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(narrator) The Pilgrim's Progress.
From this World to That Which is to Come,
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Delivered Under the Similitude of a Dream.
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Wherein is Discovered,
The Manner of His Setting Out,
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His Dangerous Journey
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And Safe Arrival at the Desired Country.
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(slow string music)
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(wind blowing)
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(string music intensifies)
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(narrator) As I walked through
the wilderness of this world,
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I lighted on a certain place
where was a den
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and I laid me down in that place to sleep.
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And as I slept, I dreamed a dream.
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I saw a man clothed with rags,
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standing in a certain place with
his face from his own house
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book in his hand,
and a great burden upon his back.
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(Rick) All those years...
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living the life of someone...
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I didn't even know.
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(Joseph) Remember the story
I used to tell you when you were a boy...
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about a young prince.
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A knight,
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sent by his father, the King of the East,
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west into Egypt...
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(indistinct chatter)
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to find a pearl.
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(calm woodwind music)
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A pearl from the depths of the sea.
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(wave crashing)
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(silent)
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But when the prince arrived,
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the people poured him a cup
that took away his memory.
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He forgot he was the son of the king.
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Forgot about the pearl...
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and fell into a deep sleep.
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(traffic noises fading in)
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(emergency sirens)
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(woodwind music continues)
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(Joseph) The king didn't forget his son.
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He continued to send word...
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messengers...
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guides.
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But the prince... slept on.
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(music fades out)
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(silence)
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(low rumbling)
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(loud rattling)
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(loud clattering)
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(lamp shatters)
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(more glass shattering)
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(loud clattering)
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(distant siren)
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(rumbling stops)
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(pot crashes)
(helicopter roars)
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(indistinct TV announcer)
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(rumbling)
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(dog barks)
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(helicopter)
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(emergency sirens)
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(low rumbling)
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(traffic noises)
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(Rick) You see the palm trees?
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They tell you anything's possible.
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You can be anything...
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do anything...
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start over.
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(chatter)
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You know?
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(Scott)
I'm asking for your permission to make this
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a dramatic scene for one second...
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(Joseph) My son...
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you are just like I am.
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(slow string music)
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Can't figure your life out?
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Can't put the pieces together?
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Just like me.
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A pilgrim on this earth.
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A stranger.
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(string music continues)
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(Joseph) Fragments...
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pieces...
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of a man.
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(Rick) Where did I go wrong?
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(music ends)
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(Splash)
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(indistinct chatter)
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(Della) What you wanna talk about?
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(Rick) You have nice eyes.
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Aren't I lucky.
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Where do you live?
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Why do ya wanna know?
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I want to write you a letter.
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What are you gonna say in your letter?
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(Della) Maybe you better not say it.
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(rock music fades in)
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(music overlapped by airflow)
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(Della) Let's live
like nobody's ever done it before.
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(high organ music)
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(Della) Wicked.
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(narrator) Once the soul
was perfect and had wings...
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(Della) Brave.
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(narrator) ... it could soar into heaven
where only creatures with wings can be.
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But the soul lost its wings
and fell to Earth.
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There it took an earthly body.
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And now, while it lives in this body,
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no outward sign of wings can be seen.
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Yet the roots of its wings are still there.
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And the nature of wings is to try to raise
the earthbound body
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and soar with it into heaven.
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When we see a beautiful woman, or a man...
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the soul remembers the beauty
it used to know in heaven.
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And wings begin to spout,
and that makes the soul want to fly,
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but it cannot yet.
It is still too weak.
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So the man keeps staring up
into the sky like a young bird.
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He has lost
all interest in the world...
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- (Rick) Can I come over?
- (Della on phone) We just left each other.
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(Rick) Are you alone?
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(Della) Of course.
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(agent 1) On my phone sheet, I got agent
writers up my ass trying to get this job.
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(Rick)
I just want to sit next to you.
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(agent 2) Teddy thinks
you're the guy for this.
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That means the assignment
you didn't turn in, right,
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you don't have to worry about it.
Here's what happens. That goes away.
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- (Rick) What are you wearing?
- (Della on phone) A dress.
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- What's it made of?
- How should I know?
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Cotton, I guess.
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We said there's no way
you're gonna do it.
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So what'd we do? Said, double your quote.
And he did it.
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And that, Chuck signed off of that.
Teddy gets who he wants.
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The biggest comedy star wants you.
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Five years ago you came to me and
wanted to write big movies in Hollywood.
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- I mean...
- Okay, I don't want to see.
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(agent 1) Moments like this
don't come along, okay? This is it.
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(Della) I see how you look at me.
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You think I could make you crazy?
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Crack you out of your shell?
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Make you suffer?
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I... think... you're... weak.
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You don't want love.
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You want a love experience.
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(60s pop music)
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(fades out)
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(he laughs)
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Am I bringing you back to life?
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(Della) Love and do what you like.
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A saint said that.
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(Rick) Desire so deep.
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I'll throw my life away.
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(Della) Don't go back to being dead.
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(somber, distorted music)
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(Della) What do you want?
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We're not leading the lives
that we are meant for.
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We're meant for something else.
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(slow string music)
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(helicopter noise)
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(woman quietly) My brother will translate.
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(foreign language)
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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)
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(foreign language)
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(interpreter) He looks around.
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(foreign language)
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(interpreter)
He walks near the edge of the cliff.
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(woman 2 speaks foreign language)
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(foreign language)
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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)
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(woodwind music)
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(interpreter) She says, like shadows.
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(Rick) Where will I meet you?
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Which way should I go?
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(blond woman hums)
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Suppose it isn't there for me,
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in the end?
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(rushing sound)
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How do I begin?
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(traffic noises)
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Remember how you showed up?
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Your wrists were taped up
like a tennis player's.
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You walked around
like nothing had happened.
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You were always doing it,
pretending everything was okay.
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But it wasn't.
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- That's my brother, Rick.
- How are ya?
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(Barry) What's goin' on, now? Anything.
Same today?
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Don't know how many times
I thought I'd die right here on the street.
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I picked him up and I had him
in my car, and a cop pulled us over.
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I tell him, "I'm a Methodist minister
and I'm looking after you, alright?"
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And I got off.
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(players laughing
and chatting indistinctly)
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(Rick) I dreamed that we were caught in
a huge tidal wave that engulfed the city.
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Any moment it seemed like
we might be swept under.
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There was a door
that I was afraid to go through.
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- I touched the knob...
- (Barry) If I stuck you with a fork.
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(Barry) Just wanna feel somethin', man.
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Wish we could do some things.
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Like goin' out on the Snake River together.
Remember?
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Think I'd end up here.
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Gracias.
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(speaks Spanish)
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It's good of you to invite me out here.
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(loud slap)
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Show me what it's like
to live a normal life.
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(loud slaps)
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(Barry) Somethin' wrong?
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(soft hit)
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(chuckles)
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What's up?
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I can tell when somethin's wrong, man.
I know you.
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(Barry) What do you wanna talk about?
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I'm the only brother you got left.
You can tell me.
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I tell you stuff.
