1 00:00:01,629 --> 00:00:05,963 He could feed off a memory over and over again. 2 00:00:08,035 --> 00:00:09,627 He was animal. 3 00:00:10,337 --> 00:00:11,531 Faceless. 4 00:00:12,006 --> 00:00:13,166 Infinite. 5 00:00:15,042 --> 00:00:17,408 But then he would feel it, 6 00:00:17,511 --> 00:00:19,479 the emptiness returning, 7 00:00:20,514 --> 00:00:23,074 and the need would rise in him again. 8 00:00:31,425 --> 00:00:32,483 Go! Go! 9 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:33,925 - In here? - A detour. Go. 10 00:00:34,028 --> 00:00:35,256 SUSIE: When summer came, 11 00:00:35,362 --> 00:00:38,820 he noticed young lovers would sneak into the cornfield. 12 00:00:39,433 --> 00:00:41,492 He began to follow them 13 00:00:42,002 --> 00:00:43,333 and watch. 14 00:01:00,254 --> 00:01:02,051 Will you come to bed? 15 00:01:03,524 --> 00:01:05,185 Yeah. Soon. 16 00:01:25,412 --> 00:01:27,539 FENERMAN: Oh! Buckley did this, right? 17 00:01:27,615 --> 00:01:31,449 Correct. He said that this is our house, this is the police station 18 00:01:32,553 --> 00:01:33,781 - and that's you. - That's me? 19 00:01:33,787 --> 00:01:36,119 Mmm-hmm. Yeah. He made you Chief of Police, so... 20 00:01:36,223 --> 00:01:37,656 I've gained 20 pounds. 21 00:01:37,658 --> 00:01:41,253 - (LAUGHING) It must be the uniform. - It's the dangers of a desk job. 22 00:01:41,962 --> 00:01:44,795 I'd like to report a lost purse. 23 00:01:45,132 --> 00:01:46,963 Why don't you have a seat? 24 00:01:47,067 --> 00:01:48,056 (ABIGAIL SIGHS) 25 00:01:53,841 --> 00:01:55,103 (SIGHING) 26 00:01:55,309 --> 00:01:57,834 ABIGAIL: I'm living with this every day. GRANDMA: What about your marriage? 27 00:01:57,945 --> 00:01:59,242 - What marriage? - You just don't give up! 28 00:01:59,313 --> 00:02:01,304 ABIGAIL: Jack is sleeping in his study! GRANDMA: He's trying. 29 00:02:01,415 --> 00:02:03,007 You have to find a way to keep going. 30 00:02:03,017 --> 00:02:04,245 - Mother... - You don't have a choice. 31 00:02:04,318 --> 00:02:07,583 - ABIGAIL: I am coping with this. - You can't give up. You have to... 32 00:02:07,655 --> 00:02:08,815 - Oh, no, Mother. - Bingo! 33 00:02:08,822 --> 00:02:12,656 - That is cooking sherry! Please! Please! - You have to find a way to live with this. 34 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:15,490 - Live with it? I am living with this! - You're not! 35 00:02:15,596 --> 00:02:17,689 - I'm dealing... I'm coping... - You don't go into Susie's room. 36 00:02:17,798 --> 00:02:20,164 - I'm dealing with it! So what? - You won't let anybody touch her things! 37 00:02:20,267 --> 00:02:23,168 You have a tomb in the middle of your house! 38 00:02:24,838 --> 00:02:27,671 Oh, sweetheart.. do you really think if you seal it up 39 00:02:27,675 --> 00:02:30,109 that the pain's going to go away? 40 00:02:33,781 --> 00:02:35,009 (CAR HONKING OUTSIDE) 41 00:02:39,019 --> 00:02:40,179 (SIGHING) 42 00:03:22,062 --> 00:03:23,757 (CAR ENGINE STARTING) 43 00:03:34,675 --> 00:03:37,508 SUSIE: My mother went as far away as she could. 