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l grew up slowly, beside the tides
and marshes...

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...of a Carolina sea island.

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We lived in a small, white house...

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...won by my
great-great-grandfather...

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...Winston Shadrach Wingo...

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...in a horseshoe game.

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Last one around the tree is a ninny!

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Joop, Joop! Come here.

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boys, boys! Careful, now.

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-l'll race you, Tom.
-Wait up, Luke.

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There are families
who live their entire lives...

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...without a single thing of interest
happening to them.

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Don't run so fast, Tom!

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l've always envied those families.

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Luke, mind you,
don't torment that dog.

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lt's my dog!

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Tom, you're gonna step on him.
He's only a pup!

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Here, Joop. Come here!

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Mom, did you see me run?

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Savannah, you want a bean?

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boys, you want a bean?

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Quit squealing, Savannah.

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You're next, Tom.

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The child of a beautiful woman,
l was also a shrimper's son...

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...in love with the shape of boats.

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Luke, he's pushing me.

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l'm not pushing her!

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As a small boy, l loved to navigate
my father's shrimp boat...

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...between the sandbars.

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l suppose Henry Wingo would have
made a pretty good father...

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...if he hadn't been
such a violent man.

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From my mother, l inherited
a love of language...

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...and an appreciation of nature.

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She could turn a walk
around the island...

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...into a voyage of purest discovery.

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As a child, l thought she was
the most extraordinary woman on earth.

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l wasn't the first son to be wrong
about his mother.

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l am sick and tired...

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...of you never showing me
any respect in my own house.

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l don't know when my parents began
their war against each other.

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But l do know the only prisoners they
took were their children.

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Wait, you guys.
My shoes are falling off!

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Keep up, Savannah.

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When my brother, sister and l needed
to escape, we developed a ritual.

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We found a silent, soothing world
where there was no pain.

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A world without mothers or fathers.

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We would make a circle
bound by flesh...

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...and blood...

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...and water.

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And only when we felt our lungs betray
us, would we rise toward the light...

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...and the fear of what lay in wait
for us above the surface.

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All this was a long time ago...

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...before l chose not
to have a memory.

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Daddy!

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l think something bit me!

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Mr. brighton, are you selling dope to
my girls again?

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Stop bugging us, Dad.

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-bye, Mr. brighton.
-Come on in. lt's getting late!

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lt's a conch.

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bring him home.
l'll send him to college!

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How do you know it's a boy?

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Well, let's examine him.

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Girls, have l ever told you
the facts of life?

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Oh, no. Not this again.

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Stay away from boys because
they're disgusting beasts...

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...that pee on bushes
and pick their noses.

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Gross, Dad!

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That's completely gross.

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Anyway, l'm not gonna stay
away from boys.

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That's the spirit. Never do
what parents tell you.

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Hey, Mom, look what l found!

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lf you don't quit smoking, you'll die.
That's what they told me at school.

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Well, no more school for you.

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Mom, Dad's smoking again.

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Oh, no. Well, you know what to do
with that. Put it in the sink.

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Give me a kiss.

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l wanna play.

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You look tired, doctor.
l'll fix you a drink.

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That would be so nice.
lt's been one of those days.

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Hey, honey, it's tough work
being a saint.

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Sal, can you get it?

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Something smells good.

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Hey, Dad. Come and play with us.

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Later.

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Your mother's calling from her car.

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l'm not here.

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Okay, Lila. She's coming over.

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Why didn't you tell her we were
under quarantine?

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She said she had to see you.

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Dad, they won't share.

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Work it out, girls. Work it out.

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She said it was urgent.
She was crying.

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l can't remember a day
when Lila wasn't crying.

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be nice to her, Tom.

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l hate my mother, Sally.
l enjoy hating her.

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Don't kill one of the few
pleasures in my life.

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Can we talk about
something else?

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-Sure, what?
-Us.

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l need a stiff drink
for that conversation.

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Girls?

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-Girls!
-What?

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Anyone want to sit
on Daddy's lap?

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-There's money involved.
-Okay!

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l'm gonna ask you
a serious question...

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...and l want you to answer honestly.

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l know the question.

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Who's the greatest human being
on this earth?

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Mama? l've gotta develop
some new routines.

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Come on, everybody. Pick up, now.

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Come on, wash. lt's bath time.

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Gotta pass inspection.
Lila's coming over.

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Lila, Lila, Lila. Why can't we
call her Grandma?

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-You'll know when you're a grandma.
-l will?

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Pick up and get into that tub.

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How does bouillabaisse
sound to you?

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Yuck! Can't we ever have normal food?

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Do you think we could talk seriously?

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Not now, Sally.
My mother's close.

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Can't you tell?
The air stopped moving.

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Sometimes l think all you need is
just a good smack across your mouth.

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Here she is. Sally, tie
this garlic around my neck.

122
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Do we have to invite her for dinner?

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She won't stay. You know that.

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Then let's invite her.

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Lila.

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Hello, Sally, dear.

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Those shrubs need watering.

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Yeah. l have to do that.

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-You're looking well, Lila.
-Don't be glib, Tom.

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-Will you be having dinner with us?
-No. l can't stay long.

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What a shame.

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Where are the children?

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They're taking baths. Why?

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l have some bad news.

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They canceled
your American Express card?

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Your sister tried to
kill herself again.

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You wanna make another joke?

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Oh, my God, Lila. When?

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l'm not sure.

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She was in a coma when they found her.

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How is she now?

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She's alive, thank God.

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l spoke to her psychiatrist.

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Some Jewish woman in New York.

145
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She wants one of us to go up there
right away. l told her you'd go.

146
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lf she's a shrink and a Jew,
you can't go?

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l didn't say that. l'm just not
entirely sure l'd be welcome.

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Savannah will probably blame me.
My children blame me for everything.

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Do l detect a note
of guilt, Mama?

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Don't give me that
psychological horseshit.

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Why don't you just say it? l'm
responsible for all your problems...

152
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...including you not having a job.

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Let's hit way below the belt!

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Don't pretend you didn't start this.

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l just can't go right now. lt's your
stepfather's birthday this weekend.

156
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l can't go either. l gotta
wash out Sally's pantyhose.

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l'm going to the cleaners.

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Why don't you get a job
as a standup comedian?

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lt pays better than teaching did.

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Which was far beneath me. Right?

161
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beneath your abilities, yes.

162
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What do you know about my
abilities, for chrissake?

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Just stop it, now, the both of you!

164
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l'm sorry you're hurting.

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You wanted to talk?

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lt can wait.

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Let's walk.

168
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Tell me what you're thinking.

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l'm trying to calculate the exact
moment everything got so fucked up.

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l'm also worried the braves
are gonna finish last.

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l don't feel like laughing.

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Oh, come on, Sally. Come on.

173
00:10:03,344 --> 00:10:07,804
Do you know that this is the first
time you have touched me in weeks?

174
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My life's a mess, Sally.

175
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Our life's a mess, Tom.

176
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Look, there's the big Dipper.

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l don't give a shit about
the big Dipper!

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Damn it, l care about us.

179
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l care about why you keep
pushing me away.

180
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l thought you said this could wait.

181
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l've been waiting for two
years, Tom. Ever since Luke died.

182
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l know how you feel about him.

183
00:10:37,611 --> 00:10:40,671
l just don't know how you feel
about me anymore.

184
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Don't take it personally. l don't
know how l feel about anything anymore.

185
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God, you're pathetic.

186
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Don't blame it on us.
blame it on Con Ed!

187
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Get this truck out of here.

188
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Come on, l'm in a hurry!

189
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l've got a doctor's appointment.

190
00:11:51,619 --> 00:11:54,349
Hey, lady! What are you
honking at me for?

191
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lt was only my sister who could force
me to come to this God-awful city.

192
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This city that roars down on you.

193
00:12:04,231 --> 00:12:06,893
She loved it all.
The muggers, the winos...

194
00:12:07,101 --> 00:12:10,832
...the bag ladies,
the wall-to-wall noise.

195
00:12:11,038 --> 00:12:15,372
She loved it because it had nothing
to do with our childhood.

196
00:12:15,576 --> 00:12:20,036
Luke and l hated it for
exactly the same reason.

197
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You're--

198
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Hello.

199
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l'm Dr. Lowenstein.
You must be Tom.

200
00:12:57,151 --> 00:12:58,448
Yes, ma'am.

201
00:12:59,987 --> 00:13:01,614
Why don't you come in?

202
00:13:07,094 --> 00:13:08,891
You can leave your things there.

203
00:13:15,903 --> 00:13:20,340
Am l supposed to lie down on the couch,
or are we gonna make polite chitchat?

204
00:13:20,541 --> 00:13:22,771
How about a cup of coffee?

205
00:13:22,976 --> 00:13:25,069
Oh, we're gonna make
polite chitchat first.

206
00:13:25,279 --> 00:13:27,008
Was that yes or no to the coffee?

207
00:13:27,214 --> 00:13:28,738
lt's a yes, ma'am.

208
00:13:29,883 --> 00:13:32,852
Cream and sugar?
And you don't have to call me ma'am.

209
00:13:33,053 --> 00:13:36,181
That's my good home-training,
and l'm a little nervous.

210
00:13:36,390 --> 00:13:37,823
Cream, no sugar.

211
00:13:38,726 --> 00:13:41,160
Why do you think you're nervous?

212
00:13:41,362 --> 00:13:45,423
l get nervous every time my sister
tries to kill herself. lt's a quirk.

213
00:13:45,632 --> 00:13:47,065
A quirk?

214
00:13:47,267 --> 00:13:50,259
l'm sorry. l was being cynical.
lt's a family trait.

215
00:13:50,471 --> 00:13:52,302
Oh, l don't think Savannah's cynical.

216
00:13:52,506 --> 00:13:55,737
No? She's suicidal.

217
00:13:55,943 --> 00:13:58,104
l wish she was cynical.

218
00:13:58,379 --> 00:13:59,641
How is my sister?

219
00:13:59,847 --> 00:14:01,678
She's out of physical danger, but--

220
00:14:01,882 --> 00:14:03,372
When can l see her?

221
00:14:03,584 --> 00:14:05,074
You have to wait until tomorrow.

222
00:14:05,285 --> 00:14:06,479
Why can't l go now?

223
00:14:06,687 --> 00:14:09,713
She's very agitated today.
We're trying to quiet her down.

224
00:14:09,923 --> 00:14:11,652
l think it would be too upsetting.

225
00:14:11,859 --> 00:14:13,383
Wouldn't upset me.

226
00:14:13,660 --> 00:14:15,821
No, but it might upset her.

227
00:14:19,066 --> 00:14:21,330
How's your coffee?
ls it hot enough?

228
00:14:21,969 --> 00:14:23,527
lt'll do.

229
00:14:26,340 --> 00:14:28,308
ln Savannah's poems...

230
00:14:29,676 --> 00:14:32,236
...are you the shrimper or the coach?

231
00:14:32,446 --> 00:14:35,973
The coach.
Luke's the shrimper, or was.

232
00:14:37,217 --> 00:14:40,584
Savannah's last suicide attempt
was right after his death, correct?

233
00:14:41,088 --> 00:14:43,579
Yeah, she had a few bad days over it.

234
00:14:45,192 --> 00:14:46,989
Were there other times?

235
00:14:47,895 --> 00:14:49,362
l don't know.

236
00:14:49,563 --> 00:14:53,932
There might have been another time
when we were young, but l'm not sure.

237
00:14:54,134 --> 00:14:56,500
How are you getting paid?

238
00:14:56,703 --> 00:14:57,761
Why change the subject?

239
00:14:57,971 --> 00:15:00,997
because l don't like it much.
ls it okay if l smoke?

240
00:15:01,208 --> 00:15:02,539
l'd prefer it if you didn't.

241
00:15:05,846 --> 00:15:08,007
How well do you know
your sister's poetry?

242
00:15:08,515 --> 00:15:11,348
l said l was a coach, Lowenstein,
not an orangutan.

243
00:15:11,552 --> 00:15:15,181
l was also an English teacher.
l know her poetry. She's my twin.

244
00:15:15,389 --> 00:15:17,550
l know it a hell of a lot better
than you do.

245
00:15:18,625 --> 00:15:20,388
You don't like
psychiatrists, do you?

246
00:15:20,594 --> 00:15:23,654
What good do you people do?
You ask a lot of questions.

247
00:15:23,864 --> 00:15:25,764
l'm sick of this whole damn routine.

248
00:15:25,966 --> 00:15:28,594
l'm sick of my sister's
attraction to razorblades.

249
00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:32,033
And l'm sick of shrinks who can't
do a fucking thing to help her.

250
00:15:32,239 --> 00:15:34,400
l don't know if l can
help her either.

251
00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:38,540
but l do know l'm not
gonna give up trying.

252
00:15:38,745 --> 00:15:42,203
Why not? Maybe she just wants
to die too damn much.

253
00:15:42,416 --> 00:15:44,884
And that's okay?
You sound resigned to losing her.

254
00:15:45,085 --> 00:15:47,918
Hell no, it's not okay with me.

255
00:15:50,757 --> 00:15:52,816
Yeah, but l am resigned.

256
00:15:53,861 --> 00:15:56,386
Then l don't think you can
help me with Savannah.

257
00:15:56,597 --> 00:15:59,122
l'm sorry you had
to come all this way.

258
00:16:04,304 --> 00:16:05,965
What do you want from me?

259
00:16:06,673 --> 00:16:08,402
lnformation.

260
00:16:08,976 --> 00:16:13,106
You see, l've only been Savannah's
doctor for a few months.

261
00:16:13,313 --> 00:16:15,508
There's so much more
l need to know about her.

262
00:16:15,716 --> 00:16:18,776
l need to hear about her childhood,
and she can't tell me...

263
00:16:18,986 --> 00:16:21,853
...because she's blocked
portions of her life out.

264
00:16:22,055 --> 00:16:23,545
blotted out.

265
00:16:24,391 --> 00:16:28,054
So l need you to be her memory,
in a sense...

266
00:16:28,262 --> 00:16:30,787
...and fill in the missing details.

267
00:16:30,998 --> 00:16:34,832
l've spent my life trying to
forget those missing details.

268
00:16:35,035 --> 00:16:37,128
-l beg your pardon?
-l--

269
00:16:39,606 --> 00:16:42,302
God, she's a pain in the ass.

270
00:16:44,611 --> 00:16:46,044
What time tomorrow?

271
00:16:47,748 --> 00:16:49,875
l'll meet you at the hospital at noon.

272
00:16:50,584 --> 00:16:51,915
Do you have a headache?

273
00:16:52,119 --> 00:16:55,646
A doozy. You wouldn't have any
morphine handy, would you?

274
00:16:55,856 --> 00:16:57,221
Morphine?

275
00:16:57,424 --> 00:16:59,619
That's a joke, Lowenstein.

276
00:17:05,866 --> 00:17:09,097
Come on, get out of the way, kid.
You're gonna get hurt.

277
00:17:09,303 --> 00:17:10,895
Screw you, man.

278
00:17:16,109 --> 00:17:17,701
You gonna help me with the bags?

279
00:17:17,911 --> 00:17:21,108
You out of your mind?
l ain't helping you with no bags.

280
00:17:24,651 --> 00:17:26,642
Come on, move!
Get out of the way, huh?

281
00:17:26,853 --> 00:17:28,411
Yo, taxi!

282
00:17:44,104 --> 00:17:45,594
Shit! Shit!

283
00:17:46,239 --> 00:17:47,763
Move your ass an inch...

284
00:17:47,975 --> 00:17:49,602
...and you can kiss it goodbye.

285
00:17:50,143 --> 00:17:52,941
Hi, Eddie. Go ahead and shoot,
l've had a rotten day.

286
00:17:53,146 --> 00:17:56,445
Tom! You should have told me
you were coming.

287
00:17:56,650 --> 00:17:57,742
The gun, Eddie, the gun.

288
00:17:57,951 --> 00:18:01,148
l'm sorry. Savannah and l have
been robbed twice this year.

289
00:18:01,355 --> 00:18:04,620
They're leaping from fire escapes.
One landed on my air conditioner.

290
00:18:04,825 --> 00:18:06,918
l greased my windowsills.
That didn't help.

291
00:18:07,127 --> 00:18:08,617
l love New York.

292
00:18:08,829 --> 00:18:09,887
Tell me about it.

293
00:18:10,130 --> 00:18:11,893
-How's Andrew?
-Gone.

294
00:18:12,099 --> 00:18:16,126
Said he needed space, so he found
a younger man with a duplex.

295
00:18:16,336 --> 00:18:17,826
lt's his loss, Eddie.

296
00:18:18,038 --> 00:18:19,266
bless you.

297
00:18:19,473 --> 00:18:22,704
Savannah was an angel.
l practically lived over here.

298
00:18:23,276 --> 00:18:25,301
So you're alone now, huh?

299
00:18:26,013 --> 00:18:29,210
Unless l can tempt you into
crossing the line while you're here.

300
00:18:29,416 --> 00:18:31,543
l got enough troubles, Eddie.

301
00:18:31,752 --> 00:18:35,586
Actually, you look terrible, Tom.
You're not even cute anymore.

302
00:18:35,789 --> 00:18:38,485
lf that's your idea of seduction,
no wonder you're alone.

303
00:18:38,692 --> 00:18:40,159
Well, it isn't easy.

304
00:18:40,360 --> 00:18:42,920
Did you know Savannah was seeing
a psychiatrist?

305
00:18:43,196 --> 00:18:46,393
Of course. l recommended her.
She's a friend of mine.

306
00:18:57,077 --> 00:18:59,011
lt was a bitch washing it out.

307
00:19:00,047 --> 00:19:01,275
You found her?

308
00:19:10,090 --> 00:19:12,615
We've been giving her 50 mgs
three times a day.

309
00:19:12,826 --> 00:19:15,090
l'd bring it down to 25.

310
00:19:19,633 --> 00:19:21,726
Don't expect too much.

311
00:19:29,576 --> 00:19:32,044
Dr. Lowenstein, l need to see you.

312
00:19:53,266 --> 00:19:56,394
Hey, Savannah. Hey, darling.

313
00:19:56,603 --> 00:19:58,434
lt's me. Tom.

314
00:20:01,675 --> 00:20:03,905
l have a cancellation,
so why don't you meet me...

