1 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:19,390 When a man loves a woman 2 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:22,990 Can't keep his mind on nothin' else 3 00:00:23,080 --> 00:00:28,350 He'll trade the world for the good thing he's found 4 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:33,420 If she is bad he can't see it 5 00:00:33,560 --> 00:00:37,150 She can do no wrong 6 00:00:37,280 --> 00:00:39,350 Turn his back on his best friend 7 00:00:39,480 --> 00:00:42,430 If he put her down 8 00:00:42,560 --> 00:00:47,830 When a man loves a woman 9 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:50,550 Spend his very last dime 10 00:00:50,640 --> 00:00:56,590 Tryin' to hold on to what he needs 11 00:00:56,680 --> 00:01:01,750 He'll give up all his comforts 12 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:05,630 And sleep out in the rain 13 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:09,270 - If she said that's the way it ought to be - Hey, that looks good. 14 00:01:09,360 --> 00:01:13,110 That sandwich. Looks good. You on your lunch hour? 15 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:18,350 When a man loves a woman 16 00:01:18,440 --> 00:01:21,980 - Any news in the paper? - Would you like to read a section of this? 17 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:25,230 No, thanks. I, uh, actually read for a living. 18 00:01:25,320 --> 00:01:28,990 - So, the last thing I want to be doing on my lunch hour... - Oh, excuse me. - Hey! 19 00:01:29,120 --> 00:01:32,990 - Sorry. Excuse me, miss. - Yeah. 20 00:01:33,120 --> 00:01:35,950 Baby, please don't treat me bad 21 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:39,070 - Okay? - Yeah. 22 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:43,190 When a man loves a woman 23 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:46,750 - What? - Where you going after this? 24 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:57,030 - Why would you be asking that? - Ah, I am a pilot. 25 00:01:57,160 --> 00:02:00,670 And I'm gonna barely make my flight to Seattle-Tacoma... 26 00:02:00,800 --> 00:02:04,190 and I haven't had a chance to pick up my laundry. 27 00:02:06,600 --> 00:02:10,710 - And? - I thought you could pick it up for me. 28 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:20,910 Oh, I'd give you the money and everything. 29 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:25,710 Here's the receipt and $30. That should cover it. 30 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:29,790 What do you propose that I do with your laundry after I pick it up? 31 00:02:29,920 --> 00:02:31,710 Good question. 32 00:02:35,640 --> 00:02:38,310 Here's the keys to my place. 33 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:40,630 The address is on the, uh, little thing. 34 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:43,950 And I will be there at about 12:30 and... 35 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:46,870 - you can bring it by then. - After midnight? 36 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:50,830 - Uh, excuse me., Actually, sir, I was... - No, no, hold on one second, one second, one second. 37 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:54,390 - If I could impose one further question. - Okay. 38 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:57,310 Why wouldn't I drop off your laundry at my convenience... 39 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:59,230 since I have your key? 40 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:01,430 Because then I wouldn't be able to thank you properly. 41 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:04,350 Oh, I see. And how would you do that? 42 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:06,710 I would give you something... 43 00:03:06,840 --> 00:03:09,550 that you can take away with you. 44 00:03:09,640 --> 00:03:12,950 - And what might that be? - Oh, you want to know up front? 45 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:14,630 Oh, yeah. 46 00:03:16,480 --> 00:03:18,270 Excuse me. 47 00:03:23,680 --> 00:03:26,110 I bake. 48 00:03:28,840 --> 00:03:31,630 You bake? 49 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:33,910 You bake! 50 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:38,550 You like... chocolate. 51 00:03:38,640 --> 00:03:41,430 I'm allergic... to chocolate. 52 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:44,790 Do you like carrot cake? 53 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:50,710 Very much. 54 00:03:50,800 --> 00:03:52,510 Well, then? 55 00:03:53,600 --> 00:03:55,900 Cream cheese frosting? 56 00:03:56,040 --> 00:03:57,790 My specialty. 57 00:04:08,600 --> 00:04:10,670 - Check it out. - Look. 58 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:14,430 She's so lucky. 59 00:04:17,360 --> 00:04:19,590 - Jesus! - Whoa. 60 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:27,630 Cable guy come this morning? 61 00:04:29,320 --> 00:04:32,390 No? That's three weeks those kids are without adult movies. 62 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:34,310 What a fuckin' world. 63 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:38,070 Hey, that looks good. 64 00:04:38,200 --> 00:04:39,990 Is that Chablis? 65 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:44,150 Does anyone have, like, a towel or something? 66 00:06:45,640 --> 00:06:48,590 Now, this is you, inside. 67 00:06:48,680 --> 00:06:52,380 Not inside the dress, inside the body. 68 00:06:52,520 --> 00:06:55,910 - How did I get in there? - That's a whole other set of videos. 69 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:59,580 And they won't let you watch those. 70 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:02,070 - Give me this. - There you are. 71 00:07:04,200 --> 00:07:06,310 Why wasn't your real daddy there? 72 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:09,790 - You say the dumbest things. - I'm four years old. 73 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:12,300 - Guys! - Mom, can you tell her? 74 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:15,630 Oh! I married your daddy... 75 00:07:15,720 --> 00:07:19,310 because he made me a cake with cream cheese frosting. 76 00:07:19,400 --> 00:07:21,230 That's how much he wanted me. 77 00:07:21,320 --> 00:07:23,390 How come Daddy wanted you? 78 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:25,230 God, woman, just look at her. 79 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:29,390 Oop, late! Second team, take over. 80 00:07:31,560 --> 00:07:36,470 Porsche. Jesus, one more time. Amy? 81 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:40,870 Jess has to do her homework tonight so she doesn't leave it for the weekend. 82 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:46,470 Let's go. Amy, did you get that? 83 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:49,710 Which part were you afraid I missed? 84 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:53,750 - Amy? - Sorry. 85 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:58,670 Happy anniversary. 86 00:08:09,520 --> 00:08:11,980 It's a press-on tattoo! 87 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:19,310 It says, "If found naked, please return to Alice Green. " 88 00:08:19,400 --> 00:08:23,020 It's to wear on trips so that the stewardesses know you're spoken for. 89 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:25,790 - Flight attendants. - Flight attendants, whatever. 90 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:28,790 Very thoughtful. 91 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:41,390 - I went over the 20 bucks. - Oh, hey, I didn't go over the 20 bucks. 92 00:08:41,480 --> 00:08:43,990 - Really? - Yeah. 93 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:48,670 You rat. 94 00:08:53,520 --> 00:08:55,950 That's incredible. 95 00:08:56,040 --> 00:08:58,710 Now I'm gonna have to do that thing to you tonight. 96 00:09:21,640 --> 00:09:24,430 I think she wants you, baby. 97 00:09:29,080 --> 00:09:31,830 - Hello, how're you doing? - Fine. 98 00:09:31,960 --> 00:09:35,350 - Mm, you're a good dancer. - Thank you. 99 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:37,390 Ooh! Thanks. 100 00:09:37,480 --> 00:09:39,670 - How was he? - He was great! 101 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:08,630 Happy anniversary. 102 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:28,070 - Oh! - What? 103 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:30,230 - Porsche again. - Oh, honey. 104 00:10:30,360 --> 00:10:33,550 Come here. No, no, no. Alice? 105 00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:36,430 - Honey. - Goddamn it. 106 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:44,190 Hey, it's 1:00 in the morning. People are trying to have sex up here! 107 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:46,700 Alice, there's nobody down there. You're talking to a car. 108 00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:48,630 Goddamn it! 109 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:51,790 Alice. 110 00:10:54,520 --> 00:10:58,510 - Alice. - What a piece of shit. Damn it. 111 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:01,230 - Alice. - Goddamn it. Shut up! 112 00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:03,950 - Alice! Alice! - Goddamn it! 113 00:11:05,480 --> 00:11:09,100 - Alice, am I gonna like this? - Here. 114 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:15,670 Shut up! 115 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:20,870 Shit! 116 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:24,190 Fucking foreign car! 117 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:30,390 Okay, batter up! 118 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:33,990 Right here! Hey, batter, batter, batter, batter, batter, batter! 119 00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:38,350 Right here. Come on, baby. Let's go. 120 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:34,220 I'll start your shower. 121 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:38,230 You're not suggesting I go to work? 122 00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:40,150 Yes. 123 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:48,350 Okay. You promise no one will be loud? 124 00:12:48,480 --> 00:12:51,710 Six hundred kids? Sure. 125 00:12:55,080 --> 00:12:56,870 Go on. 126 00:13:10,440 --> 00:13:13,430 Get dressed, sugar. We're runnin' late. 127 00:13:28,560 --> 00:13:30,990 See, I'm not sure that Matthew Wasserman's... 128 00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:34,830 glance at your breasts rises to the level of sexual harassment. 129 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:38,230 Well, what if he said, "You know you want it. " 130 00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:41,470 - Did he? - No. 131 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:44,390 - But what if he did? - Well, that would be closer. 132 00:13:44,520 --> 00:13:48,670 I think if we can get him to lift up your dress, we can put him away. 133 00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:50,630 So, uh... 134 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:54,110 what is the deal with cutting language lab... Shit! 135 00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:58,270 Another self-mutilation day. 136 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:05,110 I'm checking on availability for end-of-the-day wind-down. 137 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:10,150 Oh, come on. My problem's gotta be more sordid than Shannon's. 138 00:14:10,280 --> 00:14:12,740 Okay, a quick one. Michael's got a trip. 139 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:14,550 Yes. 140 00:14:26,640 --> 00:14:29,100 - Hi. - Hey. - Where's Alice? 141 00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:32,270 That's right, where's Alice? Bye. 142 00:14:32,360 --> 00:14:35,630 Amy! Amy! Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy. 143 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:40,780 Listen, I, uh, got a trip. 144 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:44,420 I'm late, and Wayne's supposed to meet me. I've got no way to call him. 145 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:47,110 He's waiting at my Lamaze class. I just can't not show up. I... 146 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:50,350 Amy, Amy, uh, this is important. I got a trip. 147 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:53,000 You're not saying my life is less important? 148 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:58,030 Of course not. 149 00:14:58,120 --> 00:15:00,830 I didn't think so. Bye. 150 00:15:12,640 --> 00:15:14,910 She didn't come home. 151 00:15:17,720 --> 00:15:19,510 I did notice that. 152 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:27,020 - I have a trip. - What if she doesn't get back? 153 00:15:28,760 --> 00:15:31,060 Well, I'll just go down to the corner and offer the first person I see... 154 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:33,550 - five bucks to stay with you. - Michael. 155 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:35,550 Okay, ten bucks. 156 00:15:48,200 --> 00:15:49,990 You're so pretty. 