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(narrator) The Pilgrim's Progress.
From this World to That Which is to Come,
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Delivered Under the Similitude of a Dream.
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Wherein is Discovered,
The Manner of His Setting Out,
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His Dangerous Journey
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And Safe Arrival at the Desired Country.
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(slow string music)
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(wind blowing)
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(string music intensifies)
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(narrator) As I walked through
the wilderness of this world,
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I lighted on a certain place
where was a den
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and I laid me down in that place to sleep.
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And as I slept, I dreamed a dream.
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I saw a man clothed with rags,
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standing in a certain place with
his face from his own house
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book in his hand,
and a great burden upon his back.
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(Rick) All those years...
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living the life of someone...
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I didn't even know.
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(Joseph) Remember the story
I used to tell you when you were a boy...
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about a young prince.
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A knight,
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sent by his father, the King of the East,
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west into Egypt...
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(indistinct chatter)
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To find a pearl.
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(calm woodwind music)
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A pearl from the depths of the sea.
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(wave crashing)
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(silent)
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But when the prince arrived,
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the people poured him a cup
that took away his memory.
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He forgot he was the son of the king.
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Forgot about the pearl...
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and fell into a deep sleep.
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(traffic noises fading in)
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(emergency sirens)
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(woodwind music continues)
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(Joseph) The king didn't forget his son.
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He continued to send word...
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messengers...
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guides.
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But the prince... slept on.
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(music fades out)
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(silence)
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(low rumbling)
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(loud rattling)
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(loud clattering)
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(lamp shatters)
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(more glass shattering)
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(loud clattering)
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(distant siren)
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(rumbling stops)
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(pot crashes)
(helicopter roars)
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(indistinct TV announcer)
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(rumbling)
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(dog barks)
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(helicopter)
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(emergency sirens)
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(low rumbling)
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(traffic noises)
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(Rick) You see the palm trees?
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They tell you anything's possible.
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You can be anything...
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do anything...
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start over.
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(chatter)
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You know?
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(Scott)
I'm asking for your permission to make this
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a dramatic scene for one second...
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(Joseph) My son...
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you are just like I am.
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(slow string music)
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Can't figure your life out?
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Can't put the pieces together?
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Just like me.
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A pilgrim on this earth.
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A stranger.
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(string music continues)
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(Joseph) Fragments...
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pieces...
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of a man.
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(Rick) Where did I go wrong?
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(music ends)
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(splash)
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(indistinct chatter)
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(Della) What you wanna talk about?
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(Rick) You have nice eyes.
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Aren't I lucky.
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Where do you live?
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Why do ya wanna know?
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I want to write you a letter.
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What are you gonna say in your letter?
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(Della) Maybe you better not say it.
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(rock music fades in)
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(music overlapped by airflow)
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(Della) Let's live
like nobody's ever done it before.
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(high organ music)
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(Della) Wicked.
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(narrator) Once the soul
was perfect and had wings...
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(Della) Brave.
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(narrator) ...it could soar into heaven
where only creatures with wings can be.
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But the soul lost its wings
and fell to Earth.
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There it took an earthly body.
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And now, while it lives in this body,
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no outward sign of wings can be seen.
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Yet the roots of its wings are still there.
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And the nature of wings is to try to raise
the earthbound body
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and soar with it into heaven.
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When we see a beautiful woman, or a man...
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the soul remembers the beauty
it used to know in heaven.
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And wings begin to spout,
and that makes the soul want to fly,
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but it cannot yet.
It is still too weak.
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So the man keeps staring up
into the sky like a young bird.
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He has lost
all interest in the world...
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- (Rick) Can I come over?
- (Della on phone) We just left each other.
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(Rick) Are you alone?
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(Della) Of course.
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(agent 1 ) On my phone sheet, I got agent
writers up my ass trying to get this job.
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(Rick)
I just want to sit next to you.
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(agent 2) Teddy thinks
you're the guy for this.
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That means the assignment
you didn't turn in, right,
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you don't have to worry about it.
Here's what happens. That goes away.
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- (Rick) What are you wearing?
- (Della on phone) A dress.
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- What's it made of?
- How should I know?
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Cotton, I guess.
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We said there's no way you're gonna do it.
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So what'd we do? Said, double your quote.
And he did it.
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And that, Chuck signed off of that.
Teddy gets who he wants.
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The biggest comedy star wants you.
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Five years ago you came to me and
wanted to write big movies in Hollywood.
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- I mean...
- Okay, I don't want to see.
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(agent 1 ) Moments like this
don't come along, okay? This is it.
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(Della) I see how you look at me.
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You think I could make you crazy?
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Crack you out of your shell?
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Make you suffer?
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I... think... you're... weak.
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You don't want love.
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You want a love experience.
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(60's pop music)
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(fades out)
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(he laughs)
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Am I bringing you back to life?
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(Della) Love and do what you like.
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A saint said that.
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(Rick) Desire so deep.
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I'll throw my life away.
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(Della) Don't go back to being dead.
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(somber, distorted music)
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(Della) What do you want?
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We're not leading the lives
that we are meant for.
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We're meant for something else.
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(slow string music)
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(helicopter noise)
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(woman quietly) My brother will translate.
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(foreign language)
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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)
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(foreign language)
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(interpreter) He looks around.
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(foreign language)
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(interpreter)
He walks near the edge of the cliff.
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(woman 2 speaks foreign language)
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(foreign language)
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(woman 1 speaks foreign language)
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(woodwind music)
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(interpreter) She says, like shadows.
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(Rick) Where will I meet you?
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Which way should I go?
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(blond woman hums)
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Suppose it isn't there for me,
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in the end?
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(rushing sound)
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How do I begin?
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(traffic noises)
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Remember how you showed up?
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Your wrists were taped up
like a tennis player's.
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You walked around
like nothing had happened.
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You were always doing it,
pretending everything was okay.
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But it wasn't.
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- That's my brother, Rick.
- How are ya?
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(Barry) What's goin' on, now? Anything.
Same today?
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Don't know how many times
I thought I'd die right here on the street.
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I picked him up and I had him
in my car, and a cop pulled us over.
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I tell him, "I'm a Methodist minister
and I'm looking after you, alright?"
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And I got off.
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(players laughing
and chatting indistinctly)
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(Rick) I dreamed that we were caught in
a huge tidal wave that engulfed the city.
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Any moment it seemed like
we might be swept under.
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There was a door
that I was afraid to go through.
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- I touched the knob...
- (Barry) If I stuck you with a fork,
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(Barry) Just wanna feel somethin', man.
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Wish we could do some things.
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Like goin' out on the Snake River together.
Remember?
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Think I'd end up here.
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Gracias.
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(speaks Spanish)
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It's good of you to invite me out here.
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(loud slap)
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Show me what it's like
to live a normal life.
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(loud slaps)
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(Barry) Somethin' wrong?
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(soft hit)
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(chuckles)
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What's up?
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I can tell when somethin's wrong, man.
I know you.