315
00:20:04,111 --> 00:20:06,602
...here at the hospital
in 45 minutes, okay?

316
00:20:06,947 --> 00:20:08,676
l'm on the third floor.

317
00:20:08,882 --> 00:20:11,680
What the hell is going on here?
Why is she strapped down?

318
00:20:11,885 --> 00:20:14,376
Her team felt she had to
be restrained--

319
00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:16,920
Why? She has enough drugs
to anesthetize a whale!

320
00:20:17,124 --> 00:20:20,025
-Her team decides--
-Quit calling them her team!

321
00:20:20,227 --> 00:20:22,354
Sounds like she's trying out
for the Giants.

322
00:20:22,829 --> 00:20:24,023
What should l call them?

323
00:20:24,231 --> 00:20:26,222
Let's be creative.
Call them assholes.

324
00:20:27,234 --> 00:20:29,600
Let me tell you something
about those assholes.

325
00:20:29,803 --> 00:20:32,363
l'm grateful because they
saved your sister's life.

326
00:20:32,572 --> 00:20:33,402
l don't like--

327
00:20:33,607 --> 00:20:36,701
l don't care what you like.
She's still a threat to herself.

328
00:20:36,910 --> 00:20:39,879
There's no point to this
unless we keep Savannah alive.

329
00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:43,516
And l don't care if it takes drugs
or voodoo or reading tarot cards...

330
00:20:43,717 --> 00:20:47,050
...l want her alive.
Do you understand me?

331
00:20:49,456 --> 00:20:53,017
When l'm not picking straw out
of my teeth, l'm a very smart man.

332
00:20:55,362 --> 00:20:58,422
l'm sorry. l didn't mean
to sound condescending.

333
00:20:59,432 --> 00:21:01,559
You're tough, Lowenstein...

334
00:21:02,035 --> 00:21:04,003
...and l'm starving.

335
00:21:04,604 --> 00:21:06,094
Any interest in lunch?

336
00:21:07,607 --> 00:21:09,404
Only if you let me pay.

337
00:21:09,609 --> 00:21:11,543
Oh, l insist.

338
00:21:12,712 --> 00:21:15,442
l wouldn't have objected to
Lut�ce or Le Cirque.

339
00:21:15,649 --> 00:21:17,344
Their chili isn't as good.
Thank you.

340
00:21:17,551 --> 00:21:18,984
Thank you.

341
00:21:19,252 --> 00:21:20,776
Tell me something.

342
00:21:20,987 --> 00:21:23,581
Why didn't your father
answer my telegram?

343
00:21:23,790 --> 00:21:27,419
Dad only likes good news.
besides, the shrimp are running good.

344
00:21:27,627 --> 00:21:31,461
And your mother? Why didn't she come?
She was the one l spoke to.

345
00:21:31,665 --> 00:21:34,395
Priorities. My mother's too busy
hiring a caterer...

346
00:21:34,601 --> 00:21:36,762
...for my stepfather's birthday.

347
00:21:38,038 --> 00:21:40,768
Do you always make jokes
in place of conversation?

348
00:21:40,974 --> 00:21:43,067
lt's the Southern way, ma'am.

349
00:21:44,044 --> 00:21:45,739
The ''Southern way''?

350
00:21:46,046 --> 00:21:47,536
My mother's immortal phrase:

351
00:21:47,747 --> 00:21:51,649
''When things get too painful, we
either avoid them or we laugh.''

352
00:21:52,652 --> 00:21:55,246
When do you cry,
according to the Southern way?

353
00:21:55,989 --> 00:21:57,456
We don't.

354
00:21:58,091 --> 00:22:00,924
Jesus, even Sally makes
better chili than this.

355
00:22:01,127 --> 00:22:04,096
-l have a good recipe. lnterested?
-No, thanks. l never cook.

356
00:22:04,297 --> 00:22:07,027
What the hell is it with you doctors?

357
00:22:10,103 --> 00:22:12,298
Does ''Callanwolde''
mean anything to you?

358
00:22:16,142 --> 00:22:17,302
No. Why?

359
00:22:18,612 --> 00:22:22,343
Savannah kept repeating it
when she first came out of the coma.

360
00:22:22,549 --> 00:22:25,712
''Callanwolde, Callanwolde.'' No?

361
00:22:27,020 --> 00:22:28,317
l don't know.

362
00:22:30,457 --> 00:22:32,357
l have to get back to the hospital.

363
00:22:32,559 --> 00:22:33,992
lt's late.

364
00:22:34,194 --> 00:22:38,221
l can't see you tomorrow
till about 7:30. Okay?

365
00:22:38,965 --> 00:22:40,262
Lowenstein!

366
00:22:41,401 --> 00:22:42,732
What's your first name?

367
00:22:43,403 --> 00:22:44,233
Why?

368
00:22:44,738 --> 00:22:46,000
Why not?

369
00:22:48,808 --> 00:22:52,904
lt's just that my patients
call me Dr. Lowenstein.

370
00:22:53,513 --> 00:22:55,378
but l'm not your patient.

371
00:22:57,918 --> 00:22:59,317
Susan.

372
00:23:01,087 --> 00:23:04,989
Thank you, doctor. l won't use your
name. l just wanted to know it.

373
00:23:05,358 --> 00:23:06,950
be on time.

374
00:23:45,231 --> 00:23:48,530
-Eight bucks a pound.
-Eight bucks a pound? For shrimp?

375
00:23:49,035 --> 00:23:50,263
-Are they fresh?
-Yeah!

376
00:23:50,470 --> 00:23:52,768
They're today's. They're gorgeous.

377
00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:55,464
-l'll take a pound.
-Let me at the scale.

378
00:24:03,817 --> 00:24:08,254
Shrimp Newburg? For chrissakes,
Lila, it's got wine in it!

379
00:24:09,589 --> 00:24:10,521
lt's garbage!

380
00:24:10,724 --> 00:24:15,161
lt's elegant food, Henry. And it's
gonna get me into Colleton League.

381
00:24:15,362 --> 00:24:18,126
That's a joke. Why do you think
they got a Colleton League?

382
00:24:18,331 --> 00:24:20,424
To keep people like you out.
Joop!

383
00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:23,795
Why do you want to join anyway, Mama,
if they don't want you?

384
00:24:24,004 --> 00:24:26,632
Of course they want me.
They just don't know it yet.

385
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:28,330
Even the dog won't eat it.

386
00:24:28,575 --> 00:24:33,171
Goddamn it! l work hard all day long
to come home and eat this shit?

387
00:24:33,380 --> 00:24:34,438
l think it's good.

388
00:24:35,115 --> 00:24:37,174
-Who asked you?
-Nobody.

389
00:24:37,784 --> 00:24:39,115
Nobody.

390
00:24:40,120 --> 00:24:43,112
Tip your head up, boy.
You ain't gonna cry, are you?

391
00:24:43,323 --> 00:24:45,154
What did l tell you about crying?

392
00:24:45,358 --> 00:24:47,792
What did l tell you about
crying in this house?

393
00:24:47,994 --> 00:24:50,861
Put the hands in your lap.
Sit up straight!

394
00:24:51,064 --> 00:24:53,464
Come on, sit up straight.
You gonna cry now?

395
00:24:53,666 --> 00:24:56,294
Savannah, get this little girl
one of your dresses.

396
00:24:57,237 --> 00:24:58,499
Why are you so mean?

397
00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:00,832
Henry, why don't l get you
another supper?

398
00:25:01,307 --> 00:25:03,935
There's leftover hash and rice.
l'll heat it up.

399
00:25:04,144 --> 00:25:05,133
Give me a hand, Tom.

400
00:25:05,345 --> 00:25:08,280
You go out in the kitchen
with the rest of the girls.

401
00:25:08,481 --> 00:25:10,381
bully on somebody your own size.

402
00:25:12,352 --> 00:25:14,616
Can't anyone take a joke around here?

403
00:25:17,257 --> 00:25:18,121
l'll help, Mama.

404
00:25:18,758 --> 00:25:20,885
l want you to melt
this butter, Savannah.

405
00:25:21,094 --> 00:25:24,689
Heat up this rice. You chop that
onion into fine little pieces, Tom.

406
00:25:25,131 --> 00:25:27,656
And the Yankees are back out in front.

407
00:25:27,867 --> 00:25:28,993
l'm sorry, Mama.

408
00:25:29,202 --> 00:25:31,397
There's nothing to be sorry for.

409
00:25:31,604 --> 00:25:33,731
Marry into nothing, you get nothing.

410
00:25:33,940 --> 00:25:35,840
Add some pepper, Tom.

411
00:25:37,610 --> 00:25:39,578
Hand me that Worcestershire sauce.

412
00:25:44,818 --> 00:25:47,286
Your mouth is hanging open, child.

413
00:25:48,421 --> 00:25:50,753
Nice and spicy.

414
00:25:52,959 --> 00:25:56,087
All l want is a good,
plain American meal!

415
00:25:56,296 --> 00:25:58,264
Here you go, darling.

416
00:26:04,304 --> 00:26:06,499
Now, this is food, Lila.

417
00:26:10,410 --> 00:26:11,900
Eat up, children.

418
00:26:15,648 --> 00:26:17,843
So your mother fed him dog food, huh?

419
00:26:18,051 --> 00:26:20,679
He even asked for a second helping.

420
00:26:21,020 --> 00:26:23,921
Maybe you got your sense
of humor from your mother.

421
00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:25,318
Very funny.

422
00:26:25,525 --> 00:26:27,891
She called today, very concerned
about Savannah.

423
00:26:28,094 --> 00:26:30,392
Don't believe a word she says.
She's a liar.

424
00:26:30,997 --> 00:26:34,398
That's interesting. She said
you'd tell lies about her.

425
00:26:34,601 --> 00:26:35,932
That figures.

426
00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:40,596
l saw Herbert Woodruff come out of your
office. He sure can play the fiddle.

427
00:26:40,807 --> 00:26:42,240
You're changing the subject.

428
00:26:42,642 --> 00:26:43,870
What's wrong with him?

429
00:26:45,578 --> 00:26:46,977
Just kidding.

430
00:26:47,447 --> 00:26:50,712
l can't believe anybody
with that kind of money has troubles.

431
00:26:51,351 --> 00:26:52,943
Are you really that provincial?

432
00:26:53,153 --> 00:26:55,678
Oh, hell, yes. So is Savannah.

433
00:26:55,889 --> 00:26:59,188
When we were kids, the only way to
get off our island was by boat.

434
00:26:59,392 --> 00:27:00,950
We grew up on a tidal plain.

435
00:27:01,427 --> 00:27:03,987
A tidal plain? What does that mean?

436
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:07,796
Tides mean everything, Lowenstein.
They measure everything.

437
00:27:08,001 --> 00:27:11,266
Moods, seasons,
the time to plant...

438
00:27:11,471 --> 00:27:14,440
...to fish, to mate.

439
00:27:15,708 --> 00:27:19,667
lt's primitive. biological clocks
ticking all over the place.

440
00:27:22,182 --> 00:27:24,616
Sounds like a nice way to live.

441
00:27:27,353 --> 00:27:29,446
What else did she say, my mother?

442
00:27:30,156 --> 00:27:33,717
She said that she was the one who
encouraged Savannah to become a poet.

443
00:27:33,927 --> 00:27:35,121
ls that true?

444
00:27:35,962 --> 00:27:37,725
Jesus Christ!

445
00:27:37,931 --> 00:27:39,728
That woman has no shame.

446
00:27:39,933 --> 00:27:41,901
Wanna know how
she encouraged Savannah?

447
00:27:42,101 --> 00:27:45,161
-by burning her childhood journals.
-Why'd she burn them?

448
00:27:45,371 --> 00:27:49,535
because Savannah was being disloyal,
writing about our hideous family.

449
00:27:49,742 --> 00:27:52,267
What's hideous about your family?

450
00:27:52,712 --> 00:27:54,270
Are you asking me to be disloyal?

451
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,778
lf that's what it takes
to help Savannah, yes.

452
00:27:58,751 --> 00:28:00,844
Aren't we about done?
What time is it?

453
00:28:01,421 --> 00:28:03,355
We still have a few more minutes.

454
00:28:06,693 --> 00:28:09,787
What did Savannah do after your
mother burned her journals?

455
00:28:09,996 --> 00:28:12,191
She took her fingers, and she
wrote in the sand.

456
00:28:12,398 --> 00:28:13,797
And then she wrote in the air.

457
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,468
She wrote poetry so mother
wouldn't understand it.

458
00:28:16,669 --> 00:28:19,137
ln a sense, your mother
helped to create a poet.

459
00:28:19,339 --> 00:28:21,773
bullshit, Lowenstein.
She created a schizophrenic.

460
00:28:21,975 --> 00:28:24,842
My mother should've raised cobras,
not children.

461
00:28:25,845 --> 00:28:28,177
Can you tell me anything good
about your parents?

462
00:28:28,748 --> 00:28:29,942
No.

463
00:28:30,883 --> 00:28:32,077
Try.

464
00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:40,818
They did two really good things:

465
00:28:41,027 --> 00:28:42,688
Luke and Savannah.

466
00:28:42,895 --> 00:28:44,556
lncredible people.

467
00:28:44,764 --> 00:28:49,030
Passionate, defiant, not for sale.

468
00:28:50,036 --> 00:28:51,094
What about you?

469
00:28:51,304 --> 00:28:55,502
Oh, l was a courteous Southern boy
that did what he was told.

470
00:28:55,708 --> 00:28:58,438
l was responsible and normal and dull.

471
00:29:00,380 --> 00:29:03,747
l don't know what normal is,
and you're anything but dull.

472
00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:05,781
Compared to them, l was.

473
00:29:08,087 --> 00:29:11,352
Your sister's in the hospital,
and your brother's dead.

474
00:29:12,225 --> 00:29:14,455
You must be doing something right.

475
00:29:25,204 --> 00:29:26,193
You can go now.

476
00:29:29,008 --> 00:29:30,373
Time's up.

477
00:29:32,145 --> 00:29:33,043
Good night.

478
00:29:37,984 --> 00:29:41,112
''Women and men
both little and small

479
00:29:41,321 --> 00:29:43,846
Cared for anyone not at all

480
00:29:44,057 --> 00:29:46,821
They sowed their isn't
They reaped their same

481
00:29:47,026 --> 00:29:50,018
Sun, moon, stars, rain

482
00:29:50,229 --> 00:29:53,323
Children guessed
but only a few

483
00:29:53,533 --> 00:29:56,468
And down they forgot
As up they grew.''

484
00:29:56,669 --> 00:29:59,604
So this began a series
of confessional days...

485
00:29:59,806 --> 00:30:02,934
...when l spun out the history
of Savannah's past...

486
00:30:03,142 --> 00:30:04,666
...in order to keep her alive.

487
00:30:04,877 --> 00:30:08,938
By the second week,
l'd developed the New York willies.

488
00:30:09,615 --> 00:30:11,742
The guilt that every
out-of-towner feels...

489
00:30:11,951 --> 00:30:15,443
...if he's not improving his mind
every goddamn second.

490
00:30:15,655 --> 00:30:17,782
l made a list of things l should do.

491
00:30:17,990 --> 00:30:21,517
Museums, plays, run six miles
in under 50 minutes.

492
00:30:21,728 --> 00:30:24,595
See three foreign films
all at the same time.

493
00:30:24,797 --> 00:30:26,458
Anything not to feel guilty.

494
00:30:27,934 --> 00:30:30,767
Tom, how old was Savannah when you
first realized...

495
00:30:30,970 --> 00:30:32,562
...something was wrong with her?

496
00:30:32,772 --> 00:30:34,603
About 7 or 8.

497
00:30:34,874 --> 00:30:37,138
Anything specific happen?

498
00:30:41,214 --> 00:30:43,739
My mother had a baby at home.

499
00:30:43,950 --> 00:30:45,713
lt was stillborn.

500
00:30:47,453 --> 00:30:50,650
She told us it died
because we were bad.

501
00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:54,356
Anyway, we were gonna bury it
the next day...

502
00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:58,018
...so Dad wrapped it in some towels
and put it in the freezer.

503
00:30:59,799 --> 00:31:03,326
That night, l got up
to get a drink of water...

504
00:31:03,536 --> 00:31:07,336
...and l saw Savannah sitting
in the rocking chair...

505
00:31:07,540 --> 00:31:09,701
...with the dead baby in her arms.

506
00:31:11,711 --> 00:31:13,872
She was saying...

507
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:18,642
...''You're the lucky one because you
don't have to live with us.''

508
00:31:20,019 --> 00:31:22,852
Did you say anything to her?

509
00:31:24,590 --> 00:31:28,549
The next day l did, but she didn't
remember anything about it.

510
00:31:29,962 --> 00:31:31,589
When l told her, she said...

511
00:31:31,798 --> 00:31:34,665
...''Why would anyone do a crazy thing
like that?''

512
00:31:39,739 --> 00:31:41,900
So you were her memory even then?

513
00:31:46,412 --> 00:31:48,175
l guess so.

514
00:32:07,567 --> 00:32:09,967
Goddamn locks!

515
00:32:10,169 --> 00:32:12,660
l'm coming! l'm coming!

516
00:32:18,444 --> 00:32:20,105
What was that again?

517
00:32:20,313 --> 00:32:23,908
l'm learning to speak the language
of the natives here. Hi, Sally.

518
00:32:24,116 --> 00:32:25,447
How's it going down there?

519
00:32:25,651 --> 00:32:28,211
lt's just sort of blowing up a storm.

520
00:32:28,421 --> 00:32:30,286
l got the girls' drawings.

521
00:32:30,490 --> 00:32:33,084
-Did they get my letters?
-Yes, and they loved them.

522
00:32:33,292 --> 00:32:35,920
Good! Did you get my letter?

523
00:32:36,796 --> 00:32:38,161
Tom?

524
00:32:39,398 --> 00:32:42,424
lt's not a good idea for you
to come home this weekend.

525
00:32:43,302 --> 00:32:44,564
Why not?

526
00:32:45,304 --> 00:32:49,035
l'm just not sure that l want
to see you right now.

527
00:32:51,210 --> 00:32:53,303
l have a lot to figure out.

528
00:32:55,581 --> 00:32:57,276
What's the point, Tom?

529
00:32:57,483 --> 00:32:59,474
l mean, let's face it...

