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I went through a period...
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when sex had to be violent.
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I was desperate to feel something real,.
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Nothing felt real.
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Every kiss felt like half
of what it should be.
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You're just reaching for air.
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♪ Just because
The whole world's gone dwanky ♪
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♪ Doesn't mean
We fuckin' gonna go out like that, too ♪
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♪ Fuck the system ♪
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♪ We have our own system ♪
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♪ We make our own rules ♪
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♪ We don't answer to no one ♪
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♪ That's right ♪
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♪ We keep it gangsta ♪
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♪ We keep it Zef ♪
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♪ We keep it pumping
Off its motherfucking face ♪
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♪ One time ♪
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♪ Vuilgeboosted warrior styles ♪
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♪ Yo, DJ Hi-Tek ♪
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♪ Gooi roof, homeboy... ♪
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We have to sing.
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Help people by lifting their heads.
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♪ Yeah, yeah..- ♪
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It's not all real.
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I thought you had to know
the right people...
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get close to them.
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The ones who could give you
what you need...
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to get through the fence.
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Oh! He flying!
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He went away!
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I wanted experience.
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I told myself“...
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any experience is better
than no experience.
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I wanted to live...
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sing my song.
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You going for a swim, Melissa?
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This is the Doctor.
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Have a party for him every year.
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Celebrate.
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To the Doctor.
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Eternity.
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Don't be shy.
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It's okay. It's a special thing.
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It's a special thing.
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- It's a special thing.
- Okay.
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Do you like these people?
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Why not? What have you got against them?
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- I don't even know them.
- Well, get to know them.
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You had to pick one.
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There's one girl in a...
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♪ Good Lord, now... ♪
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What's your name?
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♪ Oh, I've been changed ♪
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♪ I said that ♪
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♪ I... I... ♪
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♪ Know I've been changed ♪
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♪ Whoo, yeah..- ♪
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♪ I know ♪
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♪ Know I've been changed ♪
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♪ Angels ♪
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♪ Angels in Heaven ♪
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♪ Done signed my name ♪
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♪ Well... ♪
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Let's go from the top again,
just 'cause I want your tongue
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to be three times the size it should be.
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Yes, sir.
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His hands were in everything.
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The money, the fame.
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I Thought he could help me.-...
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if I paid my dues.
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You probably have a boyfriend, huh?
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He told me I was pretty.
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What's his name?
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Just tell me a complete lie.
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You could... you could
say anything you want to me.
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That's the fun about me.
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♪ I rolled and I tumbled ♪
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♪ I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ Yes ♪
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♪I roll and I tumble ♪
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♪ I cried the whole night long... ♪
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f lied to you.
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And, people, you are the future!
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You will decide what happens
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to our world!
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What happens to the birds of the air,
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the fish in the sea,
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the water that we drink.
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You will decide what happens to our world.
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You, people, you are the future!
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And the future is now!
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I think you should tell him...
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about us.
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We were together
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before he even knew us.
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Right.
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- Are you looking?
- Yes!
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Oh, yeah!
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That's old. That's been there.
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Oh, I was there this summer.
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What about a job? You working this year?
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I have a few different jobs, you know?
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You looking around?
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- Yeah, I'm trying.
- Yeah?
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You worry about me, Daddy?
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I just wanna know what you're doing.
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Am I prying too much?
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There is someone, but...
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I'm not really sure what's gonna happen.
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Oh! Okay-
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But does he play out, like,
make money playing and stuff'?
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- He does'?
- Mm-hmm.
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So he's a working musician?
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- Mm-hmm.
- All right, well, that's good to hear.
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You think I could meet him?
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Maybe someday.
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Do you trust this man?
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You know, we never hear from you.
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Your mom and I wanna come up
and visit together sometime.
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She really misses you.
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We just want you to be happy.
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Whatever you're doing.
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I know.
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Who am I?
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I show apartments.
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A dog walker.
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I thought we could just roll and tumble.
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Live from song to song.
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Kiss to kiss.
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What's that for'?
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"X" marks the spot.
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I love your soul.
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Go, "Ah."
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Ah...
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Oh, no.
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What's the matter?
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Let me see.
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Can you see my soul?
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Is it still there?
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What's so funny?
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How well do you know this guy?
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And how come he's letting you
stay at his place?
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You shouldn't trust him.
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Why not?
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I just think you should be careful.
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Ladies and gentlemen...
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He said, "Trust me."
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- We should make a record together.
- And I did.
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I know you do the live music thing
and everything else,
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but don't you wanna make some money?
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Whatever I wanted,
he'd make it happen.
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You've got talent.
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You want one of those?
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You wanna be me?
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Where do you get a jacket like this?
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Makes you walk different.
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Get you a hundred jackets like that.
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How long you lived here?
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About two weeks.
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I don't like it.
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It's all for sale.
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All of it...
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honors, titles.
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This, none of this exists.
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What do you see?
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Pool?
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It's a stage show.
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It's all just free fall.
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You have too much pride.
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I thought pride was a good thing.
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People aren't proud enough.
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Selfish!
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Arrogant! Conceited!
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If you know what's good for you,
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you will stay as far away
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from this man as you possibly can!
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People changed around him.
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They did things.
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So did I.
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He leaves us alone this way.
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Because he wants to be free.
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All his life, he's tried to get free.
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He doesn't know how.
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You aren't who you think you are.
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He doesn't love you.
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I like you this way.
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I wanted to be free the way he was.
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I went on seeing him.
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I Let myself be smashed.
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You can't?
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Well, why can't you?
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Do you trust me to stick
your finger in here?
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He did everything.
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He exhausted every poison.
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He knew every form of love,
suffering, madness.
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Learn all the rules when you're young,
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'cause that makes Mom and Dad happy.
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And then throw the fucking
lot of them out the window.
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And they want you to!
They want you to!
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So that he could reach the unknown.
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He experimented.
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They scare you with names.
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Like wickedness.
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You liked it; that I did what I liked.
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I pulled you down in the car.
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You realize that, um...
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you know, it's like the sea.
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Things come in and out.
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We feel happy and ecstatic.
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And then, you know, hours later,
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you know, we feel
the deepest sorrows, or...
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I didn't believe enough in love.
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Afraid it would burn me up.
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Be ready to suffer.
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Don't be afraid.
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I saw my husband.
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I saw this boy across the room.
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And I loved... I...
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I just...
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loved him the first moment I saw him.
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And we had a life.
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And it was beautiful,
and it was difficult.
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And I thought I would be
with him for the rest of my life.
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But he died.
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I wanted to escape from every tie.
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Every hold.
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To have fife at any price.
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Not to settle.
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To go up...
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Higher.-...
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free.
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♪ I rolled and Humbled,
I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ I rolled and Humbled,
I cried the whole night long ♪
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♪ Woke up this mornin',
I must've bet my money wrong... ♪
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♪ I got troubles so hard,
I can't stand the strain ♪
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♪ I got troubles so hard..- ♪
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♪ Some young lazy slut
Has charmed away my brains ♪
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♪ The landscape is glowing... ♪
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"Ooh"
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The birds said...
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we'd love each other forever,.
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Love never fails.
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- Ay!
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Didn't seem like anything
could break us apart.
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♪ Oh ♪
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♪ Father ♪
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Thought we'd build each other up...
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♪ Brother ♪
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make music together.
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♪ I believe ♪
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♪ Let me tell you ♪
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♪ Living just as fast as I can ♪
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♪ Trying to understand ♪
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♪ Brother... ♪
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- What do you mean?
- Let's make a fucking record.
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Huh'?
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How long have you known Faye?
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She's a receptionist for me.
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How long?
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I guess she came to work for me...
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when she was 17.
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16, maybe.
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Let's us decide what's right now.
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Cheers.
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- What do you think of this world?
- It's its own.
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- There's no possessions, right?
- No.
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You know
I felt terrible about that.
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Beer...
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M'dear?
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Why've you been a slut?
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♪ Have troubles ♪
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♪ Don't cry ♪
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♪ Just remember ♪
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♪ That he's standing nearby ♪
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♪ And if ♪
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♪ Disappointments come... ♪
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That was the first time in my life
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that I knew,.
279
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:03,841
♪ But don't you worry... ♪
280
00:30:03,935 --> 00:30:05,937
Everything came from that hour.
281
00:30:06,004 --> 00:30:08,814
♪ Don't cry... ♪
282
00:30:13,512 --> 00:30:15,651
I wish that it could last forever.
283
00:30:47,379 --> 00:30:49,325
They have a beauty in their life...
284
00:30:52,117 --> 00:30:53,460
that makes me ugly,.
285
00:31:00,158 --> 00:31:01,159
Ajay...
286
00:32:07,092 --> 00:32:08,196
Everything okay?
287
00:32:11,363 --> 00:32:12,364
Yes.
288
00:32:12,898 --> 00:32:13,899
Don't leave.
289
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:16,541
- Help me. Help me.
- Let me put these down.
290
00:32:18,537 --> 00:32:20,014
What can I get for you?
291
00:32:20,038 --> 00:32:21,813
- I have a condition.
- Yes'?
292
00:32:22,207 --> 00:32:24,244
Uh, I can't be left alone...
293
00:32:24,876 --> 00:32:26,253
for more than five minutes.
294
00:32:27,212 --> 00:32:29,089
Can I get you something else?
295
00:32:29,581 --> 00:32:31,060
I'd like to hear you sing.
296
00:32:33,318 --> 00:32:34,262
- Okay, I gotta...
- Elephant...
297
00:32:34,319 --> 00:32:36,265
- I gotta check another table.
- Why'? Why?
298
00:32:36,321 --> 00:32:37,932
- 'Cause my boss is watching.
- Which other table?
299
00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:39,934
- You're gonna get me fired.
- Yep, that's the plan.
300
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:40,959
You...
301
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:42,732
What do you like to do'?
302
00:32:43,929 --> 00:32:44,930
Well...
303
00:32:46,431 --> 00:32:50,004
I was a teacher, but there's
not many jobs around here.
304
00:32:50,101 --> 00:32:51,739
- What do you teach?
- Kindergarten.
305
00:32:51,803 --> 00:32:52,803
- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.
306
00:32:54,339 --> 00:32:55,340
You like kids?
307
00:32:56,107 --> 00:32:58,246
Yes, I do. It wouldn't be a very good job
308
00:32:58,310 --> 00:32:59,983
- if I didn't like kids, would it'?
- No.
309
00:33:06,151 --> 00:33:07,596
So you like physical things?
310
00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:08,920
Yes.
311
00:33:25,136 --> 00:33:26,137
I was shy.
312
00:33:45,524 --> 00:33:46,798
This concert.
313
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,235
Who's on first?
