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Perfect.
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Promise you'll turn me on like this
on your 70th birthday?
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- Promise.
- Yeah?
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- Happy birthday, Katie-cakes.
- Thank you.
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- I'll see you tonight.
- Yep.
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Yep, I'm gonna see you on Tuesday.
The fabric is perfect.
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I picked out something
very special for you.
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Okay. Bye. I'll see you then.
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Look at you,
working all hard over here.
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Don't even think about it.
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You should have let me
take you out tonight.
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Come on, you know I love
this kind of thing.
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Yeah.
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- Hey, let me grab it.
- No, I got it. It's okay.
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- Get the towel.
- Get outta here.
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- Alright. Alright.
- Go.
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Oh, my God. Look at your body
in that dress.
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- I look like an unmade bed.
- Scallop canapes? Seriously?
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- It's nothing. Here.
- Oh, you always say that.
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- Oh, please.
- And then you say that.
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Oh, plea...
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- At UT, she turned me down three times.
- It took him two years to notice me.
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- So what finally sealed the deal?
- That's none of your damn business.
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- Go ahead and tell 'em.
- You tell 'em.
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No, no, you tell 'em.
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When Bill and I were dating,
he told me I looked good drunk.
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Is it better than that?
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He said, "I like me better
when I'm with you."
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To Kate...
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my gorgeous wife, on her 35th birthday.
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- Evan, please.
- When I saw you 15 years ago,
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I said to myself, "There's a girl that
I need to know." And look at you now...
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even more amazing.
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Happy birthday, Kate. 15 straight.
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And we're just getting started.
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- I love you.
- I love you.
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What is this?
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What's wrong?
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You know, it's... it's beautiful,
and I love you so much,
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but I just have to say something.
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You guys are royally screwed.
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Can't help it. Your piano's out of tune.
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Don't listen to them, Bill.
You sound great.
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- Thank you. Hey, care to join me?
- Oh, God, no.
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Come on, Kate.
I haven't heard you play in years.
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Get him off the piano.
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- I can't even play Chopsticks now.
- It's not even a choice.
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That's a first.
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Oh, shit.
50
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Shit.
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Shit! Shit! Shit!
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Hey, you! Out! Now!
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- You wanna go again?
- No. No going again.
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- That's not what you said last night.
- Out, now.
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- Well, I remember your name.
- Goody.
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- Shit!
- Bec.
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Nobody calls you Rebecca,
except your old lady.
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She's on at you for being
a fifth-year senior.
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- Please put your pants on.
- After switching majors six times in three years.
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- Pants! Now!
- Alright.
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You're with your friends.
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We don't have to do the whole
number exchange thing, right?
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Right. I think I love you!
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I know you gotta go.
You know what, let me finish.
65
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Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
66
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Look, I got this down
to a science, honey.
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I gotta go to work
in 40 minutes. Just let me...
68
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I can do it. Just give me a minute.
69
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Look, I know
that it's important to you.
70
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Just let me finish it. Okay?
There you go.
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Did Mrs. Trotter say
she was gonna be late?
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She's not coming.
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What do you mean?
As in all day she's not coming?
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- As in I let her go.
- Wait. Wait, wait, wait. What?
75
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She made me feel like a patient.
I'm not a patient.
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Kate. Kate. Katie, listen.
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We finally found somebody
who was efficient.
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Somebody who I can trust. Somebody who
can be flexible when I'm running late.
79
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You can't just be making
these decisions without...
80
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- Let me call Miles.
- I'm interviewing for a replacement. Okay?
81
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Okay, this is crazy.
82
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- I'm interviewing...
- Right now?
83
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- You're interviewing for a replacement?
- Go to work and I'll interview her.
84
00:09:16,592 --> 00:09:18,791
Right now?
You're interviewing right now?
85
00:09:18,891 --> 00:09:21,013
Let me interview her,
86
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- and the you can meet her later.
- No, no. No, I don't...
87
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- It's okay.
- We'll interview her together.
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Oops.
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I'm Bec... Cartwell.
I'm here for the job interview.
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Thank you.
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So... which one of you plays piano?
92
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- I do. Did.
- Why'd you give it up?
93
00:10:04,472 --> 00:10:07,124
- Right.
- I assume you brought a CV?
94
00:10:09,348 --> 00:10:11,182
- Resume.
- No, I brought a resume.
95
00:10:11,282 --> 00:10:15,153
I found Bec on the university website.
96
00:10:17,229 --> 00:10:19,122
It says your most recent
place of employment
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was the Red Lobster
on the Sam Houston Tollway?
98
00:10:22,912 --> 00:10:25,524
Wait. Sorry. Wrong one.
99
00:10:25,624 --> 00:10:27,523
Yeah. It's a...
100
00:10:27,623 --> 00:10:31,122
little different than the one
I put in the email.
101
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I kinda padded that one.
102
00:10:33,523 --> 00:10:37,523
So, who was taking care of you before?
If you don't mind my asking.
103
00:10:37,623 --> 00:10:41,988
Not at all. We had
a lovely woman who moved on.
104
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And before that, my mother.
105
00:10:44,255 --> 00:10:47,222
- Wow, that takes balls.
- Yes. It wasn't perfect.
106
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If it was me and my mother,
it would have been like...
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braaghhh, bloodshed by lunchtime.
108
00:10:52,821 --> 00:10:55,922
I assume housekeeping
isn't in your skill set.
109
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Do you cook? Any nursing experience?
110
00:11:00,195 --> 00:11:02,855
Tell me, Bec, have you ever seen,
let alone cared for,
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someone suffering from a major
degenerative illness?
112
00:11:06,272 --> 00:11:09,755
Not really.
I've read some stuff online.
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You read some stuff online.
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Okay, well, it was nice to meet you.
I'm sure you're very bright.
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00:11:15,256 --> 00:11:18,579
What did you mean by "not really"?
116
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Back in high school, I volunteered
at a nursing home in Tyler.
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They stuck my Grammy Jones
in there and I was there a lot.
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I didn't put it down
'cause it was a while ago.
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You got your broccoli,
you got your beets.
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- Evan, you're gonna be late.
- Carrots. Got your chopping board.
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You got your knife. After you chop...
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- Evan, I can show her.
- Hold on.
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You add your vitamins...
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and your immuno-boosts.
125
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Alright? We wanna keep as many
calories in her as we can.
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- Low fat is the enemy...
- Can I talk to you?
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- Just give me a second to...
- Please.
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00:12:03,550 --> 00:12:05,420
Bathroom?
129
00:12:05,520 --> 00:12:07,387
- Yeah, it's straight back over there.
- It's that way.
130
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Sorry.
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Alright, this woman is a nightmare.
132
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She's not a nurse. How can I trust
that you're gonna be okay with her?
133
00:12:14,087 --> 00:12:16,553
Maybe she'll actually
listen to me, okay?
134
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Look, will you please just
let me take care of this?
135
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I promise you I'll make it work. Okay?
136
00:12:23,104 --> 00:12:24,125
Okay?
137
00:12:24,225 --> 00:12:26,661
Bec. Bec, could you please
cut on the cutting board?
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Oh, cool.
139
00:12:28,986 --> 00:12:33,601
So... ALS patients live, like, what...
two to five years?
140
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How long you been sick?
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You don't put the broccoli stems
in the blender. Just the flower heads.
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Don't worry, I'm not trying to calculate
when I'm gonna need to get another gig.
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00:12:43,884 --> 00:12:46,617
Just curious where you are
on the timeline.
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- A year and a half.
- That's what gets me about this disease.
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Your mind stays so fuckin' sharp,
while your arms and your legs...
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Oh, no!
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Turn it off. Turn it off. Turn it off.
148
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Okay. First time for everything.
149
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Okay, cool.
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00:13:06,338 --> 00:13:09,968
Hey, no rush.
I'm just gonna be... right here.
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- Just take your time.
- Bec, I'm going to need some help.
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Getting on. And...
153
00:13:17,238 --> 00:13:21,000
I'll need some assistance after...
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wiping.
155
00:13:24,479 --> 00:13:26,185
What's funny?
156
00:13:26,285 --> 00:13:30,117
It's just this thing
that my roommate Jill says.
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She'd rather have cats than kids, until kids
learn how to shit in a litter box.
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00:13:35,816 --> 00:13:39,514
Oh, God, you're probably like a nice...
159
00:13:39,614 --> 00:13:41,736
no-swearing,
no-sex-on-Sunday Baptist...
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What I am is a grown woman
who needs help using the bathroom.
161
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Okay, I am pulling your pants down.
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And here go...
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- your underwear.
- Can you skip the commentary?
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Okay.
165
00:14:00,254 --> 00:14:02,959
Why is this thing so fucking low?
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Bec, your language.
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00:14:08,383 --> 00:14:13,417
I am unfurling the... toilet tissue.
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Harder please.
169
00:14:25,283 --> 00:14:26,450
What?
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Wipe harder, please.
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No problem.
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00:14:33,492 --> 00:14:35,023
Okay,
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I'm lifting you up,
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pulling up your pants...
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for you...
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00:14:45,015 --> 00:14:48,130
Shit. Are you okay?
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00:14:55,748 --> 00:14:57,381
That wasn't even the worst part.
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The worst part...
was that she didn't even get mad.
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Like, she just sat there
with this perfect tight smile on her face.
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00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:07,847
Quiet freak out, way worse.
She needs to chill.
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00:15:07,947 --> 00:15:12,912
Here's to... yet another day
of finding something new I suck at.
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Hey, superstar, you're up.
Please don't bomb this.
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- You got this, Bec.
- I got it.
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- You got it.
- I got it.
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- You got it!
- I got it!
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Yeah, she don't got it.
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Hi.
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I'm Bec...
189
00:16:11,812 --> 00:16:13,209
and...
190
00:16:13,309 --> 00:16:17,441
it's really cool to be here
at Dirty Barry's.
191
00:16:17,595 --> 00:16:20,809
And now it's just me. Okay.
192
00:16:22,218 --> 00:16:26,374
I'm gonna sing a song.
193
00:16:36,506 --> 00:16:39,077
Get off the stage!
194
00:16:40,287 --> 00:16:42,239
- Give me one second.
- Next!
195
00:16:55,078 --> 00:16:57,544
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
196
00:16:57,644 --> 00:17:01,936
Did you know that Janis, Elvis and Waylon
all freaked out on that very same stage?
197
00:17:04,011 --> 00:17:06,548
- I'm Wil, by the way.
- Why can't I just stop?
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00:17:07,971 --> 00:17:10,182
Speaking of which...