530
00:33:00,186 --> 00:33:02,814
...we don't make each other
feel good anymore.

531
00:33:03,789 --> 00:33:04,949
Right.

532
00:33:06,125 --> 00:33:07,387
Look...

533
00:33:09,462 --> 00:33:13,421
...l didn't want to tell you this
on the telephone.

534
00:33:13,633 --> 00:33:17,364
l wanted to tell you before you left.
but the way you left...

535
00:33:19,305 --> 00:33:21,535
...there wasn't any time.

536
00:33:24,176 --> 00:33:26,110
What did you want to tell me, Sally?

537
00:33:35,855 --> 00:33:37,413
What's his name?

538
00:33:40,826 --> 00:33:45,024
What's his name, Sally?
The man must have a name.

539
00:33:47,300 --> 00:33:48,665
Jack Cleveland.

540
00:33:48,868 --> 00:33:53,601
Oh, no. Oh, no!
Oh, Jesus, Sally!

541
00:33:53,806 --> 00:33:55,296
Jack Cleveland?

542
00:33:55,508 --> 00:33:59,467
That aging, pompous hippie from the
hospital who still rides a motorcycle?

543
00:33:59,679 --> 00:34:02,307
Oh, for chrissakes, Sally!
Why him?

544
00:34:02,515 --> 00:34:04,039
Why him?

545
00:34:04,984 --> 00:34:07,885
because he knows how he feels about me.

546
00:34:14,226 --> 00:34:15,853
Oh, Sally.

547
00:34:27,573 --> 00:34:30,736
This is too difficult to talk
about over the phone.

548
00:34:34,947 --> 00:34:39,281
Just think about it carefully, okay?

549
00:34:39,619 --> 00:34:42,349
l hardly think about anything else.

550
00:34:44,090 --> 00:34:45,785
Good night, Tom.

551
00:34:48,094 --> 00:34:49,459
What?

552
00:34:52,098 --> 00:34:54,225
Are you really in love?

553
00:34:55,635 --> 00:34:57,364
l'm not sure.

554
00:34:58,871 --> 00:35:01,465
l might even be doing this to hurt you.

555
00:35:03,042 --> 00:35:04,509
l gotta go.

556
00:35:57,463 --> 00:35:58,953
Dear Sally:

557
00:36:03,235 --> 00:36:06,295
l wish the words,
''l love you''...

558
00:36:06,505 --> 00:36:08,473
...weren't so
difficult for me.

559
00:36:09,408 --> 00:36:12,707
l've missed you.
l miss touching you.

560
00:36:13,446 --> 00:36:16,609
l don't know what keeps me
at such a distance.

561
00:36:18,918 --> 00:36:22,649
l'm sorry l disappoint you, Sally...

562
00:36:22,855 --> 00:36:25,619
...but you're right to feel that way.

563
00:36:25,825 --> 00:36:28,919
How else could you react
to half a man?

564
00:36:30,096 --> 00:36:32,656
How could you not be disappointed?

565
00:36:33,466 --> 00:36:37,664
Hell, l seem to disappoint anyone who
tries to find the best in me.

566
00:36:38,904 --> 00:36:39,836
Tom?

567
00:36:41,207 --> 00:36:42,401
Ma'am?

568
00:36:42,842 --> 00:36:44,503
Come on in here.

569
00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:53,112
Come on, lie beside me. Come on.

570
00:37:07,533 --> 00:37:10,559
You're the only Wingo
who's gonna amount to something.

571
00:37:11,737 --> 00:37:14,535
Luke can't do it,
because he isn't smart.

572
00:37:15,307 --> 00:37:17,434
Savannah can't,
because she's just a girl.

573
00:37:17,643 --> 00:37:20,578
-but Luke's smart, Mama.
-Not like you.

574
00:37:20,780 --> 00:37:22,270
Or me.

575
00:37:24,784 --> 00:37:26,718
Nobody knows this yet...

576
00:37:27,653 --> 00:37:29,951
...but l'm an amazing woman.

577
00:37:32,892 --> 00:37:34,587
Do you believe that?

578
00:37:35,127 --> 00:37:36,617
Yes, ma'am.

579
00:37:38,631 --> 00:37:42,897
l'm not gonna die in a house
like this. l promise you that.

580
00:37:46,172 --> 00:37:47,867
Something else, Tom.

581
00:37:50,242 --> 00:37:53,507
l love you
more than l love any of them.

582
00:37:53,712 --> 00:37:55,805
-but, Mama!
-l do.

583
00:37:56,015 --> 00:37:57,983
l can't help it.

584
00:37:58,184 --> 00:38:00,049
You're my favorite.

585
00:38:07,159 --> 00:38:10,094
That's gonna be our little secret.

586
00:38:10,296 --> 00:38:12,059
You keep a secret?

587
00:38:12,264 --> 00:38:13,697
Yes, ma'am.

588
00:38:16,001 --> 00:38:17,866
Can l go now?

589
00:38:21,106 --> 00:38:23,097
Not till you tell me you love me.

590
00:38:25,911 --> 00:38:27,970
l love you, Mama.

591
00:38:39,792 --> 00:38:44,252
lt took me 20 years to tell Luke
and Savannah about my secret.

592
00:38:44,463 --> 00:38:47,694
And when l did, they just fell
on the floor, howling.

593
00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:50,391
My mother took each of them
into that room...

594
00:38:50,603 --> 00:38:53,128
...and told them exactly
the same thing.

595
00:38:57,643 --> 00:38:59,736
Why did you tell me that story?

596
00:39:00,079 --> 00:39:02,445
To prove that Lila Wingo would....

597
00:39:05,284 --> 00:39:08,344
Just to show why Savannah
could never trust her.

598
00:39:08,954 --> 00:39:10,979
You mean why you could
never trust her.

599
00:39:11,857 --> 00:39:14,985
l'm sorry. That's the wrong
story. Let's just skip it...

600
00:39:15,194 --> 00:39:17,685
...and l'll try
to think of a better one.

601
00:39:18,831 --> 00:39:20,492
What's bothering you?

602
00:39:22,167 --> 00:39:25,762
Global warming, acid rain,
the national debt....

603
00:39:25,971 --> 00:39:30,431
And my wife's having an affair with
a heart surgeon in South Carolina.

604
00:39:31,176 --> 00:39:33,872
Jesus! l feel like such an idiot.

605
00:39:34,780 --> 00:39:36,873
l never even knew it was going on.

606
00:39:37,283 --> 00:39:39,911
-Maybe you weren't paying attention.
-bullshit!

607
00:39:40,119 --> 00:39:43,987
Let's face it, Lowenstein.
Women are more devious than men.

608
00:39:44,189 --> 00:39:48,626
You're great at hiding things. You
keep secrets. You smile when you lie.

609
00:39:48,827 --> 00:39:51,489
You expect a man to be
a tower of strength.

610
00:39:51,697 --> 00:39:54,825
When he's got a few weaknesses
and insecurities...

611
00:39:55,067 --> 00:39:58,901
...what do you do? You turn around,
and goddamn it, you betray him!

612
00:39:59,805 --> 00:40:01,773
You feel that your mother
betrayed you?

613
00:40:01,974 --> 00:40:04,772
l was talking about my wife!

614
00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:09,871
Oh, God, l hate this Freudian crap.

615
00:40:10,082 --> 00:40:13,518
lt's not your job to listen
to my problems. l'd like to go.

616
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:15,277
You're free to leave anytime.

617
00:40:15,487 --> 00:40:16,647
Good!

618
00:40:18,524 --> 00:40:20,719
Goddamn shrink.

619
00:40:20,926 --> 00:40:22,917
Who was l kidding?

620
00:40:23,128 --> 00:40:26,529
l was a champion at keeping secrets.

621
00:40:26,732 --> 00:40:28,256
Better than any woman.

622
00:40:29,368 --> 00:40:32,531
Until Susan Lowenstein came along.

623
00:40:33,305 --> 00:40:35,637
A man who never talked...

624
00:40:35,841 --> 00:40:38,503
...now is doing nothing else.

625
00:40:38,811 --> 00:40:42,474
Her questions making me
as dizzy as her perfume.

626
00:40:59,365 --> 00:41:00,992
Excuse me.

627
00:41:02,568 --> 00:41:04,195
Would you like to dance?

628
00:41:05,871 --> 00:41:06,838
Who, me?

629
00:41:07,039 --> 00:41:08,768
Yes, you.

630
00:41:09,875 --> 00:41:11,274
Come on.

631
00:41:12,778 --> 00:41:14,439
Come on, just loosen up!

632
00:41:15,014 --> 00:41:17,482
Hands to yourself! He's spoken for.

633
00:41:18,384 --> 00:41:20,477
How's Savannah?
When can l see her?

634
00:41:20,686 --> 00:41:23,553
l don't know, Eddie.
lt's like talking to a fern.

635
00:41:23,756 --> 00:41:25,519
Well, l'm glad she's improving.

636
00:41:25,724 --> 00:41:26,691
Come on, let's dance.

637
00:41:26,892 --> 00:41:29,827
Give me a break, Eddie.
l'm a lousy dancer.

638
00:41:30,029 --> 00:41:32,691
Walk on the wild side.
You're in the big city.

639
00:41:33,565 --> 00:41:36,159
Oh, hell. All right....

640
00:41:45,477 --> 00:41:48,002
God, you are a lousy dancer!
Go mingle.

641
00:41:48,213 --> 00:41:49,840
Get in here.
Get into the party.

642
00:41:51,350 --> 00:41:52,578
Where are my chairs?

643
00:41:52,785 --> 00:41:55,652
l found four of them,
and l have a lead on another two.

644
00:41:55,854 --> 00:41:57,981
Roberta, have l got a settee for you!

645
00:41:59,291 --> 00:42:00,155
Don't laugh.

646
00:42:00,993 --> 00:42:01,823
You're laughing!

647
00:42:02,728 --> 00:42:03,888
l'm sorry.

648
00:42:04,596 --> 00:42:06,063
l'm surprised to see you here.

649
00:42:06,265 --> 00:42:08,165
Why? l like Eddie.

650
00:42:08,634 --> 00:42:10,192
You know, l--

651
00:42:10,836 --> 00:42:13,430
You really pissed me off today.

652
00:42:13,639 --> 00:42:15,698
but you made me think
about some things.

653
00:42:15,908 --> 00:42:18,468
Don't make it a habit,
or l'll have to charge you.

654
00:42:18,677 --> 00:42:20,804
Oh, we do have a sense of humor!

655
00:42:21,013 --> 00:42:24,278
l was beginning to think
you had it surgically removed.

656
00:42:26,218 --> 00:42:27,981
You look mighty pretty tonight.

657
00:42:29,154 --> 00:42:30,451
Thank you.

658
00:42:31,090 --> 00:42:32,148
Are you all right?

659
00:42:32,357 --> 00:42:34,689
Oh, God, l'm great. l'm just great.

660
00:42:36,829 --> 00:42:39,354
Now that l finished lying,
can l ask you to dance?

661
00:42:42,134 --> 00:42:44,864
You'd be the first woman
l've danced with in New York.

662
00:42:45,404 --> 00:42:46,701
l'd rather not.

663
00:42:46,905 --> 00:42:50,671
Come on, Lowenstein.
Walk on the wild side.

664
00:42:51,410 --> 00:42:52,672
lt's a party. Come on.

665
00:42:53,512 --> 00:42:56,845
Don't worry, l can't dance
and make a pass at the same time.

666
00:42:57,049 --> 00:42:58,880
l lose count.

667
00:43:07,860 --> 00:43:09,418
You came alone?

668
00:43:10,729 --> 00:43:15,325
Yeah, it's funny. l never went
anywhere alone until l got married.

669
00:43:15,534 --> 00:43:17,525
Well, that speaks well for matrimony.

670
00:43:17,736 --> 00:43:19,636
No, it's just that...

671
00:43:20,305 --> 00:43:22,330
...my husband travels a lot.

672
00:43:24,743 --> 00:43:26,176
What does he do?

673
00:43:27,079 --> 00:43:29,274
You know, it's late.
l really should go.

674
00:43:30,149 --> 00:43:31,116
l'll take you home.

675
00:43:31,316 --> 00:43:33,443
No, it's okay. l'm fine.

676
00:43:33,652 --> 00:43:36,746
l'm a Southerner, ma'am.
We take our ladies home.

677
00:43:39,625 --> 00:43:40,489
How do you do it?

678
00:43:40,692 --> 00:43:45,152
How do you listen to people's sob
stories? Doesn't it depress you?

679
00:43:45,364 --> 00:43:48,026
No, not if l think l can help them.

680
00:43:48,233 --> 00:43:53,170
Anyway, you learn to separate your
patients' problems from your own.

681
00:43:53,605 --> 00:43:55,698
Now yours, l think l could handle.

682
00:43:55,908 --> 00:43:57,933
Oh, yeah? Don't be so sure.

683
00:43:59,444 --> 00:44:00,968
Tell me something.

684
00:44:02,347 --> 00:44:05,248
Did you ever wanna write
like Savannah?

685
00:44:07,219 --> 00:44:09,653
You're changing the subject,
Lowenstein.

686
00:44:09,855 --> 00:44:10,844
Am l?

687
00:44:11,056 --> 00:44:13,923
lt's a technique
l'm learning from you.

688
00:44:14,126 --> 00:44:15,252
There he is again.

689
00:44:15,460 --> 00:44:18,258
You see him?
That guy is following me.

690
00:44:18,964 --> 00:44:21,831
So you're a shrink to the stars, huh?

691
00:44:22,034 --> 00:44:24,366
He's not my patient. He's my husband.

692
00:44:27,272 --> 00:44:30,435
No kidding? Herbert-fucking-Woodruff
is your husband?

693
00:44:30,642 --> 00:44:33,270
Herbert Woodruff is my husband, yes.

694
00:44:33,478 --> 00:44:34,945
How'd you meet him?

695
00:44:36,014 --> 00:44:38,778
l saw him perform at...

696
00:44:38,984 --> 00:44:41,817
...Carnegie Hall. l was 22 years old.

697
00:44:44,022 --> 00:44:47,185
l had never heard anything like it.
l mean, that kind of...

698
00:44:48,493 --> 00:44:52,725
...passion, artistry, whatever
you call it. lt's like Savannah's.

699
00:44:52,931 --> 00:44:55,491
They have that gift
to make people feel.

700
00:44:57,336 --> 00:44:59,668
l fell in love with him instantly.

701
00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:08,676
So you married him, and then
you lived happily ever after, huh?

702
00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:10,370
l married him.

703
00:45:10,582 --> 00:45:13,710
Are you telling me that mine isn't
the only screwed up union?

704
00:45:13,919 --> 00:45:16,911
-l'm not telling you anything more.
-Wait. No fair.

705
00:45:17,122 --> 00:45:18,054
l spill my guts.

706
00:45:18,257 --> 00:45:22,216
l tell you my marriage is full
of holes. but you got nothing to say?

707
00:45:22,427 --> 00:45:24,725
l think it's your turn
to give a little.

708
00:45:25,063 --> 00:45:27,429
Come on, Lowenstein, be human.
Talk to me.

709
00:45:27,666 --> 00:45:29,566
-Tell me about yourself.
-l can't.

710
00:45:29,901 --> 00:45:31,732
Why are there never any cabs?

711
00:45:31,937 --> 00:45:35,873
l'll ask you a few simple questions,
and you just answer.

712
00:45:36,074 --> 00:45:37,666
-Simple?
-Very simple.

713
00:45:37,876 --> 00:45:40,174
-What's your father's name?
-Douglas.

714
00:45:40,379 --> 00:45:42,006
What's your favorite car?

715
00:45:42,681 --> 00:45:44,046
l like old Ford Woodies.

716
00:45:44,249 --> 00:45:46,979
Good! Who's the first boy
you ever kissed?

717
00:45:48,353 --> 00:45:50,150
Dick berkowitz. He was very cute.

718
00:45:50,355 --> 00:45:53,950
Do you have any idea how beautiful
you look in that suit?

719
00:45:54,826 --> 00:45:57,090
ls this ''Make Lowenstein
Feel better Day''?

720
00:45:57,296 --> 00:46:00,163
And you got a great smile.
You should smile more.

721
00:46:00,365 --> 00:46:02,560
-Stop.
-You don't believe me, do you?

722
00:46:02,768 --> 00:46:05,032
Come here. Let me show you something.

723
00:46:05,237 --> 00:46:07,102
Come here. Let me show you.

724
00:46:08,140 --> 00:46:10,608
-A painting?
-No, you. Look at you.

725
00:46:10,809 --> 00:46:13,209
You. Your face,
your smile, your suit.

726
00:46:13,412 --> 00:46:15,573
l'm talking great stuff here.
beautiful.

727
00:46:15,781 --> 00:46:17,510
Okay, you convinced me.

728
00:46:17,716 --> 00:46:19,946
Now, would you please get me a cab?

729
00:46:25,123 --> 00:46:27,956
Come up for a minute.
l'd like you to meet my son.

730
00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,422
Sure. Okay.

731
00:46:31,763 --> 00:46:33,230
Come on in.

732
00:46:35,634 --> 00:46:37,033
bernard?

733
00:46:42,140 --> 00:46:43,801
l'd like you to meet a friend.

734
00:46:44,009 --> 00:46:45,476
How do you do?

735
00:46:45,811 --> 00:46:47,711
Mind stepping out of the way?

736
00:46:48,013 --> 00:46:48,843
Oh, excuse me.

737
00:46:49,047 --> 00:46:51,641
Mr. Wingo is
a football coach, bernard.

738
00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:52,976
Oh, yeah?

739
00:46:53,318 --> 00:46:57,846
Dad called from Vienna today.
Said to say hi to you when l saw you.

740
00:47:01,293 --> 00:47:03,158
Did you practice this afternoon?

741
00:47:04,096 --> 00:47:05,757
No, l've been too busy watching TV.

742
00:47:05,964 --> 00:47:07,659
You're being rude, bernard.

743
00:47:07,866 --> 00:47:10,130
No, he's being a teenager.

744
00:47:10,335 --> 00:47:12,530
l used to be one myself.

745
00:47:12,738 --> 00:47:14,103
No kidding?

746
00:47:16,007 --> 00:47:18,032
Where are you from?
Your accent's weird.