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(Rick) I loved my brother then.
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I hated him, too.
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For destroying everything
I'd been trying to do.
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To build us back up after Billy died.
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I remember when they were putting Billy
in the ground, Dad went into hysterics.
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"My son!"
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Who fucking does that?
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(Rick) They said he took his life.
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But they don't know.
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(Barry) Oh, right now. Come on.
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I gotta feel something.
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(Rick) Like a snake.
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Swallowed him.
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Come on, feel it.
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(Rick) Blind.
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Deaf.
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Grasping.
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(Joseph) I just wanted to twist a cane.
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Strike out, break free.
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Didn't have the guts.
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(Pick) He's just an old fool.
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Just let him die with his blinders on.
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(indistinct chatter)
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(silent)
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(Joseph) Redeem my life.
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Justify it.
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Ah, look at the fierce one.
The fierceness in his eyes. The rage!
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(low) ...inflicted upon myself...
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(Rick) Oh Billy.
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(harp playing)
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I died.
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(silent)
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In a different way.
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(Joseph) I know you don't love me.
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I know things.
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- (Rick) Say it.
- (Joseph) Serious information.
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(rattling)
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(Rick) I've blinded you.
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My life has...
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I did every lousy, crappy job
that they wanted me to do.
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(Joseph) But because I stumbled down
the road like a drunk...
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that doesn't mean it's the wrong one.
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(Joseph) I turned you upside down.
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My son.
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(Joseph)
The light's gone out of your eyes.
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(woodwind music)
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Womanizer.
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Cut off.
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(music continues)
(no sounds)
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(women laugh)
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(Rick) Life.
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A goddess.
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(music continues,
now with rhythmic tambourine)
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(music fades out)
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(muffled splash)
264
00:32:32,489 --> 00:32:34,583
(people cheering)
265
00:32:39,705 --> 00:32:41,753
(indistinct chatter)
266
00:32:41,915 --> 00:32:43,462
(applause)
267
00:32:43,625 --> 00:32:45,172
Angela...
268
00:32:48,797 --> 00:32:50,344
Frita...
269
00:32:50,507 --> 00:32:55,138
(Tonio) Music is very important.
Helps me to fall in love.
270
00:32:55,888 --> 00:32:57,731
I fall in love 20 times a day.
271
00:32:57,890 --> 00:33:01,815
Your face was very familiar to me, but I
didn't know from where. You're fantastic.
272
00:33:01,977 --> 00:33:03,149
Thank you.
273
00:33:03,312 --> 00:33:08,534
Listening to music on headsets, unaware you
are staring at them like a dirty ol' man.
274
00:33:09,401 --> 00:33:11,699
Myself, I didn't wanna get a divorce.
275
00:33:11,862 --> 00:33:16,208
I never stopped loving them.
But the way I loved them changed.
276
00:33:17,242 --> 00:33:18,494
(Tonio) They are like flavors.
277
00:33:18,660 --> 00:33:23,712
Sometimes you want raspberry, then
after a while you want some strawberry.
278
00:33:23,874 --> 00:33:26,878
- It's Abrasive.
- Oh, you are such a governor.
279
00:33:34,092 --> 00:33:35,935
- What's your name?
- Helen.
280
00:33:38,222 --> 00:33:39,769
What's your name?
281
00:33:40,432 --> 00:33:41,479
Rick.
282
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,318
Do you know anybody here?
283
00:33:43,685 --> 00:33:46,063
No. Does that surprise you?
284
00:33:47,814 --> 00:33:49,908
(indistinct chatter)
285
00:33:54,446 --> 00:33:56,369
- I know a guy.
- I know a guy...
286
00:33:57,199 --> 00:34:01,579
- ...like future space.
- (agent) You're at a party, it's alright.
287
00:34:03,872 --> 00:34:05,966
(inaudible)
288
00:34:07,668 --> 00:34:09,762
(dreamy music)
289
00:34:19,137 --> 00:34:21,231
(indistinct chatter)
290
00:34:21,431 --> 00:34:23,809
(man) You know who'd be hot?
Cleopatra.
291
00:34:23,976 --> 00:34:26,775
If her nose had been this much shorter,
292
00:34:26,937 --> 00:34:29,031
it would've changed the world.
293
00:34:29,189 --> 00:34:31,283
(indistinct chatter)
294
00:34:50,168 --> 00:34:51,715
(Joseph) The Pearl.
295
00:34:55,716 --> 00:34:57,263
Somewhere in the sea.
296
00:35:03,348 --> 00:35:04,895
A chaos.
297
00:35:10,897 --> 00:35:12,444
Hungry.
298
00:35:14,484 --> 00:35:16,612
Longing for something other...
299
00:35:18,572 --> 00:35:20,666
(slow string music)
300
00:35:20,824 --> 00:35:22,667
without knowing what it is.
301
00:35:27,581 --> 00:35:29,128
(random chattering)
302
00:35:32,127 --> 00:35:34,926
(woman) What about pink?
Do you like pink?
303
00:35:36,465 --> 00:35:42,973
- (male guest) I love the company of women.
- (Rick) It's pretty. Did it take long?
304
00:35:43,138 --> 00:35:46,108
(male guest) It seemed they knew something.
305
00:35:46,266 --> 00:35:48,189
Some men don't like pink.
306
00:35:48,352 --> 00:35:52,778
- (male guest) But closer.
- (woman) Now you tell me something.
307
00:35:54,900 --> 00:35:56,743
(male guest) To the mystery.
308
00:36:00,656 --> 00:36:03,785
(rhythmic tapping)
309
00:36:07,996 --> 00:36:10,624
(Tonio)
Treat this world as it deserves.
310
00:36:13,043 --> 00:36:14,886
There are no principles...
311
00:36:16,296 --> 00:36:17,843
just circumstances.
312
00:36:25,222 --> 00:36:26,769
Nobody's home.
313
00:36:26,932 --> 00:36:30,436
(fast-paced music)
Smoke machines in an empty sea.
314
00:36:30,602 --> 00:36:32,195
I got women in Tennessee.
315
00:36:32,354 --> 00:36:36,655
What can run but never walk,
some word have I found but never talk.
316
00:36:36,775 --> 00:36:38,869
Gonna take me out to see...
317
00:36:39,027 --> 00:36:41,121
(music fades out)
318
00:36:44,241 --> 00:36:46,744
(crowd laughing and cheering)
319
00:36:46,910 --> 00:36:49,004
(ominous string music)
320
00:36:57,921 --> 00:36:59,468
(Rick) Get up.
321
00:37:10,892 --> 00:37:12,610
Find it.
322
00:37:14,438 --> 00:37:19,410
(man) There's a ketamine party we're having
next week. Have you ever heard of that?
323
00:37:19,526 --> 00:37:25,124
You're here for 20 seconds and then,
wham, you're out. You're in another room.
324
00:37:25,282 --> 00:37:28,832
Your wife. You're in another one.
You oughtta do that.
325
00:37:28,994 --> 00:37:32,715
Have you been to Sarajevo?