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00:17:14,477 --> 00:17:17,244
You do know that banging
your professor is a cliche, right?
200
00:17:17,344 --> 00:17:22,631
We do not bang.
We exchange ideas... naked, in bed.
201
00:17:28,843 --> 00:17:31,175
Is she always that...?
202
00:17:31,599 --> 00:17:33,463
Yeah, it's not just you, dude.
203
00:17:33,563 --> 00:17:36,673
- Okay.
- That's a nice work coat.
204
00:17:40,342 --> 00:17:42,909
I don't know why I...
205
00:17:43,009 --> 00:17:44,898
Thanks.
206
00:17:46,408 --> 00:17:48,742
The only reason
I'm not totally pissed off you're late
207
00:17:48,842 --> 00:17:50,542
is that I just took failure
to a whole new...
208
00:17:50,642 --> 00:17:54,508
- Liam, here you go.
- Bec, this is Jen, my wife.
209
00:17:54,608 --> 00:17:57,942
Jen, this is Bec, one of my students...
and a very good one at that.
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00:17:58,042 --> 00:18:00,859
- Nice to meet you.
- Pleasure's all mine.
211
00:18:00,959 --> 00:18:03,675
- It's good to see you.
- I'm gonna get a drink.
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00:18:41,284 --> 00:18:42,802
Sorry.
213
00:18:42,902 --> 00:18:44,740
Bec.
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00:18:45,177 --> 00:18:46,966
Bec.
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00:18:47,305 --> 00:18:49,040
Hey.
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00:18:49,339 --> 00:18:52,097
Can I just borrow her
for a second there?
217
00:18:52,396 --> 00:18:54,726
- We're actually...
- Just a sec.
218
00:18:54,826 --> 00:18:58,206
- You know I'm married.
- And I have a boyfriend.
219
00:18:58,306 --> 00:19:01,807
So you're just gonna have
to control your feelings...
220
00:19:01,907 --> 00:19:03,807
every time you see me with Bill.
221
00:19:03,907 --> 00:19:06,454
It's "Wil", actually.
222
00:19:06,707 --> 00:19:09,538
Or Bill. Wil. Whatever.
223
00:19:12,007 --> 00:19:13,751
Here.
224
00:19:14,373 --> 00:19:15,774
Alright. I can drive.
225
00:19:15,874 --> 00:19:18,304
Guys, get off my truck.
226
00:19:18,404 --> 00:19:21,472
- Git. Goodnight.
- Of course you have a truck.
227
00:19:21,572 --> 00:19:24,189
- This is a good truck.
- Yes.
228
00:19:24,389 --> 00:19:26,872
I knew she wouldn't work out.
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00:19:26,972 --> 00:19:28,504
I tell you what,
we'll get Mrs. Trotter back,
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because, honestly, baby,
she was perfect for us.
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00:19:30,815 --> 00:19:35,706
She was perfect. I'm just glad that
that... What was her name?
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Bec. Bec Cartwell.
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00:19:37,939 --> 00:19:42,514
I'm just glad that that is behind us
and we can get back to the way things were.
234
00:19:42,614 --> 00:19:43,624
Alright, let's go to bed.
235
00:19:53,272 --> 00:19:55,562
You're really hot.
236
00:20:33,603 --> 00:20:36,737
Oh, my God, I feel like I'm sexing
a Jackson Pollock painting.
237
00:20:37,939 --> 00:20:39,367
Okay.
238
00:20:52,737 --> 00:20:54,737
Evan?
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00:20:56,345 --> 00:20:58,195
Yeah?
240
00:21:01,289 --> 00:21:04,083
You wake me up
if you need anything. Alright?
241
00:21:04,183 --> 00:21:06,000
Goodnight.
242
00:21:25,268 --> 00:21:29,551
- What the hell is that?
- I made you eggs.
243
00:21:30,981 --> 00:21:34,366
Let's get one thing
real clear, real quick.
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00:21:34,466 --> 00:21:37,588
I'm not girlfriend material,
so we good?
245
00:21:37,688 --> 00:21:40,668
Yeah, it's good, it's good.
Great. Perfect.
246
00:21:40,768 --> 00:21:43,423
Lose my number, Liam.
247
00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:45,706
Hold on. You want me back?
248
00:21:47,802 --> 00:21:51,907
Yep. Yep, of course, Bec.
Love to have you back.
249
00:21:53,402 --> 00:21:55,285
I just witnessed a hit-and-run,
and had to wait for a cop,
250
00:21:55,385 --> 00:21:58,738
but I did find someone
who can deliver organic vegetables.
251
00:21:59,969 --> 00:22:03,833
My cat was puking like crazy.
Nice suit. Italian?
252
00:22:06,502 --> 00:22:09,266
We're not really interested
in your excuses.
253
00:22:09,366 --> 00:22:11,702
This has been going on for weeks.
254
00:22:11,802 --> 00:22:15,768
Evan has a very demanding schedule,
and I have a very demanding condition.
255
00:22:15,968 --> 00:22:19,200
- You show up late again...
- Got it. Understand.
256
00:22:23,232 --> 00:22:25,666
- Her charms more than allude me.
- She's young.
257
00:22:25,766 --> 00:22:29,578
Okay, so ladies' night. You excited?
258
00:22:29,678 --> 00:22:30,969
Turning backflips.
259
00:22:31,069 --> 00:22:33,865
Hey, these are
your best friends, alright?
260
00:22:33,965 --> 00:22:36,800
It's important that you
don't shut everybody out.
261
00:22:36,900 --> 00:22:41,033
Besides, I can't cancel on Alex again.
He's gonna think I hate him.
262
00:22:41,133 --> 00:22:43,566
You do hate him.
263
00:22:44,451 --> 00:22:48,660
I miss us just... being together.
264
00:22:50,766 --> 00:22:55,061
Hey, I miss that, too. Okay?
265
00:22:55,461 --> 00:22:58,022
I'll try to get back from dinner early,
I'll say hello to your friends,
266
00:22:58,122 --> 00:23:01,132
and then it'll be
just you and me, alright?
267
00:23:01,232 --> 00:23:04,966
Okay. Love you. Bye.
268
00:23:07,704 --> 00:23:09,818
So before we buy out the rest of Texas,
269
00:23:09,918 --> 00:23:12,766
you should probably know
I can't cook anything.
270
00:23:12,866 --> 00:23:14,633
Like, not even Pop-Tarts.
271
00:23:14,733 --> 00:23:18,166
- That's fine.
- I mean, like, at all.
272
00:23:18,766 --> 00:23:22,365
You don't need to know how to cook.
You just need to know how to listen.
273
00:23:22,665 --> 00:23:24,729
Alyssa, you look so good
I almost hate you.
274
00:23:24,829 --> 00:23:27,165
- Oh, shut up.
- Especially after just having a baby.
275
00:23:27,265 --> 00:23:29,565
I'm still fat as a cow,
I haven't slept in months,
276
00:23:29,665 --> 00:23:33,416
and I would sell my kid
into slavery for half a Xanax.
277
00:23:33,716 --> 00:23:37,692
I'm not even asking for a whole Xanax,
just give me half.
278
00:23:38,591 --> 00:23:43,016
- So who's Evan having drinks with?
- Oh, Alex, but it's dinner.
279
00:23:43,116 --> 00:23:47,837
I assumed it was drinks 'cause Tom said
he saw Evan walking into some bar.
280
00:23:47,937 --> 00:23:50,208
Great, well, then...
281
00:23:50,308 --> 00:23:52,530
his dinner turned into drinks.
Which means he'll be there all night,
282
00:23:52,630 --> 00:23:55,693
- which means more time for us, right?
- Congratulations to us.
283
00:24:05,064 --> 00:24:07,782
Will you start the salmon, please?
284
00:24:08,833 --> 00:24:10,095
Thank you.
285
00:24:12,829 --> 00:24:15,184
You know, honey, you're just tired.
286
00:24:15,284 --> 00:24:17,397
It's gonna be a lot easier
once you get stronger.
287
00:24:17,797 --> 00:24:20,796
I'm not getting stronger...
288
00:24:21,219 --> 00:24:23,996
so please don't say that. I just...
289
00:24:24,096 --> 00:24:25,803
I just hate when people say that.
290
00:24:26,597 --> 00:24:28,730
We're just trying to be positive.
That's all.
291
00:24:28,830 --> 00:24:31,086
I know.
292
00:24:32,407 --> 00:24:34,409
- It's Evan.
- Put it on speaker.
293
00:24:35,008 --> 00:24:37,346
- Hey, ladies!
- Hey.
294
00:24:37,446 --> 00:24:41,872
So how's Alex?
He still a personal space invader?
295
00:24:41,972 --> 00:24:43,397
Only until the check arrives.
296
00:24:43,497 --> 00:24:47,330
I'm hoping that Bec
might be open to a little OT,
297
00:24:47,430 --> 00:24:48,895
at time and half, of course?
298
00:24:48,995 --> 00:24:50,562
- Why not?
- Evan!
299
00:24:50,762 --> 00:24:55,395
Table's ready. That's the hostess.
Love you, hon. I gotta run.
300
00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:57,462
I love you, too.
301
00:24:57,562 --> 00:24:59,095
Isn't he incredible?
302
00:24:59,195 --> 00:25:04,162
Ladies, if I have so much as the flu,
Bill is ready to put me out with the trash.
303
00:25:04,262 --> 00:25:07,229
I don't know what I'd do
without that man.
304
00:25:07,329 --> 00:25:10,627
- I mean, a saint that one.
- Yeah.
305
00:25:18,860 --> 00:25:20,061
Okay.
306
00:25:21,918 --> 00:25:25,662
Bec, in Evan's office, his computer.
Please bring it here.
307
00:25:25,762 --> 00:25:27,525
Okay.
308
00:25:34,394 --> 00:25:36,465
Open it.
309
00:25:37,327 --> 00:25:38,678
Check his emails.
310
00:25:40,931 --> 00:25:43,413
I'm not comfortable doing that.
311
00:25:43,613 --> 00:25:45,126
Then you're fired.
312
00:25:52,628 --> 00:25:54,494
I'll pay you $100.
313
00:25:54,793 --> 00:25:57,361
- You just fired me, remember?
- Two.
314
00:25:57,461 --> 00:26:00,694
I seriously doubt your husband's gonna leave
emails he didn't want you to find right...
315
00:26:00,794 --> 00:26:06,815
Yeah, he will, because he knows
I can't access them because of my hands.
316
00:26:10,460 --> 00:26:14,491
Fine. Fine, but I don't
want your money.
