1 00:01:51,504 --> 00:01:53,656 Student: "It is not chaos or death. 2 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:56,248 "It is form and union and plan. 3 00:01:56,553 --> 00:01:57,989 "It is eternal life. 4 00:01:58,468 --> 00:01:59,773 "It is happiness. 5 00:02:00,731 --> 00:02:02,622 "The past and present wilt. 6 00:02:02,646 --> 00:02:04,537 "I have filled them, emptied them, 7 00:02:04,561 --> 00:02:07,303 "and proceed to fill my next fold of the future. 8 00:02:07,607 --> 00:02:09,914 "Listener up there! What have you to confide to me? 9 00:02:10,654 --> 00:02:13,546 "Look in my face while I snuff the sidle of evening. 10 00:02:13,570 --> 00:02:15,983 "Talk honestly, no one else hears you, 11 00:02:16,007 --> 00:02:17,724 and I stay only a minute longer." 12 00:02:17,748 --> 00:02:19,793 "Do I contradict myself? 13 00:02:21,143 --> 00:02:22,642 "Very well then, I contradict myself. 14 00:02:22,666 --> 00:02:25,471 I am large, I contain multitudes." 15 00:02:25,495 --> 00:02:26,670 My God. 16 00:02:28,150 --> 00:02:29,151 What is it? 17 00:02:30,543 --> 00:02:32,676 Clearly something more interesting than Whitman. 18 00:02:33,807 --> 00:02:36,482 California. There was another earthquake. 19 00:02:36,506 --> 00:02:39,876 A huge chunk's gone from Santa Barbara to Fresno. 20 00:02:39,900 --> 00:02:41,443 - Student 2: It's fucking crazy. - Into the ocean. 21 00:02:41,467 --> 00:02:43,267 - Just like that. - Teacher: Alright, alright. 22 00:02:43,513 --> 00:02:44,513 Settle down. 23 00:02:46,168 --> 00:02:47,188 Got no connection. 24 00:02:47,212 --> 00:02:48,692 Anybody else have one? 25 00:02:49,171 --> 00:02:51,042 Student: No. 26 00:02:54,001 --> 00:02:59,461 Teacher: Oh, eh, sorry. Network's still down. 27 00:02:59,485 --> 00:03:01,139 I've got his file here, though. 28 00:03:01,835 --> 00:03:03,857 Uh, Dylan's been diving lately. 29 00:03:03,881 --> 00:03:05,424 I mean, this semester, he's gone 30 00:03:05,448 --> 00:03:07,774 from As and Bs to Ds. 31 00:03:07,798 --> 00:03:09,167 You keep hard copies? 32 00:03:09,191 --> 00:03:10,690 When the network started acting up, 33 00:03:10,714 --> 00:03:12,474 a lot of us started keeping hard copies. 34 00:03:12,498 --> 00:03:15,066 What do you think? I mean, you think it's coming back? 35 00:03:15,545 --> 00:03:17,523 Well, I don't, I don't know. 36 00:03:17,547 --> 00:03:19,394 Dylan's mom: I remember the world before the internet. 37 00:03:19,418 --> 00:03:20,874 Why is it so hard to imagine carrying on without it? 38 00:03:20,898 --> 00:03:22,397 It is, though, isn't it? 39 00:03:22,421 --> 00:03:24,617 How do we go back? How... Can we go back? 40 00:03:24,641 --> 00:03:26,401 What if it's down for good this time? 41 00:03:26,425 --> 00:03:27,750 Internet's still down. 42 00:03:27,774 --> 00:03:29,187 Teacher: Yeah, but lucky for us, 43 00:03:29,211 --> 00:03:30,753 I've got hard copies for each student. 44 00:03:30,777 --> 00:03:32,277 Parent: I think this might be it. 45 00:03:32,301 --> 00:03:33,234 I don't think it's coming back this time. 46 00:03:33,258 --> 00:03:34,931 You might be right. 47 00:03:34,955 --> 00:03:36,368 But I do think we should talk about Emily. 48 00:03:36,392 --> 00:03:37,717 Her attendance has really fallen off. 49 00:03:37,741 --> 00:03:39,046 Her attendance? 50 00:03:39,395 --> 00:03:41,373 Absenteeism's at an all-time high 51 00:03:41,397 --> 00:03:42,765 all over the world. 52 00:03:42,789 --> 00:03:45,768 We got doctors and pilots and cops 53 00:03:45,792 --> 00:03:49,032 and everyone's just pissing the fuck off, right? 54 00:03:49,056 --> 00:03:51,818 But you, you want to talk to us about Emily? 55 00:03:51,842 --> 00:03:53,907 Parent 2: How are they supposed to study, anyway? 56 00:03:53,931 --> 00:03:56,039 Web's been on the fritz for eight months. 57 00:03:56,063 --> 00:03:58,762 Half those sites are just garbled. 58 00:03:59,066 --> 00:04:00,827 I mean, I get it, sites go dark. 59 00:04:00,851 --> 00:04:02,655 But what about all that other stuff? 60 00:04:02,679 --> 00:04:06,267 Like, sites are there, but all the punctuation's wrong. 61 00:04:06,291 --> 00:04:09,164 Words spelled wrong. How do you explain that? 62 00:04:10,643 --> 00:04:12,317 Well, I can't, 63 00:04:12,341 --> 00:04:15,450 but Brian can still prepare for class. 64 00:04:15,474 --> 00:04:18,453 I mean, the library's still here. Internet or not. 65 00:04:18,477 --> 00:04:19,696 Pornhub's down. 66 00:04:21,654 --> 00:04:22,960 Did you know that, Mr. Anderson? 67 00:04:26,050 --> 00:04:27,332 Yeah, I, uh, 68 00:04:27,356 --> 00:04:30,272 I, I, I had noticed that. Yeah. 69 00:04:30,794 --> 00:04:32,598 Sorry if Bri's been any trouble. 70 00:04:32,622 --> 00:04:35,383 It's just me now. His mom... 71 00:04:35,407 --> 00:04:37,211 she left, I don't know where. 72 00:04:37,235 --> 00:04:38,865 That's been happening a lot more I hear, 73 00:04:38,889 --> 00:04:40,673 people just ghosting. 74 00:04:41,631 --> 00:04:45,393 Hers was some star-crossed boyfriend from high school. 75 00:04:45,417 --> 00:04:46,505 They dated a month. 76 00:04:48,115 --> 00:04:50,181 Goddamn month. She's gonna throw 20 years 77 00:04:50,205 --> 00:04:52,207 in the trash to chase down a month. 78 00:04:53,947 --> 00:04:55,707 I guess she never stopped thinking about him. 79 00:04:56,907 --> 00:04:58,667 I guess we've all got someone like that. 80 00:04:58,691 --> 00:05:02,193 I mean, I get it, if it really is the end, 81 00:05:02,217 --> 00:05:04,543 like those kooks in the purple robes say, 82 00:05:04,567 --> 00:05:06,830 then who do you want to be with for it? 83 00:05:07,831 --> 00:05:08,919 But to leave her son? 84 00:05:12,923 --> 00:05:14,316 Uh, she says she'll be back. 85 00:05:15,882 --> 00:05:17,928 I don't know. Um... 86 00:05:22,411 --> 00:05:23,760 Fuckin' Pornhub. 87 00:05:25,022 --> 00:05:26,652 What if that never comes back? 88 00:05:26,676 --> 00:05:28,634 Fuckin' tragedy. 89 00:05:29,983 --> 00:05:33,073 I mean, even if it is the end of all things... 90 00:05:35,032 --> 00:05:36,425 that's just fuckin' mean. 91 00:05:42,822 --> 00:05:44,998 - Sorry. - Yeah. 92 00:05:47,174 --> 00:05:48,587 Reporter: It's a scene of devastation 93 00:05:48,611 --> 00:05:50,328 and heartbreak in California, 94 00:05:50,352 --> 00:05:52,591 as rescue workers sift through what remains 95 00:05:52,615 --> 00:05:54,245 of the northern portion of the state. 96 00:05:54,269 --> 00:05:57,117 Reporter 2:350 dead in North Yorkshire 97 00:05:57,141 --> 00:05:58,489 as water levels continue to... 98 00:06:19,206 --> 00:06:20,662 narrator: The day Marty Anderson 99 00:06:20,686 --> 00:06:22,708 first saw the billboard 100 00:06:22,732 --> 00:06:26,038 was just before the internet finally went down for good. 101 00:06:28,651 --> 00:06:31,151 It had been wobbling for eight months, 102 00:06:31,175 --> 00:06:34,589 but other problems, like fires, earthquakes, 103 00:06:34,613 --> 00:06:37,549 and whole species of birds and fish dying off 104 00:06:37,573 --> 00:06:39,377 had taken priority. 105 00:06:39,401 --> 00:06:41,161 Newscaster [on radio]: till today, thought to be 106 00:06:41,185 --> 00:06:42,985 the largest wildfire in United States history. 107 00:06:44,406 --> 00:06:45,731 ♪ Well, I feel so good 108 00:06:45,755 --> 00:06:47,670 ♪ Everything is getting high 109 00:06:48,279 --> 00:06:50,518 narrator: Ordinarily, Marty would've driven home 110 00:06:50,542 --> 00:06:53,347 by way of the Turnpike bypass, 111 00:06:53,371 --> 00:06:55,349 but that wasn't possible 112 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:57,003 due to the collapse of the bridge 113 00:06:57,027 --> 00:06:58,507 over Otter Creek. 114 00:07:00,987 --> 00:07:02,965 ♪ So glad we made it 115 00:07:02,989 --> 00:07:03,989 ♪ You gotta 116 00:07:05,992 --> 00:07:07,883 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 117 00:07:07,907 --> 00:07:09,232 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 118 00:07:09,256 --> 00:07:11,234 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 119 00:07:11,258 --> 00:07:14,260 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 120 00:07:19,266 --> 00:07:21,201 NPR host [on radio]: Well, with what happened in California, 121 00:07:21,225 --> 00:07:22,768 that officially makes Nevada one of the most 122 00:07:22,792 --> 00:07:24,639 populous states in the Union now. 123 00:07:24,663 --> 00:07:26,293 NPR host 2: The thing that must be said here is... 124 00:07:26,317 --> 00:07:28,295 narrator: Felicia Gordon is a nurse 125 00:07:28,319 --> 00:07:29,905 at City General. 126 00:07:29,929 --> 00:07:31,603 Though for the last few weeks, 127 00:07:31,627 --> 00:07:35,258 she's felt more like an undertaker. 128 00:07:35,282 --> 00:07:38,261 The staff, whose numbers have been dwindling 129 00:07:38,285 --> 00:07:40,829 since late summer, have begun referring 130 00:07:40,853 --> 00:07:43,789 to themselves as the Suicide Squad. 131 00:07:43,813 --> 00:07:45,704 NPR host [on radio]: We'll be back to talk more about this 132 00:07:45,728 --> 00:07:47,836 and, uh, also about the fires in the Midwest, 133 00:07:47,860 --> 00:07:50,428 speaking of water scarcity, back after this break. 134 00:07:55,433 --> 00:07:56,976 Announcer [on radio]: We'd like to say thank you 135 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:58,673 to Charles Krantz 136 00:07:58,697 --> 00:08:01,676 for 39 great years. 137 00:08:01,700 --> 00:08:02,745 Thanks, Chuck. 138 00:08:06,836 --> 00:08:07,924 Man: Hey. 139 00:08:09,099 --> 00:08:10,337 Heard you got another one. 140 00:08:10,361 --> 00:08:12,034 Yeah. One more. 141 00:08:12,058 --> 00:08:14,365 Nurse: Mine wasn't so lucky. Slit wrists, so... 142 00:08:15,192 --> 00:08:16,759 what were we supposed to do really? 143 00:08:17,237 --> 00:08:18,911 Hear about Marilou? 144 00:08:18,935 --> 00:08:20,652 No. What about Marilou? 145 00:08:20,676 --> 00:08:21,807 She left! 146 00:08:22,417 --> 00:08:24,525 - Her ex. Remember Pedro? - Mm-hm. 147 00:08:24,549 --> 00:08:26,484 He showed up, and I don't know what he said to her, 148 00:08:26,508 --> 00:08:28,205 but she walked out holding his hand. 149 00:08:29,119 --> 00:08:30,836 And I remember how bad that divorce was. 150 00:08:30,860 --> 00:08:32,620 - Do you remember? - Yeah, I remember. 151 00:08:32,644 --> 00:08:34,230 Well, I guess that's all bridge water 152 00:08:34,254 --> 00:08:36,407 'cause off she went. 153 00:08:36,431 --> 00:08:37,756 Reporter [on radio]: sinkholes that have been opening up. 154 00:08:37,780 --> 00:08:39,235 Nurse: I wonder what the stats are. 155 00:08:39,259 --> 00:08:41,934 You think more people are splitting up 156 00:08:41,958 --> 00:08:43,307 or getting back together? 157 00:08:43,655 --> 00:08:45,328 I mean, do you think marriage rates are up 158 00:08:45,352 --> 00:08:46,672 - or divorce rates... - Marriages. 159 00:08:47,877 --> 00:08:49,400 - You're an optimist. - No. 160 00:08:50,532 --> 00:08:51,857 Divorce takes way longer, 161 00:08:51,881 --> 00:08:53,598 and I don't think anyone's filing. 162 00:08:53,622 --> 00:08:55,643 Why bother? Six months of paperwork at least. 163 00:08:55,667 --> 00:08:56,818 Probably more. 164 00:08:56,842 --> 00:08:57,906 Marriage license is one page 165 00:08:57,930 --> 00:08:59,149 and it takes an hour or so. 166 00:09:00,367 --> 00:09:02,413 I'm gonna guess marriages. 167 00:09:03,588 --> 00:09:05,174 Man [on TV]: Missed you for lunch, missed you for dinner. 168 00:09:05,198 --> 00:09:06,828 What's the matter? Don't you eat anymore? 169 00:09:06,852 --> 00:09:08,569 Woman [on TV]: Well, I wasn't hungry tonight. 170 00:09:08,593 --> 00:09:10,136 Man: Weren't you hungry this morning either? 171 00:09:10,160 --> 00:09:11,703 Woman: Who stole my nylons? 172 00:09:11,727 --> 00:09:15,141 Egads! The very... Not very. 173 00:09:15,165 --> 00:09:17,404 Man: Too much rehearsal last night, huh? 174 00:09:17,428 --> 00:09:18,840 Woman: It was kind of a workout. 175 00:09:18,864 --> 00:09:20,146 Man: That why you slept late? 176 00:09:20,170 --> 00:09:21,452 Woman: Oh, I didn't sleep late. 177 00:09:21,476 --> 00:09:22,888 I went uptown. 178 00:09:22,912 --> 00:09:24,566 - Man: Shopping? - Woman: No. 179 00:09:27,612 --> 00:09:28,612 Hey. 180 00:09:30,572 --> 00:09:31,772 Felicia Gordon [on phone]: Hi. 181 00:09:34,227 --> 00:09:35,727 You hung up? 182 00:09:35,751 --> 00:09:37,100 Yeah. 183 00:09:37,579 --> 00:09:39,581 But then I figured you probably saw it. So... 184 00:09:41,931 --> 00:09:42,932 How are you? 185 00:09:43,672 --> 00:09:45,563 Marty Anderson [on phone]: I'm okay, I guess. 186 00:09:45,587 --> 00:09:46,675 How are you? 187 00:09:47,414 --> 00:09:49,678 I was, um, thinking about you today. 188 00:09:50,766 --> 00:09:52,787 We were at work talking about marriages and divorces. 189 00:09:52,811 --> 00:09:54,354 Like, which are happening more now... 190 00:09:54,378 --> 00:09:55,422 Marriages, I bet. 191 00:09:56,554 --> 00:09:58,121 Ain't nobody waiting on a divorce. 192 00:09:59,165 --> 00:10:00,427 What about remarriages? 193 00:10:02,778 --> 00:10:04,320 You want to buy a guy a drink first or... 194 00:10:04,344 --> 00:10:05,670 I bet those are happening. 195 00:10:05,694 --> 00:10:06,825 I mean, it makes sense. 196 00:10:07,609 --> 00:10:10,394 People wanting something comforting and... 197 00:10:11,264 --> 00:10:12,570 familiar. 198 00:10:13,876 --> 00:10:16,182 So... how was your day? 199 00:10:17,183 --> 00:10:19,011 You're just going right for it, aren't you? 200 00:10:19,664 --> 00:10:20,709 Humor me. 201 00:10:21,100 --> 00:10:22,362 It was, um... 202 00:10:22,972 --> 00:10:26,952 It was a day, I guess. 203 00:10:26,976 --> 00:10:29,587 You know? Weird. 204 00:10:30,109 --> 00:10:31,347 Parent-teacher sessions, 205 00:10:31,371 --> 00:10:33,809 felt like pissing in the wind. 206 00:10:34,461 --> 00:10:35,917 You know about California, right? 207 00:10:35,941 --> 00:10:37,745 Yeah. 208 00:10:37,769 --> 00:10:39,355 I know they're saying most of it was already evacuated, 209 00:10:39,379 --> 00:10:41,357 but I heard today there are hundreds of thousands 210 00:10:41,381 --> 00:10:42,837 of refugees trekking east. 211 00:10:42,861 --> 00:10:44,143 Did you know Nevada is one of the most 212 00:10:44,167 --> 00:10:45,623 populous states in the Union now? 213 00:10:45,647 --> 00:10:47,668 I heard a, a scientist on NPR say 214 00:10:47,692 --> 00:10:49,999 California is peeling away like old wallpaper. 