1 00:00:21,647 --> 00:00:24,065 The scene is Athens, 400 B.C. 2 00:00:24,149 --> 00:00:27,110 A bunch of the local brainiacs have gotten together. 3 00:00:27,194 --> 00:00:30,947 The wine is being passed and the ideas are flowing fast and furious. 4 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:34,283 The debate's in full force. And Socrates has the floor. 5 00:00:34,368 --> 00:00:38,621 Who enters? Alcibiades. Drunk. 6 00:00:38,706 --> 00:00:43,251 A beautiful man. Hopelessly in love with his mentor, Socrates. 7 00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:46,796 And uniquely, in all of these dialogs, 8 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:51,300 Socrates doesn't get the last word. Alcibiades does. Why? 9 00:00:51,385 --> 00:00:54,595 Because passion, Plato seems to be saying, 10 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:58,558 is essentially and mercilessly human. 11 00:00:58,642 --> 00:01:01,394 And the best that we can hope to do is to quell it 12 00:01:01,478 --> 00:01:03,646 through relentless discipline. 13 00:01:03,772 --> 00:01:08,192 To Socrates, the healthy life is comprised of constant focus 14 00:01:08,277 --> 00:01:11,821 by the individual to excise those forces 15 00:01:11,905 --> 00:01:17,660 that weaken or confuse his understanding of the world around him. 16 00:01:17,745 --> 00:01:23,499 He implores us to devote our lives to this kind of control. 17 00:01:23,584 --> 00:01:26,461 Meaning, our every waking moment. 18 00:01:26,587 --> 00:01:32,925 Socrates recognized what every philosopher and religion, for that matter 19 00:01:33,010 --> 00:01:37,221 in the history of the world, from Plato to Aristotle 20 00:01:37,306 --> 00:01:39,932 from Epicurus to the Stoics 21 00:01:40,017 --> 00:01:42,435 from the Judeo-Christians to the Buddhists 22 00:01:42,519 --> 00:01:45,396 have all observed 23 00:01:45,481 --> 00:01:53,279 which is that the balance needed for a happy life is illusory. 24 00:01:53,363 --> 00:01:57,700 And as soon as in our gorgeously flawed human way 25 00:01:57,785 --> 00:02:00,828 we think that we've attained it 26 00:02:00,913 --> 00:02:05,208 we're pretending divinity and we're gonna crash. 27 00:02:05,292 --> 00:02:09,003 Like Icarus, flaming into the sea. 28 00:02:09,129 --> 00:02:13,174 So think about that this weekend when you think you're on top of the world 29 00:02:13,258 --> 00:02:16,344 and then you pour a pitcher of beer down your throat 30 00:02:16,428 --> 00:02:19,222 and chase that upper classmen who's out of your league. 31 00:02:22,100 --> 00:02:26,103 Aristotle is next week. Don't just look at it as words. 32 00:02:26,230 --> 00:02:29,732 Imagine the scene. These were people. They were alive like you and me. 33 00:02:29,817 --> 00:02:31,818 They thought things. Breath them into life. 34 00:02:33,779 --> 00:02:37,031 So, I was thinking about doing this contrast 35 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:39,283 between dialog and chorus in Sophocles. 36 00:02:39,368 --> 00:02:41,744 You should read Nietzsche's Birth of Tragedy. 37 00:02:41,829 --> 00:02:43,996 He says that tragedy emerges from the clash 38 00:02:44,081 --> 00:02:47,542 between Apollo God of reason and harmony 39 00:02:47,626 --> 00:02:50,461 and Dionysus, God of intoxication. 40 00:02:50,546 --> 00:02:53,422 And that their struggle within our human condition 41 00:02:53,507 --> 00:02:55,883 is inevitable and that that is what has produced 42 00:02:55,968 --> 00:02:58,594 the most salient form of art the world's ever known. 43 00:02:58,679 --> 00:02:59,720 Tragedy? 44 00:02:59,805 --> 00:03:01,097 What, you don't think so? 45 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:04,308 I like comedies. You wanna see a movie? 46 00:03:04,393 --> 00:03:07,436 No, Miss Greenstein. I'm sorry. 47 00:03:07,521 --> 00:03:08,604 Did you get my note? 48 00:03:08,689 --> 00:03:09,730 I did. 49 00:03:09,815 --> 00:03:11,148 And? 50 00:03:11,233 --> 00:03:13,276 It was very clever to write it in Latin. 51 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:16,028 With the repeated use of the passive periphrastic? 52 00:03:16,113 --> 00:03:17,947 That's quite profligate. 53 00:03:18,031 --> 00:03:20,992 And how I was sending Cicero with alliterative adjectives 54 00:03:21,076 --> 00:03:22,994 thrusting themselves into the verbs? 55 00:03:23,078 --> 00:03:24,412 None of this was lost on me. 56 00:03:24,496 --> 00:03:25,746 So? 57 00:03:25,831 --> 00:03:29,542 Miss Greenstein. You are very, very bright 58 00:03:29,626 --> 00:03:32,253 and very fetching in your way. 59 00:03:32,337 --> 00:03:37,300 But there are certain rules mores if you will, 60 00:03:37,384 --> 00:03:39,218 lines that we don't cross. 61 00:03:41,847 --> 00:03:46,726 I'm not joking, actually and I'm gonna ask you in the future to refrain... 62 00:03:46,810 --> 00:03:48,394 No. No! Please don't do that. 63 00:03:48,478 --> 00:03:51,230 I'm going to ask you to open that door, Miss Greenstein. 64 00:03:51,315 --> 00:03:54,984 Lingua sed torpet, tenuis sub artis. 65 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:58,946 Flama deanat sonitu suopte. 66 00:03:59,031 --> 00:04:01,449 Catullus 51, the Lesbia cycle, yes. 67 00:04:01,533 --> 00:04:04,869 However... Oh, no-no-no! Absolutely not. 68 00:04:04,953 --> 00:04:08,873 Tintinant aures gemina et teguntur. 69 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:12,501 This is, don't, this is not good for either of us. No! 70 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:14,170 Oh! 71 00:04:14,254 --> 00:04:16,839 Excuse me! Uh, I'll, I'll... 72 00:04:16,924 --> 00:04:18,674 Uh, Maggie. Maggie! 73 00:04:18,759 --> 00:04:21,385 Please don't go. Miss Greenstein was just leaving. 74 00:04:36,944 --> 00:04:38,194 Maggie. 75 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:39,904 Absolutely nothing. 76 00:04:39,988 --> 00:04:41,572 You don't have to say anything. 77 00:04:41,657 --> 00:04:45,910 I would never. She, she, she went and just wah. 78 00:04:45,994 --> 00:04:48,329 They're all in love with you. 79 00:04:48,413 --> 00:04:50,164 Just like Harvard. 80 00:04:50,248 --> 00:04:52,208 Who told you that? 81 00:04:52,334 --> 00:04:56,212 This is the Classics Department. No one is more gossipy than you people. 82 00:04:56,296 --> 00:05:00,049 Okay. I am going to Cambridge in the morning. 83 00:05:00,133 --> 00:05:01,884 It's just a lunch. 84 00:05:01,969 --> 00:05:04,095 I don't want to know. 85 00:05:18,944 --> 00:05:21,612 We don't deal in crystal meth. 86 00:05:21,697 --> 00:05:23,614 We don't deal in cocaine 87 00:05:23,699 --> 00:05:26,075 Not your rock stuff or your powder. 88 00:05:26,201 --> 00:05:30,413 We don't deal in nothin' you gotta cook up in a spoon and shoot in through your arm. 89 00:05:30,497 --> 00:05:34,625 Pills? Pharmaceuticals? Hell no, by and large. 90 00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:38,421 Maybe, well, maybe the Black Molly's gonna pass through these hands 91 00:05:38,505 --> 00:05:41,465 on its way to somewheres else, just on the account of the fact 92 00:05:41,591 --> 00:05:45,511 I liked popping 'em in high school. They helped me get my homework done. 93 00:05:45,595 --> 00:05:47,763 But that's generally where we draw the line. 94 00:05:47,889 --> 00:05:50,933 No, sir. We're dealing 100 percent pure Oklahoma grown. 95 00:05:51,018 --> 00:05:52,435 Exclusive. Why? 96 00:05:52,519 --> 00:05:54,854 'Cause I ain't gonna blow my house up 97 00:05:54,938 --> 00:05:57,398 mixing antihistamine into dynamite. 98 00:05:57,524 --> 00:06:01,861 And spiritually, I don't cotton to something that's gotta pass through a needle. 99 00:06:01,945 --> 00:06:04,155 Chemicals, well, I just don't like 'em. 100 00:06:04,239 --> 00:06:07,283 Our people was bootleggers 'fore all this. 101 00:06:07,367 --> 00:06:10,745 It was a backyard operation. They did it natural. 102 00:06:10,829 --> 00:06:13,706 A little bit more of a science nowadays. 103 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:16,250 I will grant you that. 104 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:19,045 He say you change your mind, get you up north. 105 00:06:19,129 --> 00:06:20,463 He said Texas? 106 00:06:20,547 --> 00:06:21,881 Texas ain't gonna happen. 107 00:06:21,965 --> 00:06:24,258 Think we don't wanna sell in Texas? 108 00:06:24,342 --> 00:06:27,303 Kansas, Nebraska, Missouri. 109 00:06:30,599 --> 00:06:32,475 I ain't interested. 110 00:06:32,559 --> 00:06:34,810 He say you better get interested. 111 00:06:34,895 --> 00:06:36,228 Meanin' what? 112 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:39,190 Meanin' your choice is to expand your business 113 00:06:39,274 --> 00:06:42,026 or we shut you down entire. 114 00:06:42,110 --> 00:06:43,778 Then how you gonna pay your debt? 115 00:06:43,862 --> 00:06:45,488 Well, what happened to Fatback? 116 00:06:45,572 --> 00:06:46,864 Arrested last week. 117 00:06:46,948 --> 00:06:48,491 And the Rawls feller? 118 00:06:48,575 --> 00:06:50,117 Blowed his house up. 119 00:06:50,202 --> 00:06:52,328 That's what I'm talking about. 120 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:53,621 Well, it's tough times. 121 00:06:53,705 --> 00:06:55,164 Ain't it the truth. 122 00:06:55,248 --> 00:06:57,249 Used to get trip wires and booby traps, 123 00:06:57,375 --> 00:07:01,712 a good set of dogs, pay off your constable and just lived out on the property. 124 00:07:01,838 --> 00:07:06,425 Get your little 13-13 fertilizer and be like growin' soy beans. 125 00:07:06,510 --> 00:07:08,969 Even the War on Drugs passed us by. 126 00:07:09,054 --> 00:07:10,846 Now they have the War on Terror. 127 00:07:10,931 --> 00:07:14,350 Not that I ain't interested in the travails of a small-time dealer. 128 00:07:14,434 --> 00:07:15,893 You calling me small time? 129 00:07:15,977 --> 00:07:17,478 We gotta make it to Tulsa. 130 00:07:17,562 --> 00:07:20,022 I was the first grower to use hydroponics. 131 00:07:20,107 --> 00:07:21,524 What's that? 132 00:07:21,608 --> 00:07:23,818 Germinating the seed in water, you shithead. 133 00:07:23,944 --> 00:07:27,822 You know how many generations of hybridization I did to get top varietals? 134 00:07:27,906 --> 00:07:30,241 There is a goddamn reason I grow the best. 135 00:07:30,325 --> 00:07:33,410 Enough, Brady. What's it gonna be? Pug wants his money. 136 00:07:33,495 --> 00:07:36,455 Well, if I'd've known about a time table, we'd... 137 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:38,582 Shut your face about a time table. 138 00:07:38,667 --> 00:07:41,877 He's offering you a way out. You sure as shit better take it. 139 00:07:41,962 --> 00:07:46,257 Or he'll bust open your glory hole like nobody's business. 140 00:08:16,288 --> 00:08:18,205 We should turn these. 141 00:08:48,028 --> 00:08:51,780 I ain't gonna manufacture or purvey 142 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:55,951 anything that I won't ingest into my own sweet self. 143 00:08:56,077 --> 00:09:00,497 Look you, here. How you gonna call that a controlled substance? 144 00:09:00,582 --> 00:09:01,874 Well, the government do. 145 00:09:01,958 --> 00:09:03,918 Look at the bud structure on it. 146 00:09:04,002 --> 00:09:07,379 The crystal density? The smell of them turpins. 147 00:09:07,464 --> 00:09:09,423 You can't synthesize that. 148 00:09:09,507 --> 00:09:13,260 That is nature's delivery system for goodness. 149 00:09:13,345 --> 00:09:15,012 Distilled into a pure form. 150 00:09:15,138 --> 00:09:20,517 It glides down into your belly and blooms into a feeling of peace. 151 00:09:20,602 --> 00:09:22,228 In a world beset by evil. 152 00:09:22,354 --> 00:09:26,649 That world is gonna be there, no matter how much grass you smoke. 153 00:09:26,775 --> 00:09:31,362 Now look here. You wanted to build the fuckin' Taj Mahal to hydroponics. 154 00:09:31,446 --> 00:09:32,696 Well? 155 00:09:32,781 --> 00:09:33,989 And you done it. 156 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:36,242 But you know what you was getting into. 157 00:09:36,326 --> 00:09:39,578 And he sure as shit ain't going away. 158 00:09:39,663 --> 00:09:41,580 Brady, 159 00:09:47,462 --> 00:09:49,838 My mind's working on it. 160 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:17,449 Hey ya, Sharon. Where she at? 161 00:10:17,534 --> 00:10:19,493 Oh, she's in her usual spot. 162 00:10:19,577 --> 00:10:21,036 Hi, Joe. 163 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:23,289 Brady. 164 00:10:32,132 --> 00:10:33,257 Hey, Momma. 165 00:10:33,341 --> 00:10:35,217 Oh, hey. 166 00:10:35,302 --> 00:10:36,885 What you got there? 167 00:10:36,970 --> 00:10:41,181 Oh. It's a new article on Billy and a few he wrote his self. 168 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:42,808 Thank you. 169 00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:47,146 You know, I've been thinking. 170 00:10:47,230 --> 00:10:51,025 Maybe, maybe your daddy wanted to get killed. 171 00:10:51,109 --> 00:10:52,276 Shit. 172 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:53,610 I got this picture of him 173 00:10:53,695 --> 00:10:55,988 running toward a machine gun nest 174 00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:57,823 'cause he'd rather die that way 175 00:10:57,907 --> 00:11:02,786 than come back to Little Dixie and grow old to stare through a window. 176 00:11:02,871 --> 00:11:06,248 Well, seeing how he was on about every drug imaginable 177 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:08,542 I wouldn't spend my time trying to figure out 178 00:11:08,626 --> 00:11:10,461 what was in his head over 30 years ago. 179 00:11:10,545 --> 00:11:12,796 Do you remember him at all? 180 00:11:12,881 --> 00:11:17,593 I remember smelling weed for the first time on him. 181 00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:20,012 Well, that's certainly had its impact. 182 00:11:20,138 --> 00:11:24,016 Daisy, why don't you come home and live with me and Colleen for a while? 183 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:26,935 Colleen and me. 184 00:11:27,020 --> 00:11:29,021 What's your version of proper grammar? 185 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:32,483 Rhythm, maybe. 186 00:11:32,567 --> 00:11:36,070 Don't duck the question. You're 12 years younger than anyone in here. 187 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:37,446 This is ridiculous. 188 00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:39,782 I like it here. I can do what I want. 189 00:11:39,908 --> 00:11:44,078 I'm not eager to get stranded when you get yourself killed or taken back to prison. 190 00:11:45,914 --> 00:11:47,706 Momma, Colleen's pregnant. 191 00:11:50,418 --> 00:11:51,502 You don't say. 192 00:11:51,586 --> 00:11:53,212 I've been dyin' to tell ya. 193 00:11:53,296 --> 00:11:56,507 Well, I'm happy for you. 194 00:11:56,591 --> 00:11:58,092 You're gonna be a grandma. 195 00:11:58,176 --> 00:11:59,718 Are you gonna be a husband? 