1 00:00:03,670 --> 00:00:06,215 I didn't wake you up, did I? 2 00:00:07,758 --> 00:00:09,051 It's Ann. 3 00:00:11,470 --> 00:00:13,180 Can I bring you back your book now? 4 00:00:15,641 --> 00:00:17,017 Yeah, right now. 5 00:00:18,435 --> 00:00:20,354 Yeah, okay, I know where that is. 6 00:00:29,780 --> 00:00:31,865 I should have given you a raincoat. Come on in. 7 00:00:36,453 --> 00:00:39,414 - It's got a bit wet. - Don't worry about it. 8 00:00:45,379 --> 00:00:46,713 What happened? 9 00:00:47,965 --> 00:00:50,926 You didn't keep up the payments on your furniture and they took it all away? 10 00:00:53,262 --> 00:00:54,221 No. 11 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:57,432 Well, actually, I was 12 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:01,854 planning on getting some furniture one day, 13 00:01:02,020 --> 00:01:03,605 I just didn't really have the time. 14 00:01:07,276 --> 00:01:11,113 Sorry, I'd offer you something, but I don't have anything. 15 00:01:12,489 --> 00:01:14,366 I don't even have any glasses. 16 00:01:15,450 --> 00:01:17,744 Not even like a cookie or something? 17 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:20,122 Nothing. 18 00:01:22,499 --> 00:01:25,377 If I knew you were coming, I would have bought something. 19 00:01:28,046 --> 00:01:29,882 I can live without cookies. 20 00:01:32,301 --> 00:01:33,760 Who took all your furniture? 21 00:01:36,763 --> 00:01:37,973 Someone... 22 00:01:39,766 --> 00:01:40,976 took it... yeah. 23 00:01:41,810 --> 00:01:45,189 You don't want to get anymore because you think she might come back? 24 00:01:57,659 --> 00:01:58,994 You wanna sit down? 25 00:02:06,293 --> 00:02:06,960 Thanks. 26 00:02:11,340 --> 00:02:12,716 Are they okay? 27 00:02:19,264 --> 00:02:20,807 What did you do in Alaska? 28 00:02:22,434 --> 00:02:23,602 I'm a surveyor. 29 00:02:23,769 --> 00:02:27,648 I survey land for building highways, bridges and things like that. 30 00:02:29,191 --> 00:02:30,943 Before that I was in 31 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:32,819 Chile. 32 00:02:33,779 --> 00:02:35,906 And before that I was in 33 00:02:36,573 --> 00:02:38,033 North Carolina, 34 00:02:38,617 --> 00:02:40,661 and before that Halifax. 35 00:02:46,542 --> 00:02:48,085 What are your daughters call? 36 00:02:48,460 --> 00:02:49,753 Penny and Patsy. 37 00:02:51,588 --> 00:02:53,173 Would you like to see a photograph? 38 00:02:55,884 --> 00:02:56,844 Okay. 39 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:09,815 They look happy. 40 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:12,568 They look like you. 41 00:03:13,819 --> 00:03:15,195 Do I look happy? 42 00:03:15,904 --> 00:03:17,030 Not happy. 43 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:19,449 You look beautiful. 44 00:03:20,659 --> 00:03:22,202 You look like your girls. 45 00:03:28,584 --> 00:03:30,043 You've been thinking about me? 46 00:03:35,174 --> 00:03:36,091 Yeah. 47 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:39,887 I've been thinking about you a lot. 48 00:03:42,306 --> 00:03:43,473 Too much. 49 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:04,912 I've got a sister, you know, who... 50 00:04:06,246 --> 00:04:08,790 she works for this radio company up north. 51 00:04:11,293 --> 00:04:14,463 And she makes these tapes for me that she sends to me, 52 00:04:14,630 --> 00:04:18,008 music that she likes and 53 00:04:18,759 --> 00:04:20,344 I've got the latest one 54 00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:22,429 out in my car right now. 55 00:04:24,097 --> 00:04:25,891 We could go listen to it, 56 00:04:26,725 --> 00:04:27,893 if you want... 57 00:05:34,793 --> 00:05:37,462 If you don't kiss me right now, I'm going to scream. 58 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:48,682 Shut up! 59 00:06:11,455 --> 00:06:14,208 If you don't kiss me right now, I'm goinna fucking scream. 60 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:39,358 Hello, Ann. 61 00:06:40,025 --> 00:06:42,736 This some kind of therapy to get over your shyness? 62 00:06:42,903 --> 00:06:44,071 Something like that. 63 00:06:45,822 --> 00:06:47,449 So you didn't come last week. 64 00:06:48,992 --> 00:06:50,911 There didn't seem to be a lot of point. 65 00:06:51,995 --> 00:06:55,624 I have to give you a further scan and a fuller biopsy. 66 00:06:56,291 --> 00:06:57,501 No, I'm sorry. 67 00:06:58,126 --> 00:07:00,087 I don't want any of those things, okay? 68 00:07:00,546 --> 00:07:03,715 I need to feel like I've got some control. 69 00:07:05,717 --> 00:07:07,886 So I don't want any more tests if they're not going to save me. 70 00:07:08,053 --> 00:07:09,888 I don't want to die here. 71 00:07:10,055 --> 00:07:12,975 I will not have the only thing my kids remember about me be a hospital ward. 72 00:07:14,101 --> 00:07:15,727 So why are you here? 73 00:07:19,481 --> 00:07:21,191 It's this package. 74 00:07:23,026 --> 00:07:24,820 I want you to look after it for me. 75 00:07:25,070 --> 00:07:26,363 I don't know. What is it? 76 00:07:26,738 --> 00:07:29,491 I've recorded birthday messages for both of my daughters, 77 00:07:29,658 --> 00:07:31,535 for every birthday till they're eighteen. 78 00:07:32,202 --> 00:07:34,121 And you want me to give these, don't you? 79 00:07:37,082 --> 00:07:38,667 Why don't you ask your husband? 80 00:07:39,126 --> 00:07:40,127 'Cause... 81 00:07:42,045 --> 00:07:44,631 'cause Don, you know, he'd lose them 82 00:07:45,299 --> 00:07:48,051 or maybe he'd give them to them next year, and maybe the year after that, 83 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:50,220 or maybe he'd give them to them all at once. 84 00:07:50,512 --> 00:07:52,848 They wouldn't understand a thing if he did that, 85 00:07:53,015 --> 00:07:54,850 so... please tell me you'll do it, please. 86 00:07:56,643 --> 00:07:58,520 I'll only do it if you promise to come here 87 00:07:58,729 --> 00:08:00,981 every week and I have to give you medication. 88 00:08:01,148 --> 00:08:04,651 I would imagine that the nausea's got worse, you're not eating. 89 00:08:04,776 --> 00:08:07,237 Dying's not as easy as it looks. 