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(CHEERING)

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WHIT: Thank you. Thank you.

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But no, give yourselves a hand
because it was your hard work

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that gave Yardsham Inlet the best year
in the history of this agency.

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(CHEERING)

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Before we let all that success
go to our heads,

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we just thought we should get together
and reconnect with the fundamentals

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of what actually got us here.

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For that, I'm gonna turn it over

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to our resident
poet philosopher of product.

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The rebel command of brand.

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He's the guru
who terrifies Madison Avenue.

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(CHEERING)

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My partner, my better half,

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Howard Inlet.

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(CHEERING)

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(SOFTLY) Love you.

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- Yes!
- (CHEERING CONTINUES)

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Oh. What is your "why"?

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Why did you even get out
of the bed this morning?

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Why did you eat what you ate?

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Why did you wear what you wore?

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Why did you come here?

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Other than the fact that
I would fire you and hire someone else

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if you didn't show up for work, but...

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- (LAUGHING)
- Not that. The big "why."

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We're certainly not here
to just sell shit.

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We are here

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to connect.

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Life is about people.

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Advertising is about illuminating

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how our products and services

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will improve people's lives.

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Now,

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how do we do that?

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Love.

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Time.

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Death.

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Now these three abstractions
connect every single human being on Earth.

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Everything that we covet,

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everything that we fear not having,

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everything that we ultimately
end up buying

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is because at the end of the day

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we long for love,

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we wish we had more time,

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and we fear death.

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Love.

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Time.

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Death.

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Let's begin there.

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How long did this one take?

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Five days.

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That's pretty impressive.

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- Maybe he came back too soon.
- Are you kidding me?

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It's been six months
of this zombie routine.

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We can't indulge this anymore.

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Especially because

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we're getting fired by Danworth Financial.

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- (COUGHS)
- CLAIRE: What? You're kidding me.

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- No, Whit, come on!
- I'm sorry, what?

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But I just talked to them yesterday.

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WHIT: I know. Everybody's been doing
their best to cover,

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but that entire account
is built on Howard's relationship.

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Half our billings are built
on Howard's relationships.

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This is a disaster. This is a disaster.

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No. Not yet.

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We have an offer from Omnicom
for $17 a share...

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- Oh, come on!
- ...but they want an answer

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- by New Year's.
- Shh.

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(BELL RINGS)

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(WHISPERING) Let's be honest,
we're not worth $14 a share

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if my partner takes a sabbatical

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as the local domino champion
of Crazy Town.

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That's a little harsh, Whit.

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WHIT: I'm sorry, but it's true.

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Simon, I am empowering you.
Go make the deal with Omnicom.

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I wish I could,
but Howard controls the voting shares.

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I'll deal with the Howard part, okay?

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Just push the papers, Simon.

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(FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

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CLAIRE: I still don't understand
why Howard got 60% of the voting shares

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and you only got 40.

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Because I needed cash to settle my divorce

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and Howard did me a huge favor
and let me sell him some.

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So, if you never had an affair
with some junior creative,

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we wouldn't be in this situation?

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Inaccurate and unfair to put it
squarely on my shoulders.

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- Well, I'm just pointing out the facts.
- (BELLS TINKLING)

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Oh, my God.
Don't you just love that smell?

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Wait. Stop.

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Close your eyes.

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Breathe it in.

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Doesn't that remind you of your childhood?

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Claire, come here.

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Come on, I got to tell you something.

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What?

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I have been doing something
about our situation

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that you need to know about.

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What did you do?

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I hired someone.

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You hired someone?

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Yes. Look, when Eloise caught me cheating,

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she used a private investigator
named Sally Price.

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She's this woman
who looks like a Mormon grandmother,

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and it makes her very good
at the whole stealth thing.

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You hired the woman
who caused your divorce?

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No. I caused my divorce.

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Sally Price just documented it.

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Wow. That was actually enlightened.

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I have hidden depth. We've discussed this.

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So,

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why did you hire the Mormon grandmother?

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Because we need to document
what's going on with Howard.

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We need to show that
he's not mentally fit to vote his shares.

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No. We're not really
in that place where we're...

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We're actually gonna be the people
who would do that to a friend?

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It's not that he won't sell,

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it's that he won't even
have a conversation about selling.

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I try to talk to him, I try to reach him,

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and it's like I'm not even
in the same physical space with him.

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He's not there.

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His kid died.

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That was two years ago, Claire.

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What are we gonna...

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This is our lives at stake.

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We're not kids anymore.
You look me in the face

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and tell me that you're willing to have
everything you've worked for

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for the last 10 years just evaporate.

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Is this PI good?

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She caught me cheating.

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Oscar could have caught you cheating.

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Who the hell's Oscar?

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My son.

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Oh. (STAMMERING) That Oscar?

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This private investigator
isn't gonna find anything

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that'll pass for moral turpitude.

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(WHISPERING) Not on Howard,

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but if she can raise concern
regarding legal capacity,

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then we'll be in business.

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I do really think that
we are out of other options.

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You know, he terrorized
the grief counselor for six months.

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He totally blew off the Ayahuasca shaman
we flew in all the way from Peru.

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And our...
Our intervention was a disaster.

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I just...

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Look, uh, this doesn't feel right.

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I know.

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But when something starts
with a six-year-old dying,

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nothing is gonna feel right.

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(CHUCKLES)

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(CHILD LAUGHING)

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(GASPS)

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(SIGHING)

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(HORN HONKING)

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SALLY: He writes letters.

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CLAIRE: Letters? What kind of letters?

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SALLY: This might be the strangest thing
I have ever come across.

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- You got the letters?
- Oh, yeah.

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SIMON: Can we ask you how?

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Cost me $800

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to get this cut.

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And just so you know,

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it's a federal offense
to steal mail directly from a mailbox.

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- You could...
- Yeah.

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- So, three letters.
- Who are they to?

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- Oh, not who.
- What do you mean?

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Howard doesn't write letters to people.

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He writes to things.

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- WHIT: What kind of things?
- Time.

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Love.

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Death.

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The three abstractions.

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CLAIRE: "Time,

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"they say you heal all wounds,

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"but they don't talk about how you destroy

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"all that's good in the world.

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"How you turn beauty into ash.

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"Well, you're nothing more
than petrified wood to me.

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"You're a dead tissue
that won't decompose.

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"You're nothing."

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That doesn't prove anything.
We can't use that, right?

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No. I mean,
kids write letters to Santa Claus,

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it doesn't mean they're crazy.

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No. This is therapeutic.

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It's so sad.

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Yeah. Anything else?

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Usually after work,
he goes to a small dog park in Brooklyn,

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even though he doesn't own a dog.

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Just sits there for hours.

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Does he write letters to the dogs?

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Are you serious?

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Well, that would be
like the home run, right?

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I mean, that's what we need.

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- Does he?
- Not that I saw.

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- Okay. What else?
- That's it, really.

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Goes home to his apartment.
Rarely leaves before morning.

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No Wi-Fi, cable, phone. Nothing.

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"You're a dead tissue
that won't decompose."

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(HORNS HONKING)

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(SIREN WAILING)

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Howard?

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Hey, it's Claire.

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I swung by that place down the street
and got you some dinner.

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It's that shrimp thing you like.

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Okay, I'm gonna leave it right here,
in case you haven't eaten.

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Hey, don't keep leaving the food there.

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He doesn't eat it.

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Oh, I'm... I'm sorry.

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And he's late on his rent again.

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He doesn't answer his door,
and I don't have a working number for him.

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Yeah, he doesn't have a phone anymore.

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(SIGHS) Um, how much does he owe?
I'll write you a check.

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SUPER: If that's what you want to do.

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And, uh, if you're not doing anything
with that shrimp...

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Broccoli rabe last week was delicious.

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(HORN HONKING)

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(HORN HONKING)

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(FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING)

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Here he is.

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Hey, where's your stuff?

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I wanted to text you,
but Mom said I had to call.

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Text me about what?

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But then Barry said
I had to tell you in person.

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Are we taking life advice from Barry now?

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What are...
What are you trying to tell me?

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I'm not coming to stay with you.

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I'm going with Barry and Mom
to the Bahamas.

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No, no. Wait, wait, wait.

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Hi.

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How you doing?

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Can I get, like, five minutes,
maybe a couple feet

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just to have this conversation
with my daughter?

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Thanks.

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Honey, I got...

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I got all kinds of stuff planned.

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I got a Christmas tree for us.

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Then sucks for you.

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I got us tickets to Hamilton.

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Then sucks for Hamilton.

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That's a tough ticket, Allison.

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I've already seen it.

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(STAMMERS) You did?
You saw that with Mom and Barry?

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And Odell Beckham Jr.

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And Odell Beckham?

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Yeah.

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He's one of Barry's friends.

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Why?

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Why don't you want to spend
the holiday with me?

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I miss you.

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Because I hate you.

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Because you're a philanthropist.

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Because you broke Mom's heart.

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- (STAMMERS) Philanderer.
- ALLISON: What?

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The word you're looking for
is philanderer, not philanthropist.

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They have a slightly different meaning.

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Well, you would know.

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Mmm-hmm.

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Look, I agreed to tell you in person,
and now I have.

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Hey,

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have a good Christmas.

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(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

261
00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:04,646
Hold it.

262
00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:07,566
Hey.

263
00:16:13,680 --> 00:16:15,011
(ELEVATOR BUTTON CLICKS)

264
00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:18,643
So, rapid fire round while I got you?

265
00:16:18,800 --> 00:16:20,404
Cavs are in town.

266
00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:22,244
Christmas showdown at the Garden.

267
00:16:23,160 --> 00:16:24,730
I never give your seat away.

268
00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:27,002
I just go solo, but we could go.

269
00:16:27,160 --> 00:16:29,561
Don't even have to talk.
Don't even have to look at each other.

270
00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:31,882
We can do just what we're doing right now
and just watch the game.

271
00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:33,451
Be like old times.

272
00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:36,560
Right, number two.

273
00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:39,690
We're gonna lose the Danworth account because
that's always been your relationship.

274
00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:42,161
And they're not feeling the love,
as you might imagine.

275
00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:43,321
So that's gonna happen.

276
00:16:45,560 --> 00:16:47,608
Whatever though,

277
00:16:47,760 --> 00:16:50,127
because we've got an offer
from Omnicom, and it's real.

278
00:16:50,320 --> 00:16:51,890
17 bucks a share.

279
00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:54,330
Please consider it, because...

280
00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:55,970
Yeah, yeah.

281
00:16:56,160 --> 00:16:59,448
Because they leave total creative control
and they let everybody keep their jobs,

282
00:16:59,600 --> 00:17:02,171
which I know you care about,
because you love these people.

283
00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:05,841
Good talk.

284
00:17:12,320 --> 00:17:14,607
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)

285
00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:36,091
The Beijing boys are here.

286
00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:38,169
Oh, God. No one wants Chinese coffee.

287
00:17:38,320 --> 00:17:39,367
Well, we're selling it.

288
00:17:39,520 --> 00:17:42,205
The Manchurian macchiato. Mmm.

289
00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:44,006
What are we casting?

290
00:17:44,160 --> 00:17:45,844
- Cruise line.
- Now, see, that's good copy.

291
00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:48,611
"Shed your skin, find your life."

292
00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:50,205
Sorry, it's

293
00:17:50,360 --> 00:17:52,931
"Life is found when you shed your skin."

294
00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:55,606
- Does it really matter?
- Yes, because I wrote it.

295
00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:58,605
Oh, well, my way's better.

296
00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:00,171
- Really? How?
- AMY: Yeah.

297
00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:01,845
Well... Wait, what is your way?

298
00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,048
BOTH: "Life is found
when you shed your skin."

299
00:18:04,200 --> 00:18:07,170
Which, you know, kind of hits you here.