314
00:33:48,326 --> 00:33:50,567
This concert! It's insane.
315
00:33:50,662 --> 00:33:54,542
No, I said, I do a better Mick Jagger
than I do Iggy Pop.
316
00:33:54,633 --> 00:33:55,475
'Okay!
'Okay?
317
00:33:55,534 --> 00:33:56,535
I misunderstood.
318
00:33:56,635 --> 00:33:58,706
I don't know
how I didn't hear you.
319
00:33:58,803 --> 00:34:00,214
You don't listen to me.
320
00:34:01,206 --> 00:34:02,606
I'll listen to everything.
321
00:34:09,247 --> 00:34:11,352
The record companies would sort of...
322
00:34:11,416 --> 00:34:13,157
They did... they believed in artistry...
323
00:34:13,218 --> 00:34:16,756
It's something they put in a
film to tweak the heartstrings
324
00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:19,233
or to raise the adrenaline, you know.
325
00:34:19,324 --> 00:34:20,860
Desperate to fuckin'...
326
00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,832
drain the fuckin' chord and go, "Waah!"
327
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:26,170
And, "Fuck me!"
328
00:34:29,034 --> 00:34:30,445
"Gimme!"
- Yeah.
329
00:34:30,535 --> 00:34:32,742
You know, uh, "Love me."
330
00:34:32,837 --> 00:34:34,009
You know, these things.
331
00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:36,848
Lived very near Claridge's, and, uh...
332
00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:38,046
- Nice. Swanky.
- The latest.
333
00:34:38,109 --> 00:34:40,180
I lived on Upper Brook Street,
and I had...
334
00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,795
After Dad left...
335
00:34:50,021 --> 00:34:51,796
you thought you were a failure.
336
00:34:55,293 --> 00:34:56,293
Mama...
337
00:34:57,696 --> 00:34:59,107
you gave us so much.
338
00:35:02,033 --> 00:35:04,314
Your hands are so beautiful.
You should be wearing gloves.
339
00:35:08,807 --> 00:35:10,809
I wanted you
to have so much more.
340
00:35:11,943 --> 00:35:13,547
I don't know where else we can go.
341
00:35:14,079 --> 00:35:15,649
Remember, we have nothing.
342
00:35:18,617 --> 00:35:20,290
Well, you need money for a lawyer.
343
00:35:21,219 --> 00:35:23,221
The law's no help
for people who are ruined.
344
00:35:24,089 --> 00:35:29,471
♪ Ahh ♪
345
00:35:29,561 --> 00:35:31,097
You have everything.
346
00:35:38,603 --> 00:35:40,014
Everything you want.
347
00:35:54,919 --> 00:35:57,832
♪ My heart... ♪
348
00:36:10,335 --> 00:36:12,178
She likes the cheerleaders.
349
00:36:12,270 --> 00:36:13,271
You do?
350
00:36:14,706 --> 00:36:16,117
Were you ever a cheerleader?
351
00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:51,050
Scare me. Come closer.
352
00:37:17,669 --> 00:37:18,669
Marry me.
353
00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:26,211
No.
354
00:38:15,660 --> 00:38:17,401
You gave Mother a new house.
355
00:38:19,764 --> 00:38:21,505
You said I could get out
whenever I wanted,
356
00:38:21,599 --> 00:38:23,078
keep all you'd given us.
357
00:38:30,775 --> 00:38:32,345
You wanted me to be free.
358
00:38:45,256 --> 00:38:46,929
Why do I owe you a Coke?
359
00:38:48,993 --> 00:38:50,593
You said I couldn't climb the tree.
360
00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:53,274
Don't have to.
What're you gonna do?
361
00:38:53,298 --> 00:38:54,470
You're all the way up there.
362
00:38:55,166 --> 00:38:56,975
How strong do you think you are?
363
00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:03,819
One, two, three, go.
364
00:39:04,542 --> 00:39:07,182
To the tree. Don't! You're running.
You're running. You're running.
365
00:39:13,952 --> 00:39:16,626
I went along
like someone in a dream.
366
00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:29,072
I knew I had to tell you.
367
00:39:36,841 --> 00:39:38,013
Come clean.
368
00:39:48,820 --> 00:39:50,197
I didn't know how.
369
00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:13,686
Hove you, Hove you, Hove you...
370
00:40:13,745 --> 00:40:15,452
Say it like you mean it.
371
00:40:16,047 --> 00:40:17,583
Say it like you mean it.
372
00:40:17,682 --> 00:40:20,561
Say it like you mean it.
373
00:40:20,618 --> 00:40:22,427
Say it like you mean it.
374
00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:24,193
Say it like you mean it.
375
00:40:24,255 --> 00:40:26,428
Say it like you mean...
376
00:40:33,898 --> 00:40:34,968
Do you lie to me?
377
00:40:36,935 --> 00:40:39,108
I know you always wanna
know the truth, but...
378
00:40:41,205 --> 00:40:42,206
but I don't.
379
00:40:45,209 --> 00:40:47,416
Sometimes the truth
isn't the right thing to say.
380
00:40:48,413 --> 00:40:50,324
- Mm-hmm.
- You can hurt someone more
381
00:40:50,415 --> 00:40:51,415
' Saying it.
382
00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,897
♪ Mm, hmm, hmm ♪
383
00:40:57,555 --> 00:41:00,092
♪ Mm, mm... ♪
384
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:10,469
- This looks like a birthday card.
- Oh, isn't that pretty'?
385
00:41:10,935 --> 00:41:14,678
"The life you live again.
Happy birthday.“
386
00:41:14,772 --> 00:41:16,615
Do you ever think about leaving here?
387
00:41:24,182 --> 00:41:25,183
I don't know.
388
00:41:29,287 --> 00:41:30,459
Are you a good liar?
389
00:41:36,361 --> 00:41:37,362
Do you love me?
390
00:41:39,197 --> 00:41:40,277
Why do you ask that?
391
00:41:41,699 --> 00:41:42,871
I like to hear it.
392
00:41:43,634 --> 00:41:44,704
You don't like to say it.
393
00:41:45,837 --> 00:41:46,838
I love you.
394
00:41:48,473 --> 00:41:50,510
I'm so scared sometimes.
395
00:41:53,511 --> 00:41:55,286
We're Wanderers, you and I.
396
00:41:58,549 --> 00:41:59,994
Like birds.
397
00:42:01,953 --> 00:42:04,126
So you're saying
you wanna produce it as well.
398
00:42:04,188 --> 00:42:07,465
So I'm suddenly feeling
a little bit out in the cold here.
399
00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:10,005
- You know what I'm saying?
- Well, you wanna help produce it'?
400
00:42:11,896 --> 00:42:12,936
I just feel like you're...
401
00:42:12,997 --> 00:42:15,136
you're going ahead
on this thing by yourself.
402
00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:17,645
Well, just look at the facts.
Take it out of your hands.
403
00:42:17,702 --> 00:42:19,807
Why do you think it
can't work as a country song?
404
00:42:19,871 --> 00:42:20,747
- It can.
- Maybe you...
405
00:42:20,838 --> 00:42:22,511
As a... as a country...
406
00:42:22,573 --> 00:42:24,785
Take your finger outta your ear.
Put it back up your ass.
407
00:42:24,809 --> 00:42:26,489
You think you're better
than me, don't you?
408
00:42:27,245 --> 00:42:28,883
You look down on me.
409
00:42:30,081 --> 00:42:31,692
I gave you everything, man.
410
00:42:31,716 --> 00:42:33,460
You sit on your high horse
looking down on me.
411
00:42:33,484 --> 00:42:36,055
Look at your fingernails, man.
Where's the dirt?
412
00:42:37,755 --> 00:42:41,032
You think you can get here
without getting your hands dirty at least?
413
00:42:45,663 --> 00:42:46,835
Look at my batting average.
414
00:42:47,598 --> 00:42:49,043
Look at it. Look at yours.
415
00:42:52,070 --> 00:42:53,413
Who's helping who here?
416
00:42:59,410 --> 00:43:00,855
I wrote those songs.
417
00:43:03,247 --> 00:43:04,248
I did the work.
418
00:43:04,715 --> 00:43:07,423
How many people do you think
in this city alone are writing songs?
419
00:43:07,518 --> 00:43:08,360
Huh?
420
00:43:08,419 --> 00:43:09,796
Think your songs are that good?
421
00:43:09,887 --> 00:43:11,730
Yeah, what is it, morals...
422
00:43:11,789 --> 00:43:13,735
Taking credit for someone else's work.
423
00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:15,065
I told you about that shit.
424
00:43:15,927 --> 00:43:17,702
50-50. Equals.
425
00:43:18,796 --> 00:43:19,968
Brothers.
426
00:43:25,369 --> 00:43:26,780
- Get outta here.
- Come on.
427
00:43:26,871 --> 00:43:28,711
- You got a weird way of showing it.
- Come on.
428
00:43:28,739 --> 00:43:30,480
- What'?
- We partners? Are we brothers?
429
00:43:30,575 --> 00:43:32,486
Why'd you put the copyrights to my songs
430
00:43:32,577 --> 00:43:34,318
in your name and your name only?
431
00:43:36,380 --> 00:43:38,060
Or did you think I didn't know about that?
432
00:43:38,950 --> 00:43:40,561
No, maybe you thought,
"This guy's so stup..."
433
00:43:40,585 --> 00:43:42,724
Don't put your hands on...
Don't put your hands on me.
434
00:43:43,221 --> 00:43:44,461
Don't put your hands on me.
435
00:43:45,223 --> 00:43:46,964
Maybe you thought, "This guy's so stupid,
436
00:43:47,058 --> 00:43:48,298
he doesn't want a lawyer,
437
00:43:48,392 --> 00:43:49,462
he trusted me."
438
00:43:57,235 --> 00:43:59,408
Should we make a scene? Huh?
439
00:44:09,113 --> 00:44:10,683
I'll give you a record contract.
440
00:44:21,325 --> 00:44:22,497
How's that make you feel?
441
00:44:33,137 --> 00:44:34,343
That's what you want, right?
442
00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:40,818
I love the pain.
443
00:44:42,947 --> 00:44:44,358
It feels like life,.
444
00:44:51,889 --> 00:44:54,631
Sometimes I admire what a hypocrite I am.
445
00:44:56,227 --> 00:44:57,227
On!
446
00:45:00,565 --> 00:45:02,374
Strange what you get used to.
447
00:45:12,076 --> 00:45:13,076
You're skinny.
448
00:45:13,377 --> 00:45:14,721
You ever think
about coming home?
449
00:45:18,182 --> 00:45:19,559
Okay.
450
00:45:21,152 --> 00:45:22,358
Feel like I just got out.
