1 00:03:02,349 --> 00:03:05,142 Becca? 2 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:10,773 - Hey, Peg. - It looks so nice back here. 3 00:03:10,983 --> 00:03:13,693 Well, I'm just, you know, trying to get things back into shape. 4 00:03:13,777 --> 00:03:16,529 Listen, we were wondering if you and Howie were free tonight. 5 00:03:16,613 --> 00:03:19,907 - We're having a few people over for dinner. - That's very sweet of you, Peg. 6 00:03:19,992 --> 00:03:23,160 - I know, it's really short notice... - Actually, we have plans. 7 00:03:24,496 --> 00:03:28,708 But another time, though? Yeah, I haven't talked to Pete in ages. 8 00:03:28,792 --> 00:03:32,545 You haven't missed much. He's still the same SOB he always was. 9 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:35,965 Oh, God. I'm so sorry. 10 00:03:37,092 --> 00:03:38,718 - It's okay. - I'm so sorry. 11 00:03:38,802 --> 00:03:41,888 - No, no, no. No, it's fine. - These stupid feet. 12 00:03:43,140 --> 00:03:45,474 Well, have a great dinner, Peg. 13 00:03:46,268 --> 00:03:49,604 - We'll do it again next time. - Yeah. Absolutely. 14 00:03:51,189 --> 00:03:54,191 - Say hi to Howie for me. - I sure will. 15 00:03:55,402 --> 00:03:57,820 - Bye. - Bye-bye. 16 00:04:20,677 --> 00:04:24,513 - Smells good in there. - Hey, if Peg asks, we went out tonight. 17 00:04:27,309 --> 00:04:29,268 Where did we go? 18 00:04:29,353 --> 00:04:33,230 - Saw the Stoppard play. - Really? Did we enjoy it? 19 00:04:33,815 --> 00:04:35,149 Very much. 20 00:04:37,152 --> 00:04:39,362 She asked us to dinner again. 21 00:04:41,031 --> 00:04:45,201 - She's just being nice. - You're more than welcome to go over there. 22 00:04:52,918 --> 00:04:57,088 - And abandon your risotto? - Careful, Howie. The pan's hot. 23 00:05:06,223 --> 00:05:08,933 - Hey. - Hey. I'm gonna hop in the shower. 24 00:05:11,395 --> 00:05:13,145 About 20 minutes. 25 00:05:33,875 --> 00:05:35,042 Hello? 26 00:05:39,381 --> 00:05:41,424 What time is it? 27 00:05:43,927 --> 00:05:45,177 What's going on? 28 00:05:49,433 --> 00:05:50,766 Thank you. 29 00:06:00,193 --> 00:06:04,155 - Have you got nothing to say? - Thank you? 30 00:06:05,657 --> 00:06:09,201 - You were in a bar fight. - It wasn't a bar fight. 31 00:06:09,286 --> 00:06:13,873 - You were in a bar fighting. - It wasn't a fight. 32 00:06:13,957 --> 00:06:17,334 Some drunk girl was screaming in my face, so I hit her and that was the end of it. 33 00:06:17,419 --> 00:06:20,129 - Well, who was she? - I don't know. 34 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:23,007 People don't just scream at you for no reason. 35 00:06:23,091 --> 00:06:26,218 Sure they do! You should get out more. 36 00:06:26,303 --> 00:06:30,514 - God, Izzy, it's so Jerry Springer. - What does that mean? 37 00:06:30,599 --> 00:06:32,308 What, do you think I'm trashy? 38 00:06:32,476 --> 00:06:35,019 You can't keep doing this. You're not a kid anymore. 39 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:36,604 I didn't know there was a cut-off date. 40 00:06:36,688 --> 00:06:40,483 Yeah, for acting like a jackass, there's a cut-off date. 41 00:06:40,567 --> 00:06:42,151 I want to stop worrying about you. 42 00:06:43,111 --> 00:06:46,655 Hey, don't worry about me. She was the one on the floor. 43 00:06:49,159 --> 00:06:50,659 Can I stay with you tonight? 44 00:07:06,301 --> 00:07:08,719 I got you! I got you! 45 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,971 Danny, look at me when you turn back. 46 00:07:11,056 --> 00:07:13,516 - He's getting juice. - No, he's not. 47 00:07:14,518 --> 00:07:16,352 Danny, look at this. 48 00:07:17,020 --> 00:07:18,854 Now, Danny, I'm gonna tell you a secret, okay? 49 00:07:18,939 --> 00:07:21,899 When you go back down, I want you to give Mom a big kiss, okay? 50 00:07:21,983 --> 00:07:25,861 Ready? One, two, three. That was high! 51 00:07:29,699 --> 00:07:32,284 - Danny, look at me when you come back. - He's getting juice. 52 00:07:32,369 --> 00:07:33,994 - You want any cake? - Yes. 53 00:07:34,079 --> 00:07:35,246 Do we have cake today? 54 00:07:35,330 --> 00:07:36,372 - Yeah, we do. - Yes. 55 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:38,999 - We do? - No, it's brownies. Come on. 56 00:07:39,084 --> 00:07:41,877 Oh, my gosh. You really want some. 57 00:08:07,070 --> 00:08:08,612 Well, if it isn't Ma Barker. 58 00:08:08,697 --> 00:08:10,781 I'm sure that would be very funny if I knew who that was. 59 00:08:11,283 --> 00:08:14,160 Rick and I are gonna play squash. I have my cell if you need me. 60 00:08:14,244 --> 00:08:17,872 - Yeah. - Squash. You go play squash, Howie. 61 00:08:17,956 --> 00:08:21,625 - You don't even know what squash is. - I don't care what squash is. 62 00:08:22,377 --> 00:08:23,544 Hello? 63 00:08:26,923 --> 00:08:28,424 Yeah. Yeah! 64 00:08:30,552 --> 00:08:31,886 She's gonna kill me. 65 00:08:32,304 --> 00:08:34,972 Yeah, I know. I think Auggie must have told her. 66 00:08:35,724 --> 00:08:37,433 Hey, I gotta go. Bye. 67 00:08:41,563 --> 00:08:43,314 Thank you, Becca. 68 00:08:44,274 --> 00:08:46,525 I know what this stuff is now. 69 00:08:46,610 --> 00:08:49,528 - I like the way it cracks. - Of course you do. 70 00:08:51,156 --> 00:08:52,698 So, did you know that woman? 71 00:08:52,782 --> 00:08:55,284 My God, why are you listening to my phone conversations? 72 00:08:55,368 --> 00:09:00,122 - You're sleeping with the girl's boyfriend. - It's been over between them! 73 00:09:00,207 --> 00:09:01,749 They're just living together because of the rent. 74 00:09:01,833 --> 00:09:05,794 - Then why did she accost you? - Because she's a lunatic. 75 00:09:08,590 --> 00:09:11,800 And Auggie must have told her that I'm pregnant. 76 00:09:14,095 --> 00:09:15,804 - You are not. - You're gonna love him. 77 00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:19,099 He's a really... He's a great guy. He's a musician. 78 00:09:19,726 --> 00:09:22,061 - Well, that's terrific. - Yeah, he works. 79 00:09:22,145 --> 00:09:24,813 He gets work as a musician. 80 00:09:25,315 --> 00:09:28,275 - How long have you known? - A few weeks. 81 00:09:28,652 --> 00:09:30,027 Did you tell Mom? 82 00:09:31,112 --> 00:09:33,364 Come on. You told Mom before me? 83 00:09:33,448 --> 00:09:35,950 - I had to. - Why didn't you tell me? 84 00:09:36,034 --> 00:09:38,118 Why do you think? 85 00:09:43,333 --> 00:09:45,501 I'm sorry, Becca. I know the timing really sucks. 86 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:49,338 What are you gonna do? I'm just glad you finally told me. 87 00:10:13,530 --> 00:10:17,491 Debbie has been driving me crazy with these kitchen renovations. 88 00:10:17,575 --> 00:10:20,452 I tell you, the countertop negotiations alone. 89 00:10:20,537 --> 00:10:23,247 I told you not to marry an agent. 90 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:26,583 She still hasn't called, you know. 91 00:10:27,877 --> 00:10:29,211 No, I know. 92 00:10:31,214 --> 00:10:33,382 I mean, I don't mean to be a pest about it, 93 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:36,135 but I just know Becca would love to hear from her. 94 00:10:36,219 --> 00:10:38,554 I know. I tell her, Howie, I do. 95 00:10:40,515 --> 00:10:42,182 But she's still... 96 00:10:44,227 --> 00:10:47,604 I don't know. Freaked out, I guess. 97 00:10:47,689 --> 00:10:51,275 - It's been eight months. - I know. I'll talk to her. 98 00:10:51,359 --> 00:10:55,612 Thank you. Hey, how are the kids? 99 00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:57,906 They're good. 100 00:10:58,241 --> 00:11:01,744 Emily's doing ballet. Robbie is in T-ball. 101 00:11:04,372 --> 00:11:05,622 T-ball. 102 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:13,213 Hey, have you guys talked at all about having another? 103 00:11:16,426 --> 00:11:17,468 No. 104 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,349 No, it's a little soon. 105 00:11:25,727 --> 00:11:29,855 - Just be a little open. That's all I'm asking. - I'm here, aren't I? 106 00:11:38,448 --> 00:11:39,698 - Hey. - How's it going? 107 00:11:39,783 --> 00:11:42,159 Good, good. We're hanging in there. 108 00:11:42,702 --> 00:11:44,745 - You sure? - Yeah. 109 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:47,331 - Hey, Kevin. - Hi. Hi. 110 00:11:47,415 --> 00:11:49,625 Yeah, we... We just... 111 00:11:51,753 --> 00:11:54,713 We found out that Becca's sister is pregnant, so... 112 00:11:54,798 --> 00:11:56,882 - Howie. - What? 113 00:11:56,966 --> 00:12:00,677 That can be hard. I remember when my cousin got pregnant. 114 00:12:00,762 --> 00:12:03,597 Yeah, it's not really a big deal. 115 00:12:04,682 --> 00:12:05,724 Okay. 116 00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:08,977 If you want to talk about it, though, you know, the group's here, so... 117 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:11,146 Yeah, no, I don't think so. 118 00:12:12,023 --> 00:12:15,234 - "Hey, everybody, fresh meat." - Becca, be nice. 119 00:12:15,318 --> 00:12:17,069 Doesn't she remind you of Lydia? 