1 00:00:28,220 --> 00:00:30,830 It was a very short putt. 2 00:00:30,990 --> 00:00:34,340 It would seem routine had he not just come off a bogey the hole before. 3 00:00:34,500 --> 00:00:37,740 Mm-hmm, obviously smarting from that. 4 00:00:37,900 --> 00:00:40,880 But let's see what he does here. 5 00:00:41,040 --> 00:00:43,980 Oh perfect. Textbook, textbook. 6 00:00:44,140 --> 00:00:47,180 We move ahead now to Lee Trevino on the fairway at the seventh. 7 00:00:47,340 --> 00:00:50,720 His lie looks as though he may be in a little divot. 8 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:54,380 Absolutely. Tournament officials have been cracking down 9 00:00:54,550 --> 00:00:56,390 on caddies filling in the divots. 10 00:00:56,550 --> 00:00:59,560 At this level of the game, some of us gotta watch the etiquette of golf. 11 00:01:14,700 --> 00:01:16,940 Just go to sleep. 12 00:01:42,630 --> 00:01:44,770 A lovely approach. 13 00:01:44,930 --> 00:01:48,070 He's considering it now. I presume that a player like... 14 00:02:12,890 --> 00:02:16,340 Sand wedge or intermediate pitching wedge. 15 00:02:16,500 --> 00:02:19,100 Oh, very exciting. He's lining up the shot. 16 00:02:24,440 --> 00:02:26,280 Look at me. 17 00:02:27,640 --> 00:02:29,420 Hmm? 18 00:02:29,580 --> 00:02:33,120 I'm not standing for this. 19 00:02:33,280 --> 00:02:35,260 Sorry? 20 00:02:36,750 --> 00:02:39,360 You keep my soul in a dungeon. 21 00:02:41,820 --> 00:02:43,830 I'm leaving. 22 00:02:56,510 --> 00:02:58,010 Jack? 23 00:03:03,450 --> 00:03:06,320 - Jack. - If you leave me, I'll throw her. 24 00:03:08,620 --> 00:03:10,960 You think that I won't, hmm? 25 00:03:12,050 --> 00:03:14,330 - Please. - Do you think I won't?! 26 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:19,790 I won't leave. I won't leave you. 27 00:03:34,010 --> 00:03:36,750 I'm sorry. Don't ever do that again. 28 00:03:36,910 --> 00:03:39,550 Don't ever leave me. Don't ever do that again. 29 00:03:54,330 --> 00:03:58,000 J' All things bright and beautiful I 30 00:03:58,170 --> 00:04:02,380 J' All creatures great and small I 31 00:04:02,540 --> 00:04:06,420 J' All things wise and wonderful I 32 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:11,350 J' The Lord God made them all. I 33 00:04:11,510 --> 00:04:13,550 I invite you to be seated at this time. 34 00:04:21,020 --> 00:04:23,200 Oh, that's a very nice touch. 35 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:25,630 So maybe he can make a par. And at worse from there 36 00:04:25,790 --> 00:04:27,430 you'd think he could stay his point total. 37 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:30,370 Now here we find him with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole. 38 00:04:34,940 --> 00:04:37,110 I don't know if there was a problem 39 00:04:37,270 --> 00:04:40,250 with him slipping with his right foot there, but definitely a pull. 40 00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:42,120 He obviously had the thought in his head 41 00:04:42,280 --> 00:04:43,950 that he needed to give it a little bit extra, 42 00:04:44,110 --> 00:04:46,420 and he's found himself in a difficult spot. 43 00:04:46,580 --> 00:04:49,650 All the expectations he had coming into this", 44 00:04:56,160 --> 00:04:58,930 - Hello? - Jack. 45 00:05:00,630 --> 00:05:02,800 Betsy. 46 00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:04,600 Your brother slipped away. 47 00:05:04,770 --> 00:05:07,680 Oh oh, 48 00:05:07,840 --> 00:05:09,320 finally out of his misery. 49 00:05:09,470 --> 00:05:11,680 - Yes, he is. - Oh, I know, I know. 50 00:05:11,840 --> 00:05:14,980 And how many times did I hear, "Why can't you be like your brother Bobby"? 51 00:05:15,140 --> 00:05:18,520 If I had a nickel for every time that was said to me... 52 00:05:19,980 --> 00:05:22,620 I'd be a rich man today. 53 00:05:22,780 --> 00:05:26,160 That scar on his forehead that he had, 54 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:29,200 he always had a story for it, 55 00:05:29,360 --> 00:05:32,670 but it was me. I threw a hammer at Mr. Perfect when I was eight. 56 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:37,040 He never told though. He covered for the people he loved. 57 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:40,510 That's how he was and I loved him for that. 58 00:05:40,670 --> 00:05:43,150 And I wanted to be like him. 59 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:45,050 Everything... 60 00:05:56,180 --> 00:05:58,360 I just want to say that... 61 00:06:01,890 --> 00:06:05,170 If it wasn't for Bobby, I'd... 62 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:10,000 I-I don't know... 63 00:06:10,170 --> 00:06:12,510 Where I would've wound up. 64 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:17,210 He taught me how to live, what was right. 65 00:06:19,670 --> 00:06:22,180 I'm gonna miss him. 66 00:06:22,340 --> 00:06:25,590 He lived right. He lived right. He was... 67 00:06:25,750 --> 00:06:30,560 What more could you s... want people to say about you? 68 00:06:34,390 --> 00:06:37,670 All throughout Scripture it talks about God being a just God. 69 00:06:37,830 --> 00:06:41,670 I mean, I just read the parable about the unjust judge, 70 00:06:41,830 --> 00:06:45,740 where the woman kept coming and coming and saying... 71 00:06:45,900 --> 00:06:48,070 Caring, loving, forgiving... 72 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:50,910 I'm wondering if you concur with what you've heard so far? 73 00:06:51,070 --> 00:06:53,950 I think that the choices, the idea of free will, 74 00:06:54,110 --> 00:06:56,060 and the fact that we have freedom of choice... 75 00:07:07,420 --> 00:07:10,100 The reality of the times we live in, 76 00:07:10,260 --> 00:07:15,730 this notion that... this angst that a lot of people are feeling in this country, 77 00:07:15,900 --> 00:07:19,140 that we've gone through some sort of fundamental transformation... 78 00:07:19,300 --> 00:07:21,780 "Barack Obama earlier today, crediting 79 00:07:21,940 --> 00:07:26,610 his so-called stimulus package that he signed four or five months ago, 80 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:29,780 as "putting cash into the pockets of taxpayers." 81 00:07:29,950 --> 00:07:32,950 If you're a taxpayer in the Detroit area 82 00:07:33,110 --> 00:07:35,560 who got cash in your pocket from the stimulus plan, 83 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:37,960 I'd love to hear from ya, and you can also check in via the Internet, 84 00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:39,960 but we would love to hear from you personally. 85 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:42,600 Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin. Kevin thanks so much for calling. 86 00:07:42,760 --> 00:07:44,070 Welcome. 87 00:07:51,900 --> 00:07:54,070 Hi, Pam. 88 00:08:06,510 --> 00:08:08,020 Thanks. 89 00:08:34,310 --> 00:08:36,150 No, it's true. 90 00:08:36,310 --> 00:08:39,050 With God is my witness, I've changed. 91 00:08:39,210 --> 00:08:41,490 With Jesus and my family... 92 00:09:04,410 --> 00:09:06,850 Oh my God, I'm sorry for what I've done. 93 00:09:07,010 --> 00:09:09,890 I mean, I robbed a goddamn liquor store with a toy gun. 94 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:13,050 What kinda... what kinda idiot does that? 95 00:09:36,570 --> 00:09:38,780 Warden wants to see you. 96 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:45,550 Hi, Allie. 97 00:09:46,750 --> 00:09:49,850 - Hi, Mitch. Janice. - Jack. 98 00:09:50,020 --> 00:09:52,260 - What's up? - Shut the door, Jack. 99 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:04,230 This Deshawn Mackey guy. 100 00:10:06,130 --> 00:10:09,120 - This is yours? Your report, right? - Yeah. Yeah. Why? 101 00:10:09,270 --> 00:10:11,810 It's an incompetent mess, Jack. 102 00:10:11,970 --> 00:10:14,780 I mean, look, I know your head's already out on the golf course, 103 00:10:14,940 --> 00:10:18,150 but this is a travesty of proper casework here. 104 00:10:26,750 --> 00:10:29,260 - I got ya. - You got me. 105 00:10:29,420 --> 00:10:33,300 Here. Learn from the master of understatement. 106 00:10:33,460 --> 00:10:35,940 - Absolutely. - Keep 'em brief. 107 00:10:36,100 --> 00:10:39,810 Now I need to get Janice up to speed before you're out the back door, 108 00:10:39,970 --> 00:10:43,350 so let's pass all your indeterminates eligible off to her. 109 00:10:43,510 --> 00:10:46,750 Yeah yeah, of course, but I'd like to stay on my currents, 110 00:10:46,910 --> 00:10:49,980 if I can see them through to review... is that okay? 111 00:10:51,410 --> 00:10:53,760 Yeah, if you're willing. 112 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:55,360 - I would like to. Thank you. - Yeah. 113 00:10:55,520 --> 00:10:57,960 - We're good. - Okay. 114 00:10:59,150 --> 00:11:01,190 Oh, hey, I'm sorry. 115 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:02,960 Excuse me? 116 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:05,370 Your brother... I just recently heard, I'm sorry. 117 00:11:05,530 --> 00:11:07,300 Thank you. 118 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:15,140 - Okay. - Yeah. 119 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:47,040 S...Stone. 120 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:49,150 Hmm? 121 00:11:49,300 --> 00:11:51,050 No, I-I'm Stone. 122 00:11:51,210 --> 00:11:54,210 I mean, I know it say "Gerald" in the file, 123 00:11:54,380 --> 00:11:58,320 but I'm just saying I prefer Stone. 124 00:11:58,480 --> 00:12:01,390 Gerald Creeson. So what's Stone, like a nickname? 125 00:12:01,550 --> 00:12:03,220 That's something from here? 126 00:12:03,380 --> 00:12:05,090 No. Oh no, man. Fuck ail these assholes. 127 00:12:05,250 --> 00:12:08,560 Yo, that's what my people call me. You know, people who know me. 128 00:12:11,990 --> 00:12:15,070 Look, are we just gonna, like... are you just gonna tick the boxes and shit? 129 00:12:15,230 --> 00:12:17,680 I mean, can we-... can we talk straight? 130 00:12:17,830 --> 00:12:20,900 I mean, you gonna help me out or what? 'Cause I, you know, I don't think 131 00:12:21,070 --> 00:12:23,240 - I deserve to be up in here no more. - Let's just slow down. Slow slow down. 132 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:25,710 I've done a long bid, man. Three more years ain't gonna... 133 00:12:25,870 --> 00:12:28,750 Slow down. Let's-let's talk about what got you here. 134 00:12:28,910 --> 00:12:30,750 - You want to tell me about that? - It's right there in front of you. 135 00:12:30,910 --> 00:12:33,360 - Why you want to talk about that again? - 'Cause now you're mine. 136 00:12:33,510 --> 00:12:35,260 You moved up. 137 00:12:35,420 --> 00:12:37,420 And just 'cause I like to chat. 138 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:40,530 All these scrubs in here, you know, these short-timers and meatballs, 139 00:12:40,690 --> 00:12:42,900 they're like, they're all innocent, right? 140 00:12:43,060 --> 00:12:45,700 Yeah. But at least I admit it. 141 00:12:45,860 --> 00:12:47,700 You know, I copped to what I did right away, 142 00:12:47,860 --> 00:12:50,140 and-and now I'm looking forward, man. 143 00:12:50,300 --> 00:12:52,280 I got a job lined up and I'm saying, 144 00:12:52,430 --> 00:12:55,540 why I got to talk about that shit every fucking time? 145 00:12:55,700 --> 00:12:57,440 'Cause I want to hear your side of it, that's why. 146 00:12:57,610 --> 00:12:59,450 You know what? Just fuck this shit. Fuck you too. 147 00:12:59,610 --> 00:13:01,880 - I ain't got time for this bullshit. - Hey, son... 148 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,420 No, you're just setting them up so they can flop me, man. 149 00:13:04,580 --> 00:13:06,650 So you write what you're gonna write and let's just get on with it, man. 150 00:13:06,810 --> 00:13:08,760 - 'Cause I'll take the flop. - Hey, son. Stone. 151 00:13:08,920 --> 00:13:10,290 - Go ahead, max me, max me. - Son, calm down. 152 00:13:10,450 --> 00:13:12,400 You don't think I'll do it, I'll see that max standing 153 00:13:12,550 --> 00:13:13,660 - on my fucking head, man. - Stone! 154 00:13:13,820 --> 00:13:15,460 I'll see you outside before you see me, bitch. 155 00:13:15,620 --> 00:13:18,100 Stone! In about two fucking seconds you're gonna 156 00:13:18,260 --> 00:13:21,570 go in the hole, and your file is gonna go to the bottom of my pile. 157 00:13:21,730 --> 00:13:24,470 You understand? You see that door in front of you? 158 00:13:24,630 --> 00:13:26,940 You know where it goes- back. 159 00:13:27,100 --> 00:13:29,010 You want to go back? Be my guest. 160 00:13:29,170 --> 00:13:31,650 You want to go forward, you want to walk out of here, 161 00:13:31,810 --> 00:13:34,180 you want to find that door? Me, I'm that door. 162 00:13:34,340 --> 00:13:37,320 And you will go through me. If I ask you a question about the weather, 163 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:40,460 you better fucking answer it or go back and I'll see you in three years. 164 00:13:40,620 --> 00:13:41,990 - You got it? - Yeah. 165 00:13:42,150 --> 00:13:44,760 - Then sit the fuck down. - All right. 166 00:13:50,090 --> 00:13:52,300 Well, we just shooting the shit. 167 00:13:54,200 --> 00:13:57,510 I like her, man. She's hard. 168 00:14:02,500 --> 00:14:05,310 Okay. All right, look, 169 00:14:05,470 --> 00:14:07,680 look, this is a process. 