1 00:01:02,235 --> 00:01:03,725 -Dad? -Yeah? 2 00:01:03,870 --> 00:01:05,394 The water's green. 3 00:01:07,974 --> 00:01:10,033 No, it's fluorescent. 4 00:01:10,143 --> 00:01:12,407 -What's... -Fluorescent. 5 00:01:15,448 --> 00:01:18,349 Fluorescent means "lit from within." 6 00:01:20,286 --> 00:01:22,186 So am I fluorescent? 7 00:01:26,392 --> 00:01:28,019 Yeah, Dory, you are. 8 00:01:51,417 --> 00:01:53,112 It's okay, honey. 9 00:02:00,593 --> 00:02:03,061 Why has Grandma been sleeping all day? 10 00:02:05,431 --> 00:02:07,831 Well, she's sedated, sweetie. 11 00:02:09,302 --> 00:02:12,100 I don't know what that word means, Mom. 12 00:02:12,705 --> 00:02:18,109 It means that she's been taking pills so she can sleep. 13 00:02:22,682 --> 00:02:24,775 She lost her son, Harper. 14 00:02:26,152 --> 00:02:29,644 There's nothing more painful in the whole wide world. 15 00:02:30,690 --> 00:02:32,817 More than losing your dad? 16 00:02:34,994 --> 00:02:36,256 Different. 17 00:02:39,832 --> 00:02:41,299 Different. 18 00:03:11,731 --> 00:03:14,029 -Cousin Laura's coming. -Really? Why? 19 00:03:14,166 --> 00:03:17,101 I haven't spoken to her in over 10 years. 20 00:03:21,741 --> 00:03:23,766 That's Brian's computer. 21 00:03:27,847 --> 00:03:31,010 I can't go in there, so can you... 22 00:03:31,150 --> 00:03:34,210 Okay. Okay. It's okay. I got it. 23 00:03:46,832 --> 00:03:49,062 Who is "Snakes290"? 24 00:03:49,201 --> 00:03:50,634 Oh, God. 25 00:03:50,736 --> 00:03:55,673 He's an old college friend of Brian's that now lives in Michigan. 26 00:03:55,775 --> 00:03:56,969 What does it say? 27 00:03:57,076 --> 00:04:01,035 He said, "What do you think of the Sonics' new power forward?" 28 00:04:04,250 --> 00:04:06,582 Well, what did he think of them? 29 00:04:07,353 --> 00:04:08,980 He thought he was a good rebounder, 30 00:04:09,088 --> 00:04:12,057 but his outside jumper needed some work. 31 00:04:12,191 --> 00:04:13,818 Then write that. 32 00:04:19,732 --> 00:04:22,166 All right. I can do that. 33 00:04:29,442 --> 00:04:30,932 Shit! 34 00:04:31,077 --> 00:04:32,601 -What? What? What? -Shit! 35 00:04:32,745 --> 00:04:33,939 What's wrong, Audrey? 36 00:04:34,080 --> 00:04:36,378 -I forgot to tell somebody. -Who? 37 00:04:36,482 --> 00:04:39,246 Neal, can you take me down to Renton? 38 00:04:39,385 --> 00:04:42,718 -Renton? You can't call? -No, he doesn't have a phone. 39 00:04:42,822 --> 00:04:44,084 Who doesn't have a phone, sweetie? 40 00:04:44,223 --> 00:04:47,715 -Can you take me? -No, honey! Come on, now! 41 00:04:47,827 --> 00:04:51,786 Okay, it's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's all right. It's all right. 42 00:04:51,931 --> 00:04:53,296 I can go. 43 00:04:54,066 --> 00:04:55,863 Look, right around here from... 44 00:04:55,968 --> 00:05:00,632 There's his address book, and look up a Jerry Sunborne. 45 00:05:00,773 --> 00:05:02,741 Who's Jerry Sunborne, darling? 46 00:05:03,976 --> 00:05:06,308 Who the hell is Jerry Sunborne? 47 00:05:41,614 --> 00:05:42,945 You want something to eat? 48 00:05:43,048 --> 00:05:44,743 No, I'm fine. I'm fine. 49 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:09,803 I just couldn't... 50 00:06:12,344 --> 00:06:15,211 -Do you have another one of those? -Yeah. 51 00:06:16,515 --> 00:06:17,846 Thank you. 52 00:06:27,760 --> 00:06:30,126 I'm Howard Glassman. 53 00:06:31,163 --> 00:06:32,323 I'm Jerry. 54 00:06:34,934 --> 00:06:36,993 How did you know Brian? 55 00:06:38,170 --> 00:06:39,967 We grew up together. 56 00:06:43,175 --> 00:06:48,306 I just live down the street and financed some of his deals... 57 00:06:53,018 --> 00:06:55,145 -Oh, no. -I'm sorry. 58 00:06:55,254 --> 00:06:57,347 Well, I'm... 59 00:06:59,592 --> 00:07:00,854 My wife. 60 00:07:01,927 --> 00:07:04,327 It's nice to meet you, Jerry. 61 00:07:05,564 --> 00:07:07,964 So you started smoking again? 62 00:07:30,189 --> 00:07:31,713 Come on! Get out of the way! 63 00:07:31,857 --> 00:07:34,655 All right! I bet you I could jump over it! 64 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:36,421 I'm gonna jump over it! 65 00:07:40,232 --> 00:07:42,097 You don't know? 66 00:07:42,234 --> 00:07:44,862 I guess your brain's growing up too small. 67 00:07:46,038 --> 00:07:49,405 -Hey. -Hello. Hi. 68 00:07:49,542 --> 00:07:51,100 Hi. I'm David. 69 00:07:51,243 --> 00:07:54,076 My name is Jerry. You're Harper. 70 00:07:54,914 --> 00:07:56,211 -Yeah. -Hi. 71 00:07:56,315 --> 00:07:58,374 -Hi. -Dory. 72 00:08:06,625 --> 00:08:08,889 Your dad was my best friend. 73 00:08:11,330 --> 00:08:12,558 When? 74 00:08:15,634 --> 00:08:18,262 When I was your age, and last week. 75 00:08:26,312 --> 00:08:29,475 Strawberry Fields Forever is your favorite song. 76 00:08:29,615 --> 00:08:33,244 And Dory's got that scar on his nose 77 00:08:33,352 --> 00:08:36,287 'cause he was running and he thought the screen door was open. 78 00:08:36,422 --> 00:08:38,117 But it was closed. 79 00:08:38,257 --> 00:08:40,384 Everybody knows that, Dory. 80 00:08:41,126 --> 00:08:43,117 You don't like mimes. They scare you. 81 00:08:43,262 --> 00:08:45,230 They don't talk. 82 00:08:45,331 --> 00:08:47,925 Yeah, that's what they do. 83 00:08:50,002 --> 00:08:51,765 Your suit is a little big. 84 00:08:54,807 --> 00:08:55,899 Thank you. 85 00:08:56,008 --> 00:08:58,306 That was imprudent of you. 86 00:08:58,444 --> 00:09:00,469 I bet you can't do this. 87 00:09:04,383 --> 00:09:05,509 Fast. 88 00:09:38,851 --> 00:09:40,614 -Hi. -Hey, Jerry. 89 00:09:42,855 --> 00:09:44,379 I'm so sorry. 90 00:09:50,429 --> 00:09:52,158 Thanks for coming. 91 00:09:52,765 --> 00:09:53,823 I'm really glad you came. 92 00:09:53,932 --> 00:09:57,390 I wasn't so sure you would actually come, 93 00:09:57,536 --> 00:09:59,663 -so, thank you. -No problem. 94 00:10:05,110 --> 00:10:06,634 I hated you. 95 00:10:13,919 --> 00:10:16,979 I hated you for so many years, Jerry. 96 00:10:17,089 --> 00:10:18,647 It's all right. 97 00:10:19,224 --> 00:10:22,716 And now, it just all seems so silly. 98 00:10:27,132 --> 00:10:31,330 He was so loyal to a fault, you know. 99 00:10:33,972 --> 00:10:37,601 Most people would've given up on you. Hell, I would've. 100 00:10:41,480 --> 00:10:43,038 But he didn't. 101 00:10:47,586 --> 00:10:48,780 I know. 102 00:10:54,460 --> 00:10:55,757 I'm gonna go. 103 00:10:55,894 --> 00:10:57,555 No, I... Wait. 104 00:10:58,630 --> 00:11:00,791 I need you to stay. 105 00:11:00,933 --> 00:11:03,902 Please, can you just stay for a little bit? 106 00:11:04,002 --> 00:11:06,630 -Sure. -Just a little bit? 107 00:11:06,772 --> 00:11:09,468 Sure. Sure. 108 00:11:11,577 --> 00:11:12,601 Good. 109 00:11:20,786 --> 00:11:22,651 So Brian is maybe six years old, 110 00:11:22,788 --> 00:11:25,723 and we're the Andersons' guests at Flathead Country Club, 111 00:11:25,824 --> 00:11:27,416 and we're swimming in the pool, 112 00:11:27,526 --> 00:11:29,494 and all of the sudden, Brian gets out of the water 113 00:11:29,628 --> 00:11:32,756 and he pulls his bathing suit down and he takes a piss right in the pool. 114 00:11:32,865 --> 00:11:35,993 And people are just freaking out. 115 00:11:36,135 --> 00:11:38,126 June Anderson is freaking out. 116 00:11:38,270 --> 00:11:40,500 People are going, "What are you doing?" 117 00:11:40,639 --> 00:11:43,904 I mean, he's peeing right in the pool like it's a urinal, so... 118 00:11:44,009 --> 00:11:45,636 Wow. 119 00:11:45,778 --> 00:11:49,407 And when it was over I say, "Brian, why did you do that?" 120 00:11:49,515 --> 00:11:52,075 You know, I mean, he wasn't a bad kid. 121 00:11:52,184 --> 00:11:54,652 He never acted out. He's quiet, you know. 122 00:11:55,821 --> 00:12:00,485 And I said... Okay, I'm totally messing this story up! 123 00:12:01,994 --> 00:12:05,452 I said, "Why'd you..." Shut up! 124 00:12:05,564 --> 00:12:07,964 I said, "Why did you do that?" 125 00:12:08,066 --> 00:12:11,092 And he came back with something that made no sense. 126 00:12:11,203 --> 00:12:15,299 Shit. I forget what he said. It was so funny. Shoot. 127 00:12:15,407 --> 00:12:17,932 He said he didn't want to get his bathing suit wet. 128 00:12:18,043 --> 00:12:20,944 Yes! That was it! 129 00:12:21,046 --> 00:12:24,812 "I didn't want... I didn't want to get my bathing suit wet!" 130 00:12:24,917 --> 00:12:26,441 That's okay! 131 00:12:26,552 --> 00:12:29,214 He was a little retarded as a kid, you know. 132 00:12:29,354 --> 00:12:34,223 No, I'm sorry, but he was. He was... He was slow, you know. 133 00:12:34,359 --> 00:12:37,726 And, you know, he came around eventually. 134 00:12:50,909 --> 00:12:52,240 We home? 135 00:13:02,921 --> 00:13:04,912 Don't let them grow up. 136 00:13:32,484 --> 00:13:38,184 How about I make us some pasta? Open the wine. 137 00:13:39,224 --> 00:13:44,218 That way our vacation won't have to end till tomorrow. 138 00:13:48,767 --> 00:13:50,428 When I get back. 139 00:13:51,436 --> 00:13:54,030 -No. No, Brian... -I have to. 140 00:13:54,139 --> 00:13:55,470 -Why? -It's his birthday. 141 00:13:55,607 --> 00:13:56,631 So? 142 00:13:56,775 --> 00:13:58,936 Audrey, you didn't know him when he was a kid. He was special. 143 00:13:59,077 --> 00:14:00,203 Every time you leave here, Brian, 144 00:14:00,312 --> 00:14:01,802 I'm scared to death you're not gonna come back. 145 00:14:01,947 --> 00:14:04,472 Oh, Jesus, just stop being so damn dramatic. 