1 00:00:00,800 --> 00:00:07,799 Edited & ReSynced by Klaff2004 2 00:00:13,400 --> 00:00:18,439 # When a man loves a woman # 3 00:00:18,440 --> 00:00:22,199 # Can't keep his mind on nothin' else # 4 00:00:22,200 --> 00:00:27,399 # He'll trade the world for the good thing he's found # 5 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:32,379 # If she is bad he can't see it # 6 00:00:32,380 --> 00:00:36,199 # She can do no wrong # 7 00:00:36,200 --> 00:00:38,399 # Turn his back on his best friend # 8 00:00:38,400 --> 00:00:41,479 # If he put her down # 9 00:00:41,480 --> 00:00:46,839 # When a man loves a woman # 10 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:50,259 # Spend his very last dime # 11 00:00:50,260 --> 00:00:55,699 # Tryin' to hold on to what he needs # 12 00:00:55,700 --> 00:01:00,799 # He'll give up all his comforts # 13 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:04,679 # And sleep out in the rain # 14 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:08,279 - # If she said that's the way it ought to be # - Hey, that looks good. 15 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:12,119 That sandwich. Looks good. You on your lunch hour? 16 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:17,359 # When a man loves a woman # 17 00:01:17,360 --> 00:01:21,239 - Any news in the paper? - Would you like to read a section of this? 18 00:01:21,240 --> 00:01:24,239 No, thanks. I, uh, actually read for a living. 19 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:26,949 So, the last thing I want to be doing on my lunch hour... 20 00:01:26,950 --> 00:01:28,039 - Oh, excuse me. - Hey! 21 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:32,039 - Sorry. Excuse me, miss. - Yeah. 22 00:01:32,040 --> 00:01:38,119 - # Baby, please don't treat me bad # - Okay? 23 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:42,239 # When a man loves a woman # 24 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:46,800 - What? - Where you going after this? 25 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:57,379 - Why would you be asking that? - Ah, I am a pilot... uh... 26 00:01:57,380 --> 00:01:59,719 And I'm gonna barely make my flight to Seattle-Tacoma... 27 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:04,540 and I haven't had a chance to pick up my laundry. 28 00:02:05,620 --> 00:02:09,760 - And? - I thought you could pick it up for me. 29 00:02:17,280 --> 00:02:19,919 Oh, I'd give you the money and everything. 30 00:02:20,420 --> 00:02:24,719 Here's the receipt and $30. That should cover it. 31 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:28,839 What do you propose that I do with your laundry after I pick it up? 32 00:02:28,840 --> 00:02:30,760 Good question. 33 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:37,359 Here's the keys to my place. 34 00:02:37,360 --> 00:02:43,159 The address is on the, uh, little thing. And I will be there at about 12:30 and... 35 00:02:43,160 --> 00:02:46,379 - you can bring it by then. - After midnight? 36 00:02:46,380 --> 00:02:48,349 - Uh, excuse me. Actually, sir, I was... - No, no, hold on one second, one second, 37 00:02:48,350 --> 00:02:49,839 one second. 38 00:02:49,840 --> 00:02:53,439 - If I could impose one further question. - Okay. 39 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:58,279 Why wouldn't I drop off your laundry at my convenience since I have your key? 40 00:02:58,280 --> 00:03:00,479 Because then I wouldn't be able to thank you properly. 41 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:03,599 Oh, I see. And how would you do that? 42 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:05,759 I would give you something... 43 00:03:05,760 --> 00:03:08,759 that you can take away with you. 44 00:03:08,760 --> 00:03:12,459 - And what might that be? - Oh, you want to know up front? 45 00:03:12,460 --> 00:03:13,680 Oh, yeah. 46 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:17,320 Excuse me. 47 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:25,160 I bake. 48 00:03:27,760 --> 00:03:30,639 You bake? 49 00:03:30,640 --> 00:03:32,960 You bake! 50 00:03:34,640 --> 00:03:41,080 - You like... chocolate. - I'm allergic... to chocolate. 51 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,840 Do you like carrot cake? 52 00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:49,619 Very much. 53 00:03:49,620 --> 00:03:51,560 Well, then? 54 00:03:52,520 --> 00:03:54,959 Cream cheese frosting? 55 00:03:54,960 --> 00:03:57,340 My specialty. 56 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:10,120 - Check it out. - Look. 57 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,480 She's so lucky. 58 00:04:16,780 --> 00:04:19,140 - Jesus! - Whoa. 59 00:04:24,820 --> 00:04:27,180 Cable guy come this morning? 60 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:31,439 No? That's three weeks those kids are without adult movies. 61 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:34,360 What a fuckin' world. 62 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:39,040 Hey, that looks good. Is that Chablis? 63 00:06:41,100 --> 00:06:43,900 Does anyone have, like, a towel or something? 64 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:47,599 Now, this is you, inside. 65 00:06:47,600 --> 00:06:51,539 Not inside the dress, inside the body. 66 00:06:51,540 --> 00:06:55,359 - How did I get in there? - That's a whole other set of videos. 67 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:58,639 And they won't let you watch those. 68 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:01,820 - Give me this. - There you are. 69 00:07:03,120 --> 00:07:05,359 Why wasn't your real daddy there? 70 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:08,839 - You say the dumbest things. - I'm four years old. 71 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:11,319 - Guys! - Mom, can you tell her? 72 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:14,639 Oh! I married your daddy... 73 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:18,519 because he made me a cake with cream cheese frosting. 74 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:20,439 That's how much he wanted me. 75 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:22,439 How come Daddy wanted you? 76 00:07:22,440 --> 00:07:25,280 God, woman, just look at her. 77 00:07:25,780 --> 00:07:29,540 Oop, late! Second team, take over. 78 00:07:30,480 --> 00:07:35,979 Porsche. Jesus, one more time. Amy? 79 00:07:35,980 --> 00:07:40,620 Jess has to do her homework tonight so she doesn't leave it for the weekend. 80 00:07:41,400 --> 00:07:45,519 Let's go. Amy, did you get that? 81 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:48,719 Which part were you afraid I missed? 82 00:07:48,720 --> 00:07:53,500 - Amy? - Sorry. 83 00:07:55,920 --> 00:07:58,420 Happy anniversary. 84 00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:11,740 It's a press-on tattoo! 85 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:19,019 It says, "If found naked, please return to Alice Green". 86 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:22,539 It's to wear on trips so that the stewardesses know you're spoken for. 87 00:08:22,540 --> 00:08:25,879 - Flight attendants. - Flight attendants, whatever. 88 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:28,540 Very thoughtful. 89 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:40,799 - I went over the 20 bucks. - Oh, hey, I didn't go over the 20 bucks. 90 00:08:40,800 --> 00:08:43,740 - Really? - Yeah. 91 00:08:44,280 --> 00:08:46,920 You rat. 92 00:08:52,440 --> 00:08:55,159 That's incredible. 93 00:08:55,160 --> 00:08:58,460 Now I'm gonna have to do that thing to you tonight. 94 00:09:20,560 --> 00:09:23,880 I think she wants you, baby. 95 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,879 - Hello, how're you doing? - Fine. 96 00:09:30,880 --> 00:09:34,399 - Mm, you're a good dancer. - Thank you. 97 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:36,399 Ooh! Thanks. 98 00:09:36,400 --> 00:09:39,420 - How was he? - He was great! 99 00:10:05,720 --> 00:10:08,380 Happy anniversary. 100 00:10:24,760 --> 00:10:27,119 - Oh! - What? 101 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:29,279 - Porsche again. - Oh, honey. 102 00:10:29,280 --> 00:10:32,759 Come here. No, no, no. Alice? 103 00:10:32,760 --> 00:10:36,180 - Honey. - Goddamn it. 104 00:10:38,420 --> 00:10:43,239 Hey, it's 1:00 in the morning. People are trying to have sex up here! 105 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:46,259 Alice, there's nobody down there. You're talking to a car. 106 00:10:46,260 --> 00:10:48,380 Goddamn it! 107 00:10:49,380 --> 00:10:50,540 Alice. 108 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:57,719 - Alice. - What a piece of shit. Damn it. 109 00:10:57,720 --> 00:11:00,239 - Alice. - Goddamn it. Shut up! 110 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:03,700 - Alice! Alice! - Goddamn it! 111 00:11:04,700 --> 00:11:07,360 - Alice, am I gonna like this? - Here. 112 00:11:12,560 --> 00:11:15,020 Shut up! 113 00:11:17,200 --> 00:11:19,520 Shit! 114 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,940 Fucking foreign car! 115 00:11:27,580 --> 00:11:29,939 Okay, batter up! 116 00:11:29,940 --> 00:11:33,740 Right here! Hey, batter, batter, batter, batter, batter, batter! 117 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:38,400 Right here. Come on, baby. Let's go. 118 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:33,980 I'll start your shower. 119 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,279 You're not suggesting I go to work? 120 00:12:37,280 --> 00:12:39,600 Yes. 121 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:47,399 Okay. You promise no one will be loud? 122 00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:51,460 Six hundred kids? Sure. 123 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:56,220 Go on. 124 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:13,180 Get dressed, sugar. We're runnin' late. 125 00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:29,999 See, I'm not sure that Matthew Wasserman's... 126 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:33,939 glance at your breasts rises to the level of sexual harassment. 127 00:13:33,940 --> 00:13:37,939 Well, what if he said, "You know you want it". 128 00:13:37,940 --> 00:13:40,519 - Did he? - No. 129 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:43,639 - But what if he did? - Well, that would be closer. 130 00:13:43,640 --> 00:13:47,919 I think if we can get him to lift up your dress, we can put him away. 131 00:13:47,920 --> 00:13:49,679 So, uh... 132 00:13:49,680 --> 00:13:53,860 what is the deal with cutting language lab... shit! 133 00:13:55,180 --> 00:13:58,020 Another self-mutilation day. 134 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:04,159 I'm checking on availability for end-of-the-day wind-down. 135 00:14:04,160 --> 00:14:09,399 Oh, come on. My problem's gotta be more sordid than Shannon's. 136 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:14,300 - Okay, a quick one. Michael's got a trip. - Yes. 137 00:14:25,760 --> 00:14:31,279 - Hi. Where's Alice? - That's right, where's Alice? Bye. 138 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:35,380 Amy! Amy! Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy. 139 00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:39,799 Listen, I, uh, got a trip. 140 00:14:40,300 --> 00:14:43,439 I'm late, and Wayne's supposed to meet me. I've got no way to call him. 141 00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:46,159 He's waiting at my Lamaze class. I just can't not show up. I... 142 00:14:46,160 --> 00:14:49,859 Amy, Amy, uh, this is important. I got a trip. 143 00:14:49,860 --> 00:14:53,140 You're not saying my life is less important? 144 00:14:55,120 --> 00:15:00,580 - Of course not. - I didn't think so. Bye. 145 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:14,660 She didn't come home. 146 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:19,260 I did notice that. 147 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:26,780 - I have a trip. - What if she doesn't get back? 148 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:30,319 Well, I'll just go down to the corner and offer the first person I see... 149 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,659 - five bucks to stay with you. - Michael. 150 00:15:32,660 --> 00:15:35,300 Okay, ten bucks. 151 00:15:47,320 --> 00:15:49,740 You're so pretty. 152 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:54,159 Twenty minutes, lights out. 153 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:56,580 - Okay? - Okay. 154 00:16:05,280 --> 00:16:07,900 You're okay. 155 00:16:10,980 --> 00:16:13,839 I've called everyone we know. 156 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:17,640 Hospitals, the school. 157 00:16:19,400 --> 00:16:22,279 - You're up. - I'm supposed to be up. 158 00:16:22,280 --> 00:16:26,020 I'm just supposed to be doing it in Chicago. 159 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:38,540 Hey! Stop that. 160 00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:42,239 You got a trip. 161 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:44,239 Really? 