300
00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:11,447
"Shed your skin, find your life."

301
00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:12,886
Hits you here.

302
00:18:14,360 --> 00:18:15,441
That does hit me here.

303
00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:17,210
Right?

304
00:18:17,360 --> 00:18:18,361
You can have it for free.

305
00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:20,329
Just, wait. Wait.

306
00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:21,686
Wait.

307
00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:26,201
- Hey, Frankel.
- Yeah?

308
00:18:26,360 --> 00:18:28,089
"Shed your skin, find your life."

309
00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:30,322
"Shed your skin, find your life."
Everybody, okay?

310
00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:31,481
Got it.

311
00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:33,965
She made it better.

312
00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:40,046
WHIT: Hey!

313
00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:46,881
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

314
00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:48,320
No, no, no.

315
00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:51,567
Hey, hey!

316
00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:02,408
(HORN HONKING)

317
00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:19,489
- (TIRES SCREECHING)
- (HORN HONKING)

318
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:30,162
BRIGITTE: "And you talk to me
in such tones

319
00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,971
"as if it wasn't the breath in my lungs
that gave you life."

320
00:19:33,120 --> 00:19:34,645
- You're late.
- AMY: Sorry.

321
00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:36,768
"As if it wasn't a spark in my mind

322
00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:38,604
"that gave that life meaning."

323
00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:40,922
"Oh, you move your tongue,
you mouth syllables,

324
00:19:41,080 --> 00:19:42,764
"you echo sentiment.

325
00:19:42,920 --> 00:19:44,160
"But you do not breathe."

326
00:19:44,320 --> 00:19:45,401
"You speak of spark?

327
00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,000
"That is richness.

328
00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:49,362
"For you deny the spark between us all.

329
00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:53,411
"A spark that is more a sun
than the cold fire you claim.

330
00:19:55,080 --> 00:19:57,811
"And you have called me
a temporary madness.

331
00:19:57,960 --> 00:19:59,200
"A vicious soul.

332
00:19:59,360 --> 00:20:00,805
"Well,

333
00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:04,931
"then ask if you will see me
just one more time."

334
00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:07,125
Hello?

335
00:20:07,680 --> 00:20:08,806
Hi.

336
00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:12,088
So sorry. I literally just wandered in,

337
00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:14,971
and I caught the tail end of that, and...

338
00:20:15,400 --> 00:20:17,971
Can I just say that was beautiful?

339
00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:19,167
What is... What is it?

340
00:20:19,360 --> 00:20:20,805
It's just something
we're trying to put together.

341
00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:23,129
I just... I love theater. I see everything.

342
00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:24,651
So when's opening night? I'll be there.

343
00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:27,246
There is no opening night
until we get this money together.

344
00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,448
- You rich?
- Divorced.

345
00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:31,609
You followed me from the casting session.

346
00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:33,683
- WHIT: Absolutely, I did. Yes.
- Yeah.

347
00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:36,161
WHIT: I almost lost you,
but the red hat helped.

348
00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:39,642
Hey, um, I'm gonna say something
a little impulsive here,

349
00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:40,841
maybe a little crazy,

350
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,571
but, you know, uh, I have something
about to happen for me.

351
00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:48,084
I'm in the middle of a deal
that if it all comes together,

352
00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:49,691
I'd be in a position to help.

353
00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:51,683
Well, now wouldn't that be lovely?

354
00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:54,329
WHIT: It would. Be great.

355
00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,170
And you, you know, you fixed it.

356
00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:59,608
So, we should get you back into casting
if you want the gig. I mean...

357
00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:03,251
Sorry, I don't even...
I don't know your name.

358
00:21:04,840 --> 00:21:06,922
- Amy.
- WHIT: Amy.

359
00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:09,447
Okay. Well,

360
00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:12,763
I'll be back, Amy. I'll be back.

361
00:21:12,920 --> 00:21:15,241
Mmm. And I'll be...

362
00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:17,768
Hmm. Sorry.

363
00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:19,286
(CHUCKLING) I was on the stage!

364
00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:20,930
I'll be back.

365
00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:23,246
You're good.

366
00:21:27,640 --> 00:21:29,130
Well done, you.

367
00:21:41,840 --> 00:21:44,081
(DOGS BARKING)

368
00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:46,370
(INDISTINCT POLICE RADIO CHATTER ON TV)

369
00:21:46,560 --> 00:21:48,085
Apartment next door is vacant,

370
00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:50,521
but the guy down the hall
says he didn't hear anything.

371
00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:52,125
Ditto the manager.

372
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:54,568
Wait, they have a CSI: Cleveland now?

373
00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:56,484
- MAN: Neighborhood like this...
- It's a new show.

374
00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:58,051
Minding their own business.

375
00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:01,841
WOMAN: What's a respectable
neurosurgeon doing in a crack house?

376
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:03,126
MAN: I don't know.

377
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:04,930
The werewolves,

378
00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:06,923
they're meeting out front

379
00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:09,003
all hours of the night.

380
00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:10,571
(DOGS BARKING)

381
00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:13,605
I heard them. Yeah.

382
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:16,764
I think they're...

383
00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:19,571
I think they're voting
on a new head of the syndicate.

384
00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:20,881
But

385
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:24,451
I got a raccoon friend.
He's on the task force.

386
00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:26,648
He put a bug out there for me
by the trash cans.

387
00:22:26,800 --> 00:22:28,609
We're gonna tape everything they say

388
00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:31,121
and we'll bust them on a RICO statute.

389
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:34,123
I don't know anything about that.

390
00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:39,202
Hey, I'm your son.

391
00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:42,849
(CHUCKLING) I know that!

392
00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,129
Good.

393
00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:52,291
I'll be right back.

394
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:20,484
Okay, I have kind of a wild idea.

395
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:21,641
And I know you're gonna laugh at me,

396
00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:23,165
but remember that we're desperate
and hear me out.

397
00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:27,771
So, my mom hasn't been totally
in her right mind since her stroke, right?

398
00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:30,651
And I'm always trying to remind her
what's actually going on

399
00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:33,241
and correct the, sort of,
daffy things that she says.

400
00:23:33,400 --> 00:23:35,164
And it upsets her,
and it really stresses me out.

401
00:23:35,320 --> 00:23:36,924
And it was pretty much just awful
for a while.

402
00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:39,651
And then, someone said something
very, very wise to me.

403
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:44,761
They said, "Maybe you should stop
trying to force your reality on her

404
00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:48,003
"and just... Just go into her reality."

405
00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:50,003
I thought you couldn't
afford therapy anymore.

406
00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:52,003
- I can't. It was my Uber driver.
- Oh.

407
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:54,523
And he was totally right. Totally right!

408
00:23:54,680 --> 00:23:57,684
As soon as I started doing this,
everything got easier, you know?

409
00:23:57,840 --> 00:23:59,842
Our life is like
this improvisational game.

410
00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:03,442
She just... She says wackadoodle stuff,
and I respond to it.

411
00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:07,047
And, uh, she's totally happy
and I kind of have fun.

412
00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:09,449
- And that made me think of something else.
- Mmm.

413
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:11,364
Okay.

414
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,201
When I was at FBW,

415
00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:16,249
I had this account
for a psychostimulant drug, right?

416
00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:18,368
And they went with some
bullshit generic campaign,

417
00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:20,085
- but I kept the Hispanic market.
- (SPEAKING SPANISH)

418
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:21,366
Here, watch this. Okay.

419
00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:23,767
So, the teacher is really stressing.
He's saying, uh,

420
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:25,968
"Well, you talk all the time!
You never listen!"

421
00:24:26,120 --> 00:24:27,929
And then here comes the monster.

422
00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:29,206
"It doesn't have to be this way."

423
00:24:29,400 --> 00:24:31,402
Teacher, "Who are you?"

424
00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:33,005
Monster, "I'm your anger, man."

425
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:34,201
And the teacher says...

426
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,643
"I can't stand you, man.
You dominate my life."

427
00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:39,610
And anger says,
"There's a solution, my friend.

428
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:43,569
"Docotrin, say goodbye to your anger."

429
00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:46,605
Do you see where I'm going with this?

430
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:50,202
- (SIGHS) Not really.
- Okay, okay. Look, look.

431
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:54,567
We can't get Howard to deal with this
reality that we need him to deal with.

432
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:57,445
And he's writing letters to abstractions
which makes no sense.

433
00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:59,563
But... But he's doing it.

434
00:24:59,720 --> 00:25:01,961
So, what if we just go into his reality

435
00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:04,771
and we get those abstractions
to answer him?

436
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,171
I'm sorry, I... I don't follow.

437
00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:11,962
What if Love, Time and Death
show up in person

438
00:25:12,120 --> 00:25:14,441
and answer the letters
that Howard's been writing to them?

439
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:18,446
How are Time, Love and Death
gonna show up?

440
00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:20,603
Actors.

441
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:24,162
We hire actors to be Love, Death and Time.

442
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:27,483
They find Howard and they confront him.

443
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,651
So, you want us to gaslight your boss?

444
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:36,203
- Huh? I'm sorry?
- Gas Light.

445
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:38,124
You know? It was a play,
then it was a movie.

446
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:40,009
Gas Light? Oh, my God.

447
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:43,960
Does nobody ever watch anything
longer than eight seconds anymore?

448
00:25:44,120 --> 00:25:47,647
What she's saying is
you want us to make him think he's crazy?

449
00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:51,407
No, no, no. It's not about
making Howard think he's crazy.

450
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:55,485
Howard's not in a good mental state,
and we know that.

451
00:25:55,640 --> 00:26:00,885
It's about underlining that fact
so that other people can see it, too.

452
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:05,369
Okay. So you want us to perform
in this intervention,

453
00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:08,603
and for that
you're gonna finance our play?

454
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:09,881
- That's it.
- Exactly.

455
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:12,042
Yeah, we'll finance whatever...

456
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:13,725
I mean, this looks
like a storage facility, but...

457
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,366
Okay. Well, actors. What do we think?

458
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:19,000
- No. No, no, no.
- Oh, no.

459
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:20,161
Listen, listen!

460
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,685
We take $15,000 each.

461
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,605
- Okay? $15,000.
- AMY: Are you completely out of your mind?

462
00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:26,524
Okay, we'll do it.

463
00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:28,045
$20,000, each.

464
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:31,522
Uh-uh! I just... You guys just said 15.
I heard you say 15.

465
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,008
- Mmm... I like 20.
- I like 20 as well.

466
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,162
Well, 20's just...
I don't know, it's a little steep.

467
00:26:36,360 --> 00:26:38,522
I'm like... I was thinking two.
These guys probably live in Brooklyn.

468
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,205
- They pay 600 bucks a month.
- Stop talking. Just stop.

469
00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:41,361
You did a good job pulling them down.

470
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:43,130
This is horrible.
This is completely wrong.

471
00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:47,126
No, Amy. This is the work. This is acting.

472
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,521
Did you not hear them say
that this man's lost his child?

473
00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:53,162
Yes. And that's why he's reaching out
to the cosmos for answers.

474
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:56,244
Well, we get to be that cosmos.

475
00:26:56,400 --> 00:27:00,530
Okay, so you want us to manipulate
this guy's pain so that, what?

476
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:02,563
What, you cash out?
You make a lot of money?

477
00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:04,121
- SIMON: No!
- No, no, no, no!

478
00:27:04,280 --> 00:27:05,566
That doesn't sound good
when you put it that way.

479
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:08,041
- It's a lot more complicated than that.
- Is it?

480
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:09,247
CLAIRE: We love this man.

481
00:27:09,520 --> 00:27:11,648
And he's not just a boss, he's a friend.

482
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:15,484
Howard is a brilliant,
creative, charismatic guy

483
00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:16,881
who used to be fearless.

