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[WAVES BREAK]
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[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
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[INDISTINCT ECHOING VOICES]
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[FAINT ECHOING LAUGHTER]
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[IMPERCEPTIBLE]
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[WIND BLOWS]
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[INDISTINCT NEWS REPORT OVER IPAD]
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- I'm pouring a glass. Do you want some?
- [MAN] No, I'm good!
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[GLASS CLINKS]
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[KEY RATTLES IN DOOR LOCK]
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[RATTLING CONTINUES]
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- [KNOCKING AT DOOR]
- Who's there?
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[KNOCKING CONTINUES]
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- Hello?
- [WOMAN] Mom, it's me.
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Mom!
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- [BEEP]
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
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[HESITATES] Uh... My key doesn't work.
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No, we, um...
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We changed the locks last year
after you and Eric stole the guitars.
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The deal was you wouldn't come back
until you were clean.
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Wait, wait, wait.
That is why I'm here. I am...
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I'm done. I wanna come home.
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Are you done? Are you out of drugs?
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I ended it with Eric. He's gone.
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I've been living on my own
on the streets for maybe, like, a week
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or maybe even more, and...
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I've been thinking about all the things
you said to me since I was a little girl
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and I've had these, like, realizations,
like, these big, big realizations
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that I wanna go back to school
and I wanna get a job
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and I just wanna get my kids back...
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Molly, stop. Just stop.
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- I've heard this speech for ten years.
- Mom, I need to be home.
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You know, I do not do well
when I'm left on my own...
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[BREATH TREMBLING] ...and I wanna detox.
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And I can do that here.
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No.
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- Come back when you're clean.
- No, Mom, please.
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But I'm...
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I'll see you when you're clean.
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- [MOLLY] Mom! Please! Mom!
- [RAPID KNOCKING ON DOOR]
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- [SIGHS]
- [MOLLY] It's me!
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- Come here, come here.
- Oh.
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You're doing the right thing.
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You let her in,
she's gonna blow up your life.
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You know, don't talk about her
like that. She's not a bomb.
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I'm just saying
this is what you have to do.
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- She won't walk if you carry her.
- Oh, fuck off.
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[SIGHS]
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Okay.
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[STEADY KNOCKING AT DOOR]
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[KNOCKING SPEEDS UP]
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[SIGHS]
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[KNOCKING CONTINUES]
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[SIGHING]
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- Don't make me call the police.
- [MOLLY] Oh, my God. Who are you?
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Every time you come into this house,
something disappears.
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[MOLLY] I'll stay at a hotel,
just for a few nights.
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Someplace safe that I can get clean.
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Just money for a hotel then.
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- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
- You want me to give you money?
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Are you crazy?
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Like the money you needed
for shoes or for glasses?
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Or for, uh...
Oh, online cosmetology classes?
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Or Zumba lessons to get back in shape?
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- [SIGHS] How much heroin have I paid for?
- [MOLLY] You're right.
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I'll just detox under a highway
with prostitutes and rats,
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- 'cause that's a much better plan, Mom.
- Why are you covering your mouth?
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Let me see.
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Show me.
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Oh, my God.
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[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
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Can I please
just have a pillow and a blanket?
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It gets really cold at night.
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Get well, Molly.
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[INDISTINCT NEWS REPORT OVER IPAD]
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- [SIGHS]
- You set the alarm?
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Why did you say before
that she blows up my life?
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I mean,
what you really meant was our life.
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- Yes.
- So why didn't you just say that?
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Do I need to?
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I'm tired of what we've been through.
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I'm scared for you whenever she's around.
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Just... don't let her suck you in.
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She doesn't suck me in.
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[SIGHS]
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Whenever I've decided
to re-engage with her,
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I've always done it
with my eyes wide open.
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[EXHALES]
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[SIGHS]
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[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
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- [BEEP]
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
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If you're hoping for pity,
there's none coming.
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- Go to a shelter.
- I need to be home.
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Go, please.
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[DOOR LOCK CLICKS]
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[SOLEMN MUSIC CONTINUES]
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[BIRDS CHIRPING]
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[EXHALES]
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[RUSTLING]
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[BREATH TREMBLING]
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[SIGHS]
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- [LOCK CLICKS]
- [BEEP]
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- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
- [SIGHS] God damn it, you're stubborn.
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You're like a mule.
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If there's anyone or anything
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more fucking relentless
than heroin, it's you.
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That's my one glimmer of hope
in all this. Here.
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[MOLLY GASPS]
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If you're serious,
I'll drive you to detox right now.
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Okay.
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But first can I stay here
a couple of days?
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- No.
- Getting into detox is not simple.
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Molly, we can definitely try.
Beds open up every day.
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- They do not open up every day.
- We leave right now,
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or you can get used
to sleeping on the porch.
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Fuck! Were you always
this heartless bitch? Huh?
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I guess I must have forgotten.
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Can I at least come inside and shower?
I haven't showered in weeks.
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I'm... I'm on my period.
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No.
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I'll go get my things.
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- Molly, wait here.
- I'll go with you.
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Wait here.
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[ENGINE STARTS]
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[SNIFFS]
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[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
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Seat belt.
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[SEAT BELT CLICKS]
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We'll pick up tampons on the way. Okay?
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- No. I don't need any.
- You're not on...
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Okay.
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{\an8}[PEOPLE CHATTERING INDISTINCTLY]
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{\an8}- Hello.
- Hello.
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- Name?
- Molly...
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Molly Wheeler. Margaret.
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- Do you have your Medicaid card?
- Yeah.
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- What drugs are you using?
- Heroin, methadone, some crack.
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Uh, if I get any, then maybe Adderall.
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- [RECEPTIONIST] Last time you used?
- Yesterday morning, so I'm hurting.
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How long have you been addicted?
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- [MOLLY] Mm-mm.
- Ten years. More.
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- [RECEPTIONIST] Ever been through detox?
- Mm-hmm.
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- [RECEPTIONIST] How many times?
- Hmm.
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- Fourteen.
- Excuse me?
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Fourteen times.
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Okay, so you know the drill.
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Medicaid pays for three nights.
After that, you're on your own.
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You get a cot, two towels, three meals
a day, if you can tolerate them.
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Muscle spasms, cold sweats,
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fever, vomiting, paranoia, insomnia,
all that's normal.
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But if you start to have
trouble breathing, speak up.
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Our only open bed
is in a shared women's room.
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Sign here.
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Okay. Let's go.
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Okay. You've made your point.
Can I please come home now?
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- No. I'll pick you up in three days.
- Really? You're not gonna help?
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Are you really gonna walk away?
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It's your thing, huh?
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Fucking walk away!
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Come on.
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[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
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[INHALES DEEPLY]
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[CRIES] Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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[BREATHING HEAVILY]
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Oh, you motherfucker.
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[SOBS]
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[CLOCK TICKING]
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[GRAVE MUSIC PLAYING]
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[SHUDDERING BREATHS ECHOING]
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[ECHOING COUGHS]
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She's in hell right now.
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What?
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She's in pain from head to toe.
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And I kicked her to the curb.
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You should... [GRUNTS]
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...call your mothers' group. [SIGHS]
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- I don't want their goddamn pity.
- [SCOFFS]
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It helps. You know it helps.
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- You're all in the same boat.
- Yeah.
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- Sinking 24-7.
- Huh.
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[SIGHS]
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Sometimes I get the feeling that...
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I don't want to love her anymore.
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It scares the shit out of me.
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- I'm gonna keep loving her, right?
- Of course.
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[SIGHS]
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[SIGHS] This is the mess you married into.
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- I'm okay with it.
- Yeah, then you really are an idiot.
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You always talk to me like that
whenever she's around.
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Have you noticed that?
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Stop doing it.
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Okay?
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I'm sorry.
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[MAN SIGHS]
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[SIGHS] That feels so good.
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You're the best, Deb.
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Oh, did I tell you we just
got back from our trip to Napa?
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- Oh, really? How was it?
- It was incredible.
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Walter's client let us stay in his house.
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[SCOFFS] House is not really
a word for it. It's ridiculous.
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[MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING]
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[DOCTOR] I'm gonna level with you, Molly,
because you don't have time for more bull.
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You have gone through this 15 times.
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Statistically, you are likely
to be back again.
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Heroin has a 97% relapse rate.
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You've already blown through the veins
in your arms, your ankles,
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hands, feet.
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You stayed away from your neck so far,
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but most people go there sooner or later.
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You have put yourself
in quite a situation.
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No, you all put her in this situation.
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Oh, my God, Mom. Please.
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Her problem started
in a doctor's office just like this.
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When she was 17,
she sprained her knee waterskiing
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and walked out
with a prescription for 75 Oxy
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and never a refill denied.
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Now that's terrible. I'm sorry.
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You and me both.
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What are your triggers?
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Boredom, anxiety, shame, loneliness.
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My life. Basically my life's a trigger.
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You're not alone.
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I'm 31 years old, and I've done nothing
but go down in life.
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So I can sit around and feel all of that,
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or I can do something about it
and feel good. And numb.
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She's always been really sensitive
to things like that.
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To feelings.
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It's always what she said
since she was a teenager.
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How would you know?
You weren't even there.
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Molly, I'm here now.
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Let's talk about our options, hmm?
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Do either of you know
what an opiate antagonist is?
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- No.
- It's a shot we give you once a month,
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and it blocks opiates
from getting into your system.
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Heroin, Oxy, Norco.
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The shot essentially makes you
immune to getting high.
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Now, it's not a magic bullet.
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You still have to do
the active work of recovery.
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Twelve steps, therapy, all of it.
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Is it safe?
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Are you fucking kidding me?
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You've spent ten years shooting up heroin
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laced with what,
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rat poison and baby powder
and God knows what else?
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00:18:10,673 --> 00:18:13,050
And now all of a sudden,
your body's a temple?
248
00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,052
Is it fucking safe?
249
00:18:15,136 --> 00:18:18,431
[CHUCKLES] God. Jesus, Molly.
250
00:18:18,556 --> 00:18:21,142
Yes, it's safe. FDA approved.
251
00:18:22,393 --> 00:18:24,312
You have to be clean for at least a week.
252
00:18:24,770 --> 00:18:27,398
If you still have drugs
in your system when you get the shot,
253
00:18:27,481 --> 00:18:29,692
it puts you into something
called rapid withdrawal.
254
00:18:29,775 --> 00:18:32,820
That's very dangerous.
Emergency-room stuff.
255
00:18:33,988 --> 00:18:35,823
And then a shot once a month.
256
00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,121
It's a chance.
257
00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:44,332
Take it, Moll.
258
00:18:44,415 --> 00:18:46,500
It's my call, Mom.
259
00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:56,552
- Fine. Yeah, okay.
- [DOCTOR] I think that's a good choice.
260
00:18:57,470 --> 00:19:00,097
You have been in detox four days already.
261
00:19:00,181 --> 00:19:02,600
You should do four more to be safe.
262
00:19:02,683 --> 00:19:05,895
- So let's shoot for 9:00 a.m., Friday.
- Wait. Four more days? Seriously?
263
00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:07,188
She can't wait that long.
264
00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:10,107
- She might be using in an hour.
- Thanks for the vote of confidence.
265
00:19:10,191 --> 00:19:11,776
- Can't she stay here?
- No!
266
00:19:11,859 --> 00:19:13,819
[DOCTOR] No. Unfortunately,
we need the bed.
267
00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:17,865
You need to be somewhere not alone
and away from other users.
268
00:19:25,706 --> 00:19:27,083
Four more days.
269
00:19:29,085 --> 00:19:30,795
I can do that, right?
270
00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:32,129
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
271
00:19:32,963 --> 00:19:34,632
- Yeah, you can.
- Yeah.
272
00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:39,220
[DEB] That guy should be shot.
273
00:19:42,223 --> 00:19:44,392
[MOLLY GROANING]
274
00:19:44,475 --> 00:19:46,894
- Okay.
- [DENTIST] Yeah. So sorry.
275
00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:48,646
Your gums are very inflamed.
276
00:19:48,771 --> 00:19:51,399
I'm gonna give you
some ointment to take home.
277
00:19:51,482 --> 00:19:52,400
Non-narcotic,
278
00:19:52,483 --> 00:19:54,568
- but use it sparingly anyway.
- Mm.
279
00:19:55,444 --> 00:19:57,822
Now, these are temps.
280
00:19:57,947 --> 00:19:59,990
Let's try them for size.
281
00:20:00,074 --> 00:20:01,867
Okay.
282
00:20:01,951 --> 00:20:03,077
[GROANS]
283
00:20:03,661 --> 00:20:07,331
Now I'll give you call in a couple
of weeks when the real ones come in.
284
00:20:07,832 --> 00:20:08,958
They hurt.
285
00:20:09,959 --> 00:20:11,919
Yes, they'll take some getting used to.
286
00:20:12,586 --> 00:20:13,838
Let me see.
287
00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:23,848
- [BEEP]
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
288
00:20:27,852 --> 00:20:29,186
Get in here.
289
00:20:29,770 --> 00:20:33,023
- You sure? I don't wanna impose.
- [CHUCKLES]
290
00:20:33,107 --> 00:20:34,442
If now's a bad time,
291
00:20:34,525 --> 00:20:37,027
- I can always come back later.
- Screw you.
292
00:20:39,905 --> 00:20:41,157
[EXHALES]
293
00:20:42,408 --> 00:20:44,452
[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
294
00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:18,027
Molly's amazing salon.
295
00:21:18,152 --> 00:21:20,654
Remember the time
I accidentally dyed your hair pink?
296
00:21:20,738 --> 00:21:23,574
[LAUGHS] Accidentally? Sure.
297
00:21:23,657 --> 00:21:26,243
Why do you keep all this crap?
It's like a museum.
298
00:21:26,327 --> 00:21:29,038
Oh, you know, a lot of good memories.
299
00:21:29,163 --> 00:21:30,956
Yeah, from before I was a fuck-up.
300
00:21:33,042 --> 00:21:34,460
Remember what this is?
301
00:21:35,211 --> 00:21:38,714
- Ugh. Smallest violin in the world.
- Smallest violin in the world.
302
00:21:39,173 --> 00:21:42,468
Where the fuck are my perfumes?
My... my jewelry.
303
00:21:42,593 --> 00:21:47,556
You sold the perfume
and you pawned all the jewelry.
304
00:21:48,599 --> 00:21:53,646
Along with my wedding ring,
my engagement ring...
305
00:21:55,439 --> 00:21:56,774
Your grandmother's.
