1 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:32,498 CRAIG: It starts on a bridge. 2 00:01:27,253 --> 00:01:28,311 ALYSSA: Craig! 3 00:01:31,991 --> 00:01:34,516 What were you planning to do about your bike, hon? 4 00:01:36,229 --> 00:01:39,460 I don't care about my bike. I'm killing myself. 5 00:01:40,500 --> 00:01:43,594 But we spent a lot of money on the bike, sport. 6 00:01:44,070 --> 00:01:45,833 We only ask that you take care of it. 7 00:01:45,905 --> 00:01:49,306 Think of me, Craig. I might want that bike when I grow up. 8 00:01:50,243 --> 00:01:52,040 I'm sorry. I just didn't think it... 9 00:01:52,112 --> 00:01:54,080 That's right. You just didn't think about us 10 00:01:54,147 --> 00:01:56,672 when you were deciding to do this, did you, honey? 11 00:01:56,749 --> 00:01:58,717 GEORGE: Pretty selfish, I'd say. 12 00:01:59,285 --> 00:02:02,118 Have you thought about how this might affect your sister? 13 00:02:03,256 --> 00:02:05,019 I'm... I'm sorry, I... 14 00:02:05,091 --> 00:02:06,718 (CAR HONKING) 15 00:02:11,698 --> 00:02:14,690 CRAIG: This is the moment where I usually wake up in a sweaty panic. 16 00:02:14,767 --> 00:02:15,995 But for some reason, 17 00:02:17,804 --> 00:02:19,203 this time was different. 18 00:02:55,542 --> 00:02:57,169 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 19 00:02:59,379 --> 00:03:00,676 (STUTTERS) I... 20 00:03:02,081 --> 00:03:03,343 I want to kill myself. 21 00:03:05,952 --> 00:03:08,113 Fill this out. So... 22 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:10,349 (CONTINUES SPEAKING) 23 00:03:31,778 --> 00:03:33,268 How you doing? 24 00:03:38,851 --> 00:03:40,045 You got a cigarette? 25 00:03:41,688 --> 00:03:43,588 Uh... No, sorry. 26 00:03:44,591 --> 00:03:46,456 What's wrong with you? 27 00:03:48,494 --> 00:03:49,722 I just don't smoke. 28 00:03:49,796 --> 00:03:52,321 No, I mean, why are you in an ER, 29 00:03:52,398 --> 00:03:54,366 at 5:00 on a Sunday morning? 30 00:03:58,671 --> 00:03:59,899 Well... 31 00:04:00,873 --> 00:04:02,568 I guess, there's just been 32 00:04:03,943 --> 00:04:06,707 a lot going on in my mind lately. 33 00:04:06,779 --> 00:04:08,041 Go ahead. 34 00:04:09,449 --> 00:04:12,043 Okay, well, this is sort of difficult to explain. 35 00:04:12,986 --> 00:04:14,886 But... See there's this girl... 36 00:04:15,121 --> 00:04:17,885 (CLICKING TONGUE) Yeah, got you. 37 00:04:19,125 --> 00:04:22,856 And this summer school application that I'm really nervous about. 38 00:04:22,929 --> 00:04:24,157 Summer school? 39 00:04:24,530 --> 00:04:27,897 Yeah, it's like this super prestigious, kind of... 40 00:04:29,102 --> 00:04:31,070 Why would you want to be in school in the summer? 41 00:04:32,872 --> 00:04:35,773 You should be on Coney Island, bird-dogging chicks. 42 00:04:37,110 --> 00:04:38,407 Are you a doctor? 43 00:04:38,478 --> 00:04:40,173 What do you think? 44 00:04:41,247 --> 00:04:44,512 You... You don't really seem like a doctor. 45 00:04:52,859 --> 00:04:55,191 You ever heard of Doogie Howser? 46 00:05:03,803 --> 00:05:06,931 Well, I hope they fix whatever's wrong with you. 47 00:05:07,707 --> 00:05:09,334 Thank you. Yeah. 48 00:05:23,890 --> 00:05:26,791 So, how long have you been feeling suicidal? 49 00:05:28,561 --> 00:05:32,588 I don't know. I've been depressed for about a year. 50 00:05:32,699 --> 00:05:33,893 Mmm-hmm. 51 00:05:33,966 --> 00:05:38,096 And I've thought about it before, but never like this. 52 00:05:38,171 --> 00:05:40,833 You know, never so real. 53 00:05:42,508 --> 00:05:45,409 Did anything happen today specifically to trigger these feelings? 54 00:05:47,580 --> 00:05:50,413 CRAIG: Sometimes I wish I had an easy answer for why I'm depressed. 55 00:05:50,483 --> 00:05:53,475 That my father beat me. Or I was sexually abused. 56 00:05:53,553 --> 00:05:56,716 But my problems are less dramatic than that. 57 00:05:57,156 --> 00:05:59,556 Like, my dad always asks the wrong questions. 58 00:05:59,625 --> 00:06:02,924 So, Craig, how's the Intro to Wall Street class? 59 00:06:06,132 --> 00:06:08,362 So maybe this is a slight exaggeration, 60 00:06:08,434 --> 00:06:11,028 but I do have a problem with stress vomiting. 61 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:14,204 And my friends sometimes look at me like I'm from another planet. 62 00:06:15,942 --> 00:06:17,933 And I'm obsessed with this girl. 63 00:06:19,712 --> 00:06:22,806 Who happens to be going out with my best friend. 64 00:06:24,250 --> 00:06:28,311 So, is there any one thing that made me want to jump off a bridge? 65 00:06:31,124 --> 00:06:33,684 Um... No. Nothing unusual. 66 00:06:33,793 --> 00:06:34,885 Hmm. 67 00:06:35,428 --> 00:06:37,658 You on any medications? 68 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:39,891 Zoloft. But I stopped. 69 00:06:40,500 --> 00:06:43,401 Yeah, did your doctor take you off the meds? 70 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:45,632 No, I just stopped on my own. 71 00:06:46,005 --> 00:06:47,597 Oh, you shouldn't do that. 72 00:06:50,143 --> 00:06:52,407 Well, Craig, it doesn't seem like you're a danger to yourself. 73 00:06:52,478 --> 00:06:54,708 So, what I'm gonna suggest is that we contact your parents, 74 00:06:54,781 --> 00:06:55,770 let them know what's going on, 75 00:06:55,848 --> 00:06:58,715 and then we refer you to one of our outpatient services. 76 00:06:58,785 --> 00:07:00,252 Okay? But... 77 00:07:01,354 --> 00:07:02,321 I need help now. 78 00:07:02,488 --> 00:07:04,251 I know you're upset. 79 00:07:04,690 --> 00:07:07,853 But, Craig, the people that we admit into this facility, 80 00:07:07,927 --> 00:07:09,155 are very, very sick. 81 00:07:09,228 --> 00:07:10,559 I am, too. 82 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:13,926 Well, can't you just, like, give me something? 83 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:14,989 Not without your parents' consent. 84 00:07:15,067 --> 00:07:16,967 Look, this is serious business. 85 00:07:17,036 --> 00:07:21,473 Maybe I'm not explaining right how serious this is. 86 00:07:23,576 --> 00:07:26,977 It feels like everything is just building up, 87 00:07:27,046 --> 00:07:29,913 and everyone else, they just seem 88 00:07:30,049 --> 00:07:32,950 to handle everything. You know, like... 89 00:07:33,820 --> 00:07:36,084 But not me, you know. 90 00:07:37,890 --> 00:07:39,824 I'm scared, okay? 91 00:07:39,892 --> 00:07:42,053 And I can't go back out there. 92 00:07:42,128 --> 00:07:43,891 I don't know what... 93 00:07:44,564 --> 00:07:46,361 I might do something. 94 00:07:47,366 --> 00:07:50,494 So, I just need some help. Please. I just need you to help me. 95 00:08:10,523 --> 00:08:11,956 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 96 00:08:18,831 --> 00:08:21,265 (BUZZER SOUNDING) 97 00:08:27,673 --> 00:08:29,197 (DOOR SLAMMING) 98 00:08:31,711 --> 00:08:32,871 Welcome to 3 North, Craig. 99 00:08:34,514 --> 00:08:37,278 Um... What exactly is 3 North? 100 00:08:37,483 --> 00:08:39,075 Our adult psychiatric floor. 101 00:08:39,752 --> 00:08:42,220 Oh, but, I'm only 16. 102 00:08:42,622 --> 00:08:44,453 Our teen floor is undergoing some renovations, 103 00:08:44,524 --> 00:08:46,685 so all teens are here with the adults. 104 00:08:46,759 --> 00:08:51,219 And while you're with us, you'll be expected to act like one. 105 00:08:51,864 --> 00:08:53,456 So, starting tomorrow, 106 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:56,127 you'll follow the schedule and participate in the group activities. 107 00:08:57,403 --> 00:08:59,997 In the meantime, we'll contact your family, and they can bring over 108 00:09:00,072 --> 00:09:02,302 a change of clothes, toothbrush, that kind of thing. 109 00:09:02,842 --> 00:09:05,276 Well, I don't think I'll be here that long. 110 00:09:05,344 --> 00:09:06,675 I have school tomorrow, so... 111 00:09:08,514 --> 00:09:11,506 You'll have to discuss that with Dr. Minerva. 112 00:09:12,552 --> 00:09:16,545 Now, do you have any sharp objects on you? Pocket knife? Keys? 113 00:09:19,325 --> 00:09:21,088 And your belt and shoe laces. 114 00:09:22,261 --> 00:09:23,819 My shoe laces? 115 00:09:24,497 --> 00:09:26,124 We can't take any chances. 116 00:09:31,704 --> 00:09:33,729 (BOTH BUZZING) 117 00:09:36,509 --> 00:09:37,840 SMITTY: Hey, Dr. Minerva. 118 00:09:37,910 --> 00:09:38,934 MINERVA: Hey, Smitty. 119 00:09:39,011 --> 00:09:41,070 This is our new patient, Craig Gilner. 120 00:09:41,147 --> 00:09:42,705 Hi, Craig. How are you? 121 00:09:42,815 --> 00:09:45,409 Um... Just, like, you know. 122 00:09:47,153 --> 00:09:49,519 Well, why don't you get settled in, and we'll talk later, okay? 123 00:09:50,389 --> 00:09:51,651 Nice to meet you, Craig. 124 00:09:55,695 --> 00:09:57,185 It'll come to you. 125 00:09:57,863 --> 00:09:59,194 SMITTY: Good morning, Jimmy. 126 00:09:59,699 --> 00:10:00,893 What was that about? 127 00:10:00,967 --> 00:10:02,798 Jimmy? He's a schizophrenic. 128 00:10:04,904 --> 00:10:07,896 Is there a place here for people more like me? 129 00:10:08,674 --> 00:10:11,165 We got all kinds of patients here, man. All kinds... 130 00:10:11,477 --> 00:10:12,603 Hey, hey, Bobby! 131 00:10:14,347 --> 00:10:15,746 My man. 132 00:10:16,582 --> 00:10:19,483 How about a tour for our new friend, Craig, here? What do you say? 133 00:10:23,522 --> 00:10:25,046 Sure thing, babe. SMITTY: Thanks, man. 134 00:10:25,124 --> 00:10:26,250 So, Bobby's gonna show you around, 135 00:10:26,325 --> 00:10:27,724 while we fix up your room, okay? 136 00:10:27,793 --> 00:10:29,761 Okay. Yeah? All right. 137 00:10:30,363 --> 00:10:32,263 See you guys in a jiff. 138 00:10:40,573 --> 00:10:43,269 So, is this like a mental ward? 139 00:10:43,342 --> 00:10:44,832 Not a ward, it's a hospital. 140 00:10:46,545 --> 00:10:48,342 Well, this is where we hang out. 141 00:10:48,981 --> 00:10:51,074 There's a record player and such. 142 00:10:51,150 --> 00:10:53,277 All the records are scratched. 143 00:10:53,352 --> 00:10:55,946 Some folks like to hang out and play table tennis. 144 00:10:56,322 --> 00:10:57,949 Did they tell you about the points system? 145 00:10:58,024 --> 00:10:59,389 Points for ping-pong? 146 00:10:59,759 --> 00:11:02,421 I think the name ping-pong trivializes the sport. 147 00:11:03,996 --> 00:11:06,464 But, I mean, like, points for privileges, to hang out in the rec room, 148 00:11:06,532 --> 00:11:08,693 visit the gift shop, stuff like that. 149 00:11:12,405 --> 00:11:14,168 You can join them if you like. 150 00:11:15,608 --> 00:11:17,701 Uh, no, I'm cool. 151 00:11:18,544 --> 00:11:20,068 Cool Craig. I like that. 152 00:11:20,146 --> 00:11:21,943 This is the shower. It doesn't have a lock. 153 00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:25,177 So when you go in, put it on "in-use," get it? 154 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:27,414 I got it. Okay, you got it, but nobody else does. 155 00:11:27,486 --> 00:11:29,249 So they'll walk in on you when you're scrubbing your balls. 156 00:11:29,321 --> 00:11:30,345 And you don't want that. 157 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:32,081 There's one in the other hall, too, 158 00:11:32,158 --> 00:11:33,955 but I wouldn't use it. It bothers Solomon. 159 00:11:34,460 --> 00:11:35,586 Who's Solomon? 160 00:11:35,661 --> 00:11:37,185 Hey, Bobby! Hey, Cap. 161 00:11:37,263 --> 00:11:40,027 Right here, this is where you call people. 162 00:11:40,266 --> 00:11:43,702 (SIMULATING BEEPING) Assuming you have people. Or they can call you. 163 00:11:43,769 --> 00:11:45,361 You know, telephone. 164 00:11:45,438 --> 00:11:48,532 And this is the TV room. 165 00:11:49,275 --> 00:11:52,438 People hang out and watch TV in that room. 166 00:11:53,045 --> 00:11:54,842 That's why they call it that. 167 00:12:00,619 --> 00:12:02,917 Um... Who was that? 168 00:12:02,988 --> 00:12:04,785 That's Noelle. She's one of the teens. 169 00:12:04,857 --> 00:12:06,256 Did they tell you about the renovations? 170 00:12:06,759 --> 00:12:07,953 Yeah. 171 00:12:09,028 --> 00:12:10,086 How old are you? 172 00:12:10,162 --> 00:12:11,186 Sixteen. 173 00:12:11,263 --> 00:12:12,855 Sixteen! 174 00:12:12,932 --> 00:12:14,729 You look stressed out for 16. 175 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:18,395 You need to relax. Get a girlfriend, or something, you know. 176 00:12:18,471 --> 00:12:20,132 I'm working on it. Mmm-hmm. 177 00:12:21,040 --> 00:12:23,634 So what is it you do here, exactly? 178 00:12:24,076 --> 00:12:26,408 Same thing as you. (EXCLAIMS) 179 00:12:27,046 --> 00:12:28,479 You're a patient? 180 00:12:28,547 --> 00:12:30,447 What were you doing in the emergency room this morning? 181 00:12:30,616 --> 00:12:32,447 ER has the best coffee, son. 182 00:12:32,518 --> 00:12:33,917 They just let you out? 183 00:12:33,986 --> 00:12:35,283 No. 184 00:12:36,789 --> 00:12:38,814 What are you in here for? 185 00:12:47,066 --> 00:12:48,966 Let's go see if Smitty's got your room ready. 