120 00:12:17,153 --> 00:12:19,571 There was this woman in our group a couple of years ago. 121 00:12:19,656 --> 00:12:22,408 It was four. Four years ago. 122 00:12:22,492 --> 00:12:24,952 You know, it doesn't really matter when she was here. 123 00:12:25,036 --> 00:12:27,871 My point is, is that she reminds me of Lydia. 124 00:12:28,873 --> 00:12:32,167 She really wasn't into the support-group model at first. 125 00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:36,422 - So, how long have you been in group? - It'll be eight years in June. 126 00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:43,846 I didn't... I didn't realize it was that long. 127 00:12:44,264 --> 00:12:48,016 You know, we're the veterans. You know, for us it's... 128 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:52,688 It's a good way to touch base. Everyone's on a different schedule. 129 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:55,232 Of course. Of course. 130 00:12:59,070 --> 00:13:02,865 She... You know, she visits me sometimes in dreams 131 00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:06,034 and she tells me it's okay, 132 00:13:07,245 --> 00:13:12,541 that she's with God. And we had some good days, 133 00:13:15,003 --> 00:13:19,882 and you think that when you have enough good days, it actually is gonna get better. 134 00:13:20,383 --> 00:13:22,468 You know, it does get better and then... 135 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:27,181 - It was her anniversary last week and... - A year last Tuesday. 136 00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:31,602 And it just starts all over again. 137 00:13:34,397 --> 00:13:37,357 We just have to remind each other that... 138 00:13:38,568 --> 00:13:40,444 - It's just part of God's plan. - Yeah. 139 00:13:43,573 --> 00:13:45,407 And we can't know why. 140 00:13:47,368 --> 00:13:48,952 You know, only God can know why. 141 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:55,417 God had to take her. He needed another angel. 142 00:13:56,586 --> 00:13:58,045 He needed another angel. 143 00:13:58,129 --> 00:14:01,340 Why didn't he just make one? Another angel. 144 00:14:01,424 --> 00:14:04,718 I mean, he's God, after all. 145 00:14:04,802 --> 00:14:07,429 Why didn't he just make another angel? 146 00:14:16,147 --> 00:14:17,356 Just... 147 00:14:20,652 --> 00:14:22,694 Just putting it out there. 148 00:14:26,824 --> 00:14:28,367 I'd like to go. 149 00:14:30,912 --> 00:14:34,414 I think we're gonna go. Is that all right, honey? 150 00:14:41,923 --> 00:14:43,257 Excuse us. 151 00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:49,221 They're talking, it's their time, and you have to respect that. 152 00:14:49,305 --> 00:14:51,139 - Come on. - I mean, you sit there for weeks 153 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:52,349 and you don't say a word... 154 00:14:52,433 --> 00:14:55,227 I'm sorry. I can't stand the God freaks. You know that. 155 00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:57,437 But they're not all like that. Kevin and Gaby aren't. 156 00:14:57,522 --> 00:14:59,982 No. Kevin and Gaby are professional wallowers. 157 00:15:00,066 --> 00:15:03,652 I mean, come on. Eight years, Howie. Eight. 158 00:15:04,445 --> 00:15:06,238 If that's what you want to become, then... 159 00:15:06,322 --> 00:15:08,865 - If you want to take a break... - No, not a break. I'm done. 160 00:15:09,492 --> 00:15:13,537 - I know that Izzy stuff got under your skin. - Please don't do that. Please. 161 00:15:13,621 --> 00:15:18,250 One semester of psychology 15 years ago and suddenly you can analyze... 162 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:19,418 Jesus, Becca. 163 00:15:19,502 --> 00:15:21,169 I don't like the group. 164 00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:24,423 - I gave it a try. It's not for me. - Okay. 165 00:15:25,300 --> 00:15:26,925 It's not for you. 166 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:29,261 Thank you. 167 00:15:31,848 --> 00:15:37,019 Do you mind if we not eat here, 'cause nothing's really jumping out at me. 168 00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:06,942 Taz! Stop, stop. Come here and eat. Come on. Come on. 169 00:17:08,277 --> 00:17:12,280 Stay. Sorry, he's not really dangerous. Eat. 170 00:17:12,365 --> 00:17:13,573 - Yeah. - He's just kind of dumb. 171 00:17:13,658 --> 00:17:15,617 No, I know. He's my dog. 172 00:17:18,162 --> 00:17:19,913 You're Becca. 173 00:17:19,997 --> 00:17:23,083 I should have recognized you, of course. I'm Auggie. 174 00:17:24,877 --> 00:17:26,253 - Hi, Auggie. - Hi. 175 00:17:26,337 --> 00:17:28,046 Oh, my God! 176 00:17:28,131 --> 00:17:30,465 Why didn't you tell me you were coming over? 177 00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:32,843 I would have picked up the house. 178 00:17:32,927 --> 00:17:36,179 - That's Auggie. - Yeah, we met. Is Izzy here? 179 00:17:36,264 --> 00:17:39,015 Yeah, she's here. She got fired from Applebee's. 180 00:17:41,144 --> 00:17:43,770 I was planning on taking it all down to Goodwill, 181 00:17:43,855 --> 00:17:48,608 but now I'm glad that I didn't, because look at these shirts. 182 00:17:48,693 --> 00:17:49,735 Look at them. And these sweaters... 183 00:17:49,819 --> 00:17:52,487 I don't know, Becca. I mean, they're in baby clothes for so long. 184 00:17:52,572 --> 00:17:54,990 It'll probably be a while before he can even fit into that stuff. 185 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:59,077 No. It comes up very quickly, you'll see. You're gonna be happy that I saved it. 186 00:17:59,704 --> 00:18:03,290 - Is he living here? - He has to. His girlfriend kicked him out. 187 00:18:03,374 --> 00:18:05,917 - Ex-girlfriend. - She knows what I meant. 188 00:18:06,002 --> 00:18:09,504 - Did you see this one? - That's cute. Look at that. 189 00:18:10,214 --> 00:18:11,757 What if it's a girl? 190 00:18:11,841 --> 00:18:14,676 Well, then... I don't know, I'll give it to someone else. 191 00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:16,011 But you're gonna... You're gonna thank me. 192 00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:18,180 There's a couple of years' worth of clothes here. 193 00:18:18,264 --> 00:18:19,848 Think of all the money you're gonna save. 194 00:18:19,932 --> 00:18:22,893 - It's not about the money. - Well, it should be. 195 00:18:22,977 --> 00:18:26,563 Come on, Izzy. You gotta start thinking about that. 196 00:18:26,647 --> 00:18:31,401 I mean, especially if the dad's a musician. It costs a lot to raise a child, I'm telling you. 197 00:18:31,486 --> 00:18:34,112 It would just be weird, Becca, 198 00:18:34,197 --> 00:18:37,491 if it was a boy, to see him running around in Danny's clothes. 199 00:18:37,867 --> 00:18:40,285 I would just feel weird about it. 200 00:18:45,583 --> 00:18:46,583 Yeah. 201 00:18:48,878 --> 00:18:53,673 - I'm sorry. Of course it would be weird. - It was a nice offer. 202 00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:57,302 You're gonna get a lot of clothes. Christmas, birthdays. 203 00:18:57,386 --> 00:18:59,971 - You don't have anything to worry about. - It's probably a girl, anyway. 204 00:19:00,056 --> 00:19:02,224 You know, I'm a little psychic about these things. 205 00:19:02,308 --> 00:19:07,062 Remember, I said Sheila was having a girl? And Karin! 206 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:11,983 - I think there's a girl in there. - I hope there is. I mean, I want a girl. 207 00:19:12,068 --> 00:19:15,487 I want it to be healthy, obviously, but I really hope it's a girl. 208 00:19:15,571 --> 00:19:16,780 Me, too. 209 00:19:17,907 --> 00:19:20,283 You want some coffee cake? I've got some coffee cake for us. 210 00:19:20,368 --> 00:19:21,827 I'm actually gonna take off 211 00:19:21,911 --> 00:19:25,622 because I promised Howie that I'd pick up some dinner. 212 00:19:25,706 --> 00:19:27,415 Looks good, though. 213 00:19:31,921 --> 00:19:34,381 Here. Eat some cake. 214 00:21:40,883 --> 00:21:45,470 - When did Rick ever beat me at squash? - Did he mention Debbie at all? 215 00:21:47,139 --> 00:21:50,183 You can call her, you know. Get the reports directly. 216 00:21:50,267 --> 00:21:53,520 I don't want to call her. She should call me. 217 00:21:55,439 --> 00:21:59,609 I would have been there for her if anything had ever happened to Robbie or Em. 218 00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:06,074 I wouldn't have vanished the way she did. 219 00:22:09,412 --> 00:22:10,412 I wouldn't. 220 00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:13,248 Howie? 221 00:22:15,418 --> 00:22:17,210 You know what I mean? 222 00:22:27,471 --> 00:22:29,347 Yeah. 223 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:50,535 Howie. 224 00:22:56,042 --> 00:22:57,459 Turn around. 225 00:22:59,795 --> 00:23:03,131 Come on. You need to relax. 226 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:20,774 - Your shoulders are all knotted up. - Yeah. 227 00:23:21,776 --> 00:23:22,859 Yeah. 228 00:23:24,361 --> 00:23:26,154 Forget about Debbie 229 00:23:27,948 --> 00:23:30,241 and whatever else is bothering you. 230 00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:37,499 I know what this is. Dimming the lights... 