146 00:14:04,616 --> 00:14:06,550 You stop being so damn naive. 147 00:14:06,652 --> 00:14:08,711 Audrey, it's his birthday. 148 00:14:08,820 --> 00:14:12,153 Who the hell knows how many more he's gonna have? 149 00:14:18,797 --> 00:14:20,094 Mom? 150 00:15:26,031 --> 00:15:27,692 -Hey, Jay. -Hey. 151 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:30,324 Happy Birthday! 152 00:15:30,435 --> 00:15:32,027 -August 3rd. -August 3rd. 153 00:15:32,137 --> 00:15:33,570 Yeah. 154 00:15:33,705 --> 00:15:36,572 -You're an old man. -Yeah. 155 00:15:36,708 --> 00:15:38,608 Come on in. Come on in. 156 00:15:38,744 --> 00:15:41,679 -She okay? -Yeah, she's fine. Have a seat. 157 00:15:46,385 --> 00:15:49,320 I'm hungry. You want to get something to eat? 158 00:15:49,421 --> 00:15:51,514 -Yeah. Cool. -Yeah? Let's go out. 159 00:15:52,157 --> 00:15:53,954 -They got coffee, strawberry... -No coffee. Strawberry. 160 00:15:54,092 --> 00:15:56,583 -Strawberry? -Yeah. 161 00:15:56,728 --> 00:15:59,788 -Will you try and find some soup? -Okay. 162 00:15:59,931 --> 00:16:01,523 So they're not happy with the work, you know? 163 00:16:01,633 --> 00:16:04,261 I think I'm gonna fire the workers. 164 00:16:06,471 --> 00:16:08,905 And Audrey's fucking someone else. 165 00:16:10,242 --> 00:16:11,903 Are you checking to see if I'm listening? 166 00:16:12,010 --> 00:16:13,875 No, man. You don't understand. 167 00:16:13,979 --> 00:16:19,076 This woman looks so good there is no way that she is only fucking me. 168 00:16:19,184 --> 00:16:21,049 Our neighbor's this guy named Landon Hicks. 169 00:16:21,153 --> 00:16:23,815 He's this rugged, mountain-man type guy. 170 00:16:23,955 --> 00:16:28,392 Big beard. Big hair. Doesn't even talk. 171 00:16:28,493 --> 00:16:30,654 She's in love with Landon Hicks! 172 00:16:30,796 --> 00:16:32,957 Well, you gotta take the good with the bad. 173 00:16:33,098 --> 00:16:34,929 What's the good? 174 00:16:35,033 --> 00:16:37,763 Are you still... 175 00:16:37,869 --> 00:16:39,268 Yes, I am. 176 00:16:43,608 --> 00:16:45,803 I mean, you're still in the rotation, you know what I'm saying? 177 00:16:46,945 --> 00:16:49,846 You know, you gotta accept the good, man, 178 00:16:49,981 --> 00:16:52,245 'cause they're gonna make you accept the bad. 179 00:16:52,350 --> 00:16:55,114 You have everything any man would want. 180 00:16:55,220 --> 00:16:58,451 Accept the good, Bri. You have what I'll never have. 181 00:16:58,557 --> 00:17:01,617 Oh, come on, don't talk like that about yourself, all right? 182 00:17:01,726 --> 00:17:06,026 Brian, you're my only real friend left in the world, you know that? 183 00:17:11,903 --> 00:17:14,667 Audrey angry you came to see me tonight? 184 00:17:15,740 --> 00:17:16,832 No. 185 00:17:20,045 --> 00:17:21,171 Yes. 186 00:17:22,914 --> 00:17:26,145 I don't know why you're so dead set against seeing her again. 187 00:17:26,251 --> 00:17:30,210 Well, I don't want to see anybody until I'm clean. That's why. 188 00:17:37,195 --> 00:17:40,528 So, the Fed raised rates. Is that gonna affect you? 189 00:17:41,166 --> 00:17:44,533 No, people will still buy. This refi boom's got good legs. 190 00:17:44,669 --> 00:17:45,966 Good. 191 00:18:30,782 --> 00:18:31,942 Yeah? 192 00:18:33,385 --> 00:18:34,545 Jerry? 193 00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:38,380 Maybe. Who is it? 194 00:18:38,490 --> 00:18:40,958 I'm Audrey Burke's brother, Neal. 195 00:18:48,266 --> 00:18:50,257 Can you open the door, please? 196 00:18:50,402 --> 00:18:51,460 Yeah. 197 00:19:02,981 --> 00:19:04,209 Yeah. 198 00:19:06,818 --> 00:19:08,046 Yeah? 199 00:19:10,021 --> 00:19:11,750 Brian is dead. 200 00:19:12,657 --> 00:19:13,919 He was killed. 201 00:19:14,025 --> 00:19:17,153 Somebody killed him, and he's dead. 202 00:19:19,431 --> 00:19:21,991 What the fuck are you talking about? 203 00:19:23,535 --> 00:19:25,002 He's dead. 204 00:19:31,176 --> 00:19:33,235 Are you fucking with me? 205 00:19:34,346 --> 00:19:37,975 Some guy was beating up on his wife and Brian... 206 00:19:41,319 --> 00:19:42,445 What? 207 00:19:43,355 --> 00:19:44,913 Brian's dead. 208 00:19:46,825 --> 00:19:48,656 The funeral is today. 209 00:19:55,867 --> 00:19:58,495 I'm here to take you to the funeral. 210 00:20:03,842 --> 00:20:06,572 You better not be fucking with me, man. 211 00:20:12,550 --> 00:20:14,643 Do you have a suit? 212 00:20:14,753 --> 00:20:16,653 Yeah, I got a suit. 213 00:20:25,897 --> 00:20:28,161 At this time, on behalf of the Burke family, 214 00:20:28,266 --> 00:20:34,171 I'd like to thank those of you who have been able to spend this time with us. 215 00:20:34,272 --> 00:20:36,263 Many of you have traveled a long distance, 216 00:20:36,408 --> 00:20:38,342 and it is much appreciated. 217 00:20:38,443 --> 00:20:42,607 In a few moments, we'll be going to the Burke residence for the reception. 218 00:20:50,455 --> 00:20:53,686 Okay? Okay. 219 00:21:33,765 --> 00:21:37,326 Hey, what about chicken, Harper? You can eat chicken, can't you? 220 00:21:37,469 --> 00:21:40,097 Chickens are animals, Dad. I don't eat animals. 221 00:21:40,205 --> 00:21:41,331 Since when? 222 00:21:41,473 --> 00:21:44,135 -Since meat is murder. -No more meat, honey. 223 00:21:44,275 --> 00:21:45,799 -Dad? -Meat is murder. 224 00:21:45,944 --> 00:21:47,172 -Dad? -Basically. 225 00:21:47,312 --> 00:21:48,472 -Daddy? -Where did you learn this? 226 00:21:48,613 --> 00:21:50,740 I know things. Not everything I know was learned. 227 00:21:50,849 --> 00:21:51,941 -Well, actually, that's not true. -Dad! 228 00:21:52,050 --> 00:21:53,677 The nature of knowledge is that you learned it somewhere. 229 00:21:53,818 --> 00:21:55,012 -Dad! -Yes? 230 00:21:55,153 --> 00:21:57,178 -I like meat. -I know you do. 231 00:21:57,322 --> 00:21:58,755 He likes meat, Harper. 232 00:21:58,857 --> 00:21:59,949 And he's gonna get bigger than you. 233 00:22:00,058 --> 00:22:01,753 She does eat broccoli. 234 00:22:01,860 --> 00:22:03,851 -I see. -Don't you, baby? 235 00:22:06,564 --> 00:22:08,794 Did you take 60 bucks out of the car, babe? 236 00:22:08,900 --> 00:22:10,663 No. 237 00:22:10,802 --> 00:22:13,168 That's funny, 'cause I had three $20s in the ashtray, 238 00:22:13,304 --> 00:22:14,328 and now they're gone. 239 00:22:14,472 --> 00:22:16,303 No. I didn't take it. 240 00:22:22,414 --> 00:22:25,281 Was your friend in the car the other night? 241 00:22:26,818 --> 00:22:28,308 He didn't take it. 242 00:22:28,420 --> 00:22:30,320 -Who? -He wouldn't take it. 243 00:22:30,422 --> 00:22:32,049 Who? Who wouldn't take it? 244 00:22:32,190 --> 00:22:34,681 -Would you wake up, Brian? -Nobody. 245 00:22:34,826 --> 00:22:36,054 Wake up! 246 00:22:39,164 --> 00:22:40,893 -Wake up! -All right. 247 00:22:41,766 --> 00:22:43,563 -Mom, who? -Jesus. 248 00:22:46,438 --> 00:22:50,067 Meat is so murder! Get her! Get her! 249 00:22:50,208 --> 00:22:51,971 -Get her. -Well, it is. 250 00:22:54,379 --> 00:22:55,641 Yeah, come in. 251 00:22:55,747 --> 00:22:58,409 Yeah, I know. I can't stay. I gotta take off. 252 00:22:58,550 --> 00:22:59,847 Oh, okay. 253 00:22:59,951 --> 00:23:02,647 Well, it was very nice hanging out with you. 254 00:23:02,754 --> 00:23:05,882 You know I appreciate it more than you know, man. 255 00:23:06,024 --> 00:23:08,151 -Well... -Really. 256 00:23:08,259 --> 00:23:10,386 -Happy birthday, man. -Okay. 257 00:23:12,764 --> 00:23:14,561 All right. 258 00:23:14,699 --> 00:23:17,532 -It's good to see you. -Take care. 259 00:23:17,635 --> 00:23:19,830 Hey, don't forget the... 260 00:23:21,239 --> 00:23:22,433 Don't forget what? 261 00:23:22,574 --> 00:23:24,838 -Groceries. -What? 262 00:23:33,384 --> 00:23:34,749 Hey, pretty boy. 263 00:24:31,042 --> 00:24:33,237 It's way past her bedtime. 264 00:24:35,647 --> 00:24:40,482 Oh, no, you're not watching that Lifetime movie again, are you? 265 00:24:40,618 --> 00:24:42,483 It's this commercial we just saw. 266 00:24:42,620 --> 00:24:44,417 You're crying over a commercial? 267 00:24:44,522 --> 00:24:48,014 Do you have any idea what they're doing to baby seals in Alaska, honey? 268 00:24:48,159 --> 00:24:51,526 They were so cute, Dad. Please, give them a lot of money. 269 00:24:51,663 --> 00:24:52,652 I wrote down the Web site. 270 00:24:52,797 --> 00:24:54,856 -We need to make a really big donation. -Okay. Okay, good. 271 00:24:54,999 --> 00:24:56,466 Harper, out. 272 00:24:57,902 --> 00:24:58,926 Out. 273 00:25:00,638 --> 00:25:03,266 -Good night, honey. -Good night, Mom. 274 00:25:04,208 --> 00:25:05,698 Seal hater. 275 00:25:11,015 --> 00:25:13,540 Seal hater. Nice to meet you. 276 00:25:13,685 --> 00:25:15,653 I'm gonna go wash up. 277 00:25:25,563 --> 00:25:26,264 So how was he? 278 00:25:26,264 --> 00:25:26,958 So how was he? 279 00:25:27,999 --> 00:25:30,160 He's all fucked up, Audrey. 280 00:25:31,936 --> 00:25:33,733 All fucked up. 281 00:25:33,871 --> 00:25:38,740 You know, he said this thing to me, didn't strike me until I was driving home. 282 00:25:38,876 --> 00:25:41,470 He asked me if the Feds raising the rates would affect my business. 283 00:25:41,579 --> 00:25:43,979 Now, that has no relevance for Jerry in his world, right? 