1 00:00:42,328 --> 00:00:43,738 This is you. 2 00:00:44,621 --> 00:00:46,614 Eyes closed, out in the rain. 3 00:00:47,666 --> 00:00:50,288 You never thought you'd be doing something like this. 4 00:00:51,211 --> 00:00:52,871 You never saw yourself as, 5 00:00:54,256 --> 00:00:55,964 I don't know how you'd describe it, as... 6 00:00:56,133 --> 00:00:57,331 like one of those people 7 00:00:57,509 --> 00:00:59,716 who like looking up at the moon, 8 00:00:59,887 --> 00:01:03,172 or who spend hours gazing at the waves or the sunset or... 9 00:01:04,475 --> 00:01:07,179 I guess you know what kind of people I'm talking about. 10 00:01:08,270 --> 00:01:09,468 Maybe you don't 11 00:01:10,939 --> 00:01:13,727 Anyway, you kinda you kinda like it being like this, 12 00:01:14,943 --> 00:01:16,521 fighting the cold 13 00:01:17,613 --> 00:01:19,522 and feeling the water seep through your shirt 14 00:01:19,698 --> 00:01:21,109 and getting through to your skin. 15 00:01:22,993 --> 00:01:24,487 And the feel of the ground 16 00:01:24,662 --> 00:01:27,117 growing soft beneath your feet 17 00:01:27,706 --> 00:01:28,869 and the smell. 18 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:33,830 And the sound of the rain hitting the leaves. 19 00:01:36,340 --> 00:01:39,376 All the things they talk about in the books that you haven't read. 20 00:01:41,470 --> 00:01:42,715 This is you. 21 00:01:45,140 --> 00:01:46,516 Who would have guessed it? 22 00:01:48,560 --> 00:01:49,556 You. 23 00:02:28,350 --> 00:02:29,761 Lesson 3. 24 00:02:30,102 --> 00:02:31,133 Dialogue. 25 00:02:36,400 --> 00:02:37,728 Catch this. 26 00:02:38,027 --> 00:02:39,437 You give me the big one. 27 00:02:39,737 --> 00:02:40,602 OK. 28 00:02:40,988 --> 00:02:42,316 Don't you even... 29 00:02:45,576 --> 00:02:47,403 So how come you always get... 30 00:02:50,414 --> 00:02:52,656 why do you always get the big one? 31 00:02:53,667 --> 00:02:55,245 I deserve the big one... 32 00:02:57,588 --> 00:02:59,664 Maybe you should just try and you know 33 00:03:00,507 --> 00:03:02,547 to get chalk of the blackboard. 34 00:03:08,682 --> 00:03:09,429 Laurie... 35 00:03:09,600 --> 00:03:11,592 Oh, I'm trying to blow it away from you. 36 00:03:11,769 --> 00:03:14,260 - I thought you were quitting. - I am quitting. I'm quitting, quitting. 37 00:03:14,438 --> 00:03:15,387 That's great. 38 00:03:16,815 --> 00:03:18,559 I can't quit smoking 39 00:03:18,859 --> 00:03:21,528 and quit eating at the same time. 40 00:03:21,904 --> 00:03:24,359 You don't have to quit eating. Why would you have to quit eating? 41 00:03:24,531 --> 00:03:25,729 You just don't understand. 42 00:03:25,908 --> 00:03:28,150 You lose weight just by thinking about it. 43 00:03:28,452 --> 00:03:31,488 I swear you're slimmer now than you were a month ago. 44 00:03:31,664 --> 00:03:33,989 - No, you're imagining it. - I am not. 45 00:03:34,958 --> 00:03:36,951 When you're fat like I am, 46 00:03:37,127 --> 00:03:40,081 the only thing you see is other women's bodies. 47 00:03:40,297 --> 00:03:42,041 It's the only thing you see. 48 00:03:42,216 --> 00:03:44,007 Laurie, you're crazy. 49 00:03:44,593 --> 00:03:46,253 You're not fat at all, okay? 50 00:03:46,428 --> 00:03:49,050 I know fat people. You're not one of them. Look at this tummy. 51 00:03:49,223 --> 00:03:51,132 It's not the tummy of a fat person. 52 00:03:52,017 --> 00:03:53,428 As for me, I'm eating the same as always. 53 00:03:53,602 --> 00:03:55,096 Yesterday, I ate a whole litre of ice-cream. 54 00:03:55,521 --> 00:03:57,893 I haven't had ice-cream in so long. 55 00:04:01,485 --> 00:04:02,398 Say, 56 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:05,360 you're not following one of those ice- cream diets are you? 57 00:04:05,531 --> 00:04:07,607 Yeah, Ben and Jerry's miracle diet. 58 00:04:07,866 --> 00:04:08,483 Really? 59 00:04:08,784 --> 00:04:09,614 No. 60 00:04:10,369 --> 00:04:11,780 You know what I'm thinking of right now? 61 00:04:11,954 --> 00:04:12,700 What? 62 00:04:13,205 --> 00:04:14,403 Corn on the cob. 63 00:04:15,624 --> 00:04:18,115 With lots of salt, lots of butter. 64 00:04:18,877 --> 00:04:21,084 Just talking about diets makes me hungry. 65 00:04:21,547 --> 00:04:22,496 See you tomorrow. 66 00:04:22,673 --> 00:04:24,464 - All right. See you tomorrow. - Tomorrow. 67 00:04:24,633 --> 00:04:25,712 Bye. 68 00:05:16,101 --> 00:05:17,679 Is Don going to look for another job? 69 00:05:18,103 --> 00:05:19,930 Don's always looking for another job. 70 00:05:20,773 --> 00:05:23,180 I could try and get him something at the hotel. 71 00:05:24,026 --> 00:05:25,306 That's okay. 72 00:05:26,195 --> 00:05:28,982 Last thing I need is for you two to fight there as well. 73 00:05:38,123 --> 00:05:39,831 Why do you have to listen to this stuff? 74 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,918 Why can't you listen to music like normal people? 75 00:05:51,553 --> 00:05:52,834 No one's normal, Mom. 76 00:05:54,765 --> 00:05:56,425 No such thing as normal people. 77 00:06:24,753 --> 00:06:26,793 Some muffins for the girls, for breakfast. 78 00:06:26,964 --> 00:06:29,716 They're a little squashed, but they're fine. 79 00:06:30,009 --> 00:06:31,669 Who rented Nathan's house? 80 00:06:33,387 --> 00:06:35,759 I don't know. Someone's moving in on Sunday. 81 00:06:38,767 --> 00:06:40,345 Barry Manilow. 82 00:06:40,519 --> 00:06:41,349 What? 83 00:06:41,895 --> 00:06:44,433 Barry Manilow. He's normal. 84 00:06:45,607 --> 00:06:46,770 Good night, mom. 85 00:07:27,775 --> 00:07:31,108 Come on. Move over, buddy. 86 00:07:40,287 --> 00:07:43,573 Are those your feet or are you rubbing ice-cubes down my legs? 87 00:07:43,749 --> 00:07:45,291 Yes, they are ice-cubes. 88 00:07:47,503 --> 00:07:50,836 Okay, warm them up. That's my only choice. 89 00:08:07,064 --> 00:08:08,772 I'm cold up here, too. 90 00:08:08,941 --> 00:08:10,684 I'm cold everywhere. 91 00:08:16,323 --> 00:08:18,446 Did you put all the laundry in the basket? 92 00:08:19,159 --> 00:08:20,618 - Yes. - Thank you. 93 00:08:21,370 --> 00:08:22,485 Are you tired? 94 00:08:23,539 --> 00:08:24,404 Okay. 95 00:08:24,623 --> 00:08:26,082 No! 96 00:08:35,884 --> 00:08:39,336 I think you're too little. I'll tell you when you're older. 97 00:08:39,513 --> 00:08:40,509 You guys want some more milk? 98 00:08:40,681 --> 00:08:41,796 Please, please, tell me now. 99 00:08:41,974 --> 00:08:44,809 Drink up your milk. We've going to go in about five minutes, all right? 100 00:08:47,521 --> 00:08:50,605 You've spilt your milk. I told you, you're too little. 101 00:08:50,774 --> 00:08:53,977 Shit, Patsy, can you not drink a glass of milk for once without spilling it? 102 00:08:55,988 --> 00:08:57,482 No, no, no. 103 00:08:57,740 --> 00:08:58,771 What are you doing? 104 00:08:58,949 --> 00:09:01,487 Daddy, why don't the Flintstones ever go to the beach? 105 00:09:01,660 --> 00:09:03,487 I don't know. Don't change the subject. 106 00:09:03,662 --> 00:09:05,655 Where does Mommy keep your sweaters? 107 00:09:07,416 --> 00:09:10,085 Mommy, I ate all my cereal and Patsy didn't. 108 00:09:11,086 --> 00:09:12,913 It's okay, we have accidents. 109 00:09:13,088 --> 00:09:14,915 OK. Under the girls' bed, in the green box, 110 00:09:15,090 --> 00:09:16,584 there's another sweater under there. 111 00:09:16,759 --> 00:09:18,087 Okay, put up your arms. 112 00:09:18,260 --> 00:09:20,549 Come on, we've got to take this off, okay girlie? 113 00:09:20,888 --> 00:09:22,346 Got a little bit of milk on you. 114 00:09:22,514 --> 00:09:23,677 Are you stuck? 115 00:09:23,849 --> 00:09:26,767 Where's Patsy? I don't know. There's Patsy. 116 00:09:28,270 --> 00:09:29,729 There you go. Here you go. Put that on. 117 00:09:31,023 --> 00:09:33,940 Lance's brother rang me last night. He said he might have something for me. 118 00:09:34,109 --> 00:09:35,687 No way! Great! 119 00:09:35,861 --> 00:09:37,403 Where are the keys? I can't find the keys. 120 00:09:37,571 --> 00:09:39,611 - They're still in the ignition, I think. - They are? 121 00:09:39,782 --> 00:09:41,774 Girls, you've got to put on your jackets. 122 00:09:43,035 --> 00:09:45,526 Mommy, do I have to tell Patsy where babies come from? 123 00:09:45,704 --> 00:09:47,780 - I think she's too little. - She is too little. 124 00:09:47,956 --> 00:09:49,581 Can you put on your jacket first? 125 00:09:49,750 --> 00:09:52,323 They opened a swimming pool business in Wilmington Drive. 126 00:09:52,503 --> 00:09:53,913 - No way. - Yeah. 127 00:09:54,296 --> 00:09:55,375 I know. 128 00:09:56,215 --> 00:09:58,006 - Good luck. - Yeah, thank you. 129 00:09:58,759 --> 00:10:00,668 Can you... You pick up the girls from school, 130 00:10:00,844 --> 00:10:02,469 because I might not be back till later. 131 00:10:02,680 --> 00:10:04,553 - Yeah, sure. No problem. - Okay. Guys? 132 00:10:04,723 --> 00:10:06,004 Put on your hats and gloves, okay? 133 00:10:06,183 --> 00:10:09,303 I'm going to warm up the car and we're going to be gone in two minutes, okay? 134 00:10:09,812 --> 00:10:11,306 Two minutes. Yes! 135 00:10:11,605 --> 00:10:13,313 I want you to help Patsy with hers as well, okay? 136 00:10:13,482 --> 00:10:14,727 So get yours on and help. 137 00:10:14,984 --> 00:10:16,941 - Bye, guys. Have a good day. - Bye, Mom. 138 00:10:17,111 --> 00:10:19,352 I got you, I got you. 139 00:11:10,622 --> 00:11:11,287 Ann, 140 00:11:12,082 --> 00:11:15,285 I'm hanging out some wash. You got anything you want me to hang out? 141 00:11:19,631 --> 00:11:20,830 Ann, are you in there? 142 00:11:26,513 --> 00:11:29,087 Put your clothes in the bag, and put on the robe. 143 00:11:29,266 --> 00:11:30,725 Do you know if this is going to take long? 144 00:11:30,893 --> 00:11:33,431 - I'm supposed to pick up my kids. - I really have no idea. 145 00:11:33,645 --> 00:11:35,270 Can I just go tell my Mom to pick them up for me? 146 00:11:35,439 --> 00:11:37,230 We can't make any exceptions. 147 00:11:38,901 --> 00:11:40,099 Is your mother outside? 148 00:11:40,277 --> 00:11:42,234 Yeah, she came with me. Ann Matland. 149 00:11:42,404 --> 00:11:45,109 - I forgot to tell her. - I'll see what I can do. 150 00:11:45,449 --> 00:11:48,236 Now if you could get undressed or you really will be here all day. 151 00:11:48,702 --> 00:11:49,616 Thank you. 152 00:11:55,668 --> 00:11:56,332 John, 153 00:11:56,502 --> 00:11:58,541 Charlie Bob, Seymour, 154 00:11:58,712 --> 00:11:59,875 Jack and Bill. 155 00:12:06,136 --> 00:12:07,880 Follow me, please. 156 00:12:08,138 --> 00:12:09,965 Hey, do you know if the other nurse told my mom she had to go pick up my kids? 157 00:12:10,140 --> 00:12:11,469 I was supposed to go and pick them up today and... 158 00:12:11,642 --> 00:12:12,258 Who'd you tell it to? 159 00:12:12,434 --> 00:12:13,513 The other nurse. I don't know her name. 160 00:12:14,770 --> 00:12:17,178 Do you know how many nurses we have working in this hospital? 161 00:12:18,315 --> 00:12:20,522 Do you know what it's like to be waiting at the school gate all on your own, 162 00:12:20,693 --> 00:12:21,688 with your nose freezing to death 163 00:12:21,860 --> 00:12:23,520 while all the other kids get picked up by their moms? 164 00:12:29,493 --> 00:12:30,572 Yeah, I do. 165 00:12:31,203 --> 00:12:33,112 I'll go see if I can find your mother. 166 00:12:44,550 --> 00:12:46,673 Hi Ann. I am Doctor Thompson, 167 00:12:47,261 --> 00:12:50,096 I'll be looking at the results of your ultrasound. 168 00:12:55,811 --> 00:12:57,436 Why are we doing this again? 169 00:12:59,648 --> 00:13:00,929 How are your kids? 170 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:03,143 I'm kind of worried, actually, 171 00:13:03,318 --> 00:13:05,395 I was supposed to pick them up today so... 172 00:13:05,571 --> 00:13:08,406 Let's not worry about thatjust now. This will be over in a few minutes. 173 00:13:40,898 --> 00:13:43,270 Ann, would you excuse me for a moment? 174 00:13:43,692 --> 00:13:45,317 Yeah, sure. It's your hospital. 175 00:13:51,492 --> 00:13:53,484 Ann, this is Doctor Stuart and Doctor Lance. 176 00:13:53,661 --> 00:13:56,697 Hi! Do you know if someone told my mom about picking up my daughters? 