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These are
the only three people left.

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This is Mr Alex Steele,
Mrs Juliette Ashby,

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- Mrs Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my boobie.

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ln other words,
Mrs Amy Winehouse.

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Um, everyone else has gone.
This was my fourteenth. . .

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D'you want a lick
of the lollipop?

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- Come on, have a lick.
- No, l don't.

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- Have a lick.
- No, no, no.

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Come here and lick it.

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No-one wants, l ' m trying to talk.

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No-one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.

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Lick it.

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lt's my 14th birthday
evening and party.

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# Happy birthday to you.

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- # Happy birthday to you.
- # Happy birthday to you.

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# Happy birthday dear Lauren

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# Happy birthday

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# to you. #

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LAUREN: Oh, wow!

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(AMY) # Moon river,
wider than a mile

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# l ' m crossing you
in style someday. . . #

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(AMY) l was singing
with a little jazz unit,

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the National Youth Jazz
Orchestra.

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l must have been about 16
and l just loved jazz.

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Dinah Washington,

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. .Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.

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l learnt to sing from listening
to stuff like Monk

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. .and a lot of soloists as well

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rather than just
listening to singers.

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l learnt
from everything really.

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# . .same rainbow's end

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# Waiting 'round the bend

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# My huckleberry friend

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# Moon river and me. #

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So singing has always been
important to me

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but l never thought l would end
up singing, l 'd be a singer.

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l just thought l ' m lucky

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that it's something
l can always do if l want to.

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l ' m so lucky like that.

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But l didn't think
it would be a career choice.

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# . .And me

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# Moon river and me. #

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What's the date?

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- Today?
- 24th.

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- ls it?
- Yeah.

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- The what?
- 24th.

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- Of what?
- January.

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- And what day is it?
- Saturday.

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And, um, what year is it?

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- Lunchtime.
- No, it's lunchtime. . .

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(NlCK) l was a 19 year old
office junior

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. .for a promotions
company owned by Simon Fuller.

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l just started to try
and kind of blag it myself

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as a talent scout.

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l was definitely
out of my depth.

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(AMY) My friend Tyler is a singer.

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He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,

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"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great. "

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And Nicky said to me,

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"D'you want some studio time? "
And l said, ' For what? '

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He was like,
"Well, if you write songs,

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we'd make a record,
get a record deal. "

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l was like,
"What d'you get out of it?"

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Hello.

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l look ugly.

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Yeah, look at you.
You look lovely.

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l don't.
My chin's massive.

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- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.

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# There is no greater thrill

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# Than what you bring to me

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# Those sweeter songs

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#Than what you sing

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# Sing to me. . . #

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(TYLER) Did you decide to record it?

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Yeah. Hello.
l ' m just here smoking a fag.

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l 'd just like to. . . l look so grim.

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l look like a floating head,
l 've got no hair.

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(CHUCKLES)
l ' m just on a black screen.

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There's my hand.
What's going on?

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We'd recorded quite a few
demo recordings.

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l started to talk about whether
she'd ever consider writing.

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She said she's not sure
about writing songs

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but she's written
a lot of poems.

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#. .he's my life. . . #

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She knew full well
she'd been writing songs

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. .but they were
very personal songs.

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(AMY) l wouldn't write anything
unless it was personal to me

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. .just cos l wouldn't be able
to tell the story right

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. .because
l wouldn't have done it.

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Even though some of it is
personal in a sad way

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. . l 'd never let it just be that.

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l 'll always put a punchline
in the song.

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Just try and be different
with my lyrics.

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(GUY) Someone gave me a CD,
two songs

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. .and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs

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. .but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.

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When you have that
as an artist,

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you usually have
a story to tell behind it.

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But it was a big leap of faith.

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l think my boss
even questioned the deal

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. .because we were committing
to giving an unsigned artist

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. .close to a quarter
of a million pounds.

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(JULlETTE) We knew that we
wanted to live with each other.

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We both knew that
we wanted to move out.

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She had her family issues.

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And l had lots of things
going on with my family

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. .and we looked after
each other.

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lt was amazing.
We were young kids

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. .and we were best friends
in a flat on our own.

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She loved it.

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Juliette would sing,
Amy would sing

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and we just used to see
each other all the time.

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We used to go
to so many gigs with Amy.

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And when she first started
doing her music,

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we were all so excited
and proud of it.

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- Where are we, Amy?
- We're in Brighton.

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- But what are we in now?
- A cab.

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We' re in Regency Square
in a black cab. . .

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- No but, no but. . .
- ln a white beautiful cab.

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- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!

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D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?

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His legs.

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(NlCK) Ah!

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Know what my other
favourite thing is. . .

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- What?
- Not your hair.

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She could make you feel
so important.

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And then, all of a sudden,
very unimportant.

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And then make you feel
so important again.

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That was what she did.

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She liked to get people
into a comfortable position

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. .and then shock them.

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(NlCK) lf l got my hair right,
then what would that mean?

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That would mean
you were ready to marry me.

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Her first relationship was
with an older guy called Chris.

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She really got
the hots for him.

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Madly in love with him.

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She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.

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And then eventually
she lost interest and. . .

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She used to talk about it and
she started writing about that.

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l think when l was growing up,
the music that was

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. .in the pop charts or the music
that people released at the time

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. .l just thought
this isn't music,

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this is watered down,
or you know, just crap.

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Someone has written it for you
and you have to sing it.

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lt's very much
the case with some music today.

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So l started writing music
to challenge myself.

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To see what l could write
or, you know,

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. .just because
there was nothing else there

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. .that l could listen to
at the time.

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And having listened to jazz

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. .and great songwriters like
James Taylor and Carole King.

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l felt like l had nothing new
that was coming out at the time

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. .that really represented me
or the way l felt.

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So l just started writing
really my own stuff

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. .and from personal experience.

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This is
" l Heard Love ls Blind. "

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l 'll clip my hair out the way
cos it's getting on my nerves.

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l remember thinking
when she walked in

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. .she was this
complete force of nature

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. .and l thought, "Wow,
there's something about you. "

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And l remember thinking,
"Please be good. "

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l wrote this in Miami
with a guy called Salaam

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and. . . l 'm really proud of it.

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She was 18 and a very classic
North London Jewish girl,

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a lot of attitude.

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Quite shy.

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Something emanated from her.
She had a charisma.

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When you looked
at her lyrical capability

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. .and her melodic capability

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. .she was a very old soul
in a very young body.

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And we did the deal
very, very quickly.

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Amy's album came out yesterday

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and how many
has it sold so far?

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A pretty staggering
eight hundred, actually.

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That is at least.

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l 've emptied my bank account
buying six hundred of them.

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At least half my friends
have bought the album.

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Bastards. l 'd better call
the other half up today.

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Snug in a rug.
She's going to get annoyed.

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Amy. Explain what your little
hub is all about.

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- Oh, you' re coming. . .
- Sleeping.

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Just give us a smile
and then we can turn the camera off.

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- l 'm in the car now.
- Give us a quick one.

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A one second flash.

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. . .is picking me up
at ten o'clock.

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(GARRY) How big d'you think
you're going to be?

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l don't, at all, because
my music is not on that scale.

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Sometimes l wish it was,

189
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but l don't think
l ' m gonna be at all famous.

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l don't think
l could handle it.

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l 'd probably go mad,
l would go mad.

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- Where are we going?
- We' re going to Birmingham!

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- Why are we going there?
- We're going to sing songs.

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- Yeah?
- And make merry.

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(AMY) Oh, that was sick!
That was sick!

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- Get me, get me.
- Nicky that was beautiful.

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What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?

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My turn, my turn.

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Let me get a really good shot.
Oh, what a shot.

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(AMY SHOUTS) Oh!

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She don't even care.

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Watch it, watch it go in there.

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Got no light in here.

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Don't get my spots in.

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What spots?

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(CHUCKLES) l love you.

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Do you know
l ' m zooming in then?

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You' re zooming in on my spots.
You're a fucking cunt.

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- Does my hair look okay?
- Yeah, very good.

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Looks lovely.

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- Do you promise?
- l promise.

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- What song should l do first?
- Start off with. . .

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Oh, l love your little cap,
it's so cute.

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l think you should start off
with a song called. . .

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Oh, on camera. Okay.

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- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Shut up.

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(AMY HUMS)

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# ln my bed. #

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(MALE lNTERVlEWER) Could you
please introduce yourself?

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Yes. Hello, l 'm Amy Winehouse.
l ' m 20.

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l 'm a jazz singer.

222
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l 've heard your record
and it sounds very mature.

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ls it all live?

224
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Also not only the singing
but also the instruments?

225
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Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.

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l wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.

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l think they put fake strings
on "Take The Box" ,

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but l wasn't a part of that.

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l would never, ever have put
strings on my record, ever.

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And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just. . .

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l didn't even think about it.

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Okay.
Just a couple of questions.

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- Upset?
- Yeah.

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Oh, okay.

235
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Okay, okay. Okay.

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There wasn't a girl that
had been gobby in the media

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. .for a long time.
And she could be very cutting.

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Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.

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(FEMALE lNTERVlEWER)
lt seems to me, though,

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. .that every woman who
writes about, you know,

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. .kind of puts it down
on a record,

242
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. .doesn't do them any harm,
really. Look at Dido.

243
00:17:59,360 --> 00:18:04,159
She used that album to clean out
her emotional closet.

244
00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:06,639
- Did she?
- Yeah.

245
00:18:06,760 --> 00:18:09,519
lt's all about the break-up
of her relationship

246
00:18:09,640 --> 00:18:11,719
. .and kind of like surviving.

247
00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:16,239
Like the whole thing about
not going down with the ship.

248
00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:17,479
Yeah.

249
00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:23,999
Dido's Dido, l mean. . .

250
00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:26,039
l think she's one of the most
exciting and brilliantly

251
00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:28,839
. .talented vocalists to emerge
in this country in many years.

252
00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:30,919
lt is Amy Winehouse.

253
00:18:35,560 --> 00:18:36,599
Fantastic.

254
00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:40,999
You' re managed by the company
who look after S Club 7,

255
00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:43,799
. .who used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.

256
00:18:43,880 --> 00:18:45,919
Have they tried
to mould you any way?

257
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,959
Have they tried to change the
way you look, speak or behave?

258
00:18:49,080 --> 00:18:51,879
One of them tried to mould me
into a big triangle shape

259
00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:53,879
. .and l went ' No' .

260
00:18:53,960 --> 00:18:56,279
No. You know,
l 've got my own style.

261
00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:59,919
l 've got my own style
and l wrote my own songs.

262
00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:02,799
lf someone has so much
of something already,

263
00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:05,319
. .there's very little
you can add.

264
00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:07,239
Yeah. You know what l like
about you as well,

265
00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:10,119
-. .you sound so common.
-Thanks.

266
00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,519
No, because l am common.

267
00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:16,599
lt's so refreshing to hear
someone who isn't speaking like

268
00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:18,359
. .they've taken elocution lessons.

269
00:19:18,440 --> 00:19:19,519
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

270
00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:22,199
They gave me elocution lessons
but they kind of. . .

271
00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:25,239
- They didn't stick?
- Off my back, yeah.

272
00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:40,199
(JANlS) l realised early on
when Amy made her mind up,

273
00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:41,879
. .she made her mind up

274
00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:45,399
. .and l found it difficult
to stand up to her.

275
00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:51,199
She would say: "Oh, Mum,
you' re so soft with me.

276
00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:55,239
l can get away with murder.
You should be tougher, Mum. "

277
00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:58,479
Well, l just accepted it.

278
00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:02,679
l wasn't strong enough
to say to her "Stop" .

279
00:20:35,920 --> 00:20:39,399
l met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.

280
00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:42,159
We worked together.
We were having an affair.

281
00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:46,119
But eight or nine years
were to pass before l left home.

282
00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:48,879
l was a coward.

283
00:20:50,120 --> 00:20:53,479
But l felt that
Amy was over it pretty quick.

284
00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:30,159
(TYLER)
When Amy was a teenager,

285
00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:32,639
. .13 and 14 she was
being taken to the doctors

286
00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:34,879
. .and she was on
antidepressants.

287
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:53,959
Amy used to always say
to me that that was her dream

288
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,319
. .to do those sorts of shows.

289
00:23:56,360 --> 00:23:59,239
To play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.

290
00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:03,639
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music.

291
00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:06,439
Such an emotional relationship
to music.

292
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:09,439
lt's like she needed music
as if it was a person

293
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,719
. .and that she would die for it.

294
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:16,719
(BOBBY) Let me read this.

295
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:19,799
(MUMBLES) Oh my God.

296
00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:23,239
And the winner

297
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:26,119
. .and the song is
"Stronger Than Man"

298
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:28,839
. .by Amy Winehouse
and Salaam Remi.

299
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,279
Let's give it up!

300
00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:34,479
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND APPLAUDlNG)

301
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,799
This is me, this is me, isn't?
Right here.

302
00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:40,439
Wow.

303
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:42,919
l don't believe this.

304
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:47,079
Thank you, Salaam.
There's no picture of him

305
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,759
. .but Salaam is
the most inspirational producer

306
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,559
. . l 've ever worked with.

307
00:24:51,680 --> 00:24:53,679
He has that unique skill
of not just having

308
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:57,519
. .the most appropriate beat,

309
00:24:57,600 --> 00:24:59,919
. .but also drawing
the artistry out.

