1 00:01:37,363 --> 00:01:39,490 Tell me when you're gonna come. 2 00:01:51,911 --> 00:01:55,312 -Are you coming? You're coming? -Yeah. 3 00:02:25,612 --> 00:02:27,204 Hello. 4 00:02:28,114 --> 00:02:30,173 Hey, bro, what's up? 5 00:02:33,219 --> 00:02:35,050 l'm crashed out. 6 00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:41,524 What are you doing? 7 00:02:44,364 --> 00:02:46,628 What party? What are you talking about? 8 00:02:49,669 --> 00:02:52,160 Are you fucking kidding me? 9 00:02:52,338 --> 00:02:54,829 Are you fucking kidding me? 10 00:02:55,008 --> 00:02:56,805 Where? 11 00:02:58,444 --> 00:03:00,071 Fuck! 12 00:03:03,483 --> 00:03:05,075 Fuck! 13 00:03:05,852 --> 00:03:09,083 The number you have reached has been disconnected. If you feel you-- 14 00:03:09,255 --> 00:03:13,055 No fucking way! 15 00:04:54,459 --> 00:04:56,450 Where's the phone? Payphone. 16 00:04:56,628 --> 00:05:00,120 Straight to the back, past the bathrooms, on the left. 17 00:05:07,772 --> 00:05:09,569 Hey, Mallory. 18 00:05:10,809 --> 00:05:12,174 Oh, hey, Syd, what's up? 19 00:05:21,119 --> 00:05:24,680 You gonna go to Becca's thing tonight? 20 00:05:24,856 --> 00:05:27,689 Yeah, you know, l was gonna go and say goodbye. 21 00:05:28,526 --> 00:05:30,118 Why, you going? 22 00:05:30,295 --> 00:05:33,526 Yeah, l think so. Thinking about it. Yeah. 23 00:05:34,466 --> 00:05:36,627 So you still talk to London? 24 00:05:36,801 --> 00:05:40,703 Yeah, you know, here and there. Why? 25 00:05:40,872 --> 00:05:44,808 Oh, you know, l was just a little surprised to hear she was moving. 26 00:05:46,544 --> 00:05:49,411 Did she get a place out there? ls she staying with somebody? 27 00:05:49,614 --> 00:05:52,481 She didn't tell you where she was staying? Come on, Mal. 28 00:05:52,650 --> 00:05:55,676 l mean, she said something about moving in with her boyfriend... 29 00:05:55,854 --> 00:05:59,449 ...or something, but, l mean, that's pretty much all l know. 30 00:06:00,358 --> 00:06:02,053 -Can l get you a drink? -Yeah. 31 00:06:02,227 --> 00:06:04,593 Can l have a vodka? A large one. 32 00:06:04,762 --> 00:06:06,821 Naked, please. 33 00:06:13,338 --> 00:06:15,932 Excuse me. One second here. 34 00:06:17,942 --> 00:06:19,375 Here you go. 35 00:06:19,544 --> 00:06:22,945 Thanks. Hey, look, l didn't-- l didn't mean to be rude. 36 00:06:23,581 --> 00:06:25,242 lt's okay. 37 00:06:26,851 --> 00:06:29,786 -Hey, Syd, l gotta go cash out, so.... -Yeah. 38 00:06:29,954 --> 00:06:31,785 -See you tonight. -Yeah. 39 00:06:31,956 --> 00:06:35,915 Listen, l'm gonna get a bit of sniff, so if you want some, just let me know. 40 00:06:36,094 --> 00:06:38,221 -Oh, really? -Yeah. 41 00:06:38,396 --> 00:06:39,727 How much is it? 42 00:06:39,898 --> 00:06:41,559 Oh, no, don't worry. Just find me. 43 00:06:41,733 --> 00:06:44,395 Don't tell London. You know she hates that shit. 44 00:06:44,569 --> 00:06:47,037 Yeah, like l'm gonna say something. 45 00:06:47,205 --> 00:06:50,663 -All right, well, see you later. -Yeah, l'll see you. 46 00:07:01,486 --> 00:07:04,284 Your name wouldn't happen to be Bateman, would it? 47 00:07:05,823 --> 00:07:08,792 -Unfortunately, yes. -Hey. Syd. 48 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,053 Nice to meet you. Thank you for coming down. 49 00:07:11,229 --> 00:07:14,323 l know you don't deliver this far down. l just had a shitty day. 50 00:07:14,499 --> 00:07:16,558 l have to clear my head out. 51 00:07:16,734 --> 00:07:18,395 No worries, mate. 52 00:07:18,569 --> 00:07:20,560 So where do you wanna do this? 53 00:07:21,339 --> 00:07:24,308 We don't want to go in the bathroom. lt's horrendous in there. 54 00:07:24,475 --> 00:07:26,705 l drove. You wanna use my car? 55 00:07:27,779 --> 00:07:29,940 Your car? Why not? 56 00:07:37,622 --> 00:07:40,420 So how is this shit? lt's pretty good? 57 00:07:40,592 --> 00:07:43,356 Can't say l've sampled any of this batch... 58 00:07:43,528 --> 00:07:47,430 ...but considering the source, l imagine it to be pretty clean, yeah. 59 00:07:48,733 --> 00:07:53,670 So is this like a full-time gig for you? A full-time job? 60 00:07:53,838 --> 00:07:55,829 No, mate, l'm a banker. 61 00:07:56,007 --> 00:07:58,305 Foreign exchange dealer. Currency trader. 62 00:07:58,476 --> 00:08:01,877 -Currency trader? -Euros, pounds, arbitrage, yeah. 63 00:08:02,046 --> 00:08:03,775 Okay, so you're not a dealer. 64 00:08:03,948 --> 00:08:06,712 Mate, l ain't a fucking dealer. 65 00:08:06,885 --> 00:08:08,876 Strictly a buyer. 66 00:08:09,053 --> 00:08:11,544 l was uptown, you were on my way. lt's just a favor. 67 00:08:11,756 --> 00:08:15,988 Gotcha. Well, whatever it is, l really appreciate it, man. 68 00:08:20,498 --> 00:08:22,659 Here we go. 69 00:08:22,834 --> 00:08:24,631 So a currency trader, huh? 70 00:08:24,802 --> 00:08:26,793 How's the money in that, good? 71 00:08:26,971 --> 00:08:29,337 Not if you get stuck on this shit, no. 72 00:08:29,507 --> 00:08:32,408 Yeah, l know. God, what a stupid fucking drug. 73 00:08:33,678 --> 00:08:37,307 l don't know what you're doing after this, if you got plans or anything... 74 00:08:37,482 --> 00:08:41,145 ...but a friend is having a party two blocks from here, if you're interested. 75 00:08:41,319 --> 00:08:43,844 No, thanks, mate, but l've had a shit day, believe me. 76 00:08:44,022 --> 00:08:46,650 l just figured, you know, you came down this whole way. 77 00:08:46,824 --> 00:08:48,689 lt'll probably be pretty good. 78 00:08:48,860 --> 00:08:51,192 What kind of party is it, exactly? 79 00:08:51,362 --> 00:08:52,989 Actually, it's a.... 80 00:08:53,164 --> 00:08:58,693 lt's a going-away party for this girl, for my ex-chick. 81 00:08:58,870 --> 00:09:03,034 But it'll be good, you know, free booze, free food, hot chicks. 82 00:09:03,207 --> 00:09:06,267 l really shouldn't. Thanks anyway. l appreciate the offer. 83 00:09:13,217 --> 00:09:15,412 Fuck it, Syd. l'm gonna go. Take it easy. 84 00:09:15,586 --> 00:09:17,952 Why are you gonna go? Don't go. You just got here. 85 00:09:18,122 --> 00:09:20,215 You walked all the way down here. Why leave? 86 00:09:20,390 --> 00:09:22,051 Because l've had a horrendous day. 87 00:09:22,226 --> 00:09:26,026 l've decided not to go because l don't want to meet a loft full of strangers. 88 00:09:26,196 --> 00:09:28,596 -You enjoy yourself. -Come in for five minutes. 89 00:09:28,766 --> 00:09:30,757 -Get a drink. -No, man. You go, fuck it. 90 00:09:30,934 --> 00:09:32,925 What do you got that's better than this? 91 00:09:33,103 --> 00:09:35,071 Girls, free booze, do a line. 92 00:09:35,239 --> 00:09:38,140 l've just come out of the most psychotic therapy session... 93 00:09:38,342 --> 00:09:41,573 ...l've had in fucking years. Almost smacked some cunt for a taxi. 94 00:09:41,745 --> 00:09:44,111 l really don't know if l'm ready for this shit. 95 00:09:44,281 --> 00:09:47,876 Just come in for five minutes. You don't like it, you can leave. 96 00:09:48,051 --> 00:09:49,780 One fucking drink, bro. 97 00:09:49,953 --> 00:09:52,080 Mallory will be here. 98 00:09:52,389 --> 00:09:53,720 One drink? 99 00:09:53,891 --> 00:09:55,722 One fucking drink. 100 00:10:01,465 --> 00:10:03,558 -How you doing, man? -Evening. 101 00:10:03,734 --> 00:10:05,895 -What is it, 501 1 ? -Yes. 102 00:10:06,069 --> 00:10:07,730 Thanks, man. 103 00:10:10,741 --> 00:10:12,333 -Hey, Maya. -Hi, Syd. 104 00:10:12,509 --> 00:10:14,773 -How you doing? -Good. 105 00:10:14,945 --> 00:10:18,108 -lt's been a while. -Yeah. How you doing? 106 00:10:18,282 --> 00:10:20,307 l'm good. Bateman, this is Maya. Sorry. 107 00:10:20,484 --> 00:10:22,475 -Maya, Bateman. -Nice to meet you. 108 00:10:22,653 --> 00:10:24,780 How you been? What you been up to? 109 00:10:25,589 --> 00:10:30,891 ln hell, man. l fucked up on the SATs, l gotta retake them. 110 00:10:31,895 --> 00:10:33,988 -That's it, you know? -Right. 111 00:10:34,164 --> 00:10:37,133 Just wanna kill myself. Yeah. 112 00:10:46,777 --> 00:10:50,873 Well, you know, if you want to get out of SAT mode, l picked up a lot of: 113 00:10:51,048 --> 00:10:53,949 -You know, so.... -Are you dealing now? 114 00:10:54,117 --> 00:10:58,781 Yes, l'm dealing. No, l'm not dealing. l got more than l need, so if you're.... 115 00:10:58,956 --> 00:11:01,117 -All right, man, thanks. -Just come find me. 116 00:11:01,291 --> 00:11:05,785 -l might take you up on that. -Did anybody--? 117 00:11:16,340 --> 00:11:17,364 Coming. 118 00:11:17,841 --> 00:11:20,332 -Hello. -Hello. 119 00:11:20,510 --> 00:11:22,171 -Hey, baby. -How are you? 120 00:11:22,345 --> 00:11:25,473 -l'm good. Hey, Syd, how are you? -This, my darling, is for you. 121 00:11:25,648 --> 00:11:28,242 Oh, you guys, shut up. Thank you. 122 00:11:28,451 --> 00:11:31,682 -You know you are the best. -Nobody's here yet. 123 00:11:31,855 --> 00:11:33,914 Grab a drink. Make yourself at home. 124 00:11:34,090 --> 00:11:36,217 Hello? Syd and London. 125 00:11:36,392 --> 00:11:39,589 -Don't disrespect them in public. -ln public. 126 00:11:39,762 --> 00:11:41,354 Let's go upstairs. 127 00:11:41,531 --> 00:11:44,898 Why? Who's upstairs? 128 00:11:45,602 --> 00:11:48,332 Very bad. Catch me. 129 00:12:10,593 --> 00:12:12,788 You're crazy. 130 00:12:17,533 --> 00:12:19,228 What is this? 131 00:12:19,402 --> 00:12:20,767 lt's for you. 132 00:12:21,571 --> 00:12:26,008 -For me? For me? -For you. 133 00:12:33,216 --> 00:12:34,979 Oh, my God, Syd, l love it. 134 00:12:35,151 --> 00:12:37,016 Thank you. 135 00:12:43,293 --> 00:12:45,124 l love you. 136 00:12:49,065 --> 00:12:51,158 l love you. 137 00:12:56,606 --> 00:12:59,575 Come on, ''l love you too, London,'' you fucker. 138 00:12:59,742 --> 00:13:01,733 You can say it. l'm not gonna tell anybody. 139 00:13:01,911 --> 00:13:03,742 -London, don't. -What? What am l doing? 140 00:13:03,913 --> 00:13:05,574 -This. -What am l doing wrong? 141 00:13:05,748 --> 00:13:09,514 Whatever this is, this obsession to put a verbal label on everything. 142 00:13:09,686 --> 00:13:12,519 -lt's not about words. -No, it is about words. 143 00:13:12,689 --> 00:13:15,681 Because if we didn't have words, we'd be living in caves... 144 00:13:15,858 --> 00:13:17,985 -...and still talking with our hands. -Stop. 145 00:13:18,161 --> 00:13:19,958 We haven't even come close to a fight. 146 00:13:20,129 --> 00:13:23,155 lf we can avoid that first fight, by theory we'll never fight. 147 00:13:23,333 --> 00:13:24,664 Okay? Please. 148 00:13:24,834 --> 00:13:26,961 lt's been so perfect till now. Don't do this. 149 00:13:27,136 --> 00:13:29,604 lt's been perfect for you. For you. 150 00:13:30,773 --> 00:13:32,570 London. 151 00:13:40,283 --> 00:13:41,716 Coming. 152 00:13:41,885 --> 00:13:44,615 Wait a minute, someone's at the door. 153 00:13:46,656 --> 00:13:48,783 -Hello. -Hi. 154 00:13:48,959 --> 00:13:50,950 Wow, you look beautiful. 155 00:13:51,127 --> 00:13:53,288 You look hot. Nice hat, nice boots. 156 00:13:53,463 --> 00:13:55,124 Thanks. 157 00:13:55,298 --> 00:13:58,233 -Hey. -Hey, Becca. 158 00:14:00,170 --> 00:14:02,638 -Rebecca. -Bateman. Friend of Syd's. 159 00:14:02,806 --> 00:14:04,899 -Nice to meet you. -Nobody's here yet, guys. 160 00:14:05,108 --> 00:14:07,303 So just come on in and make yourself at home. 161 00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:16,913 Okay, so you're not gonna believe who's just fucking shown up. 162 00:14:17,254 --> 00:14:18,687 Great party, mate. 163 00:14:18,855 --> 00:14:22,757 Oh, it'll be better. lt'll be better. Trust me. l promise you. 164 00:14:22,926 --> 00:14:24,553 Okay, l've gotta go. 165 00:14:27,063 --> 00:14:30,499 Please tell me you did not bring Syd here. 166 00:14:30,667 --> 00:14:33,158 Oh, my God, l just rode up in the elevator with him. 167 00:14:33,336 --> 00:14:35,668 -Why? He's not invited? -He's so not invited. 168 00:14:38,241 --> 00:14:40,436 He's fucking touching my Buddha's head. 169 00:14:40,644 --> 00:14:42,236 Hey, London, it's me. 170 00:14:42,412 --> 00:14:46,508 Give me a call as soon as you get this, okay? Okay, bye. 171 00:14:47,450 --> 00:14:48,917 Fuck it. 172 00:14:49,085 --> 00:14:52,577 Hey, Syd. Do us a favor, yeah? Don't touch the Buddha. 173 00:14:54,057 --> 00:14:55,752 Okay? 174 00:14:56,226 --> 00:14:58,751 He's a fucking cocksucker. 175 00:14:58,929 --> 00:15:00,624 Where did you get your hat? 176 00:15:00,797 --> 00:15:02,389 lt's so cute on you. 177 00:15:10,206 --> 00:15:12,640 He's fucked. 178 00:15:12,809 --> 00:15:16,609 To show up at someone's party. He isn't even fucking invited. 