196 00:12:02,722 --> 00:12:04,348 I ain't Dad. 197 00:12:04,432 --> 00:12:08,143 Your father was a freaked out genius who wasted his life. 198 00:12:08,228 --> 00:12:10,437 You coulda done anything. 199 00:12:10,563 --> 00:12:14,900 Got a higher IQ than your brother and he just passed you by. 200 00:12:14,984 --> 00:12:18,237 I, I ain't, I ain't tryin' to keep up with Billy. 201 00:12:18,321 --> 00:12:21,407 I ain't him and he ain't me. 202 00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:25,828 Momma, I, I like who I am just fine. 203 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:28,664 You think I'll see him again before I die? 204 00:12:32,502 --> 00:12:36,797 I think it's gonna take one of us dyin' to get him to come back down here. 205 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:49,852 Well. 206 00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:51,520 Nice settin' with ya. 207 00:13:43,281 --> 00:13:44,406 Thanks. 208 00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:46,200 Gorgeous. 209 00:13:46,284 --> 00:13:48,410 Oh, this is, uh, this is wonderful. 210 00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:51,413 I, I, I almost never eat out in Providence. 211 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:54,082 You know, now and then Federal Hill. 212 00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:55,667 But nearly enough. 213 00:13:55,752 --> 00:13:59,505 Your book on Marcus Aurelius has the community astir. 214 00:13:59,589 --> 00:14:01,298 Oh, thanks. 215 00:14:01,382 --> 00:14:02,549 Which press was that? 216 00:14:02,634 --> 00:14:04,384 Oxford. 217 00:14:04,469 --> 00:14:07,304 They did your translation of The Menaechmi. 218 00:14:07,388 --> 00:14:09,932 They did. They've been terrific. 219 00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:12,935 Plautus. How do you find the time? 220 00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:15,854 Well, uh, I don't have a life. 221 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:21,985 I read some biographical material on you last week, Bill. 222 00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:25,322 You, uh, you come from humble beginnings. 223 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,783 I do. Yeah. 224 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:29,284 Where was it? Omaha? 225 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,786 Oklahoma. 226 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:33,539 Oh, why don't you, uh, why don't you have an accent? 227 00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:36,959 With some considerable effort, I lost it. 228 00:14:37,043 --> 00:14:39,336 And you, your father was a bootlegger? 229 00:14:39,420 --> 00:14:41,547 It was my grandfather, actually. 230 00:14:41,631 --> 00:14:42,714 Fantastic. 231 00:14:42,799 --> 00:14:44,758 Why fantastic? 232 00:14:44,842 --> 00:14:48,095 I don't know. So many of us were trained for this life. 233 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:50,472 Fancy private schools, parents in academia. 234 00:14:50,557 --> 00:14:53,475 I, I'm always astounded by those who've made their own way. 235 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:57,980 Oh, thank you. I, uh, my family is a bit 236 00:14:58,064 --> 00:14:59,398 eccentric. 237 00:14:59,482 --> 00:15:01,024 I found discipline in books. 238 00:15:01,109 --> 00:15:05,195 Well, you're probably wondering why Dean Sorenson is here. 239 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:09,908 Bill, we'd like to offer you a position in the law school. 240 00:15:12,412 --> 00:15:14,496 You can't be serious. 241 00:15:14,622 --> 00:15:18,375 We wanted to incorporate more philosophy into the curriculum 242 00:15:18,459 --> 00:15:21,253 And when we got wind of your hesitancy 243 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,505 in transferring up from Brown and Classics, 244 00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:27,593 we had the idea of letting you create your own institute for our law students. 245 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:32,681 I, uh, 246 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:36,935 I don't even know how to begin to respond. 247 00:15:37,020 --> 00:15:40,397 That is such a precipitous offer. 248 00:15:40,481 --> 00:15:41,982 Savor it. 249 00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:47,029 Digest it. Moments like this come too seldom in life. 250 00:15:47,113 --> 00:15:49,364 I, uh, I'll say. 251 00:15:49,449 --> 00:15:51,450 We all want you here, Bill. 252 00:15:51,534 --> 00:15:54,411 You've crafted your career diligently. 253 00:15:54,495 --> 00:15:57,372 It makes absolute sense as your next step. 254 00:15:57,457 --> 00:16:00,542 You've a dollop of cioppino. 255 00:16:05,840 --> 00:16:08,842 Honey, that's about as good as it gets. 256 00:16:08,926 --> 00:16:10,594 Thank you, baby. 257 00:16:10,678 --> 00:16:12,721 Look how sexy you look. 258 00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:14,222 I do not. 259 00:16:14,307 --> 00:16:17,351 You do! How long the doctor give me? 260 00:16:17,435 --> 00:16:19,227 Wait til I'm done with the dishes. 261 00:16:19,312 --> 00:16:22,481 Well, push that, damn, put your metal to burn. 262 00:16:22,565 --> 00:16:24,900 Bring electric. 263 00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:29,738 I'm thuggin' and comin' at ya. 264 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:31,990 Hello? 265 00:16:32,075 --> 00:16:35,327 Well, can I ask who's calling? 266 00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:39,081 Can I ask what this is about? 267 00:16:39,165 --> 00:16:43,502 Because I'm the girlfriend he's fixin' to marry is why. 268 00:16:43,586 --> 00:16:44,836 Who is it? 269 00:16:44,921 --> 00:16:46,838 Some fellow named Pug? 270 00:16:46,923 --> 00:16:49,132 Oh, shit. I'll take it in the back there. 271 00:16:49,217 --> 00:16:50,384 This better not be... 272 00:16:50,468 --> 00:16:52,094 It a man about a truck. 273 00:16:52,178 --> 00:16:53,512 Hey, Brady! 274 00:16:55,723 --> 00:16:57,265 Hey, Pug, how... 275 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,518 You talk to my guys down there, Brady? 276 00:16:59,602 --> 00:17:00,894 Uh, yes we did. 277 00:17:00,978 --> 00:17:02,604 They told you I needed an answer. 278 00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:05,482 Yes, sir, they made that pretty clear. I was hopin' th... 279 00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:07,609 I wanna see you tomorrow evenin'. 280 00:17:07,694 --> 00:17:09,695 Well, tomorrow night's gonna be... 281 00:17:09,779 --> 00:17:11,988 You heard me, Brady! 282 00:17:18,788 --> 00:17:20,747 Oh, shit. 283 00:17:31,509 --> 00:17:32,551 Yeah? 284 00:17:32,635 --> 00:17:33,635 Bolger? 285 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:34,761 Say, Buddy. 286 00:17:34,846 --> 00:17:35,971 Pug just called me. 287 00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:37,472 What, called you his self? 288 00:17:37,557 --> 00:17:38,849 Yeah, he wants us up there. 289 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,225 Well, does he want us to... 290 00:17:40,309 --> 00:17:41,643 No, he wanna see us. 291 00:17:41,728 --> 00:17:43,103 You gonna change your...? 292 00:17:43,187 --> 00:17:45,230 No, I ain't changing my mind one bit. 293 00:17:45,314 --> 00:17:47,065 I don't like this at all, Brady. 294 00:17:47,150 --> 00:17:50,944 Well, we just goin' have to be ready to deal then and come what may. 295 00:17:51,028 --> 00:17:53,739 Well, you know me, I'm gonna be up there with ya. 296 00:17:53,823 --> 00:17:55,073 I'll see ya'. 297 00:18:03,416 --> 00:18:04,583 Hello? 298 00:18:04,667 --> 00:18:07,127 Sorry. Lo... Who? 299 00:18:08,546 --> 00:18:10,922 No, I, uh, hold, hang on, hang on, hang on. 300 00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:18,680 How did you get this number? 301 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:27,731 Hi! Did that man get a hold of you? 302 00:18:27,815 --> 00:18:30,025 He did, yeah. 303 00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:32,360 He said it was an emergency so I... 304 00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:34,988 You did the right thing. Thanks. 305 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,750 Was there something else? 306 00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:49,252 Is everything all right? 307 00:18:49,337 --> 00:18:51,922 Well, my brother's been murdered. 308 00:18:52,006 --> 00:18:53,882 Bill, that's awful. 309 00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:56,927 I didn't even know you had a brother. 310 00:18:57,011 --> 00:18:58,428 How? 311 00:18:59,806 --> 00:19:02,390 He got shot with a crossbow. 312 00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:03,809 I beg your pardon? 313 00:19:03,893 --> 00:19:07,854 They're inexplicably popular where I come from. 314 00:19:07,939 --> 00:19:09,523 Was it an accident? 315 00:19:12,276 --> 00:19:15,028 No, 'cause then it wouldn't be a murder. 316 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:21,159 Oh, I, I don't even know what... When was the last time you saw him? 317 00:19:21,244 --> 00:19:24,079 Um, it had been a long time. 318 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,665 What will you do? 319 00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:31,127 Well, I suppose I have to go home. 320 00:19:37,802 --> 00:19:40,595 What brings you to Tulsa? 321 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:44,099 Pardon? Oh, uh, a family matter. 322 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:47,769 I was gonna say because, nobody visits Oklahoma, you know? 323 00:19:47,895 --> 00:19:52,357 It's one of the states where you either live there, or you got business there. 324 00:19:52,441 --> 00:19:55,193 But you don't see people coming for the attractions. 325 00:19:55,278 --> 00:19:56,444 Right. 326 00:19:56,529 --> 00:19:58,446 What do you do? 327 00:19:58,531 --> 00:20:04,244 I, uh, I write and teach. I'm a professor. 328 00:20:04,328 --> 00:20:05,453 Of? 329 00:20:05,538 --> 00:20:07,956 Classical philosophy. 330 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:13,169 There's not too much use for that these days. Right? 331 00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:16,339 Humanity hasn't changed that much, actually. 332 00:20:16,424 --> 00:20:18,967 You have family in Tulsa? 333 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:22,262 No. No. Idabel. 334 00:20:22,346 --> 00:20:24,472 Little Dixie. 335 00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:29,519 Uh, I hope it's not tragedy that brings you back. 336 00:20:29,604 --> 00:20:32,939 It, it is somewhat. 337 00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:34,149 I'm sorry. 338 00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:35,442 Thanks. 339 00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:43,700 I'm an orthodontist. 340 00:20:43,784 --> 00:20:45,994 Was. 341 00:20:46,078 --> 00:20:47,996 I mean, will be again. 342 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:50,290 Have you had work done? 343 00:20:50,374 --> 00:20:54,294 No. No, actually, I haven't. 344 00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:56,755 Well, I can, I can tell. 345 00:20:58,424 --> 00:21:00,508 You got a nice face though. 346 00:21:00,593 --> 00:21:01,760 Thanks. 347 00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:04,596 Ken Feinman. 348 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,514 Bill Kincaid. 349 00:21:06,599 --> 00:21:08,224 You have kids, Bill? 350 00:21:08,309 --> 00:21:09,351 No. 351 00:21:11,395 --> 00:21:14,064 I'm starting out all over. You know. 352 00:21:14,148 --> 00:21:17,734 People don't realize it, but it's, it's tough to break in. 353 00:21:17,818 --> 00:21:22,364 You get most of your business through your kid's school, church, 354 00:21:22,448 --> 00:21:25,116 The synagogue in my case, you know. But it's tough. 355 00:21:25,201 --> 00:21:29,371 I mean, the cost of a practice these days is just, uh, 356 00:21:29,455 --> 00:21:32,207 it's downright humiliating. Honestly. 357 00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,459 It's downright humiliating. 358 00:21:34,543 --> 00:21:36,461 Yeah, I believe you. 359 00:21:36,545 --> 00:21:39,089 We were living in Manhattan. 360 00:21:39,173 --> 00:21:41,508 But, uh, I grew up in Tulsa. 361 00:21:41,592 --> 00:21:43,885 So, you know, we just moved back. 362 00:21:43,970 --> 00:21:45,553 Are there a lot of Jews in Tulsa? 363 00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:48,807 That what everyone asks. But, but there are. 364 00:21:48,891 --> 00:21:53,269 You know, it's a, it's a small community. But very cohesive. 365 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:56,564 You know, the pull was unimaginable. 366 00:21:56,649 --> 00:21:58,942 Kenny. Can you see the man is reading? 367 00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:00,402 Huh? 368 00:22:00,486 --> 00:22:02,445 I don't think he wants listen to you 369 00:22:02,530 --> 00:22:05,031 chronicle the evolution of Tulsa Jewry. 370 00:22:05,116 --> 00:22:07,200 I'll let you get back to your reading. 371 00:22:07,284 --> 00:22:09,828 Thanks. 372 00:22:18,879 --> 00:22:23,091 Oh, oh, It's a little embarrassing. I don't mean to be... 373 00:22:23,175 --> 00:22:25,343 It's just, uh... If you got family down there 374 00:22:25,428 --> 00:22:27,053 you know, nieces and nephews. 375 00:22:27,138 --> 00:22:28,304 I don't, but. 376 00:22:28,389 --> 00:22:30,515 Well, I mean, if you did or you know... 377 00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:34,269 It's, uh, it's, it's not too far away. 378 00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:37,105 And, uh, you know, I do great work. 379 00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:38,857 Uh, I know you do. 380 00:22:41,027 --> 00:22:43,570 I never take accidental encounters for granted. 381 00:22:43,654 --> 00:22:45,405 Kenny! Kenny! 382 00:22:45,489 --> 00:22:47,407 So. I, yeah, I'm gonna run. 383 00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:10,722 Rick Bolger. 384 00:23:10,806 --> 00:23:11,848 Hey, Rick. 385 00:23:11,932 --> 00:23:13,975 Folks call me Bolger. 386 00:23:14,060 --> 00:23:15,226 Nice to meet ya'. 387 00:23:15,311 --> 00:23:18,938 Man, you really do look like him. 388 00:23:19,023 --> 00:23:21,816 I think that's what they mean by identical. 389 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:24,110 Your brother was a great friend to me. 390 00:23:24,195 --> 00:23:27,781 I, I hadn't seen him in awhile. But, thanks. 391 00:23:27,865 --> 00:23:29,407 You ain't got no bags? 392 00:23:29,492 --> 00:23:31,618 No, that's it. 393 00:23:31,702 --> 00:23:33,828 That's me. 394 00:23:48,219 --> 00:23:49,844 I ain't been up here in awhile. 