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"Life is very long."

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T.S. Eliot.

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Not the first person to say it,

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certainly not the first person
to think it,

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but he's given credit for it
because he bothered to write it down.

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Now, if you say it, you have
to say his name after it.

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"Life is very long."
T.S. Eliot.

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Absolutely goddamn right.

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Violet...

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...my wife.

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She takes pills.

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Sometimes a great many.

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Facts are,

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my wife takes pills and I drink,
that's the bargain we've struck.

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A little paragraph
in our marriage contract.

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So rather than once more

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vow abstinence with
my fingers crossed,

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I have chosen to turn my life
over to a higher power

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and join the ranks
of the hiring class.

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It's not a decision with which
I'm entirely comfortable.

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I mean, I know how to launder
my dirty undies.

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Done it all my life.

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But I'm finding

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that it's getting in the way
of my drinking.

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Bev!

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Yes?

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Did...

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...you...

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Oh, goddamn it!

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Are the police here?

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Could you come here?

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Whoa.

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Oh, hello.

34
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This is Johnna, the young
woman I told you about.

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You tell me she's a woman.

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Woman. Woman.

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Whoa, man.

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That I'm hiring.

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Oh, you hire women's
now the thing.

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I thought you meant
the other woman.

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To cook and clean,

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carry you to the clinic.

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Hello.

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- Hello.
- I'm sorry.

45
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- Like this.
- Yes, ma'am.

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You're very pretty.

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Thank you.

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Are you an lnjun?

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Yes, ma'am.

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What kind?

51
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Cheyenne.

52
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Hmm.

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You think I'm pretty?

54
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Like this?

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Like...

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Careful, careful, care...

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I'm sorry. I took some...

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...medicine for my mu...

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...for my mu...

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...my muscular...

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...for my muscular...

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Why don't you go back to bed,
sweetheart?

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Why don't you go fuck
a fucking sow's ass?!

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All right.

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I'm sorry.

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I'll be... sickly sweet.

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Sickly sweet.

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I'm so... sweet.

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I'm so... in love.

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Sweet.

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We keep unusual hours here.

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My wife's been diagnosed
with a touch of cancer,

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and she'll need
to be driven down to Tulsa

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for her final
chemotherapy treatments.

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What kind of cancer?

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Oh, my God, I nearly
neglected the punch line.

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Mouth cancer.

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Do you have any questions?

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Um, what pills does she take?

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Oh, Valium, Vicodin.

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Uh, Darvon, Darvocet,

82
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Percodan, Percocet,

83
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uh, Xanax for fun.

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OxyContin in a pinch.

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And, of course, Dilaudid.
I can't forget Dilaudid.

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My last refuge, my books.

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Simple pleasures.

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Like finding wild onions
by the side of the road,

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or requited love.

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Oh, here. Here.

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T.S. Eliot.

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Read it or not.
It's not a job requirement,

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just for your own enjoyment.

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"Here we go round the prickly pear.

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Prickly pear, prickly pear.

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Here we go round the prickly pear."

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Mom?

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Mom!

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Mom?

100
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Mom?

101
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Mom?

102
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You didn't hear the phone?

103
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If it's your father,
tell him to fuck off.

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It's Aunt Ivy, from Oklahoma.

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...and all of Denver County.

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Here's JD & the Straight Shot.

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Ivy.

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What's wrong?

109
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When?

110
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Right here
on your KZLY.

111
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It's another hot day
on the plains in Osage County.

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Highs in the 90's
all over Oklahoma.

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And here's a good one from...

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- What'd you tell Barb?
- I told her Dad was missing.

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- What'd she say?
- She's on her way.

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Goddamn your father
for putting me through this.

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Did you see that office of his?

118
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And then he hired this lnjun
for some goddamn reason.

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Now I have a stranger
living in my house.

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What is her name?

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- Johnna.
- Hmm.

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I can't handle this all by myself.

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I called Karen.

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Oh.

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Yeah. What'd she say?

126
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She said she'd try to get here.

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Oh, she'd be a big, fat help.

128
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Just like you.

129
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Well... I need Barb.

130
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What's Barb gonna be
able to do about it?

131
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What'd you do to your hair?

132
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I had it straightened.

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Why would anybody do that?

134
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Just wanted a change.

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You're a pretty girl.

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Why don't you wear makeup?

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Do I need makeup?

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Every woman needs makeup.

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Don't let anybody
tell you different.

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The only woman pretty enough to go
without makeup was Elizabeth Taylor,

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and she wore a ton.

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Shoulders are all slumped and your
hair's straightened, don't wear makeup.

143
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You look like a lesbian.

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- Mom.
- You could get a decent man

145
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if you would just spruce up a bit.

146
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That's all I'm saying.

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I'm not looking for a man.

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- How many was that?
- Wasn't counting.

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Is your mouth burning?

150
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Like a son of a bitch.

151
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My tongue is on fire.

152
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You supposed to be smoking?

153
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Is anybody "supposed" to smoke?

154
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Are you scared?

155
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Of course I'm scared.

156
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You are a comfort to me,
sweetheart.

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Thank God one of my girls
stayed close to home.

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In my day...

159
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...families stayed together.

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Aunt Mattie Fae's here.

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She means to come in here

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and tell me what's what.

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I don't know how Uncle Charlie
puts up with it.

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He smokes a lot of grass.

165
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He does?

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He smokes a lot of grass.

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I told Vi, "You take all those
goddamn books he's so fond of

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and make a big pile in the front yard

169
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and have yourself a bonfire."

170
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Well, you don't burn a man's books.

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You do if the situation calls for it.

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The man's books didn't do anything.

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You get any ideas about just up
and taking off, Charlie Aiken,

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- you better believe I will have your...
- I'm not going anywhere.

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I'm saying if you did.

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I will give you two days
to get your head straight,

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then it's all going up
in a blaze of glory.

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Not that you got any books lying around.

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I don't think I've ever seen you
read a book in my life.

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That bother you?

181
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What's the last book you read?

182
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Well, Beverly was a teacher,
and teachers read books.

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- I'm in the upholstery business.
- Oh, sweetheart.

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Your daddy's done this before.

185
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Just takes off, no call, nothing.

186
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I told your mother, "You pack
that son of a bitch's bags

187
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and have them waiting for him
on the front porch."

188
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Where is your mother?

189
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Upstairs.

190
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He'll come back again.
I know he will.

191
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Always does.

192
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Beverly's a very complicated man.

193
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Yeah, like Little Charles.

194
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Little Charles isn't complicated.
He's just unemployed.

195
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You don't think Little Charles
and Beverly share some kind of...

196
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...uh, complication?

197
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You have to be smart
to be complicated.

198
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Are you saying our boy ain't smart?

199
00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:02,219
Yes, that's what I'm saying.

200
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Whew, I'm sweating.

201
00:13:05,136 --> 00:13:06,636
Why is it so dark in here?

202
00:13:08,178 --> 00:13:10,177
Are you sweating?

203
00:13:10,345 --> 00:13:13,177
Hell, yes, I'm sweating.

204
00:13:13,345 --> 00:13:15,469
Man, it's 90 degrees in here.

205
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Whew.

206
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Feel my back.

207
00:13:20,803 --> 00:13:22,302
Oh, I don't want to feel your back.

208
00:13:22,470 --> 00:13:23,678
Sweat is just dripping down my back.

209
00:13:23,844 --> 00:13:25,010
- I believe you.
- Feel it.

210
00:13:25,178 --> 00:13:26,552
- No.
- Come on,

211
00:13:26,719 --> 00:13:28,802
- put your hand here.
- Goddamn it.

212
00:13:28,969 --> 00:13:30,552
Sweat's just dripping.

213
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Oh!

214
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Ivy, when did this start?

215
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This business of taping the shades?

216
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Been a couple of years now.

217
00:13:45,011 --> 00:13:47,885
Do you know its purpose?

218
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You can't tell if it's night or day.

219
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I think that's the purpose.

220
00:14:00,179 --> 00:14:02,345
What were these people thinking,

221
00:14:02,513 --> 00:14:04,303
the jokers who settled this place?

222
00:14:04,471 --> 00:14:08,053
Who was the asshole that looked
at all that flat, hot nothing

223
00:14:08,221 --> 00:14:10,512
and then planted his flag?

224
00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:12,886
I mean, we fucked
the lndians for this?

225
00:14:13,054 --> 00:14:16,220
Well, genocide always seems like
such a good idea at the time.

226
00:14:16,388 --> 00:14:18,803
Right, just
need a little hindsight.

227
00:14:18,970 --> 00:14:21,011
I mean, if you want me to explain the
creepy character of the Midwest...

228
00:14:21,179 --> 00:14:23,886
Please. Midwest?

229
00:14:24,054 --> 00:14:26,220
This is the Plains.

230
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A state of mind,
a spiritual affliction, like the blues.

231
00:14:36,513 --> 00:14:38,553
Don't.

232
00:14:52,471 --> 00:14:55,053
Violet's a Clapton fan?

233
00:14:55,221 --> 00:14:56,803
What are you doing?

234
00:14:58,012 --> 00:14:59,303
Excuse me, dear,

235
00:14:59,471 --> 00:15:02,053
could I trouble you
for another beer?

236
00:15:02,221 --> 00:15:04,845
Goddamn it.
She's not a waitress.

237
00:15:05,013 --> 00:15:06,970
I'll get it.

238
00:15:08,222 --> 00:15:09,388
Hell, I know that.

239
00:15:10,888 --> 00:15:12,637
Then get your own beer.

240
00:15:13,888 --> 00:15:15,554
I don't believe you,

241
00:15:15,721 --> 00:15:18,720
watching a ball game,
drinking beers.

242
00:15:18,888 --> 00:15:20,720
Do you have any sense
of what's going on around you?

243
00:15:20,888 --> 00:15:23,388
Am I supposed to sit here
like a statue?

244
00:15:23,555 --> 00:15:25,804
I mean, you're drinking whiskey.

245
00:15:25,971 --> 00:15:28,221
I'm having a cocktail.

246
00:15:28,389 --> 00:15:32,970
You're drinking
straight whiskey.

247
00:15:33,138 --> 00:15:35,887
Just... have a little class.

248
00:15:45,721 --> 00:15:47,554
I'm gonna grab a smoke.

249
00:15:50,888 --> 00:15:53,970
- You've encouraged that.
- I haven't encouraged anything.

250
00:15:54,138 --> 00:15:56,554
You admire her
for getting hooked at 14.

251
00:15:56,721 --> 00:15:59,513
Makes her seem even more mature.

252
00:16:01,971 --> 00:16:05,054
Goddamn, it's hot.

253
00:16:05,222 --> 00:16:07,221
Suppose your mom's turned on
the air conditioner?

254
00:16:07,389 --> 00:16:10,222
You kidding?
Remember the parakeets?

255
00:16:10,390 --> 00:16:11,721
The parakeets?

256
00:16:11,889 --> 00:16:13,721
I didn't tell you
about the parakeets.

257
00:16:13,889 --> 00:16:17,305
She got a parakeet for some insane
reason and the little fucker

258
00:16:17,473 --> 00:16:20,721
croaked after two days, so she went
to the pet store and raised hell,

259
00:16:20,889 --> 00:16:23,846
and they gave her another one,
and that one died after a day.

260
00:16:24,014 --> 00:16:27,888
So then she went back, and they gave her
a third parakeet. That one died in two.

261
00:16:28,056 --> 00:16:31,554
So the chick from the pet store comes
out here to see just what in the hell

262
00:16:31,722 --> 00:16:35,347
this serial parakeet killer
is doing to bump off these birds.

263
00:16:35,515 --> 00:16:37,389
- And?
- The heat.

264
00:16:37,555 --> 00:16:38,721
It was too hot.

265
00:16:38,889 --> 00:16:41,055
- They were dying from the heat.
- Jesus.

266
00:16:41,223 --> 00:16:42,888
These are tropical birds, all right?

267
00:16:43,056 --> 00:16:45,389
I mean, they live
in the fucking tropics.

268
00:16:46,847 --> 00:16:48,055
Mom?

269
00:16:48,223 --> 00:16:49,389
It's Barbara, it's Barbara.

270
00:16:49,555 --> 00:16:51,554
Barbara?

271
00:16:51,722 --> 00:16:52,721
Oh, my gosh!

272
00:16:52,889 --> 00:16:55,888
You, come give me some sugar.

273
00:16:56,056 --> 00:16:57,554
- Hey, Mattie Fae.
- Oh, Bill!

274
00:16:57,722 --> 00:16:59,971
Look how skinny you are.

275
00:17:00,139 --> 00:17:01,389
Mattie Fae.

276
00:17:01,555 --> 00:17:03,513
Ah, will you look at this one?

277
00:17:03,681 --> 00:17:05,971
You come here and give
your Aunt Mattie Fae some sugar.

278
00:17:06,139 --> 00:17:08,055
- Charlie.
- Hello, Bill.

279
00:17:08,223 --> 00:17:10,721
Man, you have dropped
some weight, haven't you?

280
00:17:10,889 --> 00:17:12,554
- Look at you. You're so big.
- Hello, sweetheart.

281
00:17:12,722 --> 00:17:14,306
Look at your boobs.

282
00:17:14,474 --> 00:17:17,056
Last time I saw you,
you looked like a little boy.

283
00:17:17,224 --> 00:17:20,514
- Barbara? Barbara?
- Hey, Mom, I'm here.

284
00:17:20,682 --> 00:17:22,390
- Oh, Barb!
- It's OK.

285
00:17:22,556 --> 00:17:24,306
- Barb, Barb, Barb.
- It's OK, Mom.

286
00:17:24,473 --> 00:17:26,139
- Oh, Barb.
- I'm here.

287
00:17:28,057 --> 00:17:29,889
Saturday morning,

288
00:17:30,057 --> 00:17:32,514
the lndian girl made us
biscuits and gravy.

289
00:17:32,682 --> 00:17:33,972
We ate some.

290
00:17:34,140 --> 00:17:36,056
He walked out the door,
this door right here.

291
00:17:40,015 --> 00:17:42,181
That was it.

292
00:17:42,349 --> 00:17:43,348
He just left?

293
00:17:45,057 --> 00:17:46,472
Uh-huh.

294
00:17:47,890 --> 00:17:50,514
I went to bed Saturday night.

295
00:17:50,682 --> 00:17:53,139
Got up Sunday morning.

296
00:17:53,307 --> 00:17:55,514
Still no Beverly.

297
00:17:56,723 --> 00:17:58,889
I didn't think anything of it.

298
00:17:59,057 --> 00:18:01,514
Thought he'd gone out on a bender.

299
00:18:01,682 --> 00:18:04,306
Why would he do that
when he can drink at home?

300
00:18:04,473 --> 00:18:06,348
Unless you were riding his ass.

301
00:18:06,515 --> 00:18:09,555
I've never said a word to him
about his drinking.

302
00:18:09,723 --> 00:18:11,889
I didn't, I never
got on him about it.

303
00:18:12,057 --> 00:18:14,806
So, Sunday, still no sign of him.

304
00:18:14,973 --> 00:18:19,224
That's when I got all worked up
about that safety deposit box

305
00:18:19,392 --> 00:18:22,473
because we kept an awful
lot of cash in that box

306
00:18:22,641 --> 00:18:24,224
and some expensive jewelry,

307
00:18:24,392 --> 00:18:27,556
and I had a diamond ring
in that box

308
00:18:27,724 --> 00:18:30,015
appraised over $7,000.

309
00:18:30,183 --> 00:18:31,973
Wait, wait, wait,
I missed something.

310
00:18:32,141 --> 00:18:34,224
Why do you care about
a safety deposit box?

311
00:18:34,392 --> 00:18:36,723
Your father and I had an arrangement

312
00:18:36,891 --> 00:18:39,391
that if something were
to happen to one of us,

313
00:18:39,557 --> 00:18:41,723
the other one would go empty that box.

314
00:18:41,891 --> 00:18:44,556
Are you sure there wasn't some
incident that triggered his leaving?

315
00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:46,848
- Some event?
- Like a fight?

316
00:18:47,016 --> 00:18:48,890
- Yeah.
- No, no.

317
00:18:49,058 --> 00:18:52,140
I mean, we fought enough,
you know, but no.

318
00:18:55,308 --> 00:18:57,390
Maybe he needed
some time away from you.

319
00:18:57,557 --> 00:18:59,349
Oh, that's nice of you to say.

320
00:18:59,516 --> 00:19:02,890
Hey, it's no crime. Marriage is hard.

321
00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:05,015
Under the best of circumstances.

322
00:19:09,391 --> 00:19:11,556
So, nothing?

323
00:19:11,724 --> 00:19:13,890
No, "see you later, I'm taking a walk"?

324
00:19:14,058 --> 00:19:15,515
Mm-mm.

325
00:19:15,683 --> 00:19:18,224
Good old unfathomable Dad.

326
00:19:18,391 --> 00:19:20,390
Mm-hmm.

327
00:19:20,557 --> 00:19:22,473
Oh, that man.

328
00:19:22,641 --> 00:19:27,641
Oh. What I first fell in love
with was his mystery.

329
00:19:27,809 --> 00:19:30,891
I thought it was sexy as hell.

330
00:19:31,059 --> 00:19:34,724
Yeah. You knew he was the
smartest one in the room,

331
00:19:34,892 --> 00:19:37,641
knew if he'd just say something,

332
00:19:37,809 --> 00:19:39,183
whoa, it'd knock you out.

333
00:19:39,350 --> 00:19:41,516
But no, he'd just...

334
00:19:41,684 --> 00:19:43,641
...stand there,

335
00:19:43,809 --> 00:19:46,225
a little smile on his face,

336
00:19:46,392 --> 00:19:48,516
not say a word.

337
00:19:50,142 --> 00:19:51,891
Oh...

338
00:19:52,059 --> 00:19:55,891
Sexy.

339
00:19:56,059 --> 00:19:58,516
You can't remember anything unusual?

340
00:19:58,684 --> 00:20:01,349
He hired this woman.

341
00:20:01,517 --> 00:20:03,557
He didn't ask me.

342
00:20:03,725 --> 00:20:05,724
He hired this woman
to come live in our house

343
00:20:05,892 --> 00:20:08,516
- a few days before he left.
- You don't want her here?

344
00:20:08,684 --> 00:20:10,724
Well, I have an Indian in my house.

345
00:20:10,892 --> 00:20:13,349
You have a problem with lndians, Violet?

346
00:20:13,517 --> 00:20:14,891
I don't know what to say an Indian.