162 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:46,959 I better get a move on. 163 00:16:46,960 --> 00:16:53,540 - I forgot that. I'm sorry. I owe you a trip. - What happened? 164 00:16:58,200 --> 00:16:59,749 We went for a drink. 165 00:16:59,750 --> 00:17:02,519 - Pam? - Yeah, Pam. 166 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:04,839 My friend. She needed me. She needed to talk. 167 00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:08,039 She needed me 'cause Joe is an asshole. 168 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:10,999 I'm glad she needed you 'cause she's the one who got you. 169 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:14,099 - Nobody else got a fucking phone call. - We were just talking. 170 00:17:14,100 --> 00:17:17,199 She was crying and, and, uh... 171 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:19,959 Ah, when I looked at the time, I just figured you were asleep. 172 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:21,979 So, uh... 173 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:25,439 I... I... I don't know how I forgot the trip. 174 00:17:25,440 --> 00:17:28,340 I don't know either. 175 00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:34,319 Christ, Michael. 176 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:38,460 You don't know what I go through. You don't have a fucking clue. 177 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:43,879 - What do you go through? - My job, for one. 178 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:47,599 The girls and, and running this place... 179 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:50,079 and I know a lot of women go through the same thing... 180 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:52,860 but their husbands aren't gone half the time. 181 00:17:54,800 --> 00:17:59,639 I miss you... when you go. 182 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:18,299 You got pressures, you come to me. 183 00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:21,539 Why do that to you? What are you supposed to do with all that? 184 00:18:21,540 --> 00:18:23,699 You let me worry about that. 185 00:18:23,700 --> 00:18:28,300 I'm gonna trade Ed Buckley for a trip to Mexico for a week and we're gonna disappear. 186 00:18:29,260 --> 00:18:31,479 Would you like that? 187 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,320 Would you like to disappear? 188 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,679 Go get some candy from Grandpa. 189 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:45,159 And Mama Andretti. 190 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:49,340 Hello, Casey, Casey! How are you? 191 00:18:50,220 --> 00:18:51,919 Look what I got for you. See? 192 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:56,759 - I'm not staying with her. - Shshh, hey, it's gonna be okay, honey. 193 00:18:56,760 --> 00:18:59,259 Yeah, but she doesn't care about us. 194 00:18:59,260 --> 00:19:01,979 Listen, she's crazy about you, and she's gonna spoil you rotten. 195 00:19:01,980 --> 00:19:05,219 - Hi, Mom. How are you? Thanks for coming. - Hello, Michael, dear. 196 00:19:05,220 --> 00:19:08,079 - She still puts you down, and I don't like it. - Hey. 197 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:12,379 You're gonna have to cut Grandma a little bit of slack. She hasn't had the easiest life. 198 00:19:12,380 --> 00:19:14,120 Jessica. 199 00:19:15,040 --> 00:19:19,039 - How's my sweet angel? - Oh, just fine, Mom. 200 00:19:19,040 --> 00:19:21,619 - How are you? - Have you lost weight? 201 00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:24,639 - No. No. - I guess you're just tired. 202 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:26,249 Hello, Jessie. 203 00:19:26,250 --> 00:19:28,539 - I wish I had time to be tired. - Give me a smile. 204 00:19:28,540 --> 00:19:30,359 - Come on. Give me a big smile! - Walter! 205 00:19:30,360 --> 00:19:31,529 Don't let Michael carry... 206 00:19:31,530 --> 00:19:33,639 - all those bags in by himself! - I'm sorry. 207 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:35,319 It's all right, Ma. It's only two bags. 208 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:38,519 Give him the small one. He likes to feel useful. 209 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:40,979 I got it, I got it. 210 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:44,719 Mom, can I get you anything before we fly off and leave you with the kids? 211 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:48,279 The best thing you can do for me is just have the grandest time in the world... 212 00:19:48,280 --> 00:19:50,919 and come home rested, please? 213 00:19:51,420 --> 00:19:53,039 - Hello. - You know what? 214 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,799 When Mama comes home, we're gonna have a big surprise for her. 215 00:19:55,800 --> 00:19:58,359 We're gonna have the whole house clean. 216 00:19:58,360 --> 00:20:00,919 Won't that be nice, huh? 217 00:20:01,420 --> 00:20:03,879 - Thanks, I gotta go. Bye. Bye, girl. - Bye. 218 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:06,000 - Thanks. Bye. Thanks. - Bye. Have fun. 219 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:10,999 Safe trip. 220 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:14,959 - Bye, Mom. I love you! - Love you! Bye! 221 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:18,460 - Okay, let's go. - Don't clean too hard. 222 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:41,079 It's a press-on tattoo. 223 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:45,180 Just in case. You never know what might happen in Mexico. 224 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:48,639 Found a guy at the beach who'll watch us have sex. 225 00:20:48,640 --> 00:20:50,759 Ooh. 226 00:20:50,760 --> 00:20:53,380 - A local? - Mm-hmm. 227 00:20:54,120 --> 00:20:57,459 - Come on, honey. - Ooh. Okay. 228 00:20:57,460 --> 00:20:59,420 Come on. 229 00:21:35,360 --> 00:21:37,879 Baby, gotta tell you something. 230 00:21:37,880 --> 00:21:39,799 Listen. 231 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:42,559 I think we should do this more often. 232 00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:45,719 I do... because... 233 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:49,359 they paid you to fly here, I got a pass... 234 00:21:49,360 --> 00:21:53,239 the hotel is a remarkable discount. 235 00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:56,380 There are meals, as you've said before, Johnny. 236 00:21:57,800 --> 00:22:00,919 You gotta eat anyway, so we can afford this. 237 00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:03,459 - Not unless they comp the drinks. - Ah. 238 00:22:03,460 --> 00:22:07,159 What's that supposed to mean, hmm? 239 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:08,019 - Hey. - You lookin' for... 240 00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:09,039 - a fight, buster? - No, I'm not. 241 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:10,749 - Buster, buster. Wait, wait, wait.... - Sit down, Alice... 242 00:22:10,750 --> 00:22:12,239 - I got a bruise here. - Alice, please. 243 00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:14,519 - Hey! Alice! - If you wanna fight, I can give you... 244 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:18,020 - all the trouble you can handle. - Sit down. Okay, great. I know you can. 245 00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:21,879 Alice, sit down. Sit! 246 00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:26,319 - Sit. - Woof. 247 00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:29,140 Alice! Alice! 248 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,060 I'm waiting for my spanking. 249 00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:04,479 I know we have pressures. 250 00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:07,220 And we need to have fun. 251 00:23:10,380 --> 00:23:15,519 But wringing you out at the end of an evening is less fun than it used to be. 252 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:19,300 And thinking back, it's been going on for quite a while, Alice. 253 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:30,100 What's wrong, baby? 254 00:23:33,500 --> 00:23:36,340 Can you talk about it? 255 00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:43,660 You scared me last night. 256 00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:53,060 Didn't you scare you? 257 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,580 Huh? What's gonna happen? 258 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:04,700 I'm gonna stop drinking so much. 259 00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:11,220 Last night was the best thing that could've happened to straighten my ass out. 260 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,880 I promise you. 261 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:21,460 I promise me. 262 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:34,679 - Hey! - Jessie! Ow! 263 00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:38,079 - Pinatas! - They're here! 264 00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:40,319 - Oh, honey, don't get dirty. - Casey! 265 00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,519 Hi... hey! 266 00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:45,719 - Someone's getting married. - Hi, pretty girl. 267 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,439 - Hi, Casey, honey. - You look wonderful. 268 00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:49,359 Hey. 269 00:24:49,360 --> 00:24:51,999 Oh, my God, I hope those pinatas aren't full of candy. 270 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,179 - Let me take this for you, darling. - Hi. Hi, Daddy. 271 00:24:54,180 --> 00:24:58,040 - Good to see ya. - Hey, Pops, how are you? 272 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:02,119 - Hi, Mom. - Hi, honey. 273 00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:06,660 - I smell Murphy's Oil. - Yes, I used it a lot. 274 00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:45,780 Shit! 275 00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:31,660 Well, everything's fine on the curb. 276 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:36,119 Garbage compulsion. I feel much better now. 277 00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:39,260 Come on, baby, it's late. 278 00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:52,980 Casey. 279 00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:59,580 You're not going to Dana's. 280 00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:10,639 Case, I think we're gonna have to fill out one of these homicide reports for Felicia. 281 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:15,260 - She's soaking off her make-up. - Oh. 282 00:28:24,980 --> 00:28:26,669 Did I miss something? 283 00:28:26,670 --> 00:28:29,879 She didn't do her book report, so she can't go to Dana's. 284 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:32,849 - It's not due till Monday. - I told you last night... 285 00:28:32,850 --> 00:28:34,519 not to save it for the weekend... 286 00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:37,099 - to make sure that you did it on... - Good morning. Good morning. 287 00:28:37,100 --> 00:28:41,400 Good morning. Good morning, the first words out of our mouths. 288 00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:48,860 I think we have all we can handle right now with our coffee and our little spoon. 289 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:55,219 You go to Dana's, and the report gets done first thing Saturday... 290 00:28:55,220 --> 00:28:58,939 - and not last thing Sunday, okay? - What's the difference? 291 00:28:58,940 --> 00:29:00,779 The difference between me helping you do it... 292 00:29:00,780 --> 00:29:03,700 and me pulling your lungs out through your belly button. 293 00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:56,619 - Sorry I'm late. - That's okay. 294 00:29:56,620 --> 00:30:02,380 Um, Casey's taking a nap and... Jess is teaching Samantha how to use a computer. 295 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:08,940 - You all right? - I... whoa. 296 00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:13,099 I had lunch at this Thai place, and, uh... 297 00:30:13,100 --> 00:30:16,079 something in the oil, maybe, but... 298 00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:19,199 I'll be fine. See you tomorrow. 299 00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:23,039 Uh, Alice, um, I can call my mom. I'm sure I can stay and make some supper. 300 00:30:23,040 --> 00:30:26,799 I said, see you tomorrow. 301 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:30,239 - Alice, I think you should... - Ah, ah, Amy. 302 00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:31,919 Go home. 303 00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:33,220 Okay? 304 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:36,959 Please! 