1 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:27,919 The summer I was 8 years old, 2 00:02:28,044 --> 00:02:31,089 5 hours disappeared from my life. 3 00:02:31,214 --> 00:02:32,632 5 hours. 4 00:02:32,757 --> 00:02:34,050 Lost. 5 00:02:34,174 --> 00:02:36,009 Gone without a trace. 6 00:02:44,059 --> 00:02:45,936 Last thing I remember I was sitting on the bench... 7 00:02:46,061 --> 00:02:47,396 at my Little League game. 8 00:02:49,731 --> 00:02:51,649 It started to rain. 9 00:02:51,774 --> 00:02:54,610 What happened after that remains a pitch black void. 10 00:02:55,861 --> 00:02:56,445 Brian? 11 00:02:56,988 --> 00:02:57,780 Brian? 12 00:03:00,700 --> 00:03:01,367 You, dork. 13 00:03:01,450 --> 00:03:03,077 What the heck are you doing in there? 14 00:03:04,912 --> 00:03:06,497 Hey. 15 00:03:06,622 --> 00:03:08,248 You're bleeding. 16 00:03:17,716 --> 00:03:19,968 Whew! It is terrible out there. 17 00:03:20,093 --> 00:03:21,177 Mom! 18 00:03:21,303 --> 00:03:23,804 Hello, sweetheart. What happened to you? 19 00:03:23,929 --> 00:03:26,432 Brian got a bloody nose hiding in the cellar. 20 00:03:26,557 --> 00:03:28,892 Whatever on Earth were you doing down there? 21 00:03:29,018 --> 00:03:32,646 Are you okay, sweetheart? You poor little baby. 22 00:03:32,771 --> 00:03:36,066 They had me cooped up all night in that awful mailroom. 23 00:03:36,191 --> 00:03:39,111 I didn't even know it was raining till I got off work. 24 00:03:39,236 --> 00:03:40,528 Hold still. 25 00:03:40,653 --> 00:03:41,487 Ow. 26 00:03:41,613 --> 00:03:43,615 Did one of the other moms give you a ride home? 27 00:03:43,740 --> 00:03:47,285 - I'm going to bed. - I hope you're happy. 28 00:03:47,410 --> 00:03:50,288 I knew he'd get hurt playing sports out there in the field. 29 00:03:50,371 --> 00:03:53,875 You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't exactly a star player either. 30 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:56,793 But at least I gave it my all, I wasn't a quitter. 31 00:03:57,669 --> 00:03:59,212 Sorry, Dad. 32 00:04:01,256 --> 00:04:04,801 - Good night. - Good night. 33 00:04:04,926 --> 00:04:07,262 I told your father that Little League thing... 34 00:04:07,346 --> 00:04:09,473 was a stupid idea. 35 00:04:09,598 --> 00:04:10,807 Hold your nose. 36 00:04:15,269 --> 00:04:18,022 Mom made me quit baseball the very next day. 37 00:04:36,498 --> 00:04:38,792 This was when the nightmares began... 38 00:04:38,917 --> 00:04:41,252 ...and the nose bleeds. 39 00:04:41,378 --> 00:04:44,089 I wet the bed several times... 40 00:04:44,214 --> 00:04:46,799 ...and then there were the blackouts. 41 00:04:48,300 --> 00:04:50,678 I'd feel my eyes roll back in my head. 42 00:04:50,803 --> 00:04:55,140 I'd crumple to the floor like a dropped puppet. 43 00:04:59,770 --> 00:05:02,105 The darn thing's not even a year old yet. 44 00:05:02,188 --> 00:05:05,191 Maybe it's screwed up from all the lighting last week. 45 00:05:05,858 --> 00:05:08,152 Oh, your father's going to be overjoyed about this. 46 00:05:08,236 --> 00:05:10,029 What time's Dad getting home? 47 00:05:10,154 --> 00:05:12,156 Not for another hour, at least, honey. 48 00:05:14,450 --> 00:05:17,036 Mom. Deborah. Come look! 49 00:05:20,872 --> 00:05:22,165 It's a UFO! 50 00:05:22,291 --> 00:05:25,377 Oh please, it's just a weather balloon or something. 51 00:05:25,502 --> 00:05:28,338 No, look what it's doing to the TV. 52 00:05:30,757 --> 00:05:32,884 It's flying over the house! 53 00:05:33,010 --> 00:05:34,510 Let's go up on the roof. 54 00:05:34,594 --> 00:05:38,055 No, wait! Children, be careful! 55 00:05:42,184 --> 00:05:46,314 That summer, those were the two things I'd never forget. 56 00:05:46,397 --> 00:05:49,650 The cramped, stale darkness of the crawlspace. 57 00:05:49,775 --> 00:05:53,945 And, equal in power and mystery...that UFO, 58 00:05:54,070 --> 00:05:58,283 out there somewhere traveling across the universe. 59 00:06:02,579 --> 00:06:06,415 The summer I was 8 years old, I came for the first time. 60 00:06:06,540 --> 00:06:09,043 I was watching my Mom going at it with her boyfriend of the moment, 61 00:06:09,168 --> 00:06:11,378 Alfred, in my old swing set. 62 00:06:14,423 --> 00:06:19,637 Alfred was all Marlboro man, dumb as a fucking rock. 63 00:06:19,762 --> 00:06:22,431 What I would, years later, come to call "my type". 64 00:06:25,808 --> 00:06:27,393 And only the most boring, stupid things... 65 00:06:27,477 --> 00:06:28,895 have ever come out of his mouth. 66 00:06:29,020 --> 00:06:32,231 But seeing him like this, whimpering and grunting... 67 00:06:32,315 --> 00:06:36,277 like a helpless animal, I couldn't take my eyes off of him. 68 00:06:53,043 --> 00:06:55,670 I'd been masturbating for years, but it wasn't till... 69 00:06:55,753 --> 00:07:00,007 that summer that jizz actually squirted out my dick when I came. 70 00:07:00,091 --> 00:07:01,759 Couldn't wait to show Coach. 71 00:07:02,385 --> 00:07:04,178 Oh, maybe I should start at the beginning. 72 00:07:04,303 --> 00:07:06,764 Back in June, my Mom signed me up for Little League. 73 00:07:06,889 --> 00:07:09,141 It was Alfred's idea, a way for them to fuck freely, 74 00:07:09,267 --> 00:07:11,185 without the expense of a sitter. 75 00:07:12,143 --> 00:07:13,144 Are you excited? 76 00:07:15,063 --> 00:07:16,606 Coach Heider? 77 00:07:21,069 --> 00:07:23,613 Desire sledgehammered me. 78 00:07:23,738 --> 00:07:26,074 He looked like the lifeguards, cowboys and firemen, 79 00:07:26,157 --> 00:07:29,868 I'd seen in the Playgirls that my mom kept stashed under her bed. 80 00:07:29,994 --> 00:07:32,162 Back then, I didn't know what to do with my feelings. 81 00:07:32,246 --> 00:07:36,292 They were like, a gift I had to open in front of a crowd. 82 00:07:36,417 --> 00:07:37,793 - Hello. - Hello. 83 00:07:37,876 --> 00:07:40,796 I'm Ellen McCormick. And this is my son, Neil. 84 00:07:42,089 --> 00:07:42,923 Hello, Neil. 85 00:07:44,049 --> 00:07:46,551 Honey, don't you want to say hello to your new coach? 86 00:07:48,177 --> 00:07:52,181 Don't worry, it takes him a while to warm up to strangers. 87 00:07:54,809 --> 00:07:56,936 I quickly became the team's star player. 88 00:07:58,855 --> 00:08:00,522 Which wasn't saying much considering the other kids... 89 00:08:00,647 --> 00:08:02,858 were a bunch of hopeless spazzes. 90 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:05,402 Our first game, bottom of the eighth, 91 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:07,738 I whacked a triple with the bases loaded. 92 00:08:07,863 --> 00:08:10,741 The crowd went fuckin' nuts. 93 00:08:10,866 --> 00:08:12,743 But I didn't care about that. 94 00:08:12,868 --> 00:08:15,746 All that mattered was it made Coach proud. 95 00:08:17,121 --> 00:08:19,373 After that first victory, the coach called my Mom... 96 00:08:19,498 --> 00:08:22,335 to tell her he was taking the team out to a movie to celebrate. 97 00:08:27,214 --> 00:08:28,841 Hey, big guy, ready to go? 98 00:08:29,967 --> 00:08:31,385 - Coach? - Yeah. 99 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:33,303 Where's everybody else? 100 00:08:33,428 --> 00:08:36,181 Well, it looks like it's just going to be you and me today, bud. 101 00:08:36,264 --> 00:08:39,392 - Really? - Yup. 102 00:08:39,476 --> 00:08:40,894 Cool. 103 00:08:42,354 --> 00:08:44,981 I picked "Blood Prom," an R- rated slasher flick... 104 00:08:45,106 --> 00:08:47,275 with tons of cool gore and murders in it. 105 00:08:47,359 --> 00:08:49,027 When this one really annoying blonde chick... 106 00:08:49,152 --> 00:08:50,861 got her head chopped off, I cheered. 107 00:08:52,029 --> 00:08:53,405 After the movie, we we picked up a pizza... 108 00:08:53,530 --> 00:08:54,782 and headed back to Coach's. 109 00:08:56,450 --> 00:08:58,535 Coach's house was awesome. 110 00:08:58,661 --> 00:09:03,499 He had a giant TV, an Atari with Donkey Kong, Asteroids, Frogger. 111 00:09:03,624 --> 00:09:05,000 All my favorite games. 112 00:09:10,380 --> 00:09:13,049 Hah. You exploded. My turn. 113 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:17,220 Sure your mom's not expecting you? 114 00:09:17,345 --> 00:09:18,721 No. She works. 115 00:09:18,805 --> 00:09:21,474 She's probably got a date with Alfred afterward. 116 00:09:21,557 --> 00:09:24,935 My guess is you spend a lot of time by yourself, huh? 117 00:09:25,018 --> 00:09:26,645 Yeah. But I kind of like it. 118 00:09:26,728 --> 00:09:28,939 I just ride my bike and watch TV. 119 00:09:29,022 --> 00:09:30,023 It's cool. 120 00:09:32,776 --> 00:09:34,987 Oh shit! You made me mess up! 121 00:09:36,405 --> 00:09:38,156 Sorry. 122 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:39,365 Hold on. 123 00:09:42,535 --> 00:09:44,161 Come here for a sec. 124 00:09:44,245 --> 00:09:46,581 Bring one of those bottles of Peach Nehi. 125 00:09:52,169 --> 00:09:54,714 Now, this might seem a little weird at first. 126 00:09:54,838 --> 00:09:57,382 But I need to record my team's voices, 127 00:09:57,507 --> 00:10:00,218 especially my best players. 128 00:10:00,343 --> 00:10:01,761 Okay? 129 00:10:01,845 --> 00:10:03,013 Take this. 130 00:10:06,516 --> 00:10:10,604 Now just speak into it using your normal voice. 131 00:10:10,645 --> 00:10:12,479 Well, what should I say? 132 00:10:12,605 --> 00:10:14,064 Whatever you like. 133 00:10:14,189 --> 00:10:15,691 Start with your name. 134 00:10:16,859 --> 00:10:18,360 Neil. 135 00:10:18,485 --> 00:10:22,740 Now take a big sip of pop and belch. 136 00:10:25,910 --> 00:10:26,577 Shit. 137 00:10:27,244 --> 00:10:28,036 Good. 138 00:10:28,161 --> 00:10:29,621 Say that again. 139 00:10:29,746 --> 00:10:31,080 Shit. 140 00:10:31,164 --> 00:10:32,957 Again. 141 00:10:33,041 --> 00:10:36,794 Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. 142 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:38,129 Shit. 143 00:10:38,254 --> 00:10:39,547 Hell! 144 00:10:39,631 --> 00:10:40,381 Damn! 145 00:10:40,506 --> 00:10:42,550 Now, look up into the camera. 146 00:10:42,634 --> 00:10:44,009 Now stick your tongue out. 147 00:10:46,511 --> 00:10:48,472 Make a funny face. 148 00:10:48,555 --> 00:10:49,723 Good. Good. 149 00:10:51,558 --> 00:10:52,601 Yeah. 150 00:10:52,684 --> 00:10:53,852 Yes, Neil, yes. 151 00:10:53,977 --> 00:10:54,811 Yes. 152 00:10:58,941 --> 00:11:00,274 Open your mouth real wide. 153 00:11:04,528 --> 00:11:05,696 Neil, that's perfect. 