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The scene is Athens, 400 BC.
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A bunch of the local braniacs have
gotten together, the wine is being passed,
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and the ideas are flowing fast and furious.
The debate's in full force,
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and Socrates has the floor.
Who enters? Alcib�ades,
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drunk, a beautiful man, hopelessly
in love with his mentor, Socrates.
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And, uniquely, in all of
these dialogues,
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Socrates doesn't get the last word.
Alcib�ades does. Why?
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Because passion, Plato seems to be saying,
is essentially and mercilessly human.
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And the best that we can
hope to do is to quell it,
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through relentless discipline.
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To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised
of constant focus by the individual,
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to excise those forces that weaken
or... or confuse his
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understanding of the world
around him.
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He implores us to devote our
lives to this kind of control.
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Meaning, our every waking moment.
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Socrates recognized what
every philosopher
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and religion, for that matter,
in the history of the world,
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from Plato to Aristotle,
from Epicurus to the Stoics,
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from the Judeo-Christians to
the Buddhists, have all observed,
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which is that the balance
needed for a happy life
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is illusory.
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And as soon as in our
gorgeously-flawed human way
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we think that we've attained it.
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We're pretending divinity,
and we're gonna crash,
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like Icarus, flaming
into the sea.
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So think about that this
weekend, when you think you're
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on top of the world,
and then you pour a pitcher of beer
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down your throat and chase that
upper-classman, who's out of your league.
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Aristotle is next week.
Don't just look at it as words.
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Imagine the scene. These were people.
They were alive, like you and me.
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They thought these things.
Breathe 'em into life.
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So, I was thinking about
doing a sort of contrast
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between dialogue and
chorus in Sophocles.
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Now you should check out
Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy.
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He says that tragedy emerges from
the clash between Apollo,
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god of reason and harmony, and
Dionysus, god of intoxication.
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And that their struggle within our
human condition is inevitable, and
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that is what has produced the most salient
form of art the world's ever known.
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- Tragedy?
- What, you don't think so?
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I like comedies.
'Ya wanna see a movie?
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No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry.
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- Did you get my note?
- I did. - And?
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It was very clever of you
to write it in Latin.
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With the repeated use of the
passive periphrastic?
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- It was quite propagate.
- And how I was sending up Cicero
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with all those alliterative adjectives
thrusting themselves into the verbs?
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- None of this was lost on me.
- So?
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Miss Greenstein,
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you are very, very bright and
very profession in your way,
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But there are certain rules,
mores (mawr-eyz), if you will,
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lines that we don't cross.
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(Laughs) Ah, ha.
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I'm not joking, actually, and I'm gonna
ask you in the future to refrain...
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No! No, no, no... No!
Please, don't do that!
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I'm gonna ask you to open
that door, Miss Greenstein.
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Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus
[But my tongue becomes immobile]
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Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte
[A thin flame goes down under my weak limbs]
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Catullus 51, the Lesbia
cycle, yes. However,
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Oh, no, no, no!
Abs... Absolutely not!
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Miss Greenstein!
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This is not good for either of us!
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No, Miss Greenstein! No!
Restrain yourself!
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Oh! Oh! Excuse me! Um... I... I... I...
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Maggie! Mag... Maggie! Please don't go.
Miss Greenstein was just leaving.
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- Maggie. Absolutely nothing.
- You don't have to say anything.
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I would never...
She... She... She went and just puh!
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They're all in love with you.
Just like Harvard.
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Who told you that?
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This is the classics department. No one is
more gossipy than you people.
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Ok, I am going to Cambridge in
the morning. It's just a lunch.
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I don't wanna know.
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We don't deal in crystal meth.
We don't deal in cocaine.
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Not your rock stuff or your powder.
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We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up
in a spoon and shoot into your arm.
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Pills? Pharmaceuticals?
Hell, no, by and large.
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Maybe, well, maybe the black molly's
gonna pass through these hands
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on his way to somewheres else, just
on account of the fact I used to like
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pop in high school, 'cuz I had
to get my homework done.
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But that's generally where
we draw the line.
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No, sir. We deal in 100% pure
Oklahoma grown, exclusive. Why?
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Because I ain't gonna blow my house up
mixing up antihistamines into dynamite.
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And, spiritually, I don't
cotton to somethin'
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that's gotta pass
through a needle.
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Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em.
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My people was bootleggers
before all this.
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It was a backyard operation.
They did it natural.
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Little bit more of a science nowadays.
I will grant ya that.
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You say you changed your mind,
getcha up north.
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- He mentioned Texas.
- Texas ain't gonna happen.
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Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas.
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Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri.
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I ain't interested.
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He say you'd better get your
mind around being interested.
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Meaning what?
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Meaning your choice is to expand your
business, or we shut you down entire.
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Then how you gonna pay your debt?
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- Well, what happened to Fat Back?
- Arrested last week.
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- And the Rawls feller up in Liberty Mans?
- Blowed his house up.
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Oh, see, that's.. that
what I'm talkin' about.
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Well, it's tough times.
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Well, ain't it the truth.
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Used to be, you could get a couple
of trip wires, a couple of booby traps,
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a good set of dogs,
you pay off your local constable,
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and you just live out on the property.
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Feed her a little 13-13-13 fertilizer,
like growing summer beans.
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Even the war on drugs passed us by.
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Course, now they come up
with the war on terror.
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Not that I ain't interested in the travails
of a small-time drug dealer,
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- Oh, you calling me small-time?
- We gotta make it to Tulsa.
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Do you know that I was the first grower
in the State that ever employed hydroponics?
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What's hydroponics?
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Germinating the seed in water,
you shit-for-brains.
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Do you know how many
generations of hybridization
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I've had to do to get my
top three varietals?
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There is a goddamn reason
I grow the best!
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- Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be?
- Pug wants his money!
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Well, If I'd a known about a timetable,
we'd have been doing that.
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Shut your face about a timetable.
He's offering you a way out.
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You sure as shit better take it,
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or he's gonna bust up in your
glory hole, like nobody's business.
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We should turn it loose.
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I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey
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anything that I won't ingest into my
own sweet self. Lookit here.
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How you gonna call that
a controlled substance?
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- Well, the government do.
- Look at the bud structure on it.
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The crystal density, the smell of them
terpenes. You can't synthesize that.
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That is nature's delivery
system for goodness,
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distilled into a pure form.
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It glides down into your belly,
and blooms into a feeling of peace,
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in this world beset by evil.
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That world is gonna be there, no matter
how much grass you smoke.
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Now, look here. You wanted to build
the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics.
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- Well?
- And you done it.
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But you know what you
was gettin' into with him,
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and he sure as shit
ain't goin' away.
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Brady!
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My mind's workin' on it.
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Well, I sat down in the
closet, with all my overalls
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Tryin' to get away from
all the ears inside my walls
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Dreamed the police heard
everything I thought... what then?
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Well, I went to court and the
judge's name was Hoffman
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- Howdy, Sharon. Where's she at?
- Oh, she's in her usual spot.
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- Hi, Joe!
- Brady.
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...to escape reality
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And you may see me
tonight, with an illegal smile
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It don't cost very much...
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- Hey, mama.
- Oh, hey. Whatcha got there?
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Oh... It's a new article on Billy,
and a theory he wrote hisself.
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Thank you.
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- Ya know, I've been thinkin'.
- Hmm?
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Maybe, maybe your daddy
wanted to get killed.
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Somehow, I got this picture of him,
runnin' toward a machine gun,
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because he'd rather die that way,
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than come back to Little Dixie, and
grow old, stare through a window.
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Well, seeing how he was on about
every drug imaginable,
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I... I wouldn't spend my time
trying to figure out
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what was in his head
over 30 years ago.
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Do you remember him at all?
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I remember smelling weed the
first time... on him.
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Well, that certainly had its impact.
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Daisy, why... why don't you
come home with us
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and live with me and
Colleen for awhile?
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- Colleen and me.
- Colleen and me.
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What's your version
of proper grammar?
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Rhythm, maybe.
Dumb Dutch question.
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You're 12 years younger than
anyone in here. This is ridiculous!
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I like it here. I can do what I want,
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and I'm not eager to get stranded when you
get yourself killed or taken back to prison.
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Mama, Colleen is pregnant.
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You don't say?
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I've been dying to tell 'ya!
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Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you.
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Well, how 'bout you?
You're gonna be a grandma.
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Are you gonna be a husband?
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I ain't dead.
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Your father was a freaked-out
genius who wasted his life.
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He could have done anything.
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Got a higher IQ than your brother,
and he just passed you by.
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I... I... I ain't tryin'
to keep up with Billy.
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I ain't him, and he ain't me.
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Mama, I like who I am just fine.
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You think I'll see him again before I die?
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I think it's gonna take one of us dying
to get him to come back down here.
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Well, nice sittin' with ya.
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Gorgeous.
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This is wonderful. I... I... I almost
never eat out in Providence.
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Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill,
but not nearly enough.
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I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius
has the whole community astir.
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- Oh, thanks.
- Which press was that again? -Oxford.
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But they did your translation
of the Menaechmi last year.
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They did. They've been terrific.
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Plautus. How do you find the time?
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Well, I don't have a life.
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I read some biographical material
on you last week, Bill.
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You, ah, you come from
humble beginnings.
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I do, yea.
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- Where was it? Omaha?
- Oklahoma.
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Oh, why don't you, ah,
why don't you have an accent?
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With some considerable
effort, I lost it.
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- Your father was a bootlegger.
- It was my grandfather, actually.
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- Fantastic.
- Why fantastic?
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I don't know. So many of us were
trained for this life.
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Fancy private schools,
parents in academia.
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I'm always astounded by those
who made their own way.
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Oh, thank you. I, ah, my
family is a bit eccentric.
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I found discipline in books.
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Well, you're probably wondering
why Dean Sorenson is here.
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Bill, we'd like to offer you
a position in the Law School.
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You can't be serious?
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We've been wanting to incorporate
more philosophy into the curriculum,
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and when we got wind of your hesitancy
in transferring up from Brown in Classics,
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we came up with the idea
of letting you create
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your own institute
for our law students.
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I, ah, don't even know how to begin to
respond. That is such a precipitous offer.
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Savor it. Digest it.
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Moments like this come
too seldom in life.
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I, ah, I'll say.
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We all want you here, Bill.
You've crafted your career diligently.
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It makes absolute sense
as your next step.
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You've a dollop of japeno.
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Mmm, honey, that's better,
you're the best.
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Thank you, Brady.
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- Look how sexy you look.
- I do not. - You do.
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How long the doctor give me till I
got to throw up that old detour sign?
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Well, just wait till I'm
done with these dishes.
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Oh, well, push that... Gonna put
you right on the burner. Bring it, electric!
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00:16:10,250 --> 00:16:12,792
Comin' at ya. Dug in
and comin' at ya.
228
00:16:13,833 --> 00:16:15,917
Hello?
229
00:16:16,375 --> 00:16:19,167
Well, can I ask who's calling?
230
00:16:20,292 --> 00:16:23,167
Can I ask what this is about?
231
00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:27,333
Because I'm the girlfriend
he's fixin' to marry, is why.
232
00:16:27,958 --> 00:16:31,792
- Who is it? Who is it?
- Some fellow named Pug.
233
00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:33,792
- I'll take it in the back there.
- It better not be...
234
00:16:33,892 --> 00:16:35,667
It ain't, it ain't.
It's a man about a truck.
235
00:16:35,833 --> 00:16:37,708
Hey, Brady!
236
00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:43,583
- Hey, Pug. How are y...
- [indistinct] down there, Brady?
237
00:16:43,708 --> 00:16:46,708
- Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did.
- They told you I needed an answer?
238
00:16:46,875 --> 00:16:48,875
Yes, sir, they made that pretty
clear. I was just hopin'...
239
00:16:48,975 --> 00:16:52,333
I want to see you tomorrow evening.
240
00:16:52,458 --> 00:16:57,083
- Well, tomorrow night's gonna be...
- You heard me, Brady!
241
00:17:16,292 --> 00:17:19,875
- Yea? - Bolger! - Hey, buddy.
- Pug just called me.
242
00:17:20,208 --> 00:17:21,042
Pug called you hisself?
243
00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:23,333
Yea, he want us up there.
244
00:17:23,433 --> 00:17:26,333
- What does he want?
- No, he want to see us.
245
00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:29,208
- You gonna change...?
- No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit.
246
00:17:29,292 --> 00:17:32,042
- I don't like this at all, Brady.
- Well, we just gonna have to
247
00:17:32,142 --> 00:17:33,708
be ready to deal then
and come what may.
248
00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:37,167
You know me, I'm gonna
be up there with ya.
249
00:17:37,292 --> 00:17:39,167
I'll see ya.
250
00:17:47,833 --> 00:17:49,917
Hello?
251
00:17:49,958 --> 00:17:52,042
Lola who?
252
00:17:52,500 --> 00:17:54,625
Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on.
253
00:18:01,167 --> 00:18:03,250
How did you get this number?
254
00:18:08,708 --> 00:18:12,083
Hi, did that man get a hold of you?
255
00:18:12,542 --> 00:18:14,250
He did, yea.
256
00:18:14,350 --> 00:18:16,542
He said it was an emergency, so I...
257
00:18:16,917 --> 00:18:20,125
You did the right thing, thanks.
258
00:18:29,042 --> 00:18:31,083
Was there something else?
259
00:18:31,183 --> 00:18:33,167
Is everything all right?
260
00:18:33,292 --> 00:18:35,792
Well, my brother's been murdered.
261
00:18:36,042 --> 00:18:38,125
Bill, that's awful!
262
00:18:38,417 --> 00:18:40,625
I didn't even know
you had a brother!
263
00:18:40,958 --> 00:18:43,042
How?
264
00:18:43,958 --> 00:18:46,125
He got shot with a crossbow.
265
00:18:46,333 --> 00:18:48,125
I beg your pardon?
266
00:18:48,225 --> 00:18:51,667
They're inexplicably popular
where I come from.
267
00:18:52,250 --> 00:18:54,833
Was it an accident?
