1 00:02:25,771 --> 00:02:30,004 (BOY) The summer I was eight years old, five hours disappeared from my life. 2 00:02:30,359 --> 00:02:32,837 Five hours... lost. 3 00:02:33,236 --> 00:02:35,430 Gone without a trace. 4 00:02:35,822 --> 00:02:38,846 (RAPID BREATHING) 5 00:02:43,580 --> 00:02:47,067 Last thing I remember, I was sitting on the bench of my little league game. 6 00:02:49,086 --> 00:02:50,779 It started to rain. 7 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:54,028 What happened after that remains a pitch black void. 8 00:02:55,092 --> 00:02:56,364 (GIRL) Brian? 9 00:02:56,593 --> 00:02:57,819 Brian? 10 00:02:58,053 --> 00:02:59,325 (DOOR CREAKS) 11 00:02:59,888 --> 00:03:03,242 You dork, what the heck are you doing in there? 12 00:03:03,892 --> 00:03:08,372 Hey... you're bleeding. 13 00:03:09,981 --> 00:03:12,709 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 14 00:03:16,405 --> 00:03:19,224 Whoo! It is terrible out there! 15 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:20,721 Mom! 16 00:03:21,034 --> 00:03:22,260 Well, hello, sweetheart. 17 00:03:22,494 --> 00:03:23,811 What happened to you? 18 00:03:24,037 --> 00:03:25,797 Brian got a bloody nose hiding in the cellar. 19 00:03:25,997 --> 00:03:28,350 Whatever on earth were you doing down there? 20 00:03:28,583 --> 00:03:29,855 Are you okay, sweetheart? 21 00:03:30,085 --> 00:03:31,983 Ohh, oh, you poor little baby. 22 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:35,407 They had me cooped up all night in that awful mail room. 23 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:38,406 I didn't even know it was raining till I got off work. 24 00:03:39,219 --> 00:03:41,162 - Hold still. - Ow. 25 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,456 Didn't one of the other moms give you a ride home? 26 00:03:43,682 --> 00:03:45,034 I'm going to bed. 27 00:03:45,475 --> 00:03:46,827 I hope you're happy. 28 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:48,582 I knew he'd get hurt playing sports 29 00:03:48,812 --> 00:03:50,038 out there in the field. 30 00:03:50,272 --> 00:03:53,258 You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't exactly a star player, either, 31 00:03:53,483 --> 00:03:57,178 but at least I gave it my all... I wasn't a quitter. 32 00:03:57,404 --> 00:03:58,630 Sorry, Dad. 33 00:03:58,864 --> 00:04:00,307 (SIGHS) 34 00:04:00,532 --> 00:04:01,804 Good night. 35 00:04:02,826 --> 00:04:04,269 Good night. 36 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:08,807 I told your father that little league thing was a stupid idea. 37 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:10,312 Hold your nose. 38 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:14,480 (WATER BUBBLING) 39 00:04:14,713 --> 00:04:17,441 Mom made me quit baseball the very next day. 40 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:20,531 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 41 00:04:24,097 --> 00:04:25,744 (BREATHING HARD) 42 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:35,750 (GASPS) 43 00:04:35,984 --> 00:04:39,922 This was when the nightmares began and the nose bleeds. 44 00:04:42,157 --> 00:04:44,180 I wet the bed several times... 45 00:04:44,868 --> 00:04:46,891 ...and then there were the blackouts. 46 00:04:47,454 --> 00:04:50,478 I'd feel my eyes roll back in my head. 47 00:04:51,166 --> 00:04:53,314 I'd crumple to the floor like a dropped puppet. 48 00:04:59,090 --> 00:05:01,534 The darn thing's not even a year old yet. 49 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:04,454 Maybe it's screwed up from all the lighting last week. 50 00:05:04,679 --> 00:05:07,453 Oh, your father's going to be overjoyed about this. 51 00:05:07,682 --> 00:05:09,375 (GIRL) What time's Dad getting home? 52 00:05:09,601 --> 00:05:11,499 Not for another hour, at least, honey. 53 00:05:13,355 --> 00:05:17,176 Mom, Deborah, come look! 54 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:21,672 It's a UFO! 55 00:05:21,905 --> 00:05:24,884 Oh, please, it's just a weather balloon or something. 56 00:05:25,116 --> 00:05:27,810 No, look what it's doing to the TV. 57 00:05:28,495 --> 00:05:29,767 (STATIC) 58 00:05:29,996 --> 00:05:31,689 It's flying over the house! 59 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:34,063 Let's go up on the roof. 60 00:05:34,292 --> 00:05:36,486 No, wait! 61 00:05:36,711 --> 00:05:37,983 Children, be careful! 62 00:05:38,380 --> 00:05:41,324 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 63 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:42,822 (BRIAN) That summer, 64 00:05:43,134 --> 00:05:45,487 those were the two things I'd never forget. 65 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,494 The cramped, stale darkness of the crawlspace 66 00:05:48,723 --> 00:05:53,579 and, equal in power and mystery... that UFO, 67 00:05:53,812 --> 00:05:58,292 out there somewhere, traveling across the universe. 68 00:06:02,028 --> 00:06:05,803 The summer I was eight years old, I came for the first time. 69 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:08,239 I was watching my mom going at it with her boyfriend 70 00:06:08,285 --> 00:06:11,559 of the moment, Alfred, in my old swing set. 71 00:06:14,207 --> 00:06:18,938 Alfred was all Marlboro man, dumb as a fucking rock. 72 00:06:19,170 --> 00:06:22,114 What I would, years later, come to call "my type." 73 00:06:22,340 --> 00:06:23,692 (ALFRED AND MOTHER LAUGHING) 74 00:06:25,302 --> 00:06:26,824 And only the most boring, stupid things 75 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:28,621 would ever come out of his mouth, but... 76 00:06:28,847 --> 00:06:33,410 seeing him like this, whimpering and grunting like a helpless animal, 77 00:06:33,643 --> 00:06:36,166 I couldn't take my eyes off of him. 78 00:06:36,396 --> 00:06:37,463 (ALFRED GRUNTING) 79 00:06:41,776 --> 00:06:43,503 (GROANS) 80 00:06:49,701 --> 00:06:50,893 (GRUNTS) 81 00:06:51,119 --> 00:06:52,391 (SIGHS) 82 00:06:52,829 --> 00:06:54,977 I'd been masturbating for years, but it wasn't 83 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:59,395 till that summer that jizz actually squirted out my dick when I came. 84 00:06:59,669 --> 00:07:01,362 Couldn't wait to show Coach. 85 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:03,527 Oh, maybe I should start at the beginning. 86 00:07:03,757 --> 00:07:05,985 Back in June, my mom signed me up for Little League. 87 00:07:06,217 --> 00:07:08,695 Well, it was Alfred's idea... a way for them to fuck freely, 88 00:07:08,929 --> 00:07:11,031 without the expense of a sitter. 89 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:12,866 Are you excited? 90 00:07:14,809 --> 00:07:16,206 (MOTHER) Coach Heider? 91 00:07:19,856 --> 00:07:22,675 Desire sledgehammered me. 92 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:25,595 He looked like the lifeguards, cowboys and firemen, 93 00:07:25,820 --> 00:07:28,236 I'd seen in the "Playgirls" that my mom kept stashed under her bed. 94 00:07:28,448 --> 00:07:31,472 Back then, I didn't know what to do with my feelings. 95 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:35,681 They were like, a gift I had to open in front of a crowd. 96 00:07:35,914 --> 00:07:36,981 - Hello. - Hello. 97 00:07:37,207 --> 00:07:38,183 I'm Ellen McCormick. 98 00:07:38,416 --> 00:07:40,439 And this is my son, Neil. 99 00:07:41,419 --> 00:07:42,691 Hello, Neil. 100 00:07:43,046 --> 00:07:45,695 Honey, don't you want to say hello to your new coach? 101 00:07:47,634 --> 00:07:49,156 (LAUGHS) 102 00:07:49,386 --> 00:07:52,285 Don't worry, it takes him a while to warm up to strangers. 103 00:07:54,265 --> 00:07:56,618 I quickly became the team's star player. 104 00:07:58,103 --> 00:08:00,143 Which wasn't saying much, considering the other kids 105 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:02,336 were a bunch of hopeless spazzes. 106 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:05,176 Our first game, bottom of the eighth, 107 00:08:05,402 --> 00:08:07,630 I whacked a triple with bases loaded. 108 00:08:07,862 --> 00:08:09,555 The crowd went fuckin' nuts. 109 00:08:10,323 --> 00:08:12,050 But I didn't care about that. 110 00:08:12,283 --> 00:08:14,977 All that mattered was it made Coach proud. 111 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:19,065 After that first victory, the coach called my mom 112 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:22,022 to tell her he was taking the team out to a movie to celebrate. 113 00:08:22,544 --> 00:08:23,861 (DOORBELL RINGS) 114 00:08:26,297 --> 00:08:28,491 Hey, big guy, ready to go? 115 00:08:28,717 --> 00:08:29,989 (NEIL) Coach? 116 00:08:30,468 --> 00:08:31,490 Yeah. 117 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:32,867 Where's everybody else? 118 00:08:33,096 --> 00:08:35,324 Well, it looks like it's just going to be you and me today, bud. 119 00:08:35,557 --> 00:08:37,204 Really? 120 00:08:37,434 --> 00:08:38,706 Yep. 121 00:08:38,977 --> 00:08:40,249 Cool. 122 00:08:42,105 --> 00:08:43,127 I picked "Blood Prom." 123 00:08:43,356 --> 00:08:46,714 It's an R-rated slasher flick... tons of cool gore and murders in it. 124 00:08:46,943 --> 00:08:48,295 When this one really annoying blonde chick 125 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:50,756 got her head chopped off, I cheered. 126 00:08:50,989 --> 00:08:54,600 After the movie, we we picked up a pizza and headed back to Coach's. 127 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:58,271 Coach's house was awesome! 128 00:08:58,496 --> 00:09:02,938 He had a giant TV, an Atari with Donkey Kong, Asteroids, Frogger. 129 00:09:03,168 --> 00:09:04,520 All my favorite games. 130 00:09:05,128 --> 00:09:06,320 (VIDEO GAME BEEPING) 131 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:07,818 (LASER BLASTS) 132 00:09:09,007 --> 00:09:11,485 - Ohh! - Ha, you exploded. 133 00:09:11,718 --> 00:09:12,990 My turn. 134 00:09:13,344 --> 00:09:14,616 (VIDEO GAME BEEPING) 135 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:16,702 Sure your mom's not expecting you? 136 00:09:16,931 --> 00:09:18,374 Ah, she works. 137 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:21,294 She's probably got a date with Alfred afterward. 138 00:09:21,519 --> 00:09:24,418 My guess is you spend a lot of time by yourself, huh? 139 00:09:24,647 --> 00:09:26,340 Yeah, but I kind of like it. 140 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:28,418 I just ride my bike and watch TV. 141 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:29,923 It's cool. 142 00:09:30,278 --> 00:09:31,300 (VIDEO GAME BLOOPING) 143 00:09:31,529 --> 00:09:33,006 Oh, shit. 144 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:35,592 You made me mess up! 145 00:09:35,825 --> 00:09:37,097 Sorry. 146 00:09:37,619 --> 00:09:39,471 Hold on. 147 00:09:42,165 --> 00:09:43,812 Come here for a sec. 148 00:09:44,042 --> 00:09:46,941 Oh, bring one of them bottles of Peach Nehi. 149 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:48,442 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 150 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:54,240 Okay... this might seem a little weird at first, 151 00:09:54,677 --> 00:09:59,954 but I need to record my team's voices, especially my best players. 152 00:10:00,183 --> 00:10:01,409 Okay? 153 00:10:01,643 --> 00:10:02,995 Take this. 154 00:10:05,772 --> 00:10:10,002 Now just speak into it using your normal voice. 155 00:10:10,235 --> 00:10:11,678 Well, what should I say? 156 00:10:11,903 --> 00:10:13,255 (COACH) Whatever you like. 157 00:10:13,571 --> 00:10:15,639 Start with your name. 158 00:10:15,865 --> 00:10:17,137 Neil. 159 00:10:18,493 --> 00:10:22,473 Now take a big sip of pop... and belch. 160 00:10:24,582 --> 00:10:25,774 Uhh! Shit. 161 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:27,272 (CHUCKLES) Good. 162 00:10:27,544 --> 00:10:28,816 Say that again. 163 00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:30,563 Shit. 164 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:31,898 Again. 165 00:10:32,132 --> 00:10:34,200 Shit, Shit, shit. 166 00:10:34,425 --> 00:10:36,493 - Keep going. - (BELCHES) 167 00:10:36,719 --> 00:10:38,241 Shit. (BELCHES) 168 00:10:38,471 --> 00:10:39,572 Hell! Damn! 169 00:10:39,806 --> 00:10:41,783 Now, um, look up into the camera. 170 00:10:42,016 --> 00:10:43,584 Now stick your tongue out. 171 00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:45,162 (CAMERA CLICKS AND WHIRS) 172 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:47,626 Make a... make a funny face. 173 00:10:47,856 --> 00:10:49,583 (LAUGHING) Good, good. 174 00:10:51,442 --> 00:10:52,794 Yeah... yes, Neil, yes. 175 00:10:53,319 --> 00:10:54,420 Yes. 176 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:56,631 (CAMERA WHIRRING) 177 00:10:58,449 --> 00:11:00,142 Open your mouth real wide. 178 00:11:03,246 --> 00:11:04,518 Neil, that's perfect. 179 00:11:09,377 --> 00:11:10,729 (NEIL) July 2nd. 180 00:11:10,962 --> 00:11:13,360 We had a 7:30 game against Hutchinson Taco Hut. 181 00:11:13,590 --> 00:11:15,613 I know you're gonna kick their butts tonight. 