1 00:00:06,833 --> 00:00:09,208 The scene is Athens, 400 BC. 2 00:00:09,833 --> 00:00:13,917 A bunch of the local braniacs have gotten together, the wine is being passed, 3 00:00:14,042 --> 00:00:17,083 and the ideas are flowing fast and furious. The debate's in full force, 4 00:00:18,167 --> 00:00:22,042 and Socrates has the floor. Who enters? Alcib�ades, 5 00:00:22,750 --> 00:00:28,417 drunk, a beautiful man, hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates. 6 00:00:28,958 --> 00:00:31,708 And, uniquely, in all of these dialogues, 7 00:00:32,125 --> 00:00:36,125 Socrates doesn't get the last word. Alcib�ades does. Why? 8 00:00:36,500 --> 00:00:42,708 Because passion, Plato seems to be saying, is essentially and mercilessly human. 9 00:00:43,542 --> 00:00:47,083 And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it, 10 00:00:47,183 --> 00:00:49,250 through relentless discipline. 11 00:00:49,333 --> 00:00:54,583 To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised of constant focus by the individual, 12 00:00:54,833 --> 00:01:00,667 to excise those forces that weaken or... or confuse his 13 00:01:00,792 --> 00:01:01,917 understanding of the world around him. 14 00:01:02,750 --> 00:01:08,208 He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control. 15 00:01:08,750 --> 00:01:11,333 Meaning, our every waking moment. 16 00:01:11,750 --> 00:01:16,875 Socrates recognized what every philosopher 17 00:01:16,958 --> 00:01:20,417 and religion, for that matter, in the history of the world, 18 00:01:20,625 --> 00:01:24,625 from Plato to Aristotle, from Epicurus to the Stoics, 19 00:01:24,708 --> 00:01:30,250 from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists, have all observed, 20 00:01:30,375 --> 00:01:35,417 which is that the balance needed for a happy life 21 00:01:35,458 --> 00:01:37,875 is illusory. 22 00:01:38,083 --> 00:01:42,750 And as soon as in our gorgeously-flawed human way 23 00:01:42,833 --> 00:01:45,708 we think that we've attained it. 24 00:01:45,750 --> 00:01:49,958 We're pretending divinity, and we're gonna crash, 25 00:01:50,208 --> 00:01:53,583 like Icarus, flaming into the sea. 26 00:01:54,500 --> 00:01:57,708 So think about that this weekend, when you think you're 27 00:01:57,792 --> 00:02:00,000 on top of the world, and then you pour a pitcher of beer 28 00:02:00,083 --> 00:02:05,042 down your throat and chase that upper-classman, who's out of your league. 29 00:02:06,875 --> 00:02:10,708 Aristotle is next week. Don't just look at it as words. 30 00:02:11,625 --> 00:02:14,875 Imagine the scene. These were people. They were alive, like you and me. 31 00:02:14,917 --> 00:02:17,292 They thought these things. Breathe 'em into life. 32 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,667 So, I was thinking about doing a sort of contrast 33 00:02:21,767 --> 00:02:24,667 between dialogue and chorus in Sophocles. 34 00:02:24,708 --> 00:02:26,917 Now you should check out Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy. 35 00:02:27,083 --> 00:02:31,000 He says that tragedy emerges from the clash between Apollo, 36 00:02:31,417 --> 00:02:34,958 god of reason and harmony, and Dionysus, god of intoxication. 37 00:02:35,542 --> 00:02:39,875 And that their struggle within our human condition is inevitable, and 38 00:02:39,917 --> 00:02:43,750 that is what has produced the most salient form of art the world's ever known. 39 00:02:43,833 --> 00:02:46,292 - Tragedy? - What, you don't think so? 40 00:02:46,750 --> 00:02:49,833 I like comedies. 'Ya wanna see a movie? 41 00:02:50,208 --> 00:02:52,625 No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry. 42 00:02:52,958 --> 00:02:55,292 - Did you get my note? - I did. - And? 43 00:02:55,333 --> 00:02:58,125 It was very clever of you to write it in Latin. 44 00:02:58,375 --> 00:03:01,083 With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic? 45 00:03:01,750 --> 00:03:04,417 - It was quite propagate. - And how I was sending up Cicero 46 00:03:04,458 --> 00:03:08,250 with all those alliterative adjectives thrusting themselves into the verbs? 47 00:03:08,375 --> 00:03:10,542 - None of this was lost on me. - So? 48 00:03:10,917 --> 00:03:12,750 Miss Greenstein, 49 00:03:12,850 --> 00:03:17,333 you are very, very bright and very profession in your way, 50 00:03:17,833 --> 00:03:22,500 But there are certain rules, mores (mawr-eyz), if you will, 51 00:03:22,625 --> 00:03:24,833 lines that we don't cross. 52 00:03:24,933 --> 00:03:26,917 (Laughs) Ah, ha. 53 00:03:27,167 --> 00:03:31,750 I'm not joking, actually, and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain... 54 00:03:31,958 --> 00:03:33,917 No! No, no, no... No! Please, don't do that! 55 00:03:34,017 --> 00:03:36,250 I'm gonna ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein. 56 00:03:36,333 --> 00:03:40,167 Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus [But my tongue becomes immobile] 57 00:03:40,208 --> 00:03:44,458 Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte [A thin flame goes down under my weak limbs] 58 00:03:44,500 --> 00:03:47,417 Catullus 51, the Lesbia cycle, yes. However, 59 00:03:47,542 --> 00:03:50,458 Oh, no, no, no! Abs... Absolutely not! 60 00:03:50,750 --> 00:03:52,833 Miss Greenstein! 61 00:03:53,042 --> 00:03:55,542 This is not good for either of us! 62 00:03:55,708 --> 00:03:58,417 No, Miss Greenstein! No! Restrain yourself! 63 00:03:59,083 --> 00:04:01,167 Oh! Oh! Excuse me! Um... I... I... I... 64 00:04:02,583 --> 00:04:07,375 Maggie! Mag... Maggie! Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving. 65 00:04:22,125 --> 00:04:26,875 - Maggie. Absolutely nothing. - You don't have to say anything. 66 00:04:27,042 --> 00:04:29,708 I would never... She... She... She went and just puh! 67 00:04:31,208 --> 00:04:35,417 They're all in love with you. Just like Harvard. 68 00:04:36,042 --> 00:04:37,042 Who told you that? 69 00:04:37,333 --> 00:04:41,750 This is the classics department. No one is more gossipy than you people. 70 00:04:41,792 --> 00:04:47,333 Ok, I am going to Cambridge in the morning. It's just a lunch. 71 00:04:47,458 --> 00:04:49,667 I don't wanna know. 72 00:05:04,250 --> 00:05:08,042 We don't deal in crystal meth. We don't deal in cocaine. 73 00:05:08,833 --> 00:05:10,917 Not your rock stuff or your powder. 74 00:05:11,583 --> 00:05:15,125 We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up in a spoon and shoot into your arm. 75 00:05:15,958 --> 00:05:18,667 Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell, no, by and large. 76 00:05:19,208 --> 00:05:23,500 Maybe, well, maybe the black molly's gonna pass through these hands 77 00:05:23,542 --> 00:05:26,917 on his way to somewheres else, just on account of the fact I used to like 78 00:05:26,958 --> 00:05:30,333 pop in high school, 'cuz I had to get my homework done. 79 00:05:30,500 --> 00:05:32,500 But that's generally where we draw the line. 80 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:37,292 No, sir. We deal in 100% pure Oklahoma grown, exclusive. Why? 81 00:05:37,417 --> 00:05:42,375 Because I ain't gonna blow my house up mixing up antihistamines into dynamite. 82 00:05:42,500 --> 00:05:44,333 And, spiritually, I don't cotton to somethin' 83 00:05:44,458 --> 00:05:46,125 that's gotta pass through a needle. 84 00:05:46,225 --> 00:05:48,375 Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em. 85 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:51,458 My people was bootleggers before all this. 86 00:05:52,875 --> 00:05:55,667 It was a backyard operation. They did it natural. 87 00:05:56,208 --> 00:06:00,417 Little bit more of a science nowadays. I will grant ya that. 88 00:06:01,750 --> 00:06:04,458 You say you changed your mind, getcha up north. 89 00:06:04,583 --> 00:06:06,792 - He mentioned Texas. - Texas ain't gonna happen. 90 00:06:06,958 --> 00:06:09,125 Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas. 91 00:06:09,625 --> 00:06:12,542 Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri. 92 00:06:15,458 --> 00:06:17,083 I ain't interested. 93 00:06:17,208 --> 00:06:19,583 He say you'd better get your mind around being interested. 94 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:20,750 Meaning what? 95 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:26,333 Meaning your choice is to expand your business, or we shut you down entire. 96 00:06:26,583 --> 00:06:28,417 Then how you gonna pay your debt? 97 00:06:28,517 --> 00:06:31,250 - Well, what happened to Fat Back? - Arrested last week. 98 00:06:31,458 --> 00:06:34,917 - And the Rawls feller up in Liberty Mans? - Blowed his house up. 99 00:06:35,083 --> 00:06:37,375 Oh, see, that's.. that what I'm talkin' about. 100 00:06:37,458 --> 00:06:38,500 Well, it's tough times. 101 00:06:38,708 --> 00:06:39,750 Well, ain't it the truth. 102 00:06:39,792 --> 00:06:42,250 Used to be, you could get a couple of trip wires, a couple of booby traps, 103 00:06:42,292 --> 00:06:44,292 a good set of dogs, you pay off your local constable, 104 00:06:44,375 --> 00:06:46,583 and you just live out on the property. 105 00:06:46,667 --> 00:06:50,958 Feed her a little 13-13-13 fertilizer, like growing summer beans. 106 00:06:51,583 --> 00:06:53,750 Even the war on drugs passed us by. 107 00:06:53,875 --> 00:06:55,833 Course, now they come up with the war on terror. 108 00:06:55,917 --> 00:06:59,458 Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a small-time drug dealer, 109 00:06:59,583 --> 00:07:01,917 - Oh, you calling me small-time? - We gotta make it to Tulsa. 110 00:07:02,125 --> 00:07:05,042 Do you know that I was the first grower in the State that ever employed hydroponics? 111 00:07:05,083 --> 00:07:06,250 What's hydroponics? 112 00:07:06,350 --> 00:07:08,750 Germinating the seed in water, you shit-for-brains. 113 00:07:09,042 --> 00:07:11,042 Do you know how many generations of hybridization 114 00:07:11,142 --> 00:07:12,917 I've had to do to get my top three varietals? 115 00:07:13,208 --> 00:07:15,083 There is a goddamn reason I grow the best! 116 00:07:15,183 --> 00:07:18,125 - Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be? - Pug wants his money! 117 00:07:18,500 --> 00:07:21,125 Well, If I'd a known about a timetable, we'd have been doing that. 118 00:07:21,458 --> 00:07:25,083 Shut your face about a timetable. He's offering you a way out. 119 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:27,542 You sure as shit better take it, 120 00:07:27,642 --> 00:07:29,833 or he's gonna bust up in your glory hole, like nobody's business. 121 00:08:00,958 --> 00:08:03,083 We should turn it loose. 122 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:36,333 I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey 123 00:08:36,625 --> 00:08:39,417 anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self. Lookit here. 124 00:08:42,458 --> 00:08:45,458 How you gonna call that a controlled substance? 125 00:08:45,708 --> 00:08:48,750 - Well, the government do. - Look at the bud structure on it. 126 00:08:48,917 --> 00:08:53,375 The crystal density, the smell of them terpenes. You can't synthesize that. 127 00:08:54,250 --> 00:08:57,542 That is nature's delivery system for goodness, 128 00:08:57,708 --> 00:08:59,792 distilled into a pure form. 129 00:08:59,833 --> 00:09:04,583 It glides down into your belly, and blooms into a feeling of peace, 130 00:09:04,958 --> 00:09:07,208 in this world beset by evil. 131 00:09:07,417 --> 00:09:11,042 That world is gonna be there, no matter how much grass you smoke. 132 00:09:11,625 --> 00:09:16,208 Now, look here. You wanted to build the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics. 133 00:09:16,250 --> 00:09:18,667 - Well? - And you done it. 134 00:09:19,083 --> 00:09:21,583 But you know what you was gettin' into with him, 135 00:09:21,667 --> 00:09:25,000 and he sure as shit ain't goin' away. 136 00:09:25,667 --> 00:09:27,750 Brady! 137 00:09:32,167 --> 00:09:34,250 My mind's workin' on it. 138 00:09:37,875 --> 00:09:44,250 Well, I sat down in the closet, with all my overalls 139 00:09:44,667 --> 00:09:49,750 Tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls 140 00:09:50,792 --> 00:09:55,500 Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then? 141 00:09:55,708 --> 00:09:59,875 Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman 142 00:09:59,917 --> 00:10:03,500 - Howdy, Sharon. Where's she at? - Oh, she's in her usual spot. 143 00:10:04,542 --> 00:10:06,667 - Hi, Joe! - Brady. 144 00:10:06,750 --> 00:10:08,417 ...to escape reality 145 00:10:08,542 --> 00:10:14,458 And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile 146 00:10:14,792 --> 00:10:17,083 It don't cost very much... 147 00:10:17,208 --> 00:10:20,833 - Hey, mama. - Oh, hey. Whatcha got there? 148 00:10:21,333 --> 00:10:25,417 Oh... It's a new article on Billy, and a theory he wrote hisself. 149 00:10:25,500 --> 00:10:28,000 Thank you. 150 00:10:28,100 --> 00:10:31,333 - Ya know, I've been thinkin'. - Hmm? 151 00:10:31,917 --> 00:10:35,375 Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed. 152 00:10:36,250 --> 00:10:40,583 Somehow, I got this picture of him, runnin' toward a machine gun, 153 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:42,417 because he'd rather die that way, 154 00:10:42,517 --> 00:10:46,958 than come back to Little Dixie, and grow old, stare through a window. 155 00:10:47,792 --> 00:10:51,458 Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable, 156 00:10:51,667 --> 00:10:53,500 I... I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out 157 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:55,792 what was in his head over 30 years ago. 158 00:10:55,917 --> 00:10:58,000 Do you remember him at all? 159 00:10:58,042 --> 00:11:02,458 I remember smelling weed the first time... on him. 160 00:11:02,750 --> 00:11:04,792 Well, that certainly had its impact. 161 00:11:04,892 --> 00:11:07,167 Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us 162 00:11:07,267 --> 00:11:09,042 and live with me and Colleen for awhile? 