90 00:08:07,404 --> 00:08:11,283 But there's no need for you to have to feel terrible all the time. 91 00:08:12,618 --> 00:08:13,535 It's just... 92 00:08:14,828 --> 00:08:15,913 It's just I'm kind of afraid 93 00:08:16,079 --> 00:08:18,707 I'm going to come in here one day and I'm never gonna leave... 94 00:08:20,709 --> 00:08:23,295 and I've got to so much I have to do before I die, 95 00:08:23,504 --> 00:08:25,255 I have so many things I have to do. 96 00:08:25,464 --> 00:08:26,715 I have to do them, or... 97 00:08:27,299 --> 00:08:29,343 It'll only bejust some painkillers. 98 00:08:29,676 --> 00:08:33,347 I promise we won't do any more tests, just something to ease the pain. 99 00:08:34,431 --> 00:08:35,599 And anyway... 100 00:08:38,393 --> 00:08:40,020 I brought you some candies. 101 00:08:41,897 --> 00:08:44,566 - So you'll look after it for me? - Of course. 102 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:48,278 Let's just say it's part of your therapy. 103 00:08:54,576 --> 00:08:56,537 God. These candies are so good. 104 00:09:04,670 --> 00:09:05,796 I don't get it. 105 00:09:05,963 --> 00:09:09,299 I've been counting my calories today, and I can't have eaten more than 1500, 106 00:09:09,466 --> 00:09:12,845 and in theory I need 2000, so in theory I should have lost weight, 107 00:09:13,053 --> 00:09:15,180 and I just weighed myself before I left the house 108 00:09:15,347 --> 00:09:17,766 and I weigh nearly a pound more than I did yesterday. 109 00:09:18,100 --> 00:09:20,018 It must be my metabolism. 110 00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:23,522 They should give us compensation for slow metabolisms, 111 00:09:24,523 --> 00:09:26,149 give us some kind of allowance. 112 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:29,778 Laurie, you want to come over for dinner tomorrow night? 113 00:09:31,238 --> 00:09:32,447 Yeah, I'd love to. 114 00:09:33,073 --> 00:09:33,782 Great. 115 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:35,158 Diet food, I hope. 116 00:09:35,617 --> 00:09:37,244 I don't want to ruin my diet. 117 00:09:45,377 --> 00:09:48,463 It's cold in the supermarket, and you like it like that. 118 00:09:49,590 --> 00:09:52,718 People always read the labels of their favourite brands really really carefully 119 00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:55,053 just to see how many chemicals they have, 120 00:09:55,554 --> 00:09:57,764 and then they just sigh and they put them in their cartanyway, 121 00:09:57,931 --> 00:09:59,808 like they're saying sure it's bad for me, 122 00:09:59,975 --> 00:10:01,727 it's bad for my family but we like it. 123 00:10:02,853 --> 00:10:05,189 No one ever thinks about death in a supermarket. 124 00:10:38,639 --> 00:10:41,183 Sixty dollars and forty eight cents. 125 00:10:43,852 --> 00:10:46,396 Girls, you finish those mashed potatoes, okay? 126 00:10:48,315 --> 00:10:50,275 Oh, God. These ribs are so great. 127 00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:53,946 How did you get them so tender? 128 00:10:54,112 --> 00:10:57,157 I leave them soaking in my fridge in milk for a couple of hours. 129 00:10:57,324 --> 00:11:00,911 You leave them soaking in milk in the fridge for a couple of hours. 130 00:11:01,912 --> 00:11:03,497 I must try and remember that. 131 00:11:04,164 --> 00:11:06,291 Patsy, stop playing with your food. 132 00:11:08,544 --> 00:11:10,295 Ann, tell Patsy to stop playing with her food. 133 00:11:10,462 --> 00:11:13,465 You do what your Dad tells you to do, okay? Stop playing with your food. 134 00:11:13,632 --> 00:11:14,842 Try and eat a little more. 135 00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:17,135 It's more fun playing with it than eating it. 136 00:11:17,594 --> 00:11:18,846 You know 137 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:21,974 that eating food can be fun too? 138 00:11:22,182 --> 00:11:23,475 Why? 139 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:25,435 Well because... 140 00:11:26,562 --> 00:11:29,022 because you're doing new things, 141 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:31,942 you're trying new things and that's fun. 142 00:11:32,109 --> 00:11:34,570 Mashed potatoes isn't new. It's more fun doing things with it. 143 00:11:34,778 --> 00:11:37,406 Laurie, why don't you have some more sauce? 144 00:11:37,573 --> 00:11:39,199 Here, Don made it himself. 145 00:11:39,575 --> 00:11:40,784 Goodness me. 146 00:11:40,993 --> 00:11:42,828 I didn't know your husband cooked. 147 00:11:44,997 --> 00:11:48,709 I didn't know there were husbands that cooked. 148 00:11:50,127 --> 00:11:51,670 It wasn't really cooking. 149 00:11:51,837 --> 00:11:53,714 I just added honey to a bottle of barbecue sauce. 150 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,757 Well that's better than nothing. 151 00:11:56,133 --> 00:11:59,136 You could have lied, said you made the whole thing. 152 00:12:00,053 --> 00:12:02,389 No, Don would never lie. He wouldn't even know how. 153 00:12:04,474 --> 00:12:06,185 How did you two guys meet? 154 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:08,729 We met at a Nirvana concert. 155 00:12:09,146 --> 00:12:10,856 Actually it was the last Nirvana concert 156 00:12:11,023 --> 00:12:12,566 before Kurt Cobain... 157 00:12:12,733 --> 00:12:14,359 No, my God. 158 00:12:14,526 --> 00:12:18,197 Did you save the tickets? They must be worth a fortune by now. 159 00:12:18,655 --> 00:12:20,073 No, no we didn't save them. 160 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:23,452 No, we were sort of too excited to keep them. 161 00:12:23,619 --> 00:12:25,537 Ann spent the whole concert crying. 162 00:12:26,914 --> 00:12:29,208 I didn't really like Nirvana back then, 163 00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:31,752 so I was this kind of bored and I was looking around, 164 00:12:32,794 --> 00:12:34,421 and that's when I saw Ann. 165 00:12:35,672 --> 00:12:38,634 She was this beautiful girl just crying her eyes out, 166 00:12:39,384 --> 00:12:41,929 so I went up to her and I offered her a handkerchief, 167 00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:43,764 but I didn't have a handkerchief, 168 00:12:44,264 --> 00:12:46,183 I didn't even have a paper one, so I just... 169 00:12:46,350 --> 00:12:49,603 I took off my T-shirt and I gave it to her. 170 00:12:51,647 --> 00:12:52,856 Thats how we met. 171 00:12:53,232 --> 00:12:54,650 That's really romantic. 