305 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,560 Go home. 306 00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:45,020 You get some rest. 307 00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:49,140 And I'll call you a little later. 308 00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:58,539 Mom, look. Samantha drew a Buick on the computer. 309 00:30:58,540 --> 00:31:02,840 - It's green. - Do your homework. 310 00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,300 Mom? 311 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,620 Mom? 312 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:39,119 - Mom, are you sick? - I said... 313 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,740 do your homework! 314 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:08,060 Mom, are you sick? 315 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:17,380 I did my homework! That's all I wanted to tell you! 316 00:32:45,880 --> 00:32:48,500 Good girl. 317 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:55,300 Jess! 318 00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,100 Mom? 319 00:33:21,460 --> 00:33:23,380 Mom? 320 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:44,780 Is there a Michael Green? Michael Green? 321 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:49,779 - Switchboard tracking you down, I guess. - Thank you. 322 00:33:49,780 --> 00:33:51,399 Hello. 323 00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:53,839 Jess, what's the matter, honey? 324 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:56,639 - Mommy died. - What? 325 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:59,279 She just fell through the shower door and... 326 00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:01,879 all the glass is all shattered and on the floor... 327 00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:05,260 and she's laying in the middle of it. 328 00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:10,239 Jess, listen to me. I'm gonna have somebody over there right away. 329 00:34:10,240 --> 00:34:11,239 - You understand? - Okay. 330 00:34:11,240 --> 00:34:15,420 - Okay? And I'm gonna call you right back. - Okay. 331 00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:20,020 I need an outside line. 332 00:34:22,240 --> 00:34:26,600 - I need an outside line! - Sir. 333 00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:03,960 Hi. 334 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,739 You're all right. 335 00:35:09,240 --> 00:35:11,860 Doctor says. 336 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:17,100 How's Jess? 337 00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:22,220 She's really happy you're okay. 338 00:35:24,620 --> 00:35:27,600 I hit her hard, Michael. 339 00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:31,319 - I hit her so hard. - It's all right. 340 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:34,180 She's fine. 341 00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:37,679 We're gonna get you better so it doesn't happen again. 342 00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:40,300 All right? 343 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:45,239 - God, just don't hate me. - Mmm. 344 00:35:45,240 --> 00:35:48,479 Because I'll die if you do. 345 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:52,100 That thought would never enter my mind. 346 00:35:56,760 --> 00:36:00,379 I start at 4:00 in the morning, and it goes all day. 347 00:36:00,380 --> 00:36:03,399 I drink in the john, I drink... 348 00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:09,260 in the closet, and I drink in the kids' room when they're not there. 349 00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:15,199 You know how when we... go out to the car... 350 00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:19,500 - and I have to go back inside for a second? - Mm-hmm. 351 00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:25,420 I have to be high to do anything. 352 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,220 And I'm scared all the time. 353 00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:35,660 - I drank for Casey's goddam birthday party. - So did I. 354 00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:39,780 I drink a quart a day. 355 00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:47,140 It's vodka, so you couldn't smell it. 356 00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,879 How come I didn't see this? 357 00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:56,700 Because I hid it. 358 00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:10,020 You were scared. 359 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:17,020 - God, what am I gonna do? - We'll figure it out. 360 00:37:18,240 --> 00:37:21,119 I don't want you to worry about it. 361 00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,639 I'm gonna find you the best treatment... 362 00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:27,220 the best in the fucking world. 363 00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:32,980 You're not alone, honey. Never. 364 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:36,580 Never. 365 00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:52,759 - Okay, girls, I'll see you later. - Bye. 366 00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:56,820 - Amy. - Oh, I'll just wait in the kitchen. 367 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:02,580 Okay. 368 00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:06,259 So... 369 00:38:06,260 --> 00:38:10,679 we'll talk on the phone and you'll come see me. 370 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:14,990 - And then I'll be home. - And we'll go to the beach? 371 00:38:18,780 --> 00:38:24,980 - Are you gonna take care of your sister? - I'm gonna take care of Daddy. 372 00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:33,620 Sorry, baby. 373 00:38:34,060 --> 00:38:37,100 It will never happen again. 374 00:38:43,520 --> 00:38:46,540 Mommy loves you. 375 00:39:19,300 --> 00:39:22,079 - That's us. - Hi. 376 00:39:22,080 --> 00:39:24,759 Uh, we're Alice Green. 377 00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:26,819 Hi. Welcome. 378 00:39:26,820 --> 00:39:30,639 Alice, before we check you in, I need to look through your bag. 379 00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:35,020 Is that all right with you? It's strictly routine. 380 00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,239 We've got all your paperwork, so... 381 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:50,540 everything's ready. Um, sorry. 382 00:39:55,240 --> 00:39:59,100 So, come on, Alice, and we'll get you checked in. 383 00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:06,060 Just Alice. 384 00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,940 Give me a minute. 385 00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:17,839 I'll call you tonight. 386 00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:20,639 - I'm sorry. There's no phone calls. - Excuse me, uh... 387 00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:23,319 She's my wife. She can call me whenever she needs to call me. 388 00:40:23,320 --> 00:40:25,879 She'll be in detox until Tuesday... 389 00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,679 and she'll be busy getting well. 390 00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:32,060 She'll call you as soon as she can after that. 391 00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:56,060 - I love you. - I love you. 392 00:41:06,240 --> 00:41:10,619 # I can hear her heart beat # 393 00:41:10,620 --> 00:41:13,219 # From a thousand miles # 394 00:41:13,220 --> 00:41:16,699 # Yeah, the heavens open # 395 00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:20,700 # Every time she smiles # 396 00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:24,439 # And when I come to her # 397 00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:27,179 # That's where I belong # 398 00:41:27,180 --> 00:41:31,439 # And I'm runnin' to her # 399 00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:33,879 # Like a love song # 400 00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:38,119 # She gimme love, love, love, love # 401 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:40,879 # Crazy love # 402 00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:45,059 # She gimme love, love, love, love # 403 00:41:45,060 --> 00:41:48,119 # Crazy love # 404 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:52,159 # She gimme love, love, love, love # 405 00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:54,939 # Crazy love # 406 00:41:54,940 --> 00:41:57,360 Jess? 407 00:41:58,240 --> 00:42:00,959 It's 6:00 in the morning. 408 00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:02,959 Kids are unbelievable. 409 00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:06,319 First she wants French toast, then she wants tuna. 410 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:09,260 And then she wants a cucumber sandwich. 411 00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:14,979 Case! 412 00:42:14,980 --> 00:42:17,139 Wanna know what she finally eats? 413 00:42:17,140 --> 00:42:20,239 - She ate fruit. - She ate fruit. 414 00:42:20,240 --> 00:42:21,999 Right. 415 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,839 My hair hurts. 416 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,940 Casey, is that you? 417 00:42:28,660 --> 00:42:31,599 - Oh! God. - I did her hair. 418 00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:35,679 Oh, I like it. Let's see that hairdo. 419 00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:39,359 Ooh, that's a little tight there. Let me see that. 420 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,119 - Ow! - Ooh, sorry! 421 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:44,639 - Mommy does it better. - Oh, Mommy does everything better. 422 00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:48,159 She cooks better, she looks better, she kisses better. 423 00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:50,799 Mommy's a better person. 424 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:53,839 You know, I bet you have a lot of questions... 425 00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:56,319 things you're feeling about Mommy. 426 00:42:56,320 --> 00:42:58,239 We could talk about that. 427 00:42:58,240 --> 00:43:00,979 See, like if you're sad or scared or angry or something... 428 00:43:00,980 --> 00:43:04,380 - you could just... - What's a alcoholic? 429 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:14,119 Someone with a bad habit, you know, like if you drank stuff that made you sick. 430 00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:18,739 But you really liked it, so you kept drinking it and it kept making you sick. 431 00:43:18,740 --> 00:43:21,600 Wouldn't you want to learn how to stop? 432 00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:28,479 - What's a alcoholic? - It's why she does all that stuff. 433 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:32,559 When she does all that stuff, like when she talks like she's sleepy... 434 00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:36,799 forgets stuff, and when she's sad. 435 00:43:36,800 --> 00:43:39,460 When she cries? 436 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:44,100 She cries in the bathroom. 437 00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:58,740 She, she did that a lot, I bet, huh? 438 00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:09,260 Your hair is so pretty. 439 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:14,540 You know, Mommy can't wait to get back just to brush it? 440 00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:28,419 I got it. Alice? 441 00:44:28,420 --> 00:44:31,399 I'm Dr. Mendez. I'm a counsellor. 442 00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:35,019 You know you're supposed to be in community now? 443 00:44:35,020 --> 00:44:38,060 Your nurse said you've got a problem? 444 00:44:38,900 --> 00:44:41,239 No problem. I don't have any problems. 445 00:44:41,240 --> 00:44:43,359 - You think I have a problem? - Yeah, at least. 446 00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,159 I just want to make a phone call. I just want to make a phone call to my husband. 447 00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:50,159 If you wanted to make a phone call to your husband, would you call that a problem? 448 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:52,959 No, but I'm not in detox dealing with an addiction. 449 00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:54,369 Look, we'll let you make a phone call... 450 00:44:54,370 --> 00:44:58,079 - as soon as... - Now! Now is when I want to call him! 451 00:44:58,080 --> 00:44:59,999 - Now! Can you understand that? - Alice... 452 00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:04,039 - Alice, look... - Can you understand fucking anything? 