182 00:11:15,842 --> 00:11:18,907 You gonna knock one out of the park for your poor, hard-working mom? 183 00:11:20,054 --> 00:11:21,622 So you're gonna get a ride home with Coach, right? 184 00:11:21,848 --> 00:11:24,952 - Yeah. - Mm-mwah. 185 00:11:25,185 --> 00:11:27,083 (ZANY CARTOON NOISES ON TV) 186 00:11:27,312 --> 00:11:29,790 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) 187 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:32,379 (DOOR OPENS) 188 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:37,138 You're mine, and I love you, and don't you ever forget it. 189 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:38,339 (GRUNTS) 190 00:11:38,573 --> 00:11:39,925 (KISS) 191 00:11:42,493 --> 00:11:43,640 (DOOR CLOSES) 192 00:11:43,870 --> 00:11:45,688 Boy, were you on fire tonight. 193 00:11:45,914 --> 00:11:47,186 It's the best you ever played. 194 00:11:47,415 --> 00:11:48,687 Thanks, Coach. 195 00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:52,695 Hey, can we play some more of those game cartridges tonight? 196 00:11:52,921 --> 00:11:54,147 Sure, we can. 197 00:11:54,380 --> 00:11:56,073 But I gotta show you something first. 198 00:12:04,891 --> 00:12:07,244 (LAUGHING) 199 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,832 Ew... I look stupid in this one. 200 00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:14,133 No. 201 00:12:14,359 --> 00:12:17,178 You look perfect... your expression. 202 00:12:17,403 --> 00:12:21,007 Like you're having a wonderful dream. 203 00:12:22,659 --> 00:12:23,931 Neil... 204 00:12:24,535 --> 00:12:27,559 I've been thinking a lot about you this week. 205 00:12:28,915 --> 00:12:31,689 I'm hungry. 206 00:12:31,918 --> 00:12:33,691 Sure. 207 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:35,146 You want a pizza? 208 00:12:35,380 --> 00:12:37,323 I might have something here you'd like. 209 00:12:41,469 --> 00:12:43,663 Whoa! 210 00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:46,260 What'll it be, little buddy? 211 00:12:46,391 --> 00:12:48,414 My mom never buys these things. 212 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:50,336 She says they're a big waste of money. 213 00:12:50,561 --> 00:12:51,753 Let's eat then. 214 00:12:54,357 --> 00:12:56,004 (GRUNTS) Which one do you want? 215 00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:57,586 I don't know, what are you having? 216 00:12:57,819 --> 00:12:58,920 Corn pops. 217 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,505 Then I'll have, uh... 218 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:02,840 Cocoa Krispies. 219 00:13:03,074 --> 00:13:05,097 (SILVERWARE CLATTERING) 220 00:13:17,714 --> 00:13:18,736 Uhh! 221 00:13:18,965 --> 00:13:20,783 Shit. 222 00:13:21,009 --> 00:13:23,237 Sorry. 223 00:13:37,984 --> 00:13:40,086 (LAUGHING) 224 00:13:46,617 --> 00:13:48,094 You do one. 225 00:13:50,204 --> 00:13:51,476 (LAUGHING) 226 00:13:53,207 --> 00:13:55,309 Whoo, good one! 227 00:13:59,255 --> 00:14:00,607 Whoo! 228 00:14:14,812 --> 00:14:16,664 Here we go. 229 00:14:21,110 --> 00:14:23,929 (CEREAL CRUNCHING) 230 00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:29,052 I like you, Neil. 231 00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:33,477 I like you so much. 232 00:14:41,047 --> 00:14:43,525 When I really, really like someone... 233 00:14:51,599 --> 00:14:54,327 ...there's a way I show them how I feel. 234 00:15:00,483 --> 00:15:01,755 Shh. 235 00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:05,008 Angel. 236 00:15:06,155 --> 00:15:08,849 There's nothing wrong with kissing someone like this. 237 00:15:09,951 --> 00:15:12,474 Don't ever let anyone tell you that it's wrong. 238 00:15:12,703 --> 00:15:15,647 (NEIL WHIMPERING) 239 00:15:22,630 --> 00:15:23,902 (NEIL) It happened. 240 00:15:24,715 --> 00:15:26,317 That's what I told myself. 241 00:15:26,551 --> 00:15:28,494 It just happened. 242 00:15:28,719 --> 00:15:31,872 And after it was over, I looked down at the mess on the floor. 243 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:34,451 It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered. 244 00:15:35,101 --> 00:15:39,672 And when I swallowed, the taste of Coach's tongue seared my mouth. 245 00:15:40,565 --> 00:15:42,338 You liked it. 246 00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:44,590 It's okay that you liked it. 247 00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:48,389 Everything's gonna be okay. 248 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:58,183 (WOLF HOWLING) 249 00:15:58,916 --> 00:16:01,189 (THUNDER SOUND EFFECTS) 250 00:16:11,888 --> 00:16:13,911 Do you know him or something? 251 00:16:15,516 --> 00:16:17,196 (NEIL) I met Wendy Peterson when I was ten. 252 00:16:17,393 --> 00:16:20,747 She was 11, one grade ahead of me in school. 253 00:16:21,689 --> 00:16:22,915 What are you doing? 254 00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:24,546 Damn, no razor. 255 00:16:24,775 --> 00:16:26,377 You're insane. 256 00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:28,213 If I wasn't queer, we would have ended up 257 00:16:28,446 --> 00:16:30,765 having sloppy teenage sex and getting pregnant, 258 00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:35,186 contributing more fucked-up, unwanted kids to society. 259 00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:38,936 But instead, she became my soul mate. 260 00:16:39,165 --> 00:16:42,644 My... one true partner in crime. 261 00:16:42,877 --> 00:16:45,150 Let's kidnap him. 262 00:16:46,756 --> 00:16:48,153 His mom says we're supposed to take him home. 263 00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:49,654 (KIDS SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY) 264 00:16:50,843 --> 00:16:52,945 Wh-where are you taking me? 265 00:16:53,179 --> 00:16:56,078 A house with lots and lots of candy. 266 00:16:56,307 --> 00:16:57,579 Goody. 267 00:16:57,808 --> 00:16:59,785 (HAUNTED HOUSE SOUND EFFECTS) 268 00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,962 (WOMAN) Beware... 269 00:17:02,188 --> 00:17:03,460 Beware... 270 00:17:04,232 --> 00:17:05,504 Bewaaaare. 271 00:17:07,235 --> 00:17:12,216 These are the eyes of the axe murderer's victims. 272 00:17:16,410 --> 00:17:17,807 Come on, Satan. 273 00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:19,138 Hurry up, chicken. 274 00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:20,689 Brian... 275 00:17:20,915 --> 00:17:22,608 (BRIAN) I never much cared for Halloween, 276 00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:25,186 but this particular year, I couldn't shake the feeling 277 00:17:25,419 --> 00:17:28,022 that something horrible was gonna happen. 278 00:17:28,256 --> 00:17:30,404 And there was nothing I could do to stop it. 279 00:17:30,633 --> 00:17:31,609 Wait outside for me. 280 00:17:31,842 --> 00:17:33,865 I'll be done in a minute. 281 00:17:34,095 --> 00:17:35,367 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 282 00:17:36,639 --> 00:17:38,616 All right, you hold him while I go get something. 283 00:17:38,849 --> 00:17:39,825 What are we gonna do? 284 00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,706 Have some fun. 285 00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:43,834 (DOOR SHUTS) 286 00:17:45,231 --> 00:17:47,550 (INDISTINCT DIALOG ON TV) 287 00:17:47,775 --> 00:17:48,842 (GUNSHOT ON TV) 288 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,425 What's the matter, Satan? 289 00:17:55,992 --> 00:17:57,344 What did you say, Punk? 290 00:17:57,577 --> 00:17:59,350 (GRUNTS) 291 00:18:00,746 --> 00:18:02,439 What a loser! 292 00:18:02,665 --> 00:18:03,732 (GLASSES BREAK) 293 00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:05,230 (ALL) Loser! Loser! 294 00:18:07,461 --> 00:18:11,486 (SHRIEKING AND LAUGHTER) 295 00:18:12,758 --> 00:18:15,452 (PANTING) 296 00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,285 (TWIG SNAPS) 297 00:18:20,474 --> 00:18:22,372 (COACH) Brian? 298 00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:26,497 Brian? 299 00:18:28,816 --> 00:18:30,042 I thought that was you. 300 00:18:30,276 --> 00:18:33,471 (BRIAN PANTING) 301 00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:36,053 (THUD) 302 00:18:36,282 --> 00:18:37,474 (NEIL) Lie down. 303 00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:38,972 Lie down, retard. 304 00:18:40,286 --> 00:18:41,638 Wh-what are you doing? 305 00:18:42,079 --> 00:18:44,307 Shut up... shut up, or we'll kill you. 306 00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:46,233 Point the beam over here. 307 00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:48,402 Open your mouth. 308 00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:50,321 I said open your mouth! 309 00:18:52,048 --> 00:18:53,274 Now, keep these in your fuckin' mouth. 310 00:18:53,507 --> 00:18:56,948 And you better do what we say, or I'll kill you, I swear. 311 00:18:58,929 --> 00:19:00,155 Now give me the matches. 312 00:19:00,389 --> 00:19:04,210 Wendy, come on, give me the damn matches! 313 00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:12,881 (BRIAN GRUNTING) 314 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:15,592 (LOUD EXPLOSIONS) 315 00:19:16,739 --> 00:19:18,011 (DOG HOWLING) 316 00:19:19,075 --> 00:19:20,768 Shine the flashlight on him. 317 00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,356 Neil, he's gonna tattle! 318 00:19:25,581 --> 00:19:27,103 Don't worry, I know what to do. 319 00:19:27,333 --> 00:19:30,403 There are things we can do to get him on our side. 320 00:19:30,628 --> 00:19:31,900 That's it. 321 00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:33,526 Just lay still for a minute. 322 00:19:33,756 --> 00:19:35,403 You're my little green buddy, 323 00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:38,236 and there's this cool thing I wanna show you. 324 00:19:40,012 --> 00:19:42,206 When I was little, a man used to do this to me, 325 00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,124 and you're really gonna like it. 326 00:19:44,350 --> 00:19:45,622 There, that's it. 327 00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:47,707 That's my boy. 328 00:19:49,063 --> 00:19:51,416 Wendy never looked at me quite the same after that night. 329 00:19:51,649 --> 00:19:53,547 I mean... sharing this part of myself 330 00:19:53,776 --> 00:19:56,129 I'd never shown anyone else, ever before. 331 00:19:56,862 --> 00:20:02,264 And I knew we'd be bound together... forever. 332 00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:07,148 (BRIAN) I woke up, once again not knowing where I was 333 00:20:07,373 --> 00:20:09,396 or what had happened to me. 334 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,568 By the time I made my way back, 335 00:20:11,794 --> 00:20:13,988 Deborah said I'd been missing for over an hour. 336 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:16,236 But I couldn't remember a thing. 337 00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:19,489 All I knew was that it was somehow linked to the other time, 338 00:20:19,719 --> 00:20:21,947 the night I woke up in the cellar. 339 00:20:22,179 --> 00:20:25,078 And I also knew that, no matter how long it took, 340 00:20:25,307 --> 00:20:27,910 I had to find out what had happened to me. 341 00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:30,463 I had to find an answer to the mystery. 342 00:20:34,108 --> 00:20:37,295 When I was 15, I overheard some kids at school talking about a place. 343 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:40,718 A place that you could find even in a dumb-ass hick town 344 00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:42,800 like Hutchinson. 345 00:20:58,632 --> 00:21:00,154 Bingo. 346 00:21:29,914 --> 00:21:31,436 Here we go. 347 00:21:43,761 --> 00:21:44,908 How's it going? 348 00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:46,409 Okay. 349 00:21:47,264 --> 00:21:48,536 I'm Charlie. 350 00:21:49,475 --> 00:21:50,747 Neil. 351 00:21:51,352 --> 00:21:52,920 Wanna go for a ride? 352 00:21:56,232 --> 00:21:57,504 Sure. 353 00:21:58,901 --> 00:22:00,173 You got cash? 354 00:22:00,945 --> 00:22:03,218 I'll pay 50, no higher. 355 00:22:04,198 --> 00:22:06,221 You gotta be careful out here. 356 00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:09,554 The cops patrol this whole entire area, 357 00:22:09,787 --> 00:22:12,265 and they got brains enough to know what's up. 358 00:22:12,498 --> 00:22:14,191 I'm in Hutchinson on business. 359 00:22:14,959 --> 00:22:17,653 I supply snack foods to the local markets. 360 00:22:19,129 --> 00:22:20,276 Go ahead. 361 00:22:20,506 --> 00:22:22,825 Take whatever you want. 362 00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:31,041 Hungry, huh? 363 00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:34,249 (DOOR SQUEAKS) 364 00:22:39,650 --> 00:22:43,050 (MAN) We've only got an hour. 365 00:22:43,279 --> 00:22:44,972 So we better get busy. 366 00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:51,933 Wait. 367 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:54,856 Let me. 368 00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,951 Beautiful. 