163 00:11:09,142 --> 00:11:11,583 - Colleen and me. - Colleen and me. 164 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:14,167 What's your version of proper grammar? 165 00:11:15,208 --> 00:11:18,333 Rhythm, maybe. Dumb Dutch question. 166 00:11:18,417 --> 00:11:22,042 You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. This is ridiculous! 167 00:11:22,292 --> 00:11:24,750 I like it here. I can do what I want, 168 00:11:25,125 --> 00:11:29,458 and I'm not eager to get stranded when you get yourself killed or taken back to prison. 169 00:11:30,500 --> 00:11:33,417 Mama, Colleen is pregnant. 170 00:11:35,042 --> 00:11:36,542 You don't say? 171 00:11:36,642 --> 00:11:38,625 I've been dying to tell 'ya! 172 00:11:38,875 --> 00:11:40,958 Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you. 173 00:11:41,042 --> 00:11:43,167 Well, how 'bout you? You're gonna be a grandma. 174 00:11:43,267 --> 00:11:46,708 Are you gonna be a husband? 175 00:11:47,208 --> 00:11:49,042 I ain't dead. 176 00:11:49,142 --> 00:11:52,792 Your father was a freaked-out genius who wasted his life. 177 00:11:53,167 --> 00:11:55,208 He could have done anything. 178 00:11:55,308 --> 00:11:59,208 Got a higher IQ than your brother, and he just passed you by. 179 00:11:59,792 --> 00:12:02,375 I... I... I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy. 180 00:12:03,042 --> 00:12:06,375 I ain't him, and he ain't me. 181 00:12:07,375 --> 00:12:10,042 Mama, I like who I am just fine. 182 00:12:10,750 --> 00:12:14,500 You think I'll see him again before I die? 183 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:21,458 I think it's gonna take one of us dying to get him to come back down here. 184 00:12:32,542 --> 00:12:35,417 Well, nice sittin' with ya. 185 00:13:28,667 --> 00:13:30,750 Gorgeous. 186 00:13:31,417 --> 00:13:36,125 This is wonderful. I... I... I almost never eat out in Providence. 187 00:13:36,292 --> 00:13:39,917 Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill, but not nearly enough. 188 00:13:40,375 --> 00:13:44,333 I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius has the whole community astir. 189 00:13:44,458 --> 00:13:48,042 - Oh, thanks. - Which press was that again? -Oxford. 190 00:13:48,583 --> 00:13:51,750 But they did your translation of the Menaechmi last year. 191 00:13:51,833 --> 00:13:54,333 They did. They've been terrific. 192 00:13:54,375 --> 00:13:57,625 Plautus. How do you find the time? 193 00:13:57,958 --> 00:14:00,625 Well, I don't have a life. 194 00:14:03,833 --> 00:14:06,667 I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill. 195 00:14:06,767 --> 00:14:10,208 You, ah, you come from humble beginnings. 196 00:14:10,667 --> 00:14:12,417 I do, yea. 197 00:14:12,517 --> 00:14:14,833 - Where was it? Omaha? - Oklahoma. 198 00:14:15,167 --> 00:14:18,500 Oh, why don't you, ah, why don't you have an accent? 199 00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:21,542 With some considerable effort, I lost it. 200 00:14:21,667 --> 00:14:25,667 - Your father was a bootlegger. - It was my grandfather, actually. 201 00:14:26,125 --> 00:14:28,917 - Fantastic. - Why fantastic? 202 00:14:29,167 --> 00:14:31,708 I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life. 203 00:14:32,375 --> 00:14:34,750 Fancy private schools, parents in academia. 204 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,375 I'm always astounded by those who made their own way. 205 00:14:37,667 --> 00:14:43,792 Oh, thank you. I, ah, my family is a bit eccentric. 206 00:14:44,167 --> 00:14:45,750 I found discipline in books. 207 00:14:45,850 --> 00:14:49,333 Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here. 208 00:14:49,833 --> 00:14:54,917 Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the Law School. 209 00:14:56,833 --> 00:14:58,667 You can't be serious? 210 00:14:58,767 --> 00:15:02,583 We've been wanting to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum, 211 00:15:03,083 --> 00:15:07,750 and when we got wind of your hesitancy in transferring up from Brown in Classics, 212 00:15:08,250 --> 00:15:10,042 we came up with the idea of letting you create 213 00:15:10,142 --> 00:15:13,375 your own institute for our law students. 214 00:15:18,458 --> 00:15:24,583 I, ah, don't even know how to begin to respond. That is such a precipitous offer. 215 00:15:25,000 --> 00:15:27,500 Savor it. Digest it. 216 00:15:27,792 --> 00:15:31,167 Moments like this come too seldom in life. 217 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:34,083 I, ah, I'll say. 218 00:15:34,125 --> 00:15:38,667 We all want you here, Bill. You've crafted your career diligently. 219 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:42,125 It makes absolute sense as your next step. 220 00:15:42,667 --> 00:15:45,833 You've a dollop of japeno. 221 00:15:51,042 --> 00:15:52,833 Mmm, honey, that's better, you're the best. 222 00:15:52,933 --> 00:15:54,792 Thank you, Brady. 223 00:15:55,208 --> 00:15:58,250 - Look how sexy you look. - I do not. - You do. 224 00:15:58,667 --> 00:16:01,750 How long the doctor give me till I got to throw up that old detour sign? 225 00:16:01,833 --> 00:16:03,375 Well, just wait till I'm done with these dishes. 226 00:16:03,475 --> 00:16:08,583 Oh, well, push that... Gonna put you right on the burner. Bring it, electric! 227 00:16:10,250 --> 00:16:12,792 Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya. 228 00:16:13,833 --> 00:16:15,917 Hello? 229 00:16:16,375 --> 00:16:19,167 Well, can I ask who's calling? 230 00:16:20,292 --> 00:16:23,167 Can I ask what this is about? 231 00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:27,333 Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry, is why. 232 00:16:27,958 --> 00:16:31,792 - Who is it? Who is it? - Some fellow named Pug. 233 00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:33,792 - I'll take it in the back there. - It better not be... 234 00:16:33,892 --> 00:16:35,667 It ain't, it ain't. It's a man about a truck. 235 00:16:35,833 --> 00:16:37,708 Hey, Brady! 236 00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:43,583 - Hey, Pug. How are y... - [indistinct] down there, Brady? 237 00:16:43,708 --> 00:16:46,708 - Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did. - They told you I needed an answer? 238 00:16:46,875 --> 00:16:48,875 Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear. I was just hopin'... 239 00:16:48,975 --> 00:16:52,333 I want to see you tomorrow evening. 240 00:16:52,458 --> 00:16:57,083 - Well, tomorrow night's gonna be... - You heard me, Brady! 241 00:17:16,292 --> 00:17:19,875 - Yea? - Bolger! - Hey, buddy. - Pug just called me. 242 00:17:20,208 --> 00:17:21,042 Pug called you hisself? 243 00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:23,333 Yea, he want us up there. 244 00:17:23,433 --> 00:17:26,333 - What does he want? - No, he want to see us. 245 00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:29,208 - You gonna change...? - No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit. 246 00:17:29,292 --> 00:17:32,042 - I don't like this at all, Brady. - Well, we just gonna have to 247 00:17:32,142 --> 00:17:33,708 be ready to deal then and come what may. 248 00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:37,167 You know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya. 249 00:17:37,292 --> 00:17:39,167 I'll see ya. 250 00:17:47,833 --> 00:17:49,917 Hello? 251 00:17:49,958 --> 00:17:52,042 Lola who? 252 00:17:52,500 --> 00:17:54,625 Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on. 253 00:18:01,167 --> 00:18:03,250 How did you get this number? 254 00:18:08,708 --> 00:18:12,083 Hi, did that man get a hold of you? 255 00:18:12,542 --> 00:18:14,250 He did, yea. 256 00:18:14,350 --> 00:18:16,542 He said it was an emergency, so I... 257 00:18:16,917 --> 00:18:20,125 You did the right thing, thanks. 258 00:18:29,042 --> 00:18:31,083 Was there something else? 259 00:18:31,183 --> 00:18:33,167 Is everything all right? 260 00:18:33,292 --> 00:18:35,792 Well, my brother's been murdered. 261 00:18:36,042 --> 00:18:38,125 Bill, that's awful! 262 00:18:38,417 --> 00:18:40,625 I didn't even know you had a brother! 263 00:18:40,958 --> 00:18:43,042 How? 264 00:18:43,958 --> 00:18:46,125 He got shot with a crossbow. 265 00:18:46,333 --> 00:18:48,125 I beg your pardon? 266 00:18:48,225 --> 00:18:51,667 They're inexplicably popular where I come from. 267 00:18:52,250 --> 00:18:54,833 Was it an accident? 268 00:18:56,292 --> 00:19:00,042 No, because then it wouldn't be a murder. 269 00:19:00,333 --> 00:19:05,292 Ah, oh, I don't know even know what... When was the last time you saw him? 270 00:19:05,392 --> 00:19:08,417 Um, it had been a long time. 271 00:19:08,750 --> 00:19:11,042 What will you do? 272 00:19:12,208 --> 00:19:15,667 Well, ah, I suppose I have to go home. 273 00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:24,708 What brings you to Tulsa? 274 00:19:24,958 --> 00:19:27,708 Pardon? Oh, ah, family matter. 275 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:31,583 I was gonna say, because nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know, 276 00:19:31,708 --> 00:19:35,917 and it's one of those states where you live there, maybe you got business there, 277 00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:39,208 but you don't see people coming for the attractions. 278 00:19:39,375 --> 00:19:42,458 - Right. - What do ya do? 279 00:19:43,250 --> 00:19:47,375 I, ah, I write and teach. I'm a professor. 280 00:19:48,375 --> 00:19:51,500 - Of? - Classical Philosophy. 281 00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:56,167 There's not too much use for that these days. 282 00:19:57,458 --> 00:20:00,458 Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually. 283 00:20:00,958 --> 00:20:02,917 Do you have family in Tulsa? 284 00:20:03,017 --> 00:20:05,333 No, no. Idabel. 285 00:20:06,167 --> 00:20:08,417 Little Dixie? 286 00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:13,167 I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back. 287 00:20:14,792 --> 00:20:19,125 - It is for someone. - I'm sorry. - Thanks 288 00:20:25,125 --> 00:20:27,583 I'm an orthodontist. 289 00:20:28,250 --> 00:20:31,792 Was, I mean. Will be again. 290 00:20:32,667 --> 00:20:35,208 Have you had work done? 291 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:40,417 - No, no, actually, I haven't. - Yea, I can.. I can tell. 292 00:20:42,625 --> 00:20:44,583 You got a nice face, though. 293 00:20:44,683 --> 00:20:46,667 Thanks. 294 00:20:46,708 --> 00:20:49,750 - Ken Feinman - Bill Kincaid 295 00:20:51,125 --> 00:20:54,042 - You have kids, Bill? - No 296 00:20:55,167 --> 00:20:57,583 I'm starting out all over. Yea. 297 00:20:58,250 --> 00:21:02,042 People don't realize it, but it's... it's tough to break in, and you get 298 00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:06,458 most of your business, ya know, through your kids' school, in your church, 299 00:21:06,542 --> 00:21:08,000 synagogue, in my case, ya know, 300 00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:12,333 but it's tough, I mean the costs of a practice these days 301 00:21:12,625 --> 00:21:14,917 is just, ah, it's downright humiliating. 302 00:21:15,292 --> 00:21:18,333 Honestly, it's downright humiliating. 303 00:21:18,875 --> 00:21:22,375 - Hmm, yea, I believe you. - We were living in Manhattan, 304 00:21:23,125 --> 00:21:26,958 but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa, so, ya know, we just moved back. 305 00:21:27,875 --> 00:21:29,708 Are there a lot of Jews in Tulsa? 306 00:21:29,808 --> 00:21:31,583 That's.. that's what.. that's what everyone asks, 307 00:21:31,667 --> 00:21:33,750 but.. but there are. No, it's... 308 00:21:33,850 --> 00:21:37,292 it's a small community, but very cohesive, 309 00:21:37,333 --> 00:21:40,333 and, ya know, the pull was unimaginable. 310 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,458 Kenny, do you see the man is reading? 311 00:21:43,875 --> 00:21:46,167 I don't think he wants to sit and listen to you 312 00:21:46,267 --> 00:21:49,417 chronicle the evolution of Tulsa Jewry. 313 00:21:49,583 --> 00:21:52,167 I'll let you get back to your reading. 314 00:21:52,875 --> 00:21:54,958 Thanks. 315 00:22:04,792 --> 00:22:06,750 It's a little embarrassing. I don't.. don't mean to be.. 316 00:22:06,850 --> 00:22:08,833 It's just, ah, if you've got family down there. 317 00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:11,667 - Ya know, nieces and nephews... - I don't. 318 00:22:11,875 --> 00:22:14,667 I mean, if you did or, you know... 319 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:18,333 It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away, 320 00:22:18,375 --> 00:22:22,750 - and, ah, you know, I do great work. - I.. I know you do. 321 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,458 I never take accidental encounters for granted. 322 00:22:27,500 --> 00:22:31,292 - Kenny! Kenny! - So... I'm gonna run. 323 00:22:53,875 --> 00:22:55,625 - Rick Bolger - Hey, Rick. 324 00:22:55,725 --> 00:22:59,000 -Folks call me Bolger. - Nice to meet ya. 325 00:22:59,750 --> 00:23:03,333 Man! You sure do look like him. 326 00:23:03,433 --> 00:23:06,042 I think that's what they mean by identical. 327 00:23:06,208 --> 00:23:08,542 Your brother was a great friend to me. 328 00:23:08,708 --> 00:23:12,000 I... I hadn't seen him in awhile, but.. thanks. 329 00:23:12,167 --> 00:23:14,958 - You ain't got no bags? - No, that's it. 330 00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:19,417 Nice to meet you. 331 00:23:21,583 --> 00:23:27,333 My wildest dreams grow wilder every day 332 00:23:27,958 --> 00:23:31,292 There's nothing I can think or do or say 333 00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:36,083 I ain't been up here in awhile. I was gonna stay in a hotel. 