284 00:25:44,082 --> 00:25:45,879 He would have read it somewhere and just remembered it 285 00:25:45,984 --> 00:25:48,350 because he knew it had relevance for me, you see? 286 00:25:48,453 --> 00:25:49,715 And I know that you think I just go there 287 00:25:49,854 --> 00:25:52,516 and I give, and I give, and he just takes, 288 00:25:52,624 --> 00:25:53,750 but, you know, he's my friend. 289 00:25:53,891 --> 00:25:56,519 He looks out for me, you understand? 290 00:25:57,028 --> 00:25:58,552 He's my friend. 291 00:25:59,297 --> 00:26:00,423 Okay. 292 00:26:14,779 --> 00:26:17,009 You know, they forgot to put the dimmers on the lights. 293 00:26:17,115 --> 00:26:21,381 I am gonna fire those guys, and I'm gonna go with the Polish guys. 294 00:26:30,995 --> 00:26:33,623 You're taking the kids swimming at Howard's tomorrow. 295 00:26:33,765 --> 00:26:36,563 All right. Dory's putting his head under. 296 00:26:36,668 --> 00:26:39,933 -Go easy on him, baby. -Even if I have to push it. 297 00:26:40,071 --> 00:26:41,902 Well, that's nice. 298 00:26:43,341 --> 00:26:46,276 I told Jerry you were fucking Landon Hicks. 299 00:26:47,445 --> 00:26:48,810 You what? 300 00:26:50,782 --> 00:26:53,580 -Landon Hicks? -He knows I was joking. 301 00:26:53,685 --> 00:26:57,121 -Why would I be fucking Landon Hicks? -I don't know. 302 00:26:57,422 --> 00:26:58,650 If I was gonna sleep with somebody 303 00:26:58,790 --> 00:27:01,315 it sure as hell wouldn't be Landon Hicks. 304 00:27:01,459 --> 00:27:02,983 No? Why not? 305 00:27:03,127 --> 00:27:06,426 Because he doesn't speak. That's why. 306 00:27:06,698 --> 00:27:08,427 Who would it be? 307 00:27:15,807 --> 00:27:17,331 The water guy. 308 00:27:18,443 --> 00:27:19,808 The water guy? 309 00:27:20,645 --> 00:27:21,669 Why? 310 00:27:22,980 --> 00:27:24,106 Because. 311 00:27:24,215 --> 00:27:26,410 Why the water guy? 312 00:27:26,517 --> 00:27:30,180 'Cause he reminds me of a cowboy. 313 00:27:30,855 --> 00:27:33,085 The guy that brings the Arrowhead water 314 00:27:33,191 --> 00:27:35,682 reminds you of a cowboy. 315 00:27:35,827 --> 00:27:37,294 Oh, yeah. 316 00:27:40,231 --> 00:27:43,325 Shouldn't have asked if you didn't want to know. 317 00:27:45,136 --> 00:27:47,195 Come on. Do it. 318 00:27:49,173 --> 00:27:50,697 Okay, do it. 319 00:27:52,410 --> 00:27:53,672 Please do it. 320 00:27:56,380 --> 00:27:57,779 Come here. 321 00:28:00,351 --> 00:28:01,682 That's it. 322 00:28:20,204 --> 00:28:21,728 You guys need anything? 323 00:28:21,873 --> 00:28:23,636 No, thanks, Howard. You gonna come in? 324 00:28:23,741 --> 00:28:26,175 -He doesn't swim. -Okay. 325 00:28:26,277 --> 00:28:29,508 Who spends $200,000 on a swimming pool and doesn't swim? 326 00:28:29,614 --> 00:28:30,842 All right, Doris, that's enough. 327 00:28:30,948 --> 00:28:33,644 Maybe next time, you'll try building a mosque. 328 00:28:34,051 --> 00:28:37,509 That's funny. We'll be back in a couple of hours. 329 00:28:37,622 --> 00:28:39,681 -One, two, three. -Two... 330 00:28:43,928 --> 00:28:46,920 -What happened? -I don't feel like it. 331 00:28:47,064 --> 00:28:49,828 He's just being difficult for the attention, Dad. 332 00:28:49,934 --> 00:28:51,026 Thank you, Dr. Freud. 333 00:28:51,135 --> 00:28:53,603 Why don't you go touch the drain or something? 334 00:28:53,738 --> 00:28:55,501 Now, look, Dory, just try. 335 00:28:55,606 --> 00:28:57,733 -I already did! -No, you didn't. 336 00:28:57,875 --> 00:28:59,672 Now, look, you got to face your fears. 337 00:28:59,777 --> 00:29:02,371 Everybody has to in life, okay? Now, you're a man. 338 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:05,745 You're almost six years old. It's time. Now, let's do it. 339 00:29:05,883 --> 00:29:07,544 I don't have to! You can't make me! 340 00:29:07,652 --> 00:29:09,051 No, I can make you. 341 00:29:09,153 --> 00:29:11,280 Baby! You're kidding. 342 00:29:12,290 --> 00:29:13,348 -Am I kidding? -Aren't you? 343 00:29:13,457 --> 00:29:16,085 Oh, yeah. Yeah, we were kidding, right? Why don't you go to Mommy? 344 00:29:16,227 --> 00:29:18,218 -Yeah. -I'll go swim with your sister. 345 00:29:18,329 --> 00:29:20,524 Come on, baby. Come with Mommy. 346 00:29:20,631 --> 00:29:25,796 'Cause your daddy is a very abusive man. 347 00:29:34,245 --> 00:29:35,371 Hey. 348 00:29:36,447 --> 00:29:40,577 I put walnut stain on this thing. Totally fucked it up. 349 00:29:42,587 --> 00:29:44,612 No, you didn't, I think it looks good. 350 00:29:44,755 --> 00:29:47,155 You think I'm ever gonna get an honest answer out of you, 351 00:29:47,291 --> 00:29:50,658 or are you just gonna love every single thing I do? 352 00:29:54,632 --> 00:29:58,090 It's... You know, I think it's ugly. 353 00:29:59,971 --> 00:30:01,404 -Thank you. -Yeah. 354 00:30:01,505 --> 00:30:04,406 I steam it. I sand it. I stain it. 355 00:30:04,508 --> 00:30:07,409 And after all of that, I only got one chance at the finish. 356 00:30:07,511 --> 00:30:11,174 And if I screw that up, then the whole thing is messed up. 357 00:30:11,315 --> 00:30:15,809 Well, what do I know? 'Cause I'm just here to deliver the water. 358 00:30:51,722 --> 00:30:52,848 Dad! 359 00:30:55,860 --> 00:30:57,293 I promised them Cold Stone. 360 00:30:57,395 --> 00:30:58,987 Dad! 361 00:30:59,096 --> 00:31:01,155 To be continued. 362 00:31:01,265 --> 00:31:02,289 Okay? 363 00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:03,992 To be continued. 364 00:31:06,203 --> 00:31:08,637 -Don't move, all right? -I won't. 365 00:31:12,777 --> 00:31:13,971 Hey, hey! 366 00:31:14,078 --> 00:31:15,568 Daddy, I want strawberry and vanilla. 367 00:31:15,713 --> 00:31:17,146 Okay. Strawberry and vanilla? 368 00:31:17,248 --> 00:31:19,045 Yeah! And Dory wants chocolate, strawberry and vanilla. 369 00:31:19,183 --> 00:31:20,980 What do you mean strawberry and vanilla? 370 00:31:21,085 --> 00:31:22,416 And Mom wants lemon. 371 00:31:22,553 --> 00:31:24,214 -Lemon? All right. -Yeah. 372 00:31:34,231 --> 00:31:35,425 I'll be back in a little while. 373 00:31:35,566 --> 00:31:36,999 -Bye! -Bye. 374 00:31:44,709 --> 00:31:45,835 Dory. 375 00:31:47,912 --> 00:31:52,372 You look like a little puppy waiting for its owner. 376 00:31:53,985 --> 00:31:56,112 Where's my ice cream? 377 00:31:58,155 --> 00:31:59,952 -Excuse me. -Mom. 378 00:32:19,276 --> 00:32:22,268 That's funny. He's not answering. 379 00:33:06,390 --> 00:33:08,449 Are you Mrs. Brian Burke? 380 00:33:15,533 --> 00:33:18,297 -You love me. You love me. -No. 381 00:33:18,402 --> 00:33:20,996 -Damn it! You bitch! -No! 382 00:33:21,138 --> 00:33:23,606 You don't love him, you love me! Do you hear me? 383 00:33:23,707 --> 00:33:25,265 Fuck! And you lied to me! 384 00:33:25,376 --> 00:33:27,503 Don't you ever say that to me again, do you hear me? 385 00:33:27,645 --> 00:33:29,943 -Don't you ever say that to me! -Hey! Stop! Stop that! 386 00:33:30,047 --> 00:33:31,674 -That's my wife! That's my wife! -Stop! I don't care. 387 00:33:31,816 --> 00:33:33,283 You're hurting her! Just leave her alone! 388 00:33:33,384 --> 00:33:34,544 -You told me you were over him! -Stop! 389 00:33:34,685 --> 00:33:36,550 Stop! Back off! 390 00:33:43,260 --> 00:33:46,195 -God. -Just breathe and count to 10. 391 00:33:46,330 --> 00:33:47,319 I'm breathing, man, all right? 392 00:33:47,431 --> 00:33:49,365 Count to 10 for me. 393 00:33:51,268 --> 00:33:57,798 -One, two, three, four... -Yeah, all right, man. 394 00:33:59,910 --> 00:34:01,070 Yes, hi. 395 00:34:01,212 --> 00:34:05,376 I need an ambulance to Southwest Vista and Elm. 396 00:34:05,516 --> 00:34:10,249 I got a woman here. She's beaten. She's badly beaten. It's domestic and... 397 00:34:15,693 --> 00:34:16,853 No! 398 00:34:26,871 --> 00:34:28,498 I've got two kids. 399 00:34:31,041 --> 00:34:36,570 I've got a 10-year-old girl and a six-year-old little boy. 400 00:34:39,116 --> 00:34:42,574 And they're in there waiting 401 00:34:42,720 --> 00:34:45,746 for their daddy to come home with ice cream. 402 00:34:47,725 --> 00:34:49,283 I'm so sorry. 403 00:35:04,975 --> 00:35:06,602 What's going on? 404 00:37:27,751 --> 00:37:29,048 Jerry? 405 00:37:30,487 --> 00:37:32,045 Oh, I'm sorry. 406 00:37:32,156 --> 00:37:34,249 He doesn't live here anymore. 407 00:37:34,391 --> 00:37:37,019 Okay, can you tell me where I can find him? 408 00:37:37,127 --> 00:37:38,856 Try the McKinley Clinic. 409 00:37:40,164 --> 00:37:43,099 Okay, the McKinley Clinic. Okay. 410 00:38:06,490 --> 00:38:07,787 -Hey! -Hi. 411 00:38:10,794 --> 00:38:12,785 What are you doing here? 412 00:38:15,332 --> 00:38:18,563 I don't know. I just wanted to see how you were. 413 00:38:20,371 --> 00:38:22,066 Good to see you. 414 00:38:23,974 --> 00:38:25,771 Want some coffee? Water? 415 00:38:27,144 --> 00:38:28,736 -Yeah. -Come on. 416 00:38:35,119 --> 00:38:38,782 So this is a methadone clinic? 417 00:38:38,889 --> 00:38:40,117 Yeah. 418 00:38:42,292 --> 00:38:45,284 -You take methadone? -Not me. 419 00:38:47,398 --> 00:38:51,459 I just help around the clinic and they give me a place to stay. 420 00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:05,045 When was the last time you used? 421 00:39:06,216 --> 00:39:08,377 Sixteen days ago. 422 00:39:08,519 --> 00:39:12,478 I tried to quit after the funeral, but I relapsed. 423 00:39:23,934 --> 00:39:25,834 So how are the kids? 424 00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:33,574 Harper's messing up in school. 