306
00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:03,906
[DRAWER SLIDES OPEN]
307
00:22:10,120 --> 00:22:11,163
Jesus!
308
00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:13,999
Did you shoot up in here?
309
00:22:15,251 --> 00:22:17,836
I don't know.
I guess I must have after rehab.
310
00:22:17,962 --> 00:22:20,756
Oh! [SCOFFS] That's reassuring.
311
00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:24,927
[GROANS] What the fuck?
312
00:22:27,304 --> 00:22:28,305
Mm.
313
00:22:34,061 --> 00:22:37,022
So... Um, I'm supposed to work tonight.
314
00:22:37,481 --> 00:22:41,819
The casino's booked solid,
but I'll have my phone on me,
315
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:45,406
and it'll only be a couple of hours.
316
00:22:47,449 --> 00:22:49,994
Chris will be here. He's out back.
317
00:22:50,452 --> 00:22:52,371
But if you need anything, call me.
318
00:22:52,454 --> 00:22:54,540
Did you tell him that I was staying here?
319
00:22:54,665 --> 00:22:56,000
Of course I did.
320
00:22:56,250 --> 00:22:58,377
[CHUCKLES] I called him.
321
00:22:59,086 --> 00:23:00,087
He's...
322
00:23:01,839 --> 00:23:03,090
He's fine with it.
323
00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:10,973
[CLEARS THROAT]
324
00:23:12,141 --> 00:23:13,183
[SIGHS]
325
00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:15,019
I'm happy you're home.
326
00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:19,982
[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
327
00:23:38,167 --> 00:23:39,251
[DOOR CLOSES]
328
00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:45,841
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
329
00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:49,136
I'm gonna go have a cigarette.
330
00:23:49,261 --> 00:23:50,429
[ALARM BEEPS]
331
00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:52,348
Jesus. What is that sound?
332
00:23:52,556 --> 00:23:54,099
- It's the alarm.
- What?
333
00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,685
- [ALARM STOPS]
- Can you turn it off?
334
00:23:56,810 --> 00:23:59,104
I need it to beep
every time the door opens.
335
00:23:59,229 --> 00:24:02,274
Why? This is, like,
the safest neighborhood in the world.
336
00:24:13,535 --> 00:24:15,120
[ALARM BEEPS]
337
00:24:15,204 --> 00:24:16,622
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- [ALARM STOPS]
338
00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:20,751
[DOG BARKS DISTANTLY]
339
00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:21,877
[LIGHTER CLATTERS]
340
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,045
[DOOR OPENS]
341
00:24:23,128 --> 00:24:24,588
[ALARM BEEPS]
342
00:24:24,671 --> 00:24:25,506
[ALARM STOPS]
343
00:24:28,092 --> 00:24:29,760
This puzzle been here this whole time?
344
00:24:29,843 --> 00:24:31,804
Uh... Yeah. I didn't want to touch it.
345
00:24:31,887 --> 00:24:33,972
I thought
maybe you'd like to finish it someday.
346
00:24:34,056 --> 00:24:35,265
No, I hate it.
347
00:24:36,517 --> 00:24:38,977
This is a pay-as-you-go.
348
00:24:39,103 --> 00:24:41,313
So, uh, let me know
if you run out of minutes.
349
00:24:41,397 --> 00:24:44,566
[SCOFFS] Run out of minutes?
Who am I gonna call?
350
00:24:44,691 --> 00:24:47,069
I entered my number,
351
00:24:47,778 --> 00:24:51,365
your sister's, the kids',
the clinic and your dad's.
352
00:24:53,117 --> 00:24:54,952
When was the last time I was here?
353
00:24:55,119 --> 00:24:56,912
[SIGHS] Um...
354
00:24:58,122 --> 00:25:00,874
Well, I guess it was
about a year and a half ago.
355
00:25:01,542 --> 00:25:04,086
I woke up the next morning
and you were gone.
356
00:25:09,383 --> 00:25:11,135
Can you open the garage door?
357
00:25:13,470 --> 00:25:14,972
[WHIRRING]
358
00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:23,605
[WOMEN CHAT INDISTINCTLY]
359
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:26,859
- [WHIRRING STOPS]
- Hi.
360
00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:29,987
[WOMAN] Is that her?
361
00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:32,364
Close it.
362
00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:36,577
[GARAGE DOOR WHIRRING]
363
00:25:41,582 --> 00:25:42,958
Are you gonna be all right?
364
00:25:43,584 --> 00:25:45,836
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay.
365
00:25:46,420 --> 00:25:47,713
- I'm leaving.
- [WHIRRING STOPS]
366
00:25:52,426 --> 00:25:54,094
[ALARM BEEPS]
367
00:25:54,595 --> 00:25:55,804
[ALARM STOPS]
368
00:25:57,014 --> 00:25:59,266
- [ALARM BEEPING]
- What?
369
00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:02,394
- Sorry.
- [ALARM STOPS]
370
00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:05,481
- Let me know if you need anything, huh?
- Yeah.
371
00:26:06,106 --> 00:26:08,442
- Thank you.
- Okay.
372
00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:12,613
[ALARM BEEPS]
373
00:26:12,946 --> 00:26:14,406
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- [ALARM STOPS]
374
00:26:16,867 --> 00:26:19,328
[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
375
00:26:21,288 --> 00:26:22,831
[DOG BARKING DISTANTLY]
376
00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:38,263
[ENGINE STOPS]
377
00:26:38,805 --> 00:26:40,265
- [KEYS JANGLE]
- [LOCK CLICKS]
378
00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:43,435
- [BEEP]
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
379
00:26:56,782 --> 00:26:58,951
[ALARM BEEPING]
380
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:05,999
[ALARM STOPS]
381
00:27:06,917 --> 00:27:09,294
[MOLLY WHIMPERING AND SHUDDERING]
382
00:27:19,972 --> 00:27:21,765
- [GASPS]
- It's me.
383
00:27:23,100 --> 00:27:24,351
[MUMBLES SOFTLY]
384
00:27:24,434 --> 00:27:25,769
I'm freezing.
385
00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:28,981
I thought withdrawals
were supposed to be over.
386
00:27:30,315 --> 00:27:31,233
[MOLLY SIGHS]
387
00:27:34,736 --> 00:27:36,446
No. Stay. Stay.
388
00:27:36,572 --> 00:27:37,739
Oh, Molly.
389
00:27:38,156 --> 00:27:39,741
[SIGHS] I'm tired.
390
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:43,120
Did I really sell your wedding rings?
391
00:27:46,123 --> 00:27:47,165
[SIGHS]
392
00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,794
You know, just don't worry about it.
393
00:27:51,712 --> 00:27:54,089
This is a disease. This isn't you.
394
00:27:54,214 --> 00:27:55,924
- It's not?
- No.
395
00:27:56,049 --> 00:27:59,511
No, it's another you.
It's not the real you.
396
00:27:59,970 --> 00:28:02,222
She isn't you.
397
00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:05,559
Mind-bending, Mom. [CHUCKLES]
398
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:10,647
Do you remember
right after I left your dad,
399
00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:17,321
I opened that pottery painting store
way out at the mall?
400
00:28:17,404 --> 00:28:19,698
Oh, God, that was such a bad idea.
401
00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:22,117
It was a terrible location. [CHUCKLES]
402
00:28:22,492 --> 00:28:28,123
But I was so tired of
trying to get out from under your dad,
403
00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:31,084
finding something of my own.
404
00:28:32,210 --> 00:28:36,590
Oh, you know, that place was so quiet.
405
00:28:36,715 --> 00:28:38,383
It was just like a mausoleum.
406
00:28:40,510 --> 00:28:42,346
All those empty chairs.
407
00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:46,558
And even after all I put you through,
408
00:28:48,018 --> 00:28:49,227
leaving you,
409
00:28:51,688 --> 00:28:54,691
you started coming all the way
out there after school.
410
00:28:56,318 --> 00:28:58,487
Dragging your friends with you.
411
00:28:59,613 --> 00:29:03,200
You even hosted a birthday party there,
for God's sake.
412
00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:09,790
And after a couple of months,
you had so many of those damn coffee mugs.
413
00:29:13,460 --> 00:29:15,212
That was pretty great.
414
00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:18,465
That was you.
415
00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:27,182
Almost one day down.
416
00:29:28,517 --> 00:29:29,935
Three more to go.
417
00:29:31,645 --> 00:29:33,647
Does Dad know that I'm home?
418
00:29:37,985 --> 00:29:39,027
I'll tell him.
419
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,033
- [SIGHS]
- Good night, kiddo.
420
00:30:01,216 --> 00:30:02,843
[LAWNMOWER WHIRRING]
421
00:30:05,929 --> 00:30:07,264
It's 10:00 a.m.
422
00:30:08,432 --> 00:30:09,516
They're not here.
423
00:30:09,641 --> 00:30:13,103
Um... It's, uh, 10:03.
424
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:15,105
Oh, relax.
425
00:30:16,064 --> 00:30:17,524
I bet they don't come. Why?
426
00:30:17,649 --> 00:30:19,901
- Why would they come?
- Oh, stop that.
427
00:30:21,945 --> 00:30:23,572
Have you heard from your sister?
428
00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:26,825
No. Why?
429
00:30:26,908 --> 00:30:29,870
- Well, she wants to see you.
- [SCOFFS]
430
00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:32,956
Since when did she have the time
to see anyone?
431
00:30:34,207 --> 00:30:35,542
Where are your teeth?
432
00:30:37,044 --> 00:30:39,463
- Oh, okay.
- They hurt.
433
00:30:40,213 --> 00:30:41,214
[HUFFS]
434
00:30:45,802 --> 00:30:47,304
Hi!
435
00:30:47,429 --> 00:30:48,597
[LAUGHS]
436
00:30:48,722 --> 00:30:50,057
- [BOY] Grandma!
- [GIRL] Grandma!
437
00:30:50,515 --> 00:30:52,434
- [DEB] It's so good to see you.
- Hi, Grandma!
438
00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:54,561
- [DEB] Oh, hi, sweetie.
- [BOY] I missed you.
439
00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:57,105
[DEB CHUCKLING] Oh, how are you?
440
00:30:57,397 --> 00:30:59,816
[EXHALES] Go hug your mom.
441
00:31:03,820 --> 00:31:05,489
- Hi, kiddo.
- [DEB] Hi, Sean.
442
00:31:06,156 --> 00:31:07,282
Hi, Deb.
443
00:31:09,034 --> 00:31:10,202
Hey, we, um...
444
00:31:10,911 --> 00:31:13,747
We can't stay long. Couple of hours or so.
445
00:31:14,581 --> 00:31:17,417
[DEB] Okay, well, um, let's go inside.
446
00:31:17,501 --> 00:31:18,710
Come on.
447
00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:21,922
- You want some coffee?
- Yeah, sure.
448
00:31:27,094 --> 00:31:28,095
You look good.
449
00:31:28,261 --> 00:31:29,387
[SCOFFS]
450
00:31:30,263 --> 00:31:31,973
No, but thanks.
451
00:31:37,854 --> 00:31:39,981
Ta-da!
452
00:31:40,107 --> 00:31:41,775
- All right.
- Ah...
453
00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:44,694
- Here, eat up.
- One. One.
454
00:31:52,494 --> 00:31:53,787
So how's work?
455
00:31:55,205 --> 00:31:59,251
It's real good, and there's so much of it.
456
00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:01,628
Thinking about opening up
a second body shop.
457
00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:05,340
Mm-hmm. Wait, why are you doing that?
You love nuts.
458
00:32:05,465 --> 00:32:08,260
I do. But the doctor says
I can't have any.
459
00:32:08,885 --> 00:32:13,640
Well, we found out last year
that some nuts make her tummy hurt.
460
00:32:16,810 --> 00:32:20,147
Um, I broke my ankle. It was in a cast.
461
00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:23,316
- Oh. Wow.
- [GIRL] It wasn't broken.
462
00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:24,651
- Was too.
- No.
463
00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:27,654
- Shut up, moron.
- Come on, guys. We talked about this.
464
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:33,076
He, um, got a hairline fracture
flying off a swing set.
465
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:34,619
- [MOLLY] Mm.
- Knucklehead.
466
00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:37,205
They're good kids, though.
467
00:32:37,789 --> 00:32:41,918
Yeah. Yeah, I know.
I know they're good kids.
468
00:32:43,670 --> 00:32:44,713
[SIGHS]
469
00:32:46,882 --> 00:32:48,008
How's Dad?
470
00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:51,845
Go for it.
471
00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:53,722
- He's grumpy.
- What?
472
00:32:53,805 --> 00:32:55,557
- [GIRL] You are.
- [BOY] But he's okay.
473
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,142
He helps us with homework and stuff.
474
00:32:57,225 --> 00:32:59,311
- I am not grumpy.
- He farts a lot.
475
00:32:59,394 --> 00:33:01,897
- Now that's a lie.
- [BOY] Chill, bruh. We like you.
476
00:33:01,980 --> 00:33:03,690
I'm not your "bruh," bruh.
477
00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,734
- You're a "duh."
- Duh.
478
00:33:05,859 --> 00:33:07,235
[CHILDREN LAUGH]
479
00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:10,322
Oh, and he has a girlfriend.
480
00:33:10,864 --> 00:33:12,324
She's a chef.
481
00:33:13,450 --> 00:33:14,868
Her food is yummy.
482
00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:23,501
[MOLLY] Get him, get him.
Come on, get him!
483
00:33:23,627 --> 00:33:25,170
Come on! Come on!
484
00:33:25,295 --> 00:33:27,964
- Boom! You got got.
- Oh, no.
485
00:33:29,132 --> 00:33:30,091
[CONTROLLER CLATTERS]
486
00:33:30,175 --> 00:33:31,176
Kiddo.
487
00:33:31,301 --> 00:33:33,053
[SEAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
488
00:33:35,597 --> 00:33:36,723
Hold on, baby.
489
00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,893
- Can I play?
- Sure.
490
00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:47,776
[EXHALES] Ready.
491
00:33:48,318 --> 00:33:50,278
[VIDEO GAME NOISES]
492
00:33:53,657 --> 00:33:54,699
Come on.
493
00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:56,618
Come on. No, no, don't press that.
494
00:33:56,743 --> 00:33:57,911
[MOLLY LAUGHS]
495
00:33:58,578 --> 00:34:00,747
No, no, no, no, no. That's cheating.
496
00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:03,083
- You can't do that. You can't do that.
- Stop!
497
00:34:03,166 --> 00:34:04,751
- Stop!
- You can't do that.
498
00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:06,544
[MOLLY LAUGHS] Come on.
