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Perfect.
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Perfect.
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Mm. Promise you'll turn me on like this
on your 70th birthday?
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- Promise.
- Yeah?
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Mm.
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Happy birthday, Katie-cakes.
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Thank you.
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- I'll see you tonight.
- Yep.
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Yep, I'll see you on Tuesday.
The fabric is perfect.
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I picked out something
very special for you.
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Okay. Bye. I'll see you then.
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Look at you,
working all hard over here.
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Don't even think about it.
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You should have let me
take you out tonight.
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Come on, you know I love
this kind of thing.
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Yeah.
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- Hey, let me grab it.
- No, I got it. It's okay.
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- Get the towel.
- Get outta here.
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- Alright. Alright.
- Go.
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Oh, my God. Look at your body
in that dress.
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I look like an unmade bed.
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Scallop canapes? Seriously?
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- It's nothing. Here.
- Oh, you always say that.
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- Oh, please.
- And then you say that.
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Oh, plea...
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At UT, she turned me down
three times.
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It took him two years
to notice me.
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So what finally
sealed the deal?
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That's none of your
damn business.
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- Alright, tell 'em.
- You tell 'em
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No, no, you tell 'em.
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When Bill and I were dating,
he said I looked good drunk.
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Is it better than that?
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He said, "I like me better
when I'm with you."
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- Aw.
- Ohh.
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To Kate...
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- my gorgeous wife, on her 35th birthday.
- Evan, please.
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When I saw you 15 years ago,
I said to myself,
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"There's a girl
that I need to know."
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And look at you now -
even more amazing.
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Happy birthday, Kate.
15 straight.
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And we're just
getting started.
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- I love you.
- I love you.
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What is this?
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What's wrong?
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You know, it's um...
it's beautiful, and I love you so much,
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but I just have to
say something.
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You guys are royally screwed.
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Can't help it.
Your piano's out of tune.
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Don't listen to them, Bill.
You sound great.
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Thank you.
Hey, care to join me?
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- Oh, God, no.
- Come on, Kate.
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I haven't heard you play
in years.
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Get him off the piano.
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- I can't even play Chopsticks now.
- It's not even a choice.
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♪ Heroic Polonaise Op.53
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- That's a first.
- Shh.
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Oh, shit.
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Ohh...
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Shit.
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Shit!
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Shit! Shit!
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Hey, you! Out! Now!
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- You wanna go again?
- No. No going again.
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- That's not what you said last night.
- Out, now.
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- Well, I remember your name.
- Goody.
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- Shit!
- Bec.
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Nobody calls you Rebecca,
except your old lady.
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She's on at you for being
a fifth-year senior.
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- Please put your pants on.
- After switching majors six times in three years.
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- Pants! Now!
- Alright.
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You're with your friends.
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We don't have to do the whole
number exchange thing, right?
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Right. I think I love you!
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I know you gotta go.
You know what, let me finish.
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Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
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Look, I got this
down to a science, honey.
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I gotta go to work
in 40 minutes. Just let me...
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I can do it.
Just give me a minute.
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Look, I know that
it's important to you.
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Just let me finish it. Okay?
There you go.
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Did Mrs. Trotter say
she was gonna be late?
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She's not coming.
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What do you mean?
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As in all day
she's not coming?
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As in I let her go.
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Wait. Wait, wait, wait. What?
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She made me feel like
a patient. I'm not a patient.
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Kate. Kate. Katie, listen.
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We finally found somebody
who was efficient.
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Somebody who I can trust.
Somebody who can be flexible when I'm running late.
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You can't just be making
these decisions without...
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- Let me call Miles.
- I'm interviewing for a replacement. Okay?
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Okay, this is crazy.
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- I'm interviewing...
- Right now?
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- For a replacement?
- Go to work and I'll interview her.
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Right now? You're
interviewing right now?
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Let me interview her,
and you can meet her later.
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- No, I don't...
- It's okay.
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We'll interview her together.
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Oops.
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Ah, I'm Bec... Cartwell.
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I'm here for
the job interview.
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Mmm. Thank you.
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So... which one of you
plays piano?
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- I do. Did.
- Why'd you give it up?
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Oh. Uh, right.
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I assume you brought a CV?
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- Resume.
- Uh, no, I brought a resume.
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Um, I found Bec
on the university website.
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It says your most recent
place of employment
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was the Red Lobster
on the Sam Houston Tollway?
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Oh. Wait. Sorry. Wrong one.
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Yeah. It's a...
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little different than
the one I put in the email.
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I kinda padded that one.
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So, who was taking care
of you before?
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If you don't mind my asking.
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Not at all. We had
a lovely woman who moved on.
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And before that, my mother.
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- Wow, that takes balls.
- Yes. It wasn't perfect.
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If it was me and my mother,
it would have been like...
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braaghhh, bloodshed
by lunchtime.
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I assume housekeeping
isn't in your skill set.
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Do you cook?
Any nursing experience?
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Tell me, Bec, have you ever seen,
let alone cared for,
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someone suffering from
a major degenerative illness?
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Not really.
I've read some stuff online.
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You read some stuff online.
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Okay, well, it was nice to meet you.
I'm sure you're very bright.
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What did you mean
by "not really"?
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Back in high school,
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I volunteered at
a nursing home in Tyler.
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Mm-hm.
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They stuck my Grammy Jones in there and I was there a
lot. I didn't put it down 'cause it was a while ago.
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Mm.
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You got your broccoli,
you got your beets.
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Evan, you'll be late.
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Carrots.
Got your chopping board.
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You got your knife.
After you chop...
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- Evan, I can show her.
- Hold on.
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You add your vitamins...
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..and your immuno-boosts.
Alright?
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We wanna keep as many
calories in her as we can.
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- Low fat is the enemy...
- Can I talk to you?
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Just give me a second to...
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Uh, bathroom? Uh...
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Yeah, it's straight back
over there.
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Sorry.
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Alright, this woman
is a nightmare.
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She's not a nurse.
How can I trust you'll be okay with her?
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Maybe she'll actually
listen to me.
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Look, will you please
let me take care of this?
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I promise you
I'll make it work. Okay?
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Okay?
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Bec. Bec, could you please
cut on the cutting board? Oh, cool.
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So, uh... ALS patients live, like, what -
two to five years?
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How long you been sick?
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You don't put the broccoli
stems in the blender.
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Just the flower heads.
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Don't worry,
I'm not trying to calculate
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when I'm gonna need to get
another gig.
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Just curious where you are
on the timeline.
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Um, a year and a half.
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That's what gets me
about this disease.
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Your mind stays
so fuckin' sharp,
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while your arms
and your legs...
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Oh, no!
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Turn it off.
Turn it off. Turn it off.
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Okay. First time
for everything.
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Okay, cool.
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Hey, no rush.
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I'm just gonna be...
right here.
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- Take your time.
- Bec, I'm going to need some help.
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- Uh...
- Getting on.
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And I'll need
some assistance after...
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..wiping.
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What's funny?
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It's just this thing
that my roommate Jill says.
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She'd rather have cats
than kids,
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until kids learn
how to shit in a litter box.
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Oh, God, you're probably
like a nice...
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o-swearing,
no-sex-on-Sunday Baptist...
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What I am is a grown woman
who needs help using the bathroom.
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Okay, I am
pulling your pants down.
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And here go...
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your underwear...
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Can you skip the commentary?
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Okay.
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- Why is this thing so fucking low?
- Bec, your language.
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I am unfurling the...
toilet tissue.
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Harder please.
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What?
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Wipe harder, please.
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No problem.
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Okay, I'm lifting you up,
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pulling up your pants...
for you...
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Shit. Are you okay?
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That wasn't even
the worst part.
200
00:15:10,155 --> 00:15:12,557
The worst part... was that
she didn't even get mad.
201
00:15:12,558 --> 00:15:15,158
Like, she just sat there
with this perfect tight smile on her face.
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Quiet freak out, way worse.
She needs to chill.
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00:15:20,131 --> 00:15:24,201
Here's to... yet another day
of finding something new I suck at.
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Hey, superstar, you're up.
Please don't bomb this.
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- You got this, Bec.
- I got it.
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- You got it.
- I got it.
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- You got it!
- I got it!
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Yeah, she don't got it.
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♪ Bright-eyed
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♪ To give again to her
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♪ Coldhearted
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♪ Believe, yeah
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♪ Yeah, yeah
214
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♪ Yeah, yeah
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♪ Come in the valley
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Whoo!
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Hi.
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00:16:17,088 --> 00:16:19,790
Uhh... I'm Bec...
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..and uh... it's really cool
to be here at Dirty Barry's.
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And now it's just me. Okay.
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♪ I'm gonna sing a song
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Get off the stage!
223
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- Give me one second.
- Next!
224
00:17:07,871 --> 00:17:10,339
Why do I keep doing this
to myself?
225
00:17:10,340 --> 00:17:12,875
Did you know that Janis,
Elvis and Waylon
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all freaked out
on that very same stage?
227
00:17:16,213 --> 00:17:18,053
- I'm Wil, by the way.
- Why can't I just stop?
228
00:17:19,382 --> 00:17:20,816
Speaking of which...
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You do know that banging
your professor is a cliche, right?
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We do not bang. We exchange
ideas - naked, in bed.
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Is she always that...?
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Yeah, it's not just you,
dude.
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- Okay.
- That's a nice work coat.
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I don't know why I...
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Thanks.
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The only reason
I'm not totally pissed off you're late
237
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is that I just took failure
to a whole new...
238
00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:04,926
Liam, here you go.
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00:18:04,927 --> 00:18:06,861
Bec, this is Jen, my wife.
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00:18:06,862 --> 00:18:10,598
Jen, this is Bec, one of my students -
and a very good one at that.
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- Nice to meet you.
- Pleasure's all mine.
242
00:18:13,569 --> 00:18:15,449
- It's good to see you.
- I'm gonna get a drink.
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00:18:16,438 --> 00:18:17,438
Oh.
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Sorry.
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00:18:55,209 --> 00:18:56,310
Bec. Bec.
246
00:18:58,413 --> 00:19:00,247
Hey, can I just borrow her
for a second there?
247
00:19:04,118 --> 00:19:05,218
- Actually...
- Just a sec.
248
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You know I'm married.
249
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And I have a boyfriend.
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00:19:10,925 --> 00:19:14,528
So you're just gonna have to
control your feelings...
251
00:19:14,529 --> 00:19:16,430
every time you see me with Bill.
252
00:19:16,431 --> 00:19:19,333
Uh, it's "Wil", actually.
253
00:19:19,334 --> 00:19:21,668
Or Bill. Wil. Whatever.
254
00:19:24,839 --> 00:19:27,107
Here.
255
00:19:27,108 --> 00:19:28,709
Alright. I can drive.
256
00:19:28,710 --> 00:19:30,544
Guys, get off my truck.
257
00:19:30,545 --> 00:19:32,385
- Git. Goodnight.
- Of course you have a truck.
258
00:19:33,514 --> 00:19:34,514
This is a good truck.
259
00:19:37,118 --> 00:19:39,419
I knew she wouldn't work out.
260
00:19:39,420 --> 00:19:41,488
I tell you what,
we'll get Mrs. Trotter back,
261
00:19:41,489 --> 00:19:43,223
because she was perfect
for us.
262
00:19:43,224 --> 00:19:45,292
She was perfect.
263
00:19:45,293 --> 00:19:48,762
I'm just glad that that...
What was her name?
264
00:19:48,763 --> 00:19:50,597
Bec. Bec Cartwell.
265
00:19:50,598 --> 00:19:52,165
I'm just glad that
that is behind us
266
00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:54,846
and we can get back to the way things were.