425 00:39:35,679 --> 00:39:36,873 And Dory is 426 00:39:39,116 --> 00:39:42,574 having nightmares where his daddy is the monster. 427 00:39:52,196 --> 00:39:54,596 -Would you like some more? -No. 428 00:39:57,868 --> 00:39:59,665 I'm gonna shove off. 429 00:40:04,608 --> 00:40:07,543 -Stop it, Harper! -I'm not doing anything. 430 00:40:14,718 --> 00:40:16,777 Stop it, Harper! 431 00:40:16,954 --> 00:40:20,515 -Mom! -Harper! Stop it! 432 00:40:20,624 --> 00:40:23,115 You two are acting like little brats! 433 00:40:23,260 --> 00:40:28,357 All I asked you to do this morning was to sit here and eat quietly. 434 00:40:28,465 --> 00:40:31,298 But you can't even seem to do that, can you? Don't laugh, Dory! 435 00:40:31,435 --> 00:40:32,561 -Okay! -It's not funny! 436 00:40:57,261 --> 00:41:00,719 Mom? Can I sleep with you? 437 00:41:00,831 --> 00:41:03,129 Yeah, honey. Come on. 438 00:41:04,835 --> 00:41:07,269 Right here. There we go. 439 00:41:34,665 --> 00:41:36,098 Oh, shit. 440 00:42:23,714 --> 00:42:26,808 -Hey! Okay, look, here's the deal. -Hi. 441 00:42:26,917 --> 00:42:29,147 We had a fire in our garage. 442 00:42:29,252 --> 00:42:32,813 The good news, we started to rebuild it. 443 00:42:32,923 --> 00:42:35,824 The bad news, never finished it. 444 00:42:35,926 --> 00:42:39,987 So, right now, all it is, is a room with a bathroom. 445 00:42:42,132 --> 00:42:44,396 You can't stay here, Jerry. 446 00:42:47,137 --> 00:42:49,332 You're nuts. 447 00:42:49,439 --> 00:42:50,565 Why? 448 00:42:52,609 --> 00:42:54,338 Because it's free. 449 00:42:57,147 --> 00:42:58,876 I don't need your charity, Audrey. 450 00:42:58,982 --> 00:43:03,112 Who's offering you charity? I'm the one that needs the help here. 451 00:43:04,454 --> 00:43:07,787 Really, you know how high my mortgage is? 452 00:43:07,924 --> 00:43:10,051 You can move in, get yourself situated, 453 00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:13,891 and, eventually, you can get a job and you can pay me rent. 454 00:43:27,177 --> 00:43:29,907 So how come Brian never mentioned you? 455 00:43:31,348 --> 00:43:34,715 'Cause I'm a recovering heroin addict, maybe? 456 00:43:46,697 --> 00:43:48,324 I hate my wife. 457 00:43:50,534 --> 00:43:52,798 I mean, since we're sharing. 458 00:43:54,271 --> 00:43:56,432 I hate everything about her. 459 00:43:57,374 --> 00:44:01,310 And she is gonna be furious when she finds out I gave this shit to you. 460 00:44:01,445 --> 00:44:02,571 Okay. 461 00:44:20,363 --> 00:44:21,591 -Hey, Dory. -Hi. 462 00:44:21,698 --> 00:44:24,496 You gonna give us a hand? Okay, cool. 463 00:44:30,907 --> 00:44:32,272 Hey, Dory. 464 00:44:37,347 --> 00:44:38,712 You got it? 465 00:44:40,417 --> 00:44:44,649 -There we go. -Good job, good job. Good job. 466 00:44:53,764 --> 00:44:55,698 Yeah? Come in. 467 00:44:59,603 --> 00:45:01,298 It's dinnertime. 468 00:45:03,507 --> 00:45:04,997 -Dinnertime? -Yeah. 469 00:45:05,108 --> 00:45:07,076 My mom wanted me to come over and get you. 470 00:45:07,210 --> 00:45:08,199 Okay. 471 00:45:09,613 --> 00:45:13,481 I need to put on my soles. 472 00:45:13,583 --> 00:45:18,816 I got two soles, one and two. 473 00:45:20,257 --> 00:45:22,054 Okay, let's do it. 474 00:45:29,065 --> 00:45:30,657 -Come on, that would be so cool! -Yeah. 475 00:45:30,767 --> 00:45:33,065 -Yeah, that is so funny. -Yeah. 476 00:45:33,203 --> 00:45:34,363 -Hey, Jerry. -How you doing? 477 00:45:34,471 --> 00:45:37,099 Come on in. Have a seat. 478 00:45:37,240 --> 00:45:40,539 Girls? Girls, this is Jerry. 479 00:45:40,644 --> 00:45:42,737 -Jerry, this is Emily. -Hi, Emily. 480 00:45:42,879 --> 00:45:44,904 -And this is Sarah. -Hi, Sarah. 481 00:45:45,048 --> 00:45:48,882 And Jerry is a really good friend of our family 482 00:45:48,985 --> 00:45:51,078 who's gonna have dinner with us tonight, okay? 483 00:45:51,221 --> 00:45:52,210 So, who wants chicken? 484 00:45:52,322 --> 00:45:53,550 -Oh, me! -Yeah? 485 00:45:53,657 --> 00:45:56,558 -Chicken. Jerry? -No, I'm a vegetarian. 486 00:45:56,660 --> 00:45:58,355 You are? So am I. 487 00:45:58,461 --> 00:45:59,758 -Meat is murder. -I want chicken. 488 00:45:59,896 --> 00:46:02,888 I'm gonna give it to you right now, darling. There you go, one for you. 489 00:46:02,999 --> 00:46:05,092 So, I've been to California. Have you? 490 00:46:05,235 --> 00:46:08,727 Really? I haven't been to California, but I hear it's really, really cool. 491 00:46:08,839 --> 00:46:11,205 -Yeah. -I've always wanted to go there. 492 00:46:11,308 --> 00:46:12,570 It's really hot in the summer. 493 00:46:12,676 --> 00:46:17,807 Like, I was there in short-sleeve shirts and shorts all the time. It was so hot. 494 00:46:17,948 --> 00:46:19,813 -That is so cool. -And it was so... Yeah. 495 00:47:18,508 --> 00:47:19,668 Hey. 496 00:47:21,678 --> 00:47:23,043 Hey, Jerry! 497 00:47:25,015 --> 00:47:26,141 Yeah? 498 00:47:26,549 --> 00:47:28,210 I used to run with Brian every... 499 00:47:28,351 --> 00:47:31,218 I used to run with Brian every morning. 500 00:47:33,556 --> 00:47:36,354 So you want to go for a run? 501 00:47:40,096 --> 00:47:43,156 I mean, I'm smoking, Howard. 502 00:47:46,069 --> 00:47:47,468 I'll wait. 503 00:47:47,570 --> 00:47:51,165 Howard, I haven't ran since junior high school. 504 00:47:51,274 --> 00:47:52,969 We'll just, you know, go for however long. 505 00:47:53,076 --> 00:47:55,340 You know, down to the driveway, whatever. 506 00:47:55,445 --> 00:47:57,640 We'll just go, you know? 507 00:47:57,781 --> 00:48:01,080 -I don't know if I can do it. -We'll just go slow. 508 00:48:05,255 --> 00:48:09,089 That's it. That's it. Can't do it. 509 00:48:09,259 --> 00:48:10,419 Okay. 510 00:48:25,475 --> 00:48:27,238 This was our route. 511 00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:33,108 Thought about changing it afterward, 512 00:48:36,052 --> 00:48:38,179 but this is our route. 513 00:48:44,761 --> 00:48:48,219 Audrey, I don't think she's facing reality, man. 514 00:48:50,934 --> 00:48:53,425 Is she gonna have to get a job? 515 00:48:53,570 --> 00:48:55,128 Who told you that? 516 00:48:55,271 --> 00:48:59,230 No. Brian was a great developer. 517 00:48:59,342 --> 00:49:02,106 He really thought outside the box, you know? Great at rehabbing space. 518 00:49:02,245 --> 00:49:05,578 Found opportunities where nobody else could. Was just... 519 00:49:05,682 --> 00:49:08,082 Their house? Paid off long ago. 520 00:49:08,651 --> 00:49:12,485 No, Audrey'll never have to worry about money. 521 00:49:19,129 --> 00:49:21,256 -Morning. -Hey. 522 00:49:21,364 --> 00:49:23,958 -Can I have some water? -Yeah. 523 00:49:25,101 --> 00:49:26,591 Thank you. 524 00:49:40,116 --> 00:49:41,276 So... 525 00:49:52,195 --> 00:49:53,685 Why am I here? 526 00:50:07,677 --> 00:50:09,474 I don't really know. 527 00:50:20,557 --> 00:50:23,287 You know, it should've been you, Jerry. 528 00:50:29,232 --> 00:50:30,961 Why wasn't it you? 529 00:50:59,562 --> 00:51:02,588 -Sonics suck. -You suck. 530 00:51:02,732 --> 00:51:04,723 It's a rebuilding year. 531 00:51:06,136 --> 00:51:07,603 What? 532 00:51:07,737 --> 00:51:09,261 "Rebuilding year?" 533 00:51:09,405 --> 00:51:11,100 -You're nine. -Ten. 534 00:51:11,241 --> 00:51:12,674 And I'd take you down on the court anytime. 535 00:51:12,775 --> 00:51:14,834 Oh, yeah? Go ahead. 536 00:51:18,615 --> 00:51:22,210 One more time, one more time, one more time. Shoot it. Shoot it. 537 00:51:24,721 --> 00:51:26,052 Check. 538 00:51:27,557 --> 00:51:29,115 Come on, check. 539 00:51:30,093 --> 00:51:33,187 Do you ever feel like you're inside of a movie? 540 00:51:33,596 --> 00:51:36,258 Do I ever feel like I'm inside a movie? 541 00:51:36,666 --> 00:51:37,758 No. 542 00:51:39,936 --> 00:51:41,597 It's a sad movie. 543 00:51:47,577 --> 00:51:49,977 You know, it'll change, Harp. 544 00:51:53,650 --> 00:51:54,981 I promise. 545 00:51:58,354 --> 00:52:00,652 Promise. Give me a high-five. 546 00:52:03,026 --> 00:52:04,152 Okay. 547 00:52:05,094 --> 00:52:06,755 The hook, the hook! You gotta do the hook. 548 00:52:06,863 --> 00:52:09,127 Do the hook. Do the hook. 549 00:52:52,742 --> 00:52:54,710 And I'm... 550 00:52:56,312 --> 00:53:00,772 I'm wondering if maybe you might be able to help me do something. 551 00:53:01,985 --> 00:53:03,111 Sure. 552 00:53:05,421 --> 00:53:06,718 Sleep. 553 00:53:08,558 --> 00:53:10,492 -I need to sleep. -Sure. 554 00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:26,406 Okay, leave your shoes out here. 555 00:53:31,114 --> 00:53:33,514 And shut the door. 556 00:53:39,555 --> 00:53:40,681 Okay. 557 00:53:41,357 --> 00:53:42,585 Come on. 558 00:53:44,127 --> 00:53:46,493 -Okay. -I need to sleep. 559 00:53:49,565 --> 00:53:52,898 -I don't know about this. -No, trust me. 560 00:53:53,036 --> 00:53:55,698 This used to work better than Ambien. 561 00:53:57,440 --> 00:53:58,600 Okay. 562 00:53:59,742 --> 00:54:05,203 Bring this knee up, like that. Higher. Yeah, that's it. 563 00:54:08,618 --> 00:54:10,381 Turn off the light. 564 00:54:14,957 --> 00:54:18,518 Okay, now... Now take your hand 565 00:54:21,497 --> 00:54:24,364 and pull down on the earlobe. 566 00:54:25,501 --> 00:54:29,130 Just pull down. Yeah, just like that. 567 00:54:30,340 --> 00:54:34,140 Yeah, but do it faster. Harder. 