310
00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,439
And l guess
that's the story of this song. . .

311
00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:04,159
(SALAAM)
What l allowed her to do was

312
00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:06,079
. .to put her wit into her songs.

313
00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:08,559
When l heard her sing
in front of me,

314
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:11,319
. .l could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.

315
00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:14,319
She had the stylings
of a 65 year old jazz singer

316
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:16,439
. .who knew the ropes up and down.

317
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:19,479
lt was like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you' re 18

318
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,599
. .then what are you gonna be
when you're 25? "

319
00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:27,559
(PUBLlC APPLAUDlNG AND CHEERlNG)

320
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:36,119
(VERNON) We're now joined
by Mos Def in the backstage area.

321
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,199
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.

322
00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:40,919
l heard they was doing
something so l came down.

323
00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:46,679
(YASllN)
l became aware of Amy in 2004.

324
00:25:46,760 --> 00:25:48,519
l was out in England.

325
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:53,279
l ' m a big jazz fan and l really
liked what she was doing.

326
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:54,759
l thought it was unique.

327
00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:56,959
l thought it was
edgy and sincere

328
00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:59,319
. .and that's the thing
l liked most about Amy is that

329
00:25:59,360 --> 00:26:01,959
. .she didn't have any airs.
She was real.

330
00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:06,039
(AMY SlNGS)

331
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,719
l had a chance to meet her
while l was here

332
00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:14,039
. .and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.

333
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:17,799
She was just a charming,
sweet lady.

334
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,159
l had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.

335
00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:23,799
She was raw, she was fast
with a blue joke.

336
00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:26,119
Could drink
anybody under the table.

337
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:30,159
Wasn't afraid to roll a smoke.
Had a big giant laugh.

338
00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:31,999
And was just a sweetheart,
you know.

339
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:47,079
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

340
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:52,919
(TlM) You don't seem
that bothered about everything.

341
00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:57,039
Some artists step in here and go,
"l want that number one spot.

342
00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,399
- l want my album to go number one.
- Yeah.

343
00:26:58,480 --> 00:26:59,999
- l wanna chase up with a second album.
- Yeah.

344
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:02,519
- What's up with you?
- l ' m determined on the next thing.

345
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:04,639
l ' m not interested in. . .

346
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:08,359
Success to me is not success
to the record company or whoever.

347
00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,359
Success to me is having
the freedom to work

348
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:13,159
- . .with whoever l wanna work.
- Yeah.

349
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:16,799
To always be able
to just fuck everything off

350
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,999
. .and go to the studio
when l have to go to the studio.

351
00:27:19,120 --> 00:27:21,239
- Or. . .
- But you can't do that.

352
00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:23,079
You have other
responsibilities now.

353
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,079
- You' re becoming an artist
in the public eye. - Yeah.

354
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:26,719
So all of a sudden
you're gonna be. . .

355
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:28,919
l 'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,

356
00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:30,639
. .but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities

357
00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:32,959
. .that you may
not particularly welcome.

358
00:27:33,120 --> 00:27:36,679
That's cool but l think
the more people see of me,

359
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:37,919
. .the more they' ll realise that

360
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,759
. .all l 'm good for is making tunes.

361
00:27:39,880 --> 00:27:41,759
So leave me alone
and l 'll do it.

362
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:46,279
l will do the music.
l need time to do the music.

363
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:20,959
(JULlETTE) When she went
to Camden it was very exciting

364
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:22,759
. .cos it was her first property
that she'd bought

365
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:24,799
and we were all really happy.

366
00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:27,959
She loved Camden.
She loved it up there.

367
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:32,959
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.

368
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:45,119
(lNDlE MUSlC)

369
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:55,959
(SPlKY)
We were the lndi kids.

370
00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,239
Gazelles, The Rakes,
Babyshambles.

371
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:02,039
Every one was a Camden
band. Like, it was cool again.

372
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:05,879
(PETER) ln them days it was
very much like, basically

373
00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:10,079
. .if you were in a signed
band you were a cunt

374
00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:13,919
. .because the best looking
and the best dressed

375
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:14,999
. .and the coolest people

376
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,479
. .were the ones who were born
to lose really.

377
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:21,799
(AMY) The Libertines, yeah?
l slept on them.

378
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,519
l came to the Libertines
like a year later than everyone else.

379
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,319
But, l ' m not being funny

380
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:28,239
. .they made people
proud to be British.

381
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:31,039
That was London
for a real spell, you know.

382
00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:36,799
(SPlKY) l run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.

383
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:38,719
Did the door there.

384
00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:40,439
Blake would give out
flyers for Trash.

385
00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:41,599
(BLAKE)
We wouldn't have met each other

386
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,119
. .and a lot of people wouldn't
have all known each other

387
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:44,559
- . .had it not been for Trash.
- Yeah.

388
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,119
- That's fair enough, innit?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

389
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:49,079
lt's the first place
l learnt how to pull a bird.

390
00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:51,199
(SPlKY) He just loved girls,
you know.

391
00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:53,879
He loved partying
and he loved shagging.

392
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,879
Always in and out of bed.

393
00:29:56,760 --> 00:29:59,719
(BLAKE) We met in a pub
in "The Good Mixer" in Camden.

394
00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,599
l was at the bar
and then she came in.

395
00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:04,839
We just sort of started
playing pool,

396
00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:06,719
. .then we went
to another pub.

397
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:08,919
And then we went back
to Amy's house.

398
00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,319
She was seeing somebody else
and l was seeing somebody else

399
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:15,199
. .but l didn't think of it
as infidelity.

400
00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:17,119
l just thought
she was like a young girl

401
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:19,879
. .and she was a bit naughty.
And l was the same.

402
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:39,759
- Are you alright?
- How you doing? You okay?

403
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:43,599
What's going on with you
at the moment?

404
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:45,239
Cos obviously "Frank"
was last year

405
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,719
. .and we haven't really heard
much from you since then.

406
00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:48,999
So when are we gonna hear
from you next?

407
00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:51,879
- What's the next single?
- l can't think of the next single.

408
00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:55,599
l 'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.

409
00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:59,239
- You having writer's block or. . .
- Yeah, man. lt's hard to write

410
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,559
. .because you can write
a million things a day

411
00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:04,039
. .but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.

412
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,079
So l ' m just trying, you know.

413
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:11,239
(LUClAN) l asked to see her.

414
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:13,759
She was late and
she came in with Nicky.

415
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,719
She was a character.

416
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,719
She called me Uncle Lucian,
and l really liked her.

417
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:21,799
And l had enough
of a relationship with her

418
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,039
. .so there's no flattery.
lt was like blunt.

419
00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:26,039
And l said:
"Enough, l need another album.

420
00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:28,639
Now go and write one.
This is horse shit.

421
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:30,839
"Frank" was then, this is now.

422
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:33,799
They' re all gonna forget you. "

423
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:36,879
She didn't like it.

424
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:41,679
- Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.

425
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:43,519
Sit up a bit.

426
00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:47,359
- Yes?
- How are you today, darling?

427
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:49,719
Very good, actually. Thanks.

428
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:51,959
- What about you?
- Really good.

429
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:53,959
(NlCK) ln between all this,

430
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:58,479
. .she decided
she wanted me to leave 19

431
00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,519
. .with Simon Fuller
to go and manage her.

432
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:03,879
She didn't like being connected

433
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:06,919
. .with Pop ldol and the Spice Girls

434
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,519
. .but l thought
it would be incredibly disloyal,

435
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,919
. .at this point, to walk away.

436
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:17,879
And Blake was
very quickly becoming

437
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:20,159
. .bigger and bigger
character in all this.

438
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:22,479
She was with him the whole time

439
00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:25,559
. .and didn't want
to go places without him.

440
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,999
(BLAKE) We spent the
summer together.

441
00:32:30,760 --> 00:32:34,719
She used to say we were like twins
and that was our relationship.

442
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:36,599
l 'd like to sabotage myself

443
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:39,479
. .and l think Amy would like
to sabotage herself.

444
00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,919
Maybe that was our nature.

445
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,879
l used to ask her
why was she promiscuous

446
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,479
. .and why she was
more like a man with sex.

447
00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:53,239
lt's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,

448
00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:55,239
. .maybe sexually, themselves.

449
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:58,119
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.

450
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:00,879
She'd just say, "lt's nothing.

451
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:04,159
l weren't abused when l was a kid.
Nothing like that. "

452
00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:09,759
And she said her dad leaving her mum
was what caused this

453
00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:12,039
. .and her not really seeing her dad.

454
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:15,479
l understood.

455
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:19,159
l cut my wrists
when l was nine years old.

456
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:22,199
l don't know if l wanted
to necessarily die,

457
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:25,279
. . l just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.

458
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:29,199
Me and Amy were quite similar.

459
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:34,799
(AMY) l fell in love with someone
who l would have died for.

460
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:37,759
We were in love and we were together.

461
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:40,639
And that's like a real drug,
isn't it?

462
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:05,599
# lf my man was fighting

463
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:08,679
# some unholy war

464
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:11,479
# l would be behind him

465
00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:14,519
# Straight shook up beside him

466
00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,799
# With strength he didn't know

467
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:20,959
# lt's you l ' m fighting for

468
00:34:22,240 --> 00:34:27,319
# He can't lose with me in tow

469
00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:30,839
(CHORUS) # With me in tow. #

470
00:34:30,880 --> 00:34:36,439
# l refuse to let him go

471
00:34:37,680 --> 00:34:40,239
(CHORUS) # To let him go. #

472
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:43,439
# At his side

473
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:48,399
# and drunk on pride

474
00:34:49,200 --> 00:34:54,959
# We wait for the blow. #

475
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:16,159
(LAUREN) Oh, let's see who's
gonna be behind the green door.

476
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:19,119
Master of the house
is not in right now.

477
00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:21,639
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.

478
00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:22,999
She's having dinner

479
00:35:23,080 --> 00:35:25,399
so l ' m having a cheeky
cigarette while she gone.

480
00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:26,839
Don't tell her. Sshhh.
Don't tell her.

481
00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:31,359
(LAUREN) Cheeky. "Mi scusi" .
Tell me about this place.

482
00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:34,239
While she's away, l 'll give you
a tour of the house.

483
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:35,959
Okay, ready? Okay.

484
00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:38,559
First of all l lead you
into the main room.

485
00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:40,839
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests

486
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,519
. .but you can be my guest,
because no-one's here today.

487
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:46,239
Okay, l lead you out
to the grand patio.

488
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:49,399
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my. . .

489
00:35:50,240 --> 00:35:52,839
Okay, darling.
This is the grand patio.

490
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:54,479
This is Cecil.

491
00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:56,479
Cecil lives here.

492
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:58,119
(LAUREN) Cecil.

493
00:35:58,240 --> 00:36:00,599
Then we have the bedroom.
lt's very nice.

494
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:02,239
There are some cupboards.

495
00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:04,559
See up here,
this is where l sleep

496
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:06,159
. .when the master come home.

497
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,319
The toilet.

498
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:09,759
Sometimes when l 'm alone,

499
00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:11,839
. .l have a shower
in all my clothes.

500
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,519
l find this is the only true
way to relax.

501
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:18,399
Also here, this is the hook
l hang from when l 'm in trouble.

502
00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:20,399
lt's not very often, l 'm a good boy.

503
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:23,359
l ' m a good boy.
Okay, well this is it.

504
00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:25,119
Welcome to my humble abode.

505
00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:27,319
Amy.

506
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:34,199
We are sitting in a little bar

507
00:36:34,320 --> 00:36:37,279
. .drinking cocktails.
There's my cocktail.

508
00:36:38,240 --> 00:36:40,479
There's Amy's little cocktail.

509
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:43,439
l think it's got Rohypnol in it.

510
00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:57,359
(LAUREN)
All of a sudden she went to me:

511
00:36:57,440 --> 00:37:01,879
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake. "

512
00:37:04,240 --> 00:37:06,879
(BLAKE) l said to her that l didn't
wanna leave my girlfriend

513
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:09,919
. .and we'd probably be better
as friends.

514
00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:16,719
(LAUREN) She was obsessing
over these text messages.

515
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:20,399
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.

516
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:25,199
All she wanted was
for him to wanna see her.

517
00:37:27,480 --> 00:37:29,039
(NlCK) lt got messy.

518
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,759
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.

519
00:37:34,720 --> 00:37:36,799
She slept with his friend.

520
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:19,039
(LAUREN) The person that lived
opposite in the little court

521
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:22,119
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say:

522
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:24,599
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head. "

523
00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:26,159
So we've gone round there.

524
00:38:26,240 --> 00:38:28,959
lt looked like people had
been squatting in her house.

525
00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:32,679
lt stank, it was dirty.
And she was lying on the bed,

526
00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:35,679
. .and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.

527
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:38,839
So we worked til like three
in the morning and cleaned the house.

528
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,999
And l called her dad,
and we called Nick.

529
00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:03,999
(NlCK) We all met there
and it was like,

530
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:07,999
"This is getting out of control. "
"We need to get her some help. "

531
00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:11,279
l 've tried speaking to the parents

532
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:14,039
. .and they really wanna
kinda take it on.

533
00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:17,519
And so l, technically,
l sort of kidnapped her.

