1 00:00:23,023 --> 00:00:24,193 [girl] The forbidden kiss. 2 00:00:28,653 --> 00:00:30,203 We knew that it was wrong, 3 00:00:32,490 --> 00:00:34,780 that he was betrothed to my sister. 4 00:00:36,828 --> 00:00:38,958 But if this wasn't what he wanted, 5 00:00:40,415 --> 00:00:42,785 then why did he come to the field of desire? 6 00:00:44,627 --> 00:00:45,667 It was fated, 7 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:48,670 that we should meet like this. 8 00:00:49,007 --> 00:00:50,007 Hey! 9 00:00:50,675 --> 00:00:52,385 Are we hanging out or what? 10 00:00:54,345 --> 00:00:56,425 I just want to finish this chapter. 11 00:00:58,058 --> 00:01:00,308 [dishes clattering] 12 00:01:00,393 --> 00:01:01,483 Oh! 13 00:01:04,272 --> 00:01:06,232 Should we go down and help him? 14 00:01:06,316 --> 00:01:09,436 He wants to do it himself, but please come help me set the table. 15 00:01:10,236 --> 00:01:14,066 I hate when Dad makes Korean food, it always tastes like butt. 16 00:01:14,157 --> 00:01:17,487 Regardless, whatever Dad puts in front of you, take a bite 17 00:01:17,577 --> 00:01:19,617 and say, "Mm, just like Mom's," okay? 18 00:01:19,704 --> 00:01:22,004 I was still eating smushed peas when Mom died. 19 00:01:22,082 --> 00:01:23,542 [knock at door] 20 00:01:23,625 --> 00:01:24,665 - Hey. - Hey! 21 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:26,171 I'm not too late, am I? 22 00:01:26,252 --> 00:01:29,632 I was trying to meditate, but I ended up falling asleep. 23 00:01:31,674 --> 00:01:34,144 - Smells good, Dr. C. - Hey, Josh. 24 00:01:35,053 --> 00:01:36,053 Lara Jean. 25 00:01:37,555 --> 00:01:39,635 So, uh... What you cooking? 26 00:01:42,644 --> 00:01:46,864 - If you just rock this back and forth... - It's supposed to fall off the bone. 27 00:01:46,940 --> 00:01:50,190 Hey, Josh, come hang on to this while I saw, would ya? 28 00:01:50,276 --> 00:01:54,236 Electric knife's in the kitchen, it'll have that ready in two seconds. 29 00:01:54,322 --> 00:01:56,162 Looks great, Daddy. I'll be back. 30 00:01:56,241 --> 00:01:59,831 I can't believe we're not going to see her until Thanksgiving. 31 00:01:59,911 --> 00:02:04,211 Christmas actually, Scotland's too far to come back for Thanksgiving. 32 00:02:04,290 --> 00:02:07,130 Wait, are you kidding? We're not gonna see her till Christmas! 33 00:02:07,210 --> 00:02:08,630 Look on the bright side, 34 00:02:08,711 --> 00:02:12,011 Margot won't be taking the car every day, you can practice your driving. 35 00:02:12,090 --> 00:02:16,050 - I forgot I had to drive with Lara now. - Feel free to take the bus. 36 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:19,756 I can give you a ride. I'm not disappearing, I'm next door. 37 00:02:20,348 --> 00:02:21,388 Or I can drive, 38 00:02:21,474 --> 00:02:24,394 and if we get pulled over, we'll switch places real quick. 39 00:02:24,477 --> 00:02:27,057 - Top-notch idea, honey. - What'd I miss? 40 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:29,817 We were talking about what a bad driver Lara Jean is. 41 00:02:29,899 --> 00:02:33,399 Yeah, we were, but we were also talking about airplanes, 42 00:02:33,486 --> 00:02:36,406 which speaking of... I have a surprise for you. 43 00:02:36,489 --> 00:02:37,569 Oh... 44 00:02:38,408 --> 00:02:42,158 You couldn't come home for Thanksgiving, I figured I'd bring home to you. 45 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:45,753 It's a plane ticket, I'm coming to Scotland. 46 00:02:45,832 --> 00:02:47,962 Look at Josh stepping up! 47 00:02:48,585 --> 00:02:50,545 You... You already paid for this? 48 00:02:52,005 --> 00:02:54,125 Yeah, I had a Google alert set for flights 49 00:02:54,215 --> 00:02:57,505 as soon as you decided you wanted to go to school there. 50 00:02:58,136 --> 00:02:59,386 Why? 51 00:03:05,310 --> 00:03:07,850 Mm... Just like Mom's. 52 00:03:09,564 --> 00:03:12,364 [Lara Jean] I guess I should tell you a little bit about Josh. 53 00:03:12,942 --> 00:03:16,072 He and Margot have been together for the past two years, 54 00:03:16,154 --> 00:03:19,034 but before Margot even cared that he existed, 55 00:03:19,407 --> 00:03:21,077 he was my first boyfriend. 56 00:03:21,326 --> 00:03:23,486 Well, space between the words... 57 00:03:24,162 --> 00:03:25,502 boy who was a friend. 58 00:03:26,956 --> 00:03:31,206 I could talk to him about anything. We really understood one another. 59 00:03:31,294 --> 00:03:35,764 Okay, would you rather only drink water for the rest of your life, 60 00:03:35,840 --> 00:03:39,840 or you can drink whatever you want, but it has to have a drop of pee in it? 61 00:03:39,928 --> 00:03:41,218 Clear or yellow? 62 00:03:42,347 --> 00:03:44,097 It has to be a little yellow. 63 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:48,439 I mean, pee. Definitely pee. I can't give up Mountain Dew. 64 00:03:48,519 --> 00:03:51,109 Yeah, definitely. Pee's the only answer. 65 00:03:51,189 --> 00:03:54,279 We didn't stop being friends when Josh and Margot got together, 66 00:03:54,359 --> 00:03:55,689 it was just different. 67 00:03:55,777 --> 00:03:57,397 Water. Definitely water. 68 00:03:58,738 --> 00:04:00,278 Yeah, me too. 69 00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:02,084 Definitely. 70 00:04:02,617 --> 00:04:06,747 They didn't want me to feel left out, so they invited me everywhere... 71 00:04:07,413 --> 00:04:08,583 even on dates. 72 00:04:10,041 --> 00:04:13,291 They tried to make it as normal as possible, but... 73 00:04:14,545 --> 00:04:16,455 I still felt like a third wheel. 74 00:04:18,216 --> 00:04:21,216 It's not that I wanted to steal my sister's boyfriend or anything. 75 00:04:21,302 --> 00:04:25,472 I was super happy for Margot. She deserves a great guy like Josh. 76 00:04:25,848 --> 00:04:27,848 And so I wrote him a letter. 77 00:04:27,934 --> 00:04:29,854 I wasn't going to send the letter, 78 00:04:29,936 --> 00:04:32,936 it was just for me to understand how I was feeling. 79 00:04:33,231 --> 00:04:37,071 But really, I guess it was mainly about how sometimes I imagined 80 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:40,991 what it would've been like if I'd realized how I felt about him sooner. 81 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:43,202 [Margot] ...making me look like the bad guy. 82 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:46,953 - [Josh] You know how hard that was? - You shouldn't have in front of them! 83 00:04:50,456 --> 00:04:53,326 My letters are my most secret possessions. 84 00:04:53,418 --> 00:04:54,788 There are five total: 85 00:04:54,877 --> 00:04:56,337 Kenny from camp; 86 00:04:56,421 --> 00:04:58,011 Peter from seventh grade; 87 00:04:58,089 --> 00:04:59,509 Lucas from Homecoming; 88 00:04:59,590 --> 00:05:01,630 John Ambrose from Model UN; 89 00:05:01,718 --> 00:05:02,718 and Josh. 90 00:05:04,721 --> 00:05:08,731 I write a letter when I have a crush so intense I don't know what else to do. 91 00:05:09,309 --> 00:05:13,559 Rereading my letters reminds me of how powerful my emotions can be, 92 00:05:13,646 --> 00:05:14,726 how all-consuming. 93 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:19,898 And Margot would say I'm being dramatic, but I think drama can be fun... 94 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:21,776 - What are you doing? - Nothing. 95 00:05:21,863 --> 00:05:24,453 Just as long as nobody else knows about it. 96 00:05:28,536 --> 00:05:29,746 Your room's a mess. 97 00:05:42,717 --> 00:05:43,717 Are you okay? Yeah. 98 00:05:46,179 --> 00:05:47,179 Well... 99 00:05:48,014 --> 00:05:51,064 I don't know, I just broke up with Josh. 100 00:05:51,476 --> 00:05:52,476 You did what? 101 00:05:53,311 --> 00:05:54,521 Why? 102 00:05:56,647 --> 00:06:01,317 Before Mom died, she said I should never go to college with a boyfriend. 103 00:06:02,737 --> 00:06:03,947 But you love him. 104 00:06:05,031 --> 00:06:06,031 I know. 105 00:06:08,743 --> 00:06:12,043 So, do you think you might change your mind? 106 00:06:19,504 --> 00:06:20,514 No. 107 00:06:21,381 --> 00:06:22,511 No, never. 108 00:06:24,509 --> 00:06:26,339 When I was packing for college, 109 00:06:26,427 --> 00:06:29,387 I had Daddy make a box of things to take to Goodwill. 110 00:06:29,680 --> 00:06:32,430 I think you should do it too, I made you a box. 111 00:06:33,309 --> 00:06:37,729 I don't really think there's anything I can part with at the moment. 112 00:06:37,814 --> 00:06:40,024 Lara Jean, I'm leaving tomorrow. 113 00:06:40,108 --> 00:06:43,028 That means you're going to be the biggest sister. 114 00:06:43,111 --> 00:06:45,661 You need to set a good example for Kitty, 115 00:06:45,738 --> 00:06:47,698 no gorging on chips before dinner 116 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:49,281 and a clean room. 117 00:06:51,035 --> 00:06:53,495 Can we go back to talking about how you're sad? 118 00:07:20,690 --> 00:07:23,780 [Lara Jean] Margot says when something is no longer useful, 119 00:07:23,860 --> 00:07:26,900 you either donate it, recycle it, or throw it away. 120 00:07:26,988 --> 00:07:30,158 I always knew she felt that way about objects but... 121 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:35,502 I didn't think she could feel that about a person. 122 00:07:42,837 --> 00:07:45,337 [airport announcer] ...will depart from Gate 39. 123 00:07:46,883 --> 00:07:47,883 Come here. 124 00:07:57,643 --> 00:08:00,693 Hey, you need a magazine. We'll be right back. 125 00:08:04,233 --> 00:08:05,323 You gonna be okay? 126 00:08:06,027 --> 00:08:09,027 Did you have to pick the furthest college you could think of? 127 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:12,331 Who am I supposed to eat lunch with? 128 00:08:12,408 --> 00:08:15,538 I think you should look at this as an opportunity to branch out, 129 00:08:15,620 --> 00:08:17,000 - make new friends. - No. 130 00:08:17,079 --> 00:08:20,789 - You never know what could happen. - That's what I'm afraid of. 131 00:08:20,875 --> 00:08:23,285 If you need me, I'm a Skype call away. 132 00:08:23,628 --> 00:08:26,418 Until you start going to pubs and eating haggis 133 00:08:26,506 --> 00:08:28,926 with your Scottish friends, and forget about us. 134 00:08:29,008 --> 00:08:32,138 I can promise you I will never, ever... 135 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:33,512 eat haggis. 136 00:08:33,596 --> 00:08:36,636 We couldn't decide, so we got you all of them. 137 00:08:36,724 --> 00:08:38,234 That's Road & Track, 138 00:08:38,309 --> 00:08:42,979 it doesn't sound that interesting, but if you stick with it... Come here. 139 00:08:49,278 --> 00:08:51,068 Alright, I gotta go. 140 00:08:55,451 --> 00:08:56,661 Okay. 141 00:09:03,876 --> 00:09:05,456 Think she'll turn around? 142 00:09:08,631 --> 00:09:10,011 No, that's not Margot. 143 00:09:17,139 --> 00:09:18,599 Can we have a dog now? 144 00:09:19,684 --> 00:09:22,124 No, but that's a nice try. ["Chinatown" by Wild Nothing plays] 145 00:09:29,652 --> 00:09:32,362 ♪ Innocent love ♪ 146 00:09:32,446 --> 00:09:35,826 ♪ I need to go somewhere ♪ 147 00:09:35,908 --> 00:09:39,868 ♪ I need somewhere to come down ♪ 148 00:09:39,954 --> 00:09:43,834 ♪ I need some way to make you smile ♪ 149 00:09:49,338 --> 00:09:52,718 Lara Jean. It's only gonna take a second. Just smile. 150 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:54,640 - Cheese! - [camera shutter snapping] 151 00:09:57,513 --> 00:10:00,563 Sixth grade and junior year, can hardly believe it. 152 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:02,141 Okay, you ready to go? 153 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:03,732 One sec. 154 00:10:05,229 --> 00:10:06,229 Give me those. 155 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:10,318 Okay, just drive safe. I gotta go. 156 00:10:11,319 --> 00:10:12,319 You look great. 157 00:10:12,987 --> 00:10:13,987 Alright. 158 00:10:16,907 --> 00:10:17,987 All set. 159 00:10:18,117 --> 00:10:20,407 - That's very funny. - Very necessary. 160 00:10:22,788 --> 00:10:25,748 ♪ One of a kind ♪ 161 00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:29,503 ♪ I need to keep you here ♪ ♪ I need to picture you still ♪ 162 00:10:33,341 --> 00:10:36,511 ♪ I need to... Nothing but the foggiest day ♪ 163 00:10:36,594 --> 00:10:39,144 - Ow! Excuse you. - Oh, my God, Gen. 164 00:10:39,221 --> 00:10:41,601 I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying attention. 165 00:10:41,682 --> 00:10:42,772 Oh, it's you. 166 00:10:43,934 --> 00:10:44,944 Gen... 167 00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:46,099 Genevieve. 168 00:10:46,187 --> 00:10:49,267 We used to be best friends, but post-middle school, 169 00:10:49,357 --> 00:10:53,487 for reasons having to do with her popularity and my lack thereof, 170 00:10:53,569 --> 00:10:56,449 we are now decidedly not. 171 00:10:56,530 --> 00:10:57,620 Cute boots. 172 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:00,330 Thank you so much for your service. 173 00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:03,450 They're vintage, but I got them on Etsy. 174 00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:05,785 And they're amazing! 175 00:11:05,873 --> 00:11:07,923 Not everybody can pull them off. 176 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:09,959 Lara Jean can rock 'em! 177 00:11:10,670 --> 00:11:12,130 But for you, cuz, well, 178 00:11:12,213 --> 00:11:18,143 let's just say it's probably a good thing you're playing it safe with those Uggs. 179 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:20,471 Christine. Chris... 180 00:11:20,554 --> 00:11:23,894 Gen's cousin, my best friend. My only friend, really. 181 00:11:23,974 --> 00:11:27,654 Know what, Chrissie? Screw you, you know my feet are always cold. 182 00:11:27,728 --> 00:11:28,808 - Hey, babe. - Oh! 183 00:11:28,896 --> 00:11:30,396 - Hi. - How you doing? 184 00:11:30,481 --> 00:11:32,271 - I'm good. How are you? - Good. 185 00:11:32,692 --> 00:11:33,942 Remember Peter, 186 00:11:34,026 --> 00:11:37,026 the second non-recipient of one of my love letters? 187 00:11:37,113 --> 00:11:39,453 That's this Peter. Gen's Peter. 