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(Barry) What do you wanna talk about?
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I'm the only brother you got left.
You can tell me.
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I tell you stuff.
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(Rick) I loved my brother then.
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I hated him, too.
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For destroying everything
I'd been trying to do.
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To build us back up after Billy died.
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I remember when they were putting Billy
in the ground, Dad went into hysterics.
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"My son!"
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Who fucking does that?
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(Rick) They said he took his life.
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But they don't know.
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(Barry) Oh, right now. Come on.
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I gotta feel something.
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(Rick) Like a snake.
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Swallowed him.
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Come on, feel it.
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(Rick) Blind.
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Deaf.
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Grasping.
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(Joseph) I just wanted to twist a cane.
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Strike out, break free.
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Didn't have the guts.
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(Rick) He's just an old fool.
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Just let him die with his blinders on.
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(indistinct chatter)
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(silent)
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(Joseph) Redeem my life.
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Justify it.
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Ah, look at the fierce one.
The fierceness in his eyes. The rage!
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(low) ...inflicted upon myself...
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(Rick) Oh Billy.
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(harp playing)
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I died.
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(silent)
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In a different way.
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(Joseph) I know you don't love me.
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I know things.
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- (Rick) Say it.
- (Joseph) Serious information.
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(rattling)
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(Rick) I've blinded you.
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My life has...
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I did every lousy, crappy job
that they wanted me to do.
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(Joseph) But because I stumbled down
the road like a drunk...
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that doesn't mean it's the wrong one.
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(Joseph) I turned you upside down.
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My son.
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(Joseph)
The light's gone out of your eyes.
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(woodwind music)
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Womanizer.
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Cut off
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(music continues)
(no sounds)
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(women laugh)
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(Rick) Life.
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A goddess.
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(music continues,
now with rhythmic tambourine)
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(music fades out)
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(muffled splash)
264
00:32:29,490 --> 00:32:31,575
(people cheering)
265
00:32:36,705 --> 00:32:38,749
(indistinct chatter)
266
00:32:38,916 --> 00:32:40,459
(applause)
267
00:32:40,626 --> 00:32:42,169
Angela...
268
00:32:45,798 --> 00:32:47,341
Frita...
269
00:32:47,508 --> 00:32:52,138
(Tonio) Music is very important.
Helps me to fall in love.
270
00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:54,723
I fall in love 20 times a day.
271
00:32:54,890 --> 00:32:58,811
Your face was very familiar to me, but I
didn't know from where. You're fantastic.
272
00:32:58,978 --> 00:33:00,146
Thank you.
273
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:05,526
Listening to music on headsets, unaware you
are staring at them like a dirty ol' man.
274
00:33:06,402 --> 00:33:08,696
Myself, I didn't wanna get a divorce.
275
00:33:08,863 --> 00:33:13,200
I never stopped loving them.
But the way I loved them changed.
276
00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:15,494
(Tonio) They are like flavors.
277
00:33:15,661 --> 00:33:20,708
Sometimes you want raspberry, then
after a while you want some strawberry.
278
00:33:20,875 --> 00:33:23,878
- It's Abrasive.
- Oh, you are such a governor.
279
00:33:31,093 --> 00:33:32,928
- What's your name?
- Helen.
280
00:33:35,222 --> 00:33:36,765
What's your name?
281
00:33:37,433 --> 00:33:38,475
Rick.
282
00:33:38,601 --> 00:33:40,311
Do you know anybody here?
283
00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:43,063
No. Does that surprise you?
284
00:33:44,815 --> 00:33:46,901
(indistinct chatter)
285
00:33:51,447 --> 00:33:53,365
- I know a guy.
- I know a guy...
286
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:58,579
- ...like future space.
- (agent) You're at a party, it's alright.
287
00:34:00,873 --> 00:34:02,958
(inaudible)
288
00:34:04,668 --> 00:34:06,754
(dreamy music)
289
00:34:16,138 --> 00:34:18,224
(indistinct chatter)
290
00:34:18,432 --> 00:34:20,809
(man) You know who'd be hot?
Cleopatra.
291
00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:23,771
If her nose had been this much shorter,
292
00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:26,023
it would've changed
the world.
293
00:34:26,190 --> 00:34:28,275
(indistinct chatter)
294
00:34:47,169 --> 00:34:48,712
(Joseph) The Pearl.
295
00:34:52,716 --> 00:34:54,260
Somewhere in the sea.
296
00:35:00,349 --> 00:35:01,892
A chaos.
297
00:35:07,898 --> 00:35:09,441
Hungry.
298
00:35:11,485 --> 00:35:13,612
Longing for something other...
299
00:35:15,572 --> 00:35:17,658
(slow string music)
300
00:35:17,825 --> 00:35:19,660
Without knowing what it is.
301
00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,125
(random chattering)
302
00:35:29,128 --> 00:35:31,922
(woman) What about pink?
Do you like pink?
303
00:35:33,465 --> 00:35:39,972
- (male guest) I love the company of women.
- (Rick) It's pretty. Did it take long?
304
00:35:40,139 --> 00:35:43,100
(male guest) It seemed they knew something.
305
00:35:43,267 --> 00:35:45,185
Some men don't like pink.
306
00:35:45,352 --> 00:35:49,773
- (male guest) But closer.
- (woman) Now you tell me something.
307
00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:53,736
(male guest) To the mystery.
308
00:35:57,656 --> 00:36:00,784
(rhythmic tapping)
309
00:36:04,997 --> 00:36:07,624
(Tonio)
Treat this world as it deserves.
310
00:36:10,044 --> 00:36:11,879
There are no principles...
311
00:36:13,297 --> 00:36:14,840
just circumstances.
312
00:36:22,222 --> 00:36:23,766
Nobody's home.
313
00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:27,436
(fast-paced music)
Smoke machines in an empty sea.
314
00:36:27,603 --> 00:36:29,188
I got women in Tennessee.
315
00:36:29,355 --> 00:36:33,650
What can run but never walk,
some word have I found but never talk.
316
00:36:33,776 --> 00:36:35,861
Gonna take me out to see...
317
00:36:36,028 --> 00:36:38,113
(music fades out)
318
00:36:41,241 --> 00:36:43,744
(crowd laughing and cheering)
319
00:36:43,911 --> 00:36:45,996
(ominous string music)
320
00:36:54,922 --> 00:36:56,465
(Rick) Get up.
321
00:37:07,893 --> 00:37:09,603
Find it.
322
00:37:11,438 --> 00:37:16,402
(man) There's a ketamine party we're having
next week. Have you ever heard of that?
323
00:37:16,527 --> 00:37:22,116
You're here for 20 seconds and then,
wham, you're out. You're in another room.
324
00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:25,828
Your wife. You're in another one.
You oughtta do that.
325
00:37:25,994 --> 00:37:29,706
Have you been to Sarajevo?
I have prayed, man,
326
00:37:29,873 --> 00:37:35,796
for God to take my arm, take both arms.
I felt so useless.
