1 00:00:16,234 --> 00:00:21,365 "When a man loves a woman" 2 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:25,068 "Can't keep his mind on nothin'else" 3 00:00:25,143 --> 00:00:30,877 "He'll trade the world for the good thing he's found" 4 00:00:30,948 --> 00:00:36,181 "If she is bad, he can't see it" 5 00:00:36,254 --> 00:00:39,917 "She can do no wrong" 6 00:00:39,991 --> 00:00:42,221 "Turn his back on his best friend" 7 00:00:42,293 --> 00:00:44,454 "If he put her down" 8 00:00:45,563 --> 00:00:50,899 "When a man loves a woman" 9 00:00:50,968 --> 00:00:54,904 "Spend his very last dime" 10 00:00:54,972 --> 00:01:00,410 "Tryin'to hold on to what he needs" 11 00:01:00,478 --> 00:01:05,848 "He'll give up all his comforts" 12 00:01:05,917 --> 00:01:09,717 "And sleep out in the rain" 13 00:01:09,787 --> 00:01:13,553 -"If she said that's the way it ought to be" - Hey, that looks good. 14 00:01:13,624 --> 00:01:18,357 That sandwich. Looks good. You on your lunch hour? 15 00:01:20,498 --> 00:01:24,832 [ Sighs ] Any news? ln the paper? 16 00:01:24,902 --> 00:01:26,961 Would you like to read a section of this? 17 00:01:27,038 --> 00:01:30,235 No, thanks. l, uh, actually read for a living, 18 00:01:30,308 --> 00:01:33,004 so that's the last thing I want to be doing with my lunch hour. 19 00:01:33,077 --> 00:01:35,637 - Oh, excuse me. Sorry, excuse me. - Hey ! 20 00:01:35,713 --> 00:01:38,011 Miss-- 21 00:01:41,185 --> 00:01:43,119 - You okay? - Yeah. 22 00:01:48,459 --> 00:01:50,051 - [ Sighs ] - What? 23 00:01:50,128 --> 00:01:52,528 Where are you going after this? 24 00:01:57,835 --> 00:01:59,769 Why would you be asking that? 25 00:01:59,837 --> 00:02:03,398 Ah. I am a pilot. 26 00:02:03,474 --> 00:02:06,966 And I'm gonna barely make my flight to Seattle-Tacoma, 27 00:02:07,044 --> 00:02:11,708 and I haven't had a chance to pick up my laundry. 28 00:02:13,151 --> 00:02:16,450 - And? - I thought you could pick it up for me. 29 00:02:19,590 --> 00:02:22,218 - [ Chuckles ] - [ Laughs ] 30 00:02:25,696 --> 00:02:28,096 I'd give you the money and everything. 31 00:02:28,166 --> 00:02:32,364 Here's the receipt... and $30. That should cover it. 32 00:02:32,437 --> 00:02:36,601 What do you propose that I do with your laundry after I pick it up? 33 00:02:37,742 --> 00:02:40,734 Good question. Ahh. 34 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:46,416 Here's the keys to my place. 35 00:02:46,484 --> 00:02:48,918 The address is on the, uh, little thing, 36 00:02:48,986 --> 00:02:52,149 and I will be there at about 1 2:30, and... 37 00:02:52,223 --> 00:02:54,487 you can bring it by then. 38 00:02:54,559 --> 00:02:56,550 - After midnight? - Uh, excuse me, actually-- 39 00:02:56,627 --> 00:02:59,528 Now hold on. One second, one second. 40 00:02:59,597 --> 00:03:02,964 lf I could impose one further question. 41 00:03:03,034 --> 00:03:04,968 -Okay. -Why wouldn't I drop off your laundry... 42 00:03:05,036 --> 00:03:07,937 at my convenience, since I have your key? 43 00:03:08,005 --> 00:03:10,337 Because then I wouldn't be able to thank you properly. 44 00:03:10,408 --> 00:03:13,400 Oh, I see. And how would you do that? 45 00:03:13,478 --> 00:03:16,072 I would give you something... 46 00:03:16,147 --> 00:03:18,809 that you can take away with you. 47 00:03:18,883 --> 00:03:21,044 And what might that be? 48 00:03:21,118 --> 00:03:24,144 - Oh, you want to know up front? - Oh, yeah. [ Laughs ] 49 00:03:25,823 --> 00:03:27,757 Excuse me. 50 00:03:33,698 --> 00:03:36,132 I bake. 51 00:03:39,170 --> 00:03:41,195 You bake? 52 00:03:41,272 --> 00:03:43,206 [ Laughing ] You bake? 53 00:03:46,043 --> 00:03:49,035 You like... chocolate. 54 00:03:49,113 --> 00:03:52,048 I'm allergic... to chocolate. 55 00:03:53,150 --> 00:03:55,584 Do you like... carrot cake? 56 00:03:58,189 --> 00:04:00,123 Very much. 57 00:04:01,792 --> 00:04:03,657 [ Man ] Well, then? 58 00:04:03,728 --> 00:04:06,094 Cream cheese frosting? 59 00:04:07,198 --> 00:04:09,132 My specialty. 60 00:04:19,377 --> 00:04:22,039 [ Other Patrons ] Check it out. Look ! 61 00:04:23,614 --> 00:04:26,412 [ Other Patrons Laughing ] 62 00:04:26,484 --> 00:04:28,008 Mmm. 63 00:04:28,085 --> 00:04:30,849 [ Patrons ] Jesus ! Whoa ! 64 00:04:37,895 --> 00:04:41,228 - Cable guy come this morning? - [ Laughing ] Mm-mm-mm. 65 00:04:41,299 --> 00:04:45,201 [ Man ] No? That's three weeks those kids are without adult movies. 66 00:04:45,269 --> 00:04:47,203 What a fuckin' world. 67 00:04:48,940 --> 00:04:52,376 Hey, that looks good. ls that Chablis? 68 00:06:59,737 --> 00:07:04,037 Does anyone have, like, a towel or something? 69 00:07:04,108 --> 00:07:07,202 Now, this is you. lnside. 70 00:07:07,278 --> 00:07:11,180 Not inside the dress. Inside the body. 71 00:07:11,248 --> 00:07:14,843 - How did I get in there? - That's a whole other set of videos. 72 00:07:14,919 --> 00:07:18,685 And they won't let you watch those. 73 00:07:18,756 --> 00:07:23,489 - Give me an Eskimo. -[ Younger Girl ] There you are. 74 00:07:23,561 --> 00:07:25,654 Why wasn't your real daddy there? 75 00:07:25,730 --> 00:07:28,198 - You say the dumbest things. - I'm four years old. 76 00:07:28,265 --> 00:07:30,290 [ Woman ] Guys? 77 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:33,461 -[ Older Girl ] Mom, can you tell her? -Ohh ! 78 00:07:33,537 --> 00:07:35,471 I married your daddy... 79 00:07:35,539 --> 00:07:39,202 because he made me a cake with cream cheese frosting. 80 00:07:39,276 --> 00:07:41,244 That's how much he wanted me. 81 00:07:41,312 --> 00:07:43,473 - How come Daddy wanted you? - [ Gasps ] 82 00:07:43,547 --> 00:07:46,414 God, woman, just look at her. 83 00:07:46,484 --> 00:07:50,250 Ooh, late ! Second team, take over. 84 00:07:50,321 --> 00:07:53,415 -[ Alarm Wailing ] - Porsche. 85 00:07:53,491 --> 00:07:57,120 Jesus, one more time. Amy? 86 00:07:57,194 --> 00:08:01,756 Jess has to do her homework tonight so she doesn't leave it for the weekend. 87 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:07,427 -[ Alarm Continues ] - Let's go. Amy, did you get that? 88 00:08:07,505 --> 00:08:09,354 Which part were you afraid I missed? 89 00:08:10,856 --> 00:08:12,790 Amy? 90 00:08:12,858 --> 00:08:15,053 Sorry. 91 00:08:18,063 --> 00:08:20,156 Happy anniversary. 92 00:08:20,232 --> 00:08:23,167 [ Alarm, Barking Dogs, Sirens Continue ] 93 00:08:31,143 --> 00:08:35,546 [ With A Southern Accent ] lt's a press-on tattoo ! [ Laughs ] 94 00:08:38,150 --> 00:08:41,642 Itsays, ''lf found naked, please return to Alice Green.'' 95 00:08:41,720 --> 00:08:45,520 lt's to wear on trips, so that the stewardesses know you're spoken for. 96 00:08:45,590 --> 00:08:48,457 - Flight attendants. - Flight attendants, whatever. 97 00:08:48,527 --> 00:08:51,724 - Very thoughtful. - Mmm. 98 00:09:00,205 --> 00:09:02,105 I went over the twenty bucks. 99 00:09:02,174 --> 00:09:04,665 Oh, hey, I didn't go over the twenty bucks. 100 00:09:04,743 --> 00:09:07,439 - Really? - Yeah. 101 00:09:08,780 --> 00:09:11,214 You rat. 102 00:09:15,787 --> 00:09:18,517 That's incredible. 103 00:09:20,358 --> 00:09:23,759 Now I'm gonna have to do that thing to you tonight. 104 00:09:26,264 --> 00:09:31,031 '' [ '' My Funny Valentine'' ] 105 00:09:46,618 --> 00:09:49,553 [ Alice ] I think she wants you, baby. 106 00:09:51,289 --> 00:09:55,817 - [ Laughs Loudly ] - Hello, how you doin'? 107 00:09:55,894 --> 00:09:59,557 [ Woman ] Fine. [ Laughs ] Ooh, good dancer. 108 00:09:59,631 --> 00:10:02,327 - Thank you. - Ooh ! [ Laughs ] Thanks. 109 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:05,426 -[ Man ] How was he? -[ Woman ] Great. 110 00:10:05,503 --> 00:10:07,437 [ Laughing ] 111 00:10:14,946 --> 00:10:18,279 [ Laughing ] 112 00:10:33,865 --> 00:10:36,299 Happy anniversary. 113 00:10:46,444 --> 00:10:50,278 - Ohh ! - [ Groaning ] 114 00:10:50,348 --> 00:10:52,908 -[ Car Alarm Wailing ] - [ Alice Laughing ] 115 00:10:52,984 --> 00:10:56,886 - Oh. - Ohh ! Porsche again. 116 00:10:56,955 --> 00:10:58,923 Oh, honey. C'mere. 117 00:10:58,990 --> 00:11:01,618 - Mm-mm. - No, no, no. Alice? 118 00:11:01,693 --> 00:11:05,151 - Honey? - Goddammit. 119 00:11:05,230 --> 00:11:07,164 [ Groans ] 120 00:11:07,232 --> 00:11:10,497 Hey! It's 1.:00 in the morning. 121 00:11:10,568 --> 00:11:12,695 People are trying to have sex up here ! 122 00:11:12,771 --> 00:11:15,399 Alice, there's nobody down there. You're talking to a car. 123 00:11:15,473 --> 00:11:17,407 Goddammit ! 124 00:11:19,044 --> 00:11:22,480 - Alice. -[ Alarm, Siren Continues ] 125 00:11:22,547 --> 00:11:24,481 -[ Moans ] - Alice ! 126 00:11:26,351 --> 00:11:30,344 - Alice. - Damn it ! Shut up ! 127 00:11:30,422 --> 00:11:35,018 -Alice! -[ Dogs Barking ] 128 00:11:35,093 --> 00:11:38,585 - Alice, I'm not gonna like this. - Here. 129 00:11:38,663 --> 00:11:40,995 - Agh ! - Ooh ! 130 00:11:41,066 --> 00:11:44,524 - Agh ! Agh ! Shut up ! - Ooh. Ah. 131 00:11:44,602 --> 00:11:46,627 Ohh ! 132 00:11:48,440 --> 00:11:51,000 Shit ! 133 00:11:51,076 --> 00:11:53,408 [ Alice Muttering ] 134 00:11:55,547 --> 00:11:58,311 [ Alarm Continues ] 135 00:11:58,383 --> 00:12:02,649 Okay, batter up. Right here ! 136 00:12:02,721 --> 00:12:06,589 [ Alarm Wailing, Alice Shouting ] 137 00:12:06,658 --> 00:12:10,492 Right here. C'mon, let's go. 138 00:12:14,099 --> 00:12:15,760 Yeow ! 139 00:12:23,341 --> 00:12:26,504 [ Shrieking ] 140 00:12:28,580 --> 00:12:31,572 - Ohh. - [ Laughing Hysterically ] 141 00:13:00,278 --> 00:13:02,143 Mmmm. 142 00:13:05,116 --> 00:13:07,050 I'll start your shower. 143 00:13:09,421 --> 00:13:11,855 You're not suggesting I go to work. 144 00:13:11,923 --> 00:13:13,857 Yes. 145 00:13:19,864 --> 00:13:22,230 Can you promise no one will be loud? 146 00:13:22,300 --> 00:13:25,326 Six hundred kids? Sure. 147 00:13:27,005 --> 00:13:29,405 [ Sighs ] 148 00:13:29,474 --> 00:13:31,408 Go on. 149 00:13:45,490 --> 00:13:48,391 Get dressed, sugar. We're runnin' late. 150 00:14:04,108 --> 00:14:07,100 See, I'm not sure that Matthew Wasserman's glance... 151 00:14:07,178 --> 00:14:10,636 at your breasts rises to the level of sexual harassment. 152 00:14:10,715 --> 00:14:14,173 Well, what if he said, ''You know you want it''? 153 00:14:14,252 --> 00:14:18,916 - Did he? - No. But what if he did? 154 00:14:18,990 --> 00:14:20,924 Well, that would be closer. 155 00:14:20,992 --> 00:14:25,258 I think if we can get him to lift up your dress, we can put him away. 156 00:14:25,330 --> 00:14:27,264 So, uh-- [ Clears Throat ] 157 00:14:27,332 --> 00:14:30,790 What is the deal with cutting language lab? Shit ! 158 00:14:30,869 --> 00:14:32,769 [ Sighs ] 159 00:14:32,837 --> 00:14:35,135 Another self-mutilation day. 160 00:14:35,206 --> 00:14:41,975 [ Sighs ] I'm checking on availability for end-of-the-day wind-down. 161 00:14:42,046 --> 00:14:47,484 Oh, come on. My problems gotta be more sordid than Shannon's. 162 00:14:47,552 --> 00:14:50,180 Okay, a quick one. Michael's got a trip. 163 00:14:50,255 --> 00:14:52,052 Yes. 164 00:15:04,736 --> 00:15:07,432 - Hi. Where's Alice? - Hey. 165 00:15:07,505 --> 00:15:11,942 - That's right, where's Alice? Bye. - Amy ! Amy ! 166 00:15:12,010 --> 00:15:13,944 Amy, Amy, Amy, Amy. 167 00:15:15,446 --> 00:15:19,883 [ Sighs ] Listen, l, uh, got a trip. 168 00:15:19,951 --> 00:15:23,216 I'm late, and Wayne's supposed to meet me. I've got no way to call him. 169 00:15:23,288 --> 00:15:25,984 He's waiting at my Lamaze class. I just can't not show up. 170 00:15:26,057 --> 00:15:29,390 Amy-- Amy, this is important. I got a trip. 171 00:15:29,460 --> 00:15:33,191 You're not saying... my life is less important? 172 00:15:35,466 --> 00:15:37,400 Of course not. 173 00:15:37,468 --> 00:15:40,369 I didn't think so. Bye. 174 00:15:52,917 --> 00:15:55,351 She didn't come home. 175 00:15:57,589 --> 00:16:00,080 I did notice that. 176 00:16:02,293 --> 00:16:05,126 I have a trip. 177 00:16:05,196 --> 00:16:07,721 What if she doesn't get back? 178 00:16:07,799 --> 00:16:12,964 I'll just go down to the corner and offer the first person l see five bucks to stay with you. 179 00:16:13,037 --> 00:16:16,564 - Michael. - Okay, ten bucks. 180 00:16:18,242 --> 00:16:20,176 [ Sighs ] 181 00:16:29,420 --> 00:16:31,354 You're so pretty. 182 00:16:34,826 --> 00:16:36,987 Twenty minutes, lights out. 183 00:16:37,061 --> 00:16:39,631 - Okay? - Okay. 184 00:16:48,874 --> 00:16:52,310 [ Michael ] You're okay. 185 00:16:54,379 --> 00:16:57,610 I've called everyone we know. 186 00:16:57,682 --> 00:17:00,116 Hospitals. School. 187 00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:02,847 - [ Laughs ] - Huh? 188 00:17:02,921 --> 00:17:06,186 - You're up. - I'm supposed to be up. 189 00:17:06,258 --> 00:17:09,386 I'm just supposed to be doing it in Chicago. 