369 00:23:10,639 --> 00:23:13,333 So, uh, what do you like to do? 370 00:23:15,519 --> 00:23:18,213 Tell me what you want me to do. 371 00:23:18,564 --> 00:23:20,587 Whatever. 372 00:23:24,820 --> 00:23:26,513 You like older guys, huh? 373 00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:28,678 Tell me. 374 00:23:29,199 --> 00:23:30,425 (NONCOMMITTAL) Yeah. 375 00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:39,230 Mmm, that feels nice. 376 00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:50,030 You are such a beautiful, beautiful boy. 377 00:23:51,013 --> 00:23:52,285 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 378 00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,835 (GRUNTS) 379 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:05,253 (PANTING) 380 00:24:27,049 --> 00:24:28,321 I'm gonna come. 381 00:24:28,717 --> 00:24:29,989 (PANTING) 382 00:24:30,636 --> 00:24:32,738 I'm gonna come. 383 00:24:37,768 --> 00:24:38,869 Agh! 384 00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:41,171 (MAN GULPING) 385 00:24:54,702 --> 00:24:57,726 (BOTH PANTING) 386 00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:18,910 (GARGLING) 387 00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:21,086 (SPITS) 388 00:25:21,311 --> 00:25:22,879 I know what you're thinking. 389 00:25:23,105 --> 00:25:24,377 That wasn't safe. 390 00:25:24,690 --> 00:25:26,713 But we're in Kansas, thank God, 391 00:25:27,026 --> 00:25:29,470 not some big city full of diseases. 392 00:25:31,155 --> 00:25:34,384 Plus... you're only a kid. 393 00:25:46,128 --> 00:25:48,356 (SIGHS) 394 00:25:51,967 --> 00:25:53,239 Boo. 395 00:25:53,469 --> 00:25:54,741 Maniac! 396 00:25:55,012 --> 00:25:56,113 You scared me. 397 00:25:56,346 --> 00:25:57,698 Thanks for meeting me. 398 00:25:58,140 --> 00:25:59,662 Yeah, well, this better be good. 399 00:25:59,892 --> 00:26:01,585 My mom will kill me if she finds out I snuck out this late. 400 00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,163 I have something I wanna show you. 401 00:26:04,521 --> 00:26:06,840 (DOOR SQUEAKS LOUDLY) 402 00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:09,835 Ew. 403 00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:19,765 Look. 404 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:24,603 Yeah, so? 405 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,028 That's me. 406 00:26:33,383 --> 00:26:35,781 You're such a liar. 407 00:26:36,845 --> 00:26:38,197 I don't believe you. 408 00:26:39,223 --> 00:26:40,415 I'll prove it. 409 00:26:40,641 --> 00:26:41,913 (SCOFFS) Okay, how? 410 00:26:42,309 --> 00:26:44,082 Oh, my God, what are you... 411 00:26:44,311 --> 00:26:45,991 Put that back in your pants, exhibitionist. 412 00:26:46,105 --> 00:26:47,172 Look. 413 00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:48,464 No way, perv. 414 00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:50,417 Look what the guy did to me. 415 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:56,056 (BIKE CLATTERS TO GROUND) 416 00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:00,556 Are those bruises? 417 00:27:00,786 --> 00:27:03,973 Fucker gnawed on my dick like it was a fuckin'... candy cane. 418 00:27:04,206 --> 00:27:06,479 I didn't even realize he was hurting me till after I blew my load. 419 00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,401 Well, you better watch out, McCormick. 420 00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:11,651 Next time someone might chomp the whole thing off. 421 00:27:12,881 --> 00:27:14,107 Seriously. 422 00:27:14,341 --> 00:27:16,114 Even Hutchinson has its share of freaks. 423 00:27:16,343 --> 00:27:19,029 You trick with the wrong guy, and I'd find pieces of you everywhere. 424 00:27:19,263 --> 00:27:21,240 Okay, "Mom." 425 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:30,465 I wish there's a movie showing right now. 426 00:27:30,691 --> 00:27:31,963 Me too. 427 00:27:32,818 --> 00:27:34,215 A film about our lives. 428 00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:38,014 Everything's that's happened so far. 429 00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:41,935 And the last scene would just be us standing right here. 430 00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:45,180 Just you and me. 431 00:27:47,708 --> 00:27:48,855 Yeah. 432 00:28:04,892 --> 00:28:06,619 I hear something. 433 00:28:11,607 --> 00:28:13,300 It's the voice of God. 434 00:28:27,956 --> 00:28:29,228 I hear him. 435 00:28:36,340 --> 00:28:38,113 I hear him. 436 00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:48,455 (GUNSHOTS) 437 00:28:54,650 --> 00:28:55,922 Mom! 438 00:28:56,652 --> 00:28:58,004 It's about to begin. 439 00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:00,009 All right, I'm coming. 440 00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:01,966 Ahh. VCR on? 441 00:29:02,199 --> 00:29:03,596 Checked it twice. 442 00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:06,678 (SIGHS) This is probably gonna be a little silly. 443 00:29:06,912 --> 00:29:08,514 The commercial showed this crazy old man 444 00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:11,600 claiming aliens beamed him right up out of his bathtub. 445 00:29:11,833 --> 00:29:13,685 (TV RUNNING INDISTINCTLY) 446 00:29:13,919 --> 00:29:18,156 If you're going to make fun, I'd just as soon watch it by myself. 447 00:29:18,966 --> 00:29:20,693 Shh, it's starting. 448 00:29:20,926 --> 00:29:23,245 (TV ANNOUNCER) Tonight on "World Of Mystery," 449 00:29:23,470 --> 00:29:27,200 we investigate the terrifying world of UFOs. 450 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:31,503 Is it mass hysteria or something all too real? 451 00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:33,751 They kept me prisoner for hours! 452 00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:36,709 They examined me like I was a... 453 00:29:37,234 --> 00:29:38,927 a frog in biology class. 454 00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,799 And then they stuck a probe in my stomach. 455 00:29:44,032 --> 00:29:47,056 I still got the scar here to prove it. 456 00:29:48,370 --> 00:29:49,642 Look at that. 457 00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:53,646 I always got scared anytime I watched movies about UFOs. 458 00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:55,568 Even "E.T." scared me. 459 00:29:56,169 --> 00:29:57,441 Poor thing. 460 00:29:57,963 --> 00:29:59,736 She looks so homely and sad. 461 00:29:59,965 --> 00:30:01,191 - Shh! - Avalyn Frisen 462 00:30:01,425 --> 00:30:04,779 lives in the tiny, ordinary town of Inman, Kansas. 463 00:30:05,971 --> 00:30:07,288 "Inman." 464 00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:09,207 That's only 30 miles away. 465 00:30:09,516 --> 00:30:13,377 32 years old, she is unmarried, lives with her father, 466 00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:15,626 and works part-time as a secretary. 467 00:30:15,856 --> 00:30:18,209 But there is something unusual about Avalyn. 468 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,510 For as long as she can remember, 469 00:30:20,736 --> 00:30:24,056 things have happened to her, things she cannot explain. 470 00:30:24,281 --> 00:30:28,101 I'd heard about people who've experienced missing time. 471 00:30:28,327 --> 00:30:30,976 Whole chunks of their lives they couldn't account for. 472 00:30:31,204 --> 00:30:33,807 Under hypnotic regression, 473 00:30:34,041 --> 00:30:37,190 I learned that I had been abducted more than 20 times. 474 00:30:37,419 --> 00:30:39,112 - Oh, please! - Quiet. 475 00:30:39,338 --> 00:30:41,486 The first time was when I was 6. 476 00:30:41,715 --> 00:30:45,410 I was on my way home from a picnic with my grandparents. 477 00:30:45,635 --> 00:30:48,705 It was dark, and we got lost driving down a dirt road. 478 00:30:48,930 --> 00:30:52,204 Grandpa lost control of the car, and we went into a ditch. 479 00:30:52,434 --> 00:30:55,083 There was this blinding white light. 480 00:30:55,312 --> 00:30:59,133 But the aliens weren't interested in my grandparents. 481 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:01,051 They floated me up out of the car 482 00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:04,505 using some sort of gravitational ray. 483 00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:06,431 (SHIMMERING SOUND EFFECT) 484 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:08,349 That's it... I've had enough. 485 00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:09,847 I'm gonna get some ice cream. 486 00:31:10,077 --> 00:31:12,305 - Want some? - No, thanks. 487 00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:14,230 I remember lying on a table. 488 00:31:14,456 --> 00:31:17,605 It was cold, smooth and shiny. 489 00:31:17,834 --> 00:31:19,277 The aliens surrounded me. 490 00:31:19,503 --> 00:31:21,276 They were bald, with huge, 491 00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:24,950 marshmallowy heads and tiny arms. 492 00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:27,744 But the worst part was their eyes. 493 00:31:27,969 --> 00:31:30,163 The only way I can describe them is big, 494 00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:34,585 black diamonds, all liquidy and jellyish. 495 00:31:34,810 --> 00:31:37,834 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 496 00:31:57,707 --> 00:32:01,528 I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this fuckin' nowhere town! 497 00:32:01,962 --> 00:32:04,986 You better let me know the second you're settled. 498 00:32:06,007 --> 00:32:07,279 Or else. 499 00:32:08,510 --> 00:32:11,113 You better come, or else. 500 00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:12,572 New York City. 501 00:32:12,806 --> 00:32:14,749 You're so lucky. 502 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,006 Hey, ass face. 503 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,297 What you gawking at? 504 00:32:32,325 --> 00:32:33,597 (LAUGHING) 505 00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:36,520 Faggots! 506 00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:39,019 Shit, just go, go, go, go, go! 507 00:32:39,249 --> 00:32:41,351 (HORN BLARING) 508 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:43,603 Fuck you! 509 00:32:43,837 --> 00:32:45,109 (CACKLING) 510 00:32:59,019 --> 00:33:00,917 Remember the guy I told you about last week? 511 00:33:01,146 --> 00:33:02,668 White Camaro? 512 00:33:02,898 --> 00:33:04,545 That's him, parked by those trees. 513 00:33:04,774 --> 00:33:06,797 I've fucked every single john in this park. 514 00:33:07,027 --> 00:33:09,550 Except for White Camaro. 515 00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:11,756 So it's time for you two to get lost. 516 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:14,218 Stop scaring my business away. 517 00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:16,349 You want us to come pick you up later? 518 00:33:16,578 --> 00:33:17,645 Yeah, if you want. 519 00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:19,769 I'll be done by, like, 7:00. 520 00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:21,270 We'll meet you. 521 00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:23,184 Speak for yourself, Eric. 522 00:33:23,418 --> 00:33:24,779 I gotta get home and start packing. 523 00:33:24,878 --> 00:33:26,275 All right, call me tonight. 524 00:33:26,505 --> 00:33:28,073 I'll see you later. 525 00:33:36,473 --> 00:33:37,825 You better be careful. 526 00:33:38,183 --> 00:33:39,455 Of what? 527 00:33:40,644 --> 00:33:42,166 I'm serious, Eric. 528 00:33:42,395 --> 00:33:43,838 You're not in Modesto anymore. 529 00:33:44,064 --> 00:33:47,384 I see the way you look at him. 530 00:33:47,609 --> 00:33:48,881 He's so beautiful. 531 00:33:50,487 --> 00:33:52,305 I can't help it. 532 00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:53,598 He's like a god. 533 00:33:53,823 --> 00:33:56,301 You don't have to tell me. 534 00:33:56,535 --> 00:33:59,479 I was infatuated with him, too, once. 535 00:33:59,704 --> 00:34:02,102 But I know all Neil's secrets, and there's shit there 536 00:34:02,332 --> 00:34:04,730 you don't even want to know about, trust me. 537 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,232 (ENGINE STARTS) 538 00:34:06,503 --> 00:34:07,983 Once I'm gone, you'll be all Neil has, 539 00:34:08,129 --> 00:34:10,448 and you have to understand one thing. 540 00:34:10,674 --> 00:34:12,071 Where normal people have a heart, 541 00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,653 Neil McCormick has a bottomless black hole. 542 00:34:15,762 --> 00:34:19,996 And if you don't watch out, you can fall in and get lost forever. 543 00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:23,711 (SIGHS) 544 00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,593 (SCREAMS) 545 00:34:51,006 --> 00:34:52,278 (DOOR CLOSES) 546 00:34:52,549 --> 00:34:53,821 (MOTHER) Brian? 547 00:34:54,050 --> 00:34:55,117 Brian, you home? 548 00:34:55,343 --> 00:34:57,491 Yeah, Mom... in here. 549 00:35:04,144 --> 00:35:05,416 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 550 00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:07,167 No class today? 