327
00:37:35,963 --> 00:37:37,714
What's your name?
328
00:37:37,881 --> 00:37:40,801
(rhythmic oriental music)
329
00:37:40,968 --> 00:37:43,053
(inaudible)
330
00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:05,325
(music fades out)
331
00:38:13,375 --> 00:38:15,210
(British man) Dear friend.
332
00:38:17,629 --> 00:38:19,840
I wonder where I was in all that time.
333
00:38:23,135 --> 00:38:24,678
A sleepwalker.
334
00:38:31,101 --> 00:38:33,812
In love with the world,
in love with love.
335
00:38:37,024 --> 00:38:39,109
(crowd cheers)
336
00:38:41,403 --> 00:38:43,947
(Tonio) The world's a swamp.
337
00:38:45,574 --> 00:38:47,242
You have to fly over it.
338
00:38:48,911 --> 00:38:50,621
Fly...
339
00:38:51,663 --> 00:38:53,457
(splash)
340
00:38:54,458 --> 00:38:56,001
High up...
341
00:38:58,962 --> 00:39:00,881
where everything is just...
342
00:39:02,174 --> 00:39:03,717
a speck.
343
00:39:29,117 --> 00:39:30,661
(Nancy) You changed.
344
00:39:36,750 --> 00:39:38,335
The world absorbed you.
345
00:39:44,508 --> 00:39:46,051
More and more.
346
00:39:55,310 --> 00:39:58,021
I regret that it turned out the way it did.
347
00:39:58,897 --> 00:40:01,942
You always wanted to get away.
I wanted a mate.
348
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:04,903
I couldn't have you.
349
00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:10,576
Just didn't wanna be alone.
350
00:40:29,428 --> 00:40:31,972
Are you sorry that you brought me here?
351
00:40:37,185 --> 00:40:38,729
Are you sorry you came?
352
00:40:40,522 --> 00:40:45,193
(Nancy) Do you remember how happy we were?
Different these days.
353
00:40:47,696 --> 00:40:49,364
What's going on with you?
354
00:40:51,992 --> 00:40:56,496
(Nancy) You used to sing in the morning
coming down the stairs.
355
00:40:58,624 --> 00:41:01,752
I meant to make you happy.
I wanted nothing else.
356
00:41:03,045 --> 00:41:05,672
But then you began to be angry with me...
357
00:41:07,049 --> 00:41:08,634
just for little things.
358
00:41:12,179 --> 00:41:16,516
(Nancy) I don't wanna accuse you,
but you turned more unkind toward me.
359
00:41:19,895 --> 00:41:21,438
Almost cruel.
360
00:41:33,659 --> 00:41:36,536
Just don't threaten me with leaving, okay?
361
00:41:36,703 --> 00:41:38,372
Just do what you wanna do!
362
00:41:42,167 --> 00:41:43,752
Just go!
363
00:41:49,549 --> 00:41:51,635
(leaf blower howling)
364
00:42:03,355 --> 00:42:05,440
(howling)
365
00:42:08,235 --> 00:42:10,404
(Rick, whispering) Stay.
366
00:42:16,243 --> 00:42:17,786
I want you.
367
00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:23,750
Hold you.
368
00:42:25,961 --> 00:42:28,505
Have you.
Mine.
369
00:42:29,339 --> 00:42:32,342
(Nancy) Are you sorry
we didn't have babies?
370
00:42:36,805 --> 00:42:38,348
(Nancy) I am.
371
00:42:40,183 --> 00:42:42,018
(toy laughs mechanically)
372
00:42:45,272 --> 00:42:47,190
(Nancy) Got started so late.
373
00:43:14,176 --> 00:43:16,261
(low, heavy string music)
374
00:43:22,058 --> 00:43:27,022
(Nancy) You wanted me to help you
through the dangers of a young man's life.
375
00:43:27,856 --> 00:43:29,399
Ambition.
376
00:43:31,234 --> 00:43:32,778
Fear.
377
00:43:36,531 --> 00:43:39,659
When was the last time
you took these boots off?
378
00:43:41,661 --> 00:43:44,414
(inaudible)
379
00:43:46,833 --> 00:43:50,003
(Nancy) I think you were afraid
of going astray.
380
00:43:53,715 --> 00:43:56,510
I couldn't help you stay on the right path.
381
00:43:56,676 --> 00:43:58,762
(inaudible)
382
00:44:01,389 --> 00:44:04,351
Your head was turned
in the wrong direction.
383
00:44:05,227 --> 00:44:07,521
Can you move all your fingers?
384
00:44:08,897 --> 00:44:11,358
Yeah, they look a little bit bruised.
385
00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:15,237
(string music continues)
386
00:44:32,879 --> 00:44:37,342
(Nancy) You never really wanted
to be totally inside our marriage.
387
00:44:41,596 --> 00:44:43,181
Nor outside it, either.
388
00:44:50,438 --> 00:44:53,233
You were sincere in the promises you made.
389
00:44:59,865 --> 00:45:05,245
Still... they didn't come from your heart.
390
00:45:41,698 --> 00:45:44,075
(Rick) I was afraid when I was young.
391
00:45:50,707 --> 00:45:52,250
Afraid of life.
392
00:45:55,211 --> 00:45:56,755
Who pays for it.
393
00:45:59,633 --> 00:46:01,718
I'm sorry you had to pay as well.
394
00:46:06,139 --> 00:46:07,682
(child babbling)
395
00:46:24,074 --> 00:46:25,825
(Rick, whispering) My hope.
396
00:46:46,554 --> 00:46:48,223
(Rick) You gave me peace.
397
00:46:51,434 --> 00:46:53,895
You gave me what the world can't give.
398
00:46:54,062 --> 00:46:56,898
(string music:
"Solveig's Song" by E. Grieg)
399
00:46:57,065 --> 00:46:58,608
Mercy.
400
00:46:59,484 --> 00:47:01,027
Love.
401
00:47:02,821 --> 00:47:04,489
Joy.
402
00:47:08,660 --> 00:47:10,203
All else is cloud.
403
00:47:13,248 --> 00:47:14,791
Mist.
404
00:47:20,005 --> 00:47:21,548
Be with me.
405
00:47:25,385 --> 00:47:26,928
Always.
406
00:47:41,943 --> 00:47:44,029
(Solveig's Song continues)
407
00:48:07,010 --> 00:48:09,095
(music ends)
408
00:48:10,764 --> 00:48:13,433
(Nancy) You're still the love of my life.
409
00:48:18,438 --> 00:48:19,981
Should I tell you that?
410
00:49:00,188 --> 00:49:03,691
(agent 1 ) Drinking is bad.
But feelings are worse.
411
00:49:03,858 --> 00:49:07,529
Sober girls are the worst,
but so are really drunk ones.
412
00:49:07,654 --> 00:49:10,740
The sweet spot is one xanie,
four white wines.
413
00:49:17,288 --> 00:49:21,835
(agent 2) If you're not first in line,
you're smelling somebody else's brown eye.
