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~ Zaid87 ~

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Good morning.

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I'm Dr. Jung.

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I admitted you yesterday.

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I'm not...

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I'm not mad, you know.

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Let me explain
what I have in mind.

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I propose that we meet here, most
days, to talk for an hour or two.

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Talk?

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Yes.

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Just talk.

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See if we can identify
what's troubling you.

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So as to distract you
as little as possible,

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I'm going to sit
there, behind you.

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I'm going to ask you to
try not to turn around

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and look at me under
any circumstances.

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Now...

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Have you any idea
what may have brought

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on these attacks
you suffer from?

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<strugging> Hu...

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humiliation.

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Any kind of...

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humiliation.

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Like, I can't bear to see it
and it makes me feel nauseated.

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I start pouring with
sweat, cold sweat.

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My...

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my...

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my father lost his temper all the
time. He was always angry with me.

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When you stopped talking just now,
did a thought come into your head?

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I...

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I don't know...

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Or an image, perhaps.

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Was it an image?

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Yes.

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What was the image?

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It was a hand.

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My...

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my...

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my father's hand.

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Why do you think you saw that?

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Whenever he would...

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after...

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whenever he...

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he hit us, afterward we...

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we had to kiss his hand.

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What's odd is that case
I was writing up last

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week, I happened to pick
the codename Sabina S.

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And here she is
Sabina Spielrein.

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Quite a coincidence.

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As you know, I don't believe
there is such a thing.

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Spielrein's not a
very Russian name.

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No, Jewish.

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Father's a very successful
import-export man.

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And she's exceptionally well
educated, speaks fluent German.

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Aspires to be a doctor
herself, apparently.

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Perhaps she's the one.

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What one?

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The one you've been looking for.

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For your experimental treatment.

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The talking cure.

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You're so astute.

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I've already begun it with her.

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He's kicking.

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Can you feel?

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Oh, yes.

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There he is.

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What I don't understand is
why Freud, having proposed

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this radical therapeutic idea,
this talking cure, this

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psychoanalysis, then lets
years go by without giving

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even the barest outline of
his clinical procedures?

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What's he playing at?

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Presumably he uses the
method on his patients?

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I've no idea.

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So might you be the first
doctor to try this out?

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It's possible.

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Why don't you write and ask him?

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I don't know him.

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As it happens, Miss
Spielrein's mother

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wanted to take her to see Freud.

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Another coincidence.

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My father thinks my
mother doesn't love him.

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And he's right, she doesn't.

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How do you know?

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My angel told me.

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What angel?

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An inner voice.

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He used to tell me I was
an exceptional person.

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For some reason he
always spoke in German.

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Angels always speak German
It's traditional.

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He gave me the power to
know what people are

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going to say before
they open their mouths.

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Useful ability for a doctor.

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You hope to be a doctor
some day, don't you?

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I'll never be a doctor.

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Why not?

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I have to go away for awhile.

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I'm sorry.

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We've just gotten started.

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Military service.

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We all have to do it.

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Just for a couple of weeks.

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It's a waste of time!

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I can't tell you whatever
it is you want to know!

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You're just...

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you're just making me angry.

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And even if I could tell you,
you'd be sorry you ever

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Anyway, there's
nothing wrong with me!

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I don't even want to get better!

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Stop it!

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What?

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Will you just stop that!

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I'm sorry.

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Can we get back now?

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Yes, if you want to.

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I need to get back.

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It's a complete
waste of my time.

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Writing prescriptions
for athlete's foot and

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examining cocks from
morning 'til night.

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Is that what you do?

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It's not good for me.

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It's not good for my patients.

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You're playing with your food.

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I'm not hungry.

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Is that so?

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I shall have to tell
Professor Bleuler.

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Ha.

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Do what you like.

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Please, Miss, give me your hand.

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Please.

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You'll catch your death.

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Miss Spielrein.

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The Herr Direktor.

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BLUELERI feel you may have a
little too much time on your hands.

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I'm a great believer
in getting our

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patients involved in
some productive work.

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What are your
particular interests?

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Suicide.

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Interplanetary travel.

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When Dr.

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Jung returns, I shall
ask him to discuss

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all this with you
in more detail.

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You keep him away from me.

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I never want to see him again!

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Now, come along.

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Don't make such a fuss.

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Give me those legs.

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Here's the sponge?

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Just lie still.

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That's better.

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Hello?

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I'm back.

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How have you been?

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I've been talking to
the Herr Direktor

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about finding some work for you.

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I told him you'd always
been interested in medicine.

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So he suggested
you might like to

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assist me occasionally
in my research.

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We're quite short-staffed so it
would certainly be a help to me.

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Vienna.

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Woods.

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Box.

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Bed.

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Money.

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Bank.

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Child.

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Soon.

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Family.

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Unit.

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Sex.

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Uh...

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male.

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Wall.

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Flower.

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Young.

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Baby.

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Ask.

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Answer.

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Cap.

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Wear.

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Stubborn.

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Give way.

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Ruefulness.

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Child.

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Fame.

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Doctor.

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Divorce.

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No.

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Thank you.

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Is that all?

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That's all.

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How did I do?

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Beautifully.

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Good bye.

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Yes, good bye.

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Any preliminary observations?

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Obviously, what's uppermost
in her mind is her pregnancy.

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Good.

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And she's a little...

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what's the word?

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Why don't we try a
useful word invented

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by our Herr Direktor:
Ambivalent.

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Yes, about the baby.

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Anything else?

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I'd say she was worried her husband
might be losing interest in her.

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What makes you think that?

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Long reaction times to the
words family and “dddivorce”...

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I see.

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And when you said
cap, she said “wwwear”...

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Might that be a reference
to contraception?

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You have quite a flair for this.

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Can I ask you something?

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Of course.

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Is she your wife?

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I'm sorry.

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Sorry?

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I promised you a
son on Christmas Day.

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And here she is a day
late and the wrong sex.

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Don't be absurd.

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'A' for Agathe.

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Next time I'll give you a boy.

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Can you explain why your
nights have been so bad?

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I'm afraid.

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Of what?

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There's something in the room.

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Something like...

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like a cat, only it can speak.

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It gets into bed with me.

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Last...

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last night, it suddenly
whispered something in my ear.

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I couldn't hear what.

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But then...

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I felt it against my back.

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Something slimy like...

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like some kind of a mollusc,
moving against my back.

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But when I...

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when I turned around,
there was nothing there.

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You felt it against your back?

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Yes.

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Were you naked?

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I was.

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Were you masturbating?

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Yes.

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Tell me about the first time you can
remember being beaten by your father.

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I suppose I was about four.

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I'd broken a plate or...

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oh, yes, and...

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and he told me to go into the
little room and take my clothes off.

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And then...

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he came in... and spanked me.

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And then...

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I was so frightened that
I wet myself and then he...

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he hit me again.

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And then I...

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That first time, how did you
feel about what was happening?

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<whispering> I liked it.

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Would you repeat that, please?

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I couldn't quite hear.

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I liked it.

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It excited me.

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And did you continue to like it?

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<crying> Yes!

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Yes!

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Before long, he only
just had to say to me

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to go to the little
room and I would...

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I would start to get wet.

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When it came to my brothers
or even just threatened that...

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that was enough.

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I'd have to go down and...

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I wanted to lie down
and touch myself.

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Later, at school,
anything would...

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set it off, any
kind of humiliation.

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I looked for any humiliation.

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Even here when you hit
my coat with your stick.

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I had to come back right
away, I was so excited.

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There's...

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there's no hope for me.

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I'm vile and filthy and corrupt.

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I must...

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I must never be let out of here.

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So good to meet
you at long last.

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Professor Freud.

282
00:21:54,333 --> 00:21:55,417
You're most welcome.

283
00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:58,042
Please.

284
00:22:04,292 --> 00:22:06,625
Perhaps the terms themselves
should be reviewed.

285
00:22:06,667 --> 00:22:10,292
Lf, for instance, we could come
up with some milder term than

286
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libido we might not encounter
such emotional resistance.

287
00:22:14,208 --> 00:22:17,125
It would make the teaching
side of things much easier.

288
00:22:17,167 --> 00:22:19,333
Is euphemism a good idea?

289
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Once they work out
what we actually mean,

290
00:22:21,792 --> 00:22:23,542
they'll be just as
appalled as ever.

291
00:22:24,750 --> 00:22:27,667
I take your point, but I still
think it's worth trying to

292
00:22:27,667 --> 00:22:30,625
sweeten the pill when it comes
to questions of sexuality.

293
00:22:31,208 --> 00:22:34,792
And, by the way, please don't feel
you have to restrain yourself here.

294
00:22:34,833 --> 00:22:37,167
My family are all
veterans of the most

295
00:22:37,167 --> 00:22:39,542
unsuitable topics of
mealtime conversation.

296
00:22:52,708 --> 00:22:55,458
I have a number of clinical
examples which I believe

297
00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:58,208
support my position with
regard to sexuality.

298
00:22:58,250 --> 00:22:59,542
Hm.

299
00:23:03,833 --> 00:23:06,083
And how is your
little Russian patient?

300
00:23:07,542 --> 00:23:10,250
As I told you, after
the initial abreaction

301
00:23:10,250 --> 00:23:12,958
there was the most
dramatic improvement.

302
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,417
We've enrolled her in the
medical school at the

303
00:23:15,417 --> 00:23:17,875
University where she's
doing extremely well.

304
00:23:18,583 --> 00:23:21,792
She's a walking advertisement for
the effectiveness of psychanalysis.

305
00:23:22,542 --> 00:23:24,333
Psychoanalysis.

306
00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:27,417
Oh?

307
00:23:28,583 --> 00:23:29,750
It's more logical.

308
00:23:32,417 --> 00:23:33,667
And it sounds better.

309
00:23:33,708 --> 00:23:36,042
If you say so.

310
00:23:41,708 --> 00:23:43,083
Are you still treating her?

311
00:23:44,875 --> 00:23:48,583
Yes, and we continue
to unearth new material.

312
00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:51,458
For example, the
extraordinary procedure she

313
00:23:51,458 --> 00:23:53,292
devised as a small child,
where she would sit on

314
00:23:53,292 --> 00:23:55,125
one heel, attempt to
defecate and at the same

315
00:23:55,125 --> 00:23:56,958
time try to prevent
herself from defecating.

316
00:24:01,667 --> 00:24:02,750
Hm.

317
00:24:05,083 --> 00:24:07,708
She said this gave rise to
the most blissful feelings.

318
00:24:07,750 --> 00:24:09,958
Nice story.

319
00:24:11,042 --> 00:24:14,083
Those of my patients who remain
fixated at the anal stage of their

320
00:24:14,083 --> 00:24:17,125
erotic development often come out
with the most amusing details.

321
00:24:17,958 --> 00:24:21,000
And, of course, all of them
are finicky, compulsively

322
00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,000
tidy, stubborn and extremely
stingy with money.

323
00:24:24,042 --> 00:24:26,500
No doubt your Russian
conforms to this pattern.

324
00:24:28,167 --> 00:24:29,250
Well, no, she doesn't.

325
00:24:31,625 --> 00:24:35,083
The masochistic aspects of
her condition are much more

326
00:24:35,083 --> 00:24:38,500
deeply rooted than any anal
fixations we may have uncovered.