190 00:17:12,597 --> 00:17:14,531 Ohh. 191 00:17:19,738 --> 00:17:22,206 Hey. Stop that. 192 00:17:23,742 --> 00:17:27,405 You got a trip. [ Sighs ] 193 00:17:27,479 --> 00:17:32,075 Really. I better get a move on. 194 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:36,314 I forgot that. I'm sorry... about your trip. 195 00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:40,222 - What happened? - [ Sighs ] 196 00:17:43,462 --> 00:17:45,862 - We went for a drink. - Pam. 197 00:17:45,931 --> 00:17:50,561 Yeah, Pam. My friend. She needed me. She needed to talk. 198 00:17:50,635 --> 00:17:54,537 -She needed me 'causeJoe is an asshole. -[ Ball Slamming ] 199 00:17:54,606 --> 00:17:56,631 I'm glad she needed you, 'cause she's the one that got you. 200 00:17:56,708 --> 00:17:59,905 - Nobody else got a fucking phone call. - We were just talking. 201 00:17:59,978 --> 00:18:03,607 She was crying, and, uh-- 202 00:18:03,682 --> 00:18:08,210 Ah, when I looked at the time, I just figured you were asleep, so, uh-- 203 00:18:08,286 --> 00:18:12,245 I-I-I don't know how I forgot the trip. 204 00:18:12,324 --> 00:18:14,315 I don't know either. 205 00:18:17,229 --> 00:18:19,163 Christ, Michael. 206 00:18:21,566 --> 00:18:24,763 You don't know what I go through. You don't have a fucking clue. 207 00:18:27,372 --> 00:18:31,274 - What do you go through? - My job, for one, 208 00:18:31,343 --> 00:18:34,278 the girls, and-- and running this place. 209 00:18:34,346 --> 00:18:37,747 And I know a lot of women go through the same thing, 210 00:18:37,816 --> 00:18:39,841 but their husbands aren't gone half the time. 211 00:18:42,888 --> 00:18:44,981 [ Sniffling ] I miss you... 212 00:18:45,056 --> 00:18:47,354 when you go. 213 00:18:59,471 --> 00:19:01,405 [ Sniffles, Sighs ] 214 00:19:04,709 --> 00:19:06,643 You got pressures, you come to me. 215 00:19:06,711 --> 00:19:10,704 Why do that to you? What're you supposed to do with all that? 216 00:19:10,782 --> 00:19:13,114 Let me worry about that. 217 00:19:13,184 --> 00:19:18,178 I'm gonna trade Ed Buckley for a trip to Mexico for a week, and we're gonna disappear. 218 00:19:18,256 --> 00:19:22,818 Would you like that? Would you like to disappear? 219 00:19:30,101 --> 00:19:34,970 - Go get some candy from Grandpa and Mama Andretti. - [ Chuckles ] 220 00:19:35,040 --> 00:19:38,635 Hello, Casey, Casey ! How are ya? 221 00:19:38,710 --> 00:19:41,975 Ha-ha ! Look what I got for you. See? 222 00:19:42,047 --> 00:19:44,413 I'm not staying with her. 223 00:19:44,482 --> 00:19:47,144 Hey, it's gonna be okay, honey. 224 00:19:47,218 --> 00:19:49,152 Yeah, but she doesn't care about us. 225 00:19:49,220 --> 00:19:52,417 Listen, she's crazy about you, and she's gonna spoil you rotten. 226 00:19:52,490 --> 00:19:55,584 - Hi, Mom. How are you? Thanks for coming. - Hello, Michael, dear. 227 00:19:55,660 --> 00:19:58,288 She still puts you down, and I don't like it. 228 00:19:58,363 --> 00:20:03,266 Hey, you're gonna have to cut Grandma a little bit of slack. She hasn't had the easiest life. 229 00:20:03,335 --> 00:20:05,826 Jessica. 230 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:08,372 How's my sweet angel? 231 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:11,705 Oh,just fine, Mom. How are you? 232 00:20:11,776 --> 00:20:14,404 - Have you lost weight? - No. 233 00:20:14,479 --> 00:20:17,676 I guess you're just tired. 234 00:20:17,749 --> 00:20:19,808 Wish I had time to be tired. 235 00:20:19,884 --> 00:20:22,216 - Give me a smile. C'mon, give me a big smile ! - Walter. 236 00:20:22,287 --> 00:20:25,620 - Don't let Michael carry all those bags in by himself! - Sorry. 237 00:20:25,690 --> 00:20:27,624 It's all right, Ma. It's only two bags. 238 00:20:27,692 --> 00:20:30,593 Well, give him the small one. He likes to feel useful. 239 00:20:30,662 --> 00:20:33,290 I got it. I got it. I got it. 240 00:20:33,365 --> 00:20:35,299 Mom, can I get you anything before we... 241 00:20:35,367 --> 00:20:37,392 fly off and leave you with the kids? 242 00:20:37,469 --> 00:20:41,064 The best thing you can do for me is just have the grandest time in the world... 243 00:20:41,139 --> 00:20:43,937 and come home rested, please? 244 00:20:44,009 --> 00:20:45,943 - Hello. - Hey, Dad. 245 00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:48,775 When Mama comes home we're gonna have a big surprise for her. 246 00:20:48,847 --> 00:20:51,281 We're gonna have the whole house clean. 247 00:20:51,349 --> 00:20:53,943 - Won't that be nice? -[ Casey ] Mm-hmm. 248 00:20:54,019 --> 00:20:58,718 - Thanks. I gotta go. Bye. Bye, girl. Thanks. Bye. - Have fun. 249 00:20:58,790 --> 00:21:00,724 [ Michael ] Thanks. 250 00:21:01,793 --> 00:21:04,318 [ Grandpa ] Safe trip. 251 00:21:04,396 --> 00:21:08,765 -[Jess ] Bye, Mom. I love you. - Love you. Bye. 252 00:21:08,833 --> 00:21:11,358 - [ Grandma ] Okay, let's go. -[ Michael ] Don't clean too hard. 253 00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:13,370 [ Car Starting ] 254 00:21:33,324 --> 00:21:36,350 - [ With A Southern Accent ] lt's a press-on tattoo. - [ Giggles ] 255 00:21:36,428 --> 00:21:41,195 Just in case. You never know what might happen in Mexico. 256 00:21:41,266 --> 00:21:43,666 Found a guy at the beach who'll watch us have sex. 257 00:21:43,735 --> 00:21:46,067 Oooh. 258 00:21:46,137 --> 00:21:49,595 - A local? - Mm-hmm. 259 00:21:49,674 --> 00:21:51,801 - C'mon, honey. - Ooh. 260 00:21:51,876 --> 00:21:54,436 Okay. C'mon. 261 00:21:54,512 --> 00:21:57,948 ""[ Spanish ] 262 00:22:10,161 --> 00:22:12,095 Ah. 263 00:22:32,717 --> 00:22:37,051 Baby. Gotta tell you somethin'. Listen. [ Clears Throat ] 264 00:22:37,122 --> 00:22:39,249 I think we should do this more often. 265 00:22:39,324 --> 00:22:41,792 [ Clears Throat ] I do. 266 00:22:41,860 --> 00:22:44,988 Because... they paid you to fly here. 267 00:22:45,063 --> 00:22:46,997 I got a pass. 268 00:22:47,065 --> 00:22:51,331 The hotel is a remarkable discount. 269 00:22:51,402 --> 00:22:55,031 There are meals, as you've said before. [ Giggles ] 270 00:22:55,106 --> 00:22:57,040 You gotta eat anyway. 271 00:22:57,108 --> 00:23:00,908 - So we can afford this. - Not unless they comp the drinks. 272 00:23:00,979 --> 00:23:04,506 Ohh. What's that supposed to mean? Hmm? 273 00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:07,275 - Hey ! - You lookin' for a fight, buster? 274 00:23:07,352 --> 00:23:09,286 - No. Sit down, Alice. - Buster, buster. 275 00:23:09,354 --> 00:23:11,083 - Wait, I got a few moves here. - Alice, Alice ! Please. 276 00:23:11,156 --> 00:23:14,614 - [ Shouting ] Hey ! Alice ! - lf you want a fight, I can give you... 277 00:23:14,692 --> 00:23:17,786 - all the trouble you can handle. - Sit down. Okay, I know you can. 278 00:23:17,862 --> 00:23:20,990 Alice, sit down. [ Shouts ] Sit ! 279 00:23:21,065 --> 00:23:24,626 - Sit. - Woof. 280 00:23:24,702 --> 00:23:28,069 Alice ! Alice ! 281 00:23:38,349 --> 00:23:42,080 [ Michael Gasping, Coughing ] 282 00:23:54,732 --> 00:23:56,859 I'm waiting for my spanking. 283 00:24:02,740 --> 00:24:07,336 I know we have pressures, and we need to have fun. 284 00:24:10,481 --> 00:24:13,484 But wringing you out at the end of an evening is less fun than it used to be. 285 00:24:13,484 --> 00:24:15,281 But wringing you out at the end of an evening is less fun than it used to be. 286 00:24:16,821 --> 00:24:20,188 And thinking back, it's been going on for quite a while, Alice. 287 00:24:29,967 --> 00:24:31,901 What's wrong, babe? 288 00:24:35,940 --> 00:24:37,874 Can you talk about it? 289 00:24:42,780 --> 00:24:44,714 You scared me last night. 290 00:24:53,257 --> 00:24:55,191 Didn't you scare you? 291 00:24:58,296 --> 00:25:01,197 Huh? What's gonna happen? 292 00:25:04,635 --> 00:25:07,365 I'm gonna stop drinking so much. 293 00:25:09,707 --> 00:25:12,141 Last night was the best thing that could've happened. 294 00:25:12,209 --> 00:25:16,305 Straightened my ass out. 295 00:25:16,380 --> 00:25:18,314 I promise you. 296 00:25:22,887 --> 00:25:24,821 I promise me. 297 00:25:36,634 --> 00:25:39,535 -[ Michael ] Hey! -[ Alice ] Jessie! Ow! 298 00:25:39,603 --> 00:25:43,266 -[ Michael ] Pinatas! - They're here ! 299 00:25:43,341 --> 00:25:45,605 -[ Grandma ] Oh, honey, don't get dirty! -[ Michael ] Casey! 300 00:25:45,676 --> 00:25:48,304 - Hey ! - Someone's getting married. 301 00:25:48,379 --> 00:25:50,779 Hi, pretty girl ! 302 00:25:50,848 --> 00:25:53,510 - Hi, Casey. - You look wonderful. 303 00:25:53,584 --> 00:25:58,078 - Hey. -[ Grandma ] Hi. Oh, my God, I hope those pinatas aren't full of candy! 304 00:25:58,155 --> 00:26:00,089 - You'll ruin their teeth. - Hi, Daddy. 305 00:26:00,157 --> 00:26:02,022 - [ Grandpa ] Good to see ya. - Hey, Pops, how are you? 306 00:26:02,093 --> 00:26:04,994 [ Alice ] Oh, man. 307 00:26:05,062 --> 00:26:08,031 -[ Alice ] Hi, Mom. -[ Grandma ] Hi, honey. 308 00:26:08,099 --> 00:26:10,033 [ Michael ] I smell Murphy's Oil. 309 00:26:10,101 --> 00:26:12,035 [ Grandma ] Yes. I used it-- 310 00:26:12,103 --> 00:26:14,230 [ Grunting ] 311 00:27:40,591 --> 00:27:42,525 [ Sighs ] 312 00:27:53,370 --> 00:27:55,304 Sh-h-hit. 313 00:28:14,625 --> 00:28:16,559 [ Doorbell Ringing ] 314 00:28:39,750 --> 00:28:44,687 Well, everything's fine on the curb. 315 00:28:44,755 --> 00:28:48,657 Garbage compulsion. I feel much better now. 316 00:28:48,726 --> 00:28:50,990 Come on, baby, it's late! 317 00:29:03,841 --> 00:29:05,775 [ Michael ] Casey? 318 00:29:10,014 --> 00:29:11,948 You're not going to Dana's. 319 00:29:19,523 --> 00:29:24,756 Case? I think we're gonna have to fill out one of those homicide reports for Felicia. 320 00:29:24,828 --> 00:29:26,989 She's soaking off her makeup. 321 00:29:27,064 --> 00:29:28,998 Oh. 322 00:29:37,841 --> 00:29:39,775 [ Sighs ] 323 00:29:39,843 --> 00:29:44,610 - Did I miss something? - She didn't do her book report, so she can't go to Dana's. 324 00:29:44,682 --> 00:29:49,551 - lt's not due 'til Monday. - I told you last night not to save it for the weekend, to-- 325 00:29:49,620 --> 00:29:51,588 [ Michael ] Good morning. Good morning. 326 00:29:51,655 --> 00:29:56,388 Good morning. Good morning, first words out of our mouth. 327 00:29:59,396 --> 00:30:03,696 I think we have all we can handle right now with our coffee and our little spoon. 328 00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:08,500 [ Cartoon Voice On Television ] Ready! Take her away. 329 00:30:08,572 --> 00:30:12,474 -[ Cartoon Voice ] Steady now! -So,you go to Dana's, 330 00:30:12,543 --> 00:30:14,704 and the report gets done first thing Saturday... 331 00:30:14,778 --> 00:30:16,939 and not last thing Sunday. Okay? 332 00:30:17,014 --> 00:30:20,472 - What's the difference? - The difference between me helping you do it, 333 00:30:20,551 --> 00:30:24,715 - and me pulling your lungs out through your belly button. - [ Girls Giggle ] 334 00:31:14,772 --> 00:31:17,502 - Sorry I'm late. - That's okay. 335 00:31:18,575 --> 00:31:20,668 Um... Casey's taking a nap, and... 336 00:31:20,744 --> 00:31:23,144 Jess is teaching Samantha how to use the computer. 337 00:31:23,213 --> 00:31:25,773 Hmph. Hmm. 338 00:31:25,849 --> 00:31:27,783 You all right? 339 00:31:27,851 --> 00:31:32,345 Ah, ohh. Whoa. 340 00:31:32,423 --> 00:31:35,688 I had lunch at this Thai place, and, uh, 341 00:31:35,759 --> 00:31:38,887 something in the oil maybe, but... 342 00:31:38,962 --> 00:31:42,022 I'll be fine. See ya tomorrow. 343 00:31:42,099 --> 00:31:44,090 Uh, Alice, um... I can call my mom. 344 00:31:44,168 --> 00:31:46,102 I'm sure I can stay and make some supper. 345 00:31:46,170 --> 00:31:48,638 I said, see ya tomorrow ! 346 00:31:49,907 --> 00:31:53,172 - Alice, I think you should maybe-- - Ah, ah, Amy. 347 00:31:53,243 --> 00:31:55,177 Go home. 348 00:31:55,245 --> 00:31:58,009 Okay? 349 00:31:58,082 --> 00:32:01,677 Please ! Go home. 350 00:32:05,548 --> 00:32:07,948 You get some rest. 351 00:32:09,552 --> 00:32:11,611 And I'll call you a little later. 352 00:32:18,261 --> 00:32:20,661 Mom. Look. 353 00:32:20,730 --> 00:32:23,893 Samantha drew a Buick on the computer. lt's green. 354 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,168 Do your homework. 355 00:32:44,620 --> 00:32:46,554 Mom? 356 00:32:52,195 --> 00:32:54,459 Mom? 357 00:33:01,404 --> 00:33:05,067 - Mom, are you sick? - [ Screaming ] I said... 358 00:33:05,141 --> 00:33:07,200 do your homework ! 359 00:33:31,033 --> 00:33:34,560 Mom... are you sick? 360 00:33:34,637 --> 00:33:36,571 Mm ! Ohh. 361 00:33:39,909 --> 00:33:44,937 [ Crying ] I did my homework ! That's all I wanted to tell you ! 362 00:33:45,014 --> 00:33:46,948 [ Door Slams ] 363 00:33:57,093 --> 00:33:59,027 [ Sobs ] 364 00:34:06,402 --> 00:34:11,169 [ Retching ] 365 00:34:15,011 --> 00:34:16,945 Good girl. 366 00:34:21,817 --> 00:34:24,285 Jess ! [ Gasps ] 367 00:34:28,424 --> 00:34:30,358 [ Retching ] 368 00:34:34,463 --> 00:34:36,897 [ Glass Breaking ] 369 00:34:47,076 --> 00:34:49,010 Mom? 370 00:34:52,114 --> 00:34:54,446 Mom? 371 00:34:55,952 --> 00:34:58,887 [ Sobbing ] 372 00:35:11,767 --> 00:35:14,065 [ Man ] Is there a Michael Green? 