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<b><font color="#51f7ff">Improved By: Fidel33
Sub Upload Date: November 3, 2015</font></b>

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These are the only
three people left.

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This is Mr. Alex Steele,
Mrs. Juliette Ashby,

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- Mrs. Amy Winehouse.
- Ah, my booby.

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In other words,
Mrs. Amy Winehouse.

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And everyone else is gone.

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D'you want a lick
of the lollipop?

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Come on, have a lick.

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- No, I don't.
- Have a lick. Come here.

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Come and have a lick.

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No one wants to lick
your slobbery lollipop.

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- Lauren, just lick it.
- Here's me.

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It's my 14th... (GIGGLING)

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birthday evening and party.

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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♪ Happy birthday dear Lauren ♪

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♪ Happy birthday... ♪

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♪ To... you ♪

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- Oh, wow.
- (JAZZY MUSIC)

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♪ Moon River wider than a mile ♪

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♪ I'm crossing you in style... ♪

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AMY: I was singing
with a little jazz unit,

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the National Youth
Jazz Orchestra,

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must've been about 16,

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and I just loved jazz.

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Dinah Washington...

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Sarah Vaughan, Tony Bennett.

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I learned to sing from listening
to stuff like Monk,

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and a lot of soloists as well,

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rather than just listening
to singers.

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I learned from everything,
really.

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♪ ...same rainbow's end ♪

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♪ Waiting round the bend ♪

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♪ My Huckleberry friend ♪

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♪ Moon River ♪

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♪ And me ♪

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So singing has always been
important to me,

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but I never thought, "I love
singing, I'll be a singer."

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I just thought, "I'm lucky"

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there is something
I can always do, if I want to.

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"I'm so lucky like that."

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But I didn't think
it would be a career choice.

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♪ And me ♪

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♪ Moon River and me ♪

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What's the date?

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- Today?
- 24th.

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- Is it?
- Yeah.

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- The what?
- 24th.

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- Of what?
- January.

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And, um, what day is it?

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- Saturday.
- And what year is it?

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Lunchtime.

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MAN: I was a 19-year-old
office junior

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for a promotions company

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owned by Simon Fuller.

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I just started to try
and kind of blag it myself

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as a talent scout.

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I was definitely
out of my depth.

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AMY: My friend Tyler
is a singer.

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He was with Nicky Shymansky
and Tyler said,

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"My friend Amy sings jazz
and she's great."

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Nicky said to me,
"Want some studio time?"

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I said, "For what?"
And he was like,

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"Well, if you'd write songs,

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we'd make a record,
get a record deal."

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I was, like,
"What do you get out of it?"

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- Hello.
- (MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS TUNING UP)

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I look ugly.

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Yeah, look at you.
You look lovely.

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I don't. My chin's massive.
(LAUGHING)

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- Worried about your chin?
- That's there forever.

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♪ There is no greater thrill ♪

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♪ Than what you bring to me ♪

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♪ No sweeter song ♪

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♪ Than what you sing ♪

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♪ Sing to me ♪

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- Decide to record it?
- Yeah.

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Hello.

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I'm just here... smoking a fag.

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I just like to...
Oh, I look so grim.

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I look like a floating head.
You know, I've got no hair.

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I'm just on a black screen.

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There's my hand.
What's going on?

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NICK: We'd recorded
quite a few demo recordings,

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and I started to talk about

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whether she'd ever consider
writing.

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She said she's not sure
about writing songs,

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but she's written
a lot of poems.

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♪ And he's my life ♪

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She knew full well
she'd been writing songs,

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but they were very
personal songs.

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(FUNKY JAZZY MUSIC)

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(AMY SINGING)

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AMY: I wouldn't write anything

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unless it was directly personal
to me,

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just 'cause I wouldn't be able
to tell the story right

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because I wouldn't have done it.

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Even though some of it
is personal in a sad way,

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I'd never let it just be that.

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I'll always put a punchline
in the song.

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Just try and be different
with my lyrics.

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Someone gave me a CD, two songs,

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and they weren't necessarily
what you'd call hit songs,

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but they conveyed an emotion
that just touched me.

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When you have that as an artist,

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you usually have
a story to tell behind it.

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But it's a big leap of faith.

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I think my boss
even questioned the deal,

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because we were really
committing to giving

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an unsigned artist
close to 250,000 pounds.

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(UPBEAT JAZZY MUSIC)

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(AMY)

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We both knew we wanted
to live with each other,

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we both knew
we wanted to move out.

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She had family issues
and I had lots of things

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going on with my family,
and we looked after each other.

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It was amazing.
We were young kids

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and we were best friends,
in a flat on our own.

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(JAZZY MUSIC)

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She loved it.

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Juliette would sing,
Amy would sing...

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And we just used
to see each other all the time.

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We used to go
to so many gigs with Amy.

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And when she first started
doing her music,

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we were all so excited
and proud of it.

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Where are we, Amy?

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- We're in Brighton.
- Yeah, but what are we in now?

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Um, we're in, uh...
What's-it Square,

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Regency Square, in a black cab.

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In a white cab. A beautiful cab.

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- And Lauren's with us.
- Ah!

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D'you know what my favourite
thing about Nicky is?

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- His legs.
- (LAUGHTER AND TAPPING)

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NICK: Aw.

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Know what my other
favourite thing is?

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- What?
- Not your hair.

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She could make you feel
so important...

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and then, all of a sudden,

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very unimportant.

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And then make you feel
so important again.

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That was what she did.
She liked to get people

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into a comfortable position
and then shock them.

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If I got my hair right,
then what would that mean?

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That would mean
you were ready to marry me.

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(AMY)

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NICK: Her first relationship

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was with an older guy
called Chris.

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She really got the hots for him.
Madly in love with him.

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She wrote a few songs
about having the hots for him.

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And then, eventually,
she lost interest and...

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She always used to talk about it
and started writing about that.

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(AMY SINGING)

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I think when I was growing up,

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the music that was
in the pop charts or, you know,

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the music that was...

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that people were releasing
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I just thought,
"This isn't music,"

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this is watered down,
or this is, you know, just crap,

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someone else has written it
for you

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"and you have to sing it."

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It's very much the case
with some music today.

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I really started writing music
just as... to challenge myself,

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to see what I could write or,
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just because
there was nothing else there

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that I could listen to
at the time.

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And having listened to jazz
and, you know, great songwriters

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like James Taylor
and Carole King,

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it was very...
I felt like I had nothing new

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that was coming out at the time

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that really represented me
or the way I felt.

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So I just started writing,
really, my own stuff

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and from personal experience.

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This is, um,
I Heard Love is Blind.

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(LAUGHTER)
I'll just clip, clip my hair

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out of the way, 'cause
it's gonna get on my nerves.

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I remember thinking,
when she walked in,

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she was this complete
force of nature.

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I thought, "Wow,
there's something about you."

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And I remember thinking,
"Please be good."

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I wrote this in Miami with
a guy called Salaam and, um...

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- and I'm really proud of it.
- NICK: She was 18

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and she was a very classic
North London Jewish girl.

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A lot of attitude.

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Quite shy, but something
emanated from her.

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She had a charisma.

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When you looked
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and her melodic capability,

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she was a very old soul
in a very young body.

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And we did the deal
very, very quickly.

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(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)

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Amy's album came out yesterday
and how many has it sold so far?

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A pretty staggering 800,
actually.

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That is at least...

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I've emptied my bank account
buying 600 of them.

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That is, at least half my
friends have bought the album.

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Bastards. I'd better call
the other half up today.

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Snug in a rug.

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She's going to get annoyed.

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- (PHONE RINGING)
- Amy?

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Explain what your little hub
is all about.

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- IAN: Hello. Oh, you're coming.
- AMY: Sleeping!

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NICK: Just give us a smile,
then we can turn the camera off.

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Come on, just give us a quick
one. A one-second flash.

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(LAUGHING)

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(SLOW JAZZY MUSIC)

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How big do you think
you're going to be?

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I don't, at all,
because, you know,

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my music is not on that scale.
The music is not on that scale.

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Sometimes I wish it was,

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but I don't think
I'm gonna be at all famous.

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I don't think I could handle it.

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I'd probably go mad.

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You know what I mean?
I would go mad.

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- Where are we going?
- We're going to Birmingham!

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Why are we going to Birmingham?

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We're going to Birmingham
to sing songs.

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- Yeah?
- And make merry.

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Oh, that was sick!
That was sick!

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- Get me, get me.
- Nicky, that was beautiful.

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What are your thoughts
on how beautiful that was?

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My turn, my turn!

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Wait, let me get
a really good shot.

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Oh, what a shot.

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Oh!

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She don't even care.

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Watch it...
watch it go in there.

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Got no light in here.

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Don't get my spots in.

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What spots? (LAUGHTER)

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- I love you.
- Do you know I'm zooming in?

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You're zooming in
on all my spots!

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You're a fucking cunt.

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Does my hair look okay
like this?

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Yeah, very good. It's lovely.

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- Do you promise?
- I promise.

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What song d'you think
I should do first tonight?

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Right, I think
you should start off with...

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Ah, I love your little cap!
It's so cute!

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Um, I think you should
start off with a song called...

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Oh, on camera. Okay. Okay.

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- Go, sister. Go get done.
- Stop!

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(SCATTING)

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♪ In my bed ♪

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♪ Yeah yeah... ♪

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MAN: Could you please
introduce yourself?

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Yes. Hello. I'm Amy Winehouse.

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I'm 20. I'm a jazz singer.

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I've heard your record
and it sounds very, uh, mature.

250
00:16:53,903 --> 00:16:56,671
Is it all live?
Also, not only the singing,

251
00:16:56,673 --> 00:16:58,240
but also the instruments?

252
00:16:58,241 --> 00:17:00,542
Yeah, all the instrumentation
is completely live.

253
00:17:00,543 --> 00:17:03,878
I wouldn't have any fake horns
on my record.

254
00:17:03,879 --> 00:17:05,913
I think they put fake strings
on Take the Box,

255
00:17:05,915 --> 00:17:07,749
but I wasn't a part of that.

256
00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:13,020
I would never, ever have put
strings on my record. Ever.

257
00:17:13,022 --> 00:17:16,724
And this guy doing the mix
of this song, he just...

258
00:17:16,727 --> 00:17:18,759
didn't even think about it.

259
00:17:21,864 --> 00:17:23,298
Okay, um...

260
00:17:23,299 --> 00:17:25,567
just a couple of questions.
Um...

261
00:17:28,971 --> 00:17:30,838
- Upset?
- Yeah.

262
00:17:33,308 --> 00:17:36,644
Oh, okay. Okay, okay.

263
00:17:36,646 --> 00:17:38,246
Okay. Um...

264
00:17:38,248 --> 00:17:42,284
There wasn't a girl that had
been gobby in the media

265
00:17:42,286 --> 00:17:43,718
for a long time.

266
00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:46,554
And she could be very cutting.

267
00:17:46,556 --> 00:17:50,592
Especially if she got bored
or felt misunderstood.

268
00:17:50,594 --> 00:17:52,794
WOMAN: I dunno,
it seems to me, though,

269
00:17:52,796 --> 00:17:54,762
that every woman
who writes about, you know,

270
00:17:54,765 --> 00:17:57,499
kind of puts it down on a record

271
00:17:57,500 --> 00:17:59,433
doesn't do them any harm.

272
00:17:59,435 --> 00:18:01,236
Look at Dido. I mean, she...

273
00:18:01,238 --> 00:18:04,705
she used that album to
clean out her emotional closet.

274
00:18:04,708 --> 00:18:06,807
- Did she?
- Yeah, it's all about

275
00:18:06,809 --> 00:18:10,144
the break-up of her relationship
and, you know,

276
00:18:10,146 --> 00:18:11,846
- kind of like surviving.
- Mm...

277
00:18:11,847 --> 00:18:14,915
And, uh, and not, not going...
I mean, like the whole thing

278
00:18:14,917 --> 00:18:16,817
about not going down
with the ship.

279
00:18:16,819 --> 00:18:18,987
- Yeah...
- I mean, Dido's Dido,

280
00:18:18,989 --> 00:18:22,824
- but, you know, I mean, uh...
- (AMY SIGHING)

281
00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:26,728
I think she's one
of the most exciting

282
00:18:26,730 --> 00:18:28,229
and brilliantly
talented vocalists

283
00:18:28,230 --> 00:18:30,365
to emerge in this country
in many, many years.

284
00:18:30,366 --> 00:18:31,499
It is Amy Winehouse.

285
00:18:31,500 --> 00:18:33,801
(APPLAUSE)

286
00:18:35,971 --> 00:18:36,971
Fantastic.

287
00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:40,842
You're managed by the company
who looks after S Club 7,

288
00:18:40,844 --> 00:18:44,112
used to look after
the Spice Girls, Simon Fuller.

289
00:18:44,114 --> 00:18:46,114
Have they tried to mould you
in any way?

290
00:18:46,115 --> 00:18:47,648
Asked you to do things,

291
00:18:47,651 --> 00:18:49,550
to change the way you look
or speak or behave?

292
00:18:49,552 --> 00:18:51,486
Um, yeah, one of them
tried to mould me

293
00:18:51,488 --> 00:18:53,788
into a big triangle shape
and I went, "No!"

294
00:18:53,789 --> 00:18:57,659
(LAUGHTER)
No, I've got my own style.

295
00:18:57,661 --> 00:19:00,828
I've got my own style
and I wrote my own songs

296
00:19:00,830 --> 00:19:03,964
and, you know, if someone has
so much of something already,

297
00:19:03,967 --> 00:19:05,799
there's very little you can...
add.

298
00:19:05,801 --> 00:19:08,001
Yeah. You know what I like
about you, as well?

299
00:19:08,003 --> 00:19:09,269
The way you sound so common.

300
00:19:09,271 --> 00:19:11,439
(LAUGHTER) Because I am common

301
00:19:11,441 --> 00:19:14,942
and it's like, you know,
it's so refreshing

302
00:19:14,944 --> 00:19:17,045
to hear someone
who isn't speaking

303
00:19:17,047 --> 00:19:18,946
like they've taken
elocution lessons.

304
00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:22,217
Yeah. They gave me elocution
lessons, but they kind of...

305
00:19:22,219 --> 00:19:23,651
Psht!

306
00:19:23,653 --> 00:19:25,854
- They didn't stick.
- Off my back, yeah.

307
00:19:37,133 --> 00:19:38,700
I realized early on,

308
00:19:38,701 --> 00:19:42,470
when Amy made her mind up,
she made her mind up.

309
00:19:42,471 --> 00:19:45,606
And I found it difficult
to stand up to her.

310
00:19:47,476 --> 00:19:51,512
She would say, "Oh, Mum,
you're so soft with me."

311
00:19:51,515 --> 00:19:53,714
"I can get away with murder.

312
00:19:53,717 --> 00:19:55,784
You should be tougher, Mum."

313
00:19:56,618 --> 00:19:59,019
Well, I just accepted it.

314
00:19:59,021 --> 00:20:03,290
I wasn't strong enough
to say to her, "Stop."

315
00:20:07,596 --> 00:20:09,396
(AMY)

316
00:20:36,125 --> 00:20:40,795
I met another woman when
Amy was about 18 months old.

317
00:20:40,797 --> 00:20:43,198
We worked together.
We were having an affair.

318
00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:46,968
But another eight or nine years
were to pass before I left home.

319
00:20:47,836 --> 00:20:50,438
I was a coward.

320
00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:54,209
But I felt that Amy was over it
pretty quick.

321
00:21:01,083 --> 00:21:03,218
(AMY)

322
00:21:29,111 --> 00:21:31,512
When Amy was a teenager,
13 or 14,

323
00:21:31,515 --> 00:21:33,615
she was being taken
to the doctor's

324
00:21:33,616 --> 00:21:35,450
and she was on antidepressants.

325
00:22:05,748 --> 00:22:07,714
(SLOW MUSIC)

326
00:23:45,447 --> 00:23:49,282
♪ What is it about men ♪

327
00:23:50,986 --> 00:23:54,855
Amy used to always say to me
that that was her dream, really,

328
00:23:54,857 --> 00:23:56,457
to do those sorts of shows,

329
00:23:56,459 --> 00:24:00,528
to play in jazz clubs
to small audiences.

330
00:24:00,529 --> 00:24:03,830
She had one of the most pure
relationships to music,

331
00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:06,233
such an emotional
relationship to music.

332
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:10,003
Like she needed music
as if it was a person,

333
00:24:10,006 --> 00:24:12,272
and that she would die for it.

334
00:24:12,275 --> 00:24:14,608
(AUDIENCE APPLAUDING, CHEERING)

335
00:24:15,309 --> 00:24:17,310
Let me read this.

336
00:24:18,646 --> 00:24:20,515
Oh, my God.

337
00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:23,817
Uh, and the winner...