327
00:24:38,542 --> 00:24:40,458
The two are
intimately connected.

328
00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:44,167
I can only tell you that
she's rather disorganized,

329
00:24:44,167 --> 00:24:47,792
emotionally generous and
exceptionally idealistic.

330
00:24:49,833 --> 00:24:52,375
Well, perhaps it's
a Russian thing.

331
00:24:54,167 --> 00:24:56,542
Is she a virgin?

332
00:24:56,542 --> 00:24:59,583
Yes.

333
00:24:59,625 --> 00:25:00,500
Certainly.

334
00:25:00,500 --> 00:25:01,958
Mmm.

335
00:25:01,958 --> 00:25:03,667
Almost certainly.

336
00:25:05,625 --> 00:25:07,333
No, certainly.

337
00:25:10,917 --> 00:25:11,958
Hm.

338
00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:28,292
I don't think you have
any notion of the true

339
00:25:28,292 --> 00:25:30,458
strengths and depths of the
opposition to our work.

340
00:25:31,375 --> 00:25:33,792
There's a whole medical
establishment, of

341
00:25:33,792 --> 00:25:36,250
course, baying to send
Freud to the auto-da-fe.

342
00:25:36,292 --> 00:25:39,542
But that's as nothing compared to
what happens when our ideas begin to

343
00:25:39,542 --> 00:25:42,792
trickle through in whatever garbled
form they're relayed to the public.

344
00:25:42,833 --> 00:25:47,208
The denials, the frenzy,
the incoherent rage.

345
00:25:48,417 --> 00:25:51,792
But might that not be caused
by your insistence on the

346
00:25:51,792 --> 00:25:55,167
exclusively sexual interpretation
of the clinical material?

347
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:59,167
All I'm doing is pointing
out what experience

348
00:25:59,167 --> 00:26:01,292
indicates to me
must be the truth.

349
00:26:01,333 --> 00:26:03,417
And I can assure you
that in a hundred years'

350
00:26:03,417 --> 00:26:05,500
time, our work will
still be rejected.

351
00:26:07,833 --> 00:26:10,500
Columbus, you know, had no idea
what country he'd discovered.

352
00:26:10,542 --> 00:26:13,167
Like him, I'm in the dark.

353
00:26:13,208 --> 00:26:17,958
All I know is I've set foot on
the shore and the country exists.

354
00:26:19,625 --> 00:26:21,417
I think of you more as Galileo.

355
00:26:22,583 --> 00:26:24,917
And your opponents as those
who condemned him, while

356
00:26:24,917 --> 00:26:27,250
refusing even to put their
eye to his telescope.

357
00:26:29,125 --> 00:26:31,958
In any event, I have
simply opened a door.

358
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:35,458
It's for the young men like
yourself to walk through it.

359
00:26:36,042 --> 00:26:38,417
I'm sure you have many
more doors to open for us.

360
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:41,833
Of course, there's the
added difficulty,

361
00:26:41,833 --> 00:26:43,625
more ammunition for our enemies,

362
00:26:43,625 --> 00:26:47,292
that all of us here in Vienna, in our
psychoanalytical circle, are Jews.

363
00:26:53,875 --> 00:26:55,583
I don't see what
difference that makes.

364
00:27:00,417 --> 00:27:04,375
That, if I may say so, is an
exquisitely Protestant remark.

365
00:27:11,625 --> 00:27:12,667
I dreamed...

366
00:27:14,625 --> 00:27:20,208
I dreamed about a horse being hoisted
by cables to a considerable height.

367
00:27:21,167 --> 00:27:24,542
Suddenly, a cable breaks and the
horse is dashed to the ground.

368
00:27:24,583 --> 00:27:26,250
But it's not hurt.

369
00:27:27,292 --> 00:27:30,417
It leaps up and gallops away,
impeded only by a heavy

370
00:27:30,417 --> 00:27:33,500
log, which it's obliged
to drag along the ground.

371
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,583
Then a rider on a small
horse appears in front

372
00:27:36,583 --> 00:27:39,167
of it so that it's
forced to slow down.

373
00:27:39,167 --> 00:27:42,542
And a carriage appears in
front of the small horse so

374
00:27:42,542 --> 00:27:45,875
that our horse is compelled
to slow down even more.

375
00:27:51,167 --> 00:27:52,917
I imagine the horse is yourself.

376
00:27:52,958 --> 00:27:54,917
Yes.

377
00:27:54,958 --> 00:27:58,083
Your ambition has been
frustrated in some way.

378
00:27:59,875 --> 00:28:01,917
The rider slowing me down.

379
00:28:01,958 --> 00:28:02,917
Yes.

380
00:28:02,917 --> 00:28:07,208
I think this may refer to
my wife's first pregnancy.

381
00:28:08,167 --> 00:28:11,042
I had to give up an opportunity
to go to America because of it.

382
00:28:11,042 --> 00:28:12,208
Ah.

383
00:28:13,458 --> 00:28:15,292
The carriage in front
perhaps alludes to

384
00:28:15,292 --> 00:28:17,125
an apprehension that
our two daughters,

385
00:28:17,125 --> 00:28:18,917
and other children
perhaps still to come,

386
00:28:18,917 --> 00:28:20,750
will impede my
progress even more.

387
00:28:24,208 --> 00:28:27,417
As a father of six,
I can vouch for that.

388
00:28:27,458 --> 00:28:31,292
Not to mention the inevitable
financial difficulties.

389
00:28:31,333 --> 00:28:31,958
No.

390
00:28:31,958 --> 00:28:34,333
Fortunately, my wife
is extremely wealthy.

391
00:28:36,167 --> 00:28:37,208
Ah.

392
00:28:38,625 --> 00:28:39,417
Yes.

393
00:28:39,417 --> 00:28:41,833
That is fortunate.

394
00:28:51,833 --> 00:28:53,000
This log...

395
00:28:54,375 --> 00:28:55,167
Yes?

396
00:28:55,167 --> 00:28:57,167
I think, perhaps, you
should entertain the

397
00:28:57,167 --> 00:28:59,167
possibility that it
represents the penis.

398
00:29:02,542 --> 00:29:03,583
Yes.

399
00:29:05,458 --> 00:29:09,083
In which case what may be at issue
is that a certain sexual constraint

400
00:29:09,083 --> 00:29:12,750
has been brought about by a fear of a
succession of endless pregnancies.

401
00:29:16,417 --> 00:29:18,208
I'm bound to say that if one
of my patients had brought me

402
00:29:18,208 --> 00:29:20,042
this dream I might have said
that the number of restraining

403
00:29:20,042 --> 00:29:21,875
elements surrounding this unfortunate
horse could perhaps point

404
00:29:21,875 --> 00:29:23,708
to the determined suppression
of some unruly sexual desire.

405
00:29:33,208 --> 00:29:34,125
Yes.

406
00:29:34,125 --> 00:29:36,833
There is that as well.

407
00:29:46,208 --> 00:29:49,750
I wonder if you're aware
of the fact that our

408
00:29:49,750 --> 00:29:53,333
conversation has so
far lasted 13 hours?

409
00:29:55,375 --> 00:29:56,625
I'm so sorry.

410
00:29:56,667 --> 00:29:57,583
I had no idea.

411
00:29:57,583 --> 00:29:59,833
My dear young colleague,
please don't apologize.

412
00:30:01,167 --> 00:30:05,125
It was our first meeting, we had
a great deal to say to one another.

413
00:30:07,875 --> 00:30:12,417
And unless I'm much
mistaken, we always will.

414
00:30:15,333 --> 00:30:16,833
I shall have to be
extremely careful.

415
00:30:17,667 --> 00:30:18,792
What do you mean?

416
00:30:18,792 --> 00:30:19,833
Why?

417
00:30:20,458 --> 00:30:22,625
He's so persuasive,
he's so convincing.

418
00:30:22,625 --> 00:30:24,583
He makes you feel you
should abandon your

419
00:30:24,583 --> 00:30:26,542
own ideas and simply
follow in his wake.

420
00:30:27,583 --> 00:30:31,208
His followers in Vienna
are all deeply unimpressive.

421
00:30:31,208 --> 00:30:33,833
A crowd of Bohemians
and degenerates just

422
00:30:33,833 --> 00:30:36,417
picking up the crumbs
from his table.

423
00:30:36,458 --> 00:30:38,583
Well, perhaps he's reached
the stage where obedience

424
00:30:38,583 --> 00:30:40,750
is more important to
him than originality.

425
00:30:40,792 --> 00:30:41,708
Hm.

426
00:30:41,708 --> 00:30:45,375
I tried to tackle him about his
obsession with sexuality, his

427
00:30:45,375 --> 00:30:49,000
insistence on interpreting
every symptom in sexual terms.

428
00:30:49,125 --> 00:30:51,500
But he's completely inflexible.

429
00:30:53,125 --> 00:30:55,333
In my case, of course
he'd have been right.

430
00:30:56,667 --> 00:31:00,667
Yes, as you would expect
him to be in many cases.

431
00:31:00,708 --> 00:31:02,708
Possibly even the
majority of cases.

432
00:31:04,667 --> 00:31:07,833
But there must be more than
one hinge into the universe.

433
00:31:31,542 --> 00:31:32,583
Do you like Wagner?

434
00:31:33,417 --> 00:31:35,042
The music and the man, yes.

435
00:31:35,083 --> 00:31:37,167
I'm very interested in
the myth of Siegfried.

436
00:31:37,208 --> 00:31:40,833
The idea that something pure and
heroic can come - can perhaps

437
00:31:40,833 --> 00:31:44,500
only come - from a sin, even
a sin as dark as incest.

438
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:47,792
This is very strange.

439
00:31:48,750 --> 00:31:49,542
What?

440
00:31:49,542 --> 00:31:52,250
As I've told you, I don't
believe in coincidence.

441
00:31:52,292 --> 00:31:54,208
I believe nothing
happens by accident.

442
00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:55,917
All these things
have significance.

443
00:31:55,958 --> 00:31:57,875
The fact is I'm in the
middle of writing

444
00:31:57,875 --> 00:31:59,792
something myself about
the Siegfried myth.

445
00:31:59,792 --> 00:32:00,542
Are you really?

446
00:32:00,542 --> 00:32:01,583
Lassure you.

447
00:32:02,667 --> 00:32:04,292
Which is your
favourite of the operas?

448
00:32:04,333 --> 00:32:05,833
Das Rheingold.

449
00:32:06,833 --> 00:32:07,917
Yes, that's right.

450
00:32:07,958 --> 00:32:09,250
Mine too.

451
00:32:11,917 --> 00:32:13,042
Can I ask you something?

452
00:32:13,083 --> 00:32:14,417
Of course.

453
00:32:17,958 --> 00:32:21,208
Do you think there's any possibility
I could ever be a psychiatrist?

454
00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:24,000
I know you could.

455
00:32:25,125 --> 00:32:27,875
I hear nothing but good reports
on your work at the university.

456
00:32:29,250 --> 00:32:31,167
You're exactly the
kind of person we need.

457
00:32:32,833 --> 00:32:34,042
Insane, you mean?

458
00:32:36,667 --> 00:32:37,583
<laughing> Yes.