747
00:47:18,243 --> 00:47:20,108
South Carolina.

748
00:47:24,549 --> 00:47:25,641
ls this TV or--?

749
00:47:25,851 --> 00:47:27,443
l'm trying to watch this movie.

750
00:47:27,652 --> 00:47:29,381
All right, it's late. Come on.

751
00:47:29,588 --> 00:47:31,385
lt's time for bed, bernard.
Let's go.

752
00:47:31,590 --> 00:47:32,989
Turn down the TV and go to bed.

753
00:47:33,191 --> 00:47:34,886
l'll see you, bernard.

754
00:47:40,098 --> 00:47:42,965
l'm sorry that he was so rude to you.

755
00:47:43,168 --> 00:47:45,227
You don't have to apologize,
Lowenstein.

756
00:47:45,437 --> 00:47:48,634
Teenagers, by definition,
are not fit for society.

757
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:50,432
That's true.

758
00:47:52,077 --> 00:47:56,036
bernard wants to play football.
That's why l brought you to meet him.

759
00:47:56,848 --> 00:48:01,182
l thought that maybe you could
coach him a couple of days a week.

760
00:48:01,386 --> 00:48:06,221
You see, he never gets a chance
to play while his father's around.

761
00:48:06,425 --> 00:48:08,052
Herbert's on tour.
l thought maybe--

762
00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:09,591
ls this a job offer?

763
00:48:09,795 --> 00:48:13,595
Yes, and l would insist on paying you.

764
00:48:13,865 --> 00:48:16,163
What would you consider
a reasonable rate?

765
00:48:16,635 --> 00:48:18,398
What are your rates?

766
00:48:20,405 --> 00:48:22,737
l charge $1 50 an hour.

767
00:48:22,941 --> 00:48:24,670
Fine, l'll take it.

768
00:48:26,144 --> 00:48:28,544
You must be a very good coach.

769
00:48:32,584 --> 00:48:35,644
Forget it, Lowenstein.
l'm not a charity case yet.

770
00:48:35,854 --> 00:48:37,287
Tell bernard we'll start Monday.

771
00:48:37,489 --> 00:48:38,319
Good.

772
00:48:38,523 --> 00:48:40,081
Good night.

773
00:48:54,539 --> 00:48:56,734
First rule of thumb, bernard.
Never be late.

774
00:48:56,942 --> 00:48:58,637
l didn't want to come anyway, okay?

775
00:48:58,844 --> 00:49:01,642
Your mother thinks you want to play.
ls that true?

776
00:49:01,847 --> 00:49:03,712
Maybe, maybe not.

777
00:49:05,183 --> 00:49:07,811
Where do you coach, Mr. Wingo?
Hillbilly country?

778
00:49:09,754 --> 00:49:12,154
We're a little
class-conscious, are we?

779
00:49:12,357 --> 00:49:13,915
Do you go to Miss Porter's?

780
00:49:14,159 --> 00:49:16,252
Phillips Exeter, smart-ass.

781
00:49:18,296 --> 00:49:20,287
You didn't get to play last year,
did you?

782
00:49:21,867 --> 00:49:22,959
How'd you know?

783
00:49:23,768 --> 00:49:27,534
because any snot-nosed punk that
would dare call his coach a smart-ass...

784
00:49:27,739 --> 00:49:30,264
...wouldn't get to haul water,
let alone play.

785
00:49:30,809 --> 00:49:33,676
With your attitude, you belong
in the bleachers, kid.

786
00:49:35,747 --> 00:49:39,410
When you get ready to play football,
get my number from your mother.

787
00:49:39,618 --> 00:49:40,448
Catch.

788
00:50:32,470 --> 00:50:34,165
You need help.

789
00:50:34,739 --> 00:50:37,503
This is not an attractive look
for a middle-aged man.

790
00:50:37,709 --> 00:50:41,907
You can take me shopping. Did you
ever hear of Renata Halpern?

791
00:50:42,113 --> 00:50:42,943
No, who is she?

792
00:50:43,148 --> 00:50:46,675
l don't know, but she writes poems
about growing up Jewish in brooklyn.

793
00:50:46,885 --> 00:50:48,876
Was she staying
with Savannah recently?

794
00:50:49,087 --> 00:50:52,079
Not that l know of. Of course,
l've been out of town a lot.

795
00:50:52,290 --> 00:50:55,020
bloomingdale's on Saturday, big boy.

796
00:51:01,132 --> 00:51:02,622
Coach Wingo?

797
00:51:05,537 --> 00:51:07,630
You know, yesterday, l....

798
00:51:07,839 --> 00:51:09,602
You know, l....

799
00:51:10,508 --> 00:51:13,102
l accept your apology, bernard.

800
00:51:13,311 --> 00:51:16,007
l didn't play last year,
because l never made the team.

801
00:51:16,214 --> 00:51:17,841
They made fun of me.

802
00:51:18,049 --> 00:51:20,711
lf l coach you, l promise
they won't make fun of you.

803
00:51:20,919 --> 00:51:22,546
but you gotta promise something.

804
00:51:22,754 --> 00:51:26,349
You gotta shut up, bernard.
Your mouth pisses me off.

805
00:51:26,691 --> 00:51:28,522
''Yes, sir'' is the way
to address me.

806
00:51:28,727 --> 00:51:31,287
First thing we'll do
is follow certain courtesies.

807
00:51:31,496 --> 00:51:34,522
You'll do whatever l tell you
and do it with enthusiasm.

808
00:51:34,733 --> 00:51:37,201
l'm gonna teach you
to play football well.

809
00:51:37,402 --> 00:51:40,303
-l'll run your ass off every day.
-l have my violin lessons.

810
00:51:40,505 --> 00:51:42,029
-Shut up, bernard.
-Yes, sir.

811
00:51:42,240 --> 00:51:44,902
After l run you till you drop,
make you lift weights...

812
00:51:45,110 --> 00:51:46,577
...tackle till your arms cramp...

813
00:51:46,778 --> 00:51:50,145
...something will happen to you
that's never happened in your life.

814
00:51:50,348 --> 00:51:51,838
What's that, sir?

815
00:51:52,050 --> 00:51:53,813
You're gonna be happy, kid.

816
00:51:54,019 --> 00:51:56,112
Keep moving. Move them.
Hit it!

817
00:51:57,722 --> 00:51:59,314
Come on! Get up.

818
00:51:59,858 --> 00:52:02,656
Drop that leg. Roll.
Drop this leg. Roll.

819
00:52:02,861 --> 00:52:05,352
That's it. All right,
let's see that smile.

820
00:52:05,563 --> 00:52:07,497
Do it again with a smile.

821
00:52:07,699 --> 00:52:09,826
Cross. back. Cross.

822
00:52:10,035 --> 00:52:12,503
That's it. Cross them over. Cross!

823
00:52:13,605 --> 00:52:16,073
bring this shoulder out.
This shoulder.

824
00:52:16,274 --> 00:52:18,299
Keep your eyes on the ball.
Concentrate!

825
00:52:18,510 --> 00:52:20,307
Come on, bernard. Get your hands up.

826
00:52:20,545 --> 00:52:21,978
Get it. Look behind!

827
00:52:22,180 --> 00:52:24,444
Turn around and run!

828
00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:29,052
You're the greatest person
in the whole world, Daddy.

829
00:52:29,254 --> 00:52:32,849
What? l don't even get the pleasure
of asking the questions anymore?

830
00:52:33,058 --> 00:52:35,117
-When you coming home, Daddy?
-Soon.

831
00:52:35,326 --> 00:52:38,193
Well, if you miss my birthday,
l'm gonna kill you.

832
00:52:38,396 --> 00:52:40,364
Chandler, how could l miss
your birthday?

833
00:52:40,565 --> 00:52:43,432
l was there the day you pushed
your way into the world.

834
00:52:43,635 --> 00:52:45,068
l want an alligator!

835
00:52:45,270 --> 00:52:47,238
You go down to the marsh
and you get one.

836
00:52:47,439 --> 00:52:50,636
l want a stuffed alligator so he can
sleep in bed with me.

837
00:52:50,842 --> 00:52:53,208
Now, that's a dangerous habit
to get into, kiddo.

838
00:52:53,411 --> 00:52:54,241
ls Mama there?

839
00:52:55,046 --> 00:52:57,571
Daddy wants to talk to you.

840
00:52:58,983 --> 00:53:00,177
Oh, hi, Sal.

841
00:53:00,385 --> 00:53:02,717
l want to come home
for Chandler's birthday.

842
00:53:02,921 --> 00:53:03,888
lt would only be--

843
00:53:04,089 --> 00:53:06,956
We'd all be upset if you
didn't come, Tom.

844
00:53:07,158 --> 00:53:09,524
Oh, good. Well, thanks, Sally.

845
00:53:09,728 --> 00:53:11,628
Okay. l'll talk to you. bye.

846
00:53:11,830 --> 00:53:13,491
All right. bye-bye.

847
00:53:29,047 --> 00:53:30,674
Hustle. Hustle. Hustle!

848
00:53:37,689 --> 00:53:40,715
-You got a broken cigarette.
-You gonna take it away?

849
00:53:40,925 --> 00:53:44,884
So this became my routine.
Coaching Bernard in the morning...

850
00:53:45,096 --> 00:53:49,590
...and in the afternoon, telling the
Wingo family secrets to his mother.

851
00:53:49,801 --> 00:53:53,897
And looking forward to telling them.
Or looking forward to seeing her.

852
00:53:55,140 --> 00:53:58,837
lt's as if Savannah has
some kind of a splinter...

853
00:53:59,043 --> 00:54:01,705
...that she's neglected.

854
00:54:01,913 --> 00:54:02,743
lt festers.

855
00:54:02,947 --> 00:54:05,438
lt festers inside you until you...

856
00:54:05,950 --> 00:54:08,214
...you get it out.
You know what l mean?

857
00:54:08,419 --> 00:54:11,388
The stories you're telling me
are helping her remember...

858
00:54:11,990 --> 00:54:14,288
...and l'm very proud
of the work we're doing.

859
00:54:14,893 --> 00:54:15,951
Know what l mean?

860
00:54:19,297 --> 00:54:21,094
Time's up. Out.

861
00:54:22,100 --> 00:54:22,930
Lowenstein.

862
00:54:23,134 --> 00:54:25,500
-Here. Catch.
-My nails!

863
00:54:25,703 --> 00:54:28,365
-Throw me the ball.
-Throw you the ball?

864
00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:44,849
Coach, are you trying to kill yourself?

865
00:54:45,056 --> 00:54:47,684
l'm not quitting, bernard. You hear?

866
00:54:48,026 --> 00:54:48,958
Then l'll smoke.

867
00:54:49,160 --> 00:54:51,754
No, you're not smoking.
You're not smoking.

868
00:54:51,963 --> 00:54:53,021
Then throw them out.

869
00:54:53,231 --> 00:54:54,198
All right. l will.

870
00:54:54,399 --> 00:54:55,661
All of them.

871
00:54:55,867 --> 00:54:57,926
All right. All right!

872
00:54:58,136 --> 00:55:01,299
-Congratulations. How do you feel?
-l feel better already.

873
00:55:06,144 --> 00:55:09,272
You know, it's an art form
to hate New York properly.

874
00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:11,505
No, it's not. lt's a clich�.

875
00:55:12,784 --> 00:55:16,481
You're not such a dumb kid after all.
Let's go to the bookstore.

876
00:55:16,688 --> 00:55:19,384
lt's my daughter's birthday.
She wants an alligator.

877
00:55:19,591 --> 00:55:22,788
There's a crocodile in Peter Pan.
Think she'll buy it?

878
00:55:22,994 --> 00:55:24,586
lt's my mom's birthday next week.

879
00:55:24,796 --> 00:55:27,356
l bet you got her exactly nothing.

880
00:55:27,565 --> 00:55:30,125
Come on, we'll see if we can
find her something.

881
00:56:18,149 --> 00:56:20,811
Shit! Shit.

882
00:56:23,721 --> 00:56:26,781
Who is Renata Halpern, and
what's she got to do with my sister?

883
00:56:26,991 --> 00:56:28,253
Sit down and cool off.

884
00:56:28,459 --> 00:56:30,154
You knew about this, didn't you?

885
00:56:30,361 --> 00:56:32,556
lt's difficult to conduct a session--

886
00:56:32,764 --> 00:56:35,198
This is not a session!
l'm asking you a question.

887
00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:38,597
You're doing a shitty job
of evading it. Who wrote this?

888
00:56:38,803 --> 00:56:39,827
What's so disturbing?

889
00:56:40,038 --> 00:56:42,370
That's not the issue.
Why didn't you tell me?

890
00:56:42,573 --> 00:56:43,938
lt wasn't my place to--

891
00:56:44,542 --> 00:56:46,339
You're a piece of work.

892
00:56:46,544 --> 00:56:49,945
l tell you everything, and you withhold
important information!

893
00:56:50,148 --> 00:56:52,446
-Maybe you're withholding.
-This is not about me!

894
00:56:52,650 --> 00:56:54,015
Then why are you so upset?

895
00:56:54,218 --> 00:56:57,119
l don't like being lied to.
l don't like secrets.

896
00:56:57,322 --> 00:57:00,018
l could report you.
Have your license suspended.

897
00:57:00,224 --> 00:57:02,317
Stop acting like a petulant child.

898
00:57:02,527 --> 00:57:05,325
You haven't answered my question.
Who wrote this book?

899
00:57:05,530 --> 00:57:06,360
You tell me.

900
00:57:06,564 --> 00:57:09,965
l will. My sister wrote it.
lt's all about my goddamn family.

901
00:57:10,168 --> 00:57:13,001
lf my mother read it,
she'd rip out Savannah's pancreas.

902
00:57:13,204 --> 00:57:15,695
Why? Why would she do that?
What are you hiding?

903
00:57:15,907 --> 00:57:20,105
l don't answer any more questions
till you answer mine.

904
00:57:21,312 --> 00:57:23,109
Then why don't you sit down and listen.

905
00:57:23,314 --> 00:57:27,045
That is, if you're not too exhausted
by your temper tantrum.

906
00:57:34,025 --> 00:57:35,652
Shit!

907
00:57:36,294 --> 00:57:40,230
When Savannah came to see me, she
told me her name was Renata Halpern.

908
00:57:40,431 --> 00:57:44,299
-She's even crazier than l thought.
-Shut up, or l won't continue.

909
00:57:45,003 --> 00:57:49,702
She said her father was a furrier and
both parents were Holocaust survivors.

910
00:57:49,907 --> 00:57:53,206
She couldn't fool me about being
Jewish, but what fascinated me...

911
00:57:53,411 --> 00:57:55,709
...was why she chose to be
the child of survivors.

912
00:57:55,913 --> 00:57:58,575
What was she trying to survive?
What is she trying to survive?

913
00:57:58,783 --> 00:58:00,273
-How would l know?
-l think you do.

914
00:58:00,485 --> 00:58:02,783
You're supposed to be
answering my questions.

915
00:58:02,987 --> 00:58:03,976
Why'd she do it?

916
00:58:04,188 --> 00:58:06,349
Writing made her want
to be someone else.

917
00:58:06,557 --> 00:58:08,525
-That was okay with you?
-lt was not okay.

918
00:58:08,726 --> 00:58:12,253
l said unless she resolved her own
problems, she wouldn't have a chance.

919
00:58:12,463 --> 00:58:15,523
ls that what people pay you to do?
Turn them into someone else?

920
00:58:15,733 --> 00:58:16,631
You're not listening!

921
00:58:16,834 --> 00:58:19,132
What do you think l'm doing
here every day?

922
00:58:19,337 --> 00:58:21,805
-Complaining! Avoiding!
-Fuck you, Lowenstein!

923
00:58:22,006 --> 00:58:25,840
Fuck you, Sigmund Freud and
Renata Halpern. lt makes me sick!

924
00:58:26,044 --> 00:58:27,477
Your reaction makes me sick!

925
00:58:27,678 --> 00:58:31,114
How do you expect me to react?
What if l'd done the same to your son?

926
00:58:31,315 --> 00:58:33,146
lt's not the same thing!

927
00:58:33,351 --> 00:58:35,512
l'll make him
a Presbyterian quarterback!

928
00:58:35,720 --> 00:58:38,883
lt's quite different.
My son didn't try to kill himself.

929
00:58:39,090 --> 00:58:41,251
Give him time, Lowenstein.
Give him time!

930
00:58:41,459 --> 00:58:43,552
You son of a bitch!

931
00:58:46,197 --> 00:58:48,427
My God, l'll go get you some ice.

932
00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:52,364
l see a malpractice suit coming
out of this, doctor.

933
00:58:52,570 --> 00:58:54,800
l am so embarrassed.

934
00:58:56,074 --> 00:58:57,564
What a day.

935
00:58:57,775 --> 00:58:59,265
l get dropped by a dictionary...

936
00:58:59,477 --> 00:59:02,173
...and l find out my sister's
become a brooklyn Jew.

937
00:59:02,380 --> 00:59:03,210
Here. Here.

938
00:59:03,414 --> 00:59:05,974
l don't need that.
l'd rather bleed to death.

939
00:59:06,184 --> 00:59:07,981
Just be quiet and take it.

940
00:59:09,387 --> 00:59:12,185
After you've stopped bleeding,
l'll take you to dinner.

941
00:59:12,390 --> 00:59:15,154
No chili today.
This time it's gonna cost you.

942
00:59:18,663 --> 00:59:20,654
This is therapy, huh?

943
00:59:20,865 --> 00:59:22,856
Yeah, pretty bloody, isn't it?

944
00:59:24,068 --> 00:59:26,263
l still can't believe
l did that to you.

945
00:59:26,471 --> 00:59:29,099
Face it, Lowenstein.
l bring out the animal in you.

946
00:59:30,808 --> 00:59:33,208
-l owe you an apology.
-l accept.

947
00:59:33,411 --> 00:59:35,538
-That was a terrible thing to say.
-Yes.

948
00:59:35,746 --> 00:59:38,510
l know it. Jesus.
Thank you for accepting.

949
00:59:38,716 --> 00:59:40,183
Would you like to order now?

950
00:59:40,384 --> 00:59:42,284
We would like to order now.

951
00:59:42,487 --> 00:59:45,650
Do you want me to order for you?
l eat here all the time.

