1 00:00:57,284 --> 00:01:00,230 The Girl on the Train 2 00:01:00,765 --> 00:01:03,440 Subtitle by Bambula 3 00:01:04,726 --> 00:01:07,457 My husband used to tell me I have an overactive imagination. 4 00:01:08,853 --> 00:01:10,555 I can’t help it. 5 00:01:10,992 --> 00:01:12,894 I mean, haven’t you ever been on a train 6 00:01:13,481 --> 00:01:16,182 and wondered about the lives of the people who live near the tracks? 7 00:01:16,939 --> 00:01:18,639 The lives you’ve never lived. 8 00:01:20,737 --> 00:01:22,437 These are things I want to know. 9 00:01:25,795 --> 00:01:28,571 Twice a day I sit in the third car from the front 10 00:01:28,606 --> 00:01:31,139 where I have the perfect view into my favorite house: 11 00:01:31,463 --> 00:01:33,510 Number 15 Beckett Road... 12 00:01:42,035 --> 00:01:43,818 I don’t know when exactly. 13 00:01:43,854 --> 00:01:47,400 I suppose I started noticing her about a year ago 14 00:01:48,162 --> 00:01:50,411 and, gradually, as the months went past, 15 00:01:51,354 --> 00:01:53,055 she became important to me... 16 00:02:12,417 --> 00:02:14,418 I’m not the girl I used to be. 17 00:02:15,620 --> 00:02:17,811 I think people can see it on my face. 18 00:02:35,333 --> 00:02:37,035 She’s what I lost. 19 00:02:38,573 --> 00:02:40,426 She’s everything I want to be... 20 00:03:16,851 --> 00:03:18,552 I imagine she’s a painter... 21 00:03:21,980 --> 00:03:25,768 She’s creative. He’s a doctor or an architect. 22 00:03:31,667 --> 00:03:33,368 He has a good laugh. 23 00:03:33,843 --> 00:03:35,545 She can’t cook. 24 00:03:40,042 --> 00:03:43,125 I wonder what they say to each other before they go to sleep. 25 00:03:51,970 --> 00:03:56,453 Today her name is “Jess, ” tomorrow it could be “Lisa” or “Amber.” 26 00:03:57,510 --> 00:03:59,830 It all depends on the day, it depends on my mood. 27 00:04:03,697 --> 00:04:05,399 The truth is, I don’t know her name. 28 00:04:07,443 --> 00:04:10,528 I don’t know if she paints or whether he has a good laugh. 29 00:04:12,231 --> 00:04:14,607 I just know they know love... 30 00:04:17,063 --> 00:04:19,679 Sometimes I catch myself trying to remember 31 00:04:19,714 --> 00:04:22,868 the last time I had meaningful contact with another person... 32 00:04:32,528 --> 00:04:35,130 I used to live two doors down... number 13 Beckett Road. 33 00:04:37,841 --> 00:04:39,541 It was my first home. 34 00:04:40,269 --> 00:04:43,231 We bought it together. It was ours. 35 00:04:48,052 --> 00:04:50,524 Every day, I tell myself not to look. 36 00:04:54,078 --> 00:04:55,778 But then I look... 37 00:05:04,537 --> 00:05:06,695 Are you alone? -Yeah. 38 00:05:07,420 --> 00:05:09,122 No, come. It’s all yours. 39 00:05:12,765 --> 00:05:15,293 Your baby’s so cute. -Thank you. -Hi, baby. 40 00:05:15,798 --> 00:05:17,986 Is it... Is it a boy? -Yeah. 41 00:05:19,005 --> 00:05:23,320 So sweet. How... how old is he? -Six months. -Six months. 42 00:05:26,412 --> 00:05:28,113 So sweet. 43 00:06:08,730 --> 00:06:12,350 A teacher once told me I was a mistress of self-reinvention... 44 00:06:16,746 --> 00:06:19,328 I wasn’t really sure what it meant at the time. 45 00:06:21,765 --> 00:06:24,524 But since moving here I’ve come to understand it... 46 00:06:24,752 --> 00:06:26,982 6 MONTHS AGO 47 00:06:30,026 --> 00:06:32,047 Ardsley-on-Hudson is boring and routine. 48 00:06:34,938 --> 00:06:36,639 It’s a fucking baby factory. 49 00:06:39,152 --> 00:06:40,853 I want to start my life over again. 50 00:06:42,871 --> 00:06:45,579 So far, I’ve been: rebellious teenager, 51 00:06:48,280 --> 00:06:49,981 lover, 52 00:06:50,530 --> 00:06:52,247 waitress... 53 00:06:52,345 --> 00:06:54,070 gallery director, 54 00:06:55,968 --> 00:06:57,669 nanny, 55 00:06:59,498 --> 00:07:01,909 and a whore. 56 00:07:05,153 --> 00:07:06,854 And not necessarily in that order. 57 00:07:12,700 --> 00:07:14,701 I can’t just be a wife anymore. 58 00:07:17,104 --> 00:07:20,061 That’s why I stay awake at night, staring at the ceiling. 59 00:07:23,319 --> 00:07:26,511 In fact, the only time I feel like myself is when I’m running. 60 00:07:28,725 --> 00:07:30,922 You always felt that way? 61 00:07:34,421 --> 00:07:38,006 Maybe since I was about seventeen. 62 00:07:38,865 --> 00:07:40,566 With Mac. 63 00:07:40,818 --> 00:07:42,969 Mac? Who’s Mac? 64 00:07:44,571 --> 00:07:46,272 My brother’s best friend. 65 00:07:47,927 --> 00:07:49,627 My brother who died... 66 00:07:57,017 --> 00:07:59,310 I tend to smile when I’m nervous. 67 00:08:00,578 --> 00:08:02,279 Sometimes, I laugh. 68 00:08:11,676 --> 00:08:15,592 For a year, Mac and I lived in this hunting cabin. 69 00:08:17,981 --> 00:08:19,681 We started fucking. 70 00:08:25,831 --> 00:08:28,607 We were the saddest people we knew. 71 00:08:31,405 --> 00:08:34,173 But in a way, that cabin made us happy. 72 00:08:36,124 --> 00:08:37,824 No one could find us. 73 00:08:39,263 --> 00:08:40,964 Everyone thought we were dead. 74 00:08:41,454 --> 00:08:44,740 And if you were to run away today, right now, where would you go? 75 00:08:57,500 --> 00:09:01,082 I read once that when a train hits, it can rip the clothes right off of you. 76 00:09:10,736 --> 00:09:14,430 I’m pretty sure Scott thinks the nanny job is gonna make me less restless, 77 00:09:16,297 --> 00:09:18,580 make me wanna get pregnant... 78 00:09:18,860 --> 00:09:20,561 And that’s not the case? 79 00:09:22,412 --> 00:09:24,837 When I finish work, every night I run home, 80 00:09:24,872 --> 00:09:28,377 and I get in the shower and wash the smell of that baby off me as fast as I can. 81 00:09:32,944 --> 00:09:34,815 ANNA 82 00:09:36,696 --> 00:09:38,397 TODAY 83 00:09:41,812 --> 00:09:46,938 When you woke up this morning I went and I brought you back to bed with me. 84 00:09:47,710 --> 00:09:51,583 And when I was feeding you, we heard daddy singing from the kitchen, didn’t we? 85 00:09:54,293 --> 00:09:58,307 “Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, 86 00:09:59,900 --> 00:10:04,822 Happy Birthday dear Anna, Happy Birthday to you!” 87 00:10:06,955 --> 00:10:09,762 Daddy came upstairs with a beautiful breakfast 88 00:10:09,763 --> 00:10:11,571 that he made for Mommy, didn’t he? 89 00:10:11,982 --> 00:10:13,683 Yes he did. 90 00:10:14,398 --> 00:10:16,099 Thank you, Megan. 91 00:10:20,113 --> 00:10:21,814 There you go. 92 00:10:30,253 --> 00:10:31,954 Oh, hello. 93 00:10:35,829 --> 00:10:38,864 I swear I sometimes feel like my heart is gonna explode. 94 00:10:38,899 --> 00:10:40,599 I mean, look at her. 95 00:10:41,147 --> 00:10:42,848 Look at her! 96 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:46,406 You’re not sleeping! 97 00:10:46,885 --> 00:10:48,586 Hello? -You’re not sleeping... 98 00:10:50,394 --> 00:10:52,094 Hello? 99 00:10:52,702 --> 00:10:54,403 Hello? 100 00:10:56,585 --> 00:10:58,286 Is that another hang-up? 101 00:11:00,156 --> 00:11:01,857 And grab the corners. 102 00:11:07,706 --> 00:11:10,938 And straighten. -I got another job. 103 00:11:11,290 --> 00:11:12,991 You what? 104 00:11:13,602 --> 00:11:15,302 I’m really sorry, Anna. 105 00:11:16,957 --> 00:11:19,836 I thought you were happy here. I mean, you seemed happy here... 106 00:11:20,195 --> 00:11:21,896 I am. 107 00:11:22,947 --> 00:11:24,656 It’s just this isn’t what I “do.” 108 00:11:25,684 --> 00:11:27,385 Take care of children? 109 00:11:28,570 --> 00:11:30,272 Or laundry. 110 00:11:31,380 --> 00:11:33,081 Another gallery head-hunted me. 111 00:11:35,834 --> 00:11:38,745 That's great. -The thing is, it starts tomorrow. 112 00:11:41,190 --> 00:11:44,077 I’m out all day tomorrow. That is so uncool. 113 00:11:44,078 --> 00:11:48,158 I hate to leave you like this, without childcare, but, you don’t have a job. 114 00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:53,372 Ok, that sounded wrong. 115 00:11:54,841 --> 00:11:58,074 I know that you’re busy volunteering. -It’s not the volunteering. 116 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:02,178 It’s all the shopping, it’s spending hours in the farmer’s market, 117 00:12:02,743 --> 00:12:05,741 it’s finding the right foods for her, it’s pureeing sweet potatoes. 118 00:12:05,776 --> 00:12:10,036 And I do all of this at the same time as I’m nursing. 119 00:12:11,087 --> 00:12:13,088 Maybe you should go back to work, too. 120 00:12:13,631 --> 00:12:17,456 Mothers need to work, it’s actually better for the kid. -How would you know? 121 00:12:26,369 --> 00:12:28,070 Your key. 122 00:12:28,853 --> 00:12:31,308 There is no job more important than raising a child... 