172 00:12:57,402 --> 00:13:00,280 - Do you have any more mashed potato? - Yeah, sure. 173 00:13:05,369 --> 00:13:06,453 You're a pig. 174 00:13:09,540 --> 00:13:11,792 She's basically a nice person, you know? 175 00:13:11,959 --> 00:13:13,126 Oh Christ, Ann. 176 00:13:13,293 --> 00:13:14,878 Don't talk so loud. 177 00:13:15,045 --> 00:13:16,421 Penny's right. 178 00:13:17,172 --> 00:13:19,299 I mean, the woman ate eight ribs. 179 00:13:19,424 --> 00:13:22,386 And they were fucking huge ribs. Did you see those things? 180 00:13:22,511 --> 00:13:23,554 I know, but... 181 00:13:24,888 --> 00:13:26,265 Fucking huge. 182 00:13:26,431 --> 00:13:28,851 Her fianc� dumped her the day before her wedding, you know. 183 00:13:29,059 --> 00:13:32,479 He invited her to an All You Can Eat and they wanted to charge her triple? 184 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:36,233 That's not funny, Don. That's not funny. 185 00:13:36,525 --> 00:13:39,361 Food can be fun. 186 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:42,573 Food can be fun. 187 00:13:43,740 --> 00:13:46,535 She's a really nice person. 188 00:13:48,662 --> 00:13:50,581 Lately she's got this obsession. 189 00:13:52,541 --> 00:13:54,835 Yeah, lately you seem to have the opposite. 190 00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:57,337 It's the anaemia. 191 00:13:57,504 --> 00:14:00,507 Gonna go get more vitamins this week, go to the hospital. 192 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:02,801 Do you want me to come with you? 193 00:14:04,553 --> 00:14:06,388 No, don't worry, I can manage. 194 00:14:07,472 --> 00:14:08,473 Ok. 195 00:14:13,770 --> 00:14:17,399 Tonight I realized how lucky we were to meet that night. 196 00:14:19,026 --> 00:14:20,527 I mean, in spite of everything, 197 00:14:22,571 --> 00:14:24,656 in spite of living in this shit hole, 198 00:14:26,283 --> 00:14:28,327 in spite of never having anything new, 199 00:14:29,912 --> 00:14:32,122 in spite of never going on vacation. 200 00:14:36,293 --> 00:14:37,753 You never complained once, 201 00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:41,173 not once. 202 00:14:48,972 --> 00:14:50,098 I would... 203 00:14:54,770 --> 00:14:56,563 I would like to be better for you. 204 00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:11,286 I love you, you know that? 205 00:15:14,248 --> 00:15:15,749 Don't you ever forget that. 206 00:15:20,045 --> 00:15:21,338 I love you. 207 00:15:27,636 --> 00:15:28,804 What are you doing? 208 00:15:29,471 --> 00:15:30,639 I'm sweeping up. 209 00:15:31,932 --> 00:15:34,268 - What are you doing? - I'm the queen witch 210 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:37,187 and I'm teaching this little witch how to make spells. 211 00:15:37,354 --> 00:15:39,481 - I'm the little witch. - Really? 212 00:15:39,648 --> 00:15:41,692 And what kind of spells are you doing? 213 00:15:42,025 --> 00:15:43,610 Oh, just normal spells, 214 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:47,489 turning frogs into cars and turning lizards into airplanes. 215 00:15:47,948 --> 00:15:49,533 You know how to do that? 216 00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:51,034 - Are you going to teach me? - Sure! 217 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:53,871 Hi, there. 218 00:15:54,037 --> 00:15:55,163 I'm Ann. 219 00:15:55,497 --> 00:15:57,666 I see you've already met Penny and Patsy. 220 00:15:57,833 --> 00:15:59,459 - Yeah. I'm also Ann. - Oh yeah? 221 00:15:59,626 --> 00:16:01,587 There you go. Nice to meet you. 222 00:16:01,753 --> 00:16:04,548 - So you just moved in or...? - Yeah, a few days ago. 223 00:16:04,715 --> 00:16:07,301 I was just trying to do some gardening or something. 224 00:16:07,509 --> 00:16:09,428 - Looks great. - They're so sweet. 225 00:16:11,221 --> 00:16:12,848 Their little gets ups on. 226 00:16:13,015 --> 00:16:14,349 Listen, this is kind of a weird question 227 00:16:14,516 --> 00:16:15,976 since we just met and everything, but I was wondering, 228 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:18,854 I'm just heading out for about half an hour'cause both my husband 229 00:16:19,229 --> 00:16:21,106 and my mom aren't back yet. 230 00:16:21,273 --> 00:16:22,649 I was wondering if there was any chance of you keeping an eye on them 231 00:16:22,816 --> 00:16:23,817 for the next half hour if you're around. 232 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:25,402 - Of course. No problem. - Are you sure? 233 00:16:25,569 --> 00:16:27,279 Yeah, I'm going to be here all day 234 00:16:27,446 --> 00:16:29,114 and they were going to show me how to do some spells, so... 235 00:16:29,281 --> 00:16:31,575 There you go. They're very good at spells, so... 236 00:16:31,742 --> 00:16:33,285 - Okay. - Thanks a lot. 237 00:16:33,452 --> 00:16:35,495 Bye, guys. You behave yourselves, okay? 238 00:16:36,163 --> 00:16:38,248 Ann's gonna watch you for a little bit. 239 00:16:38,457 --> 00:16:40,584 - Thank you so much. - It's okay. 240 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:45,631 So, help me here. Who's Patsy and who's Penny? 241 00:17:00,479 --> 00:17:03,315 My body hurt thinking you weren't gonna come. 242 00:17:04,399 --> 00:17:05,651 I wasn't gonna come. 243 00:17:06,944 --> 00:17:08,987 I'm glad you did. 244 00:17:15,494 --> 00:17:16,870 Is this one of your sister's tapes? 245 00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:17,871 Yeah. 246 00:17:21,458 --> 00:17:22,751 Would you like to dance? 