499
00:34:07,212 --> 00:34:10,423
Come on, come on, come on,
come on, come on! Oh, no, no, no!
500
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:15,637
- Oh, no! [CHUCKLES]
- Mom, you suck. You totally suck.
501
00:34:16,346 --> 00:34:17,430
[MOLLY] Hey.
502
00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:18,974
You suck. You suck.
503
00:34:19,099 --> 00:34:20,767
You suck. You suck!
504
00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:22,519
You suck! You suck!
505
00:34:22,769 --> 00:34:24,229
You suck!
506
00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:26,690
You suck! You suck!
507
00:34:31,611 --> 00:34:32,612
I...
508
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:42,789
- You suck. You suck.
- Stop it. Stop it.
509
00:34:42,914 --> 00:34:45,125
You suck! You suck! You suck!
You suck! You suck!
510
00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:47,877
Now who sucks, huh? Cheater!
You suck. Give me the remote.
511
00:34:47,961 --> 00:34:49,546
- [BOY] I won.
- Give me this.
512
00:34:49,671 --> 00:34:51,089
That's what you get for sucking.
513
00:34:51,172 --> 00:34:53,091
- No. You stop it. Stop it.
- No.
514
00:34:53,216 --> 00:34:55,468
- Mom! Mom, he's touching me.
- [VIDEO GAME NOISES]
515
00:34:55,635 --> 00:34:57,929
[CHILDREN LAUGHING]
516
00:34:58,638 --> 00:35:01,599
It's so beautiful out here.
517
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:06,021
- Right now.
- Yeah.
518
00:35:07,063 --> 00:35:09,441
I just wish life could be more like this.
519
00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:13,320
One moment... then another.
520
00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:17,907
Isn't it? I mean, what's the alternative?
521
00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:20,076
[MOLLY SIGHS] I don't know.
522
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:24,456
I'm always thinking about the past,
or worrying about the future.
523
00:35:25,874 --> 00:35:30,795
You know, even before I did drugs,
I remember worrying about what was next.
524
00:35:30,879 --> 00:35:33,923
Like, I just couldn't live
with the uncertainty.
525
00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:38,803
I just want now to be now.
526
00:35:39,846 --> 00:35:41,431
The way it is for kids,
527
00:35:41,514 --> 00:35:44,351
or animals, plants.
528
00:35:46,603 --> 00:35:48,146
Yeah, I never thought of that.
529
00:35:49,356 --> 00:35:50,857
[SEAN] Here they come. Guys.
530
00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:53,651
You've always been so smart, Moll.
531
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:57,614
Yeah. And look at where that's gotten me.
532
00:35:59,783 --> 00:36:02,619
[VOICEMAIL] Hey, this is Dale.
Leave a message or don't.
533
00:36:02,702 --> 00:36:06,164
- [BEEP]
- Hey, it's me. Um...
534
00:36:07,123 --> 00:36:09,209
I think you should know
that Molly is home.
535
00:36:09,292 --> 00:36:12,587
She's clean. As rickety as hell.
536
00:36:13,088 --> 00:36:15,006
I know you don't like
talking about this stuff,
537
00:36:15,090 --> 00:36:18,051
but it really seems different this time.
538
00:36:18,134 --> 00:36:21,054
I haven't seen her
like this since... [SIGHS]
539
00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:24,432
...I don't know when.
She's really trying, Dale.
540
00:36:24,557 --> 00:36:26,184
And she keeps asking about you.
541
00:36:26,267 --> 00:36:28,645
So I was wondering
if you could give her a call.
542
00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:33,066
Um, you know, she needs support.
543
00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:35,527
And I think it might really help.
544
00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:38,613
All right? So don't be an asshole.
545
00:36:38,696 --> 00:36:40,323
Just call.
546
00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:42,367
Okay. Bye.
547
00:36:42,951 --> 00:36:45,245
[MOLLY SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
548
00:36:45,370 --> 00:36:47,539
How do you guys still have so much energy?
549
00:36:48,081 --> 00:36:49,082
How's that possible?
550
00:36:49,165 --> 00:36:51,167
- [BOY] I don't know.
- [GIRL] We had PE today.
551
00:36:51,251 --> 00:36:53,002
Well, you must love running.
552
00:36:53,378 --> 00:36:57,382
So, I know we talked about them
staying with you over the holiday weekend.
553
00:36:58,466 --> 00:37:03,763
Or they can also stay with my sister,
depending on how things are going.
554
00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:06,808
Oh, no, no, I'll be fine.
You know, I could totally...
555
00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:10,061
[SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
556
00:37:10,145 --> 00:37:11,896
[BOY] I kinda like running, though.
557
00:37:11,980 --> 00:37:13,606
- Yeah, I'm okay.
- Let me know.
558
00:37:13,690 --> 00:37:15,984
- I'll call you next week.
- Okay.
559
00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,610
- Bye.
- Bye.
560
00:37:17,694 --> 00:37:18,778
Thanks for coming.
561
00:37:19,779 --> 00:37:22,365
[SEAN] All right. Come on, guys.
Let's go, let's go.
562
00:37:22,824 --> 00:37:24,075
- All right.
- Oh!
563
00:37:24,451 --> 00:37:25,368
[MOLLY CHUCKLES]
564
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:27,078
Bye, kiddo.
565
00:37:28,204 --> 00:37:29,289
- Bye, baby.
- [DEB] Bye.
566
00:37:34,794 --> 00:37:35,920
Hey.
567
00:37:39,591 --> 00:37:40,508
[KISSES]
568
00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:44,387
[GIRL] When can we come back?
569
00:37:45,763 --> 00:37:46,764
Soon.
570
00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:49,601
- [BOY] Can we sleep over?
- Yeah!
571
00:37:49,684 --> 00:37:50,685
Uh...
572
00:37:50,852 --> 00:37:53,104
- Sure.
- Yeah, that'd be fun.
573
00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:54,898
- Please, Dad?
- We'll see, buddy.
574
00:37:54,981 --> 00:37:56,483
[ENGINE STARTS]
575
00:38:04,491 --> 00:38:05,492
[DEB CHUCKLES]
576
00:38:06,451 --> 00:38:08,953
Oh, those kids are golden.
577
00:38:10,038 --> 00:38:11,831
After all they've been through.
578
00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:16,669
- They're wonderful.
- Yeah.
579
00:38:18,254 --> 00:38:19,881
How was it with Sean?
580
00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:23,968
What, not good?
581
00:38:25,345 --> 00:38:28,806
He hurt his back.
He wants me to get him painkillers.
582
00:38:29,432 --> 00:38:33,811
Are you kidding me?
I should call the police on him right now.
583
00:38:33,895 --> 00:38:36,314
You won't do that,
the kids will end up in foster care.
584
00:38:36,397 --> 00:38:37,774
[DEB] No. They could stay with me.
585
00:38:37,857 --> 00:38:40,735
Maybe. But until the court rules on it,
they'll be in a foster home.
586
00:38:40,818 --> 00:38:42,487
You know this. Please, just stop.
587
00:38:45,990 --> 00:38:47,283
[DRYER WHIRRING]
588
00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:50,995
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [ALARM BEEPING]
589
00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:53,289
That sound is driving me crazy.
590
00:38:53,373 --> 00:38:54,958
How am I supposed to get better
591
00:38:55,083 --> 00:38:57,126
with that thing beeping
every five minutes,
592
00:38:57,210 --> 00:39:00,713
reminding me,
"You suck, you suck, you suck"?
593
00:39:01,839 --> 00:39:03,925
Jesus, it's like I'm in prison.
594
00:39:04,008 --> 00:39:06,261
I hate it as well,
but it's just our reality.
595
00:39:07,804 --> 00:39:09,514
You want something from the store?
596
00:39:09,597 --> 00:39:12,684
Can you please just give me 20 bucks
and I'll go by myself?
597
00:39:12,809 --> 00:39:14,519
I feel like a toddler.
598
00:39:14,602 --> 00:39:16,020
Well, that's a pretty good idea,
599
00:39:16,104 --> 00:39:19,274
but I think it might be easier
if I just ordered in some heroin.
600
00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:30,243
Okay, cigarettes, cupcakes, soda.
601
00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:34,872
[LIGHTER TAPPING ON DESK]
602
00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:36,708
What?
603
00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:39,460
- You all right?
- Yeah.
604
00:39:39,586 --> 00:39:41,087
Your eyes look a little red.
605
00:39:42,171 --> 00:39:43,381
I'm tired.
606
00:39:45,550 --> 00:39:49,596
Jesus, what do you want me to say?
That I'm bored shitless and craving?
607
00:39:50,847 --> 00:39:55,143
I'm bored shitless and craving. Okay?
608
00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:57,020
Just two more days.
609
00:39:57,145 --> 00:40:00,023
You just have to hang in there
two more days.
610
00:40:00,106 --> 00:40:01,733
No. It's more than that.
611
00:40:02,984 --> 00:40:05,403
Sixty hours. Less.
612
00:40:06,029 --> 00:40:08,156
- You can do it.
- Yeah, but can you?
613
00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:12,493
You're so wound up,
you're gonna drop dead of a heart attack.
614
00:40:12,577 --> 00:40:14,120
- [CHUCKLES]
- [MOLLY GROANS]
615
00:40:20,918 --> 00:40:21,919
[SIGHS]
616
00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:26,341
[LIGHTER CLATTERS ON TABLE]
617
00:40:27,342 --> 00:40:30,136
All right, Moll, come with me.
618
00:40:32,138 --> 00:40:33,181
Come on.
619
00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:38,061
- [MUZAK PLAYING]
- [INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT]
620
00:40:41,898 --> 00:40:43,358
[WOMAN] Stop.
621
00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:47,904
No. We're going home now.
622
00:40:48,696 --> 00:40:50,365
You cannot have any more.
623
00:41:08,841 --> 00:41:10,843
[SCANNER BEEPING]
624
00:41:19,519 --> 00:41:22,146
Pick any one.
It's just food coloring and sugar.
625
00:41:24,190 --> 00:41:25,316
[WOMAN] Molly.
626
00:41:26,401 --> 00:41:27,568
Wow.
627
00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,530
Coach Miller. Hi.
628
00:41:31,030 --> 00:41:34,158
- How are you?
- I'm good. Good.
629
00:41:34,951 --> 00:41:36,119
- Hey, Deb.
- [CHUCKLING] Hey.
630
00:41:36,202 --> 00:41:38,204
- Long time, my goodness.
- Yeah.
631
00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:42,083
We've all been rooting for you
over the years.
632
00:41:43,584 --> 00:41:44,544
Thank you.
633
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:46,671
Well, you look good.
634
00:41:46,838 --> 00:41:48,131
- You do.
- [DEB] Yeah.
635
00:41:48,256 --> 00:41:50,633
[MILLER] Did you know
I moved over to Lincoln last year?
636
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:54,554
They got me teaching health and wellness.
Did you ever take that class?
637
00:41:54,929 --> 00:41:57,348
- The car crash videos?
- [MILLER] Exactly.
638
00:41:57,473 --> 00:41:59,559
Except the videos just put them to sleep.
639
00:41:59,642 --> 00:42:03,354
- These kids think they're invincible.
- Hm! That doesn't change, right?
640
00:42:05,398 --> 00:42:06,899
I'm in recovery.
641
00:42:07,024 --> 00:42:08,568
- [MILLER] Good for you.
- [MOLLY] Hm.
642
00:42:08,693 --> 00:42:11,362
I wish someone like you would come
and talk to these kids.
643
00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:13,614
I... I mean, someone who's gone through
644
00:42:13,740 --> 00:42:15,825
addiction troubles
and come out the other side.
645
00:42:15,950 --> 00:42:17,201
You should think about it.
646
00:42:18,119 --> 00:42:21,539
It's just that
I'm not one for public speaking, so...
647
00:42:21,664 --> 00:42:24,125
We've already had two kids
overdose this year.
648
00:42:27,378 --> 00:42:30,965
You said Lincoln in, um,
Southeast, is that right?
649
00:42:31,048 --> 00:42:32,425
[MILLER] Yeah. Tough neighborhood.
650
00:42:33,217 --> 00:42:34,761
You'll make a big impact.
651
00:42:39,515 --> 00:42:41,642
- I'll think about it.
- [MILLER] Okay.
652
00:42:42,518 --> 00:42:43,519
Good to see you.
653
00:42:44,395 --> 00:42:45,855
Great to see you.
654
00:42:49,650 --> 00:42:52,445
- [FAUCET RUNNING]
- [DISHES AND SILVERWARE CLATTERING]
655
00:42:55,198 --> 00:42:58,367
[CELL PHONE VIBRATING]
656
00:43:03,706 --> 00:43:04,791
Who was that?
657
00:43:05,416 --> 00:43:08,211
[MOLLY] My dealer.
He said he'll be here in 15 minutes.
658
00:43:08,336 --> 00:43:10,213
[CHUCKLES] Ha-ha.
659
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:13,549
If I wasn't a junkie, would you even ask?
660
00:43:14,383 --> 00:43:15,885
Probably not.
661
00:43:17,595 --> 00:43:20,056
- Has your dad called?
- No.
662
00:43:25,102 --> 00:43:26,729
Oh, don't go out there yet.
663
00:43:27,396 --> 00:43:29,357
- Come on, sit with me.
- [TAPS ON TABLE]
664
00:43:33,069 --> 00:43:35,321
I forgot.
665
00:43:36,405 --> 00:43:37,657
I have something for you.
666
00:43:43,746 --> 00:43:44,831
What is it?
667
00:43:45,748 --> 00:43:46,999
Open it.
668
00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:53,381
Are you selling the house
or buying me one?
669
00:43:53,506 --> 00:43:54,632
[DEB CHUCKLES]
670
00:43:55,007 --> 00:43:56,884
Do you recognize her?
671
00:43:57,009 --> 00:43:58,928
- No.
- Take a closer look.
672
00:44:01,389 --> 00:44:04,433
- Mom, I don't know who this is.
- It's Colson Kirsebom.
673
00:44:05,685 --> 00:44:08,437
- No.
- Mm-hmm.
674
00:44:08,563 --> 00:44:10,064
Oh, my God.
675
00:44:10,189 --> 00:44:13,609
I think it was pretty hard
for his... her parents.
676
00:44:14,569 --> 00:44:17,029
But you know what?
I think everything's okay now.
677
00:44:17,113 --> 00:44:18,656
Holy shit.
678
00:44:19,949 --> 00:44:22,952
- The prom king is now a queen.
- [LAUGHS]
679
00:44:23,035 --> 00:44:26,163
- Why is that so funny?