451
00:45:23,554 --> 00:45:25,090
Place felt like it was on fire.
452
00:45:26,390 --> 00:45:27,562
Come and help put it out.
453
00:45:28,392 --> 00:45:30,394
- I did my best.
- Did you?
454
00:45:31,495 --> 00:45:32,735
You sound like Dad.
455
00:45:35,066 --> 00:45:36,568
It's hard at home with Mom.
456
00:45:38,102 --> 00:45:39,102
'Cause...
457
00:45:39,670 --> 00:45:40,910
you don't wanna be there.
458
00:45:42,406 --> 00:45:43,749
I just feel like I keep...
459
00:45:44,175 --> 00:45:47,884
sinking lower, and lower, and lower...
460
00:45:50,381 --> 00:45:51,382
I think I'm just tired.
461
00:45:51,449 --> 00:45:53,730
I wanted all that pain
to be for something.
462
00:45:54,352 --> 00:45:55,352
I'm okay.
463
00:45:56,187 --> 00:45:58,394
Ma, you're healthy, right?
464
00:45:58,923 --> 00:46:00,425
You're a stone cold fox.
465
00:46:03,761 --> 00:46:05,005
Turn it into something.
466
00:46:05,029 --> 00:46:07,908
You've got... you got...
you got it in the bag.
467
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:13,304
I don't think that... I don't think
that takes care of everything, darling.
468
00:46:13,404 --> 00:46:14,747
Have you seen your father?
469
00:46:15,906 --> 00:46:17,317
- Have I seen him?
- Mm-hmm.
470
00:46:17,408 --> 00:46:18,409
No.
471
00:46:19,310 --> 00:46:20,653
I know, I gotta go.
472
00:46:21,545 --> 00:46:22,546
I don't know.
473
00:46:22,613 --> 00:46:24,173
I haven't done anything.
474
00:46:24,949 --> 00:46:27,429
♪ Leave it there, leave it there ♪
475
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:30,321
♪ Leave it there.. ♪
476
00:46:30,421 --> 00:46:31,764
Does Dad even look at you?
477
00:46:32,590 --> 00:46:34,263
He's so... strange.
478
00:46:35,393 --> 00:46:38,237
We've... waited so long
to be free of that man,
479
00:46:38,296 --> 00:46:39,297
and now...
480
00:46:39,930 --> 00:46:41,250
Do you think about forgiving him?
481
00:46:45,469 --> 00:46:46,470
No, I don't.
482
00:46:47,338 --> 00:46:49,648
- You pray for him?
- No, I don't.
483
00:46:50,908 --> 00:46:51,909
Not anymore.
484
00:46:52,810 --> 00:46:54,653
- Why?
- What's the point?
485
00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:58,487
♪ The world from you withholds ♪
486
00:46:59,150 --> 00:47:02,359
♪ All its silver and its gold ♪
487
00:47:03,688 --> 00:47:06,635
♪ And you have to get along ♪
488
00:47:06,691 --> 00:47:08,932
♪ With meager fare ♪
489
00:47:11,462 --> 00:47:15,035
♪ Just remember, in his work ♪
490
00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:19,542
♪ How he feeds the little birds ♪
491
00:47:20,838 --> 00:47:22,681
♪ Take your burden ♪
492
00:47:22,773 --> 00:47:24,616
♪ To the Lord ♪
493
00:47:24,675 --> 00:47:30,717
♪ And leave it there ♪
494
00:47:34,151 --> 00:47:36,028
♪ Take your burden ♪
495
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:39,329
♪ To the Lord ♪
496
00:47:39,390 --> 00:47:41,165
♪ And leave it there ♪
497
00:47:46,230 --> 00:47:48,801
I met him
on the street today, and he, um...
498
00:47:50,668 --> 00:47:52,238
said that he wanted to sign me.
499
00:48:02,380 --> 00:48:03,380
Wow.
500
00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:05,856
I didn't know what to tell him.
501
00:48:05,916 --> 00:48:07,987
Why not? I mean,
this is... that's a good...
502
00:48:11,255 --> 00:48:12,996
That's a good opportunity for you.
503
00:48:16,093 --> 00:48:18,232
I mean, you know how I feel
about him, but that...
504
00:48:21,031 --> 00:48:22,601
that shouldn't affect your...
505
00:48:25,770 --> 00:48:27,044
that shouldn't affect you.
506
00:48:41,085 --> 00:48:42,085
You gotta do it.
507
00:49:19,757 --> 00:49:20,758
Why are you crying?
508
00:49:26,831 --> 00:49:28,003
Because I'm happy.
509
00:50:14,545 --> 00:50:15,705
Your old girlfriend...
510
00:50:17,147 --> 00:50:18,888
she asked you to go off with her.
511
00:50:24,822 --> 00:50:26,301
Why didn't you?
512
00:50:29,994 --> 00:50:31,064
Was it for me?
513
00:50:31,161 --> 00:50:33,198
Do you ever
think of me when I'm not here?
514
00:50:34,999 --> 00:50:37,411
- Sure.
- Well, what do you think?
515
00:50:40,838 --> 00:50:44,251
Why wake up next to someone
you don't even know
516
00:50:44,341 --> 00:50:46,252
if you don't even know yourself anymore?
517
00:50:48,012 --> 00:50:50,754
What happens then?
Do you think she'll be happy...
518
00:50:52,016 --> 00:50:54,326
living with ghosts, sadder?
519
00:50:54,385 --> 00:50:56,922
- It's more complicated than that.
- No, it's not.
520
00:51:00,024 --> 00:51:01,935
What's it feel like to be a girl?
521
00:51:02,026 --> 00:51:03,664
Like I have special powers.
522
00:51:09,500 --> 00:51:10,535
What don't I know?
523
00:51:17,374 --> 00:51:18,546
How to feel.
524
00:51:20,911 --> 00:51:22,754
How to be sick to your bones.
525
00:51:25,082 --> 00:51:26,356
How to yearn.
526
00:51:33,457 --> 00:51:34,629
Stay.
527
00:51:36,794 --> 00:51:38,637
You're casting spells.
528
00:51:40,064 --> 00:51:41,064
Does it work?
529
00:51:41,732 --> 00:51:43,302
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah'?
530
00:51:45,736 --> 00:51:47,656
I don't even think
you know you're doing it.
531
00:51:48,138 --> 00:51:49,138
I may.
532
00:51:49,907 --> 00:51:51,685
Just going around
casting spells on people.
533
00:51:51,709 --> 00:51:54,588
♪ What went wrong with our love ♪
534
00:51:54,645 --> 00:51:57,489
♪ A love that was so strong ♪
535
00:51:59,817 --> 00:52:02,161
♪ And as I still walk on ♪
536
00:52:02,252 --> 00:52:04,095
♪ I think of ♪
537
00:52:04,154 --> 00:52:07,294
♪ The things we've done together ♪
538
00:52:07,391 --> 00:52:10,270
♪ While our hearts were young ♪
539
00:52:12,663 --> 00:52:15,667
♪ I'm a-walkin' in the rain ♪
540
00:52:15,766 --> 00:52:18,940
♪ Tears are fallin' and I feel the pain ♪
541
00:52:19,003 --> 00:52:22,177
♪ Wishin' you were here by me ♪
542
00:52:22,272 --> 00:52:24,513
♪ To end this misery ♪
- Are you happy?
543
00:52:24,608 --> 00:52:25,916
♪ And I wonder... ♪
544
00:52:26,510 --> 00:52:30,253
I think I might have
misunderstood happiness, you know?
545
00:52:32,316 --> 00:52:34,990
I dream about it and stuff, and...
546
00:52:36,086 --> 00:52:38,032
I sing about it sometimes, but...
547
00:52:41,191 --> 00:52:42,192
I don't...
548
00:52:47,998 --> 00:52:48,840
No.
549
00:52:48,932 --> 00:52:51,708
♪ While our hearts were young ♪
550
00:52:56,807 --> 00:53:00,050
♪ I'm a-walking in the rain... ♪
551
00:53:00,144 --> 00:53:01,987
I mean, would you want more?
552
00:53:03,380 --> 00:53:04,723
I could follow you around.
553
00:53:05,649 --> 00:53:07,128
You'd give it all up?
554
00:53:07,184 --> 00:53:08,219
I would.
555
00:53:09,386 --> 00:53:10,660
If you'd ask me.
556
00:53:13,991 --> 00:53:15,334
But you never do, you know?
557
00:53:28,539 --> 00:53:32,043
♪ You're so smart ♪
558
00:53:33,010 --> 00:53:35,991
♪ Going around ♪
559
00:53:36,046 --> 00:53:40,688
♪ Breaking lovers' hearts ♪
560
00:53:42,419 --> 00:53:44,558
♪ You'll be defeated ♪
561
00:53:45,355 --> 00:53:49,770
♪ By your own weapon ♪
562
00:53:52,496 --> 00:53:54,237
I dream about being in love and...
563
00:53:55,099 --> 00:53:56,874
being free and safe.
564
00:53:56,934 --> 00:53:57,878
You know?
565
00:53:57,935 --> 00:53:59,380
Can you have, uh... you think...
566
00:54:00,838 --> 00:54:01,839
have it all?
567
00:54:04,208 --> 00:54:06,711
That's one thing I know.
You can't have it all.
568
00:54:08,278 --> 00:54:10,519
- You gonna miss me?
569
00:54:11,682 --> 00:54:13,593
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
570
00:54:19,423 --> 00:54:20,766
Are you gonna miss me?
571
00:54:27,264 --> 00:54:28,538
Do you want me to stay?
572
00:54:31,034 --> 00:54:32,479
I can't ask you that.
573
00:54:40,377 --> 00:54:41,720
Well, then I gotta go.
574
00:54:58,495 --> 00:54:59,803
Foolish me.
575
00:55:06,470 --> 00:55:07,642
Devil.
576
00:55:13,343 --> 00:55:14,686
I need to talk to you.
577
00:55:17,314 --> 00:55:18,418
I know.
578
00:55:32,796 --> 00:55:33,968
I love him.
579
00:55:34,464 --> 00:55:36,603
Of course you do.
580
00:55:45,542 --> 00:55:46,543
Say it again.
581
00:55:47,377 --> 00:55:48,549
Say what again?
582
00:55:59,156 --> 00:56:00,863
I don't wanna do this anymore.
583
00:56:21,311 --> 00:56:22,551
I want out.
584
00:56:25,883 --> 00:56:26,884
Then go.
585
00:57:11,929 --> 00:57:16,241
- ♪ I know places we can go, babe... ♪
- I'm low.
586
00:57:20,304 --> 00:57:21,806
I'm like mud.
