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- You know, I'm not really sure
I even want to do this,
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but this couple
down at the precinct,
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they been at me for this
for a year now.
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We've known 'em for 15 years,
I mean, Don and Jan Connolly.
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They're real good people,
but, you know,
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but they can't have kids,
so he goes, you know,
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"If I had a child, I would
want him to be like Hollis."
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Shoot, I ain't even told
my wife.
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- Mr. Lucetti.
Mr. Lucetti.
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- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm just so nervous.
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This ain't my normal routine,
you know,
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in a jar before breakfast.
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- Hollis.
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- Yes, Doc?
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- This woman is not going
to be having your baby.
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- Why?
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- You have a birth defect.
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- You mean I'm infertile?
Sterile?
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- Everything else functions,
but...
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- Have I always been infertile?
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- Yes.
I'm afraid so.
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- We got a jumper.
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He's on the roof
at the Tamlacker Building.
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- Look, I'm not feeling
so well today.
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- Well, I'll get Partridge in
to relieve you.
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Let's go.
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- Please stay behind
the barricade, ma'am.
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- Hey, how you doing?
I'm Hollis.
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- You a cop?
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- Yes, but it's okay.
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You can call me Hollis
or Holly.
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Some of my friends
call me Holly.
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- Is this your specialty,
Hollis?
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- Well, I'm a detective
in this precinct,
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and I do other work,
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but I take care
of this kind of thing too.
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- What's your success rate?
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- It's decent.
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Tell me,
what's your name?
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- Gavin.
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- Are you married, Gavin?
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- No.
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- Then what in the hell
are you doing up here?
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- That was a joke?
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- It was an attempt at a joke.
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- Well, you're married,
obviously.
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- Listen, I'm trained to talk
to you for hours on end,
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and I'll go around and around
in circles until you're so dizzy
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that you fall off of here,
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but my gut tells me that you're
too smart for the standard bull,
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so why don't we
just cut right to it
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and you tell me
what's your problem?
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- No, I think I'd like to go
around in circles for a while.
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- Okay.
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- So how long you been together,
you and your wife?
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- 15 years.
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- Is the sex still good?
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- Do we have to talk
about this, Gavin?
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- No.
I could jump.
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- Yeah, well, from way up here,
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there's nothing we can put down
that's gonna save you.
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You know that, right?
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- So is it still good?
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- Better than when we first met.
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- Isn't it usually
the other way around?
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I mean, isn't that the way
it's supposed to go?
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- Yeah, a lot of things
that are supposed to go one way
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end up going the other.
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That's one of the things
you learn in my job.
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- You been faithful?
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- Yes.
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But on the subject of faith...
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Do you have any?
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- Do you?
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- Yes.
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I'm Catholic.
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So no faith, huh?
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You got you a girlfriend?
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- Not exactly.
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- I understand.
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You one of them gay guys, huh?
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- No.
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Although I do live with one.
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He got kicked out of his job
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when they found out
he was HIV-positive.
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I took him in,
helped him get a new job.
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And now he's-
- Gavin!
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Hey!
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What are you doing?
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- Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Gavin!
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Gavin, stop for a second, man.
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- What are you doing?
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- Gavin.
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- Fuck me.
Why is this so hard?
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- You don't have to do this,
you know.
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You really don't.
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- No, actually, I do.
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And when I'm gone,
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you're gonna have to take care
of something for me, okay?
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- I won't do it.
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If you got something
that you need to handle,
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I suggest you climb in here
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and you take care of it
yourself.
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- I can't.
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- You're not up here by choice,
are you?
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- No.
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I have to stay up here
until noon
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and then jump.
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If I don't,
someone else is gonna die.
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- Why?
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- Mornin'.
- How's it goin'?
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- Good.
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- Morning, sir.
- Hey, guys.
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Oh, please, come on in.
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- You used to be a teacher,
right?
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- Yeah.
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- So I'm in
this art history class,
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and we're studying
religious art,
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and my assignment this week
is to write about an object
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that's sacred to me to which
I have an emotional attachment,
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and I need your advice.
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- Okay.
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- I found this
in one of the rooms,
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and I'm thinking, tonight,
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I'm gonna have
a religious experience.
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- So your question is,
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"Does having
a religious experience
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"with this
intimidatingly large dildo
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transform it
into a sacred object?"
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- You're so smart, Gavin.
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- Well, it's highly
questionable.
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Maybe the real question
here is,
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"Is your attachment to this
going to be emotional?"
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- Oh, my emotions
get aroused pretty easily.
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- I'll bet they do.
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- Although looking at Buzz here
and then looking at you,
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I can't help but think
"three-way."
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- Jesus Christ.
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I always enjoy
talking to you, Harper,
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but you're gonna get me fired.
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- Come on,
I'm just flirting with you.
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- It's a slippery slope.
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- How would you know?
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- Good one.
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Haven't you got some work to do?
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- Oh.
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Oh. This is Shana Harris.
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She's in
the art history class too.
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Looking for a job,
so be nice to her.
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But not too nice.
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- I didn't realize
you worked here.
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- No, I don't work very hard.
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- Does that make it
less of a coincidence?
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- I'm Gavin.
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Assistant manager.
Please have a seat.
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You live with that guy?
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- Yeah. We only just moved in.
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- How do you like it?
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- I like it.
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My husband's not so sure.
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- What's your major?
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- Accounting.
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- Ah.
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- I always thought
I'd do something in music.
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I took lessons as a kid.
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But got to earn a living,
you know?
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- People don't earn a living
with music?
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- I'm just looking
for a part-time job
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to help with tuition.
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I'm a serious person,
and I'm very hardworking.
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I could do anything.
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- What do you play?
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- I play piano,
but we don't have one right now,
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so I'm actually learning guitar.
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- Cool.
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Well, start when you want.
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- Really?
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- Hey, it's not my hotel.
What do I care?
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- Thank you.
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- So I see this very pretty girl
comin' out of 213.
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- Yeah. Shana.
Married.
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- Right, Shana.
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How'd you know that?
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- Little early for whiskey,
don't you think?
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- It's Saturday.
- Yeah.
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- I've spoken with her
a couple times in the hallway.
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They just moved in.
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- Anyhow, I see her
saying good-bye to the guy,
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the husband.
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- Yeah?
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- Next thing I know,
she's on the bus.
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Then she's at the hotel,
wanting a job.
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- I suppose you think that's all
just coincidence, right?
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- Well, yeah, Chris.
Why else would I be telling you?
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What else would it be?
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- Why can't you just accept
that things have meaning, Gavin?
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Meaning.
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What possible meaning
could that have?
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- Connections.
Destiny.
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- She's married.
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Where's the destiny in that?
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- Why do you always
have to be so rational?
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- Why is it wrong
to be rational?
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- Okay, we're gonna get
into a fight.
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- So how was your week?
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- Full of light.
- Fuck off.
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Hi.
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- Hey.
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- My wife tells me
you're her new boss.
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- Yeah.
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Well, sort of.
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- I'm Joe Harris.
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How's it goin'?
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- Gavin.
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This is Chris.
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- Hey. Hi.
- Hi.
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Hi.
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- How are you, Shana?
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- I'm good, thank you.
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- You guys want to come in
for a beer, sandwich?
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- Uh, no, thank you.
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Actually, we wanted
to invite you guys
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over for dinner
some night.
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- Great.
Any night but Fridays.
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- How about Wednesday?
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- Good.
- Sure. Why not?
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Can you email directions?
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- 7:00?
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- Fine.
Lookin' forward to it.
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- Great.
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- Bye.
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- Bye.
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Landon.
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How's it goin', Landon?
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- Fine, sir.
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- The geniuses at head office
want to get rid of him,
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project a younger image.
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I tell 'em
he goes, I go.
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Selena,
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the most inhospitable
reservationist
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in the hospitality industry.
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Probably responsible for 50 %
of the empty rooms in the hotel.
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Right, Selena?
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- Hi, Papi.
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- Don't call me Papi.
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Head of security.
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We all feel much safer
knowing he's asleep in here.
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So I don't have any room service
slots available yet,
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but you can do
some housekeeping shifts,
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and then I'll switch you over.
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I'll assign you your own floor.
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That way, I can tell
from the complaints
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if it's you
who's screwing things up.
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Consuela, this is Shana.
- Hi.
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- Show her how to do
a housekeeping shift, okay?
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- Sure.
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- Show a little respect.
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I'll see you later.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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- Hi, guys.
Come on in.
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00:17:41,340 --> 00:17:43,035
- Thanks.
How's it goin'?
263
00:17:43,075 --> 00:17:44,474
- Good. How are you?
- Gavin.
264
00:17:44,510 --> 00:17:46,307
- Hey.
- Chris, how are you?
265
00:17:46,345 --> 00:17:47,869
- Hi.
This is lovely.
266
00:17:47,913 --> 00:17:48,902
- Thank you.
267
00:17:48,948 --> 00:17:49,937
- Here.
268
00:17:49,982 --> 00:17:50,971
- Oh, thank you.
269
00:17:51,016 --> 00:17:52,005
- Yeah, you're welcome.
270
00:17:52,051 --> 00:17:53,040
- Thank you for the gift.
271
00:17:53,085 --> 00:17:54,985
- We need this.
272
00:17:55,020 --> 00:17:57,488
- Please sit down.
273
00:17:57,523 --> 00:17:59,923
Would you like
a glass of wine?
274
00:17:59,959 --> 00:18:01,859
- Sure, thanks.
275
00:18:01,894 --> 00:18:03,088
- Shana.
276
00:18:05,231 --> 00:18:06,994
- I could do that if you like.
277
00:18:14,573 --> 00:18:15,699
- Thank you for having us over.
278
00:18:15,741 --> 00:18:16,833
That's very nice of you.
279
00:18:16,876 --> 00:18:17,843
- Our pleasure.
280
00:18:17,877 --> 00:18:19,037
- Thanks.
281
00:18:19,078 --> 00:18:20,511
Is that yours?
282
00:18:20,546 --> 00:18:21,877
- Oh, yeah.
283
00:18:21,914 --> 00:18:25,748
But I wore out the strings.
284
00:18:25,785 --> 00:18:27,719
- How's school going?
285
00:18:27,753 --> 00:18:30,085
- It's okay.
286
00:18:30,122 --> 00:18:33,023
- You doing that same essay
as Harper, sacred object?
287
00:18:33,058 --> 00:18:34,457
- Yeah.
288
00:18:34,493 --> 00:18:36,461
- So what's your sacred object
gonna be?
289
00:18:36,495 --> 00:18:39,362
- Um, a teddy bear.
290
00:18:39,398 --> 00:18:42,196
- Wow, that's pretty radical,
Shana.
291
00:18:42,234 --> 00:18:44,168
Harper's going
in a whole different direction-
292
00:18:44,203 --> 00:18:47,297
- It's more complicated
than you think.
293
00:18:47,339 --> 00:18:48,806
It's a good essay.
294
00:18:48,841 --> 00:18:52,072
- Oh, I'm sure it is.
295
00:18:57,082 --> 00:18:59,573
- Maybe you could critique it.
296
00:18:59,618 --> 00:19:01,017
You're good at that, right?
297
00:19:03,722 --> 00:19:06,452
- So who else
is gonna get lubed?
298
00:19:06,492 --> 00:19:07,516
- We don't drink.
299
00:19:07,560 --> 00:19:08,686
- Oh.
300
00:19:08,727 --> 00:19:10,922
- But please, feel free.
301
00:19:10,963 --> 00:19:12,055
Chris?
302
00:19:12,097 --> 00:19:14,361
- Uh, no, thanks.
303
00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:15,799
I'll take a water, though.
304
00:19:15,835 --> 00:19:17,996
- Glass of water, Shana.
305
00:19:27,580 --> 00:19:29,104
- So what do you do, Joe?
306
00:19:29,148 --> 00:19:31,139
- I work at the oil refinery.
307
00:19:31,183 --> 00:19:33,777
I'm a systems manager.
308
00:19:33,819 --> 00:19:34,808
And you?
309
00:19:34,854 --> 00:19:38,221
- I'm in TV.
I'm an editor.
310
00:19:38,257 --> 00:19:39,918
Yeah, right now,
I'm working on a show
311
00:19:39,959 --> 00:19:41,551
about the long-term
psychological effects
312
00:19:41,594 --> 00:19:43,118
of disaster.
313
00:19:43,162 --> 00:19:44,629
- Okay.
314
00:19:44,663 --> 00:19:46,221
- Oh.
315
00:19:50,503 --> 00:19:52,733
- So you guys want to watch
the game here tonight?
316
00:19:52,771 --> 00:19:55,069
- Oh, no,
thank you.
317
00:19:55,107 --> 00:19:56,938
- No?
You don't like baseball?
318
00:19:56,976 --> 00:20:00,412
- It's okay, I guess.
319
00:20:00,446 --> 00:20:02,346
- Chris?
320
00:20:02,381 --> 00:20:04,144
- Well, yeah, sure.
321
00:20:04,183 --> 00:20:06,674
Maybe a couple innings.
Why not?
322
00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,415
- How long have you two
been friends?
323
00:20:09,455 --> 00:20:10,615
- About a year.