170 00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:09,840 We talk. 171 00:14:10,010 --> 00:14:12,550 We're not friends, but just pretend we're friends, okay? 172 00:14:12,710 --> 00:14:14,850 Relax, just-just talk, that's all, 173 00:14:15,020 --> 00:14:17,520 and then maybe we both get what we want, okay? 174 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:21,030 - Okay, let's pretend. - Okay. 175 00:14:21,190 --> 00:14:22,860 You're married. 176 00:14:23,020 --> 00:14:25,030 Yeah. 177 00:14:25,190 --> 00:14:26,830 Okay, that's good. 178 00:14:26,990 --> 00:14:28,370 How long are you married? 179 00:14:28,530 --> 00:14:31,570 Nine years, man... eight of it up in this shit. 180 00:14:31,730 --> 00:14:34,510 It's right in the file, man. I don't want... 181 00:14:36,870 --> 00:14:38,350 Let's talk about your wife. 182 00:14:38,510 --> 00:14:40,750 - Lucetta? - Mm-hmm, yeah. 183 00:14:40,910 --> 00:14:42,820 - Has she come up here? You seen her? - No. 184 00:14:42,980 --> 00:14:45,650 - She's a dime, dawg. - What's a dime? 185 00:14:45,810 --> 00:14:47,820 Perfect 10, man. She's fine. 186 00:14:47,980 --> 00:14:51,400 I'll tell you, between you and me, 187 00:14:51,550 --> 00:14:53,400 she's-she's a alien. 188 00:14:53,550 --> 00:14:55,230 Alien? What do you mean, like an illegal? 189 00:14:55,390 --> 00:14:58,060 No, she ain't illegal, man. She's whiter than you. 190 00:14:58,230 --> 00:15:00,330 No, she's like... she's like a... 191 00:15:00,500 --> 00:15:02,910 she's an alien from another world, man. 192 00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:09,880 She visit you much? Picnics most Saturdays? 193 00:15:10,040 --> 00:15:13,110 I don't want no picnic, man. I miss my dick in her fucking ass. 194 00:15:13,270 --> 00:15:15,580 You know, I miss her sucking me till I can't take no more. 195 00:15:15,740 --> 00:15:18,520 I mean, she's crazy. She'll do anything. 196 00:15:18,680 --> 00:15:21,750 Fuck her tits, come in her face, she'll just blink and keep on laughing, man. 197 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:23,360 It's... she... 198 00:15:23,520 --> 00:15:25,760 look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta, you better watch out, 199 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:27,590 'cause I'm gonna give you some pictures in your head 200 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:29,740 gonna keep you up nights, man. 201 00:15:33,230 --> 00:15:35,140 Oh man. 202 00:15:35,300 --> 00:15:39,440 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I-I got a mouth, I know. 203 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:42,600 I apologize, man. You're giving me that look, 204 00:15:42,770 --> 00:15:46,480 and I feel like you go down here and that's the end of this shit. 205 00:15:46,640 --> 00:15:48,620 Look, I don't want no beef with you. 206 00:15:48,780 --> 00:15:50,650 I just want to be vegetarian. 207 00:15:57,550 --> 00:15:59,460 Is that your wife? You're married? 208 00:16:00,590 --> 00:16:02,330 Yeah. 209 00:16:02,490 --> 00:16:04,330 - A long time? - 43 years. 210 00:16:04,490 --> 00:16:06,670 Get the fuck out. 211 00:16:06,830 --> 00:16:09,310 Man, that's true love, huh? 212 00:16:09,460 --> 00:16:12,310 That's great, and after 43 years and you still get it on and everything? 213 00:16:12,470 --> 00:16:15,810 - Excuse me? - No, I'm really curious about this. 214 00:16:15,970 --> 00:16:17,810 It's like, say, I love my lady, right, 215 00:16:17,970 --> 00:16:20,420 but, you know, I wonder sometimes, 216 00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:24,080 like how you gonna do when the skin starts to go to the crepe, 217 00:16:24,250 --> 00:16:27,620 you know what I'm saying? I mean, what do... how does that work for you? 218 00:16:27,780 --> 00:16:31,420 Like you get hip to Viagra, so you can like hammer nails with it? 219 00:16:31,590 --> 00:16:35,660 Listen listen, look, I don't talk with anybody about my wife like that. 220 00:16:35,820 --> 00:16:38,670 I ain't talking about your wife. I'm saying, for me, 221 00:16:38,830 --> 00:16:40,670 you know, I've been locked up a long time. 222 00:16:40,830 --> 00:16:43,540 You don't need much more than two pumps and a swirl to get it done. 223 00:16:43,700 --> 00:16:45,140 I don't consider this polite conversation. 224 00:16:45,300 --> 00:16:49,110 I ain't trying to be rude, okay? I really want to know 225 00:16:49,270 --> 00:16:51,270 where does that go? 226 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:53,890 Or where do you put it, if you... 227 00:16:54,040 --> 00:16:55,710 you get what I'm saying? 228 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:58,320 I want to know how it works for you, 229 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:00,050 how you keep a lid on that. 230 00:17:00,210 --> 00:17:03,390 We're not... we're not talking about me. 231 00:17:03,550 --> 00:17:06,360 We're not talking about me, okay? 232 00:17:07,790 --> 00:17:09,320 Man looks on the outward appearance. 233 00:17:09,490 --> 00:17:11,730 God looks on the heart. 234 00:17:11,890 --> 00:17:14,240 And certainly the heart of a man does matter, 235 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:16,710 because out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks... 236 00:17:36,380 --> 00:17:39,700 Only in the choices that God decides to present to us. 237 00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:41,230 Well, no, I'm not saying that. 238 00:17:41,390 --> 00:17:45,740 I'm saying that I just believe that we're automatons... 239 00:18:14,890 --> 00:18:16,530 ...and here's the deal: 240 00:18:16,690 --> 00:18:19,370 - I did not choose to be born... - This is very very serious. 241 00:18:19,530 --> 00:18:22,700 ...and I cannot choose to be born again. 242 00:18:22,860 --> 00:18:25,100 She's four... can you believe it? 243 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:27,800 I had no choice in that matter whatsoever, and yet 244 00:18:27,970 --> 00:18:30,280 - there are so many people that... - Where have you gone? 245 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,280 ...think they have a choice in the matter 246 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:35,940 of their spiritual rebirth and their spiritual formation. 247 00:18:36,110 --> 00:18:40,390 The fact of the matter is, a seed is planted and conception takes place, 248 00:18:40,550 --> 00:18:42,760 - which you had nothing to do with. - Amen. 249 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:45,120 All Voices Under God, WDDL, 250 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:48,820 will continue here right after these very important messages. 251 00:18:50,660 --> 00:18:53,640 Look, we was high as shit and we were looking for money. 252 00:18:53,790 --> 00:18:55,670 You know? My poppy hears us. 253 00:18:55,830 --> 00:18:57,310 Him and Teach have words. 254 00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:58,970 Poppy goes and gets his gun. 255 00:18:59,130 --> 00:19:01,170 And I was like, "Fuck this. I don't want no part of this," 256 00:19:01,340 --> 00:19:02,970 and I went outside. 257 00:19:03,140 --> 00:19:07,020 So then, Teach done what he done and then the house got burnt. 258 00:19:08,910 --> 00:19:10,860 It was... you know, it was terrible. 259 00:19:11,010 --> 00:19:12,860 I was like a terrible mistake that I made. 260 00:19:13,010 --> 00:19:15,490 I was tragic and it was a long time ago 261 00:19:15,650 --> 00:19:18,130 and I've paid... I've paid... 262 00:19:18,290 --> 00:19:20,630 With a lot of hard time. 263 00:19:20,790 --> 00:19:23,790 And I just think, you know, I'm so ready to be out 264 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:26,000 and start my life again, 265 00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:28,440 and well, so what... 266 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:30,870 you know, what-what-what can we do to make that happen? 267 00:19:31,030 --> 00:19:32,480 How can you help me make that happen? 268 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:34,980 Well, we'll see. 269 00:19:35,140 --> 00:19:37,480 We were just getting started, so... 270 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:40,810 A lot of good things have happened for me in here, you know. 271 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,680 I did my GED like that, man. 272 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:44,880 I held down this job... Textiles Unit, 273 00:19:45,050 --> 00:19:46,820 number one position the last two years. 274 00:19:46,980 --> 00:19:49,550 I'm going home to my wife. She's got a spot for me, you know, 275 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:51,890 Mount Elliot Chrysler, job lined up. 276 00:19:52,050 --> 00:19:54,830 - I'm-I'm going, you know. - Yeah, whose idea was it? 277 00:19:54,990 --> 00:19:57,130 Lucetta... she knows the branch manager at Mount Elliot. 278 00:19:57,290 --> 00:19:58,670 No no, not your job. 279 00:19:58,830 --> 00:20:01,200 Whose idea was it to go to your grandparent's? 280 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:02,900 - What? - Whose idea was it? 281 00:20:07,500 --> 00:20:10,040 I told you...I told you it was Teach. 282 00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,740 Teach, you know. 283 00:20:11,910 --> 00:20:14,390 Like I said, I wasn't even... 284 00:20:14,540 --> 00:20:16,750 I was... I went outside the house. 285 00:20:16,910 --> 00:20:19,050 Yeah, but you didn't stop them, did you? 286 00:20:19,210 --> 00:20:21,820 - Stop 'em what? - From killing your grandparents. 287 00:20:25,190 --> 00:20:28,000 You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man. 288 00:20:29,390 --> 00:20:31,530 You're not gonna... 289 00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:36,400 You don't give a fuck, man. Shit. 290 00:20:38,230 --> 00:20:41,110 I was outside, 291 00:20:41,270 --> 00:20:44,440 Teach... Teach come out, 292 00:20:44,610 --> 00:20:48,020 and I didn't even know what he'd done until he told me. 293 00:20:48,180 --> 00:20:50,590 Teach testified to that, man. 294 00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:53,520 He... that's why I didn't even catch the rap 295 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:55,220 for... for manslaughter. 296 00:20:55,380 --> 00:20:57,620 I got accessory and arson. 297 00:20:57,790 --> 00:21:00,290 I've done eight out of 10-15. 298 00:21:00,450 --> 00:21:04,600 I mean, what... what more do you want from me? 299 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:09,540 Okay, so, 300 00:21:09,700 --> 00:21:11,640 let's make today 301 00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:14,280 an extra special day. 302 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,780 Let's do one nice thing for someone else, 303 00:21:17,940 --> 00:21:22,050 but not tell anyone else that we did it, okay? 304 00:21:23,940 --> 00:21:26,980 Win with the seventh deuce, it's 10 bucks for everybody. 305 00:21:27,150 --> 00:21:28,890 Win both ways with the seven deuce, 306 00:21:29,050 --> 00:21:30,890 - 20 bucks a head. - Jacks wild? 307 00:21:31,050 --> 00:21:32,460 Jacks definitely not wild. 308 00:21:32,620 --> 00:21:35,500 Marsha, stay in? 309 00:21:35,660 --> 00:21:37,070 Hello? 310 00:21:37,220 --> 00:21:40,430 - Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place? - Excuse me? 311 00:21:40,590 --> 00:21:42,800 Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson. My husband's... 312 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:44,810 Excuse me, I couldn't understand what... 313 00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:48,570 - Can I speak to Jack Mabry? - Well, this is Mrs. Mabry. 314 00:21:48,740 --> 00:21:51,310 Okay, can I speak to Jack? 315 00:21:51,470 --> 00:21:53,820 You need my husband. I can give him a mess... 316 00:22:11,690 --> 00:22:14,200 - Hey, you get hold of him? - She was a little short. 317 00:22:14,360 --> 00:22:17,970 You know? Like, I don't know. Like she didn't want to talk or something. 318 00:22:18,130 --> 00:22:19,340 Why-why-why you talkin' to her? 319 00:22:19,500 --> 00:22:21,380 Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite. 320 00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:24,310 Huh-uh, no biting, okay? 321 00:22:24,470 --> 00:22:28,010 Do you understand what I'm saying? I need you to do this for me right now. 322 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,180 Right now. Don't let it slide. 323 00:22:30,340 --> 00:22:32,480 Okay, I will. 324 00:22:32,650 --> 00:22:35,490 Okay? Call him tonight. 325 00:22:35,650 --> 00:22:38,030 Call him tomorrow. Call him tomorrow night. 326 00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:40,690 Call him the day after. Call him the day after tomorrow night. 327 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,890 That's what I'm getting at is do you believe what you did was wrong? 328 00:22:44,060 --> 00:22:46,660 What-what would you think, because I grew up west side 329 00:22:46,830 --> 00:22:49,810 that like I'm one of these socio-delinquent types, 330 00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:52,810 don't know the difference between right and wrong? 