334 00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:37,500 Where'd ya go? 335 00:23:38,458 --> 00:23:42,500 Found me a dead-end in a construction site near the airport. 336 00:23:42,792 --> 00:23:47,500 Laid out, counting stars. Crazy how much building they got goin' on up there. 337 00:23:47,625 --> 00:23:50,625 Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess. 338 00:23:51,292 --> 00:23:53,375 You figure? 339 00:23:55,917 --> 00:23:58,000 Mystery... 340 00:23:58,100 --> 00:23:59,667 I swear I'll get it right 341 00:24:00,792 --> 00:24:05,792 My wildest dreams grow wilder every day 342 00:24:07,042 --> 00:24:11,333 I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray 343 00:24:13,708 --> 00:24:17,583 Just how wild is too high a price to pay 344 00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:20,458 You need a drink or anything? 345 00:24:20,542 --> 00:24:23,667 Comin' up on Broken Bow. Can stop off at the Me Tote Em. 346 00:24:24,458 --> 00:24:26,542 Sure. 347 00:24:29,583 --> 00:24:31,833 Me Tote? 348 00:24:49,125 --> 00:24:52,750 Oh! I almost forgot. This here is your brother's. 349 00:24:54,250 --> 00:24:56,333 I don't know if you want it. 350 00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:44,042 You're shittin' me. 351 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,083 Buddy! 352 00:25:53,458 --> 00:25:56,000 You clean up nice. 353 00:25:56,917 --> 00:25:58,417 How's that? 354 00:25:58,458 --> 00:26:00,542 Where's the tux from? 355 00:26:02,917 --> 00:26:05,583 Oh, God, no, no, wait a second, wait a second. You, you... 356 00:26:06,458 --> 00:26:10,000 - Where's Bolger at? - He's around back, but I'm... I'm not who you think I am. 357 00:26:10,292 --> 00:26:12,917 - Oh, you're not? - No, you don't know me. 358 00:26:13,017 --> 00:26:15,417 Oh, well, what I wanna know is what you're doin' up here in Broken Bow, 359 00:26:15,517 --> 00:26:19,917 when we don't want you in Broken Bow? 360 00:26:19,958 --> 00:26:22,083 Um, it's my mistake. I'm... I'm just gonna leave. 361 00:26:22,292 --> 00:26:26,167 Yea, well, not till Buddy gets here, you won't. 362 00:26:26,542 --> 00:26:27,625 Buddy? 363 00:26:27,833 --> 00:26:28,792 Calm down! Calm down! 364 00:26:28,875 --> 00:26:35,375 - Keep it up, Brady. - I'm his brother! I'm not... Ohhhh! Ohhhh! 365 00:26:38,917 --> 00:26:42,125 You don't wanna be comin' up north, where you ain't got no tripwires, 366 00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:45,333 or booby traps, and hos you done bribed. 367 00:26:45,375 --> 00:26:49,708 Maybe even sell your souped-up turbo grass to whoever you... [Gunshot] 368 00:26:52,083 --> 00:26:55,333 - I wondered where you was at. - Don't seem like too fair a fight. 369 00:26:55,542 --> 00:26:57,542 Well, nobody asked you two to come up north, neither. 370 00:26:57,625 --> 00:27:00,125 Well, we had some business to take care of up in Tulsa. 371 00:27:00,208 --> 00:27:02,542 - I heard somethin' about that. - What you heard? 372 00:27:03,167 --> 00:27:05,625 Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money. 373 00:27:05,725 --> 00:27:06,875 Will you explain this, please. 374 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:10,333 The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds, the better. 375 00:27:10,542 --> 00:27:13,417 Heard he thinks you're gonna expand business down to our Little Dixie. 376 00:27:13,542 --> 00:27:17,750 - The young pussy already said. - How 'bout I say THIS! 377 00:27:31,750 --> 00:27:34,542 How ya feelin'? 378 00:27:34,833 --> 00:27:38,458 - Brady? - Hey, buddy. 379 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,083 What the hell is goin' on? 380 00:27:41,750 --> 00:27:44,833 Well, I think Sally got razor happy. 381 00:27:45,750 --> 00:27:48,625 - What? Are you out of your mind? - Okay, easy now. 382 00:27:48,725 --> 00:27:50,292 Hold on to him, now. Hold on. 383 00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:54,042 - No, let go of me! Let me go! - Not until you calm down, he won't! 384 00:27:54,083 --> 00:27:57,875 You had him tell me you were dead? With a fucking crossbow? 385 00:27:57,975 --> 00:28:00,000 Well, all right, I'm sorry 'bout that, 386 00:28:00,100 --> 00:28:02,167 but there were no other way for me to get you to come down here. 387 00:28:02,250 --> 00:28:06,333 Ow! Ow! Ahhh... Down here for what? 388 00:28:07,292 --> 00:28:11,792 - I'm gettin' married. - As if I care. What kind of excuse is that? 389 00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:14,750 And I'm having a baby. You're gonna be an uncle. 390 00:28:14,792 --> 00:28:17,875 Who... Who would be dumb enough to have a child with you? 391 00:28:18,125 --> 00:28:20,208 I would. 392 00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:24,333 You remember the Dentons? On Luminus back home? 393 00:28:25,042 --> 00:28:27,333 - Colleen Denton? - You remember. 394 00:28:27,875 --> 00:28:31,458 I babysat you when we were in high school. 395 00:28:33,333 --> 00:28:38,167 You was my favorite. You used to sit in the kitchen reading books. 396 00:28:38,833 --> 00:28:41,875 I got to watch all the TV I wanted, as long as I kept the door shut. 397 00:28:42,167 --> 00:28:45,458 You were reading Shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep. 398 00:28:45,917 --> 00:28:48,167 And now you're gonna marry this pothead? 399 00:28:48,292 --> 00:28:50,958 - No, he's not no more. - Ah, leaving all that behind. 400 00:28:51,667 --> 00:28:54,042 Oh, oh, yea, I can see the evidence for that everywhere. 401 00:28:54,667 --> 00:28:57,708 I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes, and then it's cold turkey on that, too. 402 00:28:57,958 --> 00:29:01,375 But me and Bolger's gonna smoke till the bottom drops out, ain't we? 403 00:29:03,500 --> 00:29:05,125 Oh, what a... what a great time. 404 00:29:05,225 --> 00:29:09,167 Anyway, you know what? I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible. 405 00:29:09,458 --> 00:29:12,917 - Hang on. Just stay through the weekend. - No. - You could go see mom. 406 00:29:13,250 --> 00:29:17,708 Look, Brady, I am leaving. What... What you did here is cruel and irresponsible 407 00:29:18,083 --> 00:29:19,542 and exactly why I stay away. 408 00:29:19,625 --> 00:29:22,125 No. You... You know I read every goddamn article you write. 409 00:29:22,333 --> 00:29:26,125 I read 50 pages on the interpretation of one word in Aristol. 410 00:29:26,292 --> 00:29:28,083 Sat there the whole fucking day with a dictionary, 411 00:29:28,183 --> 00:29:31,000 and not the Merriam Webster, either, the motherfucking OED. 412 00:29:31,125 --> 00:29:33,542 Ain't 20 people in the world read that whole piece, I'll bet, 413 00:29:33,642 --> 00:29:34,667 and you're lookin' at one of 'em. 414 00:29:34,750 --> 00:29:37,583 What do you... What do you want, Brady? I mean, what do you fuckin' want? 415 00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:40,500 I just want to see my brother, who I love. What's the crime? 416 00:29:40,542 --> 00:29:44,500 Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and call me, and just ask me to come down, 417 00:29:44,542 --> 00:29:47,708 - like anyone normal person? - Because when I do, you never call me back. 418 00:29:48,292 --> 00:29:51,875 And, if you did, you'd just say no. Am I lying? 419 00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:56,958 - Well, am I lying? - No. No, you're not. 420 00:29:58,042 --> 00:30:03,333 - Wow... We ain't bad people, Billy. - I know you're not. 421 00:30:03,542 --> 00:30:05,625 You know mom put herself in a home? 422 00:30:05,708 --> 00:30:08,458 - A rest home? - She did. - Jesus. 423 00:30:08,792 --> 00:30:11,917 You want her to die down here, and you don't even come to say goodbye. 424 00:30:12,250 --> 00:30:16,042 - Is she still using drugs? - Just go see her and find out for yourself. 425 00:30:16,250 --> 00:30:20,125 I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just can't. I can't go and... 426 00:30:20,250 --> 00:30:23,875 What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way? 427 00:30:24,208 --> 00:30:27,708 I don't hate you. I really don't. I just... 428 00:30:27,917 --> 00:30:29,750 And.. And where you're from don't matter to ya? Your family? 429 00:30:29,850 --> 00:30:31,000 Your own fuckin' brother? 430 00:30:31,042 --> 00:30:34,667 Look, I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control. 431 00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:39,250 I adhere to certain philosophic tenets that were laid down centuries ago 432 00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:42,125 by some very introspective thinkers. 433 00:30:42,375 --> 00:30:45,167 I'm talking about three fucking days in Idabel. 434 00:30:47,833 --> 00:30:49,917 Son of a bitch. 435 00:30:50,542 --> 00:30:55,458 Ok, look, I will stay through the weekend. But then I'm out of here. 436 00:30:55,958 --> 00:30:58,042 Do you understand? 437 00:30:58,625 --> 00:31:03,292 Hey! Hey, don't you fuck around. Stop! Jesus! 438 00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:13,458 God! I think he thought we were selling dime bags. 439 00:31:14,042 --> 00:31:15,500 What is all this? 440 00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,000 Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two. 441 00:31:18,292 --> 00:31:21,333 It all starts in the mama room. Ya got your young'uns over here, 442 00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:24,375 your juvies, and your adults in the back. 443 00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:26,750 All these lights are sodium-vapor. 444 00:31:26,792 --> 00:31:28,875 Portalux HP 1000 watts 445 00:31:28,917 --> 00:31:32,125 Incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum. 446 00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,792 Makes the plant grow too tall on the stem, 447 00:31:34,892 --> 00:31:37,500 and the leaves get all nine, and the whole thing just keels over. 448 00:31:37,583 --> 00:31:40,417 Plus, it reduces the potency, which is definitely not what we want. 449 00:31:41,125 --> 00:31:43,042 Now, LED's gettin' to be all the rage 450 00:31:43,083 --> 00:31:46,500 'cause it's cooler and saves ya on power costs, but... 451 00:31:46,583 --> 00:31:48,667 I'm a sodium-vapor man! 452 00:31:48,767 --> 00:31:51,167 Ya know, we got your electronic digital balance 453 00:31:51,792 --> 00:31:54,583 Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger! 454 00:31:57,250 --> 00:31:59,500 - Who built all this? - Me and Bolger. 455 00:31:59,542 --> 00:32:01,583 Had a few buddies help us with the heavy liftin'. 456 00:32:01,683 --> 00:32:03,583 Your brother designed every bit of it. 457 00:32:03,667 --> 00:32:05,167 The horticultural part. 458 00:32:05,267 --> 00:32:08,750 Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit. Grade-schoolers could've assembled it. 459 00:32:08,850 --> 00:32:10,375 We should've got a contractor to pour the pad, 460 00:32:10,475 --> 00:32:13,417 but we couldn't likely hire one of those, could we? 461 00:32:13,500 --> 00:32:18,375 - And, and, what... what are all these? - Oh, NFT Spiral System. - NFT? 462 00:32:18,750 --> 00:32:20,833 Yea, nutrient film technique. 463 00:32:20,875 --> 00:32:23,500 No soil in there. These pipes are filled with hydroclay. 464 00:32:23,583 --> 00:32:27,333 It's like an expanded clay aggregate, supports the active capillaries. 465 00:32:27,458 --> 00:32:30,083 It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit. 466 00:32:30,250 --> 00:32:34,750 No acid, no alkaline in the base, totally sterile medium. 467 00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:38,833 You're lookin' at cell generation of hybridization cloning, 468 00:32:38,933 --> 00:32:41,167 through all my special little children. 469 00:32:41,292 --> 00:32:43,500 And we feed ya good, too, don't we? 470 00:32:43,708 --> 00:32:46,583 Pump the nutrients, see, up into the medium from underneath. 471 00:32:46,792 --> 00:32:51,667 Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle Juice, Tarantula, the whole shitteroo. 472 00:32:53,417 --> 00:32:56,708 You're looking at the motherfuckin' state of the art. 473 00:32:58,583 --> 00:32:59,583 I don't know what to say. 474 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:03,750 You hear that, Bolger, we rendered him speechless! Huh! 475 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,292 - You wanna try some? - No 476 00:33:06,375 --> 00:33:10,083 I make my living with my mind, and, so, I like to keep it clear. 477 00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:12,833 I forgot who I was talking to. 478 00:33:12,917 --> 00:33:14,667 Traveling through his optic space-time. Shit. 479 00:33:14,750 --> 00:33:17,042 Let's go sit on the back porch. I've got a new varietal. 480 00:33:17,142 --> 00:33:19,667 I really gotta give her a test drive. 481 00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:24,583 Now, I read an article you wrote in the New York Review of Books, 482 00:33:24,917 --> 00:33:28,458 - 'bout a fellow called Heidegigger. - Heidegger? 483 00:33:28,708 --> 00:33:30,958 That's the one. What kind of name is that? 484 00:33:31,042 --> 00:33:36,417 Oh, it was a review of a book exploring Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger. 485 00:33:36,542 --> 00:33:39,500 Exactly! That right there is what I don't understand about y'all! I mean... 486 00:33:39,708 --> 00:33:42,083 Y'all ever... hardly ever write about a topic! 487 00:33:42,167 --> 00:33:45,875 I mean, you write about what some other fellow wrote about the topic. 488 00:33:45,958 --> 00:33:50,000 So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then some, some French guy's got a take on that, 489 00:33:50,167 --> 00:33:51,375 then you write a review of that, 490 00:33:51,475 --> 00:33:54,292 and some other fellow's gonna come along and on and on and on and on. 491 00:33:54,417 --> 00:33:56,833 You very neatly explained academia, Brady. 492 00:33:56,958 --> 00:33:58,333 So, I'll write and say for all y'all. 493 00:33:58,433 --> 00:34:00,542 It's just called, "What the Fuck's the Point"? 