231 00:23:38,459 --> 00:23:41,086 You're trying to seduce me. 232 00:23:41,170 --> 00:23:44,756 You're plying me with... With liquor. 233 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:46,299 It worked in college. 234 00:23:53,474 --> 00:23:55,683 That's enough. That's enough. 235 00:23:58,062 --> 00:23:59,395 Where are you going? 236 00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:03,691 No, I just... I'm feeling antsy tonight. I'm sorry. It just... It was a weird day. 237 00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:09,447 - Right. - What, now you're gonna pout? 238 00:24:10,116 --> 00:24:12,659 - It's been eight months. - But who's keeping track? 239 00:24:12,743 --> 00:24:14,327 I am. I'm keeping track. 240 00:24:15,412 --> 00:24:18,873 I'm not ready yet, Howie. All right? I'm just... 241 00:24:21,669 --> 00:24:23,795 I'm sorry if you think that that's abnormal. 242 00:24:23,879 --> 00:24:25,839 I don't. I don't think it's abnormal at all, but... 243 00:24:25,923 --> 00:24:27,006 So, what's the problem? 244 00:24:27,091 --> 00:24:30,260 We need to at least head in that direction, which might feel strange at first, but... 245 00:24:30,344 --> 00:24:32,762 - But you want to have sex. - Don't say it like that. 246 00:24:32,847 --> 00:24:36,850 - You're trying to rope me into having sex. - I am not. I wasn't roping you into sex. 247 00:24:36,934 --> 00:24:38,601 - AI Green isn't roping? - No. 248 00:24:38,686 --> 00:24:41,563 - AI Green? - I thought it was nice. That's all. 249 00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:43,648 I was trying to make things nice. 250 00:24:43,732 --> 00:24:47,694 You can't. You just can't, all right? 251 00:24:47,778 --> 00:24:51,072 I'm sorry. Things aren't nice anymore. 252 00:24:58,372 --> 00:25:00,498 Babe, will you hold him for a second? Just hold him like that. 253 00:25:00,583 --> 00:25:03,042 - Taz, quit it. - Yeah, tell Taz to quit it. 254 00:25:03,127 --> 00:25:05,837 - All right. Now... - 'Cause Taz wants to go on the tire. 255 00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:10,675 - Hold on. Let me see Mama and... - Okay, you ready? I'm gonna let you go. 256 00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:12,010 - Ready? - Yes. 257 00:25:12,094 --> 00:25:15,054 Here it goes. There! 258 00:25:15,139 --> 00:25:17,015 - Keep your feet up. - Danny. 259 00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:19,392 - Look at me on the way back, Danny. - Keep your feet up, Danny. 260 00:25:44,418 --> 00:25:45,460 Hey. 261 00:25:48,505 --> 00:25:52,217 If you're not gonna go to group, I need you to see someone. 262 00:26:03,771 --> 00:26:06,856 - Any plans for the day? - You're looking at them. 263 00:26:09,944 --> 00:26:12,070 - I'll see you tonight. - Yeah. 264 00:27:20,681 --> 00:27:23,808 I'm here to see Scott Baiter in the Events department. 265 00:27:25,561 --> 00:27:27,729 I don't have a Baiter listed. 266 00:27:29,356 --> 00:27:30,815 That's weird. 267 00:27:33,027 --> 00:27:37,572 - Kate Finn. What about Kate? - I have a Robert Finn in Dec Arts. 268 00:27:39,616 --> 00:27:42,368 If you have an appointment, I can just call up there. 269 00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:43,870 Who are you? 270 00:27:45,956 --> 00:27:50,835 I... I don't have an appointment. I... I'm an old friend. I used to work here. 271 00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:52,211 Becca? 272 00:27:55,257 --> 00:27:58,092 - Gary! - Hey! What are you doing here? 273 00:27:59,094 --> 00:28:01,971 I had some errands to run in the city and I... 274 00:28:02,056 --> 00:28:05,350 I thought I'd pop in and say hello, but apparently nobody works here anymore. 275 00:28:05,434 --> 00:28:10,271 Yeah, no, Scott went over to Christie's back in March. Traitor. 276 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:13,316 It's good to see you're still doing the coffee runs, though. 277 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,487 No. No, no, no. I don't usually. I'm in Scott's old job. 278 00:28:20,032 --> 00:28:23,951 - Hey, how's the family? - You know what, Gary, I... 279 00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:28,873 I know how busy it gets up there, so I'm gonna let you get back to it. 280 00:28:28,957 --> 00:28:30,249 Yeah, that hasn't changed. 281 00:28:30,334 --> 00:28:32,377 - It was great to see you, though. - You, too. 282 00:29:25,013 --> 00:29:27,598 - There are fines, you know? - No, I know. 283 00:29:27,683 --> 00:29:31,060 The book's quite overdue. We sent out several notices. 284 00:29:31,145 --> 00:29:33,771 - Yeah, that's why I'm here. - $7.00. 285 00:29:38,902 --> 00:29:40,236 Thank you. 286 00:29:54,501 --> 00:29:56,419 Can I help you? 287 00:29:57,379 --> 00:30:01,382 Yeah, actually. Would it be possible for me to check this out? 288 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:04,135 Certainly. 289 00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:16,939 "'I will become a fish in a trout stream and I will swim away from you."' 290 00:30:17,024 --> 00:30:19,901 - He's an iguana. - Yeah, he is. 291 00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:24,489 "'If you become a fish in a trout stream,' said his mother, 292 00:30:24,573 --> 00:30:27,492 "'I will become a fisherman and I will fish for you..."' 293 00:30:27,576 --> 00:30:28,576 Sorry. 294 00:30:29,453 --> 00:30:31,370 What do you think's gonna happen? 295 00:30:31,455 --> 00:30:32,872 - I don't know. - Let's see. 296 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:34,248 - Hey. - Hey. 297 00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:38,920 I just scored Yankee tickets off of Rowan. Tonight. You interested? 298 00:30:40,422 --> 00:30:43,841 - I can't. I got group. - You can't skip one night? 299 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,136 They're right behind home plate. 300 00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:51,265 - Another time. - If there is one. 301 00:30:56,396 --> 00:30:58,856 - You going stag tonight? - Yeah. 302 00:30:58,941 --> 00:31:02,276 No. Becca, she's... She's gonna take a little break. 303 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,404 From the group. 304 00:31:06,782 --> 00:31:08,658 I'm gonna get a coffee. 305 00:31:12,621 --> 00:31:14,330 - Want to sit? - Yeah. 306 00:31:21,338 --> 00:31:23,881 - Hello? - Hi, Mom. It's me. 307 00:31:23,966 --> 00:31:25,800 - What's wrong? - Nothing. 308 00:31:26,593 --> 00:31:30,304 I was thinking about making Izzy's birthday cake. Would that be all right? 309 00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:32,265 Honey, you don't have to do all that. 310 00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:35,768 I was just gonna grab her one of those Carvel things. She likes those. 311 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:40,189 I don't mind. I really don't. I mean, it will give me something to do. 312 00:31:40,274 --> 00:31:41,649 Okay, okay. 313 00:31:42,317 --> 00:31:44,235 No group tonight? 314 00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:47,863 Howie's there. It's too much God talk for me. 315 00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:54,495 - What? - Nothing. It's just that... 316 00:31:55,289 --> 00:31:57,623 You know, some people find that comforting. 317 00:31:57,708 --> 00:31:59,500 Yeah, well, it pisses me off. 318 00:31:59,585 --> 00:32:03,462 You know, Becca, when your brother died, I found the church very helpful. 319 00:32:03,547 --> 00:32:07,925 I know. I know you did, but that's you. That's not me, and Danny... 320 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:10,011 Danny isn't Arthur. 321 00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:12,263 You know, I brought you to church every Sunday. 322 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:15,016 Let's not start this again, okay, Mom? 323 00:32:15,559 --> 00:32:19,270 I'm just... I'm just calling about the cake. 324 00:32:19,354 --> 00:32:21,814 You're not right about everything, you know? 325 00:32:22,024 --> 00:32:26,027 - What if there is a God? - Then I'd say he's a sadistic prick. 326 00:32:26,111 --> 00:32:30,615 - All right, Becca, that's enough. - "Worship me and I'll treat you like shit." 327 00:32:32,367 --> 00:32:34,785 No wonder you like him. He sounds just like Dad. 328 00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,001 I'm sorry. 329 00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:47,340 You're gonna do the cake, then? 330 00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:49,091 Yeah. 331 00:32:51,887 --> 00:32:54,305 All right, I'll see you tomorrow. 332 00:32:57,726 --> 00:33:00,478 Who has a birthday party in a bowling alley, anyway? 333 00:33:00,562 --> 00:33:02,938 I mean, Izzy thinks she's still 14. 334 00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:05,733 If you're not up for this, we don't have to go. 335 00:33:05,817 --> 00:33:08,361 No, it's just a party. I'm fine. 336 00:33:13,909 --> 00:33:16,535 I wish you'd take that thing out of here. 337 00:33:18,246 --> 00:33:19,580 We're hardly in this car. What's the difference? 338 00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:22,416 It's weird. It feels weird. 