I have prayed, man,
326
00:37:32,873 --> 00:37:38,801
for God to take my arm, take both arms.
I felt so useless.
327
00:37:38,962 --> 00:37:40,714
What's your name?
328
00:37:40,881 --> 00:37:43,805
(rhythmic oriental music)
329
00:37:43,967 --> 00:37:46,061
(inaudible)
330
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:08,333
(music fades out)
331
00:38:16,374 --> 00:38:18,217
(British man) Dear friend.
332
00:38:20,629 --> 00:38:22,848
I wonder where
I was in all that time.
333
00:38:26,134 --> 00:38:27,681
A sleepwalker.
334
00:38:34,100 --> 00:38:36,819
In love with the world,
in love with love.
335
00:38:40,023 --> 00:38:42,117
(crowd cheers)
336
00:38:44,402 --> 00:38:46,951
(Tonio) The world's a swamp.
337
00:38:48,573 --> 00:38:50,246
You have to fly over it.
338
00:38:51,910 --> 00:38:53,628
Fly...
339
00:38:54,663 --> 00:38:56,461
(Splash)
340
00:38:57,457 --> 00:38:59,004
High up...
341
00:39:01,962 --> 00:39:03,885
where everything is just...
342
00:39:05,173 --> 00:39:06,720
a speck.
343
00:39:32,117 --> 00:39:33,664
(Nancy) You changed.
344
00:39:39,749 --> 00:39:41,342
The world absorbed you.
345
00:39:47,507 --> 00:39:49,054
More and more.
346
00:39:58,310 --> 00:40:01,029
I regret that it turned out the way it did.
347
00:40:01,897 --> 00:40:04,946
You always wanted to get away.
I wanted a mate.
348
00:40:06,359 --> 00:40:07,906
I couldn't have you.
349
00:40:11,740 --> 00:40:13,583
Just didn't wanna be alone.
350
00:40:32,427 --> 00:40:34,976
Are you sorry that you brought me here?
351
00:40:40,185 --> 00:40:41,732
Are you sorry you came?
352
00:40:43,521 --> 00:40:48,197
(Nancy) Do you remember how happy we were?
Different these days.
353
00:40:50,695 --> 00:40:52,368
What's going on with you?
354
00:40:54,991 --> 00:40:59,497
(Nancy) You used to sing in the morning
coming down the stairs.
355
00:41:01,623 --> 00:41:04,752
I meant to make you happy.
I wanted nothing else.
356
00:41:06,044 --> 00:41:08,672
But then you began to be angry with me...
357
00:41:10,048 --> 00:41:11,641
just for little things.
358
00:41:15,178 --> 00:41:19,524
(Nancy) I don't wanna accuse you,
but you turned more unkind toward me.
359
00:41:22,894 --> 00:41:24,441
Almost cruel.
360
00:41:36,658 --> 00:41:39,537
Just don't threaten me with leaving, okay?
361
00:41:39,703 --> 00:41:41,376
Just do what you wanna do!
362
00:41:45,166 --> 00:41:46,759
Just go!
363
00:41:52,549 --> 00:41:54,643
(leaf blower howling)
364
00:42:06,354 --> 00:42:08,448
(howling)
365
00:42:11,234 --> 00:42:13,407
(Rick, whispering) Stay.
366
00:42:19,242 --> 00:42:20,789
I want you.
367
00:42:25,206 --> 00:42:26,753
Hold you.
368
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,509
Have you.
Mine.
369
00:42:32,338 --> 00:42:35,342
(Nancy) Are you sorry
we didn't have babies?
370
00:42:39,804 --> 00:42:41,351
(Nancy) I am.
371
00:42:43,183 --> 00:42:45,026
(toy laughs mechanically)
372
00:42:48,271 --> 00:42:50,194
(Nancy) Got started so late.
373
00:43:17,175 --> 00:43:19,269
(low, heavy string music)
374
00:43:25,058 --> 00:43:30,030
(Nancy) You wanted me to help you
through the dangers of a young man's life.
375
00:43:30,855 --> 00:43:32,402
Ambition.
376
00:43:34,234 --> 00:43:35,781
Fear.
377
00:43:39,531 --> 00:43:42,660
When was the last time
you took these boots off?
378
00:43:44,661 --> 00:43:47,414
(inaudible)
379
00:43:49,833 --> 00:43:53,007
(Nancy) I think you were afraid
of going astray.
380
00:43:56,714 --> 00:43:59,513
I couldn't help you stay on the right path.
381
00:43:59,676 --> 00:44:01,770
(inaudible)
382
00:44:04,389 --> 00:44:07,359
Your head was turned
in the wrong direction.
383
00:44:08,226 --> 00:44:10,524
Can you move all your fingers?
384
00:44:11,896 --> 00:44:14,365
Yeah, they look a little bit bruised.
385
00:44:16,151 --> 00:44:18,245
(string music continues)
386
00:44:35,879 --> 00:44:40,350
(Nancy) You never really wanted
to be totally inside our marriage.
387
00:44:44,596 --> 00:44:46,189
Nor outside it, either.
388
00:44:53,438 --> 00:44:56,237
You were sincere in the promises you made.
389
00:45:02,864 --> 00:45:08,246
Still... they didn't come from your heart.
390
00:45:44,697 --> 00:45:47,075
(Rick) I was afraid when I was young.
391
00:45:53,706 --> 00:45:55,253
Afraid of life.
392
00:45:58,211 --> 00:45:59,758
Who pays for it.
393
00:46:02,632 --> 00:46:04,726
I'm sorry you had to pay as well.
394
00:46:09,138 --> 00:46:10,685
(child babbling)
395
00:46:27,073 --> 00:46:28,825
(Rick, whispering) My hope.
396
00:46:49,554 --> 00:46:51,227
(Rick) You gave me peace.
397
00:46:54,434 --> 00:46:56,903
You gave me what the world can't give.
398
00:46:57,061 --> 00:46:59,905
(string music: "Solveig's Song" by E. Grieg)
399
00:47:00,064 --> 00:47:01,611
Mercy.
400
00:47:02,483 --> 00:47:04,030
Love.
401
00:47:05,820 --> 00:47:07,493
Joy.
402
00:47:11,659 --> 00:47:13,206
All else is cloud.
403
00:47:16,247 --> 00:47:17,794
Mist.
404
00:47:23,004 --> 00:47:24,551
Be with me.
405
00:47:28,384 --> 00:47:29,931
Always.
406
00:47:44,942 --> 00:47:47,036
(Solveig's Song continues)
407
00:48:10,009 --> 00:48:12,103
(music ends)
408
00:48:13,763 --> 00:48:16,437
(Nancy) You're still the love of my life.
409
00:48:21,437 --> 00:48:22,984
Should I tell you that?
410
00:49:03,187 --> 00:49:06,691
(agent 1) Drinking is bad.
But feelings are worse.
411
00:49:06,858 --> 00:49:10,533
Sober girls are the worst,
but so are really drunk ones.
412
00:49:10,653 --> 00:49:13,748
The sweet spot is one xanie,
four white wines.