186 00:12:53,739 --> 00:12:57,072 Hey, Muqtada, got a new roommate, man. 187 00:12:58,077 --> 00:12:59,135 Hey. 188 00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:07,317 (WHISPERS) Don't take it personal, man. He doesn't really talk much. 189 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:12,079 And I've actually never seen him leave the room. 190 00:13:13,592 --> 00:13:15,389 SMITTY: Okay, guys, lunch in five. 191 00:13:25,738 --> 00:13:27,228 (SIGHING) 192 00:13:30,009 --> 00:13:31,533 What do they have for lunch? 193 00:13:32,077 --> 00:13:34,170 (MUQTADA GRUMBLING) 194 00:13:34,847 --> 00:13:36,178 I'm sorry? 195 00:13:42,988 --> 00:13:44,421 (FLY BUZZING) 196 00:13:51,997 --> 00:13:54,989 Please, turn out light. 197 00:14:01,340 --> 00:14:02,807 CRAIG: Dr. Minerva. 198 00:14:04,410 --> 00:14:06,241 I'm feeling much better now. 199 00:14:06,312 --> 00:14:09,213 I was feeling bad this morning, but I'm okay now. 200 00:14:10,015 --> 00:14:13,246 So, you know, I'd like to go home, if that's cool. 201 00:14:15,921 --> 00:14:19,357 It says here you're suicidal and asked to be admitted. 202 00:14:20,926 --> 00:14:24,089 Yeah, I thought you guys could do something quick. 203 00:14:24,163 --> 00:14:28,065 You know, like give me some medication to make me feel better. 204 00:14:28,133 --> 00:14:29,361 Or... 205 00:14:30,269 --> 00:14:33,534 Look, I didn't think that I'd be committed. 206 00:14:34,740 --> 00:14:36,207 I really don't think I belong here. 207 00:14:36,275 --> 00:14:39,506 A lot of patients feel that way at first. Just give it a little time. 208 00:14:39,578 --> 00:14:40,704 How little? 209 00:14:40,779 --> 00:14:41,768 Five days. 210 00:14:41,847 --> 00:14:42,871 Five days? 211 00:14:42,948 --> 00:14:44,677 No more than 30. We'll have an evaluation 212 00:14:44,750 --> 00:14:46,445 to see if you're ready to leave on Thursday. 213 00:14:47,219 --> 00:14:50,279 I can't be here until Thursday 214 00:14:50,356 --> 00:14:53,587 because I'll miss school, and my friends might find out where I am. 215 00:14:53,659 --> 00:14:55,422 It's nothing to be ashamed of, Craig. 216 00:14:55,961 --> 00:14:58,191 Depression is a medical illness. 217 00:14:58,264 --> 00:15:00,459 If you were diabetic, would you be embarrassed by that? 218 00:15:02,368 --> 00:15:05,064 Well, can I at least talk to my mom about this before... 219 00:15:05,204 --> 00:15:08,196 Of course, Craig. I just spoke to her, she's very anxious to see you. 220 00:15:08,274 --> 00:15:09,434 Craig! 221 00:15:11,877 --> 00:15:14,675 CRAIG: Don't blame my parents for how messed up I am. 222 00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:17,409 Okay, so my dad works too much. 223 00:15:17,483 --> 00:15:19,314 And my mom's a little too fragile. 224 00:15:19,385 --> 00:15:22,115 And my sister's some kind of child genius. 225 00:15:22,187 --> 00:15:24,849 But it's not like I was never hugged as a child or anything. 226 00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:27,051 In fact, they've been pretty supportive through all this. 227 00:15:27,793 --> 00:15:31,524 I knew you were having a hard time, but I had no idea. 228 00:15:32,798 --> 00:15:35,096 That you were... That it was... 229 00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:39,302 Well, you're so brave, honey. I'm so proud of you. 230 00:15:39,738 --> 00:15:41,228 Really? Um... 231 00:15:41,573 --> 00:15:43,370 'Cause I was actually having second thoughts. 232 00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:46,969 Oh, no, hon. I think the doctors said they need you 233 00:15:47,046 --> 00:15:50,140 to stay here for a couple of days for observation. 234 00:15:50,215 --> 00:15:52,012 I think that's a real good idea. 235 00:15:53,485 --> 00:15:56,477 But I don't think you really understand, okay? 236 00:15:57,256 --> 00:16:00,089 Some of the people in here are really messed up. 237 00:16:00,159 --> 00:16:02,252 I don't think my roommate's left the room in weeks. 238 00:16:03,395 --> 00:16:04,589 I think we better leave it up 239 00:16:04,663 --> 00:16:07,359 to the doctor's discretion, you know. 240 00:16:08,867 --> 00:16:10,858 We've tried and... 241 00:16:12,071 --> 00:16:17,839 They're professionals, they can help you in ways that we can't. 242 00:16:20,412 --> 00:16:21,879 And I think it's... 243 00:16:23,782 --> 00:16:26,774 I think it looks like a real nice place. Right, George? 244 00:16:26,852 --> 00:16:28,649 Take your hands out of my pockets! 245 00:16:32,057 --> 00:16:35,117 Yeah. When can I join? (CHUCKLES) 246 00:16:35,361 --> 00:16:36,988 Me, too. Can I stay, too? 247 00:16:37,596 --> 00:16:39,826 Oh, no, honey. But we'll come and visit. 248 00:16:43,035 --> 00:16:48,302 They took my cell phone, so some people might try to call the house. 249 00:16:48,774 --> 00:16:51,208 Just please do not tell them that I'm in here. 250 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:55,708 Here are some clothes, and toiletries and stuff. 251 00:16:55,781 --> 00:16:57,874 And will you eat something, please? 252 00:17:00,652 --> 00:17:02,483 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 253 00:17:03,122 --> 00:17:04,919 NOELLE: Lan Curtis. BECCA: Who? 254 00:17:05,257 --> 00:17:07,020 Dude from Joy Division. Hung himself. 255 00:17:08,093 --> 00:17:09,651 JENNIFER: Kurt Cobain. 256 00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:11,996 BECCA: Freud. 257 00:17:12,798 --> 00:17:14,390 JENNIFER: Ernest Hemingway. 258 00:17:15,134 --> 00:17:16,658 NOELLE: Salvador Allende. 259 00:17:16,735 --> 00:17:19,363 Jesus Christ, girl. Can you pick somebody we've heard of for once? 260 00:17:19,438 --> 00:17:20,496 Chilean president. 261 00:17:20,572 --> 00:17:23,234 Shot himself rather than surrender to a fascist military coup. 262 00:17:23,575 --> 00:17:25,440 BECCA: Mmm-mmm. I don't think that counts. 263 00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:26,603 NOELLE: Of course, it counts. 264 00:17:26,678 --> 00:17:28,236 If he was going to die anyway, it doesn't count. 265 00:17:28,313 --> 00:17:29,302 BOBBY: Hey, Craig! 266 00:17:30,082 --> 00:17:31,913 Come sit with the men. 267 00:17:36,321 --> 00:17:40,724 Craig, this is my pal, Johnny, and this clown right here, this is Humble. 268 00:17:42,094 --> 00:17:43,356 HUMBLE: You got a girlfriend? 269 00:17:43,529 --> 00:17:44,655 He's working on it. 270 00:17:44,797 --> 00:17:46,287 They got some cute ones your age. 271 00:17:46,365 --> 00:17:48,128 I had a lot of women in my day, kid. 272 00:17:48,634 --> 00:17:49,726 Yeah? 273 00:17:51,770 --> 00:17:54,261 You don't have to act so surprised. 274 00:17:54,940 --> 00:17:57,170 Back in the day, I was Sir Lick-a-Lot. 275 00:17:57,676 --> 00:17:59,007 Ask Bobby. 276 00:17:59,178 --> 00:18:00,202 (INAUDIBLE) 277 00:18:01,613 --> 00:18:04,844 But you want to know the secret to keeping any woman under your spell? 278 00:18:06,185 --> 00:18:07,516 I love you. 279 00:18:08,954 --> 00:18:10,251 HUMBLE: That's it? 280 00:18:10,589 --> 00:18:12,989 That's it. But it don't hurt if you can play guitar. 281 00:18:13,725 --> 00:18:15,056 Don't mess with the kid's mind, 282 00:18:15,127 --> 00:18:16,685 he's already screwed up enough as it is. 283 00:18:16,762 --> 00:18:17,751 HUMBLE: Why are you so screwed, kid? 284 00:18:17,830 --> 00:18:18,819 Mind your own business, Humble. 285 00:18:19,865 --> 00:18:21,025 HUMBLE: That's cool. 286 00:18:21,300 --> 00:18:27,000 But you should know, Craig, if you don't open up, you're never going to heal. 287 00:18:30,442 --> 00:18:32,933 Hey, what's the pot up to now? 288 00:18:33,345 --> 00:18:34,972 Eleven. Eleven? 289 00:18:35,948 --> 00:18:37,108 BOBBY: Yesterday, it was 12. 290 00:18:37,182 --> 00:18:38,342 JOHNNY: Humble ate a buck. 291 00:18:38,417 --> 00:18:39,907 Humble ate a buck? 292 00:18:40,619 --> 00:18:42,849 The professor bet him a dollar, he wouldn't eat it. He won. 293 00:18:43,288 --> 00:18:44,949 BOBBY: What is the world coming to? 294 00:18:46,158 --> 00:18:47,853 Bunch of nut jobs in here, I'll tell you that. 295 00:18:49,161 --> 00:18:50,458 What's the money for? 296 00:18:50,696 --> 00:18:51,958 Pizza party. 297 00:18:53,165 --> 00:18:54,996 So we don't have to eat this crap. 298 00:18:55,501 --> 00:18:57,867 They say we can have one, but we gotta pay for it ourselves. 299 00:18:58,470 --> 00:19:00,199 Well, I have eight dollars. 300 00:19:02,107 --> 00:19:04,007 Well, you don't have to go bragging about it, Craig. 301 00:19:05,010 --> 00:19:06,773 People in here have nothing. 302 00:19:06,845 --> 00:19:08,005 Show a little humility, please. 303 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,605 No. I didn't mean... It's... 304 00:19:10,682 --> 00:19:12,741 It's okay. You're young, you'll learn. 305 00:19:13,485 --> 00:19:16,682 (WHISPERING) Craig. You get two points for eating, man. 306 00:19:19,091 --> 00:19:20,080 (SMITTY VOCALIZING) 307 00:19:21,693 --> 00:19:23,820 BOBBY: I bet Smitty's got 15 bucks on him. 308 00:19:23,896 --> 00:19:26,262 JOHNNY: And he's got a 20 spot. I saw it. 309 00:19:26,865 --> 00:19:28,389 Let's go jump him in the parking lot. 310 00:19:28,467 --> 00:19:29,764 It's under the hat. 311 00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:31,063 It's under the hat? 312 00:19:34,506 --> 00:19:35,598 Sorry. 313 00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:38,404 (EXCLAIMS IN DISGUST) 314 00:19:41,346 --> 00:19:42,506 Check. 315 00:19:50,789 --> 00:19:54,316 So, Craig, how are you adjusting to 3 North? 316 00:19:55,427 --> 00:19:57,987 Uh... Okay, I guess. 317 00:19:58,063 --> 00:20:01,430 Dr. Mahmoud wrote that you were taking Zoloft, 318 00:20:01,700 --> 00:20:03,793 but went off it three weeks ago. Is that right? 319 00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,363 Yeah. 320 00:20:05,437 --> 00:20:06,927 Do you see a therapist? 321 00:20:07,005 --> 00:20:10,133 Dr. Yanof was the one who prescribed me the Zoloft. 322 00:20:10,676 --> 00:20:13,804 I see her every, you know, month or so. 323 00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:16,203 Why did you stop taking it? 324 00:20:17,549 --> 00:20:21,918 I guess I thought I was better. Like I didn't need it. 325 00:20:22,321 --> 00:20:24,380 Maybe that's because it was working. 326 00:20:25,624 --> 00:20:27,592 Can you describe to me how you were feeling 327 00:20:27,659 --> 00:20:29,422 before coming here this morning? 328 00:20:30,462 --> 00:20:32,930 I guess, depressed. 329 00:20:34,266 --> 00:20:36,131 Anxious, stressed. 330 00:20:36,201 --> 00:20:38,829 Have you been feeling more stress than usual lately? 331 00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:42,802 Any reason in particular? 332 00:20:42,874 --> 00:20:46,207 Yeah. There's this Franklin Gates Summer Semester thing 333 00:20:46,278 --> 00:20:47,370 that my dad... 334 00:20:47,813 --> 00:20:50,782 Well, that I really want to get into. 335 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:53,407 But the application is due in a week 336 00:20:53,485 --> 00:20:55,146 and I haven't even looked at it. 337 00:20:55,220 --> 00:20:56,448 Why not? 338 00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:58,822 Every time I think about it, 339 00:20:58,890 --> 00:21:02,417 my brain starts this cycling thing about not getting in. 340 00:21:02,995 --> 00:21:04,462 What would happen if you didn't get in? 341 00:21:05,897 --> 00:21:08,525 CRAIG: Then I wouldn't be able to put it on my college applications. 342 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:11,125 Which means I wouldn't get into a good college. 343 00:21:11,203 --> 00:21:12,761 But not even Adam Smith could have foreseen 344 00:21:12,838 --> 00:21:15,068 the inequities of modern capitalism. 345 00:21:15,140 --> 00:21:18,132 If I didn't get into a good college, I wouldn't have a good job. 346 00:21:18,210 --> 00:21:21,145 Diffusing the situation in Iran through unilateral diplomacy 347 00:21:21,213 --> 00:21:23,443 is my top priority as Commander in Chief. 348 00:21:24,716 --> 00:21:27,549 Which means I wouldn't be able to afford a good lifestyle. 349 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,912 Hey, MTV. It's your boy, Craig Gilner. 350 00:21:31,990 --> 00:21:33,719 Welcome to my crib. 351 00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:38,119 So I wouldn't be able to find a girlfriend. 352 00:21:38,196 --> 00:21:40,892 Which means I'd probably get depressed. 353 00:21:41,867 --> 00:21:45,200 And I'd end up like Muqtada in a place like this for the rest of my life. 354 00:21:47,172 --> 00:21:49,902 So, what would happen if I didn't get in? 355 00:21:51,143 --> 00:21:53,634 I don't know. It's hard to explain. 356 00:21:55,814 --> 00:21:59,648 Do you have anyone you can explain it to? Friends? Family? 357 00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:05,613 I have friends and family, but it's not always easy. 358 00:22:07,159 --> 00:22:09,354 It's important to have a support system. 359 00:22:09,428 --> 00:22:10,986 People you can really talk to. 360 00:22:12,631 --> 00:22:14,428 Have you been having any other symptoms? 361 00:22:15,534 --> 00:22:19,197 I have trouble eating. I can't keep it down. 362 00:22:20,305 --> 00:22:21,465 All right. 