453 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:08,980 Yeah. I can. 454 00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:13,639 Two more days, hon. You can do this. 455 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:18,260 Hang in. Come on. 456 00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:57,079 Hello. 457 00:45:57,080 --> 00:46:00,580 - Michael. - Alice? 458 00:46:01,180 --> 00:46:04,700 - Alice? - Yeah. 459 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:06,879 You can call. 460 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:10,780 Yeah. What do you know? They let me use the phone. 461 00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:14,319 How was detox? 462 00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:16,619 It was nifty, you know. 463 00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:20,989 - I threw up like a good girl. - Great. 464 00:46:20,990 --> 00:46:24,300 Hard part's over, baby. 465 00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:31,420 Yeah, the hard part's over. Party time. 466 00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:35,820 Well, so, uh... 467 00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,980 basically, I just, uh, sit around and... 468 00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:45,059 think of you naked because, you know, you have this... 469 00:46:45,060 --> 00:46:47,420 amazing body. 470 00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:51,660 You still do, don't you? 471 00:46:52,600 --> 00:46:55,220 State of the art. 472 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:59,620 So, you'd be, what, 65 pounds now? 473 00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:10,519 Honey. 474 00:47:11,820 --> 00:47:13,639 Alice. 475 00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:15,140 Honey, you there? 476 00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:18,520 Alice. 477 00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:23,199 Yeah. 478 00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:28,460 Everyone here is pulling for you. 479 00:47:30,540 --> 00:47:36,140 Alice, they say they tear you down the first two weeks so they can build you back up. 480 00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:47,620 - Alice. - God, I'm sorry, baby. 481 00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:51,200 It's just so hard. 482 00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,479 - Honey, are you there? - Yeah. 483 00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:01,259 I'm here, baby. 484 00:48:01,260 --> 00:48:04,060 I love you. 485 00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:08,359 I miss you. 486 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:13,239 Listen, I'll see you, um, I'll see you on Sunday. 487 00:48:13,240 --> 00:48:16,439 - Okay? - The kids are so excited to see you. 488 00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:21,820 I can't talk for too long because there's, um... one phone and a whole line of people, so... 489 00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:27,139 Can you bring my grey sweatsuit? 490 00:48:27,240 --> 00:48:29,060 Yes. 491 00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:40,619 Oh, I'm just, uh, running down my list of dumb things to say right now. 492 00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:43,940 Good for you. 493 00:49:52,480 --> 00:49:55,100 You're supposed to wrap it. 494 00:49:57,920 --> 00:50:02,679 - What? - In a newspaper or a paper bag. 495 00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:05,780 So nobody sees it or something. 496 00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:13,760 Mommy tell you that? 497 00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:42,919 Hey. 498 00:50:43,720 --> 00:50:45,900 You wanna do one? 499 00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:54,380 Come on. Take your pick. 500 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:02,460 Vodka, huh? 501 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:37,540 All right. 502 00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:47,999 Let me see. 503 00:51:49,100 --> 00:51:51,719 Now if Mommy cries when she sees you... 504 00:51:51,720 --> 00:51:53,919 it's because you're beautiful. 505 00:51:53,920 --> 00:51:55,919 Okay? 506 00:51:55,920 --> 00:51:58,580 Piggyback? 507 00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:06,100 Oh, the purse. Ready? 508 00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:15,159 - Where is she? - I don't know. We'll see. 509 00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:17,940 She said she'd be out here. 510 00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:21,679 There she is. Do you see her in the hat? 511 00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:26,900 Mommy! Mommy! 512 00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:30,540 Mommy. 513 00:52:31,680 --> 00:52:34,300 Mommy. 514 00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:40,460 Hi, baby. 515 00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:46,580 Hey. 516 00:52:48,280 --> 00:52:51,700 Say hi to Mommy. 517 00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:57,180 - Hi, beautiful girl. Hi. - Hi. 518 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:03,380 You want to take 'em for a walk and I'll catch up later? 519 00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:05,839 - Hmm? Bye-bye. - Thank you. 520 00:53:05,840 --> 00:53:09,460 - Okay. - Come on, you guys. Let's go. 521 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:16,740 Art Braun left alone. 522 00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,999 - Nice shot. - Excuse me. Can you get some coffee in here? 523 00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:22,839 What do I look like, a fuckin' waitress? 524 00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:26,040 Try the striped in the side. 525 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:31,919 Hey! I saw you with Alice. 526 00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:33,679 You're her significant other. 527 00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:35,999 Good to meet you, man. Your wife's amazing. Malcolm. 528 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:38,159 - Oh, uh, Michael. - Yeah, Michael. 529 00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:39,959 - Good to know... come on in. - How are ya? No, I got the kids outside. 530 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:41,879 - Uh-uh. That's okay. This is Earl. - Hey, I'm Earl. 531 00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,799 - Hi, Earl. Michael. - Hiya. Watch the game. 532 00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,919 - No, I... I got the kids outside. Okay. - Have a seat, man. 533 00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:48,999 - Myers shooting at 50% tonight. - Well, there's that middleman. 534 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,569 Blalock is still on him. 535 00:53:50,570 --> 00:53:52,159 - Hi. How ya doin'? - Good. How are ya? 536 00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:54,479 ...moved up the lane, opened up that soft spot. 537 00:53:54,480 --> 00:53:57,540 It's clear on the other side there... 538 00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:02,949 Come on, Malcolm. 539 00:54:02,950 --> 00:54:06,439 Been a while since you watched a game without a beer? 540 00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:09,119 - Me? - You. 541 00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:13,520 Actually, uh, I don... I don... I don't, uh, drink much. 542 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:19,319 Can you believe that, man? 543 00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:23,399 I been there, man. Denial. 544 00:54:23,400 --> 00:54:26,039 - Jesus. - Ain't just a river in Egypt. 545 00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:28,439 - Hey, shut up! - Cork it, Danny. 546 00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:31,319 Are you guys sayin' that this dude don't drink? 547 00:54:31,320 --> 00:54:35,879 - I'm sayin' shut the fuck up, man! - Fellas. Fellas, my fault. 548 00:54:35,880 --> 00:54:39,319 Hey. It's a cunning, baffling disease, man. 549 00:54:39,320 --> 00:54:41,199 The man doesn't have a problem, pecker-face. You do! 550 00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:43,519 Cunning and baffling disease. 551 00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:46,639 - Save it for group, man. Save it for group. - Yeah! 552 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:50,719 - Nah, not in group, Earl. - Save it for group, all right? Yo, Earl, man. 553 00:54:50,720 --> 00:54:54,260 - I like your new friends. - Oh, d'you meet Malcolm? 554 00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:56,999 - Big black guy. - Cokehead. 555 00:54:57,000 --> 00:55:00,660 - We hit it off. - The girls are with him. 556 00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:03,159 Right now? 557 00:55:03,560 --> 00:55:07,439 Oh, come on, Michael. He's not a child molester. 558 00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:10,060 He's an armed robber. 559 00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:22,040 What? 560 00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:26,559 Well. 561 00:55:27,760 --> 00:55:32,100 Whatever you think of these people, Michael, think that of me, because it fits. 562 00:55:37,720 --> 00:55:40,820 - I thought you'd quit. - I did. 563 00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:46,100 Malcolm and I, um... 564 00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:48,759 really talk, you know? 565 00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:51,199 Talk about everything. 566 00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:53,859 Everything. 567 00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:58,399 We have a lot in common, and the truth is that right... right now... 568 00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:01,340 I really need these people. 569 00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:05,279 I'm glad you have 'em. 570 00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:08,620 And when you come home, you'll have me. 571 00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,879 What's wrong, Alice? 572 00:56:18,080 --> 00:56:21,020 You were fine when the kids were around. What's wrong? 573 00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:24,220 Long day. 574 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:28,559 - Hey. - Hi. 575 00:56:29,160 --> 00:56:32,140 Gary, this is Michael. 576 00:56:33,280 --> 00:56:35,900 Hi. 577 00:56:37,160 --> 00:56:39,299 - Feel like I know you. - Oh, yeah? 578 00:56:39,300 --> 00:56:43,079 Yeah. Your wife's a very comforting person. 579 00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:45,839 - Yes. - Very. 580 00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:48,799 Do you mind if I talk to her for a second? 581 00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:51,319 - No. - I just need... just for a second. 582 00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:53,479 - I'll just be one second. What's the matter? - Okay. 583 00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:55,679 Uh... 584 00:56:55,680 --> 00:56:57,860 I'm sorry. 585 00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:13,260 Sheila... called me. 586 00:58:54,680 --> 00:58:56,459 Bob. Bobby! 587 00:58:56,460 --> 00:58:59,739 No, that's not what I said. I have never turned the company down in an emergency before. 588 00:58:59,740 --> 00:59:02,759 - This is a first. Bob! Bob, I... - Give me it! Give me it! 589 00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:06,999 I am not gonna leave my kids for four days with Alice gone! I mean, ah, well, I'm certainly... 590 00:59:07,000 --> 00:59:10,059 not gonna bring Alice's mother into the picture at this point in their lives. 591 00:59:10,060 --> 00:59:12,919 - They have enough grief already. Amy! - Give me it! Give me it! 592 00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:15,319 - What? - Come on! Give me it! 593 00:59:15,320 --> 00:59:17,919 Roll-backs? Will you settle down? Amy! 594 00:59:17,920 --> 00:59:20,879 - Amy! Amy! Hello? - No! 595 00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:24,420 What do roll-backs have to do with this, Bob? 596 00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:28,519 Oh, Bobby. Why don't you just save the little subtle threats. 597 00:59:28,520 --> 00:59:30,799 It's making me embarrassed for you. Amy! Listen, hold... 598 00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:33,340 Can you hold on a second? Hold on. 599 00:59:37,200 --> 00:59:41,559 Hey! Hey! What is this? What is this? Huh? Get up! Get up right now! 600 00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:44,279 - She bit me. She bit me hard. - Did you bite her? 601 00:59:44,280 --> 00:59:45,999 - Yeah. - Well, that's no excuse! 