551 00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:11,126 I've got English Comp discussion group at 7:30. 552 00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:12,802 Hmm... you have mail. 553 00:35:13,028 --> 00:35:14,596 Looks like one from your sister. 554 00:35:14,821 --> 00:35:17,970 And one from "A. Friesen"? 555 00:35:20,285 --> 00:35:22,387 I can't believe she wrote me back. 556 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:23,813 Who? 557 00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:26,141 Avalyn Friesen, the woman on TV. 558 00:35:26,374 --> 00:35:27,726 Well, she didn't have to go dump 559 00:35:27,959 --> 00:35:30,153 a whole gallon of perfume on it, now, did she? 560 00:35:32,088 --> 00:35:33,440 What does she say? 561 00:35:34,341 --> 00:35:37,445 She wants me to visit her in Inman. 562 00:35:42,432 --> 00:35:43,533 (HORN HONKS) 563 00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:02,386 Well, thanks for the ride, Preston. 564 00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:06,348 Later. 565 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:09,522 (DOOR SLAMS) 566 00:36:09,751 --> 00:36:11,444 (APPLAUSE AND MUSIC ON TV) 567 00:36:12,337 --> 00:36:14,110 Ah, you just missed it, sweetie. 568 00:36:14,339 --> 00:36:17,409 This little old lady just won both showcases. 569 00:36:17,634 --> 00:36:18,906 Oh, yeah? 570 00:36:20,428 --> 00:36:21,780 What did she get? 571 00:36:22,389 --> 00:36:26,164 She got a trip to Scotland, beautiful living room set, 572 00:36:26,393 --> 00:36:27,665 a brand-new car. 573 00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:32,840 I can't remember the name of it, but it cost over 27 grand. 574 00:36:36,403 --> 00:36:38,380 Are you wearing cologne? 575 00:36:40,907 --> 00:36:42,975 Was work okay? 576 00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:44,553 It was the pits. 577 00:36:46,579 --> 00:36:49,353 God when is our ship gonna come in, huh, baby? 578 00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:50,854 Soon, Ma. 579 00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:54,649 It'll be soon. 580 00:36:59,175 --> 00:37:00,527 Oh, Neil, don't forget. 581 00:37:02,011 --> 00:37:03,237 Tomorrow's my date. 582 00:37:03,471 --> 00:37:04,743 That hot Italian. 583 00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:06,661 The guy who always comes through my checkout lane. 584 00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:09,039 Well, don't worry, 'cause I'll be at work. 585 00:37:09,269 --> 00:37:11,497 It's the last tournament of the season. 586 00:37:11,730 --> 00:37:12,877 Vincenzo. 587 00:37:13,106 --> 00:37:15,629 (LAUGHING) 588 00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:23,508 (GAME SHOW HOST CHATTERING) 589 00:37:55,648 --> 00:37:56,920 (DOG BARKING) 590 00:37:57,734 --> 00:37:59,381 Brian! 591 00:38:01,905 --> 00:38:02,972 Brian, hey! 592 00:38:03,198 --> 00:38:04,550 Patches! Patches, down! 593 00:38:04,783 --> 00:38:06,760 Sorry, she gets a little excited. 594 00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:09,642 Hi, you must be Brian... I'm Avalyn, obviously. 595 00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,143 Dad? 596 00:38:11,873 --> 00:38:13,145 It's okay, Daddy. 597 00:38:13,541 --> 00:38:16,895 This is the young man I was telling you about. 598 00:38:17,462 --> 00:38:18,939 Don't mind him. 599 00:38:19,172 --> 00:38:20,945 He's just a little wary of strangers. 600 00:38:21,174 --> 00:38:23,197 I'm so glad you're here. 601 00:38:23,426 --> 00:38:24,493 Come on. 602 00:38:26,262 --> 00:38:28,035 It isn't showy, but it's home. 603 00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:29,616 Here, have a seat. 604 00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,534 Have you eaten? 605 00:38:31,768 --> 00:38:34,009 I was just in the middle of lunch, I hope you don't mind. 606 00:38:34,062 --> 00:38:35,129 No, go ahead. 607 00:38:35,355 --> 00:38:36,627 I ate earlier. 608 00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:38,549 So, you saw the show? 609 00:38:38,900 --> 00:38:41,094 Several times. 610 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,046 I videotaped it. 611 00:38:43,279 --> 00:38:45,199 They left some stuff out, but they managed to get 612 00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:46,592 the major points across. 613 00:38:49,494 --> 00:38:51,471 I think I was taken too. 614 00:38:51,704 --> 00:38:53,681 You mentioned that in your letter. 615 00:38:53,915 --> 00:38:56,143 You're at the point I was a few years ago, 616 00:38:56,376 --> 00:38:57,773 where you're just starting to remember things. 617 00:38:58,002 --> 00:39:00,525 There are many of us, and we all have this drive 618 00:39:00,755 --> 00:39:01,981 to know what happened. 619 00:39:02,215 --> 00:39:06,036 So... you think that's what happened to me? 620 00:39:06,261 --> 00:39:08,739 Just from what I told you about the missing time and... 621 00:39:08,972 --> 00:39:12,497 Oh, I'm sure of it. 622 00:39:12,725 --> 00:39:15,169 Feel like going on a walk? 623 00:39:16,354 --> 00:39:17,706 What's that you're carrying? 624 00:39:17,981 --> 00:39:19,333 It's a dream journal. 625 00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:23,340 I keep a log of all my dreams. 626 00:39:23,570 --> 00:39:26,594 Whatever bits and pieces I can recall, at least. 627 00:39:27,615 --> 00:39:29,934 I-I feel like it's slowly helping me remember. 628 00:39:30,159 --> 00:39:31,727 That's a really good idea. 629 00:39:31,953 --> 00:39:34,351 Your subconscious is where all your memories are buried. 630 00:39:34,581 --> 00:39:38,230 For you and me and people like us, almost every single thing we do 631 00:39:38,459 --> 00:39:40,152 stems from our being abducted. 632 00:39:41,546 --> 00:39:42,943 Come here, I want to show you something they wouldn't allow 633 00:39:43,172 --> 00:39:44,945 on "World of Mystery." 634 00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,366 I've been tagged. 635 00:39:49,888 --> 00:39:51,240 Part of their experiments. 636 00:39:52,181 --> 00:39:53,658 Touch it. 637 00:39:55,977 --> 00:39:58,079 When I was taken, my leg was bleeding, 638 00:39:58,313 --> 00:40:00,666 but I didn't remember being cut, nothing. 639 00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:04,882 Then, under hypnosis is when I discovered 640 00:40:05,111 --> 00:40:06,912 that's where they implant the tracking device. 641 00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,386 Now everything I do, they know. 642 00:40:09,616 --> 00:40:12,935 In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they were spying on us right now. 643 00:40:13,786 --> 00:40:17,936 When I was found that night, my nose was bleeding. 644 00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:22,187 The old up-the-nose trick, so the scar can't be seen. 645 00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:26,949 (CRYING) Don't forget to write. 646 00:40:27,383 --> 00:40:28,655 (SNIFFLES) 647 00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:31,613 Don't you forget what I told you. 648 00:40:32,013 --> 00:40:33,239 Okay. 649 00:40:37,226 --> 00:40:39,579 You better come see me soon, asshole. 650 00:40:40,605 --> 00:40:42,503 Yeah, I will. 651 00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:47,511 I will. 652 00:41:17,558 --> 00:41:19,581 Stay out of trouble, you two. 653 00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:21,712 (SNIFFLES) 654 00:41:24,273 --> 00:41:25,875 Bye. 655 00:41:34,075 --> 00:41:35,768 I can't believe it's so late. 656 00:41:35,994 --> 00:41:37,141 My mom's gonna worry. 657 00:41:37,370 --> 00:41:39,063 You still live with your mom? 658 00:41:39,288 --> 00:41:42,141 My dad moved out seven years ago. 659 00:41:42,375 --> 00:41:44,068 I don't see him much. 660 00:41:44,419 --> 00:41:46,192 You wanna read me one of your dreams? 661 00:41:46,421 --> 00:41:50,783 Ah, I just, you know, scribble them out in the middle of the night. 662 00:41:51,009 --> 00:41:52,907 Sometimes I can barely even read them. 663 00:41:53,136 --> 00:41:54,909 That's okay. 664 00:42:04,689 --> 00:42:07,167 This is from two nights ago. 665 00:42:09,027 --> 00:42:11,471 "There's a blue light. 666 00:42:11,696 --> 00:42:14,345 "I'm in my little league uniform, 667 00:42:14,574 --> 00:42:17,268 and a tall alien is hovering over me." 668 00:42:18,327 --> 00:42:20,555 "Someone else is with me. 669 00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:23,983 Another boy, also in uniform." 670 00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:26,982 A Panther?" 671 00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:30,155 Um, that was the name of my baseball team. 672 00:42:32,508 --> 00:42:33,780 Let's see, uh... 673 00:42:35,636 --> 00:42:37,659 "The alien has big, black eyes. 674 00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:43,120 "He's touching my face." 675 00:42:43,352 --> 00:42:47,332 "I want to cry out for help, but... 676 00:42:47,565 --> 00:42:49,838 "I... I can't. 677 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:52,216 I... I can't." 678 00:42:53,863 --> 00:42:55,636 You're on your way to uncovering the truth. 679 00:42:55,865 --> 00:42:58,559 Think of yourself as a detective, following clues. 680 00:42:58,951 --> 00:43:01,145 Maybe concentrate on the other boy in your dreams. 681 00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:05,191 He could help you find the answers you're looking for. 682 00:43:07,210 --> 00:43:08,527 (GAME ANNOUNCER) Two outs. 683 00:43:08,753 --> 00:43:11,447 Third baseman Jackson up, with Hinton on deck. 684 00:43:11,798 --> 00:43:13,366 Jesus. 685 00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:14,943 Check out that Jackson. 686 00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:16,660 Hubba hubba. 687 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:19,535 Ew... are you joking? 688 00:43:19,764 --> 00:43:22,287 Nah, I'd fuck him for free. 689 00:43:22,517 --> 00:43:23,789 (CROWD GROANS) 690 00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:27,087 Please return all foul balls to the press box. 691 00:43:27,313 --> 00:43:28,585 Thank you. 692 00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,674 You don't think Jackson's hot? 693 00:43:31,526 --> 00:43:35,551 Dude, he's fat and bald. 694 00:43:35,780 --> 00:43:38,178 Different folks, different strokes. 695 00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:40,100 (BOY) My Daddy hit this. 696 00:43:42,036 --> 00:43:45,060 Well, come here, come on in, collect your prize. 697 00:43:45,665 --> 00:43:47,017 Thank you so much. 698 00:43:48,042 --> 00:43:49,143 One second. 699 00:43:51,546 --> 00:43:53,319 All right, what'll it be, big guy? 700 00:43:53,548 --> 00:43:54,820 Cash or bubbles? 701 00:43:55,383 --> 00:43:56,450 You can't decide? 702 00:43:56,676 --> 00:43:58,403 All right, come on, hold out your hand. 703 00:43:58,636 --> 00:43:59,908 One, two... 704 00:44:03,599 --> 00:44:04,700 Thanks! 705 00:44:04,934 --> 00:44:06,752 You're welcome. 706 00:44:07,353 --> 00:44:08,454 See you later. 707 00:44:08,688 --> 00:44:10,711 (CROWD CHEERING) 708 00:44:10,940 --> 00:44:12,337 What? 709 00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:14,294 When kids do good, you gotta reward them. 710 00:44:14,527 --> 00:44:15,879 Oh, Christ, it's Hinton... 711 00:44:16,612 --> 00:44:18,965 a.k.a. "Ass of the Gods." 712 00:44:20,575 --> 00:44:22,677 I am so fucking wasted! 713 00:44:22,910 --> 00:44:24,057 Aah! Ohh! 714 00:44:24,287 --> 00:44:25,559 (LAUGHING) Oh, shit. 715 00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:28,436 Where's your mom? 716 00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:33,446 Uh... she's probably out with her new boyfriend, Vincenzo. 717 00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:34,943 Mm. Ohh. 718 00:44:37,300 --> 00:44:40,244 I've got a wicked headache. 719 00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:41,946 Do you have any pot? 720 00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:44,408 Yeah, come on. 721 00:44:52,899 --> 00:44:56,378 Here... knock yourself out. 722 00:44:56,611 --> 00:44:58,338 Uhh! 723 00:44:59,989 --> 00:45:03,309 Oh, there's a porno in the VCR if you wanna jack off. 724 00:45:03,534 --> 00:45:06,262 Thanks. 725 00:45:06,495 --> 00:45:07,642 You got a lighter? 726 00:45:09,290 --> 00:45:11,893 Yeah... here. 727 00:45:20,009 --> 00:45:21,656 (COUGHS) 728 00:46:01,217 --> 00:46:03,490 (PLASTIC CRACKLING) 729 00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:05,301 (COACH) You like that? 730 00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:07,554 (YOUNG NEIL) It tickles a little. 731 00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:09,472 (COACH) That feels good, doesn't it, Neil? 732 00:47:09,702 --> 00:47:11,554 (YOUNG NEIL) Uh-huh. 733 00:47:11,787 --> 00:47:14,982 Can we put the blanket over our heads, like we did last time? 734 00:47:15,207 --> 00:47:16,479 (COACH LAUGHS) 735 00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:18,356 Here we go. 736 00:47:25,426 --> 00:47:27,324 Find what you were looking for? 737 00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:28,825 Uh... yeah. 738 00:47:29,597 --> 00:47:30,664 Thanks a lot. 739 00:47:30,890 --> 00:47:32,412 Glad I could help out. 740 00:47:32,641 --> 00:47:35,832 I used to write for my school paper too, back in the day. 741 00:47:36,062 --> 00:47:38,831 Yeah, well, this will really make a big difference in my article. 