414
00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:23,545
(man) Balls deep.
415
00:49:23,711 --> 00:49:25,255
(men laugh)
416
00:49:25,380 --> 00:49:29,008
(agent 2) Living my life is like
playing Call of Duty on easy.
417
00:49:29,175 --> 00:49:31,136
I just go around and fuck shit up.
418
00:49:31,302 --> 00:49:34,264
(Herb) Why don't we take
"yes" for an answer.
419
00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:41,437
(Herb) Let me tell you about you.
420
00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:47,485
You worked long and hard
to get to this moment.
421
00:49:49,237 --> 00:49:50,780
Mountain air.
422
00:49:52,157 --> 00:49:54,200
Freedom.
What are you gonna do?
423
00:49:56,661 --> 00:50:00,206
Crawl back down because
you don't like the altitude?
424
00:50:02,292 --> 00:50:04,669
You have an incomparable opportunity.
425
00:50:07,088 --> 00:50:08,840
I told you about you.
426
00:50:09,507 --> 00:50:11,509
Now let me tell you about me.
427
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:14,053
I wanna make you rich.
428
00:50:17,056 --> 00:50:19,934
Is there anyone you wanna sit
in a room with?
429
00:50:20,602 --> 00:50:25,315
(Herb) Is there anyone you wanna know?
You wanna climb your stairs, or theirs?
430
00:50:25,481 --> 00:50:27,567
(woodwind music)
431
00:50:28,151 --> 00:50:29,694
Never get your shot.
432
00:50:34,115 --> 00:50:35,658
Your time on Earth.
433
00:50:40,955 --> 00:50:42,790
All you need to do is say yes.
434
00:50:48,755 --> 00:50:50,298
Nod.
435
00:50:51,424 --> 00:50:52,967
Wink.
436
00:50:57,138 --> 00:50:58,723
Where else will you go?
437
00:51:03,853 --> 00:51:05,855
It'll be the same there.
438
00:51:14,072 --> 00:51:16,824
Don't get your head
too far up your own ass.
439
00:51:16,950 --> 00:51:20,328
(Joseph) Once people envied
and respected me.
440
00:51:20,495 --> 00:51:22,038
They called me in.
441
00:51:22,997 --> 00:51:24,540
Give me your I D's.
442
00:51:25,124 --> 00:51:28,544
Give me your...
give me your pass to open the doors.
443
00:51:28,711 --> 00:51:30,255
They have a checklist.
444
00:51:30,421 --> 00:51:32,507
(helicopter sounds)
445
00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:37,804
They didn't count the pros
and cons... (drowned out by noise)
446
00:51:42,183 --> 00:51:44,811
I gave my life up for you kids.
447
00:51:44,978 --> 00:51:49,857
It wasn't a noble sacrifice.
It was what we were supposed to do.
448
00:51:50,024 --> 00:51:52,110
It was the way I was raised.
449
00:51:54,946 --> 00:51:57,031
(inaudible)
450
00:52:07,792 --> 00:52:10,628
Try starving once! I've tried it.
I've done it!
451
00:52:10,795 --> 00:52:15,174
Now it's all over. Now it's leaving me.
Now it's going away from me.
452
00:52:16,634 --> 00:52:21,389
(Joseph) You think when you reach a
certain age things will start making sense.
453
00:52:24,434 --> 00:52:28,104
Then you find out you're
just as lost as you were before.
454
00:52:32,984 --> 00:52:35,653
I suppose that's what damnation is.
455
00:52:40,158 --> 00:52:44,329
The pieces of your life
never to come together.
456
00:52:48,416 --> 00:52:51,002
Just splashed out there.
457
00:53:03,723 --> 00:53:09,312
(narrator) His goods are in peace. But when
a stronger than he shall come upon you...
458
00:53:09,979 --> 00:53:12,190
(man, echoing) This was a vision,
459
00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:15,360
nice and
clear as a mountain stream.
460
00:53:17,403 --> 00:53:19,864
The mind revealing itself to itself.
461
00:53:24,243 --> 00:53:29,123
In my vision
I was on the verandah of a vast estate,
462
00:53:29,290 --> 00:53:32,627
a palazzo of some fantastic proportion.
463
00:53:38,966 --> 00:53:45,014
There seemed to emanate from it a light
from within this gleaming, radiant marble.
464
00:53:57,068 --> 00:53:59,445
(man yelling in German)
465
00:53:59,612 --> 00:54:01,447
(woman) That's good, that's good.
466
00:54:01,614 --> 00:54:03,032
Tuck.
Relax your mouth.
467
00:54:03,199 --> 00:54:05,868
(man nagging in German)
468
00:54:06,077 --> 00:54:09,497
Who is responsible for this clothing?
Who is it?
469
00:54:09,664 --> 00:54:13,584
- (man) Can you step out of the wind?
- (woman) Stop smiling.
470
00:54:14,293 --> 00:54:17,004
(man) And don't move too fast.
471
00:54:20,049 --> 00:54:23,052
They didn't take eighty.
Doesn't matter.
472
00:54:23,886 --> 00:54:25,430
(Rick) I had a dream.
473
00:54:26,639 --> 00:54:28,808
(man) Don't stare at me like this.
474
00:54:29,016 --> 00:54:31,644
(Rick) I met a woman from another world.
475
00:54:34,814 --> 00:54:36,816
I was taken up above the earth.
476
00:54:40,236 --> 00:54:41,779
I shook with fear.
477
00:54:44,782 --> 00:54:46,325
Wonder.
478
00:54:50,455 --> 00:54:53,791
(woman) Lean into her.
Put your breasts against her back.
479
00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:57,628
Don't look sweet. Don't look scared.
You like this, Helen.
480
00:54:58,546 --> 00:55:00,089
(Rick) Who are you?
481
00:55:01,549 --> 00:55:06,804
(woman) Look into the camera. Fucking make
it hard. You're a dirty, fucking bitch.
482
00:55:06,971 --> 00:55:12,310
Work those muscles. You're a 1975 housewife
who takes steroids and fucks girls.
483
00:55:13,853 --> 00:55:15,396
(Helen) I travel.
484
00:55:17,732 --> 00:55:19,275
A wanderer.
485
00:55:21,611 --> 00:55:23,154
A stranger.
486
00:55:29,535 --> 00:55:31,078
Like you.
487
00:55:32,830 --> 00:55:35,500
(woman) Stop, take your hands off your hip.
488
00:55:35,666 --> 00:55:37,210
Hit her hard, pop.
489
00:55:39,795 --> 00:55:43,424
(Helen) I keep thinking
I can make a new start.
490
00:55:43,591 --> 00:55:45,718
(man) Helen?
Two weeks.
491
00:55:56,103 --> 00:55:58,189
(woman) Can you swim?
492
00:56:11,953 --> 00:56:14,038
(indistinct chatter)
493
00:56:28,261 --> 00:56:30,346
(crickets chirping)
494
00:56:31,764 --> 00:56:33,724
(Rick) Higher.