215 00:10:50,608 --> 00:10:53,393 And another Japanese reactor got inundated this afternoon. 216 00:10:53,829 --> 00:10:56,111 And they're saying, you know, it was shut down and all's well, 217 00:10:56,135 --> 00:10:58,113 but I just, I, I don't think I believe that. 218 00:10:58,137 --> 00:11:00,333 Cynic. 219 00:11:00,357 --> 00:11:02,117 Well, we're living in cynical times, Marty. 220 00:11:02,141 --> 00:11:05,405 I mean, some people think we're living in the last times. 221 00:11:05,928 --> 00:11:08,080 Not just the religious crazies either. Not anymore. 222 00:11:08,104 --> 00:11:10,778 And you are hearing that from a member in good standing 223 00:11:10,802 --> 00:11:13,283 of the City General Suicide Squad. 224 00:11:14,197 --> 00:11:15,478 That's what we call ourselves now. 225 00:11:15,502 --> 00:11:16,939 No lie. 226 00:11:17,243 --> 00:11:20,048 We lost six today, but there's 18 more 227 00:11:20,072 --> 00:11:21,789 we dragged back, mostly with naloxone. 228 00:11:21,813 --> 00:11:23,399 But supplies of that are getting very thin. 229 00:11:23,423 --> 00:11:25,358 And I heard the head pharmacist say 230 00:11:25,382 --> 00:11:27,906 we might be completely out by the end of the month. 231 00:11:28,777 --> 00:11:30,232 That sucks. 232 00:11:30,256 --> 00:11:31,997 Yeah. Yeah. 233 00:11:32,868 --> 00:11:34,652 Yeah, that sucks. It, it really sucks. 234 00:11:37,133 --> 00:11:39,067 The internet's down, and California's hanging 235 00:11:39,091 --> 00:11:40,373 by a thread. 236 00:11:40,397 --> 00:11:42,418 There's fires and famines 237 00:11:42,442 --> 00:11:43,550 and plagues and all the rest. 238 00:11:43,574 --> 00:11:44,899 I mean, it just 239 00:11:44,923 --> 00:11:46,185 the center doesn't hold. 240 00:11:48,057 --> 00:11:49,580 It just won't let up. 241 00:11:53,105 --> 00:11:54,846 How long is this gonna go on? 242 00:11:56,631 --> 00:11:58,431 How much can we take before the whole thing... 243 00:11:59,590 --> 00:12:01,374 before the whole thing goes apart, I mean. 244 00:12:06,728 --> 00:12:09,382 I'm teaching the kids Carl Sagan right now. 245 00:12:11,558 --> 00:12:13,735 You ever hear what he said about the cosmic calendar? 246 00:12:14,649 --> 00:12:17,695 Uh... I don't know. I don't think so. 247 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:21,240 Well, the universe is 15 billion years old. 248 00:12:21,264 --> 00:12:22,850 And if you took all of that, 249 00:12:22,874 --> 00:12:26,201 all, all 15 billion years 250 00:12:26,225 --> 00:12:30,292 and compress them into a single calendar year, 251 00:12:30,316 --> 00:12:33,948 then the Big Bang happens in the first second, January 1st. 252 00:12:33,972 --> 00:12:35,800 And, and today, 253 00:12:36,540 --> 00:12:39,867 oh, right now, we're in the final millisecond 254 00:12:39,891 --> 00:12:41,632 of the last minute of the last day, 255 00:12:42,241 --> 00:12:43,697 December 31st. 256 00:12:43,721 --> 00:12:45,656 But if you go back to the start, 257 00:12:45,680 --> 00:12:48,180 if the, if the Big Bang happens 258 00:12:48,204 --> 00:12:49,988 at midnight, January 1st, 259 00:12:51,033 --> 00:12:52,880 then each month of this calendar 260 00:12:52,904 --> 00:12:55,100 is one and a quarter billion years long. 261 00:12:55,124 --> 00:12:57,406 Hey, nobody told me there was math on this exam. 262 00:12:57,430 --> 00:13:00,105 The universe starts January 1st, 263 00:13:00,129 --> 00:13:02,977 but the, uh, the Milky Way didn't form 264 00:13:03,001 --> 00:13:04,481 until May. 265 00:13:04,829 --> 00:13:06,415 Our sun and our earth, 266 00:13:06,439 --> 00:13:10,008 they don't show up until mid-September. 267 00:13:10,356 --> 00:13:12,576 Life appears soon after. But not us. 268 00:13:13,359 --> 00:13:16,469 No. No, no, we don't appear for guess how long? 269 00:13:16,493 --> 00:13:18,689 Again, I was told there'd be no math. 270 00:13:18,713 --> 00:13:19,931 December 31st. 271 00:13:21,019 --> 00:13:22,649 Last day on the calendar, 272 00:13:22,673 --> 00:13:24,651 and the very first human beings on Earth 273 00:13:24,675 --> 00:13:25,894 made their debut 274 00:13:26,633 --> 00:13:28,113 around 10:30 p.m. 275 00:13:29,245 --> 00:13:32,248 10:30 p.m. on the last day. 276 00:13:32,727 --> 00:13:35,401 And, um, every minute since then 277 00:13:35,425 --> 00:13:37,098 is 30,000 years. 278 00:13:37,122 --> 00:13:41,126 So, 11:46 p.m., 279 00:13:41,823 --> 00:13:45,652 only 14 minutes ago, humanity tamed fire 280 00:13:46,784 --> 00:13:49,134 and now we're out of minutes, we're into seconds. 281 00:13:50,832 --> 00:13:52,723 11:59 and 20 seconds, 282 00:13:52,747 --> 00:13:56,576 the domestication of plants and animals begin, 283 00:13:57,055 --> 00:13:59,841 an application for the human talent for making tools. 284 00:14:00,842 --> 00:14:03,235 11:59 and 35 seconds, 285 00:14:04,193 --> 00:14:06,171 agricultural communities 286 00:14:06,195 --> 00:14:08,197 evolved into the first cities. 287 00:14:09,981 --> 00:14:11,243 Our recorded history, 288 00:14:11,940 --> 00:14:14,159 everyone we've ever heard of, 289 00:14:14,681 --> 00:14:17,902 every single thing in any one of our history books... 290 00:14:19,991 --> 00:14:21,732 happens in the last 10 seconds. 291 00:14:24,387 --> 00:14:25,954 The last 10 seconds 292 00:14:26,868 --> 00:14:28,130 of the last minute 293 00:14:28,870 --> 00:14:30,785 of the last day on the calendar. 294 00:14:32,308 --> 00:14:33,788 December 31st. 295 00:14:38,749 --> 00:14:40,316 So how long is it gonna go on? 296 00:14:41,447 --> 00:14:42,797 I don't know, Fel. 297 00:14:44,189 --> 00:14:46,080 If you're right, and you might be, 298 00:14:46,104 --> 00:14:49,083 that this really is the, the last times 299 00:14:49,107 --> 00:14:51,283 and the universe is dying, 300 00:14:51,936 --> 00:14:53,566 and let's just say it's a fast death, 301 00:14:53,590 --> 00:14:55,394 even if all of this is happening in the, 302 00:14:55,418 --> 00:14:58,116 the last split second, 303 00:14:58,943 --> 00:15:00,249 microsecond, 304 00:15:00,902 --> 00:15:02,468 who knows how long that'll last. 305 00:15:03,078 --> 00:15:06,037 Maybe seconds, maybe eons. 306 00:15:06,342 --> 00:15:09,147 Maybe all this is happening as the cosmos burps out 307 00:15:09,171 --> 00:15:10,433 its last breath. 308 00:15:12,783 --> 00:15:14,611 Maybe it's all happening in the last 309 00:15:15,220 --> 00:15:18,093 single solitary heartbeat. 310 00:15:23,011 --> 00:15:24,447 Jesus, Marty. 311 00:15:27,058 --> 00:15:28,146 Yeah. 312 00:15:34,631 --> 00:15:36,459 Listen, Fel, I should go. I've, um... 313 00:15:38,765 --> 00:15:40,811 I've got tests to grade. 314 00:15:42,552 --> 00:15:43,552 Marty... 315 00:15:45,511 --> 00:15:46,837 the world is going down the drain, 316 00:15:46,861 --> 00:15:48,534 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 317 00:15:48,558 --> 00:15:51,561 So, maybe we're going down the drain too. 318 00:15:52,518 --> 00:15:53,998 Maybe. 319 00:15:54,346 --> 00:15:56,629 But, you know, Chuck Krantz is retiring. 320 00:15:56,653 --> 00:15:58,370 So... 321 00:15:58,394 --> 00:16:01,025 I guess there's a gleam of light in the darkness. 322 00:16:01,049 --> 00:16:02,722 Yes. Thirty-nine great years. 323 00:16:02,746 --> 00:16:04,332 Oh, you saw that weird billboard? 324 00:16:04,356 --> 00:16:06,334 No, it was an ad on the radio that, um, 325 00:16:06,358 --> 00:16:08,249 that NPR show I was telling you about. 326 00:16:08,273 --> 00:16:09,816 If they're running ads on NPR, 327 00:16:09,840 --> 00:16:11,200 it really is the end of the world. 328 00:16:11,973 --> 00:16:13,646 Tell me, how does Chuck Krantz 329 00:16:13,670 --> 00:16:15,517 rate this kind of coverage? 330 00:16:15,541 --> 00:16:18,042 I mean... looks like an accountant. 331 00:16:18,066 --> 00:16:19,197 I've never heard of him. 332 00:16:20,285 --> 00:16:22,089 Used an old photo too, I guess. 333 00:16:22,113 --> 00:16:23,961 I mean, the guy barely looks 40 at all, 334 00:16:23,985 --> 00:16:26,311 let alone 40 years on the job. 335 00:16:26,335 --> 00:16:27,989 The world is full of mysteries. 336 00:16:29,904 --> 00:16:32,602 And, hey, no hard stuff, Marty. 337 00:16:32,950 --> 00:16:34,517 Okay? Have a beer instead. 338 00:16:36,911 --> 00:16:38,086 You got it. 339 00:16:42,046 --> 00:16:43,937 Newsreader [on TV]: The Ohio EPA has now issued 340 00:16:43,961 --> 00:16:45,678 a code red air quality alert 341 00:16:45,702 --> 00:16:47,355 for Cleveland and its surrounding... 342 00:17:12,424 --> 00:17:15,557 Oh, shit on a stick. 343 00:17:20,171 --> 00:17:21,627 Announcer [on TV]: We'd like to say thank you 344 00:17:21,651 --> 00:17:23,020 to Charles Krantz 345 00:17:23,044 --> 00:17:26,110 for 39 great years. 346 00:17:26,134 --> 00:17:27,700 Thanks, Chuck. 347 00:17:55,337 --> 00:17:56,337 Gus! 348 00:17:57,513 --> 00:17:59,558 Oh. Hey, Marty. 349 00:18:00,211 --> 00:18:01,430 Where's your car? 350 00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:03,669 It's... it's on, 351 00:18:03,693 --> 00:18:05,105 it's on the sidewalk halfway down. 352 00:18:05,129 --> 00:18:07,194 Main Street Hill with a hundred others. 353 00:18:07,218 --> 00:18:08,761 I finally just had to turn around. 354 00:18:08,785 --> 00:18:10,589 Fuck it, I walked... 355 00:18:10,613 --> 00:18:12,112 What do you think it is, like, three miles? 356 00:18:12,136 --> 00:18:13,659 I just walked three miles. 357 00:18:14,095 --> 00:18:16,290 Oh, you're going to school. Hold on a sec. 358 00:18:16,314 --> 00:18:20,120 Uh, real quick, you gotta, you gotta go, 359 00:18:20,144 --> 00:18:22,122 listen to me, you gotta go out Route 11 360 00:18:22,146 --> 00:18:24,472 and then hook back on, on, on 19. 361 00:18:24,496 --> 00:18:26,735 Yeah. There's gonna be plenty of traffic. 362 00:18:26,759 --> 00:18:28,215 You gotta go out at least 20 miles. 363 00:18:28,239 --> 00:18:29,695 You might make it before lunch. 364 00:18:29,719 --> 00:18:32,132 - I wouldn't count on it. - What happened? 365 00:18:32,156 --> 00:18:34,352 Giant sinkhole opened up on Market and Main. 366 00:18:34,376 --> 00:18:36,441 Man, the-the thing, it, uh, it's huge. 367 00:18:36,465 --> 00:18:38,704 All the rain probably had something to do with it, 368 00:18:38,728 --> 00:18:40,488 lack of maintenance maybe more so. 369 00:18:40,512 --> 00:18:42,795 But it's not my department, thank God. 370 00:18:42,819 --> 00:18:44,473 But, yeah, there's, there's gotta be 371 00:18:45,169 --> 00:18:46,842 20 cars at the bottom. 372 00:18:46,866 --> 00:18:48,670 And some of the people in some of those cars, 373 00:18:48,694 --> 00:18:50,237 they ain't comin' back. 374 00:18:50,261 --> 00:18:52,307 Jesus, I was, I was just there last night, 375 00:18:53,134 --> 00:18:54,633 backed up in traffic. 376 00:18:54,657 --> 00:18:56,257 Thank God you weren't there this morning. 377 00:18:57,442 --> 00:18:58,878 I assume you know about California. 378 00:19:00,054 --> 00:19:01,727 I didn't turn on the TV this morning. 379 00:19:01,751 --> 00:19:02,945 - Oh! - Is there something new? 380 00:19:02,969 --> 00:19:04,580 The, the rest of it went. 381 00:19:05,929 --> 00:19:08,560 I-I mean, th-they're saying that 20% of Northern California 382 00:19:08,584 --> 00:19:11,215 is hanging in there, which probably means, what, 10%? 383 00:19:11,239 --> 00:19:13,893 But the food-producing regions are... they're gone. 384 00:19:15,417 --> 00:19:17,090 And with the Midwest turning to charcoal 385 00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:18,787 and Florida flooding, that's like 386 00:19:18,811 --> 00:19:20,596 all the food-producing regions 387 00:19:21,205 --> 00:19:23,270 in the country just gone. 388 00:19:23,294 --> 00:19:24,663 And the same thing with Europe. 389 00:19:24,687 --> 00:19:26,230 I mean, it's famine time in Asia. 390 00:19:26,254 --> 00:19:27,666 There's a million people dead. 391 00:19:27,690 --> 00:19:29,320 They're saying it's the bub-bublonic, 392 00:19:29,344 --> 00:19:30,495 - bubonic plague. - Bubonic. 393 00:19:30,519 --> 00:19:32,453 Bu-Bubonic plague. Yeah. 394 00:19:32,477 --> 00:19:34,760 And the bees, I mean, they were in trouble a decade ago, 395 00:19:34,784 --> 00:19:36,240 but they're completely gone now. 396 00:19:36,264 --> 00:19:37,458 I mean, there's a couple of hives or whatever 397 00:19:37,482 --> 00:19:38,938 down in South America, 398 00:19:38,962 --> 00:19:40,853 but there ain't no honey, honey. 399 00:19:40,877 --> 00:19:43,203 And without those little guys, like, what's gonna pollinate 400 00:19:43,227 --> 00:19:44,639 all the crops we have left? 401 00:19:44,663 --> 00:19:45,684 I mean, I can't do... 402 00:19:45,708 --> 00:19:47,033 Excuse me. One sec. 403 00:19:47,057 --> 00:19:48,339 Yeah, yeah. That's-that's cool. 404 00:19:48,363 --> 00:19:50,210 A-Andrea? Are you, 405 00:19:50,234 --> 00:19:52,082 are you Andrea from Midwest Trust? 406 00:19:52,106 --> 00:19:54,127 I'm Felicia Anderson's husband. 407 00:19:54,151 --> 00:19:56,303 Ex, actually. 408 00:19:56,327 --> 00:19:57,826 I think you and Fel know each other. 409 00:19:57,850 --> 00:19:59,611 We met at a, a, a game night at David's. 410 00:19:59,635 --> 00:20:01,376 - A few game nights. - Yeah, sure. 411 00:20:02,116 --> 00:20:03,378 What do you want? 412 00:20:03,726 --> 00:20:05,965 I just had a long walk, and my car is stuck, 413 00:20:05,989 --> 00:20:07,382 and the bank is, 414 00:20:07,947 --> 00:20:08,948 it's leaning. 415 00:20:10,341 --> 00:20:11,342 Leaning? 416 00:20:11,908 --> 00:20:12,952 Yeah. 417 00:20:13,431 --> 00:20:14,824 It's on the edge of the sinkhole. 418 00:20:16,347 --> 00:20:17,890 Guess that's the end of my job. 419 00:20:17,914 --> 00:20:19,544 Hey, I'm curious about the billboard 420 00:20:19,568 --> 00:20:21,067 on the bank building. 421 00:20:21,091 --> 00:20:22,373 - Have you seen it? - How could I miss it? 422 00:20:22,397 --> 00:20:25,356 And I saw the ads too, on TV. 423 00:20:25,791 --> 00:20:28,118 No more ads for cars or discount furniture. 