363 00:22:22,507 --> 00:22:24,475 You'll start group activities tomorrow, 364 00:22:24,543 --> 00:22:26,101 we'll check in again on Tuesday. 365 00:22:27,245 --> 00:22:28,837 You have any questions? 366 00:22:28,914 --> 00:22:30,245 Yes. Um... 367 00:22:31,216 --> 00:22:32,410 If I'm feeling better, 368 00:22:32,484 --> 00:22:34,452 do you think I can get out of here by tomorrow? 369 00:22:34,519 --> 00:22:36,953 Because I have school and this application and... 370 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:39,013 Five days, Craig. Minimum. 371 00:22:39,091 --> 00:22:41,082 I know this seems like a strange place at first, 372 00:22:41,159 --> 00:22:43,423 but try to make the most of it. 373 00:22:46,665 --> 00:22:47,757 (MUQTADA SNORING) 374 00:22:47,866 --> 00:22:48,958 CRAIG: It's Monday. 375 00:22:51,069 --> 00:22:54,971 I shouldn't be waking up next to some depressive middle-aged Egyptian dude. 376 00:22:58,677 --> 00:23:02,477 I shouldn't be showering on a co-ed floor in a stall without a lock. 377 00:23:03,715 --> 00:23:05,148 I shouldn't be lining up for meds 378 00:23:05,217 --> 00:23:08,118 behind schizophrenics and sociopaths. 379 00:23:10,055 --> 00:23:12,683 It's Monday, I should be in school. 380 00:23:14,025 --> 00:23:17,426 But I guess that's what got me here in the first place. 381 00:23:17,629 --> 00:23:19,529 When my parents went to school, 382 00:23:19,598 --> 00:23:21,725 they just went to the one closest to their house. 383 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:23,324 Makes sense, right? 384 00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:25,529 A lot of places are still like this. 385 00:23:25,604 --> 00:23:28,767 Cleveland, probably Denver. 386 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:30,467 But not New York. 387 00:23:31,009 --> 00:23:33,375 You've got schools for science geeks like... 388 00:23:33,445 --> 00:23:35,106 Bronx High School of Science. 389 00:23:35,180 --> 00:23:36,477 Schools for thespians. 390 00:23:36,548 --> 00:23:38,675 The LaGuardia School for the Performing Arts. 391 00:23:39,284 --> 00:23:40,945 Schools for do-gooders. 392 00:23:41,019 --> 00:23:43,954 El Puente Academy for Peace and Justice. 393 00:23:44,022 --> 00:23:45,421 But the most competitive of all 394 00:23:45,490 --> 00:23:47,788 New York City public schools is this one. 395 00:23:47,859 --> 00:23:49,121 Executive Pre-Professional. 396 00:23:49,961 --> 00:23:51,292 My school. 397 00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:54,763 This billionaire philanthropist named Gerard Lutz 398 00:23:54,866 --> 00:23:57,164 set it up in conjunction with the public school system. 399 00:23:58,036 --> 00:24:01,199 So it's not some private school for elite Upper-East-Siders. 400 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:03,036 You can be on welfare and food stamps, 401 00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:05,440 or your parents can own an island in the South Pacific. 402 00:24:05,510 --> 00:24:06,875 It doesn't matter. 403 00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:09,209 You'll be accepted as long as you're one of the 800 404 00:24:09,281 --> 00:24:12,341 smartest and most accomplished students in the five boroughs. 405 00:24:13,385 --> 00:24:15,182 Like these kids here. 406 00:24:38,043 --> 00:24:41,103 There must have been a serious clerical error, because somehow... 407 00:24:42,214 --> 00:24:43,306 I got in. 408 00:24:43,782 --> 00:24:45,374 Me, too. Me, too. 409 00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:47,645 You, too? You, too? 410 00:24:48,286 --> 00:24:52,586 That's my best friend, Aaron, getting flirt-punched by Nia for the first time. 411 00:24:52,858 --> 00:24:54,485 There were many more of those. 412 00:24:54,793 --> 00:25:00,288 Followed by hand-holding, kissing and eventually, sex. 413 00:25:01,099 --> 00:25:02,430 I don't like to picture that one. 414 00:25:03,268 --> 00:25:06,726 What I would give to be flirt-punched by Nia just once. 415 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,599 (NIA SQUEALING) 416 00:25:09,674 --> 00:25:11,198 And so it began... 417 00:25:11,276 --> 00:25:12,538 (NIA GIGGLING) 418 00:25:14,980 --> 00:25:16,538 JOHNNY: Look at those mahatmas. 419 00:25:18,083 --> 00:25:21,075 I always wanted a Harley with hot, tight mahatmas. 420 00:25:21,152 --> 00:25:24,121 You can have the mahatmas, I just want the beaver. 421 00:25:24,189 --> 00:25:28,091 Hey, Bobby, check out this bike. (CHUCKLING) 422 00:25:28,660 --> 00:25:31,128 Yeah, I don't get wrapped in a bunch of stuff I can't have. 423 00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:32,925 Relax, it's just for fun, bro. 424 00:25:33,164 --> 00:25:34,290 That's not fun. 425 00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:35,663 That's propaganda, man. 426 00:25:35,734 --> 00:25:37,599 All those Madison Avenue types. 427 00:25:37,669 --> 00:25:38,761 Telling you how to live your life. 428 00:25:38,837 --> 00:25:41,704 Fast cars, hot chicks, 429 00:25:42,274 --> 00:25:45,471 Reese's Pieces, Gucci. 430 00:25:46,478 --> 00:25:48,207 Werther's Original. 431 00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:52,782 I don't buy into that bullshit. 432 00:25:53,285 --> 00:25:55,412 HUMBLE: Are you gonna eat your burrito, Craig? 433 00:25:56,321 --> 00:25:57,845 No, I'm not hungry. You can have it. 434 00:26:02,294 --> 00:26:04,194 (HUMMING) 435 00:26:07,532 --> 00:26:09,557 Hello, Mr. Breakfast Burrito. 436 00:26:15,373 --> 00:26:17,807 Humble, put that back. 437 00:26:18,677 --> 00:26:19,939 He said I could have it. 438 00:26:20,378 --> 00:26:22,175 Yeah, it's really fine. 439 00:26:23,281 --> 00:26:24,873 Craig's gotta eat, too. Put it back. 440 00:26:26,451 --> 00:26:27,509 Take a hike, Bob. 441 00:26:28,853 --> 00:26:30,445 He's not hungry. 442 00:26:36,161 --> 00:26:38,891 Thanks, Bobby, but I'm really not hungry. 443 00:26:40,365 --> 00:26:42,697 Fine, what do I care if you eat? 444 00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:45,634 (THUDDING) 445 00:26:48,807 --> 00:26:51,105 MINERVA: I understand there was an incident this morning. 446 00:26:51,176 --> 00:26:53,371 Would anyone care to talk about it? 447 00:26:55,113 --> 00:26:57,843 Something involving a breakfast burrito. 448 00:26:59,784 --> 00:27:01,149 Johnny? 449 00:27:02,153 --> 00:27:04,178 It was between Bobby and Humble. Ask them. 450 00:27:04,255 --> 00:27:07,418 I was interested in hearing it from an impartial observer. 451 00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:11,653 Well, if you want my opinion, I think Bobby has been on edge 452 00:27:11,730 --> 00:27:15,564 because of his interview, and he's lashing out because he's nervous. 453 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,534 Interesting observation, Johnny. 454 00:27:18,169 --> 00:27:19,659 My hemorrhoids are flaring up too, Johnny. 455 00:27:19,738 --> 00:27:21,365 Want to tell the group about that? 456 00:27:21,439 --> 00:27:23,464 Hemorrhoids! Lt'll come to ya! 457 00:27:23,675 --> 00:27:24,733 (ALL CHUCKLING) 458 00:27:24,809 --> 00:27:27,437 Bobby, it's okay if you want to keep your feelings private, 459 00:27:27,512 --> 00:27:29,742 but you should know that there's nothing wrong with being nervous 460 00:27:29,814 --> 00:27:31,304 about your interview tomorrow. 461 00:27:31,383 --> 00:27:33,248 I'm not nervous about my interview. 462 00:27:33,685 --> 00:27:34,845 Then what is it, Bob? 463 00:27:34,919 --> 00:27:36,045 PROFESSOR: Maybe he's hungry. 464 00:27:36,121 --> 00:27:37,247 HUMBLE: He doesn't look hungry. 465 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:38,380 He looks tired. 466 00:27:38,456 --> 00:27:39,548 JOHNNY: Did you sleep last night? 467 00:27:39,624 --> 00:27:40,716 PROFESSOR: He didn't eat today. 468 00:27:40,792 --> 00:27:41,781 HUMBLE: Yes, he did. 469 00:27:42,327 --> 00:27:44,056 PROFESSOR: Did you see him eat? 470 00:27:44,129 --> 00:27:45,426 HUMBLE: I'm pretty sure he ate. 471 00:27:45,497 --> 00:27:46,555 JOHNNY: I didn't see him eat. 472 00:27:46,631 --> 00:27:47,757 BECCA: I get anxious when I'm tired. 473 00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:49,231 Okay, listen. 474 00:27:50,735 --> 00:27:54,262 I'm not hungry and I'm not tired. It's just the sweater. 475 00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:56,397 It's all I have for my interview tomorrow. 476 00:27:56,908 --> 00:27:58,034 I told you it was the interview. 477 00:27:58,109 --> 00:28:00,100 It's a nice sweater, Bob. 478 00:28:00,178 --> 00:28:03,204 No, it's not. It smells like a hobo's Band-Aid. 479 00:28:03,415 --> 00:28:04,507 JOHNNY: But it looks good on you. 480 00:28:04,749 --> 00:28:06,341 About as good as your hair looks on you. 481 00:28:06,418 --> 00:28:08,511 Bobby, no insults, please. 482 00:28:10,889 --> 00:28:12,789 I can loan you a shirt. 483 00:28:13,425 --> 00:28:14,756 MINERVA: What was that, Craig? 484 00:28:14,826 --> 00:28:17,693 I'll just call my mom and have her bring one of my dad's shirts over. 485 00:28:17,962 --> 00:28:20,328 It's not a problem. I live like two blocks away. 486 00:28:20,398 --> 00:28:21,456 No, thanks. 487 00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:23,160 Bobby! Take the shirt. 488 00:28:23,568 --> 00:28:25,229 Yeah, he's trying to help, Bob. 489 00:28:26,037 --> 00:28:27,834 MINERVA: It's a very nice offer, Craig. 490 00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:30,738 Bobby, why are you reluctant to accept it? 491 00:28:31,309 --> 00:28:34,972 (SIGHING) 'Cause I don't want any handouts. 492 00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:36,674 It wouldn't exactly be a handout. 493 00:28:36,748 --> 00:28:38,238 He'd just be loaning it to you. 494 00:28:38,316 --> 00:28:40,477 Okay, I'll take it. As long as you'll get off my back. 495 00:28:41,019 --> 00:28:42,077 Do you want the shirt, Bobby? 496 00:28:42,153 --> 00:28:43,211 I would... 497 00:28:43,888 --> 00:28:45,116 I would like the shirt. 498 00:28:45,190 --> 00:28:46,589 MINERVA: Craig? 499 00:28:46,791 --> 00:28:48,588 Is it okay if it has yellow armpit stains? 500 00:28:51,229 --> 00:28:53,697 (EXCLAIMS) Sorry, it was a dumb joke. 501 00:28:57,368 --> 00:28:59,063 BOBBY: When are you going to let me get to see her again? 502 00:28:59,270 --> 00:29:02,103 Because I'm her father. You don't think that I have... 503 00:29:02,674 --> 00:29:05,336 BOBBY: What's that? I do have... I will have a place. 504 00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:10,271 (STUTTERS) I have a... I'm gonna have a place on Thursday. It's true. 505 00:29:12,751 --> 00:29:15,242 Listen, I never asked you for anything. 506 00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:19,586 Could you just, for once, maybe do what I say. Hello? Hello! 507 00:29:22,794 --> 00:29:24,022 (BOBBY SLAMMING PHONE) 508 00:29:32,203 --> 00:29:34,194 AUTOMATED VOICE: You have two new messages. 509 00:29:34,806 --> 00:29:36,603 Hey, Craig. It's me. 510 00:29:36,674 --> 00:29:40,110 CRAIG: Okay. So, she's probably not in the bathtub right now, 511 00:29:40,178 --> 00:29:42,339 but this is how I sometimes like to picture Nia. 512 00:29:42,981 --> 00:29:44,414 It's sick, I know. 513 00:29:44,816 --> 00:29:46,181 You were acting a little weird earlier, 514 00:29:46,251 --> 00:29:48,446 so I just wanted to make sure everything's okay. 515 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:49,919 All right, that's it. 516 00:29:49,988 --> 00:29:52,081 I'm with Aaron. He's being such a tool. Bye! 517 00:29:54,125 --> 00:29:57,253 Hello, Mr. Gilner, this is your science teacher, Mr. Reynolds. 518 00:29:57,328 --> 00:30:00,957 We really need to talk about your missing lab assignments. 519 00:30:02,834 --> 00:30:04,096 Five of them. 520 00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:17,375 (RINGING TONE) 521 00:30:20,051 --> 00:30:21,348 (CELL PHONE RINGING) 522 00:30:22,787 --> 00:30:23,776 Hello? 523 00:30:24,422 --> 00:30:25,821 Hey, Nia. What's up? 524 00:30:26,191 --> 00:30:31,219 Hey! Just finishing my Gates Summer app. I'll freak if I don't get in. 525 00:30:32,197 --> 00:30:33,824 What's up with you? 526 00:30:33,998 --> 00:30:38,128 Um. Just feeling kind of, you know... 527 00:30:38,436 --> 00:30:41,872 Yeah, I noticed. Is that why you weren't in school today? 528 00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:45,472 Yeah, I was feeling pretty shitty, so I just stayed home. 529 00:30:45,810 --> 00:30:47,573 Yeah. I get like that sometimes, too. 530 00:30:48,379 --> 00:30:50,244 Depressed or whatever. 531 00:30:52,083 --> 00:30:53,710 Do you take anything for it? 532 00:30:54,619 --> 00:30:55,881 Um... 533 00:30:56,888 --> 00:30:58,617 Look, I never told anybody this. 534 00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:02,319 Not even Aaron, but, if it makes you feel any better, 535 00:31:03,294 --> 00:31:04,261 I see a therapist. 536 00:31:04,329 --> 00:31:05,353 Really? 