1 00:00:19,427 --> 00:00:22,305 When I remember Lisa, I don't think about our clouds 2 00:00:22,667 --> 00:00:26,400 or her work, or where she was from or what she said. 3 00:00:26,867 --> 00:00:29,665 I think about her smell, her taste 4 00:00:30,707 --> 00:00:32,379 her skin searching mine 5 00:00:43,387 --> 00:00:45,901 The first time I met her was at the Brixton Academy 6 00:03:05,947 --> 00:03:07,938 Go save your soul, ok? 7 00:04:28,347 --> 00:04:29,666 Where are you going? 8 00:04:31,267 --> 00:04:34,145 I have a meeting this morning, an appointment 9 00:04:34,907 --> 00:04:36,306 with my supervisor. 10 00:04:46,827 --> 00:04:48,146 The Antarctic, 11 00:04:48,627 --> 00:04:52,415 13,800.000 km2 of ice. 12 00:04:52,587 --> 00:04:54,305 A continent of ice 13 00:04:54,787 --> 00:04:57,984 A place where no man had ever been until its 20th century 14 00:07:42,387 --> 00:07:44,423 Oh Baby, pay attention to me? 15 00:07:44,987 --> 00:07:46,420 Who's gonna make your breakfast? 16 00:07:47,027 --> 00:07:47,982 Ah, yes. 17 00:08:02,027 --> 00:08:03,221 Fuck me 18 00:08:03,587 --> 00:08:05,339 - Fuck you? - Please... Please? 19 00:08:05,827 --> 00:08:07,658 - Say again, again.. Again? - Please! 20 00:08:33,427 --> 00:08:34,496 Sit 21 00:09:31,387 --> 00:09:32,456 Come here 22 00:09:32,827 --> 00:09:34,146 Fuck me 23 00:09:35,427 --> 00:09:36,576 Fuck me 24 00:09:41,307 --> 00:09:42,740 Put me inside you 25 00:10:09,107 --> 00:10:10,506 Do it faster. 26 00:10:11,147 --> 00:10:12,626 Fuck me faster. 27 00:10:21,027 --> 00:10:22,221 Come inside me! 28 00:10:22,787 --> 00:10:23,902 Come inside me! Come on...! 29 00:10:40,747 --> 00:10:41,862 Coffee? 30 00:10:46,467 --> 00:10:47,502 Yeah... 31 00:10:48,067 --> 00:10:52,181 - Why not? - I will put it back on you 32 00:11:29,387 --> 00:11:31,105 Do you think I look like a boy? 33 00:11:32,027 --> 00:11:33,619 Yeah, so I like it 34 00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:35,655 Boy? 35 00:11:36,707 --> 00:11:37,776 Girl? 36 00:11:38,427 --> 00:11:39,860 I feel it big muscle 37 00:11:44,507 --> 00:11:46,020 Look like wings! 38 00:11:46,907 --> 00:11:48,704 You look like an angel 39 00:11:55,787 --> 00:11:58,724 There's a big clog 40 00:12:18,427 --> 00:12:20,577 Only unhappy people abhor dancing. 41 00:12:27,427 --> 00:12:32,450 - How's Americans dance? - Like this 42 00:12:33,227 --> 00:12:36,780 - Um... Turn around - Like this? 43 00:12:39,707 --> 00:12:41,299 And everyones in Brasil.. 44 00:12:41,907 --> 00:12:43,784 I guess they can't help it 45 00:12:52,067 --> 00:12:54,342 This is how we dance raves in America 46 00:12:56,707 --> 00:12:57,901 This is how we dance in England 47 00:13:01,227 --> 00:13:02,296 That's fantastic 48 00:13:50,107 --> 00:13:54,386 I think we will make love without using a condome 49 00:13:55,787 --> 00:13:56,856 No! 50 00:13:58,027 --> 00:14:01,019 Why? I did all the test... make sure I am clean 51 00:14:01,307 --> 00:14:02,376 I know 52 00:14:02,907 --> 00:14:04,625 But I like better this way 53 00:14:11,107 --> 00:14:12,779 Can I take a bath? 54 00:14:16,427 --> 00:14:18,099 Yeah... you should... You stink 55 00:14:33,387 --> 00:14:34,786 Hello, Natasha. 