154 00:11:10,201 --> 00:11:11,410 July 2nd. 155 00:11:11,535 --> 00:11:14,121 We had a 7:30 game against Hutchinson Taco Hut. 156 00:11:14,247 --> 00:11:16,165 I know you're gonna kick their butts tonight? 157 00:11:16,249 --> 00:11:17,999 You gonna knock one out of the park for your poor, 158 00:11:18,083 --> 00:11:19,376 hard-working mom? 159 00:11:20,794 --> 00:11:22,420 So you're gonna get a ride home with Coach, right? 160 00:11:22,504 --> 00:11:23,797 - Yeah. - Okay. 161 00:11:34,390 --> 00:11:37,768 You're mine and I love you and don't you ever forget it. 162 00:11:44,650 --> 00:11:46,360 Boy, were you on fire tonight! 163 00:11:46,485 --> 00:11:47,945 It's the best you've ever played! 164 00:11:48,070 --> 00:11:48,779 Thanks, Coach. 165 00:11:50,238 --> 00:11:53,783 Hey, can we play some more of those game cartridges tonight? 166 00:11:53,866 --> 00:11:55,076 Sure we can. 167 00:11:55,201 --> 00:11:56,661 But I gotta show you something first. 168 00:12:11,341 --> 00:12:14,011 Ew. I look stupid in this one. 169 00:12:14,094 --> 00:12:15,178 No. 170 00:12:15,304 --> 00:12:17,973 You look perfect. Your expression. 171 00:12:18,056 --> 00:12:19,975 Like you're having a wonderful dream. 172 00:12:23,227 --> 00:12:27,565 Neil, I've been thinking a lot about you this week. 173 00:12:29,817 --> 00:12:30,943 I'm hungry. 174 00:12:32,320 --> 00:12:33,654 Sure. 175 00:12:33,779 --> 00:12:35,781 You want a pizza? 176 00:12:35,907 --> 00:12:37,700 I might have something here you'd like. 177 00:12:41,870 --> 00:12:43,038 Whoa! 178 00:12:45,457 --> 00:12:47,250 What'll it be, little buddy? 179 00:12:47,334 --> 00:12:49,127 My mom never buys these things. 180 00:12:49,210 --> 00:12:50,837 She says they're a big waste of money. 181 00:12:50,962 --> 00:12:52,005 Let's eat then. 182 00:12:55,507 --> 00:12:56,717 Which one do you want? 183 00:12:56,842 --> 00:12:58,469 I don't know, what are you having? 184 00:12:58,594 --> 00:12:59,762 Corn pops. 185 00:12:59,845 --> 00:13:01,055 Then I'll have uh... 186 00:13:02,056 --> 00:13:03,557 Cocoa Krispies. 187 00:13:19,405 --> 00:13:20,865 Shit. 188 00:13:20,990 --> 00:13:22,242 Sorry. 189 00:13:46,806 --> 00:13:47,974 You do one. 190 00:13:54,021 --> 00:13:54,772 Whew! 191 00:14:15,792 --> 00:14:16,959 Here we go. 192 00:14:28,304 --> 00:14:29,555 I like you, Neil. 193 00:14:31,473 --> 00:14:33,349 I like you so much. 194 00:14:41,190 --> 00:14:43,276 When I really, really like someone... 195 00:14:51,909 --> 00:14:54,202 ...there's a way I show them how I feel. 196 00:15:01,335 --> 00:15:03,378 Shhh. 197 00:15:03,462 --> 00:15:06,881 Angel. 198 00:15:07,006 --> 00:15:09,800 There's nothing wrong with kissing someone like this. 199 00:15:09,926 --> 00:15:13,429 Don't ever let anyone tell you that it's wrong. 200 00:15:23,730 --> 00:15:25,273 It happened. 201 00:15:25,398 --> 00:15:27,108 That's what I told myself. 202 00:15:27,234 --> 00:15:29,152 It just happened. 203 00:15:29,277 --> 00:15:31,154 And after it was over, I looked down... 204 00:15:31,238 --> 00:15:32,948 at the mess on the floor. 205 00:15:33,073 --> 00:15:35,742 It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered. 206 00:15:35,784 --> 00:15:40,246 And when I swallowed, the taste of Coach's tongue seared my mouth. 207 00:15:41,330 --> 00:15:43,082 You liked it. 208 00:15:43,207 --> 00:15:45,793 It's okay that you liked it. 209 00:15:45,918 --> 00:15:47,836 Everything's gonna be okay. 210 00:16:12,442 --> 00:16:13,735 Do you know him or something? 211 00:16:16,154 --> 00:16:17,823 I met Wendy Peterson when I was ten. 212 00:16:17,906 --> 00:16:20,534 She was eleven, one grade ahead of me in school. 213 00:16:22,327 --> 00:16:23,745 What are you doing? 214 00:16:23,870 --> 00:16:25,205 Damn. No razor. 215 00:16:25,289 --> 00:16:26,497 You're insane. 216 00:16:26,622 --> 00:16:28,791 If I wasn't queer we would have ended up having... 217 00:16:28,916 --> 00:16:31,043 sloppy teenage sex and getting pregnant... 218 00:16:31,127 --> 00:16:35,464 contributing more fucked up, unwanted kids to society. 219 00:16:35,548 --> 00:16:39,385 But instead, she became my soulmate. 220 00:16:39,427 --> 00:16:43,013 And...one true partner in crime. 221 00:16:44,180 --> 00:16:45,599 Let's kidnap him. 222 00:16:45,724 --> 00:16:48,852 His mom says we're supposed to take him home. 223 00:16:51,855 --> 00:16:53,481 Where are you taking me? 224 00:16:53,607 --> 00:16:56,318 A house with lots and lots of candy. 225 00:16:56,443 --> 00:16:57,903 Goody. 226 00:17:01,113 --> 00:17:04,825 Beeewaaaaaaare. Bewaaaare. 227 00:17:04,909 --> 00:17:07,661 Bewaaare. 228 00:17:07,786 --> 00:17:12,249 These are the eyes of the Axe Murderer's victims. 229 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:19,839 - Come on, Satan. - Hurry up, Chicken. 230 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,218 I never much cared for Halloween, 231 00:17:23,301 --> 00:17:25,637 but this particular year, I couldn't shake the feeling... 232 00:17:25,720 --> 00:17:28,181 that something horrible was gonna happen. 233 00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:31,226 And there was nothing I could do to stop it. 234 00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:34,019 Wait outside for me. I'll be done in a minute. 235 00:17:37,147 --> 00:17:39,233 You hold him while I go get something. 236 00:17:39,316 --> 00:17:41,777 - What are we gonna do? - Have some fun. 237 00:17:54,705 --> 00:17:58,084 - What's the matter, Satan? - What did you say, Punk? 238 00:18:01,546 --> 00:18:03,005 What a loser! 239 00:18:03,089 --> 00:18:05,006 Loser! 240 00:18:05,882 --> 00:18:07,884 Loser! 241 00:18:21,605 --> 00:18:22,314 Brian? 242 00:18:25,401 --> 00:18:26,235 Brian? 243 00:18:29,446 --> 00:18:30,698 I thought that was you. 244 00:18:36,870 --> 00:18:37,912 Lie down. 245 00:18:38,037 --> 00:18:40,039 Lie down, retard. 246 00:18:41,332 --> 00:18:42,417 What are you doing? 247 00:18:42,542 --> 00:18:44,919 Shut up! Shut up, or we'll kill you. 248 00:18:45,003 --> 00:18:46,629 Point the beam over here. 249 00:18:48,172 --> 00:18:49,257 Open your mouth. 250 00:18:49,382 --> 00:18:50,717 I said open your mouth. 251 00:18:52,510 --> 00:18:53,677 Keep these in your fucking mouth. 252 00:18:53,760 --> 00:18:58,473 You better do what we say, or I'll kill you, I swear. 253 00:18:58,557 --> 00:19:00,559 Give me the matches. 254 00:19:00,684 --> 00:19:03,478 Wendy, come on, give me the damn matches! 255 00:19:19,744 --> 00:19:21,245 Shine the flashlight on him. 256 00:19:23,331 --> 00:19:25,708 Neil, he's gonna tattle! 257 00:19:25,791 --> 00:19:27,834 Don't worry. I know what to do. 258 00:19:27,918 --> 00:19:30,128 There are things we can do to get him on our side. 259 00:19:31,880 --> 00:19:32,797 That's it. 260 00:19:32,881 --> 00:19:34,382 Just lay still for a minute. 261 00:19:34,507 --> 00:19:37,219 You're my little green buddy and there's this cool thing... 262 00:19:37,344 --> 00:19:38,428 I wanna show you. 263 00:19:40,597 --> 00:19:42,932 When I was little, a man used to do this to me. 264 00:19:43,057 --> 00:19:45,351 You're really gonna like it. 265 00:19:45,476 --> 00:19:47,311 There. That's it. 266 00:19:47,436 --> 00:19:49,355 That's my boy. 267 00:19:49,438 --> 00:19:52,316 Wendy never looked at me quite the same after that night. 268 00:19:52,399 --> 00:19:54,235 Sharing this part of myself... 269 00:19:54,318 --> 00:19:56,779 I'd never showed anyone else ever before. 270 00:19:56,862 --> 00:20:01,783 I knew we'd be bound together...forever. 271 00:20:05,036 --> 00:20:07,914 I woke up, once again not knowing where I was... 272 00:20:07,997 --> 00:20:09,958 or what had happened to me. 273 00:20:10,083 --> 00:20:12,252 By the time I made my way back, 274 00:20:12,377 --> 00:20:14,920 Deborah said I'd been missing for over an hour. 275 00:20:15,045 --> 00:20:17,005 But I couldn't remember a thing. 276 00:20:17,089 --> 00:20:20,050 All I knew was that it was somehow linked to the other time, 277 00:20:20,133 --> 00:20:22,678 the night I woke up in the cellar. 278 00:20:22,761 --> 00:20:25,889 And I also knew that, no matter how long it took, 279 00:20:25,973 --> 00:20:28,517 I had to find out what had happened to me. 280 00:20:28,642 --> 00:20:31,019 I had to find an answer to the mystery. 281 00:20:34,772 --> 00:20:37,942 When I was 15, I overheard some kids at school talking about a place. 282 00:20:38,025 --> 00:20:42,780 A place that you could find even in a dumbass hicktown like Hutchinson. 283 00:20:59,296 --> 00:21:00,046 Bingo. 284 00:21:30,742 --> 00:21:31,701 Here we go. 285 00:21:44,421 --> 00:21:46,798 - How's it going? - Okay. 286 00:21:48,425 --> 00:21:51,261 - I'm Charlie. - Neil. 287 00:21:52,554 --> 00:21:53,679 Wanna go for a ride? 288 00:21:57,141 --> 00:21:57,975 Sure. 289 00:21:59,393 --> 00:22:00,770 You got cash? 290 00:22:00,895 --> 00:22:04,482 I'll pay 50, no higher. 291 00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:07,401 You've got to be careful out here. 292 00:22:07,485 --> 00:22:10,362 The cops patrol this whole entire area, 293 00:22:10,445 --> 00:22:12,864 and they've got brains enough to know what's up. 294 00:22:12,989 --> 00:22:14,908 I'm in Hutchinson on business. 295 00:22:15,033 --> 00:22:18,411 I supply snack foods to the local markets. 296 00:22:18,495 --> 00:22:19,704 Go ahead. 297 00:22:19,829 --> 00:22:22,123 Take whatever you want. 298 00:22:28,921 --> 00:22:30,464 Hungry, huh? 299 00:22:39,932 --> 00:22:44,936 We've only got an hour, so we'd better get busy. 300 00:22:51,234 --> 00:22:52,151 Wait. 301 00:22:53,528 --> 00:22:55,029 Let me. 302 00:23:04,538 --> 00:23:05,664 Beautiful. 303 00:23:11,545 --> 00:23:13,797 So, what do you like to do? 304 00:23:15,590 --> 00:23:17,592 Tell me what you want me to do. 305 00:23:19,302 --> 00:23:20,428 Whatever. 306 00:23:25,808 --> 00:23:27,768 You like older guys, huh? 307 00:23:27,852 --> 00:23:29,187 Tell me. 308 00:23:29,896 --> 00:23:30,812 Yeah. 309 00:23:38,028 --> 00:23:39,946 That feels nice. 310 00:23:44,576 --> 00:23:50,289 You are such a beautiful, beautiful boy. 311 00:24:27,950 --> 00:24:28,951 I'm gonna come. 312 00:24:31,578 --> 00:24:32,621 I'm gonna come. 313 00:25:22,334 --> 00:25:23,669 I know what you're thinking. 314 00:25:23,752 --> 00:25:25,461 That wasn't safe. 315 00:25:25,545 --> 00:25:27,422 But we're in Kansas, thank God, 316 00:25:27,547 --> 00:25:30,133 not some big city full of diseases. 317 00:25:32,051 --> 00:25:34,929 Plus, you're only a kid. 318 00:25:52,654 --> 00:25:53,405 Boo. 319 00:25:54,031 --> 00:25:55,449 Maniac. 