537 00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:07,824 For, like, over a year now. 538 00:31:07,899 --> 00:31:09,423 CRAIG: I had no idea. 539 00:31:09,500 --> 00:31:11,468 Yeah, it's pretty embarrassing. 540 00:31:13,171 --> 00:31:14,866 I take Zoloft. Shut up! 541 00:31:15,206 --> 00:31:16,264 I do. 542 00:31:16,341 --> 00:31:18,400 Oh, my God! We're like so screwed up. 543 00:31:18,476 --> 00:31:21,343 Yeah, we're like partners in mental illness. 544 00:31:21,679 --> 00:31:22,805 (CHUCKLING) The illest. 545 00:31:23,348 --> 00:31:26,840 I'm Solomon. I would ask you to please keep it down. 546 00:31:26,918 --> 00:31:28,647 I'm trying to rest. 547 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,112 NIA: Craig, who is that? 548 00:31:31,189 --> 00:31:33,885 Um... Excuse me. 549 00:31:33,958 --> 00:31:35,550 Is everything okay? Will you be much longer? 550 00:31:35,627 --> 00:31:36,719 One second, please. 551 00:31:36,794 --> 00:31:38,261 Are you like in a crack den or something? 552 00:31:38,329 --> 00:31:41,196 Yeah, no, it's fine. Everything's... 553 00:31:41,266 --> 00:31:44,326 It'll come to you. It will always come to you. 554 00:31:45,536 --> 00:31:47,902 (CLEARS THROAT) Where are you? 555 00:31:47,972 --> 00:31:49,530 I gotta go, Nia. Bye. 556 00:31:49,607 --> 00:31:50,733 Craig... 557 00:31:50,808 --> 00:31:52,332 It's all yours. 558 00:31:56,581 --> 00:31:58,242 Thanks, Mom. 559 00:31:58,316 --> 00:32:00,216 You know, your dad really wanted to be here today, 560 00:32:00,285 --> 00:32:02,185 he just had a client crisis. 561 00:32:02,954 --> 00:32:04,080 Client crisis? 562 00:32:04,689 --> 00:32:07,317 Yeah, but he said, he's for sure coming tomorrow. 563 00:32:07,792 --> 00:32:09,657 Have you made any friends yet? 564 00:32:10,862 --> 00:32:12,159 CRAIG: Yeah, I guess. 565 00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,492 Are you friends with the tranny? 566 00:32:13,564 --> 00:32:14,588 Oh, the tranny. 567 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:16,093 Not really. 568 00:32:17,035 --> 00:32:18,696 Did you talk to my school? 569 00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,796 Because I really can't have them finding I'm in a place like this. 570 00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:23,238 It could really damage my future. 571 00:32:23,308 --> 00:32:25,469 No, no. I just said you were in the hospital. 572 00:32:25,543 --> 00:32:26,805 I didn't say anything specific. 573 00:32:26,878 --> 00:32:28,778 Good. The last thing I need is for them 574 00:32:28,846 --> 00:32:30,108 to find out I've been institutionalized. 575 00:32:30,181 --> 00:32:31,648 Transvestite! 576 00:32:32,650 --> 00:32:33,912 JENNIFER: Schizo! 577 00:32:48,566 --> 00:32:50,056 What's going on, babe? 578 00:32:50,134 --> 00:32:51,192 Uh... 579 00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:55,105 Sorry. I was just dropping the shirt off. 580 00:32:56,507 --> 00:32:58,168 She's cute, isn't she? 581 00:32:59,677 --> 00:33:01,372 Yeah. Is she yours? 582 00:33:01,446 --> 00:33:04,279 Veronica. Like the Elvis Costello song. 583 00:33:05,350 --> 00:33:06,544 How old is she? 584 00:33:06,617 --> 00:33:07,777 Eight and three-quarters. 585 00:33:09,187 --> 00:33:10,984 That's what she says. Three quarters. 586 00:33:14,425 --> 00:33:16,256 Well, good luck with your interview. 587 00:33:16,327 --> 00:33:18,761 What's it for, if you don't mind me asking? 588 00:33:19,364 --> 00:33:21,229 A group home. 589 00:33:21,966 --> 00:33:23,524 Basically, I need a place to live 590 00:33:23,601 --> 00:33:25,592 when they kick me out of here on Thursday. 591 00:33:26,704 --> 00:33:29,832 Let me know if you need somebody to practice with or something. 592 00:33:29,907 --> 00:33:31,204 What do you mean? 593 00:33:31,275 --> 00:33:34,039 Like a practice interview. So you're better prepared. 594 00:33:34,579 --> 00:33:35,944 Yeah? 595 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,379 Yeah. 596 00:33:37,448 --> 00:33:38,472 You want to try? 597 00:33:38,549 --> 00:33:39,538 You want to try now? 598 00:33:39,817 --> 00:33:41,341 If you're not doing anything. 599 00:33:41,419 --> 00:33:43,614 Okay, great. Uh... Hold on. 600 00:33:44,055 --> 00:33:46,421 Let me do this with the official shirt on. 601 00:33:51,062 --> 00:33:54,190 Okay. You're ready? 602 00:33:54,832 --> 00:33:58,268 Hold on one second. I don't know if I'll do it like... 603 00:33:59,003 --> 00:34:00,971 Which is better, like... 604 00:34:01,572 --> 00:34:02,834 This? 605 00:34:02,907 --> 00:34:03,965 Yeah. That looks natural. 606 00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:05,168 Okay. 607 00:34:09,180 --> 00:34:10,670 You can relax. 608 00:34:11,616 --> 00:34:13,015 (SIGHING) I'm nervous. 609 00:34:13,684 --> 00:34:17,677 Okay, why is it that you think you qualify to live in this group home? 610 00:34:18,756 --> 00:34:22,419 Because if you don't accept me, I'll be homeless. 611 00:34:26,764 --> 00:34:28,129 Okay, good. 612 00:34:29,367 --> 00:34:31,301 Yeah, I think you're ready. 613 00:34:31,369 --> 00:34:33,496 Really? I didn't sound too desperate? 614 00:34:34,105 --> 00:34:36,801 No. But, uh... 615 00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:40,408 You might want to focus on the positive things 616 00:34:40,478 --> 00:34:42,002 that you get from this experience 617 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:44,207 as opposed to, you know... 618 00:34:44,849 --> 00:34:46,077 The negative. 619 00:34:46,384 --> 00:34:49,410 Exactly. Like what is it that you could bring to the home? 620 00:34:49,487 --> 00:34:51,717 Something special that only you could offer. 621 00:34:55,259 --> 00:34:57,955 It could be anything. Maybe you have a great attitude? 622 00:34:58,029 --> 00:34:59,087 No. 623 00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:03,131 You always clean up after yourself? 624 00:35:03,801 --> 00:35:05,166 Not really. 625 00:35:06,804 --> 00:35:08,931 You know, I think in these situations 626 00:35:09,006 --> 00:35:11,031 it's okay to bend the truth just a little bit. 627 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,976 Yeah. I just don't want to get people's expectations up 628 00:35:14,045 --> 00:35:16,309 and then disappoint them later. 629 00:35:18,149 --> 00:35:20,481 That's it. You're pragmatic. That's what you tell them. 630 00:35:21,552 --> 00:35:23,452 Okay, yeah. Right? 631 00:35:23,521 --> 00:35:25,318 Yeah, I know you're gonna do great. 632 00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:27,151 Thanks. 633 00:35:29,427 --> 00:35:30,860 You want to play some table tennis? 634 00:35:31,762 --> 00:35:33,354 I'm pretty terrible at table tennis. 635 00:35:33,431 --> 00:35:35,729 It's all right. It's just for fun. Come on. 636 00:35:37,502 --> 00:35:38,799 BOBBY: We play a lot around here. The problem is, 637 00:35:38,870 --> 00:35:41,634 most people are too zonked out on their meds to compete. 638 00:35:42,707 --> 00:35:43,765 One, zip. 639 00:35:44,108 --> 00:35:45,302 She's a liar. 640 00:35:46,611 --> 00:35:50,877 Please, baby. Baby. Please listen. Listen. 641 00:35:52,450 --> 00:35:53,815 I love you. 642 00:35:54,685 --> 00:35:55,674 (CHUCKLES) 643 00:35:56,954 --> 00:35:58,012 Don't worry about it. 644 00:35:59,724 --> 00:36:02,090 Of course, I forgive you, baby. 645 00:36:03,060 --> 00:36:04,960 Johnny doesn't phone kiss. 646 00:36:20,678 --> 00:36:21,770 You came. 647 00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:26,180 Yeah. I mean, I had other plans, but I canceled them. 648 00:36:27,485 --> 00:36:30,943 Good. I thought I might have scared you off yesterday. 649 00:36:32,056 --> 00:36:35,355 Oh, yeah, celebrity suicide. 650 00:36:35,626 --> 00:36:37,355 It's kind of weird. 651 00:36:41,632 --> 00:36:44,795 Okay, so check it out. We're gonna play a different game today. 652 00:36:45,970 --> 00:36:47,062 Okay. 653 00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:50,969 I ask you a question and you ask me a question. 654 00:36:51,842 --> 00:36:53,332 Do we answer them? 655 00:36:53,411 --> 00:36:55,174 It's up to you, but no matter what, 656 00:36:55,246 --> 00:36:57,476 you have to finish with a question. 657 00:36:57,548 --> 00:36:59,072 Here we go. You ready? Yeah. 658 00:37:02,186 --> 00:37:03,346 (CHUCKLES) I said finish with a question. 659 00:37:04,789 --> 00:37:05,881 Are you stupid? 660 00:37:06,023 --> 00:37:09,220 Uh, no... Are you? 661 00:37:09,860 --> 00:37:13,387 There you go. Do you think I'm gross looking? 662 00:37:16,934 --> 00:37:18,993 No. You look awesome. 663 00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:21,098 What's your question? 664 00:37:23,975 --> 00:37:25,909 Why'd you invite me here? 665 00:37:26,277 --> 00:37:28,541 I thought it was nice that you loaned Bobby your shirt. 666 00:37:29,614 --> 00:37:32,549 Don't you think this is a good way to get to know someone? 667 00:37:32,617 --> 00:37:33,743 Sure. 668 00:37:34,285 --> 00:37:35,809 Have you played this before? 669 00:37:35,886 --> 00:37:37,285 Not in here. 670 00:37:38,222 --> 00:37:39,314 Are you a virgin? 671 00:37:41,459 --> 00:37:43,450 (CHUCKLES) So... 672 00:37:44,362 --> 00:37:45,795 How long have you been here? 673 00:37:46,397 --> 00:37:48,297 Nice transition, Craig. 674 00:37:49,066 --> 00:37:52,058 Twenty-one days. Who dragged you here? 675 00:37:52,136 --> 00:37:55,105 I checked myself in, I guess. 676 00:37:55,973 --> 00:37:57,770 Kind of, by accident. 677 00:37:58,609 --> 00:38:01,077 The suicide hotline said to come. 678 00:38:01,946 --> 00:38:03,140 Why are you here so long? 679 00:38:03,314 --> 00:38:05,976 They think I might cut myself again. 680 00:38:06,250 --> 00:38:07,615 Why'd you call the suicide hotline? 681 00:38:07,752 --> 00:38:09,219 I guess... 682 00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:15,084 Maybe I didn't really want to kill myself. 683 00:38:16,627 --> 00:38:18,527 But I kind of did. 684 00:38:19,830 --> 00:38:21,627 Does that make sense? 685 00:38:25,970 --> 00:38:27,733 So, where do you go? 686 00:38:28,939 --> 00:38:30,668 Executive Pre-Professional. You? 687 00:38:30,741 --> 00:38:31,867 Delfin. 688 00:38:32,276 --> 00:38:34,972 You're not some sort of school uniform perv, are you? 689 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:37,511 You guys wear uniforms? 690 00:38:37,682 --> 00:38:38,842 I knew it. 691 00:38:39,884 --> 00:38:44,048 Okay, sorry, I'm gonna invade your personal space for one second. 692 00:38:44,121 --> 00:38:45,179 Why? 693 00:38:47,625 --> 00:38:49,252 What are you doing? I'm just... 694 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:51,056 Ow, you shocked me. Make a wish. 695 00:39:01,505 --> 00:39:03,166 What do we do now? 696 00:39:04,775 --> 00:39:06,037 Are you still playing? 697 00:39:06,977 --> 00:39:09,411 No. Are you? 698 00:39:10,414 --> 00:39:12,575 I'll race you to arts and crafts. 699 00:39:18,155 --> 00:39:19,986 Hey, guys. No running, please. 700 00:39:20,391 --> 00:39:21,983 (INDISTINCT) 701 00:39:23,527 --> 00:39:25,518 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 702 00:39:32,136 --> 00:39:33,763 BOBBY: Well, well, well! 703 00:39:35,039 --> 00:39:36,939 Still working on it, Cool Craig? 704 00:39:37,007 --> 00:39:38,804 (SOFTLY) It's not what you think. 705 00:39:38,876 --> 00:39:40,844 I think the two of you were playing the question game outside. 706 00:39:40,911 --> 00:39:42,276 That's what I think. 707 00:39:42,847 --> 00:39:45,315 Well, I guess it is what you think then. 708 00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:46,372 I thought so. 709 00:39:46,450 --> 00:39:50,944 This is free period arts recreational therapy for you latecomers. 710 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:53,823 I'm Joanie, recreation director. 711 00:39:53,891 --> 00:39:55,324 I'm Craig. 712 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:59,659 Well, materials are on the table, Craig. So just go for it. 713 00:40:00,464 --> 00:40:02,455 That's okay. I don't really draw. 714 00:40:02,767 --> 00:40:04,997 Sure you do. It doesn't have to be representative, 715 00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:07,037 it can be abstract, whatever you want. 716 00:40:07,104 --> 00:40:09,265 Well, I'll just hang out, if that's okay. 717 00:40:10,341 --> 00:40:12,969 Everybody? Our new guest, Craig, 718 00:40:13,043 --> 00:40:16,035 is having what we call an artistic block. 719 00:40:16,947 --> 00:40:18,539 He doesn't know what to draw. 720 00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:20,845 How about beavers? 721 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:24,911 JOANIE: Humble, we do not draw the sort of beavers you're talking about. 722 00:40:24,989 --> 00:40:26,183 Oh, really? 723 00:40:27,992 --> 00:40:29,118 That's actually nice. 724 00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:31,286 I thought it was gonna be a vagina. That's nice. 725 00:40:31,662 --> 00:40:33,220 Rolling pin! 726 00:40:33,297 --> 00:40:35,993 What was that, Roger? Did you say something? 