534
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:29,999
l picked her up and l thought,

535
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:32,119
. . "l 'm driving you
to the middle of nowhere

536
00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:36,319
. .and we're gonna sit there until
you acknowledge what's going on. "

537
00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:40,439
l drove her to Black Park in lver.

538
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:46,239
And it started off with her
sort of laughing,

539
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:48,159
. . "You' re such an idiot. "

540
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:50,919
And then it turned into
"Don't be a prick. "

541
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:52,959
She kicked my car.

542
00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:56,799
And then she just
broke down eventually.

543
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:58,479
Opened up about everything.

544
00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:00,919
She said she thinks
she's got a problem,

545
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:05,239
. .she was lost and out of her depth.
Horrible.

546
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:10,039
She agreed to go to rehab.

547
00:40:10,240 --> 00:40:12,919
l took her to see the rehab guy.

548
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:14,799
She was like,
"l don't wanna talk about it.

549
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:17,039
l ' ll go if my dad thinks
l should go. "

550
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:21,559
We'd spoken to Mitch.
We'd set it all up

551
00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:24,919
. .and she turned into
a seven year old child.

552
00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:28,279
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm round him.

553
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:32,199
(MlTCHELL)
l said to the managers,

554
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:34,799
"She doesn't need
to go to rehab, she's fine. "

555
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,239
My dad said "You' re alright,
you don't need to go. "

556
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:39,119
So l said, "Alright, Dad,
l 'll go and meet him

557
00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:41,999
. .and then we' ll back out" ,
which l did.

558
00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:44,879
(MlTCH)
She didn't need to go to rehab.

559
00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:51,999
(NlCK) That was the moment
we lost a very key opportunity.

560
00:40:52,240 --> 00:40:53,799
l ' m not saying it would have worked.

561
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:56,279
Very often you have to go
two or three times

562
00:40:56,320 --> 00:41:00,319
. .but she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.

563
00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:03,119
We could've just fucked
"Back To Black" off,

564
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,039
. .and "Back To Black"
might have never happened

565
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,799
. .but she'd have had a chance
to have been dealt with

566
00:41:07,840 --> 00:41:13,119
. .by professionals before
the world wanted a piece of her.

567
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:12,119
(AMY HUMS)

568
00:42:13,480 --> 00:42:18,359
# l never wanted you
to be my man

569
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:24,239
# l just wanted to see
what you can do. Yeah.

570
00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:28,639
# No. Yo, yeah. #

571
00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:32,119
(SALAAM) The label were
considering letting her go.

572
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,959
She ends up
coming back to Miami.

573
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:37,599
Guy Moot calls me up, like "Hey,
are you sure you wanna do this? "

574
00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:40,439
And l said, "Listen,
even if you dropped her,

575
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,959
l would pay her to come
to my house and sing

576
00:42:43,040 --> 00:42:44,559
cos this shit fucking moves me. "

577
00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:49,119
# Many times when l tried
to set you right

578
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:52,919
# lt's just too hard

579
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:56,559
# l never wanted you

580
00:42:56,680 --> 00:43:00,719
# to be my man but l really. . . #

581
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:03,679
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time while she was here.

582
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:09,239
And she sat out
in my back garden for four days.

583
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:12,159
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.

584
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:26,239
# All l can ever be to you
is the darkness that we knew

585
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:29,599
# And this regret
l got accustomed to

586
00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:34,119
# Once it was so right
When we were at our height

587
00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:37,279
# Waiting for you
in the hotel at night

588
00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:39,799
# l knew l hadn't met my match

589
00:43:39,960 --> 00:43:41,919
# With every moment
we could snatch

590
00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:45,279
# l don't know
why l got so attached. #

591
00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,679
(AMY) lt took me a while
to get my head round a lot of things.

592
00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:15,999
The actual turning point
when l was alright with it was

593
00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:18,079
. .when l started writing the album.

594
00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:20,599
l write songs because
l 'm fucked up in the head

595
00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:21,999
. .and l need to put it on paper

596
00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:24,159
. .and then write a song to it
and to feel better about it.

597
00:44:24,240 --> 00:44:25,599
Have something good
out of something bad.

598
00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:27,119
# He walks away

599
00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:31,519
# The sun goes down
He takes the day

600
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:34,599
# But l 'm grown
And in your way

601
00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:40,159
# My deep shade
My tears dry. #

602
00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:54,679
(NlCK) The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.

603
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:58,799
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.

604
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:03,039
But l was still very worried
about her health.

605
00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:06,199
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.

606
00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:13,759
And then she said, "Listen,
are you leaving 19 to manage me?"

607
00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:15,599
And l said, "D'you know what,

608
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:17,719
. .unless you let me help you
sort yourself out

609
00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:19,519
. .l 'm not doing this shit for you.

610
00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:22,399
l can't watch you
do yourself in like this. "

611
00:45:24,880 --> 00:45:28,239
l remember she came to talk about
wanting to change management.

612
00:45:28,280 --> 00:45:30,279
l said, "Look, that's entirely
your decision.

613
00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:32,959
We will support you whatever
you wanna do. "

614
00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:36,239
And then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.

615
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:39,759
All l thought is, "Why are you gonna
be managed by your promoter? "

616
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:43,879
l remember thinking "We' ll deal
with a promoter whose main interest

617
00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:45,719
. .will be to get her out
on the road. "

618
00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:48,159
And we knew she was
very vulnerable on the road.

619
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:55,039
(RAYE) When l first met Amy,
l was her concert promoter.

620
00:45:56,120 --> 00:45:59,279
We talked and she said
that her contract was up with 19

621
00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:01,879
and she wanted to explore
other possibilities.

622
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:03,559
She said,
"Would you like to do it? "

623
00:46:03,600 --> 00:46:06,079
And l was like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it. "

624
00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,759
We got on quite well.

625
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:10,039
l 'd be the guy that'd turn up
after the gig

626
00:46:10,240 --> 00:46:13,759
. .and say "Well done" . Have a glass
of bubbly and l thought, well,

627
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:15,599
. .sometimes someone
just wants a change

628
00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:18,199
. .because they feel
it's right for them to change.

629
00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:20,279
lt's like switching bank accounts.

630
00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:32,959
(NlCK) l was way too close to Amy.

631
00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:34,679
l shouldn't have ever been
that close.

632
00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:36,519
lt should have been business.

633
00:46:37,120 --> 00:46:39,879
But when you' re 19
and you meet a 16 year old

634
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:43,319
. .and you go through that
you don't understand that.

635
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,399
We'd spent all these years together

636
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:03,679
. .and all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, l wasn't there.

637
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:16,439
(MALE VOlCE) Let's get this taped.

638
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:17,879
And you' ll keep that one.

639
00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:20,199
(AMY) When l started writing
the first song about Blake

640
00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:22,319
. .the other songs
just wrote themselves.

641
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:25,599
l really was on a roll
because l had these feelings,

642
00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:27,679
. .had these words
floating around in me.

643
00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:29,799
When you write a song,
you have to remember how you felt.

644
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:31,239
You have to remember
what the weather was like.

645
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:33,359
You have to remember
what his neck smelt like.

646
00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:35,439
You have to remember all of it.

647
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:43,999
(MARK) She would tell me
stories about Blake

648
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:48,319
. .and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.

649
00:47:48,600 --> 00:47:51,119
That first day she wrote
"Back To Black"

650
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:54,359
. .all the lyrics and the melody
in two or three hours.

651
00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:23,479
# Black

652
00:49:25,360 --> 00:49:27,999
# Black. #

653
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:32,479
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?

654
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:36,119
- Rrrr, boom, boom, boom.
- l love that. Yes, Amy.

655
00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:37,959
Yeah!

656
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:43,119
(MARK) lt was just one
of those serendipitous things.

657
00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:45,719
Like l just caught her
at that magic moment.

658
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:47,839
And she was just ready
to get it going.

659
00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:50,239
That's why l couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying

660
00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:54,279
. .about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.

661
00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:01,119
(DARCUS) l went out to New York
to hear what they were doing.

662
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:04,919
When l was flying out l got
a call from management saying

663
00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:07,639
. .that Amy's nan had fallen ill

664
00:50:07,720 --> 00:50:11,639
. .and she wanted
to get straight back to her nan.

665
00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:42,399
(JANlS)
Cynthia used to look after Amy.

666
00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:46,999
She was like the mother
that l didn't have.

667
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:52,359
My own mother was not
really motherly to me.

668
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:58,679
So, Amy and Cynthia
were very very close.

669
00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:04,359
(MlTCHELL) My mum died
May the 5th, 2006.

670
00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:06,279
She had lung cancer.

671
00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,319
Cynthia was a strong
person in her life

672
00:51:12,400 --> 00:51:16,359
. .and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.

673
00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:20,199
That killed her inside.

674
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:29,919
Hang on, l ' m not playing
this track now.

675
00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:31,919
Not playing this track now.

676
00:51:32,400 --> 00:51:34,799
l 'm not playing this track now.

677
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:37,879
l spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.

678
00:51:37,960 --> 00:51:40,639
Yeah, yeah. Okay.

679
00:51:41,240 --> 00:51:43,399
(DARCUS) We were making
the back end of the record

680
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:44,879
. .and we were
at Metropolis Studios

681
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:47,279
. .and Amy had bits
of vocal to finish.

682
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:51,519
Have l got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?

683
00:51:52,440 --> 00:51:55,239
- lt's quite fun really.
- An acoustic session.

684
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:58,039
l haven't been filmed like this.
l haven't done it before.

685
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:02,319
(DARCUS) She was having
a couple of whisky and cokes.

686
00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:04,479
We had broke for lunch.

687
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:07,439
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food

688
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:10,039
. .and she had
a big dessert as well.

689
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:15,039
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while

690
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:18,879
. .and 45 minutes later came back,
a bit kind of dazed.

691
00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:26,839
And the studio manager pulled
me out of the session and said,

692
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:29,439
"Look, l need you to come
and see something. "

693
00:52:29,600 --> 00:52:33,999
She took me to the women's toilets
and Amy had thrown everything up

694
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:36,719
. .and literally redecorated
the toilets.

695
00:52:37,120 --> 00:52:39,399
She'd obviously been wiping her face

696
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:43,039
. .and all the mascara had been
rubbed off on the towels.

697
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:47,959
And that's when l kinda realised
that something serious was wrong.

698
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:53,919
l had a toffee fudge. But l ate it.

699
00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:56,679
(JANlS) Yummy.

700
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,679
When she was probably 15.

701
00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,599
She one day said, ' l 've got
this really great diet, Mum.

702
00:53:04,240 --> 00:53:08,319
l eat what l want
and then l just bring it all up' .

703
00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:11,079
l know l 'm a pig.

704
00:53:12,240 --> 00:53:15,039
l know l 'm a pig,
l just can't help it.

705
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:18,879
(JANlS) l obviously did not think
that deeply of it.

706
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:21,719
My feeling was it would pass.

707
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:25,599
And then she told Mitchell about it.

708
00:53:26,360 --> 00:53:31,519
He also sort of pushed it aside
not taking it seriously.

709
00:53:33,240 --> 00:53:38,919
That basically is bulimia
and it doesn't pass.

710
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:45,759
- Hello. Welcome to the show.
- Hello, you alright?

711
00:53:45,840 --> 00:53:47,679
You've been away for a while.
What have you been up to?

712
00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:49,479
l 've done an album,
it's called "Back To Black" .

713
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:53,679
- How would you describe it?
- lt's a lot more. . .

714
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:55,359
l don't wanna say more raw

715
00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:58,039
. .but it's not got all the
clever like jazz chords.

716
00:53:58,120 --> 00:53:59,359
lt's not really like that now.

717
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,079
l 've listened to a lot of
girl groups and garage bands.

718
00:54:02,240 --> 00:54:03,799
lt's kinda what it's like.
lt's a lot more guitar.

719
00:54:03,880 --> 00:54:04,839
l mean l 'm a guitarist,

720
00:54:04,920 --> 00:54:06,839
. . l 've been listening
to a lot more guitar bands.

721
00:54:06,960 --> 00:54:09,079
l mean in Camden,
you can't really get away from it so. . .

722
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:10,719
- You can't.
- lt's rubbed off on me.

723
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:14,719
Would you say it's more accessible
than your debut?

724
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:16,639
l 'd say it's more,
l 'd say it was more accessible.

725
00:54:16,760 --> 00:54:20,599
lt's not necessarily more poppy
but jazz is quite an exclusive.

726
00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:25,679
lt's quite an elitist music.
This album's a lot less like that.

727
00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:58,399
# l 'd rather be
at home with friends. #

728
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:03,199
(FEMALE PRESENTER)
Let's talk about your music then.

729
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:08,559
"Rehab" has gone down so well.
Are you surprised by the reaction?

730
00:55:08,720 --> 00:55:10,159
(AMY) l am actually.

731
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:12,679
l never even thought
it'd be a single really.

732
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:14,039
But the record company
were just like,

733
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:15,839
"We want it to be a single" ,
and l was like 'Okay' .

734
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:18,439
l love all of it.
l ' m really proud of it.

735
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,399
The Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.

736
00:55:21,520 --> 00:55:22,559
Did you have a good time?

737
00:55:22,640 --> 00:55:24,079
l had too good a time,
to be honest.