56 00:14:35,507 --> 00:14:38,340 Ahh... Not I was fine.. I jusk kinda finished work and came home. 57 00:14:39,227 --> 00:14:40,740 What happend to you? 58 00:14:43,387 --> 00:14:46,504 Um... mm! You always get all the good boys..! Um.. What's the name? 59 00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:49,218 I'm coming to work at six 60 00:14:49,747 --> 00:14:54,596 Yah... I'll see you then.. OK.. Bye 61 00:14:54,597 --> 00:14:59,946 Natasha always comes back with these ridiculous stories about this really grand men she meets 62 00:14:59,947 --> 00:15:02,142 Really.. Really fucking weird man 63 00:15:02,427 --> 00:15:06,659 The weirdest people coming to our bar... the princes, 64 00:15:06,827 --> 00:15:10,490 Sons of whoever, daughters of whoever and the girlfriends and boyfriends... 65 00:15:10,491 --> 00:15:12,258 prostitute of God knows what... 66 00:15:12,259 --> 00:15:15,863 I went out with a guy who always had a briefcase with him 67 00:15:16,387 --> 00:15:20,619 And rumor had it that is filled 20,000 Euros at all times 68 00:15:20,620 --> 00:15:22,819 Did you ever see the money? 69 00:15:24,107 --> 00:15:25,665 I saw 10,000 of it 70 00:18:26,627 --> 00:18:28,902 - Woman - Man 71 00:18:29,507 --> 00:18:31,259 - Blue - White 72 00:18:32,307 --> 00:18:33,535 Ocean 73 00:18:34,707 --> 00:18:35,901 Waves 74 00:18:36,467 --> 00:18:37,741 Desert 75 00:18:37,907 --> 00:18:39,022 Storm 76 00:18:41,747 --> 00:18:43,100 Love 77 00:18:43,267 --> 00:18:44,541 Us 78 00:18:45,987 --> 00:18:47,055 Yeah! 79 00:18:52,587 --> 00:18:54,066 Those glasses are so ugly 80 00:18:54,867 --> 00:18:56,061 Do I look ugly 81 00:18:56,747 --> 00:18:58,066 You look stupid 82 00:18:58,787 --> 00:19:00,266 I tried to look stupid 83 00:19:14,947 --> 00:19:18,098 I have... once in Colombia 84 00:19:19,267 --> 00:19:22,737 once in Brasil, once in Argentina 85 00:19:23,707 --> 00:19:27,382 once in Germany, when I was in highschool 86 00:19:28,067 --> 00:19:32,445 And I.. have... an English boy friend 87 00:19:32,658 --> 00:19:35,236 Ahh... isn't this romantic? 88 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:50,700 Beautiful morning... 89 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:53,500 No it's not... it's gray 90 00:20:01,539 --> 00:20:07,485 Hang on.. I don't want to... scared to death.. 91 00:21:29,027 --> 00:21:32,019 The only reason I would swim in there is if I really loved you 92 00:21:32,427 --> 00:21:34,258 That so boring 93 00:21:43,307 --> 00:21:45,184 I will be with you nude beach! 94 00:21:49,187 --> 00:21:51,826 Matt, don't go in the water, it's cold 95 00:21:56,147 --> 00:21:57,899 I can't take you anywhere! 96 00:22:05,587 --> 00:22:06,781 I love you! 97 00:22:07,627 --> 00:22:09,026 I love you! 98 00:25:16,267 --> 00:25:18,622 The ice sheet can be 4 km deep 99 00:25:19,267 --> 00:25:21,861 The ice found there can be half a million years old. 100 00:25:22,227 --> 00:25:23,421 The air trapped in the ice.. 101 00:25:23,587 --> 00:25:26,055 we caught the climate when the ice was formed 102 00:25:27,446 --> 00:25:29,778 The Antarctic is the planet's memory 103 00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:33,137 a memory of the time before there were people 104 00:26:20,587 --> 00:26:24,296 She is 21... beautiful.. egotistical 105 00:26:24,947 --> 00:26:26,938 careless and crazy 106 00:26:31,027 --> 00:26:32,096 Hey! 107 00:26:32,667 --> 00:26:33,895 listen to this 108 00:26:36,187 --> 00:26:40,385 Immediately after undressing I was a little embarrassed to discover I had a hard-on 109 00:26:40,587 --> 00:26:42,225 And I lay down on my stomach beside her 110 00:26:42,867 --> 00:26:44,698 One of the misshaped pubic hair and 111 00:26:44,867 --> 00:26:47,381 you could easily make out her slender delicate slit. 112 00:26:48,867 --> 00:26:52,257 I really go for that type of pussy Valery said low voice 113 00:26:53,027 --> 00:26:55,018 It makes you feel like slipping your finger inside 114 00:26:55,867 --> 00:26:59,701 As she lay down.. I can make out the thick plump lips of pussy 115 00:27:00,267 --> 00:27:03,862 I heard footsteps approaching accross the sand and I closed my eyes again. 116 00:27:04,467 --> 00:27:06,503 It sounds very hard on your skin 117 00:27:16,107 --> 00:27:17,904 Don't wave that belt in my face 118 00:27:18,827 --> 00:27:20,306 You know I got hurt once 119 00:27:20,547 --> 00:27:22,856 while waving a towel in my face. 120 00:27:24,267 --> 00:27:26,098 Oh.. no, don't put my stockings on 121 00:27:30,307 --> 00:27:31,581 No.. I can't see.. 122 00:27:33,707 --> 00:27:34,981 Forget who you are 123 00:27:37,667 --> 00:27:38,986 Forget where you are 124 00:27:50,067 --> 00:27:52,103 You are on a beach in Thailand. 125 00:28:10,947 --> 00:28:12,619 Your eyes closed 126 00:28:14,427 --> 00:28:16,145 So you can't see them 127 00:28:26,387 --> 00:28:28,059 You feel them watching you 128 00:28:55,027 --> 00:28:56,904 There's a couple behind me 129 00:28:58,067 --> 00:28:59,261 Am I right? 130 00:29:08,827 --> 00:29:11,057 I can feel them looking at me 131 00:29:18,227 --> 00:29:20,457 And I put my hand between my legs. 132 00:29:25,627 --> 00:29:27,026 I am so wet. 133 00:29:31,067 --> 00:29:33,581 she slides down her boyfriend's body 134 00:29:48,227 --> 00:29:51,503 she has most amazing breasts 135 00:29:56,827 --> 00:29:58,465 And she is rubbing them 136 00:30:15,627 --> 00:30:17,538 And she's covered with oil 137 00:30:29,547 --> 00:30:31,981 She leans hers... to... 138 00:30:32,387 --> 00:30:33,866 her boyfriend 139 00:30:39,507 --> 00:30:41,020 she grabs his balls. 140 00:30:43,107 --> 00:30:45,098 put his cock in her mouth 141 00:30:54,427 --> 00:30:56,099 Fuck me, Matt. 142 00:30:57,307 --> 00:30:59,218 Come up here and fuck me 143 00:31:00,627 --> 00:31:03,300 Come up! Come up here and fuck me! 144 00:31:04,227 --> 00:31:05,376 Matt, 145 00:31:06,147 --> 00:31:07,296 Fuck me! 146 00:31:10,587 --> 00:31:11,940 Fuck me! 147 00:31:52,147 --> 00:31:53,785 Fuck me faster! 148 00:31:55,067 --> 00:31:56,386 Fuck me! 149 00:32:05,867 --> 00:32:06,982 Fuck me! 150 00:32:16,947 --> 00:32:18,175 Faster! 151 00:32:20,587 --> 00:32:21,417 Fuck me! 152 00:32:34,027 --> 00:32:36,302 Fuck me faster! 153 00:32:36,467 --> 00:32:37,456 Good 154 00:32:52,867 --> 00:32:54,016 Fuck me! 155 00:35:52,547 --> 00:35:53,821 Thanks for supper 156 00:35:54,787 --> 00:35:55,822 No problem 157 00:35:57,827 --> 00:35:59,658 Thanksgiving tomorrow 158 00:36:00,347 --> 00:36:01,302 I know 159 00:36:01,467 --> 00:36:02,820 We should do something 160 00:36:05,427 --> 00:36:08,180 Um.. I got some dinner plans with some friends of mine from America 161 00:36:10,867 --> 00:36:11,902 You'll hate it? 162 00:36:14,827 --> 00:36:16,385 It's really good though 163 00:36:37,547 --> 00:36:38,821 Do it harder 164 00:36:52,467 --> 00:36:54,423 Massage my pussy 165 00:37:25,867 --> 00:37:28,256 Sometimes you kiss me I just wanna bite you 166 00:37:28,827 --> 00:37:31,625 Not a nice way... But I wanna hurt you 167 00:37:32,507 --> 00:37:35,499 Like I wanna bite your lips really fuckin hard and make you bleed 168 00:37:38,627 --> 00:37:39,616 Um.. that's him 169 00:37:39,787 --> 00:37:42,699 - You wanna talk? - Um... I just gonna go right out 170 00:37:42,867 --> 00:37:43,856 Ok. 171 00:37:44,507 --> 00:37:45,701 in bed 172 00:40:10,500 --> 00:40:11,500 OK? 173 00:42:26,300 --> 00:42:27,800 Lisa didn't wanna go to the gig that night? 174 00:42:28,900 --> 00:42:29,900 so I gave her ticket away 175 00:42:31,227 --> 00:42:33,582 Five thousand people in a room and you can still feel alone 176 00:44:16,147 --> 00:44:17,865 Did you put sugar in my tea? 177 00:44:18,387 --> 00:44:19,536 Possibly 178 00:44:20,067 --> 00:44:21,819 I don't like sugar in my tea 179 00:44:23,107 --> 00:44:24,779 Good for your pig job 180 00:44:25,667 --> 00:44:27,259 I don't wanna be pig time 181 00:44:32,547 --> 00:44:34,219 You gonna drink your tea? 182 00:44:35,067 --> 00:44:36,546 It's too hot 183 00:44:38,467 --> 00:44:40,139 And it's got sugar in it? 184 00:44:56,427 --> 00:44:58,258 You are so boring today..! 185 00:44:59,387 --> 00:45:00,342 boring 186 00:45:00,587 --> 00:45:02,862 Bo.. Boring 187 00:45:03,227 --> 00:45:05,457 I am sure there is someone named Bo... Boring 188 00:45:06,627 --> 00:45:07,821 Bo Derek 189 00:45:09,107 --> 00:45:11,826 You're not very interesting when you start taking pills at this time of the day 190 00:45:12,467 --> 00:45:16,255 You know what? I've hardly been taking these fucking pills at this time a day 191 00:45:16,427 --> 00:45:19,000 I took my prescription pill.. everyday 192 00:45:19,100 --> 00:45:21,337 That I've been taking since you fucking met me 193 00:45:21,507 --> 00:45:24,658 I didn't take any of those pills.. Did you see me taking any of those pills? 194 00:45:24,827 --> 00:45:31,010 You been sitting right in front of me... Are you sitting in front of me? ... now looking at me... don't pay any fucking attention to me? 195 00:45:39,147 --> 00:45:40,102 Hey 196 00:45:41,187 --> 00:45:42,302 Hi 197 00:45:43,067 --> 00:45:44,466 I bought you a present 198 00:45:52,787 --> 00:45:53,936 Me 199 00:46:04,027 --> 00:46:05,176 Just kidding 200 00:52:35,467 --> 00:52:37,139 Explorering the Antarctic.. 201 00:52:37,307 --> 00:52:38,820 is almost like exploring space 202 00:52:39,507 --> 00:52:40,860 You enter a void 203 00:52:41,547 --> 00:52:43,291 Thousands of miles with no poeple.. 204 00:52:43,443 --> 00:52:45,421 no animals... no plants 205 00:52:46,107 --> 00:52:47,620 You're isolated in a vast... 206 00:52:47,787 --> 00:52:48,981 empty continent 207 00:52:49,147 --> 00:52:51,786 Claustrophobia and Agoraphobia are in the same place 208 00:52:53,227 --> 00:52:54,945 like a two people in a bed 209 00:53:54,907 --> 00:53:59,082 We spend my birthday in a hotel where a friend of Lisa's worked 210 00:54:02,707 --> 00:54:05,267 Lisa gave me a book on the Antarctic as my present 211 00:54:09,667 --> 00:54:11,703 The ice is everywhere and everything 212 00:54:12,507 --> 00:54:15,305 It spreads to all sides in an unbounded void of 213 