395 00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:52,138 I was gonna stay me in a hotel. 396 00:23:52,223 --> 00:23:54,015 So where'd you go? 397 00:23:54,100 --> 00:23:58,478 Found me a dead-end in a construction site near the airport. 398 00:23:58,562 --> 00:24:00,730 Laid out counting stars. 399 00:24:00,815 --> 00:24:03,566 Crazy how much buildin' they got going on up here. 400 00:24:03,651 --> 00:24:06,402 Folks just don't take to the country no more, I guess. 401 00:24:06,487 --> 00:24:08,947 You figure. 402 00:24:12,118 --> 00:24:13,451 It's a mystery. 403 00:24:34,431 --> 00:24:36,599 You need a drink or anything? 404 00:24:36,684 --> 00:24:40,103 We're coming up on Broken Bow. We could stop off at the Metotem. 405 00:24:40,187 --> 00:24:41,980 Sure. 406 00:24:45,901 --> 00:24:48,027 Metotem. 407 00:25:05,171 --> 00:25:07,672 Oh, I almost forgot. 408 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:09,966 This here was your brother's. 409 00:25:10,050 --> 00:25:12,260 I don't know if you wanna... 410 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:41,539 Hi. 411 00:25:58,390 --> 00:26:00,558 You're shittin' me. 412 00:26:04,146 --> 00:26:05,563 Buddy. 413 00:26:10,110 --> 00:26:12,779 You clean up nice. 414 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:14,030 How's that? 415 00:26:14,114 --> 00:26:15,907 Where's the duds from? 416 00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:22,580 Oh God. No, no. Wait a second. Wait a second. You... 417 00:26:22,665 --> 00:26:24,165 Where's Bolger at? 418 00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:26,668 He's around back, but I'm not who you think I am. 419 00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:27,835 Oh, you're not? 420 00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:29,337 No. You don't know me. 421 00:26:29,421 --> 00:26:32,006 I wanna know what you're doing up here in Broken Bow 422 00:26:32,091 --> 00:26:35,176 when we don't want you in Broken Bow. 423 00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:38,471 Um, it's my mistake. I'm, I'm just gonna leave. 424 00:26:38,555 --> 00:26:40,640 Well not 'til Buddy gets here you won't. 425 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:43,518 Buddy? 426 00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:45,979 Calm down. Calm Down. Listen. 427 00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:47,272 Keep it up, Brady. 428 00:26:47,356 --> 00:26:48,564 I'm not him. I'm his... 429 00:26:48,649 --> 00:26:49,774 Come on, Brady. 430 00:26:49,858 --> 00:26:52,110 No! I'm not... Ugh! 431 00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:55,113 Ugh! [chokes] 432 00:26:55,239 --> 00:26:58,574 You don't wanna be coming up north where you ain't got no trip wires 433 00:26:58,659 --> 00:27:01,661 booby traps and police you done bribed 434 00:27:01,787 --> 00:27:05,748 think you can sell your souped-up turbo grass to whoever you like. 435 00:27:08,335 --> 00:27:10,086 I wondered where you was at. 436 00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:12,130 Don't seem like a fair fight. 437 00:27:12,256 --> 00:27:15,216 Well, nobody asked you two to come up north neither. 438 00:27:15,301 --> 00:27:16,592 We had business in Tulsa. 439 00:27:16,677 --> 00:27:18,094 I heard about that. 440 00:27:18,178 --> 00:27:19,512 What you heard? 441 00:27:19,596 --> 00:27:22,015 Heard that Brady here owes Pug a lot of money. 442 00:27:22,099 --> 00:27:23,891 Will you explain this, please? 443 00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:26,811 The less you say to these two fuckin' inbreds the better. 444 00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:29,939 He thinks you'll expand business down to all of Little Dixie. 445 00:27:30,024 --> 00:27:31,399 Dumb pussy, I already said. 446 00:27:31,483 --> 00:27:32,900 How 'bout I say this? 447 00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:50,460 How're you feelin'? 448 00:27:50,544 --> 00:27:53,046 Brady? 449 00:27:53,130 --> 00:27:55,048 Hey, Buddy. 450 00:27:55,132 --> 00:27:57,675 What the hell is going on? 451 00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:01,888 Well, um, I guess I kinda got resurrected. 452 00:28:01,972 --> 00:28:03,598 What? Are you out of your mind? 453 00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:04,932 Okay. Easy now. 454 00:28:05,017 --> 00:28:06,476 Hold on to him now. 455 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:08,811 No. Let go of me. Let me go. 456 00:28:08,896 --> 00:28:10,646 Not until you calm down, you won't. 457 00:28:10,731 --> 00:28:12,398 You had him tell me you were dead? 458 00:28:12,483 --> 00:28:14,442 With a fucking cross bow? 459 00:28:14,568 --> 00:28:18,321 I'm sorry about that. But there weren't no other way to get you to come here. 460 00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:20,031 Ow. Ow. 461 00:28:20,115 --> 00:28:23,451 Oh. Down here for what? 462 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:25,453 I'm gettin' married. 463 00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:27,997 As if I care. What kind of excuse is that? 464 00:28:28,082 --> 00:28:29,290 And I'm having a baby. 465 00:28:29,375 --> 00:28:30,917 You're gonna be an uncle. 466 00:28:31,001 --> 00:28:34,087 Who would be dumb enough to have a child with you? 467 00:28:34,171 --> 00:28:35,880 I would. 468 00:28:37,883 --> 00:28:39,467 Remember the Dentons? 469 00:28:39,551 --> 00:28:40,760 On Zunis back home? 470 00:28:40,844 --> 00:28:42,387 Colleen Denton? 471 00:28:42,471 --> 00:28:44,013 You remember. 472 00:28:44,098 --> 00:28:47,767 I baby sat you when we were in high school. 473 00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:51,813 You was my favorite. 474 00:28:51,897 --> 00:28:55,024 You used to sit in the kitchen reading books. 475 00:28:55,109 --> 00:28:58,444 I got to watch all the TV I wanted as long as I kept the door shut. 476 00:28:58,570 --> 00:29:02,156 You read me Shakespeare sonnets when I was going to sleep. 477 00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:04,909 And now you're going to marry this pothead? 478 00:29:04,993 --> 00:29:06,452 Uh, he's not no more. 479 00:29:06,537 --> 00:29:08,079 I'm leaving all that behind. 480 00:29:08,163 --> 00:29:11,290 Oh, uh, yeah, I can see the evidence for that everywhere. 481 00:29:11,417 --> 00:29:15,294 I get to keep on smokin' 'til the baby comes and then it's cold turkey on that too. 482 00:29:15,421 --> 00:29:18,923 But me and Bolger's gonna double hit it 'til the bottom drops out, huh? 483 00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:21,717 Uh, what a great time. 484 00:29:21,844 --> 00:29:25,763 Anyway. You know what? I wanna leave as quickly and painlessly as possible. 485 00:29:25,848 --> 00:29:27,390 Just stay through the weekend. 486 00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:28,516 No. 487 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:29,851 You can go see Mom. 488 00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:31,644 Look, Brady. I am leaving. 489 00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:34,689 What you did here is cruel and irresponsible 490 00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:36,274 and exactly why I stay away. 491 00:29:36,358 --> 00:29:39,026 Bill, you know I read every goddamn article you write? 492 00:29:39,111 --> 00:29:42,238 I read 50 pages on the interpretation of one word in Aristotle. 493 00:29:42,322 --> 00:29:44,699 Sat the whole fuckin' day with the dictionary, 494 00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:47,577 and not the Merriam-Webster, the motherfuckin' O. E. D. 495 00:29:47,661 --> 00:29:51,080 20 people in the world read whole piece. You're lookin' at one of 'em. 496 00:29:51,165 --> 00:29:54,208 What do you want, Brady? I mean, what do you fuckin' want? 497 00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:57,044 I just wanna see my brother who I love. What's the crime? 498 00:29:57,129 --> 00:30:00,047 Why couldn't you pick up the phone and call me, 499 00:30:00,132 --> 00:30:02,300 just ask me to come, like any normal person? 500 00:30:02,384 --> 00:30:04,427 Because when I do you never call me back. 501 00:30:04,511 --> 00:30:06,554 And if you did, you'd just say no. 502 00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:08,264 Am I lyin'? 503 00:30:08,348 --> 00:30:09,640 Well, am I lyin'? 504 00:30:09,725 --> 00:30:13,352 No. No, you're not. 505 00:30:14,771 --> 00:30:16,439 Why... 506 00:30:16,523 --> 00:30:18,024 We ain't bad people, Billy. 507 00:30:18,108 --> 00:30:19,442 I know you're not. 508 00:30:19,526 --> 00:30:21,527 You know Mom put herself in a home? 509 00:30:21,612 --> 00:30:22,862 A rest home? 510 00:30:22,946 --> 00:30:24,113 Yeah. 511 00:30:24,198 --> 00:30:25,364 Jesus. 512 00:30:25,449 --> 00:30:26,741 You want her to die 513 00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:28,743 and you don't even come to say goodbye? 514 00:30:28,827 --> 00:30:30,244 Is she still using drugs? 515 00:30:30,329 --> 00:30:32,622 Just go see her and find out for yourself. 516 00:30:32,706 --> 00:30:34,665 I can't. I... 517 00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:36,959 I just can't. I can't go and... 518 00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:40,213 What the hell did any of us ever do that made you hate us this way? 519 00:30:40,297 --> 00:30:42,673 I don't hate you. 520 00:30:42,758 --> 00:30:44,091 I really don't. I just... 521 00:30:44,176 --> 00:30:46,093 Where you're from don't matter to you? 522 00:30:46,178 --> 00:30:48,137 Your family? Your own fuckin' brother? 523 00:30:48,222 --> 00:30:51,432 Look. I try to live my life with a purposeful measure of control. 524 00:30:51,517 --> 00:30:54,393 I adhere to certain philosophic tenants 525 00:30:54,478 --> 00:30:56,187 that were laid down centuries ago 526 00:30:56,271 --> 00:30:58,523 by some very introspective thinkers. 527 00:30:58,607 --> 00:31:01,400 I'm talking about three fuckin' days in Idabel. 528 00:31:04,196 --> 00:31:06,614 Son of a bitch. 529 00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:10,159 Okay, look. I will stay through the weekend. 530 00:31:10,244 --> 00:31:12,161 But then I'm out of here. 531 00:31:12,246 --> 00:31:13,996 Do you understand? 532 00:31:14,081 --> 00:31:15,623 Yeah, well. You son of a bitch. 533 00:31:15,707 --> 00:31:19,460 Hey, hey. Don't fuck around. Stop. Jesus. 534 00:31:26,677 --> 00:31:27,969 My God. 535 00:31:28,053 --> 00:31:30,429 I think he thought we were selling dime bags. 536 00:31:30,514 --> 00:31:31,931 What is all this? 537 00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,684 Well, let me enlighten you on a point or two. 538 00:31:34,768 --> 00:31:36,852 It all starts in the Mommy room. 539 00:31:36,937 --> 00:31:39,480 And you got your young'uns over here. Your juvies. 540 00:31:39,565 --> 00:31:41,482 And your adults in the back. 541 00:31:41,567 --> 00:31:43,734 All these lights are sodium vapor, 542 00:31:43,819 --> 00:31:45,653 Hortilux HP thousand watts, 543 00:31:45,737 --> 00:31:48,823 and an incandescent's got too much far red in the spectrum. 544 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,908 Makes the plant grow too tall on the stem 545 00:31:50,993 --> 00:31:54,078 and the leaves get all narrow, the whole thing just keels over. 546 00:31:54,204 --> 00:31:57,582 Plus, it reduces the potency, which is definitely not what we want. 547 00:31:57,666 --> 00:31:59,875 Now, LED is getting to be all the rage 548 00:31:59,960 --> 00:32:02,503 'cause it's cooler and it saves you on power costs. 549 00:32:02,588 --> 00:32:04,922 But, I'm a sodium vapor man. 550 00:32:05,007 --> 00:32:08,342 We got your electronic digital ballasts 551 00:32:08,427 --> 00:32:10,428 Hey, raise her up, Bolger! 552 00:32:13,682 --> 00:32:14,932 And who built all this? 553 00:32:15,017 --> 00:32:16,183 Me and Bolger. 554 00:32:16,268 --> 00:32:18,936 Some buddies helped. 555 00:32:19,021 --> 00:32:20,521 Your brother designed it all. 556 00:32:20,606 --> 00:32:22,148 The horticulture part. 557 00:32:22,232 --> 00:32:25,318 Quonset hut comes in catalog kit. A kid could assemble it. 558 00:32:25,402 --> 00:32:27,695 We should've got a contractor to pour the pad, 559 00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:29,530 but we couldn't hire one, could we? 560 00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:31,949 What... What are all these? 561 00:32:32,034 --> 00:32:34,160 Oh, NFT spiral system. 562 00:32:34,244 --> 00:32:35,369 NFT? 563 00:32:35,454 --> 00:32:37,038 Yeah. Nutrient Film Technique. 564 00:32:37,122 --> 00:32:39,874 No soil in there. The pipes are filled with hydro-clay. 565 00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:43,669 It's like an expanded clay aggregate. Supports the active capillaries. 566 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:46,881 It's just that and coconut husks, if you can believe that shit. 567 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:51,218 No acid. No alkaline in the base. Total sterile medium. 568 00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:54,889 You're looking at seven generations of hybridization cloning. 569 00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:57,850 They're all my special little children. 570 00:32:57,934 --> 00:32:59,894 And we feed you good too, don't we? 571 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:03,064 Pump the nutrients in up into the medium from underneath. 572 00:33:03,148 --> 00:33:05,900 Big Bud, Connoisseur, Nirvana, Jungle Juice 573 00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:08,444 Tarantula, the whole shiterie. 574 00:33:08,528 --> 00:33:13,324 You're looking at the motherfuckin' state-of-the-art. 575 00:33:15,285 --> 00:33:16,661 I don't know what to say. 576 00:33:16,787 --> 00:33:19,372 Hear that? We rendered him speechless. 577 00:33:19,456 --> 00:33:21,832 You wanna try some? 578 00:33:21,917 --> 00:33:24,835 No. I make my living with my mind, 579 00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:26,879 and so I like to keep it clear. 580 00:33:26,963 --> 00:33:28,714 I forgot who I was talking to. 581 00:33:28,799 --> 00:33:31,217 You travel in philosophic space time. 582 00:33:31,343 --> 00:33:36,055 Shit. Let's sit on the porch. I got a new varietal. I gotta give her a test drive. 583 00:33:38,100 --> 00:33:41,268 Now, I read a article you wrote in the New York Review of Books, 584 00:33:41,353 --> 00:33:43,104 about a fellar called Heidegigger. 585 00:33:43,188 --> 00:33:44,271 Heidegger? 586 00:33:44,356 --> 00:33:46,399 That's the one. 587 00:33:46,483 --> 00:33:48,275 What fuck kinda name is that? 588 00:33:48,402 --> 00:33:52,905 No. It was a review of a book exploring Lacan's take on Heidegger. 589 00:33:53,031 --> 00:33:56,492 Exactly. And that right there is what I don't understand about y'all. 590 00:33:56,576 --> 00:33:59,161 Right? Y'all ever, hardly ever write about a topic. 