177 00:13:57,122 --> 00:13:59,530 We're only gonna take a few minutes, okay? 178 00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:07,506 Does your husband live with you? 179 00:14:07,675 --> 00:14:08,837 Yeah, 180 00:14:10,594 --> 00:14:12,753 he... he builds swimming pools. He was out all day today. 181 00:14:13,180 --> 00:14:15,422 And you work at the university. 182 00:14:16,517 --> 00:14:18,556 Yeah. I clean the university. Nights. 183 00:14:19,019 --> 00:14:20,395 And you're twenty-three... 184 00:14:21,605 --> 00:14:24,440 I'll be twenty four in December. I'm an Aquarius. 185 00:14:25,359 --> 00:14:28,443 How about you? What star sign are you? What the hell is happening to me? 186 00:14:28,904 --> 00:14:32,071 We've done the scan three times and... 187 00:14:32,282 --> 00:14:35,236 Are you sure you wouldn't prefer to call your husband? 188 00:14:36,578 --> 00:14:38,238 No. I would prefer not to call him. 189 00:14:40,916 --> 00:14:44,866 We've done the scan three times, and I've ordered a... a pre-biopsy... 190 00:14:45,045 --> 00:14:46,124 So, what? 191 00:14:48,090 --> 00:14:50,213 You have a tumour. 192 00:14:51,176 --> 00:14:52,421 In both ovaries. 193 00:14:53,053 --> 00:14:56,303 It's reached your stomach and it's beginning to spread to your liver. 194 00:15:05,315 --> 00:15:06,691 Wow. That's pretty far gone, eh? 195 00:15:07,776 --> 00:15:10,018 Ann, if you were twenty years older, 196 00:15:10,195 --> 00:15:13,695 the whole thing would be spreading more slowly we could operate on it. 197 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:17,488 But... your cells are very young. 198 00:15:17,661 --> 00:15:19,820 Too young, in fact 199 00:15:20,956 --> 00:15:23,447 and I'm afraid there's... there's nothing we can do. 200 00:15:46,357 --> 00:15:47,270 Wow. How long? 201 00:15:48,233 --> 00:15:49,811 Two months, maybe three. 202 00:15:57,868 --> 00:15:59,991 Here's me thinking I was pregnant... 203 00:16:02,164 --> 00:16:03,327 No, I'm afraid not. 204 00:16:13,217 --> 00:16:16,004 I knew it was something pretty serious when you sat down here beside me. 205 00:16:17,846 --> 00:16:21,381 They're renovating my office, changing the air-conditioning and... 206 00:16:25,062 --> 00:16:26,437 No, that's not true... 207 00:16:28,315 --> 00:16:32,064 I can't sit down in front of someone and tell them that they're gonna die... 208 00:16:34,571 --> 00:16:36,231 I've never been able to... 209 00:16:37,032 --> 00:16:39,523 the nurses are beginning to mention it. 210 00:16:43,497 --> 00:16:45,869 Your family might wanna see another doctor, 211 00:16:46,041 --> 00:16:47,749 they might want a second opinion. 212 00:16:47,918 --> 00:16:50,587 Someone who tells me the exact same thing as you, but looks me right in the eye? 213 00:16:55,926 --> 00:16:57,385 Can I get you a coffee? 214 00:16:58,220 --> 00:16:59,133 No. 215 00:17:00,806 --> 00:17:01,671 Bourbon? 216 00:17:02,558 --> 00:17:04,301 Let me guess, you're goinna offer me a cigarette? 217 00:17:04,476 --> 00:17:05,306 No. 218 00:17:09,523 --> 00:17:10,851 Do have a piece of candy? 219 00:17:11,191 --> 00:17:12,436 A piece of...? Yeah. 220 00:17:22,119 --> 00:17:23,282 It's pretty good... 221 00:17:24,788 --> 00:17:26,164 what flavour is that? 222 00:17:27,374 --> 00:17:28,572 Ginger. 223 00:17:30,502 --> 00:17:31,582 It's pretty good. 224 00:17:33,547 --> 00:17:35,338 It's a bit hot, but it's okay. 225 00:17:36,467 --> 00:17:39,551 I've... I've prepared some leaflets, which more or less 226 00:17:40,137 --> 00:17:41,631 explain everything, 227 00:17:42,097 --> 00:17:43,805 and some recipes 228 00:17:43,974 --> 00:17:45,303 to help ease the nausea, 229 00:17:45,517 --> 00:17:47,261 and I'd like to see you next week. 230 00:17:47,436 --> 00:17:49,559 I've given you an appointment and my direct line 231 00:17:49,730 --> 00:17:51,105 in case you need to call me. 232 00:17:53,942 --> 00:17:54,974 Yeah... Okay. 233 00:17:55,527 --> 00:17:57,650 Do you have another piece of candy? One for the road? 234 00:17:58,947 --> 00:18:00,739 I'm sorry, that was my last one... 235 00:18:06,121 --> 00:18:08,577 Next week I'll have more... candy. 236 00:18:09,333 --> 00:18:12,832 Your Dad used to drínk a bottle of bourbon and call it breakfast. 237 00:18:13,003 --> 00:18:14,747 You get wired if you drink so much as a beer. 238 00:18:17,091 --> 00:18:19,000 You didn't even take drugs during high school, 239 00:18:20,094 --> 00:18:22,252 just the odd drag of Don's joint. 240 00:18:23,305 --> 00:18:26,591 Without inhaling, like that guy who used to be President of the United States, 241 00:18:27,309 --> 00:18:28,590 that guy Bill Clinton. 242 00:18:29,645 --> 00:18:31,222 So, were they waiting long? 243 00:18:32,648 --> 00:18:33,893 Oh, good. 244 00:18:34,274 --> 00:18:36,481 Good, thanks a lot, Mom. I owe you one. 245 00:18:37,403 --> 00:18:39,810 No, no, they're doing blood analysis. 246 00:18:39,988 --> 00:18:42,693 Apparently I've got anaemia... that's why I've been fainting. 247 00:18:45,577 --> 00:18:48,781 You know they're like, once they've got you, they don't want to let you go. 248 00:18:49,248 --> 00:18:51,821 Trying out some new machine, they're like little kids. 249 00:18:52,626 --> 00:18:53,290 You know, I should go, Mom, 250 00:18:53,460 --> 00:18:54,836 'cause the nurse is coming to get me, I've got to go. 251 00:18:55,879 --> 00:18:57,338 Okay, bye, thanks a lot. 252 00:18:59,758 --> 00:19:02,712 Now you feel like you want to take all the drugs in the world. 253 00:19:03,804 --> 00:19:06,295 But all the drugs in the world aren't going to change the feeling 254 00:19:06,473 --> 00:19:10,341 that your whole life's been a dream and it's only now that you're waking up. 255 00:19:32,041 --> 00:19:34,745 "But I like to eat cake in a tub", laughed the cat. 256 00:19:34,918 --> 00:19:37,836 "You should try it sometime", laughed the cat as he sat. 257 00:19:38,172 --> 00:19:40,081 And then I got mad, there was no time for fun. 258 00:19:40,257 --> 00:19:42,084 I said "Cat you get out!" 259 00:19:44,053 --> 00:19:44,752 Hi, Mommy. 260 00:19:47,389 --> 00:19:48,800 Hi. You've been good? 261 00:19:48,974 --> 00:19:52,141 Mom, can you tell us a story? Daddy says it too fast. 262 00:19:52,311 --> 00:19:55,181 Hey. Thanks a lot. You little monster. 263 00:19:56,190 --> 00:19:57,518 I don't read them too fast. 264 00:19:58,567 --> 00:20:01,023 - How are you? - Good. I've got anaemia, 265 00:20:01,195 --> 00:20:02,357 that's why I've been fainting, 266 00:20:02,529 --> 00:20:05,364 so they gave me some iron and vitamins. How did it go with Lance? 267 00:20:06,450 --> 00:20:07,861 I start on Monday. 268 00:20:08,243 --> 00:20:10,035 Hey, no way! That's so good. 269 00:20:10,204 --> 00:20:13,240 Yes. I know, and there's enough work for a year at least. 270 00:20:13,415 --> 00:20:16,167 - That's so great! - I know, it's great. 271 00:20:16,502 --> 00:20:20,167 - Did you give the girls something to eat? - Daddy gave us milk shakes and fries. 272 00:20:20,339 --> 00:20:23,126 He said we mustn't tell you. It was so nice. 273 00:20:23,967 --> 00:20:27,171 Mommy, I ate all my fries and all my milk shake. 274 00:20:27,346 --> 00:20:30,300 Fries are vegetables, right? They're potatoes, which is a very good food. 275 00:20:30,474 --> 00:20:31,933 It's one of the food groups. 276 00:20:32,101 --> 00:20:32,765 I'm sorry, 277 00:20:32,935 --> 00:20:34,643 it was a little treat. I just got a job. 278 00:20:34,812 --> 00:20:37,100 - What is wrong with you? - I'm sorry. 279 00:20:37,439 --> 00:20:41,271 - Okay. The rafters, in a second. - Can I stay, or should I go? 280 00:20:42,444 --> 00:20:43,725 You can stay. 281 00:20:44,822 --> 00:20:46,197 That's okay. Good night, you two. 282 00:20:49,368 --> 00:20:50,364 Close our eyes. 283 00:20:51,328 --> 00:20:53,570 Close our eyes. We're setting off. Okay? 284 00:20:54,957 --> 00:20:55,787 Oh, no! 285 00:20:56,083 --> 00:20:57,957 It's getting wavier and wavier and we... 286 00:21:01,088 --> 00:21:02,796 and then we splash down in the water. 287 00:21:03,549 --> 00:21:04,414 No, 288 00:21:04,925 --> 00:21:06,918 - what's that? - Is that a shark? 289 00:21:07,094 --> 00:21:08,469 It is a shark. 290 00:21:08,637 --> 00:21:09,800 They're really really mad at us. 291 00:21:09,972 --> 00:21:11,596 They thought that this river was the ocean. 292 00:21:11,765 --> 00:21:13,010 They're really mad! 293 00:21:28,866 --> 00:21:30,360 Here, I think you should eat those. 294 00:21:34,705 --> 00:21:35,736 Are you going to go to work? 295 00:21:36,665 --> 00:21:37,863 Yeah, I'll go in. 296 00:21:38,167 --> 00:21:41,002 Your mother said she could get a lift back if you want to rest. 297 00:21:42,212 --> 00:21:43,208 No, I should go in. 298 00:21:44,131 --> 00:21:45,506 I thought you were pregnant. 299 00:21:48,010 --> 00:21:49,338 Yeah. Me too. 300 00:21:51,764 --> 00:21:52,962 You sure you're all right? 301 00:21:53,182 --> 00:21:55,637 Yes, I'm good, I'm just a little bit tired, that's all. 302 00:22:01,357 --> 00:22:04,642 You know, next month when I get my paycheck we could go to Whalebay Beach. 303 00:22:05,235 --> 00:22:06,267 Would you like that? 304 00:22:06,737 --> 00:22:07,353 Yeah, 305 00:22:08,197 --> 00:22:09,276 that'd be nice. 306 00:22:09,782 --> 00:22:12,403 Patsy hasn't even been at the beach before. 307 00:22:14,536 --> 00:22:16,280 Yeah. I've got a good feeling about things, 308 00:22:16,955 --> 00:22:18,913 with the swimming pools, I mean. 309 00:22:19,333 --> 00:22:20,329 I really do. 310 00:22:27,299 --> 00:22:28,213 Thinking. 311 00:22:29,259 --> 00:22:31,133 You're not used to thinking. 312 00:22:31,970 --> 00:22:34,093 When you have your first kid at seventeen with the only man 313 00:22:34,264 --> 00:22:35,723 you've ever kissed in your life, 314 00:22:36,308 --> 00:22:38,716 and then another kid when you're nineteen, with the same man, 315 00:22:38,894 --> 00:22:41,385 and you live in a trailer in your Mom's backyard, 316 00:22:41,563 --> 00:22:43,686 and your Dad's been in jail for ten years, 317 00:22:43,857 --> 00:22:45,352 you never have time to think. 318 00:22:46,402 --> 00:22:49,901 Maybe you're so out of practice you've forgotten how. 319 00:23:00,624 --> 00:23:02,415 - What is this? - It's coffee. 320 00:23:02,668 --> 00:23:06,915 - Yes. I asked for an espresso. - The espresso machine ain't working. 321 00:23:07,214 --> 00:23:08,792 So if the espresso machine wasn't working, 322 00:23:08,966 --> 00:23:11,005 then why didn't you tell me the espresso machine wasn't working? 323 00:23:11,176 --> 00:23:13,632 I figured you wanted coffee. 324 00:23:13,804 --> 00:23:16,093 You brought me a coffee. I asked for an espresso. 325 00:23:16,265 --> 00:23:17,842 Okay, just relax. 326 00:23:18,434 --> 00:23:20,058 Come back next week, we'll have espresso. 327 00:23:22,980 --> 00:23:25,601 - Hey, could you please lend me a pen? - Sure, honey, 328 00:23:25,774 --> 00:23:27,731 just tell me what you want first, so as I can write it down 329 00:23:27,901 --> 00:23:30,357 and then I can lend it to you, that way we'll all be happy. 330 00:23:30,529 --> 00:23:32,189 Okay, I'll have... 331 00:23:32,865 --> 00:23:35,569 Don't say espresso because the espresso machine ain't working... 332 00:23:35,743 --> 00:23:38,150 don't say cappuccino 'cause it's the same machine. 333 00:23:38,328 --> 00:23:39,527 Okay, I'll have a... 334 00:23:40,581 --> 00:23:41,612 a Danish. 335 00:23:41,790 --> 00:23:43,450 Got no more 'til tomorrow. 336 00:23:44,376 --> 00:23:46,499 Can I get then a coffee and 337 00:23:47,338 --> 00:23:49,829 just something sweet, like anything you have that's sweet. 338 00:23:50,507 --> 00:23:52,417 Pineapple cheesecake? 339 00:23:52,593 --> 00:23:54,632 It's the sweetest thing we got. Actually it's the only thing we've got. 340 00:23:54,803 --> 00:23:56,595 That's fine, that's great. Pineapple cheesecake. 341 00:23:56,764 --> 00:23:57,712 Okay. 342 00:25:10,254 --> 00:25:13,208 There you go, the world's sweetest cheesecake. 343 00:25:13,507 --> 00:25:15,583 You can keep the pen for as long as you need it. 344 00:25:15,759 --> 00:25:17,668 I already filled in the lottery ticket earlier. 