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Dear friend,
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I am writing to you
because she said you listen
and understand.
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And didn't try to sleep
with that person
at that party
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Even though you could have.
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Please, don't try
to figure out who I am.
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I don't want you to do tha.
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I just need to know
that people like you exist.
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Like, if you met me
you wouldn't
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Think I was the weird kid
who spent time
in the hospital.
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And I wouldn't
make you nervous.
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I hope it's okay
for me to think that.
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You see, I haven't
really talked to anyone
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Outside of my family
all summer.
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But tomorrow is my first dy
of high school ever.
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And I need to
turn things around.
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So I have a plan.
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As I enter the school
for the first time,
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I will visualize
what it will be like
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On the last day
of my senior year.
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Unfortunately,
I counted and that's...
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Hop, freshman toads!
Hop! Let's move it!
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1385 days from now.
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We worked out
all summer.
Rock hard!
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Hey, you know what?
Why don't you guys
get a room?
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Just 1385 days.
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In the meantime, I'd hopd
that my sister candace
and her boyfriend derek
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Would have let me eat lunch
with their earth club.
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Seniors only.
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What are you doing
with that plastic spork?
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I don't wanna
bring back silverware.
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Derek, you're earth club
treasurer. Come on!
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When my sister said "no,"
I thought
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Maybe my old friend susan
would wanna
have lunch with me.
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In middle school,
susan was very fun
to be around,
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But now she doesn't
like to say "hi"
to me anymore.
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Before my older brother
went to play football
for penn state,
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He and brad played togethe,
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So I thought maybe
he'd say "hi" to me.
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But brad's a senior.
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And I'm me.
So who am I kidding?
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On the bright side,
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One senior decided
to make fun of the teachr
instead of the freshmen.
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He even drew
on mr. Callahan's
legendary goatee
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With a grease pencil.
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The prick punch
is not a toy.
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I learned that back
in 'nam in '68.
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"callahan," sergeant said,
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"you put down
that prick punch...
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"you go kill some gooks."
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And you know what happened?
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That prick punch
killed my best friend
in a saigon whorehouse.
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I heard you
were gonna be in my class.
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Are you proud
to be a senior
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Having to take freshman shop,
patty-cakes?
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Look, my name is patrick.
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Either you call me patrick
or you call me nothing.
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Okay... Nothing.
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I felt really
bad for patrick.
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He wasn't doing
the impersonation
to be mean or anything.
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He was just trying
to make us freshmen
feel better.
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Nothing, why don't
you read first?
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All right. "chapter one.
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"surviving your
fascist shop teacher,
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"who needs to
put kids down to feel big."
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Oh, wow,
this is useful, guys.
We should read on.
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My last class of the day
is advanced english,
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And I'm really excited
to finally learn
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With the smartest kids
in the school.
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Nice trapper keeper, faggot.
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Believe it or not,
she's gotten straight as
since kindergarten.
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Shh!
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I'm mr. Anderson.
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I'm gonna be your teacher
for freshman english.
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This semester
we're gonna learn about
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Harper lee's
to kill a mockingbird.
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Genius book.
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Now who'd like to get out
of the first pop quiz?
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I'm shocked. All right.
Well, you can skip the quiz
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If you tell me which author
invented the paperback book.
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Anyone?
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He was british.
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He also invented the serial.
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In fact, at the end of
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The third chapter
of his first novel,
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He had a man hanging from
a cliff by his fingernails.
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Hence the term
"cliffhanger."
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Anybody?
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Yeah?
Shakespeare.
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That's a great guess, but no.
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Shakespeare didn't
write novels.
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Anybody else?
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Hmm?
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The author...
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...Was charles dickens.
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However, if you and I had
gone to a shakespeare play,
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It would have cost us
four pennies.
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Can you imagine that?
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We would have put those
pennies in a metal box.
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The ushers would
lock it in the office.
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And that's where
we get the term...
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Cash register.
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Office max.
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Except the final term paper
if you get it right.
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Box office.
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(students sighing
with disappointment)
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You should learn
to participate.
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Why didn't you
raise your hand?
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They call you
the "teacher's pet"?
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"freak"? That kinda thing?
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I used to get "spaz."
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I mean, come on, "spaz"?
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You know, I heard
you had a tough time
last year.
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But they say
if you make one friend
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On your first day,
you're doing okay.
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Thank you, sir,
but if my english teacher
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Is the only friend
I make today,
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That would be
sorta depressing.
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Yeah, I can see that.
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Don't worry,
mr. Anderson, I'm okay.
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Thanks.
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I would happily
not take shop...
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Hey, freshman toad.
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Well, I have
1384 days to go.
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Just so I say it to someon,
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High school is even worse
than middle school.
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If my parents
ask me about it,
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I probably won't
tell them the truth,
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To worry that
I might get bad again.
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If my aunt helen
were still here,
I could talk to her
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And I know
she would understand
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How I'm both happy and sad.
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And I'm still trying
to figure out how
that could be.
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I just hope
I make a friend soon.
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Love always, charlie.
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Charlie? Come on.
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Mmm.
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This chicken paprikash
is delicious.
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Thank you, derek.
It's charlie's favorite.
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He was a little nervous about
starting high school today
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So I made it for him.
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Feel a little silly
about being nervous
now, huh, champ?
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Yes, sir. I sure do.
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I told you,
just give 'em a smile
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And be yourself.
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That's how you...
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Make friends
in the real world.
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You're cruisin'
for a bruisin'.
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Freshman year
is tough, but
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You really find yourself.
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Thanks, derek.
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You could have been
a little nicer to derek.
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I'm sorry, the kid's a pussy.
I can't stand him.
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I really hope you love
the mix tape I made.
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I do.
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The cover
is hand-painted.
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Oh, wow.
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00:09:08,748 --> 00:09:10,248
Hey, charlie, you want this?
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Are you sure?
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He gives me one every week.
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Hey, babe.
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This next one
might be a little sad
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But it reminded me
of your eyes.
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(soft alternative
rock playing)
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Did you already
do the term paper on
to kill a mockingbird?
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No.
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Let's go, devils!
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Right.
Come on, offense!
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00:11:06,366 --> 00:11:08,366
Hey, nothing.
Hey, nothing.
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00:11:08,368 --> 00:11:09,500
Oh, suck it,
virginity pledges.
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00:11:10,669 --> 00:11:12,670
Suck it.
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00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:16,174
Oh, you're in
trouble now, jaguars!
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00:11:27,753 --> 00:11:30,454
Hey, patrick.
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00:11:30,456 --> 00:11:32,924
Hey. You're in
my shop class, right?
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00:11:32,926 --> 00:11:34,792
How's your clock coming?
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00:11:34,794 --> 00:11:36,327
My dad's building it for me.
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00:11:36,329 --> 00:11:39,564
Yeah. Mine looks
like a boat.
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00:11:39,566 --> 00:11:41,699
You wanna sit over here
or are you waiting
for your friends?
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00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:43,267
No, no, no, I'll sit.
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Thanks for not calling me
nothing by the way.
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It's an endless nightmare.
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00:11:50,276 --> 00:11:52,310
And these assholes,
they actually think
they're being original.
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00:11:54,346 --> 00:11:56,414
So do you like football?
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Love it. Love football.
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Maybe you know
my brother then.
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Hey, sam.
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00:12:00,954 --> 00:12:04,222
Question. Could the bathrooms
here be more disgusting?
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00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:05,890
Yes. They call it
the men's room.
188
00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:09,760
Oh. So I finally
got hold of bob.
189
00:12:09,762 --> 00:12:12,230
Party tonight?
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00:12:12,232 --> 00:12:15,399
He's still trying to shag
that waitress from
the olive garden.
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00:12:15,401 --> 00:12:16,734
Ah! He's never
tossing that salad.
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00:12:20,272 --> 00:12:21,539
Come on!
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00:12:23,842 --> 00:12:25,276
Patrick.
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00:12:25,278 --> 00:12:26,377
Yeah?
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00:12:26,379 --> 00:12:27,445
Who's this?
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00:12:27,447 --> 00:12:28,579
This is...
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00:12:29,414 --> 00:12:30,581
Charlie kelmeckis.
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00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:31,983
Kelmeckis?
199
00:12:31,985 --> 00:12:35,253
No shit? Your sister's dating
ponytail derek. Isn't she?
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00:12:35,255 --> 00:12:36,354
God.
201
00:12:36,356 --> 00:12:37,588
Is that what they call him?
202
00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:39,557
Would you leave
ponytail derek alone?
203
00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:41,259
You put the "ass"
in "class," patrick.
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00:12:41,261 --> 00:12:43,494
I try. Sam, I try.
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00:12:43,496 --> 00:12:44,895
It's nice to
meet you, charlie.
I'm sam.
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00:12:46,598 --> 00:12:47,765
So, sam, what's the plan?
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00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,333
Are we going to
mary elizabeth's tonight?
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00:12:49,335 --> 00:12:50,635
Nope. She got caught
watering down
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00:12:50,637 --> 00:12:52,436
Her parents' brandy
with ice tea.
210
00:12:52,438 --> 00:12:54,338
Ugh!
Let's just go to kings.
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00:12:54,340 --> 00:12:55,373
All right. We're goin'
to kings
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After the game
if you wanna come.
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00:13:16,795 --> 00:13:18,496
Do you have
a favorite band?
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00:13:18,498 --> 00:13:20,731
Well, I think
the smiths are my favorite.
215
00:13:20,733 --> 00:13:21,966
Are you kidding?
216
00:13:21,968 --> 00:13:24,702
I love the smiths.
Best breakup band ever.
217
00:13:24,704 --> 00:13:28,939
Asleep.It's from
louder than bombs.
218
00:13:28,941 --> 00:13:31,475
I heard it on
ponytail derek's mix tape.
219
00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:32,977
Oh, that works
on so many levels.
220
00:13:32,979 --> 00:13:34,612
I can make you guys
a copy if you want.
221
00:13:34,614 --> 00:13:36,747
What about eides?
You love eides, right?
222
00:13:36,749 --> 00:13:38,482
Yeah, of course.
They're great.
223
00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:40,318
Not a band, charlie.
224
00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:41,719
It's a record store downtown.
225
00:13:41,721 --> 00:13:43,754
Things sound
so much better on vinyl.
226
00:13:43,756 --> 00:13:44,822
You know,
I used to be popular
227
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,657
Before sam got me
some good music.
228
00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:49,093
So you be careful.
She'll ruin
your life forever.
229
00:13:49,095 --> 00:13:50,661
That's okay.
230
00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:51,862
Hey, nothing.
231
00:13:51,864 --> 00:13:53,064
Hey, nothing.
232
00:13:53,066 --> 00:13:54,899
Let it go! Jesus!
233
00:13:54,901 --> 00:13:56,967
It's an antique joke.
234
00:13:56,969 --> 00:13:59,103
It's over.
235
00:13:59,105 --> 00:14:00,771
So what are you
gonna do when you
get outta this place?
236
00:14:00,773 --> 00:14:03,841
Well, my aunt helen said
I should be a writer,
237
00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,109
But I don't know
what I'd write about.
238
00:14:05,111 --> 00:14:06,977
You could write about us.
239
00:14:06,979 --> 00:14:10,648
Yeah! Call it
slut and the falcon.
240
00:14:10,650 --> 00:14:12,116
Make us solve crimes.
241
00:14:12,118 --> 00:14:14,719
You guys seem
really happy together.
242
00:14:14,721 --> 00:14:15,920
How long have you been
boyfriend and girlfriend?
243
00:14:18,958 --> 00:14:20,791
He's not my boyfriend.
244
00:14:20,793 --> 00:14:22,126
He's my stepbrother.
245
00:14:22,128 --> 00:14:24,628
My mom finally
left my worthless dad
246
00:14:24,630 --> 00:14:26,931
And married his nice dad
when we moved here.
247
00:14:26,933 --> 00:14:28,899
But she's not
bitter or anything.
Make no mistake.
248
00:14:28,901 --> 00:14:30,101
Absolutely not.
249
00:14:30,103 --> 00:14:32,970
Charlie, I'm not a bulimic.
250
00:14:32,972 --> 00:14:34,705
I'm a bulim-ist.
251
00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:36,574
I'm sorry, I don't
know what that is.
252
00:14:36,576 --> 00:14:38,609
She just really
believes in bulimia.
253
00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:39,877
I love bulimia!
254
00:14:45,384 --> 00:14:47,385
Hey. Thanks for
paying, charlie.
255
00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:49,553
Oh, no problem.
Thank you guys for the ride.
256
00:14:49,555 --> 00:14:51,889
Maybe I'll see you
around in school?
257
00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:54,058
God, would you turn it down?
You're gonna make us deaf.
258
00:14:54,060 --> 00:14:56,026
So be it.
It's rock and roll.
259
00:14:57,028 --> 00:14:58,129
Bye, charlie!
260
00:14:58,131 --> 00:14:59,497
Bye, charlie.
261
00:14:59,499 --> 00:15:00,564
Okay, bye.
262
00:15:11,943 --> 00:15:13,677
Your mom says,
263
00:15:13,679 --> 00:15:16,080
Shh! Shh!
"don't go to columbia!"
264
00:15:16,082 --> 00:15:18,048
Do you always want to be
a mama's boy, derek?
265
00:15:18,050 --> 00:15:19,750
I am not a mama's boy!
266
00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:21,519
You are, because
every single time I go
to your house...
267
00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:22,820
Every single time!
268
00:15:22,822 --> 00:15:24,455
Shut up, candace!
269
00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:26,056
You just stand there
like a little bitch dog.
270
00:15:27,693 --> 00:15:28,859
No, charlie.
271
00:15:28,861 --> 00:15:30,861
Charlie, just go,
I can handle it.
272
00:15:30,863 --> 00:15:33,097
Just don't wake up
mom and dad.
273
00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:03,561
Hey! Look who's here.
274
00:16:05,096 --> 00:16:06,964
Welcome home, aunt helen.
275
00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:09,066
Aww! Look at you guys.
276
00:16:09,935 --> 00:16:11,735
Dressed so nice.
277
00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:21,645
Hey, candace...
278
00:16:23,048 --> 00:16:24,648
What are you doing?
279
00:16:26,551 --> 00:16:29,119
Look, I egged him on.
280
00:16:29,121 --> 00:16:30,187
You saw it.
281
00:16:30,189 --> 00:16:32,122
He's never hit me before
282
00:16:32,124 --> 00:16:34,925
And I promise you,
he will never hit me again.
283
00:16:34,927 --> 00:16:36,694
Like aunt helen's
boyfriends?
284
00:16:41,099 --> 00:16:43,634
Charlie, this is
ponytail derek.
285
00:16:44,636 --> 00:16:45,970
I can handle him.