413
00:49:20,288 --> 00:49:24,839
(agent 2) If you're not first in line,
you're smelling somebody else's brown eye.
414
00:49:25,001 --> 00:49:26,548
(man) Balls deep.
415
00:49:26,711 --> 00:49:28,258
(men laugh)
416
00:49:28,379 --> 00:49:32,009
(agent 2) Living my life is like
playing Call of Duty on easy.
417
00:49:32,175 --> 00:49:34,143
I just go around and fuck shit up.
418
00:49:34,302 --> 00:49:37,272
(Herb) Why don't we take
"yes" for an answer.
419
00:49:40,475 --> 00:49:44,446
(Herb) Let me tell you about you.
420
00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:50,489
You worked long and hard
to get to this moment.
421
00:49:52,236 --> 00:49:53,783
Mountain air.
422
00:49:55,156 --> 00:49:57,204
Freedom.
What are you gonna do?
423
00:49:59,660 --> 00:50:03,210
Crawl back down because
you don't like the altitude?
424
00:50:05,291 --> 00:50:07,669
You have an incomparable opportunity.
425
00:50:10,087 --> 00:50:11,839
I told you about you.
426
00:50:12,507 --> 00:50:14,509
Now let me tell you about me.
427
00:50:15,510 --> 00:50:17,057
I wanna make you rich.
428
00:50:20,056 --> 00:50:22,935
Is there anyone you wanna sit
in a room with?
429
00:50:23,601 --> 00:50:28,323
(Herb) Is there anyone you wanna know?
You wanna climb your stairs, or theirs?
430
00:50:28,481 --> 00:50:30,575
(woodwind music)
431
00:50:31,150 --> 00:50:32,697
Never get your shot.
432
00:50:37,114 --> 00:50:38,661
Your time on Earth.
433
00:50:43,955 --> 00:50:45,798
All you need to do is say yes.
434
00:50:51,754 --> 00:50:53,301
Nod.
435
00:50:54,423 --> 00:50:55,970
Wink.
436
00:51:00,137 --> 00:51:01,730
Where else will you go?
437
00:51:06,852 --> 00:51:08,854
It'll be the same there.
438
00:51:17,071 --> 00:51:19,824
Don't get your head
too far up your own ass.
439
00:51:19,949 --> 00:51:23,328
(Joseph) Once people envied
and respected me.
440
00:51:23,494 --> 00:51:25,041
They called me in.
441
00:51:25,997 --> 00:51:27,544
Give me your ID's.
442
00:51:28,124 --> 00:51:31,549
Give me your...
give me your pass to open the doors.
443
00:51:31,711 --> 00:51:33,258
They have a checklist.
444
00:51:33,421 --> 00:51:35,515
(helicopter sounds)
445
00:51:36,716 --> 00:51:40,812
They didn't count the pros
and cons... (drowned out by noise)
446
00:51:45,182 --> 00:51:47,810
I gave my life up for you kids.
447
00:51:47,977 --> 00:51:52,858
It wasn't a noble sacrifice.
It was what we were supposed to do.
448
00:51:53,024 --> 00:51:55,118
It was the way I was raised.
449
00:51:57,945 --> 00:52:00,039
(inaudible)
450
00:52:10,791 --> 00:52:13,635
Try starving once! I've tried it.
I've done it!
451
00:52:13,794 --> 00:52:18,174
Now it's all over. Now it's leaving me.
Now it's going away from me.
452
00:52:19,634 --> 00:52:24,390
(Joseph) You think when you reach a
certain age things will start making sense.
453
00:52:27,433 --> 00:52:31,108
Then you find out you're
just as lost as you were before.
454
00:52:35,983 --> 00:52:38,657
I suppose that's what damnation is.
455
00:52:43,157 --> 00:52:47,333
The pieces of your life
never to come together.
456
00:52:51,415 --> 00:52:54,009
Just splashed out there.
457
00:53:06,722 --> 00:53:12,320
(narrator) His goods are in peace. But when
a stronger than he shall come upon you...
458
00:53:12,978 --> 00:53:15,197
(man, echoing) This was a vision,
459
00:53:15,690 --> 00:53:18,364
nice and
clear as a mountain stream.
460
00:53:20,403 --> 00:53:22,872
The mind revealing itself to itself.
461
00:53:27,243 --> 00:53:32,124
In my vision
I was on the verandah of a vast estate,
462
00:53:32,289 --> 00:53:35,634
a palazzo of some fantastic proportion.
463
00:53:41,966 --> 00:53:48,019
There seemed to emanate from it a light
from within this gleaming, radiant marble.
464
00:54:00,067 --> 00:54:02,445
(man yelling in German)
465
00:54:02,611 --> 00:54:04,454
(woman) That's good, that's good.
466
00:54:04,613 --> 00:54:06,035
Tuck.
Relax your mouth.
467
00:54:06,198 --> 00:54:08,872
(man nagging in German)
468
00:54:09,076 --> 00:54:12,501
Who is responsible for this clothing?
Who is it?
469
00:54:12,663 --> 00:54:16,588
- (man) Can you step out of the wind?
- (woman) Stop smiling.
470
00:54:17,293 --> 00:54:20,012
(man) And don't move too fast.
471
00:54:23,048 --> 00:54:26,052
They didn't take eighty.
Doesn't matter.
472
00:54:26,886 --> 00:54:28,433
(Rick) I had a dream.
473
00:54:29,638 --> 00:54:31,811
(man) Don't stare at me like this.
474
00:54:32,016 --> 00:54:34,644
(Rick) I met a woman from another world.
475
00:54:37,813 --> 00:54:39,815
I was taken up above the earth.
476
00:54:43,235 --> 00:54:44,782
I shook with fear.
477
00:54:47,782 --> 00:54:49,329
Wonder.
478
00:54:53,454 --> 00:54:56,799
(woman) Lean into her.
Put your breasts against her back.
479
00:54:56,957 --> 00:55:00,632
Don't look sweet. Don't look scared.
You like this, Helen.
480
00:55:01,545 --> 00:55:03,092
(Rick) Who are you?
481
00:55:04,548 --> 00:55:09,805
(woman) Look into the camera. Fucking make
it hard. You're a dirty, fucking bitch.
482
00:55:09,970 --> 00:55:15,318
Work those muscles. You're a 1975 housewife
who takes steroids and fucks girls.
483
00:55:16,852 --> 00:55:18,399
(Helen) I travel.
484
00:55:20,731 --> 00:55:22,278
A wanderer.
485
00:55:24,610 --> 00:55:26,157
A stranger.
486
00:55:32,535 --> 00:55:34,082
Like you.
487
00:55:35,830 --> 00:55:38,504
(woman) Stop, take your hands off your hip.
488
00:55:38,666 --> 00:55:40,213
Hit her hard, pop.
489
00:55:42,795 --> 00:55:46,425
(Helen) I keep thinking
I can make a new start.
490
00:55:46,590 --> 00:55:48,718
(man) Helen?
Two weeks.
491
00:55:59,103 --> 00:56:01,197
(woman) Can you swim?