495
00:57:03,713 --> 00:57:05,631
Is this a friendship we have?
496
00:57:16,475 --> 00:57:19,478
I don't wanna wreak havoc
in men's lives anymore.
497
00:58:08,402 --> 00:58:10,488
(slow oriental music)
498
00:58:20,164 --> 00:58:22,458
(Rick) Oh... life.
499
00:58:33,678 --> 00:58:35,805
(Helen) What do you want from me?
500
00:58:43,354 --> 00:58:45,022
To weave a spell over you?
501
00:58:52,571 --> 00:58:54,115
To make you dream?
502
00:59:01,997 --> 00:59:03,582
Dreams are nice.
503
00:59:08,129 --> 00:59:10,005
But you can't live in them.
504
00:59:11,507 --> 00:59:14,093
(string music: Solveig's Song)
505
00:59:50,963 --> 00:59:54,884
(Helen) There's somewhere else
we need to get to.
506
00:59:59,054 --> 01:00:00,598
I know it.
507
01:00:10,566 --> 01:00:12,651
(Solveig's Song fades out)
508
01:00:17,990 --> 01:00:20,075
(traffic noises)
509
01:01:02,159 --> 01:01:03,994
(Joseph) It comes to me now.
510
01:01:07,748 --> 01:01:10,125
How tenderly you touched my face...
511
01:01:14,797 --> 01:01:16,715
when you were four years old.
512
01:01:21,303 --> 01:01:23,222
And I'd bounce you on my knee.
513
01:01:36,986 --> 01:01:38,529
So much I was given.
514
01:01:41,198 --> 01:01:43,617
So much I left behind.
515
01:01:51,792 --> 01:01:53,878
(high organ music)
516
01:01:54,044 --> 01:01:55,588
Remember.
517
01:01:59,008 --> 01:02:00,551
The pearl.
518
01:02:01,635 --> 01:02:03,178
(inaudible)
519
01:02:06,015 --> 01:02:07,558
Whispering.
520
01:02:09,935 --> 01:02:11,478
Beckoning.
521
01:02:16,066 --> 01:02:17,610
Each man,
522
01:02:18,193 --> 01:02:19,737
each woman.
523
01:02:24,825 --> 01:02:26,368
A guide.
524
01:02:27,244 --> 01:02:28,787
A god.
525
01:02:31,332 --> 01:02:34,668
...except I got better
math and science scores...
526
01:02:39,423 --> 01:02:41,050
(Joseph) You live in exile.
527
01:02:43,636 --> 01:02:45,471
Stranger in a strange land.
528
01:02:47,598 --> 01:02:49,683
(distant siren)
529
01:03:02,529 --> 01:03:04,073
A pilgrim.
530
01:03:06,408 --> 01:03:07,952
A knight.
531
01:03:20,923 --> 01:03:22,466
Find your way...
532
01:03:26,095 --> 01:03:27,638
from darkness...
533
01:03:29,473 --> 01:03:31,016
to light.
534
01:03:43,779 --> 01:03:46,490
(mother) You wanna give him a high-five?
535
01:03:57,710 --> 01:03:58,752
Thank you.
536
01:03:58,919 --> 01:04:03,882
- (Rick) How long will you be here?
- (father) A week, Sara's got folks here.
537
01:04:04,925 --> 01:04:07,469
(Rick) Have you been out here before?
538
01:04:09,972 --> 01:04:13,976
(Ruth) You told me
that sometimes you felt like a spy.
539
01:04:17,062 --> 01:04:19,273
Always had to pretend.
540
01:04:31,243 --> 01:04:32,786
You were afraid.
541
01:04:37,249 --> 01:04:39,334
(indistinct chatter)
542
01:04:54,600 --> 01:04:58,562
(Ruth) You would hide behind
the rocking chair before he came home
543
01:04:58,729 --> 01:05:00,397
and you'd get real stiff
544
01:05:05,194 --> 01:05:06,862
I hope you have children.
545
01:05:10,407 --> 01:05:16,246
You're always wondering, are they too cold,
are they warm enough?
546
01:05:17,372 --> 01:05:20,042
Instead of worrying about yourselves.
547
01:05:32,638 --> 01:05:36,391
- (yells) Don't fucking move.
- Check him for his wallet.
548
01:05:36,558 --> 01:05:38,102
Come on.
549
01:05:39,686 --> 01:05:43,107
(murmurs) Got 20, 40, 60.
Couple hundred.
550
01:05:46,068 --> 01:05:48,821
Take the TV?
You can't tow that down the street.
551
01:05:48,987 --> 01:05:52,241
How come you ain't got nothin'
in this house, man!
552
01:05:58,789 --> 01:06:02,543
- Keep looking.
- What kind of jacket is that? Take it off.
553
01:06:02,709 --> 01:06:05,212
Take it off. Whoa, careful.
554
01:06:05,337 --> 01:06:07,965
(indistinct argument)
555
01:06:21,353 --> 01:06:22,896
(loud bang)
556
01:06:47,880 --> 01:06:49,715
(Rick) I've spent 30 years.
557
01:06:51,175 --> 01:06:52,718
Not living life.
558
01:06:54,052 --> 01:06:55,804
But ruining it.
559
01:06:57,306 --> 01:06:59,683
For myself. And others.
560
01:07:04,229 --> 01:07:05,772
I can't remember...
561
01:07:07,649 --> 01:07:09,943
A man I wanted to be.
562
01:07:16,200 --> 01:07:18,285
(distorted, rushed sound)
563
01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:37,179
(Karen) What mood am I in?
564
01:07:40,432 --> 01:07:41,975
Tell me...
565
01:07:45,979 --> 01:07:47,522
What do I think of you?
566
01:07:51,610 --> 01:07:53,904
No one cares about reality anymore.
567
01:08:04,289 --> 01:08:06,375
(rhythmic bass)
568
01:08:23,225 --> 01:08:25,060
(Karen) What's your story?
569
01:08:26,103 --> 01:08:27,688
(Rick) What's yours?
570
01:08:30,232 --> 01:08:31,775
(Karen) I'm an Aussie.
571
01:08:33,277 --> 01:08:34,820
(Rick) Australian.
572
01:08:36,238 --> 01:08:39,074
(Karen) Yeah.
You've been there, down under?
573
01:08:40,492 --> 01:08:42,035
What's your name?
574
01:08:43,704 --> 01:08:45,372
What's your name?
575
01:08:45,539 --> 01:08:48,834
Whatever you want it to be.
You pick.
576
01:08:57,467 --> 01:09:01,471
You have a darkness on you.
577
01:09:04,224 --> 01:09:05,726
A little shadow.
578
01:09:31,293 --> 01:09:34,338
You live in a little fantasy world,
don't you?
579
01:09:35,213 --> 01:09:36,757
Don't you?
580
01:09:36,923 --> 01:09:39,634
Yes. Because it's so much more fun.
