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These are the only
three people left.

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This is Mr. Alex Steele,
Mrs. Juliette Ashby,

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- Mrs. Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my booby.

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In other words,
Mrs. Amy Winehouse.

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And everyone else is gone.

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D'you want a lick
of the lollipop?

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Come on, have a lick.

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- No, I don't.
- Have a lick. Come here.

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Come and have a lick.

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No one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.

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- Lauren, just lick it.
- Here's me.

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It's my 14th...

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birthday evening and party.

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday dear Lauren ♪

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♪ Happy birthday... ♪

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♪ To... you ♪

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- Oh, wow.

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♪ Moon River wider than a mile ♪

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♪ I'm crossing you in style... ♪

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I was singing
with a little jazz unit,

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the National Youth
Jazz Orchestra,

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must've been about 16,

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and I just loved jazz.

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Dinah Washington...

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Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.

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I learned to sing from listening
to stuff like Monk,

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and a lot of soloists as well,

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rather than just listening
to singers.

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I learned from everything,
really.

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♪ ...same rainbow's end ♪

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♪ Waiting round the bend ♪

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♪ My Huckleberry friend ♪

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♪ Moon River ♪

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♪ And me ♪

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So singing has always been
important to me,

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but I never thought, "I love
singing, I'll be a singer."

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I just thought, "I'm lucky"

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there is something
I can always do, if I want to.

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"I'm so lucky like that."

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But I didn't think
it would be a career choice.

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♪ And me ♪

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♪ Moon River and me ♪

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What's the date?

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- Today?
- 24th.

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- Is it?
- Yeah.

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- The what?
- 24th.

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- Of what?
- January.

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And, um, what day is it?

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- Saturday.
- And what year is it?

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Lunchtime.

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I was a 19-year-old
office junior

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for a promotions company

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owned by Simon Fuller.

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I just started to try
and kind of blag it myself

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as a talent scout.

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I was definitely
out of my depth.

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My friend Tyler
is a singer.

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He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,

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"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great."

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Nicky said to me,
"Want some studio time?"

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I said, "For what?"
And he was like,

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"Well, if you'd write songs,

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we'd make a record,
get a record deal."

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I was, like,
"What do you get out of it?"

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- Hello.

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I look ugly.

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Yeah, look at you.
You look lovely.

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I don't. My chin's massive.

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- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.

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♪ There is no greater thrill ♪

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♪ Than what you bring to me ♪

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♪ No sweeter song ♪

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♪ Than what you sing ♪

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♪ Sing to me ♪

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- Decide to record it?
- Yeah.

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Hello.

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I'm just here... smoking a fag.

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I just like to...
Oh, I look so grim.

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I look like a floating head.
You know, I've got no hair.

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I'm just on a black screen.

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There's my hand.
What's going on?

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We'd recorded
quite a few demo recordings,

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and I started to talk about

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whether she'd ever consider
writing.

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She said she's not sure
about writing songs,

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but she's written
a lot of poems.

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♪ And he's my life ♪

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She knew full well
she'd been writing songs,

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but they were very
personal songs.

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I wouldn't write anything

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unless it was directly personal
to me,

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just 'cause I wouldn't be able
to tell the story right

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because I wouldn't have done it.

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Even though some of it
is personal in a sad way,

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I'd never let it just be that.

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I'll always put a punchline
in the song.

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Just try and be different
with my lyrics.

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Someone gave me a CD, two songs,

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and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs,

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but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.

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When you have that as an artist,

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you usually have
a story to tell behind it.

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But it's a big leap of faith.

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I think my boss
even questioned the deal,

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because we were really
committing to giving

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an unsigned artist
close to 250,000 pounds.

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We both knew we wanted
to live with each other,

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we both knew
we wanted to move out.

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She had family issues
and I had lots of things

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going on with my family,
and we looked after each other.

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It was amazing.
We were young kids

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and we were best friends,
in a flat on our own.

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She loved it.

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Juliette would sing,
Amy would sing...

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And we just used
to see each other all the time.

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We used to go
to so many gigs with Amy.

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And when she first started
doing her music,

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we were all so excited
and proud of it.

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Where are we, Amy?

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- We're in Brighton.
- Yeah, but what are we in now?

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Um, we're in, uh...
What's-it Square,

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Regency Square, in a black cab.

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In a white cab. A beautiful cab.

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- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!

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D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?

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- His legs.

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Aw.

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Know what my other
favourite thing is?

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- What?
- Not your hair.

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She could make you feel
so important...

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and then, all of a sudden,

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very unimportant.

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And then make you feel
so important again.

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That was what she did.
She liked to get people

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into a comfortable position
and then shock them.

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If I got my hair right,
then what would that mean?

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That would mean
you were ready to marry me.

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Her first relationship

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was with an older guy
called Chris.

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She really got the hots for him.
Madly in love with him.

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She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.

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And then, eventually,
she lost interest and...

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She always used to talk about it
and started writing about that.

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I think when I was growing up,

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the music that was
in the pop charts or, you know,

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the music that was...

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that people were releasing
at the time,

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I just thought,
"This isn't music,"

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this is watered down,
or this is, you know, just crap,

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someone else has written it
for you

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"and you have to sing it."

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It's very much the case
with some music today.

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I really started writing music
just as... to challenge myself,

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to see what I could write or,
you know,

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just because
there was nothing else there

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that I could listen to
at the time.

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And having listened to jazz
and, you know, great songwriters

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like James Taylor
and Carole King,

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it was very...
I felt like I had nothing new

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that was coming out at the time

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that really represented me
or the way I felt.

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So I just started writing,
really, my own stuff

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and from personal experience.

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This is, um,
I Heard Love is Blind.

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I'll just clip, clip my hair

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out of the way, 'cause
it's gonna get on my nerves.

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I remember thinking,
when she walked in,

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she was this complete
force of nature.

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I thought, "Wow,
there's something about you."

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And I remember thinking,
"Please be good."

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I wrote this in Miami with
a guy called Salaam and, um...

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- and I'm really proud of it.
- She was 18

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and she was a very classic
North London Jewish girl.

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A lot of attitude.

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Quite shy, but something
emanated from her.

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She had a charisma.

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When you looked
at her lyrical capability

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and her melodic capability,

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she was a very old soul
in a very young body.

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And we did the deal
very, very quickly.

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Amy's album came out yesterday
and how many has it sold so far?

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A pretty staggering 800,
actually.

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That is at least...

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I've emptied my bank account
buying 600 of them.

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That is, at least half my
friends have bought the album.

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Bastards. I'd better call
the other half up today.

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Snug in a rug.

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She's going to get annoyed.

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- Amy?

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Explain what your little hub
is all about.

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- Hello. Oh, you're coming.
- Sleeping!

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Just give us a smile,
then we can turn the camera off.

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Come on, just give us a quick
one. A one-second flash.

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How big do you think
you're going to be?

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I don't, at all,
because, you know,

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my music is not on that scale.
The music is not on that scale.

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Sometimes I wish it was,

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but I don't think
I'm gonna be at all famous.

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I don't think I could handle it.

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I'd probably go mad.

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You know what I mean?
I would go mad.

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- Where are we going?
- We're going to Birmingham!

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Why are we going to Birmingham?

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We're going to Birmingham
to sing songs.

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- Yeah?
- And make merry.

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Oh, that was sick!
That was sick!

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- Get me, get me.
- Nicky, that was beautiful.

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What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?

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My turn, my turn!

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Wait, let me get
a really good shot.

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Oh, what a shot.

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Oh!

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She don't even care.

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Watch it...
watch it go in there.

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Got no light in here.

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Don't get my spots in.

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What spots?

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- I love you.
- Do you know I'm zooming in?

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You're zooming in
on all my spots!

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You're a fucking cunt.

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Does my hair look okay
like this?

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Yeah, very good. It's lovely.

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- Do you promise?
- I promise.

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What song d'you think
I should do first tonight?

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Right, I think
you should start off with...

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Ah, I love your little cap!
It's so cute!

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Um, I think you should
start off with a song called...

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Oh, on camera. Okay. Okay.

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- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Stop!

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♪ In my bed ♪

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♪ Yeah yeah... ♪

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Could you please
introduce yourself?

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Yes. Hello. I'm Amy Winehouse.

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I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer.

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I've heard your record
and it sounds very, uh, mature.

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Is it all live?
Also, not only the singing,

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but also the instruments?

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Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.

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I wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.

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I think they put fake strings
on Take the Box,

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but I wasn't a part of that.

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I would never, ever have put
strings on my record. Ever.

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And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just...

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didn't even think about it.

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Okay, um...

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just a couple of questions.
Um...

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- Upset?
- Yeah.

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Oh, okay. Okay, okay.

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Okay. Um...

252
00:17:38,248 --> 00:17:42,284
There wasn't a girl that had
been gobby in the media

253
00:17:42,286 --> 00:17:43,718
for a long time.

254
00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:46,554
And she could be very cutting.

255
00:17:46,556 --> 00:17:50,592
Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.

256
00:17:50,594 --> 00:17:52,794
I dunno,
it seems to me, though,

257
00:17:52,796 --> 00:17:54,763
that every woman
who writes about, you know,

258
00:17:54,765 --> 00:17:57,499
kind of puts it down on a record

259
00:17:57,501 --> 00:17:59,434
doesn't do them any harm.

260
00:17:59,436 --> 00:18:01,236
Look at Dido. I mean, she...

261
00:18:01,238 --> 00:18:04,706
she used that album to
clean out her emotional closet.

262
00:18:04,708 --> 00:18:06,808
- Did she?
- Yeah, it's all about

263
00:18:06,810 --> 00:18:10,145
the break-up of her relationship
and, you know,

264
00:18:10,147 --> 00:18:11,846
- kind of like surviving.
- Mm...

265
00:18:11,848 --> 00:18:14,916
And, uh, and not, not going...
I mean, like the whole thing

266
00:18:14,918 --> 00:18:16,818
about not going down
with the ship.

267
00:18:16,820 --> 00:18:18,987
- Yeah...
- I mean, Dido's Dido,

268
00:18:18,989 --> 00:18:22,824
- but, you know, I mean, uh...

269
00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:26,728
I think she's one
of the most exciting

270
00:18:26,730 --> 00:18:28,229
and brilliantly
talented vocalists

271
00:18:28,231 --> 00:18:30,365
to emerge in this country
in many, many years.

272
00:18:30,367 --> 00:18:31,499
It is Amy Winehouse.

273
00:18:35,971 --> 00:18:36,971
Fantastic.

274
00:18:38,841 --> 00:18:40,842
You're managed by the company
who looks after S Club 7,

275
00:18:40,844 --> 00:18:44,112
used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.

276
00:18:44,114 --> 00:18:46,114
Have they tried to mould you
in any way?

277
00:18:46,116 --> 00:18:47,649
Asked you to do things,

278
00:18:47,651 --> 00:18:49,551
to change the way you look
or speak or behave?

279
00:18:49,553 --> 00:18:51,486
Um, yeah, one of them
tried to mould me

280
00:18:51,488 --> 00:18:53,788
into a big triangle shape
and I went, "No!"

281
00:18:53,790 --> 00:18:57,659
No, I've got my own style.

282
00:18:57,661 --> 00:19:00,829
I've got my own style
and I wrote my own songs

283
00:19:00,831 --> 00:19:03,965
and, you know, if someone has
so much of something already,

284
00:19:03,967 --> 00:19:05,800
there's very little you can...
add.

285
00:19:05,802 --> 00:19:08,002
Yeah. You know what I like
about you, as well?

286
00:19:08,004 --> 00:19:09,270
The way you sound so common.

287
00:19:09,272 --> 00:19:11,439
Because I am common

288
00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:14,943
and it's like, you know,
it's so refreshing

289
00:19:14,945 --> 00:19:17,045
to hear someone
who isn't speaking

290
00:19:17,047 --> 00:19:18,947
like they've taken
elocution lessons.

291
00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:22,217
Yeah. They gave me elocution
lessons, but they kind of...

292
00:19:22,219 --> 00:19:23,651
Psht!

293
00:19:23,653 --> 00:19:25,854
- They didn't stick.
- Off my back, yeah.

294
00:19:37,133 --> 00:19:38,700
I realized early on,

295
00:19:38,702 --> 00:19:42,470
when Amy made her mind up,
she made her mind up.

296
00:19:42,472 --> 00:19:45,607
And I found it difficult
to stand up to her.

297
00:19:47,476 --> 00:19:51,513
She would say, "Oh, Mum,
you're so soft with me."

298
00:19:51,515 --> 00:19:53,715
"I can get away with murder.

299
00:19:53,717 --> 00:19:55,784
You should be tougher, Mum."

300
00:19:56,619 --> 00:19:59,020
Well, I just accepted it.

301
00:19:59,022 --> 00:20:03,291
I wasn't strong enough
to say to her, "Stop."

302
00:20:36,125 --> 00:20:40,795
I met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.

303
00:20:40,797 --> 00:20:43,198
We worked together.
We were having an affair.

304
00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:46,968
But another eight or nine years
were to pass before I left home.

305
00:20:47,837 --> 00:20:50,438
I was a coward.

306
00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:54,209
But I felt that Amy was over it
pretty quick.

307
00:21:29,111 --> 00:21:31,513
When Amy was a teenager,
13 or 14,

308
00:21:31,515 --> 00:21:33,615
she was being taken
to the doctor's

309
00:21:33,617 --> 00:21:35,450
and she was on antidepressants.

310
00:23:45,447 --> 00:23:49,283
♪ What is it about men ♪

311
00:23:50,986 --> 00:23:54,856
Amy used to always say to me
that that was her dream, really,

312
00:23:54,858 --> 00:23:56,457
to do those sorts of shows,

313
00:23:56,459 --> 00:24:00,528
to play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.

314
00:24:00,530 --> 00:24:03,831
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music,

315
00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:06,234
such an emotional
relationship to music.

316
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:10,004
Like she needed music
as if it was a person,

317
00:24:10,006 --> 00:24:12,273
and that she would die for it.

318
00:24:15,310 --> 00:24:17,311
Let me read this.

319
00:24:18,647 --> 00:24:20,515
Oh, my God.

320
00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:23,818
Uh, and the winner...

321
00:24:23,820 --> 00:24:26,387
and the song is Stronger Than Me

322
00:24:26,389 --> 00:24:29,290
by Amy Winehouse
and Salaam Remi.

323
00:24:29,292 --> 00:24:30,858
Let's give it up!

324
00:24:37,132 --> 00:24:39,667
This is me, isn't it?
Right here.

325
00:24:39,669 --> 00:24:41,636
Wow!

326
00:24:41,638 --> 00:24:45,840
I don't believe this.
Um, thank you, Salaam.