324
00:20:10,656 --> 00:20:13,955
- Yeah, we're coming up
on our first anniversary.
325
00:20:13,993 --> 00:20:15,984
- That's right.
326
00:20:19,999 --> 00:20:23,628
- Would you mind
if we prayed for you both?
327
00:20:23,669 --> 00:20:24,727
- No.
328
00:20:28,607 --> 00:20:30,268
- Lord, thank you
for this wonderful meal,
329
00:20:30,309 --> 00:20:33,369
and thank you for bringing
these two men into our lives.
330
00:20:33,412 --> 00:20:35,505
And please grant them
the strength to fight
331
00:20:35,548 --> 00:20:37,072
what is abominable in your eyes,
332
00:20:37,116 --> 00:20:38,140
for we are all sinners.
333
00:20:38,183 --> 00:20:40,083
Amen.
334
00:20:40,119 --> 00:20:41,950
- Amen.
335
00:20:45,691 --> 00:20:47,022
And what exactly is it
336
00:20:47,059 --> 00:20:50,995
that you find so abominable
about us, Joe?
337
00:20:51,030 --> 00:20:52,622
- Well, it's not my judgment,
Gavin.
338
00:20:52,665 --> 00:20:54,462
It's God's.
339
00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,764
- Well, I hope God's a good shot
with those lightning bolts,
340
00:20:56,802 --> 00:20:59,566
or one of us is gonna get
wrongfully struck.
341
00:21:04,910 --> 00:21:08,107
Well, thank you for dinner.
342
00:21:16,155 --> 00:21:18,749
- He has very strong beliefs.
343
00:21:18,791 --> 00:21:20,349
- So do we, Chris.
344
00:21:22,595 --> 00:21:24,256
You know, there are programs
that can help you.
345
00:21:24,296 --> 00:21:26,161
- Joe.
- I can-
346
00:21:26,198 --> 00:21:27,665
- That's enough.
347
00:21:27,700 --> 00:21:28,826
- Hey, you know what?
348
00:21:28,867 --> 00:21:29,834
Honestly, Joe,
349
00:21:29,868 --> 00:21:31,199
I think if you knew
all the facts,
350
00:21:31,236 --> 00:21:34,535
you wouldn't want me
on your team.
351
00:21:34,573 --> 00:21:37,235
Okay?
352
00:21:37,276 --> 00:21:38,265
Thank you.
353
00:21:39,411 --> 00:21:41,106
- Let me show you out.
354
00:21:41,146 --> 00:21:42,977
- Well, we're here
if you change your mind.
355
00:21:47,920 --> 00:21:49,114
- I'm sorry.
356
00:21:57,296 --> 00:21:59,264
- Un-fucking-believable.
357
00:21:59,298 --> 00:22:01,391
I mean,
what a hateful fucking pair.
358
00:22:01,433 --> 00:22:04,527
The food wasn't even that good.
359
00:22:04,570 --> 00:22:07,164
And you know what pisses me off
most of all?
360
00:22:07,206 --> 00:22:09,800
Is that you buy into
his horse shit in your own way.
361
00:22:09,842 --> 00:22:12,072
- They don't talk about that
stuff at the Kabbalah center.
362
00:22:12,111 --> 00:22:13,169
It's never an issue.
363
00:22:13,212 --> 00:22:15,043
- Oh, read the damn book, Chris.
364
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,411
It says right in the Torah,
365
00:22:16,448 --> 00:22:18,973
"If a man lies with a man
as one lies with a woman,
366
00:22:19,018 --> 00:22:20,645
"both have done
what is detestable
367
00:22:20,686 --> 00:22:23,314
and shall be put to death."
368
00:22:23,355 --> 00:22:24,879
Jesus Christ,
369
00:22:24,923 --> 00:22:27,391
I let them hold my hands
and pray for me.
370
00:22:27,426 --> 00:22:29,087
- I don't think she's that bad.
371
00:22:29,128 --> 00:22:30,527
She apologized when I left.
372
00:22:34,199 --> 00:22:36,861
- Did she?
373
00:22:55,654 --> 00:22:58,214
- "The object
that's most sacred to me
374
00:22:58,257 --> 00:23:01,556
"is a small fluffy bear
my dad gave me when I was nine.
375
00:23:01,593 --> 00:23:05,359
"He left when I was ten,
and I haven't seen him since.
376
00:23:05,397 --> 00:23:07,262
"I try not to blame him
for what he did
377
00:23:07,299 --> 00:23:09,324
"and remember that he loved me.
378
00:23:09,368 --> 00:23:10,528
"At least he did then,
379
00:23:10,569 --> 00:23:15,802
"because he told me so
with tears in his eyes.
380
00:23:15,841 --> 00:23:16,967
"I guess he knew he was leaving
381
00:23:17,009 --> 00:23:20,035
"and this was
his good-bye present.
382
00:23:20,079 --> 00:23:21,706
"It is sacred to me
383
00:23:21,747 --> 00:23:25,513
because it represents
my capacity to forgive."
384
00:24:12,064 --> 00:24:14,532
- Good job.
385
00:24:18,837 --> 00:24:20,202
How many beds
you get done in a day?
386
00:24:20,239 --> 00:24:21,900
One?
Two?
387
00:24:21,940 --> 00:24:23,771
- I get my work done.
388
00:24:33,619 --> 00:24:37,919
- Just making a bed
in our own little room.
389
00:24:39,825 --> 00:24:42,350
It's okay to laugh, you know.
390
00:24:42,394 --> 00:24:44,726
It's in the employee manual.
391
00:24:44,763 --> 00:24:46,890
In fact, it says when
the management makes a joke,
392
00:24:46,932 --> 00:24:48,729
you have to laugh.
393
00:24:48,767 --> 00:24:49,756
- Ha-ha.
394
00:24:53,405 --> 00:24:55,965
- Actually, I just came by to
thank you for dinner last night.
395
00:24:57,509 --> 00:25:01,309
- Yeah, I'm sorry about that.
396
00:25:01,346 --> 00:25:03,007
- What are you sorry about?
397
00:25:03,048 --> 00:25:05,778
- The gay thing.
398
00:25:05,818 --> 00:25:08,252
- I'd like to say I'm sorry
I reacted the way I did,
399
00:25:08,287 --> 00:25:09,948
but I'm not,
400
00:25:09,988 --> 00:25:11,979
so I won't.
401
00:25:17,062 --> 00:25:19,758
I read your essay.
402
00:25:19,798 --> 00:25:22,995
It's pretty good.
403
00:25:23,035 --> 00:25:25,003
You want to grab lunch
and talk about it?
404
00:25:29,708 --> 00:25:32,643
I'll promote you
to room service.
405
00:25:32,678 --> 00:25:34,111
- How corrupt you are.
406
00:25:41,653 --> 00:25:42,881
- All right,
forget about it.
407
00:25:42,921 --> 00:25:44,320
I'll see you later.
408
00:25:44,356 --> 00:25:47,189
- I'd like to.
409
00:25:47,226 --> 00:25:49,057
It's just one of the maids here
410
00:25:49,094 --> 00:25:51,221
goes to the same church
as me and Joe.
411
00:25:52,497 --> 00:25:55,159
- I'm inviting you to lunch,
Shana, not to a hotel.
412
00:25:58,237 --> 00:26:00,171
In fact, we'd actually be
leaving a hotel.
413
00:26:00,205 --> 00:26:01,672
You'd be a lot safer.
414
00:26:09,548 --> 00:26:12,346
- He was a truck driver, my dad.
415
00:26:12,384 --> 00:26:15,251
He had this huge red truck.
416
00:26:15,287 --> 00:26:17,847
He was gone a lot,
and then he'd come back,
417
00:26:17,890 --> 00:26:20,882
and me and my mom
would be waiting for him.
418
00:26:20,926 --> 00:26:22,587
And the first thing
he'd always do
419
00:26:22,628 --> 00:26:24,653
was find fault in something.
420
00:26:24,696 --> 00:26:26,857
You know, like he had
to remind us who was boss.
421
00:26:29,635 --> 00:26:31,159
- Did he hit you?
422
00:26:31,203 --> 00:26:35,503
- Yeah.
Both of us.
423
00:26:35,540 --> 00:26:38,270
But I don't think
he could help it.
424
00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:39,971
- Maybe he left
'cause he was scared
425
00:26:40,012 --> 00:26:41,877
he'd really hurt you
one day.
426
00:26:44,249 --> 00:26:46,911
- I'd like to think so.
427
00:26:53,792 --> 00:26:56,625
- Want a beer?
428
00:26:56,662 --> 00:26:58,027
- Beer at lunch?
429
00:26:58,063 --> 00:27:00,691
Quite the role model, Boss.
430
00:27:00,732 --> 00:27:02,723
- You never drink?
431
00:27:02,768 --> 00:27:05,032
- Almost never.
432
00:27:05,070 --> 00:27:06,662
- You want to make an exception?
433
00:27:06,705 --> 00:27:07,763
- Why would I?
434
00:27:07,806 --> 00:27:09,171
- I don't know.
435
00:27:09,207 --> 00:27:10,299
'Cause it might be fun.
436
00:27:10,342 --> 00:27:12,936
Well, in that case...
437
00:27:14,513 --> 00:27:16,378
You got an opener?
438
00:27:16,415 --> 00:27:17,882
- It's not a twist-off?
439
00:27:17,916 --> 00:27:19,975
- It's okay.
440
00:27:22,220 --> 00:27:24,313
- Holy shit.
441
00:27:24,356 --> 00:27:27,382
Decline blow job if offered.
442
00:27:28,627 --> 00:27:31,619
- Oh, my God.
443
00:27:44,509 --> 00:27:47,808
So your friend Chris,
he's into that Kabbalah thing?
444
00:27:47,846 --> 00:27:49,108
- Yeah.
445
00:27:49,147 --> 00:27:50,739
- What's it about?
446
00:27:50,782 --> 00:27:52,750
- I have no idea.
447
00:27:52,784 --> 00:27:57,050
Some new age crap like,
E.G.O., ego:
448
00:27:57,089 --> 00:27:58,784
Everyone's Got One.
449
00:27:58,824 --> 00:28:01,224
It's a total crock of shit.
450
00:28:01,259 --> 00:28:04,126
- Wow, you're kind of
an angry person, aren't you?
451
00:28:04,162 --> 00:28:07,757
- Me?
452
00:28:07,799 --> 00:28:09,630
How can you not be?
453
00:28:09,668 --> 00:28:12,535
I mean, take this homophobia
crap, for example.
454
00:28:12,571 --> 00:28:14,163
If I was in charge
of this country,
455
00:28:14,206 --> 00:28:15,798
I'd ban heterosexual marriage.
456
00:28:15,841 --> 00:28:17,433
- What?
Why?
457
00:28:17,476 --> 00:28:19,239
- 'Cause heteros breed too much.
458
00:28:19,277 --> 00:28:20,574
Gay men tend to adopt.
459
00:28:20,612 --> 00:28:22,011
In an overcrowded world,
460
00:28:22,047 --> 00:28:26,916
why would any reasonable person
discourage them in any way?
461
00:28:26,952 --> 00:28:28,943
- Hmm.
462
00:28:39,831 --> 00:28:41,924
I better get back to work.
463
00:28:41,967 --> 00:28:44,800
Want my beer?
464
00:28:44,836 --> 00:28:47,066
- Sure.
465
00:28:47,105 --> 00:28:48,902
- Thanks for lunch.
466
00:28:58,784 --> 00:29:00,217
- Jesus Christ, Gavin.
467
00:29:00,252 --> 00:29:02,152
What the hell's
the matter with you?
468
00:29:02,187 --> 00:29:04,485
I'll tell you
what's the matter with me.
469
00:29:04,523 --> 00:29:07,048
The minute Joe started off
470
00:29:07,092 --> 00:29:11,426
on that homophobic
biblical bullshit,
471
00:29:11,463 --> 00:29:13,829
I decided to liberate his wife.
472
00:29:13,865 --> 00:29:15,457
I was thinking of it as, like,
473
00:29:15,500 --> 00:29:18,526
a Operation Rescue
type of thing.
474
00:29:18,570 --> 00:29:20,333
I mean, come on,
475
00:29:20,372 --> 00:29:23,705
what's a woman like that
doing with a man like him?
476
00:29:33,718 --> 00:29:34,980
- Excuse me.
477
00:29:59,411 --> 00:30:01,606
- Daddy!
478
00:30:01,646 --> 00:30:04,513
- What are you doing back?
479
00:30:04,549 --> 00:30:05,982
- I forgot something.
480
00:30:06,017 --> 00:30:07,006
- You okay?
481
00:30:07,052 --> 00:30:08,883
- Yeah.
482
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:10,114
Why don't you all
get to your bus
483
00:30:10,155 --> 00:30:12,817
before you're late for school?
484
00:30:15,193 --> 00:30:17,024
- Hi.
485
00:30:19,698 --> 00:30:22,997
Is everything okay?
486
00:30:23,034 --> 00:30:24,524
- No.
487
00:30:24,569 --> 00:30:26,332
Come inside.