459
00:32:37,583 --> 00:32:40,667
We sane doctors have
serious limitations.

460
00:32:42,417 --> 00:32:46,042
Dear Friend, I feel I can, at
last, permit myself this informal

461
00:32:46,042 --> 00:32:49,708
mode of address as I ask you to
grant me a very particular favour.

462
00:32:51,542 --> 00:32:55,208
Dr. Otto Gross, a most
brilliant but erratic

463
00:32:55,208 --> 00:32:58,833
character, is urgently in
need of your medical help.

464
00:33:00,208 --> 00:33:03,458
I consider him, apart from
yourself, the only man

465
00:33:03,458 --> 00:33:06,708
capable of making a major
contribution to our field.

466
00:33:07,333 --> 00:33:10,208
Whatever you do, don't let
him out before October

467
00:33:10,208 --> 00:33:13,042
when I shall be able to
take him over from you.

468
00:33:13,833 --> 00:33:17,458
And remember his father's
warning, made when Otto was

469
00:33:17,458 --> 00:33:21,083
only a very small child:
Watch out for him, he bites.

470
00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:25,083
You still feel
threatened by your father?

471
00:33:28,125 --> 00:33:31,708
Anyone with any sense feels
threatened by my father.

472
00:33:32,917 --> 00:33:34,625
He is extremely threatening.

473
00:33:38,333 --> 00:33:41,958
His wish to have you
hospitalized, you don't think

474
00:33:41,958 --> 00:33:45,583
that arises from a concern
for your welfare?

475
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:52,667
Listen, what does any
normal old patriarch

476
00:33:52,667 --> 00:33:56,333
want in the twilight
of his life?

477
00:34:04,458 --> 00:34:08,458
Grandchildren,
grandsons, am I right?

478
00:34:10,083 --> 00:34:11,917
And yet, last summer,
when I presented him

479
00:34:11,917 --> 00:34:13,750
with not one, but
two little Grosses,

480
00:34:13,750 --> 00:34:15,542
one by my wife, one
by one of my most

481
00:34:15,542 --> 00:34:17,375
respectable mistresses,
was he grateful?

482
00:34:38,833 --> 00:34:42,500
And now that there's another
one on the way, admittedly

483
00:34:42,500 --> 00:34:46,125
by some woman I hardly
know, he's apoplectic.

484
00:34:48,208 --> 00:34:51,167
And all he can think is to get me
banged away in some institution.

485
00:34:55,250 --> 00:34:56,750
You got any children?

486
00:34:56,750 --> 00:34:58,625
Two girls.

487
00:34:58,667 --> 00:34:59,542
Same mother?

488
00:34:59,542 --> 00:35:00,625
Yes.

489
00:35:05,542 --> 00:35:08,125
So you're not a
believer in monogamy?

490
00:35:09,542 --> 00:35:11,792
For a neurotic like
myself, I can't

491
00:35:11,792 --> 00:35:14,000
possibly imagine a more
stressful concept.

492
00:35:17,292 --> 00:35:20,958
And you don't find it necessary or
desirable to exercise some restraint

493
00:35:20,958 --> 00:35:24,583
as a contribution, say, to the
smooth functioning of civilization.

494
00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:29,458
What, and make myself ill?

495
00:35:30,875 --> 00:35:33,792
I should have thought that
some form of sexual repression

496
00:35:33,792 --> 00:35:36,708
would have to be practised
in any rational society.

497
00:35:39,250 --> 00:35:41,958
No wonder the hospitals
are bulging at the seams.

498
00:35:46,375 --> 00:35:50,042
Tell me, do you find the best way
to enhance your popularity with

499
00:35:50,042 --> 00:35:51,833
your patients is to
tell them whatever

500
00:35:51,833 --> 00:35:53,667
it is they most want to hear?

501
00:35:55,875 --> 00:35:58,458
What does it matter whether
we're popular with them or not?

502
00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,583
Well, I don't know.

503
00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:02,292
Suppose you want to fuck them?

504
00:36:08,167 --> 00:36:11,792
If there is one thing
I've learned in my short

505
00:36:11,792 --> 00:36:15,458
life it's this: Never
repress anything.

506
00:37:03,042 --> 00:37:05,833
So you've never slept
with any of your patients?

507
00:37:07,208 --> 00:37:08,250
Of course not.

508
00:37:09,292 --> 00:37:12,917
I have to steer through the
temptations of transference and

509
00:37:12,917 --> 00:37:16,500
counter-transference and that's an
essential stage of the process.

510
00:37:17,500 --> 00:37:19,292
When transference
occurs, when the

511
00:37:19,292 --> 00:37:21,125
patient becomes fixated
on me, I explain

512
00:37:21,125 --> 00:37:24,792
to her that this is merely a symbol
of her wretched monogamous habits.

513
00:37:29,417 --> 00:37:31,250
I assure her that it's
fine to want to sleep

514
00:37:31,250 --> 00:37:33,042
with me, but only if,
at the same time,

515
00:37:33,042 --> 00:37:34,875
she acknowledges to
herself that she wants

516
00:37:34,875 --> 00:37:36,708
to sleep with a great
many other people.

517
00:37:41,042 --> 00:37:42,208
Suppose she doesn't?

518
00:37:43,250 --> 00:37:46,125
Then it's my job to convince
her that's part of the illness.

519
00:37:50,875 --> 00:37:52,208
That's what people are like.

520
00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:55,417
If we don't tell them
the truth, who will?

521
00:37:57,125 --> 00:37:58,833
You think Freud's right?

522
00:37:58,875 --> 00:38:02,708
You think all neurosis is
of exclusively sexual origin?

523
00:38:05,958 --> 00:38:08,917
I think Freud's obsession
with sex probably has a great

524
00:38:08,917 --> 00:38:11,917
deal to do with the fact
that he never gets any.

525
00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:14,833
You could be right.

526
00:38:16,292 --> 00:38:18,083
It seems to me a measure
of the true perversity

527
00:38:18,083 --> 00:38:19,917
of the human race, that
one of its very few

528
00:38:19,917 --> 00:38:21,750
reliably pleasurable
activities should be the

529
00:38:21,750 --> 00:38:23,583
subject of so much
hysteria and repression.

530
00:38:32,333 --> 00:38:35,292
But not to repress
yourself is to unleash all

531
00:38:35,292 --> 00:38:38,250
kinds of dangerous and
destructive forces.

532
00:38:40,083 --> 00:38:43,792
Our job is to make our
patients capable of freedom.

533
00:38:47,333 --> 00:38:50,375
I've heard it said that you helped
one of your patients to kill herself.

534
00:38:51,333 --> 00:38:53,375
She was resolutely suicidal.

535
00:38:53,417 --> 00:38:57,375
I just explained how she could
do it without botching it.

536
00:38:59,458 --> 00:39:02,917
Then I asked her if she didn't
prefer the idea of becoming my lover.

537
00:39:07,750 --> 00:39:09,083
She opted for both.

538
00:39:10,375 --> 00:39:12,625
That can't be what we
want for our patients.

539
00:39:17,792 --> 00:39:19,500
Freedom is freedom.

540
00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:24,708
I've been thinking
about Wagner's opera.

541
00:39:24,750 --> 00:39:28,250
In it, he says that perfection
can only be arrived at through

542
00:39:28,292 --> 00:39:31,792
what is conventionally thought
of as sin, is that right?

543
00:39:31,833 --> 00:39:34,958
Which must surely have
to do with the energy

544
00:39:34,958 --> 00:39:38,042
created by the
friction of opposites.

545
00:39:38,083 --> 00:39:40,833
Not just that you're
the doctor and I'm the

546
00:39:40,833 --> 00:39:43,583
patient, but that you're
Swiss and I'm Russian.

547
00:39:43,625 --> 00:39:47,792
I'm Jewish and you're Aryan and all
other kinds of darker differences.

548
00:39:48,958 --> 00:39:49,875
Darker?

549
00:39:49,875 --> 00:39:53,542
If I'm right, only the
clash of destructive

550
00:39:53,542 --> 00:39:57,167
forces can create something new.

551
00:39:59,417 --> 00:40:01,958
When my father brought
me to you, I was

552
00:40:01,958 --> 00:40:04,500
very ill and my
illness was sexual.

553
00:40:04,542 --> 00:40:06,833
It's clear that the
subject I'm studying

554
00:40:06,833 --> 00:40:09,125
is entirely grounded
in sexuality.

555
00:40:09,167 --> 00:40:11,917
So, naturally, I'm becoming
more and more acutely

556
00:40:11,917 --> 00:40:14,708
aware of the fact that I
have no sexual experience.

557
00:40:16,583 --> 00:40:19,167
Law students are not normally
expected to rob banks.

558
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:37,625
It's generally thought to be the
man who should take the initiative.

559
00:40:39,375 --> 00:40:41,792
Don't you think there's
something male in every woman?

560
00:40:41,833 --> 00:40:44,125
And something
female in every man?

561
00:40:44,167 --> 00:40:45,542
Or should be?

562
00:40:46,375 --> 00:40:47,417
Maybe.

563
00:40:49,917 --> 00:40:51,292
I expect you're right, yes.

564
00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:57,333
If you ever want to take
the initiative, I live

565
00:40:57,333 --> 00:41:00,958
in that building there,
where the bay window is.

566
00:41:18,125 --> 00:41:19,792
I can't understand
what you're waiting for.

567
00:41:21,958 --> 00:41:24,125
Just take her to some
secluded spot and

568
00:41:24,125 --> 00:41:26,292
thrash her to within
an inch of her life.

569
00:41:26,333 --> 00:41:28,208
That's clearly what she wants.

570
00:41:29,917 --> 00:41:31,917
How can you deny her
such a simple pleasure?

571
00:41:32,667 --> 00:41:35,000
Pleasure is never simple,
as you very well know.

572
00:41:37,542 --> 00:41:38,583
It is.

573
00:41:39,125 --> 00:41:40,250
Of course it is.

574
00:41:41,458 --> 00:41:43,125
Until we decide
to complicate it.

575
00:41:44,958 --> 00:41:46,625
What my father calls maturity.

576
00:41:48,167 --> 00:41:49,417
What I call surrender.

577
00:41:51,833 --> 00:41:54,000
Surrender, for me, would be
to give in to these urges.

578
00:41:54,042 --> 00:41:55,500
Then surrender.

579
00:41:57,458 --> 00:41:59,292
It doesn't matter what
you call it as long

580
00:41:59,292 --> 00:42:01,125
as you don't let the
experience escape.

581
00:42:04,125 --> 00:42:05,750
That's my prescription.

582
00:42:07,667 --> 00:42:09,208
I'm supposed to be treating you.

583
00:42:10,375 --> 00:42:12,167
And it's been most effective.

584
00:42:12,792 --> 00:42:19,500
<laughing> I'd say the analysis
was not too far from completion.

585
00:42:21,667 --> 00:42:23,167
Mine, yes.

586
00:42:24,958 --> 00:42:26,542
Not so sure about yours.

587
00:42:28,750 --> 00:42:31,542
I've been spending so much
time with him, I'm afraid

588
00:42:31,583 --> 00:42:34,375
I've been neglecting some
of my other patients.