247 00:18:14,303 --> 00:18:17,431 ...and then the Little Mermaid said to the Taxi Driver 248 00:18:17,598 --> 00:18:20,350 "I wanna see New York City. Please, show me New York. " 249 00:18:20,517 --> 00:18:23,478 'Cause it's so big. You can't... you can't just walk around New York. 250 00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:26,690 So the taxi driver took her to the Empire State Building, 251 00:18:27,191 --> 00:18:29,610 and you know it's so high it has two elevators 252 00:18:29,776 --> 00:18:32,196 because they couldn't find just one cable to build one, you know? 253 00:18:32,362 --> 00:18:35,616 They had to build two. So he got on the first elevator 254 00:18:35,908 --> 00:18:39,203 and then on the second elevator that's as fast as a space rocket, 255 00:18:40,078 --> 00:18:42,414 and they got to the top of the Empire State building 256 00:18:42,831 --> 00:18:45,292 and the Little Mermaid was looking down and she said 257 00:18:45,459 --> 00:18:48,212 "Oh, my God. People look like ants, they're so small... " 258 00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:50,422 Hey, guys. Hello, there. 259 00:18:50,589 --> 00:18:53,550 We played witches and princesses. 260 00:18:54,134 --> 00:18:56,303 And Ann did our braids. 261 00:18:56,470 --> 00:18:59,223 Oh, they look beautiful. Thank you, Ann. I'm sorry I took so long. 262 00:18:59,431 --> 00:19:02,142 No, that was fine. We had a great time. 263 00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:04,311 - Were you guys good? - Yeah. 264 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:08,190 Good. Want your witches hats? 265 00:19:08,774 --> 00:19:11,735 Tomorrow can you finish the story about the mermaid 266 00:19:11,902 --> 00:19:14,363 - and the taxi driver? - Of course. My pleasure. 267 00:19:14,863 --> 00:19:16,573 Give Ann a kiss goodbye. 268 00:19:18,283 --> 00:19:19,743 We have to go have bath and supper time now, 269 00:19:19,952 --> 00:19:22,746 but maybe we can come back and hear the end of that story, okay? 270 00:19:22,913 --> 00:19:25,332 Thank you so much, Ann. Let's go. 271 00:19:37,052 --> 00:19:38,971 - Hey, Ann? - Yeah? 272 00:19:39,137 --> 00:19:41,807 I was just going to make some coffee. Do you want to come over? 273 00:19:41,974 --> 00:19:42,891 Great. 274 00:19:43,725 --> 00:19:44,852 Just let me finish doing this. 275 00:19:45,102 --> 00:19:46,061 Okay. 276 00:19:51,733 --> 00:19:54,236 - Do you take sugar? - No, no it's alright. 277 00:19:56,613 --> 00:19:58,282 You're not on a diet, are you? 278 00:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,576 No. Why? Should I? 279 00:20:00,701 --> 00:20:04,329 No. I just have this friend who's obsessed with diets 280 00:20:04,496 --> 00:20:06,623 and calories and... 281 00:20:06,790 --> 00:20:08,000 Boring. 282 00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:12,087 No, and I've seen too many people sick with anorexia and bulimia. 283 00:20:13,005 --> 00:20:14,673 - I'm a nurse. That's why. - Is that so? 284 00:20:15,382 --> 00:20:17,426 So I'm not really bothered. 285 00:20:20,095 --> 00:20:21,638 You know, you've got really cute kids. 286 00:20:22,055 --> 00:20:23,891 Yeah, they're great, aren't they? 287 00:20:25,517 --> 00:20:27,561 What about you? You want kids? 288 00:20:27,811 --> 00:20:29,396 No, I don't think so. 289 00:20:31,481 --> 00:20:33,483 Why not? I mean, 290 00:20:33,859 --> 00:20:36,528 you think it's stupid to bring them into the world, or? 291 00:20:36,695 --> 00:20:38,864 Just haven't found the right guy, or? 292 00:20:39,907 --> 00:20:41,325 No, I haven't. 293 00:20:41,992 --> 00:20:43,785 No, but it's not that either, no. 294 00:20:44,745 --> 00:20:46,663 Do you think you can't? 295 00:20:47,706 --> 00:20:50,542 No. Well, 296 00:20:51,710 --> 00:20:52,669 I don't know, actually. 297 00:21:00,010 --> 00:21:01,094 But... 298 00:21:04,223 --> 00:21:06,308 I was in my last year of nursing college. 299 00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:09,394 We were doing some work experience in a paediatric hospital. 300 00:21:10,604 --> 00:21:13,857 I'd decided to specialize in kids, because I've always liked them. 301 00:21:16,401 --> 00:21:18,779 Maybe because I was an only child. 302 00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:21,073 I don't know. Anyway, 303 00:21:22,824 --> 00:21:23,909 one night I was on duty, 304 00:21:24,117 --> 00:21:26,161 and they called me in to help with a birth. 305 00:21:26,328 --> 00:21:28,455 This woman was overdue, 306 00:21:28,664 --> 00:21:31,458 she was expecting twins, and the babies were in danger. 307 00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:37,047 So they decided to do a caesarean 308 00:21:37,589 --> 00:21:40,551 and the mother was put under a general anaesthetic. 309 00:21:42,553 --> 00:21:43,679 And... 310 00:21:46,181 --> 00:21:48,600 it turned out they were Siamese twins. 311 00:21:49,643 --> 00:21:52,855 They were born without one torso... one set of lungs... 312 00:21:53,021 --> 00:21:54,356 they hardly cried. 313 00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:57,818 They weren't horrible to look at. 314 00:21:58,235 --> 00:22:00,654 No, they were just like any other baby. 315 00:22:03,574 --> 00:22:04,366 But 316 00:22:05,284 --> 00:22:07,494 there was no way they were going to survive. 317 00:22:08,328 --> 00:22:09,413 It's impossible. 318 00:22:13,292 --> 00:22:15,502 So we put them in an incubator while the doctors talked to the father 319 00:22:15,669 --> 00:22:17,129 about what they should do. 320 00:22:18,672 --> 00:22:20,591 The father didn't even wanna see them. 321 00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:27,306 So they decided to take them out of the incubator 322 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:31,894 and wait for them to die. 323 00:22:32,686 --> 00:22:34,188 And I offered 324 00:22:34,605 --> 00:22:36,565 to be with them until they... 325 00:22:36,732 --> 00:22:39,276 I couldn't bear the thought of them dying alone 326 00:22:39,443 --> 00:22:41,111 in a cold hospital room. 327 00:22:45,032 --> 00:22:46,575 They lived thirty hours. 328 00:22:49,703 --> 00:22:52,164 I held them in my arms thirty hours. 329 00:22:55,042 --> 00:22:57,503 I sang every song I knew, 330 00:22:57,878 --> 00:23:01,340 songs from the world they could never see, but... 331 00:23:04,968 --> 00:23:07,596 Anyway, they just grew smaller and smaller in my arms. 332 00:23:08,013 --> 00:23:09,640 First the boy died, and... 333 00:23:13,352 --> 00:23:15,354 six hours later the girl died. 334 00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:23,612 So... since then I've specialized in geriatric nursing. 