494 00:34:00,642 --> 00:34:02,750 Ya know what? I think this is right about where I leave. 495 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:05,208 Come on, come on. 496 00:34:05,292 --> 00:34:07,917 - Give you a tug on that. - I said no. 497 00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:10,750 You used to do this more'n I did. You couldn't get enough of it. 498 00:34:10,875 --> 00:34:13,667 Well, I just don't do it anymore. 499 00:34:13,792 --> 00:34:17,833 Oh, I know you want some. It's written all over your face. 500 00:34:17,958 --> 00:34:21,625 Look, the shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere. 501 00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:24,375 Makes that Jamaica shit we used to buy taste like tobacco. 502 00:34:24,417 --> 00:34:26,250 Oh, I'll bet it does. 503 00:34:26,333 --> 00:34:31,875 A tiny taste. A little, little, bitty, ole taste. Just.. Taste! 504 00:34:32,417 --> 00:34:37,958 Fine, fine. Fuck, I don't believe I'm doing this. This is so fucking stupid! 505 00:34:38,125 --> 00:34:40,625 When was the last time you did it? 506 00:34:40,792 --> 00:34:44,958 - Graduate school. - I'll bet this is gonna lay you out. 507 00:34:46,167 --> 00:34:50,458 - You remember the first time? With ma? - I remember. 508 00:34:50,667 --> 00:34:53,125 [Both] Fucking ridiculous. 509 00:34:53,667 --> 00:34:55,708 I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own, anyway. 510 00:34:55,833 --> 00:34:58,292 I... I don't wanna know what she was thinking about. 511 00:35:07,083 --> 00:35:09,500 Oh, come on, give it a real pull there. 512 00:35:13,833 --> 00:35:17,167 Now, how many buds are you gonna smoke that's that 513 00:35:17,417 --> 00:35:20,750 smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years? 514 00:35:20,833 --> 00:35:24,292 I've been lengthening the maturing process more in the Dutch tradition, 515 00:35:24,333 --> 00:35:27,333 - and I got just the right amount of resin. - Wow! 516 00:35:46,042 --> 00:35:49,792 Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'. 517 00:35:50,375 --> 00:35:52,458 So, anyways, I seem to recall you didn't.. 518 00:35:52,558 --> 00:35:55,042 you didn't think too much of this fellow, Heidegigger. 519 00:35:55,167 --> 00:36:00,708 What? No, he was a fucking fascist. He... He held down the National Socialists. 520 00:36:01,292 --> 00:36:05,958 All right, but this article was about logic and... and truth, and 521 00:36:07,292 --> 00:36:10,292 about him and some other fellow related to, uh... 522 00:36:10,708 --> 00:36:13,958 - Analytic philosophy. - What was it? - Analytic philosophy. 523 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,625 Analytic philosophy. Analytic philosophy. 524 00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:20,875 There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista... 525 00:36:20,917 --> 00:36:23,750 - Epistemology. - Epista what? - Epistemology. 526 00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:25,917 Epistemology, bingo, bingo. 527 00:36:26,375 --> 00:36:29,375 Why are we talking about this? 528 00:36:29,792 --> 00:36:32,167 Just solving problems. 529 00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,333 Just solving problems. 530 00:36:34,433 --> 00:36:37,875 Like... Like, when all of a sudden, you get hit with a answer, 531 00:36:38,750 --> 00:36:40,625 to a mess you've been in, 532 00:36:40,725 --> 00:36:43,917 and as soon as it hit ya, ya can't hardly believe ya didn't think of it before. 533 00:36:44,250 --> 00:36:47,083 What is it you want, Brady? 534 00:36:47,208 --> 00:36:50,583 - Here, git ya another pull on that. - No, I'm fucking euthanized. 535 00:36:50,708 --> 00:36:54,417 Go on, now. Go on! 536 00:36:57,167 --> 00:36:59,625 All right, now, here's the thing. 537 00:37:00,042 --> 00:37:03,333 All that equipment you see out yonder. It was expensive. 538 00:37:03,667 --> 00:37:07,208 So I had to go see this Jew up in Tulsa, who's kinda in the business. 539 00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:10,708 - What do ya mean, he's in the business? - Well, the dope dealing business. 540 00:37:11,208 --> 00:37:13,750 A Jew in the business? How do ya know he's a Jew? 541 00:37:13,850 --> 00:37:16,167 Well, he... Trust me, he's a Jew. 542 00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:18,125 Well, what does that mean? He has a Jewish last name? 543 00:37:18,225 --> 00:37:19,375 He's a goddamn Jew! 544 00:37:19,417 --> 00:37:22,375 - Don't be anti-Semitic. - Anti what? - Anti-Jew. 545 00:37:22,542 --> 00:37:25,292 I ain't anti-Jew! I loves everybody! 546 00:37:25,333 --> 00:37:28,417 Oh, Jesus! So, okay, he's a dope dealer. So what... 547 00:37:28,708 --> 00:37:31,042 Well, he's not really a dealer. He's... He's a little more upstream than that, 548 00:37:31,142 --> 00:37:33,125 but I've been his main supplier of grass. 549 00:37:33,208 --> 00:37:35,458 - I still don't see... - Will ya listen? Ya just.. 550 00:37:35,558 --> 00:37:36,708 Ya know, ya never listen! 551 00:37:36,792 --> 00:37:39,750 Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening. 552 00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:43,167 I need you to be me. 553 00:37:43,267 --> 00:37:44,208 What? 554 00:37:44,250 --> 00:37:47,208 Down here, just like we used to back at home, 555 00:37:47,308 --> 00:37:49,708 while I go up there and figure out this whole situation. 556 00:37:49,750 --> 00:37:52,375 No fucking chance, Brady. 557 00:37:52,917 --> 00:37:55,000 Well, look, I've got this one figured. It's so simple. 558 00:37:55,100 --> 00:37:56,958 All you gotta do is go and visit mom. 559 00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,667 You don't think mom is gonna know the difference between you and me? 560 00:37:59,875 --> 00:38:03,125 It ain't about mom, goddamn it. It's the sheriff. It's he we're gonna fool. 561 00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:06,083 We don't even look alike, anymore. Has that occurred to you? 562 00:38:06,333 --> 00:38:08,333 Bolger said when you walked into that Me Tote Em, it took all of 563 00:38:08,433 --> 00:38:11,667 five seconds for them boys to figure out it was me with a shave and haircut. 564 00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:15,792 - Which is why he took me to Broken Bow. - He said you wanted to go. 565 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:21,958 Brady, Brady, I swear to God, even for you... 566 00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:23,792 Well, that might have been Bolger's idea, 567 00:38:23,875 --> 00:38:25,542 but I didn't know nothing about it till you all showed up here. 568 00:38:25,625 --> 00:38:27,833 And let me tell you something else. We're going back up to Broken Bow, 569 00:38:27,933 --> 00:38:29,583 and we're gonna whip some country ass. 570 00:38:29,667 --> 00:38:32,292 No, no, you're not. 571 00:38:33,083 --> 00:38:34,750 Started without us? 572 00:38:35,167 --> 00:38:37,042 Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff. 573 00:38:37,142 --> 00:38:40,292 I know, but I'm being polite. The rest of 'em came. 574 00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:43,167 That is so weird. 575 00:38:43,308 --> 00:38:47,250 Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill. Bill, this is our good friend, Janet. 576 00:38:47,458 --> 00:38:51,458 - Hi, I'm Bill. - You havin' a smoke? - Oh, I wa... I was, yea. 577 00:38:51,917 --> 00:38:56,208 - Oh, uh, do you want some? - Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks. 578 00:38:56,333 --> 00:38:59,958 Yea, I... I... I usually don't, either. I... I... 579 00:39:00,058 --> 00:39:02,125 Actually, actually, I never do. I... I'm... 580 00:39:02,167 --> 00:39:04,958 It's all right. Nobody can say no to Brady. 581 00:39:05,058 --> 00:39:06,917 Mojo, I got the mojo. 582 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:08,417 I kinda forgot. 583 00:39:08,517 --> 00:39:10,708 So, Bolger says you're a famous, what was it you said, Bolger? 584 00:39:10,750 --> 00:39:13,208 - A famous thinker. - A famous thinker. 585 00:39:13,292 --> 00:39:17,000 - He's real famous. - In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe. 586 00:39:17,333 --> 00:39:19,750 And they pay you for that? 587 00:39:19,850 --> 00:39:23,708 Well, I... I... I lecture, and I... I teach. I am a professor. 588 00:39:23,808 --> 00:39:27,708 - I was just fuckin' with you. - Ah, you're... Yea... - Nice to meet you. 589 00:39:27,792 --> 00:39:31,250 Go ahead, get in the coda. 590 00:39:33,958 --> 00:39:38,542 - She's a poet. - What? - Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry. 591 00:39:38,708 --> 00:39:41,750 And she's the ladies noodling champion of '05. 592 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:47,125 125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours, with nothing but her bare hands. 593 00:39:49,208 --> 00:39:51,583 I tried to get her and Colleen in a three-way once, 594 00:39:51,724 --> 00:39:55,958 but wouldn't neither of 'em go for it. 595 00:39:56,708 --> 00:39:59,250 - I'm... I'm leaving on Sunday, you do understand that, right? - I understand that. 596 00:39:59,417 --> 00:40:02,292 - I am not gonna participate... - No, no, we'll talk about that later. 597 00:40:02,375 --> 00:40:05,458 Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man! 598 00:40:09,583 --> 00:40:11,667 All this happened in one day. 599 00:40:11,808 --> 00:40:16,042 Almost everything that has happened here has only served to vindicate why I stay away. 600 00:40:16,125 --> 00:40:20,208 Oh, come on. Don't tell me that goblet of goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy. 601 00:40:20,917 --> 00:40:23,375 No, even that, whatever it actually is. 602 00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:27,500 That's Ambrosia, Billy. That's pure Ambrosia. 603 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:39,292 Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery, 604 00:40:40,083 --> 00:40:46,292 Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be. 605 00:40:51,542 --> 00:40:58,542 Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game. If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain. 606 00:40:58,683 --> 00:41:05,500 If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied. 607 00:41:10,417 --> 00:41:15,042 Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh... 608 00:41:15,083 --> 00:41:19,625 - So, where do you live now? - Mmm, Providence, Rhode Island. 609 00:41:20,708 --> 00:41:25,083 - Why, why would you come back here? - It's where I wanna write. 610 00:41:27,375 --> 00:41:31,333 - I teach for money. - Is it a college? - High school, here in town. 611 00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:33,833 High school? 612 00:41:34,375 --> 00:41:37,917 I tried the tenure track, but college students are already 613 00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:41,750 too culturally informed. Closes their minds. 614 00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,417 How come there aren't more girls, like you, writing Hugo? 615 00:41:44,517 --> 00:41:47,625 Maybe they don't know how to look. 616 00:41:49,708 --> 00:41:54,958 Well, you... you teach... English? 617 00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,292 - I do. - Hmm... 618 00:41:59,833 --> 00:42:04,583 - My mother used to do that for awhile. - She must be very proud of you. 619 00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:10,083 - I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. - Why not? 620 00:42:10,333 --> 00:42:13,792 That is a very complicated subject. 621 00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:18,250 - You're some world-famous thinker? - Har... Hardly 622 00:42:18,417 --> 00:42:21,583 Some minorly famous thinker? 623 00:42:22,625 --> 00:42:26,333 - And you don't let your mother enjoy that? - That's correct. 624 00:42:26,583 --> 00:42:30,500 It's not good to have unresolved problems with your mother. 625 00:42:32,958 --> 00:42:39,167 - Why? - Because some day, she'll be gone. Then where will you be? 626 00:42:39,625 --> 00:42:44,917 - Probably the same place I am right now. - Exactly. 627 00:42:46,917 --> 00:42:51,292 - You're smart. - You aren't as smart as you think you are. 628 00:42:51,583 --> 00:42:55,458 Well, hey, I just got tricked by my dope-dealing brother. 629 00:42:56,083 --> 00:42:59,167 We all get tricked some time or other. 630 00:43:04,667 --> 00:43:11,333 - Mmm, I don't think so. - No? - No - Why? 631 00:43:13,458 --> 00:43:17,375 A combination of what you've been smoking and what I'd do with you. 632 00:43:18,458 --> 00:43:20,708 You'd never recover. 633 00:43:21,333 --> 00:43:23,750 I'll do my best. 634 00:43:26,417 --> 00:43:28,500 I'm goin' home. 635 00:43:29,083 --> 00:43:33,708 Well, can't light a cake. Can... could we just like, um... 636 00:43:35,500 --> 00:43:38,667 I mean, we were, we were kind of lost... having a hug. 637 00:43:47,250 --> 00:43:50,917 I'm going noodling tomorrow, if you want to tag along. 638 00:43:52,458 --> 00:43:55,958 My brother said that you did that. 639 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,333 Sweet dreams. 640 00:44:07,083 --> 00:44:09,542 Here you go. 641 00:44:11,667 --> 00:44:14,333 Check out the best part. 642 00:44:15,042 --> 00:44:18,833 - Holy shit! - This here's why I keep it alive. 643 00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:23,375 - Wait a minute. Some of these are from our room. - Oh, yea. 644 00:44:24,333 --> 00:44:30,667 Yup, a few more I picked up along the road, but all originals. Ain't no knockoffs. 645 00:44:30,708 --> 00:44:33,750 - Wow - Now sit you down. 646 00:44:37,250 --> 00:44:40,667 Ain't that the coup de grace? I got her off from Taylor in Ponca City, 647 00:44:40,917 --> 00:44:43,292 before me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby. 648 00:44:43,958 --> 00:44:47,500 If Colleen knew what went on in that bed, she'd never let me [indistinct]. 