Alright, let's go to bed.
267
00:19:56,437 --> 00:19:58,872
♪ Express Yourself
268
00:20:06,147 --> 00:20:07,147
You're really hot.
269
00:20:30,470 --> 00:20:31,537
Oh!
270
00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:49,555
Oh, my God, I feel like I'm sexing
a Jackson Pollock painting.
271
00:20:49,556 --> 00:20:51,457
Okay.
272
00:21:05,672 --> 00:21:07,673
Evan?
273
00:21:07,674 --> 00:21:08,808
Uh, yeah?
274
00:21:10,877 --> 00:21:13,746
You wake me up if you
need anything. Alright?
275
00:21:16,883 --> 00:21:18,918
Goodnight.
276
00:21:37,837 --> 00:21:39,677
- What the hell is that?
- Uh, I made you eggs.
277
00:21:41,607 --> 00:21:43,487
Ohh. Let's get one thing
real clear, real quick.
278
00:21:47,046 --> 00:21:49,414
I'm not girlfriend material,
so we good?
279
00:21:49,415 --> 00:21:51,095
Yeah, it's good, it's good.
Great. Perfect.
280
00:21:53,552 --> 00:21:54,552
Lose my number, Liam.
281
00:21:56,255 --> 00:21:57,295
Hold on. You want me back?
282
00:22:00,693 --> 00:22:02,573
Yep. Yep, of course, Bec.
Love to have you back.
283
00:22:04,730 --> 00:22:06,498
You understand
that I have to...
284
00:22:06,499 --> 00:22:08,299
I witnessed a hit-and-run,
285
00:22:08,300 --> 00:22:10,540
but I did find someone
who can deliver organic vegetables.
286
00:22:12,872 --> 00:22:15,140
My cat was puking like crazy.
Nice suit. Italian?
287
00:22:16,342 --> 00:22:19,010
We're not really interested
in your excuses.
288
00:22:22,181 --> 00:22:24,616
This has been going on
for weeks.
289
00:22:24,617 --> 00:22:26,718
Evan has
a very demanding schedule,
290
00:22:26,719 --> 00:22:28,686
and I have
a very demanding condition.
291
00:22:28,687 --> 00:22:31,823
- You show up late again...
- Got it. Understand.
292
00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:38,695
- Her charms more than allude me.
- She's young.
293
00:22:38,696 --> 00:22:42,032
Okay, so ladies' night.
You excited?
294
00:22:42,033 --> 00:22:43,867
Mm. Turning backflips.
295
00:22:43,868 --> 00:22:46,703
Hey, these are your
best friends, alright?
296
00:22:46,704 --> 00:22:49,740
It's important that you
don't shut everybody out.
297
00:22:49,741 --> 00:22:52,142
Besides, I can't cancel
on Alex again.
298
00:22:52,143 --> 00:22:54,178
He's gonna think I hate him.
299
00:22:54,179 --> 00:22:56,513
You do hate him.
300
00:22:56,514 --> 00:22:57,794
I miss us just...
being together.
301
00:23:03,621 --> 00:23:06,190
Hey, I miss that, too.
302
00:23:06,191 --> 00:23:09,191
Okay? I'll try to get back
from dinner early, I'll say hello to your friends,
303
00:23:10,995 --> 00:23:14,097
and then it'll be
just you and me, alright?
304
00:23:14,098 --> 00:23:15,933
Okay.
305
00:23:15,934 --> 00:23:16,934
Love you. Bye.
306
00:23:17,936 --> 00:23:20,571
So before we buy out
the rest of Texas,
307
00:23:22,874 --> 00:23:25,742
you should probably know
I can't cook anything.
308
00:23:25,743 --> 00:23:27,611
Like, not even Pop-Tarts.
309
00:23:27,612 --> 00:23:29,279
That's fine.
310
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:31,348
I mean, like, at all.
311
00:23:31,349 --> 00:23:32,883
You don't need to know
how to cook.
312
00:23:32,884 --> 00:23:35,252
You just need to know
how to listen.
313
00:23:35,253 --> 00:23:38,522
- Alyssa, you look so good I almost hate you.
- Oh, shut up.
314
00:23:38,523 --> 00:23:40,157
Especially after
just having a baby.
315
00:23:40,158 --> 00:23:42,659
I'm still fat as a cow,
I haven't slept in months,
316
00:23:42,660 --> 00:23:46,296
and I would sell my kid into
slavery for half a Xanax.
317
00:23:46,297 --> 00:23:48,496
I'm not even asking
for a whole Xanax, just give me half.
318
00:23:50,867 --> 00:23:52,147
So who's Evan
having drinks with?
319
00:23:54,304 --> 00:23:56,138
Oh, Alex, but it's dinner.
320
00:23:56,139 --> 00:24:00,810
I assumed it was drinks
321
00:24:00,811 --> 00:24:04,180
'cause Tom said he uh, he saw Evan walking into some
bar.Great, well, then... his dinner turned into drinks.
322
00:24:04,181 --> 00:24:07,550
He'll be there all night,
which means more time for us, right?
323
00:24:07,551 --> 00:24:10,486
Congratulations to us.
324
00:24:17,995 --> 00:24:19,315
Will you start
the salmon, please?
325
00:24:20,530 --> 00:24:21,931
Thank you.
326
00:24:23,467 --> 00:24:25,768
You know, honey,
you're just tired.
327
00:24:27,938 --> 00:24:30,539
It's gonna be a lot easier
once you get stronger.
328
00:24:30,540 --> 00:24:32,742
I'm not getting stronger...
329
00:24:32,743 --> 00:24:34,183
..so please don't say that.
I just...
330
00:24:37,381 --> 00:24:39,849
I just hate
when people say that.
331
00:24:39,850 --> 00:24:41,784
We're just trying
to be positive.
332
00:24:41,785 --> 00:24:44,453
I know.
333
00:24:44,454 --> 00:24:45,734
- It's Evan.
- Put it on speaker.
334
00:24:47,491 --> 00:24:50,259
- 'Hey, ladies!'
- Hey.
335
00:24:50,260 --> 00:24:52,180
So how's Alex? He still
a personal space invader?
336
00:24:54,765 --> 00:24:56,766
'Only until
the check arrives.
337
00:24:56,767 --> 00:24:58,887
I'm hoping that, uh, Bec
might be open to a little OT,
338
00:25:00,504 --> 00:25:01,970
at time and half, of course?'
339
00:25:01,971 --> 00:25:03,838
- Why not?
- 'Evan!'
340
00:25:03,839 --> 00:25:05,974
'Table's ready.
That's the hostess.
341
00:25:05,975 --> 00:25:08,476
Uh, love you, hon.
I gotta run.'
342
00:25:08,477 --> 00:25:10,545
I love you, too.
343
00:25:10,546 --> 00:25:11,980
Isn't he incredible?
344
00:25:11,981 --> 00:25:14,549
I mean, ladies,
if I have so much as the flu,
345
00:25:14,550 --> 00:25:17,152
Bill is ready to put me out
with the trash.
346
00:25:17,153 --> 00:25:20,522
I don't know what I'd do
without that man.
347
00:25:20,523 --> 00:25:22,624
- I mean, a saint that one.
- Yeah.
348
00:25:31,767 --> 00:25:33,468
Okay.
349
00:25:33,469 --> 00:25:35,709
Bec, in Evan's office, his computer.
Please bring it here.
350
00:25:39,075 --> 00:25:40,875
Okay.
351
00:25:47,516 --> 00:25:50,151
Open it.
352
00:25:50,152 --> 00:25:51,152
Check his emails.
353
00:25:52,688 --> 00:25:54,055
I'm not comfortable
doing that.
354
00:25:56,592 --> 00:25:58,560
Then you're fired.
355
00:26:05,768 --> 00:26:07,635
I'll pay you $100.
356
00:26:07,636 --> 00:26:10,205
- You just fired me, remember?
- Two.
357
00:26:10,206 --> 00:26:13,842
I doubt your husband's gonna
leave emails he didn't want you to find on his...
358
00:26:13,843 --> 00:26:18,846
Yeah, he will, because he knows I can't access them
because of my hands.
359
00:26:23,618 --> 00:26:26,253
Fine. Fine, but I don't
want your money.
360
00:26:29,290 --> 00:26:32,760
Show me.
361
00:26:32,761 --> 00:26:35,441
See, it's nothing, just a whole bunch of
messages in legal gibberish.
362
00:26:38,867 --> 00:26:41,235
There, on the bottom.
363
00:26:48,443 --> 00:26:50,711
Thank you.
364
00:26:50,712 --> 00:26:51,712
You can go.
365
00:26:53,548 --> 00:26:56,316
- Kate, I...
- Please, just go.
366
00:27:50,137 --> 00:27:52,872
Getting all Martha Stewart
on my ass
367
00:27:52,873 --> 00:27:55,741
for not evenly chopping
vegetables, I can handle,
368
00:27:55,742 --> 00:27:57,182
but... I've never
seen her like this.
369
00:27:59,213 --> 00:28:01,347
Like what?
370
00:28:01,348 --> 00:28:03,349
I don't know.
371
00:29:17,423 --> 00:29:19,424
- Who is it?
- It's her, but it's blank.
372
00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:26,298
I'm sure she's fine.
It's not...
373
00:29:32,338 --> 00:29:34,339
Kate?
374
00:29:39,178 --> 00:29:40,979
Kate!
375
00:29:40,980 --> 00:29:43,048
Hey, what happened?
376
00:29:43,049 --> 00:29:46,051
What's going on?
Hey, hey.
377
00:29:49,455 --> 00:29:51,623
I wet myself.
378
00:29:51,624 --> 00:29:52,904
Hurry. He can't
see me like this.
379
00:29:54,059 --> 00:29:55,359
Okay. Okay.
380
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:26,082
Bec, I don't wanna be here...
when Evan comes home.
381
00:31:26,083 --> 00:31:28,685
Can you take me somewhere?
382
00:31:28,686 --> 00:31:30,687
I'll pack you a bag.
383
00:31:30,688 --> 00:31:33,356
No, I wanna go. Right away.
384
00:32:14,865 --> 00:32:17,066
Katie?
385
00:32:31,748 --> 00:32:35,150
So what did Miss Priss
text you?
386
00:32:35,151 --> 00:32:39,121
- Hey, you must be Kate.
- Miss Priss is fine.
387
00:32:39,122 --> 00:32:40,842
Kate is going to be
staying with us tonight.
388
00:32:42,725 --> 00:32:45,360
Okay.
389
00:32:45,361 --> 00:32:48,430
Uh, it's not usually
like this.
390
00:32:48,431 --> 00:32:49,951
Yeah, sometimes
it's really disgusting.
391
00:32:55,805 --> 00:32:59,441
It's Evan. He's home. He
wants to know where we are.
392
00:33:04,413 --> 00:33:06,214
Awesome.
393
00:33:06,215 --> 00:33:08,483
Are you sure you're okay
on the couch?
394
00:33:08,484 --> 00:33:12,687
If I had a dollar for every
time I passed out there...
395
00:33:12,688 --> 00:33:16,424
Just yell if you need anything.
I'm a light sleeper.
396
00:33:21,864 --> 00:33:23,231
What are those?
397
00:33:24,100 --> 00:33:26,434
Uh...
398
00:33:28,437 --> 00:33:29,471
..songs.
399
00:33:31,607 --> 00:33:33,575
Parts, anyway.
400
00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:36,336
A lot of beginnings.
The occasional middle. Kinda short on ends so far.
401
00:33:38,046 --> 00:33:40,981
Well, is that what you
wanna do? Play music?