581
01:09:40,218 --> 01:09:41,762
Do you enjoy yours?
582
01:09:41,928 --> 01:09:47,267
Uh-huh. Changes every day.
I can be whatever I want to be.
583
01:09:49,936 --> 01:09:53,565
Don't forget that.
You can be whoever you want to be.
584
01:10:00,155 --> 01:10:01,698
You can be an asshole.
585
01:10:02,824 --> 01:10:07,079
You can be a saint,
you can be a... you can be a god.
586
01:10:08,080 --> 01:10:11,416
I'll tell you,
but don't tell anyone, it's a secret.
587
01:10:19,841 --> 01:10:22,552
(Karen) We're like clouds, aren't we?
588
01:10:26,264 --> 01:10:28,183
Coming and going.
589
01:10:34,564 --> 01:10:36,775
There's no such thing as forever.
590
01:10:37,651 --> 01:10:39,736
(rhythmic techno music)
591
01:10:45,283 --> 01:10:47,369
(Karen) The highs don't add up.
592
01:10:50,580 --> 01:10:53,667
You liked that, didn't you?
(inaudible)
593
01:11:01,633 --> 01:11:03,718
(inaudible)
594
01:11:05,303 --> 01:11:06,847
(Karen) Free.
595
01:11:12,394 --> 01:11:13,937
Wake up.
596
01:11:48,013 --> 01:11:51,683
(Karen) Love danger.
Like living on the edge like this.
597
01:11:51,850 --> 01:11:54,561
It's crazy, it's scary.
What if I get busted?
598
01:11:54,728 --> 01:11:58,732
Look at you with your little
eyes looking at me. (laughs)
599
01:11:58,899 --> 01:12:03,195
Sometimes I think I know so much more
about the world than other people.
600
01:12:03,361 --> 01:12:09,618
You see, I took drugs once, and it kind of
opened up this window for me.
601
01:12:09,784 --> 01:12:11,703
I call it the Window of Truth.
602
01:12:11,870 --> 01:12:14,039
(Karen) Real life's so hard to find.
603
01:12:14,206 --> 01:12:17,375
...I saw the world in a different way...
604
01:12:18,376 --> 01:12:19,920
Where is it?
605
01:12:20,962 --> 01:12:23,507
...I see things other people do not...
606
01:12:24,299 --> 01:12:26,593
I think you had that experience, too.
607
01:12:26,760 --> 01:12:28,303
How do you get there?
608
01:12:35,143 --> 01:12:38,813
Get out of the big cloud of dust
everybody's kicking up.
609
01:12:45,153 --> 01:12:47,239
The only way out is in.
610
01:12:56,164 --> 01:12:57,707
Breathe.
611
01:12:58,583 --> 01:13:00,669
(solemn string music)
612
01:13:03,129 --> 01:13:05,090
Your mind's a theater.
613
01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:12,681
I say, try it all.
614
01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:21,439
Why not?
615
01:13:28,780 --> 01:13:30,865
(Rick) Then I fell back asleep.
616
01:13:32,117 --> 01:13:33,660
Sing for me.
617
01:13:36,329 --> 01:13:37,872
Dream another dream.
618
01:13:45,338 --> 01:13:47,424
(solemn music continues)
619
01:13:59,394 --> 01:14:02,522
(narrator)
...who laid the foundations of the earth,
620
01:14:02,689 --> 01:14:05,233
that it should not be removed for ever.
621
01:14:05,400 --> 01:14:10,363
The waters stood above the mountains.
At thy rebuke they fled,
622
01:14:10,530 --> 01:14:13,241
at the voice of thy thunder
they hasted away.
623
01:14:13,408 --> 01:14:18,288
They go down by the valleys unto the place
which thou hast founded for them.
624
01:14:19,456 --> 01:14:22,250
He causeth the grass to grow for the cattle
625
01:14:23,752 --> 01:14:29,799
and herb for the service of man that he may
bring forth food out of the earth...
626
01:14:31,051 --> 01:14:33,136
(high organ music)
627
01:14:43,355 --> 01:14:47,734
(Walt) Very loving and enchanting.
Most affectionate.
628
01:14:48,401 --> 01:14:49,944
Real nice to get along.
629
01:14:50,111 --> 01:14:51,905
(Karen) Very beautiful.
630
01:14:52,072 --> 01:14:57,994
I like your outfit, too, especially the
boots. Now they're a touch of class.
631
01:14:58,161 --> 01:15:00,497
(Karen) Are you a religious man?
632
01:15:00,664 --> 01:15:04,417
- You have a cross around your neck.
- (Walt) Absolutely.
633
01:15:04,584 --> 01:15:09,172
Oh, even though I'm in darkness,
I believe in the light.
634
01:15:11,841 --> 01:15:14,469
I was instructed from some information
635
01:15:14,636 --> 01:15:17,722
to be no part of the world
nor of the things in it.
636
01:15:17,889 --> 01:15:22,352
But my eyes are now simple,
and I'm carnal when I see beautiful women
637
01:15:22,519 --> 01:15:26,189
and big cars and lots of money,
and I wanna be a part of it.
638
01:15:31,403 --> 01:15:34,989
(Karen) I mean, who needs a bed
this big? Pretty good, huh?
639
01:15:35,156 --> 01:15:36,700
Look at you,
640
01:15:36,866 --> 01:15:41,579
hanging out there with your girls and your
money. Are you feeling happy?
641
01:15:41,746 --> 01:15:43,498
- Yes.
- It makes you happy?
642
01:15:43,665 --> 01:15:48,545
- (man) It depends who owns the money.
- It's my new fur. He bought it for me.
643
01:15:49,963 --> 01:15:51,756
This man is in love with me.
644
01:15:51,923 --> 01:15:53,633
Just some other girl.
645
01:15:53,800 --> 01:15:55,343
- Hi, how are you?
- Hi.
646
01:16:10,191 --> 01:16:12,652
(Rick) And the world held up a mirror.
647
01:16:12,819 --> 01:16:14,487
(woodwind music)
648
01:16:14,654 --> 01:16:16,197
Here.
649
01:16:17,657 --> 01:16:19,325
Take the things you want.
650
01:16:25,665 --> 01:16:27,333
They can be yours.
651
01:16:42,849 --> 01:16:44,392
Why do you hold back?
652
01:16:51,065 --> 01:16:53,485
(Karen) I thought you were dead.
653
01:16:53,651 --> 01:16:57,947
- I can't believe I actually met Elvis.
- You never know in this town.
654
01:16:58,072 --> 01:17:01,701
That's my move.
Do you think I'll be as famous as Elvis?
655
01:17:08,708 --> 01:17:10,794
(woodwind music continues)
656
01:17:20,261 --> 01:17:22,013
(narrator) What a fool am I?
657
01:17:22,180 --> 01:17:25,391
Just to lie in a stinking dungeon.
658
01:17:27,352 --> 01:17:29,562
When I may as well walk at liberty.
659
01:17:30,855 --> 01:17:34,818
I have a key in my bosom called promise.