188 00:11:41,075 --> 00:11:44,285 Seventh grade, my first real boy/girl party. 189 00:11:44,745 --> 00:11:48,745 Everyone knew that Peter and Gen, who at the time was still my BFF, 190 00:11:48,833 --> 00:11:50,503 only wanted to kiss each other. 191 00:11:50,584 --> 00:11:51,634 I can spin it again. 192 00:11:52,294 --> 00:11:53,754 You can't cheat the bottle. 193 00:12:02,346 --> 00:12:07,136 So I was just complimenting Lara Jean on her government-issued boots. 194 00:12:07,727 --> 00:12:10,437 Come on, I see someone we need to say hi to. 195 00:12:10,521 --> 00:12:12,191 - Bye! - What... 196 00:12:14,442 --> 00:12:17,072 She just stopped drinking caffeine for some diet, 197 00:12:17,153 --> 00:12:18,823 I think she's in withdrawal. 198 00:12:18,904 --> 00:12:21,954 Are you sure she just doesn't have a chemical imbalance? 199 00:12:23,033 --> 00:12:24,033 Right... 200 00:12:27,037 --> 00:12:29,287 Really think my boots are amazing? 201 00:12:29,373 --> 00:12:32,293 If you ask, it ruins the whole vibe. Be cool. 202 00:12:32,376 --> 00:12:36,126 Anyway, you think I'm gonna let my cousin talk trash about you? 203 00:12:37,715 --> 00:12:39,715 [school bell rings] 204 00:12:40,134 --> 00:12:43,054 ["You're Not Good Enough" by Blood Orange plays] 205 00:12:48,768 --> 00:12:51,518 ♪ Deep in the play ♪ 206 00:12:51,604 --> 00:12:54,944 ♪ I see you as you are looking over ♪ 207 00:12:56,734 --> 00:12:58,744 ♪ Friends in my way ♪ 208 00:12:59,528 --> 00:13:02,698 ♪ You never could have been a good lover ♪ 209 00:13:04,742 --> 00:13:06,742 ♪ Watch what you say ♪ 210 00:13:07,536 --> 00:13:11,036 ♪ Could never mean a word And still hurt you ♪ 211 00:13:12,666 --> 00:13:14,416 ♪ Look the other way ♪ 212 00:13:15,377 --> 00:13:19,547 ♪ Please tell me that I am wrong So wrong ♪ 213 00:13:21,467 --> 00:13:23,547 ♪ I never was in love ♪ 214 00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:27,716 ♪ You know that you were Never good enough ♪ 215 00:13:28,891 --> 00:13:31,311 ♪ Fall asleep right next to me ♪ 216 00:13:31,393 --> 00:13:32,393 [carrot crunches loudly] 217 00:13:32,436 --> 00:13:35,606 ♪ You know that you were Never good enough ♪ 218 00:13:37,399 --> 00:13:39,529 ♪ I never was in love ♪ 219 00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:43,700 ♪ You know that you were Never good enough ♪ 220 00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:51,663 Hey. 221 00:13:52,414 --> 00:13:53,834 Um, is this seat taken? 222 00:13:54,708 --> 00:13:55,708 Yeah... 223 00:13:55,793 --> 00:13:57,173 Well, by you. 224 00:14:03,968 --> 00:14:04,968 I... 225 00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:08,806 I gotta ask... did she tell you she was gonna do it? 226 00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:14,064 Because I just figure you guys talk about everything, right? So... 227 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:16,557 She didn't tell me about this. 228 00:14:20,192 --> 00:14:21,652 We're still cool, right? 229 00:14:22,820 --> 00:14:23,950 We can still talk and... 230 00:14:25,781 --> 00:14:27,201 you know, kick it? 231 00:14:28,617 --> 00:14:30,617 Ugh... Don't say "kick it." 232 00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:34,118 Yes, we are cool. 233 00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:36,958 Good. 234 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:39,377 Good. 235 00:14:40,838 --> 00:14:42,088 Do you want a carrot? 236 00:14:44,091 --> 00:14:45,261 Give me a carrot. 237 00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:50,309 I know what you're thinking, 238 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,599 but we really were cool. 239 00:14:53,350 --> 00:14:55,060 However I felt about Josh... 240 00:14:55,144 --> 00:14:56,354 New album. 241 00:14:56,437 --> 00:14:58,437 ...I would never do that to Margot. 242 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:03,071 The middle school cafeteria is so ginormous. 243 00:15:03,152 --> 00:15:06,412 Alison wanted to sit at lunch, but so did Brianna and Katy. 244 00:15:06,488 --> 00:15:09,578 I ended up rotating so everyone had time next to me, you know? 245 00:15:09,658 --> 00:15:11,868 Yeah, I can totally relate. 246 00:15:20,711 --> 00:15:21,711 Really? Course. 247 00:15:28,469 --> 00:15:29,549 [boy] Whoa, whoa, whoa! 248 00:15:32,181 --> 00:15:34,431 Good thing I'm wearing my helmet! 249 00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:43,935 - Hi. - Hi. 250 00:15:44,026 --> 00:15:45,396 - How you doing? - Good. 251 00:15:45,486 --> 00:15:46,566 - Yeah? - Yeah. 252 00:15:46,654 --> 00:15:50,374 You know people usually check behind them before they reverse 253 00:15:50,449 --> 00:15:53,079 to avoid killing others, it's a thing we do. 254 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:57,960 Yeah, I'm just not completely comfortable with using my mirrors yet, so... 255 00:15:58,040 --> 00:15:59,040 Yeah, clearly. 256 00:15:59,541 --> 00:16:02,501 Think you're gonna be able to make it out of the parking lot? 257 00:16:02,586 --> 00:16:04,956 Yeah. We're fine. 258 00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:06,921 Really, seriously. 259 00:16:07,174 --> 00:16:08,974 Um, so you should just... 260 00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:10,635 go, seriously. 261 00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:14,220 Sure, whatever you say, Covey. Hey, you're in charge. 262 00:16:21,021 --> 00:16:22,111 Who was that? 263 00:16:22,648 --> 00:16:24,068 That was Peter Kavinsky. 264 00:16:26,485 --> 00:16:29,735 - What are we waiting for? - The rest of the cars to leave. 265 00:16:30,239 --> 00:16:31,239 Oh, my gosh. 266 00:16:32,324 --> 00:16:34,834 Blanche, you simply have to help me. 267 00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:38,501 - What do you think Margot's doing tonight? - Crack. 268 00:16:39,123 --> 00:16:40,963 Kitty, why would you say that? 269 00:16:41,041 --> 00:16:44,711 It's how Scottish people say fun. Like, "You're a good craic." 270 00:16:45,087 --> 00:16:46,087 I looked it up. 271 00:16:46,672 --> 00:16:48,762 It's weird not having her here, huh? 272 00:16:49,341 --> 00:16:51,551 It's weird not having Josh here, too. 273 00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:54,006 I miss his Blanche impression. 274 00:16:54,096 --> 00:16:55,216 How many boyfriends 275 00:16:55,305 --> 00:16:58,305 could a naive farmer's daughter possibly have had? 276 00:16:59,518 --> 00:17:00,518 Fifty-six. Excuse me? 277 00:17:07,401 --> 00:17:08,401 You know, 278 00:17:08,777 --> 00:17:14,237 Lara Jean, if you had a boyfriend, maybe you wouldn't have to drive at all 279 00:17:14,324 --> 00:17:15,994 'cause he would take us places. 280 00:17:16,076 --> 00:17:18,616 If that's what it takes, I think you're stuck with me. 281 00:17:18,704 --> 00:17:21,794 I dunno. What about the guy you almost killed the other day? 282 00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:23,880 He's dating Gen. 283 00:17:23,959 --> 00:17:24,959 So? 284 00:17:27,212 --> 00:17:28,802 It's not just that... 285 00:17:33,260 --> 00:17:39,770 Don't you find it kinda depressing that it's Saturday night, 286 00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:43,770 and you're having a Golden Girls marathon with your little sister? 287 00:17:43,854 --> 00:17:47,484 No. I love the Golden Girls, and I love hanging out with you. 288 00:17:49,026 --> 00:17:50,026 Okay, 289 00:17:50,444 --> 00:17:53,994 I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad, 290 00:17:54,823 --> 00:17:56,913 but, Lara Jean, 291 00:17:57,576 --> 00:18:01,826 I'm 11 and I canceled plans 292 00:18:02,331 --> 00:18:03,621 to be here tonight. 293 00:18:03,707 --> 00:18:06,497 And well, you're 16, 294 00:18:07,211 --> 00:18:10,301 and I don't think you had anything else going on, 295 00:18:10,881 --> 00:18:11,881 am I right? 296 00:18:13,634 --> 00:18:15,434 That is way harsh, Kitty. 297 00:18:16,345 --> 00:18:17,965 The truth hurts, Lara Jean. 298 00:18:53,465 --> 00:18:54,835 What'd you do last night? 299 00:18:54,925 --> 00:18:57,175 I finished another book. It was so good. 300 00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:59,051 Another bodice ripper, you little perv. 301 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,678 - I enjoy them for their camp. - Yeah, right! 302 00:19:01,765 --> 00:19:05,225 - Don't worry, girl, no judgment. - Hey! Can I talk to you? 303 00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:07,100 - Um, me? - Yeah. 304 00:19:07,187 --> 00:19:11,727 Hey, PK, I heard my cousin dumped you for a college student, that true? 305 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:16,321 - I heard you have a tail. - Yep, really cute. Like a little piggy. 306 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:19,025 I need to talk to... I need to talk to Lara Jean. 307 00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:20,950 Alone. If you need me, 308 00:19:25,581 --> 00:19:27,621 I'll be in the nurse's office, 309 00:19:28,375 --> 00:19:29,915 with a migraine, 310 00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:32,132 Googling Justin Trudeau shirtless. 311 00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:35,088 Look, I wanted to say that I really... 312 00:19:35,716 --> 00:19:38,386 I appreciate it, but it's never gonna happen. 313 00:19:39,136 --> 00:19:40,176 I'm sorry, what? 314 00:19:40,762 --> 00:19:45,852 From what I remember that kiss was hot, you know, for being in seventh grade, 315 00:19:45,934 --> 00:19:51,484 and I think it's really cool you think I have golden specks in my eyes. 316 00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:56,700 [echoing] It's just, Gen and I are in a really weird place right now. 317 00:19:57,863 --> 00:20:00,413 [distorted] I don't know what you hoped to accomplish. Whoa! 318 00:20:03,493 --> 00:20:04,533 Hey, Lara Jean. Lara Jean! 319 00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:08,956 Lara Jean, wake up. 320 00:20:09,917 --> 00:20:13,047 Hello? Hey, can I get some help over here? 321 00:20:13,837 --> 00:20:15,457 Hey. Hey... 322 00:20:15,923 --> 00:20:16,923 Wake up! 323 00:20:18,383 --> 00:20:19,473 Are you okay? 324 00:20:20,052 --> 00:20:22,512 - What happened? - You fainted. 325 00:20:23,013 --> 00:20:25,183 Oh... Okay. 326 00:20:26,558 --> 00:20:29,478 Here, give me your hand. And the other one, too. 327 00:20:29,561 --> 00:20:32,691 Come on, you got this. Here we go. And you're up. 328 00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:35,113 Want me to call someone, get you some water? 329 00:20:36,151 --> 00:20:37,651 No, I'm okay. 330 00:20:38,362 --> 00:20:39,362 You sure? 331 00:20:46,286 --> 00:20:47,366 Oh, my God. 332 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:52,500 Oh, my God! 333 00:20:53,001 --> 00:20:54,291 Oh... Okay. Wha... 334 00:20:56,797 --> 00:20:57,797 Hey! Stop that! 335 00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:01,635 Two more laps for you, Covey! 336 00:21:03,345 --> 00:21:04,965 - Thank you. - Wait... Wha... 337 00:21:05,597 --> 00:21:06,597 Uh, I... Lara Jean! 338 00:21:24,324 --> 00:21:26,204 [boy] Hey, Lara Jean, you in there? 339 00:21:28,036 --> 00:21:29,036 No. 340 00:21:32,749 --> 00:21:34,749 ["Human Right" by The Strike plays] 341 00:21:36,044 --> 00:21:37,214 Hi, Lucas. 342 00:21:37,921 --> 00:21:38,961 Hey, Lara Jean. 343 00:21:44,344 --> 00:21:46,764 That ascot looks really cool on you. 344 00:21:46,847 --> 00:21:48,307 Oh, yeah. Thanks. 345 00:21:49,099 --> 00:21:50,679 It's actually a cravat. 346 00:21:53,228 --> 00:21:55,148 I really like your braid crown. 347 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,190 Oh, cool. Cool. 348 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:58,816 My sister did it for me. 349 00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:01,029 I... It's dope. 350 00:22:04,823 --> 00:22:06,413 Do you maybe wanna dance? 351 00:22:08,618 --> 00:22:11,658 Oh, my God. I never thought you'd ask! 352 00:22:30,098 --> 00:22:32,268 Look, I didn't mean to barge in on you. 353 00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:35,941 I saw you run in here and I wanted to make sure you're OK, and, uh... 354 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:39,978 thought you might want that back. It seemed a little personal. 355 00:22:40,650 --> 00:22:42,690 Lucas, I wrote this years ago. 356 00:22:42,778 --> 00:22:44,568 Freshman homecoming, right? 357 00:22:48,325 --> 00:22:50,655 I had a lot of fun that night, too. 358 00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:56,826 But I feel like I should tell you, though, you know I'm gay, right? 359 00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:57,957 I did not. 360 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:02,510 Yes. Of course, yes. I... I did. I did. 361 00:23:03,090 --> 00:23:07,050 But don't like tell anyone, though. I'm out and I'm not ashamed. 362 00:23:07,135 --> 00:23:08,545 You know, my mom knows. 363 00:23:08,845 --> 00:23:11,135 My dad kinda knows. 364 00:23:12,140 --> 00:23:13,350 It's just... 365 00:23:14,434 --> 00:23:16,564 - High school. - High school. Yeah. 366 00:23:27,697 --> 00:23:28,867 Hey, sweetheart. 367 00:23:28,949 --> 00:23:29,949 Hi, Dad. 368 00:23:30,033 --> 00:23:31,083 All good? 369 00:23:33,662 --> 00:23:38,082 Have you seen a green box? It has fabric on top, it's round, there's a bow on it. 370 00:23:38,166 --> 00:23:41,666 Wow. No "hi, Dad," no "why are you home early?" 371 00:23:41,753 --> 00:23:45,053 Maybe because your patient delivered in under six hours, 372 00:23:45,132 --> 00:23:48,302 you brought a new life into the world, and you're home to... 373 00:23:48,385 --> 00:23:52,465 I really need to know. Mom gave it to me. It's very important. 374 00:23:52,556 --> 00:23:55,846 I don't know. Maybe it went out with the Goodwill boxes. 375 00:23:58,019 --> 00:23:59,189 The Goodwill boxes? 376 00:24:03,817 --> 00:24:05,527 No, no. 377 00:24:05,610 --> 00:24:07,450 Hey, you got some mail. 378 00:24:14,161 --> 00:24:15,581 This is all your fault! 