317
00:26:16,126 --> 00:26:18,217
Show me.
318
00:26:19,992 --> 00:26:22,199
See? It's nothing.
319
00:26:22,299 --> 00:26:25,735
Just a whole bunch of messages
in legal gibberish.
320
00:26:25,835 --> 00:26:28,405
There, on the bottom.
321
00:26:35,159 --> 00:26:37,116
Thank you.
322
00:26:37,925 --> 00:26:39,418
You can go.
323
00:26:40,459 --> 00:26:44,444
- Kate, I...
- Please, just go.
324
00:27:37,290 --> 00:27:39,623
Getting all Martha Stewart on my ass
325
00:27:39,723 --> 00:27:43,312
for not evenly chopping vegetables,
I can handle, but...
326
00:27:44,502 --> 00:27:47,091
- I've never seen her like this.
- Like what?
327
00:27:48,290 --> 00:27:50,374
I don't know.
328
00:29:06,313 --> 00:29:07,746
Who is it?
329
00:29:07,846 --> 00:29:10,486
It's her, but it's blank.
330
00:29:10,854 --> 00:29:13,713
I'm sure she's fine. It's not...
331
00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:20,919
Kate?
332
00:29:25,620 --> 00:29:26,963
Kate!
333
00:29:27,521 --> 00:29:30,867
Hey, what happened? What's going on?
334
00:29:30,967 --> 00:29:33,636
Hey, hey.
335
00:29:36,087 --> 00:29:38,054
I wet myself.
336
00:29:38,154 --> 00:29:41,530
Hurry. He can't see me like this.
337
00:29:41,954 --> 00:29:44,755
Okay. Okay.
338
00:31:09,418 --> 00:31:11,633
Bec, I don't wanna be here...
339
00:31:11,733 --> 00:31:15,117
when Evan comes home.
Can you take me somewhere?
340
00:31:15,516 --> 00:31:17,067
I'll pack you a bag.
341
00:31:17,167 --> 00:31:20,981
No, I wanna go. Right away.
342
00:32:01,350 --> 00:32:03,378
Katie?
343
00:32:18,115 --> 00:32:20,300
So what did Miss Priss text you?
344
00:32:21,614 --> 00:32:25,481
- Hey, you must be Kate.
- Miss Priss is fine.
345
00:32:25,581 --> 00:32:28,998
Kate is going to be
staying with us tonight.
346
00:32:29,181 --> 00:32:30,789
Okay.
347
00:32:32,214 --> 00:32:34,881
It's not usually like this.
348
00:32:35,380 --> 00:32:37,798
Yeah, sometimes it's really disgusting.
349
00:32:42,447 --> 00:32:46,779
It's Evan. He's home.
He wants to know where we are.
350
00:32:51,047 --> 00:32:52,647
Awesome.
351
00:32:53,147 --> 00:32:55,014
Are you sure you're okay on the couch?
352
00:32:55,613 --> 00:32:59,214
If I had a dollar for every time
I passed out there...
353
00:32:59,858 --> 00:33:03,445
Just yell if you need anything.
I'm a light sleeper.
354
00:33:08,281 --> 00:33:10,811
What are those?
355
00:33:15,728 --> 00:33:17,577
Songs.
356
00:33:18,113 --> 00:33:19,980
Parts, anyway.
357
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:24,345
A lot of beginnings. The occasional middle.
Kinda short on ends so far.
358
00:33:24,445 --> 00:33:28,472
Well, is that what you wanna do?
Play music? You never mentioned it.
359
00:33:31,241 --> 00:33:34,555
Probably 'cause I pretty much suck.
360
00:33:35,024 --> 00:33:37,869
But, yeah, kinda, I guess.
361
00:33:38,812 --> 00:33:40,512
That's what you studied in school?
362
00:33:40,612 --> 00:33:44,069
Hardly. My parents didn't even want me
to go to school in Houston.
363
00:33:44,169 --> 00:33:47,045
Why are they so against it?
364
00:33:47,406 --> 00:33:49,912
Oh, I don't know.
365
00:33:50,012 --> 00:33:53,079
Probably 'cause I spent four years
outta high school trying
366
00:33:53,179 --> 00:33:57,179
with nothing to show for it.
Except drawers of these.
367
00:33:58,727 --> 00:34:01,393
You... You put music to them?
368
00:34:01,693 --> 00:34:04,612
Not to this one.
Well, not that I remember, anyway.
369
00:34:04,712 --> 00:34:08,489
Sometimes I write drunk.
Anyway, sleep good.
370
00:34:09,588 --> 00:34:10,610
You too.
371
00:34:13,702 --> 00:34:15,809
I'm sorry about Evan,
372
00:34:15,909 --> 00:34:19,475
and I know you don't like cussing,
373
00:34:21,143 --> 00:34:23,695
but he's a fucking asshole.
374
00:34:24,494 --> 00:34:26,296
Night.
375
00:34:40,144 --> 00:34:42,334
How long you been up?
376
00:34:47,543 --> 00:34:52,044
- Evan called, like, 800 times.
- I have somewhere I'd like to go.
377
00:34:54,957 --> 00:34:56,014
A retirement home?
378
00:34:56,114 --> 00:34:59,591
No, it's an assisted living community
for people of all ages.
379
00:35:03,243 --> 00:35:05,467
This is bullshit.
380
00:35:05,943 --> 00:35:08,234
Take me in, now.
381
00:35:13,102 --> 00:35:17,042
Our guest services administrator
will be just a minute.
382
00:35:17,142 --> 00:35:19,909
I bet you ladies would like
some cool refreshments.
383
00:35:20,009 --> 00:35:21,776
Thank you.
384
00:35:22,375 --> 00:35:24,949
If you're not getting good enough
care with me, then fire my ass
385
00:35:25,049 --> 00:35:28,342
- and find a better replacement.
- Please keep your voice down.
386
00:35:28,442 --> 00:35:30,895
You think anybody in here can hear me?
387
00:35:30,995 --> 00:35:34,642
Look, I don't exactly have a great track
record when it comes to men,
388
00:35:34,742 --> 00:35:38,174
but if this is about your husband having
an affair, why are you taking a bullet?
389
00:35:38,274 --> 00:35:41,241
- Tell him to move his ass in here.
- It's my fault, not his.
390
00:35:41,341 --> 00:35:43,325
That's it. That's it.
391
00:35:43,425 --> 00:35:46,608
Bec, what are you doing? Bec, stop!
392
00:35:46,708 --> 00:35:50,304
Honey, unless those sippy cups
are laced with tequila, we're outta here.
393
00:35:50,474 --> 00:35:54,107
I'm the one who got sick. Not him.
394
00:35:54,207 --> 00:35:59,139
This isn't the life he built,
the life he deserves.
395
00:36:00,317 --> 00:36:04,741
He turns me over in my sleep.
He feeds me, he bathes me.
396
00:36:04,841 --> 00:36:08,241
He does everything but breathe for me.
Believe me, he'd do that if he could.
397
00:36:08,941 --> 00:36:11,473
He's 37 years old.
He deserves happiness.
398
00:36:11,673 --> 00:36:13,740
We all deserve some happiness.
399
00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:16,051
What we don't all deserve...
400
00:36:16,874 --> 00:36:21,884
is a little extra snatch on the side
from some skanky cooze.
401
00:36:29,740 --> 00:36:31,007
- Last night...
- I don't wanna talk about it.
402
00:36:31,107 --> 00:36:35,672
Last night, what were you doing
at the top of the stairs?
403
00:36:38,140 --> 00:36:39,640
I just thought it'd be easier...
404
00:36:39,740 --> 00:36:42,807
- I know what you thought.
- No, you don't.
405
00:36:44,358 --> 00:36:46,833
Okay, you're right, I don't.
406
00:36:46,933 --> 00:36:49,507
I don't even really know you.
407
00:36:49,607 --> 00:36:51,674
But I'm actually starting to like you.
408
00:36:54,065 --> 00:36:57,849
The only other person I ever
saw up close like this was my grammy.
409
00:36:58,040 --> 00:36:59,284
Every Thanksgiving,
410
00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:02,507
my redneck cousins would bet
against her lasting 'til Christmas.
411
00:37:02,607 --> 00:37:06,706
And 12 years straight they lost.
Because she didn't take shit from anyone.
412
00:37:12,638 --> 00:37:15,154
Take me downtown.
413
00:37:21,138 --> 00:37:25,313
Alright. I understand. On the 15th...
414
00:37:25,438 --> 00:37:27,238
I gotta go. Kate.
415
00:37:28,045 --> 00:37:30,672
Thank God you're okay.
I've been worried sick about you.
416
00:37:30,772 --> 00:37:33,939
- Where the hell have you been?
- I want you to move out.
417
00:37:34,491 --> 00:37:36,145
- What?
- She said sh...
418
00:37:36,245 --> 00:37:38,570
I heard what she said.
419
00:37:39,936 --> 00:37:42,731
Can you give us a minute, please?
In private.
420
00:37:43,271 --> 00:37:44,772
Thank you.
421
00:37:47,508 --> 00:37:48,703
Okay.
422
00:37:50,673 --> 00:37:53,188
It's not what you think,
and I'm not leaving.
423
00:37:53,288 --> 00:37:56,592
- Then I will.
- What are you saying? You want a divorce?
424
00:37:56,692 --> 00:37:59,104
You're divorcing me,
after everything that we've been through,
425
00:37:59,204 --> 00:38:00,971
- everything that I've...
- What?
426
00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:03,911
Everything you've what, Evan?
427
00:38:08,370 --> 00:38:10,404
Katie, please.
428
00:38:11,529 --> 00:38:16,102
- It was a mistake. I made one mistake.
- This isn't about your mistake.
429
00:38:16,202 --> 00:38:19,741
This is about me not being able to live
one more second feeling guilty
430
00:38:19,841 --> 00:38:22,770
for what I did to your life.
431
00:38:22,870 --> 00:38:27,303
I can't do it anymore.
I'm not gonna... wait for you in bed.
432
00:38:27,403 --> 00:38:30,303
- Katie, come on, just...
- I'm not gonna share a house with you.
433
00:38:30,403 --> 00:38:34,303
- Katie, please.
- No. Bec! No. Don't touch me.
434
00:38:34,403 --> 00:38:36,357
Kate, come on.
435
00:38:38,947 --> 00:38:40,403
- Hi, Cynthia.
- Hi, Kate.
436
00:38:40,503 --> 00:38:43,102
- Nice to see you.
- You too.
437
00:38:44,001 --> 00:38:46,790
Oh, and he's all yours,
you skanky cooze!