589
00:42:36,917 --> 00:42:39,708
He's immensely
seductive, quite sure

590
00:42:39,708 --> 00:42:42,500
he's right and
obsessionally neurotic.

591
00:42:44,417 --> 00:42:46,000
Pretty dangerous, in fact.

592
00:42:49,333 --> 00:42:51,583
Do you mean you doubt your
powers to convince him?

593
00:42:52,917 --> 00:42:53,958
Worse than that.

594
00:42:55,542 --> 00:42:57,792
What I'm afraid of is
his power to convince me.

595
00:42:59,375 --> 00:43:03,000
On the subject of monogamy, for
example, why should we put so much

596
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:06,667
frantic effort into suppressing
our most basic natural instincts?

597
00:43:09,333 --> 00:43:10,667
I don't know.

598
00:43:10,708 --> 00:43:11,750
You tell me.

599
00:43:24,292 --> 00:43:25,333
Thank you.

600
00:43:26,958 --> 00:43:28,208
I really needed that.

601
00:44:08,042 --> 00:44:13,083
Dr. Jung, rest assured that thanks
to you, I am alive and healthy.

602
00:44:14,083 --> 00:44:17,917
But please be so good as to
tell my father that I am dead.

603
00:44:19,583 --> 00:44:24,458
And whatever you do, do not pass by
the oasis without stopping to drink.

604
00:44:25,542 --> 00:44:26,583
Otto.

605
00:44:49,542 --> 00:44:50,583
Who is it?

606
00:44:52,458 --> 00:44:53,500
A friend.

607
00:45:01,583 --> 00:45:02,625
Come inside.

608
00:45:56,708 --> 00:45:57,750
It's so beautiful.

609
00:45:59,042 --> 00:46:01,000
I feel as though we've
always lived here.

610
00:46:01,042 --> 00:46:04,083
They say we'll be able to
move in by the end of the week.

611
00:46:06,958 --> 00:46:08,708
I'm sorry to be like this again.

612
00:46:09,625 --> 00:46:10,667
What do you mean?

613
00:46:12,042 --> 00:46:13,833
So big and unattractive.

614
00:46:13,875 --> 00:46:15,375
Don't be absurd.

615
00:46:17,292 --> 00:46:20,333
I expect you wish you were a
polygamist, like Otto Gross.

616
00:46:24,625 --> 00:46:27,625
If I were, it would
be something quite

617
00:46:27,625 --> 00:46:30,625
different than what we
have, which is sacred.

618
00:46:32,625 --> 00:46:34,250
I would have to be sure
you understood that.

619
00:46:36,667 --> 00:46:38,625
I wouldn't want to
know anything about it.

620
00:46:41,250 --> 00:46:42,958
I have a surprise for you.

621
00:46:52,333 --> 00:46:55,750
The boat you always
wanted with red sails.

622
00:46:59,125 --> 00:47:00,167
Thank you.

623
00:47:02,875 --> 00:47:04,417
Thank you for all of this.

624
00:47:05,500 --> 00:47:06,708
You're a good man.

625
00:47:08,417 --> 00:47:10,625
You deserve
everything that's good.

626
00:47:25,375 --> 00:47:29,417
If I say something, will you
promise not to take it the wrong way?

627
00:47:31,833 --> 00:47:32,875
What?

628
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:38,625
Don't you think
we ought to stop...

629
00:47:38,667 --> 00:47:40,708
now?

630
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:45,083
I'm married.

631
00:47:46,375 --> 00:47:48,083
Obviously, I'm being deceitful.

632
00:47:50,292 --> 00:47:52,750
Is it right for us to
perpetuate this deceit?

633
00:47:53,417 --> 00:47:54,583
Do you want to stop?

634
00:47:55,792 --> 00:47:56,958
Of course I don't.

635
00:48:02,750 --> 00:48:08,292
When you make love to
your wife, how is it?

636
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:11,208
Describe it to me.

637
00:48:15,875 --> 00:48:20,000
When you live under the same roof
with someone, it becomes habit.

638
00:48:22,208 --> 00:48:24,750
You know, it's
always very tender.

639
00:48:26,958 --> 00:48:28,583
Then this is another thing.

640
00:48:30,167 --> 00:48:33,708
Another thing in
another country.

641
00:48:39,875 --> 00:48:44,000
With me, I want
you to be ferocious.

642
00:48:46,750 --> 00:48:48,375
I want you to punish me.

643
00:49:06,750 --> 00:49:08,417
I knew it was a boy this time.

644
00:49:08,458 --> 00:49:10,292
I told you.

645
00:49:11,042 --> 00:49:12,167
I believed you.

646
00:49:17,250 --> 00:49:18,875
Will you come back to us now?

647
00:50:23,458 --> 00:50:24,250
Pity.

648
00:50:24,250 --> 00:50:27,417
I should never have
sent Doctor Gross to you.

649
00:50:27,458 --> 00:50:29,375
I blame myself.

650
00:50:30,125 --> 00:50:31,750
No, I'm very grateful you did.

651
00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:33,708
All those provocative
discussions helped

652
00:50:33,708 --> 00:50:35,625
crystallize a lot
of my thinking.

653
00:50:35,667 --> 00:50:37,250
Hm.

654
00:50:38,083 --> 00:50:40,875
Did he really send
you his hotel bill?

655
00:50:42,125 --> 00:50:43,542
Only for a couple of nights.

656
00:50:47,250 --> 00:50:48,375
He's an addict.

657
00:50:49,125 --> 00:50:50,292
I can see that now.

658
00:50:51,083 --> 00:50:54,208
He can only end by doing
great harm to our movement.

659
00:50:57,958 --> 00:51:02,042
You realize this makes you
undisputed Crown Prince, don't you?

660
00:51:03,042 --> 00:51:04,250
My son and heir?

661
00:51:05,708 --> 00:51:08,333
I'm not sure I deserve
such an accolade.

662
00:51:08,875 --> 00:51:10,417
Don't say another word.

663
00:51:13,958 --> 00:51:16,083
I often take my walk up here.

664
00:51:17,792 --> 00:51:20,583
It's inspired some
of my best ideas.

665
00:51:21,667 --> 00:51:24,250
You mustn't think I
have a closed mind.

666
00:51:24,292 --> 00:51:27,917
I have absolutely no
objection to your studying

667
00:51:27,917 --> 00:51:31,583
telepathy or parapsychology
to your heart's content.

668
00:51:33,792 --> 00:51:37,292
But I would make the point that our
own field is so embattled that

669
00:51:37,292 --> 00:51:40,833
it can only be dangerous to stray
into any kind of mysticism.

670
00:51:41,833 --> 00:51:42,833
Don't you see?

671
00:51:42,833 --> 00:51:46,250
We have to stay within the most
rigorously scientific confines.

672
00:51:50,458 --> 00:51:51,458
Are you all right?

673
00:51:51,458 --> 00:51:54,458
Yes, but I can't agree with you.

674
00:51:54,500 --> 00:51:57,500
Why should we draw some
arbitrary line and

675
00:51:57,500 --> 00:52:00,500
rule out whole areas
of investigation?

676
00:52:00,542 --> 00:52:03,083
Precisely because the
world is full of enemies

677
00:52:03,083 --> 00:52:05,625
looking for any way they
can to discredit us.

678
00:52:05,667 --> 00:52:09,292
And the moment they see us abandon
the firm ground of sexual theory

679
00:52:09,292 --> 00:52:12,958
to wallow in the black mud of
superstition they will pounce.

680
00:52:19,375 --> 00:52:21,458
As far as I'm concerned,
even to raise

681
00:52:21,458 --> 00:52:23,583
these subjects is
professional suicide.

682
00:52:27,250 --> 00:52:28,875
I knew that was going to happen!

683
00:52:28,917 --> 00:52:29,958
What?

684
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,500
I felt something like
that was going to happen.

685
00:52:32,542 --> 00:52:34,333
I had a kind of
burning in my stomach.

686
00:52:34,375 --> 00:52:35,875
What are you talking about?

687
00:52:36,958 --> 00:52:38,000
It's the heating.

688
00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:40,583
The wood in the bookcase
just cracked, that's all.

689
00:52:40,625 --> 00:52:41,208
No.

690
00:52:41,208 --> 00:52:44,167
It's what's known as a catalytic
exteriorization phenomenon.

691
00:52:44,708 --> 00:52:45,500
A what?

692
00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:48,500
A catalytic
exteriorization phenomenon.

693
00:52:48,542 --> 00:52:50,000
Don't be ridiculous.

694
00:52:50,042 --> 00:52:51,917
My diaphragm started
to glow red hot.

695
00:52:54,375 --> 00:52:56,917
And another thing
It's going to happen again.

696
00:52:56,958 --> 00:52:57,667
What?

697
00:52:57,667 --> 00:52:59,625
In a minute, it's
going to happen again.

698
00:53:00,417 --> 00:53:03,708
My dear young friend, this is exactly
the kind of thing I'm talking about.

699
00:53:05,500 --> 00:53:06,542
You see?

700
00:53:07,500 --> 00:53:08,500
That's just...

701
00:53:08,500 --> 00:53:10,375
you really can't be serious.

702
00:53:10,417 --> 00:53:14,458
There are so many mysteries,
so much further to go.

703
00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:15,083
Please.

704
00:53:15,083 --> 00:53:16,167
We can't be too careful.

705
00:53:16,208 --> 00:53:19,500
We can't afford to wander
into these speculative areas.

706
00:53:19,542 --> 00:53:24,083
Telepathy, singing bookcases,
fairies at the bottom of the garden.

707
00:53:24,125 --> 00:53:25,833
It won't do.

708
00:53:30,667 --> 00:53:31,708
It won't do.

709
00:53:55,542 --> 00:53:57,375
There's a poem by
Lermontov keeps going

710
00:53:57,375 --> 00:53:59,208
round my head about a
prisoner who finally

711
00:53:59,208 --> 00:54:01,042
achieves some happiness
when he succeeds

712
00:54:01,042 --> 00:54:02,833
in releasing a bird
from its cage.

713
00:54:07,458 --> 00:54:09,542
Why do you think this
is preoccupying you?

714
00:54:11,458 --> 00:54:15,125
I think it means that when I
become a doctor what I want

715
00:54:15,125 --> 00:54:18,750
more than anything is to give
people back their freedom...

716
00:54:22,958 --> 00:54:24,583
the way you gave me mine.

717
00:54:24,583 --> 00:54:27,333
Right.

718
00:54:27,375 --> 00:54:28,417
That's enough now.

719
00:54:32,625 --> 00:54:34,125
There we go.

720
00:54:37,000 --> 00:54:38,042
Fascinating.

721
00:54:38,083 --> 00:54:39,958
Come along, my dear.

722
00:54:43,083 --> 00:54:45,875
All the standard symptoms
of the nymphomaniac.

723
00:54:50,292 --> 00:54:51,333
Yes.

724
00:54:52,167 --> 00:54:54,625
Except that whenever
anyone responded

725
00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:57,083
to her advances, she
would run a mile.

726
00:54:58,375 --> 00:55:00,208
That's the puzzling
feature of the case.

727
00:55:02,917 --> 00:55:04,000
Hm.