320 00:25:55,574 --> 00:25:56,909 You scared me! 321 00:25:57,034 --> 00:25:57,950 Thanks for meeting me. 322 00:25:58,075 --> 00:25:59,744 Yeah, well, This better be good. 323 00:25:59,869 --> 00:26:02,371 My mom will kill me if she finds out I snuck out this late. 324 00:26:02,455 --> 00:26:03,789 I have something I wanna show you. 325 00:26:09,337 --> 00:26:10,171 Ew. 326 00:26:19,054 --> 00:26:20,013 Look. 327 00:26:23,433 --> 00:26:25,227 Yeah. So? 328 00:26:26,353 --> 00:26:28,313 That's me. 329 00:26:34,568 --> 00:26:35,778 You're such a liar. 330 00:26:37,655 --> 00:26:39,114 I don't believe you. 331 00:26:39,198 --> 00:26:41,158 I'll prove it. 332 00:26:41,242 --> 00:26:42,701 Okay. How? 333 00:26:42,826 --> 00:26:44,411 Oh, my God, what are you... 334 00:26:44,537 --> 00:26:47,163 Put that back in your pants, exhibitionist! 335 00:26:47,247 --> 00:26:47,997 Look. 336 00:26:48,081 --> 00:26:49,082 No way, perv. 337 00:26:49,207 --> 00:26:50,667 Look what the guy did to me. 338 00:26:59,300 --> 00:27:01,302 Are those bruises? 339 00:27:01,386 --> 00:27:04,513 Fucker gnawed on my dick like it was a fucking candy cane. 340 00:27:04,638 --> 00:27:07,182 I didn't even realize he was hurting me till after I blew my load. 341 00:27:07,307 --> 00:27:09,142 Well, you better watch out, McCormick. 342 00:27:09,268 --> 00:27:11,854 Next time someone might chomp the whole thing off. 343 00:27:13,522 --> 00:27:14,940 Seriously. 344 00:27:15,023 --> 00:27:17,192 Even Hutchinson has its share of freaks. 345 00:27:17,276 --> 00:27:19,902 You trick with the wrong guy and I'd find pieces of you everywhere. 346 00:27:20,027 --> 00:27:21,279 Okay, "Mom". 347 00:27:28,703 --> 00:27:31,080 I wish there's a movie showing right now. 348 00:27:31,163 --> 00:27:33,207 Me too. 349 00:27:33,332 --> 00:27:35,500 A film about our lives. 350 00:27:35,542 --> 00:27:38,670 Everything's that's happened so far. 351 00:27:38,753 --> 00:27:42,382 And the last scene would just be us standing right here. 352 00:27:42,507 --> 00:27:45,010 Just you and me. 353 00:27:48,346 --> 00:27:49,639 Yeah. 354 00:28:05,779 --> 00:28:07,072 I hear something. 355 00:28:12,535 --> 00:28:14,162 It's the voice of God. 356 00:28:28,884 --> 00:28:30,135 I hear him. 357 00:28:37,184 --> 00:28:38,435 I hear him. 358 00:28:55,868 --> 00:28:56,952 Mom! 359 00:28:57,035 --> 00:28:58,662 It's about to begin. 360 00:28:58,745 --> 00:29:00,247 Alright, I'm coming. 361 00:29:01,832 --> 00:29:02,833 VCR on? 362 00:29:02,958 --> 00:29:04,543 I checked it twice. 363 00:29:04,626 --> 00:29:07,170 It's probably going to be a little silly. 364 00:29:07,295 --> 00:29:09,506 The commercial showed this crazy old man claiming... 365 00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:12,259 aliens beamed him up right out of his bathtub. 366 00:29:14,844 --> 00:29:18,138 If you're going to make fun, I'd just as soon watch by myself. 367 00:29:19,765 --> 00:29:21,475 Shh, it's starting. 368 00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:24,019 Tonight on "World Of Mystery", 369 00:29:24,103 --> 00:29:27,857 we investigate the terrifying world of UFOs. 370 00:29:27,982 --> 00:29:32,193 Is it mass hysteria or something all too real? 371 00:29:32,318 --> 00:29:34,654 They kept me prisoner for hours. 372 00:29:34,779 --> 00:29:40,618 They examined me like I was a frog in biology class. 373 00:29:40,702 --> 00:29:43,997 And then they stuck a probe in my stomach. 374 00:29:44,122 --> 00:29:47,583 I still got the scar here to prove it. 375 00:29:49,376 --> 00:29:50,544 Look at that. 376 00:29:50,627 --> 00:29:54,506 I always got scared anytime I watched movies about UFOs. 377 00:29:54,548 --> 00:29:56,884 Even "E.T." scared me. 378 00:29:57,009 --> 00:29:58,343 Poor thing. 379 00:29:58,427 --> 00:30:00,470 She looks so homely and sad. 380 00:30:00,596 --> 00:30:06,434 Avalyn Friesen lives in the tiny, ordinary town of Inman, Kansas. 381 00:30:06,517 --> 00:30:07,852 Inman? 382 00:30:08,603 --> 00:30:10,229 That's only 30 miles away. 383 00:30:10,688 --> 00:30:12,732 32 years old, she is unmarried. 384 00:30:12,857 --> 00:30:15,109 Lives with her father and works part-time... 385 00:30:15,234 --> 00:30:16,611 as a secretary. 386 00:30:16,736 --> 00:30:19,487 But there is something unusual about Avalyn. 387 00:30:19,571 --> 00:30:21,072 For as long as she can remember, 388 00:30:21,198 --> 00:30:24,701 things have happened to her, things she cannot explain. 389 00:30:24,826 --> 00:30:27,996 I'd heard about people who've experienced missing time. 390 00:30:28,121 --> 00:30:31,750 Whole chunks of their lives they couldn't account for. 391 00:30:31,791 --> 00:30:35,002 Under hypnotic regression I learned that... 392 00:30:35,127 --> 00:30:37,880 I had been abducted more than 20 times. 393 00:30:38,005 --> 00:30:39,215 Oh, please! 394 00:30:39,298 --> 00:30:40,090 Quiet. 395 00:30:40,216 --> 00:30:42,176 The first time was when I was 6. 396 00:30:42,301 --> 00:30:45,679 I was on my way home from a picnic with my grandparents. 397 00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:49,433 It was dark and we got lost, driving down a dirt road. 398 00:30:49,517 --> 00:30:52,936 Grandpa lost control of the car and we went into a ditch. 399 00:30:53,019 --> 00:30:55,522 There was this blinding white light. 400 00:30:55,647 --> 00:30:59,275 But the aliens weren't interested in my grandparents. 401 00:30:59,359 --> 00:31:01,778 They floated me up out of the car... 402 00:31:01,861 --> 00:31:05,156 using some sort of gravitational ray. 403 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:09,409 That's it. I've had enough. 404 00:31:09,493 --> 00:31:10,661 I'm gonna get some ice cream. 405 00:31:10,786 --> 00:31:13,038 - Want some? - No, thanks. 406 00:31:13,163 --> 00:31:15,040 I remember lying on a table. 407 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,252 It was cold, smooth and shiny. 408 00:31:18,335 --> 00:31:20,045 The aliens surrounded me. 409 00:31:20,170 --> 00:31:25,299 They were bald with huge marshmallowy heads and tiny arms. 410 00:31:25,424 --> 00:31:28,511 But the worst part was their eyes. 411 00:31:28,594 --> 00:31:30,888 The only way I can describe them is big, 412 00:31:30,972 --> 00:31:34,350 black diamonds, all liquidy and jellyish. 413 00:31:58,789 --> 00:32:03,127 I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this fucking nowhere town! 414 00:32:03,252 --> 00:32:05,921 You better let me know the second you're settled. 415 00:32:07,464 --> 00:32:08,591 Or else. 416 00:32:08,716 --> 00:32:12,511 You better come. Or else. 417 00:32:12,636 --> 00:32:13,678 New York City. 418 00:32:13,803 --> 00:32:15,263 You're so lucky! 419 00:32:25,106 --> 00:32:26,900 Hey, assface. 420 00:32:27,025 --> 00:32:28,818 What you gawking at? 421 00:32:35,574 --> 00:32:36,742 Faggots! 422 00:32:36,867 --> 00:32:39,203 Shit, go, go, go! 423 00:32:42,998 --> 00:32:44,541 Fuck you! 424 00:33:00,139 --> 00:33:01,682 Remember the guy I told you about last week? 425 00:33:01,806 --> 00:33:02,849 White Camaro? 426 00:33:02,974 --> 00:33:05,352 That's him. Parked by those trees. 427 00:33:05,477 --> 00:33:07,604 I've fucked every single john in this park. 428 00:33:07,729 --> 00:33:09,606 Except for White Camaro. 429 00:33:10,398 --> 00:33:12,526 So it's time for you two to get lost. 430 00:33:12,609 --> 00:33:14,319 Stop scaring my business away. 431 00:33:15,904 --> 00:33:17,572 You want us to come pick you up later? 432 00:33:17,656 --> 00:33:18,781 Yeah, if you want. 433 00:33:18,864 --> 00:33:20,574 I'll be done by, like, 7. 434 00:33:20,658 --> 00:33:22,159 We'll meet you. 435 00:33:22,284 --> 00:33:23,786 Speak for yourself, Eric. 436 00:33:23,869 --> 00:33:25,329 I gotta get home and start packing. 437 00:33:25,454 --> 00:33:26,247 Alright, call me tonight. 438 00:33:27,164 --> 00:33:28,290 I'll see you later. 439 00:33:37,215 --> 00:33:38,925 You better be careful. 440 00:33:39,050 --> 00:33:40,635 Of what? 441 00:33:41,719 --> 00:33:42,762 I'm serious, Eric. 442 00:33:42,887 --> 00:33:44,722 You're not in Modesto anymore. 443 00:33:44,806 --> 00:33:46,766 I see the way you look at him. 444 00:33:47,851 --> 00:33:49,435 He's so beautiful. 445 00:33:51,019 --> 00:33:52,646 I can't help it. 446 00:33:52,771 --> 00:33:54,857 He's like a god. 447 00:33:54,982 --> 00:33:58,819 You don't have to tell me, I was infatuated with him too once. 448 00:34:00,696 --> 00:34:02,698 But I know all Neil's secrets and there's shit there... 449 00:34:02,823 --> 00:34:04,366 you don't even want to know about. 450 00:34:04,491 --> 00:34:06,076 Trust me. 451 00:34:06,952 --> 00:34:08,578 Once I'm gone, you'll be all Neil has... 452 00:34:08,703 --> 00:34:11,122 and you have to understand one thing. 453 00:34:11,247 --> 00:34:12,707 Where normal people have a heart, 454 00:34:12,790 --> 00:34:15,835 Neil McCormick's has a bottomless black hole. 455 00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:20,798 And if you don't watch out, you can fall in and get lost forever. 456 00:34:29,764 --> 00:34:30,390 Ahh. 457 00:34:53,412 --> 00:34:55,581 Brian? Brian, you home? 458 00:34:55,706 --> 00:34:57,707 Yeah, Mom. In here. 459 00:35:07,258 --> 00:35:08,468 No class today? 460 00:35:08,593 --> 00:35:12,096 I've got English Comp discussion group at 7:30. 461 00:35:12,222 --> 00:35:13,722 You have mail. 462 00:35:13,806 --> 00:35:15,307 Looks like one from your sister. 463 00:35:15,432 --> 00:35:18,519 And one from "A. Friesen"? 464 00:35:21,355 --> 00:35:23,065 I can't believe she wrote me back. 465 00:35:23,190 --> 00:35:24,358 Who? 466 00:35:24,483 --> 00:35:27,528 Avalyn Friesen. The woman on TV. 467 00:35:27,653 --> 00:35:30,613 She didn't have to dump a whole gallon of perfume on it, did she? 468 00:35:33,533 --> 00:35:35,243 What did she say? 469 00:35:35,368 --> 00:35:37,411 She wants me to visit her in Inman. 470 00:36:01,559 --> 00:36:03,060 Thanks for the ride, Preston. 471 00:36:05,646 --> 00:36:06,689 Later. 472 00:36:13,237 --> 00:36:14,655 You just missed it, sweetie. 473 00:36:14,780 --> 00:36:17,949 This little old lady just won both showcases. 474 00:36:20,410 --> 00:36:22,162 What did she get? 475 00:36:22,287 --> 00:36:27,167 She got a trip to Scotland, beautiful living room set, 476 00:36:27,250 --> 00:36:28,710 a brand new car. 477 00:36:30,336 --> 00:36:33,339 I can't remember the name of it but it cost over 27 grand. 478 00:36:37,468 --> 00:36:38,927 Are you wearing cologne? 