331 00:22:52,970 --> 00:22:55,410 You want me to tell you about my bad childhood and shit? 332 00:22:55,570 --> 00:22:56,910 I don't know. Did you have one? 333 00:22:57,070 --> 00:22:59,880 Well, you know, at the time, I thought a lot of shit was normal. 334 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:03,040 It was definitely unhealthy, 335 00:23:03,210 --> 00:23:05,550 but on the same token, you know, I didn't think 336 00:23:05,710 --> 00:23:07,990 I was a bad person to begin with. 337 00:23:08,150 --> 00:23:11,190 So, you know, I mean, what, you want to know 338 00:23:11,350 --> 00:23:13,530 if I'm gonna light any more grandparents on fire? 339 00:23:13,690 --> 00:23:15,360 - Are you? - No. 340 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:18,530 - You got any more? - Yeah, I got one. 341 00:23:18,690 --> 00:23:22,270 Yeah well, try to make a better effort with that one. 342 00:23:27,900 --> 00:23:29,780 I'm not trying to be flip. 343 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,750 I think I deserve to be free, I do. 344 00:23:34,910 --> 00:23:36,790 Why, because you did the time? 345 00:23:36,940 --> 00:23:39,750 That's it, you're ready? Now you're a clean slate? 346 00:23:39,910 --> 00:23:43,090 I'm clean as anybody, man. I'm clean as you. 347 00:23:43,250 --> 00:23:45,890 Well, maybe, maybe not. 348 00:23:46,050 --> 00:23:48,760 Seriously, let me ask you something, you know. 349 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:51,300 Why are you... why are you... why are you gonna sit there, 350 00:23:51,460 --> 00:23:53,770 like, asking me these questions like you never done nothing? 351 00:23:53,930 --> 00:23:58,040 I mean, you know, why do you get to walk around free and I don't? 352 00:23:58,200 --> 00:23:59,940 I wasn't convicted of a crime. 353 00:24:00,100 --> 00:24:01,980 Oh, come you never did anything bad? 354 00:24:02,140 --> 00:24:05,120 Never did anybody no wrong, had to be forgiven for nothing? 355 00:24:05,270 --> 00:24:06,650 No, never broke the law. 356 00:24:06,810 --> 00:24:08,790 What, you never got a speeding ticket? 357 00:24:08,940 --> 00:24:11,620 You never backed somebody up in a bar fight or something? 358 00:24:11,780 --> 00:24:14,920 Shit, Vietnam you never killed some kid... you carry that with you? 359 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:16,460 You step out on your wife, 360 00:24:16,620 --> 00:24:18,620 you fuck that little 15-year-old who looked at you sideways? 361 00:24:18,790 --> 00:24:20,730 - Okay okay. - No, come on, man! Come on! 362 00:24:20,890 --> 00:24:25,300 How long you get to keep judging a person for one had thing they done? 363 00:24:25,460 --> 00:24:28,100 No matter how much I paid, I gotta keep eating shit with you? 364 00:24:28,260 --> 00:24:29,900 For how long? 365 00:24:31,300 --> 00:24:34,580 That ain't right. It ain't. 366 00:24:34,740 --> 00:24:36,940 I mean, I'm begging you, man. I'm begging you. 367 00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:40,810 I'm a person. I'm a person. Look at my record, you know. 368 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,820 Look at... look at what I've done in here. 369 00:24:42,980 --> 00:24:45,690 I mean, I'm different than when I come in here, man. 370 00:24:45,850 --> 00:24:50,630 I've grown a lot. I'm like fucking reborn, man. 371 00:24:50,780 --> 00:24:53,590 What does that mean to you, being reborn? 372 00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:58,260 What? 373 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:02,300 What does that mean to you? 374 00:25:22,650 --> 00:25:25,530 Hi. Yeah, I'm back. 375 00:25:27,350 --> 00:25:29,890 - Hey, Mrs. Creeson. - Hey, Jake. 376 00:25:43,140 --> 00:25:44,880 Thanks. Bye, guys. 377 00:25:59,490 --> 00:26:01,060 Creeson! 378 00:26:03,860 --> 00:26:06,570 Oh, the rows look so nice. I like 'em thick, baby. 379 00:26:06,730 --> 00:26:08,000 - Yeah? - It looks really good. 380 00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:09,730 - I've been using that mousse you sent. - Yeah? 381 00:26:09,900 --> 00:26:12,070 'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on before you go to sleep, 382 00:26:12,230 --> 00:26:15,770 and when you wake up they're still all clean and nice... they look really good. 383 00:26:15,940 --> 00:26:19,080 They look tight. You look so fucking good. 384 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,220 I miss you so much. 385 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:33,960 What have you got to tell me? I mean... 386 00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:37,560 Well, I called him 387 00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:40,800 and he didn't call me back, so I left another message. 388 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:44,880 Okay, that's good, but you know you got to get with him person to person. 389 00:26:45,030 --> 00:26:47,570 - I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it. - One on one, you know what I'm saying? 390 00:26:47,730 --> 00:26:50,940 I gotta have you with me on it. I can't do this by myself. 391 00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:53,090 Anything. 392 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:56,450 I would do anything for you, you know that, right? 393 00:26:56,610 --> 00:26:57,990 Yeah. 394 00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:00,250 Okay okay. 395 00:27:00,410 --> 00:27:03,490 Baby, I wore something special for you. 396 00:27:03,650 --> 00:27:05,250 Did you? What did you wear? 397 00:27:05,420 --> 00:27:07,960 - Nothing. - Oh God. 398 00:27:09,990 --> 00:27:11,490 You're killin' me. 399 00:27:18,170 --> 00:27:20,150 Oh no. Okay okay okay. 400 00:27:20,300 --> 00:27:21,800 - What? - This is too much. No no. 401 00:27:21,970 --> 00:27:25,310 Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on. Come here, come here. 402 00:27:26,940 --> 00:27:28,280 Honey? 403 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:29,940 I can't get no ticket. 404 00:27:30,110 --> 00:27:32,110 I can't get a ticket, you understand, right? 405 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:33,780 I'm too close. 406 00:27:33,950 --> 00:27:36,830 - Baby. Baby. - Yeah. Yeah. 407 00:27:36,980 --> 00:27:39,930 Okay, I'm so close. 408 00:27:40,090 --> 00:27:42,930 - What am I gonna do? - It's gonna happen. 409 00:27:43,090 --> 00:27:45,160 - I can't do much more of this. - Don't worry. 410 00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:47,030 I can't. I ain't gonna make it. 411 00:27:47,190 --> 00:27:49,200 I'm serious, Lucetta. 412 00:27:49,360 --> 00:27:52,870 I just think I want... like I want to kill myself. 413 00:27:53,030 --> 00:27:56,170 You don't even joke like that, okay? 414 00:27:56,340 --> 00:27:57,780 Don't joke. 415 00:27:57,940 --> 00:28:00,210 I love you. 416 00:28:03,710 --> 00:28:05,990 You want something to eat? I got some cream puffs 417 00:28:06,150 --> 00:28:09,360 and some animal crackers and some milk and stuff. 418 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:12,900 "That the Father may be glorified..." 419 00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:03,510 "...the embrace of sin, the individual 420 00:29:03,670 --> 00:29:07,020 achieves perfect metaphysical pitch 421 00:29:07,170 --> 00:29:08,850 and transforms himself 422 00:29:09,010 --> 00:29:12,120 into a tuning fork of God." 423 00:29:19,390 --> 00:29:22,600 I'm trying improve myself here, you motherfuckers! 424 00:29:33,470 --> 00:29:35,880 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. 425 00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,610 Please leave a message. 426 00:29:38,770 --> 00:29:41,720 Hi. Hey, this is Lucetta Creeson. 427 00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,820 Um, I called before. I'm Stoney Creeson's wife. 428 00:29:44,980 --> 00:29:46,920 I spoke to Mrs. Mabry, 429 00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:49,220 but Mr. Mabry, this is for you. 430 00:29:49,380 --> 00:29:51,890 I would like to talk to you about my husband. 431 00:29:52,050 --> 00:29:53,900 Um, it's kind of important to us. 432 00:29:54,050 --> 00:29:56,630 And I work most mornings, but... 433 00:29:56,790 --> 00:29:58,740 well, no, look, I could rearrange things, 434 00:29:58,890 --> 00:30:01,570 so whenever's good for you is fine with me. 435 00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:05,140 Shit. 436 00:30:05,300 --> 00:30:07,610 I wasn't done. 437 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:11,150 Who goes to sleep at 9100? 438 00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:26,160 Hi. 439 00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:53,280 Mr. Mabry? 440 00:30:54,510 --> 00:30:57,690 - Officer Mabry? - Sorry? 441 00:30:57,850 --> 00:31:01,200 Mrs. Creeson... I'm Stoney's wife. 442 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,360 Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson. 443 00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:05,330 Look, call me Lucetta though, please. 444 00:31:06,830 --> 00:31:08,740 You're here to see your husband? 445 00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:11,710 No, silly, I'm here to see you. 446 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,850 Wait, I'm sorry, didn't you get my message? 447 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:18,880 Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson. 448 00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:21,490 You have to go through the office for me to see you. 449 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,210 - Oh right. - The case officer too... 450 00:31:24,380 --> 00:31:27,090 meet and assess the home situation. 451 00:31:27,250 --> 00:31:29,730 - That's-that's how we... - See, that's the thing though, sir, 452 00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:33,230 because, I mean, I am the home situation. 453 00:31:35,060 --> 00:31:37,060 - Mrs. Creeson, just call the office... - Lucetta. 454 00:31:37,220 --> 00:31:40,570 Lucetta. Just call the office and make an appointment. 455 00:31:40,730 --> 00:31:43,330 - That's the way you have to do it. - Can't I just talk to you for a while? 456 00:31:43,500 --> 00:31:46,570 I mean, can't we just, sort of just you and me make a date or something? 457 00:31:46,730 --> 00:31:48,040 - No, we can't. - Please please. 458 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:49,510 You know how much this means to us. 459 00:31:49,670 --> 00:31:53,010 If you're coming to see your husband, fine, but we can't do it any other way. 460 00:31:53,170 --> 00:31:55,380 And I'm late, really. 461 00:31:55,540 --> 00:31:57,580 Well, Mr. Mabry, 462 00:31:57,740 --> 00:31:59,920 Mr. Mabry, I wanted to give you a little something 463 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,080 - my kids made in class. - Yeah, I can't accept that. 464 00:32:02,250 --> 00:32:05,060 - It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway. - But it's for the birds, see? 465 00:32:05,220 --> 00:32:08,200 And they... it's a nest and they come and they take their twine 466 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:11,430 and their twigs and stuff and they make their little home. 467 00:32:11,590 --> 00:32:13,040 Thank you. 468 00:32:13,190 --> 00:32:15,370 Okay. 469 00:32:15,530 --> 00:32:18,070 - Nice to meet you. - Thank you. 470 00:32:26,940 --> 00:32:28,820 Okay. 471 00:32:31,210 --> 00:32:33,380 What the hell is this? 472 00:32:33,550 --> 00:32:35,620 - What's that? - This... your wife. 473 00:32:35,780 --> 00:32:36,990 What, she sent it to you? 474 00:32:37,150 --> 00:32:39,290 She gave it to me in the parking lot just now. 475 00:32:39,450 --> 00:32:41,490 Wait, what, Lucetta come and find you? 476 00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:44,660 She gave that to me in the parking lot. Don't mess with me. 477 00:32:44,830 --> 00:32:47,100 I ain't looking for any kind of trouble with you, you know. 478 00:32:47,260 --> 00:32:49,140 I hope you didn't put her up to it. 479 00:32:49,300 --> 00:32:51,440 The parole board's gonna send you a flop in the mail 480 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:53,130 and you won't even see them. 481 00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:55,940 Lucetta does whatever the fuck she wants. I told you, man. 482 00:32:56,100 --> 00:32:58,670 She's just boisterous. 483 00:33:02,310 --> 00:33:04,850 Jesus, what a week. 484 00:33:18,190 --> 00:33:21,700 Hey hey, I want to see what you think about something. 485 00:33:24,330 --> 00:33:26,170 You ever... you seen this? 486 00:33:27,670 --> 00:33:29,200 I found it in the library. 487 00:33:29,370 --> 00:33:33,220 "Zukangor, The Sound and Life God." 488 00:33:33,370 --> 00:33:34,880 Yeah, you know it? 489 00:33:36,010 --> 00:33:37,350 No. 490 00:33:37,510 --> 00:33:39,860 They say the sound part come first. 491 00:33:40,010 --> 00:33:42,550 They say the... when you experience 492 00:33:42,720 --> 00:33:45,060 a spiritual truth 493 00:33:45,220 --> 00:33:48,200 that it comes to you as a sound, 494 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,630 that it goes through you, 495 00:33:50,790 --> 00:33:53,960 changes your vibration, gets you back into harmony. 496 00:33:54,130 --> 00:33:56,510 Like God's tuning fork or something. 