728
00:55:05,875 --> 00:55:09,875
I must say it's a great pleasure
to see you in your natural habitat.

729
00:55:26,208 --> 00:55:28,458
There's a rumour running
around Vienna that

730
00:55:28,500 --> 00:55:30,750
you've taken one of your
patients as a mistress.

731
00:55:34,000 --> 00:55:35,500
It's absolutely untrue.

732
00:55:36,583 --> 00:55:38,042
Well, of course it is.

733
00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:40,875
So I've been telling everyone.

734
00:55:40,917 --> 00:55:42,917
What's being said?

735
00:55:42,958 --> 00:55:45,250
Oh, I don't know.

736
00:55:45,292 --> 00:55:48,125
That the woman's been
bragging about it.

737
00:55:48,167 --> 00:55:51,458
That somebody is sending
out anonymous letters.

738
00:55:51,458 --> 00:55:52,708
The usual sort of thing.

739
00:55:54,708 --> 00:55:56,708
Bound to happen sooner or later.

740
00:55:58,125 --> 00:55:59,958
It's an occupational hazard.

741
00:56:03,542 --> 00:56:04,583
Yes.

742
00:56:05,958 --> 00:56:07,708
I hope I'd never be
stupid enough to get

743
00:56:07,708 --> 00:56:09,458
emotionally involved
with a patient.

744
00:56:13,792 --> 00:56:14,833
I'm confused.

745
00:56:15,083 --> 00:56:16,125
I feel trapped.

746
00:56:16,125 --> 00:56:20,125
I've trapped myself into
feeling divided, guilty.

747
00:56:20,167 --> 00:56:22,208
I've never wanted
you to feel guilty.

748
00:56:22,250 --> 00:56:23,833
I don't see how we can go on.

749
00:56:26,333 --> 00:56:27,708
You mustn't say that.

750
00:56:27,750 --> 00:56:28,833
I have some kind of illness.

751
00:56:28,833 --> 00:56:30,792
Try to remember the
love and patience I

752
00:56:30,792 --> 00:56:32,708
showed towards you
when you were ill.

753
00:56:32,750 --> 00:56:33,792
That's what I need from you now.

754
00:56:33,792 --> 00:56:34,417
Of course.

755
00:56:34,417 --> 00:56:35,875
You have it always.

756
00:56:35,917 --> 00:56:38,167
Oh, please don't go.

757
00:56:38,208 --> 00:56:38,958
I must.

758
00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:40,083
I have to.

759
00:56:40,125 --> 00:56:40,708
No.

760
00:56:40,708 --> 00:56:41,625
I have to.

761
00:56:41,625 --> 00:56:42,667
No!

762
00:56:43,958 --> 00:56:45,000
I have to!

763
00:57:01,833 --> 00:57:03,833
I can't say I'm sorry
to say goodbye to him.

764
00:57:05,042 --> 00:57:06,875
Not the easiest
houseguest we've ever had.

765
00:57:07,708 --> 00:57:08,750
No.

766
00:57:10,042 --> 00:57:12,667
I don't think he ever recovered
from the first view of the house.

767
00:57:14,458 --> 00:57:18,708
Still, I suppose compared to
that tiny flat in Vienna...

768
00:57:23,958 --> 00:57:26,125
Why did he refuse to
meet the Herr Direktor?

769
00:57:26,167 --> 00:57:30,458
Oh, he's always been a great one
for bearing incomprehensible grudges.

770
00:57:32,792 --> 00:57:35,542
Did he say anything to you
about anonymous letters?

771
00:57:42,375 --> 00:57:45,333
Surely you didn't think I'd let
you go without putting up a fight?

772
00:57:53,500 --> 00:57:54,542
SECRETARYFraulein Spielrein!

773
00:57:57,750 --> 00:57:59,083
Why are you doing this?

774
00:58:01,708 --> 00:58:02,792
Please sit down.

775
00:58:02,833 --> 00:58:04,167
And how could you
treat me this way?

776
00:58:06,333 --> 00:58:07,375
Sit down.

777
00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:19,292
I tried to explain the
situation to your mother.

778
00:58:19,333 --> 00:58:21,250
I don't know how you dared
say those things to her.

779
00:58:21,292 --> 00:58:23,125
She came in waving
an anonymous letter

780
00:58:23,125 --> 00:58:24,958
demanding to know
if it was true.

781
00:58:26,708 --> 00:58:29,958
I told her even if it were,
the position would not be

782
00:58:29,958 --> 00:58:33,208
quite as she imagined, since
you're no longer my patient.

783
00:58:33,250 --> 00:58:35,292
Of course I'm your patient.

784
00:58:35,333 --> 00:58:36,417
Technically not.

785
00:58:36,458 --> 00:58:37,958
Not since I stopped
charging you.

786
00:58:38,833 --> 00:58:40,083
That's what she said.

787
00:58:41,375 --> 00:58:44,458
I told her I didn't believe
her and she told me

788
00:58:44,458 --> 00:58:47,542
you said your fee was 20
francs a consultation.

789
00:58:47,583 --> 00:58:50,500
I was trying to make the point that
I would take you back as a patient

790
00:58:50,542 --> 00:58:53,458
but that I could only undertake
to see you inside this office.

791
00:58:55,375 --> 00:59:00,167
How can you be so
cold and offhand?

792
00:59:01,542 --> 00:59:03,708
I was trying to make
her understand the

793
00:59:03,708 --> 00:59:05,875
distinction between a
patient and a friend.

794
00:59:13,292 --> 00:59:17,875
Listen... I've made
a stupid mistake.

795
00:59:17,917 --> 00:59:19,333
Is that what it was?

796
00:59:19,375 --> 00:59:22,833
I broke one of the elementary
rules of my profession.

797
00:59:22,875 --> 00:59:26,583
I'm your doctor and I
believe I did you some good.

798
00:59:27,625 --> 00:59:29,792
I can't forgive myself
for overstepping the mark.

799
00:59:29,833 --> 00:59:32,333
I should have known that
if I gave you what you

800
00:59:32,333 --> 00:59:34,792
wanted you wouldn't be
able to help wanting more.

801
00:59:34,833 --> 00:59:35,750
I don't want more.

802
00:59:35,750 --> 00:59:37,292
And I never wanted more.

803
00:59:37,333 --> 00:59:38,417
I never asked for more.

804
00:59:39,208 --> 00:59:40,375
You didn't have to ask.

805
00:59:41,333 --> 00:59:44,208
And even if you're right,
which I dispute, do you

806
00:59:44,208 --> 00:59:47,083
think this is a proper way
to behave towards me?

807
00:59:47,083 --> 00:59:48,917
Refusing to speak to me
except in your office?

808
00:59:48,917 --> 00:59:49,958
I'm your physician.

809
00:59:51,958 --> 00:59:53,667
From now on,
that's all I can be.

810
00:59:56,625 --> 00:59:58,083
Don't you love me anymore?

811
01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:02,292
Only as your physician.

812
01:00:06,583 --> 01:00:08,542
You think I'm going
to stand for this?

813
01:00:08,583 --> 01:00:10,083
What choice do you have?

814
01:00:24,750 --> 01:00:26,375
And there's your 20 francs.

815
01:00:37,125 --> 01:00:40,750
Dear Professor Freud, I would be most
grateful if you would allow me to

816
01:00:40,750 --> 01:00:44,417
come and visit you in Vienna on a
matter of great interest to us both.

817
01:00:49,833 --> 01:00:54,542
Dear Friend, I have just received
this extremely strange letter.

818
01:00:54,583 --> 01:00:56,458
Do you know this woman?

819
01:00:57,167 --> 01:00:58,208
Who is she?

820
01:01:04,042 --> 01:01:05,875
As you will not doubt
recall, Spielrein was

821
01:01:05,875 --> 01:01:07,667
the case that brought
you and me together,

822
01:01:07,667 --> 01:01:09,500
for which reason I've
always regarded her

823
01:01:09,500 --> 01:01:11,333
with special gratitude
and affection...

824
01:01:15,292 --> 01:01:18,250
until I understood that she was
systematically planning my seduction.

825
01:01:19,708 --> 01:01:22,042
Now I have no idea what
her intentions may be.

826
01:01:22,083 --> 01:01:24,500
Revenge, I suspect.

827
01:01:26,583 --> 01:01:29,167
I have never shown such
friendship to a patient.

828
01:01:29,208 --> 01:01:32,417
Nor have I ever been made
to suffer so much in return.

829
01:01:33,917 --> 01:01:36,000
I am hoping you will
agree to act as a

830
01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:38,042
kind of go-between and
avert a disaster.

831
01:01:40,583 --> 01:01:44,208
Your famous saying is carved
in block letters on my heart

832
01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:47,875
'Whatever you do, give up any
idea of trying to cure them.

833
01:01:54,917 --> 01:01:57,875
Experiences like this,
however painful,

834
01:01:57,875 --> 01:02:00,833
are necessary and inevitable.

835
01:02:00,875 --> 01:02:03,792
Without them, how
can we know life?

836
01:02:07,417 --> 01:02:09,958
Dear Miss Spielrein, Dr.

837
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:13,417
Jung is a good friend and
colleague of mine whom I believe

838
01:02:13,417 --> 01:02:16,833
to be incapable of frivolous
or shabby behaviour.

839
01:02:16,875 --> 01:02:20,292
What I infer from your
letter is that you used

840
01:02:20,292 --> 01:02:23,708
to be close friends,
but are no longer so.

841
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:26,792
If this is the case I would
urge you to consider whether

842
01:02:26,833 --> 01:02:28,625
the feelings that have survived
this close friendship are

843
01:02:28,625 --> 01:02:30,458
not best suppressed and
forgotten and without the

844
01:02:30,458 --> 01:02:32,292
intervention and involvement of
third persons such as myself.

845
01:02:47,583 --> 01:02:48,625
SECRETARYHerr Doctor.

846
01:02:49,583 --> 01:02:50,625
Fraulein Spielrein.

847
01:03:00,833 --> 01:03:01,875
What is it?

848
01:03:04,958 --> 01:03:06,458
I heard you were
leaving the hospital.

849
01:03:08,167 --> 01:03:09,208
As you see.

850
01:03:10,917 --> 01:03:13,167
People are saying it's because
of the scandal I caused.

851
01:03:13,208 --> 01:03:14,917
I'd been planning
to leave anyway.

852
01:03:17,583 --> 01:03:21,417
Well, I'm sorry if...
I precipitated it.

853
01:03:23,958 --> 01:03:25,792
You've always been
something of a catalyst.

854
01:03:29,875 --> 01:03:32,417
I've had a letter
from Professor Freud.

855
01:03:35,792 --> 01:03:36,417
Oh, yes?

856
01:03:36,417 --> 01:03:39,750
The thing that shone through
was how much he loves you.

857
01:03:41,000 --> 01:03:45,792
But... what was also clear
is that you denied everything.

858
01:03:45,833 --> 01:03:49,458
You let him think I was
a fantasist or a liar.

859
01:03:50,500 --> 01:03:52,208
I don't see that it's
any of his business.

860
01:03:54,333 --> 01:03:56,042
I've come here to ask
you to tell the truth.

861
01:03:58,917 --> 01:03:59,583
What?