335 00:23:30,702 --> 00:23:32,120 I'm so sorry, Ann. 336 00:23:34,206 --> 00:23:36,500 I don't know why I told you this story. 337 00:23:36,667 --> 00:23:38,418 Thanks for the coffee. 338 00:23:38,585 --> 00:23:41,088 You know what? I better be going. No, I'm sorry. 339 00:23:41,255 --> 00:23:43,674 Do you want to come over for dinner next week? 340 00:23:45,634 --> 00:23:48,762 - Are you sure? - Yeah, no, I would really love you to. 341 00:23:49,805 --> 00:23:51,765 I know the girls would really love it too, 342 00:23:52,266 --> 00:23:54,142 because you have to tell them the end of that mermaid story, 343 00:23:54,309 --> 00:23:55,561 they love that story. 344 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:00,190 I'd love to, Ann. 345 00:24:00,774 --> 00:24:02,609 And you know, that story is happy. 346 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:07,447 Thank you so much, I'd love to. 347 00:24:12,452 --> 00:24:13,662 Read me something. 348 00:24:13,871 --> 00:24:15,998 Read me something that you're reading right now. 349 00:24:16,164 --> 00:24:19,084 I'm reading a very sad book at the moment. 350 00:24:20,878 --> 00:24:22,337 Beautiful, but sad. 351 00:24:24,047 --> 00:24:26,425 It can't be as sad as the story I heard today. 352 00:24:27,092 --> 00:24:28,177 Tell it to me. 353 00:24:29,011 --> 00:24:30,012 I can't. 354 00:24:30,387 --> 00:24:31,722 It'll make me too sad. 355 00:24:31,930 --> 00:24:34,975 You don't wanna tell it to me because its part of your life, 356 00:24:36,143 --> 00:24:38,687 and you don't want me to know anything about your life. 357 00:24:38,854 --> 00:24:41,565 I like it that you don't ask me anything about my life. 358 00:24:42,983 --> 00:24:45,819 I don't ask you anything because I've learned not to. 359 00:24:48,822 --> 00:24:50,449 When you look at somebody, 360 00:24:52,075 --> 00:24:53,118 you might see 361 00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:56,997 fifty per cent 362 00:24:58,707 --> 00:24:59,875 of who they are, 363 00:25:01,627 --> 00:25:05,047 and wanting to know the rest, that's what destroys everything. 364 00:25:06,131 --> 00:25:07,591 That's what I learnt. 365 00:25:07,799 --> 00:25:11,053 Whoever took away your furniture really taught you a lesson, eh? 366 00:25:12,054 --> 00:25:13,889 That's all she left me. 367 00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:21,813 - You really want me to read you something? - Please. 368 00:25:23,065 --> 00:25:24,358 Read me something. 369 00:25:24,775 --> 00:25:25,776 Okay. 370 00:25:28,487 --> 00:25:29,613 Pick something. 371 00:25:31,823 --> 00:25:34,076 "To the Wedding" by John Berger. 372 00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:55,347 "Her capacities go out one by one, 373 00:25:56,807 --> 00:25:58,517 and there's no night, 374 00:25:59,101 --> 00:26:00,561 no stars, 375 00:26:01,937 --> 00:26:04,773 only a cellar from which she can never walk 376 00:26:05,023 --> 00:26:07,526 and which nobody else can stay. 377 00:26:09,444 --> 00:26:12,364 She's given medicines which make her ill, 378 00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:15,284 but would stop her dying. 379 00:26:16,034 --> 00:26:17,202 For a little while. 380 00:26:17,786 --> 00:26:19,955 They're scared. I'm scared. " 381 00:26:26,670 --> 00:26:28,547 You know, I don't think it was that bad. 382 00:26:29,464 --> 00:26:30,883 No, I like it. 383 00:26:32,301 --> 00:26:34,052 Ljust don't want to read right now. 384 00:26:48,734 --> 00:26:49,985 I lied. 385 00:26:52,362 --> 00:26:55,991 When I said that when you look at somebody you know fifty per cent. 386 00:26:58,493 --> 00:27:00,704 I guess when I look at you I see, 387 00:27:01,705 --> 00:27:04,333 I don't know, maybe ten per cent... 388 00:27:07,002 --> 00:27:09,755 and that ten per cent is... 389 00:27:18,889 --> 00:27:20,182 It's not so bad. Is it? 390 00:27:40,035 --> 00:27:42,704 It's my birthday today. Wish me a happy birthday. 391 00:27:43,247 --> 00:27:44,581 Happy birthday, mom. 392 00:27:50,504 --> 00:27:52,130 Aren't you going to start the car? 393 00:27:53,715 --> 00:27:55,300 I've got something to tell you, Mom. 394 00:27:56,635 --> 00:28:00,138 It must be serious, otherwise you'd tell me while you were driving. 395 00:28:02,766 --> 00:28:05,018 I need to know where my Dad is. 396 00:28:05,894 --> 00:28:07,271 Are you going to go and see him? 397 00:28:09,648 --> 00:28:10,941 Because that bugs you? 398 00:28:13,819 --> 00:28:14,695 No, 399 00:28:16,655 --> 00:28:18,574 not even that can make me mad anymore. 400 00:28:24,830 --> 00:28:26,373 This time last year, 401 00:28:26,957 --> 00:28:28,625 this very same day, my birthday, 402 00:28:29,251 --> 00:28:32,212 I thought I should do something, I don't know why. 403 00:28:33,505 --> 00:28:35,924 So I... I put on some makeup 404 00:28:36,300 --> 00:28:38,594 and the least old clothes I could find 405 00:28:38,802 --> 00:28:40,262 and I went to a bar. 406 00:28:41,346 --> 00:28:43,098 And I ordered a whisky 407 00:28:44,224 --> 00:28:46,476 and started talking to the bartender. 408 00:28:48,103 --> 00:28:49,813 He was just a kid, 409 00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:54,151 he'd just started at the hotel, it was his first job, 410 00:28:57,237 --> 00:28:59,406 and we chatted about this and that, 411 00:28:59,573 --> 00:29:01,491 and I told him it was my birthday. 412 00:29:03,952 --> 00:29:05,621 About five minutes later 413 00:29:06,997 --> 00:29:10,501 he presented me with a bowl of peanuts with a candle in. 414 00:29:12,169 --> 00:29:13,253 And I... 415 00:29:14,087 --> 00:29:15,589 I started to cry. 416 00:29:16,965 --> 00:29:19,218 I cried so hard the kid got scared, 417 00:29:21,220 --> 00:29:24,473 and he blew out the candle, and hid the bowl of peanuts, 418 00:29:25,349 --> 00:29:28,477 and I said "No, don't blow out the candle. 