00:54:15,467 --> 00:54:17,617 alien whiteness in geometric rigor 214 00:54:18,427 --> 00:54:21,737 The Antarctic is highest, windest, driest continent 215 00:54:22,507 --> 00:54:24,737 Its topography and dynamics is simpliest on earth 216 00:54:24,907 --> 00:54:26,863 An exercise in reductionism 217 00:54:31,947 --> 00:54:34,507 The iceberg is a microcosm of Antarctica 218 00:54:34,867 --> 00:54:38,906 It's a fragment torn loose from the continent both substance and symbol 219 00:54:39,267 --> 00:54:42,896 within it's ice the berg contains a record of all ice terrains 220 00:54:43,427 --> 00:54:46,544 As it moves away from the massive ice it gradually disintegrates 221 00:54:47,627 --> 00:54:50,061 Most bergs last less than two months in an open sea 222 00:54:57,827 --> 00:54:59,545 see your back... 223 00:55:03,667 --> 00:55:05,783 It's just this... back and forth 224 00:55:06,187 --> 00:55:07,939 But you have to move your ass more 225 00:55:17,947 --> 00:55:19,699 - Do you love it? - Turn around 226 00:55:20,347 --> 00:55:21,496 Bend over 227 00:55:25,427 --> 00:55:26,621 What time is it? 228 00:55:27,027 --> 00:55:28,062 I don't know 229 00:55:29,547 --> 00:55:30,900 Should we have a light? 230 00:55:37,787 --> 00:55:39,300 That's so attractive 231 00:55:41,187 --> 00:55:42,506 Yeah... 232 00:55:44,347 --> 00:55:45,860 We will save the rest for later 233 00:55:48,427 --> 00:55:50,987 It is Michael Nyman's 60th birthday concert 234 00:56:35,147 --> 00:56:37,297 That was the night she told me she's going back to America. 235 00:56:41,300 --> 00:56:42,936 You look like a gangster, like that? 236 00:56:43,500 --> 00:56:45,025 I'm trying to look like a gangster 237 00:56:49,900 --> 00:56:50,900 You look ugly 238 00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:54,400 Trying to look ugly 239 00:56:55,300 --> 00:56:58,408 It's just for a year.. um..? 240 00:57:08,667 --> 00:57:10,578 Sometimes you have to have faith in people 241 00:57:41,907 --> 00:57:44,375 - You'll miss me? - Always 242 00:59:59,987 --> 01:00:02,103 There was only a week before her flight home 243 01:00:03,107 --> 01:00:05,302 She was like a tourist on holiday in London 244 01:00:05,827 --> 01:00:08,057 She bought souvenirs and Christmas presents 245 01:00:09,267 --> 01:00:10,825 She was happy to be leaving 246 01:00:13,787 --> 01:00:15,266 - Are you ready? - Yeah! 247 01:00:15,547 --> 01:00:16,821 - One, two, three! - Heee.. Ya 248 01:00:18,707 --> 01:00:20,306 - Ah... like this - Yeah... 249 01:00:20,307 --> 01:00:22,582 I see in your future 250 01:00:24,267 --> 01:00:25,256 Hey 251 01:00:31,107 --> 01:00:34,656 The day she left was the first time she invited me to her apartment 252 01:00:35,867 --> 01:00:38,825 She didn't want me to come to the airport or to the station with her 253 01:00:39,547 --> 01:00:41,185 She didn't want any long goodbyes 254 01:01:11,787 --> 01:01:15,496 That you fly over the continent you see the journey of the ice in reverse 255 01:01:15,827 --> 01:01:18,102 The sea, the iceberg, the sea ice, 256 01:01:18,267 --> 01:01:20,701 the ice shelf and the ice sheet 257 01:01:21,867 --> 01:01:24,461 Each year the ice inches its way from the heart of the continent 258 01:01:24,627 --> 01:01:27,095 to the sea into which it finally melts 259 01:01:33,627 --> 01:01:34,855 It's beautiful!