- I don't know, but we shouldn't laugh.
680
00:44:26,247 --> 00:44:28,124
- Mm-mm.
- Good for her.
681
00:44:29,709 --> 00:44:32,003
That's one way to reboot your life, huh?
682
00:44:32,128 --> 00:44:33,838
Yeah, right. Yeah.
683
00:44:34,463 --> 00:44:36,966
[SIGHS] Do you know I used to date him?
684
00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:38,926
- You did?
- Mm-hmm.
685
00:44:39,051 --> 00:44:43,264
Freshman year, right around the time
you left for, like, a couple of weeks.
686
00:44:45,016 --> 00:44:46,100
Oh, God.
687
00:44:46,183 --> 00:44:47,893
Okay. I'm so sorry.
688
00:44:49,228 --> 00:44:50,896
I wish I'd been around.
689
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:55,568
Yeah, you should have been.
690
00:44:57,486 --> 00:44:59,280
Like, it was just so sudden.
691
00:45:00,323 --> 00:45:04,160
You know, one day you were...
putting notes in my lunch box,
692
00:45:04,243 --> 00:45:08,205
and then the next, you disappeared
on your little two-year hiatus.
693
00:45:10,249 --> 00:45:13,502
I thought you couldn't stand
to be around us, around me.
694
00:45:13,586 --> 00:45:16,589
That wasn't it. You know that's not true.
695
00:45:16,714 --> 00:45:17,757
Do I?
696
00:45:19,592 --> 00:45:21,552
Haven't we been over this a lot?
697
00:45:30,102 --> 00:45:32,146
I got pregnant with your sister.
698
00:45:32,938 --> 00:45:34,231
Unplanned.
699
00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:41,322
And in a couple of months,
I found myself with a baby,
700
00:45:41,447 --> 00:45:42,740
and I quit my job.
701
00:45:43,324 --> 00:45:48,871
And I was married to a man
who I really didn't know very well.
702
00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:51,165
And he was...
703
00:45:52,083 --> 00:45:54,794
[SIGHS] He was difficult.
704
00:45:55,961 --> 00:45:57,838
Me too, maybe.
705
00:45:58,714 --> 00:46:01,509
And when your sister was eight,
706
00:46:01,634 --> 00:46:05,179
I got pregnant again
and we were really happy about that.
707
00:46:05,262 --> 00:46:08,057
We were...
I think we were at a pretty good point.
708
00:46:08,641 --> 00:46:11,143
Me and your dad, you know, for a moment.
709
00:46:11,894 --> 00:46:15,815
Then for 15 years,
I held everything together,
710
00:46:16,565 --> 00:46:18,818
trying not to disappoint,
711
00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:23,197
swallowing your father's fucking bullshit.
712
00:46:23,322 --> 00:46:26,659
His temper tantrums, his moods.
713
00:46:27,952 --> 00:46:31,038
[SIGHS] And then one night I came home
714
00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:33,708
and I heard him starting
to rev up one of his fits,
715
00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:36,669
something about the house. I don't know...
716
00:46:38,254 --> 00:46:39,714
And I just...
717
00:46:44,927 --> 00:46:46,345
That was it.
718
00:46:48,431 --> 00:46:49,557
I left that night.
719
00:46:53,269 --> 00:46:55,688
You were the head of the fucking PTA.
720
00:46:57,648 --> 00:46:59,692
You were so put together.
721
00:46:59,775 --> 00:47:01,819
I was pretending.
722
00:47:01,944 --> 00:47:03,279
[SIGHS]
723
00:47:06,991 --> 00:47:08,492
[SIGHS] I just...
724
00:47:09,034 --> 00:47:12,204
I am so sorry
for causing you so much pain.
725
00:47:13,664 --> 00:47:18,335
But I can't apologize
for trying to survive, I just can't.
726
00:47:21,046 --> 00:47:22,298
That would be lying.
727
00:47:28,304 --> 00:47:31,474
You think it's my fault
that you're an addict.
728
00:47:41,317 --> 00:47:43,444
- [GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
- [MOLLY] Mmm.
729
00:47:43,819 --> 00:47:46,238
This is amazing.
730
00:47:49,116 --> 00:47:50,868
Take some deep breaths.
731
00:47:54,705 --> 00:47:56,373
[EXHALES]
732
00:47:56,999 --> 00:48:01,253
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
733
00:48:24,485 --> 00:48:25,653
[MOLLY] Mmm.
734
00:48:44,421 --> 00:48:45,631
[EXHALES GENTLY]
735
00:48:53,013 --> 00:48:55,724
[MUSIC PLAYING SOFTLY OVER SPEAKERS]
736
00:48:58,060 --> 00:48:59,979
[WOMAN] So she's too busy to come?
737
00:49:00,896 --> 00:49:03,566
I'm fine, Ashley. How are you?
738
00:49:05,150 --> 00:49:06,360
Sorry.
739
00:49:07,027 --> 00:49:09,405
- How are you, Mom?
- Same old.
740
00:49:10,114 --> 00:49:11,949
- You?
- I'm good.
741
00:49:12,533 --> 00:49:16,453
Kids, work. I'm tired all the time.
But looking really good on Instagram.
742
00:49:16,579 --> 00:49:19,582
My kids are a gift.
I'm thriving. I'm living my best life.
743
00:49:19,915 --> 00:49:21,208
[LAUGHS]
744
00:49:22,167 --> 00:49:25,004
- Ladies.
- Uh, I'll just have coffee, thanks.
745
00:49:25,087 --> 00:49:27,423
Uh, make that two,
and I'll have a side of fries.
746
00:49:27,506 --> 00:49:28,507
Okay.
747
00:49:28,716 --> 00:49:30,843
- Fries for breakfast?
- [ASHLEY] Why not?
748
00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:32,469
They make me feel better.
749
00:49:33,637 --> 00:49:34,680
So where is she?
750
00:49:34,763 --> 00:49:39,560
She wanted to come,
but she chickened out at the last minute.
751
00:49:40,644 --> 00:49:43,772
No, she, um...
She's trying to build up her self-esteem.
752
00:49:44,940 --> 00:49:46,734
- And I'm working against that?
- No.
753
00:49:47,818 --> 00:49:50,821
- It's not about you.
- No, it never is.
754
00:49:52,489 --> 00:49:55,451
[SIGHS] Anyway,
I'm really glad that it's just us
755
00:49:55,534 --> 00:49:57,912
because I need a break
from all the craziness.
756
00:49:58,537 --> 00:50:00,331
What craziness? You said she's doing good.
757
00:50:00,414 --> 00:50:02,833
Well, no, she is. She is.
It's just, you know...
758
00:50:03,459 --> 00:50:05,336
it's a little crazy
at the house right now.
759
00:50:05,836 --> 00:50:08,047
She sits around smoking, twitching,
760
00:50:08,130 --> 00:50:12,301
and I am there watching her like a hawk
and pretending that I'm not.
761
00:50:12,426 --> 00:50:15,054
You know Chris. He's addicted to the news.
762
00:50:15,137 --> 00:50:17,014
He's on his iPad all the time.
763
00:50:17,097 --> 00:50:21,018
He can't get enough
of the world falling apart.
764
00:50:21,101 --> 00:50:23,812
I really don't think
they should allow men to retire.
765
00:50:25,439 --> 00:50:27,650
So, how... how is she?
766
00:50:29,652 --> 00:50:31,654
Pale, thin,
767
00:50:32,529 --> 00:50:33,781
toothless.
768
00:50:34,198 --> 00:50:38,577
But, you know, pretty damn good
under the circumstances.
769
00:50:39,787 --> 00:50:42,081
I'm seeing glimpses of the old Moll.
770
00:50:42,581 --> 00:50:43,624
- Really?
- Yeah.
771
00:50:43,749 --> 00:50:46,377
- That's good.
- I don't know, Ash.
772
00:50:46,502 --> 00:50:48,504
I think she might make it this time.
773
00:50:49,254 --> 00:50:52,466
If she could only hang on
for a couple more days,
774
00:50:53,008 --> 00:50:54,969
then she could get the shot,
775
00:50:55,094 --> 00:50:58,347
and one month clean
will turn into two months and...
776
00:50:59,014 --> 00:51:00,474
[EXHALES]
777
00:51:00,599 --> 00:51:01,850
Two months into six.
778
00:51:04,937 --> 00:51:06,146
God willing.
779
00:51:08,190 --> 00:51:10,693
Mom, since when do you believe in God?
780
00:51:11,151 --> 00:51:13,946
[SCOFFS] Since not believing didn't work.
781
00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:19,368
I know I shouldn't get my hopes up, but...
782
00:51:19,451 --> 00:51:21,328
[SIGHS DEEPLY]
783
00:51:21,412 --> 00:51:24,540
...at this point, all I have left is hope.
784
00:51:27,209 --> 00:51:29,503
- [WAITRESS] Here we go.
- Thank you.
785
00:51:29,586 --> 00:51:31,547
- [DEB] Thank you.
- [WAITRESS] You're welcome.
786
00:51:40,973 --> 00:51:44,059
So I won my trial last week.
787
00:51:44,184 --> 00:51:46,895
- The class action suit.
- Oh, I am so sorry, Ash.
788
00:51:46,979 --> 00:51:48,439
- I didn't even ask.
- It's fine.
789
00:51:48,522 --> 00:51:50,649
- Congratulations.
- Thank you.
790
00:51:51,025 --> 00:51:54,653
- I am such a self-absorbed asshole.
- You're a Molly-absorbed asshole.
791
00:51:54,737 --> 00:51:57,197
It's just that I don't have
to worry about you.
792
00:51:58,741 --> 00:52:00,701
[WAITRESS] No rush, whenever you're ready.
793
00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:01,952
- Thank you.
- [DEB] Thank you.
794
00:52:02,745 --> 00:52:04,204
[ASHLEY CLEARS THROAT]
795
00:52:07,249 --> 00:52:08,584
Oh, my God.
796
00:52:09,835 --> 00:52:11,837
I think I left my wallet at home.
797
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:13,922
- I can buy us a cup of coffee, Mom.
- Fuck!
798
00:52:14,006 --> 00:52:16,759
- Fuck! You know, I better go.
- Mom, I'm sure it's fine.
799
00:52:16,842 --> 00:52:18,677
It's probably under the pillow
or something.
800
00:52:18,761 --> 00:52:20,929
No. How could I possibly forget it?
801
00:52:21,013 --> 00:52:23,974
No. Relax. You, you just said
she was doing good, remember?
802
00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:26,477
Please let it go. Please?
803
00:52:27,352 --> 00:52:28,353
Yeah. Okay.
804
00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,027
[SOFTLY] Okay.
805
00:52:37,154 --> 00:52:38,238
[INHALES SHARPLY]
806
00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:39,740
[EXHALES]
807
00:52:42,284 --> 00:52:43,786
So, um...
808
00:52:44,703 --> 00:52:46,038
How, uh...
809
00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:49,625
- How's your boyfriend?
- Oh.
810
00:52:51,210 --> 00:52:53,837
- Gone. Good riddance.
- Oh.
811
00:52:54,963 --> 00:52:56,298
He was so clingy.
812
00:52:56,715 --> 00:52:59,760
But I have a new new boyfriend.
813
00:53:00,219 --> 00:53:02,846
I met him at Rachel
and Nick's engagement party.
814
00:53:02,930 --> 00:53:05,432
- Uh-huh.
- And he owns his own plumbing company.
815
00:53:05,557 --> 00:53:08,185
He's funny, you know,
which is always great, right?
816
00:53:08,310 --> 00:53:09,353
Mm-hmm.
817
00:53:09,478 --> 00:53:15,984
And we're, without giving too much away,
very in sync, intimately.
818
00:53:16,110 --> 00:53:18,695
But there is one catch
if it's going to last
819
00:53:18,821 --> 00:53:20,322
because he says that we're...
820
00:53:38,632 --> 00:53:39,591
[SIGHS]
821
00:53:42,052 --> 00:53:44,429
- [BEEP]
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
822
00:53:44,555 --> 00:53:45,556
[WOMAN ON TV] Please!
823
00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:47,349
- [DEB] Hey.
- Hey.
824
00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:50,769
[WOMAN ON TV] Beautiful things
never go out of fashion.
825
00:53:50,853 --> 00:53:54,106
These are wonderful
on their own, in pairs,
826
00:53:54,189 --> 00:53:58,193
next to a classic wristwatch,
or a casual or a sporty one.
827
00:53:58,819 --> 00:54:02,698
The diamond cut is classic,
but the arrangement is so bold.
828
00:54:03,490 --> 00:54:06,785
She's a totally daring designer.
Revolutionary. I mean,
829
00:54:06,869 --> 00:54:09,496
they come in absolutely radiant colors.
830
00:54:09,788 --> 00:54:10,998
[CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY]
831
00:54:11,623 --> 00:54:13,250
- [SIGHS]
- Look at these.
832
00:54:13,834 --> 00:54:16,753
The Blue Caribbean and the Pearl Dream.
833
00:54:16,879 --> 00:54:21,508
Any one of these would be totally
captivating anywhere near that...
834
00:54:22,301 --> 00:54:23,427
You okay?
835
00:54:23,927 --> 00:54:24,928
Yeah.
836
00:54:25,554 --> 00:54:26,972
You look like shit.
837
00:54:28,515 --> 00:54:29,892
You should really chill.
838
00:54:35,439 --> 00:54:37,399
[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
839
00:54:42,696 --> 00:54:44,531
[CROWS CAWING]
840
00:54:53,332 --> 00:54:55,459
Yeah. Okay, so, um...
841
00:54:57,586 --> 00:55:01,340
I guess some of you may have heard
about the heroin epidemic.
842
00:55:03,592 --> 00:55:04,760
Um...
843
00:55:05,761 --> 00:55:08,055
Okay. Uh, so, I, uh...
844
00:55:09,514 --> 00:55:15,187
I was a straight-A student
who... never graduated high school.
845
00:55:17,105 --> 00:55:19,441
[CLICKS TONGUE] I live at home
with my mom,
846
00:55:19,524 --> 00:55:22,945
but last week,
I was sleeping on the streets.
847
00:55:26,782 --> 00:55:27,950
Don't have a job...
848
00:55:30,410 --> 00:55:33,705
or any job skills or a dollar to my name.
849
00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:41,380
Some of my teeth aren't even... mine.
850
00:55:43,966 --> 00:55:45,259
[STUDENTS GROANING]
851
00:55:52,724 --> 00:55:55,727
See that, um, that lady in the back?
