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How did you get him
so quickly?
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A medical team heard
the shell coming in.
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Apparently, he did, too.
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Chest and belly
practically unmarked.
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Curious how they always
double up in the fetal position.
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What's curious about it?
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They're trying to
protect their genitals.
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Well, this young man
unfortunately succeeded.
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Any identification?
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No, sir.
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Then we'll assume he's ours.
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I'll need to take personal
charge of this case
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until repairs are completed.
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That could be
rather a long time,
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Colonel Tillery.
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Wouldn't you say, Captain,
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that it's worth a year
of any doctor's life
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to observe
a case like this?
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You'd never know what
has happened to him.
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The one part of his brain
that has escaped damage
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is the medulla oblongata.
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It is only because of this
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that his heart, vasal, motor,
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and respiratory centers
still function.
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In short, that he lives.
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Unidentified casualty
number 4-7.
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Post-operation orders,
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Colonel M.F. Tillery,
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U.S. Army Medical Corps.
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Although the cerebellum
still permits
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limited physical movement,
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said movement
signifies nothing.
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Bodily actions
have become violent,
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and are persistently
repetitive
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and must be treated as
reflexive muscular spasms--
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which is to say, by sedation.
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The cerebrum has suffered
massive and irreparable damage.
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Had I not been sure of this,
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I would not have
permitted him to live.
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There's no justification
for his continued existence
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unless we learn from him
how to help others.
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Care for him as gently
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as if he knew
what you were doing
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and would feel the pain
if you did it badly.
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Attending personnel
will remember that
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good medical care forbids
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emotional involvement
with the patient.
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Avoid such involvement
by remembering
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that it is impossible for
a decerebrated individual
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to experience pain,
pleasure, memory,
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dreams, or thought
of any kind.
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It follows, therefore,
that this young man
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will be as unfeeling,
as unthinking as the dead
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until the day he joins them.
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Kareen?
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Kareen?
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What happened?
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Where am I?
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It's dark in here.
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Shouldn't have
turned the lights out.
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Your old man
will be sore.
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Oh, Mike won't care.
He loves me.
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Only could I just
ask you one thing?
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Why'd you have to volunteer?
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Only six months
from the draft anyhow.
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Pinkie and Larry
have already gone.
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You could have been exempt
because of your sisters.
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My mother's got a job.
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Besides, when the country
needs you, you've gotta go.
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You should go.
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I don't think
anybody should go.
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They'll kill you.
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Oh, I could get killed
at the bakery, too,
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or crossing the street.
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I can take care of myself.
Don't worry.
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Lots of people get killed
who don't think they'll be.
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Lots of people come
back, too. Most of 'em.
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Most of them, Joe,
they never come back.
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Oh, if anything ever
happened to you,
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I'd just die.
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Ah, you're only
saying that.
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I love you.
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I do love you.
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Stop it.
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I won't have this
in my house.
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You think you're sitting in
the back seat of a flivver?
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Now get up. Both of you,
get up like decent people.
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Come on, get up.
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But he's going away
in the morning.
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I know, I know.
Get in the bedroom.
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Both of you.
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I ain't much.
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25 years
in the coal mines,
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carryin' an IWW card.
95
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Now, what am I?
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Goddamn railroad
bull, that's what.
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Oh, anyhow.
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Go on in there
with her. She's scared.
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Go-- Go on in.
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Yes, sir.
Put your arms around her.
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You know how to
treat her, don't you? Yes, sir.
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Uh--
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She isn't a whore.
You know that, don't ya?
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Yes, sir.
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Eh, go to bed, son.
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Yes, sir.
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Son.
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I see you.
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Nice room.
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Mike fixed it up
for my graduation.
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Picture's crooked, though.
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It was my mother's.
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Why don't you
take your shoes off?
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Okay.
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Joe.
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Yeah?
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Could you turn your back?
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Why?
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I have to get out of bed.
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No. I want to see you.
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I won't let you see me.
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Would you get me my robe?
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Sure.
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It's on the closet
door. It's red.
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Okay.
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Why'd you do that?
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Hot night.
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Here it is.
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Bring it
closer, silly. Uh-uh. Reach for it.
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All right, here.
I'll help you.
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Oops.
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Let's get it
through here.
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There. There you go.
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I'll get it right.
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Here, let me show you.
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Now we got it. There.
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Huh?
No.
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00:12:46,365 --> 00:12:49,407
We should have flowers.
Hm? Sure.
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If you really
want to see me--
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Oh, if you don't
want me to,
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I don't want to, either.
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Well, fair is fair.
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Okay.
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It's nice like this,
isn't it?
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Mm-hmm.
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Have you ever been this
way with anyone else?
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Not with anyone I loved.
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I'm glad.
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Have you?
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You shouldn't
ask that.
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Why not?
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Because I'm a lady.
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You're a mick.
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No, I've never
been this way
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with anyone
else before.
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I know.
But you couldn't have known.
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Not really.
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Joe, I don't
want you to go.
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I want you
to run away.
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00:16:06,478 --> 00:16:09,041
You don't want me
to see Paris, France,
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that's all.
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Don't go, Joe.
Please don't go.
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Run away.
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Where to? Shipyards?
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Anywhere.
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00:16:29,809 --> 00:16:31,634
I'll hide you,
honest I will.
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Want me to be
a slacker, huh?
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Yes.
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00:16:36,022 --> 00:16:39,367
Oh, they'll kill you,
Joe. I know they will.
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In the words of
that great patriot
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Theodore Roosevelt--
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I love you, Joe.
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Hold me closer.
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Put both your arms
around me.
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Both of them.
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Let us pray.
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Our Father--
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I can't pray like that.
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All I can say is
dear God,
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don't make him go away.
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Don't let him be killed.
I won't be.
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All aboard!
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00:17:23,942 --> 00:17:25,029
All aboard!
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00:18:44,622 --> 00:18:46,665
Why don't they turn the lights on?
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It's dark in here.
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It's dark and still,
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and I can feel the blood
pumping through my veins.
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00:19:01,305 --> 00:19:04,260
But I can't hear
the pulse in my ears.
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00:19:07,344 --> 00:19:09,344
If you can't hear
your own pulse, you're deaf.
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00:19:09,865 --> 00:19:11,429
You're deaf, Joe.
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00:19:11,429 --> 00:19:13,471
Deaf.
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00:19:15,338 --> 00:19:18,945
Maybe not.
Maybe I'm just dreaming.
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00:19:18,945 --> 00:19:21,421
Maybe-- oh, Jesus
Christ, I hurt!
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00:19:24,984 --> 00:19:29,676
I can feel the sweat
pouring out of my skin.
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00:19:29,676 --> 00:19:32,761
Hot, wet skin that's
all covered up with--
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00:19:33,195 --> 00:19:35,193
with bandages.
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00:19:35,193 --> 00:19:37,583
Even my head.
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00:19:37,583 --> 00:19:40,494
I sure must've
caught a big one.
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00:19:42,536 --> 00:19:44,056
No.
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00:19:44,056 --> 00:19:46,099
Telephones in the middle
of the night
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00:19:46,099 --> 00:19:47,619
are bad luck.
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00:19:47,619 --> 00:19:50,573
Don't let anybody
answer it, Father.
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00:19:52,659 --> 00:19:54,745
What's this? Footsteps.
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00:19:54,745 --> 00:19:57,351
I can feel
their vibrations.
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00:20:04,041 --> 00:20:05,910
What are they doing?
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00:20:07,475 --> 00:20:09,560
Any evidence of
hypostasis
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00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:10,602
while aspirating?
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00:20:11,124 --> 00:20:12,601
None thus far.
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00:20:18,856 --> 00:20:20,942
They're looking
at something.
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00:20:20,942 --> 00:20:22,507
Trachea tube clear.
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00:20:24,940 --> 00:20:26,460
A hand on my chest.
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00:20:26,460 --> 00:20:28,068
He's breathing well.
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00:20:30,675 --> 00:20:33,803
No more oxygen unless
an emergency develops.
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00:20:35,888 --> 00:20:37,453
I don't understand that.
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00:20:37,453 --> 00:20:39,449
Can you lift for
intravenous feeling?
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00:20:39,449 --> 00:20:40,971
Good.
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00:20:43,057 --> 00:20:44,621
My face.
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00:20:44,621 --> 00:20:46,097
Is something wrong
with my face?
219
00:20:46,097 --> 00:20:47,619
Skin grafts will
be necessary here.
220
00:20:49,660 --> 00:20:51,746
Colostomy good.
221
00:20:51,746 --> 00:20:54,222
Cystotomy functioning?
222
00:20:54,222 --> 00:20:55,787
Uh-huh.
Very good.
223
00:20:55,787 --> 00:20:56,743
What next?
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00:20:56,743 --> 00:20:58,306
Is the ambulance
ready? Yes, sir.
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00:20:58,306 --> 00:20:59,870
Very well.
Bring him along.
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00:20:59,870 --> 00:21:01,956
Where are you
taking him, sir?
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00:21:01,956 --> 00:21:04,475
Occupation forces
base hospital
228
00:21:04,475 --> 00:21:06,909
number 3 at
Jeanville St. Clears.
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00:21:09,516 --> 00:21:12,643
All right.
Let's move it.
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00:21:12,643 --> 00:21:13,729
David's Perfection Bakery.
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00:21:13,729 --> 00:21:14,772
Rudy McKenna speaking.
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00:21:14,772 --> 00:21:16,336
It's Rudy.
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00:21:16,336 --> 00:21:17,379
Telephone, Joe.
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00:21:17,379 --> 00:21:18,943
Okay, coming.
235
00:21:24,156 --> 00:21:25,635
Hello.
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00:21:32,585 --> 00:21:35,496
Yes, Mother.
I'll be right home.
237
00:21:46,402 --> 00:21:48,313
Thank you.
I'll let you know
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00:21:48,356 --> 00:21:50,442
when everything's
finished, okay? Okay, Joe.
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00:21:50,963 --> 00:21:52,527
I'll be back to work
in a couple days.
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00:21:52,527 --> 00:21:56,046
That's all right.
Rest up. Good night.
241
00:24:12,815 --> 00:24:15,421
I'm sorry, Father.
242
00:24:16,985 --> 00:24:20,157
I'm sorry I lost
your fishing pole, too.
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00:24:22,199 --> 00:24:24,284
I loved you.
244
00:24:38,275 --> 00:24:41,402
Well, the bandages
are off my arm.
245
00:24:41,924 --> 00:24:43,488
It itches.
246
00:24:43,488 --> 00:24:45,573
I wish they'd
scratch it.
247
00:24:47,659 --> 00:24:48,701
What happens now?
248
00:24:48,701 --> 00:24:51,221
Yes, we can remove
the sutures.
249
00:24:51,221 --> 00:24:54,392
Let's disinfect.
250
00:24:54,392 --> 00:24:56,478
I wish they'd get
this stuff off my face
251
00:24:56,478 --> 00:24:58,563
so I could see
what they're doing.
252
00:24:58,563 --> 00:25:00,128
Sorry, sir.
Another.
253
00:25:10,468 --> 00:25:11,945
Ouch!
254
00:25:11,945 --> 00:25:12,944
They're pinching me.
255
00:25:12,944 --> 00:25:15,465
No, it's more like a--
256
00:25:15,465 --> 00:25:18,505
a little stab of heat.
257
00:25:18,505 --> 00:25:20,548
Wait a minute.
I know.
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00:25:20,548 --> 00:25:21,982
It's just like when
I ran into
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00:25:21,982 --> 00:25:23,979
the barbed-wire fence
and cut my eyebrow.
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00:25:23,979 --> 00:25:25,804
They sew you up,
and then it heals,
261
00:25:26,325 --> 00:25:28,411
and then they take
the stitches out.
262
00:25:28,932 --> 00:25:31,887
Only-- Well, only
this is different.
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00:25:31,887 --> 00:25:33,972
I can feel what they're
doing to my arm,
264
00:25:33,972 --> 00:25:36,536
but I can't feel the end
of my arm at all.
265
00:25:36,536 --> 00:25:38,622
The nearest thing
to the end of my arm
266
00:25:38,925 --> 00:25:40,011
is the heel of my hand.
267
00:25:40,011 --> 00:25:44,747
The heel of my hand,
the end of my arm.
268
00:25:44,747 --> 00:25:46,832
It's too high.
269
00:25:46,832 --> 00:25:48,918
It's high
as my shoulder.
270
00:25:48,918 --> 00:25:52,046
You've cut off my arm!
The tissues have closed.
271
00:25:52,046 --> 00:25:53,611
My arm! Oh, my God.
Remove the wrist.
272
00:25:54,132 --> 00:25:55,478
Why did you do
a thing like that?
273
00:25:55,652 --> 00:25:56,782
I need that arm.
274
00:25:56,782 --> 00:25:59,389
Oh, I've gotta
work with it. I--
275
00:26:00,953 --> 00:26:03,038
You can't go around
cutting a man's arm off,
276
00:26:03,038 --> 00:26:06,644
like you were pruning
dead branches off a tree!
277
00:26:06,644 --> 00:26:09,772
Well, there's
a law or something!
278
00:26:09,772 --> 00:26:10,815
You've gotta get
his consent
279
00:26:10,815 --> 00:26:12,292
before you do
a thing like that.
280
00:26:12,813 --> 00:26:13,856
He's gotta sign a paper
281
00:26:13,856 --> 00:26:15,420
because a man
with only one arm
282
00:26:15,420 --> 00:26:16,811
is a cripple, and--
and all he can do
283
00:26:17,071 --> 00:26:19,243
is go around
selling pencils!
284
00:26:24,977 --> 00:26:28,193
Oh, no!
Not my other arm, too!
285
00:26:28,497 --> 00:26:30,149
No, no! Please, no.
286
00:26:30,149 --> 00:26:31,147
You've already taken
one of my arms--
287
00:26:31,147 --> 00:26:33,754
I want him moved to
the least conspicuous room
288
00:26:33,754 --> 00:26:36,883
you can find,
for his own good.
289
00:26:36,883 --> 00:26:38,969
A room with a lock
and something over the windows
290
00:26:38,969 --> 00:26:40,010
so they can't peer
in at him.
291
00:26:40,531 --> 00:26:42,922
There isn't a decent
unoccupied room in the building.
292
00:26:42,922 --> 00:26:44,487
Utility room?
Supply room?
293
00:26:44,487 --> 00:26:45,702
Store room? Anything.
294
00:26:45,702 --> 00:26:47,266
He can't tell
the difference.
295
00:26:47,266 --> 00:26:49,351
Put someone
in here who can.
296
00:27:05,470 --> 00:27:07,035
There's a game out there,
297
00:27:07,035 --> 00:27:09,642
and the stakes are high.
298
00:27:09,642 --> 00:27:12,249
And the guy who runs it
figures the averages
299
00:27:12,249 --> 00:27:14,855
all day long
and all night long.
300
00:27:14,855 --> 00:27:18,504
Once in a while,
he lets you steal a pot.
301
00:27:18,504 --> 00:27:21,154
But if you stay
in the game long enough,
302
00:27:21,675 --> 00:27:23,240
you've got to lose.
303
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:27,410
And once you've lost,
there's no way back.
304
00:27:27,410 --> 00:27:28,758
No way at all.
305
00:27:28,974 --> 00:27:30,626
Hit me.
306
00:27:32,625 --> 00:27:34,708
Pay 20.
307
00:27:34,708 --> 00:27:38,359
Christ, I sure could
do with a shot of whiskey.