602 00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:49,239 This is your baby sister, and you could hurt her. Huh? You're much bigger than her. 603 00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:51,519 You should be loving each other, you understand me? 604 00:59:51,520 --> 00:59:52,749 Now who spilled this Coke? 605 00:59:52,750 --> 00:59:53,839 - She did it. - She did it. 606 00:59:53,840 --> 00:59:54,829 Who? 607 00:59:54,830 --> 00:59:56,399 - She did it! - She did it! 608 00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,460 Right. In bed, right now. 609 01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:06,700 Ah, don't you hear those kids fighting? 610 01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:11,599 I haven't eaten all day. It's 10:00. 611 01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:16,519 - Why don't you put 'em to bed? - I did. They just keep poppin' back up. 612 01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:19,039 They miss their mother, Michael. They're out of control. 613 01:00:19,040 --> 01:00:21,559 They spilled some Coke, Amy. 614 01:00:21,560 --> 01:00:25,479 - I'll get it in a minute. - In a minute? It is soaking into the rug! 615 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:28,279 Don't yell at me. I am workin' overtime to help you out. 616 01:00:28,280 --> 01:00:30,400 Okay. 617 01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:33,740 Where are the paper towels? 618 01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:38,120 There are no paper towels. 619 01:00:38,600 --> 01:00:41,879 Jesus Christ, I am in a crisis here. I need some help. 620 01:00:41,880 --> 01:00:45,079 I need someone that can look around the house, and when there are no paper towels... 621 01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:49,159 they go to the goddam store and buy some paper towels. 622 01:00:49,160 --> 01:00:51,759 I mean, how many goddam stores do you pass on the way home from school... 623 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:54,639 that are filled with paper towels? 624 01:00:54,940 --> 01:00:58,480 I need someone to use a little common sense around here. 625 01:01:02,380 --> 01:01:04,980 Why don't you get somebody else? 626 01:01:10,480 --> 01:01:13,199 Amy. Amy. Amy. 627 01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:18,540 Amy, I... I wa... Amy, I didn't... I was kidding. I... Amy, I might have... 628 01:01:22,680 --> 01:01:25,340 Oh, no. 629 01:01:27,360 --> 01:01:30,300 Oh, no. No. 630 01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:39,300 - Bob. - ...make a call, please hang up and try again. 631 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:45,639 - I'm not gonna do it. - I don't have another choice, Jess. 632 01:01:45,640 --> 01:01:51,139 - This isn't fair. - Well, you know, sometimes life isn't fair. 633 01:01:51,140 --> 01:01:52,759 - Hi, Lisa. - Hi, Gigi. 634 01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:55,839 I told you, Jess, they're tryin' to get rid of the experienced pilots. 635 01:01:55,840 --> 01:01:57,549 They wanna bring in kids. 636 01:01:58,050 --> 01:02:02,559 - Kids can't fly planes. - Not kid kids. Men kids. 637 01:02:02,560 --> 01:02:03,939 I'm not living with her... 638 01:02:03,940 --> 01:02:05,559 - and you can't make me. - It's four days, Jess. 639 01:02:05,560 --> 01:02:07,969 - Four days. - Well, why can't we live with Amy? 640 01:02:07,970 --> 01:02:11,159 - She loves us. - I tried that. She won't talk to me. 641 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:14,959 - Well, whose fault is that? - Look now, this is not a vote. 642 01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:17,239 - I am your father. I'm asking... - No, you're not. 643 01:02:17,240 --> 01:02:20,940 Oh, yes, I am. I am the only father you've got, little girl. 644 01:02:22,560 --> 01:02:25,839 - Okay, here it is. - I know things are tough, Jess. 645 01:02:25,840 --> 01:02:28,460 But Mommy's sick... 646 01:02:28,960 --> 01:02:34,319 and I'm all alone, and we need to pitch in. It's time you understand that. 647 01:02:34,320 --> 01:02:37,819 I'm gonna go to my dad. 648 01:02:37,820 --> 01:02:42,600 Your dad calls you from Oregon maybe twice a year. 649 01:02:43,480 --> 01:02:47,999 Plenty of times. All the time. And you don't know! 650 01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:52,059 - I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean that. - I'm gonna go to my mom! 651 01:02:52,060 --> 01:02:53,760 Shit! 652 01:02:55,880 --> 01:02:59,159 - Jess. Jess. - I'm goin' to my mom! 653 01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:01,679 - Jess. - I want her. 654 01:03:01,680 --> 01:03:03,999 - I want my mom! - I know. I know, sweetie. 655 01:03:04,000 --> 01:03:06,879 Let go of me. Stop it! 656 01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:09,399 - Stop it! Let me... - I know. It's okay. 657 01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:12,919 - Let me go! I want my mom! - We'll work it out. Okay, we'll work it out. 658 01:03:12,920 --> 01:03:15,080 We'll work it out. 659 01:03:16,400 --> 01:03:20,040 - I want my mom. - I want your mom too. 660 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:32,420 What's wrong? 661 01:03:33,160 --> 01:03:35,819 It's no fun to eat shit. 662 01:03:36,320 --> 01:03:38,679 So don't. 663 01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:41,340 Then you'd be stuck with Grandma. 664 01:03:45,600 --> 01:03:48,220 Let's go in. 665 01:03:50,940 --> 01:03:52,260 Come on. 666 01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:00,260 Wait for me here. 667 01:04:08,080 --> 01:04:10,319 You. 668 01:04:10,320 --> 01:04:12,980 Me? 669 01:04:14,240 --> 01:04:16,559 What did you just say about me? 670 01:04:16,560 --> 01:04:20,660 That you were the one... with the paper towels. 671 01:04:23,760 --> 01:04:27,719 Guilty. I'm very sorry I did that. 672 01:04:27,720 --> 01:04:30,059 Can I talk to you a second in the kitchen or someplace? 673 01:04:30,060 --> 01:04:34,079 Don't bother. Nobody speaks English, except my cousin Vu. 674 01:04:34,080 --> 01:04:36,780 And I'd love to hear this. 675 01:04:39,760 --> 01:04:42,340 Uh, okay. 676 01:04:44,240 --> 01:04:47,279 I got a trip. 677 01:04:47,280 --> 01:04:49,839 If I don't go, I get fired. 678 01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:52,860 I don't wanna leave Jess with her grandma. 679 01:04:55,160 --> 01:04:58,260 Why is this my problem? 680 01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:01,599 Actually, it's not. 681 01:05:01,600 --> 01:05:05,480 So, you're basically begging? 682 01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:12,740 Well, it worked. 683 01:05:22,240 --> 01:05:25,380 You gonna leave without saying goodbye? 684 01:05:27,240 --> 01:05:31,880 It's okay. You don't have to tell me nothin'. 685 01:05:34,080 --> 01:05:36,660 Ready to go, huh? 686 01:05:39,120 --> 01:05:41,440 I don't know. 687 01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:45,980 I don't know how I'm gonna do anything any more. 688 01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:55,879 You know, you're supposed to give me an answer here. 689 01:05:55,880 --> 01:05:57,959 You're supposed to say something very encouraging. 690 01:05:57,960 --> 01:06:01,519 - This is why you get those big bucks. - No, no. 691 01:06:01,520 --> 01:06:07,020 They tried to tell me that shit when I first went home and it never did me a damn bit of good. 692 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:11,159 - When you first went home? - Yeah, that's right. 693 01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:13,820 Two-time loser. 694 01:06:16,520 --> 01:06:20,340 I know you're scared shitless, 'cause I sure as hell was. 695 01:06:22,920 --> 01:06:25,660 There's no easy way through it. 696 01:06:26,320 --> 01:06:29,100 You just gotta do the work. 697 01:06:32,360 --> 01:06:34,980 I'm gonna disappoint him. 698 01:06:35,920 --> 01:06:38,079 This is not the person that he married. 699 01:06:38,080 --> 01:06:40,919 I don't know who this is supposed to be now. 700 01:06:40,920 --> 01:06:43,580 Well, who was the other person? 701 01:06:44,480 --> 01:06:48,380 Well, every now and then, let's face it, she was... she was a blast. 702 01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:54,300 A... And I'm not gonna be fun. 703 01:06:55,460 --> 01:07:01,219 Mm-hmm. That's exactly what happened to me, when I first went home. 704 01:07:01,220 --> 01:07:04,060 Exactly. 705 01:07:04,720 --> 01:07:07,919 So everything turned out okay in the end, right? 706 01:07:07,920 --> 01:07:11,900 No. We got divorced. 707 01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:42,959 # Oh, sacred place it's with my soul and body # 708 01:07:42,960 --> 01:07:45,279 # There's a rainbow above me # 709 01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:50,319 # That the storm clouds hide and calm # 710 01:07:50,920 --> 01:07:53,199 # We will never die # 711 01:07:53,200 --> 01:07:55,519 # But the magic, it comes # 712 01:07:55,520 --> 01:07:59,660 # Springs from above # 713 01:08:01,280 --> 01:08:04,580 # Love # 714 01:08:10,520 --> 01:08:13,700 # Love # 715 01:08:20,720 --> 01:08:25,959 # We laugh sometimes but it's a little word like love # 716 01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:30,559 # Make our earthly home heaven above # 717 01:08:30,560 --> 01:08:35,719 # And there is no sorrow heaven cannot heal # 718 01:08:35,720 --> 01:08:37,999 # A fire within # 719 01:08:38,000 --> 01:08:42,940 # No cross, no crown # 720 01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:49,459 # Runnin' from mercy heavin' and cold # 721 01:08:49,460 --> 01:08:54,059 # Swim in our sleep down in oceans of joy # 722 01:08:54,060 --> 01:08:58,959 # Died in the arms of a natural life # 723 01:08:58,960 --> 01:09:08,319 # Wakin' our happiness drowning in life Wakin' our happiness drowning in life # 724 01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:10,780 # Ooh-ooh # 725 01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:16,260 # Ooh-ooh # 726 01:09:16,720 --> 01:09:19,820 # Ooh-ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh # 727 01:09:22,320 --> 01:09:24,740 # Ooh-ooh # 728 01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:29,500 Wake 'em up. 729 01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:35,580 Come on. Wake 'em up. You're dyin' to wake 'em up. 730 01:09:36,040 --> 01:09:38,780 I promised them. 731 01:09:45,840 --> 01:09:47,799 Mommy. 732 01:09:47,800 --> 01:09:52,959 - Hi. - Michael, you said you'd wake me up. 733 01:09:52,960 --> 01:09:55,919 Mommy. 734 01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:59,439 - Casey. - Jessie, shh-shh-shh. 735 01:09:59,440 --> 01:10:02,100 Casey, it's Mom. 736 01:10:03,200 --> 01:10:05,540 Casey. 737 01:10:08,440 --> 01:10:10,900 Mommy. 738 01:10:51,240 --> 01:10:55,439 Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! 739 01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:57,759 - Stop! Stop it! - Give me it! 740 01:10:57,760 --> 01:11:01,179 - Give me it! - Hold it! Hold it, both of you. 741 01:11:01,180 --> 01:11:03,119 - She said I could use it. - Yeah, but she's breaking it! 742 01:11:03,120 --> 01:11:06,159 - Mine's already broken. - Give me it! 743 01:11:06,160 --> 01:11:08,749 - Now it's mine. Come here. - Hey, hey, hey. Ho, ho, ho. 744 01:11:08,750 --> 01:11:10,239 What's the baby problems? 745 01:11:10,240 --> 01:11:13,679 First guy to say one word loses, okay? Whatever this is... 746 01:11:13,680 --> 01:11:15,799 you don't need to bother Mommy about it. 747 01:11:15,800 --> 01:11:18,599 - Michael, we'll be okay. - All short guys, upstairs. 748 01:11:18,600 --> 01:11:19,569 Because we were just... 749 01:11:19,570 --> 01:11:20,959 - We were just sorting out... - I'll be up in two minutes. 750 01:11:20,960 --> 01:11:23,580 - Upstairs. - We were just... 751 01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:28,620 Did you hear me? Go! 752 01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:31,500 Yes. Go. 753 01:11:33,040 --> 01:11:36,079 We were ju... we were just workin' it out. 754 01:11:36,080 --> 01:11:40,559 Sounded like it. Finish your work. I'll settle their hash. 755 01:11:40,560 --> 01:11:43,580 We've been doin' Walkman wars all month. 756 01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:49,399 See, Michael, I'd rather handle their fights lately. 757 01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:50,589 That's all you need, babe. 758 01:11:50,590 --> 01:11:53,079 Oh. Well, what does that mean? I'm not up to it? 759 01:11:53,080 --> 01:11:56,479 Oh, no. No, Mr District Attorney. My wife is perfect. 760 01:11:56,480 --> 01:11:59,580 She's really perfect. You hear me? 761 01:12:01,360 --> 01:12:03,759 Thank you for the vote of confidence. 762 01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:05,839 What, I'm being, uh, overly, uh... 763 01:12:05,840 --> 01:12:08,319 - Attentive. A little bit. Yeah. - Attentive. 764 01:12:08,320 --> 01:12:12,599 Like I'm pregnant or psychotic or like I'm made of glass. 765 01:12:12,600 --> 01:12:15,559 You're handling play dates... 766 01:12:15,560 --> 01:12:19,079 polishing toilets, shopping up a storm. 767 01:12:19,080 --> 01:12:21,199 - A storm. - Yeah, have you looked in the freezer lately? 768 01:12:21,200 --> 01:12:23,399 Because there's like 83 cans of frozen orange juice in there... 769 01:12:23,400 --> 01:12:26,479 if you can see past all the frozen waffles. 770 01:12:26,480 --> 01:12:31,319 - The kids like 'em now. - Ah. Oh. "Now". 