952
00:59:45,857 --> 00:59:48,655
How am l supposed to trust a woman
who can't even cook?

953
00:59:48,860 --> 00:59:51,693
Just because l can't cook
doesn't mean l can't eat.

954
00:59:51,896 --> 00:59:54,797
Go ahead. l'll do anything
to make you happy tonight.

955
00:59:56,534 --> 00:59:58,263
l think...

956
00:59:58,936 --> 01:00:02,872
...we'll start with the artichaut
garni de champignons au safran.

957
01:00:03,074 --> 01:00:05,235
And pour monsieur....

958
01:00:05,743 --> 01:00:09,201
La mousse de canard
aux baies sauvages.

959
01:00:09,647 --> 01:00:14,584
And then we'll have the soupe de
poisson au crabe. Delicious.

960
01:00:14,852 --> 01:00:17,514
And for our main course,
r�ble de lapin.

961
01:00:17,722 --> 01:00:19,383
The rabbit is superb.

962
01:00:21,826 --> 01:00:24,624
God, there's nothing sexier than
a beautiful woman...

963
01:00:24,829 --> 01:00:26,820
...ordering food in French.

964
01:00:27,064 --> 01:00:28,691
Read me the whole menu.

965
01:00:29,700 --> 01:00:30,997
Are you flirting with me?

966
01:00:31,202 --> 01:00:32,829
Yeah, l think l am.

967
01:00:33,037 --> 01:00:35,733
l'd like you to find me attractive,
bloody nose and all.

968
01:00:36,807 --> 01:00:38,775
l'd like to ask you about Savannah.

969
01:00:39,844 --> 01:00:41,835
Don't you ever take a night off?

970
01:00:42,046 --> 01:00:45,379
You said you'd do anything to
make me happy. Just one thing.

971
01:00:45,783 --> 01:00:48,980
Savannah told me her children's book
came out of a dream.

972
01:00:49,187 --> 01:00:50,415
More like a nightmare.

973
01:00:50,621 --> 01:00:53,988
lmages in it terrorized her,
but she didn't know why.

974
01:00:54,192 --> 01:00:58,128
Like the three stray dogs.
What do you think it means?

975
01:00:59,096 --> 01:01:00,723
Lowenstein, you're incorrigible.

976
01:01:00,932 --> 01:01:02,763
We're at a wonderful restaurant...

977
01:01:02,967 --> 01:01:05,800
...and you want me to interpret
my sister's dreams?

978
01:01:06,003 --> 01:01:08,494
You wanna interpret dreams?
Do mine.

979
01:01:08,706 --> 01:01:11,675
l had a great one about you
last night.

980
01:01:13,311 --> 01:01:15,245
You had a dream about me?

981
01:01:16,480 --> 01:01:17,538
You wanna hear?

982
01:01:17,748 --> 01:01:18,680
l'm not sure.

983
01:01:19,483 --> 01:01:21,348
Don't worry. This one's G-rated.

984
01:01:22,053 --> 01:01:23,418
This one?

985
01:01:24,222 --> 01:01:25,450
Tell me.

986
01:01:27,158 --> 01:01:30,594
There was a blinding snowstorm
right here in New York City.

987
01:01:30,795 --> 01:01:33,662
l went out for a walk,
and l ran into you.

988
01:01:34,565 --> 01:01:36,931
We decided to go to the Rainbow Room.

989
01:01:37,134 --> 01:01:38,396
No one was there.

990
01:01:38,603 --> 01:01:41,094
So we started to slow dance.

991
01:01:43,708 --> 01:01:45,369
What do you think it means?

992
01:01:47,845 --> 01:01:50,177
You said it was a snowstorm?

993
01:01:50,748 --> 01:01:52,739
blinding snowstorm?

994
01:01:54,285 --> 01:01:56,719
Maybe there's something
you're afraid to see.

995
01:01:57,121 --> 01:01:59,316
Maybe l wanna get to know you better.

996
01:02:00,291 --> 01:02:02,452
Maybe you're trying to snow me.

997
01:02:03,294 --> 01:02:05,387
Maybe l have cold feet.

998
01:02:08,532 --> 01:02:10,727
Maybe you just miss winter.

999
01:02:13,604 --> 01:02:15,265
Move those legs. Move them!

1000
01:02:15,473 --> 01:02:16,963
That's it. Get in position.

1001
01:02:17,174 --> 01:02:18,664
Keep your head up. Come!

1002
01:02:22,913 --> 01:02:24,244
ls that my son?

1003
01:02:24,749 --> 01:02:26,717
ls that you in there, bernard?

1004
01:02:27,151 --> 01:02:29,142
l don't think this was
such a good idea.

1005
01:02:29,353 --> 01:02:30,752
Stop being a Jewish mother.

1006
01:02:30,955 --> 01:02:33,150
l am a Jewish mother.
l brought sandwiches.

1007
01:02:33,357 --> 01:02:35,052
Oh, good. l'm starving.

1008
01:02:35,259 --> 01:02:37,090
l got delicious ones here.

1009
01:02:37,295 --> 01:02:38,387
Take a break.

1010
01:02:39,430 --> 01:02:41,557
Great. l got one for you.

1011
01:02:41,766 --> 01:02:44,564
Slave away in the kitchen all day
making those?

1012
01:02:44,769 --> 01:02:47,363
l bought them as usual.
Would you like one?

1013
01:02:48,139 --> 01:02:49,663
No, l'm not hungry.

1014
01:02:52,843 --> 01:02:54,868
So can l watch you play?

1015
01:02:55,079 --> 01:02:57,206
l promise l won't be overprotective.

1016
01:02:57,581 --> 01:02:59,515
l don't feel like playing anymore.

1017
01:03:00,117 --> 01:03:02,847
Let's toss the ball around
for a few minutes.

1018
01:03:03,688 --> 01:03:05,918
Am l a trained seal?
l gotta do what she wants?

1019
01:03:06,123 --> 01:03:08,057
Oh, you got it tough, kid!

1020
01:03:08,259 --> 01:03:12,218
Let's lie in the grass and cry for all
the terrible misfortune in your life.

1021
01:03:12,763 --> 01:03:15,061
You're a jerk every time
my mother's around.

1022
01:03:15,266 --> 01:03:16,790
Are you trying to impress her?

1023
01:03:17,001 --> 01:03:20,095
You're out of line.
You're mad at me, not him.

1024
01:03:21,072 --> 01:03:23,540
Save that crap for your patients, Mom.

1025
01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:30,804
He's right, you know.

1026
01:03:31,182 --> 01:03:32,740
He's absolutely right.

1027
01:03:32,950 --> 01:03:35,510
l don't know how to talk to him.

1028
01:03:37,421 --> 01:03:39,548
Maybe you should try a new approach.

1029
01:03:39,757 --> 01:03:40,849
What's that?

1030
01:03:41,058 --> 01:03:43,583
Laugh, Lowenstein, laugh.

1031
01:03:43,794 --> 01:03:44,954
The Southern way?

1032
01:03:45,162 --> 01:03:48,359
lf that doesn't work,
then you bop him on the head.

1033
01:03:51,669 --> 01:03:53,159
What do you think of me?

1034
01:03:56,040 --> 01:03:58,133
Well, l think you have it made.

1035
01:03:58,342 --> 01:04:02,210
You're rich. You live like a queen.
Your kid needs some work...

1036
01:04:02,413 --> 01:04:04,973
...but overall, you're in
the top 1 percent.

1037
01:04:05,516 --> 01:04:06,813
You're lying.

1038
01:04:12,656 --> 01:04:15,489
l think you're a very sad woman,
Lowenstein.

1039
01:04:18,562 --> 01:04:20,587
l like it when you tell the truth.

1040
01:04:22,133 --> 01:04:25,261
l think you're the first friend
l've made in a long time.

1041
01:04:26,070 --> 01:04:28,231
Come on. Let's go to the movies.

1042
01:04:28,439 --> 01:04:30,634
-The movies?
-Yeah, come on.

1043
01:04:32,343 --> 01:04:35,506
Rare footage from
the Savannah Wingo archives.

1044
01:04:35,713 --> 01:04:38,079
How wonderful!
Where did you find this?

1045
01:04:38,282 --> 01:04:41,012
l was snooping around.
Savannah must've kept them.

1046
01:04:41,218 --> 01:04:42,048
ls that Luke?

1047
01:04:42,253 --> 01:04:45,416
Yeah, that's Luke.
He was always horsing around.

1048
01:04:45,623 --> 01:04:47,113
Oh, here's our graduation.

1049
01:04:47,324 --> 01:04:48,814
From grade school, right?

1050
01:04:49,026 --> 01:04:50,425
Yeah, right. Grade school.

1051
01:04:50,628 --> 01:04:53,358
Did you always jump in
with your clothes on?

1052
01:04:53,564 --> 01:04:55,623
As a matter of fact, we did.

1053
01:04:55,833 --> 01:04:59,200
-And that's your mother? Lila?
-Yeah, that's Miss Lila.

1054
01:05:00,137 --> 01:05:01,502
She was very pretty.

1055
01:05:01,705 --> 01:05:03,297
She still is.

1056
01:05:05,009 --> 01:05:06,909
So who took these pictures?

1057
01:05:07,111 --> 01:05:09,238
My father bought this camera one year.

1058
01:05:09,447 --> 01:05:12,314
Thought he'd give up shrimping,
the only thing he was good at...

1059
01:05:12,516 --> 01:05:15,314
...and make a fortune in film.
Don't ask me how.

1060
01:05:15,686 --> 01:05:19,122
Savannah said your father was
always losing money. ls that true?

1061
01:05:19,323 --> 01:05:23,384
That's an understatement. Henry Wingo
had the opposite of the Midas touch.

1062
01:05:23,661 --> 01:05:26,824
-Everything he touched turned to shit.
-What is that?

1063
01:05:27,031 --> 01:05:30,228
That is one of my father's
all-time cockamamie schemes.

1064
01:05:30,434 --> 01:05:32,299
-What?
-He bought this gas station.

1065
01:05:32,503 --> 01:05:35,370
He thought a tiger would
draw people by the thousands.

1066
01:05:35,573 --> 01:05:37,666
All it did is scare them
the hell away.

1067
01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:41,540
The only one that wasn't afraid
of that animal was Luke.

1068
01:05:42,580 --> 01:05:44,013
He fed him.

1069
01:05:44,748 --> 01:05:46,375
Took care of him.

1070
01:05:48,886 --> 01:05:50,751
He had a lot of courage.

1071
01:05:51,455 --> 01:05:52,717
What about you?

1072
01:05:54,425 --> 01:05:56,893
l didn't need any. l had Luke.

1073
01:05:57,628 --> 01:05:59,528
Oh, this is our island.

1074
01:05:59,864 --> 01:06:02,560
The only place Dad ever really owned.

1075
01:06:02,766 --> 01:06:05,496
by the time this was taken,
it was worthless.

1076
01:06:05,703 --> 01:06:07,068
Not to Luke, though.

1077
01:06:08,339 --> 01:06:11,467
To him it was the most precious place
in the world.

1078
01:06:12,009 --> 01:06:14,500
When he was older, he went to Vietnam.

1079
01:06:14,712 --> 01:06:16,646
He came back a hero.

1080
01:06:17,581 --> 01:06:20,049
Swore he'd never leave it again.

1081
01:06:21,218 --> 01:06:22,515
He didn't.

1082
01:06:28,125 --> 01:06:29,490
What happened?

1083
01:06:30,861 --> 01:06:33,227
Mother got the island
in the divorce settlement.

1084
01:06:33,430 --> 01:06:36,957
She immediately sold it to
the government for a lot of money.

1085
01:06:37,868 --> 01:06:40,234
They wanted to put up a power plant.

1086
01:06:40,437 --> 01:06:42,997
Luke went crazy.
He made some threats.

1087
01:06:43,207 --> 01:06:45,038
The government laughed.

1088
01:06:45,576 --> 01:06:47,976
He blew up a construction site.

1089
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:50,269
They quit laughing.

1090
01:06:52,316 --> 01:06:53,578
And then?

1091
01:06:55,753 --> 01:06:58,779
He went on waging his own private war.

1092
01:06:58,989 --> 01:07:00,115
Hurt some people.

1093
01:07:00,324 --> 01:07:04,158
Savannah and l tried to stop him,
but the government stopped him first.

1094
01:07:04,361 --> 01:07:06,795
Shot him in the head. bingo.

1095
01:07:08,332 --> 01:07:10,800
Would you like a cold drink?
Maybe a beer?

1096
01:07:13,737 --> 01:07:15,329
How did you deal with his death?

1097
01:07:16,173 --> 01:07:18,505
l shut down like a broken motor.

1098
01:07:19,410 --> 01:07:22,402
And according to the Southern way,
still no tears.

1099
01:07:24,148 --> 01:07:25,945
Oh, l cry sometimes, Lowenstein.

1100
01:07:26,150 --> 01:07:29,551
l cry at weddings, at the Olympics,
at the national anthem.

1101
01:07:29,753 --> 01:07:30,981
but not over Luke?

1102
01:07:32,389 --> 01:07:34,823
What the hell for?
lt wouldn't bring him back.

1103
01:07:37,761 --> 01:07:39,319
but it might bring you back.

1104
01:07:57,548 --> 01:07:58,640
Thank you.

1105
01:08:12,997 --> 01:08:14,658
Hey there! Welcome back.

1106
01:08:14,865 --> 01:08:17,060
Dr. Wingo had an emergency
at the hospital.

1107
01:08:17,267 --> 01:08:19,030
Oh, that's all right, Megan.

1108
01:08:19,637 --> 01:08:21,730
-Are the girls asleep?
-Yes, for a while.

1109
01:08:21,939 --> 01:08:23,372
You can go home now.

1110
01:08:23,574 --> 01:08:25,371
Okay, l'll just get my things.

1111
01:08:47,231 --> 01:08:48,528
Hey, coach.

1112
01:08:48,732 --> 01:08:50,029
Oh, hey, Sally.

1113
01:08:51,935 --> 01:08:52,765
How you doing?

1114
01:08:52,970 --> 01:08:55,029
All right. Fine.

1115
01:08:59,443 --> 01:09:01,536
What's the proper form
in this situation?

1116
01:09:01,745 --> 01:09:04,077
Do we talk, fight,
or ignore the whole thing?

1117
01:09:04,281 --> 01:09:05,748
l don't know.

1118
01:09:06,483 --> 01:09:07,950
You want some juice?

1119
01:09:12,956 --> 01:09:14,924
How's Savannah, Tom?

1120
01:09:15,125 --> 01:09:17,719
She's one day up,
and then it's one day down.

1121
01:09:17,928 --> 01:09:20,658
Do you like the psychiatrist,
you trust her?

1122
01:09:23,333 --> 01:09:25,801
What's her name again?

1123
01:09:27,271 --> 01:09:28,602
Lowenstein.

1124
01:09:28,806 --> 01:09:30,273
Want me to make a fire?

1125
01:09:30,741 --> 01:09:34,006
l don't think so.
lt's 90 degrees outside.

1126
01:09:35,045 --> 01:09:37,605
You've always been
such a traditionalist.

1127
01:09:38,716 --> 01:09:41,082
Jack Cleveland wants to marry me, Tom.

1128
01:09:46,457 --> 01:09:48,857
Do you need a letter
of recommendation?

1129
01:09:49,993 --> 01:09:51,290
That's not funny.

1130
01:09:51,495 --> 01:09:54,521
Considering my other options,
it was the kindest...

1131
01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,132
...most restrained thing l could say.

1132
01:10:01,438 --> 01:10:02,962
What do you wanna do?

1133
01:10:03,173 --> 01:10:04,834
l don't know.

1134
01:10:09,546 --> 01:10:13,004
Part of me just wants to pack up
and walk away from a life...

1135
01:10:14,051 --> 01:10:16,349
...that doesn't seem to work anymore.

1136
01:10:20,891 --> 01:10:23,621
And part of me says
that no life will work...

1137
01:10:23,827 --> 01:10:26,887
...if l can't make this one right.

1138
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:32,225
How can l help you, Sally?

1139
01:10:35,305 --> 01:10:37,466
by trying to understand, l guess.

1140
01:10:41,478 --> 01:10:44,311
l'm sorry l made you
unsure of yourself.

1141
01:10:45,949 --> 01:10:48,816
l can be a closed, defensive
son of a bitch.

1142
01:10:49,887 --> 01:10:51,411
Sometimes.

1143
01:10:55,058 --> 01:10:57,083
Only sometimes.

1144
01:11:11,008 --> 01:11:12,032
You coming in?

1145
01:11:16,380 --> 01:11:18,371
l'll sleep here.

1146
01:11:21,285 --> 01:11:23,753
lt'd be too confusing.

1147
01:11:33,697 --> 01:11:35,528
Thanks for asking, though.

1148
01:11:52,816 --> 01:11:54,613
Daddy's home!

1149
01:12:01,291 --> 01:12:03,122
Where are you, Daddy?

1150
01:12:06,296 --> 01:12:09,732
Who are these squealing piglets
jumping on my chest?

1151
01:12:09,933 --> 01:12:11,298
boy, am l hungry.

1152
01:12:11,501 --> 01:12:13,696
A little mustard on you
would be perfect.

1153
01:12:13,904 --> 01:12:16,372
-You can't catch me.
-Can't catch me either!

1154
01:12:16,573 --> 01:12:19,701
Who missed me most?
Careful, there's money involved.

1155
01:12:20,110 --> 01:12:22,908
Get your shoes.
We're going on Grandpa's shrimp boat.

1156
01:12:23,113 --> 01:12:25,547
Hi, Jenny.
You like that sweater l got you?

1157
01:12:25,749 --> 01:12:27,910
-Yeah, it's nice, Dad.
-Good.

1158
01:12:34,892 --> 01:12:37,326
Are you and Mom having a bad fight?

1159
01:12:38,695 --> 01:12:40,959
No, honey. Everything's fine.

1160
01:12:41,565 --> 01:12:43,328
Y'all don't fool me.

1161
01:12:49,706 --> 01:12:51,037
Oh, boy.

1162
01:12:55,078 --> 01:12:58,013
What am l gonna do
with all you smart women?

1163
01:13:01,451 --> 01:13:02,645
Give me a hug.