373 00:35:14,136 --> 00:35:16,070 Michael Green? 374 00:35:17,673 --> 00:35:20,039 Switchboard tracking you down, I guess. 375 00:35:21,377 --> 00:35:23,345 Hello? 376 00:35:23,412 --> 00:35:27,314 -Jess? What's the matter, honey? - Mommy died. 377 00:35:27,383 --> 00:35:31,376 - What? - She just fell through the shower door... 378 00:35:31,454 --> 00:35:34,150 and all the glass is all shattered on the floor, 379 00:35:34,223 --> 00:35:37,056 and she's laying in the middle of it. 380 00:35:39,061 --> 00:35:43,623 Jess, listen to me. I'm gonna have somebody over there right away. You understand? 381 00:35:43,699 --> 00:35:46,327 - Okay. - Okay, and I'm gonna call you right back. 382 00:35:46,402 --> 00:35:48,336 Okay. 383 00:35:50,306 --> 00:35:53,241 I need an outside line. [ Phone Clicking ] 384 00:35:54,977 --> 00:35:57,639 [ Shouting ] I need an outside line ! 385 00:36:05,755 --> 00:36:08,383 [ Sighs ] 386 00:36:23,406 --> 00:36:25,931 [ lnhales Deeply ] 387 00:36:36,118 --> 00:36:38,052 Hi. 388 00:36:41,357 --> 00:36:44,326 You're all right. 389 00:36:44,393 --> 00:36:47,385 The doctor says. 390 00:36:49,932 --> 00:36:51,866 How's Jess? 391 00:36:54,170 --> 00:36:56,604 She's really happy you're okay. 392 00:37:00,576 --> 00:37:04,444 I hit her hard, Michael. [ Sniffles ] 393 00:37:04,513 --> 00:37:06,447 I hit her so hard. 394 00:37:06,515 --> 00:37:10,212 lt's all right. She's fine. 395 00:37:10,286 --> 00:37:14,848 We're gonna get you better so it doesn't happen again. All right? 396 00:37:18,260 --> 00:37:20,194 God,just don't hate me. 397 00:37:20,262 --> 00:37:24,722 - Mmmm. - Because I'll die if you do. 398 00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:27,769 That thought would never enter my mind. 399 00:37:33,642 --> 00:37:37,703 I start at 4:00 in the morning, and it goes all day. 400 00:37:37,780 --> 00:37:42,479 I drink in the john, I drink in the closet, 401 00:37:42,551 --> 00:37:46,317 and I drink in the kids' room when they're not there. 402 00:37:48,858 --> 00:37:53,192 [ Sniffles ] You know how when we... go out to the car, 403 00:37:53,262 --> 00:37:55,423 and I have to go back inside for a second? 404 00:37:55,498 --> 00:37:57,432 Mm-hmm. 405 00:38:00,236 --> 00:38:02,864 I have to be high to do anything. 406 00:38:04,773 --> 00:38:06,707 I'm scared all the time. 407 00:38:09,845 --> 00:38:12,313 I drank for Casey's goddamn birthday party. 408 00:38:12,381 --> 00:38:14,872 So did l. 409 00:38:14,950 --> 00:38:18,613 [ Sniffles ] I drink a quart a day. 410 00:38:22,258 --> 00:38:25,227 [ Sniffles ] lt's vodka, so you couldn't smell it. 411 00:38:30,733 --> 00:38:33,531 How come I didn't see this? 412 00:38:33,602 --> 00:38:36,400 Because I hid it. 413 00:38:40,242 --> 00:38:42,176 [ Sniffling ] 414 00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:49,717 You were scared. 415 00:38:53,289 --> 00:38:56,884 - What am I gonna do? - We'll figure it out. 416 00:38:59,094 --> 00:39:02,029 And I don't want you to worry about it. 417 00:39:02,097 --> 00:39:06,033 I'm gonna find you the best treatment. Best in the fuckin' world. 418 00:39:11,207 --> 00:39:14,199 You're not alone, honey. Never. 419 00:39:15,277 --> 00:39:17,211 Never. 420 00:39:30,926 --> 00:39:33,986 - Okay, girls, I'll see you later. -[Jess ] Bye. 421 00:39:35,531 --> 00:39:38,557 - Amy. - I'll just wait in the kitchen. 422 00:39:42,972 --> 00:39:44,906 Okay. 423 00:39:46,875 --> 00:39:48,866 So. 424 00:39:48,944 --> 00:39:50,878 We'll talk on the phone, 425 00:39:50,946 --> 00:39:53,574 and you'll come see me. 426 00:39:53,649 --> 00:39:56,777 - And then I'll be home. - And we'll go to the beach? 427 00:40:01,590 --> 00:40:03,524 Are you gonna take care of your sister? 428 00:40:03,592 --> 00:40:07,491 I'm gonna take care of Daddy. 429 00:40:14,732 --> 00:40:17,667 Sorry, baby. 430 00:40:17,735 --> 00:40:19,999 Itwill never happen again. 431 00:40:27,678 --> 00:40:29,839 Mommy loves you. 432 00:41:04,381 --> 00:41:06,144 That's us. 433 00:41:06,216 --> 00:41:10,744 Hi. Uh, we're, uh, Alice Green. 434 00:41:10,821 --> 00:41:12,948 Hi. Welcome. 435 00:41:13,023 --> 00:41:16,254 Alice, before we check you in, I need to look through your bag. 436 00:41:16,327 --> 00:41:20,696 Is that all right with you? It's strictly routine. 437 00:41:30,274 --> 00:41:32,834 We've got all your paperwork, so... 438 00:41:32,910 --> 00:41:34,844 everything's ready. 439 00:41:34,912 --> 00:41:36,641 Um, sorry. 440 00:41:42,319 --> 00:41:45,652 So, come on, Alice, and we'll get you checked in. 441 00:41:50,627 --> 00:41:52,561 Just Alice. 442 00:41:59,103 --> 00:42:01,037 - Gimme a minute. - Mmm. 443 00:42:03,974 --> 00:42:07,740 - I'll call you tonight. - I'm sorry, there's no phone calls. 444 00:42:07,811 --> 00:42:11,508 Excuse me. She's my wife. She can call me whenever she needs to call me. 445 00:42:11,582 --> 00:42:13,982 She'll be in detox until Tuesday, 446 00:42:14,051 --> 00:42:17,179 and she'll be busy getting well. 447 00:42:17,254 --> 00:42:20,155 She'll call you as soon as she can after that. 448 00:42:40,978 --> 00:42:43,572 I love you. 449 00:42:43,647 --> 00:42:45,342 I love you. 450 00:42:56,560 --> 00:43:01,020 "I can hear her heartbeat" 451 00:43:01,098 --> 00:43:03,760 "From a thousand miles" 452 00:43:03,834 --> 00:43:07,600 "And the heavens open" 453 00:43:07,671 --> 00:43:12,438 "Every time she smiles" 454 00:43:12,509 --> 00:43:15,444 "And when I come to her" 455 00:43:15,512 --> 00:43:18,345 "That's where I belong" 456 00:43:18,415 --> 00:43:22,852 "And I'm runnin'to her" 457 00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,150 "Like a love song" 458 00:43:25,222 --> 00:43:29,556 "She gimme love love, love, love" 459 00:43:29,626 --> 00:43:32,186 "Crazy love" 460 00:43:32,262 --> 00:43:36,790 "She gimme love, love love, love" 461 00:43:36,867 --> 00:43:39,893 "Crazy love" 462 00:43:40,037 --> 00:43:44,201 -[ Sighs ] -"She gimme love, love love, love" 463 00:43:44,274 --> 00:43:47,209 "Crazy love" 464 00:43:47,277 --> 00:43:49,575 Jess. 465 00:43:50,914 --> 00:43:53,075 lt's 6:00 in the morning. 466 00:43:53,150 --> 00:43:55,380 Kids are unbelievable. 467 00:43:55,452 --> 00:43:59,013 First she wants French toast, then she wants tuna, 468 00:43:59,089 --> 00:44:01,284 and then she wants a cucumber sandwich. 469 00:44:04,461 --> 00:44:05,985 Case. 470 00:44:08,332 --> 00:44:10,357 Wanna know what she finally eats? 471 00:44:10,434 --> 00:44:12,994 - She ate fruit. - She ate fruit. 472 00:44:13,070 --> 00:44:15,265 - Right. -[ Casey Moaning ] 473 00:44:15,339 --> 00:44:18,536 My hair hurts. 474 00:44:18,609 --> 00:44:21,840 [ Michael ] Casey, is that you? 475 00:44:21,912 --> 00:44:23,846 Ohh. God ! 476 00:44:23,914 --> 00:44:27,680 - I did her hair. - Oh, I like it. 477 00:44:27,751 --> 00:44:29,685 Let's see that hairdo. 478 00:44:29,753 --> 00:44:34,315 - Ooh. That's a little tight there. Let me see that. - Ow ! 479 00:44:34,391 --> 00:44:37,053 - Oh, sorry ! [ Chuckles ] - Mommy does it better. 480 00:44:37,127 --> 00:44:39,061 Oh, Mommy does everything better. 481 00:44:39,129 --> 00:44:43,998 She cooks better, she looks better, she kisses better. Mommy's a better person. 482 00:44:45,569 --> 00:44:47,901 You know, I bet you have a lot of questions. 483 00:44:47,971 --> 00:44:50,906 Things you're feeling about Mommy. 484 00:44:50,974 --> 00:44:53,033 We could talk about that. 485 00:44:53,110 --> 00:44:56,204 Like if you're sad or scared or angry or something... 486 00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,714 -you could just-- - What's a alcoholic? 487 00:45:04,388 --> 00:45:06,583 Someone with a bad habit. 488 00:45:06,657 --> 00:45:09,649 You know, like if you drank stuff that made you sick, 489 00:45:09,726 --> 00:45:12,456 but you really liked it, so you kept drinking it, 490 00:45:12,529 --> 00:45:14,759 and it kept making you sick. 491 00:45:14,831 --> 00:45:17,322 Wouldn't you want to learn how to stop? 492 00:45:19,169 --> 00:45:21,262 What's a alcoholic? 493 00:45:21,338 --> 00:45:24,739 lt's why she does all that stuff. 494 00:45:24,808 --> 00:45:28,642 When she does all that stuff, like when she talks like she's sleepy, 495 00:45:28,712 --> 00:45:33,240 forgets stuff, and when she's sad. 496 00:45:33,317 --> 00:45:35,581 When she cries? 497 00:45:37,921 --> 00:45:41,516 She cries in the bathroom. 498 00:45:51,034 --> 00:45:54,094 She... she did that a lot, 499 00:45:54,171 --> 00:45:56,105 I bet, huh? 500 00:46:03,447 --> 00:46:08,111 Your hair is so pretty. 501 00:46:08,185 --> 00:46:11,848 You know, Mommy can't wait to get back just to brush it? 502 00:46:15,125 --> 00:46:18,891 [ Shivering, Gasping ] 503 00:46:24,935 --> 00:46:26,960 I got her. Alice? 504 00:46:27,037 --> 00:46:30,234 I'm Dr. Mendez. I'm a counselor. 505 00:46:30,307 --> 00:46:32,832 You know you're supposed to be in community now. 506 00:46:33,910 --> 00:46:37,107 Your nurse said you've got a problem? 507 00:46:37,180 --> 00:46:41,742 [ lnhales Deeply ] No problem. I don't have any problems. You think I have a problem? 508 00:46:41,818 --> 00:46:44,685 - Yeah, at least. - I just want to make a phone call. 509 00:46:44,755 --> 00:46:46,848 I just want to make a phone call to my husband. 510 00:46:46,923 --> 00:46:50,188 lf you wanted to make a phone call to your husband, would you call that a problem? 511 00:46:50,260 --> 00:46:52,820 No, but I'm not in detox dealing with an addiction. 512 00:46:52,896 --> 00:46:56,297 - Look, we'll let you make a phone call as soon-- - Now ! 513 00:46:56,366 --> 00:46:58,459 Now is when I wanna call him ! 514 00:46:58,535 --> 00:47:00,799 - Now! Can you understand that? - Alice. Alice. Look-- 515 00:47:00,871 --> 00:47:04,068 Can you understand fucking anything? 516 00:47:04,141 --> 00:47:07,702 Yeah. I can. 517 00:47:10,147 --> 00:47:12,081 Two more days, hon. 518 00:47:12,149 --> 00:47:14,515 You can do this. 519 00:47:14,584 --> 00:47:16,575 - Hang in. - [ Sobbing ] 520 00:47:16,653 --> 00:47:19,588 - Come on. - Ohh ! [ Gasping ] 521 00:47:41,378 --> 00:47:44,313 [ Phone Ringing ] 522 00:47:47,050 --> 00:47:48,984 [ Sighs ] 523 00:47:54,691 --> 00:47:57,353 [ Ringing Continues ] 524 00:47:57,427 --> 00:48:00,021 Hello? 525 00:48:00,097 --> 00:48:02,497 - [ Alice ] Michael. - Alice? 526 00:48:02,566 --> 00:48:06,706 - Alice? - [ Laughs ] Yeah. 527 00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:09,673 You can call? 528 00:48:09,742 --> 00:48:12,939 Yeah, what d'ya know? They let me use the phone. 529 00:48:14,714 --> 00:48:16,648 How was detox? 530 00:48:16,716 --> 00:48:20,447 Itwas nifty, you know. 531 00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:22,988 I threw up like a good girl. 532 00:48:23,056 --> 00:48:26,389 Right. Hard part's over, baby. 533 00:48:30,763 --> 00:48:34,494 Yeah, the hard part's over. Party time. 534 00:48:37,403 --> 00:48:39,871 Well, so, uh... 535 00:48:39,939 --> 00:48:44,842 basically I just, uh... sit around... and... 536 00:48:44,911 --> 00:48:46,845 think of you naked. 537 00:48:46,913 --> 00:48:49,848 Because, you know, you have this... 538 00:48:49,916 --> 00:48:53,408 amazing body. 539 00:48:53,486 --> 00:48:55,954 You still do, don't you? 540 00:48:57,023 --> 00:49:00,186 State of the art. 541 00:49:01,761 --> 00:49:04,958 So you'd be, what, sixty-five pounds now? 542 00:49:10,837 --> 00:49:12,828 [ Sighs ] 543 00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:17,466 - Honey. - [ Sighs ] 544 00:49:17,544 --> 00:49:21,207 Alice. Honey, you there? 545 00:49:22,916 --> 00:49:27,250 - Alice. - [ Crying ] 546 00:49:27,320 --> 00:49:32,758 - Yeah. - Everyone here is pulling for you. 547 00:49:32,825 --> 00:49:36,261 [ Sobs ] 548 00:49:36,329 --> 00:49:39,264 Alice, they say they tear you down... 549 00:49:39,332 --> 00:49:41,994 the first two weeks, so they can build you back up. 550 00:49:42,068 --> 00:49:46,266 [ Sobbing ] 551 00:49:50,777 --> 00:49:53,837 - Alice. - God, I'm sorry, baby. 552 00:49:55,682 --> 00:49:58,173 lt's just so hard. 553 00:50:03,489 --> 00:50:06,014 - Honey, are you there? - Yeah. 554 00:50:06,092 --> 00:50:08,083 I'm here, babe. 555 00:50:08,161 --> 00:50:10,527 I love you. 556 00:50:14,701 --> 00:50:16,669 I miss you. 557 00:50:18,104 --> 00:50:21,403 Listen, I'll see you, um-- I'll see you on Sunday. Okay? 558 00:50:21,474 --> 00:50:25,968 - The kids are so excited to see you. - I can't talk for too long, 559 00:50:26,045 --> 00:50:29,640 because there's, um, one phone and a whole line of people, so-- 560 00:50:29,716 --> 00:50:31,547 [ Sniffles ] 561 00:50:32,619 --> 00:50:35,554 Can you bring my gray sweat suit? 562 00:50:36,589 --> 00:50:38,523 Yes. 563 00:50:44,731 --> 00:50:49,498 I'm just running down my list of dumb things to say right now. 564 00:50:50,570 --> 00:50:53,038 Good for you. 565 00:50:56,709 --> 00:50:58,677 [ Dial Tone ] 566 00:51:08,187 --> 00:51:11,918 [ Sobbing ] 567 00:51:19,866 --> 00:51:21,800 [ Sniffles ] 568 00:51:36,449 --> 00:51:38,383 [ Liquid Sloshing ] 569 00:52:04,944 --> 00:52:06,878 You're supposed to wrap it. 570 00:52:10,817 --> 00:52:12,250 What? 571 00:52:12,318 --> 00:52:15,754 ln newspaper... or a paper bag. 572 00:52:15,822 --> 00:52:19,121 So nobody sees it, or something. 