123 00:12:34,498 --> 00:12:36,199 Megan, please... 124 00:12:59,671 --> 00:13:02,231 Rachel? What are you doing? 125 00:13:02,232 --> 00:13:03,934 Give me my baby. 126 00:13:04,028 --> 00:13:05,729 Rachel, what are you doing?! 127 00:13:10,866 --> 00:13:12,567 Hello? 128 00:13:21,184 --> 00:13:22,885 Thank you. 129 00:13:24,031 --> 00:13:25,731 Beautiful. 130 00:13:29,057 --> 00:13:30,758 How many times has she texted you today? 131 00:13:32,094 --> 00:13:34,945 I don’t know. -She called the landline three times. 132 00:13:37,621 --> 00:13:39,322 You have to talk to her. -I know. 133 00:13:40,021 --> 00:13:43,732 It’s getting crazy. -I will. I know I know I know. -Okay. 134 00:13:44,766 --> 00:13:46,467 It’s going to be fine. 135 00:13:47,453 --> 00:13:50,623 Isn’t it always fine? Don’t I always make everything fine? 136 00:13:53,574 --> 00:13:57,125 Who gives a shit? It’s your birthday. You sure you don’t want me to take you out tonight? 137 00:13:57,160 --> 00:14:00,233 No, I like it at home. -Call Megan. Ask her to come back. 138 00:14:04,371 --> 00:14:06,078 She just quit. 139 00:14:06,079 --> 00:14:08,859 She what? -She just told me she got another job. 140 00:14:11,310 --> 00:14:14,024 Shame. I thought you guys were kind of a good team together. 141 00:14:16,676 --> 00:14:18,380 So did I. 142 00:15:37,809 --> 00:15:39,510 RACHEL 143 00:15:49,453 --> 00:15:52,119 Hey, it’s Tom. Sorry I missed you. 144 00:15:53,173 --> 00:15:58,839 Hey, Tom, it's me. I just wanted to wish Momma happy birthday. 145 00:15:59,379 --> 00:16:01,079 Happy birthday, Momma. -Rachel! 146 00:16:02,483 --> 00:16:04,184 Jesus... 147 00:16:05,771 --> 00:16:10,092 No no no. No, don’t, Cathy. Please stop it! -Relax. -Cathy, come on! -Relax. 148 00:16:10,127 --> 00:16:14,513 I just need something to go to sleep. I just need a little bit to go to sleep. 149 00:16:16,571 --> 00:16:18,473 What brought this on? 150 00:16:20,302 --> 00:16:22,746 He posted another picture of the baby. 151 00:16:22,781 --> 00:16:24,811 It was a cute picture. -Yeah? 152 00:16:26,868 --> 00:16:30,037 Facebook and drunk ex-wives do not make good friends. 153 00:16:31,363 --> 00:16:34,897 I got it. I got it. -Alright. I’ll just get you to your room. 154 00:16:40,467 --> 00:16:43,439 Rachel, you have to stop calling them. Okay? 155 00:16:48,279 --> 00:16:52,040 I really appreciate this room. I do. 156 00:16:53,313 --> 00:16:58,786 I thought that I would just be here for a couple of weeks or a month. 157 00:16:58,821 --> 00:17:00,981 Yeah. That was two years ago. 158 00:17:04,147 --> 00:17:05,847 Get some sleep. 159 00:17:36,634 --> 00:17:39,185 IVF rarely works the first time. 160 00:17:40,532 --> 00:17:42,234 Would you like a moment? 161 00:17:43,664 --> 00:17:46,821 It’s okay, sweetie. We’re gonna try again. 162 00:17:46,856 --> 00:17:48,928 We can’t afford to do it again. 163 00:17:52,009 --> 00:17:53,711 When we can, we will. 164 00:18:59,946 --> 00:19:01,647 I wonder what she’s looking at... 165 00:19:02,441 --> 00:19:04,270 Or if she even sees this train at all. 166 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,859 Who is that man? 167 00:19:48,536 --> 00:19:50,237 What is she doing? 168 00:19:59,684 --> 00:20:01,384 She’s throwing it all away. 169 00:20:33,961 --> 00:20:35,913 Anna, I fell asleep last night thinking of you. 170 00:20:36,859 --> 00:20:40,645 I dreamed about kissing the inside of your thighs. Holding your breasts. 171 00:20:41,658 --> 00:20:43,359 God, I wish I was fucking you right now. 172 00:20:45,329 --> 00:20:48,427 Anna, I love you. I love you so much. 173 00:20:50,264 --> 00:20:52,638 When it happened to me, I found dozens of emails. 174 00:20:54,327 --> 00:20:57,089 Tom told her that he’d never felt like this before. 175 00:20:58,015 --> 00:21:01,762 He said it wouldn’t be that much longer until they were together. 176 00:21:03,765 --> 00:21:06,844 I know what they say: “You shouldn’t check his email.” 177 00:21:08,594 --> 00:21:10,519 I was stupid. 178 00:21:10,992 --> 00:21:14,945 But when I saw it was from the realtor 179 00:21:14,981 --> 00:21:17,495 I thought that it was just spam. 180 00:21:18,157 --> 00:21:21,074 And then I realized that they were kisses not Xs 181 00:21:21,513 --> 00:21:24,614 and my husband was fucking a Century 21 Agent. 182 00:21:25,225 --> 00:21:28,890 That sucks. -It does. Her name was Anna Boyd and he was in love with her. 183 00:21:32,356 --> 00:21:34,056 Come here for one second. 184 00:21:34,956 --> 00:21:38,136 Say "fuck you, Anna Boyd", but just yell it. -Right. 185 00:21:38,456 --> 00:21:40,880 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 186 00:21:43,225 --> 00:21:45,071 That bitch is living in my house. 187 00:21:46,123 --> 00:21:48,783 I picked everything in that house. I picked everything. 188 00:21:48,818 --> 00:21:52,535 I picked the dining table, the kitchen table. 189 00:21:52,601 --> 00:21:54,930 I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom 190 00:21:54,931 --> 00:21:57,417 on the same table that her baby eats at. 191 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,702 I just want to tell her. 192 00:22:01,394 --> 00:22:04,659 I wish I could tell her. I picked everything in that house. 193 00:22:04,660 --> 00:22:06,813 I fucking picked everything in that house! 194 00:22:15,183 --> 00:22:17,815 I could never find the words to describe how I felt 195 00:22:17,816 --> 00:22:20,386 when I read that e-mail, 196 00:22:21,098 --> 00:22:23,561 but this morning, I did. 197 00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:26,045 I did. 198 00:22:26,621 --> 00:22:30,800 When I saw that woman kissing someone else... 199 00:22:32,236 --> 00:22:35,432 I... Betraying her husband, I felt... 200 00:22:36,803 --> 00:22:40,983 I felt it. I felt pure rage. 201 00:22:43,356 --> 00:22:46,835 Like something has been taken from me again. 202 00:22:48,252 --> 00:22:52,982 If I could... If I could, I’d just go to her house. 203 00:22:53,802 --> 00:22:58,073 And I’d go in and find her sitting at the kitchen table. 204 00:22:58,108 --> 00:23:02,981 I’d wrap my hand in her long blonde hair and jerk her head back. 205 00:23:03,016 --> 00:23:04,718 Just jerk it back! 206 00:23:05,784 --> 00:23:07,729 And then I’d pull her down to the ground 207 00:23:08,281 --> 00:23:14,184 and I would just smash her head all over the floor! 208 00:24:09,736 --> 00:24:12,139 Move! Get out of my way! Move! 209 00:25:23,062 --> 00:25:24,763 You whore! 210 00:25:57,945 --> 00:26:01,164 Jesus Christ, Rachel! What the hell is wrong with you? 211 00:26:03,068 --> 00:26:05,787 I’ve spent the past hour driving around looking for you! 212 00:26:08,548 --> 00:26:10,248 You scared the shit out of Anna, do you know that? 213 00:26:11,995 --> 00:26:16,059 She thought you were going to... She wanted to call the police. 214 00:26:16,113 --> 00:26:17,814 So just... 215 00:26:20,493 --> 00:26:22,194 Leave us alone! 216 00:26:23,139 --> 00:26:26,493 You can ruin your own life if you want to, but you’re not gonna destroy ours. 217 00:26:27,794 --> 00:26:29,495 I’m not gonna protect you any more. 218 00:26:33,634 --> 00:26:35,335 Oh my god... 219 00:26:55,571 --> 00:26:57,572 Rachel, open the door. 220 00:26:58,499 --> 00:27:03,797 Cathy, I just need a sec. -Are you ok? Rachel, open the door. 221 00:27:05,450 --> 00:27:10,368 I have a stomach flu, okay? -You don’t have a flu. What the fuck, Rachel? 222 00:27:10,827 --> 00:27:12,527 I’m not stupid... 223 00:27:13,631 --> 00:27:15,332 Rachel! -Cathy, just go away! 224 00:27:26,496 --> 00:27:28,197 Come here for one second. 225 00:27:29,682 --> 00:27:33,086 Say "fuck you, Anna Boyd." -Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 226 00:27:40,599 --> 00:27:42,300 You whore! 227 00:28:44,607 --> 00:28:48,440 Anyone counting days one to ninety who would like to share a day count? 228 00:28:48,927 --> 00:28:50,847 Hey, I’m Jason, I’m an alcoholic. 229 00:28:50,848 --> 00:28:52,884 Welcome, Jason. -I’ve got twenty-two days back. 230 00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:58,938 Anyone else? 231 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:09,201 Hi, I’m Rachel, and... -Welcome, Rachel. 