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The scene is Athens, 400 BC.

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A bunch of the local braniacs have gotten together, the wine is being passed,

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and the ideas are flowing fast and furious. The debate's in full force,

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and Socrates has the floor. Who enters? Alcib��ades,

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drunk, a beautiful man, hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates.

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And, uniquely, in all of these dialogues,

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Socrates doesn't get the last word. Alcib��ades does. Why?

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Because passion, Plato seems to be saying, is essentially and mercilessly human.

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And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it,

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through relentless discipline.

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To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised of constant focus by the individual,

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to excise those forces that weaken or... or confuse his

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understanding of the world around him.

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He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control.

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Meaning, our every waking moment.

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Socrates recognized what every philosopher

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and religion, for that matter, in the history of the world,

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from Plato to Aristotle, from Epicurus to the Stoics,

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from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists, have all observed,

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which is that the balance needed for a happy life

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is illusory.

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And as soon as in our gorgeously-flawed human way

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we think that we've attained it.

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We're pretending divinity, and we're gonna crash,

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like Icarus, flaming into the sea.

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So think about that this weekend, when you think you're

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on top of the world, and then you pour a pitcher of beer

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down your throat and chase that upper-classman, who's out of your league.

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Aristotle is next week. Don't just look at it as words.

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Imagine the scene. These were people. They were alive, like you and me.

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They thought these things. Breathe 'em into life.

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So, I was thinking about doing a sort of contrast

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between dialogue and chorus in Sophocles.

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Now you should check out Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy.

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He says that tragedy emerges from the clash between Apollo,

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god of reason and harmony, and Dionysus, god of intoxication.

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And that their struggle within our human condition is inevitable, and

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that is what has produced the most salient form of art the world's ever known.

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- Tragedy? - What, you don't think so?

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I like comedies. 'Ya wanna see a movie?

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No, Miss Greenstein, I'm sorry.

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- Did you get my note? - I did. - And?

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It was very clever of you to write it in Latin.

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With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic?

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- It was quite propagate. - And how I was sending up Cicero

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with all those alliterative adjectives thrusting themselves into the verbs?

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- None of this was lost on me. - So?

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Miss Greenstein,

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you are very, very bright and very profession in your way,

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But there are certain rules, mores (mawr-eyz), if you will,

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lines that we don't cross.

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(Laughs) Ah, ha.

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I'm not joking, actually, and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain...

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No! No, no, no... No! Please, don't do that!

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I'm gonna ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein.

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Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artus [But my tongue becomes immobile]

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Flamma demanat, sonitu suopte [A thin flame goes down under my weak limbs]

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Catullus 51, the Lesbia cycle, yes. However,

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Oh, no, no, no! Abs... Absolutely not!

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Miss Greenstein!

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This is not good for either of us!

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No, Miss Greenstein! No! Restrain yourself!

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Oh! Oh! Excuse me! Um... I... I... I...

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Maggie! Mag... Maggie! Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving.

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- Maggie. Absolutely nothing. - You don't have to say anything.

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I would never... She... She... She went and just puh!

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They're all in love with you. Just like Harvard.

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Who told you that?

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This is the classics department. No one is more gossipy than you people.

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Ok, I am going to Cambridge in the morning. It's just a lunch.

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I don't wanna know.

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We don't deal in crystal meth. We don't deal in cocaine.

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Not your rock stuff or your powder.

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We don't do nothing ya gotta cook up in a spoon and shoot into your arm.

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Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell, no, by and large.

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Maybe, well, maybe the black molly's gonna pass through these hands

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on his way to somewheres else, just on account of the fact I used to like

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pop in high school, 'cuz I had to get my homework done.

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But that's generally where we draw the line.

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No, sir. We deal in 100% pure Oklahoma grown, exclusive. Why?

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Because I ain't gonna blow my house up mixing up antihistamines into dynamite.

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And, spiritually, I don't cotton to somethin'

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that's gotta pass through a needle.

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Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em.

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My people was bootleggers before all this.

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It was a backyard operation. They did it natural.

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Little bit more of a science nowadays. I will grant ya that.

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You say you changed your mind, getcha up north.

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- He mentioned Texas. - Texas ain't gonna happen.

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Dick, we don't wanna sell in Texas.

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Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri.

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I ain't interested.

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He say you'd better get your mind around being interested.

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Meaning what?

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Meaning your choice is to expand your business, or we shut you down entire.

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Then how you gonna pay your debt?

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- Well, what happened to Fat Back? - Arrested last week.

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- And the Rawls feller up in Liberty Mans? - Blowed his house up.

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Oh, see, that's.. that what I'm talkin' about.

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Well, it's tough times.

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Well, ain't it the truth.

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Used to be, you could get a couple of trip wires, a couple of booby traps,

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a good set of dogs, you pay off your local constable,

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and you just live out on the property.

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Feed her a little 13-13-13 fertilizer, like growing summer beans.

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Even the war on drugs passed us by.

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Course, now they come up with the war on terror.

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Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a small-time drug dealer,

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- Oh, you calling me small-time? - We gotta make it to Tulsa.

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Do you know that I was the first grower in the State that ever employed hydroponics?

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What's hydroponics?

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Germinating the seed in water, you shit-for-brains.

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Do you know how many generations of hybridization

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I've had to do to get my top three varietals?

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There is a goddamn reason I grow the best!

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- Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be? - Pug wants his money!

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Well, If I'd a known about a timetable, we'd have been doing that.

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Shut your face about a timetable. He's offering you a way out.

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You sure as shit better take it,

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or he's gonna bust up in your glory hole, like nobody's business.

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We should turn it loose.

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I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey

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anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self. Lookit here.

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How you gonna call that a controlled substance?

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- Well, the government do. - Look at the bud structure on it.

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The crystal density, the smell of them terpenes. You can't synthesize that.

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That is nature's delivery system for goodness,

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distilled into a pure form.

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It glides down into your belly, and blooms into a feeling of peace,

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in this world beset by evil.

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That world is gonna be there, no matter how much grass you smoke.

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Now, look here. You wanted to build the fucking Taj Mahal to hydroponics.

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- Well? - And you done it.

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But you know what you was gettin' into with him,

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and he sure as shit ain't goin' away.

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Brady!

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My mind's workin' on it.

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<i>Well, I sat down in the closet, with all my overalls</i>

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<i>Tryin' to get away from all the ears inside my walls</i>

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<i>Dreamed the police heard everything I thought... what then?</i>

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<i>Well, I went to court and the judge's name was Hoffman</i>

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- Howdy, Sharon. Where's she at? - Oh, she's in her usual spot.

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- Hi, Joe! - Brady.

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<i>...to escape reality</i>

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<i>And you may see me tonight, with an illegal smile</i>

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<i>It don't cost very much...</i>

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- Hey, mama. - Oh, hey. Whatcha got there?

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Oh... It's a new article on Billy, and a theory he wrote hisself.

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Thank you.

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- Ya know, I've been thinkin'. - Hmm?

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Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed.

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Somehow, I got this picture of him, runnin' toward a machine gun,

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because he'd rather die that way,

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than come back to Little Dixie, and grow old, stare through a window.

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Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable,

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I... I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out

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what was in his head over 30 years ago.

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Do you remember him at all?

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I remember smelling weed the first time... on him.

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Well, that certainly had its impact.

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Daisy, why... why don't you come home with us

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and live with me and Colleen for awhile?

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- Colleen and me. - Colleen and me.

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What's your version of proper grammar?

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Rhythm, maybe. Dumb Dutch question.

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You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. This is ridiculous!

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I like it here. I can do what I want,

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and I'm not eager to get stranded when you get yourself killed or taken back to prison.

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Mama, Colleen is pregnant.

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You don't say?

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I've been dying to tell 'ya!

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Ahhh, well, I'm happy for you.

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Well, how 'bout you? You're gonna be a grandma.

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Are you gonna be a husband?

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I ain't dead.

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Your father was a freaked-out genius who wasted his life.

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He could have done anything.

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Got a higher IQ than your brother, and he just passed you by.

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I... I... I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy.

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I ain't him, and he ain't me.

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Mama, I like who I am just fine.

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You think I'll see him again before I die?

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I think it's gonna take one of us dying to get him to come back down here.

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Well, nice sittin' with ya.

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Gorgeous.

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This is wonderful. I... I... I almost never eat out in Providence.

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Ya know, now and then on Federal Hill, but not nearly enough.

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I hear your book on Marcus Aurelius has the whole community astir.

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- Oh, thanks. - Which press was that again? -Oxford.

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But they did your translation of the Menaechmi last year.

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They did. They've been terrific.

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Plautus. How do you find the time?

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Well, I don't have a life.

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I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill.

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You, ah, you come from humble beginnings.

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I do, yea.

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- Where was it? Omaha? - Oklahoma.

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Oh, why don't you, ah, why don't you have an accent?

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With some considerable effort, I lost it.

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- Your father was a bootlegger. - It was my grandfather, actually.

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- Fantastic. - Why fantastic?

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I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life.

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Fancy private schools, parents in academia.

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I'm always astounded by those who made their own way.

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Oh, thank you. I, ah, my family is a bit eccentric.

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I found discipline in books.

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Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here.

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Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the Law School.

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You can't be serious?

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We've been wanting to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum,

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and when we got wind of your hesitancy in transferring up from Brown in Classics,

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we came up with the idea of letting you create

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your own institute for our law students.

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I, ah, don't even know how to begin to respond. That is such a precipitous offer.

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Savor it. Digest it.

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Moments like this come too seldom in life.

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I, ah, I'll say.

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We all want you here, Bill. You've crafted your career diligently.

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It makes absolute sense as your next step.

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You've a dollop of japeno.

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Mmm, honey, that's better, you're the best.

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Thank you, Brady.

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- Look how sexy you look. - I do not. - You do.

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How long the doctor give me till I got to throw up that old detour sign?

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Well, just wait till I'm done with these dishes.

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Oh, well, push that... Gonna put you right on the burner. Bring it, electric!

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Comin' at ya. Dug in and comin' at ya.

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Hello?

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Well, can I ask who's calling?

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Can I ask what this is about?

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Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry, is why.

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- Who is it? Who is it? - Some fellow named Pug.

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- I'll take it in the back there. - It better not be...

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It ain't, it ain't. It's a man about a truck.

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Hey, Brady!

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- Hey, Pug. How are y... - [indistinct] down there, Brady?

237
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- Ooh, oh, ah, yes we did. - They told you I needed an answer?

238
00:17:02,550 --> 00:17:04,567
Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear. I was just hopin'...

239
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I want to see you tomorrow evening.

240
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- Well, tomorrow night's gonna be... - You heard me, Brady!

241
00:17:31,994 --> 00:17:35,608
- Yea? - Bolger! - Hey, buddy. - Pug just called me.

242
00:17:35,952 --> 00:17:36,756
Pug called you hisself?

243
00:17:37,102 --> 00:17:39,057
Yea, he want us up there.

244
00:17:39,058 --> 00:17:42,082
- What does he want? - No, he want to see us.

245
00:17:42,085 --> 00:17:44,936
- You gonna change...? - No, I ain't changin' my mind one bit.

246
00:17:45,005 --> 00:17:47,786
- I don't like this at all, Brady. - Well, we just gonna have to

247
00:17:47,787 --> 00:17:49,455
be ready to deal then and come what may.

248
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You know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya.

249
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I'll see ya.

250
00:18:03,605 --> 00:18:05,690
Hello?

251
00:18:05,732 --> 00:18:07,817
Lola who?

252
00:18:08,275 --> 00:18:10,396
Ah, ah, ah, hang on, hang on.

253
00:18:16,949 --> 00:18:19,035
How did you get this number?

254
00:18:24,499 --> 00:18:27,871
Hi, did that man get a hold of you?

255
00:18:28,335 --> 00:18:30,044
He did, yea.

256
00:18:30,045 --> 00:18:32,339
He said it was an emergency, so I...

257
00:18:32,715 --> 00:18:35,913
You did the right thing, thanks.

258
00:18:44,850 --> 00:18:46,893
Was there something else?

259
00:18:46,894 --> 00:18:48,979
Is everything all right?

260
00:18:49,105 --> 00:18:51,573
Well, my brother's been murdered.

261
00:18:51,856 --> 00:18:53,942
Bill, that's awful!

262
00:18:54,234 --> 00:18:56,424
I didn't even know you had a brother!

263
00:18:56,778 --> 00:18:58,863
How?

264
00:18:59,780 --> 00:19:01,935
He got shot with a crossbow.

265
00:19:02,157 --> 00:19:03,950
I beg your pardon?

266
00:19:03,951 --> 00:19:07,461
They're inexplicably popular where I come from.

267
00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,652
Was it an accident?

268
00:19:12,126 --> 00:19:15,879
No, because then it wouldn't be a murder.

269
00:19:16,170 --> 00:19:21,105
Ah, oh, I don't know even know what... When was the last time you saw him?

270
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Um, it had been a long time.

271
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What will you do?

272
00:19:28,055 --> 00:19:31,497
Well, ah, I suppose I have to go home.

273
00:19:36,982 --> 00:19:40,561
What brings you to Tulsa?

274
00:19:40,818 --> 00:19:43,563
Pardon? Oh, ah, family matter.

275
00:19:43,861 --> 00:19:47,442
I was gonna say, because nobody visits Oklahoma, ya know,

276
00:19:47,573 --> 00:19:51,793
and it's one of those states where you live there, maybe you got business there,

277
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but you don't see people coming for the attractions.

278
00:19:55,247 --> 00:19:58,340
- Right. - What do ya do?

279
00:19:59,126 --> 00:20:03,262
I, ah, I write and teach. I'm a professor.

280
00:20:04,256 --> 00:20:07,384
- Of? - Classical Philosophy.

281
00:20:09,093 --> 00:20:12,047
There's not too much use for that these days.

282
00:20:13,347 --> 00:20:16,337
Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually.

283
00:20:16,850 --> 00:20:18,809
Do you have family in Tulsa?