727 00:40:37,768 --> 00:40:38,962 This is weird. 728 00:40:39,036 --> 00:40:41,971 Look, she's not gonna get off your back until you draw something. 729 00:40:42,039 --> 00:40:43,631 Can be anything. 730 00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:47,972 I bet you got some crazy stuff in that messed up little mind of yours. 731 00:41:15,739 --> 00:41:17,798 PRESIDENT CLINTON ON TV: America has created the longest 732 00:41:17,875 --> 00:41:21,276 peace time economic expansion in our history. 733 00:41:23,614 --> 00:41:24,638 Shit! 734 00:41:24,715 --> 00:41:27,047 PRESIDENT CLINTON ON TV: With nearly 18 million new jobs, 735 00:41:27,685 --> 00:41:30,711 wages rising at more than twice the rate of inflation. 736 00:41:30,788 --> 00:41:32,517 The highest home ownership in history. 737 00:41:33,791 --> 00:41:35,588 Craig, honey, what's the matter? 738 00:41:36,660 --> 00:41:39,629 I can't do it. Five years old and I'm already a failure. 739 00:41:39,697 --> 00:41:40,755 What can't you do? 740 00:41:40,831 --> 00:41:43,322 I can't even trace Manhattan on tracing paper. 741 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:45,527 Tracing paper! Are you kidding me? 742 00:41:45,603 --> 00:41:49,835 Craig, you can't trace freehand and expect it to be perfect. 743 00:41:50,541 --> 00:41:51,667 Why not? 744 00:41:51,742 --> 00:41:54,074 Because, honey, you're five years old. 745 00:41:54,378 --> 00:41:55,902 That's no excuse. 746 00:41:55,980 --> 00:41:58,915 Mozart composed three major symphonies by the time he was five. 747 00:41:58,983 --> 00:42:00,382 GEORGE: Actually, Craig, it was four. 748 00:42:01,452 --> 00:42:02,578 I have an idea. 749 00:42:02,653 --> 00:42:04,985 Instead of trying to trace maps of Manhattan, 750 00:42:05,055 --> 00:42:08,024 why don't you just make up your own maps? 751 00:42:09,226 --> 00:42:10,523 Of imaginary places. 752 00:42:48,365 --> 00:42:50,697 JOANIE: Oh, looks like somebody got unblocked. 753 00:42:50,768 --> 00:42:52,292 PROFESSOR: That is extraordinary. 754 00:42:52,369 --> 00:42:54,064 HUMBLE: What is it? BECCA: It's so pretty. 755 00:42:54,338 --> 00:42:57,432 Looks like a brain or something, right? 756 00:42:57,508 --> 00:42:59,942 Yeah, it's a brain map. 757 00:43:00,277 --> 00:43:01,767 It's a great brain map. 758 00:43:01,845 --> 00:43:03,210 JOANIE: It's beautiful. 759 00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:04,144 JOHNNY: A smart talent. 760 00:43:05,716 --> 00:43:07,684 HUMBLE: I didn't get the brain part. BECCA: Looks like a city. 761 00:43:08,319 --> 00:43:10,048 SMITTY: Hey, Craig, you got a phone call, man. 762 00:43:13,691 --> 00:43:14,715 Hello? 763 00:43:14,792 --> 00:43:16,054 Is this the loony bin? 764 00:43:16,594 --> 00:43:19,324 CRAIG: Okay, I've been putting this off, 765 00:43:19,396 --> 00:43:20,658 but I guess you should know more 766 00:43:20,731 --> 00:43:21,789 about my best friend, Aaron. 767 00:43:22,333 --> 00:43:24,801 He's the kind of guy that life just comes easy to. 768 00:43:24,868 --> 00:43:28,770 He's got a 4.6 GPA. I don't even see how that's possible. 769 00:43:29,039 --> 00:43:31,098 And he'll probably get into the Gates Summer Program, 770 00:43:31,208 --> 00:43:32,539 and claim something like... 771 00:43:32,810 --> 00:43:35,711 I didn't even apply to that thing. They totally recruited me. 772 00:43:35,779 --> 00:43:37,713 Whatever, it'll look good on my college apps. 773 00:43:37,781 --> 00:43:41,239 Not that he'd need it. His extra-curriculars are out of control. 774 00:43:41,318 --> 00:43:43,115 I mean, Aaron does everything. 775 00:43:43,654 --> 00:43:44,746 (CROWD APPLAUDING) 776 00:43:44,922 --> 00:43:46,389 (CROWD CHEERING) 777 00:43:46,657 --> 00:43:48,124 He plays sports. 778 00:43:49,627 --> 00:43:51,652 He started a film society. 779 00:43:52,796 --> 00:43:56,288 He invented that adapter thing that converts vinyl albums into MP3s. 780 00:43:58,602 --> 00:44:00,570 I just couldn't compete. (NIA LAUGHING) 781 00:44:01,305 --> 00:44:02,533 How'd you get this number? 782 00:44:02,606 --> 00:44:04,005 AARON: My girl gave it to me. 783 00:44:04,074 --> 00:44:05,541 How'd you end up in adult psych? 784 00:44:06,176 --> 00:44:08,144 Do they serve beer in there? 785 00:44:08,212 --> 00:44:10,680 Dude, can you get me any Vicodin? 786 00:44:10,748 --> 00:44:12,238 Come on, guys. Leave him alone. 787 00:44:12,750 --> 00:44:15,150 Seriously, Craig, what happened? 788 00:44:16,253 --> 00:44:18,881 I don't know. I had a bad night. 789 00:44:19,823 --> 00:44:21,256 AARON: What do you mean, a bad night? 790 00:44:22,226 --> 00:44:24,524 I'm just feeling... 791 00:44:24,595 --> 00:44:26,722 Dude, you just need to chill more, okay? 792 00:44:26,797 --> 00:44:28,560 Your problem is, you never chill. 793 00:44:28,966 --> 00:44:31,491 I'm gonna be chilling tonight, where you gonna be? 794 00:44:31,568 --> 00:44:33,729 Here. I'm gonna be here. 795 00:44:33,904 --> 00:44:37,396 Oh, my God, Craig! There is so nothing wrong with you. 796 00:44:37,741 --> 00:44:40,608 Yes, there is. I'm depressed. 797 00:44:41,612 --> 00:44:43,239 I take pills for it. Ask Nia. 798 00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:46,047 Ask Nia what? 799 00:44:46,216 --> 00:44:47,376 NIA: Craig! 800 00:44:47,451 --> 00:44:50,147 Forget it. Maybe if you weren't such a dick, 801 00:44:50,821 --> 00:44:53,051 people would talk to you more and you would know this kind of stuff. 802 00:44:53,290 --> 00:44:55,815 Dude, is this some kind of pity play for my girlfriend? 803 00:44:57,061 --> 00:44:58,494 Aaron... What? 804 00:44:58,762 --> 00:45:00,024 Fuck you. 805 00:45:02,533 --> 00:45:04,899 I know, keep it down. I'm sorry. 806 00:45:19,550 --> 00:45:21,541 I don't have any friends. 807 00:45:26,356 --> 00:45:28,790 This is very tough thing to learn. 808 00:45:44,274 --> 00:45:45,502 (BELL RINGING) 809 00:45:46,276 --> 00:45:50,372 Huh. Seems here someone neglected to turn in their Gates Summer application. 810 00:45:50,447 --> 00:45:53,245 Who is it that doesn't want to study at Franklin Gates this summer? 811 00:45:53,317 --> 00:45:54,875 Or eventually get into a good college? 812 00:45:54,952 --> 00:45:58,046 Get a good job. Have a good lifestyle. Get laid. 813 00:45:58,455 --> 00:46:00,650 I don't understand why anyone would want to end up depressed, 814 00:46:00,724 --> 00:46:02,316 alone and homeless 815 00:46:02,392 --> 00:46:03,654 in a psych ward. 816 00:46:03,727 --> 00:46:06,924 Sleeping next to some asocial reject named Muqtada. 817 00:46:09,266 --> 00:46:10,995 (MUQTADA SNORING) 818 00:46:20,210 --> 00:46:21,700 (RADIO CHATTER) 819 00:46:23,881 --> 00:46:26,315 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 820 00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:28,145 How many times are you gonna wind up in here again, huh? 821 00:46:28,218 --> 00:46:30,311 What is the matter with you? 822 00:46:30,587 --> 00:46:33,181 How can you let your child see you like this, huh? 823 00:46:33,991 --> 00:46:35,481 What kind of father are you? 824 00:46:36,293 --> 00:46:38,261 I honestly think it'd be better off 825 00:46:38,328 --> 00:46:40,796 for her, for all of us, if you were just dead. 826 00:46:42,166 --> 00:46:43,656 But you can't even get that right. 827 00:46:44,501 --> 00:46:47,834 SMITTY: Excuse me, miss, you're going to have to leave. 828 00:46:49,807 --> 00:46:51,035 Come on. 829 00:46:59,016 --> 00:47:00,449 SMITTY: You okay, Bobby? 830 00:47:05,656 --> 00:47:06,987 My accountant. 831 00:47:07,491 --> 00:47:10,324 Check the wrong box and the woman goes nuts. 832 00:47:12,930 --> 00:47:16,297 GEORGE: And so, who was there buying soy milk? 833 00:47:16,366 --> 00:47:18,800 Alec Baldwin, which I thought was kind of cool. 834 00:47:19,603 --> 00:47:22,367 And I talked to the admissions guy at Gates. 835 00:47:22,439 --> 00:47:23,872 He agreed to give you an extension. 836 00:47:26,610 --> 00:47:30,910 But, you just focus on getting well, honey. Don't stress about that. Okay? 837 00:47:30,981 --> 00:47:33,848 Uh, yeah, you shouldn't stress about it. 838 00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:39,653 That doesn't mean it's not important to try for it. 839 00:47:39,723 --> 00:47:41,156 George... 840 00:47:41,725 --> 00:47:44,888 Don't you have a client in crisis somewhere, Dad? 841 00:47:46,964 --> 00:47:48,795 Lt'll come to you! 842 00:48:05,215 --> 00:48:06,580 Hey, Bobby. 843 00:48:10,687 --> 00:48:12,211 How was your interview? 844 00:48:22,399 --> 00:48:24,890 (MUFFLED SCREAMING) 845 00:48:31,575 --> 00:48:33,702 (PANTING) 846 00:48:40,517 --> 00:48:41,848 I blew it. 847 00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:47,413 What happened? 848 00:49:06,677 --> 00:49:08,770 (SCREAMING) 849 00:49:11,248 --> 00:49:12,875 Calm down! Calm down! 850 00:49:16,286 --> 00:49:19,722 SMITTY: Okay, man. Easy, easy. Easy does it. 851 00:49:20,023 --> 00:49:23,481 Here we go. Okay. It's all right. 852 00:49:32,069 --> 00:49:35,368 And was that difficult for you? Seeing Bobby like that? 853 00:49:37,607 --> 00:49:39,541 I was scared. 854 00:49:39,609 --> 00:49:41,338 Not that he was gonna hurt me or anything. 855 00:49:41,411 --> 00:49:44,471 Just, you know, seeing someone lose it like that. 856 00:49:45,415 --> 00:49:47,645 You know, it reminded me of how I feel sometimes. 857 00:49:47,718 --> 00:49:49,049 How's that? 858 00:49:50,053 --> 00:49:52,851 Like I'm on the verge of just blowing up. 859 00:49:53,557 --> 00:49:58,324 All the stress and pressure and anxiety just bubbling up. 860 00:49:59,963 --> 00:50:02,158 But I'm never able to let it out like that. 861 00:50:02,232 --> 00:50:03,494 You know, I just keep it inside. 862 00:50:03,567 --> 00:50:05,432 Have you always felt that way? 863 00:50:06,470 --> 00:50:08,597 Well, not when I was a kid. 864 00:50:09,906 --> 00:50:11,066 Tell me about it. 865 00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:12,900 What do you mean? 866 00:50:13,610 --> 00:50:16,579 About a time you remember being happy. Carefree. 867 00:50:23,787 --> 00:50:24,776 Uh... 868 00:50:25,822 --> 00:50:28,723 There was this one day back in eighth grade. 869 00:50:28,792 --> 00:50:33,252 It wasn't that long ago, but time felt different back then. 870 00:50:34,231 --> 00:50:36,256 Like there was more of it. 871 00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,636 We spent the morning at Coney Island. 872 00:50:45,742 --> 00:50:48,575 Afterwards, we rode our bikes through Bay Ridge, 873 00:50:52,582 --> 00:50:53,981 Sunset Park, 874 00:50:56,653 --> 00:50:58,018 Park Slope, 875 00:51:00,490 --> 00:51:02,219 Downtown Brooklyn, 876 00:51:04,594 --> 00:51:06,221 Brooklyn Heights, 877 00:51:07,564 --> 00:51:09,498 all the way to the Brooklyn Bridge. 878 00:51:23,747 --> 00:51:25,715 Then everything changed. 879 00:51:30,454 --> 00:51:33,116 Girls, grades, parents, two wars, 880 00:51:33,190 --> 00:51:36,250 impending environmental catastrophe, a messed up economy... 881 00:51:36,326 --> 00:51:40,558 All these things seemed to come out of nowhere, like on the same day. 882 00:51:43,133 --> 00:51:48,765 Craig, there is a saying that goes something like, 883 00:51:50,006 --> 00:51:53,737 "Lord, grant me the strength to change the things I can, 884 00:51:54,444 --> 00:51:56,912 "the courage to accept the things I can't, 885 00:51:56,980 --> 00:51:58,914 "and the wisdom to know the difference." 886 00:52:02,152 --> 00:52:03,210 So... 887 00:52:05,689 --> 00:52:08,123 So, let's talk about your parents. 888 00:52:09,025 --> 00:52:11,152 You think I can change my parents? 889 00:52:11,228 --> 00:52:13,025 No, but I'm a psychiatrist. 890 00:52:13,096 --> 00:52:15,496 So I have to ask you about them at some point. 891 00:52:15,565 --> 00:52:16,691 (SNICKERING) 892 00:52:16,766 --> 00:52:17,755 Um... 893 00:52:19,970 --> 00:52:20,994 They're good people. 894 00:52:21,071 --> 00:52:23,972 But, okay, take my dad. I just saw him today. 895 00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:28,477 And he knows I'm in here 'cause I'm stressed out, 896 00:52:28,545 --> 00:52:30,479 but he still brings up the Gates application. 897 00:52:30,547 --> 00:52:33,141 It's, like, "Get a clue, Dad. 898 00:52:33,216 --> 00:52:35,411 "There's something bigger going on here." 899 00:52:35,719 --> 00:52:37,311 And what's that? 900 00:52:39,890 --> 00:52:41,357 I don't know. 901 00:52:42,792 --> 00:52:44,089 But it feels big. 902 00:52:51,635 --> 00:52:52,727 Thanks. 903 00:52:52,802 --> 00:52:54,167 No problem. 904 00:52:56,106 --> 00:52:57,835 Is everything okay? 905 00:52:59,042 --> 00:53:02,808 Yeah, just screwing the pooch with my interview. It's okay. 906 00:53:03,346 --> 00:53:04,244 Oh, I'm sorry. 907 00:53:04,314 --> 00:53:05,303 I'm over it. 908 00:53:05,382 --> 00:53:06,679 Really? 909 00:53:06,750 --> 00:53:09,116 Not really, I'm just zonked on Ativan. 910 00:53:09,186 --> 00:53:10,346 Where'd you get the ice cream? 911 00:53:10,420 --> 00:53:12,445 Mister Softee, across the street. 912 00:53:13,323 --> 00:53:14,517 JOHNNY: Bobby, man! 913 00:53:14,591 --> 00:53:15,717 I want ice cream. 