268
00:18:56,292 --> 00:19:00,042
No, because then it
wouldn't be a murder.
269
00:19:00,333 --> 00:19:05,292
Ah, oh, I don't know even know what...
When was the last time you saw him?
270
00:19:05,392 --> 00:19:08,417
Um, it had been a long time.
271
00:19:08,750 --> 00:19:11,042
What will you do?
272
00:19:12,208 --> 00:19:15,667
Well, ah, I suppose I
have to go home.
273
00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:24,708
What brings you to Tulsa?
274
00:19:24,958 --> 00:19:27,708
Pardon? Oh, ah, family matter.
275
00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:31,583
I was gonna say, because
nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know,
276
00:19:31,708 --> 00:19:35,917
and it's one of those states where you
live there, maybe you got business there,
277
00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:39,208
but you don't see people
coming for the attractions.
278
00:19:39,375 --> 00:19:42,458
- Right.
- What do ya do?
279
00:19:43,250 --> 00:19:47,375
I, ah, I write and teach.
I'm a professor.
280
00:19:48,375 --> 00:19:51,500
- Of?
- Classical Philosophy.
281
00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:56,167
There's not too much
use for that these days.
282
00:19:57,458 --> 00:20:00,458
Humanity hasn't changed
that much, actually.
283
00:20:00,958 --> 00:20:02,917
Do you have family in Tulsa?
284
00:20:03,017 --> 00:20:05,333
No, no. Idabel.
285
00:20:06,167 --> 00:20:08,417
Little Dixie?
286
00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:13,167
I hope it's not tragedy
that brings you back.
287
00:20:14,792 --> 00:20:19,125
- It is for someone.
- I'm sorry. - Thanks
288
00:20:25,125 --> 00:20:27,583
I'm an orthodontist.
289
00:20:28,250 --> 00:20:31,792
Was, I mean. Will be again.
290
00:20:32,667 --> 00:20:35,208
Have you had work done?
291
00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:40,417
- No, no, actually, I haven't.
- Yea, I can.. I can tell.
292
00:20:42,625 --> 00:20:44,583
You got a nice face, though.
293
00:20:44,683 --> 00:20:46,667
Thanks.
294
00:20:46,708 --> 00:20:49,750
- Ken Feinman
- Bill Kincaid
295
00:20:51,125 --> 00:20:54,042
- You have kids, Bill?
- No
296
00:20:55,167 --> 00:20:57,583
I'm starting out
all over. Yea.
297
00:20:58,250 --> 00:21:02,042
People don't realize it, but it's...
it's tough to break in, and you get
298
00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:06,458
most of your business, ya know,
through your kids' school, in your church,
299
00:21:06,542 --> 00:21:08,000
synagogue, in my case, ya know,
300
00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:12,333
but it's tough, I mean the costs
of a practice these days
301
00:21:12,625 --> 00:21:14,917
is just, ah, it's
downright humiliating.
302
00:21:15,292 --> 00:21:18,333
Honestly, it's
downright humiliating.
303
00:21:18,875 --> 00:21:22,375
- Hmm, yea, I believe you.
- We were living in Manhattan,
304
00:21:23,125 --> 00:21:26,958
but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa, so,
ya know, we just moved back.
305
00:21:27,875 --> 00:21:29,708
Are there a lot
of Jews in Tulsa?
306
00:21:29,808 --> 00:21:31,583
That's.. that's what..
that's what everyone asks,
307
00:21:31,667 --> 00:21:33,750
but.. but there are. No, it's...
308
00:21:33,850 --> 00:21:37,292
it's a small community,
but very cohesive,
309
00:21:37,333 --> 00:21:40,333
and, ya know, the pull
was unimaginable.
310
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,458
Kenny, do you see
the man is reading?
311
00:21:43,875 --> 00:21:46,167
I don't think he wants
to sit and listen to you
312
00:21:46,267 --> 00:21:49,417
chronicle the evolution
of Tulsa Jewry.
313
00:21:49,583 --> 00:21:52,167
I'll let you get back
to your reading.
314
00:21:52,875 --> 00:21:54,958
Thanks.
315
00:22:04,792 --> 00:22:06,750
It's a little embarrassing.
I don't.. don't mean to be..
316
00:22:06,850 --> 00:22:08,833
It's just, ah, if you've got
family down there.
317
00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:11,667
- Ya know, nieces and nephews...
- I don't.
318
00:22:11,875 --> 00:22:14,667
I mean, if you did or,
you know...
319
00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:18,333
It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away,
320
00:22:18,375 --> 00:22:22,750
- and, ah, you know, I do great work.
- I.. I know you do.
321
00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:27,458
I never take accidental
encounters for granted.
322
00:22:27,500 --> 00:22:31,292
- Kenny! Kenny!
- So... I'm gonna run.
323
00:22:53,875 --> 00:22:55,625
- Rick Bolger
- Hey, Rick.
324
00:22:55,725 --> 00:22:59,000
-Folks call me Bolger.
- Nice to meet ya.
325
00:22:59,750 --> 00:23:03,333
Man! You sure do
look like him.
326
00:23:03,433 --> 00:23:06,042
I think that's what they
mean by identical.
327
00:23:06,208 --> 00:23:08,542
Your brother was
a great friend to me.
328
00:23:08,708 --> 00:23:12,000
I... I hadn't seen him
in awhile, but.. thanks.
329
00:23:12,167 --> 00:23:14,958
- You ain't got no bags?
- No, that's it.
330
00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:19,417
Nice to meet you.
331
00:23:21,583 --> 00:23:27,333
My wildest dreams grow
wilder every day
332
00:23:27,958 --> 00:23:31,292
There's nothing I can
think or do or say
333
00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:36,083
I ain't been up here in awhile.
I was gonna stay in a hotel.
334
00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:37,500
Where'd ya go?
335
00:23:38,458 --> 00:23:42,500
Found me a dead-end in a
construction site near the airport.
336
00:23:42,792 --> 00:23:47,500
Laid out, counting stars. Crazy how
much building they got goin' on up there.
337
00:23:47,625 --> 00:23:50,625
Folks just don't take to the
country no more, I guess.
338
00:23:51,292 --> 00:23:53,375
You figure?
339
00:23:55,917 --> 00:23:58,000
Mystery...
340
00:23:58,100 --> 00:23:59,667
I swear I'll get it right
341
00:24:00,792 --> 00:24:05,792
My wildest dreams grow
wilder every day
342
00:24:07,042 --> 00:24:11,333
I'm wonderin' just how far
my mind can stray
343
00:24:13,708 --> 00:24:17,583
Just how wild is too
high a price to pay
344
00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:20,458
You need a drink or anything?
345
00:24:20,542 --> 00:24:23,667
Comin' up on Broken Bow.
Can stop off at the Me Tote Em.
346
00:24:24,458 --> 00:24:26,542
Sure.
347
00:24:29,583 --> 00:24:31,833
Me Tote?
348
00:24:49,125 --> 00:24:52,750
Oh! I almost forgot.
This here is your brother's.
349
00:24:54,250 --> 00:24:56,333
I don't know if you want it.
350
00:25:41,958 --> 00:25:44,042
You're shittin' me.
351
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:50,083
Buddy!
352
00:25:53,458 --> 00:25:56,000
You clean up nice.
353
00:25:56,917 --> 00:25:58,417
How's that?
354
00:25:58,458 --> 00:26:00,542
Where's the tux from?
355
00:26:02,917 --> 00:26:05,583
Oh, God, no, no, wait a second,
wait a second. You, you...
356
00:26:06,458 --> 00:26:10,000
- Where's Bolger at? - He's around back,
but I'm... I'm not who you think I am.
357
00:26:10,292 --> 00:26:12,917
- Oh, you're not?
- No, you don't know me.
358
00:26:13,017 --> 00:26:15,417
Oh, well, what I wanna know is what
you're doin' up here in Broken Bow,
359
00:26:15,517 --> 00:26:19,917
when we don't want
you in Broken Bow?
360
00:26:19,958 --> 00:26:22,083
Um, it's my mistake.
I'm... I'm just gonna leave.
361
00:26:22,292 --> 00:26:26,167
Yea, well, not till Buddy
gets here, you won't.
362
00:26:26,542 --> 00:26:27,625
Buddy?
363
00:26:27,833 --> 00:26:28,792
Calm down! Calm down!
364
00:26:28,875 --> 00:26:35,375
- Keep it up, Brady.
- I'm his brother! I'm not... Ohhhh! Ohhhh!
365
00:26:38,917 --> 00:26:42,125
You don't wanna be comin' up north,
where you ain't got no tripwires,
366
00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:45,333
or booby traps, and hos you done bribed.
367
00:26:45,375 --> 00:26:49,708
Maybe even sell your souped-up turbo
grass to whoever you... [Gunshot]
368
00:26:52,083 --> 00:26:55,333
- I wondered where you was at.
- Don't seem like too fair a fight.
369
00:26:55,542 --> 00:26:57,542
Well, nobody asked you two
to come up north, neither.
370
00:26:57,625 --> 00:27:00,125
Well, we had some business
to take care of up in Tulsa.
371
00:27:00,208 --> 00:27:02,542
- I heard somethin' about that.
- What you heard?
372
00:27:03,167 --> 00:27:05,625
Heard that Brady here
owes Pug a lot of money.
373
00:27:05,725 --> 00:27:06,875
Will you explain this, please.
374
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:10,333
The less you say to these two
fuckin' inbreds, the better.
375
00:27:10,542 --> 00:27:13,417
Heard he thinks you're gonna expand
business down to our Little Dixie.
376
00:27:13,542 --> 00:27:17,750
- The young pussy already said.
- How 'bout I say THIS!
377
00:27:31,750 --> 00:27:34,542
How ya feelin'?
378
00:27:34,833 --> 00:27:38,458
- Brady?
- Hey, buddy.
379
00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,083
What the hell is goin' on?
380
00:27:41,750 --> 00:27:44,833
Well, I think Sally got razor happy.
381
00:27:45,750 --> 00:27:48,625
- What? Are you out of your mind?
- Okay, easy now.
382
00:27:48,725 --> 00:27:50,292
Hold on to him, now. Hold on.
383
00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:54,042
- No, let go of me! Let me go!
- Not until you calm down, he won't!
384
00:27:54,083 --> 00:27:57,875
You had him tell me you were dead?
With a fucking crossbow?
385
00:27:57,975 --> 00:28:00,000
Well, all right,
I'm sorry 'bout that,
386
00:28:00,100 --> 00:28:02,167
but there were no other way for me
to get you to come down here.
387
00:28:02,250 --> 00:28:06,333
Ow! Ow! Ahhh...
Down here for what?
388
00:28:07,292 --> 00:28:11,792
- I'm gettin' married.
- As if I care. What kind of excuse is that?
389
00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:14,750
And I'm having a baby.
You're gonna be an uncle.
390
00:28:14,792 --> 00:28:17,875
Who... Who would be dumb enough
to have a child with you?
391
00:28:18,125 --> 00:28:20,208
I would.
392
00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:24,333
You remember the Dentons?
On Luminus back home?
393
00:28:25,042 --> 00:28:27,333
- Colleen Denton?
- You remember.
394
00:28:27,875 --> 00:28:31,458
I babysat you when
we were in high school.
395
00:28:33,333 --> 00:28:38,167
You was my favorite. You used
to sit in the kitchen reading books.
396
00:28:38,833 --> 00:28:41,875
I got to watch all the TV I wanted,
as long as I kept the door shut.
397
00:28:42,167 --> 00:28:45,458
You were reading Shakespeare sonnets
when I was going to sleep.
398
00:28:45,917 --> 00:28:48,167
And now you're gonna
marry this pothead?
399
00:28:48,292 --> 00:28:50,958
- No, he's not no more.
- Ah, leaving all that behind.
400
00:28:51,667 --> 00:28:54,042
Oh, oh, yea, I can see the
evidence for that everywhere.
401
00:28:54,667 --> 00:28:57,708
I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes,
and then it's cold turkey on that, too.
402
00:28:57,958 --> 00:29:01,375
But me and Bolger's gonna smoke
till the bottom drops out, ain't we?
403
00:29:03,500 --> 00:29:05,125
Oh, what a... what a great time.
404
00:29:05,225 --> 00:29:09,167
Anyway, you know what? I wanna leave
as quickly and painlessly as possible.
405
00:29:09,458 --> 00:29:12,917
- Hang on. Just stay through the weekend.
- No. - You could go see mom.
406
00:29:13,250 --> 00:29:17,708
Look, Brady, I am leaving. What... What you
did here is cruel and irresponsible
407
00:29:18,083 --> 00:29:19,542
and exactly why I stay away.
408
00:29:19,625 --> 00:29:22,125
No. You... You know I read every
goddamn article you write.
409
00:29:22,333 --> 00:29:26,125
I read 50 pages on the interpretation
of one word in Aristol.
410
00:29:26,292 --> 00:29:28,083
Sat there the whole fucking
day with a dictionary,
411
00:29:28,183 --> 00:29:31,000
and not the Merriam Webster,
either, the motherfucking OED.
412
00:29:31,125 --> 00:29:33,542
Ain't 20 people in the world
read that whole piece, I'll bet,
413
00:29:33,642 --> 00:29:34,667
and you're lookin' at one of 'em.
414
00:29:34,750 --> 00:29:37,583
What do you... What do you want, Brady?
I mean, what do you fuckin' want?
415
00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:40,500
I just want to see my brother,
who I love. What's the crime?
416
00:29:40,542 --> 00:29:44,500
Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and
call me, and just ask me to come down,
417
00:29:44,542 --> 00:29:47,708
- like anyone normal person?
- Because when I do, you never call me back.
418
00:29:48,292 --> 00:29:51,875
And, if you did, you'd just
say no. Am I lying?
419
00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:56,958
- Well, am I lying?
- No. No, you're not.
420
00:29:58,042 --> 00:30:03,333
- Wow... We ain't bad people, Billy.
- I know you're not.
421
00:30:03,542 --> 00:30:05,625
You know mom put
herself in a home?
422
00:30:05,708 --> 00:30:08,458
- A rest home?