484
00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:19,122
He used to love life,
and right now, he hates it.

485
00:27:19,600 --> 00:27:22,080
And you really think
that this is gonna help him?

486
00:27:22,280 --> 00:27:23,725
CLAIRE: He lost his child.

487
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:26,920
And now he doesn't care
if he loses everything else.

488
00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:29,441
We just can't let that happen.

489
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:31,284
We have to bring him back.

490
00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:34,240
$20,000's worth it.

491
00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:35,526
- (STAMMERING) I'll pay for it.
- Claire!

492
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:37,921
I'll pay for it. I'll pay for it myself.
I don't care.

493
00:27:38,280 --> 00:27:41,250
So, what are the rules?

494
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:44,244
Well, first, we'd have to sign
a confidentiality agreement.

495
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,129
And make sure
that you don't talk about it, 'cause...

496
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:47,406
No, I don't mean the legal rules.

497
00:27:47,600 --> 00:27:49,409
I mean, the rules
of the theatrical device.

498
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:53,525
I mean, do other people see us,
or only Howard?

499
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:56,771
- Yeah, do other people see them, Whit?
- Whit?

500
00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:59,685
I guess... I guess only Howard.

501
00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:01,842
That's the effect
we're looking for, right?

502
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:03,490
- Guess?
- You guess? I mean...

503
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,290
I'm sorry, have you thought this through?

504
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:06,805
- Sure. Sure.
- No.

505
00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:08,041
- I mean, to a degree.
- No, we haven't.

506
00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:10,567
No, we haven't, Whit. Shut up! Like...
We haven't.

507
00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:13,644
For instance, what if they go into a bar
and they want to order a drink?

508
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:14,881
How can they do that if...

509
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:16,769
Do you see Howard walking
into a lot of bars these days?

510
00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:18,200
Whatever. Doesn't matter.

511
00:28:18,360 --> 00:28:19,885
- I mean, what if Howard goes clubbing?
- They're actors.

512
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:22,850
- They need to know hypothetically.
- Okay. Okay. Enough. Enough.

513
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:26,447
We have the power to be seen
by whomever we want, whenever we want.

514
00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:28,324
- How's that?
- I like that, I like that.

515
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,005
- I told you they were good.
- I like that, yeah.

516
00:28:30,160 --> 00:28:31,286
We should just leave it to them.

517
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:32,561
Let's move on.

518
00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:33,721
What's next?

519
00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:36,804
Well, Howard wrote three letters
to Love, Death and Time.

520
00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:40,009
So, I guess the only question is
who plays who?

521
00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:42,083
Casting. Very important.

522
00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:43,846
Love.

523
00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:46,611
Death.

524
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:48,321
Time.

525
00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:51,641
Great. When do we get paid?

526
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,162
BRIGITTE: "Dear Death,
you travel with so much mythology,

527
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,364
"cause so much pain, inspire such fear.

528
00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:26,603
"But you're a paper tiger to me.

529
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:29,889
"You're just pathetic
and powerless middle management.

530
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:32,651
"You don't even have the authority
to make a simple trade."

531
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:35,849
As you can see,
it's not exactly a fan letter.

532
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,088
- Yeah, well, Death doesn't have any fans.
- (COUGHING)

533
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:41,687
I don't understand why,
because it's a liberation.

534
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:44,728
Hey, you okay?

535
00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:46,251
Mmm-mmm.

536
00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,201
CLAIRE: He goes to work, and the dog park.

537
00:29:58,600 --> 00:29:59,886
And that's it.

538
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:01,565
Okay. So, here's how I'm gonna do it.

539
00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:03,210
I'm gonna come to him angry.

540
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:05,562
Like, pissed off. Like, we got a problem.

541
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:08,041
No, no, no. Don't do that.

542
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,244
He's calling me wood and dead tissue.
He's calling me out.

543
00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:12,401
How's he calling you out?

544
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:13,766
Time.

545
00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:16,844
He's calling out Time, and I'm Time.

546
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:20,567
Look, I don't want
you antagonizing Howard.

547
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:22,085
Do you get that?

548
00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:40,244
AMY: But the letter only consists
of one word, "Goodbye."

549
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:41,921
Look.

550
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:44,082
"Dear Love, goodbye."

551
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:46,926
What am I even supposed to say to him?

552
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:49,288
Um, it's...

553
00:30:50,600 --> 00:30:51,886
It's a letter to Love
saying goodbye, right?

554
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:53,724
- Yeah.
- So, what if you approach him,

555
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:55,405
and you refuse to accept that?

556
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,847
You say he can't
get rid of you that easily.

557
00:30:58,040 --> 00:30:59,246
Tell him that

558
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:04,246
we don't get to choose who we love
and who loves us back.

559
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:07,968
Tell him that you're within him,

560
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:12,041
you're within everything,
whether he likes it or not.

561
00:31:12,440 --> 00:31:14,283
And if he accepts that,

562
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:18,164
then maybe... I don't know.

563
00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:21,927
Maybe he gets to find his life again.

564
00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:57,766
(DOG YIPPING)

565
00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:15,685
They grieve.

566
00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:19,090
Dogs.

567
00:32:19,240 --> 00:32:22,483
They grieve,
and they fully understand death.

568
00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:27,767
You called me a paper tiger.

569
00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:30,285
In the letter you wrote me.

570
00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,010
You said I was pathetic.

571
00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:34,881
Mmm.

572
00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:36,320
You don't remember?

573
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:38,721
You went on about middle management,

574
00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:42,009
making a deal, paper tiger.

575
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:46,165
Oh, Howard, it wasn't that long ago.

576
00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:49,488
Where did you get that?

577
00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:53,327
- Who are you?
- Who did you write the letter to?

578
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:55,690
(CHUCKLES)

579
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:58,170
I wrote the letter to Death.

580
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,050
Nice to meet you. Charmed, I'm sure.

581
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:06,326
No.

582
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:08,241
I know, I know.

583
00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,562
People write letters
to the universe all the time.

584
00:33:10,720 --> 00:33:12,563
Most don't get a personal response.

585
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:16,082
But you are, because I just wanted
to tell you that you're wrong.

586
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:18,049
I'm not some powerless middle management

587
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:19,531
- just following orders.
- Miss...

588
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,087
You see, I didn't want to make
the trade. It was my call.

589
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:24,242
I don't want this. I don't want this.

590
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:25,970
Now, I don't tell you how to do your job.

591
00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:29,124
So, I'd appreciate it
if you didn't tell me how to do mine.

592
00:33:30,120 --> 00:33:32,646
Who's that man talking to?
He looks kind of weird.

593
00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:35,963
Don't worry about that.
Sometimes people are silly.

594
00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:38,726
You see, they don't see me
till it's their time.

595
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,008
Oh, it's okay, Howard.
It's not your time yet.

596
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:42,725
I just wanted to return this

597
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:46,606
and clear things up between us.

598
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:52,051
- I really am Death, Howard!
- (DOG YIPPING)

599
00:33:57,440 --> 00:33:58,441
He believed me.

600
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,244
I'm telling you he believed me.

601
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:02,846
- That's amazing.
- I mean, that was spectacular.

602
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,445
Because there was no safety net, you see.

603
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:05,880
That... That... That was Grotowski.

604
00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,646
- That was pure Stella Adler!
- Ah!

605
00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:10,683
- Thank you. Thank you for the opportunity.
- Yes.

606
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:11,887
- You are a kind man.
- Oh, not a problem.

607
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:13,724
- He believed me, I'm telling you.
- I wouldn't go that far.

608
00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:15,962
But he needed it.
I could tell. I could tell in his eyes.

609
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,282
Who was that woman and that little boy?
That was incredible.

610
00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:20,442
Oh, that was our private investigator
and her grandson.

611
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:22,762
Oh, really?
And did she say anything about me?

612
00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:24,809
She said you were good.
She said really good.

613
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,161
"Good"? What do you mean? Good like...

614
00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:28,448
You mean good like cabbage is good,
or what?

615
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,648
No, no. She... (STAMMERS) Great.

616
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:34,327
She said, she said,
"She made the impossible possible."

617
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:36,847
- (CHUCKLES) I should be paying you.
- (BOTH LAUGH)

618
00:34:39,160 --> 00:34:42,482
They told me that Trevor had
packed his little suitcase,

619
00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:44,842
that he said he was going home.

620
00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:47,170
I was furious.

621
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:51,841
But he was sleeping,
so I couldn't talk to him.

622
00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:57,641
I mean, what nurse promises
this dying five-year-old little boy

623
00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:59,450
he could go home?

624
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,846
He barely had any white blood cells left.

625
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:05,330
He was so fragile.

626
00:35:06,720 --> 00:35:08,643
And who could be so cruel?

627
00:35:09,600 --> 00:35:10,931
Who could do that?

628
00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:13,924
So, of course I'm frantic.

629
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:18,483
I am shouting at the staff,
trying to get to the bottom of it.

630
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:22,406
Well, Trevor finally wakes up

631
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:24,767
and I go to him.

632
00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:31,041
You know, his little blue suitcase
was still at the edge of the bed, right.

633
00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:34,571
So, I look at him and ask,

634
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,688
"Who said that to you, sweetie?

635
00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:41,405
"Who said that you could
come back to our house?"

636
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:43,684
You know what he says?

637
00:35:45,080 --> 00:35:46,889
"Nobody, Mommy.

638
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:50,966
"I'm not going back to our house.

639
00:35:51,720 --> 00:35:53,245
"I'm going home."

640
00:35:58,920 --> 00:36:02,447
He died four hours later.

641
00:36:03,880 --> 00:36:05,086
(DOOR OPENS)

642
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:09,402
(WOMAN SOBS)

643
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:19,851
Hello.

644
00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,326
Hi.

645
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:25,441
Are you looking
for Smallest Wings Support Group?

646
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:27,925
Um...

647
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:31,850
- Yes.
- And you are?

648
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:37,090
- Um, Howard.
- Howard.

649
00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:40,521
Come on in. Have a seat.

650
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:54,963
Did you lose a child, Howard?

651
00:36:55,640 --> 00:36:56,971
Yeah.

652
00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:58,645
- MADELINE: Boy or girl?
- Uh...

653
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:00,121
A girl.

654
00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:03,491
And what was her name?

655
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:11,687
No, it's okay. Howard.

656
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:14,642
You don't have to answer.

657
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,291
You don't even have to talk, okay?

658
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:21,604
You stick around?

659
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:24,320
Please?

660
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:31,286
Okay.

661
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:33,010
Thank you so much for sharing.

662
00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:34,560
We really appreciate it.

663
00:37:34,720 --> 00:37:35,721
Thank you.

664
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:39,000
Does anybody have anything else
they'd like to say?

665
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:58,524
- So, why'd you decide to come in tonight?
- Hmm?

666
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:02,369
Yeah, I've... I've seen you outside.

667
00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:05,364
I was gonna come out one night
and invite you in,

668
00:38:05,520 --> 00:38:07,488
but I guess I didn't want
to blow up your spot.

669
00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:10,041
- Blow up my spot?
- (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

670
00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:12,202
- Yeah.
- You didn't want to mess up my jam?

671
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:14,249
(CHUCKLES)

672
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:16,165
Exactly.

673
00:38:17,720 --> 00:38:18,881
What's your name?

674
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:22,601
I'm Madeline.

675
00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:24,770
Nice to meet you.

676
00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:28,044
My daughter's name was Olivia.

677
00:38:28,240 --> 00:38:31,767
She died of a rare form of brain cancer
known as Glioblastoma Multiforme,

678
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:33,251
or GBM for short.

679
00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:35,164
She was six years old.

680
00:38:37,120 --> 00:38:38,929
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

681
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:47,411
Okay.

682
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:50,564
Fine. Don't answer.
I'm not gonna torture you.