852
00:55:57,854 --> 00:55:59,147
That's my mom.
853
00:56:01,108 --> 00:56:03,235
She drove me here today... [SNIFFLES]
854
00:56:04,861 --> 00:56:09,241
...because I, uh... My license was
suspended 'cause of so many DUIs.
855
00:56:12,786 --> 00:56:16,832
But even if I did have my license,
she wouldn't trust me with her car.
856
00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:22,129
Because I have... I have robbed her blind.
857
00:56:23,755 --> 00:56:27,676
Money, jewelry, credit cards.
858
00:56:29,886 --> 00:56:31,013
And I...
859
00:56:32,097 --> 00:56:38,603
I have degraded myself for drugs, in ways...
860
00:56:43,692 --> 00:56:46,278
[VOICE SHAKING] ...in ways that
you don't want to know.
861
00:56:48,447 --> 00:56:50,198
The only thing...
862
00:56:51,116 --> 00:56:54,286
The only thing
I care about is getting high,
863
00:56:55,495 --> 00:56:59,291
because getting high
makes me forget about the mess
864
00:56:59,374 --> 00:57:01,960
that I have made of my life getting high.
865
00:57:02,794 --> 00:57:04,129
Then just don't.
866
00:57:05,797 --> 00:57:06,923
Excuse me?
867
00:57:08,258 --> 00:57:09,635
Sorry. It's just...
868
00:57:10,636 --> 00:57:13,347
I would never let myself fall that far.
869
00:57:13,639 --> 00:57:14,765
[MOLLY SCOFFS SOFTLY]
870
00:57:16,016 --> 00:57:18,977
Right. Right, of course.
871
00:57:20,187 --> 00:57:22,731
Do you know how many times
that I have told myself that?
872
00:57:22,814 --> 00:57:28,695
That I'm not gonna
let myself steal to get high?
873
00:57:28,820 --> 00:57:34,368
That I'm not gonna let myself lose
custody of my children to get high?
874
00:57:34,951 --> 00:57:38,497
That I'm not gonna let myself
stab a needle into my arm?
875
00:57:38,580 --> 00:57:41,667
I'm not gonna let myself
stab it into my chest?
876
00:57:43,543 --> 00:57:45,087
I have woken up
877
00:57:46,421 --> 00:57:48,298
almost every morning
878
00:57:48,423 --> 00:57:51,343
for the past couple of years
and told myself...
879
00:57:54,513 --> 00:57:57,057
that this is it. That today...
880
00:57:58,016 --> 00:58:00,102
Today, I'm not gonna get high.
881
00:58:02,187 --> 00:58:04,564
And an hour, an hour later,
882
00:58:04,648 --> 00:58:07,526
I am meeting up
with my dealer to get high.
883
00:58:10,779 --> 00:58:14,700
I fail every single day.
884
00:58:19,454 --> 00:58:21,289
I'm so sorry, Mom.
885
00:58:27,879 --> 00:58:29,423
[DEB SIGHS] My God.
886
00:58:30,173 --> 00:58:32,968
I haven't seen you like that for so long.
887
00:58:33,093 --> 00:58:34,094
Like what?
888
00:58:34,386 --> 00:58:37,139
Confident, honest.
889
00:58:38,014 --> 00:58:43,937
Taking full responsibility.
Just... I don't know. Just being yourself.
890
00:58:44,563 --> 00:58:48,108
You should have seen the way
they were looking at you, just riveted.
891
00:58:49,735 --> 00:58:52,738
Yeah, I feel good. Strong.
892
00:58:52,988 --> 00:58:57,033
If there's anyone who has the strength
to break free of this shit, it's you.
893
00:58:57,743 --> 00:58:59,369
I really believe that.
894
00:59:01,997 --> 00:59:03,248
I'm proud of you.
895
00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:21,767
- [MOLLY] Can you make a right up here?
- What for?
896
00:59:22,517 --> 00:59:24,186
I want to show you something.
897
00:59:24,394 --> 00:59:26,396
[CAR TURN SIGNAL TICKING]
898
00:59:27,314 --> 00:59:28,398
Pull over right here.
899
00:59:28,523 --> 00:59:29,775
- Here?
- Yeah.
900
00:59:35,113 --> 00:59:36,823
You see that building over there?
901
00:59:38,533 --> 00:59:40,285
Eric and I used to live there.
902
00:59:40,410 --> 00:59:41,787
For how long?
903
00:59:43,371 --> 00:59:45,540
A year, year and a half.
904
00:59:47,793 --> 00:59:49,461
Were you terrified?
905
00:59:50,629 --> 00:59:51,880
I was high.
906
00:59:53,381 --> 00:59:55,592
Did you have running water at least?
907
00:59:56,301 --> 00:59:58,470
- Yeah, and room service.
- Oh.
908
00:59:58,553 --> 00:59:59,846
Come on, Mom.
909
01:00:04,392 --> 01:00:07,229
You know, I've been wanting
to ask you something,
910
01:00:07,354 --> 01:00:10,649
but I do not want you
to take it in the wrong way.
911
01:00:10,732 --> 01:00:13,276
- Yeah.
- I... Just no judgment.
912
01:00:14,069 --> 01:00:15,821
Okay. Just come out with it.
913
01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:19,241
Did you ever...
914
01:00:21,451 --> 01:00:23,203
prostitute yourself?
915
01:00:27,332 --> 01:00:29,084
I never had sex for money.
916
01:00:31,127 --> 01:00:32,754
But I have had sex for drugs.
917
01:00:32,879 --> 01:00:35,006
- Well, that's not prostitution.
- Well...
918
01:00:35,715 --> 01:00:41,555
No, that's survival. That's a...
A sick person trying to survive.
919
01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:43,974
Yeah, but if I had had sex
for money to buy drugs,
920
01:00:44,057 --> 01:00:45,934
would that make me a prostitute?
921
01:00:48,937 --> 01:00:50,438
So, what's the verdict, Mom?
922
01:00:52,274 --> 01:00:55,360
Whore? Not whore?
923
01:00:58,363 --> 01:00:59,906
Wait, wait, wait, since... Sorry.
924
01:00:59,990 --> 01:01:01,992
Since we're already here,
I meant to ask you,
925
01:01:02,075 --> 01:01:04,286
can we go and find a friend of mine?
926
01:01:04,369 --> 01:01:07,998
Her name is Sammy.
We used to live together sometimes.
927
01:01:08,123 --> 01:01:09,416
- Who?
- Sammy.
928
01:01:09,499 --> 01:01:10,917
We used to look out for each other.
929
01:01:11,001 --> 01:01:13,336
She texted me two days ago
from someone else's phone,
930
01:01:13,420 --> 01:01:16,631
and then she just vanished.
I think that she's in trouble.
931
01:01:17,340 --> 01:01:18,717
Look, I want to go help her.
932
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:19,801
No, I don't want to stay
933
01:01:19,885 --> 01:01:22,721
- any longer than needed.
- I would like to help her. We're already...
934
01:01:22,804 --> 01:01:24,097
She's 15!
935
01:01:24,890 --> 01:01:27,392
Mom, she's 15.
936
01:01:31,271 --> 01:01:34,107
This isn't one of your schemes?
937
01:01:34,691 --> 01:01:37,027
You are so close to getting that shot.
938
01:01:38,778 --> 01:01:39,988
Mom, look at me.
939
01:01:43,116 --> 01:01:44,743
I'm doing good.
940
01:01:45,410 --> 01:01:48,955
I just want to build momentum.
I want to start helping people,
941
01:01:49,039 --> 01:01:53,418
to just start making up for all the shit
that I have put everybody through.
942
01:01:53,501 --> 01:01:54,628
That's all.
943
01:01:55,337 --> 01:01:58,131
Please. I am begging you.
Just give me 15 minutes.
944
01:01:59,591 --> 01:02:02,552
Five! Five minutes.
I know where she lives.
945
01:02:04,596 --> 01:02:08,266
Mom, maybe if she sees me doing good,
it will help her get help.
946
01:02:13,855 --> 01:02:15,023
Please.
947
01:02:17,275 --> 01:02:19,736
- Five minutes.
- Okay, five minutes.
948
01:02:20,946 --> 01:02:21,947
Let's go.
949
01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:24,324
[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
950
01:02:36,127 --> 01:02:37,754
- Five minutes.
- Okay.
951
01:02:47,055 --> 01:02:50,183
She texted you?
How did she even get your phone number?
952
01:02:53,937 --> 01:02:54,938
You shopping?
953
01:02:55,647 --> 01:02:59,234
- Excuse me?
- Are you buying? You looking for a fix?
954
01:02:59,359 --> 01:03:01,569
Do I look like I'm shopping?
955
01:03:02,737 --> 01:03:06,116
Oh, shit. Mrs. Wheeler.
956
01:03:07,492 --> 01:03:11,663
It's me, Eric. Molly's old boyfriend.
957
01:03:15,000 --> 01:03:16,584
Jesus, Eric.
958
01:03:16,751 --> 01:03:19,129
- What are you doing here?
- Molly's in there.
959
01:03:19,754 --> 01:03:21,881
She's just looking for a friend.
960
01:03:21,965 --> 01:03:25,760
She's clean, so stay away from her.
961
01:03:25,844 --> 01:03:26,803
Oh...
962
01:03:27,595 --> 01:03:30,140
Oh, I don't think
that she wants to see me.
963
01:03:31,099 --> 01:03:33,852
I haven't seen her since she was pregnant.
964
01:03:34,853 --> 01:03:37,147
She didn't want me at the clinic.
965
01:03:39,941 --> 01:03:41,234
Oh, shit.
966
01:03:41,943 --> 01:03:43,486
She didn't tell you.
967
01:03:44,237 --> 01:03:46,740
[HESITATES] Of course she did. [CHUCKLES]
968
01:03:46,990 --> 01:03:50,785
You wouldn't happen to have
a couple of dollars that I could borrow?
969
01:03:50,910 --> 01:03:53,079
Mrs. Wheeler, I'm hungry.
970
01:04:00,086 --> 01:04:01,880
Molly, come on!
971
01:04:05,383 --> 01:04:06,885
Oh, God!
972
01:04:09,971 --> 01:04:11,306
- Hey.
- Get in the car.
973
01:04:11,389 --> 01:04:14,601
They said she's staying down the street.
I'm gonna go and check.
974
01:04:14,726 --> 01:04:18,229
No way. Are you crazy?
Does Sammy even exist?
975
01:04:19,564 --> 01:04:23,068
- Fuck you.
- Get in the goddamn car!
976
01:04:23,943 --> 01:04:25,612
[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
977
01:04:33,536 --> 01:04:34,746
Just get in the car!
978
01:04:42,087 --> 01:04:43,046
[HONKS HORN]
979
01:04:43,129 --> 01:04:45,757
Molly! Please!
980
01:04:48,510 --> 01:04:49,803
I'll leave you!
981
01:04:49,928 --> 01:04:53,098
You think I fucking give a shit? Watch me!
982
01:04:55,683 --> 01:04:58,770
You fucking ungrateful bitch!
983
01:05:03,191 --> 01:05:05,110
[SOBBING]
984
01:05:08,613 --> 01:05:10,115
[TRAIN HORN BLARING DISTANTLY]
985
01:05:12,075 --> 01:05:13,284
[CAR LOCK CHIRPS]
986
01:05:13,368 --> 01:05:15,411
[DOG BARKING]
987
01:05:19,249 --> 01:05:20,708
[PANTING]
988
01:05:22,752 --> 01:05:24,629
[COUGHING NEARBY]
989
01:05:28,967 --> 01:05:30,760
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
990
01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:32,929
[HELICOPTER WHIRRING OVERHEAD]
991
01:05:43,481 --> 01:05:45,400
[BED RATTLING]
992
01:05:47,235 --> 01:05:49,445
[MAN AND WOMAN PANTING]
993
01:06:02,041 --> 01:06:04,002
Molly, what the fuck are you...
994
01:06:04,085 --> 01:06:05,670
[WOMAN CRYING NEARBY]
995
01:06:06,713 --> 01:06:08,923
[WOMAN WHIMPERING]
996
01:06:09,382 --> 01:06:10,967
[MOLLY] Sammy, can you sit up?
997
01:06:12,844 --> 01:06:15,471
- Molly, I am so done with your fucking...
- [MOLLY GROANS]
998
01:06:15,555 --> 01:06:17,515
- What are you doing here?
- This is Sammy!
999
01:06:17,599 --> 01:06:19,809
I'm just trying
to get her temperature down.
1000
01:06:19,893 --> 01:06:21,227
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
1001
01:06:21,311 --> 01:06:23,605
- Come with me right now.
- Calm the fuck down!
1002
01:06:23,688 --> 01:06:25,190
- [MAN] What the fuck?
- Stop it!
1003
01:06:25,273 --> 01:06:28,693
- What are you doing here?
- Who are you? Think I'm scared of you?
1004
01:06:28,776 --> 01:06:31,196
- [SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
- [MOLLY] No! No, no!
1005
01:06:31,279 --> 01:06:33,156
You fucked up! You got me fucked up now.
1006
01:06:33,281 --> 01:06:35,283
- Greg, that's my mom.
- What? What?
1007
01:06:36,326 --> 01:06:39,329
[DEB] You people are monsters,
you hear me?
1008
01:06:39,412 --> 01:06:43,499
- You deserve to die! I'll kill you myself!
- You almost got both of us killed!
1009
01:06:43,583 --> 01:06:44,959
- [CAR LOCK CHIRPS]
- Jesus!
1010
01:06:45,043 --> 01:06:47,754
You are unhinged! You are scaring me!
1011
01:06:47,879 --> 01:06:50,006
- Now you know what it's like.
- [GASPS]
1012
01:06:50,590 --> 01:06:53,051
[MOLLY] I was just trying to help Sammy.
1013
01:07:00,975 --> 01:07:02,852
[MAN ON TV] Yeah. I got a brother.
1014
01:07:02,977 --> 01:07:05,772
No, he couldn't possibly be here.
He's in South America.
1015
01:07:05,897 --> 01:07:08,858
Yes. He's not in South America?
1016
01:07:09,943 --> 01:07:11,653
Yeah. All right. Send him in.
1017
01:07:12,487 --> 01:07:15,740
He's very charming. Charming.
1018
01:07:15,823 --> 01:07:18,576
You have the charm
of an old-fashioned train wreck.
1019
01:07:18,660 --> 01:07:19,702
[MAN 2] I'm your brother.
1020
01:07:19,786 --> 01:07:21,829
- [MAN 1] Don't rub it in.