568 00:54:36,579 --> 00:54:37,603 Yeah. 569 00:54:37,747 --> 00:54:39,715 -Like that? -That's it. 570 00:54:41,117 --> 00:54:42,948 Just keep doing that. 571 00:54:54,130 --> 00:54:56,792 I'm still awake. You gotta keep going. 572 00:54:59,635 --> 00:55:02,399 -Keep going, keep going. -Okay, okay, okay. 573 00:55:02,505 --> 00:55:03,904 Keep going. 574 00:56:00,696 --> 00:56:04,029 Just for today, my thoughts will be on my recovery. 575 00:56:04,167 --> 00:56:07,568 Living and enjoying life without the use of drugs. 576 00:56:07,703 --> 00:56:11,002 Just for today, I will have faith in someone in N.A. 577 00:56:11,107 --> 00:56:14,702 Who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. 578 00:56:14,844 --> 00:56:16,539 Just for today, through N.A., 579 00:56:16,679 --> 00:56:19,910 I will try to get a better perspective on my life. 580 00:56:20,049 --> 00:56:22,244 Just for today, I will be unafraid. 581 00:56:22,385 --> 00:56:25,218 My thoughts will be on my new associations, 582 00:56:25,354 --> 00:56:27,083 people who are not using 583 00:56:27,223 --> 00:56:29,350 and who have found a new way of life. 584 00:56:29,459 --> 00:56:33,088 So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear. 585 00:56:34,797 --> 00:56:37,561 Is there anyone else that'd like to share? 586 00:56:38,734 --> 00:56:40,201 -Okay. -Yeah? 587 00:56:41,737 --> 00:56:43,932 Hi, my name is Jerry and I'm an addict. 588 00:56:44,073 --> 00:56:45,438 -Hi, Jerry. -Hi, Jerry. 589 00:56:45,575 --> 00:56:47,770 I've been clean for 21 days. 590 00:56:48,945 --> 00:56:52,039 I'm here because my friend died. 591 00:56:52,148 --> 00:56:53,843 He wasn't a user. 592 00:56:54,951 --> 00:56:56,680 I knew him since second grade, 593 00:56:56,786 --> 00:57:00,586 and he was the only person who never, ever gave up on me. 594 00:57:00,723 --> 00:57:04,250 He died a hero in this fucked-up, tragic way. 595 00:57:07,497 --> 00:57:09,021 It killed me. 596 00:57:10,399 --> 00:57:11,957 It really did. 597 00:57:21,644 --> 00:57:23,544 -Jerry? -Yeah? 598 00:57:23,646 --> 00:57:25,113 -Hey. -Kelly. 599 00:57:27,083 --> 00:57:28,744 I liked your share tonight. 600 00:57:28,851 --> 00:57:31,979 Good. I like compliments. Thank you. 601 00:57:32,121 --> 00:57:34,988 -So 21 days, huh? -Yeah. 602 00:57:35,124 --> 00:57:38,218 -Bouncing off the bottom. -That's right, yeah. 603 00:57:41,464 --> 00:57:44,627 You should stay till the Serenity Prayer. 604 00:57:44,767 --> 00:57:46,064 -Excuse me? -Well, last week you left 605 00:57:46,168 --> 00:57:49,899 before the Serenity Prayer, and it's disrespectful to leave before it. 606 00:57:50,006 --> 00:57:51,837 Disrespectful to who? 607 00:57:53,442 --> 00:57:55,103 To your recovery. 608 00:57:56,879 --> 00:57:59,404 Well, my recovery thanks you. 609 00:58:06,122 --> 00:58:08,784 -Are you married? -No. 610 00:58:11,494 --> 00:58:13,621 Do you have children? 611 00:58:13,729 --> 00:58:15,754 Do I have children? Two. 612 00:58:16,165 --> 00:58:19,293 A six-year-old son and a 10-year-old daughter. 613 00:58:21,637 --> 00:58:25,801 Well, I should probably go, 614 00:58:25,908 --> 00:58:29,036 but I'll see you next week. 615 00:58:29,178 --> 00:58:30,304 Yeah. 616 00:58:31,814 --> 00:58:33,145 Buckle up! 617 00:58:41,390 --> 00:58:43,790 -Hey. Hi. -Hi. Hey. 618 00:58:45,194 --> 00:58:48,220 You hungry? You want me to make you a sandwich or... 619 00:58:48,364 --> 00:58:52,164 No, no, I'm fine. You think I could use the computer? 620 00:58:53,536 --> 00:58:55,299 Yeah. Sure. 621 00:58:55,404 --> 00:58:58,202 Howard wants me to look into something. 622 00:58:58,341 --> 00:59:00,707 Okay. Come on, I'll show you. 623 00:59:04,513 --> 00:59:06,003 It's in there. 624 01:00:00,734 --> 01:00:05,034 I know I should... I think I need to clean it out or... 625 01:00:50,350 --> 01:00:52,614 Those shoes are looking good! 626 01:01:01,227 --> 01:01:04,287 So, how does a lawyer become a heroin addict? 627 01:01:07,567 --> 01:01:09,626 -Really? -Yeah. 628 01:01:09,736 --> 01:01:13,968 Well, you start by doing coke, and then you move on to a little crystal meth, 629 01:01:14,073 --> 01:01:18,032 you get paranoid, then you find heroin, and after that... 630 01:01:20,847 --> 01:01:23,213 But you were a good lawyer, right? 631 01:01:26,586 --> 01:01:28,554 Who cares? Look at me. 632 01:01:31,758 --> 01:01:33,453 Come work for me. 633 01:01:35,428 --> 01:01:37,828 I don't know the first thing about the mortgage business, Howard. 634 01:01:37,931 --> 01:01:40,399 You know what a house is, right? 635 01:01:40,533 --> 01:01:43,502 That's a good interview. You got the job. 636 01:01:49,676 --> 01:01:51,075 Here you go. 637 01:01:52,111 --> 01:01:53,476 Thank you. 638 01:01:55,014 --> 01:01:58,381 -And here's the living room. -Yeah. 639 01:01:58,518 --> 01:02:02,648 As you can see, Doris gets her decorating tips from Uday Hussein. 640 01:02:03,690 --> 01:02:06,659 She's gonna get all this, you know, the house and everything. 641 01:02:06,759 --> 01:02:09,227 -So you're gonna go for it? -Yeah. 642 01:02:10,730 --> 01:02:13,995 But I'm not good at facing my fears. 643 01:02:15,902 --> 01:02:17,995 I'm not strong like you. 644 01:02:19,706 --> 01:02:21,230 Strong like me? 645 01:02:24,777 --> 01:02:27,678 Look, you're gonna have to take this test, 646 01:02:27,780 --> 01:02:29,611 the Washington State mortgage brokers' exam, 647 01:02:29,749 --> 01:02:32,912 but don't freak out. I'll coach you through it. 648 01:02:38,091 --> 01:02:39,786 -You sure? -Yeah. 649 01:02:41,728 --> 01:02:42,854 Good. 650 01:04:12,352 --> 01:04:15,014 Hey. I brought your laundry. 651 01:04:16,889 --> 01:04:18,618 -Yeah. -Thank you. 652 01:04:21,060 --> 01:04:22,857 You look good. 653 01:04:22,996 --> 01:04:26,796 I mean, a lot better than you did when you got here. 654 01:04:27,600 --> 01:04:31,058 Thank you. Thirty-nine days. 655 01:04:39,212 --> 01:04:41,146 What's heroin like? 656 01:04:45,852 --> 01:04:49,413 You ever heard that expression, "Being kissed by God"? 657 01:04:53,860 --> 01:04:56,021 Well, that's just at first. 658 01:05:26,059 --> 01:05:28,425 All you do is you chase it. 659 01:05:29,562 --> 01:05:33,089 You chase that initial feeling when you can never get it back. 660 01:05:33,232 --> 01:05:36,531 You can get the escape when you do get high, 661 01:05:36,636 --> 01:05:39,264 but never like the first few times. 662 01:05:40,807 --> 01:05:42,604 I wanna escape. 663 01:05:44,977 --> 01:05:46,137 Yeah. 664 01:05:47,313 --> 01:05:51,374 I wanna know what it feels like to escape. 665 01:05:51,484 --> 01:05:53,247 No, you wouldn't. 666 01:05:53,986 --> 01:05:55,476 Yes, I would. 667 01:05:57,990 --> 01:06:02,450 And I would chase that feeling all day. 668 01:06:04,630 --> 01:06:07,326 I would chase it until I couldn't chase it anymore. 669 01:06:07,500 --> 01:06:08,831 -No, you wouldn't. -Yes, I would chase it. 670 01:06:08,968 --> 01:06:10,333 No, you wouldn't. 671 01:06:11,938 --> 01:06:13,769 You're too strong. 672 01:06:15,374 --> 01:06:16,773 Too engaged. 673 01:06:44,203 --> 01:06:45,534 I'm sorry. 674 01:06:51,978 --> 01:06:53,673 Sorry about that. 675 01:06:56,415 --> 01:06:57,541 Yeah. 676 01:07:02,588 --> 01:07:03,987 I'm sorry. 677 01:07:15,501 --> 01:07:16,627 Oh, you... 678 01:07:21,207 --> 01:07:22,469 Let's play, sucker! 679 01:07:22,575 --> 01:07:24,805 Don't let my head get wet. 680 01:07:24,911 --> 01:07:28,347 -You don't let your head under water? -No. 681 01:07:28,447 --> 01:07:30,915 Can you put your chin under water? 682 01:07:31,784 --> 01:07:33,081 Show me. 683 01:07:37,757 --> 01:07:39,588 How about this ear? 684 01:07:42,862 --> 01:07:44,921 -And the other ear? -Yeah. 685 01:07:46,032 --> 01:07:48,091 And the top of your head? 686 01:07:51,571 --> 01:07:53,937 There, you just put your head under water. 687 01:07:55,441 --> 01:07:59,434 Your chin, the top of your head, both of your ears. 688 01:08:00,213 --> 01:08:02,943 That's everything, man. How do you feel? 689 01:08:04,584 --> 01:08:05,846 I don't know. 690 01:08:05,952 --> 01:08:09,046 Well, why don't you put it under and tell me? 691 01:08:09,155 --> 01:08:11,248 You've already done it. 692 01:08:11,390 --> 01:08:13,950 It's easy to do something you've already done, man. 693 01:08:14,093 --> 01:08:16,721 -Wanna do it fast? -Yeah. 694 01:08:16,829 --> 01:08:18,456 On three? 695 01:08:18,598 --> 01:08:22,967 One, two, three! 696 01:08:41,153 --> 01:08:42,984 -Hi. -Hi. 697 01:08:43,122 --> 01:08:44,612 Everything okay? 698 01:08:44,757 --> 01:08:47,089 -Yeah. Can I... -Yeah, come in. Yeah. 699 01:08:53,432 --> 01:08:54,763 Sit down. 700 01:09:00,439 --> 01:09:01,997 Sit down. Yeah. 701 01:09:05,778 --> 01:09:08,747 What you did today broke my heart. 702 01:09:11,450 --> 01:09:13,008 What'd I do? 703 01:09:13,152 --> 01:09:16,178 You got Dory to put his head under the water. 704 01:09:18,491 --> 01:09:21,585 -Just a cute trick, you know. -He's six. 705 01:09:21,694 --> 01:09:24,492 Harper put hers under when she was only three. 706 01:09:24,630 --> 01:09:27,622 It was something that Brian tried and tried 707 01:09:27,733 --> 01:09:30,133 to get Dory to do, but he couldn't. 708 01:09:30,236 --> 01:09:34,605 And that victory today of getting Dory's head to go under 709 01:09:34,707 --> 01:09:37,175 was not supposed to be yours. 