424 00:20:28,142 --> 00:20:30,337 Just, "Charles Krantz, 425 00:20:30,361 --> 00:20:32,861 39 great years. Thanks, Chuck." 426 00:20:32,885 --> 00:20:34,428 So, he doesn't work at the bank? 427 00:20:34,452 --> 00:20:37,039 He's not retiring from the bank? 428 00:20:37,063 --> 00:20:38,935 I don't know Charles Krantz. 429 00:20:40,023 --> 00:20:42,286 I think it's just a prank. Performance art. 430 00:20:44,854 --> 00:20:45,855 Take care. 431 00:20:52,731 --> 00:20:54,211 They look like refugees. 432 00:20:55,430 --> 00:20:56,431 Yeah. 433 00:20:58,824 --> 00:21:00,391 No one looks that concerned. 434 00:21:01,305 --> 00:21:03,065 What good would that do? 435 00:21:03,089 --> 00:21:04,874 All was concerned at the start. 436 00:21:05,614 --> 00:21:07,418 Remember the protests? You remember... 437 00:21:07,442 --> 00:21:09,289 they knocked over the fence at the White House, 438 00:21:09,313 --> 00:21:11,204 and all those students got shot? 439 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:11,633 Yeah. 440 00:21:11,657 --> 00:21:12,945 And the overthrow of the Russian government. 441 00:21:12,969 --> 00:21:15,556 You got the Four Day War between Pakistan and India 442 00:21:15,580 --> 00:21:20,411 and the fucking... the volcano in Germany. 443 00:21:20,890 --> 00:21:23,893 There was a volcano in Germany. That's, that's crazy. 444 00:21:24,372 --> 00:21:26,872 And we just kept saying, "Oh, it's gonna blow over." 445 00:21:26,896 --> 00:21:29,072 That doesn't look to be happening, though, does it? 446 00:21:31,944 --> 00:21:33,357 No. 447 00:21:33,381 --> 00:21:35,644 I think that suicides will slow down. 448 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:41,302 I think people will just... wait. 449 00:21:43,826 --> 00:21:45,219 For what? 450 00:21:46,002 --> 00:21:47,046 The end. 451 00:21:49,788 --> 00:21:51,181 This is the end of everything. 452 00:21:53,096 --> 00:21:54,595 I mean, we're, we're going through 453 00:21:54,619 --> 00:21:55,988 the five stages of grief. 454 00:21:56,012 --> 00:21:57,555 Don't you get it? I mean, we just, 455 00:21:57,579 --> 00:21:59,755 we just landed on the final stage. 456 00:22:00,364 --> 00:22:01,496 Acceptance. 457 00:22:03,498 --> 00:22:04,542 The waiting... 458 00:22:07,153 --> 00:22:08,590 I think that's the hardest part. 459 00:22:10,722 --> 00:22:13,527 And the whole thing, it just, it-it came out of nowhere, right? 460 00:22:13,551 --> 00:22:16,182 I mean, everyone knew there was trouble with the environment. 461 00:22:16,206 --> 00:22:18,271 I mean, I think even the right-wing nutjobs 462 00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:19,707 were secretly, they got it. 463 00:22:19,731 --> 00:22:21,124 But this... 464 00:22:22,734 --> 00:22:23,866 this... 465 00:22:24,432 --> 00:22:29,785 this is just 60 different varieties of shit. 466 00:22:30,351 --> 00:22:33,354 It's just so much shit that happened fast. 467 00:22:33,832 --> 00:22:36,270 It's like a year, man. Fourteen months. 468 00:22:38,097 --> 00:22:39,708 Sucks. 469 00:22:44,539 --> 00:22:47,323 Yeah. Sucks. 470 00:22:50,501 --> 00:22:51,501 Huh. 471 00:22:52,068 --> 00:22:53,243 Skywriting. 472 00:22:56,507 --> 00:22:58,944 I haven't seen one of those since I was a kid. 473 00:23:01,382 --> 00:23:02,513 Oh. 474 00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:05,255 What the fuck? 475 00:23:06,996 --> 00:23:10,739 My sentiments... exactly. 476 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:47,317 Whoa, whoa, whoa, where have you been? 477 00:23:47,341 --> 00:23:48,516 Are you kidding? 478 00:23:48,951 --> 00:23:50,624 I had to run here. 479 00:23:50,648 --> 00:23:53,671 The traffic's insane, and half the cars are empty. 480 00:23:53,695 --> 00:23:54,802 Dr. Winston's MIA. 481 00:23:54,826 --> 00:23:56,500 - What? - Yeah. 482 00:23:56,524 --> 00:23:57,805 He walked in this morning, and he looked around 483 00:23:57,829 --> 00:23:58,850 and he walked out again. 484 00:23:58,874 --> 00:24:00,373 And now I can't find him. 485 00:24:00,397 --> 00:24:01,957 He dropped his pager when he walked out. 486 00:24:02,356 --> 00:24:04,638 Okay. I'll scrub in. 487 00:24:04,662 --> 00:24:05,968 The beds are empty. 488 00:24:07,012 --> 00:24:08,555 Most of them walked out. I-I-I transferred 489 00:24:08,579 --> 00:24:10,209 the last of the stable ones. 490 00:24:10,233 --> 00:24:12,974 But, Felicia, there's something weird. 491 00:24:16,108 --> 00:24:17,371 What is that? 492 00:24:30,166 --> 00:24:31,689 What's wrong with the monitor? 493 00:24:32,386 --> 00:24:34,388 That's the thing, it-it's, it's not just that one. 494 00:24:59,543 --> 00:25:02,154 I don't know, Fel. I don't know. 495 00:25:03,025 --> 00:25:06,158 I mean... I might want to get out of here. 496 00:25:07,508 --> 00:25:09,747 I might wanna go home. 497 00:25:09,771 --> 00:25:11,371 I don't think I need to be here anymore. 498 00:26:56,573 --> 00:26:57,705 You okay, sir? 499 00:26:58,619 --> 00:27:01,011 Yeah. Just taking a rest. 500 00:27:02,536 --> 00:27:05,776 I walked downtown to look at the sinkhole 501 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:07,821 and take a few pictures with my phone. 502 00:27:07,845 --> 00:27:11,172 Thought one of the local TV stations might be interested, 503 00:27:11,196 --> 00:27:14,417 but they all seem to be off the air. 504 00:27:15,461 --> 00:27:17,246 Except for pictures of Krantz. 505 00:27:19,465 --> 00:27:22,120 All Krantz all the time. 506 00:27:23,382 --> 00:27:25,254 - Any idea who he is? - None. 507 00:27:26,211 --> 00:27:31,541 I've asked two dozen people, at least. Nobody knows. 508 00:27:31,565 --> 00:27:36,023 Our man, Krantz, is the Oz of the apocalypse. 509 00:27:36,047 --> 00:27:38,136 Our last meme. 510 00:27:38,833 --> 00:27:41,202 - Where are you heading? - Harvest Acres. 511 00:27:41,226 --> 00:27:43,228 Nice little enclave off the beaten track. 512 00:27:44,534 --> 00:27:45,796 I'm heading there myself. 513 00:27:46,971 --> 00:27:48,427 - My ex lives there. - Huh. 514 00:27:48,451 --> 00:27:49,776 Well... 515 00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:51,080 I can walk with you if you like. 516 00:27:52,368 --> 00:27:53,543 What do you do, Sam? 517 00:27:54,457 --> 00:27:56,111 If you still do anything, I mean. 518 00:27:57,895 --> 00:28:01,135 Owner and chief undertaker for Yarborough Funeral Home. 519 00:28:01,159 --> 00:28:02,876 Oh, man! 520 00:28:02,900 --> 00:28:04,138 Yeah. 521 00:28:04,162 --> 00:28:06,576 We had a boom. 522 00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:07,881 It's hard to feel good about it, 523 00:28:07,905 --> 00:28:09,100 but business was never better 524 00:28:09,124 --> 00:28:10,560 than it was a few weeks ago. 525 00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:16,435 But my real interest's meteorology. 526 00:28:17,698 --> 00:28:20,154 Dreamed of being a television weatherman 527 00:28:20,178 --> 00:28:22,528 in my salad days, maybe even one of the networks. 528 00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:25,227 But n-no. 529 00:28:25,967 --> 00:28:27,142 I keep up, though. 530 00:28:27,882 --> 00:28:29,230 Read the journals. 531 00:28:30,449 --> 00:28:31,973 And I can tell you 532 00:28:32,756 --> 00:28:35,192 something amazing if you want to hear. 533 00:28:37,021 --> 00:28:40,634 You know how people say there are 24 hours in a day? 534 00:28:42,026 --> 00:28:43,158 Well, they're wrong. 535 00:28:43,985 --> 00:28:47,442 There were 23 hours and 56 minutes 536 00:28:47,466 --> 00:28:48,642 in a stellar day. 537 00:28:56,432 --> 00:28:58,129 Plus a few odd seconds. 538 00:28:58,434 --> 00:28:59,977 There "were"? 539 00:29:00,001 --> 00:29:02,980 Based on my calculations, which I assure you 540 00:29:03,004 --> 00:29:04,832 I can back up, my math is good, 541 00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:10,707 there are now 24 hours and two minutes in a day. 542 00:29:11,316 --> 00:29:13,164 Do you know what that means? 543 00:29:13,188 --> 00:29:15,340 Well, you're saying the Earth's rotation is slowing down? 544 00:29:15,364 --> 00:29:16,626 Exactly. 545 00:29:17,975 --> 00:29:20,258 Lot of folks think all of these disasters 546 00:29:20,282 --> 00:29:22,086 are 'cause of what we've done to the environment. 547 00:29:22,110 --> 00:29:24,305 Not so. 548 00:29:24,329 --> 00:29:27,526 I'm the first to admit, we treated our mother, 549 00:29:27,550 --> 00:29:30,509 yes, she's our mother, all of us, very badly. 550 00:29:31,336 --> 00:29:33,774 Certainly molested her, if not outright raped her. 551 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,362 But... we're puny 552 00:29:37,386 --> 00:29:40,519 compared to the great clock of the universe. 553 00:29:41,782 --> 00:29:42,783 No. 554 00:29:43,261 --> 00:29:44,393 Whatever's happening 555 00:29:44,915 --> 00:29:47,875 is much larger than environmental degradation. 556 00:29:48,789 --> 00:29:50,007 The math says so. 557 00:29:51,487 --> 00:29:53,968 And, and math can do a lot of things. 558 00:29:54,446 --> 00:29:56,535 I mean, math can be art... 559 00:29:58,015 --> 00:29:59,147 but it can't lie. 560 00:30:05,719 --> 00:30:07,305 You know what? 561 00:30:07,329 --> 00:30:09,157 I think I'll sit 562 00:30:10,158 --> 00:30:12,073 and enjoy the sunset 563 00:30:12,638 --> 00:30:15,922 while I wait for the arthritis 564 00:30:15,946 --> 00:30:17,469 to settle a bit. 565 00:30:17,861 --> 00:30:18,906 You care to join me? 566 00:30:24,128 --> 00:30:25,173 I think I'll go on. 567 00:30:26,391 --> 00:30:29,719 The ex. I understand. 568 00:30:29,743 --> 00:30:33,094 Well, it was nice speaking with you, Mr. Anderson. 569 00:31:15,266 --> 00:31:16,267 Hey. 570 00:31:17,094 --> 00:31:18,226 Hey. 571 00:31:18,966 --> 00:31:21,683 Don't worry. I'm going to see my ex-wife, 572 00:31:21,707 --> 00:31:23,057 Felicia Anderson. 573 00:31:24,101 --> 00:31:26,190 I think she's back to Gordon now. 574 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:28,802 She lives on Fern Lane, number 19. 575 00:31:29,890 --> 00:31:31,848 Yeah, I know Miss Gordon. 576 00:31:33,763 --> 00:31:34,982 What are you doing out? 577 00:31:36,505 --> 00:31:38,028 I wanted to go skating. 578 00:31:40,726 --> 00:31:41,989 I used to love skating. 579 00:31:43,555 --> 00:31:44,818 Then you should go skating. 580 00:31:47,864 --> 00:31:49,407 Maybe I should. 581 00:31:49,431 --> 00:31:51,302 Why do you see Miss Gordon if she's your ex? 582 00:31:53,522 --> 00:31:54,740 I still like her. 583 00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:56,786 Girl: Do you fight? 584 00:31:58,048 --> 00:31:59,136 We used to. 585 00:32:00,964 --> 00:32:02,942 We get along better now that we're exes. 586 00:32:02,966 --> 00:32:05,751 Miss Gordon gives us gingersnap cookies sometimes. 587 00:32:06,665 --> 00:32:09,035 I like Oreos better, but... 588 00:32:09,059 --> 00:32:11,646 That's just the way the cookie crumbles, right? 589 00:32:11,670 --> 00:32:13,170 Gingersnaps don't crumble. 590 00:32:13,194 --> 00:32:14,674 At least not until you crunch them... 591 00:32:25,119 --> 00:32:26,555 You better go home, I guess. 592 00:32:29,471 --> 00:32:32,343 It's too dark for skating without streetlights. 593 00:32:33,823 --> 00:32:37,131 Is everything gonna be okay? 594 00:32:39,785 --> 00:32:41,004 Sure it is. 595 00:33:16,039 --> 00:33:17,432 Go home. 596 00:33:18,563 --> 00:33:20,739 Go home to your Mom and Dad. 597 00:33:23,046 --> 00:33:24,526 Do it now. 598 00:33:58,038 --> 00:33:59,038 Huh? 599 00:34:04,305 --> 00:34:06,829 Oh, thank God. Oh, thank God. 600 00:34:07,743 --> 00:34:09,570 - Thank God. - They, they just... 601 00:34:13,140 --> 00:34:15,988 They just, they just started showing up. 602 00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:17,448 No, I know, I know, I saw. 603 00:34:18,797 --> 00:34:20,016 Is it just here? 604 00:34:20,886 --> 00:34:22,192 I think it's everywhere. 605 00:34:24,803 --> 00:34:27,197 I think it's almost... 606 00:34:31,897 --> 00:34:32,898 Yeah... 607 00:34:34,074 --> 00:34:35,423 Yeah, I think it's almost... 608 00:36:17,177 --> 00:36:19,440 It's the brightest I've ever seen the stars. 609 00:36:25,098 --> 00:36:26,925 Just look at that. 610 00:36:29,319 --> 00:36:32,124 There's Aquila the eagle. 611 00:36:32,148 --> 00:36:33,148 Mm-hm. 612 00:36:34,107 --> 00:36:35,151 There's, uh... 613 00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:38,850 Cygnus the swan. 614 00:36:46,423 --> 00:36:47,642 You see it? 615 00:37:01,569 --> 00:37:02,874 And there's the North Sta... 616 00:37:07,227 --> 00:37:08,315 Did you just see that? 617 00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:10,665 Yeah. 618 00:37:16,323 --> 00:37:17,933 There goes Mars. 619 00:37:33,427 --> 00:37:34,732 I'm scared. 620 00:37:38,345 --> 00:37:39,607 I am too. 621 00:37:40,260 --> 00:37:41,609 Chuck's wife: It's okay, honey. 622 00:37:44,002 --> 00:37:45,047 You go on. 623 00:37:47,832 --> 00:37:49,399 You go on ahead, okay? 624 00:37:55,797 --> 00:37:58,452 Just thirty-nine years. 625 00:38:05,241 --> 00:38:07,111 Thirty-nine great years. 626 00:38:15,295 --> 00:38:16,687 Thanks, Chuck. 627 00:38:27,524 --> 00:38:29,067 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 628 00:38:29,091 --> 00:38:31,287 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 629 00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:33,138 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 630 00:38:34,836 --> 00:38:37,099 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 631 00:38:42,974 --> 00:38:44,324 I love y... 632 00:39:08,609 --> 00:39:10,717 narrator: With the help of her friend, Mac, 633 00:39:10,741 --> 00:39:12,371 who has an old van, 634 00:39:12,395 --> 00:39:15,069 Taylor Franck sets up her drum kit 635 00:39:15,093 --> 00:39:16,549 in her favored spot 636 00:39:16,573 --> 00:39:19,183 on the Eighth Street Promenade. 637 00:39:22,013 --> 00:39:24,078 It's Thursday afternoon. 638 00:39:24,102 --> 00:39:27,038 The weather is fucking gorgeous, 639 00:39:27,062 --> 00:39:28,822 and the streets are thronged with people 640 00:39:28,846 --> 00:39:30,998 looking forward to the weekend, 641 00:39:31,022 --> 00:39:33,958 which is always better than the weekend itself. 