914 00:53:15,792 --> 00:53:17,623 Can I have a lick, Bob? 915 00:53:17,694 --> 00:53:19,457 SMITTY: Got to do two points off, Bob. 916 00:53:19,529 --> 00:53:21,019 It's worth it. 917 00:53:21,498 --> 00:53:23,159 What's with these points? 918 00:53:23,233 --> 00:53:24,530 Yeah, what is with these points? 919 00:53:24,601 --> 00:53:28,093 I mean, seriously, no one could possibly be keeping track of all of them. 920 00:53:28,171 --> 00:53:31,334 SMITTY: That's three points off for doubting the system. 921 00:53:31,408 --> 00:53:33,706 Ah, screw the system. You can have some of my points. 922 00:53:33,777 --> 00:53:35,540 Johnny needs a lick. 923 00:53:35,612 --> 00:53:37,102 It looks good. 924 00:53:42,419 --> 00:53:43,579 What's this? 925 00:53:43,653 --> 00:53:44,847 Dollar. 926 00:53:45,589 --> 00:53:47,352 For the pizza party. 927 00:53:48,225 --> 00:53:50,284 Where'd you get this? Don't worry about it. 928 00:53:57,634 --> 00:53:59,101 (LAUGHING) 929 00:54:02,973 --> 00:54:04,600 Yeah, it's a true story. 930 00:54:05,175 --> 00:54:06,437 He was one of the Black Panthers. 931 00:54:06,509 --> 00:54:08,067 And you never heard from him again? 932 00:54:08,345 --> 00:54:09,505 Mmm-mmm. 933 00:54:09,746 --> 00:54:12,078 Don't touch me. Don't touch me. Don't touch me. 934 00:54:12,148 --> 00:54:13,843 Don't touch me. See that lady right there? 935 00:54:13,917 --> 00:54:15,612 She was a radical academic up at Columbia, 936 00:54:15,685 --> 00:54:17,118 and then they passed the Patriot Act. 937 00:54:17,187 --> 00:54:18,950 You know what the Patriot Act is? 938 00:54:19,022 --> 00:54:20,148 Yeah. Okay. 939 00:54:20,223 --> 00:54:23,852 When they passed the Patriot Act, then she went bonkers. 940 00:54:25,295 --> 00:54:28,230 She thought that Bush put bugs in all the phones. 941 00:54:38,408 --> 00:54:39,466 Pretty crazy, right? 942 00:54:40,610 --> 00:54:42,578 And that guy, Solomon, over there? 943 00:54:43,847 --> 00:54:45,246 He's nuts, too. 944 00:54:45,315 --> 00:54:48,944 He's part of this Hasidic acid-head scene in Williamsburg. 945 00:55:02,465 --> 00:55:03,659 (SPEAKING FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 946 00:55:06,736 --> 00:55:09,432 He did 100 tabs of acid. 947 00:55:10,073 --> 00:55:12,735 Don't look, don't look. In one night. 948 00:55:14,577 --> 00:55:16,875 And hasn't been the same since. 949 00:55:17,847 --> 00:55:18,905 Yeah. Wow! 950 00:55:18,982 --> 00:55:20,882 Yeah. Crazy, right? 951 00:55:21,418 --> 00:55:22,476 Kinda cool. 952 00:55:22,552 --> 00:55:24,110 Some cool people in here. 953 00:55:24,187 --> 00:55:25,882 Yeah, uh... 954 00:55:26,923 --> 00:55:28,447 What about you? 955 00:55:29,993 --> 00:55:31,483 What about me? 956 00:55:34,264 --> 00:55:35,629 I just... 957 00:55:35,699 --> 00:55:37,291 You know, um, your daughter, Veronica. 958 00:55:37,367 --> 00:55:38,891 When are you gonna see her again? 959 00:55:39,869 --> 00:55:44,135 You know, I think my daughter is just better off without me. 960 00:55:45,275 --> 00:55:46,742 Come on. No, really. 961 00:55:46,810 --> 00:55:49,711 I mean, I'm not really a role model in this place, 962 00:55:49,779 --> 00:55:51,610 and I think she's just... 963 00:55:53,817 --> 00:55:55,444 She's better off. 964 00:55:57,354 --> 00:56:00,949 Look, I know that it's none of my business, 965 00:56:01,624 --> 00:56:04,559 and you can tell me to get lost whenever you want, 966 00:56:07,197 --> 00:56:09,597 but I think that she's just gonna want her dad around, 967 00:56:09,666 --> 00:56:11,861 and I don't think she's gonna care about... 968 00:56:11,935 --> 00:56:13,698 You should get lost. 969 00:56:18,541 --> 00:56:19,633 Okay. 970 00:56:24,114 --> 00:56:25,877 I think the Ativan's wearing off, I'm sorry. 971 00:56:26,950 --> 00:56:28,281 It's fine. 972 00:56:28,785 --> 00:56:30,150 BOBBY: Sorry. 973 00:56:34,057 --> 00:56:35,217 Do you have any other puke stories 974 00:56:35,291 --> 00:56:36,417 that you'd like to share with me, 975 00:56:36,493 --> 00:56:37,619 while we're getting to know each other? 976 00:56:37,694 --> 00:56:38,820 I have a few actually. 977 00:56:46,202 --> 00:56:47,863 (GUITAR STRUMMING) 978 00:57:04,888 --> 00:57:05,912 Want to try? 979 00:57:05,989 --> 00:57:06,978 No, it's okay. 980 00:57:07,056 --> 00:57:09,524 Welcome back to musical exploration. 981 00:57:09,893 --> 00:57:12,953 Um, who doesn't have an instrument? 982 00:57:15,865 --> 00:57:19,323 No worries, bro. Let's get you right up here on vocals. 983 00:57:19,536 --> 00:57:20,628 (ALL CHUCKLING) 984 00:57:21,304 --> 00:57:23,704 Uh, no, I can't sing. 985 00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:25,099 Like he can't draw. 986 00:57:25,642 --> 00:57:27,769 Seriously, I... No, I'm just... 987 00:57:28,211 --> 00:57:30,702 Cool Craig, what are you afraid of? Come on. 988 00:57:31,881 --> 00:57:33,781 BOBBY: Craig, get up there. Craig. 989 00:57:34,684 --> 00:57:37,346 ALL: (CHANTING) Craig, Craig, Craig. 990 00:57:43,393 --> 00:57:44,826 (ALL CHEERING) 991 00:57:48,765 --> 00:57:50,255 You know this one? 992 00:57:50,366 --> 00:57:51,856 I think I've heard it before. 993 00:57:51,935 --> 00:57:52,959 All right. 994 00:57:53,036 --> 00:57:54,901 Bobby and the ladies will help you out. 995 00:57:54,971 --> 00:57:56,165 The ladies? 996 00:57:57,974 --> 00:58:00,704 Okay, people, just like we practiced last week. 997 00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:02,710 You guys ready? 998 00:58:02,779 --> 00:58:03,973 Here we go. 999 00:58:08,785 --> 00:58:10,616 (ALL PLAYING OFF KEY) 1000 00:58:33,576 --> 00:58:35,635 (VOCALIZING) 1001 00:58:41,851 --> 00:58:45,582 (SINGING) Pressure pushing down on me 1002 00:58:45,655 --> 00:58:49,921 Pressing down on you no man ask for 1003 00:58:49,993 --> 00:58:51,790 Under pressure 1004 00:58:51,861 --> 00:58:54,159 That burns a building down 1005 00:58:54,230 --> 00:58:56,562 Splits a family in two 1006 00:58:56,633 --> 00:58:58,692 Puts people on streets 1007 00:59:03,273 --> 00:59:05,241 (VOCALIZING) 1008 00:59:05,875 --> 00:59:06,899 That's okay 1009 00:59:06,976 --> 00:59:11,606 It's the terror of knowing what this world is about 1010 00:59:11,681 --> 00:59:14,149 Watching some good friends screaming 1011 00:59:14,217 --> 00:59:15,479 Let me out! 1012 00:59:15,752 --> 00:59:19,711 Pray tomorrow gets me higher 1013 00:59:19,789 --> 00:59:23,555 Pressure on people, people on the streets 1014 00:59:26,396 --> 00:59:28,694 Turned away from it all 1015 00:59:28,765 --> 00:59:30,289 Like a blind man 1016 00:59:31,501 --> 00:59:34,163 Sat on a fence but it don't work 1017 00:59:35,238 --> 00:59:38,901 Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn 1018 00:59:38,975 --> 00:59:42,240 Why? Why? 1019 00:59:42,312 --> 00:59:48,615 Why? 1020 00:59:50,353 --> 00:59:52,913 Love, love, love, love 1021 00:59:54,057 --> 00:59:57,891 Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking 1022 00:59:57,961 --> 01:00:01,829 Can't we give ourselves one more chance 1023 01:00:01,898 --> 01:00:05,857 Why can't we give love that one more chance 1024 01:00:05,935 --> 01:00:07,800 Why can't we give love 1025 01:00:07,870 --> 01:00:10,998 Give love, give love Give love, give love 1026 01:00:11,074 --> 01:00:14,840 Give love, give love Give love, give love 1027 01:00:14,911 --> 01:00:20,349 'Cause love's such an old fashioned word 1028 01:00:20,416 --> 01:00:25,718 And love dares you to change our way of 1029 01:00:25,788 --> 01:00:29,884 Caring about ourselves 1030 01:00:29,959 --> 01:00:33,895 This is our last dance 1031 01:00:33,963 --> 01:00:37,899 This is ourselves 1032 01:00:37,967 --> 01:00:40,595 Under pressure 1033 01:00:42,171 --> 01:00:44,036 Under pressure 1034 01:00:46,843 --> 01:00:48,071 Pressure 1035 01:00:58,655 --> 01:00:59,952 (SCREAMING) 1036 01:01:09,465 --> 01:01:11,797 NIA: Oh, my God, you're like a total rock star. 1037 01:01:11,868 --> 01:01:13,802 Like the whole school's obsessed with you. 1038 01:01:13,870 --> 01:01:15,963 You're all anyone talks about anymore. 1039 01:01:16,039 --> 01:01:17,904 You might want to think about getting a new look. 1040 01:01:18,775 --> 01:01:19,867 What do you mean? 1041 01:01:20,076 --> 01:01:21,737 Don't worry, we'll find you something cool, Craig. 1042 01:01:22,645 --> 01:01:23,976 Cool Craig. 1043 01:01:24,047 --> 01:01:25,742 What? 1044 01:01:25,815 --> 01:01:29,216 Oh, somebody in here calls me that. "Cool Craig." 1045 01:01:30,453 --> 01:01:32,387 Is that somebody a girl? 1046 01:01:32,889 --> 01:01:34,481 Uh, no. 1047 01:01:35,124 --> 01:01:37,854 Well, are there any cute girls in there? 1048 01:01:39,462 --> 01:01:40,793 Not really. 1049 01:01:41,297 --> 01:01:44,425 Like, a mental hospital probably isn't the best spot to hook up. 1050 01:01:44,500 --> 01:01:46,195 I'm dying to see this place. 1051 01:01:47,203 --> 01:01:48,795 Can I come visit? Sure. 1052 01:01:48,871 --> 01:01:50,771 Yeah, you can visit. 1053 01:01:50,840 --> 01:01:53,934 That is if you don't mind the groupies hanging all over me. 1054 01:01:54,010 --> 01:01:55,671 Hey, get up. 1055 01:01:58,681 --> 01:02:00,672 Yeah, sorry, I told you I was famous. 1056 01:02:00,750 --> 01:02:02,945 They were just bothering me. 1057 01:02:04,420 --> 01:02:05,409 (EXHALES) 1058 01:02:05,488 --> 01:02:08,252 You've really gotta get out of the room more, Muqtada. 1059 01:02:08,324 --> 01:02:09,882 There's a whole world out there. 1060 01:02:20,369 --> 01:02:21,631 (MUQTADA SNORING) 1061 01:02:28,578 --> 01:02:31,672 It's just me. Put these on. Let's go for a walk. 1062 01:02:52,802 --> 01:02:54,599 Oh, my goodness. 1063 01:02:54,670 --> 01:02:56,467 Sometimes it's just good to get out of there. 1064 01:02:59,809 --> 01:03:01,106 BOBBY: Charlie, my friend. 1065 01:03:04,647 --> 01:03:06,308 You got 30 minutes. 1066 01:03:42,318 --> 01:03:43,512 Hey, what's the deal with you and Noelle? 1067 01:03:44,253 --> 01:03:46,187 What do you mean? What do you mean, what do I mean? 1068 01:03:46,255 --> 01:03:48,086 Don't play dumb with me. 1069 01:03:48,157 --> 01:03:49,681 The two of you are like... 1070 01:03:50,226 --> 01:03:51,659 Your energy is like... 1071 01:03:52,228 --> 01:03:54,992 (MIMICKING FIREWORKS) 1072 01:04:00,870 --> 01:04:02,428 Those were fireworks. 1073 01:04:03,606 --> 01:04:04,800 You should ask her out. 1074 01:04:04,874 --> 01:04:06,000 Ask her out? Yeah. 1075 01:04:07,210 --> 01:04:09,007 Ask her out. Like, out. 1076 01:04:09,579 --> 01:04:10,910 Well, I mean, 1077 01:04:11,547 --> 01:04:12,878 I like her, 1078 01:04:13,850 --> 01:04:15,579 but I think I'd be too nervous to ask her out. 1079 01:04:15,651 --> 01:04:17,744 What are you nervous about? 1080 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:19,451 Rejection. 1081 01:04:20,056 --> 01:04:21,819 Babe, you can't live your life in fear. 1082 01:04:22,358 --> 01:04:24,019 You're gonna end up like Muqtada. 1083 01:04:24,627 --> 01:04:26,026 Or worse, me. 1084 01:04:26,462 --> 01:04:27,656 (SIGHS) 1085 01:04:28,998 --> 01:04:31,796 That's the part where you go, "Hey, Bobby, your life's not that bad," you know. 1086 01:04:31,868 --> 01:04:32,926 Oh, sorry, I'm just... 1087 01:04:33,002 --> 01:04:34,230 Relax. It's okay, babe. 1088 01:04:35,571 --> 01:04:38,301 But you shouldn't worry about rejection. 1089 01:04:38,407 --> 01:04:40,500 You shouldn't. You can practice with me. 1090 01:04:40,910 --> 01:04:42,468 Practice what? 1091 01:04:42,545 --> 01:04:44,206 Asking Noelle out. 1092 01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:46,214 No, that's okay. Yeah, I'll be Noelle. 1093 01:04:46,282 --> 01:04:48,216 I'll be Noelle. I'm Noelle. 1094 01:04:48,951 --> 01:04:50,043 Uh... 1095 01:04:52,989 --> 01:04:55,082 Hey, Craig. How's it going? 1096 01:04:55,958 --> 01:04:57,949 Hey, Noelle. I'm well. How are you? 1097 01:04:58,461 --> 01:04:59,519 Oh, good. 1098 01:05:00,763 --> 01:05:01,889 I get out of here soon, 1099 01:05:02,465 --> 01:05:03,625 which is pretty cool. 1100 01:05:04,166 --> 01:05:05,758 Do you like music? 1101 01:05:06,769 --> 01:05:08,134 Yeah, sure. 1102 01:05:09,939 --> 01:05:11,668 I like live music. 1103 01:05:12,608 --> 01:05:17,011 Uh, you just gonna sit there the whole time you're asking her out? 1104 01:05:17,079 --> 01:05:18,239 Stand up. I'm a lady. 1105 01:05:20,049 --> 01:05:21,812 No, look man. You gotta loosen up a little bit. 1106 01:05:21,884 --> 01:05:23,010 Come on, loosen up. 1107 01:05:23,085 --> 01:05:25,280 Yeah, okay. Good, good, good. 1108 01:05:25,988 --> 01:05:29,082 (CLEARS THROAT) But I don't like to go see live music by myself. 1109 01:05:31,093 --> 01:05:32,355 Oh, okay. 1110 01:05:32,895 --> 01:05:34,658 Well, maybe we could go together? 1111 01:05:36,032 --> 01:05:38,557 (MIMICKING CRAIG) "Well, okay, uh, maybe we could go together?" 1112 01:05:38,634 --> 01:05:40,499 No. Say that again. You gotta use more energy, man. 1113 01:05:40,569 --> 01:05:42,799 You gotta go like, "Oh!" You gotta be excited. 1114 01:05:42,872 --> 01:05:43,964 Okay. 1115 01:05:44,674 --> 01:05:47,871 Yeah, uh... Yeah, okay. Well, maybe we could go together. 