232 00:29:10,123 --> 00:29:12,110 This is day one, I suppose. 233 00:29:29,695 --> 00:29:32,329 I’m here because I... 234 00:29:33,281 --> 00:29:34,982 Because I... 235 00:29:36,378 --> 00:29:38,941 Because I woke up covered in blood. 236 00:29:41,351 --> 00:29:44,614 And I had bruises all over my arm and... 237 00:29:47,383 --> 00:29:50,392 It’s usually from when I’ve fallen and someone has helped me up. 238 00:29:53,919 --> 00:29:55,620 My husband... 239 00:29:56,392 --> 00:29:59,030 He used to tell me what I’d done the night before. 240 00:30:03,570 --> 00:30:06,948 And I learned that when you wake up like that, you just say you're sorry. 241 00:30:10,549 --> 00:30:13,083 You just say you’re sorry for what you did 242 00:30:13,118 --> 00:30:16,852 and you're sorry for who you are and you're never gonna do it again. 243 00:30:17,901 --> 00:30:19,602 But you do. You do it again. 244 00:30:21,770 --> 00:30:23,708 And there's... time missing. 245 00:30:25,838 --> 00:30:27,539 I need to remember. 246 00:30:30,052 --> 00:30:31,753 I need to remember. 247 00:30:33,653 --> 00:30:35,554 Okay. Thank you, Rachel. 248 00:30:53,509 --> 00:30:56,543 It was that homeless thing. I don’t remember what it was called. 249 00:30:56,578 --> 00:31:01,081 Oh, Safe Shelter... -Yeah. -That was a tube top, right? -Yeah, it was. 250 00:31:08,438 --> 00:31:11,669 Do you like Devil’s Eggs, Martha? -Deviled Eggs? Yeah, I do. 251 00:31:11,670 --> 00:31:13,371 Deviled Eggs. 252 00:31:15,422 --> 00:31:17,188 The classics. 253 00:31:17,189 --> 00:31:20,222 Do you want to try one, anybody? -Those go outside. I don’t want the eggs with the dessert. 254 00:31:20,257 --> 00:31:22,955 It doesn’t fucking matter where they go, okay? So do you want to put them here? 255 00:31:22,990 --> 00:31:26,795 Do you want them with your hot dogs? Or you can put a couple with your quinoa if you want. 256 00:31:26,894 --> 00:31:30,184 Or do you want to put them with your other salad and your corn, and a couple on the wall! 257 00:31:31,195 --> 00:31:33,999 Rachel! -I’m fine, Tom. Stop it! 258 00:31:34,721 --> 00:31:36,966 You didn’t back me up. You never have my back. 259 00:31:36,996 --> 00:31:39,696 You never have my back. -That’s my boss’s wife. 260 00:31:40,689 --> 00:31:44,097 You probably got me fired back there. -I don’t give a fuck. I’m your wife. 261 00:31:44,138 --> 00:31:47,242 I’m your wife and you never... -Rachel! -You never fucking support me! 262 00:31:47,277 --> 00:31:50,592 Please stop. Hey, come on. I need you to focus here. 263 00:31:51,176 --> 00:31:53,953 Don’t fucking talk to me like that! -Relax! 264 00:32:08,769 --> 00:32:12,082 Rachel, there you are. -Cathy, I’m sorry. I need to get my shit together. I’m... 265 00:32:14,218 --> 00:32:17,169 You must be Miss Watson. I’m Detective Riley. 266 00:32:17,170 --> 00:32:21,148 This is Detective Gaskill. We need to ask you a few questions. 267 00:32:21,183 --> 00:32:23,733 What’s this about? -Want to sit down? 268 00:32:29,342 --> 00:32:32,140 Can you tell me where you were Friday night? 269 00:32:36,767 --> 00:32:39,831 I was at work in the city. And then... 270 00:32:42,646 --> 00:32:46,204 And then I went to visit my husband. -You mean your EX-husband? 271 00:32:48,338 --> 00:32:52,613 Yes. So I got off the train at Ardsley-on-Hudson. And then... 272 00:32:53,978 --> 00:32:56,393 And then I decided that it was a bad idea. 273 00:32:56,429 --> 00:32:59,078 Around what time did you reach that conclusion? 274 00:32:59,566 --> 00:33:01,421 I was back here by 11:00. 275 00:33:02,728 --> 00:33:04,430 Yeah. Yeah. 276 00:33:05,422 --> 00:33:07,888 On your way back here, did you stop anywhere? 277 00:33:09,815 --> 00:33:11,730 No. -And what time did you take the train there? 278 00:33:13,255 --> 00:33:15,526 Um, 6:00. -So... 279 00:33:15,958 --> 00:33:20,059 What did you do during those hours in Ardsley if you weren’t seeing your ex-husband? 280 00:33:29,075 --> 00:33:31,074 Do you remember seeing this woman? 281 00:33:31,927 --> 00:33:33,879 She worked for your ex-husband. 282 00:33:34,744 --> 00:33:37,782 She’s gone missing. -What do you mean she’s missing? 283 00:33:37,852 --> 00:33:40,654 Her husband said she never came back home the same night 284 00:33:40,655 --> 00:33:42,880 you got off the train in Ardsley-on-Hudson. 285 00:33:44,857 --> 00:33:49,095 I was just...I was... -Do you know Megan Hipwell? -No. -Did you see her? 286 00:33:49,172 --> 00:33:52,951 No. I don’t think so. -Is that because you were inebriated? 287 00:33:54,226 --> 00:33:57,081 Just to clarify, you said you were at work Friday? 288 00:33:57,116 --> 00:34:00,411 Are you referring to your job in Public Relations? 289 00:34:00,655 --> 00:34:03,782 Right. -It’s my understanding you were fired from that job over a year ago 290 00:34:03,817 --> 00:34:05,871 because of your drinking problem? 291 00:34:20,254 --> 00:34:21,955 Ok. That’s enough for now. 292 00:34:25,817 --> 00:34:28,680 If you’re able to remember anything else, give us a call. 293 00:34:31,516 --> 00:34:33,547 Did you really get fired? 294 00:34:33,582 --> 00:34:36,445 Look, I didn’t want you to worry that I couldn’t pay the rent... 295 00:34:36,628 --> 00:34:40,983 If you don’t have a job, then what do you do everyday? -I... 296 00:34:42,139 --> 00:34:44,522 I ride the train. -You what? 297 00:34:44,557 --> 00:34:47,564 I ride the train to New York and back. 298 00:34:48,860 --> 00:34:52,192 That’s what your alimony’s paying for? Tickets to nowhere? 299 00:34:53,705 --> 00:34:57,290 That's really fucking weird, Rachel! -Okay. Okay. 300 00:35:00,902 --> 00:35:03,233 I got on the train. 301 00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:08,695 And then, I got off the train. I don’t know! It’s very unclear... 302 00:35:08,731 --> 00:35:10,828 You don’t remember anything, do you? 303 00:35:12,643 --> 00:35:16,466 You know, I read about this man in Long Island who blacked out. 304 00:35:17,216 --> 00:35:20,124 He left a bar and drove to the house 305 00:35:20,125 --> 00:35:23,245 that he’d grown up in, stabbed its occupants to death. 306 00:35:24,082 --> 00:35:26,784 He woke up the next morning oblivious to what he did 307 00:35:26,787 --> 00:35:30,466 until the police came to get him. Rachel! -What? What? 308 00:35:30,501 --> 00:35:35,444 You have to leave. I can’t do this anymore. I’ll give you a few weeks. -Hold on. 309 00:35:35,867 --> 00:35:37,574 Hold on. 310 00:35:37,834 --> 00:35:41,818 Detective Riley! -Yeah, I agree with you, but... -Detective Riley! 311 00:35:42,620 --> 00:35:46,671 I saw someone with Megan Hipwell, but not on Friday night. 312 00:35:46,983 --> 00:35:52,052 She was having an affair. She had a lover. That’s what I’m trying to tell you. 313 00:35:52,087 --> 00:35:54,033 I thought you didn’t know her. 314 00:35:54,068 --> 00:35:56,584 No. But I saw her. -You saw her where? 315 00:35:56,616 --> 00:35:59,667 I saw her from the train. She was standing on the deck with this man. 316 00:35:59,702 --> 00:36:02,963 With her husband, Scott Hipwell? -No. It wasn’t him. 317 00:36:03,154 --> 00:36:05,696 This man was different. And they were kissing. 318 00:36:07,579 --> 00:36:09,281 Wow. That’s pretty coincidental, isn’t it? 319 00:36:10,586 --> 00:36:14,476 You just happen to be on a train at the same exact moment that a woman you don’t know, 320 00:36:14,511 --> 00:36:16,450 but somehow recognize, is cheating on her husband? 321 00:36:16,512 --> 00:36:19,668 I know it sounds crazy, but... -Neighbors saw a drunk woman 322 00:36:19,703 --> 00:36:22,121 in the vicinity of her house Friday night. 323 00:36:23,038 --> 00:36:26,377 Megan Hipwell does bear a resemblance to Anna Watson. 324 00:36:27,665 --> 00:36:31,195 Mrs. Watson reported that you go to their house sometimes uninvited. 325 00:36:31,230 --> 00:36:34,505 And that on one occasion, you actually broke in and took their child. 326 00:36:36,405 --> 00:36:38,106 Let me give you some advice. 327 00:36:39,267 --> 00:36:43,400 Don’t go back to Beckett Road. Don’t contact your ex-husband. 328 00:36:43,435 --> 00:36:48,449 Don’t go anywhere near Anna Watson or her baby. Are you listening to me? -Yes. 329 00:36:49,766 --> 00:36:51,468 You don’t live there anymore. 330 00:36:52,820 --> 00:36:54,521 Stay away. 331 00:37:03,721 --> 00:37:05,422 You know, I lie all the time. 332 00:37:07,043 --> 00:37:08,744 4 MONTHS AGO 333 00:37:09,218 --> 00:37:12,006 I lie to Scott. I lie to you. 334 00:37:14,302 --> 00:37:17,902 I mean I know that’s not the point of therapy, but... 335 00:37:18,926 --> 00:37:20,627 I have to keep things vague. 