591 00:33:59,246 --> 00:34:02,331 You write about what some other fella wrote about the topic. 592 00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:06,502 So Heidegigger's got some idea and then some French guy's got a, got a take on that 593 00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:09,714 then you write a review of that and some other fella comes along 594 00:34:09,798 --> 00:34:11,132 and on and on and on and on. 595 00:34:11,216 --> 00:34:13,592 You've very neatly explained academia, Brady. 596 00:34:13,677 --> 00:34:16,929 I'll write an essay for y'all. Called What the Fuck's the Point? 597 00:34:17,013 --> 00:34:19,348 Yeah. I think this is right about where I leave. 598 00:34:19,433 --> 00:34:21,559 Come on. Come on. Hey. 599 00:34:21,643 --> 00:34:23,394 Get you a tug on that. 600 00:34:23,478 --> 00:34:25,020 I said no. 601 00:34:25,105 --> 00:34:27,648 You used to do this more than I did. 602 00:34:27,733 --> 00:34:30,151 Well, I just don't do it any more. 603 00:34:30,235 --> 00:34:34,238 Oh, I know you want some. It's written all of your face. 604 00:34:34,364 --> 00:34:38,451 The shit I grow is better than anything you're gonna taste anywhere. 605 00:34:38,535 --> 00:34:41,162 That Jamaica shit we used to buy tasted like tobacco. 606 00:34:41,246 --> 00:34:42,329 I bet it does. 607 00:34:42,414 --> 00:34:44,331 A tiny taste. 608 00:34:44,416 --> 00:34:46,333 Little, little bitty old taste. 609 00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,626 Just p... 610 00:34:47,711 --> 00:34:49,336 Give it a taste. 611 00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:51,422 Fine. Fine. 612 00:34:51,506 --> 00:34:55,050 Fuck. I don't believe I'm doing this. This is so fucking stupid. 613 00:34:55,135 --> 00:34:56,927 When was the last time you did this? 614 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:58,596 Graduate school? 615 00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:02,224 Hot damn, this is gonna lay you out. 616 00:35:02,309 --> 00:35:03,809 You remember the first time? 617 00:35:03,894 --> 00:35:04,935 With Ma? 618 00:35:05,020 --> 00:35:06,437 I remember. 619 00:35:06,521 --> 00:35:07,980 Fucking ridiculous. 620 00:35:08,064 --> 00:35:09,774 Fuckin' ridiculous. 621 00:35:09,858 --> 00:35:13,068 I guess she just figured we were gonna find out on our own anyway. 622 00:35:13,153 --> 00:35:15,946 I don't wanna know what she was thinking about. 623 00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,915 Oh, come on. Give it a real pull there. 624 00:35:30,921 --> 00:35:32,838 Now, how many buds is you gonna smoke 625 00:35:32,923 --> 00:35:37,802 that's smooth after you ain't done it in a number of years? 626 00:35:37,886 --> 00:35:40,888 I've lengthened the curing process in the Dutch tradition. 627 00:35:40,972 --> 00:35:42,723 And I got the right amount of resin. 628 00:35:42,808 --> 00:35:44,517 Wow. 629 00:35:48,063 --> 00:35:49,897 Yeah. 630 00:35:49,981 --> 00:35:52,525 Easy now, Doctor. Oh. 631 00:35:59,991 --> 00:36:01,492 Ah. 632 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,789 Now we're cookin'. 633 00:36:06,915 --> 00:36:11,752 So, anyways. I seem to recall you didn't think too much of this fella Heidegigger. 634 00:36:11,837 --> 00:36:15,506 What? No. He was a fucking fascist. 635 00:36:15,590 --> 00:36:18,008 He helped out the National Socialists. 636 00:36:18,134 --> 00:36:23,472 All right. But this article was about logic and, and truth, 637 00:36:23,557 --> 00:36:27,309 and how him and some other fella related to, uh... 638 00:36:27,394 --> 00:36:28,561 Analytic philosophy. 639 00:36:28,645 --> 00:36:29,645 What was it? 640 00:36:29,729 --> 00:36:34,650 Analytic philosophy. 641 00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:37,945 There was one word I didn't know. I had to look it up. Epista... 642 00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:39,029 Epistemology. 643 00:36:39,114 --> 00:36:40,114 Espista what? 644 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:41,699 Epistemology. 645 00:36:41,783 --> 00:36:43,325 Epistemology. Bingo! 646 00:36:43,410 --> 00:36:44,910 Why are we talking about this? 647 00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:51,166 Just solving problems. 648 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:57,089 To a mess you been in. 649 00:36:57,215 --> 00:37:01,176 And as soon as it hit you, you can't hardly believe you didn't think of it before. 650 00:37:01,261 --> 00:37:03,470 What is it you want, Brady? 651 00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:05,514 Ju... You get you another pull on that. 652 00:37:05,599 --> 00:37:07,433 No. I'm fucking euthanized, uh... 653 00:37:07,517 --> 00:37:09,184 Go on now. 654 00:37:09,269 --> 00:37:10,978 Go on. 655 00:37:14,024 --> 00:37:16,275 Alright. Look. Here's the thing. 656 00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:18,903 All that equipment you seen out yonder? 657 00:37:18,987 --> 00:37:20,696 It was expensive. 658 00:37:20,822 --> 00:37:23,824 So I had to see this Jew in Tulsa who's kinda in the business. 659 00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:25,993 What do you mean he's in the business? 660 00:37:26,077 --> 00:37:27,828 Well, the dope dealing business. 661 00:37:27,913 --> 00:37:30,205 A Jew in the busi... How do you now he's a Jew? 662 00:37:30,290 --> 00:37:32,499 Well, he, trust me. He's a Jew. 663 00:37:32,584 --> 00:37:35,210 Well, what does that mean? He has a Jewish last name? 664 00:37:35,295 --> 00:37:36,295 He's a goddamn Jew. 665 00:37:36,379 --> 00:37:37,546 Don't be anti-Semitic. 666 00:37:37,631 --> 00:37:38,672 Anti-what? 667 00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:39,882 Anti-Jew. 668 00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:41,967 I ain't anti-Jew. I loves everybody. 669 00:37:42,052 --> 00:37:44,637 Oh, Jesus. So, okay. He's a dope dealer. So what? 670 00:37:44,721 --> 00:37:48,182 Well, no, he's not really a dealer. He's a bit more upstream than that. 671 00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,142 But I been his main supplier of grass. 672 00:37:50,226 --> 00:37:51,518 I still don't see. 673 00:37:51,603 --> 00:37:53,812 Will you listen? You know, you never listen. 674 00:37:53,897 --> 00:37:57,066 Okay. Okay. Fine. I'm listening. 675 00:37:57,150 --> 00:37:59,735 I need you to be me. 676 00:37:59,819 --> 00:38:01,195 What? 677 00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:03,906 Down here, just like we used to back at home 678 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:06,825 while I go up there and figure out this whole situation. 679 00:38:06,910 --> 00:38:09,703 No fucking chance, Brady. 680 00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:11,497 I got this one figured. So simple. 681 00:38:11,581 --> 00:38:13,916 All you gotta do is go and visit Mom. 682 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:16,585 You think Mom won't know the difference between us? 683 00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:19,129 It ain't about Mom, goddamn it. It's the Sheriff. 684 00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:20,798 It's him we're gonna fool. 685 00:38:20,882 --> 00:38:22,967 We don't even look alike anymore. 686 00:38:23,051 --> 00:38:26,470 Bolger said that it took five seconds for the Fuller boys 687 00:38:26,554 --> 00:38:28,722 to think it was me with a shave and a haircut. 688 00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:30,599 Which is why he took me to Broken Bow. 689 00:38:30,684 --> 00:38:32,393 He said you wanted a Coke. 690 00:38:32,477 --> 00:38:34,895 Brady. Brady. 691 00:38:34,980 --> 00:38:37,606 I swear to God. 692 00:38:37,691 --> 00:38:38,857 Even for you... 693 00:38:38,942 --> 00:38:40,734 That might have been Bolger's idea, 694 00:38:40,819 --> 00:38:42,486 but I didn't know nothin' about it 695 00:38:42,570 --> 00:38:44,154 until you all showed up here. 696 00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:48,826 No, you're not. No, we're not... 697 00:38:48,910 --> 00:38:51,328 Hey, honey. Y'all started without us? 698 00:38:51,454 --> 00:38:54,456 Well, you know you can't have none of this good stuff. 699 00:38:54,582 --> 00:38:57,334 I know, but I'm being polite 'cause the rest of them can. 700 00:38:57,419 --> 00:38:59,920 That is so weird. 701 00:39:00,005 --> 00:39:02,339 Sorry, Janet. Uh, this is my dear brother Bill, 702 00:39:02,424 --> 00:39:04,258 Bill, this our good friend, Janet. 703 00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:05,676 Hi. I'm Bill. 704 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,428 Are you having a smoke? 705 00:39:07,512 --> 00:39:08,595 Oh, I was, yeah. 706 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,681 Oh, you want some? 707 00:39:10,765 --> 00:39:12,933 Oh, I'm gonna get a beer, thanks. 708 00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:16,812 Yeah. I usually don't either. 709 00:39:16,896 --> 00:39:18,731 Actually, I never do. 710 00:39:18,815 --> 00:39:21,650 It's all right. Nobody can say no to Brady. 711 00:39:21,735 --> 00:39:23,986 I got the mojo. I got the mojo. 712 00:39:24,070 --> 00:39:25,571 I kinda forgot. 713 00:39:25,655 --> 00:39:28,073 Bolger says you're a famous, what was it? 714 00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:29,533 Famous thinker. 715 00:39:29,617 --> 00:39:30,701 "Famous thinker." 716 00:39:30,785 --> 00:39:31,994 He's real famous. 717 00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:34,371 In certain esoteric circles, well, maybe. 718 00:39:34,456 --> 00:39:36,081 And they pay you for that? 719 00:39:36,166 --> 00:39:40,169 Well, I mean, I, I lecture and I, I teach, I am a professor. 720 00:39:40,253 --> 00:39:42,171 I'm just fucking with you. 721 00:39:42,255 --> 00:39:43,630 Oh, you're, yeah. 722 00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:44,965 Nice to meet you. 723 00:39:45,050 --> 00:39:46,633 There you go. 724 00:39:46,718 --> 00:39:48,093 Brady! 725 00:39:51,181 --> 00:39:52,222 She's a poet. 726 00:39:52,307 --> 00:39:53,474 What? 727 00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:55,684 Seriously. She writes fuckin' poetry. 728 00:39:55,769 --> 00:39:58,812 And she's the Ladies Noodling Champion of '05. 729 00:39:58,897 --> 00:40:00,481 Her? 730 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:02,191 125 pounds of catfish 731 00:40:02,275 --> 00:40:04,943 in under 10 hours with nothing but her bare hands. 732 00:40:05,070 --> 00:40:08,155 I tried to get her and Colleen in a three-way once, 733 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,032 but wasn't neither of 'em go for it. 734 00:40:13,870 --> 00:40:16,538 I am leaving on Sunday. You do understand that, right? 735 00:40:16,623 --> 00:40:18,082 I'm not gonna participate... 736 00:40:18,166 --> 00:40:19,374 No. We'll talk later. 737 00:40:19,459 --> 00:40:21,460 Hey, Bolger, crank her up, man. 738 00:40:21,544 --> 00:40:22,586 Ah! 739 00:40:25,340 --> 00:40:27,466 Oh! 740 00:40:27,592 --> 00:40:30,677 In one day almost everything that has happened here 741 00:40:30,762 --> 00:40:33,013 has only served to vindicate why I stay away. 742 00:40:33,098 --> 00:40:37,559 Come on. Don't tell me that goblet of goodness ain't made you happy. 743 00:40:37,644 --> 00:40:39,269 No, even that. 744 00:40:39,354 --> 00:40:40,854 Whatever it actually is. 745 00:40:40,939 --> 00:40:45,275 That's ambrosia, Billy. That's pure ambrosia. 746 00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:54,034 ♫ I'll ride the blue Wind high and free ♫ 747 00:40:54,119 --> 00:40:57,204 ♫ She'll lead you down Through misery ♫ 748 00:40:57,288 --> 00:41:00,290 ♫ Leave your load Come time to go ♫ 749 00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:03,710 ♫ Alone and low As low can be ♫ 750 00:41:08,925 --> 00:41:12,511 ♫ Well, if I had a nickel I'd find a game ♫ 751 00:41:12,595 --> 00:41:15,556 ♫ If I won a dollar I'd make it rain ♫ 752 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,725 ♫ If it rained an ocean I'd drink it dry ♫ 753 00:41:18,810 --> 00:41:21,979 ♫ Lay me down Just to satisfy ♫ 754 00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:31,446 ♫ All legs to walk And thoughts to fly ♫ 755 00:41:31,531 --> 00:41:33,657 So where do you live now? 756 00:41:33,741 --> 00:41:37,035 In Providence. Rhode Island. 757 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,371 Why, why would you come back here? 758 00:41:39,455 --> 00:41:41,874 It's where I wanna write. 759 00:41:44,669 --> 00:41:46,503 I teach for money. 760 00:41:46,588 --> 00:41:47,754 There's a college? 761 00:41:47,839 --> 00:41:49,256 High school. Here in town. 762 00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:51,008 High school? 763 00:41:51,092 --> 00:41:53,385 I tried the tenure track, 764 00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:57,014 but college students are already too culturally informed. 765 00:41:57,098 --> 00:41:58,640 It closes their minds. 766 00:41:58,725 --> 00:42:01,351 How come there weren't more girls like you in Hugo? 767 00:42:01,436 --> 00:42:03,687 Maybe you didn't know how to look. 768 00:42:06,941 --> 00:42:08,901 Yeah. So, you 769 00:42:08,985 --> 00:42:12,446 you teach 770 00:42:12,530 --> 00:42:13,780 English? 771 00:42:13,865 --> 00:42:15,157 I do. 772 00:42:17,118 --> 00:42:19,453 My mother used to do that for awhile. 773 00:42:19,537 --> 00:42:21,663 She must be very proud of you. 774 00:42:21,748 --> 00:42:25,792 I have, uh, I haven't talked to her in quite awhile. 775 00:42:25,877 --> 00:42:27,502 Why not? 776 00:42:27,587 --> 00:42:32,007 That is a very complicated subject. 777 00:42:32,091 --> 00:42:34,301 You're some world famous thinker? 778 00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:35,427 Yeah, hardly. 779 00:42:35,511 --> 00:42:39,473 Some minorly famous thinker? 780 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:42,809 And you don't let your mother enjoy that? 781 00:42:42,894 --> 00:42:44,519 That's correct. 782 00:42:49,692 --> 00:42:50,776 Why? 783 00:42:50,860 --> 00:42:53,528 Because some day she'll be gone, 784 00:42:53,613 --> 00:42:55,739 then where will you be? 785 00:42:55,823 --> 00:42:58,659 I'll be in the same place I am right now. 786 00:42:58,743 --> 00:43:00,410 Exactly. 787 00:43:04,165 --> 00:43:05,374 You're smart. 788 00:43:05,458 --> 00:43:08,085 You're not as smart as you think you are. 789 00:43:08,169 --> 00:43:11,421 Hey, I just got tricked by my dope-dealing brother. 790 00:43:11,506 --> 00:43:15,759 We all get tricked sometime or other. 791 00:43:22,976 --> 00:43:24,893 Hm. No, I don't think so. 792 00:43:24,978 --> 00:43:26,311 No? 793 00:43:26,396 --> 00:43:27,813 Why? 794 00:43:30,650 --> 00:43:33,360 Combination of what you've been smokin' 795 00:43:33,444 --> 00:43:35,862 and what I'd do with you 796 00:43:35,947 --> 00:43:37,990 you'd never recover. 