338
00:24:23,819 --> 00:24:26,386
and the song is Stronger Than Me

339
00:24:26,388 --> 00:24:29,289
by Amy Winehouse
and Salaam Remi.

340
00:24:29,291 --> 00:24:30,857
Let's give it up!

341
00:24:30,859 --> 00:24:33,161
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)

342
00:24:37,132 --> 00:24:39,666
This is me, isn't it?
Right here.

343
00:24:39,669 --> 00:24:41,635
Wow!

344
00:24:41,637 --> 00:24:45,839
I don't believe this.
Um, thank you, Salaam.

345
00:24:45,842 --> 00:24:47,307
There's no picture of him,

346
00:24:47,309 --> 00:24:49,810
but Salaam is the most
inspirational producer

347
00:24:49,813 --> 00:24:51,479
I've ever worked with.

348
00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:55,316
And he has that unique skill
of not just having

349
00:24:55,317 --> 00:24:58,185
the most appropriate beat,
but also, um,

350
00:24:58,188 --> 00:24:59,787
drawing the artistry out.

351
00:24:59,788 --> 00:25:01,788
And I guess that's the story
of this song.

352
00:25:01,790 --> 00:25:04,459
- And I wanna thank...
- What I allowed her to do

353
00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:07,494
was to really just
put her wit into her songs.

354
00:25:07,497 --> 00:25:09,463
When I heard her sing
in front of me,

355
00:25:09,465 --> 00:25:11,465
I could tell she was really
like a jazz singer.

356
00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:14,769
She had the stylings
of a 65-year-old jazz singer

357
00:25:14,770 --> 00:25:16,770
who knew the ropes up and down.

358
00:25:16,772 --> 00:25:19,941
It was, like, "Okay, if this is
what you are when you're 18",

359
00:25:19,942 --> 00:25:22,076
then what are gonna be
when you're 25?"

360
00:25:22,077 --> 00:25:24,178
(FUNKY ROCK MUSIC)

361
00:25:33,855 --> 00:25:35,856
We're now joined by Mos Def
in the backstage area.

362
00:25:35,858 --> 00:25:38,192
Thanks for coming and taking
time out and chatting to us.

363
00:25:38,193 --> 00:25:41,394
I heard they was doing
something, so I came down.

364
00:25:41,396 --> 00:25:42,997
(LAUGHTER)

365
00:25:42,999 --> 00:25:46,768
I became aware of Amy in 2004.

366
00:25:46,769 --> 00:25:50,403
I was out in England.

367
00:25:50,405 --> 00:25:53,740
I'm a big jazz fan and I really
liked what she was doing.

368
00:25:53,742 --> 00:25:57,244
I thought it was unique,
it was edgy and sincere.

369
00:25:57,247 --> 00:25:59,646
And that's the thing
I liked most about Amy,

370
00:25:59,648 --> 00:26:02,450
is that she didn't have
any airs. She was real.

371
00:26:02,451 --> 00:26:04,251
(AMY SINGING)

372
00:26:09,791 --> 00:26:12,093
I had a chance to meet her
while I was here,

373
00:26:12,095 --> 00:26:14,895
and we hit it off.
We became fast friends.

374
00:26:16,131 --> 00:26:17,798
She was just a charming,
sweet lady.

375
00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:20,500
I had a bit of a crush on her,
to be honest.

376
00:26:20,502 --> 00:26:24,070
She was raw,
she was fast with a blue joke,

377
00:26:24,073 --> 00:26:26,507
could drink anybody
under the table,

378
00:26:26,509 --> 00:26:30,443
wasn't afraid to roll a smoke,
had a big giant laugh,

379
00:26:30,445 --> 00:26:33,346
and was just a sweetheart,
you know?

380
00:26:42,191 --> 00:26:44,157
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)

381
00:26:49,397 --> 00:26:52,567
You don't seem that bothered
about everything.

382
00:26:52,568 --> 00:26:54,868
D'you know what I mean?
You have some artists

383
00:26:54,871 --> 00:26:56,269
that step in here and go,

384
00:26:56,271 --> 00:26:58,105
"Right, I want
that number-one spot."

385
00:26:58,106 --> 00:26:59,941
I want my album
to go number one,

386
00:26:59,942 --> 00:27:01,942
"I wanna chase up
with a second album."

387
00:27:01,944 --> 00:27:03,211
But what's up with you?

388
00:27:03,212 --> 00:27:05,112
I'm determined
on the next thing.

389
00:27:05,114 --> 00:27:07,181
I'm not interested in...
Success, to me, is not success

390
00:27:07,182 --> 00:27:09,150
to... the record company
or whoever.

391
00:27:09,152 --> 00:27:11,352
Success, to me,
is having the freedom

392
00:27:11,354 --> 00:27:13,988
to work with whoever
I wanna work with,

393
00:27:13,990 --> 00:27:16,490
to always be able to just
fuck everything off

394
00:27:16,491 --> 00:27:20,827
and go to the studio when I
have to go to the studio, or...

395
00:27:20,829 --> 00:27:22,262
But you can't do that,

396
00:27:22,265 --> 00:27:23,931
'cause you have
other responsibilities now.

397
00:27:23,932 --> 00:27:25,432
You're becoming an artist
in the public eye.

398
00:27:25,434 --> 00:27:27,468
So, all of a sudden,
you're gonna be...

399
00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:29,470
I'm not saying you're gonna be
hounded by the press,

400
00:27:29,471 --> 00:27:31,038
but you're gonna have
certain responsibilities

401
00:27:31,039 --> 00:27:32,440
that are gonna come
onto your doorstep

402
00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:33,907
that you may not
particularly welcome.

403
00:27:33,910 --> 00:27:35,442
Okay, that's cool, but I think

404
00:27:35,444 --> 00:27:37,677
the more people see of me,
the more they'll realize

405
00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:39,980
that all I'm good for
is making tunes.

406
00:27:39,982 --> 00:27:42,148
So leave me alone
and I'll do it.

407
00:27:42,151 --> 00:27:44,018
I will do the music.

408
00:27:44,019 --> 00:27:47,121
I just need time to do the
music. Know what I mean?

409
00:27:57,665 --> 00:27:59,634
(AMY)

410
00:28:19,186 --> 00:28:21,454
When she went to Camden,
it was very exciting,

411
00:28:21,457 --> 00:28:23,824
'cause it was her first property
that she'd bought,

412
00:28:23,826 --> 00:28:25,292
and we were all really happy.

413
00:28:25,295 --> 00:28:29,363
She loved Camden.
She loved it up there.

414
00:28:29,365 --> 00:28:33,534
But when she went to Camden,
things started changing.

415
00:28:54,522 --> 00:28:57,424
We were the indie kids.

416
00:28:57,426 --> 00:28:59,226
Gazelles, The Rakes,
Babyshambles.

417
00:28:59,228 --> 00:29:02,496
Everyone was a Camden band.
Like, it was cool again.

418
00:29:03,965 --> 00:29:06,901
In them days, it was
very much, like, basically,

419
00:29:06,903 --> 00:29:09,170
if you were in a signed band...

420
00:29:09,172 --> 00:29:13,473
you were a cunt, because...
the best-looking

421
00:29:13,476 --> 00:29:15,643
and the best-dressed
and the coolest people

422
00:29:15,644 --> 00:29:18,211
were the ones
who were born to lose, really.

423
00:29:20,248 --> 00:29:22,215
AMY: The Libertines, yeah.
I slept on them.

424
00:29:22,218 --> 00:29:25,353
I came to the Libertines, like,
a year later than everyone else.

425
00:29:25,355 --> 00:29:26,787
But I'm not being funny.

426
00:29:26,788 --> 00:29:28,923
They made people proud
to be British.

427
00:29:28,924 --> 00:29:31,726
That was London for
a real spell, you know?

428
00:29:34,096 --> 00:29:37,765
I run a club called Trash
with my friend Errol.

429
00:29:37,767 --> 00:29:39,432
Did the door there.

430
00:29:39,434 --> 00:29:40,968
Blake would give out flyers
for Trash.

431
00:29:40,970 --> 00:29:42,569
We wouldn't have met each other,

432
00:29:42,572 --> 00:29:44,372
and a lot of people here
wouldn't have known each other

433
00:29:44,374 --> 00:29:46,374
had it not been for Trash.
That's fair enough, innit?

434
00:29:46,375 --> 00:29:49,477
It's the first place I learned
how to pull a bird.

435
00:29:49,479 --> 00:29:51,945
SPIKY: He just loved girls,
you know?

436
00:29:51,948 --> 00:29:54,448
He loved partying
and he loved... shagging.

437
00:29:54,450 --> 00:29:57,218
Always in and out of bed.

438
00:29:57,220 --> 00:30:00,186
We met in a pub,
in the Good Mixer in Camden.

439
00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:03,023
I was at the bar
and she came in.

440
00:30:03,026 --> 00:30:05,393
We just sort of started
playing pool,

441
00:30:05,394 --> 00:30:06,760
then we went to another pub.

442
00:30:06,762 --> 00:30:09,262
And then we went back
to Amy's house.

443
00:30:09,265 --> 00:30:12,633
She was seeing somebody else
and I was seeing somebody else.

444
00:30:12,634 --> 00:30:14,801
But I didn't think of it
as infidelity.

445
00:30:14,804 --> 00:30:17,203
I just thought she was,
like, a young girl

446
00:30:17,205 --> 00:30:20,441
and she was a bit naughty.
And I was the same.

447
00:30:22,376 --> 00:30:24,278
(AMY)

448
00:30:37,992 --> 00:30:42,328
WOMAN: Are you alright?
How you doing? You okay?

449
00:30:42,330 --> 00:30:44,198
What's going on with you
at the moment?

450
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:45,932
'Cause obviously,
Frank was last year, um,

451
00:30:45,934 --> 00:30:47,801
and we haven't really heard much
from you since then.

452
00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:49,603
So when are we gonna hear
from you next?

453
00:30:49,605 --> 00:30:51,038
What's the next single?

454
00:30:51,039 --> 00:30:52,640
Uh, I can't think
of the next single.

455
00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:54,240
I'm just gonna write
the next album at the minute.

456
00:30:54,242 --> 00:30:55,809
- Uh...
- You having that kind

457
00:30:55,811 --> 00:30:57,778
- of writer's block thing or...
- Yeah, man.

458
00:30:57,779 --> 00:30:59,613
It's hard to write, because, uh,

459
00:30:59,615 --> 00:31:01,949
you can write
a million things a day,

460
00:31:01,951 --> 00:31:04,117
but it's hard to write
something that you're proud of.

461
00:31:04,119 --> 00:31:06,386
So I'm just trying, you know,
I'm just trying.

462
00:31:10,192 --> 00:31:11,692
I asked to see her.

463
00:31:11,693 --> 00:31:14,295
She was late
and she came in with Nicky.

464
00:31:15,363 --> 00:31:17,163
She was a character.

465
00:31:17,165 --> 00:31:18,665
She always called me
Uncle Lucian.

466
00:31:18,667 --> 00:31:20,867
And I really liked her.
And I had enough

467
00:31:20,869 --> 00:31:23,069
of a relationship with her.
So there's no flattery,

468
00:31:23,071 --> 00:31:25,905
it was, like, blunt. And I said,
"Enough, I need another album.

469
00:31:25,907 --> 00:31:29,076
"Now go and write one.
This is horseshit.

470
00:31:29,077 --> 00:31:31,511
"Frank was then, this is now.

471
00:31:31,513 --> 00:31:34,013
They're all gonna forget you."

472
00:31:35,349 --> 00:31:37,384
She didn't like it.

473
00:31:39,788 --> 00:31:42,423
- AMY: Nick Shymansky.
- Yes.

474
00:31:42,424 --> 00:31:44,090
Sit up a bit.

475
00:31:45,926 --> 00:31:48,561
- Yes.
- How are you today, darling?

476
00:31:48,564 --> 00:31:50,163
Very good, actually. Thanks.

477
00:31:50,165 --> 00:31:52,566
- How about you?
- Really good.

478
00:31:52,567 --> 00:31:57,371
In between all this,
she decided that she wanted me

479
00:31:57,373 --> 00:32:01,342
to leave 19 with Simon Fuller
to go manage her.

480
00:32:02,410 --> 00:32:04,744
She didn't like being connected

481
00:32:04,747 --> 00:32:07,714
with Pop Idol
and the Spice Girls,

482
00:32:07,717 --> 00:32:10,718
but I thought it would be
incredibly disloyal,

483
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,153
at this point, to walk away.

484
00:32:15,089 --> 00:32:17,991
And Blake was
very quickly becoming

485
00:32:17,993 --> 00:32:20,560
a bigger and bigger character
in all this.

486
00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:23,696
She was with him the whole time
and didn't want

487
00:32:23,699 --> 00:32:25,798
to go to places without him.

488
00:32:28,336 --> 00:32:31,105
We spent the summer together.

489
00:32:31,106 --> 00:32:33,339
She used to say
we're like twins.

490
00:32:33,342 --> 00:32:36,743
And that was our relationship.
I'd like to sabotage myself

491
00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:39,579
and I think Amy
liked to sabotage herself.

492
00:32:40,281 --> 00:32:42,148
Maybe that was our nature.

493
00:32:44,952 --> 00:32:47,253
I used to ask her
why was she promiscuous

494
00:32:47,256 --> 00:32:49,923
and why she was more like a man
with sex.

495
00:32:49,925 --> 00:32:53,993
It's indicative of somebody
that's had a traumatic event,

496
00:32:53,996 --> 00:32:55,628
maybe sexually, themselves.

497
00:32:55,631 --> 00:32:58,298
Sort of made sense to me
from the way she was.

498
00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:01,134
She'd just say, "It's nothing."

499
00:33:01,136 --> 00:33:03,737
"I weren't abused
when I was a kid.

500
00:33:03,739 --> 00:33:05,071
Nothing like that."

501
00:33:05,074 --> 00:33:08,308
Then she said
her dad leaving her mum

502
00:33:08,310 --> 00:33:09,977
was what caused this,

503
00:33:09,979 --> 00:33:12,512
and her
not really seeing her dad.

504
00:33:14,415 --> 00:33:16,182
I understood.

505
00:33:16,184 --> 00:33:19,319
I cut my wrists
when I was nine years old.

506
00:33:19,321 --> 00:33:22,222
I don't know if I wanted
to necessarily die,

507
00:33:22,224 --> 00:33:25,558
I just wanted my mum
to leave my stepdad.

508
00:33:26,994 --> 00:33:29,630
Me and Amy were quite similar.

509
00:33:31,199 --> 00:33:35,669
AMY: I fell in love with
someone who I would've died for.

510
00:33:35,671 --> 00:33:38,271
We were in love
and we were together.

511
00:33:38,273 --> 00:33:40,941
And that's like a real drug,
isn't it?

512
00:33:45,012 --> 00:33:47,047
(SOFT MUSIC)

513
00:34:02,730 --> 00:34:06,267
♪ If my man was fighting ♪

514
00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:09,469
♪ Some unholy war ♪

515
00:34:09,472 --> 00:34:11,704
♪ I would be behind him ♪

516
00:34:11,706 --> 00:34:15,275
♪ Straight shook up beside him ♪

517
00:34:15,277 --> 00:34:17,844
♪ With strength he didn't know ♪

518
00:34:17,847 --> 00:34:21,481
♪ It's you I'm fighting for ♪

519
00:34:22,483 --> 00:34:24,717
♪ He can't lose ♪

520
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:27,487
♪ With me in tow ♪

521
00:34:27,489 --> 00:34:31,157
♪ With me in tow ♪

522
00:34:31,159 --> 00:34:33,626
♪ I refuse ♪

523
00:34:33,628 --> 00:34:36,630
♪ To let him go ♪

524
00:34:36,632 --> 00:34:40,367
♪ To let him go ♪

525
00:34:40,369 --> 00:34:44,371
♪ At his side ♪

526
00:34:44,373 --> 00:34:48,574
♪ And drunk on pride ♪

527
00:34:49,443 --> 00:34:51,445
♪ We wait ♪

528
00:34:53,014 --> 00:34:55,882
♪ For the blow ♪

529
00:34:58,619 --> 00:35:00,920
♪ Ooh... ♪

530
00:35:11,965 --> 00:35:13,067
(KNOCKING)

531
00:35:13,068 --> 00:35:15,436
LAUREN: Oh, let's see
who's gonna be

532
00:35:15,438 --> 00:35:16,804
behind the green door!

533
00:35:16,804 --> 00:35:17,771
- Hi!
- Master of the house

534
00:35:17,773 --> 00:35:19,373
is not in right now.

535
00:35:19,375 --> 00:35:22,175
She is gone somewhere
for a minute to be somewhere.

536
00:35:22,177 --> 00:35:25,278
And somewhere she having dinner,
so I'm having a cheeky cigarette

537
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:27,246
while she gone.
Don't tell her. Shh.