479 00:36:41,763 --> 00:36:42,806 Was work okay? 480 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:45,225 It was the pits. 481 00:36:47,352 --> 00:36:49,438 When is our ship gonna come in, huh baby? 482 00:36:49,563 --> 00:36:51,522 Soon, Ma. 483 00:36:53,900 --> 00:36:54,817 Soon. 484 00:37:00,114 --> 00:37:01,741 Oh, Neil, don't forget. 485 00:37:01,866 --> 00:37:05,077 Tomorrow's my date. That hot Italian. 486 00:37:05,203 --> 00:37:08,079 The guy who always comes through my checkout lane. 487 00:37:08,205 --> 00:37:10,040 Don't worry, because I'll be at work. 488 00:37:10,165 --> 00:37:12,083 It's the last tournament of the season. 489 00:37:12,209 --> 00:37:13,627 Vincenzo. 490 00:37:58,377 --> 00:37:59,336 Brian! 491 00:38:02,548 --> 00:38:03,549 Brian, hey! 492 00:38:03,674 --> 00:38:05,425 Patches! Patches, down. 493 00:38:05,551 --> 00:38:07,261 Sorry, she gets a little excited. 494 00:38:07,344 --> 00:38:10,222 Hi, you must be Brian. I'm Avalyn, obviously. 495 00:38:10,347 --> 00:38:13,558 Dad? It's okay, Daddy. 496 00:38:13,683 --> 00:38:15,977 This is the young man I was telling you about. 497 00:38:18,437 --> 00:38:19,480 Don't mind him. 498 00:38:19,605 --> 00:38:21,691 He's just a little wary of strangers. 499 00:38:21,816 --> 00:38:24,819 I'm so glad you're here. Come on. 500 00:38:27,029 --> 00:38:30,615 It isn't showy, but it's home. Here, have a seat. 501 00:38:30,699 --> 00:38:33,326 Have you eaten? I was just in the middle of lunch. 502 00:38:33,451 --> 00:38:37,205 - I hope you don't mind. - No, go ahead. I ate earlier. 503 00:38:37,330 --> 00:38:38,915 So, you saw the show? 504 00:38:40,167 --> 00:38:43,295 Several times. I videotaped it. 505 00:38:43,378 --> 00:38:47,256 They left some stuff out, but they managed to get the major points across. 506 00:38:50,509 --> 00:38:52,595 I think I was taken too. 507 00:38:52,678 --> 00:38:54,430 You mentioned that in your letter. 508 00:38:54,555 --> 00:38:56,932 You're at the point I was a few years ago, 509 00:38:57,057 --> 00:38:58,851 where you're just starting to remember things. 510 00:38:58,976 --> 00:39:01,352 There are many of us and we all have this drive... 511 00:39:01,478 --> 00:39:02,812 to know what happened. 512 00:39:02,937 --> 00:39:06,316 So...you think that's what happened to me. 513 00:39:06,441 --> 00:39:09,486 Just from what I told you about the missing time and... 514 00:39:09,569 --> 00:39:11,070 I'm sure of it. 515 00:39:14,032 --> 00:39:15,700 Feel like going on a walk? 516 00:39:17,367 --> 00:39:18,577 What's that you're carrying? 517 00:39:18,660 --> 00:39:20,996 It's a Dream Journal. 518 00:39:21,079 --> 00:39:23,624 I keep a log of all my dreams. 519 00:39:23,749 --> 00:39:26,794 Whatever bits and pieces I can recall at least. 520 00:39:28,420 --> 00:39:30,839 I feel like it's slowly helping me remember. 521 00:39:30,964 --> 00:39:32,299 That's a really good idea. 522 00:39:32,424 --> 00:39:35,009 Your subconscious is where all your memories are buried. 523 00:39:35,092 --> 00:39:37,720 For you and me and people like us almost every... 524 00:39:37,845 --> 00:39:40,807 single thing we do stems from our being abducted. 525 00:39:40,932 --> 00:39:43,518 Come here, I want to show you something they wouldn't allow... 526 00:39:43,643 --> 00:39:45,061 on "World of Mystery". 527 00:39:48,981 --> 00:39:50,524 I've been tagged. 528 00:39:50,649 --> 00:39:52,442 Part of their experiments. 529 00:39:52,567 --> 00:39:53,735 Touch it. 530 00:39:56,613 --> 00:39:58,782 When I was taken, my leg was bleeding, 531 00:39:58,907 --> 00:40:01,409 but I didn't remember being cut, nothing. 532 00:40:01,493 --> 00:40:05,622 Then, under hypnosis is when I discovered that's where... 533 00:40:05,705 --> 00:40:07,665 they implant the tracking device. 534 00:40:07,790 --> 00:40:09,875 Now everything I do, they know. 535 00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:11,502 In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they were... 536 00:40:11,544 --> 00:40:13,796 spying on us right now. 537 00:40:13,921 --> 00:40:18,551 When I was found that night, my nose was bleeding. 538 00:40:18,676 --> 00:40:22,637 The old up-the-nose trick, so the scar can't be seen. 539 00:40:25,849 --> 00:40:27,559 Don't forget to write. 540 00:40:30,395 --> 00:40:32,313 Don't you forget what I told you. 541 00:40:32,438 --> 00:40:33,773 Okay. 542 00:40:38,236 --> 00:40:40,529 You better come see me soon, asshole. 543 00:40:40,654 --> 00:40:42,781 I will. 544 00:40:46,660 --> 00:40:47,744 I will. 545 00:41:18,607 --> 00:41:20,108 Stay out of trouble, you two. 546 00:41:24,905 --> 00:41:25,822 Bye. 547 00:41:34,455 --> 00:41:38,000 I can't believe it's so late. My mom's gonna worry. 548 00:41:38,125 --> 00:41:39,627 You still live with your mom? 549 00:41:39,668 --> 00:41:42,505 My dad moved out 7 years ago. 550 00:41:42,588 --> 00:41:44,297 I don't see him much. 551 00:41:44,422 --> 00:41:47,133 You wanna read me one of your dreams? 552 00:41:47,258 --> 00:41:51,262 I just, you know, scribble them out in the middle of the night. 553 00:41:51,387 --> 00:41:54,057 Sometimes I can barely even read them. 554 00:41:54,140 --> 00:41:55,308 That's okay. 555 00:42:05,734 --> 00:42:07,319 This is from 2 nights ago. 556 00:42:10,114 --> 00:42:12,699 "There's a blue light. 557 00:42:12,825 --> 00:42:15,285 I'm in my Little League uniform, 558 00:42:15,410 --> 00:42:18,746 and a tall alien is hovering over me." 559 00:42:18,830 --> 00:42:25,253 "Someone else is with me. Another boy, also in uniform." 560 00:42:25,336 --> 00:42:27,505 "Panther?" 561 00:42:27,630 --> 00:42:30,383 That was the name of my baseball team. 562 00:42:33,343 --> 00:42:35,178 Let's see, uh... 563 00:42:35,262 --> 00:42:43,270 "The alien has big black eyes. He's touching my face." 564 00:42:43,353 --> 00:42:47,941 "I want to cry out for help, but..." 565 00:42:48,066 --> 00:42:53,487 "I can't. I can't." 566 00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:56,657 You're on your way to uncovering the truth. 567 00:42:56,740 --> 00:42:59,243 Think of yourself as a detective, following clues. 568 00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:01,745 Maybe concentrate on the other boy in your dreams, 569 00:43:01,829 --> 00:43:04,331 he could help you find the answers you're looking for. 570 00:43:07,792 --> 00:43:08,751 Two outs. 571 00:43:08,793 --> 00:43:11,171 Third baseman Jackson up, with Hinton.. 572 00:43:11,254 --> 00:43:12,172 on deck. 573 00:43:13,798 --> 00:43:15,675 Jesus. Check out that Jackson. 574 00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:17,218 Hubba hubba. 575 00:43:17,302 --> 00:43:18,678 Ew... 576 00:43:18,803 --> 00:43:20,263 are you joking? 577 00:43:20,388 --> 00:43:22,473 No, I'd fuck him for free. 578 00:43:24,933 --> 00:43:27,853 Please return all foul balls to pressbox. 579 00:43:27,936 --> 00:43:28,854 Thank you. 580 00:43:29,772 --> 00:43:31,231 You don't think Jackson's hot? 581 00:43:31,315 --> 00:43:35,736 Dude, he's fat and bald! 582 00:43:35,861 --> 00:43:38,362 Different folks, different strokes. 583 00:43:39,655 --> 00:43:41,073 My Daddy hit this. 584 00:43:43,117 --> 00:43:45,620 Well, come here, come on in, collect your prize. 585 00:43:46,662 --> 00:43:49,373 Thank you so much. One second... 586 00:43:52,335 --> 00:43:53,753 Alright... what will it be, big guy? 587 00:43:53,836 --> 00:43:55,462 Cash or bubbles? 588 00:43:56,505 --> 00:43:59,174 You can't decide. Alright, hold out your hand. 589 00:44:04,346 --> 00:44:06,681 - Thanks! - You're welcome. 590 00:44:08,141 --> 00:44:09,184 See you later. 591 00:44:12,353 --> 00:44:13,145 What? 592 00:44:13,270 --> 00:44:15,231 When kids do good, you gotta reward them. 593 00:44:15,314 --> 00:44:16,273 Oh, Christ. 594 00:44:16,357 --> 00:44:20,152 It's Hinton, a.k.a. "Ass of the Gods". 595 00:44:20,194 --> 00:44:23,614 I am so, fucking wasted! 596 00:44:25,407 --> 00:44:26,867 Oh, shit! 597 00:44:28,034 --> 00:44:29,994 - Where's your mom? - I don't know. 598 00:44:30,120 --> 00:44:33,581 She's probably out with her new boyfriend, Vincenzo. 599 00:44:38,586 --> 00:44:41,131 I've got a wicked headache. 600 00:44:41,256 --> 00:44:44,216 - Do you have any pot? - Yeah. Come on. 601 00:44:53,892 --> 00:44:56,395 Here. Knock yourself out. 602 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:03,651 There's a porno in the VCR if you wanna jack off. 603 00:45:04,694 --> 00:45:05,862 Thanks. 604 00:45:07,071 --> 00:45:08,239 You got a lighter? 605 00:45:10,158 --> 00:45:11,909 Yeah. Here. 606 00:47:05,099 --> 00:47:06,267 You like that? 607 00:47:06,392 --> 00:47:07,977 It tickles a little. 608 00:47:08,102 --> 00:47:10,603 That feels good, doesn't it, Neil? 609 00:47:10,728 --> 00:47:12,063 Mm-hmm. 610 00:47:12,188 --> 00:47:15,275 Can we put the blanket over our heads like we did last time? 611 00:47:17,861 --> 00:47:19,070 Here we go. 612 00:47:25,952 --> 00:47:27,494 Find what you were looking for? 613 00:47:27,619 --> 00:47:31,165 Yeah. Thanks a lot. 614 00:47:31,290 --> 00:47:32,583 Glad I could help out. 615 00:47:32,708 --> 00:47:35,210 I used to write for my school paper too, 616 00:47:35,335 --> 00:47:36,670 back in the day. 617 00:47:36,795 --> 00:47:39,506 Well, this will really make a big difference in my article. 618 00:47:39,631 --> 00:47:41,633 Maybe you'll win a Pulitzer Prize. 619 00:47:41,759 --> 00:47:42,884 Maybe. 620 00:47:42,967 --> 00:47:45,595 Just let me know if there's anything else you need. 621 00:47:45,678 --> 00:47:47,180 Thanks so much. 622 00:47:58,733 --> 00:48:00,525 You done already? 623 00:48:00,609 --> 00:48:02,944 I'm on kind of a tight deadline. 624 00:48:03,069 --> 00:48:04,696 Well, good luck. 625 00:48:05,697 --> 00:48:07,908 That's two outs. Garfield the batter... 626 00:48:07,991 --> 00:48:09,159 Heim on deck. 627 00:48:14,831 --> 00:48:16,624 Scoot your chair back a little further. 628 00:48:18,292 --> 00:48:19,627 That's better. 629 00:48:30,888 --> 00:48:32,222 Wait. Hold on a sec. 630 00:48:33,348 --> 00:48:35,517 And at the end of 3 innings, the score is... 631 00:48:35,642 --> 00:48:37,352 Hutchinson First National Bank, 3; 632 00:48:37,435 --> 00:48:39,729 Wichita Coleman lndustries, 0. 633 00:48:40,230 --> 00:48:41,356 Okay. Go on. 634 00:48:47,195 --> 00:48:48,278 Where have you been? 635 00:48:48,403 --> 00:48:50,239 Sorry. I should've called. 