345 00:25:17,928 --> 00:25:20,217 What are you going to do if you win? Have you decided? 346 00:25:20,389 --> 00:25:22,049 Have I ever, honey. 347 00:25:25,436 --> 00:25:26,681 I want to be like her. 348 00:25:27,604 --> 00:25:29,597 I want her nose, 349 00:25:29,773 --> 00:25:31,813 her mouth, her eyes, 350 00:25:31,984 --> 00:25:33,811 her hair, her waist... 351 00:25:33,986 --> 00:25:35,646 I'm going to be so much like Cher 352 00:25:35,821 --> 00:25:38,277 that folks are gonna stop me in the supermarket and say 353 00:25:38,449 --> 00:25:40,856 "Wasn't it terrible what happened to dear old Sonny?" 354 00:25:41,410 --> 00:25:42,489 What do you think? 355 00:25:43,620 --> 00:25:45,827 I think that's a really fucking stupid idea. 356 00:25:49,168 --> 00:25:50,033 I'm just kidding. 357 00:25:50,335 --> 00:25:51,580 I think Cher is great. 358 00:25:58,552 --> 00:26:01,968 Penny, Patsy, I'm making a big heap of pancakes. 359 00:26:02,139 --> 00:26:03,419 If you don't come right this second 360 00:26:03,599 --> 00:26:05,223 I'm going to eat all of them all by myself. 361 00:26:05,434 --> 00:26:07,058 I'm coming, Mommy. 362 00:26:11,065 --> 00:26:12,642 - Morning, buddy. - Hi, Mommy. 363 00:26:14,777 --> 00:26:16,935 I guess Patsy doesn't want any pancakes, eh? 364 00:26:17,112 --> 00:26:18,737 No pancakes for Patsy. 365 00:26:22,701 --> 00:26:25,488 Is it Sunday yet? Is it my birthday? 366 00:26:25,662 --> 00:26:26,991 No, but you know what? 367 00:26:27,164 --> 00:26:29,322 Last night I dreamt 368 00:26:29,500 --> 00:26:32,169 that you woke up like hungry lions 369 00:26:32,544 --> 00:26:34,833 and you ate lots of food. 370 00:26:43,806 --> 00:26:45,051 I'll cut it up for you. There you go. 371 00:26:48,435 --> 00:26:50,558 Are you going to take the kids to school? 372 00:26:58,278 --> 00:27:00,651 The biggest lion of them all. 373 00:27:00,823 --> 00:27:01,902 Go get him, Patsy. 374 00:27:04,493 --> 00:27:06,616 Bye. I love you, my little lions, 375 00:27:07,371 --> 00:27:08,569 I love you so much. 376 00:27:25,973 --> 00:27:27,253 I love you. 377 00:27:31,979 --> 00:27:33,354 I kind of want... 378 00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:35,685 something different. 379 00:27:37,234 --> 00:27:38,313 Different... 380 00:27:40,487 --> 00:27:42,314 To what I've got at the moment, I mean. 381 00:27:43,198 --> 00:27:46,152 I could do you braids, but it would take all day... 382 00:27:46,368 --> 00:27:48,195 and I'm on my own here on Wednesdays, so... 383 00:27:48,370 --> 00:27:50,114 Not braids. No way. 384 00:27:54,710 --> 00:27:56,619 Well, you've got good hair for braids. 385 00:27:57,546 --> 00:27:59,788 And you asked for something different, so... 386 00:28:00,090 --> 00:28:02,925 Braids are fine. They look great on you, but... 387 00:28:04,261 --> 00:28:05,839 I was thinking of something more... 388 00:28:07,931 --> 00:28:09,260 How about blonde? 389 00:28:09,683 --> 00:28:10,714 Blonde? 390 00:28:11,352 --> 00:28:12,550 Something to kind of... 391 00:28:13,312 --> 00:28:16,229 - brighten up my face a bit. - Something bright. 392 00:28:17,024 --> 00:28:17,724 Like this? 393 00:28:17,900 --> 00:28:19,976 I was also wondering about false nails. 394 00:28:20,152 --> 00:28:21,183 I don't have any nails and... 395 00:28:21,987 --> 00:28:25,024 The girl who does the nails doesn't come in Wednesdays. 396 00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:27,067 You what then, why I don't just come back tomorrow then. 397 00:28:27,242 --> 00:28:29,780 We can do it all at the same time, can't we? 398 00:28:30,037 --> 00:28:31,199 Braids as well? 399 00:28:32,456 --> 00:28:34,781 I'll think about it. Ok, I'll see you tomorrow. Bye. 400 00:28:38,837 --> 00:28:40,664 I had two conventions today 401 00:28:40,839 --> 00:28:43,793 and I had to make a cake for three hundred people 402 00:28:43,967 --> 00:28:45,675 in the shape of a tyre. 403 00:28:48,097 --> 00:28:49,425 I'm beat. 404 00:28:52,351 --> 00:28:53,845 Even my hips ache. 405 00:28:55,688 --> 00:28:58,309 I think I'm going to make an appointment to see the doctor tomorrow. 406 00:28:58,482 --> 00:29:00,190 My knee's acting up again as well. 407 00:29:02,194 --> 00:29:04,815 That damn cake must have weighed 30 pounds. 408 00:29:07,866 --> 00:29:09,906 How about you? You feeling any better? 409 00:29:10,411 --> 00:29:11,869 Yeah, I'm feeling fine. 410 00:29:13,747 --> 00:29:16,665 They say it's going to snow this weekend, but I don't think so. 411 00:29:17,710 --> 00:29:18,955 I hate the snow. 412 00:29:20,921 --> 00:29:24,372 I like the snow even less than I like the rain. 413 00:29:28,178 --> 00:29:30,883 ...because you'll never be anything but a common frump 414 00:29:31,056 --> 00:29:32,930 whose father lived over a grocery store 415 00:29:33,100 --> 00:29:34,808 and whose mother took in washing. 416 00:29:34,977 --> 00:29:36,388 With this money, I can get away from 417 00:29:36,562 --> 00:29:39,895 every rotten stinking thing that makes me think of this place or you. 418 00:29:40,065 --> 00:29:43,351 You must think I'm on a string. 419 00:29:43,569 --> 00:29:45,193 Go away, Veda, come back, Veda. 420 00:29:45,696 --> 00:29:47,107 It isn't that easy. 421 00:30:03,297 --> 00:30:04,293 Alone. 422 00:30:05,758 --> 00:30:06,920 You're alone. 423 00:30:08,385 --> 00:30:10,674 You've never been so alone in your live. 424 00:30:12,598 --> 00:30:14,425 Lies are your only company. 425 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,636 GONE TO THE LAUNDROMAT. WE'RE OUT FO CLEAN CLOTHES. 426 00:30:34,244 --> 00:30:37,162 - Can I get you something? - Can I get a Molson Canadian, please? 427 00:30:38,999 --> 00:30:39,865 Hi! 428 00:30:40,709 --> 00:30:41,705 Hi. 429 00:30:42,252 --> 00:30:44,743 - I haven't seen you here before. - No. 430 00:30:47,383 --> 00:30:49,671 I'm sorry about the thing with the braids this morning. 431 00:30:49,843 --> 00:30:51,717 I shouldn't really have suggested it, 432 00:30:52,304 --> 00:30:55,009 but I was having a kind of weird morning... 433 00:30:55,307 --> 00:30:56,552 you ever get those? 434 00:30:56,725 --> 00:30:58,718 You know, when youjust can't face the world? 435 00:30:58,894 --> 00:31:01,432 It's very stressful being a hairdresser, 436 00:31:01,814 --> 00:31:03,640 people expect a lot from you 437 00:31:04,608 --> 00:31:06,933 and sometimes you can't stand the pressure. 438 00:31:07,111 --> 00:31:09,946 People want you to make them beautiful 439 00:31:10,114 --> 00:31:12,865 but sometimes it's just not possible. 440 00:31:13,033 --> 00:31:14,362 You know what? Don't worry about it, 441 00:31:14,535 --> 00:31:16,243 I wasn't having a great morning either, so... 442 00:31:18,163 --> 00:31:21,200 Now, can I ask you a personal question? 443 00:31:23,210 --> 00:31:24,704 Do you like Milli Vanilli? 444 00:31:25,254 --> 00:31:27,959 You mean those guys in shorts who didn't sing. 445 00:31:28,132 --> 00:31:29,542 Oh, you're wrong there. 446 00:31:29,883 --> 00:31:32,635 They did sing, but their producer wouldn't let them. 447 00:31:33,053 --> 00:31:35,046 He practically blackmailed them 448 00:31:35,222 --> 00:31:37,096 and said he would tell everyone their secret, 449 00:31:37,266 --> 00:31:39,342 and he got all the royalties. 450 00:31:40,185 --> 00:31:42,012 It was so unfair. 451 00:31:42,646 --> 00:31:44,390 And later they showed that they could sing, 452 00:31:44,565 --> 00:31:46,853 but you know no one listened to them. 453 00:31:47,693 --> 00:31:50,813 They were too fragile for the music industry. 454 00:31:52,156 --> 00:31:54,694 - What kind of music do you like? - Music? 455 00:31:56,493 --> 00:31:58,901 God, I haven't listened to any music in so long. 456 00:31:59,955 --> 00:32:01,200 I used to like Nirvana. 457 00:32:01,540 --> 00:32:02,999 I went to one of their concerts... 458 00:32:03,167 --> 00:32:04,625 actually it was their last concert. 459 00:32:04,793 --> 00:32:08,743 That's actually where I met Don, my husband. 460 00:32:09,006 --> 00:32:09,955 He was... 461 00:32:10,132 --> 00:32:12,884 Hold that thought, Ijust got to get up and dance. 462 00:32:13,052 --> 00:32:15,091 The DJ's a friend of mine. I'll be back. 463 00:33:15,906 --> 00:33:18,397 I'm going to go get a cup coffee next door. 464 00:33:18,575 --> 00:33:21,493 I was wondering if maybe you wanted me to go and get you one too? 465 00:33:22,413 --> 00:33:23,492 No, thanks. 466 00:33:24,832 --> 00:33:26,705 Yeah, actually, please, yeah. 467 00:33:27,251 --> 00:33:29,124 Sure. Milk and sugar, please. 468 00:33:29,753 --> 00:33:30,832 Thanks. 469 00:34:58,384 --> 00:34:59,759 Your coffee's cold. 470 00:35:00,135 --> 00:35:01,546 I was kind of tired. 471 00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:06,385 I washed, folded your laundry. 472 00:35:08,185 --> 00:35:09,134 Thanks. 473 00:35:11,271 --> 00:35:12,896 I didn't forget the softener, did I? 474 00:35:13,065 --> 00:35:15,057 No, you forgot the soap. 475 00:35:25,035 --> 00:35:27,194 Were you watching me while I was asleep? 476 00:35:27,663 --> 00:35:29,821 Yeah, for a little while. Sorry. 477 00:35:31,083 --> 00:35:32,079 Why? 478 00:35:33,585 --> 00:35:35,708 I was snoring or? 479 00:35:35,879 --> 00:35:38,714 No, you were drooling. You drool when you sleep. 480 00:35:41,677 --> 00:35:42,875 Are you that girl? That girl 481 00:35:43,971 --> 00:35:45,251 at the coffee shop 482 00:35:45,431 --> 00:35:47,637 that was writing in a journal the other day? 483 00:35:52,104 --> 00:35:53,646 Thanks for the jacket. 484 00:35:55,691 --> 00:35:56,722 It's yours, isn't it? 485 00:35:56,900 --> 00:35:58,644 Yeah, you can keep it if you want. 486 00:35:58,819 --> 00:36:02,603 It's mighty cold out there and I'm used to it. 487 00:36:02,781 --> 00:36:05,948 I was in Alaska for three years, I lived there, I mean, two and a half. 488 00:36:06,118 --> 00:36:07,114 It's all right. 489 00:36:08,328 --> 00:36:10,950 I really like the cold. It makes me feel really alive. 490 00:36:14,501 --> 00:36:17,123 I've got to run. I've got two young kids. You know how it is. 491 00:36:19,590 --> 00:36:20,539 Sure. 492 00:36:29,016 --> 00:36:29,798 Thanks. 493 00:36:33,228 --> 00:36:35,020 - I'll see you around. - My name's Lee. 494 00:36:36,190 --> 00:36:37,103 Ann. 495 00:36:50,037 --> 00:36:51,780 Are you sure that you don't need the jacket? 496 00:36:52,247 --> 00:36:54,205 No, no. Go ahead, take it. 497 00:36:55,626 --> 00:36:58,710 Okay. I've never been to Alaska. I always really liked the sound of it. 498 00:37:00,172 --> 00:37:03,043 - I'll bring the jacket back, don't worry. - No. I want you to have it. 499 00:37:03,509 --> 00:37:05,217 I like the idea of you wearing it. 500 00:37:05,844 --> 00:37:06,959 That's nice. 501 00:37:08,806 --> 00:37:10,514 I'll bring it back, don't worry. 502 00:37:46,301 --> 00:37:48,175 You see things clearly now. 503 00:37:49,346 --> 00:37:52,549 You see all these all these barrelled lifes, barrelled voices. 504 00:37:53,475 --> 00:37:55,349 Milli Vanilli everywhere. 505 00:37:56,979 --> 00:37:59,351 You look at all the things you can't buy, 506 00:37:59,690 --> 00:38:01,932 now you don't even wanna buy. 507 00:38:02,526 --> 00:38:05,278 All the things that will still be here after you're gone. 508 00:38:05,863 --> 00:38:07,321 When you're dead. 509 00:38:08,323 --> 00:38:10,945 And then you realize that all the things 510 00:38:11,118 --> 00:38:12,826 in the bright window displays, 511 00:38:13,370 --> 00:38:15,363 all the models in the catalogues, 512 00:38:15,539 --> 00:38:18,160 all the colours, all the special offers, 513 00:38:18,333 --> 00:38:20,326 all the Martha Stewart recipes, 514 00:38:20,502 --> 00:38:22,993 all the piles of greasy food, 515 00:38:23,589 --> 00:38:25,877 it's just all thereto try and keep us away from death. 516 00:38:26,717 --> 00:38:28,092 And it doesn't work. 517 00:38:30,387 --> 00:38:33,222 So, it turns out that she loved her daughter so much 518 00:38:33,390 --> 00:38:35,430 that she didn't tell her that she was her mother, 519 00:38:35,601 --> 00:38:36,976 because she didn't... 520 00:38:37,144 --> 00:38:39,220 she thought that would be better, 521 00:38:39,396 --> 00:38:41,436 the boy's parents would accept her better 522 00:38:41,607 --> 00:38:43,267 and the boy would ask her to marry him, 523 00:38:43,442 --> 00:38:45,481 which was what she wanted most in the whole world. 