379 00:24:16,746 --> 00:24:17,956 I hate everyone! 380 00:24:20,333 --> 00:24:21,463 What's her problem? 381 00:24:21,835 --> 00:24:22,915 Moon day? 382 00:24:23,211 --> 00:24:24,341 Moon day? 383 00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:27,798 Menstruation is science, nothing to do with the moon. 384 00:24:28,008 --> 00:24:30,258 Says you, doctor man! 385 00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,845 But the Goddess within says it's a sacred rhythm 386 00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:35,559 that represents the deepest celebration of womanhood. 387 00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:40,648 The letters are out. They're out. There's nothing you can do about it. 388 00:24:40,729 --> 00:24:44,109 Silver lining, Kenny's letter was addressed to camp, 389 00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:48,531 so at least he'll never find out how hard you were crushing after Chubby Bunny. 390 00:24:48,612 --> 00:24:50,072 You really oughta relax. 391 00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:52,568 I know you love me. 392 00:24:53,158 --> 00:24:54,868 Loved, past tense. 393 00:24:54,951 --> 00:24:56,241 You're Margot's. 394 00:24:56,786 --> 00:24:59,156 Dear Josh, I lie awake at night 395 00:24:59,247 --> 00:25:01,707 and imagine running my fingers through your hair. 396 00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:04,594 - Feeling your strong arms aro... - Shut up! 397 00:25:05,754 --> 00:25:06,804 You're not real. 398 00:25:08,715 --> 00:25:10,795 - I'm more real to you than he is. - [doorbell rings] 399 00:25:11,259 --> 00:25:12,589 What are you doing? 400 00:25:14,804 --> 00:25:15,814 Nothing. 401 00:25:17,265 --> 00:25:19,305 Lara Jean, Josh is here. 402 00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:21,018 You never saw me! Ow! 403 00:25:30,820 --> 00:25:33,280 Ow, ow, ow. Ow! 404 00:26:01,518 --> 00:26:02,598 Hey, Covey. 405 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:09,480 Oh... Anything for your friend? 406 00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:10,568 He's not with me. 407 00:26:10,652 --> 00:26:12,742 I'd like a chocolate shake. Thanks. 408 00:26:12,821 --> 00:26:13,821 - Sure. - Yeah. 409 00:26:16,616 --> 00:26:18,026 So what you doing here? 410 00:26:18,118 --> 00:26:21,498 I'm just here to take down one of those chocolate shakes. 411 00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:22,580 Cool. 412 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:27,538 Actually, I stopped at your house, your sister said you'd probably be here. 413 00:26:27,627 --> 00:26:30,377 Look, I just wanna be super clear. 414 00:26:30,964 --> 00:26:31,974 - Okay. - Okay? 415 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,468 I'm flattered, I am, but... 416 00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:37,545 Gen and I, like, just broke up so... 417 00:26:37,637 --> 00:26:39,307 Are you trying to reject me? 418 00:26:39,389 --> 00:26:42,769 Yeah, it didn't really seem like it took the first time. 419 00:26:42,851 --> 00:26:45,311 Peter Kavinsky, I'm not trying to date you. 420 00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:49,855 Your mouth is saying something, but your mouth said something different. 421 00:26:50,442 --> 00:26:51,442 What? 422 00:26:53,028 --> 00:26:55,238 Thank you, uh... Joan. 423 00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:03,998 Okay, um... So here's the thing, I don't actually like you. 424 00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,500 I just had to make it look like I liked you 425 00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,923 so someone else wouldn't think I liked them. 426 00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,502 Oh, okay. Okay, who? 427 00:27:11,588 --> 00:27:12,628 - What? - Who? 428 00:27:12,714 --> 00:27:15,224 You gotta tell me who this mystery stud is, 429 00:27:15,300 --> 00:27:19,600 otherwise I'm gonna go on believing you have a secret tattoo with my face on. 430 00:27:19,679 --> 00:27:20,679 No. 431 00:27:20,764 --> 00:27:23,684 Should I tell the school that you wrote me a love letter? 432 00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:25,477 Okay, okay. Fine. Fine. Um... 433 00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:27,436 It's Josh Sanderson. 434 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:31,320 Wait, hold on, Sanderson? Doesn't that guy date your sister? 435 00:27:31,441 --> 00:27:32,441 Yeah... 436 00:27:33,026 --> 00:27:37,066 Well, he dated my sister, in the past tense. 437 00:27:37,155 --> 00:27:40,735 He also got a letter, so you can see how awkward and complicated 438 00:27:40,825 --> 00:27:43,945 - that's gonna get if he thinks I like him. - Hold on. Stop. 439 00:27:44,037 --> 00:27:46,287 I'm not the only guy that got a letter? 440 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:51,287 Wow, you really think you're special, then you find out she wrote two guys. 441 00:27:51,378 --> 00:27:54,168 I wrote five, so don't go feeling too special. 442 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:56,465 - You wrote five love letters? - Yeah. 443 00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:58,429 Damn, Covey, you're a player. 444 00:27:58,510 --> 00:28:00,720 Who else did you write letters to? 445 00:28:00,804 --> 00:28:03,604 - If I tell you will you leave me alone? - Maybe. 446 00:28:04,641 --> 00:28:05,731 Okay, Lucas James. 447 00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:06,979 He's... He's gay. 448 00:28:07,060 --> 00:28:08,810 - You don't know that. - Everyone knows. 449 00:28:09,896 --> 00:28:11,816 - Who else? - Um... 450 00:28:11,898 --> 00:28:16,108 Someone from camp and someone I went to Model UN with in fifth grade. 451 00:28:17,195 --> 00:28:19,025 So, are we good here? 452 00:28:19,114 --> 00:28:21,534 Um... Yeah. No, yeah, we're good. 453 00:28:22,325 --> 00:28:23,485 Okay, great. 454 00:28:23,576 --> 00:28:24,776 Wait, wait, wait. It's just... 455 00:28:26,037 --> 00:28:29,037 That sparkly bike out front, is that your ride? 456 00:28:30,458 --> 00:28:31,458 Yeah. 457 00:28:38,049 --> 00:28:39,379 Thanks for driving me. 458 00:28:39,467 --> 00:28:40,547 Yeah, sure. 459 00:28:41,219 --> 00:28:45,309 - Sorry for the whole jumping you thing. - Coulda been worse, right? 460 00:28:47,308 --> 00:28:49,518 What are you gonna say to Sanderson? 461 00:28:50,019 --> 00:28:53,859 - I guess the truth. - Yeah, but, you know... 462 00:28:53,940 --> 00:28:56,940 What is the truth? Do you like him, do you not like him? 463 00:28:57,777 --> 00:28:59,947 It's not your problem, Peter. 464 00:29:11,207 --> 00:29:12,957 Hey, hold on. 465 00:29:15,712 --> 00:29:17,672 What if you didn't tell him? 466 00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:19,720 What? 467 00:29:19,799 --> 00:29:23,429 What if we let people think we were actually together? 468 00:29:23,511 --> 00:29:24,931 Just for a little while. 469 00:29:25,013 --> 00:29:28,063 And not just Sanderson. I mean everybody. 470 00:29:28,141 --> 00:29:30,191 Why would you want that? 471 00:29:30,268 --> 00:29:33,348 For starters, when Gen heard you kissed me, she went nuts, 472 00:29:33,438 --> 00:29:37,478 and if she thinks you and I are a thing, she'll want to get back together. 473 00:29:37,567 --> 00:29:40,027 Oh, so you wanna use me as your pawn? 474 00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:45,411 Ah, well, see... Technically, you used me as your pawn first when you jumped me. 475 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:52,502 You don't have to give me an answer now, just think about it, okay? 476 00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:54,632 Yep. Don't hold your breath. 477 00:30:04,427 --> 00:30:07,467 Yo, Sanderson, yeah? 478 00:30:08,264 --> 00:30:09,684 Taking Lara Jean home? 479 00:30:10,517 --> 00:30:11,517 Looks like it. 480 00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:20,282 Hey, how long you two been hanging out? 481 00:30:21,236 --> 00:30:22,236 Uh... Not long. 482 00:30:38,086 --> 00:30:39,086 [phone beeps] 483 00:30:42,257 --> 00:30:44,057 - [Josh] Will you call me? - [Lara Jean] Stop. 484 00:30:44,133 --> 00:30:47,303 There's so much I wanna talk about, music I wanna share, 485 00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:49,177 tattoos I wanna get with you. 486 00:30:49,264 --> 00:30:51,104 Stop. Josh, this cannot happen. 487 00:30:51,182 --> 00:30:52,732 We'd be so great together. 488 00:30:52,809 --> 00:30:54,519 Oh, my God. Shut it. 489 00:30:59,023 --> 00:31:00,573 It's a cool trick, right? 490 00:31:01,609 --> 00:31:03,319 You wanna see me do it again? 491 00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:07,953 Oh, my God. 492 00:31:16,332 --> 00:31:18,002 Hey, Kavinsky! 493 00:31:25,008 --> 00:31:26,008 What? 494 00:31:26,426 --> 00:31:27,506 Let's do this. 495 00:31:40,648 --> 00:31:41,858 I'm going to trig. 496 00:31:43,651 --> 00:31:45,531 - Have a nice day. - Yeah. 497 00:31:45,612 --> 00:31:46,702 Carry on. 498 00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:48,445 As you were. 499 00:31:48,531 --> 00:31:51,831 So, first things first, we need to have a contract 500 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,410 so we're on the same page about the rules. 501 00:31:54,746 --> 00:31:59,376 You got rules? Come on, you really know how to zap the fun out of a situation. 502 00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:03,129 It's important to know where you stand on certain issues. 503 00:32:03,212 --> 00:32:04,212 Okay, like what? 504 00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:07,336 For example, I don't want you to kiss me anymore. 505 00:32:08,551 --> 00:32:11,011 You crazy? Who's gonna believe we're in a relationship 506 00:32:11,095 --> 00:32:12,505 if I'm not allowed to kiss you? 507 00:32:12,597 --> 00:32:15,177 You may be the James Dean of this kind of stuff 508 00:32:15,266 --> 00:32:17,096 but I've never had a boyfriend. 509 00:32:17,602 --> 00:32:20,652 You have the references of an 80-year-old woman. 510 00:32:21,648 --> 00:32:23,018 What does that matter? 511 00:32:23,107 --> 00:32:26,317 It matters because I don't want all my firsts to be fake. 512 00:32:26,402 --> 00:32:30,072 If I'm making out with someone, I'm gonna do it for real. 513 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:31,736 But you kissed me first. 514 00:32:34,452 --> 00:32:35,872 This is non-negotiable. 515 00:32:37,872 --> 00:32:38,872 Fine. 516 00:32:41,334 --> 00:32:45,594 We need to figure something out because people are gonna get suspicious 517 00:32:45,672 --> 00:32:47,722 if I'm not allowed to touch you. 518 00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:53,099 Okay, you have a point. How about this? You can put your hand in my back pocket. 519 00:32:53,179 --> 00:32:56,599 Hand in your back pocket? What the hell is that? 520 00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:58,055 Sixteen Candles? 521 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,477 It's the opening image. 522 00:33:01,646 --> 00:33:02,936 It's a couples thing. 523 00:33:03,022 --> 00:33:05,362 Yeah, maybe in the '70s. 524 00:33:05,441 --> 00:33:07,441 Sixteen Candle s was the '80s. John Hughes? 525 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:09,528 - Nothing? - Mm. 526 00:33:09,612 --> 00:33:10,862 Okay... 527 00:33:11,114 --> 00:33:12,124 Two more rules. 528 00:33:12,198 --> 00:33:15,448 You have to watch Sixteen Candles with me because it's a classic, 529 00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:19,535 and we can never tell anyone this relationship is fake, 530 00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:22,172 because it would be too humiliating for both of us. 531 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,380 Duh, first rule of Fight Club. 532 00:33:24,460 --> 00:33:25,290 What? 533 00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:28,548 Are you serious? You've never seen Fight Club? 534 00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:32,215 Oh, my God! Okay, write it down. Double feature. 535 00:33:32,301 --> 00:33:36,221 After we watch the Candles movie, we are watching Fight Club. 536 00:33:36,305 --> 00:33:37,425 Fight Club... 537 00:33:38,141 --> 00:33:39,851 Sixteen Candles... 538 00:33:40,727 --> 00:33:41,887 No snitching. 539 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:44,860 Anything else? 540 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:50,744 I could... 541 00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:52,822 I could write you notes, 542 00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:54,945 every day. 543 00:33:57,243 --> 00:33:58,243 You'd do that? Sure. 544 00:34:01,205 --> 00:34:04,875 Gen was always on me to write her them. I never did, 545 00:34:04,959 --> 00:34:06,999 so if I start sending them to you, 546 00:34:07,503 --> 00:34:09,463 she'll be pissed, it'll be good. 547 00:34:11,340 --> 00:34:12,800 How romantic. 548 00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:16,854 Also, you have to come with me to my lacrosse games and parties. 549 00:34:16,929 --> 00:34:19,969 You have to pick up my sister and I and drive us to school. 550 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:21,058 Okay. 551 00:34:23,311 --> 00:34:25,441 But you're coming on the ski trip. 552 00:34:27,690 --> 00:34:30,400 Whoa... The Adler High ski trip was infamous 553 00:34:30,485 --> 00:34:34,275 for being the location where more students lost their virginity 554 00:34:34,363 --> 00:34:36,493 than Senior Week and Prom combined. 555 00:34:37,283 --> 00:34:38,413 I have never been. 556 00:34:39,243 --> 00:34:40,293 Obviously. 557 00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:41,369 Um... 558 00:34:42,038 --> 00:34:46,168 That's three months away. Do you think we're still gonna be doing this? 559 00:34:46,793 --> 00:34:48,843 Let's call it a contingency. 