797 00:43:38,074 --> 00:43:40,325 I would do my best. 798 00:43:42,245 --> 00:43:45,038 I'm going home. 799 00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:47,833 Okay. Okay. 800 00:43:47,917 --> 00:43:51,962 You know, can, can we just like, um 801 00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:57,301 I mean, we were, we, we're kind of almost having a... 802 00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:09,229 I'm going noodling tomorrow if you want to tag along. 803 00:44:09,314 --> 00:44:11,940 My brother said that you did that. 804 00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:20,991 Sweet dreams. 805 00:44:24,370 --> 00:44:25,912 Here you go. 806 00:44:29,167 --> 00:44:30,834 Now, check out the best part. 807 00:44:32,837 --> 00:44:33,962 Holy shit. 808 00:44:34,047 --> 00:44:36,548 This here's where I keep it alive. 809 00:44:36,632 --> 00:44:39,259 Wait a minute. Some of these are from our room. 810 00:44:39,344 --> 00:44:40,886 Oh, yeah. 811 00:44:40,970 --> 00:44:45,098 Yep. A few more I picked up along the road, 812 00:44:45,183 --> 00:44:47,893 but all originals, ain't no knock-offs. 813 00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:48,810 Wow. 814 00:44:48,895 --> 00:44:50,228 Now, sit you down. 815 00:44:54,108 --> 00:44:56,360 Ain't that the coup de gras? 816 00:44:56,444 --> 00:44:58,111 I got her off a fellow in Ponca City 817 00:44:58,196 --> 00:45:01,448 'fore me and Colleen hooked up. That was my deal closer, baby. 818 00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:04,910 If she knew what went on in that bed, she'd have never let me keep it. 819 00:45:04,994 --> 00:45:06,328 That's lovely. 820 00:45:06,412 --> 00:45:09,122 Let's get you something for that buzz. 821 00:45:09,207 --> 00:45:10,332 Remember these? 822 00:45:10,416 --> 00:45:12,209 You're still going with vinyl, huh? 823 00:45:12,293 --> 00:45:13,293 Oh, hell, yeah. 824 00:45:13,378 --> 00:45:14,961 I don't go in for no digital. 825 00:45:15,046 --> 00:45:17,714 They can't improve upon the classics, man. 826 00:45:17,799 --> 00:45:18,924 Come on, lay you down. 827 00:45:19,008 --> 00:45:20,384 Lie down. 828 00:45:20,468 --> 00:45:22,010 Now you sound like Momma. 829 00:45:22,095 --> 00:45:23,804 Sorry. 830 00:45:31,854 --> 00:45:34,523 How's that for a love bite to soothe your aching head? 831 00:45:38,653 --> 00:45:40,153 Hey. Hey. 832 00:45:40,238 --> 00:45:43,031 Don't think that this means that I'm in any way... 833 00:45:43,116 --> 00:45:45,242 We ain't gonna talk about that right now. 834 00:45:50,873 --> 00:45:52,749 I'm just glad you're here, Billy. 835 00:45:55,920 --> 00:46:00,006 ♫ Cocaine tree look fine You gotta put on your Sailing shoes ♫ 836 00:46:00,091 --> 00:46:04,094 ♫ Put on your sailing shoes ♫ 837 00:46:04,178 --> 00:46:08,348 ♫ Everyone will Start to cheer ♫ 838 00:46:08,433 --> 00:46:13,478 ♫ When you put on Your sailing shoes ♫ 839 00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:18,608 ♫ Doctor, Doctor ♫ 840 00:46:40,339 --> 00:46:43,467 Oh, cut it out. Fuck. 841 00:46:43,551 --> 00:46:45,552 How're you feeling, Professor? 842 00:46:45,636 --> 00:46:48,221 What did you do? 843 00:46:48,306 --> 00:46:51,600 Say, uh, I bumped into some clippers. 844 00:46:51,684 --> 00:46:54,060 It feels weird. 845 00:46:57,106 --> 00:46:58,482 What do you think? 846 00:47:01,611 --> 00:47:03,069 Oh, God. What time is it? 847 00:47:03,154 --> 00:47:04,571 It's time to get up. 848 00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:07,157 Hey, I brought you a few things. Put 'em on. 849 00:47:07,241 --> 00:47:09,075 What? Why? 850 00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:11,995 Only that thing we were talking about we gotta get goin'. 851 00:47:12,079 --> 00:47:14,080 No. No, Brady. 852 00:47:14,165 --> 00:47:15,582 That's just not gonna work. 853 00:47:15,666 --> 00:47:17,000 Why? 854 00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:19,002 Because you've given yourself 855 00:47:19,086 --> 00:47:21,129 the stupidest haircut in human history. 856 00:47:21,214 --> 00:47:24,257 Bullshit. You ain't that fancy. Can't tell the difference. 857 00:47:24,342 --> 00:47:26,301 I'm sorry, I never said... 858 00:47:26,385 --> 00:47:30,013 Oh, you know I fixed you up with Janet. And didn't you like her? 859 00:47:30,097 --> 00:47:34,559 My opinion of her is totally unrelated to your infantile scheme. 860 00:47:34,644 --> 00:47:36,019 Hey, you listen. 861 00:47:39,190 --> 00:47:41,149 I ain't foolin'. You gotta help me. 862 00:47:41,234 --> 00:47:44,277 'Cause if I don't get up to Tulsa I'm gonna be in real trouble. 863 00:47:44,362 --> 00:47:46,029 Then go up to Tulsa. Why do I have... 864 00:47:46,113 --> 00:47:48,698 Because some shit might happen in Tulsa to where I... 865 00:47:48,783 --> 00:47:50,784 Where you would rather be seen down here 866 00:47:50,910 --> 00:47:55,580 so that you're not implicated in whatever typically insane criminal behavior you intend. 867 00:47:55,665 --> 00:47:57,415 No fucking way. 868 00:47:57,500 --> 00:47:59,876 All I'm asking you to do is to go and see Mom. 869 00:47:59,961 --> 00:48:02,254 That one little good deed. That's all. 870 00:48:02,338 --> 00:48:06,550 Oh, it's not a good deed and I really don't wanna see Mom. 871 00:48:06,634 --> 00:48:08,176 You come all the way down here. 872 00:48:08,261 --> 00:48:11,263 No. You tricked me into coming, actually. 873 00:48:11,347 --> 00:48:13,807 Oh, will you, it, it's so simple. 874 00:48:13,891 --> 00:48:17,352 All you gotta do is walk into a fuckin' rest home and see your own mother 875 00:48:17,436 --> 00:48:19,813 who you ain't seen in 12 years for God knows why. 876 00:48:19,897 --> 00:48:22,649 And on the way you're gonna pass a pig eating a bear claw. 877 00:48:22,733 --> 00:48:24,484 They don't call them that anymore. 878 00:48:24,569 --> 00:48:28,822 They aren't called "pigs" any more. That's exactly... 879 00:48:28,906 --> 00:48:30,448 So a police. 880 00:48:30,533 --> 00:48:32,492 How do you even know that he'll be there? 881 00:48:32,577 --> 00:48:35,954 'Cause he got a shine on this heifer who sits behind the desk. 882 00:48:36,038 --> 00:48:39,082 All you gotta do is walk in and say, Hi ya, Sharon 883 00:48:39,208 --> 00:48:42,919 I'm goin' see my Ma. And don't say another fuckin' word and just walk on by. 884 00:48:43,004 --> 00:48:44,796 That is the most ridiculous alibi. 885 00:48:44,922 --> 00:48:48,508 All anyone would have to do is find out you have a twin and that I was here. 886 00:48:48,593 --> 00:48:50,176 When we ever been busted before? 887 00:48:50,261 --> 00:48:51,970 You took tests for me all the time. 888 00:48:52,054 --> 00:48:53,513 And I let you go on dates as me. 889 00:48:53,598 --> 00:48:56,683 No. I did that one time when we were 16. 890 00:48:56,767 --> 00:48:58,435 She guzzled your custard, right? 891 00:48:58,519 --> 00:49:00,687 I have felt bad about that ever since. 892 00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:03,189 Come on, Billy. 893 00:49:03,274 --> 00:49:05,191 I'm trying to change my life here. 894 00:49:05,276 --> 00:49:07,444 Fucking hell. 895 00:49:07,528 --> 00:49:09,904 I'm asking as your brother. 896 00:49:09,989 --> 00:49:13,116 Uh, I just walk by. 897 00:49:25,630 --> 00:49:27,464 Say, ain't it Saturday? 898 00:49:27,548 --> 00:49:28,882 Yeah, so? 899 00:49:28,966 --> 00:49:31,426 Think the Jews is in church Saturdays. 900 00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:33,470 You know where it's at? 901 00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:35,305 Can't we look it up? 902 00:49:35,389 --> 00:49:37,474 Well, what if it's more 'n one? 903 00:49:39,143 --> 00:49:41,478 There can't be more than one, can there? 904 00:49:46,233 --> 00:49:47,567 Can I ask you a question? 905 00:49:47,652 --> 00:49:48,693 Shoot. 906 00:49:50,613 --> 00:49:52,906 Do you believe in a higher power? 907 00:49:55,326 --> 00:49:57,243 Yeah, I do. 908 00:49:57,370 --> 00:50:02,248 It's the only way to make sense of all this. Otherwise it's just pure fuckin' chaos. 909 00:50:02,333 --> 00:50:05,919 Like where we was created by Him 910 00:50:06,003 --> 00:50:07,837 and He judges what we do? 911 00:50:07,922 --> 00:50:12,550 No. I think it's more like, like, parallel lines. 912 00:50:12,635 --> 00:50:15,053 Parallel lines? 913 00:50:15,137 --> 00:50:18,264 You know, like two lines go on and on forever don't never touch. 914 00:50:18,349 --> 00:50:19,557 Yeah. 915 00:50:21,394 --> 00:50:25,230 'Cept, 'cept they don't actually exist in nature. 916 00:50:25,314 --> 00:50:28,316 And man can't create no true parallel. 917 00:50:28,401 --> 00:50:31,611 It's just more of a concept. 918 00:50:31,696 --> 00:50:34,239 I learned that shit in high school geometry. 919 00:50:34,323 --> 00:50:36,866 Uh-huh. 920 00:50:36,951 --> 00:50:39,494 Well that concept, 921 00:50:39,578 --> 00:50:42,247 that perfection, 922 00:50:42,331 --> 00:50:44,249 we know it exists. 923 00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,126 And we think about it, 924 00:50:46,210 --> 00:50:48,253 But we can never get there ourselves. 925 00:50:51,215 --> 00:50:53,466 I think that right there is God. 926 00:51:07,815 --> 00:51:09,023 You ready? 927 00:51:09,108 --> 00:51:10,150 For what? 928 00:51:10,234 --> 00:51:11,901 Come on over here. 929 00:51:20,578 --> 00:51:21,661 Jeez... 930 00:51:21,746 --> 00:51:23,121 You just gonna stand there? 931 00:51:33,466 --> 00:51:36,134 You have a spiritual aversion to monofilament? 932 00:51:38,137 --> 00:51:43,808 This is the way it was done 1000 years ago. 933 00:51:43,893 --> 00:51:46,978 I think I can understand that. 934 00:51:47,062 --> 00:51:49,105 You still leaving tomorrow? 935 00:51:51,358 --> 00:51:53,359 I think so. 936 00:51:53,444 --> 00:51:55,528 I'll miss you. 937 00:51:55,613 --> 00:51:59,115 And we barely even know each other. 938 00:52:01,535 --> 00:52:04,329 You have not known What you are 939 00:52:04,413 --> 00:52:07,248 You have slumbered Upon yourself All your life. 940 00:52:07,333 --> 00:52:10,752 Your eyelids have been The same as closed Most of the time. 941 00:52:10,836 --> 00:52:14,631 What you have done Returns already in mockeries. 942 00:52:14,715 --> 00:52:17,550 The mockeries are not you. 943 00:52:17,635 --> 00:52:23,306 Underneath them and within them, I see you lurk. 944 00:52:27,394 --> 00:52:29,062 Who is that? 945 00:52:30,189 --> 00:52:31,648 Walt Whitman 946 00:52:33,234 --> 00:52:35,944 I don't think I ever imagined hearing him recited to me 947 00:52:36,028 --> 00:52:38,196 by a girl gutting a 40-pound catfish. 948 00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:41,199 That's exactly how he should be recited. 949 00:52:41,283 --> 00:52:43,409 He wrote without rhyme or meter. 950 00:52:43,494 --> 00:52:45,912 Free verse. Just whatever he felt inside 951 00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:48,998 coming out in its own intricate rhythm. 952 00:52:49,083 --> 00:52:52,001 Pure, unashamed passion 953 00:52:52,086 --> 00:52:54,629 without definable restriction. 954 00:52:54,713 --> 00:52:57,382 I'm sorry. See, I have a few issues with that. 955 00:52:57,466 --> 00:52:58,675 Why? 956 00:52:58,759 --> 00:53:00,927 Because, some have dared to suggest 957 00:53:01,011 --> 00:53:02,971 that even poetry has rules. 958 00:53:03,055 --> 00:53:05,139 Or you make your own. 959 00:53:05,224 --> 00:53:07,934 Right there. That's the part I never bought into. 960 00:53:08,018 --> 00:53:09,853 Because? 961 00:53:09,937 --> 00:53:13,439 If everybody runs around making their own rules, how can you 962 00:53:13,524 --> 00:53:15,441 find what's true? 963 00:53:15,526 --> 00:53:20,196 There's nothing... There's nothing to rely on. 964 00:53:22,867 --> 00:53:25,243 One night 965 00:53:25,327 --> 00:53:28,746 I split my cicada skin 966 00:53:28,831 --> 00:53:31,249 devoured your leaves 967 00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:36,546 knowing no poison, no law of nourishment 968 00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:39,674 in that larval blindness 969 00:53:39,758 --> 00:53:42,635 a hunger finally true. 970 00:53:45,347 --> 00:53:46,890 Who's that? 971 00:53:46,974 --> 00:53:48,892 That's me. 972 00:53:57,026 --> 00:53:59,986 Maybe what's true is in front of us 973 00:54:00,070 --> 00:54:03,406 and we're moving toward it without even knowing it's there. 974 00:54:05,618 --> 00:54:10,330 Once you think you've got it all solved, what's left? 975 00:54:19,506 --> 00:54:21,758 Don't get any fish innards on me, okay? 976 00:54:21,842 --> 00:54:23,968 Shut up. 977 00:54:45,866 --> 00:54:49,869 So what is the Halacha? 978 00:54:49,954 --> 00:54:51,871 It's the law. 979 00:54:51,956 --> 00:54:55,875 It's the path that we follow in our daily lives. 980 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,795 It comprises those rituals 981 00:54:58,879 --> 00:55:02,048 that make our lives complete. 982 00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:07,387 Without them, the violence and anarchy of the world prevail. 983 00:55:07,471 --> 00:55:11,391 While Moses talks with God on Sinai 984 00:55:11,475 --> 00:55:13,685 the Jews abandon law 985 00:55:13,769 --> 00:55:16,813 and dance ecstatically before the calf 986 00:55:16,897 --> 00:55:20,066 forgetting the one who brought them out of Egypt. 987 00:55:20,192 --> 00:55:24,028 My friends, in every generation, we are threatened with chaos 988 00:55:24,113 --> 00:55:27,240 and slavery and despair. 989 00:55:27,324 --> 00:55:30,576 And in this dispiriting confusion, 990 00:55:30,661 --> 00:55:35,540 Halacha allows refuge in a world we can't explain. 991 00:55:35,624 --> 00:55:38,459 A world of violence 992 00:55:38,544 --> 00:55:41,546 anarchy in which though the workings of justice 993 00:55:41,630 --> 00:55:45,174 may falter there is a larger and deeper coherence. 994 00:55:45,259 --> 00:55:46,843 Who the fuck is that? 995 00:55:46,927 --> 00:55:49,804 To know this with certainty 996 00:55:49,888 --> 00:55:51,764 is to believe as Jew. 997 00:55:51,849 --> 00:55:54,600 Without law 998 00:55:54,685 --> 00:55:56,102 we are lost 999 00:55:56,186 --> 00:55:57,937 Fuck if I know. 1000 00:55:58,022 --> 00:56:01,357 In an arid wasteland no good to each other. 1001 00:56:01,442 --> 00:56:03,776 Not this place. 1002 00:56:03,861 --> 00:56:05,361 Shabbat Shalom. 1003 00:56:05,446 --> 00:56:07,530 Okay. Okay. 1004 00:56:07,614 --> 00:56:11,617 So I would like to thank the Hauptman family 1005 00:56:11,702 --> 00:56:14,454 for the beautiful flowers that adorn our bema 1006 00:56:14,538 --> 00:56:17,623 and to please join us after the Musaf service 1007 00:56:17,708 --> 00:56:20,376 for Kiddush in the Kaiser Memorial Auditorium. 1008 00:56:29,678 --> 00:56:31,846 Well, thanks for doing this. 1009 00:56:31,930 --> 00:56:33,765 Happy to. 1010 00:56:36,060 --> 00:56:37,977 All right. 1011 00:56:38,062 --> 00:56:40,313 You sure you don't want to come in? 1012 00:56:40,397 --> 00:56:42,607 I'll be waiting right over there. 