327
00:24:45,842 --> 00:24:47,308
There's no picture of him,

328
00:24:47,310 --> 00:24:49,811
but Salaam is the most
inspirational producer

329
00:24:49,813 --> 00:24:51,479
I've ever worked with.

330
00:24:51,481 --> 00:24:55,316
And he has that unique skill
of not just having

331
00:24:55,318 --> 00:24:58,186
the most appropriate beat,
but also, um,

332
00:24:58,188 --> 00:24:59,787
drawing the artistry out.

333
00:24:59,789 --> 00:25:01,789
And I guess that's the story
of this song.

334
00:25:01,791 --> 00:25:04,459
- And I wanna thank...
- What I allowed her to do

335
00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:07,495
was to really just
put her wit into her songs.

336
00:25:07,497 --> 00:25:09,464
When I heard her sing
in front of me,

337
00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:11,466
I could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.

338
00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:14,769
She had the stylings
of a 65-year-old jazz singer

339
00:25:14,771 --> 00:25:16,771
who knew the ropes up and down.

340
00:25:16,773 --> 00:25:19,941
It was, like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you're 18",

341
00:25:19,943 --> 00:25:22,076
then what are gonna be
when you're 25?"

342
00:25:33,856 --> 00:25:35,857
We're now joined by Mos Def
in the backstage area.

343
00:25:35,859 --> 00:25:38,192
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.

344
00:25:38,194 --> 00:25:41,395
I heard they was doing
something, so I came down.

345
00:25:42,999 --> 00:25:46,768
I became aware of Amy in 2004.

346
00:25:46,770 --> 00:25:50,404
I was out in England.

347
00:25:50,406 --> 00:25:53,741
I'm a big jazz fan and I really
liked what she was doing.

348
00:25:53,743 --> 00:25:57,245
I thought it was unique,
it was edgy and sincere.

349
00:25:57,247 --> 00:25:59,647
And that's the thing
I liked most about Amy,

350
00:25:59,649 --> 00:26:02,450
is that she didn't have
any airs. She was real.

351
00:26:09,792 --> 00:26:12,093
I had a chance to meet her
while I was here,

352
00:26:12,095 --> 00:26:14,896
and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.

353
00:26:16,131 --> 00:26:17,799
She was just a charming,
sweet lady.

354
00:26:17,801 --> 00:26:20,501
I had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.

355
00:26:20,503 --> 00:26:24,071
She was raw,
she was fast with a blue joke,

356
00:26:24,073 --> 00:26:26,507
could drink anybody
under the table,

357
00:26:26,509 --> 00:26:30,444
wasn't afraid to roll a smoke,
had a big giant laugh,

358
00:26:30,446 --> 00:26:33,347
and was just a sweetheart,
you know?

359
00:26:49,398 --> 00:26:52,567
You don't seem that bothered
about everything.

360
00:26:52,569 --> 00:26:54,869
D'you know what I mean?
You have some artists

361
00:26:54,871 --> 00:26:56,270
that step in here and go,

362
00:26:56,272 --> 00:26:58,105
"Right, I want
that number-one spot."

363
00:26:58,107 --> 00:26:59,941
I want my album
to go number one,

364
00:26:59,943 --> 00:27:01,943
"I wanna chase up
with a second album."

365
00:27:01,945 --> 00:27:03,211
But what's up with you?

366
00:27:03,213 --> 00:27:05,112
I'm determined
on the next thing.

367
00:27:05,114 --> 00:27:07,181
I'm not interested in...
Success, to me, is not success

368
00:27:07,183 --> 00:27:09,150
to... the record company
or whoever.

369
00:27:09,152 --> 00:27:11,352
Success, to me,
is having the freedom

370
00:27:11,354 --> 00:27:13,988
to work with whoever
I wanna work with,

371
00:27:13,990 --> 00:27:16,490
to always be able to just
fuck everything off

372
00:27:16,492 --> 00:27:20,828
and go to the studio when I
have to go to the studio, or...

373
00:27:20,830 --> 00:27:22,263
But you can't do that,

374
00:27:22,265 --> 00:27:23,931
'cause you have
other responsibilities now.

375
00:27:23,933 --> 00:27:25,433
You're becoming an artist
in the public eye.

376
00:27:25,435 --> 00:27:27,468
So, all of a sudden,
you're gonna be...

377
00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:29,470
I'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,

378
00:27:29,472 --> 00:27:31,038
but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities

379
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:32,440
that are gonna come
onto your doorstep

380
00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:33,908
that you may not
particularly welcome.

381
00:27:33,910 --> 00:27:35,443
Okay, that's cool, but I think

382
00:27:35,445 --> 00:27:37,678
the more people see of me,
the more they'll realize

383
00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:39,981
that all I'm good for
is making tunes.

384
00:27:39,983 --> 00:27:42,149
So leave me alone
and I'll do it.

385
00:27:42,151 --> 00:27:44,018
I will do the music.

386
00:27:44,020 --> 00:27:47,121
I just need time to do the
music. Know what I mean?

387
00:28:19,187 --> 00:28:21,455
When she went to Camden,
it was very exciting,

388
00:28:21,457 --> 00:28:23,824
'cause it was her first property
that she'd bought,

389
00:28:23,826 --> 00:28:25,293
and we were all really happy.

390
00:28:25,295 --> 00:28:29,363
She loved Camden.
She loved it up there.

391
00:28:29,365 --> 00:28:33,534
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.

392
00:28:54,523 --> 00:28:57,425
We were the indie kids.

393
00:28:57,427 --> 00:28:59,226
Gazelles, The Rakes,
Babyshambles.

394
00:28:59,228 --> 00:29:02,496
Everyone was a Camden band.
Like, it was cool again.

395
00:29:03,966 --> 00:29:06,901
In them days, it was
very much, like, basically,

396
00:29:06,903 --> 00:29:09,170
if you were in a signed band...

397
00:29:09,172 --> 00:29:13,474
you were a cunt, because...
the best-looking

398
00:29:13,476 --> 00:29:15,643
and the best-dressed
and the coolest people

399
00:29:15,645 --> 00:29:18,212
were the ones
who were born to lose, really.

400
00:29:20,248 --> 00:29:22,216
The Libertines, yeah.
I slept on them.

401
00:29:22,218 --> 00:29:25,353
I came to the Libertines, like,
a year later than everyone else.

402
00:29:25,355 --> 00:29:26,787
But I'm not being funny.

403
00:29:26,789 --> 00:29:28,923
They made people proud
to be British.

404
00:29:28,925 --> 00:29:31,726
That was London for
a real spell, you know?

405
00:29:34,096 --> 00:29:37,765
I run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.

406
00:29:37,767 --> 00:29:39,433
Did the door there.

407
00:29:39,435 --> 00:29:40,968
Blake would give out flyers
for Trash.

408
00:29:40,970 --> 00:29:42,570
We wouldn't have met each other,

409
00:29:42,572 --> 00:29:44,372
and a lot of people here
wouldn't have known each other

410
00:29:44,374 --> 00:29:46,374
had it not been for Trash.
That's fair enough, innit?

411
00:29:46,376 --> 00:29:49,477
It's the first place I learned
how to pull a bird.

412
00:29:49,479 --> 00:29:51,946
He just loved girls,
you know?

413
00:29:51,948 --> 00:29:54,448
He loved partying
and he loved... shagging.

414
00:29:54,450 --> 00:29:57,218
Always in and out of bed.

415
00:29:57,220 --> 00:30:00,187
We met in a pub,
in the Good Mixer in Camden.

416
00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:03,024
I was at the bar
and she came in.

417
00:30:03,026 --> 00:30:05,393
We just sort of started
playing pool,

418
00:30:05,395 --> 00:30:06,761
then we went to another pub.

419
00:30:06,763 --> 00:30:09,263
And then we went back
to Amy's house.

420
00:30:09,265 --> 00:30:12,633
She was seeing somebody else
and I was seeing somebody else.

421
00:30:12,635 --> 00:30:14,802
But I didn't think of it
as infidelity.

422
00:30:14,804 --> 00:30:17,204
I just thought she was,
like, a young girl

423
00:30:17,206 --> 00:30:20,441
and she was a bit naughty.
And I was the same.

424
00:30:37,993 --> 00:30:42,329
Are you alright?
How you doing? You okay?

425
00:30:42,331 --> 00:30:44,198
What's going on with you
at the moment?

426
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:45,933
'Cause obviously,
Frank was last year, um,

427
00:30:45,935 --> 00:30:47,802
and we haven't really heard much
from you since then.

428
00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:49,603
So when are we gonna hear
from you next?

429
00:30:49,605 --> 00:30:51,038
What's the next single?

430
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:52,640
Uh, I can't think
of the next single.

431
00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:54,241
I'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.

432
00:30:54,243 --> 00:30:55,810
- Uh...
- You having that kind

433
00:30:55,812 --> 00:30:57,778
- of writer's block thing or...
- Yeah, man.

434
00:30:57,780 --> 00:30:59,613
It's hard to write, because, uh,

435
00:30:59,615 --> 00:31:01,949
you can write
a million things a day,

436
00:31:01,951 --> 00:31:04,118
but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.

437
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,387
So I'm just trying, you know,
I'm just trying.

438
00:31:10,192 --> 00:31:11,692
I asked to see her.

439
00:31:11,694 --> 00:31:14,295
She was late
and she came in with Nicky.

440
00:31:15,363 --> 00:31:17,164
She was a character.

441
00:31:17,166 --> 00:31:18,666
She always called me
Uncle Lucian.

442
00:31:18,668 --> 00:31:20,868
And I really liked her.
And I had enough

443
00:31:20,870 --> 00:31:23,070
of a relationship with her.
So there's no flattery,

444
00:31:23,072 --> 00:31:25,906
it was, like, blunt. And I said,
"Enough, I need another album.

445
00:31:25,908 --> 00:31:29,076
"Now go and write one.
This is horseshit.

446
00:31:29,078 --> 00:31:31,512
"Frank was then, this is now.

447
00:31:31,514 --> 00:31:34,014
They're all gonna forget you."

448
00:31:35,350 --> 00:31:37,384
She didn't like it.

449
00:31:39,788 --> 00:31:42,423
- Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.

450
00:31:42,425 --> 00:31:44,091
Sit up a bit.

451
00:31:45,927 --> 00:31:48,562
- Yes.
- How are you today, darling?

452
00:31:48,564 --> 00:31:50,164
Very good, actually. Thanks.

453
00:31:50,166 --> 00:31:52,566
- How about you?
- Really good.

454
00:31:52,568 --> 00:31:57,371
In between all this,
she decided that she wanted me

455
00:31:57,373 --> 00:32:01,342
to leave 19 with Simon Fuller
to go manage her.

456
00:32:02,410 --> 00:32:04,745
She didn't like being connected

457
00:32:04,747 --> 00:32:07,715
with Pop Idol
and the Spice Girls,

458
00:32:07,717 --> 00:32:10,718
but I thought it would be
incredibly disloyal,

459
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,154
at this point, to walk away.

460
00:32:15,090 --> 00:32:17,992
And Blake was
very quickly becoming

461
00:32:17,994 --> 00:32:20,561
a bigger and bigger character
in all this.

462
00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:23,697
She was with him the whole time
and didn't want

463
00:32:23,699 --> 00:32:25,799
to go to places without him.

464
00:32:28,336 --> 00:32:31,105
We spent the summer together.

465
00:32:31,107 --> 00:32:33,340
She used to say
we're like twins.

466
00:32:33,342 --> 00:32:36,744
And that was our relationship.
I'd like to sabotage myself

467
00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:39,580
and I think Amy
liked to sabotage herself.

468
00:32:40,282 --> 00:32:42,149
Maybe that was our nature.

469
00:32:44,953 --> 00:32:47,254
I used to ask her
why was she promiscuous

470
00:32:47,256 --> 00:32:49,924
and why she was more like a man
with sex.

471
00:32:49,926 --> 00:32:53,994
It's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,

472
00:32:53,996 --> 00:32:55,629
maybe sexually, themselves.

473
00:32:55,631 --> 00:32:58,299
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.

474
00:32:59,801 --> 00:33:01,135
She'd just say, "It's nothing."

475
00:33:01,137 --> 00:33:03,737
"I weren't abused
when I was a kid.

476
00:33:03,739 --> 00:33:05,072
Nothing like that."

477
00:33:05,074 --> 00:33:08,309
Then she said
her dad leaving her mum

478
00:33:08,311 --> 00:33:09,977
was what caused this,

479
00:33:09,979 --> 00:33:12,513
and her
not really seeing her dad.

480
00:33:14,416 --> 00:33:16,183
I understood.

481
00:33:16,185 --> 00:33:19,320
I cut my wrists
when I was nine years old.

482
00:33:19,322 --> 00:33:22,223
I don't know if I wanted
to necessarily die,

483
00:33:22,225 --> 00:33:25,559
I just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.

484
00:33:26,995 --> 00:33:29,630
Me and Amy were quite similar.

485
00:33:31,199 --> 00:33:35,669
I fell in love with
someone who I would've died for.

486
00:33:35,671 --> 00:33:38,272
We were in love
and we were together.

487
00:33:38,274 --> 00:33:40,941
And that's like a real drug,
isn't it?

488
00:34:02,731 --> 00:34:06,267
♪ If my man was fighting ♪

489
00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:09,470
♪ Some unholy war ♪

490
00:34:09,472 --> 00:34:11,705
♪ I would be behind him ♪

491
00:34:11,707 --> 00:34:15,276
♪ Straight shook up beside him ♪

492
00:34:15,278 --> 00:34:17,845
♪ With strength he didn't know ♪

493
00:34:17,847 --> 00:34:21,482
♪ It's you I'm fighting for ♪

494
00:34:22,484 --> 00:34:24,718
♪ He can't lose ♪

495
00:34:24,720 --> 00:34:27,488
♪ With me in tow ♪

496
00:34:27,490 --> 00:34:31,158
♪ With me in tow ♪

497
00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:33,627
♪ I refuse ♪

498
00:34:33,629 --> 00:34:36,630
♪ To let him go ♪

499
00:34:36,632 --> 00:34:40,367
♪ To let him go ♪

500
00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:44,371
♪ At his side ♪

501
00:34:44,373 --> 00:34:48,575
♪ And drunk on pride ♪

502
00:34:49,444 --> 00:34:51,445
♪ We wait ♪

503
00:34:53,014 --> 00:34:55,883
♪ For the blow ♪

504
00:34:58,620 --> 00:35:00,921
♪ Ooh... ♪

505
00:35:13,069 --> 00:35:15,436
Oh, let's see
who's gonna be

506
00:35:15,438 --> 00:35:16,804
behind the green door!