710 01:09:39,011 --> 01:09:41,878 It wasn't meant for you to have that moment. 711 01:09:42,014 --> 01:09:46,212 And for me, watching you was like this... 712 01:09:48,654 --> 01:09:49,643 This... 713 01:09:51,357 --> 01:09:52,722 I'm sorry. 714 01:10:22,355 --> 01:10:24,380 Harper's missing. 715 01:10:24,523 --> 01:10:25,888 The principal just called. 716 01:10:26,025 --> 01:10:29,483 She's not in school now and she wasn't there yesterday, either. 717 01:10:29,595 --> 01:10:33,656 She's been missing school for two days, but she was here last night. 718 01:10:33,766 --> 01:10:36,701 I'm freaking out, Jerry. She's not answering her cell phone. 719 01:10:36,802 --> 01:10:39,236 I saw her get on the school bus this morning, okay? 720 01:10:39,372 --> 01:10:43,866 Well, you stay here in case she comes back because I'm going to the school. 721 01:10:43,976 --> 01:10:45,841 ...life without you. 722 01:10:48,214 --> 01:10:49,943 And you know I'm not afraid to die. 723 01:10:50,549 --> 01:10:52,278 That's between you and yourself, Norma. 724 01:10:52,418 --> 01:10:55,012 You think I made that up about the gun, don't you? 725 01:10:56,322 --> 01:10:57,619 Harper! 726 01:11:01,961 --> 01:11:05,226 Call your mommy right now and tell her you're fine. 727 01:11:08,067 --> 01:11:10,365 Yeah, it's almost over. 728 01:11:11,237 --> 01:11:14,866 Call her right now! Right now, young girl! 729 01:11:22,281 --> 01:11:24,715 How'd you know where to find me? 730 01:11:27,586 --> 01:11:29,247 Your dad told me. 731 01:11:45,938 --> 01:11:47,269 You know, 732 01:11:48,207 --> 01:11:51,938 you could marry my mom and then she'd be happy again, 733 01:11:52,044 --> 01:11:54,274 and we could be a family. 734 01:11:55,881 --> 01:11:57,746 That could never happen, Harp. 735 01:11:57,850 --> 01:11:59,317 Why not? 736 01:11:59,452 --> 01:12:04,014 Because that would make it so my best friend never existed. 737 01:12:04,156 --> 01:12:05,316 But... 738 01:12:06,725 --> 01:12:08,192 He did exist. 739 01:12:11,897 --> 01:12:13,330 I guess that's why. 740 01:12:13,466 --> 01:12:17,869 And it doesn't matter because I could never fill his shoes, you know? 741 01:12:22,308 --> 01:12:24,538 You know what? I passed the test, though. 742 01:12:24,677 --> 01:12:26,167 -Really? -Yep. 743 01:12:26,312 --> 01:12:28,371 -Good job. -Thank you. 744 01:12:33,052 --> 01:12:34,952 Well, go ahead and tell her. 745 01:12:35,054 --> 01:12:36,521 You tell her. 746 01:12:36,689 --> 01:12:40,125 Well, there is a week every year 747 01:12:41,193 --> 01:12:44,890 that the Park Theater plays a different black-and-white movie every day, 748 01:12:45,030 --> 01:12:48,966 and Brian used to take off work and pull Harper out of school, 749 01:12:49,068 --> 01:12:50,365 and they'd both play hooky together 750 01:12:50,503 --> 01:12:52,903 and see one of these black-and-white movies, 751 01:12:53,038 --> 01:12:56,405 so that's where I found baby Hitchcock over here. 752 01:13:07,620 --> 01:13:10,020 How'd you know about the movies? 753 01:13:11,123 --> 01:13:12,715 Brian told me. 754 01:13:14,360 --> 01:13:17,887 So how the fuck did you know about it and I didn't? 755 01:13:19,798 --> 01:13:21,231 I don't know. 756 01:13:23,536 --> 01:13:27,529 Maybe he knew if you did, you wouldn't let him do it again. 757 01:13:29,875 --> 01:13:32,503 Just don't take it out on her, okay? 758 01:13:33,946 --> 01:13:35,743 It's not her fault. 759 01:13:45,124 --> 01:13:46,557 What's wrong? 760 01:13:47,426 --> 01:13:49,519 This isn't working, Jerry. 761 01:13:50,796 --> 01:13:53,264 Those are my kids, 762 01:13:53,399 --> 01:13:56,300 and I don't need you or anybody else telling me how to raise them. 763 01:13:56,435 --> 01:13:58,096 I know that. 764 01:13:58,237 --> 01:14:01,297 You need to get your stuff and you need to go. 765 01:14:03,175 --> 01:14:04,301 Go. 766 01:14:07,780 --> 01:14:09,145 Audrey. 767 01:14:11,784 --> 01:14:13,046 Audrey. 768 01:14:14,453 --> 01:14:15,647 Audrey. 769 01:14:17,456 --> 01:14:18,480 Audrey. 770 01:14:18,624 --> 01:14:20,751 Audrey, Audrey, stop. 771 01:14:24,697 --> 01:14:26,255 This is unfair. 772 01:14:26,365 --> 01:14:29,163 Not to me, to Harper and Dory. 773 01:14:31,804 --> 01:14:34,671 Yeah, you're being selfish. 774 01:14:36,108 --> 01:14:37,405 Fuck you! 775 01:14:44,216 --> 01:14:45,683 -Thank you, Michael. -Thank you, Michael. 776 01:14:45,818 --> 01:14:47,752 Anyone else? Okay, who's next? 777 01:14:48,954 --> 01:14:50,012 Kelly. 778 01:14:50,155 --> 01:14:52,282 Hi, my name's Kelly and I'm an addict. 779 01:14:52,391 --> 01:14:54,120 -Hi, Kelly. -Hi, Kelly. 780 01:14:54,226 --> 01:14:57,161 So I'm really mad today and frustrated 781 01:14:57,296 --> 01:15:00,322 because there's this woman at the convalescent home I work at, 782 01:15:00,466 --> 01:15:03,765 her name's Catherine. She's 96 years old. 783 01:15:03,869 --> 01:15:07,805 She's always been this really upbeat, high-energy, optimistic... 784 01:15:07,906 --> 01:15:12,104 Big smile all the time, and she was recently diagnosed with cancer. 785 01:15:12,211 --> 01:15:15,476 But it's the kind that spreads slowly, you know, it takes about 20 years. 786 01:15:15,581 --> 01:15:18,209 And I didn't want them to tell her. You know, what's the point, right? 787 01:15:18,350 --> 01:15:22,878 She's gonna die of old age. She's not gonna die of cancer. 788 01:15:23,022 --> 01:15:24,148 They fucking told her! 789 01:15:24,256 --> 01:15:27,225 And now she knows, she's in her bed all day, 790 01:15:27,359 --> 01:15:29,793 she sleeps, she cries. It's... 791 01:15:30,663 --> 01:15:33,799 I just... I don't think that they should've told her. 792 01:15:34,900 --> 01:15:36,731 I'll be back. 793 01:15:36,869 --> 01:15:38,803 -Thanks, Kelly. -Thanks, Kelly. 794 01:15:38,904 --> 01:15:42,567 Now, for those who wish, please let's join in the Serenity Prayer. 795 01:15:53,519 --> 01:15:59,480 God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 796 01:15:59,591 --> 01:16:03,083 the courage to change the things I can, 797 01:16:03,228 --> 01:16:05,526 and the wisdom to know the difference. 798 01:16:35,761 --> 01:16:38,628 Are you gonna sell those to buy drugs? 799 01:16:38,764 --> 01:16:40,288 Excuse me? 800 01:16:40,432 --> 01:16:42,957 Are you gonna sell it to buy drugs? 801 01:16:44,403 --> 01:16:46,132 Why aren't you in bed? 802 01:16:46,905 --> 01:16:48,634 I had a nightmare. 803 01:16:50,476 --> 01:16:52,103 Well, me, too. 804 01:16:54,146 --> 01:16:57,411 Don't steal those. Put them back. It's bad. 805 01:16:59,651 --> 01:17:01,118 Put them back. 806 01:17:03,922 --> 01:17:05,389 Put them back. 807 01:17:05,491 --> 01:17:06,617 Okay. 808 01:17:06,759 --> 01:17:08,818 -It's not good. -Okay. 809 01:17:09,995 --> 01:17:11,155 Okay. 810 01:17:36,188 --> 01:17:39,521 So what's your nightmare about? 811 01:17:44,163 --> 01:17:45,528 I woke up, 812 01:17:46,698 --> 01:17:48,825 went into my mom's bedroom. 813 01:17:49,234 --> 01:17:51,634 She wasn't there. She was gone. 814 01:17:53,071 --> 01:17:55,938 I came down here to check where she was. 815 01:17:57,543 --> 01:17:59,101 Then I woke up. 816 01:18:06,485 --> 01:18:10,182 You know, the good thing is that it's... It's just a dream. 817 01:18:10,756 --> 01:18:12,314 It's not real. 818 01:18:15,227 --> 01:18:18,663 She usually sits with me until I fall back asleep. 819 01:18:25,904 --> 01:18:30,500 "I look at each game, each day, as a new chance." 820 01:18:49,261 --> 01:18:52,856 Jerry! Let's play, sucker! 821 01:19:02,975 --> 01:19:06,411 Jerry's gone! He's moved out! 822 01:19:06,812 --> 01:19:09,610 He's gonna go do drugs again. 823 01:19:09,748 --> 01:19:13,115 He's not gonna go do drugs, honey. Why would you think that? 824 01:19:13,252 --> 01:19:14,412 Is it because of me? 825 01:19:14,553 --> 01:19:17,113 Because I skipped school to go see those old movies? 826 01:19:17,256 --> 01:19:19,884 I promise, I promise, I'll never do it again! 827 01:19:19,992 --> 01:19:21,789 Just let Jerry come back! 828 01:19:21,927 --> 01:19:26,455 Honey, nothing you did made Jerry leave, okay? 829 01:19:27,499 --> 01:19:31,094 He's gonna be back, you'll see. And he's gonna be fine. 830 01:19:31,236 --> 01:19:32,965 He's a big guy. 831 01:19:33,105 --> 01:19:36,597 Trust me on this one. Come on, give me the ball. 832 01:19:36,742 --> 01:19:39,404 Does that mean Jerry's gonna die now? 833 01:19:41,079 --> 01:19:44,310 Congratulations on two years of being clean. 834 01:19:48,120 --> 01:19:49,314 Thank you. 835 01:19:52,357 --> 01:19:54,416 My name is Frances and I'm an addict. 836 01:19:54,526 --> 01:19:55,993 Hi, Frances. 837 01:19:57,162 --> 01:20:00,256 Coming here for two years now 838 01:20:00,365 --> 01:20:03,334 has made me believe that this is possible. 839 01:20:06,872 --> 01:20:11,138 My mother gave me this bear when I was five years old, 840 01:20:11,276 --> 01:20:14,643 and I plan to pass this bear on to my daughter when she's five. 841 01:20:14,780 --> 01:20:16,941 You're gonna make it, girl. 842 01:20:17,049 --> 01:20:18,448 Thank you. 843 01:20:25,891 --> 01:20:27,449 Jerry? 844 01:20:27,559 --> 01:20:28,821 Who is this? 845 01:20:30,696 --> 01:20:32,163 Who's this? 846 01:20:32,297 --> 01:20:33,958 My name's Kelly. 847 01:20:36,501 --> 01:20:38,526 Is this where Jerry lives? 