179 00:15:29,726 --> 00:15:32,251 Did they just go upstairs? 180 00:15:32,429 --> 00:15:34,863 Right. Nice. Nice of them to ask. 181 00:15:43,006 --> 00:15:46,237 Wait, l'm confused, did you say you do believe in God or you don't? 182 00:15:47,477 --> 00:15:50,640 ''God'' might not be the appropriate word for it, actually. 183 00:15:51,648 --> 00:15:53,138 lt's more of an epiphany. 184 00:15:53,316 --> 00:15:54,977 Epiphany? What was your epiphany? 185 00:15:55,151 --> 00:15:58,177 Well, for me, an epiphany is when you really see the universe... 186 00:15:58,354 --> 00:16:00,254 ...in all it's splendor and beauty... 187 00:16:00,423 --> 00:16:02,653 ...and you suddenly understand everything. 188 00:16:02,825 --> 00:16:04,816 -What does that mean? -Fucking everything. 189 00:16:04,994 --> 00:16:08,327 Everything you can imagine. You don't know what ''everything'' means? 190 00:16:08,498 --> 00:16:11,695 l know what it means. l don't know what you mean by ''everything.'' 191 00:16:11,868 --> 00:16:15,133 lt means everything, doesn't it? You know, everything. 192 00:16:15,305 --> 00:16:18,468 -So, what's your problem? -For someone who's seen the infinite... 193 00:16:18,641 --> 00:16:21,838 ...you're vague. You'd think with someone who's had a revelation... 194 00:16:22,011 --> 00:16:24,878 -...you'd be more specific. -lt's not about specifics. 195 00:16:25,048 --> 00:16:28,381 lt's an energy that hits you between the eyes and you're enlightened. 196 00:16:28,551 --> 00:16:30,815 -You see everything? -You don't see everything. 197 00:16:30,987 --> 00:16:33,387 You see nothing. But you understand everything. 198 00:16:33,790 --> 00:16:36,122 And you know what got me the most? 199 00:16:36,326 --> 00:16:40,160 -ls that l understood time horizons. -What's a time horizon? 200 00:16:46,202 --> 00:16:48,898 lt's like this. l understood where l stood in relation... 201 00:16:49,072 --> 00:16:51,870 ...to where the Romans and the Jews were 2000 years ago... 202 00:16:52,041 --> 00:16:54,009 ...and why l was here now. 203 00:16:54,177 --> 00:16:56,008 Then l felt this enormous compassion... 204 00:16:56,179 --> 00:16:59,740 ...for the struggle of the human race and what it had to go through for us. 205 00:16:59,916 --> 00:17:02,680 You know, for life as we know it to come to this point. 206 00:17:02,852 --> 00:17:07,016 lt's truly remarkable, but at the same time, it's utterly fucking disturbing. 207 00:17:07,190 --> 00:17:10,216 l mean, we're the same people that were living in Roman times... 208 00:17:10,393 --> 00:17:14,261 ...throwing boiling oil on each other and crucifying Christians. 209 00:17:14,430 --> 00:17:16,830 Not that that's entirely a bad thing. 210 00:17:16,999 --> 00:17:18,830 Hey, Syd, are you in there? lt's Maya. 211 00:17:19,602 --> 00:17:21,331 Oh, fuck! Fuck me. 212 00:17:21,504 --> 00:17:25,702 -Fuck, fuck. Give me one second. -What the fuck have you done? 213 00:17:25,875 --> 00:17:27,502 -Sorry. Fuck. -You clumsy bastard. 214 00:17:27,677 --> 00:17:29,412 -What have you fucking done? -Shit. 215 00:17:32,581 --> 00:17:34,014 Look at that. 216 00:17:34,216 --> 00:17:36,013 lt's covered in fucking beer. 217 00:17:36,185 --> 00:17:37,618 -Fuck. -Oh, my God. 218 00:17:37,820 --> 00:17:39,583 What are you gonna do? 219 00:17:39,755 --> 00:17:42,553 -Goddamn it, Syd. -lnstant karma. 220 00:17:42,725 --> 00:17:44,249 -l got it. -That's enough to give up blasphemy. 221 00:17:44,427 --> 00:17:46,520 -Get up here. -No, we can totally save this. 222 00:17:46,695 --> 00:17:49,027 What are you gonna do, eat food off the floor? 223 00:17:49,198 --> 00:17:50,722 -Fucking gross. -Do me a favor. 224 00:17:50,900 --> 00:17:54,097 -God fucking damn it. -God, is this it? 225 00:17:54,270 --> 00:17:55,897 -Yes. -Are you kidding? 226 00:17:56,071 --> 00:17:58,972 -No, it's my fucking fault too. -Just snort it off the floor. 227 00:17:59,141 --> 00:18:02,633 You don't wanna do that. l shouldn't have put it by the fucking sink. 228 00:18:09,652 --> 00:18:11,552 What are you doing? 229 00:18:23,265 --> 00:18:26,496 -What's that? -As l said, all is not lost. 230 00:18:26,669 --> 00:18:30,833 -Bateman, Jesus Christ. -Oh, my God, you fucking rock. 231 00:18:31,006 --> 00:18:32,837 -Do you know this painting? -No. 232 00:18:33,008 --> 00:18:34,908 lt's Van Gogh's Wheatfield with Crows. 233 00:18:35,077 --> 00:18:37,568 The most significant painting the man's ever painted. 234 00:18:37,746 --> 00:18:39,475 -Oh, well, then. -Fuck, it's true. 235 00:18:40,483 --> 00:18:42,314 That'll do for starters, won't it? 236 00:18:42,485 --> 00:18:46,114 Look, this is the last painting the man did before he killed himself. 237 00:18:46,288 --> 00:18:49,815 lt's his suicide note. He even put his left ear in the fucking clouds. 238 00:18:49,992 --> 00:18:52,927 There is his mutilated left ear. 239 00:18:53,095 --> 00:18:56,428 Can you see it? Not everyone sees it, of course, but there it is. 240 00:18:56,599 --> 00:18:59,500 He mutilated his left ear and put it in the fucking painting. 241 00:18:59,668 --> 00:19:01,135 What does that mean? 242 00:19:07,843 --> 00:19:10,141 Maya, l'm curious. Do you believe in God? 243 00:19:10,312 --> 00:19:12,337 You guys have been doing too many drugs. 244 00:19:12,515 --> 00:19:14,483 Answer the question. Yes or no? 245 00:19:15,217 --> 00:19:18,186 God, that's a really long conversation... 246 00:19:18,354 --> 00:19:21,949 ...but l will tell you something l read the other day that freaked me out. 247 00:19:22,124 --> 00:19:23,557 l don't remember where it was. 248 00:19:23,726 --> 00:19:26,456 lt was like Russia or Germany or one of these places... 249 00:19:26,629 --> 00:19:29,359 ...but these scientists, they took this pregnant rabbit... 250 00:19:31,567 --> 00:19:34,661 ...and they hooked up to, like, a heart monitor and an EE G... 251 00:19:34,837 --> 00:19:36,532 ...which sensors your brain waves. 252 00:19:36,705 --> 00:19:40,163 And, like, the second after she gives birth, they take these babies... 253 00:19:40,342 --> 00:19:43,709 ...and they jump in a van and they start shooting them... 254 00:19:44,146 --> 00:19:47,240 ...one by one in the back of the head with, like, a .22 rifle. 255 00:19:47,449 --> 00:19:49,314 From, like one mile away: 256 00:19:49,485 --> 00:19:51,817 Five miles away: Twenty miles away-- 257 00:19:51,987 --> 00:19:54,683 Don't tell me people are killing little bunny rabbits. 258 00:19:54,857 --> 00:19:57,553 What's so interesting is that every time they'd shoot... 259 00:19:57,726 --> 00:20:00,251 ...one of these poor babies in the back of the head... 260 00:20:00,462 --> 00:20:03,590 ...the mother's heartbeat and brain waves would go crazy. 261 00:20:03,766 --> 00:20:07,896 So l'm just saying there's, you know, shit like that, and then-- 262 00:20:08,070 --> 00:20:10,368 The mother knew the babies were getting shot-- 263 00:20:10,539 --> 00:20:13,838 Yes. Every fucking time. Exactly. 264 00:20:14,009 --> 00:20:18,002 l mean, there's all that stuff, you know, like those weird identical twins, right? 265 00:20:18,180 --> 00:20:20,512 One of the brothers is walking down the street... 266 00:20:20,683 --> 00:20:22,583 ...gets stabbed by some serial killer. 267 00:20:26,689 --> 00:20:29,214 Wait. So he gets stabbed, right? 268 00:20:29,391 --> 00:20:33,020 And then 900 miles away, at the exact same time... 269 00:20:33,195 --> 00:20:35,925 ...his twin brother falls down. 270 00:20:36,098 --> 00:20:37,759 Weird, it's very weird, yes. 271 00:20:37,933 --> 00:20:40,060 Do you want to let me finish what l'm saying? 272 00:20:40,235 --> 00:20:42,465 -Please, please, finish. -Okay, he falls down. 273 00:20:42,638 --> 00:20:45,106 Gets hospitalized due to heart palpitations... 274 00:20:45,274 --> 00:20:47,469 ...at the same time his brother was stabbed. 275 00:20:47,643 --> 00:20:50,271 -Why are you shaking your head? -You sound like London. 276 00:20:50,446 --> 00:20:52,971 -lt's coincidence. -How is it a coincidence? 277 00:20:53,148 --> 00:20:55,946 l've had this conversation before. l'm not having it here. 278 00:20:56,118 --> 00:21:00,248 Well, then, let's not. Then don't ask me about God, okay, Syd? 279 00:21:04,059 --> 00:21:05,390 Hey, is London here yet? 280 00:21:07,262 --> 00:21:08,593 No, l don't think so. 281 00:21:08,764 --> 00:21:10,322 Did you meet her boyfriend? 282 00:21:10,532 --> 00:21:13,296 Yeah, a couple of times. He's nice. 283 00:21:16,105 --> 00:21:19,336 ls he, like, an attractive guy? ls he good-looking? 284 00:21:19,908 --> 00:21:22,672 Are you asking me if he's an attractive guy? 285 00:21:23,545 --> 00:21:24,512 l guess. 286 00:21:26,148 --> 00:21:28,639 You guess? What do you mean, you guess? 287 00:21:28,817 --> 00:21:30,341 l mean, l guess. 288 00:21:30,552 --> 00:21:34,579 All right, so l'm curious. Do you think he's more or less attractive than me? 289 00:21:35,257 --> 00:21:36,588 Syd, l don't know. 290 00:21:37,626 --> 00:21:40,618 Well, you do know. You just aren't telling me. 291 00:21:41,563 --> 00:21:44,862 l don't know, Syd. You guys just-- You have totally different looks. 292 00:21:45,067 --> 00:21:47,160 All right, yes. We have very different looks. 293 00:21:47,336 --> 00:21:49,702 But whose do you like more? His or mine? 294 00:21:51,139 --> 00:21:53,573 This is stupid, Syd. 295 00:21:55,310 --> 00:21:57,141 Okay, fine. 296 00:21:57,312 --> 00:21:59,837 l guess, on some level, l find him attractive. 297 00:22:00,015 --> 00:22:01,880 That doesn't mean that l find him... 298 00:22:02,084 --> 00:22:04,518 ...any more or less attractive than l find you. 299 00:22:07,289 --> 00:22:08,847 Okay? 300 00:22:09,524 --> 00:22:11,992 l won't lie to you. Just because we're going out... 301 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:13,957 ...doesn't mean l'm gonna, you know... 302 00:22:14,129 --> 00:22:17,462 ...suddenly not be attracted to the opposite sex. 303 00:22:19,201 --> 00:22:21,396 He's a friend who happens to be attractive. 304 00:22:21,603 --> 00:22:24,868 lt was one lunch. Why are you freaking out? 305 00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:28,806 You don't see me going to lunch with a bunch of attractive people. 306 00:22:28,977 --> 00:22:34,142 Okay. First of all, it was one guy, not a bunch. 307 00:22:34,316 --> 00:22:38,912 And it's really not my problem that you don't have female friends, is it? 308 00:22:39,121 --> 00:22:43,023 Because no one's stopping you from having female friends. 309 00:22:46,395 --> 00:22:48,158 l love this, by the way. 310 00:22:52,901 --> 00:22:56,701 -So for the sake of conversation.... -Syd. 311 00:22:56,872 --> 00:22:59,841 -Let's just pretend you and l... -Please, can we just drop it? 312 00:23:00,008 --> 00:23:02,169 ...don't know each other. Just listen to me. 313 00:23:02,344 --> 00:23:06,110 Let's pretend for five minutes you don't know me, l don't know you. 314 00:23:06,281 --> 00:23:08,112 Me and what's-his-name are in the room. 315 00:23:08,283 --> 00:23:10,376 -Who do you pick? -l do know you, Syd. 316 00:23:10,552 --> 00:23:12,019 Remove that from the equation. 317 00:23:12,187 --> 00:23:14,553 -You can't. -Gun to your head. Who do you pick? 318 00:23:14,723 --> 00:23:18,215 l would pick you. l would pick you in any equation. 319 00:23:18,660 --> 00:23:20,855 Are you all right in there? 320 00:23:21,029 --> 00:23:23,554 Everything is fine. Thank you. 321 00:23:25,667 --> 00:23:29,194 Syd, literally, this has got to be one of the most insane conversations... 322 00:23:29,371 --> 00:23:31,168 ...l've ever had with you. 323 00:23:31,673 --> 00:23:33,971 l don't want to fuck him. l don't. 324 00:23:34,176 --> 00:23:35,575 -Fuck him? -lt was one lunch. 325 00:23:35,744 --> 00:23:37,405 Who said anything about fucking him? 326 00:23:37,579 --> 00:23:40,742 -l didn't say fucking, l said attracted. -That's what you meant. 327 00:23:40,916 --> 00:23:42,781 -lt's not. -Please keep your voice down. 328 00:23:42,951 --> 00:23:44,748 l meant attracted, you said fuck. 329 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:47,582 Can you just fucking shut the fuck up? 330 00:23:48,590 --> 00:23:49,579 What do you want? 331 00:23:50,126 --> 00:23:53,095 l want you to answer the fucking question. 332 00:23:56,599 --> 00:24:02,231 Syd, you're a cute guy. You are. You really, really are, but l don't know. 333 00:24:02,405 --> 00:24:05,238 He has this angular, sexy, Diesel-ad thing going on. 334 00:24:05,408 --> 00:24:06,841 But l don't even know him. 335 00:24:07,009 --> 00:24:09,068 -So maybe he's an asshole. -You know what? 336 00:24:09,612 --> 00:24:12,581 Fuck you, Maya. lf you were my friend, you would've lied. 337 00:24:12,748 --> 00:24:15,945 Syd. Syd, you are at her going-away party. 