157 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:54,910 Twenty minutes, lights out. 158 00:15:55,040 --> 00:15:56,830 - Okay? - Okay. 159 00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:08,150 You're okay. 160 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:14,830 I've called everyone we know. 161 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:17,380 Hospitals, the school. 162 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:23,230 - You're up. - I'm supposed to be up. 163 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:26,270 I'm just supposed to be doing it in Chicago. 164 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:38,380 Hey! Stop that. 165 00:16:40,520 --> 00:16:43,190 You got a trip. 166 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,230 Really? 167 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:47,950 I better get a move on. 168 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:51,870 I forgot that. I'm sorry. I owe you a trip. 169 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:53,790 What happened? 170 00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:03,510 - We went for a drink. - Pam? - Yeah, Pam. 171 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:05,790 My friend. She needed me. She needed to talk. 172 00:17:05,920 --> 00:17:09,590 She needed me 'cause Joe is an asshole. 173 00:17:09,720 --> 00:17:11,790 I'm glad she needed you 'cause she's the one who got you. 174 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:14,750 - Nobody else got a fucking phone call. - We were just talking. 175 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:18,190 She was crying and, and, uh... 176 00:17:18,280 --> 00:17:20,740 Ah, when I looked at the time, I just figured you were asleep. 177 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,430 So, uh... 178 00:17:23,560 --> 00:17:26,230 I- I-I don't know how I forgot the trip. 179 00:17:26,320 --> 00:17:28,590 I don't know either. 180 00:17:31,520 --> 00:17:35,270 Christ, Michael. 181 00:17:35,400 --> 00:17:38,710 You don't know what I go through. You don't have a fucking clue. 182 00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:44,830 - What do you go through? - My job, for one. 183 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:48,630 The girls and, and running this place... 184 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:51,030 and I know a lot of women go through the same thing... 185 00:17:51,160 --> 00:17:53,110 but their husbands aren't gone half the time. 186 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:57,990 I miss you... 187 00:17:58,120 --> 00:18:01,190 when you go. 188 00:18:16,680 --> 00:18:18,750 You got pressures, you come to me. 189 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:22,390 Why do that to you? What are you supposed to do with all that? 190 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:24,950 You let me worry about that. 191 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:28,550 I'm gonna trade Ed Buckley for a trip to Mexico for a week and we're gonna disappear. 192 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,470 Would you like that? 193 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,860 Would you like to disappear? 194 00:18:41,840 --> 00:18:43,670 Go get some candy from Grandpa. 195 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:45,910 And Mama Andretti. 196 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:49,580 Hello, Casey, Casey! How are you? 197 00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:52,670 Look what I got for you. See? 198 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:57,550 - I'm not staying with her. - Hey, it's gonna be okay, honey. 199 00:18:57,640 --> 00:19:00,150 Yeah, but she doesn't care about us. 200 00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:02,670 Listen, she's crazy about you, and she's gonna spoil you rotten. 201 00:19:02,760 --> 00:19:05,710 - Hi, Mom. How are you? Thanks for coming. - Hello, Michael, dear. 202 00:19:05,800 --> 00:19:09,070 - She still puts you down, and I don't like it. - Hey. 203 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:13,070 You're gonna have to cut Grandma a little bit of slack. She hasn't had the easiest life. 204 00:19:13,160 --> 00:19:14,870 Jessica. 205 00:19:16,120 --> 00:19:19,990 - How's my sweet angel? - Oh, just fine, Mom. 206 00:19:20,120 --> 00:19:22,470 - How are you? - Have you lost weight? 207 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:25,430 - No. No. - I guess you're just tired. 208 00:19:25,520 --> 00:19:28,630 - Hello, Jessie. - I wish I had time to be tired. 209 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:30,910 - Give me a smile. Come on. Give me a big smile! - Walter! 210 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:34,390 - Don't let Michael carry all those bags in by himself! - I'm sorry. 211 00:19:34,520 --> 00:19:36,070 It's all right, Ma. It's only two bags. 212 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:39,270 Give him the small one. He likes to feel useful. 213 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:41,860 I got it, I got it. 214 00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:45,470 Mom, can I get you anything before we fly off and leave you with the kids? 215 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:49,270 The best thing you can do for me is just have the grandest time in the world... 216 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:51,660 and come home rested, please? 217 00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:53,790 - Hello. - Hey, Dad! - You know what? 218 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:56,550 When Mama comes home, we're gonna have a big surprise for her. 219 00:19:56,680 --> 00:19:59,110 We're gonna have the whole house clean. 220 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,670 Won't that be nice, huh? 221 00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:04,830 - Thanks, I gotta go. Bye. Bye, girl. - Bye. 222 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:06,750 - Thanks. Bye. Thanks. - Bye. Have fun. 223 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:11,750 Safe trip. 224 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,790 - Bye, Mom. I love you! - Bye, bye. - Love you! Bye! 225 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:18,710 - Okay, let's go. - Don't clean too hard. 226 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,870 It's a press-on tattoo. 227 00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:45,230 Just in case. You never know what might happen in Mexico. 228 00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:49,430 Found a guy at the beach who'll watch us have sex. 229 00:20:49,520 --> 00:20:51,510 Ooh. 230 00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:53,430 - A local? - Mm-hmm. 231 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:57,910 - Come on, honey. - Ooh. Okay. 232 00:20:58,040 --> 00:20:59,670 Come on. 233 00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:38,620 Baby, gotta tell you something. 234 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:40,550 Listen. 235 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:43,350 I think we should do this more often. 236 00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:46,510 I do... because... 237 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:50,110 they paid you to fly here, I got a pass... 238 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:54,020 the hotel is a remarkable discount. 239 00:21:54,120 --> 00:21:56,420 There are meals, as you've said before, Johnny. 240 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:01,710 You gotta eat anyway, so we can afford this. 241 00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:04,310 - Not unless they comp the drinks. - Ah. 242 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:07,950 What's that supposed to mean, hmm? 243 00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:10,030 - Hey. - You lookin' for a fight, buster? - No, I'm not. 244 00:22:10,120 --> 00:22:13,190 - Buster, buster. Wait, wait, wait. I got a bruise here. - Sit down, Alice. Alice, please. 245 00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:15,310 - Hey! Alice! - If you wanna fight, I can give you... 246 00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:18,070 - all the trouble you can handle. - Sit down. Okay, great. I know you can. 247 00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:22,670 Alice, sit down. Sit! 248 00:22:22,760 --> 00:22:26,870 - Sit. - Woof. 249 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:28,790 Alice! Alice! 250 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,110 I'm waiting for my spanking. 251 00:23:03,120 --> 00:23:05,270 I know we have pressures. 252 00:23:05,360 --> 00:23:07,660 And we need to have fun. 253 00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:16,300 But wringing you out at the end of an evening is less fun than it used to be. 254 00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:19,350 And thinking back, it's been going on for quite a while, Alice. 255 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,550 What's wrong, baby? 256 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:36,780 Can you talk about it? 257 00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:44,310 You scared me last night. 258 00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:53,310 Didn't you scare you? 259 00:23:56,040 --> 00:23:58,830 Huh? What's gonna happen? 260 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:04,750 I'm gonna stop drinking so much. 261 00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:11,270 Last night was the best thing that could've happened to straighten my ass out. 262 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:16,230 I promise you. 263 00:24:19,480 --> 00:24:21,510 I promise me. 264 00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:35,430 - Hey! - Jessie! Ow! 265 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,870 - Pinatas! - They're here! 266 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:41,470 - Oh, honey, don't get dirty. - Casey! 267 00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:44,110 - Hi... Hey! - Someone's getting married. 268 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,500 Hi, pretty girl. 269 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:49,230 - Hi, Casey, honey. - You look wonderful. 270 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:52,790 - Hey. - Oh, my God, I hope those pinatas aren't full of candy. 271 00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:55,030 - Let me take this for you, darling. - Hi. Hi, Daddy. 272 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:58,390 - Hi. Wow, man. - Good to see ya. - Hey, Pops, how are you? 273 00:25:00,680 --> 00:25:02,870 - Hi, Mom. - Hi, honey. 274 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:06,700 - I smell Murphy's Oil. - Yes, I used it a lot. 275 00:26:44,360 --> 00:26:45,830 Shit! 276 00:27:28,360 --> 00:27:31,710 Well, everything's fine on the curb. 277 00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:36,900 Garbage compulsion. I feel much better now. 278 00:27:37,000 --> 00:27:39,300 Come on, baby, it's late. 279 00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:53,430 Casey. 280 00:27:57,160 --> 00:28:00,230 You're not going to Dana's. 281 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:11,630 Case, I think we're gonna have to fill out one of these homicide reports for Felicia. 282 00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:15,310 - She's soaking off her make-up. - Oh. 283 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:30,670 - Did I miss something? - She didn't do her book report, so she can't go to Dana's. 284 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:35,310 - It's not due till Monday. - I told you last night not to save it for the weekend... 285 00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:37,350 - to make sure that you did it on... - Good morning. Good morning. 286 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:41,750 Good morning. Good morning, the first words out of our mouths. 287 00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:48,910 I think we have all we can handle right now with our coffee and our little spoon. 288 00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:59,510 So, you go to Dana's, and the report gets done first thing Saturday... 289 00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:03,030 - and not last thing Sunday, okay? - What's the difference? 290 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:05,030 The difference between me helping you do it... 291 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,540 and me pulling your lungs out through your belly button. 292 00:29:57,080 --> 00:30:00,620 - Sorry I'm late. - That's okay. 293 00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:02,550 Um, Casey's taking a nap... 294 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:05,990 and Jess is teaching Samantha how to use a computer. 295 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:12,150 - You all right? - I... Whoa. 296 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:17,110 I had lunch at this Thai place, and, uh... 297 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:20,190 something in the oil, maybe, but... 298 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:23,150 I'll be fine. See you tomorrow. 