438
00:39:02,770 --> 00:39:04,969
You alright?
439
00:39:06,656 --> 00:39:10,366
I think I just made
the biggest mistake of my life.
440
00:39:12,335 --> 00:39:14,898
You wanna give him a call?
441
00:39:18,302 --> 00:39:19,945
No.
442
00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:23,354
I'll be okay.
443
00:39:25,129 --> 00:39:28,207
I just feel bad.
You know, she's all alone.
444
00:39:28,307 --> 00:39:30,267
What if something happens to her
during the night?
445
00:39:30,367 --> 00:39:32,368
I just wanna say,
if I see you in a sweater set,
446
00:39:32,468 --> 00:39:36,267
I'm gonna go backwards
Texas hoodrat on her ass.
447
00:39:36,367 --> 00:39:38,242
Later.
448
00:40:46,632 --> 00:40:48,689
Turn it off.
449
00:40:49,332 --> 00:40:52,523
- Why?
- Please, just turn it off.
450
00:40:52,623 --> 00:40:56,648
- Is this you playing?
- Damn it, Bec, just turn it off now.
451
00:41:01,473 --> 00:41:05,288
- You have one message from...
- Liam.
452
00:41:19,364 --> 00:41:21,164
Hey, okay.
453
00:41:21,364 --> 00:41:23,962
Shit, shit, shit.
454
00:41:24,062 --> 00:41:25,864
Okay.
455
00:41:26,264 --> 00:41:28,331
Here. Drink. Drink. Hey!
456
00:41:28,431 --> 00:41:32,589
Okay, just breathe. Breathe.
Just breathe. Breathe with me. Breathe.
457
00:41:32,689 --> 00:41:36,730
Hey. What do I do?
What do I do? Shit, shit.
458
00:41:36,830 --> 00:41:39,498
You contacted Emergency Alert.
Help is on the way.
459
00:41:39,598 --> 00:41:43,476
- Cancel.
- What? You want me to cancel?
460
00:41:47,531 --> 00:41:49,433
This is...
461
00:41:49,533 --> 00:41:53,729
This is Bec Cartwell,
calling on behalf of Katherine Parker.
462
00:41:53,829 --> 00:41:58,406
I accidentally triggered the alarm
and I need to cancel it.
463
00:41:58,934 --> 00:42:00,280
Thank you.
464
00:42:04,096 --> 00:42:07,029
Don't ever do that again,
without asking me.
465
00:42:07,229 --> 00:42:11,245
- Hey, I thought that you...
- I don't care.
466
00:42:12,129 --> 00:42:16,064
It's my decision to make, not yours.
467
00:42:16,164 --> 00:42:18,261
You understand?
468
00:42:19,652 --> 00:42:21,293
Say it.
469
00:42:28,429 --> 00:42:30,684
I understand.
470
00:42:35,562 --> 00:42:37,629
Hey, you.
471
00:42:38,228 --> 00:42:40,477
You ever coming back to my class?
472
00:42:40,577 --> 00:42:42,629
Professor.
473
00:42:43,228 --> 00:42:45,965
It's "professor" now?
474
00:42:46,298 --> 00:42:48,303
That's not good.
475
00:42:49,129 --> 00:42:52,095
You should know you just broke
my personal record.
476
00:42:52,195 --> 00:42:56,171
Most unreturned phone calls
from a former girlfriend.
477
00:42:56,396 --> 00:42:58,928
I hardly think I was ever a girlfriend.
478
00:42:59,028 --> 00:43:01,329
We could work on that.
479
00:43:02,007 --> 00:43:03,904
If...
480
00:43:04,004 --> 00:43:06,597
you ever call me back.
481
00:43:08,594 --> 00:43:13,927
Do you think God invented sex so we could
bear each other's shortcomings?
482
00:43:14,027 --> 00:43:17,984
Because every time we do that,
I forget all the stuff I hate about you.
483
00:43:18,494 --> 00:43:21,360
I wasn't aware you hated
anything about me.
484
00:43:22,837 --> 00:43:25,851
So will you quit cutting my class now?
485
00:43:26,460 --> 00:43:27,735
Sorry.
486
00:43:28,235 --> 00:43:31,027
Just a lot going on with Kate right now.
487
00:43:31,127 --> 00:43:33,001
Kate? Who's Kate?
488
00:43:33,201 --> 00:43:36,160
Do you ever listen to anything I say?
489
00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:38,627
Kate, the patient friend
I take care of.
490
00:43:40,713 --> 00:43:41,626
Something funny?
491
00:43:41,726 --> 00:43:44,295
You're actually responsible
for another person's life?
492
00:43:48,265 --> 00:43:50,361
Where you going?
493
00:43:50,594 --> 00:43:54,993
Economists think about costs, not just
in terms of an item's monetary value,
494
00:43:55,093 --> 00:43:59,409
but also the opportunity costs
of a particular item...
495
00:44:10,626 --> 00:44:14,959
I'm now in the chair,
and it's harder to breathe.
496
00:44:15,059 --> 00:44:18,226
My voice, too. Especially at night.
497
00:44:18,326 --> 00:44:21,525
Well, that's to be expected.
This process only moves in one direction,
498
00:44:21,625 --> 00:44:24,534
but attitude goes a long way, Kate.
499
00:44:25,983 --> 00:44:28,350
- So, this one, too.
- No.
500
00:44:28,450 --> 00:44:31,522
- Come on.
- Yes.
501
00:44:33,661 --> 00:44:35,313
No, not those.
502
00:44:41,864 --> 00:44:44,949
Alright, take 'em
before I change my mind.
503
00:44:45,309 --> 00:44:47,568
Oh, my God.
504
00:44:50,624 --> 00:44:52,889
I look like you.
505
00:44:55,125 --> 00:44:57,398
Girl, go!
506
00:44:57,808 --> 00:45:01,723
This is, like, the Porsche of wheelchairs
and it's just sitting here.
507
00:45:01,823 --> 00:45:04,418
I know. Evan bought it
for me a year ago.
508
00:45:09,457 --> 00:45:10,857
So what's the problem?
509
00:45:11,528 --> 00:45:15,091
Riding in one of those
is like admitting I'm sick.
510
00:45:15,191 --> 00:45:17,190
Which I am, so it's crazy.
511
00:45:17,340 --> 00:45:20,689
Why don't you give it a whirl?
If you hate it, we'll throw it in the trash.
512
00:45:24,491 --> 00:45:26,532
Go, girl.
513
00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:30,509
I'm catching up. Go on.
514
00:45:34,556 --> 00:45:38,696
A little? Come on, just a little.
Give me a couple of kicks.
515
00:45:38,796 --> 00:45:41,687
There you go. Just try it.
516
00:45:44,289 --> 00:45:48,722
My husband bet you had
a spinal cord injury,
517
00:45:48,822 --> 00:45:51,756
but I can spot one of my own
a mile away.
518
00:45:52,056 --> 00:45:55,553
- I'm right, aren't I?
- Yes.
519
00:45:55,659 --> 00:45:57,856
He lost.
520
00:45:58,056 --> 00:46:02,319
Now he owes me the sexual favor
of my choice.
521
00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:07,022
I'm Marilyn and this is John.
522
00:46:07,122 --> 00:46:11,389
And now, in addition to other
intimate details, you also know our names.
523
00:46:11,888 --> 00:46:16,407
I'm Kate, and this is my...
This is Bec.
524
00:46:16,545 --> 00:46:19,710
After this water torture,
525
00:46:20,055 --> 00:46:22,905
would you care to partake
526
00:46:23,005 --> 00:46:26,098
in a little herbal therapy?
527
00:46:26,641 --> 00:46:31,275
It's not the prescribed treatment
for this painful-ass disease,
528
00:46:31,375 --> 00:46:35,819
but it sure does feel good.
529
00:46:51,138 --> 00:46:54,417
I'm a grown woman... taking up pot.
530
00:46:56,032 --> 00:46:58,838
Did she just say "taking up pot"?
531
00:47:00,033 --> 00:47:03,841
We got ourselves a wild one here!
532
00:47:04,886 --> 00:47:07,285
I'm happy and I don't know why.
533
00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:12,928
- Oh, no, you didn't.
- Oh, yes, I did.
534
00:47:14,987 --> 00:47:19,419
This damn illness...
It may take my arms, my legs,
535
00:47:19,519 --> 00:47:23,475
my chest, my breathing, my heart...
536
00:47:23,918 --> 00:47:26,521
but no matter how hard it tries,
537
00:47:26,621 --> 00:47:30,385
it'll never be able
to take away my funk.
538
00:47:37,383 --> 00:47:39,206
Yeah!
539
00:47:39,306 --> 00:47:41,727
That's it. Hit it, girl.
540
00:47:43,153 --> 00:47:46,472
Yeah. Go on, girl.
Come on, girl, get it.
541
00:47:49,051 --> 00:47:51,180
- You seeing this?
- Hell, yeah, I see you.
542
00:47:51,287 --> 00:47:54,920
Shit, yeah. Yeah, you heard right.
543
00:47:55,020 --> 00:47:59,185
Shit, shit, damn. Shit, damn, damn.
Shit, damn, shit, damn, damn, damn, shit.
544
00:47:59,285 --> 00:48:01,337
Fuck.
545
00:48:02,593 --> 00:48:05,502
We done lost her now.
546
00:48:21,551 --> 00:48:25,583
Hey, Kate, it's me, Evan.
547
00:48:27,603 --> 00:48:30,531
Can you please just call me back?
548
00:48:31,430 --> 00:48:34,284
Just call me back.
549
00:48:34,384 --> 00:48:39,449
I just wanna hear your voice, alright?
Just let me know that you're okay.
550
00:48:49,450 --> 00:48:55,870
Has anyone here actually met Dirty Barry?
Because I haven't and I am here a lot.
551
00:48:55,970 --> 00:48:59,084
I'm not waiting for you, of course.
It's just I have lots of things to do.
552
00:48:59,184 --> 00:49:03,701
But I'm Wil. We spent
a night together, an evening.
553
00:49:03,801 --> 00:49:05,883
"Bill" Wil, remember? Hi.
554
00:49:05,983 --> 00:49:08,516
I remember, sort of. Hi.
555
00:49:08,616 --> 00:49:10,349
Hi. I'm I'm Wil.
556
00:49:10,449 --> 00:49:12,348
- Kate.
- Kate.
557
00:49:14,218 --> 00:49:15,894
Are you always such a gentleman?