1164
01:13:14,831 --> 01:13:17,129
Chandler, come on in
if you wanna help.

1165
01:13:17,334 --> 01:13:18,392
You too, Tom.

1166
01:13:18,602 --> 01:13:20,968
Mommy, l got a fishing rod
from Grandpa!

1167
01:13:21,171 --> 01:13:22,195
lt's beautiful.

1168
01:13:22,406 --> 01:13:23,964
Come here, Daddy.

1169
01:13:24,541 --> 01:13:25,508
Lucy did that one.

1170
01:13:25,709 --> 01:13:27,609
-l did not.
-You did too.

1171
01:13:28,946 --> 01:13:30,538
l wanna decorate.

1172
01:13:30,747 --> 01:13:32,647
You can decorate.
lt's your cake.

1173
01:13:32,849 --> 01:13:35,716
You go on and decorate.
You stop eating that icing.

1174
01:13:35,919 --> 01:13:38,046
-l wanted to do one.
-Well, okay--

1175
01:13:38,255 --> 01:13:39,688
Henry?

1176
01:13:39,923 --> 01:13:43,256
Come to the table. The children
are gonna blow out their candles.

1177
01:13:46,396 --> 01:13:47,863
Did you hear me?

1178
01:13:48,565 --> 01:13:51,261
lt's time to sing ''Happy birthday''
to Tom and Savannah.

1179
01:13:51,468 --> 01:13:53,436
l'm watching TV.

1180
01:13:54,504 --> 01:13:58,565
You get over there and help your
children celebrate their birthday.

1181
01:13:58,775 --> 01:13:59,707
Come here, woman.

1182
01:13:59,910 --> 01:14:02,811
Don't you ever tell me
what to do, Lila.

1183
01:14:03,013 --> 01:14:07,143
This is my house. You're just a guest
in it! Now turn the TV back on.

1184
01:14:07,351 --> 01:14:11,185
Please, Mama. lt's all right!
Turn the TV back on.

1185
01:14:11,388 --> 01:14:14,551
You're gonna turn that TV on.
l was watching that.

1186
01:14:15,625 --> 01:14:19,254
l'm sick and tired of you
never showing me any respect!

1187
01:14:21,098 --> 01:14:23,259
TV`s broken, you son of a bitch.

1188
01:14:23,467 --> 01:14:26,231
Now you can watch your kids
blow out their candles.

1189
01:14:30,440 --> 01:14:33,307
Happy birthday to you

1190
01:14:33,510 --> 01:14:36,502
Happy birthday to you

1191
01:14:36,713 --> 01:14:40,945
Happy birthday, dear Chandler

1192
01:14:41,151 --> 01:14:44,985
Happy birthday to you

1193
01:14:48,625 --> 01:14:50,855
Grandpa, Daddy's gonna open the net.

1194
01:14:51,061 --> 01:14:53,052
l'm coming, birthday girl.

1195
01:14:53,263 --> 01:14:54,525
bring it up.

1196
01:14:55,499 --> 01:14:58,593
Grandpa, l brought the fishing rod
you bought me.

1197
01:15:00,537 --> 01:15:02,835
Stand back.
He's getting ready to drop it.

1198
01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:05,270
-Wait, wait.
-Oh, hurry up, Daddy!

1199
01:15:05,475 --> 01:15:07,204
l don't know if we got
much shrimp.

1200
01:15:07,411 --> 01:15:08,901
Look at that.

1201
01:15:09,513 --> 01:15:13,609
The first thing you wanna do is
put these crabs overboard.

1202
01:15:13,817 --> 01:15:14,875
Why, Grandpa?

1203
01:15:15,085 --> 01:15:18,350
They'll die in the sun and the heat.

1204
01:15:18,555 --> 01:15:22,218
Look out for stingrays and catfish.
lt's a long way to the hospital.

1205
01:15:22,426 --> 01:15:23,757
Look at that squiggly.

1206
01:15:23,960 --> 01:15:25,393
-Chandler?
-What, Grandpa?

1207
01:15:25,595 --> 01:15:28,120
l want you to do something for me.

1208
01:15:28,331 --> 01:15:30,856
Pick up a shrimp and head it.

1209
01:15:31,068 --> 01:15:32,092
l can do that.

1210
01:15:32,302 --> 01:15:34,065
You put it with your thumb.

1211
01:15:34,271 --> 01:15:35,738
ls this right, Grandpa?

1212
01:15:35,939 --> 01:15:37,531
Do it with one hand.

1213
01:15:38,809 --> 01:15:41,334
You got a knack for this, huh?

1214
01:15:42,546 --> 01:15:46,642
Fetch me that crate over there
for this good-for-nothing trash fish.

1215
01:15:46,850 --> 01:15:48,477
-He told me to get it.
-He told me.

1216
01:15:48,685 --> 01:15:50,915
l'm gonna get it for Grandpa.

1217
01:15:53,890 --> 01:15:55,482
They love you, Dad.

1218
01:16:03,366 --> 01:16:06,699
The braves lost to the Dodgers
last night, 3 to 7.

1219
01:16:11,541 --> 01:16:13,509
Did you know that, son?

1220
01:16:16,646 --> 01:16:18,409
Yeah, l know that, Dad.

1221
01:16:23,086 --> 01:16:25,816
-Put it there.
-Can l be a shrimper when l grow up?

1222
01:16:26,022 --> 01:16:28,388
You can be a shrimper like me.

1223
01:16:34,631 --> 01:16:36,861
bye-bye, girls. l love you!

1224
01:16:38,101 --> 01:16:39,363
Write!

1225
01:16:39,636 --> 01:16:43,163
-How will you get to the airport?
-Don't worry, l'll get a cab.

1226
01:16:51,214 --> 01:16:55,514
You know, l never realized how much
l love this place till l went away.

1227
01:16:57,587 --> 01:16:59,987
''My soul grazes like a lamb...

1228
01:17:00,190 --> 01:17:02,954
...on the beauty of indrawn tides.''

1229
01:17:03,727 --> 01:17:06,662
Remember that?
You wrote that to me in a letter once.

1230
01:17:06,863 --> 01:17:09,354
l used to write damn good letters,
didn't l?

1231
01:17:11,535 --> 01:17:14,231
You've met somebody in New York,
haven't you?

1232
01:17:18,141 --> 01:17:19,631
l don't know.

1233
01:17:21,278 --> 01:17:22,540
l know.

1234
01:17:54,945 --> 01:17:59,473
You are gonna do like l said. You are
gonna apologize to the Newburys.

1235
01:17:59,683 --> 01:18:03,084
Todd Newbury insulted our family.
He called us cheap white trash.

1236
01:18:03,286 --> 01:18:06,551
Then you proved him right
by whaling him, you stupid cracker.

1237
01:18:13,263 --> 01:18:14,662
lsn't this a lovely view?

1238
01:18:14,864 --> 01:18:16,161
l wanna go home.

1239
01:18:16,366 --> 01:18:17,560
Hush up.

1240
01:18:20,370 --> 01:18:21,701
Hello, Tom.

1241
01:18:22,239 --> 01:18:25,299
Hello, Reese.
l'm here to see my mother.

1242
01:18:25,742 --> 01:18:27,801
Well, come on in.
She's expecting you.

1243
01:18:28,011 --> 01:18:29,672
Why, thank you!

1244
01:18:29,879 --> 01:18:32,370
lt is awful good of you
to see us, Reese.

1245
01:18:32,582 --> 01:18:34,049
Well, it's my pleasure.

1246
01:18:34,251 --> 01:18:36,481
You looking mighty pretty today,
as usual.

1247
01:18:36,686 --> 01:18:41,350
Why, l always say the most successful
men are always the nicest.

1248
01:18:41,558 --> 01:18:44,356
Lila, if you just have a seat here...

1249
01:18:44,561 --> 01:18:47,553
...Tom and l are gonna have
a little talk in my study.

1250
01:18:55,839 --> 01:18:57,704
lt's Oriental carpet.

1251
01:18:59,509 --> 01:19:01,739
From the Orient.

1252
01:19:11,888 --> 01:19:15,551
lf you ever touch my son again...

1253
01:19:15,825 --> 01:19:19,022
...you're gonna be crab bait
all over this river, boy.

1254
01:19:19,796 --> 01:19:22,287
A Wingo never touches a Newbury.

1255
01:19:24,000 --> 01:19:25,763
lf you tell anybody l hit you...

1256
01:19:25,969 --> 01:19:29,200
...l'm gonna run your family
clean out of this town.

1257
01:19:29,939 --> 01:19:31,770
Now get out of here.

1258
01:19:34,611 --> 01:19:37,205
l think it's more humid
than New York City.

1259
01:19:37,681 --> 01:19:39,046
Hello, darling.

1260
01:19:43,586 --> 01:19:45,281
Wealth becomes you, Mama.

1261
01:19:47,657 --> 01:19:50,353
You really got what you wanted,
didn't you?

1262
01:19:51,161 --> 01:19:53,152
Don't start, please.

1263
01:19:55,031 --> 01:19:56,896
Tell me about Savannah.

1264
01:19:57,600 --> 01:19:59,727
She still has a long way to go.

1265
01:20:00,537 --> 01:20:03,472
l cut out a whole slew of articles
on mental illness.

1266
01:20:03,673 --> 01:20:06,301
l want you to give them
to her psychiatrist.

1267
01:20:06,509 --> 01:20:08,636
l will, Lila. l will.

1268
01:20:12,549 --> 01:20:14,540
What are you telling
Savannah's doctor?

1269
01:20:14,751 --> 01:20:17,219
Anything that might help her
get better.

1270
01:20:21,224 --> 01:20:23,715
Go on. Drink your tea
before the ice melts.

1271
01:20:23,927 --> 01:20:26,725
l'm gonna tell Dr. Lowenstein
about Callanwolde.

1272
01:20:30,433 --> 01:20:31,900
l don't know what you mean.

1273
01:20:32,702 --> 01:20:34,533
Oh, yeah, you do, Mama.

1274
01:20:34,738 --> 01:20:36,000
Yeah, you do.

1275
01:20:39,409 --> 01:20:42,173
We made a promise
never to speak about that.

1276
01:20:43,113 --> 01:20:44,603
l expect you to keep it.

1277
01:20:44,814 --> 01:20:47,612
We were kids. lt was a stupid promise.
And l think...

1278
01:20:47,817 --> 01:20:49,478
...it'd help to talk about it.

1279
01:20:49,686 --> 01:20:52,985
This is my life too. lt's private.
l wanna keep it private.

1280
01:20:53,189 --> 01:20:55,453
At the expense of helping
your daughter?

1281
01:20:55,658 --> 01:20:58,957
-Stop exaggerating.
-Don't make me feel bad about this.

1282
01:20:59,162 --> 01:21:01,824
-l didn't have to tell you.
-l don't wanna talk about it.

1283
01:21:02,031 --> 01:21:04,295
That's always been the problem!

1284
01:21:04,501 --> 01:21:07,493
Your problem is,
you dwell too much on the past.

1285
01:21:07,704 --> 01:21:10,434
l never look back.
When l say goodbye to something...

1286
01:21:10,640 --> 01:21:13,336
...l close the door,
and l never think about it again.

1287
01:21:13,543 --> 01:21:14,373
How about Luke?

1288
01:21:15,979 --> 01:21:16,809
What?

1289
01:21:18,181 --> 01:21:21,378
Do you ever think about Luke?

1290
01:21:29,426 --> 01:21:31,519
Does he ever cross your mind?

1291
01:21:38,701 --> 01:21:41,169
Who taught you to be so cruel?

1292
01:21:43,573 --> 01:21:45,268
You did, Mama.

1293
01:21:46,309 --> 01:21:47,640
You did.

1294
01:21:57,654 --> 01:22:01,784
You also taught me that even though
someone nearly destroys your life...

1295
01:22:01,991 --> 01:22:04,084
...you can still feel love for them.

1296
01:22:07,964 --> 01:22:11,024
ls that supposed to warm
a mother's heart?

1297
01:22:16,139 --> 01:22:18,630
You have to be patient
with me, Lila.

1298
01:22:19,309 --> 01:22:21,470
You've done a lot to piss me off.

1299
01:22:41,364 --> 01:22:44,128
There's so much noise in New York.

1300
01:22:44,901 --> 01:22:48,166
Sirens, horns, screaming.

1301
01:22:55,345 --> 01:22:57,370
Cream, no sugar, right?

1302
01:23:01,251 --> 01:23:02,980
Oh, yeah, thanks.

1303
01:23:12,629 --> 01:23:14,654
l have something to tell you.

1304
01:23:16,833 --> 01:23:18,061
l know.

1305
01:23:23,940 --> 01:23:25,601
l don't know how.

1306
01:23:29,345 --> 01:23:30,710
Just say it.

1307
01:23:36,052 --> 01:23:38,179
lt was raining that night.

1308
01:23:40,957 --> 01:23:43,050
Mama was teaching us to dance.

1309
01:23:43,259 --> 01:23:44,624
Tom, dance with us!

1310
01:23:45,161 --> 01:23:48,255
One of the few times
l remember having fun.

1311
01:23:48,464 --> 01:23:50,022
Mom, l can't dance.

1312
01:23:50,233 --> 01:23:52,428
What do you mean?
Of course you can.

1313
01:23:52,635 --> 01:23:54,227
Hold Savannah's hand.

1314
01:23:54,437 --> 01:23:56,200
Savannah does it better than me.

1315
01:23:58,207 --> 01:23:59,799
Here you go. Turn around.

1316
01:24:00,043 --> 01:24:02,307
One, two, kick. There you go, Tom.

1317
01:24:02,512 --> 01:24:04,707
Here comes another turn.
Here we go.

1318
01:24:04,914 --> 01:24:06,142
Turn. That's it!

1319
01:24:06,916 --> 01:24:08,315
l wonder who that is?

1320
01:24:08,785 --> 01:24:10,082
That's it.

1321
01:24:23,933 --> 01:24:26,197
They broke into our house.

1322
01:24:26,603 --> 01:24:28,002
Three men.

1323
01:24:29,372 --> 01:24:31,670
Mama cried, ''Help us, Tom.''

1324
01:24:33,109 --> 01:24:35,202
l wanted to, but l couldn't.

1325
01:24:42,452 --> 01:24:44,613
One of them raped Savannah.

1326
01:24:45,622 --> 01:24:47,681
One of them raped my mother.

1327
01:24:57,100 --> 01:25:01,002
l guess that's not the answer to
all of Savannah's problems...

1328
01:25:01,237 --> 01:25:03,068
...but l thought you should know.

1329
01:25:03,640 --> 01:25:04,868
God, yes.

1330
01:25:07,710 --> 01:25:09,507
And what's Callanwolde?

1331
01:25:11,948 --> 01:25:14,280
That's the prison they escaped from.

1332
01:25:23,459 --> 01:25:25,791
How old was Savannah
when this happened?

1333
01:25:28,097 --> 01:25:29,359
Thirteen.

1334
01:25:37,740 --> 01:25:40,231
What were you doing
while this was going on?

1335
01:25:47,717 --> 01:25:49,116
l don't know.

1336
01:25:51,020 --> 01:25:54,387
You don't know?
Maybe you ran for help?

1337
01:26:00,029 --> 01:26:01,121
Why not?

1338
01:26:02,198 --> 01:26:04,359
l don't know. l don't know.

1339
01:26:09,405 --> 01:26:10,963
Why do you think you didn't?

1340
01:26:14,010 --> 01:26:15,341
l don't know.

1341
01:26:15,878 --> 01:26:17,368
Just because.

1342
01:26:19,916 --> 01:26:22,043
That's a child's answer, Tom.

1343
01:26:34,330 --> 01:26:35,888
You said before...

1344
01:26:38,167 --> 01:26:40,032
...that three men came in.

1345
01:26:40,870 --> 01:26:42,838
What happened to the third man?

1346
01:26:51,881 --> 01:26:53,405
Where was he?

1347
01:26:53,883 --> 01:26:56,351
Tom, help me!

1348
01:26:59,522 --> 01:27:01,251
Help me!

1349
01:27:03,626 --> 01:27:04,490
Stop it!

1350
01:27:14,003 --> 01:27:15,368
lt's okay.

1351
01:27:17,006 --> 01:27:18,530
Tell me about him.

1352
01:27:31,587 --> 01:27:33,578
He said, ''You move,
l'll slit your throat.''

1353
01:27:35,858 --> 01:27:37,052
Raw meat.

1354
01:27:38,027 --> 01:27:39,494
He called me raw meat.

1355
01:27:39,695 --> 01:27:42,186
''Nothing l like better than fresh...

1356
01:27:42,398 --> 01:27:44,093
...raw meat.''

1357
01:27:51,774 --> 01:27:54,368
What was happening to me...

1358
01:27:59,315 --> 01:28:01,180
...was unimaginable...

1359
01:28:02,051 --> 01:28:03,348
...literally.

1360
01:28:13,362 --> 01:28:15,489
l didn't know it could happen
to a boy.

1361
01:28:24,273 --> 01:28:26,434
All l wanted to do was die.

1362
01:28:31,380 --> 01:28:33,314
Especially when l saw Luke.

1363
01:29:09,252 --> 01:29:12,881
Luke, two. Mama, one.
While l did nothing.

1364
01:29:14,624 --> 01:29:16,489
There was nothing you could do.

1365
01:29:16,692 --> 01:29:18,523
You were just a young boy.

1366
01:29:18,728 --> 01:29:20,195
You had no weapon.

1367
01:29:21,864 --> 01:29:24,697
l'm surprised you and Savannah
survived it at all.

1368
01:29:33,309 --> 01:29:35,743
What happened after? l mean....

1369
01:29:37,346 --> 01:29:40,406
How did your family deal with it?
Your father?

1370
01:29:42,718 --> 01:29:44,618
Who said we told?

1371
01:29:46,856 --> 01:29:48,448
You didn't tell?

1372
01:29:51,193 --> 01:29:52,353
No one?

1373
01:29:55,298 --> 01:29:57,459
You must have told
the police or....

1374
01:30:01,504 --> 01:30:03,404
Jesus Christ, Tom.

1375
01:30:04,874 --> 01:30:06,774
Mama said, ''lt's over.

1376
01:30:07,576 --> 01:30:10,340
Get these carcasses outside.