299 00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:26,940 Uh, Alice, um, I can call my mom. I'm sure I can stay and make some supper. 300 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:30,700 I said, see you tomorrow. 301 00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:34,150 - Alice, I think you should... - Ah, ah, Amy. 302 00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,830 Go home. 303 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:37,630 Okay? 304 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,870 Please! 305 00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:43,070 Go home. 306 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:48,220 You get some rest. 307 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:52,350 And I'll call you a little later. 308 00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:02,550 Mom, look. Samantha drew a Buick on the computer. 309 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:05,750 - It's green. - Do your homework. 310 00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:25,310 Mom? 311 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:33,830 Mom? 312 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:43,030 - Mom, are you sick? - I said... 313 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:44,950 do your homework! 314 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:11,270 Mom, are you sick? 315 00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:20,590 I did my homework! That's all I wanted to tell you! 316 00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:51,710 Good girl. 317 00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:58,510 Jess! 318 00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:22,710 Mom? 319 00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:26,990 Mom? 320 00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:47,990 Is there a Michael Green? Michael Green? 321 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:53,270 - Switchboard tracking you down, I guess. - Thank you. 322 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:55,510 Hello. 323 00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:57,940 Jess, what's the matter, honey? 324 00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:00,790 - Mommy died. - What? 325 00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:03,390 She just fell through the shower door and... 326 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,030 all the glass is all shattered and on the floor... 327 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,470 and she's laying in the middle of it. 328 00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:14,150 Jess, listen to me. I'm gonna have somebody over there right away. 329 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:15,790 - You understand? - Okay. 330 00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:18,630 - Okay? And I'm gonna call you right back. - Okay. 331 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,620 I need an outside line. 332 00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:30,110 - I need an outside line! - Sir. 333 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:07,670 Hi. 334 00:35:10,240 --> 00:35:13,150 You're all right. 335 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,070 Doctor says. 336 00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:20,310 How's Jess? 337 00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:25,430 She's really happy you're okay. 338 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,510 I hit her hard, Michael. 339 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,470 - I hit her so hard. - It's all right. 340 00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:37,390 She's fine. 341 00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:41,590 We're gonna get you better so it doesn't happen again. 342 00:35:41,720 --> 00:35:43,510 All right? 343 00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:49,140 - God, just don't hate me. - Mmm. 344 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,430 Because I'll die if you do. 345 00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:55,310 That thought would never enter my mind. 346 00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:04,390 I start at 4:00 in the morning, and it goes all day. 347 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:07,510 I drink in the john, I drink... 348 00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:12,470 in the closet, and I drink in the kids' room when they're not there. 349 00:36:15,920 --> 00:36:19,110 You know how when we... go out to the car... 350 00:36:19,240 --> 00:36:22,710 - and I have to go back inside for a second? - Mm-hmm. 351 00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:28,630 I have to be high to do anything. 352 00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:32,420 And I'm scared all the time. 353 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:38,860 - I drank for Casey's goddam birthday party. - So did I. 354 00:36:40,680 --> 00:36:42,980 I drink a quart a day. 355 00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:50,350 It's vodka, so you couldn't smell it. 356 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:57,990 How come I didn't see this? 357 00:36:58,120 --> 00:36:59,910 Because I hid it. 358 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:13,230 You were scared. 359 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:20,230 - What am I gonna do? - We'll figure it out. 360 00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:25,070 I don't want you to worry about it. 361 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,540 I'm gonna find you the best treatment... 362 00:37:27,680 --> 00:37:30,430 the best in the fucking world. 363 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:36,190 You're not alone, honey. Never. 364 00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:39,790 Never. 365 00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:56,860 - Okay, girls, I'll see you later. - Bye. 366 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:00,030 - Mommy. - Amy. - Oh, I'll just wait in the kitchen. 367 00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:06,390 Okay. 368 00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:10,270 So... 369 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:14,590 we'll talk on the phone and you'll come see me. 370 00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:17,910 - And then I'll be home. - And we'll go to the beach? 371 00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:28,190 - Are you gonna take care of your sister? - I'm gonna take care of Daddy. 372 00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:36,830 Sorry, baby. 373 00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:40,310 It will never happen again. 374 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:49,750 Mommy loves you. 375 00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:26,000 - That's us. - Hi. 376 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:28,680 Uh, we're Alice Green. 377 00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:30,870 Hi. Welcome. 378 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:34,740 Alice, before we check you in, I need to look through your bag. 379 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:38,230 Is that all right with you? It's strictly routine. 380 00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:50,140 We've got all your paperwork, so... 381 00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:53,750 everything's ready. Um, sorry. 382 00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:02,310 So, come on, Alice, and we'll get you checked in. 383 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:09,270 Just Alice. 384 00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:17,150 Give me a minute. 385 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:21,750 I'll call you tonight. 386 00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:24,590 - I'm sorry. There's no phone calls. - Excuse me, uh... 387 00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:27,240 She's my wife. She can call me whenever she needs to call me. 388 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,590 She'll be in detox until Tuesday... 389 00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:32,630 and she'll be busy getting well. 390 00:40:32,720 --> 00:40:35,280 She'll call you as soon as she can after that. 391 00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:58,150 I love you. 392 00:40:58,280 --> 00:40:59,670 I love you. 393 00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:14,630 I can hear her heart beat 394 00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:17,270 From a thousand miles 395 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,750 Yeah, the heavens open 396 00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:23,910 Every time she smiles 397 00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:28,550 And when I come to her 398 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:31,190 That's where I belong 399 00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:35,350 And I'm runnin' to her 400 00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:38,040 Like a love song 401 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:42,230 She gimme love, love, love, love 402 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:44,990 Crazy love 403 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:49,110 She gimme love, love, love, love 404 00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:52,030 Crazy love 405 00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:56,310 She gimme love, love, love, love 406 00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:57,510 Crazy love 407 00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:01,270 Jess? 408 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:04,910 It's 6:00 in the morning. 409 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:06,870 Kids are unbelievable. 410 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:10,230 First she wants French toast, then she wants tuna. 411 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:12,470 And then she wants a cucumber sandwich. 412 00:42:16,040 --> 00:42:17,990 Case! 413 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,150 Wanna know what she finally eats? 414 00:42:21,280 --> 00:42:23,740 - She ate fruit. - She ate fruit. 415 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:25,910 Right. 416 00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:28,790 My hair hurts. 417 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:31,150 Casey, is that you? 418 00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,510 - Oh! God. - I did her hair. 419 00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:39,590 Oh, I like it. Let's see that hairdo. 420 00:42:39,720 --> 00:42:43,310 Ooh, that's a little tight there. Let me see that. 421 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:45,070 - Ow! - Ooh, sorry! 422 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:48,590 - Mommy does it better. - Oh, Mommy does everything better. 423 00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:52,070 She cooks better, she looks better, she kisses better. 424 00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:54,710 Mommy's a better person. 425 00:42:54,840 --> 00:42:57,750 You know, I bet you have a lot of questions... 426 00:42:57,880 --> 00:43:00,230 things you're feeling about Mommy. 427 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,150 We could talk about that. 428 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:05,190 See, like if you're sad or scared or angry or something... 429 00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:07,590 - you could just... - What's a alcoholic? 430 00:43:13,560 --> 00:43:18,070 Someone with a bad habit, you know, like if you drank stuff that made you sick. 431 00:43:18,160 --> 00:43:22,990 But you really liked it, so you kept drinking it and it kept making you sick. 432 00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:25,710 Wouldn't you want to learn how to stop? 433 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:32,430 - What's a alcoholic? - It's why she does all that stuff. 434 00:43:32,520 --> 00:43:36,300 When she does all that stuff, like when she talks like she's sleepy... 435 00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:40,750 forgets stuff, and when she's sad. 436 00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:42,670 When she cries? 437 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:47,300 She cries in the bathroom. 438 00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:01,950 She, she did that a lot, I bet, huh? 439 00:44:10,160 --> 00:44:12,460 Your hair is so pretty. 440 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:17,740 You know, Mommy can't wait to get back just to brush it? 441 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:32,230 I got it. Alice? 442 00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:35,350 I'm Dr Mendez. I'm a counsellor. 443 00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:37,820 You know you're supposed to be in community now? 444 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:41,270 Your nurse said you've got a problem? 