1013 00:56:42,691 --> 00:56:47,028 But we'll look kindly later on boys who sort shit out with their mommas. 1014 00:56:49,114 --> 00:56:51,074 How do I look? 1015 00:56:58,499 --> 00:57:00,124 Well, hey, Sharon. 1016 00:57:00,209 --> 00:57:02,376 Uh, just gonna see my mom. 1017 00:57:02,461 --> 00:57:04,712 Officer. 1018 00:57:07,091 --> 00:57:09,133 Oh. Oh. Uh... 1019 00:57:11,595 --> 00:57:14,597 Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait, big fella. Oh. Okay. 1020 00:57:14,681 --> 00:57:18,684 No, no, not a word from you, Brady, you hear? 1021 00:57:18,769 --> 00:57:21,354 You just gonna listen. 1022 00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:25,858 The staff here, they found your momma smoking pot the other day. 1023 00:57:25,943 --> 00:57:28,861 Now, she's a crazy lady, don't even belong in here. 1024 00:57:28,946 --> 00:57:31,489 But it wouldn't do nobody no good to put her away. 1025 00:57:31,573 --> 00:57:34,450 The only reason I ain't hauling you in 1026 00:57:34,535 --> 00:57:37,411 is 'cause I ain't got proof it was you who give it to her. 1027 00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:38,871 But as soon as I do 1028 00:57:38,956 --> 00:57:40,748 we're gonna get on your property 1029 00:57:40,874 --> 00:57:46,254 and we're gonna find every last ounce of that super-charged grass you grow. 1030 00:57:46,338 --> 00:57:49,132 I don't care how many of my men you pay off. 1031 00:57:49,216 --> 00:57:51,050 Do you understand? 1032 00:57:51,135 --> 00:57:53,261 Yes, sir. 1033 00:58:04,439 --> 00:58:08,943 And you ain't fooling a soul by cleaning up. 1034 00:58:13,782 --> 00:58:16,701 I know just what you is. 1035 00:58:24,626 --> 00:58:27,003 That ain't at all what I asked you, 1036 00:58:27,087 --> 00:58:32,258 I asked you why you supposed to be here three days ago 1037 00:58:32,342 --> 00:58:34,343 and you just walk in here now. 1038 00:58:34,428 --> 00:58:37,847 We had some business back at home we had to take care of is all. 1039 00:58:37,931 --> 00:58:41,142 I heard you made an appearance at Broken Bow. 1040 00:58:41,226 --> 00:58:44,437 Well, I just stopped in at the Metotem there and... 1041 00:58:44,521 --> 00:58:46,564 My girl wanted some licorice. 1042 00:58:46,648 --> 00:58:49,609 Everybody knows those Fuller boys work out at the Metotem 1043 00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:52,570 Even the police know that. 1044 00:58:52,654 --> 00:58:54,947 She wanted the licorice. 1045 00:58:55,032 --> 00:58:58,242 I sure hope my money's in yonder bag. 1046 00:58:58,327 --> 00:59:00,286 Well, that's just, uh... 1047 00:59:00,412 --> 00:59:04,707 Either that or you got samples of what you're gonna be up to down there. 1048 00:59:04,791 --> 00:59:07,960 Don't tell me you done interrupted my day of rest 1049 00:59:08,045 --> 00:59:12,340 to utter shit I got no interest making its way between my ears. 1050 00:59:12,424 --> 00:59:14,217 We went to the wrong temple at first. 1051 00:59:14,301 --> 00:59:15,801 Temple Israel. 1052 00:59:15,886 --> 00:59:17,303 Over there on Utica? 1053 00:59:17,387 --> 00:59:20,473 If I wanted to go to church, I'd be a Christian. 1054 00:59:20,557 --> 00:59:22,058 Might make your life easier. 1055 00:59:22,142 --> 00:59:24,352 Who says my life ain't easy? 1056 00:59:24,436 --> 00:59:27,521 I don't know. Maybe folks ain't too partial to Jews. 1057 00:59:27,606 --> 00:59:31,234 The law would never mark out a Jew as a dope dealer neither. 1058 00:59:31,318 --> 00:59:33,986 They leave me alone, by and large. 1059 00:59:34,071 --> 00:59:37,281 Way of the world is mysterious. 1060 00:59:37,366 --> 00:59:41,786 But every man has his place, each according to his lights. 1061 00:59:41,870 --> 00:59:43,371 That could be. 1062 00:59:43,455 --> 00:59:48,709 Shaver and Waddell done presented to you a deal, Brady. 1063 00:59:48,794 --> 00:59:52,129 An opportunity. 1064 00:59:52,214 --> 00:59:56,676 Now, either you got my money in that bag 1065 00:59:56,760 --> 01:00:00,638 or we're gonna talk about expanding your situation down there. 1066 01:00:00,722 --> 01:00:02,723 Well, I can't do neither. 1067 01:00:02,808 --> 01:00:04,350 Why not? 1068 01:00:04,434 --> 01:00:06,727 I'm gonna have a family. 1069 01:00:06,812 --> 01:00:10,564 And I ain't never had a dad myself so I aim to be a good one. 1070 01:00:10,649 --> 01:00:12,275 So I'm done. 1071 01:00:15,821 --> 01:00:18,030 At least not in a selling capacity. 1072 01:00:18,115 --> 01:00:23,202 So, that's a bag full of money paying me back for setting you up. 1073 01:00:23,287 --> 01:00:24,870 Well, hear me out, Pug. 1074 01:00:24,955 --> 01:00:28,207 That's gettin' harder because of all the shit I'm listening to. 1075 01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:32,420 Okay, look. Me and Bolger, we're gonna take that whole operation that you paid for 1076 01:00:32,504 --> 01:00:34,171 we'll haul it up to Broken Bow. 1077 01:00:34,256 --> 01:00:36,882 We'll set it up, turn it over to the Fuller Brothers. 1078 01:00:36,967 --> 01:00:38,968 I'm gonna teach them everything I know. 1079 01:00:41,471 --> 01:00:46,267 You can take Bobby Fuller's brain and stick it in the head of a cat 1080 01:00:46,351 --> 01:00:48,978 and that animal would keel over and die. 1081 01:00:49,062 --> 01:00:52,106 Me and Bolger will do whatever it takes. 1082 01:00:52,190 --> 01:00:54,525 Who is paying me back? 1083 01:00:54,651 --> 01:00:58,237 I'm working on that, but you ain't never said nothing about a time table. 1084 01:00:58,322 --> 01:01:01,157 Oh. It has been over a year, hadn't it? 1085 01:01:01,241 --> 01:01:02,825 Yeah. So? 1086 01:01:02,909 --> 01:01:06,329 And in all that time, have you heard me ask you for a nickel 1087 01:01:06,413 --> 01:01:08,080 in all those 12 months? 1088 01:01:08,165 --> 01:01:11,250 No, but you and me both know I've been selling you at a cut rate. 1089 01:01:11,335 --> 01:01:13,002 Ah! So, 1090 01:01:13,086 --> 01:01:15,588 now you want me to be nice. 1091 01:01:15,672 --> 01:01:17,882 I guess I do. What the fuck is wrong with that? 1092 01:01:18,008 --> 01:01:24,013 Brady, my people been kicked out of near every country on this planet. 1093 01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:29,018 My granddaddy came here because of the pogroms in Russia. 1094 01:01:29,144 --> 01:01:34,190 He traveled all over the south selling tchotchkers out of a wagon 1095 01:01:34,274 --> 01:01:37,151 because nobody else wanted the job 1096 01:01:37,235 --> 01:01:39,737 of taking a wagon 50 miles a day. 1097 01:01:39,821 --> 01:01:42,281 Jews got good with money 1098 01:01:42,366 --> 01:01:45,242 because Christians didn't wanna touch it! 1099 01:01:45,327 --> 01:01:48,120 Now Christians say Jews got all the money 1100 01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:49,705 I wonder how that happened? 1101 01:01:49,790 --> 01:01:55,127 I give nearly every cent I make to the state of Israel 1102 01:01:55,212 --> 01:01:59,965 because Israel is where we put our foot down. 1103 01:02:00,050 --> 01:02:02,385 And we said no more. 1104 01:02:02,469 --> 01:02:05,346 We ain't gonna be took advantage of no more. 1105 01:02:05,430 --> 01:02:07,973 I would just like a little more fuckin' time. 1106 01:02:08,100 --> 01:02:10,851 You know what I'd like? I'd like everybody in the world 1107 01:02:10,936 --> 01:02:13,270 to call me a cocksucker and give me a dollar! 1108 01:02:13,355 --> 01:02:14,814 Why's that? 1109 01:02:14,898 --> 01:02:18,442 Because that way I'd be rich and everybody'd love me. 1110 01:02:22,030 --> 01:02:24,198 Shaver. Check that peckel. 1111 01:02:24,282 --> 01:02:27,910 And if it ain't got my money, kill those sons of bitches. 1112 01:02:36,545 --> 01:02:39,338 Now, Pug. It ain't gotta go this way. 1113 01:02:43,593 --> 01:02:45,177 Oh, bring it on, honey. 1114 01:02:46,930 --> 01:02:51,142 When you prick me, motherfucker, I sure as shit gonna bleed. 1115 01:02:52,269 --> 01:02:55,020 Agh. Ah! 1116 01:02:55,105 --> 01:02:57,356 Ah! 1117 01:02:57,441 --> 01:03:00,192 Agh! 1118 01:03:00,277 --> 01:03:01,610 Ugh. 1119 01:03:04,781 --> 01:03:08,784 All right, shit. 1120 01:03:10,120 --> 01:03:11,412 Get the spray paint. 1121 01:03:14,624 --> 01:03:19,462 Because Jesus is a, a loving and forgiving God 1122 01:03:19,546 --> 01:03:23,757 he don't care where you been. He don't care what you done. 1123 01:03:23,842 --> 01:03:26,427 He just wants to love ya up. 1124 01:03:26,511 --> 01:03:29,221 And wants you to do the same to him. 1125 01:03:29,306 --> 01:03:32,266 You know, he was there when you was born 1126 01:03:32,350 --> 01:03:36,145 and he just wants you back again before you perish. 1127 01:03:36,229 --> 01:03:38,606 He loves you and holds you 1128 01:03:38,690 --> 01:03:43,652 and he comforts you and gives you ever-lasting rest. 1129 01:03:43,737 --> 01:03:48,032 Because Jesus is a, is a compassionate God. 1130 01:03:48,158 --> 01:03:53,996 Brings to mind the story of, uh, the old man who was walking down the beach. 1131 01:03:54,080 --> 01:03:58,292 He stops and he just, he's just taking in the glory of the creation 1132 01:03:58,418 --> 01:04:02,421 And suddenly he realizes there's somebody behind him. And he turns and he looks 1133 01:04:02,506 --> 01:04:04,256 And it's Jesus. 1134 01:04:04,341 --> 01:04:05,716 And he says, Lord, Lord... 1135 01:04:05,800 --> 01:04:08,010 Are you listening to this bullshit? 1136 01:04:10,722 --> 01:04:12,806 Hey, Momma. 1137 01:04:17,854 --> 01:04:19,688 Billy? 1138 01:04:23,443 --> 01:04:26,946 Well, you've got a nice view. 1139 01:04:27,030 --> 01:04:29,532 I like watching the storms come in. 1140 01:04:33,578 --> 01:04:38,082 You used to get so scared of 'em. Do you still? 1141 01:04:38,166 --> 01:04:41,085 I don't think anything like that scares me anymore. 1142 01:04:43,922 --> 01:04:47,341 If you aren't scared these days, you aren't alive. 1143 01:04:47,425 --> 01:04:52,096 I'm sure many people would agree with you. 1144 01:04:52,180 --> 01:04:54,557 Coming here didn't scare you? 1145 01:04:56,810 --> 01:04:58,978 N... uh, maybe a little. 1146 01:04:59,062 --> 01:05:00,646 Why? 1147 01:05:00,730 --> 01:05:03,899 I didn't come here to have that conversation, Daisy. 1148 01:05:08,405 --> 01:05:12,324 So one minute you were there and then you were gone. 1149 01:05:12,409 --> 01:05:14,243 What happened? 1150 01:05:14,327 --> 01:05:17,413 No, I, I'm serious. I'm really, really not gonna do this. 1151 01:05:17,497 --> 01:05:19,498 Why, Billy? 1152 01:05:21,751 --> 01:05:24,169 Billy. Why? 1153 01:05:25,839 --> 01:05:29,925 All right. Because we needed a mother 1154 01:05:30,010 --> 01:05:32,845 and not another friend to get fucked up with. 1155 01:05:32,929 --> 01:05:34,138 I couldn't be both? 1156 01:05:34,222 --> 01:05:36,515 But you weren't both. 1157 01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:39,310 Are you saying that I didn't raise you? 1158 01:05:39,394 --> 01:05:43,188 I don't know what the fuck you were doing. 1159 01:05:43,273 --> 01:05:45,149 Reading every book you read 1160 01:05:45,233 --> 01:05:48,319 every paper you wrote even when they were beyond me. 1161 01:05:48,403 --> 01:05:51,447 I didn't need you to tell me I was smart. I needed guidance. 1162 01:05:51,531 --> 01:05:52,948 You never needed anything 1163 01:05:53,033 --> 01:05:54,366 Brady did. 1164 01:05:54,451 --> 01:05:57,369 You don't have to tell me about Brady. 1165 01:05:57,454 --> 01:06:00,039 Don't you think I know that every time he comes here? 1166 01:06:00,123 --> 01:06:02,708 All I ever wanted was a tiny taste 1167 01:06:02,792 --> 01:06:06,795 of something resembling a normal and rational life. 1168 01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:08,714 Where everything's a lie? 1169 01:06:08,798 --> 01:06:10,966 You know that I actually went away to school 1170 01:06:11,051 --> 01:06:14,303 and took a class in the culture of the Sixties 1171 01:06:14,387 --> 01:06:17,556 just to try to understand the way you lived? 1172 01:06:17,641 --> 01:06:21,602 The, the, the choices that you made, just to, to try to make sense 1173 01:06:21,686 --> 01:06:27,066 out of all that new freedom and upheaval and fucking anarchy? 1174 01:06:27,150 --> 01:06:28,942 And you know, the problem is 1175 01:06:29,027 --> 01:06:32,780 you tore everything down but you were too lazy to actually build anything 1176 01:06:32,864 --> 01:06:34,948 as an alternative. 1177 01:06:36,910 --> 01:06:40,412 As usual, you've got it all figured out. 1178 01:06:45,377 --> 01:06:47,419 Am I ever gonna see you again? 1179 01:06:47,504 --> 01:06:50,673 I don't know. I don't think so. 1180 01:06:53,259 --> 01:06:55,135 I'm sorry. 1181 01:06:55,220 --> 01:06:58,514 Yeah. Me, too. 1182 01:07:16,491 --> 01:07:18,867 Now calm her down. 1183 01:07:21,538 --> 01:07:23,747 Calm her right on down. 1184 01:07:45,311 --> 01:07:47,104 He ain't gonna get here in time. 1185 01:07:47,188 --> 01:07:48,188 Wait! 1186 01:07:51,568 --> 01:07:53,610 Other day you met my peaceful side 1187 01:07:53,695 --> 01:07:57,281 Now you tell Buddy the next time I slide into Broken Bow 1188 01:07:57,365 --> 01:08:01,243 if Bolger wants to shake a snake or if I want a refreshing potable 1189 01:08:01,327 --> 01:08:03,787 I expect a little more fuckin' kindness. 1190 01:08:03,872 --> 01:08:06,957 Ah! Ah! Ah! 1191 01:08:07,041 --> 01:08:08,333 Ugh! 1192 01:08:28,146 --> 01:08:31,523 Jack Rothbaum, known as Pug to his friends, 1193 01:08:31,608 --> 01:08:35,110 was a controversial figure in Tulsa's small Jewish community 1194 01:08:35,195 --> 01:08:38,071 An enormous success in the oilfield equipment business 1195 01:08:38,156 --> 01:08:41,116 he gave millions of dollars to the state of Israel 1196 01:08:41,201 --> 01:08:43,869 as well as other Jewish and statewide causes. 1197 01:08:43,953 --> 01:08:45,078 Uh-oh. 1198 01:08:45,163 --> 01:08:46,830 Pug Rothbaum 1199 01:08:46,915 --> 01:08:48,749 was a man of generosity and valor. 1200 01:08:48,833 --> 01:08:52,586 Every nickel he made, most of it went to help others, 1201 01:08:52,670 --> 01:08:54,171 Jews, Christians, everyone. 1202 01:08:54,255 --> 01:08:55,589 He didn't. 1203 01:08:55,673 --> 01:08:57,216 What? 1204 01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:59,676 Our community and the city of Tulsa 1205 01:08:59,761 --> 01:09:01,428 have lost a great man. 1206 01:09:01,513 --> 01:09:04,056 Pug Rothbaum's name adorns buildings and signs 1207 01:09:04,182 --> 01:09:08,393 all over our city and state, including various hospital wings 1208 01:09:08,478 --> 01:09:10,229 his his museum of Indian heritage 1209 01:09:10,313 --> 01:09:13,565 and this rest stop on the Will Rogers Turnpike. 1210 01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:15,400 Hey, y'all, we're home. 1211 01:09:15,485 --> 01:09:16,527 Hey, sweetie. 1212 01:09:16,611 --> 01:09:18,111 What have you done? 1213 01:09:18,196 --> 01:09:19,446 What you talking about? 