507
00:35:16,805 --> 00:35:17,772
- Hi!
- Master of the house

508
00:35:17,773 --> 00:35:19,373
is not in right now.

509
00:35:19,375 --> 00:35:22,176
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.

510
00:35:22,178 --> 00:35:25,279
And somewhere she having dinner,
so I'm having a cheeky cigarette

511
00:35:25,281 --> 00:35:27,247
while she gone.
Don't tell her. Shh.

512
00:35:27,249 --> 00:35:29,083
Cheeky, cheeky. Eh!

513
00:35:29,085 --> 00:35:31,852
Mi scusi.
Tell me about this place.

514
00:35:31,854 --> 00:35:34,588
Alright, while she's away,
I'll give you a tour

515
00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:36,457
of the house. Okay, ready? Okay.

516
00:35:36,459 --> 00:35:38,659
First I lead you
into the main room.

517
00:35:38,661 --> 00:35:40,627
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests,

518
00:35:40,629 --> 00:35:42,563
but you can be my guest,
darling,

519
00:35:42,565 --> 00:35:43,997
because no one's here today.

520
00:35:43,999 --> 00:35:46,500
Okay, I lead you out
to the grand patio.

521
00:35:46,502 --> 00:35:48,736
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my...

522
00:35:48,738 --> 00:35:51,572
- Ah, where you go?
- Okay, darling,

523
00:35:51,574 --> 00:35:55,376
this is the grand patio.
This is Cecil.

524
00:35:55,378 --> 00:35:58,579
- Cecil live here.
- Cecil!

525
00:35:58,581 --> 00:36:00,748
Then we have the bedroom.
It's very nice.

526
00:36:00,750 --> 00:36:01,882
There are some cupboards.

527
00:36:01,884 --> 00:36:03,851
- Ooh.
- See up here,

528
00:36:03,853 --> 00:36:06,553
this is where I sleep
when the master come home.

529
00:36:06,555 --> 00:36:10,023
- The toilet!
- Sometimes when I'm alone,

530
00:36:10,025 --> 00:36:12,092
I have a shower
in all my clothes.

531
00:36:12,094 --> 00:36:14,828
I find this is the only
true way to relax.

532
00:36:14,830 --> 00:36:18,766
Also here, this is the hook
I hang from when I'm in trouble.

533
00:36:18,768 --> 00:36:22,503
It's not very often.
I'm a good boy. I'm a good boy.

534
00:36:22,505 --> 00:36:25,606
Okay, well, this is it.
Welcome to my humble abode.

535
00:36:25,608 --> 00:36:28,609
- Amy!

536
00:36:31,112 --> 00:36:34,848
We are sitting...
in a little bar,

537
00:36:34,850 --> 00:36:38,552
drinking cocktails.
There's my cocktail.

538
00:36:38,554 --> 00:36:41,755
There's Amy's little cocktail.

539
00:36:41,757 --> 00:36:43,957
I think it's got Rohypnol in it.

540
00:36:55,737 --> 00:36:57,471
All of a sudden she went to me,

541
00:36:57,473 --> 00:37:02,743
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake."

542
00:37:04,312 --> 00:37:08,081
I just said to her that I
didn't wanna leave my girlfriend

543
00:37:08,083 --> 00:37:10,584
and we'd probably be better
as friends.

544
00:37:13,922 --> 00:37:17,291
She was obsessing
over these text messages.

545
00:37:17,293 --> 00:37:20,394
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.

546
00:37:21,629 --> 00:37:25,566
All she wanted
was for him to wanna see her.

547
00:37:27,869 --> 00:37:30,304
It got messy.

548
00:37:30,306 --> 00:37:35,175
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.

549
00:37:35,177 --> 00:37:37,110
She slept with his friend.

550
00:38:17,552 --> 00:38:19,920
The person that lived opposite
in the little court

551
00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:22,723
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say,

552
00:38:22,725 --> 00:38:25,225
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head,

553
00:38:25,227 --> 00:38:27,027
so we've gone round there."

554
00:38:27,029 --> 00:38:30,163
It looked like people had been
squatting in her house.

555
00:38:30,165 --> 00:38:31,665
It stank, it was dirty.

556
00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:33,200
And she was lying on the bed

557
00:38:33,202 --> 00:38:35,969
and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.

558
00:38:35,971 --> 00:38:38,372
So we worked till, like,
3 in the morning

559
00:38:38,374 --> 00:38:40,040
and we cleaned
the whole house up.

560
00:38:40,042 --> 00:38:42,676
And I called her dad
and we called Nick.

561
00:39:01,863 --> 00:39:04,231
We all met there
and it was, like,

562
00:39:04,233 --> 00:39:08,235
this is getting out of control.
We need to get her some help.

563
00:39:09,404 --> 00:39:11,405
I've tried speaking
to the parents

564
00:39:11,407 --> 00:39:15,242
and they really wanna
kinda take it on.

565
00:39:15,244 --> 00:39:18,345
And so, technically,
I sort of kidnapped her.

566
00:39:27,622 --> 00:39:30,991
I picked her up and I thought,
"I'm driving you

567
00:39:30,993 --> 00:39:33,927
"to the middle of nowhere
and we're gonna sit there

568
00:39:33,929 --> 00:39:36,396
until you acknowledge
what's going on."

569
00:39:37,498 --> 00:39:41,201
I drove her
to Black Park in Iver.

570
00:39:43,805 --> 00:39:46,373
And it started off
with her sort of laughing,

571
00:39:46,375 --> 00:39:48,809
"You're such an idiot."

572
00:39:48,811 --> 00:39:51,244
And then it turned into,
"Don't be a prick."

573
00:39:51,246 --> 00:39:53,246
And she kicked my car.

574
00:39:54,449 --> 00:39:57,284
And then she just broke down,
eventually.

575
00:39:57,286 --> 00:39:58,719
Opened up about everything.

576
00:39:58,721 --> 00:40:01,054
She said she thinks
she's got a problem,

577
00:40:01,056 --> 00:40:04,324
she was lost
and out of her depth.

578
00:40:04,326 --> 00:40:06,126
Horrible.

579
00:40:08,096 --> 00:40:10,497
She agreed to go rehab.

580
00:40:10,499 --> 00:40:13,567
I took her to see the rehab guy.

581
00:40:13,569 --> 00:40:15,369
She was, like,
"I don't wanna talk about it.

582
00:40:15,371 --> 00:40:17,571
I'll go if my dad
thinks I should go."

583
00:40:18,673 --> 00:40:21,875
We'd spoken to Mitch.
We'd set it all up

584
00:40:21,877 --> 00:40:25,312
and she turned
into a seven-year-old child.

585
00:40:25,314 --> 00:40:29,182
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm around him.

586
00:40:30,284 --> 00:40:32,386
I said to the managers,

587
00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:36,456
"She doesn't need to go
to rehab. She's fine."

588
00:40:36,458 --> 00:40:38,959
My dad did actually go,
"You're alright, no need to go."

589
00:40:38,961 --> 00:40:41,028
I said, "Alright, Dad,
I'll go and meet him"

590
00:40:41,030 --> 00:40:42,596
and we'll back out."
Which I did.

591
00:40:42,598 --> 00:40:45,532
She didn't need
to go to rehab.

592
00:40:47,435 --> 00:40:50,237
I think
that was the moment

593
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,506
we lost a very key opportunity.

594
00:40:52,508 --> 00:40:54,207
I'm not saying
it would've worked.

595
00:40:54,209 --> 00:40:56,643
Very often, you have to go
two or three times.

596
00:40:56,645 --> 00:41:00,313
But she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.

597
00:41:00,315 --> 00:41:03,250
We could've just fucked
Back to Black off,

598
00:41:03,252 --> 00:41:06,019
and Back To Black
might have never happened,

599
00:41:06,021 --> 00:41:08,055
but she'd have had a chance

600
00:41:08,057 --> 00:41:10,157
to have been dealt with
by professionals

601
00:41:10,159 --> 00:41:13,427
before the world
wanted a piece of her.

602
00:42:13,955 --> 00:42:16,656
♪ I never wanted you ♪

603
00:42:16,658 --> 00:42:19,526
♪ To be my man ♪

604
00:42:19,528 --> 00:42:23,330
♪ I just wanted to see
what you can do ♪

605
00:42:23,865 --> 00:42:25,298
♪ Yeah ♪

606
00:42:25,299 --> 00:42:26,134
No.

607
00:42:26,135 --> 00:42:29,569
♪ Yo yo yeah ♪

608
00:42:29,571 --> 00:42:32,506
The label were
considering letting her go.

609
00:42:32,508 --> 00:42:35,408
She ends up
coming back to Miami.

610
00:42:35,410 --> 00:42:38,478
Guy Moot calls me up,
"Hey, sure you wanna do this?"

611
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:40,614
I was, like, "Listen,
even if you dropped her",

612
00:42:40,616 --> 00:42:43,316
"I would pay her to come
to my house and sing

613
00:42:43,318 --> 00:42:44,918
'cause this shit
fucking moves me."

614
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:49,489
♪ Many times when I tried
to set you right ♪

615
00:42:50,691 --> 00:42:53,426
♪ It's just too hard ♪

616
00:42:53,428 --> 00:42:56,963
♪ I never wanted you ♪

617
00:42:56,965 --> 00:43:00,967
♪ To be my man ♪

618
00:43:00,969 --> 00:43:04,571
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time she was here.

619
00:43:06,407 --> 00:43:08,341
And she sat out
in my back garden

620
00:43:08,343 --> 00:43:10,010
for, I don't know, four days.

621
00:43:10,012 --> 00:43:12,212
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.

622
00:43:20,288 --> 00:43:22,823
- A.

623
00:43:22,825 --> 00:43:24,591
♪ All I can ever be to you ♪

624
00:43:24,593 --> 00:43:26,393
♪ Is the darkness that we know ♪

625
00:43:26,395 --> 00:43:30,831
♪ And this regret
I got accustomed to ♪

626
00:43:30,833 --> 00:43:34,701
♪ Once it was so right
when we were at our height ♪

627
00:43:34,703 --> 00:43:38,405
♪ Waiting for you
in the hotel at night ♪

628
00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:40,407
♪ I knew I hadn't met my match ♪

629
00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:42,442
♪ With every moment
we could snatch ♪

630
00:43:42,444 --> 00:43:46,079
♪ I don't know
why I got so attached ♪

631
00:44:10,471 --> 00:44:14,741
Took me a while to get my head
around a lot of things.

632
00:44:14,743 --> 00:44:16,910
The actual turning point,
when I was alright with it,

633
00:44:16,912 --> 00:44:18,478
was when I started
writing the album.

634
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,347
I write songs because
I'm fucked up in the head

635
00:44:20,349 --> 00:44:23,383
and I need to put it on paper
and then write a song to it

636
00:44:23,385 --> 00:44:25,018
and to feel better about it.

637
00:44:25,020 --> 00:44:26,152
Have something good
out of something bad.

638
00:44:26,154 --> 00:44:28,288
♪ He walks away ♪

639
00:44:28,290 --> 00:44:30,357
♪ The sun goes down ♪

640
00:44:30,359 --> 00:44:33,326
♪ He takes the day
but I'm grown ♪

641
00:44:33,328 --> 00:44:35,228
♪ And in your way ♪

642
00:44:35,230 --> 00:44:37,230
♪ My deep shade ♪

643
00:44:37,232 --> 00:44:40,367
♪ My tears dry ♪

644
00:44:51,212 --> 00:44:55,548
The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.

645
00:44:55,550 --> 00:44:58,985
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.

646
00:45:01,222 --> 00:45:03,423
But I was still very worried
about her health.

647
00:45:03,425 --> 00:45:06,459
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.

648
00:45:09,864 --> 00:45:11,564
And then she said, "So, listen",

649
00:45:11,566 --> 00:45:14,200
are you leaving 19
to manage me?"

650
00:45:14,202 --> 00:45:15,735
And I said, "D'you know what?"

651
00:45:15,737 --> 00:45:18,138
"Unless you let me help you
sort yourself out,

652
00:45:18,140 --> 00:45:20,006
"I'm not doing this shit
for you.

653
00:45:20,008 --> 00:45:22,943
I can't watch you
do yourself in like this."

654
00:45:25,179 --> 00:45:27,580
I remember she came to see me

655
00:45:27,582 --> 00:45:29,683
to talk about wanting
to change management.

656
00:45:29,685 --> 00:45:31,918
I said, "Look,
that's entirely your decision."

657
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,554
We will support you
whatever you wanna do."

658
00:45:34,556 --> 00:45:36,690
Then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.

659
00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:39,559
All I thought is, "Why on earth
are you gonna be managed"

660
00:45:39,561 --> 00:45:41,995
by your promoter?"
I remember at the time thinking,

661
00:45:41,997 --> 00:45:43,697
"We're now gonna deal
with a promoter

662
00:45:43,699 --> 00:45:46,633
whose main interest will be
to get her out on the road."

663
00:45:46,635 --> 00:45:48,969
And we knew she was very
vulnerable on the road.

664
00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:56,409
When I first met Amy,
I was her concert promoter.

665
00:45:56,411 --> 00:46:00,046
We got talking and she said
that her contract was up with 19

666
00:46:00,048 --> 00:46:01,848
and she wanted
to explore other possibilities.

667
00:46:01,850 --> 00:46:04,050
She said,
"Would you like to do it?"

668
00:46:04,052 --> 00:46:07,520
And I was, like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it."

669
00:46:07,522 --> 00:46:11,091
We got on quite well, you know.
I'd be the guy that'd turn up

670
00:46:11,093 --> 00:46:12,759
after the gig and say,
"Well done,

671
00:46:12,761 --> 00:46:14,627
have a glass of bubbly."
And I thought,

672
00:46:14,629 --> 00:46:16,329
"Well, sometimes
someone just wants a change

673
00:46:16,331 --> 00:46:18,765
because they feel
it's right for them to change."

674
00:46:18,767 --> 00:46:21,101
It's like switching
bank accounts.

675
00:46:32,079 --> 00:46:34,347
I was way too close
to Amy.

676
00:46:34,349 --> 00:46:36,583
I shouldn't have ever been
that close.

677
00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:38,018
It should've been business.

678
00:46:38,020 --> 00:46:40,987
But when you're 19,
you meet a 16-year-old

679
00:46:40,989 --> 00:46:43,990
and you go through that,
you don't understand that.

680
00:46:55,803 --> 00:46:58,538
We'd spent
all these years together.

681
00:47:00,207 --> 00:47:04,310
And all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, I wasn't there.

682
00:47:18,526 --> 00:47:20,760
When I started writing
the first song about Blake,

683
00:47:20,762 --> 00:47:22,529
the other songs
just wrote themselves.