848 01:20:38,670 --> 01:20:40,262 -Yeah. -Is he there? 849 01:20:40,372 --> 01:20:42,806 'Cause he wasn't at the N.A. Meeting. 850 01:20:42,908 --> 01:20:43,966 It was Fran's birthday, 851 01:20:44,076 --> 01:20:46,340 and this wasn't a meeting that he would've missed. 852 01:20:46,478 --> 01:20:48,309 What does that mean? 853 01:20:50,148 --> 01:20:51,809 He's relapsed. 854 01:20:56,254 --> 01:20:59,985 Do you have any idea where he might be? 855 01:21:00,092 --> 01:21:02,219 You don't wanna go there. 856 01:21:39,698 --> 01:21:41,222 Hey, baby! 857 01:22:01,486 --> 01:22:02,612 Jerry? 858 01:22:06,758 --> 01:22:07,884 Jerry? 859 01:22:08,927 --> 01:22:12,522 Jerry! Jerry! It's Audrey. 860 01:22:13,765 --> 01:22:17,201 -Hi, Audrey. -It's Audrey. Get up. 861 01:22:17,302 --> 01:22:22,763 I'm taking you home. Come on! Get up! Get up! 862 01:22:27,746 --> 01:22:28,974 Come on. 863 01:22:31,349 --> 01:22:32,611 Come on. 864 01:22:42,828 --> 01:22:44,625 You see what's left? 865 01:22:46,932 --> 01:22:48,456 Shut up, Jerry. 866 01:22:51,503 --> 01:22:52,970 What can I get for you, Jerry, 867 01:22:53,105 --> 01:22:56,438 right now, that's gonna help you feel better? 868 01:22:56,541 --> 01:22:57,906 Chocolate. 869 01:22:58,510 --> 01:22:59,841 Chocolate. 870 01:23:02,314 --> 01:23:04,976 Come on. Jerry. 871 01:23:05,117 --> 01:23:07,813 It's fucked up. It's fucked up. 872 01:23:07,953 --> 01:23:12,754 -It's fucked up. -Sit down, Jerry. Sit down. Yeah. 873 01:23:12,858 --> 01:23:14,155 Jerry? 874 01:23:14,292 --> 01:23:15,850 What else do you need? 875 01:23:15,994 --> 01:23:19,862 You know what? I would like some ice cream, please. 876 01:23:19,998 --> 01:23:22,466 Okay, I'll get you some ice cream, 877 01:23:22,567 --> 01:23:26,128 but for right now, Neal is gonna stay here with you, okay? 878 01:23:27,472 --> 01:23:28,461 Okay? 879 01:23:34,880 --> 01:23:36,814 -Hi, Neal. -Hey, Jerry. 880 01:23:38,316 --> 01:23:41,419 Looks like we're gonna be roommates for a while, all right? 881 01:23:41,419 --> 01:23:42,113 Looks like we're gonna be roommates for a while, all right? 882 01:23:42,988 --> 01:23:46,480 Fine with me, but don't... 883 01:23:50,996 --> 01:23:52,361 Hey, Jerry? 884 01:23:56,535 --> 01:24:01,905 Hey, hey, hey, hey! Jerry! Jerry! Jerry! Jerry! 885 01:24:02,040 --> 01:24:03,530 Too much sleep. 886 01:24:05,443 --> 01:24:08,207 Well, we're gonna get you cleaned up. 887 01:24:09,414 --> 01:24:10,904 Get you out of those clothes. 888 01:24:11,049 --> 01:24:15,076 I hate it, man. I hate it. 889 01:24:16,955 --> 01:24:19,822 Oopsie-daisy. Okay, you got any more drugs on you? 890 01:24:19,925 --> 01:24:21,916 I don't. Oh, no. 891 01:24:22,060 --> 01:24:23,550 Any needles? 892 01:24:26,264 --> 01:24:28,357 Okay, get that off. 893 01:24:31,403 --> 01:24:32,927 We're gonna put that... 894 01:24:33,205 --> 01:24:34,832 Hey! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! 895 01:24:34,940 --> 01:24:37,238 Hey, you just got here. Go ahead, sit down. 896 01:25:06,338 --> 01:25:07,896 Who's with him? 897 01:25:08,840 --> 01:25:11,809 My brother. Thanks for telling me about him. 898 01:25:15,614 --> 01:25:17,878 Are you his girlfriend? 899 01:25:17,983 --> 01:25:19,883 No. No. 900 01:25:21,586 --> 01:25:22,575 He 901 01:25:24,489 --> 01:25:26,957 was my husband's best friend. 902 01:25:29,294 --> 01:25:31,592 The one who was shot? 903 01:25:40,872 --> 01:25:43,170 Was he the love of your life? 904 01:25:49,481 --> 01:25:51,915 I lost the love of my life, too. 905 01:25:54,352 --> 01:25:55,944 To an overdose. 906 01:25:57,455 --> 01:25:59,753 But it's what got me clean. 907 01:25:59,858 --> 01:26:02,759 You know, they say that every time a user dies, 908 01:26:02,861 --> 01:26:04,795 there's one that gets clean because of it. 909 01:26:06,298 --> 01:26:08,095 How long ago? 910 01:26:08,199 --> 01:26:10,599 2,653 days. 911 01:26:14,406 --> 01:26:16,704 Does it get better? 912 01:26:16,841 --> 01:26:18,775 It gets different. 913 01:26:18,877 --> 01:26:20,640 I have a new life, 914 01:26:21,680 --> 01:26:25,309 so now I can have a new love of my life. 915 01:26:29,087 --> 01:26:32,523 Well, I don't know anything about addiction, Kelly, 916 01:26:32,657 --> 01:26:34,887 so would you like to help me? 917 01:26:36,928 --> 01:26:40,295 Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Okay! 918 01:26:40,699 --> 01:26:43,065 Hey, hey, hey. 919 01:26:43,201 --> 01:26:45,328 Come on, come on, come on. 920 01:26:48,340 --> 01:26:51,571 Come on. Come on, come on. 921 01:26:51,710 --> 01:26:53,905 Come on. Come on. Come on. 922 01:26:54,045 --> 01:26:55,478 You gotta breathe. You gotta breathe, baby. 923 01:26:55,580 --> 01:26:58,811 It's me, it's me. It's okay. You gotta breathe. 924 01:27:28,780 --> 01:27:30,839 I got you. 925 01:27:32,217 --> 01:27:33,616 It's okay. 926 01:27:35,253 --> 01:27:37,687 Okay, okay. Nice and easy. 927 01:27:37,789 --> 01:27:39,552 I feel like shit. 928 01:27:41,426 --> 01:27:43,917 So the antacid you can give him now. 929 01:27:44,062 --> 01:27:47,725 The tea is to help him keep down solids, 930 01:27:47,832 --> 01:27:51,199 and you want to give him the antihistamine really only at night. 931 01:27:51,302 --> 01:27:54,396 -Okay. No, no, no, that's for Jerry. -Nice. 932 01:27:54,506 --> 01:27:56,906 Do you want a little taste? Huh? 933 01:27:57,776 --> 01:27:59,539 When can I see him? 934 01:28:03,148 --> 01:28:06,379 Very soon, honey. Promise. 935 01:28:13,691 --> 01:28:15,215 All right. Come on, right here, man. 936 01:28:15,326 --> 01:28:17,988 Take this. Take this. It's gonna help you out. 937 01:28:19,631 --> 01:28:22,725 All right, get it down, get it down. 938 01:28:22,834 --> 01:28:25,064 A little water. All right. 939 01:28:34,212 --> 01:28:35,577 I'm cold! 940 01:29:28,766 --> 01:29:31,132 Are you gonna die like my dad? 941 01:29:31,936 --> 01:29:33,130 Yeah. 942 01:29:35,340 --> 01:29:36,864 When? 943 01:29:37,008 --> 01:29:39,670 As soon as possible, I hope. 944 01:29:40,912 --> 01:29:42,903 You're kidding, right? 945 01:29:51,923 --> 01:29:54,585 I brought you some cookies and water. 946 01:29:55,527 --> 01:29:58,496 C-3PO and R2-D2. 947 01:29:58,596 --> 01:29:59,722 Yeah. 948 01:30:01,065 --> 01:30:04,034 3PO was a little stuck-up. 949 01:30:04,135 --> 01:30:05,227 Yeah. 950 01:30:05,370 --> 01:30:07,429 I like R2-D2 better. 951 01:30:09,574 --> 01:30:10,563 Excuse me. 952 01:30:12,810 --> 01:30:15,074 He seemed more accessible. 953 01:30:17,415 --> 01:30:18,677 Here. 954 01:30:38,303 --> 01:30:39,361 Here! Get back. 955 01:30:39,470 --> 01:30:40,596 Hey, Jerry. 956 01:30:42,307 --> 01:30:44,434 -Hi, Audrey. -Ready, Emily? 957 01:30:44,576 --> 01:30:45,702 Come on in. 958 01:30:45,810 --> 01:30:48,142 I'm just... I'm smoking. 959 01:30:48,279 --> 01:30:51,146 Well, it's okay, you can smoke inside. 960 01:30:51,282 --> 01:30:52,476 Okay. 961 01:30:52,750 --> 01:30:55,617 So he does not pay, right? 962 01:30:56,588 --> 01:30:58,579 So, essentially, we are... 963 01:31:05,196 --> 01:31:06,754 -Hi, Diane. -Hi! 964 01:31:06,864 --> 01:31:07,990 Hi. 965 01:31:10,001 --> 01:31:12,799 -How you doing? -Feeling better. 966 01:31:14,939 --> 01:31:16,839 Good. You look better. 967 01:31:16,975 --> 01:31:18,272 Thanks. 968 01:31:22,547 --> 01:31:23,980 He's so wrong. 969 01:31:25,717 --> 01:31:26,911 What? 970 01:31:28,219 --> 01:31:31,780 "R2-D2 is more accessible?" 971 01:31:38,563 --> 01:31:41,157 So it wasn't a hallucination, huh? 972 01:31:41,299 --> 01:31:43,631 No. That was my son. 973 01:31:47,572 --> 01:31:50,837 He was so cute. Brought me a cookie and water. 974 01:31:56,014 --> 01:31:57,777 Hold on, excuse me. 975 01:31:59,217 --> 01:32:01,378 Dory! What did your mother say? 976 01:32:01,519 --> 01:32:03,885 What did your mother say? What did your mother say? 977 01:32:08,259 --> 01:32:10,659 You wanna sit and have some dinner? 978 01:32:10,762 --> 01:32:14,493 I think you should eat, you know? Maybe you can keep it down. 979 01:32:14,599 --> 01:32:15,896 I'll try. 980 01:32:29,414 --> 01:32:31,143 See how he's spinning around like that? 981 01:32:31,249 --> 01:32:32,477 Brian used to do the same thing. 982 01:32:32,583 --> 01:32:35,074 Basketball games, soccer games, any game. 983 01:32:35,219 --> 01:32:36,413 I know. 984 01:32:41,959 --> 01:32:43,824 I miss the silliness, 985 01:32:47,432 --> 01:32:48,763 the fun. 986 01:32:56,441 --> 01:33:01,174 I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel happy again. 987 01:33:07,318 --> 01:33:10,219 Am I ever gonna feel beautiful? 988 01:33:10,321 --> 01:33:12,118 You are beautiful. 989 01:33:15,126 --> 01:33:17,253 No, I mean on the inside. 990 01:33:20,064 --> 01:33:23,261 You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. 991 01:33:34,345 --> 01:33:35,903 -Hey. -Hey. 992 01:33:36,814 --> 01:33:38,611 What are you doing here? 993 01:33:38,750 --> 01:33:40,377 I invited her. 994 01:33:50,828 --> 01:33:51,954 -Howard? -Yeah? 995 01:33:52,096 --> 01:33:54,087 Can we swim in the pool tomorrow? 996 01:33:56,300 --> 01:33:59,792 I'm sorry, Dory, but I don't live there anymore. 997 01:33:59,937 --> 01:34:00,961 Why? 998 01:34:01,105 --> 01:34:06,236 Well, because my soon to be ex-wife is gonna get the house. 