558
00:49:15,994 --> 00:49:19,482
Oh, no. I'm actually just trying
to make a good impression
559
00:49:19,582 --> 00:49:21,397
so you'll tell your friend
to go out with me again.
560
00:49:21,497 --> 00:49:23,795
How do you know Bec?
561
00:49:25,359 --> 00:49:26,690
Best sex of my life.
562
00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:29,248
- Hey, okay, hi.
- And now she won't call me back.
563
00:49:29,348 --> 00:49:33,550
Shame on you, Bec. Apologize at once
and go out with this fine young man.
564
00:49:33,650 --> 00:49:36,782
- Your friend is very wise.
- She also happens to be my boss,
565
00:49:36,882 --> 00:49:41,119
so, you know, she doesn't
wanna hear about our time together.
566
00:49:42,431 --> 00:49:44,083
So, are you playing tonight?
567
00:49:44,183 --> 00:49:45,732
- No.
- Why not?
568
00:49:46,949 --> 00:49:50,749
'Cause there's only so much failure
and humiliation a person can take.
569
00:49:50,849 --> 00:49:53,408
Well, here's the thing, Bec,
570
00:49:53,508 --> 00:49:55,645
I heard you sing a couple of notes
571
00:49:55,745 --> 00:49:59,848
before you had your accident
that night that we... that we met.
572
00:49:59,948 --> 00:50:01,851
And if I can...
573
00:50:01,951 --> 00:50:05,881
name any song in three notes...
which I can, by the way...
574
00:50:05,981 --> 00:50:10,748
I can name a good singer in two.
And you're a really good singer.
575
00:50:11,103 --> 00:50:12,120
So...
576
00:50:14,457 --> 00:50:16,748
- So... Wil...
- No.
577
00:50:17,547 --> 00:50:18,887
Stop.
578
00:50:19,087 --> 00:50:22,581
I know what you're thinking.
He's just...
579
00:50:22,781 --> 00:50:26,280
- He's not...
- What? The one?
580
00:50:27,044 --> 00:50:30,847
Trust me, from someone
who got the one, it's overrated.
581
00:50:30,947 --> 00:50:34,104
Okay. It's my life to screw up
as I see fit. Okay?
582
00:50:35,513 --> 00:50:37,410
Okay.
583
00:50:37,980 --> 00:50:39,947
But...
584
00:50:40,047 --> 00:50:42,321
he's really cute.
585
00:50:46,013 --> 00:50:49,879
You know, right around the time
that I met Evan...
586
00:50:51,956 --> 00:50:56,048
there was this guy... Harwick Windsor.
587
00:50:56,450 --> 00:50:58,956
He was a musician.
588
00:50:59,961 --> 00:51:02,679
He came over to my house,
589
00:51:02,779 --> 00:51:06,864
and he stood on my porch
with a guitar...
590
00:51:07,245 --> 00:51:11,844
and he played a song
that he'd written for me.
591
00:51:14,579 --> 00:51:16,812
And when it was finished,
592
00:51:16,912 --> 00:51:22,577
he looked at me the way nobody
has ever looked at me.
593
00:51:28,812 --> 00:51:31,445
Why is it that...
594
00:51:31,718 --> 00:51:35,410
we want the ones that don't see us...
595
00:51:35,908 --> 00:51:38,968
instead of the ones that do?
596
00:51:50,311 --> 00:51:52,992
- Okay.
- Now lipstick.
597
00:51:54,599 --> 00:51:57,851
- This one?
- Too loud.
598
00:51:58,176 --> 00:52:00,268
For you.
599
00:52:11,610 --> 00:52:12,767
It's gonna be fine.
600
00:52:19,210 --> 00:52:21,544
- Excuse me.
- Kate, hi.
601
00:52:21,644 --> 00:52:23,343
- You look gorgeous.
- You too.
602
00:52:23,443 --> 00:52:25,443
- So glad you came.
- Me too.
603
00:52:25,543 --> 00:52:27,443
Hey, Taylor. Come here, honey.
604
00:52:29,189 --> 00:52:30,210
Hey, Taylor.
605
00:52:30,310 --> 00:52:33,827
Look at the beautiful present
that Auntie Kate brought you.
606
00:52:36,228 --> 00:52:38,677
Didn't your mommy ever teach you
it's not polite to stare?
607
00:52:38,777 --> 00:52:40,646
Bec.
608
00:52:42,510 --> 00:52:44,527
So nice to see you, Kate.
How you feeling?
609
00:52:44,627 --> 00:52:45,744
- Good.
- Good.
610
00:52:45,844 --> 00:52:48,210
Kate, there you are!
611
00:52:48,310 --> 00:52:52,076
Hey, pretty girl,
there's someone I need you to meet.
612
00:52:53,776 --> 00:52:56,011
- Hi.
- She's beautiful.
613
00:52:56,210 --> 00:53:00,648
Say hi to your Auntie Kate. Say hi.
614
00:53:00,748 --> 00:53:02,497
Can I hold her?
615
00:53:03,496 --> 00:53:04,473
Okay.
616
00:53:10,379 --> 00:53:13,040
There you go.
617
00:53:13,140 --> 00:53:16,309
- She looks just like you.
- I think she looks like her daddy.
618
00:53:16,571 --> 00:53:19,809
I read that, actually, babies look like
their daddies when they're born,
619
00:53:19,909 --> 00:53:22,377
so their daddies don't run...
620
00:53:25,297 --> 00:53:29,176
Okay, okay, okay. I got her, I got her.
621
00:53:31,072 --> 00:53:33,038
Just breathe. Take it slow.
622
00:53:34,908 --> 00:53:37,436
- I told you this wasn't a good idea.
- Is she okay?
623
00:53:37,536 --> 00:53:40,272
Just look at me. Just breathe.
624
00:53:52,408 --> 00:53:55,128
Now we know why Kate was invited.
625
00:53:55,228 --> 00:53:56,736
I needed to see you.
626
00:53:58,049 --> 00:54:00,306
You've lost weight.
627
00:54:00,842 --> 00:54:03,627
She says you look like shit.
628
00:54:05,790 --> 00:54:06,904
You've lost weight.
629
00:54:08,172 --> 00:54:12,072
Yeah. Yeah, maybe a little.
630
00:54:12,172 --> 00:54:15,851
- I'm not ready to see you, Evan.
- She's not ready to see you.
631
00:54:16,050 --> 00:54:18,260
Okay.
632
00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,569
I just want you to know
I never saw her again.
633
00:54:22,669 --> 00:54:24,372
What are you looking for? A medal?
634
00:54:24,472 --> 00:54:27,639
No one gives a shit
about your sex life, Evan.
635
00:54:27,739 --> 00:54:30,953
You're not you. You're me.
636
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,938
It's not about Cynthia. It never was.
637
00:54:43,620 --> 00:54:47,940
She says it wasn't about Cynthia.
It was never about her.
638
00:54:48,439 --> 00:54:51,973
- It's about being invisible.
- Feeling invisible.
639
00:54:54,334 --> 00:54:57,018
- I love you.
- And she says she loves you.
640
00:54:57,318 --> 00:55:01,904
- Take care of yourself.
- And to take care.
641
00:55:20,937 --> 00:55:23,307
I miss him.
642
00:55:23,968 --> 00:55:26,207
I miss... me.
643
00:55:26,307 --> 00:55:28,571
- Hey.
- Us.
644
00:55:28,771 --> 00:55:30,004
Kate.
645
00:55:32,009 --> 00:55:34,887
I shouldn't have asked to hold it.
646
00:55:35,303 --> 00:55:36,471
- The baby?
- Yeah.
647
00:55:36,571 --> 00:55:38,805
No, the baby's fine, Kate.
648
00:55:38,905 --> 00:55:44,117
I know, but my arms.
I tried... I tried to catch her.
649
00:55:46,671 --> 00:55:49,190
- Did you hear her scream?
- She wasn't screaming, she was crying.
650
00:55:49,290 --> 00:55:52,402
Babies cry. That's what they do.
651
00:55:53,646 --> 00:55:56,698
I wanted a baby...
652
00:55:59,570 --> 00:56:01,770
so bad.
653
00:56:02,133 --> 00:56:05,159
I wanted to travel.
654
00:56:05,833 --> 00:56:08,016
I wanted to play music.
655
00:56:08,737 --> 00:56:11,370
Now it's too late.
656
00:56:12,469 --> 00:56:15,742
I have so much inside.
657
00:56:17,731 --> 00:56:20,107
Nothing comes out.
658
00:56:20,207 --> 00:56:22,670
Tell me what you want to come out.
659
00:56:23,810 --> 00:56:26,776
I wanna... I wanna scream.
660
00:56:26,876 --> 00:56:29,835
I just, I wanna...
661
00:56:29,935 --> 00:56:32,415
scream.
662
00:56:47,702 --> 00:56:51,455
Do you think we'll get invited back
to the party next year?
663
00:56:58,484 --> 00:57:03,089
Six months ago, you were breathing
at a 64 per cent capacity. Now it's 43.
664
00:57:03,189 --> 00:57:05,702
Are you wearing your BiPAP at night?
665
00:57:05,802 --> 00:57:07,802
No.
666
00:57:09,334 --> 00:57:11,422
I don't like it.
667
00:57:11,522 --> 00:57:14,434
It makes me feel like I'm suffocating.
668
00:57:14,534 --> 00:57:15,631
Well, look, Kate,
669
00:57:15,731 --> 00:57:19,268
it's gonna get harder and harder
for you to get oxygen into your lungs.
670
00:57:19,368 --> 00:57:22,301
Soon, we'll be looking
at a permanent ventilator.
671
00:57:22,401 --> 00:57:27,244
But when she's on the machine,
can she even talk?
672
00:57:42,966 --> 00:57:45,533
I never did this.
673
00:57:46,191 --> 00:57:48,235
Did what?
674
00:57:49,234 --> 00:57:51,331
Nothing.
675
00:57:53,551 --> 00:57:56,895
I think that's what's wrong
with my life.
676
00:57:57,332 --> 00:58:00,397
I didn't know this was doing nothing.
677
00:58:05,832 --> 00:58:08,466
I know you trust him and all,
678
00:58:09,165 --> 00:58:11,823
but he didn't mention even one
of the experimental drugs
679
00:58:11,923 --> 00:58:14,262
they're testing right now.
680
00:58:16,571 --> 00:58:18,899
Don't do that.
681
00:58:20,676 --> 00:58:24,386
- Do what?
- What all the others do.
682
00:58:24,785 --> 00:58:27,351
Pretend.
683
00:58:36,332 --> 00:58:39,935
I know it's not my place, because...