497 00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:59,140 And then if you let that happen to you, 498 00:33:59,300 --> 00:34:01,840 then... then you get the light, 499 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:04,410 or you get illumination or something. 500 00:34:05,870 --> 00:34:08,410 I wouldn't know about that. I'm an Episcopalian. 501 00:34:08,580 --> 00:34:12,520 They say it starts with small things, like little sounds, little vibrations, 502 00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:15,560 like a...just like a buzzing electric light 503 00:34:15,720 --> 00:34:19,160 or rushing water or the sound of a bee or... 504 00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,200 - Yeah? - Yeah. 505 00:34:21,350 --> 00:34:22,890 And then it grows. 506 00:34:23,060 --> 00:34:26,200 But there's no priest or nothing. It's not like a religion. 507 00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:30,740 There's just this one dude named Arnold who's the Zukmaster. 508 00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:34,400 They say you do this practice all by yourself. 509 00:34:34,570 --> 00:34:36,840 You can... you can hear better. 510 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,750 You can hear God speaking to you through sounds. 511 00:34:39,910 --> 00:34:41,410 What's the practice? 512 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,780 - They chant "Hue." - Hue? 513 00:34:43,940 --> 00:34:47,080 - And then they listen. - For what, a bee? 514 00:34:48,850 --> 00:34:50,420 Maybe, I don't know. 515 00:34:53,220 --> 00:34:57,190 But you know, the thing is 516 00:34:57,360 --> 00:35:00,100 they say you got to keep coming back 517 00:35:00,260 --> 00:35:03,040 until you pay for all your shit. 518 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,540 That you've got to fix it 519 00:35:05,700 --> 00:35:08,940 over a lot of lives, you know, until you work it all out. 520 00:35:09,100 --> 00:35:11,640 Well, what about this life? 521 00:35:11,810 --> 00:35:15,450 What about answering for the things that you've done in this life? 522 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:20,950 Shit, I know I have. 523 00:35:21,110 --> 00:35:22,960 Have you? 524 00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:24,620 Yeah. Have you? 525 00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:33,400 This is the body of Christ, given for you. 526 00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:36,470 The body of Christ, given for you. 527 00:35:38,930 --> 00:35:41,640 The body of Christ, given for you. 528 00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:43,800 - I'll be right back. - Sure. 529 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:50,690 Here, you drive home. 530 00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:53,480 I'm going to talk to the pastor a minute and then I'll walk. 531 00:35:53,650 --> 00:35:55,320 Okay. 532 00:35:58,450 --> 00:36:00,330 Hey yo, foul, bitch! 533 00:36:00,490 --> 00:36:02,130 Damn, that's a hard foul! 534 00:36:02,290 --> 00:36:04,330 Yo, that's a foul! 535 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:15,780 Hue... 536 00:36:26,850 --> 00:36:28,830 Man, you should've dunked it! 537 00:36:40,190 --> 00:36:43,830 Okay, I've never done this before, so... 538 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,840 well, I mean, I come to the... 539 00:36:47,630 --> 00:36:50,310 Church every week and I really try. 540 00:36:50,470 --> 00:36:53,470 And I don't know, I mean, I guess I had hoped with time 541 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,680 it would be easier and easier and... 542 00:36:57,310 --> 00:36:58,910 And I'd be... 543 00:37:01,150 --> 00:37:03,680 My family, people close to me, 544 00:37:03,850 --> 00:37:07,020 it seems to come to them easily, but for me it's... 545 00:37:07,190 --> 00:37:09,720 I mean I've... 546 00:37:09,890 --> 00:37:11,390 I don't know. 547 00:37:14,390 --> 00:37:17,070 I mean I've... 548 00:37:17,230 --> 00:37:21,080 Sometimes the thoughts that I have, 549 00:37:21,230 --> 00:37:23,080 feelings... 550 00:37:25,170 --> 00:37:27,240 But, uh, sometimes 551 00:37:27,410 --> 00:37:30,350 I just think maybe you should shoot me or something. 552 00:37:30,510 --> 00:37:33,420 Well, I don't believe that that's what God wants for you. 553 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:36,360 Well, what does he want? 554 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:40,790 I wish I had a simple answer for you. 555 00:37:40,950 --> 00:37:43,700 I'm not sure what God wants for you. 556 00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:47,300 Is there anything... 557 00:37:49,430 --> 00:37:52,540 There's an old Biblical passage that says... 558 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:57,610 "Be still and know that I am God." 559 00:37:57,770 --> 00:37:59,580 Which is a way of saying 560 00:37:59,740 --> 00:38:02,150 sometimes God does, um, 561 00:38:02,310 --> 00:38:05,550 speak to us in mysterious ways. 562 00:38:23,460 --> 00:38:24,970 Off the rail! 563 00:38:25,130 --> 00:38:26,970 I said off the rail! 564 00:38:37,580 --> 00:38:40,420 Hue... 565 00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:52,530 Hello? 566 00:38:52,690 --> 00:38:55,970 Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson. We talked last week. 567 00:38:56,130 --> 00:38:58,440 I'm sorry, what is your name again? 568 00:38:58,600 --> 00:39:00,510 Lucetta Creeson. 569 00:39:00,670 --> 00:39:03,050 I was just wondering if Jack was home. 570 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:05,770 I'm afraid he's still... oh no, wait, hold on. 571 00:39:05,940 --> 00:39:09,220 - Jack, telephone. - Who is it? Who? Who is it? 572 00:39:09,380 --> 00:39:11,120 A friend of yours? 573 00:39:12,450 --> 00:39:14,290 - Hello. - Hey. 574 00:39:14,450 --> 00:39:16,120 It's Lucetta Creeson. 575 00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:18,490 Listen, I was just wondering, um, 576 00:39:18,650 --> 00:39:20,690 when we could meet, when we could get together. 577 00:39:20,850 --> 00:39:24,890 Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know how you're calling my house, 578 00:39:25,060 --> 00:39:26,630 but I told you to call the office. 579 00:39:26,790 --> 00:39:28,360 Well, look, I'm just, 580 00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:32,030 I'm not that great at offices and, you know, 581 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:35,510 I just... I just can't be real, like, in an office, you know? 582 00:39:35,670 --> 00:39:37,550 - Look, Mrs. Creeson... - Lucetta. 583 00:39:37,700 --> 00:39:41,050 Mrs. Creeson, I have business with your husband. 584 00:39:41,210 --> 00:39:43,380 Well, that's why I'm calling. 585 00:39:43,540 --> 00:39:45,550 I mean, what, did you think I had another reason? 586 00:39:45,710 --> 00:39:47,320 Well, no, I didn't. 587 00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:50,390 Maybe we could go to lunch, you could bring Mrs. Mabry too. 588 00:39:50,550 --> 00:39:53,260 You know, she's got a sweet voice. What's her first name? 589 00:39:53,420 --> 00:39:55,060 Look, I admire that you love your husband 590 00:39:55,220 --> 00:39:56,600 and you want to do what's right for him, 591 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,760 but you're not helping him. I'm telling you that right now. 592 00:39:59,930 --> 00:40:01,770 Listen to me, Jack. 593 00:40:01,930 --> 00:40:04,000 I do love my husband. 594 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:05,940 I love my husband 595 00:40:06,100 --> 00:40:09,380 so much. 596 00:40:11,270 --> 00:40:14,180 And all I'm asking you is for a chance 597 00:40:14,340 --> 00:40:17,120 to help you see him in a different light. 598 00:40:18,510 --> 00:40:20,920 I mean, how many men at that place you work at 599 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:24,460 have somebody loving them like that, huh? 600 00:40:26,020 --> 00:40:28,190 Doesn't that mean something to you, 601 00:40:28,350 --> 00:40:30,930 a man in a position like yours? 602 00:40:31,090 --> 00:40:34,130 It-it... no, it-it does, it does. Don't misunderstand me. 603 00:40:34,290 --> 00:40:36,870 I just want him home. 604 00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:40,480 I want... I want him so bad. 605 00:40:40,630 --> 00:40:42,940 I want his arms around me. 606 00:40:43,100 --> 00:40:45,450 I want him in my bed. 607 00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,950 I miss him. 608 00:40:48,110 --> 00:40:50,280 Can't I persuade you? 609 00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:52,620 Who's it gonna hurt, hmm? 610 00:40:52,780 --> 00:40:56,060 Just let me come see you, please. 611 00:40:57,920 --> 00:40:59,990 Let me come see you, Jack. 612 00:41:07,230 --> 00:41:08,900 I got him. 613 00:41:09,060 --> 00:41:10,970 It's gonna happen, baby. 614 00:41:14,830 --> 00:41:18,300 Huh. Honey, you okay? 615 00:41:18,470 --> 00:41:20,180 I'm so fucking tired. 616 00:41:21,810 --> 00:41:23,750 Can't you sleep? 617 00:41:23,910 --> 00:41:26,790 No, it's too loud all the time. 618 00:41:26,950 --> 00:41:29,020 So noisy I can't... 619 00:41:31,180 --> 00:41:32,750 I can't get out of my head. 620 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:35,160 I can't hear nothing. I can't listen. 621 00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,000 This place is startin' to mess with my head. 622 00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:41,540 I'm telling you, I'm having these weird-ass dreams. 623 00:41:41,690 --> 00:41:43,670 Poor honey. 624 00:41:46,930 --> 00:41:49,880 I thought I wanted to kill myself, right? 625 00:41:51,300 --> 00:41:54,220 Thought I wanted to hang myself in the solitary. 626 00:41:54,370 --> 00:41:55,940 I don't get it. You dreamed that? 627 00:41:56,110 --> 00:41:58,180 But then I got too scared to die 628 00:41:58,340 --> 00:42:01,950 and I just hung there for all of eternity. 629 00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:08,860 I don't want to fucking be here. 630 00:42:14,130 --> 00:42:15,700 I don't want to fucking be here. 631 00:42:15,860 --> 00:42:17,900 Honey. 632 00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,050 Honey, what'd you have to eat that night? 633 00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:28,050 It must've been something. Was it spicy? 634 00:42:43,490 --> 00:42:46,400 - Shoot it! - All right, let's go. 635 00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:55,200 That's the grandson I've been telling you about right there. 636 00:42:55,370 --> 00:42:57,680 - How cute. - His eyes are so... 637 00:43:03,110 --> 00:43:04,780 I got a grandchild. 638 00:43:04,940 --> 00:43:06,580 Do you really? 639 00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:09,230 Yeah. Her name's Katie, three years old. 640 00:43:09,380 --> 00:43:11,950 - Cute. - Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute. 641 00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:13,790 Does she look like you? 642 00:43:13,950 --> 00:43:16,090 Hell no. No no no. 643 00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:18,260 I bet she loves you though. 644 00:43:18,420 --> 00:43:20,730 - Yeah well... - You see her much? 645 00:43:23,460 --> 00:43:26,270 They live upstate, so we don't see her that much. 646 00:43:26,430 --> 00:43:28,110 Aw, that's too bad. 647 00:43:31,140 --> 00:43:34,740 She's getting a divorce, my daughter. 648 00:43:34,910 --> 00:43:37,550 - I'm sorry. - What are you gonna do? 649 00:43:37,710 --> 00:43:39,750 People are gonna do what they're gonna do. 650 00:43:42,980 --> 00:43:44,460 Are you in pain? 651 00:43:44,620 --> 00:43:45,990 Yeah, it's just my back. 652 00:43:46,150 --> 00:43:47,560 Oh. What'd you get that, 653 00:43:47,720 --> 00:43:49,430 playing ball or like from some war? 654 00:43:49,590 --> 00:43:51,090 No no, it's just life. 655 00:43:51,260 --> 00:43:53,790 So I don't know if I can... 656 00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:55,840 I don't want you to get your hopes up. 657 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:57,470 About what? 658 00:43:57,630 --> 00:43:59,580 What I can do for you, for your husband. 659 00:43:59,730 --> 00:44:02,270 - There's a whole system... - Have you tried magnet therapy? 660 00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,580 For your back, I mean. It's like these magnets that you wear and stuff. 661 00:44:05,740 --> 00:44:07,980 - Magnets? - Yeah, it's really good. 662 00:44:08,140 --> 00:44:09,980 Actually, you should come over sometime, 663 00:44:10,140 --> 00:44:13,020 because I got these insoles this guy sold me 664 00:44:13,180 --> 00:44:14,780 and I wear 'em in my shoes 665 00:44:14,950 --> 00:44:17,190 and I don't get tired in school or anything. 666 00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:19,690 And... yeah, and sometimes 667 00:44:19,850 --> 00:44:22,490 I even put 'em under my pillow before I go to sleep. 668 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:24,190 And what does that do? 669 00:44:25,490 --> 00:44:27,160 Well, okay, 670 00:44:27,330 --> 00:44:29,670 you know how we're all toxic and stuff, right, 671 00:44:29,830 --> 00:44:33,300 with like all the microwaves and cell phones 672 00:44:33,470 --> 00:44:36,170 and all that weird stuff flying through the air. 673 00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:38,820 So it all builds up inside of you, right, 674 00:44:38,970 --> 00:44:40,880 and it makes you all achy and upset... 