524 00:38:46,195 --> 00:38:47,819 But it was a huge sacrifice, 525 00:38:48,072 --> 00:38:50,230 and she suffered a whole lot, 526 00:38:52,868 --> 00:38:56,403 Mommy, Grandma told us a beautiful story about a mom 527 00:38:56,580 --> 00:38:59,747 who has lots of bad things happen to her, and it's really sad. 528 00:38:59,917 --> 00:39:01,660 Goodness, how unusual. 529 00:39:03,962 --> 00:39:05,161 I bathed them 530 00:39:05,339 --> 00:39:07,378 and Penny ate three slices of banana bread 531 00:39:07,549 --> 00:39:10,835 and Patsy drank some milk. Lately she's been kind of off it. 532 00:39:11,929 --> 00:39:14,052 Grandma's story's a movie, 533 00:39:14,223 --> 00:39:15,966 Mommy, and she says she likes it a lot. 534 00:39:16,141 --> 00:39:18,597 - Really? - Yeah, Joan Crawford. 535 00:39:18,852 --> 00:39:21,770 Joan Crawford, that's great! Okay, let's go, guys. 536 00:39:21,939 --> 00:39:25,142 Patsy, put that down. Patsy. We're going. 537 00:39:26,568 --> 00:39:30,068 I just wanted to keep them entertained, you know, so they don't watch so much TV. 538 00:39:30,406 --> 00:39:31,816 Next time I'll keep my mouth shut. 539 00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:34,398 Mommy, I don't want to go to school tomorrow. 540 00:39:34,576 --> 00:39:37,743 - I don't want to. - I know, I know. 541 00:39:38,455 --> 00:39:40,495 I said thanks, okay? So just drop it. 542 00:39:40,666 --> 00:39:43,833 - I don't need your thanks. - Okay, so I'll take them back then. 543 00:39:44,670 --> 00:39:47,920 All I did was watch your kids while you did your shopping. 544 00:39:48,090 --> 00:39:49,288 You asked me to. 545 00:39:49,466 --> 00:39:51,673 Yeah, I asked you to. I didn't ask you to fill their heads 546 00:39:51,844 --> 00:39:55,094 with stupid stories about mothers making dumb-ass sacrifices. 547 00:39:55,681 --> 00:39:57,638 What kind of stories do you want me to tell them? 548 00:39:57,808 --> 00:40:00,050 Cinderella? About murderous step-mothers? 549 00:40:00,227 --> 00:40:02,136 - Is that what you want? - Yes! 550 00:40:05,566 --> 00:40:08,021 There's times that you're just like your father, 551 00:40:08,193 --> 00:40:09,937 and let me tell you, it's not something I like. 552 00:40:10,112 --> 00:40:11,690 You're wrong, there's times that I'm just like you, 553 00:40:11,864 --> 00:40:13,524 and it's not something I like either. 554 00:40:25,044 --> 00:40:27,369 I'm sorry, it's just really tangled. 555 00:40:27,921 --> 00:40:29,713 Patsy's always whining. 556 00:40:29,923 --> 00:40:31,916 Penny, please don't pick on her. 557 00:40:32,092 --> 00:40:34,548 You always complain when I brush your hair too. 558 00:40:34,720 --> 00:40:36,677 - Why do you have to do that? - I wasn't picking on her. 559 00:40:36,847 --> 00:40:38,555 And telling me that she's always complaining, 560 00:40:38,724 --> 00:40:40,135 that's not picking on her? I think so. 561 00:40:40,309 --> 00:40:42,136 I wasn't picking on her. 562 00:40:43,562 --> 00:40:45,353 I'm not always complaining. 563 00:40:45,522 --> 00:40:47,349 Okay, that's enough, guys. 564 00:40:47,691 --> 00:40:49,269 Go to bed, okay? 565 00:40:52,529 --> 00:40:54,736 Okay, good night, monkey girl. You got kitty? 566 00:40:55,032 --> 00:40:57,737 - Yeah. - There you go. You've got some covers. 567 00:40:57,910 --> 00:41:00,579 'Night, buddy. You don't want me to kiss you? 568 00:41:00,746 --> 00:41:01,777 I wasn't picking on her. 569 00:41:01,955 --> 00:41:04,743 Penny, that is enough, I said, okay? 570 00:41:09,838 --> 00:41:11,878 It's true you're just like Grandma. 571 00:41:18,305 --> 00:41:20,381 Hey. Do you want some leftover chicken? 572 00:41:22,726 --> 00:41:24,102 Aren't you going to say hello? 573 00:41:27,064 --> 00:41:28,772 How many beers have you had? 574 00:41:30,401 --> 00:41:32,310 Well, one or two or... 575 00:41:33,487 --> 00:41:34,862 four. I don't know. 576 00:41:37,408 --> 00:41:40,741 - You want some chicken or don't you? - I want a kiss. 577 00:41:42,246 --> 00:41:45,033 I want a big, juicy kiss. 578 00:41:49,420 --> 00:41:50,795 Here's some chicken. 579 00:41:56,635 --> 00:41:58,509 Great. Chicken. 580 00:42:05,561 --> 00:42:06,806 It's good. 581 00:42:07,563 --> 00:42:09,140 Have the girls been in bed long? 582 00:42:09,565 --> 00:42:10,940 Yeah, a little while. 583 00:42:12,818 --> 00:42:14,396 Penny's was picking on Patsy again. 584 00:42:14,570 --> 00:42:16,609 I told her not to and she got kind of mad at me. 585 00:42:16,780 --> 00:42:18,405 - She did? - Yeah, a little bit. 586 00:42:19,450 --> 00:42:21,489 We started a pool out at Rushmore today. 587 00:42:21,660 --> 00:42:24,329 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. It's crescent-shaped. 588 00:42:24,955 --> 00:42:26,414 It's going to look wild. 589 00:42:26,623 --> 00:42:29,660 These people, they got a three- story house, 590 00:42:29,835 --> 00:42:32,408 a porch out of "Gone With the Wind" and everything. 591 00:42:33,005 --> 00:42:34,167 It's beautiful. 592 00:42:34,673 --> 00:42:35,918 Are you happy? 593 00:42:37,051 --> 00:42:39,090 With the swimming pool thing, I mean. 594 00:42:39,261 --> 00:42:40,506 Yeah, it's good. 595 00:42:41,221 --> 00:42:44,970 It's not like the factory but it's better than nothing. 596 00:42:45,642 --> 00:42:47,220 I'm going to get to work. 597 00:42:47,686 --> 00:42:50,355 You not just going to leave me here alone gnawing on a cold chicken bone, are you? 598 00:42:50,522 --> 00:42:54,141 If you like you can always heat it up, but I thought you really loved cold food. 599 00:42:54,318 --> 00:42:56,357 Why don't you just eat it cold? 600 00:43:03,702 --> 00:43:05,113 Will you sing to me? 601 00:43:05,287 --> 00:43:06,662 No, I have to go to work. 602 00:43:06,830 --> 00:43:09,037 You know how much I love it when you sing to me. 603 00:43:09,375 --> 00:43:10,537 Please. 604 00:43:10,876 --> 00:43:12,204 Just sing to me. 605 00:43:44,910 --> 00:43:45,906 Hi. 606 00:43:46,537 --> 00:43:47,319 Hi. 607 00:43:48,580 --> 00:43:49,695 Bye... 608 00:43:50,874 --> 00:43:51,906 Bye... 609 00:44:12,229 --> 00:44:13,771 Hey, my buddy Penny. 610 00:44:16,024 --> 00:44:17,768 I'm not going to be at your birthday party, 611 00:44:17,943 --> 00:44:20,814 but there's nothing I'd like more in the whole, wide world. 612 00:44:22,698 --> 00:44:25,070 I bet Grandma's made a special birthday cake just for 613 00:44:25,242 --> 00:44:27,400 you with your name on it in big chocolate letters. 614 00:44:33,792 --> 00:44:36,829 Penny, I want you to know that the day that you were born 615 00:44:38,047 --> 00:44:39,541 I held you in my arms 616 00:44:39,715 --> 00:44:42,384 and that was the happiest day in my whole life. 617 00:44:44,928 --> 00:44:47,466 I was so happy I couldn't even speak. 618 00:44:49,808 --> 00:44:52,975 I just stroked your tiny little feet and I cried with happiness. 619 00:44:53,896 --> 00:44:56,683 Without you I could have never found out that lions eat pancakes 620 00:44:56,857 --> 00:44:59,063 or that the bed could be a raft. 621 00:44:59,526 --> 00:45:01,768 Try and look after Patsy, okay? 622 00:45:06,283 --> 00:45:09,319 I know it's hard 'cause sometimes she makes you mad and everything. 623 00:45:10,871 --> 00:45:14,454 I know it's not easy being a big sister, but I know that you can do it, okay? 624 00:45:17,878 --> 00:45:20,286 Mommy sends you millions and millions of kisses. 625 00:45:36,563 --> 00:45:38,770 Happy birthday, my darling little Patsy. 626 00:45:39,775 --> 00:45:41,317 Now you're five! 627 00:45:41,693 --> 00:45:43,852 I'll bet that Penny looks after you now. 628 00:45:44,446 --> 00:45:46,522 I bet that she doesn't pick on you anymore. 629 00:45:48,117 --> 00:45:51,118 Honey, I don't want you to be sad that I'm not at your birthday, okay? 630 00:45:51,286 --> 00:45:52,449 Promise? 631 00:45:53,497 --> 00:45:56,166 I remember your first birthday really well, you know? 632 00:45:56,375 --> 00:45:59,791 I remember how you started to cry 633 00:45:59,962 --> 00:46:03,378 and you wouldn't stop because you didn't like how we were singing "Happy Birthday". 634 00:46:04,216 --> 00:46:06,885 Every time we started to sing, you'd just scream and yell 635 00:46:07,052 --> 00:46:09,543 because you didn't like how we were singing. 636 00:46:13,851 --> 00:46:15,475 Happy birthday, my little buddy. 637 00:46:17,938 --> 00:46:19,598 Mommy loves you to bits. 638 00:46:27,281 --> 00:46:28,989 Buddy, I want you to be happy. 639 00:46:29,408 --> 00:46:31,484 I know sometimes it's not easy 'cause 640 00:46:32,411 --> 00:46:34,119 sometimes things happen 641 00:46:34,830 --> 00:46:36,906 and people aren't always like you want them to be. 642 00:46:37,082 --> 00:46:39,834 Talk to your Dad if there's things bothering you, okay? 643 00:46:40,002 --> 00:46:41,544 He knows more than you'd think, seriously, 644 00:46:41,712 --> 00:46:44,381 if there's something bothering you and you're not sure about something, 645 00:46:44,548 --> 00:46:48,047 just ask him and he'll tell you. Grandma knows a lot of things, too. 646 00:46:48,302 --> 00:46:50,425 I really hope she'll explain them to you. 647 00:46:50,888 --> 00:46:53,426 Try and be patient with her, OK? 648 00:46:53,682 --> 00:46:57,134 She is a good person, even if sometimes it doesn't always seem that way... 649 00:47:00,272 --> 00:47:03,392 None of the things she's always dreamed about ever came true, you know? 650 00:47:03,567 --> 00:47:06,485 Try and understand her. Don't let her make you mad. 651 00:47:12,159 --> 00:47:15,658 If you get a new Mom, try and love her, okay? 652 00:47:16,455 --> 00:47:19,242 Don't make life impossible for her just out of some loyalty to me 653 00:47:19,416 --> 00:47:20,447 or something like that. 654 00:47:21,001 --> 00:47:21,831 Just I don't know... 655 00:47:23,462 --> 00:47:24,921 I know it's not the same. 656 00:47:31,261 --> 00:47:33,883 ...and whatever happens, you finish school, 657 00:47:34,390 --> 00:47:36,263 even if you think it sucks, and you don't know 658 00:47:36,558 --> 00:47:39,228 if you can take it anymore, you just finish school. 659 00:47:41,688 --> 00:47:44,226 I'd like to be able to tell you stuff about boys 660 00:47:45,401 --> 00:47:49,185 and boyfriends and relationships and that kind of stuff, 661 00:47:50,155 --> 00:47:53,156 I think I wouldn't be much help. 662 00:47:53,784 --> 00:47:56,156 I was seventeen when you were born, Penny, 663 00:47:57,037 --> 00:47:59,030 exactly how old you are right now. 664 00:48:00,165 --> 00:48:02,039 You have to have faith in yourself. 665 00:48:02,710 --> 00:48:05,201 You have to have faith in your ability to do things, 666 00:48:05,379 --> 00:48:06,790 to just make a go of it. 667 00:48:08,549 --> 00:48:10,458 Lots of kisses and cuddles, 668 00:48:12,302 --> 00:48:14,876 even though I know you're not a small little thing anymore. 669 00:48:57,222 --> 00:48:58,337 Ann, is something wrong? 670 00:49:00,976 --> 00:49:02,139 What is it? 671 00:49:03,228 --> 00:49:04,853 Is it that diet you're on? 672 00:49:22,039 --> 00:49:23,699 How come you're throwing up? 673 00:49:24,917 --> 00:49:26,956 You're not taking those slimming pills, are you? 674 00:49:28,420 --> 00:49:29,796 You want to know why I'm throwing up? 675 00:49:34,301 --> 00:49:35,795 You really want to know? 676 00:49:39,181 --> 00:49:41,090 I'm throwing up because when I was eight years old 677 00:49:41,266 --> 00:49:44,885 the girl who was supposed to be my best friend told everyone I was a slut. 678 00:49:46,313 --> 00:49:48,104 I'm throwing up 'cause when I was fifteen years old 679 00:49:48,273 --> 00:49:51,808 I didn't get invited to the only party I ever wanted to go to in my entire life. 680 00:49:53,028 --> 00:49:54,985 I'm throwing up because when I was seventeen I had my first kid 681 00:49:55,155 --> 00:49:57,314 and I had to grow up overnight. 682 00:49:57,616 --> 00:49:59,276 And I've got no more dreams. 