684
00:47:22,531 --> 00:47:25,899
I was really was on a roll.
Because I had these feelings,

685
00:47:25,901 --> 00:47:27,700
had these words
floating around in me.

686
00:47:27,702 --> 00:47:31,037
When you write a song, you have
to remember how you felt,

687
00:47:31,039 --> 00:47:33,807
what the weather was like,
what his neck smelt like.

688
00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:35,508
You have to remember all of it.

689
00:47:42,450 --> 00:47:44,984
She would tell me stories
about Blake

690
00:47:44,986 --> 00:47:48,888
and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.

691
00:47:48,890 --> 00:47:51,758
That first day,
she wrote Back to Black,

692
00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:55,395
all the lyrics and the melody,
in two or three hours.

693
00:49:16,911 --> 00:49:19,145
♪ Black ♪

694
00:49:21,582 --> 00:49:23,783
♪ Black ♪

695
00:49:25,786 --> 00:49:27,854
♪ Black ♪

696
00:49:29,790 --> 00:49:32,859
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?

697
00:49:32,861 --> 00:49:34,794
Rrrr... Boom, boom, boom.

698
00:49:34,796 --> 00:49:37,030
I love that. Yes, Amy.

699
00:49:37,032 --> 00:49:38,831
Yeah!

700
00:49:42,103 --> 00:49:43,836
It was just one of those
serendipitous things.

701
00:49:43,838 --> 00:49:46,139
Like, I just caught her
at that magic moment, you know,

702
00:49:46,141 --> 00:49:48,274
and she was just ready
to get it going.

703
00:49:48,276 --> 00:49:51,077
That's why I couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying

704
00:49:51,079 --> 00:49:54,814
about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.

705
00:49:57,952 --> 00:50:01,988
I went out to New York to
kinda hear what they were doing.

706
00:50:01,990 --> 00:50:05,925
And the day I was flying out,
I got a call from management

707
00:50:05,927 --> 00:50:08,061
saying that Amy's nan
had fallen ill

708
00:50:08,063 --> 00:50:11,998
and she wanted to get
straight back to her nan.

709
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:43,229
Cynthia used to look after Amy.

710
00:50:43,231 --> 00:50:48,301
She was like the mother
that I didn't have.

711
00:50:48,303 --> 00:50:53,339
My own mother
was not really motherly to me.

712
00:50:54,608 --> 00:50:59,579
So Amy and Cynthia
were very, very close.

713
00:51:02,016 --> 00:51:04,851
My mum died
May 5th, 2006.

714
00:51:04,853 --> 00:51:06,786
She had lung cancer.

715
00:51:09,990 --> 00:51:12,625
Cynthia was a very strong
person in her life

716
00:51:12,627 --> 00:51:16,929
and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.

717
00:51:18,332 --> 00:51:20,933
That killed her inside.

718
00:51:27,808 --> 00:51:30,610
Well, hang on,
I'm not playing this track now.

719
00:51:30,612 --> 00:51:32,545
Not playing this track now.

720
00:51:32,547 --> 00:51:35,281
I'm not playing this track now.

721
00:51:35,283 --> 00:51:38,351
I spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.

722
00:51:38,353 --> 00:51:41,087
Yeah, yeah. Okay.

723
00:51:41,089 --> 00:51:43,690
We were making
the back end of the record

724
00:51:43,692 --> 00:51:45,191
and we were
at Metropolis Studios

725
00:51:45,193 --> 00:51:49,228
and Amy had bits of vocal
to finish.

726
00:51:49,230 --> 00:51:52,799
Have I got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?

727
00:51:52,801 --> 00:51:54,967
- It's quite fun, really.
- An acoustic session?

728
00:51:54,969 --> 00:51:58,271
Never been filmed like this.
I've never done it before.

729
00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:03,042
She was having a couple
of whiskey-and-Cokes.

730
00:52:03,044 --> 00:52:04,811
We had broke for lunch.

731
00:52:04,813 --> 00:52:07,814
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food

732
00:52:07,816 --> 00:52:10,783
and she had a big dessert
as well.

733
00:52:10,785 --> 00:52:14,654
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while,

734
00:52:14,656 --> 00:52:19,892
and 45 minutes later
came back a bit kind of dazed.

735
00:52:23,330 --> 00:52:27,033
And the studio manager pulled me
out of the session and said,

736
00:52:27,035 --> 00:52:29,902
"Look, I need you to come
and see something."

737
00:52:29,904 --> 00:52:32,605
She took me
to the women's toilets

738
00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:34,774
and Amy had thrown everything up

739
00:52:34,776 --> 00:52:37,610
and literally
redecorated the toilets.

740
00:52:37,612 --> 00:52:39,812
She'd obviously been
wiping her face,

741
00:52:39,814 --> 00:52:43,916
and all the mascara had
been rubbed off on the towels.

742
00:52:43,918 --> 00:52:46,052
And that's when I kinda realized

743
00:52:46,054 --> 00:52:48,154
that something serious
was wrong.

744
00:52:50,791 --> 00:52:54,627
I had a toffee fudge...
but I ate it.

745
00:52:56,263 --> 00:52:57,764
Yummy.

746
00:52:57,766 --> 00:53:02,068
When she was probably 15,
she one day said,

747
00:53:02,070 --> 00:53:04,270
"I've got this
really great diet, Mum.

748
00:53:04,272 --> 00:53:09,108
I eat what I want and then,
I just bring it all up."

749
00:53:10,110 --> 00:53:12,478
I know, I'm a pig.

750
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:16,048
I know I'm a pig,
I just... can't help it.

751
00:53:16,050 --> 00:53:19,585
I obviously
did not think that deeply of it.

752
00:53:19,587 --> 00:53:22,054
My feeling was, it would pass.

753
00:53:23,490 --> 00:53:26,859
And then she told Mitchell
about it.

754
00:53:26,861 --> 00:53:32,031
He also sort of pushed it aside,
not taking it seriously.

755
00:53:33,700 --> 00:53:36,502
That basically is bulimia.

756
00:53:37,204 --> 00:53:39,539
And it doesn't pass.

757
00:53:43,010 --> 00:53:44,677
- Hello.
- Hello. You alright?

758
00:53:44,679 --> 00:53:46,212
Welcome to the show.
Now, you've been away

759
00:53:46,214 --> 00:53:47,980
for a little while.
What have you been up to?

760
00:53:47,982 --> 00:53:49,916
I've done an album.
It's called Back To Black.

761
00:53:49,918 --> 00:53:51,717
Mm-hmm.
How would you describe it?

762
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:54,720
It's a lot more... more...

763
00:53:54,722 --> 00:53:56,255
I don't wanna say more raw,

764
00:53:56,257 --> 00:53:58,157
but it's not got all the clever,
like, jazz chords.

765
00:53:58,159 --> 00:54:00,460
It's not really like that now.
I've been listening

766
00:54:00,462 --> 00:54:02,795
to a lot of girl groups,
a lot of garage bands.

767
00:54:02,797 --> 00:54:04,831
It's kinda what it's like.
It's a lot more guitar.

768
00:54:04,833 --> 00:54:06,365
I'm a guitarist,
I've been listening

769
00:54:06,367 --> 00:54:07,733
to a lot more guitar bands.
In Camden,

770
00:54:07,735 --> 00:54:09,368
you can't really
get away from it, so...

771
00:54:09,370 --> 00:54:11,537
- You can't.
- It rubbed off on me.

772
00:54:11,539 --> 00:54:13,539
Would you go as far as to say

773
00:54:13,541 --> 00:54:15,608
it's a bit more accessible
than your debut?

774
00:54:15,610 --> 00:54:17,043
I'd say it was more accessible.

775
00:54:17,045 --> 00:54:19,412
It's not necessarily more poppy,
but, you know,

776
00:54:19,414 --> 00:54:21,447
jazz is quite an exclusive.
Not exclu...

777
00:54:21,449 --> 00:54:23,649
It's quite an elitist music,
you know,

778
00:54:23,651 --> 00:54:26,519
and this album's
a lot less like that.

779
00:54:54,848 --> 00:54:58,951
♪ I'd rather be at home
with Ray ♪

780
00:55:01,255 --> 00:55:03,489
So let's talk
about your music, then.

781
00:55:03,491 --> 00:55:05,725
And Rehab has gone down so well.

782
00:55:05,727 --> 00:55:09,161
Are you kind of surprised
by the reaction to it?

783
00:55:09,163 --> 00:55:10,696
Uh... I am, actually.

784
00:55:10,698 --> 00:55:12,164
I never even thought
it'd be a single, really.

785
00:55:12,166 --> 00:55:13,599
The record company were like,

786
00:55:13,601 --> 00:55:15,801
"We want it to be a single."
And I was, like,

787
00:55:15,803 --> 00:55:18,170
"Okay, I love all of it,"
know what I mean?

788
00:55:18,172 --> 00:55:19,972
I'm really proud of it.

789
00:55:19,974 --> 00:55:21,974
Now, the Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.

790
00:55:21,976 --> 00:55:23,309
Did you have a good time?

791
00:55:23,311 --> 00:55:25,278
I had too good a time,
to be honest.

792
00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:27,380
If that's possible.

793
00:55:27,382 --> 00:55:29,916
Alcohol is bad, kids.

794
00:55:30,817 --> 00:55:33,553
♪ ...in a shot glass ♪

795
00:55:33,555 --> 00:55:36,322
♪ They tried to make
me go to rehab ♪

796
00:55:36,324 --> 00:55:39,759
♪ I said no no no ♪

797
00:55:44,831 --> 00:55:46,699
- Can you tie that any tighter?

798
00:55:46,701 --> 00:55:49,135
What are you doing?
You have to be able to sing.

799
00:55:49,137 --> 00:55:51,571
How can you breathe when
you're singing? That's tight.

800
00:55:51,573 --> 00:55:54,941
Breathe? Sing? What?

801
00:55:56,511 --> 00:56:00,246
There was already
this atmosphere of celebrity...

802
00:56:00,248 --> 00:56:02,381
all tied into Rehab.

803
00:56:02,383 --> 00:56:04,984
Rehab was the pivotal song.

804
00:56:04,986 --> 00:56:08,554
It was the song that gets her
into a particular place,

805
00:56:08,556 --> 00:56:10,957
her becoming a commercial star.

806
00:56:12,459 --> 00:56:16,295
The winner of the Best
British Female this year,

807
00:56:16,297 --> 00:56:19,298
way more rock'n'roll
than Liam Gallagher,

808
00:56:19,300 --> 00:56:22,268
it's the one, the only...
Amy Winehouse!

809
00:57:22,929 --> 00:57:25,431
Okay, let's just go.
Get the... get the... Go.

810
00:57:25,433 --> 00:57:29,035
- Ali, just go, man.

811
00:58:42,175 --> 00:58:45,945
♪ We're... we're still friends ♪

812
00:58:48,648 --> 00:58:52,518
♪ We're still friends ♪

813
00:58:54,221 --> 00:58:58,824
♪ We're still friends ♪

814
00:59:17,878 --> 00:59:22,047
Ooh. Rach, this is Blake.
He's my fiancé.

815
00:59:22,049 --> 00:59:23,682
Hello.

816
00:59:37,798 --> 00:59:39,532
Turn the volume up!

817
00:59:39,534 --> 00:59:43,269
We're kickin' off
the 107 days of summer,

818
00:59:43,271 --> 00:59:46,005
on 107.5, WBLS!

819
00:59:46,007 --> 00:59:48,440
♪ No no no ♪

820
00:59:48,442 --> 00:59:52,845
♪ The man said
Why do you think you're here ♪

821
00:59:54,214 --> 00:59:57,817
♪ I said I got no... ♪

822
01:00:00,187 --> 01:00:02,588
♪ I'm gonna ♪

823
01:00:02,590 --> 01:00:05,591
♪ I'm gonna lose my baby ♪

824
01:00:07,894 --> 01:00:10,462
♪ So I always keep ♪

825
01:00:10,464 --> 01:00:15,100
♪ A bottle near ♪

826
01:00:15,102 --> 01:00:19,205
♪ He said
I just think you're depressed ♪

827
01:00:20,740 --> 01:00:22,675
♪ This me ♪

828
01:00:22,677 --> 01:00:24,577
♪ Yeah baby ♪

829
01:00:24,579 --> 01:00:27,379
♪ And the rest ♪

830
01:00:27,381 --> 01:00:29,548
I love, not like, Amy Winehouse,

831
01:00:29,550 --> 01:00:32,384
because her voice
is the most original voice

832
01:00:32,386 --> 01:00:35,888
that I've heard in the last,
I dunno, 10 years.

833
01:00:35,890 --> 01:00:39,124
My daughter turned on to it,
everybody got turned on to it.

834
01:00:39,126 --> 01:00:41,460
And I've turned all my friends
on to it.

835
01:00:41,462 --> 01:00:44,163
Her CD is entitled
Back to Black.

836
01:00:44,165 --> 01:00:45,798
Please welcome Amy Winehouse.

837
01:00:46,933 --> 01:00:49,168
♪ I just ♪

838
01:00:49,170 --> 01:00:52,771
♪ Oh I just need a friend ♪

839
01:00:54,474 --> 01:00:59,812
♪ See I'm not gonna spare
ten weeks ♪

840
01:00:59,814 --> 01:01:02,648
♪ Have everyone think ♪

841
01:01:02,650 --> 01:01:07,486
♪ I'm on the mend ♪

842
01:01:07,488 --> 01:01:11,257
♪ And it's not just my pride ♪

843
01:01:12,392 --> 01:01:16,795
♪ It's just till these tears ♪

844
01:01:16,797 --> 01:01:19,198
♪ Have dried ♪

845
01:01:19,200 --> 01:01:21,300
♪ They tried to make me go
to rehab ♪

846
01:01:21,302 --> 01:01:25,004
Amy called me.
Then I saw her in New York.

847
01:01:25,006 --> 01:01:27,172
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.

848
01:01:27,174 --> 01:01:28,707
She was almost embarrassed

849
01:01:28,709 --> 01:01:31,010
by the fact
that she was doing so well.

850
01:01:31,012 --> 01:01:33,445
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear

851
01:01:33,447 --> 01:01:37,716
about where things were gonna go
and how she was gonna handle it.

852
01:01:37,718 --> 01:01:39,351
She was just, like,

853
01:01:39,353 --> 01:01:42,488
"What am I supposed to do
in this space, you know?"

854
01:01:42,490 --> 01:01:44,957
♪ I won't go go go ♪

855
01:01:49,262 --> 01:01:52,665
Amy Winehouse! Nice job!
Thank you very, very much!

856
01:01:58,738 --> 01:02:01,941
Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.