44 00:03:37,578 --> 00:03:41,742 She found a job in a small orchard outside of Santa Rosa. 45 00:03:41,849 --> 00:03:44,750 The work was hard, but she didn't mind. 46 00:03:46,587 --> 00:03:50,921 If anyone asked, she said she had 2 children. 47 00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:08,073 And Lindsey, 48 00:04:08,942 --> 00:04:11,740 who always said she didn't believe in love, 49 00:04:13,380 --> 00:04:14,938 found it anyway. 50 00:04:38,305 --> 00:04:40,296 And there it was. 51 00:04:40,407 --> 00:04:42,637 The moment I would never have. 52 00:04:44,745 --> 00:04:47,179 My little sister had run ahead of me. 53 00:04:48,849 --> 00:04:50,612 She was growing up. 54 00:04:55,155 --> 00:04:58,022 What's the matter? I thought you'd be happy. 55 00:04:58,959 --> 00:05:00,324 I am happy. 56 00:05:04,498 --> 00:05:05,988 I'm very happy. 57 00:05:06,667 --> 00:05:08,635 Then why are you crying? 58 00:05:10,003 --> 00:05:12,164 No. You think she did not want to kiss him? 59 00:05:12,272 --> 00:05:13,296 No. 60 00:05:14,675 --> 00:05:15,937 She did. 61 00:05:17,945 --> 00:05:20,345 She wanted to kiss him very much. 62 00:05:31,825 --> 00:05:33,520 (CLATTERING) 63 00:05:33,627 --> 00:05:36,221 Always, I would watch Ray. 64 00:05:37,531 --> 00:05:39,692 I was in the air around him. 65 00:05:40,868 --> 00:05:44,861 I was in the cold winter mornings he spent with Ruth Connors, 66 00:05:46,139 --> 00:05:48,903 that strange, otherworldly girl 67 00:05:48,909 --> 00:05:53,903 who so easily accepted the presence of the dead among the living. 68 00:05:54,181 --> 00:05:59,312 (GEESE HONKING) 69 00:05:59,386 --> 00:06:02,378 And sometimes, Ray would think of me. 70 00:06:02,689 --> 00:06:04,054 (SIGHING) 71 00:06:04,558 --> 00:06:06,219 But he began to wonder, 72 00:06:07,094 --> 00:06:09,927 maybe it was time to put that memory away. 73 00:06:12,099 --> 00:06:14,397 Maybe it was time to let me go. 74 00:06:19,439 --> 00:06:22,772 LINDSEY: Whoa! What was that? 75 00:06:22,776 --> 00:06:24,710 - JACK: I'm sorry. - What was... What was that? 76 00:06:34,621 --> 00:06:36,282 JACK: Lindsey, throw it! 77 00:07:21,335 --> 00:07:24,304 My murderer had finely tuned instincts. 78 00:07:25,238 --> 00:07:27,468 He knew my sister had begun to wonder 79 00:07:27,574 --> 00:07:31,066 about the solitary man who lived in the green house. 80 00:07:33,146 --> 00:07:35,580 She seemed intent on crowding him, 81 00:07:36,984 --> 00:07:38,679 and he resented it. 82 00:07:43,290 --> 00:07:44,279 (INHALING) 83 00:07:44,758 --> 00:07:46,191 (BARKING) 84 00:07:46,994 --> 00:07:53,024 (HEARTBEAT PULSING) 85 00:07:57,671 --> 00:08:01,505 He began to feel a familiar itch. 86 00:09:01,501 --> 00:09:03,560 - SUSIE: Mom, look! - Just a second. 87 00:09:11,111 --> 00:09:12,100 (CAMERA CLICKING) 88 00:09:14,081 --> 00:09:15,207 JACK: Careful, honey. 89 00:09:16,249 --> 00:09:17,375 Mom! 90 00:09:24,925 --> 00:09:27,758 HARVEY: Pretty, aren't they? They are so beautiful. 