402
00:33:40,982 --> 00:33:41,982
You never mentioned it.
403
00:33:43,385 --> 00:33:44,919
Probably 'cause
I pretty much suck.
404
00:33:47,122 --> 00:33:48,722
But, yeah, kinda, I guess.
405
00:33:52,327 --> 00:33:54,028
That's what you studied
in school?
406
00:33:54,029 --> 00:33:56,589
Hardly. My parents didn't even want me to go
to school in Houston.
407
00:33:57,799 --> 00:34:00,067
Why are they so against it?
408
00:34:00,068 --> 00:34:01,068
Oh, I don't know.
409
00:34:03,538 --> 00:34:06,907
Probably 'cause I spent
four years outta high school trying
410
00:34:06,908 --> 00:34:09,076
with nothing to show for it.
411
00:34:09,077 --> 00:34:11,011
Except drawers of these.
412
00:34:11,012 --> 00:34:12,346
You... You put music to them?
413
00:34:15,083 --> 00:34:18,252
Not to this one. Well, not
that I remember, anyway.
414
00:34:18,253 --> 00:34:20,254
Sometimes I write drunk.
Anyway, sleep good.
415
00:34:21,489 --> 00:34:23,457
You too.
416
00:34:25,460 --> 00:34:27,228
I'm sorry about Evan,
417
00:34:29,497 --> 00:34:31,232
and I know you don't
like cussing,
418
00:34:33,001 --> 00:34:34,802
but he's a fucking asshole.
419
00:34:37,072 --> 00:34:38,072
Night.
420
00:34:53,721 --> 00:34:55,822
How long you been up?
421
00:35:01,128 --> 00:35:03,229
Evan called, like, 800 times.
422
00:35:03,230 --> 00:35:05,265
I have somewhere
I'd like to go.
423
00:35:05,733 --> 00:35:08,668
A retirement home?
424
00:35:13,407 --> 00:35:15,767
No, it's an assisted living
community for people of all ages.
425
00:35:16,944 --> 00:35:19,545
This is bullshit.
426
00:35:19,546 --> 00:35:22,048
Take me in, now.
427
00:35:24,251 --> 00:35:26,719
Our guest services administrator will be
just a minute.
428
00:35:30,457 --> 00:35:33,726
I bet you ladies would like
some cool refreshments.
429
00:35:33,727 --> 00:35:35,495
Thank you.
430
00:35:35,496 --> 00:35:37,697
If you're not getting
good enough care with me,
431
00:35:37,698 --> 00:35:40,166
then fire my ass and find
a better replacement.
432
00:35:40,167 --> 00:35:42,168
Please keep your voice down.
433
00:35:42,169 --> 00:35:44,337
You think anybody in here
can hear me?
434
00:35:44,338 --> 00:35:48,274
Look, I don't exactly have
a great track record when it comes to men,
435
00:35:48,275 --> 00:35:50,576
but if this is about your
husband having an affair,
436
00:35:50,577 --> 00:35:53,079
why are you taking a bullet?
Tell him to move in here.
437
00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:55,000
- It's my fault, not his.
- That's it. That's it.
438
00:35:57,184 --> 00:36:00,152
Bec, what are you doing?
Bec, stop!
439
00:36:00,153 --> 00:36:02,953
Honey, unless those sippy
cups are laced with tequila, we're outta here.
440
00:36:04,123 --> 00:36:05,443
I'm the one who got sick.
Not him.
441
00:36:07,860 --> 00:36:10,295
This isn't the life he built,
442
00:36:10,296 --> 00:36:11,296
the life he deserves.
443
00:36:12,565 --> 00:36:14,066
He turns me over in my sleep.
444
00:36:16,936 --> 00:36:18,603
He feeds me, he bathes me.
445
00:36:18,604 --> 00:36:20,505
He does everything
but breathe for me.
446
00:36:20,506 --> 00:36:22,607
Believe me,
he'd do that if he could.
447
00:36:22,608 --> 00:36:25,243
He's 37 years old.
He deserves happiness.
448
00:36:25,244 --> 00:36:27,512
We all deserve
some happiness.
449
00:36:27,513 --> 00:36:30,649
What we don't all deserve...
450
00:36:30,650 --> 00:36:33,719
..is a little extra snatch
on the side
451
00:36:33,720 --> 00:36:35,854
from some skanky cooze.
452
00:36:43,329 --> 00:36:44,796
- Last night...
- I don't wanna talk about it.
453
00:36:44,797 --> 00:36:48,367
Last night, what were you doing
at the top of the stairs?
454
00:36:51,838 --> 00:36:53,538
I just thought
it'd be easier...
455
00:36:53,539 --> 00:36:55,219
- I know what you thought.
- No, you don't.
456
00:36:56,209 --> 00:36:58,143
Okay, you're right, I don't.
457
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:03,215
I don't even
really know you.
458
00:37:03,216 --> 00:37:04,696
But I'm actually starting
to like you.
459
00:37:05,685 --> 00:37:08,245
The only other person
I ever saw up close like this was my grammy.
460
00:37:11,657 --> 00:37:14,025
Every Thanksgiving,
my redneck cousins
461
00:37:14,026 --> 00:37:16,694
would bet against her
lasting 'til Christmas.
462
00:37:16,695 --> 00:37:18,529
And 12 years straight
they lost.
463
00:37:18,530 --> 00:37:21,432
Because she didn't take shit
from anyone.
464
00:37:26,371 --> 00:37:29,106
Take me downtown.
465
00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:36,781
Alright. I understand.
466
00:37:36,782 --> 00:37:39,183
On the 15th...
467
00:37:39,184 --> 00:37:40,985
I gotta go. Kate.
468
00:37:40,986 --> 00:37:44,722
Thank God you're okay.
I've been worried sick about you.
469
00:37:44,723 --> 00:37:47,792
- Where have you been?
- I want you to move out.
470
00:37:47,793 --> 00:37:48,759
What?
471
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:50,360
- She said sh...
- I heard what she said.
472
00:37:51,696 --> 00:37:53,697
Can you give us a minute,
please? In private.
473
00:37:56,735 --> 00:37:58,069
Thank you.
474
00:37:58,837 --> 00:38:01,272
Okay.
475
00:38:04,042 --> 00:38:07,011
Look, it's not what you
think, and I'm not leaving.
476
00:38:07,012 --> 00:38:10,281
- Then I will.
- Wait. What are you saying? You want a divorce?
477
00:38:10,282 --> 00:38:12,883
You're divorcing me,
after everything that we've been through,
478
00:38:12,884 --> 00:38:14,752
- everything that I've...
- What?
479
00:38:14,753 --> 00:38:17,955
Everything you've what, Evan?
480
00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:24,295
Katie, please.
481
00:38:24,296 --> 00:38:25,736
It was a mistake.
I made one mistake.
482
00:38:27,498 --> 00:38:29,999
This isn't about
your mistake.
483
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,836
This is about me not being
able to live one more second
484
00:38:32,837 --> 00:38:34,517
feeling guilty
for what I did to your life.
485
00:38:36,874 --> 00:38:38,508
I can't do it anymore.
486
00:38:38,509 --> 00:38:41,211
I'm not gonna...
wait for you in bed.
487
00:38:41,212 --> 00:38:44,414
- Katie, come on, just...
- I'm not gonna share a house with you.
488
00:38:44,415 --> 00:38:46,516
- Please.
- No. Bec!
489
00:38:46,517 --> 00:38:48,318
No. Don't touch me.
490
00:38:48,319 --> 00:38:49,319
Kate, come on.
491
00:38:50,554 --> 00:38:52,622
- Hi, Cynthia.
- Hi, Kate.
492
00:38:54,525 --> 00:38:56,326
- Nice to see you.
- You too.
493
00:38:56,327 --> 00:38:57,927
Oh, and he's all yours,
you skanky cooze!
494
00:39:16,914 --> 00:39:18,915
You alright?
495
00:39:18,916 --> 00:39:20,916
I think I just made the
biggest mistake of my life.
496
00:39:23,888 --> 00:39:26,322
You wanna give him a call?
497
00:39:32,163 --> 00:39:33,163
No...
498
00:39:34,365 --> 00:39:35,865
I'll be okay.
499
00:39:37,635 --> 00:39:39,315
I just feel bad.
You know, she's all alone.
500
00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,439
What if something happens
to her in the night?
501
00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:46,642
I just wanna say, if I see
you in a sweater set,
502
00:39:46,643 --> 00:39:48,523
I'm gonna go backwards
Texas hoodrat on her ass.
503
00:39:50,246 --> 00:39:52,681
Later.
504
00:40:57,946 --> 00:41:00,381
♪ Heroic Polonaise Op.53
505
00:41:00,382 --> 00:41:03,384
Turn it off.
506
00:41:03,385 --> 00:41:06,387
- Why?
- Please, just turn it off.
507
00:41:06,388 --> 00:41:08,708
- Is this you playing?
- Damn it, Bec, just turn it off now.
508
00:41:13,028 --> 00:41:15,396
- 'You have one message from...'
- 'Liam.'
509
00:41:33,448 --> 00:41:35,149
Hey, okay.
510
00:41:35,150 --> 00:41:37,551
Uh, shit, shit, shit.
511
00:41:37,552 --> 00:41:40,354
Okay. Okay, um...
512
00:41:40,355 --> 00:41:42,523
Drink. Drink. Hey!
513
00:41:42,524 --> 00:41:45,626
Okay, just breathe.
Breathe. Just breathe.
514
00:41:45,627 --> 00:41:48,796
Breathe with me. Breathe.
Hey. What do I do?
515
00:41:48,797 --> 00:41:50,831
What do I do?
Shit, shit.
516
00:41:50,832 --> 00:41:54,001
'You contacted Emergency
Alert. Help is on the way.'
517
00:41:54,002 --> 00:41:56,037
- Cancel.
- What?
518
00:41:56,038 --> 00:41:57,838
You want me to cancel?
519
00:42:01,443 --> 00:42:03,963
This is, uh, Bec Cartwell,
calling on behalf of Katherine Parker.
520
00:42:07,848 --> 00:42:10,129
I accidentally triggered the alarm
and I need to cancel it.
521
00:42:11,786 --> 00:42:12,786
Thank you.
522
00:42:18,125 --> 00:42:21,061
Don't ever do that again,
without asking me.
523
00:42:21,062 --> 00:42:22,782
- Hey, I thought that you...
- I don't care.
524
00:42:26,167 --> 00:42:27,567
It's my decision to make,
not yours.
525
00:42:28,869 --> 00:42:30,236
You understand?
526
00:42:32,506 --> 00:42:33,940
Say it.
527
00:42:42,483 --> 00:42:44,951
I understand.
528
00:42:49,623 --> 00:42:51,991
Hey, you.
529
00:42:51,992 --> 00:42:54,461
You ever coming back
to my class?
530
00:42:54,462 --> 00:42:56,896
- Professor.
- Ooh...
531
00:42:56,897 --> 00:42:57,937
It's "professor" now, huh?
532
00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:00,500
That's not good.
533
00:43:03,204 --> 00:43:06,172
You should know you just
broke my personal record.
534
00:43:06,173 --> 00:43:08,253
Most unreturned phone calls
from a former girlfriend.
535
00:43:10,478 --> 00:43:12,812
I hardly think
I was ever a girlfriend.
536
00:43:12,813 --> 00:43:15,115
We could work on that.
537
00:43:15,116 --> 00:43:16,236
If... you ever call me back.
538
00:43:22,789 --> 00:43:24,323
Do you think God invented sex
539
00:43:24,324 --> 00:43:28,127
so we could bear
each other's shortcomings?