642 00:39:33,982 --> 00:39:36,027 - All good. Taylor? - Yeah, thanks. 643 00:39:36,463 --> 00:39:38,465 Ten percent is all the thanks I want, dude. 644 00:39:39,509 --> 00:39:41,792 Narrator: Taylor, and Mac too, 645 00:39:41,816 --> 00:39:43,402 work part-time 646 00:39:43,426 --> 00:39:45,515 at Doctor Records on Castle Street. 647 00:39:46,299 --> 00:39:47,841 But on a good day... 648 00:39:47,865 --> 00:39:50,127 Taylor can make almost as much busking. 649 00:39:52,217 --> 00:39:55,327 Busk-drumming isn't what her parents saw for her 650 00:39:55,351 --> 00:39:57,764 when she enrolled at Juilliard, 651 00:39:57,788 --> 00:40:00,356 and they don't know yet that she dropped out. 652 00:40:01,357 --> 00:40:04,641 Juilliard wanted you to think about what you were doing, 653 00:40:04,665 --> 00:40:07,731 but as far as Taylor is concerned, 654 00:40:07,755 --> 00:40:12,149 the beat is your friend and thinking is the enemy. 655 00:40:17,591 --> 00:40:21,397 She starts warming up, going easy at first. 656 00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:23,684 Slow tempo, no cowbell, 657 00:40:24,337 --> 00:40:27,403 not minding that the magic hat stays empty 658 00:40:27,427 --> 00:40:29,492 except for her two crumpled dollars 659 00:40:29,516 --> 00:40:31,755 and a quarter flipped contemptuously 660 00:40:31,779 --> 00:40:33,562 by a dude on a skateboard. 661 00:40:35,304 --> 00:40:38,525 There is time. There is a way in. 662 00:40:39,134 --> 00:40:41,919 Finding the in is half the fun. 663 00:40:42,355 --> 00:40:44,356 Maybe even most of it. 664 00:40:46,271 --> 00:40:49,076 Janice Halliday is on her way home 665 00:40:49,100 --> 00:40:52,166 from seven hours at Paper and Page, 666 00:40:52,190 --> 00:40:54,236 and may walk all the way to the ocean. 667 00:40:55,368 --> 00:40:58,999 Her boyfriend of 16 months just broke up with her, 668 00:40:59,023 --> 00:41:01,350 and he did it the modern way. 669 00:41:01,374 --> 00:41:02,873 Motherfucker! 670 00:41:02,897 --> 00:41:04,483 Narrator: It was totally unexpected, 671 00:41:04,507 --> 00:41:07,268 like having a door slammed in your face 672 00:41:07,292 --> 00:41:09,425 just as you were getting ready to walk through it. 673 00:41:09,947 --> 00:41:11,490 - It was... - Fucking bullshit! 674 00:41:11,514 --> 00:41:13,057 Narrator: fucking bullshit. 675 00:41:13,081 --> 00:41:14,885 She isn't in love with him. 676 00:41:14,909 --> 00:41:17,322 Never even kidded herself that she was. 677 00:41:17,346 --> 00:41:19,193 - But still it... - Fucking sucks. 678 00:41:19,217 --> 00:41:21,568 Narrator: is a dismaying shock just the same. 679 00:41:22,525 --> 00:41:24,895 She supposes she'll have some wine 680 00:41:24,919 --> 00:41:26,573 when she gets home and cry. 681 00:41:27,574 --> 00:41:30,291 Maybe queue up one of her big band playlists 682 00:41:30,315 --> 00:41:32,317 and dance drunk around the room. 683 00:41:33,014 --> 00:41:35,408 She loved to dance in high school. 684 00:41:35,799 --> 00:41:38,691 Maybe she can recapture a little of that happiness. 685 00:41:38,715 --> 00:41:41,085 - Fucking really?! - Passerby: Excuse me. 686 00:41:41,109 --> 00:41:43,416 Sorry, sorry, sorry. Not you, not you. 687 00:41:44,242 --> 00:41:45,916 Fuck! 688 00:41:45,940 --> 00:41:48,421 Barista: Got an oat milk latte for Chuck. 689 00:41:49,378 --> 00:41:50,858 Narrator: Charles Krantz, 690 00:41:51,685 --> 00:41:53,184 Chuck to his friends, 691 00:41:53,208 --> 00:41:56,230 is dressed in the armor of accountancy. 692 00:41:56,254 --> 00:41:59,475 Gray suit, blue shirt, blue tie. 693 00:41:59,867 --> 00:42:03,914 His Samuel Windsor shoes are inexpensive but sturdy. 694 00:42:04,872 --> 00:42:07,285 He's here for a week-long conference 695 00:42:07,309 --> 00:42:10,704 titled "Banking in the 21st Century." 696 00:42:11,139 --> 00:42:14,858 He's been sent by his bank, Midwest Trust, 697 00:42:14,882 --> 00:42:16,274 all expenses paid. 698 00:42:16,797 --> 00:42:20,646 Chuck has enjoyed the speakers and the panels. 699 00:42:20,670 --> 00:42:22,213 He was on one panel 700 00:42:22,237 --> 00:42:24,302 and is scheduled to be on another 701 00:42:24,326 --> 00:42:27,261 before the conference ends at noon tomorrow, 702 00:42:27,285 --> 00:42:30,439 but has no wish to spend his off-duty hours 703 00:42:30,463 --> 00:42:33,161 in the company of 70 other accountants. 704 00:42:33,683 --> 00:42:35,400 He speaks their language, 705 00:42:35,424 --> 00:42:38,209 but likes to think he speaks others as well. 706 00:42:39,036 --> 00:42:40,753 At least he did, 707 00:42:40,777 --> 00:42:43,476 although some of the vocabulary is now lost. 708 00:42:44,868 --> 00:42:47,978 Now, his sensible Samuel Windsor Oxfords 709 00:42:48,002 --> 00:42:50,526 are taking him for an afternoon walk. 710 00:42:50,918 --> 00:42:52,765 His life is narrower 711 00:42:52,789 --> 00:42:54,941 than the one he once hoped for, 712 00:42:54,965 --> 00:42:56,576 but he's made peace with that. 713 00:42:57,359 --> 00:42:59,380 He understands that narrowing 714 00:42:59,404 --> 00:43:01,581 is the natural order of things. 715 00:43:02,712 --> 00:43:04,473 He has a wife, Ginny, 716 00:43:04,497 --> 00:43:07,301 to whom he is scrupulously faithful, 717 00:43:07,325 --> 00:43:09,695 and an intelligent, good-humored son 718 00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:10,764 in middle school. 719 00:43:11,460 --> 00:43:14,483 He also has only nine months to live, 720 00:43:14,507 --> 00:43:16,508 though he doesn't know that yet. 721 00:43:21,514 --> 00:43:24,754 Taylor has been on the job for 10 minutes now 722 00:43:24,778 --> 00:43:26,867 and has nothing to show for it. 723 00:43:29,870 --> 00:43:32,109 She sees a Mr. Businessman type 724 00:43:32,133 --> 00:43:33,806 coming toward her 725 00:43:33,830 --> 00:43:36,330 and something about him, God knows what, 726 00:43:36,354 --> 00:43:39,662 makes Taylor want to announce his approach. 727 00:43:41,490 --> 00:43:43,990 She slips first into a reggae beat, 728 00:43:44,014 --> 00:43:45,755 then something slinkier. 729 00:43:46,190 --> 00:43:50,257 And for the first time today, Taylor feels a spark 730 00:43:50,281 --> 00:43:53,371 and begins to whack the cowbell on the downbeat. 731 00:43:54,155 --> 00:43:55,460 It's pretty cool. 732 00:43:56,026 --> 00:43:58,701 The groove has arrived, 733 00:43:58,725 --> 00:44:02,337 and the groove is like a road you want to follow. 734 00:44:02,816 --> 00:44:06,578 She could speed the beat up, get some tom in there, 735 00:44:06,602 --> 00:44:08,928 but she's watching Mr. Businessman 736 00:44:08,952 --> 00:44:10,998 and that seems wrong for this dude. 737 00:44:12,086 --> 00:44:15,979 She believes Mr. Businessman will just go on past 738 00:44:16,003 --> 00:44:18,590 on his way to the business hotel, 739 00:44:18,614 --> 00:44:20,200 and when he's gone, 740 00:44:20,224 --> 00:44:22,270 Taylor will switch to something else. 741 00:44:24,794 --> 00:44:28,014 But instead of floating on by... 742 00:45:58,845 --> 00:45:59,933 onlooker 1: Woo! 743 00:46:08,681 --> 00:46:10,029 Onlooker 2: Yeah! 744 00:46:41,931 --> 00:46:44,151 Onlooker: Woo! 745 00:46:45,848 --> 00:46:46,848 Come on. 746 00:46:48,372 --> 00:46:49,417 Come on, little sister. 747 00:46:50,505 --> 00:46:51,612 Let's dance. 748 00:46:51,636 --> 00:46:53,246 Dance. 749 00:46:56,511 --> 00:46:58,402 Yeah! 750 00:46:58,426 --> 00:47:00,558 I'll lead you. I got you. 751 00:47:49,390 --> 00:47:50,565 Uh. 752 00:47:55,526 --> 00:47:58,791 It's okay. It's my glasses. It's my glasses. 753 00:49:39,761 --> 00:49:40,893 What are we doing? 754 00:49:41,676 --> 00:49:42,720 I don't know. 755 00:49:59,607 --> 00:50:01,130 Taylor Franck: No more today, folks. 756 00:50:01,783 --> 00:50:03,002 No more today. 757 00:50:03,741 --> 00:50:05,873 No more today. We gotta quit while we're ahead. 758 00:50:09,443 --> 00:50:11,247 Chuck Krantz: Do you need a-any help at all or... 759 00:50:11,271 --> 00:50:12,770 Here, can you, uh, take this? 760 00:50:12,794 --> 00:50:14,380 - Sure. - Just, just spin the thingy here. 761 00:50:14,404 --> 00:50:16,426 But watch out for your fingers. 762 00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:18,254 It'll, it'll, it'll get 'em good, you know what I mean? 763 00:50:18,278 --> 00:50:20,473 Yeah, yeah. 764 00:50:20,497 --> 00:50:22,649 Janice Halliday: What just happened? 765 00:50:22,673 --> 00:50:24,651 That was incredible. 766 00:50:24,675 --> 00:50:26,088 You dance for a living? 767 00:50:26,112 --> 00:50:27,828 No. Oh, no. I... 768 00:50:27,852 --> 00:50:29,830 - No, I do not, sir. - What do you do for a living? 769 00:50:29,854 --> 00:50:31,745 Oh, no, I think I... Did I... I didn't break it, did I? 770 00:50:31,769 --> 00:50:33,289 I think he broke, I think he broke it. 771 00:50:35,208 --> 00:50:36,794 Let's hit the pond. 772 00:50:36,818 --> 00:50:38,559 We'll never find parking by the Common. 773 00:50:39,429 --> 00:50:40,474 We will today. 774 00:50:41,823 --> 00:50:42,824 Today... 775 00:50:44,391 --> 00:50:45,522 is magic. 776 00:50:50,571 --> 00:50:52,131 Where did you learn to dance like that? 777 00:51:00,059 --> 00:51:02,298 Oh, no, no, no, that's yours. 778 00:51:02,322 --> 00:51:03,908 Nope, we split it even. 779 00:51:03,932 --> 00:51:05,083 By myself, I wouldn't have made half as much 780 00:51:05,107 --> 00:51:06,187 if I drummed till midnight. 781 00:51:17,337 --> 00:51:18,512 You okay? 782 00:51:20,557 --> 00:51:21,689 Yeah. 783 00:51:23,821 --> 00:51:25,606 Yeah. Just one of my headaches. 784 00:51:28,261 --> 00:51:30,717 Oh, no, no, no. Come on. I don't need it. You keep it. 785 00:51:30,741 --> 00:51:32,308 Come on, man, you earned it. 786 00:51:33,179 --> 00:51:34,721 Buy yourself dinner. 787 00:51:34,745 --> 00:51:36,965 Give it away. But I'm handing it to you. 788 00:51:42,536 --> 00:51:44,296 You could do this for a living, you know? 789 00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:46,255 I don't know about that. 790 00:51:46,279 --> 00:51:48,519 I really think we could busk our way to fame and fortune. 791 00:51:52,676 --> 00:51:55,114 What made you stop in front of me? 792 00:51:57,942 --> 00:51:59,205 Why did you start moving? 793 00:52:01,816 --> 00:52:04,534 Narrator: He could say it was because he was thinking 794 00:52:04,558 --> 00:52:08,364 about his old half-assed band, The Retros, 795 00:52:08,388 --> 00:52:10,931 and how he liked to dance across the stage 796 00:52:10,955 --> 00:52:12,653 during instrumental breaks. 797 00:52:14,307 --> 00:52:15,351 But that's not it. 798 00:52:19,486 --> 00:52:20,617 I don't know. 799 00:52:24,404 --> 00:52:25,859 Taylor, we gotta roll, 800 00:52:25,883 --> 00:52:27,078 or you're gonna end up spending your take 801 00:52:27,102 --> 00:52:28,103 on my parking ticket. 802 00:52:29,887 --> 00:52:32,953 So, you guys don't want a career change? 803 00:52:32,977 --> 00:52:34,868 Career change? How... I mean... 804 00:52:34,892 --> 00:52:36,328 We'll make a name for ourselves. 805 00:52:38,287 --> 00:52:39,810 You got to get in here before you go. 806 00:52:40,898 --> 00:52:42,963 - Group hug. - Oh, oh, okay. 807 00:52:42,987 --> 00:52:44,356 - Group hug. - Okay. 808 00:52:44,380 --> 00:52:45,879 Go. 809 00:52:45,903 --> 00:52:47,166 Come on. 810 00:52:53,781 --> 00:52:55,174 Buskers forever. 811 00:52:55,783 --> 00:52:57,326 Yeah. Buskers forever. 812 00:52:57,350 --> 00:52:59,612 We gotta roll before the meter maid shows up. 813 00:53:05,836 --> 00:53:07,099 I'm so sorry. 814 00:53:07,969 --> 00:53:09,207 That sucks. 815 00:53:09,231 --> 00:53:11,190 It does suck. 816 00:53:11,842 --> 00:53:13,366 I thought he was a nice guy. 817 00:53:13,801 --> 00:53:16,064 He was a pretty good lover, and we had fun and all that. 818 00:53:17,587 --> 00:53:19,522 If I can find a video of us dancing, 819 00:53:19,546 --> 00:53:22,264 which I'm gonna look because I bet we go viral, 820 00:53:22,288 --> 00:53:24,483 I'm gonna send it to him with a text, 821 00:53:24,507 --> 00:53:27,857 a text that says, "This is what you're missing." 822 00:53:36,476 --> 00:53:37,738 You're gonna be fine. 823 00:53:39,957 --> 00:53:41,872 I don't know a lot, but I know that much. 824 00:53:45,311 --> 00:53:47,376 You got a bright sunbeam in front of you, 825 00:53:47,400 --> 00:53:49,619 and you're gonna step right into it, I can tell. 826 00:53:52,970 --> 00:53:54,015 But yeah. 827 00:53:56,322 --> 00:53:58,585 It sucks. Not much else to say. 828 00:54:01,544 --> 00:54:02,913 Everything goes down the drain, 829 00:54:02,937 --> 00:54:04,610 and all we can say is, "That sucks." 830 00:54:04,634 --> 00:54:06,375 Mm. Yeah. 831 00:54:07,942 --> 00:54:09,422 Maybe we're going down the drain too. 832 00:54:11,859 --> 00:54:13,121 Maybe. 833 00:54:15,558 --> 00:54:16,558 I'm this way. 834 00:54:19,475 --> 00:54:21,216 Uh, I'm that way. 835 00:54:27,135 --> 00:54:28,310 Thank you for the dance. 836 00:55:23,931 --> 00:55:25,387 Narrator: As he passes the place 837 00:55:25,411 --> 00:55:27,258 where Taylor set up her drums, 838 00:55:27,282 --> 00:55:29,371 those two questions recur. 839 00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:34,289 Why did he stop to listen? 840 00:55:36,204 --> 00:55:38,946 And why did he start to dance? 841 00:55:41,949 --> 00:55:43,342 He doesn't know. 842 00:55:45,213 --> 00:55:47,781 And would answers make a good thing better? 843 00:55:51,132 --> 00:55:54,178 Later, he'll lose the ability to walk, 844 00:55:54,831 --> 00:55:57,288 never mind dancing with little sister 845 00:55:57,312 --> 00:55:58,574 on the promenade. 846 00:55:59,662 --> 00:56:02,578 Later, he'll lose the ability to chew food. 847 00:56:04,058 --> 00:56:06,539 Later, he'll forget his wife's name. 848 00:56:08,105 --> 00:56:11,433 Later, he'll lose his grip on the difference 849 00:56:11,457 --> 00:56:13,589 between waking and sleeping 850 00:56:14,068 --> 00:56:17,245 and enter a land of pain so great 851 00:56:17,724 --> 00:56:20,292 he will wonder why God made the world. 852 00:56:23,077 --> 00:56:25,969 What he will remember, occasionally, 853 00:56:25,993 --> 00:56:29,973 is how he stopped and dropped his briefcase 854 00:56:29,997 --> 00:56:33,479 and began to move his hips to the beat of the drums. 