284
00:20:18,810 --> 00:20:21,208
No, no. Idabel.

285
00:20:22,062 --> 00:20:24,322
Little Dixie?

286
00:20:24,941 --> 00:20:29,077
I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back.

287
00:20:30,696 --> 00:20:35,041
- It is for someone. - I'm sorry. - Thanks

288
00:20:41,038 --> 00:20:43,506
I'm an orthodontist.

289
00:20:44,166 --> 00:20:47,712
Was, I mean. Will be again.

290
00:20:48,588 --> 00:20:51,124
Have you had work done?

291
00:20:51,422 --> 00:20:56,323
- No, no, actually, I haven't. - Yea, I can.. I can tell.

292
00:20:58,554 --> 00:21:00,513
You got a nice face, though.

293
00:21:00,514 --> 00:21:02,600
Thanks.

294
00:21:02,641 --> 00:21:05,701
- Ken Feinman - Bill Kincaid

295
00:21:07,062 --> 00:21:09,982
- You have kids, Bill? - No

296
00:21:11,107 --> 00:21:13,541
I'm starting out all over. Yea.

297
00:21:14,193 --> 00:21:17,983
People don't realize it, but it's... it's tough to break in, and you get

298
00:21:18,030 --> 00:21:22,392
most of your business, ya know, through your kids' school, in your church,

299
00:21:22,492 --> 00:21:23,951
synagogue, in my case, ya know,

300
00:21:23,952 --> 00:21:28,297
but it's tough, I mean the costs of a practice these days

301
00:21:28,581 --> 00:21:30,876
is just, ah, it's downright humiliating.

302
00:21:31,250 --> 00:21:34,309
Honestly, it's downright humiliating.

303
00:21:34,837 --> 00:21:38,348
- Hmm, yea, I believe you. - We were living in Manhattan,

304
00:21:39,090 --> 00:21:42,914
but, ah, I grew up in Tulsa, so, ya know, we just moved back.

305
00:21:43,845 --> 00:21:45,701
Are there a lot of Jews in Tulsa?

306
00:21:45,702 --> 00:21:47,579
That's.. that's what.. that's what everyone asks,

307
00:21:47,661 --> 00:21:49,708
but.. but there are. No, it's...

308
00:21:49,709 --> 00:21:53,254
it's a small community, but very cohesive,

309
00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:56,301
and, ya know, the pull was unimaginable.

310
00:21:57,003 --> 00:21:59,437
Kenny, do you see the man is reading?

311
00:21:59,881 --> 00:22:02,175
I don't think he wants to sit and listen to you

312
00:22:02,176 --> 00:22:05,408
chronicle the evolution of Tulsa Jewry.

313
00:22:05,573 --> 00:22:08,180
I'll let you get back to your reading.

314
00:22:08,868 --> 00:22:10,953
Thanks.

315
00:22:20,794 --> 00:22:22,776
It's a little embarrassing. I don't.. don't mean to be..

316
00:22:22,777 --> 00:22:24,862
It's just, ah, if you've got family down there.

317
00:22:24,966 --> 00:22:27,677
- Ya know, nieces and nephews... - I don't.

318
00:22:27,885 --> 00:22:30,666
I mean, if you did or, you know...

319
00:22:31,764 --> 00:22:34,370
It's, ah, it's.. it's not too far away,

320
00:22:34,411 --> 00:22:38,771
- and, ah, you know, I do great work. - I.. I know you do.

321
00:22:41,021 --> 00:22:43,489
I never take accidental encounters for granted.

322
00:22:43,523 --> 00:22:47,320
- Kenny! Kenny! - So... I'm gonna run.

323
00:23:09,923 --> 00:23:11,673
- Rick Bolger - Hey, Rick.

324
00:23:11,674 --> 00:23:15,081
-Folks call me Bolger. - Nice to meet ya.

325
00:23:15,803 --> 00:23:19,418
Man! You sure do look like him.

326
00:23:19,419 --> 00:23:22,130
I think that's what they mean by identical.

327
00:23:22,266 --> 00:23:24,596
Your brother was a great friend to me.

328
00:23:24,790 --> 00:23:28,092
I... I hadn't seen him in awhile, but.. thanks.

329
00:23:28,231 --> 00:23:31,047
- You ain't got no bags? - No, that's it.

330
00:23:32,317 --> 00:23:35,481
Nice to meet you.

331
00:23:37,671 --> 00:23:43,406
<i>My wildest dreams grow wilder every day</i>

332
00:23:44,033 --> 00:23:47,369
<i>There's nothing I can think or do or say</i>

333
00:23:47,958 --> 00:23:52,198
I ain't been up here in awhile. I was gonna stay in a hotel.

334
00:23:52,711 --> 00:23:53,615
Where'd ya go?

335
00:23:54,555 --> 00:23:58,621
Found me a dead-end in a construction site near the airport.

336
00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:03,615
Laid out, counting stars. Crazy how much building they got goin' on up there.

337
00:24:03,721 --> 00:24:06,745
Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess.

338
00:24:07,391 --> 00:24:09,476
You figure?

339
00:24:12,020 --> 00:24:14,106
Mystery...

340
00:24:14,107 --> 00:24:15,775
<i>I swear I'll get it right</i>

341
00:24:16,923 --> 00:24:21,928
<i>My wildest dreams grow wilder every day</i>

342
00:24:23,180 --> 00:24:27,455
<i>I'm wonderin' just how far my mind can stray</i>

343
00:24:29,855 --> 00:24:33,713
<i>Just how wild is too high a price to pay</i>

344
00:24:34,498 --> 00:24:36,583
You need a drink or anything?

345
00:24:36,668 --> 00:24:39,796
Comin' up on Broken Bow. Can stop off at the Me Tote Em.

346
00:24:40,587 --> 00:24:42,673
Sure.

347
00:24:45,717 --> 00:24:47,977
Me Tote?

348
00:25:05,297 --> 00:25:08,912
Oh! I almost forgot. This here is your brother's.

349
00:25:10,448 --> 00:25:12,534
I don't know if you want it.

350
00:25:58,199 --> 00:26:00,285
You're shittin' me.

351
00:26:04,225 --> 00:26:06,311
Buddy!

352
00:26:09,710 --> 00:26:12,248
You clean up nice.

353
00:26:13,172 --> 00:26:14,669
How's that?

354
00:26:14,705 --> 00:26:16,793
Where's the tux from?

355
00:26:19,177 --> 00:26:21,819
Oh, God, no, no, wait a second, wait a second. You, you...

356
00:26:22,722 --> 00:26:26,266
- Where's Bolger at? - He's around back, but I'm... I'm not who you think I am.

357
00:26:26,537 --> 00:26:29,179
- Oh, you're not? - No, you don't know me.

358
00:26:29,180 --> 00:26:31,683
Oh, well, what I wanna know is what you're doin' up here in Broken Bow,

359
00:26:31,684 --> 00:26:36,167
when we don't want you in Broken Bow?

360
00:26:36,233 --> 00:26:38,368
Um, it's my mistake. I'm... I'm just gonna leave.

361
00:26:38,577 --> 00:26:42,435
Yea, well, not till Buddy gets here, you won't.

362
00:26:42,823 --> 00:26:43,906
Buddy?

363
00:26:44,116 --> 00:26:45,054
Calm down! Calm down!

364
00:26:45,159 --> 00:26:51,658
- Keep it up, Brady. - I'm his brother! I'm not... Ohhhh! Ohhhh!

365
00:26:55,208 --> 00:26:58,406
You don't wanna be comin' up north, where you ain't got no tripwires,

366
00:26:58,407 --> 00:27:01,640
or booby traps, and hos you done bribed.

367
00:27:01,672 --> 00:27:05,983
Maybe even sell your souped-up turbo grass to whoever you... [Gunshot]

368
00:27:08,388 --> 00:27:11,653
- I wondered where you was at. - Don't seem like too fair a fight.

369
00:27:11,849 --> 00:27:13,830
Well, nobody asked you two to come up north, neither.

370
00:27:13,935 --> 00:27:16,438
Well, we had some business to take care of up in Tulsa.

371
00:27:16,519 --> 00:27:18,849
- I heard somethin' about that. - What you heard?

372
00:27:19,481 --> 00:27:21,941
Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money.

373
00:27:21,942 --> 00:27:23,194
Will you explain this, please.

374
00:27:23,318 --> 00:27:26,654
The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds, the better.

375
00:27:26,863 --> 00:27:29,748
Heard he thinks you're gonna expand business down to our Little Dixie.

376
00:27:29,865 --> 00:27:34,070
- The young pussy already said. - How 'bout I say THIS!

377
00:27:48,069 --> 00:27:50,884
How ya feelin'?

378
00:27:51,176 --> 00:27:54,794
- Brady? - Hey, buddy.

379
00:27:55,347 --> 00:27:57,432
What the hell is goin' on?

380
00:27:58,079 --> 00:28:01,172
Well, I think Sally got razor happy.

381
00:28:02,081 --> 00:28:04,988
- What? Are you out of your mind? - Okay, easy now.

382
00:28:04,989 --> 00:28:06,657
Hold on to him, now. Hold on.

383
00:28:06,689 --> 00:28:10,385
- No, let go of me! Let me go! - Not until you calm down, he won't!

384
00:28:10,444 --> 00:28:14,232
You had him tell me you were dead? With a fucking crossbow?

385
00:28:14,239 --> 00:28:16,363
Well, all right, I'm sorry 'bout that,

386
00:28:16,365 --> 00:28:18,554
but there were no other way for me to get you to come down here.

387
00:28:18,597 --> 00:28:22,724
Ow! Ow! Ahhh... Down here for what?

388
00:28:23,663 --> 00:28:28,183
- I'm gettin' married. - As if I care. What kind of excuse is that?

389
00:28:28,335 --> 00:28:31,150
And I'm having a baby. You're gonna be an uncle.

390
00:28:31,171 --> 00:28:34,264
Who... Who would be dumb enough to have a child with you?

391
00:28:34,507 --> 00:28:36,592
I would.

392
00:28:37,593 --> 00:28:40,721
You remember the Dentons? On Luminus back home?

393
00:28:41,430 --> 00:28:43,724
- Colleen Denton? - You remember.

394
00:28:44,266 --> 00:28:47,846
I babysat you when we were in high school.

395
00:28:49,729 --> 00:28:54,567
You was my favorite. You used to sit in the kitchen reading books.

396
00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:58,293
I got to watch all the TV I wanted, as long as I kept the door shut.

397
00:28:58,570 --> 00:29:01,873
You were reading Shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep.

398
00:29:02,323 --> 00:29:04,583
And now you're gonna marry this pothead?

399
00:29:04,701 --> 00:29:07,378
- No, he's not no more. - Ah, leaving all that behind.

400
00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:10,443
Oh, oh, yea, I can see the evidence for that everywhere.

401
00:29:11,081 --> 00:29:14,125
I get to keep on smokin' till my baby comes, and then it's cold turkey on that, too.

402
00:29:14,377 --> 00:29:17,818
But me and Bolger's gonna smoke till the bottom drops out, ain't we?

403
00:29:19,922 --> 00:29:21,548
Oh, what a... what a great time.

404
00:29:21,550 --> 00:29:25,616
Anyway, you know what? I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible.

405
00:29:25,887 --> 00:29:29,341
- Hang on. Just stay through the weekend. - No. - You could go see mom.

406
00:29:29,682 --> 00:29:34,166
Look, Brady, I am leaving. What... What you did here is cruel and irresponsible

407
00:29:34,519 --> 00:29:35,979
and exactly why I stay away.

408
00:29:36,062 --> 00:29:38,564
No. You... You know I read every goddamn article you write.

409
00:29:38,773 --> 00:29:42,561
I read 50 pages on the interpretation of one word in Aristol.

410
00:29:42,735 --> 00:29:44,527
Sat there the whole fucking day with a dictionary,

411
00:29:44,528 --> 00:29:47,447
and not the Merriam Webster, either, the motherfucking OED.

412
00:29:47,573 --> 00:29:49,991
Ain't 20 people in the world read that whole piece, I'll bet,

413
00:29:49,993 --> 00:29:51,140
and you're lookin' at one of 'em.

414
00:29:51,201 --> 00:29:54,041
What do you... What do you want, Brady? I mean, what do you fuckin' want?

415
00:29:54,538 --> 00:29:56,975
I just want to see my brother, who I love. What's the crime?

416
00:29:56,987 --> 00:30:00,979
Why couldn't you pick up the phone, and call me, and just ask me to come down,

417
00:30:01,022 --> 00:30:04,192
- like anyone normal person? - Because when I do, you never call me back.

418
00:30:04,754 --> 00:30:08,335
And, if you did, you'd just say no. Am I lying?

419
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:13,423
- Well, am I lying? - No. No, you're not.

420
00:30:14,513 --> 00:30:19,831
- Wow... We ain't bad people, Billy. - I know you're not.

421
00:30:20,019 --> 00:30:22,105
You know mom put herself in a home?

422
00:30:22,187 --> 00:30:24,940
- A rest home? - She did. - Jesus.

423
00:30:25,274 --> 00:30:28,402
You want her to die down here, and you don't even come to say goodbye.

424
00:30:28,734 --> 00:30:32,558
- Is she still using drugs? - Just go see her and find out for yourself.

425
00:30:32,738 --> 00:30:36,632
I can't. I c.. I.. I.. I just can't. I can't go and...

426
00:30:36,742 --> 00:30:40,395
What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way?

427
00:30:40,705 --> 00:30:44,234
I don't hate you. I really don't. I just...

428
00:30:44,436 --> 00:30:46,278
And.. And where you're from don't matter to ya? Your family?

429
00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:47,530
Your own fuckin' brother?

430
00:30:47,544 --> 00:30:51,193
Look, I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control.

431
00:30:51,338 --> 00:30:55,787
I adhere to certain philosophic tenets that were laid down centuries ago

432
00:30:55,874 --> 00:30:58,637
by some very introspective thinkers.

433
00:30:58,886 --> 00:31:01,703
I'm talking about three fucking days in Idabel.