1377
01:30:12,148 --> 01:30:14,082
Clean up this mess.''

1378
01:30:15,818 --> 01:30:17,843
She was insane that night.

1379
01:30:18,254 --> 01:30:21,087
''This did not happen.
This did not happen.''

1380
01:30:21,290 --> 01:30:22,985
She kept saying it.

1381
01:30:23,726 --> 01:30:25,887
Said the minute we talked about it...

1382
01:30:26,095 --> 01:30:28,359
...was the minute she stopped
being our mother.

1383
01:30:29,031 --> 01:30:33,468
Said morning would come and everything
would look nicer in the sunlight.

1384
01:30:36,572 --> 01:30:38,870
And after we buried the bodies...

1385
01:30:39,508 --> 01:30:42,204
...l went in there
to check on Savannah...

1386
01:30:44,280 --> 01:30:46,248
...to see how she was doing.

1387
01:30:47,450 --> 01:30:50,078
She was trying to do
what Mama had said.

1388
01:30:51,287 --> 01:30:54,222
Trying to act as if
nothing had happened.

1389
01:30:55,424 --> 01:30:57,517
Putting her hair up in rollers.

1390
01:30:58,995 --> 01:31:02,158
Only her dress was on
wrong side out.

1391
01:31:04,433 --> 01:31:06,867
And when my father came home
for dinner...

1392
01:31:07,703 --> 01:31:11,104
...we sat around and ate
as if nothing was wrong.

1393
01:31:17,179 --> 01:31:18,806
God help me.

1394
01:31:21,183 --> 01:31:24,448
l think the silence was worse
than the rapes.

1395
01:31:28,958 --> 01:31:32,189
Three days later, Savannah tried to
kill herself.

1396
01:31:41,103 --> 01:31:44,470
She could keep quiet,
but she couldn't lie.

1397
01:31:48,177 --> 01:31:51,943
And that's what l like
About the South

1398
01:32:04,360 --> 01:32:06,419
Say something, Lowenstein.

1399
01:32:07,863 --> 01:32:09,353
How do you feel?

1400
01:32:11,734 --> 01:32:14,032
Well, l feel okay.

1401
01:32:15,137 --> 01:32:18,800
l mean, l thought l'd be on the floor
after telling you this...

1402
01:32:19,008 --> 01:32:22,341
...but l feel surprisingly all right.

1403
01:32:23,179 --> 01:32:24,373
You're sure?

1404
01:32:25,581 --> 01:32:26,707
l mean....

1405
01:32:29,985 --> 01:32:31,179
What am l?

1406
01:32:33,389 --> 01:32:34,754
l'm relieved.

1407
01:32:35,925 --> 01:32:39,827
The laundry's clean, and the ghost's
out of the closet and l'm--

1408
01:32:40,029 --> 01:32:42,623
You've really learned how to
cover your pain.

1409
01:32:44,900 --> 01:32:46,891
You've done that all your life.

1410
01:32:49,738 --> 01:32:53,196
That 1 3-year-old boy is
still in a lot of pain.

1411
01:32:59,115 --> 01:33:01,310
Don't do this to me, Lowenstein.

1412
01:33:01,517 --> 01:33:03,212
Don't do this to me.

1413
01:33:04,987 --> 01:33:07,046
l can feel your pain, Tom.

1414
01:33:08,524 --> 01:33:09,582
l feel it.

1415
01:33:11,527 --> 01:33:13,552
Let yourself feel it.

1416
01:33:14,130 --> 01:33:16,792
lt takes courage to feel the pain.

1417
01:33:17,733 --> 01:33:19,860
You can do it. You can handle it.

1418
01:33:21,270 --> 01:33:22,601
Don't be afraid.

1419
01:33:23,439 --> 01:33:24,770
lt's okay.

1420
01:33:32,715 --> 01:33:35,513
You've kept it locked up for so long.

1421
01:33:37,520 --> 01:33:38,919
Just let it go.

1422
01:33:40,256 --> 01:33:41,655
Let it go.

1423
01:33:43,492 --> 01:33:46,052
You have so much to cry about,
don't you?

1424
01:33:51,800 --> 01:33:53,131
lt's okay.

1425
01:33:55,171 --> 01:33:56,638
lt's okay.

1426
01:33:59,108 --> 01:34:00,575
Feel the pain.

1427
01:34:02,645 --> 01:34:03,737
Cry.

1428
01:34:04,246 --> 01:34:05,508
Cry.

1429
01:34:05,714 --> 01:34:07,079
Feel the pain.

1430
01:34:08,918 --> 01:34:11,216
lt's the only way to heal yourself.

1431
01:34:16,192 --> 01:34:17,625
Just let it go.

1432
01:34:19,195 --> 01:34:20,628
Let it go.

1433
01:34:47,256 --> 01:34:49,121
l'm too old for this shit.

1434
01:34:49,325 --> 01:34:51,225
Come on, coach.
Let's do it again.

1435
01:34:52,294 --> 01:34:54,694
Out of shape and past your prime?

1436
01:34:54,897 --> 01:34:55,955
Come here.

1437
01:34:57,566 --> 01:34:59,761
l don't mean anything personal
by this...

1438
01:34:59,969 --> 01:35:02,836
...but l'm gonna leave cleat marks
all over your face.

1439
01:35:03,038 --> 01:35:05,063
lt felt great putting you
on your ass.

1440
01:35:05,274 --> 01:35:06,866
All right, you ready?

1441
01:35:07,509 --> 01:35:08,476
Set!

1442
01:35:08,677 --> 01:35:09,666
Hut!

1443
01:35:09,979 --> 01:35:11,879
Go! Come on, come on, come on.

1444
01:35:15,784 --> 01:35:19,345
l can't believe l'm being outplayed
by a violinist.

1445
01:35:19,555 --> 01:35:21,216
Come on. Give an old man a hand.

1446
01:35:26,228 --> 01:35:29,197
Now l'm gonna get you
if l can't teach you football.

1447
01:35:42,878 --> 01:35:43,970
Dad.

1448
01:35:52,121 --> 01:35:54,715
This is how your mother lets you
spend the summer?

1449
01:35:54,990 --> 01:35:58,482
Professor Greenberg said you've
skipped two lessons this week.

1450
01:35:58,694 --> 01:36:00,491
l don't like him. He's a creep.

1451
01:36:00,696 --> 01:36:03,927
He's strict.
The great teachers usually are.

1452
01:36:04,133 --> 01:36:06,829
l'm Tom Wingo, Mr. Woodruff.
bernard's football coach.

1453
01:36:07,036 --> 01:36:10,403
lt's a pleasure, Mr. Wingo.
Heard a lot about you.

1454
01:36:11,674 --> 01:36:14,370
Let's call it quits.
Go home and practice your fiddle.

1455
01:36:14,576 --> 01:36:16,737
Maybe we can
work something out tomorrow.

1456
01:36:17,946 --> 01:36:20,574
l had no idea he was so strong.

1457
01:36:20,783 --> 01:36:22,375
He's a good football player.

1458
01:36:22,651 --> 01:36:25,779
l don't want him playing
the violin with broken fingers.

1459
01:36:25,988 --> 01:36:28,388
He said you'd be worried.
He's careful.

1460
01:36:28,791 --> 01:36:30,452
He should be worried.

1461
01:36:32,261 --> 01:36:34,695
l'm sorry to cut your session short...

1462
01:36:34,897 --> 01:36:38,298
...but l've enrolled bernard
in the last two weeks at Tanglewood.

1463
01:36:38,500 --> 01:36:42,368
With a little discipline, he might
actually become a good musician.

1464
01:36:43,572 --> 01:36:44,937
You're the maestro.

1465
01:36:46,809 --> 01:36:48,902
l'm glad you understand.

1466
01:36:54,183 --> 01:36:57,414
Susan and l are having
a dinner party next Friday.

1467
01:36:58,120 --> 01:36:59,644
Why don't you join us?

1468
01:37:00,856 --> 01:37:02,881
Thanks, l'll look forward to it.

1469
01:37:25,080 --> 01:37:26,479
How are you?

1470
01:37:26,682 --> 01:37:28,149
Oh, l'm okay.

1471
01:37:28,851 --> 01:37:29,875
Good.

1472
01:37:30,919 --> 01:37:32,147
How is she?

1473
01:37:33,455 --> 01:37:37,255
Considering what she's been through
this week, she's doing very well.

1474
01:37:37,860 --> 01:37:39,259
Can l see her?

1475
01:37:41,163 --> 01:37:42,596
l think she'd like that.

1476
01:37:56,678 --> 01:37:58,077
How you doing, darling?

1477
01:38:03,585 --> 01:38:05,109
l'm still here.

1478
01:38:08,457 --> 01:38:09,754
So....

1479
01:38:10,225 --> 01:38:11,214
So....

1480
01:38:15,097 --> 01:38:17,395
l don't know what to say.

1481
01:38:17,966 --> 01:38:19,797
Then just let me hold you.

1482
01:38:20,369 --> 01:38:23,361
Tom, l'm so sorry l put you
through all this.

1483
01:38:23,572 --> 01:38:25,938
No, no, you did me a favor.

1484
01:38:26,208 --> 01:38:28,039
but just don't do it again.

1485
01:38:28,243 --> 01:38:31,906
l couldn't bear to think of a world
without you in it, sweetheart.

1486
01:38:43,058 --> 01:38:46,221
-l hear it's pretty up in Tanglewood.
-Who gives a shit?

1487
01:38:49,498 --> 01:38:52,763
-l wrote the coach at your school, pal.
-Why?

1488
01:38:52,968 --> 01:38:57,735
l told him l was sending back a hell
of a ballplayer. You're a tough kid.

1489
01:38:58,273 --> 01:38:59,433
l am?

1490
01:39:00,209 --> 01:39:03,667
You took everything l dished out
and came back asking for more.

1491
01:39:04,580 --> 01:39:06,241
You're the best coach l ever had.

1492
01:39:06,448 --> 01:39:09,281
Well, l'm the only coach you ever had.

1493
01:39:09,485 --> 01:39:12,921
No, l mean teacher.
You're the best teacher l ever had.

1494
01:39:13,121 --> 01:39:17,057
Thanks. lt's been a long time
since a student of mine said that.

1495
01:39:17,259 --> 01:39:18,226
Why'd you quit?

1496
01:39:18,427 --> 01:39:21,260
l thought l should do
something better with my life.

1497
01:39:21,463 --> 01:39:22,657
Like what?

1498
01:39:24,032 --> 01:39:25,966
Well, that's a good question.

1499
01:39:26,235 --> 01:39:27,361
l'm not sure.

1500
01:39:27,903 --> 01:39:29,268
Can't you go back to it?

1501
01:39:29,505 --> 01:39:31,097
l don't know if they'd want me.

1502
01:39:31,306 --> 01:39:33,934
l could write a letter.
Tell me where to send it.

1503
01:39:34,142 --> 01:39:36,804
Thanks, but l want you
to do something else.

1504
01:39:37,779 --> 01:39:40,145
Play the violin.
Your father says you're good.

1505
01:39:41,083 --> 01:39:42,812
-Here? Now?
-Sure, why not?

1506
01:39:43,018 --> 01:39:43,985
Cheer this joint up.

1507
01:39:46,121 --> 01:39:47,554
l'm a little embarrassed.

1508
01:39:47,756 --> 01:39:49,986
People might think l want them
to throw money.

1509
01:39:51,059 --> 01:39:53,425
Well, what's wrong with
a few extra bucks?

1510
01:39:56,265 --> 01:40:00,326
l guess l'll play this thing
l've kind of been working on.

1511
01:40:00,536 --> 01:40:01,594
All right.

1512
01:40:51,453 --> 01:40:54,980
lf l could play the violin like that,
l'd never touch a football.

1513
01:40:55,624 --> 01:40:56,955
What's wrong with doing both?

1514
01:40:58,160 --> 01:40:59,991
Absolutely nothing.

1515
01:41:01,663 --> 01:41:04,325
Absolutely nothing.
Here you go. Put this on.

1516
01:41:04,533 --> 01:41:07,001
You gotta hurry.
You don't wanna miss your train.

1517
01:41:07,736 --> 01:41:09,897
My father hates you, Coach Wingo.

1518
01:41:10,839 --> 01:41:12,739
Yeah, but he loves you.

1519
01:41:14,509 --> 01:41:15,567
Come here.

1520
01:41:16,378 --> 01:41:17,310
Goodbye, bernard.

1521
01:41:17,913 --> 01:41:19,972
-l'm gonna miss you.
-Me too.

1522
01:41:23,285 --> 01:41:26,652
-l'll write to you, okay?
-You better. You better!

1523
01:41:27,422 --> 01:41:28,855
And don't smoke.

1524
01:41:31,860 --> 01:41:33,487
You might be needing this.

1525
01:42:46,835 --> 01:42:48,996
l thought classical pianists were...

1526
01:42:49,204 --> 01:42:51,764
...supposed to be pinched
and anemic-looking.

1527
01:42:52,007 --> 01:42:55,067
l'll sit you next to her
in case you wanna make a pass.

1528
01:42:55,310 --> 01:42:57,437
No, thanks. She's not my type.

1529
01:42:57,646 --> 01:42:58,738
Good.

1530
01:42:58,980 --> 01:43:00,174
Why do you say that?

1531
01:43:00,382 --> 01:43:03,283
l think she's having an affair
with my husband.

1532
01:43:06,488 --> 01:43:07,819
You've met everyone?

1533
01:43:08,023 --> 01:43:11,254
l'm intimidated.
Madison Kingsley's my favorite writer.

1534
01:43:11,460 --> 01:43:13,724
Talk to him.
l'm gonna check on dinner.

1535
01:43:15,564 --> 01:43:16,588
Thank you.

1536
01:43:17,432 --> 01:43:19,297
l'm delighted you're here.

1537
01:43:19,501 --> 01:43:22,334
l'm delighted l got to hear you
play in person again.

1538
01:43:22,537 --> 01:43:23,367
What? Again?

1539
01:43:23,572 --> 01:43:27,372
Yes, l saw you at the Charleston
Music Festival last summer.

1540
01:43:27,576 --> 01:43:28,941
brahms' violin concerto.

1541
01:43:29,144 --> 01:43:30,111
bart�k.

1542
01:43:31,947 --> 01:43:34,211
You ever seen a Stradivarius up close?

1543
01:43:34,416 --> 01:43:37,214
This is the finest instrument
ever made.

1544
01:43:37,419 --> 01:43:41,048
Everyone, l'm going to play something
in Mr. Wingo's honor.

1545
01:43:41,256 --> 01:43:44,521
lt's not that often we have
Southern guests, huh?

1546
01:43:44,726 --> 01:43:47,923
What would you like to hear?
l'm afraid l don't know many...

1547
01:43:48,130 --> 01:43:49,620
...football songs.

1548
01:43:50,398 --> 01:43:51,797
Anything's fine with me.

1549
01:44:23,598 --> 01:44:27,762
Damn it all, Herb, that Mozart
sure cranked out some snappy tunes.

1550
01:44:31,039 --> 01:44:35,032
Could you do me a favor and fix me
a Scotch and soda, please?

1551
01:44:36,945 --> 01:44:39,413
Yes, sir. Yes, sir.

1552
01:44:40,482 --> 01:44:41,881
Who is he?

1553
01:44:43,018 --> 01:44:44,952
That's a friend of Susan's.

1554
01:44:45,320 --> 01:44:47,288
Some football coach.

1555
01:44:49,291 --> 01:44:50,622
Charming.

1556
01:44:55,697 --> 01:44:58,495
The food is wonderful.
ls it the same cook as last year?

1557
01:44:58,700 --> 01:45:01,066
Yes. l'm glad you like it.

1558
01:45:01,269 --> 01:45:02,099
A minor artist.

1559
01:45:02,304 --> 01:45:05,068
How can you dismiss his work
as unimportant, Spencer?

1560
01:45:05,273 --> 01:45:07,400
lt's hanging in the goddamn
Metropolitan.

1561
01:45:07,609 --> 01:45:10,203
Well, Madison, so is toilet paper.

1562
01:45:10,946 --> 01:45:14,882
Tom, talk to Madison. He's a great
admirer of Southern authors.

1563
01:45:15,083 --> 01:45:18,075
Faulkner, Flannery O'Connor,
Eudora Welty.

1564
01:45:18,286 --> 01:45:20,277
l love all those
renegade Confederates.

1565
01:45:20,488 --> 01:45:22,718
You mean you love
excess and eccentricity.

1566
01:45:23,859 --> 01:45:26,623
lt's true. They're all mad
as hatters, aren't they?

1567
01:45:27,062 --> 01:45:29,553
l suppose you know a few things
about madness.

1568
01:45:31,933 --> 01:45:32,831
A bit.

1569
01:45:33,435 --> 01:45:37,098
Tom's sister is Savannah Wingo.
Are you familiar with her work?

1570
01:45:37,472 --> 01:45:38,905
Yes. She's good.

1571
01:45:39,641 --> 01:45:40,835
Very good.

1572
01:45:41,710 --> 01:45:43,007
She's Susan's patient.

1573
01:45:43,445 --> 01:45:45,276
l don't think that's appropriate.

1574
01:45:45,480 --> 01:45:50,315
Everyone knows you're the great psychic
healer of the literary community.

1575
01:45:51,019 --> 01:45:54,011
l'm surprised you don't get a share
of their royalties.

1576
01:45:54,222 --> 01:45:55,689
What have you been drinking?

1577
01:45:55,957 --> 01:45:58,152
You should ask Tom. He poured it.

1578
01:45:58,460 --> 01:46:00,485
Were you trying to poison me?

1579
01:46:00,829 --> 01:46:02,160
Not intentionally.

1580
01:46:02,364 --> 01:46:05,265
but you know how
the subconscious mind works.

1581
01:46:07,135 --> 01:46:08,625
l like you, Tom.

1582
01:46:09,004 --> 01:46:11,632
l like your feistiness,
your Tara-like pride.

1583
01:46:11,840 --> 01:46:13,501
You said you wouldn't do this.

1584
01:46:14,009 --> 01:46:16,569
You're right.
l shouldn't pick on Tom.

1585
01:46:17,212 --> 01:46:21,273
l should pick on you for turning my son
into Quasimodo in a football uniform.