684
00:58:40,035 --> 00:58:43,365
I'm not the one
who has this thing, but...
685
00:58:44,887 --> 00:58:47,402
please don't give up.
686
00:58:51,964 --> 00:58:54,908
That's the thing about giving up.
687
00:58:56,118 --> 00:58:59,777
You don't realize you've done it
until it's too late.
688
00:59:01,326 --> 00:59:03,455
Like music.
689
00:59:03,555 --> 00:59:06,560
I didn't suddenly stop.
690
00:59:08,116 --> 00:59:11,580
I started playing less and less.
691
00:59:12,279 --> 00:59:15,337
Until I wasn't playing anymore.
692
00:59:16,036 --> 00:59:19,524
And it also just didn't fit with...
693
00:59:19,624 --> 00:59:22,145
everything.
694
00:59:23,930 --> 00:59:26,229
Evan-everything?
695
00:59:29,897 --> 00:59:32,896
Did you ever give up on something big?
696
00:59:35,264 --> 00:59:41,230
Besides life, singing, school,
pleasing my parents, love?
697
00:59:41,330 --> 00:59:44,329
No, no, no.
698
00:59:44,872 --> 00:59:48,022
I have no idea
what you're talking about.
699
00:59:49,487 --> 00:59:51,996
So this is how it goes.
700
00:59:52,096 --> 00:59:56,595
It's Christmas at my mother's,
New Years Eve at Alyssa's,
701
00:59:56,695 --> 01:00:01,963
and a very traditional
Thanksgiving at Keely's.
702
01:00:02,063 --> 01:00:04,530
Personally, I'd rather staple my tits
to a burning building
703
01:00:04,630 --> 01:00:08,954
than have Christmas
or Thanksgiving at Keely's.
704
01:00:09,054 --> 01:00:11,592
You know what?
705
01:00:12,094 --> 01:00:14,186
Me, too.
706
01:00:27,262 --> 01:00:30,361
- Honey, that's Jill's date.
- Right.
707
01:00:31,943 --> 01:00:34,465
Okay.
708
01:00:35,528 --> 01:00:38,621
A toast to friends...
709
01:00:38,721 --> 01:00:41,073
old, new...
710
01:00:41,173 --> 01:00:45,195
- Reluctantly invited.
- My guest. Not reluctant.
711
01:00:45,595 --> 01:00:48,061
Like... I was saying...
712
01:00:48,161 --> 01:00:52,503
to friends, old and new,
but most of all, to Kate.
713
01:00:53,517 --> 01:00:56,746
Who's the bravest, toughest,
coolest, chick I know.
714
01:00:58,831 --> 01:01:01,987
- Thank you.
- To Kate.
715
01:01:04,323 --> 01:01:05,763
Happy Thanksgiving.
716
01:01:41,226 --> 01:01:43,872
Boy, you ain't got no game.
717
01:01:44,815 --> 01:01:47,143
Go ask her to dance.
718
01:01:49,683 --> 01:01:51,959
Would you care to dance?
719
01:01:55,159 --> 01:01:57,017
Sure.
720
01:02:05,658 --> 01:02:07,738
It's Brazilian.
721
01:02:13,239 --> 01:02:17,475
You ever wish you weren't just watching
moments like this?
722
01:02:17,575 --> 01:02:20,656
Oh, I'm not just watching.
723
01:02:20,956 --> 01:02:23,249
I feel it.
724
01:02:24,225 --> 01:02:28,256
Feel life more than I ever
felt it before.
725
01:02:33,058 --> 01:02:35,358
How come you never ask me
to translate for Kate?
726
01:02:36,969 --> 01:02:38,957
I read lips.
727
01:02:39,057 --> 01:02:41,922
- Nice try.
- It's true.
728
01:02:45,557 --> 01:02:50,088
- What's that mean?
- My older brother is deaf.
729
01:03:00,423 --> 01:03:02,257
- You just said something pervy.
- No, I didn't.
730
01:03:02,357 --> 01:03:04,489
What did you say? Come on.
731
01:03:04,589 --> 01:03:06,848
I said...
732
01:03:07,390 --> 01:03:10,389
maybe one day you'll stop punishing me
733
01:03:10,489 --> 01:03:14,521
for liking you as much as I do.
734
01:03:19,323 --> 01:03:21,855
I should start cleaning up.
735
01:03:36,423 --> 01:03:38,623
Surprise.
736
01:03:39,123 --> 01:03:41,955
Happy Thanksgiving
737
01:03:42,055 --> 01:03:44,372
- to you...
- What are you doing here?
738
01:03:44,472 --> 01:03:47,521
- You know why I'm here.
- You're drunk.
739
01:03:47,621 --> 01:03:50,731
- Just a little bit.
- I don't wanna do this anymore.
740
01:03:50,831 --> 01:03:54,515
You know, I think you say that
because you think it makes the sex hotter.
741
01:03:54,615 --> 01:03:56,298
Which it does.
742
01:04:00,321 --> 01:04:02,687
Go home, now, to your wife.
743
01:04:02,837 --> 01:04:05,255
Come on. Now. To your wife.
744
01:04:05,355 --> 01:04:09,652
Come on. I want you. I know you want me.
745
01:04:11,727 --> 01:04:15,182
Oh, come on. I miss you.
746
01:05:25,086 --> 01:05:30,353
You can have... everything.
747
01:05:32,086 --> 01:05:34,610
Everything.
748
01:05:34,919 --> 01:05:39,540
Just don't let me end up
like that. Please.
749
01:05:39,640 --> 01:05:44,517
I can't die in a hospital,
strapped to a machine.
750
01:05:55,818 --> 01:05:59,122
I'm not condoning what he did.
It was wrong.
751
01:05:59,222 --> 01:06:03,284
- For God's sake, it's time to forgive him.
- Men cheat. It happens.
752
01:06:03,384 --> 01:06:07,317
But she didn't have to blow up his whole
life. I mean, blow up all our lives.
753
01:06:07,417 --> 01:06:09,317
So, why'd you want me to come here?
754
01:06:09,417 --> 01:06:12,418
You want me to apologize
for her inconveniencing you?
755
01:06:12,518 --> 01:06:14,251
Okay, you clearly
don't like me very much.
756
01:06:14,351 --> 01:06:16,383
Which is fine because I don't
really like you either.
757
01:06:16,483 --> 01:06:19,532
- Alyssa...
- So are you in the will yet?
758
01:06:19,632 --> 01:06:21,606
- Alyssa!
- She can't expect to come out of nowhere
759
01:06:21,706 --> 01:06:24,216
and expect people not to ask questions
about her intentions.
760
01:06:24,316 --> 01:06:26,450
- Wait.
- I mean, we were her friends first.
761
01:06:26,550 --> 01:06:28,547
Alyssa, shut up.
762
01:06:32,917 --> 01:06:37,482
Look, just tell her that we love her.
763
01:06:38,457 --> 01:06:41,161
And that we miss her.
764
01:06:42,120 --> 01:06:43,348
And that we're here.
765
01:06:49,449 --> 01:06:52,380
You will not believe what I...
766
01:06:57,315 --> 01:06:59,515
- Who's this?
- Rachel.
767
01:06:59,977 --> 01:07:02,749
I just thought maybe we could
give you a break some time.
768
01:07:02,849 --> 01:07:04,889
Okay.
769
01:07:06,016 --> 01:07:08,683
- So you don't cook or clean?
- Yes, absolutely...
770
01:07:08,783 --> 01:07:11,549
- Any experience with ALS?
- Not specifically...
771
01:07:12,049 --> 01:07:15,916
- She's worked with disabled people.
- But not ALS?
772
01:07:16,016 --> 01:07:18,877
- No.
- We'll be in touch.
773
01:07:19,705 --> 01:07:21,149
We'll be in touch.
774
01:07:21,249 --> 01:07:24,035
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
775
01:07:26,849 --> 01:07:29,745
- I'm sorry I didn't discuss it with you.
- I get it.
776
01:07:29,845 --> 01:07:32,748
- It's not to take over.
- No, I get it.
777
01:07:33,002 --> 01:07:36,280
Actually, I don't get it.
What's going on?
778
01:07:36,380 --> 01:07:38,867
You have school...
779
01:07:38,967 --> 01:07:40,998
your music.
780
01:07:42,414 --> 01:07:44,403
I'm worried I'm asking too much.
781
01:07:44,530 --> 01:07:48,471
Have you ever heard me complain?
Have you? I'm fine.
782
01:08:34,179 --> 01:08:36,047
Hey.
783
01:08:36,822 --> 01:08:38,377
Hi.
784
01:08:45,012 --> 01:08:47,645
So, I've...
785
01:08:47,945 --> 01:08:50,945
been thinking about us a lot.
786
01:08:53,391 --> 01:08:56,278
And I could have been more patient.
787
01:08:59,045 --> 01:09:02,312
You know, I thought that I was
at the time, but I really wasn't.
788
01:09:02,412 --> 01:09:06,578
And I'm sure there's 9,000 other things
that I could've done better, too.
789
01:09:07,816 --> 01:09:10,325
You should know...
790
01:09:10,769 --> 01:09:16,109
that it wasn't... it wasn't just sex.
Okay. It was...
791
01:09:16,311 --> 01:09:18,478
I just needed...
792
01:09:18,578 --> 01:09:23,177
I just needed to... touch someone
without hurting 'em, that's all.
793
01:09:28,878 --> 01:09:31,877
But I just want you to know
that I'm sorry.
794
01:09:36,445 --> 01:09:38,538
I'm sorry.
795
01:09:48,310 --> 01:09:51,411
Do you remember...
when we re-met after UT?
796
01:09:51,711 --> 01:09:55,009
- Yeah. At your concert, yeah.
- And afterwards,
797
01:09:55,109 --> 01:09:58,975
we went to 300 Houston
and drank Martinis.
798
01:09:59,374 --> 01:10:01,107
Yeah.
799
01:10:03,207 --> 01:10:08,801
That night, I could see in your eyes...
800
01:10:09,344 --> 01:10:11,545
that you didn't see me for who I was.
801
01:10:11,645 --> 01:10:14,430
- Kate, that's not...
- But...
802
01:10:14,530 --> 01:10:16,980
then again...
803
01:10:17,610 --> 01:10:20,824
I wanted to be the woman you saw.
804
01:10:21,699 --> 01:10:26,451
So... it wasn't just you.
805
01:10:28,002 --> 01:10:29,443
We did this.
806
01:10:38,873 --> 01:10:42,394
You want me to go up and down
or around and around?
807
01:10:50,009 --> 01:10:52,168
- Hey.