336 00:37:21,972 --> 00:37:25,569 Jumble up all the men, the Exes, the lovers. 337 00:37:28,844 --> 00:37:32,277 It doesn't matter who they are. It matters how they make me feel. 338 00:37:41,417 --> 00:37:43,119 Lying is like taking a trip. 339 00:37:50,330 --> 00:37:52,032 It’s like having a secret. 340 00:37:53,493 --> 00:37:56,274 It’s like touching yourself and no one else knows... 341 00:38:05,689 --> 00:38:07,390 Except you. 342 00:38:07,943 --> 00:38:10,379 But you’re just pretending. 343 00:38:13,905 --> 00:38:15,719 You’re just pretending to touch yourself. 344 00:38:26,394 --> 00:38:29,262 Scott’s possessive. Jealous. 345 00:38:32,204 --> 00:38:33,906 He likes to own me. 346 00:38:36,827 --> 00:38:38,857 He figures out all my passwords. 347 00:38:42,546 --> 00:38:44,247 Which is kinda sexy. 348 00:38:50,969 --> 00:38:57,325 So, when I came home last night, Scott was on my laptop wondering why... 349 00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:59,972 Scott’s behavior is not normal. 350 00:39:01,634 --> 00:39:03,806 It’s a form of emotional abuse. 351 00:39:06,157 --> 00:39:07,858 Are you ever afraid of Scott? 352 00:39:10,232 --> 00:39:11,969 It’s not abuse. 353 00:39:13,090 --> 00:39:15,897 Not if you don’t care. And I don’t. 354 00:39:15,967 --> 00:39:18,882 Maybe it’s become a normal state for you. 355 00:39:21,535 --> 00:39:24,098 Is it normal I think about you all the time? 356 00:39:34,188 --> 00:39:37,772 Almost exactly a week ago, Megan Hipwell walked out of Number 15 Beckett Road 357 00:39:37,807 --> 00:39:43,151 and disappeared. No one has seen her since. Neither her phone nor her bank cards 358 00:39:43,186 --> 00:39:44,977 have been used since Friday. 359 00:39:51,008 --> 00:39:53,511 Ardsley Woman Still Missing 360 00:39:54,916 --> 00:39:59,214 A wonderful woman. An intensely private person with a warm heart. 361 00:40:00,746 --> 00:40:02,924 She lost a brother when she was sixteen, 362 00:40:02,925 --> 00:40:05,422 and both her parents died a few years ago. 363 00:40:08,811 --> 00:40:13,187 Scott Hipwell urges anyone with information to please come forward. 364 00:40:28,193 --> 00:40:31,427 You’re Megan’s friend? -Yes. Rachel. 365 00:40:31,645 --> 00:40:33,626 Come in. 366 00:40:37,338 --> 00:40:39,239 Do you want a coffee? -Sure. Thank you. 367 00:40:45,209 --> 00:40:47,230 Sorry it’s a mess. 368 00:40:47,757 --> 00:40:50,438 I’ve been hunting for her social, birth certificate. 369 00:40:50,863 --> 00:40:52,564 The cops need a lot. 370 00:40:56,012 --> 00:40:58,989 Have we met somewhere before? -I don’t think so. 371 00:40:59,370 --> 00:41:02,354 And you know Megan from? -From the gallery. 372 00:41:02,766 --> 00:41:06,193 Are you an artist? -Well, I like to think so. 373 00:41:12,337 --> 00:41:15,233 So you said on the phone, you wanted to tell me something about Megan. 374 00:41:17,977 --> 00:41:19,678 What did you want to tell me? 375 00:41:21,753 --> 00:41:28,663 I saw your wife with someone, on Friday morning. -With who? 376 00:41:29,713 --> 00:41:32,250 She was up there on your porch. 377 00:41:33,464 --> 00:41:37,866 I saw her from the train because I commute to Manhattan everyday 378 00:41:38,436 --> 00:41:40,295 and I go straight past here. 379 00:41:46,697 --> 00:41:48,398 She kissed him. 380 00:41:50,498 --> 00:41:52,198 They were kissing. 381 00:41:56,898 --> 00:41:59,364 I’m sorry. I know this is a terrible thing to hear. 382 00:42:05,490 --> 00:42:07,192 I know how it feels. 383 00:42:10,651 --> 00:42:12,351 What did he look like? 384 00:42:15,641 --> 00:42:18,985 He was average height. 385 00:42:19,019 --> 00:42:20,721 He had dark hair. 386 00:42:21,855 --> 00:42:23,557 And they were out there on the porch? 387 00:42:24,004 --> 00:42:25,706 Yes. 388 00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:34,381 Fuck. 389 00:42:41,033 --> 00:42:42,734 Fuck. 390 00:42:47,594 --> 00:42:49,296 No, no, no. Thank you. 391 00:42:53,099 --> 00:42:54,800 OK. Sure. 392 00:43:00,285 --> 00:43:03,414 It could, I don’t know. Maybe it’s a good thing? 393 00:43:04,857 --> 00:43:07,039 It could mean she’s all right. 394 00:43:08,598 --> 00:43:11,031 She just ran off with someone. -Right. 395 00:43:18,830 --> 00:43:23,001 She talked to you? -Oh no. I haven’t heard anything. 396 00:43:23,583 --> 00:43:25,647 You know her well enough to know where we live. 397 00:43:26,142 --> 00:43:27,842 Megan doesn’t have many friends. 398 00:43:29,731 --> 00:43:34,718 Well, I used to live nearby... She and I, we took yoga... 399 00:43:34,753 --> 00:43:36,829 We took pilates together. 400 00:43:36,864 --> 00:43:39,906 I think I should go, I feel like I’ve taken up too much of your time. 401 00:43:41,263 --> 00:43:47,230 So sorry to have had to tell you that in that way. 402 00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:50,809 Do you think you’d recognize him again? If you saw him? 403 00:43:52,131 --> 00:43:53,831 I don’t know. 404 00:43:54,584 --> 00:43:56,838 There was a guy, a therapist. 405 00:43:58,154 --> 00:44:01,550 His name’s Abdic. Abdic. 406 00:44:04,479 --> 00:44:06,874 Kamal Abdic. 407 00:44:11,762 --> 00:44:13,464 Is that who you saw? 408 00:44:14,971 --> 00:44:16,918 I don’t know. I really can’t tell. 409 00:44:18,078 --> 00:44:20,539 She spends a lot of fucking time with her shrink. 410 00:44:35,796 --> 00:44:37,876 I remember... That’s him. 411 00:44:38,636 --> 00:44:40,337 I remember. That’s him. 412 00:44:50,991 --> 00:44:52,743 I’m sorry. 413 00:44:52,744 --> 00:44:55,856 Where are you? Where are you? 414 00:44:56,673 --> 00:44:58,374 Where are you? 415 00:45:00,836 --> 00:45:02,538 Where are you? 416 00:45:35,664 --> 00:45:37,366 Stay away from me. 417 00:45:37,703 --> 00:45:42,470 This is so stupid. He makes every conversation about getting pregnant. 418 00:45:43,813 --> 00:45:46,323 And every time we go there... -Where? 419 00:45:47,584 --> 00:45:49,452 To that subject. 420 00:45:50,796 --> 00:45:52,496 What subject? 421 00:45:55,019 --> 00:45:56,720 Megan. 422 00:45:57,297 --> 00:45:59,004 What subject? 423 00:46:16,570 --> 00:46:18,271 It's okay. 424 00:46:20,919 --> 00:46:23,046 Megan. 425 00:46:28,426 --> 00:46:30,126 Megan. 426 00:46:32,724 --> 00:46:34,425 All right, Megan. 427 00:46:38,501 --> 00:46:40,202 We shouldn’t... 428 00:46:40,373 --> 00:46:42,074 No. 429 00:46:42,426 --> 00:46:44,204 Megan. 430 00:46:45,616 --> 00:46:49,441 Don’t make it impossible for us to work together. 431 00:46:56,283 --> 00:46:58,184 Megan, I could lose my practice. 432 00:47:00,797 --> 00:47:04,525 I don’t give a fuck. I don’t give a fuck about your fucking practice! 433 00:47:06,736 --> 00:47:08,438 I don’t give a fuck... 434 00:47:21,904 --> 00:47:25,590 Dr. Kamal Abdic has been brought in for questioning on the disappearance 435 00:47:25,625 --> 00:47:28,137 of Ardsley-on-Hudson resident, Megan Hipwell. 436 00:47:29,032 --> 00:47:32,847 He was, according to sources, Mrs. Hipwell’s psychiatrist... 437 00:47:35,909 --> 00:47:38,361 For the first time in ages I have purpose. 438 00:47:42,780 --> 00:47:44,801 Or at least, I have a distraction... 439 00:47:47,253 --> 00:47:50,275 I want Megan to show up safe and sound. I do. 440 00:47:53,730 --> 00:47:55,433 SCOTT: We need to meet ASAP 441 00:47:56,023 --> 00:47:57,725 Just not quite yet. 442 00:48:05,473 --> 00:48:07,175 Hi. 443 00:48:07,352 --> 00:48:10,141 What’s wrong? -Abdic’s been released. 444 00:48:10,770 --> 00:48:12,470 What?! 445 00:48:12,578 --> 00:48:14,280 There wasn’t enough evidence. 446 00:48:14,316 --> 00:48:17,643 And because I’m the one that got him arrested, he talked. A lot. 447 00:48:18,521 --> 00:48:21,804 They’ll build a case against him, it’ll just take some time. 448 00:48:21,839 --> 00:48:25,429 Are you totally sure he’s the guy you saw Megan with? -Yes. 449 00:48:27,623 --> 00:48:29,356 You sure as fuck better be. 450 00:48:29,357 --> 00:48:32,652 I don’t understand. -The police think I did it. -Yeah, but he’s the one... 451 00:48:32,687 --> 00:48:37,201 He told them Megan’s miserable, that I’m a jealous, controlling husband. 452 00:48:38,596 --> 00:48:41,984 I’m sure that they’re just trying to rule you out... 453 00:48:42,019 --> 00:48:43,720 Abdic told them I’m abusive. 