308
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:39,922
Help yourself.
309
00:27:41,487 --> 00:27:43,399
Bets down.
310
00:27:44,919 --> 00:27:46,353
How'd you learn that?
311
00:27:46,353 --> 00:27:48,916
I used to do it
at weddings.
312
00:27:48,916 --> 00:27:50,481
Hey, can you do
card tricks, too?
313
00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:52,002
Sure.
314
00:27:56,172 --> 00:27:58,258
Cards to the gamblers.
315
00:27:59,822 --> 00:28:01,863
Hit me.
316
00:28:01,863 --> 00:28:03,992
I'm just fine.
317
00:28:03,992 --> 00:28:05,035
Boy, I'm just fine.
318
00:28:05,035 --> 00:28:06,078
Hit me.
319
00:28:07,598 --> 00:28:09,639
Stan?
320
00:28:09,639 --> 00:28:11,682
Hit me,
but not too hard.
321
00:28:11,682 --> 00:28:12,681
Now, watch him get 21.
322
00:28:17,721 --> 00:28:19,285
Pay 21.
323
00:28:19,806 --> 00:28:21,284
It's a funny thing,
324
00:28:21,284 --> 00:28:22,761
I can do
almost everything
325
00:28:22,761 --> 00:28:24,759
but hit a 12.
326
00:28:24,759 --> 00:28:26,237
12 shouldn't be
any harder to hit
327
00:28:26,237 --> 00:28:27,235
then a 13, should it?
328
00:28:27,235 --> 00:28:28,800
Shouldn't be, but it is.
329
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:31,233
That's nothing
but superstition.
330
00:28:31,233 --> 00:28:33,188
A 12 to hit
is just the same
331
00:28:33,188 --> 00:28:34,622
as any other
number above it,
332
00:28:34,622 --> 00:28:36,143
only better.
333
00:28:36,143 --> 00:28:39,617
Don't let anybody
tell you different.
334
00:28:42,138 --> 00:28:43,702
Assembly. What time
is it anyhow?
335
00:28:43,702 --> 00:28:46,264
Three Christmases
and 41 days.
336
00:28:48,307 --> 00:28:49,351
Time to go.
337
00:28:49,351 --> 00:28:52,260
If I don't make
that train, I miss--
338
00:28:52,260 --> 00:28:53,781
I miss a date to be killed
339
00:28:53,781 --> 00:28:55,302
on the 27th of June
340
00:28:55,302 --> 00:28:57,432
at 4:30 a.m.
in the morning.
341
00:28:57,953 --> 00:29:00,038
Not too good
for my kid, huh?
342
00:29:00,559 --> 00:29:02,080
He's only a year,
eight months,
343
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:04,122
and smart as hell
already.
344
00:29:05,468 --> 00:29:07,380
Sure wish I could see
him when he was 5.
345
00:29:07,380 --> 00:29:10,812
You'll see him
when he's 50.
346
00:29:10,812 --> 00:29:13,375
And you'll still be 23.
347
00:29:13,375 --> 00:29:15,158
What the hell?
We're all gonna be killed.
348
00:29:15,158 --> 00:29:16,200
That's what we're here for.
349
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:18,763
He's already got his.
350
00:29:19,154 --> 00:29:21,804
And the big Swede here,
he's gonna catch flu
351
00:29:22,327 --> 00:29:23,802
and die on shipboard.
352
00:29:25,888 --> 00:29:27,974
I'm gonna get buried
in a trench cave-in
353
00:29:27,974 --> 00:29:29,016
and smothered to death.
354
00:29:29,016 --> 00:29:31,536
Now, isn't that
a hell of way to go?
355
00:29:32,057 --> 00:29:33,622
Jeez.
356
00:29:34,099 --> 00:29:36,229
All aboard!
357
00:29:36,229 --> 00:29:38,661
Next stop, New York,
358
00:29:38,661 --> 00:29:41,833
Atlantic Ocean,
and Paris, France!
359
00:29:41,833 --> 00:29:42,833
What's this guy doing here?
360
00:29:42,833 --> 00:29:45,352
He ain't gonna get killed.
361
00:29:45,352 --> 00:29:46,872
Leave him alone.
He's all right.
362
00:29:46,872 --> 00:29:48,784
Come on, boys.
On your feet.
363
00:29:48,784 --> 00:29:50,349
We've got to make
that train.
364
00:29:50,349 --> 00:29:51,391
Are you going with us?
365
00:29:51,912 --> 00:29:54,389
Of course. I've got
lots of trains to handle.
366
00:29:54,389 --> 00:29:55,996
Lots of dead men.
367
00:29:55,996 --> 00:29:57,559
So many dead men,
368
00:29:57,559 --> 00:30:00,167
you wouldn't believe it.
369
00:30:31,275 --> 00:30:34,185
Not my legs! Not my legs, too!
370
00:30:34,185 --> 00:30:36,792
Oh, God, no.
371
00:30:36,792 --> 00:30:39,920
Not my legs, too.
372
00:30:40,442 --> 00:30:42,526
Help me, somebody.
373
00:30:42,526 --> 00:30:44,612
Help me.
374
00:30:44,612 --> 00:30:48,784
Don't let them
cut my legs off.
375
00:30:48,784 --> 00:30:52,954
Don't let them take my legs, too.
376
00:31:00,471 --> 00:31:02,557
Jesus.
377
00:31:02,557 --> 00:31:05,684
They just went ahead
and chopped off everything.
378
00:31:05,684 --> 00:31:07,812
Of course,
it's a lot cheaper
379
00:31:07,812 --> 00:31:10,941
to cut a leg off
than fix it up.
380
00:31:10,941 --> 00:31:15,111
With a war going on,
they haven't got much time.
381
00:31:15,111 --> 00:31:17,197
Everybody is tired.
382
00:31:19,283 --> 00:31:21,890
But, what kind of doctor
would cut a man down
383
00:31:21,890 --> 00:31:23,453
to what I am now
384
00:31:23,453 --> 00:31:25,017
and still let him live?
385
00:31:27,624 --> 00:31:29,710
Do they have a bet on?
386
00:31:31,273 --> 00:31:33,880
Were they showing off
or something?
387
00:31:35,444 --> 00:31:37,530
Was it some kind
of experiment?
388
00:31:39,616 --> 00:31:41,700
No.
389
00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:43,830
Nobody would do
a thing like that
390
00:31:43,830 --> 00:31:45,915
to another man.
391
00:31:45,915 --> 00:31:50,086
Nobody could be
such a butcher.
392
00:31:50,086 --> 00:31:51,128
My dear students,
393
00:31:51,563 --> 00:31:55,126
war has various meanings
394
00:31:55,126 --> 00:31:56,777
to various persons.
395
00:31:56,777 --> 00:31:58,341
To the scientist,
396
00:31:58,341 --> 00:32:01,903
war means that he
is actually set free
397
00:32:01,903 --> 00:32:04,858
to accomplish
his most brilliant
398
00:32:04,858 --> 00:32:07,508
and most imaginative
enterprises.
399
00:32:07,508 --> 00:32:08,551
For example,
400
00:32:08,551 --> 00:32:11,027
in previous wars,
401
00:32:11,027 --> 00:32:13,982
each injury has resulted
402
00:32:13,982 --> 00:32:16,979
in a very serious loss
to the taxpayers,
403
00:32:16,979 --> 00:32:20,369
the loss of a most
expensively trained soldier--
404
00:32:20,369 --> 00:32:23,149
or fighting unit,
as we call him now.
405
00:32:23,149 --> 00:32:25,147
However, in the next war,
406
00:32:25,147 --> 00:32:27,015
we shall be able to repair
407
00:32:27,015 --> 00:32:30,100
and deliver that
same fighting unit
408
00:32:30,100 --> 00:32:31,534
to the frontline trenches
409
00:32:31,534 --> 00:32:33,880
in three weeks
or even less.
410
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,487
And all because
411
00:32:36,487 --> 00:32:39,441
of the radical
new techniques
412
00:32:39,441 --> 00:32:42,482
which this young man
has taught us.
413
00:32:42,482 --> 00:32:45,654
I'm having a nightmare
that says I'm real.
414
00:32:45,654 --> 00:32:48,262
Wake me up, Mother,
and tell me I'm not real.
415
00:32:48,782 --> 00:32:51,215
I don't know where you are, my son,
416
00:32:51,215 --> 00:32:52,735
or what troubles you.
417
00:32:52,735 --> 00:32:56,298
Try to remember that God
is the only reality,
418
00:32:56,298 --> 00:32:59,861
and that you are made
in his image and likeness.
419
00:32:59,861 --> 00:33:01,946
And since you are
the perfect reflection
420
00:33:01,946 --> 00:33:03,902
of God's reality,
421
00:33:04,423 --> 00:33:05,421
you are real.
422
00:33:05,421 --> 00:33:06,986
You're wrong, Mother.
423
00:33:06,986 --> 00:33:09,072
It's a dream.
424
00:33:09,072 --> 00:33:10,635
It's got to be.
425
00:33:11,156 --> 00:33:13,764
Everything else
is true, but not this.
426
00:33:13,764 --> 00:33:17,848
No, I remember
the real things, Mother.
427
00:33:17,848 --> 00:33:23,017
Even before we left Colorado
and moved to Los Angeles.
428
00:33:23,017 --> 00:33:25,103
I remember everything.
429
00:33:25,103 --> 00:33:26,102
Ouch.
430
00:33:26,102 --> 00:33:27,624
You hurt yourself,
son?
431
00:33:27,624 --> 00:33:30,230
Uh-uh.
Let's see.
432
00:33:33,271 --> 00:33:35,356
Oh, honestly.
433
00:33:35,356 --> 00:33:38,875
Someday those feet
are gonna get so dirty,
434
00:33:38,875 --> 00:33:41,394
they'll
never wash clean.
435
00:34:19,237 --> 00:34:22,799
From now on, I'm gonna
take my baths at the YMCA,
436
00:34:22,799 --> 00:34:25,234
the way Daddy does.
437
00:34:41,873 --> 00:34:45,217
For behold, I bring
you tidings of great joy
438
00:34:45,217 --> 00:34:48,215
that shall be
to all people.
439
00:34:48,215 --> 00:34:50,823
For unto you is
born this day
440
00:34:50,823 --> 00:34:53,950
in the city of David,
a savior,
441
00:34:53,950 --> 00:34:56,557
which is Christ the Lord.
442
00:34:56,557 --> 00:34:59,642
And suddenly there was
with the angel--
443
00:35:10,070 --> 00:35:12,197
See those rocks
over there?
444
00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:13,545
A long time ago,
they caught
445
00:35:13,719 --> 00:35:16,412
a hunting party
of Ute Indians there.
446
00:35:16,412 --> 00:35:20,062
Know what they did?
Rounded 'em up,
447
00:35:20,062 --> 00:35:22,451
tied rocks around their feet,
and threw 'em in the lake.
448
00:35:23,886 --> 00:35:25,970
About where we are now.
449
00:35:26,275 --> 00:35:31,053
The, uh, fishing on this
side of the lake's been good ever since.
450
00:35:37,397 --> 00:35:39,526
Science and Health
with Key to the Scriptures,
451
00:35:39,526 --> 00:35:41,090
by Mary Baker Eddy.
452
00:35:41,090 --> 00:35:43,696
"All is infinite mind
453
00:35:43,696 --> 00:35:46,259
"and its infinite
manifestation.
454
00:35:46,259 --> 00:35:47,694
"Matter is mortal error.
455
00:35:47,694 --> 00:35:50,300
"Spirit is the real
and eternal.
456
00:35:50,300 --> 00:35:53,428
"Matter is the unreal
and temporal.
457
00:35:53,428 --> 00:35:54,993
"Spirit is God,
458
00:35:54,993 --> 00:35:57,555
"and man is his image
and likeness.
459
00:35:57,555 --> 00:36:01,205
"Therefore,
man is not material.
460
00:36:01,248 --> 00:36:02,727
He is spiritual."
461
00:36:11,414 --> 00:36:14,021
Those were the real things, Mother.
462
00:36:14,021 --> 00:36:16,628
What I am now is in a dream.
463
00:36:16,628 --> 00:36:18,193
There is no more reality
464
00:36:18,758 --> 00:36:20,843
to the waking dream
of mortal existence
465
00:36:20,843 --> 00:36:23,450
than there is to
the dream we have in sleep.
466
00:36:23,971 --> 00:36:25,536
Reality is God.
467
00:36:25,536 --> 00:36:28,143
And the essence
of God is love--
468
00:36:28,143 --> 00:36:29,705
that perfect love
469
00:36:29,705 --> 00:36:31,270
which banishes all fear
470
00:36:31,270 --> 00:36:34,137
and heals all wounds.
471
00:36:34,441 --> 00:36:36,614
Stop it. I don't
want to hear anymore
472
00:36:36,614 --> 00:36:38,700
about God is love.
Prepare an injection.
473
00:36:38,700 --> 00:36:39,742
Because If I do,
I'll begin to hate him.
474
00:36:39,742 --> 00:36:41,827
When did you
aspirate him last? 4:30.
475
00:36:41,827 --> 00:36:43,392
Gavage feeding?
476
00:36:43,392 --> 00:36:45,478
2:00 and again at 4.
477
00:36:53,819 --> 00:36:55,905
No, no.
Don't put me under again.
478
00:36:55,905 --> 00:36:58,511
I've gotta figure
some way out of this mess.
479
00:37:00,031 --> 00:37:03,204
Father, I need help.
480
00:37:03,204 --> 00:37:05,811
I'm in terrible trouble,
and I need help.
481
00:37:05,811 --> 00:37:08,417
Father?
Did you hear me?
482
00:37:08,417 --> 00:37:09,937
Father?
483
00:37:09,937 --> 00:37:12,979
I hear ya, son. But I
got troubles of my own.
484
00:37:12,979 --> 00:37:18,409
Nothing I have in this world
is really any good, you know?
485
00:37:18,409 --> 00:37:21,494
My house is small.
My job is small.
486
00:37:21,494 --> 00:37:24,926
My salary is also small.
487
00:37:24,926 --> 00:37:29,227
Son is small.
So is my wife,
488
00:37:29,227 --> 00:37:31,660
and get right down to it,
I'm no giant, myself.
489
00:37:32,702 --> 00:37:34,788
Everything
around me is small,
490
00:37:35,309 --> 00:37:37,352
inferior,
491
00:37:37,352 --> 00:37:40,913
except this fishing pole.
492
00:37:41,827 --> 00:37:44,477
I, myself,
wind it every year
493
00:37:44,477 --> 00:37:46,346
with the best
of silk thread.
494
00:37:46,346 --> 00:37:48,342
See this lacquer?
495
00:37:48,821 --> 00:37:51,298
Comes from China.
496
00:37:51,298 --> 00:37:53,295
No finer lacquer
in the world.
497
00:37:58,509 --> 00:37:59,987
See those guides?
498
00:37:59,987 --> 00:38:01,464
Pure amber.
499
00:38:03,462 --> 00:38:05,505
Nobody in town has
a fishing pole like this.
500
00:38:06,026 --> 00:38:08,633
Not even Mr. Ladamer
down at the bank.
501
00:38:10,197 --> 00:38:12,283
My life is so poor
and shoddy
502
00:38:12,283 --> 00:38:14,759
that without this pole,
why,
503
00:38:14,759 --> 00:38:18,278
I'd have nothing to set me
apart from other men.