855 00:56:34,610 --> 00:56:36,196 And he will think 856 00:56:36,220 --> 00:56:38,701 that is why God made the world. 857 00:56:40,747 --> 00:56:41,878 Just that. 858 00:57:05,989 --> 00:57:07,489 Narrator: Chuck was looking forward 859 00:57:07,513 --> 00:57:09,166 to having a baby sister. 860 00:57:09,863 --> 00:57:11,841 Of course, he was also looking forward 861 00:57:11,865 --> 00:57:13,843 to having parents, 862 00:57:13,867 --> 00:57:16,628 but none of that worked out thanks to a patch 863 00:57:16,652 --> 00:57:20,221 of well-hidden ice on an I-95 overpass. 864 00:57:23,485 --> 00:57:26,029 Chuck wasn't in the car when it happened 865 00:57:26,053 --> 00:57:28,814 because his parents were having a dinner date 866 00:57:28,838 --> 00:57:32,252 and he was being babysat by his grandparents, 867 00:57:32,276 --> 00:57:35,541 who, at the time, he was still calling Zaydee and Bubbie. 868 00:57:36,193 --> 00:57:37,736 He was seven years old. 869 00:57:37,760 --> 00:57:39,458 Excellent job. 870 00:57:40,110 --> 00:57:42,393 Narrator: For a year and a half, it was a house 871 00:57:42,417 --> 00:57:44,419 of unadulterated sadness. 872 00:57:45,986 --> 00:57:48,834 Albie and Sarah Krantz had not only lost 873 00:57:48,858 --> 00:57:50,706 their son and daughter-in-law... 874 00:57:50,730 --> 00:57:52,621 Why're you not eating? 875 00:57:52,645 --> 00:57:54,362 Narrator: they had lost the granddaughter 876 00:57:54,386 --> 00:57:56,538 who would've been born just three months later. 877 00:57:56,562 --> 00:57:58,259 Young Chuck: What's going on? 878 00:57:58,694 --> 00:58:00,977 Narrator: The name had already been picked out... 879 00:58:01,001 --> 00:58:03,414 - Her name is Alyssa. - Narrator: Alyssa. 880 00:58:03,438 --> 00:58:06,939 When Chuck said that sounded to him like rain, 881 00:58:06,963 --> 00:58:09,749 his mother had laughed and cried at the same time. 882 00:58:11,054 --> 00:58:12,404 He never forgot that. 883 00:58:14,754 --> 00:58:16,775 Albie processed his grief 884 00:58:16,799 --> 00:58:19,691 by turning to his two absolutes, 885 00:58:19,715 --> 00:58:22,152 numbers and alcohol. 886 00:58:23,110 --> 00:58:25,610 Sarah, though, could find no joy 887 00:58:25,634 --> 00:58:27,462 in her usual pleasures. 888 00:58:28,028 --> 00:58:30,441 She loved the flavors of life, 889 00:58:30,465 --> 00:58:32,878 music, art, and food, 890 00:58:32,902 --> 00:58:35,403 but now, found the world quiet 891 00:58:35,427 --> 00:58:38,125 and gray and flavorless. 892 00:58:40,344 --> 00:58:42,366 Some of the good feelings came back 893 00:58:42,390 --> 00:58:44,760 into the house with time. 894 00:58:44,784 --> 00:58:46,414 There were a lot of takeout meals 895 00:58:46,438 --> 00:58:48,372 after the accident, 896 00:58:48,396 --> 00:58:50,330 but around the time Chuck turned 10, 897 00:58:50,354 --> 00:58:52,748 his grandma started cooking again. 898 00:58:53,662 --> 00:58:56,142 She liked rock-and-roll while she was cooking. 899 00:58:58,101 --> 00:59:00,602 Music Chuck would've thought much too young for her, 900 00:59:00,626 --> 00:59:02,715 but which she clearly enjoyed. 901 00:59:05,021 --> 00:59:07,284 ♪ Take your baby by the hand ♪ 902 00:59:09,591 --> 00:59:12,289 ♪ And make her do a high handstand ♪ 903 00:59:14,030 --> 00:59:16,598 ♪ And take your baby by the heel ♪ 904 00:59:18,948 --> 00:59:20,514 ♪ And do the next thing that you feel ♪ 905 00:59:22,125 --> 00:59:25,148 Come on, little brother, let's dance. 906 00:59:25,172 --> 00:59:27,977 ♪ We were so in phase 907 00:59:28,001 --> 00:59:31,483 ♪ In our dance hall days 908 00:59:32,614 --> 00:59:36,009 ♪ We were cool on craze 909 00:59:37,445 --> 00:59:39,858 ♪ When I, you 910 00:59:39,882 --> 00:59:43,016 ♪ And everyone we knew could believe ♪ 911 00:59:43,538 --> 00:59:46,386 ♪ Do and share in what was true ♪ 912 00:59:46,410 --> 00:59:47,542 ♪ Oh, I said 913 00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:52,286 ♪ Dance hall days, love 914 00:59:56,420 --> 00:59:58,771 ♪ Take your baby by the hair ♪ 915 01:00:01,208 --> 01:00:03,515 ♪ And pull her close and there, there, there ♪ 916 01:00:05,778 --> 01:00:08,520 ♪ And take your baby by the ears ♪ 917 01:00:10,434 --> 01:00:13,350 ♪ And play upon her darkest fears ♪ 918 01:00:14,569 --> 01:00:16,657 ♪ We were so in... 919 01:00:22,795 --> 01:00:24,715 Sarah Krantz: You could learn those moves, kiddo. 920 01:00:25,145 --> 01:00:26,146 You're a natural. 921 01:00:27,103 --> 01:00:28,690 Wh-Where did you learn? 922 01:00:28,714 --> 01:00:30,106 High school. 923 01:00:30,977 --> 01:00:32,369 What were you like in high school? 924 01:00:34,241 --> 01:00:36,567 I was a kusit. 925 01:00:36,591 --> 01:00:38,462 But don't you tell your Zaydee I said that. 926 01:00:39,028 --> 01:00:40,202 He's old school, that one. 927 01:00:43,467 --> 01:00:45,078 Narrator: Chuck never told. 928 01:00:46,558 --> 01:00:48,666 His grandparents' house became 929 01:00:48,690 --> 01:00:50,668 every inch his home 930 01:00:50,692 --> 01:00:51,998 with one exception. 931 01:00:53,216 --> 01:00:54,957 The cupola on the roof. 932 01:00:58,134 --> 01:01:01,268 Chuck was forbidden to go into the cupola. 933 01:01:01,834 --> 01:01:04,160 That was his grandfather's rule, 934 01:01:04,184 --> 01:01:08,251 and it was absolute, emphatic. 935 01:01:08,275 --> 01:01:11,646 Albie wasn't a stern man in other matters. 936 01:01:11,670 --> 01:01:14,542 He was downright gentle in most respects. 937 01:01:14,977 --> 01:01:16,762 But on this point, he was rigid. 938 01:01:20,200 --> 01:01:22,308 Chuck asked about it, of course, 939 01:01:22,332 --> 01:01:23,507 and more than once. 940 01:01:24,160 --> 01:01:25,747 What was up there? 941 01:01:25,771 --> 01:01:28,140 What could you see from the high window? 942 01:01:28,164 --> 01:01:31,820 And the big question, why was the room locked? 943 01:01:33,430 --> 01:01:35,495 - Grandma said... - Because the floor isn't safe 944 01:01:35,519 --> 01:01:37,367 and you might go right through it. 945 01:01:37,391 --> 01:01:39,195 - Narrator: Grandpa said... - There's nothing up there 946 01:01:39,219 --> 01:01:40,892 because of that rotten floor. 947 01:01:40,916 --> 01:01:42,981 And the only thing you can see through the windows 948 01:01:43,005 --> 01:01:44,853 is the shopping center. 949 01:01:44,877 --> 01:01:47,638 Narrator: He said that until, one night, 950 01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:50,206 just before Chuck's 11th birthday, 951 01:01:50,230 --> 01:01:52,904 when he told at least part of the truth. 952 01:01:52,928 --> 01:01:54,689 Carl Sagan [on TV]: The cosmic calendar 953 01:01:54,713 --> 01:01:56,908 compresses the local history of the universe 954 01:01:56,932 --> 01:01:58,934 into a single year. 955 01:01:59,282 --> 01:02:01,502 If the universe began on January 1st, 956 01:02:02,024 --> 01:02:04,742 it was not until May that the Milky Way formed. 957 01:02:04,766 --> 01:02:07,615 Narrator: Drinking is not good for secrets. 958 01:02:07,639 --> 01:02:09,965 And after the death of his son, 959 01:02:09,989 --> 01:02:13,055 daughter-in-law, and granddaughter-to-be, 960 01:02:13,079 --> 01:02:14,994 Alyssa, who sounds like rain, 961 01:02:15,777 --> 01:02:18,408 Albie Krantz drank a great deal. 962 01:02:18,432 --> 01:02:20,366 Everything humans have ever done 963 01:02:20,390 --> 01:02:22,325 occurred in that bright speck 964 01:02:22,349 --> 01:02:25,241 at the lower right of the cosmic calendar. 965 01:02:25,265 --> 01:02:27,069 I'll bet you could see 966 01:02:27,093 --> 01:02:29,027 way past the Westford Mall 967 01:02:29,051 --> 01:02:30,183 from the cupola. 968 01:02:31,880 --> 01:02:34,946 You gotta be able to see the whole town from up there, 969 01:02:34,970 --> 01:02:36,058 I bet. 970 01:02:37,277 --> 01:02:39,690 Albie Krantz: If you went up there, 971 01:02:39,714 --> 01:02:43,607 you might see a lot more than you wanted. 972 01:02:43,631 --> 01:02:45,198 That's why it's locked, Chucko. 973 01:02:45,894 --> 01:02:48,941 Every month is one and a quarter billion years long. 974 01:02:49,289 --> 01:02:52,050 Each day represents 40 million years. 975 01:02:52,074 --> 01:02:54,729 Narrator: He wanted to ask what Grandpa meant. 976 01:02:55,251 --> 01:02:59,057 But the adult part of him, not there in person, 977 01:02:59,081 --> 01:03:02,321 no, not at 10, but something that had begun to speak 978 01:03:02,345 --> 01:03:04,802 on rare occasions, told him 979 01:03:04,826 --> 01:03:07,065 - to be quiet. - At this scale... 980 01:03:07,089 --> 01:03:09,744 narrator: Be quiet and wait. 981 01:03:10,702 --> 01:03:14,029 But all of human history would occupy an area 982 01:03:14,053 --> 01:03:15,228 the size of my hand. 983 01:03:16,142 --> 01:03:19,643 We're just beginning to trace the long and tortuous path 984 01:03:19,667 --> 01:03:21,253 which began with the primeval... 985 01:03:21,277 --> 01:03:23,410 You know what style of house this is? 986 01:03:24,411 --> 01:03:25,910 Victorian. 987 01:03:25,934 --> 01:03:26,979 That's right. 988 01:03:28,241 --> 01:03:30,175 And not pretend Victorian either. 989 01:03:30,199 --> 01:03:33,159 It was built in 1885. 990 01:03:34,290 --> 01:03:37,313 It's been remodeled half a dozen times since. 991 01:03:37,337 --> 01:03:40,949 But that cupola was there from the start. 992 01:03:42,255 --> 01:03:44,755 Been here since '71. 993 01:03:44,779 --> 01:03:47,453 And in all those years, I haven't been up 994 01:03:47,477 --> 01:03:50,152 to that damn cupola half a dozen times. 995 01:03:50,176 --> 01:03:52,004 'Cause the floor is rotted? 996 01:03:53,657 --> 01:03:55,572 'Cause it's full of ghosts. 997 01:03:57,139 --> 01:04:00,186 Around 10:30 p.m. on December 31st. 998 01:04:00,839 --> 01:04:03,165 - Y-You remember Scrooge? - Yeah. 999 01:04:03,189 --> 01:04:04,688 That Scrooge movie we watched? 1000 01:04:04,712 --> 01:04:06,168 I remember. 1001 01:04:06,192 --> 01:04:08,542 Do you think of that as a ghost story? 1002 01:04:09,848 --> 01:04:11,521 I-I-I guess so. 1003 01:04:11,545 --> 01:04:14,026 Heard someone say it was a ghost story. 1004 01:04:16,768 --> 01:04:18,726 Christmas Yet to Come. 1005 01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:21,424 11:59:20, 1006 01:04:21,990 --> 01:04:24,577 evening, last day of the... 1007 01:04:24,601 --> 01:04:26,690 Jefferies boy was a month later. 1008 01:04:28,780 --> 01:04:30,346 Henry Peterson, 1009 01:04:31,739 --> 01:04:33,001 that took longer. 1010 01:04:34,481 --> 01:04:38,243 Four... maybe five years on. 1011 01:04:38,267 --> 01:04:40,530 And by then... 1012 01:04:42,315 --> 01:04:44,970 I almost forgot what I saw up there. 1013 01:04:47,407 --> 01:04:48,800 Almost. 1014 01:04:51,890 --> 01:04:54,501 Said I'd never go back up there after that. 1015 01:04:56,546 --> 01:05:00,072 And I wish I hadn't because of Sarah. 1016 01:05:03,423 --> 01:05:06,252 Because of your Bubbie, Chucky. 1017 01:05:08,428 --> 01:05:10,125 Your sweet Bubbie. 1018 01:05:12,345 --> 01:05:13,694 And the bread. 1019 01:05:15,261 --> 01:05:17,524 Every person we've ever heard of, 1020 01:05:18,699 --> 01:05:19,894 somewhere in there... 1021 01:05:19,918 --> 01:05:21,571 It's the waiting, Chucko. 1022 01:05:24,009 --> 01:05:25,769 That's the hard part. 1023 01:05:25,793 --> 01:05:27,989 Everything in the history books 1024 01:05:28,013 --> 01:05:30,015 happened here 1025 01:05:30,885 --> 01:05:33,429 in the last 10 seconds of the cosmic calendar. 1026 01:05:33,453 --> 01:05:34,996 Ooh! 1027 01:05:35,020 --> 01:05:36,717 It's getting cold out there. 1028 01:05:37,152 --> 01:05:39,851 Vera says hi. She says thanks for the soup. 1029 01:05:41,635 --> 01:05:43,680 She laid the gossip on me, laid it good. 1030 01:05:44,203 --> 01:05:45,876 Of course... 1031 01:05:45,900 --> 01:05:47,269 that's why we have a Vera, isn't it? 1032 01:05:47,293 --> 01:05:49,271 So, what's the latest? 1033 01:05:49,295 --> 01:05:51,055 Well, I don't know if you've heard, 1034 01:05:51,079 --> 01:05:54,624 but Trish is saying Karen and Matty are in therapy. 1035 01:05:54,648 --> 01:05:57,018 - Again. - Who's Henry Peterson, Zaydee? 1036 01:05:57,042 --> 01:05:58,976 The universe that made us 1037 01:05:59,000 --> 01:06:02,264 or we can squander our 15 billion-year heritage. 1038 01:06:02,917 --> 01:06:04,852 And get some pancake mix. 1039 01:06:04,876 --> 01:06:07,115 Yellow box, not the orange box. 1040 01:06:07,139 --> 01:06:09,073 - You got all that? - I got it. 1041 01:06:09,097 --> 01:06:11,317 - Do you need me to write it down? - I got it. 1042 01:06:11,883 --> 01:06:13,208 Don't you think about driving. 1043 01:06:13,232 --> 01:06:14,992 The walk will sober you up. 1044 01:06:15,016 --> 01:06:16,495 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1045 01:06:34,644 --> 01:06:36,037 He'll be back with some groceries. 1046 01:06:37,386 --> 01:06:39,060 Then, how about tonight, 1047 01:06:39,084 --> 01:06:41,738 we do some s'mores in the fireplace? 1048 01:06:43,262 --> 01:06:45,133 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1049 01:06:47,266 --> 01:06:49,224 Was he blabbing to you about his ghosts? 1050 01:06:50,965 --> 01:06:52,314 The ones that live in the cupola? 1051 01:06:54,795 --> 01:06:55,883 Yeah. 1052 01:06:56,536 --> 01:06:57,929 Well, are there? 1053 01:06:59,974 --> 01:07:00,974 What do you think? 1054 01:07:02,324 --> 01:07:04,544 I wouldn't pay too much attention to Zaydee. 1055 01:07:04,979 --> 01:07:07,784 He's a good man. But, sometimes, 1056 01:07:07,808 --> 01:07:11,788 well, sometimes, he drinks too much. 1057 01:07:11,812 --> 01:07:13,268 Then he rides his hobby horses. 1058 01:07:13,292 --> 01:07:14,617 I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. 1059 01:07:14,641 --> 01:07:16,512 Who was the Jefferies boy? 1060 01:07:21,300 --> 01:07:22,300 Well... 1061 01:07:23,258 --> 01:07:24,781 that was a very sad thing, kiddo. 1062 01:07:26,653 --> 01:07:28,674 He lived on the next block over, 1063 01:07:28,698 --> 01:07:31,025 and he got hit by a car 1064 01:07:31,049 --> 01:07:32,920 when he chased a ball into the street. 