573 00:52:24,731 --> 00:52:26,665 Mommy tell you that? 574 00:52:42,348 --> 00:52:44,839 [ Sighs ] 575 00:52:55,661 --> 00:52:57,686 Hey. 576 00:52:57,764 --> 00:52:59,698 You wanna do one? 577 00:53:05,605 --> 00:53:07,732 C'mon. 578 00:53:07,807 --> 00:53:10,469 Take your pick. 579 00:53:15,214 --> 00:53:17,148 Vodka, huh? 580 00:53:22,021 --> 00:53:23,955 [ Crash ] 581 00:53:48,185 --> 00:53:50,210 [ Yawns ] 582 00:53:50,287 --> 00:53:52,721 Oh. 583 00:53:52,790 --> 00:53:55,020 All right. 584 00:54:02,299 --> 00:54:06,065 Okay, let me see, here. 585 00:54:06,136 --> 00:54:08,866 Now, if Mommy cries when she sees you, 586 00:54:08,939 --> 00:54:11,237 it's because you're beautiful. 587 00:54:11,308 --> 00:54:13,401 Okay? 588 00:54:13,477 --> 00:54:15,411 Piggyback? 589 00:54:20,951 --> 00:54:22,942 Oh, the purse. 590 00:54:23,020 --> 00:54:25,818 - Ready? [ Snorts ] - [ Giggling ] 591 00:54:26,890 --> 00:54:29,757 - [ Whinnies ] - [ Squeals ] 592 00:54:29,860 --> 00:54:31,851 Where is she? 593 00:54:31,929 --> 00:54:35,956 I don't know. We'll see. She said she'd be out here. 594 00:54:37,501 --> 00:54:40,402 There she is. You see her in the hat? 595 00:54:40,471 --> 00:54:42,632 Mommy ! 596 00:54:42,706 --> 00:54:45,004 Mommy ! 597 00:54:45,075 --> 00:54:47,009 Aah ! 598 00:54:47,077 --> 00:54:48,908 Mommy ! 599 00:54:48,979 --> 00:54:51,470 [ Both Growling ] 600 00:54:51,548 --> 00:54:54,642 [ Growling Continues ] 601 00:54:54,718 --> 00:54:57,016 [ Chuckles ] 602 00:54:57,087 --> 00:54:59,021 Hi, baby. 603 00:55:03,694 --> 00:55:05,628 Hey. 604 00:55:07,331 --> 00:55:10,095 Say hi to Mommy. 605 00:55:12,503 --> 00:55:14,903 Mmm. Hi, beautiful girl. 606 00:55:14,972 --> 00:55:16,906 - Hi. - Hi. 607 00:55:19,610 --> 00:55:23,444 You wanna take 'em for a walk, and I'll catch up later? 608 00:55:24,181 --> 00:55:26,115 Hmm? Bye-bye. 609 00:55:26,183 --> 00:55:28,117 - Thank you. - Okay. 610 00:55:28,185 --> 00:55:31,313 - Come on, you guys, let's go. - [ Laughing ] 611 00:55:35,359 --> 00:55:37,293 [ TVAnnouncer] Martin Long left alone. 612 00:55:37,361 --> 00:55:39,761 [ TV Crowd Cheers ] 613 00:55:39,830 --> 00:55:42,526 -[ Man ] Nice shot. - Can you get coffee in here? 614 00:55:42,599 --> 00:55:45,534 What do I look like, a fuckin' waitress? 615 00:55:49,373 --> 00:55:52,240 - Aw ! - Hey! 616 00:55:52,309 --> 00:55:55,403 I saw you with Alice. You're her significant other. 617 00:55:55,479 --> 00:55:58,175 Good to meet you. Your wife's amazing. Malcolm. 618 00:55:58,248 --> 00:56:00,182 - Oh, uh, Michael. - Yeah, Michael. 619 00:56:00,250 --> 00:56:02,445 - Come on in. - No, I got the kids outside. 620 00:56:02,519 --> 00:56:04,612 - Naw, that's okay. This is Earl. - Hey, I'm Earl. 621 00:56:04,688 --> 00:56:07,452 - Hi, Earl. Michael. I got the kids-- - Watch the game. 622 00:56:07,524 --> 00:56:09,458 - Have a seat. - Okay. 623 00:56:09,526 --> 00:56:12,461 [ Color Commentator ] There's that middleman. Blaylock is still on him. 624 00:56:12,529 --> 00:56:14,463 - How ya doin'? - Good. How are you? 625 00:56:14,531 --> 00:56:17,659 [ Commentator ] ...moved up the lane, opened up that soft spot. 626 00:56:17,734 --> 00:56:21,500 - On the other side there-- -[ TVCrowd Roaring ] 627 00:56:21,572 --> 00:56:23,733 [ Michael Clears Throat ] 628 00:56:25,676 --> 00:56:29,203 Been a while since you watched a game without a beer? 629 00:56:29,279 --> 00:56:31,543 - Me? - You. 630 00:56:31,615 --> 00:56:35,779 Actually, I-I don't, I don't, uh, drink much. 631 00:56:35,853 --> 00:56:39,254 [ Laughing ] 632 00:56:39,323 --> 00:56:43,259 -[ Man Chuckling ] - Can you believe that, man? 633 00:56:43,327 --> 00:56:47,855 - I been there, man. Denial. -Jesus. 634 00:56:47,931 --> 00:56:50,525 - Ain't just a river in Egypt. -Shut up! 635 00:56:50,601 --> 00:56:52,535 -[ Shouting ] - Cork it, Danny. 636 00:56:52,603 --> 00:56:55,470 Are you guys sayin' that this dude don't drink? 637 00:56:55,539 --> 00:56:59,737 - I'm saying shut the fuck up, man ! - Fellas, my fault. 638 00:56:59,810 --> 00:57:03,268 Hey! It's a cunning, baffling disease, man. 639 00:57:03,347 --> 00:57:06,077 The man doesn't have a problem, pecker-face,:you do! 640 00:57:06,150 --> 00:57:08,482 Cunning, baffling disease ! 641 00:57:08,552 --> 00:57:11,749 - Save it for group, man ! Save it for group ! - [ All Shouting ] 642 00:57:11,822 --> 00:57:15,485 Save it for group, all right? Yo, Earl, man. 643 00:57:15,559 --> 00:57:17,493 I like your new friends. 644 00:57:17,561 --> 00:57:19,495 Oh, did you meet Malcolm? 645 00:57:19,563 --> 00:57:21,861 - Big black guy. - Cokehead. 646 00:57:21,932 --> 00:57:23,866 We hit it off. 647 00:57:23,934 --> 00:57:26,459 The girls are with him. 648 00:57:26,537 --> 00:57:28,505 Right now? 649 00:57:28,572 --> 00:57:32,702 Oh, come on, Michael. He's not a child molester. 650 00:57:32,776 --> 00:57:34,971 He's an armed robber. 651 00:57:42,686 --> 00:57:44,654 [ Sighs ] 652 00:57:46,256 --> 00:57:48,190 What? 653 00:57:51,161 --> 00:57:53,823 Well. [ Clears Throat ] 654 00:57:53,897 --> 00:57:56,058 Whatever you think of these people, Michael, 655 00:57:56,133 --> 00:57:58,601 think that of me, because it fits. 656 00:58:04,474 --> 00:58:06,442 I thought you'd quit. 657 00:58:06,510 --> 00:58:08,774 I did. 658 00:58:10,214 --> 00:58:13,479 Malcolm and l, um... 659 00:58:13,550 --> 00:58:15,484 really talk. 660 00:58:15,552 --> 00:58:18,646 You know, we talk about everything. 661 00:58:18,722 --> 00:58:20,656 Everything. 662 00:58:20,724 --> 00:58:23,659 [ Exhales ] We have a lot in common, 663 00:58:23,727 --> 00:58:27,823 and the truth is that right now I really need these people. 664 00:58:30,367 --> 00:58:32,301 I'm glad you have 'em. 665 00:58:32,369 --> 00:58:35,338 And when you come home, you'll have me. 666 00:58:42,779 --> 00:58:45,043 What's wrong, Alice? 667 00:58:45,115 --> 00:58:47,049 Hmm? 668 00:58:47,117 --> 00:58:50,052 You were fine when the kids were around. What's wrong? 669 00:58:50,120 --> 00:58:52,088 Long day. 670 00:58:55,459 --> 00:58:57,393 -[ Alice ] Hey. - Hi. 671 00:58:58,495 --> 00:59:00,929 Gary, this is Michael. 672 00:59:02,299 --> 00:59:04,699 Hi. 673 00:59:06,837 --> 00:59:08,771 - I feel like I know you. - Oh, yeah? 674 00:59:08,839 --> 00:59:12,366 Yeah. Your wife's a very comforting person. 675 00:59:12,442 --> 00:59:14,376 Yes. 676 00:59:14,444 --> 00:59:18,312 Very-- Do you mind if I talk to her for a second? 677 00:59:18,382 --> 00:59:21,476 - No. - l-- Just for a second. 678 00:59:21,551 --> 00:59:23,485 I'll just be one second. 679 00:59:23,553 --> 00:59:25,612 - What's the matter? - Uh-- 680 00:59:25,689 --> 00:59:28,658 [ Whispering ] I'm sorry. 681 01:00:14,304 --> 01:00:16,431 [ Yelling ] 682 01:00:16,506 --> 01:00:19,771 [ Malcolm ] Yea! 683 01:00:19,843 --> 01:00:22,505 - [ lmitating Airplane Sounds ] - [ Laughing ] 684 01:01:30,046 --> 01:01:33,174 Bob! Bobby! No, that's not what I said. 685 01:01:33,250 --> 01:01:36,242 I have never turned the company down in an emergency. 686 01:01:36,319 --> 01:01:38,480 - Bob ! Bob ! -[ Girls Screaming ] 687 01:01:38,555 --> 01:01:42,252 I am not gonna leave my kids for four days with Alice gone ! 688 01:01:42,325 --> 01:01:45,726 I'm certainly not gonna bring Alice's mother into the picture at this point. 689 01:01:45,796 --> 01:01:49,391 - They have enough grief already. Amy ! -[Jess Screaming ] Gimme it! 690 01:01:49,466 --> 01:01:51,764 - What? - Come on ! Gimme it ! 691 01:01:51,835 --> 01:01:54,360 Rollbacks? Will you settle down? Amy ! 692 01:01:54,438 --> 01:01:57,202 [ Screaming ] Amy! Amy! Hello? 693 01:01:57,274 --> 01:02:01,904 - What do rollbacks have to do with this, Bob? -[ Screaming ] 694 01:02:01,978 --> 01:02:05,209 Oh, Bobby, why don't you save the little subtle threats. 695 01:02:05,282 --> 01:02:07,216 lt's making me embarrassed for you. Amy ! 696 01:02:07,284 --> 01:02:10,082 Can you hold on a second? Hold on ! 697 01:02:10,153 --> 01:02:14,249 [ Girls Crying ] 698 01:02:14,324 --> 01:02:17,157 [ Michael ] Hey, hey! What is this, huh? 699 01:02:17,227 --> 01:02:19,161 Get up ! Get up right now ! 700 01:02:19,229 --> 01:02:21,823 - She bit me hard ! - Did you bite her? 701 01:02:21,898 --> 01:02:23,832 - Yeah. - Well, that's no excuse ! 702 01:02:23,900 --> 01:02:26,334 This is your baby sister. You could hurt her ! 703 01:02:26,403 --> 01:02:28,963 You're much bigger than her ! You should be loving each other ! 704 01:02:29,039 --> 01:02:31,974 - Now, who spilled this Coke? - [ Together] She did it ! 705 01:02:32,042 --> 01:02:34,306 - Who? - [ Together] She did it ! 706 01:02:34,377 --> 01:02:37,369 Right. ln bed, right now ! 707 01:02:37,447 --> 01:02:41,129 [ Girls Crying ] 708 01:02:41,263 --> 01:02:44,596 Ah, don't you hear those kids fighting? 709 01:02:46,334 --> 01:02:49,826 I haven't eaten all day. lt's 1 0:00. 710 01:02:49,905 --> 01:02:55,502 - Why don't you put 'em to bed? - I did. They just keep poppin' back out. 711 01:02:55,577 --> 01:02:58,512 They miss their mother. They're out of control. 712 01:02:58,580 --> 01:03:00,514 They spilled some Coke, Amy. 713 01:03:00,582 --> 01:03:04,279 - I'll get it in a minute. - ln a minute? Itis soaking into the rug ! 714 01:03:04,352 --> 01:03:07,810 Don't yell at me. I am working overtime to help you out. 715 01:03:07,889 --> 01:03:10,255 Okay. [ Breathes Deeply ] 716 01:03:10,325 --> 01:03:12,623 Where are the paper towels? 717 01:03:14,696 --> 01:03:17,096 There are no paper towels ! 718 01:03:18,266 --> 01:03:20,860 Jesus Christ, I am in a crisis, here ! 719 01:03:20,936 --> 01:03:24,303 I need some help! I need someone that can look around the house... 720 01:03:24,372 --> 01:03:28,399 and when there are no paper towels, they go to a store and buy some paper towels ! 721 01:03:29,611 --> 01:03:32,079 I mean, how many goddamn stores do you pass... 722 01:03:32,147 --> 01:03:35,446 on the way home from school that are filled with paper towels? 723 01:03:35,517 --> 01:03:39,248 I need someone to use a little common sense around here ! 724 01:03:43,158 --> 01:03:45,626 Why don't you get somebody else? 725 01:03:51,066 --> 01:03:53,091 Amy. Amy ! 726 01:03:53,168 --> 01:03:55,295 Amy. Amy. 727 01:03:55,370 --> 01:03:58,134 I w-- Amy, I didn't-- I was kidding. 728 01:03:58,206 --> 01:04:00,231 Amy, I might have-- 729 01:04:04,546 --> 01:04:06,480 Oh, no. 730 01:04:09,551 --> 01:04:12,486 Oh, no. No. 731 01:04:17,359 --> 01:04:19,293 Bob. 732 01:04:19,361 --> 01:04:22,421 [ Woman ] ...make a call, please hang up and try again. 733 01:04:22,497 --> 01:04:24,988 [Jess ] I'm not gonna do it. 734 01:04:25,066 --> 01:04:27,591 I don't have another choice,Jess. 735 01:04:27,669 --> 01:04:29,933 This isn't fair. 736 01:04:30,005 --> 01:04:33,702 Well, you know, sometimes life isn't fair. 737 01:04:35,377 --> 01:04:38,710 I told you. They're tryin' to get rid of the experienced pilots. 738 01:04:38,780 --> 01:04:40,714 They want to bring in kids. 739 01:04:40,782 --> 01:04:45,151 - Kids can't fly planes. - Not kid kids, men kids. 740 01:04:45,220 --> 01:04:48,155 I'm not living with her, and you can't make me. 741 01:04:48,223 --> 01:04:50,157 lt's four days,Jess. Four days. 742 01:04:50,225 --> 01:04:53,160 Well, why can't we live with Amy? She loves us. 743 01:04:53,228 --> 01:04:56,322 - I tried that. She won't talk to me. - Well, whose fault is that? 744 01:04:56,398 --> 01:04:59,333 Look, now. This is not a vote. I am your father. 745 01:04:59,401 --> 01:05:01,335 No, you're not ! 746 01:05:01,403 --> 01:05:05,772 Oh, yes, I am. I am the only father you've got, little girl. 747 01:05:08,276 --> 01:05:10,608 I know things are tough,Jess, 748 01:05:10,678 --> 01:05:13,112 but Mommy's sick, 749 01:05:13,181 --> 01:05:16,776 and I'm all alone, and we need to pitch in. 750 01:05:16,851 --> 01:05:18,944 lt's time you understand that. 751 01:05:19,020 --> 01:05:20,988 I'm gonna go to my dad. 752 01:05:22,524 --> 01:05:27,461 Your dad calls you from Oregon maybe twice a year. 753 01:05:28,797 --> 01:05:32,392 Plenty of time, all the time, and you don't know ! 754 01:05:32,467 --> 01:05:35,129 I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean that. 755 01:05:35,203 --> 01:05:37,296 I'm gonna go to my mom ! 