286
00:16:53,044 --> 00:16:54,879
Please, don't tell
mom and dad.
287
00:17:35,287 --> 00:17:37,988
Oh my god,
they're playing good music!
288
00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:41,025
Holy shit! They are!
They're playing good music.
289
00:17:41,027 --> 00:17:42,259
Living room routine.
290
00:17:42,261 --> 00:17:44,628
Living room routine.
291
00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:45,829
Yes.
Yes!
292
00:17:45,831 --> 00:17:47,698
Excuse us.
Excuse me. Pardon.
293
00:17:47,700 --> 00:17:49,233
Sorry.
294
00:17:49,235 --> 00:17:51,669
Get out of the way!
Get out of the way!
295
00:18:58,236 --> 00:18:59,303
Oh!
296
00:18:59,305 --> 00:19:00,371
Oh!
297
00:19:23,428 --> 00:19:25,129
God, it's freezing!
298
00:19:25,131 --> 00:19:26,830
But you wore
that toasty costume.
299
00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:27,831
It's not like
it's cute or original,
300
00:19:27,833 --> 00:19:29,166
You'd hope it would be warm.
301
00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:31,135
Yeah, piss off,
tennessee tuxedo.
302
00:19:31,137 --> 00:19:33,203
are you sure
it's okay that I come?
303
00:19:33,205 --> 00:19:34,672
Yeah, of course.
304
00:19:34,674 --> 00:19:36,306
Just remember, charlie,
bob's not paranoid.
305
00:19:36,308 --> 00:19:37,975
He's sensitive.
306
00:19:37,977 --> 00:19:39,943
Sam!
307
00:19:39,945 --> 00:19:43,013
That waitress
from the olive garden,
she was such a tease.
308
00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:44,181
Oh.
309
00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:45,449
Will you marry me?
310
00:19:45,451 --> 00:19:47,117
Only with
patrick's blessing.
311
00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:48,952
Patrick?
312
00:19:48,954 --> 00:19:51,155
You are a hopeless stoner
who attends
the culinary institute.
313
00:19:51,157 --> 00:19:54,324
I'm gonna say "no" on that,
but nice try. Charlie.
314
00:19:54,326 --> 00:19:56,360
Oh, touche.
315
00:20:04,035 --> 00:20:07,705
So, charlie.
This is a party.
316
00:20:17,282 --> 00:20:18,982
This is what fun looks like.
317
00:20:21,052 --> 00:20:22,886
Are you ready to meet
some desperate women?
318
00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:24,321
Here, have a seat.
319
00:20:24,323 --> 00:20:25,422
Hey, ladies.
320
00:20:26,357 --> 00:20:27,925
Meet charlie.
321
00:20:29,494 --> 00:20:31,128
Hi.
Meet ladies.
322
00:20:31,130 --> 00:20:32,196
Mary elizabeth.
323
00:20:32,198 --> 00:20:33,297
Alice.
324
00:20:33,299 --> 00:20:34,765
Nice to meet you.
325
00:20:34,767 --> 00:20:36,467
This is
charlie's first party ever.
326
00:20:36,469 --> 00:20:41,071
So I expect nice,
meaningful, heartfelt
blowjobs from both of you.
327
00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:42,306
Mary elizabeth:
Patrick, you're such a dick.
328
00:20:42,308 --> 00:20:43,874
Where the hell
did you go?
329
00:20:43,876 --> 00:20:45,042
The dance
was a little boring,
don't you think?
330
00:20:45,044 --> 00:20:46,810
You are so selfish.
331
00:20:46,812 --> 00:20:48,512
We looked everywhere for you.
You could have told someone.
332
00:20:48,514 --> 00:20:50,380
Mary elizabeth:
Cry me a river.
333
00:20:50,382 --> 00:20:53,450
How is it that
you've got meaner since
becoming a buddhist?
334
00:20:53,452 --> 00:20:55,152
Just lucky, I guess.
335
00:20:55,154 --> 00:20:56,353
No, you're doing
something wrong, I think.
336
00:20:56,355 --> 00:20:57,921
Mmm. Or something
very right.
337
00:20:57,923 --> 00:21:00,224
Yeah, well...
Hey!
338
00:21:00,226 --> 00:21:01,225
Look who's here.
339
00:21:03,895 --> 00:21:05,362
Is that brad hays?
340
00:21:05,364 --> 00:21:07,364
Yeah. He comes
here sometimes.
341
00:21:07,366 --> 00:21:09,366
But he's a popular kid.
342
00:21:09,368 --> 00:21:10,367
Hmm.
Then what are we?
343
00:21:12,103 --> 00:21:15,239
Oh, charlie! You look like
you could use a brownie.
344
00:21:15,874 --> 00:21:17,808
Thank you.
345
00:21:17,810 --> 00:21:20,844
I was so hungry at the dance.
I was gonna go to kings
346
00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:22,412
But didn't really
have any time.
347
00:21:23,114 --> 00:21:24,047
Thanks.
348
00:21:38,129 --> 00:21:39,963
Have you guys
felt this carpet?
349
00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:42,399
This carpet feels
so darn good.
350
00:21:48,406 --> 00:21:51,074
Charlie, charlie,
what do you think
about high school?
351
00:21:51,076 --> 00:21:52,242
High school?
352
00:21:52,877 --> 00:21:55,412
Bullshit.
353
00:21:55,414 --> 00:21:57,247
The cafeteria is called
the nutrition center.
354
00:21:57,249 --> 00:21:58,982
People wear
their letter jackets
355
00:21:58,984 --> 00:22:00,384
Even when it's
98 degrees out.
356
00:22:00,386 --> 00:22:01,585
And why do they give out
357
00:22:01,587 --> 00:22:03,353
Letter jackets
to marching band?
358
00:22:04,289 --> 00:22:06,456
It's not a sport.
359
00:22:06,458 --> 00:22:08,091
We all know it.
360
00:22:08,093 --> 00:22:10,294
Mary elizabeth:
This kid is crazy.
361
00:22:10,296 --> 00:22:12,429
Mary elizabeth,
I think you're really
gonna regret that,
362
00:22:12,431 --> 00:22:14,498
You know, haircut
363
00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:16,300
When you look back
at old photographs.
364
00:22:16,302 --> 00:22:19,236
Oh my god!
365
00:22:19,238 --> 00:22:21,138
I'm really sorry.
That sounded like
a compliment in my head.
366
00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:22,272
My god!
367
00:22:22,274 --> 00:22:23,340
Well, it's kinda true.
368
00:22:23,342 --> 00:22:25,008
Shut up!
369
00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:27,010
I can't even be mad at him.
Look at him.
370
00:22:27,012 --> 00:22:28,445
Bob, did you
get him stoned?
371
00:22:28,447 --> 00:22:30,447
Come on, sam, he likes it,
just look at him.
372
00:22:31,550 --> 00:22:33,150
How do you feel, charlie?
373
00:22:34,853 --> 00:22:36,453
I just really want
a milkshake.
374
00:22:45,296 --> 00:22:46,496
Sam...
375
00:22:49,267 --> 00:22:52,436
You have such
pretty brown eyes.
376
00:22:52,438 --> 00:22:54,338
The kind of pretty
that deserves to make
377
00:22:54,340 --> 00:22:56,340
A big deal
about itself though,
you know what I mean?
378
00:22:58,142 --> 00:23:02,279
Okay, charlie.
Let me make the milkshake.
379
00:23:02,281 --> 00:23:05,515
Mmm. What a great word.
Milkshake.
380
00:23:05,517 --> 00:23:07,284
It's like when you
381
00:23:07,286 --> 00:23:09,553
Say your name
over and over again
in the mirror
382
00:23:09,555 --> 00:23:12,022
And after a while
it sounds crazy.
383
00:23:12,024 --> 00:23:14,224
So I'm guessing you've
never been high before?
384
00:23:14,226 --> 00:23:17,027
No. No, no, no.
385
00:23:17,029 --> 00:23:19,396
My best friend michael,
his dad was a big drinker
386
00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:22,065
So he hated all that stuff.
387
00:23:22,067 --> 00:23:23,634
Parties, too.
388
00:23:23,636 --> 00:23:25,002
Well, where is
michael tonight?
389
00:23:25,004 --> 00:23:27,237
Oh, he shot himself
last may.
390
00:23:32,243 --> 00:23:33,510
I kinda wished
he'd left a note.
391
00:23:33,512 --> 00:23:34,978
You know what I mean?
392
00:23:42,086 --> 00:23:43,620
Where's the bathroom?
393
00:23:45,556 --> 00:23:46,690
It's up the stairs.
394
00:23:46,692 --> 00:23:48,258
Thanks, sam.
395
00:23:48,260 --> 00:23:50,060
You're so nice.
396
00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:04,141
Charlie.
397
00:24:07,312 --> 00:24:08,545
Weird.
398
00:24:13,184 --> 00:24:14,251
Oh.
399
00:24:15,954 --> 00:24:17,187
Charlie.
400
00:24:17,189 --> 00:24:18,288
What...
401
00:24:19,724 --> 00:24:21,158
Who was that kid?
402
00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:23,293
Relax, relax,
he's a friend of mine.
403
00:24:24,028 --> 00:24:25,362
Stay here.
404
00:24:25,364 --> 00:24:27,297
I didn't
see anything.
405
00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:29,166
Yeah, I know
you saw something,
but it's okay.
406
00:24:30,435 --> 00:24:31,635
Okay, listen...
407
00:24:33,338 --> 00:24:35,138
Brad doesn't want
anyone to know.
408
00:24:36,607 --> 00:24:38,008
Wait.
409
00:24:38,609 --> 00:24:39,977
Are you baked?
410
00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:42,145
Like a cake.
411
00:24:42,147 --> 00:24:44,414
That's what bob said.
412
00:24:44,416 --> 00:24:46,717
And you can't
have three on a match
because then they'd find us.
413
00:24:46,719 --> 00:24:49,119
And everybody laughed
but I don't understand
what's funny.
414
00:24:50,254 --> 00:24:53,523
Okay, charlie, listen.
415
00:24:55,159 --> 00:24:57,160
I need you to promise
416
00:24:57,162 --> 00:24:58,729
That you're not
gonna say anything
417
00:24:58,731 --> 00:25:00,430
To anyone about me and brad.
418
00:25:01,766 --> 00:25:03,667
Okay? This has to be
our little secret.
419
00:25:04,602 --> 00:25:07,704
Our little secret. Agreed.
420
00:25:08,539 --> 00:25:09,606
Okay.
421
00:25:09,608 --> 00:25:11,508
Thank you.
422
00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:17,280
I look forward
to that big talk.
423
00:25:20,618 --> 00:25:22,119
Mary elizabeth:
Can I have your cherry?
424
00:25:22,121 --> 00:25:23,553
Mmm-hmm.
Thanks.
425
00:25:23,555 --> 00:25:26,456
Isn't this the best
milkshake ever, alice?
426
00:25:26,458 --> 00:25:28,191
It's even better
than the first one.
427
00:25:34,065 --> 00:25:35,298
Charlie just told me
428
00:25:35,300 --> 00:25:36,366
That his best friend
shot himself.
429
00:25:39,670 --> 00:25:42,072
I don't think
he has any friends.
430
00:25:49,347 --> 00:25:51,048
Hey, everyone!
431
00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:52,182
Everybody!
432
00:25:54,352 --> 00:25:55,485
Everyone
433
00:25:57,288 --> 00:25:59,222
Raise your glasses
to charlie.
434
00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:02,192
What did I do?
435
00:26:02,194 --> 00:26:04,227
You didn't do anything.
436
00:26:04,229 --> 00:26:06,363
We just wanna toast
to our new friend.
437
00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:08,165
You see things.
438
00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:09,533
And you understand.
439
00:26:11,335 --> 00:26:12,502
You're a wallflower.
440
00:26:16,207 --> 00:26:17,207
What is it? What's wrong?
441
00:26:18,843 --> 00:26:21,211
I didn't think
anyone noticed me.
442
00:26:24,615 --> 00:26:27,717
Well, we didn't think
there was anyone cool
left to meet.
443
00:26:27,719 --> 00:26:29,619
So come on, everyone.
444
00:26:31,823 --> 00:26:33,490
To charlie.
445
00:26:33,492 --> 00:26:34,758
To charlie.
446
00:26:39,430 --> 00:26:41,765
Welcome to
the island of misfit toys.
447
00:26:52,276 --> 00:26:53,810
Oh my god!
What is this song?
448
00:26:53,812 --> 00:26:55,612
Right? I have no idea.
449
00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:57,247
Have you ever
heard this before?
450
00:26:57,748 --> 00:26:59,182
Never.
451
00:27:00,852 --> 00:27:02,752
Patrick, we've gotta
go through the tunnel.
452
00:27:02,754 --> 00:27:04,221
Sam, it's freezing.
453
00:27:04,223 --> 00:27:05,689
Patrick,
it's the perfect song.
454
00:27:05,691 --> 00:27:08,125
No. Mama patrick says "no."
455
00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:11,628
Patrick. It's sam.
It's sam speaking
to you right now.
456
00:27:11,630 --> 00:27:12,662
I'm begging you
to do this for me.
457
00:27:12,664 --> 00:27:13,730
I concede!
458
00:27:16,667 --> 00:27:18,435
What is she doing?
459
00:27:18,437 --> 00:27:19,769
Oh, don't worry.
She does it all the time.
460
00:27:23,841 --> 00:27:25,909
Turn it up!
461
00:27:25,911 --> 00:27:27,310
You got it, your highness.
462
00:28:07,185 --> 00:28:08,318
What?
463
00:28:09,820 --> 00:28:11,454
I feel infinite.
464
00:28:28,306 --> 00:28:29,506
Dear friend,
465
00:28:31,475 --> 00:28:33,243
I'm sorry I haven't
written for a while
466
00:28:33,245 --> 00:28:35,712
But I've been trying hard
not to be a loser.
467
00:28:37,349 --> 00:28:39,983
For example,
I'm trying to participate
468
00:28:39,985 --> 00:28:42,285
By listening
to sam's collection
of big rock ballads
469
00:28:42,287 --> 00:28:43,653
And thinking about love.
470
00:28:45,456 --> 00:28:47,924
Sam says they're
kitschy and brilliant.
471
00:28:47,926 --> 00:28:49,659
I completely agree.
472
00:28:53,664 --> 00:28:57,934
I'm also writing essays
and studying extra books
outside of class.
473
00:28:57,936 --> 00:29:00,637
As it turns out,
mr. Anderson is a writer.
474
00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:02,639
He even had a play
put up in new york once,
475
00:29:02,641 --> 00:29:04,708
Which I think
is very impressive.
476
00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:06,676
Great gatsby?