738
00:55:24,600 --> 00:55:26,239
lf that's possible.

739
00:55:27,080 --> 00:55:28,799
Alcohol is bad, kids.

740
00:55:30,040 --> 00:55:32,839
#. . . in a shot glass

741
00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:35,239
# They tried
to make me go to rehab

742
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:38,199
# l said, no, no, no. . . #

743
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:47,359
(MALE ASSISTANT) Can you tie that
any tighter? What are you doing?

744
00:55:47,440 --> 00:55:48,399
You have to be able to sing.

745
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:50,399
(FEMALE ASSlSTANT) How can you
breathe when you' re singing?

746
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:52,719
- That's tight.
- Breathe? Sing? What?

747
00:55:52,880 --> 00:55:54,079
(ALL LAUGH)

748
00:55:55,480 --> 00:56:01,279
(SAM) There was this atmosphere
of celebrity all tied into "Rehab" .

749
00:56:02,200 --> 00:56:04,239
"Rehab" was the pivotal song.

750
00:56:04,400 --> 00:56:07,679
lt was the song that gets her
into a particular place.

751
00:56:08,160 --> 00:56:10,159
Her becoming a commercial star.

752
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:15,199
(JO) The winner of the Best
British Female this year

753
00:56:16,240 --> 00:56:18,559
. .way more rock and roll
than Liam Gallagher,

754
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:21,519
. .it's the one, the only. . .
Amy Winehouse!

755
00:56:21,920 --> 00:57:11,119
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

756
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:18,919
(MAN) Amy.

757
00:57:19,000 --> 00:57:20,079
(MAN) Amy!

758
00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:24,799
(MAN) Okay, let's just go.
Get the, get the, go.

759
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:27,839
Let's go, man!

760
00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:52,239
# We' re, we're still friends

761
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:58,559
# We're, we' re still friends. #

762
00:59:19,520 --> 00:59:22,159
Rach, this is Blake,
he's my fiancé.

763
00:59:22,280 --> 00:59:23,239
- Hi.
- Hello.

764
00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:39,439
(MALE RADlO VOlCE)
Turn the volume up.

765
00:59:39,560 --> 00:59:42,439
We're kicking off for one
hundred and seven days of summer

766
00:59:42,560 --> 00:59:45,999
. .on 107.5 WBLS.

767
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:52,159
# The man said,
Why do you think you' re here?

768
00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:57,039
# l said, l got no. . .

769
01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:05,359
# l ' m gonna, l ' m gonna lose my baby

770
01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:13,639
# So l always keep a bottle near

771
01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:18,239
# He said,
l just think you' re depressed,

772
01:00:20,480 --> 01:00:26,799
# Kiss me, yeah baby, and go rest. #

773
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:28,719
(FEMALE FAN) l love not like,

774
01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:32,559
. .Amy Winehouse because her voice is
the most original voice

775
01:00:32,640 --> 01:00:35,359
. . l 've heard in the last ten years.

776
01:00:35,520 --> 01:00:37,159
(MALE FAN) My daughter has turned
everybody on to it.

777
01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:39,159
(FEMALE FAN) And l 've turned
all my friends on to it.

778
01:00:41,120 --> 01:00:45,119
(DAVID LETTERMAN) Her CD is entitIed "Back
To Black" . PIease weIcome Amy Winehouse.

779
01:00:46,680 --> 01:00:48,319
# l just. . .

780
01:00:48,960 --> 01:00:52,119
# Oh, l just need a friend

781
01:00:53,840 --> 01:00:58,159
# See l 'm not gonna spare
ten weeks

782
01:00:58,840 --> 01:01:02,319
# Have everyone think l ' m

783
01:01:02,680 --> 01:01:07,199
# on the mend

784
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:10,399
# lt's not just my pride

785
01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:18,439
# lt's just till these tears
have dried

786
01:01:19,000 --> 01:01:20,479
# Tried to make me go
to rehab. . . #

787
01:01:20,560 --> 01:01:23,719
(YASllN) Amy called me.
And then l saw her in New York.

788
01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:26,359
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.

789
01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:30,319
She was almost embarrassed by
the fact that she was doing so well.

790
01:01:30,440 --> 01:01:34,399
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear about the way things

791
01:01:34,480 --> 01:01:37,439
. .were gonna go and how she was
gonna handle it, you know.

792
01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:40,799
She was like, "What am l supposed
to do in this space? "

793
01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:43,599
# Go, go, go. #

794
01:01:49,160 --> 01:01:51,759
(JAY LENO) Amy Winehouse.
Nice job. Thank you very much.

795
01:01:54,320 --> 01:01:56,359
(FAN SHOUTlNG) Amy!

796
01:01:58,640 --> 01:02:01,559
(MONTE) Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.

797
01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:06,039
ln our business there's nothing
that can prepare you

798
01:02:06,160 --> 01:02:08,359
. .for that level of success.

799
01:02:08,480 --> 01:02:11,919
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,

800
01:02:12,120 --> 01:02:14,599
. .you can try
and prepare them for it

801
01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:17,119
. .but at the end of the day,
until you go through it

802
01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:19,799
. .it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.

803
01:02:25,840 --> 01:02:27,159
(MAN) By yourself, by yourself.

804
01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:28,919
By yourself!

805
01:02:50,520 --> 01:02:51,959
(BLAKE) How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?

806
01:02:52,040 --> 01:02:53,679
Really well, baby.

807
01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:55,119
- Enjoying yourself?
- Yeah.

808
01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:57,599
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?

809
01:02:57,680 --> 01:02:59,519
What's he like at shooting?

810
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:03,479
lt's a lifelong dream come true.

811
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:06,039
(CHUCKLES) What d'you think
about the broken glass?

812
01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:09,599
l wrote "l love Blake on my tummy. "

813
01:03:09,720 --> 01:03:11,799
Did you? Did you outline it?

814
01:03:13,160 --> 01:03:15,839
No, l wrote "l love Blake"
on my tummy.

815
01:03:15,960 --> 01:03:17,679
l can't see any scars.

816
01:03:22,080 --> 01:03:24,119
lt's just chicken scratch.

817
01:03:30,440 --> 01:03:31,999
Have you seen how good l am?

818
01:03:32,080 --> 01:03:33,519
(BOTH CHUCKLE)

819
01:03:36,120 --> 01:03:38,679
So what's been
your highlight of the day?

820
01:03:40,520 --> 01:03:42,839
- lt'll be in five minutes. . .
- When. . .?

821
01:03:42,920 --> 01:03:45,679
We go in the toilet and l fucking. . .

822
01:03:46,680 --> 01:03:48,479
(TERRY) Blake, sit here.

823
01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:50,479
Yes, Terry sir.

824
01:03:50,600 --> 01:03:51,759
Amy, sit there.

825
01:03:59,640 --> 01:04:01,159
That's good, that's lovely.

826
01:04:08,440 --> 01:04:10,879
(STEVE) You've been famous in
the UK for a little while longer.

827
01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:14,599
Does it seem different
how you' re treated here in a way

828
01:04:14,720 --> 01:04:17,479
. .compared to the way
that people write about you,

829
01:04:17,600 --> 01:04:19,599
. .it's almost like a 23 year
old's never wanted to go

830
01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:20,759
. .and have fun before.

831
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:22,959
lt's you know, it's kind
of hypocritical in a way.

832
01:04:24,200 --> 01:04:26,119
l wouldn't know.
l really wouldn't know.

833
01:04:32,560 --> 01:04:34,079
You have known
each other a long time?

834
01:04:34,200 --> 01:04:35,799
You've known each other.
You grew up together?

835
01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:43,799
You were fighting to get her back?

836
01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:29,839
And what happened?

837
01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:42,319
Always plays up to it.

838
01:05:47,160 --> 01:05:50,599
(BLAKE) The day we got married,
we went out on a boat round Miami.

839
01:05:51,000 --> 01:05:52,879
Smoked a cigar

840
01:05:53,000 --> 01:05:55,159
. .and it was like
a real achievement,

841
01:05:55,200 --> 01:05:57,439
. .an amazing thing
that me and her had actually done.

842
01:05:57,600 --> 01:05:59,439
We'd actually gone and got married.

843
01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,319
And we did it exactly
how we wanted to.

844
01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:04,999
You lazy people.

845
01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:09,239
Wave.

846
01:06:13,080 --> 01:06:16,159
Her whole thing was
she wanted to feel how he felt.

847
01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:18,519
And she was like, "l just
wanna feel what he's feeling.

848
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:21,439
l wanna be on the same level
otherwise he's there and l ' m here. "

849
01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:24,399
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.

850
01:06:38,880 --> 01:06:40,719
(YASllN)
Welcome back to 45th and 9th.

851
01:06:41,760 --> 01:06:46,279
Please give a warm, warm round
of applause for Amy Winehouse.

852
01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:44,639
# Yeah l cheated myself

853
01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:49,079
# Like l knew l knew l would

854
01:07:49,240 --> 01:07:52,519
# l told you

855
01:07:52,600 --> 01:07:54,559
# l was trouble

856
01:07:54,640 --> 01:07:59,359
# Yeah you know
that l 'm no good. #

857
01:08:01,560 --> 01:08:03,479
Thank you very much.

858
01:08:05,200 --> 01:08:07,399
(PUBLlC APPLAUDlNG)

859
01:08:16,320 --> 01:08:17,599
Have they? Bollocks.

860
01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:20,439
Have they? Fuck.
l heard about that as well.

861
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:25,839
(BLAKE) Amy. . .
go and talk in the kitchen.

862
01:08:29,760 --> 01:08:30,799
l dunno.

863
01:08:32,640 --> 01:08:33,999
Yeah, l dunno.

864
01:08:42,360 --> 01:08:44,919
(BLAKE) After we came back
from America, married

865
01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:48,279
. .that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.

866
01:08:49,040 --> 01:08:51,839
l 'd used by then and enjoyed it.

867
01:08:51,920 --> 01:08:55,599
lt completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.

868
01:08:56,840 --> 01:08:58,759
And then Amy tried it with me.

869
01:08:59,040 --> 01:09:02,879
Then it just got a grip of both of us
really quickly from then.

870
01:09:03,080 --> 01:09:04,719
- Amy.
- Yeah.

871
01:09:04,920 --> 01:09:06,239
Come in here.

872
01:09:07,520 --> 01:09:08,439
Coming.

873
01:09:08,560 --> 01:09:10,959
Oh, change the record. Just come on.

874
01:09:12,120 --> 01:09:13,839
Pass me a little. . .

875
01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:20,759
(lNSTRUMENTAL MUSlC)

876
01:09:25,360 --> 01:09:31,039
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

877
01:10:14,240 --> 01:10:16,639
(MAN) Come on, Amy!

878
01:10:19,280 --> 01:10:21,799
Guys, will you stand back
from the car there, please.

879
01:10:25,720 --> 01:10:27,079
(MAKE-UP WOMAN) Are you alright
keeping the rollers in?

880
01:10:27,200 --> 01:10:28,439
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

881
01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:32,839
(MALE lNTERVlEWER) D'you ever have
time to stand back and think

882
01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:35,439
- "This is alright, quite good this?"
- Yeah.

883
01:10:40,880 --> 01:10:43,119
l dunno, yeah, l suppose so.

884
01:10:43,520 --> 01:10:46,159
l suppose if my husband's happy,
l 'm happy.

885
01:10:47,440 --> 01:10:49,999
But yeah, yeah, l 've done well.
l 've done really well.

886
01:10:50,720 --> 01:10:55,799
But l just wanna be able to go
and do an album again

887
01:10:57,320 --> 01:11:00,679
. .and keep doing it. Just keep doing
music really rather than. . .

888
01:11:01,440 --> 01:11:03,919
l love doing gigs, though.

889
01:11:04,040 --> 01:11:07,279
l just wanna go and do
another album now. . . Yeah.

890
01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:30,559
(JULlETTE) l got a phone call
in the middle of the night

891
01:11:30,920 --> 01:11:34,079
. .and Blake said to me
'Something's happened.

892
01:11:34,160 --> 01:11:36,559
She doesn't know who l am and
she keeps saying your name.

893
01:11:36,680 --> 01:11:37,759
Can you come round? '

894
01:11:37,840 --> 01:11:40,799
So l got up and l got
in the car and l started driving.

895
01:11:41,880 --> 01:11:46,759
(NlCK) l got a phone call
from Blake freaking out, off his nut,

896
01:11:46,840 --> 01:11:48,679
. .saying "She's overdosed. "

897
01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:52,719
And l said, "Right go
to the closest hospital, now,

898
01:11:53,200 --> 01:11:54,559
. .and l ' ll be there. "

899
01:11:56,480 --> 01:11:59,999
(JULlETTE) She was petrified.
He was petrified.

900
01:12:00,080 --> 01:12:05,079
She looked like a child.
She'd scared herself, basically.

901
01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:09,759
(NlCK) And the doctor called us
into a room and said,

902
01:12:09,800 --> 01:12:14,399
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin, alcohol

903
01:12:14,480 --> 01:12:17,559
. .and crack cocaine
in her blood system,

904
01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:19,799
. .we' re amazed
she's not in a coma.