756 01:05:37,372 --> 01:05:39,806 [ Whispering ] Shit ! 757 01:05:41,342 --> 01:05:43,810 Jess ! Jess ! 758 01:05:43,878 --> 01:05:47,370 - I want my mom ! I want her ! -Jess ! 759 01:05:47,449 --> 01:05:50,350 - I want my mom ! - I know. I know. 760 01:05:50,418 --> 01:05:52,352 Let go of me ! 761 01:05:52,420 --> 01:05:54,354 Stop it ! Stop it ! 762 01:05:54,422 --> 01:05:58,552 -I know. lt's okay. We'll work it out. -I want my mom ! 763 01:05:58,626 --> 01:06:01,561 Okay, we'll work it out. We'll work it out. 764 01:06:01,629 --> 01:06:06,259 - [ Crying ] I want my mom. - I want your mom too. 765 01:06:17,078 --> 01:06:19,012 What's wrong? 766 01:06:20,181 --> 01:06:22,411 lt's no fun to eat shit. 767 01:06:23,485 --> 01:06:25,419 So don't. 768 01:06:26,488 --> 01:06:29,423 Then you'd be stuck with Grandma. 769 01:06:33,595 --> 01:06:35,563 Let's go in. 770 01:06:38,666 --> 01:06:40,634 Come on. 771 01:06:46,174 --> 01:06:48,142 Wait for me here. 772 01:06:50,011 --> 01:06:52,946 [ Speaking Chinese ] 773 01:06:57,152 --> 01:06:59,177 You. 774 01:06:59,254 --> 01:07:01,279 Me? 775 01:07:03,224 --> 01:07:05,715 What did you say about me? 776 01:07:05,793 --> 01:07:09,285 That you were the one... with the paper towels. 777 01:07:13,234 --> 01:07:16,032 Guilty. I'm very sorry I did that. 778 01:07:16,104 --> 01:07:20,040 Can I talk to you a second in the kitchen or someplace? 779 01:07:20,108 --> 01:07:23,441 Don't bother. Nobody speaks English, 'cept my cousin Vu. 780 01:07:23,511 --> 01:07:26,412 And I'd love to hear this. 781 01:07:29,817 --> 01:07:32,251 Uh... okay. 782 01:07:34,422 --> 01:07:36,720 I got a... trip. 783 01:07:37,792 --> 01:07:39,987 If I don't go, I get fired. 784 01:07:40,061 --> 01:07:43,121 I don't want to leaveJess with her grandma. 785 01:07:45,300 --> 01:07:47,768 Why is this my problem? 786 01:07:49,103 --> 01:07:51,094 Actually, it's not. 787 01:07:52,740 --> 01:07:55,971 So you're basically begging? 788 01:07:59,180 --> 01:08:01,910 Well... 789 01:08:01,983 --> 01:08:03,917 it worked. 790 01:08:14,195 --> 01:08:19,258 You gonna leave without saying goodbye? 791 01:08:19,334 --> 01:08:21,632 It's okay. 792 01:08:21,703 --> 01:08:23,967 You don't have to tell me nothing. 793 01:08:26,474 --> 01:08:28,567 Ready to go, huh? 794 01:08:31,713 --> 01:08:33,647 I don't know. 795 01:08:34,949 --> 01:08:38,510 I don't know how I'm gonna do anything anymore. 796 01:08:45,860 --> 01:08:49,227 [ Laughing ] You're supposed to give me an answer here. 797 01:08:49,297 --> 01:08:51,765 You're supposed to say something very encouraging. 798 01:08:51,833 --> 01:08:54,927 - This is why you get those big bucks. - No, no. 799 01:08:55,003 --> 01:08:57,972 They tried to tell me that shit when I first went home, 800 01:08:58,039 --> 01:09:01,440 and it never did me a damn bit of good. 801 01:09:01,509 --> 01:09:05,036 - When you first went home. - Yeah, that's right. 802 01:09:05,113 --> 01:09:07,343 Two-time loser. 803 01:09:10,251 --> 01:09:14,278 I know you're scared shitless, 'cause I sure as hell was. 804 01:09:17,525 --> 01:09:19,891 There's no easy way through it. 805 01:09:21,062 --> 01:09:23,223 You just gotta do the work. 806 01:09:27,335 --> 01:09:29,496 I'm gonna disappoint him. 807 01:09:30,805 --> 01:09:33,239 This is not the person that he married. 808 01:09:33,308 --> 01:09:36,368 I don't know who this is supposed to be now. 809 01:09:36,444 --> 01:09:39,379 Well, who was the other person? 810 01:09:39,447 --> 01:09:43,406 Well, every now and then, let's face it, she was a blast. 811 01:09:46,087 --> 01:09:49,022 A-And I'm not gonna be fun. 812 01:09:51,326 --> 01:09:55,729 Mm-hmm. That's exactly what happened to me... 813 01:09:55,797 --> 01:09:57,731 when I first went home. 814 01:09:57,799 --> 01:09:59,926 Exactly. 815 01:10:01,202 --> 01:10:04,694 So everything turned out okay in the end, right? 816 01:10:04,772 --> 01:10:07,832 - No. We got divorced. - [ Laughs ] 817 01:10:07,909 --> 01:10:09,843 [ Laughing ] 818 01:10:35,370 --> 01:10:40,740 "Oh, sacred place It's with my soul and body" 819 01:10:40,808 --> 01:10:42,807 "There's a rainbow above me" 820 01:10:42,941 --> 01:10:48,675 "That the storm clouds hide" 821 01:10:48,746 --> 01:10:51,579 "It will never die" 822 01:10:51,649 --> 01:10:54,584 "But the magic, it comes" 823 01:10:54,652 --> 01:10:59,385 "Springs from above" 824 01:10:59,457 --> 01:11:04,224 "Love" 825 01:11:08,900 --> 01:11:13,200 "Love" 826 01:11:19,911 --> 01:11:25,781 "We laugh sometimes but it's a little word like love" 827 01:11:25,850 --> 01:11:30,549 "Makes our earthly home heaven above" 828 01:11:30,622 --> 01:11:35,685 "And there is no sorrow heaven cannot heal" 829 01:11:35,760 --> 01:11:42,962 "A fire within, no cross, no crown" 830 01:11:45,303 --> 01:11:50,002 "Runnin'from mercy, heaving and cold" 831 01:11:50,074 --> 01:11:55,910 "Swim in our sleep down in oceans ofjoy" 832 01:11:55,980 --> 01:11:59,848 "Died in the arms of a natural life" 833 01:11:59,917 --> 01:12:05,287 "Wakin'our happiness, drowning in life" 834 01:12:05,356 --> 01:12:09,986 "Wakin'our happiness, drowning in life" 835 01:12:10,061 --> 01:12:12,256 "Oooo" 836 01:12:14,432 --> 01:12:17,731 "Oooo" 837 01:12:18,803 --> 01:12:22,534 "Oo-oo-oo oooo" 838 01:12:24,175 --> 01:12:27,406 "Oooo" 839 01:12:29,547 --> 01:12:31,515 Wake 'em up. 840 01:12:35,319 --> 01:12:38,755 Come on, wake 'em up. You're dyin' to wake 'em up. 841 01:12:38,823 --> 01:12:41,223 I promised them. 842 01:12:41,292 --> 01:12:43,487 Aah-choo ! 843 01:12:48,733 --> 01:12:50,701 Mommy. 844 01:12:50,768 --> 01:12:55,762 - Hi. - Michael,you said you'd wake me up. 845 01:12:55,840 --> 01:12:57,933 Mommy. 846 01:12:59,243 --> 01:13:02,838 - Casey. -Jessie, shh. 847 01:13:02,914 --> 01:13:05,348 [Jess Whispering ] Casey, it's Mom. 848 01:13:06,851 --> 01:13:08,842 [Jess ] Casey. 849 01:13:12,323 --> 01:13:14,655 Mommy. 850 01:13:56,934 --> 01:14:00,734 [ Girls Screaming ] Mommy ! Gimme it ! 851 01:14:00,805 --> 01:14:03,137 - Mommy ! - Gimme it ! 852 01:14:03,207 --> 01:14:05,368 - Stop it ! - Gimme it ! 853 01:14:05,443 --> 01:14:08,810 - Hold it! Both of you! - She said I could use it ! 854 01:14:08,880 --> 01:14:11,212 - She's breaking it ! - Mine's already broken ! 855 01:14:11,282 --> 01:14:13,716 - Gimme it ! - Aah ! Now it's mine. 856 01:14:13,785 --> 01:14:17,084 Hey, hey, hey ! Ho, ho, ho, what's the baby problems? 857 01:14:17,155 --> 01:14:20,386 -[ Shouting ] -First guy to say one word loses, okay? 858 01:14:20,458 --> 01:14:22,756 Whatever this is, you don't need to bother Mommy about it. 859 01:14:22,827 --> 01:14:25,762 - Michael, we'll be okay, - All short guys upstairs. 860 01:14:25,830 --> 01:14:29,288 - because we were just sorting it out. - I'll be up in two minutes. 861 01:14:29,367 --> 01:14:31,494 - We were just-- - Upstairs. 862 01:14:33,471 --> 01:14:37,703 Did you hear me? Go. Yes. 863 01:14:37,775 --> 01:14:40,266 Go. [ Quacking ] 864 01:14:40,344 --> 01:14:43,438 We were j-- We were just workin' it out. 865 01:14:43,514 --> 01:14:45,448 Sounded like it. 866 01:14:45,516 --> 01:14:48,451 Finish your work. I'll settle their hash. 867 01:14:48,519 --> 01:14:51,283 We've been doing Walkman wars all month. 868 01:14:53,391 --> 01:14:57,885 See, Michael, I would rather handle their fights lately. 869 01:14:57,962 --> 01:15:02,126 - That's all you need, babe. - Oh, what does that mean? I'm not up to it? 870 01:15:02,200 --> 01:15:05,135 Oh, no, Mr. District Attorney, my wife is perfect. 871 01:15:05,203 --> 01:15:08,229 She's really perfect. You hear me? 872 01:15:10,408 --> 01:15:12,603 Thank you for the vote of confidence. 873 01:15:12,677 --> 01:15:15,407 What? I'm being overly-- 874 01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:17,674 Attentive. A little bit, yeah. 875 01:15:17,748 --> 01:15:20,114 Like I'm pregnant or psychotic... 876 01:15:20,184 --> 01:15:22,118 or like I'm made of glass. 877 01:15:22,186 --> 01:15:27,681 You're handling play dates, polishing toilets, shopping up a storm. 878 01:15:27,758 --> 01:15:29,692 A storm. 879 01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:31,694 Yeah, have you looked in the freezer lately? 880 01:15:31,762 --> 01:15:33,696 There's 83 cans of frozen orange juice in there, 881 01:15:33,764 --> 01:15:36,392 if you can see past all the frozen waffles. 882 01:15:36,467 --> 01:15:38,401 The kids like 'em now. 883 01:15:38,469 --> 01:15:41,199 Ah. Oh. '' Now.'' 884 01:15:41,272 --> 01:15:44,673 The post-shameful- incarceration era. 885 01:15:45,843 --> 01:15:48,505 That's what we like to call it. 886 01:15:52,717 --> 01:15:54,947 Sorry. 887 01:15:59,590 --> 01:16:01,524 So... 888 01:16:01,592 --> 01:16:03,924 I was thinking... 889 01:16:08,332 --> 01:16:10,425 about this weekend. 890 01:16:15,373 --> 01:16:20,401 - I call Ed and trade him for the Mexico route. - [ Chuckling ] 891 01:16:20,478 --> 01:16:22,412 [ Sighs ] 892 01:16:22,480 --> 01:16:25,574 - I spoke to Amy. - Amy, yeah. 893 01:16:27,652 --> 01:16:32,180 Michael, don't you think this is all just a little bit inappropriate? 894 01:16:32,256 --> 01:16:34,190 What? 895 01:16:34,258 --> 01:16:37,091 I mean maybe I should learn to live in reality... 896 01:16:37,161 --> 01:16:40,096 before I start trying to escape from it again. 897 01:16:48,372 --> 01:16:51,671 I mean, Rachel was in my group. She's 46. 898 01:16:51,742 --> 01:16:54,336 She taught Russian history at Berkeley. 899 01:16:54,412 --> 01:16:56,607 She has two kids, her family has money, 900 01:16:56,681 --> 01:17:00,208 and she was living under a bench in Golden Gate Park for three years... 901 01:17:00,284 --> 01:17:03,219 before her sister found her there. 902 01:17:03,287 --> 01:17:06,222 You think that can't happen to me? 903 01:17:14,065 --> 01:17:17,557 Ask me how much I want a drink right now. 904 01:17:27,278 --> 01:17:30,611 How come we haven't talked about this? 905 01:17:30,681 --> 01:17:34,913 How come we haven't talked about a lot of things? 906 01:17:36,687 --> 01:17:39,155 I think-- I think maybe we should see someone. 907 01:17:39,223 --> 01:17:42,659 A-At the place, they said that sometimes it's good... 908 01:17:42,727 --> 01:17:47,164 for a couple to see someone who knows about this stuff. 909 01:17:47,231 --> 01:17:50,223 You mean, like a licensed contractor? 910 01:17:53,437 --> 01:17:55,371 You would do that? 911 01:17:56,741 --> 01:17:59,642 Only if you were incredibly grateful. 912 01:18:12,289 --> 01:18:14,189 Now, this is ever since you've been back? 913 01:18:14,258 --> 01:18:16,385 Mm-hmm. 914 01:18:16,460 --> 01:18:20,692 Mm-hmm. Th-- I'm, uh, 915 01:18:20,765 --> 01:18:23,165 just agitated and pissed off, 916 01:18:23,234 --> 01:18:27,432 and it seems unreasonable to me, and l-- And it's-- 917 01:18:27,505 --> 01:18:31,407 I feel like I'm being unfair, and, uh, 918 01:18:31,475 --> 01:18:35,411 especially to Michael, because he's been trying to be sweet, 919 01:18:35,479 --> 01:18:37,413 and he's really-- 920 01:18:37,481 --> 01:18:41,076 You know, he just wants to be there for me. 921 01:18:41,152 --> 01:18:44,315 So you're saying that there's a problem in your marriage, 922 01:18:44,388 --> 01:18:48,180 - and that it's your fault. - No, I don't think that's what she said at all. 923 01:18:48,314 --> 01:18:51,010 I'm sorry, Alice. ls that what you meant to say? 924 01:18:51,083 --> 01:18:54,018 - What I heard was-- - No, I didn't mean to say that, 925 01:18:54,086 --> 01:18:56,554 and, Michael, I can talk for myself. 926 01:18:58,958 --> 01:19:02,018 So how do you feel right now? 927 01:19:02,094 --> 01:19:05,029 I'm irritated. I'm irritated. 928 01:19:05,097 --> 01:19:08,430 Because he does this. Sometimes he just does this. 929 01:19:08,500 --> 01:19:13,130 He just-- Like, he-- I was trying to settle a fight between the two girls, 930 01:19:13,205 --> 01:19:15,673 and he kind of came in, he took over, 931 01:19:15,741 --> 01:19:17,675 and it pissed me off. 932 01:19:17,743 --> 01:19:19,904 You know, it just pissed me off. 933 01:19:19,979 --> 01:19:23,676 - And this is since you've been back. - Yeah. Well-- 934 01:19:27,453 --> 01:19:29,614 No, he's always done that. 935 01:19:30,823 --> 01:19:34,054 - Like? - Like the time that... 936 01:19:34,126 --> 01:19:39,029 Jess wouldn't do her homework, so I said she couldn't go to her girlfriend's house. 937 01:19:39,098 --> 01:19:42,966 And he came into the kitchen, and he took over again... 938 01:19:43,035 --> 01:19:45,299 and erased everything I did. 939 01:19:47,139 --> 01:19:49,699 Belittled me in front of them. 940 01:19:51,977 --> 01:19:54,036 When was this? 941 01:19:56,315 --> 01:20:01,378 When you told me I had all I could handle with my coffee and my little spoon. 942 01:20:05,524 --> 01:20:07,788 What was that about, Michael? 