492
00:56:14,952 --> 00:56:17,046
(indistinct chatter)
493
00:56:31,260 --> 00:56:33,354
(crickets chirping)
494
00:56:34,763 --> 00:56:36,731
(Rick) Higher.
495
00:57:06,712 --> 00:57:08,635
Is this a friendship we have?
496
00:57:19,475 --> 00:57:22,479
I don't wanna wreak havoc
in men's lives anymore.
497
00:58:11,402 --> 00:58:13,496
(slow oriental music)
498
00:58:23,163 --> 00:58:25,461
(Rick) Oh... life.
499
00:58:36,677 --> 00:58:38,805
(Helen) What do you want from me?
500
00:58:46,353 --> 00:58:48,026
To weave a spell over you?
501
00:58:55,571 --> 00:58:57,118
To make you dream?
502
00:59:04,997 --> 00:59:06,590
Dreams are nice.
503
00:59:11,128 --> 00:59:13,005
But you can't live in them.
504
00:59:14,506 --> 00:59:17,100
(string music: Solveig's Song)
505
00:59:53,962 --> 00:59:57,887
(Helen) There's somewhere else
we need to get to.
506
01:00:02,054 --> 01:00:03,601
I know it.
507
01:00:13,565 --> 01:00:15,659
(Solveig's Song fades out)
508
01:00:20,989 --> 01:00:23,083
(traffic noises)
509
01:01:05,159 --> 01:01:07,002
(Joseph) It comes to me now.
510
01:01:10,747 --> 01:01:13,125
How tenderly you touched my face...
511
01:01:17,796 --> 01:01:19,719
when you were four years old.
512
01:01:24,303 --> 01:01:26,226
And I'd bounce you on my knee.
513
01:01:39,985 --> 01:01:41,532
So much I was given.
514
01:01:44,198 --> 01:01:46,621
So much I left behind.
515
01:01:54,791 --> 01:01:56,885
(high organ music)
516
01:01:57,044 --> 01:01:58,591
Remember.
517
01:02:02,007 --> 01:02:03,554
The pearl.
518
01:02:04,635 --> 01:02:06,182
(inaudible)
519
01:02:09,014 --> 01:02:10,561
Whispering.
520
01:02:12,935 --> 01:02:14,482
Beckoning.
521
01:02:19,066 --> 01:02:20,613
Each man,
522
01:02:21,193 --> 01:02:22,740
each woman.
523
01:02:27,824 --> 01:02:29,371
A guide.
524
01:02:30,244 --> 01:02:31,791
A God.
525
01:02:34,331 --> 01:02:37,676
...except I got better
math and science scores...
526
01:02:42,422 --> 01:02:44,049
(Joseph) You live in exile.
527
01:02:46,635 --> 01:02:48,478
Stranger in a strange land.
528
01:02:50,597 --> 01:02:52,691
(distant siren)
529
01:03:05,529 --> 01:03:07,076
A Pilgrim,
530
01:03:09,408 --> 01:03:10,955
A knight.
531
01:03:23,922 --> 01:03:25,469
Find your way...
532
01:03:29,094 --> 01:03:30,641
from darkness...
533
01:03:32,472 --> 01:03:34,019
to light.
534
01:03:46,778 --> 01:03:49,497
(mother) You wanna give him a high-five?
535
01:04:00,709 --> 01:04:01,756
Thank you.
536
01:04:01,918 --> 01:04:06,890
- (Rick) How long will you be here?
- (father) A week, Sara's got folks here.
537
01:04:07,924 --> 01:04:10,473
(Rick) Have you been out here before?
538
01:04:12,971 --> 01:04:16,976
(Ruth) You told me
that sometimes you felt like a spy.
539
01:04:20,062 --> 01:04:22,281
Always had to pretend.
540
01:04:34,242 --> 01:04:35,789
You were afraid.
541
01:04:40,248 --> 01:04:42,342
(indistinct chatter)
542
01:04:57,599 --> 01:05:01,570
(Ruth) You would hide behind
the rocking chair before he came home
543
01:05:01,728 --> 01:05:03,401
and you'd get real stiff.
544
01:05:08,193 --> 01:05:09,866
I hope you have children.
545
01:05:13,407 --> 01:05:19,255
You're always wondering, are they too cold,
are they warm enough?
546
01:05:20,372 --> 01:05:23,046
Instead of worrying about yourselves.
547
01:05:35,637 --> 01:05:39,392
- (yells) Don't fucking move.
- Check him for his wallet.
548
01:05:39,558 --> 01:05:41,105
Come on.
549
01:05:42,686 --> 01:05:46,111
(murmurs) Got 20, 40, 60.
Couple hundred.
550
01:05:49,067 --> 01:05:51,820
Take the TV?
You can't tow that down the street.
551
01:05:51,987 --> 01:05:55,241
How come you ain't got nothin'
in this house, man!
552
01:06:01,788 --> 01:06:05,543
- Keep looking.
- What kind of jacket is that? Take it off.
553
01:06:05,709 --> 01:06:08,212
Take it off. Whoa, careful.
554
01:06:08,336 --> 01:06:10,964
(indistinct argument)
555
01:06:24,352 --> 01:06:25,899
(loud bang)
556
01:06:50,879 --> 01:06:52,722
(Rick) I've spent 30 years.
557
01:06:54,174 --> 01:06:55,721
Not living life.
558
01:06:57,052 --> 01:06:58,804
But ruining it.
559
01:07:00,305 --> 01:07:02,683
For myself. And others.
560
01:07:07,229 --> 01:07:08,776
I can't remember...
561
01:07:10,649 --> 01:07:12,947
A man I wanted to be.
562
01:07:19,199 --> 01:07:21,293
(distorted, rushed sound)
563
01:07:38,510 --> 01:07:40,183
(Karen) What mood am I in?
564
01:07:43,431 --> 01:07:44,978
Tell me...
565
01:07:48,979 --> 01:07:50,526
What do I think of you?
566
01:07:54,609 --> 01:07:56,907
No one cares about reality anymore.
567
01:08:07,289 --> 01:08:09,383
(rhythmic bass)
568
01:08:26,224 --> 01:08:28,067
(Karen) What's your story?
569
01:08:29,102 --> 01:08:30,695
(Rick) What's yours?
570
01:08:33,231 --> 01:08:34,778
(Karen) I'm an Aussie.
571
01:08:36,276 --> 01:08:37,823
(Rick) Australian.
572
01:08:39,237 --> 01:08:42,081
(Karen) Yeah.
You've been there, down under?
573
01:08:43,491 --> 01:08:45,038
What's your name?
574
01:08:46,703 --> 01:08:48,376
What's your name?
575
01:08:48,538 --> 01:08:51,838
Whatever you want it to be.
You pick.
576
01:09:00,467 --> 01:09:04,472
You have a darkness on you.
577
01:09:07,223 --> 01:09:08,725
A little shadow.
578
01:09:34,292 --> 01:09:37,341
You live in a little fantasy world,
don't you?