434
00:31:04,349 --> 00:31:06,470
Son of a bitch.

435
00:31:07,060 --> 00:31:11,983
Ok, look, I will stay through the weekend. But then I'm out of here.

436
00:31:12,482 --> 00:31:14,568
Do you understand?

437
00:31:15,152 --> 00:31:19,857
Hey! Hey, don't you fuck around. Stop! Jesus!

438
00:31:27,037 --> 00:31:30,027
God! I think he thought we were selling dime bags.

439
00:31:30,582 --> 00:31:32,077
What is all this?

440
00:31:32,078 --> 00:31:34,580
Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two.

441
00:31:34,836 --> 00:31:37,894
It all starts in the mama room. Ya got your young'uns over here,

442
00:31:38,673 --> 00:31:40,932
your juvies, and your adults in the back.

443
00:31:41,551 --> 00:31:43,342
All these lights are sodium-vapor.

444
00:31:43,343 --> 00:31:45,429
Portalux HP 1000 watts

445
00:31:45,469 --> 00:31:48,703
Incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum.

446
00:31:49,141 --> 00:31:51,371
Makes the plant grow too tall on the stem,

447
00:31:51,372 --> 00:31:54,083
and the leaves get all nine, and the whole thing just keels over.

448
00:31:54,187 --> 00:31:57,002
Plus, it reduces the potency, which is definitely not what we want.

449
00:31:57,731 --> 00:31:59,649
Now, LED's gettin' to be all the rage

450
00:31:59,650 --> 00:32:03,091
'cause it's cooler and saves ya on power costs, but...

451
00:32:03,196 --> 00:32:05,279
I'm a sodium-vapor man!

452
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:07,748
Ya know, we got your electronic digital balance

453
00:32:08,408 --> 00:32:11,189
Hey, raise 'er up, Bolger!

454
00:32:13,872 --> 00:32:16,106
- Who built all this? - Me and Bolger.

455
00:32:16,162 --> 00:32:18,207
Had a few buddies help us with the heavy liftin'.

456
00:32:18,208 --> 00:32:20,190
Your brother designed every bit of it.

457
00:32:20,294 --> 00:32:21,794
The horticultural part.

458
00:32:21,795 --> 00:32:25,375
Quonset, ah, comes in a fuckin' catalog kit. Grade-schoolers could've assembled it.

459
00:32:25,382 --> 00:32:27,002
We should've got a contractor to pour the pad,

460
00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:30,027
but we couldn't likely hire one of those, could we?

461
00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:35,009
- And, and, what... what are all these? - Oh, NFT Spiral System. - NFT?

462
00:32:35,390 --> 00:32:37,476
Yea, nutrient film technique.

463
00:32:37,517 --> 00:32:40,127
No soil in there. These pipes are filled with hydroclay.

464
00:32:40,227 --> 00:32:43,968
It's like an expanded clay aggregate, supports the active capillaries.

465
00:32:44,107 --> 00:32:46,714
It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit.

466
00:32:46,901 --> 00:32:51,381
No acid, no alkaline in the base, totally sterile medium.

467
00:32:51,738 --> 00:32:55,457
You're lookin' at cell generation of hybridization cloning,

468
00:32:55,493 --> 00:32:57,821
through all my special little children.

469
00:32:57,953 --> 00:33:00,143
And we feed ya good, too, don't we?

470
00:33:00,371 --> 00:33:03,222
Pump the nutrients, see, up into the medium from underneath.

471
00:33:03,458 --> 00:33:08,324
Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle Juice, Tarantula, the whole shitteroo.

472
00:33:10,088 --> 00:33:13,355
You're looking at the motherfuckin' state of the art.

473
00:33:15,259 --> 00:33:16,227
I don't know what to say.

474
00:33:16,645 --> 00:33:20,399
You hear that, Bolger, we rendered him speechless! Huh!

475
00:33:20,681 --> 00:33:22,958
- You wanna try some? - No

476
00:33:23,059 --> 00:33:26,744
I make my living with my mind, and, so, I like to keep it clear.

477
00:33:27,270 --> 00:33:29,495
I forgot who I was talking to.

478
00:33:29,585 --> 00:33:31,337
Traveling through his optic space-time. Shit.

479
00:33:31,441 --> 00:33:33,735
Let's go sit on the back porch. I've got a new varietal.

480
00:33:33,736 --> 00:33:36,343
I really gotta give her a test drive.

481
00:33:38,405 --> 00:33:41,256
Now, I read an article you wrote in the New York Review of Books,

482
00:33:41,617 --> 00:33:45,149
- 'bout a fellow called Heidegigger. - Heidegger?

483
00:33:45,412 --> 00:33:47,672
That's the one. What kind of name is that?

484
00:33:47,726 --> 00:33:53,100
Oh, it was a review of a book exploring Jacques Lacan's take on Heidegger.

485
00:33:53,252 --> 00:33:56,221
Exactly! That right there is what I don't understand about y'all! I mean...

486
00:33:56,421 --> 00:33:58,772
Y'all ever... hardly ever write about a topic!

487
00:33:58,882 --> 00:34:02,567
I mean, you write about what some other fellow wrote about the topic.

488
00:34:02,678 --> 00:34:06,696
So, so Heidegger's got some idea, and then some, some French guy's got a take on that,

489
00:34:06,889 --> 00:34:08,075
then you write a review of that,

490
00:34:08,076 --> 00:34:10,995
and some other fellow's gonna come along and on and on and on and on.

491
00:34:11,143 --> 00:34:13,567
You very neatly explained academia, Brady.

492
00:34:13,666 --> 00:34:15,057
So, I'll write and say for all y'all.

493
00:34:15,058 --> 00:34:17,247
It's just called, "What the Fuck's the Point"?

494
00:34:17,274 --> 00:34:19,464
Ya know what? I think this is right about where I leave.

495
00:34:19,567 --> 00:34:21,931
Come on, come on.

496
00:34:22,036 --> 00:34:24,643
- Give you a tug on that. - I said no.

497
00:34:24,739 --> 00:34:27,477
You used to do this more'n I did. You couldn't get enough of it.

498
00:34:27,596 --> 00:34:30,418
Well, I just don't do it anymore.

499
00:34:30,523 --> 00:34:34,590
Oh, I know you want some. It's written all over your face.

500
00:34:34,705 --> 00:34:38,390
Look, the shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere.

501
00:34:38,501 --> 00:34:41,109
Makes that Jamaica shit we used to buy taste like tobacco.

502
00:34:41,149 --> 00:34:42,992
Oh, I'll bet it does.

503
00:34:43,068 --> 00:34:48,629
A tiny taste. A little, little, bitty, ole taste. Just.. Taste!

504
00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:54,735
Fine, fine. Fuck, I don't believe I'm doing this. This is so fucking stupid!

505
00:34:54,891 --> 00:34:57,394
When was the last time you did it?

506
00:34:57,561 --> 00:35:01,718
- Graduate school. - I'll bet this is gonna lay you out.

507
00:35:02,941 --> 00:35:07,216
- You remember the first time? With ma? - I remember.

508
00:35:07,444 --> 00:35:09,912
[Both] Fucking ridiculous.

509
00:35:10,446 --> 00:35:12,487
I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own, anyway.

510
00:35:12,616 --> 00:35:15,084
I... I don't wanna know what she was thinking about.

511
00:35:23,876 --> 00:35:26,275
Oh, come on, give it a real pull there.

512
00:35:30,653 --> 00:35:33,990
Now, how many buds are you gonna smoke that's that

513
00:35:34,199 --> 00:35:37,536
smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years?

514
00:35:37,638 --> 00:35:41,097
I've been lengthening the maturing process more in the Dutch tradition,

515
00:35:41,142 --> 00:35:44,131
- and I got just the right amount of resin. - Wow!

516
00:36:02,870 --> 00:36:06,623
Ooohhh! Now we're cookin'.

517
00:36:07,206 --> 00:36:09,293
So, anyways, I seem to recall you didn't..

518
00:36:09,294 --> 00:36:11,900
you didn't think too much of this fellow, Heidegigger.

519
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:17,563
What? No, he was a fucking fascist. He... He held down the National Socialists.

520
00:36:18,134 --> 00:36:22,826
All right, but this article was about logic and... and truth, and

521
00:36:24,138 --> 00:36:27,141
about him and some other fellow related to, uh...

522
00:36:27,559 --> 00:36:30,804
- Analytic philosophy. - What was it? - Analytic philosophy.

523
00:36:30,852 --> 00:36:34,501
Analytic philosophy. Analytic philosophy.

524
00:36:34,939 --> 00:36:37,734
There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista...

525
00:36:37,770 --> 00:36:40,626
- Epistemology. - Epista what? - Epistemology.

526
00:36:40,715 --> 00:36:42,800
Epistemology, bingo, bingo.

527
00:36:43,238 --> 00:36:46,263
Why are we talking about this?

528
00:36:46,659 --> 00:36:49,040
Just solving problems.

529
00:36:49,494 --> 00:36:51,203
Just solving problems.

530
00:36:51,204 --> 00:36:54,750
Like... Like, when all of a sudden, you get hit with a answer,

531
00:36:55,624 --> 00:36:57,500
to a mess you've been in,

532
00:36:57,501 --> 00:37:00,821
and as soon as it hit ya, ya can't hardly believe ya didn't think of it before.

533
00:37:01,151 --> 00:37:03,966
What is it you want, Brady?

534
00:37:04,091 --> 00:37:07,498
- Here, git ya another pull on that. - No, I'm fucking euthanized.

535
00:37:07,594 --> 00:37:11,313
Go on, now. Go on!

536
00:37:14,058 --> 00:37:16,527
All right, now, here's the thing.

537
00:37:16,935 --> 00:37:20,238
All that equipment you see out yonder. It was expensive.

538
00:37:20,565 --> 00:37:24,110
So I had to go see this Jew up in Tulsa, who's kinda in the business.

539
00:37:24,234 --> 00:37:27,619
- What do ya mean, he's in the business? - Well, the dope dealing business.

540
00:37:28,113 --> 00:37:30,686
A Jew in the business? How do ya know he's a Jew?

541
00:37:30,687 --> 00:37:33,085
Well, he... Trust me, he's a Jew.

542
00:37:33,117 --> 00:37:35,049
Well, what does that mean? He has a Jewish last name?

543
00:37:35,050 --> 00:37:36,302
He's a goddamn Jew!

544
00:37:36,350 --> 00:37:39,311
- Don't be anti-Semitic. - Anti what? - Anti-Jew.

545
00:37:39,456 --> 00:37:42,216
I ain't anti-Jew! I loves everybody!

546
00:37:42,250 --> 00:37:45,348
Oh, Jesus! So, okay, he's a dope dealer. So what...

547
00:37:45,629 --> 00:37:47,992
Well, he's not really a dealer. He's... He's a little more upstream than that,

548
00:37:47,993 --> 00:37:50,079
but I've been his main supplier of grass.

549
00:37:50,132 --> 00:37:52,395
- I still don't see... - Will ya listen? Ya just..

550
00:37:52,396 --> 00:37:53,647
Ya know, ya never listen!

551
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:56,674
Okay, okay, fine, I'm listening.

552
00:37:57,430 --> 00:38:00,120
I need you to be me.

553
00:38:00,121 --> 00:38:01,164
What?

554
00:38:01,206 --> 00:38:04,160
Down here, just like we used to back at home,

555
00:38:04,161 --> 00:38:06,663
while I go up there and figure out this whole situation.

556
00:38:06,689 --> 00:38:09,327
No fucking chance, Brady.

557
00:38:09,859 --> 00:38:11,958
Well, look, I've got this one figured. It's so simple.

558
00:38:11,959 --> 00:38:13,940
All you gotta do is go and visit mom.

559
00:38:13,946 --> 00:38:16,622
You don't think mom is gonna know the difference between you and me?

560
00:38:16,823 --> 00:38:20,084
It ain't about mom, goddamn it. It's the sheriff. It's he we're gonna fool.

561
00:38:20,201 --> 00:38:23,051
We don't even look alike, anymore. Has that occurred to you?

562
00:38:23,287 --> 00:38:25,304
Bolger said when you walked into that Me Tote Em, it took all of

563
00:38:25,305 --> 00:38:28,641
five seconds for them boys to figure out it was me with a shave and haircut.

564
00:38:28,730 --> 00:38:32,786
- Which is why he took me to Broken Bow. - He said you wanted to go.

565
00:38:32,962 --> 00:38:38,928
Brady, Brady, I swear to God, even for you...

566
00:38:39,092 --> 00:38:40,761
Well, that might have been Bolger's idea,

567
00:38:40,866 --> 00:38:42,534
but I didn't know nothing about it till you all showed up here.

568
00:38:42,597 --> 00:38:44,821
And let me tell you something else. We're going back up to Broken Bow,

569
00:38:44,822 --> 00:38:46,595
and we're gonna whip some country ass.

570
00:38:46,642 --> 00:38:49,283
No, no, you're not.

571
00:38:50,062 --> 00:38:51,730
Started without us?

572
00:38:52,148 --> 00:38:54,025
Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff.

573
00:38:54,065 --> 00:38:57,288
I know, but I'm being polite. The rest of 'em came.

574
00:38:57,527 --> 00:39:00,169
That is so weird.

575
00:39:00,237 --> 00:39:04,269
Oh, Janet, this is my dear brother, Bill. Bill, this is our good friend, Janet.

576
00:39:04,492 --> 00:39:08,495
- Hi, I'm Bill. - You havin' a smoke? - Oh, I wa... I was, yea.

577
00:39:08,954 --> 00:39:13,250
- Oh, uh, do you want some? - Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks.

578
00:39:13,353 --> 00:39:16,975
Yea, I... I... I usually don't, either. I... I...

579
00:39:16,976 --> 00:39:19,166
Actually, actually, I never do. I... I'm...

580
00:39:19,212 --> 00:39:21,982
It's all right. Nobody can say no to Brady.