660
01:17:37,070 --> 01:17:38,655
And will I am persuaded,
661
01:17:39,531 --> 01:17:42,367
open any lock in Doubting Castle.
662
01:17:44,202 --> 01:17:46,663
Though in this dark and dismal state,
663
01:17:47,789 --> 01:17:51,417
he hath turned the shadow
of death into the morning,
664
01:18:02,136 --> 01:18:04,222
(music fades out)
665
01:18:08,893 --> 01:18:10,979
(silent)
666
01:18:19,779 --> 01:18:21,865
(ominous, unearthly tones)
667
01:19:03,114 --> 01:19:04,657
(Rick) Go.
668
01:19:11,539 --> 01:19:13,333
Where?
669
01:19:28,514 --> 01:19:30,141
Find it.
670
01:19:42,445 --> 01:19:44,530
(unearthly tones continue)
671
01:19:47,825 --> 01:19:49,369
How do I reach you?
672
01:19:57,085 --> 01:19:58,628
Find my way there?
673
01:20:17,522 --> 01:20:20,108
(monotonous trombone-like tone)
674
01:20:42,839 --> 01:20:44,507
(Isabel) Are you afraid?
675
01:21:03,234 --> 01:21:06,696
(deep, growling tone)
676
01:21:27,425 --> 01:21:29,719
(Elizabeth) Sweetheart, my love,
677
01:21:29,886 --> 01:21:33,639
I don't feel guilty
that I've fallen in love with you.
678
01:21:38,436 --> 01:21:39,979
I'm glad.
679
01:21:41,564 --> 01:21:43,608
Grateful I still can.
680
01:21:53,409 --> 01:21:56,954
(Elizabeth) You're afraid
you're making me break my vows.
681
01:22:01,834 --> 01:22:04,629
But the vow comes out
of the love behind it.
682
01:22:09,217 --> 01:22:11,677
Love's so rare that when you find it
683
01:22:13,638 --> 01:22:15,181
you can't doubt it.
684
01:22:17,934 --> 01:22:19,477
Let it go.
685
01:22:41,124 --> 01:22:43,209
(they laugh)
686
01:22:48,297 --> 01:22:52,468
(Christopher) I remember when
I came down out of the mountains
687
01:22:52,593 --> 01:22:56,264
and I was conditioned with
being absolutely clear.
688
01:22:56,430 --> 01:22:57,974
Absolutely...
689
01:22:59,183 --> 01:23:02,520
if not enlightened,
at least wiser than I had been.
690
01:23:03,563 --> 01:23:08,609
You have to kneel in a certain way and
you have to bow at the appropriate time.
691
01:23:08,776 --> 01:23:13,447
And it's all beautifully timed,
even the sound of when they announce...
692
01:23:28,963 --> 01:23:33,050
We walked 250 miles over the mountains,
693
01:23:33,217 --> 01:23:35,553
into Tibet area.
694
01:23:36,304 --> 01:23:40,349
And every... couple days,
695
01:23:40,516 --> 01:23:42,059
every 20 miles or so,
696
01:23:42,894 --> 01:23:46,814
you knew you were
going back in history, in time...
697
01:23:47,023 --> 01:23:49,108
(indistinct)
698
01:23:50,401 --> 01:23:53,404
But don't forget
their life is so circumscribed.
699
01:23:53,571 --> 01:23:59,160
If you're living in a cave eating nettles,
it's not so difficult to keep life simple.
700
01:23:59,785 --> 01:24:05,499
You don't have honking horns and your wife
running in saying "You screwed up!"
701
01:24:05,666 --> 01:24:11,172
The distractions are very few, and that's
the great attraction of the monk's life.
702
01:24:12,715 --> 01:24:16,385
(Christopher)
Teaching now... I only teach one thing.
703
01:24:18,346 --> 01:24:20,640
I just teach this moment.
704
01:24:22,558 --> 01:24:25,019
Pay attention to this moment.
705
01:24:27,730 --> 01:24:29,565
And everything is there...
706
01:24:32,235 --> 01:24:33,736
perfect...
707
01:24:36,239 --> 01:24:37,782
and complete.
708
01:24:40,868 --> 01:24:42,411
Just as it is.
709
01:24:42,578 --> 01:24:45,164
(rattling of countless marbles)
710
01:25:10,356 --> 01:25:12,316
(Elizabeth) You're so quiet.
711
01:25:14,485 --> 01:25:16,696
You keep everything to yourself.
712
01:25:23,494 --> 01:25:25,037
You have love in you.
713
01:25:27,039 --> 01:25:28,582
I know it.
714
01:25:36,257 --> 01:25:37,800
When I'm with you...
715
01:25:39,135 --> 01:25:41,178
I forget everything else.
716
01:25:46,726 --> 01:25:48,686
My husband...
717
01:25:49,812 --> 01:25:51,355
my life as I knew it.
718
01:25:52,273 --> 01:25:58,571
(recording) Thumb, first finger, third
finger, left, fourth finger, third finger,
719
01:25:58,738 --> 01:26:05,828
second finger, thumb, right hand, thumb,
first finger, second finger, thumb...
720
01:26:08,122 --> 01:26:09,665
(Rick) Have I found you?
721
01:26:22,970 --> 01:26:24,513
Can it be?
722
01:26:25,306 --> 01:26:27,391
(high organ music)
723
01:26:41,697 --> 01:26:43,783
(rock music on radio)
724
01:26:46,494 --> 01:26:48,621
(high organ music continues)
725
01:27:00,549 --> 01:27:02,635
(she squeals with joy)
726
01:27:12,228 --> 01:27:14,313
(waves crashing)
727
01:27:19,777 --> 01:27:21,320
(Rick) Answer me.
728
01:27:32,164 --> 01:27:33,707
So this is what we are.
729
01:27:36,710 --> 01:27:38,254
A fire.
730
01:27:53,185 --> 01:27:54,728
(hoots)
731
01:27:55,396 --> 01:27:56,939
(splash)
732
01:28:07,491 --> 01:28:09,034
(Rick) Come with me.
733
01:28:19,044 --> 01:28:20,588
Away.
734
01:28:20,754 --> 01:28:22,840
(slow string music)
735
01:28:55,039 --> 01:28:57,124
(music ends abruptly)
736
01:29:17,436 --> 01:29:18,979
Open your mouth.
737
01:29:29,865 --> 01:29:31,408
(she laughs)
738
01:29:41,293 --> 01:29:43,629
(Rick) I wanna go away with you.
739
01:29:56,100 --> 01:29:57,643
Marry you.
740
01:30:43,063 --> 01:30:45,524
(Rick) Save what you can of your life.
741
01:30:47,693 --> 01:30:49,236
Look at me.
742
01:30:50,237 --> 01:30:52,323
(breathes heavily)
743
01:30:53,365 --> 01:30:56,410
Don't lose it all
just because you've lost a part.
744
01:31:53,384 --> 01:31:56,011
(Elizabeth) I found out I was pregnant.