540
00:43:28,128 --> 00:43:30,889
Because every time we do
that, I forget all the stuff I hate about you.
541
00:43:32,799 --> 00:43:34,479
I wasn't aware
you hated anything about me.
542
00:43:35,568 --> 00:43:37,248
So will you quit
cutting my class now? Huh?
543
00:43:40,373 --> 00:43:42,213
Sorry. Just a lot going on
with Kate right now.
544
00:43:45,345 --> 00:43:47,179
Kate? Who's Kate?
545
00:43:47,180 --> 00:43:50,582
Do you ever listen
to anything I say?
546
00:43:50,583 --> 00:43:52,851
Kate, the patient friend
I take care of.
547
00:43:52,852 --> 00:43:55,954
Something funny?
548
00:43:55,955 --> 00:43:59,224
You're actually responsible
for another person's life?
549
00:43:59,926 --> 00:44:02,561
Where you going?
550
00:44:04,831 --> 00:44:06,398
Economists think about costs,
551
00:44:06,399 --> 00:44:09,234
ot just in terms of
an item's monetary value,
552
00:44:09,235 --> 00:44:11,355
but also the opportunity
costs of a particular item...
553
00:44:13,039 --> 00:44:14,840
♪ Blow a kiss
554
00:44:14,841 --> 00:44:15,974
♪ To the damned lies
555
00:44:18,678 --> 00:44:19,678
♪ Everything's alright...
556
00:44:24,484 --> 00:44:26,404
I'm now in the chair,
and it's harder to breathe.
557
00:44:29,222 --> 00:44:32,391
My voice, too -
especially at night.
558
00:44:32,392 --> 00:44:35,993
Well, that's to be expected.
This process only moves in one direction,
559
00:44:35,994 --> 00:44:37,354
but attitude goes a long way,
Kate.
560
00:44:39,064 --> 00:44:40,131
- So, this one, too.
- No.
561
00:44:42,568 --> 00:44:44,001
- Come on.
- Yes.
562
00:44:45,704 --> 00:44:47,338
No, not those.
563
00:44:56,014 --> 00:44:57,534
Okay, take 'em
before I change my mind.
564
00:44:58,851 --> 00:44:59,851
Oh, my God.
565
00:45:05,023 --> 00:45:06,090
I look like you.
566
00:45:07,226 --> 00:45:09,360
Girl, go!
567
00:45:11,964 --> 00:45:14,644
This is, like, the Porsche of wheelchairs
and it's just sitting here.
568
00:45:16,134 --> 00:45:18,970
I know. Evan bought it
for me a year ago.
569
00:45:23,675 --> 00:45:25,176
So what's the problem?
570
00:45:25,177 --> 00:45:27,137
Riding in one of those
is like admitting I'm sick.
571
00:45:29,515 --> 00:45:31,215
Which I am, so it's crazy.
572
00:45:31,216 --> 00:45:35,219
Why don't you give it a whirl? If you hate it,
we'll throw it in the trash.
573
00:45:39,024 --> 00:45:41,626
Go, girl.
574
00:45:41,627 --> 00:45:42,627
I'm catching up. Go on.
575
00:45:43,862 --> 00:45:45,695
Ooh!
576
00:45:48,799 --> 00:45:51,268
A little?
Come on, just a little.
577
00:45:51,269 --> 00:45:52,829
Give me a couple of kicks.
There you go.
578
00:45:54,038 --> 00:45:55,438
Just try it.
579
00:45:58,442 --> 00:46:00,162
My husband bet you had
a spinal cord injury,
580
00:46:02,980 --> 00:46:06,116
but I can spot one of my own
a mile away.
581
00:46:06,117 --> 00:46:07,237
- I'm right, aren't I?
- Yes.
582
00:46:10,154 --> 00:46:12,222
He lost.
583
00:46:12,223 --> 00:46:14,491
Now he owes me the sexual
favor of my choice.
584
00:46:16,894 --> 00:46:18,094
I'm Marilyn and this is John.
585
00:46:21,299 --> 00:46:24,367
And now, in addition to
other intimate details,
586
00:46:24,368 --> 00:46:25,869
you also know our names.
587
00:46:25,870 --> 00:46:27,430
I'm Kate, and this is my...
This is Bec.
588
00:46:30,074 --> 00:46:31,074
After this water torture,
589
00:46:34,245 --> 00:46:36,325
would you care to partake
in a little herbal therapy?
590
00:46:40,351 --> 00:46:42,791
It's not the prescribed
treatment for this painful-ass disease,
591
00:46:45,756 --> 00:46:49,125
but it sure does feel good.
592
00:47:03,340 --> 00:47:05,374
I'm a grown woman...
taking up pot.
593
00:47:09,079 --> 00:47:10,546
Did she just say
"taking up pot"?
594
00:47:13,416 --> 00:47:14,696
We got ourselves
a wild one here!
595
00:47:19,422 --> 00:47:21,757
I'm happy
and I don't know why.
596
00:47:23,560 --> 00:47:25,160
- Oh, no, you didn't.
- Oh, yes, I did.
597
00:47:27,497 --> 00:47:28,497
Whoo!
598
00:47:29,833 --> 00:47:31,500
This damn illness...
599
00:47:31,501 --> 00:47:33,969
It may take my arms, my legs,
600
00:47:33,970 --> 00:47:35,330
my chest, my breathing,
my heart...
601
00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:38,560
..but no matter
how hard it tries,
602
00:47:40,977 --> 00:47:42,577
it'll never be able
to take away my funk.
603
00:47:44,948 --> 00:47:47,650
Ooh!
604
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:52,755
Ooh, yeah!
605
00:47:52,756 --> 00:47:55,491
Uh-huh, that's it.
606
00:47:55,492 --> 00:47:57,626
Hit it, girl.
607
00:47:57,627 --> 00:47:59,762
Yeah. Go on, girl.
608
00:47:59,763 --> 00:48:02,264
Come on, girl, get it.
609
00:48:02,265 --> 00:48:03,945
- You seeing this?
- Hell, yeah, I see you.
610
00:48:05,769 --> 00:48:07,569
Shit, yeah.
611
00:48:07,570 --> 00:48:09,405
Yeah, you heard right.
612
00:48:09,406 --> 00:48:11,473
Shit, shit, damn.
Shit, damn, damn.
613
00:48:11,474 --> 00:48:13,975
Shit, damn, shit, damn,
damn, damn, shit.
614
00:48:13,976 --> 00:48:16,077
Fuck.
615
00:48:16,078 --> 00:48:17,078
We done lost her now.
616
00:48:36,065 --> 00:48:38,533
Hey, Kate, it's me, Evan.
617
00:48:39,301 --> 00:48:42,236
Can you please
just call me back?
618
00:48:44,907 --> 00:48:45,940
Just call me back.
619
00:48:48,911 --> 00:48:51,345
I just wanna hear your voice,
alright?
620
00:48:51,346 --> 00:48:53,581
Just let me know
that you're okay.
621
00:49:03,992 --> 00:49:06,527
Has anyone here
actually met Dirty Barry?
622
00:49:06,528 --> 00:49:09,864
Because I haven't
and I am here a lot.
623
00:49:09,865 --> 00:49:12,133
I'm not waiting for you,
of course.
624
00:49:12,134 --> 00:49:13,735
It's just I have
lots of things to do.
625
00:49:13,736 --> 00:49:16,136
But uh, I'm Wil.
We uh, we spent a night together, an evening.
626
00:49:18,006 --> 00:49:20,541
"Bill" Wil, remember? Hi.
627
00:49:20,542 --> 00:49:22,977
I remember, sort of. Hi.
628
00:49:22,978 --> 00:49:25,012
Hi. I'm uh... I'm Wil.
629
00:49:25,013 --> 00:49:26,913
- Kate.
- Kate.
630
00:49:26,914 --> 00:49:28,749
Are you always
such a gentleman?
631
00:49:30,084 --> 00:49:33,854
Oh, no. I'm actually just trying to make
a good impression
632
00:49:33,855 --> 00:49:37,424
- so you'll tell your friend to go out with me again.
- How do you know Bec?
633
00:49:37,425 --> 00:49:41,294
Uh... Ah, best sex
of my life.
634
00:49:41,295 --> 00:49:43,830
- Hey, okay, hi.
- And now she won't call me back.
635
00:49:43,831 --> 00:49:46,671
Shame on you, Bec.
Apologize at once and go out with this fine young man.
636
00:49:48,169 --> 00:49:49,903
Your friend is very wise.
637
00:49:49,904 --> 00:49:51,471
She also happens
to be my boss,
638
00:49:51,472 --> 00:49:53,440
so she doesn't wanna hear
about our time together.
639
00:49:55,943 --> 00:49:57,063
So, are you playing tonight?
640
00:49:58,780 --> 00:50:01,248
- No.
- Why not?
641
00:50:01,249 --> 00:50:03,969
'Cause there's only so much
failure and humiliation a person can take.
642
00:50:05,453 --> 00:50:07,587
Well, here's the thing, Bec,
643
00:50:07,588 --> 00:50:10,188
um, I heard you sing
a couple of notes before you had your accident
644
00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:14,261
that night that we...
that we met.
645
00:50:14,262 --> 00:50:15,942
And if I can name any song
in three notes -
646
00:50:18,733 --> 00:50:20,400
which I can, by the way -
647
00:50:20,401 --> 00:50:22,936
I can name a good singer
in two.
648
00:50:22,937 --> 00:50:25,172
And you're
a really good singer.
649
00:50:25,173 --> 00:50:26,173
So...
650
00:50:27,975 --> 00:50:28,975
So... Wil...
651
00:50:30,912 --> 00:50:32,078
No.
652
00:50:32,079 --> 00:50:34,881
Stop. I know
what you're thinking.
653
00:50:34,882 --> 00:50:37,217
He's just...
654
00:50:37,218 --> 00:50:38,378
- He's not...
- What? The one?
655
00:50:40,153 --> 00:50:42,313
Trust me, from someone who
got the one, it's overrated.
656
00:50:45,592 --> 00:50:47,552
Okay. It's my life to screw
up as I see fit. Okay?
657
00:50:49,029 --> 00:50:50,462
Okay.
658
00:50:52,532 --> 00:50:54,600
But...
659
00:50:54,601 --> 00:50:57,203
he's really cute.
660
00:51:00,473 --> 00:51:02,708
You know, right around
the time that I met Evan...
661
00:51:03,543 --> 00:51:06,478
..there was this guy -
Harwick Windsor.
662
00:51:09,516 --> 00:51:11,016
He was a musician.
663
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:14,753
He came over to my house,
664
00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:18,590
and he stood on my porch
with a guitar...
665
00:51:21,728 --> 00:51:25,431
..and he played a song
that he'd written for me.
666
00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:31,403
And when it was finished,
667
00:51:31,404 --> 00:51:36,175
he looked at me
the way nobody has ever looked at me...
668
00:51:43,416 --> 00:51:46,819
Why is it that... we want
the ones that don't see us...
669
00:51:49,155 --> 00:51:50,456
..instead of the ones
that do?
670
00:52:05,137 --> 00:52:06,137
- Okay.
- Now lipstick.
671
00:52:07,473 --> 00:52:09,307
- This one?
- Hm. Too loud.
672
00:52:12,511 --> 00:52:14,545
For you.
673
00:52:26,158 --> 00:52:27,692
It's gonna be fine.
674
00:52:34,066 --> 00:52:36,401
- Excuse me.
- Kate, hi.
675
00:52:36,402 --> 00:52:38,202
- You look gorgeous.
- You too.
676
00:52:38,203 --> 00:52:40,204
- So glad you came.