905
01:12:19,880 --> 01:12:24,399
You've got away with it this time.
But she's a petite, young girl,

906
01:12:24,800 --> 01:12:27,279
. .her body can't keep up with this. "

907
01:12:28,040 --> 01:12:30,879
(JULlETTE) She was asleep
and it was very calm.

908
01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:33,199
Nicky was one side of the bed,
l was the other side of the bed

909
01:12:33,240 --> 01:12:35,639
. .and we said,
"What are we gonna do now?

910
01:12:35,800 --> 01:12:37,359
How do we deal with this? "

911
01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:40,879
And then it all just started up.
The whole circus started up again.

912
01:12:42,240 --> 01:12:47,159
(NlCK) And that's when Raye and Mitch
decided to do an intervention.

913
01:12:59,000 --> 01:13:02,519
Within hours there were
Sun, The Mirror,

914
01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:05,319
. . News Of The World journalists
booked up in every room.

915
01:13:05,880 --> 01:13:07,719
Every single conversation
that happened

916
01:13:07,840 --> 01:13:10,119
. .was in The Sun and The Mirror.

917
01:13:10,240 --> 01:13:12,879
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.

918
01:13:13,680 --> 01:13:16,559
And there's pictures of all
of us there, sat outside.

919
01:13:18,160 --> 01:13:21,279
(JULlETTE) Amy was awake by then
and she was eating

920
01:13:21,440 --> 01:13:23,959
. .but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.

921
01:13:25,600 --> 01:13:28,839
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye

922
01:13:29,120 --> 01:13:32,559
. .and he said to me, "lf she has
another seizure, she' ll die. "

923
01:13:34,520 --> 01:13:38,639
Then l was told that
she was going to America to perform.

924
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:40,839
l was like, "No, she's not. "

925
01:13:43,040 --> 01:13:45,279
(LAUREN) We had Mitchell
in a hotel room with us

926
01:13:45,640 --> 01:13:47,759
. .begging him
"Please do something. "

927
01:13:48,040 --> 01:13:49,959
"What am l gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour. "

928
01:13:50,160 --> 01:13:51,479
"Take her passport
away from her.

929
01:13:51,520 --> 01:13:53,719
Do something, she can't
go on tour. " "She needs help. "

930
01:13:53,800 --> 01:13:55,919
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked. "

931
01:13:56,960 --> 01:13:59,759
(JULlETTE) So l went into her room
and l stole her passport

932
01:14:00,440 --> 01:14:03,119
. .and then l got told,
"Well what you done that for?

933
01:14:03,320 --> 01:14:05,999
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"

934
01:14:08,200 --> 01:14:10,039
(NlCK) The doctor has been
round to check

935
01:14:10,120 --> 01:14:12,039
. .her blood and check everything.

936
01:14:12,440 --> 01:14:17,119
Blake's managed to get to Hook
get into her bedroom

937
01:14:17,440 --> 01:14:19,519
. .and the next check-up
the doctors found out

938
01:14:19,640 --> 01:14:22,119
. .she'd got heroin
in her blood again.

939
01:14:24,240 --> 01:14:27,599
(LAUREN) When l found out with
the girls that she was taking heroin

940
01:14:27,680 --> 01:14:30,359
. .and we went to this hotel
room that she was staying in,

941
01:14:30,480 --> 01:14:33,159
. .and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.

942
01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:35,639
(UPSET) Her manager
then said something like,

943
01:14:35,680 --> 01:14:39,519
"Girls, there are professionals,
lawyers and doctors,

944
01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:42,479
. .all sorts of people
that function on this stuff.

945
01:14:46,040 --> 01:14:49,879
(RAYE) ln helping promote the album
and get the shows on the road

946
01:14:49,960 --> 01:14:51,999
. . l kind of done
what l was supposed to do

947
01:14:52,080 --> 01:14:55,719
. .and l felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.

948
01:14:55,840 --> 01:14:59,479
l ' m here but there's only
so much l can do about this.

949
01:15:01,080 --> 01:15:03,399
(NATASHA) Amy Winehouse has pulled
out of a string of concerts

950
01:15:03,520 --> 01:15:07,719
. .in the US and Canada next month
because of health issues.

951
01:15:07,840 --> 01:15:09,599
(SOPHlE) Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,

952
01:15:09,640 --> 01:15:12,879
. .but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,

953
01:15:12,920 --> 01:15:13,959
. .this time in Norway,

954
01:15:14,080 --> 01:15:16,639
. .after she was admitted
to hospital in London yesterday.

955
01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:19,639
Her record company say it was
just down to severe exhaustion

956
01:15:19,720 --> 01:15:22,999
. .but with her reputation for
hard drinking and drugs and fast. . .

957
01:15:23,080 --> 01:15:25,879
(CHlP) The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand

958
01:15:25,960 --> 01:15:29,519
. .who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.

959
01:15:29,720 --> 01:15:33,279
And then also
Mitch had got involved

960
01:15:34,800 --> 01:15:37,839
. .and l first met Amy
when she came with Blake

961
01:15:37,880 --> 01:15:42,559
. .to be assessed for treatment.
lt was very much being led by Blake.

962
01:15:42,640 --> 01:15:47,679
Although she was more willing
to go to rehab than he was.

963
01:15:49,760 --> 01:15:55,359
She was a very vulnerable woman
and l felt very clearly that

964
01:15:55,440 --> 01:15:59,559
. .it was a common case of
one person having a situation

965
01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:01,679
. .that was very beneficial
to their using

966
01:16:01,840 --> 01:16:03,959
. .and not wanting the other
person to get better

967
01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:07,159
. .for fear of losing the gravy train.

968
01:16:09,080 --> 01:16:11,839
They were insistent
on doing rehab together

969
01:16:11,960 --> 01:16:15,319
. .which we would have considered
to be disastrous.

970
01:16:16,280 --> 01:16:18,199
l would personally find it
almost unethical

971
01:16:18,280 --> 01:16:21,279
. .to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.

972
01:16:21,720 --> 01:16:24,039
But her management, and Mitch,

973
01:16:24,120 --> 01:16:27,319
. .managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.

974
01:16:43,360 --> 01:16:46,479
(BLAKE) Oh, it's recording, shit.
lt won't stop.

975
01:16:46,720 --> 01:16:49,119
Hey. . . Say hello.

976
01:16:49,400 --> 01:16:50,439
(ALEX) Hello.

977
01:16:50,520 --> 01:16:52,359
(BLAKE)
Amy, got anything to say?

978
01:16:55,840 --> 01:16:58,799
(BLAKE) Only if you sing
your favourite hit ' Rehab' .

979
01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:02,719
# They tried to make me go
l said no. #

980
01:17:03,320 --> 01:17:05,239
(BLAKE) Where are we right now?

981
01:17:08,320 --> 01:17:10,879
Alex? Can you say where are we?

982
01:17:13,680 --> 01:17:15,519
Known to some as. . .

983
01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:22,719
Can we have the new updated
version of ' Rehab' , Amy? First time.

984
01:17:23,480 --> 01:17:24,719
Amy?

985
01:17:24,800 --> 01:17:26,559
l want the new version of ' Rehab' .

986
01:17:26,640 --> 01:17:28,479
Please, baby,
it's for our personal private movie.

987
01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:52,639
(RAYE)
They came back from Osea lsland.

988
01:17:53,040 --> 01:17:56,959
And had a suite at the hotel.
And they binged.

989
01:17:58,000 --> 01:17:59,199
lt was ugly.

990
01:17:59,280 --> 01:18:02,359
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.

991
01:18:04,920 --> 01:18:08,279
(BLAKE) l kicked off
l broke a bottle and l cut my arm.

992
01:18:11,200 --> 01:18:15,199
Then she grabbed the bottle off me
and she nicked her arm.

993
01:18:15,880 --> 01:18:18,679
And she said,
"l 'll do anything you do. "

994
01:18:28,280 --> 01:18:31,119
(PHOTOGRAPHER)
Come on. Amy. Look, Amy.

995
01:18:36,640 --> 01:18:39,799
(RAYE) She said, "Love is,
in some ways, killing me, Raye. "

996
01:18:41,040 --> 01:18:43,719
She felt torn
between those two things.

997
01:18:45,280 --> 01:18:47,759
A guy that she really loved,

998
01:18:47,920 --> 01:18:50,999
. .but having to keep up
with the consumption of substances

999
01:18:51,040 --> 01:18:53,319
. .that they both were trying to do
at the same time.

1000
01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:58,799
lt was a horrible pendulum
of swinging one way to the other,

1001
01:18:58,880 --> 01:19:01,359
. .one extreme
to the other all the time.

1002
01:21:29,120 --> 01:21:30,639
Thank you.

1003
01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:36,239
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1004
01:21:38,520 --> 01:21:41,719
Ladies and gentlemen, Amy Winehouse.
l 've worked with a lot of people.

1005
01:21:41,880 --> 01:21:45,679
She has one of the best voices
of anybody of all time.

1006
01:21:45,760 --> 01:21:47,279
Amy Winehouse!

1007
01:21:50,920 --> 01:21:52,919
(TV) More trouble for Amy Winehouse.

1008
01:21:53,040 --> 01:21:56,119
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night

1009
01:21:56,200 --> 01:21:59,679
. .who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.

1010
01:22:00,520 --> 01:22:02,999
This was the moment police
arrested and handcuffed

1011
01:22:03,040 --> 01:22:04,719
. .Blake Fielder-Civil

1012
01:22:04,840 --> 01:22:08,119
. .on suspicion of attempting
to pervert the course of justice.

1013
01:22:08,200 --> 01:22:09,919
A spokesman for the star saying

1014
01:22:10,000 --> 01:22:13,399
. .she was in no way connected
with the arrest.

1015
01:22:15,800 --> 01:22:17,239
(MAN) Can you shut the door?

1016
01:22:21,360 --> 01:22:23,199
(RAYE) When he went to jail,

1017
01:22:23,280 --> 01:22:26,319
. .she spiralled downward
very quickly.

1018
01:22:44,400 --> 01:22:45,839
- Amy, how are you?
- Amy!

1019
01:22:46,800 --> 01:22:48,159
(MlTCHELL) Get out of the way.

1020
01:22:56,120 --> 01:22:58,039
(MEN SHOUT) Oi, out!

1021
01:23:11,680 --> 01:23:12,919
(HERBlE) For Album of the Year

1022
01:23:13,080 --> 01:23:15,999
. .Amy Winehouse
for ' Back To Black' .

1023
01:23:16,080 --> 01:23:17,119
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG
AND CLAPPlNG)

1024
01:23:17,240 --> 01:23:19,799
(DAVE) For Best Female
Pop Vocal Performance

1025
01:23:19,840 --> 01:23:22,519
. .Amy Winehouse for ' Rehab' .

1026
01:23:23,480 --> 01:23:25,279
Can somebody wake her up
this afternoon

1027
01:23:25,400 --> 01:23:27,519
. .around six and tell her.

1028
01:23:28,760 --> 01:23:30,159
Drunk ass.

1029
01:23:31,600 --> 01:23:34,319
(TV) For Best New Artist
the nominees are Amy Winehouse. . .

1030
01:23:37,560 --> 01:23:41,999
(MlTCHELL) We did everything
within our power to help Amy.

1031
01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:45,759
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.

1032
01:23:46,520 --> 01:23:50,439
Amy's responsibility was
to get herself well.

1033
01:23:56,680 --> 01:23:58,599
(MAN) Okay, fellas,
make some room, please.

1034
01:23:58,680 --> 01:23:59,679
This way, this way.

1035
01:23:59,760 --> 01:24:01,959
(MlTCHELL)
l can't see the steps.

1036
01:24:02,160 --> 01:24:05,919
(LUClAN) By then she was
incredibly famous. Very wealthy.

1037
01:24:06,000 --> 01:24:08,759
And she had a complete
infrastructure around her

1038
01:24:08,800 --> 01:24:10,799
. .where everybody was doing
everything for her.

1039
01:24:11,560 --> 01:24:12,999
And that's not real life.

1040
01:24:18,480 --> 01:24:22,599
We had the Grammys coming up.
l said, "You need to be clean.

1041
01:24:22,680 --> 01:24:25,879
lf you' re not clean,
you're not doing anything. "

1042
01:24:26,240 --> 01:24:31,999
So l had a contract drawn up
and it said, "You, Amy Winehouse,

1043
01:24:32,320 --> 01:24:36,239
have agreed to go to a facility now.

1044
01:24:37,080 --> 01:24:39,119
You' re never gonna make
another record again.

1045
01:24:39,200 --> 01:24:43,519
You' re never going to perform again
unless you get clean. "

1046
01:24:43,600 --> 01:24:45,159
God bless her, she did.

1047
01:24:48,400 --> 01:24:49,479
(MAN) Thank you.

1048
01:24:57,760 --> 01:25:01,359
(MALE PRESENTER) Live. lt's music's
biggest night of the year

1049
01:25:01,400 --> 01:25:03,879
. .as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences

1050
01:25:04,080 --> 01:25:06,639
. .presents
the annual Grammy Awards.

1051
01:25:07,120 --> 01:25:08,959
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1052
01:25:10,320 --> 01:25:14,159
(MALE PRESENTER) This is going live
tonight to the Grammys in the States.

1053
01:25:14,560 --> 01:25:17,919
Now the lady behind me
is up for six awards!