1214 01:09:19,531 --> 01:09:21,114 This? 1215 01:09:21,199 --> 01:09:23,242 Now, one curious aspect of this case 1216 01:09:23,326 --> 01:09:25,828 is that the swastikas were drawn backwards. 1217 01:09:25,912 --> 01:09:29,081 Indicating either haste or a lack of familiarity 1218 01:09:29,165 --> 01:09:32,042 of anti-Semitic emblems. 1219 01:09:32,126 --> 01:09:34,670 Or perhaps, rather more implausibly 1220 01:09:34,754 --> 01:09:36,797 that Hindus were involved. 1221 01:09:36,881 --> 01:09:38,841 Look, I ain't no Hindu. 1222 01:09:38,925 --> 01:09:41,051 The guy you owed money to? A Jew up in Tulsa? 1223 01:09:41,135 --> 01:09:44,137 Don't point your finger at me. I've been with Bolger all day 1224 01:09:44,222 --> 01:09:45,973 Oh, come, uh, hey, Billy. 1225 01:09:46,057 --> 01:09:49,601 Hey. All right, calm her down. I don't wanna upset Colleen. I mean it. 1226 01:09:49,686 --> 01:09:51,311 Tell me that you didn't do this. 1227 01:09:51,396 --> 01:09:53,689 He was gonna kill us and I had no choice. 1228 01:09:53,773 --> 01:09:57,192 Uh! Ah! You... You... 1229 01:09:57,277 --> 01:09:59,695 You go to the cops and explain things. 1230 01:09:59,779 --> 01:10:02,781 You go and hide, you do anything but that. 1231 01:10:02,866 --> 01:10:06,493 And, and, what, what were those swastikas? 1232 01:10:06,578 --> 01:10:09,580 The symbols that the Nazis put on all their little trinkets. 1233 01:10:09,664 --> 01:10:12,624 I'm familiar with the contextual history of the swastika. 1234 01:10:12,709 --> 01:10:14,960 Why would you want it to look like a hate crime? 1235 01:10:15,044 --> 01:10:16,879 So it don't look like a drug crime. 1236 01:10:16,963 --> 01:10:18,297 Great. Perfect. 1237 01:10:18,381 --> 01:10:20,716 Just confirm that we're the redneck hick state 1238 01:10:20,800 --> 01:10:22,301 that everybody thinks we are. 1239 01:10:22,385 --> 01:10:23,844 Don't talk down Oklahoma. 1240 01:10:23,928 --> 01:10:27,139 How? How is it possible that you are so brilliant 1241 01:10:27,223 --> 01:10:31,018 and so monumentally selfishly ignorant at the same time? 1242 01:10:31,144 --> 01:10:35,397 Were you ever in a situation where it was you or someone else? 1243 01:10:35,481 --> 01:10:37,858 I don't put myself in those kinds of situations. 1244 01:10:37,942 --> 01:10:40,569 Well, that's the real world, Billy. I hate to tell ya. 1245 01:10:40,695 --> 01:10:45,490 If you had to kill someone to protect you or your own you'd do the same thing. 1246 01:10:45,575 --> 01:10:47,075 I got a baby coming. 1247 01:10:48,578 --> 01:10:52,581 I'm leaving tomorrow. 1248 01:10:52,665 --> 01:10:54,958 You gonna turn me in? 1249 01:10:55,043 --> 01:10:59,838 No. I don't know. I don't know what I'm going to do. 1250 01:10:59,923 --> 01:11:04,676 Listen, listen. This guy, he sold drugs all over this state. 1251 01:11:04,761 --> 01:11:06,386 You said he didn't sell. 1252 01:11:06,471 --> 01:11:08,931 He sold to the ones what sold 'em. 1253 01:11:09,015 --> 01:11:11,850 All right? Now, he was comin' here to force me to expand 1254 01:11:11,935 --> 01:11:14,144 into shit I don't even wanna talk about. 1255 01:11:14,228 --> 01:11:17,356 They're gonna find you and you're gonna get killed 1256 01:11:17,440 --> 01:11:18,857 or you're gonna go to jail. 1257 01:11:18,942 --> 01:11:21,193 And then where are your wife and kid gonna be? 1258 01:11:21,277 --> 01:11:23,737 That's the beauty of it. 1259 01:11:23,821 --> 01:11:27,532 Well, I wasn't up there. I was down here. Remember? 1260 01:11:27,617 --> 01:11:29,868 Ah! You asshole! 1261 01:11:29,953 --> 01:11:32,412 Do you have any idea what you're doing to me? 1262 01:11:32,497 --> 01:11:33,789 Son of a bitch! 1263 01:11:37,585 --> 01:11:38,961 Billy? 1264 01:11:39,045 --> 01:11:42,881 You are going to ruin my life! 1265 01:11:42,966 --> 01:11:45,759 Ain't nobody gonna know! 1266 01:11:45,843 --> 01:11:47,052 Ugh. 1267 01:11:50,598 --> 01:11:52,849 Oh, answer the phone. 1268 01:11:52,934 --> 01:11:54,059 Colleen'll get it. 1269 01:11:54,143 --> 01:11:56,645 Just answer the fucking phone. 1270 01:12:01,818 --> 01:12:03,193 Hello? 1271 01:12:03,277 --> 01:12:06,405 No, it ain't. It's his brother. 1272 01:12:06,489 --> 01:12:08,699 What? Who? Who is it? 1273 01:12:08,783 --> 01:12:10,659 Well, he's right here. Hang on. 1274 01:12:13,287 --> 01:12:14,329 Hello? 1275 01:12:14,414 --> 01:12:16,915 Bill. Uh, Nathan Levy. 1276 01:12:17,000 --> 01:12:19,084 Nathan! N... 1277 01:12:19,168 --> 01:12:21,378 Ugh. 1278 01:12:21,462 --> 01:12:24,172 How did you, how did you get this number? 1279 01:12:24,257 --> 01:12:25,799 Don't you fucking move. 1280 01:12:25,883 --> 01:12:27,551 I hope you don't mind. 1281 01:12:27,635 --> 01:12:29,845 I, uh, spoke to Maggie Harmon down at Brown. 1282 01:12:31,556 --> 01:12:33,432 Is this a bad time? 1283 01:12:33,516 --> 01:12:36,810 It's fine. Uh, you know what? Give me one second. 1284 01:12:38,813 --> 01:12:39,938 Ooh, ooh, sorry. 1285 01:12:44,694 --> 01:12:46,069 Sorry, Nathan, go ahead. 1286 01:12:46,154 --> 01:12:49,156 Well, you didn't hear this from me, Bill. 1287 01:12:49,240 --> 01:12:51,533 But you're about to be ambushed down there. 1288 01:12:51,617 --> 01:12:53,827 By whom? 1289 01:12:53,911 --> 01:12:56,288 Something about a coed and a poem. 1290 01:12:56,372 --> 01:13:00,125 And some other behavior which I would rather allow you to infer. 1291 01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:01,585 What? 1292 01:13:01,669 --> 01:13:04,087 You've gotta be kidding. Nobody would say that. 1293 01:13:04,172 --> 01:13:06,798 Apparently there was a witness, Bill. 1294 01:13:09,177 --> 01:13:13,805 Nathan. Na..., Nathan. Listen to me. That is absurd. 1295 01:13:13,890 --> 01:13:15,849 That's why I'm reaching out. 1296 01:13:15,933 --> 01:13:18,393 But until whatever happened blows over 1297 01:13:18,478 --> 01:13:19,978 we can't... 1298 01:13:20,063 --> 01:13:21,104 I understand. 1299 01:13:22,857 --> 01:13:24,191 Everything all right? 1300 01:13:24,275 --> 01:13:25,776 No, it isn't. 1301 01:13:25,860 --> 01:13:27,819 Now, where can I find a signal for this? 1302 01:13:27,945 --> 01:13:31,990 I wrote a poem for you in Latin for when you got back. 1303 01:13:32,075 --> 01:13:35,452 It was a send-up of Virgil in dactylic hexameter. 1304 01:13:35,536 --> 01:13:38,830 And it was all about what would happen if we were together in mi... 1305 01:13:38,915 --> 01:13:41,917 Stop. Inappropriate. 1306 01:13:42,001 --> 01:13:43,835 I don't want to hear it. 1307 01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:47,380 So I was in the library and Mark Loeb read it over my shoulder. 1308 01:13:47,465 --> 01:13:48,924 He sight-translated it? 1309 01:13:49,008 --> 01:13:50,383 I know. He was really good. 1310 01:13:50,468 --> 01:13:53,053 It had like five hortatory subjunctives. 1311 01:13:53,179 --> 01:13:57,766 Anne! Didn't you tell him that it was a fucking poem, that it never happened? 1312 01:13:57,850 --> 01:13:59,476 Yes, but he didn't believe me. 1313 01:13:59,560 --> 01:14:01,353 So he went to the department. 1314 01:14:01,437 --> 01:14:04,314 I guess he was pissed about some B plus you gave him 1315 01:14:04,398 --> 01:14:06,358 on a Lucretius paper last year. 1316 01:14:06,442 --> 01:14:08,026 Fucking hell! 1317 01:14:08,111 --> 01:14:09,861 Did you give him a B plus? 1318 01:14:09,946 --> 01:14:12,614 I don't remember, Anne. 1319 01:14:12,698 --> 01:14:14,991 So that bitch, Maggie Harmon, 1320 01:14:15,118 --> 01:14:19,246 said she caught us that day making out with my shirt off in your office. 1321 01:14:19,330 --> 01:14:20,580 Oh. 1322 01:14:20,665 --> 01:14:23,250 So I went to her and I told her the truth 1323 01:14:23,334 --> 01:14:25,168 and I begged her. 1324 01:14:25,253 --> 01:14:29,589 But since the door was closed and I was partially undressed. 1325 01:14:29,715 --> 01:14:33,760 And then Professor Laughlin said that in the world of phenomena 1326 01:14:33,845 --> 01:14:36,763 appearances are truth, going around quoting the cynics. 1327 01:14:36,848 --> 01:14:38,557 He's such a fucking lightweight! 1328 01:14:38,641 --> 01:14:41,560 I know. I, I don't wanna hear anymore. 1329 01:14:41,644 --> 01:14:45,021 Bill, when are coming home? 1330 01:14:45,106 --> 01:14:46,189 Stop it. 1331 01:14:46,274 --> 01:14:47,774 I told you to leave Staci alone. 1332 01:14:47,900 --> 01:14:50,485 She's been on my nerves since Hebrew school. 1333 01:14:50,570 --> 01:14:51,570 Eat shit, Gabe. 1334 01:14:51,654 --> 01:14:53,405 Right after you eat mine. 1335 01:14:53,489 --> 01:14:55,740 Don't you dare speak to anyone that way! 1336 01:14:55,825 --> 01:14:58,076 He cusses all the time, and so do you. 1337 01:14:58,161 --> 01:15:00,704 You both made spectacles of yourselves back there. 1338 01:15:00,830 --> 01:15:04,416 The pizza there sucks compared to the pizza in New York! 1339 01:15:04,500 --> 01:15:06,960 Well it is the pizza that we have! 1340 01:15:07,044 --> 01:15:09,921 And by the way, did I hear you ask your mother for money? 1341 01:15:10,006 --> 01:15:11,756 Honey, I don't wanna talk about it. 1342 01:15:11,841 --> 01:15:13,091 Don't you have any pride? 1343 01:15:13,176 --> 01:15:14,217 Of course I do. 1344 01:15:14,302 --> 01:15:15,635 It's your mother! 1345 01:15:15,720 --> 01:15:19,931 We're strangling, Suzie. The credit bills alone. 1346 01:15:20,016 --> 01:15:21,892 Now until I get my practice up... 1347 01:15:21,976 --> 01:15:24,060 When? When? 1348 01:15:24,187 --> 01:15:27,439 When the kids make friends at school and we meet the parents. 1349 01:15:27,523 --> 01:15:29,232 I hate the kids at school. 1350 01:15:29,317 --> 01:15:30,775 Right. 1351 01:15:30,860 --> 01:15:33,111 The brutal murder occurred today 1352 01:15:33,196 --> 01:15:35,155 after Mr. Rothbaum attended Sabbath... 1353 01:15:35,239 --> 01:15:36,448 I said when? 1354 01:15:36,532 --> 01:15:38,408 Everyone be quiet! 1355 01:15:38,492 --> 01:15:42,495 Though sources close to the investigation say it was a hate crime 1356 01:15:42,580 --> 01:15:46,958 Mr. Rothbaum was last seen alive at approximately 1:00 PM 1357 01:15:47,043 --> 01:15:51,546 by fellow worshipers at congregation Nev Kiddush here in Tulsa. 1358 01:15:54,091 --> 01:15:56,092 Wait. Am I supposed to get 3 kids 1359 01:15:56,177 --> 01:15:57,385 out of the car by myself? 1360 01:15:57,470 --> 01:15:58,720 Just give me a minute. 1361 01:16:40,554 --> 01:16:41,554 Honey. 1362 01:16:41,639 --> 01:16:43,515 I'm just gonna... 1363 01:16:43,599 --> 01:16:44,933 don't wait up for me. 1364 01:16:45,017 --> 01:16:46,476 What? 1365 01:16:46,560 --> 01:16:49,396 Well, $180 will limit you 1366 01:16:49,522 --> 01:16:53,066 but it don't mean can't put a bullet in there that's gonna pack a wallop. 1367 01:16:53,150 --> 01:16:55,944 Yeah, I, I really don't need, need the bullets. 1368 01:16:56,070 --> 01:17:00,365 None of my business, friend, but you carry a firearm, you better be ready to use it. 1369 01:17:00,449 --> 01:17:05,328 Uh-huh. Well, uh, see, it's, it's really more for protection. 1370 01:17:05,413 --> 01:17:08,623 Now, these here is hollow points. 1371 01:17:08,708 --> 01:17:13,962 I appreciate that, but, uh, like I said, 1372 01:17:14,046 --> 01:17:15,964 Dog eat dog, 1373 01:17:16,048 --> 01:17:18,174 you wanna be the one that's chowing down. 1374 01:17:18,259 --> 01:17:22,512 I really don't, I don't plan to chow down. 1375 01:17:25,433 --> 01:17:26,641 I'll just take the gun. 1376 01:17:26,726 --> 01:17:28,977 Yeah. No. 1377 01:17:29,061 --> 01:17:33,273 Well, that's what I need. You just gotta trust me on this. 1378 01:17:33,357 --> 01:17:36,026 Yes, you're right. Uh-huh. 1379 01:17:36,110 --> 01:17:38,153 Tomorrow night, the latest. 1380 01:17:38,237 --> 01:17:42,991 Just, yeah, just give, yeah, give everyone a big kiss. 1381 01:17:55,338 --> 01:17:58,923 And I'm telling you he was at that rest home plain as day. 1382 01:17:59,008 --> 01:18:01,426 Had a haircut. Looked like a choir boy. 1383 01:18:01,510 --> 01:18:05,430 So, how could he have been there, here and in Tulsa? 1384 01:18:05,514 --> 01:18:08,433 He was in Tulsa before he was here. 1385 01:18:08,517 --> 01:18:11,102 This is one big waste of my time. 1386 01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:12,604 And I tell you what else. 1387 01:18:12,688 --> 01:18:15,482 I better not hear about any vigilante bullshit. 1388 01:18:15,566 --> 01:18:18,526 And do you know why he would have been in Tulsa? 1389 01:18:18,611 --> 01:18:20,820 No, Buddy. Educate me. 1390 01:18:20,905 --> 01:18:25,367 'Cause him and Pug was fixin' to make a lot more than grass down here. 1391 01:18:25,451 --> 01:18:27,327 Who told you that? 1392 01:18:27,411 --> 01:18:30,955 Pug Rothbaum. They was gonna push me and Jimmy out of Broken Bow. 1393 01:18:31,082 --> 01:18:35,710 He owed Pug over 200,000 for the equipment in his grow house. 1394 01:18:37,213 --> 01:18:40,256 Are you telling me the truth, Buddy? 1395 01:18:52,436 --> 01:18:55,980 You know there's, there's rumored 1396 01:18:56,065 --> 01:18:59,567 to be excellent noodling 1397 01:18:59,652 --> 01:19:01,986 in the rivers around Boston. 1398 01:19:06,283 --> 01:19:08,952 I hadn't heard that. 1399 01:19:09,036 --> 01:19:12,664 It's something you might wanna confirm. 1400 01:19:15,709 --> 01:19:17,043 Okay. 1401 01:19:32,059 --> 01:19:33,935 Bye. 1402 01:19:35,271 --> 01:19:36,938 Hey. 1403 01:19:39,525 --> 01:19:42,110 You ain't gonna stop off and see Mom one more time? 1404 01:19:42,194 --> 01:19:43,695 I don't think so. 1405 01:19:43,779 --> 01:19:46,448 Well, I'll see you when I see you. 1406 01:19:50,786 --> 01:19:51,995 Hello, there! 1407 01:19:56,250 --> 01:19:58,460 You have got to be kidding me. 1408 01:20:00,671 --> 01:20:01,963 You know this guy? 1409 01:20:02,047 --> 01:20:04,048 Sort of. 1410 01:20:05,801 --> 01:20:06,801 I'll be damned. 1411 01:20:06,886 --> 01:20:08,344 How can we help you? 1412 01:20:08,429 --> 01:20:12,724 Okay. Uh, which of you was it I met on the airplane? 1413 01:20:12,808 --> 01:20:14,684 You. 1414 01:20:14,768 --> 01:20:16,394 And you murdered Pug Rothbaum. 1415 01:20:17,980 --> 01:20:19,105 Wha..., ye...! 1416 01:20:20,149 --> 01:20:21,524 Whoa! 1417 01:20:21,609 --> 01:20:23,234 Colleen! Get in the house! 1418 01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:25,570 No, no! Don't go in the house! Just get down. 1419 01:20:25,654 --> 01:20:29,407 All right. Just calm down. Calm down. It's all right. 1420 01:20:29,492 --> 01:20:35,205 No, no, you get back. Give it up. No, no, no. 1421 01:20:35,289 --> 01:20:37,040 Back! Back! 1422 01:20:40,169 --> 01:20:41,336 I got hollow points! 1423 01:20:41,420 --> 01:20:43,004 Hollow points? 1424 01:20:43,088 --> 01:20:46,174 Go in. Go on over. Get in the cluster. Get in the cluster. 1425 01:20:48,344 --> 01:20:52,514 No. This is not happening. I have got a plane to catch. 1426 01:20:52,598 --> 01:20:55,391 Well, I'm afraid I can't let you do that. 1427 01:20:55,476 --> 01:20:57,852 You are not pointing that gun at me. 1428 01:20:57,937 --> 01:20:59,521 Join the group! 1429 01:20:59,605 --> 01:21:00,855 This is not happening. 