538
00:35:27,248 --> 00:35:29,083
Cheeky, cheeky. Eh!

539
00:35:29,085 --> 00:35:31,851
Mi scusi.
Tell me about this place.

540
00:35:31,853 --> 00:35:34,588
Alright, while she's away,
I'll give you a tour

541
00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:36,456
of the house. Okay, ready? Okay.

542
00:35:36,458 --> 00:35:38,659
First I lead you
into the main room.

543
00:35:38,661 --> 00:35:40,626
This is usually reserved
for entertaining guests,

544
00:35:40,628 --> 00:35:42,563
but you can be my guest,
darling,

545
00:35:42,565 --> 00:35:43,996
because no one's here today.

546
00:35:43,998 --> 00:35:46,500
Okay, I lead you out
to the grand patio.

547
00:35:46,501 --> 00:35:48,735
Please, please follow.
Don't mind me in my...

548
00:35:48,737 --> 00:35:51,572
- Ah, where you go?
- Okay, darling,

549
00:35:51,574 --> 00:35:55,376
this is the grand patio.
This is Cecil.

550
00:35:55,378 --> 00:35:58,579
- Cecil live here.
- Cecil!

551
00:35:58,581 --> 00:36:00,748
Then we have the bedroom.
It's very nice.

552
00:36:00,750 --> 00:36:01,882
There are some cupboards.

553
00:36:01,884 --> 00:36:03,851
- Ooh.
- See up here,

554
00:36:03,853 --> 00:36:06,552
this is where I sleep
when the master come home.

555
00:36:06,554 --> 00:36:10,023
- The toilet!
- Sometimes when I'm alone,

556
00:36:10,025 --> 00:36:12,092
I have a shower
in all my clothes.

557
00:36:12,094 --> 00:36:14,827
I find this is the only
true way to relax.

558
00:36:14,829 --> 00:36:18,766
Also here, this is the hook
I hang from when I'm in trouble.

559
00:36:18,768 --> 00:36:22,503
It's not very often.
I'm a good boy. I'm a good boy.

560
00:36:22,505 --> 00:36:25,606
Okay, well, this is it.
Welcome to my humble abode.

561
00:36:25,608 --> 00:36:28,608
- LAUREN: Amy!
- (SINGING ALONG TO MUSIC)

562
00:36:31,112 --> 00:36:34,847
We are sitting...
in a little bar,

563
00:36:34,849 --> 00:36:38,552
drinking cocktails.
There's my cocktail.

564
00:36:38,554 --> 00:36:41,755
There's Amy's little cocktail.

565
00:36:41,757 --> 00:36:43,956
I think it's got Rohypnol in it.

566
00:36:55,737 --> 00:36:57,471
All of a sudden she went to me,

567
00:36:57,472 --> 00:37:02,742
"Lauren, listen to this message.
This is a message from Blake."

568
00:37:04,311 --> 00:37:08,081
I just said to her that I
didn't wanna leave my girlfriend

569
00:37:08,083 --> 00:37:10,583
and we'd probably be better
as friends.

570
00:37:13,922 --> 00:37:17,291
LAUREN: She was obsessing
over these text messages.

571
00:37:17,293 --> 00:37:20,393
He wanted nothing to do with her
and she was obsessing over it.

572
00:37:21,628 --> 00:37:25,565
All she wanted
was for him to wanna see her.

573
00:37:27,869 --> 00:37:30,304
It got messy.

574
00:37:30,306 --> 00:37:35,175
He went back to his girlfriend,
then she got her own back.

575
00:37:35,177 --> 00:37:37,110
She slept with his friend.

576
00:37:41,349 --> 00:37:43,449
(AMY)

577
00:38:17,552 --> 00:38:19,920
The person that lived opposite
in the little court

578
00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:22,722
had Juliette's number and
had called Juliette up to say,

579
00:38:22,724 --> 00:38:25,224
"Amy's fallen over
and she's hurt her head,

580
00:38:25,226 --> 00:38:27,027
so we've gone round there."

581
00:38:27,028 --> 00:38:30,163
It looked like people had been
squatting in her house.

582
00:38:30,164 --> 00:38:31,664
It stank, it was dirty.

583
00:38:31,666 --> 00:38:33,199
And she was lying on the bed

584
00:38:33,202 --> 00:38:35,969
and she had this golf ball
coming out of her head.

585
00:38:35,971 --> 00:38:38,371
So we worked till, like,
3 in the morning

586
00:38:38,373 --> 00:38:40,039
and we cleaned
the whole house up.

587
00:38:40,041 --> 00:38:42,675
And I called her dad
and we called Nick.

588
00:38:43,710 --> 00:38:45,978
(AMY)

589
00:39:01,862 --> 00:39:04,231
We all met there
and it was, like,

590
00:39:04,233 --> 00:39:08,235
this is getting out of control.
We need to get her some help.

591
00:39:09,403 --> 00:39:11,405
I've tried speaking
to the parents

592
00:39:11,407 --> 00:39:15,242
and they really wanna
kinda take it on.

593
00:39:15,244 --> 00:39:18,344
And so, technically,
I sort of kidnapped her.

594
00:39:27,621 --> 00:39:30,990
I picked her up and I thought,
"I'm driving you

595
00:39:30,992 --> 00:39:33,927
"to the middle of nowhere
and we're gonna sit there

596
00:39:33,929 --> 00:39:36,396
until you acknowledge
what's going on."

597
00:39:37,498 --> 00:39:41,201
I drove her
to Black Park in Iver.

598
00:39:43,804 --> 00:39:46,373
And it started off
with her sort of laughing,

599
00:39:46,375 --> 00:39:48,809
"You're such an idiot."

600
00:39:48,811 --> 00:39:51,244
And then it turned into,
"Don't be a prick."

601
00:39:51,246 --> 00:39:53,246
And she kicked my car.

602
00:39:54,449 --> 00:39:57,284
And then she just broke down,
eventually.

603
00:39:57,286 --> 00:39:58,719
Opened up about everything.

604
00:39:58,721 --> 00:40:01,054
She said she thinks
she's got a problem,

605
00:40:01,056 --> 00:40:04,324
she was lost
and out of her depth.

606
00:40:04,326 --> 00:40:06,126
Horrible.

607
00:40:08,096 --> 00:40:10,496
She agreed to go rehab.

608
00:40:10,498 --> 00:40:13,567
I took her to see the rehab guy.

609
00:40:13,568 --> 00:40:15,369
She was, like,
"I don't wanna talk about it.

610
00:40:15,371 --> 00:40:17,570
I'll go if my dad
thinks I should go."

611
00:40:18,672 --> 00:40:21,875
We'd spoken to Mitch.
We'd set it all up

612
00:40:21,876 --> 00:40:25,311
and she turned
into a seven-year-old child.

613
00:40:25,313 --> 00:40:29,181
Sat on her father's lap
and put her arm around him.

614
00:40:30,284 --> 00:40:32,385
I said to the managers,

615
00:40:32,387 --> 00:40:36,456
"She doesn't need to go
to rehab. She's fine."

616
00:40:36,458 --> 00:40:38,958
AMY: My dad did actually go,
"You're alright, no need to go."

617
00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:41,027
I said, "Alright, Dad,
I'll go and meet him"

618
00:40:41,030 --> 00:40:42,596
and we'll back out."
Which I did.

619
00:40:42,597 --> 00:40:45,532
MITCH: She didn't need
to go to rehab.

620
00:40:47,434 --> 00:40:50,237
NICK: I think
that was the moment

621
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,505
we lost a very key opportunity.

622
00:40:52,507 --> 00:40:54,206
I'm not saying
it would've worked.

623
00:40:54,208 --> 00:40:56,643
Very often, you have to go
two or three times.

624
00:40:56,644 --> 00:41:00,313
But she wasn't a star.
She wasn't swarmed by paparazzi.

625
00:41:00,315 --> 00:41:03,250
We could've just fucked
Back to Black off,

626
00:41:03,251 --> 00:41:06,018
and Back To Black
might have never happened,

627
00:41:06,021 --> 00:41:08,054
but she'd have had a chance

628
00:41:08,056 --> 00:41:10,157
to have been dealt with
by professionals

629
00:41:10,159 --> 00:41:13,427
before the world
wanted a piece of her.

630
00:41:14,027 --> 00:41:16,163
(PHONE RINGING)

631
00:41:17,699 --> 00:41:18,798
(BEEPS)

632
00:42:08,148 --> 00:42:10,250
- (AMY SINGING)
- (GUITAR MUSIC)

633
00:42:13,954 --> 00:42:16,655
♪ I never wanted you ♪

634
00:42:16,657 --> 00:42:19,525
♪ To be my man ♪

635
00:42:19,527 --> 00:42:23,329
♪ I just wanted to see
what you can do ♪

636
00:42:23,864 --> 00:42:25,297
♪ Yeah ♪

637
00:42:25,298 --> 00:42:26,134
No.

638
00:42:26,135 --> 00:42:29,568
♪ Yo yo yeah ♪

639
00:42:29,570 --> 00:42:32,505
The label were
considering letting her go.

640
00:42:32,507 --> 00:42:35,407
She ends up
coming back to Miami.

641
00:42:35,409 --> 00:42:38,478
Guy Moot calls me up,
"Hey, sure you wanna do this?"

642
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:40,614
I was, like, "Listen,
even if you dropped her",

643
00:42:40,615 --> 00:42:43,315
"I would pay her to come
to my house and sing

644
00:42:43,318 --> 00:42:44,918
'cause this shit
fucking moves me."

645
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:49,489
♪ Many times when I tried
to set you right ♪

646
00:42:50,690 --> 00:42:53,425
♪ It's just too hard ♪

647
00:42:53,427 --> 00:42:56,963
♪ I never wanted you ♪

648
00:42:56,965 --> 00:43:00,967
♪ To be my man ♪

649
00:43:00,969 --> 00:43:04,570
And she totally didn't drink
the whole time she was here.

650
00:43:06,407 --> 00:43:08,340
And she sat out
in my back garden

651
00:43:08,342 --> 00:43:10,010
for, I don't know, four days.

652
00:43:10,012 --> 00:43:12,211
She'd just take her little
notebook and just keep writing.

653
00:43:12,213 --> 00:43:15,181
(AMY HUMMING)

654
00:43:20,288 --> 00:43:22,822
- AMY: A.
- (GUITAR NOTE)

655
00:43:22,824 --> 00:43:24,590
♪ All I can ever be to you ♪

656
00:43:24,592 --> 00:43:26,393
♪ Is the darkness that we know ♪

657
00:43:26,394 --> 00:43:30,831
♪ And this regret
I got accustomed to ♪

658
00:43:30,833 --> 00:43:34,701
♪ Once it was so right
when we were at our height ♪

659
00:43:34,702 --> 00:43:38,405
♪ Waiting for you
in the hotel at night ♪

660
00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:40,407
♪ I knew I hadn't met my match ♪

661
00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:42,442
♪ With every moment
we could snatch ♪

662
00:43:42,443 --> 00:43:46,079
♪ I don't know
why I got so attached ♪

663
00:44:10,471 --> 00:44:14,740
Took me a while to get my head
around a lot of things.

664
00:44:14,742 --> 00:44:16,909
The actual turning point,
when I was alright with it,

665
00:44:16,911 --> 00:44:18,478
was when I started
writing the album.

666
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,347
I write songs because
I'm fucked up in the head

667
00:44:20,349 --> 00:44:23,382
and I need to put it on paper
and then write a song to it

668
00:44:23,385 --> 00:44:25,018
and to feel better about it.

669
00:44:25,019 --> 00:44:26,152
Have something good
out of something bad.

670
00:44:26,153 --> 00:44:28,288
♪ He walks away ♪

671
00:44:28,289 --> 00:44:30,356
♪ The sun goes down ♪

672
00:44:30,358 --> 00:44:33,326
♪ He takes the day
but I'm grown ♪

673
00:44:33,327 --> 00:44:35,228
♪ And in your way ♪

674
00:44:35,230 --> 00:44:37,230
♪ My deep shade ♪

675
00:44:37,231 --> 00:44:40,367
♪ My tears dry ♪

676
00:44:51,211 --> 00:44:55,547
The ideas were there.
Four or five songs were there.

677
00:44:55,550 --> 00:44:58,985
You can feel something
creatively starting to happen.

678
00:45:01,222 --> 00:45:03,422
But I was still very worried
about her health.

679
00:45:03,425 --> 00:45:06,458
She's really vulnerable
and not in a good place.

680
00:45:09,864 --> 00:45:11,563
And then she said, "So, listen",

681
00:45:11,565 --> 00:45:14,199
are you leaving 19
to manage me?"

682
00:45:14,202 --> 00:45:15,735
And I said, "D'you know what?"

683
00:45:15,737 --> 00:45:18,137
"Unless you let me help you
sort yourself out,

684
00:45:18,139 --> 00:45:20,005
"I'm not doing this shit
for you.

685
00:45:20,007 --> 00:45:22,943
I can't watch you
do yourself in like this."

686
00:45:25,179 --> 00:45:27,579
I remember she came to see me

687
00:45:27,581 --> 00:45:29,682
to talk about wanting
to change management.

688
00:45:29,684 --> 00:45:31,918
I said, "Look,
that's entirely your decision."

689
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,554
We will support you
whatever you wanna do."

690
00:45:34,556 --> 00:45:36,690
Then she said she wanted
to be managed by Raye Cosbert.

691
00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:39,559
All I thought is, "Why on earth
are you gonna be managed"

692
00:45:39,561 --> 00:45:41,994
by your promoter?"
I remember at the time thinking,

693
00:45:41,996 --> 00:45:43,697
"We're now gonna deal
with a promoter

694
00:45:43,699 --> 00:45:46,632
whose main interest will be
to get her out on the road."

695
00:45:46,635 --> 00:45:48,969
And we knew she was very
vulnerable on the road.

696
00:45:53,039 --> 00:45:56,409
When I first met Amy,
I was her concert promoter.

697
00:45:56,411 --> 00:46:00,045
We got talking and she said
that her contract was up with 19

698
00:46:00,047 --> 00:46:01,847
and she wanted
to explore other possibilities.

699
00:46:01,849 --> 00:46:04,050
She said,
"Would you like to do it?"

700
00:46:04,052 --> 00:46:07,519
And I was, like, "Well, yeah,
let's talk about it."

701
00:46:07,521 --> 00:46:11,090
We got on quite well, you know.
I'd be the guy that'd turn up

702
00:46:11,092 --> 00:46:12,759
after the gig and say,
"Well done,

703
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,626
have a glass of bubbly."
And I thought,

704
00:46:14,628 --> 00:46:16,329
"Well, sometimes
someone just wants a change

705
00:46:16,331 --> 00:46:18,764
because they feel
it's right for them to change."

706
00:46:18,766 --> 00:46:21,101
It's like switching
bank accounts.

707
00:46:21,869 --> 00:46:24,003
(SOFT MUSIC)

708
00:46:32,079 --> 00:46:34,347
NICK: I was way too close
to Amy.

709
00:46:34,349 --> 00:46:36,583
I shouldn't have ever been
that close.

710
00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:38,018
It should've been business.

711
00:46:38,019 --> 00:46:40,987
But when you're 19,
you meet a 16-year-old

712
00:46:40,989 --> 00:46:43,989
and you go through that,
you don't understand that.

713
00:46:43,992 --> 00:46:46,092
(SOFT MUSIC)

714
00:46:55,802 --> 00:46:58,538
We'd spent
all these years together.

715
00:47:00,206 --> 00:47:04,309
And all of a sudden,
out of nowhere, I wasn't there.

716
00:47:11,518 --> 00:47:14,153
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

717
00:47:18,525 --> 00:47:20,760
AMY: When I started writing
the first song about Blake,

718
00:47:20,762 --> 00:47:22,528
the other songs
just wrote themselves.

719
00:47:22,530 --> 00:47:25,898
I was really was on a roll.
Because I had these feelings,

720
00:47:25,900 --> 00:47:27,699
had these words
floating around in me.

721
00:47:27,702 --> 00:47:31,036
When you write a song, you have
to remember how you felt,

722
00:47:31,039 --> 00:47:33,806
what the weather was like,
what his neck smelt like.

723
00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:35,507
You have to remember all of it.

724
00:47:35,510 --> 00:47:37,543
(MUSIC TO BACK TO BLACK)

725
00:47:42,449 --> 00:47:44,983
She would tell me stories
about Blake

726
00:47:44,985 --> 00:47:48,887
and this tempestuous,
extreme relationship.

727
00:47:48,889 --> 00:47:51,757
That first day,
she wrote Back to Black,

728
00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:55,394
all the lyrics and the melody,
in two or three hours.