683 00:49:59,868 --> 00:50:02,324 Without dreams you can't fucking live. 684 00:50:05,165 --> 00:50:08,415 I'm throwing up because since they put my dad in jail I haven't seen him. 685 00:50:09,169 --> 00:50:10,450 I don't have anything from him, 686 00:50:10,629 --> 00:50:12,538 I don't even have a single fucking postcard. 687 00:50:14,967 --> 00:50:18,133 And in all the commercials everybody is so fucking happy 688 00:50:18,303 --> 00:50:21,388 and all day long my two little daughters sing those stupid fucking songs 689 00:50:21,557 --> 00:50:23,715 from those stupid fucking commercials. 690 00:50:31,024 --> 00:50:32,400 If I beg you, 691 00:50:33,068 --> 00:50:35,606 if I get down on my knees to beg you... 692 00:50:38,741 --> 00:50:42,525 please, don't give me the name of that diet you're on. 693 00:50:54,381 --> 00:50:56,955 I didn't wake you up, did I? 694 00:50:58,469 --> 00:50:59,797 It's Ann. 695 00:51:02,181 --> 00:51:03,889 Can I bring you back your book now? 696 00:51:06,351 --> 00:51:07,727 Yeah, right now. 697 00:51:09,188 --> 00:51:11,061 Yeah, okay, I know where that is. 698 00:51:20,532 --> 00:51:22,608 I should have given you a raincoat. Come on in. 699 00:51:27,164 --> 00:51:30,118 - It's got a bit wet. - Don't worry about it. 700 00:51:36,090 --> 00:51:37,418 What happened? 701 00:51:38,675 --> 00:51:41,593 You didn't keep up the payments on your furniture and they took it all away? 702 00:51:43,972 --> 00:51:44,921 No. 703 00:51:46,392 --> 00:51:48,135 Well, actually, I was 704 00:51:49,937 --> 00:51:52,510 planning on getting some furniture one day, 705 00:51:52,689 --> 00:51:54,314 I just didn't really have the time. 706 00:51:57,945 --> 00:52:01,812 Sorry, I'd offer you something, but I don't have anything. 707 00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:05,074 I don't even have any glasses. 708 00:52:06,161 --> 00:52:08,450 Not even like a cookie or something? 709 00:52:09,623 --> 00:52:10,821 Nothing. 710 00:52:13,168 --> 00:52:16,086 If I knew you were coming, I would have bought something. 711 00:52:18,757 --> 00:52:20,584 I can live without cookies. 712 00:52:23,011 --> 00:52:24,470 Who took all your furniture? 713 00:52:27,516 --> 00:52:28,679 Someone... 714 00:52:30,477 --> 00:52:31,675 took it... yeah. 715 00:52:32,521 --> 00:52:35,890 You don't want to get anymore because you think she might come back? 716 00:52:48,370 --> 00:52:49,699 You wanna sit down? 717 00:52:57,004 --> 00:52:57,668 Thanks. 718 00:53:02,051 --> 00:53:03,461 Are they okay? 719 00:53:09,933 --> 00:53:11,511 What did you do in Alaska? 720 00:53:13,103 --> 00:53:14,301 I'm a surveyor. 721 00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:18,347 I survey land for building highways, bridges and things like that. 722 00:53:19,902 --> 00:53:21,645 Before that I was in 723 00:53:22,571 --> 00:53:23,520 Chile. 724 00:53:24,448 --> 00:53:26,606 And before that I was in 725 00:53:27,242 --> 00:53:28,737 North Carolina, 726 00:53:29,286 --> 00:53:31,326 and before that Halifax. 727 00:53:37,252 --> 00:53:38,795 What are your daughters call? 728 00:53:39,171 --> 00:53:40,451 Penny and Patsy. 729 00:53:42,299 --> 00:53:43,877 Would you like to see a photograph? 730 00:53:46,595 --> 00:53:47,544 Okay. 731 00:53:59,024 --> 00:54:00,518 They look happy. 732 00:54:01,860 --> 00:54:03,271 They look like you. 733 00:54:04,530 --> 00:54:05,905 Do I look happy? 734 00:54:06,615 --> 00:54:07,730 Not happy. 735 00:54:08,909 --> 00:54:10,154 You look beautiful. 736 00:54:11,370 --> 00:54:12,912 You look like your girls. 737 00:54:19,294 --> 00:54:20,753 You've been thinking about me? 738 00:54:25,884 --> 00:54:26,833 Yeah. 739 00:54:28,595 --> 00:54:30,588 I've been thinking about you a lot. 740 00:54:33,016 --> 00:54:34,131 Too much. 741 00:54:52,619 --> 00:54:55,620 I've got a sister, you know, who... 742 00:54:56,915 --> 00:54:59,489 she works for this radio company up north. 743 00:55:01,962 --> 00:55:05,129 And she makes these tapes for me that she sends to me, 744 00:55:05,299 --> 00:55:08,715 music that she likes and 745 00:55:09,470 --> 00:55:11,047 I've got the latest one 746 00:55:11,221 --> 00:55:13,131 out in my car right now. 747 00:55:14,808 --> 00:55:16,600 We could go listen to it, 748 00:55:17,394 --> 00:55:18,592 if you want... 749 00:56:25,462 --> 00:56:28,167 If you don't kiss me right now, I'm going to scream. 750 00:56:38,559 --> 00:56:39,389 Shut up! 751 00:57:02,166 --> 00:57:04,917 If you don't kiss me right now, I'm goinna fucking scream. 752 00:57:29,193 --> 00:57:30,058 Hello, Ann. 753 00:57:30,694 --> 00:57:33,399 This some kind of therapy to get over your shyness? 754 00:57:33,572 --> 00:57:34,735 Something like that. 755 00:57:36,492 --> 00:57:38,152 So you didn't come last week. 756 00:57:39,661 --> 00:57:41,571 There didn't seem to be a lot of point. 757 00:57:42,664 --> 00:57:46,330 I have to give you a further scan and a fuller biopsy. 758 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:48,205 No, I'm sorry. 759 00:57:48,796 --> 00:57:50,753 I don't want any of those things, okay? 760 00:57:51,215 --> 00:57:54,418 I need to feel like I've got some control. 761 00:57:56,387 --> 00:57:58,593 So I don't want any more tests if they're not going to save me. 762 00:57:58,764 --> 00:58:00,591 I don't want to die here. 763 00:58:00,766 --> 00:58:03,683 I will not have the only thing my kids remember about me be a hospital ward. 764 00:58:04,812 --> 00:58:06,389 So why are you here? 765 00:58:10,192 --> 00:58:11,900 It's this package. 766 00:58:13,695 --> 00:58:15,487 I want you to look after it for me. 767 00:58:15,781 --> 00:58:17,061 I don't know. What is it? 768 00:58:17,408 --> 00:58:20,195 I've recorded birthday messages for both of my daughters, 769 00:58:20,369 --> 00:58:22,243 for every birthday till they're eighteen. 770 00:58:22,913 --> 00:58:24,787 And you want me to give these, don't you? 771 00:58:27,751 --> 00:58:29,376 Why don't you ask your husband? 772 00:58:29,795 --> 00:58:30,791 'Cause... 773 00:58:32,756 --> 00:58:35,330 'cause Don, you know, he'd lose them 774 00:58:35,968 --> 00:58:38,755 or maybe he'd give them to them next year, and maybe the year after that, 775 00:58:38,929 --> 00:58:40,922 or maybe he'd give them to them all at once. 776 00:58:41,223 --> 00:58:43,548 They wouldn't understand a thing if he did that, 777 00:58:43,726 --> 00:58:45,552 so... please tell me you'll do it, please. 778 00:58:47,312 --> 00:58:49,186 I'll only do it if you promise to come here 779 00:58:49,356 --> 00:58:51,645 every week and I have to give you medication. 780 00:58:51,817 --> 00:58:55,316 I would imagine that the nausea's got worse, you're not eating. 781 00:58:55,487 --> 00:58:57,895 Dying's not as easy as it looks. 782 00:58:58,073 --> 00:59:01,941 But there's no need for you to have to feel terrible all the time. 783 00:59:03,287 --> 00:59:04,200 It's just... 784 00:59:05,497 --> 00:59:06,612 It's just I'm kind of afraid 785 00:59:06,790 --> 00:59:09,364 I'm going to come in here one day and I'm never gonna leave... 786 00:59:11,378 --> 00:59:14,000 and I've got to so much I have to do before I die, 787 00:59:14,173 --> 00:59:15,964 I have so many things I have to do. 788 00:59:16,133 --> 00:59:17,378 I have to do them, or... 789 00:59:18,010 --> 00:59:20,049 It'll only bejust some painkillers. 790 00:59:20,345 --> 00:59:24,046 I promise we won't do any more tests, just something to ease the pain. 791 00:59:25,142 --> 00:59:26,305 And anyway... 792 00:59:29,063 --> 00:59:30,687 I brought you some candies. 793 00:59:32,566 --> 00:59:35,271 - So you'll look after it for me? - Of course. 794 00:59:35,819 --> 00:59:38,939 Let's just say it's part of your therapy. 795 00:59:45,245 --> 00:59:47,238 God. These candies are so good. 796 00:59:55,339 --> 00:59:56,501 I don't get it. 797 00:59:56,673 --> 01:00:00,007 I've been counting my calories today, and I can't have eaten more than 1500, 798 01:00:00,177 --> 01:00:03,546 and in theory I need 2000, so in theory I should have lost weight, 799 01:00:03,764 --> 01:00:05,887 and I just weighed myself before I left the house 800 01:00:06,058 --> 01:00:08,465 and I weigh nearly a pound more than I did yesterday. 801 01:00:08,811 --> 01:00:10,720 It must be my metabolism. 802 01:00:11,021 --> 01:00:14,224 They should give us compensation for slow metabolisms, 803 01:00:15,234 --> 01:00:16,811 give us some kind of allowance. 804 01:00:18,570 --> 01:00:20,444 Laurie, you want to come over for dinner tomorrow night? 805 01:00:21,907 --> 01:00:23,105 Yeah, I'd love to. 806 01:00:23,742 --> 01:00:24,442 Great. 807 01:00:24,743 --> 01:00:25,858 Diet food, I hope. 808 01:00:26,286 --> 01:00:27,911 I don't want to ruin my diet. 809 01:00:36,046 --> 01:00:39,130 It's cold in the supermarket, and you like it like that. 810 01:00:40,259 --> 01:00:43,425 People always read the labels of their favourite brands really really carefully 811 01:00:43,595 --> 01:00:45,718 just to see how many chemicals they have, 812 01:00:46,223 --> 01:00:48,465 and then they just sigh and they put them in their cartanyway, 813 01:00:48,642 --> 01:00:50,516 like they're saying sure it's bad for me, 814 01:00:50,686 --> 01:00:52,394 it's bad for my family but we like it. 815 01:00:53,522 --> 01:00:55,894 No one ever thinks about death in a supermarket. 816 01:01:29,349 --> 01:01:31,887 Sixty dollars and forty eight cents. 817 01:01:34,563 --> 01:01:37,054 Girls, you finish those mashed potatoes, okay? 818 01:01:39,026 --> 01:01:40,983 Oh, God. These ribs are so great. 819 01:01:41,528 --> 01:01:44,613 How did you get them so tender? 820 01:01:44,782 --> 01:01:47,818 I leave them soaking in my fridge in milk for a couple of hours. 821 01:01:47,993 --> 01:01:51,576 You leave them soaking in milk in the fridge for a couple of hours. 822 01:01:52,539 --> 01:01:54,164 I must try and remember that. 823 01:01:54,833 --> 01:01:56,956 Patsy, stop playing with your food. 824 01:01:59,213 --> 01:02:00,956 Ann, tell Patsy to stop playing with her food. 825 01:02:01,131 --> 01:02:04,132 You do what your Dad tells you to do, okay? Stop playing with your food. 826 01:02:04,301 --> 01:02:05,499 Try and eat a little more. 827 01:02:05,677 --> 01:02:07,800 It's more fun playing with it than eating it. 828 01:02:08,263 --> 01:02:09,508 You know 829 01:02:09,681 --> 01:02:12,635 that eating food can be fun too? 830 01:02:12,851 --> 01:02:14,132 Why? 831 01:02:14,686 --> 01:02:16,145 Well because... 832 01:02:17,231 --> 01:02:19,686 because you're doing new things, 833 01:02:19,858 --> 01:02:22,610 you're trying new things and that's fun. 834 01:02:22,778 --> 01:02:25,269 Mashed potatoes isn't new. It's more fun doing things with it. 835 01:02:25,447 --> 01:02:28,069 Laurie, why don't you have some more sauce? 836 01:02:28,242 --> 01:02:29,866 Here, Don made it himself. 837 01:02:30,244 --> 01:02:31,489 Goodness me. 838 01:02:31,662 --> 01:02:33,536 I didn't know your husband cooked. 839 01:02:35,707 --> 01:02:39,408 I didn't know there were husbands that cooked. 840 01:02:40,838 --> 01:02:42,332 It wasn't really cooking. 841 01:02:42,506 --> 01:02:44,380 I just added honey to a bottle of barbecue sauce. 842 01:02:44,550 --> 01:02:46,423 Well that's better than nothing. 843 01:02:46,844 --> 01:02:49,845 You could have lied, said you made the whole thing. 844 01:02:50,764 --> 01:02:53,089 No, Don would never lie. He wouldn't even know how. 845 01:02:55,185 --> 01:02:56,893 How did you two guys meet? 846 01:02:57,938 --> 01:02:59,397 We met at a Nirvana concert. 847 01:02:59,815 --> 01:03:01,523 Actually it was the last Nirvana concert 848 01:03:01,692 --> 01:03:03,269 before Kurt Cobain... 849 01:03:03,444 --> 01:03:05,068 No, my God. 850 01:03:05,237 --> 01:03:08,855 Did you save the tickets? They must be worth a fortune by now. 851 01:03:09,324 --> 01:03:10,700 No, no we didn't save them. 852 01:03:10,868 --> 01:03:14,118 No, we were sort of too excited to keep them. 853 01:03:14,288 --> 01:03:16,197 Ann spent the whole concert crying. 