488
00:30:29,074 --> 00:30:32,134
- Hollis, what's wrong?
489
00:30:32,177 --> 00:30:33,804
Tell me.
490
00:30:36,781 --> 00:30:37,805
Tell me.
491
00:30:42,487 --> 00:30:43,784
Tell me.
492
00:30:43,822 --> 00:30:45,847
- Whose kids are these?
493
00:30:47,559 --> 00:30:50,084
Whose kids are these?
494
00:30:51,763 --> 00:30:53,526
I'm asking you
whose kids they are!
495
00:30:56,968 --> 00:30:59,095
Will you just tell me
how you can let me,
496
00:30:59,137 --> 00:31:01,196
for all these years,
497
00:31:01,239 --> 00:31:03,707
go around thinking
these are my damn kids
498
00:31:03,742 --> 00:31:05,471
and I can't have any!
499
00:31:05,510 --> 00:31:07,000
Whose kids are these?
500
00:31:07,045 --> 00:31:09,980
Whose kids are these?
501
00:31:10,015 --> 00:31:11,209
Tell me!
502
00:31:11,249 --> 00:31:13,274
- This is not what you think.
503
00:31:13,318 --> 00:31:15,878
- What am I supposed to think?
504
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:37,870
Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,
505
00:31:37,909 --> 00:31:40,241
I will fear no evil.
506
00:31:41,580 --> 00:31:43,275
Hey, forgive me.
507
00:31:48,687 --> 00:31:49,881
- You okay?
508
00:31:52,457 --> 00:31:54,925
- Yeah, now,
don't worry about me.
509
00:32:00,565 --> 00:32:02,260
All right, then,
where were we?
510
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:17,204
- Oh, whoa.
- Excuse me.
511
00:32:17,249 --> 00:32:19,649
- Morning.
- Mornin'.
512
00:32:19,684 --> 00:32:22,050
- Hey, Gavin.
513
00:32:22,087 --> 00:32:24,146
Sorry about the other night.
514
00:32:24,189 --> 00:32:25,952
Thought you were gay.
515
00:32:25,991 --> 00:32:27,925
- Hey, I'm a nonbeliever.
516
00:32:27,959 --> 00:32:29,551
You can hate me
for that instead.
517
00:32:29,594 --> 00:32:32,586
- Well, I don't hate gay people,
Gavin.
518
00:32:32,631 --> 00:32:35,122
- Love the sinner,
hate the sin?
519
00:32:35,166 --> 00:32:36,929
- Absolutely.
520
00:32:36,968 --> 00:32:38,765
You know, if your friend
doesn't correct his ways,
521
00:32:38,803 --> 00:32:40,065
he's going to hell.
522
00:32:40,105 --> 00:32:41,868
And I'd do anything
to avoid that, Gavin,
523
00:32:41,906 --> 00:32:43,396
because hell's a reality.
524
00:32:43,441 --> 00:32:44,567
- Well, I'm late,
525
00:32:44,609 --> 00:32:46,338
so maybe you can tell me
how you know this
526
00:32:46,378 --> 00:32:47,345
some other time, okay?
527
00:32:47,379 --> 00:32:49,176
I mean, have you been to hell?
528
00:32:49,214 --> 00:32:50,272
Ever met anyone who's-
529
00:32:50,315 --> 00:32:52,010
- How about Wednesday night?
530
00:32:52,050 --> 00:32:54,075
- Hell and homos,
Wednesday night?
531
00:32:54,119 --> 00:32:56,280
- And philosophy.
Salvation.
532
00:32:56,321 --> 00:32:58,152
- Look, I got to go,
or I'm gonna miss my bus-
533
00:32:58,189 --> 00:33:02,523
- Hey, you know,
don't be so close-minded.
534
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:05,495
- Are you willing to admit
that God might not exist?
535
00:33:05,530 --> 00:33:06,554
- No.
536
00:33:06,598 --> 00:33:09,294
- So who's being
close-minded here?
537
00:33:09,334 --> 00:33:12,167
- Maybe you can change my mind.
538
00:33:16,041 --> 00:33:18,509
- Okay.
Philosophy, Wednesday night.
539
00:33:18,543 --> 00:33:21,376
- There you go.
7:00.
540
00:33:21,413 --> 00:33:23,643
- Sure.
541
00:33:35,327 --> 00:33:38,353
- So how's the gay lifestyle
treating you?
542
00:33:38,396 --> 00:33:40,261
- Fine.
543
00:33:40,298 --> 00:33:42,892
How's the hetero lifestyle
treating you?
544
00:33:44,569 --> 00:33:46,696
- You ever been married?
545
00:33:46,738 --> 00:33:48,103
- Yeah.
546
00:33:48,139 --> 00:33:50,300
But something tells me
the problems I had
547
00:33:50,342 --> 00:33:52,139
are not the problems
you're having.
548
00:33:52,177 --> 00:33:54,543
- What do you think
the problems I'm having are?
549
00:33:56,915 --> 00:33:58,610
- Appreciating
someone's kindness
550
00:33:58,650 --> 00:34:01,710
isn't necessarily the same thing
as being in love.
551
00:34:04,022 --> 00:34:06,718
- Man, you have a big mouth.
552
00:34:08,226 --> 00:34:10,820
- Sorry.
553
00:34:16,267 --> 00:34:18,201
- Have you ever seen
a happy marriage?
554
00:34:18,236 --> 00:34:20,363
I mean, really happy?
555
00:34:20,405 --> 00:34:22,100
- I have to say,
556
00:34:22,140 --> 00:34:24,973
for the first few years of my
marriage, I was very happy.
557
00:34:25,009 --> 00:34:27,876
- And what happened?
558
00:34:27,912 --> 00:34:30,608
- And then she left me.
559
00:34:30,648 --> 00:34:32,707
- When was this?
560
00:34:32,751 --> 00:34:34,582
- Two years ago.
561
00:34:34,619 --> 00:34:38,180
- Boy, you sure take your time
to recover, don't you?
562
00:34:41,192 --> 00:34:43,160
- You know what, Shana?
You're right.
563
00:34:43,194 --> 00:34:45,094
Way too long.
564
00:34:45,130 --> 00:34:47,064
But if you do
the charitable thing here
565
00:34:47,098 --> 00:34:49,658
and start having sex with me
on a regular basis,
566
00:34:49,701 --> 00:34:51,726
pretty sure
I'd start healing right away.
567
00:34:54,739 --> 00:34:57,003
You have a very sexy mouth.
568
00:34:58,777 --> 00:35:02,178
- A very sexy married mouth.
569
00:35:04,015 --> 00:35:06,984
- That's right.
I forgot.
570
00:35:15,093 --> 00:35:17,357
You see, the trick,
I figured,
571
00:35:17,395 --> 00:35:19,659
having been on the receiving end
of such a thing,
572
00:35:19,697 --> 00:35:21,824
was just to open the door.
573
00:35:21,866 --> 00:35:25,063
After that, if she had
the slightest interest,
574
00:35:25,103 --> 00:35:29,870
well, next time
her husband's cold to her,
575
00:35:29,908 --> 00:35:31,967
couple of thoughts blow in.
576
00:35:32,010 --> 00:35:36,947
Pretty soon, what blows in
is more than just nice.
577
00:35:36,981 --> 00:35:38,744
It's perfect.
578
00:35:38,783 --> 00:35:40,273
I mean, why wouldn't it be?
579
00:35:40,318 --> 00:35:43,549
It's in her head.
580
00:35:43,588 --> 00:35:46,989
She thinks, "What's the harm
in just thinking about this
581
00:35:47,025 --> 00:35:49,459
if it makes me feel good?"
582
00:35:49,494 --> 00:35:52,520
And then it's,
"Well, what's the harm
583
00:35:52,564 --> 00:35:55,226
in just thinking about this
and coming?"
584
00:35:58,169 --> 00:36:00,228
And so she comes.
585
00:36:02,674 --> 00:36:04,335
Well, that takes care of that.
586
00:36:04,375 --> 00:36:05,933
- Here we go.
- Thank you.
587
00:36:05,977 --> 00:36:10,380
- What a relief.
Never again.
588
00:36:10,415 --> 00:36:11,814
- The cantaloupe looks great.
589
00:36:11,850 --> 00:36:14,250
- Trouble is,
a connection's been made.
590
00:36:14,285 --> 00:36:16,719
She remembers it vividly.
591
00:36:16,754 --> 00:36:21,248
I kissed her lips.
I was inside her.
592
00:36:21,292 --> 00:36:23,692
Maybe I even said I loved her.
593
00:36:25,597 --> 00:36:27,155
- Hey.
- Hi.
594
00:36:29,534 --> 00:36:33,095
- So look what we got
from a single remark.
595
00:36:33,137 --> 00:36:35,765
Now we add in something else.
596
00:36:35,807 --> 00:36:37,798
Look, I'm embarrassed.
597
00:36:37,842 --> 00:36:40,902
What I said the other day
was totally out of line.
598
00:36:40,945 --> 00:36:43,209
I'm really sorry, okay?
599
00:36:43,248 --> 00:36:46,046
- It's okay.
600
00:36:46,084 --> 00:36:47,711
- It's not, really.
601
00:36:47,752 --> 00:36:49,549
I've never done that before
with an employee,
602
00:36:49,587 --> 00:36:52,147
and I won't do it again, okay?
603
00:36:54,025 --> 00:36:56,994
- You're forgiven.
604
00:36:57,028 --> 00:36:59,053
- Abandonment-
605
00:36:59,097 --> 00:37:01,190
clearly a big issue for her.
606
00:37:01,232 --> 00:37:02,995
"What, I haven't even had
the guy for real,
607
00:37:03,034 --> 00:37:05,628
and now he's slamming the door
in my face?"
608
00:37:11,543 --> 00:37:13,408
I know.
609
00:37:13,444 --> 00:37:17,574
But don't hate me yet,
trust me.
610
00:37:17,615 --> 00:37:19,776
I got mine coming.
611
00:37:23,388 --> 00:37:25,015
- Now, let me ask you.
612
00:37:25,056 --> 00:37:26,387
You ever look around
613
00:37:26,424 --> 00:37:29,416
and the world just seems
empty to you?
614
00:37:31,195 --> 00:37:32,685
- Oh, yeah.
615
00:37:32,730 --> 00:37:33,890
- Has it ever occurred to you
that maybe
616
00:37:33,932 --> 00:37:35,524
it's because
you don't have God in your life?
617
00:37:37,502 --> 00:37:38,526
- No.
618
00:37:38,570 --> 00:37:39,901
- Never?
619
00:37:41,306 --> 00:37:44,833
- Look, Joe, when I was a kid,
620
00:37:44,876 --> 00:37:46,503
I totally believed in God.
621
00:37:46,544 --> 00:37:48,842
But, you know, you grow up.
622
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:51,178
Well, I did.
623
00:37:51,215 --> 00:37:52,204
I looked around.
624
00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:53,615
I said,
"Santa Claus: No evidence.
625
00:37:53,651 --> 00:37:56,176
"The tooth fairy: No evidence.
626
00:37:56,220 --> 00:37:58,245
"God, the same thing:
627
00:37:58,289 --> 00:37:59,722
No evidence."
628
00:37:59,757 --> 00:38:01,554
And then you think,
629
00:38:01,593 --> 00:38:02,821
"Hmm.
630
00:38:02,860 --> 00:38:06,091
I wonder if I really need
all these imaginary friends."
631
00:38:07,532 --> 00:38:10,194
- So you think God's
just a pleasant thing?
632
00:38:10,234 --> 00:38:13,032
Like it's easier
to believe than not?
633
00:38:13,071 --> 00:38:15,869
- Well, easier for you, clearly.
634
00:38:15,907 --> 00:38:17,568
- No, Gavin, faith is hard.
635
00:38:17,609 --> 00:38:20,043
God tests you
time and time again.
636
00:38:20,078 --> 00:38:22,273
Sometimes He even demands
that you die for Him.
637
00:38:22,313 --> 00:38:24,076
You think that's easy?
638
00:38:24,115 --> 00:38:25,844
- For people of faith, sure.
639
00:38:25,883 --> 00:38:27,077
That's the problem.
640
00:38:27,118 --> 00:38:29,586
Like, I could never fly
a jet into a building.
641
00:38:29,621 --> 00:38:31,145
But those 9/11 guys could
642
00:38:31,189 --> 00:38:33,487
'cause they had faith
in an afterlife,
643
00:38:33,524 --> 00:38:36,152
not to mention 72 virgins,
644
00:38:36,194 --> 00:38:40,597
though why anyone would want
virgins, I don't know.
645
00:38:46,170 --> 00:38:48,832
- What did God do to you
to make you so angry at Him?
646
00:38:50,608 --> 00:38:52,371
Look at the world
that He created,
647
00:38:52,410 --> 00:38:54,344
all the beauty.
648
00:38:54,379 --> 00:38:56,973
- Wars and plagues
and genocides
649
00:38:57,015 --> 00:38:59,643
and earthquakes and tidal waves.
650
00:38:59,684 --> 00:39:02,585
And then,
after all that suffering,
651
00:39:02,620 --> 00:39:04,611
what does your God do next?