347
00:20:15,059 --> 00:20:16,391
They're called Native Americans, Mom.

348
00:20:16,558 --> 00:20:18,058
Who makes that decision?

349
00:20:18,226 --> 00:20:19,307
It's what they like to be called.

350
00:20:19,475 --> 00:20:21,391
They aren't any more native than me.

351
00:20:21,558 --> 00:20:24,808
- In fact, they are.
- What's wrong with lndian?

352
00:20:24,975 --> 00:20:26,557
Why can't you just call people
what they want to be called?

353
00:20:26,725 --> 00:20:28,724
Let's just call the
dinosaurs Native Americans

354
00:20:28,893 --> 00:20:31,308
while we're at it.

355
00:20:31,476 --> 00:20:35,142
She may be an Indian, but she makes the
best goddamn apple pie I ever ate.

356
00:20:36,643 --> 00:20:38,142
He hired a cook.

357
00:20:38,309 --> 00:20:40,475
It makes no sense. We don't eat.

358
00:20:40,643 --> 00:20:42,725
Now you get biscuits and gravy.
That's kind of nice, huh?

359
00:20:42,893 --> 00:20:44,101
Yeah, that is nice.

360
00:20:44,268 --> 00:20:46,517
Nice for you now,

361
00:20:46,685 --> 00:20:50,059
but soon you'll be gone,
never to return.

362
00:20:50,227 --> 00:20:53,266
- When was the last time you were here?
- Don't start.

363
00:20:53,434 --> 00:20:54,975
- All right...
- I don't care about you two,

364
00:20:55,143 --> 00:20:56,934
but I would like to see
my granddaughter

365
00:20:57,102 --> 00:20:59,350
- every now and again.
- Well, you are seeing her now.

366
00:20:59,518 --> 00:21:01,558
And your father,
you broke his heart when you moved away.

367
00:21:01,726 --> 00:21:03,392
That is wildly unfair.

368
00:21:03,559 --> 00:21:04,934
Am I gonna have
to separate you two?

369
00:21:05,102 --> 00:21:08,059
You were Beverly's favorite.
Don't pretend you don't know that.

370
00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:10,433
I'd prefer to think that my parents

371
00:21:10,601 --> 00:21:13,101
- loved their children equally.
- Oh?

372
00:21:15,476 --> 00:21:18,059
Well, I'm sure
you'd prefer to think

373
00:21:18,227 --> 00:21:21,850
that Sant-y Claus brought you presents
at Christmas, too.

374
00:21:22,018 --> 00:21:24,475
If you'd had more
than one child, you'd know.

375
00:21:24,643 --> 00:21:26,809
A parent always has favorites.

376
00:21:26,976 --> 00:21:29,142
Mattie Fae was my mother's favorite.

377
00:21:29,309 --> 00:21:31,850
Big deal, I got used to it.

378
00:21:32,018 --> 00:21:33,893
You were your daddy's favorite.

379
00:21:34,061 --> 00:21:36,726
Broke his heart.

380
00:21:36,894 --> 00:21:39,393
What was I supposed to do?
Huh?

381
00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:41,393
Colorado gave Bill twice
what he was making at TU.

382
00:21:41,560 --> 00:21:43,018
- Why are we even getting into this?
- You think Daddy

383
00:21:43,186 --> 00:21:44,768
wouldn't have jumped
at an opportunity like that?

384
00:21:44,936 --> 00:21:46,893
Oh, you're wrong there.
You never would've gotten

385
00:21:47,061 --> 00:21:48,768
Beverly Weston out of Oklahoma.

386
00:21:48,936 --> 00:21:50,267
He gave me his blessing.

387
00:21:50,435 --> 00:21:52,434
Well, that's what he told you, yeah.

388
00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:54,018
And now you're gonna
tell me the true story,

389
00:21:54,186 --> 00:21:55,601
some terrible shit
he said behind my back?

390
00:21:55,769 --> 00:21:57,851
Everybody's on edge.

391
00:21:58,019 --> 00:21:59,768
- Beverly didn't say...
- Vi, come on.

392
00:21:59,936 --> 00:22:01,601
...terrible things behind your back.

393
00:22:01,769 --> 00:22:05,810
He just told me he's disappointed in you
'cause you settled.

394
00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:11,226
He thought you had talent as a writer.

395
00:22:11,394 --> 00:22:14,102
Daddy never said anything
like that to you.

396
00:22:14,268 --> 00:22:16,102
What a load of absolute horseshit.

397
00:22:16,268 --> 00:22:18,976
Horseshit? Horseshit?

398
00:22:19,144 --> 00:22:20,518
Oh, horseshit.

399
00:22:20,686 --> 00:22:22,601
Let's all say "horseshit."

400
00:22:22,769 --> 00:22:23,976
Say "horseshit," Bill.

401
00:22:26,686 --> 00:22:28,018
Horseshit.

402
00:22:37,061 --> 00:22:38,768
Are you high?

403
00:22:38,937 --> 00:22:42,811
- Excuse me?
- Are you taking something?

404
00:22:42,978 --> 00:22:45,103
- A muscle relaxer.
- You listen to me.

405
00:22:45,269 --> 00:22:46,936
I will not go through this
with you again.

406
00:22:47,104 --> 00:22:48,310
I don't know what
you're talking about.

407
00:22:48,478 --> 00:22:50,769
These fucking pills,
calls at 3:00 a.m.

408
00:22:50,937 --> 00:22:52,686
- about people in your backyard...
- Stop yelling at me.

409
00:22:52,853 --> 00:22:54,435
All the rest of it.

410
00:22:54,603 --> 00:22:56,435
This isn't...
It isn't the same thing.

411
00:22:56,603 --> 00:22:58,477
I didn't have a reason then.

412
00:22:59,561 --> 00:23:02,268
So it's OK to get hooked now
because you've got a reason?

413
00:23:02,436 --> 00:23:04,103
I'm not hooked on anything.

414
00:23:04,269 --> 00:23:05,977
I don't want to know
if you are or not.

415
00:23:06,144 --> 00:23:08,185
I'm just saying, I'm not
gonna go through it again.

416
00:23:08,353 --> 00:23:09,394
I'm not.

417
00:23:09,561 --> 00:23:11,477
I'm in pain!

418
00:23:13,561 --> 00:23:14,644
Because of your mouth.

419
00:23:14,812 --> 00:23:15,894
Yes!

420
00:23:16,062 --> 00:23:17,644
Because my mouth burns.

421
00:23:17,812 --> 00:23:21,686
I have got cancer in my mouth.

422
00:23:21,853 --> 00:23:25,394
And it burns. Look. Look!

423
00:23:25,561 --> 00:23:27,143
And it burns like a...

424
00:23:27,311 --> 00:23:28,644
...like a bullshit.

425
00:23:32,978 --> 00:23:36,894
And now Beverly's disappeared,
and you're yelling at me.

426
00:23:37,062 --> 00:23:38,477
I'm not...

427
00:23:38,645 --> 00:23:40,268
...yelling.

428
00:23:44,021 --> 00:23:47,478
You know, you couldn't come
home when I got cancer.

429
00:23:50,979 --> 00:23:53,687
But Beverly disappeared...

430
00:23:55,354 --> 00:23:57,311
...and you rushed right back.

431
00:24:06,729 --> 00:24:07,812
I'm sorry.

432
00:24:15,229 --> 00:24:17,144
I'm sorry.

433
00:24:20,479 --> 00:24:22,144
Do you know where I think he is?

434
00:24:24,854 --> 00:24:26,020
I think he...

435
00:24:27,813 --> 00:24:29,978
I think he got some whiskey
and a carton of cigarettes,

436
00:24:30,145 --> 00:24:32,436
and a couple of spy novels,

437
00:24:32,604 --> 00:24:34,353
and...

438
00:24:34,521 --> 00:24:36,269
...I think he got out on the boat

439
00:24:36,437 --> 00:24:39,103
and steered it
to a nice spot close to shore

440
00:24:39,270 --> 00:24:40,853
like he likes and...

441
00:24:42,479 --> 00:24:45,478
He's fishing and reading and drinking.

442
00:24:45,646 --> 00:24:47,561
Maybe even writing a little.

443
00:24:50,814 --> 00:24:54,270
And I think he's gonna walk
through that door...

444
00:24:56,397 --> 00:24:57,979
...any time.

445
00:26:05,022 --> 00:26:06,021
Mom?

446
00:26:07,481 --> 00:26:08,730
Mom, the sheriff's here.

447
00:26:08,898 --> 00:26:11,188
What? Why did...

448
00:26:14,398 --> 00:26:16,939
- Did you call?
- The sheriff's here.

449
00:26:17,106 --> 00:26:18,188
Oh, hey, sweetheart.

450
00:26:18,356 --> 00:26:20,271
Go... go back to bed.

451
00:26:57,731 --> 00:26:59,606
What about Aunt lvy?

452
00:27:00,691 --> 00:27:01,773
I guess we'll stop on the way.

453
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:05,690
Christ, I have to call Karen, too.

454
00:27:05,857 --> 00:27:09,564
Why the fuck
am I brushing my hair?

455
00:27:23,857 --> 00:27:25,272
This is a story.

456
00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:30,606
Beverly's back.

457
00:27:37,524 --> 00:27:38,856
Ma'am?

458
00:27:43,524 --> 00:27:44,773
Uh...

459
00:27:44,940 --> 00:27:46,773
Cigar...

460
00:27:48,023 --> 00:27:49,773
Cigar...

461
00:27:53,565 --> 00:27:54,980
Archetects.

462
00:27:55,148 --> 00:27:57,606
I'm in the bottom.

463
00:27:57,774 --> 00:28:00,815
I'm in the bottom of them.

464
00:28:09,733 --> 00:28:11,940
It's a good beat, right?

465
00:28:13,233 --> 00:28:14,649
Yeah, Barb?

466
00:28:16,233 --> 00:28:17,440
Um...

467
00:28:20,191 --> 00:28:21,816
From the day...

468
00:28:23,566 --> 00:28:25,190
The day.

469
00:28:31,066 --> 00:28:34,023
I very nearly lost him.

470
00:28:34,191 --> 00:28:35,732
Beverly?

471
00:28:37,733 --> 00:28:38,856
Lost.

472
00:28:40,191 --> 00:28:42,065
And then... and then...

473
00:28:43,191 --> 00:28:44,856
And then you're here.

474
00:28:46,733 --> 00:28:49,524
And Barbara, then you're here.

475
00:28:49,692 --> 00:28:53,649
And Beverly, and then you're... here.

476
00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:56,482
And then you're here.

477
00:28:56,650 --> 00:28:59,023
And you're here,
and then you're here,

478
00:28:59,191 --> 00:29:00,565
and then you're here.

479
00:29:04,066 --> 00:29:06,649
I used to go out with that boy.

480
00:29:06,816 --> 00:29:08,190
That man.

481
00:29:08,358 --> 00:29:09,816
What man?

482
00:29:09,983 --> 00:29:12,149
The sheriff?

483
00:29:12,317 --> 00:29:14,899
In high school.
He was my prom date.

484
00:29:15,900 --> 00:29:17,566
You're kidding.

485
00:29:17,734 --> 00:29:20,566
Day of the prom,
his father got drunk and stole his car.

486
00:29:22,192 --> 00:29:23,400
Stole his own son's car.

487
00:29:23,567 --> 00:29:25,233
Went someplace.

488
00:29:25,401 --> 00:29:26,982
Mexico.

489
00:29:27,900 --> 00:29:30,566
Deon showed up at the house.
He'd been crying.

490
00:29:32,567 --> 00:29:35,525
Confessed he didn't have a way
to take me to the prom.

491
00:29:35,693 --> 00:29:40,066
So we got a six-pack, broke into
the chapel and stayed up all night,

492
00:29:40,234 --> 00:29:42,066
talking and kissing.

493
00:29:44,734 --> 00:29:47,400
And now here he is, showing me...

494
00:29:49,734 --> 00:29:51,024
It's so surreal.

495
00:29:53,733 --> 00:29:57,024
Thank God we can't tell the future.
We'd never get out of bed.

496
00:30:12,983 --> 00:30:13,983
Listen to me.

497
00:30:17,901 --> 00:30:20,067
Die after me, all right?

498
00:30:22,901 --> 00:30:25,234
I don't care what else you do,

499
00:30:25,402 --> 00:30:28,067
where you go,
how you screw up your life,

500
00:30:28,235 --> 00:30:29,567
just...

501
00:30:33,693 --> 00:30:35,401
...survive.

502
00:30:40,693 --> 00:30:42,858
Please.

503
00:32:09,735 --> 00:32:11,693
Holy shit, that's Karen.

504
00:32:13,528 --> 00:32:15,984
- Do you remember your Aunt Karen?
- Kind of.

505
00:32:16,152 --> 00:32:18,568
That must be this year's man.

506
00:32:53,778 --> 00:32:55,735
- You OK?
- Yeah.

507
00:33:03,153 --> 00:33:05,819
I used to spend so much time

508
00:33:05,986 --> 00:33:09,069
in our bedroom pretending that
my pillow was my husband,

509
00:33:09,237 --> 00:33:10,860
and did he like the dinner
I just made,

510
00:33:11,028 --> 00:33:13,568
and where were we gonna go that
winter on vacation,

511
00:33:13,736 --> 00:33:15,944
and then he would surprise me
with tickets to Belize

512
00:33:16,112 --> 00:33:17,319
and we would kiss.

513
00:33:17,487 --> 00:33:20,111
I mean, I would kiss my pillow.

514
00:33:20,278 --> 00:33:24,277
And then I would say
that I'd been to the doctor that day,

515
00:33:24,445 --> 00:33:26,568
and...
maybe I was pregnant.

516
00:33:26,736 --> 00:33:28,361
I know how pathetic
that sounds now,

517
00:33:28,528 --> 00:33:30,986
- but it was innocent enough. And...
- Mm-hmm.

518
00:33:31,154 --> 00:33:33,528
And then real life kicks in.

519
00:33:33,696 --> 00:33:35,903
Things don't work out like you plan,

520
00:33:36,071 --> 00:33:38,945
'cause they never do, and
then... and then that pillow

521
00:33:39,113 --> 00:33:42,945
was just a better husband
than any man I'd ever met.

522
00:33:43,113 --> 00:33:46,070
And you punish yourself,
you tell yourself it's your fault

523
00:33:46,238 --> 00:33:49,528
you can't find a good one. I don't know
how well you remember Andrew.

524
00:33:49,696 --> 00:33:51,569
- You remember Andrew?
- No, I remember.

525
00:33:51,737 --> 00:33:54,320
Well, I loved him so intensely,

526
00:33:54,488 --> 00:33:57,028
so the things that he did wrong
were just opportunities

527
00:33:57,196 --> 00:33:58,778
for me to make them right.

528
00:33:58,946 --> 00:34:01,195
When he would cheat on me or
call me "cunt,"

529
00:34:01,363 --> 00:34:04,028
I'd say, "No, love is forever,

530
00:34:04,196 --> 00:34:07,736
and this is just an opportunity
for me to make an adjustment

531
00:34:07,904 --> 00:34:09,861
in the way that I view the world."

532
00:34:10,029 --> 00:34:12,195
And thank God I just
looked in the mirror

533
00:34:12,363 --> 00:34:15,528
and I said, "Moron," and I walked out.

534
00:34:15,696 --> 00:34:17,903
But one day, finally I said,

535
00:34:18,071 --> 00:34:21,237
"It's me. It's just me.

536
00:34:21,405 --> 00:34:24,112
I don't need anything else.

537
00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:25,945
I can live my life with myself."

538
00:34:26,113 --> 00:34:27,611
And that's when I got my license,

539
00:34:27,779 --> 00:34:30,653
I threw myself into my work,
and I sold a ton of houses,

540
00:34:30,821 --> 00:34:33,569
and that's how I met Steve.

541
00:34:33,737 --> 00:34:37,071
And that's how it works, Barb.

542
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:41,946
Oh, he's ten years older, but he is such
a thinker, and he's such a good man.

543
00:34:42,114 --> 00:34:45,904
He has such a good heart.
He's good for me, he's good to me.

544
00:34:46,072 --> 00:34:49,113
I guess the best thing about him,
for me,

545
00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:53,570
is that now,
what I think about is now.

546
00:34:53,738 --> 00:34:55,363
I live now.

547
00:34:55,530 --> 00:34:58,737
My focus, my life, my world is now.

548
00:34:58,905 --> 00:35:01,737
You can't plan the future,
you just can't.

549
00:35:01,905 --> 00:35:04,113
As soon as you do,
something happens.

550
00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:07,029
Some terrible thing happens...

551
00:35:07,197 --> 00:35:11,779
- Like your father drowning himself.
- That's exactly what I mean.

552
00:35:11,947 --> 00:35:14,696
You take it as it comes, here and now.

553
00:35:14,863 --> 00:35:18,737
Steve had this huge
presentation today

554
00:35:18,905 --> 00:35:20,904
with some big-wig government guys

555
00:35:21,072 --> 00:35:23,529
who could be really
important for his business,

556
00:35:23,697 --> 00:35:26,696
and he's been putting it
together for months now,

557
00:35:26,863 --> 00:35:29,029
but as soon as we found out about Daddy,

558
00:35:29,197 --> 00:35:31,279
he just canceled his meeting.

559
00:35:32,697 --> 00:35:34,904
He has his priorities straight.

560
00:35:35,072 --> 00:35:37,196
And you know what the kicker is?

561
00:35:37,364 --> 00:35:39,613
You know what the kicker is, Barb?

562
00:35:39,781 --> 00:35:41,072
What's the kicker?

563
00:35:41,240 --> 00:35:44,030
We're going to Belize
on our honeymoon!

564
00:36:02,823 --> 00:36:04,780
Is it always this hot?

565
00:36:07,864 --> 00:36:09,655
Usually it's hotter.

566
00:36:12,115 --> 00:36:14,072
That's hard to imagine.

567
00:36:18,572 --> 00:36:20,947
So how old are you, about 17?

568
00:36:22,739 --> 00:36:24,280
Fourteen.

569
00:36:24,447 --> 00:36:26,613
Fourteen, right.

570
00:36:29,656 --> 00:36:30,822
Fourteen.

571
00:36:30,989 --> 00:36:33,030
Know what I was doing when I was 14?

572
00:36:33,823 --> 00:36:35,114
Cattle processing.

573
00:36:35,281 --> 00:36:36,446
You know what that is?