742 00:47:39,065 --> 00:47:40,587 Maybe you'll win a Pulitzer Prize. 743 00:47:40,816 --> 00:47:42,088 Maybe. 744 00:47:42,735 --> 00:47:44,803 Well, you just let me know if there's anything else you need. 745 00:47:45,029 --> 00:47:46,426 Mm-hmm, th-thanks so much. 746 00:47:58,167 --> 00:48:00,065 You done already? 747 00:48:00,294 --> 00:48:02,237 I'm on kind of a tight deadline. 748 00:48:02,463 --> 00:48:03,815 Oh, well, good luck. 749 00:48:05,049 --> 00:48:07,072 That's two outs, Garfield the batter... 750 00:48:07,468 --> 00:48:08,740 Heim on deck. 751 00:48:09,053 --> 00:48:10,325 (CROWD CHEERING) 752 00:48:11,138 --> 00:48:12,364 (SIGHS) 753 00:48:12,598 --> 00:48:13,699 (GRUNTS) 754 00:48:13,933 --> 00:48:16,411 (MAN) Scoot your chair back a little further. 755 00:48:17,978 --> 00:48:19,045 That's better. 756 00:48:25,069 --> 00:48:28,594 (CROWD CHEERING) 757 00:48:29,698 --> 00:48:32,051 Wait, hold on a sec... hold on. 758 00:48:32,785 --> 00:48:34,137 And at the end of three innings, 759 00:48:34,370 --> 00:48:36,689 the score is Hutchinson First National Bank, three, 760 00:48:36,914 --> 00:48:39,358 Wichita Coleman Industries, zero. 761 00:48:39,583 --> 00:48:40,855 Okay. Go on. 762 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,239 (INHALES DEEPLY AND GROANS) 763 00:48:46,298 --> 00:48:47,650 Where have you been? 764 00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,235 Sorry... I should've called. 765 00:48:50,010 --> 00:48:51,737 I didn't realize the time. 766 00:48:51,971 --> 00:48:53,994 Well, your dinner's cold as ice. 767 00:48:54,723 --> 00:48:56,496 That's okay. 768 00:48:56,725 --> 00:48:58,293 Brian, what's going on? 769 00:48:58,519 --> 00:49:01,168 You've been acting so strangely. 770 00:49:01,397 --> 00:49:02,589 Disappearing for hours. 771 00:49:02,815 --> 00:49:04,337 It's just school, Mom. 772 00:49:04,567 --> 00:49:06,207 College is way different than high school. 773 00:49:06,318 --> 00:49:08,136 Did you ever call your father back? 774 00:49:08,362 --> 00:49:09,509 I've been busy. 775 00:49:09,738 --> 00:49:11,010 (PHONE RINGING) 776 00:49:11,532 --> 00:49:13,885 I'll get it... you finish your dinner. 777 00:49:14,118 --> 00:49:15,390 Hello... yes... 778 00:49:17,246 --> 00:49:18,689 He's eating his supper right now. 779 00:49:18,914 --> 00:49:20,186 Who is it? 780 00:49:20,583 --> 00:49:21,935 It's that UFO woman. 781 00:49:22,251 --> 00:49:25,104 I'll... I'll get it in the hall. 782 00:49:26,464 --> 00:49:27,565 Got it. 783 00:49:30,676 --> 00:49:33,325 - Brian? - I was just gonna call you. 784 00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:35,122 I found a photo of the boy. 785 00:49:35,347 --> 00:49:36,915 The one from my dreams. 786 00:49:37,141 --> 00:49:38,208 That's amazing. 787 00:49:38,434 --> 00:49:39,594 What are you doing right now? 788 00:49:39,727 --> 00:49:41,545 Uh, n-nothing. 789 00:49:41,770 --> 00:49:43,210 There's something I need to show you. 790 00:49:43,314 --> 00:49:45,034 Something important... can you come out here? 791 00:49:45,065 --> 00:49:47,167 Sure... 792 00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:50,338 Hi, honey... how was work? 793 00:49:50,571 --> 00:49:52,298 Fuck you. 794 00:50:02,249 --> 00:50:03,942 I am so fuckin' sick 795 00:50:04,210 --> 00:50:07,655 of this stinky little butt crack of a town! 796 00:50:19,058 --> 00:50:22,082 (DOG BARKING) 797 00:50:23,187 --> 00:50:24,709 Patches, shh, quiet! 798 00:50:24,939 --> 00:50:26,006 You'll wake Daddy. 799 00:50:26,232 --> 00:50:27,549 Brian, thanks for coming. 800 00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:29,468 No problem. 801 00:50:29,693 --> 00:50:32,930 I stole this from the Hutchinson Chamber of Commerce. 802 00:50:33,614 --> 00:50:35,967 That's him... the boy from my dreams. 803 00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,052 Look at his face. 804 00:50:38,285 --> 00:50:41,138 It's almost like you can tell he knows something. 805 00:50:41,914 --> 00:50:43,015 (GLASS SHATTERS) 806 00:50:43,249 --> 00:50:45,272 What are you doing? 807 00:50:51,715 --> 00:50:53,408 "N. McCormick." 808 00:50:53,634 --> 00:50:54,860 You can start looking for him first thing tomorrow morning. 809 00:50:55,094 --> 00:50:57,071 Maybe he still lives in Hutchinson. 810 00:50:57,304 --> 00:51:00,617 Meanwhile, I have to show you something only you will understand. 811 00:51:01,642 --> 00:51:02,914 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYING) 812 00:51:03,561 --> 00:51:08,048 I've fucked every single guy and his ugly uncle in this Podunk town. 813 00:51:09,108 --> 00:51:11,461 Twice. 814 00:51:17,741 --> 00:51:19,013 You want one? 815 00:51:19,994 --> 00:51:22,722 One of us has to drive. 816 00:51:25,666 --> 00:51:27,359 I got a postcard from Wendy. 817 00:51:27,585 --> 00:51:31,485 I think she's mad at me because I owe her, like, three letters. 818 00:51:31,714 --> 00:51:35,568 Yeah, her last P.S. is... "Tell Fuckface to write me." 819 00:51:35,801 --> 00:51:41,453 So you wanna hear what she says? 820 00:51:41,682 --> 00:51:45,077 "Hey, ass, so New York is insane and crazy in the best possible way." 821 00:51:45,311 --> 00:51:46,663 (AUSTRALIAN MAN) Pardon me. 822 00:51:47,479 --> 00:51:49,752 Can we help you? 823 00:51:49,982 --> 00:51:51,880 I was wondering if I might buy you boys a drink. 824 00:51:52,109 --> 00:51:54,962 Fuck off. 825 00:51:56,071 --> 00:51:57,423 You heard me, fag. 826 00:51:57,740 --> 00:51:59,467 Fuck... off. 827 00:51:59,700 --> 00:52:01,052 Stuck up little pricks. 828 00:52:02,911 --> 00:52:04,137 Harsh. 829 00:52:04,371 --> 00:52:05,939 Wasn't he kind of your type? 830 00:52:06,165 --> 00:52:08,939 Hate it when they look like Tarzan and sound like Jane. 831 00:52:09,168 --> 00:52:10,269 (LAUGHS) 832 00:52:10,502 --> 00:52:12,525 Let's get out of this shithole. 833 00:52:12,796 --> 00:52:14,489 But we just got here. 834 00:52:15,007 --> 00:52:16,279 Patches. 835 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:18,197 Patches! 836 00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:21,197 Patches, get away from there! 837 00:52:21,430 --> 00:52:22,702 (DOG WHIMPERS) 838 00:52:23,432 --> 00:52:25,705 Farmers have been finding mutilated cattle like this 839 00:52:25,934 --> 00:52:27,160 around here for years. 840 00:52:27,394 --> 00:52:28,711 I told "World of Mystery," 841 00:52:28,937 --> 00:52:31,540 but they conveniently edited it out. 842 00:52:31,774 --> 00:52:33,717 Daddy says it's just a bunch of Satan worshippers 843 00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,419 going around chopping up cows. 844 00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:36,925 Ha! 845 00:52:37,363 --> 00:52:39,716 Come here... let me see your hand. 846 00:52:40,991 --> 00:52:42,263 Feel that? 847 00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:44,432 Its sex organs. 848 00:52:45,204 --> 00:52:46,476 They're gone. 849 00:52:47,289 --> 00:52:49,107 The aliens, they experiment on cattle 850 00:52:49,333 --> 00:52:51,106 because the poor things are so defenseless. 851 00:52:51,335 --> 00:52:53,563 Us, on the other hand, they can't kill us, 852 00:52:53,796 --> 00:52:56,531 so they just leave behind the hidden memories of what they've done. 853 00:52:56,757 --> 00:52:58,575 Which, in a way, is almost worse. 854 00:52:58,801 --> 00:53:00,153 Notice anything else strange? 855 00:53:01,053 --> 00:53:02,325 There's no blood. 856 00:53:03,222 --> 00:53:05,074 They took that, too. 857 00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,255 Brian? 858 00:53:16,610 --> 00:53:18,178 Oh, my God, Brian! 859 00:53:20,406 --> 00:53:22,224 Brian! 860 00:53:26,787 --> 00:53:27,854 Here we go. 861 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:29,432 Oh, my God, Brian! 862 00:53:30,165 --> 00:53:31,858 Tell him you like it. 863 00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:33,435 (GAGS) 864 00:53:33,669 --> 00:53:34,770 Brian! Oh! 865 00:53:35,003 --> 00:53:36,355 Brian, are you okay? 866 00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:37,902 Oh, God... Brian. 867 00:53:39,800 --> 00:53:41,072 Brian... 868 00:53:41,301 --> 00:53:44,154 Neil, what are you doing? 869 00:53:44,388 --> 00:53:45,660 (SCOFFS) Come on. 870 00:53:46,598 --> 00:53:48,621 It's 2:30 in the morning. 871 00:53:49,309 --> 00:53:51,002 You called me your fuckin'... 872 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,628 angel. 873 00:53:57,609 --> 00:53:59,882 So you're sure Wendy's gonna meet you at the station? 874 00:54:00,112 --> 00:54:02,032 I don't want you getting lost in that crazy city. 875 00:54:02,197 --> 00:54:03,518 Ma, you don't have to worry, okay? 876 00:54:03,699 --> 00:54:05,179 Call me collect the minute you arrive. 877 00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:06,472 - All right. - Promise me. 878 00:54:06,702 --> 00:54:08,179 - Okay. - Promise me, Neil. 879 00:54:08,412 --> 00:54:10,765 Okay. 880 00:54:13,667 --> 00:54:16,896 We should've at least gotten you a decent hair cut. 881 00:54:19,256 --> 00:54:21,734 I gotta take a piss. 882 00:54:21,967 --> 00:54:23,239 Preston. 883 00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:26,455 We'll be right back. 884 00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:27,872 (DOOR OPENS) 885 00:54:28,098 --> 00:54:29,165 Fuck, man. 886 00:54:29,391 --> 00:54:31,664 - What's the matter? - I don't know, man. 887 00:54:31,894 --> 00:54:34,247 Fucking dick itches like a motherfucking... fuck! 888 00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:37,420 Well, what do you want me to do about it? 889 00:54:37,649 --> 00:54:39,001 Just look down there. 890 00:54:40,569 --> 00:54:41,930 Preston, come on, help me out here. 891 00:54:43,071 --> 00:54:44,343 (SIGHS) 892 00:54:44,865 --> 00:54:46,888 What the fuck's wrong with me? 893 00:54:47,659 --> 00:54:49,636 Dude... 894 00:54:49,870 --> 00:54:51,096 You've got crabs. 895 00:54:54,917 --> 00:54:56,860 I mean, it's no big, man. 896 00:54:57,085 --> 00:54:59,938 You just go to the drug store, get this stuff called Rid. 897 00:55:02,299 --> 00:55:03,992 You better be playing safe. 898 00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:06,112 I stay in control. 899 00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:07,992 (DOOR SQUEAKS) 900 00:55:08,305 --> 00:55:09,702 Honey, your bus is boarding. 901 00:55:09,932 --> 00:55:11,204 All right. 902 00:55:11,767 --> 00:55:12,993 (BUCKLING BELT) 903 00:55:18,899 --> 00:55:21,343 My baby. 904 00:55:21,568 --> 00:55:23,716 You're all grown up. 905 00:55:27,533 --> 00:55:28,885 You gonna be careful? 906 00:55:29,701 --> 00:55:31,553 Yeah, I will. 907 00:55:38,001 --> 00:55:40,854 You're mine and I love you... don't you ever forget it. 908 00:55:44,007 --> 00:55:46,155 (BUS MOTOR HUMMING) 909 00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:51,824 (AIR BRAKES HISS) 910 00:56:02,860 --> 00:56:05,554 Come on, I'll buy you a Dairy Queen. 911 00:56:06,238 --> 00:56:07,806 So what are you gonna do now that Neil's gone? 912 00:56:08,031 --> 00:56:10,008 Kill myself, I guess. 913 00:56:10,242 --> 00:56:11,559 Eric, that is not funny. 914 00:56:11,785 --> 00:56:14,934 Well, I start Hutchinson Community College next week. 915 00:56:15,163 --> 00:56:17,311 Really? That's so wonderful. 916 00:56:17,541 --> 00:56:19,609 Pathetic is more like it. 917 00:56:19,835 --> 00:56:21,312 Well, you know you are always welcome 918 00:56:21,545 --> 00:56:23,647 to come over to the house, even without Neil around. 919 00:56:23,881 --> 00:56:25,733 Thanks, Mrs. M. 920 00:56:25,966 --> 00:56:27,318 I may just take you up on that. 921 00:56:27,551 --> 00:56:29,324 You'd better. 922 00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:34,583 Who the hell is that? 923 00:56:34,850 --> 00:56:37,578 Incognito Boy Scout? 924 00:56:37,811 --> 00:56:38,971 (BRAKE CRANKS, CAR SHUTS OFF) 925 00:56:39,187 --> 00:56:41,665 (DOORS OPEN) 926 00:56:44,234 --> 00:56:45,551 Can I help you? 927 00:56:45,777 --> 00:56:48,221 Is this your house? 928 00:56:48,447 --> 00:56:50,345 Yes. 929 00:56:50,574 --> 00:56:51,814 I'm really sorry to bother you, 930 00:56:51,909 --> 00:56:54,103 but I got your address out of the phone book. 931 00:56:54,328 --> 00:56:55,805 I've spent the whole afternoon 932 00:56:56,038 --> 00:56:57,558 checking every McCormick in Hutchinson, 933 00:56:57,581 --> 00:56:59,558 and you're the last one on my list. 934 00:56:59,791 --> 00:57:03,604 Anyways, I don't mean to babble... What do you want? 935 00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,149 I'm looking for an N. McCormick. 936 00:57:07,382 --> 00:57:08,779 Are you F.B.I.? 937 00:57:09,009 --> 00:57:10,281 (SCOFFS) Sorry, honey, 938 00:57:10,594 --> 00:57:12,696 but it looks like you are shit outta luck. 939 00:57:12,930 --> 00:57:16,785 You mean there's no N. McCormick living here? 940 00:57:17,017 --> 00:57:20,246 I mean we just put him on a bus headed for New York City. 941 00:57:22,814 --> 00:57:25,838 I'm Neil's friend Eric, and this is his mom. 942 00:57:26,234 --> 00:57:27,506 "Neil"? 