1430 01:21:00,940 --> 01:21:02,565 Join the group! 1431 01:21:02,650 --> 01:21:04,359 Billy. Billy. Come on. 1432 01:21:07,196 --> 01:21:08,821 Thank you! 1433 01:21:08,906 --> 01:21:11,658 Listen. Why don't you stop waving that thing? 1434 01:21:11,742 --> 01:21:13,284 I don't wanna hurt anyone. 1435 01:21:13,369 --> 01:21:15,787 No. Okay. Let's just put the gun down. 1436 01:21:15,871 --> 01:21:17,497 I just wanna talk. 1437 01:21:17,581 --> 01:21:19,707 Why are you doing this? 1438 01:21:19,792 --> 01:21:23,378 You flew down here to be his alibi 1439 01:21:23,462 --> 01:21:27,840 making him a murderer and you an accessory. 1440 01:21:27,925 --> 01:21:30,802 And this is a Christian state. 1441 01:21:30,886 --> 01:21:34,430 But we're very Old Testament when it comes to murder. 1442 01:21:34,515 --> 01:21:36,391 He'll get the chair 1443 01:21:36,475 --> 01:21:37,600 and you'll get life! 1444 01:21:37,685 --> 01:21:38,893 Who the fuck is this guy? 1445 01:21:38,978 --> 01:21:40,728 Chris..., I, w... 1446 01:21:40,813 --> 01:21:43,898 You're an orthodontist. 1447 01:21:43,983 --> 01:21:45,900 I am drowning in debt. 1448 01:21:45,985 --> 01:21:48,861 I've been trying to set up a new practice. 1449 01:21:48,988 --> 01:21:53,533 But I still owe on the insurance premiums from the last one. 1450 01:21:53,617 --> 01:21:55,618 Plus all the equipment! 1451 01:21:55,703 --> 01:21:57,161 I have a wife and three kids! 1452 01:21:57,246 --> 01:21:59,163 Why don't you get to the fuckin' point? 1453 01:21:59,248 --> 01:22:02,166 Until my kids can make friends at school... 1454 01:22:02,251 --> 01:22:03,585 No, no, no. Listen. 1455 01:22:03,669 --> 01:22:04,919 Bill! Hey! 1456 01:22:05,004 --> 01:22:07,338 I am a guy that you met on an airplane. 1457 01:22:07,423 --> 01:22:08,590 Keep back! 1458 01:22:08,674 --> 01:22:09,966 I said, keep back. 1459 01:22:10,050 --> 01:22:11,342 Really, really... 1460 01:22:11,427 --> 01:22:12,427 I really mean it. 1461 01:22:12,511 --> 01:22:13,511 Please. 1462 01:22:13,596 --> 01:22:15,263 Keep the hell back! 1463 01:22:17,725 --> 01:22:21,477 Pull the trigger. Put a bullet in my skull. I give up. It's perfect. 1464 01:22:38,746 --> 01:22:40,371 I'm sorry! 1465 01:22:40,456 --> 01:22:42,498 I'm sorry. 1466 01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:46,544 It's fine. Just go home. 1467 01:22:46,629 --> 01:22:48,671 Billy, we can't let him go now. 1468 01:22:48,756 --> 01:22:50,131 We are. 1469 01:22:50,215 --> 01:22:54,177 Just let it go and, uh, everybody, just go home. 1470 01:22:59,808 --> 01:23:01,059 Brady. 1471 01:23:01,143 --> 01:23:03,394 Hey, you! Where do you think you're going? 1472 01:23:04,813 --> 01:23:06,814 Oh, my God! 1473 01:23:06,899 --> 01:23:08,608 Bill, no! 1474 01:23:08,692 --> 01:23:11,361 Ugh! 1475 01:23:11,445 --> 01:23:12,862 Oh! 1476 01:23:12,946 --> 01:23:15,698 Oh, Brady. 1477 01:23:17,368 --> 01:23:19,577 Oh, Brady. 1478 01:23:21,538 --> 01:23:24,749 Oh! Janet, call 911. Oh. 1479 01:23:24,833 --> 01:23:27,543 Baby, I think my momma might have called it. 1480 01:23:29,338 --> 01:23:31,297 She might have been right. 1481 01:23:35,761 --> 01:23:38,346 Police comin'. 1482 01:23:40,099 --> 01:23:42,850 Billy. Billy. 1483 01:23:42,935 --> 01:23:44,352 Hey, Bill. 1484 01:23:44,436 --> 01:23:45,937 Yeah. We need a EMT. 1485 01:23:48,982 --> 01:23:50,483 Hey, Bill! 1486 01:23:50,567 --> 01:23:52,777 Bill. Bill. Bill. 1487 01:23:54,196 --> 01:23:55,988 Gimme that! Gimme that! 1488 01:23:58,200 --> 01:24:00,118 Bill, look at me. 1489 01:24:00,202 --> 01:24:03,955 Go see that Rabbi up in Tulsa 1490 01:24:04,039 --> 01:24:06,457 All those drawings we did at Pug's 1491 01:24:06,542 --> 01:24:08,751 tell her we didn't mean nothin' by 'em. 1492 01:24:08,836 --> 01:24:11,629 No, just promise me. 1493 01:24:11,714 --> 01:24:12,797 You promise me. 1494 01:24:12,881 --> 01:24:14,924 You're gonna tell her yourself. 1495 01:24:15,008 --> 01:24:16,592 Round this side. 1496 01:24:16,677 --> 01:24:17,719 Come here. 1497 01:24:19,888 --> 01:24:23,391 Okay. Now. Now, you ain't killed nobody. 1498 01:24:33,068 --> 01:24:36,946 Diogenes Laertius has recorded for us 1499 01:24:37,030 --> 01:24:40,825 the Greek philosopher Epicurus' thoughts on death. 1500 01:24:40,909 --> 01:24:44,370 It is irrational to fear an event 1501 01:24:44,455 --> 01:24:48,291 if when that event occurs we're not in existence. 1502 01:24:48,375 --> 01:24:52,462 And since when death is, we are not 1503 01:24:52,546 --> 01:24:55,381 and when we are, death is not 1504 01:24:55,466 --> 01:24:59,051 then it's irrational to fear death 1505 01:24:59,136 --> 01:25:04,474 One might just as well, Epicurus argued, fear birth. 1506 01:25:06,643 --> 01:25:11,731 I was born just a few minutes before my brother, Brady. 1507 01:25:11,815 --> 01:25:15,818 He lived life on his own terms 1508 01:25:15,903 --> 01:25:18,780 indifferent to fear 1509 01:25:18,864 --> 01:25:23,034 either his own or those of others. 1510 01:25:23,118 --> 01:25:26,788 And let's be honest, 1511 01:25:28,624 --> 01:25:31,209 by any normal measure 1512 01:25:31,293 --> 01:25:34,712 my brother was a criminal and a colossal fuck up 1513 01:25:34,797 --> 01:25:37,089 Oh, man. 1514 01:25:37,174 --> 01:25:39,759 But, 1515 01:25:39,843 --> 01:25:42,929 in the years that we were together 1516 01:25:43,013 --> 01:25:46,140 when we were growing up 1517 01:25:47,476 --> 01:25:50,228 he gave me the happiest 1518 01:25:50,312 --> 01:25:53,022 freest times 1519 01:25:54,149 --> 01:25:56,317 that I will ever know. 1520 01:25:58,320 --> 01:26:02,573 I don't know why it took me so long to realize that. 1521 01:26:02,658 --> 01:26:05,493 I left Little Dixie 1522 01:26:05,577 --> 01:26:08,204 because of my own fears 1523 01:26:10,749 --> 01:26:14,252 My greatest regret is that 1524 01:26:14,336 --> 01:26:18,089 I never told him how difficult that really was. 1525 01:26:31,854 --> 01:26:34,313 Bolger, how did you get those scars? 1526 01:26:34,398 --> 01:26:36,107 Prison with your brother. 1527 01:26:36,191 --> 01:26:38,067 My brother wasn't in prison. 1528 01:26:38,151 --> 01:26:40,945 Two years on possession. 1529 01:26:41,029 --> 01:26:44,574 I think he ain't wanted you to know that. 1530 01:26:44,658 --> 01:26:47,451 Saved my life, too. 1531 01:26:47,536 --> 01:26:50,288 Three guys jumped me with box cutters 1532 01:26:50,372 --> 01:26:52,874 and your brother, Brady, went berserk. 1533 01:26:52,958 --> 01:26:56,127 Kept the both us alive in there. 1534 01:26:58,922 --> 01:27:01,257 I can't believe he never... 1535 01:27:02,885 --> 01:27:05,720 Wished I could've repaid the favor. 1536 01:27:05,804 --> 01:27:09,348 ♫ So tell my baby I said so long ♫ 1537 01:27:09,433 --> 01:27:12,143 ♫ Tell my mother I did no wrong ♫ 1538 01:27:12,227 --> 01:27:15,146 ♫ Tell my brother To watch his own ♫ 1539 01:27:15,230 --> 01:27:18,316 ♫ Tell my friends To mourn me none ♫ 1540 01:27:22,029 --> 01:27:26,782 ♫ A chain Upon the face of time ♫ 1541 01:27:26,867 --> 01:27:29,535 ♫ Feeling full Of foolish rhyme ♫ 1542 01:27:29,620 --> 01:27:32,413 ♫ There ain't no dark 'Til something shines ♫ 1543 01:27:32,497 --> 01:27:35,791 ♫ I'm bound to leave This dark behind ♫ 1544 01:27:40,422 --> 01:27:41,672 So, 1545 01:27:41,757 --> 01:27:44,133 to what do I owe this visit? 1546 01:27:44,217 --> 01:27:48,679 My brother killed Pug Rothbaum. 1547 01:27:50,098 --> 01:27:51,557 Your brother? 1548 01:27:51,642 --> 01:27:56,479 It was the same man 1549 01:27:56,563 --> 01:27:58,814 who was shot by Ken Feinman? 1550 01:27:58,899 --> 01:28:01,442 Have you told the police? 1551 01:28:03,946 --> 01:28:05,571 I will. 1552 01:28:10,619 --> 01:28:13,162 He wanted you to know 1553 01:28:13,246 --> 01:28:15,206 that it wasn't a hate crime. 1554 01:28:15,290 --> 01:28:19,043 I find it hard to believe your brother didn't have something against Jews. 1555 01:28:19,127 --> 01:28:21,796 I know, but he didn't. 1556 01:28:25,300 --> 01:28:27,927 Then I'll have to believe you. 1557 01:28:34,685 --> 01:28:36,644 Is there something else? 1558 01:28:39,106 --> 01:28:41,190 Why... Why do you think... 1559 01:28:44,194 --> 01:28:45,611 Why do we... 1560 01:28:45,696 --> 01:28:49,824 We are animals, Professor Kincaid. 1561 01:28:52,953 --> 01:28:56,539 Just brains that trick us into thinking we aren't. 1562 01:28:56,623 --> 01:29:00,835 What, uh, what can I do with that? 1563 01:29:00,919 --> 01:29:01,919 Repair. 1564 01:29:02,004 --> 01:29:03,170 What? 1565 01:29:03,255 --> 01:29:06,757 All of us, you, me, 1566 01:29:06,842 --> 01:29:09,260 your brother, Pug, 1567 01:29:12,764 --> 01:29:15,057 we break the world. 1568 01:29:17,769 --> 01:29:19,979 Help repair it. 1569 01:30:06,860 --> 01:30:08,235 Hey. 1570 01:30:09,696 --> 01:30:11,155 Come on over here. 1571 01:30:28,256 --> 01:30:30,091 What's this about, Bolger? 1572 01:30:30,175 --> 01:30:32,343 I'll let Billy speak. 1573 01:30:32,427 --> 01:30:33,511 Have a seat. 1574 01:30:37,390 --> 01:30:40,643 Well, go on. Say what you got to say. 1575 01:30:40,727 --> 01:30:42,812 My brother had a lot of equipment. 1576 01:30:42,896 --> 01:30:44,605 His grow house. 1577 01:30:44,689 --> 01:30:46,440 Yeah. 1578 01:30:46,525 --> 01:30:47,942 We've talked to a lawyer. 1579 01:30:48,026 --> 01:30:50,694 The police can't confiscate it. 1580 01:30:50,779 --> 01:30:54,240 Now, it's a high-quality system. It's hydroponic. 1581 01:30:54,324 --> 01:30:57,868 I'm proposing to sell it to you. 1582 01:30:57,953 --> 01:31:00,329 That's the whole list. 1583 01:31:01,790 --> 01:31:04,542 That, that, that's at a, a discount price. 1584 01:31:08,004 --> 01:31:11,132 Yeah, well, I don't see it quite like this. 1585 01:31:11,216 --> 01:31:13,384 Why not? 1586 01:31:13,468 --> 01:31:18,681 'Cause your brother never paid Pug for that equipment. 1587 01:31:18,765 --> 01:31:20,141 So what? 1588 01:31:20,225 --> 01:31:22,393 So why I gotta pay you for it? 1589 01:31:22,477 --> 01:31:25,354 Because my brother is dead. 1590 01:31:25,438 --> 01:31:27,690 I have to cover funeral costs. 1591 01:31:27,774 --> 01:31:29,775 He had bills that weren't paid, 1592 01:31:29,860 --> 01:31:33,112 He had a mortgage and his wife is expecting a baby now. 1593 01:31:33,196 --> 01:31:35,072 Okay? All I'm trying to do 1594 01:31:35,157 --> 01:31:39,034 is cover his debts and leave his family with a little something 1595 01:31:39,119 --> 01:31:40,786 can you understand that? 1596 01:31:40,871 --> 01:31:43,372 Well, I'm one of his debts, see? 1597 01:31:43,456 --> 01:31:47,001 Before your brother and Bolger got out of the penitentiary 1598 01:31:47,085 --> 01:31:50,379 I had this whole area southeastern Oklahoma. 1599 01:31:50,463 --> 01:31:54,258 And Pug Rothbaum come to me for his grass. 1600 01:31:54,342 --> 01:31:56,969 And now you're going to have all of that again 1601 01:31:57,053 --> 01:31:59,388 and better product, besides. 1602 01:31:59,472 --> 01:32:01,974 Your brother owes me that equipment. 1603 01:32:02,058 --> 01:32:05,060 Come on, man! Don't you want to repair the world? 1604 01:32:05,145 --> 01:32:07,062 What? 1605 01:32:07,147 --> 01:32:11,984 We're breaking the world. Don't you want to fucking repair it? 1606 01:32:12,068 --> 01:32:15,446 What I want is for you to give me that equipment 1607 01:32:15,530 --> 01:32:18,282 and then to go back east with all the other faggots 1608 01:32:18,366 --> 01:32:21,118 that think that New York City's the only place on Earth. 1609 01:32:21,203 --> 01:32:22,786 I don't live in New York City. 1610 01:32:22,871 --> 01:32:25,873 That don't mean that you don't think you're better than us. 1611 01:32:25,957 --> 01:32:30,669 We are better than you. We use our powers of thought! 1612 01:32:30,754 --> 01:32:32,630 Don't you turn your back on me. 1613 01:32:32,714 --> 01:32:33,964 You fucking hick! 1614 01:32:34,049 --> 01:32:36,217 Don't you walk away. 1615 01:32:36,301 --> 01:32:38,552 Just keep walking. Don't look back. 1616 01:32:38,637 --> 01:32:40,137 Lot's wife. 1617 01:32:40,222 --> 01:32:41,347 Who? 1618 01:32:41,431 --> 01:32:43,140 She turned into a pillar of salt... 1619 01:32:44,309 --> 01:32:45,559 Ugh. 1620 01:32:46,686 --> 01:32:48,229 Motherfucker. 1621 01:32:51,191 --> 01:32:53,067 Ugh. 1622 01:32:56,321 --> 01:32:58,155 Help. Help me! 1623 01:32:58,240 --> 01:32:59,490 I can't! 1624 01:32:59,574 --> 01:33:00,658 Get it out. 1625 01:33:00,742 --> 01:33:02,493 It's barbed! They gotta fletch it. 1626 01:33:14,547 --> 01:33:16,590 Ah! 1627 01:33:34,651 --> 01:33:36,068 Agh! 1628 01:33:36,152 --> 01:33:37,945 Ah! 1629 01:33:40,323 --> 01:33:42,032 Oh, my God! 1630 01:33:42,117 --> 01:33:43,367 Help me! 1631 01:33:43,451 --> 01:33:45,244 No! No! 1632 01:33:45,328 --> 01:33:47,371 Come on. Get outta there. 1633 01:33:47,455 --> 01:33:49,415 You get outta there. 1634 01:33:54,045 --> 01:33:55,462 Agh! 1635 01:33:59,634 --> 01:34:00,801 Ah! 1636 01:34:15,817 --> 01:34:18,235 He got shot. Barbed arrow. 1637 01:34:18,320 --> 01:34:19,445 How long ago? 1638 01:34:19,529 --> 01:34:20,946 About 10 minutes. 1639 01:34:26,995 --> 01:34:28,454 Keep him on his side. 1640 01:34:31,666 --> 01:34:34,084 Let's get some vitals. 1641 01:34:40,216 --> 01:34:41,675 378. Give me a line there. 1642 01:34:41,760 --> 01:34:43,135 Here you go. 1643 01:34:48,183 --> 01:34:50,851 Open it up. 1644 01:34:54,147 --> 01:34:56,648 You folks wanna come with me? 1645 01:35:03,948 --> 01:35:07,159 Now the arrow missed his heart by an inch 1646 01:35:07,243 --> 01:35:10,037 and his spine by centimeters. 1647 01:35:10,121 --> 01:35:13,082 So, what does this mean for him? 1648 01:35:13,166 --> 01:35:15,626 Well, it'll be a long recovery. 1649 01:35:17,212 --> 01:35:19,630 I guess I don't need to tell you this. 1650 01:35:19,714 --> 01:35:22,132 But you saved his life. 1651 01:35:39,317 --> 01:35:41,068 Yes, yes, yeah. 1652 01:35:42,570 --> 01:35:44,947 Billy, it's fixin' to rain. 1653 01:35:47,951 --> 01:35:49,243 Thanks, Mom. 1654 01:36:02,674 --> 01:36:04,675 You know, 1655 01:36:04,759 --> 01:36:07,636 I think I'm just gonna sit here for awhile. 1656 01:36:07,720 --> 01:36:09,346 In the rain? 1657 01:36:12,642 --> 01:36:17,020 I used to be so scared of these summer storms. 1658 01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,816 And then when I went east, I missed them. 1659 01:36:20,942 --> 01:36:24,403 I was so frightened that I used to hide in the closet and cover my ears. 1660 01:36:24,487 --> 01:36:26,613 And I hated that. 1661 01:36:27,740 --> 01:36:30,534 So I went to the library 1662 01:36:30,618 --> 01:36:32,703 and I studied them. 1663 01:36:32,787 --> 01:36:35,873 I learned everything I could about them, 1664 01:36:35,957 --> 01:36:38,375 how they happened, what made them happen, 1665 01:36:38,460 --> 01:36:40,669 the name of every cloud. 1666 01:36:40,753 --> 01:36:41,795 And? 1667 01:36:44,466 --> 01:36:46,467 They still happened. 1668 01:36:47,886 --> 01:36:50,971 You mind if I stay out here with you? 1669 01:36:52,056 --> 01:36:54,057 I wish you would.