419 00:29:28,644 --> 00:29:30,270 Don't hide the peanuts. " 420 00:29:30,479 --> 00:29:33,148 And all this year, all I could think about was 421 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:36,652 that bowl of peanuts and how I started to cry. 422 00:29:37,402 --> 00:29:41,031 So this year, I baked myself a cake. 423 00:29:42,699 --> 00:29:46,119 'Cause I knew if I went back to that bar, I'd give that kid a heart attack. 424 00:29:57,589 --> 00:29:58,799 Start the car. 425 00:30:09,351 --> 00:30:10,227 Five minutes. 426 00:30:11,937 --> 00:30:13,605 You're almost done, too. 427 00:30:14,731 --> 00:30:17,192 - Am I hurting you? - No, not at all. 428 00:30:17,359 --> 00:30:18,694 She's great with nails. 429 00:30:18,861 --> 00:30:21,947 Now, don't you ask her to give you a perm or braids or anything, 430 00:30:22,114 --> 00:30:24,283 but with nails, she's the best. 431 00:30:25,367 --> 00:30:27,744 I've got a manicure diploma 432 00:30:28,745 --> 00:30:31,415 and everything. I'm not interested in hair or heads. 433 00:30:31,832 --> 00:30:33,500 Give me hands every time. 434 00:30:34,084 --> 00:30:36,128 So do you like Milli Vanilli as well? 435 00:30:36,670 --> 00:30:40,507 I'm from Segovia. We don't have any Mili Vanilli in Segovia. 436 00:30:41,425 --> 00:30:43,427 Milli Vanilli is universal. 437 00:30:44,469 --> 00:30:46,180 - Thank you very much. - Thanks. 438 00:30:47,306 --> 00:30:48,974 So, see you soon. 439 00:30:50,225 --> 00:30:51,226 No. 440 00:30:51,977 --> 00:30:52,895 No? 441 00:30:54,897 --> 00:30:55,814 You know, 442 00:30:56,356 --> 00:30:58,984 braids really suit you. They look really great on you. 443 00:31:00,819 --> 00:31:01,987 You think so? 444 00:31:02,696 --> 00:31:03,614 Yeah. 445 00:31:05,532 --> 00:31:07,242 Bye. 446 00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:57,334 Hi... 447 00:32:00,504 --> 00:32:01,380 Hi. 448 00:32:02,714 --> 00:32:04,174 How are you, Ann? 449 00:32:12,432 --> 00:32:14,059 This is Penny and this is Patsy. 450 00:32:14,977 --> 00:32:16,979 Penny's six and Patsy's four. 451 00:32:18,730 --> 00:32:20,399 They're very pretty young girls. 452 00:32:20,899 --> 00:32:22,651 You haven't been wasting your time. 453 00:32:23,402 --> 00:32:24,736 You could say that. 454 00:32:26,363 --> 00:32:27,781 What about your husband? 455 00:32:28,365 --> 00:32:29,366 Don? 456 00:32:30,701 --> 00:32:32,452 Ah, he builds swimming pools. 457 00:32:32,619 --> 00:32:34,162 Swimming pools, no less? 458 00:32:34,496 --> 00:32:35,956 Yeah, he's doing pretty good. 459 00:32:37,374 --> 00:32:39,042 I got work here, you know. 460 00:32:41,253 --> 00:32:43,046 Sewing sports shoes together. 461 00:32:43,505 --> 00:32:47,467 You know, a sports shoe can take up to 86 different pieces. Did you know that? 462 00:32:48,010 --> 00:32:48,677 No. 463 00:32:49,261 --> 00:32:51,638 We sew the side pieces on here, and then 464 00:32:51,847 --> 00:32:54,016 in another jail they finish them off. 465 00:32:56,393 --> 00:32:57,394 It's good work. 466 00:32:58,061 --> 00:32:59,062 Sure. 467 00:33:00,105 --> 00:33:01,857 People are always gonna want to need shoes, huh? 468 00:33:09,072 --> 00:33:11,241 Ann, I suppose your mother still hates me. 469 00:33:11,909 --> 00:33:13,744 Dad, Mom hates everyone. 470 00:33:13,952 --> 00:33:16,121 Yeah, I bet she hates me the most. 471 00:33:16,496 --> 00:33:17,789 Sometimes, yeah. 472 00:33:22,419 --> 00:33:23,670 Some of us... 473 00:33:25,672 --> 00:33:29,009 just can't live the kind of life that other people want us to live. 474 00:33:34,973 --> 00:33:36,892 No matter how hard you try, 475 00:33:38,644 --> 00:33:39,686 you just can't do it. 476 00:33:40,229 --> 00:33:41,271 I guess. 477 00:33:42,940 --> 00:33:45,150 - You believe me, don't you? - Yeah. 478 00:33:46,401 --> 00:33:47,361 I believe you. 479 00:33:48,445 --> 00:33:49,488 It's hard. 480 00:33:54,451 --> 00:33:55,577 Like you know 481 00:33:56,328 --> 00:33:58,956 you love someone and you can't make them happy. 482 00:34:02,835 --> 00:34:05,796 It's kind of like you love them, but... 483 00:34:09,007 --> 00:34:11,635 you can't love them the way they wanna be loved, 484 00:34:11,802 --> 00:34:12,511 you know what I mean? 485 00:34:14,054 --> 00:34:17,641 If you send me the kids' shoes sizes, I can make some shoes for them. 486 00:34:19,017 --> 00:34:20,018 Okay. 487 00:34:25,607 --> 00:34:27,067 I want to touch your face. 488 00:34:30,988 --> 00:34:33,782 I remember how it used to feel. 489 00:34:35,450 --> 00:34:38,036 I've forgotten a lot of things. I remember that. 490 00:34:38,453 --> 00:34:39,746 I remember, 491 00:34:40,706 --> 00:34:44,626 you used to before you'd leave the house you'd put on this record of ringing bells 492 00:34:46,044 --> 00:34:47,880 and then you'd just leave the house like right away. 493 00:34:50,007 --> 00:34:52,009 I used to like to hear the music from the house 494 00:34:52,176 --> 00:34:53,927 as I was walking down the street. 495 00:34:55,721 --> 00:34:57,181 It was really pretty. 496 00:34:58,140 --> 00:34:59,099 It was? 497 00:34:59,933 --> 00:35:01,518 It was always the same record. 498 00:35:01,977 --> 00:35:03,812 It was the Mule Serenade. 499 00:35:06,190 --> 00:35:07,566 It was really pretty. 500 00:35:15,490 --> 00:35:17,326 Take care of yourself, Dad, okay? 501 00:35:19,328 --> 00:35:20,412 Yeah, you too. 502 00:35:22,331 --> 00:35:25,167 And remember to send me the girls' shoe sizes, okay? 503 00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:26,919 Yeah, I will. 504 00:35:55,739 --> 00:35:58,116 Going to have a good day at school? Give me a kiss. 505 00:35:59,743 --> 00:36:01,495 Okay, have a good day. 506 00:36:02,621 --> 00:36:06,166 I hope you feel better, Mommy. I want you to feel better, yeah. 507 00:36:07,125 --> 00:36:09,545 - Okay. You have a good day, all right? - Bye. 508 00:36:11,505 --> 00:36:12,631 Hey, Patsy. 509 00:36:14,049 --> 00:36:17,052 - Give me a cuddle, Mommy. - I'll give you a cuddle. 510 00:36:17,803 --> 00:36:20,055 - How's that for a cuddle? - Okay. 511 00:36:21,014 --> 00:36:23,767 - I need to go now. - You have to go to school now? 512 00:36:23,976 --> 00:36:26,645 Okay. I know, you're in a bit of a hurry. 513 00:36:33,235 --> 00:36:35,028 Are you sure this is anaemia? 514 00:36:35,821 --> 00:36:37,614 Maybe we should go see another doctor? 