574
00:36:36,614 --> 00:36:38,155
It doesn't sound good.

575
00:36:38,323 --> 00:36:40,114
Slaughterhouse sanitation.

576
00:36:40,281 --> 00:36:41,322
That's disgusting.

577
00:36:41,489 --> 00:36:43,530
Yeah, I wouldn't recommend it.

578
00:36:45,282 --> 00:36:47,948
But hey, it put food on the table.

579
00:36:48,116 --> 00:36:49,364
Get it?

580
00:36:51,157 --> 00:36:53,073
OK.

581
00:36:56,241 --> 00:36:57,572
What's that smell?

582
00:36:57,740 --> 00:36:59,406
I don't know.

583
00:36:59,573 --> 00:37:02,364
It's probably just
that trash can over there.

584
00:37:02,532 --> 00:37:04,031
No, that's not what I'm smelling.

585
00:37:07,532 --> 00:37:08,698
What are you doing?

586
00:37:08,865 --> 00:37:11,322
- Do I smell what I think I smell?
- I don't know. What do you smell?

587
00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:14,614
Is that pot?
You smoking pot?

588
00:37:14,782 --> 00:37:16,614
- Come on. You can tell me.
- No. No!

589
00:37:16,782 --> 00:37:18,739
You're a little dope smoker.

590
00:37:18,907 --> 00:37:22,531
- No!
- Then you are in luck.

591
00:37:22,699 --> 00:37:26,198
Because I happen to have
some really tasty shit.

592
00:37:28,907 --> 00:37:30,864
Here we go. No Pinots.

593
00:37:31,032 --> 00:37:33,364
They had some decent
Californian Merlots.

594
00:37:35,949 --> 00:37:37,989
Oh, look at me.

595
00:37:38,157 --> 00:37:39,531
- Oh, baby.
- Look at me.

596
00:37:39,699 --> 00:37:42,031
- You're beautiful, Mom.
- I was beautiful.

597
00:37:42,199 --> 00:37:45,531
Huh. Not anymore.

598
00:37:45,699 --> 00:37:47,948
- Oh, now.
- You're still beautiful.

599
00:37:48,116 --> 00:37:51,740
Oh, one of those lies we tell
to give us comfort.

600
00:37:51,908 --> 00:37:55,532
Women are beautiful when they're young,
and not after.

601
00:37:55,700 --> 00:38:00,281
Men can preserve
their sex appeal into old age.

602
00:38:00,449 --> 00:38:02,448
And not those men you
see with the shorts

603
00:38:02,616 --> 00:38:04,032
and the little purses
around their waists.

604
00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:05,241
Lord, Lord, Lord.

605
00:38:05,408 --> 00:38:07,365
No.

606
00:38:07,533 --> 00:38:09,907
But some men can maintain cragginess

607
00:38:10,075 --> 00:38:11,824
and weary masculinity.

608
00:38:11,991 --> 00:38:14,032
Women just get old

609
00:38:14,200 --> 00:38:16,323
and fat and wrinkly.

610
00:38:16,491 --> 00:38:17,740
I beg your pardon?

611
00:38:17,908 --> 00:38:20,615
I'm still very sexy,
thank you very much.

612
00:38:20,783 --> 00:38:22,365
Yeah, you are about as sexy

613
00:38:22,533 --> 00:38:24,365
as a wet cardboard box,
Mattie Fae.

614
00:38:24,533 --> 00:38:28,116
You and me both.

615
00:38:28,282 --> 00:38:30,949
Look, wouldn't we be
better off, all of us,

616
00:38:31,117 --> 00:38:33,281
if we just stopped lying
about these things...

617
00:38:33,449 --> 00:38:35,074
- Whoo!
- ...and told the truth?

618
00:38:35,241 --> 00:38:37,657
"Women aren't sexy
when they're old."

619
00:38:37,825 --> 00:38:40,074
I can live with that.
Can you live with that?

620
00:38:40,241 --> 00:38:41,323
Hmm.

621
00:38:41,491 --> 00:38:43,365
What about Sophia Loren?

622
00:38:43,533 --> 00:38:44,740
What about Lena Horne?

623
00:38:44,908 --> 00:38:47,281
She stayed sexy till she was 80.

624
00:38:47,449 --> 00:38:51,116
Hmm, the world is round.
Get over it.

625
00:38:51,282 --> 00:38:52,907
Hey, try this on.

626
00:38:53,075 --> 00:38:55,825
I'm sorry, I won't.

627
00:38:55,992 --> 00:38:58,908
You don't know how
to attract a man. I do.

628
00:38:59,076 --> 00:39:00,616
That's something I always...

629
00:39:00,784 --> 00:39:02,199
We just buried my father,
I'm not trying to attract a man.

630
00:39:02,367 --> 00:39:05,117
I'm not talking about today, dummy.
I'm just saying this is something...

631
00:39:05,283 --> 00:39:06,574
I have a man, all right?

632
00:39:06,742 --> 00:39:08,783
I have a man.

633
00:39:08,951 --> 00:39:10,491
You said you weren't looking for a man.

634
00:39:10,659 --> 00:39:13,908
And... I'm not, because
I already have one, OK?

635
00:39:14,076 --> 00:39:15,866
- Now, will you leave it alone?
- No,

636
00:39:16,034 --> 00:39:17,658
- I'm not gonna leave it alone.
- No, let's not leave it alone.

637
00:39:17,826 --> 00:39:21,199
I wish you both could see the
brainsick looks on your faces.

638
00:39:21,367 --> 00:39:22,741
- Well, who is it?
- Nobody. Forget it.

639
00:39:22,909 --> 00:39:25,158
Tell us, is he someone from school?

640
00:39:25,325 --> 00:39:26,741
How old is he?
What does he do?

641
00:39:26,909 --> 00:39:27,991
I'm not telling you anything.

642
00:39:28,159 --> 00:39:30,533
- Well, you have to tell us something!
- No, I really don't.

643
00:39:30,701 --> 00:39:32,658
Are you in love, lvy?

644
00:39:32,826 --> 00:39:34,282
I don't...

645
00:39:34,450 --> 00:39:35,866
Are you in love?

646
00:39:38,076 --> 00:39:42,449
- Roses come to the cheeks.
- Hoo!

647
00:39:48,575 --> 00:39:50,366
Out, out, out!

648
00:39:50,534 --> 00:39:52,075
I'm getting out.

649
00:39:52,951 --> 00:39:54,033
Thank you.

650
00:39:55,867 --> 00:39:58,866
We maintain accounts offshore
until we get approvals.

651
00:39:59,034 --> 00:40:00,534
What, to get around approvals?

652
00:40:00,702 --> 00:40:03,534
To get around approvals
until we get approvals.

653
00:40:03,702 --> 00:40:05,701
There's a lot of bureaucracy, red tape.

654
00:40:05,868 --> 00:40:08,909
I don't know what you know
about Florida, Florida politics.

655
00:40:09,077 --> 00:40:10,826
Well, only what I've read, and that's...

656
00:40:10,993 --> 00:40:14,367
Right, right, in this kind
of business in particular.

657
00:40:14,535 --> 00:40:15,701
Charlie?

658
00:40:15,868 --> 00:40:17,867
- Picking up Little Charles.
- Oh.

659
00:40:18,035 --> 00:40:19,784
- I need another plate.
- When you set the table,

660
00:40:19,952 --> 00:40:22,158
you don't have to sit on the corner.

661
00:40:23,702 --> 00:40:25,617
Give me the wine.

662
00:40:36,535 --> 00:40:40,117
Is that what you were
in such a hurry to get home for?

663
00:40:41,368 --> 00:40:43,951
What the hell is on TV
that is so important to you?

664
00:40:44,118 --> 00:40:46,409
Phantom of the Opera, 1925.

665
00:40:46,576 --> 00:40:49,200
They're showing it with
the scene in color restored.

666
00:40:49,368 --> 00:40:50,742
Oh, cool.

667
00:40:50,910 --> 00:40:52,659
Wait, let me make sure
I've got this.

668
00:40:52,827 --> 00:40:55,951
When you threw a fit about going
to the store with your dad...

669
00:40:56,118 --> 00:40:58,701
Hey, look at me!

670
00:40:58,868 --> 00:41:01,742
And you were so distraught
over the start time

671
00:41:01,910 --> 00:41:04,618
of your grandpa's funeral,
was this your concern? Huh?

672
00:41:04,786 --> 00:41:08,410
Getting back here in time to watch
Phantom of the fucking Opera?

673
00:41:10,119 --> 00:41:11,368
I guess.

674
00:41:13,577 --> 00:41:14,910
Christ.

675
00:41:20,786 --> 00:41:23,660
- Phantom of the Opera, huh?
- Mm-hmm.

676
00:41:24,494 --> 00:41:26,118
Hi, doodle.

677
00:41:26,285 --> 00:41:27,910
Hey, baby.

678
00:41:29,327 --> 00:41:31,451
Doodle?

679
00:41:31,619 --> 00:41:33,076
- Oh, hey. Hey, baby.
- Hi.

680
00:41:38,202 --> 00:41:40,868
- I want to show you our old fort.
- Yeah?

681
00:41:41,035 --> 00:41:43,702
Man, the air in here just doesn't move.

682
00:41:45,035 --> 00:41:47,076
I'll hook you up later.

683
00:42:06,077 --> 00:42:07,618
I'm sorry, Dad.

684
00:42:07,786 --> 00:42:09,577
No need to apologize.

685
00:42:09,745 --> 00:42:11,077
I know Mom's mad at me.

686
00:42:11,245 --> 00:42:12,411
Well, don't worry about her.

687
00:42:12,578 --> 00:42:13,703
What'd she say?

688
00:42:13,870 --> 00:42:16,411
Your mother, she says what she says.

689
00:42:16,578 --> 00:42:18,160
I set the alarm, I did.

690
00:42:18,328 --> 00:42:19,828
I know you did.

691
00:42:19,995 --> 00:42:21,953
I loved Uncle Bev, you know that.

692
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:23,411
You stop apologizing.

693
00:42:23,578 --> 00:42:25,494
I missed his funeral.

694
00:42:27,620 --> 00:42:28,953
Oh, it's...

695
00:42:29,745 --> 00:42:31,828
It's a ceremony.

696
00:42:31,994 --> 00:42:33,993
It's ceremonial.

697
00:42:34,161 --> 00:42:35,327
That doesn't mean anything

698
00:42:35,495 --> 00:42:38,619
compared to what you have
in your heart.

699
00:42:38,787 --> 00:42:40,244
Here, hold on.

700
00:42:40,412 --> 00:42:42,119
Comb your hair.

701
00:42:47,662 --> 00:42:50,077
Uncle Bev must be
disappointed in me.

702
00:42:51,912 --> 00:42:53,744
Oh, your Uncle Bev
has got bigger

703
00:42:53,912 --> 00:42:56,160
and better things
ahead of him.

704
00:42:56,328 --> 00:42:58,953
He doesn't have time for spite.

705
00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:01,160
He wasn't that kind of man anyway.

706
00:43:11,537 --> 00:43:13,452
Hey.

707
00:43:15,830 --> 00:43:17,912
Hey, it's OK.

708
00:43:26,371 --> 00:43:28,745
Just...

709
00:43:28,913 --> 00:43:30,412
I know how things are.

710
00:43:30,579 --> 00:43:31,662
I know how they...

711
00:43:31,830 --> 00:43:34,078
...think about me and...

712
00:43:34,246 --> 00:43:36,328
...something like this, you want
to be there for people.

713
00:43:36,496 --> 00:43:37,829
I'm sorry I let you down, Dad.

714
00:43:37,995 --> 00:43:40,245
Hey, you haven't let me down.

715
00:43:41,746 --> 00:43:43,620
You never let me down.

716
00:43:44,287 --> 00:43:45,453
Now, listen.

717
00:43:46,871 --> 00:43:49,662
You're wrong about these people.
They love you.

718
00:43:49,830 --> 00:43:51,787
They love you.

719
00:43:51,954 --> 00:43:57,286
Some of them haven't gotten a chance
to see what I see.

720
00:43:58,538 --> 00:44:00,537
A fine man,

721
00:44:01,371 --> 00:44:03,328
very loving,

722
00:44:03,496 --> 00:44:06,161
with a... a lot to offer.

723
00:44:10,162 --> 00:44:12,495
Now, take this.

724
00:44:15,413 --> 00:44:16,662
Give me my comb.

725
00:44:16,830 --> 00:44:18,537
Oh.

726
00:44:29,038 --> 00:44:30,954
I love you, Dad.

727
00:44:33,163 --> 00:44:34,746
Love you, too, son.

728
00:44:40,414 --> 00:44:41,995
Phantom of the Opera?

729
00:44:42,163 --> 00:44:43,912
You don't remember what
it was like to be 14?

730
00:44:44,080 --> 00:44:47,162
She's old enough to exhibit
a little character.

731
00:44:47,330 --> 00:44:49,788
But I guess that's something
you normally learn from your parents.

732
00:44:49,955 --> 00:44:51,371
That's a shot across my bow, right?

733
00:44:51,539 --> 00:44:52,912
- I missed something.
- Really?

734
00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:55,204
Instilling character,
our burden as parents.

735
00:44:55,372 --> 00:44:56,788
Yeah, I got that part.

736
00:44:56,955 --> 00:44:58,621
And you really haven't been
much of a parent lately,

737
00:44:58,789 --> 00:45:00,329
- so it might be tough...
- Look, just because you and I

738
00:45:00,497 --> 00:45:02,079
are struggling with this
Gordian knot, it doesn't mean...

739
00:45:02,247 --> 00:45:04,788
Oh, nice, "Gordian knot,"
but her 14-year-old self

740
00:45:04,955 --> 00:45:06,121
might view it differently.

741
00:45:06,288 --> 00:45:07,705
Might consider it abandonment.

742
00:45:07,871 --> 00:45:09,788
She's a little more
sophisticated than that,

743
00:45:09,955 --> 00:45:12,204
- don't you think?
- Pretty fucking sophisticated,

744
00:45:12,372 --> 00:45:14,746
the restored whatever
of The Phantom of the Opera.

745
00:45:14,913 --> 00:45:16,829
- I know that makes your dick hard.
- Barbara.

746
00:45:16,996 --> 00:45:18,870
- Precocious little shit.
- I am not defending her.

747
00:45:19,038 --> 00:45:20,413
- I'm on your side.
- I'm not blaming her,

748
00:45:20,580 --> 00:45:22,121
because I don't expect her
to act any differently

749
00:45:22,288 --> 00:45:24,414
when her father is such
a selfish son of a bitch.

750
00:45:24,581 --> 00:45:27,330
- Be a father! Help me!
- I am her father, goddamn it!

751
00:45:27,498 --> 00:45:28,871
Her father in name only.

752
00:45:29,039 --> 00:45:30,414
I have not forsook
my responsibilities.

753
00:45:30,581 --> 00:45:32,330
It's "forsaken," big shot.

754
00:45:32,498 --> 00:45:34,747
No, actually, "forsook" is
also an acceptable usage.

755
00:45:34,914 --> 00:45:37,789
Oh, "forsook" you
and the horse you rode in on.

756
00:45:37,956 --> 00:45:39,580
You do not fight fair.

757
00:45:39,748 --> 00:45:42,205
I've seen where that gets me.

758
00:45:42,373 --> 00:45:44,664
Grow up! While you are dyeing your hair

759
00:45:44,831 --> 00:45:46,372
and going through your fifth puberty,

760
00:45:46,540 --> 00:45:48,372
the world is falling apart,
and our kid can't handle it.

761
00:45:48,540 --> 00:45:50,372
Our kid is trying to deal
with this goddamn madhouse

762
00:45:50,540 --> 00:45:52,871
- you've dragged her into.
- This madhouse is my home.

763
00:45:53,039 --> 00:45:54,539
Yeah, think about that statement
for a second, why don't you?

764
00:45:54,707 --> 00:45:56,830
Jean is here with me because
this is a family event.

765
00:45:56,997 --> 00:45:59,539
Jean is here because she's
a buffer between you

766
00:45:59,707 --> 00:46:01,539
and the shrill insanity
of your mother.

767
00:46:01,707 --> 00:46:02,706
You'd have a lot more credibility

768
00:46:02,872 --> 00:46:04,414
if you had any credibility.
You're an easy mark.

769
00:46:04,581 --> 00:46:06,539
You're so goddamn
self-righteous, you know that?

770
00:46:06,707 --> 00:46:09,455
Surely you must have realized when you
started porking Pippi Longstocking

771
00:46:09,623 --> 00:46:11,080
that you were due for some
self-righteousness,

772
00:46:11,248 --> 00:46:13,372
just a smidge of
indignation on my part.

773
00:46:13,540 --> 00:46:14,706
Maybe I split because of it.

774
00:46:16,707 --> 00:46:18,497
Oh, is this your confession, then?

775
00:46:18,665 --> 00:46:20,622
When you finally unload all, hmm?

776
00:46:22,498 --> 00:46:24,747
You're thoughtful, Barbara,
but you're not open.

777
00:46:24,914 --> 00:46:26,664
You're passionate, but you're hard.

778
00:46:26,831 --> 00:46:29,248
You're a good, decent,
funny, wonderful woman,

779
00:46:29,416 --> 00:46:33,039
and I love you,
but you're a pain in the ass!

780
00:47:13,582 --> 00:47:15,706
One for me.

781
00:47:17,582 --> 00:47:19,248
One for the girls.

782
00:47:38,749 --> 00:47:40,748
Mom's casserole.

783
00:47:40,916 --> 00:47:42,832
They said you overslept.

784
00:47:44,417 --> 00:47:46,499
Maybe I purposely
accidentally overslept.

785
00:47:46,667 --> 00:47:48,249
I don't know, I'm so sorry.

786
00:47:48,417 --> 00:47:50,332
Please.

787
00:47:50,500 --> 00:47:52,249
I know you had one of the
worst days of your life,

788
00:47:52,417 --> 00:47:53,915
and I'm sorry that I wasn't there.

789
00:47:54,083 --> 00:47:55,499
We don't have to do that
with each other.

790
00:47:58,999 --> 00:48:00,665
Wait. You're breaking our rule.

791
00:48:02,250 --> 00:48:05,165
Well... they're on to me.

792
00:48:05,333 --> 00:48:07,249
Not us, just me.

793
00:48:07,417 --> 00:48:09,665
I told them I was seeing someone,

794
00:48:09,833 --> 00:48:12,748
I didn't tell them who. I just wanted
you to know, in case it came up.