504
00:38:18,278 --> 00:38:21,971
Nothing to give me distinction,
nothing at all.
505
00:38:21,971 --> 00:38:26,489
That's why
I love it so much.
506
00:38:26,489 --> 00:38:29,096
Do you love it more
than you love me?
507
00:38:29,574 --> 00:38:31,138
'Course I do.
508
00:38:31,138 --> 00:38:34,527
What is there about you
that can give a man distinction?
509
00:38:34,527 --> 00:38:36,525
You're not unusual at all.
510
00:38:37,046 --> 00:38:38,523
Yes I am, Father.
511
00:38:38,523 --> 00:38:40,306
How's that?
512
00:38:40,523 --> 00:38:42,608
I may not be
unusual now,
513
00:38:42,608 --> 00:38:44,866
but I'm going to be.
514
00:38:45,171 --> 00:38:47,256
Of course you are.
515
00:38:47,256 --> 00:38:49,776
You're gonna make the world
safe for democracy, aren't ya?
516
00:38:50,168 --> 00:38:51,688
What is democracy?
517
00:38:55,772 --> 00:38:57,728
Well, I was never very
clear on it, myself.
518
00:38:59,856 --> 00:39:02,419
Like every other
kind of government,
519
00:39:02,419 --> 00:39:04,808
it's got something to do
with young men
520
00:39:04,808 --> 00:39:06,286
killing each other,
I believe.
521
00:39:07,676 --> 00:39:09,761
Why don't old men
kill each other?
522
00:39:09,761 --> 00:39:11,196
Well, the old men
are needed
523
00:39:11,196 --> 00:39:13,194
to keep the home
fires burning.
524
00:39:13,194 --> 00:39:16,191
Couldn't the young men
do that just as well?
525
00:39:16,191 --> 00:39:18,537
Young men don't have homes.
526
00:39:18,537 --> 00:39:20,492
That's why they must go out
and kill each other.
527
00:39:22,057 --> 00:39:25,228
When it comes my turn,
528
00:39:25,228 --> 00:39:26,662
will you want me to go?
529
00:39:28,617 --> 00:39:30,658
For democracy,
530
00:39:30,658 --> 00:39:33,657
any man would give
his only begotten son.
531
00:39:35,004 --> 00:39:35,917
I wouldn't.
532
00:39:44,996 --> 00:39:47,082
I won't be here
to stop you, Joe.
533
00:39:53,337 --> 00:39:54,902
Put your arms around me.
534
00:39:55,119 --> 00:39:57,683
I need their warmth
535
00:39:57,683 --> 00:40:00,506
to keep the chill
of death away.
536
00:40:02,375 --> 00:40:03,331
I can't.
537
00:40:06,763 --> 00:40:08,761
Please?
538
00:40:08,761 --> 00:40:10,326
No!
539
00:40:17,841 --> 00:40:20,318
Well...
540
00:40:20,318 --> 00:40:21,361
I guess it always
comes down to that.
541
00:40:23,967 --> 00:40:26,574
Each man faces
death by himself.
542
00:40:26,574 --> 00:40:29,573
Alone.
543
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:31,005
From now on, it's
a simple matter
544
00:40:31,005 --> 00:40:32,354
of good nursing care,
545
00:40:33,656 --> 00:40:35,698
I can always be
reached at GHQ
546
00:40:35,698 --> 00:40:37,175
if anything develops.
547
00:40:37,175 --> 00:40:39,609
Let's try the mask.
548
00:40:39,609 --> 00:40:41,172
Thank God. They're
finally getting
549
00:40:41,172 --> 00:40:43,215
this stuff off my face.
550
00:40:43,215 --> 00:40:44,213
The air feels good.
551
00:40:44,736 --> 00:40:46,299
Feels cool.
552
00:40:49,296 --> 00:40:51,817
Repairs seem to
have healed well.
553
00:40:54,423 --> 00:40:56,509
What's this?
554
00:40:56,509 --> 00:40:58,074
You see?
555
00:40:58,074 --> 00:40:59,637
Works very well.
556
00:40:59,637 --> 00:41:01,202
Any questions?
557
00:41:02,113 --> 00:41:04,155
Good luck.
558
00:41:04,155 --> 00:41:05,720
It's better.
559
00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:07,284
It does let
the air in.
560
00:41:07,284 --> 00:41:09,368
But I thought when
they unbandaged my face,
561
00:41:09,368 --> 00:41:11,410
I'd be all healed.
562
00:41:27,659 --> 00:41:29,745
She's cleaning
my breathing tube.
563
00:41:31,092 --> 00:41:33,091
I thought when they took
this stuff off my face,
564
00:41:33,091 --> 00:41:35,872
they'd take
the tubes out, too.
565
00:41:36,914 --> 00:41:38,912
But they didn't.
566
00:41:38,912 --> 00:41:40,433
I don't understand.
567
00:41:42,518 --> 00:41:44,604
Where is she going now?
568
00:41:56,465 --> 00:41:58,028
Oh, yes. I know.
569
00:42:00,636 --> 00:42:03,545
I've still got
my feeding tube.
570
00:42:03,765 --> 00:42:07,934
When am I gonna
be able to feed myself?
571
00:42:08,456 --> 00:42:10,541
When am I going to get well?
572
00:42:16,538 --> 00:42:18,404
Dinner's over.
573
00:42:18,404 --> 00:42:21,359
But it won't always
be like this, will it?
574
00:42:21,577 --> 00:42:23,748
Now wait.
575
00:42:25,573 --> 00:42:26,790
Think for a minute.
576
00:42:26,790 --> 00:42:27,833
There's something
funny here--
577
00:42:27,833 --> 00:42:29,832
something cool,
something wet.
578
00:42:29,832 --> 00:42:31,917
I thought my face
was just wrapped up,
579
00:42:31,917 --> 00:42:33,958
when they unwrapped it,
I could--
580
00:42:34,437 --> 00:42:37,434
Oh. Oh, please, I--
581
00:42:37,434 --> 00:42:39,390
Now, get a hold
of yourself, Joe.
582
00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:41,474
Don't lose your head.
583
00:42:41,474 --> 00:42:42,908
Your jaws.
584
00:42:42,908 --> 00:42:44,473
You can't move your jaws.
585
00:42:47,601 --> 00:42:49,687
They don't work.
586
00:42:49,687 --> 00:42:51,293
You haven't got any.
587
00:42:51,293 --> 00:42:53,249
Well, take your tongue, rub
it around inside your teeth
588
00:42:53,249 --> 00:42:55,335
like you were chasing
a raspberry seed.
589
00:42:56,898 --> 00:42:59,418
I-- I haven't got any tongue!
590
00:42:59,418 --> 00:43:02,286
I-- I haven't got
any teeth for it to feel.
591
00:43:02,807 --> 00:43:05,414
I haven't got anything
here but a hole.
592
00:43:05,936 --> 00:43:06,803
How big is it?
593
00:43:06,803 --> 00:43:09,410
How-- How does it go?
594
00:43:09,410 --> 00:43:12,540
Now don't panic.
595
00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:15,147
Think.
596
00:43:15,147 --> 00:43:18,795
Inside of the hole is--
is wet.
597
00:43:18,795 --> 00:43:21,837
The edges of it are dry.
598
00:43:21,837 --> 00:43:23,357
Wet, dry.
599
00:43:23,357 --> 00:43:25,139
Yes, that's it.
600
00:43:25,139 --> 00:43:27,093
Now, figure out
where it's dry.
601
00:43:27,093 --> 00:43:29,136
Feel. Yes.
602
00:43:29,613 --> 00:43:31,091
I'm feeling.
603
00:43:31,091 --> 00:43:35,000
Dry-- And shouldn't
the hole go up?
604
00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:36,521
Up.
605
00:43:36,521 --> 00:43:38,911
No eyes.
606
00:43:38,911 --> 00:43:40,432
I haven't got any eyes
607
00:43:40,432 --> 00:43:41,909
or mouth or teeth,
tongue, or nose.
608
00:43:41,909 --> 00:43:42,952
I haven't gotten anything,
609
00:43:42,952 --> 00:43:45,037
but my whole face
is scooped out!
610
00:43:45,037 --> 00:43:48,035
Oh, Jesus Christ,
it's me, and I'm alive!
611
00:43:48,035 --> 00:43:49,469
Oh, no. It can't be!
612
00:43:49,989 --> 00:43:53,030
Not me! I--
I can't live like this!
613
00:43:53,030 --> 00:43:54,595
I-- I can't.
614
00:43:54,595 --> 00:43:56,072
Please, no, I can't--
I can't!
615
00:43:56,072 --> 00:43:57,592
Help me. Somebody
please help me.
616
00:43:57,592 --> 00:44:00,156
Mother, where are ya?
617
00:44:00,156 --> 00:44:01,721
Help me, Mother.
I'm having a nightmare
618
00:44:01,721 --> 00:44:03,676
and I can't wake up.
619
00:44:03,676 --> 00:44:07,325
If you don't wake me up
I'll be like this for years
620
00:44:07,325 --> 00:44:08,280
and years
621
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:10,235
and years
622
00:44:17,664 --> 00:44:21,228
Pray for me, please.
623
00:44:21,228 --> 00:44:23,835
Please, pray for me.
624
00:44:23,835 --> 00:44:27,483
To all those
in the armed forces
625
00:44:27,483 --> 00:44:31,655
who sacrificed
their young lives
626
00:44:31,655 --> 00:44:35,304
in this just and holy war
627
00:44:35,304 --> 00:44:38,432
for everlasting peace,
628
00:44:38,432 --> 00:44:44,167
I grant absolution
of all their sins.
629
00:44:44,167 --> 00:44:45,731
In the name of the Father
630
00:44:45,731 --> 00:44:47,295
and of the Son
631
00:44:47,860 --> 00:44:50,467
and of the
Holy Ghost, amen.
632
00:44:50,467 --> 00:44:52,552
Let us pray.
633
00:45:00,633 --> 00:45:02,719
A place like this,
you've gotta think
634
00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:06,410
in order to keep
from thinking.
635
00:45:06,410 --> 00:45:07,975
There are eight planets,
636
00:45:07,975 --> 00:45:11,494
Earth, Venus,
637
00:45:11,494 --> 00:45:13,928
Mars, Jupiter,
638
00:45:14,405 --> 00:45:18,402
Mercury--
What's that?
639
00:45:18,402 --> 00:45:20,923
There's something
chewing on my forehead.
640
00:45:22,921 --> 00:45:24,441
It's a rat!
641
00:45:24,441 --> 00:45:26,006
It's one of those great
big fat trench rats.
642
00:45:26,006 --> 00:45:29,524
Help me, somebody.
Kill it!
643
00:45:29,524 --> 00:45:32,088
No, couldn't be a rat.
644
00:45:32,567 --> 00:45:34,086
They wouldn't let
rats run around
645
00:45:34,086 --> 00:45:36,042
chewing up the customers
in a place like this.
646
00:45:36,607 --> 00:45:38,171
It's a dream.
647
00:45:39,735 --> 00:45:40,778
No, it isn't.
648
00:45:40,778 --> 00:45:42,341
It is a rat.
649
00:45:42,341 --> 00:45:44,904
It's crawling.
It's crawling.
650
00:45:44,904 --> 00:45:46,904
No. No, no, no, no.
651
00:45:46,904 --> 00:45:49,814
Don't--
Don't let it get me.
652
00:45:49,814 --> 00:45:52,638
No. No, no. No, no, no.
653
00:45:52,638 --> 00:45:56,158
He's close.
654
00:45:56,158 --> 00:45:58,200
He's on my chest.
655
00:45:58,721 --> 00:46:00,720
Don't even scare him.
656
00:46:02,283 --> 00:46:04,716
Hold still and he will--
657
00:46:07,453 --> 00:46:08,973
Where'd it go?
658
00:46:08,973 --> 00:46:10,407
Did somebody kill it?
659
00:46:10,407 --> 00:46:12,275
Or did it just go away?
660
00:46:12,580 --> 00:46:15,620
What if it comes back?
661
00:46:15,620 --> 00:46:17,142
It was a dream.
662
00:46:17,142 --> 00:46:19,619
It had to be.
663
00:46:19,619 --> 00:46:21,184
But how can you tell
664
00:46:21,704 --> 00:46:22,746
what's a dream
and what's real
665
00:46:22,746 --> 00:46:24,745
when you can't even
tell when you're awake
666
00:46:24,745 --> 00:46:26,309
and when you're asleep?
667
00:46:27,699 --> 00:46:29,220
Or maybe the rat's real
668
00:46:29,220 --> 00:46:30,740
and the nurse here
is a dream.
669
00:46:31,220 --> 00:46:35,607
Oh, Jesus Christ,
how can I ever be able to tell the difference?
670
00:46:35,607 --> 00:46:38,691
The thing to do is yell.
671
00:46:38,691 --> 00:46:41,777
Sometimes, even now,
I have this old dream
672
00:46:42,298 --> 00:46:43,862
that somebody
wants to kill me.
673
00:46:43,862 --> 00:46:45,425
And my mother and father
are running away
674
00:46:45,425 --> 00:46:47,337
with me to Egypt.
675
00:46:47,337 --> 00:46:49,423
I hear the sound of
soldiers riding at night
676
00:46:49,423 --> 00:46:51,291
and the screams.
677
00:46:51,291 --> 00:46:52,680
And I yell.
678
00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:54,810
And the yell wakes me up.
679
00:46:54,810 --> 00:46:57,330
And then I know
that it's a dream.
680
00:46:57,330 --> 00:46:59,328
So what you have
to do is yell.
681
00:46:59,328 --> 00:47:01,413
But, you see,
I can't yell.
682
00:47:01,935 --> 00:47:04,020
I can't even whisper.
683
00:47:04,020 --> 00:47:07,149
Well, whispering
wouldn't help anyhow.
684
00:47:07,149 --> 00:47:11,319
Another way is just
to tell yourself
685
00:47:11,319 --> 00:47:16,012
"Wait a minute, here.
This is a nightmare.
686
00:47:16,012 --> 00:47:18,531
"And I have to wake up
in order to stop it."
687
00:47:18,531 --> 00:47:19,575
Then just force
your eyes open,
688
00:47:20,009 --> 00:47:21,660
and the dream
will be gone.
689
00:47:21,660 --> 00:47:24,092
Oh, I can't open my eyes.
I haven't got any.
690
00:47:29,654 --> 00:47:31,477
Well, that complicates things.
691
00:47:33,563 --> 00:47:35,085
Maybe the thing to do
692
00:47:35,085 --> 00:47:38,125
is police your mind
before you go to sleep.
693
00:47:38,125 --> 00:47:40,211
Say to yourself,
694
00:47:40,211 --> 00:47:42,775
"I'm going to sleep now.
695
00:47:42,775 --> 00:47:46,206
"And I'm not going
to have any nightmares."
696
00:47:46,206 --> 00:47:48,639
Could be done, you know?
With practice.
697
00:47:52,159 --> 00:47:54,026
You feel yourself
getting drowsy--
698
00:47:54,026 --> 00:47:55,939
I never feel drowsy.
699
00:47:55,982 --> 00:47:57,894
I haven't got anything
to feel drowsy with.
700
00:48:00,804 --> 00:48:02,629
Nothing?
701
00:48:40,557 --> 00:48:42,643
Maybe we should
702
00:48:42,643 --> 00:48:44,165
take a different
line of attack,
703
00:48:44,165 --> 00:48:45,684
altogether.