560 00:34:49,420 --> 00:34:53,300 No one in their right mind is gonna let their boyfriend go without them, 561 00:34:53,382 --> 00:34:56,932 so if we are still doing this by the time it comes around, 562 00:34:58,137 --> 00:34:59,257 you have to go with me. 563 00:35:00,139 --> 00:35:03,349 I'm certain that by the time the ski trip comes around, 564 00:35:03,434 --> 00:35:08,024 Peter and I will be ancient history, and that is the only reason I say... 565 00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:09,766 Okay. Deal. 566 00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:28,247 Come on, Kitty. We're gonna be late. 567 00:35:28,334 --> 00:35:32,094 I hate taking the bus. Can you please man up and start driving? 568 00:35:32,171 --> 00:35:33,301 Actually... 569 00:35:33,381 --> 00:35:34,471 [car horn honks] 570 00:35:38,970 --> 00:35:41,060 Hey. Y'all ready? 571 00:35:41,597 --> 00:35:43,137 Oh, hell, yes! 572 00:35:48,104 --> 00:35:49,864 Hey, little LJ, what is that? 573 00:35:50,231 --> 00:35:51,821 A Korean yogurt smoothie. 574 00:35:51,899 --> 00:35:55,189 And my name, thanks for asking, is Katherine Song Covey. 575 00:35:55,278 --> 00:35:58,358 Kitty to my friends. You can call me Katherine. 576 00:35:58,447 --> 00:36:00,697 Yes, ma'am. She's feisty! 577 00:36:01,534 --> 00:36:03,244 Kitty, put on your seat belt. 578 00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:07,170 So how exactly do you know my sister again? 579 00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:10,253 I guess I'm her boyfriend. 580 00:36:11,878 --> 00:36:13,168 Can I have some of that? 581 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:14,880 Sure. 582 00:36:18,926 --> 00:36:21,716 Oh, wow. That is really good. 583 00:36:21,804 --> 00:36:23,764 Hey, what do I have to do 584 00:36:23,848 --> 00:36:26,308 to get you to bring me one of these tomorrow? 585 00:36:26,392 --> 00:36:27,812 You're driving us again? 586 00:36:27,894 --> 00:36:28,944 Yeah, of course. 587 00:36:29,020 --> 00:36:30,730 Okay, you can call me Kitty! 588 00:36:32,481 --> 00:36:33,481 Progress! 589 00:36:43,534 --> 00:36:48,214 I was used to being invisible, but now, people were looking at me, 590 00:36:48,831 --> 00:36:50,041 talking about me. 591 00:36:57,089 --> 00:36:58,219 What are you doing? 592 00:36:58,299 --> 00:36:59,299 This is for you. 593 00:37:05,848 --> 00:37:07,018 Good job. 594 00:37:08,559 --> 00:37:10,229 I'll see you in a bit, okay? 595 00:37:14,523 --> 00:37:16,573 It's weird and somewhat off-putting 596 00:37:16,651 --> 00:37:21,651 to be congratulated on doing nothing more than accepting a note and having an ass pocket for someone to stick their hand into, 597 00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:25,621 but I guess that's where my life has taken me. 598 00:37:29,372 --> 00:37:31,422 The Kavinsky thing is insane! 599 00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:35,499 Who knew you had a secret boner for the king of the cafeteria crowd? 600 00:37:36,087 --> 00:37:38,457 I know, I'm just as shocked as you are. 601 00:37:38,547 --> 00:37:39,547 Did Margot freak? 602 00:37:40,132 --> 00:37:42,972 Actually, you know, I've been avoiding her calls 603 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,552 so she doesn't know yet. 604 00:37:47,348 --> 00:37:49,478 Hi, Margot. How's college? 605 00:37:49,934 --> 00:37:52,904 So listen, did I mention I have a fake boyfriend? 606 00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:56,610 No? Yeah, it's Peter Kavinsky. 607 00:37:57,024 --> 00:37:58,234 How did it start? 608 00:37:58,317 --> 00:38:03,487 See, that's a funny story, because it definitely was not because 609 00:38:03,572 --> 00:38:08,082 I was trying to convince your ex-boyfriend that I wasn't in love with him, 610 00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:09,290 that's for sure. 611 00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:11,120 Oh, shit... 612 00:38:12,331 --> 00:38:14,631 [Skype ringtone beeps] 613 00:38:15,251 --> 00:38:16,171 Hi! 614 00:38:16,252 --> 00:38:21,342 Hi, finally. I feel like we haven't talked in forever, so tell me everything. 615 00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:22,682 Well... 616 00:38:23,050 --> 00:38:26,850 I'm just making cupcakes tonight for Kitty's bake sale. 617 00:38:26,929 --> 00:38:30,849 Cupcakes? No. It's so much easier to do brownies. 618 00:38:30,933 --> 00:38:34,193 Well, I bought all the ingredients for cupcakes, 619 00:38:34,270 --> 00:38:36,110 and you're not really here, so... 620 00:38:36,355 --> 00:38:39,355 Okay, fine, do cupcakes. I'm sure they'll be great. 621 00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:43,323 So have you seen Josh at all lately? 622 00:38:43,696 --> 00:38:46,066 What? No. Why would I be seeing Josh? 623 00:38:46,532 --> 00:38:50,952 I don't know, 'cause he's our neighbor? Is everything okay with you? 624 00:38:51,537 --> 00:38:54,817 No, you know... No, you know, sorry. I am just so excited to get to these cupcakes. 625 00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:00,916 I think I'm gonna go and do that, but it was so good to see you. 626 00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:02,375 - Wait, Lara Jean! - Bye! 627 00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:10,597 [knock at door] 628 00:39:16,312 --> 00:39:17,312 Hey. 629 00:39:17,688 --> 00:39:20,818 Who are you supposed to be, the Pillsbury Doughboy? 630 00:39:20,900 --> 00:39:23,650 No, I'm making cupcakes for Kitty's bake sale. 631 00:39:24,779 --> 00:39:25,899 Can I come in? -Sure. - Cool. 632 00:39:28,324 --> 00:39:33,414 You know it's easier if you make something you can cut into squares like brownies? 633 00:39:33,496 --> 00:39:35,706 My mom used to do it for my brother. 634 00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:40,213 Peter Kavinsky, what are you doing here? 635 00:39:40,628 --> 00:39:43,798 Did you not read my note? I'm taking you to Greg's party. 636 00:39:43,881 --> 00:39:46,681 - Oh, I'm not going to that. - Yeah, you are. 637 00:39:46,759 --> 00:39:50,299 One, Gen is gonna be there, and two, parties are in the contract. 638 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,258 Sorry, Peter, I can't. 639 00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:53,348 A deal's a deal. 640 00:39:53,432 --> 00:39:57,102 You can't what? Is that Peter Kavinsky? 641 00:39:58,145 --> 00:40:00,725 Little Peter Kavinsky, you're as tall as me now. 642 00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:03,815 - Good to see you again, Dr. Covey. - You can call me Dan. 643 00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:08,623 I'm here to pick up Lara Jean, take her to a friend's party. The parents will be home, and I will have her home early. 644 00:40:10,533 --> 00:40:11,833 Is it alright if we go? 645 00:40:11,909 --> 00:40:12,909 - Yes. - No! 646 00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:16,285 I can't go. I have to finish these cupcakes. 647 00:40:16,372 --> 00:40:19,172 I think Kitty and I can handle some cupcakes. 648 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:22,290 Why don't you go have fun with your friend Peter Kavinsky? 649 00:40:22,378 --> 00:40:25,088 Get dressed, get changed, you look like a crazy lady. 650 00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:26,302 Dad, don't, please. 651 00:40:29,343 --> 00:40:31,433 No drinking. No drugs. 652 00:40:31,512 --> 00:40:33,432 - No hands. - You got it. 653 00:40:39,103 --> 00:40:40,603 I don't know, Peter. I... 654 00:40:40,688 --> 00:40:43,318 No, we're going. It's in the contract. 655 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:55,620 - What are you doing? Give me this. - No. 656 00:40:56,328 --> 00:40:57,908 What? No. Give that back. 657 00:40:57,997 --> 00:41:00,247 I'm keeping it. I like your hair down. 658 00:41:01,167 --> 00:41:02,167 You look pretty. 659 00:41:03,335 --> 00:41:04,705 I'll prove it to you. 660 00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:07,088 [camera shutter snaps] 661 00:41:08,883 --> 00:41:09,883 - See? - Fine. 662 00:41:09,967 --> 00:41:12,927 But you can't lose it. That's my favorite scrunchie. 663 00:41:13,220 --> 00:41:15,010 Deal. Give me your phone. 664 00:41:15,097 --> 00:41:16,847 - Why? - Would you trust me? 665 00:41:23,772 --> 00:41:24,652 [camera shutter snaps] 666 00:41:24,732 --> 00:41:27,992 Alright, you need to make this your new background. 667 00:41:28,068 --> 00:41:31,908 - What's your new background? - Come on. You know I already got it. 668 00:41:35,993 --> 00:41:36,993 Leggo. 669 00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:40,252 - Wait, maybe I should just... - Come on! 670 00:41:43,417 --> 00:41:44,247 Pete! 671 00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:45,415 I never miss. 672 00:41:46,253 --> 00:41:49,593 I told you I never miss, man. Welcome to my party. 673 00:41:49,673 --> 00:41:51,683 It's gorgeous. This your new pad? 674 00:41:51,759 --> 00:41:54,089 It's my parents' pad, but I'll take credit. 675 00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:58,308 - I'm gonna get you a drink. You want some? - Cool, yeah. I got you. 676 00:41:58,390 --> 00:41:59,640 Hey, Lara Jean. 677 00:42:00,726 --> 00:42:02,006 Come sit with us. Sit with them. 678 00:42:03,145 --> 00:42:04,145 Sit with them. 679 00:42:04,772 --> 00:42:05,942 Nice talk. 680 00:42:10,444 --> 00:42:12,074 So... Dish. 681 00:42:12,905 --> 00:42:14,905 What's up with you and Kavinsky? 682 00:42:15,074 --> 00:42:17,454 Oh, no. Don't push her. She's shy! 683 00:42:17,535 --> 00:42:18,655 [girl chuckles] 684 00:42:18,744 --> 00:42:22,464 - What do you wanna know? - Everything. When? How? 685 00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:24,500 How far? H on B? 686 00:42:24,583 --> 00:42:26,173 H on C? 687 00:42:27,336 --> 00:42:29,706 H up and down on P? T on C? 688 00:42:29,838 --> 00:42:32,168 Sorry, what are we talking about again? 689 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:35,838 You know, forget it. Clearly they haven't done anything. 690 00:42:35,928 --> 00:42:37,048 How would you know? 691 00:42:37,638 --> 00:42:39,098 Because I know Peter, 692 00:42:40,516 --> 00:42:41,926 and I know Lara Jean. 693 00:42:44,270 --> 00:42:45,310 I'm gonna get a refill. 694 00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,815 Um... can I get you anything? 695 00:42:49,149 --> 00:42:51,319 Like a juice box or chocolate milk. 696 00:42:51,402 --> 00:42:55,912 Peter's going to get me a drink, but thank you so much for offering. 697 00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:57,870 Ooh. What's up, babe? 698 00:42:57,950 --> 00:42:59,030 Hi. 699 00:43:05,249 --> 00:43:06,919 Why is beer so vinegary? 700 00:43:07,001 --> 00:43:08,041 Oh... It's not. 701 00:43:08,294 --> 00:43:10,844 Kombucha is, though. I'm driving, remember? 702 00:43:11,547 --> 00:43:12,797 You drink kombucha? 703 00:43:14,091 --> 00:43:15,881 Yeah, it's good for your digestion. 704 00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:21,099 Here. Take a selfie. 705 00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:24,734 Alright. You do it. 706 00:43:31,233 --> 00:43:32,653 Hey. Boo! 707 00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:34,319 Hey. 708 00:43:34,403 --> 00:43:36,453 Hey. I didn't know you came. 709 00:43:36,572 --> 00:43:38,162 Well, here I am. 710 00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:42,201 So you're with Kavinsky, huh? Guess those letters worked. 711 00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:46,786 - Yeah, but you gotta keep it a secret. - Your filthy secret's safe with me. 712 00:43:47,333 --> 00:43:48,383 What's that? 713 00:43:49,501 --> 00:43:51,211 Whoa. Hey, occupied. 714 00:43:55,633 --> 00:43:57,433 Lara Jean Covey, really? 715 00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:00,345 What do you care? 716 00:44:03,849 --> 00:44:07,689 Aw, this is so cute! Is this hers? 717 00:44:07,770 --> 00:44:08,850 Come on. 718 00:44:14,443 --> 00:44:15,443 How do I look? 719 00:44:17,029 --> 00:44:19,449 You look good, Gen. You always look good. 720 00:44:20,240 --> 00:44:21,580 Come on, give it back. 721 00:44:22,117 --> 00:44:24,577 No, I'm going to keep it for a while, 'k? 722 00:44:25,412 --> 00:44:27,712 Don't worry, I won't tell. 723 00:44:28,707 --> 00:44:29,707 Go on, try it. 724 00:44:29,792 --> 00:44:32,172 Not gonna lie to you, that sounds nasty. 725 00:44:33,796 --> 00:44:34,796 Bottoms up. 726 00:44:35,839 --> 00:44:39,259 Hey. Do you want to get out of here, go grab some food? 727 00:44:40,886 --> 00:44:42,926 - Oh no, go ahead. Go, go. - Okay. 728 00:44:43,013 --> 00:44:44,353 - See you later. - Bye. 729 00:44:45,599 --> 00:44:46,599 See ya. 730 00:44:48,394 --> 00:44:50,814 You did so good tonight, Gen was pissed. 731 00:44:50,896 --> 00:44:54,436 Yeah, I just hope she doesn't put glass in my smoothie on Monday. 732 00:44:55,984 --> 00:44:59,534 - I love how you're not afraid of her. - No, no. I'm terrified of her. 733 00:44:59,655 --> 00:45:02,025 But you don't let her steamroll over you. 734 00:45:02,116 --> 00:45:05,076 Like that day she was being a bitch about your shoes. 735 00:45:05,160 --> 00:45:07,710 - You remember that? - Yeah, of course. 736 00:45:08,414 --> 00:45:13,254 I mean, I couldn't say anything because we were together and everything 737 00:45:13,335 --> 00:45:17,255 but those shoes weren't just cool, I thought they were kinda hot. 738 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:21,340 Gen's gorgeous, but you have way better style. 739 00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:23,720 Thank you. 740 00:45:24,221 --> 00:45:25,761 You need anything else? 741 00:45:25,848 --> 00:45:27,728 Um, no. I think we're good. 742 00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:28,728 Okay. 743 00:45:28,809 --> 00:45:29,809 [phone buzzes] 744 00:45:36,024 --> 00:45:39,904 - She makes me so angry sometimes. - We're still talking about her? 745 00:45:40,028 --> 00:45:44,738 Tonight, she barely talks to me, we leave, and I have a thousand texts from her. 746 00:45:44,825 --> 00:45:47,445 - Okay, have you been responding? - No, I'm... 747 00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:52,119 - I'll just call her when I get home. - You guys still talk on the phone then? 748 00:45:52,708 --> 00:45:55,958 I mean, not as much as we used to, but yeah, sometimes. 