943 01:20:07,860 --> 01:20:11,023 Itwas a joke, to begin with. 944 01:20:12,097 --> 01:20:14,031 And... 945 01:20:15,934 --> 01:20:20,394 she was very hung over, and I was trying to help. 946 01:20:24,443 --> 01:20:27,241 So, Michael, how do you feel? 947 01:20:29,948 --> 01:20:33,213 Manipulated. lrritated. 948 01:20:33,285 --> 01:20:38,052 - Why? - Because we're here to be closer to one another. 949 01:20:40,125 --> 01:20:43,492 And talking over your problems isn't getting closer? 950 01:20:49,435 --> 01:20:54,634 Michael, have you ever thought about going to an Al-Anon meeting, 951 01:20:54,706 --> 01:20:57,641 a meeting for families of alcoholics? 952 01:21:06,285 --> 01:21:08,515 Why that face, Michael? 953 01:21:08,587 --> 01:21:11,147 lt's the only face I have,Janet. 954 01:21:44,890 --> 01:21:47,154 A little slutty. 955 01:21:47,226 --> 01:21:49,285 - Slutty? - Yeah. 956 01:21:54,900 --> 01:21:56,834 Amish. 957 01:21:58,670 --> 01:22:00,501 Not Amish enough. 958 01:22:00,572 --> 01:22:03,507 lt's her first boy-girl dance, Michael. 959 01:22:03,575 --> 01:22:06,703 We should let her go as a girl. 960 01:22:12,584 --> 01:22:16,884 [ Laughing ] lt's just like... yee-haw ! 961 01:22:16,955 --> 01:22:19,890 - Did you put that together? - No. 962 01:22:19,958 --> 01:22:22,358 That's a sad little ensemble. 963 01:22:22,427 --> 01:22:25,794 Oh, well, I forgot how good you were at this, Michael. 964 01:22:28,867 --> 01:22:32,462 lt's just that I know eight-year-old boys have one thing on their minds. 965 01:22:32,538 --> 01:22:34,904 One thing: fourteen-year-old girls. 966 01:22:37,809 --> 01:22:40,835 I feel like an eight-year-old right now. 967 01:22:40,913 --> 01:22:42,904 You look like a 1 4-year-old. 968 01:22:48,620 --> 01:22:50,679 That's sweet, right? 969 01:22:50,756 --> 01:22:52,690 Yeah. 970 01:23:13,745 --> 01:23:16,111 [ Man Laughing ] 971 01:23:16,181 --> 01:23:20,174 - Gary, there's so much truth coming out of you. - It is. This is the depth. 972 01:23:20,252 --> 01:23:23,744 [ Laughing ] I think I'm gonna share this tonight. 973 01:23:23,822 --> 01:23:26,290 You gonna go to the meeting tonight? 974 01:23:27,759 --> 01:23:29,750 [ Alice ] Hey. 975 01:23:30,862 --> 01:23:33,194 Honey, you remember Gary, right? 976 01:23:33,265 --> 01:23:36,757 Sure. How's it goin'? 977 01:23:36,835 --> 01:23:40,464 Good. lt's really good. How you doin'? 978 01:23:41,873 --> 01:23:45,104 You got a great house. You really do. 979 01:23:45,177 --> 01:23:47,202 lt's her. Yeah. 980 01:23:51,617 --> 01:23:53,551 Excuse me. 981 01:24:00,459 --> 01:24:03,019 - I'm sorry. I'm gonna go. - I'm sorry. 982 01:24:03,095 --> 01:24:05,188 [ Chuckling ] No, I'm sorry. 983 01:24:12,671 --> 01:24:16,903 Tell him I'm, uh, sorry if l inconvenienced anything, you know? 984 01:24:16,975 --> 01:24:18,909 Hey, it's not about you, okay? 985 01:24:18,977 --> 01:24:21,036 - I know. All right. - I'm sorry. 986 01:24:21,113 --> 01:24:23,581 - You take care. -Slow down. 987 01:24:23,649 --> 01:24:26,140 - I love you. - Thank you so much. Okay. 988 01:24:26,218 --> 01:24:29,676 - I'll talk to you later. - About 3:00, I'm free. 989 01:24:29,755 --> 01:24:32,223 - Okay. - Okay. Good night. 990 01:24:33,325 --> 01:24:35,259 [ Sighs ] 991 01:24:50,942 --> 01:24:54,878 Why would you suppose he dashed off like that? 992 01:24:56,281 --> 01:24:59,216 I don't know, Michael. Could it have been your face? 993 01:24:59,284 --> 01:25:02,549 You looked like we were naked or something. 994 01:25:11,797 --> 01:25:13,958 Do you wanna ask me something? 995 01:25:14,032 --> 01:25:18,298 - No. - You think this thing with Gary is romantic? 996 01:25:18,370 --> 01:25:21,464 I don't know what to think about anything. 997 01:25:21,540 --> 01:25:24,270 Well, I'm glad to hear you say that. 998 01:25:28,647 --> 01:25:32,344 We haven't sat close like that since I can remember, Alice. 999 01:25:37,022 --> 01:25:38,956 Not since I'm back. 1000 01:25:39,024 --> 01:25:42,858 And if you think about it, not since a while before that. 1001 01:25:56,408 --> 01:25:59,639 Gary needs me, and that feels good. 1002 01:26:00,712 --> 01:26:03,681 And when I'm scared, he can't help, 1003 01:26:03,749 --> 01:26:06,274 and he doesn't pretend that he can. 1004 01:26:07,753 --> 01:26:10,847 And it's not just Gary, Michael. 1005 01:26:10,922 --> 01:26:14,358 The people that I really lean on are the ones at my meetings, 1006 01:26:14,426 --> 01:26:16,394 and you never even ask me about them. 1007 01:26:16,461 --> 01:26:20,192 Don't you wonder who they are or what we talk about? 1008 01:26:20,265 --> 01:26:22,199 Well, I do now. 1009 01:26:22,267 --> 01:26:25,168 So why don't you ask me? 1010 01:26:30,409 --> 01:26:33,207 Come on, Michael. Let's talk about it. 1011 01:26:33,278 --> 01:26:37,078 Okay? I'll tell ya anything you wanna know. 1012 01:26:43,288 --> 01:26:45,586 Do they know how this got started? 1013 01:26:47,159 --> 01:26:49,593 How I became an alcoholic? 1014 01:26:49,661 --> 01:26:52,459 No. They don't know that. 1015 01:26:52,531 --> 01:26:54,465 Nobody seems to know that. 1016 01:26:54,533 --> 01:26:57,991 [ Exhales ] My dad's drinking didn't help. 1017 01:26:58,069 --> 01:27:01,004 The way my mother made me feel like nothing. 1018 01:27:01,072 --> 01:27:02,430 Or maybe it's genetic, or l-- 1019 01:27:02,430 --> 01:27:04,159 Or maybe it's genetic, or l-- 1020 01:27:04,232 --> 01:27:06,166 Nobody knows. 1021 01:27:08,336 --> 01:27:10,497 Did you think this was about you? 1022 01:27:10,572 --> 01:27:12,870 Why would you say that? 1023 01:27:12,941 --> 01:27:16,536 I don't know. You seem a little defensive. 1024 01:27:16,611 --> 01:27:20,411 Wh-Why would I be defensive? ls somebody attacking me? 1025 01:27:20,481 --> 01:27:22,415 No. 1026 01:27:22,483 --> 01:27:24,508 Nobody's attacking you. 1027 01:27:28,089 --> 01:27:31,149 Michael, I am just hanging on here. 1028 01:27:32,493 --> 01:27:34,427 The girls need me really badly. 1029 01:27:34,495 --> 01:27:37,862 I am trying to reestablish a little credibility at school. 1030 01:27:37,932 --> 01:27:39,866 I'm trying to make my meetings. 1031 01:27:39,934 --> 01:27:43,563 So that kinda tells me my place in the batting order... 1032 01:27:43,638 --> 01:27:45,629 of what you need. 1033 01:27:52,747 --> 01:27:55,648 I'm so tired of all this shit. 1034 01:27:55,717 --> 01:27:58,709 [ Sniffs ] I don't wanna be angry anymore. 1035 01:27:58,786 --> 01:28:00,811 I don't wanna-- 1036 01:28:00,888 --> 01:28:04,824 I don't wanna feel... guilty... 1037 01:28:04,892 --> 01:28:06,985 or... 1038 01:28:07,061 --> 01:28:11,896 sad or depressed or frustrated... 1039 01:28:11,966 --> 01:28:14,059 or confused or-- 1040 01:28:14,135 --> 01:28:19,004 Just once, for five minutes, I wanna feel good. 1041 01:28:27,882 --> 01:28:31,374 - My name is Joanna. - [ All ] Hi,Joanna. 1042 01:28:31,452 --> 01:28:36,583 I am so grateful for Maria's topic, emotional abuse. 1043 01:28:36,658 --> 01:28:38,592 Until I came to Al-Anon, 1044 01:28:38,660 --> 01:28:41,652 I was not even aware of how cruelly I was abused... 1045 01:28:41,729 --> 01:28:43,720 by my alcoholic husband, 1046 01:28:43,798 --> 01:28:48,235 because I did not own my own feelings. 1047 01:28:48,303 --> 01:28:51,898 Every waking hour was about my husband's feelings. 1048 01:28:51,973 --> 01:28:54,271 When he was down, I was lower. 1049 01:28:54,342 --> 01:28:57,334 When he was happy, I thought I was too. 1050 01:28:57,412 --> 01:29:02,111 Every day I walked in that door waiting to see what shape he was in, 1051 01:29:02,183 --> 01:29:05,414 so I could find out how I was gonna feel. 1052 01:29:06,487 --> 01:29:09,183 Now, thanks to this program, 1053 01:29:09,257 --> 01:29:12,420 I not only have my own feelings, 1054 01:29:12,493 --> 01:29:15,724 but I have feelings about my feelings. 1055 01:29:15,797 --> 01:29:18,231 And I am so grateful. 1056 01:29:19,500 --> 01:29:21,730 Anyway, thanks. 1057 01:29:21,803 --> 01:29:24,863 [ Man ] Thank you,Joanna. 1058 01:29:24,939 --> 01:29:28,136 [ Clears Throat ] As you know, we have no dues or fees, 1059 01:29:28,209 --> 01:29:32,839 so we're gonna continue sharing as Bob passes the basket around. 1060 01:29:36,918 --> 01:29:39,512 [ Door Unlocks, Opens ] 1061 01:29:53,301 --> 01:29:55,792 - Hi. - Hi. 1062 01:30:06,748 --> 01:30:09,512 - You okay? - Never better. 1063 01:30:10,685 --> 01:30:13,017 What happened? Somethin' at A.A.? 1064 01:30:16,591 --> 01:30:20,425 Uh... I'll be okay. lt's just a really bad day. 1065 01:30:20,495 --> 01:30:24,864 You wanna tell me what's wrong? Somethin' I can do? 1066 01:30:24,932 --> 01:30:29,130 - Thank you, but-- - Can't fix it unless we know it's broke. 1067 01:30:34,175 --> 01:30:36,109 [ Exhales ] How was your meeting? 1068 01:30:38,079 --> 01:30:40,639 First time. I'll get used to it. 1069 01:30:44,452 --> 01:30:47,683 There was a lot of people there feeling sorry for themselves. 1070 01:30:47,755 --> 01:30:50,952 Itwas like an alcoholic has ruined their lives, 1071 01:30:51,025 --> 01:30:55,655 and they'd rather be a victim than try and fix it. 1072 01:31:01,002 --> 01:31:02,936 Fix it, huh? 1073 01:31:06,307 --> 01:31:08,537 What'd I do now, Alice? 1074 01:31:09,744 --> 01:31:14,374 Nothing, Michael. Nothing. 1075 01:31:14,449 --> 01:31:19,386 I'm talking about some losers at my meeting. You're taking it personally. 1076 01:31:21,789 --> 01:31:24,451 The trouble with all these losers at your meeting... 1077 01:31:24,525 --> 01:31:26,925 is that they're not perfect like some people. 1078 01:31:26,994 --> 01:31:31,055 They're married to alcoholics who are bouncing off the walls, 1079 01:31:31,132 --> 01:31:33,396 and they don't know what the fuck to do. 1080 01:31:33,468 --> 01:31:35,993 So you might have to be a little tolerant, 1081 01:31:36,070 --> 01:31:40,530 give them the benefit of your expertise in problem solving. 1082 01:31:43,478 --> 01:31:46,675 Good meeting, huh? You guys drop acid or something? 1083 01:31:47,849 --> 01:31:50,443 Like I said, 1084 01:31:50,518 --> 01:31:52,611 I'm having a really bad day, 1085 01:31:52,687 --> 01:31:56,123 and I don't mean to take it out on you. 1086 01:31:56,190 --> 01:31:58,920 What is it? You want a drink real bad? 1087 01:31:58,993 --> 01:32:02,759 That wouldn't distinguish it from any other day, Michael. 1088 01:32:03,865 --> 01:32:05,799 One of your friends fall off the wagon? 1089 01:32:05,867 --> 01:32:07,801 Nothing happened, Michael. 1090 01:32:07,869 --> 01:32:10,235 Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day. 1091 01:32:10,304 --> 01:32:12,238 That's the thrilling part of all this. 1092 01:32:12,306 --> 01:32:17,039 Itjust comes and hits and runs me over like a goddamned freight train. 1093 01:32:17,111 --> 01:32:21,707 Okay. When's the next freight train comin' through? You got a printed schedule? 1094 01:32:21,782 --> 01:32:25,183 'Cause I could plan around these things,you know, and... 1095 01:32:25,253 --> 01:32:28,745 give you the space so you can,you know, 1096 01:32:28,823 --> 01:32:30,848 smoke. 1097 01:32:40,468 --> 01:32:43,403 Maybe you shouldn't have to, Michael. 1098 01:32:43,471 --> 01:32:47,373 One of the women at my meetings is going to a halfway house, 1099 01:32:47,441 --> 01:32:51,138 - because she's not making it in her home environment, and l-- - What? 1100 01:32:53,881 --> 01:32:56,816 You're actually thinking about this. 1101 01:32:56,884 --> 01:32:59,375 Oh, now, wait. Don't start jumping to conclusions. 1102 01:33:00,454 --> 01:33:02,684 What? 1103 01:33:02,757 --> 01:33:06,090 Excuse me for taking my life personally, Alice ! 1104 01:33:07,228 --> 01:33:09,253 What is wrong with our home? 1105 01:33:09,330 --> 01:33:11,457 - Nothing. - Nothing. 1106 01:33:11,532 --> 01:33:14,330 You said it was something. What is it, huh? 1107 01:33:14,402 --> 01:33:16,336 ls it the couch? 1108 01:33:16,404 --> 01:33:18,338 ls it an area rug? 1109 01:33:18,406 --> 01:33:23,571 Or is it possibly, Alice-- Alicia-- me? ls it me? 1110 01:33:23,644 --> 01:33:27,978 - lt's not your problem. - No, it's not my problem ! lt's just my fucking fault ! 1111 01:33:28,049 --> 01:33:30,882 Everything is my fault ! 1112 01:33:30,952 --> 01:33:35,286 My sick wife is not making it in her home environment ! Why, exactly? 1113 01:33:37,291 --> 01:33:40,351 I mean, I am not your problem. 1114 01:33:40,428 --> 01:33:44,125 I am not your problem to solve ! 1115 01:33:44,198 --> 01:33:48,134 Itwas so much more fun in the old days, wasn't it, Michael? 1116 01:33:48,202 --> 01:33:51,763 I'd get drunk, pass out, and you'd put me back together. 1117 01:33:51,839 --> 01:33:54,467 That was the best, huh? 1118 01:33:54,542 --> 01:33:56,772 That made you feel good. 1119 01:33:57,878 --> 01:34:00,073 And that's what hurts. 1120 01:34:14,028 --> 01:34:16,656 Oh. 1121 01:34:16,731 --> 01:34:20,599 Oh, fuck that ! Fuck making it better, Michael ! 