- She did. - Jesus.
423
00:30:08,792 --> 00:30:11,917
You want her to die down here, and
you don't even come to say goodbye.
424
00:30:12,250 --> 00:30:16,042
- Is she still using drugs?
- Just go see her and find out for yourself.
425
00:30:16,250 --> 00:30:20,125
I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just
can't. I can't go and...
426
00:30:20,250 --> 00:30:23,875
What the hell did any of us ever
do that made you hate us this way?
427
00:30:24,208 --> 00:30:27,708
I don't hate you.
I really don't. I just...
428
00:30:27,917 --> 00:30:29,750
And.. And where you're from don't
matter to ya? Your family?
429
00:30:29,850 --> 00:30:31,000
Your own fuckin' brother?
430
00:30:31,042 --> 00:30:34,667
Look, I try to live my life with a
purposeful measure of control.
431
00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:39,250
I adhere to certain philosophic tenets
that were laid down centuries ago
432
00:30:39,333 --> 00:30:42,125
by some very
introspective thinkers.
433
00:30:42,375 --> 00:30:45,167
I'm talking about three
fucking days in Idabel.
434
00:30:47,833 --> 00:30:49,917
Son of a bitch.
435
00:30:50,542 --> 00:30:55,458
Ok, look, I will stay through the
weekend. But then I'm out of here.
436
00:30:55,958 --> 00:30:58,042
Do you understand?
437
00:30:58,625 --> 00:31:03,292
Hey! Hey, don't you
fuck around. Stop! Jesus!
438
00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:13,458
God! I think he thought
we were selling dime bags.
439
00:31:14,042 --> 00:31:15,500
What is all this?
440
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,000
Well, let me enlighten
you on a point or two.
441
00:31:18,292 --> 00:31:21,333
It all starts in the mama room.
Ya got your young'uns over here,
442
00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:24,375
your juvies, and your
adults in the back.
443
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:26,750
All these lights are sodium-vapor.
444
00:31:26,792 --> 00:31:28,875
Portalux HP 1000 watts
445
00:31:28,917 --> 00:31:32,125
Incandescent's got too much
far red in the spectrum.
446
00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,792
Makes the plant grow
too tall on the stem,
447
00:31:34,892 --> 00:31:37,500
and the leaves get all nine,
and the whole thing just keels over.
448
00:31:37,583 --> 00:31:40,417
Plus, it reduces the potency,
which is definitely not what we want.
449
00:31:41,125 --> 00:31:43,042
Now, LED's gettin'
to be all the rage
450
00:31:43,083 --> 00:31:46,500
'cause it's cooler and
saves ya on power costs, but...
451
00:31:46,583 --> 00:31:48,667
I'm a sodium-vapor man!
452
00:31:48,767 --> 00:31:51,167
Ya know, we got your
electronic digital balance
453
00:31:51,792 --> 00:31:54,583
Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger!
454
00:31:57,250 --> 00:31:59,500
- Who built all this?
- Me and Bolger.
455
00:31:59,542 --> 00:32:01,583
Had a few buddies help
us with the heavy liftin'.
456
00:32:01,683 --> 00:32:03,583
Your brother designed
every bit of it.
457
00:32:03,667 --> 00:32:05,167
The horticultural part.
458
00:32:05,267 --> 00:32:08,750
Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit.
Grade-schoolers could've assembled it.
459
00:32:08,850 --> 00:32:10,375
We should've got a contractor
to pour the pad,
460
00:32:10,475 --> 00:32:13,417
but we couldn't likely hire
one of those, could we?
461
00:32:13,500 --> 00:32:18,375
- And, and, what... what are all these?
- Oh, NFT Spiral System. - NFT?
462
00:32:18,750 --> 00:32:20,833
Yea, nutrient film technique.
463
00:32:20,875 --> 00:32:23,500
No soil in there. These pipes
are filled with hydroclay.
464
00:32:23,583 --> 00:32:27,333
It's like an expanded clay aggregate,
supports the active capillaries.
465
00:32:27,458 --> 00:32:30,083
It's just that and coconut husks,
if you can believe that shit.
466
00:32:30,250 --> 00:32:34,750
No acid, no alkaline in the base,
totally sterile medium.
467
00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:38,833
You're lookin' at cell generation
of hybridization cloning,
468
00:32:38,933 --> 00:32:41,167
through all my special
little children.
469
00:32:41,292 --> 00:32:43,500
And we feed ya good,
too, don't we?
470
00:32:43,708 --> 00:32:46,583
Pump the nutrients, see, up into the
medium from underneath.
471
00:32:46,792 --> 00:32:51,667
Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle
Juice, Tarantula, the whole shitteroo.
472
00:32:53,417 --> 00:32:56,708
You're looking at the
motherfuckin' state of the art.
473
00:32:58,583 --> 00:32:59,583
I don't know what to say.
474
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:03,750
You hear that, Bolger, we
rendered him speechless! Huh!
475
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,292
- You wanna try some?
- No
476
00:33:06,375 --> 00:33:10,083
I make my living with my mind,
and, so, I like to keep it clear.
477
00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:12,833
I forgot who I was talking to.
478
00:33:12,917 --> 00:33:14,667
Traveling through his
optic space-time. Shit.
479
00:33:14,750 --> 00:33:17,042
Let's go sit on the back porch.
I've got a new varietal.
480
00:33:17,142 --> 00:33:19,667
I really gotta give her a test drive.
481
00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:24,583
Now, I read an article you wrote in
the New York Review of Books,
482
00:33:24,917 --> 00:33:28,458
- 'bout a fellow called Heidegigger.
- Heidegger?
483
00:33:28,708 --> 00:33:30,958
That's the one.
What kind of name is that?
484
00:33:31,042 --> 00:33:36,417
Oh, it was a review of a book exploring
Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger.
485
00:33:36,542 --> 00:33:39,500
Exactly! That right there is what I
don't understand about y'all! I mean...
486
00:33:39,708 --> 00:33:42,083
Y'all ever... hardly ever
write about a topic!
487
00:33:42,167 --> 00:33:45,875
I mean, you write about what some
other fellow wrote about the topic.
488
00:33:45,958 --> 00:33:50,000
So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then
some, some French guy's got a take on that,
489
00:33:50,167 --> 00:33:51,375
then you write a review of that,
490
00:33:51,475 --> 00:33:54,292
and some other fellow's gonna come
along and on and on and on and on.
491
00:33:54,417 --> 00:33:56,833
You very neatly explained
academia, Brady.
492
00:33:56,958 --> 00:33:58,333
So, I'll write and say for all y'all.
493
00:33:58,433 --> 00:34:00,542
It's just called,
"What the Fuck's the Point"?
494
00:34:00,642 --> 00:34:02,750
Ya know what? I think this is
right about where I leave.
495
00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:05,208
Come on, come on.
496
00:34:05,292 --> 00:34:07,917
- Give you a tug on that.
- I said no.
497
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:10,750
You used to do this more'n I did.
You couldn't get enough of it.
498
00:34:10,875 --> 00:34:13,667
Well, I just don't do it anymore.
499
00:34:13,792 --> 00:34:17,833
Oh, I know you want some.
It's written all over your face.
500
00:34:17,958 --> 00:34:21,625
Look, the shit I grow is better than
anything you're gonna taste anywhere.
501
00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:24,375
Makes that Jamaica shit we
used to buy taste like tobacco.
502
00:34:24,417 --> 00:34:26,250
Oh, I'll bet it does.
503
00:34:26,333 --> 00:34:31,875
A tiny taste. A little, little,
bitty, ole taste. Just.. Taste!
504
00:34:32,417 --> 00:34:37,958
Fine, fine. Fuck, I don't believe I'm
doing this. This is so fucking stupid!
505
00:34:38,125 --> 00:34:40,625
When was the last time you did it?
506
00:34:40,792 --> 00:34:44,958
- Graduate school.
- I'll bet this is gonna lay you out.
507
00:34:46,167 --> 00:34:50,458
- You remember the first time? With ma?
- I remember.
508
00:34:50,667 --> 00:34:53,125
[Both] Fucking ridiculous.
509
00:34:53,667 --> 00:34:55,708
I guess she just figured we were
gonna find out on our own, anyway.
510
00:34:55,833 --> 00:34:58,292
I... I don't wanna know
what she was thinking about.
511
00:35:07,083 --> 00:35:09,500
Oh, come on, give it a real pull there.
512
00:35:13,833 --> 00:35:17,167
Now, how many buds are you
gonna smoke that's that
513
00:35:17,417 --> 00:35:20,750
smooth after you ain't done
it in a number of years?
514
00:35:20,833 --> 00:35:24,292
I've been lengthening the maturing
process more in the Dutch tradition,
515
00:35:24,333 --> 00:35:27,333
- and I got just the right amount of resin.
- Wow!
516
00:35:46,042 --> 00:35:49,792
Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'.
517
00:35:50,375 --> 00:35:52,458
So, anyways, I seem
to recall you didn't..
518
00:35:52,558 --> 00:35:55,042
you didn't think too much
of this fellow, Heidegigger.
519
00:35:55,167 --> 00:36:00,708
What? No, he was a fucking fascist.
He... He held down the National Socialists.
520
00:36:01,292 --> 00:36:05,958
All right, but this article was about
logic and... and truth, and
521
00:36:07,292 --> 00:36:10,292
about him and some other fellow
related to, uh...
522
00:36:10,708 --> 00:36:13,958
- Analytic philosophy.
- What was it? - Analytic philosophy.
523
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,625
Analytic philosophy.
Analytic philosophy.
524
00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:20,875
There was one word I didn't know.
I had to look it up. Epista...
525
00:36:20,917 --> 00:36:23,750
- Epistemology.
- Epista what? - Epistemology.
526
00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:25,917
Epistemology, bingo, bingo.
527
00:36:26,375 --> 00:36:29,375
Why are we talking about this?
528
00:36:29,792 --> 00:36:32,167
Just solving problems.
529
00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,333
Just solving problems.
530
00:36:34,433 --> 00:36:37,875
Like... Like, when all of a sudden,
you get hit with a answer,
531
00:36:38,750 --> 00:36:40,625
to a mess you've been in,
532
00:36:40,725 --> 00:36:43,917
and as soon as it hit ya, ya can't hardly
believe ya didn't think of it before.
533
00:36:44,250 --> 00:36:47,083
What is it you want, Brady?
534
00:36:47,208 --> 00:36:50,583
- Here, git ya another pull on that.
- No, I'm fucking euthanized.
535
00:36:50,708 --> 00:36:54,417
Go on, now.
Go on!
536
00:36:57,167 --> 00:36:59,625
All right, now, here's the thing.
537
00:37:00,042 --> 00:37:03,333
All that equipment you see
out yonder. It was expensive.
538
00:37:03,667 --> 00:37:07,208
So I had to go see this Jew up in
Tulsa, who's kinda in the business.
539
00:37:07,333 --> 00:37:10,708
- What do ya mean, he's in the business?
- Well, the dope dealing business.
540
00:37:11,208 --> 00:37:13,750
A Jew in the business?
How do ya know he's a Jew?
541
00:37:13,850 --> 00:37:16,167
Well, he... Trust me, he's a Jew.
542
00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:18,125
Well, what does that mean?
He has a Jewish last name?
543
00:37:18,225 --> 00:37:19,375
He's a goddamn Jew!
544
00:37:19,417 --> 00:37:22,375
- Don't be anti-Semitic.
- Anti what? - Anti-Jew.
545
00:37:22,542 --> 00:37:25,292
I ain't anti-Jew!
I loves everybody!
546
00:37:25,333 --> 00:37:28,417
Oh, Jesus! So, okay, he's a
dope dealer. So what...
547
00:37:28,708 --> 00:37:31,042
Well, he's not really a dealer. He's...
He's a little more upstream than that,
548
00:37:31,142 --> 00:37:33,125
but I've been his main supplier of grass.
549
00:37:33,208 --> 00:37:35,458
- I still don't see...
- Will ya listen? Ya just..
550
00:37:35,558 --> 00:37:36,708
Ya know, ya never listen!
551
00:37:36,792 --> 00:37:39,750
Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening.
552
00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:43,167
I need you to be me.
553
00:37:43,267 --> 00:37:44,208
What?
554
00:37:44,250 --> 00:37:47,208
Down here, just like we
used to back at home,
555
00:37:47,308 --> 00:37:49,708
while I go up there and
figure out this whole situation.
556
00:37:49,750 --> 00:37:52,375
No fucking chance, Brady.
557
00:37:52,917 --> 00:37:55,000
Well, look, I've got this one
figured. It's so simple.
558
00:37:55,100 --> 00:37:56,958
All you gotta do is go and visit mom.
559
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,667
You don't think mom is gonna know
the difference between you and me?
560
00:37:59,875 --> 00:38:03,125
It ain't about mom, goddamn it.
It's the sheriff. It's he we're gonna fool.
561
00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:06,083
We don't even look alike, anymore.
Has that occurred to you?
562
00:38:06,333 --> 00:38:08,333
Bolger said when you walked into
that Me Tote Em, it took all of
563
00:38:08,433 --> 00:38:11,667
five seconds for them boys to figure
out it was me with a shave and haircut.
564
00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:15,792
- Which is why he took me to Broken Bow.
- He said you wanted to go.
565
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:21,958
Brady, Brady, I swear
to God, even for you...
566
00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:23,792
Well, that might have
been Bolger's idea,
567
00:38:23,875 --> 00:38:25,542
but I didn't know nothing about
it till you all showed up here.
568
00:38:25,625 --> 00:38:27,833
And let me tell you something else.
We're going back up to Broken Bow,
569
00:38:27,933 --> 00:38:29,583
and we're gonna whip some country ass.
570
00:38:29,667 --> 00:38:32,292
No, no, you're not.
571
00:38:33,083 --> 00:38:34,750
Started without us?
572
00:38:35,167 --> 00:38:37,042
Well, you know you can't have
none of this good stuff.
573
00:38:37,142 --> 00:38:40,292
I know, but I'm being polite.
The rest of 'em came.