704
00:48:45,684 --> 00:48:48,683
Let us begin
by assuming
705
00:48:48,683 --> 00:48:50,072
that everything
is a dream,
706
00:48:50,072 --> 00:48:52,506
which by and large,
it is.
707
00:48:52,506 --> 00:48:53,982
When we're awake,
we have one kind of dream.
708
00:48:54,503 --> 00:48:55,459
When we're asleep,
we have another.
709
00:48:55,981 --> 00:48:57,589
The difference is
710
00:48:57,589 --> 00:48:59,675
that we control
our daydreams.
711
00:48:59,675 --> 00:49:01,672
And the dream
that comes at night
712
00:49:01,672 --> 00:49:04,279
controls us.
713
00:49:04,279 --> 00:49:06,886
Now think about that.
714
00:49:06,886 --> 00:49:10,535
When you dream that
the rat is there,
715
00:49:10,535 --> 00:49:13,142
do you control the dream?
716
00:49:13,142 --> 00:49:14,707
Or does the dream
control you?
717
00:49:14,707 --> 00:49:16,184
It controls me.
718
00:49:16,619 --> 00:49:18,660
Yes, exactly.
719
00:49:18,660 --> 00:49:20,224
If the rat
were really there,
720
00:49:20,224 --> 00:49:22,223
you'd knock it off,
wouldn't you?
721
00:49:22,223 --> 00:49:23,699
Of course.
722
00:49:23,699 --> 00:49:25,699
So the fact that
you don't knock it off
723
00:49:25,699 --> 00:49:28,349
proves that
it really is a dream.
724
00:49:28,349 --> 00:49:30,738
Yes, yes.
725
00:49:30,738 --> 00:49:33,345
I--
726
00:49:33,345 --> 00:49:35,778
That doesn't work.
727
00:49:36,299 --> 00:49:38,732
Even if the rat was real,
I couldn't knock it off
728
00:49:38,732 --> 00:49:40,123
because I haven't
got any arms.
729
00:49:43,511 --> 00:49:44,511
No arms.
730
00:49:44,511 --> 00:49:46,596
I haven't got anything.
731
00:49:46,596 --> 00:49:48,594
I'm just like a piece of meat
732
00:49:49,115 --> 00:49:50,637
that keeps on living.
733
00:49:56,241 --> 00:49:59,281
Since your real life--
734
00:49:59,281 --> 00:50:01,628
is a greater nightmare
than your dreams,
735
00:50:03,149 --> 00:50:04,625
it would be cruel
736
00:50:04,625 --> 00:50:08,320
to pretend that anyone
could help you.
737
00:50:10,839 --> 00:50:12,403
What you need is a miracle.
738
00:50:12,403 --> 00:50:13,968
No, not a miracle.
739
00:50:14,489 --> 00:50:16,053
Just tell me
that the rat is real.
740
00:50:16,053 --> 00:50:19,181
And the way I am now
is a dream.
741
00:50:19,181 --> 00:50:20,745
Perhaps it would be
better for you
742
00:50:20,745 --> 00:50:22,309
to go away now.
743
00:50:22,309 --> 00:50:23,873
You're a very
unlucky young man,
744
00:50:23,873 --> 00:50:25,438
and sometimes
it rubs off.
745
00:50:25,438 --> 00:50:28,044
I'll go, but first
tell me just one thing.
746
00:50:28,044 --> 00:50:30,651
Are you and I
really here together?
747
00:50:31,172 --> 00:50:32,779
Or is this
a dream, too?
748
00:50:32,779 --> 00:50:34,343
It's a dream.
How do you know?
749
00:50:34,343 --> 00:50:37,514
Because I'm a dream.
I don't believe you.
750
00:50:37,514 --> 00:50:40,599
Nobody does.
751
00:50:40,599 --> 00:50:43,119
That's why I'm as unreal
752
00:50:43,119 --> 00:50:46,118
as every other dream
that didn't come true.
753
00:50:51,506 --> 00:50:53,068
I don't know whether
I'm alive and dreaming
754
00:50:53,068 --> 00:50:55,110
or dead and remembering.
755
00:50:55,110 --> 00:50:57,110
Am I getting old?
756
00:50:57,110 --> 00:50:58,674
Is my hair turning gray?
757
00:50:58,674 --> 00:51:01,280
Will anybody ever
come to visit me?
758
00:51:01,802 --> 00:51:03,192
I hope not.
759
00:51:03,192 --> 00:51:04,669
I really wouldn't
want anybody
760
00:51:04,669 --> 00:51:07,146
to see me like this.
761
00:51:07,146 --> 00:51:10,143
I do get homesick, though.
762
00:51:10,143 --> 00:51:12,750
Oh, but they wouldn't
have shipped me that long way home.
763
00:51:12,750 --> 00:51:15,357
Not with all these
tubes and things in me.
764
00:51:15,878 --> 00:51:18,484
No, I'm probably in
some frog hospital,
765
00:51:18,484 --> 00:51:20,570
or maybe limey.
766
00:51:20,570 --> 00:51:23,177
At least my teeth
don't ache.
767
00:51:24,177 --> 00:51:26,739
Wait a minute.
What's this?
768
00:51:26,739 --> 00:51:28,303
There are two
vibrations,
769
00:51:28,303 --> 00:51:29,825
and one of them
is heavy.
770
00:51:29,825 --> 00:51:31,388
It's a man.
771
00:51:31,431 --> 00:51:34,429
Why are the shutters
closed?
772
00:51:34,429 --> 00:51:35,515
They always have been.
773
00:51:36,037 --> 00:51:38,036
At least, as long
as I've been here.
774
00:51:38,036 --> 00:51:40,121
It's on the order sheet.
775
00:51:40,121 --> 00:51:41,641
Well, it's crazy.
776
00:51:41,641 --> 00:51:44,248
Well,
what are you doing?
777
00:51:44,248 --> 00:51:46,334
Hello? Have I
got visitors?
778
00:51:46,334 --> 00:51:47,898
What happened then?
779
00:51:47,898 --> 00:51:49,462
As long as I'm
head nurse of this ward,
780
00:51:49,462 --> 00:51:52,416
the shutters are open
and they will stay open.
781
00:51:52,416 --> 00:51:54,328
Let him have
a little sunshine.
782
00:51:54,328 --> 00:51:55,805
They said it was
to keep people
783
00:51:55,805 --> 00:51:56,805
from peeking
in at him.
784
00:51:58,411 --> 00:51:59,976
It would take a man
7 feet tall
785
00:51:59,976 --> 00:52:02,060
to peek through that window.
786
00:52:02,060 --> 00:52:03,625
Oh, and another thing.
787
00:52:04,146 --> 00:52:05,190
I want sheets
on this bed.
788
00:52:05,580 --> 00:52:08,014
He's walking.
No more blankets.
789
00:52:08,014 --> 00:52:10,056
He can't really
tell the difference, you know.
790
00:52:10,056 --> 00:52:12,054
Now he's stopped.
I can.
791
00:52:16,138 --> 00:52:18,614
Well.
792
00:52:18,614 --> 00:52:22,655
How did the triage officer
ever overlook this one?
793
00:52:26,825 --> 00:52:28,259
He's looking at me.
794
00:52:28,780 --> 00:52:30,215
Poor baby.
795
00:52:35,819 --> 00:52:37,382
No, it's a woman.
796
00:52:37,382 --> 00:52:38,861
Those hands, a fat woman.
797
00:52:38,861 --> 00:52:40,859
That's why I could feel
her footsteps so plain.
798
00:52:40,859 --> 00:52:43,857
Poor-- Poor baby.
799
00:52:48,244 --> 00:52:49,331
Come on.
800
00:52:58,803 --> 00:53:00,322
That was funny.
801
00:53:00,844 --> 00:53:02,321
What were they doing?
What has happened?
802
00:53:02,321 --> 00:53:03,886
What's different?
803
00:53:04,363 --> 00:53:05,884
Think, Joe.
804
00:53:05,884 --> 00:53:06,927
Think. Use your head.
805
00:53:06,927 --> 00:53:08,969
Feel.
Feel with your scalp
806
00:53:08,969 --> 00:53:10,489
and the skin
on your forehead.
807
00:53:10,489 --> 00:53:11,966
Something has changed.
808
00:53:11,966 --> 00:53:15,050
It was cooler before
she came in than it is now.
809
00:53:15,050 --> 00:53:17,615
What I feel is--
is warmth.
810
00:53:18,005 --> 00:53:19,396
But where does it come from?
811
00:53:19,396 --> 00:53:22,437
Yes. Yes, yes, yes.
Of course.
812
00:53:22,437 --> 00:53:24,523
Oh, my God. I see it now.
813
00:53:24,523 --> 00:53:27,086
It-- It's the sun.
814
00:53:27,086 --> 00:53:29,171
The sun, the sun, the sun.
815
00:53:29,171 --> 00:53:32,515
I found the sun.
816
00:53:32,515 --> 00:53:35,471
Thank you, God.
817
00:53:35,992 --> 00:53:40,206
Thank you. Thank you.
818
00:53:45,420 --> 00:53:47,549
If I never have
anything else,
819
00:53:47,549 --> 00:53:50,676
I'll always have God
820
00:53:50,676 --> 00:53:53,283
and the morning sunlight.
821
00:54:01,277 --> 00:54:02,712
It's night.
822
00:54:02,712 --> 00:54:04,101
If a man can
tell the difference
823
00:54:04,101 --> 00:54:04,970
between day and night,
824
00:54:05,492 --> 00:54:06,448
he's beginning to tell time.
825
00:54:06,448 --> 00:54:08,446
It's warm again.
It's morning,
826
00:54:09,010 --> 00:54:10,445
and she's changing
my sheets.
827
00:54:10,748 --> 00:54:12,313
Now it's night.
828
00:54:12,313 --> 00:54:14,614
Morning again.
She's bathing me.
829
00:54:14,614 --> 00:54:16,136
One morning she changes me,
830
00:54:16,136 --> 00:54:18,048
the next morning,
she bathes me.
831
00:54:18,048 --> 00:54:19,525
Night, night.
832
00:54:19,787 --> 00:54:21,176
Day. Night.
833
00:54:21,523 --> 00:54:22,870
How will I keep track?
834
00:54:23,175 --> 00:54:24,825
I know.
Put a big blackboard up in your mind.
835
00:54:24,825 --> 00:54:26,520
And right here
in the middle,
836
00:54:26,520 --> 00:54:28,171
put a mark for each day.
837
00:54:28,171 --> 00:54:30,690
Four, six, seven days.
838
00:54:30,690 --> 00:54:32,516
Now, put a mark up
in this corner for the weeks.
839
00:54:32,516 --> 00:54:34,645
Erase the days.
Start over again.
840
00:54:34,645 --> 00:54:36,642
Three, four weeks.
That's right!
841
00:54:36,642 --> 00:54:38,077
Erase the weeks
and mark down
842
00:54:38,077 --> 00:54:39,076
a month over here.
843
00:54:39,379 --> 00:54:42,595
5, 9, 11, 12 months.
844
00:54:42,595 --> 00:54:43,551
Now that isn't a year,
not yet.
845
00:54:44,072 --> 00:54:45,202
Four twelves is only 48.
846
00:54:45,202 --> 00:54:47,634
Okay, check off
four more weeks,
847
00:54:47,983 --> 00:54:49,199
very carefully.
848
00:54:49,415 --> 00:54:52,282
And then put Roman
numeral number 1
849
00:54:52,282 --> 00:54:54,847
right down here. One year!
850
00:54:54,847 --> 00:54:56,411
I'm ringing bells!
851
00:54:56,411 --> 00:54:57,888
Hey, I'm blowing horns
852
00:54:57,888 --> 00:54:59,278
and shooting off
firecrackers.
853
00:54:59,278 --> 00:55:00,799
Everybody's singing
854
00:55:00,799 --> 00:55:03,450
"Should old acquaintance
be forgot."
855
00:55:03,450 --> 00:55:05,534
And I'm saying--
856
00:55:05,534 --> 00:55:08,663
I'm saying,
"Happy New Year, Kareen."
857
00:55:08,663 --> 00:55:10,749
And I'm kissing her.
858
00:55:16,744 --> 00:55:19,263
But it isn't
New Year's Day out there.
859
00:55:19,263 --> 00:55:20,827
Sure, I've counted a year,
860
00:55:20,827 --> 00:55:22,826
but a year from when?
861
00:55:22,826 --> 00:55:25,216
I don't even know
how old I am.
862
00:55:25,216 --> 00:55:27,258
All I know is
I'm 20 years old,
863
00:55:27,735 --> 00:55:29,778
plus X years since
I got blown up,
864
00:55:29,778 --> 00:55:32,255
plus the year I just counted.
865
00:55:32,255 --> 00:55:34,773
But when did
those X years begin?
866
00:55:34,773 --> 00:55:37,338
Think, Joe. Think back.
867
00:55:37,771 --> 00:55:40,812
We were next to
an English regiment.
868
00:55:40,812 --> 00:55:43,419
And we went out
on night patrol and scattered.
869
00:55:43,419 --> 00:55:44,940
And then I hooked up
870
00:55:44,940 --> 00:55:46,504
with that little
limey corporal
871
00:55:46,504 --> 00:55:47,504
and his outfit, and--
872
00:55:47,504 --> 00:55:50,371
Yes, I remember now.
873
00:55:50,675 --> 00:55:52,760
I was writing a letter
to you, Kareen.
874
00:55:53,239 --> 00:55:54,281
Corporal Timlon?
875
00:55:54,281 --> 00:55:55,845
Yes, sir?
876
00:55:58,973 --> 00:56:02,103
What is that damnable odor?
877
00:56:02,103 --> 00:56:03,144
Out there, sir.
878
00:56:03,665 --> 00:56:06,315
This fat Hun came
stumbling through the fog.
879
00:56:06,315 --> 00:56:09,965
Some bloke lost his head
and popped him off.
880
00:56:09,965 --> 00:56:11,529
The stink ain't half so bad
881
00:56:11,834 --> 00:56:12,746
when they're close
to the ground, sir,
882
00:56:12,746 --> 00:56:14,876
but he's got himself
hung up on the wire.
883
00:56:14,876 --> 00:56:16,917
Bad for morale.
Extremely bad.
884
00:56:16,917 --> 00:56:20,045
He's a Bavarian, sir.
They always smell worse.
885
00:56:20,566 --> 00:56:22,131
Yes, they do,
don't they?
886
00:56:22,652 --> 00:56:25,779
Not so bad as Hindu is,
though. Or Welshmen.
887
00:56:25,779 --> 00:56:27,865
While it's nice and quiet,
sir, we keep on trying
888
00:56:27,865 --> 00:56:29,951
to shoot him down,
but he hangs on pretty good.
889
00:56:29,951 --> 00:56:32,558
Well, take a detail
out tonight, Corporal.
890
00:56:32,558 --> 00:56:34,121
And bury him.
891
00:56:34,121 --> 00:56:36,728
Well, but it's kind of
busy out there, sir. Even at night.
892
00:56:37,249 --> 00:56:39,335
And don't forget,
Corporal.
893
00:56:39,335 --> 00:56:41,942
Death has a dignity
all its own.
894
00:56:41,942 --> 00:56:46,112
And you will say
a few words of prayer over the remains.
895
00:56:46,634 --> 00:56:48,198
Yes.