652
00:39:04,656 --> 00:39:07,591
He sends most of us to hell.
653
00:39:07,625 --> 00:39:09,525
- Well, not if you've
been born again.
654
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:12,290
- Right, the old
baptismal Jacuzzi.
655
00:39:12,330 --> 00:39:13,922
- You have to accept
Jesus Christ
656
00:39:13,965 --> 00:39:15,364
as your Lord and Savior.
657
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,868
That is your only
entrance requirement.
658
00:39:17,902 --> 00:39:20,462
- Okay, so the Hebes,
the Hindus,
659
00:39:20,505 --> 00:39:23,338
the Muslims, the atheists,
the Buddhists,
660
00:39:23,374 --> 00:39:24,898
all damned, right?
661
00:39:24,942 --> 00:39:26,842
- They have to accept
Jesus Christ.
662
00:39:26,878 --> 00:39:27,867
- And the Catholics,
663
00:39:27,912 --> 00:39:30,972
'cause they're not
born again, right?
664
00:39:31,015 --> 00:39:32,209
- Right.
665
00:39:32,250 --> 00:39:34,241
- Face it, man,
it's kind of crazy.
666
00:39:34,285 --> 00:39:35,343
- No, it's not crazy.
667
00:39:35,386 --> 00:39:37,752
God gives us free will
for that purpose.
668
00:39:37,789 --> 00:39:39,814
Otherwise,
we would just be puppets.
669
00:39:39,857 --> 00:39:41,518
Life would be...
670
00:39:42,860 --> 00:39:44,521
Life would be meaningless.
671
00:39:44,562 --> 00:39:47,258
That's the beauty
of eternal salvation.
672
00:39:47,298 --> 00:39:50,461
You see, anyone can go
to heaven or hell,
673
00:39:50,501 --> 00:39:52,560
because anyone can be saved.
674
00:39:52,603 --> 00:39:54,571
It's your choice.
675
00:39:54,605 --> 00:39:57,369
- Unless you're a kid in China
who gets hit by a bus
676
00:39:57,408 --> 00:39:59,342
and never even heard
of this getting saved deal.
677
00:39:59,377 --> 00:40:00,969
Where's his choice?
678
00:40:01,012 --> 00:40:02,240
- Well, that's why
it's so important
679
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:04,908
to spread the gospel,
try and save people.
680
00:40:04,949 --> 00:40:07,645
- I'm sorry.
I don't mean to laugh.
681
00:40:07,685 --> 00:40:10,085
I just find this kind
of fundamentalism incredible.
682
00:40:10,121 --> 00:40:12,146
I mean, all of you,
683
00:40:12,190 --> 00:40:15,057
totally convinced
you know exactly who God is
684
00:40:15,093 --> 00:40:17,687
and exactly how He wants
to be worshipped
685
00:40:17,729 --> 00:40:20,630
and all without a lick
of evidence He even exists.
686
00:40:21,733 --> 00:40:23,997
- No wonder
there are so many holy wars.
687
00:40:24,035 --> 00:40:26,401
Without evidence, how else
would you win this argument
688
00:40:26,437 --> 00:40:28,166
except by killing each other?
689
00:40:30,808 --> 00:40:34,938
- See, I see evidence
in all kinds of things.
690
00:40:34,979 --> 00:40:35,968
- So do they.
691
00:40:36,013 --> 00:40:37,241
And sooner or later,
692
00:40:37,281 --> 00:40:39,943
one of these guys
who hears God in his head
693
00:40:39,984 --> 00:40:42,475
is gonna get ahold
of weapons of mass destruction,
694
00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:44,954
and then,
when it's way too late,
695
00:40:44,989 --> 00:40:46,923
we're finally
gonna ask ourselves,
696
00:40:46,958 --> 00:40:49,620
"Why, after thousands of years
of bloodshed,
697
00:40:49,660 --> 00:40:51,992
"didn't we at least try
to do away
698
00:40:52,029 --> 00:40:54,122
"with this insane concept
of faith
699
00:40:54,165 --> 00:40:57,566
before it fucking killed us?"
700
00:40:57,602 --> 00:40:59,126
- You know,
maybe I'm just coming at this
701
00:40:59,170 --> 00:41:01,400
from a different angle.
702
00:41:01,439 --> 00:41:03,805
- And what angle would that be?
703
00:41:03,841 --> 00:41:06,674
- Well, it's not abstract to me.
704
00:41:06,711 --> 00:41:07,871
I go to the hospital,
705
00:41:07,912 --> 00:41:11,370
and I visit
sick children, right?
706
00:41:11,415 --> 00:41:15,044
Two days ago, I was
at the bedside of a dying child.
707
00:41:15,086 --> 00:41:17,680
His mother and father
were killed in an auto accident.
708
00:41:17,722 --> 00:41:19,314
He's about to pass as well.
709
00:41:19,357 --> 00:41:22,417
And he asks me
if heaven really exists.
710
00:41:23,995 --> 00:41:26,293
I say, "Yes, it does.
711
00:41:26,330 --> 00:41:28,730
It's where Mommy and Daddy are."
712
00:41:28,766 --> 00:41:32,793
About an hour or so later,
he dies
713
00:41:32,837 --> 00:41:34,668
with a smile on his face.
714
00:41:36,974 --> 00:41:39,670
So what would you have said
in my place-
715
00:41:39,710 --> 00:41:43,441
"Sorry, kid,
no evidence"?
716
00:41:44,982 --> 00:41:46,449
- No.
717
00:41:46,484 --> 00:41:49,612
I probably would have told him
exactly the same lie you did.
718
00:41:51,455 --> 00:41:53,082
But, Joe,
I'll tell you one thing
719
00:41:53,124 --> 00:41:55,456
I damned sure
wouldn't have said,
720
00:41:55,493 --> 00:41:56,824
and that's, "I'm sorry kid.
721
00:41:56,861 --> 00:42:00,024
You're going to hell
if you haven't been baptized."
722
00:42:00,064 --> 00:42:03,898
- Lord, forgive this man for his
hard heart and his blasphemy.
723
00:42:03,935 --> 00:42:06,267
I think he has suffered
much more than he knows,
724
00:42:06,304 --> 00:42:08,363
and he needs your love
and support now more than ever-
725
00:42:08,406 --> 00:42:09,395
- No!
726
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:10,498
Joe, I'm sorry,
727
00:42:10,541 --> 00:42:12,304
but you don't know
a damned thing about me,
728
00:42:12,343 --> 00:42:14,709
and I don't need your help
or your salvation
729
00:42:14,745 --> 00:42:17,839
or any other fucking bullshit
you may have to offer.
730
00:42:17,882 --> 00:42:20,180
- Don't swear
in front of my wife!
731
00:42:20,218 --> 00:42:22,618
- Gavin,
I think you should leave.
732
00:42:30,127 --> 00:42:32,493
- With pleasure.
733
00:42:37,768 --> 00:42:38,928
- Why can't you
leave people alone?
734
00:42:38,970 --> 00:42:41,598
- Don't you dare
talk to me.
735
00:42:41,639 --> 00:42:42,799
You get out of my sight.
736
00:42:54,218 --> 00:42:56,948
- What the hell are you doing,
Chris?
737
00:42:56,988 --> 00:42:59,388
- It's blessed water
from the temple.
738
00:42:59,423 --> 00:43:02,620
- And how much
did you pay for that?
739
00:43:02,660 --> 00:43:06,152
- I'm not going to tell you.
740
00:43:06,197 --> 00:43:08,529
- I'm surrounded by imbeciles.
741
00:43:11,869 --> 00:43:12,961
- Hi, I'm Frank.
742
00:43:13,004 --> 00:43:15,632
I met Chris at temple.
743
00:43:15,673 --> 00:43:17,038
- Hmm.
744
00:43:30,354 --> 00:43:31,343
Hey.
745
00:43:31,389 --> 00:43:33,914
- Can we meet
where we met before?
746
00:43:36,127 --> 00:43:37,560
- Sure.
747
00:43:39,330 --> 00:43:43,460
- When I was 18,
I got into drugs
748
00:43:43,501 --> 00:43:45,935
and then into harder drugs,
749
00:43:45,970 --> 00:43:49,064
and then I couldn't
afford them anymore.
750
00:43:49,106 --> 00:43:52,041
And then I met a pimp.
751
00:43:52,076 --> 00:43:53,703
And one night,
he sent me to see this john
752
00:43:53,744 --> 00:43:56,713
who liked to do it in church.
753
00:43:56,747 --> 00:43:58,146
But what he didn't tell me
754
00:43:58,182 --> 00:44:01,413
was that the guy liked to beat
the girl when he was done.
755
00:44:03,521 --> 00:44:07,389
I woke up in the morning,
and I couldn't even walk.
756
00:44:07,425 --> 00:44:09,655
I didn't know what to do.
757
00:44:09,694 --> 00:44:11,628
So I started to crawl
towards the altar
758
00:44:11,662 --> 00:44:15,098
to see if there was something
I could steal.
759
00:44:15,132 --> 00:44:16,793
But I didn't realize
it was Sunday morning,
760
00:44:16,834 --> 00:44:19,234
and I got caught.
761
00:44:19,270 --> 00:44:22,364
That was the day I met Joe.
762
00:44:22,406 --> 00:44:26,172
And he took me to the hospital,
and he stayed with me.
763
00:44:29,547 --> 00:44:30,741
If it weren't for him,
764
00:44:30,781 --> 00:44:34,945
I don't think I'd be alive
right now.
765
00:44:34,986 --> 00:44:37,819
He was the first man
who ever saw
766
00:44:37,855 --> 00:44:40,949
something better in me
than what I was.
767
00:44:44,795 --> 00:44:46,786
Joe takes care of me.
768
00:44:50,501 --> 00:44:53,766
- You don't need anyone
to take care of you, Shana.
769
00:44:55,973 --> 00:44:58,737
You're a strong,
intelligent woman.
770
00:44:58,776 --> 00:45:01,677
- Yeah.
771
00:45:01,712 --> 00:45:05,148
Will you do me a favor
and stay away from my husband?
772
00:45:07,084 --> 00:45:08,813
Please?
773
00:45:11,322 --> 00:45:13,153
- I'll do whatever you want.
774
00:45:16,727 --> 00:45:20,458
- Believe it or not,
you actually got through to him.
775
00:45:20,498 --> 00:45:22,227
- Really?
776
00:45:22,266 --> 00:45:25,360
- He's decided we need
to be more evangelical.
777
00:45:25,403 --> 00:45:28,031
We're going to a new church.
778
00:45:28,072 --> 00:45:32,702
They do missionary work
in Uganda.
779
00:45:32,743 --> 00:45:34,973
- What else?
780
00:45:35,012 --> 00:45:37,742
- They're against smoking
and drinking,
781
00:45:37,782 --> 00:45:39,613
immodest dress for women,
782
00:45:39,650 --> 00:45:41,277
and secular music.
783
00:45:41,318 --> 00:45:45,254
- Pfft.
Jesus Christ.
784
00:45:45,289 --> 00:45:46,779
Restrings your guitar one day,
785
00:45:46,824 --> 00:45:49,349
stops you from playing it
the next.
786
00:45:49,393 --> 00:45:51,827
- You're so flippant,
aren't you?
787
00:45:51,862 --> 00:45:53,454
You have no idea
788
00:45:53,497 --> 00:45:55,124
what it's like
to lose everything
789
00:45:55,166 --> 00:45:59,125
and to try and put it all
back together again.
790
00:45:59,170 --> 00:46:00,296
- Actually, Shana-
791
00:46:00,337 --> 00:46:02,601
- You don't know
what it's like for me and Joe.
792
00:46:06,210 --> 00:46:08,178
I'm sorry.
793
00:46:10,347 --> 00:46:13,339
I really didn't mean
to cause you problems.
794
00:46:13,384 --> 00:46:14,749
I'm a fuckin' moron.
795
00:46:14,785 --> 00:46:19,051
- Not even a little smirk,
Gavin?
796
00:46:19,090 --> 00:46:22,651
- I think I made a big mistake.
797
00:46:25,329 --> 00:46:27,092
You're so beautiful.
798
00:46:28,566 --> 00:46:32,730
- You're pretty cute yourself.
799
00:46:32,770 --> 00:46:36,137
That's why I'm gonna ask you
to stay away from me too.
800
00:46:38,175 --> 00:46:41,474
Don't make this hard for me,
okay?
801
00:46:49,353 --> 00:46:51,446
- Fuck.
802
00:47:11,175 --> 00:47:14,542
- She said stay away, huh?
803
00:47:14,578 --> 00:47:17,342
Guess you didn't listen.
804
00:47:17,381 --> 00:47:19,212
- No, I did.
805
00:47:19,250 --> 00:47:23,084
I stayed away
for, like, three weeks.
806
00:48:18,676 --> 00:48:20,075
- Consuela, what's wrong?
807
00:48:20,110 --> 00:48:22,044
- My father died.
808
00:48:22,079 --> 00:48:24,877
Please let him into heaven.
809
00:48:24,915 --> 00:48:27,577
You ask, too, Gavin.
810
00:48:29,253 --> 00:48:32,848
- Please let Consuela's father
into heaven.