91 00:09:29,029 --> 00:09:31,190 (CAMERA CLICKING) 92 00:10:08,635 --> 00:10:10,660 (KEYBOARD CLACKING) 93 00:10:14,808 --> 00:10:16,002 (EXCLAIMING) 94 00:10:52,179 --> 00:10:53,510 Mom.. look! 95 00:10:55,048 --> 00:10:56,538 Hey, Dad, look at me! 96 00:11:19,706 --> 00:11:21,196 (BICYCLE BELL RINGING) 97 00:11:21,208 --> 00:11:22,197 (GASPS) 98 00:12:12,192 --> 00:12:14,956 Oh, Mr. Salmon. Hi. 99 00:12:19,266 --> 00:12:20,756 What is that? 100 00:12:21,735 --> 00:12:25,262 Oh.. it's just a project I'm working on. 101 00:12:25,372 --> 00:12:27,704 - You're a hunter? - Ducks. 102 00:12:30,710 --> 00:12:32,803 - That's a blind, right? - Yep. 103 00:12:33,780 --> 00:12:36,442 - So those things really work? - Oh, yeah. 104 00:12:38,952 --> 00:12:42,547 It's all about concealment, the art of concealment, 105 00:12:43,456 --> 00:12:45,117 and patience. 106 00:12:45,225 --> 00:12:49,127 It takes a lot of patience. I sit for hours on end in the dark. 107 00:12:49,996 --> 00:12:51,623 I'm an outdoorsman. 108 00:12:52,132 --> 00:12:53,793 Always have been. 109 00:13:16,990 --> 00:13:18,321 Mr. Salmon? 110 00:13:22,329 --> 00:13:27,824 I just... I never got a chance to tell you how sorry I am about your loss. 111 00:13:54,027 --> 00:13:55,221 (WHISPERING) Dad. 112 00:14:15,982 --> 00:14:18,883 Here. Let me. Let me help you. 113 00:14:18,885 --> 00:14:20,580 Oh, no. That's all right. Really, I can manage. 114 00:14:20,687 --> 00:14:22,416 No, it's no trouble. 115 00:14:25,358 --> 00:14:26,689 All right. 116 00:14:27,327 --> 00:14:28,817 Appreciate it. 117 00:14:33,833 --> 00:14:35,095 This is for you. 118 00:14:35,201 --> 00:14:38,068 Oh.. thank you, Mr. Harvey, you really shouldn't. 119 00:14:39,005 --> 00:14:40,336 - You're welcome. - ABIGAIL: Oh, that does smell... 120 00:14:40,407 --> 00:14:41,669 It's a beautiful smell, isn't it? 121 00:14:43,710 --> 00:14:46,406 - Hey, look at me! - JACK: Careful, honey. 122 00:14:54,354 --> 00:14:58,256 Oh.. that really does smell delicious. 123 00:14:59,092 --> 00:15:00,923 - Beautiful, yeah. - SUSIE: Dad! 124 00:15:01,027 --> 00:15:03,689 They are something. 125 00:15:04,197 --> 00:15:05,186 Hey, Dad, look at me! 126 00:15:05,265 --> 00:15:06,254 (CAMERA CLICKING) 127 00:15:09,769 --> 00:15:10,758 Hmm. 128 00:15:10,870 --> 00:15:11,859 (CHUCKLING SOFTLY) 129 00:15:32,792 --> 00:15:36,125 I think it's time for you to go home now, Mr. Salmon. 130 00:15:47,474 --> 00:15:48,839 Go on home. 131 00:15:56,082 --> 00:15:57,413 I'm sorry. 132 00:15:58,985 --> 00:16:00,646 I can't help you. 133 00:16:02,322 --> 00:16:06,190 What did you do to her? What did you do to my daughter? 134 00:16:06,192 --> 00:16:08,126 Tell me! Where is she? 135 00:16:09,329 --> 00:16:10,853 It's got to stop, Jack! 136 00:16:10,864 --> 00:16:13,264 You came this close to getting arrested tonight! 137 00:16:13,333 --> 00:16:15,995 You're lucky George Harvey declined to press charges. 138 00:16:16,002 --> 00:16:17,594 Lucky? 