896
00:56:50,284 --> 00:56:52,368
Oh, Jesus!
897
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:54,845
Just for that,
I'll take volunteers.
898
00:56:54,845 --> 00:56:56,931
You. You. You.
899
00:56:56,931 --> 00:56:59,450
You two.
You in the back there.
900
00:56:59,450 --> 00:57:01,970
And to almighty God,
901
00:57:01,970 --> 00:57:05,881
we commend the soul of
our brother departed,
902
00:57:05,881 --> 00:57:08,705
and we commit his body
to the ground.
903
00:57:15,394 --> 00:57:19,262
Earth to earth,
ashes to ashes,
904
00:57:19,262 --> 00:57:21,695
dust to dust.
905
00:57:21,695 --> 00:57:23,433
Who's got the dust?
906
00:57:25,430 --> 00:57:27,864
It's kinda wet, but--
907
00:57:27,864 --> 00:57:28,907
I have--
908
00:57:28,907 --> 00:57:33,078
Well, throw the bloody
stuff in. Go on.
909
00:57:36,119 --> 00:57:39,595
Ashes to ashes.
Dust to dust.
910
00:57:39,595 --> 00:57:41,159
God have mercy on his soul!
911
00:57:41,159 --> 00:57:43,549
The bloody bastards
have shot me in the ass!
912
00:57:43,549 --> 00:57:45,416
Take cover, men.
913
00:57:45,416 --> 00:57:48,023
If it's prayers he wants,
he can make up his own.
914
00:58:23,519 --> 00:58:25,430
Oh, Jesus.
915
00:58:25,430 --> 00:58:27,386
I shouldn't have
been there at all.
916
00:58:27,386 --> 00:58:28,906
Or that poor
Bavarian, either.
917
00:58:31,339 --> 00:58:32,990
For all I know,
918
00:58:32,990 --> 00:58:35,901
we might have been friends.
919
00:58:36,378 --> 00:58:37,857
Instead of him dead,
920
00:58:38,291 --> 00:58:40,289
out there in the mud.
921
00:58:40,289 --> 00:58:43,417
And me, lying here like...
922
00:58:43,417 --> 00:58:46,414
like some freak
in a carnival show.
923
00:58:49,195 --> 00:58:51,237
Remember that time
in Los Angeles,
924
00:58:51,237 --> 00:58:52,802
when we all went
to the circus,
925
00:58:52,802 --> 00:58:54,844
and took Kareen
with us, too?
926
00:58:54,844 --> 00:58:56,668
And when we got home, the old man began
927
00:58:56,668 --> 00:58:58,971
imitating those
sideshow barkers?
928
00:58:58,971 --> 00:59:01,403
And the rest of us
joined in, too?
929
00:59:02,924 --> 00:59:04,923
He was a funny man!
930
00:59:04,923 --> 00:59:08,007
Just think what he
could have done with me,
931
00:59:08,007 --> 00:59:09,485
the way I am now.
932
00:59:09,485 --> 00:59:12,830
I eat...through a tube!
933
00:59:13,179 --> 00:59:16,392
He breathes through a tube.
934
00:59:16,392 --> 00:59:19,000
And whatever goes in a tube
935
00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:21,085
has to come out
through a tube.
936
00:59:21,607 --> 00:59:25,255
He is the armless,
legless wonder
937
00:59:25,255 --> 00:59:27,341
of the 20th century!
938
00:59:27,341 --> 00:59:28,905
And yet, by God,
939
00:59:28,905 --> 00:59:30,991
he's just as alive
as you and me!
940
00:59:30,991 --> 00:59:35,161
He was a good boy.
941
00:59:35,422 --> 00:59:39,333
He was always forgetting things!
942
00:59:39,333 --> 00:59:41,505
And it's this
fellow right here!
943
00:59:41,505 --> 00:59:45,111
But he don't worry
about no shoes.
944
00:59:45,111 --> 00:59:46,501
'Cause he don't
need no shoes!
945
00:59:46,762 --> 00:59:48,934
He'd forget his overshoes.
946
00:59:48,934 --> 00:59:51,541
No shoes! No shirt!
947
00:59:51,541 --> 00:59:53,104
No socks!
948
00:59:53,104 --> 00:59:55,189
No gloves! No hat!
949
00:59:55,189 --> 00:59:57,275
He would forget his cap.
950
00:59:57,624 --> 00:59:59,275
No necktie!
No collar buttons!
951
00:59:59,275 --> 01:00:00,317
No vest! No coat!
No nothing!
952
01:00:00,838 --> 01:00:02,923
And now...
953
01:00:02,923 --> 01:00:07,095
he's forgotten...
just everything.
954
01:00:07,095 --> 01:00:10,223
All you gotta do
is drop a love offering
955
01:00:10,223 --> 01:00:13,959
of 15 cents or more
in this little lady's thunder mug.
956
01:00:14,264 --> 01:00:16,262
And I'll you
what I'm gonna do!
957
01:00:16,262 --> 01:00:19,087
I'm gonna lift the lid
of this box here,
958
01:00:19,087 --> 01:00:21,693
and I'm gonna let you
look at the face
959
01:00:21,693 --> 01:00:23,821
of the only man in the world
960
01:00:23,821 --> 01:00:27,472
who don't give a damn
about anything.
961
01:00:27,472 --> 01:00:29,557
And remember!
962
01:00:29,557 --> 01:00:32,163
It only cost ya 15 cents.
963
01:00:32,163 --> 01:00:34,249
And if this guy
looks back at you,
964
01:00:34,249 --> 01:00:35,813
by golly, I'll give ya
a five dollar bill.
965
01:00:37,724 --> 01:00:39,896
All right! Bring on
the music, Rollo Boy!
966
01:00:39,896 --> 01:00:41,460
Okay! Step right up!
967
01:00:41,982 --> 01:00:43,546
Step right up, folks!
968
01:00:43,546 --> 01:00:45,631
Step right up. Hurry,
hurry, hurry. hurry.
969
01:00:45,631 --> 01:00:47,239
Get a close look
at the man who can't--
970
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:51,409
Thank you.
Or maybe he can!
971
01:00:51,409 --> 01:00:55,060
Thank you.
972
01:00:56,622 --> 01:00:58,187
Thank you.
973
01:01:00,273 --> 01:01:02,880
See that little lady?
Make her pot ring out
974
01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:04,965
like the bells of St. Mary!
975
01:01:05,486 --> 01:01:08,093
Glory, glory, glory!
Thank you, sir.
976
01:01:08,093 --> 01:01:10,179
Thank you.
977
01:01:10,700 --> 01:01:12,264
Thank you.
978
01:01:12,307 --> 01:01:13,872
Thank you!
979
01:01:16,999 --> 01:01:19,606
Thank you.
980
01:01:19,606 --> 01:01:22,082
Thank you.
981
01:01:26,037 --> 01:01:27,599
Thank you.
982
01:01:44,892 --> 01:01:46,977
What's this?
983
01:01:46,977 --> 01:01:49,497
A different nurse?
984
01:01:49,497 --> 01:01:51,583
Why does she walk
without vibrations?
985
01:01:51,583 --> 01:01:53,668
Is she tip-toeing?
986
01:01:54,189 --> 01:01:56,275
Or-- Or is she just--
987
01:01:56,275 --> 01:01:57,317
little?
988
01:03:00,401 --> 01:03:02,226
Something fell on me.
989
01:03:02,226 --> 01:03:03,703
Something wet.
What was it?
990
01:03:07,309 --> 01:03:08,873
She must be new.
991
01:03:08,873 --> 01:03:12,219
She is new. Her hands
are soft, like Kareen's.
992
01:03:12,697 --> 01:03:15,520
She's a girl,
and I don't make her sick.
993
01:03:15,520 --> 01:03:17,606
She isn't afraid of me.
994
01:03:17,606 --> 01:03:19,040
Hello, new nurse.
995
01:03:19,040 --> 01:03:20,561
Hello, new beautiful
young nurse.
996
01:03:21,603 --> 01:03:23,168
Hello out there.
997
01:03:25,731 --> 01:03:27,207
Kareen.
998
01:03:27,207 --> 01:03:30,249
Oh, Kareen...
999
01:03:30,249 --> 01:03:33,376
where are you?
1000
01:03:33,376 --> 01:03:36,505
We only made love
to each other one time
1001
01:03:36,505 --> 01:03:40,155
in our--
in our whole lives.
1002
01:03:40,199 --> 01:03:43,847
Joe-oe...
1003
01:03:48,496 --> 01:03:52,580
Joe-oe...
1004
01:03:56,577 --> 01:04:00,662
Come out to the garden
in the pale moonlight!
1005
01:04:03,094 --> 01:04:04,658
Is that you, Kareen?
1006
01:04:04,658 --> 01:04:06,701
Hello, Joe.
1007
01:04:06,701 --> 01:04:08,265
I had to get married.
1008
01:04:08,265 --> 01:04:10,611
So now I'm somebody
else's Kareen.
1009
01:04:10,611 --> 01:04:12,218
Then where's mine?
1010
01:04:12,218 --> 01:04:13,652
In the pale moonlight,
1011
01:04:13,652 --> 01:04:14,651
where she said she'd be.
1012
01:04:53,492 --> 01:04:54,883
Kareen?
1013
01:05:02,442 --> 01:05:05,396
Why did you bring me
to a place like this?
1014
01:05:05,396 --> 01:05:06,917
I didn't.
1015
01:05:06,917 --> 01:05:08,481
I heard you calling.
1016
01:05:08,481 --> 01:05:11,652
I called,
and I called.
1017
01:05:11,652 --> 01:05:14,259
And you never came.
1018
01:05:14,259 --> 01:05:15,302
I was held up.
1019
01:05:17,387 --> 01:05:18,951
How late am I?
1020
01:05:18,951 --> 01:05:21,036
How long have I been away?
1021
01:05:21,558 --> 01:05:23,122
I don't know.
1022
01:05:23,122 --> 01:05:26,249
It may have been
forever, though.
1023
01:05:26,249 --> 01:05:27,814
I can't remember.
1024
01:05:27,814 --> 01:05:29,335
Well, try, Kareen.
1025
01:05:29,335 --> 01:05:31,942
Please try.
1026
01:05:31,942 --> 01:05:36,155
You see, I don't know
how long I've been here.
1027
01:05:36,155 --> 01:05:37,198
I don't know
what year I'm in.
1028
01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:40,110
And I'm trying
to get back into--
1029
01:05:40,110 --> 01:05:42,108
into time.
1030
01:05:42,108 --> 01:05:45,628
I don't pay much attention
to time any more.
1031
01:05:45,628 --> 01:05:47,670
Oh, you must.
1032
01:05:48,147 --> 01:05:49,537
All I think about is time.
1033
01:05:49,537 --> 01:05:52,839
Time is what
makes people old.
1034
01:05:52,839 --> 01:05:55,230
The way I am, Kareen,
1035
01:05:55,751 --> 01:05:58,618
the way it is with me,
you'll never grow old.
1036
01:05:58,618 --> 01:06:02,180
Because I keep you
right here in my mind.
1037
01:06:02,180 --> 01:06:03,657
And in my heart.
1038
01:06:03,657 --> 01:06:06,308
Just the way you were
when I saw you last.
1039
01:06:07,827 --> 01:06:10,870
So you see, with me,
you can't get old.
1040
01:06:10,870 --> 01:06:14,042
Your hair will always
stay brown.
1041
01:06:14,042 --> 01:06:17,820
Your skin will always
be fresh like rain.
1042
01:06:17,820 --> 01:06:22,165
I won't let one little
wrinkle mark your face.
1043
01:06:22,165 --> 01:06:26,728
I'll keep you beside me,
young and beautiful forever.
1044
01:06:26,728 --> 01:06:29,682
Because of all the people
in the world,
1045
01:06:30,203 --> 01:06:34,548
only with me will you
be safe from time.
1046
01:06:34,548 --> 01:06:37,502
Like a fresh, fresh flower.
1047
01:06:38,980 --> 01:06:41,022
Like a rose--
I'm not! I'm not!
1048
01:06:41,022 --> 01:06:42,933
Nobody loves me anymore!
1049
01:06:42,933 --> 01:06:45,019
Oh, I do, Kareen.
1050
01:07:01,094 --> 01:07:02,092
Stop that.
What happened to you?
1051
01:07:03,700 --> 01:07:04,743
Don't even know
how to treat her.
1052
01:07:04,743 --> 01:07:06,219
Then you got her pregnant,
went away,
1053
01:07:06,219 --> 01:07:08,305
and stopped writing to her.
1054
01:07:08,305 --> 01:07:11,346
I didn't know! I couldn't write!
1055
01:07:11,346 --> 01:07:13,346
Bye, Joe.
1056
01:07:15,387 --> 01:07:16,821
Goodbye.
1057
01:07:26,205 --> 01:07:28,725
Goodbye, Joe!
1058
01:07:28,725 --> 01:07:32,896
Kareen!
Goodbye, Joe...
1059
01:07:40,195 --> 01:07:43,757
[Kareen
Don't let them take you, Joe...
1060
01:07:43,757 --> 01:07:45,321
Run away!
1061
01:07:46,842 --> 01:07:49,362
Goodbye, Joe...
1062
01:07:49,884 --> 01:07:52,490
Can't you tell me
how long it's been?
1063
01:07:52,490 --> 01:07:54,532
No...
1064
01:07:57,139 --> 01:08:00,267
Can't you tell me
where I am?
1065
01:08:00,267 --> 01:08:01,744
No...
1066
01:08:08,391 --> 01:08:12,301
Can't you even tell me
what country I'm in?
1067
01:08:12,301 --> 01:08:15,865
No country...
1068
01:08:24,120 --> 01:08:25,684
Well...
1069
01:08:25,684 --> 01:08:28,812
I can feel them wheeling
my old bed out.
1070
01:08:28,812 --> 01:08:31,419
And I am in a new one.
1071
01:08:31,419 --> 01:08:33,504
With a pillow.
1072
01:08:33,504 --> 01:08:35,067
What next?
1073
01:08:45,798 --> 01:08:47,883
She's moving me.
1074
01:08:47,883 --> 01:08:50,490
Yes.
1075
01:08:50,490 --> 01:08:52,576
Ah, into the sunlight.
1076
01:09:05,609 --> 01:09:07,695
Now she's in back of me.
1077
01:09:20,903 --> 01:09:23,032
That tube.
1078
01:09:23,032 --> 01:09:25,639
I never did
understand that one.
1079
01:09:28,202 --> 01:09:29,245
Now my table.
1080
01:09:36,892 --> 01:09:37,934
What else?
1081
01:10:20,599 --> 01:10:21,641
Good.
1082
01:10:26,680 --> 01:10:27,680
Good.
1083
01:10:33,893 --> 01:10:37,021
I wonder if she's
an American.
1084
01:10:37,021 --> 01:10:39,020
I hope so.
1085
01:10:39,020 --> 01:10:41,453
I've only seen
one American girl
1086
01:10:41,453 --> 01:10:42,321
since I left home.
1087
01:10:42,799 --> 01:10:46,275
I'm as American as apple pie.
1088
01:10:49,273 --> 01:10:51,836
I was born
in San Francisco.
1089
01:10:51,836 --> 01:10:53,661
Didn't I tell you?
1090
01:10:53,661 --> 01:10:55,746
I was there when
the earthquake hit
1091
01:10:55,746 --> 01:10:57,788
in 1906.
1092
01:10:58,310 --> 01:11:01,395
Believe me,
that was a shake.