574
00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:43,167
That is so weird.
575
00:38:43,308 --> 00:38:47,250
Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill.
Bill, this is our good friend, Janet.
576
00:38:47,458 --> 00:38:51,458
- Hi, I'm Bill. - You havin' a smoke?
- Oh, I wa... I was, yea.
577
00:38:51,917 --> 00:38:56,208
- Oh, uh, do you want some?
- Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks.
578
00:38:56,333 --> 00:38:59,958
Yea, I... I... I usually
don't, either. I... I...
579
00:39:00,058 --> 00:39:02,125
Actually, actually,
I never do. I... I'm...
580
00:39:02,167 --> 00:39:04,958
It's all right. Nobody
can say no to Brady.
581
00:39:05,058 --> 00:39:06,917
Mojo, I got the mojo.
582
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:08,417
I kinda forgot.
583
00:39:08,517 --> 00:39:10,708
So, Bolger says you're a famous,
what was it you said, Bolger?
584
00:39:10,750 --> 00:39:13,208
- A famous thinker.
- A famous thinker.
585
00:39:13,292 --> 00:39:17,000
- He's real famous.
- In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe.
586
00:39:17,333 --> 00:39:19,750
And they pay you for that?
587
00:39:19,850 --> 00:39:23,708
Well, I... I... I lecture,
and I... I teach. I am a professor.
588
00:39:23,808 --> 00:39:27,708
- I was just fuckin' with you.
- Ah, you're... Yea... - Nice to meet you.
589
00:39:27,792 --> 00:39:31,250
Go ahead, get in the coda.
590
00:39:33,958 --> 00:39:38,542
- She's a poet. - What?
- Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry.
591
00:39:38,708 --> 00:39:41,750
And she's the ladies
noodling champion of '05.
592
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:47,125
125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours,
with nothing but her bare hands.
593
00:39:49,208 --> 00:39:51,583
I tried to get her and Colleen
in a three-way once,
594
00:39:51,724 --> 00:39:55,958
but wouldn't neither of 'em go for it.
595
00:39:56,708 --> 00:39:59,250
- I'm... I'm leaving on Sunday, you do
understand that, right? - I understand that.
596
00:39:59,417 --> 00:40:02,292
- I am not gonna participate...
- No, no, we'll talk about that later.
597
00:40:02,375 --> 00:40:05,458
Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man!
598
00:40:09,583 --> 00:40:11,667
All this happened in one day.
599
00:40:11,808 --> 00:40:16,042
Almost everything that has happened here
has only served to vindicate why I stay away.
600
00:40:16,125 --> 00:40:20,208
Oh, come on. Don't tell me that goblet of
goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy.
601
00:40:20,917 --> 00:40:23,375
No, even that, whatever it actually is.
602
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:27,500
That's Ambrosia, Billy.
That's pure Ambrosia.
603
00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:39,292
Oh, ride the blue wind high and free,
she'll lead you down through misery,
604
00:40:40,083 --> 00:40:46,292
Leave you low, come time to go,
alone and low as low can be.
605
00:40:51,542 --> 00:40:58,542
Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game.
If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain.
606
00:40:58,683 --> 00:41:05,500
If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry,
lay me down dissatisfied.
607
00:41:10,417 --> 00:41:15,042
Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly,
eyes to laugh...
608
00:41:15,083 --> 00:41:19,625
- So, where do you live now?
- Mmm, Providence, Rhode Island.
609
00:41:20,708 --> 00:41:25,083
- Why, why would you come back here?
- It's where I wanna write.
610
00:41:27,375 --> 00:41:31,333
- I teach for money. - Is it a college?
- High school, here in town.
611
00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:33,833
High school?
612
00:41:34,375 --> 00:41:37,917
I tried the tenure track,
but college students are already
613
00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:41,750
too culturally informed.
Closes their minds.
614
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,417
How come there aren't more
girls, like you, writing Hugo?
615
00:41:44,517 --> 00:41:47,625
Maybe they don't know
how to look.
616
00:41:49,708 --> 00:41:54,958
Well, you... you teach... English?
617
00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,292
- I do.
- Hmm...
618
00:41:59,833 --> 00:42:04,583
- My mother used to do that for awhile.
- She must be very proud of you.
619
00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:10,083
- I haven't talked to her in quite awhile.
- Why not?
620
00:42:10,333 --> 00:42:13,792
That is a very complicated subject.
621
00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:18,250
- You're some world-famous thinker?
- Har... Hardly
622
00:42:18,417 --> 00:42:21,583
Some minorly famous thinker?
623
00:42:22,625 --> 00:42:26,333
- And you don't let your mother enjoy that?
- That's correct.
624
00:42:26,583 --> 00:42:30,500
It's not good to have unresolved
problems with your mother.
625
00:42:32,958 --> 00:42:39,167
- Why? - Because some day, she'll
be gone. Then where will you be?
626
00:42:39,625 --> 00:42:44,917
- Probably the same place I am right now.
- Exactly.
627
00:42:46,917 --> 00:42:51,292
- You're smart.
- You aren't as smart as you think you are.
628
00:42:51,583 --> 00:42:55,458
Well, hey, I just got tricked by
my dope-dealing brother.
629
00:42:56,083 --> 00:42:59,167
We all get tricked some time or other.
630
00:43:04,667 --> 00:43:11,333
- Mmm, I don't think so. - No?
- No - Why?
631
00:43:13,458 --> 00:43:17,375
A combination of what you've been
smoking and what I'd do with you.
632
00:43:18,458 --> 00:43:20,708
You'd never recover.
633
00:43:21,333 --> 00:43:23,750
I'll do my best.
634
00:43:26,417 --> 00:43:28,500
I'm goin' home.
635
00:43:29,083 --> 00:43:33,708
Well, can't light a cake.
Can... could we just like, um...
636
00:43:35,500 --> 00:43:38,667
I mean, we were, we were
kind of lost... having a hug.
637
00:43:47,250 --> 00:43:50,917
I'm going noodling tomorrow,
if you want to tag along.
638
00:43:52,458 --> 00:43:55,958
My brother said that
you did that.
639
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,333
Sweet dreams.
640
00:44:07,083 --> 00:44:09,542
Here you go.
641
00:44:11,667 --> 00:44:14,333
Check out the best part.
642
00:44:15,042 --> 00:44:18,833
- Holy shit!
- This here's why I keep it alive.
643
00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:23,375
- Wait a minute. Some of these
are from our room. - Oh, yea.
644
00:44:24,333 --> 00:44:30,667
Yup, a few more I picked up along the
road, but all originals. Ain't no knockoffs.
645
00:44:30,708 --> 00:44:33,750
- Wow
- Now sit you down.
646
00:44:37,250 --> 00:44:40,667
Ain't that the coup de grace?
I got her off from Taylor in Ponca City,
647
00:44:40,917 --> 00:44:43,292
before me and Colleen hooked up.
That was my deal closer, baby.
648
00:44:43,958 --> 00:44:47,500
If Colleen knew what went on in that
bed, she'd never let me [indistinct].
649
00:44:47,792 --> 00:44:51,708
- Lovely. - Let's get you somethin'
for that buzz you got workin'.
650
00:44:51,750 --> 00:44:54,708
- Hey! Remember this?
- You still goin' with vinyl, huh?
651
00:44:54,958 --> 00:44:59,958
Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital.
They can't improve a phono classics man.
652
00:45:00,625 --> 00:45:02,417
- Come on, lay you down.
- Lie down.
653
00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:06,417
- Now you sound like mom.
- Sorry.
654
00:45:09,667 --> 00:45:14,750
Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree
655
00:45:14,875 --> 00:45:16,750
- How's that for a lullaby [indistinct].
- Ahhh...
656
00:45:19,875 --> 00:45:23,125
Does a dance so rhythmically
657
00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:25,792
Hey, don't think that this
means that I'm in any way...
658
00:45:25,892 --> 00:45:28,500
We ain't gonna talk
about that right now.
659
00:45:28,625 --> 00:45:31,417
Having a time
660
00:45:33,500 --> 00:45:35,792
I'm just glad you're here, Billy.
661
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:37,667
Cocaine tree lookin' fine
662
00:45:37,792 --> 00:45:42,833
Gotta put on your sailin' shoes.
663
00:45:42,933 --> 00:45:47,625
Put on your sailin' shoes
664
00:45:47,725 --> 00:45:50,750
Everyone will start to cheer
665
00:45:50,850 --> 00:45:58,250
When you put on your sailin' shoes
666
00:45:58,350 --> 00:46:00,750
Doctor, doctor, ahhh
667
00:46:22,792 --> 00:46:24,875
Oh, cut it out.
668
00:46:26,333 --> 00:46:29,042
How ya feelin', professor?
669
00:46:29,125 --> 00:46:34,042
- Mmmm, what did you do?
- Well, I bumped into some clippers.
670
00:46:35,042 --> 00:46:37,667
Hmm, feels weird.
671
00:46:39,583 --> 00:46:42,250
- Whaddya think?
- Ahhh...
672
00:46:44,208 --> 00:46:47,250
- Oh, God. What time is it?
- It's time to get up.
673
00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:49,667
Here, I bought you a few
things. Put 'em on.
674
00:46:49,750 --> 00:46:51,125
What? Why?
675
00:46:51,167 --> 00:46:53,917
Remember that thing we were
talkin' about [indistinct].
676
00:46:54,625 --> 00:46:58,917
- No, no, Brady. That's... that's
just not gonna work. - Why?
677
00:46:59,167 --> 00:47:01,250
Well, for one thing,
because you've given
678
00:47:01,350 --> 00:47:03,208
yourself the stupidest
haircut in human history.
679
00:47:03,292 --> 00:47:06,333
Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy.
Can't hardly tell the difference.
680
00:47:06,417 --> 00:47:08,500
No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said...
681
00:47:08,583 --> 00:47:12,458
Haven't I fixed you up with Janet?
And then you like her?
682
00:47:12,583 --> 00:47:16,875
My opinion of her is totally unrelated
to your infantile scheme.
683
00:47:17,417 --> 00:47:19,625
You listen!
684
00:47:21,750 --> 00:47:24,875
I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me,
because if I don't get up to Tulsa,
685
00:47:24,975 --> 00:47:26,750
I'm gonna be in some real trouble.
686
00:47:26,792 --> 00:47:29,042
Then go up to Tulsa.
Why do I have to...
687
00:47:29,142 --> 00:47:31,000
Because some shit might
happen in Tulsa to where I...
688
00:47:31,100 --> 00:47:34,542
Where... Where you would rather be seen
down here, so that you're not implicated in
689
00:47:34,642 --> 00:47:37,875
whatever typically insane
criminal behavior that you intend.
690
00:47:37,917 --> 00:47:39,875
No fucking way!
691
00:47:39,975 --> 00:47:42,792
All I'm askin' you to do
is go and see mom.
692
00:47:42,892 --> 00:47:44,875
That one little good deed.
That's all.
693
00:47:44,958 --> 00:47:48,375
Well, it's not a good deed,
and I really don't wanna see mom.
694
00:47:49,208 --> 00:47:50,500
You come all the way down here!
695
00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:53,417
No! No! You tricked me
into coming, actually.
696
00:47:53,458 --> 00:47:56,292
Oh! Please! It's...
It's so simple!
697
00:47:56,392 --> 00:47:58,583
All you gotta do is walk
into a fucking rest home
698
00:47:58,708 --> 00:48:02,167
and see your own mother you ain't
seen in 12 years, for God knows why!
699
00:48:02,208 --> 00:48:04,833
I don't know why you wanna
pass a pig eatin' a bear claw.
700
00:48:04,933 --> 00:48:06,917
They don't call them that anymore.
701
00:48:06,958 --> 00:48:11,125
- What? - Nope! They aren't called
pigs anymore. That's exactly...
702
00:48:11,208 --> 00:48:12,917
Called the police.
703
00:48:13,017 --> 00:48:15,250
How do you even know
that he'll be there?
704
00:48:15,333 --> 00:48:18,375
'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer
who sits behind the desk.
705
00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:22,708
All you gotta do is walk in and say,
"Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma."
706
00:48:22,875 --> 00:48:25,042
And don't say another fuckin' word.
And just walk on by.
707
00:48:25,125 --> 00:48:27,500
That is the most ridiculous alibi.
708
00:48:27,542 --> 00:48:31,000
All anyone would have to do is find out that
you have a twin and that I was down here.
709
00:48:31,083 --> 00:48:33,917
When we ever been busted before?
You took tests for me all the time.
710
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:39,083
- And I let you go on dates as me.
- No, I did that one time when we were 16.
711
00:48:39,208 --> 00:48:43,417
- And she guzzled your custard, didn't she?
- I have felt bad about that ever since.
712
00:48:43,583 --> 00:48:48,208
Come on, Billy.
I'm trying to change my life here.
713
00:48:48,333 --> 00:48:52,083
- Fucking hell.
- I'm asking, as your brother.
714
00:48:52,625 --> 00:48:55,375
Ugg.. I just walk by.
715
00:48:58,833 --> 00:49:04,458
I got kicked off of Noah's Ark
I turn my cheek to unkind remarks
716
00:49:04,558 --> 00:49:08,000
There was two of everything
but one of me
717
00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:11,333
- Say, ain't it Saturday?
- Yeah, so?
718
00:49:11,625 --> 00:49:15,625
Think the Jews is in church Saturdays.
You know where it's at?
719
00:49:16,208 --> 00:49:20,583
- Can't we look it up?
- What if it's more'n one?
720
00:49:21,500 --> 00:49:24,042
There can't be more than one.
721
00:49:28,667 --> 00:49:31,583
- Can I ask you a question?
- Shoot
722
00:49:32,833 --> 00:49:35,542
Do you believe in a higher power?
723
00:49:37,583 --> 00:49:41,542
Yea, I do. I do. It's the only
way to make sense of all this.
724
00:49:42,083 --> 00:49:44,375
Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos.
725
00:49:45,167 --> 00:49:49,625
Like, the world was created by Him,
and He judges what we do?