943 00:57:28,737 --> 00:57:30,430 His name is Neil? 944 00:57:30,656 --> 00:57:31,928 Yeah. 945 00:57:33,617 --> 00:57:36,266 I'm Brian. 946 00:57:36,954 --> 00:57:38,897 Brian Lackey. 947 00:57:49,633 --> 00:57:50,700 (ERIC) So you still haven't written. 948 00:57:50,926 --> 00:57:52,198 Big surprise. 949 00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:54,432 But Wendy says you're doing okay, which is cool. 950 00:57:54,638 --> 00:57:56,740 I've been wanting to tell you about this strange guy 951 00:57:56,974 --> 00:57:58,291 I met 3 weeks ago. 952 00:57:58,517 --> 00:57:59,664 No, we're not fucking. 953 00:57:59,893 --> 00:58:01,745 Get your mind out of the gutter, perv. 954 00:58:01,979 --> 00:58:03,422 He's not even gay, I don't think. 955 00:58:03,647 --> 00:58:07,342 In fact, his vibe is kind of weirdly asexual. 956 00:58:07,567 --> 00:58:09,135 His name is Brian Lackey. 957 00:58:09,361 --> 00:58:11,202 He lives in Little River and, like yours truly, 958 00:58:11,321 --> 00:58:13,515 attends Hutchinson Loser Community College. 959 00:58:13,740 --> 00:58:15,558 So anyways, the day you left, 960 00:58:15,784 --> 00:58:19,096 your mom and I found him literally on your doorstep, looking for you. 961 00:58:19,329 --> 00:58:22,857 He says you and him played Little League together, like 10 years ago. 962 00:58:23,083 --> 00:58:25,936 He was the worst player on the team, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 963 00:58:26,169 --> 00:58:27,737 He's full of questions about you. 964 00:58:27,963 --> 00:58:29,531 But, of course, I haven't told him much, 965 00:58:29,756 --> 00:58:32,109 i.e. about your "line of work." 966 00:58:32,592 --> 00:58:34,069 I did say you were queer like me, 967 00:58:34,302 --> 00:58:35,903 only because I figured you wouldn't care. 968 00:58:36,013 --> 00:58:38,787 But now, are you ready for the good part? 969 00:58:39,016 --> 00:58:40,959 He thinks that when you and him were little, 970 00:58:41,184 --> 00:58:44,128 you were both abducted and examined by space aliens. 971 00:58:44,354 --> 00:58:46,047 (LAUGHING) How brilliant is that? 972 00:58:47,107 --> 00:58:49,107 But he was completely serious when he told me this. 973 00:58:49,151 --> 00:58:51,595 Like you should've seen the look in his eyes. 974 00:58:51,820 --> 00:58:52,921 So, what's the story, dude? 975 00:58:53,155 --> 00:58:56,304 Were you abducted by a UFO or what? 976 00:58:56,533 --> 00:58:58,886 P.S., are your crabs gone yet? 977 00:59:04,583 --> 00:59:05,855 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 978 00:59:06,168 --> 00:59:07,440 (MOTHER) Brian? 979 00:59:08,128 --> 00:59:09,400 Yeah? 980 00:59:11,506 --> 00:59:12,698 You have a visitor. 981 00:59:12,924 --> 00:59:14,196 Hi, Brian. 982 00:59:14,634 --> 00:59:15,781 I was just in the neighborhood, and I thought I'd stop by 983 00:59:16,011 --> 00:59:19,615 and see how you're doing. 984 00:59:19,848 --> 00:59:21,621 I'll be in the front room if you need me. 985 00:59:21,850 --> 00:59:23,372 Thanks, Mom. 986 00:59:27,147 --> 00:59:28,840 Didn't care for that film. 987 00:59:29,483 --> 00:59:30,835 That, I didn't see. 988 00:59:32,152 --> 00:59:33,925 Your mom doesn't like me very much. 989 00:59:34,154 --> 00:59:36,598 She thinks I'm trying to steal you away. 990 00:59:36,823 --> 00:59:38,800 Any luck in your search for "N. McCormick"? 991 00:59:39,034 --> 00:59:42,513 I met his mom and his best friend, 992 00:59:42,746 --> 00:59:45,019 but he's in New York right now. 993 00:59:45,248 --> 00:59:47,191 New York, really? 994 00:59:50,170 --> 00:59:52,068 Here, sit down. 995 00:59:58,053 --> 01:00:00,076 Had any more of those dreams? 996 01:00:01,181 --> 01:00:02,453 Yeah. 997 01:00:02,766 --> 01:00:05,995 But they seem to be slowly evolving. 998 01:00:06,228 --> 01:00:08,429 Maybe it's just because I've been spending a lot of time 999 01:00:08,563 --> 01:00:10,506 with Eric, Neil's friend. 1000 01:00:10,732 --> 01:00:11,924 Mm-hmm. 1001 01:00:12,150 --> 01:00:14,844 But it's becoming clearer and clearer that he... 1002 01:00:15,195 --> 01:00:19,095 Neil, that is, is a key figure in all this. 1003 01:00:19,324 --> 01:00:22,223 Like he was there with me the night it all happened. 1004 01:00:25,789 --> 01:00:26,981 Uhh! Agh! Ah... 1005 01:00:27,207 --> 01:00:29,184 - It's okay. - I can't, I can't. 1006 01:00:29,417 --> 01:00:30,689 Don't, no. 1007 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:33,192 I... I can't. 1008 01:00:33,839 --> 01:00:35,111 It's okay. 1009 01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:36,695 No... no, don't. 1010 01:00:37,509 --> 01:00:38,576 (ECHOING) It'll feel good. 1011 01:00:38,802 --> 01:00:40,449 Don't! 1012 01:00:42,013 --> 01:00:43,239 I'm sorry. 1013 01:00:43,473 --> 01:00:44,745 You better go. 1014 01:00:45,851 --> 01:00:47,123 Please? 1015 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:49,837 I'm sorry, Brian. 1016 01:00:51,481 --> 01:00:52,753 (GRUNTING) 1017 01:01:05,245 --> 01:01:07,598 I pay 120... not a cent more. 1018 01:01:08,832 --> 01:01:10,104 Okay. 1019 01:01:10,959 --> 01:01:12,276 Shall we? 1020 01:01:15,338 --> 01:01:17,861 (DISTANT SIREN) 1021 01:01:58,882 --> 01:02:00,154 Fuck me. 1022 01:02:00,884 --> 01:02:04,113 Fuck me up the ass with your hot, teenaged cock! 1023 01:02:09,559 --> 01:02:10,660 Wait! 1024 01:02:10,894 --> 01:02:12,015 What the fuck are you doing? 1025 01:02:20,612 --> 01:02:21,884 Okay, whatever. 1026 01:02:23,114 --> 01:02:24,466 (PLASTIC TEARS, HE SPITS) 1027 01:02:24,950 --> 01:02:26,677 I'll put it on for you. 1028 01:02:26,910 --> 01:02:28,182 (CONDOM UNFURLING) 1029 01:02:30,789 --> 01:02:32,061 (SNAP) 1030 01:02:32,332 --> 01:02:34,355 There. 1031 01:02:37,921 --> 01:02:40,991 Well, come on, stud, we're on the clock here. 1032 01:02:45,345 --> 01:02:47,573 (GROANING SOFTLY) 1033 01:02:52,394 --> 01:02:55,589 (MOANING) 1034 01:03:13,581 --> 01:03:15,934 (WENDY) We're not in Kansas anymore, Neil. 1035 01:03:16,584 --> 01:03:18,937 You have got to be so careful. 1036 01:03:19,754 --> 01:03:21,026 I know. 1037 01:03:22,048 --> 01:03:24,242 Don't "I know" me, Neil McCormick. 1038 01:03:24,467 --> 01:03:26,535 This is New York City. 1039 01:03:26,761 --> 01:03:29,705 You do the wrong thing with the wrong person, and you die. 1040 01:03:29,931 --> 01:03:32,784 Period... end of story. 1041 01:03:36,479 --> 01:03:38,502 Just promise me you'll be safe. 1042 01:03:39,983 --> 01:03:41,801 Okay. 1043 01:03:43,278 --> 01:03:44,504 Here. 1044 01:03:44,738 --> 01:03:50,390 ♪ The world is full of noise, yeah ♪ 1045 01:03:50,618 --> 01:03:53,312 ♪ I hear it all the time ♪ 1046 01:03:57,334 --> 01:04:01,064 ♪ And me, I am your dagger ♪ 1047 01:04:03,006 --> 01:04:04,358 Stop it, you bastard! 1048 01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:06,363 (WHIMPERING) 1049 01:04:06,634 --> 01:04:07,986 No... no, no, don't! 1050 01:04:08,553 --> 01:04:11,577 Are these the only kinds of movies you watch? 1051 01:04:13,016 --> 01:04:15,039 Why? You don't like it? 1052 01:04:15,268 --> 01:04:17,791 No, it's cool. 1053 01:04:19,647 --> 01:04:22,671 So, uh, has Neil gotten back to you yet? 1054 01:04:24,861 --> 01:04:28,716 Let me explain the Universe of Neil McCormick. 1055 01:04:28,948 --> 01:04:32,222 He's like a planet... Saturn, say. 1056 01:04:32,452 --> 01:04:35,146 And we're all like little moons orbiting around. 1057 01:04:35,372 --> 01:04:37,065 Now, do planets write letters? 1058 01:04:39,667 --> 01:04:41,565 But I do know that he'll be in Hutchinson for Christmas. 1059 01:04:41,795 --> 01:04:43,568 What? 1060 01:04:43,797 --> 01:04:47,317 His mom told me that she sent him a ticket to fly home for Baby Jesus's Birthday. 1061 01:04:47,550 --> 01:04:49,243 So I'll introduce you then. 1062 01:04:49,844 --> 01:04:51,116 (MOTHER) Brian? 1063 01:04:53,056 --> 01:04:54,248 - (TV SHUTS OFF) - Yeah. 1064 01:04:54,474 --> 01:04:57,498 Thought you two might like a little study break. 1065 01:04:57,727 --> 01:04:58,999 Thanks, Mrs. Lackey. 1066 01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:00,921 Thanks, Mom. 1067 01:05:01,147 --> 01:05:02,419 (PHONE RINGING) 1068 01:05:03,066 --> 01:05:04,338 It's 11:30. 1069 01:05:05,652 --> 01:05:06,753 (RINGING CONTINUES) 1070 01:05:06,986 --> 01:05:08,338 Hey, if it's Avalyn... 1071 01:05:09,864 --> 01:05:11,466 tell her I'm not here. 1072 01:05:13,368 --> 01:05:14,640 Hello? 1073 01:05:15,203 --> 01:05:18,227 No, I'm sorry, Avalyn, he's out with his friends. 1074 01:05:18,915 --> 01:05:19,982 No problem. 1075 01:05:20,208 --> 01:05:21,901 I thought you kinda liked her. 1076 01:05:22,127 --> 01:05:26,323 I just... I don't know. 1077 01:05:26,548 --> 01:05:28,867 I think I just need a little space from her right now. 1078 01:05:29,092 --> 01:05:32,071 Well, I always thought she was a freak anyway. 1079 01:05:32,303 --> 01:05:33,495 So I'm off to bed. 1080 01:05:33,721 --> 01:05:34,993 Good night, boys. 1081 01:05:56,327 --> 01:05:57,599 Hello. 1082 01:05:59,914 --> 01:06:02,517 Oh, I'm, uh, I'm Zeke. 1083 01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:04,022 From L.A. 1084 01:06:04,836 --> 01:06:06,108 Neil. 1085 01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,110 Hmm... 1086 01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:11,655 Neil, uh... 1087 01:06:12,886 --> 01:06:16,456 So hat are you doing in New York City? 1088 01:06:23,646 --> 01:06:27,501 Oh, that's a... that's a Vermeer. 1089 01:06:29,486 --> 01:06:34,934 Well... it's sort of a Vermeer. 1090 01:06:58,598 --> 01:07:01,292 (BELT UNBUCKLING) 1091 01:07:04,938 --> 01:07:06,631 (ZIPPER UNZIPPING) 1092 01:07:23,456 --> 01:07:26,230 You're exquisite. 1093 01:07:30,421 --> 01:07:31,522 (CHUCKLES) 1094 01:07:31,756 --> 01:07:35,076 I guess it's my turn, huh? 1095 01:07:45,311 --> 01:07:47,505 (INHALES DEEPLY) 1096 01:08:05,540 --> 01:08:08,234 Hope, uh, these don't frighten you too much. 1097 01:08:09,752 --> 01:08:11,024 They, uh... 1098 01:08:12,046 --> 01:08:14,444 have a habit of popping up 1099 01:08:14,674 --> 01:08:18,278 in the most inopportune places. 1100 01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:28,166 Oh, I know. 1101 01:08:28,396 --> 01:08:29,668 Don't be worried. 1102 01:08:31,357 --> 01:08:35,587 This is gonna be the safest encounter you ever had. 1103 01:08:43,494 --> 01:08:46,473 If you could just rub my back. 1104 01:08:46,706 --> 01:08:51,027 Really, I need... to be touched. 1105 01:09:05,767 --> 01:09:08,586 I was bleeding, I kept passing out! 1106 01:09:10,438 --> 01:09:13,257 (MOANING) Ohh, ho, ho... yes. 1107 01:09:13,483 --> 01:09:15,711 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 1108 01:09:15,943 --> 01:09:17,295 Oh, make me happy. 1109 01:09:18,404 --> 01:09:21,678 Make me happy, make me happy... 1110 01:09:22,575 --> 01:09:24,177 (GASPS) 1111 01:09:24,410 --> 01:09:24,910 (SIGHS) 1112 01:09:30,875 --> 01:09:35,902 Ohh... yes, yes, yes, yes, 1113 01:09:36,130 --> 01:09:37,823 Yes, Yes, yes, Yes, yes. 1114 01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:41,904 Ohh... Ohh... 1115 01:09:48,893 --> 01:09:51,416 Well, thanks for the ride, Preston. 1116 01:09:59,654 --> 01:10:00,926 Ohh, yes. 1117 01:10:01,572 --> 01:10:02,844 (SIRENS) 1118 01:10:16,921 --> 01:10:19,820 You were 100% safe, right? 1119 01:10:20,049 --> 01:10:21,321 Yeah. 1120 01:10:21,592 --> 01:10:22,989 I told you, I just jerked off. 1121 01:10:23,219 --> 01:10:25,242 He watched from across the room. 1122 01:10:25,513 --> 01:10:28,742 It's the first time in my life I'm bothered by it. 1123 01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:32,586 Maybe you should try and find 1124 01:10:32,812 --> 01:10:37,668 some other, safer way to make money. 1125 01:10:37,900 --> 01:10:40,378 You know, like everyone else. 1126 01:10:44,407 --> 01:10:46,350 Yeah, maybe. 1127 01:10:54,751 --> 01:10:56,728 (SLURPS) 1128 01:10:58,755 --> 01:11:00,573 You're the only one I ever told. 1129 01:11:03,134 --> 01:11:04,281 I know. 1130 01:11:04,510 --> 01:11:08,285 I never told Eric... or told my mom. 1131 01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:10,154 And some people might think it's fucked up 1132 01:11:10,349 --> 01:11:12,042 or terrible or whatever, but... 1133 01:11:13,728 --> 01:11:17,878 what happened that summer... is a huge part of me. 1134 01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:24,631 No one ever made me feel that way, before or since. 1135 01:11:24,864 --> 01:11:29,845 Like I... I was special, you know? 1136 01:11:30,077 --> 01:11:35,058 Neil... you were eight years old. 1137 01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:37,143 Yeah, but he really loved me. 1138 01:11:41,214 --> 01:11:44,659 I mean, yeah, there were other kids sometimes, but... 1139 01:11:44,884 --> 01:11:47,487 I was... his prize. 1140 01:11:52,099 --> 01:11:54,827 I was his one true love. 1141 01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,688 Happy birthday. 1142 01:12:14,914 --> 01:12:17,267 You didn't have to get me anything. 