862
01:03:59,583 --> 01:04:02,708
I want you to write to him
and tell him everything.

863
01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:04,333
And then I want him to
write to me again to

864
01:04:04,333 --> 01:04:05,875
confirm that you've
told him everything.

865
01:04:08,708 --> 01:04:09,917
Are you blackmailing me?

866
01:04:13,625 --> 01:04:17,125
I'm asking you
to tell the truth.

867
01:04:17,125 --> 01:04:19,792
Why is this so important to you?

868
01:04:21,667 --> 01:04:23,583
I want him to take
me as his patient.

869
01:04:32,250 --> 01:04:33,292
Does it have to be him?

870
01:04:35,833 --> 01:04:36,875
It has to be him.

871
01:04:43,292 --> 01:04:45,292
You don't feel the same
way about him, do you?

872
01:04:45,333 --> 01:04:47,125
I'm disappointed by
his rigid pragmatism,

873
01:04:47,125 --> 01:04:48,958
his insistence that
nothing can possibly

874
01:04:48,958 --> 01:04:50,792
exist unless some
puny or transitory

875
01:04:50,792 --> 01:04:52,625
intelligence has first
become aware of it.

876
01:04:57,125 --> 01:04:58,458
All the same, will
you write to him?

877
01:05:00,417 --> 01:05:02,125
I could have damaged
you, you know?

878
01:05:04,083 --> 01:05:05,417
Far worse than I did.

879
01:05:06,750 --> 01:05:08,250
I chose not to.

880
01:05:14,875 --> 01:05:15,667
All right.

881
01:05:15,667 --> 01:05:16,708
I'll do it.

882
01:05:20,583 --> 01:05:21,625
Thank you.

883
01:05:24,625 --> 01:05:25,917
It means everything to me.

884
01:05:37,583 --> 01:05:39,042
Are you going somewhere
for the summer?

885
01:05:40,333 --> 01:05:41,875
Berlin with my parents.

886
01:05:43,625 --> 01:05:47,042
But you are going to come back
to the university to qualify?

887
01:05:48,708 --> 01:05:49,750
Of course.

888
01:05:53,708 --> 01:05:58,083
I'm going to America with Freud,
although he doesn't yet know it.

889
01:06:00,083 --> 01:06:01,125
That's nice.

890
01:06:02,333 --> 01:06:03,375
Good bye.

891
01:06:10,542 --> 01:06:14,042
...in view of my friendship
for the patient and her

892
01:06:14,042 --> 01:06:17,500
complete trust in me, what
I did was indefensible.

893
01:06:18,708 --> 01:06:22,917
I confess this, very unhappily,
to you, my father-figure...

894
01:06:22,958 --> 01:06:24,708
Hm.

895
01:06:31,583 --> 01:06:35,167
Dear Miss Spielrein,
I owe you an apology.

896
01:06:35,208 --> 01:06:38,833
But the fact that I was wrong and
that the man is to be blamed

897
01:06:38,833 --> 01:06:42,500
rather than the woman satisfies
my own need to revere women.

898
01:06:44,500 --> 01:06:47,500
Please… accept my admiration
for the very dignified

899
01:06:47,500 --> 01:06:50,500
way in which you have
resolved this conflict.

900
01:06:54,708 --> 01:06:57,083
Do we have all the necessary
paperwork, Ferenczi?

901
01:06:57,125 --> 01:06:59,708
I have everything, Professor.

902
01:06:59,750 --> 01:07:01,417
Hm.

903
01:07:02,667 --> 01:07:03,458
Good.

904
01:07:03,458 --> 01:07:05,292
I've always been in
two minds about America.

905
01:07:05,333 --> 01:07:08,292
Maybe we made a foolish error.

906
01:07:09,167 --> 01:07:10,583
Do they really want us there?

907
01:07:10,625 --> 01:07:14,167
They postponed the Congress for
two months so that you could attend.

908
01:07:14,208 --> 01:07:16,167
Surely that gives
you some indication.

909
01:07:16,208 --> 01:07:17,083
Hm.

910
01:07:17,083 --> 01:07:18,250
Yes.

911
01:07:18,292 --> 01:07:20,292
I think it's going to
be a great adventure.

912
01:07:20,333 --> 01:07:21,375
Yes.

913
01:07:22,958 --> 01:07:24,083
I hope you're right.

914
01:07:28,708 --> 01:07:29,792
I go this way.

915
01:07:31,750 --> 01:07:32,583
What do you mean?

916
01:07:32,583 --> 01:07:35,250
I left my wife to
make the arrangements.

917
01:07:35,292 --> 01:07:38,375
I'm afraid she's booked me
a first-class state room.

918
01:07:40,208 --> 01:07:41,250
I see.

919
01:07:58,875 --> 01:08:03,833
I was on the Swiss-Austrian border
somewhere in the mountains at dusk.

920
01:08:03,875 --> 01:08:06,625
There was a long wait because

921
01:08:06,625 --> 01:08:09,375
everybody's baggage
was being searched.

922
01:08:09,417 --> 01:08:13,000
I noticed a decrepit
customs official

923
01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:16,625
wearing the old royal
and imperial uniform.

924
01:08:16,667 --> 01:08:20,292
And I was watching him walking up
and down with his melancholy and

925
01:08:20,292 --> 01:08:23,958
disgruntled expression, when someone
said to me, He isn't really there.

926
01:08:26,083 --> 01:08:30,750
He's a ghost who still hasn't
found out how to die properly.

927
01:08:36,042 --> 01:08:37,208
Is that the whole dream?

928
01:08:37,250 --> 01:08:38,750
All I can remember.

929
01:08:42,792 --> 01:08:44,958
Did you say the
Swiss-Austrian border?

930
01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:45,958
Yes.

931
01:08:45,958 --> 01:08:48,792
Must have something
to do with us.

932
01:08:50,083 --> 01:08:51,125
You think so?

933
01:08:55,000 --> 01:08:59,958
<clears throat>
Everybody's being searched.

934
01:09:00,000 --> 01:09:01,375
Hm?

935
01:09:01,417 --> 01:09:05,042
Perhaps that's an indication that
the ideas which used to flow so

936
01:09:05,042 --> 01:09:08,708
freely between us are now subject
to a most suspicious examination.

937
01:09:10,958 --> 01:09:12,792
You mean the ideas
flowing in your direction.

938
01:09:13,667 --> 01:09:17,000
And I'm afraid the old relic
shuffling about in this

939
01:09:17,000 --> 01:09:20,333
entirely useless fashion
must almost certainly be me.

940
01:09:20,333 --> 01:09:21,083
Wait a minute.

941
01:09:21,083 --> 01:09:24,292
Whom you very mercifully wish
could be put out of his misery.

942
01:09:25,750 --> 01:09:27,625
A humane death wish.

943
01:09:30,958 --> 01:09:33,583
Perhaps the fact that
he was unable to die

944
01:09:33,583 --> 01:09:36,208
simply indicated the
immortality of his ideas.

945
01:09:36,250 --> 01:09:37,292
Oh.

946
01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:39,375
Yes.

947
01:09:43,333 --> 01:09:45,792
So you agree it
must have been me?

948
01:09:45,833 --> 01:09:47,500
I didn't say that.

949
01:09:47,542 --> 01:09:48,750
No.

950
01:09:48,792 --> 01:09:51,292
Never mind.

951
01:09:51,292 --> 01:09:55,542
It's a most
entertaining example.

952
01:09:58,250 --> 01:09:59,292
What about you?

953
01:09:59,292 --> 01:10:01,125
Do you have a dream to report?

954
01:10:03,333 --> 01:10:05,875
I had a most elaborate
dream last night.

955
01:10:05,917 --> 01:10:07,917
Particularly rich.

956
01:10:11,333 --> 01:10:12,375
Well, let's hear it.

957
01:10:14,958 --> 01:10:18,500
I'd love to tell you but
I don't think I should.

958
01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:22,125
Why ever not?

959
01:10:27,458 --> 01:10:29,583
I wouldn't want to
risk my authority.

960
01:10:52,708 --> 01:10:56,125
Take it from me, what you're
looking at is the future.

961
01:10:58,125 --> 01:11:01,958
You think they know we're on our
way, bringing them the plague?

962
01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:30,042
Fraulein Spielrein.

963
01:11:33,083 --> 01:11:35,708
Whose idea was it for you
to send me your dissertation?

964
01:11:37,583 --> 01:11:38,792
The Herr Direktor.

965
01:11:38,833 --> 01:11:40,917
Yes, of course.

966
01:11:44,208 --> 01:11:46,542
He kept insisting this
was the kind of material

967
01:11:46,542 --> 01:11:48,917
you were looking for
for your Yearbook.

968
01:11:50,583 --> 01:11:53,792
It certainly is a very fascinating
case you've chosen to investigate.

969
01:11:53,833 --> 01:11:56,833
But if we're to consider it
for the Yearbook, there are

970
01:11:56,833 --> 01:11:59,792
one or two mistakes which
will have to be dealt with.

971
01:11:59,833 --> 01:12:01,417
Of course.

972
01:12:02,917 --> 01:12:04,917
Might you have a little
time to discuss all this?

973
01:12:07,125 --> 01:12:08,167
Yes.

974
01:12:13,167 --> 01:12:16,583
When I left the hospital and moved
out here I was afraid it would take

975
01:12:16,583 --> 01:12:19,958
years to build up a roster of
patients but I'm already under siege.

976
01:12:22,667 --> 01:12:25,333
Anyway, I don't see why a
little more work won't

977
01:12:25,333 --> 01:12:27,958
make your dissertation
eminently publishable.

978
01:12:29,333 --> 01:12:31,625
Do you think we'd be able to
work on it together without?

979
01:12:38,167 --> 01:12:41,875
It's always going to be something
of a risk, us seeing one another.

980
01:12:43,625 --> 01:12:44,667
Yes.

981
01:12:45,333 --> 01:12:46,958
But I believe we have
the character to be

982
01:12:46,958 --> 01:12:48,583
able to deal with the
situation, don't you?

983
01:12:49,875 --> 01:12:50,958
I hope so.

984
01:12:54,417 --> 01:12:57,542
I somehow imagined you'd have
found another admirer by now.

985
01:12:59,167 --> 01:13:00,208
No.

986
01:13:02,333 --> 01:13:04,042
You were the jewel
of great price.

987
01:13:11,792 --> 01:13:13,792
Shall we say this
time next Tuesday?

988
01:13:13,833 --> 01:13:17,250
And I'll start gently
ripping you to shreds.

989
01:13:27,083 --> 01:13:29,458
Explain this analogy
you make between the

990
01:13:29,458 --> 01:13:31,833
sex instinct and the
death instinct.

991
01:13:33,583 --> 01:13:36,667
Professor Freud claims
that the sexual drive

992
01:13:36,667 --> 01:13:39,708
arises from a simple
urge towards pleasure.

993
01:13:39,750 --> 01:13:41,833
If he's right, the
question is why is this

994
01:13:41,833 --> 01:13:43,875
urge so often
successfully repressed?

995
01:13:43,917 --> 01:13:47,250
You used to have a theory
involving the impulse towards

996
01:13:47,250 --> 01:13:50,583
destruction and self-destruction,
losing oneself.