729
00:49:16,911 --> 00:49:19,144
♪ Black ♪

730
00:49:21,581 --> 00:49:23,782
♪ Black ♪

731
00:49:25,786 --> 00:49:27,853
♪ Black ♪

732
00:49:29,789 --> 00:49:32,858
Oh, it's a bit upsetting
at the end, isn't it?

733
00:49:32,860 --> 00:49:34,793
Rrrr... Boom, boom, boom.

734
00:49:34,795 --> 00:49:37,030
MARK: I love that. Yes, Amy.

735
00:49:37,032 --> 00:49:38,831
Yeah!

736
00:49:40,534 --> 00:49:42,101
(WHISTLING)

737
00:49:42,103 --> 00:49:43,835
MARK: It was just one of those
serendipitous things.

738
00:49:43,838 --> 00:49:46,139
Like, I just caught her
at that magic moment, you know,

739
00:49:46,141 --> 00:49:48,273
and she was just ready
to get it going.

740
00:49:48,275 --> 00:49:51,077
That's why I couldn't understand
what everyone else was saying

741
00:49:51,079 --> 00:49:54,813
about this procrastinating,
troubled artist.

742
00:49:57,952 --> 00:50:01,987
I went out to New York to
kinda hear what they were doing.

743
00:50:01,989 --> 00:50:05,925
And the day I was flying out,
I got a call from management

744
00:50:05,927 --> 00:50:08,061
saying that Amy's nan
had fallen ill

745
00:50:08,063 --> 00:50:11,998
and she wanted to get
straight back to her nan.

746
00:50:15,168 --> 00:50:17,202
(SOFT MUSIC)

747
00:50:26,213 --> 00:50:28,313
(AMY)

748
00:50:40,159 --> 00:50:43,228
Cynthia used to look after Amy.

749
00:50:43,231 --> 00:50:48,300
She was like the mother
that I didn't have.

750
00:50:48,302 --> 00:50:53,338
My own mother
was not really motherly to me.

751
00:50:54,608 --> 00:50:59,579
So Amy and Cynthia
were very, very close.

752
00:51:02,016 --> 00:51:04,851
MITCH: My mum died
May 5th, 2006.

753
00:51:04,853 --> 00:51:06,786
She had lung cancer.

754
00:51:09,989 --> 00:51:12,625
Cynthia was a very strong
person in her life

755
00:51:12,626 --> 00:51:16,929
and used to tell her how it is.
So it was horrible for her.

756
00:51:18,331 --> 00:51:20,932
That killed her inside.

757
00:51:27,807 --> 00:51:30,610
Well, hang on,
I'm not playing this track now.

758
00:51:30,612 --> 00:51:32,545
Not playing this track now.

759
00:51:32,547 --> 00:51:35,280
I'm not playing this track now.

760
00:51:35,282 --> 00:51:38,351
I spoke to them and they said
it's just unnecessary.

761
00:51:38,353 --> 00:51:41,086
Yeah, yeah. Okay.

762
00:51:41,088 --> 00:51:43,690
We were making
the back end of the record

763
00:51:43,692 --> 00:51:45,190
and we were
at Metropolis Studios

764
00:51:45,193 --> 00:51:49,228
and Amy had bits of vocal
to finish.

765
00:51:49,230 --> 00:51:52,798
Have I got any drink?
Did they bring up that drink?

766
00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:54,967
- It's quite fun, really.
- An acoustic session?

767
00:51:54,969 --> 00:51:58,271
Never been filmed like this.
I've never done it before.

768
00:51:59,840 --> 00:52:03,041
She was having a couple
of whiskey-and-Cokes.

769
00:52:03,043 --> 00:52:04,811
We had broke for lunch.

770
00:52:04,813 --> 00:52:07,813
Amy had ordered
this massive plate of food

771
00:52:07,815 --> 00:52:10,782
and she had a big dessert
as well.

772
00:52:10,784 --> 00:52:14,653
She finished the whole thing off
and she disappeared for a while,

773
00:52:14,655 --> 00:52:19,891
and 45 minutes later
came back a bit kind of dazed.

774
00:52:23,329 --> 00:52:27,032
And the studio manager pulled me
out of the session and said,

775
00:52:27,034 --> 00:52:29,902
"Look, I need you to come
and see something."

776
00:52:29,903 --> 00:52:32,605
She took me
to the women's toilets

777
00:52:32,606 --> 00:52:34,773
and Amy had thrown everything up

778
00:52:34,775 --> 00:52:37,610
and literally
redecorated the toilets.

779
00:52:37,612 --> 00:52:39,811
She'd obviously been
wiping her face,

780
00:52:39,813 --> 00:52:43,916
and all the mascara had
been rubbed off on the towels.

781
00:52:43,918 --> 00:52:46,052
And that's when I kinda realized

782
00:52:46,054 --> 00:52:48,153
that something serious
was wrong.

783
00:52:50,791 --> 00:52:54,626
I had a toffee fudge...
but I ate it.

784
00:52:56,262 --> 00:52:57,764
Yummy.

785
00:52:57,766 --> 00:53:02,068
When she was probably 15,
she one day said,

786
00:53:02,070 --> 00:53:04,269
"I've got this
really great diet, Mum.

787
00:53:04,271 --> 00:53:09,108
I eat what I want and then,
I just bring it all up."

788
00:53:10,110 --> 00:53:12,478
I know, I'm a pig.

789
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:16,047
I know I'm a pig,
I just... can't help it.

790
00:53:16,050 --> 00:53:19,585
JANIS: I obviously
did not think that deeply of it.

791
00:53:19,586 --> 00:53:22,054
My feeling was, it would pass.

792
00:53:23,489 --> 00:53:26,858
And then she told Mitchell
about it.

793
00:53:26,860 --> 00:53:32,030
He also sort of pushed it aside,
not taking it seriously.

794
00:53:33,699 --> 00:53:36,501
That basically is bulimia.

795
00:53:37,204 --> 00:53:39,539
And it doesn't pass.

796
00:53:43,010 --> 00:53:44,677
- MAN: Hello.
- AMY: Hello. You alright?

797
00:53:44,679 --> 00:53:46,211
Welcome to the show.
Now, you've been away

798
00:53:46,213 --> 00:53:47,980
for a little while.
What have you been up to?

799
00:53:47,981 --> 00:53:49,916
I've done an album.
It's called Back To Black.

800
00:53:49,918 --> 00:53:51,717
Mm-hmm.
How would you describe it?

801
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:54,719
It's a lot more... more...

802
00:53:54,722 --> 00:53:56,255
I don't wanna say more raw,

803
00:53:56,257 --> 00:53:58,157
but it's not got all the clever,
like, jazz chords.

804
00:53:58,159 --> 00:54:00,460
It's not really like that now.
I've been listening

805
00:54:00,461 --> 00:54:02,795
to a lot of girl groups,
a lot of garage bands.

806
00:54:02,797 --> 00:54:04,831
It's kinda what it's like.
It's a lot more guitar.

807
00:54:04,833 --> 00:54:06,364
I'm a guitarist,
I've been listening

808
00:54:06,367 --> 00:54:07,733
to a lot more guitar bands.
In Camden,

809
00:54:07,735 --> 00:54:09,367
you can't really
get away from it, so...

810
00:54:09,369 --> 00:54:11,536
- You can't.
- It rubbed off on me.

811
00:54:11,539 --> 00:54:13,539
Would you go as far as to say

812
00:54:13,541 --> 00:54:15,608
it's a bit more accessible
than your debut?

813
00:54:15,610 --> 00:54:17,043
I'd say it was more accessible.

814
00:54:17,045 --> 00:54:19,411
It's not necessarily more poppy,
but, you know,

815
00:54:19,414 --> 00:54:21,447
jazz is quite an exclusive.
Not exclu...

816
00:54:21,449 --> 00:54:23,648
It's quite an elitist music,
you know,

817
00:54:23,650 --> 00:54:26,518
and this album's
a lot less like that.

818
00:54:54,847 --> 00:54:58,951
♪ I'd rather be at home
with Ray ♪

819
00:55:01,255 --> 00:55:03,489
So let's talk
about your music, then.

820
00:55:03,490 --> 00:55:05,724
And Rehab has gone down so well.

821
00:55:05,726 --> 00:55:09,161
Are you kind of surprised
by the reaction to it?

822
00:55:09,163 --> 00:55:10,695
Uh... I am, actually.

823
00:55:10,697 --> 00:55:12,164
I never even thought
it'd be a single, really.

824
00:55:12,166 --> 00:55:13,599
The record company were like,

825
00:55:13,601 --> 00:55:15,800
"We want it to be a single."
And I was, like,

826
00:55:15,802 --> 00:55:18,170
"Okay, I love all of it,"
know what I mean?

827
00:55:18,172 --> 00:55:19,972
I'm really proud of it.

828
00:55:19,974 --> 00:55:21,974
Now, the Q Awards,
which you were at yesterday.

829
00:55:21,976 --> 00:55:23,309
Did you have a good time?

830
00:55:23,311 --> 00:55:25,277
I had too good a time,
to be honest.

831
00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:27,380
If that's possible.

832
00:55:27,382 --> 00:55:29,916
Alcohol is bad, kids.

833
00:55:30,817 --> 00:55:33,552
♪ ...in a shot glass ♪

834
00:55:33,554 --> 00:55:36,322
♪ They tried to make
me go to rehab ♪

835
00:55:36,324 --> 00:55:39,759
♪ I said no no no ♪

836
00:55:44,831 --> 00:55:46,699
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
- Can you tie that any tighter?

837
00:55:46,701 --> 00:55:49,135
What are you doing?
You have to be able to sing.

838
00:55:49,137 --> 00:55:51,570
How can you breathe when
you're singing? That's tight.

839
00:55:51,572 --> 00:55:54,940
Breathe? Sing? What? (LAUGHTER)

840
00:55:54,943 --> 00:55:56,509
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

841
00:55:56,510 --> 00:56:00,246
There was already
this atmosphere of celebrity...

842
00:56:00,248 --> 00:56:02,380
all tied into Rehab.

843
00:56:02,382 --> 00:56:04,983
Rehab was the pivotal song.

844
00:56:04,985 --> 00:56:08,554
It was the song that gets her
into a particular place,

845
00:56:08,556 --> 00:56:10,956
her becoming a commercial star.

846
00:56:12,458 --> 00:56:16,295
The winner of the Best
British Female this year,

847
00:56:16,297 --> 00:56:19,297
way more rock'n'roll
than Liam Gallagher,

848
00:56:19,300 --> 00:56:22,268
it's the one, the only...
Amy Winehouse!

849
00:56:22,269 --> 00:56:23,969
(CHEERING)

850
00:56:38,117 --> 00:56:40,353
(MAN)

851
00:56:44,891 --> 00:56:46,891
(AMY)

852
00:57:12,452 --> 00:57:14,586
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

853
00:57:22,929 --> 00:57:25,431
Okay, let's just go.
Get the... get the... Go.

854
00:57:25,432 --> 00:57:29,034
- (KNOCKING)
- Ali, just go, man.

855
00:57:32,105 --> 00:57:34,306
(MUSIC TO WE'RE STILL FRIENDS)

856
00:58:42,175 --> 00:58:45,945
♪ We're... we're still friends ♪

857
00:58:48,648 --> 00:58:52,518
♪ We're still friends ♪

858
00:58:54,221 --> 00:58:58,824
♪ We're still friends ♪

859
00:59:17,878 --> 00:59:22,047
Ooh. Rach, this is Blake.
He's my fiancé.

860
00:59:22,048 --> 00:59:23,681
Hello.

861
00:59:37,797 --> 00:59:39,532
RADIO: Turn the volume up!

862
00:59:39,534 --> 00:59:43,268
We're kickin' off
the 107 days of summer,

863
00:59:43,271 --> 00:59:46,005
on 107.5, WBLS!

864
00:59:46,007 --> 00:59:48,440
♪ No no no ♪

865
00:59:48,442 --> 00:59:52,844
♪ The man said
Why do you think you're here ♪

866
00:59:54,213 --> 00:59:57,817
♪ I said I got no... ♪

867
01:00:00,186 --> 01:00:02,588
♪ I'm gonna ♪

868
01:00:02,590 --> 01:00:05,590
♪ I'm gonna lose my baby ♪

869
01:00:07,893 --> 01:00:10,461
♪ So I always keep ♪

870
01:00:10,463 --> 01:00:15,099
♪ A bottle near ♪

871
01:00:15,101 --> 01:00:19,204
♪ He said
I just think you're depressed ♪

872
01:00:20,739 --> 01:00:22,675
♪ This me ♪

873
01:00:22,677 --> 01:00:24,577
♪ Yeah baby ♪

874
01:00:24,579 --> 01:00:27,378
♪ And the rest ♪

875
01:00:27,380 --> 01:00:29,547
I love, not like, Amy Winehouse,

876
01:00:29,550 --> 01:00:32,384
because her voice
is the most original voice

877
01:00:32,385 --> 01:00:35,887
that I've heard in the last,
I dunno, 10 years.

878
01:00:35,889 --> 01:00:39,123
My daughter turned on to it,
everybody got turned on to it.

879
01:00:39,126 --> 01:00:41,460
And I've turned all my friends
on to it.

880
01:00:41,461 --> 01:00:44,163
Her CD is entitled
Back to Black.

881
01:00:44,164 --> 01:00:45,797
Please welcome Amy Winehouse.

882
01:00:46,932 --> 01:00:49,168
♪ I just ♪

883
01:00:49,170 --> 01:00:52,771
♪ Oh I just need a friend ♪

884
01:00:54,474 --> 01:00:59,811
♪ See I'm not gonna spare
ten weeks ♪

885
01:00:59,813 --> 01:01:02,648
♪ Have everyone think ♪

886
01:01:02,650 --> 01:01:07,485
♪ I'm on the mend ♪

887
01:01:07,487 --> 01:01:11,257
♪ And it's not just my pride ♪

888
01:01:12,391 --> 01:01:16,795
♪ It's just till these tears ♪

889
01:01:16,797 --> 01:01:19,197
♪ Have dried ♪

890
01:01:19,199 --> 01:01:21,300
♪ They tried to make me go
to rehab ♪

891
01:01:21,302 --> 01:01:25,003
Amy called me.
Then I saw her in New York.

892
01:01:25,005 --> 01:01:27,172
She wasn't puffed up
about herself at all.

893
01:01:27,173 --> 01:01:28,706
She was almost embarrassed

894
01:01:28,708 --> 01:01:31,010
by the fact
that she was doing so well.

895
01:01:31,012 --> 01:01:33,445
She expressed a lot of concern
and fear

896
01:01:33,447 --> 01:01:37,715
about where things were gonna go
and how she was gonna handle it.

897
01:01:37,717 --> 01:01:39,351
She was just, like,

898
01:01:39,353 --> 01:01:42,487
"What am I supposed to do
in this space, you know?"

899
01:01:42,489 --> 01:01:44,956
♪ I won't go go go ♪

900
01:01:44,958 --> 01:01:47,226
(APPLAUSE AND CHEERING)

901
01:01:49,262 --> 01:01:52,664
Amy Winehouse! Nice job!
Thank you very, very much!

902
01:01:52,666 --> 01:01:54,632
(CROWD CLAMOURING)

903
01:01:58,737 --> 01:02:01,940
Everybody just wanted
to spend time with Amy.

904
01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:03,909
In our business,

905
01:02:03,911 --> 01:02:07,079
there's nothing
that can prepare you

906
01:02:07,081 --> 01:02:08,579
for that level of success.

907
01:02:08,581 --> 01:02:11,317
There's no textbook.
You can warn an artist,

908
01:02:11,318 --> 01:02:14,385
you can try
and prepare them for it,

909
01:02:14,387 --> 01:02:18,423
but at the end of the day,
until you go through it,

910
01:02:18,425 --> 01:02:20,559
it's unlike anything
you've ever encountered.

911
01:02:20,561 --> 01:02:22,561
(CROWD SHOUTING)

912
01:02:25,798 --> 01:02:29,969
MAN: By yourself! By yourself!
By yourself!!

913
01:02:50,856 --> 01:02:53,659
BLAKE: How do you think
the shoot's going, baby?

914
01:02:53,661 --> 01:02:55,494
- Really well, baby!
- Yeah? Enjoying yourself?

915
01:02:55,496 --> 01:02:58,329
What's it like to be shot
by Terry Richardson?

916
01:02:58,331 --> 01:03:00,331
What's he like at shooting?

917
01:03:01,400 --> 01:03:03,635
It's a lifelong dream come true.

918
01:03:03,637 --> 01:03:06,672
What do you think
about the broken glass?

919
01:03:06,673 --> 01:03:10,074
Um, I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

920
01:03:10,077 --> 01:03:12,811
Did you? Did you outline it?

921
01:03:12,813 --> 01:03:16,047
I wrote "I love Blake"
on my tummy.

922
01:03:16,050 --> 01:03:18,050
I can't see any scars.