338 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:18,280 lf you don't calm down, you'll drive me... 339 00:24:18,454 --> 00:24:23,949 ...and you, and everyone else, and her at this fucking party crazy. 340 00:24:24,127 --> 00:24:27,096 Just say goodbye and let her go, because she's gone. 341 00:24:27,763 --> 00:24:30,323 She's gone, man. 342 00:24:34,337 --> 00:24:36,271 Line, anyone? 343 00:24:39,142 --> 00:24:42,043 No. No, thank you. But do you have a cigarette? 344 00:24:42,245 --> 00:24:43,974 l'm sorry. 345 00:25:12,408 --> 00:25:16,174 Light. l'm sorry. 346 00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:24,211 All right, all right, you know what? l'm gonna go. 347 00:25:24,387 --> 00:25:27,049 -Are you leaving? -Thank you. Thank you for everything. 348 00:25:27,223 --> 00:25:28,986 -Really. -Listen, do me a favor. 349 00:25:29,158 --> 00:25:32,525 Don't tell London l'm doing blow in here. That'll really screw me. 350 00:25:32,695 --> 00:25:35,664 You know, Syd, yeah, you know, l'll try to remember that. 351 00:25:35,831 --> 00:25:37,492 Maya, l'm serious. Please? 352 00:25:47,944 --> 00:25:51,277 Hey, please tell me you're not doing coke in my parents' bathroom. 353 00:25:51,447 --> 00:25:53,415 -What? -l saw you go upstairs. 354 00:25:53,583 --> 00:25:55,448 -Where did you go? -To the bathroom. 355 00:25:55,618 --> 00:25:58,382 Swear to God, you're not doing coke in my parents' house. 356 00:25:58,554 --> 00:25:59,919 Oh, my God, l swear to God... 357 00:26:00,089 --> 00:26:02,887 ...l'm not doing coke in your parents' house. 358 00:26:03,059 --> 00:26:04,390 Okay, l'm sorry, darling. 359 00:26:06,062 --> 00:26:09,395 All right. Have a good time. l'm sorry. 360 00:26:16,205 --> 00:26:18,264 How long were you two together? 361 00:26:18,441 --> 00:26:22,070 Who? Me and London? Two and a half years. 362 00:26:22,545 --> 00:26:24,877 -You split when? -Six months and a few days ago. 363 00:26:25,047 --> 00:26:27,481 You're counting, Syd. Not a good sign, mate. 364 00:26:28,084 --> 00:26:30,245 Why? Why do you say that? 365 00:26:31,787 --> 00:26:35,154 Joking. l mean, what's the girl's name? 366 00:26:35,357 --> 00:26:37,757 -Maya. Can l have one of those? -Maya. 367 00:26:37,927 --> 00:26:39,724 Maya. 368 00:26:39,895 --> 00:26:41,795 l'd do some terrible things to her. 369 00:26:42,231 --> 00:26:45,098 She's like an X-rated Barbie doll. 370 00:26:45,668 --> 00:26:47,966 -How old is she? -l don't know, like 1 6, 1 7. 371 00:26:48,137 --> 00:26:49,468 Seventeen? 372 00:26:50,940 --> 00:26:54,000 -Now l really wanna fuck her. -You'd fuck a 1 7-year-old? 373 00:26:54,677 --> 00:26:56,508 What, you wouldn't? 374 00:26:57,279 --> 00:26:59,747 lf it's not against the law, what's the problem? 375 00:26:59,915 --> 00:27:01,974 You can fuck a 1 5-year-old in France. 376 00:27:02,151 --> 00:27:03,914 Does that make them all pedophiles? 377 00:27:04,086 --> 00:27:07,419 Right situation, right country, you'd fuck one too, believe you me. 378 00:27:07,590 --> 00:27:11,458 Right, right. lnternational waters, deserted island, shit can happen. 379 00:27:11,627 --> 00:27:14,994 But if any of my female friends knew l fucked a 1 7-year-old... 380 00:27:15,164 --> 00:27:17,462 -...they'd lose it. -What's the matter with you? 381 00:27:17,633 --> 00:27:20,329 lf we told women a tenth of the things we think and do... 382 00:27:20,503 --> 00:27:22,164 ...do you think we'd ever get laid? 383 00:27:22,338 --> 00:27:25,273 -Like when l asked a girl to piss on me. -To piss on you? 384 00:27:27,276 --> 00:27:30,109 Yes, mate, but l was on a horrible amount of X at the time. 385 00:27:30,279 --> 00:27:32,179 Did she piss on you? 386 00:27:34,016 --> 00:27:35,950 Actually, no... 387 00:27:37,286 --> 00:27:39,447 ...she pissed in my mouth. 388 00:27:42,024 --> 00:27:43,651 She pissed in your mouth? 389 00:27:43,826 --> 00:27:45,953 lt was not a pleasant experience, believe me. 390 00:27:48,029 --> 00:27:49,496 How the fuck does that happen? 391 00:27:49,664 --> 00:27:53,794 What is the conversation that leads to a girl having to piss in your mouth? 392 00:27:53,968 --> 00:27:55,560 lt was a fucking mistress. 393 00:27:55,737 --> 00:27:59,195 -You paid an S & M chick? -Many times. 394 00:28:00,541 --> 00:28:02,566 ''Many times.'' 395 00:28:03,444 --> 00:28:07,244 Listen, it's an expensive hobby, both mentally and financially. 396 00:28:07,448 --> 00:28:09,848 So, what's the deal? How does it work? 397 00:28:11,753 --> 00:28:13,880 l don't know if l want to go there, you know? 398 00:28:14,055 --> 00:28:17,684 Come on, explain it. No one cares. Did you get your shit wet? Me too. 399 00:28:17,859 --> 00:28:21,818 lt's my fucking Savile Row suit. lt's fucking 5 G's. 400 00:28:21,996 --> 00:28:25,454 l've kept it out of the rain all day. Look at the state of it. 401 00:28:26,067 --> 00:28:28,228 Look, l don't wanna go there. All right, Syd? 402 00:28:28,403 --> 00:28:29,836 Come on. l'm not gonna tell. 403 00:28:30,004 --> 00:28:32,404 -Why the fuck do you wanna know? -How does it work? 404 00:28:32,573 --> 00:28:36,031 -You just go over there? -Look at you, you fucking dirtbag. 405 00:28:36,210 --> 00:28:38,371 -You brought it up. -You wanna go there... 406 00:28:38,546 --> 00:28:41,879 ...you fucking go there. Leave my fucking demons to myself, mate. 407 00:28:42,050 --> 00:28:44,041 -Where is it? -Tribeca, you cunt. 408 00:28:44,218 --> 00:28:46,550 Explain it. How does it work? You just walk over? 409 00:28:48,489 --> 00:28:50,286 Look, you phone from downstairs... 410 00:28:50,491 --> 00:28:54,894 ...and magically they let you in through these enormous iron gates. 411 00:28:57,065 --> 00:28:58,089 You get all excited. 412 00:28:58,266 --> 00:29:01,201 You get all wrapped up. You can't wait to get in there. 413 00:29:03,938 --> 00:29:06,930 The whole thought of it just gets amongst your fucking veins. 414 00:29:07,108 --> 00:29:08,598 You're into it, you know? 415 00:29:08,776 --> 00:29:10,744 All of a sudden, they give you a form. 416 00:29:10,912 --> 00:29:14,575 It's a five-page disclaimer in fucking triplicate. 417 00:29:14,749 --> 00:29:18,048 And you're like, ''Hold on. What is this? Paperwork? 418 00:29:18,219 --> 00:29:19,914 l've come here to get my dick sucked. 419 00:29:20,088 --> 00:29:22,454 l didn't come here to sign forms.'' lt's hilarious. 420 00:29:22,623 --> 00:29:26,081 You don't pay them, you give them a fucking donation. 421 00:29:26,260 --> 00:29:29,889 l mean, that is so American, isn't it? Come on. 422 00:29:30,064 --> 00:29:33,556 And then they give you a list and a little pencil, like in the sushi bar. 423 00:29:33,734 --> 00:29:36,726 You start checking off the requirements. Whipping, spanking-- 424 00:29:38,806 --> 00:29:42,833 Come on, you fucking dirty shit-cunt whore. Fucking whip me! 425 00:29:43,044 --> 00:29:45,069 --nipple clamps, coprophilia. 426 00:29:45,246 --> 00:29:47,578 -What's coprophilia? -When they shit on you. 427 00:29:47,982 --> 00:29:49,415 Shit in your mouth. 428 00:29:49,584 --> 00:29:52,849 You can have it in the mouth or you can have it over a glass table. 429 00:29:53,054 --> 00:29:56,353 Can you imagine? They fucking wheel out a glass table and they just... 430 00:29:56,557 --> 00:29:59,355 ...shit all over it, and you're just like: 431 00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,460 ''You dirty bitch!'' 432 00:30:01,629 --> 00:30:04,996 Who the fuck asks for that fucking misery? 433 00:30:05,166 --> 00:30:07,532 l hope not you. 434 00:30:07,702 --> 00:30:09,135 Yeah, what about me? 435 00:30:11,506 --> 00:30:14,771 Anyway, you know, there's a lot-- l mean, the list is long, mate. 436 00:30:14,942 --> 00:30:17,376 -lnfantilism, you've got-- -What's infantilism? 437 00:30:17,578 --> 00:30:19,603 They make you a baby, give you a bottle. 438 00:30:19,780 --> 00:30:22,772 Put you in diapers, nurse you, turn you into an infant. 439 00:30:23,618 --> 00:30:27,520 l mean, it's the sickest, most twisted place you'll ever go. 440 00:30:27,688 --> 00:30:29,121 l mean, they claw your balls. 441 00:30:29,290 --> 00:30:31,349 They'll tie your cock up with a shoelace... 442 00:30:31,526 --> 00:30:36,589 ...stick truncheons up your ass. lt's twisted. lt's fucking twisted. 443 00:30:37,365 --> 00:30:39,629 But l'm telling you, the moment you come.... 444 00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:41,859 The moment you come, you are so sober. 445 00:30:42,737 --> 00:30:46,537 I mean, so fucking sober. 446 00:30:46,707 --> 00:30:51,007 You're like, ''What have I just done? What the fuck have I just done? 447 00:30:51,179 --> 00:30:54,808 I've just paid $2 7 5 for some stranger... 448 00:30:54,982 --> 00:30:57,644 ...some chick I don't even know, to, like, whip me... 449 00:30:57,818 --> 00:30:59,649 ...and piss on my head. '' 450 00:31:00,688 --> 00:31:03,816 So where's the upside? Why do you do it? l don't get it. 451 00:31:04,492 --> 00:31:08,223 Well, on a physical level, it can be rather pleasurable. 452 00:31:09,130 --> 00:31:12,827 Psychologically-- This is without getting too deep here. 453 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:16,094 --l think it has a lot to do with pain and self-flagellation... 454 00:31:16,270 --> 00:31:18,602 ...both literally and metaphorically. 455 00:31:18,773 --> 00:31:21,435 l mean, l don't know whether it's the culture or what... 456 00:31:21,642 --> 00:31:25,169 ...but the English, in general, are very into pain and spanking. 457 00:31:25,346 --> 00:31:27,211 The English? Really? 458 00:31:27,381 --> 00:31:30,009 Yeah, you're always reading some story in the papers... 459 00:31:30,184 --> 00:31:32,778 ...about some judge or vicar bent over a hooker's knee. 460 00:31:35,089 --> 00:31:37,523 l didn't know the English were so fucked up. 461 00:31:37,692 --> 00:31:40,217 Mate, the English are very... 462 00:31:40,394 --> 00:31:43,386 ...l mean, very fucked up. 463 00:31:46,434 --> 00:31:48,402 Yeah, one sec. 464 00:31:50,805 --> 00:31:54,468 Sweating like a fucking rapist. 465 00:31:57,445 --> 00:31:58,969 Syd. 466 00:31:59,180 --> 00:32:00,909 Come and have a look at the view. 467 00:32:02,316 --> 00:32:06,082 Yeah. lt's Mallory, the girl from the bar. l'll hook you up. 468 00:32:06,254 --> 00:32:07,653 -Come back in. -Who? 469 00:32:07,822 --> 00:32:09,619 Mallory. The girl from the bar. 470 00:32:09,790 --> 00:32:12,156 -She's hot. l'll hook you up. -No, no, mate, no. 471 00:32:12,326 --> 00:32:15,090 l'm too-- l'm wanked, mate. l can't be fucking with girls. 472 00:32:15,263 --> 00:32:16,890 So what? So am l. 473 00:32:17,064 --> 00:32:19,464 l've been drinking this piss. No, l can't, fuck it. 474 00:32:19,634 --> 00:32:21,465 -l can't operate like this. -Who cares? 475 00:32:21,636 --> 00:32:24,127 -l'm fucking dizzy. -She'll be in and out. 476 00:32:24,305 --> 00:32:26,398 You help yourself to that, l'm gonna leave. 477 00:32:26,574 --> 00:32:28,769 -lt's been a fucking pleasure. -Don't leave. 478 00:32:28,943 --> 00:32:31,673 Please don't fucking leave. Go get a drink, come back. 479 00:32:31,846 --> 00:32:33,837 -No, mate, no. -Bateman, one fucking drink. 480 00:32:34,015 --> 00:32:36,347 Come right back. Work Mallory, she's hot. 481 00:32:36,517 --> 00:32:38,610 Fuck you. A drink of what? What do you want? 482 00:32:38,786 --> 00:32:40,981 Anything. A bottle. Jack, tequila, whiskey. 483 00:32:41,155 --> 00:32:42,986 You're staying, though, right? 484 00:32:43,724 --> 00:32:45,521 -One fucking drink. -One fucking drink. 485 00:32:45,726 --> 00:32:49,628 Fine, fine, just don't go anywhere. You'll fucking thank me. 486 00:33:00,108 --> 00:33:03,271 l haven't had a bump in like three hours. 487 00:33:03,444 --> 00:33:05,275 Bateman, this is my friend Mallory. 488 00:33:05,446 --> 00:33:07,641 Mallory, this is Bateman. 489 00:33:07,815 --> 00:33:09,612 Hey. 490 00:33:09,784 --> 00:33:11,547 You're the guy from the bar, right? 491 00:33:11,753 --> 00:33:13,846 Mallory, yeah? 492 00:33:14,022 --> 00:33:15,489 Bateman. 493 00:33:15,657 --> 00:33:17,454 Nice to meet you. 494 00:33:17,625 --> 00:33:19,388 -Sorry. -Excuse me. 495 00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,393 -What a clumsy idiot. -Sorry. 496 00:33:24,032 --> 00:33:26,125 Well, how do you guys know each other? 497 00:33:27,301 --> 00:33:29,064 A friend of a friend. 498 00:33:29,270 --> 00:33:30,897 What friend? 