999 01:34:07,545 --> 01:34:10,810 Honey, we'll find another place to swim. Okay? 1000 01:34:10,948 --> 01:34:12,438 What kind of music did your husband like? 1001 01:34:12,550 --> 01:34:14,814 Did he like classical music? 1002 01:34:19,290 --> 01:34:20,416 Yeah. 1003 01:34:21,559 --> 01:34:23,925 What did he drink after dinner? 1004 01:34:25,396 --> 01:34:28,297 Coffee? Italian wine? Or nothing? 1005 01:34:33,237 --> 01:34:37,196 Chocolate milk. He loved chocolate milk. 1006 01:34:41,245 --> 01:34:44,043 -What kind of toothpaste did he use? -Crest. 1007 01:34:46,818 --> 01:34:48,285 He... Crest. 1008 01:34:51,022 --> 01:34:54,014 Come on, ask me a question, Kelly. 1009 01:34:54,158 --> 01:34:57,321 Okay, what was his favorite movie? 1010 01:34:58,396 --> 01:35:00,057 I can't remember. 1011 01:35:00,531 --> 01:35:04,695 He liked this really old boring one, with the guy from Meet the Fockers. 1012 01:35:06,270 --> 01:35:07,567 Godfather II. 1013 01:35:07,705 --> 01:35:09,366 -It was One, actually. -Yeah. 1014 01:35:09,507 --> 01:35:10,496 No, he liked Two. 1015 01:35:10,608 --> 01:35:11,836 My dad shot a squirrel. 1016 01:35:11,943 --> 01:35:13,672 -He did? -Yeah. 1017 01:35:13,778 --> 01:35:16,838 He killed it. He cried a lot. 1018 01:35:18,416 --> 01:35:20,145 He was nine. 1019 01:35:20,251 --> 01:35:22,742 -We had a fire. -You did? 1020 01:35:22,887 --> 01:35:24,912 Yeah. 1021 01:35:25,056 --> 01:35:26,580 How did it happen? 1022 01:35:26,724 --> 01:35:28,021 It was electrical. 1023 01:35:28,125 --> 01:35:32,027 -The garage door opener went kaput. -Oh, yeah. 1024 01:35:35,132 --> 01:35:38,590 -Yeah. -My dad wasn't upset, but my mom was. 1025 01:35:41,239 --> 01:35:42,399 Yeah. 1026 01:35:44,742 --> 01:35:50,578 We lost so many things, I mean, baby clothes, our photo albums. 1027 01:35:50,715 --> 01:35:51,704 My bike. 1028 01:35:51,816 --> 01:35:56,776 Your bike, important papers, everything, just... 1029 01:35:58,389 --> 01:36:01,119 We lost a lot. And I remember, I... 1030 01:36:04,795 --> 01:36:09,027 I went to him and I said, you know, "How can you be so calm?" 1031 01:36:10,067 --> 01:36:13,867 And he said, "Hey, you know, those are just things, Audrey. 1032 01:36:13,971 --> 01:36:16,735 "Those are just the stuff. That's just stuff. 1033 01:36:16,841 --> 01:36:19,036 "We still have each other." 1034 01:36:44,101 --> 01:36:45,261 Hi. 1035 01:36:48,139 --> 01:36:49,606 Are you okay? 1036 01:36:53,644 --> 01:36:55,271 This is a list 1037 01:36:59,150 --> 01:37:02,017 of all the things we lost in the fire. 1038 01:37:11,028 --> 01:37:12,461 He's gone. 1039 01:37:19,303 --> 01:37:20,702 He's gone. 1040 01:38:18,429 --> 01:38:22,024 Jerry! Why? Why? 1041 01:38:23,300 --> 01:38:28,932 It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. 1042 01:38:37,114 --> 01:38:39,014 It's gonna be okay. 1043 01:39:59,396 --> 01:40:00,624 Audrey? 1044 01:40:00,731 --> 01:40:03,996 Yeah? I'm back here. In Dory's room. 1045 01:40:05,870 --> 01:40:07,667 Harper told me you wanted to see me. 1046 01:40:07,805 --> 01:40:11,798 Hey, come on. Sit down. 1047 01:40:21,352 --> 01:40:25,118 So I spoke to Kelly. 1048 01:40:27,725 --> 01:40:28,953 And... 1049 01:40:30,694 --> 01:40:34,790 She said that this, you know... 1050 01:40:34,899 --> 01:40:40,963 This facility, or rehab place really worked for her. 1051 01:40:43,274 --> 01:40:44,400 So... 1052 01:40:47,511 --> 01:40:53,541 Now, I was kind of thinking that maybe you should go and... 1053 01:40:53,684 --> 01:40:58,553 Audrey, you've already done enough for me. 1054 01:41:00,191 --> 01:41:02,853 Right. Okay, but, look, if you're gonna make this about money, 1055 01:41:02,960 --> 01:41:04,689 then I'm gonna be pissed. 1056 01:41:04,795 --> 01:41:06,660 Now, if you wanna make it about something else, 1057 01:41:06,764 --> 01:41:10,097 I mean, I don't know, whatever, I'm gonna hate it, 1058 01:41:10,601 --> 01:41:14,537 but, you know, I guess I can accept that. 1059 01:41:31,155 --> 01:41:35,854 You know, Brian used to say something to the kids all the time. 1060 01:41:37,995 --> 01:41:39,860 "Accept the good." 1061 01:41:44,902 --> 01:41:46,870 Accept the good, Jerry. 1062 01:41:57,648 --> 01:41:59,707 Do they glow in the dark? 1063 01:42:03,754 --> 01:42:06,882 Yeah. They're fluorescent. 1064 01:42:23,173 --> 01:42:24,333 Okay. 1065 01:42:27,378 --> 01:42:29,903 I'll go, but under one condition. 1066 01:42:30,014 --> 01:42:32,847 When I come out, I'm gonna get a job, 1067 01:42:32,983 --> 01:42:38,421 and I'm gonna pay you back, down to the last penny, and you will take it. 1068 01:42:43,027 --> 01:42:44,324 Promise? 1069 01:43:00,644 --> 01:43:02,669 Hey, Harp. 1070 01:43:02,813 --> 01:43:05,145 Hi, Jerry. Wanna play? 1071 01:43:07,584 --> 01:43:10,382 -Can I talk to you for a second? -Yeah. 1072 01:43:15,526 --> 01:43:16,857 Okay, here it is. 1073 01:43:18,562 --> 01:43:22,760 I'm gonna be leaving soon. I'm gonna go to a sort of hospital. 1074 01:43:25,002 --> 01:43:28,165 -For how long? -Well, I don't know. 1075 01:43:29,373 --> 01:43:33,867 But when I get out, I'm gonna have my own place and you can come visit. 1076 01:43:37,314 --> 01:43:40,374 You mean you're not staying here anymore? 1077 01:43:40,517 --> 01:43:41,677 No. 1078 01:43:44,688 --> 01:43:46,212 Why the face? 1079 01:43:47,925 --> 01:43:50,826 That's how it was always gonna be. 1080 01:43:50,928 --> 01:43:54,625 No! You can't just come here and pretend to be my dad and leave! 1081 01:43:58,002 --> 01:44:02,200 Harper, I never pretended to be your daddy. 1082 01:44:13,951 --> 01:44:15,248 Where's your sister? 1083 01:44:15,386 --> 01:44:18,412 She locked herself in her room. She's mad. 1084 01:44:19,623 --> 01:44:22,490 -Why? She's mad at you? -No. You. 1085 01:44:25,396 --> 01:44:26,727 She's mad at me, huh? 1086 01:44:26,864 --> 01:44:28,889 She doesn't wanna talk to anyone. 1087 01:44:29,033 --> 01:44:32,002 Okay, watch your hand. Scram. 1088 01:44:44,748 --> 01:44:45,772 Jerry! 1089 01:44:46,884 --> 01:44:48,613 Jerry. Man. 1090 01:44:51,055 --> 01:44:53,455 I thought I was gonna miss you. 1091 01:44:56,994 --> 01:44:59,929 -I'm proud of you, man. -Thank you. 1092 01:45:03,667 --> 01:45:05,794 I'm going back to my wife. 1093 01:45:09,473 --> 01:45:11,941 I'm lonely as fuck in town, man. 1094 01:45:14,111 --> 01:45:15,203 Okay. 1095 01:45:17,481 --> 01:45:18,743 Howard? 1096 01:45:20,918 --> 01:45:22,283 Thank you. 1097 01:45:43,807 --> 01:45:44,899 Harper? 1098 01:45:47,211 --> 01:45:50,647 I want to say goodbye. Can you take a look at this note? 1099 01:46:05,696 --> 01:46:07,095 I love you. 1100 01:46:26,183 --> 01:46:27,343 Hey. 1101 01:46:45,068 --> 01:46:48,299 Are you gonna be my friend when you get better? 1102 01:46:50,073 --> 01:46:52,200 I'm gonna be your friend forever. 1103 01:46:52,342 --> 01:46:54,401 Like you were with my dad? 1104 01:46:55,579 --> 01:46:56,705 You bet. 1105 01:46:58,282 --> 01:47:00,375 Now give me a real kiss. 1106 01:47:00,517 --> 01:47:01,882 Good. Okay. 1107 01:47:21,471 --> 01:47:25,066 Wait! Wait! 1108 01:47:30,047 --> 01:47:31,207 Wait! 1109 01:47:32,716 --> 01:47:34,684 Wait! Jerry! 1110 01:47:36,820 --> 01:47:38,117 Hey! 1111 01:48:30,440 --> 01:48:33,568 Hi, my name is Jerry and I'm an addict. 1112 01:48:33,677 --> 01:48:35,770 -Hi, Jerry. -Hello, Jerry. 1113 01:48:38,215 --> 01:48:41,946 I've been clean for 89 days. 1114 01:48:42,052 --> 01:48:43,986 My mind is clearer, 1115 01:48:48,492 --> 01:48:50,824 and I think it's getting better. 1116 01:48:50,961 --> 01:48:53,521 Every day, a little bit. 1117 01:48:53,664 --> 01:48:56,929 But I wanna talk about this dream I keep having. 1118 01:48:59,236 --> 01:49:02,763 It always starts with me stealing silverware. 1119 01:49:02,873 --> 01:49:06,866 Then I go sell it to this guy 1120 01:49:07,010 --> 01:49:10,810 who I used to know who owned a catering service. 1121 01:49:12,816 --> 01:49:17,617 Then with the money, I go to this place where I used to buy my drug of choice, 1122 01:49:20,991 --> 01:49:24,051 and he's not around. 1123 01:49:27,030 --> 01:49:29,498 So I go to other spots, right, 1124 01:49:30,600 --> 01:49:35,663 but for some reason, no one is around. 1125 01:49:38,275 --> 01:49:40,971 All of Seattle is dry, 1126 01:49:41,078 --> 01:49:46,015 and then I get that feeling, the dread, 1127 01:49:50,454 --> 01:49:52,149 and I panic. 1128 01:49:56,927 --> 01:49:58,485 And I start running, 1129 01:50:00,731 --> 01:50:03,825 and it's raining, and it gets dark. 1130 01:50:05,869 --> 01:50:10,238 And then I'm in my old apartment, and I'm thrashing right through it, 1131 01:50:11,375 --> 01:50:14,572 looking for something I might have stashed away. 1132 01:50:18,115 --> 01:50:20,583 And I think I'm having a seizure. 1133 01:50:23,887 --> 01:50:27,721 And then I find a balloon hidden in my suitcase. 1134 01:50:49,279 --> 01:50:50,871 So there I am 1135 01:50:53,483 --> 01:50:55,917 with a bag of junk in one hand 1136 01:50:56,953 --> 01:51:00,081 and the money for my next fix in the other, 1137 01:51:00,190 --> 01:51:03,921 and I feel at total, utter peace. 1138 01:51:13,770 --> 01:51:15,260 And I wake up. 1139 01:51:19,509 --> 01:51:21,238 One day at a time. 1140 01:51:24,381 --> 01:51:26,110 One day at a time. 1141 01:51:32,122 --> 01:51:33,817 One day at a time. 1142 01:51:37,994 --> 01:51:39,757 One day at a time. 1143 01:51:46,970 --> 01:51:48,335 Thank you.