445 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,390 No problem. I don't have any problems. 446 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:47,310 - You think I have a problem? - Yeah, at least. 447 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:51,270 I just want to make a phone call. I just want to make a phone call to my husband. 448 00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:54,270 If you wanted to make a phone call to your husband, would you call that a problem? 449 00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:56,910 No, but I'm not in detox dealing with an addiction. 450 00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:00,430 - Look, we'll let you make a phone call, as soon as... - Now! 451 00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:03,910 - Now is when I want to call him! Now! Can you understand that? - Alice... 452 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:08,350 - Alice, look... - Can you understand fucking anything? 453 00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:10,270 Yeah. 454 00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:12,190 I can. 455 00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:17,750 Two more days, hon. You can do this. 456 00:45:17,880 --> 00:45:19,870 Hang in. 457 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:21,870 Come on. 458 00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,190 Hello. 459 00:46:01,320 --> 00:46:03,780 - Michael. - Alice? 460 00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:07,910 - Alice? - Yeah. 461 00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:10,830 You can call. 462 00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:13,990 Yeah. What do you know? They let me use the phone. 463 00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:17,390 How was detox? 464 00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:21,070 It was nifty, you know. 465 00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:24,750 - I threw up like a good girl. - Great. 466 00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:28,110 Hard part's over, baby. 467 00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:34,620 Yeah, the hard part's over. Party time. 468 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:39,030 Well, so, uh... 469 00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:43,190 basically, I just, uh, sit around and... 470 00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:49,110 think of you naked because, you know, you have this... 471 00:46:49,200 --> 00:46:51,030 amazing body. 472 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:54,860 You still do, don't you? 473 00:46:56,640 --> 00:46:58,430 State of the art. 474 00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:02,820 So, you'd be, what, 65 pounds now? 475 00:47:13,240 --> 00:47:15,830 Honey. 476 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:17,750 Alice. 477 00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:19,750 Honey, you there? 478 00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:23,030 Alice. 479 00:47:25,960 --> 00:47:28,310 Yeah. 480 00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:31,670 Everyone here is pulling for you. 481 00:47:34,680 --> 00:47:37,060 Alice, they say they tear you down the first two weeks... 482 00:47:37,160 --> 00:47:39,350 so they can build you back up. 483 00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:50,830 - Alice. - God, I'm sorry, baby. 484 00:47:52,320 --> 00:47:54,110 It's just so hard. 485 00:47:59,960 --> 00:48:02,390 - Honey, are you there? - Yeah. 486 00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:04,310 I'm here, baby. 487 00:48:05,400 --> 00:48:07,670 I love you. 488 00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:13,710 I miss you. 489 00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:17,150 Listen, I'll see you, um, I'll see you on Sunday. 490 00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:20,350 - Okay? - The kids are so excited to see you. 491 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:22,630 I can't talk for too long because there's, um... 492 00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:25,030 one phone and a whole line of people, so... 493 00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:31,350 Can you bring my grey sweatsuit? 494 00:48:31,480 --> 00:48:33,270 Yes. 495 00:48:39,320 --> 00:48:41,430 I'm just, uh, running down my list... 496 00:48:41,560 --> 00:48:43,830 of dumb things to say right now. 497 00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:47,550 Good for you. 498 00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:58,310 You're supposed to wrap it. 499 00:50:01,960 --> 00:50:06,590 - What? - In a newspaper or a paper bag. 500 00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:08,990 So nobody sees it or something. 501 00:50:15,240 --> 00:50:17,270 Mommy tell you that? 502 00:50:45,120 --> 00:50:47,830 Hey. 503 00:50:47,960 --> 00:50:49,910 You wanna do one? 504 00:50:55,160 --> 00:50:57,590 Come on. Take your pick. 505 00:51:03,880 --> 00:51:05,670 Vodka, huh? 506 00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:42,750 All right. 507 00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,110 Let me see. 508 00:51:53,240 --> 00:51:55,830 Now if Mommy cries when she sees you... 509 00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:58,030 it's because you're beautiful. 510 00:51:58,160 --> 00:52:00,070 Okay? 511 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:01,990 Piggyback? 512 00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:09,510 Oh, the purse. Ready? 513 00:52:16,160 --> 00:52:19,270 - Where is she? - I don't know. We'll see. 514 00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:21,350 She said she'd be out here. 515 00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:25,830 There she is. Do you see her in the hat? 516 00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:30,310 Mommy! Mommy! 517 00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:33,950 Mommy. 518 00:52:35,920 --> 00:52:37,710 Mommy. 519 00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,070 Hi, baby. 520 00:52:48,200 --> 00:52:49,990 Hey. 521 00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:55,110 Say hi to Mommy. 522 00:52:57,720 --> 00:53:00,590 - Hi, beautiful girl. Hi. - Hi. 523 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:06,790 You want to take 'em for a walk and I'll catch up later? 524 00:53:08,160 --> 00:53:09,990 - Hmm? Bye-bye. - Thank you. 525 00:53:10,080 --> 00:53:12,870 - Okay. - Come on, you guys. Let's go. 526 00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:20,150 Art Braun left alone. 527 00:53:22,720 --> 00:53:25,100 - Nice shot. - Excuse me. Can you get some coffee in here? 528 00:53:25,240 --> 00:53:26,950 What do I look like, a fuckin' waitress? 529 00:53:27,080 --> 00:53:29,750 Try the striped in the side. 530 00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:35,820 Hey! I saw you with Alice. 531 00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:37,830 You're her significant other. 532 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:40,110 Good to meet you, man. Your wife's amazing. Malcolm. 533 00:53:40,240 --> 00:53:42,310 - Oh, uh, Michael. - Yeah, Michael. 534 00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:44,070 - Good to know... Come on in. - How are ya? No, I got the kids outside. 535 00:53:44,200 --> 00:53:45,990 - Uh-uh. That's okay. This is Earl. - Hey, I'm Earl. 536 00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:47,910 - Hi, Earl. Michael. - Hiya. Watch the game. 537 00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:49,990 - No, I-I got the kids outside. Okay. - Have a seat, man. 538 00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:53,110 - Myers shooting at 50% tonight. - Well, there's that middleman. 539 00:53:53,240 --> 00:53:56,270 - Blalock is still on him. - Hi. How ya doin'? - Good. How are ya? 540 00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,630 ...moved up the lane, opened up that soft spot. 541 00:53:58,720 --> 00:54:00,950 It's clear on the other side there... 542 00:54:06,160 --> 00:54:10,550 - Come on, Malcolm. - Been a while since you watched a game without a beer? 543 00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:13,240 - Me? - You. 544 00:54:13,360 --> 00:54:16,630 Actually, uh, I don... I don... I don't, uh, drink much. 545 00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:23,430 Can you believe that, man? 546 00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:27,510 I been there, man. Denial. 547 00:54:27,640 --> 00:54:29,940 - Jesus. - Ain't just a river in Egypt. 548 00:54:30,080 --> 00:54:32,380 - Hey, shut up! - Cork it, Danny. 549 00:54:32,480 --> 00:54:35,230 Are you guys sayin' that this dude don't drink? 550 00:54:35,360 --> 00:54:39,990 - I'm sayin' shut the fuck up, man! - Fellas. Fellas, my fault. 551 00:54:40,120 --> 00:54:43,270 Hey. It's a cunning, baffling disease, man. 552 00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:45,350 The man doesn't have a problem, pecker-face. You do! 553 00:54:45,440 --> 00:54:47,630 Cunning and baffling disease. 554 00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:50,790 - Save it for group, man. Save it for group. - Yeah! 555 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:54,830 - Nah, not in group, Earl. - Save it for group, all right? Yo, Earl, man. 556 00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:57,670 - I like your new friends. - Oh, d'you meet Malcolm? 557 00:54:59,200 --> 00:55:01,110 - Big black guy. - Cokehead. 558 00:55:01,240 --> 00:55:04,070 - We hit it off. - The girls are with him. 559 00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:07,670 Right now? 560 00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:11,550 Oh, come on, Michael. He's not a child molester. 561 00:55:11,680 --> 00:55:13,470 He's an armed robber. 562 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,150 What? 563 00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:31,870 Well. 564 00:55:32,000 --> 00:55:35,510 Whatever you think of these people, Michael, think that of me, because it fits. 565 00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:44,230 - I thought you'd quit. - I did. 566 00:55:47,680 --> 00:55:49,510 Malcolm and I, um... 567 00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:52,910 really talk, you know? 568 00:55:53,000 --> 00:55:55,300 Talk about everything. 569 00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:58,510 Everything. 570 00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:02,350 We have a lot in common, and the truth is that right... right now... 571 00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:04,740 I really need these people. 572 00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:09,390 I'm glad you have 'em. 573 00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:12,030 And when you come home, you'll have me. 574 00:56:18,600 --> 00:56:21,030 What's wrong, Alice? 575 00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:24,430 Hmm? You were fine when the kids were around. What's wrong? 576 00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:27,630 Long day. 577 00:56:30,840 --> 00:56:33,070 - Hey. - Hi. 578 00:56:33,200 --> 00:56:35,550 Gary, this is Michael. 579 00:56:37,520 --> 00:56:39,310 Hi. 580 00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:43,310 - Feel like I know you. - Oh, yeah? 581 00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:47,190 Yeah. Your wife's a very comforting person. 582 00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:49,950 - Yes. - Very. 583 00:56:50,080 --> 00:56:52,910 Do you mind if I talk to her for a second? 584 00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:55,470 - No. - I just need... Just for a second. 585 00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:57,590 - I'll just be one second. What's the matter? - Okay. 586 00:56:57,720 --> 00:56:59,790 Uh... 587 00:56:59,920 --> 00:57:02,070 I'm sorry. 588 00:57:14,080 --> 00:57:16,670 Sheila... called me. 589 00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:00,270 Bob. Bobby! 590 00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:03,550 No, that's not what I said. I have never turned the company down in an emergency before. 591 00:59:03,680 --> 00:59:06,870 - This is a first. Bob! Bob, I... - Give me it! Give me it! 592 00:59:07,000 --> 00:59:10,950 I am not gonna leave my kids for four days with Alice gone! I mean, ah, well, I'm certainly... 593 00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:13,870 not gonna bring Alice's mother into the picture at this point in their lives. 594 00:59:14,000 --> 00:59:17,070 - They have enough grief already. Amy! - Give me it! Give me it! 595 00:59:17,160 --> 00:59:19,460 - What? - Come on! Give me it! 596 00:59:19,560 --> 00:59:21,670 Roll-backs? Will you settle down? Amy! 597 00:59:21,760 --> 00:59:24,990 - Amy! Amy! Hello? - No! 598 00:59:25,120 --> 00:59:28,030 What do roll-backs have to do with this, Bob? 599 00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:32,270 Oh, Bobby. Why don't you just save the little subtle threats. 600 00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:34,710 It's making me embarrassed for you. Amy! Listen, hold... 601 00:59:34,840 --> 00:59:36,750 Can you hold on a second? Hold on. 602 00:59:41,440 --> 00:59:45,470 Hey! Hey! What is this? What is this? Huh? Get up! Get up right now! 603 00:59:45,600 --> 00:59:47,980 - She bit me. She bit me hard. - Did you bite her? 604 00:59:48,120 --> 00:59:49,910 - Yeah. - Well, that's no excuse! 