1093
01:11:01,395 --> 01:11:04,001
I was up on the fourth floor
1094
01:11:04,001 --> 01:11:05,435
of a hotel on Market Street,
1095
01:11:05,435 --> 01:11:08,519
entertaining
a gentleman friend.
1096
01:11:08,519 --> 01:11:11,040
And when I first
heard that thing hit,
1097
01:11:11,040 --> 01:11:14,602
I said to myself,
I said, "Lucky," I said.
1098
01:11:14,602 --> 01:11:17,252
"That's an earthquake.
1099
01:11:17,252 --> 01:11:18,816
"And you ain't
gonna be caught dead
1100
01:11:19,338 --> 01:11:22,683
with no fat son of a bitch
on top of ya like this."
1101
01:11:24,551 --> 01:11:25,420
So you know what I did?
1102
01:11:25,854 --> 01:11:26,898
Uh-uh.
1103
01:11:27,331 --> 01:11:28,287
I pushed him off
1104
01:11:28,287 --> 01:11:30,937
and ran stark naked
down the street.
1105
01:11:30,937 --> 01:11:33,413
And you shoulda seen
the guys stare.
1106
01:11:33,413 --> 01:11:35,499
I'll bet.
1107
01:11:35,499 --> 01:11:36,455
Yeah.
1108
01:11:43,146 --> 01:11:44,624
You aren't wanting
to do anything now,
1109
01:11:44,624 --> 01:11:45,665
I guess, huh?
1110
01:11:46,186 --> 01:11:47,230
Ah, too tired.
1111
01:11:47,230 --> 01:11:49,315
That's what that French
cognac will do to ya.
1112
01:11:49,315 --> 01:11:51,836
It'll be $2.00, just the same.
1113
01:11:54,356 --> 01:11:55,919
Okay.
1114
01:11:55,919 --> 01:11:57,484
What are you
knitting there?
1115
01:11:57,484 --> 01:11:59,960
Sweater for my kid.
1116
01:11:59,960 --> 01:12:03,957
He's only 5 years old.
1117
01:12:03,957 --> 01:12:05,434
And the sweetest little
bastard you ever saw.
1118
01:12:05,434 --> 01:12:07,476
Huh. Where is he?
1119
01:12:07,476 --> 01:12:10,908
Oh, I keep him in
a school in Long Island.
1120
01:12:11,430 --> 01:12:13,297
That's in New York.
1121
01:12:13,297 --> 01:12:15,383
A private school.
1122
01:12:15,383 --> 01:12:18,729
They got lots of
polo players there.
1123
01:12:18,729 --> 01:12:22,117
And that's what I want him
to be when he grows up.
1124
01:12:22,117 --> 01:12:24,159
Once you're a polo player,
1125
01:12:24,159 --> 01:12:26,201
you meet all
the best people.
1126
01:12:26,201 --> 01:12:27,766
Did you know that?
1127
01:12:32,718 --> 01:12:34,195
You asleep?
No.
1128
01:12:37,671 --> 01:12:40,235
Must have... cost you
a lot of money.
1129
01:12:40,235 --> 01:12:41,711
A school like that.
1130
01:12:41,711 --> 01:12:43,666
Oh, sure it does!
1131
01:12:43,666 --> 01:12:46,273
But I don't do
too bad here.
1132
01:12:46,273 --> 01:12:49,184
I make about
a hundred bucks a week.
1133
01:12:51,226 --> 01:12:52,834
Of course...
1134
01:12:52,834 --> 01:12:54,832
you got to dress up
to your position,
1135
01:12:54,832 --> 01:12:56,788
and that takes money.
1136
01:13:46,358 --> 01:13:47,315
Kareen?
1137
01:13:49,357 --> 01:13:51,442
Kareen...
1138
01:13:51,442 --> 01:13:53,527
Oh, Kareen.
1139
01:15:58,262 --> 01:15:59,305
Hello, Bill.
1140
01:15:59,305 --> 01:16:00,347
Hi, Mr. Bonham.
1141
01:16:00,347 --> 01:16:01,434
Bill hasn't got a pole,
1142
01:16:01,434 --> 01:16:03,432
and he's only here
for the afternoon.
1143
01:16:03,432 --> 01:16:05,518
And I thought maybe
he could borrow yours.
1144
01:16:05,518 --> 01:16:06,994
We could borrow yours.
1145
01:16:06,994 --> 01:16:08,428
Oh.
1146
01:16:09,950 --> 01:16:12,426
Uh...sure.
1147
01:16:12,426 --> 01:16:13,990
Hey, but, uh--
1148
01:16:13,990 --> 01:16:16,118
give Bill your pole,
and you take mine.
1149
01:16:16,118 --> 01:16:17,640
Oh, sure.
1150
01:16:22,072 --> 01:16:23,591
We'll be back
before dark.
1151
01:16:23,591 --> 01:16:25,590
Thank you, Mr. Bonham.
Yeah.
1152
01:16:32,889 --> 01:16:34,409
Hmm.
1153
01:18:10,512 --> 01:18:12,033
Father.
1154
01:18:15,421 --> 01:18:16,465
Yes?
1155
01:18:19,984 --> 01:18:24,546
I lost your pole
today, Father.
1156
01:18:24,546 --> 01:18:25,935
Got a quick strike,
and before we knew,
1157
01:18:26,456 --> 01:18:29,282
your pole
was in the water.
1158
01:18:29,282 --> 01:18:31,715
And, um-- we hunted
around for it,
1159
01:18:31,715 --> 01:18:34,321
fished with the oars,
but--
1160
01:18:34,712 --> 01:18:37,319
but we couldn't find it,
so it's gone.
1161
01:19:01,648 --> 01:19:03,647
Well...
1162
01:19:06,601 --> 01:19:09,164
Shouldn't let
a fishing pole...
1163
01:19:10,599 --> 01:19:13,639
spoil our last trip
together, should we?
1164
01:19:13,639 --> 01:19:14,639
No.
1165
01:19:53,089 --> 01:19:56,044
I'll go on ahead. Catch us a ride into town.
1166
01:19:58,128 --> 01:19:59,693
I won't be long.
1167
01:20:14,291 --> 01:20:16,680
Hello?
1168
01:20:16,680 --> 01:20:19,244
Is it you?
1169
01:20:19,244 --> 01:20:20,807
The one I love?
1170
01:20:23,936 --> 01:20:25,413
Yes.
1171
01:20:35,970 --> 01:20:38,447
What's this?
1172
01:20:38,447 --> 01:20:39,446
What are you doing?
1173
01:20:43,877 --> 01:20:45,962
One up. One down.
1174
01:20:45,962 --> 01:20:48,570
One up. One down again.
1175
01:20:50,134 --> 01:20:51,698
Oh, God, no.
1176
01:20:51,698 --> 01:20:54,217
It can't be!
It can't!
1177
01:20:54,740 --> 01:20:56,867
Are you talking to me
out there?
1178
01:20:56,867 --> 01:20:58,866
Are you saying
something to me?
1179
01:20:59,387 --> 01:21:02,951
Are you drawing a letter
on my skin, and then erasing it?
1180
01:21:02,951 --> 01:21:03,993
A word?
1181
01:21:07,383 --> 01:21:09,641
You are. You are.
You are! Yes, you are!
1182
01:21:09,641 --> 01:21:11,683
It's a letter M!
1183
01:21:11,683 --> 01:21:14,246
Yes. Oh, God bless you,
nurse! I got it! M!
1184
01:21:20,286 --> 01:21:21,676
E.
1185
01:21:25,151 --> 01:21:26,672
R.
1186
01:21:30,148 --> 01:21:32,233
R.
1187
01:21:36,795 --> 01:21:38,359
Y. Yes.
1188
01:21:38,359 --> 01:21:40,445
Yes, of course
I've got it!
1189
01:21:40,445 --> 01:21:42,355
Merry!
1190
01:21:42,529 --> 01:21:45,006
I'm trying to tell you.
1191
01:21:45,006 --> 01:21:46,527
Merry Christmas.
1192
01:21:47,092 --> 01:21:48,612
C.
1193
01:21:53,218 --> 01:21:54,737
H.
1194
01:21:59,865 --> 01:22:01,299
R.
1195
01:22:03,168 --> 01:22:05,078
I.
1196
01:22:08,554 --> 01:22:10,031
S.
1197
01:22:12,638 --> 01:22:13,682
T.
1198
01:22:30,059 --> 01:22:33,710
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
1199
01:22:33,710 --> 01:22:36,707
Oh, Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
1200
01:22:36,707 --> 01:22:37,749
Merry Christmas.
1201
01:22:40,183 --> 01:22:41,747
Merry Christmas.
1202
01:22:43,832 --> 01:22:46,440
Oh, God.
1203
01:22:46,440 --> 01:22:49,003
I've got a date
to count from!
1204
01:22:49,003 --> 01:22:51,566
By counting Christmases,
I can tell when it's spring!
1205
01:22:51,566 --> 01:22:53,651
I can tell when it's summer!
1206
01:22:53,651 --> 01:22:56,127
I can smell leaves
burning in autumn.
1207
01:22:58,604 --> 01:23:01,037
Oh, Merry Christmas,
sweet nurse.
1208
01:23:01,037 --> 01:23:04,122
Merry Christmas to you.
1209
01:23:04,122 --> 01:23:05,686
Merry Christmas,
and all my love!
1210
01:23:05,686 --> 01:23:08,292
Merry, Merry,
Merry Christmas.
1211
01:23:08,510 --> 01:23:10,683
Merry Christmas!
1212
01:23:29,755 --> 01:23:32,362
I'm the boss.
This is champagne.
1213
01:23:32,362 --> 01:23:34,446
Merry Christmas.
1214
01:23:34,446 --> 01:23:37,053
I'm the boss.
This is champagne.
1215
01:23:37,053 --> 01:23:38,097
Merry Christmas.
1216
01:23:38,097 --> 01:23:40,140
I'm the boss.
1217
01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:42,224
This is champagne.
1218
01:23:42,224 --> 01:23:43,658
Merry Christmas.
1219
01:23:43,658 --> 01:23:45,700
Where's my boy?
I'm the boss.
1220
01:23:45,700 --> 01:23:47,786
Where's my little boy?
This is champagne.
1221
01:23:47,786 --> 01:23:49,349
Merry Christmas.
He's too young.
1222
01:23:49,349 --> 01:23:51,435
Can't you see--
I'm the boss.
1223
01:23:51,435 --> 01:23:53,520
...he's underage?
This is champagne.
1224
01:23:53,520 --> 01:23:56,127
Merry Christmas!
He just came up from Tucson.
1225
01:23:56,127 --> 01:23:57,169
I'm the boss.
1226
01:23:57,690 --> 01:23:59,255
This is champagne.
His name is--
1227
01:23:59,776 --> 01:24:00,819
Merry Christmas.
...Jesus Christ.
1228
01:24:00,819 --> 01:24:02,905
I'm the boss.
And today is
1229
01:24:02,905 --> 01:24:03,948
his birthday.
1230
01:24:03,948 --> 01:24:06,554
Merry Christmas.
1231
01:24:06,554 --> 01:24:07,596
I'm the boss.
1232
01:24:07,596 --> 01:24:09,682
This is champagne.
1233
01:24:10,203 --> 01:24:12,289
Merry Christmas.
1234
01:24:12,289 --> 01:24:13,853
I'm the boss.
1235
01:24:13,853 --> 01:24:15,416
This is champagne.
1236
01:24:15,416 --> 01:24:16,460
Merry Christmas.
1237
01:24:16,460 --> 01:24:18,023
Might I cut in?
1238
01:24:18,023 --> 01:24:19,588
Uh-uh.
1239
01:24:19,588 --> 01:24:21,152
I have influence.
1240
01:24:21,152 --> 01:24:24,280
Merry Christmas.
I can get you a soft berth.
1241
01:24:24,280 --> 01:24:26,365
I can be
of great help.
1242
01:24:26,365 --> 01:24:27,885
Merry Christmas.
I can help myself.
1243
01:24:27,885 --> 01:24:29,450
That's what you think.
1244
01:24:29,450 --> 01:24:31,536
But everything
has changed.
1245
01:24:31,536 --> 01:24:34,663
The time has come
for you to go out
1246
01:24:34,663 --> 01:24:36,141
and fight.
1247
01:24:36,141 --> 01:24:38,095
Are you going
to fight, too?
1248
01:24:38,095 --> 01:24:40,181
Merry Christmas.
I'm overaged. I can't.
1249
01:24:40,181 --> 01:24:43,309
But somebody's
got to fight them.
1250
01:24:43,309 --> 01:24:45,960
Merry Christmas.
We must have a just
1251
01:24:45,960 --> 01:24:49,088
and lasting peace!
1252
01:24:49,088 --> 01:24:51,173
Merry Christmas.
We've already got ours.
1253
01:24:51,173 --> 01:24:52,216
Damn right.
1254
01:24:52,216 --> 01:24:54,302
See these?
Two arms.
1255
01:24:54,302 --> 01:24:55,865
Merry Christmas.
You see these?
1256
01:24:55,865 --> 01:24:56,908
Two legs.
1257
01:24:56,908 --> 01:24:58,472
You see this?
1258
01:24:58,472 --> 01:25:00,037
One girl.
1259
01:25:00,558 --> 01:25:02,644
Merry Christmas.
What else does anyone want?
1260
01:25:02,644 --> 01:25:03,686
I'm the boss.
1261
01:25:03,686 --> 01:25:04,728
This is champagne.
Liberty.
1262
01:25:04,728 --> 01:25:05,771
And justice.
1263
01:25:05,771 --> 01:25:07,857
Merry Christmas.
Liberty.
1264
01:25:07,857 --> 01:25:08,899
And justice.
1265
01:25:09,943 --> 01:25:11,506
Liberty.
I love you, Kareen.
1266
01:25:11,506 --> 01:25:14,634
Merry Christmas.
You're so lucky, Joe. You are.
1267
01:25:14,634 --> 01:25:15,633
You don't understand.
1268
01:25:15,633 --> 01:25:17,719
I have to make
the world safe.
1269
01:25:18,240 --> 01:25:19,805
This is champagne.
1270
01:25:19,805 --> 01:25:21,846
Merry Christmas.
1271
01:25:21,846 --> 01:25:22,888
I'm the boss.
1272
01:25:22,888 --> 01:25:24,974
This is champagne.
1273
01:25:24,974 --> 01:25:27,581
Merry Christmas.
1274
01:25:27,581 --> 01:25:28,624
I'm the boss.
You're not my boy.
1275
01:25:29,145 --> 01:25:30,187
This is champagne.
1276
01:25:30,187 --> 01:25:31,230
Where's my boy?
1277
01:25:31,230 --> 01:25:33,316
Merry Christmas.
Kareen?
1278
01:25:33,316 --> 01:25:35,401
Where's
my little boy?
1279
01:25:35,401 --> 01:25:36,444
Kareen?
1280
01:25:36,444 --> 01:25:38,530
I'm the boss.
1281
01:25:38,530 --> 01:25:40,093
This is champagne.
1282
01:25:40,093 --> 01:25:43,091
Merry Christmas!
1283
01:25:44,568 --> 01:25:46,567
Fellow workers.
1284
01:25:48,174 --> 01:25:49,087
Ahem!
1285
01:25:49,608 --> 01:25:51,129
Fellow workers?
1286
01:25:53,085 --> 01:25:54,474
Fellow workers!