795
00:48:16,208 --> 00:48:18,082
What?

796
00:48:21,916 --> 00:48:23,748
Charles?

797
00:48:23,916 --> 00:48:24,998
I adore you.

798
00:48:30,375 --> 00:48:32,082
Pass that casserole, please?

799
00:48:32,250 --> 00:48:34,082
Oh, my... my casserole's coming.

800
00:48:34,250 --> 00:48:35,998
I'll eat some of yours, too.

801
00:48:36,166 --> 00:48:37,207
Mom, let's eat!

802
00:48:38,833 --> 00:48:42,624
Oh, there he is. I wanted to put
you at the kids table,

803
00:48:42,792 --> 00:48:45,500
- but they wouldn't let me.
- Where do you want me to put this?

804
00:48:45,667 --> 00:48:49,417
Hi, Little Charles.
I want you to meet my fiance, Steve.

805
00:48:49,584 --> 00:48:52,041
- Hello.
- This is Little Charles.

806
00:48:52,209 --> 00:48:54,500
- Jeez!
- Goddamn it!

807
00:48:54,667 --> 00:48:57,291
- You goddamn clumsy goof ball!
- All right, all right.

808
00:48:57,459 --> 00:48:59,208
- Nobody's hurt.
- I'm so sorry!

809
00:48:59,376 --> 00:49:00,999
- What about me? I'm hurt.
- You're not hurt. Let it go.

810
00:49:01,167 --> 00:49:03,417
It's not a party until
somebody spills something.

811
00:49:03,584 --> 00:49:05,375
- That is my casserole!
- I'm sorry, the mess I made...

812
00:49:05,543 --> 00:49:07,666
- Let it go, Mattie Fae.
- I'm so sorry.

813
00:49:07,834 --> 00:49:12,333
Who wants chicken? Jean?
You didn't get chicken.

814
00:49:12,501 --> 00:49:13,666
- I don't eat meat.
- Pass the potatoes.

815
00:49:13,834 --> 00:49:14,916
You don't eat meat?

816
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:18,666
- OK.
- Mom!

817
00:49:18,834 --> 00:49:20,624
Little Charles, chicken?

818
00:49:20,792 --> 00:49:22,958
Put it on for him.
He's liable to burn the house down.

819
00:49:23,126 --> 00:49:24,708
All right, Mattie Fae.

820
00:49:24,875 --> 00:49:26,958
Mom, stop. I don't want that.

821
00:49:27,126 --> 00:49:28,500
Barbara.

822
00:49:32,917 --> 00:49:35,791
Will you put this up over there?

823
00:49:35,959 --> 00:49:37,417
Yeah, sure.

824
00:49:37,583 --> 00:49:40,083
That is so nice.

825
00:49:40,251 --> 00:49:42,624
That's so sweet.

826
00:49:42,792 --> 00:49:45,583
I see you gentlemen have all
stripped down to your shirtfronts.

827
00:49:45,751 --> 00:49:48,501
I thought we were having
a funeral dinner...

828
00:49:50,127 --> 00:49:51,667
...not a cockfight.

829
00:50:10,751 --> 00:50:13,418
Somebody should probably say grace.

830
00:50:16,252 --> 00:50:17,583
Barbara?

831
00:50:20,751 --> 00:50:22,709
Well, Uncle Charlie should say it.

832
00:50:22,876 --> 00:50:25,917
He's the patriarch around here now.

833
00:50:26,085 --> 00:50:27,418
I am?

834
00:50:27,584 --> 00:50:29,709
By default.

835
00:50:33,543 --> 00:50:34,959
OK.

836
00:50:39,085 --> 00:50:42,500
Dear Lord, we ask that you

837
00:50:42,668 --> 00:50:45,709
watch over this family

838
00:50:45,876 --> 00:50:48,376
in this sad time, O Lord.

839
00:50:48,543 --> 00:50:53,043
That you bless this good woman

840
00:50:53,211 --> 00:50:55,252
and keep her in your...

841
00:50:55,420 --> 00:50:59,584
...in your... grace.

842
00:51:06,461 --> 00:51:08,918
Oh, um...

843
00:51:14,544 --> 00:51:17,584
I got to take this.

844
00:51:17,752 --> 00:51:20,335
Work. It's very important.

845
00:51:20,502 --> 00:51:22,252
- I'm working in Oklahoma, yeah.
- Uh-huh.

846
00:51:22,420 --> 00:51:25,584
Oklahoma, right. Yep.

847
00:51:27,752 --> 00:51:31,918
We ask that you
watch over Beverly, too, as he...

848
00:51:33,627 --> 00:51:35,543
...as he...

849
00:51:37,585 --> 00:51:39,543
...as he makes his journey.

850
00:51:41,585 --> 00:51:46,252
We thank thee, O Lord, that
we are able to join together

851
00:51:46,420 --> 00:51:50,252
to pay tribute to this fine man

852
00:51:50,420 --> 00:51:55,002
in his house, with his, uh,
beautiful daughters.

853
00:51:56,962 --> 00:52:00,669
We are truly blessed in our fellowship,

854
00:52:00,837 --> 00:52:02,711
our togetherness,

855
00:52:02,878 --> 00:52:04,253
our...

856
00:52:04,420 --> 00:52:07,961
our, uh... fellowship.

857
00:52:09,379 --> 00:52:12,711
We thank thee for the food, O Lord,

858
00:52:12,878 --> 00:52:17,044
that we can share this food and...

859
00:52:18,420 --> 00:52:22,419
...replenish our bodies
with nutrients.

860
00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:26,919
We ask that you help us get better

861
00:52:27,087 --> 00:52:28,336
and be better people.

862
00:52:28,503 --> 00:52:29,794
Thanks. Bye.

863
00:52:29,962 --> 00:52:34,502
We recognize now more than ever
the power,

864
00:52:34,670 --> 00:52:38,044
the joy of family.

865
00:52:38,212 --> 00:52:42,836
We ask that you bless
and watch over this family.

866
00:52:43,003 --> 00:52:44,752
- Amen.
- Amen.

867
00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:48,169
- Amen. So sorry, folks.
- Let's eat.

868
00:52:53,045 --> 00:52:55,919
Barb, you have any use
for that sideboard?

869
00:52:56,087 --> 00:52:58,669
- Hmm?
- That sideboard right there.

870
00:52:58,837 --> 00:53:01,837
- You have any interest in that?
- It's so pretty.

871
00:53:02,004 --> 00:53:03,670
No. I mean, why?

872
00:53:03,838 --> 00:53:05,295
Getting rid of a lot of this stuff.

873
00:53:05,462 --> 00:53:07,795
I just thought you might want
that sideboard.

874
00:53:08,796 --> 00:53:12,170
Well, no, Mom, I wouldn't have any way
to get that home to Colorado.

875
00:53:12,338 --> 00:53:14,087
Maybe lvy will take it.

876
00:53:14,255 --> 00:53:15,712
I have something like that, remember?

877
00:53:15,879 --> 00:53:17,878
- Clearing all this out of here.
- It's really pretty.

878
00:53:18,046 --> 00:53:19,378
I want to have a brand-new everything.

879
00:53:19,546 --> 00:53:21,003
I guess I'm just sort of

880
00:53:21,171 --> 00:53:23,170
not prepared to talk about your stuff.

881
00:53:25,171 --> 00:53:26,878
Suit yourself.

882
00:53:30,504 --> 00:53:33,045
- The food is just spectacular.
- Mm-hmm.

883
00:53:35,671 --> 00:53:37,295
Johnna cooked this whole meal
all by herself.

884
00:53:37,462 --> 00:53:39,795
It's what she's paid for.

885
00:53:39,963 --> 00:53:41,628
Y'all did know she's
getting paid, right?

886
00:53:43,213 --> 00:53:44,420
Uh, Jean?

887
00:53:45,713 --> 00:53:47,586
So I'm curious.

888
00:53:47,754 --> 00:53:50,087
When you say you don't eat meat,

889
00:53:50,255 --> 00:53:52,837
you mean you don't
eat meat of any kind?

890
00:53:53,004 --> 00:53:55,795
- Right.
- Hmm, sure.

891
00:53:55,963 --> 00:53:58,295
Is that for health reasons, or...

892
00:53:58,462 --> 00:54:00,878
Well, when you eat meat,
you ingest an animal's fear.

893
00:54:01,046 --> 00:54:03,003
Ingest what? Its fur?

894
00:54:03,171 --> 00:54:05,713
Fear.

895
00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:08,337
I thought she said...

896
00:54:08,505 --> 00:54:10,963
You can eat fear?

897
00:54:11,131 --> 00:54:13,421
How do you do that?
You can't eat fear.

898
00:54:13,588 --> 00:54:16,421
Sure you can. I mean, what happens
to you when you feel afraid?

899
00:54:16,588 --> 00:54:19,337
Doesn't your body produce
all sorts of chemical reactions?

900
00:54:19,505 --> 00:54:21,088
I don't know. Does it?

901
00:54:21,256 --> 00:54:23,171
- It does. Adrenaline, and...
- Yes, it does.

902
00:54:23,338 --> 00:54:24,754
Your body goes through a whole
chemical process

903
00:54:24,922 --> 00:54:27,879
- when it experiences fear.
- Yep, and cortisol.

904
00:54:28,047 --> 00:54:29,379
Don't you think an animal
experiences fear?

905
00:54:29,547 --> 00:54:30,838
You bet it does.

906
00:54:31,005 --> 00:54:33,462
I used to work at a
cattle processing plant.

907
00:54:33,630 --> 00:54:36,838
- Lots of fear flying around that place.
- So, when you eat meat,

908
00:54:37,005 --> 00:54:39,796
you're ingesting all of that
fear that the animal felt

909
00:54:39,964 --> 00:54:42,046
when it was slaughtered to make food.

910
00:54:42,214 --> 00:54:44,879
- Right.
- You mean I've been eating fear,

911
00:54:45,047 --> 00:54:47,629
what, three times a day for 60 years?

912
00:54:47,797 --> 00:54:50,879
Right.

913
00:54:51,047 --> 00:54:54,587
This one won't have a meal
that doesn't have meat in it.

914
00:54:54,755 --> 00:54:56,796
Well, I guess it
was just the way I was raised,

915
00:54:56,964 --> 00:55:00,004
but somehow it doesn't seem
like a legitimate meal

916
00:55:00,172 --> 00:55:02,504
unless there's some meat somewhere.

917
00:55:02,672 --> 00:55:04,879
If I make some kind of pasta dish,

918
00:55:05,047 --> 00:55:08,462
he'll be like, "That's fine as an
appetizer, but where's the meat?"

919
00:55:08,630 --> 00:55:10,880
Yeah, "Where's the meat?"
Isn't that the TV commercial,

920
00:55:11,048 --> 00:55:12,630
the old lady says, "Where's the meat?"

921
00:55:12,798 --> 00:55:14,588
"Where's the meat?"

922
00:55:14,756 --> 00:55:16,005
"Where's the beef?"

923
00:55:17,756 --> 00:55:19,839
"Where's the meat? Where's the meat?!

924
00:55:20,006 --> 00:55:22,131
Where's the meat?!
Hey, where's the meat?!"

925
00:55:22,297 --> 00:55:24,880
That's pleasant.

926
00:55:26,423 --> 00:55:29,630
Well, I thought
the services were lovely.

927
00:55:29,798 --> 00:55:31,964
Preacher did a fine job.

928
00:55:34,006 --> 00:55:37,255
I give it a... eh.

929
00:55:37,423 --> 00:55:38,755
Really? You thought so?

930
00:55:38,923 --> 00:55:40,422
Great, now we get
some dramatic criticism.

931
00:55:40,589 --> 00:55:44,047
Too much talk about poetry and teaching.

932
00:55:44,214 --> 00:55:47,755
He hadn't written any poetry
to speak of since '65,

933
00:55:47,923 --> 00:55:49,547
and he never liked teaching
worth a damn.

934
00:55:49,756 --> 00:55:51,755
Nobody talked about the good stuff.

935
00:55:51,923 --> 00:55:55,505
Man was a world-class alcoholic
for more than 50 years.

936
00:55:55,673 --> 00:55:57,880
Nobody talked about the time
he got wrangled

937
00:55:58,048 --> 00:56:01,380
into giving a talk
at the TU alumni dinner.

938
00:56:01,548 --> 00:56:04,380
Oh, my. He drank a whole bottle of rum,

939
00:56:04,548 --> 00:56:06,672
Ron Bocoy White Rum.

940
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:08,672
I don't know why I remember that.

941
00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:10,922
And he gets up to give this talk,

942
00:56:11,090 --> 00:56:13,672
and he fouled himself.

943
00:56:13,840 --> 00:56:17,090
Yeah, he comes back to the table
with this great big, huge...

944
00:56:17,257 --> 00:56:20,172
Yeah, I can't imagine why
no one told that story.

945
00:56:20,340 --> 00:56:23,923
Well, he didn't get invited back
to any more TU alumni dinners.

946
00:56:24,091 --> 00:56:25,548
I can tell you that.

947
00:56:27,757 --> 00:56:30,132
Now, I don't know
that much about poetry,

948
00:56:30,298 --> 00:56:33,631
but I thought his poems
were extraordinary.

949
00:56:33,799 --> 00:56:35,214
And your reading was very fine.

950
00:56:35,382 --> 00:56:36,673
- Thank you.
- It was, Bill.

951
00:56:36,841 --> 00:56:38,172
It was nice.

952
00:56:38,340 --> 00:56:39,965
Who are you?

953
00:56:41,257 --> 00:56:43,423
Well, this is my fiance, Steve.

954
00:56:43,590 --> 00:56:44,715
You met him at the church.

955
00:56:44,882 --> 00:56:46,214
Steve Huberbrecht.

956
00:56:46,382 --> 00:56:48,756
- Hide-the-what?
- Huberbrecht.

957
00:56:48,924 --> 00:56:50,673
Hide-the...

958
00:56:50,841 --> 00:56:52,756
Hide-a-b...
That's German.

959
00:56:52,924 --> 00:56:54,798
German-lrish, really.

960
00:56:54,966 --> 00:56:56,090
- I, uh, just have one...
- Oh, yeah.

961
00:56:56,257 --> 00:56:58,381
Well, that is peculiar, Karen,

962
00:56:58,549 --> 00:57:00,715
to bring a date
to your father's funeral.

963
00:57:00,882 --> 00:57:02,965
I know the poetry was good,
but I really wouldn't

964
00:57:03,132 --> 00:57:05,090
have considered it date material.

965
00:57:05,257 --> 00:57:07,589
He's not a date, he's my fiance,

966
00:57:07,757 --> 00:57:10,673
and we're getting married
on New Year's in Miami,

967
00:57:10,841 --> 00:57:13,090
and I would love it
if you could make it.

968
00:57:13,257 --> 00:57:15,548
Well, I don't really see
that happening. Do you?

969
00:57:15,716 --> 00:57:17,214
Steve?

970
00:57:17,966 --> 00:57:18,965
That right?

971
00:57:19,132 --> 00:57:20,716
Steve?

972
00:57:20,883 --> 00:57:22,674
Uh, yes, ma'am.

973
00:57:22,842 --> 00:57:25,007
You ever been married before?

974
00:57:25,174 --> 00:57:26,590
- Yes, ma'am, I have.
- That's...

975
00:57:26,758 --> 00:57:28,424
More than once?

976
00:57:28,591 --> 00:57:31,841
Three times, actually.
Three times before this.

977
00:57:32,008 --> 00:57:35,007
Mm-hmm. You should pretty well
have it down by now, then.

978
00:57:35,174 --> 00:57:36,841
Yeah.

979
00:57:37,008 --> 00:57:39,090
Right, right.

980
00:57:39,258 --> 00:57:40,382
- Excuse me.
- Yeah,

981
00:57:40,550 --> 00:57:42,799
I had that one pegged, didn't I?

982
00:57:42,967 --> 00:57:46,090
I mean, just look at him.
You can tell he's been married.

983
00:57:46,258 --> 00:57:49,757
Do you know I went outside
to show Steve the old fort,

984
00:57:49,925 --> 00:57:52,549
- and it was torn down.
- It's been gone for years.

985
00:57:52,717 --> 00:57:54,090
- I was so sad.
- What's this, now?

986
00:57:54,258 --> 00:57:57,173
Our old fort. We used to
play cowboys and lndians.

987
00:57:57,341 --> 00:57:59,924
- Daddy said rats were getting in there.
- Karen! Shame on you!

988
00:58:01,883 --> 00:58:05,507
Don't you know you're not supposed
to say "cowboys and lndians"?

989
00:58:05,675 --> 00:58:08,257
You played "cowboys
and Native Americans."

990
00:58:08,425 --> 00:58:12,215
Right, Barb?

991
00:58:12,383 --> 00:58:14,924
What are you taking? What pills?

992
00:58:15,091 --> 00:58:17,632
Oh, leave me alone.

993
00:58:19,758 --> 00:58:21,007
Uh-oh!

994
00:58:21,174 --> 00:58:22,298
What, what is it?

995
00:58:23,842 --> 00:58:25,758
- What is it?
- Dad?

996
00:58:25,926 --> 00:58:28,383
What's the matter?

997
00:58:28,551 --> 00:58:30,591
Are you OK, Uncle Charlie?

998
00:58:30,759 --> 00:58:33,758
- Dad, are you...
- I got a... big bite of fear.

999
00:58:38,009 --> 00:58:41,299
- Fear never tasted so good.
- Oh, you!

1000
00:58:41,467 --> 00:58:45,508
It's pretty good once
you get used to the taste.

1001
00:58:45,676 --> 00:58:48,383
I'm shaking in my boots!

1002
00:58:52,050 --> 00:58:54,133
I do catch her having a cheeseburger
every now and again.

1003
00:58:54,300 --> 00:58:55,883
What? No, you don't.

1004
00:58:56,050 --> 00:58:58,258
Double cheese, bacon, extra fear.

1005
00:58:58,426 --> 00:58:59,466
Mom, you are such a liar.

1006
00:58:59,634 --> 00:59:01,383
No, stop. You are!

1007
00:59:01,551 --> 00:59:03,800
If I ever called my mother a liar,

1008
00:59:03,968 --> 00:59:06,091
she would've knocked my goddamn head

1009
00:59:06,259 --> 00:59:08,091
off my shoulders!

1010
00:59:16,759 --> 00:59:19,466
You girls know there is a will.

1011
00:59:19,634 --> 00:59:22,341
- Mom.
- We took care of that some time back.