1122 01:34:20,668 --> 01:34:22,693 It's not getting better! 1123 01:34:22,770 --> 01:34:25,034 I don't know how to make it better, 1124 01:34:25,106 --> 01:34:27,793 and I swear to God you don't either ! 1125 01:34:27,927 --> 01:34:30,327 Baby-- 1126 01:34:30,396 --> 01:34:32,694 Every time you say that, 1127 01:34:32,765 --> 01:34:36,064 every time you look at me like that, Michael, 1128 01:34:36,135 --> 01:34:39,127 I wanna come right out of my skin. 1129 01:34:41,407 --> 01:34:47,243 You make me feel like a stupid, worthless, weak animal. 1130 01:34:54,553 --> 01:34:57,613 I don't know how to try anymore. 1131 01:34:57,690 --> 01:34:59,624 Not giving up. 1132 01:34:59,692 --> 01:35:03,128 Sticking together. lsn't that what we're supposed to be trying for? 1133 01:35:03,195 --> 01:35:07,723 No, Michael. We're supposed to try to be real. 1134 01:35:07,800 --> 01:35:12,533 And when you feel alone, you are not together, and that is real. 1135 01:35:12,605 --> 01:35:16,769 And when you don't know, you just don't know. 1136 01:35:20,145 --> 01:35:23,012 [ Sighs ] I think I could love you again... 1137 01:35:27,820 --> 01:35:32,189 if you could just for once say, ''I don't know.'' 1138 01:35:40,032 --> 01:35:42,159 I don't know. 1139 01:35:51,610 --> 01:35:53,544 Didn't work, did it? 1140 01:35:56,715 --> 01:35:58,740 I'll go pack some stuff. 1141 01:35:58,817 --> 01:36:01,843 Michael, I didn't ask you to do that. 1142 01:36:01,920 --> 01:36:03,854 - No, Alice? - No. 1143 01:36:03,922 --> 01:36:06,356 - No? - No. 1144 01:36:06,425 --> 01:36:08,757 Come on, let's be real. 1145 01:36:10,696 --> 01:36:12,664 You're clean. 1146 01:36:12,731 --> 01:36:16,132 You stay hopeless and confused. 1147 01:36:16,201 --> 01:36:19,967 Keep polishing those skills, and I'll take the heat, 1148 01:36:20,039 --> 01:36:22,098 'cause I got some needs of my own. 1149 01:36:22,174 --> 01:36:26,770 When I touch someone, I like it better when their skin doesn't crawl. 1150 01:36:26,845 --> 01:36:30,144 - That's not what I meant. - My wife hurts. 1151 01:36:30,215 --> 01:36:34,083 I need to say, ''What's wrong, honey? 1152 01:36:34,153 --> 01:36:36,747 Somethin' I can do?'' 1153 01:36:36,822 --> 01:36:38,756 And, ''I love you.'' 1154 01:36:40,959 --> 01:36:43,086 So fuck me. 1155 01:36:43,162 --> 01:36:47,155 [ Walking Upstairs ] 1156 01:37:09,822 --> 01:37:11,756 Hey. 1157 01:37:13,225 --> 01:37:15,159 What's the matter, baby? 1158 01:37:20,165 --> 01:37:23,293 You guys were really loud. 1159 01:37:23,368 --> 01:37:25,336 Oh. 1160 01:37:25,404 --> 01:37:27,872 Where's Michael? 1161 01:37:27,940 --> 01:37:29,931 He's out. 1162 01:37:30,008 --> 01:37:35,105 So, are you getting all excited about Ashley's sleep-over? 1163 01:37:35,180 --> 01:37:37,114 I'm not going. 1164 01:37:37,182 --> 01:37:39,116 You're not going? 1165 01:37:39,184 --> 01:37:42,017 Why? What changed your mind? 1166 01:37:42,087 --> 01:37:45,215 I didn't get to be invited. 1167 01:37:47,793 --> 01:37:50,193 Everybody hates me. 1168 01:37:51,563 --> 01:37:53,497 Oh. [ Chuckles ] 1169 01:37:53,565 --> 01:37:57,661 Hey, sweetheart, that's not possible. 1170 01:37:57,736 --> 01:38:00,762 ls this Ashley Barrows? 1171 01:38:01,907 --> 01:38:04,967 - Ashley Canter? Ashley Goodwin? - No. 1172 01:38:05,043 --> 01:38:08,479 - Ashley Whipsnade? - There is no Ashley Whipsnade. 1173 01:38:08,547 --> 01:38:11,209 There is too. I can prove it. 1174 01:38:18,657 --> 01:38:20,591 [ Sighs ] 1175 01:38:23,662 --> 01:38:25,789 Michael moved out. 1176 01:38:26,899 --> 01:38:28,867 For a while. 1177 01:38:30,369 --> 01:38:34,305 But I'm here, and we're gonna be fine. 1178 01:38:39,011 --> 01:38:41,036 He left us? 1179 01:38:43,515 --> 01:38:46,951 - Don't blame him. - But how could he leave us? 1180 01:38:47,019 --> 01:38:49,010 You blame me. 1181 01:38:49,087 --> 01:38:51,817 I messed up, baby. 1182 01:38:53,025 --> 01:38:55,186 But I'm fighting my way back, 1183 01:38:55,260 --> 01:38:57,558 so you help me. 1184 01:38:57,629 --> 01:39:00,154 And don't you blame him. 1185 01:39:00,232 --> 01:39:02,291 Not ever. 1186 01:39:07,105 --> 01:39:09,471 [ Doorbell Rings ] 1187 01:39:17,416 --> 01:39:20,044 Hey, double trouble. 1188 01:39:20,118 --> 01:39:22,052 [ Laughing ] Where have you been? 1189 01:39:22,120 --> 01:39:25,055 I've been on a trip. Are you ready for the beach? 1190 01:39:25,123 --> 01:39:27,785 -Where you been? -I told 'em you were staying with Peter. 1191 01:39:32,965 --> 01:39:35,525 lt's only until Mommy feels better. 1192 01:39:35,601 --> 01:39:38,195 Mommy feels better already. 1193 01:39:38,270 --> 01:39:41,137 See how well it's working? 1194 01:39:43,342 --> 01:39:46,505 Are you guys getting a divorce? 1195 01:39:46,578 --> 01:39:48,409 [ Alice ] Hey, 1196 01:39:48,480 --> 01:39:51,472 don't be silly, baby. 1197 01:39:52,818 --> 01:39:55,548 You guys go have a great time. 1198 01:39:58,624 --> 01:40:01,991 Let's go. Up you go. [ Grunts ] 1199 01:40:07,132 --> 01:40:10,533 - Bye. - Bye. 1200 01:40:23,548 --> 01:40:26,039 "When your day is long" 1201 01:40:28,320 --> 01:40:30,652 "And the night" 1202 01:40:30,722 --> 01:40:34,453 "The night is yours alone" 1203 01:40:38,463 --> 01:40:43,366 "And you're sure you've had enough" 1204 01:40:43,435 --> 01:40:46,131 "Of this life" 1205 01:40:47,572 --> 01:40:49,904 "Hang on" 1206 01:40:53,378 --> 01:40:58,577 "Don't let yourself go" 1207 01:41:00,986 --> 01:41:05,616 "'Cause everybody cries" 1208 01:41:09,227 --> 01:41:14,426 "Everybody hurts" 1209 01:41:14,499 --> 01:41:18,367 "Sometimes" 1210 01:41:20,772 --> 01:41:24,799 "Sometimes everything is wrong" 1211 01:41:28,580 --> 01:41:31,708 "Now it's time to sing along" 1212 01:41:31,783 --> 01:41:37,221 -" When your day is night alone" -"Hold on" 1213 01:41:37,289 --> 01:41:39,780 "Hold on" 1214 01:41:39,858 --> 01:41:44,192 -"If you feel like lettin'go" -"Hold on" 1215 01:41:46,698 --> 01:41:52,568 "If you think you've had too much" 1216 01:41:52,637 --> 01:41:55,197 "Of this life" 1217 01:41:56,341 --> 01:41:58,741 "Well, hang on" 1218 01:42:02,314 --> 01:42:07,183 "'Cause everybody hurts" 1219 01:42:07,252 --> 01:42:09,880 [ Laughing ] 1220 01:42:09,955 --> 01:42:14,016 "Take comfort in your friends" 1221 01:42:17,729 --> 01:42:23,531 "'Cause everybody hurts" 1222 01:42:25,137 --> 01:42:29,369 "Take comfort in your friends" 1223 01:42:29,441 --> 01:42:32,376 - [ Clears Throat ] Hi, I'm Michael. - [ All ] Hi, Michael. 1224 01:42:34,746 --> 01:42:37,112 I have been coming here for... 1225 01:42:38,950 --> 01:42:40,884 four months. 1226 01:42:40,952 --> 01:42:43,386 This is the first time I've talked. 1227 01:42:43,455 --> 01:42:45,389 [ Sighs ] 1228 01:42:45,457 --> 01:42:48,858 My wife is an alcoholic, and we're separated. 1229 01:42:48,927 --> 01:42:52,158 And she's doing great. 1230 01:42:52,230 --> 01:42:54,562 She has her life, uh, back. 1231 01:42:54,633 --> 01:42:57,966 She seems to have her life back. 1232 01:43:01,073 --> 01:43:05,840 l, on the other hand, am not doin' so good, which is funny, I guess. 1233 01:43:11,983 --> 01:43:14,008 I miss my wife. 1234 01:43:15,087 --> 01:43:18,079 And I miss my daughters. 1235 01:43:19,257 --> 01:43:21,384 And things at work-- 1236 01:43:23,128 --> 01:43:25,346 Basically everywhere-- 1237 01:43:30,051 --> 01:43:32,747 I can't get a handle on things. 1238 01:43:40,828 --> 01:43:43,160 Everything's loose and... 1239 01:43:43,231 --> 01:43:45,165 fuzzy. 1240 01:43:50,371 --> 01:43:53,807 I look at her now when I drop off the kids at the house, 1241 01:43:53,875 --> 01:43:57,311 and I see what a wonderful job she's doin' with the kids, 1242 01:43:57,378 --> 01:43:59,312 and I wonder why. 1243 01:44:00,414 --> 01:44:02,348 That maybe she never really needed me... 1244 01:44:02,416 --> 01:44:05,317 as much as I thought she needed me. 1245 01:44:06,854 --> 01:44:10,187 She thinks the girls need more watching after. 1246 01:44:12,960 --> 01:44:16,691 Especially Casey. She's our youngest. 1247 01:44:17,999 --> 01:44:20,126 You think they're growin' up fine... 1248 01:44:20,201 --> 01:44:22,135 on automatic pilot. 1249 01:44:24,539 --> 01:44:27,599 But, uh, you really have to watch 'em closely, 1250 01:44:27,675 --> 01:44:29,734 because, you know, they just-- 1251 01:44:31,012 --> 01:44:34,209 They're always hiding stuff, even from themselves. 1252 01:44:37,385 --> 01:44:39,319 [ Coughs ] 1253 01:44:40,388 --> 01:44:42,322 Anyway... 1254 01:44:44,525 --> 01:44:46,459 I like coming here. 1255 01:44:48,362 --> 01:44:50,762 [ Man ] Thank you, Michael. 1256 01:45:39,113 --> 01:45:42,207 Well, it's, um-- Yeah, I guess it's a speech. 1257 01:45:42,283 --> 01:45:45,218 At my meetings, when you have six months, 1258 01:45:45,286 --> 01:45:47,220 you stand up and tell your story. 1259 01:45:48,289 --> 01:45:50,723 That's all. 1260 01:45:50,791 --> 01:45:53,726 And it's a week from Saturday. 1261 01:45:54,795 --> 01:45:57,286 And I'd really like you to come. 1262 01:46:01,402 --> 01:46:04,838 What? I'm not gonna say bad stuff about you. 1263 01:46:04,905 --> 01:46:06,873 - Oh, you're gonna lie, huh? - [ Laughing ] 1264 01:46:07,942 --> 01:46:10,740 I'm gonna accept responsibility. 1265 01:46:11,812 --> 01:46:13,746 That's what it's for. 1266 01:46:13,814 --> 01:46:15,873 No wonder I'm confused. 1267 01:46:16,951 --> 01:46:18,885 I'd really like you to come. 1268 01:46:18,953 --> 01:46:22,480 - Well, I'll sleep on you-- it. - [ Laughing ] 1269 01:46:26,761 --> 01:46:28,786 You wanna go home with me, huh? 1270 01:46:28,863 --> 01:46:31,024 - Never entered my mind. - Enters mine. 1271 01:46:31,098 --> 01:46:33,828 - Really? - Yeah, all the time. 1272 01:46:35,536 --> 01:46:39,336 I just don't know what it would be like. 1273 01:46:39,407 --> 01:46:43,104 - Because I'm really afraid of that roller coaster thing... - I hate that. 1274 01:46:43,177 --> 01:46:46,613 - when people break up and make up and break up. - People can be immature. 1275 01:46:46,681 --> 01:46:50,583 And the very thing that attracts them is the reason they shouldn't be together. 1276 01:46:50,651 --> 01:46:55,054 And I can't do that, Michael. I can't do that anymore. 1277 01:47:14,375 --> 01:47:16,502 I'm moving to Denver. 1278 01:47:19,714 --> 01:47:22,581 They're talking about rollbacks in this domicile, 1279 01:47:22,650 --> 01:47:25,414 and if I take the transfer, 1280 01:47:25,486 --> 01:47:28,580 I have a better chance to keep flying. 1281 01:47:30,725 --> 01:47:32,659 [ Sighs ] 1282 01:47:35,129 --> 01:47:37,222 lt's either that or change airlines, 1283 01:47:37,298 --> 01:47:39,892 and I'd have to start from the bottom scale. 1284 01:47:39,967 --> 01:47:43,994 I told them that I'd have to talk to you first... 1285 01:47:44,071 --> 01:47:46,005 before I could commit. 1286 01:47:55,149 --> 01:47:59,609 Well, you've worked a lot of years to just start at the bottom. 1287 01:48:09,730 --> 01:48:12,790 I can bid for the San Francisco route. 1288 01:48:14,602 --> 01:48:16,866 And with passes and everything, I can s-- 1289 01:48:22,176 --> 01:48:25,475 This accepting responsibility stuff is really fun. 1290 01:48:34,355 --> 01:48:37,290 I better go home. 1291 01:48:39,493 --> 01:48:42,929 - Don't go yet. Don't go. - I gotta go. 1292 01:48:46,634 --> 01:48:49,967 [ Engine Starts, Car Door Closes ] 1293 01:49:09,356 --> 01:49:13,952 Hey, partner. Can I see that? 1294 01:49:14,028 --> 01:49:17,691 I thought Mom was gonna pick me up after movement class. 1295 01:49:17,765 --> 01:49:20,529 She is. I'm just here for a visit. 1296 01:49:20,601 --> 01:49:22,535 lt's a bug box. 1297 01:49:22,603 --> 01:49:24,537 Thank you. 1298 01:49:24,605 --> 01:49:27,472 I just want to see it. Ooh. 1299 01:49:27,541 --> 01:49:31,341 I like a name that tells you what it is. 1300 01:49:34,081 --> 01:49:36,072 How come you're here? 1301 01:49:40,488 --> 01:49:42,422 Come here. 1302 01:49:49,563 --> 01:49:52,930 I came to say I'm sorry. 1303 01:49:53,000 --> 01:49:58,370 I'm sorry for the fight we had the other day at the park. That was my fault. 1304 01:50:00,107 --> 01:50:04,168 And I'm sorry for not making it better when Mommy was away. 1305 01:50:04,245 --> 01:50:06,179 Wasn't so bad. 1306 01:50:09,850 --> 01:50:13,547 I'm really sorry for almost leaving you with Grandma. 1307 01:50:17,525 --> 01:50:22,087 But mostly I'm sorry for the kind of daddy I was or wasn't... 1308 01:50:22,162 --> 01:50:24,392 all the time since I've known you. 1309 01:50:27,001 --> 01:50:29,263 Why are you saying this? 1310 01:50:36,904 --> 01:50:39,099 I'm leaving for Denver tonight. 1311 01:50:42,643 --> 01:50:44,804 I'm moving there. 1312 01:50:48,382 --> 01:50:50,782 You and Mommy are getting divorced. 