587
00:57:24,241 --> 00:57:25,720
I don't deserve you.
588
00:57:25,776 --> 00:57:29,121
♪ The high won't fade here, babe... ♪
589
00:57:29,212 --> 00:57:30,247
The shame of it,.
590
00:57:32,649 --> 00:57:37,826
♪ No, the high won't hurt here, babe ♪
591
00:57:52,936 --> 00:57:54,415
Things changed.
592
00:57:55,305 --> 00:57:57,251
♪ I know places we can go... ♪
593
00:57:57,307 --> 00:58:00,015
You became suspicious.
594
00:58:02,679 --> 00:58:08,595
♪ I know places we can go, babe ♪
595
00:58:09,152 --> 00:58:14,761
♪ Where the highs won't
Bring you down, babe ♪
596
00:58:16,493 --> 00:58:22,034
♪ No, the highs won't
Hurt you there, babe ♪
597
00:58:24,768 --> 00:58:26,770
♪ Don't ask me when ♪
598
00:58:26,837 --> 00:58:28,441
Stupid girl.
599
00:58:32,175 --> 00:58:34,052
♪ Don't ask me how ♪
600
00:58:34,144 --> 00:58:36,715
♪ But ask me where... ♪
601
00:58:36,813 --> 00:58:37,883
How long have you known?
602
00:58:40,350 --> 00:58:41,852
I don't know, um...
603
00:58:42,886 --> 00:58:45,298
I was a receptionist there
before I met you.
604
00:58:47,157 --> 00:58:48,864
You know, I...
605
00:58:48,959 --> 00:58:49,960
He's after you.
606
00:58:50,027 --> 00:58:52,906
I dreamed of having him help me
the same way he helped you.
607
00:58:58,135 --> 00:58:59,637
You don't have to, uh...
608
00:59:04,174 --> 00:59:05,676
you know, hide anything.
609
00:59:11,314 --> 00:59:13,760
We don't have to have
any secrets between us.
610
00:59:27,831 --> 00:59:30,573
Why is he after you
if he's not attracted to you?
611
00:59:52,756 --> 00:59:54,201
Did you ever sleep with him?
612
01:00:08,939 --> 01:00:09,940
Yes.
613
01:00:15,879 --> 01:00:16,880
You did?
614
01:00:21,218 --> 01:00:22,218
Once.
615
01:00:24,988 --> 01:00:26,433
How come you never told me?
616
01:00:38,768 --> 01:00:40,179
Tell me about the teacher.
617
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:47,080
Just tell me.
618
01:00:48,678 --> 01:00:50,988
- Tell me what you did.
- I don't remember.
619
01:00:51,081 --> 01:00:52,253
Try and remember.
620
01:00:53,083 --> 01:00:54,683
- I can't
- Try and remember.
621
01:00:55,185 --> 01:00:57,028
It was dark. I don't know.
622
01:00:57,687 --> 01:00:59,132
He told us what to do.
623
01:01:00,757 --> 01:01:01,758
Did you do it?
624
01:01:02,592 --> 01:01:03,434
Yes.
625
01:01:03,493 --> 01:01:05,200
You did what he told you to do?
626
01:01:26,016 --> 01:01:27,859
I wanna live a good life.
627
01:01:35,025 --> 01:01:36,800
Hmm? How many times?
628
01:01:41,865 --> 01:01:42,866
We had...
629
01:01:43,633 --> 01:01:45,374
a sort of a romance, I guess.
630
01:01:47,804 --> 01:01:50,478
No, it was more than once.
It was several times.
631
01:01:54,344 --> 01:01:55,687
Why'd you just do that?
632
01:01:59,149 --> 01:02:00,150
Do what?
633
01:02:00,550 --> 01:02:01,722
Change your story.
634
01:02:04,187 --> 01:02:06,098
I was trying it out to see how you'd do.
635
01:03:16,993 --> 01:03:18,301
I'm a beast.
636
01:03:23,400 --> 01:03:25,402
Still not unhappy about it.
637
01:03:33,510 --> 01:03:36,354
I don't seem to bring people
happiness anymore.
638
01:03:44,120 --> 01:03:45,599
I wasted your love.
639
01:04:12,649 --> 01:04:13,889
I was wrong.
640
01:04:19,522 --> 01:04:20,899
Will you forgive me?
641
01:04:28,565 --> 01:04:29,669
We broke up.
642
01:04:41,878 --> 01:04:43,186
I tried to be kind.
643
01:04:44,314 --> 01:04:45,884
It only made me colder.
644
01:05:32,462 --> 01:05:34,271
What part of me do you want?
645
01:05:38,368 --> 01:05:40,279
Take what you want from me.
646
01:05:49,245 --> 01:05:50,747
Let me untie them.
647
01:05:54,417 --> 01:05:55,828
Untie mine.
648
01:06:11,835 --> 01:06:14,509
In our state
and even across our border.
649
01:06:29,786 --> 01:06:31,322
We would express that generosity
650
01:06:31,421 --> 01:06:34,630
not just in this moment or on this campus,
651
01:06:34,691 --> 01:06:37,103
but as we have opportunity every day
652
01:06:37,160 --> 01:06:39,162
throughout our community and our city,
653
01:06:39,262 --> 01:06:42,141
around our state, even across our borders.
654
01:06:42,198 --> 01:06:45,509
And we will be known as a generous people.
655
01:06:45,602 --> 01:06:48,708
And we bless even as we have been blessed.
656
01:06:48,805 --> 01:06:51,718
For we ask this in Your Son's name.
657
01:06:51,808 --> 01:06:52,808
Amen.
658
01:07:22,405 --> 01:07:23,713
Gives you life.
659
01:07:28,177 --> 01:07:29,178
Eat it.
660
01:07:31,714 --> 01:07:32,988
I've tasted it.
661
01:07:34,250 --> 01:07:35,251
Tried it.
662
01:07:43,326 --> 01:07:44,999
This is dipped in God.
663
01:08:03,379 --> 01:08:05,120
They've never been where we've been.
664
01:08:20,797 --> 01:08:22,208
Open your eyes.
665
01:08:29,739 --> 01:08:30,740
Right here you know.
666
01:08:32,976 --> 01:08:34,478
You won't die.
667
01:08:49,492 --> 01:08:50,766
Here I reign.
668
01:08:54,297 --> 01:08:55,298
Kins?'
669
01:09:08,611 --> 01:09:09,851
Who sees us?
670
01:09:21,324 --> 01:09:23,497
The world wants to be deceived.
671
01:09:39,275 --> 01:09:40,875
Think you'll be able to drive?
672
01:09:42,679 --> 01:09:44,886
- Taking that as a no.
- Our friend will pick us up.
673
01:09:44,981 --> 01:09:46,324
All right. You need to move on.
674
01:09:46,849 --> 01:09:48,385
We have a little fun right here.
675
01:09:49,052 --> 01:09:51,830
Quite frankly, I don't know if you're
gonna come back. Careful with that.
676
01:09:51,854 --> 01:09:53,299
You know that river?
677
01:09:53,356 --> 01:09:55,029
This is a ticket around the world.
678
01:09:55,124 --> 01:09:56,324
Last call...
679
01:10:04,967 --> 01:10:07,243
Now leaving on track twelve.
680
01:10:07,970 --> 01:10:08,971
Board!
681
01:10:09,505 --> 01:10:11,917
Whoa!
682
01:10:26,022 --> 01:10:27,222
What are you afraid of?
683
01:10:35,164 --> 01:10:36,871
What do you wanna do'?
684
01:10:53,750 --> 01:10:54,854
Are you afraid of me?
685
01:11:06,796 --> 01:11:08,707
I was once like you.
686
01:11:13,369 --> 01:11:15,042
I didn't know what I know now,.
687
01:11:33,623 --> 01:11:35,603
To think what I once was...
688
01:11:39,595 --> 01:11:40,835
what I am now.
689
01:11:50,106 --> 01:11:51,642
- Ls this your dog?
- Yeah.
690
01:11:51,741 --> 01:11:53,243
- Can I say hi?
- Yeah, of course.
691
01:11:53,843 --> 01:11:55,982
- Hi there.
- Say hello.
692
01:11:56,445 --> 01:11:57,445
What's your name?
693
01:11:59,348 --> 01:12:00,348
Look at you.
694
01:12:00,917 --> 01:12:01,918
Stuff like that.
695
01:12:03,286 --> 01:12:04,321
You what? What?
696
01:12:04,420 --> 01:12:07,299
- Like, uh, uh, house-sit.
- House-sit? Oh.
697
01:12:18,134 --> 01:12:19,135
Hi.
698
01:12:20,536 --> 01:12:22,056
Very tired with the weather.
699
01:12:22,538 --> 01:12:24,381
So I decided to move here.
700
01:12:25,775 --> 01:12:28,381
I don't know if I would
move here from Paris.
701
01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:32,785
I wanted to experience it.
702
01:12:32,849 --> 01:12:36,058
Just let me know when I can
come over and take him out or...
703
01:12:36,686 --> 01:12:39,164
- Anything. If you need me to feed him.
- Tomorrow... if fine?
704
01:12:39,188 --> 01:12:41,068
- Where are you from?
- From here.
705
01:12:41,891 --> 01:12:44,167
Yeah, it's like the, um...
706
01:12:44,227 --> 01:12:47,140
the skin, I like this idea of, um...
707
01:12:47,196 --> 01:12:49,574
you know, losing your... your-your skin.
708
01:12:49,665 --> 01:12:51,804
- And, like, the phoenix.
- Yeah.
709
01:12:51,868 --> 01:12:52,869
You know, like...
710
01:12:53,636 --> 01:12:55,912
- Starting over'?
- Start... starting over.
711
01:12:56,005 --> 01:12:58,042
Dying and being reborn...
712
01:12:58,407 --> 01:13:00,182
The light is so beautiful on your face.
713
01:13:01,744 --> 01:13:04,657
You have one part of your face
in the shadows
714
01:13:04,714 --> 01:13:06,853
and one part in the light.
715
01:13:53,195 --> 01:13:55,766
- Are you scared?
- Mm-mm.
716
01:14:15,885 --> 01:14:17,626
You kissed me in public.
717
01:14:22,291 --> 01:14:23,827
You held my hand.
718
01:15:39,201 --> 01:15:40,201
Stay.
719
01:15:56,585 --> 01:15:59,065
Volunteer their time to make it so.
720
01:16:00,056 --> 01:16:02,058
The very traditions
of the Bachelors of Austin
721
01:16:02,158 --> 01:16:04,069
are the result of years of service
722
01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:06,597
by dedicated individuals
723
01:16:06,695 --> 01:16:08,936
and a solid and loyal membership.