1065 01:07:34,226 --> 01:07:35,662 It happened a long time ago. 1066 01:07:38,578 --> 01:07:40,860 And if your grandpa says he saw it before it happened, 1067 01:07:40,884 --> 01:07:42,103 he's mistaken. 1068 01:07:47,282 --> 01:07:48,980 He just drinks too much. 1069 01:08:00,513 --> 01:08:03,995 You know, I could take those to Mrs. Stanley if you want. 1070 01:08:05,213 --> 01:08:07,191 Oh, that's very thoughtful of you. 1071 01:08:07,215 --> 01:08:08,564 I bet Vera'd love that. 1072 01:08:09,783 --> 01:08:10,784 Mm. 1073 01:08:11,785 --> 01:08:13,371 Just wonderful. 1074 01:08:13,395 --> 01:08:15,025 Your, your grandmother is an artist. 1075 01:08:15,049 --> 01:08:16,635 Thank you for bringing them over. 1076 01:08:16,659 --> 01:08:17,660 Was that your idea? 1077 01:08:18,226 --> 01:08:19,943 - Be honest. - It was. 1078 01:08:19,967 --> 01:08:21,490 Well, can I make you a cup of tea? 1079 01:08:22,056 --> 01:08:24,406 Um, I don't drink tea, but, um, 1080 01:08:25,016 --> 01:08:26,626 I wouldn't mind a glass of milk. 1081 01:08:28,671 --> 01:08:29,991 Well, your grandmother's a saint. 1082 01:08:31,065 --> 01:08:32,608 And what about your granddad? 1083 01:08:32,632 --> 01:08:34,349 Did he have that thing on his back looked at? 1084 01:08:34,373 --> 01:08:37,047 Yeah, the, the doctor took it off and had it tested. 1085 01:08:37,071 --> 01:08:38,246 Tell me everything. 1086 01:08:38,768 --> 01:08:40,335 It wasn't one of the bad ones. 1087 01:08:41,467 --> 01:08:42,729 Thank God for that. 1088 01:08:43,208 --> 01:08:44,208 Yeah. 1089 01:08:45,775 --> 01:08:47,971 He, um, he was talking to Grandma 1090 01:08:47,995 --> 01:08:50,650 about someone named Henry Peterson. 1091 01:08:52,521 --> 01:08:53,803 So awful. 1092 01:08:53,827 --> 01:08:55,500 You know, Henry was a bookkeeper, 1093 01:08:55,524 --> 01:08:56,830 just like your granddad. 1094 01:08:57,265 --> 01:08:59,069 He did a lot of the other businesses in town. 1095 01:08:59,093 --> 01:09:00,505 The ones that your Zaydee didn't do... 1096 01:09:00,529 --> 01:09:01,965 How did it happen? 1097 01:09:04,620 --> 01:09:06,642 I don't think you want to hear about that stuff. 1098 01:09:06,666 --> 01:09:10,994 Um, w-w-well, Granddad said it was, uh, peaceful. 1099 01:09:11,018 --> 01:09:12,498 Peaceful? 1100 01:09:13,194 --> 01:09:15,414 He killed himself. Hung himself. 1101 01:09:16,110 --> 01:09:17,740 His wife, you see, she ran off 1102 01:09:17,764 --> 01:09:19,785 with this younger man, barely old enough to vote. 1103 01:09:19,809 --> 01:09:22,029 And she was in her 40s. What do you think of that? 1104 01:09:23,378 --> 01:09:24,921 - Wow. - Damn right, wow. 1105 01:09:24,945 --> 01:09:27,034 And then, I heard that... 1106 01:09:32,909 --> 01:09:34,346 What's happening at school? 1107 01:09:36,087 --> 01:09:38,369 Who's smooching who? 1108 01:09:38,393 --> 01:09:41,459 Teacher: "Talk honestly, for no one else hears you 1109 01:09:41,483 --> 01:09:43,679 and I stay only a minute longer." 1110 01:09:43,703 --> 01:09:45,966 "Do I contradict myself?" 1111 01:09:46,706 --> 01:09:47,881 "Very well then." 1112 01:09:48,708 --> 01:09:49,970 "I contradict myself." 1113 01:09:51,493 --> 01:09:52,581 "I am large. 1114 01:09:53,887 --> 01:09:55,497 I contain multitudes." 1115 01:09:55,932 --> 01:09:58,215 narrator: On the last day of sixth grade, 1116 01:09:58,239 --> 01:09:59,825 Miss Richards, 1117 01:09:59,849 --> 01:10:01,958 a sweet, hippie-dippyish young woman 1118 01:10:01,982 --> 01:10:04,439 who had no command of discipline 1119 01:10:04,463 --> 01:10:06,658 and would probably not last long 1120 01:10:06,682 --> 01:10:09,313 in the public education system, 1121 01:10:09,337 --> 01:10:11,968 tried to recite for Chuck's class 1122 01:10:11,992 --> 01:10:16,257 some verse of Walt Whitman's "Song of Myself." 1123 01:10:17,693 --> 01:10:20,218 "Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged. 1124 01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:23,351 Missing me one place, search another." 1125 01:10:37,235 --> 01:10:38,888 That went well, don't you think? 1126 01:10:40,063 --> 01:10:42,501 Yeah, I'm, I'm sorry about that. 1127 01:10:44,285 --> 01:10:48,333 What does he mean when he says, "I am large, 1128 01:10:48,855 --> 01:10:51,074 I contain multitudes"? 1129 01:10:54,295 --> 01:10:55,601 What do you think he means? 1130 01:10:56,645 --> 01:10:58,884 All the people he knows. 1131 01:10:58,908 --> 01:10:59,996 Yes. 1132 01:11:00,780 --> 01:11:02,216 But maybe he means even more. 1133 01:11:03,696 --> 01:11:05,176 Here. Come here. 1134 01:11:09,223 --> 01:11:11,636 What's in there? Between my hands? 1135 01:11:11,660 --> 01:11:13,464 My brain. 1136 01:11:13,488 --> 01:11:15,751 No, um, that's not exactly what I mean. 1137 01:11:16,709 --> 01:11:17,840 What's in there? 1138 01:11:18,406 --> 01:11:20,234 Right between my hands right now. 1139 01:11:21,931 --> 01:11:23,019 I don't know. 1140 01:11:23,585 --> 01:11:24,847 All the people you know? 1141 01:11:26,022 --> 01:11:27,023 I guess. 1142 01:11:27,720 --> 01:11:29,112 Just the people you know? 1143 01:11:31,724 --> 01:11:32,899 Everything you see. 1144 01:11:33,682 --> 01:11:35,075 Everything you know. 1145 01:11:36,381 --> 01:11:38,402 The world, Chuck. 1146 01:11:38,426 --> 01:11:41,188 Planes in the sky. Manhole covers in the street. 1147 01:11:41,212 --> 01:11:44,321 Every year that you live, that world inside your head 1148 01:11:44,345 --> 01:11:48,219 will get bigger and brighter and more detailed and complex. 1149 01:11:49,045 --> 01:11:51,894 You will build cities and countries and continents, 1150 01:11:51,918 --> 01:11:55,724 and you will fill them with people and faces, 1151 01:11:55,748 --> 01:11:57,160 real and imagined. 1152 01:11:57,184 --> 01:11:58,751 Do you understand? 1153 01:12:00,274 --> 01:12:01,686 Don't stop there. 1154 01:12:01,710 --> 01:12:03,819 You fill the whole thing 1155 01:12:03,843 --> 01:12:05,540 with everyone you ever meet, 1156 01:12:06,106 --> 01:12:07,455 everyone you ever know, 1157 01:12:08,021 --> 01:12:10,371 everyone you ever just imagine. 1158 01:12:11,503 --> 01:12:13,156 It'll be a universe. 1159 01:12:14,680 --> 01:12:18,205 A whole universe right between my hands. 1160 01:12:20,251 --> 01:12:22,775 You contain multitudes. 1161 01:12:26,082 --> 01:12:27,127 So... 1162 01:12:28,911 --> 01:12:31,784 what happens to that universe if someone... 1163 01:12:33,176 --> 01:12:34,656 I don't know, 1164 01:12:35,353 --> 01:12:38,660 hits a patch of ice and goes off an overpass or... 1165 01:12:41,837 --> 01:12:43,622 Don't worry too much about those things. 1166 01:12:44,710 --> 01:12:48,322 Just remember that you contain multitudes, Chuck. 1167 01:12:50,237 --> 01:12:51,499 Isn't that wonderful? 1168 01:12:54,067 --> 01:12:56,350 Now, go on. You were such a good boy. 1169 01:12:56,374 --> 01:12:58,245 I've really enjoyed having you in class. 1170 01:13:20,049 --> 01:13:22,027 Narrator: Chuck did enjoy his summer 1171 01:13:22,051 --> 01:13:23,618 until August, 1172 01:13:24,358 --> 01:13:25,533 when Bubbie died. 1173 01:13:30,364 --> 01:13:32,168 It happened at the grocery store 1174 01:13:32,192 --> 01:13:34,344 down the street, in public, 1175 01:13:34,368 --> 01:13:37,042 which was a little undignified, 1176 01:13:37,066 --> 01:13:39,131 but at least it was the kind of death 1177 01:13:39,155 --> 01:13:40,742 where people can safely say... 1178 01:13:40,766 --> 01:13:42,245 Thank God she didn't suffer. 1179 01:13:43,986 --> 01:13:45,312 Narrator: The other standby... 1180 01:13:45,336 --> 01:13:47,096 She had a long, full life. 1181 01:13:47,120 --> 01:13:49,122 Narrator: was more of a gray area. 1182 01:13:50,036 --> 01:13:53,082 Sarah Krantz had yet to reach her mid-60s. 1183 01:13:56,956 --> 01:13:59,761 Once more, the house on Pilchard Street 1184 01:13:59,785 --> 01:14:02,570 was one of unadulterated sadness. 1185 01:14:04,006 --> 01:14:07,682 Albie wore his mourning band, and lost weight, 1186 01:14:07,706 --> 01:14:10,119 and stopped telling his jokes 1187 01:14:10,143 --> 01:14:13,668 and began to look older than his 70 years. 1188 01:14:21,241 --> 01:14:22,590 - That's it? - Yeah. 1189 01:14:24,287 --> 01:14:25,767 Buck 75. 1190 01:14:28,291 --> 01:14:31,512 Um, that lady who was in here a few weeks ago, 1191 01:14:32,470 --> 01:14:34,341 the one who died. 1192 01:14:35,255 --> 01:14:37,910 Where was she when it happened? 1193 01:14:38,389 --> 01:14:40,216 That's a little creepy, kid. 1194 01:14:42,262 --> 01:14:43,611 She was my grandma. 1195 01:14:45,918 --> 01:14:47,896 Clerk: She was getting a loaf of bread. 1196 01:14:47,920 --> 01:14:49,724 Pulled down almost everything 1197 01:14:49,748 --> 01:14:51,489 on the shelf when she collapsed. 1198 01:14:52,315 --> 01:14:55,971 I'm sorry if that's too much information. 1199 01:14:57,669 --> 01:14:58,887 Nah. 1200 01:15:00,411 --> 01:15:01,586 I already knew that. 1201 01:15:57,337 --> 01:15:58,773 - No! - What?! 1202 01:16:00,079 --> 01:16:02,518 Get away from there! You get away from there. 1203 01:16:02,542 --> 01:16:03,542 What? Hey, hey! 1204 01:16:26,888 --> 01:16:28,020 Give me that. 1205 01:16:30,283 --> 01:16:32,154 Give it to me. Give it to me. 1206 01:16:32,851 --> 01:16:34,025 Give me it. 1207 01:16:38,465 --> 01:16:39,790 Oh. 1208 01:16:39,814 --> 01:16:41,773 Oh, I'm sorry. 1209 01:16:42,338 --> 01:16:43,925 I'm sorry. 1210 01:16:43,949 --> 01:16:45,622 Are you okay? 1211 01:16:45,646 --> 01:16:47,256 What did you see? 1212 01:16:49,476 --> 01:16:51,541 What did you see? 1213 01:16:51,565 --> 01:16:54,481 I'm sorry. It's just, you can't. 1214 01:16:55,526 --> 01:16:57,571 You can't do that, Chucky. 1215 01:16:58,485 --> 01:17:00,158 You just can't. 1216 01:17:00,182 --> 01:17:01,682 Oh, I'm so sorry. 1217 01:17:01,706 --> 01:17:05,686 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. 1218 01:17:05,710 --> 01:17:07,928 I'm sorry. 1219 01:17:30,169 --> 01:17:31,300 Come on, little brother. 1220 01:17:32,214 --> 01:17:33,651 Let's dance. 1221 01:17:49,797 --> 01:17:52,559 Teacher: Hello, twirlers, and hello, spinners. 1222 01:17:52,583 --> 01:17:55,213 What do you know? Three boys this year. 1223 01:17:55,237 --> 01:17:56,650 It's a new record. 1224 01:17:56,674 --> 01:17:58,347 You gentlemen might find yourselves 1225 01:17:58,371 --> 01:18:00,044 being teased for your new hobby. 1226 01:18:00,068 --> 01:18:02,569 I assure you, you are the smartest young men 1227 01:18:02,593 --> 01:18:03,918 in the whole school. 1228 01:18:03,942 --> 01:18:05,247 You'll soon see what I mean. 1229 01:18:05,987 --> 01:18:09,010 For those who don't know me, I am Miss Rohrbacher. 1230 01:18:09,034 --> 01:18:11,099 And when I'm not teaching the girls phys-ed, 1231 01:18:11,123 --> 01:18:13,667 I am what a few students have called, 1232 01:18:13,691 --> 01:18:15,388 "The Dance Monster." 1233 01:18:16,389 --> 01:18:18,193 Nothing? Alright. 1234 01:18:18,217 --> 01:18:19,716 You have chosen what might be 1235 01:18:19,740 --> 01:18:22,066 the best club this school has ever had. 1236 01:18:22,090 --> 01:18:23,807 'Cause if we didn't have girls volleyball, 1237 01:18:23,831 --> 01:18:25,156 we wouldn't have nothing. 1238 01:18:25,180 --> 01:18:27,245 No, no, no. 1239 01:18:27,269 --> 01:18:30,838 Back, Mr. Mulford, you are mine now. 1240 01:18:32,666 --> 01:18:34,581 Waltz. 1241 01:18:36,278 --> 01:18:37,628 Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1242 01:18:41,370 --> 01:18:42,589 Cha-cha. 1243 01:18:44,417 --> 01:18:45,505 Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1244 01:18:47,942 --> 01:18:49,703 Swing. 1245 01:18:49,727 --> 01:18:51,487 Triple step. Rock step. 1246 01:18:51,511 --> 01:18:53,184 - Triple step. Rock step. - Narrator: Chuck knew it. 1247 01:18:53,208 --> 01:18:56,100 Triple step. Rock step. 1248 01:18:56,124 --> 01:18:57,865 Samba. 1249 01:19:00,868 --> 01:19:02,019 Don't know that one. 1250 01:19:02,043 --> 01:19:03,542 Narrator: He was, by far, 1251 01:19:03,566 --> 01:19:05,283 the best dancer in the little club. 1252 01:19:05,307 --> 01:19:07,590 So, Miss Rohrbacher mostly put him 1253 01:19:07,614 --> 01:19:09,398 with the girls who were clumsy. 1254 01:19:09,877 --> 01:19:12,639 He understood she did it to make them better, 1255 01:19:12,663 --> 01:19:14,360 and he was a good sport about it. 1256 01:19:15,100 --> 01:19:17,644 Near the end of their two hours, however, 1257 01:19:17,668 --> 01:19:20,385 The Dance Monster would show mercy 1258 01:19:20,409 --> 01:19:22,997 and pair him with Cat McCoy, 1259 01:19:23,021 --> 01:19:24,825 who was an eighth grader 1260 01:19:24,849 --> 01:19:27,678 and the best dancer of the girls. 1261 01:19:28,809 --> 01:19:31,072 Chuck didn't expect romance. 1262 01:19:31,464 --> 01:19:33,442 Cat was not only gorgeous, 1263 01:19:33,466 --> 01:19:35,990 she was a full foot taller than he was. 1264 01:19:36,556 --> 01:19:39,143 But he loved to dance with her, 1265 01:19:39,167 --> 01:19:40,995 and the feeling was mutual. 1266 01:19:41,517 --> 01:19:43,868 Three. Out, two, three. Switch. 1267 01:19:44,346 --> 01:19:45,434 And stop. 1268 01:19:46,174 --> 01:19:48,762 In, two, three. Out, two, three. 1269 01:19:48,786 --> 01:19:51,068 Turn. Now box. 1270 01:19:51,092 --> 01:19:56,813 One, two, three. One, two, three. 1271 01:19:56,837 --> 01:19:59,163 I don't know what that is. 1272 01:19:59,187 --> 01:20:00,774 Oh, my God. 1273 01:20:00,798 --> 01:20:03,625 Okay, 10 minutes freestyle. 1274 01:20:15,682 --> 01:20:18,705 ♪ Ooh, my little pretty one, my pretty one ♪ 1275 01:20:18,729 --> 01:20:21,272 ♪ When you gonna give me some time, Sharona? ♪ 1276 01:20:21,296 --> 01:20:23,187 Hey. Watch this. 1277 01:20:23,211 --> 01:20:25,474 ♪ Ooh, you make my motor run, my motor run ♪ 1278 01:20:29,130 --> 01:20:30,349 Show me how you did that. 1279 01:20:31,002 --> 01:20:32,457 Ready? 1280 01:20:32,481 --> 01:20:35,049 Slide, slide, slide. 1281 01:20:35,615 --> 01:20:37,462 Here, ready? 1282 01:20:37,486 --> 01:20:39,638 Try it with me. 1283 01:20:39,662 --> 01:20:41,858 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona 1284 01:20:41,882 --> 01:20:44,252 - Um... - Uh, kick off your shoes 1285 01:20:44,276 --> 01:20:46,626 - and do it in your socks. - Aye-aye. 1286 01:20:48,802 --> 01:20:50,543 Now, slide. 