1116 01:05:47,977 --> 01:05:49,638 Oh! Hmm. 1117 01:05:50,413 --> 01:05:52,005 Well, well, well. 1118 01:05:52,448 --> 01:05:53,574 Who should we see? 1119 01:05:56,018 --> 01:05:57,110 Um... 1120 01:06:00,056 --> 01:06:01,148 U2? 1121 01:06:02,024 --> 01:06:03,048 No. 1122 01:06:03,526 --> 01:06:04,550 No. 1123 01:06:07,863 --> 01:06:09,057 Vampire Weekend? 1124 01:06:09,131 --> 01:06:11,964 No, no, no. Don't be one of those douchebags 1125 01:06:12,034 --> 01:06:14,366 that takes her to some band that she doesn't care about. 1126 01:06:15,204 --> 01:06:16,671 This is what you do, and this is very important. 1127 01:06:16,739 --> 01:06:17,763 Okay. 1128 01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:19,740 Ask her what she likes. 1129 01:06:20,042 --> 01:06:21,100 Right. Yeah. 1130 01:06:21,177 --> 01:06:23,372 Women like to be asked questions. Okay. 1131 01:06:23,446 --> 01:06:25,641 Like ask me a question. I'll be Noelle again. 1132 01:06:26,983 --> 01:06:28,143 Um... 1133 01:06:28,517 --> 01:06:30,576 Do a little flirtation in the beginning. 1134 01:06:35,124 --> 01:06:36,352 What do you mean by that? 1135 01:06:36,425 --> 01:06:37,949 Comment on my shoes. 1136 01:06:38,027 --> 01:06:40,621 Oh, hey, Noelle, those shoes are awesome. They really look nice. 1137 01:06:40,696 --> 01:06:42,755 Oh, you're sweet to say that. 1138 01:06:44,467 --> 01:06:45,525 It's nothing. Good. 1139 01:06:45,601 --> 01:06:47,262 You got it. You're getting it. You're getting it. 1140 01:06:47,336 --> 01:06:48,860 Okay. Not bad. 1141 01:07:01,917 --> 01:07:03,612 How'd you end up in here? 1142 01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:06,250 Man, you don't give up, do you? 1143 01:07:08,991 --> 01:07:10,015 I'm on vacation. 1144 01:07:10,893 --> 01:07:12,121 Seriously. 1145 01:07:12,194 --> 01:07:13,320 I am serious. 1146 01:07:13,396 --> 01:07:16,297 Some people go to the Hamptons. I come here. 1147 01:07:17,233 --> 01:07:18,962 Get a little R & R. 1148 01:07:19,769 --> 01:07:21,361 People feed you. 1149 01:07:21,937 --> 01:07:24,064 I get high sometimes, man. 1150 01:07:25,641 --> 01:07:27,006 That's not what I heard about you. 1151 01:07:27,576 --> 01:07:28,941 (SIGHS) What'd you hear? 1152 01:07:30,813 --> 01:07:33,680 I heard you tried to rape a penguin at the zoo. 1153 01:07:34,450 --> 01:07:36,111 Who told you that? 1154 01:07:37,019 --> 01:07:38,418 Relax, babe. 1155 01:07:40,322 --> 01:07:41,346 Funny guy, huh? 1156 01:07:47,696 --> 01:07:49,357 Actually, I... 1157 01:07:50,332 --> 01:07:53,790 I heard your accountant say that you tried to kill yourself. 1158 01:07:56,305 --> 01:07:59,934 Well, this may come as a surprise to you, Cool Craig, but, 1159 01:08:01,343 --> 01:08:02,776 she ain't my accountant. 1160 01:08:03,412 --> 01:08:04,606 Gee, really? 1161 01:08:06,615 --> 01:08:09,345 And I've tried to kill myself six times. 1162 01:08:13,789 --> 01:08:15,484 I thought about doing that, 1163 01:08:16,492 --> 01:08:20,485 but I couldn't make it to the bridge. 1164 01:08:20,563 --> 01:08:22,326 I just came straight here. 1165 01:08:23,332 --> 01:08:24,697 What stopped you? 1166 01:08:25,935 --> 01:08:29,598 My family, I think. You know, my parents and my sister. 1167 01:08:30,906 --> 01:08:33,739 Just knowing how bad it would mess them up. 1168 01:08:35,678 --> 01:08:37,543 See, that's the part I don't get, Craig. 1169 01:08:37,613 --> 01:08:41,379 I mean, you're cool, you're smart, you're talented. 1170 01:08:42,551 --> 01:08:44,109 You have a family that loves you. 1171 01:08:44,186 --> 01:08:47,246 You know, what I would do just to be you, for just a day? 1172 01:08:51,994 --> 01:08:55,896 I would... I would do so much. 1173 01:08:59,668 --> 01:09:01,067 I would... 1174 01:09:02,972 --> 01:09:04,462 I don't know. I would just... 1175 01:09:06,342 --> 01:09:07,832 I'd just live. 1176 01:09:09,178 --> 01:09:11,146 Like it meant something. 1177 01:09:19,989 --> 01:09:21,251 Let's go. 1178 01:09:38,541 --> 01:09:41,032 Smitty, I found these laying around somewhere. 1179 01:09:47,016 --> 01:09:48,005 What's going on? 1180 01:09:52,054 --> 01:09:55,046 Hey, Muqtada. Are you coming out for a walk? 1181 01:09:57,426 --> 01:09:59,018 What is there to do? 1182 01:09:59,094 --> 01:10:01,187 Well, do you like to draw? 1183 01:10:04,033 --> 01:10:05,364 Ping-pong. 1184 01:10:05,968 --> 01:10:07,435 Ping what? 1185 01:10:07,503 --> 01:10:09,027 You like music? 1186 01:10:11,207 --> 01:10:12,265 Yes. 1187 01:10:12,575 --> 01:10:14,566 Okay. Great. Well, um... 1188 01:10:14,643 --> 01:10:16,201 Only Egypt music. 1189 01:10:16,512 --> 01:10:18,070 Oh, well, let's see. 1190 01:10:19,014 --> 01:10:21,312 Excuse me, if you please. I am trying to rest. 1191 01:10:22,151 --> 01:10:24,176 Sol, have you met Muqtada? 1192 01:10:29,325 --> 01:10:31,259 If you could please keep it down. 1193 01:10:33,229 --> 01:10:35,220 He has sensitive hearing. 1194 01:10:36,832 --> 01:10:39,266 This I think is enough for one day. 1195 01:10:45,374 --> 01:10:47,103 (CHATTERING ON TV) 1196 01:10:54,683 --> 01:10:56,048 NIA: Hey, Craig. 1197 01:10:58,854 --> 01:11:00,048 Hey. 1198 01:11:00,322 --> 01:11:02,552 Um, this is a surprise. 1199 01:11:04,059 --> 01:11:05,526 Me and Aaron broke up. 1200 01:11:06,362 --> 01:11:07,556 I'm sorry. 1201 01:11:16,839 --> 01:11:18,306 NIA: Are you okay? 1202 01:11:20,075 --> 01:11:22,100 Uh, yeah. Sorry. Um... 1203 01:11:22,177 --> 01:11:23,610 You must be really loaded, huh? 1204 01:11:24,046 --> 01:11:26,378 Yeah. I'm pretty zonked. 1205 01:11:26,715 --> 01:11:30,811 So, you know I've been thinking about you non-stop 1206 01:11:30,886 --> 01:11:33,320 since we talked on the phone the other day. 1207 01:11:33,689 --> 01:11:34,951 (STUTTERING) 1208 01:11:35,591 --> 01:11:37,320 I've been thinking about you a lot, too. 1209 01:11:37,493 --> 01:11:40,053 I woke up and my bed was on fire! 1210 01:11:40,896 --> 01:11:42,363 What's wrong with that guy? 1211 01:11:42,865 --> 01:11:43,957 He's schizophrenic. 1212 01:11:44,566 --> 01:11:45,692 Weird. 1213 01:11:46,235 --> 01:11:47,395 Anyway, 1214 01:11:47,970 --> 01:11:53,169 it's like you told me all this stuff about you and you're really mature. 1215 01:11:54,343 --> 01:11:56,243 Not like everyone else with their stupid little problems. 1216 01:11:56,312 --> 01:11:58,405 I mean, you're really, really screwed up. 1217 01:11:59,515 --> 01:12:00,880 I'm a mess. 1218 01:12:01,350 --> 01:12:03,716 But in a good way. You know, in the way that gives you 1219 01:12:05,421 --> 01:12:06,410 experience. 1220 01:12:06,922 --> 01:12:09,254 So you and Aaron broke up? 1221 01:12:12,461 --> 01:12:15,123 Okay, so I know I should be thinking about Noelle, 1222 01:12:15,197 --> 01:12:17,495 and how I'm supposed to be meeting her in 20 minutes. 1223 01:12:17,566 --> 01:12:20,262 But when you have a really gorgeous girl in front of you, 1224 01:12:20,336 --> 01:12:22,361 and you've been obsessing over her for two years, 1225 01:12:22,438 --> 01:12:26,340 and she's biting her lip and talking low, and you've got a boner, 1226 01:12:27,609 --> 01:12:29,474 what are you gonna do? 1227 01:12:30,446 --> 01:12:32,243 Do you want to see my room? 1228 01:12:41,523 --> 01:12:43,320 NIA: You haven't finished that yet? 1229 01:12:43,392 --> 01:12:44,484 What? 1230 01:12:45,728 --> 01:12:46,717 Oh. 1231 01:12:47,296 --> 01:12:49,958 Yes, we have a lot of activities here, so... 1232 01:12:50,399 --> 01:12:51,730 Takes up... 1233 01:13:05,714 --> 01:13:07,875 Me and Aaron never did anything like this. 1234 01:13:12,354 --> 01:13:14,219 This was totally on my checklist. 1235 01:13:17,259 --> 01:13:18,886 (TOILET FLUSHING) 1236 01:13:20,629 --> 01:13:21,755 Is someone else in here? 1237 01:13:21,830 --> 01:13:22,922 I'm gonna be sick. 1238 01:13:22,998 --> 01:13:24,556 Sex! 1239 01:13:24,800 --> 01:13:26,028 Sex in my bed! 1240 01:13:26,101 --> 01:13:27,090 (BOTH EXCLAIMING) 1241 01:13:27,169 --> 01:13:28,898 NIA: God, that's disgusting. 1242 01:13:28,971 --> 01:13:30,996 MUQTADA: Children make sex in my bed! 1243 01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:32,665 Craig, who is this? 1244 01:13:32,741 --> 01:13:34,299 Um, this is my roommate, Muqtada. 1245 01:13:34,376 --> 01:13:35,843 Don't talk to her! 1246 01:13:35,911 --> 01:13:37,071 She try and make sex in my bed! 1247 01:13:37,146 --> 01:13:39,080 Calm down. No one was having sex, okay? 1248 01:13:39,148 --> 01:13:40,945 Woman is temptress! I know. 1249 01:13:41,216 --> 01:13:42,444 What's wrong with you? MUQTADA: Get out. 1250 01:13:42,518 --> 01:13:44,918 Uh, he's going through a hard time. 1251 01:13:44,987 --> 01:13:47,148 No, you! What's wrong with you? 1252 01:13:47,222 --> 01:13:48,951 I'm also going through a hard time. 1253 01:13:49,024 --> 01:13:51,219 Um, you know what? You should get some rest, 1254 01:13:51,293 --> 01:13:52,521 and I'll call you tomorrow or something. 1255 01:13:52,594 --> 01:13:54,118 Nia. Nia, wait. 1256 01:13:55,697 --> 01:13:57,358 (MUTTERING) 1257 01:13:59,401 --> 01:14:00,459 Wait. Nia. 1258 01:14:04,506 --> 01:14:05,803 I love you. 1259 01:14:08,577 --> 01:14:10,135 Just get better, Craig. 1260 01:14:16,485 --> 01:14:17,543 No, I mean... 1261 01:14:50,219 --> 01:14:51,413 Noelle. 1262 01:14:52,254 --> 01:14:53,778 Noelle, please. 1263 01:14:54,223 --> 01:14:56,088 I'm sorry I messed up. 1264 01:14:56,492 --> 01:14:58,926 I love your portrait. It's amazing. 1265 01:15:00,696 --> 01:15:02,493 I wish you'd open the door. 1266 01:15:04,633 --> 01:15:06,032 Are you okay? 1267 01:15:15,377 --> 01:15:16,639 Oh. Uh... 1268 01:15:18,614 --> 01:15:20,707 This is pretty cool, too. 1269 01:15:23,252 --> 01:15:25,220 So, our meeting tonight. 1270 01:15:26,955 --> 01:15:29,185 Is it safe to assume that's not happening? 1271 01:15:40,736 --> 01:15:43,204 You've had it figured out all along, Muqtada. 1272 01:15:45,674 --> 01:15:47,665 Never get out of the bed. 1273 01:15:57,152 --> 01:15:58,744 BOBBY: I got in. 1274 01:16:01,890 --> 01:16:03,118 In what? 1275 01:16:03,659 --> 01:16:04,648 In your mama. 1276 01:16:04,726 --> 01:16:05,693 Oh. 1277 01:16:08,196 --> 01:16:09,857 I got in the home. 1278 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:12,594 That's great. 1279 01:16:15,337 --> 01:16:17,202 We missed you at breakfast. 1280 01:16:17,272 --> 01:16:18,500 (GROANING) 1281 01:16:19,408 --> 01:16:22,741 Is this about this whole NialNoelle fiasco? 1282 01:16:23,645 --> 01:16:24,771 How do you know about that? 1283 01:16:24,846 --> 01:16:27,314 Solomon. That dude's got sensitive hearing. 1284 01:16:28,083 --> 01:16:29,482 Look, it's not just women, okay? 1285 01:16:29,551 --> 01:16:33,681 I can't do anything right. My life's a mess. 1286 01:16:34,590 --> 01:16:36,455 No, my life is a mess. 1287 01:16:38,760 --> 01:16:41,490 Muqtada's life is a mess. No offense, babe. 1288 01:16:42,097 --> 01:16:43,189 All good, papa. 1289 01:16:43,732 --> 01:16:46,326 Look, I happen to like you, Craig. 1290 01:16:48,403 --> 01:16:50,496 You remind me of me when I was your age. 1291 01:16:50,806 --> 01:16:54,037 I was much better looking, and I didn't have as much trouble with women... 1292 01:16:54,109 --> 01:16:56,270 Get back on track, man. 1293 01:16:57,312 --> 01:16:58,939 The point is, in 20 years, 1294 01:16:59,948 --> 01:17:01,939 if you're celebrating your daughter's eighth birthday 1295 01:17:02,017 --> 01:17:03,041 in a place like this, 1296 01:17:04,886 --> 01:17:06,649 I swear to God, 1297 01:17:07,389 --> 01:17:09,380 Muqtada and I are going to kick your ass. 1298 01:17:12,260 --> 01:17:13,989 He not busy being born, 1299 01:17:15,330 --> 01:17:16,820 is busy dying. 1300 01:17:21,203 --> 01:17:22,227 You need to believe that. 1301 01:17:28,644 --> 01:17:30,009 This Bobby, 1302 01:17:31,446 --> 01:17:32,811 I think, very wise man. 1303 01:17:36,818 --> 01:17:38,080 By the way, I was just coming in to tell you that 1304 01:17:38,153 --> 01:17:39,415 I'm not gonna be homeless tomorrow. 1305 01:17:40,622 --> 01:17:41,714 I'm just saying. 1306 01:17:44,459 --> 01:17:45,926 (DOOR CLOSES) 1307 01:18:00,542 --> 01:18:02,009 BOBBY: And guess what? 1308 01:18:03,178 --> 01:18:05,840 It's right next door to the YMCA. 1309 01:18:06,515 --> 01:18:09,279 Yeah. So we can go swimming in the swimming pool, 1310 01:18:09,351 --> 01:18:11,444 and maybe play table tennis. 1311 01:18:12,754 --> 01:18:13,743 (CHUCKLES) 1312 01:18:14,890 --> 01:18:16,551 Ping-pong, yes. 1313 01:18:17,059 --> 01:18:18,583 It's the same thing. 1314 01:18:18,660 --> 01:18:21,185 So listen, your mom will bring you by on Saturday, 1315 01:18:21,263 --> 01:18:22,924 and we could have a feast. 1316 01:18:56,832 --> 01:18:59,733 There are so many people, you know, not just in this hospital, 1317 01:18:59,801 --> 01:19:03,498 but in the whole world, who are struggling so hard just to live. 1318 01:19:04,473 --> 01:19:09,001 And, it's like, self-indulgent for me to not appreciate what I have. 1319 01:19:09,578 --> 01:19:10,602 Like what? 1320 01:19:10,912 --> 01:19:17,317 Well, there's my family, my home, and my friends. 