811
00:48:32,890 --> 00:48:34,517
He must've been a good man,
812
00:48:34,558 --> 00:48:38,392
or Consuela would not be
such a good woman.
813
00:48:41,332 --> 00:48:43,732
I'm so sorry, Consuela.
814
00:48:57,414 --> 00:49:00,645
Getting serious, huh?
815
00:49:00,684 --> 00:49:02,982
- He's a nice guy.
We have a lot in common.
816
00:49:07,358 --> 00:49:09,053
- Is the rabbi gonna marry you?
817
00:49:09,093 --> 00:49:11,721
- Don't provoke me.
818
00:49:11,762 --> 00:49:14,731
- Sorry.
819
00:49:14,765 --> 00:49:17,734
- Look, as it happens,
we're gonna ask,
820
00:49:17,768 --> 00:49:19,565
just hypothetically.
821
00:49:19,603 --> 00:49:21,230
We have an appointment.
822
00:49:23,741 --> 00:49:26,005
- Good luck.
823
00:49:26,043 --> 00:49:27,977
- Since when do you smoke?
824
00:49:28,012 --> 00:49:30,003
- I don't smoke.
825
00:49:42,926 --> 00:49:45,394
- Mind if I join you?
826
00:49:45,429 --> 00:49:46,953
- Not at all.
827
00:49:52,269 --> 00:49:54,100
- Can I have a drag of that?
828
00:49:54,138 --> 00:49:55,662
- You sure?
829
00:49:55,706 --> 00:49:58,641
- Don't you start.
830
00:50:09,520 --> 00:50:12,353
I was on my way to the store.
831
00:50:12,389 --> 00:50:14,584
Got kind of claustrophobic.
832
00:50:17,795 --> 00:50:19,695
- Things not so good, huh?
833
00:50:19,730 --> 00:50:23,097
- Yeah.
Not so good.
834
00:50:23,133 --> 00:50:25,328
- I'm sorry.
835
00:50:25,369 --> 00:50:28,463
- You know what the problem is?
836
00:50:28,505 --> 00:50:30,598
When I was doing
what I was doing,
837
00:50:30,641 --> 00:50:34,202
I enjoyed it
in a sick kind of way.
838
00:50:34,244 --> 00:50:36,542
I really liked getting high.
839
00:50:36,580 --> 00:50:38,707
It was a relief.
840
00:50:41,185 --> 00:50:42,618
But it was killing me,
841
00:50:42,653 --> 00:50:45,816
and Joe showed me something
better that wouldn't kill me.
842
00:50:45,856 --> 00:50:48,484
- What?
What did he show you?
843
00:50:48,525 --> 00:50:50,356
- How to be at peace
844
00:50:50,394 --> 00:50:53,659
by being in touch with
something bigger than myself.
845
00:50:53,697 --> 00:50:56,165
- I got that for you.
846
00:51:00,637 --> 00:51:03,663
Come on.
Lie down over here.
847
00:51:03,707 --> 00:51:06,505
- That's not exactly
what I had in mind.
848
00:51:06,543 --> 00:51:09,637
- Come on. Trust me.
Lie down.
849
00:51:23,527 --> 00:51:25,791
There you have it.
850
00:51:25,829 --> 00:51:28,161
- What?
851
00:51:28,198 --> 00:51:30,325
- The universe.
852
00:51:30,367 --> 00:51:34,326
I mean, look at it.
It's incredible.
853
00:51:34,371 --> 00:51:38,273
You know, some of the stars
you can see on a clear night,
854
00:51:38,308 --> 00:51:39,536
their light,
855
00:51:39,576 --> 00:51:43,808
it's taken 21/2 million years
to get here.
856
00:51:43,847 --> 00:51:46,941
When that light started out,
the Ice Age hadn't even begun.
857
00:51:46,984 --> 00:51:49,976
When you want a connection
to something bigger,
858
00:51:50,020 --> 00:51:52,284
how much bigger can you get
than this?
859
00:51:52,322 --> 00:51:54,517
- It's pretty big.
860
00:51:54,558 --> 00:51:57,152
- Yeah.
861
00:51:57,194 --> 00:51:59,685
And we're a part of it,
862
00:51:59,730 --> 00:52:03,496
a lucky part of it,
'cause as far as we know,
863
00:52:03,534 --> 00:52:05,365
only Earth came together
in a way
864
00:52:05,402 --> 00:52:08,462
that enabled life to exist.
865
00:52:08,505 --> 00:52:10,735
I mean, what a break, right?
866
00:52:10,774 --> 00:52:15,268
Thank you, universe.
867
00:52:15,312 --> 00:52:19,305
And then you die, and that's it.
868
00:52:19,349 --> 00:52:21,909
- Oh, now I'm definitely
feeling better.
869
00:52:25,989 --> 00:52:28,014
- You should.
870
00:52:28,058 --> 00:52:33,428
Once you understand
that life is finite,
871
00:52:33,464 --> 00:52:36,399
you don't want to waste
a moment of it.
872
00:52:36,433 --> 00:52:37,957
- I hate to say it,
873
00:52:38,001 --> 00:52:41,232
but I'm not getting
the same buzz I get from church.
874
00:52:41,271 --> 00:52:42,761
- Why not?
875
00:52:42,806 --> 00:52:45,604
- 'Cause I want someone up there
I can talk to.
876
00:52:47,544 --> 00:52:50,445
- That's what I thought, see?
877
00:52:50,481 --> 00:52:53,973
You don't want a spiritual life
based on truth.
878
00:52:54,017 --> 00:52:55,609
You want a daddy in the sky,
879
00:52:55,652 --> 00:52:57,813
and even if he is
totally imaginary,
880
00:52:57,855 --> 00:53:00,517
he's always gonna be there
when you need him.
881
00:53:03,260 --> 00:53:06,821
- What I want is to be loved.
882
00:53:28,852 --> 00:53:30,979
- I'm sorry.
883
00:53:52,309 --> 00:53:55,244
- We thank you, Lord,
for your love and salvation,
884
00:53:55,279 --> 00:53:57,543
but we are afraid.
885
00:53:57,581 --> 00:54:00,414
If you call us
to do your work in Uganda,
886
00:54:00,450 --> 00:54:04,216
please give us courage.
887
00:54:04,254 --> 00:54:07,348
And also, Lord,
888
00:54:07,391 --> 00:54:11,987
please give us the strength
to resist temptation,
889
00:54:12,029 --> 00:54:16,295
for sometimes we are
sorely tried in this evil world.
890
00:54:16,333 --> 00:54:17,630
Amen.
891
00:54:17,668 --> 00:54:19,659
- Amen.
892
00:54:39,189 --> 00:54:43,751
- I don't think I've ever loved
anyone before you.
893
00:54:43,794 --> 00:54:46,888
Now I'm not even sure
I could live without you.
894
00:54:46,930 --> 00:54:49,398
- Joe.
895
00:54:49,433 --> 00:54:52,129
- But if we are to be laborers
together with God,
896
00:54:52,169 --> 00:54:55,627
then we have to answer
when He calls.
897
00:54:55,672 --> 00:54:57,902
- What about my education?
898
00:55:00,811 --> 00:55:03,143
- Is that what this is about,
Shana?
899
00:55:03,180 --> 00:55:06,479
Really?
900
00:55:06,516 --> 00:55:07,744
- Yes.
901
00:55:11,254 --> 00:55:14,655
- I don't want us to live
a small life, Shana.
902
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:25,191
- Yup?
903
00:55:45,255 --> 00:55:47,587
Hold on!
904
00:55:47,624 --> 00:55:51,185
Here.
Call me.
905
00:55:51,228 --> 00:55:52,354
- Who's Exley?
906
00:55:52,396 --> 00:55:54,489
- Oh, he used to work here.
907
00:55:54,531 --> 00:55:56,328
- I have to go to school.
908
00:56:00,237 --> 00:56:01,261
- Hold on!
909
00:56:01,304 --> 00:56:02,771
- I'll call you
as soon as I can.
910
00:56:02,806 --> 00:56:04,671
- Okay.
911
00:56:04,708 --> 00:56:06,699
Here.
912
00:56:39,176 --> 00:56:41,610
Hello?
913
00:56:41,645 --> 00:56:43,078
- Tonight around 8:00?
914
00:56:43,113 --> 00:56:44,671
- Yes.
915
00:56:46,316 --> 00:56:47,681
- Where?
916
00:56:47,718 --> 00:56:49,242
- The hotel.
917
00:56:49,286 --> 00:56:51,151
I'll find a room and email you.
918
00:56:51,188 --> 00:56:54,749
- You really put
some thought into this, huh?
919
00:56:54,791 --> 00:56:57,760
- Yeah.
920
00:56:57,794 --> 00:56:59,386
- So did I.
921
00:58:02,292 --> 00:58:03,759
- When do you reckon
you'll get back?
922
00:58:05,295 --> 00:58:06,956
- I'm just filling in
for someone.
923
00:58:06,997 --> 00:58:09,124
I don't know
when they'll show up.
924
00:58:11,201 --> 00:58:12,327
- Okay.
925
00:58:36,793 --> 00:58:38,727
- Hi.
926
00:58:44,401 --> 00:58:46,164
- Want a drink?
927
00:58:46,203 --> 00:58:48,171
- I think I need one.
928
00:58:53,009 --> 00:58:55,876
Are all these flowers for me?
929
00:58:55,912 --> 00:58:57,846
- Stole 'em from the ballroom.
930
00:58:57,881 --> 00:59:00,907
- Wedding?
931
00:59:00,951 --> 00:59:03,078
- Memorial service.
932
00:59:28,144 --> 00:59:30,476
You don't have to do it.
933
00:59:35,785 --> 00:59:37,582
Let me undress you.
934
01:00:29,639 --> 01:00:31,800
You're perfect.
935
01:00:36,846 --> 01:00:40,577
- ♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪
936
01:00:40,617 --> 01:00:45,179
♪ Give me this day I can win ♪
937
01:00:45,221 --> 01:00:48,486
♪ Give me your hands
to forget ♪
938
01:00:48,525 --> 01:00:51,926
♪ Everything ♪
939
01:00:51,962 --> 01:00:59,459
♪ You know the feeling
when your heart walked in ♪
940
01:00:59,502 --> 01:01:06,999
♪ And you remember
why you kiss first, stare ♪
941
01:01:07,043 --> 01:01:15,109
♪ She remembers all the good
up there that I've done ♪
942
01:01:15,151 --> 01:01:21,989
♪ But I found
you're like a ghost of me ♪
943
01:01:22,025 --> 01:01:28,589
♪ Like a secret sea,
you were stealing me ♪
944
01:01:28,631 --> 01:01:29,757
♪ Mm ♪
945
01:01:29,799 --> 01:01:35,965
♪ And it feels like
I'm remembering ♪
946
01:01:36,006 --> 01:01:39,669
♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪
947
01:01:39,709 --> 01:01:43,770
♪ Give me a moment to win ♪
948
01:01:43,813 --> 01:01:47,681
♪ Give me your lips to forget ♪
949
01:01:47,717 --> 01:01:50,845
♪ Everything,
everything ♪
950
01:01:50,887 --> 01:01:54,550
♪ Years float away
on the wind ♪
951
01:01:54,591 --> 01:01:58,288
♪ Give me this day ♪
952
01:01:58,328 --> 01:02:02,094
♪ Give me your hands
to forget ♪
953
01:02:02,132 --> 01:02:04,623
♪ Everything ♪
954
01:02:20,583 --> 01:02:22,574
- Oh, my God.
955
01:02:46,342 --> 01:02:49,334
- You have a job.
956
01:02:49,379 --> 01:02:52,712
You have God.
957
01:02:52,749 --> 01:02:55,809
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.
958
01:02:57,587 --> 01:03:00,021
Help me.
959
01:03:00,056 --> 01:03:01,785
Help Shana.
960
01:03:06,062 --> 01:03:10,226
- When I got home last night,
he wasn't there.
961
01:03:10,266 --> 01:03:13,724
Then he came back,
and I asked him where he'd been,
962
01:03:13,770 --> 01:03:17,399
and he said, "Thinking.
Where have you been?"
963
01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:19,340
- Then what?
964
01:03:19,375 --> 01:03:22,310
- And then this morning,
he was distant,
965
01:03:22,345 --> 01:03:24,609
and then he just went to work.
966
01:03:30,687 --> 01:03:34,054
- Why don't you leave him?
967
01:03:34,090 --> 01:03:35,887
I mean it.
968
01:03:39,028 --> 01:03:42,122
- I'm afraid of what
he might do to himself.
969
01:03:43,166 --> 01:03:44,724
- Like what?
970
01:03:44,767 --> 01:03:47,531
- I don't know.
971
01:03:47,570 --> 01:03:49,060
I feel scared of him,
972
01:03:49,105 --> 01:03:51,039
and I feel sorry for him
973
01:03:51,074 --> 01:03:54,407
and grateful and ashamed.
974
01:03:57,113 --> 01:03:59,343
But at the same time,
it's-
975
01:03:59,382 --> 01:04:01,714
I sort of can't even think
about him.