339 00:33:25,587 --> 00:33:27,588 What if we gave it another try? 340 00:33:28,757 --> 00:33:30,925 - What? - Another baby? 341 00:33:31,426 --> 00:33:32,677 I mean, we're not getting any younger. 342 00:33:32,761 --> 00:33:34,637 Is that what the sex thing was about the other night? 343 00:33:34,721 --> 00:33:37,056 - No. - You're trying to get me pregnant. 344 00:33:37,140 --> 00:33:38,974 Becca, no, of course not. 345 00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:43,312 I know it's scary, but maybe it might 346 00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:46,857 - help us get back on track. - On track? 347 00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:49,151 What, we can't talk about it? 348 00:33:50,987 --> 00:33:52,613 I think we should sell the house. 349 00:33:52,698 --> 00:33:54,949 I've been thinking about it, and since we're on the topic... 350 00:33:55,033 --> 00:33:56,992 What? What do you mean? How are we on the topic? 351 00:33:57,077 --> 00:33:59,078 I talked to a realtor, and she thinks we can pull together... 352 00:33:59,162 --> 00:34:02,289 - What do you mean, talked to a realtor? ...an open house pretty quickly, and then... 353 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:04,709 Why would you talk to a realtor without telling me? 354 00:34:04,793 --> 00:34:06,752 I'm telling you now. 355 00:34:06,837 --> 00:34:09,964 You want us to get back on track, I think it would help if we moved. 356 00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:12,299 - We love that house. - He's everywhere, Howie. 357 00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:14,343 I can see his fingerprints on the door jams. 358 00:34:14,428 --> 00:34:16,637 - I see puzzles, I see his highchair. - I like seeing his fingerprints. 359 00:34:16,722 --> 00:34:19,056 Yeah, but that's because you don't have to sit and stare at it all day. 360 00:34:19,141 --> 00:34:20,641 You get to go to work. You get to escape. 361 00:34:20,726 --> 00:34:22,727 - Yeah, but I don't want to move! - I don't want another baby! 362 00:34:23,562 --> 00:34:24,645 Jesus! 363 00:34:30,902 --> 00:34:32,403 - What are you doing? - What do you think I'm doing? 364 00:34:32,487 --> 00:34:35,656 I just had to check the cake. It's fine. 365 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:42,747 Are you kidding? The Kennedys? 366 00:34:42,831 --> 00:34:44,749 With the assassinations and the lobotomies? 367 00:34:44,833 --> 00:34:45,916 - Yeah. - Right here. 368 00:34:46,001 --> 00:34:49,211 Yeah. That's not a curse, though. 369 00:34:49,838 --> 00:34:52,715 - It's just bad luck. - The plane crashes? 370 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:55,426 Too much money. That's their curse. 371 00:34:56,386 --> 00:35:00,681 If those Kennedys lived like normal people, most of them would still be alive. 372 00:35:00,807 --> 00:35:02,475 I think it's sad. 373 00:35:02,559 --> 00:35:06,187 All those good-looking people falling out of the sky like that. 374 00:35:06,521 --> 00:35:08,189 It's a frigging waste. 375 00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:11,025 - Didn't I say no wine? - She brought it herself. 376 00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:15,029 Isn't this nice? Just sitting around talking politics like this? 377 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,198 I never do this. It's a nice change. 378 00:35:17,866 --> 00:35:19,241 - Let's do gifts. - Yes. 379 00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:21,035 - Yeah, gifts! - All right! 380 00:35:21,495 --> 00:35:22,870 - Yes! - Okay. 381 00:35:23,538 --> 00:35:28,334 - It's heavy. - So pretty. I hate to ruin it, but I will. 382 00:35:32,214 --> 00:35:33,631 It's a bathroom set. 383 00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,468 More of a practical gift. 384 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:42,139 Is this your way of telling me you don't like my Three Stooges shower curtain? 385 00:35:42,808 --> 00:35:46,227 - I didn't know what to get you, so... - Seriously, it's great. 386 00:35:46,311 --> 00:35:49,605 - Say thank you. - Thank you, Becca. Thank you, Howie. 387 00:35:49,689 --> 00:35:53,567 - Don't thank me, Becca picked it out. - Now me. 388 00:35:54,945 --> 00:35:58,447 - Thank you. - I know it's a little early, but... 389 00:35:59,032 --> 00:36:02,368 - Oh, my God! - Lovely. 390 00:36:02,702 --> 00:36:05,412 So sweet. Thank you, Mama. 391 00:36:08,500 --> 00:36:11,293 I thought we weren't doing baby stuff for the birthday. 392 00:36:11,378 --> 00:36:14,588 I thought we were doing it... We were waiting for the shower. 393 00:36:14,673 --> 00:36:17,383 No, honey, it's not baby stuff, it's mommy stuff. 394 00:36:17,467 --> 00:36:20,219 This is perfect, Bec. I needed a bathroom set. 395 00:36:20,303 --> 00:36:23,931 - Yeah, but you need baby stuff more. - We can take it back. 396 00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:25,641 - That's right, we should. - No. 397 00:36:25,725 --> 00:36:27,768 I'm gonna get you a basket of Mustela lotions. 398 00:36:27,853 --> 00:36:29,603 - They prevent stretch marks. - No. Becca, let it go. 399 00:36:29,688 --> 00:36:31,397 You can get me the lotion another time. 400 00:36:31,481 --> 00:36:35,192 - No, come on. - You can get me the lotion another time! 401 00:36:35,277 --> 00:36:38,237 I got it, I got it. It's okay. It's all right. 402 00:36:38,405 --> 00:36:41,031 - I didn't... - Thank you. Thank you, Becca. 403 00:36:46,788 --> 00:36:47,872 Here. 404 00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:59,300 I just remembered what I was gonna say about Aristotle Onassis. 405 00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:03,721 It was about the son who died in a plane crash. 406 00:37:03,805 --> 00:37:04,847 Are you ready to go? 407 00:37:04,931 --> 00:37:06,557 You should have stopped him from going off 408 00:37:06,641 --> 00:37:10,686 on all that Kennedy stuff, because my point was Onassis 409 00:37:10,770 --> 00:37:14,148 and how he put up a reward to anyone who could prove 410 00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:17,359 that someone had sabotaged his son's plane. 411 00:37:17,444 --> 00:37:21,322 He was so desperate to blame somebody. Did you read this? 412 00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:28,662 - He needed a reason for losing his son. - Mom, why are you telling this story? 413 00:37:29,539 --> 00:37:32,750 - I'm just talking. I can't talk? - You never just talk. 414 00:37:32,834 --> 00:37:35,878 You guys, thanks for coming to my party. Becca, the cake was so good. 415 00:37:35,962 --> 00:37:38,672 You forget what I went through when your brother died. 416 00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:41,050 You think I don't know anything, but I do, Becca. 417 00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:44,511 - Like who to blame? - Guys, please. It's my birthday party. 418 00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:48,349 - No, let it go. That's their stuff. - No, I'm not talking about blame. 419 00:37:48,433 --> 00:37:50,601 - I'm talking about comfort. - Comfort. 420 00:37:50,685 --> 00:37:52,937 - Where are you getting it? - Comfort? I'm not. 421 00:37:53,021 --> 00:37:54,021 Well, I think you should. 422 00:37:54,105 --> 00:37:57,024 Okay, well, let me get on that and see what I can dig up on eBay. 423 00:37:57,108 --> 00:37:59,652 I'm just trying to help you, Becca. 424 00:37:59,736 --> 00:38:02,905 You know, I wish somebody had given me a little advice when Arthur died. 425 00:38:02,989 --> 00:38:03,989 You know what I wish? 426 00:38:04,074 --> 00:38:06,617 I wish you would stop comparing Danny to Arthur. 427 00:38:06,701 --> 00:38:08,160 - Becca. - Danny was a 4-year-old boy 428 00:38:08,244 --> 00:38:09,828 who chased his dog into the street, 429 00:38:09,913 --> 00:38:13,832 and Arthur was a 30-year-old heroin addict who OD'd. 430 00:38:13,917 --> 00:38:17,252 Frankly, I resent how you keep lumping them together, Mom. 431 00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:19,380 He was still my son. 432 00:38:30,809 --> 00:38:33,727 We're gonna go. I hope you enjoy the bathroom set, Izzy. 433 00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:34,812 I'm gonna. 434 00:38:46,408 --> 00:38:49,243 When Arthur died I was just as upset as she was, 435 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:52,413 but I didn't take it out on other people. 436 00:38:53,289 --> 00:38:55,874 What about Mrs. Bailey? 437 00:38:56,710 --> 00:38:59,420 Nobody's talking about Mrs. Bailey. 438 00:39:28,408 --> 00:39:32,619 - Hey, did you call that guy about the roof? - No, I couldn't find the number. 439 00:39:33,496 --> 00:39:37,124 Becca, it's in my phone. It's on the mantle. 440 00:39:40,211 --> 00:39:41,795 What's his name? 441 00:39:44,174 --> 00:39:46,341 It's not under his name. 442 00:39:47,177 --> 00:39:49,678 Then how am I supposed to call him if I... 443 00:39:49,763 --> 00:39:52,306 - It's under "roof guy." - "Roof guy." 444 00:39:54,476 --> 00:39:59,855 - Well, what was I supposed to put it under? - I don't know how to use this. 445 00:40:02,901 --> 00:40:07,488 - It doesn't... - No. Okay, now scroll down. 446 00:40:07,572 --> 00:40:10,866 - Now what? You do it. - Scroll down with your finger. 