997
01:13:50,625 --> 01:13:52,458
Well, suppose we think
of sexuality as

998
01:13:52,458 --> 01:13:54,292
fusion - losing oneself,
as you say, but

999
01:13:54,292 --> 01:13:56,083
losing oneself in the
other - in other

1000
01:13:56,083 --> 01:13:57,917
words, destroying one's
own individuality.

1001
01:14:01,833 --> 01:14:05,583
Wouldn't the ego, in self-defence,
automatically resist that impulse?

1002
01:14:05,625 --> 01:14:08,500
You mean for selfish
not for social reasons?

1003
01:14:08,542 --> 01:14:09,208
Yes.

1004
01:14:09,208 --> 01:14:11,875
I'm saying that perhaps
true sexuality

1005
01:14:11,875 --> 01:14:14,542
demands the destruction
of the ego.

1006
01:14:17,083 --> 01:14:20,125
In other words, the opposite
of what Freud proposes.

1007
01:15:01,417 --> 01:15:04,125
When I graduate, I've
decided to leave Zurich.

1008
01:15:09,417 --> 01:15:10,458
I have to.

1009
01:15:13,958 --> 01:15:14,917
Why?

1010
01:15:14,917 --> 01:15:16,833
You know why.

1011
01:15:23,708 --> 01:15:24,750
It's true.

1012
01:15:26,083 --> 01:15:31,750
I'm nothing but a philistine
Swiss bourgeois complacent coward.

1013
01:15:31,792 --> 01:15:37,875
I want to leave everything,
break away and disappear with you.

1014
01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:44,000
Then comes the voice
of the philistine.

1015
01:15:48,667 --> 01:15:49,708
Where will you go?

1016
01:15:49,708 --> 01:15:52,167
Vienna, maybe.

1017
01:15:53,208 --> 01:15:54,375
Please don't go there.

1018
01:15:56,125 --> 01:15:58,708
I must go wherever
I need to feel free.

1019
01:16:11,000 --> 01:16:12,042
<sobbing> Don't...

1020
01:16:26,625 --> 01:16:27,667
You know your paper...

1021
01:16:28,500 --> 01:16:30,958
led to one of the most
stimulating discussions

1022
01:16:30,958 --> 01:16:33,375
we've ever had at the
Psychoanalytic Society.

1023
01:16:35,000 --> 01:16:39,250
Do you really think the sexual drive
is a demonic and destructive force?

1024
01:16:39,250 --> 01:16:41,083
Yes, at the same time as being a

1025
01:16:41,083 --> 01:16:42,917
creative force, in the
sense that it can

1026
01:16:42,917 --> 01:16:46,542
produce, out of the destruction of
two individualities, a new being.

1027
01:16:48,250 --> 01:16:51,208
But the individual must always
overcome resistance because

1028
01:16:51,208 --> 01:16:54,167
of the self-annihilating
nature of the sexual act.

1029
01:16:56,750 --> 01:16:57,708
Hm.

1030
01:16:57,708 --> 01:17:01,375
I've fought against the idea for
some time, but I suppose there

1031
01:17:01,375 --> 01:17:05,000
must be some kind of indissoluble
link between sex and death.

1032
01:17:09,708 --> 01:17:11,542
I don't feel the
relationship between the

1033
01:17:11,542 --> 01:17:13,375
two is quite the way
you have portrayed it,

1034
01:17:13,375 --> 01:17:15,167
but I'm most grateful
to you for animating

1035
01:17:15,167 --> 01:17:17,000
the subject in such
a stimulating way.

1036
01:17:18,958 --> 01:17:22,042
The only slight shock was
your introduction, at the

1037
01:17:22,042 --> 01:17:25,125
very end of your paper,
of the name of Christ.

1038
01:17:27,333 --> 01:17:29,833
Are you completely
opposed to any kind

1039
01:17:29,875 --> 01:17:32,375
of religious dimension
in our field?

1040
01:17:32,417 --> 01:17:35,833
In general, I don't care if a
man believes in Rama, Marx or

1041
01:17:35,833 --> 01:17:39,250
Aphrodite, as long as he keeps
it out of the consulting room.

1042
01:17:39,250 --> 01:17:42,625
Is that what's at the bottom
of your dispute with Dr.

1043
01:17:42,667 --> 01:17:43,208
Jung?

1044
01:17:43,208 --> 01:17:46,417
I have no dispute with Dr.

1045
01:17:46,458 --> 01:17:46,917
Jung.

1046
01:17:46,917 --> 01:17:50,042
I was simply mistaken about him.

1047
01:17:51,208 --> 01:17:52,875
I thought he was
going to be able to

1048
01:17:52,875 --> 01:17:54,542
carry our work forward
after I was gone.

1049
01:17:54,583 --> 01:17:57,000
I didn't bargain for
all that second-rate

1050
01:17:57,000 --> 01:17:59,417
mysticism and
self-aggrandising shamanism.

1051
01:18:00,833 --> 01:18:04,458
Nor did I realize he could be
so brutal and sanctimonious.

1052
01:18:04,500 --> 01:18:08,125
He's trying to find some way
forward so that we don't just have

1053
01:18:08,167 --> 01:18:11,792
to tell our patients, This is
why you are the way you are.

1054
01:18:12,000 --> 01:18:14,208
He wants to be able
to say, WWe can show

1055
01:18:14,208 --> 01:18:16,417
you what it is you
might want to become.

1056
01:18:16,417 --> 01:18:18,458
Playing God, in other words.

1057
01:18:18,500 --> 01:18:20,875
We have no right to do that.

1058
01:18:20,917 --> 01:18:24,292
The world is as it is.

1059
01:18:25,625 --> 01:18:30,167
Understanding and accepting that
is the way to psychic health.

1060
01:18:30,208 --> 01:18:33,292
What good can we do
if our aim is simply

1061
01:18:33,292 --> 01:18:36,417
to replace one
delusion with another?

1062
01:18:40,375 --> 01:18:41,750
Well, I agree with you.

1063
01:18:43,500 --> 01:18:44,542
Hm.

1064
01:18:45,333 --> 01:18:48,500
I've noticed that in the crucial
areas of dispute between Dr.

1065
01:18:48,542 --> 01:18:50,250
Jung and myself, you
tend to favour me.

1066
01:18:51,333 --> 01:18:53,333
I thought you had
no dispute with him.

1067
01:18:54,500 --> 01:18:55,542
Hm.

1068
01:18:58,917 --> 01:19:00,250
You still love him.

1069
01:19:00,250 --> 01:19:02,750
That's not why I'm
pleading his cause.

1070
01:19:02,792 --> 01:19:06,417
I just feel that if you two don't
find some way to co-exist, it will

1071
01:19:06,417 --> 01:19:10,083
hold back the progress of
psychoanalysis, perhaps indefinitely.

1072
01:19:14,500 --> 01:19:16,458
Is there no way
to avert a rupture?

1073
01:19:16,500 --> 01:19:21,208
Correct scientific relations
will be maintained, of course.

1074
01:19:21,250 --> 01:19:23,958
I'll be seeing him at the
editorial meeting in

1075
01:19:23,958 --> 01:19:26,667
Munich in September and I
shall be perfectly civil.

1076
01:19:28,125 --> 01:19:30,292
To tell you the truth,
what finished him

1077
01:19:30,292 --> 01:19:32,417
for me was all that
business about you.

1078
01:19:32,458 --> 01:19:35,167
The lies, the
ruthless behaviour.

1079
01:19:35,208 --> 01:19:37,042
I was very shocked.

1080
01:19:39,417 --> 01:19:40,750
I think he loved me.

1081
01:19:40,792 --> 01:19:44,083
I'm afraid your idea of
a mystical union with

1082
01:19:44,083 --> 01:19:47,333
a blond Siegfried was
inevitably doomed.

1083
01:19:52,417 --> 01:19:55,208
Put not your trust in Aryans.

1084
01:19:57,000 --> 01:20:03,250
We're Jews, my dear Miss Spielrein,
and Jews we will always be.

1085
01:20:06,833 --> 01:20:10,500
Now, the real reason I invited
you here this evening was to ask

1086
01:20:10,500 --> 01:20:14,125
if you'd be prepared to take
on one or two of my patients?

1087
01:20:20,625 --> 01:20:23,708
I was interested in what you
said about monotheism - that it

1088
01:20:23,708 --> 01:20:26,792
arose historically out of some
kind of patricidal impulse.

1089
01:20:26,833 --> 01:20:27,833
Yes.

1090
01:20:27,833 --> 01:20:31,500
Akhnaton, who, as far as we
know, was the first to put

1091
01:20:31,500 --> 01:20:35,125
forth the bizarre notion
that there was only one God.

1092
01:20:37,542 --> 01:20:39,958
Also had his father's
name erased and

1093
01:20:39,958 --> 01:20:42,375
chiselled out of all
public monuments.

1094
01:20:42,417 --> 01:20:43,667
That's not strictly true.

1095
01:20:44,542 --> 01:20:45,500
Not true?

1096
01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:46,708
No.

1097
01:20:48,042 --> 01:20:50,208
You mean it was
most probably a myth?

1098
01:20:50,250 --> 01:20:51,625
No.

1099
01:20:51,667 --> 01:20:53,458
I mean there were two
perfectly straightforward

1100
01:20:53,458 --> 01:20:55,292
reasons for Akhnaton,
or Amenhopis

1101
01:20:55,292 --> 01:20:57,125
IV as I prefer to
call him, to excise

1102
01:20:57,125 --> 01:20:58,958
his father's name
from the cartouches.

1103
01:20:59,958 --> 01:21:01,792
First, this was
something traditionally

1104
01:21:01,792 --> 01:21:03,625
done by all new kings who

1105
01:21:03,625 --> 01:21:07,250
didn't wish their father's name to
continue to be public currency.

1106
01:21:08,458 --> 01:21:11,250
In much the same way
as your article in

1107
01:21:11,250 --> 01:21:14,042
the Yearbook fails
to mention my name?

1108
01:21:14,917 --> 01:21:18,042
Your name is so well-known it hardly
seemed necessary to mention it.

1109
01:21:18,083 --> 01:21:19,583
Do go on.

1110
01:21:19,625 --> 01:21:21,458
Secondly, Amenhopis only
struck out the first half

1111
01:21:21,458 --> 01:21:23,250
of his father's name,
Amenhotep, because, like the

1112
01:21:23,250 --> 01:21:25,083
first half of his own name,
it was shared by Amon,

1113
01:21:25,083 --> 01:21:26,917
one of the gods he was
determined to eliminate.

1114
01:21:32,500 --> 01:21:33,417
Hm.

1115
01:21:33,417 --> 01:21:35,708
As simple as that?

1116
01:21:35,750 --> 01:21:39,042
The explanation doesn't
seem to me unduly simple.

1117
01:21:39,083 --> 01:21:42,750
And do you think your man,
whatever you call him,

1118
01:21:42,750 --> 01:21:46,375
felt no hostility whatsoever
toward his father?

1119
01:21:48,375 --> 01:21:50,625
I have no means of
proof, of course.

1120
01:21:50,667 --> 01:21:52,500
For all I know,
Amenhopis may have

1121
01:21:52,500 --> 01:21:54,292
thought that his
father's name was quite

1122
01:21:54,333 --> 01:21:57,958
familiar enough and that now it might
be time to make a name for himself.