1012
00:59:22,509 --> 00:59:24,758
We don't want to talk about it.

1013
00:59:24,926 --> 00:59:27,591
Well, I want to talk about it!
What about what I want to talk about?

1014
00:59:27,759 --> 00:59:31,134
Does that count for anything?

1015
00:59:31,301 --> 00:59:33,926
Bev made some good investments,
believe it or not,

1016
00:59:34,093 --> 00:59:37,217
and we had some money
for you girls in his will,

1017
00:59:37,385 --> 00:59:40,676
but, uh, we talked it over

1018
00:59:40,844 --> 00:59:42,509
after some time passed

1019
00:59:42,677 --> 00:59:44,592
and decided to change things,

1020
00:59:44,760 --> 00:59:46,467
leaving everything to me.

1021
00:59:46,635 --> 00:59:49,843
We didn't get around to,
you know, the...

1022
00:59:50,009 --> 00:59:52,300
...taking care of it legally,
but you should know,

1023
00:59:52,468 --> 00:59:55,426
he meant to leave the money to me.

1024
00:59:59,552 --> 01:00:00,843
OK?

1025
01:00:03,385 --> 01:00:07,342
- OK.
- OK?

1026
01:00:07,510 --> 01:00:09,008
OK.

1027
01:00:09,176 --> 01:00:11,050
Karen, OK?

1028
01:00:11,218 --> 01:00:12,509
- Yeah, OK.
- OK.

1029
01:00:12,677 --> 01:00:14,134
But some of this furniture,

1030
01:00:14,301 --> 01:00:16,175
some of this old shit,
you can have.

1031
01:00:16,343 --> 01:00:18,676
I don't want it,
got no use for it.

1032
01:00:18,844 --> 01:00:21,592
Maybe I should have an auction.

1033
01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:24,092
Uh, sure, an auction's a fine idea.

1034
01:00:24,260 --> 01:00:25,843
Because some of this... these things,

1035
01:00:26,009 --> 01:00:28,426
the silverware,
that's worth a pretty penny.

1036
01:00:28,593 --> 01:00:31,467
But I will sell it to you,
if you like,

1037
01:00:31,635 --> 01:00:33,384
for cheaper than I might get
in an auction.

1038
01:00:33,552 --> 01:00:35,677
Or you might never get around
to the auction,

1039
01:00:35,845 --> 01:00:38,260
and then we can just have it
for free after you die.

1040
01:00:38,428 --> 01:00:39,885
Barbara.

1041
01:00:42,594 --> 01:00:45,385
Yeah, you might at that.

1042
01:00:45,553 --> 01:00:47,926
Bill, I was wondering,

1043
01:00:48,094 --> 01:00:51,844
your reading, the poems,
which ones did you choose

1044
01:00:52,010 --> 01:00:54,135
- in the end to read?
- Well, I, uh...

1045
01:00:54,302 --> 01:00:56,176
Bill, where are you living now?

1046
01:00:56,344 --> 01:00:59,093
You want this old sideboard?

1047
01:00:59,261 --> 01:01:01,552
I beg your pardon?

1048
01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:04,635
You and Barb are separated, right?

1049
01:01:04,803 --> 01:01:07,635
Oh, or are you divorced already?

1050
01:01:09,094 --> 01:01:11,884
No, we're, um, separated.

1051
01:01:12,052 --> 01:01:15,884
Mm-hm. You thought you could
slip that by me, didn't you?

1052
01:01:17,636 --> 01:01:19,802
Nobody slips anything by me.

1053
01:01:21,094 --> 01:01:24,343
I know what's what.

1054
01:01:24,511 --> 01:01:27,884
Your father thought he was
slipping one by me, too, right?

1055
01:01:28,052 --> 01:01:30,468
- What's the matter with you?
- I'm sorry you two are having trouble.

1056
01:01:30,636 --> 01:01:32,802
Maybe you can work it out.

1057
01:01:32,969 --> 01:01:36,009
Bev and I separated...
a couple times.

1058
01:01:36,177 --> 01:01:37,677
Of course, we didn't call it that.

1059
01:01:37,845 --> 01:01:42,511
Help us with an illustration
from your storybook marriage.

1060
01:01:42,679 --> 01:01:45,428
Truth is, you just can't
compete with a younger woman.

1061
01:01:45,595 --> 01:01:50,344
It's just one of those
unfair things in life.

1062
01:01:50,512 --> 01:01:52,094
Is there a younger woman involved?

1063
01:01:52,262 --> 01:01:54,927
- You've said enough on this topic.
- Yes. There's a younger woman.

1064
01:01:55,095 --> 01:01:57,885
Well, see? Odds are
against you there, babe.

1065
01:02:02,595 --> 01:02:05,261
Mom believes women don't grow
more attractive with age.

1066
01:02:06,429 --> 01:02:08,052
Oh, I disagree. I think...

1067
01:02:08,220 --> 01:02:10,219
No, I didn't say they
"don't grow more attractive."

1068
01:02:10,387 --> 01:02:14,969
I said they get ugly! And it's not
really a matter of opinion, Karen, dear.

1069
01:02:15,137 --> 01:02:18,636
You've only just started
to prove it yourself.

1070
01:02:18,804 --> 01:02:22,010
You are in rare form today, Vi.

1071
01:02:22,178 --> 01:02:24,761
Well, the day calls for it, doesn't it?

1072
01:02:24,928 --> 01:02:28,094
What... What form would you
have me in, hmm?

1073
01:02:28,262 --> 01:02:31,261
I just don't understand
why you're so adversarial.

1074
01:02:31,429 --> 01:02:34,720
I'm just truth-telling.

1075
01:02:34,886 --> 01:02:36,927
Some people are antagonized
by the truth.

1076
01:02:37,137 --> 01:02:38,927
Everyone here loves you, dear.

1077
01:02:39,095 --> 01:02:41,553
Oh, you think you can shame me, Charlie?

1078
01:02:41,721 --> 01:02:43,844
Blow it out your ass!

1079
01:02:45,346 --> 01:02:48,053
Three days ago,
I identified my father's corpse.

1080
01:02:48,221 --> 01:02:50,262
And now I'm supposed to sit
here and listen to you

1081
01:02:50,430 --> 01:02:53,262
viciously attack
every member of this family?

1082
01:02:53,430 --> 01:02:55,053
Attack my family?

1083
01:02:55,221 --> 01:02:58,387
Have you ever been attacked
in your sweet, spoiled life?

1084
01:02:58,555 --> 01:03:01,095
Tell her about attacks, Mattie Fae.

1085
01:03:01,263 --> 01:03:03,262
- Tell her what an attack looks like!
- Settle down, Mom.

1086
01:03:03,430 --> 01:03:05,011
Don't tell me to settle down,
goddamn it!

1087
01:03:05,179 --> 01:03:08,262
I'm not a goddamn invalid!
Am I to be abided now?

1088
01:03:08,430 --> 01:03:12,220
- Have I been passed over?
- Come on, honey...

1089
01:03:12,388 --> 01:03:15,387
This woman came to my rescue

1090
01:03:15,555 --> 01:03:18,970
when one of my mother's
many gentleman friends

1091
01:03:19,138 --> 01:03:22,387
was attacking me
with a claw hammer.

1092
01:03:22,555 --> 01:03:26,679
This woman has dents in her skull
from hammer blows.

1093
01:03:26,846 --> 01:03:29,220
What do you know about attacks?

1094
01:03:29,388 --> 01:03:32,679
What do you know about
life on these Plains?

1095
01:03:32,846 --> 01:03:35,970
What do you know about hard times?

1096
01:03:36,138 --> 01:03:38,262
We know you had a rotten
childhood, Mom. Who didn't?

1097
01:03:38,430 --> 01:03:41,721
You don't know! You do not know!
None of you know!

1098
01:03:41,887 --> 01:03:43,928
None of you know,
except this woman right here,

1099
01:03:44,096 --> 01:03:46,928
and that man we buried today.

1100
01:03:47,096 --> 01:03:50,012
Oh, sweet girl.

1101
01:03:51,097 --> 01:03:54,179
Sweet Barbara...

1102
01:03:54,347 --> 01:03:58,054
...my heart breaks for every
time you felt pain. I really...

1103
01:03:58,222 --> 01:03:59,887
I wished I could've
shielded you from it,

1104
01:04:00,055 --> 01:04:03,804
but if you think you can fathom
for one solitary second

1105
01:04:03,972 --> 01:04:06,346
the pain that man endured
in his natural life,

1106
01:04:06,514 --> 01:04:08,721
you got another thing coming.

1107
01:04:08,888 --> 01:04:13,804
You know where your father lived
from age four till about ten?

1108
01:04:13,972 --> 01:04:17,096
Do you? Do you?

1109
01:04:17,264 --> 01:04:18,887
- No.
- No.

1110
01:04:19,055 --> 01:04:20,804
In a Pontiac sedan.

1111
01:04:22,305 --> 01:04:24,721
With his mother, his father,
in a fucking car.

1112
01:04:24,888 --> 01:04:27,471
Six fucking years in a car!

1113
01:04:27,639 --> 01:04:30,471
Now, what do you want to say
about your rotten childhood?

1114
01:04:30,639 --> 01:04:33,263
Jesus. This is the crux
of the biscuit:

1115
01:04:33,431 --> 01:04:36,471
We lived too hard,
and then we rose too high.

1116
01:04:36,639 --> 01:04:39,721
We sacrificed everything,
and we did it all for you.

1117
01:04:39,888 --> 01:04:43,929
Your father and I, first in our families
to graduate high school,

1118
01:04:44,097 --> 01:04:47,721
and he wound up an award-winning poet.

1119
01:04:47,888 --> 01:04:51,846
You girls, just given
a college education,

1120
01:04:52,013 --> 01:04:53,513
taken for granted, no doubt.

1121
01:04:53,680 --> 01:04:54,972
Where'd you wind up?

1122
01:04:55,140 --> 01:04:59,264
What do you do?
What do you do?

1123
01:05:00,764 --> 01:05:03,097
Who are you? Jesus!

1124
01:05:03,265 --> 01:05:06,264
You worked as hard as us,
you'd all be president.

1125
01:05:06,432 --> 01:05:09,847
You had no real problems, so you got to
make all your problems yourselves.

1126
01:05:10,014 --> 01:05:11,847
Why are you screaming at us?

1127
01:05:12,014 --> 01:05:14,055
Just time some truth
is told around here.

1128
01:05:15,390 --> 01:05:17,389
Damn fine day to tell the truth.

1129
01:05:19,181 --> 01:05:22,264
Well, the truth is...

1130
01:05:22,432 --> 01:05:23,597
...I'm getting full.

1131
01:05:23,806 --> 01:05:25,597
Amen.

1132
01:05:25,764 --> 01:05:27,722
There's dessert, too.

1133
01:05:27,889 --> 01:05:30,722
Oh, she baked pies.
They look so lovely.

1134
01:05:30,889 --> 01:05:32,763
I got a truth to tell.

1135
01:05:32,931 --> 01:05:34,805
It speaks.

1136
01:05:34,973 --> 01:05:36,763
- What is it, son?
- No, no.

1137
01:05:42,390 --> 01:05:43,597
I have a truth.

1138
01:05:43,764 --> 01:05:46,722
- Little Charles.
- I...

1139
01:05:46,889 --> 01:05:48,638
Charles, not like this, please.

1140
01:05:52,473 --> 01:05:54,264
The truth is...

1141
01:05:58,306 --> 01:06:00,181
I forgot to set the clock.

1142
01:06:00,349 --> 01:06:02,348
The power didn't go out.

1143
01:06:02,516 --> 01:06:03,973
I forgot to set the clock.

1144
01:06:04,141 --> 01:06:05,432
I'm sorry, Mom.

1145
01:06:06,724 --> 01:06:09,140
I'm sorry, everyone.

1146
01:06:09,307 --> 01:06:11,889
Excuse me, I just...

1147
01:06:18,516 --> 01:06:19,723
Scintillating.

1148
01:06:19,890 --> 01:06:21,764
I gave up a long time ago.

1149
01:06:21,932 --> 01:06:24,098
Little Charles is your project now.

1150
01:06:24,266 --> 01:06:26,764
Charles.

1151
01:06:26,932 --> 01:06:28,306
His name is Charles.

1152
01:06:29,224 --> 01:06:32,848
Oh, poor lvy. Poor baby.

1153
01:06:33,015 --> 01:06:35,806
- Mom, please, Mom. Just please.
- Poor little thing.

1154
01:06:35,974 --> 01:06:38,432
She's always had a feeling
for the underdog.

1155
01:06:38,598 --> 01:06:40,723
Just don't be mean
to me right now, OK?

1156
01:06:40,890 --> 01:06:44,723
I'm not. Everybody's got the
idea I'm mean all of a sudden.

1157
01:06:44,890 --> 01:06:47,556
- Please, Mama.
- I'm just telling the truth.

1158
01:06:47,724 --> 01:06:49,473
You're a drug addict.

1159
01:06:49,640 --> 01:06:52,098
That's the truth!
That's what I'm getting at!

1160
01:06:52,266 --> 01:06:53,764
Hey, everybody, everybody, listen.

1161
01:06:53,932 --> 01:06:56,223
I'm a drug addict.

1162
01:06:56,391 --> 01:06:57,848
I love drugs.

1163
01:06:58,015 --> 01:07:00,098
Especially pills.
Especially downers.

1164
01:07:00,266 --> 01:07:02,223
You see these little blue babies?

1165
01:07:02,391 --> 01:07:04,932
These are my best fucking friends,

1166
01:07:05,100 --> 01:07:07,266
and they never let me down.

1167
01:07:07,434 --> 01:07:12,015
You try to get them away from me,
I'll eat you alive.

1168
01:07:12,183 --> 01:07:14,807
Give me those goddamn pills!

1169
01:07:15,933 --> 01:07:17,182
Stop it!

1170
01:07:17,350 --> 01:07:19,224
Holy shit!

1171
01:07:19,392 --> 01:07:20,516
Give me these pills!

1172
01:07:22,308 --> 01:07:24,057
Right now! Give me those pills!

1173
01:07:25,933 --> 01:07:28,266
- Barbara, stop it!
- Come on!

1174
01:07:28,434 --> 01:07:29,974
- Barbara!
- No!

1175
01:07:32,599 --> 01:07:33,849
- Please!
- Give it to me!

1176
01:07:34,016 --> 01:07:36,266
Hey, now, come on.

1177
01:07:36,434 --> 01:07:38,433
- Barb, stop!
- Stop!

1178
01:07:38,599 --> 01:07:39,765
Stop, goddamn it!

1179
01:07:41,558 --> 01:07:44,391
Oh, goddamn you!

1180
01:07:44,558 --> 01:07:45,598
Come on, Mama.

1181
01:07:45,766 --> 01:07:47,765
Damn you.

1182
01:07:47,933 --> 01:07:50,765
OK. OK.

1183
01:07:50,933 --> 01:07:53,391
OK, pill raid.

1184
01:07:53,558 --> 01:07:54,724
Remember this?

1185
01:07:54,891 --> 01:07:56,015
Remember how it goes?

1186
01:07:56,183 --> 01:07:57,598
Search everything.

1187
01:07:57,766 --> 01:08:00,266
Every closet, every drawer,

1188
01:08:00,434 --> 01:08:03,932
- every shoe box.
- You can't do this. It's my house.

1189
01:08:04,225 --> 01:08:05,932
- Karen, call Dr. Burke.
- OK.

1190
01:08:06,100 --> 01:08:08,099
You can't do this!

1191
01:08:08,267 --> 01:08:12,350
It's my house!
This is my house!

1192
01:08:12,517 --> 01:08:14,975
You don't get it, do you?

1193
01:08:15,143 --> 01:08:18,933
You don't get it.
I am running things now!

1194
01:08:27,475 --> 01:08:31,100
Why did Dr. Burke write so many
prescriptions? Didn't he know?

1195
01:08:31,268 --> 01:08:35,267
It's not just him. She's got
a doctor in every port.

1196
01:08:35,435 --> 01:08:38,016
And you knew this was happening again?

1197
01:08:57,268 --> 01:09:00,183
I'm sorry about you and Bill.

1198
01:09:00,351 --> 01:09:02,599
Me, too, Barb.

1199
01:09:02,767 --> 01:09:05,641
You think it's temporary, or...

1200
01:09:06,934 --> 01:09:08,433
Who knows?

1201
01:09:09,809 --> 01:09:11,766
We've been married a long time.

1202
01:09:17,185 --> 01:09:19,101
Now what?

1203
01:09:23,352 --> 01:09:25,309
The chemotherapy
and the radiation

1204
01:09:25,476 --> 01:09:27,767
coupled with the overuse
of pain medications...

1205
01:09:27,935 --> 01:09:29,475
- Right.
- ...without the benefit

1206
01:09:29,643 --> 01:09:31,309
of more thorough testing,

1207
01:09:31,476 --> 01:09:34,268
an MRI or CT scan,

1208
01:09:34,435 --> 01:09:37,767
I believe your mother is suffering
from mild cognitive impairment.

1209
01:09:37,935 --> 01:09:39,726
Mild cognitive impairment?

1210
01:09:39,893 --> 01:09:41,184
Brain damage.

1211
01:09:41,352 --> 01:09:44,934
It may be time to consider placing her
in a long-term care facility.

1212
01:09:45,102 --> 01:09:47,184
I know I'd feel
a lot more comfortable

1213
01:09:47,352 --> 01:09:49,143
if I knew she was receiving that
level of supervision.

1214
01:09:49,310 --> 01:09:51,309
And, uh, where would you
have us put her?

1215
01:09:51,476 --> 01:09:54,809
- A psychiatric hospital?
- Well, Beverly's gone.

1216
01:09:54,977 --> 01:09:57,851
Right. Well, not so much "gone"
as "dead," but I see your point.

1217
01:09:58,018 --> 01:10:01,684
Legal guardianship for you and your
sisters, with my recommendation...

1218
01:10:01,852 --> 01:10:06,017
So you're thinking, if the three
of us cooperated with this, uh,

1219
01:10:06,185 --> 01:10:10,684
commitment end-around, that we would be
less likely to sue your ass?

1220
01:10:10,852 --> 01:10:13,559
- I'm sorry?
- "Mild cognitive impairment"?

1221
01:10:13,727 --> 01:10:18,350
- Are you fucking kidding me?
- All right.

1222
01:10:18,518 --> 01:10:19,893
You know whose name is on these bottles?