499 00:33:33,007 --> 00:33:36,033 l don't know, Mallory. What's with the 20 Questions? Fuck. 500 00:33:36,210 --> 00:33:38,974 Just asking. So, what, are you leaving or something? 501 00:33:39,147 --> 00:33:42,378 l'm just gonna grab us a drink and then... 502 00:33:42,784 --> 00:33:45,810 ...l'm coming back. Do you want one? 503 00:33:47,088 --> 00:33:49,488 Sure, l'll have another one. 504 00:33:49,657 --> 00:33:51,352 -l'll see you in a minute. -Good. 505 00:33:51,526 --> 00:33:53,084 l'll see you in a minute, Syd. 506 00:33:58,299 --> 00:34:01,063 Damn, kid. 507 00:34:04,739 --> 00:34:06,434 So how do you know that guy? 508 00:34:08,810 --> 00:34:11,608 He got this blow. He's not a dealer, he just knew the guy. 509 00:34:11,813 --> 00:34:13,405 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. Good guy, right? 510 00:34:13,581 --> 00:34:16,846 -Yeah. -Hey, you don't know if London's here. 511 00:34:17,018 --> 00:34:18,781 Yeah, she got here like a minute ago. 512 00:34:18,953 --> 00:34:21,683 What'd she say? Does she know l'm here? 513 00:34:21,856 --> 00:34:24,950 No. She didn't say anything. 514 00:34:33,034 --> 00:34:36,697 l can't believe she's leaving tomorrow. That's just so fucked up to me. 515 00:34:36,871 --> 00:34:41,137 Well, instead of staying here all night, why don't you go out and talk to her. 516 00:34:41,342 --> 00:34:43,742 -l'm sure she'd love to talk to you. -l doubt that. 517 00:34:43,911 --> 00:34:47,074 Why wouldn't she wanna talk to you? You guys in a fight? 518 00:34:47,248 --> 00:34:49,739 A fight? Mallory, she hasn't called me in two months. 519 00:34:49,917 --> 00:34:52,613 l wasn't invited tonight. Don't you think it's odd... 520 00:34:52,787 --> 00:34:55,915 ...she wouldn't tell me she's moving across the fucking country? 521 00:34:56,090 --> 00:34:57,421 -She didn't call you? -No. 522 00:34:57,592 --> 00:34:59,890 -That's fucked up. -Didn't even leave a message. 523 00:35:00,061 --> 00:35:04,088 -l know that girl better than anybody. -When's the last time you talked? 524 00:35:04,265 --> 00:35:07,393 -l don't know, two months. -Really? 525 00:35:07,735 --> 00:35:11,227 -l'm sure she was gonna call you. -When? l just checked my messages. 526 00:35:11,405 --> 00:35:15,466 -ls she gonna call me from LAX? -Dude, l don't fucking know. Man. 527 00:35:15,643 --> 00:35:17,634 Fucked up! 528 00:35:19,647 --> 00:35:22,775 Hey, Syd, can l ask you something personal? 529 00:35:22,950 --> 00:35:24,508 What? 530 00:35:24,986 --> 00:35:26,920 Well.... 531 00:35:28,489 --> 00:35:32,289 lt's probably-- l don't know if it's true, that's obviously why l'm asking... 532 00:35:32,460 --> 00:35:35,952 ...and since we're cool and all, l just figured-- l'm kind of concerned. 533 00:35:36,130 --> 00:35:40,123 But l-- Anyway, l kind of heard that-- 534 00:35:40,301 --> 00:35:43,429 -What? Something about London? -l heard-- lt's probably bullshit. 535 00:35:43,604 --> 00:35:46,334 -But l heard you-- -What, Mallory? Spit it out. Fuck. 536 00:35:46,507 --> 00:35:50,967 Dude, l kind of heard that you tried to kill yourself. 537 00:35:51,312 --> 00:35:54,475 -What? Who told you that? London? -No, it wasn't London. 538 00:35:54,649 --> 00:35:56,844 -Who told you that? Who? -Dude, l don't know. 539 00:35:57,018 --> 00:35:58,383 l don't even remember. 540 00:35:58,553 --> 00:36:00,714 London's the only person that knew about that. 541 00:36:00,922 --> 00:36:03,914 So any way you heard it, it's pretty fucked up. 542 00:36:04,192 --> 00:36:08,458 -So, what? lt's not true? -No, it's not fucking true. 543 00:36:09,163 --> 00:36:11,529 Dude, l don't get it. What the fuck happened then? 544 00:36:11,699 --> 00:36:16,193 You tell me what you heard happened, then l'll tell you what really happened. 545 00:36:17,438 --> 00:36:19,565 Just after this bump. Hold up. 546 00:36:21,509 --> 00:36:22,999 All right. Okay. 547 00:36:23,177 --> 00:36:26,977 l heard that, like, you guys had a fight or something, and you broke out... 548 00:36:27,148 --> 00:36:29,673 ...she drove to your place, found you unconscious... 549 00:36:29,851 --> 00:36:33,378 ...next to some sleeping pills, and you had to get your stomach pumped. 550 00:36:33,554 --> 00:36:37,046 Okay, now do you wanna know what really happened? 551 00:36:37,725 --> 00:36:39,522 Yeah. l mean, that's why l asked. 552 00:36:39,694 --> 00:36:41,525 -You know my dog, Toker? -Yeah. 553 00:36:41,696 --> 00:36:44,324 -Yes, well, he's epileptic. -Okay. 554 00:36:44,498 --> 00:36:48,264 -So the vet prescribed phenobarbital. -Pheno--? What the fuck is that? 555 00:36:48,469 --> 00:36:50,994 They're barbiturates. They're downers, for his fits. 556 00:36:51,172 --> 00:36:55,700 Wait a minute. Your dog has epilepsy and got prescribed--? 557 00:36:55,877 --> 00:36:57,242 Let me finish. Anyway... 558 00:36:57,411 --> 00:37:00,380 ...it was our two-year anniversary and she thought l'd forget. 559 00:37:00,548 --> 00:37:02,573 -So-- -Syd, you always forget. Always. 560 00:37:04,485 --> 00:37:07,249 Oh, fuck. 561 00:37:09,123 --> 00:37:14,720 -l feel like such a bitch. -Well, you are a bitch. 562 00:37:15,029 --> 00:37:17,088 Open it. 563 00:37:17,298 --> 00:37:20,028 -Open it. -Okay. 564 00:37:30,812 --> 00:37:33,042 Oh, my God. 565 00:37:33,781 --> 00:37:36,545 This is so gorgeous. How did you know l wanted this dress? 566 00:37:36,717 --> 00:37:41,120 l saw you drooling all over it last time we were at Valentino. 567 00:37:41,289 --> 00:37:43,257 l love it! 568 00:37:43,891 --> 00:37:46,655 Oh, it's so beautiful. 569 00:37:48,663 --> 00:37:52,292 Thank you so much, baby. 570 00:37:58,039 --> 00:37:59,631 There's more. 571 00:37:59,807 --> 00:38:02,139 -What is that? -lt's a basketball. 572 00:38:02,477 --> 00:38:07,938 What--? Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 573 00:38:10,551 --> 00:38:14,510 Hi, little guy. Hi, little guy. 574 00:38:14,689 --> 00:38:16,554 Oh, baby. 575 00:38:18,626 --> 00:38:22,687 -l love you so much. -l love you. 576 00:38:22,864 --> 00:38:26,766 Look at him. l can't believe you did this. l-- 577 00:38:28,336 --> 00:38:31,601 Thank you. Okay. Okay. 578 00:38:32,773 --> 00:38:34,468 Hello? 579 00:38:35,276 --> 00:38:38,609 Hey. Can l just call you back? 580 00:38:38,946 --> 00:38:41,039 No, l'm just in the middle of something. 581 00:38:41,215 --> 00:38:43,479 All right, bye. 582 00:38:43,784 --> 00:38:46,947 -Who was that? -lt was Mallory. 583 00:38:47,455 --> 00:38:49,821 Look at his paws. 584 00:38:54,795 --> 00:38:58,458 -What? What is it? What's wrong? -l heard a guy's voice on the phone. 585 00:39:00,334 --> 00:39:02,529 What? Are you fucking crazy? That was Mallory. 586 00:39:02,703 --> 00:39:04,898 You swear to God? 587 00:39:05,406 --> 00:39:08,375 Yes, l swear to God. 588 00:39:09,610 --> 00:39:12,511 lf you don't fucking believe me, go ahead and call her. 589 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:16,172 Syd. Are you really gonna fucking call her? 590 00:39:17,685 --> 00:39:19,710 Yeah, is Mallory there? 591 00:39:20,721 --> 00:39:23,246 This is London's boyfriend. Who the fuck is this? 592 00:39:24,158 --> 00:39:27,150 London, what the fuck is this? Who was that? Why did you lie? 593 00:39:27,328 --> 00:39:30,024 -Let me just explain. -You better fucking explain. 594 00:39:30,198 --> 00:39:32,359 What? Why did you lie? Are you cheating on me? 595 00:39:32,533 --> 00:39:34,660 No, no. Listen. 596 00:39:34,835 --> 00:39:37,167 l was really fucked up. l was out with the girls. 597 00:39:37,338 --> 00:39:39,602 -Fucking perfect. -Are you gonna let me explain? 598 00:39:39,774 --> 00:39:42,072 Yes, yes, you better fucking explain, London. 599 00:39:42,243 --> 00:39:47,010 Okay, the clubs were closing, we went back to Becca's boyfriend's loft. 600 00:39:47,181 --> 00:39:50,173 l fucking passed out. l wake up the next morning... 601 00:39:50,351 --> 00:39:53,184 ...and the guy-- There was someone lying in bed next to me. 602 00:39:53,354 --> 00:39:54,685 Then he didn't try anything? 603 00:39:54,855 --> 00:39:57,346 You're fucked up in his bed, he didn't try anything. 604 00:39:57,525 --> 00:40:00,221 l find that hard to believe. And don't fucking lie to me. 605 00:40:00,394 --> 00:40:03,591 lf you fucking lie to me, l'm walking out the fucking door. 606 00:40:03,764 --> 00:40:07,097 He tried to kiss me. But there was nothing because l pushed him away. 607 00:40:07,268 --> 00:40:09,361 -lt was not a big deal-- -Define ''tried.'' 608 00:40:09,537 --> 00:40:11,630 l wanna know every single fucking detail. 609 00:40:11,806 --> 00:40:14,639 Were you on or under the covers? Was his hand on your tit? 610 00:40:14,809 --> 00:40:17,801 No, Syd. He tries to kiss me and l pushed him away. 611 00:40:17,979 --> 00:40:20,641 -You pushed him away? -Yes. l walked outside. 612 00:40:20,815 --> 00:40:23,113 Mallory called me a cab, and l went home. 613 00:40:23,284 --> 00:40:25,149 lf you went home, why is he calling you? 614 00:40:25,319 --> 00:40:27,446 -How does he have your number? -l don't know. 615 00:40:27,622 --> 00:40:30,785 Maybe Becca's boyfriend gave him the number. 616 00:40:30,958 --> 00:40:33,324 But l definitely didn't give it to him. 617 00:40:33,928 --> 00:40:38,763 Nothing happened. l swear to God. Don't you fucking believe me? Please. 618 00:40:38,933 --> 00:40:40,298 l don't know what to believe. 619 00:40:40,468 --> 00:40:42,459 You swore that was Mallory on the phone... 620 00:40:42,637 --> 00:40:44,332 ...and it wasn't. So, what the fuck? 621 00:40:44,505 --> 00:40:47,770 We've dated for two years. l believed everything you said until now. 622 00:40:47,942 --> 00:40:49,933 Now l don't know what the fuck to believe. 623 00:40:50,111 --> 00:40:52,773 lt's like your words are meaningless. 624 00:40:53,281 --> 00:40:55,442 l just don't trust you anymore, London. 625 00:40:55,616 --> 00:40:58,278 l made a mistake. l made a fucking huge mistake. 626 00:40:58,452 --> 00:41:01,012 -l'm sorry. -lf it was one fucking mistake... 627 00:41:01,222 --> 00:41:03,452 ...why did you say you were gonna call back? 628 00:41:03,624 --> 00:41:05,819 Why would you tell a guy who you don't know... 629 00:41:05,993 --> 00:41:08,826 ...whose number you don't have, you're gonna call him back? 630 00:41:08,996 --> 00:41:10,327 What the fuck is that? 631 00:41:11,732 --> 00:41:14,758 So l took a couple of Toker's phenobarbital. 632 00:41:16,336 --> 00:41:19,100 Wait, you took your dog's medication? 633 00:41:19,273 --> 00:41:22,640 Phenobarbital is phenobarbital. lt doesn't matter if it was for my dog. 634 00:41:22,810 --> 00:41:26,439 People have been taking it recreationally for years. 635 00:41:26,613 --> 00:41:27,944 Smoke that. 636 00:41:28,115 --> 00:41:31,312 So wait a minute, what does it do to you? 637 00:41:31,485 --> 00:41:33,646 They make you feel good. They're like downers. 638 00:41:33,821 --> 00:41:35,618 -Okay. -Anyway... 639 00:41:35,789 --> 00:41:38,519 ...l was pretty drunk and l took like five or six of them. 640 00:41:38,692 --> 00:41:41,684 -Five or six doggy downers? -Toker's 50 pounds, he takes two. 641 00:41:41,862 --> 00:41:45,559 -l'm 1 70, five or six seems pretty good. -Shit. 642 00:41:45,766 --> 00:41:48,894 The problem is that if you're drunk, you can fall into a coma... 643 00:41:49,069 --> 00:41:51,560 -...if you're not careful. -You went into a coma? 644 00:41:51,772 --> 00:41:55,173 -What's wrong with you? -No, l didn't go into a fucking coma. 645 00:41:55,342 --> 00:41:57,537 London came back to apologize or whatever. 646 00:41:58,145 --> 00:42:01,478 Syd? Syd! 647 00:42:03,050 --> 00:42:06,679 Syd! Somebody, please, help! 648 00:42:07,287 --> 00:42:10,916 lt's so fucked up. The fact she's telling people that makes me so furious. 649 00:42:11,091 --> 00:42:13,855 l would never do that to anyone. lt's just fucking rude. 650 00:42:14,027 --> 00:42:16,928 -They never pumped your stomach? -No, l went to the hospital. 651 00:42:17,097 --> 00:42:20,157 l took a few coherency tests. That's it. That's all. 652 00:42:20,334 --> 00:42:23,895 Do you see how reality gets twisted when little fucking girls gossip? 653 00:42:24,071 --> 00:42:27,336 Yeah. Yeah, l mean, l guess. 654 00:42:28,575 --> 00:42:31,908 -What? Do you not believe me? -No, of course l believe you, Syd. 655 00:42:32,079 --> 00:42:35,412 That's why l asked. l was concerned. 656 00:42:35,582 --> 00:42:37,516 Makes me so livid that she's out there... 657 00:42:37,684 --> 00:42:40,676 ...telling people this warped version of what happened. 