857
01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:03,909
In our business,

858
01:02:03,911 --> 01:02:07,079
there's nothing
that can prepare you

859
01:02:07,081 --> 01:02:08,580
for that level of success.

860
01:02:08,582 --> 01:02:11,317
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,

861
01:02:11,319 --> 01:02:14,386
you can try
and prepare them for it,

862
01:02:14,388 --> 01:02:18,424
but at the end of the day,
until you go through it,

863
01:02:18,426 --> 01:02:20,559
it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.

864
01:02:25,799 --> 01:02:29,969
By yourself! By yourself!
By yourself!!

865
01:02:50,857 --> 01:02:53,659
How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?

866
01:02:53,661 --> 01:02:55,494
- Really well, baby!
- Yeah? Enjoying yourself?

867
01:02:55,496 --> 01:02:58,330
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?

868
01:02:58,332 --> 01:03:00,332
What's he like at shooting?

869
01:03:01,401 --> 01:03:03,635
It's a lifelong dream come true.

870
01:03:03,637 --> 01:03:06,672
What do you think
about the broken glass?

871
01:03:06,674 --> 01:03:10,075
Um, I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

872
01:03:10,077 --> 01:03:12,811
Did you? Did you outline it?

873
01:03:12,813 --> 01:03:16,048
I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

874
01:03:16,050 --> 01:03:18,050
I can't see any scars.

875
01:03:22,623 --> 01:03:25,724
- It's just chicken scratch.

876
01:03:36,569 --> 01:03:39,171
So what's been your highlight
of the day?

877
01:03:39,173 --> 01:03:42,341
Um...
it'll be in about five minutes.

878
01:03:42,343 --> 01:03:43,642
When?

879
01:03:43,644 --> 01:03:46,712
We go in the toilet
and I fucking...

880
01:03:48,315 --> 01:03:50,716
- Blake, sit here.
- Yes, Terry, sir.

881
01:03:50,718 --> 01:03:52,484
Amy, sit there.

882
01:03:57,857 --> 01:03:59,858
Amy.

883
01:03:59,860 --> 01:04:02,061
That's good, that's lovely.

884
01:04:07,902 --> 01:04:11,503
You've been famous in the UK
for a little while longer.

885
01:04:11,505 --> 01:04:14,606
Does it seem like it's different
how you're treated here,

886
01:04:14,608 --> 01:04:16,308
in a way too, compared to...

887
01:04:16,310 --> 01:04:19,411
The way people write about you,
it's almost like a 23-year-old's

888
01:04:19,413 --> 01:04:21,246
never wanted go out
and have fun before.

889
01:04:21,248 --> 01:04:23,115
It's kind of hypocritical,
in a way, too.

890
01:04:23,117 --> 01:04:26,618
Uh... I wouldn't know,
I really wouldn't know.

891
01:04:31,524 --> 01:04:34,493
Um... you guys have known
each other for a long time.

892
01:04:34,495 --> 01:04:36,695
You've known each other...
You grew up together?

893
01:04:36,697 --> 01:04:38,664
- Almost.
- Almost?

894
01:04:42,303 --> 01:04:44,369
You were fighting
to get her back?

895
01:05:27,981 --> 01:05:30,849
- And what happened?

896
01:05:47,333 --> 01:05:49,201
The day we got married,

897
01:05:49,203 --> 01:05:52,004
we went out on a boat
around Miami,

898
01:05:52,006 --> 01:05:55,407
smoked a cigar and...
it was like a real achievement,

899
01:05:55,409 --> 01:05:58,677
an amazing thing that me
and her had actually done.

900
01:05:58,679 --> 01:06:00,112
We'd actually gotten married.

901
01:06:00,114 --> 01:06:03,115
And we did it
exactly how we wanted to.

902
01:06:03,117 --> 01:06:05,350
You lazy people!

903
01:06:06,987 --> 01:06:09,788
Hurray! Wave!

904
01:06:13,226 --> 01:06:16,328
Her whole thing was she wanted
to feel how he felt.

905
01:06:16,330 --> 01:06:18,997
And she was, "I just wanna feel
what he's feeling."

906
01:06:18,999 --> 01:06:20,832
"I wanna be on the same level.

907
01:06:20,834 --> 01:06:22,701
Otherwise he's there
and I'm here."

908
01:06:22,703 --> 01:06:25,337
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.

909
01:06:39,586 --> 01:06:41,887
Welcome back to 45th at Night.

910
01:06:41,889 --> 01:06:44,823
Please give a warm,
warm round of applause

911
01:06:44,825 --> 01:06:46,325
for Amy Winehouse.

912
01:07:40,680 --> 01:07:45,083
♪ Yeah I cheated myself ♪

913
01:07:45,085 --> 01:07:50,022
♪ Like I knew I knew I would ♪

914
01:07:50,923 --> 01:07:52,658
♪ I told you ♪

915
01:07:52,660 --> 01:07:54,726
♪ I was trouble ♪

916
01:07:54,728 --> 01:07:59,164
♪ You know that I'm no good ♪

917
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:03,535
- Thank you very much.

918
01:08:16,282 --> 01:08:19,518
Oh, have they? Bollocks.
Have they? Fuck.

919
01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:21,853
I heard about that as well.

920
01:08:23,256 --> 01:08:26,458
Amy,
can you talk in the kitchen?

921
01:08:42,475 --> 01:08:45,377
After we came back
from America, married,

922
01:08:45,379 --> 01:08:49,548
that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.

923
01:08:49,550 --> 01:08:52,117
I'd used by then and enjoyed it.

924
01:08:52,119 --> 01:08:55,887
It completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.

925
01:08:56,956 --> 01:08:59,458
And then Amy tried it with me.

926
01:08:59,460 --> 01:09:03,962
And it just got a grip of both
of us really quickly from then.

927
01:09:03,964 --> 01:09:06,465
Amy.

928
01:09:06,467 --> 01:09:08,200
- Yeah?
- Come in here.

929
01:09:08,202 --> 01:09:10,469
- Coming!
- Oh, change the record.

930
01:09:10,471 --> 01:09:12,704
Just come on.

931
01:09:12,706 --> 01:09:14,773
Pass me a little, uh...

932
01:10:14,100 --> 01:10:16,268
- Come on!

933
01:10:25,244 --> 01:10:27,746
Are you alright
keeping the rollers in?

934
01:10:27,748 --> 01:10:29,681
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

935
01:10:29,683 --> 01:10:33,585
Do you ever have time
to stand back and think,

936
01:10:33,587 --> 01:10:36,221
"This is alright.
Quite good, this."

937
01:10:36,223 --> 01:10:38,089
Yeah. Uh...

938
01:10:40,927 --> 01:10:43,662
Uh, I dunno. Yeah, I suppose so.

939
01:10:43,664 --> 01:10:47,632
I suppose if my husband's happy,
I'm happy. Um...

940
01:10:47,634 --> 01:10:50,569
But, yeah, I've done well,
I've done really well.

941
01:10:50,571 --> 01:10:52,270
But, um...

942
01:10:52,272 --> 01:10:57,542
I just want to be able to go
and do a next... an album again,

943
01:10:57,544 --> 01:10:58,877
and... keep doing...

944
01:10:58,879 --> 01:11:00,712
just keep doing music
really well,

945
01:11:00,714 --> 01:11:02,781
rather than...
I love doing gigs, though.

946
01:11:02,783 --> 01:11:06,952
I just want to go and do
another album now, so...

947
01:11:07,453 --> 01:11:09,654
Yeah.

948
01:11:28,808 --> 01:11:32,344
I got a phone call
in the middle of the night,

949
01:11:32,346 --> 01:11:33,778
and Blake said to me,

950
01:11:33,780 --> 01:11:35,447
"Something's happened.

951
01:11:35,449 --> 01:11:37,616
"She doesn't know who I am
and she keeps saying your name.

952
01:11:37,618 --> 01:11:40,785
Can you come round?"
So obviously I got up,

953
01:11:40,787 --> 01:11:43,488
and I got in the car
and I started driving.

954
01:11:43,490 --> 01:11:47,259
I got a phone call from Blake,
freaking out, off his nut,

955
01:11:47,261 --> 01:11:49,227
saying she's overdosed.

956
01:11:49,229 --> 01:11:50,829
And I said, "Right."

957
01:11:50,831 --> 01:11:56,301
Go to the closest hospital now
and I'll be there."

958
01:11:56,303 --> 01:12:00,305
She was petrified.
He was petrified.

959
01:12:00,307 --> 01:12:02,574
She looked like a child.

960
01:12:02,576 --> 01:12:05,510
She scared herself, basically.

961
01:12:06,879 --> 01:12:11,449
And the doctor called us
into a room and said,

962
01:12:11,451 --> 01:12:13,852
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin,

963
01:12:13,854 --> 01:12:17,022
"alcohol and crack cocaine
in her blood system,

964
01:12:17,024 --> 01:12:19,891
"we're amazed
she's not in a coma.

965
01:12:19,893 --> 01:12:22,661
"You've got away with it
this time,

966
01:12:22,663 --> 01:12:24,930
"but she's a petite, young girl;

967
01:12:24,932 --> 01:12:28,099
Her body
can't keep up with this."

968
01:12:28,101 --> 01:12:30,235
She was asleep
and it was very calm.

969
01:12:30,237 --> 01:12:33,939
Nicky was one side of the bed,
I was the other side of the bed,

970
01:12:33,941 --> 01:12:36,274
and we said,
"What are we gonna do now?

971
01:12:36,276 --> 01:12:38,209
How do we deal with this?"

972
01:12:38,211 --> 01:12:39,911
And then it all just started up.

973
01:12:39,913 --> 01:12:41,580
The whole circus
started up again.

974
01:12:41,582 --> 01:12:46,084
And that's when
Raye and Mitch decided

975
01:12:46,086 --> 01:12:48,086
to do an intervention.

976
01:12:58,664 --> 01:13:00,398
- Within... hours,

977
01:13:00,400 --> 01:13:04,402
there were Sun, The Mirror,
News Of The World journalists

978
01:13:04,404 --> 01:13:05,971
booked up in every room.

979
01:13:05,973 --> 01:13:07,672
Every single conversation
that happened

980
01:13:07,674 --> 01:13:09,941
was in the Sun and The Mirror.

981
01:13:09,943 --> 01:13:13,244
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.

982
01:13:13,246 --> 01:13:17,315
And there's pictures
of all of us there, sat outside.

983
01:13:17,317 --> 01:13:21,453
Amy was awake
by then and she was eating,

984
01:13:21,455 --> 01:13:25,857
but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.

985
01:13:25,859 --> 01:13:29,127
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye

986
01:13:29,129 --> 01:13:30,695
and he said to me,

987
01:13:30,697 --> 01:13:34,432
"If she has another seizure,
she'll die."

988
01:13:34,434 --> 01:13:39,404
And then I was told that she was
going to America to perform.

989
01:13:39,406 --> 01:13:42,073
I was, like, "No, she's not."

990
01:13:43,777 --> 01:13:46,277
We had Mitchell
in a hotel room with us,

991
01:13:46,279 --> 01:13:47,712
begging him,
"Please do something."

992
01:13:47,714 --> 01:13:50,315
"What am I gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour."

993
01:13:50,317 --> 01:13:51,983
"Take her passport away
from her,

994
01:13:51,985 --> 01:13:54,052
do something so she can't go
on tour. She needs help."

995
01:13:54,054 --> 01:13:56,321
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked."

996
01:13:56,323 --> 01:14:00,158
So I went into her
room and I stole her passport.

997
01:14:00,160 --> 01:14:03,695
And then I got told,
"What you done that for?

998
01:14:03,697 --> 01:14:07,532
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"

999
01:14:07,534 --> 01:14:09,801
The doctor's just been round

1000
01:14:09,803 --> 01:14:12,570
to check her blood
and check everything.

1001
01:14:12,572 --> 01:14:17,375
Blake's managed to get to Hook,
get into her bedroom,

1002
01:14:17,377 --> 01:14:19,210
and the next checkup,

1003
01:14:19,212 --> 01:14:22,614
the doctors found out she's
got heroin in her blood again.

1004
01:14:23,816 --> 01:14:26,284
When I found out,
with the girls,

1005
01:14:26,286 --> 01:14:27,952
that she was taking heroin,

1006
01:14:27,954 --> 01:14:31,656
and we went to this hotel room
that she was staying in,

1007
01:14:31,658 --> 01:14:34,859
and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.

1008
01:14:34,861 --> 01:14:36,861
Her manager
then said something like,

1009
01:14:36,863 --> 01:14:38,863
"Girls, there are lots
of professionals,

1010
01:14:38,865 --> 01:14:41,299
"lawyers and doctors,
all sorts of people,

1011
01:14:41,301 --> 01:14:43,601
that function on this stuff."

1012
01:14:45,104 --> 01:14:49,808
In helping promote the album,
and get the shows on the road,

1013
01:14:49,810 --> 01:14:53,511
I kind of done
what I was supposed to do.

1014
01:14:53,513 --> 01:14:56,781
And I felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.

1015
01:14:56,783 --> 01:15:01,052
I'm here, but there's only
so much I can do about this.

1016
01:15:01,054 --> 01:15:02,921
Amy Winehouse
has pulled out

1017
01:15:02,923 --> 01:15:06,558
of a string of concerts in
the U.S. and Canada next month

1018
01:15:06,560 --> 01:15:08,660
because of health issues.
The 23-year-old...

1019
01:15:08,662 --> 01:15:10,562
Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,

1020
01:15:10,564 --> 01:15:13,298
but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,

1021
01:15:13,300 --> 01:15:15,433
this time in Norway,
after she was admitted

1022
01:15:15,435 --> 01:15:17,102
to a hospital in London
yesterday.

1023
01:15:17,104 --> 01:15:20,038
Her record company said it was
just down to severe exhaustion,

1024
01:15:20,040 --> 01:15:23,374
but with her reputation
for hard drinking and drugs...

1025
01:15:23,376 --> 01:15:27,445
The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand,

1026
01:15:27,447 --> 01:15:31,816
who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.

1027
01:15:31,818 --> 01:15:34,919
And then, also,
Mitch had gotten involved.

1028
01:15:34,921 --> 01:15:38,323
And I first met Amy
when she came with Blake

1029
01:15:38,325 --> 01:15:40,492
to be assessed for treatment.

1030
01:15:40,494 --> 01:15:43,361
It was very much
being led by Blake,

1031
01:15:43,363 --> 01:15:45,063
although I did think

1032
01:15:45,065 --> 01:15:49,000
she was probably more willing
to go to rehab than he was.

1033
01:15:50,202 --> 01:15:53,138
She was a very vulnerable woman.