923
01:03:20,987 --> 01:03:22,621
(BLAKE LAUGHING)

924
01:03:22,623 --> 01:03:25,724
- It's just chicken scratch.
- (BLAKE LAUGHING)

925
01:03:25,726 --> 01:03:27,592
(BACKGROUND CHATTER)

926
01:03:30,730 --> 01:03:32,931
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

927
01:03:36,568 --> 01:03:39,170
So what's been your highlight
of the day?

928
01:03:39,172 --> 01:03:42,340
Um...
it'll be in about five minutes.

929
01:03:42,342 --> 01:03:43,641
When?

930
01:03:43,643 --> 01:03:46,711
We go in the toilet
and I fucking...

931
01:03:46,713 --> 01:03:48,313
(LAUGHTER)

932
01:03:48,315 --> 01:03:50,715
- Blake, sit here.
- Yes, Terry, sir.

933
01:03:50,717 --> 01:03:52,483
Amy, sit there.

934
01:03:57,856 --> 01:03:59,858
Amy.

935
01:03:59,860 --> 01:04:02,061
That's good, that's lovely.

936
01:04:05,998 --> 01:04:07,900
(TERRY LAUGHING)

937
01:04:07,902 --> 01:04:11,503
You've been famous in the UK
for a little while longer.

938
01:04:11,505 --> 01:04:14,606
Does it seem like it's different
how you're treated here,

939
01:04:14,608 --> 01:04:16,307
in a way too, compared to...

940
01:04:16,309 --> 01:04:19,411
The way people write about you,
it's almost like a 23-year-old's

941
01:04:19,413 --> 01:04:21,246
never wanted go out
and have fun before.

942
01:04:21,248 --> 01:04:23,114
It's kind of hypocritical,
in a way, too.

943
01:04:23,117 --> 01:04:26,617
AMY: Uh... I wouldn't know,
I really wouldn't know.

944
01:04:26,619 --> 01:04:28,619
(BLAKE)

945
01:04:31,523 --> 01:04:34,492
Um... you guys have known
each other for a long time.

946
01:04:34,494 --> 01:04:36,695
You've known each other...
You grew up together?

947
01:04:36,697 --> 01:04:38,664
- BLAKE: Almost.
- Almost?

948
01:04:40,733 --> 01:04:42,300
(AMY)

949
01:04:42,302 --> 01:04:44,369
You were fighting
to get her back?

950
01:04:44,371 --> 01:04:46,905
(BLAKE)

951
01:04:58,684 --> 01:05:00,885
(BACKGROUND CHATTER)

952
01:05:27,981 --> 01:05:30,849
- (LAUGHTER)
- SPIKY: And what happened?

953
01:05:36,722 --> 01:05:38,289
(LAUGHTER)

954
01:05:40,927 --> 01:05:43,094
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

955
01:05:47,333 --> 01:05:49,201
The day we got married,

956
01:05:49,202 --> 01:05:52,003
we went out on a boat
around Miami,

957
01:05:52,005 --> 01:05:55,407
smoked a cigar and...
it was like a real achievement,

958
01:05:55,409 --> 01:05:58,677
an amazing thing that me
and her had actually done.

959
01:05:58,679 --> 01:06:00,112
We'd actually gotten married.

960
01:06:00,114 --> 01:06:03,114
And we did it
exactly how we wanted to.

961
01:06:03,117 --> 01:06:05,349
SPIKY: You lazy people!

962
01:06:05,351 --> 01:06:06,985
(LAUGHING)

963
01:06:06,987 --> 01:06:09,788
Hurray! Wave!

964
01:06:13,226 --> 01:06:16,327
Her whole thing was she wanted
to feel how he felt.

965
01:06:16,329 --> 01:06:18,996
And she was, "I just wanna feel
what he's feeling."

966
01:06:18,998 --> 01:06:20,831
"I wanna be on the same level.

967
01:06:20,833 --> 01:06:22,701
Otherwise he's there
and I'm here."

968
01:06:22,702 --> 01:06:25,336
That's what she wanted,
that was the goal.

969
01:06:25,338 --> 01:06:29,373
- (MUSIC TO YOU KNOW I'M NO GOOD)
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)

970
01:06:35,882 --> 01:06:38,516
(GROWLING, THEN SHOUTING)

971
01:06:39,585 --> 01:06:41,887
Welcome back to 45th at Night.

972
01:06:41,889 --> 01:06:44,822
Please give a warm,
warm round of applause

973
01:06:44,824 --> 01:06:46,324
for Amy Winehouse.

974
01:06:46,327 --> 01:06:47,826
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)

975
01:07:40,679 --> 01:07:45,083
♪ Yeah I cheated myself ♪

976
01:07:45,085 --> 01:07:50,021
♪ Like I knew I knew I would ♪

977
01:07:50,922 --> 01:07:52,657
♪ I told you ♪

978
01:07:52,659 --> 01:07:54,726
♪ I was trouble ♪

979
01:07:54,728 --> 01:07:59,164
♪ You know that I'm no good ♪

980
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:03,534
- (MUSIC)
- Thank you very much.

981
01:08:03,536 --> 01:08:06,771
(CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)

982
01:08:16,282 --> 01:08:19,518
Oh, have they? Bollocks.
Have they? Fuck.

983
01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:21,853
I heard about that as well.

984
01:08:23,256 --> 01:08:26,457
Amy,
can you talk in the kitchen?

985
01:08:30,395 --> 01:08:32,396
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

986
01:08:42,475 --> 01:08:45,377
After we came back
from America, married,

987
01:08:45,378 --> 01:08:49,547
that was the first time Amy
tried crack cocaine and heroin.

988
01:08:49,550 --> 01:08:52,117
I'd used by then and enjoyed it.

989
01:08:52,118 --> 01:08:55,886
It completely eradicates
any sort of negative feelings.

990
01:08:56,956 --> 01:08:59,457
And then Amy tried it with me.

991
01:08:59,460 --> 01:09:03,962
And it just got a grip of both
of us really quickly from then.

992
01:09:03,963 --> 01:09:06,465
Amy.

993
01:09:06,466 --> 01:09:08,199
- Yeah?
- Come in here.

994
01:09:08,202 --> 01:09:10,469
- Coming!
- Oh, change the record.

995
01:09:10,470 --> 01:09:12,703
Just come on.

996
01:09:12,706 --> 01:09:14,773
Pass me a little, uh...

997
01:09:14,774 --> 01:09:16,774
(NO DIALOGUE)

998
01:09:24,516 --> 01:09:26,618
(CROWD CHEERING)

999
01:09:32,492 --> 01:09:34,926
(MUSIC TO WAKE UP ALONE)

1000
01:10:14,100 --> 01:10:16,268
- Come on!
- (INDISTINCT CHATTER)

1001
01:10:25,243 --> 01:10:27,746
WOMAN: Are you alright
keeping the rollers in?

1002
01:10:27,747 --> 01:10:29,680
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

1003
01:10:29,682 --> 01:10:33,585
MAN: Do you ever have time
to stand back and think,

1004
01:10:33,587 --> 01:10:36,220
"This is alright.
Quite good, this."

1005
01:10:36,222 --> 01:10:38,088
Yeah. Uh...

1006
01:10:40,926 --> 01:10:43,662
Uh, I dunno. Yeah, I suppose so.

1007
01:10:43,663 --> 01:10:47,631
I suppose if my husband's happy,
I'm happy. Um...

1008
01:10:47,634 --> 01:10:50,569
But, yeah, I've done well,
I've done really well.

1009
01:10:50,570 --> 01:10:52,270
But, um...

1010
01:10:52,271 --> 01:10:57,542
I just want to be able to go
and do a next... an album again,

1011
01:10:57,543 --> 01:10:58,877
and... keep doing...

1012
01:10:58,878 --> 01:11:00,712
just keep doing music
really well,

1013
01:11:00,713 --> 01:11:02,780
rather than...
I love doing gigs, though.

1014
01:11:02,783 --> 01:11:06,952
I just want to go and do
another album now, so...

1015
01:11:07,453 --> 01:11:09,654
Yeah.

1016
01:11:28,807 --> 01:11:32,344
I got a phone call
in the middle of the night,

1017
01:11:32,345 --> 01:11:33,778
and Blake said to me,

1018
01:11:33,779 --> 01:11:35,447
"Something's happened.

1019
01:11:35,448 --> 01:11:37,615
"She doesn't know who I am
and she keeps saying your name.

1020
01:11:37,618 --> 01:11:40,784
Can you come round?"
So obviously I got up,

1021
01:11:40,787 --> 01:11:43,488
and I got in the car
and I started driving.

1022
01:11:43,489 --> 01:11:47,259
I got a phone call from Blake,
freaking out, off his nut,

1023
01:11:47,261 --> 01:11:49,226
saying she's overdosed.

1024
01:11:49,229 --> 01:11:50,828
And I said, "Right."

1025
01:11:50,831 --> 01:11:56,301
Go to the closest hospital now
and I'll be there."

1026
01:11:56,302 --> 01:12:00,305
JULIETTE: She was petrified.
He was petrified.

1027
01:12:00,306 --> 01:12:02,573
She looked like a child.

1028
01:12:02,576 --> 01:12:05,510
She scared herself, basically.

1029
01:12:06,878 --> 01:12:11,448
NICK: And the doctor called us
into a room and said,

1030
01:12:11,451 --> 01:12:13,851
"With the amount of cocaine,
heroin,

1031
01:12:13,854 --> 01:12:17,021
"alcohol and crack cocaine
in her blood system,

1032
01:12:17,024 --> 01:12:19,890
"we're amazed
she's not in a coma.

1033
01:12:19,893 --> 01:12:22,661
"You've got away with it
this time,

1034
01:12:22,662 --> 01:12:24,930
"but she's a petite, young girl;

1035
01:12:24,931 --> 01:12:28,099
Her body
can't keep up with this."

1036
01:12:28,100 --> 01:12:30,234
JULIETTE: She was asleep
and it was very calm.

1037
01:12:30,237 --> 01:12:33,939
Nicky was one side of the bed,
I was the other side of the bed,

1038
01:12:33,940 --> 01:12:36,274
and we said,
"What are we gonna do now?

1039
01:12:36,275 --> 01:12:38,208
How do we deal with this?"

1040
01:12:38,211 --> 01:12:39,911
And then it all just started up.

1041
01:12:39,912 --> 01:12:41,579
The whole circus
started up again.

1042
01:12:41,582 --> 01:12:46,083
NICK: And that's when
Raye and Mitch decided

1043
01:12:46,086 --> 01:12:48,086
to do an intervention.

1044
01:12:58,663 --> 01:13:00,398
- (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
- Within... hours,

1045
01:13:00,399 --> 01:13:04,402
there were Sun, The Mirror,
News Of The World journalists

1046
01:13:04,404 --> 01:13:05,970
booked up in every room.

1047
01:13:05,972 --> 01:13:07,671
Every single conversation
that happened

1048
01:13:07,673 --> 01:13:09,940
was in the Sun and The Mirror.

1049
01:13:09,943 --> 01:13:13,243
Fuck knows if they were hacking
the phones or whatever.

1050
01:13:13,246 --> 01:13:17,314
And there's pictures
of all of us there, sat outside.

1051
01:13:17,317 --> 01:13:21,453
JULIETTE: Amy was awake
by then and she was eating,

1052
01:13:21,454 --> 01:13:25,856
but she wasn't well
and she wasn't right.

1053
01:13:25,859 --> 01:13:29,127
The doctor that they got in
looked me dead in the eye

1054
01:13:29,128 --> 01:13:30,694
and he said to me,

1055
01:13:30,697 --> 01:13:34,431
"If she has another seizure,
she'll die."

1056
01:13:34,434 --> 01:13:39,404
And then I was told that she was
going to America to perform.

1057
01:13:39,405 --> 01:13:42,073
I was, like, "No, she's not."

1058
01:13:42,074 --> 01:13:43,774
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)

1059
01:13:43,777 --> 01:13:46,277
We had Mitchell
in a hotel room with us,

1060
01:13:46,279 --> 01:13:47,712
begging him,
"Please do something."

1061
01:13:47,713 --> 01:13:50,314
"What am I gonna do?
She's gotta go on tour."

1062
01:13:50,317 --> 01:13:51,983
"Take her passport away
from her,

1063
01:13:51,984 --> 01:13:54,051
do something so she can't go
on tour. She needs help."

1064
01:13:54,054 --> 01:13:56,320
"Can't do that,
she's got a tour booked."

1065
01:13:56,323 --> 01:14:00,158
JULIETTE: So I went into her
room and I stole her passport.

1066
01:14:00,159 --> 01:14:03,694
And then I got told,
"What you done that for?

1067
01:14:03,697 --> 01:14:07,532
She's gotta go to America.
Why have you done that?"

1068
01:14:07,533 --> 01:14:09,801
NICK: The doctor's just been round

1069
01:14:09,802 --> 01:14:12,569
to check her blood
and check everything.

1070
01:14:12,572 --> 01:14:17,375
Blake's managed to get to Hook,
get into her bedroom,

1071
01:14:17,377 --> 01:14:19,210
and the next checkup,

1072
01:14:19,212 --> 01:14:22,613
the doctors found out she's
got heroin in her blood again.

1073
01:14:23,815 --> 01:14:26,283
LAUREN: When I found out,
with the girls,

1074
01:14:26,286 --> 01:14:27,952
that she was taking heroin,

1075
01:14:27,953 --> 01:14:31,655
and we went to this hotel room
that she was staying in,

1076
01:14:31,658 --> 01:14:34,859
and Amy just sat there
and didn't really say anything.

1077
01:14:34,860 --> 01:14:36,860
Her manager
then said something like,

1078
01:14:36,863 --> 01:14:38,863
"Girls, there are lots
of professionals,

1079
01:14:38,864 --> 01:14:41,298
"lawyers and doctors,
all sorts of people,

1080
01:14:41,301 --> 01:14:43,600
that function on this stuff."

1081
01:14:45,104 --> 01:14:49,807
In helping promote the album,
and get the shows on the road,

1082
01:14:49,810 --> 01:14:53,511
I kind of done
what I was supposed to do.

1083
01:14:53,512 --> 01:14:56,780
And I felt that it's now
the family's responsibility.

1084
01:14:56,783 --> 01:15:01,051
I'm here, but there's only
so much I can do about this.

1085
01:15:01,054 --> 01:15:02,921
NEWSWOMAN: Amy Winehouse
has pulled out

1086
01:15:02,922 --> 01:15:06,557
of a string of concerts in
the U.S. and Canada next month

1087
01:15:06,560 --> 01:15:08,659
because of health issues.
The 23-year-old...

1088
01:15:08,662 --> 01:15:10,561
Now she's one of Britain's
brightest talents,

1089
01:15:10,564 --> 01:15:13,297
but the singer Amy Winehouse
has cancelled yet more gigs,

1090
01:15:13,300 --> 01:15:15,432
this time in Norway,
after she was admitted

1091
01:15:15,435 --> 01:15:17,101
to a hospital in London
yesterday.

1092
01:15:17,104 --> 01:15:20,037
Her record company said it was
just down to severe exhaustion,

1093
01:15:20,039 --> 01:15:23,373
but with her reputation
for hard drinking and drugs...

1094
01:15:23,376 --> 01:15:27,444
The Amy link came about
through Russell Brand,

1095
01:15:27,447 --> 01:15:31,815
who was trying to get Amy
to come into rehab.

1096
01:15:31,818 --> 01:15:34,918
And then, also,
Mitch had gotten involved.

1097
01:15:34,921 --> 01:15:38,323
And I first met Amy
when she came with Blake

1098
01:15:38,324 --> 01:15:40,492
to be assessed for treatment.

1099
01:15:40,493 --> 01:15:43,360
It was very much
being led by Blake,

1100
01:15:43,363 --> 01:15:45,063
although I did think

1101
01:15:45,064 --> 01:15:49,000
she was probably more willing
to go to rehab than he was.

1102
01:15:50,202 --> 01:15:53,137
She was a very vulnerable woman.

1103
01:15:53,140 --> 01:15:56,940
And I felt very clearly
that it was a common case

1104
01:15:56,943 --> 01:15:59,344
of one person having a situation

1105
01:15:59,345 --> 01:16:02,279
that was very beneficial
to their using,

1106
01:16:02,282 --> 01:16:05,149
not wanting the other person
to get better

1107
01:16:05,152 --> 01:16:07,819
for fear of losing
the gravy train.

1108
01:16:09,220 --> 01:16:11,890
They were insistent
on doing rehab together,

1109
01:16:11,891 --> 01:16:15,859
which, of course, we would've
considered to be disastrous.

1110
01:16:15,862 --> 01:16:18,061
I would personally find it
almost unethical

1111
01:16:18,064 --> 01:16:21,431
to take the couple
into treatment at the same time.