724
01:16:09,532 --> 01:16:13,605
This year, to help us usher in
and host a great social season,
725
01:16:14,537 --> 01:16:16,847
I would especially like
to thank Layne Cricket
726
01:16:16,906 --> 01:16:18,715
and his wife Susan for serving.-...
727
01:16:18,774 --> 01:16:20,378
You get used to drifting.
728
01:16:22,711 --> 01:16:23,712
Waiting.
729
01:16:31,087 --> 01:16:32,532
They say follow the light.
730
01:16:32,955 --> 01:16:34,901
So happy to meet you.
731
01:16:40,463 --> 01:16:41,806
Where do you find it?
732
01:16:45,134 --> 01:16:48,274
When you're young, it's not always
easy to know what is the light.
733
01:16:48,370 --> 01:16:49,948
- I don't understand either.
- Except for you.
734
01:16:49,972 --> 01:16:51,383
- It's different.
- Sweet of you to say.
735
01:16:51,407 --> 01:16:55,913
I hear you have songs on the radio
and you're meant for better things.
736
01:16:55,978 --> 01:16:59,448
It'd be awful to have these
good times and not have life itself.
737
01:16:59,548 --> 01:17:01,494
I wanna meet you before you move on
738
01:17:01,584 --> 01:17:03,424
- and leave us behind.
- Mm-hmm. No, thank you.
739
01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:06,566
Uh, she was mixed up with a guy back East.
740
01:17:06,622 --> 01:17:08,465
He was a very nice man, I understand.
741
01:17:08,557 --> 01:17:10,969
Divorced, four kids, but...
742
01:17:20,603 --> 01:17:21,946
I heard you just moved here.
743
01:17:23,439 --> 01:17:25,112
Yeah, I've been back a couple of months.
744
01:17:27,176 --> 01:17:28,348
Mind me asking why?
745
01:17:29,311 --> 01:17:30,312
I was, uh, wondering.
746
01:17:32,014 --> 01:17:33,118
I grew up there.
747
01:17:33,983 --> 01:17:34,984
Oh, yeah?
748
01:17:37,586 --> 01:17:39,532
No, I went... I went away to school.
749
01:17:40,122 --> 01:17:41,123
Back East.
750
01:17:46,929 --> 01:17:49,136
I think you've got a secret
you're not telling me.
751
01:18:00,776 --> 01:18:02,119
What is that?
752
01:18:02,178 --> 01:18:03,178
It's a chicken.
753
01:18:06,015 --> 01:18:07,016
Hold on, you gotta...
754
01:18:12,354 --> 01:18:13,458
You're beautiful.
755
01:18:21,397 --> 01:18:25,743
♪ Rather die in your arms
than die lonesome... ♪
756
01:18:29,505 --> 01:18:31,678
I hope I don't fall in love with you.
757
01:18:34,176 --> 01:18:35,587
Nobody asked you to.
758
01:18:37,079 --> 01:18:38,990
♪ The higher that I climb ♪
759
01:18:41,183 --> 01:18:44,392
♪ The deeper I fall down... ♪
760
01:18:45,688 --> 01:18:46,928
What's the matter?
761
01:18:48,691 --> 01:18:49,829
I'm scared.
762
01:19:15,517 --> 01:19:16,962
They play with sex.
763
01:19:21,890 --> 01:19:23,028
They make it cheap,.
764
01:19:28,897 --> 01:19:30,877
Maybe you need this world.
765
01:19:33,402 --> 01:19:35,404
The falsehood, the show.
766
01:19:39,975 --> 01:19:44,390
Maybe what stirs your blood
is having wild people around you.
767
01:19:47,750 --> 01:19:49,889
You might have to be a sinner.
768
01:19:51,387 --> 01:19:54,834
♪ Started crashing his head
against the locker ♪
769
01:19:56,925 --> 01:20:00,134
♪ Started laughing hysterically ♪
770
01:20:02,731 --> 01:20:04,836
♪ When suddenly ♪
771
01:20:04,933 --> 01:20:07,937
♪ Johnny gets the feeling ♪
772
01:20:08,003 --> 01:20:09,744
♪ He's being surrounded by ♪
773
01:20:10,339 --> 01:20:12,512
♪ Horses, horses, horses, horses... ♪
774
01:20:22,251 --> 01:20:24,754
♪ Can I take you down? ♪
775
01:20:24,820 --> 01:20:26,857
♪ Come on outwith me... ♪
776
01:20:31,460 --> 01:20:33,497
What if I don't become an artist?
777
01:20:36,432 --> 01:20:38,343
Don't have one life,.
778
01:20:39,835 --> 01:20:41,178
Don't have the other.
779
01:20:45,341 --> 01:20:47,981
Running around, trying to be somebody.
780
01:20:51,213 --> 01:20:52,886
Snatching at life.
781
01:20:54,550 --> 01:20:56,860
I got some uranium!
782
01:20:57,619 --> 01:20:59,496
I bought it off my mom.
783
01:21:12,034 --> 01:21:14,014
The music's all about feeling free.
784
01:21:17,005 --> 01:21:19,986
So you don't have
to do nothing to be free.
785
01:21:21,477 --> 01:21:23,684
Why ain't I free'? Answer me that.
786
01:21:24,680 --> 01:21:26,421
♪ Baby, baby ♪
787
01:21:26,515 --> 01:21:30,759
♪ We just went out to have some fun ♪
788
01:21:30,853 --> 01:21:34,426
♪ Baby, baby ♪
789
01:21:34,523 --> 01:21:38,699
♪ We can't go back 'cause now it's done ♪
790
01:21:38,761 --> 01:21:42,538
♪ Baby, baby ♪
791
01:21:42,598 --> 01:21:46,569
♪ Now I'm the one who has to pay ♪
792
01:21:46,668 --> 01:21:50,707
♪ Baby, baby ♪
793
01:21:50,773 --> 01:21:56,587
♪ Since the night they took you away ♪
794
01:21:56,678 --> 01:22:00,592
♪ You pushed this guy
And he pushed you back ♪
795
01:22:00,682 --> 01:22:04,755
♪ You knocked him
into the amplifier stack ♪
796
01:22:04,853 --> 01:22:06,890
♪ The bouncers came
And dragged you both... ♪
797
01:22:06,955 --> 01:22:08,457
I feel like we are so...
798
01:22:12,027 --> 01:22:13,028
connected.
799
01:22:19,268 --> 01:22:20,269
And it's. ..
800
01:22:22,638 --> 01:22:25,312
I can't really understand, it's like...
801
01:22:46,929 --> 01:22:48,602
I forget everything,
802
01:22:48,664 --> 01:22:50,075
but seeing you again...
803
01:22:54,069 --> 01:22:55,844
♪ I rolled and I tumbled ♪
804
01:22:55,938 --> 01:22:59,818
♪ I cried the whole night long... ♪
805
01:23:03,579 --> 01:23:05,183
I never knew I had a soul.
806
01:23:05,280 --> 01:23:07,521
♪ I cried the whole night long ♪
807
01:23:08,116 --> 01:23:09,993
The word embarrassed me.
808
01:23:10,619 --> 01:23:14,032
♪ I got up this morning ♪
809
01:23:14,122 --> 01:23:16,830
♪ Feeling that something going on wrong ♪
810
01:23:21,129 --> 01:23:23,541
I've always been afraid to be myself.
811
01:23:23,632 --> 01:23:26,044
♪ Please let me be ♪
812
01:23:27,669 --> 01:23:29,945
♪ Yes, love me... ♪
813
01:23:30,005 --> 01:23:31,712
I thought there was no one there.
814
01:23:31,807 --> 01:23:34,048
♪ Please let me be ♪
815
01:23:36,812 --> 01:23:40,191
♪ if you don't like my peaches ♪
816
01:23:40,282 --> 01:23:43,286
♪ Please don't shake my tree ♪
817
01:24:08,877 --> 01:24:10,914
I don't believe anything
818
01:24:11,013 --> 01:24:12,424
that you're saying.
819
01:24:17,019 --> 01:24:18,089
Yes, you do.
820
01:24:20,822 --> 01:24:24,929
You know, but even the...
the sound of your voice and...
821
01:24:25,394 --> 01:24:26,498
that upsets me.
822
01:24:43,879 --> 01:24:45,517
I forget what I am.
823
01:24:48,617 --> 01:24:49,789
Whose I am.
824
01:24:55,958 --> 01:24:57,562
You're so far off.
825
01:25:00,796 --> 01:25:02,776
I'll die if you don't come soon.
826
01:25:10,539 --> 01:25:12,576
I don't like to see the birds in the sky,
827
01:25:12,641 --> 01:25:13,745
because I miss you.
828
01:25:19,214 --> 01:25:20,955
Because you saw them with me.
829
01:25:28,156 --> 01:25:29,260
Come.
830
01:25:30,926 --> 01:25:32,735
Save me from my bad heart.