581
00:39:21,983 --> 00:39:23,964
Mojo, I got the mojo.

582
00:39:24,050 --> 00:39:25,444
I kinda forgot.

583
00:39:25,445 --> 00:39:27,739
So, Bolger says you're a famous, what was it you said, Bolger?

584
00:39:27,804 --> 00:39:30,244
- A famous thinker. - A famous thinker.

585
00:39:30,348 --> 00:39:34,045
- He's real famous. - In certain esoteric circles, aught maybe.

586
00:39:34,383 --> 00:39:36,774
And they pay you for that?

587
00:39:36,775 --> 00:39:40,737
Well, I... I... I lecture, and I... I teach. I am a professor.

588
00:39:40,773 --> 00:39:44,771
- I was just fuckin' with you. - Ah, you're... Yea... - Nice to meet you.

589
00:39:44,860 --> 00:39:48,301
Go ahead, get in the coda.

590
00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:55,601
- She's a poet. - What? - Seriously, she writes fuckin' poetry.

591
00:39:55,788 --> 00:39:58,809
And she's the ladies noodling champion of '05.

592
00:39:59,082 --> 00:40:04,195
125 pounds of catfish, in under 10 hours, with nothing but her bare hands.

593
00:40:06,296 --> 00:40:08,661
I tried to get her and Colleen in a three-way once,

594
00:40:08,662 --> 00:40:13,042
but wouldn't neither of 'em go for it.

595
00:40:13,804 --> 00:40:16,342
- I'm... I'm leaving on Sunday, you do understand that, right? - I understand that.

596
00:40:16,514 --> 00:40:19,395
- I am not gonna participate... - No, no, we'll talk about that later.

597
00:40:19,475 --> 00:40:22,569
Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man!

598
00:40:26,669 --> 00:40:28,755
All this happened in one day.

599
00:40:28,756 --> 00:40:33,136
Almost everything that has happened here has only served to vindicate why I stay away.

600
00:40:33,238 --> 00:40:37,304
Oh, come on. Don't tell me that goblet of goodness in your hand hadn't made ya happy.

601
00:40:38,034 --> 00:40:40,467
No, even that, whatever it actually is.

602
00:40:40,620 --> 00:40:44,617
That's Ambrosia, Billy. That's pure Ambrosia.

603
00:40:50,457 --> 00:40:56,401
<i>Oh, ride the blue wind high and free, she'll lead you down through misery,</i>

604
00:40:57,214 --> 00:41:03,443
<i>Leave you low, come time to go, alone and low as low can be.</i>

605
00:41:08,671 --> 00:41:15,670
<i>Well, if I had a nickel, I'd find a game. If I won a dollar, I'd make it rain.</i>

606
00:41:15,671 --> 00:41:22,640
<i>If it rained an ocean, I'd drink it dry, lay me down dissatisfied.</i>

607
00:41:27,590 --> 00:41:32,202
<i>Oh, legs to walk and thoughts to fly, eyes to laugh...</i>

608
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:36,802
- So, where do you live now? - Mmm, Providence, Rhode Island.

609
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:42,265
- Why, why would you come back here? - It's where I wanna write.

610
00:41:44,552 --> 00:41:48,514
- I teach for money. - Is it a college? - High school, here in town.

611
00:41:48,931 --> 00:41:51,017
High school?

612
00:41:51,558 --> 00:41:55,079
I tried the tenure track, but college students are already

613
00:41:55,136 --> 00:41:58,944
too culturally informed. Closes their minds.

614
00:41:59,190 --> 00:42:01,589
How come there aren't more girls, like you, writing Hugo?

615
00:42:01,609 --> 00:42:04,807
Maybe they don't know how to look.

616
00:42:06,905 --> 00:42:12,154
Well, you... you teach... English?

617
00:42:13,287 --> 00:42:15,511
- I do. - Hmm...

618
00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:21,794
- My mother used to do that for awhile. - She must be very proud of you.

619
00:42:22,419 --> 00:42:27,285
- I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. - Why not?

620
00:42:27,549 --> 00:42:31,024
That is a very complicated subject.

621
00:42:32,094 --> 00:42:35,480
- You're some world-famous thinker? - Har... Hardly

622
00:42:35,639 --> 00:42:38,803
Some minorly famous thinker?

623
00:42:39,852 --> 00:42:43,557
- And you don't let your mother enjoy that? - That's correct.

624
00:42:43,813 --> 00:42:47,741
It's not good to have unresolved problems with your mother.

625
00:42:50,195 --> 00:42:56,420
- Why? - Because some day, she'll be gone. Then where will you be?

626
00:42:56,867 --> 00:43:02,150
- Probably the same place I am right now. - Exactly.

627
00:43:04,165 --> 00:43:08,545
- You're smart. - You aren't as smart as you think you are.

628
00:43:08,836 --> 00:43:12,730
Well, hey, I just got tricked by my dope-dealing brother.

629
00:43:13,340 --> 00:43:16,433
We all get tricked some time or other.

630
00:43:21,932 --> 00:43:28,605
- Mmm, I don't think so. - No? - No - Why?

631
00:43:30,731 --> 00:43:34,648
A combination of what you've been smoking and what I'd do with you.

632
00:43:35,735 --> 00:43:37,994
You'd never recover.

633
00:43:38,613 --> 00:43:41,047
I'll do my best.

634
00:43:43,701 --> 00:43:45,787
I'm goin' home.

635
00:43:46,370 --> 00:43:51,014
Well, can't light a cake. Can... could we just like, um...

636
00:43:52,793 --> 00:43:55,991
I mean, we were, we were kind of lost... having a hug.

637
00:44:04,553 --> 00:44:08,238
I'm going noodling tomorrow, if you want to tag along.

638
00:44:09,766 --> 00:44:13,277
My brother said that you did that.

639
00:44:18,316 --> 00:44:20,680
Sweet dreams.

640
00:44:24,404 --> 00:44:26,873
Here you go.

641
00:44:28,991 --> 00:44:31,668
Check out the best part.

642
00:44:32,370 --> 00:44:36,166
- Holy shit! - This here's why I keep it alive.

643
00:44:37,457 --> 00:44:40,725
- Wait a minute. Some of these are from our room. - Oh, yea.

644
00:44:41,670 --> 00:44:48,030
Yup, a few more I picked up along the road, but all originals. Ain't no knockoffs.

645
00:44:48,051 --> 00:44:51,109
- Wow - Now sit you down.

646
00:44:54,598 --> 00:44:58,039
Ain't that the coup de grace? I got her off from Taylor in Ponca City,

647
00:44:58,267 --> 00:45:00,667
before me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby.

648
00:45:01,312 --> 00:45:04,893
If Colleen knew what went on in that bed, she'd never let me [indistinct].

649
00:45:05,149 --> 00:45:09,070
- Lovely. - Let's get you somethin' for that buzz you got workin'.

650
00:45:09,112 --> 00:45:12,107
- Hey! Remember this? - You still goin' with vinyl, huh?

651
00:45:12,323 --> 00:45:17,328
Oh, hell, yea! I don't go in for no digital. They can't improve a phono classics man.

652
00:45:18,014 --> 00:45:19,787
- Come on, lay you down. - Lie down.

653
00:45:20,101 --> 00:45:23,826
- Now you sound like mom. - Sorry.

654
00:45:27,060 --> 00:45:32,169
<i>Lady in a turban, a cocaine tree</i>

655
00:45:32,257 --> 00:45:34,169
- How's that for a lullaby [indistinct]. - Ahhh...

656
00:45:37,298 --> 00:45:40,531
<i>Does a dance so rhythmically</i>

657
00:45:40,597 --> 00:45:43,204
Hey, don't think that this means that I'm in any way...

658
00:45:43,205 --> 00:45:45,916
We ain't gonna talk about that right now.

659
00:45:46,020 --> 00:45:48,836
<i>Having a time</i>

660
00:45:50,898 --> 00:45:53,228
I'm just glad you're here, Billy.

661
00:45:53,437 --> 00:45:55,106
<i>Cocaine tree lookin' fine</i>

662
00:45:55,207 --> 00:46:00,279
<i>Gotta put on your sailin' shoes.</i>

663
00:46:00,281 --> 00:46:05,046
<i>Put on your sailin' shoes</i>

664
00:46:05,047 --> 00:46:08,175
<i>Everyone will start to cheer</i>

665
00:46:08,176 --> 00:46:15,683
<i>When you put on your sailin' shoes</i>

666
00:46:15,684 --> 00:46:18,187
<i>Doctor, doctor, ahhh</i>

667
00:46:40,277 --> 00:46:42,362
Oh, cut it out.

668
00:46:43,822 --> 00:46:46,515
How ya feelin', professor?

669
00:46:46,616 --> 00:46:51,510
- Mmmm, what did you do? - Well, I bumped into some clippers.

670
00:46:52,538 --> 00:46:55,145
Hmm, feels weird.

671
00:46:57,084 --> 00:46:59,725
- Whaddya think? - Ahhh...

672
00:47:01,713 --> 00:47:04,726
- Oh, God. What time is it? - It's time to get up.

673
00:47:05,258 --> 00:47:07,148
Here, I bought you a few things. Put 'em on.

674
00:47:07,254 --> 00:47:08,609
What? Why?

675
00:47:08,677 --> 00:47:11,424
Remember that thing we were talkin' about [indistinct].

676
00:47:12,139 --> 00:47:16,414
- No, no, Brady. That's... that's just not gonna work. - Why?

677
00:47:16,685 --> 00:47:18,736
Well, for one thing, because you've given

678
00:47:18,737 --> 00:47:20,718
yourself the stupidest haircut in human history.

679
00:47:20,813 --> 00:47:23,837
Oh, bullshit, you ain't that fancy. Can't hardly tell the difference.

680
00:47:23,940 --> 00:47:26,027
No, I'm... I'm sorry, I never said...

681
00:47:26,110 --> 00:47:29,968
Haven't I fixed you up with Janet? And then you like her?

682
00:47:30,113 --> 00:47:34,389
My opinion of her is totally unrelated to your infantile scheme.

683
00:47:34,950 --> 00:47:37,141
You listen!

684
00:47:39,288 --> 00:47:42,396
I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me, because if I don't get up to Tulsa,

685
00:47:42,397 --> 00:47:44,274
I'm gonna be in some real trouble.

686
00:47:44,335 --> 00:47:46,560
Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have to...

687
00:47:46,561 --> 00:47:48,542
Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I...

688
00:47:48,546 --> 00:47:52,091
Where... Where you would rather be seen down here, so that you're not implicated in

689
00:47:52,092 --> 00:47:55,429
whatever typically insane criminal behavior that you intend.

690
00:47:55,470 --> 00:47:57,416
No fucking way!

691
00:47:57,417 --> 00:48:00,337
All I'm askin' you to do is go and see mom.

692
00:48:00,349 --> 00:48:02,434
That one little good deed. That's all.

693
00:48:02,517 --> 00:48:05,924
Well, it's not a good deed, and I really don't wanna see mom.

694
00:48:06,772 --> 00:48:08,064
You come all the way down here!

695
00:48:08,065 --> 00:48:10,984
No! No! You tricked me into coming, actually.

696
00:48:11,015 --> 00:48:13,868
Oh! Please! It's... It's so simple!

697
00:48:13,869 --> 00:48:16,163
All you gotta do is walk into a fucking rest home

698
00:48:16,259 --> 00:48:19,736
and see your own mother you ain't seen in 12 years, for God knows why!

699
00:48:19,763 --> 00:48:22,383
I don't know why you wanna pass a pig eatin' a bear claw.

700
00:48:22,389 --> 00:48:24,499
They don't call them that anymore.

701
00:48:24,517 --> 00:48:28,720
- What? - Nope! They aren't called pigs anymore. That's exactly...

702
00:48:28,792 --> 00:48:30,501
Called the police.

703
00:48:30,502 --> 00:48:32,823
How do you even know that he'll be there?

704
00:48:32,928 --> 00:48:35,952
'Cuz he's got a shine on his heifer who sits behind the desk.

705
00:48:36,006 --> 00:48:40,296
All you gotta do is walk in and say, "Hi, ya, Sharon. I'm goin' to see my ma."

706
00:48:40,468 --> 00:48:42,613
And don't say another fuckin' word. And just walk on by.

707
00:48:42,720 --> 00:48:45,088
That is the most ridiculous alibi.

708
00:48:45,118 --> 00:48:48,595
All anyone would have to do is find out that you have a twin and that I was down here.

709
00:48:48,684 --> 00:48:51,513
When we ever been busted before? You took tests for me all the time.

710
00:48:51,603 --> 00:48:56,692
- And I let you go on dates as me. - No, I did that one time when we were 16.

711
00:48:56,816 --> 00:49:01,023
- And she guzzled your custard, didn't she? - I have felt bad about that ever since.

712
00:49:01,196 --> 00:49:05,818
Come on, Billy. I'm trying to change my life here.

713
00:49:05,950 --> 00:49:09,718
- Fucking hell. - I'm asking, as your brother.

714
00:49:10,225 --> 00:49:13,006
Ugg.. I just walk by.

715
00:49:16,448 --> 00:49:22,078
<i>I got kicked off of Noah's Ark I turn my cheek to unkind remarks</i>

716
00:49:22,079 --> 00:49:25,624
<i>There was two of everything but one of me</i>

717
00:49:25,718 --> 00:49:28,951
- Say, ain't it Saturday? - Yeah, so?

718
00:49:29,262 --> 00:49:33,260
Think the Jews is in church Saturdays. You know where it's at?

719
00:49:33,849 --> 00:49:38,243
- Can't we look it up? - What if it's more'n one?

720
00:49:39,146 --> 00:49:41,683
There can't be more than one.

721
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:49,240
- Can I ask you a question? - Shoot

722
00:49:50,491 --> 00:49:53,202
Do you believe in a higher power?

723
00:49:55,245 --> 00:49:59,200
Yea, I do. I do. It's the only way to make sense of all this.

724
00:49:59,748 --> 00:50:02,042
Otherwise, it's just pure fucking chaos.