745
01:32:01,058 --> 01:32:02,643
Nate came back.
746
01:32:10,651 --> 01:32:13,654
And I wasn't sure if it was my husband's...
747
01:32:13,821 --> 01:32:15,906
(inaudible)
748
01:32:18,659 --> 01:32:20,202
Or if it was yours.
749
01:32:34,258 --> 01:32:36,343
(she sobs)
750
01:32:36,510 --> 01:32:39,179
...to distract me right now
751
01:32:39,346 --> 01:32:41,598
but I wanted to tell you, to...
752
01:32:42,349 --> 01:32:45,436
acknowledge that it was...
753
01:32:49,356 --> 01:32:50,899
I wake up and...
754
01:32:52,818 --> 01:32:55,863
I forget about it
for a few minutes and then...
755
01:32:56,029 --> 01:32:57,573
(exhales)
756
01:32:59,658 --> 01:33:01,535
And then I remember.
757
01:33:09,042 --> 01:33:14,131
She's like "I had four of them.
You have to get over it and stop crying."
758
01:33:45,954 --> 01:33:47,873
(Elizabeth) What are we now?
759
01:33:48,040 --> 01:33:50,209
(melancholic string music)
760
01:34:37,464 --> 01:34:39,007
(Rick) Forgive me.
761
01:35:12,541 --> 01:35:14,626
(music fades out)
762
01:36:19,483 --> 01:36:21,568
(faint string music)
763
01:36:22,402 --> 01:36:26,448
(Rick) There's so much love inside us.
764
01:36:31,745 --> 01:36:33,288
That never gets out.
765
01:36:58,814 --> 01:37:00,482
(Joseph) Have mercy on me.
766
01:37:03,402 --> 01:37:05,696
According to your unfailing love,
767
01:37:08,991 --> 01:37:11,201
your great compassion,
768
01:37:13,078 --> 01:37:15,831
blot out my transgressions.
769
01:37:16,540 --> 01:37:18,625
(car engine)
770
01:37:39,563 --> 01:37:41,106
(Joseph) My son.
771
01:37:44,443 --> 01:37:45,986
I know you.
772
01:37:52,284 --> 01:37:54,202
I know you have a soul.
773
01:38:08,800 --> 01:38:10,886
(faint string music)
774
01:38:15,140 --> 01:38:17,476
(Fr. Zeitlinger) Seems you're alone.
775
01:38:19,144 --> 01:38:20,687
You're not.
776
01:38:22,397 --> 01:38:26,651
Even now,
He's taking your hand and guiding you
777
01:38:26,818 --> 01:38:28,361
by a way you cannot see.
778
01:38:30,363 --> 01:38:34,659
If you are unhappy, you shouldn't
take it as a mark of God's disfavor.
779
01:38:36,328 --> 01:38:40,957
Just the contrary.
Might be the very sign He loves you.
780
01:38:41,124 --> 01:38:45,796
He shows His love
not by helping you avoid suffering,
781
01:38:45,962 --> 01:38:49,174
by sending you suffering,
782
01:38:51,968 --> 01:38:53,512
by keeping you there.
783
01:38:57,474 --> 01:39:01,061
To suffer binds you to something
higher than yourself,
784
01:39:01,228 --> 01:39:03,271
higher than your own will.
785
01:39:03,438 --> 01:39:05,273
Takes you from the world
786
01:39:06,108 --> 01:39:09,361
to find what lies beyond it.
787
01:39:10,570 --> 01:39:12,656
(slow string music)
788
01:39:13,698 --> 01:39:18,745
(Fr. Zeitlinger) We are not only to endure
patiently the troubles He sends,
789
01:39:18,912 --> 01:39:20,914
we are to regard them as gifts.
790
01:39:25,043 --> 01:39:28,255
As gifts more precious
791
01:39:28,380 --> 01:39:31,216
than the happiness we wish for ourselves.
792
01:39:32,175 --> 01:39:33,718
(loud smash)
793
01:39:33,885 --> 01:39:35,971
(indistinct screaming)
794
01:39:44,437 --> 01:39:46,648
(loud smash)
795
01:39:49,401 --> 01:39:51,319
(Rick) Just left you behind.
796
01:39:55,949 --> 01:39:57,659
To get burned up.
797
01:40:03,039 --> 01:40:05,125
(slow string music continues)
798
01:40:17,262 --> 01:40:19,472
(train noises)
(music fades out)
799
01:41:09,147 --> 01:41:10,690
(Rick) How do I begin?
800
01:41:28,124 --> 01:41:30,210
(slow string music)
801
01:41:57,737 --> 01:41:59,823
(music fades out)
802
01:42:02,242 --> 01:42:03,743
(Rick) Father.
803
01:42:10,083 --> 01:42:11,626
Give me courage.
804
01:42:16,798 --> 01:42:18,341
Strength.
805
01:42:21,344 --> 01:42:23,096
(Joseph) I'm proud of you.
806
01:42:24,389 --> 01:42:25,932
You've done well.
807
01:42:29,811 --> 01:42:31,604
Better than me.
808
01:42:33,857 --> 01:42:36,234
Which is the way it's supposed to be.
809
01:42:57,130 --> 01:42:59,215
(traffic noises)
810
01:43:09,017 --> 01:43:11,102
(indistinct chatter)
811
01:44:29,264 --> 01:44:32,225
(Joseph) Find the light
you know in the east.
812
01:44:34,811 --> 01:44:36,479
As a child.
813
01:44:42,026 --> 01:44:43,570
The moon.
814
01:44:45,113 --> 01:44:46,656
The stars.
815
01:44:53,455 --> 01:44:55,373
They serve you.
816
01:44:58,376 --> 01:45:00,378
They guide you on your way.
817
01:45:07,719 --> 01:45:10,221
The light in the eyes of others.
818
01:45:17,020 --> 01:45:18,563
The pearl.
819
01:45:23,526 --> 01:45:25,612
(silent)
820
01:46:01,147 --> 01:46:02,690
(Isabel) Wake up.
821
01:46:23,044 --> 01:46:24,587
(Isabel) Turn.
822
01:46:34,347 --> 01:46:35,890
Look.
823
01:46:41,104 --> 01:46:42,647
Come out.
824
01:47:05,712 --> 01:47:07,797
(distant train signal)
825
01:47:30,320 --> 01:47:31,863
(Joseph) My son.
826
01:47:41,497 --> 01:47:43,041
Remember.
827
01:47:51,674 --> 01:47:54,052
(Isabel laughs)
828
01:48:08,399 --> 01:48:10,485
(crickets chirping)
829
01:49:07,500 --> 01:49:09,585
(wind blowing)
830
01:49:46,164 --> 01:49:48,249
(woodwind music)
831
01:50:03,890 --> 01:50:05,975
(water rushing)
832
01:50:32,752 --> 01:50:34,295
(Rick) Begin.
833
01:51:10,623 --> 01:51:13,209
(woodwind music during credits)