- [LAUGHTER ON TV]
1021
01:07:21,913 --> 01:07:24,791
You're the brother that's embarrassed
and humiliated me for years.
1022
01:07:24,874 --> 01:07:26,960
- [MOLLY] Stupid. [LAUGHS]
- [SIGHS]
1023
01:07:30,338 --> 01:07:34,092
Wait a second. Ringadingadingadink.
Ringadingadink. My card.
1024
01:07:36,344 --> 01:07:38,513
I saw Eric today.
1025
01:07:39,764 --> 01:07:40,848
Who?
1026
01:07:41,849 --> 01:07:44,269
Guitar Eric, your boyfriend.
1027
01:07:46,688 --> 01:07:49,816
- Where?
- Outside that flop house.
1028
01:07:50,525 --> 01:07:54,237
He came over to the car
trying to sell me some drugs.
1029
01:07:54,946 --> 01:07:57,615
Mom, I swear,
I did not know that he was there.
1030
01:07:58,866 --> 01:08:02,078
If you think that I was trying
to scheme you, I wasn't.
1031
01:08:02,203 --> 01:08:03,288
He...
1032
01:08:04,664 --> 01:08:09,294
He said something
about you being... pregnant.
1033
01:08:12,171 --> 01:08:13,381
I'm not judging you.
1034
01:08:15,049 --> 01:08:18,303
Eric said you...
you didn't want him to be with you.
1035
01:08:19,095 --> 01:08:21,973
I'm just sorry that you had
to go through that alone.
1036
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:24,726
An abortion is hard enough as it is.
1037
01:08:24,809 --> 01:08:27,186
[MEN ON TV CONTINUE INDISTINCTLY]
1038
01:08:30,023 --> 01:08:31,733
I didn't have an abortion.
1039
01:08:32,900 --> 01:08:34,527
I carried it to term.
1040
01:08:37,488 --> 01:08:40,783
I spent seven months puking every morning
1041
01:08:40,867 --> 01:08:46,998
from morning sickness and withdrawals
and staying on couches.
1042
01:08:48,541 --> 01:08:51,336
[SIGHS] That was
the hardest thing I've ever done.
1043
01:08:57,884 --> 01:08:59,594
Beautiful baby, though.
1044
01:09:00,553 --> 01:09:01,763
It's a boy.
1045
01:09:04,057 --> 01:09:05,266
Where is he?
1046
01:09:05,433 --> 01:09:10,355
[SIGHS] Uh, in New Jersey,
with a family in their forties, um...
1047
01:09:11,064 --> 01:09:14,275
No kids, rich enough to have a boat.
That's what the agency told me.
1048
01:09:14,984 --> 01:09:18,196
Well, when did this happen?
1049
01:09:18,946 --> 01:09:21,199
[CHUCKLING] Why didn't you call me?
1050
01:09:21,366 --> 01:09:25,578
Because I didn't want
another thing to feel shitty about.
1051
01:09:26,829 --> 01:09:29,040
- What's his name?
- I don't know.
1052
01:09:30,124 --> 01:09:32,126
Can I meet him? Do you get visits?
1053
01:09:32,251 --> 01:09:35,046
No. It's a closed adoption,
just like I wanted.
1054
01:09:35,505 --> 01:09:37,757
- Well, can I write them a letter?
- No!
1055
01:09:37,965 --> 01:09:39,884
Molly, that's my grandson.
1056
01:09:47,892 --> 01:09:48,893
Oh.
1057
01:09:58,111 --> 01:09:59,153
[BOTTLES CLINKING]
1058
01:10:00,613 --> 01:10:01,656
[FRIDGE DOOR CLOSES]
1059
01:10:05,743 --> 01:10:07,495
- [MOLLY] Yeah, hello.
- [SIGHS]
1060
01:10:07,912 --> 01:10:08,955
Yeah, this is her.
1061
01:10:11,082 --> 01:10:15,628
We already scheduled the shot
with Dr. Ortiz for 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
1062
01:10:17,588 --> 01:10:20,550
No, no, no, I... I can't wait.
1063
01:10:21,217 --> 01:10:22,176
No!
1064
01:10:22,885 --> 01:10:26,681
Can you please just talk to Dr. Ortiz?
Because he knows that this is urgent.
1065
01:10:26,806 --> 01:10:27,807
Please.
1066
01:10:28,641 --> 01:10:31,519
Oh, my God. Are you serious?
Are you fucking kidding me?
1067
01:10:32,395 --> 01:10:33,438
Stop!
1068
01:10:34,439 --> 01:10:35,523
Okay.
1069
01:10:36,274 --> 01:10:38,484
Yeah, we'll see you on Monday.
1070
01:10:38,776 --> 01:10:40,403
Okay. So what was that?
1071
01:10:41,237 --> 01:10:44,824
Three more days. They're waiting
for my insurance papers to go through.
1072
01:10:44,907 --> 01:10:46,826
- That's bullshit.
- I don't think I can make it.
1073
01:10:46,909 --> 01:10:49,203
Do they have any fucking idea
how hard it is
1074
01:10:49,287 --> 01:10:51,831
for us to get through one goddamn day?
1075
01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:54,292
Three days is a death sentence.
It's an eternity.
1076
01:10:54,375 --> 01:10:55,835
Jesus, you're not helping!
1077
01:10:58,921 --> 01:10:59,964
[MOLLY GROANS LOUDLY]
1078
01:11:00,089 --> 01:11:03,176
[DOOR ALARM BEEPING]
1079
01:11:08,890 --> 01:11:11,642
[MOLLY] Insurance companies.
They run the fucking world.
1080
01:11:11,726 --> 01:11:13,728
[DEB] Why didn't I hear your phone ring?
1081
01:11:15,688 --> 01:11:17,023
- What?
- Your phone?
1082
01:11:17,148 --> 01:11:19,942
- Why didn't I hear it ring?
- Because it was on vibrate.
1083
01:11:20,151 --> 01:11:23,738
Why is the office still open?
It's after six o'clock.
1084
01:11:24,322 --> 01:11:26,324
- I don't know.
- I want to see your phone.
1085
01:11:26,407 --> 01:11:28,075
- Give me your phone.
- Are you crazy?
1086
01:11:28,159 --> 01:11:29,243
- Am I crazy?
- Yes.
1087
01:11:29,327 --> 01:11:32,330
How many fake phone calls
have you made since you hurt your knee?
1088
01:11:32,413 --> 01:11:35,708
Did you ever even hurt your knee?
Has it been lies from the beginning?
1089
01:11:35,791 --> 01:11:37,793
Are you doing this to me right now?
Oh, my God.
1090
01:11:37,877 --> 01:11:40,630
- Just never ends.
- You're such a trigger!
1091
01:11:40,713 --> 01:11:42,381
It just goes on and on.
1092
01:11:42,465 --> 01:11:44,175
I am so sorry
1093
01:11:44,258 --> 01:11:49,096
that my drug addiction
is so incredibly difficult on you.
1094
01:11:51,766 --> 01:11:55,520
Look, I am not going
to make it to Monday if I stay here.
1095
01:11:56,395 --> 01:11:57,730
[DEB SNIFFLES]
1096
01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:03,069
I'm gonna go to Sean's.
I'm gonna go stay with Sean.
1097
01:12:03,152 --> 01:12:04,820
He said that he can pick me up.
1098
01:12:04,904 --> 01:12:07,865
It will be good. I can see the kids.
I could be with the kids...
1099
01:12:07,949 --> 01:12:11,494
What Sean? The same Sean
who wanted you to score for him?
1100
01:12:11,744 --> 01:12:13,037
Do you hear yourself?
1101
01:12:13,788 --> 01:12:16,582
I mean, do you fucking hear yourself?
1102
01:12:16,832 --> 01:12:18,000
Do you?
1103
01:12:18,459 --> 01:12:22,588
If I say it's sunny outside,
are you gonna go and check?
1104
01:12:23,047 --> 01:12:24,382
I might have to.
1105
01:12:25,633 --> 01:12:27,635
Well, then, maybe when I'm dead,
1106
01:12:27,718 --> 01:12:31,472
you can tell yourself,
"Hmm, she's just pretending."
1107
01:12:34,976 --> 01:12:36,185
All right.
1108
01:12:38,813 --> 01:12:40,565
Do what you're gonna do.
1109
01:12:48,823 --> 01:12:51,867
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [ALARM BEEPS]
1110
01:12:52,618 --> 01:12:53,869
Fuck!
1111
01:12:55,580 --> 01:12:57,540
[SOBS]
1112
01:12:58,374 --> 01:13:00,001
[CLOCK TICKING]
1113
01:13:00,084 --> 01:13:01,460
[CAR HORN HONKS]
1114
01:13:15,308 --> 01:13:16,392
So, uh...
1115
01:13:18,936 --> 01:13:20,438
I'll see you Monday at 8:00.
1116
01:13:23,149 --> 01:13:24,150
Hm.
1117
01:13:32,783 --> 01:13:33,951
I love you.
1118
01:13:37,913 --> 01:13:39,498
[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
1119
01:13:45,212 --> 01:13:46,297
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [ALARM BEEPS]
1120
01:13:48,299 --> 01:13:50,301
- You all right?
- Yeah.
1121
01:13:59,018 --> 01:14:00,561
[ENGINE STARTS]
1122
01:14:04,774 --> 01:14:05,941
[FRIDGE DOOR OPENS]
1123
01:14:10,905 --> 01:14:13,366
- Hey. You okay?
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
1124
01:14:13,449 --> 01:14:14,700
[CHRIS] Mm-hmm?
1125
01:14:14,825 --> 01:14:18,204
You can't go down the hole
with her every time, Deb.
1126
01:14:18,287 --> 01:14:20,414
- You gotta put yourself first.
- Oh...
1127
01:14:21,374 --> 01:14:23,084
You know, sometimes I just...
1128
01:14:24,835 --> 01:14:27,171
Sometimes, I feel
that you're patronizing me.
1129
01:14:27,296 --> 01:14:28,839
- Really?
- Yeah.
1130
01:14:28,964 --> 01:14:31,676
Just feeding me pat little phrases.
1131
01:14:31,801 --> 01:14:34,595
- Does that make you happy doing that?
- Okay.
1132
01:14:34,720 --> 01:14:36,389
Oh, don't fucking walk away.
1133
01:14:37,390 --> 01:14:38,516
[SIGHS]
1134
01:14:42,770 --> 01:14:43,979
Well, say something.
1135
01:14:45,731 --> 01:14:47,483
[SIGHS] You're such a wimp.
1136
01:14:48,609 --> 01:14:49,610
[SIGHS]
1137
01:14:50,403 --> 01:14:51,445
Oh, what?
1138
01:14:52,697 --> 01:14:56,701
What, Chris? Say something.
Saint fucking Chris.
1139
01:14:56,784 --> 01:14:59,912
You wanna have a fight, is that it? Huh?
1140
01:15:00,037 --> 01:15:02,581
You want us to have
a knockdown, drag-out fight
1141
01:15:02,707 --> 01:15:07,128
so you can blow off some fucking steam?
I'm not your fucking punching bag, Deb!
1142
01:15:07,962 --> 01:15:11,048
I'm not your fucking punching bag.
1143
01:15:13,342 --> 01:15:14,510
Oh, God.
1144
01:15:15,594 --> 01:15:16,637
- I'm sorry.
- Stop.
1145
01:15:16,721 --> 01:15:20,182
- I'm sorry.
- Just stop apologizing, it's annoying.
1146
01:15:22,560 --> 01:15:24,103
How did I get here?
1147
01:15:24,812 --> 01:15:26,230
What did I do?
1148
01:15:27,857 --> 01:15:28,983
Nothing.
1149
01:15:29,650 --> 01:15:31,026
No, you...
1150
01:15:32,194 --> 01:15:35,197
You... have done nothing.
1151
01:15:36,574 --> 01:15:41,328
You know, maybe it's just
the way her brain is wired, you know?
1152
01:15:41,871 --> 01:15:46,751
Maybe if she'd taken the pills
the year before, or a year after,
1153
01:15:46,834 --> 01:15:48,669
she wouldn't have gotten hooked.
1154
01:15:50,379 --> 01:15:53,048
Or she needed to be high
because she was too sensitive,
1155
01:15:53,174 --> 01:15:57,970
or not... sensitive enough,
or if you'd stayed in your bad marriage,
1156
01:15:58,053 --> 01:16:01,307
she would have been an even bigger addict.
1157
01:16:02,183 --> 01:16:05,227
Or if you bought her
those blue shoes that time
1158
01:16:05,352 --> 01:16:07,938
when she was three, instead of the red.
1159
01:16:09,231 --> 01:16:10,608
Or it's none of that.
1160
01:16:11,650 --> 01:16:17,448
Because maybe the moment
her father's sperm reached your egg,
1161
01:16:17,531 --> 01:16:22,161
she was already an addict,
waiting to happen.
1162
01:16:22,244 --> 01:16:25,039
[SOBBING]
1163
01:16:30,169 --> 01:16:32,296
Come here.
1164
01:16:33,047 --> 01:16:34,173
Okay.
1165
01:16:38,302 --> 01:16:40,596
[MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING]
1166
01:16:59,532 --> 01:17:00,825
Thank you.
1167
01:17:01,450 --> 01:17:02,701
[WOMAN] It never ends.
1168
01:17:02,785 --> 01:17:05,371
I still get panic attacks
when there's a siren.
1169
01:17:05,496 --> 01:17:07,498
Even one on TV.
1170
01:17:07,623 --> 01:17:10,125
Every time the phone rings,
my heart stops.
1171
01:17:10,251 --> 01:17:14,171
My old ring tone
makes me pee, literally. [CHUCKLES]
1172
01:17:14,296 --> 01:17:16,215
I was at the pharmacy
1173
01:17:16,298 --> 01:17:18,300
and the lady next to me
had it on her phone.
1174
01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:21,595
I nearly wet myself
when I heard it. [LAUGHS]
1175
01:17:22,388 --> 01:17:27,393
[SNIFFLES] This new shrink diagnosed me
with chronic anxiety.
1176
01:17:27,476 --> 01:17:31,230
[CHUCKLES] He wants to give me
something to help me sleep.
1177
01:17:31,313 --> 01:17:33,399
I said I can't keep pills at the house.
1178
01:17:34,441 --> 01:17:36,110
So, I keep them at work.
1179
01:17:37,069 --> 01:17:39,488
Take one pill home every evening.
1180
01:17:42,116 --> 01:17:43,784
Let go and let God...
1181
01:17:45,911 --> 01:17:47,705
This too shall pass.