1321 01:19:18,687 --> 01:19:20,780 And you know, there's this. 1322 01:19:23,625 --> 01:19:26,719 I used to think art was just bourgeois decadence, but... 1323 01:19:32,868 --> 01:19:34,563 It's really wonderful, Craig. 1324 01:19:35,070 --> 01:19:36,230 Thanks. Um... 1325 01:19:37,239 --> 01:19:39,139 Yeah, I've done about 20 of them 1326 01:19:39,207 --> 01:19:41,038 and it's something that I really enjoy. 1327 01:19:41,576 --> 01:19:43,134 What do you enjoy about it? 1328 01:19:44,012 --> 01:19:45,036 It's fun. 1329 01:19:45,547 --> 01:19:48,846 And it takes my mind off the things that stress me out. 1330 01:19:49,584 --> 01:19:51,814 You gonna continue it when you leave? 1331 01:19:52,788 --> 01:19:53,880 Yeah. 1332 01:19:54,556 --> 01:19:57,753 Or, I think. But my dad might freak. 1333 01:19:58,093 --> 01:19:59,958 Have you told him how you feel? 1334 01:20:00,028 --> 01:20:01,222 Not yet. 1335 01:20:01,429 --> 01:20:02,691 But you will? 1336 01:20:04,599 --> 01:20:05,861 I think so. 1337 01:20:08,904 --> 01:20:10,132 Thank you. 1338 01:20:15,310 --> 01:20:17,642 It's my last night tonight, Smitty. 1339 01:20:17,712 --> 01:20:19,646 It is your last night, Craig. 1340 01:20:19,714 --> 01:20:23,673 I hate to break it to you, Craig, but I think I'm really gonna miss you. 1341 01:20:24,986 --> 01:20:28,251 Well, it's Bobby's last night, too, 1342 01:20:28,323 --> 01:20:31,121 so I was wondering if we could have a pizza party. 1343 01:20:31,293 --> 01:20:35,229 Yes, we can. Yeah. Do you have the money? If you can get the money. 1344 01:20:35,297 --> 01:20:37,629 Yeah, no, I'll have the money. Yeah, I... 1345 01:20:37,699 --> 01:20:39,326 You have records you could bring? 1346 01:20:39,501 --> 01:20:40,968 (VOCALIZING) 1347 01:20:53,315 --> 01:20:56,011 Hey, um, thanks for coming. 1348 01:20:58,720 --> 01:21:02,087 I just wanted to say, I'm really sorry about what happened yesterday. 1349 01:21:02,324 --> 01:21:05,816 That girl I was with, she's my best friend's girlfriend. 1350 01:21:05,894 --> 01:21:07,555 I've been obsessed with her forever and... 1351 01:21:07,629 --> 01:21:09,187 And you're in love with her? 1352 01:21:09,831 --> 01:21:10,889 No. 1353 01:21:10,966 --> 01:21:13,434 Well, of course not. But you think she's hot, 1354 01:21:13,501 --> 01:21:15,526 so you told her what you thought she'd want to hear. 1355 01:21:17,539 --> 01:21:19,939 And now you're going to do the same thing to me. 1356 01:21:20,141 --> 01:21:21,540 No, I'm not. 1357 01:21:21,810 --> 01:21:23,141 You're not? 1358 01:21:28,183 --> 01:21:30,981 Look, um, I do think you're hot. 1359 01:21:31,620 --> 01:21:34,248 And I do want to say the right thing, 1360 01:21:34,322 --> 01:21:36,756 but that's only because I really like you. 1361 01:21:38,260 --> 01:21:41,457 I like how you don't hide your problems like everyone else. 1362 01:21:42,664 --> 01:21:45,758 And I feel like I don't have to hide mine when I'm around you. 1363 01:21:48,937 --> 01:21:51,371 You know, I've been thinking about it a lot recently, 1364 01:21:51,439 --> 01:21:53,168 and I've realized that 1365 01:21:54,576 --> 01:21:58,034 if you're not busy being born, you're busy dying. 1366 01:21:59,414 --> 01:22:02,178 And I, for one, think that we could both benefit from 1367 01:22:03,251 --> 01:22:05,242 being born, again. 1368 01:22:06,821 --> 01:22:09,654 Not being born again, but you know what I mean? 1369 01:22:10,158 --> 01:22:11,887 Gee, thanks for the wisdom, Bob. 1370 01:22:12,427 --> 01:22:14,327 What? He told you that, too? 1371 01:22:14,663 --> 01:22:16,130 Who? Bobby. 1372 01:22:16,731 --> 01:22:19,894 Yeah, me and about a billion other people. 1373 01:22:22,370 --> 01:22:23,701 Bob Dylan. 1374 01:22:25,573 --> 01:22:27,973 It's the song you just quoted. 1375 01:22:28,443 --> 01:22:30,104 What? No. Yes. 1376 01:22:30,912 --> 01:22:31,936 Oh. 1377 01:22:36,584 --> 01:22:39,417 Anyway, my point is 1378 01:22:40,956 --> 01:22:42,287 I want to play doctor with you. 1379 01:24:02,504 --> 01:24:03,664 This is awesome. 1380 01:24:10,678 --> 01:24:14,136 So, how come you never asked me why? 1381 01:24:15,917 --> 01:24:17,179 Why what? 1382 01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:29,626 I guess I just assumed you'd tell me when you wanted me to know. 1383 01:24:34,035 --> 01:24:35,093 Thanks. 1384 01:24:43,378 --> 01:24:44,606 Do you like music? 1385 01:24:45,680 --> 01:24:47,113 Do you like breathing? 1386 01:24:47,882 --> 01:24:50,077 That's right. It was a dumb question. 1387 01:24:51,519 --> 01:24:57,924 I like... I like Radiohead a lot, the Pixies, T. Rex. 1388 01:24:58,827 --> 01:25:00,317 Oh, what else? 1389 01:25:02,330 --> 01:25:03,854 Have you seen them live? 1390 01:25:03,932 --> 01:25:06,594 I saw Radiohead and the Pixies once. 1391 01:25:07,168 --> 01:25:08,260 Cool. 1392 01:25:08,770 --> 01:25:10,738 So, uh... 1393 01:25:14,776 --> 01:25:18,439 You know, Vampire Weekend's doing a show at the end of the month. 1394 01:25:22,183 --> 01:25:23,912 Would you want to go? 1395 01:25:25,320 --> 01:25:27,345 Yes, I would. 1396 01:25:28,823 --> 01:25:29,847 With you, right? 1397 01:25:29,924 --> 01:25:31,551 No, with Solomon. 1398 01:25:32,494 --> 01:25:33,688 Yeah, with me. 1399 01:25:41,870 --> 01:25:43,531 CRAIG: Sorry guys. Um... 1400 01:25:43,972 --> 01:25:45,496 This is about to get pretty sappy, 1401 01:25:45,573 --> 01:25:47,666 so I'm just gonna give you the highlights. 1402 01:25:47,742 --> 01:25:49,505 This is me sharing the realization that 1403 01:25:49,577 --> 01:25:52,569 I don't actually want to be a CEO, lawyer, or President. 1404 01:25:54,182 --> 01:25:55,547 This is Noelle, 1405 01:25:55,617 --> 01:25:58,552 laughing at the idea that I once wanted to be President. 1406 01:25:58,620 --> 01:26:01,418 Here, Noelle suggests I "screw" 1407 01:26:01,489 --> 01:26:04,458 the Gates Summer application if it makes me so unhappy. 1408 01:26:04,993 --> 01:26:07,052 This is me liking that idea. 1409 01:26:08,396 --> 01:26:11,331 This is me thinking about how to tell my dad. 1410 01:26:12,634 --> 01:26:17,162 This is after I tell Noelle how beautiful I think she is. 1411 01:26:46,067 --> 01:26:49,366 Okay, just have them send the delivery guy to the third floor. 1412 01:26:49,837 --> 01:26:50,929 3 North. 1413 01:26:51,005 --> 01:26:53,166 GEORGE: No problem, sport. You got it. 1414 01:26:53,241 --> 01:26:54,833 Thanks, Dad. Sure. 1415 01:26:54,909 --> 01:26:56,240 Yeah, I'll see you and Mom tomorrow. 1416 01:26:56,311 --> 01:26:57,369 I'll see you then. 1417 01:26:57,445 --> 01:26:58,935 Okay, bye. Bye. 1418 01:27:03,318 --> 01:27:04,785 Hey, Muqtada. 1419 01:27:20,435 --> 01:27:21,902 AARON: Hello? Hey, man. 1420 01:27:22,470 --> 01:27:24,563 I could really use a favor. 1421 01:27:25,740 --> 01:27:26,934 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYING FROM STEREO) 1422 01:27:36,184 --> 01:27:37,947 Hey, found it. 1423 01:27:38,219 --> 01:27:39,846 I so appreciate this. 1424 01:27:39,921 --> 01:27:41,548 Yeah, no problem. 1425 01:27:43,524 --> 01:27:46,015 Look, man, I'm sorry I was a bitch to you. 1426 01:27:47,428 --> 01:27:50,261 I'm sorry I tried to make out with your girlfriend. 1427 01:27:53,301 --> 01:27:54,928 How are things with Nia? 1428 01:27:55,336 --> 01:27:57,463 Um, we're gonna try and work through it. 1429 01:27:57,705 --> 01:27:58,797 Good. 1430 01:27:59,674 --> 01:28:01,869 You know, I might hide it pretty well, but, 1431 01:28:01,943 --> 01:28:05,674 I mean, I get that depression stuff, too, sometimes. 1432 01:28:06,147 --> 01:28:07,079 Yeah? 1433 01:28:09,550 --> 01:28:11,279 Don't kill yourself, okay? 1434 01:28:12,020 --> 01:28:13,282 I won't. 1435 01:28:13,354 --> 01:28:14,753 Seriously. 1436 01:28:15,590 --> 01:28:16,784 Thanks. 1437 01:28:23,464 --> 01:28:25,159 I'll call you tomorrow, all right? 1438 01:28:25,233 --> 01:28:26,564 Yeah, you will. 1439 01:28:28,036 --> 01:28:29,196 Hey, um... 1440 01:28:30,738 --> 01:28:32,330 Did you really try to make out with Nia? 1441 01:28:36,444 --> 01:28:37,502 Dick. 1442 01:28:40,882 --> 01:28:42,850 Pizza's getting cold. What's up? 1443 01:28:44,852 --> 01:28:46,376 I'm tired, man. 1444 01:28:47,555 --> 01:28:49,989 Think I'll skip out on the pizza shin-dig. 1445 01:28:50,625 --> 01:28:51,683 Pack up. 1446 01:28:52,293 --> 01:28:54,420 Ah, vacation's over. 1447 01:28:54,996 --> 01:28:57,430 Yes, back to work. 1448 01:28:57,999 --> 01:28:59,762 You got a job? No. 1449 01:28:59,834 --> 01:29:00,823 (CHUCKLES) 1450 01:29:01,235 --> 01:29:03,328 Well, congratulations on your home. 1451 01:29:03,404 --> 01:29:04,598 Thanks. 1452 01:29:08,242 --> 01:29:11,075 You know, I used that Dylan line on Noelle. 1453 01:29:14,082 --> 01:29:15,481 How'd it go? 1454 01:29:15,683 --> 01:29:18,311 Good. We're gonna hang out soon. 1455 01:29:18,386 --> 01:29:20,411 Yeah? Maybe see some music. 1456 01:29:21,155 --> 01:29:22,247 Good. 1457 01:29:27,862 --> 01:29:28,851 Here. 1458 01:29:31,833 --> 01:29:32,857 It's you. 1459 01:29:32,934 --> 01:29:34,925 Yikes. It's a mess in there, man. 1460 01:29:35,303 --> 01:29:36,998 Oh, it's not such a mess. 1461 01:29:37,672 --> 01:29:39,765 It's just undergoing renovations. 1462 01:29:42,810 --> 01:29:44,869 Look, I wrote my number on the back. 1463 01:29:45,680 --> 01:29:49,013 We should get together sometime, play some table tennis. 1464 01:29:51,986 --> 01:29:53,078 Sure. 1465 01:29:56,124 --> 01:29:59,184 Cool. Well, I'll see you tomorrow at breakfast. 1466 01:30:02,497 --> 01:30:03,555 Good luck, Craig. 1467 01:30:05,266 --> 01:30:07,393 Not that you need it, but... 1468 01:30:13,107 --> 01:30:15,268 Thanks. You, too, babe. 1469 01:30:19,881 --> 01:30:21,712 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYING) 1470 01:31:04,625 --> 01:31:05,614 (EXCLAIMS) 1471 01:31:06,260 --> 01:31:07,488 Hey, come on. 1472 01:31:07,562 --> 01:31:08,722 Trust me. 1473 01:31:09,363 --> 01:31:10,352 HUMBLE: I gotta dance. 1474 01:31:13,568 --> 01:31:15,627 (EGYPTIAN MUSIC PLAYING) 1475 01:31:19,173 --> 01:31:20,504 Excuse me? 1476 01:31:46,334 --> 01:31:47,733 I like this. 1477 01:31:48,236 --> 01:31:49,897 I like this. Yeah! 1478 01:31:55,810 --> 01:31:56,902 Look. 1479 01:33:04,912 --> 01:33:06,470 So long, buddy. 1480 01:33:06,547 --> 01:33:08,014 You should probably stay longer. 1481 01:33:08,082 --> 01:33:09,777 You might lose it on the outside. 1482 01:33:10,284 --> 01:33:12,650 Um, I'll take my chances. 1483 01:33:12,720 --> 01:33:14,415 JIMMY: Lt'll come to you! 1484 01:33:16,257 --> 01:33:19,124 CRAIG: Okay, I know you're thinking, "What is this? 1485 01:33:19,493 --> 01:33:21,358 "Kid spends a few days in the hospital 1486 01:33:21,429 --> 01:33:22,919 "and all his problems are cured?" 1487 01:33:22,997 --> 01:33:25,158 But I'm not. I know I'm not. 1488 01:33:26,601 --> 01:33:28,796 I can tell this is just the beginning. 1489 01:33:29,503 --> 01:33:33,132 I still need to face my homework, my school, my friends. 1490 01:33:33,674 --> 01:33:35,073 My dad. 1491 01:33:36,043 --> 01:33:37,704 Hello, Smitty. Hey, hey. 1492 01:33:38,145 --> 01:33:39,737 Thanks for everything. Yeah. 1493 01:33:40,047 --> 01:33:42,277 Sure. You're very welcome, sir. 1494 01:33:43,217 --> 01:33:44,980 Have you seen Bobby around? 1495 01:33:45,052 --> 01:33:47,714 Yeah, Bobby left pretty early this morning. 1496 01:33:50,691 --> 01:33:53,888 But the difference between today and last Saturday 1497 01:33:54,595 --> 01:33:56,586 is that for the first time in a while, 1498 01:33:56,664 --> 01:33:59,462 I can look forward to the things I want to do in my life. 1499 01:34:02,637 --> 01:34:03,604 How you feeling? 1500 01:34:04,572 --> 01:34:06,062 I feel like... 1501 01:34:06,807 --> 01:34:08,604 Like I can handle it. 1502 01:34:12,346 --> 01:34:14,974 Bike, eat, drink, talk. 1503 01:34:15,049 --> 01:34:17,677 Ride the subway, read, read maps. 1504 01:34:17,752 --> 01:34:19,413 Make maps, make art. 1505 01:34:19,487 --> 01:34:20,954 Finish the Gates application. 1506 01:34:21,022 --> 01:34:22,956 Tell my dad not to stress about it. 1507 01:34:23,024 --> 01:34:25,185 Hug my mom. Kiss my little sister. 1508 01:34:25,259 --> 01:34:26,453 Kiss my dad. 1509 01:34:26,527 --> 01:34:27,687 Make out with Noelle. 1510 01:34:28,029 --> 01:34:29,326 Make out with her more. 1511 01:34:29,397 --> 01:34:31,865 Take her on a picnic. See a movie with her. 1512 01:34:31,932 --> 01:34:34,400 See a movie with Aaron. Heck, see a movie with Nia. 1513 01:34:34,869 --> 01:34:38,635 Have a party. Tell people my story. Volunteer at 3 North. 1514 01:34:39,106 --> 01:34:40,539 Help people like Bobby. 1515 01:34:41,108 --> 01:34:42,336 Like Muqtada. 1516 01:34:43,210 --> 01:34:44,541 Like me. 1517 01:34:44,612 --> 01:34:47,843 Draw more. Draw a person. Draw a naked person. 1518 01:34:48,115 --> 01:34:49,412 Draw Noelle naked. 1519 01:34:49,684 --> 01:34:52,209 Run, travel, swim, skip. 1520 01:34:52,286 --> 01:34:54,345 Yeah, I know it's lame, but, whatever. 1521 01:34:54,422 --> 01:34:55,753 Skip anyway. 1522 01:34:57,825 --> 01:34:59,053 Breathe. 1523 01:35:07,835 --> 01:35:08,893 Live.