658 00:42:41,221 --> 00:42:45,214 You know what? Just please don't go out there telling her l told you this. 659 00:42:45,392 --> 00:42:46,882 That's the last thing you need. 660 00:42:47,060 --> 00:42:49,585 The last thing l'm gonna do is mention your name. 661 00:42:49,763 --> 00:42:53,290 Well, honestly, if l were you, l wouldn't even bring the shit up, okay? 662 00:42:53,467 --> 00:42:56,027 lt's her last night here. Focus on something positive. 663 00:42:56,203 --> 00:42:58,364 She don't wanna hear that shit. 664 00:43:01,341 --> 00:43:03,070 Fuck. 665 00:43:03,710 --> 00:43:05,803 What? What's wrong? 666 00:43:06,346 --> 00:43:07,779 l don't know, l don't know. 667 00:43:07,948 --> 00:43:11,714 Because l start sweating and my heart starts pounding... 668 00:43:11,885 --> 00:43:14,877 ...and l feel like my head's spinning and the world's crashing. 669 00:43:15,055 --> 00:43:18,991 And l get pulled down, further into, like, the darkest... 670 00:43:19,159 --> 00:43:23,152 ...meanest places of my brain, and l start suffocating. 671 00:43:23,363 --> 00:43:24,990 And you feel like you're dying. 672 00:43:29,469 --> 00:43:32,666 What? What? Say something. 673 00:43:33,006 --> 00:43:36,942 -What would you like me to say? -Anything. Something. l don't care. 674 00:43:39,780 --> 00:43:41,111 l can't be your crutch, Syd. 675 00:43:41,281 --> 00:43:44,773 Oh, you are such a miserable fucking human being. 676 00:43:44,951 --> 00:43:47,010 Miserable in what way? 677 00:43:47,254 --> 00:43:50,280 The way that you're sitting there, taking my fucking money... 678 00:43:50,457 --> 00:43:53,984 ...and l'm dying. Nothing you do helps me. The Prozac doesn't help. 679 00:43:54,161 --> 00:43:57,653 The lithium doesn't help. The Zoloft doesn't help. Nothing you do helps. 680 00:43:57,831 --> 00:44:00,493 You're kind of a fucking asshole. 681 00:44:04,504 --> 00:44:08,600 l just wanna fucking turn the pain off, you know? 682 00:44:08,775 --> 00:44:12,142 Just give me something that the pain can go away with, you know? 683 00:44:12,312 --> 00:44:15,281 Can you do that? Don? 684 00:44:17,551 --> 00:44:19,849 l think you're doing great. 685 00:44:20,987 --> 00:44:23,114 When that anxiety hits, it's terrifying... 686 00:44:23,290 --> 00:44:25,815 ...because you're like, ''Maybe l'm really going crazy. 687 00:44:25,992 --> 00:44:28,290 Maybe l've finally fucked with my head enough... 688 00:44:28,462 --> 00:44:30,293 ...that l just detached from reality.'' 689 00:44:30,464 --> 00:44:32,796 -You have these horrible revelations. -Like what? 690 00:44:32,966 --> 00:44:35,560 l started freaking out about death. l became obsessed. 691 00:44:35,736 --> 00:44:38,728 l couldn't conceptualize not being here. Just not being here. 692 00:44:38,939 --> 00:44:42,204 One day, Mallory, you and l are gonna be dead. Buried. Gone. 693 00:44:42,376 --> 00:44:45,641 You think about religion. People are just swallowing these concepts. 694 00:44:45,812 --> 00:44:48,542 Like God and heaven, just to suppress our deepest fears... 695 00:44:48,715 --> 00:44:51,479 ...that we don't know why we're here. lt makes no sense. 696 00:44:51,651 --> 00:44:53,016 lt totally makes sense, okay? 697 00:44:53,186 --> 00:44:57,350 At the same time it allows people to go on living their everyday lives... 698 00:44:57,524 --> 00:45:00,823 ...without constantly obsessing over these things. These realities. 699 00:45:00,994 --> 00:45:04,430 Life, death, heaven, hell. Existence, why we're here. 700 00:45:04,598 --> 00:45:08,398 You know, who knows, it's possible that a god does exist. 701 00:45:08,568 --> 00:45:12,004 Energy, force, spirit, whatever you wanna call it. l believe that. 702 00:45:12,172 --> 00:45:14,436 Fair enough. So, what happens when you die? 703 00:45:14,608 --> 00:45:18,169 l don't know. You fucking die. Why does there have to be an answer? 704 00:45:18,345 --> 00:45:21,405 Why can't there just be mysteries? l don't know. Your body dies. 705 00:45:21,581 --> 00:45:26,041 Your actual physical being dies, but your spirit, l do believe, lives on. 706 00:45:26,219 --> 00:45:30,019 lt lives on in the world. Man, it's this continuing thing of existence. 707 00:45:30,190 --> 00:45:32,351 lt doesn't have to have a perfect answer why. 708 00:45:32,526 --> 00:45:35,086 l buy that a little bit more than an invisible guy... 709 00:45:35,262 --> 00:45:37,628 ...taking checks and balances on 6 million people. 710 00:45:37,798 --> 00:45:39,789 That sounds like Santa Claus to me. 711 00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:43,197 lt's like a fairy tale for adults who can't handle death. 712 00:45:46,072 --> 00:45:48,267 Yeah, because if you think about it... 713 00:45:48,441 --> 00:45:51,774 ...there was a time that we didn't know that the world was round... 714 00:45:51,945 --> 00:45:54,812 ...or that the atom existed or whatever, right... 715 00:45:55,014 --> 00:45:57,608 ...because we didn't have the technology to observe it. 716 00:45:57,784 --> 00:46:00,753 And then...one day we do, right? 717 00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:04,754 So, l mean, it's totally conceivably possible... 718 00:46:04,924 --> 00:46:10,624 ...that in our lifetime, we will have the technology to observe God... 719 00:46:10,797 --> 00:46:15,166 ...or whatever it is that created us and the planets... 720 00:46:15,335 --> 00:46:18,429 ...and the universe and everything else. Right? 721 00:46:18,605 --> 00:46:21,733 lt's important to at least have faith in the possibility... 722 00:46:21,908 --> 00:46:25,002 ...of a higher being or something, or whatever... 723 00:46:25,178 --> 00:46:26,839 ...because otherwise, you're just-- 724 00:46:27,046 --> 00:46:29,674 You're gonna drive yourself completely fucking insane. 725 00:46:29,849 --> 00:46:32,647 Right, but that really is the operative word isn't it? 726 00:46:32,819 --> 00:46:34,844 What do you mean? What word? 727 00:46:35,054 --> 00:46:38,683 ''Faith.'' Because without faith, what do you have? You have nothing. 728 00:46:38,858 --> 00:46:42,259 You got a few stories written 1 00 years ago, thousands of years ago... 729 00:46:42,428 --> 00:46:44,623 ...by people who are more clueless than we are. 730 00:46:44,798 --> 00:46:48,256 The same people who were crucifying people who said the world was round. 731 00:46:48,434 --> 00:46:52,530 So, you know. l just need more proof. l need logic to support this religion. 732 00:46:52,705 --> 00:46:55,469 Okay, if you want proof, l will give you proof. 733 00:46:55,642 --> 00:46:59,009 There was a study that was done in Japan with physicists, okay? 734 00:46:59,179 --> 00:47:02,148 They took two vats of rice... 735 00:47:02,849 --> 00:47:05,340 ...they put one in one room, and one in another room. 736 00:47:05,518 --> 00:47:09,716 They put a time-lapse camera on it so they could observe it for a month. 737 00:47:10,089 --> 00:47:13,547 They let all these people come into one room... 738 00:47:13,726 --> 00:47:18,288 ...and they would say, ''I love you, rice. You are the best rice. 739 00:47:18,464 --> 00:47:22,161 You are the most beautiful, most gorgeous, sexy rice there is.'' 740 00:47:22,335 --> 00:47:25,327 And in the other room, they say, ''l fucking hate you, rice. 741 00:47:25,505 --> 00:47:29,566 I hate you. You're the worst rice. Fuck you, rice, you're the worst rice. '' 742 00:47:29,742 --> 00:47:35,180 After a month, the rice that they said ''l love you'' to? Still edible. 743 00:47:35,348 --> 00:47:38,545 The other rice looks like fucking black sludge. 744 00:47:39,319 --> 00:47:43,380 l saw the pictures. l saw, you know, the time-lapse video. 745 00:47:43,556 --> 00:47:45,990 lt's a study. lt's real. l saw it with my own eyes. 746 00:47:46,159 --> 00:47:49,925 That's your proof right there. l mean, it's energy. We're affecting something. 747 00:47:50,129 --> 00:47:53,997 -God is energy. -London, you're talking about rice. 748 00:47:54,167 --> 00:47:57,398 Rice. lt has nothing to do with religion. Nothing to do with God. 749 00:47:57,570 --> 00:48:01,870 -l gave you proof. -l'm sorry, l don't find proof in that. 750 00:48:14,587 --> 00:48:18,182 You know what your problem is? You're so undyingly convinced... 751 00:48:18,358 --> 00:48:21,350 ...that everything your parents and teachers taught you... 752 00:48:21,527 --> 00:48:24,587 ...you hold it as this indisputable, almighty truth. 753 00:48:24,764 --> 00:48:27,858 Syd, can we please just drop it? Can we just fucking drop it? 754 00:48:28,034 --> 00:48:30,867 You wanna drop it because you know l'm right. Admit that... 755 00:48:31,037 --> 00:48:33,369 -...we'll talk about whatever you want. -Shut up. 756 00:48:33,539 --> 00:48:35,370 -Shut the fuck up. -Just admit it. 757 00:48:35,541 --> 00:48:38,704 You're scared to question authority because what if they're wrong? 758 00:48:38,878 --> 00:48:41,073 What if all your parents and all your elders... 759 00:48:41,247 --> 00:48:44,444 ...were as scared of death as you, and brainwashed just like you? 760 00:48:44,617 --> 00:48:46,778 You're just blind to see it. 761 00:48:48,588 --> 00:48:50,556 Okay, so l'm brainwashed... 762 00:48:50,723 --> 00:48:53,556 ...because l happen to think that believing in something... 763 00:48:53,726 --> 00:48:58,789 ...other than meaninglessness and nonexistence is a positive thing? 764 00:48:58,965 --> 00:49:02,594 -Okay. That's really smart, Syd. -l'm glad you agree with me. 765 00:49:02,769 --> 00:49:05,499 l was being facetious, you dipshit. 766 00:49:05,705 --> 00:49:08,139 Why are you calling me a dipshit? 767 00:49:12,779 --> 00:49:14,940 Why are you calling me a dipshit? 768 00:49:15,114 --> 00:49:16,911 Because... 769 00:49:17,650 --> 00:49:21,677 ...you always have to be right. Why do you always have to be right? 770 00:49:21,854 --> 00:49:24,118 And your ego. Your ego, it's just huge. 771 00:49:24,290 --> 00:49:27,817 -lt's just out of fucking control. -There's no need to freak out. 772 00:49:27,994 --> 00:49:29,985 Syd, because you don't know when to stop. 773 00:49:30,163 --> 00:49:32,927 You keep going and going and going... 774 00:49:33,099 --> 00:49:37,160 ...until people just wanna smash your face in. 775 00:49:37,337 --> 00:49:41,000 Okay, okay. Maybe God doesn't exist. 776 00:49:41,174 --> 00:49:45,873 l guess me and the billions upon billions and billions of other people... 777 00:49:46,045 --> 00:49:49,139 ...who actually pray to something are completely deluded... 778 00:49:49,315 --> 00:49:52,944 ...and you are right. You are all-knowing. 779 00:49:53,119 --> 00:49:56,111 You're God, Syd. lsn't that what you wanna fucking hear anyway? 780 00:49:56,289 --> 00:49:59,520 -That everyone else is wrong and--? -Doesn't everybody? 781 00:49:59,692 --> 00:50:02,058 And l'm deluded? And l am fucking deluded? 782 00:50:02,261 --> 00:50:04,957 You are-- You're sick. You're sick, Syd. 783 00:50:05,131 --> 00:50:07,622 You need fucking mental help. 784 00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:11,634 God, you make everybody crazy. You're making me fucking crazy. 785 00:50:11,804 --> 00:50:16,798 You just-- You blanket people with your pseudo-intellectual bullshit... 786 00:50:16,976 --> 00:50:20,139 ...and then they can't fucking breathe. You just suffocate people. 787 00:50:20,313 --> 00:50:22,304 You don't talk to people. You talk at them. 788 00:50:22,482 --> 00:50:25,815 At least l talk about real shit. We've been going out for two years. 789 00:50:25,985 --> 00:50:28,510 What's the most intelligent conversation we've had? 790 00:50:28,688 --> 00:50:31,384 How many grams of fat are in a slice of vegetarian pizza? 791 00:50:31,557 --> 00:50:35,152 -Fuck you! You're so annoying. -No, fuck you, London! 792 00:50:35,328 --> 00:50:36,761 You are more annoying than me. 793 00:50:36,929 --> 00:50:39,022 You get away with it because no one listens. 794 00:50:39,198 --> 00:50:42,599 They stare at your tits, thinking of ways to fuck you. 795 00:50:42,802 --> 00:50:47,068 l can't fucking believe that l ever fell in love with a fucking asshole like you! 796 00:50:47,240 --> 00:50:49,208 -You're such a fucking asshole! -Stop! 797 00:50:49,375 --> 00:50:52,902 -l fucking hate you! -London. Take it easy. 798 00:50:53,079 --> 00:50:55,445 Stop, stop, stop. 799 00:50:57,517 --> 00:51:00,213 Stop. Stop. 800 00:51:14,267 --> 00:51:15,598 Stop. 801 00:51:34,253 --> 00:51:37,347 Baby. Come on, now. 802 00:51:52,005 --> 00:51:54,565 l'm not gonna get her back, am l? 803 00:52:04,751 --> 00:52:06,446 l don't know. 804 00:52:07,487 --> 00:52:09,182 Why don't you go talk to her. 805 00:52:12,592 --> 00:52:13,923 Are you leaving? 