649 00:44:47,792 --> 00:44:51,708 - Lovely. - Let's get you somethin' for that buzz you got workin'. 650 00:44:51,750 --> 00:44:54,708 - Hey! Remember this? - You still goin' with vinyl, huh? 651 00:44:54,958 --> 00:44:59,958 Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital. They can't improve a phono classics man. 652 00:45:00,625 --> 00:45:02,417 - Come on, lay you down. - Lie down. 653 00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:06,417 - Now you sound like mom. - Sorry. 654 00:45:09,667 --> 00:45:14,750 Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree 655 00:45:14,875 --> 00:45:16,750 - How's that for a lullaby [indistinct]. - Ahhh... 656 00:45:19,875 --> 00:45:23,125 Does a dance so rhythmically 657 00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:25,792 Hey, don't think that this means that I'm in any way... 658 00:45:25,892 --> 00:45:28,500 We ain't gonna talk about that right now. 659 00:45:28,625 --> 00:45:31,417 Having a time 660 00:45:33,500 --> 00:45:35,792 I'm just glad you're here, Billy. 661 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:37,667 Cocaine tree lookin' fine 662 00:45:37,792 --> 00:45:42,833 Gotta put on your sailin' shoes. 663 00:45:42,933 --> 00:45:47,625 Put on your sailin' shoes 664 00:45:47,725 --> 00:45:50,750 Everyone will start to cheer 665 00:45:50,850 --> 00:45:58,250 When you put on your sailin' shoes 666 00:45:58,350 --> 00:46:00,750 Doctor, doctor, ahhh 667 00:46:22,792 --> 00:46:24,875 Oh, cut it out. 668 00:46:26,333 --> 00:46:29,042 How ya feelin', professor? 669 00:46:29,125 --> 00:46:34,042 - Mmmm, what did you do? - Well, I bumped into some clippers. 670 00:46:35,042 --> 00:46:37,667 Hmm, feels weird. 671 00:46:39,583 --> 00:46:42,250 - Whaddya think? - Ahhh... 672 00:46:44,208 --> 00:46:47,250 - Oh, God. What time is it? - It's time to get up. 673 00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:49,667 Here, I bought you a few things. Put 'em on. 674 00:46:49,750 --> 00:46:51,125 What? Why? 675 00:46:51,167 --> 00:46:53,917 Remember that thing we were talkin' about [indistinct]. 676 00:46:54,625 --> 00:46:58,917 - No, no, Brady. That's... that's just not gonna work. - Why? 677 00:46:59,167 --> 00:47:01,250 Well, for one thing, because you've given 678 00:47:01,350 --> 00:47:03,208 yourself the stupidest haircut in human history. 679 00:47:03,292 --> 00:47:06,333 Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy. Can't hardly tell the difference. 680 00:47:06,417 --> 00:47:08,500 No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said... 681 00:47:08,583 --> 00:47:12,458 Haven't I fixed you up with Janet? And then you like her? 682 00:47:12,583 --> 00:47:16,875 My opinion of her is totally unrelated to your infantile scheme. 683 00:47:17,417 --> 00:47:19,625 You listen! 684 00:47:21,750 --> 00:47:24,875 I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me, because if I don't get up to Tulsa, 685 00:47:24,975 --> 00:47:26,750 I'm gonna be in some real trouble. 686 00:47:26,792 --> 00:47:29,042 Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have to... 687 00:47:29,142 --> 00:47:31,000 Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I... 688 00:47:31,100 --> 00:47:34,542 Where... Where you would rather be seen down here, so that you're not implicated in 689 00:47:34,642 --> 00:47:37,875 whatever typically insane criminal behavior that you intend. 690 00:47:37,917 --> 00:47:39,875 No fucking way! 691 00:47:39,975 --> 00:47:42,792 All I'm askin' you to do is go and see mom. 692 00:47:42,892 --> 00:47:44,875 That one little good deed. That's all. 693 00:47:44,958 --> 00:47:48,375 Well, it's not a good deed, and I really don't wanna see mom. 694 00:47:49,208 --> 00:47:50,500 You come all the way down here! 695 00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:53,417 No! No! You tricked me into coming, actually. 696 00:47:53,458 --> 00:47:56,292 Oh! Please! It's... It's so simple! 697 00:47:56,392 --> 00:47:58,583 All you gotta do is walk into a fucking rest home 698 00:47:58,708 --> 00:48:02,167 and see your own mother you ain't seen in 12 years, for God knows why! 699 00:48:02,208 --> 00:48:04,833 I don't know why you wanna pass a pig eatin' a bear claw. 700 00:48:04,933 --> 00:48:06,917 They don't call them that anymore. 701 00:48:06,958 --> 00:48:11,125 - What? - Nope! They aren't called pigs anymore. That's exactly... 702 00:48:11,208 --> 00:48:12,917 Called the police. 703 00:48:13,017 --> 00:48:15,250 How do you even know that he'll be there? 704 00:48:15,333 --> 00:48:18,375 'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer who sits behind the desk. 705 00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:22,708 All you gotta do is walk in and say, "Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma." 706 00:48:22,875 --> 00:48:25,042 And don't say another fuckin' word. And just walk on by. 707 00:48:25,125 --> 00:48:27,500 That is the most ridiculous alibi. 708 00:48:27,542 --> 00:48:31,000 All anyone would have to do is find out that you have a twin and that I was down here. 709 00:48:31,083 --> 00:48:33,917 When we ever been busted before? You took tests for me all the time. 710 00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:39,083 - And I let you go on dates as me. - No, I did that one time when we were 16. 711 00:48:39,208 --> 00:48:43,417 - And she guzzled your custard, didn't she? - I have felt bad about that ever since. 712 00:48:43,583 --> 00:48:48,208 Come on, Billy. I'm trying to change my life here. 713 00:48:48,333 --> 00:48:52,083 - Fucking hell. - I'm asking, as your brother. 714 00:48:52,625 --> 00:48:55,375 Ugg.. I just walk by. 715 00:48:58,833 --> 00:49:04,458 I got kicked off of Noah's Ark I turn my cheek to unkind remarks 716 00:49:04,558 --> 00:49:08,000 There was two of everything but one of me 717 00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:11,333 - Say, ain't it Saturday? - Yeah, so? 718 00:49:11,625 --> 00:49:15,625 Think the Jews is in church Saturdays. You know where it's at? 719 00:49:16,208 --> 00:49:20,583 - Can't we look it up? - What if it's more'n one? 720 00:49:21,500 --> 00:49:24,042 There can't be more than one. 721 00:49:28,667 --> 00:49:31,583 - Can I ask you a question? - Shoot 722 00:49:32,833 --> 00:49:35,542 Do you believe in a higher power? 723 00:49:37,583 --> 00:49:41,542 Yea, I do. I do. It's the only way to make sense of all this. 724 00:49:42,083 --> 00:49:44,375 Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos. 725 00:49:45,167 --> 00:49:49,625 Like, the world was created by Him, and He judges what we do? 726 00:49:50,083 --> 00:49:55,167 No, I think it's more like, like parallel lines. 727 00:49:55,667 --> 00:49:57,625 Parallel lines? 728 00:49:57,750 --> 00:50:00,042 Ya know, like two lines go on and on forever and don't ever touch. 729 00:50:00,875 --> 00:50:03,458 Yea 730 00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:07,250 'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature. 731 00:50:07,792 --> 00:50:13,333 And man can't create no true parallel. It's just more of a concept. 732 00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,875 I learned that shit in high school geometry. 733 00:50:16,975 --> 00:50:18,542 Ah huh 734 00:50:19,375 --> 00:50:23,417 Well, that concept, that perfection... 735 00:50:24,750 --> 00:50:28,542 We know it exists, and we think about it. 736 00:50:28,958 --> 00:50:32,750 But we can't never get there ourselves. 737 00:50:33,500 --> 00:50:36,500 I think that right there is God. 738 00:50:50,333 --> 00:50:54,625 - You ready? - For what? - Come on over here. 739 00:51:02,958 --> 00:51:06,000 - Jesus! - You just gonna stand there? 740 00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:18,792 You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament? 741 00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:25,500 This is the way it was done a thousand years ago. 742 00:51:26,250 --> 00:51:28,958 I think I can understand that. 743 00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:32,875 You still leavin' tomorrow? 744 00:51:33,583 --> 00:51:35,667 I think so. 745 00:51:35,875 --> 00:51:41,208 - I'll miss you. - And we barely even know each other. 746 00:51:43,667 --> 00:51:46,333 You have not known what you are. 747 00:51:46,542 --> 00:51:49,292 You have slumbered upon yourself all your life. 748 00:51:49,542 --> 00:51:53,250 Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time. 749 00:51:53,667 --> 00:51:56,875 What you have done returns already in mockeries. 750 00:51:57,208 --> 00:51:59,708 The mockeries are not you. 751 00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:04,417 Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk. 752 00:52:09,667 --> 00:52:14,167 - Who is that? - Walt Whitman 753 00:52:15,125 --> 00:52:17,625 I don't think I ever imagined hearing him recited to me by a 754 00:52:18,250 --> 00:52:20,792 girl getting a 40-pound catfish. 755 00:52:21,500 --> 00:52:25,375 That's exactly how he should be recited. He wrote without rhyme or meter. 756 00:52:25,500 --> 00:52:28,167 Free verse... just whatever he felt inside, 757 00:52:28,250 --> 00:52:31,292 coming out in his own intricate rhythm. 758 00:52:31,500 --> 00:52:36,750 Pure, unashamed passion, without definable restriction. 759 00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:40,292 - I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few issues with that. - Why? 760 00:52:40,500 --> 00:52:45,000 Because some have dared to suggest that even poetry has rules. 761 00:52:45,583 --> 00:52:47,542 Or you make your own. 762 00:52:47,642 --> 00:52:50,250 Right there, that's the part I never bought into. 763 00:52:50,292 --> 00:52:53,792 - Because? - Because if everybody runs around, making their own rules, 764 00:52:53,875 --> 00:52:57,000 how can you find what's true? 765 00:52:58,417 --> 00:53:01,333 There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on. 766 00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:07,292 One night, 767 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:10,583 I [indistinct], 768 00:53:10,750 --> 00:53:13,208 devoured your leaves, 769 00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:17,292 knowing no poison, no love nourishment 770 00:53:18,833 --> 00:53:23,125 in that larval blindness, a hunger finally true. 771 00:53:27,208 --> 00:53:30,958 - Who's that? - That's me. 772 00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:41,583 Maybe what's true is in front of us, 773 00:53:41,708 --> 00:53:45,708 and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there. 774 00:53:47,583 --> 00:53:50,042 Once you think you've got it all solved, 775 00:53:50,667 --> 00:53:53,167 what's left? 776 00:54:01,500 --> 00:54:04,000 Don't get any fish innards on me, okay? 777 00:54:04,667 --> 00:54:06,917 Shut up. 778 00:54:28,375 --> 00:54:31,083 So, what is the Halakhah? 779 00:54:31,792 --> 00:54:33,875 It's the law. 780 00:54:34,125 --> 00:54:37,583 It's the path we follow in our daily lives. 781 00:54:38,417 --> 00:54:43,167 It comprises those rituals that make our lives complete. 782 00:54:43,958 --> 00:54:48,042 Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail. 783 00:54:49,750 --> 00:54:53,125 When Moses talks with God on Sinai, 784 00:54:53,208 --> 00:54:55,458 the Jews abandoned the law, 785 00:54:56,042 --> 00:54:58,208 and danced ecstatically before the calf, 786 00:54:58,792 --> 00:55:01,792 forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt. 787 00:55:02,542 --> 00:55:05,458 My friends, in every generation, we are threatened 788 00:55:05,558 --> 00:55:08,375 with chaos and slavery and despair. 789 00:55:09,458 --> 00:55:11,917 And then this... this spirit and confusion. 790 00:55:12,583 --> 00:55:17,000 Halakhah allows refuge in a world we can't explain. 791 00:55:19,292 --> 00:55:21,042 Violence, anarchy 792 00:55:21,958 --> 00:55:26,542 in which the workings of justice may falter, there is a larger and deeper coherence. 793 00:55:27,542 --> 00:55:29,167 Who the fuck is that? 794 00:55:29,267 --> 00:55:33,125 To know this with certainty is to belief as a Jew. 795 00:55:34,583 --> 00:55:37,958 Without law, we are lost 796 00:55:38,458 --> 00:55:40,250 Fuckin' faggot. 797 00:55:40,350 --> 00:55:43,000 in an arid wasteland. No good to each other. 798 00:55:43,100 --> 00:55:44,542 Not this mess 799 00:55:44,667 --> 00:55:46,125 No good to our God. 800 00:55:46,167 --> 00:55:48,542 - Shabbat Shalom - AUDIENCE: Shabbat Shalom 801 00:55:50,292 --> 00:55:53,667 So, I would like to thank the Taubmann family 802 00:55:53,767 --> 00:55:56,792 for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema, 803 00:55:56,892 --> 00:56:02,458 and please join us after the Musaf service for Kish [fades out] 804 00:56:12,167 --> 00:56:15,625 - Thanks for doing this. - Happy to. 805 00:56:17,875 --> 00:56:20,000 All right. 806 00:56:20,833 --> 00:56:24,375 - You sure you don't wanna come in? - I'll be waitin' right over there. 807 00:56:24,833 --> 00:56:29,792 But will look kindly later on boys who sort shit out with their mamas. 808 00:56:31,208 --> 00:56:33,792 How do I look? 809 00:56:40,292 --> 00:56:43,500 Well, hi ya, Sharon, just goin' to see my mom. 810 00:56:44,917 --> 00:56:47,208 Officer 811 00:56:48,750 --> 00:56:54,500 Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait! 812 00:56:55,042 --> 00:56:56,875 Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man! 813 00:56:57,000 --> 00:57:03,875 No, no, not a word from you, Brady, you hear, you're just gonna listen. 814 00:57:03,975 --> 00:57:07,042 The staff here, they found your mama smokin' pot the other day. 815 00:57:07,917 --> 00:57:10,708 Now she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here, 816 00:57:10,917 --> 00:57:13,750 but it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away. 817 00:57:14,125 --> 00:57:16,625 The only reason I ain't haulin' you in is 'cuz 818 00:57:16,725 --> 00:57:19,542 I ain't got proof it was you give it to her. 819 00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:22,375 As soon as I do, we gonna get on your property and we gonna 820 00:57:22,475 --> 00:57:27,708 find every last ounce of that super charged grass you're growin' out there. 