976
01:04:03,987 --> 01:04:06,182
It's like he's disappearing.
977
01:04:06,222 --> 01:04:08,850
All I can think about is you.
978
01:04:11,361 --> 01:04:14,125
- I feel the same way.
979
01:04:14,164 --> 01:04:16,029
I didn't sleep at all
last night.
980
01:04:16,065 --> 01:04:19,660
- Really?
981
01:04:19,702 --> 01:04:23,194
Could we see each other again
tonight?
982
01:04:23,239 --> 01:04:25,571
- How would you get out?
983
01:04:25,608 --> 01:04:28,304
- He's going
to some church thing
984
01:04:28,344 --> 01:04:30,676
from 7:00 to 10:00.
985
01:04:30,713 --> 01:04:33,079
- Chris too.
986
01:04:33,116 --> 01:04:35,676
Finally something
to thank God for.
987
01:04:44,994 --> 01:04:46,291
- I'm sorry.
988
01:04:46,329 --> 01:04:48,854
- Take it.
989
01:04:48,898 --> 01:04:50,126
I'll wait.
990
01:04:52,902 --> 01:04:54,392
- What do you want?
991
01:04:54,437 --> 01:04:57,736
- Hey.
992
01:04:57,774 --> 01:04:59,833
I just wanted
to give you a family.
993
01:04:59,876 --> 01:05:02,674
- What makes you think
I want to talk about this now?
994
01:05:02,712 --> 01:05:04,839
- Hollis, it was
just an arrangement.
995
01:05:04,881 --> 01:05:06,178
That's all.
996
01:05:06,216 --> 01:05:09,117
Hollis, I was just afraid
of losing you, so I just-
997
01:05:09,152 --> 01:05:11,120
- I'm up here on the ledge
with somebody and-
998
01:05:11,154 --> 01:05:12,382
- Please, Hollis.
999
01:05:12,422 --> 01:05:13,855
I love you.
1000
01:05:13,890 --> 01:05:16,120
- I cannot have
this conversation right now.
1001
01:05:16,159 --> 01:05:17,990
- I love you.
1002
01:05:18,027 --> 01:05:20,018
I love you more
than anything in life.
1003
01:05:20,063 --> 01:05:22,361
- Look, I got to go.
1004
01:05:28,671 --> 01:05:30,434
- You have to go?
1005
01:05:30,473 --> 01:05:32,100
- No, no, no, no.
I'm good.
1006
01:05:35,044 --> 01:05:36,875
So what happened next?
1007
01:05:44,354 --> 01:05:46,219
- Well, I better be going.
1008
01:05:46,256 --> 01:05:48,156
- Okay.
1009
01:05:48,191 --> 01:05:49,920
- Bye.
- Bye.
1010
01:06:46,683 --> 01:06:48,617
- I want to do it here.
1011
01:06:48,651 --> 01:06:50,243
- Okay.
1012
01:07:01,197 --> 01:07:03,222
- Take my panties off.
1013
01:07:55,651 --> 01:07:57,448
Oh, my...
1014
01:08:00,923 --> 01:08:03,016
I love the way you touch me.
1015
01:08:18,941 --> 01:08:21,501
- Who is that?
1016
01:08:26,082 --> 01:08:27,515
- That's my daughter.
1017
01:08:27,550 --> 01:08:28,847
- You have a daughter?
1018
01:08:28,885 --> 01:08:31,479
- I had a daughter.
1019
01:08:31,521 --> 01:08:34,217
- What happened?
1020
01:08:34,257 --> 01:08:38,159
- She died two years ago.
1021
01:08:38,194 --> 01:08:40,788
- Oh, I'm so sorry.
1022
01:08:40,830 --> 01:08:42,161
- I'm sure she's up in heaven
1023
01:08:42,198 --> 01:08:45,258
with all the other
little baby angels.
1024
01:08:51,507 --> 01:08:53,236
I'm sorry.
1025
01:08:53,276 --> 01:08:55,267
I don't mean to be
such an asshole.
1026
01:08:55,311 --> 01:08:57,472
I really don't.
1027
01:09:03,853 --> 01:09:06,788
I was driving her
to school one day.
1028
01:09:06,823 --> 01:09:09,951
And we'd had a fight.
1029
01:09:12,395 --> 01:09:13,589
The radio was on.
1030
01:09:13,629 --> 01:09:16,029
There was a song
we both really liked.
1031
01:09:16,065 --> 01:09:20,195
She was singing along.
1032
01:09:20,236 --> 01:09:21,965
I was watching her
in the mirror,
1033
01:09:22,004 --> 01:09:25,838
and I was just about to tell her
that it was all okay,
1034
01:09:25,875 --> 01:09:30,869
and then a truck
swerved from traffic
1035
01:09:30,913 --> 01:09:35,680
from the opposite direction,
1036
01:09:35,718 --> 01:09:39,745
and I had less than a second
to think.
1037
01:09:39,789 --> 01:09:42,952
And I don't know if it was
instinct or a bad guess
1038
01:09:42,992 --> 01:09:47,861
or maybe self-preservation,
but...
1039
01:09:51,033 --> 01:09:53,126
I swung the wheel
the wrong way,
1040
01:09:53,169 --> 01:09:55,967
and the truck hit her side
of the car.
1041
01:10:02,512 --> 01:10:06,175
And five minutes later,
she's dead.
1042
01:10:24,967 --> 01:10:28,733
My wife never blamed me,
exactly.
1043
01:10:28,771 --> 01:10:32,537
It was-the truck driver
had a heart attack.
1044
01:10:32,575 --> 01:10:34,475
It wasn't my fault, but...
1045
01:10:37,013 --> 01:10:39,174
It was in her eyes.
1046
01:10:41,350 --> 01:10:44,444
I needed her to forgive me,
and she couldn't do it.
1047
01:10:46,722 --> 01:10:51,955
And so we split up,
and I totally fell apart.
1048
01:10:51,994 --> 01:10:55,054
And then I got a job
in the hospitality industry.
1049
01:10:55,097 --> 01:10:58,897
And now I'm just dandy.
1050
01:11:18,955 --> 01:11:20,252
- Oh!
1051
01:11:20,289 --> 01:11:22,052
Uh, I thought you were out.
1052
01:11:22,091 --> 01:11:23,752
I was gonna get a sip
of your whiskey.
1053
01:11:23,793 --> 01:11:25,385
We-
- You ever think of knocking?
1054
01:11:25,428 --> 01:11:27,259
- Excuse us.
Sorry.
1055
01:11:27,296 --> 01:11:28,593
- What happened?
1056
01:11:31,500 --> 01:11:35,129
- Uh, you were right.
1057
01:11:35,171 --> 01:11:38,800
Turns out this center
is a little more conservative
1058
01:11:38,841 --> 01:11:40,274
than we thought.
1059
01:11:40,309 --> 01:11:42,834
- Light gets switched off
before it reaches the homos?
1060
01:11:43,913 --> 01:11:45,710
- Not exactly.
1061
01:11:45,748 --> 01:11:46,840
Dimmed.
1062
01:11:46,882 --> 01:11:49,248
- Sorry.
Really.
1063
01:11:51,687 --> 01:11:54,178
- Hey.
1064
01:11:54,223 --> 01:11:56,157
To the grave, okay?
1065
01:12:00,863 --> 01:12:03,229
- Oh.
1066
01:12:03,265 --> 01:12:05,062
- It's okay.
He's cool.
1067
01:12:05,101 --> 01:12:06,466
Both of them.
1068
01:12:12,975 --> 01:12:16,376
- You know,
1069
01:12:16,412 --> 01:12:20,508
if you and I
could ever be together,
1070
01:12:20,549 --> 01:12:23,541
I think we'd be really happy.
1071
01:12:31,994 --> 01:12:36,488
- Strange thing is,
I felt the same way.
1072
01:12:36,532 --> 01:12:38,625
I had to make a game of it
at the start...
1073
01:12:38,668 --> 01:12:41,432
'cause I wasn't really up
for it, you know?
1074
01:12:41,470 --> 01:12:42,869
Love.
1075
01:12:42,905 --> 01:12:46,238
- No wonder.
1076
01:12:46,275 --> 01:12:47,902
- I guess
it's always inexplicable
1077
01:12:47,943 --> 01:12:50,173
why you fall in love, isn't it?
1078
01:12:50,212 --> 01:12:53,079
I mean, you tell me,
why do you love your wife?
1079
01:12:55,017 --> 01:12:58,316
- To be honest with you,
Gavin,
1080
01:12:58,354 --> 01:13:00,083
I don't think I do anymore.
1081
01:13:00,122 --> 01:13:01,453
As a matter of fact,
1082
01:13:01,490 --> 01:13:03,355
I don't even think
I'm going home tonight.
1083
01:13:03,392 --> 01:13:04,825
- Why not?
1084
01:13:04,860 --> 01:13:06,885
- She cheated on me.
1085
01:13:09,598 --> 01:13:12,032
I kind of lost
both of my kids today.
1086
01:13:12,068 --> 01:13:16,004
My little boy and my girl,
you know.
1087
01:13:16,038 --> 01:13:18,973
Found out neither one of 'em
was mine this morning.
1088
01:13:22,812 --> 01:13:24,245
- Why?
1089
01:13:24,280 --> 01:13:27,215
- 'Cause I'm sterile.
1090
01:13:27,249 --> 01:13:29,046
I just found out.
1091
01:13:31,854 --> 01:13:34,118
I've always been.
1092
01:13:34,156 --> 01:13:36,090
- Did you want kids?
1093
01:13:36,125 --> 01:13:39,424
- Like you wouldn't believe,
you know?
1094
01:13:39,462 --> 01:13:41,623
I mean, we tried and tried
for years,
1095
01:13:41,664 --> 01:13:44,861
and when nothing happened,
1096
01:13:44,900 --> 01:13:47,130
eventually we went over
to the clinic,
1097
01:13:47,169 --> 01:13:49,433
and we got tested.
1098
01:13:49,472 --> 01:13:51,736
And I never bothered
to go and get the results.
1099
01:13:51,774 --> 01:13:53,435
But she did.
1100
01:13:53,476 --> 01:13:57,845
And when she told me
everything was okay, I was...
1101
01:13:57,880 --> 01:14:00,075
And then nine months later, we-
1102
01:14:04,253 --> 01:14:10,283
She said that she was afraid
she was going to lose me
1103
01:14:10,326 --> 01:14:12,920
and that it was just
an arrangement.
1104
01:14:16,632 --> 01:14:18,122
- Who's the father?
1105
01:14:25,241 --> 01:14:29,678
- She wanted the kids to look
as much like me as possible.
1106
01:14:32,882 --> 01:14:35,146
I got a younger brother, man.
1107
01:14:40,856 --> 01:14:42,380
Look, I'm sorry,
Gavin,
1108
01:14:42,424 --> 01:14:44,824
but please don't make my day
any worse than it already is.
1109
01:14:44,860 --> 01:14:48,352
Why don't you just
come on in here?
1110
01:14:48,397 --> 01:14:50,024
- Believe me,
1111
01:14:50,065 --> 01:14:52,465
if I could, I would.
1112
01:14:54,203 --> 01:14:56,103
- Hollis.
1113
01:14:56,138 --> 01:14:57,435
- Excuse me.
1114
01:14:57,473 --> 01:14:58,838
- Spoke to the roommate, Chris.
1115
01:14:58,874 --> 01:15:01,274
He says he thinks Joe's capable
of just about anything.
1116
01:15:01,310 --> 01:15:02,607
Shana never made it to school.
1117
01:15:02,645 --> 01:15:03,703
Joe never showed up for work.
1118
01:15:03,746 --> 01:15:05,111
I've been trying both
their numbers.
1119
01:15:05,147 --> 01:15:06,341
I got nothing.
1120
01:15:06,382 --> 01:15:07,940
- Please, keep calling them.
- All right.
1121
01:15:07,983 --> 01:15:10,281
How's he doin'?
1122
01:15:10,319 --> 01:15:12,947
- Do I think he might do it?
1123
01:15:12,988 --> 01:15:14,979
I think he could.
1124
01:15:15,024 --> 01:15:18,619
- All right.
Are you good?
1125
01:15:18,661 --> 01:15:21,528
- I'm having a rough day.
1126
01:15:42,651 --> 01:15:44,949
Hey, forgive me.
1127
01:15:44,987 --> 01:15:48,980
- Look man, the point is,
you got kids,
1128
01:15:49,024 --> 01:15:51,458
even if it wasn't exactly
how you wanted.
1129
01:15:54,597 --> 01:15:58,795
- Let's just go on
with your story, okay?
1130
01:16:04,206 --> 01:16:06,231
- Okay.
1131
01:16:06,275 --> 01:16:09,938
We decided to tell Joe
the truth.
1132
01:16:09,979 --> 01:16:12,209
But Shana wanted to speak
to the pastor first
1133
01:16:12,248 --> 01:16:14,716
'cause she was so scared
he'd kill himself.
1134
01:16:23,025 --> 01:16:27,257
- I know I haven't been
an exciting lover for you.
1135
01:16:27,296 --> 01:16:31,392
I know that I have been
too dominating
1136
01:16:31,433 --> 01:16:35,995
in a way
that wasn't interesting.