771 01:12:31,320 --> 01:12:34,780 The post shameful incarceration era. 772 01:12:35,640 --> 01:12:38,460 That's what we like to call it. 773 01:12:42,320 --> 01:12:45,220 Sorry. 774 01:12:48,720 --> 01:12:52,460 So, I was thinking... 775 01:12:57,200 --> 01:12:59,820 about this weekend. 776 01:13:04,400 --> 01:13:09,260 I call Ed and trade him for the Mexico route. 777 01:13:10,440 --> 01:13:13,660 - I spoke to Amy. - Amy, yeah. 778 01:13:16,240 --> 01:13:19,799 Michael, don't you think this is all just a little bit inappropriate? 779 01:13:19,800 --> 01:13:21,519 What? 780 01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:26,540 I mean, maybe I should learn to live in reality before I start trying to escape from it again. 781 01:13:35,880 --> 01:13:40,919 I mean, Rachel was in my group. She... she's 46. She taught Russian history at Berkeley. 782 01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:42,999 She has two kids. Sh... her family has money... 783 01:13:43,000 --> 01:13:47,239 and she was living under a bench in Golden Gate park for three years... 784 01:13:47,240 --> 01:13:49,759 before her sister found her there. 785 01:13:49,760 --> 01:13:52,740 Do you think that can't happen to me? 786 01:14:00,400 --> 01:14:03,900 Ask me how much I want a drink right now. 787 01:14:13,760 --> 01:14:16,039 How come we haven't talked about this? 788 01:14:16,040 --> 01:14:20,140 How come we haven't talked about a lot of things? 789 01:14:21,840 --> 01:14:24,039 I think... I think maybe we should see someone. 790 01:14:24,040 --> 01:14:27,439 At... at... at the place, they said that sometimes it's good... 791 01:14:27,440 --> 01:14:30,980 for a couple to see someone who knows about this stuff. 792 01:14:32,200 --> 01:14:35,060 You mean like a licensed contractor? 793 01:14:38,280 --> 01:14:40,900 You would do that? 794 01:14:41,440 --> 01:14:44,420 Only if you were incredibly grateful. 795 01:14:55,640 --> 01:14:57,839 And this is ever since you've been back? 796 01:14:57,840 --> 01:15:00,239 Mm-hmm. 797 01:15:00,240 --> 01:15:02,860 Mm-hmm. The... I'm, uh... 798 01:15:04,000 --> 01:15:06,199 just agitated and pissed off... 799 01:15:06,200 --> 01:15:09,740 and it seems unreasonable to me, and I... and it's... 800 01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:14,999 I feel like I'm, uh, being unfair, and, uh... 801 01:15:15,000 --> 01:15:19,499 I... I... especially to Michael, because he's been trying to be sweet, and he's really... 802 01:15:19,500 --> 01:15:23,260 He really... you know, he just wants to be there for me. 803 01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:28,399 So you're saying that there's a problem in your marriage and that it's your fault. 804 01:15:28,400 --> 01:15:30,919 No, I don't think that's what she said at all. 805 01:15:30,920 --> 01:15:32,949 I'm sorry, Alice. Is that what you meant to say? 806 01:15:32,950 --> 01:15:33,839 What I heard was that... 807 01:15:33,840 --> 01:15:35,679 - she's irritated and she can't get a handle on it. - No, I didn't mean to say that... 808 01:15:35,680 --> 01:15:38,460 and, Michael, I can talk for myself. 809 01:15:41,440 --> 01:15:43,439 So, how do you feel right now? 810 01:15:43,440 --> 01:15:46,780 I'm irritated. I'm irritated. 811 01:15:47,760 --> 01:15:50,639 Because he does this sometimes. He just does this. He just... 812 01:15:50,640 --> 01:15:53,519 Like he... I was trying to settle a fight between the two girls... 813 01:15:53,520 --> 01:15:57,199 and he kind of came in and he took over. 814 01:15:57,200 --> 01:16:00,799 And it pissed me off, you know? It just pissed me off. 815 01:16:00,800 --> 01:16:05,340 - This is since you've been back. - Yeah. Well... 816 01:16:08,240 --> 01:16:11,719 No, he's al... he's always done that. 817 01:16:11,720 --> 01:16:14,599 - Like? - Like the time that... 818 01:16:14,600 --> 01:16:19,100 Jess wouldn't do her homework, so I said she couldn't go to her girlfriend's house... 819 01:16:19,720 --> 01:16:25,820 and he came into the kitchen, and he took over again and erased everything I did. 820 01:16:27,280 --> 01:16:29,980 Belittled me in front of them. 821 01:16:31,760 --> 01:16:34,000 When was this? 822 01:16:36,000 --> 01:16:41,380 When you told me I had all I could handle with my coffee and my little spoon. 823 01:16:45,080 --> 01:16:47,599 What was that about, Michael? 824 01:16:47,600 --> 01:16:50,919 It was a joke, to begin with. 825 01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:53,140 And... 826 01:16:54,720 --> 01:16:59,260 she was very hung over, and I was trying to help. 827 01:17:03,080 --> 01:17:05,700 So, Michael, how do you feel? 828 01:17:08,360 --> 01:17:12,439 - Manipulated. Irritated. - Why? 829 01:17:12,440 --> 01:17:16,220 Because we're here to... to be closer to one another. 830 01:17:18,120 --> 01:17:21,820 And talking over your problems isn't getting closer? 831 01:17:27,280 --> 01:17:31,439 Michael, have you ever thought about going to an Al-Anon meeting? 832 01:17:31,440 --> 01:17:35,060 A meeting for families of alcoholics? 833 01:17:42,960 --> 01:17:45,159 Why that face, Michael? 834 01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:48,020 It's the only face I have, Janet. 835 01:18:20,160 --> 01:18:22,159 A little slutty. 836 01:18:22,160 --> 01:18:24,820 - Slutty. - Yeah. 837 01:18:29,680 --> 01:18:32,340 Amish. 838 01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:35,959 Not Amish enough. 839 01:18:35,960 --> 01:18:40,060 It's her first boy-girl dance, Michael. We should let her go as a girl. 840 01:18:47,400 --> 01:18:50,359 It's like... yee-ha! 841 01:18:50,360 --> 01:18:52,679 - Did you put that together? - No. 842 01:18:52,680 --> 01:18:55,919 That's a sad little ensemble. 843 01:18:55,920 --> 01:18:59,700 Oh, well. I forgot how good you were at this, Michael. 844 01:19:02,160 --> 01:19:04,979 It's just that I know 8-year-old boys, and they only have one thing on their minds. 845 01:19:04,980 --> 01:19:08,380 Mmm, yeah, 14-year-old girls. 846 01:19:10,800 --> 01:19:13,359 I feel like an eight-year-old right now. 847 01:19:13,360 --> 01:19:16,060 You look like a 14-year-old. 848 01:19:21,240 --> 01:19:24,380 - That's sweet, right? - Yeah. 849 01:19:45,640 --> 01:19:47,919 Oh, because, you know... 850 01:19:47,920 --> 01:19:51,740 - Gary, there's so much truth coming out of you. - It is. This is the depth. 851 01:19:52,341 --> 01:19:55,059 - What you mean? - I think I'm gonna share this tonight, if I may. 852 01:19:55,060 --> 01:19:57,640 You gonna go to the meeting tonight? 853 01:19:59,320 --> 01:20:04,079 Hey. Honey, you remember Gary, right? 854 01:20:04,080 --> 01:20:05,179 Sure. 855 01:20:06,480 --> 01:20:08,759 - How's it goin'? - Good. 856 01:20:08,760 --> 01:20:11,999 It's really good. How you doin'? 857 01:20:12,000 --> 01:20:15,279 You got a great house. You really do. 858 01:20:15,280 --> 01:20:17,940 It's her, yeah. 859 01:20:21,440 --> 01:20:24,060 Excuse me. 860 01:20:30,680 --> 01:20:34,380 - I'm sorry. I'm gonna go. No, I'm sorry. - I'm sorry. 861 01:20:41,840 --> 01:20:44,719 Tell him I'm, uh, sorry if I inconvenienced anything. 862 01:20:44,720 --> 01:20:47,759 - You know? - Hey, hey. It's not about you, okay? 863 01:20:47,760 --> 01:20:50,439 - I know. Okay. You take care. - I'm sorry. 864 01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:54,999 - Slow down. I love you. - Thank you so much. Okay. 865 01:20:55,000 --> 01:20:57,779 - I'll talk to you later. - All right. About 3:00, I'm free, so... 866 01:20:57,780 --> 01:21:00,860 - Okay. - Okay, good night. 867 01:21:18,840 --> 01:21:22,340 Why would you suppose he dashed off like that? 868 01:21:23,840 --> 01:21:26,719 I don't know, Michael. Could it have been your face? 869 01:21:26,720 --> 01:21:30,220 You looked like we were naked or something. 870 01:21:38,480 --> 01:21:41,879 - Do you wanna ask me something? - No. 871 01:21:41,880 --> 01:21:44,519 You think this thing with Gary is romantic? 872 01:21:44,520 --> 01:21:47,039 I don't know what to think about anything. 873 01:21:47,040 --> 01:21:50,280 Well, I'm glad to hear you say that. 874 01:21:55,200 --> 01:21:58,780 We haven't sat close like that since I can remember, Alice. 875 01:22:02,760 --> 01:22:05,359 Not since I'm back, and if you think about it... 876 01:22:05,360 --> 01:22:07,740 not since a while before that. 877 01:22:21,200 --> 01:22:24,979 Gary needs me, and that feels good. 878 01:22:24,980 --> 01:22:28,239 A... And when I'm scared, he can't help... 879 01:22:28,240 --> 01:22:31,100 and he doesn't pretend that he can. 880 01:22:32,200 --> 01:22:37,199 And it's not just Gary, Michael. The people that I really lean on... 881 01:22:37,200 --> 01:22:39,879 are the ones at my meetings, and you never even ask me about them. 882 01:22:39,880 --> 01:22:43,679 Don't you wonder who they are or what we talk about? 883 01:22:44,280 --> 01:22:49,180 - I do now. - So why don't you ask me? 884 01:22:54,000 --> 01:22:57,999 Come on, Michael. Let's talk about it. Okay? 885 01:22:58,000 --> 01:23:01,260 I'll tell ya anything you want to know. 886 01:23:06,240 --> 01:23:08,900 Do they know how this got started? 887 01:23:09,600 --> 01:23:12,359 How I became an alcoholic? 888 01:23:12,360 --> 01:23:17,220 No. They don't know that. Nobody seems to know that. 889 01:23:18,640 --> 01:23:20,799 My dad's drinking didn't help. 890 01:23:20,800 --> 01:23:22,959 The way my mother made me feel like nothing. 891 01:23:22,960 --> 01:23:26,159 Or maybe it's genetic or I... 892 01:23:26,160 --> 01:23:28,579 Nobody knows. 893 01:23:30,280 --> 01:23:33,319 Did you think this was about you? 894 01:23:33,320 --> 01:23:37,660 - Why would you say that? - Well, I don't know. You seem a little defensive. 895 01:23:38,600 --> 01:23:41,719 Who... why would I be defensive? Is somebody attacking me? 896 01:23:41,720 --> 01:23:46,100 No. Nobody's attacking you. 897 01:23:49,560 --> 01:23:52,540 Michael, I am just hanging on here. 898 01:23:54,000 --> 01:23:58,639 The girls need me really badly. I am trying to reestablish a little credibility at school. 899 01:23:58,640 --> 01:24:00,149 I'm trying to make my meetings. 900 01:24:00,150 --> 01:24:03,799 So that kind of tells me my... my place in the batting order... 901 01:24:03,800 --> 01:24:06,460 of what you need. 902 01:24:12,920 --> 01:24:15,980 I'm so tired of all this shit. 903 01:24:16,960 --> 01:24:20,519 I don't wanna be angry any more. I don't wanna... 904 01:24:20,520 --> 01:24:22,780 I don't wanna feel... 905 01:24:23,000 --> 01:24:25,660 guilty or... 906 01:24:26,760 --> 01:24:30,879 sad or depressed or frustrated... 907 01:24:30,880 --> 01:24:33,279 or confused or... 908 01:24:33,280 --> 01:24:37,990 Just once, for five minutes, I wanna feel good. 909 01:24:46,400 --> 01:24:49,879 - My name is Joanna. - Hi, Joanna. 910 01:24:49,880 --> 01:24:54,559 I am so grateful for Maria's topic, uh, emotional abuse. 911 01:24:54,560 --> 01:24:56,479 Until I came to Al-Anon... 912 01:24:56,480 --> 01:25:02,339 I was not even aware of how cruelly I was abused by my alcoholic husband... 913 01:25:02,340 --> 01:25:05,999 because I did not own my own feelings. 914 01:25:06,000 --> 01:25:09,439 Every waking hour was about my husband's feelings. 915 01:25:09,440 --> 01:25:12,199 When he was down, I was lower. 916 01:25:12,200 --> 01:25:15,539 When he was happy, I thought I was too. 917 01:25:15,540 --> 01:25:19,759 Every day I walked in that door, waiting to see what shape he was in... 918 01:25:19,760 --> 01:25:22,660 so I could find out how I was gonna feel. 919 01:25:23,360 --> 01:25:25,820 Now, thanks to this programme... 920 01:25:27,000 --> 01:25:29,919 I not only have my own feelings... 921 01:25:29,920 --> 01:25:32,719 but I have feelings about my feelings. 922 01:25:32,720 --> 01:25:35,919 And I am so grateful. 923 01:25:36,320 --> 01:25:39,039 Anyway, thanks. 924 01:25:39,040 --> 01:25:41,839 Thank you, Joanna. 925 01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:44,359 All right, as you know, we have no dues or fees... 926 01:25:44,360 --> 01:25:49,220 so we're gonna continue sharing as Bob passes the basket around. 927 01:26:08,640 --> 01:26:10,960 - Hi. - Hi. 928 01:26:21,360 --> 01:26:24,560 - You okay? - Never better. 929 01:26:25,120 --> 01:26:28,180 What happened? Somethin' at A.A.? 930 01:26:30,760 --> 01:26:36,599 - Uh, I'll be okay. It's just a really bad day. - You wanna tell me what's wrong? 931 01:26:36,600 --> 01:26:40,159 - Somethin' I can do? - Thank you, but... 932 01:26:40,160 --> 01:26:43,260 Can't fix it unless we know it's broke. 933 01:26:48,160 --> 01:26:50,640 How was your meeting? 934 01:26:51,760 --> 01:26:54,460 First time. I'll get used to it. 935 01:26:57,600 --> 01:27:02,039 There was a lot of people there feeling sorry for themselves. 936 01:27:02,040 --> 01:27:05,839 It's like an alcoholic has ruined their lives, and they'd rather... rather be a victim than... 937 01:27:06,340 --> 01:27:08,540 try and fix it. 938 01:27:13,800 --> 01:27:16,580 Fix it, huh? 939 01:27:18,640 --> 01:27:21,260 What'd I do now, Alice? 940 01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:24,940 Nothing, Michael. Nothing. 941 01:27:26,240 --> 01:27:28,439 I'm talking about some losers at my meeting. 942 01:27:28,440 --> 01:27:30,860 You're takin' it personally. 943 01:27:33,360 --> 01:27:35,799 The trouble with all these losers at your meeting... 