675 00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:42,710 and it can give you brain tumors, really... 676 00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:44,380 I mean, it kills people. 677 00:44:44,540 --> 00:44:47,120 So these magnets, they detox you. 678 00:44:47,280 --> 00:44:49,890 - Wow, that's... - Yeah, it's real. I believe it. 679 00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:53,020 You don't believe it? 680 00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:55,060 I don't know, I guess. 681 00:44:55,220 --> 00:44:57,030 No, it's real. 682 00:44:57,190 --> 00:44:59,860 I mean, look, I'm all into the body, you know, 683 00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:02,470 and for me if the body's feeling good, 684 00:45:02,630 --> 00:45:05,300 the mind just follows, you know? 685 00:45:05,460 --> 00:45:07,000 Absolutely. 686 00:45:07,170 --> 00:45:08,980 Ego? 687 00:45:09,140 --> 00:45:11,210 My kids made 'em. 688 00:45:11,370 --> 00:45:13,370 Now I got 'em all and I have to eat 'em. 689 00:45:13,540 --> 00:45:15,310 They're nice. They're pretty. 690 00:45:15,470 --> 00:45:17,010 Eat me please. 691 00:45:23,020 --> 00:45:24,720 Why not? 692 00:45:32,260 --> 00:45:34,100 I'm just eating the healthy part. 693 00:45:34,260 --> 00:45:37,670 Go on, just eat the whole thing. 694 00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:46,380 Creeson, what's up? You haven't been to chow in two days. 695 00:45:46,540 --> 00:45:49,710 You got a call out to go to Medical. Get dressed. 696 00:45:54,550 --> 00:45:56,250 Hold up there. 697 00:46:26,750 --> 00:46:28,750 You feel anything? 698 00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:32,930 No. 699 00:46:34,390 --> 00:46:36,630 Like a tingling? 700 00:46:38,590 --> 00:46:41,500 No, I don't. I don't think I... 701 00:46:41,660 --> 00:46:43,800 Like a pull? 702 00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:45,500 It's not dramatic, you know. 703 00:46:45,670 --> 00:46:49,010 It's just... it's kind of a sense. 704 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:52,950 Yeah well, you know, maybe a little something. 705 00:46:53,110 --> 00:46:54,850 Yeah. 706 00:50:21,010 --> 00:50:24,050 "To what extent is my commitment to obey God 707 00:50:24,220 --> 00:50:25,850 based on dos and don'ts 708 00:50:26,020 --> 00:50:29,020 or on a true love for Him?" 709 00:50:29,190 --> 00:50:31,860 Hmm. 710 00:50:32,020 --> 00:50:35,800 "In what recent circumstance was I aware of God's leading?" 711 00:50:38,460 --> 00:50:40,240 Why don't you say the blessing? 712 00:50:42,170 --> 00:50:44,310 Yeah. 713 00:50:44,470 --> 00:50:46,040 Blessed O Lord... 714 00:50:49,070 --> 00:50:51,150 blessed 0 Lord, 715 00:50:51,310 --> 00:50:55,850 this food to our use, and us to Thy loving service, 716 00:50:56,020 --> 00:50:58,890 and... 717 00:50:59,050 --> 00:51:01,930 Make us mindful of the needs of others... 718 00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:08,060 - In Christ's name, Amen. - Amen. 719 00:51:10,930 --> 00:51:12,770 You lose your place? 720 00:51:17,100 --> 00:51:19,280 You want an egg? 721 00:52:10,490 --> 00:52:13,990 Sin comes naturally to us from our birth. 722 00:52:14,160 --> 00:52:16,940 We-we... it's inbred in us. 723 00:52:17,100 --> 00:52:20,130 We are not sinners because we sin; 724 00:52:20,300 --> 00:52:23,800 we sin because we are sinners. 725 00:52:23,970 --> 00:52:28,150 Even if you lived a life of perfect righteousness, 726 00:52:28,310 --> 00:52:30,120 you deserve hell. You know why? 727 00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:33,620 Because "all of our righteousnesses," Isaiah says, 728 00:52:33,780 --> 00:52:35,320 "are as filthy rags." 729 00:53:25,300 --> 00:53:27,640 You're real sweet, Jack. 730 00:53:28,900 --> 00:53:30,740 You're real sweet. 731 00:53:32,470 --> 00:53:34,420 Fuck me harder. 732 00:54:17,950 --> 00:54:20,290 You're good, Jack. 733 00:54:21,590 --> 00:54:24,120 You're a good man for helping us, 734 00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:28,430 I appreciate it. 735 00:54:34,100 --> 00:54:36,100 You know that nobody can know about this. 736 00:54:36,270 --> 00:54:37,940 You know that, right? 737 00:54:38,100 --> 00:54:39,610 I mean nobody. 738 00:54:39,770 --> 00:54:41,770 That's very important. 739 00:54:41,940 --> 00:54:46,080 Whatever you want, it'll all go bad if anybody knows. 740 00:54:46,250 --> 00:54:49,280 Bad for everybody, you understand that? 741 00:54:49,450 --> 00:54:51,290 Of course, silly. 742 00:55:35,190 --> 00:55:37,500 What's wrong? You're not eating? 743 00:55:40,830 --> 00:55:44,340 You ever think about things they say go on forever? 744 00:55:44,500 --> 00:55:46,180 What? 745 00:55:46,340 --> 00:55:49,010 Things they say go on forever... like... 746 00:55:50,810 --> 00:55:52,950 What's that mean, you know? 747 00:55:54,550 --> 00:55:58,190 The sky, like, they say the sky goes on forever. 748 00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:01,830 But what is that really? That's... 749 00:56:01,990 --> 00:56:05,530 I mean, you can't see nothing you can't see, so... 750 00:56:07,530 --> 00:56:09,370 It's like a big bowl of blue above you. 751 00:56:09,530 --> 00:56:11,300 You can see clouds during the day 752 00:56:11,460 --> 00:56:13,410 or you can see stars at night maybe, 753 00:56:13,570 --> 00:56:16,070 but even with a telescope you can't see forever. 754 00:56:16,240 --> 00:56:17,980 So how do they know? 755 00:56:20,810 --> 00:56:22,340 Know what? 756 00:56:22,510 --> 00:56:24,510 What it is. 757 00:56:24,680 --> 00:56:27,020 Eternity... how do they know? 758 00:56:35,090 --> 00:56:37,730 So... so, Jack, 759 00:56:37,890 --> 00:56:41,700 he said the board's gonna review the whole thing, okay? 760 00:56:41,860 --> 00:56:44,240 And they're going to take into consideration 761 00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:47,610 your age and, you know, 762 00:56:47,770 --> 00:56:50,680 your mom and all that, 763 00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:54,580 and the fact that you were an addict back then, um... 764 00:56:56,240 --> 00:56:58,950 - hey, Stoney baby? - Hmm? 765 00:56:59,110 --> 00:57:01,250 Look at me. 766 00:57:03,850 --> 00:57:07,300 Well, I was trying to tell you about your parole. 767 00:57:07,450 --> 00:57:09,400 Yeah? 768 00:57:13,190 --> 00:57:15,260 Well, you weren't listening. 769 00:57:15,430 --> 00:57:18,970 Oh yeah, I'm listening. 770 00:57:19,130 --> 00:57:21,700 Lam. 771 00:57:21,870 --> 00:57:25,110 Okay, so Jack said, um... 772 00:57:25,270 --> 00:57:27,080 You call him Jack? 773 00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:28,780 Sure. 774 00:57:29,810 --> 00:57:32,620 That's good. What's he say? 775 00:57:34,650 --> 00:57:37,960 Okay, so, um, he's gonna talk to you 776 00:57:38,120 --> 00:57:40,650 and he's going over the whole thing 777 00:57:40,820 --> 00:57:44,490 and he's gonna decide in a few days to write up his notes in your case file 778 00:57:44,660 --> 00:57:47,470 to submit it to the parole commission so when they go over it next week 779 00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:49,730 they're gonna see it. Isn't that great, baby? 780 00:57:51,400 --> 00:57:53,970 Honey, this could be it. Isn't that great? 781 00:57:58,740 --> 00:58:00,510 Yeah. 782 00:58:05,310 --> 00:58:08,150 Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good? 783 00:58:11,650 --> 00:58:13,790 Well, look at me. 784 00:58:17,190 --> 00:58:19,500 What are you doing? 785 00:58:19,660 --> 00:58:21,760 Sometimes I think the best thing is... 786 00:58:23,260 --> 00:58:25,870 Is just-just listen. 787 00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,950 Would you stop playing? 788 00:58:36,880 --> 00:58:39,620 Is the kingdom of heav you think it should be a peaceful kingdom 789 00:58:39,780 --> 00:58:42,520 - and we should all get along? - That's great, but is it just going 790 00:58:42,680 --> 00:58:44,960 - to be a constant struggle... - That's a tough one. 791 00:58:45,120 --> 00:58:47,120 ...to have the kingdom of heaven here on earth? 792 00:58:54,460 --> 00:58:55,870 Crack 53! 793 00:59:03,470 --> 00:59:05,810 Just tell me, is it the 30th or the 31st? 794 00:59:05,970 --> 00:59:07,380 I've had about enough lip from you! 795 00:59:07,540 --> 00:59:08,920 God damn it, just tell me, which one is it? 796 00:59:09,070 --> 00:59:11,550 You can button that up right now and be nice. And I mean it. 797 00:59:20,020 --> 00:59:21,500 Creeson's here. 798 00:59:21,650 --> 00:59:24,070 [Stone] How do ask a person to... 799 00:59:24,220 --> 00:59:26,730 To explain something that... 800 00:59:26,890 --> 00:59:29,100 that they experienced 801 00:59:29,260 --> 00:59:30,930 to where another person's got no way 802 00:59:31,100 --> 00:59:34,670 to relate to the whole indefiniteness of it, you know? 803 00:59:36,540 --> 00:59:38,280 You don't believe me already, do you? 804 00:59:38,440 --> 00:59:40,540 I'm not saying I don't believe you. I just, you know, I... 805 00:59:40,710 --> 00:59:42,410 look, I've seen the tape, it's quite a thing. 806 00:59:42,570 --> 00:59:46,250 But nothing happened to you. I mean, you weren't involved in any way. 807 00:59:46,410 --> 00:59:49,920 Yeah, look, I don't know how to even... 808 00:59:50,080 --> 00:59:54,220 - I'm not... 809 00:59:54,390 --> 00:59:56,420 I don't know. I... 810 00:59:56,590 --> 00:59:58,630 You had, what, a profound 811 00:59:58,790 --> 01:00:01,960 spiritual epiphany. 812 01:00:02,130 --> 01:00:04,700 Shit, man, I ain't never even heard that word before. 813 01:00:04,860 --> 01:00:07,370 Look, we don't have to talk about it. 814 01:00:07,530 --> 01:00:09,640 You know, it really don't matter. 815 01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:11,780 Well... 816 01:00:11,940 --> 01:00:15,110 I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd like to believe in such things, but... 817 01:00:15,270 --> 01:00:17,050 Like what? Like me? You believe in me? 818 01:00:17,210 --> 01:00:20,490 Sure, I'd like to believe in you too. I mean that's why we're all here, right? 819 01:00:26,080 --> 01:00:28,290 Wow. 820 01:00:29,590 --> 01:00:32,160 Okay, you know, wait, look, 821 01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:34,270 there were something like... 822 01:00:35,990 --> 01:00:38,070 It was just a moment. 823 01:00:38,230 --> 01:00:40,230 The static, 824 01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:42,810 it just all went away, you know? 825 01:00:42,970 --> 01:00:44,310 And I could really hear, 826 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:46,970 like I could hear clear, for real. 827 01:00:47,140 --> 01:00:51,020 I don't know. It just made me see everything different. 828 01:00:51,180 --> 01:00:54,490 It made me look at my life in a different way. 829 01:00:54,650 --> 01:00:57,150 It was just all of a sudden I could- I could see that 830 01:00:57,320 --> 01:01:01,200 my life in here isn't empty and pointless like I thought it was before. 831 01:01:02,950 --> 01:01:04,460 Family and... 832 01:01:07,830 --> 01:01:11,540 - Look, Stone, just drop it. - Drop what? 833 01:01:11,700 --> 01:01:13,300 Well, I know what you're trying to do, but don't. 834 01:01:13,470 --> 01:01:16,500 Just-just-just don't. It's not helping. Just stop. 835 01:01:16,670 --> 01:01:18,840 Hey look, man, 836 01:01:19,000 --> 01:01:21,510 it don't matter to me no more. 837 01:01:21,670 --> 01:01:24,120 - What doesn't matter? - I don't care about what... 838 01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:27,380 what you're doing or what anybody else is trying to make you do. 839 01:01:27,550 --> 01:01:31,020 Make me do? What's that? Nobody's trying to make me do anything. 840 01:01:32,150 --> 01:01:34,530 Okay. 841 01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:40,070 You should do what you think is right, okay? 842 01:01:40,230 --> 01:01:43,170 I am whatever you say I am in there, so write what you feel. 843 01:01:43,330 --> 01:01:46,640 Seriously. I mean it. I mean, judge me how you think. 844 01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:48,840 - Well... - I mean, don't get me wrong, 845 01:01:49,000 --> 01:01:50,880 I want to be out, 846 01:01:51,040 --> 01:01:53,880 but I'm gonna wrestle with the same shit if I'm out. 847 01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:56,710 And I'm gonna keep this feeling if I'm in. 848 01:02:00,210 --> 01:02:01,820 So you're all good now? 849 01:02:01,980 --> 01:02:05,930 No no no. Look, I ain't saying I'm all happy all of a sudden. 850 01:02:06,080 --> 01:02:08,430 You know, my middle finger's been up a long time, man. 851 01:02:08,590 --> 01:02:11,570 I'm not just gonna start waving and smiling at people. 852 01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:14,730 I'm gonna pop off. I'm gonna lose my temper, and... 853 01:02:14,890 --> 01:02:18,070 and say shit and do shit that I'm gonna regret, whatever. 854 01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:21,070 I just... I just... I am who I am, you know? 855 01:02:21,230 --> 01:02:24,410 And that's okay. You know what I'm saying? 856 01:02:24,570 --> 01:02:26,950 No. No, I'm afraid l don't. 857 01:02:27,110 --> 01:02:29,780 Well, I told you I couldn't explain it really. 