1054
01:25:18,000 --> 01:25:20,679
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1055
01:25:20,760 --> 01:25:22,399
She's already won two.

1056
01:25:22,520 --> 01:25:24,319
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1057
01:25:26,320 --> 01:25:27,319
l thank you.

1058
01:25:29,040 --> 01:25:32,959
(FEMALE PRESENTER) Ladies and gentlemen,
pIease weIcome two Grammy favourites.

1059
01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:35,679
. . Natalie Cole and Tony Bennett.

1060
01:25:35,760 --> 01:25:38,839
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1061
01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:49,199
(NATALlE) Good evening.
Grammy history has never sounded

1062
01:25:49,280 --> 01:25:51,999
. .or looked any better
than this man right here.

1063
01:25:52,080 --> 01:25:53,319
(AMY) That's right.

1064
01:25:57,440 --> 01:26:00,519
Dad. Dad. Tony Bennett.

1065
01:26:03,040 --> 01:26:06,679
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.

1066
01:26:06,760 --> 01:26:08,959
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1067
01:26:09,080 --> 01:26:10,879
"lrreplaceable" , Beyonce.

1068
01:26:11,440 --> 01:26:12,639
(PUBLlC CLAPPlNG)

1069
01:26:13,480 --> 01:26:15,959
"The Pretender" , Foo Fighters.

1070
01:26:17,440 --> 01:26:20,959
"Umbrella" , Rihanna.
Featuring Jay-Z.

1071
01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:25,759
"What Goes Around Comes Around" ,
Justin Timberlake.

1072
01:26:25,880 --> 01:26:28,079
His album's called
"What Goes Around Comes Around"?

1073
01:26:28,160 --> 01:26:29,999
And "Rehab" , Amy Winehouse.

1074
01:26:30,080 --> 01:26:33,159
(PUBLlC CLAPPlNG)

1075
01:26:33,520 --> 01:26:34,879
And the Grammy goes to. . .

1076
01:26:35,000 --> 01:26:36,599
Amy Winehouse!

1077
01:26:36,640 --> 01:26:41,519
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1078
01:27:01,280 --> 01:27:03,039
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG) Amy! Amy!

1079
01:27:03,960 --> 01:27:08,559
Er. . . Thank you to everyone
at lsland Records.

1080
01:27:10,040 --> 01:27:12,439
Everyone at EMl Music
Publishing.

1081
01:27:12,600 --> 01:27:16,239
To Raye Raye.
To Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.

1082
01:27:16,280 --> 01:27:18,479
(SOBBlNG) To my mum and dad.

1083
01:27:20,480 --> 01:27:24,999
For my Blake, my Blake
incarcerated and for London.

1084
01:27:25,080 --> 01:27:26,159
This is for London.

1085
01:27:26,520 --> 01:27:29,519
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1086
01:27:29,600 --> 01:27:31,159
(PUBLlC WHlSTLlNG)

1087
01:27:38,440 --> 01:27:40,359
(RAYE)
lt was a beautiful evening.

1088
01:27:41,240 --> 01:27:43,439
You get those awards like that

1089
01:27:43,520 --> 01:27:46,319
. .it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.

1090
01:27:50,720 --> 01:27:53,999
(TYLER) Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.

1091
01:27:55,520 --> 01:27:57,159
lt's just overwhelming.

1092
01:27:57,560 --> 01:28:01,479
(VlOLlN MUSlC)

1093
01:28:03,320 --> 01:28:05,119
(JULlETTE) l was just
hysterically crying.

1094
01:28:05,240 --> 01:28:07,679
l was so overwhelmed,
l was so proud of her.

1095
01:28:07,720 --> 01:28:10,119
And l was just flashing
our whole life,

1096
01:28:10,200 --> 01:28:13,399
. .our childhood and then
she saw me crying.

1097
01:28:14,640 --> 01:28:17,039
Juliette, come up.

1098
01:28:19,360 --> 01:28:23,079
She grabbed me, pulled me up on stage
and took me off the stage.

1099
01:28:25,480 --> 01:28:27,119
And l was like
having a bit of a panic attack.

1100
01:28:27,200 --> 01:28:28,839
l was like "l can't believe
this is happening.

1101
01:28:28,920 --> 01:28:31,159
This is amazing.
l 'm so proud of you. "

1102
01:28:33,920 --> 01:28:36,159
And l 'm looking at her trying
to get some form of reaction.

1103
01:28:36,320 --> 01:28:40,159
She went "Jules, this is
so boring without drugs. "

1104
01:28:42,840 --> 01:28:46,599
And l felt really,
really, really sad for her.

1105
01:28:46,880 --> 01:28:52,079
(VlOLlN MUSlC CONTlNUES)

1106
01:29:02,560 --> 01:29:03,959
(MALE REPORTER) Amy.

1107
01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:07,319
Amy, how d'you feel
after winning a Grammy?

1108
01:29:08,000 --> 01:29:09,039
(MALE REPORTER) Congratulations.

1109
01:29:09,080 --> 01:29:11,919
- Did you enjoy it? Whoops, sorry.
- l 'm going to see my husband.

1110
01:29:11,960 --> 01:29:14,079
(YASllN) l was staying
at the K-West Hotel.

1111
01:29:16,560 --> 01:29:21,759
Very late in the night
she knocks on the door and l 'm alone.

1112
01:29:21,840 --> 01:29:24,639
She comes in
and she just sits on the couch.

1113
01:29:24,800 --> 01:29:27,799
l remember feeling
like really happy for her

1114
01:29:27,880 --> 01:29:31,039
. .and also concerned
cos she really didn't know

1115
01:29:31,120 --> 01:29:35,359
. .how to be that thing that
she had been pushed to become

1116
01:29:35,560 --> 01:29:37,559
. .from her own success.

1117
01:29:39,600 --> 01:29:42,559
Then she pulled out
this aluminium foil.

1118
01:29:43,720 --> 01:29:45,719
She said, "Does this bother you?"

1119
01:29:46,600 --> 01:29:51,599
And l said, "Amy, l love you.
l don't mind that you get high

1120
01:29:51,680 --> 01:29:54,399
. .but l mind that you'll get high. "

1121
01:29:55,640 --> 01:29:57,559
She did what she did

1122
01:29:57,640 --> 01:30:03,039
. .and it was like this is someone
who is trying to disappear.

1123
01:30:32,080 --> 01:30:34,119
(ANDREW) Alright, gents,
give her a break now.

1124
01:30:36,120 --> 01:30:38,359
Gents, get away from the door,
please.

1125
01:30:38,440 --> 01:30:41,439
Go on, mate, fuck off, please.
Sorry, mate.

1126
01:30:41,520 --> 01:30:44,319
l was called out
to do security for her.

1127
01:30:44,400 --> 01:30:45,919
The security that she had

1128
01:30:46,000 --> 01:30:49,279
. .it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.

1129
01:30:49,360 --> 01:30:50,319
(AMY) See ya.

1130
01:30:51,200 --> 01:30:52,719
(MALE PAPARAZZl)
Night-night, Amy.

1131
01:30:54,280 --> 01:30:55,999
(SHOUTS AND SCREAMS)

1132
01:30:56,800 --> 01:30:59,479
l could feel that
she was a humble person

1133
01:30:59,560 --> 01:31:03,119
. .but she was just
caught up in a bad situation.

1134
01:31:03,200 --> 01:31:05,239
(SHOUTS)

1135
01:31:05,320 --> 01:31:06,959
(FEMALE VOlCE SHOUTlNG) Amy!

1136
01:31:12,440 --> 01:31:13,759
(SHOUTS)

1137
01:31:14,080 --> 01:31:15,599
(FEMALE VOlCE SHOUTlNG) Amy!

1138
01:31:19,040 --> 01:31:22,999
(JULlETTE) She was not well at all
physically, mentally not well.

1139
01:31:25,600 --> 01:31:27,599
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her

1140
01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:29,999
. . "Pack it in, stop it. "

1141
01:31:30,160 --> 01:31:33,719
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.

1142
01:31:37,480 --> 01:31:38,919
(GLASS BREAKlNG)

1143
01:31:39,120 --> 01:31:40,639
(MAN SHOUTlNG) Amy!

1144
01:31:41,880 --> 01:31:43,159
(LAUREN) lt was Nick that said,

1145
01:31:43,360 --> 01:31:45,719
. . "The only thing you girls
can do is show her that

1146
01:31:45,760 --> 01:31:47,679
. .you don't wanna
be a part of it

1147
01:31:47,760 --> 01:31:51,199
. .and when she needs help
you' re there for her. " Tough love.

1148
01:31:51,960 --> 01:31:53,399
And l just said to her,

1149
01:31:53,440 --> 01:31:56,199
(UPSET) "lf you want me
to help you, l ' ll help you.

1150
01:31:56,320 --> 01:31:59,839
l love you but l don't like
who you've become

1151
01:31:59,920 --> 01:32:02,239
. .and l don't wanna be around you' .

1152
01:32:08,800 --> 01:32:13,399
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG)

1153
01:32:16,160 --> 01:32:20,959
(CHlP) Where a lot of money,
and a lot of expectation is at stake

1154
01:32:21,560 --> 01:32:24,239
. .people's ideas
become a bit skewed.

1155
01:32:26,160 --> 01:32:29,719
They want to try and get it
sorted out in a way that

1156
01:32:29,800 --> 01:32:34,319
. .doesn't upset this financial
trajectory that's going on.

1157
01:32:38,800 --> 01:32:40,759
(MlTCHELL) From the 6th of September,

1158
01:32:40,840 --> 01:32:45,559
. .we' re not doing any more work
for the foreseeable future.

1159
01:32:45,640 --> 01:32:49,599
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.

1160
01:32:49,760 --> 01:32:54,759
There's five gigs
which we are obliged to do.

1161
01:32:54,840 --> 01:32:56,279
There's a couple this weekend.

1162
01:32:56,640 --> 01:33:00,079
(AMY HUMS)

1163
01:33:06,000 --> 01:33:07,119
(SAM) lt was all over the media

1164
01:33:07,240 --> 01:33:09,839
. .that Amy was getting
a million dollars for some shows.

1165
01:33:09,920 --> 01:33:11,079
Huge money.

1166
01:33:11,640 --> 01:33:13,479
But by that point
it was much more likely

1167
01:33:13,560 --> 01:33:15,879
. .to not be a good show
than to be a good show.

1168
01:33:17,200 --> 01:33:20,679
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong

1169
01:33:20,760 --> 01:33:25,079
. .and she was just very exhausted
and tired of the whole situation.

1170
01:33:25,200 --> 01:33:28,439
# . .my daddy thinks l 'm fine

1171
01:33:28,520 --> 01:33:31,919
# He's tried to make me
go to rehab

1172
01:33:32,000 --> 01:33:34,119
# but l won't go, go, go. #

1173
01:33:35,280 --> 01:33:38,319
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND CLAPPlNG)

1174
01:33:38,440 --> 01:33:42,159
(NlCK) She couldn't escape her life
in this horrible goldfish bowl.

1175
01:33:42,360 --> 01:33:45,159
She began to unravel in public
and the media treatment

1176
01:33:45,240 --> 01:33:47,759
. .pushed her further and further
over the edge.

1177
01:33:47,840 --> 01:33:50,639
(FRANKlE) D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?

1178
01:33:50,720 --> 01:33:54,279
My God, she looks like
a campaign poster

1179
01:33:54,320 --> 01:33:56,359
for neglected horses.

1180
01:33:58,800 --> 01:33:59,919
(FEMALE FAN) Amy!

1181
01:34:03,880 --> 01:34:05,759
- Easy, lad.
- Fuck off!

1182
01:34:07,600 --> 01:34:09,599
(NlCK) lt was like a feeding frenzy.

1183
01:34:12,880 --> 01:34:14,759
Suddenly it was cool
to crack jokes

1184
01:34:14,800 --> 01:34:18,439
. .about a bulimic's appearance,
or her drug addictions.

1185
01:34:20,000 --> 01:34:21,839
(JAY) According to
Contact Music dot com

1186
01:34:21,920 --> 01:34:23,199
. .Amy Winehouse's
next album

1187
01:34:23,240 --> 01:34:24,279
will feature songs
about cooking.

1188
01:34:24,320 --> 01:34:26,039
About cooking,
that's what they say.

1189
01:34:26,320 --> 01:34:28,239
Cooking crystal meth,
black tar heroin.

1190
01:34:28,360 --> 01:34:29,399
(PUBLlC LAUGHS)

1191
01:34:45,240 --> 01:34:46,599
(MALE PAPARAZZl) Amy, cheer up.

1192
01:34:51,880 --> 01:34:53,599
(NlCK) She couldn't escape it.

1193
01:34:54,080 --> 01:34:57,439
No-one would leave her alone.
lt was just disgusting.

1194
01:34:57,840 --> 01:35:00,679
The mainstream media
were just all over her.

1195
01:35:00,960 --> 01:35:04,639
Amy Winehouse,
she's like a mad person.

1196
01:35:05,000 --> 01:35:06,479
(PUBLlC LAUGHS)

1197
01:35:16,560 --> 01:35:22,319
(lNSTRUMENTAL MUSlC)

1198
01:36:17,320 --> 01:36:19,319
(ANDREW) St Lucia was our place.