477
00:29:06,678 --> 00:29:09,746
He and his wife
might go back there
after this year.
478
00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:12,682
I know this is selfish,
but I really hope he doesn't.
479
00:29:14,585 --> 00:29:16,019
My favorite time,
though, is lunch
480
00:29:16,021 --> 00:29:18,855
Because I get to see
sam and patrick.
481
00:29:18,857 --> 00:29:21,625
We spend the time working n
mary elizabeth's fanzine
482
00:29:21,627 --> 00:29:24,027
About music and
the rocky horror
picture show.
483
00:29:24,029 --> 00:29:26,630
It's called punk rocky.
484
00:29:26,632 --> 00:29:28,398
Mary elizabeth
is really interesting,
485
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:31,334
Because she's a buddhist
and a punk.
486
00:29:31,336 --> 00:29:35,872
But somehow she always
acts like my father
at the end of a long day.
487
00:29:35,874 --> 00:29:37,941
Her best friend alice
loves vampires
488
00:29:37,943 --> 00:29:39,609
And wants to go
to film school.
489
00:29:39,611 --> 00:29:42,012
She also steals jeans
from the mall.
490
00:29:42,014 --> 00:29:44,948
I don't know why,
because her family is rich,
491
00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:50,954
Especially since I know
that they were all there
for patrick last year.
492
00:29:50,956 --> 00:29:52,722
Patrick never likes
to be serious,
493
00:29:52,724 --> 00:29:56,426
So it took me a while
to get what happened.
494
00:29:56,428 --> 00:30:00,730
When he was a junior,
patrick started seeing brad
on the weekends in secret.
495
00:30:00,732 --> 00:30:02,832
I guess it was hard, too,
496
00:30:02,834 --> 00:30:06,036
Because brad had to
get drunk every time
they fooled around.
497
00:30:06,038 --> 00:30:08,305
Then Monday in school,
brad would say,
498
00:30:08,307 --> 00:30:11,875
"man, I was so wasted
I don't remember a thing"
499
00:30:11,877 --> 00:30:15,078
This went on for seven months.
500
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:18,548
When they finally did it,
brad said he loved patrick.
501
00:30:18,550 --> 00:30:20,650
Then he started to cry.
502
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,585
No matter what patrick did,
503
00:30:22,587 --> 00:30:25,322
Brad kept saying that
his dad would kill him.
504
00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:27,991
And saying that
he was going to hell.
505
00:30:27,993 --> 00:30:32,062
Patrick was eventually
able to help brad get sobe.
506
00:30:32,064 --> 00:30:33,897
I asked patrick
if he felt sad
507
00:30:33,899 --> 00:30:36,800
That he still had
to keep it a secret.
508
00:30:36,802 --> 00:30:39,669
And he said "no",
because at least now
509
00:30:39,671 --> 00:30:43,506
Brad doesn't have to
get drunk to love him.
510
00:30:43,508 --> 00:30:47,911
I think I understand,
because I really like sa.
511
00:30:47,913 --> 00:30:49,646
I asked my sister
about her
512
00:30:49,648 --> 00:30:51,781
And she said that
when sam was a freshman,
513
00:30:51,783 --> 00:30:54,984
The upperclassmen used to
get her drunk at parties.
514
00:30:54,986 --> 00:30:57,354
I guess she had a reputation.
515
00:30:57,356 --> 00:31:03,727
I'd hate for her
to judge me based on
what I used to be like.
516
00:31:03,729 --> 00:31:06,363
So I've been making her
a mix tape so she'll know
how I feel.
517
00:31:08,366 --> 00:31:09,966
Oh, shit!
518
00:31:09,968 --> 00:31:12,435
C!
C!
519
00:31:12,437 --> 00:31:13,503
Give me a k!
K!
520
00:31:13,505 --> 00:31:15,038
Give me a y!
Y!
521
00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:15,905
What's that spell?
522
00:31:15,907 --> 00:31:16,973
Rocky!
523
00:31:16,975 --> 00:31:18,375
I can't hear you!
524
00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:19,442
Rocky!
525
00:31:19,444 --> 00:31:20,777
One more time!
526
00:31:20,779 --> 00:31:22,779
Rocky!
527
00:31:43,167 --> 00:31:47,003
♪ whatever happened
to fay wray?
528
00:31:47,005 --> 00:31:48,104
She went ape-shit.
529
00:31:48,106 --> 00:31:50,140
♪ that delicate
530
00:31:50,142 --> 00:31:54,411
♪ satin-draped frame?
531
00:31:55,913 --> 00:32:00,683
♪ as it clung to her thih
532
00:32:00,685 --> 00:32:07,490
♪ how I started to cry
533
00:32:07,492 --> 00:32:13,129
♪ 'cause I wanted
to be dressed
just the same
534
00:32:15,666 --> 00:32:18,435
♪ give yourself over
535
00:32:18,437 --> 00:32:22,672
♪ to absolute pleasure
536
00:32:22,674 --> 00:32:25,975
♪ swim the warm waters
537
00:32:25,977 --> 00:32:30,046
♪ of sins of the flesh
538
00:32:30,048 --> 00:32:32,849
♪ erotic nightmares
539
00:32:32,851 --> 00:32:37,120
♪ beyond any measure
540
00:32:37,122 --> 00:32:40,657
♪ and sensual daydreams
541
00:32:40,659 --> 00:32:45,195
♪ to treasure forever
542
00:32:45,197 --> 00:32:49,766
♪ can't you just see it?
543
00:32:50,668 --> 00:32:54,237
♪ whoa ho whoa!
544
00:33:00,544 --> 00:33:03,480
♪ don't dream it
545
00:33:04,748 --> 00:33:07,650
♪ be it
546
00:33:11,021 --> 00:33:13,923
That picture
is gorgeous, craig.
What did you use?
547
00:33:13,925 --> 00:33:16,025
Oh, I know. Thank you.
548
00:33:16,027 --> 00:33:19,028
Color film,
but black and white
paper for printing.
549
00:33:19,030 --> 00:33:21,531
Yeah. My professor
gave me an a
550
00:33:21,533 --> 00:33:23,066
But for all
the wrong reasons.
551
00:33:23,068 --> 00:33:24,901
Most of them are idiots.
552
00:33:24,903 --> 00:33:27,070
You'll see what I mean
when you get to college.
553
00:33:27,072 --> 00:33:28,972
How'd your sats go,
by the way?
554
00:33:28,974 --> 00:33:32,008
1150. I think
I'll get into nyu.
555
00:33:32,010 --> 00:33:33,076
Yeah, I hope so.
556
00:33:33,078 --> 00:33:35,912
1490. Harvard. Face.
557
00:33:38,949 --> 00:33:40,083
So...
558
00:33:40,085 --> 00:33:41,684
Are you okay?
559
00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:43,586
Yeah. Yeah.
560
00:33:44,688 --> 00:33:47,624
But I got
my sat results back.
561
00:33:47,892 --> 00:33:49,592
Oops.
562
00:33:49,594 --> 00:33:52,262
You can take them again,
you know.
563
00:33:52,264 --> 00:33:55,064
Yeah, it's just,
if I'm going to penn state
main campus,
564
00:33:55,066 --> 00:33:57,200
I have to do much better.
565
00:33:57,202 --> 00:33:59,068
I wish I would have
studied freshman year.
566
00:34:00,571 --> 00:34:02,639
It's a bit of a mess.
567
00:34:04,108 --> 00:34:06,576
I'll help you study
for the next one.
568
00:34:06,578 --> 00:34:08,044
Will you?
569
00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:09,312
Yeah. Of course.
570
00:34:10,748 --> 00:34:12,148
Thanks, charlie.
571
00:34:24,728 --> 00:34:26,262
What's this?
572
00:34:26,264 --> 00:34:29,899
It's just a mix tape.
No big deal.
573
00:34:29,901 --> 00:34:31,701
My parents have
a good stereo, so...
574
00:34:33,771 --> 00:34:36,139
It's all about
that night in the tunnel.
575
00:34:36,141 --> 00:34:38,274
I couldn't find that song
that we were listening to
576
00:34:38,276 --> 00:34:41,110
But, you know, I'm still
searching for it, so yeah.
577
00:34:41,112 --> 00:34:42,145
That's okay.
578
00:34:43,247 --> 00:34:44,847
These are great.
579
00:34:46,083 --> 00:34:47,784
Nick drake.
580
00:34:47,786 --> 00:34:50,019
The shaggs.
581
00:34:50,021 --> 00:34:53,156
You have really
good taste, charlie.
582
00:34:53,158 --> 00:34:54,123
Really?
583
00:34:54,125 --> 00:34:55,792
Yeah.
584
00:34:55,794 --> 00:34:57,860
Way better than me
as a freshman.
585
00:34:57,862 --> 00:34:59,929
I used to listen
to the worst top 40.
586
00:34:59,931 --> 00:35:01,864
No.
Yeah, I did.
587
00:35:03,634 --> 00:35:05,335
Then I heard this old song.
588
00:35:06,604 --> 00:35:09,038
Pearly dewdrops' drop.
589
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,842
And I thought someday
I'd be at a party in college
or something
590
00:35:12,844 --> 00:35:17,880
And I'd look up and see
this person across the room.
591
00:35:17,882 --> 00:35:20,116
And from that moment,
I'd know
592
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:22,719
Everything was
going to be okay.
593
00:35:24,288 --> 00:35:25,722
You know what I mean?
594
00:35:27,825 --> 00:35:28,758
Yeah.
595
00:35:45,142 --> 00:35:46,909
I hope it works out.
596
00:35:46,911 --> 00:35:49,112
I don't know.
597
00:35:49,114 --> 00:35:51,681
Craig would be
a big step up
from her last boyfriend.
598
00:35:51,683 --> 00:35:52,882
Mary elizabeth:
Yeah, no shit.
599
00:35:52,884 --> 00:35:55,118
Who could forget
mr. Car wash loser?
600
00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:58,388
I just hope
she can stop playing dumb
with these guys.
601
00:35:58,390 --> 00:36:01,791
I keep telling her,
"don't make yourself small."
602
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:04,293
Can't save anybody.
603
00:36:05,996 --> 00:36:07,430
Mary elizabeth:
Excuse me.
604
00:36:07,432 --> 00:36:10,266
Man, your mix
is morbidly sad, kid.
605
00:36:10,268 --> 00:36:12,402
How about something
a little bit more
upbeat, huh?
606
00:36:12,404 --> 00:36:14,404
Let's just see.
607
00:36:14,406 --> 00:36:16,305
So sam tells me
you wanna be a writer.
608
00:36:18,208 --> 00:36:19,742
Yeah.
609
00:36:19,744 --> 00:36:20,943
Don't you write
poetry, craig?
610
00:36:23,847 --> 00:36:27,717
Poetry writes me. You know?
611
00:36:29,253 --> 00:36:30,420
Let's get
this party started.
612
00:36:53,143 --> 00:36:54,744
Wow.
613
00:36:54,746 --> 00:36:56,813
That was fast.
614
00:36:56,815 --> 00:36:57,947
You want another one?
615
00:36:57,949 --> 00:36:59,115
Yeah.
616
00:36:59,117 --> 00:37:00,016
All right.
617
00:37:09,293 --> 00:37:10,326
Mr. Anderson?
618
00:37:12,429 --> 00:37:13,796
Can I ask you something?
619
00:37:13,798 --> 00:37:16,099
Yeah.
620
00:37:16,101 --> 00:37:21,804
Why do nice people choose
the wrong people to date?
621
00:37:23,173 --> 00:37:25,108
Are we talking about
anyone specific?
622
00:37:26,944 --> 00:37:27,877
Well...
623
00:37:31,815 --> 00:37:35,118
We accept the love
we think we deserve.
624
00:37:35,120 --> 00:37:37,854
Can we make them know
that they deserve more?
625
00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:39,856
We can try.
626
00:37:57,441 --> 00:37:58,908
Hey.
627
00:37:58,910 --> 00:38:00,009
Hey, sam.
Didn't see you come in.
628
00:38:00,011 --> 00:38:01,811
How's it goin'?
629
00:38:01,813 --> 00:38:04,480
You wanna start work on
probability and statistics?
630
00:38:04,482 --> 00:38:05,882
Yeah. Sure.
631
00:38:05,884 --> 00:38:09,051
Page 291 in your book.
632
00:38:10,854 --> 00:38:12,889
And I ordered you
some breakfast.
633
00:38:12,891 --> 00:38:14,557
The country breakfast.
634
00:38:31,141 --> 00:38:32,875
Dad?
635
00:38:32,877 --> 00:38:35,278
Can I have 30 dollars?
636
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,413
Twenty dollars?
What do you need
10 dollars for?
637
00:38:37,415 --> 00:38:38,915
Sam's doing secret santa.
638
00:38:38,917 --> 00:38:40,850
It's her favorite thing
in the world. Please?
639
00:38:44,054 --> 00:38:44,954
Have fun.
640
00:38:47,157 --> 00:38:48,357
Thanks.
641
00:38:58,135 --> 00:38:59,202
Hmm!
642
00:39:00,537 --> 00:39:02,205
Charlie.
643
00:39:02,207 --> 00:39:05,241
This was my favorite book
growing up.
644
00:39:05,243 --> 00:39:08,144
This is my copy,
but I want you to have it.
645
00:39:09,513 --> 00:39:11,280
Thanks.
646
00:39:11,282 --> 00:39:12,615
Have a great
christmas break.
647
00:39:12,617 --> 00:39:14,150
You, too, mr. Anderson.
648
00:39:17,287 --> 00:39:18,221
Terrible stain.
649
00:39:21,558 --> 00:39:25,228
That's pretty good, charlie.
650
00:39:31,969 --> 00:39:33,636
You gotta be kidding me.
651
00:39:33,638 --> 00:39:35,938
If you fail me,
you get me next semester.
652
00:39:40,077 --> 00:39:41,978
Whoo!
653
00:39:44,081 --> 00:39:47,283
C minus!
Ladies and gentlemen,
I am below average!
654
00:39:47,285 --> 00:39:49,552
Below average!
Below average!
655
00:39:49,554 --> 00:39:51,420
Guys, 1210.
656
00:39:51,422 --> 00:39:52,321
What?
657
00:39:54,258 --> 00:39:57,927
No more applications!
No more sats!
658
00:39:57,929 --> 00:39:59,996
Thank you, charlie!
659
00:39:59,998 --> 00:40:02,665
All right. All right, guys,
I got...
660
00:40:02,667 --> 00:40:06,035
Multiple pairs
of blue jeans.
661
00:40:06,037 --> 00:40:07,436
Wow, this is a really
tough one,
662
00:40:07,438 --> 00:40:09,372
But I'm gonna have
to guess alice.
663
00:40:09,374 --> 00:40:10,940
Wait.