- Me too.
677
00:52:40,205 --> 00:52:42,206
Hey, Taylor.
Come here, honey.
678
00:52:42,207 --> 00:52:44,876
Mm. Hey, Taylor.
679
00:52:44,877 --> 00:52:46,997
Look at the beautiful present
Auntie Kate brought you.
680
00:52:48,380 --> 00:52:50,848
Didn't your mommy
ever teach you it's not polite to stare?
681
00:52:53,852 --> 00:52:57,088
Bec.
682
00:52:57,089 --> 00:52:59,557
So nice to see you, Kate.
How you feeling?
683
00:52:59,558 --> 00:53:00,725
- Good.
- Good.
684
00:53:00,726 --> 00:53:02,894
Kate, there you are!
685
00:53:02,895 --> 00:53:06,063
Hey, pretty girl, there's
someone I need you to meet.
686
00:53:06,064 --> 00:53:08,665
Oh.
687
00:53:08,666 --> 00:53:10,334
Hi.
688
00:53:10,335 --> 00:53:13,971
- She's beautiful.
- Say hi to your Auntie Kate.
689
00:53:13,972 --> 00:53:15,012
- Say hi.
- Can I hold her?
690
00:53:16,841 --> 00:53:18,075
Okay.
691
00:53:24,282 --> 00:53:25,282
Aw, there you go.
692
00:53:26,618 --> 00:53:27,985
She looks just like you.
693
00:53:29,787 --> 00:53:32,022
- I think she looks
like her daddy.
694
00:53:32,023 --> 00:53:34,925
I read that babies
look like their daddies when they're born,
695
00:53:34,926 --> 00:53:38,161
- so their daddies
don't run...
696
00:53:39,597 --> 00:53:42,132
Okay, okay, okay.
I got her, I got her.
697
00:53:44,669 --> 00:53:46,103
Just breathe. Take it slow.
698
00:53:49,340 --> 00:53:51,174
I told you
this wasn't a good idea.
699
00:53:51,175 --> 00:53:53,710
- Is she okay?
- It's gonna be okay. Just breathe.
700
00:54:07,058 --> 00:54:09,292
Now we know why Kate
was invited.
701
00:54:09,293 --> 00:54:10,293
I needed to see you.
702
00:54:12,163 --> 00:54:14,464
You've lost weight.
703
00:54:14,465 --> 00:54:15,599
She says you look like shit.
704
00:54:17,702 --> 00:54:20,469
You've lost weight.
705
00:54:22,939 --> 00:54:24,019
Yeah. Yeah, maybe a little.
706
00:54:26,843 --> 00:54:29,245
I'm not ready to see you,
Evan.
707
00:54:29,246 --> 00:54:30,913
- She's not ready to see you.
- Okay.
708
00:54:32,249 --> 00:54:34,817
I just want you to know
I never saw her again.
709
00:54:37,454 --> 00:54:39,455
What are you looking for?
A medal?
710
00:54:39,456 --> 00:54:42,324
No-one gives a shit
about your sex life, Evan.
711
00:54:42,325 --> 00:54:45,194
You're not you. You're me.
712
00:54:51,935 --> 00:54:53,936
It's not about Cynthia.
713
00:54:53,937 --> 00:54:54,937
It never was.
714
00:54:56,940 --> 00:54:58,474
She says it wasn't
about Cynthia.
715
00:55:00,944 --> 00:55:02,745
It was never about her.
716
00:55:02,746 --> 00:55:05,448
- It's about being invisible.
- Feeling invisible.
717
00:55:06,383 --> 00:55:09,351
- I love you.
- And she says she loves you.
718
00:55:11,888 --> 00:55:15,725
- Take care of yourself.
- And to take care.
719
00:55:34,977 --> 00:55:35,977
I miss him.
720
00:55:38,013 --> 00:55:39,013
I miss... me.
721
00:55:41,250 --> 00:55:43,718
- Hey.
- Us.
722
00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:45,253
Kate.
723
00:55:45,254 --> 00:55:46,821
I shouldn't have asked
to hold it.
724
00:55:49,458 --> 00:55:50,458
- The baby?
- Yeah.
725
00:55:51,627 --> 00:55:53,962
No, the baby's fine, Kate.
726
00:55:53,963 --> 00:55:55,630
I know, but my arms.
727
00:55:55,631 --> 00:55:58,266
I tried...
I tried to catch her.
728
00:56:01,337 --> 00:56:04,377
- Did you hear her scream?
- She wasn't screaming, she was crying. Babies cry.
729
00:56:05,274 --> 00:56:06,274
That's what they do.
730
00:56:07,576 --> 00:56:08,877
I wanted a baby...
731
00:56:14,750 --> 00:56:16,351
..so bad.
732
00:56:16,352 --> 00:56:17,352
I wanted to travel.
733
00:56:19,555 --> 00:56:20,922
I wanted to play music.
734
00:56:24,026 --> 00:56:26,561
Now it's too late.
735
00:56:26,562 --> 00:56:27,562
I have so much inside.
736
00:56:29,765 --> 00:56:32,534
Nothing comes out.
737
00:56:34,970 --> 00:56:37,672
Tell me what you want
to come out.
738
00:56:37,673 --> 00:56:38,713
I wanna... I wanna scream.
739
00:56:41,844 --> 00:56:44,845
I just, I wanna...
740
00:56:44,846 --> 00:56:46,914
scream.
741
00:57:02,430 --> 00:57:06,066
Do you think we'll get
invited back to the party next year?
742
00:57:13,274 --> 00:57:15,634
Six months ago, you were breathing
at a 64 per cent capacity.
743
00:57:16,945 --> 00:57:18,345
Now it's 43.
744
00:57:18,346 --> 00:57:20,848
Are you wearing
your BiPAP at night?
745
00:57:20,849 --> 00:57:21,849
No.
746
00:57:22,851 --> 00:57:24,418
I don't like it.
747
00:57:26,554 --> 00:57:29,389
It makes me feel like
I'm suffocating.
748
00:57:29,390 --> 00:57:32,359
Well, look, Kate, it's gonna
get harder and harder
749
00:57:32,360 --> 00:57:34,528
for you to get oxygen
into your lungs.
750
00:57:34,529 --> 00:57:37,264
Soon, we'll be looking at
a permanent ventilator.
751
00:57:37,265 --> 00:57:40,767
But when she's on the
machine, can she even talk?
752
00:57:58,051 --> 00:58:00,419
I never did this.
753
00:58:00,420 --> 00:58:01,420
Did what?
754
00:58:03,490 --> 00:58:04,490
Nothing.
755
00:58:06,627 --> 00:58:08,628
I think that's what's wrong
with my life.
756
00:58:12,132 --> 00:58:14,700
I didn't know
this was doing nothing.
757
00:58:20,741 --> 00:58:23,776
I know you trust him and all,
758
00:58:23,777 --> 00:58:28,314
but he didn't mention even one of the
experimental drugs they're testing right now.
759
00:58:29,049 --> 00:58:31,651
Don't do that.
760
00:58:33,887 --> 00:58:35,688
- Do what?
- What all the others do.
761
00:58:38,158 --> 00:58:39,992
Pretend.
762
00:58:51,371 --> 00:58:52,705
I know it's not my place,
763
00:58:52,706 --> 00:58:56,642
because... I'm not the one
who has this thing, but...
764
00:58:57,511 --> 00:59:00,112
..please don't give up.
765
00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:08,200
That's the thing
about giving up.
766
00:59:09,623 --> 00:59:11,702
You don't realize you've
done it until it's too late.
767
00:59:14,694 --> 00:59:16,227
Like music.
768
00:59:18,230 --> 00:59:19,230
I didn't suddenly stop.
769
00:59:21,534 --> 00:59:23,335
I started playing
less and less.
770
00:59:25,871 --> 00:59:27,372
Until I wasn't playing
anymore.
771
00:59:29,608 --> 00:59:31,448
And it also just didn't fit
with... everything.
772
00:59:39,218 --> 00:59:41,219
Evan-everything?
773
00:59:44,991 --> 00:59:46,925
Did you ever give up
on something big?
774
00:59:47,593 --> 00:59:50,562
Besides life,
singing, school,
775
00:59:53,632 --> 00:59:56,434
pleasing my parents, love?
776
00:59:56,435 --> 00:59:58,636
No, no, no.
777
00:59:58,637 --> 01:00:00,237
I have no idea
what you're talking about.
778
01:00:02,808 --> 01:00:04,743
So this is how it goes.
779
01:00:07,213 --> 01:00:09,881
It's Christmas
at my mother's,
780
01:00:09,882 --> 01:00:11,816
New Years Eve at Alyssa's,
781
01:00:11,817 --> 01:00:13,657
and a very traditional
Thanksgiving at Keely's.
782
01:00:16,655 --> 01:00:19,758
Personally, I'd rather staple my tits
to a burning building
783
01:00:19,759 --> 01:00:21,599
than have Christmas
or Thanksgiving at Keely's.
784
01:00:23,195 --> 01:00:24,428
- You know what?
- Hm?
785
01:00:26,631 --> 01:00:27,631
Me, too.
786
01:00:30,568 --> 01:00:32,936
♪ We've been waiting
for the sun
787
01:00:32,937 --> 01:00:36,306
♪ We've been waiting for
the sun to come out and play
788
01:00:38,676 --> 01:00:39,843
♪ All these rainy days...
789
01:00:42,714 --> 01:00:44,154
- Honey, that's Jill's date.
- Right.
790
01:00:45,116 --> 01:00:47,418
Okay.
791
01:00:50,688 --> 01:00:53,090
A toast to friends -
old, new...
792
01:00:55,894 --> 01:00:56,894
Reluctantly invited.
793
01:00:58,430 --> 01:01:00,564
My guest. Not reluctant.
794
01:01:00,565 --> 01:01:03,233
Like... I was saying...
795
01:01:03,234 --> 01:01:05,194
to friends, old and new,
but most of all, to Kate.
796
01:01:06,971 --> 01:01:08,971
Who's the bravest, toughest,
coolest, chick I know.
797
01:01:12,177 --> 01:01:13,944
- Thank you.
- To Kate.
798
01:01:16,181 --> 01:01:18,015
To Kate.
799
01:01:18,016 --> 01:01:19,650
Happy Thanksgiving.
800
01:01:29,294 --> 01:01:31,829
♪ We are waiting on a dream
801
01:01:31,830 --> 01:01:34,231
♪ We are waiting on a dream
802
01:01:34,232 --> 01:01:35,232
♪ So we go to sleep
803
01:01:37,068 --> 01:01:38,334
♪ But nothing happens when...
804
01:01:42,339 --> 01:01:43,339
♪ We wait too long...
805
01:01:56,453 --> 01:01:57,533
Boy, you ain't got no game.
806
01:01:59,323 --> 01:02:00,323
Go ask her to dance.
807
01:02:02,726 --> 01:02:05,161
Would you care to dance?
808
01:02:10,501 --> 01:02:12,735
Sure.
809
01:02:21,111 --> 01:02:23,112
It's Brazilian.
810
01:02:27,851 --> 01:02:30,091
You ever wish you weren't just watching
moments like this?
811
01:02:32,890 --> 01:02:33,930
Oh, I'm not just watching.
812
01:02:35,325 --> 01:02:36,392
I feel it.
813
01:02:39,396 --> 01:02:42,331
Feel life more than
I ever felt it before.
814
01:02:48,138 --> 01:02:50,018
How come you never ask me
to translate for Kate?
815
01:02:50,940 --> 01:02:52,274
I read lips.
816
01:02:54,143 --> 01:02:56,411
- Nice try.