683
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:52,125
Thank you.

684
00:38:52,280 --> 00:38:54,806
- Was it the holidays?
- Mmm?

685
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:56,883
Why you decided to come in tonight.

686
00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:59,850
We get a lot of first-timers
during the holidays.

687
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:02,401
- No, that's not it.
- Then why tonight?

688
00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:05,926
Uh, I guess...

689
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:08,481
I'm, uh...

690
00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:12,923
I'm trying to fix my mind.

691
00:39:14,720 --> 00:39:16,882
You lost a child, Howard.

692
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:19,483
It'll never be fixed.

693
00:39:25,120 --> 00:39:26,963
I hope you come back.

694
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:14,481
Hey.

695
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:16,921
Signed contracts
and confidentiality agreements.

696
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:19,367
- Oh, great. Thank you.
- So, did he say something?

697
00:40:19,560 --> 00:40:20,846
Who, Howard?

698
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:23,685
- No. Unfortunately, he didn't.
- Oh, he believed it, I'm telling you.

699
00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:25,490
- Oh, that's good.
- Maybe you should send me in again.

700
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,688
Not Raffi. Raffi's too impetuous.

701
00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:29,683
And Amy, she's just so emotional.

702
00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:31,524
After me, what is there?

703
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,125
Well, he did write three letters.

704
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,288
But Death is so much more vital than Time.

705
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:37,966
- Right.
- Death gives Time all of its value.

706
00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:40,891
Maybe... Maybe I should
play all the parts.

707
00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:44,682
You know the highest margin demographic
is new parents now?

708
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:46,330
Target actually invented an algorithm

709
00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:48,448
to predict when their female customers
were gonna get pregnant.

710
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:50,887
You said before that you weren't okay.

711
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:52,531
Are you sick?

712
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:57,200
I'm sick.

713
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:00,724
You could say, uh, I'm very sick.

714
00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:07,211
You're dying?

715
00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:11,211
Everyone's dying.

716
00:41:14,240 --> 00:41:16,208
Yeah, but you're doing it now.

717
00:41:18,720 --> 00:41:21,087
Simon. Simon.

718
00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:24,883
Come on, tell me. Tell me.
What is it? What's wrong?

719
00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:27,769
What's wrong?

720
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:30,247
What's wrong is that
I came out of remission

721
00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:31,925
two weeks before my son was born.

722
00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:33,806
What's wrong

723
00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:37,526
is that I'm running a marathon every day
pretending to be healthy.

724
00:41:37,720 --> 00:41:38,960
That's what's wrong.

725
00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:42,325
Have you told anyone?

726
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:46,566
You haven't?

727
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,804
No, just some pushy actress
that I don't really know.

728
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:57,448
What is it?

729
00:41:58,000 --> 00:41:59,161
It's multiple myeloma.

730
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,722
I fought it when I was 16,
and then again when I was 25.

731
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:07,207
It just never went away.

732
00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:09,966
Instead it regrouped and got stronger.

733
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:14,203
So, the war's over?

734
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:20,408
Yeah, war's over.

735
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:24,886
Are your affairs in order?

736
00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:26,920
My affairs are not in order.

737
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:29,489
That's why I hired you.

738
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:31,610
It's bad enough that
I'm leaving my family.

739
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,762
I'm not gonna leave them penniless.

740
00:42:36,480 --> 00:42:37,811
He believed me.

741
00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:39,687
Howard.

742
00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:43,161
He believed me.

743
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:54,610
HOWARD: Hey. Excuse me.
No, don't touch that.

744
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:56,325
I don't understand dominoes.

745
00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:59,848
There's no board to play them on,
or basket to throw them into.

746
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:01,365
Right. Um...

747
00:43:01,520 --> 00:43:03,010
I think you might be in the wrong place.

748
00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:05,003
No, I'm in the right place, Howard.

749
00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:10,481
Mmm. Yeah.

750
00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:15,567
"Time, they say you heal all wounds,

751
00:43:15,720 --> 00:43:18,929
"but they don't talk about how you destroy
all that's good in the world.

752
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:22,604
"How you turn beauty into ash."

753
00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:24,489
Now that's some bullshit, Howard.

754
00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:28,248
If Love is creation
and Death is destruction,

755
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,321
I'm just a terrain in between.

756
00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:35,204
You don't understand Time.
No one understands Time.

757
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:38,170
I mean, Einstein came close
when he said I was an illusion.

758
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:39,526
CLAIRE: Howard? Hey. Uh...

759
00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:40,881
Listen, I'm sure it's a "no"

760
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:44,044
but Oneida Apparel asked that
you be in the media buy meeting.

761
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:46,929
I'm sorry to just barge in.

762
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:49,805
Ask her.

763
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,725
Go ahead. Ask her if she can see me.

764
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:04,326
I'm not gonna be in the meeting.

765
00:44:05,720 --> 00:44:07,404
Mmm-hmm.

766
00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:08,766
Well, they insisted I ask.

767
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:10,491
I mean, they're probably
gonna fire us, so...

768
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:11,687
Okay.

769
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:13,001
- Awesome.
- Yes.

770
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:14,207
Okay.

771
00:44:15,240 --> 00:44:16,571
See you later.

772
00:44:19,480 --> 00:44:21,244
RAFFI: You can have this back, Howard.

773
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:23,243
Why did you write me anyway?

774
00:44:23,400 --> 00:44:24,925
You wrote me because you need me.

775
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:26,411
No. Um...

776
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:28,409
I don't need anything from you, okay?

777
00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:30,648
You all like to bitch and complain.

778
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:32,643
"There isn't enough time."

779
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:34,689
"Life is short."

780
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:36,922
"Oh, here, the gray hairs are coming in."

781
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:38,923
You know, a day is long as hell.

782
00:44:39,080 --> 00:44:41,970
I'm abundant. I'm a gift.

783
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:44,327
Even while you're
standing here talking shit,

784
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,926
I'm gifting you, and you're wasting it.

785
00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:48,121
On what?

786
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:49,964
I mean, what is this? Huh?

787
00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:53,290
Hey, hey!

788
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:54,647
You know,

789
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:57,280
I should be the one
that's writing angry letters.

790
00:45:05,800 --> 00:45:07,928
That was the worst thing I've ever done.

791
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:10,088
That was the best thing I've ever done.

792
00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:13,085
What was that thing you said
about Einstein in there?

793
00:45:13,240 --> 00:45:16,642
Einstein called time
a stubbornly persistent illusion.

794
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:19,251
What's that even mean?

795
00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:21,688
Time doesn't go from January to December,

796
00:45:21,840 --> 00:45:23,490
or from noon to midnight.

797
00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:25,927
You know, we all just make it that way
in our heads.

798
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:27,805
That's absurd.

799
00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:30,770
Try telling that to a person
who's an hour late to a wedding

800
00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:34,720
or was just sentenced to 20 years in jail.
(SCOFFS)

801
00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:36,201
Or someone fighting a baby clock.

802
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:42,000
We really don't need
to have this conversation, ever.

803
00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:45,329
Anyway, just...

804
00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:48,131
Yeah, wanted to say great job today.

805
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:51,162
Just a stubborn illusion, Claire.

806
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:53,004
You have all the time in the world.

807
00:45:53,640 --> 00:45:54,971
You're nine!

808
00:45:56,520 --> 00:45:57,851
"You're nine."

809
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:15,481
Hi.

810
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,443
I'm sorry.

811
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:24,767
I'm so sorry.

812
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:26,645
Um...

813
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,967
You gotta be friggin' kidding me.

814
00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:32,485
I'm eating.

815
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:35,889
You said goodbye, and that...

816
00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:40,410
(SIGHS) We don't get to choose
who we love or who loves us back.

817
00:46:41,240 --> 00:46:43,402
And that means you're powerless to me
as long as you're alive

818
00:46:43,560 --> 00:46:45,324
because I'm the fabric of life.

819
00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:48,086
I'm within you. I'm within everything.

820
00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:49,847
Howard,

821
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:52,244
if you can accept that, then maybe...

822
00:46:52,400 --> 00:46:56,121
I don't know,
but maybe you get to live again.

823
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:16,528
I completely screwed it up.

824
00:47:17,160 --> 00:47:18,491
I was weepy and apologetic.

825
00:47:18,640 --> 00:47:20,449
Well, I think love can be
weepy and apologetic.

826
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:21,886
I think I was better at the end.

827
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:24,646
Hey, hey. I'm sure you were great.

828
00:47:25,080 --> 00:47:26,411
You're sweet.

829
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:27,601
Can I kiss you?

830
00:47:27,840 --> 00:47:29,410
You don't have to sexualize it.

831
00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:32,041
I can kiss you without sexualizing it.

832
00:47:32,240 --> 00:47:34,481
Seriously, I've had sex
without sexualizing it.

833
00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:36,449
You should take "sweet," Whit.

834
00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:38,206
It's a promotion.

835
00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:41,363
"Irresistible" would be a promotion.

836
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:43,321
He believes it.

837
00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:44,845
How could you tell?

838
00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:47,770
I could tell by his eyes.

839
00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:50,924
That's great, but no one else has seen it

840
00:47:51,080 --> 00:47:52,969
and that's ultimately
what we need to have happen.

841
00:47:53,120 --> 00:47:56,283
We think if you would engage with him

842
00:47:56,440 --> 00:47:59,284
- one more time, um, in public.
- Great. Mmm-hmm.

843
00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:01,125
WHIT: But this time try to...

844
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:03,806
SIMON: But you need to provoke
a strong visible reaction.

845
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:04,961
Why?

846
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:08,130
Because our private investigator's
gonna capture it on video.

847
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:09,321
And we're gonna use it as evidence.

848
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:10,641
It'll be like being in a movie.

849
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:13,165
Except you'll be digitally removed.

850
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:14,921
No.

851
00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:16,321
Sorry?

852
00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:17,641
This is too intense.

853
00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:19,285
Um, I'm sorry. I can't be a part of this.

854
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,324
Amy, there is no "too intense" in acting.

855
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,563
Do you wanna be loved
or do you wanna make an impact?

856
00:48:25,720 --> 00:48:28,166
I mean, this isn't Noël Coward.

857
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:29,765
This is... This is Chekhov.

858
00:48:29,920 --> 00:48:31,160
This is horrible!

859
00:48:31,640 --> 00:48:34,450
The... You know,

860
00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:37,803
you did start the agency
with him, didn't you, Whit?

861
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:39,405
And, Claire, he was your mentor.

862
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,285
And, Simon, he gave you part
ownership in a business

863
00:48:42,480 --> 00:48:44,084
when he absolutely didn't have to.

864
00:48:44,240 --> 00:48:45,685
- I may have told her a few things...
- Mmm-hmm.

865
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:47,161
- ...when we were...
- Mmm-hmm.

866
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:48,521
AMY: I'm sorry, this is horrible.

867
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:50,842
I... I can't...
No, I can't be a part of this. Thank you.

868
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:52,001
- Sorry. Thanks.
- Amy, no.

869
00:48:52,160 --> 00:48:53,207
Amy.

870
00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:54,361
Amy. No.

871
00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:55,851
Oh, she's so passionate, you know.

872
00:48:56,000 --> 00:48:57,001
Amy!

873
00:48:57,360 --> 00:48:59,124
I'm so sorry. She will be back.

874
00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:01,282
But if she isn't, um,

875
00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:04,523
I'll step in. I do know all about love.

876
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:07,206
Amy!

877
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:14,966
What'd I miss?

878
00:49:17,480 --> 00:49:19,562
People crying because their kids died.

879
00:49:19,720 --> 00:49:21,768
Hmm. Uh...

880
00:49:22,920 --> 00:49:27,050
Uh, there's a thing called
bereavement hallucinations.

881
00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:28,361
Yes.