1112
01:16:21,434 --> 01:16:24,034
But her management, and Mitch,

1113
01:16:24,037 --> 01:16:28,506
managed to find somewhere
where they could go together.

1114
01:16:31,342 --> 01:16:33,645
(HELICOPTER BLADES WHIRRING)

1115
01:16:43,521 --> 01:16:46,090
BLAKE: Oh, it's recording shit.

1116
01:16:46,091 --> 01:16:47,524
It won't stop.

1117
01:16:47,527 --> 01:16:50,929
- Hey, uh... say hello.
- Hello!

1118
01:16:50,930 --> 01:16:53,698
Amy, got anything to say?

1119
01:16:56,301 --> 01:16:58,970
Only if you sing
your favourite hit, Rehab.

1120
01:16:58,971 --> 01:17:02,841
♪ They tried to make me go
I said no ♪

1121
01:17:02,842 --> 01:17:05,844
- (LAUGHTER)
- Where are we right now? Amy?

1122
01:17:08,613 --> 01:17:11,582
Alex, can you say? Where are we?

1123
01:17:14,118 --> 01:17:15,920
Known to some as...

1124
01:17:17,789 --> 01:17:19,524
(LAUGHTER)

1125
01:17:19,525 --> 01:17:22,560
So can we have the new updated
version of Rehab, please, Amy?

1126
01:17:22,561 --> 01:17:24,662
First time? Amy?

1127
01:17:24,663 --> 01:17:26,530
I want the new version of Rehab.

1128
01:17:26,533 --> 01:17:29,266
Please, baby,
for our personal private movie.

1129
01:17:37,009 --> 01:17:39,409
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)

1130
01:17:50,521 --> 01:17:53,524
They came back from Osea Island,

1131
01:17:53,525 --> 01:17:57,962
and had a suite at the hotel,
and they binged.

1132
01:17:57,963 --> 01:17:59,529
It was ugly.

1133
01:17:59,532 --> 01:18:02,867
They weren't happy souls
when they were high.

1134
01:18:03,636 --> 01:18:05,802
I kicked off...

1135
01:18:05,805 --> 01:18:09,774
I broke a bottle
and I cut my arm.

1136
01:18:11,443 --> 01:18:16,581
And then she grabbed the bottle
off me and she nicked her arm,

1137
01:18:16,582 --> 01:18:20,251
and she said,
"I'll do anything you do."

1138
01:18:28,927 --> 01:18:30,929
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

1139
01:18:36,635 --> 01:18:38,235
RAYE: She said,

1140
01:18:38,238 --> 01:18:41,305
"Love is, in some ways,
killing me, Raye Raye."

1141
01:18:41,307 --> 01:18:43,975
She felt torn
between those two things:

1142
01:18:43,976 --> 01:18:46,010
The guy that she really loved,

1143
01:18:46,011 --> 01:18:49,747
but having to keep up with
the consumption of substances

1144
01:18:49,748 --> 01:18:55,118
that they both were trying
to do at the same time.

1145
01:18:55,121 --> 01:18:59,122
It was just a horrible pendulum
swinging one way to the other,

1146
01:18:59,125 --> 01:19:02,126
one extreme to the other,
all the time.

1147
01:19:08,000 --> 01:19:10,501
(SOFT GUITAR MUSIC)

1148
01:21:29,408 --> 01:21:33,077
- Thank you.
- (CHEERING AND APPLAUSE)

1149
01:21:38,417 --> 01:21:40,051
Ladies and gentlemen,
Amy Winehouse!

1150
01:21:40,052 --> 01:21:42,520
And I've worked
with a lot of people.

1151
01:21:42,521 --> 01:21:45,856
I'm telling you,
she has one of the best voices

1152
01:21:45,859 --> 01:21:48,292
of anybody of all time.
Amy Winehouse!

1153
01:21:51,395 --> 01:21:53,163
More trouble for Amy Winehouse.

1154
01:21:53,166 --> 01:21:56,567
The singer's Camden home
was raided by police last night,

1155
01:21:56,569 --> 01:22:00,238
who used a battering ram
to smash down her front door.

1156
01:22:00,239 --> 01:22:01,838
This was the moment

1157
01:22:01,841 --> 01:22:04,675
police arrested and handcuffed
Blake Fielder-Civil

1158
01:22:04,676 --> 01:22:09,012
on suspicion of attempting to
pervert the course of justice.

1159
01:22:09,015 --> 01:22:10,981
A spokesman for the star saying

1160
01:22:10,984 --> 01:22:13,917
she was in no way
connected with the arrest.

1161
01:22:13,920 --> 01:22:15,819
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

1162
01:22:15,822 --> 01:22:18,155
MAN: Shut the door.

1163
01:22:21,493 --> 01:22:23,528
When he went to jail,

1164
01:22:23,529 --> 01:22:25,229
she spiralled...

1165
01:22:25,230 --> 01:22:27,331
downward very quickly.

1166
01:22:34,006 --> 01:22:36,173
(CAMERA SHUTTERS CLICKING)

1167
01:22:44,750 --> 01:22:46,850
PAPARAZZI: Amy! Amy! Amy!

1168
01:22:46,853 --> 01:22:49,353
MAN: Get out of the way!

1169
01:22:51,355 --> 01:22:53,024
(HONKING)

1170
01:22:56,328 --> 01:22:58,328
(SHOUTING)

1171
01:23:11,609 --> 01:23:13,578
For Album of the Year:

1172
01:23:13,579 --> 01:23:17,180
Amy Winehouse for Back to Black.

1173
01:23:17,182 --> 01:23:20,551
For Best Female
Pop Vocal Performance:

1174
01:23:20,552 --> 01:23:22,552
Amy Winehouse for Rehab.

1175
01:23:22,555 --> 01:23:24,121
(CHEERING)

1176
01:23:24,122 --> 01:23:26,923
Can somebody wake her up
this afternoon around 6:00

1177
01:23:26,926 --> 01:23:28,792
and tell her?

1178
01:23:28,795 --> 01:23:30,595
(LAUGHTER) Drunk ass.

1179
01:23:32,163 --> 01:23:34,832
For Best New Artist,
the nominees are...

1180
01:23:37,435 --> 01:23:42,872
We did everything
within our power to help Amy.

1181
01:23:42,875 --> 01:23:46,310
But you can't force treatment
on somebody.

1182
01:23:46,311 --> 01:23:49,680
And I felt that
that's Amy's responsibility

1183
01:23:49,681 --> 01:23:51,849
to get herself well.

1184
01:23:53,385 --> 01:23:54,918
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

1185
01:23:54,921 --> 01:23:56,453
I'm sorry...

1186
01:23:56,456 --> 01:23:58,555
Okay, fellas, make some room,
please.

1187
01:23:58,557 --> 01:24:02,225
- This way, this way.
- Can't see the steps.

1188
01:24:02,228 --> 01:24:05,662
By then, she was incredibly
famous, very wealthy,

1189
01:24:05,664 --> 01:24:08,932
and she had a complete
infrastructure around her

1190
01:24:08,935 --> 01:24:11,702
where everybody
was doing everything for her.

1191
01:24:11,703 --> 01:24:13,337
And that's not real life.

1192
01:24:18,710 --> 01:24:23,447
We had the Grammys coming up.
I said, "You need to be clean."

1193
01:24:23,448 --> 01:24:26,617
If you're not clean,
you're not doing anything."

1194
01:24:26,618 --> 01:24:30,787
So I had a contract drawn up
and it said,

1195
01:24:30,789 --> 01:24:32,722
"You, Amy Winehouse,

1196
01:24:32,725 --> 01:24:37,060
"have agreed
to go to a facility now.

1197
01:24:37,063 --> 01:24:39,396
"You're never gonna make
another record again,

1198
01:24:39,399 --> 01:24:41,899
"you're never going
to perform ever again

1199
01:24:41,900 --> 01:24:43,801
unless you get clean."

1200
01:24:43,802 --> 01:24:47,104
And God bless her, she did.

1201
01:24:47,105 --> 01:24:48,905
(HONKING, INDISTINCT CHATTER)

1202
01:24:48,908 --> 01:24:51,309
(CROWD SHOUTING)

1203
01:24:55,680 --> 01:24:57,948
(MUSIC)

1204
01:24:57,949 --> 01:24:59,350
MAN: Live,

1205
01:24:59,351 --> 01:25:01,284
it's music's
biggest night of the year

1206
01:25:01,287 --> 01:25:03,953
as the National Academy
of Recording Arts and Sciences

1207
01:25:03,956 --> 01:25:06,923
presents
the annual Grammy Awards.

1208
01:25:06,926 --> 01:25:09,126
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)

1209
01:25:10,729 --> 01:25:12,262
This is going live tonight

1210
01:25:12,265 --> 01:25:14,497
thanks to the Grammys
in the States, okay?

1211
01:25:14,500 --> 01:25:17,534
Now, the lady behind me
is up for six awards!

1212
01:25:17,537 --> 01:25:19,636
(CHEERING AND WHISTLING)

1213
01:25:19,639 --> 01:25:22,573
She's already won two.

1214
01:25:22,574 --> 01:25:24,908
(CHEERING, MUSIC)

1215
01:25:24,911 --> 01:25:26,644
- (DRUM ROLLS)
- Grazie!

1216
01:25:26,645 --> 01:25:28,378
Thank you!

1217
01:25:29,680 --> 01:25:32,082
Ladies and gentlemen,
please welcome

1218
01:25:32,085 --> 01:25:34,719
two Grammy favourites:
Natalie Cole

1219
01:25:34,720 --> 01:25:36,854
and Tony Bennett.

1220
01:25:36,855 --> 01:25:39,756
(MUSIC AND CHEERING)

1221
01:25:46,297 --> 01:25:47,864
NATALIE: Good evening.

1222
01:25:47,867 --> 01:25:50,967
Grammy history has never
sounded or looked any better

1223
01:25:50,970 --> 01:25:52,869
than this man right here.

1224
01:25:52,872 --> 01:25:56,140
- That's right!
- (CHEERING AND LAUGHTER)

1225
01:25:58,542 --> 01:26:01,177
Dad, Dad, Tony Bennett.

1226
01:26:01,747 --> 01:26:03,381
(SIGHING)

1227
01:26:03,382 --> 01:26:06,350
These are this year's nominees
for Record of the Year.

1228
01:26:06,351 --> 01:26:08,085
(CHEERING)

1229
01:26:08,819 --> 01:26:11,221
Irreplaceable: Beyoncé.

1230
01:26:11,224 --> 01:26:13,323
(WHISTLING AND APPLAUSE)

1231
01:26:13,326 --> 01:26:15,359
The Pretender:

1232
01:26:15,360 --> 01:26:17,228
Foo Fighters.

1233
01:26:17,229 --> 01:26:18,863
Umbrella: Rihanna,

1234
01:26:18,864 --> 01:26:22,867
featuring Jay-Z.

1235
01:26:22,868 --> 01:26:26,103
What Goes Around Comes Around:
Justin Timberlake.

1236
01:26:26,104 --> 01:26:29,340
His album's called
What Goes Around Comes Around?

1237
01:26:29,341 --> 01:26:31,841
- And Rehab: Amy Winehouse.
- (CHEERING)

1238
01:26:34,011 --> 01:26:35,679
And the Grammy goes to...

1239
01:26:35,680 --> 01:26:37,782
Amy Winehouse!

1240
01:26:51,896 --> 01:26:54,431
(WILD LAUGHTER AND WHISTLING)

1241
01:26:54,434 --> 01:26:56,399
Amy!

1242
01:27:03,908 --> 01:27:05,708
Uh...

1243
01:27:05,711 --> 01:27:08,746
thank you to everyone
at Island Records.

1244
01:27:08,747 --> 01:27:10,547
(CHEERING)

1245
01:27:10,550 --> 01:27:13,117
Everyone at EMI Music
Publishing.

1246
01:27:13,118 --> 01:27:14,652
To Raye Raye,

1247
01:27:14,654 --> 01:27:16,921
to Mark Ronson and Salaam Remi.

1248
01:27:16,922 --> 01:27:19,590
To my mum and dad.

1249
01:27:20,492 --> 01:27:22,326
For my Blake,

1250
01:27:22,328 --> 01:27:24,127
my Blake incarcerated.

1251
01:27:24,130 --> 01:27:26,796
And for London!
This is for London!

1252
01:27:26,798 --> 01:27:28,865
(CHEERING)

1253
01:27:38,777 --> 01:27:41,278
It was a beautiful evening.

1254
01:27:41,279 --> 01:27:43,948
You get those awards
like that...

1255
01:27:43,949 --> 01:27:47,717
it just made all the work
seem worthwhile.

1256
01:27:49,087 --> 01:27:50,820
(SOFT MUSIC)

1257
01:27:50,823 --> 01:27:54,757
Amy's completely clean
and looking amazing.

1258
01:27:55,793 --> 01:27:57,994
It's just overwhelming.

1259
01:28:03,534 --> 01:28:05,034
I was just hysterically crying.

1260
01:28:05,037 --> 01:28:08,137
I was so overwhelmed,
I was so proud of her.

1261
01:28:08,140 --> 01:28:11,442
And I was just flashing
our whole life, our childhood.

1262
01:28:11,444 --> 01:28:14,912
And then she saw me crying.

1263
01:28:14,913 --> 01:28:17,280
Juliette, come up.

1264
01:28:18,884 --> 01:28:20,417
She grabbed me,

1265
01:28:20,418 --> 01:28:23,921
pulled me up onstage
and took me off the stage.

1266
01:28:26,557 --> 01:28:28,792
And I was having
a bit of a panic attack.

1267
01:28:28,793 --> 01:28:30,828
I was, like, "I can't believe
this is happening."

1268
01:28:30,829 --> 01:28:33,096
This is amazing.
I'm so proud of you."

1269
01:28:34,332 --> 01:28:35,865
And I'm looking at her,

1270
01:28:35,868 --> 01:28:37,935
trying to get some form
of reaction, and she went,

1271
01:28:37,936 --> 01:28:41,171
"Jules, this is so boring
without drugs."

1272
01:28:43,041 --> 01:28:47,310
And I felt really, really,
really sad for her.

1273
01:29:02,661 --> 01:29:05,061
MAN: Amy? Amy?

1274
01:29:05,064 --> 01:29:07,965
Amy, how do you feel
after winning a Grammy?

1275
01:29:07,966 --> 01:29:09,600
- Congratulations.
- Did you enjoy it?

1276
01:29:09,601 --> 01:29:12,168
- Whoops. Sorry.
- I'm going to see my husband.

1277
01:29:12,171 --> 01:29:14,971
I was staying
at the K-West Hotel.

1278
01:29:16,307 --> 01:29:20,310
Very late in the night,
she knocks on the door,

1279
01:29:20,313 --> 01:29:22,112
and I'm alone.

1280
01:29:22,113 --> 01:29:23,581
She comes in,

1281
01:29:23,582 --> 01:29:25,315
and she just sits on the couch.

1282
01:29:25,318 --> 01:29:28,051
I remember feeling
like really happy for her,

1283
01:29:28,054 --> 01:29:29,819
and also concerned,

1284
01:29:29,822 --> 01:29:33,056
'cause she really didn't know
how to be that thing

1285
01:29:33,059 --> 01:29:37,761
that she had been pushed
to become from her own success.

1286
01:29:39,797 --> 01:29:43,801
Then she pulled out
this aluminum foil.

1287
01:29:43,802 --> 01:29:46,436
She said,
"Does this bother you?"

1288
01:29:46,439 --> 01:29:49,439
And I said, "Amy, I love you."

1289
01:29:49,442 --> 01:29:51,875
"I don't mind that you get high,

1290
01:29:51,877 --> 01:29:55,679
but I mind that you get high."

1291
01:29:55,680 --> 01:29:59,483
She did what she did
and I was, like,

1292
01:29:59,484 --> 01:30:03,520
"This is someone
who is trying to disappear."

1293
01:30:07,192 --> 01:30:09,292
(MAN)

1294
01:30:09,295 --> 01:30:11,862
(AMY)

1295
01:30:36,587 --> 01:30:39,422
Gents, get away from the door,
please.

1296
01:30:39,425 --> 01:30:41,492
Fuck off, please. Sorry, mate.

1297
01:30:41,493 --> 01:30:44,560
I was called out
to do security for her.

1298
01:30:44,563 --> 01:30:46,162
The security that she had,

1299
01:30:46,164 --> 01:30:49,565
it just could not handle
the whole paparazzi situation.

1300
01:30:49,568 --> 01:30:52,836
- See ya.
- Night-night, Amy.

1301
01:30:54,872 --> 01:30:56,439
(SHOUTING)

1302
01:30:56,442 --> 01:30:59,710
I could feel
that she was a humble person,

1303
01:30:59,712 --> 01:31:03,514
but she was just caught up
in a bad situation.