- It's true.
817
01:03:00,750 --> 01:03:04,286
- What's that mean?
- Uh, my older brother is deaf.
818
01:03:15,331 --> 01:03:17,766
- You just said something pervy.
- No, I didn't.
819
01:03:17,767 --> 01:03:20,101
What did you say? Come on.
820
01:03:20,102 --> 01:03:22,804
I said...
821
01:03:22,805 --> 01:03:25,807
maybe one day
you'll stop punishing me
822
01:03:25,808 --> 01:03:29,044
for liking you
as much as I do.
823
01:03:34,750 --> 01:03:37,085
I should start cleaning up.
824
01:03:51,567 --> 01:03:54,069
Surprise.
825
01:03:54,070 --> 01:03:55,230
♪ Happy Thanksgiving
to you...
826
01:03:58,407 --> 01:03:59,874
What are you doing here?
827
01:03:59,875 --> 01:04:02,777
- You know why I'm here.
- You're drunk.
828
01:04:02,778 --> 01:04:05,980
- Just a little bit.
- I don't wanna do this anymore.
829
01:04:05,981 --> 01:04:08,821
You know, I think you say that because
you think it makes the sex hotter.
830
01:04:10,218 --> 01:04:12,052
Which it does.
831
01:04:15,790 --> 01:04:18,158
Go home, now, to your wife.
832
01:04:18,159 --> 01:04:20,828
Come on. Now.
To your wife.
833
01:04:20,829 --> 01:04:22,596
Come on. I want you.
834
01:04:22,597 --> 01:04:23,831
I know you want me.
835
01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:27,301
Oh, come on. I miss you.
836
01:05:40,641 --> 01:05:44,410
You can have... everything.
837
01:05:47,548 --> 01:05:50,383
Everything.
838
01:05:50,384 --> 01:05:52,785
Just don't let me
end up like that.
839
01:05:52,786 --> 01:05:55,121
Please.
840
01:05:55,122 --> 01:05:59,192
I can't die in a hospital,
strapped to a machine.
841
01:06:11,305 --> 01:06:13,873
I'm not condoning
what he did. It was wrong.
842
01:06:13,874 --> 01:06:16,442
But for God's sake,
it's time to forgive him.
843
01:06:16,443 --> 01:06:18,778
Men cheat. It happens.
844
01:06:18,779 --> 01:06:21,314
But she didn't have to
blow up his whole life.
845
01:06:21,315 --> 01:06:22,615
I mean,
blow up all our lives.
846
01:06:22,616 --> 01:06:25,017
So, why'd you want me
to come here?
847
01:06:25,018 --> 01:06:28,121
You want me to apologize
for her inconveniencing you?
848
01:06:28,122 --> 01:06:29,856
Okay, you clearly
don't like me very much.
849
01:06:29,857 --> 01:06:32,290
Which is fine because I don't
really like you either.
850
01:06:32,291 --> 01:06:33,592
Alyssa...
851
01:06:33,593 --> 01:06:35,894
- So are you in the will yet?
- Alyssa!
852
01:06:35,895 --> 01:06:37,529
She can't expect
to come out of nowhere
853
01:06:37,530 --> 01:06:39,631
and for people not to
question her intentions.
854
01:06:39,632 --> 01:06:42,467
- Wait.
- I mean, we were her friends first.
855
01:06:42,468 --> 01:06:44,336
Alyssa, shut up.
856
01:06:48,541 --> 01:06:50,542
Look, just tell her
that we love her.
857
01:06:51,611 --> 01:06:54,012
And that we miss her.
858
01:06:56,215 --> 01:06:57,682
And that we're here.
859
01:07:04,791 --> 01:07:07,325
You will not believe
what I...
860
01:07:12,865 --> 01:07:14,966
- Who's this?
- Rachel.
861
01:07:14,967 --> 01:07:17,167
I just thought maybe we could
give you a break some time.
862
01:07:18,604 --> 01:07:21,373
Okay.
863
01:07:21,374 --> 01:07:24,443
- So you don't cook or clean?
- Yes, absolutely...
864
01:07:24,444 --> 01:07:27,612
- Any experience with ALS?
- Not specifically...
865
01:07:27,613 --> 01:07:29,573
- She's worked with disabled people.
- But not ALS?
866
01:07:31,384 --> 01:07:32,384
- No.
- We'll be in touch.
867
01:07:34,020 --> 01:07:35,220
We'll be in touch.
868
01:07:36,923 --> 01:07:39,357
- Thank you.
- Thank you.
869
01:07:42,428 --> 01:07:44,295
I'm sorry I didn't
discuss it with you.
870
01:07:44,296 --> 01:07:46,530
- I get it.
- It's not to take over.
871
01:07:46,531 --> 01:07:48,432
No, I get it.
872
01:07:48,433 --> 01:07:50,668
Actually, I don't get it.
873
01:07:50,669 --> 01:07:54,405
- What's going on?
- You have school... your music.
874
01:07:55,440 --> 01:07:58,108
I'm worried
I'm asking too much.
875
01:08:00,178 --> 01:08:02,213
Have you ever
heard me complain?
876
01:08:02,214 --> 01:08:04,281
Have you? I'm fine.
877
01:08:49,427 --> 01:08:51,495
Hey.
878
01:08:51,496 --> 01:08:52,630
Hi.
879
01:09:00,771 --> 01:09:03,606
So I've uh...
880
01:09:03,607 --> 01:09:05,375
I've been thinking
about us a lot.
881
01:09:06,210 --> 01:09:09,145
And I could have been
more patient.
882
01:09:14,618 --> 01:09:16,786
You know, I thought
that I was at the time,
883
01:09:16,787 --> 01:09:18,388
but I really wasn't.
884
01:09:18,389 --> 01:09:20,356
And I'm sure there's
9,000 other things
885
01:09:20,357 --> 01:09:22,358
that I could've done better,
too.
886
01:09:22,359 --> 01:09:23,639
You should know
that it wasn't...
887
01:09:27,364 --> 01:09:28,444
..it wasn't just sex. Okay.
888
01:09:30,167 --> 01:09:32,001
It was...
889
01:09:32,002 --> 01:09:34,070
I just needed...
890
01:09:34,071 --> 01:09:39,175
I just needed to touch
someone without hurting 'em, that's all.
891
01:09:44,481 --> 01:09:47,283
But I just want you to know
that I'm sorry.
892
01:09:52,256 --> 01:09:54,457
I'm sorry.
893
01:10:03,834 --> 01:10:07,337
Do you remember...
when we re-met after UT?
894
01:10:07,338 --> 01:10:09,606
Yeah. At your concert, yeah.
895
01:10:09,607 --> 01:10:10,839
And afterwards,
896
01:10:10,840 --> 01:10:12,480
we went to 300 Houston
and drank Martinis.
897
01:10:14,844 --> 01:10:15,844
Yeah.
898
01:10:17,146 --> 01:10:19,147
That night,
I could see in your eyes...
899
01:10:23,353 --> 01:10:24,873
..that you didn't see me
for who I was.
900
01:10:27,223 --> 01:10:29,558
- Kate, that's not...
- But...
901
01:10:29,559 --> 01:10:30,559
..then again...
902
01:10:33,363 --> 01:10:34,723
..I wanted to be
the woman you saw.
903
01:10:35,698 --> 01:10:37,499
So... it wasn't just you.
904
01:10:40,870 --> 01:10:43,839
We did this.
905
01:10:57,420 --> 01:11:00,255
You want me to go up and down
or around and around?
906
01:11:05,795 --> 01:11:06,795
- Hey.
- Hey.
907
01:11:08,197 --> 01:11:10,365
Brace yourself.
Your parents are here.
908
01:11:12,702 --> 01:11:14,670
- What the hell?
- They're outside.
909
01:11:14,671 --> 01:11:16,631
They came by the apartment
and... Merry Christmas.
910
01:11:18,574 --> 01:11:19,941
Yeah.
911
01:11:19,942 --> 01:11:22,302
- I didn't know you were coming.
- We left you five messages.
912
01:11:25,547 --> 01:11:28,582
- Didn't you check them?
- Of course, Mom.
913
01:11:32,287 --> 01:11:33,287
Come on in.
914
01:11:34,489 --> 01:11:35,623
Dad.
915
01:11:40,662 --> 01:11:43,831
Wanna cut the evening short?
I can make a pass at your mom.
916
01:11:44,499 --> 01:11:47,168
This is Kate.
917
01:11:48,904 --> 01:11:51,539
Merry Christmas.
918
01:11:51,540 --> 01:11:53,007
I'm Elizabeth...
and this is Bruce.
919
01:11:56,411 --> 01:11:58,579
Nice to meet you.
920
01:11:58,580 --> 01:12:00,781
Would you like to stay
for dinner?
921
01:12:00,782 --> 01:12:02,702
She wants to know if you want
to stay for dinner?
922
01:12:05,821 --> 01:12:08,322
Oh... thank you.
923
01:12:08,323 --> 01:12:10,758
I'm sure I can
whip something up.
924
01:12:10,759 --> 01:12:12,760
I got it.
925
01:12:12,761 --> 01:12:15,062
Oh, that's right.
I cook now, Mom.
926
01:12:15,063 --> 01:12:17,331
Lasagna's in the oven.
927
01:12:33,615 --> 01:12:35,055
So, are you actually
living here now?
928
01:12:37,551 --> 01:12:38,591
Your wife sounds like Bec.
929
01:12:40,020 --> 01:12:41,488
What's in the back?
930
01:12:43,457 --> 01:12:47,494
Your wife's voice
sounds like Bec.
931
01:12:48,028 --> 01:12:50,964
One... One more time.
932
01:12:52,867 --> 01:12:56,836
When your father and I
didn't hear from you for a couple of weeks...
933
01:12:56,837 --> 01:12:59,239
or get a tuition bill
for a couple of months...
934
01:12:59,240 --> 01:13:00,607
Can we talk about this later?
935
01:13:00,608 --> 01:13:03,076
..I decided
to finally call the college.
936
01:13:03,077 --> 01:13:04,477
I was gonna call you.
937
01:13:04,478 --> 01:13:06,179
Oh, really? When were you
gonna call me,
938
01:13:06,180 --> 01:13:08,100
and let me know that you had
decided to drop out?
939
01:13:09,583 --> 01:13:11,284
No.
940
01:13:11,285 --> 01:13:12,652
Leave it.
941
01:13:12,653 --> 01:13:14,387
I'm just taking
some time off.
942
01:13:14,388 --> 01:13:16,923
Rebecca, you spend more time
taking time off
943
01:13:16,924 --> 01:13:19,492
than you do in college.
What are you doing here?
944
01:13:19,493 --> 01:13:23,363
If you're actually asking me a question,
I'd be happy to answer it.
945
01:13:23,364 --> 01:13:26,324
But if this is just another one of your ways
to put me down, by all means...
946
01:13:27,701 --> 01:13:28,768
Answer it.
947
01:13:30,070 --> 01:13:31,304
I'm doing something positive.
948
01:13:34,942 --> 01:13:36,442
Something good.
949
01:13:38,479 --> 01:13:40,413
I'm helping
another human being.
950
01:13:40,414 --> 01:13:42,448
No, Rebecca, my darling,
you're not.
951
01:13:42,449 --> 01:13:45,919
What you are doing
is exactly what you've done your entire life.
952
01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:48,000
You're focusing all of your
energy, all of your time,
953
01:13:50,390 --> 01:13:53,225
on something
that is doomed to fail.
954
01:13:53,226 --> 01:13:55,106
That poor, poor woman
out there is going to die.