664
00:40:10,942 --> 00:40:14,143
Guys, a receipt!
She actually paid!
665
00:40:14,145 --> 00:40:16,078
I'm so touched!
666
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:17,280
Where's craig?
667
00:40:17,282 --> 00:40:19,048
Oh, he went home
to connecticut.
668
00:40:19,050 --> 00:40:21,350
But he'll be back
for new year's eve.
669
00:40:21,352 --> 00:40:24,387
Sorry we won't be
seeing him tonight.
670
00:40:24,389 --> 00:40:28,157
All right, big brother
by three weeks,
who's your secret santa?
671
00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:29,625
I'll tell you, sam...
672
00:40:29,627 --> 00:40:31,260
This one's tough.
673
00:40:31,262 --> 00:40:33,529
I have received
a harmonica,
674
00:40:33,531 --> 00:40:35,631
A magnetic poetry set,
675
00:40:35,633 --> 00:40:37,667
A book about harvey milk,
676
00:40:37,669 --> 00:40:41,137
And a mix tape with
the song asleep on it,
677
00:40:41,139 --> 00:40:42,038
Twice.
678
00:40:42,639 --> 00:40:44,040
I mean, I have no idea.
679
00:40:44,042 --> 00:40:47,009
This collection of presents
is so gay
680
00:40:47,011 --> 00:40:49,278
That I think I must have
given them to myself.
681
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,714
But despite that
distinct possibility.
682
00:40:51,716 --> 00:40:54,216
I'm gonna have to go with...
683
00:40:54,218 --> 00:40:55,084
Drum roll.
684
00:40:56,653 --> 00:40:57,954
Charlie.
685
00:40:57,956 --> 00:40:59,021
Oh!
686
00:40:59,023 --> 00:41:00,356
Obviously.
687
00:41:00,358 --> 00:41:01,557
Mary elizabeth:
Beautifully done.
688
00:41:01,559 --> 00:41:03,993
All right, charlie.
It's your turn.
689
00:41:04,695 --> 00:41:06,228
Okay.
690
00:41:06,230 --> 00:41:10,032
Okey dokey.
691
00:41:10,034 --> 00:41:16,439
I have received
socks, pants,
a shirt and a belt.
692
00:41:16,441 --> 00:41:19,108
I was ordered to
wear them all tonight, so...
693
00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:23,279
Guessing my secret santa
is mary elizabeth.
694
00:41:23,281 --> 00:41:25,014
Huh.
Now why do you say that?
695
00:41:25,016 --> 00:41:27,249
You know, she bosses people
around sometimes.
696
00:41:27,251 --> 00:41:28,684
Sorry.
697
00:41:28,686 --> 00:41:30,219
What the hell
is wrong with you?
698
00:41:30,221 --> 00:41:32,555
You'll be surprised to know
that your secret santa
699
00:41:32,557 --> 00:41:34,123
Is actually me.
700
00:41:35,192 --> 00:41:36,525
Why all the clothes?
701
00:41:36,527 --> 00:41:40,262
Well, all the great writers
used to wear great suits.
702
00:41:40,264 --> 00:41:43,432
So your last present
is on a towel rack
in the bathroom.
703
00:41:43,434 --> 00:41:45,701
Delve into our facilities.
704
00:41:45,703 --> 00:41:47,670
Emerge a star.
705
00:41:47,672 --> 00:41:49,271
Perfect.
706
00:41:49,273 --> 00:41:50,373
Will you hand these out
while I'm gone?
707
00:41:50,375 --> 00:41:51,774
Mary elizabeth:
Wait a second.
708
00:41:51,776 --> 00:41:54,043
There's only
secret santa presents.
There's rules.
709
00:41:54,045 --> 00:41:57,079
Mary elizabeth, why are you
trying to eat christmas?
710
00:41:57,081 --> 00:41:58,447
Hand them out, sam.
711
00:41:58,449 --> 00:42:01,250
All right. Mary elizabeth.
For you.
712
00:42:02,386 --> 00:42:03,452
Alice.
713
00:42:03,454 --> 00:42:04,487
Thanks.
714
00:42:05,422 --> 00:42:06,288
Bob.
715
00:42:08,692 --> 00:42:10,626
And this one's for me.
716
00:42:10,628 --> 00:42:13,496
"alice, I know
you'll get into nyu."
717
00:42:13,498 --> 00:42:17,433
Forty dollars to print
punk rockyin color
next time.
718
00:42:18,502 --> 00:42:21,170
He knows me.
719
00:42:21,172 --> 00:42:22,471
He really knows me.
720
00:42:38,221 --> 00:42:39,688
All right, charlie...
721
00:42:40,557 --> 00:42:41,724
Come on out.
722
00:42:41,726 --> 00:42:43,059
Get out here, buddy.
723
00:42:43,061 --> 00:42:44,160
Come on, charlie. Charlie!
724
00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:47,663
Don't be shy.
725
00:42:47,665 --> 00:42:50,466
Come out,
come out, wherever...
726
00:42:50,468 --> 00:42:52,268
Oh!
727
00:42:57,841 --> 00:42:59,608
Yeah!
728
00:42:59,610 --> 00:43:03,679
What a display of man
I have never seen!
729
00:43:05,282 --> 00:43:06,749
Where are we going?
730
00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:08,284
It's a surprise.
731
00:43:10,654 --> 00:43:12,088
Is this your room?
732
00:43:12,090 --> 00:43:13,122
Mmm-hmm.
733
00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:17,827
So cool.
734
00:43:18,795 --> 00:43:19,695
Thanks.
735
00:43:24,701 --> 00:43:27,203
You got me a present?
736
00:43:27,205 --> 00:43:29,205
After all your help
on my penn state application?
737
00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:31,307
Of course I did.
738
00:43:33,376 --> 00:43:34,477
Open it!
739
00:43:39,683 --> 00:43:41,550
I don't know what to say.
740
00:43:41,552 --> 00:43:42,885
You don't have
to say anything.
741
00:44:04,341 --> 00:44:06,809
I'm really sorry we can't
be here for your birthday.
742
00:44:06,811 --> 00:44:10,446
I'm just sorry
you have to go back
and visit your dad.
743
00:44:10,448 --> 00:44:13,215
I'm in such a good mood
I don't think
even he could ruin it.
744
00:44:13,217 --> 00:44:15,518
I feel like
I'm finally doing good.
745
00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:16,719
You are.
746
00:44:16,721 --> 00:44:19,588
Well, what about you?
747
00:44:19,590 --> 00:44:23,225
When I met you,
you were this
scared freshman.
748
00:44:24,528 --> 00:44:26,295
Now look at you
in that suit.
749
00:44:26,297 --> 00:44:29,532
You're like a sexy
english schoolboy.
750
00:44:29,534 --> 00:44:30,799
I saw mary elizabeth
checking you out.
751
00:44:30,801 --> 00:44:31,867
No.
752
00:44:32,502 --> 00:44:34,703
Innocent.
753
00:44:34,705 --> 00:44:36,172
Worst kinda guys.
754
00:44:36,174 --> 00:44:37,540
Never see you coming.
755
00:44:37,542 --> 00:44:39,742
And parents love you.
756
00:44:39,744 --> 00:44:40,876
That's like
757
00:44:41,878 --> 00:44:43,746
Extra danger.
758
00:44:43,748 --> 00:44:45,881
Yeah, well,
it hasn't worked so far.
759
00:44:45,883 --> 00:44:47,683
You've never
had a girlfriend?
760
00:44:47,685 --> 00:44:49,919
Not even like
a second grade valentine?
761
00:44:49,921 --> 00:44:51,253
Nope.
762
00:44:51,255 --> 00:44:52,888
Have you ever
kissed a girl?
763
00:44:52,890 --> 00:44:54,256
No.
764
00:44:55,425 --> 00:44:56,592
What about you?
765
00:45:00,597 --> 00:45:02,431
Have I ever kissed a girl?
766
00:45:02,433 --> 00:45:04,466
No, no. Your first kiss.
767
00:45:06,369 --> 00:45:08,370
I was 11.
768
00:45:08,372 --> 00:45:10,439
His name was robert.
769
00:45:10,441 --> 00:45:12,708
He used to come over
to the house all the time.
770
00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:14,276
Was he your
first boyfriend?
771
00:45:15,545 --> 00:45:17,713
He was my...
772
00:45:17,715 --> 00:45:19,782
He was my dad's boss.
773
00:45:23,220 --> 00:45:27,556
You know, charlie,
I used to sleep with guys
who treated me like shit.
774
00:45:27,558 --> 00:45:29,992
And get wasted all the time.
775
00:45:30,927 --> 00:45:32,461
But now I feel like...
776
00:45:33,496 --> 00:45:35,598
I have a chance. Like...
777
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,833
I can even get
into a real college.
778
00:45:37,835 --> 00:45:39,501
It's true. You can do it.
779
00:45:44,674 --> 00:45:46,408
You really think so?
780
00:45:50,647 --> 00:45:57,519
My aunt
had that same thing
done to her, too.
781
00:45:57,521 --> 00:45:59,822
And she turned
her life around.
782
00:46:01,625 --> 00:46:04,493
She must have been great.
783
00:46:04,495 --> 00:46:06,996
She was my favorite person
in the world.
784
00:46:06,998 --> 00:46:08,330
Until now.
785
00:46:16,706 --> 00:46:17,906
Charlie...
786
00:46:19,976 --> 00:46:25,047
I know that you know
I like craig.
787
00:46:25,049 --> 00:46:28,684
But I want
to forget about that
for a minute, okay?
788
00:46:28,686 --> 00:46:30,819
Okay.
789
00:46:30,821 --> 00:46:34,690
I just wanna make sure
that the first person
who kisses you
790
00:46:35,458 --> 00:46:36,425
Loves you.
791
00:46:36,993 --> 00:46:38,460
Okay?
792
00:46:41,865 --> 00:46:43,465
Okay.
793
00:47:02,018 --> 00:47:03,686
I love you, charlie.
794
00:47:07,023 --> 00:47:08,457
I love you, too.
795
00:47:15,098 --> 00:47:17,466
I wanna do
secret santa forever!
796
00:47:24,040 --> 00:47:25,541
Have a good time
at your mom's.
797
00:47:25,543 --> 00:47:28,610
Thanks.
And, listen, charlie.
798
00:47:28,612 --> 00:47:30,612
Because your birthday's
on christmas eve,
799
00:47:30,614 --> 00:47:32,381
I figure you don't get
that many presents?
800
00:47:34,017 --> 00:47:35,918
I thought you should
have my clock.
801
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:36,985
From the heart.
802
00:47:36,987 --> 00:47:38,854
Thank you, patrick.
803
00:47:40,924 --> 00:47:42,458
Bye.
804
00:47:43,093 --> 00:47:43,992
Have a good one, guys.
805
00:47:45,695 --> 00:47:47,663
I love you guys!
806
00:47:49,966 --> 00:47:52,468
(christmas carol
playing distantly)
807
00:47:54,671 --> 00:47:56,105
Hey!
808
00:47:56,107 --> 00:47:57,539
Look who's here.
809
00:48:00,076 --> 00:48:01,443
Come here, little sister.
810
00:48:01,445 --> 00:48:02,444
Hey, chris.
811
00:48:03,046 --> 00:48:04,546
Hey, honey.
812
00:48:05,849 --> 00:48:07,850
Ma, you look so thin.
813
00:48:07,852 --> 00:48:09,752
You. Look at you.
814
00:48:09,754 --> 00:48:10,853
Charlie.
815
00:48:13,790 --> 00:48:15,524
Come on,
I got dinner ready.
816
00:48:15,526 --> 00:48:16,959
Happy birthday.
Thanks.
817
00:48:16,961 --> 00:48:18,861
Let's eat.
818
00:48:18,863 --> 00:48:19,895
Make a wish, honey.
819
00:48:31,975 --> 00:48:35,010
Can you
see it, charlie?
820
00:48:35,012 --> 00:48:38,747
The luminaria
is a landing strip
for santa claus.
821
00:48:38,749 --> 00:48:40,516
Why don't you
keep an eye out for him
822
00:48:40,518 --> 00:48:42,017
And I will be
right back. Okay?
823
00:48:44,421 --> 00:48:46,522
going to get
your birthday present.
824
00:48:57,834 --> 00:48:59,435
Hey.
825
00:49:00,203 --> 00:49:01,603
Hey.
826
00:49:03,173 --> 00:49:05,974
God, I miss mom's cooking.
827
00:49:05,976 --> 00:49:07,876
You have no idea
how good you have it.
828
00:49:09,712 --> 00:49:12,014
I'm actually starting
to hate pizza.
829
00:49:12,016 --> 00:49:13,515
Mmm.
830
00:49:13,517 --> 00:49:15,184
So how you liking school?
831
00:49:15,186 --> 00:49:18,520
Well, I'm no braniac
like you or candace.
832
00:49:19,189 --> 00:49:21,023
I'm doing okay.
833
00:49:21,025 --> 00:49:23,125
Okay? You're playing
in a bowl game.
834
00:49:31,701 --> 00:49:33,135
How are you
feeling, charlie?
835
00:49:35,605 --> 00:49:36,772
Good.
836
00:49:36,774 --> 00:49:38,474
No, you know what I mean.
837
00:49:39,008 --> 00:49:40,542
Is it bad tonight?
838
00:49:41,578 --> 00:49:42,711
No.
839
00:49:42,713 --> 00:49:43,979
No.
840
00:49:45,748 --> 00:49:48,784
I'm not
picturing things anymore.
841
00:49:48,786 --> 00:49:51,787
Or if I do,
I can just shut it off.
842
00:49:53,590 --> 00:49:55,023
Well, you know,
mom did say
843
00:49:55,025 --> 00:49:57,559
That you have
good friends now.
844
00:49:57,561 --> 00:50:00,963
And maybe
if it does get bad again,
845
00:50:00,965 --> 00:50:02,764
You can just
talk to them. Yeah?
846
00:50:02,766 --> 00:50:04,967
Yeah.
847
00:50:04,969 --> 00:50:08,904
Especially sam.
She's great.
848
00:50:08,906 --> 00:50:11,773
I'm gonna ask her out
at new year's.
849
00:50:11,775 --> 00:50:13,509
I think the time
is right now.
850
00:50:16,513 --> 00:50:18,180
Body of christ.
Amen.
851
00:50:20,717 --> 00:50:22,584
Body of christ.
Amen.
852
00:50:25,154 --> 00:50:27,022
Body of christ.
Amen.
853
00:50:29,158 --> 00:50:31,527
Body of christ.
Amen.
854
00:50:47,544 --> 00:50:49,278
How long does this
take to work?
855
00:51:04,594 --> 00:51:06,194
Shovelin' snow, huh?