139 00:16:17,670 --> 00:16:19,831 Your father put a hole in the man's back door. 140 00:16:19,839 --> 00:16:21,602 Yeah, he should have put a hole in his head. 141 00:16:21,674 --> 00:16:23,665 - JACK: Lindsey, please. - Did you hear that, Jack? 142 00:16:23,676 --> 00:16:25,610 This is the example you're setting for your kids? 143 00:16:25,678 --> 00:16:26,770 Persecuting the neighbors! 144 00:16:26,846 --> 00:16:28,711 - He's not crazy! - I didn't say that. 145 00:16:28,715 --> 00:16:32,674 - Well, then why won't you listen to him? - Because you need evidence, Lindsey. 146 00:16:32,785 --> 00:16:36,186 You can't go around making accusations against George Harvey 147 00:16:36,289 --> 00:16:39,190 when you have no evidence. You need proof. 148 00:16:39,292 --> 00:16:41,351 You are pathetic. 149 00:16:41,461 --> 00:16:42,951 Why can't you just admit it? 150 00:16:43,029 --> 00:16:45,725 You stopped looking for her a long time ago. 151 00:16:45,732 --> 00:16:47,165 JACK: Len's right. 152 00:16:48,201 --> 00:16:50,032 He's right. 153 00:16:50,136 --> 00:16:52,229 It's time to put this behind us. 154 00:16:52,338 --> 00:16:54,203 It's gone on too long. 155 00:16:54,641 --> 00:16:56,233 This has to stop. 156 00:16:56,709 --> 00:16:58,040 Dad... 157 00:16:58,144 --> 00:17:00,704 Things will take their natural course, Lindsey. 158 00:17:00,713 --> 00:17:05,309 Len, I appreciate everything you've done. You've been a great friend to me. 159 00:17:08,922 --> 00:17:11,049 That goes for Abigail, too. 160 00:17:11,724 --> 00:17:14,557 You've been a great friend to both of us. 161 00:17:32,345 --> 00:17:35,075 (EXHALES SOFTLY) 162 00:17:59,205 --> 00:18:01,230 SUSIE: Murder changes everything. 163 00:18:11,784 --> 00:18:15,083 When I was alive, I never hated anyone. 164 00:18:16,289 --> 00:18:19,281 But now, hate was all that I had. 165 00:18:20,059 --> 00:18:21,617 I want him dead. 166 00:18:23,229 --> 00:18:28,132 I want him cold and dead with no blood in his veins! 167 00:18:33,239 --> 00:18:34,604 Look at me. 168 00:18:36,242 --> 00:18:38,267 Look at what he did to me! 169 00:18:39,479 --> 00:18:41,003 What am I now? 170 00:18:41,114 --> 00:18:45,517 The dead girl? The lost girl? The missing girl? 171 00:18:46,286 --> 00:18:47,651 I'm nothing! 172 00:19:19,986 --> 00:19:21,453 (CRYING) I was stupid. 173 00:19:24,057 --> 00:19:25,957 I was so stupid! 174 00:19:26,025 --> 00:19:27,549 You don't control this, Susie. 175 00:19:44,143 --> 00:19:45,872 He does not own you. 176 00:19:47,880 --> 00:19:51,714 You can be free of him, but not this way. 177 00:19:51,818 --> 00:19:55,310 SUSIE: What do you know? You don't know anything. 178 00:19:55,388 --> 00:19:57,413 That man took my life! 179 00:20:00,226 --> 00:20:04,720 You will see, Susie. In the end, you will understand. 180 00:20:07,567 --> 00:20:09,159 Everybody dies. 181 00:20:33,092 --> 00:20:34,787 - Brian! - Just a little further in. Keep going. 182 00:20:34,794 --> 00:20:37,024 - Keep going. - Okay, okay, I'm coming! 