882
00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:29,766
Right. Um. Okay.

883
00:49:29,960 --> 00:49:32,361
So, uh...

884
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:34,130
I looked them up.

885
00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:36,800
And here's the thing. I don't sleep.

886
00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:38,001
Okay.

887
00:49:38,200 --> 00:49:40,089
(STAMMERING) Like, not a lot.

888
00:49:40,240 --> 00:49:41,730
I mean, I sleep.

889
00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:43,561
Mmm.

890
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:48,724
But I get six or seven hours a week.

891
00:49:49,240 --> 00:49:51,208
Now that I think about it,
that's probably why...

892
00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:52,361
Why what?

893
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:54,206
Um...

894
00:49:55,240 --> 00:49:56,526
(SIGHS)

895
00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:02,082
I'm having conversations.

896
00:50:03,240 --> 00:50:04,571
Mmm-hmm.

897
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:10,171
I mean, conversations.

898
00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:12,251
Okay.

899
00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:17,850
It's okay. Never mind. Um...

900
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:20,282
- Howard?
- Yeah.

901
00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:22,963
You wanna have a conversation with me?

902
00:50:24,560 --> 00:50:26,050
Uh, yes.

903
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:32,604
So, I assume you're a part of the 79%?

904
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:33,967
Mmm?

905
00:50:34,200 --> 00:50:38,046
Of couples who get divorced
after losing a child.

906
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:40,004
Yeah.

907
00:50:40,240 --> 00:50:41,241
Mmm.

908
00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:42,805
Yeah, me too.

909
00:50:45,560 --> 00:50:46,971
Do you still love her?

910
00:50:49,640 --> 00:50:52,120
I don't even know what love is anymore.

911
00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:55,124
Do you still love him?

912
00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:57,049
We never fell out of love.

913
00:50:57,880 --> 00:51:00,167
At least, I don't think so. It's just...

914
00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:02,441
We can...

915
00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:04,366
(SIGHS)

916
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:12,649
The day our divorce was final,
he sent me this.

917
00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:20,925
"If only we could be strangers again."

918
00:51:22,160 --> 00:51:23,764
Now we are.

919
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:27,721
The most romantic gesture he ever made.

920
00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:31,241
So, to answer your question,

921
00:51:31,760 --> 00:51:32,921
yes,

922
00:51:33,080 --> 00:51:34,525
I still love him.

923
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:46,490
What did you mean when you said
you were having conversations?

924
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:47,641
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

925
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,768
- Conversations with who?
- Um...

926
00:51:50,600 --> 00:51:51,965
It's not "who."

927
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:53,360
It's really... It's...

928
00:51:53,520 --> 00:51:55,522
You're gonna think I'm crazy.

929
00:51:55,680 --> 00:51:56,681
Try me.

930
00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:59,008
Um, can I show you?

931
00:51:59,720 --> 00:52:03,361
MADELINE: "Dead tissue
that won't decompose."

932
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:06,482
He was sitting right here.

933
00:52:06,680 --> 00:52:11,049
Just a mean, little, arrogant thug.

934
00:52:11,760 --> 00:52:14,684
And he was the first one
that appeared, right?

935
00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:17,042
Uh, no. Death came first.

936
00:52:17,200 --> 00:52:19,965
She met me in the dog park.

937
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:22,489
Oh, so Death is a "her"?

938
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:27,129
Uh, yeah. It turns out
Death is an elderly white woman.

939
00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:30,405
What was the trade?

940
00:52:31,240 --> 00:52:33,766
You said Death wouldn't make the trade.

941
00:52:34,240 --> 00:52:35,241
What does that mean?

942
00:52:35,400 --> 00:52:37,209
When we realized our...

943
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:41,851
My daughter was dying, I prayed, uh...

944
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:47,051
Not to God or the universe, but to Death.

945
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:48,929
I offered a trade.

946
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:50,764
Take me,

947
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:52,604
leave my daughter.

948
00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:59,085
But she didn't wanna make the trade, so...

949
00:53:17,560 --> 00:53:19,289
BRIGITTE: So, who won that round?

950
00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:22,369
You or the porcelain?

951
00:53:22,520 --> 00:53:25,444
(CHUCKLES) Porcelain.
Porcelain's undefeated.

952
00:53:27,240 --> 00:53:29,766
I'm sorry about that,
I thought everyone left.

953
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:32,127
Yes, they did. But I'm here to close up.

954
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:33,327
SIMON: Good.

955
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:34,567
You need help getting home?

956
00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:36,485
No. I'm fine.

957
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:38,604
I'm... I'm good.

958
00:53:40,160 --> 00:53:41,400
I Googled you.

959
00:53:41,600 --> 00:53:42,601
- You did?
- Yeah.

960
00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:43,761
(WHISPERS) Oh, God.

961
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:45,803
You came from nothing.

962
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:48,648
You put yourself through Duke,

963
00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:51,168
you married a wonderful woman,

964
00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:52,606
you're a loving father.

965
00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:55,001
So, you lived well. You lived right.

966
00:53:58,000 --> 00:54:00,480
But, my friend, you're not dying right.

967
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:02,809
(BREATHING HEAVILY)

968
00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:04,650
Are you gonna tell me how to die?

969
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:06,365
Have you told your family yet?

970
00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:10,687
- Mmm-mmm.
- You're not helping them.

971
00:54:11,000 --> 00:54:13,765
You're just denying them
what is rightfully theirs.

972
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:15,251
Yeah? And what's that?

973
00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:17,926
Pain? Atrophy? Disease?

974
00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,525
Yes. Yes.

975
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:21,170
All of it.

976
00:54:21,520 --> 00:54:24,000
And the chance to say goodbye.

977
00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:28,681
Stick to acting.

978
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:37,765
MADELINE: Okay.

979
00:54:37,960 --> 00:54:40,645
I have something
that I haven't told anyone.

980
00:54:41,400 --> 00:54:44,688
It doesn't involve letters
or angels or anything like that,

981
00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:47,166
but it means something to me.

982
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:56,244
They were preparing Olivia to say goodbye.

983
00:54:57,160 --> 00:55:01,245
And my husband was trying to
calm my mother in the parking lot

984
00:55:01,440 --> 00:55:03,249
because she lost it.

985
00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:06,849
So I was alone

986
00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:10,684
and I was sitting there
in the waiting room

987
00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:12,808
at Maimonides Hospital.

988
00:55:13,960 --> 00:55:16,884
And there was this woman
who sat next to me.

989
00:55:19,120 --> 00:55:21,805
And she asked me who I was about to lose.

990
00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:23,764
And I told her.

991
00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:27,408
And she looked at me and she said,

992
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:31,926
"Just be sure to notice

993
00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:34,242
"the collateral beauty."

994
00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,047
I mean, she...

995
00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:41,086
She said it so casually.

996
00:55:43,240 --> 00:55:45,004
In the next room,

997
00:55:45,720 --> 00:55:49,247
my six-year-old daughter
was being taken off life support.

998
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:53,884
And this woman says "collateral beauty."

999
00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:59,526
People don't know
what to say in those moments.

1000
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,445
No, she did.

1001
00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:05,167
I just didn't get it at the time.

1002
00:56:05,880 --> 00:56:09,009
See, it wasn't said out of
sympathy or awkwardness.

1003
00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:11,527
It was from experience.

1004
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:16,324
About a year later,

1005
00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:19,961
something started to
happen to me, you know.

1006
00:56:20,240 --> 00:56:23,005
I would be walking
or on the subway, whatever,

1007
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:25,731
and I would just burst into tears.

1008
00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:29,610
But these weren't Olivia tears.

1009
00:56:29,760 --> 00:56:32,730
These were tears born from something else,

1010
00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:41,131
from this kind of profound
connection to everything.

1011
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:44,525
And I realized

1012
00:56:45,880 --> 00:56:49,282
it was the collateral beauty.

1013
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:53,845
I mean, there's...

1014
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:58,163
There's no such thing
as collateral beauty.

1015
00:56:58,320 --> 00:56:59,970
There is, Howard.

1016
00:57:01,040 --> 00:57:02,690
There really is.

1017
00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:06,682
It'll never bring her back.

1018
00:57:07,080 --> 00:57:12,689
And it will never ever make it okay.

1019
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:18,930
But I promise you, it's there.

1020
00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:27,045
Okay.

1021
00:57:28,920 --> 00:57:31,002
You need to talk to them, Howard.

1022
00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:32,366
Look, um...

1023
00:57:33,320 --> 00:57:34,321
Appreciate your story,

1024
00:57:34,480 --> 00:57:37,370
but I'm not really feeling
the "collateral beauty" thing.

1025
00:57:37,520 --> 00:57:38,851
I don't care!

1026
00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:43,009
Yell at them,
reason with them, challenge them.

1027
00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:45,003
Just engage!

1028
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:48,200
(SIGHS)

1029
00:57:56,800 --> 00:57:58,882
I think this was a mistake.

1030
00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:16,080
- Hi.
- WHIT: Hi.

1031
00:58:16,240 --> 00:58:18,129
What're you doing here?

1032
00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:21,170
Uh, Brigitte told me this is
where I could find you.

1033
00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:22,560
Of course she did.

1034
00:58:23,600 --> 00:58:26,604
Could we just go and talk somewhere
for 15 minutes by ourselves?

1035
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:28,762
I'm... I'm actually working.
I'm rehearsing right now.

1036
00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:30,649
- You're rehearsing here, too?
- Yeah.

1037
00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:32,689
How many projects
are you doing at the same time?

1038
00:58:33,280 --> 00:58:34,520
I'm currently doing three.

1039
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:35,721
Three. Wow.

1040
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:37,001
- Yeah.
- That's really busy.

1041
00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:38,611
How are we gonna fit a dinner date in?

1042
00:58:38,760 --> 00:58:39,761
Whit...

1043
00:58:40,000 --> 00:58:42,128
Listen, listen, listen. Seriously...

1044
00:58:42,280 --> 00:58:47,207
I have to ask you
to reconsider what you said last night.

1045
00:58:47,640 --> 00:58:50,166
(STAMMERS) We need you one more time.

1046
00:58:50,320 --> 00:58:51,651
Just give us one more scene.

1047
00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:53,490
I am out.

1048
00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:54,641
Amy, what do you...

1049
00:58:54,840 --> 00:58:56,171
Wait, what can I say? What do you...

1050
00:58:56,920 --> 00:58:59,161
I'll give you $100,000. Not 20, 100.

1051
00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:00,924
You don't have $100,000.

1052
00:59:01,080 --> 00:59:02,491
You're right. I live with my mother.

1053
00:59:02,680 --> 00:59:05,331
But this is gonna work, and when it does,
I'll have much, much more.

1054
00:59:05,520 --> 00:59:06,567
And I'll give you a million.

1055
00:59:06,720 --> 00:59:08,290
- I don't want your money.
- I really will.

1056
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:09,481
I do not want your money.

1057
00:59:09,640 --> 00:59:11,608
Do you know,
I've actually never wanted your money.

1058
00:59:11,760 --> 00:59:14,730
What can I say to get you to do this?

1059
00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:17,804
Because there's so much more
at stake here, you have no idea.

1060
00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:19,286
Oh.

1061
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,604
You have a daughter, right?

1062
00:59:21,760 --> 00:59:23,000
Yeah.

1063
00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:24,531
Did we talk about that?

1064
00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:28,290
Tell me what it was like
the day that she was born.

1065
00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:29,566
What?

1066
00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:31,768
What it felt like for you.

1067
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:34,841
Uh, it was scary.

1068
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:37,248
It was very scary. I was terrified.

1069
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:42,289
But then they gave her to me

1070
00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:46,445
and I had the most amazing
sensation run through me.

1071
00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:51,724
It... I can't...