944 01:27:35,800 --> 01:27:39,039 is that they're not perfect like some people. 945 01:27:39,040 --> 01:27:41,839 They're married to alcoholics who are bouncing off the walls... 946 01:27:41,840 --> 01:27:44,519 and they don't know what the fuck to do. 947 01:27:44,520 --> 01:27:46,599 So you might have to be a little tolerant... 948 01:27:46,600 --> 01:27:51,940 give them the benefit of your expertise in problem solving. 949 01:27:54,240 --> 01:27:57,980 Good meeting, huh? You guys drop acid or something? 950 01:27:58,640 --> 01:28:00,919 Like I said... 951 01:28:00,920 --> 01:28:03,359 I'm having a really bad day... 952 01:28:03,360 --> 01:28:06,099 and I don't mean to take it out on you. 953 01:28:06,100 --> 01:28:09,979 What is it? You want a drink real bad? 954 01:28:09,980 --> 01:28:13,879 That wouldn't distinguish it from any other day, Michael. 955 01:28:13,880 --> 01:28:17,419 - One of your friends fall off the wagon? - Nothing happened, Michael. 956 01:28:17,420 --> 01:28:21,079 Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day. That's the thrilling part of all this. 957 01:28:21,080 --> 01:28:25,719 It just comes and hits and runs me over like a goddam freight train. 958 01:28:25,720 --> 01:28:30,880 Okay, when's the next freight train comin' through? You got a printed schedule? 959 01:28:31,280 --> 01:28:34,399 'Cause I could plan around these things, you know, and... 960 01:28:34,400 --> 01:28:40,240 give you the space so you can, you know, smoke. 961 01:28:49,440 --> 01:28:52,239 Maybe you shouldn't have to, Michael. 962 01:28:52,240 --> 01:28:55,059 One of the women at my meetings is going to a halfway house... 963 01:28:55,060 --> 01:28:58,379 because she... she's not making it in her home environment, and I... 964 01:28:58,380 --> 01:29:00,040 What? 965 01:29:02,720 --> 01:29:05,519 - You're actually thinking about this. - Oh, now wait. 966 01:29:05,520 --> 01:29:08,039 Don't start jumping to conclusions. 967 01:29:08,040 --> 01:29:10,519 What? 968 01:29:10,520 --> 01:29:14,180 Excuse me for taking my life personally, Alice. 969 01:29:14,640 --> 01:29:17,439 What is wrong with our home? 970 01:29:17,440 --> 01:29:19,159 - Nothing. - Nothing. 971 01:29:19,160 --> 01:29:21,679 You said it. It was something. What is it? Huh? 972 01:29:21,680 --> 01:29:23,539 Is it the couch? 973 01:29:23,540 --> 01:29:30,519 Is it an area rug? Or is it possibly, Alice... Alicia... me? Is it me? 974 01:29:31,020 --> 01:29:32,779 - It's not your problem. - No, it's not my problem! 975 01:29:32,780 --> 01:29:34,639 It's just my fucking fault! 976 01:29:34,640 --> 01:29:37,419 Everything is my fault! 977 01:29:37,420 --> 01:29:42,200 My sick wife is not making it in her home environment! Why, exactly? 978 01:29:43,700 --> 01:29:46,020 I mean I am not your problem. 979 01:29:46,840 --> 01:29:50,599 I am not your problem to solve! 980 01:29:50,600 --> 01:29:54,159 It was so much more fun in the old days, wasn't it, Michael? 981 01:29:54,160 --> 01:30:00,119 I'd get drunk, I'd pass out, and you'd put me back together. That was the best, huh? 982 01:30:00,120 --> 01:30:03,239 That made you feel good. 983 01:30:03,240 --> 01:30:05,660 And that's what hurts. 984 01:30:19,000 --> 01:30:22,879 - Okay. - Oh, fuck that! 985 01:30:22,880 --> 01:30:27,779 Fuck making it better, Michael! It's not getting better! 986 01:30:27,780 --> 01:30:32,079 I don't know how to make it better, and I swear to God, you don't either. 987 01:30:32,080 --> 01:30:34,319 Baby... 988 01:30:34,320 --> 01:30:36,780 Every time you say that... 989 01:30:37,520 --> 01:30:40,359 every time you look at me like that, Michael... 990 01:30:40,360 --> 01:30:43,400 I wanna come right out of my skin. 991 01:30:45,240 --> 01:30:51,520 You make me feel like a stupid, worthless, weak animal. 992 01:30:57,920 --> 01:31:00,820 I don't know how to try any more. 993 01:31:01,380 --> 01:31:05,279 Not giving up. Sticking together. Isn't that what we're supposed to be trying for? 994 01:31:05,280 --> 01:31:06,899 No, Michael. 995 01:31:06,900 --> 01:31:10,259 We're supposed to try to be real. 996 01:31:10,260 --> 01:31:15,199 And when you feel alone, you are not together, and that is real. 997 01:31:15,200 --> 01:31:19,240 And when you don't know, you just don't know. 998 01:31:23,000 --> 01:31:26,140 I think I could love you again... 999 01:31:29,440 --> 01:31:33,420 if you could just for once say, "I don't know". 1000 01:31:41,320 --> 01:31:44,460 I don't know. 1001 01:31:52,240 --> 01:31:55,420 Didn't work, did it? 1002 01:31:57,600 --> 01:31:59,759 I'll go pack some stuff. 1003 01:31:59,960 --> 01:32:03,019 - Michael, I didn't ask you to do that. - No, Alice? 1004 01:32:03,020 --> 01:32:03,949 No. 1005 01:32:03,950 --> 01:32:05,660 - No? - No. 1006 01:32:06,920 --> 01:32:09,340 Come on. Let's be real. 1007 01:32:10,760 --> 01:32:15,859 You're clean. You stay hopeless and confused. 1008 01:32:15,860 --> 01:32:19,539 Keep polishing those skills, and I'll take the heat... 1009 01:32:19,540 --> 01:32:21,659 'cause I got some needs of my own. 1010 01:32:21,660 --> 01:32:23,559 When I touch someone... 1011 01:32:23,560 --> 01:32:26,199 I like it better when their skin doesn't crawl. 1012 01:32:26,200 --> 01:32:31,619 - That's not what I meant. - My wife hurts. I need to say: 1013 01:32:31,620 --> 01:32:35,060 "What's wrong, honey? Somethin' I can do?" 1014 01:32:35,720 --> 01:32:38,480 And "I love you". 1015 01:32:39,880 --> 01:32:42,300 So fuck me. 1016 01:33:07,920 --> 01:33:09,080 Hey. 1017 01:33:10,880 --> 01:33:13,660 What's the matter, baby? 1018 01:33:17,720 --> 01:33:20,359 You guys were really loud. 1019 01:33:20,360 --> 01:33:22,279 Oh. 1020 01:33:22,280 --> 01:33:24,879 Where's Michael? 1021 01:33:24,880 --> 01:33:27,919 He's out. So, are you... 1022 01:33:27,920 --> 01:33:31,279 Are you getting all excited about Ashley's sleep-over? 1023 01:33:31,280 --> 01:33:33,759 I'm not going. 1024 01:33:33,760 --> 01:33:38,199 You're not going? Why? What changed your mind? 1025 01:33:38,200 --> 01:33:41,520 I didn't get to be invited. 1026 01:33:43,800 --> 01:33:46,560 Everybody hates me. 1027 01:33:47,640 --> 01:33:53,420 Oh. Hey, sweetheart, that's not possible. 1028 01:33:54,000 --> 01:33:56,420 Is this Ashley Barrows? 1029 01:33:57,060 --> 01:34:00,379 - Ashley Canter? Ashley Goodrich? - No. 1030 01:34:00,380 --> 01:34:01,559 Ashley Whipsnade? 1031 01:34:01,560 --> 01:34:06,500 - There is no Ashley Whipsnade. - There is too. I can prove it. 1032 01:34:18,360 --> 01:34:21,159 Michael moved out. 1033 01:34:21,160 --> 01:34:23,780 For a while. 1034 01:34:24,680 --> 01:34:29,100 But I'm here, and we're gonna be fine. 1035 01:34:32,920 --> 01:34:35,640 He left us? 1036 01:34:37,800 --> 01:34:40,559 - Don't blame him. - But how could he leave us? 1037 01:34:40,560 --> 01:34:45,800 You blame me. I messed up, baby. 1038 01:34:46,320 --> 01:34:50,899 But I'm fighting my way back, so, you help me... 1039 01:34:50,900 --> 01:34:53,459 and don't you blame him. 1040 01:34:53,460 --> 01:34:56,020 Not ever. 1041 01:35:09,800 --> 01:35:12,279 Hey. Double trouble. 1042 01:35:12,280 --> 01:35:15,159 - Where have you been? - I've been on a trip. 1043 01:35:15,160 --> 01:35:17,719 - Are you ready for the beach? - Where you been? 1044 01:35:17,720 --> 01:35:21,060 I told 'em you were staying with Peter. 1045 01:35:25,080 --> 01:35:26,999 It's only until Mommy feels better. 1046 01:35:27,000 --> 01:35:29,820 Mommy feels better already. 1047 01:35:30,840 --> 01:35:33,460 See how well it's working? 1048 01:35:34,520 --> 01:35:38,159 Are you guys getting a divorce? 1049 01:35:38,160 --> 01:35:43,560 Hey. Don't be silly, baby. 1050 01:35:44,000 --> 01:35:46,500 You guys go have a great time. 1051 01:35:49,660 --> 01:35:52,700 Let's go. Up you go. 1052 01:35:57,160 --> 01:36:00,580 - Bye. - Bye. 1053 01:36:12,520 --> 01:36:16,420 # When your day is long # 1054 01:36:17,720 --> 01:36:20,159 # And the night # 1055 01:36:20,160 --> 01:36:23,960 # The night is yours alone # 1056 01:36:27,120 --> 01:36:31,920 # And you're sure you've had enough # 1057 01:36:32,280 --> 01:36:34,940 # Of this life # 1058 01:36:36,200 --> 01:36:38,620 # Hang on # 1059 01:36:41,840 --> 01:36:47,180 # Don't let yourself go # 1060 01:36:49,160 --> 01:36:53,760 # 'Cause everybody cries # 1061 01:36:57,040 --> 01:37:01,679 # Everybody hurts # 1062 01:37:01,680 --> 01:37:05,940 # Sometimes # 1063 01:37:08,120 --> 01:37:12,640 # Sometimes everything is wrong # 1064 01:37:15,560 --> 01:37:18,439 # Now it's time to sing along # 1065 01:37:18,440 --> 01:37:23,540 - # When your day is night alone # - # Hold on # 1066 01:37:24,020 --> 01:37:26,259 # Hold on # 1067 01:37:26,260 --> 01:37:30,220 - # If you feel like lettin' go # - # Hold on # 1068 01:37:33,200 --> 01:37:37,920 # If you think you've had too much # 1069 01:37:38,440 --> 01:37:41,260 # Of this life # 1070 01:37:42,240 --> 01:37:44,700 # Hang on # 1071 01:37:47,980 --> 01:37:53,460 # 'Cause everybody hurts # 1072 01:37:55,360 --> 01:37:59,900 # Take comfort in your friends # 1073 01:38:02,580 --> 01:38:08,920 # 'Cause everybody hurts # 1074 01:38:10,040 --> 01:38:14,459 # Take comfort in your friends # 1075 01:38:14,460 --> 01:38:17,400 - Hi. I'm Michael. - Hi, Michael. 1076 01:38:18,800 --> 01:38:21,420 I've been coming here for... 1077 01:38:22,800 --> 01:38:25,019 four months. 1078 01:38:25,020 --> 01:38:27,420 This is the first time I've talked. 1079 01:38:28,820 --> 01:38:33,539 My wife is an alcoholic, and we're separated. 1080 01:38:33,540 --> 01:38:35,719 And she's doing great. 1081 01:38:35,720 --> 01:38:41,440 She has her life, uh, back. She seems to have her life back. 1082 01:38:44,080 --> 01:38:48,700 I, on the other hand, I'm not doin' so good, which is funny, I guess. 1083 01:38:54,640 --> 01:38:57,260 I miss my wife. 1084 01:38:57,920 --> 01:39:00,740 And I miss my daughters. 1085 01:39:01,920 --> 01:39:04,540 And things at work... 1086 01:39:05,080 --> 01:39:07,740 Basically everywhere... 1087 01:39:12,280 --> 01:39:14,780 I can't get a handle on things. 1088 01:39:22,420 --> 01:39:24,719 Everything's loose and... 1089 01:39:24,720 --> 01:39:27,380 fuzzy. 1090 01:39:32,240 --> 01:39:35,499 I look at her now when I drop off the kids at the house and... 1091 01:39:35,500 --> 01:39:39,260 I see what a wonderful job she's doin' with the kids, and I wonder why. 1092 01:39:40,880 --> 01:39:46,180 That maybe she never really needed me as much as I thought she needed me. 1093 01:39:47,480 --> 01:39:50,820 She thinks the girls need more watching after. 1094 01:39:53,360 --> 01:39:57,260 Especially Casey. She's our youngest. 1095 01:39:58,200 --> 01:40:02,840 You think they're growin' up fine on automatic pilot. 1096 01:40:04,400 --> 01:40:09,340 But, uh, you really have to watch them closely because, you know, y... they just... 1097 01:40:10,320 --> 01:40:13,900 They're always hiding stuff, even from themselves. 1098 01:40:19,560 --> 01:40:21,380 Anyway... 1099 01:40:23,360 --> 01:40:26,060 I like coming here. 1100 01:40:27,160 --> 01:40:28,520 Thank you, Michael. 1101 01:41:05,040 --> 01:41:07,740 Oh, you did? Really? 1102 01:41:15,780 --> 01:41:20,059 Well, it's, um... yeah, I guess it's a speech. 1103 01:41:20,060 --> 01:41:24,220 At my meetings, when you have six months, you stand up and tell your story. 1104 01:41:25,080 --> 01:41:26,639 That's all. 1105 01:41:27,340 --> 01:41:29,950 And it's, uh, a week from Saturday. 1106 01:41:31,220 --> 01:41:33,460 And I'd really like you to come. 1107 01:41:38,000 --> 01:41:42,940 - What? I'm not gonna say bad stuff about you. - Oh, you're gonna lie, huh? 1108 01:41:43,680 --> 01:41:47,219 I'm gonna accept responsibility. 1109 01:41:47,220 --> 01:41:49,339 That's what it's for. 1110 01:41:49,340 --> 01:41:52,119 No wonder I'm confused. 1111 01:41:52,120 --> 01:41:56,980 - I'd really like you to come. - Well, I'll sleep on you... it. 1112 01:42:01,960 --> 01:42:04,699 - You wanna go home with me, huh? - Never entered my mind. 1113 01:42:04,700 --> 01:42:06,639 - Enters mine. - Really? 1114 01:42:06,640 --> 01:42:08,349 Yeah, all the time. 1115 01:42:10,920 --> 01:42:13,499 I just don't know what it would be like... 1116 01:42:13,800 --> 01:42:16,059 because I'm really afraid of that roller coaster thing. 1117 01:42:16,060 --> 01:42:17,959 - Oh, I hate that. - You know, when people break up and... 1118 01:42:17,960 --> 01:42:18,539 then they make up... 1119 01:42:18,540 --> 01:42:20,179 - and they break up and they make up, - People can be so immature. 1120 01:42:20,180 --> 01:42:20,939 and the very thing... 1121 01:42:20,940 --> 01:42:24,459 that attracts them is the reason that they shouldn't be together. 1122 01:42:24,460 --> 01:42:26,559 And I can't do that, Michael. 1123 01:42:27,060 --> 01:42:29,660 I can't do that any more. 1124 01:42:47,480 --> 01:42:50,540 I'm moving to Denver. 1125 01:42:52,900 --> 01:42:56,679 They're talking about roll-backs in this domicile, and if I... 1126 01:42:56,680 --> 01:43:01,100 take the transfer, I have a... I have a better chance to keep flying. 1127 01:43:07,360 --> 01:43:11,959 It's either that or change airlines, and I'd have to start from the bottom scale. 1128 01:43:11,960 --> 01:43:15,399 So I told 'em that I'd have to talk to you first... 1129 01:43:15,400 --> 01:43:17,820 before I could commit. 1130 01:43:26,620 --> 01:43:31,220 Well, you've worked a lot of years to just start at... at the bottom. 