831
01:25:45,073 --> 01:25:46,575
♪ It won't let up ♪
832
01:25:46,642 --> 01:25:50,180
♪ And I see them coming in,
Oh, I hear them coming in ♪
833
01:25:50,278 --> 01:25:53,191
♪ I couldn't hear them before,
But I hear them now ♪
834
01:25:53,281 --> 01:25:54,783
♪ It's a radar scope ♪
835
01:25:54,850 --> 01:25:55,692
♪ It's all silver ♪
836
01:25:55,784 --> 01:25:57,286
♪ And all platinum lights ♪
837
01:25:57,352 --> 01:25:59,263
♪ Moving in like black ships ♪
838
01:25:59,321 --> 01:26:01,699
♪ They were moving in, streams of them ♪
839
01:26:01,790 --> 01:26:03,792
♪ And he put up his hands and he said ♪
840
01:26:03,859 --> 01:26:05,964
♪ It's me, it's me ♪
841
01:26:06,028 --> 01:26:07,803
♪ HI give you my eyes ♪
842
01:26:07,863 --> 01:26:11,003
♪ Oh, take me up, oh, please, take me up ♪
843
01:26:11,099 --> 01:26:13,943
♪ I am helium raven waiting for you ♪
844
01:26:14,002 --> 01:26:17,142
♪ Please take me up, don't leave me here ♪
845
01:26:17,205 --> 01:26:19,879
♪ The son, the sign, the sign ♪
846
01:26:19,975 --> 01:26:22,182
♪ The true prophet, the true prophet ♪
847
01:26:22,277 --> 01:26:24,689
♪ A tortured woman, the true sign ♪
848
01:26:24,780 --> 01:26:27,954
♪ The cross is just the true sign
Of a tortured woman ♪
849
01:26:28,016 --> 01:26:30,189
♪ Standing there in the doorway ♪
850
01:26:30,285 --> 01:26:32,561
♪ Dreaming of, dreaming of the prophet ♪
851
01:26:32,654 --> 01:26:34,395
♪ They don't want their presidents ♪
852
01:26:34,489 --> 01:26:36,867
♪ They don't want
Their children to be presidents ♪
853
01:26:36,958 --> 01:26:39,029
♪ But prophets, prophets ♪
854
01:26:39,127 --> 01:26:40,868
♪ They're dreaming of their children ♪
855
01:26:40,962 --> 01:26:42,134
♪ As prophets ♪
856
01:26:42,197 --> 01:26:44,734
♪ They're gonna come in,
Run through the fields ♪
857
01:26:44,833 --> 01:26:46,744
♪ Dreaming of animation ♪
858
01:26:46,835 --> 01:26:50,339
♪ She said, oh, please, please, please ♪
859
01:26:50,405 --> 01:26:52,043
♪ I'm gonna shoot 'em up like light ♪
860
01:26:52,140 --> 01:26:54,142
♪ Like Mohammad Boxer ♪
861
01:26:54,209 --> 01:26:56,052
♪ Oh, please take me up ♪
862
01:26:56,144 --> 01:27:02,356
♪ Up, up, up... ♪
863
01:27:02,417 --> 01:27:06,763
♪ Ahh ♪
864
01:27:07,155 --> 01:27:08,361
♪ Ahh ♪
865
01:27:08,423 --> 01:27:12,929
♪ To the belly of a ship ♪
866
01:27:13,028 --> 01:27:17,670
♪ Let the ship slide open ♪
867
01:27:17,733 --> 01:27:22,204
♪ And I'M go inside of it ♪
868
01:27:22,270 --> 01:27:25,774
♪ Where we are not ♪
869
01:27:25,874 --> 01:27:29,549
♪ Human ♪
870
01:27:29,911 --> 01:27:30,991
Touch me.
871
01:27:33,014 --> 01:27:36,086
♪ We are not human... ♪
872
01:27:37,352 --> 01:27:38,854
Fallen so low.
873
01:27:44,960 --> 01:27:47,201
I had to find my way out...
874
01:27:48,964 --> 01:27:49,965
of you.
875
01:27:53,602 --> 01:27:55,878
- ♪ Where there was a desert ♪
- To life.
876
01:27:57,539 --> 01:28:00,782
♪ The sun shone down... ♪
877
01:28:18,827 --> 01:28:22,001
All right, our second course
will be our salad course,
878
01:28:22,664 --> 01:28:24,575
which will consist of a salad...
879
01:28:47,856 --> 01:28:49,961
I revolted against goodness.
880
01:28:55,530 --> 01:28:57,305
Thought it had deceived me.
881
01:28:57,365 --> 01:28:58,469
Careful, Matthew.
882
01:29:01,269 --> 01:29:03,044
Thought!
Could do better than others.
883
01:29:08,610 --> 01:29:11,216
Didn't need what made life sweet for them.
884
01:29:19,321 --> 01:29:20,322
Look at me.
885
01:29:28,129 --> 01:29:29,130
I'm sor...
886
01:29:32,801 --> 01:29:35,179
I'm sorry that you're not
as proud of me...
887
01:29:36,204 --> 01:29:37,204
as you are...
888
01:29:37,839 --> 01:29:39,341
with my sisters.
889
01:29:39,841 --> 01:29:41,650
I'm not who I thought I was.
890
01:29:45,814 --> 01:29:47,225
Am I a good person?
891
01:29:49,384 --> 01:29:50,556
You made so many...
892
01:29:52,020 --> 01:29:54,330
so many sacrifices for me.
893
01:29:55,757 --> 01:29:58,738
So that I could have a chance
to do the things that you couldn't do...
894
01:29:58,827 --> 01:30:00,033
Even want to be?
895
01:30:02,397 --> 01:30:03,239
And I failed you.
896
01:30:03,331 --> 01:30:04,833
Or just seem like one
897
01:30:05,767 --> 01:30:07,269
so people will like me.
898
01:30:13,675 --> 01:30:14,676
♪ Ow! ♪
899
01:30:16,945 --> 01:30:18,015
♪ Ah! ♪
900
01:30:18,079 --> 01:30:18,955
♪Ow! ♪
901
01:30:19,047 --> 01:30:20,458
♪ Ah! Ah! ♪
902
01:30:22,017 --> 01:30:26,124
♪ Ah! Ah! Ahh! ♪
903
01:30:26,221 --> 01:30:28,292
♪ Ah ♪
904
01:30:35,263 --> 01:30:36,708
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
905
01:30:36,765 --> 01:30:38,574
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
906
01:30:38,633 --> 01:30:40,306
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ♪
907
01:30:40,402 --> 01:30:41,904
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
908
01:30:41,970 --> 01:30:43,881
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
909
01:30:43,939 --> 01:30:45,475
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
910
01:30:45,573 --> 01:30:47,382
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
911
01:30:47,442 --> 01:30:48,978
♪ I'm inside your DNA ♪
912
01:30:49,077 --> 01:30:50,715
♪ You can't make me go away ♪
913
01:30:50,779 --> 01:30:53,623
♪ AH you do is fuck and eat,
That's what we do too ♪
914
01:30:54,449 --> 01:30:57,726
♪ Tough for you 'cause you're our meat
But we don't make the rules ♪
915
01:30:57,786 --> 01:30:59,390
♪ Not only will we drink your blood ♪
916
01:30:59,454 --> 01:31:00,933
♪ We're gonna suck your head ♪
917
01:31:01,323 --> 01:31:02,996
♪ There isn't much to think about ♪
918
01:31:03,091 --> 01:31:05,162
♪ 'Cause soon you will be dead ♪
919
01:31:05,260 --> 01:31:06,261
my family.
920
01:31:07,462 --> 01:31:09,135
Is now the time to tell you that?
921
01:31:13,001 --> 01:31:14,412
I guess not.
922
01:31:14,469 --> 01:31:15,813
- Is this a joke?
- She's kidding, ma.
923
01:31:15,837 --> 01:31:17,339
- Oh.
- Oh, it was a joke.
924
01:31:19,007 --> 01:31:20,008
Not very funny.
925
01:31:20,775 --> 01:31:21,776
Cheers.
926
01:31:25,180 --> 01:31:26,659
Excuse me for a second.
927
01:31:45,700 --> 01:31:46,770
You're unhappy-
928
01:31:48,970 --> 01:31:49,971
I can see it.
929
01:31:50,772 --> 01:31:51,842
Sorry about that.
930
01:32:14,462 --> 01:32:15,463
What'd you do?
931
01:32:17,032 --> 01:32:18,477
She's the wrong person for you.
932
01:32:18,533 --> 01:32:19,534
I'm sorry?
933
01:32:20,502 --> 01:32:21,503
It's wrong.
934
01:32:22,804 --> 01:32:25,546
Come on, honey. It's okay.
935
01:32:25,640 --> 01:32:27,381
I don't understand it, but...
936
01:32:36,885 --> 01:32:38,193
- Can I walk with you?
- No.
937
01:32:40,255 --> 01:32:41,859
I don't know how to change.
938
01:32:43,525 --> 01:32:44,526
I want to,.
939
01:32:46,561 --> 01:32:47,562
How do you?
940
01:32:48,930 --> 01:32:50,068
Will you take me somewhere?
941
01:32:50,665 --> 01:32:51,905
How do you get better?
942
01:32:58,373 --> 01:33:00,080
Gotta sacrifice something.
943
01:33:04,279 --> 01:33:06,384
How do you know
when you're lying to yourself?
944
01:33:18,393 --> 01:33:19,993
When you give somebody your word...
945
01:33:22,964 --> 01:33:24,307
does it mean anything?
946
01:33:25,100 --> 01:33:26,477
You can just take it back,.
947
01:33:40,949 --> 01:33:42,826
I told her that Fm gonna do my best.
948
01:33:43,918 --> 01:33:46,125
Do my best not to say things I don't mean.
949
01:34:24,125 --> 01:34:26,469
The world built
a fence around you.
950
01:34:31,166 --> 01:34:32,543
How do you get through?
951
01:34:37,038 --> 01:34:38,039
Connect?
952
01:34:47,782 --> 01:34:49,284
There's something else.
953
01:34:54,289 --> 01:34:56,394
Something that wants us to find it,.
954
01:35:15,977 --> 01:35:17,684
You're the part
that I don't know...
955
01:35:19,314 --> 01:35:20,987
that you don't know yourself.
956
01:35:31,025 --> 01:35:32,436
I swear.
957
01:35:35,096 --> 01:35:36,674
How long have
you been doing this?
958
01:35:36,698 --> 01:35:38,905
My dream was to be a teacher,
959
01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:41,344
but this is kind of something I just...
960
01:35:41,402 --> 01:35:43,746
I fell into after my fiancé passed.
961
01:35:43,838 --> 01:35:45,511
In memory for him, but...
962
01:35:46,241 --> 01:35:51,247
like, this is not something
that people just choose to do,
963
01:35:51,346 --> 01:35:54,054
so I'm trying... this is just
a means to an end for me.
964
01:35:54,115 --> 01:35:56,396
It was
so much better when he was around.
965
01:35:57,452 --> 01:35:59,591
But, you know...
966
01:36:00,888 --> 01:36:02,390
God has a plan, and...
967
01:36:02,457 --> 01:36:04,903
and I guess this is part of his plan.
968
01:36:04,959 --> 01:36:07,906
You know, Shawn being gone
and me being in this situation
969
01:36:07,962 --> 01:36:10,806
where I have no choice
but to do what I do, so...
970
01:36:11,532 --> 01:36:15,605
Eventually, maybe he'll hear
my prayers and I'll be able to...
971
01:36:15,703 --> 01:36:17,649
you know, move forward and do something...
972
01:36:18,906 --> 01:36:19,816
valued with my life.
973
01:36:19,907 --> 01:36:21,909
Something my dad
can be proud of, you know.
974
01:36:22,810 --> 01:36:25,086
Make the money.
Don't let the money make you.
975
01:36:26,214 --> 01:36:27,420
Create the illusion,
976
01:36:27,982 --> 01:36:30,553
but don't let yourself
believe that illusion.
977
01:36:30,618 --> 01:36:32,256
Only make him believe it.
978
01:36:34,489 --> 01:36:36,298
Don't let yourself get caught up in it.
979
01:36:39,494 --> 01:36:41,565
I sell a fantasy, not my body.
980
01:36:41,629 --> 01:36:43,131
I sell an illusion.
981
01:36:43,231 --> 01:36:45,404
I sell, you know...
982
01:36:46,567 --> 01:36:48,444
a daydream to these guys.