821 00:57:28,667 --> 00:57:33,292 I don't care how many money men you're payin' off. You understand? 822 00:57:33,667 --> 00:57:36,208 Yessir. 823 00:57:46,208 --> 00:57:51,083 You ain't foolin' a soul by cleanin' up. 824 00:57:55,542 --> 00:57:58,292 I know just what you is. 825 00:58:06,375 --> 00:58:08,333 That ain't at all what I asked you. 826 00:58:08,375 --> 00:58:14,375 I asked you why you was supposed to be here three days ago, 827 00:58:14,475 --> 00:58:16,167 and you just walk in here now? 828 00:58:16,208 --> 00:58:19,500 We just had some business back at home we had to take care off, is all. 829 00:58:19,625 --> 00:58:22,167 I heard you made an appearance in Broken Bow. 830 00:58:22,625 --> 00:58:26,500 Well, I just stopped in at the Me Tote Em, there. 831 00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:28,292 My girl wanted some licorice. 832 00:58:28,392 --> 00:58:31,500 Everybody knows those Fuller boys work out of the Me Tote Em. 833 00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:34,500 Even the police know that. 834 00:58:34,542 --> 00:58:36,625 She wanted the licorice. 835 00:58:36,875 --> 00:58:40,042 I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay. 836 00:58:40,250 --> 00:58:41,917 Well, that's just the thing. 837 00:58:42,042 --> 00:58:46,333 Either that, or you got samples of what you goin' be up to down there. 838 00:58:46,433 --> 00:58:49,625 Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest. 839 00:58:49,708 --> 00:58:54,042 To other shit, I got no interest makin' its way between my ears. 840 00:58:54,208 --> 00:58:56,500 We went to the wrong temple at first. 841 00:58:56,625 --> 00:58:58,875 - Temple Jester? - Over on Utica. 842 00:58:59,500 --> 00:59:01,833 If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Krustian. 843 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:03,833 Might make your life a little easier. 844 00:59:03,933 --> 00:59:05,917 Who says my life ain't easy? 845 00:59:06,167 --> 00:59:09,083 I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews. 846 00:59:09,250 --> 00:59:12,542 Law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer, neither. 847 00:59:13,000 --> 00:59:15,708 They leave me alone, by and large. 848 00:59:16,417 --> 00:59:18,750 The way of the world is mysterious, 849 00:59:19,417 --> 00:59:23,583 but every man has his place, each accordin' to his lights. 850 00:59:23,667 --> 00:59:25,125 That could be. 851 00:59:25,225 --> 00:59:30,625 Shaver and Wendell done presented to you a deal, Brady. 852 00:59:30,958 --> 00:59:38,042 Uh, opportunity. Now, either you got my money in that bag, 853 00:59:38,375 --> 00:59:42,250 or we gonna talk about expanding your situation down there. 854 00:59:42,417 --> 00:59:44,833 Well, I can't do neither. 855 00:59:45,083 --> 00:59:48,000 - Why not? - I wanna have a family. 856 00:59:48,708 --> 00:59:52,125 I ain't never had a dad myself, so I aim to be a good one. 857 00:59:52,208 --> 00:59:54,917 So, I'm done. I might be growin' for myself, 858 00:59:54,958 --> 00:59:57,375 but I ain't gonna be growing for you or nobody no more. 859 00:59:57,625 --> 00:59:59,667 At least, not in the selling facet. 860 00:59:59,767 --> 01:00:05,083 So, that's a bag full of money payin' me back for settin' you up down there. 861 01:00:05,167 --> 01:00:08,208 - Well, now, hear me out, Pug. - That's gettin' harder, 862 01:00:08,308 --> 01:00:09,792 because of all the shit I'm listenin' to. 863 01:00:09,892 --> 01:00:12,833 Okay, look. Me and Bolger. We gonna take that whole operation 864 01:00:12,917 --> 01:00:15,833 that you paid for, we gonna haul it up to Broken Bow. 865 01:00:15,875 --> 01:00:18,667 We gonna set it up, turn it over to the Fuller brothers. 866 01:00:18,767 --> 01:00:21,375 I'm gonna teach them everything I know. 867 01:00:23,208 --> 01:00:27,708 You can take Bobby Fuller and brain, and stick it in the head of a cat, 868 01:00:28,125 --> 01:00:30,708 that animal will keel over and die. 869 01:00:31,375 --> 01:00:36,083 - Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes. - Who is paying me back? 870 01:00:36,333 --> 01:00:38,708 I'm working on that, but you ain't never said nothing about a timetable. 871 01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:44,000 - Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it? - Yea, so? 872 01:00:44,417 --> 01:00:47,667 In all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel? 873 01:00:48,083 --> 01:00:49,458 In all those 12 months? 874 01:00:49,558 --> 01:00:52,292 No, but you and me both know I've been selling you at a cut rate. 875 01:00:52,375 --> 01:00:56,667 Ohhh! So! Now you want me to be nice! 876 01:00:57,500 --> 01:01:00,208 Well, I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that? 877 01:01:00,417 --> 01:01:05,458 Brady, my people been kicked out of near every country on this planet. 878 01:01:05,558 --> 01:01:10,208 My granddaddy came here, because of the pogroms in Russia. 879 01:01:10,708 --> 01:01:15,833 He traveled all over the South, selling czachkers out of a wagon, 880 01:01:15,917 --> 01:01:18,875 because nobody else wanted the job 881 01:01:19,208 --> 01:01:21,417 of taking a wagon 50 miles a day. 882 01:01:21,625 --> 01:01:26,583 Jews got good with money, because Krustians didn't wanna touch it. 883 01:01:26,708 --> 01:01:30,000 Now, Krustians say, Jews got all the money. 884 01:01:30,292 --> 01:01:31,917 I wonder how that happened? 885 01:01:32,117 --> 01:01:36,292 I give nearly every cent I make to the State of Israel, 886 01:01:36,958 --> 01:01:43,833 because Israel is where we put our foot down, and we said no more. 887 01:01:43,917 --> 01:01:47,083 We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more! 888 01:01:47,542 --> 01:01:49,625 I would just like a little more fucking time. 889 01:01:49,667 --> 01:01:51,167 Well, ya know what I'd like? 890 01:01:51,367 --> 01:01:55,042 I'd like everybody in the world to call me a cocksucker and give me a dollar! 891 01:01:55,242 --> 01:01:56,292 Why is that? 892 01:01:56,492 --> 01:02:00,000 Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me! 893 01:02:03,583 --> 01:02:09,833 Shaver, check that pickle. And if they ain't got my money, kill those sons-of-bitches! 894 01:02:17,833 --> 01:02:21,083 Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way. 895 01:02:25,042 --> 01:02:27,125 Oh, bring it on, sonny. 896 01:02:28,625 --> 01:02:32,917 You tricked me, motherfucker! I sure as shit gonna bleed. 897 01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:49,375 All right, shit! All right, shit! 898 01:02:51,625 --> 01:02:54,250 Get the spray paint! 899 01:02:55,958 --> 01:03:00,667 Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God, 900 01:03:01,333 --> 01:03:05,083 He don't care where you've been. He don't care whatcha done. 901 01:03:05,583 --> 01:03:10,333 He just wants to love ya up, and wants you to do the same to him. 902 01:03:10,958 --> 01:03:13,875 Ya know, He was there when you was born, 903 01:03:14,075 --> 01:03:17,500 and He just wants you back again before you perish. 904 01:03:17,583 --> 01:03:21,417 He loves ya and holds ya and He comforts ya, 905 01:03:21,667 --> 01:03:24,625 and gives ya everlasting rest, 906 01:03:25,125 --> 01:03:28,792 because Jesus is a compassionate God. 907 01:03:29,583 --> 01:03:34,458 Brings to mind the story of the old man who's walking down the beach, 908 01:03:35,250 --> 01:03:39,833 He stops and he's just... he's just takin' in the glory of the creation. 909 01:03:40,042 --> 01:03:43,708 And, suddenly he realizes there's somebody behind him, and he turns, and he looks, 910 01:03:43,875 --> 01:03:45,458 and it's Jesus! 911 01:03:45,658 --> 01:03:47,292 And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..." 912 01:03:47,492 --> 01:03:49,917 Are you listenin' to this bullshit? 913 01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,750 Hey, Mom. 914 01:03:59,125 --> 01:04:01,208 Billy? 915 01:04:04,750 --> 01:04:07,208 Well, you've got a nice view. 916 01:04:08,208 --> 01:04:11,125 I like watching the storms come in. 917 01:04:14,917 --> 01:04:17,083 You used to get so scared of 'em. 918 01:04:17,333 --> 01:04:19,417 Do ya still? 919 01:04:19,792 --> 01:04:23,625 I don't think anything like that scares me anymore. 920 01:04:25,125 --> 01:04:29,042 If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive. 921 01:04:29,750 --> 01:04:33,333 I'm sure many people would agree with you. 922 01:04:33,542 --> 01:04:36,333 Coming here didn't scare you? 923 01:04:38,083 --> 01:04:41,708 - Nah, ah, maybe a little. - Why? 924 01:04:42,250 --> 01:04:45,750 Ah, I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy. 925 01:04:49,083 --> 01:04:55,208 So, one minute you were there, and then you were gone. What happened? 926 01:04:55,250 --> 01:04:58,708 No, I'm... I'm serious, I'm really... really not gonna do this. 927 01:04:59,500 --> 01:05:01,917 Why, Billy? 928 01:05:02,958 --> 01:05:05,375 Billy? Why? 929 01:05:06,917 --> 01:05:10,625 All right. Because we needed a mother, 930 01:05:11,333 --> 01:05:13,833 and not another friend to get fucked up with. 931 01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:17,583 - I could be both. - But you weren't both. 932 01:05:18,125 --> 01:05:21,042 Are you saying that I didn't raise you? 933 01:05:21,167 --> 01:05:24,542 I don't know what the fuck you were doing. 934 01:05:24,792 --> 01:05:27,833 Reading every book you read, every paper you wrote, 935 01:05:28,167 --> 01:05:29,625 even when they were beyond me. 936 01:05:29,725 --> 01:05:31,542 I didn't need you to tell me I was smart, 937 01:05:31,642 --> 01:05:34,417 - I needed guidance. - You never needed anything. 938 01:05:34,542 --> 01:05:37,167 - Brady did! - You don't have to tell me about Brady. 939 01:05:37,708 --> 01:05:41,208 I... I don't need to be reminded. Don't you think I know that every time he comes here? 940 01:05:41,458 --> 01:05:45,708 All I ever wanted was a tiny taste of something 941 01:05:45,808 --> 01:05:48,125 resembling a normal and rational life. 942 01:05:48,225 --> 01:05:49,750 Where everything's a lie? 943 01:05:49,850 --> 01:05:52,542 Do you know that I actually went away to school 944 01:05:52,642 --> 01:05:55,375 and took a class in the culture of the 60s, 945 01:05:55,708 --> 01:05:59,083 just to try to understand the way you lived? 946 01:05:59,625 --> 01:06:01,250 The... The choices that you made, 947 01:06:01,350 --> 01:06:04,792 just to... to try to make sense out of all that new freedom, 948 01:06:04,875 --> 01:06:08,208 and... and upheaval and fucking anarchy? 949 01:06:08,333 --> 01:06:11,625 Ya know, and the... the problem is you tore everything down, 950 01:06:11,708 --> 01:06:16,500 but you were too lazy to actually build anything, as an alternative. 951 01:06:18,000 --> 01:06:21,417 As usual, you've got it all figured out. 952 01:06:26,667 --> 01:06:29,042 Am I ever gonna see you again? 953 01:06:29,708 --> 01:06:32,292 I don't know. I don't think so. 954 01:06:34,542 --> 01:06:36,792 I'm sorry. 955 01:06:37,583 --> 01:06:39,667 Yea, me, too. 956 01:06:40,167 --> 01:06:46,958 They say everything can be replaced. 957 01:06:47,458 --> 01:06:52,792 They say every distance is not near. 958 01:06:55,083 --> 01:07:01,333 So I remember everything - [indistinct] 959 01:07:02,708 --> 01:07:07,375 - [indistinct] Of every man who put me here. 960 01:07:09,667 --> 01:07:15,500 I see my light come shinin' 961 01:07:17,917 --> 01:07:23,417 From the west unto the east 962 01:07:24,667 --> 01:07:26,333 Any day now 963 01:07:26,375 --> 01:07:30,750 - He's gonna get here in time. - Ugh! Brady! Ugh! Oooh! 964 01:07:32,625 --> 01:07:34,708 [indistinct] 965 01:07:35,042 --> 01:07:38,417 Now you tell Buddy, the next time I slide into Broken Bow, 966 01:07:38,500 --> 01:07:42,708 if Bolger wants to shake a snake, or if I just want a refreshin' potable, 967 01:07:42,808 --> 01:07:45,208 I expect a little more fucking time... 968 01:07:45,308 --> 01:07:55,417 [Screaming on and on and on] They say that every man must fall 969 01:07:55,517 --> 01:08:00,708 Yet I swear I see my reflection 970 01:08:01,875 --> 01:08:07,500 Somewhere so high above this wall 971 01:08:09,625 --> 01:08:12,167 Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends, 972 01:08:12,250 --> 01:08:15,958 was a controversial figure in Tulsa's small Jewish community. 973 01:08:16,208 --> 01:08:19,375 An enormous success in the oil bill equipment business, 974 01:08:19,542 --> 01:08:22,542 he gave millions of dollars to the State of Israel, 975 01:08:22,792 --> 01:08:25,708 - as well as, other Jewish and statewide causes. - Uh, oh. 976 01:08:26,083 --> 01:08:30,042 Pug Rothbaum was a man of generosity and valor. 977 01:08:30,750 --> 01:08:33,792 Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others, 978 01:08:33,833 --> 01:08:38,208 - Jews, Christians, everyone. - He didn't. - What? 979 01:08:38,333 --> 01:08:41,250 Our community and the city of Tulsa have lost a great man. 980 01:08:41,417 --> 01:08:46,458 Indeed, Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings and signs all over our city and state, 981 01:08:47,000 --> 01:08:51,583 including various hospital wings, his Museum of Indian Heritage, 982 01:08:51,708 --> 01:08:54,667 and this rest stop on the Will Rogers Turnpike. 983 01:08:54,792 --> 01:08:57,750 Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, buddy. 984 01:08:57,875 --> 01:09:01,583 - What have you done? - What's it all about? - This? 985 01:09:02,042 --> 01:09:06,708 One curious aspect of this case is that the swastikas were drawn backwards, 986 01:09:07,167 --> 01:09:09,125 indicating either haste 987 01:09:09,208 --> 01:09:13,125 or a lack of familiarity with this most infamous of anti-Semitic emblems 988 01:09:13,292 --> 01:09:17,708 or, perhaps, rather more implausibly, that Hindus were involved. 