1137
01:16:36,038 --> 01:16:38,506
But I wasn't always like this.
1138
01:16:41,577 --> 01:16:44,011
I know how bad things are.
1139
01:16:44,046 --> 01:16:47,573
I just want one night.
1140
01:16:47,616 --> 01:16:51,712
Borrow an apartment.
Go to a hotel.
1141
01:16:51,754 --> 01:16:55,918
A night away from
what we're supposed to be,
1142
01:16:55,958 --> 01:16:59,587
a night to prove I can
make you happy that way.
1143
01:17:01,864 --> 01:17:05,459
Don't I at least deserve that?
1144
01:17:05,501 --> 01:17:08,026
- I have to get out of this
the right way.
1145
01:17:08,070 --> 01:17:09,697
I owe him so much.
1146
01:17:09,738 --> 01:17:11,706
- I know.
1147
01:17:11,740 --> 01:17:14,834
I know, and I know
I have no right, but...
1148
01:17:17,413 --> 01:17:20,109
- We only have to get through
a couple more days, okay?
1149
01:17:20,849 --> 01:17:22,407
Okay?
1150
01:17:24,687 --> 01:17:26,018
- Okay.
1151
01:17:26,055 --> 01:17:27,886
- I should go.
1152
01:17:27,923 --> 01:17:29,117
I'm doing the night shift,
1153
01:17:29,158 --> 01:17:31,126
and then I'm gonna go see
the pastor in the morning.
1154
01:17:31,160 --> 01:17:32,388
- Come by after.
1155
01:17:32,428 --> 01:17:34,123
Let me know how it went.
1156
01:17:44,173 --> 01:17:46,334
- I love you.
1157
01:18:16,905 --> 01:18:18,031
- Crescent Riverview.
1158
01:18:18,073 --> 01:18:20,439
- Hi.
I'd like a room, please.
1159
01:18:20,476 --> 01:18:22,842
- When would it be for?
1160
01:18:22,878 --> 01:18:24,311
- Tonight, if you've got one.
1161
01:18:55,110 --> 01:18:56,202
Come on in.
1162
01:19:06,155 --> 01:19:08,089
Would you mind if we talked?
1163
01:19:08,123 --> 01:19:11,490
- Oh-
- Please, it's important.
1164
01:19:19,501 --> 01:19:20,832
Sit down.
1165
01:19:29,411 --> 01:19:33,507
You know what the difference is
between you and me, Gavin?
1166
01:19:33,549 --> 01:19:34,880
- No.
1167
01:19:34,917 --> 01:19:37,681
- There are two differences.
1168
01:19:37,719 --> 01:19:40,779
First of all, you don't see
the world as it is.
1169
01:19:40,823 --> 01:19:43,849
This world
is a disgusting place.
1170
01:19:43,892 --> 01:19:45,985
I know this because I've seen
some of the worst
1171
01:19:46,028 --> 01:19:47,552
it has to offer.
1172
01:19:50,499 --> 01:19:52,524
- I find that hard to believe.
1173
01:19:52,568 --> 01:19:54,798
- Did you know
I was married before?
1174
01:19:57,473 --> 01:19:58,872
- No, I didn't know that, Joe.
1175
01:19:58,907 --> 01:20:00,306
- Mm-hmm.
1176
01:20:00,342 --> 01:20:03,903
A lovely wife,
1177
01:20:03,946 --> 01:20:07,211
two beautiful children,
1178
01:20:07,249 --> 01:20:08,716
great home.
1179
01:20:08,750 --> 01:20:12,049
But I couldn't stay home,
because I was drawn to sin.
1180
01:20:12,087 --> 01:20:13,816
I'd go out for a drink,
and five hours later,
1181
01:20:13,856 --> 01:20:15,187
I'd be coked out of my head
1182
01:20:15,224 --> 01:20:17,988
and in a booth in a porno shop,
or I'd get a hooker,
1183
01:20:18,026 --> 01:20:20,494
or I'd go-go gambling,
1184
01:20:20,529 --> 01:20:23,464
or pretty much whatever
you can imagine, I did.
1185
01:20:23,499 --> 01:20:26,730
And I lost it all.
1186
01:20:26,768 --> 01:20:30,329
My wife left me.
1187
01:20:30,372 --> 01:20:31,805
She caught diseases from me.
1188
01:20:31,840 --> 01:20:35,139
I lost my job.
1189
01:20:35,177 --> 01:20:37,873
I lost my children.
1190
01:20:37,913 --> 01:20:40,507
But even still, I couldn't stop.
1191
01:20:42,551 --> 01:20:44,576
I mean, so what do you think
that is?
1192
01:20:44,620 --> 01:20:47,180
You think
I'm, like, a sex addict
1193
01:20:47,222 --> 01:20:52,421
or a junkie
or a gambling addict,
1194
01:20:52,461 --> 01:20:53,450
alcoholic?
1195
01:20:53,495 --> 01:20:54,484
What?
1196
01:20:56,632 --> 01:20:58,156
- I don't know, Joe.
1197
01:20:58,200 --> 01:20:59,189
I have no idea.
1198
01:20:59,234 --> 01:21:01,794
- The answer
is none of the above.
1199
01:21:01,837 --> 01:21:04,635
I just had to have sensation.
1200
01:21:04,673 --> 01:21:10,305
I had to feel alive,
because inside, I was dying.
1201
01:21:10,345 --> 01:21:13,405
Spiritually, right?
I was lost.
1202
01:21:18,287 --> 01:21:22,189
See, I was, you know,
half an inch from death
1203
01:21:22,224 --> 01:21:24,624
when Jesus came to me.
1204
01:21:24,660 --> 01:21:25,854
I was.
1205
01:21:25,894 --> 01:21:29,022
I was lying in the gutter
and got up,
1206
01:21:29,064 --> 01:21:34,434
stumbled into a church,
and I was born again.
1207
01:21:35,871 --> 01:21:37,168
I was saved.
1208
01:21:37,206 --> 01:21:40,767
I was a new man.
1209
01:21:40,809 --> 01:21:45,143
The joy-the relief, really...
1210
01:21:47,015 --> 01:21:49,745
You have no idea how that feels.
1211
01:21:52,254 --> 01:21:54,654
About a year later,
1212
01:21:54,690 --> 01:21:58,854
the Lord, having given me
so much already,
1213
01:21:58,894 --> 01:22:02,660
He gave me Shana.
1214
01:22:02,698 --> 01:22:06,190
He brought her into the church.
1215
01:22:06,235 --> 01:22:09,466
And the moment that I saw her,
1216
01:22:09,504 --> 01:22:13,565
I knew that I loved her.
1217
01:22:13,609 --> 01:22:17,636
Then we were married
in His sight,
1218
01:22:17,679 --> 01:22:20,614
in His house.
1219
01:22:20,649 --> 01:22:22,344
And loving her was the-
1220
01:22:25,254 --> 01:22:30,214
It was such a pure love.
1221
01:22:31,994 --> 01:22:35,930
Until two nights ago.
1222
01:22:37,532 --> 01:22:39,523
When you were...
1223
01:22:39,568 --> 01:22:42,765
fucking her in your kitchen,
1224
01:22:42,804 --> 01:22:46,365
I was outside the door,
listening.
1225
01:22:46,408 --> 01:22:50,936
And I thought
of smashing down that door
1226
01:22:50,979 --> 01:22:53,743
and killing you both.
1227
01:22:54,816 --> 01:22:57,284
But I just ran away.
1228
01:22:57,319 --> 01:22:58,445
I ran away, and I did things
1229
01:22:58,487 --> 01:23:01,217
that I have not done
in a long time.
1230
01:23:01,256 --> 01:23:04,054
And when I came home,
she was asleep in there.
1231
01:23:04,092 --> 01:23:08,995
And I watched her lying there.
1232
01:23:09,031 --> 01:23:11,158
And she was smiling.
1233
01:23:17,973 --> 01:23:21,238
It's hard when we lose
someone we love,
1234
01:23:21,276 --> 01:23:22,265
isn't it?
1235
01:23:24,579 --> 01:23:26,604
- Yes, it is.
1236
01:23:26,648 --> 01:23:30,516
- So I came in here,
1237
01:23:30,552 --> 01:23:33,783
and I opened up the Bible.
1238
01:23:33,822 --> 01:23:39,226
And I read Psalm 23.
1239
01:23:39,261 --> 01:23:43,197
"The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
1240
01:23:43,231 --> 01:23:45,791
"Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,
1241
01:23:45,834 --> 01:23:48,394
"I will fear no evil,
for thou art with me.
1242
01:23:48,437 --> 01:23:53,841
Thy rod and thy staff,
they comfort me."
1243
01:23:53,875 --> 01:23:57,140
And I took this gun,
and I put it right here.
1244
01:23:59,614 --> 01:24:00,945
Now...
1245
01:24:02,851 --> 01:24:05,251
You think I'm still here
because I was afraid?
1246
01:24:06,455 --> 01:24:07,649
- I don't know, Joe.
1247
01:24:07,689 --> 01:24:09,657
- No.
1248
01:24:09,691 --> 01:24:13,457
I have no fear, Gavin.
1249
01:24:13,495 --> 01:24:16,328
You ever been
totally without fear?
1250
01:24:16,365 --> 01:24:18,196
- No.
1251
01:24:18,233 --> 01:24:24,365
- That's the second difference
between us.
1252
01:24:24,406 --> 01:24:26,465
I have the courage
to die for my beliefs
1253
01:24:26,508 --> 01:24:30,239
because I know where I'm going.
1254
01:24:30,278 --> 01:24:32,542
You have the courage
to die for your beliefs?
1255
01:24:34,750 --> 01:24:37,776
- I guess so, you know,
if I had to.
1256
01:24:37,819 --> 01:24:41,186
- I don't think you do.
1257
01:24:43,358 --> 01:24:44,586
But I figured out
1258
01:24:44,626 --> 01:24:47,595
I was the last person
that should die.
1259
01:24:48,764 --> 01:24:49,924
- Joe.
1260
01:24:54,970 --> 01:24:57,063
Read the marked passage.
1261
01:25:12,687 --> 01:25:14,211
- "The man
that committeth adultery
1262
01:25:14,256 --> 01:25:19,421
"with another man's wife,
1263
01:25:19,461 --> 01:25:23,090
the adulterer and the adulteress
shall surely be put to death."
1264
01:25:24,533 --> 01:25:29,266
But, Joe,
what about the New Testament?
1265
01:25:29,304 --> 01:25:31,431
Doesn't Jesus say
about an adulteress,
1266
01:25:31,473 --> 01:25:33,941
"He who is without sin
amongst you,
1267
01:25:33,975 --> 01:25:35,499
let him cast a stone at her?"
1268
01:25:35,544 --> 01:25:37,842
- That's right, and no one did,
1269
01:25:37,879 --> 01:25:41,781
because no one was without sin.
1270
01:25:41,817 --> 01:25:43,444
And Jesus said to the woman,
1271
01:25:43,485 --> 01:25:45,749
"Neither do I condemn thee.
1272
01:25:45,787 --> 01:25:47,914
Now go and sin no more."
1273
01:25:47,956 --> 01:25:49,150
- Right.
1274
01:25:53,495 --> 01:25:56,931
- Are you prepared
to sin no more?
1275
01:25:59,801 --> 01:26:01,530
Is Shana?
1276
01:26:08,243 --> 01:26:12,703
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.
1277
01:26:12,747 --> 01:26:14,112
And if I say
I'm gonna do something,
1278
01:26:14,149 --> 01:26:15,616
you better believe I will.
1279
01:26:21,122 --> 01:26:22,646
Get out.
1280
01:26:36,037 --> 01:26:37,402
- Listen, Gavin.
1281
01:26:37,439 --> 01:26:39,771
For God's sake,
just come in here.
1282
01:26:39,808 --> 01:26:41,298
I promise I can help you.
1283
01:26:41,343 --> 01:26:43,106
- You think I want this, man?
1284
01:26:43,144 --> 01:26:44,304
- We just got five minutes left.
1285
01:26:44,346 --> 01:26:45,813
Please let me...
1286
01:26:52,854 --> 01:26:54,219
Excuse me.
1287
01:27:00,862 --> 01:27:01,851
If you were gonna kill someone
1288
01:27:01,897 --> 01:27:03,194
that had an affair
with your wife
1289
01:27:03,231 --> 01:27:04,960
and you were doing it this way,
what would you want?
1290
01:27:05,000 --> 01:27:06,627
- Gavin!
1291
01:27:06,668 --> 01:27:08,033
Get down from there, man!
1292
01:27:08,069 --> 01:27:09,536
- I'd want to watch him.
1293
01:27:09,571 --> 01:27:10,697
- Me too.
1294
01:27:10,739 --> 01:27:12,400
I think I just saw something
on the ninth floor
1295
01:27:12,440 --> 01:27:13,600
at the Crescent Hotel.
1296
01:27:13,642 --> 01:27:15,041
- What are you doing?
1297
01:27:20,115 --> 01:27:21,241
- Look, for God's sake, Gavin,
1298
01:27:21,283 --> 01:27:22,545
please just come in here.