579
01:09:38,213 --> 01:09:39,760
Don't you?
580
01:09:39,923 --> 01:09:42,642
Yes. Because it's so much more fun.
581
01:09:43,218 --> 01:09:44,765
Do you enjoy yours?
582
01:09:44,928 --> 01:09:50,276
Uh-huh. Changes every day.
I can be whatever I want to be.
583
01:09:52,936 --> 01:09:56,566
Don't forget that.
You can be whoever you want to be.
584
01:10:03,154 --> 01:10:04,701
You can be an asshole.
585
01:10:05,824 --> 01:10:10,079
You can be a saint,
you can be a... you can be a God.
586
01:10:11,079 --> 01:10:14,424
I'll tell you,
but don't tell anyone, it's a secret.
587
01:10:22,841 --> 01:10:25,560
(Karen) We're like clouds, aren't we?
588
01:10:29,264 --> 01:10:31,187
Coming and going.
589
01:10:37,564 --> 01:10:39,783
There's no such thing as forever.
590
01:10:40,650 --> 01:10:42,744
(rhythmic techno music)
591
01:10:48,283 --> 01:10:50,377
(Karen) The highs don't add up.
592
01:10:53,580 --> 01:10:56,675
You liked that, didn't you?
(inaudible)
593
01:11:04,632 --> 01:11:06,726
(inaudible)
594
01:11:08,303 --> 01:11:09,850
(Karen) Free.
595
01:11:15,393 --> 01:11:16,940
Wake up.
596
01:11:51,012 --> 01:11:54,687
(Karen) Love danger.
Like living on the edge like this.
597
01:11:54,849 --> 01:11:57,568
It's crazy, it's scary.
What if I get busted?
598
01:11:57,727 --> 01:12:01,732
Look at you with your little
eyes looking at me. (laughs)
599
01:12:01,898 --> 01:12:06,199
Sometimes I think I know so much more
about the world than other people.
600
01:12:06,361 --> 01:12:12,619
You see, I took drugs once, and it kind of
opened up this window for me.
601
01:12:12,784 --> 01:12:14,707
I call it the Window of Truth.
602
01:12:14,869 --> 01:12:17,042
(Karen) Real life's so hard to find.
603
01:12:17,205 --> 01:12:20,379
...I saw the world in a different way...
604
01:12:21,376 --> 01:12:22,923
Where is it?
605
01:12:23,962 --> 01:12:26,511
...I see things other people do not...
606
01:12:27,298 --> 01:12:29,596
I think you had that experience, too.
607
01:12:29,759 --> 01:12:31,306
How do you get there?
608
01:12:38,142 --> 01:12:41,817
Get out of the big cloud of dust
everybody's kicking up.
609
01:12:48,152 --> 01:12:50,246
The only way out is in.
610
01:12:59,163 --> 01:13:00,710
Breathe.
611
01:13:01,583 --> 01:13:03,677
(solemn string music)
612
01:13:06,129 --> 01:13:08,097
Your mind's a theater.
613
01:13:14,137 --> 01:13:15,684
I say, try it all.
614
01:13:22,896 --> 01:13:24,443
Why not?
615
01:13:31,779 --> 01:13:33,873
(Rick) Then I fell back asleep.
616
01:13:35,116 --> 01:13:36,663
Sing for me.
617
01:13:39,329 --> 01:13:40,876
Dream another dream.
618
01:13:48,338 --> 01:13:50,432
(solemn music continues)
619
01:14:02,393 --> 01:14:05,522
(narrator)
...who laid the foundations of the earth,
620
01:14:05,688 --> 01:14:08,237
that it should not be removed for ever.
621
01:14:08,399 --> 01:14:13,371
The waters stood above the mountains.
At thy rebuke they fled,
622
01:14:13,529 --> 01:14:16,248
at the voice of thy thunder
they hasted away.
623
01:14:16,407 --> 01:14:21,288
They go down by the valleys unto the place
which thou hast founded for them.
624
01:14:22,455 --> 01:14:25,254
He causeth the grass to grow for the cattle
625
01:14:26,751 --> 01:14:32,804
and herb for the service of man that he may
bring forth food out of the earth...
626
01:14:34,050 --> 01:14:36,144
(high organ music)
627
01:14:46,354 --> 01:14:50,734
(Walt) Very loving and enchanting.
Most affectionate.
628
01:14:51,401 --> 01:14:52,948
Real nice to get along.
629
01:14:53,111 --> 01:14:54,909
(Karen) Very beautiful.
630
01:14:55,071 --> 01:15:00,999
I like your outfit, too, especially the
boots. Now they're a touch of class.
631
01:15:01,160 --> 01:15:03,504
(Karen) Are you a religious man?
632
01:15:03,663 --> 01:15:07,418
- You have a cross around your neck.
- (Walt) Absolutely.
633
01:15:07,583 --> 01:15:12,180
Oh, even though I'm in darkness,
I believe in the light.
634
01:15:14,841 --> 01:15:17,469
I was instructed from some information
635
01:15:17,635 --> 01:15:20,730
to be no part of the world
nor of the things in it.
636
01:15:20,888 --> 01:15:25,359
But my eyes are now simple,
and I'm carnal when I see beautiful women
637
01:15:25,518 --> 01:15:29,193
and big cars and lots of money,
and I wanna be a part of it.
638
01:15:34,402 --> 01:15:37,997
(Karen) I mean, who needs a bed
this big? Pretty good, huh?
639
01:15:38,156 --> 01:15:39,703
Look at you,
640
01:15:39,866 --> 01:15:44,588
hanging out there with your girls and your
money. Are you feeling happy?
641
01:15:44,746 --> 01:15:46,498
- Yes.
- It makes you happy'?
642
01:15:46,664 --> 01:15:51,545
- (man) It depends who owns the money.
- It's my new fur. He bought it for me.
643
01:15:52,962 --> 01:15:54,760
This man is in love with me.
644
01:15:54,922 --> 01:15:56,640
Just some other girl.
645
01:15:56,799 --> 01:15:58,346
- Hi, how are you?
- Hi.
646
01:16:13,191 --> 01:16:15,660
(Rick) And the world held up a mirror.
647
01:16:15,818 --> 01:16:17,491
(woodwind music)
648
01:16:17,653 --> 01:16:19,200
Here.
649
01:16:20,656 --> 01:16:22,329
Take the things you want.
650
01:16:28,664 --> 01:16:30,337
They can be yours.
651
01:16:45,848 --> 01:16:47,395
Why do you hold back?
652
01:16:54,065 --> 01:16:56,488
(Karen) I thought you were dead.
653
01:16:56,651 --> 01:17:00,952
- I can't believe I actually met Elvis.
- You never know in this town.
654
01:17:01,072 --> 01:17:04,702
That's my move.
Do you think I'll be as famous as Elvis?
655
01:17:11,707 --> 01:17:13,801
(woodwind music continues)
656
01:17:23,261 --> 01:17:25,013
(narrator) What a fool am I?
657
01:17:25,179 --> 01:17:28,399
Just to lie in a stinking dungeon.