- Hey.
808
01:10:54,466 --> 01:10:57,152
Brace yourself. Your parents are here.
809
01:10:57,252 --> 01:10:58,776
- What the hell?
- They're outside.
810
01:10:58,876 --> 01:11:02,684
They came by the apartment
and... Merry Christmas.
811
01:11:02,784 --> 01:11:03,942
Yeah.
812
01:11:06,663 --> 01:11:09,641
- I didn't know you were coming.
- We left you five messages.
813
01:11:09,741 --> 01:11:13,544
- Didn't you check them?
- Of course, Mom.
814
01:11:16,474 --> 01:11:18,703
Come on in.
815
01:11:19,711 --> 01:11:21,444
Dad.
816
01:11:24,841 --> 01:11:28,374
Wanna cut the evening short?
I can make a pass at your mom.
817
01:11:31,364 --> 01:11:34,530
- This is Kate.
- Merry Christmas.
818
01:11:35,708 --> 01:11:37,948
I'm Elizabeth...
819
01:11:38,472 --> 01:11:40,488
and this is Bruce.
820
01:11:40,588 --> 01:11:42,640
Nice to meet you.
821
01:11:42,740 --> 01:11:44,740
Would you like to stay for dinner?
822
01:11:46,884 --> 01:11:49,784
She wants to know if you want
to stay for dinner?
823
01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:54,607
Thank you. I'm sure
I can whip something up.
824
01:11:55,577 --> 01:11:57,006
I got it.
825
01:11:57,106 --> 01:12:01,392
Oh, that's right. I cook now, Mom.
Lasagna's in the oven.
826
01:12:17,840 --> 01:12:21,544
So, are you actually living here now?
827
01:12:22,071 --> 01:12:24,790
Your wife sounds like Bec.
828
01:12:25,589 --> 01:12:27,481
What's in the back?
829
01:12:27,672 --> 01:12:31,938
Your wife's voice sounds like Bec.
830
01:12:34,956 --> 01:12:36,336
One... One more time.
831
01:12:36,473 --> 01:12:39,255
When your father and I
didn't hear from you
832
01:12:39,355 --> 01:12:43,038
for a couple of weeks... and I didn't get
a tuition bill for a couple of months...
833
01:12:43,138 --> 01:12:46,971
- Can we talk about this another time?
- I decided to finally call the college.
834
01:12:47,471 --> 01:12:49,872
- I was gonna call you.
- Oh, really? When were you gonna call me,
835
01:12:50,271 --> 01:12:53,388
and let me know
that you had decided to drop out?
836
01:12:54,251 --> 01:12:56,638
No. Leave it.
837
01:12:56,738 --> 01:12:59,199
- I'm just taking some time off.
- Rebecca,
838
01:12:59,299 --> 01:13:03,471
you spend more time taking time off than
you do in college. What are you doing here?
839
01:13:03,571 --> 01:13:07,638
If you're actually asking me a question,
I'd be happy to answer it.
840
01:13:07,838 --> 01:13:11,394
But if this is just another one of your ways
to put me down, by all means...
841
01:13:12,485 --> 01:13:13,901
Answer it.
842
01:13:15,264 --> 01:13:17,953
I'm doing something...
843
01:13:18,053 --> 01:13:20,357
positive.
844
01:13:20,457 --> 01:13:24,371
Something good.
I'm helping another human being.
845
01:13:24,471 --> 01:13:26,604
No, Rebecca, my darling, you're not.
846
01:13:26,704 --> 01:13:29,971
What you are doing is exactly
what you've done your entire life.
847
01:13:30,171 --> 01:13:33,012
You're focusing all of your energy,
848
01:13:33,112 --> 01:13:37,470
all of your time, on something
that is doomed to fail.
849
01:13:37,570 --> 01:13:40,996
That poor, poor woman
out there is going to die.
850
01:13:41,596 --> 01:13:45,935
And when she is gone,
where does that leave you?
851
01:13:46,085 --> 01:13:49,227
With no future, no degree,
852
01:13:49,327 --> 01:13:53,979
and no means of supporting yourself.
853
01:13:54,673 --> 01:13:56,761
Nothing.
854
01:14:02,969 --> 01:14:05,336
Merry Christmas to you, too, Mom.
855
01:14:06,156 --> 01:14:09,716
Come back in here, Rebecca.
I am not done talking to you.
856
01:14:09,816 --> 01:14:13,134
- Rebecca, you come back in here.
- Shit.
857
01:14:22,436 --> 01:14:25,085
Why didn't you tell me you dropped out?
858
01:14:25,185 --> 01:14:29,236
Please, Kate, I've already had,
and lost, this fight once today.
859
01:14:29,336 --> 01:14:31,002
Your mother is right.
860
01:14:31,102 --> 01:14:34,802
My mother has never been right
about anything in my entire life.
861
01:14:34,902 --> 01:14:37,268
- I am going to die.
- With that attitude.
862
01:14:37,368 --> 01:14:40,635
It's not an attitude, Bec. It's a fact.
863
01:14:41,034 --> 01:14:42,934
There are experimental drugs.
864
01:14:43,034 --> 01:14:45,255
- If your doctor would...
- I want you to move out.
865
01:14:49,967 --> 01:14:52,533
That's ridiculous.
866
01:14:53,979 --> 01:14:56,926
- Who's gonna take care of you?
- I'll call my mother.
867
01:14:57,026 --> 01:14:58,634
Your mother who lives an hour away,
868
01:14:58,734 --> 01:15:01,200
who hasn't been here to visit you
once since I've been here?
869
01:15:01,300 --> 01:15:04,900
I'm not gonna let someone else
ruin their life because of my illness.
870
01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:06,766
I didn't tell you
about school because...
871
01:15:06,866 --> 01:15:10,818
Like you didn't tell me about having
an affair with a married professor.
872
01:15:12,344 --> 01:15:13,970
You've been damning Evan.
873
01:15:14,070 --> 01:15:16,867
What's the difference
between you and Cynthia?
874
01:15:16,967 --> 01:15:19,998
I'm dying and his wife isn't?
875
01:15:24,067 --> 01:15:26,300
Fuck you.
876
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:29,011
Fuck you.
877
01:15:29,367 --> 01:15:34,823
You wanna die, and you know I won't
let you, and that's what this is about.
878
01:15:35,475 --> 01:15:37,984
I'm outta here.
879
01:15:56,633 --> 01:15:59,727
Look at you.
880
01:16:00,231 --> 01:16:02,310
My family's home.
881
01:16:02,410 --> 01:16:04,466
Hi, Gwen.
882
01:16:04,865 --> 01:16:07,167
Oh, darlin'.
883
01:16:07,267 --> 01:16:08,992
You know,
I always preferred your hair up.
884
01:16:09,092 --> 01:16:11,865
I'm gonna send my hairdresser over
in a little while. Okay?
885
01:16:11,965 --> 01:16:14,832
It'll give you such confidence.
886
01:16:15,265 --> 01:16:18,565
Now, how come y'all
haven't opened your presents?
887
01:16:18,665 --> 01:16:22,202
- What in the world is going on here?
- Here, Gwen, let me help.
888
01:16:22,302 --> 01:16:26,900
Oh, here, I got you something special.
889
01:16:31,998 --> 01:16:34,507
Merry Christmas, darlin'.
890
01:16:45,063 --> 01:16:47,313
And you remember Evan?
891
01:16:48,075 --> 01:16:49,040
Hi.
892
01:16:49,140 --> 01:16:51,761
- Enjoy the bar.
- Sure.
893
01:16:53,418 --> 01:16:55,476
I've got somebody for you to meet.
894
01:17:05,631 --> 01:17:10,006
There's the belle of the ball,
and my favorite niece.
895
01:17:10,412 --> 01:17:14,483
First things first. Inoculation.
896
01:17:19,429 --> 01:17:23,065
I've done too many of these
Christmas parties without you.
897
01:17:23,821 --> 01:17:26,148
Having fun yet?
898
01:17:27,667 --> 01:17:30,194
Over the moon.
899
01:17:39,795 --> 01:17:43,926
"I told you,
it was a 'Yankee doodle dandy'."
900
01:17:46,977 --> 01:17:47,993
Christmas cheer.
901
01:17:52,810 --> 01:17:54,643
Bec.
902
01:17:57,410 --> 01:17:59,303
Hi.
903
01:18:00,096 --> 01:18:01,902
Hi.
904
01:18:04,502 --> 01:18:07,305
Are you playing tonight?
905
01:18:10,462 --> 01:18:13,023
Not feeling very musical.
906
01:18:13,729 --> 01:18:15,789
How's Kate?
907
01:18:18,154 --> 01:18:20,279
I wouldn't know.
908
01:18:20,379 --> 01:18:22,595
She kinda fired me.
909
01:18:22,695 --> 01:18:26,532
Or broke up with me.
I'm not really sure which.
910
01:18:27,227 --> 01:18:29,760
Turns out it's no different
than breaking up with a guy.
911
01:18:29,860 --> 01:18:34,759
You still torture yourself listening to
their music and going to their weird places.
912
01:18:35,640 --> 01:18:38,156
You never called me back.
913
01:18:40,549 --> 01:18:42,394
It's complicated.
914
01:18:43,977 --> 01:18:45,191
It's complicated.
915
01:18:48,776 --> 01:18:52,206
Out of curiosity, if...
916
01:18:53,521 --> 01:18:55,880
If I was to be...
917
01:18:55,980 --> 01:19:00,080
dumb enough to ask you out on a date,
918
01:19:01,926 --> 01:19:04,987
would I stand a chance?
919
01:19:07,893 --> 01:19:09,991
I'm just not...
920
01:19:11,475 --> 01:19:13,686
Alright, okay.
921
01:19:13,786 --> 01:19:17,233
Say hi to Kate... or...
I'm sorry about...
922
01:19:17,333 --> 01:19:20,958
you getting fired. She was cool.
923
01:19:23,526 --> 01:19:25,526
Wil!
924
01:19:28,301 --> 01:19:32,087
I'm thinking one day I might
come to my senses, so...
925
01:19:34,758 --> 01:19:37,823
don't lose my number. Okay?
926
01:19:46,265 --> 01:19:48,141
Hello?
927
01:20:09,474 --> 01:20:13,739
Hey. I'm here to see Kate.
928
01:20:37,154 --> 01:20:38,957
Progress.
929
01:20:39,257 --> 01:20:43,632
- How you doing, Bec?
- Our friend Marilyn died.
930
01:20:43,946 --> 01:20:46,907
Oh. I'm sorry to hear about that.