636 00:48:50,364 --> 00:48:52,032 I didn't realize the time. 637 00:48:52,116 --> 00:48:54,326 Well, your dinner's cold as ice. 638 00:48:54,451 --> 00:48:56,078 That's okay. 639 00:48:57,788 --> 00:48:59,498 Brian, what's going on? 640 00:48:59,623 --> 00:49:01,542 You've been acting so strangely. 641 00:49:01,667 --> 00:49:03,085 Disappearing for hours. 642 00:49:03,168 --> 00:49:04,877 It's just school, Mom. 643 00:49:04,961 --> 00:49:06,963 College is way different than high school. 644 00:49:07,088 --> 00:49:08,798 Did you ever call your father back? 645 00:49:08,923 --> 00:49:10,675 I've been busy. 646 00:49:11,968 --> 00:49:13,428 I'll get it. You finish your dinner. 647 00:49:15,263 --> 00:49:16,347 Hello? 648 00:49:16,431 --> 00:49:17,807 Yes. 649 00:49:17,890 --> 00:49:19,809 He's eating his supper right now. 650 00:49:19,892 --> 00:49:22,394 - Who is it? - It's that UFO woman. 651 00:49:23,937 --> 00:49:25,063 I'll get it in the hall. 652 00:49:27,732 --> 00:49:28,483 Got it. 653 00:49:31,361 --> 00:49:32,446 Brian? 654 00:49:32,529 --> 00:49:34,072 I was just going to call you. 655 00:49:34,156 --> 00:49:35,824 I found a photo of the boy. 656 00:49:35,907 --> 00:49:37,700 The one from my dreams. 657 00:49:37,783 --> 00:49:39,034 That's amazing. 658 00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:40,411 What are you doing right now? 659 00:49:40,536 --> 00:49:42,121 Nothing. 660 00:49:42,246 --> 00:49:43,456 There's something I need to show you. 661 00:49:43,581 --> 00:49:45,458 Something important. Can you come out here? 662 00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:47,251 Sure. 663 00:49:49,378 --> 00:49:51,005 Hi, honey. How was work? 664 00:49:51,130 --> 00:49:52,298 Fuck you. 665 00:50:03,141 --> 00:50:08,313 I'm so fuckin' sick of this stinky little buttcrack of a town! 666 00:50:24,244 --> 00:50:25,579 Patches, shhh, quiet! 667 00:50:25,704 --> 00:50:26,788 You'll wake Daddy. 668 00:50:26,871 --> 00:50:28,581 Brian! Thanks for coming. 669 00:50:28,664 --> 00:50:30,416 No problem. 670 00:50:31,375 --> 00:50:34,295 I stole this from the Hutchinson Chamber of Commerce. 671 00:50:34,378 --> 00:50:37,215 That's him. The boy from my dreams. 672 00:50:37,298 --> 00:50:38,674 Look at his face. 673 00:50:38,758 --> 00:50:40,843 It's almost like you can tell he knows something. 674 00:50:43,720 --> 00:50:44,679 What are you doing? 675 00:50:52,771 --> 00:50:53,980 "N. McCormick." 676 00:50:54,106 --> 00:50:55,732 You can start looking for him first thing tomorrow morning. 677 00:50:55,816 --> 00:50:57,818 Maybe he still lives in Hutchinson. 678 00:50:57,859 --> 00:51:01,403 Meanwhile, I have to show you something only you will understand. 679 00:51:04,323 --> 00:51:09,286 I've fucked every single guy and his ugly uncle in this podunk town. 680 00:51:09,412 --> 00:51:10,704 Twice. 681 00:51:18,962 --> 00:51:19,504 You want one? 682 00:51:20,922 --> 00:51:22,715 One of us has to drive. 683 00:51:26,678 --> 00:51:28,388 I got a postcard from Wendy. 684 00:51:28,513 --> 00:51:31,932 I think she's mad at me because I owe her like 3 letters. 685 00:51:32,057 --> 00:51:33,851 Yeah, her last P.S. is... 686 00:51:33,976 --> 00:51:36,437 "Tell Fuckface to write me". 687 00:51:36,520 --> 00:51:37,771 So you wanna hear what she says? 688 00:51:42,192 --> 00:51:43,068 "Hey, ass. 689 00:51:43,152 --> 00:51:46,071 So New York is insane and crazy in the best possible way". 690 00:51:46,155 --> 00:51:46,739 Pardon me. 691 00:51:48,740 --> 00:51:50,283 Can we help you? 692 00:51:50,408 --> 00:51:52,994 I was wondering if I might buy you boys a drink. 693 00:51:53,119 --> 00:51:54,662 Fuck off. 694 00:51:56,873 --> 00:51:58,207 You heard me, fag. 695 00:51:58,332 --> 00:52:00,376 Fuck...off. 696 00:52:00,460 --> 00:52:02,754 Stuck up little pricks. 697 00:52:02,837 --> 00:52:04,588 Harsh. 698 00:52:04,713 --> 00:52:06,298 Wasn't he kinda your type? 699 00:52:06,923 --> 00:52:09,926 I hate it when they look like Tarzan and sound like Jane. 700 00:52:10,051 --> 00:52:11,970 Let's get out of this shithole. 701 00:52:13,388 --> 00:52:15,056 But we just got here! 702 00:52:16,391 --> 00:52:19,019 Patches. Patches! 703 00:52:19,102 --> 00:52:21,145 Patches, get away from there! 704 00:52:24,482 --> 00:52:26,275 Farmers have been finding mutilated cattle like this... 705 00:52:26,358 --> 00:52:27,902 around here for years. 706 00:52:27,943 --> 00:52:31,989 I told "World of Mystery", but they conveniently edited it out. 707 00:52:32,114 --> 00:52:34,366 Daddy says it's just a bunch of "Satan worshippers"... 708 00:52:34,492 --> 00:52:36,410 going around chopping up cows. 709 00:52:36,494 --> 00:52:38,828 Ha! Come here. 710 00:52:38,953 --> 00:52:40,330 Let me see your hand. 711 00:52:42,248 --> 00:52:44,042 Feel that? 712 00:52:44,125 --> 00:52:45,668 Its sex organs. 713 00:52:45,794 --> 00:52:47,629 They're gone. 714 00:52:47,712 --> 00:52:50,090 The aliens, they experiment on cattle because the... 715 00:52:50,215 --> 00:52:52,050 poor things are so defenseless. 716 00:52:52,133 --> 00:52:54,134 Us, on the other hand, they can't kill us, 717 00:52:54,218 --> 00:52:56,053 so they just leave behind the hidden memories... 718 00:52:56,136 --> 00:52:57,304 of what they've done. 719 00:52:57,429 --> 00:52:59,723 Which in a way is almost worse. 720 00:52:59,807 --> 00:53:01,850 Notice anything else strange? 721 00:53:01,975 --> 00:53:03,519 There's no blood. 722 00:53:03,644 --> 00:53:05,187 They took that, too. 723 00:53:15,905 --> 00:53:17,031 Brian? 724 00:53:17,156 --> 00:53:18,533 Oh, my God, Brian! 725 00:53:20,576 --> 00:53:21,786 Brian! 726 00:53:27,541 --> 00:53:28,625 Here we go. 727 00:53:28,708 --> 00:53:30,377 Oh, my God. Brian. 728 00:53:31,294 --> 00:53:32,796 Tell him you like it. 729 00:53:34,548 --> 00:53:35,340 Brian! 730 00:53:35,424 --> 00:53:36,925 Oh, Brian, are you okay? 731 00:53:37,050 --> 00:53:38,385 Oh, God. 732 00:53:38,510 --> 00:53:39,261 Brian? 733 00:53:40,387 --> 00:53:41,388 Brian! 734 00:53:42,138 --> 00:53:44,598 Neil. What are you doing? 735 00:53:45,224 --> 00:53:48,310 Come on. It's 2:30 in the morning. 736 00:53:50,146 --> 00:53:54,567 You called me your fucking...angel. 737 00:53:58,778 --> 00:54:00,739 Are you sure Wendy's going to meet you at the station? 738 00:54:00,822 --> 00:54:02,741 I don't want you getting lost in that crazy city. 739 00:54:02,866 --> 00:54:04,284 Ma, you don't have to worry, okay? 740 00:54:04,367 --> 00:54:06,661 Call me collect the minute you arrive. 741 00:54:06,786 --> 00:54:07,787 - Promise me. - Okay. 742 00:54:07,912 --> 00:54:09,164 Promise me, Neil. 743 00:54:09,289 --> 00:54:10,707 Okay. 744 00:54:14,543 --> 00:54:17,212 We should've at least gotten you a decent hair cut. 745 00:54:20,257 --> 00:54:21,967 I have to take a piss. 746 00:54:22,050 --> 00:54:23,427 Preston? 747 00:54:24,678 --> 00:54:25,929 We'll be right back. 748 00:54:28,891 --> 00:54:30,850 - Fuck, man! - What's the matter? 749 00:54:31,476 --> 00:54:32,018 I don't know. 750 00:54:32,143 --> 00:54:35,521 My fucking dick itches like motherfucking fuck! 751 00:54:35,646 --> 00:54:38,316 What do you want me to do about it? 752 00:54:38,399 --> 00:54:39,942 Just look down there. 753 00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:42,737 Preston, come on, help me out here. 754 00:54:45,364 --> 00:54:46,783 What the fuck's wrong with me? 755 00:54:48,784 --> 00:54:51,870 Dude. You've got crabs. 756 00:54:56,041 --> 00:54:57,459 I mean, it's no big, man. 757 00:54:57,584 --> 00:55:00,295 You just go to the drug store and get this stuff called Rid. 758 00:55:03,090 --> 00:55:05,341 You better be playing safe. 759 00:55:05,466 --> 00:55:06,550 I stay in control. 760 00:55:08,552 --> 00:55:10,387 Honey, your bus is boarding. 761 00:55:10,471 --> 00:55:11,472 Alright. 762 00:55:19,563 --> 00:55:21,189 My baby. 763 00:55:21,231 --> 00:55:23,149 You're all grown up. 764 00:55:28,321 --> 00:55:29,989 You gonna be careful? 765 00:55:30,073 --> 00:55:32,033 Yeah, I will. 766 00:55:38,622 --> 00:55:41,792 You're mine and I love you. Don't you ever forget it. 767 00:56:04,105 --> 00:56:05,982 Come on. I'll buy you Dairy Queen. 768 00:56:06,691 --> 00:56:08,942 So what are you gonna do now that Neil's gone? 769 00:56:09,067 --> 00:56:12,404 - Kill myself, I guess. - Eric, that is not funny. 770 00:56:12,529 --> 00:56:15,657 Well, I start Hutchinson Community College next week. 771 00:56:15,741 --> 00:56:18,285 Really? That's so wonderful. 772 00:56:18,368 --> 00:56:20,245 Pathetic is more like it. 773 00:56:20,370 --> 00:56:22,038 Well, you know you are always welcome to come over... 774 00:56:22,164 --> 00:56:24,416 to the house, even without Neil around. 775 00:56:24,541 --> 00:56:28,127 Thanks, Mrs. M. I may just take you up on that. 776 00:56:28,210 --> 00:56:29,378 You better. 777 00:56:34,050 --> 00:56:35,926 Who the hell is that? 778 00:56:36,052 --> 00:56:38,262 Incognito Boy Scout? 779 00:56:44,517 --> 00:56:46,561 Can I help you? 780 00:56:46,686 --> 00:56:50,023 - Is this your house? - Yes. 781 00:56:50,148 --> 00:56:52,317 I'm really sorry to bother you, 782 00:56:52,400 --> 00:56:54,944 but I got your address out of the phonebook. 783 00:56:55,070 --> 00:56:56,946 I've spent the whole afternoon checking every... 784 00:56:57,030 --> 00:57:00,324 McCormick in Hutchinson and you're the last one on my list. 785 00:57:00,407 --> 00:57:02,409 Anyway, I don't mean to babble... 786 00:57:02,534 --> 00:57:04,161 What do you want? 787 00:57:06,246 --> 00:57:07,998 I'm looking for an N. McCormick. 788 00:57:08,123 --> 00:57:09,625 Are you FBl? 789 00:57:09,750 --> 00:57:13,295 Sorry honey, but it looks like you are shit outta luck. 790 00:57:13,420 --> 00:57:17,006 You mean there's no N. McCormick living here? 791 00:57:17,131 --> 00:57:20,927 I mean we just put him on a bus headed for New York City. 792 00:57:23,721 --> 00:57:26,974 I'm Neil's friend, Eric, and this is his Mom. 793 00:57:27,100 --> 00:57:31,520 "Neil"? His name is Neil? 794 00:57:31,603 --> 00:57:32,771 Yeah. 795 00:57:35,315 --> 00:57:38,402 I'm Brian. Brian Lackey. 796 00:57:50,246 --> 00:57:51,539 So you still haven't written. 797 00:57:51,664 --> 00:57:52,915 Big surprise. 798 00:57:52,957 --> 00:57:55,167 But Wendy says you're doing okay, which is cool. 799 00:57:55,292 --> 00:57:57,336 I've been wanting to tell you about this strange guy... 800 00:57:57,461 --> 00:57:58,921 I met 3 weeks ago. 801 00:57:59,004 --> 00:58:00,381 No, we're not fucking. 802 00:58:00,506 --> 00:58:02,591 Get your mind out of the gutter, perv. 803 00:58:02,717 --> 00:58:04,467 He's not even gay, I don't think. 