989 01:09:18,417 --> 01:09:19,708 I ain't no Hindu! 990 01:09:19,808 --> 01:09:22,458 The guy you owed money to, a Jew up in Tulsa? 991 01:09:22,667 --> 01:09:24,125 Don't point your finger at me! I've been with Bolger all day! 992 01:09:24,225 --> 01:09:26,208 Oh! Come! Ugh! Hey, Billy! Hey! 993 01:09:26,250 --> 01:09:29,708 Ah! Calm 'er down now, I don't want to upset Colleen. I mean it. 994 01:09:30,583 --> 01:09:35,292 - Tell me that you didn't do this. - He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice. 995 01:09:35,625 --> 01:09:41,083 Ugh, ugh! You... You... You... You go to the cops and explain things. 996 01:09:41,208 --> 01:09:45,792 You go and hide! You do anything but that! And... And... What... 997 01:09:45,892 --> 01:09:47,250 What were those swastikas? 998 01:09:47,333 --> 01:09:50,542 Well, those were the symbols that the Nazis put on all their little trinkets. 999 01:09:50,750 --> 01:09:53,458 I... I... I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika. 1000 01:09:53,500 --> 01:09:56,292 Why would you want it to look like a hate crime? 1001 01:09:56,458 --> 01:09:58,000 So it don't look like a drug crime! 1002 01:09:58,100 --> 01:10:00,250 Great! Perfect! Just... just confirm that we're the 1003 01:10:00,375 --> 01:10:02,667 rednecked hick state that everybody thinks we are. 1004 01:10:02,767 --> 01:10:04,625 Don't you talk down on Oklahoma! 1005 01:10:04,725 --> 01:10:08,500 How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant, 1006 01:10:08,583 --> 01:10:11,917 and so monumentally, selfishly ignorant at the same time? 1007 01:10:12,042 --> 01:10:15,292 Oh, look! When you ever been in a situation you had to fight your way out of? 1008 01:10:15,333 --> 01:10:16,333 Whether it was you or someone else? 1009 01:10:16,542 --> 01:10:19,125 I don't put myself in those kind of situations! 1010 01:10:19,250 --> 01:10:21,333 Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya, 1011 01:10:21,417 --> 01:10:23,667 and if you had to kill someone to protect you 1012 01:10:23,792 --> 01:10:26,417 or your own, you'd do the same thing I done. 1013 01:10:26,458 --> 01:10:28,583 I got a baby coming. 1014 01:10:30,333 --> 01:10:32,750 I... I... I am leaving tomorrow. 1015 01:10:34,708 --> 01:10:36,667 You gonna turn me in? 1016 01:10:36,767 --> 01:10:41,875 No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do! 1017 01:10:41,917 --> 01:10:45,958 Listen, listen. This guy. He hauled drugs all over this state. 1018 01:10:46,292 --> 01:10:49,750 - You said he didn't sell. - He sold to the ones what sold 'em. 1019 01:10:50,042 --> 01:10:52,417 All right? Now, he will come down here to force me 1020 01:10:52,625 --> 01:10:55,333 to explain the shit I don't even wanna talk about. 1021 01:10:55,417 --> 01:10:57,917 They're gonna find you, and you're gonna get killed, 1022 01:10:58,375 --> 01:11:02,083 or you're gonna go to jail, and then where are your wife and kid gonna be? 1023 01:11:02,208 --> 01:11:06,042 That's the beauty of it. Well, I wasn't up there. 1024 01:11:06,142 --> 01:11:08,333 I was down here. Remember? 1025 01:11:08,458 --> 01:11:10,250 Ah! You asshole! 1026 01:11:11,375 --> 01:11:13,333 Do you have any idea what you're doin' to me? 1027 01:11:13,433 --> 01:11:14,792 Son of a bitch! 1028 01:11:18,417 --> 01:11:20,500 Billy! Ugh! 1029 01:11:21,167 --> 01:11:26,792 - You are going to ruin my life! - Ain't nobody gonna know! Ugh! 1030 01:11:28,500 --> 01:11:31,208 [Phone ringing] 1031 01:11:31,292 --> 01:11:33,167 Go answer the phone. 1032 01:11:33,958 --> 01:11:37,625 - Colleen'll get it! - Just answer the fucking phone! 1033 01:11:42,542 --> 01:11:44,625 Hello? 1034 01:11:45,417 --> 01:11:47,792 No, it ain't. It's his brother. 1035 01:11:49,250 --> 01:11:52,208 - Who... Who is it? - Well, he's right here, I know. 1036 01:11:54,500 --> 01:11:55,542 Hello? 1037 01:11:55,642 --> 01:11:58,958 - Bill, ah, Nathan Levy. - Nathan? 1038 01:12:02,500 --> 01:12:05,708 Ah... How did.. How did you get this number? 1039 01:12:06,458 --> 01:12:10,625 I hope you don't mind. I, ah, spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown. 1040 01:12:12,625 --> 01:12:14,167 Is this a bad time? 1041 01:12:14,708 --> 01:12:18,125 It's fine. Ah, you know what? Hang on one second. 1042 01:12:25,667 --> 01:12:27,625 Sorry, Nathan, go ahead. 1043 01:12:27,750 --> 01:12:32,708 Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill. But you're about to be ambushed down there. 1044 01:12:33,750 --> 01:12:37,417 - By whom? - Something about a coed and a poem, 1045 01:12:38,042 --> 01:12:40,833 and some other behavior, which I would rather allow you to infer. 1046 01:12:40,958 --> 01:12:44,458 What? You've got to be kidding me. Nobody would say that. 1047 01:12:44,542 --> 01:12:47,417 Apparently there was a witness, Bill. 1048 01:12:49,792 --> 01:12:53,042 Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me. 1049 01:12:53,125 --> 01:12:56,458 - That is absurd. - That's why I'm reaching out. 1050 01:12:57,042 --> 01:13:01,208 But until whatever happened blows over, we can't... 1051 01:13:01,333 --> 01:13:02,667 I understand. 1052 01:13:03,958 --> 01:13:06,125 - Everything all right? - No, it isn't. 1053 01:13:06,750 --> 01:13:08,708 Now, where can I find the signal for this? 1054 01:13:08,808 --> 01:13:12,542 I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back. 1055 01:13:12,750 --> 01:13:15,667 It was incentive of Virgil in dactylic hexameter, 1056 01:13:15,750 --> 01:13:19,917 and it was all about what would happen if we were together in the [indistinct]. 1057 01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:23,625 Stop. Inappropriate. I don't wanna hear it. 1058 01:13:24,125 --> 01:13:28,208 So, I was in the library, and Mark Laub read it over my shoulder. 1059 01:13:28,333 --> 01:13:31,125 He site-translated it? Oh, no, he was really good. 1060 01:13:31,583 --> 01:13:33,792 He had like five hortatory subjunctives. 1061 01:13:33,875 --> 01:13:38,208 Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a fucking poem, that it never happened? 1062 01:13:38,417 --> 01:13:41,667 Yes, but he didn't believe me, so he went to the Department. 1063 01:13:41,750 --> 01:13:47,167 I guess he was really pissed about some B+ you gave him on a Lucretius paper last year. 1064 01:13:47,333 --> 01:13:49,083 Fucking hell! 1065 01:13:49,183 --> 01:13:53,417 - Did you give him a B+? - I don't remember, Anne. 1066 01:13:53,500 --> 01:13:57,500 So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon, said she caught us that day 1067 01:13:57,583 --> 01:14:01,167 - making out with my shirt off in your office. - Ohhh! 1068 01:14:01,250 --> 01:14:06,125 So, I went to her, and I told her the truth, and I begged her. 1069 01:14:06,292 --> 01:14:10,125 But the door was closed, and I was partially undressed. 1070 01:14:10,292 --> 01:14:12,833 And then Professor Lockwood said that, 1071 01:14:12,933 --> 01:14:15,625 in a world of phenomena, appearances are truth. 1072 01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:18,833 Going around quoting the cynics. He's such a fucking lightweight! 1073 01:14:19,083 --> 01:14:24,833 - I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more. - Bill! When are you coming home? 1074 01:14:25,833 --> 01:14:28,375 Stop it! I told you to leave Stacy alone! 1075 01:14:29,042 --> 01:14:31,250 She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school. 1076 01:14:31,333 --> 01:14:33,500 - Eat shit, Gabe! - Well, after you eat mine! 1077 01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:35,583 Don't you dare speak to anyone that way, Stacy Feinman! 1078 01:14:36,708 --> 01:14:38,833 He cusses all the time! And so do you! 1079 01:14:38,933 --> 01:14:41,125 You both make spectacles of yourselves back there! 1080 01:14:41,225 --> 01:14:44,250 The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York! 1081 01:14:44,350 --> 01:14:47,792 Well, it is the pizza that we have! 1082 01:14:47,892 --> 01:14:50,667 And, by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money? 1083 01:14:50,750 --> 01:14:52,333 Honey, I don't wanna talk about it. 1084 01:14:52,433 --> 01:14:54,208 - Don't you have any pride? - Of course, I do. 1085 01:14:54,308 --> 01:14:58,375 - It's your mother! - We're strangling, Suzie. Strangling! 1086 01:14:58,500 --> 01:15:00,583 The credit card bills alone. 1087 01:15:00,625 --> 01:15:04,625 - Now, until I get my practice up... - When? When? - I told you. I told you. 1088 01:15:04,667 --> 01:15:07,958 It's when the kids make friends at school, and we meet the parents. 1089 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:11,000 I hate the kids at school! They suck! They're a bunch of idiots! 1090 01:15:11,167 --> 01:15:15,292 A brutal murder occurred earlier today, after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services. 1091 01:15:15,417 --> 01:15:18,375 - I said, when? - Yea, Dad? - Shh! Everyone be quiet! 1092 01:15:18,458 --> 01:15:23,583 Sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime. 1093 01:15:23,667 --> 01:15:27,417 Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 pm 1094 01:15:27,500 --> 01:15:32,250 by fellow worshippers in Congregation Nevei Kodesh, here in Tulsa. 1095 01:15:35,917 --> 01:15:38,583 I'm supposed to get three kids out of the car by myself? 1096 01:15:38,625 --> 01:15:40,875 Just give me a minute! 1097 01:15:41,333 --> 01:15:43,417 Bill Kincaid 1098 01:15:55,000 --> 01:15:57,708 Hugo Central High School 1099 01:16:21,167 --> 01:16:25,458 Honey! I'm just gonna, ah... Don't wait up for me! 1100 01:16:26,250 --> 01:16:27,833 What? 1101 01:16:27,933 --> 01:16:32,125 Well, 180 dollars will limit ya, but it don't mean you can't put a bullet 1102 01:16:32,167 --> 01:16:34,000 in there that's gonna pack a wallop. 1103 01:16:34,100 --> 01:16:37,167 I... I really don't need... need the bullets. 1104 01:16:37,458 --> 01:16:41,125 None of my business, friend, but you carry a firearm, you'd better be ready to use it. 1105 01:16:41,167 --> 01:16:45,542 Uh, huh. Well, ah, see, it's... it's really more for protection. 1106 01:16:46,208 --> 01:16:49,083 Now, these here is hollow points. 1107 01:16:50,000 --> 01:16:55,042 I... I appreciate that, but, um, like I said, I... I'm content... 1108 01:16:55,083 --> 01:16:59,167 Dog eat dog. You wanna be the one who's chowin' down. 1109 01:17:00,292 --> 01:17:03,292 I really don't... I don't plan to chow down. 1110 01:17:06,083 --> 01:17:08,125 I'll just take the gun. 1111 01:17:08,225 --> 01:17:13,250 Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey, you just got to trust me on this. 1112 01:17:13,833 --> 01:17:16,083 Yes, right. 1113 01:17:16,708 --> 01:17:19,625 Tomorrow night at the latest. 1114 01:17:21,042 --> 01:17:23,625 Just give 'em... Give everyone a big kiss. 1115 01:17:36,083 --> 01:17:39,417 And I'm telling you, you was at that rest home, plain as day. 1116 01:17:39,500 --> 01:17:41,917 And Erica. Looked like a choirboy. 1117 01:17:42,208 --> 01:17:46,042 So, how could he have been there, here, and in Tulsa? 1118 01:17:46,333 --> 01:17:49,042 He was in Tulsa before he was here. 1119 01:17:49,250 --> 01:17:51,750 This is one big waste of my time. 1120 01:17:51,833 --> 01:17:56,042 And I tell you what else! I'd better not hear about any vigilante bullshit. 1121 01:17:56,292 --> 01:17:59,542 And you know why he would've been in Tulsa? 1122 01:17:59,642 --> 01:18:01,417 No, Buddy, educate me! 1123 01:18:01,500 --> 01:18:06,000 Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin' to make a lot more than grass down here. 1124 01:18:06,125 --> 01:18:09,042 - Who told you that? - Pug Rothbaum 1125 01:18:09,167 --> 01:18:11,667 He was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow. 1126 01:18:12,333 --> 01:18:16,875 He was into Pug for more than $200,000 for the equipment in his grow house. 1127 01:18:17,625 --> 01:18:20,250 You tellin' me the truth, Buddy? 1128 01:18:32,875 --> 01:18:37,333 Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be 1129 01:18:38,375 --> 01:18:42,583 excellent noodling in the rivers around Boston. 1130 01:18:46,792 --> 01:18:48,833 How about that. 1131 01:18:49,833 --> 01:18:52,792 Something you might want to confirm. 1132 01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,083 Okay 1133 01:19:16,000 --> 01:19:17,292 Hey 1134 01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:22,625 You ain't gonna stop off and see mom one more time? 1135 01:19:22,667 --> 01:19:24,750 I don't think so. 1136 01:19:25,125 --> 01:19:27,708 Well, I'll see ya when I see ya. 1137 01:19:31,125 --> 01:19:33,208 Hello, there. 1138 01:19:36,500 --> 01:19:38,792 You have got to be kidding me. 1139 01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:45,083 - You know this guy? - Sort of. 1140 01:19:46,083 --> 01:19:48,667 - Well, I'll be damned. - How can we help ya? 1141 01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:52,792 Okay, ah, which of you was it I met on the airplane? 1142 01:19:53,708 --> 01:19:57,333 You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum! 1143 01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:05,333 - Get in the house! Get in the house! - No! Don't go there! Don't go there! 1144 01:20:05,833 --> 01:20:09,292 - Over there! - Just calm down! Just calm down! 1145 01:20:09,417 --> 01:20:10,500 Calm down! It's all right! 1146 01:20:10,600 --> 01:20:13,125 No, no, you get back... Get back... No, no... 1147 01:20:13,208 --> 01:20:17,833 No, no, no... Back! Back! 1148 01:20:20,375 --> 01:20:23,417 - I got hollow points! - Hollow points? 1149 01:20:23,667 --> 01:20:26,500 Join it! Join over! Get in the cluster! Get in the cluster! 1150 01:20:28,708 --> 01:20:32,875 No, this is not happening. I've got a plane to catch. 1151 01:20:33,333 --> 01:20:35,875 Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that. 1152 01:20:36,083 --> 01:20:38,042 You are not pointing that gun at me. 1153 01:20:38,167 --> 01:20:40,625 - Join the group! - This is not happening! 