1223
01:10:20,061 --> 01:10:21,560
- Barb.
- Do you?

1224
01:10:21,728 --> 01:10:23,269
Your mother
is a very sick person.

1225
01:10:23,436 --> 01:10:24,893
We've got a whole bucket
of these at home

1226
01:10:25,061 --> 01:10:27,560
with your name on it,
evidence for the medical board.

1227
01:10:31,769 --> 01:10:34,185
Oh, let's go.
I think we're done.

1228
01:10:48,186 --> 01:10:51,977
- Pull the car over.
- We'll be home in a minute.

1229
01:10:52,145 --> 01:10:54,852
Pull the car over.

1230
01:10:55,019 --> 01:10:56,518
I'm gonna be sick.

1231
01:11:35,687 --> 01:11:37,477
Mom?

1232
01:11:37,645 --> 01:11:42,769
Mom!

1233
01:11:55,603 --> 01:11:58,519
Where are you going?

1234
01:12:05,854 --> 01:12:11,103
Mom!

1235
01:12:11,270 --> 01:12:13,227
Mom, wait!

1236
01:12:21,603 --> 01:12:23,519
Mom!

1237
01:12:25,729 --> 01:12:27,477
Mom.

1238
01:12:29,395 --> 01:12:30,437
What are you doing?

1239
01:12:30,604 --> 01:12:32,395
Where the fuck
are you going, Mom?

1240
01:12:32,563 --> 01:12:34,270
There's nowhere to go.

1241
01:12:39,938 --> 01:12:41,562
There's no place to go.

1242
01:12:48,354 --> 01:12:50,687
Mom.

1243
01:12:50,855 --> 01:12:52,562
I'm sorry.

1244
01:12:54,147 --> 01:12:55,270
Honey, please.

1245
01:12:55,438 --> 01:12:58,603
No, it's important I say this.
I...

1246
01:12:58,771 --> 01:13:03,146
I lost my temper at dinner
and went too far.

1247
01:13:03,312 --> 01:13:07,062
Barbara. The day, the funeral...

1248
01:13:08,312 --> 01:13:10,854
...the pills. I was...

1249
01:13:11,021 --> 01:13:13,353
...spoiling for a fight
and you gave it to me.

1250
01:13:16,646 --> 01:13:18,228
So...

1251
01:13:19,147 --> 01:13:20,186
...truce?

1252
01:13:22,896 --> 01:13:25,270
Truce, honey.
Yeah, sure.

1253
01:13:26,730 --> 01:13:28,395
Now what?

1254
01:13:31,229 --> 01:13:34,104
How do you mean?

1255
01:13:34,271 --> 01:13:36,938
Well, don't you think you should
consider going back to a rehab center?

1256
01:13:37,106 --> 01:13:38,771
No, I can't...

1257
01:13:38,939 --> 01:13:40,771
I can't go through that again.

1258
01:13:40,939 --> 01:13:44,105
Um, I can do this.

1259
01:13:44,272 --> 01:13:46,105
You, uh...

1260
01:13:46,272 --> 01:13:49,521
- You took all my pills, right?
- All that we could find.

1261
01:13:49,689 --> 01:13:51,521
Well, I don't have that many
hiding places.

1262
01:13:51,689 --> 01:13:52,771
Now, Mom, come on.

1263
01:13:52,939 --> 01:13:54,063
You want to search me?

1264
01:13:54,230 --> 01:13:56,688
No.

1265
01:14:02,272 --> 01:14:04,771
If the pills are gone,
I'll be fine.

1266
01:14:04,939 --> 01:14:07,855
I just need a few days to get my...

1267
01:14:08,022 --> 01:14:11,187
...my feet back under me.

1268
01:14:11,355 --> 01:14:14,105
I want you to know you're not alone,
if you need any help...

1269
01:14:14,272 --> 01:14:16,688
I don't need help.

1270
01:14:16,856 --> 01:14:18,938
- Well, I want to help.
- I don't need your help.

1271
01:14:19,105 --> 01:14:20,855
- Mom.
- I don't need your help.

1272
01:14:21,022 --> 01:14:22,980
I have gotten myself...

1273
01:14:32,230 --> 01:14:34,354
I know how this goes.

1274
01:14:34,522 --> 01:14:36,646
Once all the talking's through,

1275
01:14:36,814 --> 01:14:39,688
people just go back
to their own nonsense.

1276
01:14:39,857 --> 01:14:41,689
I know that.

1277
01:14:41,857 --> 01:14:43,647
So don't worry about me.

1278
01:14:43,815 --> 01:14:45,605
I'll manage, I get by.

1279
01:14:59,106 --> 01:15:01,105
Remember the time
we checked her into the psych ward,

1280
01:15:01,273 --> 01:15:03,480
- that stunt she pulled?
- Big speech,

1281
01:15:03,648 --> 01:15:06,439
she's getting clean, making this
incredible sacrifice for her family.

1282
01:15:06,606 --> 01:15:09,230
She's let us down, but now
she'll prove she's a good mother.

1283
01:15:09,398 --> 01:15:11,939
She smuggled Darvocet
into the psych ward

1284
01:15:12,106 --> 01:15:14,856
in her vagina.

1285
01:15:15,023 --> 01:15:17,480
There's the "greatest generation"
for you. She's giving us this speech

1286
01:15:17,648 --> 01:15:21,063
while she's clenching
a bottle of pills in her cooch.

1287
01:15:21,231 --> 01:15:25,230
- I've never heard this story.
- Did you just say "cooch"?

1288
01:15:25,398 --> 01:15:26,939
The phrase "Mom's pussy"
seemed gauche.

1289
01:15:27,106 --> 01:15:29,230
You're a little more comfortable
with "cooch," are you?

1290
01:15:29,398 --> 01:15:31,522
What word should I use
to describe our mother's vagina?

1291
01:15:31,690 --> 01:15:35,105
- I don't know, Barb.
- "Mom's beaver"?

1292
01:15:35,273 --> 01:15:36,939
- "Mother's box"?
- Oh, God!

1293
01:15:37,106 --> 01:15:40,147
Barbara!

1294
01:15:40,440 --> 01:15:42,397
One thing about Mom and Dad

1295
01:15:42,565 --> 01:15:44,689
is you got to tip your cap to anybody

1296
01:15:44,858 --> 01:15:47,565
who can stay married that long.

1297
01:15:47,733 --> 01:15:49,690
Karen, he killed himself.

1298
01:15:50,983 --> 01:15:53,189
We don't know that for sure.

1299
01:15:56,107 --> 01:15:58,440
Is there something going on
between you and Little Charles?

1300
01:15:59,566 --> 01:16:03,189
I don't know that I'm
comfortable talking about that.

1301
01:16:03,357 --> 01:16:05,106
Because he is our
first cousin, you know.

1302
01:16:05,274 --> 01:16:06,314
Give me a break.

1303
01:16:06,482 --> 01:16:09,356
You know you shouldn't
consider children.

1304
01:16:09,524 --> 01:16:10,773
I can't anyway.

1305
01:16:10,941 --> 01:16:12,898
I had a hysterectomy last year.

1306
01:16:13,065 --> 01:16:15,732
- Why?
- Cervical cancer.

1307
01:16:15,899 --> 01:16:19,231
- I didn't know.
- Neither did I.

1308
01:16:19,399 --> 01:16:21,398
I didn't tell anyone except Charles.

1309
01:16:21,566 --> 01:16:24,022
- That's where it started between us.
- Why not?

1310
01:16:24,190 --> 01:16:27,523
And hear it from mom the
rest of my life?

1311
01:16:27,691 --> 01:16:31,440
She doesn't need another excuse
to treat me like some damaged thing.

1312
01:16:31,607 --> 01:16:32,732
Well, you might have told us.

1313
01:16:32,899 --> 01:16:34,481
You didn't tell us
about you and Bill.

1314
01:16:34,649 --> 01:16:38,398
- That's different.
- Why? Because it's you, and not me?

1315
01:16:38,566 --> 01:16:43,690
Because divorce is an
embarrassing public admission of defeat.

1316
01:16:43,858 --> 01:16:47,189
Cancer is fucking cancer. You can't
help that, we're your sisters.

1317
01:16:48,941 --> 01:16:51,107
I don't feel that connection
very keenly.

1318
01:16:51,275 --> 01:16:53,899
Well, I feel very connected
to the both of you.

1319
01:16:54,066 --> 01:16:55,607
We never see you.

1320
01:16:55,775 --> 01:16:58,065
You're never around.
You haven't been around...

1321
01:16:58,233 --> 01:16:59,899
I still feel that connection.

1322
01:17:00,066 --> 01:17:03,065
I can't perpetuate these myths
of family or sisterhood anymore.

1323
01:17:03,233 --> 01:17:05,940
We're just people, some of us
accidentally connected by genetics,

1324
01:17:06,108 --> 01:17:08,774
a random selection of cells.

1325
01:17:08,941 --> 01:17:11,691
- When did you get so cynical?
- That's funny, coming from you.

1326
01:17:11,859 --> 01:17:16,607
Well, bitter, yes,
but "random selection of cells"?

1327
01:17:18,275 --> 01:17:20,399
Maybe my cynicism came
with the realization

1328
01:17:20,567 --> 01:17:23,940
that the responsibility of caring
for our parents was mine alone.

1329
01:17:24,108 --> 01:17:26,149
Oh, don't give me that,
I participated.

1330
01:17:26,316 --> 01:17:29,357
Until you had enough and got out,
you and Karen both.

1331
01:17:29,525 --> 01:17:31,399
I'm not criticizing.
Do what you want.

1332
01:17:31,567 --> 01:17:32,691
You did, Karen did.

1333
01:17:32,859 --> 01:17:34,482
And if you didn't,
that's not my fault.

1334
01:17:34,650 --> 01:17:37,940
That's right, so don't lay this
sister thing on me, all right?

1335
01:17:38,108 --> 01:17:41,524
When I leave here, I won't feel
any more guilty than you two did.

1336
01:17:41,692 --> 01:17:45,107
I can't believe
your world view is this dark.

1337
01:17:45,275 --> 01:17:48,482
You live in Florida.

1338
01:17:51,275 --> 01:17:54,941
- You're thinking about leaving?
- Yeah.

1339
01:17:55,109 --> 01:17:57,024
Charles and I are going to New York.

1340
01:17:58,067 --> 01:17:59,941
What are you gonna do in New York?

1341
01:18:00,109 --> 01:18:01,775
We have plans.

1342
01:18:01,942 --> 01:18:03,899
- Like what?
- None of your business.

1343
01:18:04,067 --> 01:18:05,775
- What about Mom?
- What about her?

1344
01:18:05,942 --> 01:18:09,400
- You feel comfortable leaving her here?
- Do you?

1345
01:18:11,359 --> 01:18:12,859
You're going back to Miami, right?

1346
01:18:13,025 --> 01:18:14,108
Yes.

1347
01:18:14,276 --> 01:18:15,899
I... Yes.

1348
01:18:16,067 --> 01:18:18,442
Well, there you go, Barb.

1349
01:18:18,609 --> 01:18:19,692
You want to know
what we're doing about Mom?

1350
01:18:19,860 --> 01:18:21,024
Karen and I are leaving.

1351
01:18:21,192 --> 01:18:25,941
You want to stay, that's your decision,
but nobody gets to point a finger at me.

1352
01:18:26,109 --> 01:18:28,024
Nobody.

1353
01:18:41,067 --> 01:18:43,108
My three girls,

1354
01:18:43,276 --> 01:18:46,358
all together.

1355
01:18:47,859 --> 01:18:50,233
Hearing you just now

1356
01:18:50,401 --> 01:18:53,275
gave me a warm feeling.

1357
01:18:54,900 --> 01:18:58,024
- You had a bath?
- Yeah.

1358
01:18:58,192 --> 01:19:01,526
- Want something to eat or coffee?
- No. I'm fine, honey.

1359
01:19:01,694 --> 01:19:03,025
Thank you.

1360
01:19:08,777 --> 01:19:10,693
I'll bet this house has heard

1361
01:19:10,860 --> 01:19:13,401
a lot of Weston girl secrets.

1362
01:19:13,569 --> 01:19:17,776
I get embarrassed
just thinking about it.

1363
01:19:20,235 --> 01:19:23,067
Oh, there's nothing to
be embarrassed about.

1364
01:19:23,235 --> 01:19:26,192
Secret crushes, secret schemes.

1365
01:19:26,360 --> 01:19:30,317
I can't imagine anything
more delicate or bittersweet.

1366
01:19:30,485 --> 01:19:35,109
That's just some part of you girls
I always identified with.

1367
01:19:35,277 --> 01:19:37,900
No matter how old you get,

1368
01:19:38,068 --> 01:19:43,651
a woman's hard-pressed to...
throw off that part of herself.

1369
01:19:46,026 --> 01:19:48,359
That smells so good.

1370
01:19:48,527 --> 01:19:49,651
Oh, it's apple.

1371
01:19:49,818 --> 01:19:51,859
- You want some?
- Hmm.

1372
01:19:53,985 --> 01:19:55,900
Sure, I do.

1373
01:19:57,193 --> 01:20:00,817
Hey,
hey, did I ever tell you

1374
01:20:00,985 --> 01:20:03,900
the story of Raymond Quails?

1375
01:20:04,068 --> 01:20:05,736
That's the boy I had a crush on

1376
01:20:05,902 --> 01:20:08,318
when I was 13 or so.

1377
01:20:09,570 --> 01:20:11,485
Rough-looking boy,

1378
01:20:12,069 --> 01:20:16,610
beat-up jeans and...
messy hair.

1379
01:20:16,777 --> 01:20:18,360
Terrible under-bite.

1380
01:20:18,528 --> 01:20:21,652
But he had the most beautiful
pair of cowboy boots,

1381
01:20:21,819 --> 01:20:25,110
shiny chocolate leather.

1382
01:20:25,278 --> 01:20:26,610
Mmm.

1383
01:20:26,777 --> 01:20:28,901
He was so proud of those boots.

1384
01:20:29,069 --> 01:20:31,360
You could tell the way
he'd just strut around,

1385
01:20:31,528 --> 01:20:33,277
all arms and elbows, you know,

1386
01:20:33,486 --> 01:20:36,860
all puffed up and cocksure.

1387
01:20:37,027 --> 01:20:40,402
And I, I convinced myself

1388
01:20:40,570 --> 01:20:43,569
that I needed to get

1389
01:20:43,736 --> 01:20:46,901
a girly pair of those boots.

1390
01:20:47,069 --> 01:20:49,776
And... I was sure, if I did that,

1391
01:20:49,986 --> 01:20:51,610
that he would ask
me to go steady.

1392
01:20:51,777 --> 01:20:54,026
You know, he'd see me in the boots,

1393
01:20:54,194 --> 01:20:56,610
and he'd just say,
"That's the gal for me."

1394
01:20:59,278 --> 01:21:01,235
Oh, gosh.

1395
01:21:01,944 --> 01:21:03,277
Yeah.

1396
01:21:05,570 --> 01:21:07,652
Oh, so I found the boots

1397
01:21:07,819 --> 01:21:09,901
in a window downtown.

1398
01:21:12,446 --> 01:21:15,278
And I just... I just went crazy

1399
01:21:15,446 --> 01:21:17,194
praying for those boots

1400
01:21:17,362 --> 01:21:19,445
and I'm rehearsing the conversation

1401
01:21:19,654 --> 01:21:21,611
that I would have with
Raymond when, uh,

1402
01:21:21,778 --> 01:21:24,111
when he saw me in the boots and...

1403
01:21:24,279 --> 01:21:26,819
Oh, I must've asked my mama
a hundred times

1404
01:21:26,987 --> 01:21:28,611
if I could just get those boots.

1405
01:21:28,778 --> 01:21:30,861
"Vi, what do you want for Christmas?"

1406
01:21:31,028 --> 01:21:34,611
"Mama, I'd give it all up
just to have those boots."

1407
01:21:34,778 --> 01:21:36,278
You know, bargaining.

1408
01:21:36,446 --> 01:21:41,278
So she started laying little
hints around about a box.

1409
01:21:41,446 --> 01:21:43,819
There was
a package under the tree

1410
01:21:45,362 --> 01:21:48,445
she had wrapped up
about the size of a boot box,

1411
01:21:48,612 --> 01:21:51,528
real nice wrapping paper.

1412
01:21:53,529 --> 01:21:55,445
"Now, Vi, don't you cheat

1413
01:21:55,612 --> 01:21:58,194
and don't you go in there
before Christmas morning."

1414
01:21:58,362 --> 01:22:00,027
You know, with a little smile
on her face.

1415
01:22:00,195 --> 01:22:03,736
So Christmas morning,
I was up like a shot, boy,

1416
01:22:03,903 --> 01:22:05,027
under that tree.

1417
01:22:05,195 --> 01:22:06,777
I was tearing that paper.

1418
01:22:12,653 --> 01:22:14,736
And...

1419
01:22:23,238 --> 01:22:25,612
...there were boots in there.

1420
01:22:25,779 --> 01:22:28,028
Men's work boots.

1421
01:22:28,196 --> 01:22:31,446
Holes in the toes and
chewed-up, uh, laces

1422
01:22:31,613 --> 01:22:34,903
and, uh, caked in mud...

1423
01:22:35,071 --> 01:22:38,070
caked in mud and dog shit.

1424
01:22:42,447 --> 01:22:44,862
You...

1425
01:22:45,612 --> 01:22:47,070
Lord.

1426
01:22:48,572 --> 01:22:51,695
My mama laughed
about that for days.

1427
01:22:59,029 --> 01:23:01,529
Please don't tell me
that's the end of the story.

1428
01:23:01,696 --> 01:23:03,112
Oh.

1429
01:23:03,280 --> 01:23:04,945
No, that...

1430
01:23:06,988 --> 01:23:08,903
That's, that's the end.

1431
01:23:10,488 --> 01:23:13,028
You never got the boots?

1432
01:23:13,196 --> 01:23:14,529
No.

1433
01:23:14,696 --> 01:23:16,611
Uh-uh.

1434
01:23:18,779 --> 01:23:22,988
My mama was a mean,
nasty, mean old lady.

1435
01:23:27,864 --> 01:23:31,113
I suppose that's where I get it from.

1436
01:23:34,239 --> 01:23:38,113
You're not nasty and mean.
You're our mother, and we love you.

1437
01:23:38,281 --> 01:23:40,530
Oh.

1438
01:25:17,449 --> 01:25:19,156
Is the coast clear?