605 00:59:50,040 --> 00:59:53,190 This is your baby sister, and you could hurt her. Huh? You're much bigger than her. 606 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,470 You should be loving each other, you understand me? 607 00:59:55,560 --> 00:59:57,990 - Now who spilled this Coke? - She did it. - She did it. 608 00:59:58,080 --> 01:00:00,310 - Who? - She did it! - She did it! 609 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:02,870 Right. In bed, right now. 610 01:00:07,840 --> 01:00:10,110 Ah, don't you hear those kids fighting? 611 01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:15,750 I haven't eaten all day. It's 10:00. 612 01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:20,430 - Why don't you put 'em to bed? - I did. They just keep poppin' back up. 613 01:00:20,560 --> 01:00:22,990 They miss their mother, Michael. They're out of control. 614 01:00:23,080 --> 01:00:25,710 They spilled some Coke, Amy. 615 01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:29,390 - I'll get it in a minute. - In a minute? It is soaking into the rug! 616 01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:32,190 Don't yell at me. I am workin' overtime to help you out. 617 01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:34,110 Okay. 618 01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:37,760 Where are the paper towels? 619 01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:41,230 There are no paper towels. 620 01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:45,830 Jesus Christ, I am in a crisis here. I need some help. 621 01:00:45,920 --> 01:00:49,030 I need someone that can look around the house, and when there are no paper towels... 622 01:00:49,120 --> 01:00:53,270 they go to the goddam store and buy some paper towels. 623 01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:55,910 I mean, how many goddam stores do you pass on the way home from school... 624 01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:58,750 that are filled with paper towels? 625 01:00:58,880 --> 01:01:01,390 I need someone to use a little common sense around here. 626 01:01:06,120 --> 01:01:08,390 Why don't you get somebody else? 627 01:01:14,520 --> 01:01:17,310 Amy. Amy. Amy. 628 01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:21,550 Amy, I-I wa... Amy, I didn't... I was kidding. I... Amy, I might have... 629 01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:28,750 Oh, no. 630 01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:33,700 Oh, no. No. 631 01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:42,710 - Bob. ... make a call, please hang up and try again. 632 01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:49,750 - I'm not gonna do it. - I don't have another choice, Jess. 633 01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:54,790 - This isn't fair. - Well, you know, sometimes life isn't fair. 634 01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:56,910 - Hi, Lisa. - Hi, Gigi. 635 01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:59,950 I told you, Jess, they're tryin' to get rid of the experienced pilots. 636 01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:03,110 - They wanna bring in kids. - Kids can't fly planes. 637 01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:06,670 Not kid kids. Men kids. 638 01:02:06,800 --> 01:02:09,710 - I'm not living with her, and you can't make me. - It's four days, Jess. 639 01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:12,990 - Four days. - Well, why can't we live with Amy? She loves us. 640 01:02:13,120 --> 01:02:15,070 I tried that. She won't talk to me. 641 01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:18,670 - Well, whose fault is that? - Look now, this is not a vote. 642 01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:21,180 - I am your father. I'm asking... - No, you're not. 643 01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:24,350 Oh, yes, I am. I am the only father you've got, little girl. 644 01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:29,950 - Okay, here it is. - I know things are tough, Jess. 645 01:02:30,080 --> 01:02:31,870 But Mommy's sick... 646 01:02:33,200 --> 01:02:36,270 and I'm all alone, and we need to pitch in. 647 01:02:36,360 --> 01:02:38,430 It's time you understand that. 648 01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:41,870 I'm gonna go to my dad. 649 01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:45,710 Your dad calls you from Oregon maybe twice a year. 650 01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:52,110 Plenty of times. All the time. And you don't know! 651 01:02:52,240 --> 01:02:55,510 - I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean that. - I'm gonna go to my mom! 652 01:02:56,000 --> 01:02:57,870 Shit! 653 01:03:00,120 --> 01:03:03,110 - Jess. Jess. - I'm goin' to my mom! 654 01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:05,790 - Jess. - I want her. 655 01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:08,110 - I want my mom! - I know. I know, sweetie. 656 01:03:08,240 --> 01:03:10,990 Let go of me. Stop it! 657 01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,550 - Stop it! Let me... - I know. It's okay. 658 01:03:13,640 --> 01:03:16,870 - Let me go! I want my mom! - We'll work it out. Okay, we'll work it out. 659 01:03:16,960 --> 01:03:18,790 We'll work it out. 660 01:03:20,640 --> 01:03:23,150 - I want my mom. - I want your mom too. 661 01:03:34,400 --> 01:03:36,230 What's wrong? 662 01:03:37,400 --> 01:03:40,070 It's no fun to eat shit. 663 01:03:40,160 --> 01:03:42,830 So don't. 664 01:03:42,920 --> 01:03:44,750 Then you'd be stuck with Grandma. 665 01:03:49,840 --> 01:03:51,630 Let's go in. 666 01:03:54,680 --> 01:03:56,470 Come on. 667 01:04:02,240 --> 01:04:04,070 Wait for me here. 668 01:04:12,320 --> 01:04:14,470 You. 669 01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:16,390 Me? 670 01:04:18,480 --> 01:04:20,670 What did you just say about me? 671 01:04:20,800 --> 01:04:23,670 That you were the one with the paper towels. 672 01:04:28,000 --> 01:04:31,830 Guilty. I'm very sorry I did that. 673 01:04:31,960 --> 01:04:34,310 Can I talk to you a second in the kitchen or someplace? 674 01:04:34,400 --> 01:04:38,180 Don't bother. Nobody speaks English, except my cousin Vu. 675 01:04:38,320 --> 01:04:40,190 And I'd love to hear this. 676 01:04:43,800 --> 01:04:45,750 Uh, okay. 677 01:04:48,480 --> 01:04:51,390 I got a trip. 678 01:04:51,520 --> 01:04:53,950 If I don't go, I get fired. 679 01:04:54,080 --> 01:04:56,270 I don't wanna leave Jess with her grandma. 680 01:04:59,200 --> 01:05:01,660 Why is this my problem? 681 01:05:02,520 --> 01:05:05,710 Actually, it's not. 682 01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:08,590 So, you're basically begging? 683 01:05:12,720 --> 01:05:16,150 Well, it worked. 684 01:05:26,480 --> 01:05:28,780 You gonna leave without saying goodbye? 685 01:05:31,480 --> 01:05:34,990 It's okay. You don't have to tell me nothin'. 686 01:05:38,320 --> 01:05:40,070 Ready to go, huh? 687 01:05:43,360 --> 01:05:45,150 I don't know. 688 01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:49,390 I don't know how I'm gonna do anything any more. 689 01:05:57,640 --> 01:05:59,990 You know, you're supposed to give me an answer here. 690 01:06:00,120 --> 01:06:03,430 You're supposed to say something very encouraging. This is why you get those big bucks. 691 01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:05,630 No, no. 692 01:06:05,760 --> 01:06:07,550 They tried to tell me that shit when I first went home... 693 01:06:07,680 --> 01:06:10,430 and it never did me a damn bit of good. 694 01:06:12,040 --> 01:06:14,150 - When you first went home? - Yeah, that's right. 695 01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:17,230 Two-time loser. 696 01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:23,750 I know you're scared shitless, 'cause I sure as hell was. 697 01:06:26,960 --> 01:06:29,070 There's no easy way through it. 698 01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:32,510 You just gotta do the work. 699 01:06:36,600 --> 01:06:38,390 I'm gonna disappoint him. 700 01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:42,030 This is not the person that he married. 701 01:06:42,120 --> 01:06:44,830 I don't know who this is supposed to be now. 702 01:06:44,960 --> 01:06:46,990 Well, who was the other person? 703 01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:51,790 Well, every now and then, let's face it, she was... she was a blast. 704 01:06:55,280 --> 01:06:57,310 A- And I'm not gonna be fun. 705 01:06:59,200 --> 01:07:03,510 Mm-hmm. That's exactly what happened to me... 706 01:07:03,640 --> 01:07:05,430 when I first went home. 707 01:07:05,560 --> 01:07:07,470 Exactly. 708 01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:12,070 So everything turned out okay in the end, right? 709 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:15,310 No. We got divorced. 710 01:07:41,880 --> 01:07:47,070 Oh, sacred place It's with my soul and body 711 01:07:47,200 --> 01:07:49,390 There's a rainbow above me 712 01:07:49,520 --> 01:07:53,430 That the storm clouds hide and calm 713 01:07:53,560 --> 01:07:57,100 We will never die 714 01:07:57,240 --> 01:07:59,620 But the magic, it comes 715 01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:03,070 Springs from above 716 01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:07,980 Love 717 01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:17,110 Love 718 01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:30,080 We laugh sometimes but it's a little word like love 719 01:08:30,200 --> 01:08:34,670 Make our earthly home heaven above 720 01:08:34,800 --> 01:08:39,820 And there is no sorrow heaven cannot heal 721 01:08:39,960 --> 01:08:42,110 A fire within 722 01:08:42,240 --> 01:08:46,350 No cross, no crown 723 01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:53,510 Runnin' from mercy heavin' and cold 724 01:08:53,600 --> 01:08:58,310 Swim in our sleep down in oceans of joy 725 01:08:58,400 --> 01:09:03,110 Died in the arms of a natural life 726 01:09:03,200 --> 01:09:07,750 Wakin' our happiness drowning in life 727 01:09:07,840 --> 01:09:12,270 Wakin' our happiness drowning in life 728 01:09:12,360 --> 01:09:14,190 Ooh-ooh 729 01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:19,670 Ooh-ooh 730 01:09:20,960 --> 01:09:23,230 Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh 731 01:09:26,360 --> 01:09:28,150 Ooh-ooh 732 01:09:31,120 --> 01:09:32,910 Wake 'em up. 733 01:09:36,640 --> 01:09:38,990 Come on. Wake 'em up. You're dyin' to wake 'em up. 734 01:09:40,280 --> 01:09:42,190 I promised them. 735 01:09:50,080 --> 01:09:51,950 Mommy. 736 01:09:52,040 --> 01:09:53,950 - Hi. - Michael... 737 01:09:54,080 --> 01:09:56,910 you said you'd wake me up. 738 01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:00,030 Mommy. 739 01:10:00,160 --> 01:10:03,590 - Casey. - Jessie, shh-shh-shh. 740 01:10:03,680 --> 01:10:05,510 Casey, it's Mom. 741 01:10:07,440 --> 01:10:09,740 Casey. 742 01:10:12,480 --> 01:10:14,310 Mommy. 743 01:10:55,480 --> 01:10:59,550 Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! 744 01:10:59,680 --> 01:11:01,870 - Stop! Stop it! - Give me it! 745 01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:04,790 - Give me it! - Hold it! Hold it, both of you. 746 01:11:04,920 --> 01:11:07,220 - She said I could use it. - Yeah, but she's breaking it! 747 01:11:07,360 --> 01:11:10,270 - Mine's already broken. - Give me it! 748 01:11:10,400 --> 01:11:14,180 - Now it's mine. Come here. - Hey, hey, hey. Ho, ho, ho, what's the baby problems? 749 01:11:14,280 --> 01:11:17,590 First guy to say one word loses, okay? Whatever this is... 750 01:11:17,720 --> 01:11:19,750 you don't need to bother Mommy about it. 751 01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:22,510 - Michael, we'll be okay. - All short guys, upstairs. 752 01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,070 - Because we were just... We were just sorting out... - I'll be up in two minutes. 753 01:11:25,200 --> 01:11:26,990 - Upstairs. - We were just... 754 01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:32,030 Did you hear me? Go! 755 01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:34,910 Yes. Go. 756 01:11:37,280 --> 01:11:40,190 We were ju... We were just workin' it out. 757 01:11:40,320 --> 01:11:44,470 Sounded like it. Finish your work. I'll settle their hash. 758 01:11:44,600 --> 01:11:46,980 We've been doin' Walkman wars all month. 759 01:11:49,640 --> 01:11:53,310 See, Michael, I would rather handle their fights lately. 760 01:11:53,440 --> 01:11:56,980 - That's all you need, babe. - Oh. Well, what does that mean? I'm not up to it? 761 01:11:57,120 --> 01:12:00,430 Oh, no. No, Mr District Attorney. My wife is perfect. 762 01:12:00,520 --> 01:12:02,980 She's really perfect. You hear me? 763 01:12:05,600 --> 01:12:07,900 Thank you for the vote of confidence. 764 01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:09,990 What, I'm being, uh, overly, uh... 765 01:12:10,080 --> 01:12:12,430 - Attentive. A little bit. Yeah. - Attentive. 766 01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:16,550 Like I'm pregnant or psychotic or like I'm made of glass. 