1304
01:31:03,515 --> 01:31:05,515
(CLAMOURING)

1305
01:31:18,796 --> 01:31:24,100
She was not well at all:
Physically, mentally not well.

1306
01:31:25,636 --> 01:31:28,372
All she ever wanted
was people to tell her,

1307
01:31:28,373 --> 01:31:30,340
"Pack it in, stop it."

1308
01:31:30,341 --> 01:31:34,877
And me and Lauren
would not tolerate any of it.

1309
01:31:38,216 --> 01:31:39,850
(GLASS BREAKING)

1310
01:31:41,720 --> 01:31:44,988
It was Nick that said,
"The only thing you girls can do

1311
01:31:44,989 --> 01:31:47,990
"is show her you don't want
to be a part of it,

1312
01:31:47,993 --> 01:31:50,560
and when she needs help,
you're there for her."

1313
01:31:50,563 --> 01:31:52,061
Tough love.

1314
01:31:52,064 --> 01:31:53,796
And I just said to her,

1315
01:31:53,798 --> 01:31:56,699
"If you want me to help you,
I'll help you.

1316
01:31:56,702 --> 01:32:00,337
"I love you, but I don't like
who you've become,

1317
01:32:00,338 --> 01:32:03,306
and I don't want
to be around you."

1318
01:32:03,309 --> 01:32:05,609
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)

1319
01:32:16,287 --> 01:32:18,421
Where a lot of money

1320
01:32:18,423 --> 01:32:22,525
and a lot of expectation
is at stake,

1321
01:32:22,528 --> 01:32:25,496
people's ideas
become a bit skewed.

1322
01:32:25,497 --> 01:32:29,332
They want to try
and get it sorted out

1323
01:32:29,335 --> 01:32:31,201
in a way that doesn't upset

1324
01:32:31,203 --> 01:32:35,338
this financial trajectory
that's going on.

1325
01:32:38,777 --> 01:32:41,478
From the 6th of September,

1326
01:32:41,479 --> 01:32:44,081
we're not gonna be doing
any more work

1327
01:32:44,082 --> 01:32:45,849
for the foreseeable future.

1328
01:32:45,850 --> 01:32:50,354
Amy's going to be concentrating
on writing her new album.

1329
01:32:50,355 --> 01:32:53,256
Uh... there's five gigs,
which, contractually,

1330
01:32:53,259 --> 01:32:55,192
we are obliged to do.

1331
01:32:55,194 --> 01:32:57,127
There's a couple this weekend.

1332
01:32:57,128 --> 01:32:59,296
(UPBEAT MUSIC)

1333
01:33:06,104 --> 01:33:07,703
It was all over the media

1334
01:33:07,706 --> 01:33:10,439
that Amy was getting $1 million
for some shows.

1335
01:33:10,442 --> 01:33:12,109
Huge money. But by that point,

1336
01:33:12,110 --> 01:33:15,511
it was much more likely
to not be a good show

1337
01:33:15,514 --> 01:33:17,247
than to be a good show.

1338
01:33:17,248 --> 01:33:21,717
She just wanted to get better.
She knew that things were wrong,

1339
01:33:21,720 --> 01:33:23,753
and she was just very exhausted

1340
01:33:23,756 --> 01:33:25,956
and tired
of the whole situation.

1341
01:33:25,957 --> 01:33:27,858
(SINGING REHAB)

1342
01:33:36,434 --> 01:33:38,402
(CHEERING)

1343
01:33:38,404 --> 01:33:40,436
NICK: She couldn't escape her life

1344
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:42,738
in this horrible goldfish bowl.

1345
01:33:42,740 --> 01:33:45,208
She'd began to unravel in public

1346
01:33:45,211 --> 01:33:46,844
and the media treatment
pushed her

1347
01:33:46,845 --> 01:33:48,679
further and further
over the edge.

1348
01:33:48,680 --> 01:33:50,913
D'you see Amy Winehouse
in the paper this week?

1349
01:33:50,916 --> 01:33:52,548
My God!

1350
01:33:52,551 --> 01:33:57,186
She looks like a campaign poster
for neglected horses.

1351
01:33:57,189 --> 01:33:59,155
(LAUGHTER)

1352
01:33:59,158 --> 01:34:01,291
(CLAMOURING)

1353
01:34:04,127 --> 01:34:05,962
MAN: Easy, lad.

1354
01:34:07,631 --> 01:34:10,434
It was like a feeding frenzy.

1355
01:34:12,936 --> 01:34:15,939
Suddenly,
it was cool to crack jokes

1356
01:34:15,940 --> 01:34:20,510
about a bulimic's appearance
or her drug addictions.

1357
01:34:20,511 --> 01:34:23,546
According to contactmusic.com,
Amy Winehouse's next album

1358
01:34:23,548 --> 01:34:25,748
features songs about cooking,
about cooking.

1359
01:34:25,751 --> 01:34:28,484
That's what they say.
Cooking crystal meth,

1360
01:34:28,487 --> 01:34:30,220
black-tar heroin. (LAUGHTER)

1361
01:34:30,221 --> 01:34:32,456
(CLAMOURING)

1362
01:34:46,203 --> 01:34:48,305
MAN: Amy, cheer up.

1363
01:34:52,176 --> 01:34:54,043
NICK: She couldn't escape it.

1364
01:34:54,046 --> 01:34:56,479
No one would leave her alone.

1365
01:34:56,481 --> 01:34:58,047
It was just disgusting.

1366
01:34:58,050 --> 01:35:01,685
The mainstream media
was just all over her.

1367
01:35:01,686 --> 01:35:03,220
Amy Winehouse,

1368
01:35:03,221 --> 01:35:06,055
she's like a... a mad person.

1369
01:35:06,057 --> 01:35:07,591
(LAUGHTER)

1370
01:36:17,627 --> 01:36:19,563
ANDREW: St. Lucia was our place.

1371
01:36:19,564 --> 01:36:22,733
We were supposed to be there
for a week,

1372
01:36:22,734 --> 01:36:25,801
we ended up there
for, like, six months.

1373
01:36:28,206 --> 01:36:30,806
She decided that St. Lucia

1374
01:36:30,809 --> 01:36:33,476
was a place
that she really liked,

1375
01:36:33,479 --> 01:36:35,779
and she invited me to go.

1376
01:36:35,780 --> 01:36:38,715
You know, as soon as she went
to St. Lucia,

1377
01:36:38,716 --> 01:36:41,451
there was no more crack cocaine.
That was done.

1378
01:36:41,453 --> 01:36:43,552
And that's when
the heroin stopped.

1379
01:36:43,555 --> 01:36:47,390
But give her a free bar,
of course she's gonna drink.

1380
01:36:48,259 --> 01:36:49,893
It was kind of obvious

1381
01:36:49,895 --> 01:36:53,829
that she was just supplementing
alcohol for drugs.

1382
01:36:57,667 --> 01:36:59,569
I haven't seen Amy
for six weeks.

1383
01:36:59,570 --> 01:37:01,570
We've got a lot to talk about,

1384
01:37:01,573 --> 01:37:03,372
a lot of exciting things
happening.

1385
01:37:03,375 --> 01:37:06,176
We're talking
about the forthcoming album,

1386
01:37:06,177 --> 01:37:08,578
some other business matters.

1387
01:37:08,579 --> 01:37:12,649
So I think it's... it's gonna be
an exciting time.

1388
01:37:12,650 --> 01:37:14,417
Ah-ah! Naughty!

1389
01:37:15,485 --> 01:37:17,319
Amy, Amy!

1390
01:37:18,722 --> 01:37:20,457
She was, like,

1391
01:37:20,458 --> 01:37:23,760
"Why is he bringing another
camera crew to St. Lucia?

1392
01:37:23,761 --> 01:37:26,363
"Dad, you want money?
I'll give you money.

1393
01:37:26,364 --> 01:37:28,597
"Why are you doing
your life story,

1394
01:37:28,600 --> 01:37:31,100
which is really my life story?"

1395
01:37:31,969 --> 01:37:33,703
She just felt like,

1396
01:37:33,704 --> 01:37:37,106
"My dad's doing a lot of stuff
for money or the limelight."

1397
01:37:37,109 --> 01:37:39,076
- Want me to go with you?
- Yeah.

1398
01:37:39,078 --> 01:37:41,377
You can follow down,
if you want.

1399
01:37:48,886 --> 01:37:50,287
I'll ask her.

1400
01:37:50,288 --> 01:37:51,822
Amy? How do you do it?

1401
01:37:51,823 --> 01:37:54,123
Just push and hold the button.
I'm really sorry.

1402
01:37:54,126 --> 01:37:56,158
Is that alright?
All the way from...

1403
01:38:00,264 --> 01:38:02,131
(LAUGHING) Okay!

1404
01:38:03,367 --> 01:38:04,935
- Is that okay?
- Thank you.

1405
01:38:04,936 --> 01:38:06,470
- Pleasure.
- Thank you.

1406
01:38:06,471 --> 01:38:10,006
Why have you got to make
a comment like that?

1407
01:38:10,007 --> 01:38:13,076
Why... why...
why you got to do that?

1408
01:38:16,180 --> 01:38:18,914
A mug of? They asked
to take a picture of you.

1409
01:38:18,917 --> 01:38:20,617
Richard...

1410
01:38:25,722 --> 01:38:28,492
No, that's got nothing to do
with it. I'm talking to you

1411
01:38:28,493 --> 01:38:30,493
about those two people
who wanted a lousy photograph,

1412
01:38:30,496 --> 01:38:33,063
and you got to make them
feel bad about it.

1413
01:38:41,072 --> 01:38:43,140
She just wanted her dad,

1414
01:38:43,141 --> 01:38:46,576
and he didn't just come
by himself,

1415
01:38:46,578 --> 01:38:50,713
he came with cameras,
audio guys...

1416
01:38:50,716 --> 01:38:55,551
But she worshipped
the ground he walked on.

1417
01:39:06,764 --> 01:39:10,367
I was in jail with 500 fellas
reading the papers

1418
01:39:10,368 --> 01:39:14,503
and there's a picture of my wife
on a page with a fella.

1419
01:39:14,506 --> 01:39:18,274
It's not easy
to go through things like that.

1420
01:39:25,615 --> 01:39:28,752
To put it bluntly, I didn't have
a very high opinion of myself

1421
01:39:28,753 --> 01:39:30,119
after the treatment I've had

1422
01:39:30,122 --> 01:39:31,755
for the past two years
with my wife.

1423
01:39:31,756 --> 01:39:34,390
I kind of just had the wind
knocked out of my sails.

1424
01:39:34,393 --> 01:39:38,194
So I just thought, "Fuck this.
You know. I'm a big man."

1425
01:39:38,197 --> 01:39:41,030
"I'm a handsome fucking guy.
I ain't on heroin.

1426
01:39:41,033 --> 01:39:43,365
"I'm going to the gym a lot,
I dress well.

1427
01:39:43,368 --> 01:39:46,903
So what the fuck am I doing
wasting my time with her?"

1428
01:39:47,971 --> 01:39:49,706
(SOFT MUSIC)

1429
01:40:01,618 --> 01:40:03,485
(BEEPING)

1430
01:40:04,822 --> 01:40:06,957
(AMY)

1431
01:40:26,644 --> 01:40:32,381
And then the chorus come in.
And, um, the last verse is:

1432
01:41:02,912 --> 01:41:05,247
(ANDREW)

1433
01:41:42,353 --> 01:41:44,386
(PHONE RINGING)

1434
01:42:36,974 --> 01:42:39,141
(SOFT MUSIC)

1435
01:42:49,019 --> 01:42:51,887
My son came up with the idea

1436
01:42:51,890 --> 01:42:54,023
of getting
the most contemporary artists,

1437
01:42:54,024 --> 01:42:55,591
and I kept saying to myself,

1438
01:42:55,594 --> 01:42:58,795
"Who sings the right way,
the real jazz singing?"

1439
01:42:58,796 --> 01:43:01,831
And when I heard Amy Winehouse,

1440
01:43:01,832 --> 01:43:05,902
I immediately said,
"This one's got it."

1441
01:43:05,904 --> 01:43:07,503
Everybody just said,

1442
01:43:07,506 --> 01:43:09,905
"Oh, I don't know
how you're gonna handle her."

1443
01:43:09,908 --> 01:43:12,007
- Where do you want to be?
- I'll be here.

1444
01:43:12,010 --> 01:43:13,609
Okay. This is weird.

1445
01:43:13,612 --> 01:43:15,845
I've never done
anything like this.

1446
01:43:15,846 --> 01:43:18,280
I've never done anything
like this.

1447
01:43:18,283 --> 01:43:19,748
In which way?

1448
01:43:19,751 --> 01:43:21,917
To sing with one of my idols...

1449
01:43:21,920 --> 01:43:23,819
- Oh, no...
- and have it filmed.

1450
01:43:23,822 --> 01:43:26,288
But it's good, it's good,
'cause then,

1451
01:43:26,291 --> 01:43:29,225
I can make my dad jealous,
after, when I show him,

1452
01:43:29,226 --> 01:43:30,827
- when he sees it.
- (TONY LAUGHING)

1453
01:43:30,828 --> 01:43:32,060
(JAZZ)

1454
01:43:32,063 --> 01:43:34,329
♪ I can't believe it ♪

1455
01:43:34,332 --> 01:43:37,533
♪ It's hard to conceive it ♪

1456
01:43:37,536 --> 01:43:42,838
♪ That you would
turn away romance ♪

1457
01:43:42,841 --> 01:43:46,042
♪ Whoa oh oh oh oh oh ♪

1458
01:43:46,043 --> 01:43:48,377
♪ Are you pretending ♪

1459
01:43:48,380 --> 01:43:52,347
♪ It looks like the ending ♪
- Yeah.

1460
01:43:52,350 --> 01:43:56,685
♪ Unless I could have
one more chance ♪

1461
01:43:56,688 --> 01:44:00,989
♪ To prove dear ♪

1462
01:44:00,992 --> 01:44:02,859
- ♪ My... ♪
- Sorry, sorry, that was me.

1463
01:44:02,860 --> 01:44:05,261
- I was terrible. I was terrible.
- No, no...

1464
01:44:05,262 --> 01:44:07,430
I don't want to waste your time.

1465
01:44:07,431 --> 01:44:09,765
It's getting better each time.
Don't... Really.

1466
01:44:09,768 --> 01:44:12,100
I just don't wanna
waste your time.

1467
01:44:15,672 --> 01:44:17,039
Ahem.

1468
01:44:17,042 --> 01:44:18,807
We'll keep doing it
till we got one.

1469
01:44:18,810 --> 01:44:20,976
It's right in there, okay?

1470
01:44:20,979 --> 01:44:22,612
You're not in any hurry,
are you?

1471
01:44:22,613 --> 01:44:25,347
- No! Of course I'm not.
- I'm not either. We have time.

1472
01:44:25,350 --> 01:44:28,150
Just gotta get it right,
I've got to get it right.

1473
01:44:28,153 --> 01:44:30,520
- I'm not getting it right.
- Oh, you are, you are.

1474
01:44:30,521 --> 01:44:32,988
It's getting better each time
and you sound wonderful.

1475
01:44:32,990 --> 01:44:36,024
Just a minute,
I'm getting some water.

1476
01:44:36,027 --> 01:44:38,394
The most famous artists
I ever met

1477
01:44:38,395 --> 01:44:41,497
are the most nervous
before they hit that stage.

1478
01:44:41,500 --> 01:44:46,469
No matter how much you feel it,
you want to feel it even more,

1479
01:44:46,470 --> 01:44:49,037
so that it becomes
an honest recording.

1480
01:44:49,039 --> 01:44:53,109
And that's what Amy had.
She had that gift.

1481
01:44:53,110 --> 01:44:56,279
She was a natural,
true jazz singer.

1482
01:44:56,280 --> 01:45:01,216
And a jazz artist doesn't like
50,000 people in front of him.

1483
01:45:03,889 --> 01:45:04,889
(JAZZ)

1484
01:45:04,890 --> 01:45:07,689
♪ My life a wreck ♪

1485
01:45:07,692 --> 01:45:10,993
♪ You're making ♪

1486
01:45:10,996 --> 01:45:14,963
♪ You know I'm yours ♪

1487
01:45:14,966 --> 01:45:18,935
♪ Just for the taking ♪

1488
01:45:18,936 --> 01:45:22,771
♪ I'd gladly surrender ♪

1489
01:45:25,876 --> 01:45:30,813
♪ Myself to you ♪

1490
01:45:30,814 --> 01:45:35,885
♪ Body and soul ♪

1491
01:45:47,363 --> 01:45:48,831
- (APPLAUSE)
- Thank you!

1492
01:45:48,832 --> 01:45:52,068
- I think we got it.
- Yeah.

1493
01:45:52,069 --> 01:45:54,337
- Okay.
- I'm like you, you know?