1287 01:20:51,196 --> 01:20:52,458 Slide. 1288 01:20:52,980 --> 01:20:54,721 Yeah. There you go. 1289 01:20:55,548 --> 01:20:57,811 Hey! Show me. 1290 01:20:59,900 --> 01:21:03,469 Pop. Slide. Slide. Slide. 1291 01:21:04,078 --> 01:21:05,427 Yeah, again. 1292 01:21:06,472 --> 01:21:07,623 Pop. Slide. Pop. 1293 01:21:07,647 --> 01:21:09,016 ♪ Woo! 1294 01:21:09,040 --> 01:21:12,236 ♪ M-m-m-my Sharona 1295 01:21:12,260 --> 01:21:14,108 narrator: Twirlers and Spinners let out 1296 01:21:14,132 --> 01:21:16,110 half an hour late that day. 1297 01:21:16,134 --> 01:21:17,875 ♪ My Sharona 1298 01:21:18,223 --> 01:21:19,548 Cat McCoy: That's so rad. 1299 01:21:19,572 --> 01:21:21,158 You figured that out by yourself? 1300 01:21:21,182 --> 01:21:23,160 Well, I just kept rewinding and rewinding 1301 01:21:23,184 --> 01:21:24,795 til I figured it out. 1302 01:21:27,493 --> 01:21:28,733 We should do that at the Fling. 1303 01:21:30,844 --> 01:21:35,129 Uh, not as a date or anything. 1304 01:21:35,153 --> 01:21:36,807 I'm going out with Dougie Wentworth. 1305 01:21:37,808 --> 01:21:39,307 You know that, right? 1306 01:21:39,331 --> 01:21:40,506 Yeah. 1307 01:21:42,900 --> 01:21:44,442 But that doesn't mean we couldn't show them 1308 01:21:44,466 --> 01:21:45,815 some cool moves. 1309 01:21:47,295 --> 01:21:49,254 I really want to. Do you? 1310 01:21:50,124 --> 01:21:51,473 I-I don't know. 1311 01:21:51,909 --> 01:21:53,388 I'm a lot shorter. 1312 01:21:53,824 --> 01:21:56,304 I think people will laugh. 1313 01:22:11,972 --> 01:22:14,342 - That totally works. - It totally does. 1314 01:22:14,366 --> 01:22:16,648 - Are you sure? - Oh, yeah, I'm sure. 1315 01:22:16,672 --> 01:22:18,370 Well, they feel great! 1316 01:22:19,197 --> 01:22:21,286 Uh, just a little big. 1317 01:22:24,550 --> 01:22:26,136 That should be enough. 1318 01:22:26,160 --> 01:22:27,529 - Little more. - Maybe one more. 1319 01:22:27,553 --> 01:22:28,859 How's that? 1320 01:22:31,383 --> 01:22:33,951 Floor feels like ice. 1321 01:22:34,603 --> 01:22:35,972 You put scratches on that floor, 1322 01:22:35,996 --> 01:22:37,974 - the janitor is gonna beat y... - Timmy. 1323 01:22:37,998 --> 01:22:39,758 There won't be no scratches. 1324 01:22:39,782 --> 01:22:41,567 He's too light on his feet to leave any. 1325 01:22:43,090 --> 01:22:45,179 Almost perfect. 1326 01:22:49,705 --> 01:22:51,272 Take another run at these two. 1327 01:22:53,535 --> 01:22:55,189 You don't need to sigh. 1328 01:22:55,755 --> 01:22:57,124 You're good at this, you know? 1329 01:22:57,148 --> 01:22:58,777 You're really good at it. 1330 01:22:58,801 --> 01:23:00,673 Yeah, but it's boring. 1331 01:23:01,369 --> 01:23:03,957 Boring? What, you mean math? 1332 01:23:03,981 --> 01:23:05,306 Yeah. 1333 01:23:05,330 --> 01:23:07,525 I wonder if maybe next semester 1334 01:23:07,549 --> 01:23:09,963 you might want to try Math League after school. 1335 01:23:09,987 --> 01:23:12,226 I did it all high school, in fact, 1336 01:23:12,250 --> 01:23:13,792 and it was so great. 1337 01:23:13,816 --> 01:23:15,644 I'm doing Twirlers and Spinners. 1338 01:23:17,124 --> 01:23:18,212 Yeah. 1339 01:23:20,084 --> 01:23:22,564 Hey, hey, put that down for a second, will you? 1340 01:23:23,565 --> 01:23:25,089 Just a little about math. 1341 01:23:25,959 --> 01:23:27,981 Because people start out thinking 1342 01:23:28,005 --> 01:23:29,286 it might be boring, 1343 01:23:29,310 --> 01:23:31,138 and that's their first mistake. 1344 01:23:31,878 --> 01:23:35,597 It's used in every career, in every job, 1345 01:23:35,621 --> 01:23:38,165 in every facet of life on this planet. 1346 01:23:38,189 --> 01:23:40,756 That's a fact. Hell, the planet. 1347 01:23:41,409 --> 01:23:43,759 How do you think we figure out how long a day is? 1348 01:23:44,717 --> 01:23:46,762 Everybody knows how long a day is. 1349 01:23:47,241 --> 01:23:49,591 - How long? - Twenty-four hours. 1350 01:23:50,070 --> 01:23:52,638 People say it's 24 hours, but they're wrong. 1351 01:23:53,334 --> 01:23:57,227 There are 23 hours and 56 minutes 1352 01:23:57,251 --> 01:23:58,794 in a stellar day. 1353 01:23:58,818 --> 01:24:01,603 Plus a few odd seconds. Math proves it. 1354 01:24:02,430 --> 01:24:04,843 How do we know how old the Earth is? 1355 01:24:04,867 --> 01:24:07,977 How old the universe is, how long people have been here? 1356 01:24:08,001 --> 01:24:10,371 Or how to build a bridge or a skyscraper 1357 01:24:10,395 --> 01:24:12,397 or how far apart the stars are? 1358 01:24:12,919 --> 01:24:14,723 How did we land on the moon? 1359 01:24:14,747 --> 01:24:16,551 The stars themselves. 1360 01:24:16,575 --> 01:24:18,727 Why they burn, why atoms split and fuse, 1361 01:24:18,751 --> 01:24:20,796 and all the rest is just math. 1362 01:24:22,755 --> 01:24:24,800 Hey, stars are just math. 1363 01:24:25,540 --> 01:24:27,431 When you look at the night sky, 1364 01:24:27,455 --> 01:24:29,520 you're seeing the greatest equation 1365 01:24:29,544 --> 01:24:31,155 in the universe. 1366 01:24:31,546 --> 01:24:34,351 Heck, your dancing, that's math too. 1367 01:24:34,375 --> 01:24:37,354 I mean, what's the language of dance? 1368 01:24:37,378 --> 01:24:40,488 How do you learn your steps? It's even in the name. 1369 01:24:40,512 --> 01:24:42,881 I mean, they call it "the count." 1370 01:24:42,905 --> 01:24:44,579 One and two and three and four. 1371 01:24:44,603 --> 01:24:47,408 What's a waltz? One, two, three, one, two, three. 1372 01:24:47,432 --> 01:24:49,651 Just numbers, just math. 1373 01:24:50,609 --> 01:24:51,784 And more than that, 1374 01:24:52,915 --> 01:24:54,395 there's an art to it. 1375 01:24:55,527 --> 01:24:57,984 What I do, all these files here, 1376 01:24:58,008 --> 01:24:59,400 all these folders, 1377 01:25:00,488 --> 01:25:03,163 these are all people's lives. 1378 01:25:03,187 --> 01:25:05,015 Every choice they made. 1379 01:25:05,885 --> 01:25:07,843 Last year, last 10 years. 1380 01:25:08,409 --> 01:25:10,431 Everything that's important to them. 1381 01:25:10,455 --> 01:25:13,608 Every weakness they have, every vice, every dream, 1382 01:25:13,632 --> 01:25:16,896 it's all here in numbers. 1383 01:25:17,592 --> 01:25:20,049 Some schmuck comes in, takes those numbers, 1384 01:25:20,073 --> 01:25:23,337 does the math without artistry, someone loses their house. 1385 01:25:24,077 --> 01:25:27,254 I take those numbers, do a little art, 1386 01:25:28,081 --> 01:25:29,474 I save someone's life. 1387 01:25:30,518 --> 01:25:31,563 That's what I do. 1388 01:25:32,172 --> 01:25:34,392 That's what accounting is. 1389 01:25:35,262 --> 01:25:37,458 Well, maybe they should teach that, 1390 01:25:37,482 --> 01:25:39,373 the cool stuff, 1391 01:25:39,397 --> 01:25:42,400 and not just all the boring stuff. 1392 01:25:43,183 --> 01:25:44,183 Hmm. 1393 01:25:51,670 --> 01:25:54,605 Math is something else too. 1394 01:25:54,629 --> 01:25:57,304 Some math, math that's called statistics 1395 01:25:57,328 --> 01:25:58,633 or probability, 1396 01:25:59,460 --> 01:26:01,854 it can tell you stuff about your future. 1397 01:26:03,377 --> 01:26:05,118 It could tell you, for example, 1398 01:26:06,511 --> 01:26:08,315 you're more likely to be drafted 1399 01:26:08,339 --> 01:26:10,360 by a major league sports team 1400 01:26:10,384 --> 01:26:12,952 than to make a real living as a dancer. 1401 01:26:16,956 --> 01:26:20,046 The world loves dancers, it truly does. 1402 01:26:20,699 --> 01:26:25,027 But it needs accountants, so there's much more demand, 1403 01:26:25,051 --> 01:26:27,619 so there's much more opportunity. 1404 01:26:28,924 --> 01:26:32,014 I know that might hurt, but it's the truth. 1405 01:26:32,972 --> 01:26:36,976 Math is truth. It won't lie to you. 1406 01:26:37,977 --> 01:26:40,695 It doesn't factor in your preferences. 1407 01:26:40,719 --> 01:26:42,590 It's pure that way. 1408 01:26:43,896 --> 01:26:46,246 Math can do a lot of things. 1409 01:26:47,900 --> 01:26:49,162 Math can be art. 1410 01:26:51,295 --> 01:26:53,035 But it can't lie. 1411 01:26:53,645 --> 01:26:54,645 So... 1412 01:26:56,343 --> 01:26:58,104 take another run at those two 1413 01:26:58,128 --> 01:26:59,303 because, Chucko, 1414 01:27:00,478 --> 01:27:02,306 you are good. 1415 01:27:03,437 --> 01:27:06,658 You... have art in you. 1416 01:27:13,012 --> 01:27:14,970 ♪ Hugging me like skin 1417 01:27:16,276 --> 01:27:18,080 ♪ And I'll sweat it clean 1418 01:27:18,104 --> 01:27:20,474 ♪ Until I can taste 1419 01:27:20,498 --> 01:27:23,327 ♪ The oxygen 1420 01:27:24,458 --> 01:27:26,504 ♪ Oh 1421 01:27:48,917 --> 01:27:51,069 Hey! You look great! 1422 01:27:51,093 --> 01:27:53,139 Thanks. Uh, you too. 1423 01:27:55,228 --> 01:27:57,206 Wanna show 'em how it's done? 1424 01:27:57,230 --> 01:27:59,885 Uh, I don't know. I kinda, um... 1425 01:28:01,060 --> 01:28:02,627 I kinda hurt my leg. 1426 01:28:04,281 --> 01:28:05,673 You hurt your leg? 1427 01:28:06,239 --> 01:28:08,502 Maybe, maybe let's, let's wait for a better song. 1428 01:28:18,382 --> 01:28:20,688 ♪ Today I changed the picture ♪ 1429 01:28:21,167 --> 01:28:23,430 ♪ In our old oak frame ♪ 1430 01:28:25,954 --> 01:28:29,262 ♪ To a painting I made of a photo inside... ♪ 1431 01:28:30,698 --> 01:28:31,830 Hey, kiddo. 1432 01:28:33,048 --> 01:28:34,093 Hey. 1433 01:28:36,138 --> 01:28:37,966 Thought you were gonna tear it up tonight. 1434 01:28:40,099 --> 01:28:41,405 I don't, I don't know. 1435 01:28:42,275 --> 01:28:44,122 My shoes feel all funny, 1436 01:28:44,146 --> 01:28:47,715 and... I hurt my leg. 1437 01:28:48,716 --> 01:28:50,283 Oh, you hurt your leg? 1438 01:28:51,589 --> 01:28:52,589 Yeah. 1439 01:28:53,112 --> 01:28:54,418 I'm sorry to hear that. 1440 01:28:56,246 --> 01:28:57,875 So, you came stag, huh? 1441 01:28:57,899 --> 01:28:59,684 - Hmm? - No date. 1442 01:29:00,424 --> 01:29:01,729 Nah, I... 1443 01:29:02,208 --> 01:29:04,926 That'll change. Believe me, it'll change. 1444 01:29:04,950 --> 01:29:06,647 Just give it some time. 1445 01:29:07,866 --> 01:29:09,084 None of this, none of... 1446 01:29:09,694 --> 01:29:12,542 None of that out there really means anything. 1447 01:29:12,566 --> 01:29:15,241 It's all just, just a scrimmage. 1448 01:29:15,265 --> 01:29:16,917 Just a practice. 1449 01:29:19,399 --> 01:29:21,725 Hey, this is perfect. Come on. 1450 01:29:21,749 --> 01:29:24,075 Nah, I'm still, uh... 1451 01:29:24,099 --> 01:29:25,599 My leg's still wonky. 1452 01:29:25,623 --> 01:29:27,078 Chuck, come on. 1453 01:29:27,102 --> 01:29:28,558 We're gonna blow the roof off. 1454 01:29:28,582 --> 01:29:29,757 I'm sorry. 1455 01:29:30,802 --> 01:29:32,282 It really hurts. 1456 01:29:46,818 --> 01:29:50,125 You know, I've been dancing since I was eight, 1457 01:29:50,561 --> 01:29:51,953 and I teach PE, 1458 01:29:52,606 --> 01:29:55,019 and I've seen when my kids get hurt. 1459 01:29:55,043 --> 01:29:56,804 I see how their walk changes. 1460 01:29:56,828 --> 01:29:59,285 I see how their posture changes. 1461 01:29:59,309 --> 01:30:01,311 And don't mind me saying, but you look... 1462 01:30:03,138 --> 01:30:04,575 Well, you look fine to me, Chuck. 1463 01:30:06,316 --> 01:30:09,449 I'm not saying that you have to dance with the girl. 1464 01:30:10,058 --> 01:30:12,080 It's up to you. I'm just saying 1465 01:30:12,104 --> 01:30:14,367 dance or no dance, you don't have to lie. 1466 01:30:16,108 --> 01:30:17,370 Tell her the truth. 1467 01:30:20,373 --> 01:30:21,418 She can take it. 1468 01:31:25,917 --> 01:31:27,590 ♪ Well, my temperature's rising ♪ 1469 01:31:27,614 --> 01:31:29,810 ♪ And my feet on the floor ♪ 1470 01:31:29,834 --> 01:31:32,706 ♪ Crazy people knocking 'cause they're wanting some more ♪ 1471 01:31:33,098 --> 01:31:35,859 ♪ Let me in, baby, I don't know what you got ♪ 1472 01:31:35,883 --> 01:31:38,059 - You ready? - Yeah. Let's do it. 1473 01:31:39,365 --> 01:31:41,933 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1474 01:31:43,151 --> 01:31:45,216 ♪ So glad we made it 1475 01:31:45,240 --> 01:31:46,590 ♪ You gotta 1476 01:31:46,894 --> 01:31:48,263 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' ♪ 1477 01:31:48,287 --> 01:31:50,178 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1478 01:31:50,202 --> 01:31:51,527 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1479 01:31:51,551 --> 01:31:53,399 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1480 01:31:53,423 --> 01:31:57,078 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' every day ♪ 1481 01:32:16,358 --> 01:32:18,380 ♪ Well, I feel so good 1482 01:32:18,404 --> 01:32:20,251 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1483 01:32:20,275 --> 01:32:21,905 ♪ You better take it easy 1484 01:32:21,929 --> 01:32:23,777 ♪ 'Cause the place is on fire ♪ 1485 01:32:23,801 --> 01:32:26,823 ♪ Been a hard day and I have so much to do ♪ 1486 01:32:26,847 --> 01:32:29,435 ♪ We made it, baby, and it happened to you ♪ 1487 01:32:29,459 --> 01:32:32,157 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1488 01:32:33,550 --> 01:32:35,702 ♪ So glad we made it 1489 01:32:35,726 --> 01:32:37,138 ♪ You gotta 1490 01:32:37,162 --> 01:32:38,574 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1491 01:32:38,598 --> 01:32:40,576 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1492 01:32:40,600 --> 01:32:41,882 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1493 01:32:41,906 --> 01:32:43,797 ♪ Gimme, gimme some lovin' 1494 01:32:43,821 --> 01:32:45,320 ♪ Gimme some a-lovin' 1495 01:32:45,344 --> 01:32:46,910 ♪ Every day 1496 01:33:05,059 --> 01:33:06,994 ♪ Well, I feel so good 1497 01:33:07,018 --> 01:33:09,083 ♪ Everything is getting higher ♪ 1498 01:33:09,107 --> 01:33:12,023 ♪ You better take it easy 'cause the place is on fire ♪ 1499 01:33:12,371 --> 01:33:15,219 ♪ Been a hard day and nothing went too good ♪ 1500 01:33:15,243 --> 01:33:18,440 ♪ Now I'm gonna relax like-a everybody should ♪ 1501 01:33:18,464 --> 01:33:20,945 ♪ And I'm so glad we made it ♪ 1502 01:33:21,380 --> 01:33:22,488 ♪ Hey-hey 1503 01:33:22,512 --> 01:33:24,577 ♪ So glad we made it 1504 01:33:24,601 --> 01:33:26,448 ♪ You got to 1505 01:33:26,472 --> 01:33:28,015 ♪ Gimme some a-loving 1506 01:33:28,039 --> 01:33:29,495 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1507 01:33:29,519 --> 01:33:30,800 ♪ Gimme some loving 1508 01:33:30,824 --> 01:33:32,739 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1509 01:33:34,088 --> 01:33:36,221 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1510 01:33:37,135 --> 01:33:39,311 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1511 01:33:40,399 --> 01:33:42,531 ♪ Gimme, gimme some loving 1512 01:33:58,983 --> 01:34:01,614 all: One more time! One more time! 1513 01:34:01,638 --> 01:34:05,032 One more time! 1514 01:34:05,772 --> 01:34:07,576 Narrator: They may have been young, 1515 01:34:07,600 --> 01:34:10,254 but they were smart enough to know when to quit. 1516 01:34:18,829 --> 01:34:20,284 Thank you, guys. 1517 01:34:20,308 --> 01:34:21,938 Narrator: Six months before he died 1518 01:34:21,962 --> 01:34:25,594 of a brain tumor at the unfair age of 39, 1519 01:34:25,618 --> 01:34:28,882 and while his mind was still working, mostly, 1520 01:34:29,361 --> 01:34:32,427 Chuck told his wife the truth about the scar 1521 01:34:32,451 --> 01:34:33,800 on the back of his hand. 1522 01:34:35,672 --> 01:34:37,519 When they'd first started dating, 1523 01:34:37,543 --> 01:34:39,434 he told her he'd gotten it from a boy 1524 01:34:39,458 --> 01:34:41,436 named Doug Wentworth, 1525 01:34:41,460 --> 01:34:44,308 who was pissed about him dancing with his girlfriend 1526 01:34:44,332 --> 01:34:46,049 at a middle school formal 1527 01:34:46,073 --> 01:34:48,182 and pushed him into a chain link fence 1528 01:34:48,206 --> 01:34:49,400 outside the gym. 1529 01:34:49,424 --> 01:34:50,817 I lied about that, though. 