767 01:12:16,640 --> 01:12:19,670 You're handling play dates... 768 01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:22,990 polishing toilets, shopping up a storm. 769 01:12:23,120 --> 01:12:25,110 - A storm. - Yeah, have you looked in the freezer lately? 770 01:12:25,240 --> 01:12:27,510 Because there's like 83 cans of frozen orange juice in there... 771 01:12:27,640 --> 01:12:30,590 if you can see past all the frozen waffles. 772 01:12:30,720 --> 01:12:35,270 - The kids like 'em now. - Ah. Oh. "Now. " 773 01:12:35,360 --> 01:12:38,190 The post shameful incarceration era. 774 01:12:39,880 --> 01:12:41,870 That's what we like to call it. 775 01:12:46,560 --> 01:12:49,020 Sorry. 776 01:12:52,960 --> 01:12:55,870 So, I was thinking... 777 01:13:01,440 --> 01:13:03,230 about this weekend. 778 01:13:08,640 --> 01:13:12,670 I call Ed and trade him for the Mexico route. 779 01:13:14,880 --> 01:13:17,070 - I spoke to Amy. - Amy, yeah. 780 01:13:20,480 --> 01:13:23,710 Michael, don't you think this is all just a little bit inappropriate? 781 01:13:23,840 --> 01:13:25,630 What? 782 01:13:25,760 --> 01:13:29,950 I mean maybe I should learn to live in reality before I start trying to escape from it again. 783 01:13:40,120 --> 01:13:44,830 I mean, Rachel was in my group. She... She's 46. She taught Russian history at Berkeley. 784 01:13:44,960 --> 01:13:47,150 She has two kids. Sh... Her family has money... 785 01:13:47,240 --> 01:13:51,150 and she was living under a bench in Golden Gate park for three years... 786 01:13:51,280 --> 01:13:53,870 before her sister found her there. 787 01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:56,150 Do you think that can't happen to me? 788 01:14:04,640 --> 01:14:07,310 Ask me how much I want a drink right now. 789 01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:20,150 How come we haven't talked about this? 790 01:14:20,280 --> 01:14:23,950 How come we haven't talked about a lot of things? 791 01:14:26,080 --> 01:14:27,950 I think... I think maybe we should see someone. 792 01:14:28,080 --> 01:14:31,350 A- At the place, they said that sometimes it's good... 793 01:14:31,480 --> 01:14:34,390 for a couple to see someone who knows about this stuff. 794 01:14:36,440 --> 01:14:38,470 You mean like a licensed contractor? 795 01:14:42,520 --> 01:14:44,310 You would do that? 796 01:14:45,680 --> 01:14:47,830 Only if you were incredibly grateful. 797 01:14:59,880 --> 01:15:01,950 And this is ever since you've been back? 798 01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:04,350 Mm-hmm. 799 01:15:04,480 --> 01:15:06,270 Mm-hmm. The... I'm, uh... 800 01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:10,150 just agitated and pissed off... 801 01:15:10,240 --> 01:15:13,150 and it seems unreasonable to me, and I... And it's... 802 01:15:15,080 --> 01:15:19,150 I feel like I'm, uh, being unfair, and, uh... 803 01:15:19,240 --> 01:15:23,710 I... J... Especially to Michael, because he's been trying to be sweet, and he's really... 804 01:15:23,840 --> 01:15:26,670 He really... You know, he just wants to be there for me. 805 01:15:28,640 --> 01:15:32,550 So you're saying that there's a problem in your marriage and that it's your fault. 806 01:15:32,640 --> 01:15:35,020 No, I don't think that's what she said at all. 807 01:15:35,160 --> 01:15:37,990 - I'm sorry, Alice. Is that what you meant to say? - What I heard was that... 808 01:15:38,080 --> 01:15:39,790 - she's irritated and she can't get a handle on it. - No, I didn't mean to say that... 809 01:15:39,920 --> 01:15:41,870 and, Michael, I can talk for myself. 810 01:15:45,680 --> 01:15:47,590 So, how do you feel right now? 811 01:15:47,680 --> 01:15:50,190 I'm irritated. I'm irritated. 812 01:15:52,000 --> 01:15:54,750 Because he does this sometimes. He just does this. He just... 813 01:15:54,880 --> 01:15:57,670 Like he... I was trying to settle a fight between the two girls... 814 01:15:57,760 --> 01:16:01,350 and he kind of came in and he took over. 815 01:16:01,440 --> 01:16:04,750 And it pissed me off, you know? It just pissed me off. 816 01:16:04,840 --> 01:16:06,830 This is since you've been back. 817 01:16:06,920 --> 01:16:08,750 Yeah. Well... 818 01:16:12,480 --> 01:16:15,830 No, he's al... He's always done that. 819 01:16:15,960 --> 01:16:18,710 - Like? - Like the time that... 820 01:16:18,840 --> 01:16:22,510 Jess wouldn't do her homework, so I said she couldn't go to her girlfriend's house... 821 01:16:23,960 --> 01:16:26,990 and he came into the kitchen, and he took over again... 822 01:16:27,080 --> 01:16:29,230 and erased everything I did. 823 01:16:31,520 --> 01:16:33,390 Belittled me in front of them. 824 01:16:36,000 --> 01:16:37,790 When was this? 825 01:16:40,240 --> 01:16:44,790 When you told me I had all I could handle with my coffee and my little spoon. 826 01:16:49,320 --> 01:16:51,700 What was that about, Michael? 827 01:16:51,840 --> 01:16:53,710 It was a joke, to begin with. 828 01:16:55,160 --> 01:16:56,950 And... 829 01:16:58,960 --> 01:17:02,660 she was very hung over, and I was trying to help. 830 01:17:07,320 --> 01:17:09,110 So, Michael, how do you feel? 831 01:17:12,600 --> 01:17:16,590 - Manipulated. Irritated. - Why? 832 01:17:16,680 --> 01:17:19,630 Because we're here to... to be closer to one another. 833 01:17:22,360 --> 01:17:25,230 And talking over your problems isn't getting closer? 834 01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:35,590 Michael, have you ever thought about going to an Al-Anon meeting? 835 01:17:35,680 --> 01:17:38,470 A meeting for families of alcoholics? 836 01:17:47,200 --> 01:17:49,270 Why that face, Michael? 837 01:17:49,400 --> 01:17:51,430 It's the only face I have, Janet. 838 01:18:24,400 --> 01:18:26,310 A little slutty. 839 01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:28,230 - Slutty. - Yeah. 840 01:18:33,920 --> 01:18:35,750 Amish. 841 01:18:37,040 --> 01:18:40,110 Not Amish enough. 842 01:18:40,200 --> 01:18:43,470 It's her first boy-girl dance, Michael. We should let her go as a girl. 843 01:18:51,640 --> 01:18:54,510 It's like... yee-ha! 844 01:18:54,600 --> 01:18:56,790 - Did you put that together? - No. 845 01:18:56,920 --> 01:19:00,030 That's a sad little ensemble. 846 01:19:00,160 --> 01:19:03,110 Oh, well. I forgot how good you were at this, Michael. 847 01:19:06,400 --> 01:19:08,990 It's just that I know 8- year-old boys, and they only have one thing on their minds. 848 01:19:09,120 --> 01:19:11,790 Mmm, yeah, 14-year-old girls. 849 01:19:15,040 --> 01:19:17,500 I feel like an eight-year-old right now. 850 01:19:17,600 --> 01:19:19,470 You look like a 14-year-old. 851 01:19:25,480 --> 01:19:27,780 - That's sweet, right? - Yeah. 852 01:19:49,880 --> 01:19:52,030 Oh, because, you know... 853 01:19:52,160 --> 01:19:55,150 - Gary, there's so much truth coming out of you. - It is. This is the depth. 854 01:19:57,040 --> 01:19:59,310 I think I'm gonna share this tonight, if I may. 855 01:19:59,400 --> 01:20:01,350 You gonna go to the meeting tonight? 856 01:20:03,560 --> 01:20:07,150 Hey. Honey, you remember Gary, right? 857 01:20:08,320 --> 01:20:10,590 Sure. 858 01:20:10,720 --> 01:20:12,910 - How's it goin'? - Good. 859 01:20:13,000 --> 01:20:16,110 It's really good. How you doin'? 860 01:20:16,240 --> 01:20:19,430 You got a great house. You really do. 861 01:20:19,520 --> 01:20:21,350 It's her, yeah. 862 01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:27,470 Excuse me. 863 01:20:34,920 --> 01:20:37,790 - I'm sorry. I'm gonna go. No, I'm sorry. - I'm sorry. 864 01:20:46,080 --> 01:20:48,830 Tell him I'm, uh, sorry if I inconvenienced anything. 865 01:20:48,960 --> 01:20:51,910 - You know? - Hey, hey. It's not about you, okay? 866 01:20:52,000 --> 01:20:54,560 - I know. Okay. You take care. - I'm sorry. 867 01:20:54,680 --> 01:20:59,150 - Slow down. I love you. - Thank you so much. Okay. 868 01:20:59,240 --> 01:21:01,830 - I'll talk to you later. - All right. About 3:00, I'm free, so... 869 01:21:01,920 --> 01:21:04,270 - Okay. - Okay, good night. 870 01:21:23,080 --> 01:21:25,750 Why would you suppose he dashed off like that? 871 01:21:28,080 --> 01:21:30,670 I don't know, Michael. Could it have been your face? 872 01:21:30,760 --> 01:21:33,630 You looked like we were naked or something. 873 01:21:42,720 --> 01:21:46,030 - Do you wanna ask me something? - No. 874 01:21:46,120 --> 01:21:48,420 You think this thing with Gary is romantic? 875 01:21:48,560 --> 01:21:51,150 I don't know what to think about anything. 876 01:21:51,280 --> 01:21:54,190 Well, I'm glad to hear you say that. 877 01:21:59,440 --> 01:22:02,190 We haven't sat close like that since I can remember, Alice. 878 01:22:07,000 --> 01:22:09,510 Not since I'm back, and if you think about it... 879 01:22:09,600 --> 01:22:11,550 not since a while before that. 880 01:22:25,440 --> 01:22:28,110 Gary needs me, and that feels good. 881 01:22:29,320 --> 01:22:32,390 A- And when I'm scared, he can't help... 882 01:22:32,480 --> 01:22:34,510 and he doesn't pretend that he can. 883 01:22:36,440 --> 01:22:41,110 And it's not just Gary, Michael. The people that I really lean on... 884 01:22:41,240 --> 01:22:43,990 are the ones at my meetings, and you never even ask me about them. 885 01:22:44,120 --> 01:22:48,430 Don't you wonder who they are or what we talk about? 886 01:22:48,520 --> 01:22:52,590 - I do now. - So why don't you ask me? 887 01:22:58,240 --> 01:23:02,110 Come on, Michael. Let's talk about it. Okay? 888 01:23:02,240 --> 01:23:04,670 I'll tell ya anything you want to know. 889 01:23:10,480 --> 01:23:12,310 Do they know how this got started? 890 01:23:13,840 --> 01:23:16,470 How I became an alcoholic? 891 01:23:16,600 --> 01:23:20,630 No. They don't know that. Nobody seems to know that. 892 01:23:22,880 --> 01:23:24,910 My dad's drinking didn't help. 893 01:23:25,040 --> 01:23:27,070 The way my mother made me feel like nothing. 894 01:23:27,200 --> 01:23:30,310 Or maybe it's genetic or I... 895 01:23:30,400 --> 01:23:34,390 Nobody knows. 896 01:23:34,520 --> 01:23:37,430 Did you think this was about you? 897 01:23:37,560 --> 01:23:41,070 - Why would you say that? - Well, I don't know. You seem a little defensive. 898 01:23:42,840 --> 01:23:45,630 Wh-Why would I be defensive? Is somebody attacking me? 899 01:23:45,760 --> 01:23:48,910 No. Nobody's attacking you. 900 01:23:53,800 --> 01:23:55,950 Michael, I am just hanging on here. 901 01:23:58,240 --> 01:24:02,350 The girls need me really badly. I am trying to reestablish a little credibility at school. 902 01:24:02,480 --> 01:24:07,950 - I'm trying to make my meetings. - So that kind of tells me my-my place in the batting order... 903 01:24:08,040 --> 01:24:09,870 of what you need. 904 01:24:17,160 --> 01:24:19,390 I'm so tired of all this shit. 905 01:24:21,200 --> 01:24:23,430 I don't wanna be angry any more. I don't wanna... 906 01:24:24,360 --> 01:24:26,190 I don't wanna feel... 907 01:24:27,240 --> 01:24:29,070 guilty or... 908 01:24:31,000 --> 01:24:34,990 sad or depressed or frustrated... 909 01:24:35,120 --> 01:24:37,390 or confused or... 910 01:24:37,520 --> 01:24:41,060 Just once, for five minutes, I wanna feel good. 911 01:24:50,640 --> 01:24:54,030 - My name is Joanna. - Hi, Joanna. 912 01:24:54,120 --> 01:24:58,670 I am so grateful for Maria's topic, uh, emotional abuse. 913 01:24:58,800 --> 01:25:00,590 Until I came to Al-Anon... 914 01:25:00,720 --> 01:25:05,550 I was not even aware of how cruelly I was abused by my alcoholic husband... 915 01:25:06,680 --> 01:25:10,110 because I did not own my own feelings. 916 01:25:10,240 --> 01:25:13,390 Every waking hour was about my husband's feelings. 917 01:25:13,480 --> 01:25:15,310 When he was down, I was lower. 918 01:25:16,440 --> 01:25:19,590 When he was happy, I thought I was too. 919 01:25:19,680 --> 01:25:21,510 Every day I walked in that door... 920 01:25:21,600 --> 01:25:23,870 waiting to see what shape he was in... 921 01:25:24,000 --> 01:25:26,070 so I could find out how I was gonna feel. 922 01:25:27,400 --> 01:25:29,230 Now, thanks to this programme... 923 01:25:31,240 --> 01:25:34,030 I not only have my own feelings... 924 01:25:34,160 --> 01:25:36,870 but I have feelings about my feelings. 925 01:25:36,960 --> 01:25:40,430 And I am so grateful. 926 01:25:40,560 --> 01:25:43,150 Anyway, thanks. 927 01:25:43,280 --> 01:25:45,950 Thank you, Joanna. 928 01:25:46,080 --> 01:25:48,460 All right, as you know, we have no dues or fees... 929 01:25:48,600 --> 01:25:52,630 so we're gonna continue sharing as Bob passes the basket around. 930 01:26:12,880 --> 01:26:14,670 - Hi. - Hi. 931 01:26:25,600 --> 01:26:27,670 - You okay? - Never better. 932 01:26:29,360 --> 01:26:31,590 What happened? Somethin' at A.A.? 933 01:26:35,000 --> 01:26:38,190 Uh, I'll be okay. It's just a really bad day. 934 01:26:38,280 --> 01:26:40,740 You wanna tell me what's wrong? 935 01:26:40,840 --> 01:26:44,270 - Somethin' I can do? - Thank you, but... 936 01:26:44,400 --> 01:26:46,670 Can't fix it unless we know it's broke. 937 01:26:52,400 --> 01:26:54,350 How was your meeting? 938 01:26:56,000 --> 01:26:57,870 First time. I'll get used to it. 939 01:27:01,840 --> 01:27:06,190 There was a lot of people there feeling sorry for themselves. 940 01:27:06,280 --> 01:27:08,950 It's like an alcoholic has ruined their lives, and they'd rather... rather be a victim... 941 01:27:09,080 --> 01:27:11,950 than try and fix it. 942 01:27:18,040 --> 01:27:19,990 Fix it, huh? 943 01:27:22,880 --> 01:27:24,670 What'd I do now, Alice? 944 01:27:25,920 --> 01:27:28,350 Nothing, Michael. Nothing. 