1199
01:36:19,400 --> 01:36:21,999
We were supposed
to be there for a week.

1200
01:36:22,080 --> 01:36:25,199
We ended up there
for like six months.

1201
01:36:27,960 --> 01:36:30,759
(BLAKE) She decided that
St Lucia was a place

1202
01:36:30,840 --> 01:36:33,039
. .that she really liked
and she invited me to go.

1203
01:36:35,560 --> 01:36:38,319
As soon as she went to St Lucia
there was no more crack cocaine.

1204
01:36:38,400 --> 01:36:41,679
That was done, and that's
when the heroin stopped.

1205
01:36:42,360 --> 01:36:46,679
But give her a free bar
of course she's gonna drink.

1206
01:36:47,840 --> 01:36:50,999
lt was obvious
that she was supplementing

1207
01:36:51,200 --> 01:36:53,199
. .alcohol for drugs.

1208
01:36:57,040 --> 01:37:00,399
l haven't seen Amy for six weeks.
We've got a lot to talk about,

1209
01:37:00,520 --> 01:37:02,519
. .a lot of exciting things happening.

1210
01:37:02,640 --> 01:37:05,119
We're talking about
the forthcoming album,

1211
01:37:05,200 --> 01:37:07,319
. .some other business matters.

1212
01:37:08,280 --> 01:37:11,759
So l think it's gonna be
an exciting time.

1213
01:37:11,840 --> 01:37:13,359
Ah-ah, naughty.

1214
01:37:15,000 --> 01:37:16,359
Amy, Amy. . .

1215
01:37:18,920 --> 01:37:19,879
(SALAAM) She was like,

1216
01:37:19,920 --> 01:37:22,959
"Yo, why is he bringing another
camera crew to St Lucia?

1217
01:37:23,240 --> 01:37:25,559
Dad, you want money?
l ' ll give you the money.

1218
01:37:25,680 --> 01:37:29,199
Why are you doing your life story
which is my life story?"

1219
01:37:31,600 --> 01:37:32,959
She just felt like, you know,

1220
01:37:33,040 --> 01:37:36,119
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or limelight. "

1221
01:37:36,240 --> 01:37:38,039
- D'you want me to go with you?
- Yeah.

1222
01:37:38,120 --> 01:37:39,479
You can follow us if you want.

1223
01:37:48,000 --> 01:37:49,279
(MlTCHELL) l ' ll ask her.

1224
01:37:49,480 --> 01:37:50,599
Amy.

1225
01:37:51,680 --> 01:37:53,039
- How d'you do it?
- We' re sorry to bother you.

1226
01:37:53,120 --> 01:37:55,399
l 'm really sorry. ls that alright?

1227
01:37:59,160 --> 01:38:00,319
- Cheers, darling.
- Okay.

1228
01:38:03,200 --> 01:38:05,039
- How's that? Okay? Pleasure
- Thank you.

1229
01:38:05,200 --> 01:38:08,279
l 've gotta say, why have you
gotta make a comment like that?

1230
01:38:08,360 --> 01:38:11,279
Why have you gotta do that?

1231
01:38:15,640 --> 01:38:17,399
They asked to take a picture of you.

1232
01:38:17,600 --> 01:38:20,199
No. . . Richard,
l don't want you to do this.

1233
01:38:25,360 --> 01:38:26,319
No, that's got nothing to do with it.

1234
01:38:26,440 --> 01:38:27,759
- Dad, l don't mind.
- l 'm talking to you

1235
01:38:27,880 --> 01:38:30,639
. .about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph

1236
01:38:30,760 --> 01:38:32,079
. .and you've gotta make 'em feel
bad about it.

1237
01:38:41,040 --> 01:38:42,839
(SHOMARl) She just wanted her dad.

1238
01:38:42,960 --> 01:38:45,359
And he didn't
just come by his self.

1239
01:38:45,440 --> 01:38:48,319
He came with cameras
and audio guys.

1240
01:38:50,440 --> 01:38:54,239
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.

1241
01:39:06,560 --> 01:39:10,119
(BLAKE) l was in jail with
500 fellas reading the papers

1242
01:39:10,200 --> 01:39:13,559
. .and there's a picture of my wife
on a beach with a fella.

1243
01:39:14,320 --> 01:39:17,199
lt's not easy to go through
things like that.

1244
01:39:25,560 --> 01:39:27,759
To put it bluntly, l didn't
have a high opinion of myself

1245
01:39:27,840 --> 01:39:29,359
. .after the treatment l 've had

1246
01:39:29,400 --> 01:39:31,199
. .for the past two years
with my wife.

1247
01:39:31,240 --> 01:39:34,119
l 've had the wind
knocked out of my sails.

1248
01:39:34,200 --> 01:39:36,719
So l just thought, "Fuck this" ,
you know, l 'm a big man.

1249
01:39:36,800 --> 01:39:40,079
l ' m a handsome fucking guy.
l ain't on heroin.

1250
01:39:40,560 --> 01:39:42,799
l ' m going to the gym a lot,
l dress well.

1251
01:39:42,840 --> 01:39:45,639
So what the fuck am l doing
wasting my time with her?

1252
01:39:49,160 --> 01:39:53,679
(PlANO MUSlC)

1253
01:40:26,240 --> 01:40:31,439
And then the chorus come in
and on the last verse is:

1254
01:42:48,600 --> 01:42:51,759
(TONY) My son came up
with the idea of getting

1255
01:42:51,880 --> 01:42:54,759
. .the most contemporary artists
and l kept saying to myself

1256
01:42:54,840 --> 01:42:57,919
. . "Who sings the right way?
The real jazz singing? "

1257
01:42:58,680 --> 01:43:00,959
And when l heard Amy Winehouse

1258
01:43:01,360 --> 01:43:04,359
. .l immediately said,
"This one's got it. "

1259
01:43:05,400 --> 01:43:06,719
Everybody just said,

1260
01:43:06,840 --> 01:43:08,679
"Oh, l don't know
how you' re gonna handle her. "

1261
01:43:08,760 --> 01:43:10,959
- Where d'you wanna be?
- l 'll be here and you there.

1262
01:43:11,040 --> 01:43:15,759
Okay. This is weird.
l 've never done anything like this.

1263
01:43:15,880 --> 01:43:17,399
l 've never done anything like this.

1264
01:43:17,520 --> 01:43:18,479
ln which way?

1265
01:43:18,560 --> 01:43:21,439
- To sing with one of my idols.
- Oh, no.

1266
01:43:21,520 --> 01:43:24,719
And have it filmed.
But it's good, it's good.

1267
01:43:24,800 --> 01:43:27,679
lt's good cos then l can make
my dad jealous after,

1268
01:43:27,760 --> 01:43:29,599
. .when l show him. When he sees it.

1269
01:43:31,240 --> 01:43:33,319
# l can't believe it

1270
01:43:34,200 --> 01:43:36,119
# lt's hard to conceive it

1271
01:43:37,480 --> 01:43:43,319
# That you would
turn away romance

1272
01:43:45,720 --> 01:43:48,399
# Are you pretending

1273
01:43:48,520 --> 01:43:51,959
# lt looks like the ending

1274
01:43:52,080 --> 01:43:54,439
# Unless l could have

1275
01:43:54,480 --> 01:43:59,719
# one more chance
to prove, dear.

1276
01:44:00,400 --> 01:44:03,679
Sorry, sorry, it was me.
l was terrible.

1277
01:44:03,760 --> 01:44:06,159
- No, no, no, you were. . .
- l don't want waste your time.

1278
01:44:06,240 --> 01:44:08,679
lt's getting better each time.
No, really. . .

1279
01:44:08,760 --> 01:44:11,639
l just don't wanna waste
your time, that's all.

1280
01:44:16,440 --> 01:44:20,199
We' ll keep doing it till we got one.
lt's right in there, okay?

1281
01:44:20,560 --> 01:44:22,319
You' re not in any hurry, are you?

1282
01:44:22,400 --> 01:44:23,839
- No, of course l ' m not.
- l ' m not either.

1283
01:44:23,920 --> 01:44:24,999
- l just. . .
- So we have time.

1284
01:44:25,080 --> 01:44:27,879
l 've just gotta get it right.
l 'm not getting it right.

1285
01:44:28,080 --> 01:44:29,399
Oh, you are. You are.

1286
01:44:29,520 --> 01:44:32,559
lt's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.

1287
01:44:33,520 --> 01:44:35,239
Just a minute,
l ' m getting some water.

1288
01:44:35,840 --> 01:44:37,839
The most famous artists
l ever met

1289
01:44:37,960 --> 01:44:41,759
. .are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.

1290
01:44:41,880 --> 01:44:45,999
No matter how much you feel it,
you wanna feel it even more

1291
01:44:46,080 --> 01:44:48,799
. .so that it becomes
an honest recording.

1292
01:44:48,880 --> 01:44:51,879
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.

1293
01:44:51,960 --> 01:44:55,319
She was a natural, true jazz singer.

1294
01:44:56,080 --> 01:45:00,519
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.

1295
01:45:03,840 --> 01:45:10,119
# My life a wreck you' re making

1296
01:45:10,880 --> 01:45:17,199
# You know l ' m yours
just for the taking

1297
01:45:18,240 --> 01:45:24,879
(BOTH SlNGlNG)
# l gladly surrender

1298
01:45:25,560 --> 01:45:28,519
# myself to you

1299
01:45:29,120 --> 01:45:35,359
# Body and soul. #

1300
01:45:46,480 --> 01:45:48,039
(SOUND ENGlNEER) Beautiful.

1301
01:45:48,120 --> 01:45:50,239
- Thank you.
- l think we got it.

1302
01:45:50,640 --> 01:45:52,079
- Yeah.
- Okay.

1303
01:45:52,160 --> 01:45:55,039
Yeah, l 'm like you.
Each time it's different.

1304
01:45:55,120 --> 01:45:57,239
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- lt's different, you know.

1305
01:45:57,320 --> 01:46:00,119
- lt's never the same thing twice.
- Yeah, right, right.

1306
01:46:00,520 --> 01:46:02,639
Well, no, l ' m like you.
Not you' re like me.

1307
01:46:02,720 --> 01:46:08,279
l 'm like you.
l get it from my idols like you.

1308
01:46:10,680 --> 01:46:12,679
That's the right way to do it.

1309
01:46:19,600 --> 01:46:20,959
(SALAAM) She Skyped me.

1310
01:46:21,040 --> 01:46:23,999
She was happy.
The Tony Bennett thing.

1311
01:46:24,040 --> 01:46:26,799
l mean, she was a fan.
lt was about her saying

1312
01:46:26,920 --> 01:46:28,559
. . "l 'm not a singer,
l ' m a jazz singer. "

1313
01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:29,599
(AMY) Hello.

1314
01:46:29,680 --> 01:46:32,399
(SALAAM) Then she said, "Let's do
this jazz project with Questlove. "

1315
01:46:34,600 --> 01:46:36,599
(QUESTLOVE) She's such a jazz snob.

1316
01:46:37,000 --> 01:46:40,159
She would always be on
her computer sending me mp3s.

1317
01:46:40,240 --> 01:46:42,159
"Listen to this, listen to this. "

1318
01:46:42,760 --> 01:46:46,079
l thought l 'd had my doctorate
in jazz but, no, l ' m like. . .

1319
01:46:46,120 --> 01:46:47,919
She taught me a lot.

1320
01:46:48,040 --> 01:46:50,239
She was like, "Alright, we' re
gonna start a super group.

1321
01:46:50,320 --> 01:46:55,599
You, me, Mos and Raphael Siddiq. "
l was like, "Okay" .

1322
01:46:55,680 --> 01:46:56,879
And she would like assign homework.

1323
01:46:56,960 --> 01:46:59,639
"Alright, study this record.
Study this record. "

1324
01:47:03,080 --> 01:47:05,119
(CRlSTlNA)
Amy had a good period.

1325
01:47:06,480 --> 01:47:10,119
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.

1326
01:47:10,880 --> 01:47:12,799
And she very
much felt that

1327
01:47:12,880 --> 01:47:15,759
. .she was the best
that she has ever been.

1328
01:47:16,920 --> 01:47:21,839
But she went to the Priory
in May to be checked

1329
01:47:22,000 --> 01:47:26,159
. .and there was some very serious
things that were being spotted.

1330
01:47:26,920 --> 01:47:30,559
There was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.

1331
01:47:32,840 --> 01:47:37,639
She could feel perfectly fine
and have heart irregularities.

1332
01:47:37,760 --> 01:47:41,279
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.

1333
01:47:43,400 --> 01:47:47,439
l said, "Look, is this what you want?
Do you want to die? "

1334
01:47:47,560 --> 01:47:49,759
And she said,
"No, l don't want to die. "

1335
01:47:55,200 --> 01:47:57,799
(RAYE) All the signs were
positive and l thought,

1336
01:47:57,920 --> 01:48:00,719
"Right, okay, we've got
a little chink of light. "

1337
01:48:01,640 --> 01:48:04,199
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst

1338
01:48:04,240 --> 01:48:06,359
. .and it shows
that she still had it.

1339
01:48:07,520 --> 01:48:09,919
We had the offers
to do these shows.

1340
01:48:10,080 --> 01:48:12,519
And l said to her,
"You don't have to do them.