1034
01:15:53,140 --> 01:15:56,941
And I felt very clearly
that it was a common case

1035
01:15:56,943 --> 01:15:59,344
of one person having a situation

1036
01:15:59,346 --> 01:16:02,280
that was very beneficial
to their using,

1037
01:16:02,282 --> 01:16:05,150
not wanting the other person
to get better

1038
01:16:05,152 --> 01:16:07,819
for fear of losing
the gravy train.

1039
01:16:09,221 --> 01:16:11,890
They were insistent
on doing rehab together,

1040
01:16:11,892 --> 01:16:15,860
which, of course, we would've
considered to be disastrous.

1041
01:16:15,862 --> 01:16:18,062
I would personally find it
almost unethical

1042
01:16:18,064 --> 01:16:21,432
to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.

1043
01:16:21,434 --> 01:16:24,035
But her management, and Mitch,

1044
01:16:24,037 --> 01:16:28,506
managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.

1045
01:16:43,522 --> 01:16:46,090
Oh, it's recording shit.

1046
01:16:46,092 --> 01:16:47,525
It won't stop.

1047
01:16:47,527 --> 01:16:50,929
- Hey, uh... say hello.
- Hello!

1048
01:16:50,931 --> 01:16:53,698
Amy, got anything to say?

1049
01:16:56,302 --> 01:16:58,970
Only if you sing
your favourite hit, Rehab.

1050
01:16:58,972 --> 01:17:02,841
♪ They tried to make me go
I said no ♪

1051
01:17:02,843 --> 01:17:05,844
- Where are we right now? Amy?

1052
01:17:08,614 --> 01:17:11,583
Alex, can you say? Where are we?

1053
01:17:14,119 --> 01:17:15,920
Known to some as...

1054
01:17:19,526 --> 01:17:22,560
So can we have the new updated
version of Rehab, please, Amy?

1055
01:17:22,562 --> 01:17:24,662
First time? Amy?

1056
01:17:24,664 --> 01:17:26,531
I want the new version of Rehab.

1057
01:17:26,533 --> 01:17:29,267
Please, baby,
for our personal private movie.

1058
01:17:50,522 --> 01:17:53,524
They came back from Osea Island,

1059
01:17:53,526 --> 01:17:57,962
and had a suite at the hotel,
and they binged.

1060
01:17:57,964 --> 01:17:59,530
It was ugly.

1061
01:17:59,532 --> 01:18:02,867
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.

1062
01:18:03,636 --> 01:18:05,803
I kicked off...

1063
01:18:05,805 --> 01:18:09,774
I broke a bottle
and I cut my arm.

1064
01:18:11,443 --> 01:18:16,581
And then she grabbed the bottle
off me and she nicked her arm,

1065
01:18:16,583 --> 01:18:20,251
and she said,
"I'll do anything you do."

1066
01:18:36,635 --> 01:18:38,236
She said,

1067
01:18:38,238 --> 01:18:41,306
"Love is, in some ways,
killing me, Raye Raye."

1068
01:18:41,308 --> 01:18:43,975
She felt torn
between those two things:

1069
01:18:43,977 --> 01:18:46,010
The guy that she really loved,

1070
01:18:46,012 --> 01:18:49,747
but having to keep up with
the consumption of substances

1071
01:18:49,749 --> 01:18:55,119
that they both were trying
to do at the same time.

1072
01:18:55,121 --> 01:18:59,123
It was just a horrible pendulum
swinging one way to the other,

1073
01:18:59,125 --> 01:19:02,126
one extreme to the other,
all the time.

1074
01:21:29,408 --> 01:21:33,077
- Thank you.

1075
01:21:38,417 --> 01:21:40,051
Ladies and gentlemen,
Amy Winehouse!

1076
01:21:40,053 --> 01:21:42,520
And I've worked
with a lot of people.

1077
01:21:42,522 --> 01:21:45,857
I'm telling you,
she has one of the best voices

1078
01:21:45,859 --> 01:21:48,292
of anybody of all time.
Amy Winehouse!

1079
01:21:51,396 --> 01:21:53,164
More trouble for Amy Winehouse.

1080
01:21:53,166 --> 01:21:56,567
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night,

1081
01:21:56,569 --> 01:22:00,238
who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.

1082
01:22:00,240 --> 01:22:01,839
This was the moment

1083
01:22:01,841 --> 01:22:04,675
police arrested and handcuffed
Blake Fielder-Civil

1084
01:22:04,677 --> 01:22:09,013
on suspicion of attempting to
pervert the course of justice.

1085
01:22:09,015 --> 01:22:10,982
A spokesman for the star saying

1086
01:22:10,984 --> 01:22:13,918
she was in no way
connected with the arrest.

1087
01:22:15,822 --> 01:22:18,156
Shut the door.

1088
01:22:21,493 --> 01:22:23,528
When he went to jail,

1089
01:22:23,530 --> 01:22:25,229
she spiralled...

1090
01:22:25,231 --> 01:22:27,331
downward very quickly.

1091
01:22:44,750 --> 01:22:46,851
Amy! Amy! Amy!

1092
01:22:46,853 --> 01:22:49,353
Get out of the way!

1093
01:23:11,610 --> 01:23:13,578
For Album of the Year:

1094
01:23:13,580 --> 01:23:17,181
Amy Winehouse for Back to Black.

1095
01:23:17,183 --> 01:23:20,551
For Best Female
Pop Vocal Performance:

1096
01:23:20,553 --> 01:23:22,553
Amy Winehouse for Rehab.

1097
01:23:24,123 --> 01:23:26,924
Can somebody wake her up
this afternoon around 6:00

1098
01:23:26,926 --> 01:23:28,793
and tell her?

1099
01:23:28,795 --> 01:23:30,595
Drunk ass.

1100
01:23:32,164 --> 01:23:34,832
For Best New Artist,
the nominees are...

1101
01:23:37,436 --> 01:23:42,873
We did everything
within our power to help Amy.

1102
01:23:42,875 --> 01:23:46,310
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.

1103
01:23:46,312 --> 01:23:49,680
And I felt that
that's Amy's responsibility

1104
01:23:49,682 --> 01:23:51,849
to get herself well.

1105
01:23:54,921 --> 01:23:56,454
I'm sorry...

1106
01:23:56,456 --> 01:23:58,556
Okay, fellas, make some room,
please.

1107
01:23:58,558 --> 01:24:02,226
- This way, this way.
- Can't see the steps.

1108
01:24:02,228 --> 01:24:05,663
By then, she was incredibly
famous, very wealthy,

1109
01:24:05,665 --> 01:24:08,933
and she had a complete
infrastructure around her

1110
01:24:08,935 --> 01:24:11,702
where everybody
was doing everything for her.

1111
01:24:11,704 --> 01:24:13,337
And that's not real life.

1112
01:24:18,710 --> 01:24:23,447
We had the Grammys coming up.
I said, "You need to be clean."

1113
01:24:23,449 --> 01:24:26,617
If you're not clean,
you're not doing anything."

1114
01:24:26,619 --> 01:24:30,788
So I had a contract drawn up
and it said,

1115
01:24:30,790 --> 01:24:32,723
"You, Amy Winehouse,

1116
01:24:32,725 --> 01:24:37,061
"have agreed
to go to a facility now.

1117
01:24:37,063 --> 01:24:39,397
"You're never gonna make
another record again,

1118
01:24:39,399 --> 01:24:41,899
"you're never going
to perform ever again

1119
01:24:41,901 --> 01:24:43,801
unless you get clean."

1120
01:24:43,803 --> 01:24:47,104
And God bless her, she did.

1121
01:24:57,950 --> 01:24:59,350
Live,

1122
01:24:59,352 --> 01:25:01,285
it's music's
biggest night of the year

1123
01:25:01,287 --> 01:25:03,954
as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences

1124
01:25:03,956 --> 01:25:06,924
presents
the annual Grammy Awards.

1125
01:25:10,729 --> 01:25:12,263
This is going live tonight

1126
01:25:12,265 --> 01:25:14,498
thanks to the Grammys
in the States, okay?

1127
01:25:14,500 --> 01:25:17,535
Now, the lady behind me
is up for six awards!

1128
01:25:19,639 --> 01:25:22,573
She's already won two.

1129
01:25:24,911 --> 01:25:26,644
- Grazie!

1130
01:25:26,646 --> 01:25:28,379
Thank you!

1131
01:25:29,681 --> 01:25:32,083
Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome

1132
01:25:32,085 --> 01:25:34,719
two Grammy favourites:
Natalie Cole

1133
01:25:34,721 --> 01:25:36,854
and Tony Bennett.

1134
01:25:46,298 --> 01:25:47,865
Good evening.

1135
01:25:47,867 --> 01:25:50,968
Grammy history has never
sounded or looked any better

1136
01:25:50,970 --> 01:25:52,870
than this man right here.

1137
01:25:52,872 --> 01:25:56,140
- That's right!

1138
01:25:58,543 --> 01:26:01,178
Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett.

1139
01:26:03,383 --> 01:26:06,350
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.

1140
01:26:08,820 --> 01:26:11,222
Irreplaceable: Beyoncé.

1141
01:26:13,326 --> 01:26:15,359
The Pretender:

1142
01:26:15,361 --> 01:26:17,228
Foo Fighters.

1143
01:26:17,230 --> 01:26:18,863
Umbrella: Rihanna,

1144
01:26:18,865 --> 01:26:22,867
featuring Jay-Z.

1145
01:26:22,869 --> 01:26:26,103
What Goes Around Comes Around:
Justin Timberlake.

1146
01:26:26,105 --> 01:26:29,340
His album's called
What Goes Around Comes Around?

1147
01:26:29,342 --> 01:26:31,842
- And Rehab: Amy Winehouse.

1148
01:26:34,012 --> 01:26:35,679
And the Grammy goes to...

1149
01:26:35,681 --> 01:26:37,782
Amy Winehouse!

1150
01:26:54,434 --> 01:26:56,400
Amy!

1151
01:27:03,909 --> 01:27:05,709
Uh...

1152
01:27:05,711 --> 01:27:08,746
thank you to everyone
at Island Records.

1153
01:27:10,550 --> 01:27:13,117
Everyone at EMI Music
Publishing.

1154
01:27:13,119 --> 01:27:14,652
To Raye Raye,

1155
01:27:14,654 --> 01:27:16,921
to Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.

1156
01:27:16,923 --> 01:27:19,590
To my mum and dad.

1157
01:27:20,492 --> 01:27:22,326
For my Blake,

1158
01:27:22,328 --> 01:27:24,128
my Blake incarcerated.

1159
01:27:24,130 --> 01:27:26,797
And for London!
This is for London!

1160
01:27:38,777 --> 01:27:41,278
It was a beautiful evening.

1161
01:27:41,280 --> 01:27:43,948
You get those awards
like that...

1162
01:27:43,950 --> 01:27:47,718
it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.

1163
01:27:50,823 --> 01:27:54,758
Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.

1164
01:27:55,794 --> 01:27:57,995
It's just overwhelming.

1165
01:28:03,535 --> 01:28:05,035
I was just hysterically crying.

1166
01:28:05,037 --> 01:28:08,138
I was so overwhelmed,
I was so proud of her.

1167
01:28:08,140 --> 01:28:11,442
And I was just flashing
our whole life, our childhood.

1168
01:28:11,444 --> 01:28:14,912
And then she saw me crying.

1169
01:28:14,914 --> 01:28:17,281
Juliette, come up.

1170
01:28:18,884 --> 01:28:20,417
She grabbed me,

1171
01:28:20,419 --> 01:28:23,921
pulled me up onstage
and took me off the stage.

1172
01:28:26,558 --> 01:28:28,792
And I was having
a bit of a panic attack.

1173
01:28:28,794 --> 01:28:30,828
I was, like, "I can't believe
this is happening."

1174
01:28:30,830 --> 01:28:33,097
This is amazing.
I'm so proud of you."

1175
01:28:34,332 --> 01:28:35,866
And I'm looking at her,

1176
01:28:35,868 --> 01:28:37,935
trying to get some form
of reaction, and she went,

1177
01:28:37,937 --> 01:28:41,171
"Jules, this is so boring
without drugs."

1178
01:28:43,041 --> 01:28:47,311
And I felt really, really,
really sad for her.

1179
01:29:02,661 --> 01:29:05,062
Amy? Amy?

1180
01:29:05,064 --> 01:29:07,965
Amy, how do you feel
after winning a Grammy?

1181
01:29:07,967 --> 01:29:09,600
- Congratulations.
- Did you enjoy it?

1182
01:29:09,602 --> 01:29:12,169
- Whoops. Sorry.
- I'm going to see my husband.

1183
01:29:12,171 --> 01:29:14,972
I was staying
at the K-West Hotel.

1184
01:29:16,308 --> 01:29:20,311
Very late in the night,
she knocks on the door,

1185
01:29:20,313 --> 01:29:22,112
and I'm alone.

1186
01:29:22,114 --> 01:29:23,581
She comes in,

1187
01:29:23,583 --> 01:29:25,316
and she just sits on the couch.

1188
01:29:25,318 --> 01:29:28,052
I remember feeling
like really happy for her,

1189
01:29:28,054 --> 01:29:29,820
and also concerned,

1190
01:29:29,822 --> 01:29:33,057
'cause she really didn't know
how to be that thing

1191
01:29:33,059 --> 01:29:37,761
that she had been pushed
to become from her own success.

1192
01:29:39,798 --> 01:29:43,801
Then she pulled out
this aluminum foil.

1193
01:29:43,803 --> 01:29:46,437
She said,
"Does this bother you?"

1194
01:29:46,439 --> 01:29:49,440
And I said, "Amy, I love you."

1195
01:29:49,442 --> 01:29:51,875
"I don't mind that you get high,

1196
01:29:51,877 --> 01:29:55,679
but I mind that you get high."

1197
01:29:55,681 --> 01:29:59,483
She did what she did
and I was, like,

1198
01:29:59,485 --> 01:30:03,520
"This is someone
who is trying to disappear."

1199
01:30:36,588 --> 01:30:39,423
Gents, get away from the door,
please.

1200
01:30:39,425 --> 01:30:41,492
Fuck off, please. Sorry, mate.

1201
01:30:41,494 --> 01:30:44,561
I was called out
to do security for her.

1202
01:30:44,563 --> 01:30:46,163
The security that she had,

1203
01:30:46,165 --> 01:30:49,566
it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.

1204
01:30:49,568 --> 01:30:52,836
- See ya.
- Night-night, Amy.

1205
01:30:56,442 --> 01:30:59,710
I could feel
that she was a humble person,

1206
01:30:59,712 --> 01:31:03,514
but she was just caught up
in a bad situation.

1207
01:31:18,797 --> 01:31:24,101
She was not well at all:
Physically, mentally not well.