854 01:03:17,583 --> 01:03:19,871 I didn't really like Nirvana back then, 855 01:03:20,169 --> 01:03:22,410 so I was this kind of bored and I was looking around, 856 01:03:23,464 --> 01:03:25,088 and that's when I saw Ann. 857 01:03:26,341 --> 01:03:29,295 She was this beautiful girl just crying her eyes out, 858 01:03:30,053 --> 01:03:32,591 so I went up to her and I offered her a handkerchief, 859 01:03:32,765 --> 01:03:34,389 but I didn't have a handkerchief, 860 01:03:34,933 --> 01:03:36,843 I didn't even have a paper one, so I just... 861 01:03:37,019 --> 01:03:40,269 I took off my T-shirt and I gave it to her. 862 01:03:42,316 --> 01:03:43,561 Thats how we met. 863 01:03:43,901 --> 01:03:45,311 That's really romantic. 864 01:03:48,072 --> 01:03:50,942 - Do you have any more mashed potato? - Yeah, sure. 865 01:03:56,038 --> 01:03:57,117 You're a pig. 866 01:04:00,209 --> 01:04:02,450 She's basically a nice person, you know? 867 01:04:02,628 --> 01:04:03,790 Oh Christ, Ann. 868 01:04:03,962 --> 01:04:05,540 Don't talk so loud. 869 01:04:05,714 --> 01:04:07,125 Penny's right. 870 01:04:07,841 --> 01:04:09,964 I mean, the woman ate eight ribs. 871 01:04:10,135 --> 01:04:13,053 And they were fucking huge ribs. Did you see those things? 872 01:04:13,222 --> 01:04:14,253 I know, but... 873 01:04:15,557 --> 01:04:16,933 Fucking huge. 874 01:04:17,101 --> 01:04:19,556 Her fiancé dumped her the day before her wedding, you know. 875 01:04:19,728 --> 01:04:23,144 He invited her to an All You Can Eat and they wanted to charge her triple? 876 01:04:24,149 --> 01:04:26,901 That's not funny, Don. That's not funny. 877 01:04:27,194 --> 01:04:30,029 Food can be fun. 878 01:04:31,281 --> 01:04:33,239 Food can be fun. 879 01:04:34,368 --> 01:04:37,155 She's a really nice person. 880 01:04:39,289 --> 01:04:41,247 Lately she's got this obsession. 881 01:04:43,210 --> 01:04:45,452 Yeah, lately you seem to have the opposite. 882 01:04:47,172 --> 01:04:48,002 It's the anaemia. 883 01:04:48,173 --> 01:04:51,174 Gonna go get more vitamins this week, go to the hospital. 884 01:04:52,010 --> 01:04:53,469 Do you want me to come with you? 885 01:04:55,222 --> 01:04:57,049 No, don't worry, I can manage. 886 01:04:58,142 --> 01:04:59,137 Ok. 887 01:05:04,440 --> 01:05:08,058 Tonight I realized how lucky we were to meet that night. 888 01:05:09,695 --> 01:05:11,189 I mean, in spite of everything, 889 01:05:13,198 --> 01:05:15,321 in spite of living in this shit hole, 890 01:05:16,952 --> 01:05:18,992 in spite of never having anything new, 891 01:05:20,581 --> 01:05:22,787 in spite of never going on vacation. 892 01:05:26,962 --> 01:05:28,456 You never complained once, 893 01:05:30,716 --> 01:05:31,830 not once. 894 01:05:39,641 --> 01:05:40,804 I would... 895 01:05:45,439 --> 01:05:47,230 I would like to be better for you. 896 01:06:00,454 --> 01:06:01,913 I love you, you know that? 897 01:06:04,875 --> 01:06:06,417 Don't you ever forget that. 898 01:06:10,714 --> 01:06:11,959 I love you. 899 01:06:18,263 --> 01:06:19,461 What are you doing? 900 01:06:20,099 --> 01:06:21,261 I'm sweeping up. 901 01:06:22,601 --> 01:06:24,926 - What are you doing? - I'm the queen witch 902 01:06:25,104 --> 01:06:27,855 and I'm teaching this little witch how to make spells. 903 01:06:28,023 --> 01:06:30,146 - I'm the little witch. - Really? 904 01:06:30,317 --> 01:06:32,357 And what kind of spells are you doing? 905 01:06:32,653 --> 01:06:34,277 Oh, just normal spells, 906 01:06:34,446 --> 01:06:38,147 turning frogs into cars and turning lizards into airplanes. 907 01:06:38,575 --> 01:06:40,200 You know how to do that? 908 01:06:40,369 --> 01:06:41,697 - Are you going to teach me? - Sure! 909 01:06:43,747 --> 01:06:44,529 Hi, there. 910 01:06:44,706 --> 01:06:45,821 I'm Ann. 911 01:06:46,166 --> 01:06:48,325 I see you've already met Penny and Patsy. 912 01:06:48,502 --> 01:06:50,126 - Yeah. I'm also Ann. - Oh yeah? 913 01:06:50,295 --> 01:06:52,253 There you go. Nice to meet you. 914 01:06:52,423 --> 01:06:55,210 - So you just moved in or...? - Yeah, a few days ago. 915 01:06:55,384 --> 01:06:58,005 I was just trying to do some gardening or something. 916 01:06:58,178 --> 01:07:00,135 - Looks great. - They're so sweet. 917 01:07:01,890 --> 01:07:03,515 Their little gets ups on. 918 01:07:03,684 --> 01:07:05,012 Listen, this is kind of a weird question 919 01:07:05,185 --> 01:07:06,644 since we just met and everything, but I was wondering, 920 01:07:06,812 --> 01:07:09,517 I'm just heading out for about half an hour'cause both my husband 921 01:07:09,898 --> 01:07:11,772 and my mom aren't back yet. 922 01:07:11,942 --> 01:07:13,353 I was wondering if there was any chance of you keeping an eye on them 923 01:07:13,527 --> 01:07:14,523 for the next half hour if you're around. 924 01:07:14,695 --> 01:07:16,070 - Of course. No problem. - Are you sure? 925 01:07:16,238 --> 01:07:17,946 Yeah, I'm going to be here all day 926 01:07:18,115 --> 01:07:19,775 and they were going to show me how to do some spells, so... 927 01:07:19,950 --> 01:07:22,239 There you go. They're very good at spells, so... 928 01:07:22,411 --> 01:07:23,953 - Okay. - Thanks a lot. 929 01:07:24,121 --> 01:07:26,160 Bye, guys. You behave yourselves, okay? 930 01:07:26,832 --> 01:07:28,908 Ann's gonna watch you for a little bit. 931 01:07:29,084 --> 01:07:31,207 - Thank you so much. - It's okay. 932 01:07:33,547 --> 01:07:36,252 So, help me here. Who's Patsy and who's Penny? 933 01:07:51,148 --> 01:07:53,935 My body hurt thinking you weren't gonna come. 934 01:07:55,027 --> 01:07:56,307 I wasn't gonna come. 935 01:07:57,613 --> 01:07:59,652 I'm glad you did. 936 01:08:06,121 --> 01:08:07,532 Is this one of your sister's tapes? 937 01:08:07,706 --> 01:08:08,536 Yeah. 938 01:08:12,127 --> 01:08:13,408 Would you like to dance? 939 01:09:04,930 --> 01:09:08,050 ...and then the Little Mermaid said to the Taxi Driver 940 01:09:08,225 --> 01:09:10,977 "I wanna see New York City. Please, show me New York. " 941 01:09:11,145 --> 01:09:14,099 'Cause it's so big. You can't... you can't just walk around New York. 942 01:09:14,565 --> 01:09:17,316 So the taxi driver took her to the Empire State Building, 943 01:09:17,860 --> 01:09:20,232 and you know it's so high it has two elevators 944 01:09:20,404 --> 01:09:22,859 because they couldn't find just one cable to build one, you know? 945 01:09:23,031 --> 01:09:26,282 They had to build two. So he got on the first elevator 946 01:09:26,535 --> 01:09:29,869 and then on the second elevator that's as fast as a space rocket, 947 01:09:30,706 --> 01:09:33,078 and they got to the top of the Empire State building 948 01:09:33,500 --> 01:09:35,956 and the Little Mermaid was looking down and she said 949 01:09:36,128 --> 01:09:38,833 "Oh, my God. People look like ants, they're so small... " 950 01:09:39,006 --> 01:09:41,082 Hey, guys. Hello, there. 951 01:09:41,258 --> 01:09:44,212 We played witches and princesses. 952 01:09:44,803 --> 01:09:46,926 And Ann did our braids. 953 01:09:47,097 --> 01:09:49,884 Oh, they look beautiful. Thank you, Ann. I'm sorry I took so long. 954 01:09:50,058 --> 01:09:52,810 No, that was fine. We had a great time. 955 01:09:52,978 --> 01:09:54,971 - Were you guys good? - Yeah. 956 01:09:57,149 --> 01:09:58,857 Good. Want your witches hats? 957 01:09:59,443 --> 01:10:02,397 Tomorrow can you finish the story about the mermaid 958 01:10:02,571 --> 01:10:05,027 - and the taxi driver? - Of course. My pleasure. 959 01:10:05,491 --> 01:10:07,234 Give Ann a kiss goodbye. 960 01:10:08,952 --> 01:10:10,411 We have to go have bath and supper time now, 961 01:10:10,579 --> 01:10:13,414 but maybe we can come back and hear the end of that story, okay? 962 01:10:13,582 --> 01:10:15,990 Thank you so much, Ann. Let's go. 963 01:10:27,679 --> 01:10:29,589 - Hey, Ann? - Yeah? 964 01:10:29,765 --> 01:10:32,434 I was just going to make some coffee. Do you want to come over? 965 01:10:32,601 --> 01:10:33,514 Great. 966 01:10:34,353 --> 01:10:35,467 Just let me finish doing this. 967 01:10:35,729 --> 01:10:36,678 Okay. 968 01:10:42,402 --> 01:10:44,858 - Do you take sugar? - No, no it's alright. 969 01:10:47,282 --> 01:10:48,907 You're not on a diet, are you? 970 01:10:49,410 --> 01:10:51,201 No. Why? Should I? 971 01:10:51,370 --> 01:10:54,953 No. I just have this friend who's obsessed with diets 972 01:10:55,124 --> 01:10:57,282 and calories and... 973 01:10:57,459 --> 01:10:58,657 Boring. 974 01:10:59,294 --> 01:11:02,746 No, and I've seen too many people sick with anorexia and bulimia. 975 01:11:03,674 --> 01:11:05,298 - I'm a nurse. That's why. - Is that so? 976 01:11:06,051 --> 01:11:08,091 So I'm not really bothered. 977 01:11:10,764 --> 01:11:12,306 You know, you've got really cute kids. 978 01:11:12,683 --> 01:11:14,510 Yeah, they're great, aren't they? 979 01:11:16,186 --> 01:11:18,226 What about you? You want kids? 980 01:11:18,480 --> 01:11:20,058 No, I don't think so. 981 01:11:22,151 --> 01:11:24,143 Why not? I mean, 982 01:11:24,528 --> 01:11:27,197 you think it's stupid to bring them into the world, or? 983 01:11:27,364 --> 01:11:29,523 Just haven't found the right guy, or? 984 01:11:30,576 --> 01:11:31,951 No, I haven't. 985 01:11:32,661 --> 01:11:34,452 No, but it's not that either, no. 986 01:11:35,414 --> 01:11:37,323 Do you think you can't? 987 01:11:38,375 --> 01:11:41,210 No. Well, 988 01:11:42,379 --> 01:11:43,328 I don't know, actually. 989 01:11:50,637 --> 01:11:51,717 But... 990 01:11:54,850 --> 01:11:56,926 I was in my last year of nursing college. 991 01:11:57,102 --> 01:12:00,020 We were doing some work experience in a paediatric hospital. 992 01:12:01,231 --> 01:12:04,517 I'd decided to specialize in kids, because I've always liked them. 993 01:12:07,029 --> 01:12:09,401 Maybe because I was an only child. 994 01:12:10,616 --> 01:12:11,730 I don't know. Anyway, 995 01:12:13,452 --> 01:12:14,567 one night I was on duty, 996 01:12:14,745 --> 01:12:16,821 and they called me in to help with a birth. 997 01:12:16,997 --> 01:12:19,120 This woman was overdue, 998 01:12:19,291 --> 01:12:22,126 she was expecting twins, and the babies were in danger. 999 01:12:23,712 --> 01:12:27,662 So they decided to do a caesarean 1000 01:12:28,258 --> 01:12:31,212 and the mother was put under a general anaesthetic. 1001 01:12:33,222 --> 01:12:34,336 And... 1002 01:12:36,809 --> 01:12:39,264 it turned out they were Siamese twins. 1003 01:12:40,270 --> 01:12:43,520 They were born without one torso... one set of lungs... 1004 01:12:43,690 --> 01:12:44,971 they hardly cried. 1005 01:12:46,568 --> 01:12:48,478 They weren't horrible to look at. 1006 01:12:48,904 --> 01:12:51,276 No, they were just like any other baby. 1007 01:12:54,201 --> 01:12:55,031 But 1008 01:12:55,953 --> 01:12:58,159 there was no way they were going to survive. 1009 01:12:58,997 --> 01:13:00,077 It's impossible. 1010 01:13:03,961 --> 01:13:06,167 So we put them in an incubator while the doctors talked to the father 1011 01:13:06,338 --> 01:13:07,797 about what they should do. 1012 01:13:09,341 --> 01:13:11,250 The father didn't even wanna see them. 1013 01:13:13,971 --> 01:13:17,921 So they decided to take them out of the incubator 1014 01:13:21,019 --> 01:13:22,514 and wait for them to die. 1015 01:13:23,313 --> 01:13:24,808 And I offered 1016 01:13:25,232 --> 01:13:27,189 to be with them until they... 1017 01:13:27,359 --> 01:13:29,897 I couldn't bear the thought of them dying alone 1018 01:13:30,070 --> 01:13:31,730 in a cold hospital room. 1019 01:13:35,659 --> 01:13:37,237 They lived thirty hours. 1020 01:13:40,372 --> 01:13:42,780 I held them in my arms thirty hours. 1021 01:13:45,669 --> 01:13:48,125 I sang every song I knew, 1022 01:13:48,547 --> 01:13:51,963 songs from the world they could never see, but... 1023 01:13:55,637 --> 01:13:58,211 Anyway, they just grew smaller and smaller in my arms. 1024 01:13:58,682 --> 01:14:00,260 First the boy died, and... 1025 01:14:04,021 --> 01:14:06,013 six hours later the girl died. 1026 01:14:11,028 --> 01:14:14,278 So... since then I've specialized in geriatric nursing. 1027 01:14:21,371 --> 01:14:22,747 I'm so sorry, Ann. 1028 01:14:24,833 --> 01:14:27,158 I don't know why I told you this story. 1029 01:14:27,336 --> 01:14:29,044 Thanks for the coffee. 1030 01:14:29,213 --> 01:14:31,751 You know what? I better be going. No, I'm sorry. 