804 00:58:04,592 --> 00:58:08,263 In fact, his vibe is kinda weirdly asexual. 805 00:58:08,388 --> 00:58:09,806 His name is Brian Lackey. 806 00:58:09,931 --> 00:58:11,641 He lives in Little River and, like yours truly, 807 00:58:11,766 --> 00:58:14,310 attends Hutchinson Loser Community College. 808 00:58:14,436 --> 00:58:16,146 Anyways, the day you left... 809 00:58:16,271 --> 00:58:18,815 ...your mom and I found him literally on your doorstep, 810 00:58:18,898 --> 00:58:19,982 looking for you. 811 00:58:20,107 --> 00:58:21,900 He says you and him played Little League together... 812 00:58:21,984 --> 00:58:23,318 like 10 years ago. 813 00:58:23,402 --> 00:58:26,655 He was the worst player on the team, blah, blah, blah... 814 00:58:26,739 --> 00:58:28,490 He's full of questions about you. 815 00:58:28,574 --> 00:58:30,534 But, of course, I haven't told him much, 816 00:58:30,659 --> 00:58:33,120 i.e. about your "line of work". 817 00:58:33,162 --> 00:58:34,621 I did say you were queer like me, 818 00:58:34,747 --> 00:58:36,748 only because I figured you wouldn't care. 819 00:58:36,831 --> 00:58:39,751 But now, are you ready for the good part? 820 00:58:39,834 --> 00:58:41,753 He thinks that when you and him were little... 821 00:58:41,836 --> 00:58:45,381 ...you were both abducted and examined by space aliens. 822 00:58:45,506 --> 00:58:47,341 How brilliant is that? 823 00:58:47,467 --> 00:58:49,761 But he was completely serious when he told me this. 824 00:58:49,844 --> 00:58:52,054 Like you should've seen the look in his eyes. 825 00:58:52,179 --> 00:58:53,680 So, what's the story, dude? 826 00:58:53,805 --> 00:58:57,017 Were you abducted by a UFO or what? 827 00:58:57,142 --> 00:58:59,686 P.S. - Are your crabs gone yet? 828 00:59:07,360 --> 00:59:10,196 - Brian? - Yeah? 829 00:59:12,948 --> 00:59:14,825 - You have a visitor. - Hi Brian. 830 00:59:14,909 --> 00:59:16,952 I was just in the neighborhood and I thought I'd stop by, 831 00:59:17,078 --> 00:59:18,120 see how you're doing. 832 00:59:20,790 --> 00:59:22,666 I'll be in the front room if you need me. 833 00:59:22,792 --> 00:59:24,085 Thanks, Mom. 834 00:59:28,004 --> 00:59:30,048 Didn't care for that film. 835 00:59:30,131 --> 00:59:31,966 That, I didn't see. 836 00:59:32,092 --> 00:59:34,886 Your Mom doesn't like me very much. 837 00:59:34,928 --> 00:59:37,347 She thinks I'm trying to steal you away. 838 00:59:37,430 --> 00:59:40,141 Any luck in your search for "N. McCormick"? 839 00:59:40,266 --> 00:59:43,227 I met his mom and his best friend, 840 00:59:43,352 --> 00:59:45,562 but he's in New York right now. 841 00:59:45,604 --> 00:59:47,773 New York. Really? 842 00:59:51,068 --> 00:59:52,361 Here. Sit down. 843 00:59:59,242 --> 01:00:01,285 Had any more of those dreams? 844 01:00:01,327 --> 01:00:03,287 Yeah. 845 01:00:03,413 --> 01:00:06,791 But they seem to be slowly evolving. 846 01:00:06,916 --> 01:00:09,043 Maybe it's just because I've been spending a lot of time... 847 01:00:09,127 --> 01:00:12,088 with Eric, Neil's friend. 848 01:00:12,213 --> 01:00:15,757 But it's becoming clearer and clearer that he... 849 01:00:15,841 --> 01:00:20,220 Neil that is, is a key figure in all this. 850 01:00:20,345 --> 01:00:22,889 Like he was there with me the night it all happened. 851 01:00:27,894 --> 01:00:28,979 I can't. 852 01:00:29,479 --> 01:00:30,479 I can't. 853 01:00:30,604 --> 01:00:31,814 Don't. No. 854 01:00:33,023 --> 01:00:34,525 I can't. 855 01:00:34,567 --> 01:00:35,526 It's okay. 856 01:00:36,360 --> 01:00:38,279 No. No. Don't. 857 01:00:38,571 --> 01:00:39,447 It'll feel good. 858 01:00:39,530 --> 01:00:40,406 Don't! 859 01:00:43,117 --> 01:00:44,118 I'm sorry. 860 01:00:44,243 --> 01:00:45,411 You better go. 861 01:00:47,162 --> 01:00:47,996 Please. 862 01:00:48,788 --> 01:00:49,914 I'm sorry, Brian. 863 01:01:05,888 --> 01:01:08,307 I pay 120. Not a cent more. 864 01:01:09,975 --> 01:01:10,851 Okay. 865 01:01:11,810 --> 01:01:12,728 Shall we? 866 01:01:59,647 --> 01:02:00,398 Fuck me! 867 01:02:01,774 --> 01:02:04,485 Fuck me up the ass with your hot, teenaged cock! 868 01:02:10,407 --> 01:02:11,408 Wait! 869 01:02:11,533 --> 01:02:12,909 What the fuck are you doing? 870 01:02:21,543 --> 01:02:22,836 Okay. Whatever. 871 01:02:25,921 --> 01:02:27,089 I'll put it on for you. 872 01:02:33,137 --> 01:02:34,304 There. 873 01:02:38,892 --> 01:02:41,185 Well, come on, stud. We're on the clock here. 874 01:03:14,717 --> 01:03:16,969 We're not in Kansas anymore, Neil. 875 01:03:17,094 --> 01:03:19,513 You have got to be so careful. 876 01:03:21,348 --> 01:03:22,183 I know. 877 01:03:22,892 --> 01:03:25,061 Don't "I know" me, Neil McCormick. 878 01:03:25,144 --> 01:03:27,438 This is New York City. 879 01:03:27,563 --> 01:03:30,774 You do the wrong thing with the wrong person and you die. 880 01:03:30,857 --> 01:03:33,193 Period. End of story. 881 01:03:37,447 --> 01:03:39,240 Just promise me you'll be safe. 882 01:03:41,368 --> 01:03:42,202 Okay. 883 01:03:44,662 --> 01:03:45,621 Here. 884 01:04:09,519 --> 01:04:11,854 Are these the only kinds of movies you watch? 885 01:04:13,898 --> 01:04:15,858 Why? You don't like it? 886 01:04:15,942 --> 01:04:17,819 No, it's cool. 887 01:04:20,529 --> 01:04:23,281 So, has Neil gotten back to you yet? 888 01:04:25,784 --> 01:04:29,287 Let me explain The Universe of Neil McCormick. 889 01:04:29,371 --> 01:04:32,374 He's like a planet, Saturn say. 890 01:04:32,457 --> 01:04:35,876 And we're all like little moons orbiting around. 891 01:04:35,960 --> 01:04:38,462 Now, do planets write letters? 892 01:04:40,339 --> 01:04:43,175 But I do know that he'll be in Hutchinson for Christmas. 893 01:04:43,259 --> 01:04:44,260 What? 894 01:04:44,343 --> 01:04:46,095 His mom told me that she sent him a ticket to fly home... 895 01:04:46,220 --> 01:04:48,180 for Baby Jesus's Birthday. 896 01:04:48,222 --> 01:04:50,224 So I'll introduce you then. 897 01:04:50,349 --> 01:04:51,599 Brian? 898 01:04:53,935 --> 01:04:55,061 Yeah? 899 01:04:55,186 --> 01:04:58,440 Thought you two might like a little study break. 900 01:04:58,523 --> 01:04:59,774 Thanks, Mrs. Lackey. 901 01:04:59,899 --> 01:05:01,317 Thanks, Mom. 902 01:05:04,112 --> 01:05:05,488 It's 11:30. 903 01:05:07,948 --> 01:05:09,575 If it's Avalyn... 904 01:05:09,700 --> 01:05:11,910 tell her I'm not here. 905 01:05:14,705 --> 01:05:15,748 Hello? 906 01:05:15,873 --> 01:05:19,460 No, I'm sorry, Avalyn, he's out with his friends. 907 01:05:19,543 --> 01:05:20,544 No problem. 908 01:05:20,669 --> 01:05:22,838 I thought you kinda liked her. 909 01:05:22,963 --> 01:05:25,548 I just... I don't know. 910 01:05:27,175 --> 01:05:29,927 I think I just need a little space from her right now. 911 01:05:30,053 --> 01:05:32,347 I always thought she was a freak anyway. 912 01:05:32,472 --> 01:05:34,515 So, I'm off to bed. 913 01:05:34,640 --> 01:05:35,600 Good night, boys. 914 01:05:57,328 --> 01:05:58,412 Hello. 915 01:06:00,873 --> 01:06:05,461 I'm a...I'm Zeke. From LA. 916 01:06:05,544 --> 01:06:06,796 Neil. 917 01:06:11,008 --> 01:06:12,176 Neil. 918 01:06:12,301 --> 01:06:16,179 What are you doing in New York City? 919 01:06:24,854 --> 01:06:28,816 That's a.. that's a Vermeer. 920 01:06:28,941 --> 01:06:34,363 Well, it's sort of a Vermeer. 921 01:07:24,326 --> 01:07:25,911 You are exquisite. 922 01:07:32,918 --> 01:07:35,045 I guess it's my turn, huh? 923 01:08:06,325 --> 01:08:10,661 Hope these don't frighten you too much. 924 01:08:10,745 --> 01:08:18,044 They...have a habit of popping up in the most inopportune places. 925 01:08:27,302 --> 01:08:31,014 Oh, I know. Don't be worried. 926 01:08:32,099 --> 01:08:36,144 This is gonna be the safest encounter you ever had. 927 01:08:44,694 --> 01:08:47,446 If you could just rub my back. 928 01:08:47,530 --> 01:08:51,617 Really, I need to be touched. 929 01:09:13,178 --> 01:09:17,057 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 930 01:09:17,182 --> 01:09:19,309 Oh, make me happy. 931 01:09:19,435 --> 01:09:22,354 Make me happy, make me happy... 932 01:09:35,783 --> 01:09:39,037 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 933 01:09:49,796 --> 01:09:52,549 Oh, make me happy. 934 01:10:18,323 --> 01:10:20,992 You were 100 percent safe, right? 935 01:10:21,076 --> 01:10:22,410 Yeah. 936 01:10:22,494 --> 01:10:23,912 I told you I just jerked off. 937 01:10:24,037 --> 01:10:26,081 He watched from across the room. 938 01:10:26,206 --> 01:10:29,501 For the first time in my life I'm bothered by it. 939 01:10:31,795 --> 01:10:37,800 Maybe you should try and find some other safer way to make money. 940 01:10:37,925 --> 01:10:40,719 You know, like everyone else. 941 01:10:45,349 --> 01:10:46,809 Yeah, maybe. 942 01:10:59,696 --> 01:11:01,447 You're the only one I've ever told. 943 01:11:03,992 --> 01:11:05,201 I know. 944 01:11:05,326 --> 01:11:09,121 I never told Eric, or my Mom. 945 01:11:09,204 --> 01:11:11,081 And I know some people might think it's fucked up, 946 01:11:11,164 --> 01:11:13,166 or terrible, or whatever? 947 01:11:14,251 --> 01:11:19,589 But what happened that summer...is a huge part of me. 948 01:11:19,673 --> 01:11:23,759 No one ever made me feel that way, before or since. 949 01:11:25,594 --> 01:11:30,182 Like I was, I was special. 950 01:11:30,266 --> 01:11:34,645 Neil...you were 8 years old. 951 01:11:36,105 --> 01:11:37,523 Yeah, but he really loved me. 952 01:11:42,110 --> 01:11:45,196 I mean, there were other kids sometimes, but... 953 01:11:45,322 --> 01:11:47,866 I was his prize. 954 01:11:53,079 --> 01:11:55,040 I was his one true love. 955 01:12:14,057 --> 01:12:15,683 Happy birthday. 956 01:12:15,767 --> 01:12:18,269 You didn't have to get me anything. 957 01:12:18,394 --> 01:12:20,480 It's just a little something I picked out. 958 01:12:27,153 --> 01:12:28,028 Wow. 959 01:12:30,030 --> 01:12:31,073 Cool. 960 01:12:31,198 --> 01:12:33,075 I thought it'd go great with your hair color. 961 01:12:33,200 --> 01:12:35,118 It's so cool. 962 01:12:36,662 --> 01:12:37,621 Thanks. 963 01:12:47,546 --> 01:12:48,422 You alright? 964 01:12:50,966 --> 01:12:52,134 I'm drunk. 965 01:12:55,262 --> 01:12:57,348 I've never been drunk in my life! 966 01:12:57,473 --> 01:12:59,725 I'm corrupting you. 967 01:12:59,809 --> 01:13:00,809 At last! 968 01:13:04,688 --> 01:13:08,108 Hey. That's pretty good. 969 01:13:08,233 --> 01:13:09,567 Yeah, sure. 970 01:13:09,651 --> 01:13:11,736 No, really. 