1131 01:43:40,520 --> 01:43:44,180 I can bid for the San Francisco route. 1132 01:43:44,980 --> 01:43:47,940 And with passes and everything, I can s... 1133 01:43:52,400 --> 01:43:56,140 This accepting responsibility stuff is really fun. 1134 01:44:04,080 --> 01:44:07,020 I better go home. 1135 01:44:07,560 --> 01:44:10,279 - I... - Don't go yet. 1136 01:44:10,280 --> 01:44:12,940 - I gotta go. - Don't go. 1137 01:44:37,560 --> 01:44:41,220 Hey, partner. Can I see that? 1138 01:44:43,020 --> 01:44:45,659 Thought Mom was gonna pick me up after movement class. 1139 01:44:45,660 --> 01:44:48,140 She is. I'm just here for a visit. 1140 01:44:48,780 --> 01:44:50,940 It's a bug box. 1141 01:44:51,960 --> 01:44:55,100 Just wanna see it. Ooh. 1142 01:44:56,280 --> 01:44:59,500 I like a name that tells you what it is. 1143 01:45:01,360 --> 01:45:04,140 How come you're here? 1144 01:45:07,520 --> 01:45:09,480 Come here. 1145 01:45:16,160 --> 01:45:18,800 I came to say I'm sorry. 1146 01:45:20,160 --> 01:45:24,380 I'm sorry for the fight we had the other day at the park. That was my fault. 1147 01:45:26,100 --> 01:45:29,740 And I'm sorry for not making it better when Mommy was away. 1148 01:45:30,320 --> 01:45:32,740 Wasn't so bad. 1149 01:45:35,680 --> 01:45:39,220 I'm really sorry for almost leaving you with Grandma. 1150 01:45:43,470 --> 01:45:47,299 But mostly I'm sorry for... the kind of daddy I was or wasn't... 1151 01:45:47,300 --> 01:45:49,660 all the time since I've known you. 1152 01:45:52,000 --> 01:45:54,460 Why are you saying this? 1153 01:46:01,720 --> 01:46:04,940 I'm leaving for Denver tonight. 1154 01:46:07,680 --> 01:46:10,140 I'm moving there. 1155 01:46:13,090 --> 01:46:18,019 - You and Mommy are getting divorced. - No, no one's even talked about that. 1156 01:46:18,020 --> 01:46:20,079 And if that were to ever happen... 1157 01:46:20,080 --> 01:46:24,699 I'd get lots of free passes, and I'd call you all the time... 1158 01:46:24,700 --> 01:46:27,740 and I'd come to visit all the time. 1159 01:46:33,440 --> 01:46:39,679 - 'Cause Casey will still be your daughter? - No. 'Cause you're my daughter... 1160 01:46:39,680 --> 01:46:43,840 and I will always come back to see you. 1161 01:46:44,660 --> 01:46:47,460 I will always come back. 1162 01:46:53,240 --> 01:46:55,619 Not like my dad? 1163 01:46:55,620 --> 01:46:59,640 I love you so much. Just like your real daddy. 1164 01:47:00,820 --> 01:47:03,759 But I'm really scared. I'm really scared. 1165 01:47:04,160 --> 01:47:06,239 I'm scared that you don't know how much I love you... 1166 01:47:06,240 --> 01:47:11,400 and so I'll always have to be doing stuff so you'll know. 1167 01:47:14,140 --> 01:47:17,280 I'll try to do stuff too. 1168 01:47:21,420 --> 01:47:24,100 You have to go there, huh? 1169 01:47:25,520 --> 01:47:27,740 Yeah. 1170 01:47:35,400 --> 01:47:37,820 Oh. 1171 01:47:44,400 --> 01:47:47,280 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1172 01:47:49,420 --> 01:47:51,580 I'm sorry, baby. 1173 01:47:52,480 --> 01:47:54,399 You can do it. 1174 01:47:54,400 --> 01:47:58,439 You can do it. You can do it. 1175 01:47:58,440 --> 01:48:00,860 You can do it. 1176 01:48:07,320 --> 01:48:09,799 Hey there, buster. 1177 01:48:10,600 --> 01:48:13,140 You goin' on a trip? 1178 01:48:14,920 --> 01:48:19,420 Boo. Bad decision. 1179 01:48:20,780 --> 01:48:23,400 Cat got your tongue? 1180 01:48:26,600 --> 01:48:30,879 - It's a long trip this time. - Like Mommy's trip? 1181 01:48:30,880 --> 01:48:35,019 Maybe longer, but I'm gonna call ya every day. 1182 01:48:35,020 --> 01:48:39,639 Every day. And I'll be back every chance I get. 1183 01:48:39,640 --> 01:48:42,100 And when I can't... 1184 01:48:43,300 --> 01:48:44,979 you'll come visit me. 1185 01:48:44,980 --> 01:48:47,100 Like Mommy? 1186 01:48:47,980 --> 01:48:52,099 - Yeah. - Will there be swans? 1187 01:48:52,100 --> 01:48:55,500 Swans? Swans are possible. 1188 01:49:03,760 --> 01:49:07,100 - Bye, baby. - Bye, baby. 1189 01:49:29,400 --> 01:49:34,679 Thank you for the fan appreciation, folks. It was a lot less dramatic than it looked. 1190 01:49:34,680 --> 01:49:38,599 For those of you connecting out of Denver, please check your monitors for any delays... 1191 01:49:38,600 --> 01:49:41,740 and for the rest of you... 1192 01:49:44,200 --> 01:49:46,820 welcome home. 1193 01:49:52,760 --> 01:49:55,119 Hi, I... I'm Alice, um, alcoholic. 1194 01:49:55,120 --> 01:49:57,039 Hi, Alice! 1195 01:49:57,040 --> 01:50:00,980 I've been sober for 184 days. 1196 01:50:07,360 --> 01:50:10,399 I... I drank my first beer when I was nine years old. 1197 01:50:10,400 --> 01:50:14,759 My dad's an alcoholic, so my mother liked to blame my lapse on his example. 1198 01:50:14,760 --> 01:50:18,100 That way she could hurt both of us at once. 1199 01:50:18,920 --> 01:50:22,740 Anyway, I liked my beer, and the ones that followed. 1200 01:50:23,800 --> 01:50:25,999 And about a year ago I got drunk. 1201 01:50:26,000 --> 01:50:27,919 I couldn't stop getting drunk. 1202 01:50:27,920 --> 01:50:32,260 It had never really happened quite like that, and I still don't know why. 1203 01:50:33,000 --> 01:50:36,039 I've lied to everyone that I know... 1204 01:50:36,040 --> 01:50:39,159 everyone I love, and, um... 1205 01:50:39,160 --> 01:50:43,140 I was ashamed and terrified and humiliated every day. 1206 01:50:44,920 --> 01:50:49,359 Um, one day I... got out of the shower... 1207 01:50:49,360 --> 01:50:52,679 grabbed a towel and decided to go get the paper. 1208 01:50:52,680 --> 01:50:55,379 And nobody saw me go out the front door or at the curb... 1209 01:50:55,380 --> 01:51:01,760 which was a very good thing because I was holding the towel just folded in my hand. 1210 01:51:06,280 --> 01:51:08,719 I know how lucky I've been... 1211 01:51:08,720 --> 01:51:13,479 because there were times when I drove my little girls around just ripped out of my mind. 1212 01:51:13,480 --> 01:51:18,340 One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands and when I got home... 1213 01:51:18,800 --> 01:51:21,420 I realized she wasn't with me. 1214 01:51:23,240 --> 01:51:25,900 I had left her someplace. 1215 01:51:26,520 --> 01:51:29,199 And since I couldn't remember where I'd been... 1216 01:51:29,200 --> 01:51:31,940 I had no idea where, so... 1217 01:51:37,440 --> 01:51:40,879 I spent the next few hours calling every shop I'd ever been to... 1218 01:51:40,880 --> 01:51:48,100 until finally the tile guy rang my front doorbell. They had found my address on a check. 1219 01:51:49,240 --> 01:51:51,199 I rewarded him, of course, you know... 1220 01:51:51,200 --> 01:51:53,860 by never going back to his store. 1221 01:51:55,200 --> 01:51:58,940 My bottom was 184 days ago... 1222 01:51:59,480 --> 01:52:07,820 when my, uh, my little girl watched me wash down aspirin with vodka. 1223 01:52:08,920 --> 01:52:11,580 And then I hit her. 1224 01:52:13,880 --> 01:52:17,119 And when I passed out, she was alone with me... 1225 01:52:17,120 --> 01:52:19,780 and she thought I was dead. 1226 01:52:23,880 --> 01:52:29,020 And all of my life I will never know what that did to her. 1227 01:52:32,080 --> 01:52:35,180 And I know I have to forgive myself for that. 1228 01:52:37,680 --> 01:52:41,380 And I have to forgive myself for what I've done to my husband. 1229 01:52:42,480 --> 01:52:46,199 It's horrifying how much you can hate yourself for being low and weak... 1230 01:52:46,200 --> 01:52:48,879 and he couldn't save me from that, so I turned it on him. 1231 01:52:48,880 --> 01:52:53,660 I tried to empty it onto him, but there was always more, you know? 1232 01:52:54,480 --> 01:53:00,700 When he tried to help, I told him that he made me feel small and worthless. 1233 01:53:01,720 --> 01:53:07,220 But nobody makes us feel that, man. We do that for ourselves. 1234 01:53:08,640 --> 01:53:11,340 I shut him out because... 1235 01:53:11,960 --> 01:53:14,919 I knew if he ever really saw... 1236 01:53:14,920 --> 01:53:17,859 who I was inside... 1237 01:53:17,860 --> 01:53:20,620 that he wouldn't love me. 1238 01:53:23,340 --> 01:53:26,039 And we're separated now. 1239 01:53:26,040 --> 01:53:31,940 He's moved away, and it was so hard not to beg him to stay. 1240 01:53:34,720 --> 01:53:39,419 And I don't know if I'm gonna get a second chance, but I have to believe... 1241 01:53:39,420 --> 01:53:42,220 that I deserve one. 1242 01:53:42,600 --> 01:53:45,420 Because we all do. 1243 01:54:04,280 --> 01:54:08,020 Thank you, Alice. Everyone, let's take a 15-minute coffee break. 1244 01:54:08,560 --> 01:54:10,180 Thanks. 1245 01:54:11,820 --> 01:54:13,519 Just so beautiful. 1246 01:54:13,520 --> 01:54:15,439 I just hope I can do it too. 1247 01:54:15,440 --> 01:54:17,359 How do you feel? Like a cigarette? 1248 01:54:17,360 --> 01:54:18,679 Yes. Thank you, Sponsor. 1249 01:54:18,680 --> 01:54:20,679 - You're welcome. - That was wonderful. 1250 01:54:20,680 --> 01:54:23,799 - Thanks for letting me talk. - Alice, you really made me cry. 1251 01:54:23,800 --> 01:54:26,080 Me too. 1252 01:54:32,560 --> 01:54:34,980 Me too. 1253 01:54:37,560 --> 01:54:40,180 My wife is an alcoholic. 1254 01:54:41,920 --> 01:54:44,580 Best person I ever met. 1255 01:54:47,320 --> 01:54:50,380 She has 600 different kinds of smiles. 1256 01:54:51,110 --> 01:54:53,540 They can light up your life. 1257 01:54:54,600 --> 01:54:58,660 They can make you laugh out loud just like that. 1258 01:54:59,680 --> 01:55:02,700 They can even make you cry just like that. 1259 01:55:04,880 --> 01:55:07,540 That's just with her smiles. 1260 01:55:08,880 --> 01:55:11,519 You'd have to see her with her kids. 1261 01:55:11,520 --> 01:55:14,220 You'd have to see how they look at her... 1262 01:55:15,400 --> 01:55:18,340 when she's not looking. 1263 01:55:20,680 --> 01:55:25,540 To think of all the things she lived through, and I couldn't help her. 1264 01:55:27,080 --> 01:55:30,379 - Maybe helping wasn't your job. - The hell it wasn't. 1265 01:55:30,980 --> 01:55:33,540 See, I love her. 1266 01:55:34,680 --> 01:55:37,119 And I tried everything. 1267 01:55:37,120 --> 01:55:39,479 Except really listening. 1268 01:55:39,480 --> 01:55:41,599 Really listening. 1269 01:55:41,600 --> 01:55:44,340 And that's how I left her alone. 1270 01:55:46,460 --> 01:55:49,399 I'm so ashamed of that... 1271 01:55:49,400 --> 01:55:52,279 and I couldn't even tell her. 1272 01:55:52,280 --> 01:55:54,900 Maybe if I tell her, she'd love me anyway. 1273 01:55:55,120 --> 01:55:58,380 Oh, more. 1274 01:55:58,840 --> 01:56:02,120 She would have loved you even more. 1275 01:56:08,280 --> 01:56:11,980 I think you should tell all this stuff to your wife. 1276 01:57:23,760 --> 01:57:26,720 # Hold me, love # 1277 01:57:27,560 --> 01:57:31,359 # I can't sleep again # 1278 01:57:31,360 --> 01:57:35,079 # Ooh, I have to kiss your lips # 1279 01:57:35,080 --> 01:57:39,919 # I wanna lay here next to you # 1280 01:57:39,920 --> 01:57:42,380 # Oh # 1281 01:57:42,680 --> 01:57:46,399 # I remember # 1282 01:57:46,400 --> 01:57:49,540 # Walkin' in the rain # 1283 01:57:50,400 --> 01:57:53,939 # Rain was falling on my head # 1284 01:57:53,940 --> 01:57:58,359 # I don't wanna live through that again # 1285 01:57:58,360 --> 01:58:00,780 # No # 1286 01:58:02,200 --> 01:58:05,159 # Outside # 1287 01:58:05,160 --> 01:58:08,719 # It oughta get dark now # 1288 01:58:08,720 --> 01:58:12,979 # Love is walkin' in the park now # 1289 01:58:12,980 --> 01:58:14,599 # Children singin' songs # 1290 01:58:14,600 --> 01:58:19,279 # One day we'll make all our dreams come true # 1291 01:58:19,280 --> 01:58:23,440 # I will love you # 1292 01:58:23,920 --> 01:58:26,820 # It only takes love # 1293 01:58:28,040 --> 01:58:31,679 # Love is a healing thing # 1294 01:58:31,680 --> 01:58:35,260 # When you give everything # 1295 01:58:36,280 --> 01:58:38,279 # You love in the world # 1296 01:58:38,280 --> 01:58:43,539 # The world gives you love to hold on to # 1297 01:58:43,540 --> 01:58:46,740 # Remember me # 1298 01:58:47,320 --> 01:58:53,300 # When sorrow is over # 1299 01:58:55,040 --> 01:58:59,039 - # Somewhere # - # Just give me many chances # 1300 01:58:59,040 --> 01:59:02,239 - # Oh, no # - # I'll see you through, my love # 1301 01:59:02,240 --> 01:59:07,780 - # The memories # - # Just give me time to learn, to grow # 1302 01:59:10,480 --> 01:59:14,199 # Just give me many chances # 1303 01:59:14,200 --> 01:59:17,759 # I'll see you through, my love # 1304 01:59:17,760 --> 01:59:22,580 # Just give me time to learn, to grow # 1305 01:59:25,240 --> 01:59:29,039 # Just give me many chances # 1306 01:59:29,040 --> 01:59:32,679 # I'll see you through, my love # 1307 01:59:32,680 --> 01:59:37,500 # Just give me time to learn, to grow # 1308 01:59:38,840 --> 01:59:42,340 # In September # 1309 01:59:42,840 --> 01:59:46,479 # When the rain comes # 1310 01:59:46,480 --> 01:59:49,719 # And the wind blows # 1311 01:59:49,720 --> 01:59:54,859 # I will see you walking in your coat, oh # 1312 01:59:54,860 --> 01:59:58,559 # Just give me many chances # 1313 01:59:58,560 --> 02:00:02,039 # I'll see you through, my love # 1314 02:00:02,040 --> 02:00:07,119 # Just give me time to learn, to grow # 1315 02:00:07,120 --> 02:00:10,319 # Time to learn, to grow # 1316 02:00:10,520 --> 02:00:14,979 # Time to learn, to grow # 1317 02:00:14,980 --> 02:00:25,500 Edited & ReSynced by Klaff2004