1031 01:14:31,924 --> 01:14:34,331 Do you want to come over for dinner next week? 1032 01:14:36,261 --> 01:14:39,381 - Are you sure? - Yeah, no, I would really love you to. 1033 01:14:40,390 --> 01:14:42,383 I know the girls would really love it too, 1034 01:14:42,893 --> 01:14:44,767 because you have to tell them the end of that mermaid story, 1035 01:14:44,937 --> 01:14:46,182 they love that story. 1036 01:14:49,358 --> 01:14:50,817 I'd love to, Ann. 1037 01:14:51,401 --> 01:14:53,228 And you know, that story is happy. 1038 01:14:55,405 --> 01:14:58,075 Thank you so much, I'd love to. 1039 01:15:03,080 --> 01:15:04,278 Read me something. 1040 01:15:04,498 --> 01:15:06,621 Read me something that you're reading right now. 1041 01:15:06,792 --> 01:15:09,709 I'm reading a very sad book at the moment. 1042 01:15:11,505 --> 01:15:12,964 Beautiful, but sad. 1043 01:15:14,675 --> 01:15:17,082 It can't be as sad as the story I heard today. 1044 01:15:17,719 --> 01:15:18,799 Tell it to me. 1045 01:15:19,638 --> 01:15:20,634 I can't. 1046 01:15:21,014 --> 01:15:22,390 It'll make me too sad. 1047 01:15:22,558 --> 01:15:25,594 You don't wanna tell it to me because its part of your life, 1048 01:15:26,770 --> 01:15:29,344 and you don't want me to know anything about your life. 1049 01:15:29,523 --> 01:15:32,228 I like it that you don't ask me anything about my life. 1050 01:15:33,652 --> 01:15:36,487 I don't ask you anything because I've learned not to. 1051 01:15:39,450 --> 01:15:41,074 When you look at somebody, 1052 01:15:42,745 --> 01:15:43,776 you might see 1053 01:15:45,080 --> 01:15:47,654 fifty per cent 1054 01:15:49,334 --> 01:15:50,497 of who they are, 1055 01:15:52,254 --> 01:15:55,705 and wanting to know the rest, that's what destroys everything. 1056 01:15:56,800 --> 01:15:58,259 That's what I learnt. 1057 01:15:58,427 --> 01:16:01,677 Whoever took away your furniture really taught you a lesson, eh? 1058 01:16:02,681 --> 01:16:04,555 That's all she left me. 1059 01:16:09,605 --> 01:16:12,440 - You really want me to read you something? - Please. 1060 01:16:13,692 --> 01:16:14,973 Read me something. 1061 01:16:15,402 --> 01:16:16,398 Okay. 1062 01:16:19,072 --> 01:16:20,235 Pick something. 1063 01:16:22,451 --> 01:16:24,693 "To the Wedding" by John Berger. 1064 01:16:42,387 --> 01:16:45,970 "Her capacities go out one by one, 1065 01:16:47,434 --> 01:16:49,142 and there's no night, 1066 01:16:49,770 --> 01:16:51,181 no stars, 1067 01:16:52,564 --> 01:16:55,399 only a cellar from which she can never walk 1068 01:16:55,651 --> 01:16:58,142 and which nobody else can stay. 1069 01:17:00,114 --> 01:17:03,031 She's given medicines which make her ill, 1070 01:17:03,867 --> 01:17:05,943 but would stop her dying. 1071 01:17:06,662 --> 01:17:07,860 For a little while. 1072 01:17:08,414 --> 01:17:10,572 They're scared. I'm scared. " 1073 01:17:17,339 --> 01:17:19,213 You know, I don't think it was that bad. 1074 01:17:20,092 --> 01:17:21,551 No, I like it. 1075 01:17:22,928 --> 01:17:24,719 Ljust don't want to read right now. 1076 01:17:39,319 --> 01:17:40,600 I lied. 1077 01:17:42,990 --> 01:17:46,608 When I said that when you look at somebody you know fifty per cent. 1078 01:17:49,121 --> 01:17:51,327 I guess when I look at you I see, 1079 01:17:52,332 --> 01:17:54,954 I don't know, maybe ten per cent... 1080 01:17:57,629 --> 01:18:00,381 and that ten per cent is... 1081 01:18:09,516 --> 01:18:10,797 It's not so bad. Is it? 1082 01:18:30,704 --> 01:18:33,325 It's my birthday today. Wish me a happy birthday. 1083 01:18:33,874 --> 01:18:35,202 Happy birthday, mom. 1084 01:18:41,131 --> 01:18:42,791 Aren't you going to start the car? 1085 01:18:44,343 --> 01:18:45,967 I've got something to tell you, Mom. 1086 01:18:47,262 --> 01:18:50,797 It must be serious, otherwise you'd tell me while you were driving. 1087 01:18:53,393 --> 01:18:55,635 I need to know where my Dad is. 1088 01:18:56,522 --> 01:18:57,850 Are you going to go and see him? 1089 01:19:00,275 --> 01:19:01,556 Because that bugs you? 1090 01:19:04,446 --> 01:19:05,312 No, 1091 01:19:07,282 --> 01:19:09,192 not even that can make me mad anymore. 1092 01:19:15,457 --> 01:19:16,999 This time last year, 1093 01:19:17,584 --> 01:19:19,209 this very same day, my birthday, 1094 01:19:19,878 --> 01:19:22,832 I thought I should do something, I don't know why. 1095 01:19:24,133 --> 01:19:26,540 So I... I put on some makeup 1096 01:19:26,927 --> 01:19:29,216 and the least old clothes I could find 1097 01:19:29,388 --> 01:19:30,882 and I went to a bar. 1098 01:19:31,974 --> 01:19:33,717 And I ordered a whisky 1099 01:19:34,852 --> 01:19:37,093 and started talking to the bartender. 1100 01:19:38,689 --> 01:19:40,432 He was just a kid, 1101 01:19:41,108 --> 01:19:44,808 he'd just started at the hotel, it was his first job, 1102 01:19:47,865 --> 01:19:50,023 and we chatted about this and that, 1103 01:19:50,200 --> 01:19:52,109 and I told him it was my birthday. 1104 01:19:54,580 --> 01:19:56,240 About five minutes later 1105 01:19:57,624 --> 01:20:01,159 he presented me with a bowl of peanuts with a candle in. 1106 01:20:02,796 --> 01:20:03,875 And I... 1107 01:20:04,715 --> 01:20:06,257 I started to cry. 1108 01:20:07,593 --> 01:20:09,835 I cried so hard the kid got scared, 1109 01:20:11,847 --> 01:20:15,097 and he blew out the candle, and hid the bowl of peanuts, 1110 01:20:15,976 --> 01:20:19,096 and I said "No, don't blow out the candle. 1111 01:20:19,271 --> 01:20:20,896 Don't hide the peanuts. " 1112 01:20:21,106 --> 01:20:23,776 And all this year, all I could think about was 1113 01:20:24,026 --> 01:20:27,229 that bowl of peanuts and how I started to cry. 1114 01:20:28,030 --> 01:20:31,648 So this year, I baked myself a cake. 1115 01:20:33,285 --> 01:20:36,701 'Cause I knew if I went back to that bar, I'd give that kid a heart attack. 1116 01:20:48,217 --> 01:20:49,415 Start the car. 1117 01:20:59,937 --> 01:21:00,850 Five minutes. 1118 01:21:02,564 --> 01:21:04,189 You're almost done, too. 1119 01:21:05,359 --> 01:21:07,814 - Am I hurting you? - No, not at all. 1120 01:21:07,986 --> 01:21:09,315 She's great with nails. 1121 01:21:09,488 --> 01:21:12,572 Now, don't you ask her to give you a perm or braids or anything, 1122 01:21:12,741 --> 01:21:14,900 but with nails, she's the best. 1123 01:21:15,994 --> 01:21:18,367 I've got a manicure diploma 1124 01:21:19,373 --> 01:21:22,042 and everything. I'm not interested in hair or heads. 1125 01:21:22,459 --> 01:21:24,119 Give me hands every time. 1126 01:21:24,711 --> 01:21:26,751 So do you like Milli Vanilli as well? 1127 01:21:27,297 --> 01:21:31,129 I'm from Segovia. We don't have any Mili Vanilli in Segovia. 1128 01:21:32,052 --> 01:21:34,045 Milli Vanilli is universal. 1129 01:21:35,097 --> 01:21:36,840 - Thank you very much. - Thanks. 1130 01:21:37,975 --> 01:21:39,599 So, see you soon. 1131 01:21:40,853 --> 01:21:41,848 No. 1132 01:21:42,604 --> 01:21:43,518 No? 1133 01:21:45,524 --> 01:21:46,437 You know, 1134 01:21:46,984 --> 01:21:49,605 braids really suit you. They look really great on you. 1135 01:21:51,405 --> 01:21:52,567 You think so? 1136 01:21:53,323 --> 01:21:54,237 Yeah. 1137 01:21:56,118 --> 01:21:57,826 Bye. 1138 01:22:47,127 --> 01:22:47,993 Hi... 1139 01:22:51,090 --> 01:22:52,003 Hi. 1140 01:22:53,342 --> 01:22:54,801 How are you, Ann? 1141 01:23:03,060 --> 01:23:04,684 This is Penny and this is Patsy. 1142 01:23:05,604 --> 01:23:07,597 Penny's six and Patsy's four. 1143 01:23:09,358 --> 01:23:11,018 They're very pretty young girls. 1144 01:23:11,527 --> 01:23:13,270 You haven't been wasting your time. 1145 01:23:14,029 --> 01:23:15,358 You could say that. 1146 01:23:16,949 --> 01:23:18,359 What about your husband? 1147 01:23:18,951 --> 01:23:19,946 Don? 1148 01:23:21,286 --> 01:23:23,030 Ah, he builds swimming pools. 1149 01:23:23,205 --> 01:23:24,747 Swimming pools, no less? 1150 01:23:25,082 --> 01:23:26,541 Yeah, he's doing pretty good. 1151 01:23:28,001 --> 01:23:29,626 I got work here, you know. 1152 01:23:31,839 --> 01:23:33,630 Sewing sports shoes together. 1153 01:23:34,133 --> 01:23:38,082 You know, a sports shoe can take up to 86 different pieces. Did you know that? 1154 01:23:38,595 --> 01:23:39,295 No. 1155 01:23:39,847 --> 01:23:42,254 We sew the side pieces on here, and then 1156 01:23:42,474 --> 01:23:44,597 in another jail they finish them off. 1157 01:23:46,979 --> 01:23:48,010 It's good work. 1158 01:23:48,689 --> 01:23:49,685 Sure. 1159 01:23:50,732 --> 01:23:52,476 People are always gonna want to need shoes, huh? 1160 01:23:59,700 --> 01:24:01,858 Ann, I suppose your mother still hates me. 1161 01:24:02,536 --> 01:24:04,363 Dad, Mom hates everyone. 1162 01:24:04,538 --> 01:24:06,744 Yeah, I bet she hates me the most. 1163 01:24:07,124 --> 01:24:08,404 Sometimes, yeah. 1164 01:24:13,046 --> 01:24:14,291 Some of us... 1165 01:24:16,300 --> 01:24:19,585 just can't live the kind of life that other people want us to live. 1166 01:24:25,601 --> 01:24:27,510 No matter how hard you try, 1167 01:24:29,271 --> 01:24:30,302 you just can't do it. 1168 01:24:30,856 --> 01:24:31,935 I guess. 1169 01:24:33,567 --> 01:24:35,773 - You believe me, don't you? - Yeah. 1170 01:24:37,029 --> 01:24:38,025 I believe you. 1171 01:24:39,072 --> 01:24:40,152 It's hard. 1172 01:24:45,037 --> 01:24:46,199 Like you know 1173 01:24:46,914 --> 01:24:49,535 you love someone and you can't make them happy. 1174 01:24:53,462 --> 01:24:56,379 It's kind of like you love them, but... 1175 01:24:59,635 --> 01:25:02,208 you can't love them the way they wanna be loved, 1176 01:25:02,387 --> 01:25:03,087 you know what I mean? 1177 01:25:04,681 --> 01:25:08,216 If you send me the kids' shoes sizes, I can make some shoes for them. 1178 01:25:09,603 --> 01:25:10,634 Okay. 1179 01:25:16,193 --> 01:25:17,652 I want to touch your face. 1180 01:25:21,573 --> 01:25:24,408 I remember how it used to feel. 1181 01:25:26,078 --> 01:25:28,616 I've forgotten a lot of things. I remember that. 1182 01:25:29,081 --> 01:25:30,361 I remember, 1183 01:25:31,333 --> 01:25:35,247 you used to before you'd leave the house you'd put on this record of ringing bells 1184 01:25:36,672 --> 01:25:38,499 and then you'd just leave the house like right away. 1185 01:25:40,634 --> 01:25:42,627 I used to like to hear the music from the house 1186 01:25:42,803 --> 01:25:44,546 as I was walking down the street. 1187 01:25:46,306 --> 01:25:47,801 It was really pretty. 1188 01:25:48,767 --> 01:25:49,716 It was? 1189 01:25:50,561 --> 01:25:52,138 It was always the same record. 1190 01:25:52,604 --> 01:25:54,396 It was the Mule Serenade. 1191 01:25:56,817 --> 01:25:58,192 It was really pretty. 1192 01:26:06,118 --> 01:26:07,945 Take care of yourself, Dad, okay? 1193 01:26:09,913 --> 01:26:10,993 Yeah, you too. 1194 01:26:12,916 --> 01:26:15,751 And remember to send me the girls' shoe sizes, okay? 1195 01:26:16,378 --> 01:26:17,493 Yeah, I will. 1196 01:26:46,325 --> 01:26:48,732 Going to have a good day at school? Give me a kiss. 1197 01:26:50,329 --> 01:26:52,072 Okay, have a good day. 1198 01:26:53,207 --> 01:26:56,789 I hope you feel better, Mommy. I want you to feel better, yeah. 1199 01:26:57,753 --> 01:27:00,125 - Okay. You have a good day, all right? - Bye. 1200 01:27:02,132 --> 01:27:03,211 Hey, Patsy. 1201 01:27:04,635 --> 01:27:07,671 - Give me a cuddle, Mommy. - I'll give you a cuddle. 1202 01:27:08,388 --> 01:27:10,630 - How's that for a cuddle? - Okay. 1203 01:27:11,600 --> 01:27:14,387 - I need to go now. - You have to go to school now? 1204 01:27:14,561 --> 01:27:17,266 Okay. I know, you're in a bit of a hurry. 1205 01:27:23,821 --> 01:27:25,647 Are you sure this is anaemia? 1206 01:27:26,448 --> 01:27:28,240 Maybe we should go see another doctor? 