971 01:13:11,861 --> 01:13:14,823 You have definite artistic talent, my boy. 972 01:13:17,116 --> 01:13:18,242 What? 973 01:13:19,410 --> 01:13:22,121 That's an interesting touch. 974 01:13:23,872 --> 01:13:27,292 So, what's the "deep meaning" behind the baseball cleats? 975 01:13:30,170 --> 01:13:31,964 I have no idea. 976 01:13:45,143 --> 01:13:45,852 Boo. 977 01:13:52,357 --> 01:13:54,943 - How was work? - Fuckin' boring. 978 01:13:56,945 --> 01:13:58,947 - You need a hand? - Sure. 979 01:14:04,453 --> 01:14:07,079 So, I've got news for you. 980 01:14:07,204 --> 01:14:09,582 Hey, me too. 981 01:14:09,665 --> 01:14:11,625 Okay. You first. 982 01:14:11,709 --> 01:14:13,669 Look what my Mom sent me today. 983 01:14:13,794 --> 01:14:15,838 She wants me to come home for Christmas. 984 01:14:18,299 --> 01:14:20,343 Your mom is the coolest. 985 01:14:20,468 --> 01:14:22,677 Like mine would ever do that for me. 986 01:14:22,802 --> 01:14:23,720 It's weird. 987 01:14:23,845 --> 01:14:26,514 I hate Hutchinson more than anything but... 988 01:14:26,639 --> 01:14:28,933 But I'm kind of looking forward to going back... 989 01:14:29,017 --> 01:14:31,519 just for a short visit. 990 01:14:31,645 --> 01:14:34,105 - Plus you get to see Eric. - Yeah. 991 01:14:36,608 --> 01:14:37,692 So what's your news? 992 01:14:39,985 --> 01:14:42,446 I think I found you a job. 993 01:14:42,571 --> 01:14:44,156 A what? 994 01:14:44,281 --> 01:14:47,451 I was talking to this friend at work, Rachel, about you. 995 01:14:47,493 --> 01:14:51,080 It's only minimum wage at a stupid sandwich place, but... 996 01:14:54,874 --> 01:14:56,000 What? 997 01:14:56,125 --> 01:14:57,502 You're not into it. Whatever. 998 01:14:57,585 --> 01:14:58,544 It's cool. 999 01:14:58,670 --> 01:15:00,213 No, no, tell me more about it. 1000 01:15:02,965 --> 01:15:03,758 Really? 1001 01:15:03,841 --> 01:15:06,094 Yeah, really? I want to hear more about it. 1002 01:15:06,177 --> 01:15:07,887 - You do? - Yeah. 1003 01:15:22,609 --> 01:15:24,861 You sure you're gonna be okay? 1004 01:15:24,945 --> 01:15:27,697 I'm just glad my Mom's working late. 1005 01:15:32,576 --> 01:15:34,578 Thanks for everything. 1006 01:15:34,704 --> 01:15:39,333 This has been...the best birthday ever. 1007 01:15:41,752 --> 01:15:42,837 You're welcome. 1008 01:15:48,133 --> 01:15:49,759 Oh shit. 1009 01:15:49,843 --> 01:15:52,637 - Who's that? - It's my Dad. 1010 01:16:01,770 --> 01:16:03,355 Dad? 1011 01:16:03,480 --> 01:16:07,318 Son. I caught you. 1012 01:16:07,401 --> 01:16:10,446 Your Mother said she didn't know whether you'd be home or not. 1013 01:16:10,571 --> 01:16:12,531 Happy Birthday. 1014 01:16:13,949 --> 01:16:15,826 What are you doing here? 1015 01:16:15,951 --> 01:16:18,745 I'm not allowed to wish my only son a happy birthday? 1016 01:16:18,828 --> 01:16:22,623 Dad, I haven't seen you for what, 2 years? 1017 01:16:22,749 --> 01:16:25,043 Well, maybe if you returned my calls once in a while... 1018 01:16:25,126 --> 01:16:28,504 Maybe I don't want to return your phone calls, Dad. 1019 01:16:28,629 --> 01:16:31,090 Maybe I just want you to leave me alone. 1020 01:16:31,215 --> 01:16:32,966 Brian, don't be like this. 1021 01:16:33,091 --> 01:16:34,509 I drove all this way. 1022 01:16:34,593 --> 01:16:36,094 I just wanted to see how you're doing? 1023 01:16:36,178 --> 01:16:38,013 Well, let me tell you what I want to know. 1024 01:16:38,138 --> 01:16:40,515 Something happened to me when I was little. 1025 01:16:40,599 --> 01:16:43,268 Do you know what I'm talking about? 1026 01:16:43,352 --> 01:16:44,811 What happened to me that night I woke up... 1027 01:16:44,936 --> 01:16:46,229 bleeding in the cellar? 1028 01:16:46,355 --> 01:16:48,148 Where were you that night? 1029 01:16:48,231 --> 01:16:51,692 God, I can tell you don't even remember! 1030 01:16:51,817 --> 01:16:52,902 You're drunk. 1031 01:16:53,027 --> 01:16:54,737 Quit avoiding the subject! 1032 01:16:54,820 --> 01:16:57,406 I was bleeding, I kept passing out! 1033 01:16:57,490 --> 01:17:00,660 I wet my fucking bed and you never asked why! 1034 01:17:00,743 --> 01:17:03,704 And what about that Halloween when I blacked out again? 1035 01:17:03,829 --> 01:17:05,997 Something happened to me both those nights! 1036 01:17:06,122 --> 01:17:07,374 What do you know about it? 1037 01:17:07,499 --> 01:17:08,500 Tell me! 1038 01:17:11,252 --> 01:17:12,462 I'm sorry, Brian, I... 1039 01:17:14,381 --> 01:17:15,715 I can't help you. 1040 01:18:01,925 --> 01:18:03,677 Welcome to Subz. May I help you? 1041 01:18:06,138 --> 01:18:06,972 Brian? 1042 01:18:08,557 --> 01:18:09,558 Deborah! 1043 01:18:13,144 --> 01:18:16,022 - Redecorating? - Sort of, yeah. 1044 01:18:18,357 --> 01:18:20,026 So how ya been, Bri? 1045 01:18:20,151 --> 01:18:22,153 Good. How's Berkeley? 1046 01:18:22,278 --> 01:18:23,362 Hold on, you two. 1047 01:18:23,487 --> 01:18:25,323 Why don't we continue this conversation in the front room... 1048 01:18:25,406 --> 01:18:27,782 over the peanut-butter peach pie I baked for this occasion? 1049 01:18:29,451 --> 01:18:31,077 Good to see you, little brother. 1050 01:18:31,202 --> 01:18:32,245 You too. 1051 01:18:59,854 --> 01:19:00,813 Need a lift? 1052 01:19:04,984 --> 01:19:05,818 Sure. 1053 01:19:10,657 --> 01:19:11,741 Where we going? 1054 01:19:11,866 --> 01:19:14,452 My place. Don't worry, I'll pay. 1055 01:19:22,000 --> 01:19:25,128 - It's Christmas Eve tomorrow. - No more talking. 1056 01:19:47,692 --> 01:19:49,859 - Where are we? - Brighton Beach. 1057 01:20:15,634 --> 01:20:17,052 Bedroom's this way. 1058 01:20:35,028 --> 01:20:36,029 Do it. 1059 01:20:43,201 --> 01:20:44,453 Again. 1060 01:20:57,214 --> 01:20:58,215 Strip. 1061 01:21:15,398 --> 01:21:17,442 Open wide and suck it, slut. 1062 01:21:19,736 --> 01:21:21,571 What are you waiting for, slut? 1063 01:21:25,200 --> 01:21:26,159 Suck it! 1064 01:21:27,952 --> 01:21:30,788 You like that, don't you, slut? 1065 01:21:30,913 --> 01:21:32,665 Take it deep. 1066 01:21:35,709 --> 01:21:36,752 Moan for me. 1067 01:21:37,544 --> 01:21:38,837 Wait, wait. 1068 01:21:43,675 --> 01:21:45,802 Slut knows what's coming next. 1069 01:21:45,927 --> 01:21:47,929 I'm gonna give the slut just what he's begging for... 1070 01:21:48,012 --> 01:21:48,638 Wait, wait, wait. 1071 01:21:48,763 --> 01:21:49,931 There's some things I don't do. 1072 01:21:50,014 --> 01:21:51,557 Wait. I gotta take a piss. 1073 01:21:51,683 --> 01:21:53,142 Hold on. I'll be right back. 1074 01:22:15,871 --> 01:22:18,916 You're getting fucked, slut, whether you like it or not. 1075 01:22:23,254 --> 01:22:24,171 Slut! 1076 01:22:26,966 --> 01:22:31,886 Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! 1077 01:22:39,936 --> 01:22:41,438 God, you love it! 1078 01:22:41,521 --> 01:22:44,566 Take that cock all the way up there. 1079 01:22:44,691 --> 01:22:47,235 Take it, slut. 1080 01:22:47,319 --> 01:22:49,028 Yeah. Yeah! 1081 01:22:51,030 --> 01:22:52,197 Are you ready? 1082 01:22:52,281 --> 01:22:53,324 Here it comes. 1083 01:22:53,407 --> 01:22:54,241 Are you ready? 1084 01:22:54,366 --> 01:22:56,160 You ready? Ready? 1085 01:23:19,932 --> 01:23:20,849 Mom. 1086 01:25:52,158 --> 01:25:53,618 Today is the day. 1087 01:26:05,087 --> 01:26:07,005 Brian! Now where are you off to? 1088 01:26:07,089 --> 01:26:08,590 I'm going out with Eric. 1089 01:26:08,715 --> 01:26:10,759 You don't want to stay and talk with your sister a while? 1090 01:26:10,884 --> 01:26:12,302 I'll be back soon. 1091 01:26:12,427 --> 01:26:13,762 Don't be late, young man. 1092 01:26:13,845 --> 01:26:15,597 Christmas Eve dinner's at 6 sharp. 1093 01:26:15,681 --> 01:26:16,515 Okay. 1094 01:26:25,231 --> 01:26:26,232 Here we are. 1095 01:26:27,441 --> 01:26:28,901 Do I look okay? 1096 01:26:28,985 --> 01:26:30,611 Okay's a relative term. 1097 01:26:31,862 --> 01:26:33,489 I'm kidding. You look fine. 1098 01:26:33,572 --> 01:26:35,032 Excited? 1099 01:26:35,157 --> 01:26:36,866 Yes. 1100 01:26:36,950 --> 01:26:38,493 And nervous. 1101 01:26:39,119 --> 01:26:40,245 Don't worry. 1102 01:26:40,370 --> 01:26:42,372 I'm sure you guys will hit it off great. 1103 01:26:42,455 --> 01:26:43,707 I hope you're right. 1104 01:26:50,797 --> 01:26:51,715 Ellen? 1105 01:26:52,257 --> 01:26:52,715 Ellen? 1106 01:26:56,260 --> 01:26:57,344 Oh, hi, Eric. 1107 01:26:57,469 --> 01:26:59,054 Hey, Mrs. M. Merry Christmas. 1108 01:26:59,179 --> 01:27:01,265 You remember Brian. 1109 01:27:01,932 --> 01:27:03,309 Of course I do. 1110 01:27:03,434 --> 01:27:04,226 Hi, Brian. 1111 01:27:04,310 --> 01:27:05,561 Merry Christmas. 1112 01:27:05,686 --> 01:27:07,229 So where's the Man of the Hour? 1113 01:27:07,354 --> 01:27:08,980 I was going to call you. 1114 01:27:09,105 --> 01:27:11,357 Why? What happened? 1115 01:27:11,482 --> 01:27:14,235 There's been an accident. 1116 01:27:14,360 --> 01:27:19,949 Neil, he got mugged on the way to the airport. 1117 01:27:20,033 --> 01:27:22,035 Is he okay? 1118 01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:26,038 He's going to be fine. He's asleep in his room. 1119 01:27:28,373 --> 01:27:30,667 Well, maybe we should come back tomorrow. 1120 01:27:30,792 --> 01:27:32,294 Maybe. 1121 01:27:32,336 --> 01:27:34,421 Or you stay if you'd like, have some cookies... 1122 01:27:34,504 --> 01:27:36,089 and we'll see if he's... 1123 01:27:40,177 --> 01:27:41,178 Honey, you're up. 1124 01:27:43,679 --> 01:27:45,139 The fuck you staring at, Preston? 1125 01:27:48,100 --> 01:27:50,311 Brian says that you both were in Little League together. 1126 01:27:51,020 --> 01:27:51,938 Mm-hmm. 1127 01:27:53,814 --> 01:27:56,317 So how long has it been since you two last saw each other? 1128 01:27:58,026 --> 01:27:59,986 10 years. 1129 01:28:00,070 --> 01:28:03,323 5 months and...7 days. 1130 01:28:04,741 --> 01:28:07,202 Well, you must have a lot of catching up to do. 1131 01:28:10,372 --> 01:28:13,166 Turn right off Main by the fairgrounds. 1132 01:28:13,291 --> 01:28:14,959 So what the fuck happened? 1133 01:28:15,084 --> 01:28:16,961 It's a long story. I'll tell you later. 1134 01:28:17,044 --> 01:28:18,504 Just drive for now. 1135 01:28:18,587 --> 01:28:21,507 It's nice to see New York hasn't hardened you one bit, McCormick. 1136 01:28:26,679 --> 01:28:29,431 So you're the legendary Brian. 1137 01:28:31,808 --> 01:28:33,601 We have a lot in common, don't we? 1138 01:28:34,769 --> 01:28:36,020 I think so. 1139 01:28:47,030 --> 01:28:48,448 Make a left at the next stop sign. 1140 01:28:52,119 --> 01:28:53,829 Is this starting to look familiar? 