1143 01:12:17,542 --> 01:12:20,236 It's just a little something I picked out. 1144 01:12:26,050 --> 01:12:27,322 Wow. 1145 01:12:28,386 --> 01:12:29,908 Cool. 1146 01:12:30,137 --> 01:12:32,285 I thought it'd go great with your hair color. 1147 01:12:32,515 --> 01:12:35,494 It's so cool. 1148 01:12:35,726 --> 01:12:37,453 Thanks. 1149 01:12:44,819 --> 01:12:46,091 Whoa, whoa... 1150 01:12:46,529 --> 01:12:47,801 You all right? 1151 01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:51,555 I'm drunk. 1152 01:12:52,159 --> 01:12:54,011 (LAUGHING) 1153 01:12:54,245 --> 01:12:57,064 I've never been drunk in my life. 1154 01:12:57,290 --> 01:12:58,983 I'm corrupting you. 1155 01:12:59,208 --> 01:13:00,480 At last. 1156 01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:03,312 (SNICKERS) 1157 01:13:03,546 --> 01:13:07,401 Hey... that's pretty good. 1158 01:13:07,633 --> 01:13:08,905 Yeah, sure. 1159 01:13:09,844 --> 01:13:11,287 No, really. 1160 01:13:11,512 --> 01:13:13,865 You have definite artistic talent, my boy. 1161 01:13:14,682 --> 01:13:15,954 Hmm... 1162 01:13:16,267 --> 01:13:17,539 What? 1163 01:13:18,769 --> 01:13:22,669 That's an interesting touch. 1164 01:13:22,899 --> 01:13:25,923 So, what's the deep meaning behind the baseball cleats? 1165 01:13:29,322 --> 01:13:30,674 I have no idea. 1166 01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:45,818 Boo. 1167 01:13:51,886 --> 01:13:53,078 How was work? 1168 01:13:53,304 --> 01:13:54,576 Fuckin' boring. 1169 01:13:55,806 --> 01:13:57,203 You need a hand? 1170 01:13:57,433 --> 01:13:59,035 Sure. 1171 01:14:03,648 --> 01:14:05,671 So... I've got news for you. 1172 01:14:07,234 --> 01:14:08,586 Uh, hey, me too. 1173 01:14:08,819 --> 01:14:10,091 Okay, you first. 1174 01:14:10,905 --> 01:14:12,803 Look what my mom sent me today. 1175 01:14:13,032 --> 01:14:15,681 She wants me to come home for Christmas. 1176 01:14:15,910 --> 01:14:17,102 Uhh! 1177 01:14:17,328 --> 01:14:19,021 Your mom is the coolest. 1178 01:14:20,164 --> 01:14:21,231 Like mine would ever do that for me. 1179 01:14:21,457 --> 01:14:22,809 I know, it's weird. 1180 01:14:23,250 --> 01:14:26,320 It's like I hate Hutchinson more than anything but... 1181 01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:28,265 I'm kind of looking forward to going back... 1182 01:14:28,464 --> 01:14:30,441 like, just for a short visit. 1183 01:14:30,675 --> 01:14:32,072 Plus, you get to see Eric. 1184 01:14:32,301 --> 01:14:33,573 Yeah. 1185 01:14:35,638 --> 01:14:36,990 So what's your news? 1186 01:14:39,308 --> 01:14:41,081 I think I found you a job. 1187 01:14:41,310 --> 01:14:43,333 A what? 1188 01:14:43,562 --> 01:14:46,836 I was talking to this friend at work, Rachel, about you. 1189 01:14:47,066 --> 01:14:51,091 And it's only minimum wage at a stupid sandwich place, but... 1190 01:14:53,864 --> 01:14:54,931 What? 1191 01:14:55,157 --> 01:14:56,357 You're not into it... whatever. 1192 01:14:56,575 --> 01:14:57,642 It's cool. 1193 01:14:57,868 --> 01:15:00,221 No, no, tell me more about it. 1194 01:15:01,205 --> 01:15:02,648 Really? 1195 01:15:02,873 --> 01:15:04,896 Yeah, really, I wanna hear more about it. 1196 01:15:05,126 --> 01:15:07,570 - You do? - Yeah! 1197 01:15:07,795 --> 01:15:11,024 (GIGGLES) 1198 01:15:15,136 --> 01:15:16,408 (MOTOR PURRING) 1199 01:15:19,306 --> 01:15:20,578 (MOTOR SHUTS OFF) 1200 01:15:21,767 --> 01:15:23,790 You sure you're gonna be okay? 1201 01:15:24,979 --> 01:15:27,923 I'm just glad my mom's working late. 1202 01:15:31,569 --> 01:15:32,841 Thanks for everything. 1203 01:15:34,238 --> 01:15:38,593 This has been... the best birthday ever. 1204 01:15:40,911 --> 01:15:42,183 You're welcome. 1205 01:15:42,955 --> 01:15:45,729 (CAR APPROACHING) 1206 01:15:47,001 --> 01:15:48,523 Oh, shit. 1207 01:15:48,753 --> 01:15:50,355 Who's that? 1208 01:15:50,588 --> 01:15:52,406 It's my Dad. 1209 01:15:54,675 --> 01:15:55,947 (CAR DOOR SLAMS) 1210 01:15:56,385 --> 01:15:58,362 (DOG BARKING) 1211 01:16:00,931 --> 01:16:02,078 Dad? 1212 01:16:03,601 --> 01:16:06,170 Son... I caught you. 1213 01:16:06,395 --> 01:16:10,216 Your Mother said she didn't know whether you'd be home or not. 1214 01:16:10,441 --> 01:16:11,713 Happy Birthday. 1215 01:16:12,985 --> 01:16:14,712 What are you doing here? 1216 01:16:14,945 --> 01:16:17,924 I'm not allowed to wish my only son a happy birthday? 1217 01:16:18,157 --> 01:16:21,807 Dad, I haven't seen you for, what, two years? 1218 01:16:22,036 --> 01:16:24,309 Well, maybe if you returned my calls once in a while... 1219 01:16:24,538 --> 01:16:27,733 Maybe I don't want to return your phone calls, Dad. 1220 01:16:27,958 --> 01:16:30,186 Maybe I just want you to leave me alone. 1221 01:16:30,419 --> 01:16:32,112 Brian, don't be like this. 1222 01:16:32,379 --> 01:16:35,444 I drove all this way, I... I just wanted to see how you're doing. 1223 01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:37,568 Well, let me tell you what I want to know. 1224 01:16:37,802 --> 01:16:40,246 Something happened to me when I was little. 1225 01:16:40,471 --> 01:16:42,448 Do you know what I'm talking about? 1226 01:16:42,681 --> 01:16:45,747 What happened to me that night I woke up bleeding in the cellar? 1227 01:16:45,976 --> 01:16:47,328 Where were you that night? 1228 01:16:47,561 --> 01:16:50,665 God, I can tell you don't even remember! 1229 01:16:50,898 --> 01:16:51,965 You're drunk! 1230 01:16:52,191 --> 01:16:53,543 Quit avoiding the subject! 1231 01:16:54,318 --> 01:16:56,762 I was bleeding, I kept passing out! 1232 01:16:56,987 --> 01:16:59,966 I wet my fucking bed, and you never asked why! 1233 01:17:00,199 --> 01:17:02,802 And what about that Halloween when I blacked out again? 1234 01:17:03,035 --> 01:17:05,308 Something happened to me both those nights! 1235 01:17:05,538 --> 01:17:06,685 What do you know about it? 1236 01:17:06,914 --> 01:17:08,937 Tell me! 1237 01:17:10,417 --> 01:17:11,769 I'm sorry, Brian, I... 1238 01:17:13,712 --> 01:17:15,906 I can't help you. 1239 01:17:32,106 --> 01:17:34,584 (DISTANT TRAFFIC NOISE) 1240 01:17:37,153 --> 01:17:38,675 (SNIFFS) 1241 01:18:00,843 --> 01:18:03,162 Welcome to Subz, may I help you? 1242 01:18:05,139 --> 01:18:06,661 (MOTHER) Brian? 1243 01:18:08,058 --> 01:18:09,580 Deborah! 1244 01:18:12,062 --> 01:18:13,664 Redecorating? 1245 01:18:13,898 --> 01:18:15,170 Sort of, yeah. 1246 01:18:16,734 --> 01:18:18,757 So how ya been, Bri? 1247 01:18:18,986 --> 01:18:20,963 Good... how's Berkeley? 1248 01:18:21,197 --> 01:18:22,298 Now, hold on, you two. 1249 01:18:22,531 --> 01:18:24,051 Why don't we continue this conversation 1250 01:18:24,158 --> 01:18:28,099 in the front room over the peanut-butter peach pie I baked for this occasion? 1251 01:18:28,329 --> 01:18:29,931 Good to see you, little brother. 1252 01:18:30,164 --> 01:18:31,436 You too. 1253 01:18:37,796 --> 01:18:40,820 (DISTANT SIREN) 1254 01:18:43,427 --> 01:18:48,454 (BRAKES SQUEAKING) 1255 01:18:59,193 --> 01:19:00,920 Need a lift? 1256 01:19:03,656 --> 01:19:04,803 Sure. 1257 01:19:09,912 --> 01:19:11,104 Where we going? 1258 01:19:11,330 --> 01:19:14,479 My place... don't worry, I'll pay. 1259 01:19:21,257 --> 01:19:22,609 It's Christmas Eve tomorrow. 1260 01:19:23,550 --> 01:19:25,744 No more talking. 1261 01:19:29,014 --> 01:19:30,286 (SCOFFS) 1262 01:19:32,393 --> 01:19:34,370 (SIGHS) 1263 01:19:40,609 --> 01:19:41,881 (ENGINE SHUTS OFF) 1264 01:19:42,695 --> 01:19:44,388 (KEYS JANGLE) 1265 01:19:46,407 --> 01:19:47,508 Where are we? 1266 01:19:47,741 --> 01:19:49,969 Brighton Beach. 1267 01:19:55,374 --> 01:19:58,148 (DOG BARKING) 1268 01:20:14,601 --> 01:20:16,749 Bedroom's this way. 1269 01:20:30,993 --> 01:20:32,515 (SNIFFS) 1270 01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:35,556 Do it. 1271 01:20:37,791 --> 01:20:39,689 (SNIFFS DEEPLY) 1272 01:20:41,712 --> 01:20:43,735 Again. 1273 01:20:46,925 --> 01:20:48,652 (SNIFFS DEEPLY) 1274 01:20:51,889 --> 01:20:54,868 (SNIFFING) 1275 01:20:56,685 --> 01:20:58,378 Strip. 1276 01:21:04,568 --> 01:21:07,046 (ZIPPERS UNZIP, BELT BUCKLES CLINK) 1277 01:21:14,119 --> 01:21:16,893 Open wide and suck it, slut. 1278 01:21:19,583 --> 01:21:21,230 What are you waiting for, slut? 1279 01:21:21,460 --> 01:21:22,732 (GRUNTS) 1280 01:21:24,671 --> 01:21:25,943 Suck it! 1281 01:21:26,465 --> 01:21:27,737 Oh, yeah. 1282 01:21:28,300 --> 01:21:30,243 You like that, don't you, slut? 1283 01:21:30,469 --> 01:21:31,741 Take it deep. 1284 01:21:32,846 --> 01:21:34,118 Yeah. 1285 01:21:34,556 --> 01:21:35,623 Moan for me. 1286 01:21:35,849 --> 01:21:37,121 (GAGGING) Wait, wait. 1287 01:21:38,185 --> 01:21:39,377 (RETCHES) 1288 01:21:39,603 --> 01:21:40,704 (SPITS) 1289 01:21:40,938 --> 01:21:42,210 Get up! 1290 01:21:42,856 --> 01:21:44,549 Slut knows what's coming next. 1291 01:21:45,109 --> 01:21:47,109 I'm gonna give the slut just what he's begging for. 1292 01:21:47,277 --> 01:21:48,549 Wait, wait, wait, there's some things I don't do. 1293 01:21:48,779 --> 01:21:50,506 Wait, wait, I gotta take a piss. 1294 01:21:50,739 --> 01:21:53,012 Hold on, I'll be right back. 1295 01:22:13,178 --> 01:22:14,450 Uhh! Agh! 1296 01:22:14,847 --> 01:22:18,201 You're getting fucked, slut, whether you like it or not! 1297 01:22:19,101 --> 01:22:21,545 (GRUNTING) 1298 01:22:22,604 --> 01:22:23,751 Slut! 1299 01:22:23,981 --> 01:22:25,253 (SHOUTING IN PAIN) 1300 01:22:25,858 --> 01:22:27,801 Slut! Slut! Slut! 1301 01:22:28,444 --> 01:22:30,638 Slut! Slut! Slut! 1302 01:22:31,280 --> 01:22:34,884 (GRUNTING) 1303 01:22:39,037 --> 01:22:40,389 God, you love it! 1304 01:22:40,706 --> 01:22:43,400 Take that cock all the way up there. 1305 01:22:44,877 --> 01:22:46,149 Take it, slut. 1306 01:22:46,545 --> 01:22:47,817 Yeah! Yeah! 1307 01:22:48,130 --> 01:22:49,402 (GRUNTING) 1308 01:22:50,007 --> 01:22:51,108 Are you ready? 1309 01:22:51,341 --> 01:22:53,034 Here it comes. You ready? 1310 01:22:53,343 --> 01:22:54,615 You ready? Ready?! 1311 01:22:55,345 --> 01:22:56,617 Aah! Aah! 1312 01:22:57,222 --> 01:22:58,323 Aaaah! 1313 01:22:58,557 --> 01:22:59,829 Ohh... Ohh... 1314 01:23:00,893 --> 01:23:03,246 (SOBBING) 1315 01:23:18,911 --> 01:23:20,684 Mom. 1316 01:23:34,009 --> 01:23:35,281 (TRAFFIC NOISE) 1317 01:23:41,892 --> 01:23:43,915 (LOCK RATTLING) 1318 01:23:50,442 --> 01:23:54,638 (DISTANT SIREN) 1319 01:23:59,243 --> 01:24:01,892 (FIRE ENGINE HORN HONKING) 1320 01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:27,542 (GRUNTING SOFTLY) 1321 01:25:19,239 --> 01:25:22,718 (INHALES) 1322 01:25:36,882 --> 01:25:39,576 (SOBBING) 1323 01:25:51,438 --> 01:25:53,666 Today is the day. 1324 01:25:56,401 --> 01:25:58,094 (CAR HORN HONKS) 1325 01:26:03,367 --> 01:26:05,936 Brian, now where are you off to? 1326 01:26:06,161 --> 01:26:07,729 I'm going out with Eric. 1327 01:26:07,954 --> 01:26:10,195 You don't want to stay and talk with your sister a while? 1328 01:26:10,248 --> 01:26:11,349 I'll be back soon. 1329 01:26:11,583 --> 01:26:12,823 Well, don't be late, young man. 1330 01:26:13,001 --> 01:26:14,774 Christmas Eve dinner's at 6:00, sharp. 1331 01:26:15,003 --> 01:26:16,571 Okay. 1332 01:26:19,758 --> 01:26:21,326 (SIGHS) 1333 01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:25,826 Here we are. 1334 01:26:26,223 --> 01:26:27,540 Do I look okay? 1335 01:26:27,766 --> 01:26:29,118 Okay's a relative term. 1336 01:26:30,811 --> 01:26:32,959 I'm kidding... you look fine. 1337 01:26:33,188 --> 01:26:34,460 Excited? 1338 01:26:34,856 --> 01:26:36,128 Yes. 1339 01:26:36,692 --> 01:26:37,964 And nervous. 1340 01:26:38,568 --> 01:26:41,262 Don't worry, I'm sure you guys will hit it off great. 1341 01:26:41,488 --> 01:26:43,590 I hope you're right. 1342 01:26:45,826 --> 01:26:48,304 (KNOCKS) 1343 01:26:49,788 --> 01:26:51,060 Ellen? 1344 01:26:51,373 --> 01:26:53,020 Ellen? 1345 01:26:55,043 --> 01:26:56,315 Oh, hey, Eric. 1346 01:26:56,712 --> 01:26:58,405 Hey, Mrs. M.... Merry Christmas. 1347 01:26:59,381 --> 01:27:00,858 You remember Brian. 1348 01:27:01,091 --> 01:27:02,192 Yeah, of course I do. 1349 01:27:02,426 --> 01:27:04,745 - Hey, Brian. - Merry Christmas. 1350 01:27:05,011 --> 01:27:06,363 So where's the man of the hour? 1351 01:27:06,596 --> 01:27:08,619 Well, I was gonna call you. 1352 01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:10,329 Why? What happened? 1353 01:27:10,642 --> 01:27:12,335 There's, uh, been an accident. 1354 01:27:12,936 --> 01:27:14,959 Neil, he, uh, he got mugged 1355 01:27:17,065 --> 01:27:19,042 on the way to the airport. 1356 01:27:19,276 --> 01:27:20,548 Is he okay? 1357 01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:23,255 He's gonna be fine. 1358 01:27:23,822 --> 01:27:25,890 He's asleep in his room. 1359 01:27:27,951 --> 01:27:30,019 Well, maybe we should come back tomorrow. 1360 01:27:30,245 --> 01:27:31,517 Maybe. 1361 01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:33,728 Or you stay if you'd like, have some cookies, 1362 01:27:33,957 --> 01:27:36,105 and we'll see if he's... 1363 01:27:39,087 --> 01:27:40,439 Oh, honey, you're up. 1364 01:27:42,883 --> 01:27:45,111 What the fuck you staring at, Preston? 1365 01:27:47,429 --> 01:27:49,281 Brian says that you both were in Little League together. 1366 01:27:49,514 --> 01:27:50,786 Hmm. 1367 01:27:52,726 --> 01:27:56,922 So how long has it been since you two last saw each other? 