1287
01:25:58,124 --> 01:26:00,731
Due to the war emergency,
1288
01:26:00,731 --> 01:26:04,423
our little holiday will end
in just three more minutes.
1289
01:26:04,423 --> 01:26:06,943
But the ovens are hot,
1290
01:26:06,943 --> 01:26:09,203
and we must keep
the home fires burning.
1291
01:26:10,550 --> 01:26:11,592
Let us sing.
1292
01:26:15,242 --> 01:26:21,716
♪ Keep the home fires
burning ♪
1293
01:26:21,716 --> 01:26:27,971
♪ While our hearts
are yearning ♪
1294
01:26:27,971 --> 01:26:31,013
♪ Though your lads ♪
1295
01:26:31,013 --> 01:26:33,880
♪ Are far away ♪
1296
01:26:33,880 --> 01:26:40,570
♪ They dream of home ♪
1297
01:26:40,570 --> 01:26:46,827
♪ There's a silver lining ♪
1298
01:26:46,827 --> 01:26:52,561
♪ Through the dark clouds
shining ♪
1299
01:26:52,561 --> 01:26:57,733
♪ Turn the dark clouds
inside out ♪
1300
01:26:57,733 --> 01:27:01,295
♪ Till the boys come ♪
1301
01:27:01,295 --> 01:27:05,986
♪ Home ♪
1302
01:27:16,153 --> 01:27:17,110
Father.
1303
01:27:24,191 --> 01:27:25,276
Hello, son.
1304
01:27:25,276 --> 01:27:26,276
Hello, Father.
1305
01:27:26,798 --> 01:27:28,362
Want some honey?
1306
01:27:28,362 --> 01:27:29,405
No, thanks.
1307
01:27:29,405 --> 01:27:30,448
Sit down.
1308
01:27:37,659 --> 01:27:39,222
Goodbye, Joe.
1309
01:27:39,222 --> 01:27:41,221
Who was that girl?
1310
01:27:44,175 --> 01:27:45,697
I really don't know.
1311
01:27:47,261 --> 01:27:48,781
I was fishing.
She happened by.
1312
01:27:49,303 --> 01:27:51,387
Wriggled
into my arms and stayed there.
1313
01:27:52,866 --> 01:27:54,951
So many young girls
these days
1314
01:27:54,951 --> 01:27:59,077
seem to be
hunting for a place in old men's arms.
1315
01:27:59,077 --> 01:28:00,035
Pshew.
1316
01:28:02,119 --> 01:28:03,684
Where did all
the young men go?
1317
01:28:03,684 --> 01:28:05,160
They drift away.
1318
01:28:06,724 --> 01:28:08,332
How is it with you,
Father?
1319
01:28:08,332 --> 01:28:09,809
It's all right.
1320
01:28:11,329 --> 01:28:13,371
You know,
it's a funny thing.
1321
01:28:16,282 --> 01:28:18,368
I was a very good
shoe clerk.
1322
01:28:18,368 --> 01:28:19,932
But I was
more than that.
1323
01:28:19,932 --> 01:28:21,496
I could handle
a horse.
1324
01:28:21,496 --> 01:28:22,539
If I had a cow,
1325
01:28:22,539 --> 01:28:24,059
she was
always healthy,
1326
01:28:24,059 --> 01:28:25,667
gave plenty of milk.
1327
01:28:25,667 --> 01:28:28,274
Raised our own food
on two city lots.
1328
01:28:29,838 --> 01:28:32,880
Even up to the honey
on our biscuits.
1329
01:28:33,922 --> 01:28:36,529
I could, uh, hoe
a pretty good row...
1330
01:28:37,918 --> 01:28:39,396
lay out
a pretty good grade
1331
01:28:39,396 --> 01:28:42,003
on an uphill road.
Build a house.
1332
01:28:44,089 --> 01:28:47,216
But I never did learn
how to make any money.
1333
01:28:47,650 --> 01:28:50,737
The goddamndest thing
I ever ran into.
1334
01:28:52,299 --> 01:28:53,777
See, the trouble
with life is
1335
01:28:53,777 --> 01:28:55,340
you work so much,
you don't enjoy it.
1336
01:28:55,340 --> 01:28:56,905
Yeah.
1337
01:28:56,905 --> 01:28:57,947
Yeah.
1338
01:29:01,554 --> 01:29:02,639
Better this way.
1339
01:29:04,725 --> 01:29:05,246
Except...
1340
01:29:07,332 --> 01:29:08,373
I do miss your mother.
1341
01:29:13,024 --> 01:29:14,067
How is she?
1342
01:29:14,067 --> 01:29:16,153
I haven't seen her lately.
1343
01:29:16,153 --> 01:29:17,194
Oh.
1344
01:29:18,237 --> 01:29:19,280
Well...
1345
01:29:22,755 --> 01:29:24,754
not too long
till sunrise.
1346
01:29:24,754 --> 01:29:26,318
Mmhh.
1347
01:29:26,318 --> 01:29:27,839
I have to go.
1348
01:29:29,924 --> 01:29:31,357
Trout'll be rising.
1349
01:29:31,357 --> 01:29:33,268
Willow Lake.
1350
01:29:33,268 --> 01:29:35,224
Now that I got
my pole back, I don't want to miss 'em.
1351
01:29:38,874 --> 01:29:40,395
Goodbye, Father.
1352
01:29:43,002 --> 01:29:45,044
Give my love
to your mother when you see her.
1353
01:29:47,085 --> 01:29:49,040
Sorry I had to leave
you in the lurch,
1354
01:29:49,083 --> 01:29:50,648
but it was
the only way, believe me.
1355
01:29:52,213 --> 01:29:53,080
Goodbye.
1356
01:30:24,188 --> 01:30:26,751
Joe.
1357
01:30:26,751 --> 01:30:28,751
Joe.
1358
01:30:28,751 --> 01:30:31,097
Here I am.
1359
01:30:31,097 --> 01:30:33,094
No, Joe.
Over here.
1360
01:30:34,658 --> 01:30:36,744
Let's play
blindman's bluff.
1361
01:30:37,787 --> 01:30:38,830
Joe.
1362
01:30:43,956 --> 01:30:45,956
Find me, Joe.
1363
01:30:45,956 --> 01:30:48,474
Why did you
leave me, Joe?
1364
01:30:49,517 --> 01:30:50,518
Run, Joe.
1365
01:30:50,518 --> 01:30:53,385
Why didn't you
write me?
1366
01:30:53,385 --> 01:30:54,731
I couldn't
write you!
1367
01:30:54,731 --> 01:30:56,295
I just couldn't!
1368
01:30:58,250 --> 01:30:59,250
Why couldn't you?
1369
01:30:59,250 --> 01:31:00,726
I can't tell you!
1370
01:31:00,726 --> 01:31:02,290
That's all!
I can't!
1371
01:31:02,290 --> 01:31:05,245
You don't
love me, Joe.
1372
01:31:10,285 --> 01:31:13,848
You don't love me.
1373
01:31:13,848 --> 01:31:15,412
I do love you!
1374
01:31:16,845 --> 01:31:17,930
I do love you!
1375
01:31:17,930 --> 01:31:19,973
No, you don't, Joe.
You never did.
1376
01:31:19,973 --> 01:31:22,059
Don't go, Kareen!
1377
01:31:23,624 --> 01:31:25,099
Where are you?
1378
01:31:25,099 --> 01:31:27,229
Olly olly
oxen free!
1379
01:31:28,619 --> 01:31:30,183
Don't go away
from me again.
1380
01:31:36,787 --> 01:31:38,307
Please.
1381
01:31:39,307 --> 01:31:40,349
Don't.
1382
01:31:45,997 --> 01:31:47,040
You need help, son.
1383
01:31:50,169 --> 01:31:53,817
There isn't any help.
1384
01:31:53,817 --> 01:31:56,990
Have you asked for any?
1385
01:31:56,990 --> 01:31:58,554
I can't.
1386
01:32:02,203 --> 01:32:04,289
I can't ask for anything.
1387
01:32:04,810 --> 01:32:08,460
There is no way
I can talk to them.
1388
01:32:08,460 --> 01:32:12,109
Then why don't you
send a telegram?
1389
01:32:23,926 --> 01:32:26,576
A telegram?
1390
01:32:26,576 --> 01:32:29,139
Don't you remember
when you were little?
1391
01:32:29,139 --> 01:32:31,225
How you and Bill Harper
used to
1392
01:32:31,225 --> 01:32:33,311
string a wire
between the two houses
1393
01:32:33,311 --> 01:32:35,787
so you could telegraph
to each other?
1394
01:32:37,395 --> 01:32:39,262
Yes.
1395
01:32:46,170 --> 01:32:47,735
Still remember
the Morse code?
1396
01:32:49,255 --> 01:32:50,820
Yes.
1397
01:32:53,860 --> 01:32:57,031
What good is that?
1398
01:32:57,031 --> 01:32:59,595
How can I type out
a message to them?
1399
01:32:59,595 --> 01:33:02,159
You've got to learn to think.
1400
01:33:02,159 --> 01:33:04,244
Use your head.
1401
01:33:06,286 --> 01:33:08,718
Yes.
1402
01:33:08,718 --> 01:33:11,804
Yes. My head.
1403
01:33:13,802 --> 01:33:16,236
My head. My head, my head!
1404
01:33:16,757 --> 01:33:18,494
Yes.
1405
01:33:19,885 --> 01:33:23,535
Yes. My head.
1406
01:33:23,535 --> 01:33:25,620
My head.
1407
01:33:49,906 --> 01:33:51,992
Where is she going?
1408
01:33:53,816 --> 01:33:56,988
Captain?
Yes?
1409
01:33:56,988 --> 01:33:59,073
Could you come here
a minute, please?
1410
01:33:59,073 --> 01:34:02,679
Yes, of course. Would you
take care of that, nurse? Thank you.
1411
01:34:02,679 --> 01:34:04,765
She's brought somebody in!
1412
01:34:13,063 --> 01:34:15,148
I can't understand
what he's doing.
1413
01:34:16,668 --> 01:34:18,233
May I see
the orders, please?
1414
01:34:18,233 --> 01:34:19,797
Yes.
1415
01:34:21,361 --> 01:34:23,967
Thank you.
1416
01:34:23,967 --> 01:34:26,400
Probably an early entry.
1417
01:34:29,964 --> 01:34:31,483
"If bodily action
becomes violent
1418
01:34:32,005 --> 01:34:33,917
or persistently repetitive"--
1419
01:34:33,917 --> 01:34:37,001
These movements
are persistently repetitive.
1420
01:34:37,001 --> 01:34:39,608
"They must be treated
as reflexive muscular spasms."
1421
01:34:39,608 --> 01:34:42,259
Which is to say by sedation.
1422
01:34:42,780 --> 01:34:44,866
Fair enough.
I'll prepare an injection.
1423
01:34:46,951 --> 01:34:48,906
Why is she trying to stop me?
1424
01:34:49,470 --> 01:34:52,599
I don't believe that
the movement is reflexive.
1425
01:34:54,032 --> 01:34:56,075
Oh, you don't?
1426
01:34:56,075 --> 01:34:59,073
Well, General Tillery
will pass through on the 23rd
1427
01:34:59,073 --> 01:35:02,113
with his annual
staff inspection.
1428
01:35:02,113 --> 01:35:03,591
If you don't trust me,
nurse,
1429
01:35:03,591 --> 01:35:05,677
perhaps you'd better
take it up with him.
1430
01:35:09,369 --> 01:35:10,934
I will.
1431
01:35:10,934 --> 01:35:13,541
Well, that's excellent,
nurse.
1432
01:35:13,541 --> 01:35:16,669
General Tillery is
the chief operating surgeon
1433
01:35:16,669 --> 01:35:18,754
who wrote those orders.
1434
01:35:20,274 --> 01:35:21,838
No. No.
1435
01:35:22,359 --> 01:35:24,445
Don't give me dope.
1436
01:35:24,445 --> 01:35:27,573
Don't put me under again.
Would you unlock the door, please?
1437
01:35:27,573 --> 01:35:30,702
I'm trying to talk to you.
1438
01:35:31,223 --> 01:35:34,871
Oh, God, please
make them hear me.
1439
01:35:34,871 --> 01:35:38,392
All I'm asking is for you
to take one little idea
1440
01:35:38,392 --> 01:35:41,954
that's in my mind
and put it into their minds.
1441
01:35:41,954 --> 01:35:45,082
Maybe only 2 or 3
feet away from me.
1442
01:35:45,082 --> 01:35:49,035
It's-- It's such
a little thing to ask,
1443
01:35:49,035 --> 01:35:51,121
but they won't listen.
1444
01:35:51,121 --> 01:35:53,206
They won't hear me.
1445
01:35:53,206 --> 01:35:56,334
All they do is give me dope,
1446
01:35:56,334 --> 01:35:58,769
and I go down
1447
01:35:58,769 --> 01:36:01,375
and down
1448
01:36:01,375 --> 01:36:02,938
and...
1449
01:36:03,460 --> 01:36:05,024
Oh, there you are, brothers.
1450
01:36:06,501 --> 01:36:09,629
What were you hunting
when they caught you?
1451
01:36:09,629 --> 01:36:12,801
Look, Father!
I found your fishing pole!
1452
01:36:14,843 --> 01:36:17,624
Use your head, son.
1453
01:36:17,624 --> 01:36:20,577
I am, Father. I am.
1454
01:36:21,881 --> 01:36:24,488
Hear me.
1455
01:36:24,488 --> 01:36:29,006
Please try to understand
what I'm doing and hear me!
1456
01:36:41,561 --> 01:36:43,647
She did hear me!
1457
01:36:43,647 --> 01:36:45,602
She's going
to get somebody!
1458
01:36:48,123 --> 01:36:50,425
She didn't even
close the door!
1459
01:36:58,724 --> 01:37:01,156
I've broken through.
1460
01:37:01,156 --> 01:37:04,328
I'm back
with people again.
1461
01:37:04,328 --> 01:37:07,457
Hello,
all you people out there.
1462
01:37:07,457 --> 01:37:11,583
It's me, and we're going
to talk to each other.
1463
01:37:11,583 --> 01:37:14,190
They're here. A lot of them.
1464
01:37:21,273 --> 01:37:22,749
It's Morse code.
1465
01:37:22,749 --> 01:37:24,530
For what?
1466
01:37:24,791 --> 01:37:28,310
SOS. Help.
1467
01:37:32,394 --> 01:37:35,348
Do you mean to say
that this man
1468
01:37:35,348 --> 01:37:38,868
is actually speaking to us?
1469
01:37:38,868 --> 01:37:41,301
What are they doing?
1470
01:37:41,301 --> 01:37:42,777
Yes, sir.
1471
01:37:51,858 --> 01:37:53,899
Decerebrated, General?
1472
01:37:54,899 --> 01:37:57,940
Completely decerebrated?
1473
01:37:57,940 --> 01:37:59,982
What are they waiting for?
1474
01:38:00,200 --> 01:38:01,243
What's happening?
1475
01:38:11,017 --> 01:38:13,624
Are they leaving?
1476
01:38:13,624 --> 01:38:15,188
No.
1477
01:38:15,188 --> 01:38:17,796
Just one of them.
1478
01:38:17,796 --> 01:38:19,794
Or maybe two.
1479
01:38:19,794 --> 01:38:21,401
No. Just one.
1480
01:38:27,527 --> 01:38:29,440
Ask what he wants.