955
01:13:57,130 --> 01:13:59,264
And when she is gone,
956
01:13:59,265 --> 01:14:01,900
where does that leave you?
957
01:14:01,901 --> 01:14:07,673
With no future, no degree, and no means
of supporting yourself.
958
01:14:08,708 --> 01:14:10,876
Nothing.
959
01:14:18,852 --> 01:14:21,320
Merry Christmas to you, too,
Mom.
960
01:14:21,321 --> 01:14:23,561
Come back in here, Rebecca.
I am not done talking to you.
961
01:14:25,725 --> 01:14:28,527
- Rebecca, you come back in here.
- Shit.
962
01:14:38,438 --> 01:14:41,039
Why didn't you tell me
you dropped out?
963
01:14:41,040 --> 01:14:43,520
Please, Kate, I've already had, and lost,
this fight once today.
964
01:14:45,245 --> 01:14:47,112
Your mother is right.
965
01:14:47,113 --> 01:14:50,916
My mother has never been
right about anything in my entire life.
966
01:14:50,917 --> 01:14:53,285
- I am going to die.
- With that attitude.
967
01:14:53,286 --> 01:14:56,755
It's not an attitude, Bec.
It's a fact.
968
01:14:56,756 --> 01:14:58,957
There are experimental drugs.
969
01:14:58,958 --> 01:15:01,660
- If your doctor would...
- I want you to move out.
970
01:15:06,098 --> 01:15:08,165
That's ridiculous.
971
01:15:08,166 --> 01:15:10,086
- Who'll take care of you?
- I'll call my mother.
972
01:15:12,971 --> 01:15:14,572
Your mother who lives
an hour away,
973
01:15:14,573 --> 01:15:17,441
who hasn't been here
to visit you once since I've been here?
974
01:15:17,442 --> 01:15:20,945
I'm not gonna let someone else ruin
their life because of my illness.
975
01:15:20,946 --> 01:15:22,613
I didn't tell you about
school because I...
976
01:15:22,614 --> 01:15:25,414
Like you didn't tell me about having
an affair with a married professor.
977
01:15:27,052 --> 01:15:28,386
You've been damning Evan.
978
01:15:30,055 --> 01:15:32,924
What's the difference
between you and Cynthia?
979
01:15:32,925 --> 01:15:35,459
I'm dying and his wife isn't?
980
01:15:40,332 --> 01:15:42,566
Fuck you.
981
01:15:42,567 --> 01:15:45,636
Fuck you.
982
01:15:45,637 --> 01:15:47,838
You wanna die,
and you know I won't let you,
983
01:15:47,839 --> 01:15:48,999
and that's
what this is about.
984
01:15:50,108 --> 01:15:51,542
I'm outta here.
985
01:16:12,731 --> 01:16:15,199
Look at you.
Oh, my family's home.
986
01:16:18,469 --> 01:16:20,971
Hi, Gwen.
987
01:16:20,972 --> 01:16:24,941
Oh, darlin'. You know, I always
preferred your hair up.
988
01:16:24,942 --> 01:16:28,078
I'm gonna send my hairdresser
over in a little while. Okay?
989
01:16:28,079 --> 01:16:31,281
It'll give you
such confidence.
990
01:16:31,282 --> 01:16:34,684
Now, how come y'all haven't
opened your presents?
991
01:16:34,685 --> 01:16:37,087
What in the world
is going on here?
992
01:16:37,088 --> 01:16:38,688
Here, Gwen, let me help.
993
01:16:38,689 --> 01:16:42,659
Oh, here, I got you
something special.
994
01:16:47,932 --> 01:16:49,966
Merry Christmas, darlin'.
995
01:16:49,967 --> 01:16:53,837
♪ Slippin' and a slidin'
on a frozen pond
996
01:16:53,838 --> 01:16:55,198
♪ All the snow
has turned to ice...
997
01:17:00,511 --> 01:17:01,511
And you remember Evan?
998
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:03,880
Hi.
999
01:17:05,316 --> 01:17:06,316
- Enjoy the bar.
- Sure.
1000
01:17:07,518 --> 01:17:09,753
I've got somebody
for you to meet.
1001
01:17:21,899 --> 01:17:23,979
There's the belle of the
ball, and my favorite niece.
1002
01:17:25,136 --> 01:17:26,636
First things first.
Inoculation.
1003
01:17:35,211 --> 01:17:37,451
I've done too many
of these Christmas parties without you.
1004
01:17:38,882 --> 01:17:40,115
Having fun yet?
1005
01:17:42,152 --> 01:17:44,119
Over the moon.
1006
01:17:50,660 --> 01:17:52,628
♪ Christmas with the one...
1007
01:17:52,629 --> 01:17:55,998
♪ Christmas with
the one that I love...
1008
01:17:55,999 --> 01:17:59,134
"I told you, it was
a 'Yankee doodle dandy'."
1009
01:18:01,171 --> 01:18:03,105
Christmas cheer.
1010
01:18:06,876 --> 01:18:09,178
Bec.
1011
01:18:11,181 --> 01:18:13,849
Hi.
1012
01:18:15,318 --> 01:18:16,385
Hi.
1013
01:18:18,788 --> 01:18:20,656
Are you playing tonight?
1014
01:18:26,596 --> 01:18:27,596
Not feeling very musical.
1015
01:18:29,032 --> 01:18:30,099
How's Kate?
1016
01:18:32,268 --> 01:18:34,470
I wouldn't know.
1017
01:18:36,573 --> 01:18:38,941
She kinda fired me.
1018
01:18:38,942 --> 01:18:40,782
Or broke up with me.
I'm not really sure which.
1019
01:18:43,378 --> 01:18:46,013
Turns out it's no different
than breaking up with a guy.
1020
01:18:46,014 --> 01:18:48,583
You still torture yourself
listening to their music
1021
01:18:48,584 --> 01:18:50,918
and going to
their weird places.
1022
01:18:50,919 --> 01:18:51,919
You never called me back.
1023
01:18:54,189 --> 01:18:56,757
It's complicated.
1024
01:18:58,927 --> 01:19:00,461
It's complicated.
1025
01:19:02,798 --> 01:19:03,798
Um...
1026
01:19:04,766 --> 01:19:05,833
out of curiosity, if um...
1027
01:19:08,303 --> 01:19:10,343
If I was to be dumb enough
to ask you out on a date,
1028
01:19:18,313 --> 01:19:20,381
would I stand a chance?
1029
01:19:24,286 --> 01:19:25,286
I'm just not...
1030
01:19:26,421 --> 01:19:27,855
Alright, okay.
1031
01:19:29,191 --> 01:19:30,951
Um, say hi to Kate - or...
I'm sorry about...
1032
01:19:33,629 --> 01:19:36,264
..you getting fired.
Um, she was cool.
1033
01:19:40,135 --> 01:19:41,135
Wil!
1034
01:19:42,137 --> 01:19:44,438
I'm thinking one day I might
come to my senses, so...
1035
01:19:50,979 --> 01:19:53,247
..don't lose my number. Okay?
1036
01:20:00,087 --> 01:20:02,689
Hello?
1037
01:20:10,531 --> 01:20:12,732
♪ Wash
1038
01:20:16,571 --> 01:20:18,772
♪ Climb
1039
01:20:18,773 --> 01:20:19,773
♪ Is all we know
1040
01:20:25,046 --> 01:20:26,086
Hey. I'm here to see Kate.
1041
01:20:32,787 --> 01:20:34,321
♪ Is not below us
1042
01:20:36,057 --> 01:20:37,757
♪ No, can't grow up
1043
01:20:40,261 --> 01:20:41,661
♪ In that iron ground
1044
01:20:49,670 --> 01:20:51,071
♪ Claire
1045
01:20:51,072 --> 01:20:53,506
♪ All too sore for sound...
1046
01:20:53,507 --> 01:20:55,542
- Progress.
- Huh.
1047
01:20:55,543 --> 01:20:57,423
- How you doing, Bec?
- Our friend Marilyn died.
1048
01:20:58,779 --> 01:21:00,113
Oh. I'm sorry
to hear about that.
1049
01:21:03,484 --> 01:21:06,124
I thought Kate should know.
It didn't want to tell her on the phone.
1050
01:21:09,489 --> 01:21:12,658
Yeah, of course.
1051
01:21:12,659 --> 01:21:14,460
Will you tell her
about Marilyn?
1052
01:21:14,461 --> 01:21:16,181
I'm not sure that's
the best idea right now.
1053
01:21:18,698 --> 01:21:22,167
This is a copy of the letter
that Marilyn's husband
1054
01:21:22,168 --> 01:21:24,370
sent all of her friends
when she died.
1055
01:21:27,641 --> 01:21:29,575
Kate'll wanna hear it.
1056
01:21:29,576 --> 01:21:32,544
♪ I'm growing like
the quickening hues
1057
01:21:33,013 --> 01:21:35,781
♪ I...
1058
01:21:38,518 --> 01:21:42,321
♪ I'm telling darkness
from lines on you...
1059
01:21:42,322 --> 01:21:44,123
"Marilyn called herself
the black Lou Gehrig.
1060
01:21:45,959 --> 01:21:47,760
Most of you know
what that means.
1061
01:21:50,430 --> 01:21:53,465
But some of Marilyn's younger friends
might appreciate knowing
1062
01:21:53,466 --> 01:21:56,635
that Lou Gehrig was a baseball player
for the New York Yankees."
1063
01:21:56,636 --> 01:21:59,371
He played in a record
2,130 straight games, over 17 seasons,
1064
01:22:03,043 --> 01:22:04,843
until ALS forced him
to retire.
1065
01:22:04,844 --> 01:22:06,612
"He bid farewell
to his fans and teammates
1066
01:22:06,613 --> 01:22:09,453
by saying, 'I consider myself the luckiest man
on the face of the earth.'
1067
01:22:11,918 --> 01:22:15,187
What he meant was that although adversity
had weakened his body,
1068
01:22:15,188 --> 01:22:18,157
it had strengthened his connection
to those around him.
1069
01:22:18,158 --> 01:22:19,792
Sound like anyone you know?"
1070
01:22:19,793 --> 01:22:22,093
In Marilyn's final years,
1071
01:22:22,094 --> 01:22:25,596
she developed bonds with more
people than I can count.
1072
01:22:26,465 --> 01:22:29,000
We were married...
1073
01:22:31,403 --> 01:22:33,171
44 wonderful years.
1074
01:22:34,940 --> 01:22:37,475
"But we were never closer
than we were during those final four.
1075
01:22:41,313 --> 01:22:43,915
So pardon me for saying
that I too feel like
1076
01:22:46,118 --> 01:22:49,320
the luckiest man
on the face of the earth."
1077
01:24:01,259 --> 01:24:03,927
"In the event I am not
capable of giving consent,
1078
01:24:03,928 --> 01:24:05,695
I designate and appoint
the person listed
1079
01:24:05,696 --> 01:24:08,298
as my attorney-in-fact
for all healthcare decisions."
1080
01:24:08,299 --> 01:24:09,933
Why the hell
didn't you say no?
1081
01:24:09,934 --> 01:24:11,635
She asked for my help
and I gave it.
1082
01:24:11,636 --> 01:24:14,438
How can Evan not have medical power of attorney?
He's her husband.
1083
01:24:14,439 --> 01:24:16,039
He's her attorney husband.
1084
01:24:16,040 --> 01:24:17,520
She can give it to
whomever she wants.
1085
01:24:18,409 --> 01:24:19,876
Did you know about this?