454 00:48:45,308 --> 00:48:48,299 When she walked out, I didn't go after her. 455 00:48:49,868 --> 00:48:51,742 I never called to check on her. 456 00:48:54,043 --> 00:48:57,424 I went to a sports bar, for fuck’s sake, and got drunk. -No. 457 00:48:57,459 --> 00:49:00,486 We just need to find more evidence on Abdic. 458 00:49:00,521 --> 00:49:02,801 I’ve spent the whole day going through her stuff. 459 00:49:02,836 --> 00:49:06,981 There’s no emails, there’s nothing, no letters, no emails. Nothing. 460 00:49:09,167 --> 00:49:11,802 For a second, I thought about contacting Abdic myself... 461 00:49:15,081 --> 00:49:17,472 Fucking phone won’t stop! 462 00:49:18,191 --> 00:49:21,434 This is Scott. Yeah. Hold on. Hold on. 463 00:49:22,112 --> 00:49:23,813 Do you mind? 464 00:49:48,966 --> 00:49:52,167 You’re heavy. You’re a fatty. You’re a little fatty. 465 00:49:52,192 --> 00:49:55,175 Rachel? No. Anna, get in the house. 466 00:50:03,330 --> 00:50:06,353 Your wife hit me on Friday night! 467 00:50:07,022 --> 00:50:10,203 What are you talking about? -Yes. Yes, she did. Yes, you did. 468 00:50:10,238 --> 00:50:12,656 And then she got in your car. 469 00:50:13,814 --> 00:50:17,531 No. She said you yelled at her that night. -No. That is not what happened! 470 00:50:17,566 --> 00:50:19,918 She was in the tunnel. And she hit me. 471 00:50:20,697 --> 00:50:23,713 I won’t argue in the street. The middle of the day and you’re drunk. 472 00:50:23,748 --> 00:50:25,495 I’m not drunk, Tom! 473 00:50:28,888 --> 00:50:30,589 My wife is scared of you. 474 00:50:30,917 --> 00:50:32,619 Of what? 475 00:50:33,474 --> 00:50:37,125 I don’t even know if that’s a joke or not. Let’s start with child abduction. 476 00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:39,893 That’s bullshit. You know that’s not... how it happened. 477 00:50:39,928 --> 00:50:41,905 You and I both know what you’re capable of. 478 00:50:48,343 --> 00:50:50,045 You were just at Scott Hipwell’s house? 479 00:50:53,786 --> 00:50:57,765 Why are you at Scott Hipwell’s house?! -Because I’m helping him. -How? 480 00:50:57,800 --> 00:51:00,550 To try and find Megan. -You don't even know Megan! 481 00:51:03,463 --> 00:51:07,365 Rach. I don’t think you’re helping anybody. 482 00:51:11,048 --> 00:51:14,677 So you’re here because you want to uncover lost memories. 483 00:51:14,712 --> 00:51:16,565 Is that correct? -You have an accent. 484 00:51:17,618 --> 00:51:21,976 Pardon? -Sorry. I wasn’t expecting you to have an accent. 485 00:51:23,416 --> 00:51:25,532 Well, you have an accent. 486 00:51:28,291 --> 00:51:30,111 Where are you from? -I’m an American citizen. 487 00:51:31,517 --> 00:51:34,277 But I guess you’re not here to talk about me. 488 00:51:34,278 --> 00:51:37,178 Unless, you are... -No. I’m sorry. 489 00:51:37,213 --> 00:51:39,189 I was just trying to make conversation. 490 00:51:39,224 --> 00:51:42,604 The blackouts. You’re experiencing blackouts. 491 00:51:44,891 --> 00:51:46,594 Do you want to tell me about them? 492 00:51:52,327 --> 00:51:57,947 Well, when I wake up, and when someone tells me what I’ve done, 493 00:52:01,754 --> 00:52:05,892 it just doesn’t feel like me or like something that I would do. 494 00:52:05,927 --> 00:52:08,342 I feel bad about it. 495 00:52:09,726 --> 00:52:13,989 But it’s like it’s so far removed that I have a... 496 00:52:15,321 --> 00:52:17,022 I just don’t feel bad enough. 497 00:52:17,457 --> 00:52:20,278 You want to take personal responsibility for what you’ve done, 498 00:52:20,313 --> 00:52:24,416 but you find it difficult to feel accountable because you can’t even remember it. 499 00:52:27,871 --> 00:52:29,573 Yeah? 500 00:52:31,159 --> 00:52:35,399 Yeah. -So, Rachel, besides drinking... 501 00:52:36,917 --> 00:52:38,674 Because you clearly drink. 502 00:52:39,369 --> 00:52:41,070 You’ve been drinking today, haven’t you? 503 00:52:47,932 --> 00:52:50,272 What else do you enjoy? Do you have any hobbies? 504 00:52:52,460 --> 00:52:56,062 I like to draw. Art, I guess. 505 00:52:56,589 --> 00:52:59,896 Good. We can try to regain some of your memories by drawing them. 506 00:52:59,897 --> 00:53:01,600 I’ve tried it. It doesn’t work. 507 00:53:02,521 --> 00:53:05,751 Have you ever tracked all the way back to when you started drinking heavily? 508 00:53:08,074 --> 00:53:09,777 When was that? 509 00:53:11,588 --> 00:53:15,290 It was with Tom. When I couldn’t get pregnant. 510 00:53:16,301 --> 00:53:18,004 Who’s Tom? 511 00:53:18,475 --> 00:53:20,178 He’s my ex-husband. 512 00:53:21,116 --> 00:53:22,899 Do you want to talk about that? 513 00:53:24,117 --> 00:53:26,094 I really wanted a baby. 514 00:53:35,083 --> 00:53:37,700 We tried everything and nothing worked. 515 00:53:41,970 --> 00:53:43,673 And it just absolutely... 516 00:53:56,679 --> 00:53:59,313 It just broke my heart. 517 00:54:01,529 --> 00:54:04,588 So I got really sad and then... 518 00:54:07,834 --> 00:54:11,124 The booze just broke us. 519 00:54:13,211 --> 00:54:14,912 Okay. 520 00:54:15,650 --> 00:54:17,352 Tell me more. 521 00:54:21,777 --> 00:54:23,693 I used to watch this perfect couple. 522 00:54:27,243 --> 00:54:33,434 And they were just the embodiment of true love. 523 00:54:34,485 --> 00:54:37,150 It’s like the kind of love you always want. 524 00:54:41,762 --> 00:54:43,465 And then, she betrayed him. 525 00:54:49,263 --> 00:54:52,647 And it’s sparked something in me... 526 00:54:56,396 --> 00:54:58,116 Why are you really here, Rachel? 527 00:54:59,985 --> 00:55:02,355 Because I’m afraid of myself. 528 00:55:11,441 --> 00:55:16,429 July 5th: 1:33, 1:34, 1:37... 529 00:55:17,082 --> 00:55:23,042 She calls again 1:38 and then she calls again at 1:44, 1:45, 2:15 PM. 530 00:55:23,590 --> 00:55:25,575 And then July 6th... You get the point. 531 00:55:26,267 --> 00:55:29,203 She sometimes texted him dozens of times a day. 532 00:55:29,708 --> 00:55:33,830 But these are all from an unknown number. -Unknown is Rachel. 533 00:55:33,831 --> 00:55:35,573 You have a log of the calls. 534 00:55:35,574 --> 00:55:38,164 You don’t have a log of what they’re saying to each other. 535 00:55:39,390 --> 00:55:43,961 Look, has she been back to the house since the incident with your child? 536 00:55:44,022 --> 00:55:47,700 Not that I know. -Well, then you might have a case for harassment in the second degree, 537 00:55:47,735 --> 00:55:49,992 but these are texts, they’re not threats, so... 538 00:55:51,457 --> 00:55:55,233 She’s been hanging around Scott Hipwell’s house. A lot. 539 00:55:56,209 --> 00:56:00,782 I’m aware. There are a lot of loose ends here that suggest something, 540 00:56:00,817 --> 00:56:02,819 but they don’t add up to much. 541 00:56:03,275 --> 00:56:05,406 If you can bring me something more solid... 542 00:56:05,529 --> 00:56:07,317 What more do you need? 543 00:56:07,451 --> 00:56:10,068 Evidence. Real evidence? 544 00:56:16,650 --> 00:56:19,482 You sure your husband doesn’t want to stay in touch with his ex-wife? 545 00:56:19,761 --> 00:56:22,168 What? No. She’s harassing us. 546 00:56:22,543 --> 00:56:24,245 Is that what he calls it? 547 00:56:32,769 --> 00:56:34,471 The password is incorrect. Try again. 548 00:56:39,128 --> 00:56:41,781 The password is incorrect. Try again. 549 00:56:54,687 --> 00:56:56,389 The password is incorrect. Try again. 550 00:57:08,163 --> 00:57:10,046 Hi. 551 00:57:50,258 --> 00:57:56,581 Hi. -Reporters are in my yard. Everywhere. I didn’t know where else to go. 552 00:57:56,963 --> 00:57:58,666 Come in. 553 00:58:09,797 --> 00:58:12,465 The detective just... 554 00:58:14,622 --> 00:58:18,062 The detective just told me something I’ve wanted to hear for a long time. 555 00:58:23,279 --> 00:58:24,982 She’s pregnant. 556 00:58:26,586 --> 00:58:28,589 She told her shrink but not me. 557 00:58:32,352 --> 00:58:34,651 I wanted a family, 558 00:58:35,485 --> 00:58:37,800 but she fought me every step of the way. 559 00:58:40,588 --> 00:58:42,290 We always fought about it. 560 00:58:44,926 --> 00:58:46,845 Did Megan ever say anything about me to you? 561 00:58:56,512 --> 00:58:59,136 She loved you. 562 00:59:01,299 --> 00:59:05,653 She loved you in ways that people only dream of being loved. 