983
01:36:48,903 --> 01:36:54,319
And I try to keep the cookie jar closed.
984
01:36:54,409 --> 01:36:55,410
Is that me?
985
01:36:59,614 --> 01:37:02,117
The cookie jar closed.
986
01:37:08,489 --> 01:37:09,490
You burn me.
987
01:37:15,630 --> 01:37:16,973
Who are you?
988
01:37:22,670 --> 01:37:24,513
I can't take this world straight.
989
01:37:44,826 --> 01:37:46,703
Big candy store out there.
990
01:37:47,462 --> 01:37:50,207
- I think I get a little insecure
- What do you like to drink?
991
01:37:50,231 --> 01:37:52,209
And... you know,
I just... I look for comfort...
992
01:37:52,233 --> 01:37:53,877
- in places I shouldn't.
- You like to get high?
993
01:37:53,901 --> 01:37:54,743
I don't know...
994
01:37:54,836 --> 01:37:55,836
It's kind of...
995
01:37:56,471 --> 01:37:57,472
I'm weird,.
996
01:37:57,538 --> 01:37:59,538
- I'm just...
- What's your fantasy?
997
01:38:02,477 --> 01:38:03,478
What turns you on?
998
01:38:04,979 --> 01:38:06,856
I think just
being wanted turns me on.
999
01:38:07,515 --> 01:38:08,755
Tell me what scares you.
1000
01:38:10,585 --> 01:38:12,064
I'm really scared of spiders.
1001
01:38:13,388 --> 01:38:15,834
Um, but most things don't scare me.
1002
01:38:16,924 --> 01:38:18,528
I think I have a thick skin.
1003
01:38:18,593 --> 01:38:19,936
I think I'm pretty strong.
1004
01:38:27,201 --> 01:38:28,942
No, but what really scares you?
1005
01:38:31,372 --> 01:38:32,680
I don't know my family.
1006
01:38:36,511 --> 01:38:38,184
No one's ever been there for me but me,.
1007
01:38:38,246 --> 01:38:40,089
You like those girls, don't you?
1008
01:38:49,791 --> 01:38:51,099
They know what you are.
1009
01:39:01,402 --> 01:39:02,642
When I was a girl,
1010
01:39:04,539 --> 01:39:06,041
I loved everyone.
1011
01:39:13,648 --> 01:39:15,093
You killed my love.
1012
01:39:41,909 --> 01:39:43,252
What did I say?
1013
01:39:47,014 --> 01:39:48,015
Do?
1014
01:39:53,654 --> 01:39:55,497
Mom, I'm afraid of myself.
1015
01:40:01,295 --> 01:40:02,638
A hatred in me.
1016
01:40:10,438 --> 01:40:12,440
Everything I could do to get free...
1017
01:40:13,040 --> 01:40:14,383
goes through my mind.
1018
01:40:18,980 --> 01:40:20,152
Makes me evil.
1019
01:40:20,548 --> 01:40:22,653
I used to think I could never be wicked,.
1020
01:40:23,518 --> 01:40:24,792
Wicked before.
1021
01:40:26,153 --> 01:40:27,655
A long way out for me.
1022
01:40:27,722 --> 01:40:29,998
So much to seek to be consoled
1023
01:40:30,057 --> 01:40:31,297
as to understand,
1024
01:40:31,359 --> 01:40:33,965
to be loved as to love.
1025
01:40:34,028 --> 01:40:37,066
For it is in giving that we receive.
1026
01:40:37,164 --> 01:40:38,164
It is in pardoning...
1027
01:40:38,666 --> 01:40:40,202
Bang.
Bang.
1028
01:40:40,301 --> 01:40:42,372
Bang, may the blessings
of all those that you love
1029
01:40:42,470 --> 01:40:43,505
and those who love you...
1030
01:41:40,194 --> 01:41:41,195
Mama.
1031
01:41:44,398 --> 01:41:45,570
Where am I now?
1032
01:41:49,604 --> 01:41:50,947
Where are we?
1033
01:42:07,321 --> 01:42:12,168
I knew how destroyed... I was.
1034
01:42:36,984 --> 01:42:37,985
Forgive me.
1035
01:42:52,700 --> 01:42:54,771
In that time, did she have
1036
01:42:54,835 --> 01:42:57,145
any medical history or medication?
1037
01:43:01,375 --> 01:43:04,015
About her mental health issues?
1038
01:43:04,111 --> 01:43:07,786
Had she ever had any Bang.
1039
01:43:07,848 --> 01:43:10,488
Or expressed any depression to you?
1040
01:45:58,853 --> 01:46:00,389
You got food all over you.
1041
01:46:34,889 --> 01:46:36,689
I just wanted to come...
1042
01:46:37,725 --> 01:46:39,500
come and sit next to you.
1043
01:46:48,669 --> 01:46:52,412
Things turned out a little different
than we thought they would, didn't they?
1044
01:47:06,287 --> 01:47:07,698
They like carrots and apples.
1045
01:47:07,755 --> 01:47:09,701
Every now and then,
I'll bring them one, but...
1046
01:47:10,291 --> 01:47:11,531
They're spoiled now.
1047
01:47:16,030 --> 01:47:20,536
These old guitars seem to have
a song ready-made for you.
1048
01:47:20,601 --> 01:47:22,205
They always have old songs...
1049
01:47:24,038 --> 01:47:26,644
loan... I can go on
for hours with one chord.
1050
01:47:36,283 --> 01:47:38,092
It's just one chord hammering.
1051
01:47:42,289 --> 01:47:46,635
♪ Glory of a good man ♪
1052
01:47:46,727 --> 01:47:50,800
♪ Come on and they carry him home... ♪
1053
01:47:54,268 --> 01:47:55,338
Can you see?
1054
01:47:56,470 --> 01:47:59,076
Yeah, she has a face... a face like yours.
1055
01:48:17,591 --> 01:48:20,511
I do... f don't know... I didn't know
why I was coming to this party.
1056
01:48:20,995 --> 01:48:22,975
Then I saw you,
and I thought, "That's why."
1057
01:48:26,033 --> 01:48:27,205
You got a boyfriend?
1058
01:48:29,136 --> 01:48:30,206
No.
1059
01:48:31,972 --> 01:48:34,145
I don't think so. Did we meet before?
1060
01:48:36,977 --> 01:48:38,513
- Did we?
- I've seen you before.
1061
01:48:38,612 --> 01:48:40,888
- Where?
- Lots of times.
1062
01:48:41,815 --> 01:48:44,455
But I mean, I'm...
I'm not doing anything wrong, am I?
1063
01:48:46,053 --> 01:48:48,124
- By talking to you?
- No.
1064
01:48:49,823 --> 01:48:51,166
There's something on your face.
1065
01:48:53,394 --> 01:48:54,532
Did you get it?
1066
01:48:54,628 --> 01:48:55,629
- Huh?
- Did you get it?
1067
01:48:55,696 --> 01:48:56,697
Mm-mm.
1068
01:48:57,398 --> 01:48:58,399
Gotta come closer.
1069
01:49:03,704 --> 01:49:04,704
I got it.
1070
01:49:04,738 --> 01:49:05,842
Thank you.
1071
01:49:12,246 --> 01:49:13,247
Here we go.
1072
01:49:13,347 --> 01:49:14,947
- Okay, start from the beginning.
- Okay.
1073
01:49:16,250 --> 01:49:18,161
Does it start right there,
or does it have an intro'?
1074
01:49:18,185 --> 01:49:19,185
Do you want it to...?
1075
01:49:24,858 --> 01:49:25,996
But slower.
1076
01:49:26,060 --> 01:49:27,368
It's a love story.
1077
01:50:17,945 --> 01:50:19,219
Excuse... excuse me.
1078
01:50:23,550 --> 01:50:24,551
Hey.
1079
01:50:25,619 --> 01:50:26,619
Hi.
1080
01:50:27,254 --> 01:50:28,494
Is this happening?
1081
01:50:29,223 --> 01:50:31,760
Who was that girl
I saw you with at the hotel?
1082
01:50:38,165 --> 01:50:39,166
Just a girl.
1083
01:50:40,300 --> 01:50:41,301
A woman.
1084
01:50:43,637 --> 01:50:44,911
Why you smiling?
1085
01:50:45,472 --> 01:50:46,576
I don't know.
1086
01:50:50,577 --> 01:50:51,419
Wow.
1087
01:50:51,478 --> 01:50:53,480
I don't have to tell you
that kind of thing.
1088
01:50:55,949 --> 01:50:58,293
Oh, I didn't realize there
was something not to tell.
1089
01:51:05,325 --> 01:51:06,827
She was your girlfriend?
1090
01:51:13,700 --> 01:51:14,700
Mm-hmm.
1091
01:51:17,504 --> 01:51:18,505
What happened?
1092
01:51:20,874 --> 01:51:21,978
I went out with her,
1093
01:51:23,143 --> 01:51:24,713
and I never called her again.
1094
01:51:29,383 --> 01:51:30,521
Did you love her?
1095
01:51:32,853 --> 01:51:34,457
I didn't realize it at the time.
1096
01:51:37,691 --> 01:51:38,829
Mm-hmm.
1097
01:51:39,326 --> 01:51:40,326
Don't smile.
1098
01:51:40,961 --> 01:51:41,961
Well...
1099
01:51:44,131 --> 01:51:45,132
- You ready?
- Okay.
1100
01:51:54,474 --> 01:51:56,147
You gotta try harder than that.
1101
01:51:57,711 --> 01:51:59,987
I wish I could
take back every wound.
1102
01:52:00,047 --> 01:52:01,390
Guess that blue bug is back.
1103
01:52:03,217 --> 01:52:04,321
Every doubt.
1104
01:52:21,268 --> 01:52:22,542
You found me,.
1105
01:52:37,884 --> 01:52:39,693
You held out your hand.
1106
01:53:04,144 --> 01:53:05,418
I took sex.
1107
01:53:08,615 --> 01:53:09,616
A gift.
1108
01:53:14,888 --> 01:53:16,128
I played with it.
1109
01:53:24,998 --> 01:53:27,410
I played with the flame of life.
1110
01:53:39,646 --> 01:53:41,592
I was married in 1980,
1111
01:53:41,648 --> 01:53:43,650
and I've been a widow since...
1112
01:53:44,618 --> 01:53:46,461
1994, but...
1113
01:53:47,120 --> 01:53:50,795
I still wear my ring
'cause he's still my husband.
1114
01:53:50,857 --> 01:53:53,098
You know, we didn't get divorced, so...
1115
01:53:53,427 --> 01:53:55,703
This is... this is my wedding ring,
1116
01:53:56,196 --> 01:53:59,143
and this I bought
for myself after he died.