806 00:52:14,093 --> 00:52:16,823 l'm getting really claustrophobic. l need to get some air. 807 00:52:16,996 --> 00:52:20,454 -l'm not freaking you out, am l? -No, l'm so high right now. 808 00:52:20,633 --> 00:52:22,464 l need a drink. 809 00:52:22,635 --> 00:52:26,799 -Here, let me give you some of this. -Can you bring that purse over? 810 00:52:26,973 --> 00:52:29,168 -Yeah, of course. -Thanks. 811 00:52:29,342 --> 00:52:31,037 Here. 812 00:52:33,980 --> 00:52:35,948 -Oh, thanks, man. -Here, this is for you. 813 00:52:36,115 --> 00:52:39,312 -That's way too much. -No, please, take it. 814 00:52:39,485 --> 00:52:41,544 -You sure? -Yeah. 815 00:52:41,721 --> 00:52:45,282 Thanks, man. That's really sweet. 816 00:52:53,633 --> 00:52:55,897 So you--? Do you wanna come out there or what? 817 00:52:56,069 --> 00:52:59,038 Yeah, l'll be out there in a minute. l'm gonna... 818 00:52:59,305 --> 00:53:01,967 -...just hang here for a minute or two. -All right. 819 00:53:02,141 --> 00:53:04,371 See you out there, okay? 820 00:53:15,087 --> 00:53:17,385 You gotta come out. 821 00:53:22,695 --> 00:53:26,028 Hello, girls. What's your name? 822 00:53:26,199 --> 00:53:29,532 We're at a party, come on. What are you reading a book for? 823 00:53:29,969 --> 00:53:32,062 Fancy a smoke in the little room? 824 00:53:32,238 --> 00:53:35,002 We're reading, actually, about robopathology. 825 00:53:35,174 --> 00:53:37,267 Complicated little thing, aren't you? 826 00:53:37,476 --> 00:53:40,206 l was gonna leave, then l had to make a beeline to you. 827 00:53:40,379 --> 00:53:42,609 Like l feel l know you or something like that. 828 00:53:42,782 --> 00:53:45,182 On a one-to-ten scale... 829 00:53:45,551 --> 00:53:47,212 ...you're a four. ln dim light. 830 00:53:47,386 --> 00:53:50,844 One lantern so l wouldn't have to see your heinous, disfigured face. 831 00:53:51,023 --> 00:53:53,184 You are absolutely-- You're beautiful. 832 00:53:53,559 --> 00:53:55,925 l have to go. That's my chopper. But before l do-- 833 00:53:56,095 --> 00:53:57,562 -lt's picking you up? -Yeah. 834 00:53:57,730 --> 00:53:59,561 l invented this move: 835 00:54:00,499 --> 00:54:01,864 She likes me. She's laughing. 836 00:54:02,034 --> 00:54:05,731 -How old are you? -Eighteen. 837 00:54:07,273 --> 00:54:09,002 Eighteen. 838 00:54:11,911 --> 00:54:13,708 Let me just get another drink now. 839 00:54:21,621 --> 00:54:23,987 Stop. l'm not hitting on you. 840 00:54:24,156 --> 00:54:26,624 -l like your shoes. -You do? 841 00:54:26,792 --> 00:54:29,226 -Excuse me. Hey, girl, l'm out of here. -Already? 842 00:54:29,395 --> 00:54:31,590 -l'm gonna miss you. -l'm gonna miss you too. 843 00:54:31,764 --> 00:54:34,062 -Thank you so much for coming. -You're welcome. 844 00:54:34,233 --> 00:54:36,929 -Don't get shallow on me. -l promise. Are you kidding me? 845 00:54:37,103 --> 00:54:39,503 -l'm sorry. l'll see you later. -Nice to meet you. 846 00:54:39,672 --> 00:54:42,300 Call us when you get home. Let us know you're okay. 847 00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:50,415 All right, all right, all right, come on. 848 00:54:50,583 --> 00:54:52,414 Come on, Syd. 849 00:54:53,185 --> 00:54:57,918 You gotta mellow out. You gotta mellow out. 850 00:54:58,124 --> 00:55:01,355 You need a beer. You need a bottle. 851 00:55:02,962 --> 00:55:04,623 Okay. 852 00:55:07,133 --> 00:55:09,624 Stop doing blow. You gotta stop doing coke. 853 00:55:11,137 --> 00:55:15,130 Don't grind your teeth. lf she sees you grind your teeth, you're fucked. 854 00:55:18,344 --> 00:55:20,778 Come on, Syd. Mellow out, mellow out. 855 00:55:21,147 --> 00:55:23,081 Be a man. Be a man. 856 00:55:23,616 --> 00:55:25,982 There. Get a drink. Go out there, get a drink. 857 00:55:26,152 --> 00:55:29,349 What's the worst that can happen? What's the worst that can happen? 858 00:55:30,022 --> 00:55:32,013 l can see London. So what? 859 00:55:32,191 --> 00:55:35,285 Fuck. Fuck. 860 00:55:37,296 --> 00:55:40,493 Okay. You fuck up tonight, it's over. 861 00:55:52,678 --> 00:55:54,168 Okay. 862 00:56:04,023 --> 00:56:05,820 Come on. 863 00:56:07,526 --> 00:56:09,426 You know l do. 864 00:56:09,628 --> 00:56:12,688 Well, if you do, if you love me, why don't you just say it? 865 00:56:12,865 --> 00:56:17,564 Why can't you just fucking say it? Why is it so impossible for you? 866 00:56:17,737 --> 00:56:20,399 lt's-- lt's three words. 867 00:56:20,573 --> 00:56:24,270 lt's-- L-O-V-E Y-- lt's eight fucking letters. 868 00:56:24,443 --> 00:56:26,604 You can't say eight fucking letters? 869 00:56:26,779 --> 00:56:29,213 lt's not a lot of letters. 870 00:57:03,716 --> 00:57:05,547 Say it. 871 00:57:18,731 --> 00:57:21,757 Tell me you were not doing cocaine in my parents' bathroom. 872 00:57:21,934 --> 00:57:24,402 -What are you talking about? -Don't ''what are you talking about'' me. 873 00:57:24,570 --> 00:57:28,267 -l saw you go upstairs. -Yeah, l went to the fucking bathroom. 874 00:57:28,441 --> 00:57:29,772 -Really? -Yeah, l had to pee. 875 00:57:29,942 --> 00:57:32,775 Well, swear to God you're not doing cocaine. 876 00:57:35,614 --> 00:57:37,479 Who the fuck is Bateman? 877 00:57:37,650 --> 00:57:40,278 That's his friend or some shit. l don't know. 878 00:57:40,453 --> 00:57:42,080 He's hot. 879 00:57:42,254 --> 00:57:45,087 l think l want to have hot coke sex with him. 880 00:57:45,257 --> 00:57:49,091 You fucking did cocaine! Don't fuck with me. Are you? 881 00:57:49,261 --> 00:57:52,424 Yeah, man, he's hot. l like guys with accents. 882 00:57:52,598 --> 00:57:54,623 Oh, my God. 883 00:57:55,801 --> 00:57:57,666 l gotta go. 884 00:58:03,008 --> 00:58:06,341 -So l met your girl, mate. -What do you mean, you met her? 885 00:58:06,745 --> 00:58:10,442 Mallory, she introduced us. 886 00:58:10,782 --> 00:58:13,444 l didn't say l knew you. l didn't wanna blow your cover. 887 00:58:13,952 --> 00:58:17,149 But, my God, she is painfully gorgeous. 888 00:58:17,322 --> 00:58:18,653 Yeah, no shit. 889 00:58:18,824 --> 00:58:20,985 l'd go out there and speak to her immediately. 890 00:58:21,159 --> 00:58:24,151 l can't go out there like this. l'm not thinking right. 891 00:58:24,329 --> 00:58:27,196 lf she knows l'm on blow, she won't even talk to me. 892 00:58:27,366 --> 00:58:30,392 Fuck! How do l look? Do l look like l'm on blow? 893 00:58:30,569 --> 00:58:33,561 -No, you're fine. -No, look at me. Look at my eyes. 894 00:58:37,642 --> 00:58:39,803 A bit, yeah. 895 00:58:40,912 --> 00:58:43,142 Come on. Drink some more booze. You'll be fine. 896 00:58:43,348 --> 00:58:47,409 What was l thinking, getting these tonight? So stupid, Syd. 897 00:58:47,586 --> 00:58:51,181 l just wanted to clear my head out. Try and think a little bit clearer. 898 00:58:51,356 --> 00:58:54,723 Now l'm so fucking spun l can't even think straight. 899 00:58:55,060 --> 00:58:57,756 -Fuck. -Happens, mate. 900 00:58:57,929 --> 00:59:01,592 l've never been particularly social on this shit, anyway. 901 00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:05,429 lt's a lonely, lonely drug. 902 00:59:06,171 --> 00:59:07,604 This is fucking crazy. 903 00:59:08,940 --> 00:59:10,430 l should bail. l can't do this. 904 00:59:10,609 --> 00:59:12,702 -Should l bail? -You could. 905 00:59:14,679 --> 00:59:17,671 -l think you'd regret it. -Why? Why do you say that? 906 00:59:17,849 --> 00:59:20,249 Personally, l'd rather regret something l'd done... 907 00:59:20,419 --> 00:59:23,013 ...than something l was too afraid to do. 908 00:59:24,356 --> 00:59:26,381 No shit. 909 00:59:27,259 --> 00:59:29,921 But l haven't talked to this girl in two fucking months. 910 00:59:30,095 --> 00:59:33,587 Everybody here hates me. These are all her friends. 911 00:59:34,232 --> 00:59:40,137 lf l go out there, it is gonna get fucking ugly. Fucking ugly. 912 00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:52,376 You'd think they'd have something to take the edge off a chick leaving you. 913 00:59:52,551 --> 00:59:56,385 That'd be nice. Look, they have this theory. 914 00:59:56,555 --> 00:59:58,284 Maybe it'll help. l don't know. 915 00:59:59,224 --> 01:00:02,159 Fuck knows where it comes from. The broad strokes of it are... 916 01:00:02,360 --> 01:00:04,328 ...that it takes a third of the time... 917 01:00:04,496 --> 01:00:08,057 ...to recover from a relationship as the relationship was long. 918 01:00:08,233 --> 01:00:11,259 So, for example, if the relationship lasted a year... 919 01:00:11,436 --> 01:00:13,233 ...you'll be good in four months. 920 01:00:13,405 --> 01:00:16,772 -Two years, you'll be clean in eight. -lt's not a third, it's a half. 921 01:00:18,577 --> 01:00:22,172 -Mate, it's a third. Trust me. -No, mate, it's a half. 922 01:00:22,380 --> 01:00:24,905 Maybe in England it's a third. ln America it's a half. 923 01:00:25,083 --> 01:00:28,519 l dated her for two years. lt's been six months and it's getting worse. 924 01:00:28,687 --> 01:00:32,817 Six months? Come on. What are you complaining about? 925 01:00:32,991 --> 01:00:34,754 You've got two months to go. 926 01:00:34,926 --> 01:00:36,450 Good behavior, maybe a month. 927 01:00:36,761 --> 01:00:38,956 Bro, l appreciate the pep talk... 928 01:00:39,131 --> 01:00:41,827 ...but if you haven't noticed, l'm trying to get this girl back. 929 01:00:43,468 --> 01:00:47,097 Look, l don't know if first love applies to that theory, anyway. 930 01:00:48,173 --> 01:00:52,769 lt's been years, l still have these horribly lucid dreams about Helen. 931 01:00:52,944 --> 01:00:57,313 lt's almost like your brain is trying to compensate for the absence. 932 01:00:58,016 --> 01:01:01,850 You know, you think you're still married, you're still in love... 933 01:01:02,454 --> 01:01:05,116 ...life's just beautiful. 934 01:01:05,290 --> 01:01:08,691 All of a sudden, you wake up, look over and she's been gone for years. 935 01:01:08,860 --> 01:01:12,728 -Fucking horrendous. -Yeah, no shit. 936 01:01:16,435 --> 01:01:18,630 So you were married before? 937 01:01:19,204 --> 01:01:21,172 How long ago? 938 01:01:21,340 --> 01:01:23,535 Divorced three years ago. 939 01:01:24,543 --> 01:01:28,206 -Who divorced who? -lt's not that simple. 940 01:01:29,247 --> 01:01:31,340 Well, what happened? Why did you guys split? 941 01:01:31,516 --> 01:01:36,215 -Long story, mate. -Give me the abridged version. 942 01:01:36,388 --> 01:01:39,585 ''The abridged version.'' Look, l don't know. 943 01:01:39,758 --> 01:01:43,057 The relationship just didn't work on so many levels. 944 01:01:43,362 --> 01:01:45,728 We both had one foot out the door for two years... 945 01:01:45,897 --> 01:01:48,263 ...of our two-and-a-half-year marriage. 946 01:01:49,000 --> 01:01:53,437 You know, but it's weird. You know, when they tell you they're leaving... 947 01:01:53,605 --> 01:01:55,903 ...it's like you don't even feel the hollowness. 948 01:01:56,074 --> 01:01:57,939 lt's an emptiness within an emptiness... 949 01:01:58,110 --> 01:02:00,874 ...and you're left with slightly less than nothing. 950 01:02:01,613 --> 01:02:06,209 The person you were when you met doesn't exist anymore. You're gone. 951 01:02:08,854 --> 01:02:13,587 -So she left you? -Syd, it's very fucking complicated. 952 01:02:14,292 --> 01:02:16,453 What happened? Did you cheat on her? 953 01:02:16,628 --> 01:02:20,394 -No, no. lt's irrelevant. -lrrelevant? How is it irrelevant? 954 01:02:20,565 --> 01:02:24,228 Besides money, infidelity's the most relevant reason why people split up. 955 01:02:24,403 --> 01:02:26,303 Yeah, yeah. True, true. 956 01:02:26,938 --> 01:02:28,872 Come on, man. l thought we were talking. 957 01:02:29,040 --> 01:02:32,032 Let's talk, let's talk. Why did your wife leave you? 958 01:02:32,210 --> 01:02:34,906 Syd, it's not a pleasant scene for me, please. 959 01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:37,742 Oh, my scene's pleasant? 960 01:02:38,016 --> 01:02:40,416 Mate, l've been 2 1 before. l know your pain. 961 01:02:40,585 --> 01:02:43,418 But where you're pushing me now is not a place you wanna go. 962 01:02:43,588 --> 01:02:46,716 Wait. Are you trying to say that since you're older than me... 963 01:02:46,892 --> 01:02:49,156 -...your pain is somehow more? -That's the case. 964 01:02:49,327 --> 01:02:50,658 Listen, first of all... 965 01:02:50,829 --> 01:02:53,957 ...you don't have the slightest clue what pain l've been through. 966 01:02:54,132 --> 01:02:56,123 Just since you're a couple decades older... 