858 01:02:29,940 --> 01:02:32,050 - Are you okay? - Yeah. My back. 859 01:02:32,210 --> 01:02:34,950 - I'm gonna go sleep in the other room. - Oh. 860 01:02:35,110 --> 01:02:37,590 You can take great comfort in that, 861 01:02:37,750 --> 01:02:39,520 but that can be a false comfort. 862 01:02:39,680 --> 01:02:42,600 Sometimes in the twilight of a civilization, 863 01:02:42,750 --> 01:02:45,030 there can be a great cultural flowering, 864 01:02:45,190 --> 01:02:48,690 but in reality, there are cracks in the foundation of that society 865 01:02:48,860 --> 01:02:50,310 and that society is doomed. 866 01:03:11,950 --> 01:03:14,330 If you really want to know, 867 01:03:14,490 --> 01:03:17,960 I think it's some kind of play-acting or something. 868 01:03:18,120 --> 01:03:19,760 It's all bullshit? 869 01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:24,130 No. No. Look, Stoney's just... 870 01:03:24,300 --> 01:03:26,110 You know. I mean, he's screwed up. 871 01:03:26,260 --> 01:03:28,640 He's got weird ideas about things. 872 01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:31,470 Sometimes really weird. 873 01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:34,620 But, I mean, he's always been that way. 874 01:03:34,770 --> 01:03:38,480 [Jack] Talking to him, 875 01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:40,520 he almost seemed like... 876 01:03:40,680 --> 01:03:42,660 Like what? 877 01:03:42,810 --> 01:03:46,260 Something... really, I don't know. Different. 878 01:03:46,420 --> 01:03:49,370 No. 879 01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:53,490 Look, he's just trying to impress you, you know, 880 01:03:53,660 --> 01:03:56,160 trying to do whatever it takes to get out. 881 01:03:56,330 --> 01:03:58,330 Can you blame him? 882 01:03:58,500 --> 01:04:00,770 - No, it's okay. - What? 883 01:04:01,830 --> 01:04:03,710 Hey, sit down. 884 01:04:03,870 --> 01:04:06,540 Come on. Come on, sit down. 885 01:04:06,710 --> 01:04:08,380 Sit down. 886 01:04:12,340 --> 01:04:15,810 Look, he admires you a lot, you know. 887 01:04:15,980 --> 01:04:18,720 He told me he learned a lot talking to you. 888 01:04:21,890 --> 01:04:24,960 Can you be straight? 889 01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:27,030 Straight as you. 890 01:04:28,330 --> 01:04:29,860 Is this all just a... I mean, 891 01:04:30,030 --> 01:04:32,700 just-just-just tell me what's going on. 892 01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:38,870 I don't do anything I don't want to do. 893 01:04:41,670 --> 01:04:43,210 I like you. 894 01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:45,510 I like you, Jack. 895 01:04:46,580 --> 01:04:50,320 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 896 01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:53,050 Well, thanks. 897 01:04:57,360 --> 01:04:59,670 God, you're beautiful, you know. 898 01:05:02,430 --> 01:05:04,500 You're beautiful. 899 01:05:04,660 --> 01:05:06,510 Thank you. 900 01:05:10,900 --> 01:05:12,750 I'm not gonna come over here anymore. 901 01:05:12,900 --> 01:05:14,540 - You're not? - No. 902 01:05:14,710 --> 01:05:15,840 Okay. 903 01:05:16,010 --> 01:05:17,450 Maybe I should just take 904 01:05:17,610 --> 01:05:20,280 some antidepressants or something, I don't know. 905 01:05:22,450 --> 01:05:24,930 - Yes you will. - What? 906 01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:26,720 It's okay though. 907 01:05:26,890 --> 01:05:28,920 I don't mind when they say, "Oh no, no more," 908 01:05:29,090 --> 01:05:31,590 'cause then I just sit back and wait. 909 01:05:34,860 --> 01:05:36,630 But you'll call, 910 01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:38,400 won't you, or drop by? 911 01:05:38,560 --> 01:05:41,640 Like maybe late again some night, won't you? 912 01:05:41,800 --> 01:05:43,940 Oh God. 913 01:05:44,940 --> 01:05:47,470 Look, I don't care if you deny it. It's funny to me. 914 01:05:49,140 --> 01:05:50,480 St-stop this now. 915 01:05:50,640 --> 01:05:54,950 I think about you so much, Jack. All day long I'm thinking about you. 916 01:05:55,110 --> 01:05:56,960 I think about you at work. 917 01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:59,220 Don't say that. 918 01:05:59,380 --> 01:06:01,590 You're sexy, Jack, 919 01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:03,390 and you know if you let Stone out, 920 01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:06,130 we can still befriends too. He won't know. 921 01:06:06,290 --> 01:06:08,000 He won't even care. 922 01:06:08,160 --> 01:06:10,970 Look, I do what I do because I'm on my own, okay? 923 01:06:11,130 --> 01:06:13,630 And I got to make my own way, so don't you want to help us? 924 01:06:13,800 --> 01:06:16,470 - Don't you want to help me? - Don't talk like that. 925 01:06:16,630 --> 01:06:19,140 I can't. It's not that simple. 926 01:06:24,440 --> 01:06:27,820 You can't leave, can you? 927 01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,150 It's sweet. 928 01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:39,160 What the hell am I doing? God damn it. 929 01:06:39,320 --> 01:06:42,200 Oh, come on, Jack. He's a good man at heart. 930 01:06:42,360 --> 01:06:44,670 You really believe that? 931 01:06:44,830 --> 01:06:46,930 Yeah, I do. 932 01:06:47,100 --> 01:06:49,340 No different than you and me. 933 01:06:50,600 --> 01:06:52,100 Do you go to church? 934 01:06:52,270 --> 01:06:55,720 Hell no. There's no such thing as God. 935 01:07:46,190 --> 01:07:48,670 They called again. They need the Creeson report. 936 01:07:48,830 --> 01:07:50,200 I just sent it! 937 01:07:50,360 --> 01:07:52,930 You don't have to yell. I'm on the intercom. 938 01:07:53,100 --> 01:07:56,600 You got your RGC recommendation. 939 01:07:56,770 --> 01:07:58,770 Vocational counseling, 940 01:07:58,940 --> 01:08:02,580 psych therapy, GED, NA, NA program. 941 01:08:02,740 --> 01:08:05,520 So the board needs to decide 942 01:08:05,680 --> 01:08:08,210 if it's safe to let you back into the world, 943 01:08:08,380 --> 01:08:10,450 that you're not a danger to yourself or others. 944 01:08:10,620 --> 01:08:12,720 Rehabilitated, right? 945 01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:14,390 Yeah. 946 01:08:14,550 --> 01:08:16,090 You know, in my book it says 947 01:08:16,250 --> 01:08:20,230 that chronic neck pain comes from being hanged in another life. 948 01:08:20,390 --> 01:08:23,270 Well, it's my back. It's not my neck. 949 01:08:23,430 --> 01:08:25,770 Well, I'm just making conversation. 950 01:08:27,200 --> 01:08:29,240 Look, if you're not interested in the details 951 01:08:29,400 --> 01:08:30,970 of your hearing, we're done here. 952 01:08:31,140 --> 01:08:32,810 - Done? - We're done. 953 01:08:32,970 --> 01:08:36,210 - How do you mean we're done? - My report's already sent. We're done. 954 01:08:38,380 --> 01:08:42,290 Basically they want to hear that you take responsibility for your actions. 955 01:08:53,890 --> 01:08:56,630 See, the thing about that, I don't know. 956 01:08:58,300 --> 01:09:00,140 About what? 957 01:09:00,300 --> 01:09:04,640 It's funny, you know, 'cause you're always asking me about that night... 958 01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:06,680 how it made me feel. 959 01:09:11,140 --> 01:09:13,650 You know, when my cousin come out of the house 960 01:09:13,810 --> 01:09:17,350 and got me and we went back inside... 961 01:09:18,850 --> 01:09:22,160 It was trippy, man, because like two minutes before, 962 01:09:22,320 --> 01:09:24,270 YOU know, my poppy, 963 01:09:24,420 --> 01:09:27,100 he was... he was alive. There was color in his face. 964 01:09:27,260 --> 01:09:29,140 There was light in his eyes. 965 01:09:29,290 --> 01:09:32,800 And then I go inside there and... 966 01:09:38,100 --> 01:09:40,610 And then I see them 967 01:09:40,770 --> 01:09:43,980 Lying there all over everywhere. 968 01:09:48,210 --> 01:09:51,520 There was this buzzing in my ears, you know, 969 01:09:51,680 --> 01:09:54,060 and I thought it was just the shit that we was on, 970 01:09:54,220 --> 01:09:56,700 but it kept growing 971 01:09:56,850 --> 01:09:59,460 and it started scaring the shit out of me. 972 01:09:59,620 --> 01:10:01,540 Teach was bouncing off the walls, 973 01:10:01,690 --> 01:10:04,070 yelling at me, "We got to do something, 974 01:10:04,230 --> 01:10:06,330 You gotta help me. We gotta handle this." 975 01:10:06,500 --> 01:10:09,570 But all I could hear in my head was this sound. 976 01:10:11,840 --> 01:10:15,580 And then, I don't know how I knew, 977 01:10:15,740 --> 01:10:19,550 but I just knew that there needed to be a fire. 978 01:10:19,710 --> 01:10:21,690 I went to the garage. 979 01:10:21,850 --> 01:10:23,880 I got the can of gasoline 980 01:10:24,050 --> 01:10:25,720 and I got the match 981 01:10:25,880 --> 01:10:27,860 and I lit it. 982 01:10:31,390 --> 01:10:34,370 You ever seen a fire take control? 983 01:10:34,530 --> 01:10:37,530 It's something, man. It's alive. 984 01:10:37,700 --> 01:10:39,830 And [watched it 985 01:10:40,000 --> 01:10:42,770 take them up 986 01:10:42,930 --> 01:10:45,680 and start to change them. 987 01:10:47,340 --> 01:10:50,220 And the only thought that came in my head 988 01:10:51,840 --> 01:10:54,760 was "This is awesome." 989 01:10:54,910 --> 01:10:56,790 Awesome? 990 01:10:56,950 --> 01:10:58,930 Yeah. 991 01:11:00,280 --> 01:11:02,420 It was 992 01:11:02,590 --> 01:11:04,590 truly awesome. 993 01:11:06,590 --> 01:11:10,730 Um, the thing is that 994 01:11:10,900 --> 01:11:14,930 I know I'm supposed to take responsibility for my action, 995 01:11:15,100 --> 01:11:18,950 I know that I'm supposed to feel guilty about it, 996 01:11:19,100 --> 01:11:22,550 but I never did. 997 01:11:22,710 --> 01:11:24,620 And I never knew why. 998 01:11:26,480 --> 01:11:29,650 But now I think I can understand 999 01:11:29,810 --> 01:11:31,760 that it was just 1000 01:11:31,920 --> 01:11:33,900 part of what was supposed to happen 1001 01:11:34,050 --> 01:11:37,260 in my life's journey, 1002 01:11:37,420 --> 01:11:38,960 you know? 1003 01:11:39,120 --> 01:11:41,300 That was your decision... you did that. 1004 01:11:41,460 --> 01:11:42,840 No, I'm not saying I didn't. 1005 01:11:42,990 --> 01:11:45,940 I'm saying that we're all God's co-workers, 1006 01:11:46,100 --> 01:11:47,940 and we don't even know it. 1007 01:11:48,100 --> 01:11:49,940 Your crime has nothing to do with God. 1008 01:11:50,100 --> 01:11:52,170 Why not? God is everything. 1009 01:11:52,340 --> 01:11:54,980 You know, look at earthquakes and floods, 1010 01:11:55,140 --> 01:11:58,250 and-and tornadoes, and all the bad shit that happens... 1011 01:11:58,410 --> 01:12:01,150 why don't you think that we're a part of all of that too? 1012 01:12:01,310 --> 01:12:04,120 What we do, you know, the shit that we carry with us 1013 01:12:04,280 --> 01:12:06,160 from one life to the next, 1014 01:12:06,320 --> 01:12:09,420 maybe there's a plan that includes all of us... 1015 01:12:09,590 --> 01:12:11,660 you and me and my grandparents, 1016 01:12:11,820 --> 01:12:14,300 and we just don't know it. How can we know? 1017 01:12:14,460 --> 01:12:16,600 Enough of this shit. You know... you know... 1018 01:12:16,760 --> 01:12:18,600 you and Lucetta, 1019 01:12:18,760 --> 01:12:20,710 - she said that you were... - Lucetta? 1020 01:12:20,870 --> 01:12:22,500 - Your wife - What, you call her Lucetta? 1021 01:12:22,670 --> 01:12:24,510 - She said... - Don't. 1022 01:12:24,670 --> 01:12:26,710 - What? - Don't listen to her. 1023 01:12:26,870 --> 01:12:28,110 What do you mean? 1024 01:12:28,270 --> 01:12:31,380 Don't listen to what she's telling you, man. 1025 01:12:33,110 --> 01:12:34,890 Well, she believes in you. 1026 01:12:35,050 --> 01:12:37,290 Look, it's a game to her, man. 1027 01:12:37,450 --> 01:12:38,830 It's a game. She... 1028 01:12:38,980 --> 01:12:40,860 I told you in the beginning, she's an alien. 1029 01:12:41,020 --> 01:12:42,620 She's a... she's like a freak. 1030 01:12:42,790 --> 01:12:44,200 That's not a nice thing to say. 1031 01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:46,670 No, listen, I'm telling it to you straight, okay, 1032 01:12:46,820 --> 01:12:48,360 she's just working on you. 1033 01:12:48,530 --> 01:12:51,030 She's working on you. She's fucking you over, man. 1034 01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:52,540 She's an animal. 1035 01:12:52,700 --> 01:12:55,800 You know, you're fucking nuts, you know that? 1036 01:12:55,970 --> 01:12:57,340 You're fucking nuts. 1037 01:12:57,500 --> 01:12:59,310 You got a beautiful wife who cares about you, and... 1038 01:12:59,470 --> 01:13:02,540 Beautiful? You think she's beautiful? 1039 01:13:06,810 --> 01:13:09,260 Okay, you're a con. I've known that from the fucking start. 1040 01:13:09,410 --> 01:13:12,520 I don't believe you for one fucking second. Never did, never did. 1041 01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:15,060 So you've both been conning me? Okay, I know. 1042 01:13:15,220 --> 01:13:18,720 I've been around the block a few times. I ought to know better. 1043 01:13:19,890 --> 01:13:22,390 - I'm Sick and fucking tired of it. - What'd I say, man? 1044 01:13:24,060 --> 01:13:26,010 You expect me to eat this new shit you've been handing out? 1045 01:13:26,160 --> 01:13:28,230 Write a nice little note about your goddamn fucking epiphany? 