1086
01:24:21,212 --> 01:24:22,813
I just got off the phone
with a judge,
1087
01:24:22,814 --> 01:24:26,183
and he said that whenever a patient's health
takes a turn for the worse,
1088
01:24:26,184 --> 01:24:29,152
changes like this - last-minute changes -
don't usually hold up.
1089
01:24:29,153 --> 01:24:31,087
- Then it's settled.
- No, it's not settled.
1090
01:24:31,088 --> 01:24:33,457
It's not what Kate wants.
Legally, yes, you're right.
1091
01:24:33,458 --> 01:24:35,559
No, she goes
on a ventilator now.
1092
01:24:35,560 --> 01:24:37,627
Evan?
1093
01:24:39,630 --> 01:24:41,231
Look, I'm sorry, Gwen.
1094
01:24:43,901 --> 01:24:46,536
I know that you're upset,
but we have to honor what she wants to do.
1095
01:24:46,537 --> 01:24:48,637
We have to honor
what she wants to do.
1096
01:24:48,638 --> 01:24:50,773
You heard what the doctor
said, honey.
1097
01:24:50,774 --> 01:24:53,976
If she don't do this now,
we may not see her tomorrow.
1098
01:24:53,977 --> 01:24:55,077
I know. I know.
1099
01:24:57,180 --> 01:24:58,280
I know.
1100
01:25:05,555 --> 01:25:08,390
- When did she come in?
- Earlier tonight.
1101
01:25:08,391 --> 01:25:10,526
Did they ventilate her?
She didn't want that.
1102
01:25:10,527 --> 01:25:13,028
Not yet.
They wanna talk to you first.
1103
01:25:13,029 --> 01:25:14,229
Alright.
She left it up to you.
1104
01:25:15,332 --> 01:25:16,632
Me?
1105
01:26:24,466 --> 01:26:25,786
What did you do?
What've you done?
1106
01:26:27,703 --> 01:26:29,604
I told the doctor...
she wants to go home.
1107
01:26:33,475 --> 01:26:37,145
And you'll put her
on a ventilator?
1108
01:26:37,146 --> 01:26:39,946
- That's not what she wants.
- Don't you tell me what my daughter wants.
1109
01:26:41,684 --> 01:26:43,184
How dare you?
1110
01:26:45,054 --> 01:26:47,288
She is my daughter.
1111
01:26:47,289 --> 01:26:48,289
Ma'am...
1112
01:26:55,364 --> 01:26:56,764
Please... don't do this.
1113
01:26:58,367 --> 01:27:00,234
Don't take her from us.
1114
01:27:02,571 --> 01:27:04,138
I'm not taking her from you.
1115
01:27:07,042 --> 01:27:09,377
I'm just taking her home.
1116
01:28:47,007 --> 01:28:50,609
♪ Heroic Polonaise Op.53
1117
01:30:38,584 --> 01:30:40,785
I can't do it.
1118
01:30:44,356 --> 01:30:46,691
It's okay.
It's gonna be okay.
1119
01:30:46,692 --> 01:30:49,060
I can't sit here
and watch her die.
1120
01:31:04,142 --> 01:31:05,409
I love you so much.
1121
01:31:48,052 --> 01:31:49,052
She put me in plaid.
1122
01:31:50,421 --> 01:31:52,189
What?
1123
01:32:01,099 --> 01:32:03,267
If ALS didn't kill me...
plaid would.
1124
01:32:24,221 --> 01:32:26,422
Don't...
1125
01:32:26,423 --> 01:32:27,590
..come back in here tonight.
1126
01:32:39,202 --> 01:32:41,771
Don't call for help.
1127
01:32:53,717 --> 01:32:57,520
- Also promise...
- That's a lot of promises.
1128
01:33:04,528 --> 01:33:05,795
Find someone...
1129
01:33:07,197 --> 01:33:09,198
..who... sees you.
1130
01:33:16,740 --> 01:33:19,208
Someone who sees me?
1131
01:33:23,746 --> 01:33:28,817
You... let... him...
1132
01:33:32,555 --> 01:33:35,056
..see the person I see.
1133
01:33:36,826 --> 01:33:38,493
The person you see.
1134
01:33:41,163 --> 01:33:43,198
Yeah.
1135
01:33:43,199 --> 01:33:44,799
Okay, now you gotta
promise me something.
1136
01:33:47,937 --> 01:33:50,638
I'm gonna pay you
a compliment...
1137
01:33:53,976 --> 01:33:56,878
..and you just gotta
lay there and take it.
1138
01:34:02,418 --> 01:34:03,785
Thanks for the Manolos...
1139
01:34:04,687 --> 01:34:07,522
..and for teaching me
how to cook.
1140
01:34:13,729 --> 01:34:16,398
But the biggest thing...
1141
01:34:16,399 --> 01:34:17,679
..that I have to
thank you for...
1142
01:34:18,701 --> 01:34:20,668
..is that you didn't let me
fuck this up.
1143
01:34:23,239 --> 01:34:26,107
Because no-one in my life
has ever done that for me.
1144
01:34:51,399 --> 01:34:53,834
Go now.
1145
01:34:59,874 --> 01:35:02,109
Go on.
1146
01:37:44,036 --> 01:37:46,504
♪ Finally
I'm laying down these arms
1147
01:37:50,443 --> 01:37:52,163
♪ The ones I held so close
to see me through
1148
01:37:55,548 --> 01:37:57,068
♪ And I'm just like
a sparrow in a barn
1149
01:38:00,419 --> 01:38:02,354
♪ I'm flyin' for
that tiny patch of blue
1150
01:38:06,092 --> 01:38:08,860
♪ I dive head-first
into the dark
1151
01:38:08,861 --> 01:38:11,363
♪ I don't look back,
I just keep stumbling
1152
01:38:11,364 --> 01:38:12,964
♪ I trip and fall
1153
01:38:12,965 --> 01:38:14,832
♪ I hit the ground,
I skin my knees
1154
01:38:14,833 --> 01:38:16,200
♪ I just keep going
1155
01:38:16,201 --> 01:38:19,236
♪ I made a mess,
I've been a mess, I guess
1156
01:38:19,237 --> 01:38:21,472
♪ And guess what -
life is messy
1157
01:38:21,473 --> 01:38:22,573
♪ And if I learned anything
1158
01:38:23,875 --> 01:38:26,277
♪ At least
I'm falling forward
1159
01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:31,282
♪ At least
I'm falling forward
1160
01:38:33,985 --> 01:38:34,985
♪ Because of you
1161
01:38:36,755 --> 01:38:39,023
♪ I'm fallin' forward
1162
01:38:42,861 --> 01:38:44,261
♪ Finally I'm laying down
these arms
1163
01:38:47,866 --> 01:38:49,586
♪ The ones I held so close
to see me through
1164
01:38:52,337 --> 01:38:53,857
♪ And I'm just like
a sparrow in a barn
1165
01:38:57,542 --> 01:38:59,102
♪ I'm flyin' for
that tiny patch of blue
1166
01:39:01,780 --> 01:39:04,214
♪ I dive head-first
into the dark
1167
01:39:04,215 --> 01:39:06,850
♪ I don't look back,
I just keep swimming
1168
01:39:06,851 --> 01:39:08,686
♪ I trip and fall
1169
01:39:08,687 --> 01:39:10,621
♪ I hit the ground,
I skin my knees
1170
01:39:10,622 --> 01:39:11,855
♪ I just keep going
1171
01:39:11,856 --> 01:39:13,657
♪ I made a mess
1172
01:39:13,658 --> 01:39:14,992
♪ I've been a mess, I guess
1173
01:39:14,993 --> 01:39:16,860
♪ And guess what -
life is messy
1174
01:39:16,861 --> 01:39:19,863
♪ But if I learned anything
1175
01:39:19,864 --> 01:39:22,232
♪ From you
1176
01:39:22,233 --> 01:39:23,393
♪ At least
I'm falling forward
1177
01:39:24,502 --> 01:39:27,003
♪ At least
I'm falling forward
1178
01:39:29,506 --> 01:39:31,974
♪ At least
I'm falling forward
1179
01:39:33,911 --> 01:39:35,945
♪ Forward, forward,
forward, forward
1180
01:39:35,946 --> 01:39:37,747
♪ Forward, forward
1181
01:39:37,748 --> 01:39:39,949
♪ Because of you
1182
01:39:39,950 --> 01:39:40,950
♪ Because of you
1183
01:39:45,656 --> 01:39:48,591
♪ Finally, I'm laying down
these arms
1184
01:39:52,529 --> 01:39:54,249
♪ The ones I held so close
to see me through
1185
01:39:56,600 --> 01:39:58,120
♪ And I'm just like
a sparrow in a barn
1186
01:40:02,039 --> 01:40:03,973
♪ I'm flyin' for
that tiny patch of blue...
1187
01:40:29,867 --> 01:40:32,902
♪ Don't walk away
1188
01:40:32,903 --> 01:40:36,172
♪ Hold my hand
and say you'll stay
1189
01:40:36,173 --> 01:40:39,142
♪ Imperfect as I am
1190
01:40:39,143 --> 01:40:41,376
♪ You can't see tears cried
in the rain
1191
01:40:44,781 --> 01:40:47,315
♪ Don't walk away
1192
01:40:47,316 --> 01:40:48,450
♪ Or fix me when I'm broken
1193
01:40:51,687 --> 01:40:52,754
♪ Yeah
1194
01:40:54,123 --> 01:40:56,057
♪ You know
1195
01:40:59,061 --> 01:41:00,495
♪ That I can't see
1196
01:41:04,233 --> 01:41:06,668
♪ Without you,
my world is empty
1197
01:41:09,439 --> 01:41:10,439
♪ I beg, I beg you
1198
01:41:11,674 --> 01:41:12,674
♪ Oh, I beg you, please
1199
01:41:16,112 --> 01:41:17,552
♪ The loneliness
is really killing me
1200
01:41:20,783 --> 01:41:23,552
♪ Don't walk away
1201
01:41:23,553 --> 01:41:24,873
♪ Hold my hand
and say you'll stay
1202
01:41:27,223 --> 01:41:30,091
♪ Imperfect as I am
1203
01:41:30,092 --> 01:41:32,461
♪ You can't see tears cried
in the rain
1204
01:41:35,865 --> 01:41:38,333
♪ Don't walk away
1205
01:41:38,334 --> 01:41:39,414
♪ Or fix me when I'm broken
1206
01:41:42,605 --> 01:41:44,306
♪ Yeah
1207
01:41:44,307 --> 01:41:47,809
♪ I'm taking deep breaths
in between
1208
01:41:47,810 --> 01:41:50,712
♪ Hold my hand and say...
1209
01:41:50,713 --> 01:41:53,714
♪ You'll never walk away
1210
01:41:53,715 --> 01:41:56,050
♪ So never walk away
1211
01:41:56,051 --> 01:41:59,086
♪ But it's just a dream
that never happened
1212
01:41:59,087 --> 01:42:02,389
♪ I can live this life
without you
1213
01:42:02,390 --> 01:42:05,659
♪ Every minute
we're together
1214
01:42:05,660 --> 01:42:08,996
♪ Stay with me forever
1215
01:42:08,997 --> 01:42:11,665
♪ Don't walk away
1216
01:42:11,666 --> 01:42:12,986
♪ Hold my hand
and say you'll stay
1217
01:42:15,270 --> 01:42:18,138
♪ Imperfect as I am
1218
01:42:18,139 --> 01:42:20,407
♪ You can't see tears cried
in the rain
1219
01:42:23,812 --> 01:42:26,847
♪ Don't walk away
1220
01:42:26,848 --> 01:42:29,717
♪ Don't walk away
1221
01:42:29,718 --> 01:42:30,758
♪ You're really killing me