967 01:02:56,301 --> 01:02:59,236 ...doesn't mean that your pain is more than mine. lt doesn't. 968 01:02:59,404 --> 01:03:01,304 Secondly, don't make blind comparisons... 969 01:03:01,473 --> 01:03:04,101 ...when you have no fucking clue what you're comparing. 970 01:03:04,276 --> 01:03:08,804 You think having your heart broken is pain? You think losing God is pain? 971 01:03:08,980 --> 01:03:11,505 Mate, l went through that trivial shit when l was 20. 972 01:03:11,683 --> 01:03:13,981 l'm 40 now, mate. 973 01:03:14,252 --> 01:03:17,483 Where you're trying to push me now is not a place you wanna go. 974 01:03:17,656 --> 01:03:22,184 So why don't you do yourself a favor, and don't fucking go there with me. 975 01:03:23,929 --> 01:03:25,920 You're a fucking child. You're just a kid. 976 01:03:26,097 --> 01:03:27,428 A kid? 977 01:03:27,599 --> 01:03:29,260 Listen, you pompous, limey fuck... 978 01:03:29,434 --> 01:03:32,835 ...if you had one tenth my pain, you'd be psychologically crippled. 979 01:03:33,004 --> 01:03:36,838 Mate, seriously, fuck off. All we're doing is projecting shit here. 980 01:03:37,008 --> 01:03:39,636 Look, take a step back. Let's relax, shall we? 981 01:03:39,811 --> 01:03:43,178 -Do a bit of gear. Come on. -Fuck the gear. l don't want that shit. 982 01:03:45,484 --> 01:03:47,714 -More for me. -lt's Bateman, right? 983 01:03:47,886 --> 01:03:50,719 -Nice to see your memory is still intact. -Well, Bateman... 984 01:03:50,889 --> 01:03:55,121 ...let me give you a glimpse into my life, insight into my fucking pain. 985 01:03:55,293 --> 01:03:58,729 -Mate, it's not necessary. Truly. -No, it is necessary. 986 01:03:58,897 --> 01:04:02,162 And if you didn't think it was, you wouldn't have pushed my buttons. 987 01:04:02,334 --> 01:04:04,495 But you did. And if you don't wanna hear it... 988 01:04:04,669 --> 01:04:07,638 ...stop snorting my shit and get the fuck out of the bathroom. 989 01:04:07,873 --> 01:04:11,570 Technically, it's my shit, but l can see you're passionate, so go. 990 01:04:11,743 --> 01:04:13,904 So this fucker... 991 01:04:14,112 --> 01:04:18,048 ...this fucking guy out in L.A., who my chick is now in love with... 992 01:04:18,216 --> 01:04:21,014 ...he's, you know, endowed. 993 01:04:21,186 --> 01:04:24,246 -She told you that? -Yeah. So l needed to know how big. 994 01:04:24,422 --> 01:04:26,720 Not that l give a fuck about another guy's dick. 995 01:04:26,892 --> 01:04:29,554 lt's one of those things you feel like you need to know. 996 01:04:29,728 --> 01:04:31,923 So we're in an argument, and l was pushing her. 997 01:04:32,130 --> 01:04:33,427 l was like, ''How big is he?'' 998 01:04:33,632 --> 01:04:37,398 She was like, ''Let's not make an issue out of it.'' And l said, ''No, fuck that.'' 999 01:04:37,569 --> 01:04:40,868 And she says, ''Ten and a half inches.'' 1000 01:04:41,039 --> 01:04:43,564 -Jesus. -Yeah, you believe that shit? 1001 01:04:43,742 --> 01:04:46,404 She could have at least rounded it down. 1002 01:04:46,578 --> 01:04:49,513 -The girl's trying to hurt you, mate. -Yeah, no shit. 1003 01:04:49,681 --> 01:04:53,549 But it really fucked with me, you know. Knowing that this guy is in L.A... 1004 01:04:53,718 --> 01:04:57,051 ...with the only woman l love, fucking her with 1 0 and a half inches. 1005 01:04:57,222 --> 01:05:01,352 l'm chasing her around like a puppy, doing anything l can to get her back. 1006 01:05:01,693 --> 01:05:05,686 And it crushed me! lt still fucking crushes me! 1007 01:05:09,768 --> 01:05:11,599 Sorry, mate. 1008 01:05:13,104 --> 01:05:16,039 -How exactly do you deal with that? -You don't deal with it. 1009 01:05:16,207 --> 01:05:18,198 lt deals with you. 1010 01:05:19,911 --> 01:05:23,312 God, it eats at you and it eats at you, you know? 1011 01:05:24,482 --> 01:05:27,940 We'd get in these fights, and l'd say the most horrible things. 1012 01:05:28,253 --> 01:05:31,984 l'd be like, ''You just want a fat cock in your fat snatch, you fucking whore.'' 1013 01:05:32,190 --> 01:05:34,556 You know, l'd-- Just mean, horrible things. 1014 01:05:34,726 --> 01:05:37,456 l'd be so fucking angry, you know? 1015 01:05:40,465 --> 01:05:44,492 l used to say the same shit, mate. l used to say the most horrendous shit. 1016 01:05:44,703 --> 01:05:46,762 Why? What'd she do? 1017 01:05:49,708 --> 01:05:51,733 She didn't really do anything. 1018 01:05:51,910 --> 01:05:55,004 You know, l imagine that a lot of it had to do with me. 1019 01:05:55,213 --> 01:05:58,011 A lot of it had to with my hang-ups and depression and shit. 1020 01:05:58,216 --> 01:06:02,915 But, my God, l used to say the worst shit to her. l tormented that girl. 1021 01:06:03,088 --> 01:06:06,353 l lived with her for three and a half fucking years and l hated her. 1022 01:06:06,524 --> 01:06:07,855 So, what was the final snap? 1023 01:06:08,026 --> 01:06:10,586 Did you cheat on her? Did she cheat on you? 1024 01:06:10,762 --> 01:06:12,093 No, no. God, no. 1025 01:06:12,263 --> 01:06:15,255 -How do you know? -Because l didn't, you know? l didn't. 1026 01:06:15,433 --> 01:06:18,960 -How do you know she didn't? -l know she didn't. lt wasn't her thing. 1027 01:06:19,137 --> 01:06:20,468 How do you know? 1028 01:06:20,639 --> 01:06:23,130 l was with the most beautiful girl in the universe. 1029 01:06:23,308 --> 01:06:25,970 She didn't fuck me for two fucking years! 1030 01:06:26,144 --> 01:06:27,941 -Why? -l don't know. 1031 01:06:28,113 --> 01:06:30,638 Because we fought. l was in therapy. 1032 01:06:30,815 --> 01:06:34,182 l don't-- l don't-- Look, l don't know. 1033 01:06:36,621 --> 01:06:38,646 lf you wanna know it is, l'll tell you. 1034 01:06:38,823 --> 01:06:40,984 You remember sentences that people say to you. 1035 01:06:41,159 --> 01:06:44,651 They stick in your mind like gunshot wounds that never fucking heal. 1036 01:06:46,164 --> 01:06:49,190 l remember what my ex-wife said to me when we started dating. 1037 01:06:49,367 --> 01:06:53,895 She said, ''l love it when a guy fucks me four, five times a night.'' 1038 01:06:54,072 --> 01:06:56,973 -Four, five times a night? -Yeah. Truly. 1039 01:06:57,142 --> 01:06:58,769 l was like, ''You was with some guy... 1040 01:06:58,943 --> 01:07:02,037 ...who fucked you four, five times a night?'' 1041 01:07:03,148 --> 01:07:05,216 -You wanna know what pain is? -What? 1042 01:07:05,216 --> 01:07:07,185 -l'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck? 1043 01:07:07,185 --> 01:07:08,413 -l'll tell you what pain is, you fuck. -Why you calling me a fuck? 1044 01:07:08,586 --> 01:07:10,918 Because, my friend, you brought me here... 1045 01:07:11,088 --> 01:07:14,421 ...and l didn't particularly wanna go here, but now l am. 1046 01:07:14,592 --> 01:07:16,753 lf you don't wanna go where l'm about to go... 1047 01:07:16,928 --> 01:07:19,829 ...then tell me right now and l'll walk out the door... 1048 01:07:19,997 --> 01:07:22,864 ...l'll phone my therapist and that will be it, okay? 1049 01:07:23,034 --> 01:07:26,003 No, fuck that, l wanna hear this. You're not going anywhere. 1050 01:07:26,170 --> 01:07:29,264 -You wanna know what it is? -Yes, l wanna know what it is. 1051 01:07:29,440 --> 01:07:32,841 Motherfucker, you wanna know what it is? Pain, my friend... 1052 01:07:33,010 --> 01:07:35,740 ...is when the woman you love wants to fuck you... 1053 01:07:35,913 --> 01:07:38,609 ...four, five times a night, and you can't! 1054 01:07:38,816 --> 01:07:42,377 -Why? -Why? Why? 1055 01:07:42,553 --> 01:07:45,716 l'll tell you why. Because l'm an impotent man! 1056 01:07:45,890 --> 01:07:48,950 Motherfucker, that's pain! 1057 01:07:49,126 --> 01:07:51,287 That's fucking pain! 1058 01:07:51,462 --> 01:07:54,625 When your wife wants to fuck you four times a night... 1059 01:07:54,832 --> 01:07:56,459 ...and you fucking can't! 1060 01:07:56,634 --> 01:07:58,625 You know that some fucker before you could. 1061 01:07:58,836 --> 01:08:03,239 And you know that some fucker after you will! 1062 01:08:05,343 --> 01:08:07,868 Well, l couldn't cope with that, could l? 1063 01:08:08,045 --> 01:08:10,309 That sense of ruination... 1064 01:08:10,481 --> 01:08:13,416 ...that insolvency that burns in your soul. 1065 01:08:13,584 --> 01:08:15,779 l couldn't fuck my wife! 1066 01:08:15,953 --> 01:08:17,978 Do know what that fucking means, mate? 1067 01:08:18,155 --> 01:08:22,251 Do you understand what impotent rage really is?! 1068 01:08:22,426 --> 01:08:25,259 -l'm sorry. -You have no fucking idea, mate! 1069 01:08:28,466 --> 01:08:30,730 -l'm sorry. -Oh, you're sorry? 1070 01:08:30,901 --> 01:08:32,266 Oh, you're sorry, are you? 1071 01:08:33,271 --> 01:08:37,571 You dare, you fucking dare ask me if there's a God? 1072 01:08:37,742 --> 01:08:42,839 Well, man, l feel forsaken. l feel cheated, you cunt! 1073 01:08:43,014 --> 01:08:49,180 l've lost in the big game, and nothing else fucking matters. 1074 01:08:49,387 --> 01:08:53,187 lt doesn't matter what you do. lf you can't hack it in the sack, mate... 1075 01:08:53,391 --> 01:08:56,656 ...if you can't hack it in the game of love and sex... 1076 01:08:56,827 --> 01:08:58,454 ...you are shit, my friend. 1077 01:08:58,829 --> 01:09:03,289 Because you can't do what the other man can do to your fucking wife, mate! 1078 01:09:10,341 --> 01:09:12,036 l know what you mean. 1079 01:09:12,209 --> 01:09:15,645 No, motherfucker, you do not know what l mean! 1080 01:09:15,980 --> 01:09:20,314 You couldn't possibly know what the fuck l mean! 1081 01:09:25,356 --> 01:09:27,449 l failed. 1082 01:09:27,625 --> 01:09:30,059 l fucking failed, mate. 1083 01:09:31,996 --> 01:09:35,625 And l'm still failing every fucking day of my life! 1084 01:09:35,800 --> 01:09:37,927 Every day. 1085 01:09:40,037 --> 01:09:42,505 Every fucking day. 1086 01:09:57,388 --> 01:09:58,855 You know.... 1087 01:09:59,190 --> 01:10:01,488 Thought you were gonna clock me for a minute. 1088 01:10:01,692 --> 01:10:04,820 l wasn't gonna hit you. l'm projecting. 1089 01:10:04,995 --> 01:10:08,522 You should see my group therapy sessions. They're fucking psychotic. 1090 01:10:09,100 --> 01:10:11,034 Yeah, l'll bet. 1091 01:10:11,235 --> 01:10:15,672 Mate, do yourself a favor, please, for me. 1092 01:10:15,840 --> 01:10:18,001 Go and talk to your chick. 1093 01:10:19,043 --> 01:10:22,206 l can't. To be honest, l'm thinking about making for the elevator. 1094 01:10:22,380 --> 01:10:25,508 l can't go out like this. She doesn't even want me here. 1095 01:10:26,083 --> 01:10:28,711 Look, l hate to break it to you, mate... 1096 01:10:29,220 --> 01:10:31,586 ...but by now she knows you're here... 1097 01:10:31,756 --> 01:10:34,247 ...and, unfortunately, time is not on your side. 1098 01:10:34,425 --> 01:10:37,394 What are you gonna do, wait outside like a fucking stalker? 1099 01:10:37,561 --> 01:10:39,529 Wouldn't be the first time. 1100 01:10:41,265 --> 01:10:45,201 -Go, man, go. Come on. -No, l can't, l can't, l can't. 1101 01:10:45,603 --> 01:10:47,935 Listen to me. God. 1102 01:10:48,439 --> 01:10:51,374 Listen to me, you might not have a 1 0-and-a-half-inch cock... 1103 01:10:51,542 --> 01:10:53,601 ...but at least you can still fuck her. 1104 01:10:53,778 --> 01:10:56,246 So quit worrying about all the bullshit. 1105 01:10:57,948 --> 01:11:00,439 The fact is, she's here, you're here. 1106 01:11:00,618 --> 01:11:04,520 Life's too short to be a pussy, mate. Truly. 1107 01:11:07,224 --> 01:11:08,748 Come on. 1108 01:11:37,921 --> 01:11:41,618 l think l would love to do that. l don't really know a lot of people there. 1109 01:11:41,792 --> 01:11:44,693 Not a whole lot going on in L.A., but we'll find something. 1110 01:11:44,862 --> 01:11:47,626 Hey, London. Could l talk to you for a second? 1111 01:11:47,798 --> 01:11:49,459 Yeah. What is it? What do you want? 1112 01:11:53,337 --> 01:11:56,500 l wanna know if we can go somewhere and talk for a second, please. 1113 01:11:58,642 --> 01:12:01,475 You don't wanna talk here? We can't just talk right here? 1114 01:12:02,679 --> 01:12:04,010 Please. 1115 01:12:04,181 --> 01:12:06,479 Syd, A, this is my going-away party... 1116 01:12:06,650 --> 01:12:10,313 ...and l think it would be pretty uncool to the people who threw it for me... 1117 01:12:10,487 --> 01:12:13,320 ...if l left just because you wanted to talk. 1118 01:12:13,490 --> 01:12:16,186 And, B, l don't know if you noticed... 1119 01:12:16,393 --> 01:12:19,294 ...but we were kind of in the middle of a conversation... 