1141 01:29:00,335 --> 01:29:01,461 Pick us up in a half hour. 1142 01:29:03,838 --> 01:29:04,797 Okay. 1143 01:29:18,644 --> 01:29:19,519 You ready? 1144 01:29:32,741 --> 01:29:34,242 Blue. 1145 01:29:46,003 --> 01:29:48,297 No one's home. Let's go around back. 1146 01:29:53,301 --> 01:29:54,636 We have to get in. 1147 01:29:57,472 --> 01:29:58,640 I know a way, here. 1148 01:30:06,397 --> 01:30:07,440 Voila. 1149 01:30:07,565 --> 01:30:10,859 You were the best player on the team, weren't you? 1150 01:30:10,943 --> 01:30:12,611 That's what he always told me. 1151 01:30:24,872 --> 01:30:25,831 Help. 1152 01:30:38,094 --> 01:30:40,429 This was his bedroom. 1153 01:30:40,554 --> 01:30:44,057 At least the ceiling's still the same. 1154 01:30:44,182 --> 01:30:48,144 I used to get lost for hours staring at all the patterns. 1155 01:30:48,228 --> 01:30:51,439 Whirls, speckly, sparkly things. 1156 01:30:54,192 --> 01:30:55,277 Come on. 1157 01:31:06,704 --> 01:31:08,872 Oh, man. What's up with these people? 1158 01:31:08,998 --> 01:31:11,166 He used to keep these things stocked. 1159 01:31:24,679 --> 01:31:26,264 This is it, right? 1160 01:31:36,231 --> 01:31:41,028 So, why now? Why did you search me out? 1161 01:31:44,323 --> 01:31:46,616 I'm tired of it. 1162 01:31:46,741 --> 01:31:49,118 I want to dream about something else for a change. 1163 01:32:05,926 --> 01:32:07,594 "Away in a Manger." 1164 01:32:08,929 --> 01:32:12,933 It took till I actually laid eyes on you today to remember you. 1165 01:32:14,643 --> 01:32:17,979 When Eric wrote me about you, I could only get the vaguest, 1166 01:32:18,063 --> 01:32:19,813 hazy picture in my head. 1167 01:32:19,939 --> 01:32:21,649 Like a staticky TV. 1168 01:32:22,691 --> 01:32:23,734 Same here. 1169 01:32:25,486 --> 01:32:29,865 But seeing you here in this room... 1170 01:32:29,949 --> 01:32:32,701 I feel like he's watching us right now. 1171 01:32:36,496 --> 01:32:39,249 I have no idea what happened to him. 1172 01:32:39,374 --> 01:32:42,085 After that summer, he just disappeared. 1173 01:32:42,168 --> 01:32:44,712 I don't even know if he's alive or what. 1174 01:32:44,837 --> 01:32:48,132 Maybe it's his ghost that's watching us. 1175 01:32:48,216 --> 01:32:50,218 Tell me everything you can. 1176 01:32:57,516 --> 01:32:59,101 Well, I was his favorite. 1177 01:33:01,353 --> 01:33:03,146 Out of everyone, he picked me. 1178 01:33:05,565 --> 01:33:07,693 I know that sounds kind of weird, but, 1179 01:33:07,776 --> 01:33:09,402 when it first started happening... 1180 01:33:11,737 --> 01:33:13,990 I felt honored. 1181 01:33:14,073 --> 01:33:15,449 Go on. 1182 01:33:19,245 --> 01:33:22,081 I don't know, this is where the big TV was, 1183 01:33:22,206 --> 01:33:24,499 all the cool video games. 1184 01:33:24,624 --> 01:33:26,418 That's the kitchen. 1185 01:33:26,501 --> 01:33:29,713 The first time, it happened there. 1186 01:33:34,426 --> 01:33:38,388 It lasted that whole summer. Just me and him. 1187 01:33:39,764 --> 01:33:42,474 I saw him one other time. 1188 01:33:42,516 --> 01:33:46,186 On Halloween, a couple years later. 1189 01:33:46,312 --> 01:33:48,606 I was lost. 1190 01:33:48,731 --> 01:33:50,733 He said my name. 1191 01:33:51,525 --> 01:33:52,651 Brian? 1192 01:33:54,028 --> 01:33:55,195 Brian? 1193 01:34:00,074 --> 01:34:01,659 I thought that was you. 1194 01:34:04,495 --> 01:34:06,998 The game had just started. 1195 01:34:07,123 --> 01:34:10,084 I was sitting on the bench as always. 1196 01:34:10,168 --> 01:34:12,378 It started to rain... 1197 01:34:12,503 --> 01:34:15,881 Sprinkles at first, then a downpour. 1198 01:34:18,133 --> 01:34:19,468 The ump called the game. 1199 01:34:21,094 --> 01:34:22,888 And no one came to pick you up. 1200 01:34:22,971 --> 01:34:27,559 My Mom was working and my Dad, who knows? 1201 01:34:27,684 --> 01:34:30,436 Everyone else drove off with their parents. 1202 01:34:30,519 --> 01:34:33,064 I was left there all alone. 1203 01:34:33,189 --> 01:34:36,525 Then you were in the dugout with me and you said... 1204 01:34:36,651 --> 01:34:38,486 We'll take you home. 1205 01:34:42,657 --> 01:34:45,701 And we got in Coach's station wagon, remember? 1206 01:34:51,248 --> 01:34:52,374 He brought us here. 1207 01:34:55,669 --> 01:34:56,544 It's all right, Brian. 1208 01:34:56,628 --> 01:34:58,171 We're just going to have a little bit of fun. 1209 01:35:02,758 --> 01:35:06,095 And he didn't want you in the bedroom because that was just for us. 1210 01:35:06,220 --> 01:35:10,641 So it all happened here, in this room. 1211 01:35:10,766 --> 01:35:13,227 Keep going. 1212 01:35:13,310 --> 01:35:15,813 Don't stop until you've told me everything. 1213 01:35:19,148 --> 01:35:20,567 Anytime there was another boy involved, 1214 01:35:20,692 --> 01:35:22,318 it was always the same. 1215 01:35:22,360 --> 01:35:25,363 Coach used me as a prop to pull you in. 1216 01:35:25,488 --> 01:35:28,783 He'd take off my clothes and it was up to me... 1217 01:35:28,908 --> 01:35:33,121 to make it seem like fun, like this is a really cool game we were playing. 1218 01:35:33,204 --> 01:35:34,705 Go ahead, show him, Neil. 1219 01:35:34,830 --> 01:35:36,290 All right, here are the rules. 1220 01:35:36,415 --> 01:35:39,042 First I kiss you, then you kiss me back, 1221 01:35:39,167 --> 01:35:40,544 then it's his turn. 1222 01:35:43,255 --> 01:35:44,673 Are you ready? 1223 01:35:47,384 --> 01:35:48,719 Here we go. 1224 01:35:51,721 --> 01:35:53,931 My God! 1225 01:35:54,056 --> 01:35:56,183 You want me to stop? 1226 01:36:04,150 --> 01:36:07,360 So I put my tongue in your mouth, 1227 01:36:07,402 --> 01:36:10,530 getting it all wet and shiny. 1228 01:36:10,614 --> 01:36:12,198 Then it was his turn. 1229 01:36:14,451 --> 01:36:16,161 Watching his big lips sucking your face, 1230 01:36:16,244 --> 01:36:19,456 I remember thinking, "oh, he's going to swallow his head whole". 1231 01:36:23,376 --> 01:36:29,089 So we took off your clothes and you made this... 1232 01:36:29,173 --> 01:36:33,510 whimpering puppy sound that Coach always loved. 1233 01:36:35,804 --> 01:36:38,974 Coach and me had this thing where he would open up his mouth, 1234 01:36:39,058 --> 01:36:43,645 and wrap it around my dick and balls and everything all at once. 1235 01:36:43,770 --> 01:36:46,022 He did that to me. 1236 01:36:46,105 --> 01:36:48,775 Then I tried to do it to you but couldn't because... 1237 01:36:48,858 --> 01:36:50,652 my mouth was too small. 1238 01:36:55,156 --> 01:36:57,032 Then... 1239 01:36:57,115 --> 01:36:58,992 he went down on you. 1240 01:37:01,495 --> 01:37:04,122 For what seemed like a really long time. 1241 01:37:05,040 --> 01:37:07,668 Your eyes were closed mostly, but every now and then... 1242 01:37:07,793 --> 01:37:14,173 they would flutter open, and just had this glassy, faraway look. 1243 01:37:14,257 --> 01:37:19,303 And then I leaned in and whispered. 1244 01:37:19,428 --> 01:37:23,015 It's fun, right? Tell him you think it's fun. 1245 01:37:35,610 --> 01:37:36,945 We're almost finished. 1246 01:37:38,530 --> 01:37:39,948 You're gonna be able? 1247 01:37:40,073 --> 01:37:41,616 Yeah. 1248 01:37:44,911 --> 01:37:47,746 Then we played the 5 dollar game. 1249 01:37:47,830 --> 01:37:53,085 When Coach would ask me to do things, crazy sex things. 1250 01:37:53,168 --> 01:37:55,379 And if I could do them, he'd give me a 5 dollar bill. 1251 01:37:55,462 --> 01:37:58,424 It's okay. Go ahead, Neil. 1252 01:38:09,017 --> 01:38:12,645 He made us fist him. Do you know what that is? 1253 01:38:19,192 --> 01:38:21,904 I went first, of course. 1254 01:38:22,029 --> 01:38:26,867 And on that night, the 5 dollars was mine if I could ram... 1255 01:38:26,992 --> 01:38:33,248 my little fist up his ass and wring it all the way to the elbow. 1256 01:38:33,290 --> 01:38:36,083 And goddamn it, I did it. 1257 01:38:36,208 --> 01:38:38,169 I'll never forget how it felt. 1258 01:38:38,252 --> 01:38:41,964 It felt like his whole body was trying to suck me into it. 1259 01:38:42,089 --> 01:38:43,174 Devour me. 1260 01:38:46,260 --> 01:38:47,887 And then I did it too. 1261 01:38:55,936 --> 01:39:00,899 And then we drove you back to Little River and left you in your driveway. 1262 01:39:01,024 --> 01:39:02,192 The End. 1263 01:39:06,696 --> 01:39:08,447 And my nose was bleeding. 1264 01:39:11,325 --> 01:39:12,493 How did that happen? 1265 01:39:24,462 --> 01:39:28,591 When it was over and we were getting you dressed, 1266 01:39:28,716 --> 01:39:34,055 your face looked like you'd been erased. 1267 01:39:34,180 --> 01:39:36,891 Like you were just empty inside. 1268 01:39:36,975 --> 01:39:38,768 And you just fell. 1269 01:39:38,893 --> 01:39:40,394 Face first on the floor. Bam. 1270 01:39:41,979 --> 01:39:44,898 And when we pulled you up, your nose was bleeding. 1271 01:39:45,023 --> 01:39:46,108 Like this? 1272 01:39:49,820 --> 01:39:50,904 Like this?! 1273 01:39:50,988 --> 01:39:53,490 Shh. Stop. Stop. Stop. 1274 01:40:05,167 --> 01:40:06,335 What are you doing? 1275 01:40:06,460 --> 01:40:07,962 No one's even home. 1276 01:40:08,087 --> 01:40:09,630 No, someone's there. 1277 01:40:09,714 --> 01:40:11,090 I can see them. 1278 01:40:12,966 --> 01:40:14,426 Look, I see them, too. 1279 01:40:14,551 --> 01:40:16,428 What's going on? 1280 01:40:16,511 --> 01:40:18,847 I think that someone's in there. 1281 01:40:50,960 --> 01:40:53,588 And as we sat there listening to the carolers, 1282 01:40:53,713 --> 01:40:57,884 I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. 1283 01:40:57,967 --> 01:41:01,345 But that was a lie, plus, I couldn't speak anyway. 1284 01:41:03,597 --> 01:41:06,558 I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. 1285 01:41:08,936 --> 01:41:10,187 But there wasn't. 1286 01:41:11,647 --> 01:41:14,608 There was nothing we could do. 1287 01:41:14,733 --> 01:41:19,528 So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate... 1288 01:41:19,654 --> 01:41:22,031 how sorry I was about what had happened. 1289 01:41:24,784 --> 01:41:26,536 And I thought of all the grief and sadness... 1290 01:41:26,619 --> 01:41:28,287 and fucked up suffering in the world... 1291 01:41:28,371 --> 01:41:32,208 and it made me want to escape. 1292 01:41:32,333 --> 01:41:33,626 I wished with all my heart that we could just... 1293 01:41:33,750 --> 01:41:36,920 leave this world behind. 1294 01:41:37,003 --> 01:41:41,675 Rise like two angels in the night and magically... 1295 01:41:41,800 --> 01:41:43,218 disappear.