1046 01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:29,780 You're the same bastard you've always been. 1047 01:13:29,930 --> 01:13:31,410 I know I am. 1048 01:13:31,570 --> 01:13:34,610 That's what I've been saying, man. 1049 01:13:34,770 --> 01:13:37,080 - You don't get it. - Get it? Oh no no, I got it. 1050 01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:39,240 I got it and I'm goddamn fucking fed up with you. 1051 01:13:39,410 --> 01:13:41,250 The both of you can go to hell for all I care. 1052 01:13:41,410 --> 01:13:44,920 I can't f... what have I done? Jesus Christ, I've been... 1053 01:13:45,080 --> 01:13:48,430 I mean, just goddamn year in and year out 1054 01:13:48,590 --> 01:13:51,430 sitting across the desk from this and we pretend we're doing something, 1055 01:13:51,590 --> 01:13:53,260 you pretend you've heard us and then we fall for it. 1056 01:13:53,420 --> 01:13:54,960 And then you come back in one year 1057 01:13:55,130 --> 01:13:58,300 and you're sitting right back here across the same desk from us again 1058 01:13:58,460 --> 01:14:01,440 and somebody out there is hurt or dead. Well, I'm not buying it anymore. 1059 01:14:01,600 --> 01:14:04,270 Nothing changed for the better. It's all bullshit. No one changes for the better. 1060 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:06,610 I've spent my whole fucking adult life doing this goddamn bullshit. 1061 01:14:06,770 --> 01:14:08,940 I'm sick to death of this whole fucking waste. 1062 01:14:09,110 --> 01:14:10,810 You get no more of my time, pal. 1063 01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:13,150 Get the hell out of here. Come on. 1064 01:14:13,310 --> 01:14:15,450 Let's go, Come on, get out. 1065 01:14:15,610 --> 01:14:17,790 Okay. 1066 01:14:17,950 --> 01:14:20,260 Oh God. Oh God. 1067 01:14:20,420 --> 01:14:22,330 Hey, man, you have anyone? 1068 01:14:22,490 --> 01:14:25,230 - What? - Anybody to stand behind you. 1069 01:14:25,390 --> 01:14:26,730 - Are you all alone? - I'm not... 1070 01:14:26,890 --> 01:14:29,840 Blow your motherfucking life up, man. Blow it up all the way. Do it. 1071 01:14:29,990 --> 01:14:31,740 Really, take it all the way. It helps. 1072 01:14:31,900 --> 01:14:33,640 Hey, Peterson, we're done. 1073 01:14:33,800 --> 01:14:35,640 Just go ahead and burn your motherfucking life. 1074 01:14:35,800 --> 01:14:38,440 - Now, God damn it! - Blow it up. Let it go, all of it. 1075 01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:39,980 Did anybody not fucking hear me? 1076 01:14:40,140 --> 01:14:41,480 - Let's go, please! - Go all the way. 1077 01:14:41,640 --> 01:14:43,810 - He's coming! - Just embrace it, man. Burn it up. 1078 01:14:43,980 --> 01:14:46,290 - Get him the hell out of here. - It's awesome. I'm pulling for you. 1079 01:14:46,440 --> 01:14:49,480 - No, really, I'm pulling for you. - Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch. 1080 01:15:12,540 --> 01:15:14,710 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. Please leave a message, 1081 01:15:16,270 --> 01:15:18,340 Hey, Jack... Mr. Mabry, 1082 01:15:18,510 --> 01:15:21,680 I left messages at work, but you didn't call me back. 1083 01:15:22,880 --> 01:15:24,990 I'm kind of in the dark here. 1084 01:15:26,650 --> 01:15:29,130 Don't leave me dangling. I hate that. 1085 01:15:36,790 --> 01:15:38,800 Let the machine get it. 1086 01:15:52,180 --> 01:15:53,990 Hello? 1087 01:15:54,150 --> 01:15:56,750 Is Mom there? 1088 01:15:56,910 --> 01:15:59,260 It's Candace. 1089 01:16:05,390 --> 01:16:08,230 Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm. 1090 01:16:09,430 --> 01:16:11,600 Yeah, I understand. 1091 01:16:11,760 --> 01:16:13,830 What's up? 1092 01:16:14,000 --> 01:16:15,840 Well, how's Katie? 1093 01:16:29,910 --> 01:16:32,090 Did you know you started out as a stone? 1094 01:16:32,250 --> 01:16:34,090 Hmm? 1095 01:16:34,250 --> 01:16:35,920 Your soul... it started out 1096 01:16:36,090 --> 01:16:38,430 as a mineral or a pebble, 1097 01:16:38,590 --> 01:16:41,540 and then it was reincarnated as a plant, 1098 01:16:41,690 --> 01:16:45,440 then as a fish, birds, animals and so on. 1099 01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:47,630 You had to work your way up to being a human. 1100 01:16:47,800 --> 01:16:50,610 Know what it's been doing, your soul? 1101 01:16:50,770 --> 01:16:53,580 - Hmm, what? - It's been paying off debts... 1102 01:16:53,740 --> 01:16:56,270 past sins from past lives, 1103 01:16:56,440 --> 01:16:59,790 reducing its burden from one life to the next. 1104 01:17:05,880 --> 01:17:08,800 Where'd you get that? 1105 01:17:08,950 --> 01:17:11,300 Junk mail. 1106 01:17:18,630 --> 01:17:20,580 You know what I think? 1107 01:17:20,730 --> 01:17:23,510 I think we get this one life, I do, and... 1108 01:17:25,500 --> 01:17:27,410 You account for what you've done in it. 1109 01:17:27,570 --> 01:17:30,680 And if you don't, you pay for it when you die. 1110 01:17:31,810 --> 01:17:33,810 You don't think? 1111 01:17:37,620 --> 01:17:39,820 Shit. 1112 01:17:39,980 --> 01:17:42,990 Shit shit, son of a bitch. 1113 01:17:43,150 --> 01:17:46,160 Fuck fuck. 1114 01:17:46,320 --> 01:17:47,860 - Okay, I get it. - Motherfucker. 1115 01:17:48,030 --> 01:17:51,100 Why don't you make me another fucking drink, you cocksucker? 1116 01:17:59,100 --> 01:18:01,050 Who is that? 1117 01:18:04,510 --> 01:18:05,680 Hello. 1118 01:18:05,840 --> 01:18:07,720 I'll take care of this. 1119 01:18:08,950 --> 01:18:10,790 Will you just pick up the phone sometimes? 1120 01:18:10,950 --> 01:18:13,360 - Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really. - Pick up the phone when you're here? 1121 01:18:13,520 --> 01:18:15,190 - This is inappropriate. - Hi, Mrs. Mabry. 1122 01:18:15,350 --> 01:18:17,200 - Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry? - Look, I'm sorry, please. 1123 01:18:17,350 --> 01:18:19,360 Young lady, I'm going to take you to your car. Let's go. 1124 01:18:19,520 --> 01:18:21,700 - Look, I'm a little bit worried. - I don't care if you've been worried. 1125 01:18:21,860 --> 01:18:24,200 You've been worried? I understand if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson, 1126 01:18:24,360 --> 01:18:27,240 but try and have a little patience. Get in the fucking car and get out of here. 1127 01:18:27,400 --> 01:18:29,040 What's wrong with you? Why are you being like this? 1128 01:18:29,200 --> 01:18:30,870 And what's wrong with my husband, huh? 1129 01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:32,010 Please... 1130 01:18:32,170 --> 01:18:34,580 - You're not supposed to be here. - What did you tell him about us? 1131 01:18:34,740 --> 01:18:36,510 There is no us. Get the fuck out of here. 1132 01:18:36,670 --> 01:18:39,050 - I just needed a friend to talk to. - Thank you, Mrs. Creeson. 1133 01:18:39,210 --> 01:18:41,210 You've got no fucking idea, man. 1134 01:18:41,380 --> 01:18:43,420 We'll talk at the prison. 1135 01:18:53,860 --> 01:18:55,700 Fucking idiot. 1136 01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:02,670 Inexcusable, coming to our home like that. 1137 01:19:08,940 --> 01:19:12,910 You know, we can't alter reports once they've been submitted for review. 1138 01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,420 I know, I know, but I made a mistake. 1139 01:19:15,580 --> 01:19:17,020 Ehh, you're only human. 1140 01:19:17,180 --> 01:19:21,190 Mitch, I-I-I'm asking, please. Please. 1141 01:19:23,390 --> 01:19:25,770 The hearing's in an hour. You're kidding, right? 1142 01:19:25,920 --> 01:19:27,270 I know. 1143 01:19:27,420 --> 01:19:30,100 I need a little something more to go on here. 1144 01:19:30,260 --> 01:19:31,600 I can't go into it. 1145 01:19:31,760 --> 01:19:36,540 I just missed something. I made a... I made a mistake. 1146 01:19:36,700 --> 01:19:39,910 If you want to plead your concerns, it's fine, 1147 01:19:40,070 --> 01:19:42,810 or if you want to submit additional evidence, that's okay too. 1148 01:19:42,970 --> 01:19:45,610 But you know as well as l do his fate's already been determined. 1149 01:19:45,780 --> 01:19:47,280 It's luck and quotas. 1150 01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:51,290 Nothing I say will make a difference? 1151 01:19:55,120 --> 01:19:58,070 Well, don't sweat it, Jack. 1152 01:19:58,220 --> 01:20:00,290 I mean, you're less than a month to go. Sleep easy. 1153 01:20:00,460 --> 01:20:02,460 - Hmm? - All right. 1154 01:20:08,230 --> 01:20:11,300 - I'm going out. - What about the Creeson hearing? 1155 01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:16,910 Thanks, Paul. 1156 01:20:29,990 --> 01:20:32,330 Revelation 3:20. 1157 01:20:32,490 --> 01:20:35,990 "Behold I stand at the door and knock. If any man open the door, 1158 01:20:36,160 --> 01:20:38,970 I will come into him and sup with him and he with me." 1159 01:20:39,130 --> 01:20:40,870 Revelation 3:20. 1160 01:20:41,030 --> 01:20:42,940 All right, the next one is... 1161 01:20:47,170 --> 01:20:48,950 It says Christ died for the ungodly. 1162 01:20:49,110 --> 01:20:51,480 Yeah, that's in Romans, chapter 5. 1163 01:20:51,640 --> 01:20:54,380 Romans 5:8... 1164 01:21:00,050 --> 01:21:03,050 So we're getting to the commandments next, 1165 01:21:03,220 --> 01:21:05,530 I guess, huh? 1166 01:21:16,870 --> 01:21:18,570 Do you believe in all this? 1167 01:21:18,740 --> 01:21:20,720 What? 1168 01:21:22,570 --> 01:21:24,380 Do you? 1169 01:21:30,480 --> 01:21:32,260 You read the meditation. 1170 01:21:43,760 --> 01:21:47,900 "What request is on the top of my prayer list for today? 1171 01:21:48,070 --> 01:21:52,040 Is it a selfish request or one that will bring God glory?" 1172 01:21:52,200 --> 01:21:55,180 I know what I want. How about you? 1173 01:21:58,710 --> 01:22:01,250 You lost your place again. 1174 01:22:06,350 --> 01:22:08,920 You have something you want to say to me? 1175 01:22:10,790 --> 01:22:13,100 You don't? 1176 01:22:13,260 --> 01:22:16,730 I can't even think of what you'd want me to say. 1177 01:23:06,010 --> 01:23:07,990 You want to talk about it, man? 1178 01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:09,750 What's that? 1179 01:23:09,910 --> 01:23:11,650 - Her coming... - Hmm? 1180 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:14,490 ...or me going or anything you want. 1181 01:23:15,690 --> 01:23:17,690 Look, I'm a little concerned about you, man. 1182 01:23:17,860 --> 01:23:19,530 You're seeming a little ragged to me. 1183 01:23:19,690 --> 01:23:23,500 Yeah well, put your mind at ease. 1184 01:23:23,660 --> 01:23:25,800 So that's it for us, huh? 1185 01:23:25,960 --> 01:23:28,840 You want to ask me any more questions or go over some shit? 1186 01:23:29,000 --> 01:23:31,340 I'll sit in the chair, we can do that thing, you know. 1187 01:23:31,500 --> 01:23:35,040 You'd better be smart or you're gonna be right back in here again. 1188 01:23:35,210 --> 01:23:37,380 Hey, I got my release, Jack. 1189 01:23:37,540 --> 01:23:40,720 You ain't got to concern yourself about me no more, man. 1190 01:23:40,880 --> 01:23:42,360 You got it, all right, but make no mistake: 1191 01:23:42,510 --> 01:23:44,990 I can have 'em watch your goddamn ass 24 hours a day. 1192 01:23:45,150 --> 01:23:46,490 You got me? 1193 01:23:46,650 --> 01:23:48,150 I got you. 1194 01:23:51,020 --> 01:23:53,370 Shit, man, you don't believe in nothing, do you? 1195 01:23:53,520 --> 01:23:56,730 I believe you're one fucked up son of a bitch. 1196 01:23:56,890 --> 01:24:00,240 I know you don't believe in me, but you don't believe in yourself. 1197 01:24:00,400 --> 01:24:02,540 You don't believe in God. 1198 01:24:02,700 --> 01:24:05,580 I don't think you feel that anything is true inside of you. 1199 01:24:05,740 --> 01:24:07,150 I'll give you true... 1200 01:24:07,300 --> 01:24:09,880 I'm glad you're out of my hair, Gerald Creeson. 1201 01:24:11,210 --> 01:24:13,050 Now you can be somebody else's headache. 1202 01:24:13,210 --> 01:24:15,920 Oh... 1203 01:24:16,080 --> 01:24:18,320 Man, life is just taking you by the neck, 1204 01:24:18,480 --> 01:24:21,050 and rattling your whole frame 1205 01:24:21,220 --> 01:24:23,390 and you don't know which way is up. 1206 01:24:23,550 --> 01:24:26,260 It's scary as shit when the wheels come off like that, man. 1207 01:24:26,420 --> 01:24:28,030 I feel you. I've been there. 1208 01:24:28,190 --> 01:24:32,230 I mean it. But that's when you got to start listening, man. 1209 01:24:32,400 --> 01:24:34,240 Where the fuck is she? 1210 01:24:34,400 --> 01:24:36,110 You don't want to shoot the shit with me anymore, man? 1211 01:24:36,270 --> 01:24:37,610 I'm gonna miss shooting the shit with you. 1212 01:24:37,770 --> 01:24:39,250 Not me, boy, not me. Time for you to go. 1213 01:24:39,400 --> 01:24:41,180 I've enjoyed choppin' it up with you, man. 1214 01:24:42,870 --> 01:24:45,110 Anybody here yet? 1215 01:24:45,280 --> 01:24:47,120 Hey, just keep listening, Jack. 1216 01:24:47,280 --> 01:24:49,850 That's all I'm saying, 'cause I think something's coming for you, 1217 01:24:50,010 --> 01:24:53,390 but when it comes, man, just stay open to it, you know. 1218 01:24:53,550 --> 01:24:56,030 - Don't close it off. - Here we go. 1219 01:24:56,190 --> 01:24:57,290 In there. 1220 01:25:14,870 --> 01:25:17,110 Well, happy day. 1221 01:25:23,650 --> 01:25:25,320 So, well, can I kiss her? 1222 01:26:01,820 --> 01:26:03,320 Ready? 