726
00:49:50,083 --> 00:49:55,167
No, I think it's more
like, like parallel lines.
727
00:49:55,667 --> 00:49:57,625
Parallel lines?
728
00:49:57,750 --> 00:50:00,042
Ya know, like two lines go on and on
forever and don't ever touch.
729
00:50:00,875 --> 00:50:03,458
Yea
730
00:50:03,542 --> 00:50:07,250
'Cept, 'cept they don't
actually exist in nature.
731
00:50:07,792 --> 00:50:13,333
And man can't create no true parallel.
It's just more of a concept.
732
00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,875
I learned that shit in
high school geometry.
733
00:50:16,975 --> 00:50:18,542
Ah huh
734
00:50:19,375 --> 00:50:23,417
Well, that concept, that perfection...
735
00:50:24,750 --> 00:50:28,542
We know it exists,
and we think about it.
736
00:50:28,958 --> 00:50:32,750
But we can't never
get there ourselves.
737
00:50:33,500 --> 00:50:36,500
I think that right there is God.
738
00:50:50,333 --> 00:50:54,625
- You ready? - For what?
- Come on over here.
739
00:51:02,958 --> 00:51:06,000
- Jesus!
- You just gonna stand there?
740
00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:18,792
You have a spiritual aversion
to monofilament?
741
00:51:22,583 --> 00:51:25,500
This is the way it was done
a thousand years ago.
742
00:51:26,250 --> 00:51:28,958
I think I can understand that.
743
00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:32,875
You still leavin' tomorrow?
744
00:51:33,583 --> 00:51:35,667
I think so.
745
00:51:35,875 --> 00:51:41,208
- I'll miss you.
- And we barely even know each other.
746
00:51:43,667 --> 00:51:46,333
You have not known what you are.
747
00:51:46,542 --> 00:51:49,292
You have slumbered upon
yourself all your life.
748
00:51:49,542 --> 00:51:53,250
Your eyelids have been the same
as closed most of the time.
749
00:51:53,667 --> 00:51:56,875
What you have done returns
already in mockeries.
750
00:51:57,208 --> 00:51:59,708
The mockeries are not you.
751
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:04,417
Underneath them and within
them, I see you lurk.
752
00:52:09,667 --> 00:52:14,167
- Who is that?
- Walt Whitman
753
00:52:15,125 --> 00:52:17,625
I don't think I ever imagined
hearing him recited to me by a
754
00:52:18,250 --> 00:52:20,792
girl getting a 40-pound catfish.
755
00:52:21,500 --> 00:52:25,375
That's exactly how he should be recited.
He wrote without rhyme or meter.
756
00:52:25,500 --> 00:52:28,167
Free verse... just
whatever he felt inside,
757
00:52:28,250 --> 00:52:31,292
coming out in his own intricate rhythm.
758
00:52:31,500 --> 00:52:36,750
Pure, unashamed passion,
without definable restriction.
759
00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:40,292
- I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few
issues with that. - Why?
760
00:52:40,500 --> 00:52:45,000
Because some have dared to suggest
that even poetry has rules.
761
00:52:45,583 --> 00:52:47,542
Or you make your own.
762
00:52:47,642 --> 00:52:50,250
Right there, that's the
part I never bought into.
763
00:52:50,292 --> 00:52:53,792
- Because? - Because if everybody runs
around, making their own rules,
764
00:52:53,875 --> 00:52:57,000
how can you find what's true?
765
00:52:58,417 --> 00:53:01,333
There's nothing... There's
nothing to rely on.
766
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:07,292
One night,
767
00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:10,583
I [indistinct],
768
00:53:10,750 --> 00:53:13,208
devoured your leaves,
769
00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:17,292
knowing no poison,
no love nourishment
770
00:53:18,833 --> 00:53:23,125
in that larval blindness,
a hunger finally true.
771
00:53:27,208 --> 00:53:30,958
- Who's that?
- That's me.
772
00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:41,583
Maybe what's true is in front of us,
773
00:53:41,708 --> 00:53:45,708
and we're moving toward it
without even knowing it's there.
774
00:53:47,583 --> 00:53:50,042
Once you think you've got it all solved,
775
00:53:50,667 --> 00:53:53,167
what's left?
776
00:54:01,500 --> 00:54:04,000
Don't get any fish innards on me, okay?
777
00:54:04,667 --> 00:54:06,917
Shut up.
778
00:54:28,375 --> 00:54:31,083
So, what is the Halakhah?
779
00:54:31,792 --> 00:54:33,875
It's the law.
780
00:54:34,125 --> 00:54:37,583
It's the path we follow
in our daily lives.
781
00:54:38,417 --> 00:54:43,167
It comprises those rituals that
make our lives complete.
782
00:54:43,958 --> 00:54:48,042
Without them, the violence and
anarchy of the world prevail.
783
00:54:49,750 --> 00:54:53,125
When Moses talks with
God on Sinai,
784
00:54:53,208 --> 00:54:55,458
the Jews abandoned the law,
785
00:54:56,042 --> 00:54:58,208
and danced ecstatically
before the calf,
786
00:54:58,792 --> 00:55:01,792
forgetting the one who brought
them out of Egypt.
787
00:55:02,542 --> 00:55:05,458
My friends, in every generation,
we are threatened
788
00:55:05,558 --> 00:55:08,375
with chaos and slavery and despair.
789
00:55:09,458 --> 00:55:11,917
And then this... this spirit
and confusion.
790
00:55:12,583 --> 00:55:17,000
Halakhah allows refuge in a
world we can't explain.
791
00:55:19,292 --> 00:55:21,042
Violence, anarchy
792
00:55:21,958 --> 00:55:26,542
in which the workings of justice may falter,
there is a larger and deeper coherence.
793
00:55:27,542 --> 00:55:29,167
Who the fuck is that?
794
00:55:29,267 --> 00:55:33,125
To know this with certainty
is to belief as a Jew.
795
00:55:34,583 --> 00:55:37,958
Without law, we are lost
796
00:55:38,458 --> 00:55:40,250
Fuckin' faggot.
797
00:55:40,350 --> 00:55:43,000
in an arid wasteland.
No good to each other.
798
00:55:43,100 --> 00:55:44,542
Not this mess
799
00:55:44,667 --> 00:55:46,125
No good to our God.
800
00:55:46,167 --> 00:55:48,542
- Shabbat Shalom
- AUDIENCE: Shabbat Shalom
801
00:55:50,292 --> 00:55:53,667
So, I would like to thank
the Taubmann family
802
00:55:53,767 --> 00:55:56,792
for the beautiful flowers
that adorn our bema,
803
00:55:56,892 --> 00:56:02,458
and please join us after the
Musaf service for Kish [fades out]
804
00:56:12,167 --> 00:56:15,625
- Thanks for doing this.
- Happy to.
805
00:56:17,875 --> 00:56:20,000
All right.
806
00:56:20,833 --> 00:56:24,375
- You sure you don't wanna come in?
- I'll be waitin' right over there.
807
00:56:24,833 --> 00:56:29,792
But will look kindly later on boys who
sort shit out with their mamas.
808
00:56:31,208 --> 00:56:33,792
How do I look?
809
00:56:40,292 --> 00:56:43,500
Well, hi ya, Sharon, just
goin' to see my mom.
810
00:56:44,917 --> 00:56:47,208
Officer
811
00:56:48,750 --> 00:56:54,500
Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa!
Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait!
812
00:56:55,042 --> 00:56:56,875
Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man!
813
00:56:57,000 --> 00:57:03,875
No, no, not a word from you, Brady,
you hear, you're just gonna listen.
814
00:57:03,975 --> 00:57:07,042
The staff here, they found your
mama smokin' pot the other day.
815
00:57:07,917 --> 00:57:10,708
Now she's a crazy lady, don't
even belong in here,
816
00:57:10,917 --> 00:57:13,750
but it wouldn't do nobody no
good to put her away.
817
00:57:14,125 --> 00:57:16,625
The only reason I ain't
haulin' you in is 'cuz
818
00:57:16,725 --> 00:57:19,542
I ain't got proof it was
you give it to her.
819
00:57:19,583 --> 00:57:22,375
As soon as I do, we gonna get on
your property and we gonna
820
00:57:22,475 --> 00:57:27,708
find every last ounce of that super
charged grass you're growin' out there.
821
00:57:28,667 --> 00:57:33,292
I don't care how many money men you're
payin' off. You understand?
822
00:57:33,667 --> 00:57:36,208
Yessir.
823
00:57:46,208 --> 00:57:51,083
You ain't foolin' a soul
by cleanin' up.
824
00:57:55,542 --> 00:57:58,292
I know just what you is.
825
00:58:06,375 --> 00:58:08,333
That ain't at all what I asked you.
826
00:58:08,375 --> 00:58:14,375
I asked you why you was supposed
to be here three days ago,
827
00:58:14,475 --> 00:58:16,167
and you just walk in here now?
828
00:58:16,208 --> 00:58:19,500
We just had some business back at home
we had to take care off, is all.
829
00:58:19,625 --> 00:58:22,167
I heard you made an appearance
in Broken Bow.
830
00:58:22,625 --> 00:58:26,500
Well, I just stopped in at
the Me Tote Em, there.
831
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:28,292
My girl wanted some licorice.
832
00:58:28,392 --> 00:58:31,500
Everybody knows those Fuller boys
work out of the Me Tote Em.
833
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:34,500
Even the police know that.
834
00:58:34,542 --> 00:58:36,625
She wanted the licorice.
835
00:58:36,875 --> 00:58:40,042
I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay.
836
00:58:40,250 --> 00:58:41,917
Well, that's just the thing.
837
00:58:42,042 --> 00:58:46,333
Either that, or you got samples of what
you goin' be up to down there.
838
00:58:46,433 --> 00:58:49,625
Don't tell me you done interrupted
my day of rest.
839
00:58:49,708 --> 00:58:54,042
To other shit, I got no interest makin'
its way between my ears.
840
00:58:54,208 --> 00:58:56,500
We went to the wrong temple at first.
841
00:58:56,625 --> 00:58:58,875
- Temple Jester?
- Over on Utica.
842
00:58:59,500 --> 00:59:01,833
If I wanted to go to church,
I'd be a Krustian.
843
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:03,833
Might make your life a little easier.
844
00:59:03,933 --> 00:59:05,917
Who says my life ain't easy?
845
00:59:06,167 --> 00:59:09,083
I don't know. Maybe folks ain't
too partial to Jews.
846
00:59:09,250 --> 00:59:12,542
Law would never mark out a
Jew as a dope dealer, neither.
847
00:59:13,000 --> 00:59:15,708
They leave me alone,
by and large.
848
00:59:16,417 --> 00:59:18,750
The way of the world is mysterious,
849
00:59:19,417 --> 00:59:23,583
but every man has his place,
each accordin' to his lights.
850
00:59:23,667 --> 00:59:25,125
That could be.
851
00:59:25,225 --> 00:59:30,625
Shaver and Wendell done presented
to you a deal, Brady.
852
00:59:30,958 --> 00:59:38,042
Uh, opportunity. Now, either you
got my money in that bag,
853
00:59:38,375 --> 00:59:42,250
or we gonna talk about expanding
your situation down there.
854
00:59:42,417 --> 00:59:44,833
Well, I can't do neither.
855
00:59:45,083 --> 00:59:48,000
- Why not?
- I wanna have a family.
856
00:59:48,708 --> 00:59:52,125
I ain't never had a dad myself,
so I aim to be a good one.
857
00:59:52,208 --> 00:59:54,917
So, I'm done. I might be
growin' for myself,
858
00:59:54,958 --> 00:59:57,375
but I ain't gonna be growing
for you or nobody no more.
859
00:59:57,625 --> 00:59:59,667
At least, not in the
selling facet.
860
00:59:59,767 --> 01:00:05,083
So, that's a bag full of money payin' me
back for settin' you up down there.
861
01:00:05,167 --> 01:00:08,208
- Well, now, hear me out, Pug.
- That's gettin' harder,
862
01:00:08,308 --> 01:00:09,792
because of all the shit I'm listenin' to.
863
01:00:09,892 --> 01:00:12,833
Okay, look. Me and Bolger. We gonna
take that whole operation
864
01:00:12,917 --> 01:00:15,833
that you paid for, we gonna
haul it up to Broken Bow.
865
01:00:15,875 --> 01:00:18,667
We gonna set it up, turn
it over to the Fuller brothers.
866
01:00:18,767 --> 01:00:21,375
I'm gonna teach them
everything I know.
867
01:00:23,208 --> 01:00:27,708
You can take Bobby Fuller and brain,
and stick it in the head of a cat,
868
01:00:28,125 --> 01:00:30,708
that animal will keel
over and die.
869
01:00:31,375 --> 01:00:36,083
- Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes.
- Who is paying me back?
870
01:00:36,333 --> 01:00:38,708
I'm working on that, but you ain't never
said nothing about a timetable.
871
01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:44,000
- Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it?
- Yea, so?
872
01:00:44,417 --> 01:00:47,667
In all that time, have you heard
me ask you for a nickel?
873
01:00:48,083 --> 01:00:49,458
In all those 12 months?
874
01:00:49,558 --> 01:00:52,292
No, but you and me both know I've
been selling you at a cut rate.
875
01:00:52,375 --> 01:00:56,667
Ohhh! So! Now you
want me to be nice!
876
01:00:57,500 --> 01:01:00,208
Well, I guess I do. What the fuck
is wrong with that?
877
01:01:00,417 --> 01:01:05,458
Brady, my people been kicked out of
near every country on this planet.
878
01:01:05,558 --> 01:01:10,208
My granddaddy came here, because
of the pogroms in Russia.
879
01:01:10,708 --> 01:01:15,833
He traveled all over the South,
selling czachkers out of a wagon,
880
01:01:15,917 --> 01:01:18,875
because nobody else wanted the job
881
01:01:19,208 --> 01:01:21,417
of taking a wagon 50 miles a day.
882
01:01:21,625 --> 01:01:26,583
Jews got good with money, because
Krustians didn't wanna touch it.
883
01:01:26,708 --> 01:01:30,000
Now, Krustians say, Jews
got all the money.