515 00:36:37,781 --> 00:36:40,576 No, I know it's anaemia. They did like a million tests 516 00:36:41,201 --> 00:36:44,246 and I've been taking all the vitamins. They just told me I need to rest. 517 00:36:45,247 --> 00:36:47,374 I took care of all of you guys when you were sick, 518 00:36:47,541 --> 00:36:49,042 it's your turn to take care of me. 519 00:36:49,376 --> 00:36:50,252 Okay. 520 00:36:50,544 --> 00:36:52,546 I think I'm going to like taking care of you. 521 00:36:52,713 --> 00:36:55,048 Yeah? Let's see if you're any good at it. 522 00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:05,642 Okay. Bye. 523 00:37:10,939 --> 00:37:11,940 Don, 524 00:37:13,275 --> 00:37:16,320 I want you to understand why I didn't tell you I was goinna die. 525 00:37:19,114 --> 00:37:20,199 It was like... 526 00:37:23,327 --> 00:37:26,747 It was like the only present I could give you and the girls, 527 00:37:27,539 --> 00:37:30,918 to save you all the trips to the hospital and all the stress 528 00:37:31,293 --> 00:37:33,795 and the waiting around in waiting rooms and I know if you think about it, 529 00:37:34,004 --> 00:37:35,088 you'll know that I'm right. 530 00:37:37,299 --> 00:37:38,800 Now you have to be happy, 531 00:37:41,386 --> 00:37:44,431 and you have to look after the girls, you have to make them happy too. 532 00:37:48,143 --> 00:37:50,062 Dream up a heaven for me. 533 00:37:52,397 --> 00:37:54,942 Don't let them be sad when they remember me. 534 00:37:55,442 --> 00:37:58,570 You just remind them of all the great things we did together. 535 00:38:03,116 --> 00:38:04,368 I love you, Don. 536 00:38:06,161 --> 00:38:10,249 You'll always be the guy who took off his T-shirt to wipe away my tears... 537 00:38:40,863 --> 00:38:42,406 Sorry it's so out of key. 538 00:38:42,573 --> 00:38:44,950 It always kind of was, though. 539 00:38:52,082 --> 00:38:53,208 Hi, Mom. 540 00:38:54,459 --> 00:38:56,336 Well, I guess you're never going to forgive me 541 00:38:56,503 --> 00:38:58,088 for not telling you I was going to die. 542 00:39:00,591 --> 00:39:03,635 So, it's just one more thing to blame the world for, I guess. 543 00:39:05,179 --> 00:39:06,388 I love you. 544 00:39:07,389 --> 00:39:08,849 I know you love me. 545 00:39:10,058 --> 00:39:11,894 I know you adore the girls, 546 00:39:14,229 --> 00:39:15,439 so please 547 00:39:16,607 --> 00:39:17,774 tell them that. 548 00:39:19,735 --> 00:39:23,280 Try and show like you love them just a little bit every day. 549 00:39:23,906 --> 00:39:26,950 And try to enjoy life, 550 00:39:27,159 --> 00:39:28,535 you know, a little, just a little bit. 551 00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:32,164 I mean, maybe at some point you could go on a date. 552 00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:33,498 That would be fun, 553 00:39:33,665 --> 00:39:36,251 or you could put an ad in the paper or anything. 554 00:39:36,460 --> 00:39:38,629 I just think you could have a little fun. 555 00:39:38,795 --> 00:39:41,381 You're really beautiful and you've got a great heart 556 00:39:42,633 --> 00:39:44,051 and just try 557 00:39:44,885 --> 00:39:46,637 and enjoy stuff more. 558 00:39:48,180 --> 00:39:49,640 Please help Don. 559 00:39:53,018 --> 00:39:55,562 You can tell the girls any stories you like, 560 00:39:55,729 --> 00:39:57,648 even Joan Crawford movies. 561 00:40:21,839 --> 00:40:24,258 Your sister really knows how to pick a song, hey. 562 00:40:25,551 --> 00:40:27,803 - You like it? - Yeah, it's great. 563 00:40:28,178 --> 00:40:30,222 It's Blossom Dearie. You ever heard of her? 564 00:40:30,389 --> 00:40:31,431 No. What's that? 565 00:40:32,182 --> 00:40:34,852 Blossom Dearie? Oh, she's amazing. 566 00:40:35,519 --> 00:40:37,646 She's still singing and she's 83 years old. 567 00:40:38,063 --> 00:40:39,273 83? 568 00:40:39,439 --> 00:40:41,733 And she plays in this little club 569 00:40:42,359 --> 00:40:45,028 behind a Chinese lounge 570 00:40:45,487 --> 00:40:46,780 and 571 00:40:47,072 --> 00:40:49,241 she has this tiny little voice, 572 00:40:49,825 --> 00:40:52,578 this tiny little body and such personality and... 573 00:40:52,744 --> 00:40:55,497 - 83. - Yeah, she's 83. 574 00:40:56,874 --> 00:40:58,542 I'd love to take you there. 575 00:41:08,635 --> 00:41:11,013 Ann, there's so many places I'd like to take you. 576 00:41:11,388 --> 00:41:13,599 Tell me about all the places you'd like to take me. 577 00:41:15,350 --> 00:41:16,268 Okay. 578 00:41:17,019 --> 00:41:19,229 In the south of Chile, there's a desert, 579 00:41:20,939 --> 00:41:22,482 it's stunning, 580 00:41:22,774 --> 00:41:26,320 pure white and flat as far as the eye can see 581 00:41:26,612 --> 00:41:29,656 and the only thing that breaks the line of the horizon 582 00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:33,327 are these robin-egg blue little houses 583 00:41:33,785 --> 00:41:36,079 and in the morning, the sky goes 584 00:41:36,246 --> 00:41:37,789 completely green. 585 00:41:38,582 --> 00:41:40,000 It's unworldly. 586 00:41:41,001 --> 00:41:43,670 And in Argentina, 587 00:41:45,380 --> 00:41:46,590 a glacier lake, 588 00:41:47,007 --> 00:41:50,010 and in the spring when the thaw comes on, 589 00:41:51,887 --> 00:41:55,224 these huge blocks of ice, I mean huge, 590 00:41:55,432 --> 00:41:56,892 the size of apartment buildings, 591 00:41:57,059 --> 00:41:59,061 come sliding off the glacier into the lake 592 00:42:00,354 --> 00:42:03,899 and then your heart is pounding out of your chest, it's terrifying. 593 00:42:05,442 --> 00:42:07,986 And Mexico and Alaska... 594 00:42:08,612 --> 00:42:09,613 Are you OK? 595 00:42:11,406 --> 00:42:12,616 What's the matter? 596 00:42:14,326 --> 00:42:16,036 I'm not going to see these places. 597 00:42:18,288 --> 00:42:19,289 What is it? 598 00:42:19,456 --> 00:42:20,666 What's the matter? 599 00:42:23,126 --> 00:42:24,378 You don't wanna tell me? 600 00:42:24,878 --> 00:42:26,713 I'm so sorry, Lee. 601 00:42:29,424 --> 00:42:31,426 - I really need to get out of here. - Okay. 602 00:42:34,930 --> 00:42:37,182 Waiter! Can I get the check? 603 00:42:38,100 --> 00:42:39,101 Thank you. 604 00:42:40,394 --> 00:42:42,271 I always wanted to come here. 605 00:42:45,023 --> 00:42:47,609 Could you get them to put this in a doggy bag for me? 606 00:42:48,402 --> 00:42:49,444 Sure. 607 00:42:49,820 --> 00:42:50,988 Thanks. 