945 01:27:30,480 --> 01:27:32,350 I'm talking about some losers at my meeting. 946 01:27:32,480 --> 01:27:34,270 You're takin' it personally. 947 01:27:37,600 --> 01:27:39,750 The trouble with all these losers at your meeting... 948 01:27:39,840 --> 01:27:43,150 is that they're not perfect like some people. 949 01:27:43,280 --> 01:27:45,950 They're married to alcoholics who are bouncing off the walls... 950 01:27:46,080 --> 01:27:48,270 and they don't know what the fuck to do. 951 01:27:48,360 --> 01:27:50,710 So you might have to be a little tolerant... 952 01:27:50,840 --> 01:27:55,150 give them the benefit of your expertise in problem solving. 953 01:27:58,480 --> 01:28:00,990 Good meeting, huh? You guys drop acid or something? 954 01:28:02,680 --> 01:28:05,060 Like I said... 955 01:28:05,160 --> 01:28:07,460 I'm having a really bad day... 956 01:28:07,600 --> 01:28:10,350 and I don't mean to take it out on you. 957 01:28:10,440 --> 01:28:12,740 What is it? You want a drink real bad? 958 01:28:14,120 --> 01:28:18,030 That wouldn't distinguish it from any other day, Michael. 959 01:28:18,120 --> 01:28:21,430 - One of your friends fall off the wagon? - Nothing happened, Michael. 960 01:28:21,560 --> 01:28:24,990 Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day. That's the thrilling part of all this. 961 01:28:25,120 --> 01:28:29,670 It just comes and hits and runs me over like a goddam freight train. 962 01:28:29,760 --> 01:28:33,590 Okay, when's the next freight train comin' through? You got a printed schedule? 963 01:28:35,520 --> 01:28:38,350 'Cause I could plan around these things, you know, and... 964 01:28:38,440 --> 01:28:42,750 give you the space so you can, you know, smoke. 965 01:28:53,280 --> 01:28:55,950 Maybe you shouldn't have to, Michael. 966 01:28:56,080 --> 01:28:58,870 One of the women at my meetings is going to a halfway house... 967 01:28:59,000 --> 01:29:02,030 because she... she's not making it in her home environment, and I... 968 01:29:02,120 --> 01:29:03,950 What? 969 01:29:06,960 --> 01:29:09,070 - You're actually thinking about this. - Oh, now wait. 970 01:29:09,160 --> 01:29:11,950 Don't start jumping to conclusions. 971 01:29:12,080 --> 01:29:14,460 What? 972 01:29:14,560 --> 01:29:17,590 Excuse me for taking my life personally, Alice. 973 01:29:18,680 --> 01:29:21,190 What is wrong with our home? 974 01:29:21,280 --> 01:29:23,110 - Nothing. - Nothing. 975 01:29:23,200 --> 01:29:25,390 You said it. It was something. What is it? Huh? 976 01:29:25,520 --> 01:29:27,350 Is it the couch? 977 01:29:27,480 --> 01:29:32,870 Is it an area rug? Or is it possibly, Alice... Alicia... me? 978 01:29:32,960 --> 01:29:35,630 - Is it me? - It's not your problem. 979 01:29:35,720 --> 01:29:38,790 No, it's not my problem! It's just my fucking fault! 980 01:29:38,880 --> 01:29:41,440 Everything is my fault! 981 01:29:41,560 --> 01:29:45,100 My sick wife is not making it in her home environment! Why, exactly? 982 01:29:47,640 --> 01:29:49,430 I mean I am not your problem. 983 01:29:50,880 --> 01:29:54,500 I am not your problem to solve! 984 01:29:54,640 --> 01:29:58,070 It was so much more fun in the old days, wasn't it, Michael? 985 01:29:58,200 --> 01:30:00,910 I'd get drunk, I'd pass out, and you'd put me back together. 986 01:30:01,000 --> 01:30:04,030 That was the best, huh? 987 01:30:04,160 --> 01:30:05,950 That made you feel good. 988 01:30:07,280 --> 01:30:09,070 And that's what hurts. 989 01:30:23,040 --> 01:30:26,630 - Okay. - Oh, fuck that! 990 01:30:26,720 --> 01:30:31,430 Fuck making it better, Michael! It's not getting better! 991 01:30:31,520 --> 01:30:35,990 I don't know how to make it better, and I swear to God, you don't either. 992 01:30:36,120 --> 01:30:38,230 Baby... 993 01:30:38,360 --> 01:30:40,190 Every time you say that... 994 01:30:41,560 --> 01:30:44,270 every time you look at me like that, Michael... 995 01:30:44,400 --> 01:30:46,510 I wanna come right out of my skin. 996 01:30:49,280 --> 01:30:52,310 You make me feel like a stupid, worthless... 997 01:30:52,440 --> 01:30:54,230 weak animal. 998 01:31:01,960 --> 01:31:03,830 I don't know how to try any more. 999 01:31:05,120 --> 01:31:07,070 Not giving up. Sticking together. 1000 01:31:07,200 --> 01:31:08,990 Isn't that what we're supposed to be trying for? 1001 01:31:09,120 --> 01:31:10,910 No, Michael. 1002 01:31:11,040 --> 01:31:13,870 We're supposed to try to be real. 1003 01:31:14,000 --> 01:31:19,150 And when you feel alone, you are not together, and that is real. 1004 01:31:19,240 --> 01:31:22,350 And when you don't know, you just don't know. 1005 01:31:27,240 --> 01:31:29,540 I think I could love you again... 1006 01:31:33,680 --> 01:31:36,430 if you could just for once say, "I don't know. " 1007 01:31:45,560 --> 01:31:47,860 I don't know. 1008 01:31:56,480 --> 01:31:58,830 Didn't work, did it? 1009 01:32:01,440 --> 01:32:03,870 I'll go pack some stuff. 1010 01:32:04,000 --> 01:32:06,830 - Michael, I didn't ask you to do that. - No, Alice? 1011 01:32:06,960 --> 01:32:09,070 - No. No. - No? 1012 01:32:10,960 --> 01:32:12,750 Come on. Let's be real. 1013 01:32:14,800 --> 01:32:19,470 You're clean. You stay hopeless and confused. 1014 01:32:19,600 --> 01:32:23,350 Keep polishing those skills, and I'll take the heat... 1015 01:32:23,480 --> 01:32:25,510 'cause I got some needs of my own. 1016 01:32:25,600 --> 01:32:27,470 When I touch someone... 1017 01:32:27,600 --> 01:32:30,110 I like it better when their skin doesn't crawl. 1018 01:32:30,240 --> 01:32:33,190 - That's not what I meant. - My wife hurts. 1019 01:32:33,280 --> 01:32:35,470 I need to say: 1020 01:32:35,560 --> 01:32:38,470 "What's wrong, honey? Somethin' I can do?" 1021 01:32:39,760 --> 01:32:42,190 And "I love you. " 1022 01:32:43,920 --> 01:32:45,710 So fuck me. 1023 01:33:11,960 --> 01:33:13,790 Hey. 1024 01:33:14,920 --> 01:33:17,070 What's the matter, baby? 1025 01:33:21,760 --> 01:33:24,270 You guys were really loud. 1026 01:33:24,400 --> 01:33:26,190 Oh. 1027 01:33:26,320 --> 01:33:28,780 Where's Michael? 1028 01:33:28,920 --> 01:33:31,830 He's out. So, are you... 1029 01:33:31,960 --> 01:33:35,390 Are you getting all excited about Ashley's sleep-over? 1030 01:33:35,520 --> 01:33:37,710 I'm not going. 1031 01:33:37,800 --> 01:33:42,150 You're not going? Why? What changed your mind? 1032 01:33:42,240 --> 01:33:44,620 I didn't get to be invited. 1033 01:33:47,840 --> 01:33:49,670 Everybody hates me. 1034 01:33:51,680 --> 01:33:56,830 Oh. Hey, sweetheart, that's not possible. 1035 01:33:58,040 --> 01:33:59,830 Is this Ashley Barrows? 1036 01:34:01,000 --> 01:34:02,990 Ashley Canter? Ashley Goodrich? 1037 01:34:03,120 --> 01:34:05,500 - No. - Ashley Whipsnade? 1038 01:34:05,600 --> 01:34:09,510 - There is no Ashley Whipsnade. - There is too. I can prove it. 1039 01:34:22,400 --> 01:34:25,270 Michael moved out. 1040 01:34:25,400 --> 01:34:27,190 For a while. 1041 01:34:28,920 --> 01:34:32,110 But I'm here, and we're gonna be fine. 1042 01:34:36,960 --> 01:34:38,750 He left us? 1043 01:34:41,840 --> 01:34:44,470 - Don't blame him. - But how could he leave us? 1044 01:34:44,600 --> 01:34:48,710 You blame me. I messed up, baby. 1045 01:34:50,360 --> 01:34:54,910 But I'm fighting my way back, so, you help me... 1046 01:34:55,040 --> 01:34:57,500 and don't you blame him. 1047 01:34:57,600 --> 01:34:59,430 Not ever. 1048 01:35:13,840 --> 01:35:16,220 Hey. Double trouble. 1049 01:35:16,320 --> 01:35:19,070 - Where have you been? - I've been on a trip. 1050 01:35:19,200 --> 01:35:21,630 - Are you ready for the beach? - Where you been? 1051 01:35:21,760 --> 01:35:24,270 I told 'em you were staying with Peter. 1052 01:35:29,120 --> 01:35:30,950 It's only until Mommy feels better. 1053 01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,030 Mommy feels better already. 1054 01:35:34,880 --> 01:35:37,070 See how well it's working? 1055 01:35:38,560 --> 01:35:41,230 Are you guys getting a divorce? 1056 01:35:42,400 --> 01:35:46,070 Hey. Don't be silly, baby. 1057 01:35:48,040 --> 01:35:49,910 You guys go have a great time. 1058 01:35:53,400 --> 01:35:56,110 Let's go. Up you go. 1059 01:36:01,400 --> 01:36:03,190 - Bye. - Bye. 1060 01:36:16,360 --> 01:36:18,820 When your day is long 1061 01:36:21,960 --> 01:36:23,910 And the night 1062 01:36:24,000 --> 01:36:26,870 The night is yours alone 1063 01:36:31,360 --> 01:36:34,630 And you're sure you've had enough 1064 01:36:36,520 --> 01:36:38,350 Of this life 1065 01:36:40,240 --> 01:36:42,030 Hang on 1066 01:36:45,880 --> 01:36:49,990 Don't let yourself go 1067 01:36:53,400 --> 01:36:56,470 'Cause everybody cries 1068 01:37:00,880 --> 01:37:04,630 Everybody hurts 1069 01:37:05,920 --> 01:37:08,550 Sometimes 1070 01:37:12,160 --> 01:37:14,950 Sometimes everything is wrong 1071 01:37:19,600 --> 01:37:22,350 Now it's time to sing along 1072 01:37:22,480 --> 01:37:26,350 - When your day is night alone - Hold on 1073 01:37:27,960 --> 01:37:29,870 Hold on 1074 01:37:30,000 --> 01:37:33,230 - If you feel like lettin' go - Hold on 1075 01:37:37,240 --> 01:37:40,830 If you think you've had too much 1076 01:37:42,480 --> 01:37:44,670 Of this life 1077 01:37:46,280 --> 01:37:48,110 Hang on 1078 01:37:52,120 --> 01:37:56,270 'Cause everybody hurts 1079 01:37:59,400 --> 01:38:02,710 Take comfort in your friends 1080 01:38:06,720 --> 01:38:11,840 'Cause everybody hurts 1081 01:38:14,080 --> 01:38:17,230 Take comfort in your friends 1082 01:38:18,400 --> 01:38:20,310 - Hi. I'm Michael. - Hi, Michael. 1083 01:38:23,040 --> 01:38:24,830 I've been coming here for... 1084 01:38:27,040 --> 01:38:28,870 four months. 1085 01:38:28,960 --> 01:38:30,830 This is the first time I've talked. 1086 01:38:32,760 --> 01:38:36,070 My wife is an alcoholic, and we're separated. 1087 01:38:37,480 --> 01:38:39,630 And she's doing great. 1088 01:38:39,760 --> 01:38:44,350 She has her life, uh, back. She seems to have her life back. 1089 01:38:48,320 --> 01:38:50,190 I, on the other hand, I'm not doin' so good... 1090 01:38:50,280 --> 01:38:52,110 which is funny, I guess. 1091 01:38:58,880 --> 01:39:00,670 I miss my wife. 1092 01:39:02,160 --> 01:39:04,150 And I miss my daughters. 1093 01:39:06,160 --> 01:39:07,950 And things at work... 1094 01:39:09,320 --> 01:39:11,150 Basically everywhere... 1095 01:39:16,320 --> 01:39:18,190 I can't get a handle on things. 1096 01:39:26,560 --> 01:39:28,860 Everything's loose and... 1097 01:39:28,960 --> 01:39:30,790 fuzzy. 1098 01:39:36,280 --> 01:39:38,150 I look at her now when I drop off the kids at the house... 1099 01:39:38,240 --> 01:39:42,670 and I see what a wonderful job she's doin' with the kids, and I wonder why. 1100 01:39:44,920 --> 01:39:46,830 That maybe she never really needed me... 1101 01:39:46,920 --> 01:39:49,590 as much as I thought she needed me. 1102 01:39:51,720 --> 01:39:54,230 She thinks the girls need more watching after. 1103 01:39:57,400 --> 01:40:00,270 Especially Casey. She's our youngest. 1104 01:40:02,240 --> 01:40:05,150 You think they're growin' up fine on automatic pilot. 1105 01:40:08,440 --> 01:40:12,750 But, uh, you really have to watch them closely because, you know, y... They just... 1106 01:40:14,560 --> 01:40:17,310 They're always hiding stuff, even from themselves. 1107 01:40:23,600 --> 01:40:25,390 Anyway... 1108 01:40:27,600 --> 01:40:29,470 I like coming here. 1109 01:40:31,200 --> 01:40:33,230 Thank you, Michael. 1110 01:41:09,280 --> 01:41:11,150 Oh, you did? Really? 1111 01:41:19,520 --> 01:41:23,670 Well, it's, um... Yeah, I guess it's a speech. 1112 01:41:23,800 --> 01:41:27,630 At my meetings, when you have six months, you stand up and tell your story. 1113 01:41:28,920 --> 01:41:30,990 That's all. 1114 01:41:31,080 --> 01:41:33,110 And it's, uh, a week from Saturday. 1115 01:41:35,040 --> 01:41:36,870 And I'd really like you to come. 1116 01:41:42,040 --> 01:41:44,420 What? I'm not gonna say bad stuff about you. 1117 01:41:44,560 --> 01:41:46,350 Oh, you're gonna lie, huh? 1118 01:41:47,720 --> 01:41:50,830 I'm gonna accept responsibility. 1119 01:41:50,960 --> 01:41:52,950 That's what it's for. 1120 01:41:53,080 --> 01:41:56,070 No wonder I'm confused. 1121 01:41:56,160 --> 01:41:59,990 - I'd really like you to come. - Well, I'll sleep on you... it. 1122 01:42:06,000 --> 01:42:08,510 - You wanna go home with me, huh? - Never entered my mind. 1123 01:42:08,640 --> 01:42:10,550 - Enters mine. - Really? 1124 01:42:10,680 --> 01:42:15,310 Yeah, all the time. I just don't know... 1125 01:42:15,440 --> 01:42:19,670 what it would be like, because I'm really afraid of that roller coaster thing. 1126 01:42:19,800 --> 01:42:22,180 - Oh, I hate that. - You know, when people break up and then they make up... 1127 01:42:22,280 --> 01:42:24,580 - and they break up and they make up, and the very thing... - People can be so immature. 1128 01:42:24,680 --> 01:42:28,110 that attracts them is the reason that they shouldn't be together. 1129 01:42:28,200 --> 01:42:30,660 And I can't do that, Michael. 1130 01:42:30,800 --> 01:42:33,070 I can't do that any more. 1131 01:42:51,720 --> 01:42:53,950 I'm moving to Denver. 1132 01:42:56,640 --> 01:43:00,590 They're talking about roll-backs in this domicile, and if I... 1133 01:43:00,720 --> 01:43:04,110 take the transfer, I have a... I have a better chance to keep flying. 1134 01:43:11,600 --> 01:43:15,870 It's either that or change airlines, and I'd have to start from the bottom scale. 1135 01:43:16,000 --> 01:43:19,310 So I told 'em that I'd have to talk to you first... 1136 01:43:19,440 --> 01:43:21,230 before I could commit. 