884
01:01:30,292 --> 01:01:31,917
I wonder how that happened?
885
01:01:32,117 --> 01:01:36,292
I give nearly every cent I make
to the State of Israel,
886
01:01:36,958 --> 01:01:43,833
because Israel is where we put our
foot down, and we said no more.
887
01:01:43,917 --> 01:01:47,083
We ain't gonna be took
advantage of no more!
888
01:01:47,542 --> 01:01:49,625
I would just like a little
more fucking time.
889
01:01:49,667 --> 01:01:51,167
Well, ya know what I'd like?
890
01:01:51,367 --> 01:01:55,042
I'd like everybody in the world to call me
a cocksucker and give me a dollar!
891
01:01:55,242 --> 01:01:56,292
Why is that?
892
01:01:56,492 --> 01:02:00,000
Because that way I'd be rich and
everybody'd love me!
893
01:02:03,583 --> 01:02:09,833
Shaver, check that pickle. And if they ain't
got my money, kill those sons-of-bitches!
894
01:02:17,833 --> 01:02:21,083
Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way.
895
01:02:25,042 --> 01:02:27,125
Oh, bring it on, sonny.
896
01:02:28,625 --> 01:02:32,917
You tricked me, motherfucker!
I sure as shit gonna bleed.
897
01:02:46,458 --> 01:02:49,375
All right, shit! All right, shit!
898
01:02:51,625 --> 01:02:54,250
Get the spray paint!
899
01:02:55,958 --> 01:03:00,667
Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God,
900
01:03:01,333 --> 01:03:05,083
He don't care where you've been.
He don't care whatcha done.
901
01:03:05,583 --> 01:03:10,333
He just wants to love ya up, and
wants you to do the same to him.
902
01:03:10,958 --> 01:03:13,875
Ya know, He was there
when you was born,
903
01:03:14,075 --> 01:03:17,500
and He just wants you back
again before you perish.
904
01:03:17,583 --> 01:03:21,417
He loves ya and holds ya
and He comforts ya,
905
01:03:21,667 --> 01:03:24,625
and gives ya everlasting rest,
906
01:03:25,125 --> 01:03:28,792
because Jesus is a compassionate God.
907
01:03:29,583 --> 01:03:34,458
Brings to mind the story of the old
man who's walking down the beach,
908
01:03:35,250 --> 01:03:39,833
He stops and he's just... he's just
takin' in the glory of the creation.
909
01:03:40,042 --> 01:03:43,708
And, suddenly he realizes there's somebody
behind him, and he turns, and he looks,
910
01:03:43,875 --> 01:03:45,458
and it's Jesus!
911
01:03:45,658 --> 01:03:47,292
And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..."
912
01:03:47,492 --> 01:03:49,917
Are you listenin' to this bullshit?
913
01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,750
Hey, Mom.
914
01:03:59,125 --> 01:04:01,208
Billy?
915
01:04:04,750 --> 01:04:07,208
Well, you've got a nice view.
916
01:04:08,208 --> 01:04:11,125
I like watching the storms come in.
917
01:04:14,917 --> 01:04:17,083
You used to get so scared of 'em.
918
01:04:17,333 --> 01:04:19,417
Do ya still?
919
01:04:19,792 --> 01:04:23,625
I don't think anything like that
scares me anymore.
920
01:04:25,125 --> 01:04:29,042
If you aren't scared these days,
you aren't alive.
921
01:04:29,750 --> 01:04:33,333
I'm sure many people would agree with you.
922
01:04:33,542 --> 01:04:36,333
Coming here didn't scare you?
923
01:04:38,083 --> 01:04:41,708
- Nah, ah, maybe a little.
- Why?
924
01:04:42,250 --> 01:04:45,750
Ah, I didn't come here to have
that conversation, Daisy.
925
01:04:49,083 --> 01:04:55,208
So, one minute you were there, and
then you were gone. What happened?
926
01:04:55,250 --> 01:04:58,708
No, I'm... I'm serious, I'm really...
really not gonna do this.
927
01:04:59,500 --> 01:05:01,917
Why, Billy?
928
01:05:02,958 --> 01:05:05,375
Billy? Why?
929
01:05:06,917 --> 01:05:10,625
All right. Because we
needed a mother,
930
01:05:11,333 --> 01:05:13,833
and not another friend
to get fucked up with.
931
01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:17,583
- I could be both.
- But you weren't both.
932
01:05:18,125 --> 01:05:21,042
Are you saying that I didn't raise you?
933
01:05:21,167 --> 01:05:24,542
I don't know what the
fuck you were doing.
934
01:05:24,792 --> 01:05:27,833
Reading every book you read,
every paper you wrote,
935
01:05:28,167 --> 01:05:29,625
even when they were beyond me.
936
01:05:29,725 --> 01:05:31,542
I didn't need you to tell me I was smart,
937
01:05:31,642 --> 01:05:34,417
- I needed guidance.
- You never needed anything.
938
01:05:34,542 --> 01:05:37,167
- Brady did!
- You don't have to tell me about Brady.
939
01:05:37,708 --> 01:05:41,208
I... I don't need to be reminded. Don't you
think I know that every time he comes here?
940
01:05:41,458 --> 01:05:45,708
All I ever wanted was a
tiny taste of something
941
01:05:45,808 --> 01:05:48,125
resembling a normal
and rational life.
942
01:05:48,225 --> 01:05:49,750
Where everything's a lie?
943
01:05:49,850 --> 01:05:52,542
Do you know that I actually
went away to school
944
01:05:52,642 --> 01:05:55,375
and took a class in the
culture of the 60s,
945
01:05:55,708 --> 01:05:59,083
just to try to understand
the way you lived?
946
01:05:59,625 --> 01:06:01,250
The... The choices that you made,
947
01:06:01,350 --> 01:06:04,792
just to... to try to make sense out
of all that new freedom,
948
01:06:04,875 --> 01:06:08,208
and... and upheaval
and fucking anarchy?
949
01:06:08,333 --> 01:06:11,625
Ya know, and the... the problem is
you tore everything down,
950
01:06:11,708 --> 01:06:16,500
but you were too lazy to actually
build anything, as an alternative.
951
01:06:18,000 --> 01:06:21,417
As usual, you've got it all figured out.
952
01:06:26,667 --> 01:06:29,042
Am I ever gonna see you again?
953
01:06:29,708 --> 01:06:32,292
I don't know.
I don't think so.
954
01:06:34,542 --> 01:06:36,792
I'm sorry.
955
01:06:37,583 --> 01:06:39,667
Yea, me, too.
956
01:06:40,167 --> 01:06:46,958
They say everything can be replaced.
957
01:06:47,458 --> 01:06:52,792
They say every distance is not near.
958
01:06:55,083 --> 01:07:01,333
So I remember everything
- [indistinct]
959
01:07:02,708 --> 01:07:07,375
- [indistinct]
Of every man who put me here.
960
01:07:09,667 --> 01:07:15,500
I see my light come shinin'
961
01:07:17,917 --> 01:07:23,417
From the west unto the east
962
01:07:24,667 --> 01:07:26,333
Any day now
963
01:07:26,375 --> 01:07:30,750
- He's gonna get here in time.
- Ugh! Brady! Ugh! Oooh!
964
01:07:32,625 --> 01:07:34,708
[indistinct]
965
01:07:35,042 --> 01:07:38,417
Now you tell Buddy, the next time
I slide into Broken Bow,
966
01:07:38,500 --> 01:07:42,708
if Bolger wants to shake a snake,
or if I just want a refreshin' potable,
967
01:07:42,808 --> 01:07:45,208
I expect a little more fucking time...
968
01:07:45,308 --> 01:07:55,417
[Screaming on and on and on]
They say that every man must fall
969
01:07:55,517 --> 01:08:00,708
Yet I swear I see my reflection
970
01:08:01,875 --> 01:08:07,500
Somewhere so high above this wall
971
01:08:09,625 --> 01:08:12,167
Jack Rothbaum, known as
Pug to his friends,
972
01:08:12,250 --> 01:08:15,958
was a controversial figure in
Tulsa's small Jewish community.
973
01:08:16,208 --> 01:08:19,375
An enormous success in the
oil bill equipment business,
974
01:08:19,542 --> 01:08:22,542
he gave millions of dollars
to the State of Israel,
975
01:08:22,792 --> 01:08:25,708
- as well as, other Jewish and
statewide causes. - Uh, oh.
976
01:08:26,083 --> 01:08:30,042
Pug Rothbaum was a man of
generosity and valor.
977
01:08:30,750 --> 01:08:33,792
Every nickel he made, most of it
went to help others,
978
01:08:33,833 --> 01:08:38,208
- Jews, Christians, everyone.
- He didn't. - What?
979
01:08:38,333 --> 01:08:41,250
Our community and the city of
Tulsa have lost a great man.
980
01:08:41,417 --> 01:08:46,458
Indeed, Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings
and signs all over our city and state,
981
01:08:47,000 --> 01:08:51,583
including various hospital wings,
his Museum of Indian Heritage,
982
01:08:51,708 --> 01:08:54,667
and this rest stop on the
Will Rogers Turnpike.
983
01:08:54,792 --> 01:08:57,750
Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, buddy.
984
01:08:57,875 --> 01:09:01,583
- What have you done?
- What's it all about? - This?
985
01:09:02,042 --> 01:09:06,708
One curious aspect of this case is that
the swastikas were drawn backwards,
986
01:09:07,167 --> 01:09:09,125
indicating either haste
987
01:09:09,208 --> 01:09:13,125
or a lack of familiarity with this most
infamous of anti-Semitic emblems
988
01:09:13,292 --> 01:09:17,708
or, perhaps, rather more implausibly,
that Hindus were involved.
989
01:09:18,417 --> 01:09:19,708
I ain't no Hindu!
990
01:09:19,808 --> 01:09:22,458
The guy you owed money to,
a Jew up in Tulsa?
991
01:09:22,667 --> 01:09:24,125
Don't point your finger at me!
I've been with Bolger all day!
992
01:09:24,225 --> 01:09:26,208
Oh! Come! Ugh! Hey, Billy! Hey!
993
01:09:26,250 --> 01:09:29,708
Ah! Calm 'er down now, I don't
want to upset Colleen. I mean it.
994
01:09:30,583 --> 01:09:35,292
- Tell me that you didn't do this.
- He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice.
995
01:09:35,625 --> 01:09:41,083
Ugh, ugh! You... You... You... You go to
the cops and explain things.
996
01:09:41,208 --> 01:09:45,792
You go and hide! You do anything
but that! And... And... What...
997
01:09:45,892 --> 01:09:47,250
What were those swastikas?
998
01:09:47,333 --> 01:09:50,542
Well, those were the symbols that
the Nazis put on all their little trinkets.
999
01:09:50,750 --> 01:09:53,458
I... I... I'm familiar with the
contextual history of the swastika.
1000
01:09:53,500 --> 01:09:56,292
Why would you want it to
look like a hate crime?
1001
01:09:56,458 --> 01:09:58,000
So it don't look like a drug crime!
1002
01:09:58,100 --> 01:10:00,250
Great! Perfect! Just...
just confirm that we're the
1003
01:10:00,375 --> 01:10:02,667
rednecked hick state that
everybody thinks we are.
1004
01:10:02,767 --> 01:10:04,625
Don't you talk down on Oklahoma!
1005
01:10:04,725 --> 01:10:08,500
How? How is it possible that
you are so brilliant,
1006
01:10:08,583 --> 01:10:11,917
and so monumentally, selfishly
ignorant at the same time?
1007
01:10:12,042 --> 01:10:15,292
Oh, look! When you ever been in a
situation you had to fight your way out of?
1008
01:10:15,333 --> 01:10:16,333
Whether it was you or someone else?
1009
01:10:16,542 --> 01:10:19,125
I don't put myself in
those kind of situations!
1010
01:10:19,250 --> 01:10:21,333
Well, that's the real world, Billy.
I hate to tell ya,
1011
01:10:21,417 --> 01:10:23,667
and if you had to kill
someone to protect you
1012
01:10:23,792 --> 01:10:26,417
or your own, you'd do
the same thing I done.
1013
01:10:26,458 --> 01:10:28,583
I got a baby coming.
1014
01:10:30,333 --> 01:10:32,750
I... I... I am leaving tomorrow.
1015
01:10:34,708 --> 01:10:36,667
You gonna turn me in?
1016
01:10:36,767 --> 01:10:41,875
No. I don't know. I don't know
what I'm going to do!
1017
01:10:41,917 --> 01:10:45,958
Listen, listen. This guy. He hauled
drugs all over this state.
1018
01:10:46,292 --> 01:10:49,750
- You said he didn't sell.
- He sold to the ones what sold 'em.
1019
01:10:50,042 --> 01:10:52,417
All right? Now, he will come
down here to force me
1020
01:10:52,625 --> 01:10:55,333
to explain the shit I don't
even wanna talk about.
1021
01:10:55,417 --> 01:10:57,917
They're gonna find you,
and you're gonna get killed,
1022
01:10:58,375 --> 01:11:02,083
or you're gonna go to jail, and then
where are your wife and kid gonna be?
1023
01:11:02,208 --> 01:11:06,042
That's the beauty of it.
Well, I wasn't up there.
1024
01:11:06,142 --> 01:11:08,333
I was down here. Remember?
1025
01:11:08,458 --> 01:11:10,250
Ah! You asshole!
1026
01:11:11,375 --> 01:11:13,333
Do you have any idea
what you're doin' to me?
1027
01:11:13,433 --> 01:11:14,792
Son of a bitch!
1028
01:11:18,417 --> 01:11:20,500
Billy! Ugh!
1029
01:11:21,167 --> 01:11:26,792
- You are going to ruin my life!
- Ain't nobody gonna know! Ugh!
1030
01:11:28,500 --> 01:11:31,208
[Phone ringing]
1031
01:11:31,292 --> 01:11:33,167
Go answer the phone.
1032
01:11:33,958 --> 01:11:37,625
- Colleen'll get it!
- Just answer the fucking phone!