563 00:59:37,892 --> 00:59:39,678 1 MONTH AGO 564 01:00:08,169 --> 01:00:09,872 You shouldn’t be here. 565 01:00:13,722 --> 01:00:15,967 I just... 566 01:00:16,491 --> 01:00:19,046 I need to tell someone, 567 01:00:19,382 --> 01:00:21,133 just once. 568 01:00:21,134 --> 01:00:22,837 Just say it out loud. 569 01:00:25,109 --> 01:00:26,811 I want to tell you. 570 01:00:30,480 --> 01:00:32,711 And then I’ll be gone, I swear. 571 01:00:41,033 --> 01:00:42,910 I got pregnant. 572 01:00:46,582 --> 01:00:48,284 I was seventeen. 573 01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:50,903 I had her by myself. 574 01:00:56,079 --> 01:00:58,017 She had dark eyes and blond hair. 575 01:01:04,735 --> 01:01:07,559 I expected it to be hard, but it wasn’t. 576 01:01:11,164 --> 01:01:12,867 It was easy. 577 01:01:14,881 --> 01:01:16,583 Because I loved her. 578 01:01:18,674 --> 01:01:20,377 I loved her. 579 01:01:23,007 --> 01:01:24,709 I called her Elizabeth. 580 01:01:26,269 --> 01:01:27,971 Libby. 581 01:01:29,847 --> 01:01:31,550 Libby. 582 01:01:38,163 --> 01:01:39,866 It was December. 583 01:01:40,421 --> 01:01:42,395 We’d gotten in a fight, me and Mac. 584 01:01:46,259 --> 01:01:48,617 He’d gone off and left. 585 01:01:50,497 --> 01:01:52,200 The roof was leaking. 586 01:01:53,999 --> 01:01:58,178 I was freezing cold, so I got in the tub. 587 01:02:00,318 --> 01:02:02,597 I brought Libby in with me, 588 01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:04,902 put her on my chest, 589 01:02:06,383 --> 01:02:09,503 her head just under my chin. 590 01:02:18,169 --> 01:02:19,872 I fell asleep. 591 01:02:26,535 --> 01:02:28,238 I let her go. 592 01:02:29,702 --> 01:02:31,404 I let her go. 593 01:02:32,410 --> 01:02:34,112 I let her go. 594 01:02:36,761 --> 01:02:38,463 I let her go. 595 01:02:41,889 --> 01:02:43,592 I couldn’t look. 596 01:02:44,167 --> 01:02:46,097 I didn’t want to see it. 597 01:02:46,132 --> 01:02:49,020 I didn’t want to see her. 598 01:02:53,132 --> 01:02:55,366 I wrapped her in a blanket. 599 01:02:56,100 --> 01:02:57,802 And I buried her. 600 01:03:13,575 --> 01:03:15,278 Then... 601 01:03:18,816 --> 01:03:20,581 Mac went out that night. 602 01:03:23,805 --> 01:03:25,632 And he never came back. 603 01:03:27,635 --> 01:03:29,622 He never came back. 604 01:03:49,825 --> 01:03:51,527 I missed our home. 605 01:04:00,463 --> 01:04:04,959 So one day when I was drunk, I decided to go there. 606 01:04:09,798 --> 01:04:13,129 The front door was open. It’s not like I broke in. 607 01:04:25,316 --> 01:04:27,448 And then I heard Evie. 608 01:04:29,943 --> 01:04:31,646 Who’s Evie? 609 01:04:32,792 --> 01:04:34,495 Tom’s baby. 610 01:04:55,650 --> 01:04:58,082 I know this sounds insane, 611 01:05:00,493 --> 01:05:02,608 but I just wanted to hold her. 612 01:05:07,567 --> 01:05:09,270 Just for a moment. 613 01:05:36,564 --> 01:05:38,845 Rachel? What are you doing?! 614 01:05:39,306 --> 01:05:41,009 What are you doing? 615 01:05:42,698 --> 01:05:44,400 Rachel... 616 01:06:07,410 --> 01:06:09,592 I wasn’t going to hurt her. 617 01:06:11,278 --> 01:06:12,981 I would never hurt her. 618 01:06:18,067 --> 01:06:19,770 I just wanted to hold her. 619 01:06:43,665 --> 01:06:47,249 Partially decomposed body found... Female body found... 620 01:06:47,284 --> 01:06:50,836 Death a result of blunt force trauma. Partially decomposed body. 621 01:06:50,871 --> 01:06:54,916 Megan Hipwell. Investigation now being called a homicide. 622 01:06:57,031 --> 01:06:59,763 Sources say the partially decomposed body found 623 01:06:59,823 --> 01:07:03,726 is missing Ardsley woman Megan Hipwell. Death a result of blunt force trauma. 624 01:07:04,583 --> 01:07:07,482 Megan Hipwell’s investigation now being called a homicide. 625 01:07:07,825 --> 01:07:09,766 Mr. Hipwell? 626 01:07:52,361 --> 01:07:54,063 What’s wrong? 627 01:07:54,488 --> 01:07:56,190 I’m sorry. 628 01:08:17,159 --> 01:08:19,118 This reminds me of when I used to watch 629 01:08:19,119 --> 01:08:21,641 you getting dressed before going back to her. 630 01:08:28,124 --> 01:08:29,827 Back to this house. 631 01:08:31,593 --> 01:08:33,522 I actually miss being the other woman. 632 01:08:36,021 --> 01:08:38,543 Did you enjoy cheating on Rachel? -Seriously? 633 01:08:40,899 --> 01:08:42,602 Can we not fixate on her?! 634 01:08:44,470 --> 01:08:48,175 I saw her again today. -Where? 635 01:08:48,176 --> 01:08:51,852 This afternoon when the police brought Scott back home. She was across the street. 636 01:08:56,164 --> 01:08:58,561 And when she saw me she got aggressive. 637 01:08:59,049 --> 01:09:00,751 Aggressive how? 638 01:09:00,847 --> 01:09:02,548 What if Rachel killed Megan? 639 01:09:02,944 --> 01:09:04,869 Rachel did not kill Megan 640 01:09:05,470 --> 01:09:08,481 Then why is she creeping around Scott’s house? She’s dangerous and you know it. 641 01:09:08,516 --> 01:09:13,114 Anna, sweetheart, Rachel is a sad person. 642 01:09:13,785 --> 01:09:15,488 She’s completely harmless. 643 01:09:42,740 --> 01:09:46,069 What are you doing here? How did you get in? 644 01:09:50,882 --> 01:09:52,585 Come here. 645 01:09:53,113 --> 01:09:54,816 Have a beer with me. 646 01:09:55,796 --> 01:09:57,498 I’m not drinking right now. 647 01:10:03,305 --> 01:10:05,633 Detective Riley came to see me last night. 648 01:10:07,541 --> 01:10:10,183 It turns out I’m not the father. 649 01:10:11,510 --> 01:10:13,213 Neither is the shrink. 650 01:10:15,648 --> 01:10:18,134 Did my wife confide in you about a third man? 651 01:10:22,098 --> 01:10:23,801 Sit down. 652 01:10:27,366 --> 01:10:29,069 Sit down! 653 01:10:33,104 --> 01:10:35,974 Look, I don’t know what this is about... -Come on! 654 01:10:36,326 --> 01:10:38,589 You and Megan were such good friends. 655 01:10:40,607 --> 01:10:42,310 You must have known. 656 01:10:44,701 --> 01:10:47,878 Admit it. -Admit what? 657 01:10:47,879 --> 01:10:50,510 Admit that you never even fucking met my wife! 658 01:10:54,070 --> 01:10:56,733 The Detective said you didn’t even know Megan. 659 01:10:58,706 --> 01:11:00,407 She used other words too. 660 01:11:01,643 --> 01:11:05,156 Alcoholic. Maybe even mentally unstable? 661 01:11:05,890 --> 01:11:08,293 I am sorry. I was honestly just trying to help. 662 01:11:10,094 --> 01:11:11,797 You’re Tom’s crazy ex! 663 01:11:12,487 --> 01:11:14,190 When the fuck were you going to tell me that? 664 01:11:15,099 --> 01:11:17,898 And now the detective is asking if you and I are in a relationship?! 665 01:11:18,882 --> 01:11:22,469 You?! I would never even get near someone like you! 666 01:11:23,968 --> 01:11:26,949 My wife is dead, and you’re lying to me!? 667 01:11:29,278 --> 01:11:30,981 What’s wrong with you? 668 01:11:31,241 --> 01:11:33,688 Who does this? -I needed to tell you about Megan’s affair, 669 01:11:33,723 --> 01:11:36,400 and you wouldn’t have believed me if I was just Tom’s ex! 670 01:11:36,435 --> 01:11:40,128 Well, thank you, you know. For getting Abdic to point the finger at me! 671 01:11:40,857 --> 01:11:44,239 For getting the cops to say that you and I are fucking! 672 01:11:49,900 --> 01:11:51,602 How are they going, huh? 673 01:11:52,732 --> 01:11:54,923 You know? The sessions? 674 01:11:58,874 --> 01:12:00,577 With the doctor? 675 01:12:02,338 --> 01:12:06,521 I wanted to know about Abdic and I went to him to help you. 676 01:12:08,117 --> 01:12:10,306 You’re just a sad liar with no life. 677 01:12:11,267 --> 01:12:12,994 You’re all liars. -Please, dont! 678 01:12:33,053 --> 01:12:37,090 I need to file a statement. -Name? -Rachel Watson. -Pete? 679 01:12:37,691 --> 01:12:39,393 I got this. 680 01:12:52,264 --> 01:12:55,389 You wanted to file a statement? I’m listening. 681 01:12:55,841 --> 01:12:58,517 Scott Hipwell just assaulted me. 682 01:12:58,552 --> 01:13:00,705 You mean your new boyfriend Scott Hipwell? 683 01:13:02,117 --> 01:13:04,374 No. We were just friends. 684 01:13:04,858 --> 01:13:08,471 But that’s what you wanted, isn’t it? I mean, you got him to stay overnight at your apartment, right? 685 01:13:08,506 --> 01:13:12,175 You need the context. -I know the context. 686 01:13:12,210 --> 01:13:15,651 But what I’m trying to determine is when your obsession with Mr. Hipwell began. 687 01:13:15,686 --> 01:13:18,750 Was it before or after his pregnant wife was murdered? 688 01:13:18,785 --> 01:13:20,954 I mean, you were neighbors at one point? 