1120 01:12:19,463 --> 01:12:21,328 ...so l don't know what to tell you. 1121 01:12:24,635 --> 01:12:28,469 Listen, l'm gonna grab another drink. Can l--? Can l get you something? 1122 01:12:30,040 --> 01:12:31,530 Actually, yeah. 1123 01:12:31,708 --> 01:12:34,142 l'd love something. Something strong. 1124 01:12:34,311 --> 01:12:35,869 -Fuck me up. -All right. 1125 01:12:37,614 --> 01:12:40,640 What about you, bruiser? What are you drinking? 1126 01:12:42,719 --> 01:12:44,812 ls that a bottle of cockblocker? 1127 01:12:54,865 --> 01:12:56,492 So.... 1128 01:12:56,867 --> 01:13:00,098 l heard you've been snorting drugs all night. Really productive. 1129 01:13:00,270 --> 01:13:02,670 l heard you told people l tried to kill myself. 1130 01:13:02,839 --> 01:13:05,706 That's really fucking great of you. l really appreciate it. 1131 01:13:05,876 --> 01:13:08,367 Who the fuck told you that? l would never say that. 1132 01:13:08,545 --> 01:13:10,877 -You know that. -The fact is, l have known you... 1133 01:13:11,048 --> 01:13:13,710 ...since you were 1 0. We have been through everything. 1134 01:13:13,884 --> 01:13:15,784 And you don't have the decency to call-- 1135 01:13:16,019 --> 01:13:18,544 -Please keep your voice down? -What the fuck is that?! 1136 01:13:18,755 --> 01:13:21,553 -You wanna talk? Fine, let's go. -Get the fuck off me. 1137 01:13:22,693 --> 01:13:24,593 l'm sorry, excuse me. 1138 01:13:25,562 --> 01:13:27,621 -l'm sorry, excuse me. l'm sorry. -What? 1139 01:13:28,365 --> 01:13:30,595 -London, are you okay? -Yeah. 1140 01:13:30,767 --> 01:13:32,894 We're just gonna-- We're gonna go and talk. 1141 01:13:33,070 --> 01:13:36,733 Yeah? Because if you want, l'll call security and have him taken out. 1142 01:13:36,907 --> 01:13:39,569 Becca, could you do me a favor? Stay out of this? 1143 01:13:39,776 --> 01:13:43,542 You've been doing coke in the bathroom all night so don't tell me... 1144 01:13:43,713 --> 01:13:46,204 ...what l can and can't do in my own fucking house... 1145 01:13:46,383 --> 01:13:48,442 ...considering you weren't even invited. 1146 01:13:48,685 --> 01:13:51,245 lt's cool, Bec. We're gonna go. lt's gonna be fine. 1147 01:13:51,421 --> 01:13:54,481 lt's not cool, London. Baby, he wasn't invited. 1148 01:13:54,691 --> 01:13:56,784 You didn't want him here, l didn't want him. 1149 01:13:56,960 --> 01:13:59,554 -No one wants him here. -Becca, can you relax? Please? 1150 01:13:59,729 --> 01:14:02,721 -Don't tell me to relax. -Why can't you relax for two seconds? 1151 01:14:02,899 --> 01:14:05,561 -We're leaving. -You're shouting at my fucking party. 1152 01:14:05,735 --> 01:14:08,169 Also you're psychotic. You couldn't take a hint... 1153 01:14:08,338 --> 01:14:11,501 ...if it smashed you in the face. She doesn't want to be with you. 1154 01:14:11,708 --> 01:14:14,006 -Not even 20 seconds. -We're leaving. Let's go. 1155 01:14:14,211 --> 01:14:16,475 -Bec, we're leaving. l'm sorry. -You know what? 1156 01:14:16,646 --> 01:14:19,638 l'm sorry, London, and l'm not trying to be a bitch here... 1157 01:14:19,816 --> 01:14:22,148 ...but when you come back, you come back alone. 1158 01:14:22,319 --> 01:14:25,083 l don't want you in my house again, all right? 1159 01:14:25,288 --> 01:14:26,619 Or l will call the cops. 1160 01:14:26,790 --> 01:14:29,657 Becca, l'm really trying to be calm here, all right? 1161 01:14:29,860 --> 01:14:32,988 Fuck off. l'm so tired of you and your psycho fucking shit. 1162 01:14:33,230 --> 01:14:34,629 You wanna talk about psycho? 1163 01:14:34,798 --> 01:14:37,266 -Let's talk about your fucked-up life. -Stop it. 1164 01:14:37,534 --> 01:14:40,697 -Fuck you! -Fuck this! You wanna fuck with me? 1165 01:14:40,871 --> 01:14:43,635 You wanna fuck with me? Let's do it right fucking now. 1166 01:14:44,875 --> 01:14:46,968 Why don't you fuck off, alrighty? 1167 01:14:47,144 --> 01:14:49,339 You weren't even invited to this. 1168 01:14:49,513 --> 01:14:53,176 -You wanna fuck with me? -Stop it. We're leaving right now! 1169 01:14:54,384 --> 01:14:57,114 How many friends did you fuck freshman year? Fifteen, 20? 1170 01:14:57,287 --> 01:15:00,450 l think l lost count. Was it the whole fucking pledge class? 1171 01:15:00,657 --> 01:15:02,648 Jay, you never really know your girlfriend. 1172 01:15:02,826 --> 01:15:04,623 lsn't that a total mind-fuck? 1173 01:15:04,861 --> 01:15:06,692 You're a fucking bastard! 1174 01:15:07,397 --> 01:15:10,855 You fucking wanker! Get the fuck out of my fucking house! 1175 01:15:12,335 --> 01:15:13,666 Hey! 1176 01:15:13,870 --> 01:15:15,701 -Fuck you. -Come on, then! 1177 01:15:15,906 --> 01:15:18,670 Fucking prick. You want some, you fucking slag? 1178 01:15:23,413 --> 01:15:24,812 Hey, Syd! 1179 01:15:27,384 --> 01:15:30,581 Here, you cunt. Have some of that, you fuck. 1180 01:15:30,787 --> 01:15:32,186 Fuck off. Come on, then. 1181 01:15:39,062 --> 01:15:40,689 Hey, Syd! 1182 01:15:44,801 --> 01:15:46,928 Get off, you fucking asshole. 1183 01:15:47,170 --> 01:15:50,003 You fucker. Get the fuck off him. 1184 01:15:50,173 --> 01:15:52,038 Come on. 1185 01:15:52,375 --> 01:15:54,036 Wait a minute, l gotta get Bateman. 1186 01:15:54,211 --> 01:15:57,305 What? Who the fuck is Bateman? 1187 01:15:58,448 --> 01:16:01,940 Come on, you cunts! You want some, do you? Do you? 1188 01:16:02,118 --> 01:16:04,814 Let's go, Bateman. Come on. 1189 01:16:07,624 --> 01:16:10,286 -My coat. My Burberry coat. -Fuck it, leave the jacket. 1190 01:16:10,460 --> 01:16:12,587 -l've had it 1 0 fucking years. -l'll get it. 1191 01:16:12,762 --> 01:16:15,356 -Are you fucking crazy? -We'll be downstairs. 1192 01:16:15,532 --> 01:16:17,557 Guy's fucking nuts. 1193 01:16:19,202 --> 01:16:20,794 -You're bleeding. -l am so sorry. 1194 01:16:20,971 --> 01:16:22,905 -Where? -This is fucking insane. 1195 01:16:23,073 --> 01:16:25,098 -You are insane. -l am so sorry. 1196 01:16:25,275 --> 01:16:27,106 lf you wanna go back, l understand. 1197 01:16:27,277 --> 01:16:30,906 -You don't wanna talk? -Yeah, l wanna talk. l mean.... 1198 01:16:31,081 --> 01:16:33,481 Well, where? Where do you wanna go? 1199 01:16:33,717 --> 01:16:35,981 My car's two blocks away if you want coffee. 1200 01:16:36,152 --> 01:16:39,121 -Yeah, okay. -All right. Okay. 1201 01:16:56,172 --> 01:16:59,733 Look, you're probably not gonna believe this at all... 1202 01:17:01,277 --> 01:17:05,236 ...but l was kind of glad when l heard you were at the party. 1203 01:17:13,823 --> 01:17:16,121 Ever since you and l broke up, l've wanted... 1204 01:17:16,292 --> 01:17:20,695 ...to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you. 1205 01:17:20,896 --> 01:17:25,265 And l just feel like every time l see you, it just gets so, like.... 1206 01:17:25,434 --> 01:17:29,530 Like, weird and chaotic and scrambled, and l can't organize my thoughts... 1207 01:17:29,705 --> 01:17:33,607 ...and l can't even express the most basic things l want to say to you. 1208 01:17:33,776 --> 01:17:36,472 l know. Me too. 1209 01:17:38,614 --> 01:17:41,549 Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love... 1210 01:17:41,717 --> 01:17:46,882 ...that feeling of just being able to lie in bed with someone for days and days... 1211 01:17:47,056 --> 01:17:50,025 ...and not give a fuck about the outside world... 1212 01:17:52,662 --> 01:17:55,130 ...is gone. 1213 01:17:55,665 --> 01:17:59,123 And l feel like there's nothing l can do to ever get it back. 1214 01:17:59,835 --> 01:18:02,326 Do you know how painful that is? 1215 01:18:02,972 --> 01:18:04,872 Yeah. Yeah, l do. 1216 01:18:05,041 --> 01:18:07,066 l cried for weeks when we broke up. 1217 01:18:07,710 --> 01:18:09,405 You cried for weeks? 1218 01:18:09,578 --> 01:18:10,943 Yes. 1219 01:18:11,147 --> 01:18:15,311 The hardest thing l've ever dealt with in my life. 1220 01:18:18,487 --> 01:18:20,751 How long did you go through that? 1221 01:18:22,024 --> 01:18:25,551 A long time. A long time. 1222 01:18:26,228 --> 01:18:30,824 l mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then... 1223 01:18:31,567 --> 01:18:35,401 ...you know, slowly, it gets better. 1224 01:18:37,039 --> 01:18:40,372 That's the difference between you and me, London. 1225 01:18:43,512 --> 01:18:45,002 l'm still going through it. 1226 01:18:48,851 --> 01:18:53,083 l tried to call you a dozen times today. 1227 01:18:53,689 --> 01:18:56,351 l'm terrified. l'm-- l'm afraid. 1228 01:18:56,525 --> 01:18:58,254 Of what? What are you afraid of? 1229 01:18:58,427 --> 01:19:01,692 l'm afraid of falling in love with you again. 1230 01:19:15,444 --> 01:19:17,742 -Sorry, Syd. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1231 01:19:18,714 --> 01:19:20,944 Yeah, man, you fucked your eye up. 1232 01:19:21,150 --> 01:19:23,710 Yeah, great party, mate. 1233 01:19:23,886 --> 01:19:25,979 lt was fucking insane. 1234 01:19:26,155 --> 01:19:29,716 -But good chat, seriously. -Definitely. 1235 01:19:29,892 --> 01:19:32,918 You know, they say the greatest conversation you'll ever have... 1236 01:19:33,095 --> 01:19:35,655 -...is with a stranger? -Who says that? 1237 01:19:35,831 --> 01:19:37,230 Some useless cunt. 1238 01:19:39,068 --> 01:19:41,127 You guys need a ride? We can go uptown. 1239 01:19:41,604 --> 01:19:43,799 Me and Mallory.... 1240 01:19:45,608 --> 01:19:48,441 Don't know. We're gonna catch a late drink... 1241 01:19:48,611 --> 01:19:52,445 ...cup of tea, something or other. 1242 01:19:52,615 --> 01:19:54,549 Raise the flag, perhaps. 1243 01:19:54,750 --> 01:19:57,651 Good luck. Thank you. 1244 01:19:58,053 --> 01:20:00,419 That's it. Thank you, mate. Truly. 1245 01:20:07,997 --> 01:20:10,864 London, lovely name, darling. 1246 01:20:11,066 --> 01:20:12,363 -Thanks. -Nice to meet you. 1247 01:20:12,568 --> 01:20:14,468 -Have a safe flight. -Nice to meet you. 1248 01:20:14,870 --> 01:20:16,599 -Come by the bar, all right? -l will. 1249 01:20:16,772 --> 01:20:19,206 London, call me. Have a safe flight. 1250 01:20:19,375 --> 01:20:21,104 We're gonna catch a little drink. 1251 01:20:21,277 --> 01:20:23,006 All right. 1252 01:20:39,228 --> 01:20:41,355 Can l ask you something? 1253 01:20:44,667 --> 01:20:46,362 Yeah. 1254 01:20:47,203 --> 01:20:48,966 You do love him? 1255 01:20:51,407 --> 01:20:53,238 l never said l was in love with him. 1256 01:20:56,145 --> 01:20:57,544 Listen, Syd. 1257 01:21:00,115 --> 01:21:02,083 lt's gonna be a really, really long time... 1258 01:21:02,251 --> 01:21:05,084 ...before, you know, l fall in love with anybody... 1259 01:21:05,254 --> 01:21:07,552 ...the way that l was in love with you. 1260 01:22:15,090 --> 01:22:17,183 What time is it? 1261 01:22:20,429 --> 01:22:23,660 lt's like 6:30. 1262 01:22:23,832 --> 01:22:25,891 Six-thirty? Fuck. Shit. 1263 01:22:26,068 --> 01:22:30,562 My plane leaves in like an hour. Shit. Shit. Shit. 1264 01:23:33,502 --> 01:23:35,663 l will see you again. 1265 01:23:37,205 --> 01:23:39,070 l promise. 1266 01:23:42,344 --> 01:23:44,812 l'm gonna miss you so much. 1267 01:23:46,682 --> 01:23:49,014 l'm gonna miss you too. 1268 01:23:54,823 --> 01:23:56,882 l gotta go. 1269 01:24:09,671 --> 01:24:11,298 Sorry. 1270 01:24:15,110 --> 01:24:16,737 -Hello. -Hi. 1271 01:24:16,912 --> 01:24:20,075 Sorry, l am-- l'm just really late. 1272 01:24:20,248 --> 01:24:23,081 -l don't even know my flight number. -That's all right. 1273 01:24:23,251 --> 01:24:25,344 Just for one second, okay? 1274 01:24:27,556 --> 01:24:30,286 -Here's my lD. -Thank you. 1275 01:24:30,459 --> 01:24:33,860 Just give me a few minutes while l look for your information. 1276 01:24:35,430 --> 01:24:37,421 Okay. Bye. 1277 01:24:37,599 --> 01:24:39,567 Goodbye. 1278 01:25:00,088 --> 01:25:01,453 Bye. 1279 01:25:01,623 --> 01:25:03,284 Bye. 1280 01:25:03,959 --> 01:25:06,894 Okay, miss, l have your flight information. 1281 01:25:07,062 --> 01:25:08,654 Sorry. 1282 01:25:08,997 --> 01:25:12,558 l think l might have missed my plane. Can you make sure l'll be all right? 1283 01:25:12,734 --> 01:25:14,361 London? 1284 01:25:15,771 --> 01:25:17,398 l love you. 1285 01:25:21,810 --> 01:25:25,371 -Can you give me a second, please? -Sure. No problem. 1286 01:25:39,494 --> 01:25:42,429 That's the first time you said it first. 1287 01:26:15,797 --> 01:26:18,493 -Here you go. You're all set. -Sorry. 1288 01:26:18,667 --> 01:26:20,225 Okay. 1289 01:26:20,435 --> 01:26:22,198 -So l'm set? Great. -Yeah. 1290 01:26:22,370 --> 01:26:24,702 -Here's your ticket. -Thank you. 1291 01:26:24,873 --> 01:26:27,865 -l'm not really sure where to go. -Gate 35. Upstairs. 1292 01:26:28,043 --> 01:26:30,671 Thank you and have a great flight.