658
01:17:30,351 --> 01:17:32,570
When I may as well walk at liberty.
659
01:17:33,855 --> 01:17:37,826
I have a key in my bosom called promise.
660
01:17:40,069 --> 01:17:41,662
And will I am persuaded,
661
01:17:42,530 --> 01:17:45,374
open any lock in Doubting Castle.
662
01:17:47,201 --> 01:17:49,670
Though in this dark and dismal state,
663
01:17:50,788 --> 01:17:54,418
he hath turned the shadow
of death into the morning,
664
01:18:05,136 --> 01:18:07,230
(music fades out)
665
01:18:11,893 --> 01:18:13,987
(silent)
666
01:18:22,778 --> 01:18:24,872
(ominous, unearthly tones)
667
01:19:06,113 --> 01:19:07,660
(Rick) Go.
668
01:19:14,538 --> 01:19:16,336
Where?
669
01:19:31,514 --> 01:19:33,141
Find it.
670
01:19:45,444 --> 01:19:47,538
(unearthly tones continue)
671
01:19:50,825 --> 01:19:52,372
How do I reach you?
672
01:20:00,084 --> 01:20:01,631
Find my way there?
673
01:20:20,521 --> 01:20:23,115
(monotonous trombone-like tone)
674
01:20:45,838 --> 01:20:47,511
(Isabel) Are you afraid?
675
01:21:06,233 --> 01:21:09,703
(deep, growling tone)
676
01:21:30,424 --> 01:21:32,722
(Elizabeth) Sweetheart, my love,
677
01:21:32,885 --> 01:21:36,640
I don't feel guilty
that I've fallen in love with you.
678
01:21:41,435 --> 01:21:42,982
I'm glad.
679
01:21:44,563 --> 01:21:46,611
Grateful I still can.
680
01:21:56,409 --> 01:21:59,959
(Elizabeth) You're afraid
you're making me break my vows.
681
01:22:04,834 --> 01:22:07,633
But the vow comes out
of the love behind it.
682
01:22:12,216 --> 01:22:14,685
Love's so rare that when you find it
683
01:22:16,637 --> 01:22:18,184
you can't doubt it.
684
01:22:20,933 --> 01:22:22,480
Let it go.
685
01:22:44,123 --> 01:22:46,217
(they laugh)
686
01:22:51,297 --> 01:22:55,473
(Christopher) I remember when
I came down out of the mountains
687
01:22:55,593 --> 01:22:59,268
and I was conditioned with
being absolutely clear.
688
01:22:59,430 --> 01:23:00,977
Absolutely...
689
01:23:02,183 --> 01:23:05,528
if not enlightened,
at least wiser than I had been.
690
01:23:06,562 --> 01:23:11,614
You have to kneel in a certain way and
you have to bow at the appropriate time.
691
01:23:11,775 --> 01:23:16,451
And it's all beautifully timed,
even the sound of when they announce...
692
01:23:31,962 --> 01:23:36,058
We walked 250 miles over the mountains,
693
01:23:36,217 --> 01:23:38,561
into Tibet area.
694
01:23:39,303 --> 01:23:43,353
And every... couple days,
695
01:23:43,516 --> 01:23:45,063
every 20 miles or so,
696
01:23:45,893 --> 01:23:49,818
you knew you were
going back in history, in time...
697
01:23:50,022 --> 01:23:52,116
(indistinct)
698
01:23:53,400 --> 01:23:56,404
But don't forget
their life is so circumscribed.
699
01:23:56,570 --> 01:24:02,168
If you're living in a cave eating nettles,
it's not so difficult to keep life simple.
700
01:24:02,785 --> 01:24:08,508
You don't have honking horns and your wife
running in saying "You screwed up!"
701
01:24:08,666 --> 01:24:14,173
The distractions are very few, and that's
the great attraction of the monk's life.
702
01:24:15,714 --> 01:24:19,389
(Christopher)
Teaching now... I only teach one thing.
703
01:24:21,345 --> 01:24:23,643
I just teach this moment.
704
01:24:25,558 --> 01:24:28,027
Pay attention to this moment.
705
01:24:30,729 --> 01:24:32,572
And everything is there...
706
01:24:35,234 --> 01:24:36,736
perfect...
707
01:24:39,238 --> 01:24:40,785
and complete.
708
01:24:43,867 --> 01:24:45,414
Just as it is.
709
01:24:45,578 --> 01:24:48,172
(rattling of countless marbles)
710
01:25:13,355 --> 01:25:15,323
(Elizabeth) You're so quiet.
711
01:25:17,484 --> 01:25:19,703
You keep everything to yourself.
712
01:25:26,493 --> 01:25:28,040
You have love in you.
713
01:25:30,039 --> 01:25:31,586
I know it.
714
01:25:39,256 --> 01:25:40,803
When I'm with you...
715
01:25:42,134 --> 01:25:44,182
I forget everything else.
716
01:25:49,725 --> 01:25:51,693
My husband...
717
01:25:52,811 --> 01:25:54,358
my life as I knew it.
718
01:25:55,272 --> 01:26:01,575
(recording) Thumb, first finger, third
finger, left, fourth finger, third finger,
719
01:26:01,737 --> 01:26:08,837
second finger, thumb, right hand, thumb,
first finger, second finger, thumb...
720
01:26:11,121 --> 01:26:12,668
(Rick) Have I found you?
721
01:26:25,969 --> 01:26:27,516
Can it be?
722
01:26:28,305 --> 01:26:30,399
(high organ music)
723
01:26:44,697 --> 01:26:46,791
(rock music on radio)
724
01:26:49,493 --> 01:26:51,621
(high organ music continues)
725
01:27:03,549 --> 01:27:05,643
(she squeals with joy)
726
01:27:15,227 --> 01:27:17,321
(waves crashing)
727
01:27:22,776 --> 01:27:24,323
(Rick) Answer me.
728
01:27:35,164 --> 01:27:36,711
So this is what we are.
729
01:27:39,710 --> 01:27:41,257
A fire.
730
01:27:56,185 --> 01:27:57,732
(hoots)
731
01:27:58,395 --> 01:27:59,942
(Splash)
732
01:28:10,491 --> 01:28:12,038
(Rick) Come with me.
733
01:28:22,044 --> 01:28:23,591
Away.
734
01:28:23,754 --> 01:28:25,848
(slow string music)
735
01:28:58,038 --> 01:29:00,132
(music ends abruptly)
736
01:29:20,435 --> 01:29:21,982
Open your mouth.
737
01:29:32,865 --> 01:29:34,412
(she laughs)
738
01:29:44,293 --> 01:29:46,637
(Rick) I wanna go away with you.
739
01:29:59,099 --> 01:30:00,646
Marry you.
740
01:30:46,063 --> 01:30:48,532
(Rick) Save what you can of your life.
741
01:30:50,692 --> 01:30:52,239
Look at me.
742
01:30:53,236 --> 01:30:55,330
(breathes heavily)
743
01:30:56,365 --> 01:30:59,414
Dan't lose it all
just because you've lost a part.