1182
01:17:48,831 --> 01:17:50,875
Time takes time.
1183
01:17:51,458 --> 01:17:52,751
[WOMAN COUGHS]
1184
01:17:55,004 --> 01:17:56,005
It helps me...
1185
01:17:57,131 --> 01:17:58,215
[SNIFFLES]
1186
01:17:58,674 --> 01:18:02,303
...to believe in these... platitudes.
1187
01:18:04,179 --> 01:18:08,893
I'd be even more resentful and angry
if I didn't repeat this stuff to myself.
1188
01:18:10,019 --> 01:18:11,312
I'd be furious
1189
01:18:12,104 --> 01:18:15,733
for all... all the dead dreams.
1190
01:18:21,572 --> 01:18:24,074
[WOMAN OVER VOICEMAIL] At the tone,
please record your message.
1191
01:18:24,158 --> 01:18:25,034
- [BEEP]
- Hey!
1192
01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:26,869
I hope you're having fun with the kids.
1193
01:18:26,952 --> 01:18:30,873
I'm just checking in with you
about tomorrow. Um...
1194
01:18:31,874 --> 01:18:34,418
I'm really happy you're doing this.
1195
01:18:34,543 --> 01:18:39,590
I know it's not been an easy week,
and I can be a real hard-ass.
1196
01:18:40,549 --> 01:18:41,717
It's just that,
1197
01:18:43,344 --> 01:18:46,680
someday, I want things to be easier
for you, you know?
1198
01:18:46,764 --> 01:18:48,390
You deserve good things.
1199
01:18:49,183 --> 01:18:52,519
All right. So, um, bye. Just call me back.
1200
01:18:53,103 --> 01:18:54,396
I love you.
1201
01:18:57,858 --> 01:19:00,402
[SNIFFLING]
1202
01:19:03,030 --> 01:19:04,365
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
1203
01:19:04,490 --> 01:19:06,283
[CLOCK TICKING]
1204
01:19:06,367 --> 01:19:08,452
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
1205
01:19:24,259 --> 01:19:25,594
[SIGHS]
1206
01:19:37,773 --> 01:19:39,441
[INHALES DEEPLY]
1207
01:19:41,860 --> 01:19:43,362
[GROANS GENTLY]
1208
01:19:51,537 --> 01:19:53,247
[LINE RINGING]
1209
01:19:58,002 --> 01:20:00,337
Dale, pick up the fucking phone.
1210
01:20:00,421 --> 01:20:02,965
[VOICEMAIL] Hey, this is Dale.
Leave a message or don't.
1211
01:20:03,048 --> 01:20:04,008
[BEEP]
1212
01:20:04,675 --> 01:20:05,843
Damn it!
1213
01:20:24,778 --> 01:20:26,363
What the fuck?
1214
01:20:26,488 --> 01:20:28,574
- Do you know what time it is?
- Is he here?
1215
01:20:28,699 --> 01:20:30,492
[MAN ON TV] ...and supervise
their elections.
1216
01:20:30,576 --> 01:20:33,746
These people are not able to
sustain themselves.
1217
01:20:33,871 --> 01:20:35,164
Dale!
1218
01:20:35,289 --> 01:20:36,915
[DOGS BARKING DISTANTLY]
1219
01:20:39,877 --> 01:20:41,128
[DALE] Fuck.
1220
01:20:43,714 --> 01:20:45,132
Have you heard from Molly?
1221
01:20:46,050 --> 01:20:47,259
No. Why?
1222
01:20:47,843 --> 01:20:52,264
Why? Oh, Jesus Christ.
Did you even bother to call her?
1223
01:20:53,724 --> 01:20:55,642
Why the hell not?
1224
01:20:55,768 --> 01:20:57,227
This is your daughter's life.
1225
01:20:57,352 --> 01:21:00,064
- Because I can't control it, Deb.
- Oh, come on, Dale.
1226
01:21:01,065 --> 01:21:04,985
She's one day away from getting a shot
that might actually save her life.
1227
01:21:05,069 --> 01:21:07,946
And God knows where she is
and you don't give a shit!
1228
01:21:08,030 --> 01:21:13,535
I give a shit. There's not a day
that goes by that I don't think about her.
1229
01:21:13,619 --> 01:21:15,662
But it's not up to me
to change any of that.
1230
01:21:15,746 --> 01:21:18,290
And God knows I've fooled myself
time and time again before.
1231
01:21:18,373 --> 01:21:19,374
And so did you.
1232
01:21:19,917 --> 01:21:22,503
- I'm done.
- Oh, God. That's so convenient.
1233
01:21:22,878 --> 01:21:25,589
I thought you weren't gonna
let her back in until she was clean.
1234
01:21:25,672 --> 01:21:26,799
She's been clean a week.
1235
01:21:26,924 --> 01:21:27,925
[LAUGHS] Oh!
1236
01:21:28,008 --> 01:21:30,636
Oh, boy. Well, when it's real,
you let me know.
1237
01:21:30,761 --> 01:21:32,262
So you want us to do all the work?
1238
01:21:32,387 --> 01:21:34,181
You're not doing the fucking work, Deb!
1239
01:21:35,099 --> 01:21:37,392
She's doing it!
If in fact, she's even doing it.
1240
01:21:37,476 --> 01:21:39,311
So don't fucking flatter yourself here.
1241
01:21:39,394 --> 01:21:41,939
You're not gonna make me
feel guilty about this either,
1242
01:21:42,022 --> 01:21:43,315
so why don't you kiss my ass?
1243
01:21:43,398 --> 01:21:45,609
You know what?
We wouldn't even be standing here
1244
01:21:45,692 --> 01:21:47,236
if you'd paid more attention to her
1245
01:21:47,319 --> 01:21:49,488
- when she got that injury.
- You say this is my fault?
1246
01:21:49,571 --> 01:21:53,283
Is that the game you want to play?
Let's. You walked out on us.
1247
01:21:53,784 --> 01:21:55,661
Because you wanted to find the new you.
1248
01:21:55,786 --> 01:21:58,372
She wanted her mom back,
she wanted her mom's attention,
1249
01:21:58,455 --> 01:22:00,874
and that's exactly
what she friggin' got, didn't she?
1250
01:22:00,958 --> 01:22:04,253
Fuck you, Dale!
Save the speeches for her funeral.
1251
01:22:04,336 --> 01:22:06,296
Oh, you're planning her funeral now, huh?
1252
01:22:06,380 --> 01:22:08,924
You have a flair for drama there,
don't you, Deb?
1253
01:22:09,049 --> 01:22:10,801
Whoa, whoa, whoa...
1254
01:22:14,847 --> 01:22:15,681
[SIGHS]
1255
01:22:15,764 --> 01:22:17,224
[SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING]
1256
01:22:20,978 --> 01:22:22,020
[SIGHS]
1257
01:22:30,779 --> 01:22:31,864
[BOTTLE CLATTERS]
1258
01:22:45,919 --> 01:22:47,087
Any news?
1259
01:22:48,213 --> 01:22:49,464
Mm-mm.
1260
01:22:50,841 --> 01:22:54,636
[RAPID KNOCKING ON DOOR]
1261
01:22:58,140 --> 01:23:00,267
- [ELECTRONIC VOICE] Door one.
- Where have you been?
1262
01:23:00,350 --> 01:23:02,769
- Hey!
- [DEB] What the fuck?
1263
01:23:03,395 --> 01:23:07,691
- I've been trying to call you.
- My phone died. Why aren't you ready?
1264
01:23:07,816 --> 01:23:10,027
We have to be there in, like, 45 minutes.
1265
01:23:11,111 --> 01:23:12,112
All right.
1266
01:23:13,322 --> 01:23:15,407
- [CHRIS CHUCKLES]
- [MOLLY] Come on.
1267
01:23:18,744 --> 01:23:19,995
[DEB EXHALES]
1268
01:23:22,789 --> 01:23:24,333
Okay, I'm almost there.
1269
01:23:25,542 --> 01:23:26,585
How are the kids?
1270
01:23:27,419 --> 01:23:30,547
[SMACKS LIPS] They're good.
Yeah, they, um...
1271
01:23:31,965 --> 01:23:33,550
They say hi.
1272
01:23:38,889 --> 01:23:40,015
What?
1273
01:23:41,725 --> 01:23:42,768
Um...
1274
01:23:46,730 --> 01:23:48,023
I need your pee.
1275
01:23:49,816 --> 01:23:52,361
- What?
- I said I need your pee.
1276
01:23:52,486 --> 01:23:56,865
Like, in a plastic container.
I need your pee, now.
1277
01:23:59,701 --> 01:24:02,412
Oh, my God.
Do I have to spell it out for you?
1278
01:24:04,248 --> 01:24:05,666
I'm not clean.
1279
01:24:09,002 --> 01:24:12,089
The other day when we went
looking for Sammy, I, um...
1280
01:24:13,632 --> 01:24:15,550
I met up with a dealer.
1281
01:24:16,885 --> 01:24:18,345
With what money?
1282
01:24:20,430 --> 01:24:21,473
Oh.
1283
01:24:22,307 --> 01:24:24,017
You fucking thief.
1284
01:24:26,937 --> 01:24:28,647
And the appointment?
1285
01:24:29,189 --> 01:24:30,524
I faked it.
1286
01:24:31,942 --> 01:24:33,068
I'm sorry.
1287
01:24:34,194 --> 01:24:37,698
And the weekend, visiting the kids?
1288
01:24:38,365 --> 01:24:39,866
No, I saw them. [SNIFFLES]
1289
01:24:39,992 --> 01:24:43,578
I did. I even took them
to the movies, but then, um...
1290
01:24:45,122 --> 01:24:48,250
Then Sean and I got a sitter
and we went out and, uh...
1291
01:24:51,878 --> 01:24:53,463
I got high.
1292
01:24:57,301 --> 01:24:59,428
[SOBBING] I'm sorry. I suck.
1293
01:25:01,722 --> 01:25:04,016
I'm a terrible person.
1294
01:25:04,891 --> 01:25:05,934
[SIGHS]
1295
01:25:10,897 --> 01:25:13,525
I am a fucking moron.
1296
01:25:14,151 --> 01:25:17,321
No, no, because I'm here now.
1297
01:25:17,446 --> 01:25:19,614
Look, I could have stayed back at Sean's,
1298
01:25:19,698 --> 01:25:23,952
or met back up with Eric
or just disappeared, but I didn't.
1299
01:25:24,578 --> 01:25:27,289
I don't want to do this anymore!
1300
01:25:27,414 --> 01:25:29,916
Okay? Please. I just want to get the shot.
1301
01:25:30,042 --> 01:25:32,127
- Well, you can't, Moll. It's over.
- I can.
1302
01:25:32,210 --> 01:25:35,714
You have drugs in your system.
Maybe you could wait for another week.
1303
01:25:35,797 --> 01:25:39,301
I am not gonna make it another week,
and you and I both know that.
1304
01:25:39,760 --> 01:25:41,428
[SNIFFLING] Mom, please.
1305
01:25:43,013 --> 01:25:44,890
Please, just give me your pee.
1306
01:25:44,973 --> 01:25:47,267
If you give me your pee,
I can pass the drug test.
1307
01:25:47,351 --> 01:25:48,518
I can get the shot.
1308
01:25:48,602 --> 01:25:52,689
And that means that I can't get high
for an entire month.
1309
01:25:53,148 --> 01:25:55,776
No, you have drugs in your system.
1310
01:25:55,859 --> 01:25:57,736
- No.
- Mom, please.
1311
01:25:57,861 --> 01:26:01,198
Please, I am begging you
for help to get clean.
1312
01:26:02,699 --> 01:26:05,202
Look, this could be it, okay?
1313
01:26:05,994 --> 01:26:08,288
It's like what you said
on the message last night
1314
01:26:08,372 --> 01:26:10,540
about this being
the start of something new.
1315
01:26:11,583 --> 01:26:12,667
It is.
1316
01:26:13,377 --> 01:26:15,212
I thought your phone was dead.
1317
01:26:17,631 --> 01:26:18,673
Fuck.
1318
01:26:24,304 --> 01:26:27,057
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
1319
01:26:58,255 --> 01:26:59,381
[DOOR OPENS]
1320
01:27:11,893 --> 01:27:12,894
[MOLLY] Thank you.
1321
01:27:12,978 --> 01:27:13,979
[DOOR OPENS]
1322
01:27:16,982 --> 01:27:18,108
[SIGHS DEEPLY]
1323
01:27:20,193 --> 01:27:21,278
Oh, my God.
1324
01:27:25,949 --> 01:27:28,243
What if they check
the temperature of the pee?
1325
01:27:30,704 --> 01:27:32,998
- What?
- The pee was barely lukewarm.
1326
01:27:33,081 --> 01:27:36,460
What if they check it?
Fuck! I'm freaking out.
1327
01:27:36,585 --> 01:27:38,420
- Well, don't.
- [KNOCKING AT DOOR]
1328
01:27:38,545 --> 01:27:39,546
[DOOR OPENS]
1329
01:27:40,380 --> 01:27:41,590
Okay.
1330
01:27:42,841 --> 01:27:44,217
Everything here looks good.
1331
01:27:46,052 --> 01:27:48,472
- Ready to go?
- Yeah.
1332
01:27:49,139 --> 01:27:51,224
- Uh, I'll step out.
- No.
1333
01:27:52,142 --> 01:27:53,268
Mm-mm.
1334
01:28:05,155 --> 01:28:06,156
All right.
1335
01:28:07,782 --> 01:28:09,493
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
1336
01:28:12,871 --> 01:28:13,872
Okay.
1337
01:28:45,153 --> 01:28:47,447
- What?
- How are you feeling?
1338
01:28:48,532 --> 01:28:50,909
Fine. Yeah.
1339
01:28:51,117 --> 01:28:54,120
All right. You'll get a follow-up call
at the end of the day
1340
01:28:54,204 --> 01:28:56,873
to see how you're doing.
See you in a month. Congratulations.
1341
01:28:57,082 --> 01:28:58,250
Thank you.
1342
01:28:59,918 --> 01:29:01,586
[DOOR OPENS]
1343
01:29:01,711 --> 01:29:02,879
[DOOR CLOSES]
1344
01:29:06,383 --> 01:29:07,676
[WHISPERS] Oh, my God.
1345
01:29:10,720 --> 01:29:13,640
I'm okay. I am. I, um...
1346
01:29:15,058 --> 01:29:16,059
I feel good.
1347
01:29:16,142 --> 01:29:17,269
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1348
01:29:17,394 --> 01:29:18,895
Oh, my God.
