Slow down,
you're too important."

1506
02:02:14,729 --> 02:02:17,927
Life teaches you
really how to live it

1507
02:02:17,929 --> 02:02:21,128
if you can live long enough.

1508
02:04:45,022 --> 02:04:49,055
♪ Well sometimes
I go out by myself ♪

1509
02:04:49,058 --> 02:04:53,160
♪ And I look across the water ♪

1510
02:04:55,389 --> 02:04:59,945
♪ And I think of all the things
what you're doing ♪

1511
02:04:59,947 --> 02:05:03,703
♪ And in my head
I paint a picture ♪

1512
02:05:06,452 --> 02:05:08,782
♪ Since I've come on home ♪

1513
02:05:08,784 --> 02:05:11,739
♪ Well my body's been a mess ♪

1514
02:05:11,741 --> 02:05:14,557
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1515
02:05:14,559 --> 02:05:18,001
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1516
02:05:18,003 --> 02:05:20,367
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1517
02:05:20,369 --> 02:05:25,342
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1518
02:05:25,344 --> 02:05:30,630
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1519
02:05:32,509 --> 02:05:35,083
♪ Valerie ♪

1520
02:05:37,589 --> 02:05:40,580
♪ Valerie ♪

1521
02:05:42,772 --> 02:05:45,729
♪ Valerie ♪

1522
02:05:48,513 --> 02:05:50,948
♪ Did you have to go to jail ♪

1523
02:05:50,950 --> 02:05:53,557
♪ Put your house
on up for sale ♪

1524
02:05:53,559 --> 02:05:56,097
♪ Did you get a good lawyer ♪

1525
02:05:59,263 --> 02:06:02,115
♪ I hope
you didn't catch a tan ♪

1526
02:06:02,117 --> 02:06:07,195
♪ I hope you find the right man
who'll fix it for ya ♪

1527
02:06:08,448 --> 02:06:11,161
♪ And are you shopping
anywhere ♪

1528
02:06:11,163 --> 02:06:14,361
♪ Changed the colour
of your hair ♪

1529
02:06:14,363 --> 02:06:16,622
♪ And are you busy ♪

1530
02:06:19,685 --> 02:06:22,154
♪ And did you have
to pay that fine ♪

1531
02:06:22,156 --> 02:06:24,555
♪ That you were
dodging all the time ♪

1532
02:06:24,557 --> 02:06:27,478
♪ Are you still dizzy ♪

1533
02:06:30,470 --> 02:06:35,375
♪ Since I've come on home
well my body's been a mess ♪

1534
02:06:35,377 --> 02:06:38,227
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1535
02:06:38,230 --> 02:06:41,497
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1536
02:06:41,499 --> 02:06:44,420
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1537
02:06:44,422 --> 02:06:48,456
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1538
02:06:48,458 --> 02:06:53,917
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1539
02:06:56,041 --> 02:06:58,753
♪ Valerie ♪

1540
02:07:01,433 --> 02:07:04,494
♪ Valerie ♪

1541
02:07:06,443 --> 02:07:09,156
♪ Valerie ♪

1542
02:07:11,487 --> 02:07:14,374
♪ Valerie ♪

1543
02:07:16,846 --> 02:07:19,419
♪ Valerie ♪

1544
02:07:21,020 --> 02:07:25,298
♪ Whoa Valerie ♪

1545
02:07:26,239 --> 02:07:29,822
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1546
02:07:32,501 --> 02:07:35,318
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1547
02:07:35,321 --> 02:07:37,545
♪ Valerie yeah ♪

1548
02:07:37,547 --> 02:07:40,606
♪ Valerie ♪

1549
02:07:40,608 --> 02:07:43,598
♪ Why don't you come on over ♪

1550
02:07:43,600 --> 02:07:46,347
♪ Valerie ♪♪