749 00:45:58,964 --> 00:46:00,134 - What? - Hmm? 750 00:46:00,215 --> 00:46:01,625 You do this thing, 751 00:46:01,717 --> 00:46:04,967 you have this whole judgy face scenario going on. 752 00:46:05,053 --> 00:46:06,933 I guess I just think it's really weird 753 00:46:07,014 --> 00:46:09,354 you still talk to your ex-girlfriend on the phone. 754 00:46:09,725 --> 00:46:10,925 It's not healthy. 755 00:46:11,018 --> 00:46:14,478 Sorry, you're the expert? You've n e ver even had a boyfriend. 756 00:46:14,563 --> 00:46:18,533 You've only had one girlfriend, and you're obsessed with her. 757 00:46:18,650 --> 00:46:21,450 That doesn't necessarily make you The Bachelor. 758 00:46:21,528 --> 00:46:22,608 One, I am not... 759 00:46:23,197 --> 00:46:24,277 obsessed with her. 760 00:46:24,364 --> 00:46:30,084 Okay. So then, prove it. Don't call her tonight. 761 00:46:30,162 --> 00:46:33,792 For some who's quiet all the time, you have a lot of opinions. 762 00:46:33,874 --> 00:46:37,254 That's just because no one's been honest with you before. 763 00:46:39,046 --> 00:46:40,046 Okay, fine. 764 00:46:41,215 --> 00:46:45,335 Be honest with me, then. Why haven't you ever had a boyfriend? 765 00:46:47,137 --> 00:46:50,177 I don't know. I guess no one's ever liked me like that. 766 00:46:50,265 --> 00:46:52,385 Lies. I know that those are lies, 767 00:46:52,476 --> 00:46:56,726 because I know for a fact Carlos Myers asked you to Spring Formal last year 768 00:46:56,814 --> 00:46:57,824 and you said no. 769 00:46:57,898 --> 00:47:01,278 - Are you keeping tabs on me? - Come on, Covey, talk to me. 770 00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:03,740 What happened to no secrets? Fight Club. 771 00:47:04,321 --> 00:47:05,321 Remember? 772 00:47:07,574 --> 00:47:10,374 Okay. Um... So love and dating? 773 00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:14,503 I love to read about it, and it's fun to write about 774 00:47:17,709 --> 00:47:19,999 and to think about in my head, but... 775 00:47:22,047 --> 00:47:23,217 when it's real... 776 00:47:25,884 --> 00:47:27,264 What, it's scary? 777 00:47:29,137 --> 00:47:30,137 Yeah. 778 00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:33,982 Why? Why is that scary? 779 00:47:37,020 --> 00:47:39,900 'Cause the more people that you let into your life, 780 00:47:39,982 --> 00:47:42,442 the more that can just walk right out. 781 00:47:46,655 --> 00:47:48,815 Just like... Like your mom, right? 782 00:47:55,330 --> 00:47:57,210 Uh, did you know that... 783 00:47:58,917 --> 00:48:00,417 my dad left us? 784 00:48:00,502 --> 00:48:02,672 Yeah. That was a while ago, right? 785 00:48:04,715 --> 00:48:05,795 Two summers ago. 786 00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:10,514 He's got a new wife and kid now. 787 00:48:11,638 --> 00:48:12,678 I'm so sorry. 788 00:48:12,764 --> 00:48:15,934 No, it's fine. It's... I don't usually talk about it. 789 00:48:16,018 --> 00:48:19,768 I just felt like maybe you'd understand 'cause of your mom. 790 00:48:19,855 --> 00:48:22,515 Not that it is anywhere near the same thing. 791 00:48:22,608 --> 00:48:25,818 No, it's totally fine. I completely understand. 792 00:48:27,946 --> 00:48:30,316 Yeah, it's... It's hard, huh? 793 00:48:32,242 --> 00:48:33,242 It's whatever. 794 00:48:34,328 --> 00:48:37,748 We don't have to talk about it, but it's not whatever. 795 00:48:40,417 --> 00:48:45,047 I think it's funny, you say you're scared of commitment 796 00:48:45,130 --> 00:48:46,470 and relationships, 797 00:48:47,382 --> 00:48:50,892 but you don't seem to be afraid to be with me. 798 00:48:52,512 --> 00:48:55,272 - Well, there's there's no reason to be. - Yeah? 799 00:48:56,808 --> 00:48:57,808 Why's that? 800 00:48:59,937 --> 00:49:01,477 'Cause we're just pretending. 801 00:49:03,982 --> 00:49:07,322 Right, of course, Lara Jean Covey, 802 00:49:07,402 --> 00:49:11,532 ladies and gentlemen, you can count on her to be honest, always. 803 00:49:12,532 --> 00:49:13,532 Wait, Peter? 804 00:49:13,825 --> 00:49:16,285 - Are we cool? - Yeah, we're fine, Covey. 805 00:49:16,745 --> 00:49:19,665 Thank you for coming to the party tonight. 806 00:50:10,382 --> 00:50:11,552 [phone beeps] 807 00:50:19,516 --> 00:50:22,436 Fake dating Peter was getting easier and easier. 808 00:50:22,519 --> 00:50:24,859 I always ate with him in the cafeteria 809 00:50:24,938 --> 00:50:27,688 and was even becoming friends with some of his friends. 810 00:50:28,900 --> 00:50:30,150 Don't touch my fries. 811 00:50:30,235 --> 00:50:34,355 Listen, Lara Jean, I was thinking about your name, Lara Jean, put them together, you get Largie! Largie. 812 00:50:36,658 --> 00:50:38,908 They were nothing like my old friends. 813 00:50:38,994 --> 00:50:41,914 - Are you on something? - I'm on to a new nickname for you. 814 00:50:41,997 --> 00:50:46,627 Largie, it's funny because she's so small! 815 00:50:46,710 --> 00:50:49,300 But it was fun to be part of a group. 816 00:50:49,379 --> 00:50:52,879 Of course, there were still moments I wanted to disappear. 817 00:50:54,426 --> 00:50:55,426 [doorbell rings] 818 00:50:56,887 --> 00:50:57,887 Hey. 819 00:50:57,929 --> 00:50:59,099 Can we talk now? 820 00:51:00,348 --> 00:51:02,428 I can't believe you're dating Kavinsky. 821 00:51:03,018 --> 00:51:04,018 Why? 822 00:51:04,728 --> 00:51:07,558 Is it so unbelievable that someone could like me? 823 00:51:07,647 --> 00:51:10,527 No, it's unbelievable that... 824 00:51:11,026 --> 00:51:15,356 you're like the sweet, innocent girl, and he's a complete dick. 825 00:51:15,614 --> 00:51:16,624 I don't get it. 826 00:51:16,698 --> 00:51:21,328 You know you make me sound really boring, right, Josh? I'm not that innocent. 827 00:51:22,287 --> 00:51:23,287 Okay. Okay! 828 00:51:26,541 --> 00:51:30,461 Well, great. If that was the reason you came over to talk to me... 829 00:51:30,545 --> 00:51:32,415 No, it's... I... Wait. 830 00:51:33,757 --> 00:51:34,757 Look... 831 00:51:38,512 --> 00:51:40,892 Did you mean what you wrote in the letter? 832 00:51:42,641 --> 00:51:45,811 I don't know. Okay? It was a long time ago. 833 00:51:45,894 --> 00:51:47,654 Well, not for me, alright? 834 00:51:47,729 --> 00:51:52,109 This is all new, so like, I'm... I'm trying to understand here. 835 00:51:52,192 --> 00:51:55,862 There's nothing to understand. You should have never seen it. 836 00:51:55,946 --> 00:51:57,196 I did see it! 837 00:51:57,823 --> 00:52:00,663 Alright? So... What am I supposed to do? 838 00:52:01,409 --> 00:52:04,119 - Not tell Margot? - Margot's not even talking to me. 839 00:52:04,204 --> 00:52:06,924 Alright? You don't have to worry about that. 840 00:52:10,752 --> 00:52:12,632 I'm sorry. Thanks, I... 841 00:52:13,839 --> 00:52:14,839 That's it? 842 00:52:15,090 --> 00:52:18,930 Margot dumps me, you're dating Kavinsky, and we can't even be friends? 843 00:52:19,010 --> 00:52:21,430 I don't know how to be friends with you like this. 844 00:52:21,513 --> 00:52:24,523 We can't go back to how it was before you and Margot were dating. 845 00:52:24,599 --> 00:52:28,099 We definitely can't go back to how it was when you were dating. 846 00:52:28,186 --> 00:52:32,146 - If I'd known I was gonna lose both of... - Stop. Don't finish that sentence. 847 00:52:33,108 --> 00:52:34,278 I just... 848 00:52:37,112 --> 00:52:40,282 - You can't just ignore me. - No, we can't talk. Sorry. 849 00:52:52,419 --> 00:52:53,549 Go away! 850 00:52:54,713 --> 00:52:58,383 I'm sorry, isn't this character, Long Dong Duck.... 851 00:52:58,884 --> 00:53:00,094 like, kinda racist? 852 00:53:00,177 --> 00:53:02,137 Not "kind of." Extremely racist. 853 00:53:02,679 --> 00:53:04,389 So why do you like this movie? 854 00:53:04,639 --> 00:53:09,389 Why are even asking that question? Hello, Jake Ryan! 855 00:53:11,938 --> 00:53:14,068 I am way better looking than that guy. 856 00:53:14,316 --> 00:53:15,436 You wish! 857 00:53:15,525 --> 00:53:18,025 Oh, yeah? Incoming! 858 00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:21,450 Whoa. Okay. 859 00:53:21,531 --> 00:53:24,491 I just hoped that Kitty wasn't getting too attached. 860 00:53:24,701 --> 00:53:25,701 In fact, 861 00:53:26,494 --> 00:53:29,544 I wish we could've kept our families out of it altogether. 862 00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:32,210 We're so happy to finally meet you. 863 00:53:33,460 --> 00:53:35,880 Peter tells me that you have two sisters. 864 00:53:35,962 --> 00:53:41,262 Yes, I have an older sister who just left for college, and I have a younger sister, 865 00:53:41,343 --> 00:53:42,343 who's Owen's age. 866 00:53:42,427 --> 00:53:45,217 Aw. Well, your mom must love having girls. 867 00:53:45,805 --> 00:53:48,305 And me? I'm stuck with these two heathens. 868 00:53:48,683 --> 00:53:49,683 Mom, I told you. 869 00:53:49,768 --> 00:53:52,098 Lara Jean's mother passed away when she was little. 870 00:53:55,023 --> 00:53:57,613 I am so sorry, Lara Jean, I... 871 00:53:59,319 --> 00:54:01,819 Actually, she... she did love having girls. 872 00:54:02,989 --> 00:54:05,449 Although, Kitty is definitely still a heathen. 873 00:54:10,872 --> 00:54:13,252 So, Owen's a pretty shy kid, huh? 874 00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:14,500 Yeah. 875 00:54:15,126 --> 00:54:17,296 I think Kitty could help with that. 876 00:54:17,504 --> 00:54:18,594 - Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 877 00:54:19,005 --> 00:54:19,835 Okay. 878 00:54:19,923 --> 00:54:22,223 I think they would be good friends. 879 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:24,928 Probably. Yeah. 880 00:54:27,514 --> 00:54:30,934 Hey, I'm really sorry about what my mom said to you. 881 00:54:31,643 --> 00:54:32,893 No, it's okay. 882 00:54:33,728 --> 00:54:38,148 Honestly, you know, it's nice talking about her like it's normal. 883 00:54:39,025 --> 00:54:41,775 Like it's not some tragedy. 884 00:54:49,828 --> 00:54:51,908 Is it weird not having your dad around? 885 00:54:55,333 --> 00:54:57,543 It's not as weird as it used to be. 886 00:54:59,713 --> 00:55:04,343 Sometimes I walk around the house and see he's not in any photos anymore, 887 00:55:06,344 --> 00:55:07,724 and I really miss him. 888 00:55:09,931 --> 00:55:12,931 But then I think about everything he's doing with his new family 889 00:55:13,018 --> 00:55:16,808 that he used to do with us, and I get so mad I'm glad he's gone. 890 00:55:17,272 --> 00:55:18,572 You don't mean that. 891 00:55:20,442 --> 00:55:23,032 You can be mad at someone and still miss them. 892 00:55:28,033 --> 00:55:30,243 I bet you really miss your mom, huh? 893 00:55:32,829 --> 00:55:33,829 Yeah. Every day. 894 00:55:37,334 --> 00:55:38,594 But you know, it's... 895 00:55:39,919 --> 00:55:42,259 It's been so long now that, like... 896 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:45,049 Okay, it's like this, I'll be doing my homework, 897 00:55:45,133 --> 00:55:48,723 or I will be washing dishes or something, 898 00:55:48,803 --> 00:55:51,183 and I'm thinking about my family, 899 00:55:51,639 --> 00:55:56,099 and I forget there was a time where it wasn't just my dad and my sisters. 900 00:55:57,520 --> 00:56:00,980 And it only happens for like a quarter of a second, but... 901 00:56:01,816 --> 00:56:04,106 I feel really, really guilty about it. 902 00:56:07,155 --> 00:56:09,275 I've never told anyone that before. 903 00:56:10,617 --> 00:56:11,657 I mean, I get it. 904 00:56:12,494 --> 00:56:13,754 It makes sense to me. 905 00:56:15,413 --> 00:56:18,383 I don't actually hate my dad, I didn't mean it like that. 906 00:56:20,001 --> 00:56:21,541 At least he's not, you know... 907 00:56:24,005 --> 00:56:25,005 Dead. Sorry. 908 00:56:29,469 --> 00:56:30,639 It's okay. 909 00:56:33,515 --> 00:56:37,345 It's actually really nice having someone to talk to about this stuff. 910 00:56:38,561 --> 00:56:39,941 You're a good listener. 911 00:56:40,522 --> 00:56:41,522 Yeah? Why, thank you. 912 00:56:45,443 --> 00:56:46,493 You are, too. 913 00:56:48,154 --> 00:56:49,164 Thanks. You're welcome. 914 00:56:52,325 --> 00:56:54,035 Being with Peter was so easy 915 00:56:54,119 --> 00:56:56,869 that sometimes I let myself pretend it wasn't fake. 916 00:56:57,288 --> 00:57:02,248 Remind me again why we have to eat these subs under the bleachers? Dude, we can't have these contraband cups out in the open! 917 00:57:04,712 --> 00:57:08,972 Don't want the powers-that-be catching on to my lunchtime truancy vibes. 918 00:57:09,050 --> 00:57:11,260 P.S. that sub is tight, right? 919 00:57:11,344 --> 00:57:15,314 I don't know, Peter. It's like you don't have time for me anymore. 920 00:57:15,890 --> 00:57:17,810 All you do is hang out with her. 921 00:57:17,892 --> 00:57:21,522 Am I supposed to wait while you're off with this college guy? 922 00:57:21,604 --> 00:57:25,944 - We should get out, this sounds private. - Are you insane? That's your boyfriend! 923 00:57:26,025 --> 00:57:27,815 He's not a good listener. 924 00:57:27,902 --> 00:57:30,572 'Cause he's not at your beck and call like I am. 925 00:57:30,655 --> 00:57:32,735 Gen, you can't keep doing this to me. 926 00:57:33,950 --> 00:57:37,750 She's not coming on the ski trip, is she? That's our thing. 927 00:57:37,912 --> 00:57:40,422 What does it matter? You have a boyfriend. 928 00:57:41,749 --> 00:57:42,959 Yeah, but... 929 00:57:43,835 --> 00:57:44,955 maybe by then... 930 00:57:45,628 --> 00:57:46,628 I won't. Dude! 931 00:57:50,133 --> 00:57:51,933 Gen is after your man. 932 00:57:54,345 --> 00:57:58,015 I'm sorry, I know you don't want to hear about Peter stuff, 933 00:57:58,099 --> 00:58:01,189 but I needed to talk to someone I thought might understand. 934 00:58:01,269 --> 00:58:03,479 I feel like the more used to him I get, 935 00:58:03,563 --> 00:58:06,653 the more it's gonna hurt when he inevitably gets back with Gen, 936 00:58:06,733 --> 00:58:10,743 and I'm so mad at myself because I should've seen this coming. 