1117
01:53:59,833 --> 01:54:03,110
It's what they gave runners
who didn't win a marathon
1118
01:54:03,170 --> 01:54:04,672
but finished the race.
1119
01:54:05,505 --> 01:54:07,750
Be an artist.
I never thought I would live long.
1120
01:54:07,774 --> 01:54:11,517
You know, I'd be an artist
and die young of tuberculosis or something
1121
01:54:11,611 --> 01:54:13,089
like Charlotte Bronté, but, uh...
1122
01:54:13,113 --> 01:54:14,713
What bad thing did you do?
1123
01:54:15,515 --> 01:54:16,789
Just...
1124
01:54:16,850 --> 01:54:18,352
got involved with...
1125
01:54:19,453 --> 01:54:21,831
this man who I thought
could help me and...
1126
01:54:21,888 --> 01:54:25,233
You made a mistake, you know?
Do you look at it...
1127
01:54:25,325 --> 01:54:26,497
You'll do fine.
1128
01:54:28,862 --> 01:54:29,897
I love you.
1129
01:54:30,897 --> 01:54:32,069
Thank you.
1130
01:54:34,701 --> 01:54:36,021
Is that your fella?
1131
01:54:37,838 --> 01:54:38,976
Fight for him.
1132
01:54:40,474 --> 01:54:42,151
Really love him.
1133
01:54:42,175 --> 01:54:43,347
Don't let him get away.
1134
01:54:43,410 --> 01:54:47,222
♪ Boots that tramped from track to track ♪
1135
01:54:48,048 --> 01:54:51,427
♪ Worn down to the sole ♪
1136
01:54:52,552 --> 01:54:56,090
♪ One road was paved in gold ♪
1137
01:54:57,224 --> 01:55:01,104
♪ One road was just a road ♪
1138
01:55:04,831 --> 01:55:09,109
♪ Mercy has a human heart. ♪
1139
01:55:10,003 --> 01:55:13,382
"For Mercy has a human heart;
1140
01:55:13,440 --> 01:55:15,681
Pity, a human face;
1141
01:55:15,742 --> 01:55:18,951
And Love, the human form divine:
1142
01:55:19,045 --> 01:55:21,457
And Peace, the human dress.
1143
01:55:23,183 --> 01:55:25,356
Then every man, of every slime,
1144
01:55:25,419 --> 01:55:27,524
That prays in his distress,
1145
01:55:28,221 --> 01:55:29,757
Prays to the human form...
1146
01:55:33,226 --> 01:55:36,867
Love, Mercy, Pity, Peace.
1147
01:55:38,265 --> 01:55:40,711
And all must love the human form,
1148
01:55:40,767 --> 01:55:42,974
In heathen, Turk, or Jew..."
1149
01:55:43,069 --> 01:55:44,639
♪ Mercy... ♪
1150
01:56:07,160 --> 01:56:09,231
- Want him on your shoulder?
- Mm-hmm.
1151
01:56:12,899 --> 01:56:14,810
It was like a new paradise.
1152
01:56:17,971 --> 01:56:20,417
Forgiveness.
1153
01:56:26,780 --> 01:56:28,282
Think I gotta go home.
1154
01:56:31,685 --> 01:56:32,857
Dad's sick.
1155
01:56:36,823 --> 01:56:38,268
Mom's gone crazy.
1156
01:56:42,362 --> 01:56:43,966
Brother's up to no good.
1157
01:56:59,946 --> 01:57:01,789
I won't stop loving you.
1158
01:57:04,484 --> 01:57:05,963
I don't think I can.
1159
01:57:40,520 --> 01:57:41,521
BV...
1160
01:57:41,588 --> 01:57:42,588
It's complicated.
1161
01:57:45,325 --> 01:57:46,395
There you are.
1162
01:58:08,048 --> 01:58:10,221
I gotta go back and start over.
1163
01:58:12,953 --> 01:58:14,125
Like a kid.
1164
01:58:18,625 --> 01:58:20,627
I didn't have the right heart in me,.
1165
01:58:41,615 --> 01:58:43,219
You're the only one I love.
1166
01:58:48,321 --> 01:58:50,392
Even after all we've been through.
1167
01:59:19,352 --> 01:59:20,956
Mercy was a word.
1168
01:59:24,024 --> 01:59:25,833
I never thought I needed it.
1169
01:59:29,663 --> 01:59:31,609
Or not as much as other people do.
1170
01:59:59,159 --> 02:00:01,730
You asked me if I wanted to come out, too.
1171
02:00:05,365 --> 02:00:07,367
I've never been out West before.
1172
02:00:11,538 --> 02:00:13,017
I'll come find you.
1173
02:00:14,741 --> 02:00:16,721
Gonna have to pick your feet up.
1174
02:00:16,810 --> 02:00:19,347
If you don't, we will have
somebody to replace you.
1175
02:00:19,412 --> 02:00:20,914
I'm-I'm just tired of this.
1176
02:00:21,014 --> 02:00:22,857
So let's get up there
and lend a hand.
1177
02:01:05,859 --> 02:01:08,362
You wanna go back to a simple life.
1178
02:01:10,964 --> 02:01:12,466
I want the same,.
1179
02:01:31,317 --> 02:01:33,263
Let nothing come between us.
1180
02:01:36,055 --> 02:01:37,056
Ever.
1181
02:02:27,207 --> 02:02:28,311
This.
1182
02:02:38,718 --> 02:02:39,992
Only this.
1183
02:04:15,448 --> 02:04:16,926
You should do it like this.
The drums should...
1184
02:04:16,950 --> 02:04:18,896
If we just build up so the third...
1185
02:04:18,952 --> 02:04:21,626
The third verse is a build.
Like, it's-It's on top.
1186
02:04:21,721 --> 02:04:24,258
- And then we go into "it hurts"...
♪ After he...♪
1187
02:04:24,324 --> 02:04:26,167
And then we stroke it back
and then it dies.
1188
02:04:26,259 --> 02:04:29,502
♪ Breaks your heart ♪
1189
02:04:29,595 --> 02:04:33,099
♪ Then you'll be sad ♪
1190
02:04:33,166 --> 02:04:38,138
♪ And your teardrops start ♪
1191
02:04:38,237 --> 02:04:41,650
♪ Then you'll know how ♪
1192
02:04:41,741 --> 02:04:46,281
♪ it hurts to be alone ♪
1193
02:04:49,749 --> 02:04:52,355
♪ Just because ♪
1194
02:04:52,452 --> 02:04:57,367
♪ You think that you're so smart ♪
1195
02:04:57,457 --> 02:04:59,994
♪ Going around ♪
1196
02:05:00,093 --> 02:05:04,769
♪ Breaking lovers' hearts ♪
1197
02:05:04,831 --> 02:05:08,608
♪ Now you're defeated ♪
1198
02:05:08,668 --> 02:05:12,707
♪ By your own weapon ♪
1199
02:05:14,807 --> 02:05:19,222
♪ it hurts to be alone ♪
1200
02:05:19,312 --> 02:05:22,020
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1201
02:05:23,349 --> 02:05:26,296
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1202
02:05:27,320 --> 02:05:29,800
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1203
02:05:31,157 --> 02:05:33,660
♪ To be alone ♪
1204
02:05:35,161 --> 02:05:37,334
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1205
02:05:38,798 --> 02:05:41,301
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1206
02:05:42,735 --> 02:05:45,045
♪ Baby, it hurts ♪
1207
02:05:46,506 --> 02:05:49,077
♪ To be alone ♪
1208
02:05:57,583 --> 02:05:59,722
That was cool, no?
Should we... Can we just-
1209
02:05:59,819 --> 02:06:00,991
We should listen to it,.
1210
02:06:04,257 --> 02:06:07,568
♪ I stepped in the water ♪
1211
02:06:08,661 --> 02:06:11,437
♪ And the wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-water was cold ♪
1212
02:06:12,331 --> 02:06:16,905
- ♪ You know the an... ♪
- ♪ Angels in Heaven... ♪
1213
02:06:17,003 --> 02:06:18,080
♪ Yes, they have ♪
1214
02:06:18,104 --> 02:06:21,517
♪ ...done signed my name ♪
1215
02:06:23,242 --> 02:06:26,223
♪ It chilled my body ♪
1216
02:06:27,380 --> 02:06:30,850
♪ But not my sou! ♪
1217
02:06:32,585 --> 02:06:36,089
♪ Angels in Heaven ♪
1218
02:06:36,189 --> 02:06:40,069
♪ Done signed my name ♪
1219
02:06:40,126 --> 02:06:42,128
♪ Good Lord, now ♪
1220
02:06:42,228 --> 02:06:44,071
♪ I... ♪
1221
02:06:44,130 --> 02:06:45,200
Come on, church!
1222
02:06:46,265 --> 02:06:49,212
♪ ...know I've been changed ♪
1223
02:06:49,268 --> 02:06:51,578
♪ I said that I... ♪
1224
02:06:51,637 --> 02:06:53,776
♪ I... ♪
1225
02:06:53,873 --> 02:06:55,409
♪ I know ♪
1226
02:06:55,475 --> 02:06:59,287
♪ ...know I've been changed ♪
1227
02:06:59,879 --> 02:07:03,759
♪ I... ♪
1228
02:07:04,317 --> 02:07:07,730
♪ know I've been changed ♪
1229
02:07:08,888 --> 02:07:12,563
♪ Angels in Heaven done... ♪
1230
02:07:12,625 --> 02:07:15,834
- ♪ Wait a minute ♪
- ♪ ...signed my name ♪
1231
02:07:16,562 --> 02:07:19,668
♪ Somebody said
how can a brown cow ♪
1232
02:07:21,100 --> 02:07:22,579
♪ Eat green grass ♪
1233
02:07:23,970 --> 02:07:25,779
♪ And give you white milk? ♪
1234
02:07:27,240 --> 02:07:29,447
- ♪ Angels in... ♪
- ♪ Yes, sir ♪
1235
02:07:29,509 --> 02:07:30,920
♪ ...Heaven done... ♪
1236
02:07:30,977 --> 02:07:33,981
- Come on, Zion.
- ♪ ...signed my name ♪
1237
02:07:34,080 --> 02:07:35,650
♪ Name ♪
1238
02:07:35,748 --> 02:07:40,959
♪ The angels in Heaven done ♪
1239
02:07:41,020 --> 02:07:46,527
♪ Signed ♪
1240
02:07:46,626 --> 02:07:52,440
- [♪ My name ♪
1241
02:07:52,498 --> 02:07:54,102
♪ Yes, they did ♪
1242
02:07:55,535 --> 02:07:58,345
- ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Yes ♪