1586
01:46:21,883 --> 01:46:25,785
l can't believe you'd let bernard play
a game that can hurt his hands.

1587
01:46:25,987 --> 01:46:30,151
l can't believe you'd come here. We
all know you're fucking my husband.

1588
01:46:39,100 --> 01:46:41,660
l think you owe Monique an apology,
Susan.

1589
01:46:41,870 --> 01:46:44,566
l think you owe me an apology,
you son of a bitch.

1590
01:46:45,740 --> 01:46:48,072
Darling, where's your sense of humor?

1591
01:46:49,911 --> 01:46:52,903
Madison, what's the name of the
character in your new play?

1592
01:46:53,114 --> 01:46:54,843
l'm calling him S.b.

1593
01:46:55,050 --> 01:46:58,349
And he's modeled after a character
sitting right at this table.

1594
01:46:58,787 --> 01:46:59,981
Not me, l hope.

1595
01:47:00,188 --> 01:47:04,750
Yoo-hoo, Herbert! Southern boy's got
ahold of your fiddle!

1596
01:47:04,960 --> 01:47:06,188
What'd he say?

1597
01:47:07,896 --> 01:47:11,059
better hurry, now!
lt's getting heavy!

1598
01:47:11,266 --> 01:47:13,564
Herbert, what's taking you so long?

1599
01:47:13,768 --> 01:47:15,429
What do you think you're doing?

1600
01:47:16,271 --> 01:47:19,434
Darling, where's your sense of humor?

1601
01:47:20,075 --> 01:47:22,669
That Stradivarius is worth
over $1 million!

1602
01:47:22,877 --> 01:47:25,710
Well, if l drop it,
it won't be worth shit.

1603
01:47:25,914 --> 01:47:27,643
Don't do it, Tom.

1604
01:47:28,216 --> 01:47:29,843
Apologize to your wife.

1605
01:47:30,251 --> 01:47:31,240
You're bluffing.

1606
01:47:31,820 --> 01:47:35,722
l may be. but it's a powerful bluff,
isn't it, asshole?

1607
01:47:36,424 --> 01:47:37,550
l'm sorry, Susan!

1608
01:47:41,296 --> 01:47:43,594
Sincerity becomes you, Herbie.

1609
01:47:44,165 --> 01:47:48,295
Apologize to me for your unforgivable
breach of etiquette at the table...

1610
01:47:48,503 --> 01:47:51,028
...you possum-breathed cocksucker.

1611
01:47:53,141 --> 01:47:54,870
l'm very sorry, Tom.

1612
01:47:58,079 --> 01:48:01,810
You all sure know how to give a party
up here in New York City.

1613
01:48:16,798 --> 01:48:18,231
Tom, wait!

1614
01:48:23,204 --> 01:48:26,105
Now l know why you always seem so sad.

1615
01:48:30,512 --> 01:48:32,480
Please take me with you.

1616
01:49:01,843 --> 01:49:03,606
Let me warn you...

1617
01:49:04,612 --> 01:49:07,604
...the thought of falling in love
terrifies me.

1618
01:49:11,319 --> 01:49:12,684
Then let's just be friends.

1619
01:49:13,855 --> 01:49:16,119
Very good friends.

1620
01:50:19,687 --> 01:50:21,951
l think l like adultery.

1621
01:50:24,926 --> 01:50:27,019
That's why they made it a sin.

1622
01:50:36,137 --> 01:50:37,832
Repent, sinners!

1623
01:50:38,039 --> 01:50:40,200
Cast your lot with the Lord!

1624
01:50:41,809 --> 01:50:43,800
After last night,
l'll need some repenting.

1625
01:50:44,012 --> 01:50:45,570
Oh, l'm in trouble.

1626
01:50:45,780 --> 01:50:46,974
What? What?

1627
01:50:47,182 --> 01:50:49,275
Tell me. Why are you in trouble?

1628
01:50:50,118 --> 01:50:52,143
l'm starting to like this city.

1629
01:50:52,554 --> 01:50:54,385
What made you change your mind?

1630
01:50:57,125 --> 01:50:58,057
You have to ask?

1631
01:50:58,259 --> 01:51:00,284
l'm neurotic. l need reassurance.

1632
01:51:00,495 --> 01:51:03,726
Lowenstein, you could make me
change my mind about anything.

1633
01:51:04,632 --> 01:51:06,725
Hi, Tom. Hot baked goods.

1634
01:51:07,902 --> 01:51:09,961
Did l interrupt something vile?

1635
01:51:10,638 --> 01:51:14,404
Well, hello, Susan!
You look fabulous this morning.

1636
01:51:14,642 --> 01:51:16,507
l'm so glad you both got laid.

1637
01:51:17,045 --> 01:51:18,171
Hi, Eddie.

1638
01:51:18,379 --> 01:51:21,314
Do you like a little butter on your
croissant, darling?

1639
01:51:24,152 --> 01:51:25,449
Ask him.

1640
01:51:31,526 --> 01:51:33,926
Guess what?
l spoke to Bernard today...

1641
01:51:34,128 --> 01:51:36,426
...and he asked me to come
visit him next weekend.

1642
01:51:36,631 --> 01:51:37,757
l couldn't believe it.

1643
01:51:37,966 --> 01:51:39,900
That's great. That's fantastic.

1644
01:51:40,101 --> 01:51:41,796
l'm so grateful to you, Tom Wingo.

1645
01:51:42,003 --> 01:51:44,631
lt was nothing, nothing.
Come on, cut it out.

1646
01:51:44,839 --> 01:51:47,399
This is the property.
lt goes all the way around.

1647
01:51:47,609 --> 01:51:49,975
All the way over there.
lsn't it beautiful?

1648
01:51:50,178 --> 01:51:52,078
Not as beautiful as you.

1649
01:51:52,280 --> 01:51:53,770
Oh, sweetheart.

1650
01:51:54,315 --> 01:51:58,308
This is it. Herbert never liked it,
you know. lt made him sneeze.

1651
01:51:59,787 --> 01:52:02,620
l miss the fresh smell
of carbon monoxide, myself.

1652
01:52:02,824 --> 01:52:05,349
l can't believe we're
only an hour from New York!

1653
01:52:05,560 --> 01:52:08,256
South Carolina's not the only
state with trees.

1654
01:52:08,463 --> 01:52:11,057
ln my next life,
l wanna be you, Lowenstein.

1655
01:52:11,266 --> 01:52:15,259
l'll make lots of money from crazy
people, have a penthouse in the city...

1656
01:52:15,470 --> 01:52:19,167
...a great country house
and a guy like me.

1657
01:52:22,443 --> 01:52:25,173
-Come on. l wanna show you around.
-All right.

1658
01:52:26,681 --> 01:52:28,945
Look, isn't it pretty?

1659
01:52:30,418 --> 01:52:32,079
Darling, you just broke a dozen eggs.

1660
01:52:32,287 --> 01:52:34,152
l don't care.

1661
01:52:37,191 --> 01:52:39,921
You know what l thought
when l first saw you?

1662
01:52:40,128 --> 01:52:42,722
l thought, ''Jesus, she hates me.

1663
01:52:42,930 --> 01:52:46,263
Why does she make me feel
so damn stupid?''

1664
01:52:46,467 --> 01:52:47,491
What do you think now?

1665
01:52:47,702 --> 01:52:49,363
Right now?

1666
01:52:49,570 --> 01:52:53,973
l'm thinking, ''Why does she make me
feel so damn good?''

1667
01:52:54,175 --> 01:52:55,665
because she loves you.

1668
01:53:11,559 --> 01:53:14,187
Lowenstein, Lowenstein.

1669
01:53:17,198 --> 01:53:19,826
Maybe l should be
calling you ''Susan'' now.

1670
01:53:21,903 --> 01:53:24,770
No, l love the way you
say ''Lowenstein.''

1671
01:53:26,240 --> 01:53:27,935
You know...

1672
01:53:28,142 --> 01:53:31,578
...before l met you, l was in
a deep sleep...

1673
01:53:31,779 --> 01:53:34,509
...and l didn't even know it.

1674
01:53:39,387 --> 01:53:41,252
l'm afraid.

1675
01:53:42,457 --> 01:53:44,152
Of what, sweetheart?

1676
01:53:45,727 --> 01:53:48,696
What's gonna happen
when Sally wants you back?

1677
01:53:54,769 --> 01:53:57,431
She wants you back, you know.

1678
01:53:57,638 --> 01:54:00,402
What makes you so sure?

1679
01:54:01,109 --> 01:54:03,270
l've sampled the merchandise.

1680
01:54:04,779 --> 01:54:07,179
Oh, my God!

1681
01:54:13,654 --> 01:54:15,383
Spread them wide.

1682
01:54:15,590 --> 01:54:16,488
You dirty thing!

1683
01:54:16,691 --> 01:54:18,852
l'm not being dirty.
Spread them this way.

1684
01:54:19,060 --> 01:54:20,823
Now, you gotta tackle me.

1685
01:54:21,028 --> 01:54:22,461
Go on, tackle.

1686
01:54:23,965 --> 01:54:25,364
Catch it!

1687
01:54:26,100 --> 01:54:27,829
Ready.

1688
01:54:36,911 --> 01:54:39,846
-l'm too old for this game.
-Me too.

1689
01:54:40,148 --> 01:54:42,013
This is the best part.

1690
01:54:44,185 --> 01:54:46,710
lf we stay together, do l have to
become Jewish?

1691
01:54:46,921 --> 01:54:49,082
Of course not. Herbert's not Jewish.

1692
01:54:49,290 --> 01:54:52,157
l don't mind.
Everybody in my family's doing it.

1693
01:55:07,608 --> 01:55:10,270
There's Luke up there somewhere.

1694
01:55:12,980 --> 01:55:15,505
You stupid asshole!

1695
01:55:20,521 --> 01:55:24,013
When l was a kid,
he seemed like a god to me.

1696
01:55:26,561 --> 01:55:28,392
How do you see him now?

1697
01:55:30,965 --> 01:55:32,660
Like a man...

1698
01:55:33,601 --> 01:55:36,195
...with limitations,
like the rest of us.

1699
01:55:36,504 --> 01:55:39,564
Except you, Lowenstein.
You're perfect.

1700
01:55:39,774 --> 01:55:41,833
l am far from it.

1701
01:55:42,710 --> 01:55:45,736
l look back on my life,
and l realize that l've been...

1702
01:55:45,947 --> 01:55:48,973
...paralyzed for the last...

1703
01:55:49,183 --> 01:55:51,151
...God knows how many years.

1704
01:55:52,086 --> 01:55:54,816
How could l have stayed
in a marriage like that?

1705
01:55:55,022 --> 01:55:56,148
Well, you had a son.

1706
01:55:56,357 --> 01:55:59,417
Oh, yeah, there were reasons...

1707
01:55:59,627 --> 01:56:01,492
...but none of them good enough.

1708
01:56:05,433 --> 01:56:07,993
l just never thought...

1709
01:56:08,202 --> 01:56:09,863
...that this was possible.

1710
01:56:12,240 --> 01:56:13,366
And now l....

1711
01:56:14,876 --> 01:56:18,676
l wake up in the morning,
and l spend my whole day thinking...

1712
01:56:18,880 --> 01:56:21,508
...''lsn't it nice just to feel good?''

1713
01:56:23,518 --> 01:56:26,316
l hear you walk down the hall
towards me...

1714
01:56:30,491 --> 01:56:32,482
...l can't stop smiling.

1715
01:56:34,228 --> 01:56:36,355
l smile all the time.

1716
01:56:45,973 --> 01:56:48,203
l love you, Lowenstein.

1717
01:56:52,179 --> 01:56:55,410
Can we go back to the cabin
and make love all night?

1718
01:57:00,021 --> 01:57:03,149
You still have a lot to learn
about the outdoors.

1719
01:57:49,570 --> 01:57:51,868
l'm glad you brought me here.

1720
01:57:52,907 --> 01:57:55,876
Lowenstein says she's gonna
let you go home soon.

1721
01:57:56,077 --> 01:57:58,307
l think l'm ready.

1722
01:57:58,512 --> 01:58:01,037
What about you?
When are you going home?

1723
01:58:03,851 --> 01:58:06,217
l don't know. Sally and l
are having problems.

1724
01:58:06,420 --> 01:58:08,786
Oh, no. l'm sorry, Tom.

1725
01:58:08,990 --> 01:58:11,049
l thought l might stay here
for a while.

1726
01:58:11,258 --> 01:58:14,022
You, in New York?
l can't imagine that.

1727
01:58:14,228 --> 01:58:16,287
You could never leave the South.

1728
01:58:16,497 --> 01:58:17,429
Well, you did.

1729
01:58:17,632 --> 01:58:20,897
Yeah, but l don't love it
the way you do.

1730
01:59:03,611 --> 01:59:05,579
Oh, hi, Sal.

1731
02:00:53,487 --> 02:00:54,954
She called you.

1732
02:01:07,735 --> 02:01:10,033
We knew this day would come,
didn't we?

1733
02:01:10,504 --> 02:01:12,699
but you're never quite...

1734
02:01:13,073 --> 02:01:14,665
...prepared for it.

1735
02:01:15,442 --> 02:01:18,502
Just hold me, please.
l feel like l'm dying.

1736
02:01:23,651 --> 02:01:26,518
One of the things l love about you...

1737
02:01:26,720 --> 02:01:30,178
...is that you're the kind of guy
who'll always go back to his family.

1738
02:01:37,064 --> 02:01:40,295
l gotta find me a nice Jewish boy.
You guys are killing me.

1739
02:02:06,994 --> 02:02:09,519
You okay about going home?

1740
02:02:10,397 --> 02:02:11,955
l think so.

1741
02:02:12,633 --> 02:02:13,930
Good.

1742
02:02:15,803 --> 02:02:18,431
l started a new book of poems.

1743
02:02:18,639 --> 02:02:19,833
Oh, good.

1744
02:02:20,040 --> 02:02:21,598
l'm calling it:

1745
02:02:21,876 --> 02:02:23,673
The Prince of Tides.

1746
02:02:23,878 --> 02:02:27,143
And l dedicated it to somebody
very special.

1747
02:02:27,348 --> 02:02:29,976
Luke would appreciate that,
Savannah.

1748
02:02:30,584 --> 02:02:32,313
l dedicated it:

1749
02:02:32,519 --> 02:02:35,420
''To my brother Tom Wingo.

1750
02:02:36,557 --> 02:02:38,081
My memory.''

1751
02:02:43,163 --> 02:02:44,892
Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

1752
02:02:50,037 --> 02:02:51,402
Thank you.

1753
02:03:15,696 --> 02:03:18,961
Lowenstein, why are you
making it so hard?

1754
02:03:26,640 --> 02:03:28,631
You just love her more.

1755
02:03:29,543 --> 02:03:31,033
Admit it.

1756
02:03:34,715 --> 02:03:36,615
No, Lowenstein.

1757
02:03:36,817 --> 02:03:38,682
Just longer.

1758
02:04:01,475 --> 02:04:06,105
We spent our last few hours together
at the Rainbow Room...

1759
02:04:09,016 --> 02:04:11,246
...dancing a slow dance.

1760
02:04:13,754 --> 02:04:15,881
Just like in my dream.

1761
02:04:18,726 --> 02:04:22,025
l held her in my arms...

1762
02:04:22,229 --> 02:04:26,393
...as l told her that it was her doing
that l could go back.

1763
02:04:28,535 --> 02:04:33,029
Six weeks before, l was ready to leave
my wife, my kids.

1764
02:04:34,274 --> 02:04:36,435
l wanted out of everything.

1765
02:04:38,746 --> 02:04:40,737
But she changed that.

1766
02:04:41,682 --> 02:04:43,479
She changed me.

1767
02:04:44,752 --> 02:04:47,812
For the first time, l felt
l had something to give back...

1768
02:04:48,022 --> 02:04:50,013
...to the women in my life.

1769
02:04:52,092 --> 02:04:53,957
They deserved that.

1770
02:05:11,678 --> 02:05:15,045
-Daddy!
-Daddy's home!

1771
02:05:16,250 --> 02:05:17,911
Daddy, did you bring me anything?

1772
02:05:18,118 --> 02:05:21,781
So l returned to my Southern home
and my Southern life.

1773
02:05:22,289 --> 02:05:25,053
lt is in the presence of my wife
and children...

1774
02:05:25,259 --> 02:05:28,626
...that l acknowledge my life,
my destiny.

1775
02:05:29,430 --> 02:05:31,125
l am a teacher...

1776
02:05:31,365 --> 02:05:32,696
...a coach...

1777
02:05:32,900 --> 02:05:34,333
...and a well-loved man.

1778
02:05:35,469 --> 02:05:37,664
And it is more than enough.

1779
02:05:40,007 --> 02:05:43,374
ln New York, l learned that l needed
to love my mother and father...

1780
02:05:43,577 --> 02:05:46,740
...in all their flawed,
outrageous humanity.

1781
02:05:47,548 --> 02:05:51,712
And in families, there are no crimes
beyond forgiveness.

1782
02:05:53,153 --> 02:05:57,214
But it is the mystery of life
that sustains me now.

1783
02:05:59,159 --> 02:06:01,218
And l look to the North...

1784
02:06:02,863 --> 02:06:07,527
...and l wish again that there were
two lives apportioned to every man...

1785
02:06:08,235 --> 02:06:10,032
...and every woman.

1786
02:06:12,139 --> 02:06:16,473
At the end of every day, l drive
through the city of Charleston...

1787
02:06:16,677 --> 02:06:20,545
...and as l cross the bridge
that'll take me home...

1788
02:06:20,747 --> 02:06:23,910
...l feel the words building
inside me.

1789
02:06:25,486 --> 02:06:29,149
l can't stop them or tell you
why l say them.

1790
02:06:30,124 --> 02:06:33,525
But as l reach the top of
the bridge...

1791
02:06:33,727 --> 02:06:36,594
...these words come to me
in a whisper.

1792
02:06:37,664 --> 02:06:39,894
l say them as prayer.

1793
02:06:40,400 --> 02:06:42,698
As regret.

1794
02:06:42,903 --> 02:06:44,564
As praise.

1795
02:06:45,272 --> 02:06:47,331
l say...

1796
02:06:47,541 --> 02:06:51,477
...''Lowenstein. Lowenstein.''