1072
00:59:51,960 --> 00:59:53,121
What? Finish it.

1073
00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,203
It sounds... It's goofy.

1074
00:59:55,400 --> 00:59:56,640
No, it doesn't sound goofy.

1075
00:59:56,800 --> 00:59:58,564
Do you know, actually,
this is the first time that I felt

1076
00:59:58,720 --> 01:00:00,324
any attraction towards you, whatsoever.

1077
01:00:00,480 --> 01:00:01,925
- Really?
- Yes.

1078
01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:05,849
I looked at her and I...

1079
01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:10,721
I realized that I wasn't feeling love.

1080
01:00:11,800 --> 01:00:13,609
I had become love.

1081
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:18,126
She doesn't talk to me now, though.

1082
01:00:19,360 --> 01:00:22,887
She blames me for the divorce,
and so she's angry at me.

1083
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:24,281
And...

1084
01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:26,481
I deserve it.

1085
01:00:27,360 --> 01:00:29,362
I'm gonna make you a deal.

1086
01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:33,684
If you can take all of this,

1087
01:00:34,400 --> 01:00:36,641
frankly, aggressive determination

1088
01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:41,761
and extraordinary openness

1089
01:00:42,880 --> 01:00:45,804
and use it on winning your daughter back,

1090
01:00:47,880 --> 01:00:48,881
then I'll do it.

1091
01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:52,565
It's a deal.

1092
01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:56,966
See, you don't feel that?

1093
01:00:57,440 --> 01:00:59,124
Oh, wow. Give me my hand back.

1094
01:00:59,600 --> 01:01:01,728
You feel that though, right? You feel it?

1095
01:01:01,880 --> 01:01:03,006
- That's sparks.
- Goodbye, Whit.

1096
01:01:03,160 --> 01:01:04,161
That's what that is.

1097
01:01:55,800 --> 01:01:57,882
Hey! What's up?

1098
01:01:58,040 --> 01:01:59,883
- What?
- You got something to say?

1099
01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:09,645
You got something you wanna say?

1100
01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:11,723
Oh, yeah. I got a lot of things
I'd like to say to you.

1101
01:02:11,880 --> 01:02:14,008
Well, say it. Say it!

1102
01:02:14,800 --> 01:02:16,484
See, you just waste time.

1103
01:02:16,680 --> 01:02:18,648
See, I give you a gift
and you just waste it!

1104
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:22,131
I don't care about time.

1105
01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:24,169
This is a prison sentence!

1106
01:02:24,360 --> 01:02:26,727
I don't want your gift!

1107
01:02:29,160 --> 01:02:31,322
Because you took hers.

1108
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:08,890
Oh, come on.

1109
01:03:09,080 --> 01:03:10,570
Are you here to take me?

1110
01:03:10,760 --> 01:03:13,570
No, Howard.
I'm here to ride the F train with you.

1111
01:03:14,040 --> 01:03:15,041
Oh, okay.

1112
01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:19,524
So, there are these two twins
in a womb, a boy and a girl.

1113
01:03:19,680 --> 01:03:20,920
You telling a joke?

1114
01:03:21,080 --> 01:03:22,525
No, no. It's a story.

1115
01:03:22,680 --> 01:03:24,205
So, these twins are happy.

1116
01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:26,607
They're fed, they're warm, they feel safe.

1117
01:03:26,760 --> 01:03:28,762
But they're outgrowing their space

1118
01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:32,125
and they realize this can't go on forever.

1119
01:03:32,280 --> 01:03:33,884
So they start thinking,

1120
01:03:34,520 --> 01:03:36,443
"What comes next?

1121
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,251
"What if it's cold or lonely?

1122
01:03:39,400 --> 01:03:40,606
"What if we're not together?

1123
01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:43,931
"What if there's nothing at all?"

1124
01:03:47,080 --> 01:03:49,560
So, then the girl looks at the cord.

1125
01:03:49,760 --> 01:03:52,081
This cord that has fed them,
has nourished them,

1126
01:03:52,240 --> 01:03:54,641
this cord that they
can't possibly conceive

1127
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,121
could be attached to anything else.

1128
01:03:57,280 --> 01:03:58,770
And she says,

1129
01:03:58,920 --> 01:04:01,571
"Well, we have no proof.

1130
01:04:01,720 --> 01:04:03,085
"All we have is this."

1131
01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:05,441
No.

1132
01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:07,451
Wow, that's deep.

1133
01:04:07,600 --> 01:04:10,331
So, it's like life after birth.

1134
01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:12,246
Hopeful.

1135
01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:14,325
All right, what do you want?

1136
01:04:15,120 --> 01:04:16,565
Why are you here?

1137
01:04:16,720 --> 01:04:18,643
I've heard all of your platitudes.

1138
01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:19,961
I got them, I know.

1139
01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:21,485
"She's in a better place."

1140
01:04:21,640 --> 01:04:24,450
And, "This is all
a part of a master plan."

1141
01:04:24,600 --> 01:04:25,761
Heard that one, too.

1142
01:04:25,960 --> 01:04:27,121
Here's my favorite.

1143
01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,762
"God looked down and
saw the most beautiful rose,

1144
01:04:30,920 --> 01:04:32,809
"so beautiful that he picked it

1145
01:04:32,960 --> 01:04:35,691
"to have it in Heaven all for Himself."

1146
01:04:37,080 --> 01:04:39,128
Then there's the science, biocentrism,

1147
01:04:39,280 --> 01:04:42,648
and we're all living and dying
in infinite universes

1148
01:04:42,800 --> 01:04:44,484
all at the same time.

1149
01:04:44,640 --> 01:04:45,766
And then the religion,

1150
01:04:45,920 --> 01:04:47,684
the Christians and their salvation,

1151
01:04:47,840 --> 01:04:51,322
and the Buddhists and their Samsara,
and the Hindus and their 41 st sacrament.

1152
01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:52,970
And can't forget the poetry.

1153
01:04:53,120 --> 01:04:54,531
Oh, the poetry.

1154
01:04:54,680 --> 01:04:57,684
"To die is different
from what anyone supposed

1155
01:04:57,840 --> 01:04:59,046
"and luckier."

1156
01:04:59,200 --> 01:05:00,326
Whitman.

1157
01:05:00,480 --> 01:05:02,642
And, "Rage...

1158
01:05:02,800 --> 01:05:04,609
"Rage against the dying of the light.

1159
01:05:04,760 --> 01:05:08,287
"Though wise men at their end
know dark is right."

1160
01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:10,329
Thomas. And then...

1161
01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:14,041
(SINGING) Row, row, row your boat
gently down the stream

1162
01:05:14,200 --> 01:05:16,009
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily

1163
01:05:16,160 --> 01:05:20,688
Life is but a dream

1164
01:05:20,840 --> 01:05:22,001
I got it.

1165
01:05:22,160 --> 01:05:23,491
I got it!

1166
01:05:25,040 --> 01:05:29,523
It all basically says
that you're a natural part of life,

1167
01:05:29,680 --> 01:05:33,571
we shouldn't hate you,
we shouldn't fear you.

1168
01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:36,485
I guess we should just accept you, right?

1169
01:05:36,640 --> 01:05:38,051
That's it?

1170
01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:41,648
I get it. Here's the thing.

1171
01:05:42,520 --> 01:05:45,330
It's all a bunch of intellectual bullshit

1172
01:05:47,160 --> 01:05:50,209
because she's not here
holding my fucking hand.

1173
01:05:59,280 --> 01:06:02,011
MEN: (SINGING)
Oh, Lord, what a beautiful city

1174
01:06:02,560 --> 01:06:09,205
Oh, Lord, what a beautiful city

1175
01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:12,529
Twelve gates to the city

1176
01:06:12,680 --> 01:06:13,727
Hallelujah

1177
01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:16,406
Amen, amen

1178
01:06:16,560 --> 01:06:18,050
Who are all those children

1179
01:06:19,880 --> 01:06:23,282
All dressed up in white

1180
01:06:25,040 --> 01:06:26,405
Hi, Howard.

1181
01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:30,241
(GROANS)

1182
01:06:30,440 --> 01:06:31,930
You gonna cry again?

1183
01:06:32,440 --> 01:06:33,566
You don't like it when I'm sad?

1184
01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:36,047
- Ah, aren't you always sad?
- No.

1185
01:06:36,200 --> 01:06:37,964
No, I can be other things. I can be happy.

1186
01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:41,249
- I can be unexpected and unpredictable...
- Huh.

1187
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:43,767
...and sexy and warm and mysterious and...

1188
01:06:45,040 --> 01:06:46,769
And home.

1189
01:06:46,920 --> 01:06:49,161
I can be home, Howard, you remember?

1190
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:50,921
Do you remember me?

1191
01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:54,885
Listen. All the "fabric of life" bullshit,
save that for somebody else.

1192
01:06:55,040 --> 01:06:56,087
It's not bullshit.

1193
01:06:56,320 --> 01:06:58,891
(STUTTERS) I know you don't believe me,
but you have to trust me.

1194
01:06:59,080 --> 01:07:00,286
Trust you?

1195
01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:02,125
- Trust you?
- Yes!

1196
01:07:02,280 --> 01:07:04,089
I did trust you!

1197
01:07:04,960 --> 01:07:06,564
And you betrayed me!

1198
01:07:07,120 --> 01:07:10,602
I saw you every day in her eyes,

1199
01:07:11,080 --> 01:07:13,924
and I heard you in her voice
when she laughed,

1200
01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:17,448
and I felt you inside of me
when she called me "Daddy."

1201
01:07:17,600 --> 01:07:20,251
And you betrayed me!

1202
01:07:21,280 --> 01:07:23,408
You broke my heart.

1203
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:25,766
No.

1204
01:07:26,960 --> 01:07:28,962
I'm in all of it.

1205
01:07:29,120 --> 01:07:30,281
I'm the darkness and the light,

1206
01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:31,970
I'm the sunshine and the storm.

1207
01:07:32,120 --> 01:07:33,121
Yes, you're right.

1208
01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:34,964
I was there in her laugh,

1209
01:07:35,640 --> 01:07:39,087
but I'm also here now in your pain.

1210
01:07:40,080 --> 01:07:43,209
I'm the reason for everything.

1211
01:07:43,360 --> 01:07:45,601
I am the only "why."

1212
01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:49,647
Don't try and live without me, Howard.

1213
01:07:50,760 --> 01:07:52,250
Please don't.

1214
01:08:36,400 --> 01:08:38,004
The deal with Omnicom's almost done.

1215
01:08:38,680 --> 01:08:40,011
What about Howard?

1216
01:08:40,160 --> 01:08:41,400
Well, they're aware of the situation

1217
01:08:41,560 --> 01:08:44,530
but we still have to prove
that Howard's ability to vote

1218
01:08:45,200 --> 01:08:46,201
is, uh, compromised.

1219
01:08:46,680 --> 01:08:48,569
I can't believe it's come down to this.

1220
01:08:48,720 --> 01:08:50,165
Yeah, well, believe it.

1221
01:08:50,720 --> 01:08:53,451
We have a competency meeting
with the board set for Thursday.

1222
01:09:00,840 --> 01:09:04,003
CHAIRMAN: We're here to give you
a chance to explain this.

1223
01:09:07,080 --> 01:09:09,242
Howard, what are you doing in this video?

1224
01:09:09,400 --> 01:09:12,609
I do not care about time.

1225
01:09:13,680 --> 01:09:15,728
This is a prison sentence!

1226
01:09:17,040 --> 01:09:19,281
I don't want your gift!

1227
01:09:19,440 --> 01:09:20,566
CHAIRMAN: What are you doing, Howard?

1228
01:09:21,800 --> 01:09:23,564
HOWARD: Because you took hers.

1229
01:09:24,600 --> 01:09:25,806
Howard?