1341
01:48:12,600 --> 01:48:15,079
There's no pressure.
We've got no record to promote. "

1342
01:48:15,120 --> 01:48:16,999
But she wanted to do it.

1343
01:48:17,400 --> 01:48:18,959
(SALAAM) She Skyped me,

1344
01:48:19,040 --> 01:48:21,119
. .she wanted to do
all these other projects

1345
01:48:21,160 --> 01:48:23,439
. .with Questlove
and Mos Def.

1346
01:48:23,520 --> 01:48:27,399
She was like, "l don't need this. "
She just didn't wanna go.

1347
01:48:29,520 --> 01:48:32,079
(SAM) The material felt so tired

1348
01:48:32,280 --> 01:48:34,879
. .and didn't feel relevant
to her any more.

1349
01:48:34,960 --> 01:48:36,879
But because she was
such a huge star

1350
01:48:37,000 --> 01:48:38,799
. .and there was all
of these different pressures

1351
01:48:38,920 --> 01:48:41,999
. .she had to keep performing
' Back To Black' .

1352
01:48:42,080 --> 01:48:44,079
She didn't wanna do that.

1353
01:48:45,520 --> 01:48:49,199
(TYLER) As soon as she knew
that tour was looming

1354
01:48:50,160 --> 01:48:51,839
. .she got wasted.

1355
01:48:51,960 --> 01:48:54,719
Wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.

1356
01:49:11,280 --> 01:49:14,639
Amy was passed out,
asleep, on her sofa.

1357
01:49:15,480 --> 01:49:18,159
She gets put in the back
of a car, asleep

1358
01:49:19,600 --> 01:49:23,999
. .and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.

1359
01:49:24,120 --> 01:49:26,239
(PLANE SOUND)

1360
01:49:53,400 --> 01:49:59,359
(PUBLlC SHOUTlNG AND CLAPPlNG)
Amy! Amy!

1361
01:49:59,640 --> 01:50:00,879
Amy! Amy!

1362
01:50:00,960 --> 01:50:06,559
Amy! Amy! Amy! Amy!

1363
01:50:15,200 --> 01:50:17,879
(BAND MEMBER)
lntroducing Amy Winehouse!

1364
01:50:19,440 --> 01:50:24,119
(PUBLlC CHEERlNG AND SHOUTlNG)

1365
01:50:26,440 --> 01:50:29,519
(PUBLlC CLAPPlNG AND CHEERlNG)

1366
01:50:35,360 --> 01:50:37,759
(FEMALE FAN SHOUTlNG)

1367
01:50:42,960 --> 01:50:46,319
(FANS APPLAUDlNG)

1368
01:50:51,960 --> 01:50:55,119
(PUBLlC SHOUTlNG)

1369
01:51:00,720 --> 01:51:02,439
(FANS) Amy! Amy!

1370
01:51:03,880 --> 01:51:10,679
(FANS BOOlNG)

1371
01:51:10,800 --> 01:51:12,719
(DALE) l wasn't sure
what was going on.

1372
01:51:13,840 --> 01:51:15,479
She just wouldn't sing.

1373
01:51:15,560 --> 01:51:17,599
lt was the first time ever
that had happened.

1374
01:51:17,760 --> 01:51:32,279
(FANS BOOlNG)

1375
01:51:36,400 --> 01:51:37,839
(MUSlC STARTS)

1376
01:51:52,160 --> 01:51:55,239
(FAN BOOlNG)

1377
01:52:01,360 --> 01:52:03,559
(MUSlC FADES)

1378
01:52:05,320 --> 01:52:09,919
(lNSTRUMENTAL MUSlC)

1379
01:52:19,120 --> 01:52:21,239
(SAM) lt felt like the end.

1380
01:52:23,160 --> 01:52:26,599
lt was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.

1381
01:52:29,600 --> 01:52:32,559
To the extent where
she was willing to sabotage

1382
01:52:32,640 --> 01:52:36,199
. .not just her career
but her friendships

1383
01:52:36,240 --> 01:52:38,919
. .and her musical relationships.

1384
01:52:39,200 --> 01:52:44,959
(lNSTRUMENTAL MUSlC)

1385
01:52:54,760 --> 01:52:55,759
(TV) But it's amazing to me,

1386
01:52:55,840 --> 01:52:57,239
. .why do they keep putting her
on the stage?

1387
01:52:57,320 --> 01:52:59,919
Because surely her managers
know she has a problem?

1388
01:53:00,120 --> 01:53:02,239
This was supposed to be
a major comeback,

1389
01:53:02,400 --> 01:53:04,559
. .and she totally blew it.

1390
01:53:15,280 --> 01:53:16,359
Go!

1391
01:53:31,640 --> 01:53:34,399
(NlCK) The 24th of July was
my wedding day

1392
01:53:34,520 --> 01:53:38,279
. .and Amy was due to be
at the wedding and we'd spoken.

1393
01:53:38,360 --> 01:53:41,319
And l felt like she was really
excited about my wedding.

1394
01:53:41,520 --> 01:53:43,079
And she said
she hadn't been drinking

1395
01:53:43,160 --> 01:53:46,039
. .and she can't wait to
see the family, and Salaam.

1396
01:53:46,120 --> 01:53:49,119
Some people that were
on the journey were gonna be there.

1397
01:53:50,920 --> 01:53:56,319
(PHONE RlNGS)

1398
01:53:56,800 --> 01:53:58,919
(JULlETTE) She rang me up
and l looked at the phone

1399
01:53:59,000 --> 01:54:01,599
. .and l thought, "Oh my God" .
Like, "What's happened now?

1400
01:54:01,680 --> 01:54:02,919
"cos that's the first thing
that goes in my head

1401
01:54:03,040 --> 01:54:04,199
. .and she just went "Jules" .

1402
01:54:04,280 --> 01:54:07,239
(SAD) And it was my Amy,
completely normal.

1403
01:54:09,280 --> 01:54:10,719
And all she kept saying was,

1404
01:54:10,800 --> 01:54:13,799
. .and she'd never done this before,
She just kept saying "Sorry" .

1405
01:54:13,880 --> 01:54:16,199
lt was like complete clarity
over the whole situation

1406
01:54:16,280 --> 01:54:17,639
. .of the nightmare of the past

1407
01:54:17,720 --> 01:54:20,039
. .however many years
that we'd just gone through.

1408
01:54:20,120 --> 01:54:22,119
(SAD) "Jules, l ' m so sorry.
l 'm so sorry.

1409
01:54:22,240 --> 01:54:23,759
l ' m so sorry, l 'm so sorry. "

1410
01:54:23,880 --> 01:54:25,479
(UPSET) You know like
when you' re a kid and you panic

1411
01:54:25,600 --> 01:54:27,239
. .that you've done something wrong

1412
01:54:27,320 --> 01:54:31,359
. .and you wanna just fix
it there and then, that's how it was.

1413
01:54:31,440 --> 01:54:34,519
l just wanted to go and grab her,
bring her back to me.

1414
01:54:34,600 --> 01:54:37,119
Wrap her in my house,
not let her out.

1415
01:54:38,560 --> 01:54:40,199
And she called me the next day.

1416
01:54:40,280 --> 01:54:42,959
And it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally

1417
01:54:43,040 --> 01:54:46,399
. .because, for so long,
we'd just been pining for her

1418
01:54:46,440 --> 01:54:48,519
. .to just like
l missed my best friend.

1419
01:54:48,720 --> 01:54:50,039
(UPSET)
Lauren missed her best friend.

1420
01:54:50,080 --> 01:54:52,839
We just wanted to have
a normal conversation.

1421
01:54:54,000 --> 01:54:56,319
She just kept going,
"Can l see you? "

1422
01:54:56,400 --> 01:54:57,839
"Will Lauren speak to me?"
"Can we start again?"

1423
01:54:57,920 --> 01:55:00,519
l was like "Of course we can.
We're always here, you know we are.

1424
01:55:00,640 --> 01:55:02,759
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us. "

1425
01:55:02,840 --> 01:55:04,439
And she said,
"Right, l ' m gonna call you tomorrow" ,

1426
01:55:04,480 --> 01:55:08,319
. .and l was like "Okay, l love you. "
"l love you, too. "

1427
01:55:21,160 --> 01:55:24,839
(PlANO MUSlC)

1428
01:55:28,480 --> 01:55:31,039
(ANDREW) She just looked
like she was sleeping.

1429
01:55:31,640 --> 01:55:34,999
She was on top of the bed
just. . . sleeping.

1430
01:55:38,040 --> 01:55:39,599
But she was gone.

1431
01:55:40,840 --> 01:55:45,279
(PlANO MUSlC)

1432
01:56:15,600 --> 01:56:16,959
(FEMALE FAN) No!

1433
01:56:18,280 --> 01:56:20,119
(FEMALE FAN) Oh, my God!

1434
01:56:22,800 --> 01:56:24,719
(FEMALE FAN) Rest in peace, Amy.

1435
01:56:25,680 --> 01:56:28,359
(PlANO MUSlC)

1436
01:56:33,760 --> 01:56:35,079
(CRlSTlNA)
Amy's blood alcohol level was

1437
01:56:35,200 --> 01:56:38,359
. .four to five times higher
than the drink driving limit.

1438
01:56:38,760 --> 01:56:41,439
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders

1439
01:56:41,600 --> 01:56:45,479
. .and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.

1440
01:56:55,560 --> 01:56:58,999
She was one of the truest
jazz singers l ever heard.

1441
01:56:59,640 --> 01:57:02,919
To me she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,

1442
01:57:03,120 --> 01:57:06,679
. .like Billie Holiday.
She had the complete gift.

1443
01:57:08,400 --> 01:57:10,439
lf she had lived,
l would have said,

1444
01:57:11,400 --> 01:57:14,159
. . "Slow down, you're too important.

1445
01:57:14,280 --> 01:57:16,679
Life teaches you really
how to live it,

1446
01:57:17,160 --> 01:57:19,079
. .if you can live long enough. "

1447
01:57:22,120 --> 01:57:27,399
(PlANO MUSlC)

1448
01:57:28,680 --> 01:58:22,239
(PlANO MUSlC CONTlNUES)

1449
01:59:00,840 --> 01:59:06,399
(MELODlC GUlTAR MUSlC)

1450
01:59:37,680 --> 01:59:41,519
# Well some times
l go out by myself

1451
01:59:41,640 --> 01:59:44,799
# And l look across the water

1452
01:59:47,680 --> 01:59:51,439
# And l think of all the things
what you're doing

1453
01:59:51,520 --> 01:59:55,319
# And in my head
l paint a picture

1454
01:59:58,400 --> 02:00:03,119
# Since l 've come home
Well my body's been a mess

1455
02:00:03,240 --> 02:00:05,639
# And l 've missed
your ginger hair

1456
02:00:05,720 --> 02:00:08,879
# And the way
you like to dress

1457
02:00:09,000 --> 02:00:11,479
# Won't you come on over

1458
02:00:11,560 --> 02:00:15,999
# Stop making
a fool out of me

1459
02:00:16,360 --> 02:00:20,319
# Why don't you
come on over Valerie

1460
02:00:23,200 --> 02:00:36,319
# Valerie

1461
02:00:38,760 --> 02:00:41,119
# Did you have to go to jail

1462
02:00:41,240 --> 02:00:43,319
# Put your house up for sale

1463
02:00:43,360 --> 02:00:46,599
# Did you get a good lawyer

1464
02:00:48,640 --> 02:00:51,119
# l hope you didn't catch a tan

1465
02:00:51,240 --> 02:00:56,199
# l hope you find the right man
who' ll fix it for ya

1466
02:00:57,960 --> 02:01:01,119
# And now
you're shopping anywhere

1467
02:01:01,280 --> 02:01:03,319
# Changed the colour
of your hair

1468
02:01:03,400 --> 02:01:05,999
# And are you busy?

1469
02:01:08,600 --> 02:01:11,079
# And did you have
to pay that fine?

1470
02:01:11,200 --> 02:01:13,159
# That you were dodging
all the time

1471
02:01:13,200 --> 02:01:15,799
# Are you still dizzy?

1472
02:01:18,960 --> 02:01:20,799
# Since l 've come home

1473
02:01:20,880 --> 02:01:23,479
# Well my body's been a mess

1474
02:01:23,640 --> 02:01:25,799
# And l 've missed your ginger hair

1475
02:01:25,880 --> 02:01:29,039
# And the way you like to dress

1476
02:01:29,160 --> 02:01:31,639
# Won't you come on over

1477
02:01:31,720 --> 02:01:35,879
# Stop making a fool out of me

1478
02:01:36,240 --> 02:01:40,919
# Why don't you come on over
Valerie

1479
02:01:43,080 --> 02:02:05,799
# Valerie

1480
02:02:07,440 --> 02:02:10,399
# Oh, oh, oh, Valerie

1481
02:02:12,360 --> 02:02:15,199
# Oh, Valerie

1482
02:02:18,120 --> 02:02:20,479
# Oh, Valerie, yeah

1483
02:02:21,080 --> 02:02:22,999
# Valerie, yeah

1484
02:02:23,080 --> 02:02:25,399
# Valerie

1485
02:02:26,240 --> 02:02:28,679
# Why don't you come on over

1486
02:02:28,760 --> 02:02:32,399
# Valerie. #