1123
01:22:18,875 --> 01:22:22,708
How sweet it must be to die.

1124
01:22:27,208 --> 01:22:30,375
If I may say so, dear
Professor, you make the

1125
01:22:30,375 --> 01:22:33,500
mistake of treating your
friends like patients.

1126
01:22:33,542 --> 01:22:35,375
This enables you to
reduce them to the level

1127
01:22:35,375 --> 01:22:37,208
of children, so that
their only choice

1128
01:22:37,208 --> 01:22:39,000
is to become obsequious
nonentities or

1129
01:22:39,000 --> 01:22:40,833
bullying enforcers
of the party line...

1130
01:22:43,458 --> 01:22:45,292
while you sit on the
mountaintop, the infallible

1131
01:22:45,292 --> 01:22:47,125
father-figure and nobody
dares to pluck you by

1132
01:22:47,125 --> 01:22:48,917
the beard and say, 'Think
about your behaviour

1133
01:22:48,917 --> 01:22:50,750
and then decide which one
of us is the neurotic.

1134
01:22:55,083 --> 01:22:56,792
I speak as a friend.

1135
01:22:56,833 --> 01:22:58,292
Hm.

1136
01:23:19,042 --> 01:23:21,083
Your letter cannot be answered.

1137
01:23:21,125 --> 01:23:24,083
Your claim that I
treat my friends like

1138
01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:27,000
patients is
self-evidently untrue.

1139
01:23:27,042 --> 01:23:30,667
As to which of us is the neurotic,
I thought we analysts were

1140
01:23:30,667 --> 01:23:34,333
agreed a little neurosis was
nothing whatever to be ashamed of.

1141
01:23:35,833 --> 01:23:37,667
But a man like you,
who behaves quite

1142
01:23:37,667 --> 01:23:39,500
abnormally and then
stands there shouting at

1143
01:23:39,500 --> 01:23:41,292
the top of his voice
how normal he is

1144
01:23:41,292 --> 01:23:43,125
does give considerable
cause for concern.

1145
01:23:47,917 --> 01:23:52,792
For a long time now our relationship
has been hanging by a thread.

1146
01:23:52,833 --> 01:23:58,583
And a thread, moreover, mostly
consisting of past disappointments.

1147
01:23:59,208 --> 01:24:01,750
We have nothing to
lose by cutting it.

1148
01:24:13,250 --> 01:24:15,917
You will be the best judge of
what this moment means to you.

1149
01:24:17,542 --> 01:24:18,792
The rest is silence.

1150
01:24:46,917 --> 01:24:49,417
So good to have met you
at last, Dr. Spielrein.

1151
01:24:50,625 --> 01:24:54,583
We did meet once before when
I was your husband's patient.

1152
01:24:57,208 --> 01:24:58,250
I think you're right.

1153
01:25:03,250 --> 01:25:05,000
Your children are glorious.

1154
01:25:07,708 --> 01:25:08,583
Thank you.

1155
01:25:08,583 --> 01:25:10,875
You must let us know
when yours arrives.

1156
01:25:11,500 --> 01:25:12,833
I expect you want a boy.

1157
01:25:12,875 --> 01:25:13,583
No.

1158
01:25:13,583 --> 01:25:17,667
No, my husband and I both
think we would prefer a girl.

1159
01:25:17,667 --> 01:25:18,917
Really?

1160
01:25:26,292 --> 01:25:27,375
I wish you could help him.

1161
01:25:28,375 --> 01:25:29,458
Why?

1162
01:25:29,500 --> 01:25:30,125
What's the matter?

1163
01:25:30,125 --> 01:25:31,458
He's not himself.

1164
01:25:33,208 --> 01:25:35,958
He's very confused and
bogged down with his book.

1165
01:25:37,250 --> 01:25:38,292
He's not sleeping.

1166
01:25:38,333 --> 01:25:41,083
He's not taking on
any new patients.

1167
01:25:41,125 --> 01:25:43,375
He still hasn't recovered
from the violence

1168
01:25:43,375 --> 01:25:45,667
of his break with
Professor Freud.

1169
01:25:47,208 --> 01:25:50,833
What you're describing is
very unlike my memory of him.

1170
01:25:50,875 --> 01:25:53,250
If you were staying
in town, I'd try to

1171
01:25:53,250 --> 01:25:55,583
persuade him to let
you analyze him.

1172
01:25:59,583 --> 01:26:04,292
I know he always set great
store by your opinion.

1173
01:26:06,208 --> 01:26:07,708
You are taking patients now?

1174
01:26:07,750 --> 01:26:13,417
I've pretty much decided to
specialize in child psychology.

1175
01:26:13,458 --> 01:26:17,208
I'm not sure if it's
a field he approves of.

1176
01:26:17,250 --> 01:26:19,458
I haven't discussed
it with him but...

1177
01:26:22,792 --> 01:26:24,333
You better go and talk to him.

1178
01:26:32,625 --> 01:26:34,667
No one can help
him more than you.

1179
01:26:35,625 --> 01:26:36,750
I hope you're right.

1180
01:26:59,500 --> 01:27:01,250
Your children are beautiful.

1181
01:27:07,750 --> 01:27:08,875
So you're married.

1182
01:27:11,042 --> 01:27:12,083
Yes.

1183
01:27:14,500 --> 01:27:15,542
He's a doctor?

1184
01:27:17,792 --> 01:27:18,583
Yes.

1185
01:27:18,583 --> 01:27:19,958
His name is Pavel Scheftel.

1186
01:27:22,208 --> 01:27:23,250
Russian.

1187
01:27:25,917 --> 01:27:27,375
Yes, a Russian Jew.

1188
01:27:31,583 --> 01:27:32,625
What's he like?

1189
01:27:35,250 --> 01:27:36,292
Kind.

1190
01:27:40,583 --> 01:27:43,458
Good, good.

1191
01:27:46,292 --> 01:27:47,708
Are you all right?

1192
01:27:47,750 --> 01:27:49,000
Yes.

1193
01:27:51,375 --> 01:27:54,750
I haven't been sleeping very well and
I keep having this apocalyptic dream.

1194
01:27:56,500 --> 01:27:59,167
A terrible flood from
the North Sea to the Alps.

1195
01:28:00,417 --> 01:28:01,708
Houses washed away.

1196
01:28:02,667 --> 01:28:04,458
Thousands of floating corpses.

1197
01:28:06,542 --> 01:28:10,417
Eventually it comes crashing into
the lake in a great tidal wave.

1198
01:28:12,125 --> 01:28:15,750
And by this time, the
water, roaring down like

1199
01:28:15,750 --> 01:28:19,417
some vast avalanche,
has turned to blood.

1200
01:28:23,542 --> 01:28:24,708
The blood of Europe.

1201
01:28:28,500 --> 01:28:29,917
What do you think it means?

1202
01:28:33,167 --> 01:28:34,542
I've no idea.

1203
01:28:36,208 --> 01:28:37,583
Unless it's about to happen.

1204
01:28:42,000 --> 01:28:43,042
What are your plans?

1205
01:28:45,292 --> 01:28:47,125
We've been thinking of
going back to Russia.

1206
01:28:48,583 --> 01:28:49,958
As long as you leave Vienna.

1207
01:28:53,042 --> 01:28:54,583
I spoke to him last week.

1208
01:28:54,625 --> 01:28:55,958
I can't believe there's
nothing to be done.

1209
01:28:56,000 --> 01:28:56,792
There's nothing to be done.

1210
01:28:56,792 --> 01:28:59,500
The day he refused to discuss a
dream with me on the grounds

1211
01:28:59,500 --> 01:29:02,250
that it might risk his authority,
I should have known.

1212
01:29:04,333 --> 01:29:06,458
After that, for me,
he had no authority.

1213
01:29:08,375 --> 01:29:11,250
It was a blow when I discovered
you'd chosen his side.

1214
01:29:11,292 --> 01:29:13,250
It's not a question of sides.

1215
01:29:14,125 --> 01:29:16,083
I have to work in the
direction my instinct

1216
01:29:16,083 --> 01:29:18,000
tells my intelligence
is the right one.

1217
01:29:18,042 --> 01:29:20,542
Don't forget, you cured
me with his method.

1218
01:29:22,542 --> 01:29:25,833
What he'll never accept is that what
we understand has got us nowhere.

1219
01:29:26,917 --> 01:29:28,833
We have to go into
uncharted territory.

1220
01:29:28,875 --> 01:29:32,375
We have to go back to the
sources of everything we believe.

1221
01:29:32,417 --> 01:29:35,125
I don't want to just
open a door and show the

1222
01:29:35,125 --> 01:29:37,792
patient his illness squatting
there like a toad.

1223
01:29:37,833 --> 01:29:40,500
I want to try and find a way to
help the patient reinvent himself.

1224
01:29:40,500 --> 01:29:42,667
To send him off on a journey
at the end of which is

1225
01:29:42,667 --> 01:29:44,833
waiting the person he was
always intended to be.

1226
01:29:44,875 --> 01:29:48,917
It's no good making
yourself ill in the process.

1227
01:29:51,292 --> 01:29:53,458
Only the wounded
physician can hope to heal.

1228
01:30:04,708 --> 01:30:06,292
I'm told you have
a new mistress.

1229
01:30:08,000 --> 01:30:09,042
Is that right?

1230
01:30:10,417 --> 01:30:11,625
What's her name?

1231
01:30:12,708 --> 01:30:13,750
Toni.

1232
01:30:14,958 --> 01:30:16,167
Is she like me?

1233
01:30:16,208 --> 01:30:17,250
No.

1234
01:30:17,292 --> 01:30:18,667
She's an ex-patient?

1235
01:30:19,958 --> 01:30:20,667
Yes.

1236
01:30:20,667 --> 01:30:21,708
Jewish?

1237
01:30:23,333 --> 01:30:24,375
Half Jewish.

1238
01:30:25,458 --> 01:30:26,875
Training to be an analyst?

1239
01:30:26,917 --> 01:30:27,958
Yes.

1240
01:30:29,000 --> 01:30:30,125
But she's not like me?

1241
01:30:32,583 --> 01:30:34,167
Of course she makes
me think of you.

1242
01:30:37,417 --> 01:30:38,792
How do you make it work?

1243
01:30:38,833 --> 01:30:40,458
I don't know.

1244
01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:45,708
Emma, as you've seen, is
the foundation of my house.

1245
01:30:47,792 --> 01:30:49,583
Toni is the perfume in the air.

1246
01:30:56,833 --> 01:30:59,458
My love for you was the most
important thing in my life.

1247
01:30:59,500 --> 01:31:05,292
For better or worse, made
me understand who I am.

1248
01:31:07,375 --> 01:31:13,625
Edited and corrected by:
W3ssy

1249
01:31:15,792 --> 01:31:17,250
<music> This should be mine.

1250
01:31:19,042 --> 01:31:20,083
Yes.

1251
01:31:23,583 --> 01:31:26,458
Sometimes you have
to do something

1252
01:31:26,458 --> 01:31:29,292
unforgivable just to be
able to go on living.

1253
01:33:19,058 --> 01:33:59,292
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