1230
01:09:25,960 --> 01:09:27,644
HOWARD: You gonna cry again?

1231
01:09:28,400 --> 01:09:30,562
Aren't you always sad?

1232
01:09:30,720 --> 01:09:31,801
What about here?

1233
01:09:31,960 --> 01:09:33,803
HOWARD: Listen.
All the "fabric of life" bullshit,

1234
01:09:33,960 --> 01:09:35,530
save that for somebody else.

1235
01:09:40,400 --> 01:09:41,606
Trust you?

1236
01:09:42,400 --> 01:09:43,890
Trust you?

1237
01:09:44,880 --> 01:09:46,166
I did trust you!

1238
01:09:47,240 --> 01:09:49,402
I committed everything to you

1239
01:09:49,560 --> 01:09:51,483
and you betrayed me!

1240
01:09:53,400 --> 01:09:56,609
I saw you every day in her eyes,

1241
01:09:57,600 --> 01:10:01,571
and I heard you in her voice
when she laughed.

1242
01:10:02,400 --> 01:10:03,401
And I felt you inside of me...

1243
01:10:03,600 --> 01:10:04,601
Howard?

1244
01:10:04,800 --> 01:10:06,245
...when she called me "Daddy."

1245
01:10:06,400 --> 01:10:07,401
Howard?

1246
01:10:07,560 --> 01:10:08,800
You broke my heart.

1247
01:10:08,960 --> 01:10:12,089
Howard, I need you to answer me.
Who are you shouting at here?

1248
01:10:12,240 --> 01:10:14,288
HOWARD: I've heard all of your platitudes.
I got them, I know.

1249
01:10:14,560 --> 01:10:17,131
Um, it's not "who."

1250
01:10:17,280 --> 01:10:18,725
And, "This is all
a part of a master plan."

1251
01:10:18,880 --> 01:10:20,006
CHAIRMAN: I'm sorry, what?

1252
01:10:20,240 --> 01:10:21,241
I got it.

1253
01:10:21,440 --> 01:10:23,761
CHAIRMAN: Howard, did you say something?

1254
01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:26,321
I'm not talking to people.

1255
01:10:26,480 --> 01:10:30,121
CHAIRMAN: Well, that's obvious.
Who are you talking to?

1256
01:10:30,320 --> 01:10:32,891
(VIDEO CONTINUES)

1257
01:10:34,440 --> 01:10:35,646
Howard, who are you talking to?

1258
01:10:35,800 --> 01:10:38,041
That's enough. It's enough.

1259
01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:39,884
Thank you. (STUTTERS)

1260
01:10:40,480 --> 01:10:41,970
You made the point, I think.

1261
01:10:42,960 --> 01:10:44,883
Just turn it off.

1262
01:10:54,720 --> 01:10:56,563
(INHALES)

1263
01:10:56,880 --> 01:10:59,121
You hired people to follow me?

1264
01:11:00,040 --> 01:11:01,530
Make video?

1265
01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:03,842
No, that wasn't the initial intention.

1266
01:11:04,000 --> 01:11:05,650
No, (STUTTERS) we did.

1267
01:11:06,360 --> 01:11:07,361
Yeah, we did.

1268
01:11:07,520 --> 01:11:09,249
(INHALES DEEPLY)
We did a lot more than that, Howard.

1269
01:11:10,480 --> 01:11:12,209
Howard, I'm so sorry.

1270
01:11:12,360 --> 01:11:13,691
(SOBBING) We felt like...

1271
01:11:13,840 --> 01:11:15,171
We didn't know what else to do.

1272
01:11:15,320 --> 01:11:17,721
- Claire.
- CLAIRE: No. I can't do this anymore.

1273
01:11:18,080 --> 01:11:20,321
I can't do this anymore, Whit.

1274
01:11:21,000 --> 01:11:22,206
(SOBBING) Listen, I really...

1275
01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:24,203
I didn't even think that
it was gonna work.

1276
01:11:24,360 --> 01:11:26,203
- Really, honestly, I...
- Claire. Claire. Claire.

1277
01:11:26,360 --> 01:11:28,089
I'm so sorry.

1278
01:11:28,480 --> 01:11:30,528
- All right, all right, all right.
- CLAIRE: Howard...

1279
01:11:31,560 --> 01:11:33,005
(SIGHS)

1280
01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:37,205
I'm obviously not
in the right state of mind.

1281
01:11:39,600 --> 01:11:41,682
Maybe none of us are.

1282
01:11:41,840 --> 01:11:43,842
You think I haven't noticed?

1283
01:11:48,240 --> 01:11:49,844
I mean, Claire,

1284
01:11:50,000 --> 01:11:54,289
you dedicated
your entire life to this agency.

1285
01:11:54,440 --> 01:11:56,249
You made us your family

1286
01:11:56,400 --> 01:11:58,721
when you could have been
starting your own.

1287
01:12:00,080 --> 01:12:02,401
And, uh, you've been
absolutely killing yourself,

1288
01:12:02,560 --> 01:12:04,050
covering for me,

1289
01:12:04,440 --> 01:12:05,965
and I appreciate that.

1290
01:12:06,120 --> 01:12:07,246
(SNIFFLES)

1291
01:12:07,440 --> 01:12:09,966
Thank you. (SIGHS)

1292
01:12:11,560 --> 01:12:13,562
And, Simon,

1293
01:12:13,760 --> 01:12:16,923
you've done your best
to hide it from everyone,

1294
01:12:17,080 --> 01:12:18,730
but I know your history.

1295
01:12:18,880 --> 01:12:22,282
And I suspect I'm making
an already impossible situation

1296
01:12:22,480 --> 01:12:24,084
- even worse for you.
- (SNIFFLES)

1297
01:12:26,720 --> 01:12:28,210
I promise you,

1298
01:12:29,400 --> 01:12:31,880
as long as I am here,

1299
01:12:32,040 --> 01:12:34,805
your family will be cared for.

1300
01:12:36,800 --> 01:12:38,165
Thank you.

1301
01:12:39,440 --> 01:12:40,601
(SIGHS)

1302
01:12:41,560 --> 01:12:42,766
Whit.

1303
01:12:45,000 --> 01:12:47,082
Best friend I've ever had.

1304
01:12:47,960 --> 01:12:50,566
But I'm disappointed in you, man.

1305
01:12:50,760 --> 01:12:53,286
I mean, not for... Not for this.

1306
01:12:54,280 --> 01:12:55,805
Not for this.

1307
01:12:56,000 --> 01:12:57,365
(SIGHS)

1308
01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:03,290
You don't need her permission
to be her father.

1309
01:13:08,240 --> 01:13:11,369
Allison's the best thing
you got happening in this world,

1310
01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:14,321
and tomorrow's not promised.

1311
01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:20,685
Do you hear me?

1312
01:13:25,520 --> 01:13:27,443
You guys did the right thing.

1313
01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:31,606
I want our agency to survive.

1314
01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:33,404
Something should.

1315
01:13:34,160 --> 01:13:35,889
All right, um...

1316
01:13:37,320 --> 01:13:39,322
I'll sign the papers now.

1317
01:13:42,920 --> 01:13:45,651
- (SIGHS HEAVILY)
- Your approval of the sale.

1318
01:13:52,720 --> 01:13:54,643
Uh, the other one?

1319
01:13:55,520 --> 01:13:59,206
The one you called me
six times to have me sign.

1320
01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:01,408
Um, I assume you have it here with you.

1321
01:14:07,200 --> 01:14:08,565
I am sorry, Howard.

1322
01:14:10,240 --> 01:14:11,526
(SIGHING)

1323
01:14:14,640 --> 01:14:16,130
(SNIFFLES)

1324
01:14:22,880 --> 01:14:24,370
(SNIFFLES)

1325
01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:25,891
(EXHALES SLOWLY)

1326
01:14:26,040 --> 01:14:28,042
This is the right thing.

1327
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:32,451
I'm telling you, this is the right thing.

1328
01:14:43,680 --> 01:14:46,206
(SNIFFLES) Excuse me.

1329
01:14:46,960 --> 01:14:48,928
What was that second piece of paper?

1330
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:53,047
Howard put some of his ownership
into a trust in his daughter's name.

1331
01:14:54,240 --> 01:14:57,403
It's just a legal certificate
saying she's no longer with us.

1332
01:15:01,320 --> 01:15:04,608
(CLICKS TONGUE) I think I need a drink.

1333
01:15:06,000 --> 01:15:07,240
(SNIFFLES)

1334
01:15:42,880 --> 01:15:44,405
(SIMON COUGHING)

1335
01:15:51,960 --> 01:15:53,371
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

1336
01:15:54,120 --> 01:15:55,326
(COUGHING)

1337
01:15:56,840 --> 01:15:58,046
(FLUSHES)

1338
01:16:00,360 --> 01:16:01,486
(GRUNTS)

1339
01:16:20,160 --> 01:16:22,003
Are you okay?

1340
01:16:47,680 --> 01:16:51,082
"They say that the time in Heaven

1341
01:16:51,400 --> 01:16:56,361
"is compared to the blink of an eye

1342
01:16:56,520 --> 01:16:58,682
"for us on this Earth.

1343
01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:07,081
"Sometimes I think of Adam running

1344
01:17:07,360 --> 01:17:10,204
"through a beautiful field
of wild flowers.

1345
01:17:16,600 --> 01:17:18,011
(CLOSES LAPTOP)

1346
01:17:18,520 --> 01:17:23,560
"He's so happy,
completely caught up in what he's doing.

1347
01:17:29,400 --> 01:17:30,890
"But then he looks back

1348
01:17:31,920 --> 01:17:34,207
"like he used to do when he ran ahead of me

1349
01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:36,886
"in airports or malls or wherever.

1350
01:17:38,160 --> 01:17:39,491
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)

1351
01:17:42,480 --> 01:17:44,403
"And he smiles."

1352
01:17:45,080 --> 01:17:46,081
Jesus.

1353
01:17:46,240 --> 01:17:50,245
"Because the blink of his eye
was the rest of my life

1354
01:17:52,280 --> 01:17:54,726
"and I'm right there behind him."

1355
01:17:57,600 --> 01:17:58,806
(SNIFFLES)

1356
01:17:59,040 --> 01:18:01,122
Anyway, it's a first draft. (CHUCKLES)

1357
01:18:01,600 --> 01:18:02,886
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

1358
01:18:03,080 --> 01:18:04,605
It's beautiful.

1359
01:18:05,360 --> 01:18:06,885
Really beautiful.

1360
01:18:09,160 --> 01:18:11,447
Does anybody else wanna say anything?

1361
01:18:12,920 --> 01:18:16,049
Okay, I guess that's all for tonight.

1362
01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:21,165
Thank you.

1363
01:18:27,680 --> 01:18:31,605
- (SIRENS WAILING)
- (HORNS HONKING)

1364
01:18:45,680 --> 01:18:46,886
(HORN HONKING)

1365
01:18:47,520 --> 01:18:48,851
Sorry, sorry.

1366
01:18:50,760 --> 01:18:51,761
Yo!

1367
01:18:51,920 --> 01:18:53,968
I can't believe you made me
come into this neighborhood

1368
01:18:54,160 --> 01:18:56,288
carrying $20,000 in cash.

1369
01:18:56,800 --> 01:18:58,325
What are you gonna do with it?

1370
01:18:58,480 --> 01:19:00,323
You should put it aside for acting school.

1371
01:19:00,480 --> 01:19:01,686
You were really good.

1372
01:19:02,000 --> 01:19:04,128
Mmm. I'm gonna use it
to buy designer drugs.

1373
01:19:04,440 --> 01:19:06,010
Or that, too.

1374
01:19:06,160 --> 01:19:07,241
Yeah.