1207 01:27:28,408 --> 01:27:31,196 No, I know it's anaemia. They did like a million tests 1208 01:27:31,829 --> 01:27:34,865 and I've been taking all the vitamins. They just told me I need to rest. 1209 01:27:35,833 --> 01:27:37,956 I took care of all of you guys when you were sick, 1210 01:27:38,127 --> 01:27:39,621 it's your turn to take care of me. 1211 01:27:39,962 --> 01:27:40,827 Okay. 1212 01:27:41,130 --> 01:27:43,122 I think I'm going to like taking care of you. 1213 01:27:43,298 --> 01:27:45,624 Yeah? Let's see if you're any good at it. 1214 01:27:55,185 --> 01:27:56,216 Okay. Bye. 1215 01:28:01,525 --> 01:28:02,556 Don, 1216 01:28:03,902 --> 01:28:06,939 I want you to understand why I didn't tell you I was goinna die. 1217 01:28:09,700 --> 01:28:10,814 It was like... 1218 01:28:13,912 --> 01:28:17,328 It was like the only present I could give you and the girls, 1219 01:28:18,167 --> 01:28:21,500 to save you all the trips to the hospital and all the stress 1220 01:28:21,879 --> 01:28:24,417 and the waiting around in waiting rooms and I know if you think about it, 1221 01:28:24,590 --> 01:28:25,669 you'll know that I'm right. 1222 01:28:27,885 --> 01:28:29,427 Now you have to be happy, 1223 01:28:31,972 --> 01:28:35,008 and you have to look after the girls, you have to make them happy too. 1224 01:28:38,771 --> 01:28:40,680 Dream up a heaven for me. 1225 01:28:43,025 --> 01:28:45,563 Don't let them be sad when they remember me. 1226 01:28:46,069 --> 01:28:49,189 You just remind them of all the great things we did together. 1227 01:28:53,744 --> 01:28:54,989 I love you, Don. 1228 01:28:56,747 --> 01:29:00,875 You'll always be the guy who took off his T-shirt to wipe away my tears... 1229 01:29:31,406 --> 01:29:32,984 Sorry it's so out of key. 1230 01:29:33,158 --> 01:29:35,530 It always kind of was, though. 1231 01:29:42,709 --> 01:29:43,789 Hi, Mom. 1232 01:29:45,045 --> 01:29:46,919 Well, I guess you're never going to forgive me 1233 01:29:47,089 --> 01:29:48,713 for not telling you I was going to die. 1234 01:29:51,176 --> 01:29:54,213 So, it's just one more thing to blame the world for, I guess. 1235 01:29:55,764 --> 01:29:57,009 I love you. 1236 01:29:58,016 --> 01:29:59,427 I know you love me. 1237 01:30:00,644 --> 01:30:02,471 I know you adore the girls, 1238 01:30:04,815 --> 01:30:06,060 so please 1239 01:30:07,234 --> 01:30:08,397 tell them that. 1240 01:30:10,362 --> 01:30:13,861 Try and show like you love them just a little bit every day. 1241 01:30:14,533 --> 01:30:17,569 And try to enjoy life, 1242 01:30:17,744 --> 01:30:19,120 you know, a little, just a little bit. 1243 01:30:19,288 --> 01:30:22,787 I mean, maybe at some point you could go on a date. 1244 01:30:22,958 --> 01:30:24,073 That would be fun, 1245 01:30:24,251 --> 01:30:26,872 or you could put an ad in the paper or anything. 1246 01:30:27,045 --> 01:30:29,168 I just think you could have a little fun. 1247 01:30:29,339 --> 01:30:31,961 You're really beautiful and you've got a great heart 1248 01:30:33,177 --> 01:30:34,635 and just try 1249 01:30:35,429 --> 01:30:37,220 and enjoy stuff more. 1250 01:30:38,765 --> 01:30:40,224 Please help Don. 1251 01:30:43,562 --> 01:30:46,135 You can tell the girls any stories you like, 1252 01:30:46,315 --> 01:30:48,224 even Joan Crawford movies. 1253 01:31:12,424 --> 01:31:14,832 Your sister really knows how to pick a song, hey. 1254 01:31:16,136 --> 01:31:18,425 - You like it? - Yeah, it's great. 1255 01:31:18,764 --> 01:31:20,803 It's Blossom Dearie. You ever heard of her? 1256 01:31:20,974 --> 01:31:22,006 No. What's that? 1257 01:31:22,768 --> 01:31:25,473 Blossom Dearie? Oh, she's amazing. 1258 01:31:26,105 --> 01:31:28,227 She's still singing and she's 83 years old. 1259 01:31:28,690 --> 01:31:29,853 83? 1260 01:31:30,025 --> 01:31:32,350 And she plays in this little club 1261 01:31:32,945 --> 01:31:35,614 behind a Chinese lounge 1262 01:31:36,073 --> 01:31:37,353 and 1263 01:31:37,699 --> 01:31:39,858 she has this tiny little voice, 1264 01:31:40,410 --> 01:31:43,162 this tiny little body and such personality and... 1265 01:31:43,330 --> 01:31:46,117 - 83. - Yeah, she's 83. 1266 01:31:47,459 --> 01:31:49,167 I'd love to take you there. 1267 01:31:59,221 --> 01:32:01,593 Ann, there's so many places I'd like to take you. 1268 01:32:01,932 --> 01:32:04,174 Tell me about all the places you'd like to take me. 1269 01:32:05,894 --> 01:32:06,808 Okay. 1270 01:32:07,604 --> 01:32:09,811 In the south of Chile, there's a desert, 1271 01:32:11,525 --> 01:32:13,019 it's stunning, 1272 01:32:13,360 --> 01:32:16,895 pure white and flat as far as the eye can see 1273 01:32:17,156 --> 01:32:20,192 and the only thing that breaks the line of the horizon 1274 01:32:20,576 --> 01:32:23,909 are these robin-egg blue little houses 1275 01:32:24,329 --> 01:32:26,655 and in the morning, the sky goes 1276 01:32:26,832 --> 01:32:28,374 completely green. 1277 01:32:29,168 --> 01:32:30,578 It's unworldly. 1278 01:32:31,545 --> 01:32:34,250 And in Argentina, 1279 01:32:35,966 --> 01:32:37,164 a glacier lake, 1280 01:32:37,593 --> 01:32:40,629 and in the spring when the thaw comes on, 1281 01:32:42,473 --> 01:32:45,842 these huge blocks of ice, I mean huge, 1282 01:32:46,018 --> 01:32:47,476 the size of apartment buildings, 1283 01:32:47,644 --> 01:32:49,637 come sliding off the glacier into the lake 1284 01:32:50,939 --> 01:32:54,474 and then your heart is pounding out of your chest, it's terrifying. 1285 01:32:56,028 --> 01:32:58,566 And Mexico and Alaska... 1286 01:32:59,239 --> 01:33:00,235 Are you OK? 1287 01:33:01,992 --> 01:33:03,237 What's the matter? 1288 01:33:04,912 --> 01:33:06,620 I'm not going to see these places. 1289 01:33:08,874 --> 01:33:09,870 What is it? 1290 01:33:10,042 --> 01:33:11,287 What's the matter? 1291 01:33:13,712 --> 01:33:14,957 You don't wanna tell me? 1292 01:33:15,506 --> 01:33:17,297 I'm so sorry, Lee. 1293 01:33:20,010 --> 01:33:21,967 - I really need to get out of here. - Okay. 1294 01:33:25,474 --> 01:33:27,763 Waiter! Can I get the check? 1295 01:33:28,685 --> 01:33:29,681 Thank you. 1296 01:33:30,979 --> 01:33:32,853 I always wanted to come here. 1297 01:33:35,567 --> 01:33:38,189 Could you get them to put this in a doggy bag for me? 1298 01:33:38,987 --> 01:33:40,019 Sure. 1299 01:33:40,405 --> 01:33:41,520 Thanks. 1300 01:33:43,617 --> 01:33:45,360 Okay, I'll meet you outside, okay? 1301 01:34:17,943 --> 01:34:19,485 You have to go. 1302 01:34:21,488 --> 01:34:24,573 He's gonna be here any minute. He works nearby. 1303 01:34:26,076 --> 01:34:29,659 It's better if he comes and picks me up. This happens occasionally, so... 1304 01:34:34,668 --> 01:34:37,586 Ann, there's something that I have to tell you, and I have to tell you now. 1305 01:34:38,464 --> 01:34:39,412 I love you. 1306 01:34:42,009 --> 01:34:43,752 I'm in love with you... 1307 01:34:45,554 --> 01:34:48,721 and the world seems less terrible because you exist. 1308 01:34:50,893 --> 01:34:54,344 I feel like I wanna be with you for the rest of my life, 1309 01:34:54,521 --> 01:34:57,095 and all that, the palpitations, and the nerves, 1310 01:34:57,274 --> 01:35:00,725 and the pain, and the happiness, and the fear... 1311 01:35:04,031 --> 01:35:05,110 I wanna... 1312 01:35:05,532 --> 01:35:07,739 I wanna touch you all the time. 1313 01:35:08,368 --> 01:35:10,694 I wanna take care of you, and your girls and... 1314 01:35:10,871 --> 01:35:14,738 and even find your husband a decent job and get you a house 1315 01:35:14,917 --> 01:35:18,001 - that doesn't have wheels and... - Careful. 1316 01:35:19,171 --> 01:35:21,579 That sounds like a classic case of falling in love. 1317 01:35:22,341 --> 01:35:23,455 I am in love. 1318 01:35:25,093 --> 01:35:27,051 I'm classically in love. 1319 01:35:28,597 --> 01:35:31,681 The classic husband who's gonna be here any minute, 1320 01:35:32,184 --> 01:35:35,635 and the classic depression that sets in every time you go off with him, 1321 01:35:36,522 --> 01:35:37,932 and the crying 1322 01:35:38,148 --> 01:35:40,307 and the tears and everything. 1323 01:36:03,674 --> 01:36:04,788 I'll go. 1324 01:36:07,636 --> 01:36:10,803 Though I don't want to see you driving off with some guy, you know? 1325 01:36:10,973 --> 01:36:12,550 Someone you don't know. 1326 01:36:14,101 --> 01:36:15,429 So, I'll be watching. 1327 01:36:18,063 --> 01:36:20,056 Unless of course it's your husband. 1328 01:38:13,345 --> 01:38:14,839 Ann, I feel terrible. 1329 01:38:15,222 --> 01:38:17,713 I invited you over to dinner and now you have to do all the work. 1330 01:38:17,975 --> 01:38:20,217 That's okay, Ijust have to heat up this. 1331 01:38:21,687 --> 01:38:22,433 So I still don't understand 1332 01:38:22,604 --> 01:38:24,264 why you had to go to the restaurant in your condition... 1333 01:38:24,481 --> 01:38:26,688 I told you I thought I was feeling better. 1334 01:38:27,067 --> 01:38:30,401 A bad case of anaemia isn't something you should take lightly. You should rest. 1335 01:38:30,571 --> 01:38:31,851 Yes, listen to Nurse Ann, Ann. 1336 01:38:36,869 --> 01:38:38,197 And you know what? 1337 01:38:39,705 --> 01:38:42,278 I think you could go wash your hands, 'cause this is ready. 1338 01:38:42,541 --> 01:38:44,035 Go wash up, girls. 1339 01:38:48,005 --> 01:38:49,084 - Don... - Yeah? 1340 01:38:49,256 --> 01:38:52,506 - You too. - All right, yes ma'am. 1341 01:38:54,344 --> 01:38:57,096 You pray that this will be your life without you... 1342 01:38:57,264 --> 01:38:59,422 you pray that the girls will love this woman 1343 01:38:59,600 --> 01:39:00,762 who has the same name as you, 1344 01:39:01,977 --> 01:39:04,433 and that your husband will end up loving her too, 1345 01:39:04,771 --> 01:39:07,607 and that they can live in the house next door, and the girls can play 1346 01:39:07,774 --> 01:39:10,479 doll houses in the trailer, and barely remember their mother 1347 01:39:10,652 --> 01:39:14,104 who used to sleep during the day, and take them on raft rides in bed. 1348 01:39:14,990 --> 01:39:18,110 You pray that they will have moments of happiness so intense 1349 01:39:18,327 --> 01:39:21,612 that all of their problems will seem insignificant in comparlson. 1350 01:39:22,456 --> 01:39:25,623 You don't know who or what you're praying to, but you pray. 1351 01:39:27,669 --> 01:39:30,670 You don't even regret the life that you're not gonna have, 1352 01:39:31,548 --> 01:39:33,173 because by then you'll be dead, 1353 01:39:33,926 --> 01:39:35,752 and the dead don't feel anything, 1354 01:39:36,011 --> 01:39:37,505 not even regret. 1355 01:39:47,564 --> 01:39:48,975 My darling Lee, 1356 01:39:50,609 --> 01:39:53,361 I guess by the time you get this tape you'll know that I'm dead 1357 01:39:56,115 --> 01:39:57,657 and, well, all that... 1358 01:39:59,660 --> 01:40:03,574 Maybe you're angry with me, or hurt or sad or upset 1359 01:40:03,789 --> 01:40:05,164 or maybe you're all of it together. 1360 01:40:07,543 --> 01:40:09,452 I just want you to know that I fell in love with you. 1361 01:40:11,797 --> 01:40:13,754 I didn't dare tell you 'cause 1362 01:40:15,300 --> 01:40:17,626 I thought you kind of knew, 1363 01:40:18,011 --> 01:40:20,799 and I didn't realize I had so little time. 1364 01:40:21,849 --> 01:40:25,467 Actually, time is the one thing I haven't had enough of recently. 1365 01:40:27,396 --> 01:40:29,435 Life is so much better than you think, my love. 1366 01:40:31,608 --> 01:40:32,937 I know, because 1367 01:40:33,694 --> 01:40:36,267 you managed to fall in love with me even though you saw, 1368 01:40:36,446 --> 01:40:39,068 what was it, you said ten per cent? 1369 01:40:40,451 --> 01:40:41,695 Five maybe? 1370 01:40:44,371 --> 01:40:46,992 Maybe if you'd seen it all, you wouldn't have liked me. 1371 01:40:48,792 --> 01:40:51,414 Or you would have liked me in spite of everything. 1372 01:40:53,130 --> 01:40:54,672 I guess we'll never know. 1373 01:40:56,258 --> 01:40:58,714 Oh, and one last thing... Lee, for God's sake 1374 01:40:59,303 --> 01:41:02,636 just paint your walls and buy some furniture. 1375 01:41:03,265 --> 01:41:05,886 Alright? I don't want the next woman you take home 1376 01:41:06,059 --> 01:41:07,174 to get the wrong idea about you 1377 01:41:07,352 --> 01:41:09,725 and run off before she gets a chance to know you. 1378 01:41:11,648 --> 01:41:14,270 Not everyone's as crazy as I am. 1379 01:41:14,776 --> 01:41:16,436 I loved dancing with you. 1380 01:41:24,244 --> 01:41:35,338 Ripeados por Tylerg Visita www.clan-sudamerica.com.ar