447 00:40:14,662 --> 00:40:17,247 - Roof guy. - Thank you. 448 00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:18,832 You're welcome. 449 00:40:36,017 --> 00:40:37,935 Are you waiting for me? 450 00:40:40,021 --> 00:40:44,566 Yeah. Yeah, I'm sorry. I thought that you took the bus. 451 00:40:46,194 --> 00:40:48,195 - I do. - But not today. 452 00:40:49,364 --> 00:40:51,323 Not today. I skipped school. 453 00:40:52,450 --> 00:40:55,244 Well, you shouldn't be playing hooky, young man. 454 00:40:59,958 --> 00:41:02,167 Why are you waiting for me? 455 00:41:04,796 --> 00:41:06,755 I thought we could talk. 456 00:41:08,174 --> 00:41:09,716 About what? 457 00:41:14,222 --> 00:41:17,850 - Is this okay? - Yeah, it's fine. 458 00:41:19,602 --> 00:41:21,603 - Not too weird? - No. 459 00:41:24,065 --> 00:41:25,357 I mean... 460 00:41:27,068 --> 00:41:28,819 No, I know, it's... 461 00:41:30,405 --> 00:41:32,281 It's weird for me, too. 462 00:41:35,577 --> 00:41:38,829 - Don't you like school? - I like it all right. 463 00:41:39,455 --> 00:41:43,167 I just thought 'cause you... I don't know, you seem to not be going, so... 464 00:41:43,251 --> 00:41:46,587 I've been accepted to college already, so... 465 00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:50,841 - Not a big deal, then. - No, it is a big deal, 466 00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,385 but only if my mother finds out. 467 00:41:54,262 --> 00:41:57,931 She said she would confiscate my phone if I did it again. 468 00:41:58,016 --> 00:42:00,350 Not that I use my phone anyway. 469 00:42:00,435 --> 00:42:02,644 - So, where are you headed? - Connecticut College. 470 00:42:02,729 --> 00:42:05,856 Right. That's a good school. Not far. 471 00:42:07,483 --> 00:42:11,570 I bet your parents are pleased that you're gonna be close by. 472 00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:15,073 It's just my mom, but, yeah, she's pretty happy about it. 473 00:42:15,158 --> 00:42:17,034 She keeps saying she's gonna apply to the grad program 474 00:42:17,118 --> 00:42:19,369 so she can keep an eye on me while I'm up there. 475 00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:23,290 - She's just joking, though. - Yeah. 476 00:42:23,374 --> 00:42:26,043 She's not really looking forward to it, 'cause I'm the only one at home now, 477 00:42:26,127 --> 00:42:30,297 but I told her I'd come home on the weekends and stuff if I could. 478 00:42:31,925 --> 00:42:33,800 Well, that'll be nice. 479 00:42:40,725 --> 00:42:41,808 So... 480 00:42:44,729 --> 00:42:46,063 I'm sorry. 481 00:42:48,191 --> 00:42:49,399 I know. 482 00:42:51,819 --> 00:42:53,820 - You don't have to... - I know that doesn't help. 483 00:42:53,905 --> 00:42:56,114 No, it does, it really does, but... 484 00:42:56,199 --> 00:42:58,742 - I know I should have tried to get in touch... - It's fine. 485 00:43:01,162 --> 00:43:05,165 I just really wish I had driven down a different block that day. 486 00:43:06,918 --> 00:43:08,126 I know. 487 00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:16,885 You know, I should maybe go. 488 00:43:18,012 --> 00:43:19,012 It's all right. 489 00:43:19,097 --> 00:43:23,016 No, I gotta... My mom's gonna start to wonder where I'm at. 490 00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:26,061 It's okay. You really don't have to. It's... 491 00:43:29,357 --> 00:43:31,817 Can we do this again sometime? 492 00:43:34,821 --> 00:43:36,238 Sure. 493 00:43:36,990 --> 00:43:38,073 Okay. 494 00:44:17,405 --> 00:44:18,822 Jesus Christ. 495 00:44:18,906 --> 00:44:20,490 - Hey, Gaby. - I can't... I know. 496 00:44:20,575 --> 00:44:22,701 God, I can't believe you just saw me do that. 497 00:44:23,453 --> 00:44:24,995 I didn't mean to sneak up on you. 498 00:44:25,079 --> 00:44:30,334 I thought something was wrong, but, obviously, everything smells fine. 499 00:44:30,418 --> 00:44:33,795 You can smell it, huh? God. 500 00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:38,842 - Everyone in there's gonna know. - Nah. 501 00:44:38,926 --> 00:44:41,928 - I swear I never do this. - Where's Kevin? 502 00:44:43,890 --> 00:44:45,557 He's not coming to group. 503 00:44:45,641 --> 00:44:49,853 And I blame your wife, by the way, 'cause I think she put the idea in his head. 504 00:44:50,146 --> 00:44:52,689 Yeah, well, he didn't really seem to like group all that much. 505 00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:57,986 God, you know, he's got me so upset. I mean, like, look at me. I'm... I'm... 506 00:44:59,697 --> 00:45:02,741 I am smoking pot in a parking lot. 507 00:45:02,825 --> 00:45:05,535 It's like I'm in high school. It's... I'm ridiculous. 508 00:45:05,620 --> 00:45:07,454 You got any more? 509 00:45:10,375 --> 00:45:11,458 Yeah. 510 00:45:12,668 --> 00:45:14,461 Come on in, partner. 511 00:45:16,381 --> 00:45:18,465 Well, if today is rage day, 512 00:45:21,761 --> 00:45:26,556 most of you know that I'm a little bit more comfortable with rage, 513 00:45:26,641 --> 00:45:28,350 talking about rage. 514 00:45:30,269 --> 00:45:32,646 I deal with rage every single day. 515 00:45:33,648 --> 00:45:37,275 I listen to guys at work going on and on 516 00:45:40,488 --> 00:45:45,659 about paving their driveways or whatever. Stupid nonsense. 517 00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:52,624 They don't know. They haven't had their lives ripped apart yet. 518 00:45:53,126 --> 00:45:55,502 - They're not in the club. - Exactly. 519 00:45:56,170 --> 00:45:58,338 Meanwhile, I'm like, 520 00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:03,009 "Hey, guys, my daughter died of leukemia." 521 00:46:06,347 --> 00:46:08,849 I'm sorry. I have to get some water. 522 00:46:16,357 --> 00:46:20,193 You're one of those bad kids my mother warned me about. 523 00:46:20,278 --> 00:46:25,115 Yes, yeah, I am corrupting you. But don't worry, I won't tell Becca. 524 00:46:25,658 --> 00:46:27,409 I'd appreciate that. 525 00:46:29,162 --> 00:46:30,787 - Bye. - Good night. 526 00:46:41,549 --> 00:46:42,799 Becca? 527 00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:46,636 - Becca? What'd you do here? - What? 528 00:46:47,054 --> 00:46:48,972 - God damn it. - What? 529 00:46:49,056 --> 00:46:52,684 - What'd you do to my phone? - Jesus, Howie, I thought something had... 530 00:46:52,768 --> 00:46:55,854 This morning, when you used it, what did you do to my phone? 531 00:46:55,938 --> 00:46:57,105 Nothing, I just... 532 00:46:57,190 --> 00:46:59,733 - I just got the number for the roof guy. - For God's sake. 533 00:46:59,817 --> 00:47:02,611 - What? You told me to call him. - You deleted Danny's video. 534 00:47:03,905 --> 00:47:05,530 No. No, I didn't. No. 535 00:47:05,615 --> 00:47:08,366 I just... You were right there. I just got the number. 536 00:47:08,451 --> 00:47:10,911 Yeah, and you kept pressing the screen. 537 00:47:10,995 --> 00:47:13,038 Because I couldn't figure out how to use your phone. 538 00:47:13,122 --> 00:47:15,624 - I checked already, it's gone. - We have 100 videos of him. 539 00:47:15,708 --> 00:47:17,167 That's not the point, Becca. 540 00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:19,085 Then... Then you should have put it on your computer. 541 00:47:19,170 --> 00:47:22,756 - Right, right, it's my fault. - I didn't say that. 542 00:47:23,299 --> 00:47:26,510 - I said it's gone! - Jesus, Howie! I didn't do it on purpose! 543 00:47:26,594 --> 00:47:29,179 - Are you sure? - What does that mean? 544 00:47:29,263 --> 00:47:31,473 What, you think I deliberately deleted his video? 545 00:47:31,557 --> 00:47:32,766 I don't know. 546 00:47:33,601 --> 00:47:36,978 - You don't know? - It's like you're trying to get rid of him. 547 00:47:37,063 --> 00:47:39,940 I'm sorry, but that's how it feels. Every day it's something new. 548 00:47:40,024 --> 00:47:41,191 - Really? - Yeah. 549 00:47:41,275 --> 00:47:44,277 It's like you're trying to get rid of any evidence he was ever here. 550 00:47:45,321 --> 00:47:47,531 - What? You took the paintings off the fridge. - To save them. 551 00:47:47,949 --> 00:47:50,951 - To save them. They are in a box downstairs. - Okay, his clothes. 552 00:47:51,035 --> 00:47:53,370 We don't need all that stuff, Howie. We just don't. 553 00:47:53,454 --> 00:47:56,248 You wanting to sell the house. Your sending Taz to your mother's. 554 00:47:56,332 --> 00:47:58,375 There's a lot going on. The dog got underfoot. 555 00:47:58,459 --> 00:48:01,378 - Right. And he was a reminder. - Yes, yes, he is a reminder. 556 00:48:01,462 --> 00:48:04,839 - And since you never wanted the dog... - I wanted one less reminder. For God's sake. 557 00:48:04,924 --> 00:48:07,509 If I hadn't bought the dog, Danny would still be alive. 558 00:48:07,593 --> 00:48:11,388 If I hadn't have run back in to get the phone, if I had latched that gate... 559 00:48:11,472 --> 00:48:12,722 I left the gate unlatched! 