744
01:31:56,383 --> 01:31:59,011
(Elizabeth) I found out I was pregnant.
745
01:32:04,057 --> 01:32:05,650
Nate came back.
746
01:32:13,650 --> 01:32:16,654
And I wasn't sure if it was my husband's...
747
01:32:16,820 --> 01:32:18,914
(inaudible)
748
01:32:21,658 --> 01:32:23,205
or if it was yours.
749
01:32:37,257 --> 01:32:39,351
(she sobs)
750
01:32:39,509 --> 01:32:42,183
...to distract me right now
751
01:32:42,345 --> 01:32:44,598
but I wanted to tel! you, to...
752
01:32:45,348 --> 01:32:48,443
acknowledge that it was...
753
01:32:52,355 --> 01:32:53,902
I wake up and...
754
01:32:55,817 --> 01:32:58,866
I forget about it
for a few minutes and then...
755
01:32:59,029 --> 01:33:00,576
(exhales)
756
01:33:02,657 --> 01:33:04,534
and then I remember.
757
01:33:12,042 --> 01:33:17,139
She's like "I had four of them.
You have to get over it and stop crying."
758
01:33:48,954 --> 01:33:50,877
(Elizabeth) What are we now?
759
01:33:51,039 --> 01:33:53,212
(melancholic string music)
760
01:34:40,463 --> 01:34:42,010
(Rick) Forgive me.
761
01:35:15,540 --> 01:35:17,634
(music fades out)
762
01:36:22,482 --> 01:36:24,576
(faint string music)
763
01:36:25,402 --> 01:36:29,452
(Rick) There's so much love inside us.
764
01:36:34,744 --> 01:36:36,291
That never gets out.
765
01:37:01,813 --> 01:37:03,486
(Joseph) Have mercy on me.
766
01:37:06,401 --> 01:37:08,699
According to your unfailing love,
767
01:37:11,990 --> 01:37:14,209
your great compassion,
768
01:37:16,077 --> 01:37:18,830
blot out my transgressions.
769
01:37:19,539 --> 01:37:21,633
(car engine)
770
01:37:42,562 --> 01:37:44,109
(Joseph) My son.
771
01:37:47,442 --> 01:37:48,989
I know you.
772
01:37:55,283 --> 01:37:57,206
I know you have a soul.
773
01:38:11,800 --> 01:38:13,894
(faint string music)
774
01:38:18,139 --> 01:38:20,483
(Fr. Zeitlinger) Seems you're alone.
775
01:38:22,143 --> 01:38:23,690
You're not.
776
01:38:25,397 --> 01:38:29,652
Even now,
He's taking your hand and guiding you
777
01:38:29,818 --> 01:38:31,365
by a way you cannot see.
778
01:38:33,363 --> 01:38:37,664
If you are unhappy, you shouldn't
take it as a mark of God's disfavor.
779
01:38:39,327 --> 01:38:43,958
Just the contrary.
Might be the very sign He loves you.
780
01:38:44,124 --> 01:38:48,800
He shows His love
not by helping you avoid suffering,
781
01:38:48,962 --> 01:38:52,182
by sending you suffering,
782
01:38:54,968 --> 01:38:56,515
by keeping you there.
783
01:39:00,473 --> 01:39:04,068
To suffer binds you to something
higher than yourself,
784
01:39:04,227 --> 01:39:06,275
higher than your own will.
785
01:39:06,438 --> 01:39:08,281
Takes you from the world
786
01:39:09,107 --> 01:39:12,361
to find what lies beyond it.
787
01:39:13,570 --> 01:39:15,664
(slow string music)
788
01:39:16,698 --> 01:39:21,750
(Fr. Zeitlinger) We are not only to endure
patiently the troubles He sends,
789
01:39:21,911 --> 01:39:23,913
we are to regard them as gifts.
790
01:39:28,042 --> 01:39:31,262
As gifts more precious
791
01:39:31,379 --> 01:39:34,223
than the happiness we wish for ourselves.
792
01:39:35,175 --> 01:39:36,722
(loud smash)
793
01:39:36,885 --> 01:39:38,979
(indistinct screaming)
794
01:39:47,437 --> 01:39:49,656
(loud smash)
795
01:39:52,400 --> 01:39:54,323
(Rick) Just left you behind.
796
01:39:58,948 --> 01:40:00,666
To get burned up.
797
01:40:06,039 --> 01:40:08,133
(slow string music continues)
798
01:40:20,261 --> 01:40:22,480
(train noises)
(music fades out)
799
01:41:12,146 --> 01:41:13,693
(Rick) How do I begin?
800
01:41:31,124 --> 01:41:33,218
(slow string music)
801
01:42:00,737 --> 01:42:02,831
(music fades out)
802
01:42:05,241 --> 01:42:06,743
(Rick) Father.
803
01:42:13,082 --> 01:42:14,629
Give me courage.
804
01:42:19,797 --> 01:42:21,344
Strength.
805
01:42:24,344 --> 01:42:26,096
(Joseph) I'm proud of you.
806
01:42:27,388 --> 01:42:28,935
You've done well.
807
01:42:32,810 --> 01:42:34,608
Better than me.
808
01:42:36,856 --> 01:42:39,234
Which is the way it's supposed to be.
809
01:43:00,129 --> 01:43:02,223
(traffic noises)
810
01:43:12,016 --> 01:43:14,110
(indistinct chatter)
811
01:44:32,263 --> 01:44:35,233
(Joseph) Find the light
you know in the east.
812
01:44:37,810 --> 01:44:39,483
As a child.
813
01:44:45,026 --> 01:44:46,573
The moon.
814
01:44:48,112 --> 01:44:49,659
The stars.
815
01:44:56,454 --> 01:44:58,377
They serve you.
816
01:45:01,375 --> 01:45:03,377
They guide you on your way.
817
01:45:10,718 --> 01:45:13,221
The light in the eyes of others.
818
01:45:20,019 --> 01:45:21,566
The pearl.
819
01:45:26,526 --> 01:45:28,620
(silent)
820
01:46:04,146 --> 01:46:05,693
(Isabel) Wake up.
821
01:46:26,043 --> 01:46:27,590
(Isabel) Turn.
822
01:46:37,346 --> 01:46:38,893
Look.
823
01:46:44,103 --> 01:46:45,650
Come out.
824
01:47:08,711 --> 01:47:10,805
(distant train signal)
825
01:47:33,319 --> 01:47:34,866
(Joseph) My son.
826
01:47:44,497 --> 01:47:46,044
Remember.
827
01:47:54,674 --> 01:47:57,052
(Isabel laughs)
828
01:48:11,399 --> 01:48:13,493
(crickets chirping)
829
01:49:10,499 --> 01:49:12,593
(wind blowing)
830
01:49:49,163 --> 01:49:51,257
(woodwind music)
831
01:50:06,889 --> 01:50:08,983
(water rushing)
832
01:50:35,751 --> 01:50:37,298
(Rick) Begin.
833
01:51:13,622 --> 01:51:16,216
(woodwind music during credits)