689 01:13:21,957 --> 01:13:24,596 I met him after... -After being questioned by me, 690 01:13:24,631 --> 01:13:27,841 you befriend another even more obvious suspect than yourself, 691 01:13:27,876 --> 01:13:32,447 and then you manage to get him to incriminate himself all the while hoping he’ll fuck you. 692 01:13:32,482 --> 01:13:34,663 I came here trying to help you. 693 01:13:34,698 --> 01:13:37,192 He just assaulted me in my own house! 694 01:13:40,197 --> 01:13:41,960 You were seen in the area that night. 695 01:13:43,064 --> 01:13:47,048 There are several hours that you say you can’t account for. 696 01:13:47,135 --> 01:13:49,889 It was Scott. Scott Hipwell killed his wife. 697 01:13:50,395 --> 01:13:53,126 No. He didn’t. 698 01:13:54,605 --> 01:13:59,082 Surveillance footage from a sports bar accounts for Mr. Hipwell’s whereabouts that night. 699 01:14:01,950 --> 01:14:04,473 You’re lying. You’re lying. 700 01:14:09,668 --> 01:14:11,672 Tell me what happened. 701 01:14:16,030 --> 01:14:17,732 It’s okay. 702 01:14:18,728 --> 01:14:20,429 Tell me. 703 01:14:22,360 --> 01:14:24,063 I don’t know... 704 01:14:25,575 --> 01:14:27,444 Did you murder Megan Hipwell? 705 01:14:37,914 --> 01:14:39,705 LAST FRIDAY 706 01:14:44,674 --> 01:14:46,376 Hi. 707 01:14:48,159 --> 01:14:49,861 I need to see you. 708 01:14:50,394 --> 01:14:52,096 Can you please come over? 709 01:15:05,490 --> 01:15:07,393 I can still see her dark eyes. 710 01:15:08,165 --> 01:15:09,868 I can smell her skin. 711 01:15:11,220 --> 01:15:13,123 I can feel how cold she was. 712 01:15:15,669 --> 01:15:17,371 Forgive yourself. 713 01:15:29,336 --> 01:15:31,339 You don’t have to be afraid of being alone. 714 01:15:34,299 --> 01:15:36,002 You’re not alone. 715 01:16:03,111 --> 01:16:04,813 You’ll be fine. 716 01:16:05,012 --> 01:16:06,713 You and your baby will be fine. 717 01:16:47,912 --> 01:16:49,796 Why are you following me? 718 01:16:50,292 --> 01:16:52,058 Why are you here? 719 01:16:54,277 --> 01:16:56,141 I could ask you the same question. 720 01:16:56,553 --> 01:16:58,256 I saw you. 721 01:16:58,621 --> 01:17:01,703 I saw you that night in the tunnel. I saw you there. 722 01:17:02,655 --> 01:17:05,709 I know I saw you there! -Lady, I live here. 723 01:17:05,745 --> 01:17:07,693 I’m always in that tunnel. 724 01:17:08,185 --> 01:17:09,888 But what did you see? 725 01:17:10,923 --> 01:17:13,127 What happened that night? What did you see? 726 01:17:15,154 --> 01:17:18,519 You busted your ass. You fell. I felt sorry for you. 727 01:17:18,520 --> 01:17:21,705 I tried to help you up. You told me to fuck off. 728 01:17:21,740 --> 01:17:26,002 So, I fucked off. -Was I with anyone? Was I alone? 729 01:17:26,003 --> 01:17:28,126 What happened?! -I don't know. 730 01:17:28,959 --> 01:17:31,421 You were wasted. You’re always wasted. 731 01:17:33,206 --> 01:17:35,552 That’s all I can tell you. 732 01:17:37,080 --> 01:17:41,187 Whoa. Take it easy. -I need you to tell me the fucking truth. 733 01:17:42,580 --> 01:17:46,434 What did you see that night? What happened that night? 734 01:17:49,825 --> 01:17:51,832 I don't know. 735 01:17:52,559 --> 01:17:54,262 I’m assuming it’s the worst. 736 01:17:59,726 --> 01:18:01,428 God... 737 01:18:05,004 --> 01:18:07,150 Come here for one second. Just one second. 738 01:18:08,248 --> 01:18:09,951 Say “Fuck you, Anna Boyd.” 739 01:18:10,102 --> 01:18:11,804 Fuck you, Anna Boyd! 740 01:18:12,322 --> 01:18:14,813 I wonder if she knows that I fucked Tom. 741 01:18:17,056 --> 01:18:21,347 When I saw that woman kissing someone else, 742 01:18:21,749 --> 01:18:26,560 betraying her husband. I felt it. Pure rage. 743 01:18:27,326 --> 01:18:29,341 If I could, I’d go to her house, 744 01:18:29,376 --> 01:18:31,078 find her sitting... 745 01:18:33,828 --> 01:18:37,424 and I’d smash her head all over the floor!! 746 01:18:49,196 --> 01:18:52,608 Cathy, thank you for all you have done for me. 747 01:18:53,259 --> 01:18:56,132 I’m sorry to leave this way. I’ll send for my things later. 748 01:18:56,836 --> 01:18:58,539 Love, Rachel. 749 01:19:20,837 --> 01:19:23,802 It’s so true. It’s the worst restaurant ever. 750 01:19:24,674 --> 01:19:26,376 Why do we keep going back? 751 01:19:27,259 --> 01:19:29,076 Martha? 752 01:19:29,671 --> 01:19:31,374 Martha? 753 01:19:32,052 --> 01:19:33,755 Rachel? 754 01:19:34,625 --> 01:19:36,496 I haven’t seen you in a million years... 755 01:19:38,664 --> 01:19:43,171 Yeah, I wanted to call you, but Tom said I should just leave it alone. 756 01:19:45,761 --> 01:19:47,464 I'm so sorry. 757 01:19:48,189 --> 01:19:49,891 For what? 758 01:19:50,524 --> 01:19:52,227 For the barbecue. 759 01:19:53,172 --> 01:19:58,059 I just need you to know that I don't remember anything and I just completely blacked out... 760 01:19:58,094 --> 01:20:01,482 Everyone had a little too much to drink, so... It’s okay. -I know, 761 01:20:01,517 --> 01:20:04,743 but with the eggs... And then I screamed at you. 762 01:20:04,778 --> 01:20:10,311 That I was that abusive. I just feel... I just feel so ashamed about it. 763 01:20:12,889 --> 01:20:14,591 I don't... 764 01:20:15,561 --> 01:20:20,660 Tom... Tom said that I smashed your plate. I don’t... 765 01:20:21,971 --> 01:20:25,102 Tom was fired because of how I behaved. 766 01:20:27,636 --> 01:20:30,657 You felt sick and you took a nap in our guest bedroom. 767 01:20:31,017 --> 01:20:32,851 Do you want to lie down? Come with me. 768 01:20:36,392 --> 01:20:38,803 Excuse us... Rachel? Are you feeling better? 769 01:20:39,890 --> 01:20:43,118 You guys can stay the night if you want. -No, no. That’s fine. Thanks. 770 01:20:43,154 --> 01:20:45,447 I think I’d remember if you caused a scene... 771 01:20:47,648 --> 01:20:49,553 I’m so sorry. 772 01:20:50,990 --> 01:20:52,692 Get up. 773 01:20:54,656 --> 01:20:56,359 And then Tom took you home. 774 01:20:56,722 --> 01:20:59,295 I’m sorry, Tom... -Stop fucking saying that! 775 01:20:59,330 --> 01:21:02,108 I know you’re sorry. -I’m sorry. -What’s your fucking problem? 776 01:21:02,143 --> 01:21:04,994 You can’t even focus on me. You can’t even fucking stand up. 777 01:21:04,999 --> 01:21:06,902 What is wrong with you? Can you stand? 778 01:21:08,699 --> 01:21:10,401 Fucking disgusting. 779 01:21:13,106 --> 01:21:14,841 No... No... 780 01:21:15,290 --> 01:21:19,027 Yeah. Tom got fired because he couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. 781 01:21:19,062 --> 01:21:20,796 You did nothing wrong. 782 01:21:31,657 --> 01:21:33,798 Fuck up, Rachel! Wake the fuck up! 783 01:21:34,313 --> 01:21:36,016 Wake up! 784 01:21:41,801 --> 01:21:43,504 You can sleep out here. 785 01:21:44,882 --> 01:21:47,307 We all felt so bad for you. 786 01:21:47,342 --> 01:21:49,045 Such a bad guy. 787 01:21:49,723 --> 01:21:51,426 God. 788 01:21:51,498 --> 01:21:53,200 Are you okay? 789 01:22:06,564 --> 01:22:08,270 The password is incorrect. Try again. 790 01:22:15,292 --> 01:22:17,076 The password is incorrect. Try again. 791 01:23:00,019 --> 01:23:01,819 I need to see you. 792 01:23:01,820 --> 01:23:03,523 Meet me at 3. 793 01:23:03,644 --> 01:23:05,346 I’m here, where are you? 794 01:23:05,433 --> 01:23:07,497 I can't. Stuck watching Evie. 795 01:23:19,081 --> 01:23:20,939 What are you doing up? 796 01:23:22,335 --> 01:23:24,037 Picking up after Evie. 797 01:24:01,285 --> 01:24:02,987 You whore! 798 01:24:03,974 --> 01:24:05,677 Leave us alone. 799 01:24:41,529 --> 01:24:45,089 No new messages. No saved messages. 800 01:24:45,555 --> 01:24:49,428 To hear your current voice-mail greeting, please press TWO. 801 01:24:51,659 --> 01:24:54,052 Hi, it’s Megan. Leave a message. 802 01:24:57,237 --> 01:24:59,487 To replay this greeting, press ONE. 803 01:25:00,337 --> 01:25:02,378 Hi, it’s Megan. Leave a message. 804 01:25:13,893 --> 01:25:15,594 You okay? 805 01:25:16,172 --> 01:25:17,875 I thought I heard something. 806 01:25:18,375 --> 01:25:21,562 You should wake me up if you heard something. -I just... 807 01:25:24,571 --> 01:25:26,273 Come back to bed. 808 01:26:15,696 --> 01:26:17,397 Whore! 809 01:26:28,115 --> 01:26:29,817 Rachel’s down there. 810 01:26:36,726 --> 01:26:38,428 What the hell are you doing? 811 01:27:43,530 --> 01:27:45,524 Hey, get the fuck out of here. Get the fuck out of here! 812 01:27:46,720 --> 01:27:50,468 You’re okay. You just need some help. -Don’t touch me. Don’t touch me. Just fuck off. 813 01:27:50,503 --> 01:27:52,206 Fuck off! 814 01:28:36,532 --> 01:28:38,441 -Anna. 815 01:28:40,540 --> 01:28:42,799 No, no. -Anna, please. -Go away. 816 01:28:42,834 --> 01:28:45,818 Go. -I’m just going to stand right here. I’m not gonna come closer. 