1313 01:50:50,851 --> 01:50:53,945 No. No one's even talked about that. 1314 01:50:54,021 --> 01:50:56,455 And if that were to ever happen, 1315 01:50:56,524 --> 01:50:58,549 I'd get lots of free passes, 1316 01:50:58,626 --> 01:51:00,719 and I'd call you all the time, 1317 01:51:00,795 --> 01:51:03,855 and I'd come to visit all the time. 1318 01:51:09,170 --> 01:51:12,264 'Cause Casey will still be your daughter? 1319 01:51:12,339 --> 01:51:15,900 No. 'Cause you're my daughter. 1320 01:51:15,976 --> 01:51:20,208 And I will always come back to see you. 1321 01:51:21,782 --> 01:51:24,444 I will always come back. 1322 01:51:26,520 --> 01:51:28,545 [ Sniffles ] 1323 01:51:30,357 --> 01:51:32,291 Not like my dad? 1324 01:51:32,359 --> 01:51:37,092 [ Sniffles ] I love you so much. Just like your real daddy. 1325 01:51:37,164 --> 01:51:41,191 But I'm really scared. I'm really scared. 1326 01:51:41,268 --> 01:51:44,203 I'm scared that you don't know how much I love you, 1327 01:51:44,271 --> 01:51:48,799 and so I'll always have to be doing stuff so you'll know. 1328 01:51:49,944 --> 01:51:51,878 [ Sobs ] 1329 01:51:51,946 --> 01:51:54,972 I'll try to do stuff too. 1330 01:52:00,154 --> 01:52:02,088 You have to go there, huh? 1331 01:52:02,156 --> 01:52:04,090 [ Sniffles ] 1332 01:52:04,158 --> 01:52:06,092 Yeah. 1333 01:52:14,435 --> 01:52:16,403 Oh. 1334 01:52:19,940 --> 01:52:21,874 [ Sobs ] 1335 01:52:23,811 --> 01:52:26,905 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1336 01:52:28,883 --> 01:52:31,078 I'm sorry, baby. 1337 01:52:32,353 --> 01:52:34,287 You can do it. 1338 01:52:34,355 --> 01:52:36,448 You can do it. 1339 01:52:36,524 --> 01:52:38,458 You can do it. 1340 01:52:38,526 --> 01:52:40,721 You can do it. 1341 01:52:47,635 --> 01:52:49,796 Hey, there, buster. 1342 01:52:50,971 --> 01:52:53,667 Ya goin'on a trip? 1343 01:52:55,676 --> 01:52:57,667 Boo! 1344 01:52:57,745 --> 01:53:00,270 Bad decision. 1345 01:53:01,982 --> 01:53:04,348 Cat got your tongue? 1346 01:53:07,688 --> 01:53:09,815 lt's a long trip this time. 1347 01:53:09,890 --> 01:53:11,824 Like Mommy's trip? 1348 01:53:11,892 --> 01:53:14,190 Maybe longer. 1349 01:53:14,261 --> 01:53:16,195 But I'm gonna call ya every day. 1350 01:53:16,263 --> 01:53:18,527 Every day. 1351 01:53:18,599 --> 01:53:21,363 And I'll be back every chance I get. 1352 01:53:21,435 --> 01:53:23,528 And when I can't, 1353 01:53:25,105 --> 01:53:27,198 you'll come visit me. 1354 01:53:27,274 --> 01:53:29,401 Like Mommy? 1355 01:53:29,476 --> 01:53:32,036 Yeah. [ Kisses ] 1356 01:53:32,112 --> 01:53:34,637 Will there be swans? 1357 01:53:34,715 --> 01:53:37,946 Swans? Swans are possible. 1358 01:53:46,827 --> 01:53:50,228 - Bye, baby. - Bye, baby. 1359 01:53:50,297 --> 01:53:52,231 [ Kisses ] 1360 01:53:56,969 --> 01:54:00,496 [ Thunder Rumbling ] 1361 01:54:06,345 --> 01:54:09,280 [ Applause ] 1362 01:54:09,348 --> 01:54:11,339 [ Aircraft Radio Chattering ] 1363 01:54:13,285 --> 01:54:16,015 Thank you for the fan appreciation, folks. 1364 01:54:16,088 --> 01:54:19,023 Itwas a lot less dramatic than it looked. 1365 01:54:19,091 --> 01:54:21,025 For those of you connecting out of Denver, 1366 01:54:21,093 --> 01:54:23,061 please check your monitors for any delays. 1367 01:54:23,128 --> 01:54:25,062 For the rest of you, 1368 01:54:28,567 --> 01:54:30,535 welcome home. 1369 01:54:37,142 --> 01:54:40,202 Hi, l-I'm Alice, um, alcoholic. 1370 01:54:40,279 --> 01:54:42,213 [ All ] Hi, Alice. 1371 01:54:42,281 --> 01:54:46,081 I've been sober for 1 84 days. 1372 01:54:46,151 --> 01:54:48,483 [ Applause ] 1373 01:54:52,858 --> 01:54:56,191 I-I drank my first beer when I was nine years old. 1374 01:54:56,261 --> 01:55:01,028 My dad's an alcoholic, so, uh, my mother liked to blame my lapse on his example. 1375 01:55:01,100 --> 01:55:03,660 That way she could hurt both of us at once. 1376 01:55:03,736 --> 01:55:07,137 Anyway, I liked my beer... 1377 01:55:07,206 --> 01:55:09,640 and the ones that followed. 1378 01:55:09,708 --> 01:55:12,176 And about a year ago, I-I got drunk. 1379 01:55:12,244 --> 01:55:14,178 I couldn't stop getting drunk. 1380 01:55:14,246 --> 01:55:19,650 Ithad never really happened quite like that, and I still don't know why. 1381 01:55:19,718 --> 01:55:22,551 I've lied to everyone that I know, 1382 01:55:22,621 --> 01:55:25,112 everyone I love, and, um... 1383 01:55:26,191 --> 01:55:28,125 I was ashamed and terrified... 1384 01:55:28,193 --> 01:55:30,718 and humiliated every day. 1385 01:55:32,131 --> 01:55:35,100 Um, one day l... 1386 01:55:35,167 --> 01:55:38,398 got out of the shower, grabbed a towel... 1387 01:55:38,470 --> 01:55:40,404 and decided to go get the paper. 1388 01:55:40,472 --> 01:55:43,635 And nobody saw me go out the front door or at the curb, 1389 01:55:43,709 --> 01:55:45,643 which was a very good thing, 1390 01:55:45,711 --> 01:55:49,010 because I was holding the towel just folded in my hand. 1391 01:55:49,081 --> 01:55:51,072 -[ Laughter ] - [ Laughing ] 1392 01:55:52,551 --> 01:55:54,485 [ Sighs ] 1393 01:55:54,553 --> 01:55:56,578 I know how lucky I've been, 1394 01:55:56,655 --> 01:55:59,749 'cause there were times when I drove my little girls around... 1395 01:55:59,825 --> 01:56:01,793 just ripped out of my mind. 1396 01:56:01,860 --> 01:56:04,294 One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands, 1397 01:56:04,363 --> 01:56:06,763 and when I got home, 1398 01:56:06,832 --> 01:56:09,801 I realized she wasn't with me. 1399 01:56:11,737 --> 01:56:13,967 I had left her someplace. 1400 01:56:15,174 --> 01:56:18,109 And since I couldn't remember where I'd been, 1401 01:56:18,177 --> 01:56:21,271 I had no idea where, so-- 1402 01:56:24,650 --> 01:56:26,743 [ Sighs ] 1403 01:56:26,819 --> 01:56:30,755 I spent the next few hours calling every shop I'd ever been to... 1404 01:56:30,823 --> 01:56:34,418 until finally the tile guy rang my front doorbell. 1405 01:56:34,493 --> 01:56:37,428 They had found my address on a check. 1406 01:56:39,097 --> 01:56:43,500 I rewarded him, of course, you know, by never going back to his store. 1407 01:56:43,569 --> 01:56:48,529 My bottom was 1 84 days ago... 1408 01:56:49,675 --> 01:56:52,303 when my, uh, 1409 01:56:52,377 --> 01:56:54,902 my little girl watched me... 1410 01:56:54,980 --> 01:56:58,347 wash down aspirin with vodka. 1411 01:56:59,618 --> 01:57:01,552 And then I hit her. 1412 01:57:04,623 --> 01:57:08,286 And when I passed out, she was alone with me, 1413 01:57:08,360 --> 01:57:10,351 and she thought I was dead. 1414 01:57:14,933 --> 01:57:20,235 And all of my life, I will never know what that did to her. 1415 01:57:23,742 --> 01:57:26,939 I know I have to forgive myself for that. 1416 01:57:29,681 --> 01:57:34,209 And I have to forgive myself for what I've done to my husband. 1417 01:57:34,286 --> 01:57:38,450 It's horrifying how much you can hate yourself for being low and weak. 1418 01:57:38,524 --> 01:57:41,618 And he couldn't save me from that, so I turned it on him. 1419 01:57:41,693 --> 01:57:45,823 I tried to empty it onto him, but there was always more, ya know? 1420 01:57:45,898 --> 01:57:48,230 When he tried to help, 1421 01:57:48,300 --> 01:57:52,930 I told him that he made me feel small and worthless. 1422 01:57:54,206 --> 01:57:57,232 But nobody makes us feel that, man. 1423 01:57:57,309 --> 01:58:00,005 We do that for ourselves. 1424 01:58:01,747 --> 01:58:04,409 I shut him out because... 1425 01:58:04,483 --> 01:58:08,385 I knew if he ever really saw... 1426 01:58:08,453 --> 01:58:10,387 who I was inside, 1427 01:58:11,723 --> 01:58:13,782 that he wouldn't love me. 1428 01:58:17,129 --> 01:58:19,791 And we're separated now. 1429 01:58:19,865 --> 01:58:21,799 He's moved away. 1430 01:58:21,867 --> 01:58:25,803 And it was so hard not to beg him to stay. 1431 01:58:28,707 --> 01:58:31,642 And I don't know if I'm gonna get a second chance, 1432 01:58:31,710 --> 01:58:35,874 but I have to believe that I deserve one. 1433 01:58:37,015 --> 01:58:39,813 Because we all do. 1434 01:58:46,959 --> 01:58:49,553 [ Applause ] 1435 01:58:59,738 --> 01:59:04,107 Thank you, Alice. Everyone, let's take a 1 5-minute coffee break. 1436 01:59:04,176 --> 01:59:06,110 Thanks. 1437 01:59:07,646 --> 01:59:09,580 That was so beautiful. 1438 01:59:09,648 --> 01:59:11,582 I just hope I can do it too. 1439 01:59:11,650 --> 01:59:13,880 How do you feel? Like a cigarette? 1440 01:59:13,952 --> 01:59:16,716 - Yes. Thank you, sponsor. - You're welcome. 1441 01:59:16,788 --> 01:59:20,554 - Thanks for letting me talk. - Alice, you really made me cry. 1442 01:59:20,626 --> 01:59:22,890 Me, too. 1443 01:59:28,500 --> 01:59:31,196 Me, too. 1444 01:59:34,339 --> 01:59:37,604 My wife is an alcoholic. 1445 01:59:39,244 --> 01:59:41,303 Best person I ever met. 1446 01:59:44,683 --> 01:59:48,847 She has 600 different kinds of smiles. 1447 01:59:48,920 --> 01:59:51,115 They can light up your life. 1448 01:59:52,324 --> 01:59:55,054 They can make you laugh out loud, 1449 01:59:55,127 --> 01:59:57,618 just like that. 1450 01:59:57,696 --> 02:00:00,688 They can even make you cry, just like that. 1451 02:00:02,834 --> 02:00:05,325 And that's just with her smiles. 1452 02:00:06,571 --> 02:00:09,938 You'd have to see her with her kids. 1453 02:00:10,008 --> 02:00:12,806 You'd have to see how they look at her... 1454 02:00:14,179 --> 02:00:16,670 when she's not lookin'. 1455 02:00:19,451 --> 02:00:21,919 To think of all the things she lived through, 1456 02:00:21,987 --> 02:00:23,921 and I couldn't help her. 1457 02:00:25,290 --> 02:00:27,918 Maybe helping wasn't your job. 1458 02:00:27,993 --> 02:00:30,461 The hell it wasn't. 1459 02:00:30,529 --> 02:00:32,520 See, I love her. 1460 02:00:33,932 --> 02:00:35,866 And I tried everything... 1461 02:00:35,934 --> 02:00:38,767 except really listening. 1462 02:00:38,837 --> 02:00:40,805 Really listening. 1463 02:01:35,000 --> 02:01:55,000 Subtitles by Ayaz [ ayazonline@gmail.com ] 1464 02:00:40,872 --> 02:00:43,898 And that's how I left her alone. 1465 02:00:45,811 --> 02:00:48,575 I was so ashamed of that. 1466 02:00:49,748 --> 02:00:51,841 And I couldn't even tell her. 1467 02:00:51,917 --> 02:00:55,011 Maybe if I tell her, she'd love me anyway. 1468 02:00:55,087 --> 02:00:57,453 No, more. 1469 02:00:59,091 --> 02:01:01,719 She would've loved you even more. 1470 02:01:08,600 --> 02:01:13,196 I think you should tell all this stuff to your wife. 1471 02:02:27,645 --> 02:02:30,580 "Hold me, love" 1472 02:02:31,916 --> 02:02:35,818 "I can't sleep again" 1473 02:02:35,886 --> 02:02:39,879 "Ooh, I have to kiss your lips" 1474 02:02:39,957 --> 02:02:44,656 "I wanna lay here next to you" 1475 02:02:44,729 --> 02:02:47,596 "Oh" 1476 02:02:47,665 --> 02:02:51,226 "I remember" 1477 02:02:51,302 --> 02:02:54,328 "Walkin'in the rain" 1478 02:02:55,506 --> 02:02:59,169 "Rain was falling on my head" 1479 02:02:59,243 --> 02:03:03,907 "I don't wanna live through that again" 1480 02:03:03,981 --> 02:03:05,915 "No" 1481 02:03:08,052 --> 02:03:10,850 "Outside" 1482 02:03:10,921 --> 02:03:14,755 "It oughta get dark now" 1483 02:03:14,825 --> 02:03:18,886 "Love is walkin' in the park now" 1484 02:03:18,963 --> 02:03:21,227 "Children singin'songs" 1485 02:03:21,298 --> 02:03:25,826 "One day we'll make all our dreams come true" 1486 02:03:25,903 --> 02:03:29,361 "I will love you" 1487 02:03:30,441 --> 02:03:34,707 "It only takes love" 1488 02:03:34,779 --> 02:03:38,476 "Love is a healin'thing" 1489 02:03:38,549 --> 02:03:42,076 "When you give everything" 1490 02:03:43,254 --> 02:03:45,688 "You're lovin'the world" 1491 02:03:45,756 --> 02:03:51,194 "The world gives you love to hold on to" 1492 02:03:51,262 --> 02:03:54,629 "Remember" 1493 02:03:54,698 --> 02:04:00,364 "When sorrow is over" 1494 02:04:02,973 --> 02:04:06,704 -"Somewhere" -"Just give me many chances" 1495 02:04:06,777 --> 02:04:10,577 -" Oh, no" -"I'll sing of you my love" 1496 02:04:10,648 --> 02:04:16,211 -" The memories" -"Just give me time to learn, to grow" 1497 02:04:18,956 --> 02:04:22,915 "Just give me many chances" 1498 02:04:22,993 --> 02:04:26,622 "I'll see you soon, my love" 1499 02:04:26,697 --> 02:04:32,033 "Just give me time to learn, to grow" 1500 02:04:34,438 --> 02:04:38,374 "Just give me many chances" 1501 02:04:38,442 --> 02:04:42,173 "I'll see you soon, my love" 1502 02:04:42,246 --> 02:04:47,081 "Just give me time to learn, to grow" 1503 02:04:48,285 --> 02:04:51,880 "In September" 1504 02:04:52,957 --> 02:04:56,518 "When the rain comes" 1505 02:04:56,594 --> 02:04:59,893 "And the wind blows" 1506 02:04:59,964 --> 02:05:03,764 "I will see you walking in your coat" 1507 02:05:03,834 --> 02:05:05,563 "Oh" 1508 02:05:05,636 --> 02:05:09,231 "Just give me many chances" 1509 02:05:09,306 --> 02:05:12,742 "I'll see you soon, my love" 1510 02:05:12,810 --> 02:05:18,043 "Just give me time to learn, to grow" 1511 02:05:18,115 --> 02:05:22,108 "Time to learn, to grow" 1512 02:05:22,186 --> 02:05:25,747 "Time to learn, to grow"