1494
01:45:54,338 --> 01:45:57,907
- Each time, it's different.
- Yeah. No, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

1495
01:45:57,908 --> 01:46:01,010
It's never the same thing twice,
right? Yeah.

1496
01:46:01,011 --> 01:46:04,680
No, I'm like you.
Not you're like me.

1497
01:46:04,682 --> 01:46:07,149
- (TONY LAUGHING)
- I get it from...

1498
01:46:07,152 --> 01:46:09,319
my idols, like you.

1499
01:46:10,854 --> 01:46:13,323
That's the right way to do it.

1500
01:46:14,457 --> 01:46:16,359
(JAZZ)

1501
01:46:19,997 --> 01:46:22,230
She skyped me. She was happy.

1502
01:46:22,233 --> 01:46:26,002
The Tony Bennett thing, I mean,
she was, you know, a fan.

1503
01:46:26,003 --> 01:46:28,604
It was about her saying,
"I'm not a singer,

1504
01:46:28,606 --> 01:46:31,039
I'm a jazz singer."
Then she said,

1505
01:46:31,042 --> 01:46:33,643
"Let's do this jazz project
with Questlove..."

1506
01:46:34,744 --> 01:46:37,646
She's such a jazz snob.

1507
01:46:37,649 --> 01:46:40,416
She'd always be
on her computer sending me MP3s.

1508
01:46:40,417 --> 01:46:43,586
"Listen to this, listen to this,
listen to this."

1509
01:46:43,587 --> 01:46:45,822
I thought
I had my doctorate in jazz,

1510
01:46:45,823 --> 01:46:47,856
but no, she taught me a lot.

1511
01:46:47,859 --> 01:46:51,627
She was, like, "Alright,
we're gonna start a super group:".

1512
01:46:51,630 --> 01:46:54,162
You, me,
Mos and Raphael Saadiq."

1513
01:46:54,164 --> 01:46:57,367
I was, like, "Okay."
And she assigned homework.

1514
01:46:57,368 --> 01:47:00,703
"Alright, study this record,
study this record..."

1515
01:47:03,873 --> 01:47:06,274
Amy had a good period.

1516
01:47:06,277 --> 01:47:11,180
She could go for four weeks
at a time with no alcohol.

1517
01:47:11,181 --> 01:47:12,681
And she very much felt

1518
01:47:12,684 --> 01:47:16,051
that she was the best
that she has ever been.

1519
01:47:17,854 --> 01:47:22,824
But she went to the Priory,
in May, to be checked,

1520
01:47:22,827 --> 01:47:25,795
and there was some very...
serious things

1521
01:47:25,796 --> 01:47:27,430
that were being spotted.

1522
01:47:27,431 --> 01:47:31,868
It was the cumulative effect
of drinking and bulimia.

1523
01:47:33,369 --> 01:47:35,604
She could feel perfectly fine

1524
01:47:35,606 --> 01:47:38,373
and have heart irregularities.

1525
01:47:38,376 --> 01:47:42,310
Her heart can stop
if she started drinking again.

1526
01:47:43,680 --> 01:47:46,716
I said, "Look,
is this what you want?"

1527
01:47:46,717 --> 01:47:48,184
Do you want to die?"

1528
01:47:48,185 --> 01:47:50,987
And she said,
"No, I don't want to die."

1529
01:47:55,391 --> 01:47:58,394
All the signs were positive.
I thought, "Right, okay",

1530
01:47:58,395 --> 01:48:00,829
we've got a little
chink of light."

1531
01:48:02,332 --> 01:48:04,900
The Tony Bennett thing
was a good catalyst,

1532
01:48:04,903 --> 01:48:08,438
and it shows
that she still had it.

1533
01:48:08,439 --> 01:48:10,972
We had the offers
to do these shows,

1534
01:48:10,975 --> 01:48:13,443
and I said to her,
"You don't have to do them.

1535
01:48:13,444 --> 01:48:15,845
There's no pressure.
We got no record to promote."

1536
01:48:15,846 --> 01:48:17,947
But she wanted to do it.

1537
01:48:17,948 --> 01:48:19,515
She skyped me.

1538
01:48:19,516 --> 01:48:22,518
She wanted to do
all these other projects

1539
01:48:22,520 --> 01:48:24,087
with Questlove and Mos Def.

1540
01:48:24,088 --> 01:48:25,854
She was, like,
"I don't need this."

1541
01:48:25,856 --> 01:48:28,091
She just didn't wanna go.

1542
01:48:29,926 --> 01:48:32,662
The material felt so tired

1543
01:48:32,663 --> 01:48:35,731
and didn't feel
relevant to her anymore.

1544
01:48:35,734 --> 01:48:37,800
But because
she was such a huge star

1545
01:48:37,801 --> 01:48:39,735
and there was all
of these different pressures,

1546
01:48:39,738 --> 01:48:42,305
she had to keep performing
Back to Black.

1547
01:48:42,306 --> 01:48:45,841
She didn't want to do that.

1548
01:48:45,844 --> 01:48:50,212
As soon as she knew
that tour was looming,

1549
01:48:50,215 --> 01:48:52,114
she got wasted,

1550
01:48:52,117 --> 01:48:55,717
wasted so that
she wouldn't be able to go.

1551
01:49:11,734 --> 01:49:15,570
Amy was passed out,
asleep, on her sofa.

1552
01:49:15,573 --> 01:49:19,207
She gets put
in the back of a car, asleep,

1553
01:49:19,210 --> 01:49:24,846
and she wakes up at the airport
and gets put on a private jet.

1554
01:49:27,184 --> 01:49:29,152
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)

1555
01:49:52,408 --> 01:49:54,342
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)

1556
01:50:00,283 --> 01:50:02,784
AUDIENCE: Amy! Amy! Amy!...

1557
01:50:09,792 --> 01:50:11,793
(MUSIC STARTING)

1558
01:50:14,064 --> 01:50:15,730
Belgrade!

1559
01:50:15,733 --> 01:50:18,935
Introducing Amy Winehouse!

1560
01:50:18,936 --> 01:50:21,002
(WILD CHEERING)

1561
01:50:28,679 --> 01:50:30,579
Whoo!

1562
01:50:36,252 --> 01:50:38,753
(SCREAMING AND CHEERING)

1563
01:50:52,202 --> 01:50:54,369
(CHEERING)

1564
01:51:04,747 --> 01:51:06,548
(BOOING)

1565
01:51:10,820 --> 01:51:14,222
I wasn't sure what was going on.

1566
01:51:14,225 --> 01:51:15,824
She just wouldn't sing.

1567
01:51:15,827 --> 01:51:19,295
It was the first time ever
that had happened.

1568
01:51:37,180 --> 01:51:39,015
(DRUM BEAT)

1569
01:51:51,795 --> 01:51:53,662
(BOOING)

1570
01:52:19,488 --> 01:52:23,225
SAM: It felt like the end.

1571
01:52:23,226 --> 01:52:27,529
It was someone who just
really didn't care anymore.

1572
01:52:29,865 --> 01:52:32,734
To the extent
where she was willing

1573
01:52:32,737 --> 01:52:35,171
to sabotage not just her career,

1574
01:52:35,172 --> 01:52:39,408
but her friendships
and her musical relationships.

1575
01:52:55,257 --> 01:52:58,527
But it's amazing to me.
Why keep putting her onstage?

1576
01:52:58,529 --> 01:53:00,997
Because surely her managers know
she has a problem.

1577
01:53:00,998 --> 01:53:03,798
This was supposed to be
a major comeback, guys,

1578
01:53:03,801 --> 01:53:05,701
and she totally blew it.

1579
01:53:15,845 --> 01:53:17,546
Go!

1580
01:53:18,247 --> 01:53:20,483
(SALAAM)

1581
01:53:28,824 --> 01:53:31,359
"Yay!"

1582
01:53:31,362 --> 01:53:34,430
NICK: The 24th of July
was my wedding day,

1583
01:53:34,431 --> 01:53:37,033
and Amy was due
to be at the wedding,

1584
01:53:37,034 --> 01:53:40,502
and we'd spoken and I felt
like she was really excited

1585
01:53:40,505 --> 01:53:41,804
about my wedding, actually.

1586
01:53:41,805 --> 01:53:43,538
And she said
she hadn't been drinking

1587
01:53:43,541 --> 01:53:45,940
and she can't wait
to see the family, and Salaam,

1588
01:53:45,943 --> 01:53:48,444
and some people
that had been on the journey

1589
01:53:48,445 --> 01:53:50,813
were gonna be there.

1590
01:53:50,814 --> 01:53:52,881
(PHONE RINGING)

1591
01:53:56,953 --> 01:53:58,820
She rang me up and I thought,

1592
01:53:58,823 --> 01:54:00,655
"Oh, my God,
what's happened now?"

1593
01:54:00,658 --> 01:54:03,292
'Cause that's the first thing
that goes in my head.

1594
01:54:03,293 --> 01:54:04,793
And she just went, "Jules..."

1595
01:54:04,796 --> 01:54:09,131
And it was my Amy,
completely normal.

1596
01:54:09,132 --> 01:54:11,867
And she kept saying
she'd never done this before.

1597
01:54:11,868 --> 01:54:14,770
She just kept saying sorry.
It was like complete clarity

1598
01:54:14,771 --> 01:54:16,872
over the whole situation
of the nightmare

1599
01:54:16,873 --> 01:54:20,341
of the past however many years
that we'd just gone through.

1600
01:54:20,344 --> 01:54:22,845
"Jules, I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry..."

1601
01:54:22,846 --> 01:54:25,480
Like when you're a kid
and you panic

1602
01:54:25,483 --> 01:54:27,216
that you've done something wrong

1603
01:54:27,217 --> 01:54:30,185
and you wanna just fix it
there and then,

1604
01:54:30,188 --> 01:54:31,753
that's how it was.

1605
01:54:31,756 --> 01:54:34,890
I just wanted to grab her,
bring her back to me,

1606
01:54:34,891 --> 01:54:37,827
wrap her in my house,
not let her out.

1607
01:54:39,029 --> 01:54:41,363
And she called me the next day,

1608
01:54:41,364 --> 01:54:44,699
and it was just so weird
hearing her talk normally,

1609
01:54:44,702 --> 01:54:48,037
because for so long,
we'd just been pining for her...

1610
01:54:48,038 --> 01:54:51,806
Like, I missed my best friend,
Lauren missed her best friend.

1611
01:54:51,809 --> 01:54:54,609
We just wanted
to have a normal conversation.

1612
01:54:54,612 --> 01:54:56,511
She just kept going,
"Can I see you?

1613
01:54:56,514 --> 01:54:58,814
Will Lauren speak to me?
Can we start again?"

1614
01:54:58,815 --> 01:55:01,250
I was, like, "Of course, we can,
we're always here."

1615
01:55:01,252 --> 01:55:03,586
We've been waiting for you
to talk to us."

1616
01:55:03,587 --> 01:55:05,453
She said,
"I'm gonna call you tomorrow."

1617
01:55:05,456 --> 01:55:08,690
I was, like, "Okay, I love you."
"I love you too."

1618
01:55:28,677 --> 01:55:32,747
She just looked
like she was sleeping.

1619
01:55:32,750 --> 01:55:35,850
She was on top of the bed,
just... sleeping.

1620
01:55:38,787 --> 01:55:40,788
But she was gone.

1621
01:56:15,958 --> 01:56:17,626
(SOFT MUSIC)

1622
01:56:19,061 --> 01:56:22,163
- No!
- Oh, my God.

1623
01:56:23,399 --> 01:56:25,734
Rest in peace, Amy!

1624
01:56:34,543 --> 01:56:37,613
Amy's blood alcohol level
was four to five times higher

1625
01:56:37,614 --> 01:56:39,381
than the driving limit.

1626
01:56:39,382 --> 01:56:42,717
Maybe a combination
of her eating disorders

1627
01:56:42,720 --> 01:56:47,055
and the alcohol
just made her heart stop.

1628
01:56:47,990 --> 01:56:50,225
(SOFT MUSIC)

1629
01:56:55,765 --> 01:57:00,235
She was one of the truest
jazz singers I ever heard.

1630
01:57:00,238 --> 01:57:03,671
To me, she should be treated
like Ella Fitzgerald,

1631
01:57:03,673 --> 01:57:05,274
like Billie Holiday.

1632
01:57:05,275 --> 01:57:07,609
She had the complete gift.

1633
01:57:08,645 --> 01:57:11,646
If she had lived,
I would've said,

1634
01:57:11,649 --> 01:57:14,082
"Slow down,
you're too important."

1635
01:57:14,085 --> 01:57:17,152
Life teaches you
really how to live it

1636
01:57:17,154 --> 01:57:20,221
if you can live long enough.

1637
01:57:22,259 --> 01:57:24,393
(SOFT MUSIC)

1638
01:58:17,113 --> 01:58:19,448
(SOFT MUSIC)

1639
01:59:05,994 --> 01:59:08,096
(SOFT MUSIC)

1640
01:59:36,626 --> 01:59:38,226
(SOFT MUSIC)

1641
01:59:38,229 --> 01:59:42,096
♪ Well sometimes
I go out by myself ♪

1642
01:59:42,099 --> 01:59:46,033
♪ And I look across the water ♪

1643
01:59:48,171 --> 01:59:52,541
♪ And I think of all the things
what you're doing ♪

1644
01:59:52,542 --> 01:59:56,145
♪ And in my head
I paint a picture ♪

1645
01:59:58,782 --> 02:00:01,015
♪ Since I've come on home ♪

1646
02:00:01,018 --> 02:00:03,851
♪ Well my body's been a mess ♪

1647
02:00:03,854 --> 02:00:06,555
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1648
02:00:06,556 --> 02:00:09,858
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1649
02:00:09,859 --> 02:00:12,127
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1650
02:00:12,128 --> 02:00:16,899
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1651
02:00:16,900 --> 02:00:21,970
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1652
02:00:23,773 --> 02:00:26,240
♪ Valerie ♪

1653
02:00:28,645 --> 02:00:31,512
♪ Valerie ♪

1654
02:00:33,615 --> 02:00:36,452
♪ Valerie ♪

1655
02:00:39,122 --> 02:00:41,457
♪ Did you have to go to jail ♪

1656
02:00:41,458 --> 02:00:43,958
♪ Put your house
on up for sale ♪

1657
02:00:43,961 --> 02:00:46,395
♪ Did you get a good lawyer ♪

1658
02:00:49,431 --> 02:00:52,167
♪ I hope
you didn't catch a tan ♪

1659
02:00:52,168 --> 02:00:57,038
♪ I hope you find the right man
who'll fix it for ya ♪

1660
02:00:58,240 --> 02:01:00,842
♪ And are you shopping
anywhere ♪

1661
02:01:00,845 --> 02:01:03,912
♪ Changed the colour
of your hair ♪

1662
02:01:03,913 --> 02:01:06,081
♪ And are you busy ♪

1663
02:01:09,018 --> 02:01:11,386
♪ And did you have
to pay that fine ♪

1664
02:01:11,387 --> 02:01:13,689
♪ That you were
dodging all the time ♪

1665
02:01:13,690 --> 02:01:16,492
♪ Are you still dizzy ♪

1666
02:01:19,362 --> 02:01:24,065
♪ Since I've come on home
well my body's been a mess ♪

1667
02:01:24,068 --> 02:01:26,801
♪ And I've missed
your ginger hair ♪

1668
02:01:26,804 --> 02:01:29,938
♪ And the way
you like to dress ♪

1669
02:01:29,939 --> 02:01:32,740
♪ Won't you come on over ♪

1670
02:01:32,743 --> 02:01:36,612
♪ Stop making a fool out of me ♪

1671
02:01:36,613 --> 02:01:41,850
♪ Why don't you come on over
Valerie ♪

1672
02:01:43,886 --> 02:01:46,488
♪ Valerie ♪

1673
02:01:49,057 --> 02:01:51,993
♪ Valerie ♪

1674
02:01:53,863 --> 02:01:56,465
♪ Valerie ♪

1675
02:01:58,701 --> 02:02:01,470
♪ Valerie ♪

1676
02:02:03,840 --> 02:02:06,307
♪ Valerie ♪

1677
02:02:07,844 --> 02:02:11,947
♪ Whoa Valerie ♪

1678
02:02:12,849 --> 02:02:16,284
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1679
02:02:18,854 --> 02:02:21,556
♪ Oh Valerie ♪

1680
02:02:21,559 --> 02:02:23,692
♪ Valerie yeah ♪

1681
02:02:23,694 --> 02:02:26,627
♪ Valerie ♪

1682
02:02:26,630 --> 02:02:29,497
♪ Why don't you come on over ♪

1683
02:02:29,500 --> 02:02:32,134
♪ Valerie ♪♪

1684
02:02:32,158 --> 02:02:48,158
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