1439
01:25:20,323 --> 01:25:22,530
Never very.

1440
01:25:22,698 --> 01:25:24,780
What are you watching?

1441
01:25:24,948 --> 01:25:26,864
Television.

1442
01:25:27,031 --> 01:25:29,530
Can I watch with you?

1443
01:25:29,698 --> 01:25:31,614
I wish you would.

1444
01:25:39,324 --> 01:25:40,448
You mad at me?

1445
01:25:40,615 --> 01:25:42,531
Nope.

1446
01:25:47,449 --> 01:25:49,531
I was trying to be brave.

1447
01:25:49,699 --> 01:25:51,698
- I know.
- It's just...

1448
01:25:53,615 --> 01:25:55,990
I want people to know that
I got what I always wanted.

1449
01:25:56,158 --> 01:25:58,282
And that means

1450
01:25:58,449 --> 01:26:00,448
I am not a loser.

1451
01:26:00,615 --> 01:26:03,323
Hey, hey.

1452
01:26:03,490 --> 01:26:05,407
You're my hero.

1453
01:26:12,283 --> 01:26:13,948
Come over here.

1454
01:26:15,032 --> 01:26:16,823
I wrote this for you.

1455
01:26:16,991 --> 01:26:18,906
Sit down.

1456
01:26:23,032 --> 01:26:25,406
OK.

1457
01:26:33,949 --> 01:26:39,324
♪ Well, I've never been
a man of many words

1458
01:26:42,367 --> 01:26:47,657
♪ And there's nothing I could say
that you haven't heard

1459
01:26:50,867 --> 01:26:53,782
♪ But I'll sing you love songs

1460
01:26:53,950 --> 01:26:57,615
♪ Till the day I die

1461
01:26:57,783 --> 01:26:59,866
♪ The way I'm feeling

1462
01:27:00,033 --> 01:27:03,699
♪ I can't keep it inside

1463
01:27:05,700 --> 01:27:11,116
♪ I'll sing a sweet serenade
whenever you're feeling sad

1464
01:27:13,867 --> 01:27:16,199
♪ And a lullaby each night

1465
01:27:16,366 --> 01:27:19,074
♪ Before you go to bed

1466
01:27:22,033 --> 01:27:25,032
♪ I'll sing to you

1467
01:27:25,200 --> 01:27:27,449
♪ For the rest of your... ♪

1468
01:27:27,616 --> 01:27:31,199
Liberace, you better
get yourself together.

1469
01:27:31,366 --> 01:27:33,615
We have to get home and take
care of those damn dogs.

1470
01:27:33,783 --> 01:27:35,574
They've probably
eaten the drapes by now.

1471
01:27:35,742 --> 01:27:37,116
I'm sure the house is fine.

1472
01:27:37,284 --> 01:27:39,949
Oh, look, honey, Little Charles
has got the TV on.

1473
01:27:40,118 --> 01:27:42,117
This one watches so much television,
it's rotted his brain.

1474
01:27:42,285 --> 01:27:43,950
- I'm sure that's not true.
- What was it I caught you

1475
01:27:44,118 --> 01:27:46,700
- watching the other day?
- I don't remember.

1476
01:27:46,868 --> 01:27:48,408
You do so remember.

1477
01:27:48,576 --> 01:27:51,575
Some dumb talk show
about people swapping wives.

1478
01:27:51,743 --> 01:27:53,783
- I don't remember.
- You don't remember.

1479
01:27:53,951 --> 01:27:56,242
Too bad there's not a job where they
pay you to sit around watching TV.

1480
01:27:56,409 --> 01:27:57,408
Come on, Mattie Fae.

1481
01:27:57,576 --> 01:27:59,867
You know he got fired
from a shoe store?

1482
01:28:00,034 --> 01:28:03,700
Mattie Fae, we're gonna get
in the car and go home.

1483
01:28:03,868 --> 01:28:07,575
And if you say one more
mean thing to that boy,

1484
01:28:07,743 --> 01:28:10,908
I'm gonna kick your fat
Irish ass onto the highway.

1485
01:28:11,076 --> 01:28:12,200
What the hell did you say to me?!

1486
01:28:12,367 --> 01:28:14,783
You kids go outside, would you, please?

1487
01:28:19,909 --> 01:28:22,159
I don't understand this meanness.

1488
01:28:24,325 --> 01:28:26,533
I look at you and your sister,

1489
01:28:26,701 --> 01:28:30,575
and the way you talk to people,
and I don't understand it.

1490
01:28:30,743 --> 01:28:33,450
I can't understand
why folks can't be

1491
01:28:33,617 --> 01:28:35,616
respectful of one another.

1492
01:28:35,784 --> 01:28:38,200
I don't think there's
any excuse for it.

1493
01:28:38,367 --> 01:28:40,450
My family didn't treat
each other that way.

1494
01:28:40,617 --> 01:28:42,117
Well, maybe that's
because your family...

1495
01:28:42,284 --> 01:28:44,658
You'd better not say anything
about my family right now.

1496
01:28:44,826 --> 01:28:46,160
I mean it.

1497
01:28:48,702 --> 01:28:52,409
We just buried a man I loved very much,

1498
01:28:52,577 --> 01:28:56,160
and whatever faults he may have had...

1499
01:28:56,326 --> 01:29:00,118
he was a good, kind, decent man.

1500
01:29:01,869 --> 01:29:04,325
And to hear you tear
into your own son...

1501
01:29:04,493 --> 01:29:08,659
...not even a day later, that
dishonors Beverly's memory.

1502
01:29:12,368 --> 01:29:15,534
We've been married 38 years...

1503
01:29:15,702 --> 01:29:18,367
and I wouldn't trade
them for anything.

1504
01:29:20,493 --> 01:29:23,534
But if you can't find a
generous place in your heart...

1505
01:29:24,702 --> 01:29:27,034
...for your own son...

1506
01:29:27,202 --> 01:29:29,617
...we're not gonna make it to 39.

1507
01:29:54,703 --> 01:29:57,410
- I didn't mean to eavesdrop, I froze.
- That's...

1508
01:30:03,411 --> 01:30:04,952
You have a cigarette, hon?

1509
01:30:05,120 --> 01:30:08,077
No. I quit years ago.

1510
01:30:08,244 --> 01:30:10,660
So did I, it just sounded good to me.

1511
01:30:14,494 --> 01:30:17,952
I thought at dinner, at that...
horrible dinner,

1512
01:30:18,120 --> 01:30:20,119
it seemed like...
something might be going on

1513
01:30:20,286 --> 01:30:22,368
between lvy and Little Charles.

1514
01:30:22,536 --> 01:30:24,493
Do you know if that's true?

1515
01:30:24,661 --> 01:30:27,326
Oh. Um... I'm not sure.

1516
01:30:27,494 --> 01:30:30,160
Just... is it true?

1517
01:30:34,369 --> 01:30:35,368
Yes, it's true.

1518
01:30:36,453 --> 01:30:37,910
OK.

1519
01:30:38,078 --> 01:30:40,243
That can't happen.

1520
01:30:40,411 --> 01:30:42,785
This is gonna be difficult.

1521
01:30:42,953 --> 01:30:45,577
Uh, Ivy and Little Charles have
always marched to their own...

1522
01:30:45,745 --> 01:30:47,660
And I'd expect this to be
toughest on you.

1523
01:30:47,828 --> 01:30:49,243
- Barb...
- They're in love.

1524
01:30:49,411 --> 01:30:52,493
They think they are. I know it's
unorthodox for cousins to get together,

1525
01:30:52,661 --> 01:30:54,660
- at least these days...
- They're not cousins.

1526
01:30:56,871 --> 01:30:58,578
Beg pardon?

1527
01:31:00,579 --> 01:31:03,036
Little Charles is not your cousin,
he's your brother.

1528
01:31:04,120 --> 01:31:06,786
He's your blood brother.

1529
01:31:06,954 --> 01:31:09,411
Half brother.

1530
01:31:09,579 --> 01:31:12,494
He's your father's child.

1531
01:31:12,662 --> 01:31:14,953
Which means he's lvy's brother.

1532
01:31:16,620 --> 01:31:17,703
Do you see?

1533
01:31:19,996 --> 01:31:23,369
- Go away. Go away now! Go away!
- We're just gonna...

1534
01:31:23,537 --> 01:31:25,286
All right, all right.

1535
01:31:30,328 --> 01:31:33,453
You and Dad. Who knows this?

1536
01:31:33,620 --> 01:31:36,036
I do and you do.

1537
01:31:36,203 --> 01:31:37,745
Uncle Charlie doesn't suspect?

1538
01:31:37,912 --> 01:31:39,411
- We've never discussed it.
- What?!

1539
01:31:39,579 --> 01:31:41,745
We've never discussed it, OK?

1540
01:31:43,370 --> 01:31:45,202
Did Dad know?

1541
01:31:45,370 --> 01:31:46,745
Yes.

1542
01:31:47,912 --> 01:31:51,578
- You know, I'm not proud of this.
- Really? You people amaze me.

1543
01:31:51,746 --> 01:31:53,327
What, were you drunk?
Was this just...

1544
01:31:53,495 --> 01:31:54,995
I wasn't drunk, no.

1545
01:31:56,954 --> 01:31:58,661
Maybe it's hard for you
to believe, looking at me,

1546
01:31:58,829 --> 01:32:00,412
knowing me the way you do
all these years.

1547
01:32:00,580 --> 01:32:03,412
I mean, I know to you I'm just
your old fat Aunt Mattie Fae.

1548
01:32:03,580 --> 01:32:05,370
I'm more than that, sweetheart.

1549
01:32:06,788 --> 01:32:08,662
There's more to me than that.

1550
01:32:13,538 --> 01:32:16,954
I don't know why Little Charles
is such a disappointment to me.

1551
01:32:17,121 --> 01:32:19,162
Maybe he...

1552
01:32:20,580 --> 01:32:22,787
Well, I don't know why.

1553
01:32:25,955 --> 01:32:28,579
I'm disappointed for him,
more than anything.

1554
01:32:36,872 --> 01:32:38,746
I made a mistake a long time ago.

1555
01:32:40,288 --> 01:32:43,287
OK? I paid for it.

1556
01:32:44,538 --> 01:32:47,454
But the mist... mistake ends here.

1557
01:32:49,371 --> 01:32:51,078
If Ivy found out, it would destroy her.

1558
01:32:51,246 --> 01:32:53,454
I'm sure as hell not gonna tell her.

1559
01:32:54,830 --> 01:32:57,287
You have to find a way to stop it.

1560
01:32:58,580 --> 01:33:01,287
You have to put a stop to it.

1561
01:33:12,247 --> 01:33:13,747
Really good shit.

1562
01:33:19,122 --> 01:33:22,747
What?

1563
01:33:22,914 --> 01:33:26,246
Hey, you want a shotgun?

1564
01:33:26,414 --> 01:33:30,079
- You know what a shotgun is?
- I know what a shotgun is.

1565
01:33:30,247 --> 01:33:32,037
No, not that kind
of shotgun. Here.

1566
01:33:32,205 --> 01:33:35,496
You put your lips right next to mine
and you inhale when I exhale.

1567
01:33:36,914 --> 01:33:38,705
Ready?

1568
01:33:44,122 --> 01:33:45,954
Hold it.
Don't let it out.

1569
01:33:47,873 --> 01:33:49,371
How about that?
It's a kick, huh?

1570
01:33:52,831 --> 01:33:55,455
- No, I'm cool.
- You're not passing out on me, are you?

1571
01:33:55,622 --> 01:33:58,496
Christ, you got a great set.

1572
01:33:58,664 --> 01:34:01,329
You weren't kidding.
That stuff's strong.

1573
01:34:01,497 --> 01:34:05,455
Show 'em to me?
I won't look.

1574
01:34:07,247 --> 01:34:09,079
If you're not gonna look,
then there's no point

1575
01:34:09,247 --> 01:34:12,289
- in me showing them to you.
- OK, OK, I'll look.

1576
01:34:12,457 --> 01:34:13,955
Come on, you're gonna
get us both in trouble.

1577
01:34:14,123 --> 01:34:16,873
No, I'm white and over 30.
I don't get in trouble.

1578
01:34:17,039 --> 01:34:19,330
All right. Come on, man,
listen up. Come on.

1579
01:34:19,498 --> 01:34:21,622
- Show you mine if you show me yours.
- I don't want to see yours.

1580
01:34:21,790 --> 01:34:23,164
- Hmm?
- Oh, my God!

1581
01:34:23,331 --> 01:34:25,164
- Hey, wait, hold on there.
- Oh, my God!

1582
01:34:25,331 --> 01:34:27,873
- Goddamn! Aah!
- Stop it!

1583
01:34:28,039 --> 01:34:30,122
- Stop! Stop!
- Ow!

1584
01:34:30,290 --> 01:34:34,038
Oh, my God! What is wrong with you?

1585
01:34:34,790 --> 01:34:36,873
Steve? Steve?

1586
01:34:37,956 --> 01:34:39,497
What happened?

1587
01:34:39,665 --> 01:34:42,581
- He was messing with Jean.
- Baby, are you OK?

1588
01:34:42,749 --> 01:34:44,581
- Jean.
- You're bleeding.

1589
01:34:44,749 --> 01:34:46,205
- What are you doing up?
- I don't know.

1590
01:34:46,373 --> 01:34:47,997
- Do I need to call a doctor?
- I don't know!

1591
01:34:48,165 --> 01:34:49,372
- Are you all right?
- Yeah, I'm fine.

1592
01:34:49,540 --> 01:34:50,997
Johnna, what's going on?

1593
01:34:51,165 --> 01:34:53,122
He was messing with Jean,
so I tuned him up.

1594
01:34:53,290 --> 01:34:54,706
Messing with? What do
you mean, messing with"?

1595
01:34:54,874 --> 01:34:57,414
He was kissing and grabbing her.

1596
01:34:57,582 --> 01:35:00,289
I'll murder you, you prick!
Do you know how old that girl is?

1597
01:35:00,457 --> 01:35:01,913
- Mom!
- Get him in the house!

1598
01:35:02,081 --> 01:35:03,622
- I didn't do that.
- She's 14 years old!

1599
01:35:03,790 --> 01:35:05,873
- I didn't do anything!
- You out of your goddamn mind?

1600
01:35:06,039 --> 01:35:08,497
- Back off, Barbara!
- She said she was 15.

1601
01:35:08,665 --> 01:35:10,164
That son of a bitch is a sociopath!

1602
01:35:10,331 --> 01:35:13,456
What is the matter with you?
Will you stop freaking out?

1603
01:35:13,623 --> 01:35:14,955
Why don't you start at the beginning?

1604
01:35:15,123 --> 01:35:16,665
Like, what are you even doing up?

1605
01:35:16,833 --> 01:35:19,415
Sweetheart, we need to
know what went on here.

1606
01:35:19,583 --> 01:35:22,248
Nothing went on!
Nothing, OK?

1607
01:35:22,416 --> 01:35:25,373
Can we not turn everything
into a federal case here?

1608
01:35:25,541 --> 01:35:28,665
OK, I just... I came down,
smoked a little pot,

1609
01:35:28,833 --> 01:35:31,123
just a little pot and...

1610
01:35:31,291 --> 01:35:32,540
then we were just goofing around,

1611
01:35:32,708 --> 01:35:34,457
and everything just got
a little bit crazy.

1612
01:35:34,624 --> 01:35:36,582
What have I told you
about smoking that shit?

1613
01:35:36,750 --> 01:35:39,248
- Nothing happened.
- Just tell me what he did.

1614
01:35:39,416 --> 01:35:42,457
He didn't do anything!
What is the big deal?

1615
01:35:42,624 --> 01:35:45,790
The big deal, Jean,
is that you are 14 years old!

1616
01:35:45,957 --> 01:35:48,039
Yeah, and that's just a few
years younger than you like 'em.

1617
01:35:50,416 --> 01:35:53,290
I hate you!

1618
01:35:53,458 --> 01:35:54,956
What is the matter with you?

1619
01:35:58,374 --> 01:35:59,873
Jean?

1620
01:36:00,040 --> 01:36:02,165
Jean?

1621
01:36:08,291 --> 01:36:09,914
I can do without a speech.

1622
01:36:10,082 --> 01:36:11,540
- Where is he?
- Out in the car.

1623
01:36:11,708 --> 01:36:14,081
We're leaving back
to Florida tonight. Now.

1624
01:36:14,249 --> 01:36:15,956
Me and Steve together.

1625
01:36:16,124 --> 01:36:18,331
You want to give me
some grief about that?

1626
01:36:18,499 --> 01:36:20,957
- You wait a goddamn minute.
- And you better find out from Jean

1627
01:36:21,125 --> 01:36:24,416
exactly what went on before
you start pointing fingers.

1628
01:36:24,584 --> 01:36:27,249
Because I doubt that Jean's
blameless in all of this.

1629
01:36:27,417 --> 01:36:29,791
You know, I'm not saying
that I blame her.

1630
01:36:29,958 --> 01:36:31,957
Just because I said she's not blameless,

1631
01:36:32,125 --> 01:36:33,499
it doesn't mean I blamed her.

1632
01:36:33,667 --> 01:36:35,624
I'm just saying that she might share

1633
01:36:35,791 --> 01:36:38,291
in the responsibility.

1634
01:36:38,459 --> 01:36:40,874
It's not cut-and-dried.

1635
01:36:41,041 --> 01:36:42,624
It lives where everything lives,

1636
01:36:42,791 --> 01:36:44,666
somewhere in the middle,

1637
01:36:44,833 --> 01:36:46,124
where the rest of us live.

1638
01:36:46,292 --> 01:36:48,291
- Everyone but you!
- Karen...

1639
01:36:48,459 --> 01:36:50,541
And I'm no angel myself.

1640
01:36:50,709 --> 01:36:54,332
I've done some things
I'm not proud of.

1641
01:36:54,500 --> 01:36:56,750
Things you'll never know about.

1642
01:36:56,916 --> 01:37:00,082
And I may have to do some
things I'm not proud of again.

1643
01:37:00,250 --> 01:37:01,999
'Cause...

1644
01:37:02,167 --> 01:37:04,874
...life just puts you
in a corner that way.

1645
01:37:07,542 --> 01:37:11,040
Anyway, you have
your own hash to settle

1646
01:37:11,208 --> 01:37:14,374
before you start making
speeches to the rest of us.

1647
01:37:15,958 --> 01:37:19,082
And come January,
I'll be in Belize.