937 00:58:12,405 --> 00:58:13,485 Nah, I'm good. 938 00:58:15,783 --> 00:58:19,083 I don't know what to tell you. That sucks. I'm sorry. 939 00:58:19,829 --> 00:58:20,959 Lara Jean! 940 00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:24,249 Want me to wait? 941 00:58:24,918 --> 00:58:25,958 You'd better not. 942 00:58:31,090 --> 00:58:32,300 I'll see you later. 943 00:58:32,383 --> 00:58:34,343 What do you think people are gonna say 944 00:58:34,427 --> 00:58:36,927 when they see my girlfriend cozying up to Sanderson? 945 00:58:37,013 --> 00:58:42,103 What do you think, when they hear you're begging to get back with Gen? 946 00:58:42,185 --> 00:58:45,225 - So you're spying on me now? - Not intentionally. 947 00:58:46,314 --> 00:58:49,284 Okay, so I was talking to Gen. So what? 948 00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:51,859 You don't even post about us on your Instagram. 949 00:58:51,945 --> 00:58:53,985 'Cause I don't want my sisters to see. 950 00:58:54,322 --> 00:58:56,162 Yeah, like Kitty's gonna care. 951 00:58:56,241 --> 00:58:58,031 I'm talking about Margot. 952 00:58:59,911 --> 00:59:01,501 Look, Peter... 953 00:59:02,622 --> 00:59:06,502 I don't think either one of us thought this was going to go on for this long, 954 00:59:06,584 --> 00:59:11,304 but Josh and I are cool, Gen's jealous, I think that we need to call it. 955 00:59:11,381 --> 00:59:14,931 I can't believe you're trying to break up with me before the ski trip. 956 00:59:15,009 --> 00:59:16,469 That's in the contract. 957 00:59:16,553 --> 00:59:19,853 - Only if we're still together. - We are still together! 958 00:59:19,931 --> 00:59:22,561 You're trying to pull out because you're scared. 959 00:59:22,642 --> 00:59:24,602 What do I have to be scared about? 960 00:59:25,937 --> 00:59:27,307 You tell me, Covey. 961 00:59:28,940 --> 00:59:31,990 How do you tell your fake boyfriend you can't go skiing with him 962 00:59:32,068 --> 00:59:34,318 because you're starting to have real feelings? 963 00:59:34,779 --> 00:59:35,779 You can't. 964 00:59:36,531 --> 00:59:37,621 So you pivot. 965 00:59:39,117 --> 00:59:40,447 I'll go if Chris goes. 966 00:59:40,868 --> 00:59:44,708 I'm not denying your right to put food on the table for your family. 967 00:59:44,789 --> 00:59:49,169 I just think it's odd that a man would want to become a gynecologist. 968 00:59:49,335 --> 00:59:51,835 Like when you were in college, you thought, 969 00:59:51,921 --> 00:59:56,091 "I'd really love to look at vaginas all day." 970 00:59:57,552 --> 00:59:59,682 Gonna leave the kitchen now, Christine. 971 01:00:01,347 --> 01:00:03,097 - Hi, guys. Hey. - Hi, honey. 972 01:00:03,182 --> 01:00:04,392 Hi, Dad. 973 01:00:05,101 --> 01:00:06,101 So, what's up? 974 01:00:06,185 --> 01:00:09,395 Why's your boyfriend harassing me about coming on the ski trip? 975 01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,730 You know I don't do school functions. 976 01:00:11,816 --> 01:00:15,856 Yes, and that is why I told him I would only go if you would, 977 01:00:16,029 --> 01:00:17,609 knowing that you wouldn't. 978 01:00:18,865 --> 01:00:19,865 Wait... 979 01:00:20,533 --> 01:00:21,833 You have to go! 980 01:00:22,327 --> 01:00:25,537 Gen's definitely gonna make a move on Peter if you stay home. 981 01:00:25,622 --> 01:00:26,622 So let her. 982 01:00:26,706 --> 01:00:30,376 I'm sick of having her little snake eyes on me all the time. 983 01:00:30,460 --> 01:00:31,670 Dude, no! 984 01:00:31,753 --> 01:00:34,883 Gen always gets what she wants and it's bullshit! 985 01:00:35,715 --> 01:00:36,915 You get Peter. 986 01:00:37,550 --> 01:00:40,680 I'll make sure of it. I'm coming on that trip. 987 01:00:40,762 --> 01:00:43,972 I'm really tired of you using me to get back at Gen. 988 01:00:44,057 --> 01:00:45,387 It's not just that. 989 01:00:46,768 --> 01:00:49,348 Since you've been with Peter, 990 01:00:49,437 --> 01:00:50,897 well, I don't know, LJ, 991 01:00:51,731 --> 01:00:53,651 I've never seen you so happy. 992 01:00:53,941 --> 01:00:55,191 Honey, she's right. 993 01:00:55,818 --> 01:00:58,028 I'm sorry, I wasn't eavesdropping, 994 01:00:58,112 --> 01:01:03,792 but I haven't seen you have so much fun going to parties and making new friends. 995 01:01:05,244 --> 01:01:07,294 You made your old man very happy. 996 01:01:12,168 --> 01:01:13,538 That was kind of sweet. 997 01:01:14,087 --> 01:01:15,087 Yeah. 998 01:01:19,425 --> 01:01:21,835 Thanks, Dad. See you in a couple of days. 999 01:01:21,928 --> 01:01:24,058 We need to talk about your sexual health. 1000 01:01:24,722 --> 01:01:26,182 No. No, please, no. 1001 01:01:26,265 --> 01:01:29,225 As your father, I think you're too young to have sex. 1002 01:01:29,310 --> 01:01:31,770 Did you know most unwanted teenage pregnancies 1003 01:01:31,854 --> 01:01:34,074 are the result of expecting abstinence? 1004 01:01:34,148 --> 01:01:36,978 I know that you're smart enough not to do things 1005 01:01:37,068 --> 01:01:39,148 just because a boy may want you to. 1006 01:01:39,237 --> 01:01:40,907 Okay, let's make this end. 1007 01:01:41,072 --> 01:01:43,242 It's your decision. I want you to be safe. 1008 01:01:44,617 --> 01:01:46,287 Why are you giving me these? 1009 01:01:46,369 --> 01:01:47,829 Pulling out's not protection. 1010 01:01:47,912 --> 01:01:49,412 Oh, my God. I'm getting out. 1011 01:01:53,418 --> 01:01:54,918 Don't forget to have fun. 1012 01:01:55,002 --> 01:01:58,842 Yes, well, I have a lot of rubbers for that, specifically. 1013 01:02:08,141 --> 01:02:10,061 Whoa. Hey. Where are you going? 1014 01:02:10,685 --> 01:02:12,515 I'm gonna go sit with Chris. 1015 01:02:12,645 --> 01:02:14,805 Chris? Come on, she's sleeping. 1016 01:02:15,022 --> 01:02:16,482 I saw her Snapchat. 1017 01:02:16,566 --> 01:02:19,396 She was up all night at this EDM concert thing. 1018 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:22,990 That's more reason to sit with her. 1019 01:02:23,281 --> 01:02:26,331 Don't want her to go swallowing her tongue or anything. 1020 01:02:31,539 --> 01:02:32,749 Is this seat taken? 1021 01:02:34,792 --> 01:02:35,792 Uh... 1022 01:02:36,836 --> 01:02:37,836 No. 1023 01:02:42,842 --> 01:02:44,052 This was a mistake. 1024 01:02:45,428 --> 01:02:49,638 Tell me about it. I can't believe I let you convince me to go on a trip 1025 01:02:49,724 --> 01:02:52,104 that requires getting up before 7:00. 1026 01:03:10,328 --> 01:03:13,038 Who goes to an EDM concert on a school night? 1027 01:03:13,122 --> 01:03:14,582 Uh, lots of people do. 1028 01:03:14,665 --> 01:03:18,835 It wasn't necessarily like an EDM concert, it was more like a rock... 1029 01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:19,920 Oh, okay. 1030 01:03:21,047 --> 01:03:24,797 They said, "Greg, make sure everyone sleeps in their assigned room." 1031 01:03:24,884 --> 01:03:28,394 And I said, "Overruled, sleep where you want, sluts." 1032 01:03:30,139 --> 01:03:31,679 They're the chaperones? 1033 01:03:31,766 --> 01:03:33,556 See you on Black Diamond, Peter? 1034 01:03:33,935 --> 01:03:36,345 Last down the slope owes the other a hot toddy. 1035 01:03:38,815 --> 01:03:40,935 - Go get your man. - Are you kidding? 1036 01:03:41,025 --> 01:03:45,145 I can't go down the Black Diamond. I don't even know how to put on the boots. 1037 01:03:45,613 --> 01:03:49,283 If you're not gonna ski, what are you planning on doing all weekend? 1038 01:03:49,951 --> 01:03:51,241 I came prepared. 1039 01:03:55,248 --> 01:03:59,878 Oh, no. That is a major backslide for you. Lucas. 1040 01:03:59,961 --> 01:04:00,961 What's up, dude? 1041 01:04:01,045 --> 01:04:04,005 Can you help me convince LJ to come ski with us? 1042 01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:09,049 Yeah, right. You think I'm going skiing? It's cold outside, I don't do cold. 1043 01:04:09,136 --> 01:04:10,136 What? 1044 01:04:11,347 --> 01:04:13,217 Well, I have Korean face masks. 1045 01:04:15,142 --> 01:04:17,812 So you guys have been faking it this entire time? 1046 01:04:17,895 --> 01:04:21,355 Yes, and you have to promise not to tell anyone, okay? 1047 01:04:21,440 --> 01:04:24,110 It's just... I'm so confused. 1048 01:04:24,652 --> 01:04:26,072 Just had to let it out. 1049 01:04:27,989 --> 01:04:30,489 I do not care about the genesis of it all. 1050 01:04:30,616 --> 01:04:34,326 I just know homeboy likes you. I can tell by the way he looks at you. 1051 01:04:34,412 --> 01:04:38,082 - How does he look at me? - Like you're a sexy little Rubik's Cube. 1052 01:04:38,165 --> 01:04:41,285 He can't figure you out, but he's having fun trying. 1053 01:04:42,044 --> 01:04:46,094 It doesn't matter, he's still so obsessed with Gen, 1054 01:04:46,465 --> 01:04:49,715 and I'm just another of the stupid girls who fell for Kavinsky. 1055 01:04:50,011 --> 01:04:51,351 It's embarrassing! 1056 01:04:52,638 --> 01:04:57,478 Look, every guy, you know, gets a bit obsessed with, at first... 1057 01:04:58,477 --> 01:04:59,517 you know... 1058 01:05:00,187 --> 01:05:02,107 bow chicka wow wow... 1059 01:05:02,773 --> 01:05:05,193 Okay, let's look at the facts, shall we? 1060 01:05:05,985 --> 01:05:10,195 The whole fake relationship was his idea, you came up with a no-kissing rule, 1061 01:05:10,281 --> 01:05:14,331 you're trying to break up with him, and you're carb-loading with a gay man 1062 01:05:14,410 --> 01:05:16,500 while he's probably waiting in the hot tub. 1063 01:05:17,121 --> 01:05:21,881 So I'd say if anyone stupidly fell for someone who doesn't like them back, 1064 01:05:22,335 --> 01:05:23,335 it's not you. 1065 01:05:24,086 --> 01:05:25,126 It's Kavinsky. 1066 01:05:26,213 --> 01:05:28,303 You think he's waiting for me in the hot tub? 1067 01:05:28,382 --> 01:05:29,432 Hell yeah! 1068 01:05:34,680 --> 01:05:36,680 ["Lovers" by Anna Of The North plays] 1069 01:05:43,522 --> 01:05:46,732 ♪ You told me I would never See you walk away ♪ 1070 01:05:46,817 --> 01:05:48,357 All by yourself out here? 1071 01:05:48,444 --> 01:05:50,574 ♪ Said you'd never break my heart ♪ 1072 01:05:51,072 --> 01:05:52,872 ♪ Never leave me in the dark ♪ 1073 01:05:52,949 --> 01:05:54,869 So what, now you're ignoring me? 1074 01:05:56,160 --> 01:05:57,870 Oh, I'm the one ignoring you? 1075 01:05:59,455 --> 01:06:00,455 That's funny. 1076 01:06:00,915 --> 01:06:02,875 ♪ Now I'm in the dark ♪ 1077 01:06:03,751 --> 01:06:05,171 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1078 01:06:06,003 --> 01:06:08,593 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ 1079 01:06:08,673 --> 01:06:10,913 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ 1080 01:06:14,011 --> 01:06:17,601 Sorry I'm not a good skier, you didn't offer to teach me. 1081 01:06:17,682 --> 01:06:22,272 I'm supposed to be sweet to you after you don't sit with me on the bus? 1082 01:06:22,353 --> 01:06:26,653 Shouldn't you be thanking me, that you got to sit next to who you actually wanted? 1083 01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:34,739 For someone who has such good grades, you can be so dense sometimes. 1084 01:06:34,824 --> 01:06:36,084 - What? - Yeah. 1085 01:06:36,158 --> 01:06:38,538 I wanted to sit next to you, Lara Jean. 1086 01:06:39,453 --> 01:06:41,503 I even packed the snacks. 1087 01:06:41,580 --> 01:06:45,880 I asked Kitty where to find those yogurt drinks you like so much. 1088 01:06:46,544 --> 01:06:49,174 The Korean store is all the way across town. 1089 01:06:49,255 --> 01:06:50,255 I know. 1090 01:06:50,506 --> 01:06:56,216 So if I went all the way across town to get something you like, that means... 1091 01:06:58,305 --> 01:07:00,055 You must really like yogurt? 1092 01:07:02,393 --> 01:07:03,733 You are impossible. 1093 01:07:15,364 --> 01:07:17,244 Sorry I didn't sit next to you. 1094 01:07:18,951 --> 01:07:19,951 It's alright. 1095 01:07:22,038 --> 01:07:23,788 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1096 01:07:24,457 --> 01:07:26,657 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1097 01:07:29,503 --> 01:07:31,513 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ 1098 01:07:32,506 --> 01:07:34,676 ♪ I'm in the dark ♪ 1099 01:07:34,759 --> 01:07:36,759 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1100 01:07:38,095 --> 01:07:40,845 You're coming in, in your nightgown. 1101 01:07:40,931 --> 01:07:42,731 I didn't bring a bathing suit. 1102 01:07:51,317 --> 01:07:52,317 Hi. 1103 01:07:54,612 --> 01:07:56,452 There's no one like you, Covey. 1104 01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:06,989 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1105 01:08:10,044 --> 01:08:12,054 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ 1106 01:08:12,379 --> 01:08:13,379 What? 1107 01:08:14,757 --> 01:08:15,757 Nothing. 1108 01:08:17,426 --> 01:08:19,676 ♪ Shine a little light on me ♪ 1109 01:08:20,012 --> 01:08:22,012 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1110 01:08:27,645 --> 01:08:29,645 ♪ Show a little loving ♪ 1111 01:08:48,833 --> 01:08:50,173 Good night, Lara Jean. 1112 01:08:50,417 --> 01:08:51,417 Good night. Woo! 1113 01:09:46,974 --> 01:09:47,974 Hey. 1114 01:09:48,809 --> 01:09:53,059 Um... You didn't tell anyone about last night, did you? 1115 01:09:53,856 --> 01:09:57,776 No, that's just how people act with couples on the ski trip. 1116 01:09:57,860 --> 01:09:58,990 It's normal. 1117 01:09:59,695 --> 01:10:01,905 Hey, I'm tired. Can I use you as a pillow? 1118 01:10:21,050 --> 01:10:25,470 Hey, Lara Jean. I think it's so cool that you came out on the ski trip. 1119 01:10:25,554 --> 01:10:26,604 Hope you had fun. 1120 01:10:27,181 --> 01:10:29,641 Gee... Thank you, Gen. I did. 1121 01:10:30,309 --> 01:10:33,689 Also, I just wanted to say I think it's really big of you, 1122 01:10:33,771 --> 01:10:36,231 being so understanding about my friendship with Peter. 1123 01:10:37,524 --> 01:10:39,694 - What? - Oh, I just mean... 1124 01:10:40,110 --> 01:10:42,780 a lot of girls would be pretty weirded out 1125 01:10:42,863 --> 01:10:45,413 by their boyfriend sleeping in someone else's room, 1126 01:10:45,491 --> 01:10:49,661 but you're so trusting... I remember that about you from middle school. 