1368 01:27:57,147 --> 01:27:58,419 Ten years... 1369 01:28:00,108 --> 01:28:03,633 five months and... seven days. 1370 01:28:03,862 --> 01:28:06,886 Well, you must have a lot of catching up to do. 1371 01:28:09,326 --> 01:28:11,770 Turn right off Main by the fairgrounds. 1372 01:28:11,995 --> 01:28:13,517 So what the fuck happened? 1373 01:28:13,747 --> 01:28:15,849 It's a long story... I'll tell you later. 1374 01:28:16,082 --> 01:28:17,434 Just drive for now. 1375 01:28:17,667 --> 01:28:21,734 It's nice to see New York hasn't hardened you one bit, McCormick. 1376 01:28:25,675 --> 01:28:27,994 So you're the legendary Brian. 1377 01:28:30,096 --> 01:28:32,574 We have a lot in common, don't we? 1378 01:28:32,808 --> 01:28:35,536 I think so. 1379 01:28:41,566 --> 01:28:42,966 ♪♪ (CAROLERS SINGING INDISTINCTLY) 1380 01:28:46,571 --> 01:28:48,264 Make a left at the next stop sign. 1381 01:28:50,492 --> 01:28:53,721 This starting to look familiar? 1382 01:28:56,706 --> 01:28:58,058 (CAR SHIFTS INTO PARK) 1383 01:28:59,501 --> 01:29:01,854 Pick us up in a half hour. 1384 01:29:02,921 --> 01:29:04,739 Okay. 1385 01:29:17,519 --> 01:29:19,542 You ready? 1386 01:29:32,701 --> 01:29:35,020 Blue. 1387 01:29:45,463 --> 01:29:48,112 No one's home... let's go around back. 1388 01:29:52,220 --> 01:29:54,573 We have to get in. 1389 01:29:56,433 --> 01:29:58,627 I know a way, here. 1390 01:30:05,358 --> 01:30:06,630 Voila. 1391 01:30:07,193 --> 01:30:09,796 You were the best player on the team, weren't you? 1392 01:30:10,030 --> 01:30:13,009 Yeah, that's what he always told me. 1393 01:30:23,877 --> 01:30:25,149 He-help. 1394 01:30:25,921 --> 01:30:27,944 (GRUNTING) 1395 01:30:32,719 --> 01:30:35,663 (PANTING) 1396 01:30:36,932 --> 01:30:39,376 (NEIL) This was his bedroom. 1397 01:30:39,601 --> 01:30:42,295 Ah, at least the ceiling's still the same. 1398 01:30:43,229 --> 01:30:47,129 I used to get lost for hours staring up at all the patterns. 1399 01:30:47,359 --> 01:30:51,509 Whirls and speckly, sparkly things. 1400 01:30:53,615 --> 01:30:55,638 Come on. 1401 01:31:05,627 --> 01:31:07,980 Oh, man, what's up with these people? 1402 01:31:08,254 --> 01:31:11,107 He used to keep these things stocked. 1403 01:31:23,269 --> 01:31:25,371 Well, this is it, right? 1404 01:31:35,115 --> 01:31:36,933 So, why now? 1405 01:31:37,158 --> 01:31:40,933 Why... why did you search me out? 1406 01:31:43,164 --> 01:31:45,312 I'm tired of it. 1407 01:31:45,542 --> 01:31:48,691 I want to dream about something else for a change. 1408 01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:58,697 (CAROLERS) ♪ Away in a manger ♪ 1409 01:32:00,557 --> 01:32:02,910 ♪ No crib for my bed ♪ 1410 01:32:04,394 --> 01:32:05,746 "Away in a manger." 1411 01:32:07,897 --> 01:32:10,466 You know, it took till I actually laid eyes 1412 01:32:10,692 --> 01:32:13,136 on you today to remember you. 1413 01:32:13,361 --> 01:32:17,007 When Eric wrote me about you, I... I could only get the vaguest, 1414 01:32:17,240 --> 01:32:18,887 hazy picture in my head. 1415 01:32:19,117 --> 01:32:20,469 Like a staticky TV. 1416 01:32:21,619 --> 01:32:22,891 Same here. 1417 01:32:24,581 --> 01:32:28,481 But seeing you here in this room... 1418 01:32:30,003 --> 01:32:32,697 I feel like he's watching us right now. 1419 01:32:35,717 --> 01:32:37,785 I have no idea what happened to him. 1420 01:32:38,011 --> 01:32:41,240 After that summer, he just disappeared. 1421 01:32:41,473 --> 01:32:43,575 I don't even know if he's alive or what. 1422 01:32:43,808 --> 01:32:47,003 Maybe it's his ghost that's watching us. 1423 01:32:47,228 --> 01:32:49,376 Tell me everything you can. 1424 01:32:54,069 --> 01:32:55,341 (GRUNTS) 1425 01:32:56,488 --> 01:32:57,840 I was his favorite. 1426 01:33:00,617 --> 01:33:03,311 Out of everyone, he picked me. 1427 01:33:04,746 --> 01:33:06,598 I know that sounds kind of weird, but... 1428 01:33:06,831 --> 01:33:08,524 when it first started happening... 1429 01:33:10,668 --> 01:33:11,940 I felt honored. 1430 01:33:12,962 --> 01:33:14,985 Go on. 1431 01:33:17,884 --> 01:33:21,033 I don't know, well, this is where the big TV was, 1432 01:33:21,262 --> 01:33:23,490 all the cool video games. 1433 01:33:23,723 --> 01:33:25,746 That's the kitchen. 1434 01:33:25,975 --> 01:33:29,204 Our first time happened there. 1435 01:33:33,316 --> 01:33:35,009 It lasted that whole summer. 1436 01:33:36,194 --> 01:33:37,546 Just me and him. 1437 01:33:38,780 --> 01:33:40,803 I saw him one other time. 1438 01:33:42,492 --> 01:33:44,515 On Halloween, a couple years later. 1439 01:33:45,411 --> 01:33:46,683 I was lost. 1440 01:33:47,997 --> 01:33:50,771 He said my name. 1441 01:33:51,000 --> 01:33:52,272 (COACH) Brian? 1442 01:33:52,836 --> 01:33:55,815 Brian? 1443 01:33:59,467 --> 01:34:01,444 I thought that was you. 1444 01:34:03,596 --> 01:34:06,040 The game had just started. 1445 01:34:06,266 --> 01:34:08,664 I was sitting on the bench, as always. 1446 01:34:08,893 --> 01:34:10,245 It started to rain. 1447 01:34:11,646 --> 01:34:14,670 Sprinkles at first, then a downpour. 1448 01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:19,053 The ump called the game. 1449 01:34:19,445 --> 01:34:21,718 And no one came to pick you up. 1450 01:34:21,948 --> 01:34:24,892 My mom was working and my Dad... 1451 01:34:25,118 --> 01:34:26,390 Who knows? 1452 01:34:27,162 --> 01:34:29,390 Everyone else drove off with their parents. 1453 01:34:29,622 --> 01:34:31,645 I was left there all alone. 1454 01:34:33,626 --> 01:34:35,854 And you were in the dugout with me, and you said... 1455 01:34:36,087 --> 01:34:38,155 We'll take you home. 1456 01:34:41,551 --> 01:34:45,747 And we got into Coach's station wagon, remember? 1457 01:34:48,474 --> 01:34:49,746 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 1458 01:34:50,268 --> 01:34:51,460 He brought us here. 1459 01:34:51,686 --> 01:34:52,958 (DOOR OPENS) 1460 01:34:54,063 --> 01:34:55,289 It's all right, Brian. 1461 01:34:55,523 --> 01:34:58,172 We're just going to have a little bit of fun. 1462 01:35:01,487 --> 01:35:03,247 (NEIL) And he didn't want you in the bedroom, 1463 01:35:03,323 --> 01:35:05,346 because that was just for us. 1464 01:35:06,117 --> 01:35:08,811 So it all happened here, in this room. 1465 01:35:09,954 --> 01:35:11,977 Keep going. 1466 01:35:12,207 --> 01:35:15,151 Don't stop until you've told me everything. 1467 01:35:17,503 --> 01:35:19,697 Well, any time there was another boy involved, 1468 01:35:19,923 --> 01:35:21,070 it was always the same. 1469 01:35:21,299 --> 01:35:23,777 Coach used me as a prop to pull you in. 1470 01:35:24,010 --> 01:35:25,282 (LAUGHING) 1471 01:35:25,595 --> 01:35:27,868 He'd take off my clothes, and it was up to me 1472 01:35:28,097 --> 01:35:29,414 to make it seem like fun, 1473 01:35:29,641 --> 01:35:32,210 like this was a really cool game we were playing. 1474 01:35:32,435 --> 01:35:33,912 Go ahead, show him, Neil. 1475 01:35:34,145 --> 01:35:35,497 All right, here are the rules. 1476 01:35:35,730 --> 01:35:40,552 First I kiss you, then you kiss me back, and then it's his turn. 1477 01:35:42,237 --> 01:35:43,509 Are you ready? 1478 01:35:46,324 --> 01:35:48,392 Here we go. 1479 01:35:50,912 --> 01:35:52,184 (WHISPERS) My God. 1480 01:35:53,331 --> 01:35:55,559 You want me to stop? 1481 01:36:03,132 --> 01:36:06,327 So I put my tongue in your mouth, 1482 01:36:06,552 --> 01:36:08,905 just getting it all wet and shiny. 1483 01:36:09,347 --> 01:36:11,370 And then it was his turn. 1484 01:36:13,351 --> 01:36:15,624 Watching his big lips sucking your face, 1485 01:36:15,853 --> 01:36:19,419 I remember thinking, "Ah, he's going to swallow his head whole." 1486 01:36:22,235 --> 01:36:23,507 So, um... 1487 01:36:24,195 --> 01:36:25,888 we took off your clothes... 1488 01:36:27,073 --> 01:36:29,050 and you made this... 1489 01:36:29,284 --> 01:36:32,729 whimpering puppy sound Coach always loved. 1490 01:36:34,831 --> 01:36:36,558 Coach and me had this thing... 1491 01:36:36,791 --> 01:36:39,144 where he'd open up his mouth and... 1492 01:36:39,377 --> 01:36:42,780 wrap it around my dick and balls and everything all at once. 1493 01:36:43,006 --> 01:36:45,029 He did that to me and... 1494 01:36:45,591 --> 01:36:47,659 then I tried to do it to you, but I couldn't 1495 01:36:47,885 --> 01:36:50,784 'cause my mouth was too small. 1496 01:36:53,808 --> 01:36:56,127 And then... 1497 01:36:56,352 --> 01:36:58,705 he went down on you. 1498 01:37:00,440 --> 01:37:03,134 For what seemed like a really long time. 1499 01:37:04,027 --> 01:37:06,755 Your eyes were closed mostly, but every now and then 1500 01:37:06,988 --> 01:37:08,431 they'd flutter open, and... 1501 01:37:08,656 --> 01:37:10,679 just have this glassy, faraway look. 1502 01:37:14,245 --> 01:37:20,018 And then I leaned in and whispered... It's fun, right? 1503 01:37:20,251 --> 01:37:22,399 Tell him you think it's fun. 1504 01:37:34,432 --> 01:37:35,784 We're almost finished, you... 1505 01:37:37,435 --> 01:37:40,667 You gonna be able to... (WEAKLY) Yeah. 1506 01:37:42,940 --> 01:37:44,963 Then we played the $5 game... 1507 01:37:47,278 --> 01:37:51,633 when Coach would ask me to do things, crazy sex things, and... 1508 01:37:52,033 --> 01:37:54,352 if I could do them, he'd give me a $5 bill. 1509 01:37:54,577 --> 01:37:58,102 It's okay... go ahead, Neil. 1510 01:38:04,879 --> 01:38:06,231 (GRUNTING) 1511 01:38:07,673 --> 01:38:10,117 He made us fist him. 1512 01:38:10,343 --> 01:38:12,946 You know what that is? 1513 01:38:18,476 --> 01:38:21,045 I went first, of course. 1514 01:38:21,270 --> 01:38:25,921 And on that night, the $5 was mine... 1515 01:38:26,150 --> 01:38:29,504 if I could... ram my little fist up his ass 1516 01:38:30,113 --> 01:38:31,886 and wring it all the way to the elbow. 1517 01:38:32,115 --> 01:38:34,468 And God damn it, I did it. 1518 01:38:35,284 --> 01:38:36,931 I'll never forget how it felt. 1519 01:38:37,161 --> 01:38:40,640 It felt like his whole body was trying to suck me into it. 1520 01:38:40,873 --> 01:38:42,145 Devour me. 1521 01:38:45,086 --> 01:38:47,109 And then I did it too. 1522 01:38:48,423 --> 01:38:50,742 (SIGHS) 1523 01:38:54,804 --> 01:38:57,783 And then, uh, we drove you back to Little River 1524 01:38:58,015 --> 01:38:59,913 and left you in your driveway. 1525 01:39:00,143 --> 01:39:02,337 The End. 1526 01:39:05,815 --> 01:39:07,508 And my nose was bleeding. 1527 01:39:09,944 --> 01:39:12,547 How did that happen? 1528 01:39:23,207 --> 01:39:26,561 When it was over, and we were getting you dressed... 1529 01:39:28,588 --> 01:39:32,318 your face looked like you'd been erased. 1530 01:39:32,550 --> 01:39:34,573 Like you were just empty inside. 1531 01:39:35,970 --> 01:39:39,324 And you just fell face first on the floor... bam. 1532 01:39:40,141 --> 01:39:43,245 And when we pulled you up, your nose was bleeding. 1533 01:39:43,478 --> 01:39:44,750 Like... like this? 1534 01:39:46,397 --> 01:39:47,669 (PANTING) 1535 01:39:48,357 --> 01:39:49,549 Like this?! 1536 01:39:49,775 --> 01:39:52,809 Shh, shh, shh. Stop, stop, stop. Stop, stop, stop. Shh, shh, shh. 1537 01:39:53,029 --> 01:39:56,258 (SOBBING) 1538 01:39:59,785 --> 01:40:01,057 (SHUDDERING) 1539 01:40:01,913 --> 01:40:03,014 Shh... 1540 01:40:03,247 --> 01:40:04,849 (BOY) What are you doing? 1541 01:40:05,082 --> 01:40:06,559 Nobody's even home. 1542 01:40:06,792 --> 01:40:08,360 (SECOND BOY) No, someone's there. 1543 01:40:08,586 --> 01:40:09,858 Shh... Shh, Shh. 1544 01:40:12,256 --> 01:40:13,528 (BOY) Look, I see them too. 1545 01:40:13,758 --> 01:40:15,451 (WOMAN) Children, what's going on? 1546 01:40:15,968 --> 01:40:18,321 (BOY) I think that someone's in there. 1547 01:40:19,013 --> 01:40:20,213 (INDISTINCT CHATTER CONTINUES) 1548 01:40:20,431 --> 01:40:23,501 Shh, Shh, shh. 1549 01:40:25,603 --> 01:40:27,296 (CAROLERS) ♪ Silent night ♪ 1550 01:40:31,400 --> 01:40:32,752 ♪ Holy night ♪ 1551 01:40:37,823 --> 01:40:39,516 ♪ All is calm ♪ 1552 01:40:44,247 --> 01:40:45,940 ♪ All is bright ♪ 1553 01:40:49,835 --> 01:40:52,480 (NEIL) And as we sat there listening to the carolers, 1554 01:40:52,838 --> 01:40:56,533 I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. 1555 01:40:57,218 --> 01:40:58,820 But that was a lie. 1556 01:40:59,053 --> 01:41:00,746 Plus, I couldn't speak anyway. 1557 01:41:02,431 --> 01:41:07,628 I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. 1558 01:41:07,853 --> 01:41:09,125 But there wasn't. 1559 01:41:10,648 --> 01:41:12,671 There was nothing we could do. 1560 01:41:13,693 --> 01:41:15,636 So I just stayed silent... 1561 01:41:15,861 --> 01:41:18,430 and trying to telepathically communicate 1562 01:41:18,656 --> 01:41:21,350 how sorry I was about what had happened. 1563 01:41:23,995 --> 01:41:25,635 And I thought of all the grief and sadness 1564 01:41:25,746 --> 01:41:28,065 and fucked-up suffering in the world, and... 1565 01:41:28,291 --> 01:41:30,314 it made me want to escape. 1566 01:41:31,377 --> 01:41:33,137 I wished with all my heart that we could just 1567 01:41:33,296 --> 01:41:34,648 leave this world behind... 1568 01:41:36,299 --> 01:41:41,030 rise like two angels in the night and magically... 1569 01:41:41,262 --> 01:41:42,534 disappear.