1481
01:38:29,440 --> 01:38:32,393
How can I ask a man like this
a question like that?
1482
01:38:32,393 --> 01:38:36,477
By asking it.
How else can we help him?
1483
01:38:37,433 --> 01:38:41,039
Why don't they do something?
1484
01:38:43,472 --> 01:38:44,950
They are.
What...
1485
01:38:47,860 --> 01:38:52,205
do...you...
1486
01:38:54,551 --> 01:38:56,245
want?
1487
01:38:58,157 --> 01:39:01,589
What do I want?
1488
01:39:02,023 --> 01:39:03,674
What do I want?
1489
01:39:05,370 --> 01:39:07,238
What I want...
1490
01:39:09,323 --> 01:39:10,887
I want out!
1491
01:39:11,278 --> 01:39:12,668
I want to feel fresh air
against my skin.
1492
01:39:12,972 --> 01:39:15,362
I want to feel people
around me.
1493
01:39:15,666 --> 01:39:17,665
No.
1494
01:39:17,665 --> 01:39:18,708
It would cost too much money
1495
01:39:19,229 --> 01:39:20,705
taking care of me
on the outside.
1496
01:39:20,705 --> 01:39:22,574
They never do that.
1497
01:39:22,574 --> 01:39:25,094
But-- But maybe
there's a way
1498
01:39:25,094 --> 01:39:27,179
I can take care of myself.
1499
01:39:28,744 --> 01:39:31,262
Yes! There is a way!
1500
01:39:31,262 --> 01:39:33,348
All you have to do
is put me on display
1501
01:39:33,348 --> 01:39:34,955
and people
will pay to see me.
1502
01:39:34,955 --> 01:39:37,041
Lots of people.
Put me in a fancy coffin
1503
01:39:37,562 --> 01:39:39,517
with windows in it,
and take me out where people
1504
01:39:39,517 --> 01:39:41,473
are spending money
and having fun.
1505
01:39:41,473 --> 01:39:43,559
Take me to the beaches
and the county fairs
1506
01:39:43,559 --> 01:39:44,600
and the 4th of July
celebrations
1507
01:39:44,600 --> 01:39:46,686
and all the church bazaars.
1508
01:39:46,686 --> 01:39:48,728
They've seen
the pin-headed girl from Timbuktu
1509
01:39:48,728 --> 01:39:49,771
or the dog-faced man
1510
01:39:49,771 --> 01:39:51,335
who crawls on his belly
like a reptile.
1511
01:39:51,335 --> 01:39:53,377
But they're not real freaks.
They were born that way.
1512
01:39:53,377 --> 01:39:55,462
They were made
that way by God.
1513
01:39:55,462 --> 01:39:57,548
But this thing here
in his fancy coffin
1514
01:39:57,548 --> 01:39:59,589
was made by people--
1515
01:39:59,589 --> 01:40:01,675
by you and me
and the lady next door--
1516
01:40:01,675 --> 01:40:03,152
and that takes
a lot of planning
1517
01:40:03,152 --> 01:40:04,630
and costs a lot of money.
1518
01:40:04,630 --> 01:40:06,714
Advertise me as the only
piece of meat in the world
1519
01:40:07,236 --> 01:40:08,800
that can talk through
the back of its head.
1520
01:40:08,800 --> 01:40:11,321
And if that
doesn't pull them in, then-- then-- then--
1521
01:40:11,886 --> 01:40:13,971
then bill me as the last man
on earth who joined the Army.
1522
01:40:13,971 --> 01:40:16,056
Because the army makes men.
1523
01:40:16,056 --> 01:40:17,620
So rally around
the flag, boys--
1524
01:40:17,620 --> 01:40:19,706
your flag, their flag,
anybody's flag--
1525
01:40:19,706 --> 01:40:20,661
because the flag
needs soldiers,
1526
01:40:20,661 --> 01:40:23,703
and the army makes men.
1527
01:40:23,703 --> 01:40:28,916
I...want...out...
1528
01:40:29,177 --> 01:40:32,261
so...people...
1529
01:40:32,782 --> 01:40:36,171
can...see...
1530
01:40:36,171 --> 01:40:39,039
what...I am.
1531
01:40:39,039 --> 01:40:43,470
Put me...in...
1532
01:40:43,470 --> 01:40:46,859
a...
1533
01:40:46,859 --> 01:40:50,899
c-carnival...show
1534
01:40:50,899 --> 01:40:55,028
where they...can
1535
01:40:55,071 --> 01:40:57,634
look...at me.
1536
01:40:57,634 --> 01:41:00,805
Let...me out.
1537
01:41:00,805 --> 01:41:04,889
Well, what could we
have expected?
1538
01:41:05,932 --> 01:41:08,495
Tell him, uh...
1539
01:41:08,495 --> 01:41:10,493
Tell him we'll do
everything we can,
1540
01:41:10,493 --> 01:41:13,405
but, uh, his condition
won't permit him to be moved.
1541
01:41:13,708 --> 01:41:15,143
For the present, that is.
1542
01:41:15,664 --> 01:41:18,488
Be sure to say
"for the present."
1543
01:41:27,873 --> 01:41:29,306
If...
1544
01:41:30,913 --> 01:41:31,913
you...
1545
01:41:34,346 --> 01:41:38,257
won't...let...
1546
01:41:38,560 --> 01:41:41,515
people see me,
1547
01:41:41,689 --> 01:41:43,210
then...
1548
01:41:45,294 --> 01:41:46,642
kill me.
1549
01:42:01,152 --> 01:42:04,149
He's upset.
Understandably so.
1550
01:42:04,670 --> 01:42:06,235
Ask him what his name is.
1551
01:42:26,612 --> 01:42:29,957
These shutters are to be closed
at all times.
1552
01:42:29,957 --> 01:42:32,042
What's he saying?
1553
01:42:32,477 --> 01:42:35,083
He says, "Kill me."
1554
01:42:35,083 --> 01:42:37,517
Over and over again.
"Kill me."
1555
01:42:41,384 --> 01:42:44,859
Tell him we'll do everything we can to make him comfortable.
1556
01:42:44,859 --> 01:42:46,380
For now, he needs rest.
1557
01:42:46,380 --> 01:42:49,377
Tell him we'll give him
a sedative and come back later.
1558
01:42:49,377 --> 01:42:51,420
And try to get his name.
1559
01:42:53,461 --> 01:42:56,460
You're not to mention
what has happened here to anyone.
1560
01:42:56,460 --> 01:42:59,501
I'll hold you collectively
responsible for any breach.
1561
01:42:59,501 --> 01:43:02,542
If new orders are received
in view of the new situation which has developed,
1562
01:43:02,542 --> 01:43:04,627
you'll be notified.
1563
01:43:05,149 --> 01:43:06,190
Well?
1564
01:43:08,233 --> 01:43:11,143
He won't wait
for an answer.
1565
01:43:11,143 --> 01:43:14,230
All he says is
1566
01:43:14,230 --> 01:43:18,660
"Kill me, kill me, kill me."
1567
01:43:21,136 --> 01:43:24,221
Don't you have some message
for him, Padre?
1568
01:43:26,742 --> 01:43:27,697
You could at least tell him
1569
01:43:27,697 --> 01:43:29,390
to put his faith in God,
couldn't you?
1570
01:43:30,825 --> 01:43:33,389
I'll pray for him
for the rest of my days,
1571
01:43:33,909 --> 01:43:36,343
but I will not risk
testing his faith
1572
01:43:36,343 --> 01:43:38,211
against your stupidity.
1573
01:43:42,860 --> 01:43:44,901
Well, you're a hell
of a priest, aren't you?
1574
01:43:45,423 --> 01:43:48,508
He's the product
of your profession,
1575
01:43:48,508 --> 01:43:50,897
not mine.
1576
01:43:52,940 --> 01:43:55,112
Clear the room.
1577
01:43:55,112 --> 01:43:57,718
Give him a light sedative,
nurse.
1578
01:43:59,282 --> 01:44:01,889
They're going away. Why?
1579
01:44:01,889 --> 01:44:03,888
Why don't they get it
over with and kill me?
1580
01:44:05,365 --> 01:44:07,755
But you're still here.
1581
01:44:07,755 --> 01:44:10,361
Can't you see
what I'm tapping to you?
1582
01:44:10,361 --> 01:44:13,490
I'm asking you to kill me.
1583
01:44:13,490 --> 01:44:15,575
Please do.
1584
01:44:39,948 --> 01:44:41,859
O my God,
1585
01:44:42,859 --> 01:44:45,291
I'm heartily sorry
1586
01:44:45,291 --> 01:44:47,768
for having offended thee.
1587
01:44:49,247 --> 01:44:52,286
And I detest all my sins,
1588
01:44:52,286 --> 01:44:54,720
not because of Thy judgment,
O Lord,
1589
01:44:54,720 --> 01:44:57,544
but because
thou art all good
1590
01:44:57,544 --> 01:45:00,801
and deserving
of all my love.
1591
01:45:08,057 --> 01:45:10,143
I firmly resolve,
1592
01:45:10,143 --> 01:45:13,531
with the help of thy grace,
1593
01:45:13,531 --> 01:45:16,965
to sin no more, to avoid
all the occasions of sin.
1594
01:45:19,962 --> 01:45:21,482
Amen.
1595
01:45:28,868 --> 01:45:30,910
Oh, nurse--
1596
01:45:30,910 --> 01:45:35,037
beautiful,
beautiful nurse--
1597
01:45:35,037 --> 01:45:37,037
thank you,
1598
01:45:37,037 --> 01:45:40,512
thank you, thank you.
1599
01:45:40,512 --> 01:45:42,597
Dear God,
thank her for me.
1600
01:45:42,597 --> 01:45:44,683
Be sweet to her, God.
1601
01:45:44,683 --> 01:45:47,203
Make her happy.
Make her beautiful.
1602
01:45:47,203 --> 01:45:49,854
Make everything she wants
come true!
1603
01:45:50,375 --> 01:45:51,939
Make everyone love her!
1604
01:45:54,024 --> 01:45:55,588
No!
1605
01:45:57,152 --> 01:45:58,673
No.
1606
01:45:58,673 --> 01:45:59,715
Leave the room.
1607
01:45:59,715 --> 01:46:04,103
Oh, somebody stopped her.
1608
01:46:04,103 --> 01:46:06,406
Why?
1609
01:46:06,406 --> 01:46:10,187
I said,
"Leave the room."
1610
01:46:10,708 --> 01:46:12,533
Give me the key.
1611
01:46:12,533 --> 01:46:15,096
What's happening?
1612
01:46:15,096 --> 01:46:17,050
The key?
1613
01:46:20,614 --> 01:46:22,177
Go on.
1614
01:46:24,175 --> 01:46:26,739
She's going.
1615
01:46:26,739 --> 01:46:29,519
I can feel her
moving toward the door.
1616
01:46:29,519 --> 01:46:32,516
He's sending her away.
1617
01:46:32,516 --> 01:46:34,516
Why?
1618
01:46:34,516 --> 01:46:36,514
First they
close the shutters,
1619
01:46:36,514 --> 01:46:40,642
and now they're
sending her away.
1620
01:46:40,642 --> 01:46:43,205
Why did they
close the shutters?
1621
01:46:45,551 --> 01:46:48,157
Why is he
sending her away?
1622
01:46:49,721 --> 01:46:52,807
Why won't they
let me talk?
1623
01:46:53,197 --> 01:46:56,847
Because I'm a secret
or something?
1624
01:46:56,847 --> 01:46:58,933
Oh, I don't know.
1625
01:47:00,452 --> 01:47:02,452
She's gone.
1626
01:47:04,016 --> 01:47:06,102
Good-bye, nurse.
1627
01:47:07,708 --> 01:47:10,315
You're gone,
1628
01:47:10,315 --> 01:47:12,400
and I'm a secret.
1629
01:47:13,965 --> 01:47:16,050
Oh, no. Not that again.
1630
01:47:20,220 --> 01:47:23,827
I-- I thought
they'd be glad
1631
01:47:23,827 --> 01:47:26,868
that I found a way to--
1632
01:47:26,868 --> 01:47:28,954
to talk to them.
1633
01:47:29,996 --> 01:47:32,082
But they're not.
1634
01:47:35,731 --> 01:47:38,859
The only thing on this earth
I'm any good for
1635
01:47:40,381 --> 01:47:43,030
they won't let me do.
1636
01:47:43,551 --> 01:47:44,594
All they want is to push me
1637
01:47:44,594 --> 01:47:48,765
back into the darkness
down here
1638
01:47:48,765 --> 01:47:51,762
so they won't ever
see me again.
1639
01:47:53,197 --> 01:47:56,802
He's gone, too.
1640
01:47:56,802 --> 01:48:00,234
Well, now I know.
1641
01:48:00,234 --> 01:48:02,278
They'll never let me out.
1642
01:48:04,275 --> 01:48:07,794
They'll keep me a secret here
until someday,
1643
01:48:07,794 --> 01:48:10,792
when I'm an old, old man,
1644
01:48:10,792 --> 01:48:13,834
I'll sneak away
from them and die.
1645
01:48:16,441 --> 01:48:18,005
It isn't easy, though.
1646
01:48:19,394 --> 01:48:24,391
Inside me,
I'm screaming and yelling
1647
01:48:24,391 --> 01:48:26,868
and howling
like a trapped animal...
1648
01:48:28,388 --> 01:48:31,864
and nobody
pays any attention.
1649
01:48:31,864 --> 01:48:34,904
If I had arms,
I could kill myself.
1650
01:48:36,383 --> 01:48:39,380
If I had legs,
I could run away.
1651
01:48:39,380 --> 01:48:41,292
If I had a voice,
1652
01:48:41,292 --> 01:48:45,114
I could talk and be some
kind of company for myself.
1653
01:48:45,593 --> 01:48:47,591
I could yell for help.
1654
01:48:48,634 --> 01:48:51,502
But nobody'd help me.
1655
01:48:51,502 --> 01:48:54,499
Not even God,
because there isn't any God.
1656
01:48:54,499 --> 01:48:57,019
Couldn't be
in a place like this.
1657
01:48:58,409 --> 01:49:00,278
And, uh...
1658
01:49:02,233 --> 01:49:04,710
And yet,
1659
01:49:04,710 --> 01:49:08,315
I've just got
to do something
1660
01:49:10,748 --> 01:49:13,833
because I--
1661
01:49:14,788 --> 01:49:17,178
I don't see how I can
1662
01:49:17,178 --> 01:49:19,741
go on like this
1663
01:49:19,741 --> 01:49:22,217
much longer.
1369
01:49:26,345 --> 01:49:29,430
S.O.S.
1370
01:49:30,184 --> 01:49:32,806
Help Me.
1371
01:49:34,190 --> 01:49:37,192
S.O.S.
1372
01:49:38,112 --> 01:49:40,569
Help Me.
1373
01:49:41,868 --> 01:49:44,491
S.O.S.
1374
01:49:45,749 --> 01:49:48,039
Help Me.
1375
01:49:49,504 --> 01:49:52,376
S.O.S.
1376
01:49:53,343 --> 01:49:55,800
Help Me.
1377
01:49:57,349 --> 01:50:00,352
S.O.S.
1378
01:50:01,481 --> 01:50:03,889
Help Me.
1379
01:50:05,153 --> 01:50:08,217
S.O.S.
1380
01:50:09,242 --> 01:50:11,117
Help Me.