856
00:51:07,730 --> 00:51:09,698
I have to get
this driveway clean.
857
00:51:10,133 --> 00:51:11,867
And then,
858
00:51:11,869 --> 00:51:15,304
I'm going to
congratulate you
on being happy.
859
00:51:15,306 --> 00:51:16,672
'cause you deserve it.
860
00:51:18,007 --> 00:51:19,841
You said that
an hour ago.
861
00:51:19,843 --> 00:51:20,909
Was that tonight?
862
00:51:24,247 --> 00:51:26,715
Oh, I just
863
00:51:26,717 --> 00:51:29,351
Saw this tree,
but it was a dragon.
864
00:51:29,353 --> 00:51:32,020
Then it was a tree again
and it just lied to me.
865
00:51:32,022 --> 00:51:33,989
Okay, charlie,
don't freak out.
Give me this.
866
00:51:34,791 --> 00:51:35,924
Calm down.
867
00:51:39,996 --> 00:51:41,096
Look up.
868
00:51:43,900 --> 00:51:45,067
Isn't it quiet?
869
00:51:47,870 --> 00:51:51,073
Sam, do you think
if people knew
870
00:51:51,075 --> 00:51:54,276
How crazy you really were,
no one would ever
talk to you?
871
00:51:56,280 --> 00:51:58,046
All the time.
872
00:52:02,685 --> 00:52:05,053
So you wanna wear
these glasses?
873
00:52:07,256 --> 00:52:09,057
They'll protect you.
874
00:53:30,940 --> 00:53:34,109
10, 9, 8, 7,
875
00:53:34,111 --> 00:53:36,411
6, 5, 4,
876
00:53:36,413 --> 00:53:39,281
3, 2, 1!
877
00:53:39,283 --> 00:53:40,482
It's gonna be
our little secret.
878
00:54:40,878 --> 00:54:42,944
Did your older friends
pressure you?
879
00:54:42,946 --> 00:54:45,514
No one
pressured me, officer.
880
00:54:45,516 --> 00:54:47,849
I would never do drugs.
881
00:54:48,251 --> 00:54:49,785
Never.
882
00:54:49,787 --> 00:54:51,219
Then how did you happen
to be passed out
883
00:54:51,221 --> 00:54:52,521
On the ground
at 6:00 in the morning?
884
00:54:54,157 --> 00:54:56,792
Well, I...
885
00:54:56,794 --> 00:54:58,527
You know, I was
really tired.
886
00:54:58,529 --> 00:55:02,030
And I was feeling feverish,
887
00:55:02,032 --> 00:55:06,835
So I went outside
for a walk just to get
some cold air.
888
00:55:06,837 --> 00:55:09,137
I started seeing things,
so I passed out.
889
00:55:09,139 --> 00:55:10,539
You're seeing things
again, charlie?
890
00:55:12,041 --> 00:55:13,475
not really.
891
00:55:19,882 --> 00:55:21,483
Nice suit.
892
00:55:23,286 --> 00:55:25,120
It was a christmas present.
893
00:55:29,992 --> 00:55:31,860
Did you have fun
on your break?
894
00:55:31,862 --> 00:55:34,329
More fun than you're
gonna have today, sinatra.
895
00:55:37,366 --> 00:55:39,134
Nice look, jag-off.
896
00:55:42,538 --> 00:55:44,339
Sam:
I've called him 30 times.
897
00:55:44,341 --> 00:55:45,407
Well, what are
we supposed to do?
898
00:55:45,409 --> 00:55:46,474
We're going on
in 10 minutes.
899
00:55:47,911 --> 00:55:49,511
They said in health class...
Hello?
900
00:55:49,513 --> 00:55:51,947
They say that about lsd
just to scare you.
901
00:55:51,949 --> 00:55:53,915
Are you sure?
You know I've seen...
902
00:55:53,917 --> 00:55:55,217
Charlie, you're fine, man.
903
00:55:55,219 --> 00:55:57,385
Guys, we have an emergency.
904
00:55:57,387 --> 00:55:59,120
Craig has flaked out
on us again.
905
00:55:59,122 --> 00:56:00,922
So I need a rocky.
906
00:56:00,924 --> 00:56:02,057
Brad?
907
00:56:02,059 --> 00:56:03,592
No. No way. No. I'm not...
908
00:56:03,594 --> 00:56:05,093
There's people
out there. No.
909
00:56:09,031 --> 00:56:12,067
Charlie, take off
your clothes.
910
00:56:18,307 --> 00:56:20,408
♪ then if anything grows
911
00:56:21,377 --> 00:56:24,446
♪ while you pose
912
00:56:24,448 --> 00:56:27,916
♪ I'll oil you up
and rub you down
913
00:56:27,918 --> 00:56:30,185
Alice and mary elizabeth:
♪ down, down, down
914
00:56:30,187 --> 00:56:36,091
♪ and that's just
one small fraction
of the main attraction
915
00:56:36,093 --> 00:56:38,560
♪ you need a friendly hand
916
00:56:38,562 --> 00:56:41,329
♪ and I need action
917
00:56:41,331 --> 00:56:44,165
♪ toucha toua
toucha touche
918
00:56:44,167 --> 00:56:46,568
♪ I wanna be dirty
919
00:56:46,570 --> 00:56:49,371
♪ thrill me, chill me,
fulfill me
920
00:56:49,373 --> 00:56:51,940
♪ creature of the night
921
00:57:19,468 --> 00:57:22,437
Maybe I can join the cast
as an alternate
or something.
922
00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:25,206
Well, we're filled up now,
923
00:57:25,208 --> 00:57:27,475
But they're gonna
need people when we
go to college.
924
00:57:27,477 --> 00:57:30,645
We could put in
a good word for you.
925
00:57:30,647 --> 00:57:32,414
That'd be great. Thanks.
926
00:57:32,416 --> 00:57:33,548
Yeah.
927
00:57:36,419 --> 00:57:39,020
Charlie...
928
00:57:39,022 --> 00:57:41,957
Have you heard of
the sadie hawkins dance?
929
00:57:41,959 --> 00:57:43,525
The one where
the girl asks the guy?
930
00:57:43,527 --> 00:57:46,661
Obviously,
it is completely stupid.
931
00:57:46,663 --> 00:57:50,298
And sexist. I mean, it's like
"hey, thanks for the crumb."
932
00:57:50,300 --> 00:57:52,367
And normally, I would just
blow it off, because
933
00:57:52,369 --> 00:57:54,469
School dances suck torture.
934
00:57:54,471 --> 00:57:57,539
But, you know,
it's my last year and...
935
00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:03,378
Would you maybe
wanna go with me?
936
00:58:03,380 --> 00:58:05,180
You wanna go with me?
937
00:58:05,182 --> 00:58:08,083
Yeah, I'm sick
of macho guys.
938
00:58:08,085 --> 00:58:10,452
Plus you looked really cute
in your costume.
939
00:58:10,454 --> 00:58:12,587
So what do you say?
940
00:58:17,193 --> 00:58:18,426
You must be
mary elizabeth.
941
00:58:19,095 --> 00:58:20,195
Yes.
942
00:58:20,197 --> 00:58:21,496
It's so nice to meet you.
943
00:58:21,498 --> 00:58:23,164
You, too, mrs. Kelmeckis.
944
00:58:23,166 --> 00:58:25,400
Charlie tells me
you're a buddhist.
945
00:58:25,402 --> 00:58:26,601
Please, come in.
946
00:58:26,603 --> 00:58:28,069
Okay.
947
00:58:28,071 --> 00:58:29,604
A little
closer together.
948
00:58:29,606 --> 00:58:31,339
That looks nice.
Hmm.
949
00:58:31,341 --> 00:58:33,408
Buddhist, I need you
to smile a little bit more.
950
00:58:33,410 --> 00:58:35,243
There you go. Nice.
951
00:59:06,308 --> 00:59:07,208
Hey.
952
00:59:07,210 --> 00:59:09,110
Hey.
953
00:59:09,112 --> 00:59:10,478
Are you having a good time?
954
00:59:13,115 --> 00:59:16,084
Not really. How about you?
955
00:59:17,253 --> 00:59:19,354
I mean, I don't know.
956
00:59:19,356 --> 00:59:21,489
It's my first date, I don't
have much to compare it to.
957
00:59:22,258 --> 00:59:23,691
You're doing fine.
958
00:59:27,630 --> 00:59:29,464
Sorry craig couldn't come.
959
00:59:30,699 --> 00:59:32,400
Yeah. He said
he didn't want to go to
960
00:59:32,402 --> 00:59:34,803
Some stupid
high school dance.
961
00:59:34,805 --> 00:59:38,206
I can't say
I blame him really.
962
00:59:38,208 --> 00:59:41,276
I don't know.
If you like it,
he should come.
963
00:59:46,649 --> 00:59:47,816
Thanks, charlie.
964
00:59:50,820 --> 00:59:53,121
Have a beautiful
first date.
965
00:59:53,123 --> 00:59:55,190
You deserve it.
966
00:59:55,192 --> 00:59:56,825
I'll try not to
make you too jealous.
967
01:00:08,838 --> 01:00:09,704
Mmm!
968
01:00:10,806 --> 01:00:12,373
Now just let it breathe.
969
01:00:21,350 --> 01:00:22,417
Whoa.
970
01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:26,488
It sure is a nice house.
971
01:00:26,490 --> 01:00:27,789
Thanks.
972
01:00:27,791 --> 01:00:29,124
(old slow
rock and roll playing)
973
01:00:29,758 --> 01:00:30,825
Mmm.
974
01:00:32,795 --> 01:00:33,828
Don't you just love
old music?
975
01:00:35,531 --> 01:00:37,198
Yeah.
976
01:00:37,200 --> 01:00:39,834
Good. 'cause I made you
a mix of it.
977
01:00:41,570 --> 01:00:44,906
I'd love to expose you
to great things like
978
01:00:44,908 --> 01:00:47,709
Billie holiday
and foreign films.
979
01:00:47,711 --> 01:00:50,812
This merlot
is really fancy.
980
01:00:50,814 --> 01:00:53,882
Yeah. My dad collects wine,
but he doesn't drink.
981
01:00:53,884 --> 01:00:55,483
That's kinda weird,
isn't it?
982
01:00:55,485 --> 01:00:57,385
I guess.
983
01:00:57,387 --> 01:00:58,920
Where are your parents?
984
01:00:58,922 --> 01:01:01,422
Their club
is hosting a cotillion
or something racist.
985
01:01:03,759 --> 01:01:05,293
They'll be gone all night.
986
01:01:11,734 --> 01:01:13,434
Sure is a nice fire.
987
01:01:14,904 --> 01:01:16,738
Yeah.
988
01:01:16,740 --> 01:01:18,373
When I'm done
being a lobbyist,
989
01:01:18,375 --> 01:01:21,276
I wanna move to a house
like this in cape cod.
990
01:01:21,278 --> 01:01:22,477
Sounds nice, doesn't it?
991
01:01:22,479 --> 01:01:23,745
Yeah.
992
01:01:29,385 --> 01:01:31,553
Your heart is beating
really fast.
993
01:01:31,555 --> 01:01:33,188
Is it?
994
01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:35,256
Here. Feel.
995
01:01:40,863 --> 01:01:42,730
Charlie?
Uh-huh?
996
01:01:43,832 --> 01:01:45,433
Do you like me?
997
01:01:45,435 --> 01:01:46,601
Uh-huh.
998
01:01:46,603 --> 01:01:47,769
You know what I mean.
999
01:01:47,771 --> 01:01:48,903
I think so.
1000
01:01:49,838 --> 01:01:51,639
Don't be nervous.
1001
01:02:29,278 --> 01:02:30,545
Charlie.
1002
01:02:33,415 --> 01:02:35,650
I didn't know how tonight
was gonna go, but...
1003
01:02:37,319 --> 01:02:38,653
It's really nice, isn't it?
1004
01:02:38,655 --> 01:02:39,787
Yeah.
1005
01:02:41,957 --> 01:02:43,358
I just can't believe it.
1006
01:02:44,660 --> 01:02:46,694
You, of all people.
1007
01:02:46,696 --> 01:02:48,863
I just can't believe
you're my boyfriend.
1008
01:02:54,604 --> 01:02:56,838
Shit! My parents! Shit!
1009
01:02:56,840 --> 01:02:59,307
Here, zip this up.
Okay. No, I got this.
1010
01:02:59,309 --> 01:03:00,608
Just zip it up
like a normal zipper!
1011
01:03:00,610 --> 01:03:01,709
It's stuck. It's just...
1012
01:03:02,411 --> 01:03:04,312
Thank you.
1013
01:03:04,314 --> 01:03:05,413
See you Monday.
1014
01:03:06,749 --> 01:03:09,450
Dear friend,
1015
01:03:09,452 --> 01:03:12,687
Sorry I haven't
written for a while,
1016
01:03:12,689 --> 01:03:15,290
But things
are a total disaster.
1017
01:03:16,592 --> 01:03:19,527
We're literally making out
and I'm in my bra...
1018
01:03:19,529 --> 01:03:23,698
I probably should
have been honest about
1019
01:03:23,700 --> 01:03:26,467
How I didn't want to
go out with mary elizabeh
after sadie's, but...
1020
01:03:26,469 --> 01:03:28,569
I really didn't want
to hurt her feelings.
1021
01:03:29,938 --> 01:03:32,974
You see, mary elizabeth
is a really nice person
1022
01:03:32,976 --> 01:03:35,343
Underneath the part of hr
that hates everyone.
1023
01:03:35,345 --> 01:03:38,713
And since I heard that
having a girlfriend
makes you happy,
1024
01:03:38,715 --> 01:03:41,616
I tried hard to love her
like I love sam.
1025
01:03:41,618 --> 01:03:43,651
Can you believe it's almost
our 2-week anniversary?
1026
01:03:43,653 --> 01:03:45,653
Yeah, I know.
1027
01:03:45,655 --> 01:03:47,522
So I took her
on double dates.
1028
01:03:47,524 --> 01:03:50,558
First foreign film.
1029
01:03:50,560 --> 01:03:52,660
Do you want butter
on your popcorn?
1030
01:03:52,662 --> 01:03:54,395
Vegans don't eat butter.
1031
01:03:54,397 --> 01:03:56,064
Charlie:
And I tried not to mind
1032
01:03:56,066 --> 01:03:58,566
Even when her hands
are sweaty.
1033
01:04:02,738 --> 01:04:05,840
And I had to admit somethig
really upsetting, but...
1034
01:04:07,576 --> 01:04:11,479
I'm tired of
touching her boobs.
1035
01:04:11,481 --> 01:04:14,816
I thought maybe
if she would just let me
pick the make-out music
1036
01:04:14,818 --> 01:04:17,919
Once in a while,
we might have a chance.