1127 01:10:50,454 --> 01:10:54,884 Doesn't your hair always get so greasy spending three hours on the bus? 1128 01:10:57,586 --> 01:10:59,046 Where did you get that? 1129 01:10:59,922 --> 01:11:04,132 Oh, Peter gave this to me. Isn't it cute? I love the colors in it. 1130 01:11:05,094 --> 01:11:06,474 Well, have a nice day. 1131 01:11:11,058 --> 01:11:13,848 - Hi. Ready to go? - Did you go to Gen's room last night? 1132 01:11:15,354 --> 01:11:16,944 Uh, yeah, but... 1133 01:11:17,022 --> 01:11:19,232 And you gave her my favorite scrunchie? 1134 01:11:20,484 --> 01:11:22,244 Am I just a joke to you, Peter? 1135 01:11:22,319 --> 01:11:25,779 No, you're not. You just don't understand the situation. 1136 01:11:25,864 --> 01:11:27,574 No, I understand completely. 1137 01:11:29,785 --> 01:11:33,115 This is over, in every possible way. 1138 01:11:33,205 --> 01:11:37,075 Can we just talk about this? Let me drive you home, I'll explain. 1139 01:11:37,167 --> 01:11:38,667 I would rather walk home. 1140 01:11:39,336 --> 01:11:43,666 Actually, I'd rather drive myself than get into a car with you right now. 1141 01:12:13,620 --> 01:12:14,790 You're home! 1142 01:12:21,128 --> 01:12:22,918 Did you do this all yourself? 1143 01:12:23,213 --> 01:12:24,473 Well... 1144 01:12:24,840 --> 01:12:26,050 Hey, little sister. 1145 01:12:28,844 --> 01:12:29,844 Oh, my God! 1146 01:12:34,141 --> 01:12:35,391 I missed you so much! 1147 01:12:35,476 --> 01:12:36,596 I missed you. 1148 01:12:39,521 --> 01:12:40,771 Tell us about Scotland. 1149 01:12:41,357 --> 01:12:43,277 Okay. Well, even when it's freezing, 1150 01:12:43,359 --> 01:12:46,489 Scottish girls still wear short shorts and high heels 1151 01:12:46,570 --> 01:12:48,240 when we go out to bars and stuff. 1152 01:12:48,322 --> 01:12:49,702 You go to bars? 1153 01:12:49,782 --> 01:12:53,162 Everybody does, the legal drinking age is 18 over there. 1154 01:12:53,243 --> 01:12:55,953 You drink? Who is she? 1155 01:12:56,038 --> 01:12:57,288 She's Margot. 1156 01:12:58,540 --> 01:13:01,590 Are you going to invite Josh over for dinner? 1157 01:13:03,045 --> 01:13:05,585 - Why don't we make it a girls' night? - Plus Dad. 1158 01:13:05,672 --> 01:13:07,802 Girls' night plus Dad. Just family. 1159 01:13:07,883 --> 01:13:10,843 - Guess that means you can't invite Peter. - Peter? 1160 01:13:10,928 --> 01:13:12,548 [knocking at door] 1161 01:13:13,347 --> 01:13:15,057 I'd better go get that. 1162 01:13:16,809 --> 01:13:17,809 Excuse me. 1163 01:13:21,855 --> 01:13:24,355 Hey. We need to talk. 1164 01:13:25,359 --> 01:13:26,359 Not here. 1165 01:13:32,241 --> 01:13:36,411 Just so you know, nothing happened between me and Gen last night. 1166 01:13:36,495 --> 01:13:38,995 You went to her room in the first place. 1167 01:13:39,081 --> 01:13:41,791 Look, Gen and I dated for a long time. 1168 01:13:42,167 --> 01:13:45,417 Those feelings aren't just going to go away, we have history. 1169 01:13:45,504 --> 01:13:49,224 I'm tired of being second best or fake best. 1170 01:13:49,299 --> 01:13:51,639 - I don't know. - No, you do not get it. 1171 01:13:52,386 --> 01:13:55,056 - Last night was... - Last night was a mistake. 1172 01:13:55,848 --> 01:13:59,138 Physical stuff might not be a big deal to you, but to me, it is. 1173 01:13:59,226 --> 01:14:03,556 - Who says it's not a big deal to me? - Says every single guy in the bus! 1174 01:14:03,647 --> 01:14:06,977 Clapping and praising you like a god, and you eat it up. 1175 01:14:07,151 --> 01:14:08,151 Okay. Look, I... 1176 01:14:08,235 --> 01:14:09,565 Peter, just leave. 1177 01:14:09,653 --> 01:14:12,823 - Can we go inside and talk? - She asked you to leave, buddy. 1178 01:14:12,906 --> 01:14:15,696 - I'm fine. Go back inside. - No, it's alright. 1179 01:14:15,784 --> 01:14:17,664 No, no. Are you serious now? 1180 01:14:20,914 --> 01:14:24,044 This isn't about Gen and me, it's about you and Josh! 1181 01:14:24,126 --> 01:14:26,876 Are you kidding me? This is the reason you broke up with me? 1182 01:14:26,962 --> 01:14:30,342 You're still in love with this Bon Iver wannabe? 1183 01:14:30,424 --> 01:14:32,514 If Lara Jean broke up with you, it's because 1184 01:14:32,593 --> 01:14:34,603 she's coming to the life-altering revelation 1185 01:14:34,678 --> 01:14:37,008 - she's too good for you. - You're in love with Josh? 1186 01:14:38,140 --> 01:14:39,140 Margot, no... 1187 01:14:48,317 --> 01:14:49,567 Peter, go home! 1188 01:14:52,321 --> 01:14:54,361 God. You were never second best. 1189 01:15:02,748 --> 01:15:06,668 - I didn't know she was home yet. - Yeah, she finished her exams early. 1190 01:15:07,544 --> 01:15:08,884 It was a surprise. 1191 01:15:10,255 --> 01:15:12,255 [car engine turning over] 1192 01:15:15,719 --> 01:15:17,389 Guess I'll order a pizza. 1193 01:15:44,831 --> 01:15:47,421 Well, at least the worst is over. 1194 01:15:47,501 --> 01:15:49,341 [phone beeps] 1195 01:15:57,928 --> 01:16:01,138 [Lara Jean screaming] 1196 01:16:01,223 --> 01:16:02,273 Women! 1197 01:16:03,225 --> 01:16:04,225 Tell me about it. 1198 01:16:04,518 --> 01:16:06,438 Also... checkmate. 1199 01:16:07,145 --> 01:16:08,145 You... 1200 01:16:11,066 --> 01:16:12,066 I'm busy. 1201 01:16:12,150 --> 01:16:15,070 Wait, Margot, please. I need your help. 1202 01:16:18,991 --> 01:16:19,991 Well... 1203 01:16:20,701 --> 01:16:23,541 You're completely covered up and we only see your back. 1204 01:16:23,620 --> 01:16:25,910 If you hadn't been tagged, it could be anybody. 1205 01:16:26,081 --> 01:16:28,711 It's worse for Peter than it is for you. 1206 01:16:28,792 --> 01:16:30,592 It's never worse for the guys. 1207 01:16:31,336 --> 01:16:33,456 God, how did I let this happen? 1208 01:16:33,547 --> 01:16:35,167 I'm so stupid. 1209 01:16:37,217 --> 01:16:38,257 Hey... 1210 01:16:39,219 --> 01:16:40,219 LJ. 1211 01:16:41,138 --> 01:16:43,678 We're gonna fix this. Give me the pillow. 1212 01:16:43,932 --> 01:16:44,932 Come on. 1213 01:16:48,895 --> 01:16:50,605 I know you're only being nice to me 1214 01:16:50,689 --> 01:16:53,479 'cause I accidentally made a sex tape and you feel bad. 1215 01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:55,244 I do feel bad for you. 1216 01:16:56,069 --> 01:16:59,029 But I also don't understand why you didn't tell me 1217 01:16:59,114 --> 01:17:01,534 all this was happening in the first place. 1218 01:17:01,617 --> 01:17:05,157 - I thought you were going to hate me. - I could never hate you. 1219 01:17:05,621 --> 01:17:06,911 But when I heard Peter, 1220 01:17:06,997 --> 01:17:10,957 I thought you were trying to date Josh now or something. 1221 01:17:11,043 --> 01:17:13,803 How could you think I would do that to you? 1222 01:17:13,879 --> 01:17:15,259 You're my sister. 1223 01:17:15,339 --> 01:17:18,839 You wouldn't even Skype with me, what am I supposed to think? 1224 01:17:22,012 --> 01:17:23,562 I wouldn't Skype with you 1225 01:17:23,639 --> 01:17:27,479 because I was lying to every person, and I knew I couldn't lie to you. 1226 01:17:28,810 --> 01:17:30,940 I thought you didn't need me anymore. 1227 01:17:32,439 --> 01:17:36,569 Are you kidding me? Look what happened when you were gone! 1228 01:17:36,693 --> 01:17:39,993 I made a sex tape, and I haven't even had sex! 1229 01:17:40,989 --> 01:17:42,159 Come here. 1230 01:17:46,411 --> 01:17:48,121 How long have you been there? 1231 01:17:49,373 --> 01:17:50,673 Not long... 1232 01:17:51,917 --> 01:17:52,917 Long. 1233 01:17:59,049 --> 01:18:03,509 Okay, let's make a pact. No more secrets between the Covey girls. 1234 01:18:05,722 --> 01:18:06,722 But... 1235 01:18:07,849 --> 01:18:09,599 I have a secret, too. 1236 01:18:13,522 --> 01:18:14,862 I sent the letters. 1237 01:18:17,234 --> 01:18:18,654 I'm gonna kill you. 1238 01:18:19,486 --> 01:18:20,946 No, Lara Jean! No! 1239 01:18:21,029 --> 01:18:22,569 She's a kid! 1240 01:18:23,073 --> 01:18:25,913 You were so lonely and I could tell Peter liked you. 1241 01:18:25,992 --> 01:18:29,832 - I knew you wouldn't do anything about it. - So you sent all five? 1242 01:18:29,913 --> 01:18:32,923 I thought five chances at a boyfriend was better odds! 1243 01:18:32,999 --> 01:18:36,249 - I miss having him over for dinner. - Alright! 1244 01:18:36,670 --> 01:18:37,880 Give me the unicorn. 1245 01:18:38,714 --> 01:18:42,224 Look, her logic was off, but her heart was in the right place. 1246 01:18:42,300 --> 01:18:44,680 Her face is gonna be in the wrong place! 1247 01:18:44,761 --> 01:18:49,471 Lara Jean, before you murder our sister, could I just ask you a question? 1248 01:18:49,808 --> 01:18:53,598 If you didn't want those letters to be sent, why did you address them? 1249 01:18:54,563 --> 01:18:56,573 It's not like I added a stamp! 1250 01:18:56,648 --> 01:19:00,068 Can you admit that some part of you doesn't want everything in your life 1251 01:19:00,152 --> 01:19:01,152 to be a fantasy? 1252 01:19:02,529 --> 01:19:04,239 - Maybe. - So... 1253 01:19:04,322 --> 01:19:08,452 If I can forgive you for writing my boyfriend a love letter, 1254 01:19:08,535 --> 01:19:11,245 do you think you could forgive Kitty for sending them? 1255 01:19:13,039 --> 01:19:16,539 You owe me braid crowns for the rest of your life. 1256 01:19:17,335 --> 01:19:20,875 Thank God. I was really hoping to make it to seventh grade. 1257 01:19:22,591 --> 01:19:23,591 Oh, yeah. 1258 01:19:23,675 --> 01:19:27,505 It didn't feel like Christmas knowing my hot tub escapades had gone viral, 1259 01:19:27,596 --> 01:19:30,886 but, of course, Margot know exactly what to do 1260 01:19:30,974 --> 01:19:34,604 and anonymously emailed Instagram to have them take the videos down 1261 01:19:34,686 --> 01:19:36,436 under child pornography laws. 1262 01:19:36,521 --> 01:19:38,981 I couldn't believe I had inadvertently dabbled in porn 1263 01:19:39,065 --> 01:19:43,195 before I lost my virginity, but it's been a strange year all around. 1264 01:19:43,278 --> 01:19:46,068 Okay, you're officially PG-13 again. 1265 01:19:50,160 --> 01:19:52,700 I guess I should change my background 1266 01:19:52,788 --> 01:19:55,248 You could, or you could talk to him. 1267 01:19:57,542 --> 01:20:00,342 New Year's Eve, a time for resolutions. 1268 01:20:01,087 --> 01:20:03,547 ["Video Child" by Many Voices Speak plays] 1269 01:20:03,632 --> 01:20:05,182 My life was a mess, but... 1270 01:20:06,343 --> 01:20:07,723 I could clean my room. 1271 01:20:15,936 --> 01:20:19,306 ♪ And now you're never Gonna get hurt again ♪ 1272 01:20:19,397 --> 01:20:20,817 Yep, she's cleaning... 1273 01:20:21,525 --> 01:20:22,975 It must be really bad. 1274 01:20:27,864 --> 01:20:32,334 ♪ And no, you're never Gonna get hurt again ♪ 1275 01:20:34,329 --> 01:20:37,169 - Can you guys hang out for a while? - Yeah, course. 1276 01:20:38,333 --> 01:20:39,333 Hey. 1277 01:20:41,461 --> 01:20:42,881 Let's go for a drive. 1278 01:20:50,720 --> 01:20:52,680 There it is, right there. 1279 01:20:52,764 --> 01:20:55,644 ["Everybody Wants to Rule the World" by Tears for Fears plays on jukebox] 1280 01:20:55,725 --> 01:20:58,765 Your mother and I used to come here all the time. 1281 01:20:58,854 --> 01:21:00,564 Really? I didn't know that. 1282 01:21:01,064 --> 01:21:05,194 She'd play this song, then as soon as it was over she'd play it again. 1283 01:21:05,861 --> 01:21:09,661 Know what else she'd do? Get up and start dancing in the aisles, 1284 01:21:09,739 --> 01:21:12,949 right by everyone eating. I was so embarrassed, but... 1285 01:21:13,535 --> 01:21:16,035 you know, I was also in awe of her, too. 1286 01:21:16,413 --> 01:21:20,713 I think back and I think, "Man, I should've been dancing with her." 1287 01:21:21,835 --> 01:21:23,205 Look at this. 1288 01:21:24,838 --> 01:21:27,548 Wow, this place has not changed at all. 1289 01:21:28,550 --> 01:21:31,850 There's so much about her I should have told you girls, 1290 01:21:31,928 --> 01:21:34,638 but I haven't because talking about her makes me sad. 1291 01:21:34,723 --> 01:21:35,893 It's okay. 1292 01:21:36,349 --> 01:21:37,599 It's not okay. 1293 01:21:37,684 --> 01:21:42,154 I've relied on you and Margot too much, I know I have. 1294 01:21:42,898 --> 01:21:46,188 You're 16. You don't have to be an adult yet. 1295 01:21:46,276 --> 01:21:48,896 That's why I was so happy when I saw you and Peter. 1296 01:21:48,987 --> 01:21:51,737 - I don't want to talk about Peter. - Peter who? 1297 01:21:51,823 --> 01:21:52,823 Really? 1298 01:21:53,950 --> 01:21:56,330 I don't know what happened with you two, 1299 01:21:56,411 --> 01:21:59,831 but I know how you opened up when he was around. 1300 01:21:59,915 --> 01:22:04,495 Not with us, 'cause you've always been like that with us, but to the world. 1301 01:22:05,128 --> 01:22:08,048 Seeing you come alive like that, you remind me of her. 1302 01:22:10,175 --> 01:22:12,795 Just don't hide that part of yourself, okay? 1303 01:22:17,724 --> 01:22:19,314 Dad, I really miss her. 1304 01:22:21,770 --> 01:22:22,900 I know you do. 1305 01:22:30,028 --> 01:22:31,658 Can I borrow a quarter? 1306 01:22:32,697 --> 01:22:33,697 Yeah. Catch. 1307 01:22:38,745 --> 01:22:41,575 So you said she'd always play the song twice? 1308 01:22:41,665 --> 01:22:44,705 At least, usually till they'd kick us outta here. 1309 01:22:44,793 --> 01:22:47,213 ["Everybody Wants to Rule the World" plays again] 1310 01:22:47,295 --> 01:22:48,295 Cool. 1311 01:22:54,636 --> 01:22:58,096 Well, like, I didn't hear anything about it, though. 1312 01:22:58,556 --> 01:23:01,936 The Debate Society's New Year's Eve nitrous oxide scandal 1313 01:23:02,018 --> 01:23:04,458 knocked it out of top spot. Okay, so that's good news, right? 1314 01:23:06,314 --> 01:23:08,654 I'm officially back to being invisible. 1315 01:23:09,693 --> 01:23:10,693 Hey... 1316 01:23:29,754 --> 01:23:32,304 Whoa, whoa. Hey, hey, hey. What's going on? 1317 01:23:32,382 --> 01:23:36,932 You didn't even say it wasn't true? You just let everyone think we had sex? 1318 01:23:37,637 --> 01:23:39,717 I bet you're happy the video leaked. 