1530 01:34:53,951 --> 01:34:55,189 Oh, my. 1531 01:34:55,213 --> 01:34:57,495 A man of secrets, 1532 01:34:57,519 --> 01:34:58,738 even still. 1533 01:35:00,958 --> 01:35:02,762 Ginny Krantz: What happened, love? 1534 01:35:02,786 --> 01:35:04,831 When our fabulous dance was over, I... 1535 01:35:05,484 --> 01:35:07,704 I was sweaty and I was so hot. 1536 01:35:08,661 --> 01:35:10,770 I-I felt like my cheeks were gonna catch fire. 1537 01:35:10,794 --> 01:35:12,032 You were great. 1538 01:35:12,056 --> 01:35:13,492 - Thank you. - What a star. 1539 01:35:14,798 --> 01:35:16,079 All I wanted in that moment 1540 01:35:16,103 --> 01:35:18,386 was just darkness, 1541 01:35:18,410 --> 01:35:19,716 cool air, 1542 01:35:20,760 --> 01:35:22,153 and to be by myself. 1543 01:35:26,897 --> 01:35:28,768 There were millions of stars that night. 1544 01:35:30,640 --> 01:35:31,902 Millions of them. 1545 01:35:32,511 --> 01:35:34,208 And millions more behind them. 1546 01:35:35,253 --> 01:35:38,996 And sure, m-may... Yeah, maybe they were just math. 1547 01:35:40,214 --> 01:35:42,715 But they also danced. 1548 01:35:42,739 --> 01:35:45,655 I know 'cause I saw one of them. 1549 01:35:47,787 --> 01:35:51,419 And I remember thinking, the universe is large 1550 01:35:51,443 --> 01:35:53,856 and, and it contains multitudes, 1551 01:35:53,880 --> 01:35:57,318 but it-it also contains me. 1552 01:35:58,493 --> 01:35:59,843 And in this moment... 1553 01:36:01,583 --> 01:36:03,150 I am wonderful. 1554 01:36:04,586 --> 01:36:07,087 And I have a right to be wonderful. 1555 01:36:07,111 --> 01:36:09,026 Oh! 1556 01:36:12,682 --> 01:36:14,292 Why lie about that, silly? 1557 01:36:16,076 --> 01:36:18,165 You're a strange wonder, my dear. 1558 01:36:19,993 --> 01:36:22,189 Narrator: He doesn't offer more 1559 01:36:22,213 --> 01:36:25,564 because the scar was important for another reason. 1560 01:36:26,913 --> 01:36:29,481 It was part of a story he couldn't tell, 1561 01:36:30,090 --> 01:36:32,808 even though there was now an apartment building 1562 01:36:32,832 --> 01:36:35,071 on the site of the Victorian house 1563 01:36:35,095 --> 01:36:37,358 where he had done most of his growing up. 1564 01:36:38,664 --> 01:36:41,295 The haunted Victorian house. 1565 01:36:41,319 --> 01:36:42,320 Mm. 1566 01:36:42,886 --> 01:36:43,886 No reason. 1567 01:36:45,715 --> 01:36:47,238 Funny thinking, I guess. 1568 01:36:48,021 --> 01:36:50,043 Narrator: The scar meant more, 1569 01:36:50,067 --> 01:36:52,069 so he had made it more. 1570 01:36:52,547 --> 01:36:56,377 He just couldn't make it as much more as it really was. 1571 01:36:56,987 --> 01:36:59,182 That made little sense. 1572 01:36:59,206 --> 01:37:02,949 But as the glioblastoma continued its blitzkrieg, 1573 01:37:03,602 --> 01:37:05,928 it was the best his disintegrating mind 1574 01:37:05,952 --> 01:37:07,083 could manage. 1575 01:37:39,812 --> 01:37:41,529 Narrator: Chuck's grandpa, 1576 01:37:41,553 --> 01:37:42,684 his Zaydee, 1577 01:37:43,555 --> 01:37:45,272 died of a heart attack 1578 01:37:45,296 --> 01:37:49,363 five years after the Fall Fling dance. 1579 01:37:49,387 --> 01:37:51,931 Chuck was a junior in high school 1580 01:37:51,955 --> 01:37:55,064 singing in a band and dancing like Jagger 1581 01:37:55,088 --> 01:37:57,090 during the instrumental breaks. 1582 01:37:57,743 --> 01:37:59,903 Funeral director: He made all the arrangements himself. 1583 01:38:01,138 --> 01:38:03,116 Came in a few weeks ago 1584 01:38:03,140 --> 01:38:05,466 just to make sure everything was to the letter, 1585 01:38:05,490 --> 01:38:07,535 which I thought was strange. 1586 01:38:08,319 --> 01:38:10,123 Not many people bother to do that. 1587 01:38:10,147 --> 01:38:11,733 Most people, 1588 01:38:11,757 --> 01:38:14,238 they come here once to set it all up. 1589 01:38:15,065 --> 01:38:16,762 They aren't anxious to come back again. 1590 01:38:18,329 --> 01:38:21,438 Next time I see 'em, they're in their Sunday best, 1591 01:38:21,462 --> 01:38:22,637 if you get me. 1592 01:38:24,857 --> 01:38:27,904 He was a great man and a good friend. 1593 01:38:29,470 --> 01:38:32,188 He's been doing our books for 23 years 1594 01:38:32,212 --> 01:38:34,538 and saved our skin more than once 1595 01:38:34,562 --> 01:38:35,825 when the tax man was coming. 1596 01:38:38,653 --> 01:38:41,197 So, do I owe you any money? 1597 01:38:41,221 --> 01:38:42,851 Not a penny. 1598 01:38:42,875 --> 01:38:46,072 He took care of that too. Settled his tab 1599 01:38:46,096 --> 01:38:47,532 that same visit. 1600 01:38:48,620 --> 01:38:49,621 You know... 1601 01:38:50,883 --> 01:38:52,232 the strangest thing. 1602 01:38:52,972 --> 01:38:55,757 And this will sound strange, so bear with me. 1603 01:38:56,323 --> 01:38:58,891 See, I, uh, 1604 01:38:59,413 --> 01:39:01,739 dreamed of being a television weatherman 1605 01:39:01,763 --> 01:39:03,002 in my salad days 1606 01:39:03,026 --> 01:39:04,505 with maybe one of the networks. 1607 01:39:05,767 --> 01:39:07,030 Wasn't in the cards for me. 1608 01:39:08,205 --> 01:39:11,817 But I did spend a summer at WKNB. 1609 01:39:13,036 --> 01:39:15,710 Well, there was a guy 1610 01:39:15,734 --> 01:39:17,843 at KNB who they said 1611 01:39:17,867 --> 01:39:19,845 could feel a storm coming 1612 01:39:19,869 --> 01:39:21,609 two solid weeks away 1613 01:39:22,132 --> 01:39:23,718 without the radar. 1614 01:39:23,742 --> 01:39:25,502 Had a sixth sense. 1615 01:39:25,526 --> 01:39:27,311 Damnedest thing I ever saw. 1616 01:39:27,964 --> 01:39:30,246 Uh, used to make this face, 1617 01:39:30,270 --> 01:39:33,728 this face when people talked about their travel plans, 1618 01:39:33,752 --> 01:39:35,817 if he knew something they didn't. 1619 01:39:35,841 --> 01:39:38,994 Not... not a smile, per se. 1620 01:39:39,018 --> 01:39:40,822 No joy in it. 1621 01:39:40,846 --> 01:39:43,980 Just a... knowing. 1622 01:39:45,285 --> 01:39:47,026 "Weatherman Stare," I called it. 1623 01:39:48,201 --> 01:39:50,876 And I didn't have it, not me. 1624 01:39:50,900 --> 01:39:53,250 So, I'm here, not there. 1625 01:39:56,122 --> 01:39:59,014 Your granddad had that same face 1626 01:39:59,038 --> 01:40:00,561 when he was in here. 1627 01:40:01,519 --> 01:40:04,957 Like... he knew it was gonna rain. 1628 01:40:05,653 --> 01:40:08,047 And I was just a guy selling him an umbrella. 1629 01:40:10,441 --> 01:40:11,746 Weatherman Stare. 1630 01:40:12,747 --> 01:40:14,227 I'm sure of it. 1631 01:40:15,750 --> 01:40:16,838 The strangest thing. 1632 01:40:19,102 --> 01:40:21,341 Narrator: Albie left him everything. 1633 01:40:21,365 --> 01:40:24,585 More than enough to pay for his college education. 1634 01:40:25,064 --> 01:40:27,782 And later on, the sale of the Victorian 1635 01:40:27,806 --> 01:40:30,872 paid for the house he and Ginny moved into 1636 01:40:30,896 --> 01:40:33,290 after their honeymoon in the Catskills. 1637 01:40:35,379 --> 01:40:38,314 He flatly refused to move to Omaha 1638 01:40:38,338 --> 01:40:40,558 to live with his mother's parents. 1639 01:40:41,167 --> 01:40:43,058 - Look, I love you guys... - narrator: He said. 1640 01:40:43,082 --> 01:40:46,453 But this is where I grew up and want to stay till college. 1641 01:40:46,477 --> 01:40:48,087 I'm 17. I'm not a baby. 1642 01:40:48,609 --> 01:40:50,979 Narrator: So, they, both long retired, 1643 01:40:51,003 --> 01:40:52,633 came to him 1644 01:40:52,657 --> 01:40:54,548 and stayed in the Victorian 1645 01:40:54,572 --> 01:40:57,420 for the 20-odd months before Chuck went off 1646 01:40:57,444 --> 01:40:59,446 to the University of Illinois. 1647 01:41:01,840 --> 01:41:05,061 They weren't able to be there for the funeral, however. 1648 01:41:06,584 --> 01:41:09,171 It happened fast, as Albie had wanted, 1649 01:41:09,195 --> 01:41:11,217 and his mom's folks had loose ends 1650 01:41:11,241 --> 01:41:13,025 to tie up in Omaha. 1651 01:41:14,244 --> 01:41:16,811 Chuck didn't really miss them, if he was honest. 1652 01:41:17,812 --> 01:41:19,965 His Zaydee hated a fuss 1653 01:41:19,989 --> 01:41:22,252 almost as much as he hated a crowd. 1654 01:41:26,604 --> 01:41:29,365 A day before they were scheduled to arrive, 1655 01:41:29,389 --> 01:41:31,802 Chuck finally opened the envelope 1656 01:41:31,826 --> 01:41:33,543 that had been sitting on the table 1657 01:41:33,567 --> 01:41:34,655 in the front hall. 1658 01:41:36,092 --> 01:41:38,766 It was from Sam Yarborough, 1659 01:41:38,790 --> 01:41:42,857 owner and chief undertaker at Yarborough Funeral Home, 1660 01:41:42,881 --> 01:41:47,190 and inside were Albie Krantz's personal effects. 1661 01:43:43,915 --> 01:43:46,676 Narrator: In this room, Chuck's grandpa had seen 1662 01:43:46,700 --> 01:43:48,069 the Jefferies boy, 1663 01:43:48,093 --> 01:43:50,139 body broken by the car. 1664 01:43:51,923 --> 01:43:54,882 He'd seen Henry Peterson hanging from the ceiling. 1665 01:43:56,145 --> 01:43:58,843 He'd seen his own wife lying dead. 1666 01:43:59,278 --> 01:44:01,778 And likely, Chuck supposed, 1667 01:44:01,802 --> 01:44:04,979 perhaps the night Chuck had stolen his keys, 1668 01:44:05,893 --> 01:44:10,222 Albie had even seen himself crumpled to the floor, 1669 01:44:10,246 --> 01:44:12,248 still clutching his upper arm. 1670 01:44:13,814 --> 01:44:16,077 "It's the waiting," he'd said. 1671 01:44:17,470 --> 01:44:19,079 "That's the hard part." 1672 01:44:20,691 --> 01:44:23,128 Now Chuck's own waiting would begin. 1673 01:44:24,869 --> 01:44:26,566 How long would that wait be? 1674 01:44:27,828 --> 01:44:31,570 Exactly how old was the man in the hospital bed? 1675 01:44:36,881 --> 01:44:39,381 There was a final bip... 1676 01:44:39,405 --> 01:44:41,190 from the unseen monitor 1677 01:44:42,103 --> 01:44:43,931 and then that was gone too. 1678 01:44:46,891 --> 01:44:48,738 The man did not fade, 1679 01:44:48,762 --> 01:44:51,635 as ghostly apparitions did in the movies. 1680 01:44:52,549 --> 01:44:54,290 He was just gone. 1681 01:44:55,204 --> 01:44:58,381 Insisting he had never been there in the first place. 1682 01:45:00,296 --> 01:45:02,123 - He wasn't... - narrator: Chuck thinks. 1683 01:45:02,689 --> 01:45:04,300 And I will insist he wasn't. 1684 01:45:05,779 --> 01:45:09,261 And I will live my life until my life runs out. 1685 01:45:11,437 --> 01:45:12,656 I am wonderful. 1686 01:45:14,745 --> 01:45:16,268 I deserve to be wonderful. 1687 01:45:19,140 --> 01:45:21,012 And I contain multitudes. 1688 01:46:00,486 --> 01:46:03,620 ♪ Of all the money I ever had ♪ 1689 01:46:05,535 --> 01:46:09,539 ♪ I spent it in good company ♪ 1690 01:46:10,540 --> 01:46:14,326 ♪ And all the harm I've ever done ♪ 1691 01:46:16,110 --> 01:46:19,940 ♪ It was to none but me 1692 01:46:23,335 --> 01:46:25,468 ♪ And all I've done 1693 01:46:27,252 --> 01:46:29,602 ♪ For want of wit 1694 01:46:31,300 --> 01:46:35,956 ♪ To memory now I can't recall ♪ 1695 01:46:38,568 --> 01:46:43,181 ♪ So fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1696 01:46:43,964 --> 01:46:48,882 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1697 01:47:12,210 --> 01:47:16,780 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1698 01:47:17,520 --> 01:47:21,393 ♪ And drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1699 01:47:22,438 --> 01:47:26,746 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1700 01:47:27,573 --> 01:47:32,535 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1701 01:47:56,123 --> 01:48:00,040 ♪ Of all the friends I ever had ♪ 1702 01:48:00,998 --> 01:48:05,132 ♪ They're sorry for my going away ♪ 1703 01:48:06,177 --> 01:48:10,834 ♪ And all the sweethearts I ever had ♪ 1704 01:48:11,400 --> 01:48:15,578 ♪ They would wish me one more day to stay ♪ 1705 01:48:18,668 --> 01:48:20,800 ♪ Since it fell 1706 01:48:23,107 --> 01:48:24,935 ♪ Into my lot 1707 01:48:26,980 --> 01:48:31,420 ♪ That I should rise and you should not ♪ 1708 01:48:34,205 --> 01:48:38,427 ♪ I'll gently rise and softly call ♪ 1709 01:48:39,340 --> 01:48:44,607 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1710 01:49:07,934 --> 01:49:12,461 ♪ Fill to me the parting glass ♪ 1711 01:49:13,070 --> 01:49:17,161 ♪ Drink a health whate'er befalls ♪ 1712 01:49:18,031 --> 01:49:22,340 ♪ Then gently rise and softly call ♪ 1713 01:49:23,167 --> 01:49:27,867 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪ 1714 01:49:28,477 --> 01:49:34,744 ♪ Good night and joy be to you all ♪