1299
01:27:22,584 --> 01:27:23,778
Let me help you.
1300
01:27:23,818 --> 01:27:25,080
- There's nothing you can do.
1301
01:27:26,855 --> 01:27:29,949
- Hi. This is Shana.
Please leave a message.
1302
01:27:29,991 --> 01:27:31,652
Beep!
1303
01:27:31,693 --> 01:27:33,684
- Fuck.
1304
01:27:42,470 --> 01:27:44,938
Shana.
1305
01:27:44,973 --> 01:27:46,372
- You know how I said
I had the courage
1306
01:27:46,408 --> 01:27:48,399
to die for my beliefs
but you didn't?
1307
01:27:48,443 --> 01:27:49,432
- Yeah.
1308
01:27:49,477 --> 01:27:50,944
- You disagreed.
1309
01:27:50,979 --> 01:27:52,173
- Yeah.
1310
01:27:52,213 --> 01:27:53,737
- You still think you have
the courage?
1311
01:27:53,782 --> 01:27:55,511
- Yeah, Joe,
but what does that matter?
1312
01:27:55,550 --> 01:27:56,608
- Yeah, will let me tell you
1313
01:27:56,651 --> 01:27:57,743
what the situation is here,
Gavin.
1314
01:27:57,786 --> 01:28:01,654
See, I've decided I'm more
of an Old Testament sort of guy.
1315
01:28:01,690 --> 01:28:04,454
But I am willing to compromise.
1316
01:28:04,492 --> 01:28:08,895
Only one of you
has to die today.
1317
01:28:08,930 --> 01:28:11,694
I have Shana
right in front of me,
1318
01:28:11,733 --> 01:28:15,134
and I have my gun
pointed at her head.
1319
01:28:15,170 --> 01:28:16,262
- Listen, Joe, whatever-
1320
01:28:16,304 --> 01:28:18,169
- Stop.
Stop.
1321
01:28:20,442 --> 01:28:23,434
Go to the Tamlacker Building.
1322
01:28:23,478 --> 01:28:26,606
There's a door around back.
1323
01:28:26,648 --> 01:28:30,448
Take the staircase
all the way up to the top.
1324
01:28:31,386 --> 01:28:33,411
On the roof,
you'll find a utility shed.
1325
01:28:36,791 --> 01:28:39,988
You get on the ledge
in front of it.
1326
01:28:42,764 --> 01:28:44,994
You stand there and think.
1327
01:28:46,468 --> 01:28:49,767
At noon, you jump,
or I put a bullet in her head.
1328
01:28:49,804 --> 01:28:53,331
Maybe you'll find God.
1329
01:28:53,375 --> 01:28:55,138
- What in the hell
is wrong with you?
1330
01:28:55,176 --> 01:28:57,644
Don't you realize if you had
told me this from the start,
1331
01:28:57,679 --> 01:28:58,668
I could've found him?
1332
01:28:58,713 --> 01:28:59,805
I could've done something.
1333
01:28:59,848 --> 01:29:01,076
- He would've killed her.
1334
01:29:01,116 --> 01:29:04,085
- How do you know he's even
capable of killing her?
1335
01:29:04,119 --> 01:29:06,747
You don't even know
what you're capable of.
1336
01:29:06,788 --> 01:29:09,848
I mean, would you kill your mom
in order to save your father
1337
01:29:09,891 --> 01:29:13,224
or kill one of your kids
in order to save another kid?
1338
01:29:13,261 --> 01:29:15,786
These are things
that we cannot know.
1339
01:29:15,830 --> 01:29:19,288
- I know what he's capable of,
Hollis.
1340
01:29:19,334 --> 01:29:21,529
I saw it in his eyes.
1341
01:29:21,569 --> 01:29:24,231
- Look, man, I am not gonna
blow smoke up your ass.
1342
01:29:24,272 --> 01:29:27,799
You are in a terrible dilemma.
1343
01:29:27,842 --> 01:29:29,639
But I swear to you,
if I was in your place-
1344
01:29:29,678 --> 01:29:31,339
- Who do your kids
think their dad is?
1345
01:29:31,379 --> 01:29:33,074
- Gavin-
- You get over it for them.
1346
01:29:33,114 --> 01:29:34,809
- Gavin, please.
Please just come in here-
1347
01:29:34,849 --> 01:29:37,010
- Where's your faith now?
1348
01:29:37,052 --> 01:29:38,610
Your wife says she loves you
1349
01:29:38,653 --> 01:29:41,850
and she did this for you, right?
1350
01:29:41,890 --> 01:29:43,289
- Why can't you have faith
in that?
1351
01:29:43,324 --> 01:29:45,690
- Why don't you just mind
your own fuckin' business?
1352
01:29:46,995 --> 01:29:49,156
Listen, man,
if you do this to me,
1353
01:29:49,197 --> 01:29:51,529
I'm gonna carry this shit
the rest of my life.
1354
01:29:51,566 --> 01:29:53,329
- Not if you do
what I want you to do.
1355
01:29:53,368 --> 01:29:54,733
- Tell Shana-
- I will not do it.
1356
01:29:54,769 --> 01:29:56,031
I will not do it.
1357
01:29:56,071 --> 01:29:58,437
If you got somethin'
that you need to tell her,
1358
01:29:58,473 --> 01:30:01,738
you climb your ass in here,
you tell her yourself!
1359
01:30:01,776 --> 01:30:03,175
You're always so rational.
1360
01:30:03,211 --> 01:30:05,179
I mean, does this sound
rational to you?
1361
01:30:05,213 --> 01:30:06,271
- Whoa! Get out of here!
1362
01:30:06,314 --> 01:30:07,406
- I mean, think about it.
1363
01:30:07,449 --> 01:30:11,510
What makes her life
more valuable than yours?
1364
01:30:12,287 --> 01:30:13,845
Please.
1365
01:30:13,888 --> 01:30:17,483
Gavin.
1366
01:30:17,525 --> 01:30:19,356
Just come here.
1367
01:30:19,394 --> 01:30:22,056
Just come here, man.
1368
01:30:22,097 --> 01:30:24,827
Now, Gavin, please.
1369
01:30:30,038 --> 01:30:32,063
Gavin, please come here.
1370
01:30:40,181 --> 01:30:41,478
Just come here, man.
1371
01:30:41,516 --> 01:30:44,713
- Look, I feel like
I've gotten to know you.
1372
01:30:44,753 --> 01:30:46,983
And I like you, and I'm sorry
I'm gonna have to do this.
1373
01:30:47,021 --> 01:30:48,215
- Please.
1374
01:30:48,256 --> 01:30:49,484
- But if you were standing
where I am
1375
01:30:49,524 --> 01:30:51,389
and your wife or any one
of your kids had a gun
1376
01:30:51,426 --> 01:30:52,950
to his or her head,
1377
01:30:52,994 --> 01:30:55,462
this time,
you did have time to think,
1378
01:30:55,497 --> 01:30:57,829
could anyone on Earth
stop you from jumping?
1379
01:30:57,866 --> 01:30:59,424
- I'm begging you.
Please don't do this.
1380
01:30:59,467 --> 01:31:00,729
- Here's what I want you to do.
1381
01:31:00,769 --> 01:31:02,293
- Gavin, please don't do this.
1382
01:31:02,337 --> 01:31:04,305
- I never told Shana
I loved her.
1383
01:31:04,339 --> 01:31:07,001
You tell her for me.
- I will not do it.
1384
01:31:07,041 --> 01:31:09,874
- Yes, you will.
1385
01:31:09,911 --> 01:31:11,310
Then you go home, okay?
1386
01:31:11,346 --> 01:31:13,041
- Gavin, don't you do this.
1387
01:31:13,081 --> 01:31:15,481
Please, Gavin.
1388
01:31:15,517 --> 01:31:16,643
- Fuck.
Here.
1389
01:31:16,684 --> 01:31:18,709
- Gavin, please!
1390
01:31:46,181 --> 01:31:47,478
- Freeze.
Freeze!
1391
01:31:47,515 --> 01:31:49,506
On the ground, now.
Drop it.
1392
01:32:17,345 --> 01:32:20,246
- Do you have anyone
to stay with?
1393
01:32:23,184 --> 01:32:25,880
- I think I'll try being alone
for a while.
1394
01:32:25,920 --> 01:32:28,912
Never really done that.
1395
01:32:28,957 --> 01:32:31,858
- Well, at least for tonight,
like, a friend?
1396
01:32:36,231 --> 01:32:37,892
- I guess I'll find out.
1397
01:32:41,202 --> 01:32:45,696
- Look, not that I imagine
you're doubting it,
1398
01:32:45,740 --> 01:32:49,699
but he did want me
to tell you that...
1399
01:32:49,744 --> 01:32:52,212
he loved you.
1400
01:32:58,653 --> 01:33:00,245
- Thank you.
1401
01:35:27,802 --> 01:35:30,100
Daddy!
1402
01:35:31,506 --> 01:35:33,770
- They heard
what happened today.
1403
01:35:34,442 --> 01:35:35,500
The guy on the-
1404
01:35:35,543 --> 01:35:37,704
- It was on the TV?
1405
01:35:40,081 --> 01:35:42,140
- I'm really sorry.
1406
01:35:43,551 --> 01:35:45,678
- It's okay.
1407
01:35:48,689 --> 01:35:50,714
Life goes on.
1408
01:35:58,499 --> 01:36:02,799
- So shall we say grace?
1409
01:36:02,837 --> 01:36:05,362
- No, not tonight.
1410
01:36:05,406 --> 01:36:08,239
We don't say grace tonight,
okay?
1411
01:36:08,276 --> 01:36:10,540
- Why not?
1412
01:36:10,578 --> 01:36:14,571
- Because I'm your father,
and I said so, okay?
1413
01:36:14,615 --> 01:36:16,344
- Okay.
1414
01:36:19,654 --> 01:36:21,679
- Okay?
1415
01:36:24,892 --> 01:36:26,553
- Okay.
1416
01:36:30,264 --> 01:36:31,731
- Let's eat.
1417
01:36:34,836 --> 01:36:37,270
- Let's eat.
1418
01:36:44,512 --> 01:36:47,447
- Hey, will you pass me
the bread, Junior?
1419
01:37:05,133 --> 01:37:09,763
- ♪ Thank you for this day ♪
1420
01:37:09,804 --> 01:37:11,362
♪ We walked downtown
in our heavy coats ♪
1421
01:37:14,442 --> 01:37:15,136
♪ She held my hand ♪
1422
01:37:17,445 --> 01:37:18,377
♪ And pulled me through ♪
1423
01:37:20,448 --> 01:37:23,713
♪ The crowds ♪
1424
01:37:23,751 --> 01:37:26,447
♪ I watched her smile ♪
1425
01:37:26,487 --> 01:37:29,684
♪ As the sun burst through ♪
1426
01:37:29,724 --> 01:37:32,056
♪ The clouds ♪
1427
01:37:35,730 --> 01:37:38,426
♪ Is there still love ♪
1428
01:37:38,466 --> 01:37:40,764
♪ In this heart ♪
1429
01:37:47,375 --> 01:37:48,205
♪ Is there still love ♪
1430
01:37:50,278 --> 01:37:52,712
♪ In this heart ♪
1431
01:37:57,151 --> 01:38:02,054
♪ Thank you for this dream ♪
1432
01:38:02,089 --> 01:38:06,549
♪ Though everything feels real ♪
1433
01:38:06,594 --> 01:38:09,461
♪ Waking up ♪
1434
01:38:09,497 --> 01:38:11,965
♪ Pale and shattered ♪
1435
01:38:11,999 --> 01:38:15,628
♪ In her arms ♪
1436
01:38:15,670 --> 01:38:18,434
♪ Heavy rain ♪
1437
01:38:18,472 --> 01:38:23,967
♪ Bouncing through
her bamboo blinds ♪
1438
01:38:27,215 --> 01:38:30,048
♪ Is there still love ♪
1439
01:38:30,084 --> 01:38:32,109
♪ In this heart ♪
1440
01:38:38,626 --> 01:38:41,652
♪ Is there still love ♪
1441
01:38:41,696 --> 01:38:43,994
♪ In this heart ♪
1442
01:38:50,104 --> 01:38:52,732
♪ If I had a message ♪
1443
01:38:52,773 --> 01:38:54,741
♪ For the universe ♪
1444
01:39:01,282 --> 01:39:05,514
♪ She asked,
"What would it be?" ♪
1445
01:39:12,627 --> 01:39:14,959
♪ If I had a message ♪
1446
01:39:14,996 --> 01:39:17,487
♪ For the universe ♪
1447
01:39:23,504 --> 01:39:28,203
♪ She asked,
"What would it be?" ♪
1448
01:39:40,354 --> 01:39:42,345
♪ Thank you ♪
1449
01:39:51,332 --> 01:39:53,323
♪ Thank you ♪
1450
01:40:02,410 --> 01:40:04,401
♪ Thank you ♪
1451
01:40:13,054 --> 01:40:15,045
♪ Thank you ♪
1452
01:40:24,598 --> 01:40:26,589
♪ Thank you ♪
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