1037
01:04:17,921 --> 01:04:21,956
And maybe if she didn't
put down the books
that mr. Anderson gives me.
1038
01:04:22,691 --> 01:04:24,392
Walden.
1039
01:04:24,394 --> 01:04:26,661
I read this in 7th grade.
1040
01:04:26,663 --> 01:04:29,530
I would have called it
on boring pond.
1041
01:04:29,532 --> 01:04:31,499
Or if she would
stop calling me
1042
01:04:31,501 --> 01:04:37,972
When I have absolutely
nothing to talk about
other than the bus ride home.
1043
01:04:39,842 --> 01:04:42,710
Somehow she finds
new things to say.
1044
01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:44,112
Mary elizabeth on phone:
That dairy just sits with you.
1045
01:04:44,114 --> 01:04:45,780
You know, it walks with yo.
1046
01:04:45,782 --> 01:04:47,415
She's on the phone
right now?
1047
01:04:47,417 --> 01:04:49,050
Charlie, you've gotta
break up with her.
1048
01:04:49,052 --> 01:04:50,551
I can do that?
1049
01:04:50,553 --> 01:04:52,687
For christ's sake,
I need to use the phone.
1050
01:04:52,689 --> 01:04:54,055
Mary elizabeth on phone:
I got you this book.
1051
01:04:54,057 --> 01:04:55,523
It's really how
I became a vegan.
1052
01:04:55,525 --> 01:05:00,061
But I was getting so mad,
it was starting to scare m.
1053
01:05:00,063 --> 01:05:05,099
I just wish
I could have found
another way to break up.
1054
01:05:05,101 --> 01:05:07,602
Um, mary elizabeth,
can I talk to you...
1055
01:05:07,604 --> 01:05:11,906
In hindsight, I probaby
could not have picked
1056
01:05:11,908 --> 01:05:14,609
A worse way
to be honest with
mary elizabeth.
1057
01:05:14,611 --> 01:05:15,877
Truth or dare?
1058
01:05:15,879 --> 01:05:16,978
Who are you talking to?
1059
01:05:16,980 --> 01:05:21,549
I dare you to kiss alice.
1060
01:05:21,551 --> 01:05:23,451
Oh.
1061
01:05:23,453 --> 01:05:25,887
Gird your loins, procreator.
1062
01:05:26,955 --> 01:05:29,056
Oh, my god.
1063
01:05:29,058 --> 01:05:30,658
Mary elizabeth,
samantha told me that
1064
01:05:30,660 --> 01:05:32,860
You got into harvard.
Congratulations.
1065
01:05:32,862 --> 01:05:36,864
Thank you. This one still
hasn't gotten me flowers.
1066
01:05:36,866 --> 01:05:38,065
But I forgive you.
1067
01:05:40,068 --> 01:05:41,803
Hey, don't worry
about penn state.
1068
01:05:41,805 --> 01:05:42,970
You're just wait-listed.
1069
01:05:42,972 --> 01:05:45,173
Yeah.
1070
01:05:45,175 --> 01:05:46,441
You guys are about to miss
1071
01:05:46,443 --> 01:05:48,609
Some severely hot
fag-on-goth action.
1072
01:05:51,747 --> 01:05:52,880
(all exclaiming in disgust
and surprise)
1073
01:05:52,882 --> 01:05:54,215
Wow.
1074
01:05:56,051 --> 01:05:57,518
Mary elizabeth:
Get a room.
1075
01:05:57,520 --> 01:05:58,886
Patrick:
Mmm! You're a monster.
1076
01:05:58,888 --> 01:06:02,657
My turn. Let's see.
1077
01:06:02,659 --> 01:06:04,859
Let's think. Charlie.
1078
01:06:04,861 --> 01:06:06,160
Truth.
1079
01:06:06,162 --> 01:06:07,195
How's your first
relationship going?
1080
01:06:08,130 --> 01:06:10,531
It's so bad
1081
01:06:10,533 --> 01:06:14,735
That I keep fantasizing
that one of us is
dying of cancer.
1082
01:06:14,737 --> 01:06:17,238
So that I don't have
to break up with her.
1083
01:06:19,041 --> 01:06:20,541
Charlie?
1084
01:06:20,543 --> 01:06:21,976
Truth or dare?
1085
01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:23,244
Hello?
1086
01:06:24,913 --> 01:06:27,248
Dare.
1087
01:06:27,250 --> 01:06:31,052
Okay, I dare you
to kiss the prettiest girl
in the room...
1088
01:06:31,054 --> 01:06:32,720
On the lips.
1089
01:06:32,722 --> 01:06:35,256
And notice I charitably said
"girl" and not "person",
1090
01:06:35,258 --> 01:06:38,192
Because, let's face it,
I'd smoke all you bitches.
1091
01:06:48,103 --> 01:06:49,904
Oh, that's fucked up.
1092
01:06:54,109 --> 01:06:55,943
Mary elizabeth.
1093
01:06:55,945 --> 01:06:57,211
I'm so sorry.
1094
01:06:59,214 --> 01:07:00,281
It was a mistake, I'm sorry.
1095
01:07:01,884 --> 01:07:03,951
Sam? Sam?
1096
01:07:03,953 --> 01:07:06,153
I really didn't mean
anything by it. I'm sorry.
1097
01:07:07,222 --> 01:07:09,190
What the hell
is wrong with you?
1098
01:07:11,760 --> 01:07:13,628
I should
go back and apologize.
1099
01:07:13,630 --> 01:07:16,697
Charlie, trust me,
you don't wanna
go back in there.
1100
01:07:16,699 --> 01:07:19,734
I'm really sorry.
I didn't mean
to do anything.
1101
01:07:19,736 --> 01:07:20,935
I know you didn't.
1102
01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:23,170
But, look...
1103
01:07:26,008 --> 01:07:28,543
I hate to be the one
to break this,
1104
01:07:28,545 --> 01:07:32,280
But there's history with
mary elizabeth and sam.
1105
01:07:32,282 --> 01:07:35,783
Other guys
and things that have
nothing to do with you.
1106
01:07:35,785 --> 01:07:39,287
It's best if you just
stay away for a while.
1107
01:07:41,223 --> 01:07:42,290
Oh, okay.
1108
01:07:47,296 --> 01:07:48,896
How long do you think?
1109
01:08:18,795 --> 01:08:20,361
Charlie,
come on, get dressed.
1110
01:08:20,363 --> 01:08:21,896
You're gonna be late
for easter mass.
1111
01:08:21,898 --> 01:08:23,664
I'll be there
in a minute.
1112
01:08:28,103 --> 01:08:32,139
Our father,
who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name.
1113
01:08:32,141 --> 01:08:34,842
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done
1114
01:08:34,844 --> 01:08:36,711
On earth as it is in heaven.
1115
01:08:36,713 --> 01:08:38,746
Give us this day
our daily bread
1116
01:08:38,748 --> 01:08:40,848
And forgive us
our trespasses
1117
01:08:40,850 --> 01:08:43,384
As we forgive those
who trespass against us.
1118
01:08:47,789 --> 01:08:50,858
And lead us
not into temptation,
but deliver us...
1119
01:08:50,860 --> 01:08:52,226
Mary elizabeth,
I've been listening
1120
01:08:52,228 --> 01:08:54,996
To the billie holiday cd
every night.
1121
01:08:54,998 --> 01:08:56,631
Mary elizabeth on phone:
It's too late, charlie.
1122
01:08:56,633 --> 01:08:59,867
I know.
I just feel really bad
about what I did.
1123
01:08:59,869 --> 01:09:02,403
I just get
so messed up inside.
1124
01:09:02,405 --> 01:09:04,405
Like I'm not there
or something.
1125
01:09:04,407 --> 01:09:05,406
Mary elizabeth:
Tell it to someone
who cares.
1126
01:09:05,408 --> 01:09:06,874
Look, I know. I'm sorry.
1127
01:09:06,876 --> 01:09:08,376
Just we've all become
such good friends.
1128
01:09:08,378 --> 01:09:10,811
Good friends?
1129
01:09:10,813 --> 01:09:12,780
Do you mean the peope
that I've known
since kindergarten
1130
01:09:12,782 --> 01:09:16,317
And you've known
for six months?
Those good friends?
1131
01:09:16,319 --> 01:09:18,352
Yeah, I mean, I just
don't wanna do anything
to ruin our relationship.
1132
01:09:18,354 --> 01:09:20,254
It's ruined. Okay?
1133
01:09:20,256 --> 01:09:23,324
So stop calling everyone.
Stop embarrassing yourse.
1134
01:09:23,326 --> 01:09:26,894
Okay, I will. Good...
1135
01:09:31,099 --> 01:09:32,733
Something's wrong with me.
1136
01:09:32,735 --> 01:09:34,402
Don't worry about it.
1137
01:09:36,438 --> 01:09:38,072
Hey...
1138
01:09:38,074 --> 01:09:39,407
Have you heard from patrick?
1139
01:09:39,409 --> 01:09:42,109
No, he told me to stay away.
1140
01:09:42,111 --> 01:09:44,912
Oh. You don't know.
1141
01:09:44,914 --> 01:09:47,248
Why? Why? What happened?
1142
01:09:47,250 --> 01:09:49,450
Brad's father
caught them together.
1143
01:09:54,022 --> 01:09:55,790
Some kids jumped him
outside the o.
1144
01:09:55,792 --> 01:09:58,426
No, it was some kids
from north hills.
1145
01:09:58,428 --> 01:10:00,928
Girl 3:
Did you see his face?
1146
01:10:00,930 --> 01:10:02,196
Girl 4:
That's not what I heard.
1147
01:10:04,232 --> 01:10:06,000
Are you okay?
1148
01:10:06,002 --> 01:10:08,469
Not now, charlie.
I'm sorry.
1149
01:10:17,312 --> 01:10:18,412
Hey, nothing.
1150
01:10:26,755 --> 01:10:29,390
Oops. Sorry, nothing.
1151
01:10:41,002 --> 01:10:42,403
You gonna do anything?
1152
01:10:42,405 --> 01:10:44,171
What are you talking about?
1153
01:10:44,173 --> 01:10:46,173
I'm talking about
your pet ape
just tripped me.
1154
01:10:46,175 --> 01:10:47,341
Gonna say something?
1155
01:10:49,044 --> 01:10:51,946
Why would I?
You know why.
1156
01:10:51,948 --> 01:10:55,149
This is pathetic, man.
Your fixation on me.
1157
01:10:55,151 --> 01:10:57,318
Do you want your friends
to know how you got
those bruises? Really?
1158
01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:58,853
I got jumped
in a parking lot.
1159
01:10:58,855 --> 01:11:00,988
Where? Schenley park?
1160
01:11:00,990 --> 01:11:02,990
Do you guys know
about schenley park?
1161
01:11:02,992 --> 01:11:04,492
Do your friends know...
1162
01:11:04,494 --> 01:11:05,860
I don't know
what kinda sick shit
you're trying to pull
1163
01:11:05,862 --> 01:11:07,194
But you better
walk away right now.
1164
01:11:09,498 --> 01:11:10,898
Nothing.
1165
01:11:11,433 --> 01:11:12,500
Fine.
1166
01:11:14,069 --> 01:11:15,903
Say "hi"
to your dad for me.
1167
01:11:19,107 --> 01:11:20,407
Whatever, faggot.
1168
01:11:24,513 --> 01:11:26,380
What did you just call me?
Just called you a faggot.
1169
01:11:41,530 --> 01:11:44,398
Say that shit again!
Say that damn...
1170
01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:45,533
It's patrick!
1171
01:11:46,468 --> 01:11:48,202
Leave him alone!
1172
01:11:48,204 --> 01:11:49,203
Sam!
1173
01:11:57,312 --> 01:12:00,080
Stop! Leave him! Stop!
1174
01:12:01,016 --> 01:12:02,082
Stop!
1175
01:12:35,150 --> 01:12:37,518
Touch my friends again
and I'll blind you.
1176
01:12:47,429 --> 01:12:48,529
Charlie?
1177
01:12:49,030 --> 01:12:50,164
Yeah?
1178
01:12:51,566 --> 01:12:52,933
Thanks for stopping 'em.
1179
01:12:55,237 --> 01:12:56,637
Sure, brad.
1180
01:13:18,460 --> 01:13:20,127
How you doing, charlie?
1181
01:13:20,129 --> 01:13:22,429
I don't know.
1182
01:13:22,431 --> 01:13:25,532
I keep trying, but I can't
really remember what I did.
1183
01:13:26,635 --> 01:13:28,068
Do you want me
to tell you?
1184
01:13:29,671 --> 01:13:31,305
Yeah.
1185
01:13:31,307 --> 01:13:33,040
You saved my brother.
1186
01:13:34,376 --> 01:13:35,643
That's what you did.
1187
01:13:36,478 --> 01:13:38,078
So you're not
scared of me?
1188
01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:39,146
No.
1189
01:13:42,017 --> 01:13:43,284
Can we be friends again?
1190
01:13:43,286 --> 01:13:44,652
Of course.
1191
01:13:52,627 --> 01:13:53,928
Come on.
1192
01:13:57,065 --> 01:13:58,565
Let's go be
psychos together.
1193
01:14:04,706 --> 01:14:06,206
I'm dating peter now.
1194
01:14:07,976 --> 01:14:09,510
He's in college with craig.
1195
01:14:09,512 --> 01:14:13,547
He's opinionated.
We have intellectual debates.
1196
01:14:13,549 --> 01:14:17,518
You were very sweet
but our relationship
was too one-sided.
1197
01:14:17,520 --> 01:14:20,354
I know this is
hard for you.
1198
01:14:20,356 --> 01:14:21,588
I'm just glad
that you're happy.
1199
01:14:22,357 --> 01:14:23,691
Okay.
1200
01:14:28,697 --> 01:14:31,966
Hey, craig,
sam'll be down. Soon.
1201
01:14:31,968 --> 01:14:34,368
Oy vey.
We're gonna miss the movie.
1202
01:14:34,370 --> 01:14:36,704
Yeah, I'll go put
some pep in her step.
Don't worry.
1203
01:14:36,706 --> 01:14:37,604
Hello?
1204
01:14:40,175 --> 01:14:43,243
Hey. Do you wanna
get out of here?
1205
01:14:43,245 --> 01:14:44,411
Sure, patrick.
1206
01:14:47,682 --> 01:14:49,016
I'll tell you
something, charlie,
1207
01:14:49,018 --> 01:14:50,751
I feel good.
You know what I mean?
1208
01:14:50,753 --> 01:14:52,219
Maybe tomorrow
I'll take you
1209
01:14:52,221 --> 01:14:54,221
To this
karaoke place downtown.