560 00:48:12,807 --> 00:48:16,184 Come on, I'm not playing this game again, Howie, I'm not! 561 00:48:16,269 --> 00:48:19,312 - It's no one's fault, and I'm not... - Not even the dog's! 562 00:48:19,397 --> 00:48:21,856 Dogs chase squirrels! Boys chase dogs! 563 00:48:21,941 --> 00:48:24,693 - I know that. - He loved that dog and you got rid of it! 564 00:48:24,777 --> 00:48:26,319 Just like I'm getting rid of the video, huh? 565 00:48:26,404 --> 00:48:29,573 It's not about the video, Becca. It's not about the video! 566 00:48:29,657 --> 00:48:32,033 It's not just the video, it's about Taz and the paintings 567 00:48:32,118 --> 00:48:35,412 and his clothes and everything! There's no pictures of him around! 568 00:48:35,496 --> 00:48:38,331 There's no fingerprints! There's nothing! God damn it! 569 00:48:39,500 --> 00:48:42,419 You have to stop erasing him! You have to stop it! 570 00:48:42,503 --> 00:48:46,965 Do you really think that I don't see him every second of every day? 571 00:48:48,926 --> 00:48:52,846 The video was an accident, Howie, and believe me, 572 00:48:52,930 --> 00:48:55,307 I will beat myself up about it forever, I'm sure, 573 00:48:55,391 --> 00:48:57,058 just like everything else I could have prevented. 574 00:48:57,143 --> 00:49:00,270 - That's not what I want, Becca. - No? Because it feels like it is. 575 00:49:00,354 --> 00:49:03,440 It feels like maybe I don't feel badly enough for you. 576 00:49:03,524 --> 00:49:07,027 Maybe I'm not feeling enough. What do you want from me? 577 00:49:11,365 --> 00:49:14,868 Something's got to change, because this... 578 00:49:16,537 --> 00:49:19,289 I can't do this like this anymore. It's... 579 00:49:21,709 --> 00:49:25,045 It's too hard. It's too hard. 580 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,717 And I want that dog back. 581 00:49:31,636 --> 00:49:34,220 - Your mother's making him fat. - Howie. 582 00:49:36,057 --> 00:49:41,686 I miss the dog. I'm sorry, but I miss him. I want him back. 583 00:50:12,385 --> 00:50:14,844 - Did you really make these? - I did. 584 00:50:16,722 --> 00:50:18,098 That's good. 585 00:50:20,768 --> 00:50:23,687 - They're still warm. - I'm glad you like them. 586 00:50:31,904 --> 00:50:35,740 I've been reading that book, the parallel universe book. 587 00:50:36,742 --> 00:50:40,036 Yeah? Did you like it? 588 00:50:40,121 --> 00:50:44,541 Yeah. It's interesting. I don't know if I buy it, 589 00:50:45,793 --> 00:50:49,879 the whole alternate reality thing, I just... I don't know. 590 00:50:51,132 --> 00:50:52,465 But it's interesting. 591 00:50:53,968 --> 00:50:57,971 - Did you have to do it for a school project? - No, it's research. 592 00:51:00,766 --> 00:51:02,016 Research? 593 00:51:10,985 --> 00:51:12,652 It's a comic book. 594 00:51:14,947 --> 00:51:16,406 It's impressive. 595 00:51:17,116 --> 00:51:18,575 - Did you do all of this? - Yeah. 596 00:51:20,077 --> 00:51:21,995 Wow. It's amazing. 597 00:51:23,664 --> 00:51:28,084 - What's it about? - A scientist, I guess, and his son. The... 598 00:51:29,253 --> 00:51:34,257 The father discovers this network of holes that leads to other galaxies and... 599 00:51:34,341 --> 00:51:39,888 - Parallel universes. - Yeah, and, well, the scientist dies, 600 00:51:39,972 --> 00:51:44,309 so the son has to go into this rabbit hole 601 00:51:44,393 --> 00:51:48,730 to try and find him, but it's not him because he's dead, 602 00:51:48,814 --> 00:51:51,733 so it's, like, another version of him. 603 00:51:59,867 --> 00:52:01,326 It's kind of stupid. 604 00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:03,578 - No. - No? Okay. 605 00:52:04,663 --> 00:52:07,207 Not at all. I would love to read it. 606 00:52:10,211 --> 00:52:16,299 Yeah, it's... Sorry. It's not... It's not done yet, but when it is done, I will... 607 00:52:16,884 --> 00:52:17,926 I will let you read it. 608 00:52:18,010 --> 00:52:19,052 - Okay. - Okay. 609 00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:29,479 I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. 610 00:52:29,855 --> 00:52:31,314 I... I... 611 00:52:31,398 --> 00:52:33,733 I might have been going too fast 612 00:52:34,944 --> 00:52:36,361 on that day. 613 00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:40,114 I mean, I'm not sure, but I might have been, 614 00:52:40,199 --> 00:52:42,575 so that's something I've been wanting to tell you. 615 00:52:45,746 --> 00:52:50,124 It's a 30 zone, and I might have been going 31 or 32. 616 00:52:52,002 --> 00:52:55,171 I usually look down and check, and if I'm going over 617 00:52:55,256 --> 00:52:56,631 then I would slow down, obviously, 618 00:52:56,715 --> 00:52:59,843 but I don't remember checking on your block. 619 00:53:01,470 --> 00:53:06,266 So, it's possible that I was going too fast and... 620 00:53:10,646 --> 00:53:15,191 And... Well, the dog ran out really fast, you know? 621 00:53:15,276 --> 00:53:18,278 So I swerved. I didn't know. 622 00:53:19,780 --> 00:53:21,281 I didn't know. 623 00:53:25,619 --> 00:53:27,620 I thought you should know, 624 00:53:28,956 --> 00:53:32,000 I might have been going a little over the limit, 625 00:53:33,586 --> 00:53:34,794 and I can't be positive. 626 00:53:38,215 --> 00:53:39,632 - Okay. - Okay. 627 00:53:40,509 --> 00:53:41,634 Yeah. 628 00:53:43,220 --> 00:53:44,304 All right. 629 00:53:45,514 --> 00:53:47,223 Okay. 630 00:53:49,351 --> 00:53:50,685 Thank you. 631 00:54:22,551 --> 00:54:24,677 I don't want to go in there. 632 00:54:30,643 --> 00:54:32,143 Yes, yes, yes! 633 00:54:41,737 --> 00:54:44,197 - I'm sorry. It was... - Be nice. 634 00:54:55,793 --> 00:54:57,377 - My God. - Come on. 635 00:54:57,461 --> 00:54:59,754 - I'm sorry, you suck. - I would be doing better, 636 00:54:59,838 --> 00:55:03,758 but your pot messed up my depth perception. 637 00:55:07,221 --> 00:55:08,680 - All right. - Yeah. 638 00:55:08,764 --> 00:55:11,307 I'm gonna support that one. I'm totally gonna support that one. 639 00:55:11,392 --> 00:55:12,725 Thank you. 640 00:55:14,645 --> 00:55:16,980 Hey. You know what? I have a confession to make. 641 00:55:17,064 --> 00:55:21,526 - Remember when I said Kevin left group? - Yeah. 642 00:55:23,654 --> 00:55:25,571 What I meant to say was 643 00:55:27,866 --> 00:55:29,242 he left me. 644 00:55:32,579 --> 00:55:33,913 He left me. 645 00:55:38,293 --> 00:55:39,627 Yeah, I... 646 00:55:41,630 --> 00:55:43,506 I came home and he was gone. 647 00:55:45,092 --> 00:55:49,762 - God, no note or... - No. God, there was a note. Well, not... 648 00:55:50,264 --> 00:55:53,558 Not a note so much as a manifesto 649 00:55:55,269 --> 00:55:59,105 on all the ways that we were destroying each other. 650 00:56:00,774 --> 00:56:02,275 I'm sorry. 651 00:56:03,444 --> 00:56:06,446 I mean, this is how it generally goes, right? 652 00:56:08,115 --> 00:56:12,326 It changes you. It literally changes people. 653 00:56:14,538 --> 00:56:18,041 You know, a part of me thinks it was inevitable. 654 00:56:22,963 --> 00:56:24,464 I love my wife. 655 00:56:27,926 --> 00:56:29,552 Of course you do. 656 00:56:30,888 --> 00:56:32,680 I love her very much. 657 00:56:35,184 --> 00:56:36,309 Okay. 658 00:56:54,661 --> 00:56:57,497 I... I think you're right. We should maybe 659 00:56:59,458 --> 00:57:01,584 look into selling the house. 660 00:57:03,295 --> 00:57:05,755 It's probably for the best. 661 00:57:06,340 --> 00:57:07,465 Okay. 662 00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:35,451 Don't do that. Quick as a Band-Aid or we'll never get through this. Here. 663 00:57:40,249 --> 00:57:43,334 Hi, kids. Welcome to the light-up alphabet apple. 664 00:57:43,418 --> 00:57:45,586 - Hi, kids... - I don't know how to turn it off. 665 00:57:45,671 --> 00:57:47,797 Only people without children give gifts like this. 666 00:57:47,881 --> 00:57:50,675 - Come on. Come on. Goodbye. - Goodbye. 667 00:57:50,759 --> 00:57:53,052 I hope you'll visit again soon. 668 00:57:56,348 --> 00:57:59,433 - So, have you heard from Debbie yet? - Nope. 669 00:57:59,518 --> 00:58:01,435 That's too bad. 670 00:58:01,520 --> 00:58:06,649 Although, it can be worse the other way. You know, I remember when Arthur died... 671 00:58:06,733 --> 00:58:08,067 You can say his name. 672 00:58:08,443 --> 00:58:10,403 - Can I? - Yes. 673 00:58:10,487 --> 00:58:13,322 You know, I don't know your rules. I don't want to get scolded again. 674 00:58:13,407 --> 00:58:16,617 You can talk about Arthur. I just don't like the comparisons. 675 00:58:20,414 --> 00:58:21,581 Okay. 676 00:58:22,457 --> 00:58:26,460 - So, how's it worse? - You remember Maureen Bailey? 677 00:58:27,713 --> 00:58:29,088 Yeah. 678 00:58:29,173 --> 00:58:32,884 Well, I couldn't get rid of her after your brother passed away. 679 00:58:32,968 --> 00:58:35,386 - She was always at the house. - Yeah, I remember that. 680 00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:39,682 Yeah, well, you know, I never had a moment to myself, 681 00:58:39,766 --> 00:58:41,893 so finally, in the middle of coffee one afternoon, 682 00:58:41,977 --> 00:58:44,604 I said, "Maureen, why are you always here?" 683 00:58:44,688 --> 00:58:46,522 - And what'd she say? - She said, 684 00:58:46,607 --> 00:58:49,734 "I want to be there, Nat. I want to share in your grief." 685 00:58:49,818 --> 00:58:52,403 And I said, "Well, it's not working. 