1208
01:31:25,637 --> 01:31:28,372
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her,

1209
01:31:28,374 --> 01:31:30,340
"Pack it in, stop it."

1210
01:31:30,342 --> 01:31:34,878
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.

1211
01:31:41,720 --> 01:31:44,988
It was Nick that said,
"The only thing you girls can do

1212
01:31:44,990 --> 01:31:47,991
"is show her you don't want
to be a part of it,

1213
01:31:47,993 --> 01:31:50,561
and when she needs help,
you're there for her."

1214
01:31:50,563 --> 01:31:52,062
Tough love.

1215
01:31:52,064 --> 01:31:53,797
And I just said to her,

1216
01:31:53,799 --> 01:31:56,700
"If you want me to help you,
I'll help you.

1217
01:31:56,702 --> 01:32:00,337
"I love you, but I don't like
who you've become,

1218
01:32:00,339 --> 01:32:03,307
and I don't want
to be around you."

1219
01:32:16,287 --> 01:32:18,422
Where a lot of money

1220
01:32:18,424 --> 01:32:22,526
and a lot of expectation
is at stake,

1221
01:32:22,528 --> 01:32:25,496
people's ideas
become a bit skewed.

1222
01:32:25,498 --> 01:32:29,333
They want to try
and get it sorted out

1223
01:32:29,335 --> 01:32:31,201
in a way that doesn't upset

1224
01:32:31,203 --> 01:32:35,339
this financial trajectory
that's going on.

1225
01:32:38,777 --> 01:32:41,478
From the 6th of September,

1226
01:32:41,480 --> 01:32:44,081
we're not gonna be doing
any more work

1227
01:32:44,083 --> 01:32:45,849
for the foreseeable future.

1228
01:32:45,851 --> 01:32:50,354
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.

1229
01:32:50,356 --> 01:32:53,257
Uh... there's five gigs,
which, contractually,

1230
01:32:53,259 --> 01:32:55,192
we are obliged to do.

1231
01:32:55,194 --> 01:32:57,127
There's a couple this weekend.

1232
01:33:06,104 --> 01:33:07,704
It was all over the media

1233
01:33:07,706 --> 01:33:10,440
that Amy was getting $1 million
for some shows.

1234
01:33:10,442 --> 01:33:12,109
Huge money. But by that point,

1235
01:33:12,111 --> 01:33:15,512
it was much more likely
to not be a good show

1236
01:33:15,514 --> 01:33:17,247
than to be a good show.

1237
01:33:17,249 --> 01:33:21,718
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong,

1238
01:33:21,720 --> 01:33:23,754
and she was just very exhausted

1239
01:33:23,756 --> 01:33:25,956
and tired
of the whole situation.

1240
01:33:38,404 --> 01:33:40,437
She couldn't escape her life

1241
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:42,739
in this horrible goldfish bowl.

1242
01:33:42,741 --> 01:33:45,209
She'd began to unravel in public

1243
01:33:45,211 --> 01:33:46,844
and the media treatment
pushed her

1244
01:33:46,846 --> 01:33:48,679
further and further
over the edge.

1245
01:33:48,681 --> 01:33:50,914
D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?

1246
01:33:50,916 --> 01:33:52,549
My God!

1247
01:33:52,551 --> 01:33:57,187
She looks like a campaign poster
for neglected horses.

1248
01:34:04,128 --> 01:34:05,963
Easy, lad.

1249
01:34:07,632 --> 01:34:10,434
It was like a feeding frenzy.

1250
01:34:12,937 --> 01:34:15,939
Suddenly,
it was cool to crack jokes

1251
01:34:15,941 --> 01:34:20,510
about a bulimic's appearance
or her drug addictions.

1252
01:34:20,512 --> 01:34:23,547
According to contactmusic.com,
Amy Winehouse's next album

1253
01:34:23,549 --> 01:34:25,749
features songs about cooking,
about cooking.

1254
01:34:25,751 --> 01:34:28,485
That's what they say.
Cooking crystal meth,

1255
01:34:28,487 --> 01:34:30,220
black-tar heroin.

1256
01:34:46,204 --> 01:34:48,305
Amy, cheer up.

1257
01:34:52,176 --> 01:34:54,044
She couldn't escape it.

1258
01:34:54,046 --> 01:34:56,480
No one would leave her alone.

1259
01:34:56,482 --> 01:34:58,048
It was just disgusting.

1260
01:34:58,050 --> 01:35:01,685
The mainstream media
was just all over her.

1261
01:35:01,687 --> 01:35:03,220
Amy Winehouse,

1262
01:35:03,222 --> 01:35:06,056
she's like a... a mad person.

1263
01:36:17,628 --> 01:36:19,563
St. Lucia was our place.

1264
01:36:19,565 --> 01:36:22,733
We were supposed to be there
for a week,

1265
01:36:22,735 --> 01:36:25,802
we ended up there
for, like, six months.

1266
01:36:28,206 --> 01:36:30,807
She decided that St. Lucia

1267
01:36:30,809 --> 01:36:33,477
was a place
that she really liked,

1268
01:36:33,479 --> 01:36:35,779
and she invited me to go.

1269
01:36:35,781 --> 01:36:38,715
You know, as soon as she went
to St. Lucia,

1270
01:36:38,717 --> 01:36:41,451
there was no more crack cocaine.
That was done.

1271
01:36:41,453 --> 01:36:43,553
And that's when
the heroin stopped.

1272
01:36:43,555 --> 01:36:47,391
But give her a free bar,
of course she's gonna drink.

1273
01:36:48,259 --> 01:36:49,893
It was kind of obvious

1274
01:36:49,895 --> 01:36:53,830
that she was just supplementing
alcohol for drugs.

1275
01:36:57,668 --> 01:36:59,569
I haven't seen Amy
for six weeks.

1276
01:36:59,571 --> 01:37:01,571
We've got a lot to talk about,

1277
01:37:01,573 --> 01:37:03,373
a lot of exciting things
happening.

1278
01:37:03,375 --> 01:37:06,176
We're talking
about the forthcoming album,

1279
01:37:06,178 --> 01:37:08,578
some other business matters.

1280
01:37:08,580 --> 01:37:12,649
So I think it's... it's gonna be
an exciting time.

1281
01:37:12,651 --> 01:37:14,418
Ah-ah! Naughty!

1282
01:37:15,486 --> 01:37:17,320
Amy, Amy!

1283
01:37:18,723 --> 01:37:20,457
She was, like,

1284
01:37:20,459 --> 01:37:23,760
"Why is he bringing another
camera crew to St. Lucia?

1285
01:37:23,762 --> 01:37:26,363
"Dad, you want money?
I'll give you money.

1286
01:37:26,365 --> 01:37:28,598
"Why are you doing
your life story,

1287
01:37:28,600 --> 01:37:31,101
which is really my life story?"

1288
01:37:31,969 --> 01:37:33,703
She just felt like,

1289
01:37:33,705 --> 01:37:37,107
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or the limelight."

1290
01:37:37,109 --> 01:37:39,076
- Want me to go with you?
- Yeah.

1291
01:37:39,078 --> 01:37:41,378
You can follow down,
if you want.

1292
01:37:48,886 --> 01:37:50,287
I'll ask her.

1293
01:37:50,289 --> 01:37:51,822
Amy? How do you do it?

1294
01:37:51,824 --> 01:37:54,124
Just push and hold the button.
I'm really sorry.

1295
01:37:54,126 --> 01:37:56,159
Is that alright?
All the way from...

1296
01:38:00,264 --> 01:38:02,132
Okay!

1297
01:38:03,367 --> 01:38:04,935
- Is that okay?
- Thank you.

1298
01:38:04,937 --> 01:38:06,470
- Pleasure.
- Thank you.

1299
01:38:06,472 --> 01:38:10,006
Why have you got to make
a comment like that?

1300
01:38:10,008 --> 01:38:13,076
Why... why...
why you got to do that?

1301
01:38:16,180 --> 01:38:18,915
A mug of? They asked
to take a picture of you.

1302
01:38:18,917 --> 01:38:20,617
Richard...

1303
01:38:25,723 --> 01:38:28,492
No, that's got nothing to do
with it. I'm talking to you

1304
01:38:28,494 --> 01:38:30,494
about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph,

1305
01:38:30,496 --> 01:38:33,063
and you got to make them
feel bad about it.

1306
01:38:41,072 --> 01:38:43,140
She just wanted her dad,

1307
01:38:43,142 --> 01:38:46,576
and he didn't just come
by himself,

1308
01:38:46,578 --> 01:38:50,714
he came with cameras,
audio guys...

1309
01:38:50,716 --> 01:38:55,552
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.

1310
01:39:06,764 --> 01:39:10,367
I was in jail with 500 fellas
reading the papers

1311
01:39:10,369 --> 01:39:14,504
and there's a picture of my wife
on a page with a fella.

1312
01:39:14,506 --> 01:39:18,275
It's not easy
to go through things like that.

1313
01:39:25,616 --> 01:39:28,752
To put it bluntly, I didn't have
a very high opinion of myself

1314
01:39:28,754 --> 01:39:30,120
after the treatment I've had

1315
01:39:30,122 --> 01:39:31,755
for the past two years
with my wife.

1316
01:39:31,757 --> 01:39:34,391
I kind of just had the wind
knocked out of my sails.

1317
01:39:34,393 --> 01:39:38,195
So I just thought, "Fuck this.
You know. I'm a big man."

1318
01:39:38,197 --> 01:39:41,031
"I'm a handsome fucking guy.
I ain't on heroin.

1319
01:39:41,033 --> 01:39:43,366
"I'm going to the gym a lot,
I dress well.

1320
01:39:43,368 --> 01:39:46,903
So what the fuck am I doing
wasting my time with her?"

1321
01:40:26,644 --> 01:40:32,382
And then the chorus come in.
And, um, the last verse is:

1322
01:42:49,019 --> 01:42:51,888
My son came up with the idea

1323
01:42:51,890 --> 01:42:54,023
of getting
the most contemporary artists,

1324
01:42:54,025 --> 01:42:55,592
and I kept saying to myself,

1325
01:42:55,594 --> 01:42:58,795
"Who sings the right way,
the real jazz singing?"

1326
01:42:58,797 --> 01:43:01,831
And when I heard Amy Winehouse,

1327
01:43:01,833 --> 01:43:05,902
I immediately said,
"This one's got it."

1328
01:43:05,904 --> 01:43:07,504
Everybody just said,

1329
01:43:07,506 --> 01:43:09,906
"Oh, I don't know
how you're gonna handle her."

1330
01:43:09,908 --> 01:43:12,008
- Where do you want to be?
- I'll be here.

1331
01:43:12,010 --> 01:43:13,610
Okay. This is weird.

1332
01:43:13,612 --> 01:43:15,845
I've never done
anything like this.

1333
01:43:15,847 --> 01:43:18,281
I've never done anything
like this.

1334
01:43:18,283 --> 01:43:19,749
In which way?

1335
01:43:19,751 --> 01:43:21,918
To sing with one of my idols...

1336
01:43:21,920 --> 01:43:23,820
- Oh, no...
- and have it filmed.

1337
01:43:23,822 --> 01:43:26,289
But it's good, it's good,
'cause then,

1338
01:43:26,291 --> 01:43:29,225
I can make my dad jealous,
after, when I show him,

1339
01:43:29,227 --> 01:43:30,827
- when he sees it.

1340
01:43:32,063 --> 01:43:34,330
♪ I can't believe it ♪

1341
01:43:34,332 --> 01:43:37,534
♪ It's hard to conceive it ♪

1342
01:43:37,536 --> 01:43:42,839
♪ That you would
turn away romance ♪

1343
01:43:42,841 --> 01:43:46,042
♪ Whoa oh oh oh oh oh ♪

1344
01:43:46,044 --> 01:43:48,378
♪ Are you pretending ♪

1345
01:43:48,380 --> 01:43:52,348
♪ It looks like the ending ♪
- Yeah.

1346
01:43:52,350 --> 01:43:56,686
♪ Unless I could have
one more chance ♪

1347
01:43:56,688 --> 01:44:00,990
♪ To prove dear ♪

1348
01:44:00,992 --> 01:44:02,859
- ♪ My... ♪
- Sorry, sorry, that was me.

1349
01:44:02,861 --> 01:44:05,261
- I was terrible. I was terrible.
- No, no...

1350
01:44:05,263 --> 01:44:07,430
I don't want to waste your time.

1351
01:44:07,432 --> 01:44:09,766
It's getting better each time.
Don't... Really.

1352
01:44:09,768 --> 01:44:12,101
I just don't wanna
waste your time.

1353
01:44:15,673 --> 01:44:17,040
Ahem.

1354
01:44:17,042 --> 01:44:18,808
We'll keep doing it
till we got one.

1355
01:44:18,810 --> 01:44:20,977
It's right in there, okay?

1356
01:44:20,979 --> 01:44:22,612
You're not in any hurry,
are you?

1357
01:44:22,614 --> 01:44:25,348
- No! Of course I'm not.
- I'm not either. We have time.

1358
01:44:25,350 --> 01:44:28,151
Just gotta get it right,
I've got to get it right.

1359
01:44:28,153 --> 01:44:30,520
- I'm not getting it right.
- Oh, you are, you are.

1360
01:44:30,522 --> 01:44:32,989
It's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.

1361
01:44:32,991 --> 01:44:36,025
Just a minute,
I'm getting some water.

1362
01:44:36,027 --> 01:44:38,394
The most famous artists
I ever met

1363
01:44:38,396 --> 01:44:41,498
are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.

1364
01:44:41,500 --> 01:44:46,469
No matter how much you feel it,
you want to feel it even more,

1365
01:44:46,471 --> 01:44:49,038
so that it becomes
an honest recording.

1366
01:44:49,040 --> 01:44:53,109
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.

1367
01:44:53,111 --> 01:44:56,279
She was a natural,
true jazz singer.

1368
01:44:56,281 --> 01:45:01,217
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.

1369
01:45:04,890 --> 01:45:07,690
♪ My life a wreck ♪

1370
01:45:07,692 --> 01:45:10,994
♪ You're making ♪

1371
01:45:10,996 --> 01:45:14,964
♪ You know I'm yours ♪

1372
01:45:14,966 --> 01:45:18,935
♪ Just for the taking ♪

1373
01:45:18,937 --> 01:45:22,772
♪ I'd gladly surrender ♪

1374
01:45:25,876 --> 01:45:30,813
♪ Myself to you ♪

1375
01:45:30,815 --> 01:45:35,885
♪ Body and soul ♪

1376
01:45:47,364 --> 01:45:48,831
- Thank you!

1377
01:45:48,833 --> 01:45:52,068
- I think we got it.
- Yeah.