931
01:20:50,052 --> 01:20:52,793
I thought Kate should know. Wasn't something
I wanted to tell her on the phone.
932
01:20:52,993 --> 01:20:55,956
Yeah, of course.
933
01:20:56,056 --> 01:20:57,756
Will you tell her about Marilyn?
934
01:20:57,856 --> 01:21:01,472
I'm not sure
that's the best idea right now.
935
01:21:02,389 --> 01:21:05,655
This is a copy of the letter
that Marilyn's husband
936
01:21:05,755 --> 01:21:07,769
sent all of her friends when she died.
937
01:21:11,123 --> 01:21:13,717
Kate'll wanna hear it.
938
01:21:25,889 --> 01:21:30,796
"Marilyn called herself
the black Lou Gehrig.
939
01:21:31,308 --> 01:21:34,038
Most of you know what that means.
940
01:21:34,138 --> 01:21:38,286
But some of Marilyn's younger friends
might appreciate knowing that Lou Gehrig
941
01:21:38,386 --> 01:21:40,787
was a baseball player
for the New York Yankees."
942
01:21:40,887 --> 01:21:45,205
He played in a record
2,130 straight games,
943
01:21:45,305 --> 01:21:48,088
over 17 seasons,
until ALS forced him to retire.
944
01:21:48,188 --> 01:21:51,431
"He bid farewell to his fans
and teammates by saying,
945
01:21:51,531 --> 01:21:55,217
'I consider myself the luckiest man
on the face of the earth.'
946
01:21:55,654 --> 01:21:58,421
What he meant was that although adversity
had weakened his body,
947
01:21:58,521 --> 01:22:01,988
it had strengthened his connection
to those around him.
948
01:22:02,088 --> 01:22:05,570
- To sound like anyone you know?"
- In Marilyn's final years,
949
01:22:05,670 --> 01:22:10,886
she developed bonds with more
people than I can count.
950
01:22:12,571 --> 01:22:14,820
We were married...
951
01:22:14,920 --> 01:22:19,383
44 wonderful years.
952
01:22:20,899 --> 01:22:24,948
"But we were never closer
than we were during those final four.
953
01:22:27,386 --> 01:22:30,331
So pardon me for saying
that I too feel like the luckiest man
954
01:22:30,431 --> 01:22:32,580
on the face of the earth."
955
01:23:44,784 --> 01:23:47,051
"In the event I am not capable
of giving you full consent,
956
01:23:47,151 --> 01:23:49,117
I designate and appoint
the person listed below
957
01:23:49,217 --> 01:23:51,118
as my attorney-in-fact
for all healthcare decisions."
958
01:23:51,218 --> 01:23:54,951
- Why the hell didn't you say no?
- She asked for my help and I gave it.
959
01:23:55,051 --> 01:23:57,551
How can Evan not have medical power
of attorney? He's her husband.
960
01:23:57,651 --> 01:24:01,717
- He's her attorney husband.
- She can give it to whomever she wants.
961
01:24:03,536 --> 01:24:06,155
- Did you know about this?
- I just got off the phone with a judge,
962
01:24:06,255 --> 01:24:09,684
and he said that whenever a patient's health
takes a turn for the worse,
963
01:24:09,784 --> 01:24:12,650
changes like this... last-minute changes...
don't usually hold up.
964
01:24:12,750 --> 01:24:14,483
- Then it's settled.
- No, it's not settled.
965
01:24:14,583 --> 01:24:16,551
It's not what Kate wants.
Legally, yes, you're right.
966
01:24:16,651 --> 01:24:20,671
- No, she goes on a ventilator now.
- Evan?
967
01:24:24,768 --> 01:24:27,409
Look, I'm sorry, Gwen.
968
01:24:27,509 --> 01:24:29,816
I know that you're upset, but we have
to honor what she wants to do.
969
01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:32,015
We have to honor what she wants to do.
970
01:24:32,115 --> 01:24:34,248
You heard what the doctor said, honey.
971
01:24:34,348 --> 01:24:37,049
If she don't do this now,
we may not see her tomorrow.
972
01:24:37,149 --> 01:24:41,213
I know. I know.
973
01:24:41,513 --> 01:24:43,545
I know.
974
01:24:49,065 --> 01:24:51,748
- When did she come in?
- Earlier tonight.
975
01:24:51,848 --> 01:24:53,682
Did they ventilate her?
She didn't want that.
976
01:24:53,782 --> 01:24:56,231
Not yet. They wanna talk to you first.
977
01:24:56,331 --> 01:24:59,366
Alright. She left it up to you.
978
01:24:59,866 --> 01:25:01,672
Me?
979
01:26:07,746 --> 01:26:11,822
What did you do? What've you done?
980
01:26:12,869 --> 01:26:16,719
I told the doctor...
she wants to go home.
981
01:26:17,247 --> 01:26:19,714
And you'll put her on a ventilator?
982
01:26:20,513 --> 01:26:24,635
- That's not what she wants.
- Don't you tell me what my daughter wants.
983
01:26:26,480 --> 01:26:30,845
How dare you? She is my daughter.
984
01:26:31,500 --> 01:26:33,346
Ma'am...
985
01:26:38,712 --> 01:26:42,709
Please... don't do this.
986
01:26:43,348 --> 01:26:46,441
Don't take her from us.
987
01:26:47,257 --> 01:26:49,879
I'm not taking her from you.
988
01:26:49,979 --> 01:26:53,030
I'm just taking her home.
989
01:30:21,706 --> 01:30:24,327
I can't do it.
990
01:30:27,271 --> 01:30:29,605
It's okay. It's gonna be okay.
991
01:30:29,705 --> 01:30:32,573
I can't sit here and watch her die.
992
01:30:46,937 --> 01:30:50,001
I love you so much.
993
01:31:30,703 --> 01:31:33,713
She put me in plaid.
994
01:31:35,193 --> 01:31:37,082
What?
995
01:31:44,136 --> 01:31:47,830
If ALS didn't kill me...
996
01:31:48,309 --> 01:31:50,878
plaid would.
997
01:32:07,035 --> 01:32:09,035
Don't...
998
01:32:10,526 --> 01:32:13,806
come back in here tonight.
999
01:32:22,001 --> 01:32:26,064
Don't call for help.
1000
01:32:36,601 --> 01:32:41,301
- Also promise...
- That's a lot of promises.
1001
01:32:47,301 --> 01:32:50,705
Find someone...
1002
01:32:52,062 --> 01:32:53,900
who...
1003
01:32:54,670 --> 01:32:57,214
sees you.
1004
01:32:59,501 --> 01:33:00,877
Someone who sees me?
1005
01:33:06,600 --> 01:33:08,952
You...
1006
01:33:09,052 --> 01:33:12,916
let... him...
1007
01:33:15,600 --> 01:33:19,735
see the person I see.
1008
01:33:21,133 --> 01:33:23,798
The person you see.
1009
01:33:23,898 --> 01:33:25,932
Yeah.
1010
01:33:27,594 --> 01:33:32,079
Okay, now you gotta
promise me something.
1011
01:33:33,376 --> 01:33:36,529
I'm gonna pay you a compliment...
1012
01:33:36,898 --> 01:33:39,498
and you just gotta
lay there and take it.
1013
01:33:45,532 --> 01:33:48,772
Thanks for the Manolos...
1014
01:33:50,208 --> 01:33:53,256
and for teaching me how to cook.
1015
01:33:56,332 --> 01:33:58,161
But the biggest thing...
1016
01:33:58,999 --> 01:34:02,198
that I have to thank you for...
1017
01:34:03,399 --> 01:34:06,664
is that you didn't let me fuck this up.
1018
01:34:08,990 --> 01:34:12,702
Because no one in my life
has ever done that for me.
1019
01:34:34,163 --> 01:34:36,257
Go now.
1020
01:34:42,330 --> 01:34:43,720
Go on.
1021
01:37:26,624 --> 01:37:33,025
Finally I'm laying down these arms
1022
01:37:33,125 --> 01:37:38,324
The ones I held so close
to see me through
1023
01:37:38,424 --> 01:37:42,947
And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn
1024
01:37:43,047 --> 01:37:48,003
I'm flyin' for that tiny patch of blue
1025
01:37:48,558 --> 01:37:53,625
I dive head-first into the dark
I don't look back, I just keep swimming
1026
01:37:53,725 --> 01:37:58,657
I trip and fall, I hit the ground,
I skin my knees, I just keep going
1027
01:37:58,757 --> 01:38:03,724
I made a mess, I've been a mess, I guess
And guess what... life is messy
1028
01:38:03,824 --> 01:38:06,988
And if I learned anything
1029
01:38:08,894 --> 01:38:12,468
At least I'm falling forward
1030
01:38:14,010 --> 01:38:16,606
At least I'm falling forward
1031
01:38:17,006 --> 01:38:19,119
Because of you
1032
01:38:19,618 --> 01:38:22,155
I'm fallin' forward
1033
01:38:25,389 --> 01:38:29,345
Finally I'm laying down these arms
1034
01:38:30,290 --> 01:38:34,537
The ones I held so close
to see me through
1035
01:38:34,956 --> 01:38:39,695
And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn
1036
01:38:40,056 --> 01:38:44,190
I'm flyin' for that tiny patch of blue
1037
01:38:44,290 --> 01:38:49,182
I dive head-first into the dark,
I don't look back, I just keep swimming
1038
01:38:49,282 --> 01:38:54,255
I trip and fall, I hit the ground,
I skin my knees, I just keep going
1039
01:38:54,355 --> 01:38:59,255
I made a mess, I've been a mess, I guess
And guess what... life is messy
1040
01:38:59,355 --> 01:39:02,455
But if I learned anything
1041
01:39:02,655 --> 01:39:04,622
From you
1042
01:39:04,722 --> 01:39:07,941
At least I'm falling forward
1043
01:39:09,320 --> 01:39:13,352
At least I'm falling forward
1044
01:39:14,537 --> 01:39:18,200
At least I'm falling forward,
forward, forward, forward, forward
1045
01:39:18,300 --> 01:39:22,720
Forward, forward because of you
1046
01:39:22,820 --> 01:39:25,887
Because of you
1047
01:39:28,121 --> 01:39:34,969
Finally, I'm laying down these arms
1048
01:39:35,087 --> 01:39:40,331
The ones I held so close
to see me through
1049
01:39:40,431 --> 01:39:45,506
And I'm just like a sparrow in a barn
1050
01:39:46,347 --> 01:39:52,088
I'm flyin' for that tiny
patch of blue...