1137 01:43:30,560 --> 01:43:34,230 Well, you've worked a lot of years to just start at... at the bottom. 1138 01:43:44,760 --> 01:43:46,790 I can bid for the San Francisco route. 1139 01:43:48,720 --> 01:43:50,950 And with passes and everything, I can s... 1140 01:43:56,440 --> 01:43:59,150 This accepting responsibility stuff is really fun. 1141 01:44:08,320 --> 01:44:10,430 I better go home. 1142 01:44:11,600 --> 01:44:14,030 - I-I... - Don't go yet. 1143 01:44:14,120 --> 01:44:15,950 - I gotta go. - Don't go. 1144 01:44:41,600 --> 01:44:44,630 Hey, partner. Can I see that? 1145 01:44:46,560 --> 01:44:49,270 Thought Mom was gonna pick me up after movement class. 1146 01:44:49,400 --> 01:44:51,550 She is. I'm just here for a visit. 1147 01:44:52,520 --> 01:44:54,350 It's a bug box. 1148 01:44:55,800 --> 01:44:58,510 Just wanna see it. Ooh. 1149 01:45:00,320 --> 01:45:03,310 I like a name that tells you what it is. 1150 01:45:05,400 --> 01:45:07,960 How come you're here? 1151 01:45:11,560 --> 01:45:13,390 Come here. 1152 01:45:20,000 --> 01:45:21,910 I came to say I'm sorry. 1153 01:45:24,000 --> 01:45:27,780 I'm sorry for the fight we had the other day at the park. That was my fault. 1154 01:45:30,240 --> 01:45:33,150 And I'm sorry for not making it better when Mommy was away. 1155 01:45:34,360 --> 01:45:36,150 Wasn't so bad. 1156 01:45:39,720 --> 01:45:42,430 I'm really sorry for almost leaving you with Grandma. 1157 01:45:47,360 --> 01:45:50,900 But mostly I'm sorry for the kind of daddy I was or wasn't... 1158 01:45:51,040 --> 01:45:53,070 all the time since I've known you. 1159 01:45:56,040 --> 01:45:57,870 Why are you saying this? 1160 01:46:05,960 --> 01:46:08,340 I'm leaving for Denver tonight. 1161 01:46:11,720 --> 01:46:13,550 I'm moving there. 1162 01:46:17,040 --> 01:46:18,950 You and Mommy are getting divorced. 1163 01:46:19,040 --> 01:46:22,030 No, no one's even talked about that. 1164 01:46:22,160 --> 01:46:24,230 And if that were to ever happen... 1165 01:46:24,320 --> 01:46:28,510 I'd get lots of free passes, and I'd call you all the time... 1166 01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,150 and I'd come to visit all the time. 1167 01:46:37,280 --> 01:46:39,310 'Cause Casey will still be your daughter? 1168 01:46:39,400 --> 01:46:43,630 No. 'Cause you're my daughter... 1169 01:46:43,720 --> 01:46:46,950 and I will always come back to see you. 1170 01:46:48,800 --> 01:46:50,870 I will always come back. 1171 01:46:57,080 --> 01:46:59,270 Not like my dad? 1172 01:46:59,360 --> 01:47:02,550 I love you so much. Just like your real daddy. 1173 01:47:04,560 --> 01:47:07,910 But I'm really scared. I'm really scared. 1174 01:47:08,000 --> 01:47:09,990 I'm scared that you don't know how much I love you... 1175 01:47:10,080 --> 01:47:14,110 and so I'll always have to be doing stuff so you'll know. 1176 01:47:17,880 --> 01:47:19,790 I'll try to do stuff too. 1177 01:47:25,160 --> 01:47:27,110 You have to go there, huh? 1178 01:47:29,760 --> 01:47:31,550 Yeah. 1179 01:47:39,440 --> 01:47:41,230 Oh. 1180 01:47:48,440 --> 01:47:50,390 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1181 01:47:53,160 --> 01:47:54,990 I'm sorry, baby. 1182 01:47:56,520 --> 01:47:58,350 You can do it. 1183 01:47:58,440 --> 01:48:02,350 You can do it. You can do it. 1184 01:48:02,480 --> 01:48:04,270 You can do it. 1185 01:48:11,360 --> 01:48:14,510 Hey there, buster. 1186 01:48:14,640 --> 01:48:16,550 You goin' on a trip? 1187 01:48:18,960 --> 01:48:22,830 Boo. Bad decision. 1188 01:48:24,720 --> 01:48:26,510 Cat got your tongue? 1189 01:48:30,440 --> 01:48:32,670 It's a long trip this time. 1190 01:48:32,800 --> 01:48:34,830 Like Mommy's trip? 1191 01:48:34,920 --> 01:48:39,030 Maybe longer, but I'm gonna call ya every day. 1192 01:48:39,160 --> 01:48:43,590 Every day. And I'll be back every chance I get. 1193 01:48:43,680 --> 01:48:45,510 And when I can't... 1194 01:48:47,040 --> 01:48:48,590 you'll come visit me. 1195 01:48:48,720 --> 01:48:50,510 Like Mommy? 1196 01:48:51,720 --> 01:48:55,750 - Yeah. - Will there be swans? 1197 01:48:55,840 --> 01:48:58,910 Swans? Swans are possible. 1198 01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:10,100 - Bye, baby. - Bye, baby. 1199 01:49:33,640 --> 01:49:35,940 Thank you for the fan appreciation, folks. 1200 01:49:36,040 --> 01:49:38,830 It was a lot less dramatic than it looked. 1201 01:49:38,920 --> 01:49:42,700 For those of you connecting out of Denver, please check your monitors for any delays... 1202 01:49:42,840 --> 01:49:44,750 and for the rest of you... 1203 01:49:48,440 --> 01:49:50,230 welcome home. 1204 01:49:56,800 --> 01:49:59,030 Hi, I-I'm Alice, um, alcoholic. 1205 01:49:59,160 --> 01:50:00,950 Hi, Alice! 1206 01:50:01,080 --> 01:50:04,190 I've been sober for 184 days. 1207 01:50:11,400 --> 01:50:14,150 I- I drank my first beer when I was nine years old. 1208 01:50:14,240 --> 01:50:18,670 My dad's an alcoholic, so my mother liked to blame my lapse on his example. 1209 01:50:18,800 --> 01:50:21,310 That way she could hurt both of us at once. 1210 01:50:22,960 --> 01:50:25,950 Anyway, I liked my beer, and the ones that followed. 1211 01:50:27,840 --> 01:50:29,910 And about a year ago I got drunk. 1212 01:50:30,040 --> 01:50:31,830 I couldn't stop getting drunk. 1213 01:50:31,960 --> 01:50:35,470 It had never really happened quite like that, and I still don't know why. 1214 01:50:37,040 --> 01:50:39,950 I've lied to everyone that I know... 1215 01:50:40,080 --> 01:50:43,110 everyone I love, and, uh... 1216 01:50:43,200 --> 01:50:46,350 I was ashamed and terrified and humiliated every day. 1217 01:50:48,960 --> 01:50:53,270 Uh, one day I... got out of the shower... 1218 01:50:53,400 --> 01:50:56,590 grabbed a towel and decided to go get the paper. 1219 01:50:56,720 --> 01:50:59,390 And nobody saw me go out the front door or at the curb... 1220 01:50:59,520 --> 01:51:04,670 which was a very good thing because I was holding the towel just folded in my hand. 1221 01:51:10,320 --> 01:51:12,620 I know how lucky I've been... 1222 01:51:12,760 --> 01:51:17,390 because there were times when I drove my little girls around just ripped out of my mind. 1223 01:51:17,520 --> 01:51:19,630 One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands... 1224 01:51:19,760 --> 01:51:21,550 and when I got home... 1225 01:51:22,840 --> 01:51:24,630 I realized she wasn't with me. 1226 01:51:27,280 --> 01:51:29,110 I had left her someplace. 1227 01:51:30,560 --> 01:51:33,120 And since I couldn't remember where I'd been... 1228 01:51:33,240 --> 01:51:35,150 I had no idea where, so... 1229 01:51:41,480 --> 01:51:44,790 I spent the next few hours calling every shop I'd ever been to... 1230 01:51:44,920 --> 01:51:48,190 until finally the tile guy rang my front doorbell. 1231 01:51:48,320 --> 01:51:51,310 They had found my address on a check. 1232 01:51:53,280 --> 01:51:55,150 I rewarded him, of course, you know... 1233 01:51:55,240 --> 01:51:57,070 by never going back to his store. 1234 01:51:59,240 --> 01:52:01,750 My bottom was 184 days ago... 1235 01:52:03,520 --> 01:52:06,790 when my, uh, my little girl... 1236 01:52:06,880 --> 01:52:11,030 watched me wash down aspirin with vodka. 1237 01:52:12,960 --> 01:52:14,790 And then I hit her. 1238 01:52:17,920 --> 01:52:21,070 And when I passed out, she was alone with me... 1239 01:52:21,160 --> 01:52:22,990 and she thought I was dead. 1240 01:52:27,920 --> 01:52:32,230 And all of my life I will never know what that did to her. 1241 01:52:36,120 --> 01:52:38,390 And I know I have to forgive myself for that. 1242 01:52:41,720 --> 01:52:44,590 And I have to forgive myself for what I've done to my husband. 1243 01:52:46,520 --> 01:52:50,140 It's horrifying how much you can hate yourself for being low and weak... 1244 01:52:50,240 --> 01:52:52,800 and he couldn't save me from that, so I turned it on him. 1245 01:52:52,920 --> 01:52:56,870 I tried to empty it onto him, but there was always more, you know? 1246 01:52:58,520 --> 01:53:00,310 When he tried to help, I told him that... 1247 01:53:00,440 --> 01:53:03,430 he made me feel small and worthless. 1248 01:53:05,760 --> 01:53:08,510 But nobody makes us feel that, man. 1249 01:53:08,640 --> 01:53:10,430 We do that for ourselves. 1250 01:53:12,680 --> 01:53:14,550 I shut him out because... 1251 01:53:16,000 --> 01:53:18,830 I knew if he ever really saw... 1252 01:53:18,960 --> 01:53:20,790 who I was inside... 1253 01:53:22,000 --> 01:53:23,830 that he wouldn't love me. 1254 01:53:27,280 --> 01:53:29,950 And we're separated now. 1255 01:53:30,080 --> 01:53:34,750 He's moved away, and it was so hard not to beg him to stay. 1256 01:53:38,760 --> 01:53:43,470 And I don't know if I'm gonna get a second chance, but I have to believe... 1257 01:53:43,560 --> 01:53:45,430 that I deserve one. 1258 01:53:46,640 --> 01:53:48,630 Because we all do. 1259 01:54:08,320 --> 01:54:11,230 Thank you, Alice. Everyone, let's take a 15-minute coffee break. 1260 01:54:12,600 --> 01:54:14,390 Thanks. 1261 01:54:15,360 --> 01:54:17,430 Just so beautiful. 1262 01:54:17,560 --> 01:54:19,350 I just hope I can do it too. 1263 01:54:19,480 --> 01:54:21,270 How do you feel? Like a cigarette? 1264 01:54:21,400 --> 01:54:22,990 - Yes. Thank you, Sponsor. - You're welcome. 1265 01:54:23,120 --> 01:54:24,990 - That was wonderful. - Thanks for letting me talk. 1266 01:54:25,120 --> 01:54:27,710 Alice, you really made me cry. 1267 01:54:27,840 --> 01:54:29,950 Me too. 1268 01:54:36,600 --> 01:54:38,390 Me too. 1269 01:54:41,600 --> 01:54:43,390 My wife is an alcoholic. 1270 01:54:45,960 --> 01:54:47,790 Best person I ever met. 1271 01:54:51,360 --> 01:54:53,590 She has 600 different kinds of smiles. 1272 01:54:54,920 --> 01:54:56,750 They can light up your life. 1273 01:54:58,720 --> 01:55:01,870 They can make you laugh out loud just like that. 1274 01:55:03,720 --> 01:55:05,910 They can even make you cry just like that. 1275 01:55:08,920 --> 01:55:10,750 That's just with her smiles. 1276 01:55:12,920 --> 01:55:15,480 You'd have to see her with her kids. 1277 01:55:15,560 --> 01:55:17,430 You'd have to see how they look at her... 1278 01:55:19,440 --> 01:55:21,550 when she's not looking. 1279 01:55:24,720 --> 01:55:26,830 To think of all the things she lived through... 1280 01:55:26,920 --> 01:55:28,750 and I couldn't help her. 1281 01:55:31,120 --> 01:55:33,790 - Maybe helping wasn't your job. - The hell it wasn't. 1282 01:55:33,920 --> 01:55:35,950 See, I love her. 1283 01:55:38,720 --> 01:55:41,070 And I tried everything. 1284 01:55:41,160 --> 01:55:43,390 Except really listening. 1285 01:55:43,520 --> 01:55:45,550 Really listening. 1286 01:55:45,640 --> 01:55:47,550 And that's how I left her alone. 1287 01:55:50,600 --> 01:55:53,310 I'm so ashamed of that... 1288 01:55:53,440 --> 01:55:56,190 and I couldn't even tell her. 1289 01:55:56,320 --> 01:55:58,110 Maybe if I tell her, she'd love me anyway. 1290 01:55:59,160 --> 01:56:01,590 Oh, more. 1291 01:56:02,880 --> 01:56:04,830 She would have loved you even more. 1292 01:56:12,320 --> 01:56:14,780 I think you should tell all this stuff to your wife. 1293 01:57:28,000 --> 01:57:29,830 Hold me, love 1294 01:57:31,800 --> 01:57:35,470 I can't sleep again 1295 01:57:35,600 --> 01:57:39,190 Ooh, I have to kiss your lips 1296 01:57:39,320 --> 01:57:43,830 I wanna lay here next to you 1297 01:57:43,960 --> 01:57:45,790 Oh 1298 01:57:46,920 --> 01:57:50,510 I remember 1299 01:57:50,640 --> 01:57:52,550 Walkin' in the rain 1300 01:57:54,440 --> 01:57:57,550 Rain was falling on my head 1301 01:57:57,680 --> 01:58:02,070 I don't wanna live through that again 1302 01:58:02,200 --> 01:58:03,990 No 1303 01:58:06,240 --> 01:58:09,070 Outside 1304 01:58:09,200 --> 01:58:12,820 It oughta get dark now 1305 01:58:12,960 --> 01:58:15,390 Love is walkin' in the park now 1306 01:58:16,920 --> 01:58:18,710 Children singin' songs 1307 01:58:18,840 --> 01:58:23,190 One day we'll make all our dreams come true 1308 01:58:23,320 --> 01:58:26,150 I will love you 1309 01:58:27,960 --> 01:58:30,030 It only takes love 1310 01:58:32,080 --> 01:58:35,620 Love is a healing thing 1311 01:58:35,720 --> 01:58:38,470 When you give everything 1312 01:58:40,320 --> 01:58:42,390 You love in the world 1313 01:58:42,520 --> 01:58:46,510 The world gives you love to hold on to 1314 01:58:47,680 --> 01:58:49,750 Remember me 1315 01:58:51,360 --> 01:58:56,110 When sorrow is over 1316 01:58:59,080 --> 01:59:02,990 - Somewhere - Just give me many chances 1317 01:59:03,080 --> 01:59:06,190 - Oh, no - I'll see you through, my love 1318 01:59:06,280 --> 01:59:10,990 - The memories - Just give me time to learn, to grow 1319 01:59:14,520 --> 01:59:18,140 Just give me many chances 1320 01:59:18,240 --> 01:59:21,710 I'll see you through, my love 1321 01:59:21,800 --> 01:59:25,790 Just give me time to learn, to grow 1322 01:59:29,280 --> 01:59:32,950 Just give me many chances 1323 01:59:33,080 --> 01:59:36,590 I'll see you through, my love 1324 01:59:36,720 --> 01:59:40,710 Just give me time to learn, to grow 1325 01:59:42,880 --> 01:59:45,150 In September 1326 01:59:46,880 --> 01:59:50,390 When the rain comes 1327 01:59:50,520 --> 01:59:53,670 And the wind blows 1328 01:59:53,760 --> 01:59:57,070 I will see you walking in your coat 1329 01:59:57,200 --> 01:59:58,870 Oh 1330 01:59:59,000 --> 02:00:02,510 Just give me many chances 1331 02:00:02,600 --> 02:00:05,950 I'll see you through, my love 1332 02:00:06,080 --> 02:00:10,070 Just give me time to learn, to grow 1333 02:00:11,160 --> 02:00:14,470 Time to learn, to grow 1334 02:00:14,560 --> 02:00:17,710 Time to learn, to grow