686 00:58:52,487 --> 00:58:54,989 "You plant your fat ass in that chair every fricking day." 687 00:58:55,073 --> 00:58:56,199 You did not say that! 688 00:58:56,283 --> 00:58:57,366 - I did. - Mom! 689 00:58:57,451 --> 00:58:59,285 - I did say that. - You said "fat ass"? 690 00:58:59,369 --> 00:59:01,537 She sucks up all my coffee. 691 00:59:01,622 --> 00:59:05,041 "And I don't see you leaving with any of this alleged grief you're sharing. 692 00:59:05,125 --> 00:59:08,544 "In fact, the only thing you do take out of here are my cinnamon buns." 693 00:59:08,962 --> 00:59:14,759 - So I never saw her again, obviously. - Oh, my God, I can't believe you said that. 694 00:59:15,135 --> 00:59:16,552 I feel guilty now. 695 00:59:16,637 --> 00:59:18,804 - You do not. - I do. 696 00:59:19,723 --> 00:59:22,975 You're right. I... I don't miss her at all. 697 00:59:42,037 --> 00:59:45,957 Okay, moving right along. That takes care of Taz. 698 00:59:49,336 --> 00:59:50,836 The old apple pie trick, eh? 699 00:59:52,381 --> 00:59:57,009 For the open house. Warm baked goods make it feel homier. 700 00:59:58,470 --> 01:00:01,180 No, I'm just... I'm just making a pie. 701 01:00:02,224 --> 01:00:05,601 I thought you were doing it for the open house. 702 01:00:05,686 --> 01:00:11,899 - So... Now. Now, you're not going to stay? - God, no. No, no. You shouldn't either. 703 01:00:13,694 --> 01:00:14,652 You shouldn't. 704 01:00:14,736 --> 01:00:18,155 Come on. Becca, I'm not going to bother anyone. 705 01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:22,410 So we have the garbage cans in the back, the sign out front, I mowed the lawn. 706 01:00:22,494 --> 01:00:26,080 I thought we'd set the sign-in sheet here. We can move through the living room. 707 01:00:26,373 --> 01:00:27,581 That's fine. 708 01:00:27,666 --> 01:00:30,960 Now, my wife's gonna hide out, but I'll stick around, if that's okay with you. 709 01:00:32,087 --> 01:00:34,255 Sure. However you want to do it. 710 01:00:35,048 --> 01:00:37,008 - Okay. Perfect. - Okay. 711 01:00:37,092 --> 01:00:38,718 - Bye, babe. - Bye. 712 01:00:40,721 --> 01:00:42,722 Think that's everything. 713 01:01:09,458 --> 01:01:10,458 I know, it's just gorgeous... 714 01:01:10,542 --> 01:01:13,502 Southern-western exposures. Sun all day. 715 01:01:14,588 --> 01:01:17,340 - Why don't we take a look upstairs? - That's a great idea. I'll show you. 716 01:01:17,424 --> 01:01:18,466 - Good. Cool. - Follow me. 717 01:01:18,550 --> 01:01:20,676 - Come on, honey. - It's on 3/4 of an acre, 718 01:01:20,761 --> 01:01:24,013 which is the largest lot in the neighborhood. 719 01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:26,474 We can start with the master bedroom if you want to see that. 720 01:01:26,558 --> 01:01:28,351 Wait. What's in here? 721 01:01:31,021 --> 01:01:34,106 Well... This is... This is... 722 01:01:35,233 --> 01:01:37,526 This would be a good room for the little guy, obviously. 723 01:01:37,611 --> 01:01:39,612 How about that, buddy? You like this room? 724 01:01:39,905 --> 01:01:43,199 - Careful with that. - Sweetheart. That's not our stuff. 725 01:01:43,283 --> 01:01:45,993 - Thank you. - So, how old's your son? 726 01:01:47,537 --> 01:01:49,288 This is your son's room, I assume? 727 01:01:51,792 --> 01:01:53,542 It... It was. It was his room. 728 01:01:53,627 --> 01:01:58,255 But he died, my son. He died. There was a car right out front. 729 01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:02,426 - Oh, my God. - I'm... 730 01:02:03,762 --> 01:02:06,097 - I'm so sorry. - Thank you. 731 01:02:06,681 --> 01:02:09,725 This must be so difficult for you. 732 01:02:10,310 --> 01:02:13,020 It's... It's pretty weird. 733 01:02:15,524 --> 01:02:18,901 It's funny because I still... I forget that he's not here sometimes. 734 01:02:18,985 --> 01:02:21,987 Like maybe he's just hiding under the bed, he's gonna pop out like he used to do. 735 01:02:23,323 --> 01:02:24,657 But... 736 01:02:27,160 --> 01:02:29,245 I still feel him here. 737 01:02:35,252 --> 01:02:38,504 - Would you like to see the master bedroom? - Yeah. Okay, come on. 738 01:02:39,005 --> 01:02:41,549 Yeah. Sure, I'll be there. 739 01:02:43,844 --> 01:02:46,762 - Who's that? - Becca. She wants to hang out. 740 01:02:50,475 --> 01:02:53,477 - This was a good idea. - It's nice, right? 741 01:02:54,855 --> 01:02:56,772 God, you're starting to show so early. 742 01:02:56,857 --> 01:02:59,483 I know. I feel like a big old balloon. 743 01:02:59,568 --> 01:03:02,111 I swear, once this kid is born, I'm going right to the gym. 744 01:03:02,654 --> 01:03:05,281 While Mom watches the baby. 745 01:03:05,949 --> 01:03:08,951 What does that mean, "While Mom watches the baby"? 746 01:03:09,035 --> 01:03:12,329 While you're at the gym, Mom can watch the baby. She loves that. 747 01:03:12,414 --> 01:03:16,083 Auggie could watch the baby. He works at night, so he'll be home. 748 01:03:16,168 --> 01:03:17,501 Okay. Auggie then. 749 01:03:17,586 --> 01:03:21,422 I resent the feeling that I get from you that I don't deserve this baby. 750 01:03:21,506 --> 01:03:23,966 Or that I'm not mature enough or smart enough to take care of it. 751 01:03:24,050 --> 01:03:27,511 I mean, my God, if Mom could do it, how hard could it be? 752 01:03:36,354 --> 01:03:39,023 - This all right? - Yeah. It's fine. 753 01:03:39,107 --> 01:03:42,401 I've just got to pick up a few things and then we can do lunch. 754 01:03:42,486 --> 01:03:45,696 - Okay. Yeah. - They're made of strawberries. 755 01:03:45,906 --> 01:03:49,074 Mommy, please, can I have some Fruit Roll-Ups? 756 01:03:49,159 --> 01:03:52,328 - No, Sammy. You know the answer. - Please? 757 01:03:52,621 --> 01:03:55,623 - Can I have some, please? - Sammy, no. 758 01:03:55,707 --> 01:03:57,833 I want the Fruit Roll-Ups. 759 01:03:57,918 --> 01:04:00,503 - Not happening. - Please, I'll be good. 760 01:04:00,587 --> 01:04:01,962 - Stop it. - Please. 761 01:04:02,047 --> 01:04:03,839 - No. You're not gonna get them. - I promise. 762 01:04:03,924 --> 01:04:07,801 You know what? It's only three bucks. Why don't you give him the Roll-Ups? 763 01:04:08,970 --> 01:04:11,555 Not that it's any of your business, 764 01:04:11,640 --> 01:04:14,767 but we don't allow candy in our house, and my son knows that. 765 01:04:14,851 --> 01:04:17,394 Come on, it's just fruit. Why don't you give him the treat? 766 01:04:17,687 --> 01:04:18,687 Are you a mom? 767 01:04:20,482 --> 01:04:22,775 Yeah, I didn't think so. Excuse me. 768 01:04:26,029 --> 01:04:28,531 Go to the car. Becca, go to the car. 769 01:04:28,615 --> 01:04:30,282 Sammy, it's okay. 770 01:04:30,825 --> 01:04:34,662 She just lost her son eight months ago, and she's not feeling really very well. 771 01:04:34,746 --> 01:04:36,205 - I'm so sorry... - I don't care. 772 01:04:37,624 --> 01:04:39,083 Mommy's okay. 773 01:04:48,343 --> 01:04:50,219 - Hey-hey. - Hey. 774 01:04:51,388 --> 01:04:52,680 Fun day out? 775 01:04:55,350 --> 01:04:58,852 - How'd it go here? - Not so good. Not so good. 776 01:04:59,729 --> 01:05:03,524 I think we need to clean out that room. 777 01:05:05,986 --> 01:05:06,986 Okay. 778 01:05:07,070 --> 01:05:10,447 Maybe make it into a guest room or something. 779 01:05:10,532 --> 01:05:12,324 Don't get any ideas. 780 01:05:17,080 --> 01:05:18,247 Jesus. 781 01:05:20,333 --> 01:05:21,500 Hello. 782 01:05:23,336 --> 01:05:26,839 The door was wide open, so... 783 01:05:27,799 --> 01:05:30,926 - And I knocked, but... - Taz, shut up! 784 01:05:31,428 --> 01:05:34,722 I saw the sign out front, so I thought it'd be okay to... 785 01:05:34,806 --> 01:05:36,640 - Looking to buy a house? - Howie. 786 01:05:36,725 --> 01:05:37,766 No. 787 01:05:39,519 --> 01:05:42,521 No, I just came to give you this. 788 01:05:42,606 --> 01:05:45,858 I said I'd let you read it when it was done, so... 789 01:05:49,571 --> 01:05:50,696 What is this? 790 01:05:52,073 --> 01:05:53,073 Thank you. 791 01:05:55,285 --> 01:05:59,163 We bumped into each other in the... In the library. 792 01:06:00,749 --> 01:06:04,627 And... And we decided to meet. 793 01:06:07,088 --> 01:06:08,672 You decided to meet? 794 01:06:09,341 --> 01:06:12,092 Yeah. Couple of times. 795 01:06:12,177 --> 01:06:13,177 Okay. 796 01:06:13,261 --> 01:06:15,763 - Sorry. I didn't realize that you... - It's... 797 01:06:16,181 --> 01:06:19,516 - Did you meet here? - No. No. We met in the park. 798 01:06:22,604 --> 01:06:23,771 You met in the park. 799 01:06:26,358 --> 01:06:27,399 Yeah. 800 01:06:28,234 --> 01:06:29,568 So, my wife 801 01:06:31,112 --> 01:06:34,239 agrees to meet you in a public place, and you... 802 01:06:35,659 --> 01:06:38,202 And you what? You apologize? 803 01:06:39,120 --> 01:06:41,747 - I guess. - You guess? Okay. 804 01:06:42,999 --> 01:06:46,502 - Okay. Okay. You apologize and... - Come on, Howie, that's enough now. 805 01:06:46,586 --> 01:06:47,836 - And then what? - That's enough. 806 01:06:47,921 --> 01:06:50,047 - Look at me. - Howie. That is enough. 807 01:06:50,131 --> 01:06:52,508 - What is that? - It's a comic book. 808 01:06:52,592 --> 01:06:56,804 It's a comic book? A comic book. Did she tell you to bring it here? 809 01:06:57,430 --> 01:06:59,014 - No, she didn't. - No, she didn't, 810 01:06:59,099 --> 01:07:01,266 because this is our house! 