725
00:50:02,835 --> 00:50:07,319
Like, the world was created by Him, and He judges what we do?

726
00:50:07,755 --> 00:50:12,840
No, I think it's more like, like parallel lines.

727
00:50:13,365 --> 00:50:15,312
Parallel lines?

728
00:50:15,417 --> 00:50:17,711
Ya know, like two lines go on and on forever and don't ever touch.

729
00:50:18,546 --> 00:50:21,153
Yea

730
00:50:21,226 --> 00:50:24,945
'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature.

731
00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:31,042
And man can't create no true parallel. It's just more of a concept.

732
00:50:31,694 --> 00:50:34,579
I learned that shit in high school geometry.

733
00:50:34,580 --> 00:50:36,248
Ah huh

734
00:50:37,074 --> 00:50:41,124
Well, that concept, that perfection...

735
00:50:42,453 --> 00:50:46,243
We know it exists, and we think about it.

736
00:50:46,666 --> 00:50:50,455
But we can't never get there ourselves.

737
00:50:51,212 --> 00:50:54,236
I think that right there is God.

738
00:51:08,060 --> 00:51:12,370
- You ready? - For what? - Come on over here.

739
00:51:20,697 --> 00:51:23,755
- Jesus! - You just gonna stand there?

740
00:51:33,499 --> 00:51:36,558
You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament?

741
00:51:40,338 --> 00:51:43,259
This is the way it was done a thousand years ago.

742
00:51:44,009 --> 00:51:46,720
I think I can understand that.

743
00:51:47,888 --> 00:51:50,634
You still leavin' tomorrow?

744
00:51:51,348 --> 00:51:53,434
I think so.

745
00:51:53,643 --> 00:51:58,995
- I'll miss you. - And we barely even know each other.

746
00:52:01,442 --> 00:52:04,118
<i>You have not known what you are.</i>

747
00:52:04,319 --> 00:52:07,099
<i>You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.</i>

748
00:52:07,322 --> 00:52:11,041
<i>Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time.</i>

749
00:52:11,450 --> 00:52:14,683
<i>What you have done returns already in mockeries.</i>

750
00:52:14,995 --> 00:52:17,497
<i>The mockeries are not you.</i>

751
00:52:17,789 --> 00:52:22,239
<i>Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk.</i>

752
00:52:27,465 --> 00:52:31,969
- Who is that? - Walt Whitman

753
00:52:32,928 --> 00:52:35,465
I don't think I ever imagined hearing him recited to me by a

754
00:52:36,055 --> 00:52:38,628
girl getting a 40-pound catfish.

755
00:52:39,309 --> 00:52:43,202
That's exactly how he should be recited. He wrote without rhyme or meter.

756
00:52:43,313 --> 00:52:45,989
Free verse... just whatever he felt inside,

757
00:52:46,064 --> 00:52:49,123
coming out in his own intricate rhythm.

758
00:52:49,358 --> 00:52:54,587
Pure, unashamed passion, without definable restriction.

759
00:52:54,823 --> 00:52:58,125
- I'm sorry, see, I ha.. have a few issues with that. - Why?

760
00:52:58,326 --> 00:53:02,845
Because some have dared to suggest that even poetry has rules.

761
00:53:03,414 --> 00:53:05,395
Or you make your own.

762
00:53:05,396 --> 00:53:08,107
Right there, that's the part I never bought into.

763
00:53:08,168 --> 00:53:11,644
- Because? - Because if everybody runs around, making their own rules,

764
00:53:11,755 --> 00:53:14,884
how can you find what's true?

765
00:53:16,300 --> 00:53:19,185
There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on.

766
00:53:22,890 --> 00:53:25,149
<i>One night,</i>

767
00:53:25,892 --> 00:53:28,464
<i>I [indistinct],</i>

768
00:53:28,646 --> 00:53:31,082
<i>devoured your leaves,</i>

769
00:53:31,522 --> 00:53:35,172
<i>knowing no poison, no love nourishment</i>

770
00:53:36,736 --> 00:53:41,011
<i>in that larval blindness, a hunger finally true.</i>

771
00:53:45,118 --> 00:53:48,857
- Who's that? - That's me.

772
00:53:57,129 --> 00:53:59,492
Maybe what's true is in front of us,

773
00:53:59,632 --> 00:54:03,628
and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there.

774
00:54:05,511 --> 00:54:07,944
Once you think you've got it all solved,

775
00:54:08,597 --> 00:54:11,065
what's left?

776
00:54:19,441 --> 00:54:21,944
Don't get any fish innards on me, okay?

777
00:54:22,610 --> 00:54:24,869
Shut up.

778
00:54:46,340 --> 00:54:49,051
So, what is the Halakhah?

779
00:54:49,759 --> 00:54:51,844
It's the law.

780
00:54:52,095 --> 00:54:55,537
It's the path we follow in our daily lives.

781
00:54:56,391 --> 00:55:01,118
It comprises those rituals that make our lives complete.

782
00:55:01,938 --> 00:55:06,004
Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail.

783
00:55:07,734 --> 00:55:11,105
When Moses talks with God on Sinai,

784
00:55:11,195 --> 00:55:13,420
the Jews abandoned the law,

785
00:55:14,031 --> 00:55:16,186
and danced ecstatically before the calf,

786
00:55:16,784 --> 00:55:19,773
forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt.

787
00:55:20,538 --> 00:55:23,457
My friends, in every generation, we are threatened

788
00:55:23,458 --> 00:55:26,378
with chaos and slavery and despair.

789
00:55:27,460 --> 00:55:29,928
And then this... this spirit and confusion.

790
00:55:30,588 --> 00:55:35,003
Halakhah allows refuge in a world we can't explain.

791
00:55:37,302 --> 00:55:39,041
Violence, anarchy

792
00:55:39,972 --> 00:55:44,549
in which the workings of justice may falter, there is a larger and deeper coherence.

793
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,185
Who the fuck is that?

794
00:55:47,186 --> 00:55:51,148
To know this with certainty is to belief as a Jew.

795
00:55:52,608 --> 00:55:55,979
Without law, we are lost

796
00:55:56,486 --> 00:55:58,280
Fuckin' faggot.

797
00:55:58,281 --> 00:56:01,026
in an arid wasteland. No good to each other.

798
00:56:01,027 --> 00:56:02,591
Not this mess

799
00:56:02,696 --> 00:56:04,156
No good to our God.

800
00:56:04,201 --> 00:56:06,565
- Shabbat Shalom - AUDIENCE: Shabbat Shalom

801
00:56:08,330 --> 00:56:11,702
So, I would like to thank the Taubmann family

802
00:56:11,703 --> 00:56:14,832
for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema,

803
00:56:14,836 --> 00:56:20,502
and please join us after the Musaf service for Kish [fades out]

804
00:56:30,226 --> 00:56:33,667
- Thanks for doing this. - Happy to.

805
00:56:35,939 --> 00:56:38,059
All right.

806
00:56:38,900 --> 00:56:42,449
- You sure you don't wanna come in? - I'll be waitin' right over there.

807
00:56:42,903 --> 00:56:47,874
But will look kindly later on boys who sort shit out with their mamas.

808
00:56:49,284 --> 00:56:51,892
How do I look?

809
00:56:58,376 --> 00:57:01,609
Well, hi ya, Sharon, just goin' to see my mom.

810
00:57:03,005 --> 00:57:05,299
Officer

811
00:57:06,864 --> 00:57:12,599
Oh, oh, oh, ah! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Wait! Wait!

812
00:57:13,139 --> 00:57:14,981
Oh, okay, okay, hang on, man!

813
00:57:15,087 --> 00:57:21,968
No, no, not a word from you, Brady, you hear, you're just gonna listen.

814
00:57:21,980 --> 00:57:25,144
The staff here, they found your mama smokin' pot the other day.

815
00:57:26,026 --> 00:57:28,807
Now she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here,

816
00:57:29,028 --> 00:57:31,878
but it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away.

817
00:57:32,239 --> 00:57:34,746
The only reason I ain't haulin' you in is 'cuz

818
00:57:34,747 --> 00:57:37,666
I ain't got proof it was you give it to her.

819
00:57:37,702 --> 00:57:40,496
As soon as I do, we gonna get on your property and we gonna

820
00:57:40,497 --> 00:57:45,850
find every last ounce of that super charged grass you're growin' out there.

821
00:57:46,794 --> 00:57:51,451
I don't care how many money men you're payin' off. You understand?

822
00:57:51,798 --> 00:57:54,336
Yessir.

823
00:58:04,351 --> 00:58:09,253
You ain't foolin' a soul by cleanin' up.

824
00:58:13,694 --> 00:58:16,475
I know just what you is.

825
00:58:24,536 --> 00:58:26,518
That ain't at all what I asked you.

826
00:58:26,559 --> 00:58:32,572
I asked you why you was supposed to be here three days ago,

827
00:58:32,573 --> 00:58:34,346
and you just walk in here now?

828
00:58:34,379 --> 00:58:37,706
We just had some business back at home we had to take care off, is all.

829
00:58:37,798 --> 00:58:40,336
I heard you made an appearance in Broken Bow.

830
00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:44,694
Well, I just stopped in at the Me Tote Em, there.

831
00:58:44,695 --> 00:58:46,468
My girl wanted some licorice.

832
00:58:46,473 --> 00:58:49,692
Everybody knows those Fuller boys work out of the Me Tote Em.

833
00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:52,717
Even the police know that.

834
00:58:52,729 --> 00:58:54,814
She wanted the licorice.

835
00:58:55,065 --> 00:58:58,263
I sure hope my money's in Yonder Bay.

836
00:58:58,442 --> 00:59:00,145
Well, that's just the thing.

837
00:59:00,250 --> 00:59:04,525
Either that, or you got samples of what you goin' be up to down there.

838
00:59:04,530 --> 00:59:07,833
Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest.

839
00:59:07,909 --> 00:59:12,243
To other shit, I got no interest makin' its way between my ears.

840
00:59:12,413 --> 00:59:14,707
We went to the wrong temple at first.

841
00:59:14,831 --> 00:59:17,091
- Temple Jester? - Over on Utica.

842
00:59:17,710 --> 00:59:20,073
If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Krustian.

843
00:59:20,212 --> 00:59:22,046
Might make your life a little easier.

844
00:59:22,047 --> 00:59:24,167
Who says my life ain't easy?

845
00:59:24,382 --> 00:59:27,337
I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews.

846
00:59:27,468 --> 00:59:30,770
Law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer, neither.

847
00:59:31,222 --> 00:59:33,933
They leave me alone, by and large.

848
00:59:34,641 --> 00:59:37,005
The way of the world is mysterious,

849
00:59:37,644 --> 00:59:41,850
but every man has his place, each accordin' to his lights.

850
00:59:41,928 --> 00:59:43,357
That could be.

851
00:59:43,358 --> 00:59:48,891
Shaver and Wendell done presented to you a deal, Brady.

852
00:59:49,196 --> 00:59:56,286
Uh, opportunity. Now, either you got my money in that bag,

853
00:59:56,620 --> 01:00:00,512
or we gonna talk about expanding your situation down there.

854
01:00:00,706 --> 01:00:03,105
Well, I can't do neither.

855
01:00:03,376 --> 01:00:06,261
- Why not? - I wanna have a family.

856
01:00:07,003 --> 01:00:10,410
I ain't never had a dad myself, so I aim to be a good one.

857
01:00:10,507 --> 01:00:13,183
So, I'm done. I might be growin' for myself,

858
01:00:13,260 --> 01:00:15,658
but I ain't gonna be growing for you or nobody no more.

859
01:00:15,929 --> 01:00:17,971
At least, not in the selling facet.

860
01:00:17,972 --> 01:00:23,359
So, that's a bag full of money payin' me back for settin' you up down there.

861
01:00:23,456 --> 01:00:26,500
- Well, now, hear me out, Pug. - That's gettin' harder,

862
01:00:26,501 --> 01:00:28,099
because of all the shit I'm listenin' to.

863
01:00:28,106 --> 01:00:31,131
Okay, look. Me and Bolger. We gonna take that whole operation

864
01:00:31,236 --> 01:00:34,155
that you paid for, we gonna haul it up to Broken Bow.

865
01:00:34,195 --> 01:00:36,988
We gonna set it up, turn it over to the Fuller brothers.

866
01:00:36,990 --> 01:00:39,701
I'm gonna teach them everything I know.

867
01:00:41,535 --> 01:00:46,019
You can take Bobby Fuller and brain, and stick it in the head of a cat,

868
01:00:46,456 --> 01:00:49,029
that animal will keel over and die.

869
01:00:49,709 --> 01:00:54,426
- Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes. - Who is paying me back?

870
01:00:54,672 --> 01:00:57,050
I'm working on that, but you ain't never said nothing about a timetable.

871
01:00:57,341 --> 01:01:02,332
- Ohhh! It has been over a year, hadn't it? - Yea, so?

872
01:01:02,762 --> 01:01:06,020
In all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel?

873
01:01:06,433 --> 01:01:07,807
In all those 12 months?

874
01:01:07,808 --> 01:01:10,620
No, but you and me both know I've been selling you at a cut rate.

875
01:01:10,708 --> 01:01:15,017
Ohhh! So! Now you want me to be nice!

876
01:01:15,858 --> 01:01:18,570
Well, I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that?

877
01:01:18,777 --> 01:01:23,818
Brady, my people been kicked out of near every country on this planet.

878
01:01:23,823 --> 01:01:28,550
My granddaddy came here, because of the pogroms in Russia.

879
01:01:29,078 --> 01:01:34,187
He traveled all over the South, selling czachkers out of a wagon,

880
01:01:34,291 --> 01:01:37,221
because nobody else wanted the job

881
01:01:37,586 --> 01:01:39,775
of taking a wagon 50 miles a day.

882
01:01:40,004 --> 01:01:44,940
Jews got good with money, because Krustians didn't wanna touch it.

883
01:01:45,092 --> 01:01:48,360
Now, Krustians say, Jews got all the money.