1154 01:20:40,750 --> 01:20:45,167 - Join the group! - Billy, Billy, come on. 1155 01:20:47,458 --> 01:20:49,000 Thank you! 1156 01:20:49,083 --> 01:20:50,083 Now, lis..., now, listen. Wha... Wha... Wha... 1157 01:20:50,183 --> 01:20:52,167 Why don't you stop waving that thing around? 1158 01:20:52,267 --> 01:20:54,042 I don't wanna hurt anyone. 1159 01:20:54,142 --> 01:20:56,125 No, all right. Then let's... let's just put the gun down, then. 1160 01:20:56,225 --> 01:20:58,125 I just wanna talk. 1161 01:20:58,225 --> 01:21:03,542 - Why are you doing this? - You flew down here to be his alibi. 1162 01:21:04,125 --> 01:21:10,208 Making him a murderer, and you an accessory, and this is a Christian state. 1163 01:21:11,458 --> 01:21:14,042 We're very Old Testament, when it comes to murder. 1164 01:21:14,917 --> 01:21:18,125 He'll get the chair, and you'll get life! 1165 01:21:18,292 --> 01:21:20,917 Who the fuck is this guy? 1166 01:21:21,833 --> 01:21:24,125 You're an orthodontist. 1167 01:21:24,208 --> 01:21:28,917 I am drowning in debt! I've been trying to set up a new practice, 1168 01:21:29,458 --> 01:21:33,583 but I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one! 1169 01:21:33,750 --> 01:21:37,625 Plus all the equipment! I have a wife and three kids! 1170 01:21:37,750 --> 01:21:39,458 Why don't you get to the fucking point? 1171 01:21:39,558 --> 01:21:43,167 Until my kids can make friends at school, and we meet their parents! 1172 01:21:43,208 --> 01:21:45,292 No, no, no, listen. Bill, Bill, hey, Bill! 1173 01:21:45,392 --> 01:21:50,208 - I am a guy that you met on an airplane! - Keep back! Keep back! I said keep back! 1174 01:21:50,292 --> 01:21:53,750 - Really, really, please. - I really mean it. 1175 01:21:53,833 --> 01:21:56,125 Get the hell back! 1176 01:21:58,333 --> 01:22:02,667 Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull. I give up. It's perfect. 1177 01:22:20,292 --> 01:22:23,125 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 1178 01:22:24,875 --> 01:22:26,958 It's fine. Just go home. 1179 01:22:27,042 --> 01:22:30,167 - Billy, we can't let him go now. - We are. 1180 01:22:30,333 --> 01:22:35,083 Just let it go, and everybody just go home. 1181 01:22:38,625 --> 01:22:39,792 Go, go. 1182 01:22:40,333 --> 01:22:42,000 -Brady! Brady! - Hey, hey, you! 1183 01:22:42,100 --> 01:22:43,458 Where do ya think you're going? 1184 01:22:43,583 --> 01:22:45,875 - Get back! - Aaahhh! 1185 01:22:47,958 --> 01:22:49,083 - Bill, no! - Aaahhh! 1186 01:22:55,333 --> 01:22:56,500 Brady! 1187 01:23:03,042 --> 01:23:05,250 Janet, call 911! 1188 01:23:05,875 --> 01:23:08,750 Baby, I think my mama might have called it. 1189 01:23:09,458 --> 01:23:12,250 She might have been right! 1190 01:23:16,667 --> 01:23:19,042 Police coming. 1191 01:23:20,708 --> 01:23:24,750 Bill. Hey, Bill! 1192 01:23:25,125 --> 01:23:27,750 We're gonna need an EMT. 1193 01:23:27,958 --> 01:23:32,958 - Bill... Hey, Bill! - Bill... Bill... Bill... 1194 01:23:34,292 --> 01:23:36,417 Gimme that! Gimme it. 1195 01:23:38,583 --> 01:23:41,000 Look at me... at me... 1196 01:23:41,708 --> 01:23:44,125 Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa. 1197 01:23:44,750 --> 01:23:49,042 All those drawings we did at Pug's. Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em. 1198 01:23:50,667 --> 01:23:52,875 Just promise me. You promise me? 1199 01:23:53,667 --> 01:23:56,250 You're gonna tell her yourself. 1200 01:24:01,083 --> 01:24:05,000 Okay. Now you ain't killed nobody. 1201 01:24:13,542 --> 01:24:18,708 Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us the Greek philosopher, Epicurus's 1202 01:24:18,833 --> 01:24:20,917 thoughts on death. 1203 01:24:21,250 --> 01:24:24,042 It is irrational to fear an event, 1204 01:24:24,750 --> 01:24:27,875 if when that event occurs, we are not in existence. 1205 01:24:28,958 --> 01:24:35,208 And, since when death is, we are not, and when we are, death is not, 1206 01:24:36,042 --> 01:24:39,042 then it's irrational to fear death. 1207 01:24:39,875 --> 01:24:42,292 One might just as well, Epicurus argued, 1208 01:24:42,958 --> 01:24:45,708 fear birth. 1209 01:24:46,958 --> 01:24:51,083 I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady. 1210 01:24:52,833 --> 01:24:58,875 He lived life on his own terms, indifferent to fear, 1211 01:24:59,500 --> 01:25:03,292 either his own, or those of others. 1212 01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:06,625 And, let's be honest. 1213 01:25:08,958 --> 01:25:15,208 By any normal measure, my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuckup. 1214 01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:21,917 But, in the years that we were together, 1215 01:25:23,958 --> 01:25:26,417 when we were growing up, 1216 01:25:27,708 --> 01:25:32,417 he gave me the happiest, freest times 1217 01:25:34,583 --> 01:25:37,542 that I will ever know. 1218 01:25:38,583 --> 01:25:42,208 I don't know why it took me so long to realize that. 1219 01:25:43,125 --> 01:25:47,958 I left Little Dixie because of my own fears. 1220 01:25:51,042 --> 01:25:53,750 My greatest regret is that 1221 01:25:54,708 --> 01:25:58,792 I never told him how difficult that really was. 1222 01:26:11,875 --> 01:26:14,292 Bolger, how'd you get those scars? 1223 01:26:14,875 --> 01:26:18,083 - Prison, with your brother. - My brother wasn't in prison. 1224 01:26:18,542 --> 01:26:24,417 Two years on possession. I think he ain't wanted you to know that. 1225 01:26:25,208 --> 01:26:27,417 Saved my life, too. 1226 01:26:28,042 --> 01:26:32,708 Three guys jumped me with box cutters. Your brother, Brady, went berserk. 1227 01:26:33,292 --> 01:26:36,000 Kept the both of us alive in there. 1228 01:26:39,167 --> 01:26:42,333 Can't believe he never... 1229 01:26:42,833 --> 01:26:46,042 Wished I could've repaid the favor. 1230 01:26:46,142 --> 01:26:49,375 So tell my baby I said so long 1231 01:26:49,475 --> 01:26:52,083 Tell my mother I did no wrong 1232 01:26:52,183 --> 01:26:55,208 Tell my brother to watch his own 1233 01:26:55,292 --> 01:26:58,125 Tell my friends to mourn me none 1234 01:27:03,333 --> 01:27:06,458 I'm chained upon the face of time 1235 01:27:06,558 --> 01:27:09,875 Feelin' full of foolish rhyme 1236 01:27:09,917 --> 01:27:12,833 There ain't no dark till something shines 1237 01:27:12,933 --> 01:27:17,417 I'm bound to leave this dark behind 1238 01:27:20,625 --> 01:27:23,542 So, to what do I owe this visit? 1239 01:27:25,542 --> 01:27:28,583 My brother killed Pug Rothbaum. 1240 01:27:30,250 --> 01:27:31,958 Your brother? 1241 01:27:32,042 --> 01:27:38,500 Who's the... same man who was shot by Ken Feinman. 1242 01:27:39,917 --> 01:27:42,833 Have you told the police? 1243 01:27:44,083 --> 01:27:46,292 I will. 1244 01:27:50,833 --> 01:27:55,333 He wanted you to know that it wasn't a hate crime. 1245 01:27:55,875 --> 01:27:59,167 I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews. 1246 01:27:59,583 --> 01:28:02,208 I know, but he didn't. 1247 01:28:05,333 --> 01:28:08,250 Then I'll have to believe you. 1248 01:28:14,583 --> 01:28:16,875 Is there something else? 1249 01:28:19,125 --> 01:28:22,042 Why... Why do you think... 1250 01:28:24,250 --> 01:28:26,333 Why do we... 1251 01:28:26,625 --> 01:28:30,167 We are animals, Professor Kincaid. 1252 01:28:33,458 --> 01:28:37,000 Brains that trick us into thinking we aren't. 1253 01:28:37,833 --> 01:28:40,542 What do I... What can I do with that? 1254 01:28:41,250 --> 01:28:43,458 - Repair. - What? 1255 01:28:44,042 --> 01:28:46,333 All of us. You, me, 1256 01:28:46,958 --> 01:28:49,542 your brother, Pug... 1257 01:28:52,750 --> 01:28:55,125 We break the world. 1258 01:28:57,917 --> 01:29:00,750 Help repair it. 1259 01:29:47,208 --> 01:29:51,958 Hey, come on over here. 1260 01:30:08,500 --> 01:30:12,042 - What's this about, Bolger? - I'll let Billy speak. 1261 01:30:12,917 --> 01:30:15,125 Have a seat. 1262 01:30:17,375 --> 01:30:20,083 Well, go on. Say whatcha got to say. 1263 01:30:20,792 --> 01:30:24,667 - My brother had a lot of equipment. - His grow house. - Yea 1264 01:30:26,375 --> 01:30:30,292 We talked to a lawyer. The police can't confiscate it. 1265 01:30:30,875 --> 01:30:33,708 Now, it's a high quality system. It's hydroponic. 1266 01:30:34,417 --> 01:30:37,333 I'm proposing to sell it to you. 1267 01:30:38,458 --> 01:30:41,042 That's the whole list. 1268 01:30:41,708 --> 01:30:44,125 That's at a... a discount price. 1269 01:30:47,958 --> 01:30:50,417 Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this. 1270 01:30:52,292 --> 01:30:54,000 Why not? 1271 01:30:54,100 --> 01:30:57,958 Because your brother never paid Pug for that equipment. 1272 01:30:58,917 --> 01:31:01,792 - So what? - So why I gotta pay you for it? 1273 01:31:02,250 --> 01:31:07,542 Because my brother is dead. I have to cover funeral costs. 1274 01:31:08,000 --> 01:31:09,792 He had bills that weren't paid. 1275 01:31:09,892 --> 01:31:12,917 He had a mortgage, and his wife is expecting a baby now. 1276 01:31:13,083 --> 01:31:16,667 Okay, all I'm trying to do is to cover his debts 1277 01:31:16,767 --> 01:31:19,042 and leave his family with a little something. 1278 01:31:19,083 --> 01:31:22,667 - Can you understand that? - Well, I'm one of his debts, see. 1279 01:31:23,250 --> 01:31:26,625 Ya know, before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary, 1280 01:31:26,833 --> 01:31:30,042 I had this whole area, southeastern Oklahoma. 1281 01:31:30,458 --> 01:31:33,500 And Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass! 1282 01:31:34,292 --> 01:31:38,917 And now you're going to have all of that again and better product besides. 1283 01:31:39,500 --> 01:31:41,417 Your brother owes me that equipment! 1284 01:31:41,517 --> 01:31:45,083 Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world? 1285 01:31:46,000 --> 01:31:51,750 - What? - We're breaking the world! Don't you want to fucking repair it? 1286 01:31:51,875 --> 01:31:56,375 What I want is for you to give me that equipment and then to go back East 1287 01:31:56,500 --> 01:32:00,583 with all the other faggots who think that New York City is the only place on Earth. 1288 01:32:00,792 --> 01:32:03,708 - I don't live in New York. - Well, that don't mean that 1289 01:32:03,808 --> 01:32:05,375 you don't think you're better than us! Now, do it. 1290 01:32:05,417 --> 01:32:10,083 You know what? We are better than you! We use our powers of thought! 1291 01:32:10,208 --> 01:32:13,250 - Don't you turn your back on me! - Fucking hick! 1292 01:32:14,042 --> 01:32:18,375 - Don't you walk away! - Just keep walking. Don't look back. 1293 01:32:18,958 --> 01:32:21,125 - Watt's wife. - Who? 1294 01:32:21,417 --> 01:32:24,500 She turned into a pillar of salt. 1295 01:32:26,458 --> 01:32:28,542 Motherfucker. 1296 01:32:35,750 --> 01:32:38,375 Help! Help me! 1297 01:32:38,542 --> 01:32:40,208 - I can't. - Get it out! 1298 01:32:40,308 --> 01:32:43,000 It's a bow. I think got a fletchette. 1299 01:33:19,208 --> 01:33:24,833 Oh, my God! No, no, no! 1300 01:33:55,500 --> 01:33:57,917 He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow! 1301 01:34:33,500 --> 01:34:36,458 Folks, wanna come with me. 1302 01:34:43,917 --> 01:34:46,625 Now, the arrow missed his heart by an inch 1303 01:34:47,333 --> 01:34:49,625 and his spine by centimeters. 1304 01:34:50,208 --> 01:34:52,750 So, what does this mean for him? 1305 01:34:53,417 --> 01:34:56,250 Well, it'll be a long recovery. 1306 01:34:56,625 --> 01:35:02,250 I guess I don't need to tell ya this, but you saved his life. 1307 01:35:18,083 --> 01:35:22,083 [Baby crying] Yes, yes, yes, dear... 1308 01:35:22,183 --> 01:35:24,583 Billy, it's fixin' to rain. 1309 01:35:27,833 --> 01:35:30,125 Thanks, mom. 1310 01:35:43,250 --> 01:35:47,083 Think I'm just gonna sit here for awhile. 1311 01:35:47,792 --> 01:35:50,125 In the rain? 1312 01:35:52,542 --> 01:35:55,875 I used to be so scared of these summer storms. 1313 01:35:57,000 --> 01:36:00,125 And when I went East, I missed them. 1314 01:36:00,917 --> 01:36:04,042 I was so frightened, I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears. 1315 01:36:04,667 --> 01:36:06,875 And I hated that. 1316 01:36:07,208 --> 01:36:11,583 So, I went to the library, and I studied them. 1317 01:36:12,583 --> 01:36:18,083 Learned everything I could about them. How they happened. What made them happen. 1318 01:36:18,125 --> 01:36:20,208 The name of every cloud. 1319 01:36:20,542 --> 01:36:22,625 And? 1320 01:36:24,125 --> 01:36:26,708 They still happened. 1321 01:36:27,750 --> 01:36:30,417 Mind if I stay out here with you? 1322 01:36:31,667 --> 01:36:33,750 I wish you would. 1323 01:36:54,083 --> 01:36:56,167 Lonely are the free 1324 01:36:56,875 --> 01:36:58,667 'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em 1325 01:36:59,167 --> 01:37:01,583 They don't walk like you and me 1326 01:37:05,333 --> 01:37:07,708 They just tumble in the breeze 1327 01:37:08,458 --> 01:37:12,833 Lighter than a feather all together separately 1328 01:37:16,667 --> 01:37:24,708 That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander, from post to in-between 1329 01:37:24,917 --> 01:37:30,125 From here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land 1330 01:37:34,167 --> 01:37:39,917 Lonely are the free 1331 01:37:40,017 --> 01:37:50,125 The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong 1332 01:37:50,333 --> 01:37:55,750 You've known all along that you can't help but listen 1333 01:37:56,083 --> 01:37:59,625 And now the moment's gone 1334 01:38:02,333 --> 01:38:10,750 It keeps you hanging on until the stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn 1335 01:38:10,850 --> 01:38:18,167 is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs 1336 01:38:19,500 --> 01:38:24,292 The silent are the strong 1337 01:38:26,375 --> 01:38:47,208 Every line was edited by Deb Ackley, Michigan, and took over 30 hours. Final version-06/23/10.