1033
01:11:42,542 --> 01:11:44,625
Hello?
1034
01:11:45,417 --> 01:11:47,792
No, it ain't. It's his brother.
1035
01:11:49,250 --> 01:11:52,208
- Who... Who is it?
- Well, he's right here, I know.
1036
01:11:54,500 --> 01:11:55,542
Hello?
1037
01:11:55,642 --> 01:11:58,958
- Bill, ah, Nathan Levy.
- Nathan?
1038
01:12:02,500 --> 01:12:05,708
Ah... How did.. How did you get this number?
1039
01:12:06,458 --> 01:12:10,625
I hope you don't mind. I, ah, spoke to
Maggie Harmon down at Brown.
1040
01:12:12,625 --> 01:12:14,167
Is this a bad time?
1041
01:12:14,708 --> 01:12:18,125
It's fine. Ah, you know what?
Hang on one second.
1042
01:12:25,667 --> 01:12:27,625
Sorry, Nathan, go ahead.
1043
01:12:27,750 --> 01:12:32,708
Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill.
But you're about to be ambushed down there.
1044
01:12:33,750 --> 01:12:37,417
- By whom?
- Something about a coed and a poem,
1045
01:12:38,042 --> 01:12:40,833
and some other behavior, which I would
rather allow you to infer.
1046
01:12:40,958 --> 01:12:44,458
What? You've got to be kidding me.
Nobody would say that.
1047
01:12:44,542 --> 01:12:47,417
Apparently there was
a witness, Bill.
1048
01:12:49,792 --> 01:12:53,042
Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me.
1049
01:12:53,125 --> 01:12:56,458
- That is absurd.
- That's why I'm reaching out.
1050
01:12:57,042 --> 01:13:01,208
But until whatever happened
blows over, we can't...
1051
01:13:01,333 --> 01:13:02,667
I understand.
1052
01:13:03,958 --> 01:13:06,125
- Everything all right?
- No, it isn't.
1053
01:13:06,750 --> 01:13:08,708
Now, where can I find the signal for this?
1054
01:13:08,808 --> 01:13:12,542
I wrote a poem for you in Latin
for when you got back.
1055
01:13:12,750 --> 01:13:15,667
It was incentive of Virgil
in dactylic hexameter,
1056
01:13:15,750 --> 01:13:19,917
and it was all about what would happen
if we were together in the [indistinct].
1057
01:13:20,000 --> 01:13:23,625
Stop. Inappropriate. I
don't wanna hear it.
1058
01:13:24,125 --> 01:13:28,208
So, I was in the library, and Mark Laub
read it over my shoulder.
1059
01:13:28,333 --> 01:13:31,125
He site-translated it?
Oh, no, he was really good.
1060
01:13:31,583 --> 01:13:33,792
He had like five hortatory subjunctives.
1061
01:13:33,875 --> 01:13:38,208
Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a
fucking poem, that it never happened?
1062
01:13:38,417 --> 01:13:41,667
Yes, but he didn't believe me, so
he went to the Department.
1063
01:13:41,750 --> 01:13:47,167
I guess he was really pissed about some B+
you gave him on a Lucretius paper last year.
1064
01:13:47,333 --> 01:13:49,083
Fucking hell!
1065
01:13:49,183 --> 01:13:53,417
- Did you give him a B+?
- I don't remember, Anne.
1066
01:13:53,500 --> 01:13:57,500
So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon,
said she caught us that day
1067
01:13:57,583 --> 01:14:01,167
- making out with my shirt
off in your office. - Ohhh!
1068
01:14:01,250 --> 01:14:06,125
So, I went to her, and I told
her the truth, and I begged her.
1069
01:14:06,292 --> 01:14:10,125
But the door was closed, and I was
partially undressed.
1070
01:14:10,292 --> 01:14:12,833
And then Professor Lockwood said that,
1071
01:14:12,933 --> 01:14:15,625
in a world of phenomena,
appearances are truth.
1072
01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:18,833
Going around quoting the cynics.
He's such a fucking lightweight!
1073
01:14:19,083 --> 01:14:24,833
- I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more.
- Bill! When are you coming home?
1074
01:14:25,833 --> 01:14:28,375
Stop it!
I told you to leave Stacy alone!
1075
01:14:29,042 --> 01:14:31,250
She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school.
1076
01:14:31,333 --> 01:14:33,500
- Eat shit, Gabe!
- Well, after you eat mine!
1077
01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:35,583
Don't you dare speak to anyone
that way, Stacy Feinman!
1078
01:14:36,708 --> 01:14:38,833
He cusses all the time!
And so do you!
1079
01:14:38,933 --> 01:14:41,125
You both make spectacles
of yourselves back there!
1080
01:14:41,225 --> 01:14:44,250
The pizza there sucks compared
to the pizza in New York!
1081
01:14:44,350 --> 01:14:47,792
Well, it is the pizza that we have!
1082
01:14:47,892 --> 01:14:50,667
And, by the way, did I hear you
ask your mother for money?
1083
01:14:50,750 --> 01:14:52,333
Honey, I don't wanna talk about it.
1084
01:14:52,433 --> 01:14:54,208
- Don't you have any pride?
- Of course, I do.
1085
01:14:54,308 --> 01:14:58,375
- It's your mother!
- We're strangling, Suzie. Strangling!
1086
01:14:58,500 --> 01:15:00,583
The credit card bills alone.
1087
01:15:00,625 --> 01:15:04,625
- Now, until I get my practice up...
- When? When? - I told you. I told you.
1088
01:15:04,667 --> 01:15:07,958
It's when the kids make friends at school,
and we meet the parents.
1089
01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:11,000
I hate the kids at school! They suck!
They're a bunch of idiots!
1090
01:15:11,167 --> 01:15:15,292
A brutal murder occurred earlier today,
after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services.
1091
01:15:15,417 --> 01:15:18,375
- I said, when?
- Yea, Dad? - Shh! Everyone be quiet!
1092
01:15:18,458 --> 01:15:23,583
Sources close to the investigation
say it was a hate crime.
1093
01:15:23,667 --> 01:15:27,417
Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive
at approximately 1:00 pm
1094
01:15:27,500 --> 01:15:32,250
by fellow worshippers in
Congregation Nevei Kodesh, here in Tulsa.
1095
01:15:35,917 --> 01:15:38,583
I'm supposed to get three kids
out of the car by myself?
1096
01:15:38,625 --> 01:15:40,875
Just give me a minute!
1097
01:15:41,333 --> 01:15:43,417
Bill Kincaid
1098
01:15:55,000 --> 01:15:57,708
Hugo Central High School
1099
01:16:21,167 --> 01:16:25,458
Honey! I'm just gonna, ah...
Don't wait up for me!
1100
01:16:26,250 --> 01:16:27,833
What?
1101
01:16:27,933 --> 01:16:32,125
Well, 180 dollars will limit ya, but it
don't mean you can't put a bullet
1102
01:16:32,167 --> 01:16:34,000
in there that's gonna pack a wallop.
1103
01:16:34,100 --> 01:16:37,167
I... I really don't need...
need the bullets.
1104
01:16:37,458 --> 01:16:41,125
None of my business, friend, but you carry
a firearm, you'd better be ready to use it.
1105
01:16:41,167 --> 01:16:45,542
Uh, huh. Well, ah, see, it's... it's
really more for protection.
1106
01:16:46,208 --> 01:16:49,083
Now, these here is hollow points.
1107
01:16:50,000 --> 01:16:55,042
I... I appreciate that, but, um,
like I said, I... I'm content...
1108
01:16:55,083 --> 01:16:59,167
Dog eat dog. You wanna be the
one who's chowin' down.
1109
01:17:00,292 --> 01:17:03,292
I really don't... I don't plan to chow down.
1110
01:17:06,083 --> 01:17:08,125
I'll just take the gun.
1111
01:17:08,225 --> 01:17:13,250
Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey,
you just got to trust me on this.
1112
01:17:13,833 --> 01:17:16,083
Yes, right.
1113
01:17:16,708 --> 01:17:19,625
Tomorrow night at the latest.
1114
01:17:21,042 --> 01:17:23,625
Just give 'em... Give everyone a big kiss.
1115
01:17:36,083 --> 01:17:39,417
And I'm telling you, you was at
that rest home, plain as day.
1116
01:17:39,500 --> 01:17:41,917
And Erica. Looked like a choirboy.
1117
01:17:42,208 --> 01:17:46,042
So, how could he have been
there, here, and in Tulsa?
1118
01:17:46,333 --> 01:17:49,042
He was in Tulsa before
he was here.
1119
01:17:49,250 --> 01:17:51,750
This is one big waste of my time.
1120
01:17:51,833 --> 01:17:56,042
And I tell you what else! I'd better
not hear about any vigilante bullshit.
1121
01:17:56,292 --> 01:17:59,542
And you know why he
would've been in Tulsa?
1122
01:17:59,642 --> 01:18:01,417
No, Buddy, educate me!
1123
01:18:01,500 --> 01:18:06,000
Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin'
to make a lot more than grass down here.
1124
01:18:06,125 --> 01:18:09,042
- Who told you that?
- Pug Rothbaum
1125
01:18:09,167 --> 01:18:11,667
He was gonna push me and
Jimmy out of Broken Bow.
1126
01:18:12,333 --> 01:18:16,875
He was into Pug for more than $200,000
for the equipment in his grow house.
1127
01:18:17,625 --> 01:18:20,250
You tellin' me the truth, Buddy?
1128
01:18:32,875 --> 01:18:37,333
Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be
1129
01:18:38,375 --> 01:18:42,583
excellent noodling in the
rivers around Boston.
1130
01:18:46,792 --> 01:18:48,833
How about that.
1131
01:18:49,833 --> 01:18:52,792
Something you might want to confirm.
1132
01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,083
Okay
1133
01:19:16,000 --> 01:19:17,292
Hey
1134
01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:22,625
You ain't gonna stop off and
see mom one more time?
1135
01:19:22,667 --> 01:19:24,750
I don't think so.
1136
01:19:25,125 --> 01:19:27,708
Well, I'll see ya when I see ya.
1137
01:19:31,125 --> 01:19:33,208
Hello, there.
1138
01:19:36,500 --> 01:19:38,792
You have got to be kidding me.
1139
01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:45,083
- You know this guy?
- Sort of.
1140
01:19:46,083 --> 01:19:48,667
- Well, I'll be damned.
- How can we help ya?
1141
01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:52,792
Okay, ah, which of you was it
I met on the airplane?
1142
01:19:53,708 --> 01:19:57,333
You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum!
1143
01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:05,333
- Get in the house! Get in the house!
- No! Don't go there! Don't go there!
1144
01:20:05,833 --> 01:20:09,292
- Over there!
- Just calm down! Just calm down!
1145
01:20:09,417 --> 01:20:10,500
Calm down! It's all right!
1146
01:20:10,600 --> 01:20:13,125
No, no, you get back...
Get back... No, no...
1147
01:20:13,208 --> 01:20:17,833
No, no, no... Back! Back!
1148
01:20:20,375 --> 01:20:23,417
- I got hollow points!
- Hollow points?
1149
01:20:23,667 --> 01:20:26,500
Join it! Join over! Get in the
cluster! Get in the cluster!
1150
01:20:28,708 --> 01:20:32,875
No, this is not happening.
I've got a plane to catch.
1151
01:20:33,333 --> 01:20:35,875
Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that.
1152
01:20:36,083 --> 01:20:38,042
You are not pointing that gun at me.
1153
01:20:38,167 --> 01:20:40,625
- Join the group!
- This is not happening!
1154
01:20:40,750 --> 01:20:45,167
- Join the group!
- Billy, Billy, come on.
1155
01:20:47,458 --> 01:20:49,000
Thank you!
1156
01:20:49,083 --> 01:20:50,083
Now, lis..., now, listen.
Wha... Wha... Wha...
1157
01:20:50,183 --> 01:20:52,167
Why don't you stop waving
that thing around?
1158
01:20:52,267 --> 01:20:54,042
I don't wanna hurt anyone.
1159
01:20:54,142 --> 01:20:56,125
No, all right. Then let's... let's just
put the gun down, then.
1160
01:20:56,225 --> 01:20:58,125
I just wanna talk.
1161
01:20:58,225 --> 01:21:03,542
- Why are you doing this?
- You flew down here to be his alibi.
1162
01:21:04,125 --> 01:21:10,208
Making him a murderer, and you an
accessory, and this is a Christian state.
1163
01:21:11,458 --> 01:21:14,042
We're very Old Testament,
when it comes to murder.
1164
01:21:14,917 --> 01:21:18,125
He'll get the chair, and you'll get life!
1165
01:21:18,292 --> 01:21:20,917
Who the fuck is this guy?
1166
01:21:21,833 --> 01:21:24,125
You're an orthodontist.
1167
01:21:24,208 --> 01:21:28,917
I am drowning in debt! I've been
trying to set up a new practice,
1168
01:21:29,458 --> 01:21:33,583
but I still owe on the insurance
premiums from the last one!
1169
01:21:33,750 --> 01:21:37,625
Plus all the equipment!
I have a wife and three kids!
1170
01:21:37,750 --> 01:21:39,458
Why don't you get to the fucking point?
1171
01:21:39,558 --> 01:21:43,167
Until my kids can make friends
at school, and we meet their parents!
1172
01:21:43,208 --> 01:21:45,292
No, no, no, listen. Bill, Bill, hey, Bill!
1173
01:21:45,392 --> 01:21:50,208
- I am a guy that you met on an airplane!
- Keep back! Keep back! I said keep back!
1174
01:21:50,292 --> 01:21:53,750
- Really, really, please.
- I really mean it.
1175
01:21:53,833 --> 01:21:56,125
Get the hell back!
1176
01:21:58,333 --> 01:22:02,667
Pull the trigger. Put a bullet
in my skull. I give up. It's perfect.
1177
01:22:20,292 --> 01:22:23,125
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
1178
01:22:24,875 --> 01:22:26,958
It's fine. Just go home.
1179
01:22:27,042 --> 01:22:30,167
- Billy, we can't let him go now.