884
01:01:48,678 --> 01:01:50,303
I wonder how that happened?

885
01:01:50,305 --> 01:01:54,685
I give nearly every cent I make to the State of Israel,

886
01:01:55,351 --> 01:02:02,230
because Israel is where we put our foot down, and we said no more.

887
01:02:02,295 --> 01:02:05,489
We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more!

888
01:02:05,945 --> 01:02:08,031
I would just like a little more fucking time.

889
01:02:08,071 --> 01:02:09,566
Well, ya know what I'd like?

890
01:02:09,568 --> 01:02:13,426
I'd like everybody in the world to call me a cocksucker and give me a dollar!

891
01:02:13,461 --> 01:02:14,701
Why is that?

892
01:02:14,702 --> 01:02:18,387
Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me!

893
01:02:22,000 --> 01:02:28,256
Shaver, check that pickle. And if they ain't got my money, kill those sons-of-bitches!

894
01:02:36,263 --> 01:02:39,496
Now, Pug, it ain't gotta go this way.

895
01:02:43,479 --> 01:02:45,564
Oh, bring it on, sonny.

896
01:02:47,065 --> 01:02:51,341
You tricked me, motherfucker! I sure as shit gonna bleed.

897
01:03:04,915 --> 01:03:07,834
All right, shit! All right, shit!

898
01:03:10,085 --> 01:03:12,728
Get the spray paint!

899
01:03:14,422 --> 01:03:19,150
Because Jesus is a loving and forgiving God,

900
01:03:19,802 --> 01:03:23,563
He don't care where you've been. He don't care whatcha done.

901
01:03:24,056 --> 01:03:28,831
He just wants to love ya up, and wants you to do the same to him.

902
01:03:29,437 --> 01:03:32,349
Ya know, He was there when you was born,

903
01:03:32,350 --> 01:03:36,000
and He just wants you back again before you perish.

904
01:03:36,067 --> 01:03:39,926
He loves ya and holds ya and He comforts ya,

905
01:03:40,154 --> 01:03:43,109
and gives ya everlasting rest,

906
01:03:43,616 --> 01:03:47,301
because Jesus is a compassionate God.

907
01:03:48,077 --> 01:03:52,979
Brings to mind the story of the old man who's walking down the beach,

908
01:03:53,750 --> 01:03:58,338
He stops and he's just... he's just takin' in the glory of the creation.

909
01:03:58,546 --> 01:04:02,230
And, suddenly he realizes there's somebody behind him, and he turns, and he looks,

910
01:04:02,403 --> 01:04:03,965
and it's Jesus!

911
01:04:03,966 --> 01:04:05,800
And he says, "Lord, Lord, if..."

912
01:04:05,801 --> 01:04:08,444
Are you listenin' to this bullshit?

913
01:04:10,014 --> 01:04:12,274
Hey, Mom.

914
01:04:17,647 --> 01:04:19,732
Billy?

915
01:04:23,276 --> 01:04:25,744
Well, you've got a nice view.

916
01:04:26,738 --> 01:04:29,659
I like watching the storms come in.

917
01:04:33,452 --> 01:04:35,643
You used to get so scared of 'em.

918
01:04:35,871 --> 01:04:37,957
Do ya still?

919
01:04:38,332 --> 01:04:42,190
I don't think anything like that scares me anymore.

920
01:04:43,670 --> 01:04:47,597
If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive.

921
01:04:48,298 --> 01:04:51,913
I'm sure many people would agree with you.

922
01:04:52,094 --> 01:04:54,909
Coming here didn't scare you?

923
01:04:56,640 --> 01:05:00,276
- Nah, ah, maybe a little. - Why?

924
01:05:00,810 --> 01:05:04,320
Ah, I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy.

925
01:05:07,650 --> 01:05:13,801
So, one minute you were there, and then you were gone. What happened?

926
01:05:13,823 --> 01:05:17,298
No, I'm... I'm serious, I'm really... really not gonna do this.

927
01:05:18,076 --> 01:05:20,508
Why, Billy?

928
01:05:21,538 --> 01:05:23,970
Billy? Why?

929
01:05:25,500 --> 01:05:29,226
All right. Because we needed a mother,

930
01:05:29,919 --> 01:05:32,421
and not another friend to get fucked up with.

931
01:05:32,589 --> 01:05:36,182
- I could be both. - But you weren't both.

932
01:05:36,717 --> 01:05:39,637
Are you saying that I didn't raise you?

933
01:05:39,762 --> 01:05:43,169
I don't know what the fuck you were doing.

934
01:05:43,390 --> 01:05:46,456
Reading every book you read, every paper you wrote,

935
01:05:46,768 --> 01:05:48,227
even when they were beyond me.

936
01:05:48,228 --> 01:05:50,145
I didn't need you to tell me I was smart,

937
01:05:50,146 --> 01:05:53,031
- I needed guidance. - You never needed anything.

938
01:05:53,149 --> 01:05:55,791
- Brady did! - You don't have to tell me about Brady.

939
01:05:56,318 --> 01:05:59,829
I... I don't need to be reminded. Don't you think I know that every time he comes here?

940
01:06:00,072 --> 01:06:04,344
All I ever wanted was a tiny taste of something

941
01:06:04,345 --> 01:06:06,743
resembling a normal and rational life.

942
01:06:06,745 --> 01:06:08,371
Where everything's a lie?

943
01:06:08,372 --> 01:06:11,187
Do you know that I actually went away to school

944
01:06:11,188 --> 01:06:14,004
and took a class in the culture of the 60s,

945
01:06:14,355 --> 01:06:17,727
just to try to understand the way you lived?

946
01:06:18,255 --> 01:06:19,891
The... The choices that you made,

947
01:06:19,892 --> 01:06:23,437
just to... to try to make sense out of all that new freedom,

948
01:06:23,542 --> 01:06:26,879
and... and upheaval and fucking anarchy?

949
01:06:26,972 --> 01:06:30,274
Ya know, and the... the problem is you tore everything down,

950
01:06:30,349 --> 01:06:35,146
but you were too lazy to actually build anything, as an alternative.

951
01:06:36,647 --> 01:06:40,088
As usual, you've got it all figured out.

952
01:06:45,321 --> 01:06:47,720
Am I ever gonna see you again?

953
01:06:48,366 --> 01:06:50,973
I don't know. I don't think so.

954
01:06:53,203 --> 01:06:55,462
I'm sorry.

955
01:06:56,247 --> 01:06:58,332
Yea, me, too.

956
01:06:58,855 --> 01:07:05,632
<i>They say everything can be replaced.</i>

957
01:07:06,155 --> 01:07:11,473
<i>They say every distance is not near.</i>

958
01:07:13,768 --> 01:07:20,024
<i>So I remember everything - [indistinct]</i>

959
01:07:21,438 --> 01:07:26,094
<i>- [indistinct] Of every man who put me here.</i>

960
01:07:28,389 --> 01:07:34,229
<i>I see my light come shinin'</i>

961
01:07:36,628 --> 01:07:42,154
<i>From the west unto the east</i>

962
01:07:43,407 --> 01:07:45,075
<i>Any day now</i>

963
01:07:45,124 --> 01:07:49,504
- He's gonna get here in time. - Ugh! Brady! Ugh! Oooh!

964
01:07:51,380 --> 01:07:53,466
[indistinct]

965
01:07:53,799 --> 01:07:57,170
Now you tell Buddy, the next time I slide into Broken Bow,

966
01:07:57,261 --> 01:08:01,466
if Bolger wants to shake a snake, or if I just want a refreshin' potable,

967
01:08:01,474 --> 01:08:03,942
I expect a little more fucking time...

968
01:08:03,944 --> 01:08:14,162
<i>[Screaming on and on and on] They say that every man must fall</i>

969
01:08:14,163 --> 01:08:19,481
<i>Yet I swear I see my reflection</i>

970
01:08:20,629 --> 01:08:26,260
<i>Somewhere so high above this wall</i>

971
01:08:28,414 --> 01:08:30,945
Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends,

972
01:08:31,041 --> 01:08:34,726
was a controversial figure in Tulsa's small Jewish community.

973
01:08:35,003 --> 01:08:38,167
An enormous success in the oil bill equipment business,

974
01:08:38,339 --> 01:08:41,328
he gave millions of dollars to the State of Israel,

975
01:08:41,593 --> 01:08:44,492
- as well as, other Jewish and statewide causes. - Uh, oh.

976
01:08:44,887 --> 01:08:48,822
Pug Rothbaum was a man of generosity and valor.

977
01:08:49,558 --> 01:08:52,589
Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others,

978
01:08:52,644 --> 01:08:57,023
- Jews, Christians, everyone. - He didn't. - What?

979
01:08:57,127 --> 01:09:00,048
Our community and the city of Tulsa have lost a great man.

980
01:09:00,234 --> 01:09:05,275
Indeed, Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings and signs all over our city and state,

981
01:09:05,822 --> 01:09:10,407
including various hospital wings, his Museum of Indian Heritage,

982
01:09:10,535 --> 01:09:13,490
and this rest stop on the Will Rogers Turnpike.

983
01:09:13,621 --> 01:09:16,576
Hey, y'all, we're home! Hey, buddy.

984
01:09:16,707 --> 01:09:20,427
- What have you done? - What's it all about? - This?

985
01:09:20,878 --> 01:09:25,536
One curious aspect of this case is that the swastikas were drawn backwards,

986
01:09:26,007 --> 01:09:27,954
indicating either haste

987
01:09:28,051 --> 01:09:31,979
or a lack of familiarity with this most infamous of anti-Semitic emblems

988
01:09:32,138 --> 01:09:36,552
or, perhaps, rather more implausibly, that Hindus were involved.

989
01:09:37,247 --> 01:09:38,559
I ain't no Hindu!

990
01:09:38,560 --> 01:09:41,307
The guy you owed money to, a Jew up in Tulsa?

991
01:09:41,521 --> 01:09:42,995
Don't point your finger at me! I've been with Bolger all day!

992
01:09:42,996 --> 01:09:45,081
Oh! Come! Ugh! Hey, Billy! Hey!

993
01:09:45,107 --> 01:09:48,584
Ah! Calm 'er down now, I don't want to upset Colleen. I mean it.

994
01:09:49,445 --> 01:09:54,145
- Tell me that you didn't do this. - He was gonna kill us, and I had no choice.

995
01:09:54,491 --> 01:09:59,955
Ugh, ugh! You... You... You... You go to the cops and explain things.

996
01:10:00,060 --> 01:10:04,648
You go and hide! You do anything but that! And... And... What...

997
01:10:04,668 --> 01:10:06,127
What were those swastikas?

998
01:10:06,211 --> 01:10:09,409
Well, those were the symbols that the Nazis put on all their little trinkets.

999
01:10:09,630 --> 01:10:12,341
I... I... I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika.

1000
01:10:12,383 --> 01:10:15,164
Why would you want it to look like a hate crime?

1001
01:10:15,343 --> 01:10:16,886
So it don't look like a drug crime!

1002
01:10:16,887 --> 01:10:19,147
Great! Perfect! Just... just confirm that we're the

1003
01:10:19,252 --> 01:10:21,546
rednecked hick state that everybody thinks we are.

1004
01:10:21,557 --> 01:10:23,517
Don't you talk down on Oklahoma!

1005
01:10:23,518 --> 01:10:27,377
How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant,

1006
01:10:27,459 --> 01:10:30,803
and so monumentally, selfishly ignorant at the same time?

1007
01:10:30,941 --> 01:10:34,174
Oh, look! When you ever been in a situation you had to fight your way out of?

1008
01:10:34,236 --> 01:10:35,236
Whether it was you or someone else?

1009
01:10:35,445 --> 01:10:38,031
I don't put myself in those kind of situations!

1010
01:10:38,137 --> 01:10:40,222
Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya,

1011
01:10:40,324 --> 01:10:42,597
and if you had to kill someone to protect you

1012
01:10:42,703 --> 01:10:45,309
or your own, you'd do the same thing I done.

1013
01:10:45,371 --> 01:10:47,505
I got a baby coming.

1014
01:10:49,249 --> 01:10:51,682
I... I... I am leaving tomorrow.

1015
01:10:53,627 --> 01:10:55,570
You gonna turn me in?

1016
01:10:55,571 --> 01:11:00,784
No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do!

1017
01:11:00,844 --> 01:11:04,876
Listen, listen. This guy. He hauled drugs all over this state.

1018
01:11:05,222 --> 01:11:08,698
- You said he didn't sell. - He sold to the ones what sold 'em.

1019
01:11:08,975 --> 01:11:11,338
All right? Now, he will come down here to force me

1020
01:11:11,548 --> 01:11:14,259
to explain the shit I don't even wanna talk about.

1021
01:11:14,355 --> 01:11:16,861
They're gonna find you, and you're gonna get killed,

1022
01:11:17,316 --> 01:11:21,021
or you're gonna go to jail, and then where are your wife and kid gonna be?

1023
01:11:21,153 --> 01:11:25,012
That's the beauty of it. Well, I wasn't up there.

1024
01:11:25,013 --> 01:11:27,307
I was down here. Remember?

1025
01:11:27,430 --> 01:11:29,202
Ah! You asshole!

1026
01:11:30,328 --> 01:11:32,309
Do you have any idea what you're doin' to me?

1027
01:11:32,310 --> 01:11:33,770
Son of a bitch!

1028
01:11:37,376 --> 01:11:39,461
Billy! Ugh!

1029
01:11:40,150 --> 01:11:45,780
- You are going to ruin my life! - Ain't nobody gonna know! Ugh!

1030
01:11:47,468 --> 01:11:50,179
[Phone ringing]

1031
01:11:50,285 --> 01:11:52,162
Go answer the phone.

1032
01:11:52,931 --> 01:11:56,616
- Colleen'll get it! - Just answer the fucking phone!

1033
01:12:01,523 --> 01:12:03,608
Hello?

1034
01:12:04,401 --> 01:12:06,799
No, it ain't. It's his brother.