1210
01:14:54,223 --> 01:14:56,490
And this club off the strip.
They don't card.
1211
01:14:56,492 --> 01:14:58,759
And the schenley park scene.
1212
01:14:58,761 --> 01:15:02,296
You have to see
the fruit loop
at least one time.
1213
01:15:02,298 --> 01:15:03,764
(patrick howling
enthusiastically)
1214
01:15:13,408 --> 01:15:15,109
Oh, my god.
1215
01:15:15,111 --> 01:15:17,678
My life is officially
an after-school special.
1216
01:15:17,680 --> 01:15:19,179
Son of a bitch!
1217
01:15:20,115 --> 01:15:22,116
It really is.
1218
01:15:22,118 --> 01:15:23,584
It so is.
1219
01:15:27,288 --> 01:15:30,324
So, you ever hear
the one about lily miller?
1220
01:15:30,326 --> 01:15:31,525
I don't know.
1221
01:15:31,527 --> 01:15:33,494
Really?
1222
01:15:33,496 --> 01:15:35,696
I thought your brother
would have told you.
It's a classic.
1223
01:15:35,698 --> 01:15:37,598
Maybe.
1224
01:15:37,600 --> 01:15:41,135
Okay, lily comes here
one night with this
guy parker.
1225
01:15:41,137 --> 01:15:44,438
And this was to be the night
that they were gonna
lose their virginity.
1226
01:15:44,440 --> 01:15:47,307
So she did it really proper.
She packed a picnic.
1227
01:15:47,309 --> 01:15:49,610
Stole a bottle of wine.
1228
01:15:49,612 --> 01:15:54,348
Everything was perfect
and they're just about
to 'do it.'
1229
01:15:54,350 --> 01:15:56,583
When they realize
they forgot the condoms.
1230
01:15:56,585 --> 01:15:58,318
So what do you
think happened?
1231
01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:00,220
I don't know.
1232
01:16:00,222 --> 01:16:01,822
They did it with
one of the sandwich bags.
1233
01:16:02,323 --> 01:16:03,524
Ew!
1234
01:16:05,795 --> 01:16:07,261
Oh, that's disgusting!
1235
01:16:07,263 --> 01:16:08,796
Yes, it is.
1236
01:16:08,798 --> 01:16:11,498
Come on! Let's keep
the train rolling.
1237
01:16:11,500 --> 01:16:13,634
Suburban legend, charlie.
1238
01:16:13,636 --> 01:16:15,502
Well...
1239
01:16:15,504 --> 01:16:18,605
There's this girl named
second base stace.
1240
01:16:18,607 --> 01:16:22,543
And, well, she had
boobs in 4th grade.
1241
01:16:22,545 --> 01:16:24,812
Mosquito bites.
Promising. Go.
1242
01:16:24,814 --> 01:16:27,781
And she let some of
the guys feel them.
1243
01:16:29,484 --> 01:16:30,617
That's your suburban legend?
1244
01:16:30,619 --> 01:16:32,219
Yeah.
1245
01:16:32,221 --> 01:16:33,253
Did you at least
cop a feel?
1246
01:16:33,855 --> 01:16:35,189
No.
1247
01:16:35,191 --> 01:16:37,458
No. Of course not.
You went home,
1248
01:16:37,460 --> 01:16:39,827
Listened to asleep,
wrote a poem...
1249
01:16:39,829 --> 01:16:41,795
Fine. Okay. Your turn.
1250
01:16:44,365 --> 01:16:45,232
Hmm.
1251
01:16:47,535 --> 01:16:48,869
Yeah. I've got one.
1252
01:16:51,306 --> 01:16:52,639
Well...
1253
01:16:52,641 --> 01:16:54,541
There's this one guy.
1254
01:16:54,543 --> 01:16:57,811
Queer as a 3-dollar bill.
1255
01:16:57,813 --> 01:17:01,548
The guy's father
doesn't know about his son.
1256
01:17:01,550 --> 01:17:04,318
So he comes into
the basement one night
1257
01:17:04,320 --> 01:17:06,887
When he's supposed
to be out of town.
1258
01:17:06,889 --> 01:17:08,822
Catches his son
with another boy.
1259
01:17:10,525 --> 01:17:12,326
So he starts beating him.
1260
01:17:12,328 --> 01:17:15,829
But not like the slap kind.
Like, the real kind.
1261
01:17:19,501 --> 01:17:21,135
And the boyfriend
1262
01:17:21,137 --> 01:17:23,871
Says, "stop.
You're killing him."
1263
01:17:25,440 --> 01:17:27,908
But the son just yells,
"get out."
1264
01:17:29,410 --> 01:17:32,412
And eventually...
1265
01:17:33,748 --> 01:17:36,884
...The boyfriend just did.
1266
01:17:43,691 --> 01:17:45,726
Why can't you save anybody?
1267
01:17:47,896 --> 01:17:49,296
I don't know.
1268
01:17:51,699 --> 01:17:52,866
Forget it.
1269
01:17:54,235 --> 01:17:56,570
I'm free now, right?
1270
01:17:56,572 --> 01:18:00,440
I could meet
the love of my life
any second.
1271
01:18:00,442 --> 01:18:04,244
Things will be different now
and that's good.
1272
01:18:04,246 --> 01:18:06,246
I just need to meet
a good guy.
1273
01:18:07,282 --> 01:18:08,315
Yeah.
1274
01:18:21,763 --> 01:18:23,330
Patrick:
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1275
01:18:25,400 --> 01:18:26,466
It's all right.
1276
01:18:31,506 --> 01:18:34,808
I've been spending
a lot of time with patrick.
1277
01:18:34,810 --> 01:18:38,312
He begins every night
really excited.
1278
01:18:38,314 --> 01:18:42,683
He always says he feels fre
and tonight is his destiny.
1279
01:18:42,685 --> 01:18:45,819
But after a while
he runs out of things
to keep himself numb.
1280
01:18:48,356 --> 01:18:50,991
And sam got her letter
from penn state.
1281
01:18:57,632 --> 01:19:00,367
"we will require you to take
our summer session
1282
01:19:00,369 --> 01:19:03,503
"at the main campus
immediately following
your high school graduation."
1283
01:19:06,841 --> 01:19:07,841
She got in, charlie.
1284
01:19:20,388 --> 01:19:24,958
After that, all patrick
could talk about was collee
and all their futures.
1285
01:19:24,960 --> 01:19:27,527
Alice did get
into nyu film school.
1286
01:19:27,529 --> 01:19:29,730
Patrick is going to the
university of washington
1287
01:19:29,732 --> 01:19:31,865
Because he wants to be
near the music in seattl.
1288
01:19:33,501 --> 01:19:35,369
But he wasn't
going to leave
1289
01:19:35,371 --> 01:19:38,438
Without organizing
the best senior prank ever.
1290
01:19:44,712 --> 01:19:47,547
Sam is going away
right after graduation.
1291
01:19:47,549 --> 01:19:49,816
It all feels very exciting.
1292
01:19:49,818 --> 01:19:52,619
I just wish
it were happening to me.
1293
01:19:52,621 --> 01:19:56,657
Especially because,
ever since I blacked out
in the cafeteria,
1294
01:19:56,659 --> 01:19:58,325
It's been getting worse.
1295
01:19:58,327 --> 01:20:00,060
And I can't
turn it off this time.
1296
01:20:01,497 --> 01:20:04,865
Your copies of gatsby
up to the front, please.
1297
01:20:05,833 --> 01:20:07,801
And I know
it's the last day,
1298
01:20:07,803 --> 01:20:10,771
But if we could keep it
to a dull roar,
I'd appreciate it.
1299
01:20:11,406 --> 01:20:12,773
Thank you.
1300
01:20:12,775 --> 01:20:16,543
Guy, guys. Thank you
for such a great year.
1301
01:20:16,545 --> 01:20:18,078
I had a blast.
I hope you did, too.
1302
01:20:18,080 --> 01:20:21,048
And I hope you have
a great time this summer
on your vacations.
1303
01:20:21,050 --> 01:20:23,383
Now who here is gonna read
for pleasure this summer?
1304
01:20:28,690 --> 01:20:30,023
Charlie.
1305
01:20:30,025 --> 01:20:31,091
Very good.
1306
01:20:35,064 --> 01:20:36,463
Have a good summer.
1307
01:20:41,102 --> 01:20:42,436
Last day.
1308
01:20:42,770 --> 01:20:44,971
Yeah.
1309
01:20:44,973 --> 01:20:48,742
So I know
it's none of my business,
but have you decided?
1310
01:20:49,777 --> 01:20:51,745
Are you going to new york?
1311
01:20:52,714 --> 01:20:53,847
Well...
1312
01:20:54,882 --> 01:20:57,984
My wife and I like it here.
1313
01:20:57,986 --> 01:21:00,120
And I think I might be better
at teaching than writing.
1314
01:21:01,557 --> 01:21:03,924
You know, charlie,
I was thinking that
1315
01:21:05,660 --> 01:21:07,594
Maybe I could still
give you books next year.
1316
01:21:08,096 --> 01:21:10,464
Yeah, yeah.
1317
01:21:10,466 --> 01:21:11,965
I think you could write
one of them one day.
1318
01:21:13,601 --> 01:21:14,768
Really?
1319
01:21:14,770 --> 01:21:15,969
I do.
1320
01:21:19,374 --> 01:21:20,841
You're the best teacher
I've ever had.
1321
01:21:21,609 --> 01:21:23,009
Thank you.
1322
01:21:32,920 --> 01:21:35,589
10, 9, 8,
1323
01:21:35,591 --> 01:21:37,791
7, 6, 5,
1324
01:21:37,793 --> 01:21:40,460
4, 3, 2, 1.
1325
01:21:48,436 --> 01:21:50,036
Dear friend,
1326
01:21:50,038 --> 01:21:52,672
I wanted to tell you
about us running.
1327
01:21:52,674 --> 01:21:54,741
There was
this beautiful sunset.
1328
01:21:54,743 --> 01:21:57,177
And just a few hours befor,
everyone I love
1329
01:21:57,179 --> 01:21:59,679
Had their last day
of high school ever.
1330
01:21:59,681 --> 01:22:01,715
I was happy because
they were happy,
1331
01:22:01,717 --> 01:22:03,950
Even though I counted
and I have
1332
01:22:03,952 --> 01:22:08,655
1095 days to go.
1333
01:22:08,657 --> 01:22:11,158
I kept imagining
what school would be like
without them
1334
01:22:11,160 --> 01:22:13,960
As they were
all getting ready
for their prom.
1335
01:22:13,962 --> 01:22:17,164
My sister finally decided
to break up with derek
1336
01:22:17,166 --> 01:22:19,199
And go stag with
her girlfriends instead.
1337
01:22:21,836 --> 01:22:24,171
And then there was sam.
1338
01:22:24,173 --> 01:22:27,774
I've looked at her pictue
since that night.
1339
01:22:27,776 --> 01:22:31,211
I like to see
how happy she was
before she knew.
1340
01:22:31,213 --> 01:22:34,981
They were
in a hotel suite after prom
and the truth came out.
1341
01:22:34,983 --> 01:22:38,985
Basically craig
has been cheating on sam
the whole time.
1342
01:22:38,987 --> 01:22:40,987
When I heard that,
1343
01:22:40,989 --> 01:22:43,490
I kept thinking
about the happy girl
in these pictures.
1344
01:22:43,492 --> 01:22:47,561
'cause she doesn't have
1095 days to go.
1345
01:22:47,563 --> 01:22:49,162
She made it.
1346
01:22:49,164 --> 01:22:51,665
This is her time.
1347
01:22:51,667 --> 01:22:54,100
And no one should be
able to take that away.
1348
01:22:56,904 --> 01:22:58,472
Congratulations.
1349
01:22:58,474 --> 01:23:00,073
Oh, charlie. Charlie's here.
Guys, group photo.
1350
01:23:00,075 --> 01:23:02,042
We should all
take a group photo.
1351
01:23:02,044 --> 01:23:04,511
Ooh! Get against the railing
and try to look suave.
1352
01:23:04,513 --> 01:23:06,246
Yep, this is the one.
That's gonna be
a great angle.
1353
01:23:14,188 --> 01:23:16,556
At her going away party,
1354
01:23:16,558 --> 01:23:19,693
I wanted her to know
about that night
we went through the tunnel.
1355
01:23:19,695 --> 01:23:21,895
And how for the first time,
1356
01:23:21,897 --> 01:23:23,663
I felt like
I belonged somewhere.
1357
01:23:25,199 --> 01:23:28,235
And tomorrow, she's leavin.
1358
01:23:28,237 --> 01:23:30,737
So I wanted to give her
a part of me.
1359
01:23:33,207 --> 01:23:35,609
Are these
all your books, charlie?
1360
01:23:45,052 --> 01:23:46,520
Thanks for
staying up with me.
1361
01:23:46,522 --> 01:23:49,656
Sure.
1362
01:23:49,658 --> 01:23:51,958
My brother said
penn state has this
restaurant called
1363
01:23:51,960 --> 01:23:54,294
Ye olde college diner.
1364
01:23:54,296 --> 01:23:56,596
You have to get a grilled
sticky on your first night.
1365
01:23:56,598 --> 01:23:58,798
It's a tradition.
1366
01:23:59,734 --> 01:24:00,934
That sounds like fun.
1367
01:24:00,936 --> 01:24:02,068
Yeah.
1368
01:24:05,106 --> 01:24:07,274
Pretty soon, you'll have
a whole new group
of friends, you know.
1369
01:24:08,943 --> 01:24:11,077
You won't even think
about this place anymore.
1370
01:24:13,781 --> 01:24:14,981
Yes, I will.
1371
01:24:28,596 --> 01:24:30,030
Had lunch with craig today.
1372
01:24:32,033 --> 01:24:34,267
Yeah?
1373
01:24:34,269 --> 01:24:36,937
He said he was sorry
and that I was right
to break up with him.
1374
01:24:39,340 --> 01:24:44,344
I'm driving away
and was feeling
so small.
1375
01:24:44,346 --> 01:24:50,283
Just asking myself,
"why do I
and everyone I love
1376
01:24:50,285 --> 01:24:53,119
"pick people who treat us
like we're nothing?"
1377
01:24:58,159 --> 01:25:00,660
We accept the love
we think we deserve.
1378
01:25:07,635 --> 01:25:09,636
Then why didn't
you ever ask me out?
1379
01:25:16,844 --> 01:25:19,045
I...
1380
01:25:19,047 --> 01:25:20,380
I just didn't think that
you wanted that.
1381
01:25:21,349 --> 01:25:23,350
Well, what did you want?
1382
01:25:24,986 --> 01:25:27,087
I just want you to be happy.