1349
01:29:19,813 --> 01:29:20,939
Yeah.
1350
01:29:21,064 --> 01:29:22,774
Oh, my God. You look good.
1351
01:29:22,857 --> 01:29:24,150
- Yeah?
- I can't believe it.
1352
01:29:24,234 --> 01:29:27,362
Thirty days without having
to worry about this nightmare.
1353
01:29:27,487 --> 01:29:30,740
Yeah. Can't believe
I went through with it.
1354
01:29:31,116 --> 01:29:32,367
Pretty damn brave.
1355
01:29:32,951 --> 01:29:34,244
Oh, my God.
1356
01:29:34,327 --> 01:29:38,290
I always knew your talent for lying
would, you know, come in handy.
1357
01:29:40,000 --> 01:29:41,584
We fucking pulled it off.
1358
01:29:42,752 --> 01:29:46,089
[LAUGHS] You hungry?
Wanna grab some breakfast?
1359
01:29:47,173 --> 01:29:48,675
[INTENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
1360
01:29:50,719 --> 01:29:52,304
[GROANS]
1361
01:29:52,512 --> 01:29:53,513
What?
1362
01:29:56,141 --> 01:29:57,225
[GAGS]
1363
01:29:57,350 --> 01:29:58,351
Oh, no!
1364
01:29:58,476 --> 01:30:00,854
[GROANING]
1365
01:30:00,937 --> 01:30:03,315
Oh, my God! Get in the car! Quick!
1366
01:30:03,398 --> 01:30:06,318
- Oh, my God!
- Here. Quick. Get in.
1367
01:30:07,152 --> 01:30:08,320
[GROANING]
1368
01:30:08,403 --> 01:30:10,071
Can you close the door? Get in.
1369
01:30:11,072 --> 01:30:14,117
- Here, let me...
- Don't fucking touch me! Fuck!
1370
01:30:14,242 --> 01:30:15,410
Oh, my God.
1371
01:30:15,535 --> 01:30:18,163
- [SHOUTING] Just fucking drive!
- [TIRES SCREECHING]
1372
01:30:18,246 --> 01:30:21,791
God. Just drive! [GROANS]
1373
01:30:26,212 --> 01:30:28,006
[MOLLY GROANING]
1374
01:30:29,382 --> 01:30:31,509
I can't. I can't...
1375
01:30:31,634 --> 01:30:33,636
Oh, my God. I can't. I can't...
1376
01:30:33,762 --> 01:30:36,389
- I know, I know, I know.
- Why did we do this?
1377
01:30:36,514 --> 01:30:38,350
Why the fuck did we do this?
1378
01:30:38,475 --> 01:30:40,560
[DEB] Can we have some help
out here, please?
1379
01:30:41,519 --> 01:30:43,605
[PANTING] Anyone? I need some help.
1380
01:30:49,361 --> 01:30:51,488
- [GROANING]
- Please, somebody help us.
1381
01:30:51,571 --> 01:30:53,615
- She's in acute withdrawal.
- [WOMAN] Heroin?
1382
01:30:53,698 --> 01:30:56,618
Yes. Just get us back there.
I've never seen her like this.
1383
01:30:56,701 --> 01:30:58,453
We can restrain her, give her fluids.
1384
01:30:58,536 --> 01:31:01,206
- But she has to go through it.
- She just had the Naltrexone shot.
1385
01:31:01,289 --> 01:31:03,416
She's not supposed to get it
with drugs in her system.
1386
01:31:03,500 --> 01:31:05,251
No shit, Sherlock.
1387
01:31:05,377 --> 01:31:08,213
Doctor, please, can you help?
She's in acute withdrawal.
1388
01:31:08,296 --> 01:31:11,508
Miss, can you sign this form?
Ma'am, she has to sign herself.
1389
01:31:11,591 --> 01:31:13,510
- She can't sign it.
- Fine!
1390
01:31:14,552 --> 01:31:17,013
- Okay, we'll call you.
- Seriously?
1391
01:31:17,847 --> 01:31:19,015
[MOLLY GROANS]
1392
01:31:19,307 --> 01:31:23,353
- Oh, come on! [SHUDDERING]
- It's okay. Okay. It's okay.
1393
01:31:23,436 --> 01:31:25,522
Mom, please, make it stop.
1394
01:31:25,647 --> 01:31:26,815
[GROANS]
1395
01:31:26,898 --> 01:31:28,191
[SCREAMS]
1396
01:31:29,025 --> 01:31:31,236
Can we have some fucking help here?
1397
01:31:31,361 --> 01:31:32,612
[GROANS]
1398
01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:34,948
- Make it stop!
- I know, I know.
1399
01:31:35,073 --> 01:31:36,991
- Here.
- I'm begging you.
1400
01:31:37,242 --> 01:31:38,076
[GAGS]
1401
01:31:38,159 --> 01:31:40,578
- No.
- I'm so sorry, Mom.
1402
01:31:40,703 --> 01:31:42,872
- Please, I can't do this.
- Yes, you can.
1403
01:31:42,956 --> 01:31:44,082
[VOMITS]
1404
01:31:44,624 --> 01:31:47,377
Are you enjoying this?
I don't fucking believe you people.
1405
01:31:47,585 --> 01:31:51,339
She's been convulsing and puking
for I don't know how long.
1406
01:31:51,423 --> 01:31:53,425
What does it take to get seen?
1407
01:31:53,550 --> 01:31:55,301
It is called a waiting room for a reason.
1408
01:31:55,427 --> 01:31:57,720
- Sometimes you wait.
- There's no one else here.
1409
01:31:57,804 --> 01:31:59,389
We take people based on the complaint
1410
01:31:59,472 --> 01:32:01,641
and some things demand
more immediate attention.
1411
01:32:01,724 --> 01:32:04,102
Thank you for your compassion.
1412
01:32:06,146 --> 01:32:09,441
Do you want to know why she's an addict?
It's because of you people.
1413
01:32:09,524 --> 01:32:11,234
So don't you sit there
1414
01:32:11,359 --> 01:32:13,695
- and fucking tell me...
- Hey, Whoa! Whoa!
1415
01:32:14,487 --> 01:32:15,697
Is everything okay?
1416
01:32:18,992 --> 01:32:20,785
- Doctor, please.
- Molly Wheeler.
1417
01:32:20,910 --> 01:32:22,871
Okay, sweetie.
1418
01:32:22,996 --> 01:32:24,414
- The doctor's here.
- I got it.
1419
01:32:24,497 --> 01:32:26,332
- Thank you.
- He's gonna take care of you.
1420
01:32:26,416 --> 01:32:28,376
We're gonna take real good care of you.
1421
01:32:28,501 --> 01:32:30,879
- Ma. Ma!
- I'm here. I'm here, sweetie.
1422
01:32:30,962 --> 01:32:32,338
Mom, don't leave.
1423
01:32:35,550 --> 01:32:37,677
[GULLS SQUAWKING]
1424
01:32:40,054 --> 01:32:42,474
[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
1425
01:33:17,300 --> 01:33:19,260
[CLOCK TICKING]
1426
01:33:23,640 --> 01:33:24,891
[DOG BARKING DISTANTLY]
1427
01:33:34,817 --> 01:33:36,110
[DOOR OPENS]
1428
01:33:37,737 --> 01:33:38,613
[DOOR CLOSES]
1429
01:33:40,406 --> 01:33:41,324
[KEYS CLATTER IN BOWL]
1430
01:33:41,407 --> 01:33:42,951
- [MOLLY] Hey.
- Hey.
1431
01:33:44,577 --> 01:33:45,703
How are the kids?
1432
01:33:46,579 --> 01:33:48,039
They're good.
1433
01:33:48,164 --> 01:33:50,250
You know, Corey's still got that cold.
1434
01:33:51,125 --> 01:33:53,253
Chloe never got it. I don't get it.
1435
01:33:53,336 --> 01:33:56,756
That kid lives off of junk food
and never gets sick.
1436
01:33:56,923 --> 01:33:59,968
[CHUCKLES] Kids are indestructible.
1437
01:34:00,301 --> 01:34:01,344
[FRIDGE DOOR CLOSES]
1438
01:34:02,512 --> 01:34:04,556
Hey, so, um... [SMACKS LIPS]
1439
01:34:04,639 --> 01:34:07,809
Sean wants me to come back again
on Friday and watch the kids.
1440
01:34:08,935 --> 01:34:11,521
I think it's good, you know,
him trusting me more.
1441
01:34:11,688 --> 01:34:12,981
Mm-hmm.
1442
01:34:15,191 --> 01:34:18,403
Say, isn't, uh, Friday
when you need to get your shot?
1443
01:34:18,695 --> 01:34:19,862
Yeah, but it's no big deal.
1444
01:34:19,946 --> 01:34:22,198
They said they can see me
first thing next week.
1445
01:34:22,323 --> 01:34:24,075
- Are you sure?
- Mm-hmm.
1446
01:34:24,200 --> 01:34:26,536
- You called them?
- Yes.
1447
01:34:26,661 --> 01:34:28,413
Yeah. Monday, three o'clock.
1448
01:34:31,082 --> 01:34:32,125
What?
1449
01:34:32,709 --> 01:34:34,002
Uh...
1450
01:34:35,128 --> 01:34:36,170
Nothing.
1451
01:34:36,879 --> 01:34:38,006
Not a thing.
1452
01:34:38,506 --> 01:34:39,632
You look wonderful.
1453
01:34:49,976 --> 01:34:52,020
[GARAGE DOOR WHIRRING]
1454
01:34:53,354 --> 01:34:55,356
[GENTLE PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
1455
01:36:04,008 --> 01:36:05,426
[EXHALES]
1456
01:36:32,495 --> 01:36:37,583
["SOMEHOW YOU DO" PLAYING]
1457
01:36:43,047 --> 01:36:47,510
{\an8}♪ So you feel like you've run outta hope ♪
1458
01:36:49,721 --> 01:36:52,223
{\an8}♪ Carrying all that weight ♪
1459
01:36:52,598 --> 01:36:54,809
♪ Your back's about to break ♪
1460
01:36:54,892 --> 01:36:59,564
♪ And you're standing
At the end of your rope ♪
1461
01:37:01,315 --> 01:37:03,609
♪ You wanna give up the fight ♪
1462
01:37:04,193 --> 01:37:06,404
♪ You see no relief in sight ♪
1463
01:37:06,487 --> 01:37:11,409
♪ And it's hard to keep the faith ♪
1464
01:37:11,826 --> 01:37:17,582
♪ But the darkest night
Still finds the day ♪
1465
01:37:18,207 --> 01:37:22,920
♪ When you think
It's the end of the road ♪
1466
01:37:23,004 --> 01:37:26,132
♪ It's just 'cause you don't know ♪
1467
01:37:26,215 --> 01:37:29,761
♪ Where the road's leading to ♪
1468
01:37:29,844 --> 01:37:34,849
♪ When you think
That the mountain's too high ♪
1469
01:37:34,932 --> 01:37:37,935
♪ And the ocean's too wide ♪
1470
01:37:38,019 --> 01:37:40,980
♪ You'll never get through ♪
1471
01:37:42,440 --> 01:37:44,776
♪ Some way ♪
1472
01:37:45,485 --> 01:37:47,653
♪ Somehow ♪
1473
01:37:49,989 --> 01:37:52,492
♪ Somehow you do ♪
1474
01:37:53,284 --> 01:37:58,039
♪ So you feel like
You're right on the brink ♪
1475
01:37:59,123 --> 01:38:01,918
♪ Oh, you're in the battle alone ♪
1476
01:38:02,001 --> 01:38:04,962
♪ And life's punched a hole in your soul ♪
1477
01:38:05,046 --> 01:38:09,759
♪ Yeah, you've been
Brought to your knees ♪
1478
01:38:11,302 --> 01:38:14,096
♪ But there's better days up ahead ♪
1479
01:38:14,180 --> 01:38:16,766
♪ You'll be back on your feet again ♪
1480
01:38:16,849 --> 01:38:21,938
♪ And you're gonna be okay ♪
1481
01:38:22,396 --> 01:38:27,568
♪ Oh, the darkest night
Will find the day ♪
1482
01:38:28,402 --> 01:38:33,199
♪ When you think
It's the end of the road ♪
1483
01:38:33,282 --> 01:38:36,118
♪ It's just 'cause you don't know ♪
1484
01:38:36,202 --> 01:38:39,455
♪ Where the road's leading to ♪
1485
01:38:40,122 --> 01:38:44,752
♪ When you think
That the mountain's too high ♪
1486
01:38:45,211 --> 01:38:47,755
♪ And the ocean's too wide ♪
1487
01:38:47,839 --> 01:38:51,676
♪ And you'll never get through ♪
1488
01:38:52,134 --> 01:38:55,179
♪ Oh, some way ♪
1489
01:38:55,638 --> 01:38:58,599
♪ Somehow ♪
1490
01:39:00,059 --> 01:39:02,478
♪ Somehow you do ♪
1491
01:39:03,104 --> 01:39:08,568
♪ 'Cause it's those times
It's those times when times get bad ♪
1492
01:39:08,943 --> 01:39:14,407
♪ You'll find the strength
You didn't know you even had ♪
1493
01:39:16,242 --> 01:39:18,452
♪ Somehow ♪
1494
01:39:18,536 --> 01:39:22,748
♪ Oh, you'll get through this ♪
1495
01:39:23,583 --> 01:39:28,546
♪ When you think
It's the end of the road ♪
1496
01:39:28,880 --> 01:39:31,591
♪ It's just 'cause you don't know ♪
1497
01:39:32,049 --> 01:39:35,094
♪ Where the road's leading to ♪
1498
01:39:35,803 --> 01:39:40,474
♪ When you think
That the mountain's too high ♪
1499
01:39:40,558 --> 01:39:43,519
♪ And the ocean's too wide ♪
1500
01:39:43,728 --> 01:39:46,814
♪ And you'll never get through ♪
1501
01:39:47,440 --> 01:39:51,235
♪ Oh, no, some way ♪
1502
01:39:51,319 --> 01:39:53,988
♪ Somehow ♪
1503
01:39:55,698 --> 01:39:58,868
♪ Somehow you do ♪
1504
01:39:59,994 --> 01:40:02,663
♪ Some way ♪
1505
01:40:02,997 --> 01:40:05,458
♪ Somehow ♪
1506
01:40:07,501 --> 01:40:10,713
♪ Somehow you do ♪
1507
01:40:14,258 --> 01:40:19,388
♪ Mm ♪