811 01:07:01,351 --> 01:07:04,853 And just because there's a sign out front doesn't mean that you can pop in! 812 01:07:04,938 --> 01:07:08,399 - Howie, all right. All right. - And you just don't... No, it's not all right! 813 01:07:08,483 --> 01:07:10,818 You just don't walk into somebody's home like that! 814 01:07:11,236 --> 01:07:14,905 - You should show a little fucking respect! - I gotta go. 815 01:07:16,950 --> 01:07:18,701 You're an asshole. 816 01:07:19,077 --> 01:07:21,995 Wait! Wait, Jason! Wait a minute. I'm sorry! 817 01:07:22,706 --> 01:07:24,248 I'm an asshole. 818 01:07:37,637 --> 01:07:39,805 Taz, stop it. 819 01:07:51,484 --> 01:07:53,485 Taz! Taz! 820 01:07:54,821 --> 01:07:56,280 Taz, stop it! 821 01:08:00,243 --> 01:08:01,285 Buddy. 822 01:08:36,863 --> 01:08:38,989 Why didn't you tell me? 823 01:08:41,826 --> 01:08:45,829 Same reason you don't tell me why you come home reeking of pot. 824 01:09:26,079 --> 01:09:27,913 Does it ever go away? 825 01:09:31,668 --> 01:09:33,126 No. 826 01:09:35,004 --> 01:09:39,174 I don't think it does. Not for me, it hasn't. It's going on 11 years. 827 01:09:42,262 --> 01:09:44,513 It changes, though. 828 01:09:46,766 --> 01:09:48,100 How? 829 01:09:50,270 --> 01:09:51,728 I don't know. 830 01:09:54,232 --> 01:09:59,570 The weight of it, I guess. At some point, it becomes bearable. 831 01:10:00,613 --> 01:10:04,658 It turns into something that you can crawl out from under 832 01:10:04,742 --> 01:10:07,744 and carry around like a brick in your pocket. 833 01:10:08,913 --> 01:10:14,293 And you even forget it for a while, but then you reach in for whatever reason, 834 01:10:16,129 --> 01:10:17,754 and there it is. 835 01:10:19,674 --> 01:10:21,174 "Right. That." 836 01:10:22,802 --> 01:10:24,428 Which can be awful. 837 01:10:25,638 --> 01:10:27,431 But not all the time. 838 01:10:28,433 --> 01:10:29,975 It's kind of... 839 01:10:31,978 --> 01:10:37,316 Not that you like it, exactly, but it's what you've got instead of your son. 840 01:10:37,400 --> 01:10:40,652 So, you carry it around. 841 01:10:46,659 --> 01:10:49,536 And it doesn't go away. 842 01:10:52,457 --> 01:10:53,832 Which is... 843 01:10:55,793 --> 01:10:57,294 Which is what? 844 01:11:02,091 --> 01:11:05,177 Fine. Actually. 845 01:12:16,249 --> 01:12:17,249 Hello? 846 01:12:17,834 --> 01:12:18,875 Hi. 847 01:12:20,169 --> 01:12:22,504 Hi, it's Howie. 848 01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:27,592 Howie Corbett from group. 849 01:12:29,679 --> 01:12:31,013 Hi, Howie. 850 01:12:38,312 --> 01:12:39,980 There you go, boy. 851 01:12:42,692 --> 01:12:44,943 - Hey. - Hi. 852 01:12:45,028 --> 01:12:46,236 You going to group? 853 01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:49,156 - Yeah. You didn't want to go, did you? - No. 854 01:13:27,320 --> 01:13:29,821 ...the president, essentially, will get up. 855 01:13:29,906 --> 01:13:31,156 What do you think? 856 01:13:42,627 --> 01:13:45,337 Hi, it's Jason. Please leave a message. 857 01:14:20,206 --> 01:14:21,873 You find the house okay? 858 01:14:26,087 --> 01:14:27,254 Howie? 859 01:16:20,076 --> 01:16:21,409 I'm sorry. 860 01:16:45,559 --> 01:17:03,326 Becca? 861 01:18:20,071 --> 01:18:21,112 God! 862 01:18:23,324 --> 01:18:24,491 Sorry. 863 01:18:26,452 --> 01:18:29,788 - What time is it? - Almost 6:00. 864 01:18:31,082 --> 01:18:33,792 And you're just getting home? 865 01:18:49,141 --> 01:18:51,976 - So, how was it? - It was okay. 866 01:18:54,271 --> 01:18:56,606 - Well, you look nice. - Thank you. 867 01:18:58,484 --> 01:19:00,652 Is she your girlfriend? 868 01:19:01,404 --> 01:19:03,988 No, she's just a friend. 869 01:19:04,073 --> 01:19:06,491 - She's pretty. - Yeah. 870 01:19:07,368 --> 01:19:08,868 She is pretty. 871 01:19:11,914 --> 01:19:13,706 I liked this so much. 872 01:19:15,376 --> 01:19:20,213 - It's... Well, it's beautiful. - Thank you. Thanks. 873 01:19:20,548 --> 01:19:25,218 It reminded me of Eurydice and Orpheus. Do you know that myth? 874 01:19:25,302 --> 01:19:26,970 No. 875 01:19:27,680 --> 01:19:30,765 Eurydice dies, and Orpheus misses her so much 876 01:19:30,850 --> 01:19:36,604 that he travels to Hades to retrieve her and... Well, in the end, it doesn't work out. 877 01:19:38,566 --> 01:19:40,191 I should read it. 878 01:19:42,027 --> 01:19:44,404 So, is the scientist your dad? 879 01:19:45,364 --> 01:19:48,741 - The scientist that the boy's looking for? - No. 880 01:19:49,076 --> 01:19:53,037 - Is it based on him? - No, my dad was an English teacher. 881 01:19:53,664 --> 01:19:55,665 I was curious about that. 882 01:19:56,333 --> 01:19:58,251 It's just a story. 883 01:19:58,335 --> 01:20:01,045 - I know. I was just... - Reading into it. 884 01:20:06,343 --> 01:20:09,721 - Do you think they're real? - Parallel universes? 885 01:20:13,225 --> 01:20:14,976 I think it's basic science. 886 01:20:17,188 --> 01:20:19,230 You know, if space is infinite, 887 01:20:19,315 --> 01:20:21,357 then everything's possible. 888 01:20:22,067 --> 01:20:25,570 So, somewhere out there, I'm what? I'm making pancakes? 889 01:20:27,573 --> 01:20:29,407 - Or I'm at a water park? - Sure. Yeah. 890 01:20:29,492 --> 01:20:32,911 - Yeah? - Yeah, both. You know, whatever. 891 01:20:32,995 --> 01:20:35,747 I think, you know, it's the laws of probability. 892 01:20:35,831 --> 01:20:40,460 There are tons of you's out there, and there's tons of me's floating around. 893 01:20:41,587 --> 01:20:45,089 Yeah. And this is just the sad version of us. 894 01:20:46,634 --> 01:20:47,800 Yeah, I guess. 895 01:20:47,885 --> 01:20:51,679 But there's other versions, and in these other versions, 896 01:20:51,764 --> 01:20:55,475 - everything goes our way. - Assuming you believe in science. 897 01:20:58,395 --> 01:21:01,105 I like that thought. It's nice. 898 01:21:05,528 --> 01:21:08,363 Somewhere out there I'm having a good time. 899 01:22:17,016 --> 01:22:18,808 I thought you'd left. 900 01:22:22,062 --> 01:22:23,813 No, I didn't leave. 901 01:22:30,529 --> 01:22:34,782 I was thinking we could invite Rick and Debbie over for a cookout. 902 01:22:39,371 --> 01:22:43,166 Well, she's never gonna call me. She thinks I hate her, so... 903 01:22:44,501 --> 01:22:46,085 I'll let her off the hook. 904 01:22:49,798 --> 01:22:53,635 - A cookout? - Be good to see the kids. 905 01:22:53,719 --> 01:22:56,220 Have to... Have to get something for Emily, though. 906 01:22:56,305 --> 01:22:59,432 It was her birthday. She turned four last week. 907 01:22:59,516 --> 01:23:00,683 Right. 908 01:23:02,186 --> 01:23:03,269 Okay. 909 01:23:08,108 --> 01:23:11,527 - Danny's is coming up. - I know. 910 01:23:13,739 --> 01:23:17,033 - It's gonna be a tough one. - Yeah. 911 01:23:21,372 --> 01:23:22,830 So, that kid, 912 01:23:24,041 --> 01:23:25,208 Jason, 913 01:23:27,378 --> 01:23:31,047 - did you tell him we didn't blame him? - We don't blame him. 914 01:23:31,131 --> 01:23:34,759 No, I know, but did you let him know that? 915 01:23:35,552 --> 01:23:37,178 Yeah, I guess so. 916 01:23:38,097 --> 01:23:39,472 That's good. 917 01:23:40,599 --> 01:23:42,850 - You could talk to him if you want. - I don't want to. 918 01:23:42,935 --> 01:23:44,018 Okay. 919 01:23:50,275 --> 01:23:51,776 It's so quiet. 920 01:23:53,445 --> 01:23:55,905 Well, that's 'cause I slipped Taz a couple of Ambien. 921 01:23:56,990 --> 01:23:59,575 - Funny. - You think I'm joking? 922 01:24:07,251 --> 01:24:09,210 So, what're we gonna do? 923 01:24:13,632 --> 01:24:14,966 About what? 924 01:24:16,051 --> 01:24:18,219 I don't know. 925 01:24:18,303 --> 01:24:21,097 I don't know. Just pick something. 926 01:24:25,310 --> 01:24:26,394 Well, 927 01:24:30,315 --> 01:24:34,819 we could go to Village Toys. Pick up Candy Land for Emily. 928 01:24:36,280 --> 01:24:38,781 It's probably something she'd like. 929 01:24:41,326 --> 01:24:42,994 Candy Land. Yeah. 930 01:24:48,167 --> 01:24:49,667 And then what? 931 01:24:51,503 --> 01:24:53,671 Then we wrap it. 932 01:24:58,761 --> 01:25:00,011 And then 933 01:25:02,765 --> 01:25:04,515 we have the cookout. 934 01:25:07,853 --> 01:25:10,480 And they'll come over. 935 01:25:11,315 --> 01:25:12,523 - Hi. - Hi. 936 01:25:15,861 --> 01:25:20,364 And we'll have a couple other people over, so it's not too awkward for anyone. 937 01:25:20,449 --> 01:25:22,617 Hi! Oh, my gosh. Look at you! 938 01:25:22,701 --> 01:25:26,496 And then, to make them feel comfortable, 939 01:25:26,580 --> 01:25:31,876 we'll ask a bunch of questions about what the kids have been up to, 940 01:25:33,378 --> 01:25:36,214 and we'll pretend we're really interested. 941 01:25:37,090 --> 01:25:38,466 And then... 942 01:25:40,260 --> 01:25:44,388 And then we'll wait for someone to bring up Danny 943 01:25:45,766 --> 01:25:47,683 while the kids are playing, 944 01:25:48,811 --> 01:25:52,897 and maybe that will go on for a little while. 945 01:25:54,024 --> 01:25:55,566 And after that, 946 01:25:57,277 --> 01:25:58,903 they'll go home. 947 01:26:02,366 --> 01:26:03,866 And then what? 948 01:26:08,497 --> 01:26:09,956 I don't know. 949 01:26:15,128 --> 01:26:16,796 Something, though.