1223 01:26:05,520 --> 01:26:07,260 Yeah. 1224 01:26:11,800 --> 01:26:13,670 Well, good luck to you, Stone. 1225 01:26:15,500 --> 01:26:17,840 Hey, I want to thank you. 1226 01:26:18,000 --> 01:26:20,880 Seriously, I appreciate everything that you've done for me. 1227 01:26:21,040 --> 01:26:22,520 Yep. 1228 01:26:26,610 --> 01:26:28,350 Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson. 1229 01:26:28,510 --> 01:26:31,690 Lucetta, Jack. I mean, we're all friends here, right? 1230 01:26:31,850 --> 01:26:34,390 Lucetta. Take good care of him. 1231 01:26:34,550 --> 01:26:38,620 I will. And you take good care too, old man. 1232 01:26:39,990 --> 01:26:42,470 - See you later, Jack. - Mmm. 1233 01:26:47,000 --> 01:26:50,040 Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say, 1234 01:26:50,200 --> 01:26:53,550 Lucetta, she did tell me that you fucked her. 1235 01:26:54,870 --> 01:26:57,850 I know that must be against some kind of rules around here, right? 1236 01:26:58,010 --> 01:27:00,220 I knew what you two were doing. 1237 01:27:00,380 --> 01:27:03,720 Oh, did you know what you were doing when you let my wife suck your cock? 1238 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,990 - Good luck to you. - I'll see you out on the bricks. 1239 01:27:07,150 --> 01:27:08,820 Good luck to you. 1240 01:27:11,050 --> 01:27:13,660 Right now we enjoy the Constitutional freedom 1241 01:27:13,820 --> 01:27:16,700 to keep and bear arms. If that were ever infringed, 1242 01:27:16,860 --> 01:27:21,280 if that were ever repealed or just flat out violated and... 1243 01:27:21,430 --> 01:27:24,900 Madylyn? 1244 01:27:25,070 --> 01:27:28,240 As a Christian, would we be within our rights, 1245 01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:30,580 because Thomas Jefferson says 1246 01:27:30,740 --> 01:27:34,280 these rights are inalienable because they come from our creator... 1247 01:27:34,440 --> 01:27:35,950 Madylyn? 1248 01:27:36,110 --> 01:27:38,250 ...within our rights as Christians 1249 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:40,790 to revolt against the government 1250 01:27:40,950 --> 01:27:45,590 and its denial of those fundamental Constitutional rights, 1251 01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:49,970 or would a Christian have to respond differently? 1252 01:27:51,360 --> 01:27:53,360 - Some mail. - We would have to respond. 1253 01:27:53,530 --> 01:27:56,270 And we as Christians would have to rise up 1254 01:27:56,430 --> 01:27:58,970 against any government that said 1255 01:27:59,140 --> 01:28:02,140 we didn't have a right to protect ourselves, because... 1256 01:28:02,310 --> 01:28:03,720 I guess I would ask the question, 1257 01:28:03,870 --> 01:28:06,580 why do they want to take our guns away from us? 1258 01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,850 I like you. 1259 01:29:19,380 --> 01:29:22,330 I like you, Jack. 1260 01:29:22,490 --> 01:29:25,800 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 1261 01:30:39,930 --> 01:30:41,640 Madylyn! 1262 01:30:41,800 --> 01:30:43,610 Wake up! Wake up! Madylyn! 1263 01:30:43,770 --> 01:30:45,610 Madylyn, wake up! Wake up! 1264 01:30:52,540 --> 01:30:54,450 Come on! 1265 01:31:01,950 --> 01:31:04,830 - I got to get to a phone. - Where are you gonna go? 1266 01:31:04,990 --> 01:31:06,330 - What about Steve and Helen? - No, they're away. 1267 01:31:06,490 --> 01:31:08,470 - Well, what about David? - It's too far. It's too late. 1268 01:31:08,630 --> 01:31:10,500 Ah! 1269 01:31:10,660 --> 01:31:13,300 Look at this! Oh my G... 1270 01:31:14,460 --> 01:31:17,450 Oh God. 1271 01:31:17,600 --> 01:31:21,310 You motherfucker! 1272 01:31:21,470 --> 01:31:23,920 God damn it. God damn it! 1273 01:31:24,070 --> 01:31:25,350 - Don't say that. - What? 1274 01:31:25,510 --> 01:31:27,510 Taking the Lord's name... stop that. 1275 01:31:27,680 --> 01:31:30,680 - Jesus, Madylyn, please. - Stop it! I won't stand for it! 1276 01:31:30,850 --> 01:31:32,590 What are you talking about, for Christ's sakes? 1277 01:31:32,750 --> 01:31:35,160 This means something to me. It may not mean anything to you anymore, 1278 01:31:35,320 --> 01:31:36,990 - but it means something to me! - Jesus, Madylyn, 1279 01:31:37,150 --> 01:31:39,160 we just almost got incinerated in our sleep 1280 01:31:39,320 --> 01:31:41,460 by some fucking nut-job who I let out, 1281 01:31:41,620 --> 01:31:44,000 and you're fucking bothering me about my fucking language? 1282 01:31:44,160 --> 01:31:46,300 - Nobody did this to us! - Give me a fucking break! 1283 01:31:46,460 --> 01:31:48,370 - Nobody did this to us. - What?! 1284 01:31:48,530 --> 01:31:50,170 It wasn't anybody. It was an act of God. 1285 01:31:50,330 --> 01:31:52,640 I've got a pretty good fucking idea who did this to us. 1286 01:31:52,800 --> 01:31:55,510 This was an act of God. I'm going to tell the firemen that. 1287 01:31:56,610 --> 01:31:58,780 What are you talking about, Madylyn? 1288 01:31:58,940 --> 01:32:02,290 About the frayed wiring in the kitchen wall. 1289 01:32:02,450 --> 01:32:04,290 What are you talking about? What wire? 1290 01:32:04,450 --> 01:32:06,320 In the kitchen wall. 1291 01:32:06,480 --> 01:32:09,230 And the... the basement. 1292 01:32:09,390 --> 01:32:11,370 - What? - There are all those rag... 1293 01:32:11,520 --> 01:32:14,200 rags down there, all those old rags. 1294 01:32:14,360 --> 01:32:17,200 I'm gonna tell them to go down there. 1295 01:32:20,360 --> 01:32:22,570 Why would you say that? 1296 01:32:23,900 --> 01:32:26,710 Because it's as good a story as any. 1297 01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:10,360 It's not that sunny out. 1298 01:33:10,510 --> 01:33:12,290 Everybody knows 1299 01:33:12,450 --> 01:33:15,430 you can still get sunburned on a cloudy day. 1300 01:33:22,030 --> 01:33:24,870 Ah, look at the barns. 1301 01:33:25,030 --> 01:33:26,770 Remember that? 1302 01:33:27,930 --> 01:33:29,770 Not really. 1303 01:33:32,970 --> 01:33:35,920 I don't know how you stuck it out as long as you did. 1304 01:33:37,970 --> 01:33:40,110 I think you'd have done this sooner. 1305 01:33:43,050 --> 01:33:45,550 I almost did once. 1306 01:33:47,820 --> 01:33:49,760 So what happened? 1307 01:34:00,060 --> 01:34:02,480 What happened? 1308 01:34:05,740 --> 01:34:08,410 He's free! Yeah! He's free! 1309 01:34:11,610 --> 01:34:14,450 That's a free man there, huh? 1310 01:34:34,100 --> 01:34:37,980 You do not want to make it a two-way conversation with them, 1311 01:34:38,130 --> 01:34:42,170 because they have nothing on their minds but... 1312 01:34:42,340 --> 01:34:44,180 well, they may have nothing but time 1313 01:34:44,340 --> 01:34:46,790 to just think about ways to work on you 1314 01:34:46,940 --> 01:34:48,790 and to get under your skin. 1315 01:34:48,950 --> 01:34:51,020 You cannot make yourself a person to them. 1316 01:34:51,180 --> 01:34:53,350 Oh, believe me, I've learned that lesson. 1317 01:34:56,850 --> 01:34:59,200 Well, I mean, they'll test you for sure. 1318 01:35:01,020 --> 01:35:03,830 A good looking woman like you... 1319 01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:05,870 Oh, Jack. 1320 01:35:06,030 --> 01:35:08,030 Well, I'm... 1321 01:35:08,200 --> 01:35:11,080 I'm retired, I'm not dead, you know. 1322 01:35:11,230 --> 01:35:14,080 Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay? You're the best. 1323 01:35:14,240 --> 01:35:16,220 I wanna have a little fun. 1324 01:35:16,370 --> 01:35:19,150 Send me off into the sunset. 1325 01:35:22,210 --> 01:35:23,920 Huh-uh. 1326 01:35:24,080 --> 01:35:26,360 Let's just keep it pro, okay? 1327 01:35:28,320 --> 01:35:30,030 You want to be a pro? 1328 01:35:30,190 --> 01:35:33,530 Fuck pro. They're gonna fucking chew your ass up in there. 1329 01:35:33,690 --> 01:35:35,690 - Okay, Jack, that's enough. - No no, it's bullshit. 1330 01:35:35,860 --> 01:35:38,070 Jerking my chain like that, you fucking cunt. 1331 01:35:38,230 --> 01:35:41,330 - Gimme some respect. - Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts. 1332 01:35:41,500 --> 01:35:43,170 Yeah yeah, I'm in. 1333 01:35:43,330 --> 01:35:46,110 - Up yours. - Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey. 1334 01:35:46,270 --> 01:35:49,550 I'm just fucked up. I should go. 1335 01:35:49,710 --> 01:35:52,740 - No, ride with me. - No, I'm-I'm gonna get a cab. 1336 01:35:52,910 --> 01:35:54,680 I'm good, I'm good. I'm gonna get a cab. 1337 01:35:54,840 --> 01:35:58,760 I'm good, word of honor. I'm good. It's a cab. 1338 01:36:00,750 --> 01:36:03,200 ...get us to the reality that God has already deemed 1339 01:36:03,350 --> 01:36:06,430 is going to happen, and nothing is going to change that. 1340 01:36:06,590 --> 01:36:09,470 And so it's not like there is this cosmic battle 1341 01:36:09,630 --> 01:36:11,770 between good and evil, 1342 01:36:11,930 --> 01:36:14,270 and good might not triumph. 1343 01:36:14,430 --> 01:36:16,930 The reality is that there is a battle going on 1344 01:36:17,100 --> 01:36:20,640 where you would see a huge boxer 1345 01:36:20,800 --> 01:36:22,480 holding a guy's head back, 1346 01:36:22,640 --> 01:36:25,780 and the little scrawny guy is flailing his arms, 1347 01:36:25,940 --> 01:36:28,390 waving at the guy, trying to beat him. 1348 01:36:28,540 --> 01:36:31,890 That's exactly what God... God has Satan subdued, 1349 01:36:32,050 --> 01:36:33,960 but in the flailing of his arms... 1350 01:36:34,120 --> 01:36:37,220 and this is particularly brought out in Revelation, chapter 12... 1351 01:36:37,390 --> 01:36:41,890 Satan flailing his arms is able to do an awfui lot of chaos 1352 01:36:42,060 --> 01:36:44,630 and damage and bad things happen. 1353 01:36:44,790 --> 01:36:47,000 And it's because he is enraged 1354 01:36:47,160 --> 01:36:49,070 because he knows his time is short. 1355 01:36:49,230 --> 01:36:50,640 Revelation 12 said that. 1356 01:36:50,800 --> 01:36:52,750 Hey! 1357 01:37:05,280 --> 01:37:07,160 This is some shit, man. 1358 01:37:07,320 --> 01:37:08,660 Wait whoa! 1359 01:37:10,150 --> 01:37:12,100 You ruined my whole life. Why? 1360 01:37:12,260 --> 01:37:15,260 Fucking why? Why? 1361 01:37:15,430 --> 01:37:17,200 Why what? 1362 01:37:17,360 --> 01:37:19,170 Why did you do if? 1363 01:37:20,660 --> 01:37:22,510 Why did you... 1364 01:37:28,540 --> 01:37:31,040 Okay okay okay okay. 1365 01:37:32,440 --> 01:37:34,390 Hey, man, 1366 01:37:34,540 --> 01:37:36,180 you ain't gonna do this. 1367 01:37:40,850 --> 01:37:42,560 You think I won't? 1368 01:37:45,660 --> 01:37:47,330 You think I won't? 1369 01:37:48,790 --> 01:37:50,530 You think I won't? 1370 01:37:50,690 --> 01:37:52,730 You think I won't?! 1371 01:38:05,810 --> 01:38:07,880 No. 1372 01:38:09,880 --> 01:38:11,720 No, I don't. 1373 01:38:39,040 --> 01:38:41,420 Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy. 1374 01:38:41,580 --> 01:38:43,610 Was this really happening to me? 1375 01:38:43,780 --> 01:38:46,590 Was it all in my head, or is there really a God 1376 01:38:46,750 --> 01:38:49,090 who can breathe life into me 1377 01:38:49,250 --> 01:38:51,530 and make me feel his presence? 1378 01:38:51,690 --> 01:38:55,260 So this is actually what encouraged me to write the book. 1379 01:38:55,430 --> 01:38:59,030 And honestly it completely changed the way that I look at life... 1380 01:38:59,200 --> 01:39:01,770 Assume that there was a Higher Power, 1381 01:39:01,930 --> 01:39:03,570 that It created the universe, 1382 01:39:03,730 --> 01:39:06,810 until God set a bush on fire... 1383 01:39:06,970 --> 01:39:08,640 And maybe I did. 1384 01:39:08,810 --> 01:39:10,940 ...and said, "Oh, by the way, you were right." 1385 01:39:23,450 --> 01:39:25,960 You know, and... 1386 01:39:26,120 --> 01:39:28,000 I think... I think I'm ready to get out. 1387 01:39:28,160 --> 01:39:30,760 Next up here is Gerald from southwest Detroit. 1388 01:39:30,930 --> 01:39:33,170 - Welcome, Gerald. - I just want to say, 1389 01:39:33,330 --> 01:39:35,830 I got this book and they say that 1390 01:39:36,000 --> 01:39:38,770 when you experience a spiritual truth, 1391 01:39:38,940 --> 01:39:40,920 that it comes to you through sound. 1392 01:39:41,070 --> 01:39:44,240 If you let this sound go through you, 1393 01:39:44,410 --> 01:39:47,480 it changes you, you know? 1394 01:39:47,640 --> 01:39:50,320 It puts you back into harmony, 1395 01:39:50,480 --> 01:39:54,290 you know, makes you like a tuning fork of God. 1396 01:39:54,450 --> 01:39:55,830 Okay. 1397 01:39:55,990 --> 01:39:58,970 Yeah, they say they say it can start with small things 1398 01:39:59,120 --> 01:40:02,470 like little vibrations... you know, the sound of a bee, 1399 01:40:02,630 --> 01:40:05,160 the sound of a buzzing light" and then it grows. 1400 01:40:05,330 --> 01:40:07,600 All right, that's interesting. 1401 01:40:07,760 --> 01:40:09,830 Well, they say 1402 01:40:10,000 --> 01:40:12,450 that everything that happens to you 1403 01:40:12,600 --> 01:40:16,180 is what was supposed to happen to you for you to advance, 1404 01:40:16,340 --> 01:40:18,880 that you've got to come back lots of times, 1405 01:40:19,040 --> 01:40:22,220 you know, cycle through many lives until you learn, until you... 1406 01:40:23,610 --> 01:40:25,620 Well, thanks for your input. 1407 01:40:25,780 --> 01:40:29,020 Next up here on the WDDL listener line is 1408 01:40:29,190 --> 01:40:32,530 Kathy in Farmington Hills. 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