817 01:28:45,853 --> 01:28:49,265 I just need to talk to you. -I don’t want to hear anything you have to say. 818 01:28:49,410 --> 01:28:51,112 Where’s Tom? 819 01:28:58,986 --> 01:29:05,469 He’s lying to you. He always does. He’s a good liar. -I know he’s a good liar. 820 01:29:06,502 --> 01:29:08,705 We went behind your back for months. 821 01:29:09,346 --> 01:29:12,349 He’s just done it to you... -I know he’s cheating. 822 01:29:13,823 --> 01:29:15,525 I know. 823 01:29:17,064 --> 01:29:20,757 Anna... He killed Megan. -No, we don’t... We don’t know that. 824 01:29:20,792 --> 01:29:22,596 He’s dangerous. -We don’t know anything! 825 01:29:23,087 --> 01:29:26,475 Anna, you need to leave. -No. -You need to leave. You need to take Evie 826 01:29:26,510 --> 01:29:29,392 and you need to leave. -No. -Get out of here. -I’m not leaving him. 827 01:29:30,608 --> 01:29:32,655 It’s hardly the first time he’s had an affair. 828 01:29:34,348 --> 01:29:38,112 It’s not about the affair. And you know that, deep down. 829 01:29:38,147 --> 01:29:41,473 Anna, please just come with me. -I’m not leaving him. 830 01:29:41,508 --> 01:29:43,211 Please come with me. 831 01:29:45,261 --> 01:29:48,174 Anna, dont. Dont! Please. -Come in the house, honey. 832 01:29:50,113 --> 01:29:54,523 I saw you, Tom. You motherfucker, I saw you! You murderer! 833 01:29:55,215 --> 01:29:59,163 You fucking murderer! You killed her! You fucking killed her, I know it! 834 01:30:00,328 --> 01:30:02,030 You’re un-fucking-believable. 835 01:30:02,122 --> 01:30:04,835 Now listen. Listen to me. Megan got into his car that night. 836 01:30:04,836 --> 01:30:08,028 You think I don’t remember. You thought I blacked out. I saw you. 837 01:30:08,029 --> 01:30:13,027 Why did Megan get in your car? Did Megan get in your car? -No! -Yes, she did. 838 01:30:14,118 --> 01:30:16,319 Tell her the truth. Just tell her the truth right now. 839 01:30:16,354 --> 01:30:19,163 You attacked me in that tunnel, because I saw her with you. 840 01:30:19,164 --> 01:30:21,410 I found Megan’s phone. 841 01:30:28,088 --> 01:30:29,790 I found it. 842 01:30:32,134 --> 01:30:35,352 So, all those phone calls. They weren’t from Rachel. 843 01:30:37,635 --> 01:30:40,883 So were you fucking her while she was here, working? 844 01:30:42,351 --> 01:30:44,600 While she was looking after our daughter?! 845 01:30:47,400 --> 01:30:49,900 You were so tired all the time. 846 01:31:00,914 --> 01:31:02,617 It’s all about Evie. 847 01:31:04,482 --> 01:31:06,448 That’s right. 848 01:31:09,108 --> 01:31:11,144 Tom, give her to me. -It’s all right. 849 01:31:15,312 --> 01:31:18,357 Tom, give her to me. Please. Please give her to me. 850 01:31:18,488 --> 01:31:22,385 I think she needs changing. Please? -It’s gonna be fine. -Please just give her to me. 851 01:31:24,046 --> 01:31:27,329 Let her go. You’re going to hurt her. -Change her here. Okay, I’ll change her. 852 01:31:27,364 --> 01:31:29,820 Let her go. You’re gonna hurt her. 853 01:31:42,898 --> 01:31:44,599 911, what’s your... 854 01:31:47,996 --> 01:31:49,698 What’s your emergency? 855 01:32:00,740 --> 01:32:02,443 No no, stay. Stay. 856 01:32:10,604 --> 01:32:12,307 Do you need a drink? 857 01:32:12,582 --> 01:32:14,284 No. 858 01:32:21,063 --> 01:32:22,766 Yeah, you do. 859 01:32:33,794 --> 01:32:36,594 All those things that you said I did. 860 01:32:39,198 --> 01:32:42,124 Those terrible things. I didn’t do any of them. 861 01:32:44,995 --> 01:32:48,559 You just watched me suffer. You made me feel so worthless. 862 01:32:50,827 --> 01:32:53,534 You made me think that everything was my fault. 863 01:33:03,387 --> 01:33:05,089 Drink it. 864 01:33:12,797 --> 01:33:14,666 You told me I got you fired. 865 01:33:17,666 --> 01:33:19,369 But, I didn’t. 866 01:33:22,685 --> 01:33:26,199 You know, I saw Martha on the train. -Drink it! 867 01:33:33,507 --> 01:33:38,390 I saw Martha on the train. And she told me that you were fired 868 01:33:38,425 --> 01:33:42,199 because you were fucking everyone in the office! 869 01:34:04,263 --> 01:34:05,965 Rachel’s down there. 870 01:34:06,505 --> 01:34:08,208 Wait here. 871 01:34:43,971 --> 01:34:45,673 You want to get in the car? 872 01:34:47,044 --> 01:34:48,746 What’s going on? 873 01:34:49,067 --> 01:34:50,770 Don’t worry about it. 874 01:34:51,246 --> 01:34:52,948 Come on. 875 01:35:12,592 --> 01:35:15,835 Okay, I’m here. What is it? 876 01:35:19,323 --> 01:35:21,024 I just want to go to the woods. 877 01:35:41,187 --> 01:35:42,890 What is it with you crazy women? 878 01:36:09,423 --> 01:36:11,124 Is this what you want? 879 01:36:12,381 --> 01:36:14,082 No. 880 01:36:18,640 --> 01:36:20,343 Like this? 881 01:36:25,685 --> 01:36:27,465 What? -I’m pregnant. 882 01:36:33,402 --> 01:36:35,104 Congratulations. 883 01:36:37,498 --> 01:36:39,200 I thought you should know. 884 01:36:40,885 --> 01:36:42,588 You thought I should know? 885 01:36:44,054 --> 01:36:47,462 There’s a chance it could be yours. -Then get an abortion. 886 01:36:49,888 --> 01:36:52,133 Or if it’s Scott’s, do whatever you want. 887 01:36:53,005 --> 01:36:54,758 But if it’s not then... Get rid of it. 888 01:36:59,603 --> 01:37:02,493 You can be as involved as you want. 889 01:37:04,838 --> 01:37:07,616 You’re a shitty nanny. What makes you think you’re gonna be a good mother? 890 01:37:11,228 --> 01:37:13,106 Why did you bring me there in the first place? 891 01:37:13,141 --> 01:37:16,150 Because I thought it would be fun to have you both around. 892 01:37:23,977 --> 01:37:26,230 I played your game so you could fuck me 893 01:37:26,234 --> 01:37:29,170 in between Evie’s playdates. -I don’t need another kid. 894 01:37:29,463 --> 01:37:32,663 Certainly not with you. -I took care of your kid to be near you! 895 01:37:35,197 --> 01:37:37,924 You fucked Anna because you couldn’t fuck Rachel anymore! 896 01:37:37,959 --> 01:37:40,129 And you fucked me because you couldn’t fuck Anna! 897 01:37:40,164 --> 01:37:43,982 Take us all away and you’re just a pathetic, impotent man! 898 01:38:02,014 --> 01:38:03,751 You’re not gonna get rid of me. 899 01:38:05,306 --> 01:38:07,765 You’re gonna pay for this child for the rest of your life. 900 01:39:11,901 --> 01:39:13,604 You’re like a dog. 901 01:39:15,538 --> 01:39:20,680 Like one of those unwanted, mistreated dogs. 902 01:39:23,132 --> 01:39:28,049 You can kick them, but they keep coming back to you. 903 01:39:29,096 --> 01:39:30,798 Thinking that somehow if they’re good... 904 01:39:30,911 --> 01:39:33,318 You’re not doing this again. 905 01:39:34,939 --> 01:39:39,440 You’ll love them. -This is what you do. You’re not doing this to me. 906 01:39:41,806 --> 01:39:44,048 You brought this on yourself, Rachel. 907 01:39:45,709 --> 01:39:49,134 If you had just stayed away that one night... 908 01:39:51,772 --> 01:39:54,400 Just left us all alone. 909 01:39:57,786 --> 01:40:00,027 You brought this on Megan. 910 01:40:00,652 --> 01:40:02,777 In a way, you killed her. 911 01:40:06,269 --> 01:40:07,971 But I didn’t. 912 01:40:10,057 --> 01:40:11,759 You did. 913 01:40:30,717 --> 01:40:32,419 You did this to me in our marriage. 914 01:40:34,779 --> 01:40:37,423 You made me fucking crazy. 915 01:40:42,649 --> 01:40:46,519 Do you have any idea what it’s like to be married to a fucking blur? 916 01:43:34,655 --> 01:43:36,357 I had no choice. He was... 917 01:43:37,924 --> 01:43:39,627 He would have killed me. 918 01:43:41,583 --> 01:43:44,045 I never wanted to hurt him. 919 01:43:49,111 --> 01:43:50,814 It was self-defense. 920 01:43:55,546 --> 01:43:57,248 She had no choice. 921 01:43:58,149 --> 01:43:59,942 Tom would have killed her. 922 01:44:02,274 --> 01:44:04,345 I saw the whole thing. 923 01:44:08,472 --> 01:44:10,174 Rachel was right about Megan. 924 01:44:12,812 --> 01:44:14,515 She was right about everything. 925 01:45:00,290 --> 01:45:02,590 We are tied forever now, the three of us. 926 01:45:06,807 --> 01:45:09,609 Bound forever by the story we share. 927 01:45:44,008 --> 01:45:47,728 Today, I sit in a different car. And I look ahead. 928 01:45:49,153 --> 01:45:50,881 Anything is possible. 929 01:45:50,916 --> 01:45:54,540 Because I am not the girl I used to be.