1035
01:12:08,237 --> 01:12:11,191
- Who... Who is it? - Well, he's right here, I know.

1036
01:12:13,491 --> 01:12:14,534
Hello?

1037
01:12:14,535 --> 01:12:17,976
- Bill, ah, Nathan Levy. - Nathan?

1038
01:12:21,499 --> 01:12:24,732
Ah... How did.. How did you get this number?

1039
01:12:25,462 --> 01:12:29,632
I hope you don't mind. I, ah, spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown.

1040
01:12:31,633 --> 01:12:33,197
Is this a bad time?

1041
01:12:33,720 --> 01:12:37,161
It's fine. Ah, you know what? Hang on one second.

1042
01:12:44,686 --> 01:12:46,667
Sorry, Nathan, go ahead.

1043
01:12:46,771 --> 01:12:51,757
Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill. But you're about to be ambushed down there.

1044
01:12:52,776 --> 01:12:56,448
- By whom? - Something about a coed and a poem,

1045
01:12:57,072 --> 01:12:59,888
and some other behavior, which I would rather allow you to infer.

1046
01:12:59,993 --> 01:13:03,496
What? You've got to be kidding me. Nobody would say that.

1047
01:13:03,579 --> 01:13:06,463
Apparently there was a witness, Bill.

1048
01:13:08,833 --> 01:13:12,101
Nathan... Nate... Nathan, listen to me.

1049
01:13:12,170 --> 01:13:15,506
- That is absurd. - That's why I'm reaching out.

1050
01:13:16,090 --> 01:13:20,296
But until whatever happened blows over, we can't...

1051
01:13:20,401 --> 01:13:21,756
I understand.

1052
01:13:23,012 --> 01:13:25,203
- Everything all right? - No, it isn't.

1053
01:13:25,807 --> 01:13:27,767
Now, where can I find the signal for this?

1054
01:13:27,768 --> 01:13:31,626
I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back.

1055
01:13:31,811 --> 01:13:34,732
It was incentive of Virgil in dactylic hexameter,

1056
01:13:34,836 --> 01:13:38,986
and it was all about what would happen if we were together in the [indistinct].

1057
01:13:39,070 --> 01:13:42,705
Stop. Inappropriate. I don't wanna hear it.

1058
01:13:43,197 --> 01:13:47,309
So, I was in the library, and Mark Laub read it over my shoulder.

1059
01:13:47,409 --> 01:13:50,239
He site-translated it? Oh, no, he was really good.

1060
01:13:50,663 --> 01:13:52,888
He had like five hortatory subjunctives.

1061
01:13:52,978 --> 01:13:57,323
Anne, didn't you tell him that it was just a fucking poem, that it never happened?

1062
01:13:57,503 --> 01:14:00,769
Yes, but he didn't believe me, so he went to the Department.

1063
01:14:00,880 --> 01:14:06,264
I guess he was really pissed about some B+ you gave him on a Lucretius paper last year.

1064
01:14:06,468 --> 01:14:08,218
Fucking hell!

1065
01:14:08,220 --> 01:14:12,551
- Did you give him a B+? - I don't remember, Anne.

1066
01:14:12,641 --> 01:14:16,604
So, that bitch, Maggie Harmon, said she caught us that day

1067
01:14:16,687 --> 01:14:20,314
- making out with my shirt off in your office. - Ohhh!

1068
01:14:20,398 --> 01:14:25,265
So, I went to her, and I told her the truth, and I begged her.

1069
01:14:25,443 --> 01:14:29,267
But the door was closed, and I was partially undressed.

1070
01:14:29,448 --> 01:14:31,969
And then Professor Lockwood said that,

1071
01:14:31,970 --> 01:14:34,787
in a world of phenomena, appearances are truth.

1072
01:14:35,161 --> 01:14:37,969
Going around quoting the cynics. He's such a fucking lightweight!

1073
01:14:38,247 --> 01:14:43,982
- I don't.. I don't wanna hear any more. - Bill! When are you coming home?

1074
01:14:45,003 --> 01:14:47,541
Stop it! I told you to leave Stacy alone!

1075
01:14:48,214 --> 01:14:50,403
She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school.

1076
01:14:50,509 --> 01:14:52,664
- Eat shit, Gabe! - Well, after you eat mine!

1077
01:14:52,665 --> 01:14:54,750
Don't you dare speak to anyone that way, Stacy Feinman!

1078
01:14:55,888 --> 01:14:57,988
He cusses all the time! And so do you!

1079
01:14:57,989 --> 01:15:00,283
You both make spectacles of yourselves back there!

1080
01:15:00,293 --> 01:15:03,429
The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York!

1081
01:15:03,430 --> 01:15:06,975
Well, it is the pizza that we have!

1082
01:15:06,981 --> 01:15:09,831
And, by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money?

1083
01:15:09,943 --> 01:15:11,520
Honey, I don't wanna talk about it.

1084
01:15:11,521 --> 01:15:13,398
- Don't you have any pride? - Of course, I do.

1085
01:15:13,404 --> 01:15:17,561
- It's your mother! - We're strangling, Suzie. Strangling!

1086
01:15:17,679 --> 01:15:19,764
The credit card bills alone.

1087
01:15:19,816 --> 01:15:23,817
- Now, until I get my practice up... - When? When? - I told you. I told you.

1088
01:15:23,862 --> 01:15:27,161
It's when the kids make friends at school, and we meet the parents.

1089
01:15:27,187 --> 01:15:30,211
I hate the kids at school! They suck! They're a bunch of idiots!

1090
01:15:30,378 --> 01:15:34,514
A brutal murder occurred earlier today, after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath services.

1091
01:15:34,631 --> 01:15:37,565
- I said, when? - Yea, Dad? - Shh! Everyone be quiet!

1092
01:15:37,645 --> 01:15:42,805
Sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime.

1093
01:15:42,889 --> 01:15:46,636
Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 pm

1094
01:15:46,726 --> 01:15:51,453
by fellow worshippers in Congregation Nevei Kodesh, here in Tulsa.

1095
01:15:55,150 --> 01:15:57,826
I'm supposed to get three kids out of the car by myself?

1096
01:15:57,860 --> 01:16:00,086
Just give me a minute!

1097
01:16:00,557 --> 01:16:02,642
Bill Kincaid

1098
01:16:14,251 --> 01:16:16,962
Hugo Central High School

1099
01:16:40,440 --> 01:16:44,717
Honey! I'm just gonna, ah... Don't wait up for me!

1100
01:16:45,528 --> 01:16:47,112
What?

1101
01:16:47,113 --> 01:16:51,388
Well, 180 dollars will limit ya, but it don't mean you can't put a bullet

1102
01:16:51,459 --> 01:16:53,285
in there that's gonna pack a wallop.

1103
01:16:53,286 --> 01:16:56,449
I... I really don't need... need the bullets.

1104
01:16:56,747 --> 01:17:00,424
None of my business, friend, but you carry a firearm, you'd better be ready to use it.

1105
01:17:00,458 --> 01:17:04,839
Uh, huh. Well, ah, see, it's... it's really more for protection.

1106
01:17:05,484 --> 01:17:08,369
Now, these here is hollow points.

1107
01:17:09,300 --> 01:17:14,340
I... I appreciate that, but, um, like I said, I... I'm content...

1108
01:17:14,388 --> 01:17:18,456
Dog eat dog. You wanna be the one who's chowin' down.

1109
01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:22,590
I really don't... I don't plan to chow down.

1110
01:17:25,398 --> 01:17:27,441
I'll just take the gun.

1111
01:17:27,442 --> 01:17:32,585
Yup, nope. Well, that's what... honey, you just got to trust me on this.

1112
01:17:33,155 --> 01:17:35,414
Yes, right.

1113
01:17:36,033 --> 01:17:38,952
Tomorrow night at the latest.

1114
01:17:40,369 --> 01:17:42,976
Just give 'em... Give everyone a big kiss.

1115
01:17:55,426 --> 01:17:58,763
And I'm telling you, you was at that rest home, plain as day.

1116
01:17:58,845 --> 01:18:01,279
And Erica. Looked like a choirboy.

1117
01:18:01,555 --> 01:18:05,379
So, how could he have been there, here, and in Tulsa?

1118
01:18:05,684 --> 01:18:08,396
He was in Tulsa before he was here.

1119
01:18:08,604 --> 01:18:11,099
This is one big waste of my time.

1120
01:18:11,190 --> 01:18:15,395
And I tell you what else! I'd better not hear about any vigilante bullshit.

1121
01:18:15,651 --> 01:18:18,918
And you know why he would've been in Tulsa?

1122
01:18:18,919 --> 01:18:20,796
No, Buddy, educate me!

1123
01:18:20,865 --> 01:18:25,387
Because him and Pug Rothbaum was fixin' to make a lot more than grass down here.

1124
01:18:25,493 --> 01:18:28,414
- Who told you that? - Pug Rothbaum

1125
01:18:28,538 --> 01:18:31,041
He was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow.

1126
01:18:31,707 --> 01:18:36,262
He was into Pug for more than $200,000 for the equipment in his grow house.

1127
01:18:37,004 --> 01:18:39,646
You tellin' me the truth, Buddy?

1128
01:18:52,267 --> 01:18:56,752
Ya know, there's... there's rumored to be

1129
01:18:57,801 --> 01:19:01,982
excellent noodling in the rivers around Boston.

1130
01:19:06,218 --> 01:19:08,269
How about that.

1131
01:19:09,240 --> 01:19:12,230
Something you might want to confirm.

1132
01:19:15,413 --> 01:19:17,499
Okay

1133
01:19:35,431 --> 01:19:36,752
Hey

1134
01:19:39,464 --> 01:19:42,071
You ain't gonna stop off and see mom one more time?

1135
01:19:42,104 --> 01:19:44,190
I don't think so.

1136
01:19:44,565 --> 01:19:47,172
Well, I'll see ya when I see ya.

1137
01:19:50,570 --> 01:19:52,656
Hello, there.

1138
01:19:55,951 --> 01:19:58,245
You have got to be kidding me.

1139
01:20:00,454 --> 01:20:04,563
- You know this guy? - Sort of.

1140
01:20:05,542 --> 01:20:08,149
- Well, I'll be damned. - How can we help ya?

1141
01:20:08,462 --> 01:20:12,286
Okay, ah, which of you was it I met on the airplane?

1142
01:20:13,174 --> 01:20:16,824
You! And you murdered Pug Rothbaum!

1143
01:20:21,099 --> 01:20:24,817
- Get in the house! Get in the house! - No! Don't go there! Don't go there!

1144
01:20:25,310 --> 01:20:28,785
- Over there! - Just calm down! Just calm down!

1145
01:20:28,896 --> 01:20:30,009
Calm down! It's all right!

1146
01:20:30,010 --> 01:20:32,616
No, no, you get back... Get back... No, no...

1147
01:20:32,712 --> 01:20:37,335
No, no, no... Back! Back!

1148
01:20:39,864 --> 01:20:42,919
- I got hollow points! - Hollow points?

1149
01:20:43,160 --> 01:20:46,010
Join it! Join over! Get in the cluster! Get in the cluster!

1150
01:20:48,205 --> 01:20:52,411
No, this is not happening. I've got a plane to catch.

1151
01:20:52,835 --> 01:20:55,407
Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that.

1152
01:20:55,587 --> 01:20:57,568
You are not pointing that gun at me.

1153
01:20:57,673 --> 01:21:00,147
- Join the group! - This is not happening!

1154
01:21:00,299 --> 01:21:04,679
- Join the group! - Billy, Billy, come on.

1155
01:21:06,983 --> 01:21:08,525
Thank you!

1156
01:21:08,631 --> 01:21:09,635
Now, lis..., now, listen. Wha... Wha... Wha...

1157
01:21:09,636 --> 01:21:11,721
Why don't you stop waving that thing around?

1158
01:21:11,726 --> 01:21:13,569
I don't wanna hurt anyone.

1159
01:21:13,570 --> 01:21:15,655
No, all right. Then let's... let's just put the gun down, then.

1160
01:21:15,689 --> 01:21:17,689
I just wanna talk.

1161
01:21:17,690 --> 01:21:23,077
- Why are you doing this? - You flew down here to be his alibi.

1162
01:21:23,677 --> 01:21:29,758
Making him a murderer, and you an accessory, and this is a Christian state.

1163
01:21:31,015 --> 01:21:33,622
We're very Old Testament, when it comes to murder.

1164
01:21:34,490 --> 01:21:37,689
He'll get the chair, and you'll get life!

1165
01:21:37,874 --> 01:21:40,482
Who the fuck is this guy?

1166
01:21:41,421 --> 01:21:43,718
You're an orthodontist.

1167
01:21:43,776 --> 01:21:48,496
I am drowning in debt! I've been trying to set up a new practice,

1168
01:21:49,031 --> 01:21:53,154
but I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one!

1169
01:21:53,347 --> 01:21:57,223
Plus all the equipment! I have a wife and three kids!

1170
01:21:57,352 --> 01:21:59,039
Why don't you get to the fucking point?

1171
01:21:59,040 --> 01:22:02,745
Until my kids can make friends at school, and we meet their parents!

1172
01:22:02,815 --> 01:22:04,898
No, no, no, listen. Bill, Bill, hey, Bill!

1173
01:22:04,899 --> 01:22:09,801
- I am a guy that you met on an airplane! - Keep back! Keep back! I said keep back!

1174
01:22:09,904 --> 01:22:13,332
- Really, really, please. - I really mean it.

1175
01:22:13,417 --> 01:22:15,729
Get the hell back!

1176
01:22:17,953 --> 01:22:22,288
Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull. I give up. It's perfect.

1177
01:22:39,931 --> 01:22:42,748
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

1178
01:22:44,518 --> 01:22:46,604
It's fine. Just go home.

1179
01:22:46,688 --> 01:22:49,788
- Billy, we can't let him go now. - We are.

1180
01:22:49,982 --> 01:22:54,744
Just let it go, and everybody just go home.

1181
01:22:58,290 --> 01:22:59,437
Go, go.