1648
01:37:21,459 --> 01:37:23,708
Doesn't that sound nice?

1649
01:37:40,710 --> 01:37:43,750
I'm taking Jean with me,
heading back to Colorado in the morning.

1650
01:37:50,126 --> 01:37:52,584
You're never coming back to me,
are you, Bill?

1651
01:37:57,376 --> 01:37:59,500
Never say never, but...

1652
01:38:03,709 --> 01:38:04,916
But no.

1653
01:38:09,001 --> 01:38:11,708
I'll probably never really
understand why, will I?

1654
01:38:18,001 --> 01:38:19,625
Probably not.

1655
01:38:58,752 --> 01:39:01,418
Where are Bill and Jean going?

1656
01:39:01,586 --> 01:39:03,792
Karen leave, too?

1657
01:39:03,960 --> 01:39:05,460
Yeah.

1658
01:39:05,627 --> 01:39:07,792
Is Mom clean?

1659
01:39:09,668 --> 01:39:11,626
- She's moderately clean.
- Moderately?

1660
01:39:11,793 --> 01:39:14,418
You don't like "moderately,"
then let's say tolerably.

1661
01:39:14,586 --> 01:39:15,834
- Is she clean or not?
- Back off.

1662
01:39:16,002 --> 01:39:17,251
I'm nervous.

1663
01:39:17,419 --> 01:39:19,959
Oh, Christ, lvy, not today.

1664
01:39:20,127 --> 01:39:22,751
I have to tell her, don't I?
We're leaving for New York tomorrow.

1665
01:39:22,918 --> 01:39:26,293
I don't think it's a good idea for you
and Charles to take this any further.

1666
01:39:26,461 --> 01:39:28,709
- Where's this coming from?
- There's a lot of fish in the sea.

1667
01:39:28,877 --> 01:39:31,168
Surely you can rule out
the one single man in the world

1668
01:39:31,335 --> 01:39:33,460
- you're related to.
- I love the man I'm related to.

1669
01:39:33,626 --> 01:39:36,377
Fuck love.
What a crock of shit, love.

1670
01:39:36,545 --> 01:39:39,793
People can convince themselves
they love a painted rock.

1671
01:39:43,627 --> 01:39:46,043
- Looks great. What is it?
- Catfish.

1672
01:39:46,211 --> 01:39:48,626
Bottom-feeders. My favorite.

1673
01:39:48,794 --> 01:39:50,377
You're nearly 50 years old, lvy.

1674
01:39:50,545 --> 01:39:52,335
You can't go to New York,
you'll break a hip.

1675
01:39:52,503 --> 01:39:54,877
Here. Eat your catfish.

1676
01:39:55,044 --> 01:39:58,085
- Oh, you're infuriating.
- I'm not the one fucking my cousin.

1677
01:39:59,253 --> 01:40:00,960
I've lived here year in, year out,

1678
01:40:01,128 --> 01:40:03,626
hoping against hope someone
would come into my life.

1679
01:40:03,794 --> 01:40:05,502
Don't get all Carson McCullers on me.

1680
01:40:05,669 --> 01:40:09,419
Now, wipe that tragic look off your face
and eat some catfish.

1681
01:40:16,378 --> 01:40:19,085
Howdy, Mom.

1682
01:40:19,253 --> 01:40:20,752
- What's howdy about it?
- Look, catfish for lunch.

1683
01:40:20,919 --> 01:40:22,793
Johnna? You hungry?

1684
01:40:22,961 --> 01:40:25,668
Ivy, you should smile, like me.

1685
01:40:26,545 --> 01:40:28,210
- Mom needs her lunch, please.
- OK.

1686
01:40:28,378 --> 01:40:29,960
- I'm not hungry.
- You didn't eat today,

1687
01:40:30,128 --> 01:40:31,502
you didn't eat anything yesterday.

1688
01:40:31,669 --> 01:40:33,252
I'm not hungry.

1689
01:40:33,420 --> 01:40:35,085
You're eating.
Do what I say.

1690
01:40:35,253 --> 01:40:38,043
Everyone do what I say.

1691
01:40:38,211 --> 01:40:41,420
May I ask why
neither of you is dressed?

1692
01:40:41,587 --> 01:40:43,627
It's not like we're
sitting here naked, right?

1693
01:40:43,795 --> 01:40:45,961
We're dressed.
Or should we be dressed up?

1694
01:40:46,129 --> 01:40:48,295
Right, 'cause you're
coming over for fish?

1695
01:40:48,463 --> 01:40:50,295
- I'll eat in my room.
- That's fine. Thank you.

1696
01:40:50,463 --> 01:40:51,627
Yeah.

1697
01:40:52,712 --> 01:40:55,044
- Eat.
- No.

1698
01:40:55,212 --> 01:40:58,295
- Eat it... Mom. Eat it.
- No!

1699
01:40:58,463 --> 01:41:01,544
- Eat it, you fucker. Eat that catfish.
- Go to hell.

1700
01:41:01,712 --> 01:41:04,336
That doesn't cut any fucking ice
with me. Eat the fucking fish.

1701
01:41:04,504 --> 01:41:05,753
Mom, I have something
to talk to you about.

1702
01:41:05,920 --> 01:41:07,878
- No, you don't. No, you don't.
- Barbara...

1703
01:41:08,045 --> 01:41:10,586
Shut up. Shut the fuck up.
Please!

1704
01:41:10,754 --> 01:41:13,794
- What's to talk about?
- Forget it. Eat the fucking fish.

1705
01:41:13,962 --> 01:41:15,044
I'm not hungry.

1706
01:41:15,212 --> 01:41:16,878
Eat the fish, bitch!

1707
01:41:17,045 --> 01:41:18,295
Barbara...

1708
01:41:18,463 --> 01:41:20,794
OK, fine. Fuck it.
Do what you want.

1709
01:41:26,712 --> 01:41:28,502
I have to tell you something.

1710
01:41:29,129 --> 01:41:31,003
- Ivy's a lesbian.
- Barbara!

1711
01:41:31,171 --> 01:41:32,794
- No, you're not.
- No, I'm not.

1712
01:41:32,962 --> 01:41:35,462
Yes, you are.
Did you eat your fish?

1713
01:41:35,628 --> 01:41:37,044
- Barbara, stop it.
- Barbara, be quiet, now.

1714
01:41:37,212 --> 01:41:38,711
Mom, please, this is important.

1715
01:41:38,879 --> 01:41:40,794
Eat your fish, eat your fish,
eat your fish,

1716
01:41:40,962 --> 01:41:42,586
eat your fish, eat your fish...

1717
01:41:42,754 --> 01:41:43,919
What the fuck?!

1718
01:41:44,087 --> 01:41:45,837
I have something to say.

1719
01:41:46,005 --> 01:41:48,296
Are we breaking shit now, huh?

1720
01:41:48,464 --> 01:41:49,587
I can break shit.

1721
01:41:50,921 --> 01:41:53,296
- Hey, see, everybody can break shit.
- Charles and I...

1722
01:41:53,464 --> 01:41:55,296
You don't want to break shit
with me, motherfucker!

1723
01:41:55,464 --> 01:41:56,879
Charles and I...

1724
01:41:57,046 --> 01:41:58,379
Johnna, we got a little spill in here!

1725
01:41:58,546 --> 01:42:00,503
Barbara, stop it!

1726
01:42:00,671 --> 01:42:03,628
Mom... Charles and I...

1727
01:42:03,796 --> 01:42:05,254
- Little Charles.
- Barbara.

1728
01:42:05,422 --> 01:42:06,795
You've got to say
"Little Charles"

1729
01:42:06,963 --> 01:42:08,837
or she's not gonna know
who you're talking about.

1730
01:42:11,629 --> 01:42:15,628
Little Charles and I...

1731
01:42:15,796 --> 01:42:18,587
Little Charles and you
are brother and sister.

1732
01:42:19,546 --> 01:42:20,587
I know that.

1733
01:42:23,629 --> 01:42:25,045
Wait. What?
No, listen.

1734
01:42:25,213 --> 01:42:27,171
Little Charles and I...

1735
01:42:27,338 --> 01:42:28,670
I've always known that.

1736
01:42:31,005 --> 01:42:33,296
I told you,
nobody slips anything by me.

1737
01:42:33,463 --> 01:42:35,129
- Mom...
- Don't listen.

1738
01:42:35,297 --> 01:42:38,545
I knew the whole time Bev
and Mattie Fae were carrying on.

1739
01:42:38,713 --> 01:42:41,879
Charlie should have known, too, if he
hadn't been smoking all that grass.

1740
01:42:42,046 --> 01:42:43,379
It's the pills talking.

1741
01:42:43,546 --> 01:42:45,212
Pills can't talk.

1742
01:42:45,380 --> 01:42:50,254
Your father tore himself up over
it 30-some-odd years, but...

1743
01:42:50,422 --> 01:42:54,088
Beverly wouldn't be Beverly if he
hadn't had something to brood about.

1744
01:42:54,256 --> 01:42:56,963
Mom, what are you talking about?

1745
01:42:57,131 --> 01:43:00,213
Better you girls know now,
now you're older.

1746
01:43:00,381 --> 01:43:03,880
You never know when somebody
might need a kidney.

1747
01:43:06,881 --> 01:43:08,421
Why in God's name did you tell me this?

1748
01:43:08,589 --> 01:43:10,088
Hey, why do you care?

1749
01:43:14,589 --> 01:43:18,755
- You're monsters. Monsters!
- Oh, come on, now.

1750
01:43:18,922 --> 01:43:22,005
Who's the injured party here?

1751
01:43:24,256 --> 01:43:26,629
Ivy, listen...

1752
01:43:26,797 --> 01:43:28,504
You will never see me again.

1753
01:43:28,672 --> 01:43:30,713
Mattie Fae told me,
and I didn't know what to do.

1754
01:43:30,881 --> 01:43:32,463
I was trying to protect you.

1755
01:43:32,630 --> 01:43:34,379
We'll go anyway,
we'll still go away.

1756
01:43:34,547 --> 01:43:38,130
This is not my fault. Mom told you.
It wasn't me, it was Mom.

1757
01:43:38,298 --> 01:43:41,546
There's no difference.

1758
01:43:56,506 --> 01:43:59,006
Ivy!

1759
01:44:00,340 --> 01:44:01,964
Ivy, don't go!

1760
01:44:02,965 --> 01:44:06,214
Ivy! Ivy!

1761
01:44:08,840 --> 01:44:10,089
Ivy!

1762
01:44:16,257 --> 01:44:17,714
Ivy!

1763
01:44:55,048 --> 01:44:58,006
We couldn't let lvy
run off with Little Charles.

1764
01:44:58,174 --> 01:45:00,882
It just... wouldn't be right.

1765
01:45:04,466 --> 01:45:06,548
She'll be back.

1766
01:45:06,716 --> 01:45:09,132
She's a sweet girl, lvy.

1767
01:45:09,340 --> 01:45:11,007
I love her to death, but...

1768
01:45:12,507 --> 01:45:14,673
...she isn't strong.

1769
01:45:15,299 --> 01:45:16,923
Not like you.

1770
01:45:18,507 --> 01:45:20,673
Or me.

1771
01:45:20,841 --> 01:45:25,090
You knew about Daddy and Mattie Fae?

1772
01:45:25,258 --> 01:45:29,923
Oh, sure. Sure, but I
never told them I knew.

1773
01:45:30,091 --> 01:45:32,757
Your father knew.
He knew I knew, but...

1774
01:45:33,966 --> 01:45:35,715
...we never talked about it.

1775
01:45:37,216 --> 01:45:39,882
I chose the higher ground.

1776
01:45:41,966 --> 01:45:44,256
But if I'd had a chance,
there at the end,

1777
01:45:44,424 --> 01:45:47,423
I would've...
I would've told him,

1778
01:45:47,591 --> 01:45:49,882
"I hope this isn't
about Little Charles,

1779
01:45:50,049 --> 01:45:52,715
'cause you know I know
all about that."

1780
01:45:52,883 --> 01:45:55,423
You know, if I'd reached
him over to the motel,

1781
01:45:55,591 --> 01:45:58,798
I would've said, "You'd be
better off if you quit sulking

1782
01:45:58,966 --> 01:46:01,757
about this ancient history."

1783
01:46:03,758 --> 01:46:04,882
What motel?

1784
01:46:05,049 --> 01:46:07,591
I called over there on Monday

1785
01:46:07,759 --> 01:46:10,133
after I got into the
safety deposit box.

1786
01:46:10,300 --> 01:46:11,883
But it was too late.

1787
01:46:12,050 --> 01:46:13,924
He'd checked out.

1788
01:46:14,092 --> 01:46:17,507
- How'd you know where he was?
- The note.

1789
01:46:17,675 --> 01:46:21,591
He said I could call him over
to the Country Squire Motel.

1790
01:46:23,092 --> 01:46:24,674
He left a note?

1791
01:46:24,842 --> 01:46:28,716
I did call over there on Monday.

1792
01:46:28,884 --> 01:46:32,758
After you got your money out
of your safety deposit box.

1793
01:46:35,759 --> 01:46:38,133
We had an arrangement.

1794
01:46:38,300 --> 01:46:40,924
You have to understand,

1795
01:46:41,092 --> 01:46:43,799
for people like your father and me,

1796
01:46:43,967 --> 01:46:47,175
who never had any money, ever, as kids,

1797
01:46:47,341 --> 01:46:51,133
people from our generation,
that money is important.

1798
01:46:51,300 --> 01:46:54,966
If you could have stopped Daddy
from killing himself,

1799
01:46:55,134 --> 01:46:58,674
you wouldn't have needed to get
into your safety deposit box.

1800
01:47:01,009 --> 01:47:04,632
Well, hindsight's always 20/20,
isn't it?

1801
01:47:04,800 --> 01:47:07,674
Did the note say he was
going to kill himself?

1802
01:47:09,633 --> 01:47:11,550
Mom?

1803
01:47:13,468 --> 01:47:15,800
If I had my wits about me,

1804
01:47:15,968 --> 01:47:17,800
maybe I might've done it different.

1805
01:47:17,968 --> 01:47:19,467
But...

1806
01:47:19,634 --> 01:47:21,175
I was...

1807
01:47:21,968 --> 01:47:23,967
Your father and I both,

1808
01:47:24,135 --> 01:47:25,216
we were...

1809
01:47:25,384 --> 01:47:27,425
You were both fucked-up.

1810
01:47:27,593 --> 01:47:31,717
You were fucked-up.
You are fucked-up.

1811
01:47:31,885 --> 01:47:34,009
You'd better understand this,

1812
01:47:34,176 --> 01:47:38,134
you smug little ingrate.

1813
01:47:38,301 --> 01:47:40,258
There's at least one reason

1814
01:47:40,426 --> 01:47:42,800
why Beverly killed himself,
and that is you.

1815
01:47:42,968 --> 01:47:46,216
You think there's any way in hell
that he would've done what he did

1816
01:47:46,384 --> 01:47:48,884
if you were still here? No!

1817
01:47:49,051 --> 01:47:52,425
Just him and me in this house, alone,

1818
01:47:52,593 --> 01:47:54,175
in the dark, abandoned,

1819
01:47:54,342 --> 01:47:57,009
wasted lifetimes devoted
to your care and comfort.

1820
01:47:57,176 --> 01:48:00,717
Oh, yes, you stick that knife
of judgment in me,

1821
01:48:00,885 --> 01:48:03,633
go ahead,
but make no mistake,

1822
01:48:03,801 --> 01:48:07,925
his blood is just as much
on your hands as it is on mine.

1823
01:48:08,926 --> 01:48:09,925
He did this, though.

1824
01:48:10,093 --> 01:48:12,800
This is his doing, not ours.

1825
01:48:12,968 --> 01:48:14,175
Jeez.

1826
01:48:14,342 --> 01:48:17,593
Can you imagine anything more cruel

1827
01:48:17,761 --> 01:48:20,342
to make me responsible?

1828
01:48:20,510 --> 01:48:21,509
Why?

1829
01:48:21,677 --> 01:48:25,342
Just to weaken me,
make me prove my character?

1830
01:48:25,510 --> 01:48:27,051
So, no, I waited.

1831
01:48:27,218 --> 01:48:29,509
I waited to get
into that safety deposit box.

1832
01:48:29,677 --> 01:48:31,468
I would have waited anyway.

1833
01:48:31,635 --> 01:48:34,217
You want to show who's stronger, Bev?

1834
01:48:34,385 --> 01:48:37,259
Nobody's stronger than me,
goddamn it.

1835
01:48:37,427 --> 01:48:39,593
When nothing is left,
when everything is gone,

1836
01:48:39,761 --> 01:48:40,843
disappeared...

1837
01:48:41,011 --> 01:48:42,468
I'll be here.

1838
01:48:47,927 --> 01:48:50,718
Who's stronger now,
you son of a bitch?!

1839
01:48:54,052 --> 01:48:56,134
You're right, Mom.

1840
01:48:57,302 --> 01:48:58,676
You're the strong one.

1841
01:48:59,761 --> 01:49:01,676
Yeah.

1842
01:49:09,802 --> 01:49:11,342
Barb?

1843
01:49:13,552 --> 01:49:15,259
Barbara?

1844
01:49:15,427 --> 01:49:16,885
Oh. Barb?

1845
01:49:19,802 --> 01:49:21,719
Barbara?

1846
01:49:23,344 --> 01:49:25,177
Oh, Barb!

1847
01:49:25,344 --> 01:49:27,051
Barbara!

1848
01:49:27,219 --> 01:49:29,135
Barbara, please.

1849
01:49:31,470 --> 01:49:39,385
Barbara!

1850
01:49:44,928 --> 01:49:46,677
Barbara?

1851
01:49:53,136 --> 01:49:55,051
Ivy?

1852
01:49:58,762 --> 01:50:01,552
Ivy, you here?

1853
01:50:20,845 --> 01:50:28,636
Bev?

1854
01:50:56,721 --> 01:51:07,470
Johnna?

1855
01:51:10,304 --> 01:51:11,678
Johnna?

1856
01:51:17,596 --> 01:51:28,470
Johnna?

1857
01:51:30,220 --> 01:51:32,387
Oh.

1858
01:51:33,013 --> 01:51:37,679
Johnna.

1859
01:51:46,346 --> 01:51:48,596
And then you're gone,

1860
01:51:48,764 --> 01:51:51,012
Beverly.

1861
01:51:52,472 --> 01:51:54,220
And then you're gone.