- We are.
1180
01:22:30,333 --> 01:22:35,083
Just let it go, and
everybody just go home.
1181
01:22:38,625 --> 01:22:39,792
Go, go.
1182
01:22:40,333 --> 01:22:42,000
-Brady! Brady!
- Hey, hey, you!
1183
01:22:42,100 --> 01:22:43,458
Where do ya think you're going?
1184
01:22:43,583 --> 01:22:45,875
- Get back!
- Aaahhh!
1185
01:22:47,958 --> 01:22:49,083
- Bill, no!
- Aaahhh!
1186
01:22:55,333 --> 01:22:56,500
Brady!
1187
01:23:03,042 --> 01:23:05,250
Janet, call 911!
1188
01:23:05,875 --> 01:23:08,750
Baby, I think my mama
might have called it.
1189
01:23:09,458 --> 01:23:12,250
She might have been right!
1190
01:23:16,667 --> 01:23:19,042
Police coming.
1191
01:23:20,708 --> 01:23:24,750
Bill. Hey, Bill!
1192
01:23:25,125 --> 01:23:27,750
We're gonna need an EMT.
1193
01:23:27,958 --> 01:23:32,958
- Bill... Hey, Bill!
- Bill... Bill... Bill...
1194
01:23:34,292 --> 01:23:36,417
Gimme that! Gimme it.
1195
01:23:38,583 --> 01:23:41,000
Look at me... at me...
1196
01:23:41,708 --> 01:23:44,125
Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa.
1197
01:23:44,750 --> 01:23:49,042
All those drawings we did at Pug's.
Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em.
1198
01:23:50,667 --> 01:23:52,875
Just promise me. You promise me?
1199
01:23:53,667 --> 01:23:56,250
You're gonna tell her yourself.
1200
01:24:01,083 --> 01:24:05,000
Okay. Now you ain't killed nobody.
1201
01:24:13,542 --> 01:24:18,708
Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us
the Greek philosopher, Epicurus's
1202
01:24:18,833 --> 01:24:20,917
thoughts on death.
1203
01:24:21,250 --> 01:24:24,042
It is irrational to fear an event,
1204
01:24:24,750 --> 01:24:27,875
if when that event occurs,
we are not in existence.
1205
01:24:28,958 --> 01:24:35,208
And, since when death is, we are not,
and when we are, death is not,
1206
01:24:36,042 --> 01:24:39,042
then it's irrational to fear death.
1207
01:24:39,875 --> 01:24:42,292
One might just as well, Epicurus argued,
1208
01:24:42,958 --> 01:24:45,708
fear birth.
1209
01:24:46,958 --> 01:24:51,083
I was born just a few minutes
before my brother, Brady.
1210
01:24:52,833 --> 01:24:58,875
He lived life on his own terms,
indifferent to fear,
1211
01:24:59,500 --> 01:25:03,292
either his own, or those of others.
1212
01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:06,625
And, let's be honest.
1213
01:25:08,958 --> 01:25:15,208
By any normal measure, my brother
was a criminal and a colossal fuckup.
1214
01:25:17,750 --> 01:25:21,917
But, in the years that we were together,
1215
01:25:23,958 --> 01:25:26,417
when we were growing up,
1216
01:25:27,708 --> 01:25:32,417
he gave me the happiest, freest times
1217
01:25:34,583 --> 01:25:37,542
that I will ever know.
1218
01:25:38,583 --> 01:25:42,208
I don't know why it took
me so long to realize that.
1219
01:25:43,125 --> 01:25:47,958
I left Little Dixie because of my own fears.
1220
01:25:51,042 --> 01:25:53,750
My greatest regret is that
1221
01:25:54,708 --> 01:25:58,792
I never told him how
difficult that really was.
1222
01:26:11,875 --> 01:26:14,292
Bolger, how'd you get those scars?
1223
01:26:14,875 --> 01:26:18,083
- Prison, with your brother.
- My brother wasn't in prison.
1224
01:26:18,542 --> 01:26:24,417
Two years on possession. I think he
ain't wanted you to know that.
1225
01:26:25,208 --> 01:26:27,417
Saved my life, too.
1226
01:26:28,042 --> 01:26:32,708
Three guys jumped me with box cutters.
Your brother, Brady, went berserk.
1227
01:26:33,292 --> 01:26:36,000
Kept the both of us alive in there.
1228
01:26:39,167 --> 01:26:42,333
Can't believe he never...
1229
01:26:42,833 --> 01:26:46,042
Wished I could've repaid the favor.
1230
01:26:46,142 --> 01:26:49,375
So tell my baby I said so long
1231
01:26:49,475 --> 01:26:52,083
Tell my mother I did no wrong
1232
01:26:52,183 --> 01:26:55,208
Tell my brother to watch his own
1233
01:26:55,292 --> 01:26:58,125
Tell my friends to mourn me none
1234
01:27:03,333 --> 01:27:06,458
I'm chained upon the face of time
1235
01:27:06,558 --> 01:27:09,875
Feelin' full of foolish rhyme
1236
01:27:09,917 --> 01:27:12,833
There ain't no dark till something shines
1237
01:27:12,933 --> 01:27:17,417
I'm bound to leave this dark behind
1238
01:27:20,625 --> 01:27:23,542
So, to what do I owe this visit?
1239
01:27:25,542 --> 01:27:28,583
My brother killed Pug Rothbaum.
1240
01:27:30,250 --> 01:27:31,958
Your brother?
1241
01:27:32,042 --> 01:27:38,500
Who's the... same man who was
shot by Ken Feinman.
1242
01:27:39,917 --> 01:27:42,833
Have you told the police?
1243
01:27:44,083 --> 01:27:46,292
I will.
1244
01:27:50,833 --> 01:27:55,333
He wanted you to know
that it wasn't a hate crime.
1245
01:27:55,875 --> 01:27:59,167
I find it hard to believe your brother
didn't have something against Jews.
1246
01:27:59,583 --> 01:28:02,208
I know, but he didn't.
1247
01:28:05,333 --> 01:28:08,250
Then I'll have to believe you.
1248
01:28:14,583 --> 01:28:16,875
Is there something else?
1249
01:28:19,125 --> 01:28:22,042
Why... Why do you think...
1250
01:28:24,250 --> 01:28:26,333
Why do we...
1251
01:28:26,625 --> 01:28:30,167
We are animals, Professor Kincaid.
1252
01:28:33,458 --> 01:28:37,000
Brains that trick us into
thinking we aren't.
1253
01:28:37,833 --> 01:28:40,542
What do I... What can I do with that?
1254
01:28:41,250 --> 01:28:43,458
- Repair.
- What?
1255
01:28:44,042 --> 01:28:46,333
All of us. You, me,
1256
01:28:46,958 --> 01:28:49,542
your brother, Pug...
1257
01:28:52,750 --> 01:28:55,125
We break the world.
1258
01:28:57,917 --> 01:29:00,750
Help repair it.
1259
01:29:47,208 --> 01:29:51,958
Hey, come on over here.
1260
01:30:08,500 --> 01:30:12,042
- What's this about, Bolger?
- I'll let Billy speak.
1261
01:30:12,917 --> 01:30:15,125
Have a seat.
1262
01:30:17,375 --> 01:30:20,083
Well, go on. Say whatcha got to say.
1263
01:30:20,792 --> 01:30:24,667
- My brother had a lot of equipment.
- His grow house. - Yea
1264
01:30:26,375 --> 01:30:30,292
We talked to a lawyer.
The police can't confiscate it.
1265
01:30:30,875 --> 01:30:33,708
Now, it's a high quality system.
It's hydroponic.
1266
01:30:34,417 --> 01:30:37,333
I'm proposing to sell it to you.
1267
01:30:38,458 --> 01:30:41,042
That's the whole list.
1268
01:30:41,708 --> 01:30:44,125
That's at a... a discount price.
1269
01:30:47,958 --> 01:30:50,417
Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this.
1270
01:30:52,292 --> 01:30:54,000
Why not?
1271
01:30:54,100 --> 01:30:57,958
Because your brother never paid
Pug for that equipment.
1272
01:30:58,917 --> 01:31:01,792
- So what?
- So why I gotta pay you for it?
1273
01:31:02,250 --> 01:31:07,542
Because my brother is dead.
I have to cover funeral costs.
1274
01:31:08,000 --> 01:31:09,792
He had bills that weren't paid.
1275
01:31:09,892 --> 01:31:12,917
He had a mortgage, and his wife
is expecting a baby now.
1276
01:31:13,083 --> 01:31:16,667
Okay, all I'm trying to do
is to cover his debts
1277
01:31:16,767 --> 01:31:19,042
and leave his family
with a little something.
1278
01:31:19,083 --> 01:31:22,667
- Can you understand that?
- Well, I'm one of his debts, see.
1279
01:31:23,250 --> 01:31:26,625
Ya know, before your brother and
Bolger got out of the penitentiary,
1280
01:31:26,833 --> 01:31:30,042
I had this whole area,
southeastern Oklahoma.
1281
01:31:30,458 --> 01:31:33,500
And Pug Rothbaum come
to me for his grass!
1282
01:31:34,292 --> 01:31:38,917
And now you're going to have all of that
again and better product besides.
1283
01:31:39,500 --> 01:31:41,417
Your brother owes
me that equipment!
1284
01:31:41,517 --> 01:31:45,083
Come on, man! Don't you
want to repair the world?
1285
01:31:46,000 --> 01:31:51,750
- What? - We're breaking the world!
Don't you want to fucking repair it?
1286
01:31:51,875 --> 01:31:56,375
What I want is for you to give me that
equipment and then to go back East
1287
01:31:56,500 --> 01:32:00,583
with all the other faggots who think that
New York City is the only place on Earth.
1288
01:32:00,792 --> 01:32:03,708
- I don't live in New York.
- Well, that don't mean that
1289
01:32:03,808 --> 01:32:05,375
you don't think you're better
than us! Now, do it.
1290
01:32:05,417 --> 01:32:10,083
You know what? We are better than you!
We use our powers of thought!
1291
01:32:10,208 --> 01:32:13,250
- Don't you turn your back on me!
- Fucking hick!
1292
01:32:14,042 --> 01:32:18,375
- Don't you walk away!
- Just keep walking. Don't look back.
1293
01:32:18,958 --> 01:32:21,125
- Watt's wife.
- Who?
1294
01:32:21,417 --> 01:32:24,500
She turned into a pillar of salt.
1295
01:32:26,458 --> 01:32:28,542
Motherfucker.
1296
01:32:35,750 --> 01:32:38,375
Help! Help me!
1297
01:32:38,542 --> 01:32:40,208
- I can't.
- Get it out!
1298
01:32:40,308 --> 01:32:43,000
It's a bow. I think got a fletchette.
1299
01:33:19,208 --> 01:33:24,833
Oh, my God! No, no, no!
1300
01:33:55,500 --> 01:33:57,917
He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow!
1301
01:34:33,500 --> 01:34:36,458
Folks, wanna come with me.
1302
01:34:43,917 --> 01:34:46,625
Now, the arrow missed
his heart by an inch
1303
01:34:47,333 --> 01:34:49,625
and his spine by centimeters.
1304
01:34:50,208 --> 01:34:52,750
So, what does this mean for him?
1305
01:34:53,417 --> 01:34:56,250
Well, it'll be a long recovery.
1306
01:34:56,625 --> 01:35:02,250
I guess I don't need to tell ya this,
but you saved his life.
1307
01:35:18,083 --> 01:35:22,083
[Baby crying]
Yes, yes, yes, dear...
1308
01:35:22,183 --> 01:35:24,583
Billy, it's fixin' to rain.
1309
01:35:27,833 --> 01:35:30,125
Thanks, mom.
1310
01:35:43,250 --> 01:35:47,083
Think I'm just gonna
sit here for awhile.
1311
01:35:47,792 --> 01:35:50,125
In the rain?
1312
01:35:52,542 --> 01:35:55,875
I used to be so scared of
these summer storms.
1313
01:35:57,000 --> 01:36:00,125
And when I went East,
I missed them.
1314
01:36:00,917 --> 01:36:04,042
I was so frightened, I used to hide in
the closet and cover my ears.
1315
01:36:04,667 --> 01:36:06,875
And I hated that.
1316
01:36:07,208 --> 01:36:11,583
So, I went to the library,
and I studied them.
1317
01:36:12,583 --> 01:36:18,083
Learned everything I could about them.
How they happened. What made them happen.
1318
01:36:18,125 --> 01:36:20,208
The name of every cloud.
1319
01:36:20,542 --> 01:36:22,625
And?
1320
01:36:24,125 --> 01:36:26,708
They still happened.
1321
01:36:27,750 --> 01:36:30,417
Mind if I stay out here with you?
1322
01:36:31,667 --> 01:36:33,750
I wish you would.
1323
01:36:54,083 --> 01:36:56,167
Lonely are the free
1324
01:36:56,875 --> 01:36:58,667
'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em
1325
01:36:59,167 --> 01:37:01,583
They don't walk like you and me
1326
01:37:05,333 --> 01:37:07,708
They just tumble in the breeze
1327
01:37:08,458 --> 01:37:12,833
Lighter than a feather all
together separately
1328
01:37:16,667 --> 01:37:24,708
That's how it supposed to be, no matter
where they wander, from post to in-between
1329
01:37:24,917 --> 01:37:30,125
From here to over yonder,
there's no place for them to land
1330
01:37:34,167 --> 01:37:39,917
Lonely are the free
1331
01:37:40,017 --> 01:37:50,125
The silent are the strong, not so much as
a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong
1332
01:37:50,333 --> 01:37:55,750
You've known all along that you
can't help but listen
1333
01:37:56,083 --> 01:37:59,625
And now the moment's gone
1334
01:38:02,333 --> 01:38:10,750
It keeps you hanging on until the
stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn
1335
01:38:10,850 --> 01:38:18,167
is shattered by the sirens,
singing sacrificial songs
1336
01:38:19,500 --> 01:38:24,292
The silent are the strong
1337
01:38:26,375 --> 01:38:47,208
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