1182
01:22:59,970 --> 01:23:01,659
-Brady! Brady! - Hey, hey, you!

1183
01:23:01,660 --> 01:23:03,120
Where do ya think you're going?

1184
01:23:03,224 --> 01:23:05,518
- Get back! - Aaahhh!

1185
01:23:07,605 --> 01:23:08,752
- Bill, no! - Aaahhh!

1186
01:23:15,009 --> 01:23:16,156
Brady!

1187
01:23:22,720 --> 01:23:24,944
Janet, call 911!

1188
01:23:25,556 --> 01:23:28,406
Baby, I think my mama might have called it.

1189
01:23:29,143 --> 01:23:31,923
She might have been right!

1190
01:23:36,357 --> 01:23:38,721
Police coming.

1191
01:23:40,381 --> 01:23:44,448
Bill. Hey, Bill!

1192
01:23:44,823 --> 01:23:47,430
We're gonna need an EMT.

1193
01:23:47,659 --> 01:23:52,664
- Bill... Hey, Bill! - Bill... Bill... Bill...

1194
01:23:53,998 --> 01:23:56,119
Gimme that! Gimme it.

1195
01:23:58,294 --> 01:24:00,727
Look at me... at me...

1196
01:24:01,421 --> 01:24:03,819
Go see that rabbi up in Tulsa.

1197
01:24:04,466 --> 01:24:08,775
All those drawings we did at Pug's. Tell her we didn't mean nothing by 'em.

1198
01:24:10,388 --> 01:24:12,612
Just promise me. You promise me?

1199
01:24:13,390 --> 01:24:15,963
You're gonna tell her yourself.

1200
01:24:20,794 --> 01:24:24,721
Okay. Now you ain't killed nobody.

1201
01:24:33,283 --> 01:24:38,462
Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us the Greek philosopher, Epicurus's

1202
01:24:38,601 --> 01:24:40,686
thoughts on death.

1203
01:24:40,999 --> 01:24:43,780
It is irrational to fear an event,

1204
01:24:44,502 --> 01:24:47,630
if when that event occurs, we are not in existence.

1205
01:24:48,735 --> 01:24:54,982
And, since when death is, we are not, and when we are, death is not,

1206
01:24:55,804 --> 01:24:58,793
then it's irrational to fear death.

1207
01:24:59,641 --> 01:25:02,074
One might just as well, Epicurus argued,

1208
01:25:02,726 --> 01:25:05,473
fear birth.

1209
01:25:06,730 --> 01:25:10,867
I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady.

1210
01:25:12,611 --> 01:25:18,658
He lived life on his own terms, indifferent to fear,

1211
01:25:19,283 --> 01:25:23,072
either his own, or those of others.

1212
01:25:23,787 --> 01:25:26,429
And, let's be honest.

1213
01:25:28,750 --> 01:25:35,006
By any normal measure, my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuckup.

1214
01:25:37,549 --> 01:25:41,714
But, in the years that we were together,

1215
01:25:43,763 --> 01:25:46,231
when we were growing up,

1216
01:25:47,518 --> 01:25:52,244
he gave me the happiest, freest times

1217
01:25:54,398 --> 01:25:57,387
that I will ever know.

1218
01:25:58,402 --> 01:26:02,052
I don't know why it took me so long to realize that.

1219
01:26:02,948 --> 01:26:07,776
I left Little Dixie because of my own fears.

1220
01:26:10,871 --> 01:26:13,582
My greatest regret is that

1221
01:26:14,542 --> 01:26:18,644
I never told him how difficult that really was.

1222
01:26:31,744 --> 01:26:34,143
Bolger, how'd you get those scars?

1223
01:26:34,726 --> 01:26:37,959
- Prison, with your brother. - My brother wasn't in prison.

1224
01:26:38,396 --> 01:26:44,305
Two years on possession. I think he ain't wanted you to know that.

1225
01:26:45,068 --> 01:26:47,293
Saved my life, too.

1226
01:26:47,904 --> 01:26:52,583
Three guys jumped me with box cutters. Your brother, Brady, went berserk.

1227
01:26:53,160 --> 01:26:55,872
Kept the both of us alive in there.

1228
01:26:59,039 --> 01:27:02,237
Can't believe he never...

1229
01:27:02,730 --> 01:27:05,928
Wished I could've repaid the favor.

1230
01:27:05,930 --> 01:27:09,266
<i>So tell my baby I said so long</i>

1231
01:27:09,267 --> 01:27:11,978
<i>Tell my mother I did no wrong</i>

1232
01:27:11,979 --> 01:27:15,107
<i>Tell my brother to watch his own</i>

1233
01:27:15,213 --> 01:27:18,028
<i>Tell my friends to mourn me none</i>

1234
01:27:23,243 --> 01:27:26,371
<i>I'm chained upon the face of time</i>

1235
01:27:26,372 --> 01:27:29,813
<i>Feelin' full of foolish rhyme</i>

1236
01:27:29,814 --> 01:27:32,733
<i>There ain't no dark till something shines</i>

1237
01:27:32,734 --> 01:27:37,322
<i>I'm bound to leave this dark behind</i>

1238
01:27:40,535 --> 01:27:43,490
So, to what do I owe this visit?

1239
01:27:45,457 --> 01:27:48,515
My brother killed Pug Rothbaum.

1240
01:27:50,170 --> 01:27:51,908
Your brother?

1241
01:27:51,983 --> 01:27:58,448
Who's the... same man who was shot by Ken Feinman.

1242
01:27:59,886 --> 01:28:02,771
Have you told the police?

1243
01:28:04,056 --> 01:28:06,246
I will.

1244
01:28:10,771 --> 01:28:15,291
He wanted you to know that it wasn't a hate crime.

1245
01:28:15,859 --> 01:28:19,127
I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews.

1246
01:28:19,571 --> 01:28:22,178
I know, but he didn't.

1247
01:28:25,327 --> 01:28:28,246
Then I'll have to believe you.

1248
01:28:34,584 --> 01:28:36,879
Is there something else?

1249
01:28:39,130 --> 01:28:42,050
Why... Why do you think...

1250
01:28:44,259 --> 01:28:46,345
Why do we...

1251
01:28:46,638 --> 01:28:50,148
We are animals, Professor Kincaid.

1252
01:28:53,477 --> 01:28:56,987
Brains that trick us into thinking we aren't.

1253
01:28:57,855 --> 01:29:00,566
What do I... What can I do with that?

1254
01:29:01,275 --> 01:29:03,465
- Repair. - What?

1255
01:29:04,068 --> 01:29:06,363
All of us. You, me,

1256
01:29:06,988 --> 01:29:09,560
your brother, Pug...

1257
01:29:12,786 --> 01:29:15,149
We break the world.

1258
01:29:17,956 --> 01:29:20,773
Help repair it.

1259
01:30:07,271 --> 01:30:12,033
Hey, come on over here.

1260
01:30:28,604 --> 01:30:32,149
- What's this about, Bolger? - I'll let Billy speak.

1261
01:30:33,024 --> 01:30:35,215
Have a seat.

1262
01:30:37,486 --> 01:30:40,198
Well, go on. Say whatcha got to say.

1263
01:30:40,906 --> 01:30:44,764
- My brother had a lot of equipment. - His grow house. - Yea

1264
01:30:46,495 --> 01:30:50,415
We talked to a lawyer. The police can't confiscate it.

1265
01:30:50,999 --> 01:30:53,815
Now, it's a high quality system. It's hydroponic.

1266
01:30:54,544 --> 01:30:57,463
I'm proposing to sell it to you.

1267
01:30:58,589 --> 01:31:01,162
That's the whole list.

1268
01:31:01,841 --> 01:31:04,240
That's at a... a discount price.

1269
01:31:08,098 --> 01:31:10,565
Yea, well, I don't see it quite like this.

1270
01:31:12,435 --> 01:31:14,143
Why not?

1271
01:31:14,144 --> 01:31:18,108
Because your brother never paid Pug for that equipment.

1272
01:31:19,066 --> 01:31:21,944
- So what? - So why I gotta pay you for it?

1273
01:31:22,402 --> 01:31:27,678
Because my brother is dead. I have to cover funeral costs.

1274
01:31:28,157 --> 01:31:29,930
He had bills that weren't paid.

1275
01:31:29,931 --> 01:31:33,059
He had a mortgage, and his wife is expecting a baby now.

1276
01:31:33,246 --> 01:31:36,825
Okay, all I'm trying to do is to cover his debts

1277
01:31:36,826 --> 01:31:39,225
and leave his family with a little something.

1278
01:31:39,251 --> 01:31:42,837
- Can you understand that? - Well, I'm one of his debts, see.

1279
01:31:43,422 --> 01:31:46,793
Ya know, before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary,

1280
01:31:47,007 --> 01:31:50,205
I had this whole area, southeastern Oklahoma.

1281
01:31:50,636 --> 01:31:53,695
And Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass!

1282
01:31:54,472 --> 01:31:59,096
And now you're going to have all of that again and better product besides.

1283
01:31:59,686 --> 01:32:01,603
Your brother owes me that equipment!

1284
01:32:01,604 --> 01:32:05,288
Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world?

1285
01:32:06,192 --> 01:32:11,948
- What? - We're breaking the world! Don't you want to fucking repair it?

1286
01:32:12,072 --> 01:32:16,587
What I want is for you to give me that equipment and then to go back East

1287
01:32:16,701 --> 01:32:20,802
with all the other faggots who think that New York City is the only place on Earth.

1288
01:32:20,997 --> 01:32:23,930
- I don't live in New York. - Well, that don't mean that

1289
01:32:23,931 --> 01:32:25,599
you don't think you're better than us! Now, do it.

1290
01:32:25,625 --> 01:32:30,283
You know what? We are better than you! We use our powers of thought!

1291
01:32:30,422 --> 01:32:33,481
- Don't you turn your back on me! - Fucking hick!

1292
01:32:34,258 --> 01:32:38,583
- Don't you walk away! - Just keep walking. Don't look back.

1293
01:32:39,179 --> 01:32:41,362
- Watt's wife. - Who?

1294
01:32:41,640 --> 01:32:44,734
She turned into a pillar of salt.

1295
01:32:46,686 --> 01:32:48,771
Motherfucker.

1296
01:32:56,008 --> 01:32:58,614
Help! Help me!

1297
01:32:58,780 --> 01:33:00,448
- I can't. - Get it out!

1298
01:33:00,449 --> 01:33:03,264
It's a bow. I think got a fletchette.

1299
01:33:39,511 --> 01:33:45,141
Oh, my God! No, no, no!

1300
01:34:15,840 --> 01:34:18,238
He's been shot! Fuckin' arrow!

1301
01:34:53,842 --> 01:34:56,832
Folks, wanna come with me.

1302
01:35:04,268 --> 01:35:07,015
Now, the arrow missed his heart by an inch

1303
01:35:07,730 --> 01:35:09,990
and his spine by centimeters.

1304
01:35:10,607 --> 01:35:13,145
So, what does this mean for him?

1305
01:35:13,818 --> 01:35:16,634
Well, it'll be a long recovery.

1306
01:35:17,009 --> 01:35:22,661
I guess I don't need to tell ya this, but you saved his life.

1307
01:35:38,511 --> 01:35:42,473
[Baby crying] Yes, yes, yes, dear...

1308
01:35:42,512 --> 01:35:44,980
Billy, it's fixin' to rain.

1309
01:35:48,266 --> 01:35:50,561
Thanks, mom.

1310
01:36:03,696 --> 01:36:07,520
Think I'm just gonna sit here for awhile.

1311
01:36:08,244 --> 01:36:10,572
In the rain?

1312
01:36:12,997 --> 01:36:16,334
I used to be so scared of these summer storms.

1313
01:36:17,459 --> 01:36:20,587
And when I went East, I missed them.

1314
01:36:21,380 --> 01:36:24,484
I was so frightened, I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears.

1315
01:36:25,134 --> 01:36:27,323
And I hated that.

1316
01:36:27,677 --> 01:36:32,023
So, I went to the library, and I studied them.

1317
01:36:33,057 --> 01:36:38,535
Learned everything I could about them. How they happened. What made them happen.

1318
01:36:38,583 --> 01:36:40,669
The name of every cloud.

1319
01:36:41,022 --> 01:36:43,108
And?

1320
01:36:44,609 --> 01:36:47,182
They still happened.

1321
01:36:48,237 --> 01:36:50,879
Mind if I stay out here with you?

1322
01:36:52,157 --> 01:36:54,243
I wish you would.

1323
01:37:14,593 --> 01:37:16,662
<i>Lonely are the free</i>

1324
01:37:17,393 --> 01:37:19,166
<i>'Cuz there ain't that many of 'em</i>

1325
01:37:19,688 --> 01:37:22,086
<i>They don't walk like you and me</i>

1326
01:37:25,841 --> 01:37:28,239
<i>They just tumble in the breeze</i>

1327
01:37:28,970 --> 01:37:33,350
<i>Lighter than a feather all together separately</i>

1328
01:37:37,209 --> 01:37:45,238
<i>That's how it supposed to be, no matter where they wander, from post to in-between</i>

1329
01:37:45,447 --> 01:37:50,661
<i>From here to over yonder, there's no place for them to land</i>

1330
01:37:54,728 --> 01:38:00,463
<i>Lonely are the free</i>

1331
01:38:00,464 --> 01:38:10,683
<i>The silent are the strong, not so much as a whisper, tell ya anything is wrong</i>

1332
01:38:10,892 --> 01:38:16,314
<i>You've known all along that you can't help but listen</i>

1333
01:38:16,628 --> 01:38:20,174
<i>And now the moment's gone</i>

1334
01:38:22,886 --> 01:38:31,332
<i>It keeps you hanging on until the stillness signaling the breaking of the dawn</i>

1335
01:38:31,333 --> 01:38:38,736
<i>is shattered by the sirens, singing sacrificial songs</i>

1336
01:38:40,092 --> 01:38:44,889
<i> The silent are the strong</i>