1378
01:45:52,070 --> 01:45:54,337
- Okay.
- I'm like you, you know?

1379
01:45:54,339 --> 01:45:57,907
- Each time, it's different.
- Yeah. No, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

1380
01:45:57,909 --> 01:46:01,010
It's never the same thing twice,
right? Yeah.

1381
01:46:01,012 --> 01:46:04,681
No, I'm like you.
Not you're like me.

1382
01:46:04,683 --> 01:46:07,150
- I get it from...

1383
01:46:07,152 --> 01:46:09,319
my idols, like you.

1384
01:46:10,854 --> 01:46:13,323
That's the right way to do it.

1385
01:46:19,997 --> 01:46:22,231
She skyped me. She was happy.

1386
01:46:22,233 --> 01:46:26,002
The Tony Bennett thing, I mean,
she was, you know, a fan.

1387
01:46:26,004 --> 01:46:28,605
It was about her saying,
"I'm not a singer,

1388
01:46:28,607 --> 01:46:31,040
I'm a jazz singer."
Then she said,

1389
01:46:31,042 --> 01:46:33,643
"Let's do this jazz project
with Questlove..."

1390
01:46:34,745 --> 01:46:37,647
She's such a jazz snob.

1391
01:46:37,649 --> 01:46:40,416
She'd always be
on her computer sending me MP3s.

1392
01:46:40,418 --> 01:46:43,586
"Listen to this, listen to this,
listen to this."

1393
01:46:43,588 --> 01:46:45,822
I thought
I had my doctorate in jazz,

1394
01:46:45,824 --> 01:46:47,857
but no, she taught me a lot.

1395
01:46:47,859 --> 01:46:51,628
She was, like, "Alright,
we're gonna start a super group:".

1396
01:46:51,630 --> 01:46:54,163
You, me,
Mos and Raphael Saadiq."

1397
01:46:54,165 --> 01:46:57,367
I was, like, "Okay."
And she assigned homework.

1398
01:46:57,369 --> 01:47:00,703
"Alright, study this record,
study this record..."

1399
01:47:03,874 --> 01:47:06,275
Amy had a good period.

1400
01:47:06,277 --> 01:47:11,180
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.

1401
01:47:11,182 --> 01:47:12,682
And she very much felt

1402
01:47:12,684 --> 01:47:16,052
that she was the best
that she has ever been.

1403
01:47:17,855 --> 01:47:22,825
But she went to the Priory,
in May, to be checked,

1404
01:47:22,827 --> 01:47:25,795
and there was some very...
serious things

1405
01:47:25,797 --> 01:47:27,430
that were being spotted.

1406
01:47:27,432 --> 01:47:31,868
It was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.

1407
01:47:33,370 --> 01:47:35,605
She could feel perfectly fine

1408
01:47:35,607 --> 01:47:38,374
and have heart irregularities.

1409
01:47:38,376 --> 01:47:42,311
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.

1410
01:47:43,681 --> 01:47:46,716
I said, "Look,
is this what you want?"

1411
01:47:46,718 --> 01:47:48,184
Do you want to die?"

1412
01:47:48,186 --> 01:47:50,987
And she said,
"No, I don't want to die."

1413
01:47:55,392 --> 01:47:58,394
All the signs were positive.
I thought, "Right, okay",

1414
01:47:58,396 --> 01:48:00,830
we've got a little
chink of light."

1415
01:48:02,332 --> 01:48:04,901
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst,

1416
01:48:04,903 --> 01:48:08,438
and it shows
that she still had it.

1417
01:48:08,440 --> 01:48:10,973
We had the offers
to do these shows,

1418
01:48:10,975 --> 01:48:13,443
and I said to her,
"You don't have to do them.

1419
01:48:13,445 --> 01:48:15,845
There's no pressure.
We got no record to promote."

1420
01:48:15,847 --> 01:48:17,947
But she wanted to do it.

1421
01:48:17,949 --> 01:48:19,515
She skyped me.

1422
01:48:19,517 --> 01:48:22,518
She wanted to do
all these other projects

1423
01:48:22,520 --> 01:48:24,087
with Questlove and Mos Def.

1424
01:48:24,089 --> 01:48:25,855
She was, like,
"I don't need this."

1425
01:48:25,857 --> 01:48:28,091
She just didn't wanna go.

1426
01:48:29,927 --> 01:48:32,662
The material felt so tired

1427
01:48:32,664 --> 01:48:35,732
and didn't feel
relevant to her anymore.

1428
01:48:35,734 --> 01:48:37,800
But because
she was such a huge star

1429
01:48:37,802 --> 01:48:39,736
and there was all
of these different pressures,

1430
01:48:39,738 --> 01:48:42,305
she had to keep performing
Back to Black.

1431
01:48:42,307 --> 01:48:45,842
She didn't want to do that.

1432
01:48:45,844 --> 01:48:50,213
As soon as she knew
that tour was looming,

1433
01:48:50,215 --> 01:48:52,115
she got wasted,

1434
01:48:52,117 --> 01:48:55,718
wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.

1435
01:49:11,735 --> 01:49:15,571
Amy was passed out,
asleep, on her sofa.

1436
01:49:15,573 --> 01:49:19,208
She gets put
in the back of a car, asleep,

1437
01:49:19,210 --> 01:49:24,847
and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.

1438
01:50:00,284 --> 01:50:02,785
Amy! Amy! Amy!...

1439
01:50:14,064 --> 01:50:15,731
Belgrade!

1440
01:50:15,733 --> 01:50:18,935
Introducing Amy Winehouse!

1441
01:50:28,679 --> 01:50:30,580
Whoo!

1442
01:51:10,821 --> 01:51:14,223
I wasn't sure what was going on.

1443
01:51:14,225 --> 01:51:15,825
She just wouldn't sing.

1444
01:51:15,827 --> 01:51:19,295
It was the first time ever
that had happened.

1445
01:52:19,489 --> 01:52:23,225
It felt like the end.

1446
01:52:23,227 --> 01:52:27,530
It was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.

1447
01:52:29,866 --> 01:52:32,735
To the extent
where she was willing

1448
01:52:32,737 --> 01:52:35,171
to sabotage not just her career,

1449
01:52:35,173 --> 01:52:39,408
but her friendships
and her musical relationships.

1450
01:52:55,258 --> 01:52:58,527
But it's amazing to me.
Why keep putting her onstage?

1451
01:52:58,529 --> 01:53:00,997
Because surely her managers know
she has a problem.

1452
01:53:00,999 --> 01:53:03,799
This was supposed to be
a major comeback, guys,

1453
01:53:03,801 --> 01:53:05,701
and she totally blew it.

1454
01:53:15,846 --> 01:53:17,546
Go!

1455
01:53:28,825 --> 01:53:31,360
"Yay!"

1456
01:53:31,362 --> 01:53:34,430
The 24th of July
was my wedding day,

1457
01:53:34,432 --> 01:53:37,033
and Amy was due
to be at the wedding,

1458
01:53:37,035 --> 01:53:40,503
and we'd spoken and I felt
like she was really excited

1459
01:53:40,505 --> 01:53:41,804
about my wedding, actually.

1460
01:53:41,806 --> 01:53:43,539
And she said
she hadn't been drinking

1461
01:53:43,541 --> 01:53:45,941
and she can't wait
to see the family, and Salaam,

1462
01:53:45,943 --> 01:53:48,444
and some people
that had been on the journey

1463
01:53:48,446 --> 01:53:50,813
were gonna be there.

1464
01:53:56,953 --> 01:53:58,821
She rang me up and I thought,

1465
01:53:58,823 --> 01:54:00,656
"Oh, my God,
what's happened now?"

1466
01:54:00,658 --> 01:54:03,292
'Cause that's the first thing
that goes in my head.

1467
01:54:03,294 --> 01:54:04,794
And she just went, "Jules..."

1468
01:54:04,796 --> 01:54:09,131
And it was my Amy,
completely normal.

1469
01:54:09,133 --> 01:54:11,867
And she kept saying
she'd never done this before.

1470
01:54:11,869 --> 01:54:14,770
She just kept saying sorry.
It was like complete clarity

1471
01:54:14,772 --> 01:54:16,872
over the whole situation
of the nightmare

1472
01:54:16,874 --> 01:54:20,342
of the past however many years
that we'd just gone through.

1473
01:54:20,344 --> 01:54:22,845
"Jules, I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry..."

1474
01:54:22,847 --> 01:54:25,481
Like when you're a kid
and you panic

1475
01:54:25,483 --> 01:54:27,216
that you've done something wrong

1476
01:54:27,218 --> 01:54:30,186
and you wanna just fix it
there and then,

1477
01:54:30,188 --> 01:54:31,754
that's how it was.

1478
01:54:31,756 --> 01:54:34,890
I just wanted to grab her,
bring her back to me,

1479
01:54:34,892 --> 01:54:37,827
wrap her in my house,
not let her out.

1480
01:54:39,029 --> 01:54:41,363
And she called me the next day,

1481
01:54:41,365 --> 01:54:44,700
and it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally,

1482
01:54:44,702 --> 01:54:48,037
because for so long,
we'd just been pining for her...

1483
01:54:48,039 --> 01:54:51,807
Like, I missed my best friend,
Lauren missed her best friend.

1484
01:54:51,809 --> 01:54:54,610
We just wanted
to have a normal conversation.

1485
01:54:54,612 --> 01:54:56,512
She just kept going,
"Can I see you?

1486
01:54:56,514 --> 01:54:58,814
Will Lauren speak to me?
Can we start again?"

1487
01:54:58,816 --> 01:55:01,250
I was, like, "Of course, we can,
we're always here."

1488
01:55:01,252 --> 01:55:03,586
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us."

1489
01:55:03,588 --> 01:55:05,454
She said,
"I'm gonna call you tomorrow."

1490
01:55:05,456 --> 01:55:08,691
I was, like, "Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."

1491
01:55:28,678 --> 01:55:32,748
She just looked
like she was sleeping.

1492
01:55:32,750 --> 01:55:35,851
She was on top of the bed,
just... sleeping.

1493
01:55:38,788 --> 01:55:40,789
But she was gone.

1494
01:56:19,062 --> 01:56:22,164
- No!
- Oh, my God.

1495
01:56:23,400 --> 01:56:25,734
Rest in peace, Amy!

1496
01:56:34,544 --> 01:56:37,613
Amy's blood alcohol level
was four to five times higher

1497
01:56:37,615 --> 01:56:39,381
than the driving limit.

1498
01:56:39,383 --> 01:56:42,718
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders

1499
01:56:42,720 --> 01:56:47,056
and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.

1500
01:56:55,765 --> 01:57:00,236
She was one of the truest
jazz singers I ever heard.

1501
01:57:00,238 --> 01:57:03,672
To me, she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,

1502
01:57:03,674 --> 01:57:05,274
like Billie Holiday.

1503
01:57:05,276 --> 01:57:07,610
She had the complete gift.

1504
01:57:08,645 --> 01:57:11,647
If she had lived,
I would've said,

1505
01:57:11,649 --> 01:57:14,083
"Slow down,
you're too important."

1506
01:57:14,085 --> 01:57:17,152
Life teaches you
really how to live it

1507
01:57:17,154 --> 01:57:20,222
if you can live long enough.

1508
01:59:38,229 --> 01:59:42,097
♪ Well sometimes
I go out by myself ♪

1509
01:59:42,099 --> 01:59:46,034
♪ And I look across the water ♪

1510
01:59:48,171 --> 01:59:52,541
♪ And I think of all the things
what you're doing ♪

1511
01:59:52,543 --> 01:59:56,145
♪ And in my head
I paint a picture ♪

1512
01:59:58,782 --> 02:00:01,016
♪ Since I've come on home ♪

1513
02:00:01,018 --> 02:00:03,852
♪ Well my body's been a mess ♪

1514
02:00:03,854 --> 02:00:06,555
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1515
02:00:06,557 --> 02:00:09,858
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1516
02:00:09,860 --> 02:00:12,127
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1517
02:00:12,129 --> 02:00:16,899
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1518
02:00:16,901 --> 02:00:21,970
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1519
02:00:23,773 --> 02:00:26,241
♪ Valerie ♪

1520
02:00:28,645 --> 02:00:31,513
♪ Valerie ♪

1521
02:00:33,616 --> 02:00:36,452
♪ Valerie ♪

1522
02:00:39,122 --> 02:00:41,457
♪ Did you have to go to jail ♪

1523
02:00:41,459 --> 02:00:43,959
♪ Put your house
on up for sale ♪

1524
02:00:43,961 --> 02:00:46,395
♪ Did you get a good lawyer ♪

1525
02:00:49,432 --> 02:00:52,167
♪ I hope
you didn't catch a tan ♪

1526
02:00:52,169 --> 02:00:57,039
♪ I hope you find the right man
who'll fix it for ya ♪

1527
02:00:58,241 --> 02:01:00,843
♪ And are you shopping
anywhere ♪

1528
02:01:00,845 --> 02:01:03,912
♪ Changed the colour
of your hair ♪

1529
02:01:03,914 --> 02:01:06,081
♪ And are you busy ♪

1530
02:01:09,018 --> 02:01:11,386
♪ And did you have
to pay that fine ♪

1531
02:01:11,388 --> 02:01:13,689
♪ That you were
dodging all the time ♪

1532
02:01:13,691 --> 02:01:16,492
♪ Are you still dizzy ♪

1533
02:01:19,362 --> 02:01:24,066
♪ Since I've come on home
well my body's been a mess ♪

1534
02:01:24,068 --> 02:01:26,802
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1535
02:01:26,804 --> 02:01:29,938
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1536
02:01:29,940 --> 02:01:32,741
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1537
02:01:32,743 --> 02:01:36,612
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1538
02:01:36,614 --> 02:01:41,850
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1539
02:01:43,887 --> 02:01:46,488
♪ Valerie ♪

1540
02:01:49,058 --> 02:01:51,994
♪ Valerie ♪

1541
02:01:53,863 --> 02:01:56,465
♪ Valerie ♪

1542
02:01:58,701 --> 02:02:01,470
♪ Valerie ♪

1543
02:02:03,840 --> 02:02:06,308
♪ Valerie ♪

1544
02:02:07,844 --> 02:02:11,947
♪ Whoa Valerie ♪

1545
02:02:12,849 --> 02:02:16,285
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1546
02:02:18,855 --> 02:02:21,557
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1547
02:02:21,559 --> 02:02:23,692
♪ Valerie yeah ♪

1548
02:02:23,694 --> 02:02:26,628
♪ Valerie ♪

1549
02:02:26,630 --> 02:02:29,498
♪ Why don't you come on over ♪

1550
02:02:29,500 --> 02:02:32,134
♪ Valerie ♪♪