1319 01:23:41,307 --> 01:23:43,307 You gonna do something about this? 1320 01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:45,440 Hey, everyone, listen up. 1321 01:23:46,062 --> 01:23:50,362 Not that it's anyone's business, but nothing happened in the hot tub. 1322 01:23:51,234 --> 01:23:55,744 If I hear anybody talking about Lara Jean or that video, I'm gonna kick your asses. 1323 01:23:55,822 --> 01:23:57,162 You understand? 1324 01:23:59,743 --> 01:24:01,373 Nice job, Kavinsky! 1325 01:24:02,662 --> 01:24:04,212 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 1326 01:24:04,539 --> 01:24:08,839 Look, I am really sorry about everything. If I knew who did this... 1327 01:24:08,918 --> 01:24:10,418 I know who did it. 1328 01:24:10,837 --> 01:24:11,957 So should you. 1329 01:24:13,631 --> 01:24:15,841 Yeah, okay. Let me talk to her, okay? 1330 01:24:15,925 --> 01:24:18,635 No. This is a fight I have to handle myself. 1331 01:24:24,184 --> 01:24:26,564 Um, hi... Personal space, much? 1332 01:24:26,644 --> 01:24:28,444 I know you posted that video. 1333 01:24:29,355 --> 01:24:31,015 Nope, wasn't me. 1334 01:24:31,608 --> 01:24:36,448 But just so you know, if you have sex in a public place, 1335 01:24:36,529 --> 01:24:38,239 you've gotta deal with consequences. 1336 01:24:38,323 --> 01:24:43,163 It's bad enough if a guy were to do this, but a girl? That's despicable. 1337 01:24:43,828 --> 01:24:45,908 Yeah, like I said, I didn't do it. 1338 01:24:46,831 --> 01:24:52,091 I'm glad someone did, though. Finally, everyone is gonna see who you really are. 1339 01:24:52,170 --> 01:24:53,550 What are you talking about? 1340 01:24:53,630 --> 01:24:57,050 Peter! He is not as confident as he pretends to be. 1341 01:24:58,176 --> 01:25:01,096 I am not as tough as I pretend to be. 1342 01:25:02,013 --> 01:25:04,723 And you, Lara Jean Covey, 1343 01:25:04,808 --> 01:25:07,558 you are not as innocent as you pretend to be 1344 01:25:07,644 --> 01:25:09,734 because you kissed a boy I liked. 1345 01:25:09,813 --> 01:25:11,403 You guys were broken up. 1346 01:25:11,481 --> 01:25:13,231 No, before we even dated! 1347 01:25:14,192 --> 01:25:17,742 - Middle school? - You knew I liked him and you kissed him. 1348 01:25:17,821 --> 01:25:20,701 It was Spin the Bottle, you psycho, and it was tongueless! 1349 01:25:20,782 --> 01:25:22,202 It wasn't tongueless to me! 1350 01:25:26,412 --> 01:25:27,462 [door slams shut] 1351 01:25:27,539 --> 01:25:31,079 I always thought no one was paying attention to what I was doing, 1352 01:25:32,627 --> 01:25:35,377 that the only drama in my life was in my head, 1353 01:25:37,215 --> 01:25:40,635 but it turns out that I wasn't as invisible as I thought. 1354 01:25:43,012 --> 01:25:45,932 - So Margot left, huh? - Yeah, this Sunday. 1355 01:25:47,016 --> 01:25:48,846 Hey, thank you for coming over. 1356 01:25:48,935 --> 01:25:50,515 Yeah, of course. 1357 01:25:50,603 --> 01:25:53,113 I feel like I owe you an explanation. 1358 01:25:53,898 --> 01:25:54,938 See... 1359 01:25:55,525 --> 01:25:57,105 It's like driving, okay? 1360 01:25:57,193 --> 01:25:59,823 I can imagine myself doing it and it's fine, 1361 01:25:59,904 --> 01:26:02,744 and then I get behind the wheel and completely freeze up, 1362 01:26:02,824 --> 01:26:04,494 and I don't know what to do. 1363 01:26:04,576 --> 01:26:08,406 Okay... I don't follow. 1364 01:26:10,039 --> 01:26:11,289 Let me start over. 1365 01:26:14,169 --> 01:26:16,709 You were the first boy I ever really liked. 1366 01:26:17,463 --> 01:26:20,513 Everyone else, all the other letters, were born out of fantasy. 1367 01:26:22,010 --> 01:26:24,680 But yours was based off of actually knowing you. 1368 01:26:26,639 --> 01:26:31,309 I didn't realize how I felt about you until you became Margot's boyfriend. 1369 01:26:34,022 --> 01:26:37,032 But over time, that feeling just faded away, 1370 01:26:37,108 --> 01:26:38,818 and I missed my best friend. 1371 01:26:39,611 --> 01:26:40,901 And it wasn't love. 1372 01:26:42,030 --> 01:26:46,160 Why didn't you just tell me that? I feel like I'd have understood. 1373 01:26:46,242 --> 01:26:50,082 Well, I couldn't. I didn't know until Peter. 1374 01:26:53,750 --> 01:26:55,750 Right, Peter. 1375 01:26:57,337 --> 01:26:59,167 It was real in a different way. 1376 01:27:00,924 --> 01:27:02,264 And I'm really sorry. 1377 01:27:03,635 --> 01:27:08,555 No reason to be sorry, it's like, I think I know where you're coming from. 1378 01:27:08,640 --> 01:27:10,770 It's kind of how it was with Margot and I. 1379 01:27:11,893 --> 01:27:15,063 You know, minus all the fake stuff and everything else. 1380 01:27:16,522 --> 01:27:19,322 Did you stop loving Margot after she broke up with you? 1381 01:27:20,235 --> 01:27:22,815 No. Not at first. 1382 01:27:25,740 --> 01:27:27,830 At some point it changed, though. 1383 01:27:28,576 --> 01:27:33,616 The longer she was gone, the more I understood why she ended it. 1384 01:27:37,335 --> 01:27:41,255 - Do you feel the same way about Peter? - I know you don't like him. 1385 01:27:42,924 --> 01:27:45,434 I like how he stood up for you today. 1386 01:27:45,510 --> 01:27:47,350 He should have done it a lot sooner, 1387 01:27:47,470 --> 01:27:50,850 but then again, he's a jock, and they're slow learners. 1388 01:27:51,182 --> 01:27:52,482 You are such a snob! 1389 01:27:52,934 --> 01:27:53,944 Yeah. 1390 01:27:55,645 --> 01:27:58,685 Look, if you miss him, why don't you just tell him? 1391 01:27:59,482 --> 01:28:00,482 I can't. 1392 01:28:01,317 --> 01:28:02,487 And why's that? 1393 01:28:04,904 --> 01:28:07,744 Because if it wasn't real, I didn't lose anyone. 1394 01:28:09,617 --> 01:28:13,497 But if I say that it was real, and he still doesn't want me... 1395 01:28:15,248 --> 01:28:16,788 Then at least you'll know. 1396 01:28:17,417 --> 01:28:20,747 You've gotta tell people how you feel when you feel it. 1397 01:28:21,170 --> 01:28:25,090 You can't sit in your room writing love letters you're never gonna send. 1398 01:28:25,258 --> 01:28:28,458 Peter wouldn't even be in your life if they hadn't gotten out in the first place. 1399 01:28:29,762 --> 01:28:32,142 Yeah, you definitely have a point. 1400 01:28:33,349 --> 01:28:36,559 I don't know, I'm just tired of writing love letters. 1401 01:28:36,936 --> 01:28:39,056 It'd be nice to be receiving them. 1402 01:28:39,814 --> 01:28:42,324 Lara Jean, I have something for you. 1403 01:28:43,109 --> 01:28:44,399 Don't kill me. 1404 01:28:45,278 --> 01:28:48,408 It's just, you were always throwing those away, 1405 01:28:49,073 --> 01:28:52,333 and I thought they were something you should keep. 1406 01:28:53,911 --> 01:28:55,371 You saved all these? 1407 01:29:03,129 --> 01:29:04,379 "Lara Jean, 1408 01:29:04,464 --> 01:29:07,684 everyone was so impressed by your presentation in lit, 1409 01:29:08,009 --> 01:29:09,389 but especially me. 1410 01:29:09,886 --> 01:29:12,756 I love having a smarty pants fake girlfriend." 1411 01:29:19,228 --> 01:29:22,608 "It's so cool how we can talk to each other about real stuff." 1412 01:29:28,905 --> 01:29:30,525 "You looked so pretty today." 1413 01:29:32,950 --> 01:29:35,290 Still think you haven't gotten a love letter? 1414 01:30:41,644 --> 01:30:42,694 Hey. 1415 01:30:44,021 --> 01:30:46,651 Hi. I have to tell you something. 1416 01:30:50,528 --> 01:30:51,528 Okay. 1417 01:30:53,114 --> 01:30:54,374 I drove here. 1418 01:30:56,492 --> 01:30:57,492 Really? 1419 01:30:59,245 --> 01:31:02,915 Wow, that's... that's... that's great, congrats. 1420 01:31:05,001 --> 01:31:06,631 - Thanks. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 1421 01:31:09,380 --> 01:31:10,550 What's in your hand? 1422 01:31:11,883 --> 01:31:13,013 Oh, uh, nothing. 1423 01:31:13,718 --> 01:31:14,758 Oh, it's nothing? 1424 01:31:22,560 --> 01:31:25,810 If you want me to read that, you need to give that to me. 1425 01:31:29,025 --> 01:31:30,025 Um... 1426 01:31:31,402 --> 01:31:32,742 Can you turn around? 1427 01:31:34,489 --> 01:31:35,489 Please. "Dear Peter, 1428 01:31:46,459 --> 01:31:48,089 I need you to know that..." 1429 01:32:00,014 --> 01:32:03,024 I need you to know that I like you, Peter Kavinsky. 1430 01:32:04,143 --> 01:32:05,523 And not in a fake way. 1431 01:32:08,147 --> 01:32:11,147 And so I guess that's all I came here to say. 1432 01:32:14,862 --> 01:32:18,822 Whoa, whoa, whoa... Don't I get to say something? 1433 01:32:22,245 --> 01:32:25,825 The reason that I went to Gen's room that night, 1434 01:32:27,375 --> 01:32:28,915 was to tell her that it's over, 1435 01:32:30,711 --> 01:32:31,711 because... 1436 01:32:35,925 --> 01:32:38,005 because I'm in love with you, Lara Jean. 1437 01:32:39,428 --> 01:32:40,428 Only you. You're what? 1438 01:32:45,226 --> 01:32:49,516 - Wait... How do we do this? - What do you mean? 1439 01:32:50,439 --> 01:32:53,359 What do you put into a contract for a real relationship? 1440 01:32:53,442 --> 01:32:54,492 Nothing. 1441 01:32:56,612 --> 01:32:57,822 You gotta trust. 1442 01:33:02,994 --> 01:33:04,914 You gonna break my heart, Covey? 1443 01:33:04,996 --> 01:33:07,956 ["Cool Out" by Matthew E. White feat. Natalie Prass plays] 1444 01:33:08,040 --> 01:33:11,340 I'd always fantasized about falling in love in a field, 1445 01:33:12,295 --> 01:33:16,375 but I just never thought it'd be the kind where you played lacrosse. 1446 01:33:16,465 --> 01:33:18,585 ♪ If you were here now, I wouldn't mind ♪ 1447 01:33:20,803 --> 01:33:23,603 ♪ That would be okay, baby That would be fine ♪ 1448 01:33:24,599 --> 01:33:27,559 ♪ But when they need you there They go away ♪ 1449 01:33:28,894 --> 01:33:29,984 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 1450 01:33:31,063 --> 01:33:32,443 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 1451 01:33:34,066 --> 01:33:36,066 ♪ Walk with me for a while ♪ 1452 01:33:38,321 --> 01:33:41,281 ♪ I need your company I need your smile ♪ 1453 01:33:41,949 --> 01:33:45,239 ♪ And it wouldn't matter If you cared to stay ♪ 1454 01:33:50,666 --> 01:33:52,706 ♪ It's a heart I should have loved tonight ♪ 1455 01:33:52,793 --> 01:33:56,013 ♪ But I figured That you know I'm with ya ♪ 1456 01:33:59,425 --> 01:34:05,255 ♪ A suffering that is chosen A skin to tear me open again ♪ 1457 01:34:08,142 --> 01:34:10,272 ♪ But cool out baby please ♪ 1458 01:34:10,353 --> 01:34:14,273 ♪ No one likes it When you tease any further ♪ 1459 01:34:17,318 --> 01:34:20,738 ♪ You know it baby All the things that you do ♪ 1460 01:34:20,821 --> 01:34:25,081 ♪ Hey, hey, I like to think That honey, I know them too ♪ 1461 01:34:25,159 --> 01:34:28,789 ♪ Forever alone But baby I do it with style ♪ 1462 01:34:34,585 --> 01:34:36,585 ♪ Cool out baby ♪ ♪ Cool out baby ♪ 1463 01:34:43,135 --> 01:34:45,135 ♪ Cool out baby ♪ ♪ Cool out baby ♪ 1464 01:34:56,399 --> 01:34:58,399 ♪ Cool out baby ♪ 1465 01:34:58,484 --> 01:34:59,484 [doorbell rings] 1466 01:35:03,864 --> 01:35:06,494 Lara Jean... 1467 01:35:06,575 --> 01:35:08,575 It's for you! 1468 01:35:08,661 --> 01:35:11,301 ["When I Dance With You" by The Pains of Being Pure at Heart plays] 1469 01:35:13,332 --> 01:35:16,042 ♪ Oh, when I dance with you ♪ 1470 01:35:17,086 --> 01:35:19,086 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1471 01:35:19,171 --> 01:35:21,421 ♪ Because I know just what to do ♪ 1472 01:35:26,011 --> 01:35:29,101 ♪ Oh, when I dance with you ♪ 1473 01:35:29,890 --> 01:35:32,140 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1474 01:35:32,226 --> 01:35:35,016 ♪ Because I know just what to do ♪ 1475 01:35:39,650 --> 01:35:42,320 ♪ You get so down I try to comfort ♪ 1476 01:35:42,945 --> 01:35:48,115 ♪ Sometimes words They don't do anything much at all ♪ 1477 01:35:52,580 --> 01:35:55,500 ♪ You tell me how It was so different ♪ 1478 01:35:55,583 --> 01:36:00,713 ♪ You got a vision I can't see beyond the afternoon ♪ 1479 01:36:04,508 --> 01:36:07,338 ♪ But when I dance with you ♪ 1480 01:36:08,220 --> 01:36:10,470 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1481 01:36:10,556 --> 01:36:13,516 ♪ Because I know just what to do ♪ 1482 01:36:17,229 --> 01:36:19,819 ♪ But when I dance with you ♪ 1483 01:36:20,816 --> 01:36:23,236 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1484 01:36:23,319 --> 01:36:26,359 ♪ Because I know just what to do ♪ 1485 01:36:40,544 --> 01:36:43,054 ♪ I don't know how I'll make money ♪ 1486 01:36:43,714 --> 01:36:46,634 ♪ Just want enough So you never have to worry ♪ 1487 01:36:49,512 --> 01:36:51,512 ♪ No, you never have to worry ♪ 1488 01:36:53,265 --> 01:36:56,095 ♪ Who will it be In 2030? ♪ 1489 01:36:56,185 --> 01:37:01,475 ♪ Oh I can't say, but I light it From always with you out ♪ 1490 01:37:05,402 --> 01:37:07,912 ♪ 'Cause when I dance with you ♪ 1491 01:37:09,073 --> 01:37:11,493 ♪ Everyone else, anyone else ♪ 1492 01:37:11,575 --> 01:37:14,285 ♪ Just lies out of view ♪ 1493 01:37:18,249 --> 01:37:21,169 ♪ And when I dance with you ♪ 1494 01:37:21,252 --> 01:37:24,052 ♪ I feel just like, feel just like ♪ 1495 01:37:24,129 --> 01:37:27,169 ♪ There's nothing I can do ♪ 1496 01:37:28,759 --> 01:37:31,099 ♪ But move the way you move ♪ 1497 01:37:31,178 --> 01:37:33,718 ♪ When I dance with you ♪ 1498 01:37:37,476 --> 01:37:40,266 ♪ When I dance with you ♪ 1499 01:37:43,649 --> 01:37:44,729 ♪ Come on ♪ 1500 01:38:09,425 --> 01:38:12,175 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1501 01:38:12,845 --> 01:38:15,385 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1502 01:38:15,472 --> 01:38:18,232 ♪ When I dance with you ♪ 1503 01:38:22,021 --> 01:38:24,941 ♪ Yeah, I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1504 01:38:25,858 --> 01:38:28,148 ♪ I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1505 01:38:28,402 --> 01:38:31,242 ♪ When I dance with you ♪ 1506 01:38:34,950 --> 01:38:37,830 ♪ I feel okay, feel okay ♪ 1507 01:38:38,662 --> 01:38:41,082 ♪ Feel okay, feel okay ♪ 1508 01:38:41,957 --> 01:38:44,207 ♪ Feel okay, feel okay ♪ 1509 01:38:45,002 --> 01:38:47,882 ♪ I feel okay ♪ 1510 01:38:47,963 --> 01:38:50,673 ♪ I said I feel okay, I feel okay ♪ 1511 01:38:51,508 --> 01:38:53,838 ♪ Feel okay, feel okay ♪ 1512 01:38:54,637 --> 01:38:57,057 ♪ Feel okay, feel okay ♪ 1513 01:38:57,806 --> 01:39:00,176 ♪ Feel okay ♪