1375
01:19:08,760 --> 01:19:10,410
(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

1376
01:19:10,920 --> 01:19:13,321
Hey, you gonna make a good mom one day.

1377
01:19:17,640 --> 01:19:18,846
Yeah?

1378
01:19:19,120 --> 01:19:22,010
Yeah, well,
that's pretty much not in the cards.

1379
01:19:22,160 --> 01:19:24,401
I decided against the science

1380
01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:28,123
and it seems time
finally caught up with me.

1381
01:19:29,760 --> 01:19:33,731
There was this dust dealer up on
187th who gave me Brave New World.

1382
01:19:34,120 --> 01:19:36,441
That book turned hours into seconds.

1383
01:19:36,600 --> 01:19:38,284
He was my father.

1384
01:19:38,440 --> 01:19:39,930
And there was this homeless woman

1385
01:19:40,080 --> 01:19:42,162
who lived under
the University Heights bridge.

1386
01:19:42,320 --> 01:19:43,481
Her name was Flora.

1387
01:19:43,680 --> 01:19:47,048
She was batshit crazy,
but she told me the greatest stories.

1388
01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:48,441
She was my mother.

1389
01:19:50,120 --> 01:19:51,531
See, Claire,

1390
01:19:52,600 --> 01:19:54,841
your children don't have to come from you.

1391
01:19:55,000 --> 01:19:56,570
They go through you.

1392
01:19:59,360 --> 01:20:02,682
So, I wouldn't consider
the battle with time over just yet.

1393
01:20:02,920 --> 01:20:05,571
I thought time wasn't linear.

1394
01:20:05,720 --> 01:20:07,131
I thought it was an illusion.

1395
01:20:08,640 --> 01:20:11,723
(SIGHS) Maybe
that was just bullshit, Claire.

1396
01:20:12,680 --> 01:20:15,843
Maybe that was just acting. (CHUCKLES)

1397
01:20:45,880 --> 01:20:48,281
- WHIT: Hey, Allison.
- Come on, let's go.

1398
01:20:48,840 --> 01:20:50,569
Oh. Come on. Allison!

1399
01:20:51,080 --> 01:20:52,605
I'll meet you guys there.

1400
01:20:55,160 --> 01:20:57,128
I don't wanna talk to you. You know that.

1401
01:20:57,360 --> 01:20:58,361
Leave me alone.

1402
01:20:58,520 --> 01:20:59,760
No. I won't leave you alone.

1403
01:20:59,920 --> 01:21:01,206
- No?
- No.

1404
01:21:01,400 --> 01:21:03,767
I know you're angry at me,
and that's okay.

1405
01:21:03,960 --> 01:21:04,961
I can take it.

1406
01:21:05,120 --> 01:21:08,602
But we gotta talk about it
because that's what you do in a family.

1407
01:21:08,800 --> 01:21:12,282
So I'm gonna come here every day
and embarrass you in front of your friends

1408
01:21:12,440 --> 01:21:13,487
until you talk to me.

1409
01:21:13,800 --> 01:21:15,086
So you're gonna stalk me?

1410
01:21:15,280 --> 01:21:16,964
Well... Yes, basically.

1411
01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:18,281
Well, what if I get a restraining order?

1412
01:21:18,440 --> 01:21:19,965
Well, I don't think you're
gonna be able to do that.

1413
01:21:20,120 --> 01:21:21,485
Well, I'll get Mom to pay for it.

1414
01:21:21,640 --> 01:21:23,483
Well, for your information, they're free.

1415
01:21:23,640 --> 01:21:25,290
Well, then I'll get you to pay for it.

1416
01:21:29,120 --> 01:21:30,406
I really love you.

1417
01:21:31,800 --> 01:21:33,450
Mom says you butcher that word.

1418
01:21:33,680 --> 01:21:35,409
Not when I say it to you.

1419
01:21:35,920 --> 01:21:37,365
Look...

1420
01:21:37,520 --> 01:21:40,490
I can't fly you to Maine for lunch

1421
01:21:40,800 --> 01:21:42,086
or get you picked up in a Tesla

1422
01:21:42,240 --> 01:21:44,481
and take you to your internship
with Anna Wintour

1423
01:21:44,640 --> 01:21:46,927
or whatever the hell
they do in this neighborhood.

1424
01:21:47,120 --> 01:21:48,485
(INHALES SHARPLY)

1425
01:21:49,600 --> 01:21:52,001
But I think that you and me
can sit on a park bench

1426
01:21:52,160 --> 01:21:54,083
and tell jokes
and have a pretty good time.

1427
01:21:55,120 --> 01:21:58,522
(SIGHS) I can't believe
you're gonna stalk me.

1428
01:22:02,520 --> 01:22:03,726
But, um...

1429
01:22:04,640 --> 01:22:07,007
Just so you know, tomorrow's a half-day.

1430
01:22:08,400 --> 01:22:10,004
Well, I'll be here then.

1431
01:22:29,920 --> 01:22:31,001
Hey.

1432
01:22:34,040 --> 01:22:35,565
Here you are.

1433
01:22:37,280 --> 01:22:41,251
I've been waiting a long time
for my moment for validation,

1434
01:22:41,400 --> 01:22:42,561
and this was it.

1435
01:22:42,720 --> 01:22:46,281
An audience of one,
in secret, with no applause.

1436
01:22:50,800 --> 01:22:52,211
(CHUCKLES)

1437
01:22:52,560 --> 01:22:54,050
(COUGHS)

1438
01:22:55,760 --> 01:22:56,761
I told my wife.

1439
01:22:57,240 --> 01:22:58,730
Oh, how did it go?

1440
01:22:59,040 --> 01:23:00,326
She knew.

1441
01:23:01,240 --> 01:23:03,368
She's getting ready for it.

1442
01:23:08,040 --> 01:23:10,725
You know, when I was younger,
I used to think,

1443
01:23:12,560 --> 01:23:14,562
you really wanna live to be 100 years old?

1444
01:23:15,160 --> 01:23:17,083
You know, like a shriveled up raisin.

1445
01:23:18,960 --> 01:23:20,564
And the answer to that now

1446
01:23:21,320 --> 01:23:22,810
is yes.

1447
01:23:24,360 --> 01:23:26,362
Because my son would be 70,

1448
01:23:27,080 --> 01:23:28,605
his son would be 40,

1449
01:23:28,760 --> 01:23:30,569
and his son would be 10.

1450
01:23:32,240 --> 01:23:34,402
And I would be the man, you know.

1451
01:23:34,920 --> 01:23:36,331
Pops.

1452
01:23:38,480 --> 01:23:41,768
(SIGHS) Could get used to that, you know.

1453
01:23:43,360 --> 01:23:45,522
See you around, Pops.

1454
01:23:48,240 --> 01:23:50,288
I wish I could be here to see the play.

1455
01:23:51,120 --> 01:23:53,964
Oh, no, no.
The play is dead after all this.

1456
01:23:54,960 --> 01:23:56,769
But you never know,

1457
01:23:56,920 --> 01:24:00,049
nothing's ever really dead
if you look at it right.

1458
01:24:27,480 --> 01:24:29,209
(DOORBELL RINGS)

1459
01:24:45,480 --> 01:24:46,720
Hey.

1460
01:24:47,280 --> 01:24:48,327
Hey.

1461
01:24:49,400 --> 01:24:50,731
Uh, it's Christmas Eve.

1462
01:24:51,360 --> 01:24:52,850
Mmm-hmm.

1463
01:24:53,320 --> 01:24:55,209
And you're alone.

1464
01:24:55,520 --> 01:24:56,521
By choice.

1465
01:24:57,040 --> 01:24:59,008
Can I ruin that?

1466
01:25:50,240 --> 01:25:52,004
You've been crying.

1467
01:25:54,080 --> 01:25:57,050
I was watching a video
I took of my daughter.

1468
01:25:58,920 --> 01:26:00,922
She's dancing with her father in it.

1469
01:26:03,600 --> 01:26:05,841
Can I show it to you, Howard?

1470
01:26:27,320 --> 01:26:30,244
My daughter's name was Olivia.

1471
01:26:32,520 --> 01:26:35,967
She died of a rare form of brain cancer

1472
01:26:36,120 --> 01:26:38,964
known as Glioblastoma Multiforme,

1473
01:26:39,120 --> 01:26:41,122
or GBM for short.

1474
01:26:42,800 --> 01:26:44,609
She was six years old.

1475
01:26:47,080 --> 01:26:49,731
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

1476
01:27:03,760 --> 01:27:06,764
"If only we could be strangers again."

1477
01:27:09,160 --> 01:27:11,766
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

1478
01:27:12,280 --> 01:27:13,964
(SIGHS HEAVILY)

1479
01:27:15,480 --> 01:27:16,970
I can't.

1480
01:27:19,080 --> 01:27:20,491
I... I can't.

1481
01:27:35,200 --> 01:27:37,282
(OLIVIA LAUGHING ON TV)

1482
01:27:38,040 --> 01:27:39,849
OLIVIA: Swing me faster!

1483
01:27:41,720 --> 01:27:45,042
Faster, Daddy! Faster! (LAUGHS)

1484
01:27:48,120 --> 01:27:49,485
(LAUGHS)

1485
01:27:50,000 --> 01:27:51,843
(YELLING PLAYFULLY)

1486
01:27:54,360 --> 01:27:55,521
MADELINE: Howard...

1487
01:27:55,720 --> 01:27:57,290
OLIVIA: (CHUCKLING) I feel like a bird.

1488
01:27:57,560 --> 01:27:59,244
MADELINE: Say her name.

1489
01:28:05,680 --> 01:28:07,409
What was her name?

1490
01:28:09,360 --> 01:28:10,725
Olivia.

1491
01:28:17,200 --> 01:28:19,931
(CRYING) Her name was Olivia.

1492
01:28:24,200 --> 01:28:26,043
MADELINE: How did she die?

1493
01:28:32,040 --> 01:28:38,491
She had a rare form of cancer
called Glioblastoma Multiforme,

1494
01:28:39,400 --> 01:28:41,926
or GBM for short.

1495
01:28:44,240 --> 01:28:46,368
She was only six years old.

1496
01:28:55,040 --> 01:28:57,122
Her name was Olivia.

1497
01:28:57,600 --> 01:29:01,525
She had a rare form of cancer
called Glioblastoma Multiforme,

1498
01:29:01,680 --> 01:29:02,966
or GBM for short.

1499
01:29:03,120 --> 01:29:04,929
She was only six years old.

1500
01:29:14,280 --> 01:29:16,647
Our baby's name was Olivia.

1501
01:29:17,080 --> 01:29:18,411
(GULPS)

1502
01:29:18,960 --> 01:29:21,406
She was only six years old.

1503
01:29:21,760 --> 01:29:23,569
(INHALES SHARPLY)

1504
01:29:31,280 --> 01:29:33,282
MADELINE: (ON VIDEO)
What are you guys doing?

1505
01:29:37,160 --> 01:29:38,730
You ready? You ready?

1506
01:29:38,880 --> 01:29:40,644
Go, go! (YELLS PLAYFULLY)

1507
01:29:43,880 --> 01:29:46,167
(LAUGHING)

1508
01:29:47,880 --> 01:29:49,803
Now we start all over again.

1509
01:29:49,960 --> 01:29:51,371
You ready?

1510
01:29:51,520 --> 01:29:53,204
(CHUCKLING) We start all over again.

1511
01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:51,042
WOMAN: Are you losing somebody?

1512
01:30:53,080 --> 01:30:54,525
I'm sorry?

1513
01:30:55,200 --> 01:30:57,043
Who are you losing?

1514
01:31:01,600 --> 01:31:05,571
(BREATH TREMBLING) Um, my daughter.

1515
01:31:08,760 --> 01:31:12,731
Just make sure you notice
the collateral beauty.