1383
01:25:28,089 --> 01:25:30,090
Don't you get it, charlie?
1384
01:25:31,158 --> 01:25:33,893
I can't feel that.
1385
01:25:33,895 --> 01:25:37,364
It's really sweet
and everything, but...
1386
01:25:37,366 --> 01:25:39,966
You can't just sit there
and put everybody's lives
ahead of yours
1387
01:25:39,968 --> 01:25:41,835
And think
that counts as love.
1388
01:25:41,837 --> 01:25:44,270
I don't want to be
somebody's crush.
1389
01:25:45,373 --> 01:25:48,408
I want people
to like the real me.
1390
01:25:51,912 --> 01:25:54,080
I know who you are, sam.
1391
01:25:59,854 --> 01:26:01,321
I know I'm quiet.
1392
01:26:02,923 --> 01:26:06,092
And I know
I should speak more.
1393
01:26:06,094 --> 01:26:09,863
But if you knew the things
that were in my head
most of the time,
1394
01:26:09,865 --> 01:26:12,932
You'd know
what it really meant.
1395
01:26:14,935 --> 01:26:17,937
How much we're alike
1396
01:26:17,939 --> 01:26:20,273
And how we've been through
the same things.
1397
01:26:22,009 --> 01:26:24,144
And you're not small.
1398
01:26:24,146 --> 01:26:25,445
You're beautiful.
1399
01:26:52,239 --> 01:26:53,339
What's wrong, charlie?
1400
01:26:53,908 --> 01:26:55,141
Nothing.
1401
01:27:21,435 --> 01:27:22,836
Mary elizabeth:
I want you to promise
1402
01:27:22,838 --> 01:27:25,438
You know I'm gonna
call you all the time.
1403
01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:27,173
We're gonna see
each other in new york.
1404
01:27:27,175 --> 01:27:28,274
All the time.
1405
01:27:31,011 --> 01:27:32,112
Come on, sam.
1406
01:28:14,421 --> 01:28:15,922
What's wrong, charlie?
1407
01:28:19,827 --> 01:28:21,194
Sam's mother:
Put your seat belt on.
1408
01:28:21,196 --> 01:28:22,095
We'll meet you there.
1409
01:28:46,053 --> 01:28:47,453
Don't wake your sister.
1410
01:29:00,434 --> 01:29:01,968
It'll be our
little secret, okay?
1411
01:29:04,405 --> 01:29:05,872
Look, charlie...
1412
01:29:05,874 --> 01:29:07,507
She's fast asleep.
1413
01:29:10,010 --> 01:29:10,910
Don't wake your sister.
1414
01:29:18,219 --> 01:29:20,186
My fault.
1415
01:29:20,188 --> 01:29:21,487
My fault.
1416
01:29:21,489 --> 01:29:22,455
My fault.
1417
01:29:23,257 --> 01:29:25,124
It's all my fault.
1418
01:29:25,126 --> 01:29:27,026
It'll be our
little secret. Okay?
1419
01:29:27,028 --> 01:29:28,094
Stop it.
1420
01:29:29,263 --> 01:29:30,396
Stop.
1421
01:29:34,602 --> 01:29:35,635
Stop crying.
1422
01:29:36,604 --> 01:29:38,504
Stop crying.
1423
01:29:46,013 --> 01:29:46,980
This'll be
our little secret.
1424
01:29:53,954 --> 01:29:55,989
Candace. Your brother's
on the phone.
1425
01:29:58,559 --> 01:30:00,059
Hello?
1426
01:30:00,061 --> 01:30:02,629
Hey, candace.
Charlie?
1427
01:30:02,631 --> 01:30:07,100
Sam and patrick left
and I can't stop thinking
about something.
1428
01:30:07,102 --> 01:30:08,334
Shh. What?
1429
01:30:08,336 --> 01:30:09,469
Candace...
1430
01:30:10,638 --> 01:30:13,306
I killed aunt helen,
didn't I?
1431
01:30:13,308 --> 01:30:15,141
She died getting
my birthday present,
1432
01:30:15,143 --> 01:30:18,244
So I guess I killed her?
Right?
1433
01:30:18,246 --> 01:30:20,413
I've tried
to stop thinking that,
but I can't.
1434
01:30:20,415 --> 01:30:21,948
She keeps driving away
and dying.
1435
01:30:21,950 --> 01:30:24,017
Call the police
and send them to my house.
1436
01:30:24,019 --> 01:30:25,451
I can't stop her.
I'm crazy again.
1437
01:30:25,453 --> 01:30:27,520
No. Charlie, listen to me.
1438
01:30:27,522 --> 01:30:29,255
Mom and dad
are gonna be home
with chris any second.
1439
01:30:29,257 --> 01:30:30,556
I'm just thinking,
1440
01:30:32,026 --> 01:30:34,093
What if I wanted her
to die, candace?
1441
01:30:34,095 --> 01:30:36,162
What? Charlie?
1442
01:30:36,164 --> 01:30:37,297
Charlie!
1443
01:31:12,366 --> 01:31:13,733
Charlie?
1444
01:31:15,069 --> 01:31:16,235
I'm dr. Burton.
1445
01:31:21,208 --> 01:31:23,009
Where am I?
1446
01:31:23,011 --> 01:31:24,677
Mayview hospital.
1447
01:31:27,114 --> 01:31:31,451
You have to let me go.
My dad can't afford it.
1448
01:31:31,453 --> 01:31:33,486
Oh, don't worry about that.
1449
01:31:33,488 --> 01:31:35,488
No.
1450
01:31:35,490 --> 01:31:38,691
I saw them
when I was little
1451
01:31:38,693 --> 01:31:40,994
And I don't want
to be a mayview kid.
1452
01:31:40,996 --> 01:31:42,695
Just tell me how to stop it.
1453
01:31:42,697 --> 01:31:43,763
Stop what?
1454
01:31:45,032 --> 01:31:46,766
Seeing it.
1455
01:31:49,436 --> 01:31:53,373
All their lives
all the time.
1456
01:31:54,575 --> 01:31:56,409
How do you stop seeing it?
1457
01:31:56,411 --> 01:31:58,378
Seeing what, charlie?
1458
01:31:58,380 --> 01:32:04,250
There is so much pain.
1459
01:32:04,252 --> 01:32:08,388
And I don't know
how to not notice it.
1460
01:32:09,223 --> 01:32:10,690
What's hurting you?
1461
01:32:10,692 --> 01:32:12,258
No, not me.
1462
01:32:12,260 --> 01:32:16,662
It's them. It's everyone.
It never stops.
1463
01:32:17,731 --> 01:32:18,698
Do you understand?
1464
01:32:26,073 --> 01:32:27,740
What about your aunt helen?
1465
01:32:32,079 --> 01:32:34,480
What about her?
1466
01:32:34,482 --> 01:32:35,748
Do you see her?
1467
01:32:39,286 --> 01:32:41,487
Yes.
1468
01:32:41,489 --> 01:32:43,356
She had a terrible life.
1469
01:32:46,393 --> 01:32:47,794
God, what am I supposed to...
1470
01:32:47,796 --> 01:32:50,563
You said some things
about her in your sleep.
1471
01:32:50,565 --> 01:32:52,765
I don't care.
1472
01:32:52,767 --> 01:32:54,100
If you want
to get better,
1473
01:32:55,436 --> 01:32:56,836
You have to.
1474
01:33:03,644 --> 01:33:04,710
She...
1475
01:33:06,346 --> 01:33:08,614
She was insane.
1476
01:33:09,583 --> 01:33:10,850
I'm just sayin'.
1477
01:33:11,785 --> 01:33:12,819
She...
1478
01:33:14,555 --> 01:33:16,289
Charlie?
1479
01:33:16,291 --> 01:33:17,457
You gonna let me
help you here?
1480
01:33:21,462 --> 01:33:22,728
Okay.
1481
01:33:24,364 --> 01:33:26,732
Do you remember anything
before you blacked out?
1482
01:33:29,603 --> 01:33:32,271
I remember leaving
sam's house.
1483
01:33:33,207 --> 01:33:35,808
I was walking home. And...
1484
01:33:37,878 --> 01:33:39,712
Charlie:
I was in the hospital
for a while.
1485
01:33:41,849 --> 01:33:45,384
I won't go into detail
about all of it.
1486
01:33:45,386 --> 01:33:49,455
But I will say there were
some very bad days.
1487
01:33:49,457 --> 01:33:51,791
And some unexpected
beautiful days.
1488
01:33:55,395 --> 01:33:58,898
The worst day was
the time my doctor
told my mom and dad
1489
01:33:58,900 --> 01:34:00,700
What aunt helen did to m.
1490
01:34:07,474 --> 01:34:08,574
Honey?
1491
01:34:11,512 --> 01:34:12,912
I'm so sorry.
1492
01:34:27,561 --> 01:34:30,363
The best days were those
when I could have visitors.
1493
01:34:30,365 --> 01:34:32,899
My brother and sister
always came for those,
1494
01:34:32,901 --> 01:34:36,269
Until chris had to go
to training camp.
1495
01:34:36,271 --> 01:34:37,870
He's going to be
first string this year.
1496
01:34:40,741 --> 01:34:43,910
My sister told me
she met a nice guy
at her summer job.
1497
01:34:48,248 --> 01:34:50,783
Here he is.
1498
01:34:50,785 --> 01:34:54,687
So I'll see you Thursday
at 6:00, right?
1499
01:34:54,689 --> 01:34:56,789
Okay.
You gonna hang in there?
1500
01:34:56,791 --> 01:34:59,692
My doctor said
we can't choose
where we come from,
1501
01:34:59,694 --> 01:35:01,861
But we can choose
where we go from there.
1502
01:35:03,431 --> 01:35:08,668
But it was
enough to start putting
these pieces together.
1503
01:35:10,237 --> 01:35:11,871
God bless this food
we are about to receive.
1504
01:35:11,873 --> 01:35:13,372
We thank you
for this bounty,
1505
01:35:13,374 --> 01:35:15,775
In the name of our lord
jesus christ, amen.
1506
01:35:15,777 --> 01:35:17,643
Amen.
Amen.
1507
01:35:25,986 --> 01:35:28,421
How do you think the penguins
are gonna do this year, dad?
1508
01:35:30,791 --> 01:35:32,758
Goddamn penguins.
1509
01:35:32,760 --> 01:35:34,827
Think they're allergic
to goddamn defense.
1510
01:35:38,398 --> 01:35:40,433
What do the players
call a puck, again?
1511
01:35:41,301 --> 01:35:43,002
A biscuit.
1512
01:35:43,004 --> 01:35:44,904
Are you sure it's not
a "goddamn biscuit"?
1513
01:35:44,906 --> 01:35:46,639
You're cruisin'
for a bruisin'.
1514
01:35:46,641 --> 01:35:48,708
Honey, I think
we're gonna have to do
1515
01:35:48,710 --> 01:35:50,276
A little shopping for you
before you take off, huh?
1516
01:35:50,278 --> 01:35:51,811
Yeah,
I need some books.
1517
01:35:51,813 --> 01:35:52,878
Clothes, too.
1518
01:35:52,880 --> 01:35:53,913
Yeah.
1519
01:35:59,853 --> 01:36:01,387
Can charlie
come out and play?
1520
01:36:07,661 --> 01:36:09,895
The first night,
we had grilled stickies.
1521
01:36:09,897 --> 01:36:11,764
So good.
1522
01:36:11,766 --> 01:36:13,432
You have
to visit in the fall.
We'll have some, okay?
1523
01:36:13,434 --> 01:36:14,634
Definitely.
1524
01:36:14,636 --> 01:36:16,369
Oh, sorry,
1525
01:36:16,371 --> 01:36:18,671
Charlie has a breakdown
scheduled for October.
1526
01:36:20,341 --> 01:36:22,008
Well, can I
tell you something?
1527
01:36:22,010 --> 01:36:24,310
I've been away
for two months.
1528
01:36:24,978 --> 01:36:26,712
It's another world.
1529
01:36:26,714 --> 01:36:28,814
And it gets better.
1530
01:36:28,816 --> 01:36:31,751
And my roommate katie
has the best taste in music.
1531
01:36:38,358 --> 01:36:40,026
I found the tunnel song.
1532
01:36:43,363 --> 01:36:44,030
Let's drive.
1533
01:36:49,636 --> 01:36:52,038
I don't know
if I will have the time
to write any more letter,
1534
01:36:52,040 --> 01:36:55,007
Because I might be too busy
trying to participate.
1535
01:36:58,545 --> 01:37:01,414
So, if this does end up
being the last letter,
1536
01:37:01,416 --> 01:37:04,950
I want you to know
that I was in a bad place
before I started high school.
1537
01:37:04,952 --> 01:37:07,853
And you helped me.
1538
01:37:07,855 --> 01:37:10,022
Even if you didn't know
what I was talking about.
1539
01:37:10,024 --> 01:37:12,358
Or know someone
who's gone through it.
1540
01:37:12,360 --> 01:37:14,060
You made me not feel alone.
1541
01:37:16,863 --> 01:37:18,597
Because I know
there are people
1542
01:37:18,599 --> 01:37:21,534
Who say all these things
don't happen.
1543
01:37:21,536 --> 01:37:27,006
There are people
who forget what it's like
to be 16 when they turn 17.
1544
01:37:27,008 --> 01:37:29,709
I know these will all
be stories someday.
1545
01:37:29,711 --> 01:37:32,778
And our pictures
will become old photograph.
1546
01:37:32,780 --> 01:37:34,947
And we'll all become
somebody's mom or dad.
1547
01:37:37,050 --> 01:37:40,920
But right now
these moments
are not stories.
1548
01:37:40,922 --> 01:37:41,954
This is happening.
1549
01:37:43,090 --> 01:37:44,857
I am here.
1550
01:37:44,859 --> 01:37:46,125
And I am looking at her.
1551
01:37:47,394 --> 01:37:49,562
And she is so beautiful.
1552
01:37:59,706 --> 01:38:01,774
I can see it.
1553
01:38:01,776 --> 01:38:04,944
This one moment
when you know
you're not a sad story.
1554
01:38:05,779 --> 01:38:08,848
You are alive.
1555
01:38:08,850 --> 01:38:11,450
You stand up
and see the lights
on the buildings
1556
01:38:11,452 --> 01:38:14,820
And everything
that makes you wonder.
1557
01:38:14,822 --> 01:38:16,956
And you're listening
to that song on that drie
1558
01:38:16,958 --> 01:38:19,692
With the people
you love most
in this world.
1559
01:38:22,729 --> 01:38:25,164
And in this moment, I swea,
1560
01:38:27,401 --> 01:38:28,968
We are infinite.
1561
01:38:37,920 --> 01:38:58,286
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