608 00:42:53,073 --> 00:42:54,783 Okay, I'll meet you outside, okay? 609 00:43:27,357 --> 00:43:28,901 You have to go. 610 00:43:30,903 --> 00:43:33,989 He's gonna be here any minute. He works nearby. 611 00:43:35,490 --> 00:43:39,077 It's better if he comes and picks me up. This happens occasionally, so... 612 00:43:44,082 --> 00:43:47,002 Ann, there's something that I have to tell you, and I have to tell you now. 613 00:43:47,878 --> 00:43:48,837 I love you. 614 00:43:51,381 --> 00:43:53,175 I'm in love with you... 615 00:43:54,968 --> 00:43:58,180 and the world seems less terrible because you exist. 616 00:44:00,349 --> 00:44:03,769 I feel like I wanna be with you for the rest of my life, 617 00:44:03,936 --> 00:44:06,522 and all that, the palpitations, and the nerves, 618 00:44:06,688 --> 00:44:10,192 and the pain, and the happiness, and the fear... 619 00:44:13,487 --> 00:44:14,571 I wanna... 620 00:44:14,947 --> 00:44:17,157 I wanna touch you all the time. 621 00:44:17,824 --> 00:44:20,118 I wanna take care of you, and your girls and... 622 00:44:20,285 --> 00:44:24,164 and even find your husband a decent job and get you a house 623 00:44:24,331 --> 00:44:27,417 - that doesn't have wheels and... - Careful. 624 00:44:28,585 --> 00:44:31,004 That sounds like a classic case of falling in love. 625 00:44:31,797 --> 00:44:32,923 I am in love. 626 00:44:34,508 --> 00:44:36,468 I'm classically in love. 627 00:44:38,053 --> 00:44:41,139 The classic husband who's gonna be here any minute, 628 00:44:41,598 --> 00:44:45,060 and the classic depression that sets in every time you go off with him, 629 00:44:45,936 --> 00:44:47,354 and the crying 630 00:44:47,563 --> 00:44:49,731 and the tears and everything. 631 00:45:13,088 --> 00:45:14,214 I'll go. 632 00:45:17,050 --> 00:45:20,220 Though I don't want to see you driving off with some guy, you know? 633 00:45:20,387 --> 00:45:21,930 Someone you don't know. 634 00:45:23,557 --> 00:45:24,892 So, I'll be watching. 635 00:45:27,519 --> 00:45:29,521 Unless of course it's your husband. 636 00:47:22,801 --> 00:47:24,261 Ann, I feel terrible. 637 00:47:24,678 --> 00:47:27,139 I invited you over to dinner and now you have to do all the work. 638 00:47:27,389 --> 00:47:29,641 That's okay, Ijust have to heat up this. 639 00:47:31,143 --> 00:47:31,894 So I still don't understand 640 00:47:32,060 --> 00:47:33,687 why you had to go to the restaurant in your condition... 641 00:47:33,937 --> 00:47:36,148 I told you I thought I was feeling better. 642 00:47:36,481 --> 00:47:39,818 A bad case of anaemia isn't something you should take lightly. You should rest. 643 00:47:39,985 --> 00:47:41,278 Yes, listen to Nurse Ann, Ann. 644 00:47:46,325 --> 00:47:47,618 And you know what? 645 00:47:49,119 --> 00:47:51,705 I think you could go wash your hands, 'cause this is ready. 646 00:47:51,955 --> 00:47:53,498 Go wash up, girls. 647 00:47:57,419 --> 00:47:58,504 - Don... - Yeah? 648 00:47:58,712 --> 00:48:01,924 - You too. - All right, yes ma'am. 649 00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:06,512 You pray that this will be your life without you... 650 00:48:06,678 --> 00:48:08,805 you pray that the girls will love this woman 651 00:48:09,056 --> 00:48:10,182 who has the same name as you, 652 00:48:11,391 --> 00:48:13,852 and that your husband will end up loving her too, 653 00:48:14,186 --> 00:48:17,064 and that they can live in the house next door, and the girls can play 654 00:48:17,231 --> 00:48:19,942 doll houses in the trailer, and barely remember their mother 655 00:48:20,108 --> 00:48:23,570 who used to sleep during the day, and take them on raft rides in bed. 656 00:48:24,446 --> 00:48:27,574 You pray that they will have moments of happiness so intense 657 00:48:27,783 --> 00:48:31,078 that all of their problems will seem insignificant in comparlson. 658 00:48:31,912 --> 00:48:35,082 You don't know who or what you're praying to, but you pray. 659 00:48:37,125 --> 00:48:40,128 You don't even regret the life that you're not gonna have, 660 00:48:41,004 --> 00:48:42,589 because by then you'll be dead, 661 00:48:43,382 --> 00:48:45,217 and the dead don't feel anything, 662 00:48:45,467 --> 00:48:46,927 not even regret. 663 00:48:56,979 --> 00:48:58,438 My darling Lee, 664 00:49:00,023 --> 00:49:02,818 I guess by the time you get this tape you'll know that I'm dead 665 00:49:05,571 --> 00:49:07,072 and, well, all that... 666 00:49:09,116 --> 00:49:13,036 Maybe you're angry with me, or hurt or sad or upset 667 00:49:13,203 --> 00:49:14,580 or maybe you're all of it together. 668 00:49:16,999 --> 00:49:18,917 I just want you to know that I fell in love with you. 669 00:49:21,253 --> 00:49:23,213 I didn't dare tell you 'cause 670 00:49:24,715 --> 00:49:27,050 I thought you kind of knew, 671 00:49:27,467 --> 00:49:30,262 and I didn't realize I had so little time. 672 00:49:31,305 --> 00:49:34,892 Actually, time is the one thing I haven't had enough of recently. 673 00:49:36,810 --> 00:49:38,854 Life is so much better than you think, my love. 674 00:49:41,023 --> 00:49:42,399 I know, because 675 00:49:43,150 --> 00:49:45,736 you managed to fall in love with me even though you saw, 676 00:49:45,903 --> 00:49:48,530 what was it, you said ten per cent? 677 00:49:49,907 --> 00:49:51,158 Five maybe? 678 00:49:53,827 --> 00:49:56,455 Maybe if you'd seen it all, you wouldn't have liked me. 679 00:49:58,248 --> 00:50:00,876 Or you would have liked me in spite of everything. 680 00:50:02,586 --> 00:50:04,087 I guess we'll never know. 681 00:50:05,714 --> 00:50:08,133 Oh, and one last thing... Lee, for God's sake 682 00:50:08,759 --> 00:50:12,095 just paint your walls and buy some furniture. 683 00:50:12,721 --> 00:50:15,307 Alright? I don't want the next woman you take home 684 00:50:15,516 --> 00:50:16,642 to get the wrong idea about you 685 00:50:16,808 --> 00:50:19,186 and run off before she gets a chance to know you. 686 00:50:21,104 --> 00:50:23,690 Not everyone's as crazy as I am. 687 00:50:24,233 --> 00:50:25,901 I loved dancing with you.