183 00:20:51,277 --> 00:20:52,369 Dad? 184 00:20:53,613 --> 00:20:54,705 Dad! 185 00:20:56,115 --> 00:20:57,241 Dad! 186 00:20:57,550 --> 00:20:58,608 Dad! 187 00:20:58,618 --> 00:21:02,418 I realized what I had done. I willed him to stop. 188 00:21:10,229 --> 00:21:12,254 I willed him to turn back. 189 00:21:19,138 --> 00:21:20,730 I know it's you! 190 00:21:21,340 --> 00:21:22,637 Come out! 191 00:21:23,443 --> 00:21:25,240 Come out and face me! 192 00:21:26,145 --> 00:21:27,840 Did you hear me, you son of a bitch? 193 00:21:27,847 --> 00:21:28,836 (BRIEF YELPING) 194 00:21:29,315 --> 00:21:30,304 (GRUNTING) 195 00:21:30,817 --> 00:21:32,478 (CLARISSA SCREAMING) 196 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:35,651 Get off me! 197 00:21:36,355 --> 00:21:37,845 You sick fuck! 198 00:21:40,293 --> 00:21:43,660 Brian, stop! Please, stop! 199 00:21:45,465 --> 00:21:48,593 Brian, stop! Brian, stop it! 200 00:21:48,668 --> 00:21:50,659 You want to touch my girl? 201 00:21:52,872 --> 00:21:53,930 Dad! 202 00:21:56,709 --> 00:21:57,835 Dad! 203 00:22:02,448 --> 00:22:03,540 SUSIE: (CRYING) No. 204 00:22:03,549 --> 00:22:05,346 Brian, stop! 205 00:22:09,188 --> 00:22:11,156 Brian, stop! Stop! 206 00:22:12,792 --> 00:22:15,317 Don't you get it? You've killed him! 207 00:22:17,797 --> 00:22:18,855 - He's dead! - Go. 208 00:22:18,965 --> 00:22:20,865 - He's dead! - Go! Go! 209 00:22:31,210 --> 00:22:34,577 (SOBBING QUIETLY) 210 00:22:51,397 --> 00:22:52,386 (CRACKING) 211 00:22:54,567 --> 00:22:56,228 (DOCTORS CHATTERING) 212 00:23:02,575 --> 00:23:03,564 (MONITORS BEEPING) 213 00:23:04,110 --> 00:23:05,099 (WOOD CRACKING) 214 00:23:50,056 --> 00:23:54,425 I knew then he would never give me up. 215 00:23:55,294 --> 00:23:58,286 He would never count me as one of the dead. 216 00:23:59,131 --> 00:24:00,928 (BREATHING RESTLESSLY) 217 00:24:01,300 --> 00:24:03,063 I was his daughter. 218 00:24:04,804 --> 00:24:06,465 And he was my dad. 219 00:24:08,007 --> 00:24:11,340 And he had loved me as much as he could. 220 00:24:14,313 --> 00:24:16,076 I had to let him go. 221 00:24:53,185 --> 00:24:55,517 (DOOR CREAKING) 222 00:25:26,419 --> 00:25:27,511 (GASPING TREMULOUSLY) 223 00:25:33,059 --> 00:25:34,048 (HORN HONKING) 224 00:25:49,341 --> 00:25:53,903 Sophie Cichetti. Pennsylvania. 1960. 225 00:25:55,081 --> 00:25:57,072 She had been his landlady. 226 00:26:02,421 --> 00:26:04,082 (GASPING) 227 00:26:20,740 --> 00:26:24,733 Jackie Meyer. Delaware. 1967. 228 00:26:25,377 --> 00:26:27,641 She had just turned 13. 229 00:26:27,646 --> 00:26:31,878 Her body was found in a drainage ditch, by the side of the road. 230 00:26:37,289 --> 00:26:40,986 Leah Fox. Delaware. 1969. 231 00:26:42,061 --> 00:26:45,292 She was already dead when he dumped her body in the river. 232 00:26:57,309 --> 00:27:03,077 Lana Johnson. 1960. Bucks County, Pennsylvania. 233 00:27:03,149 --> 00:27:06,983 She was lured into a shack he had built out of old doors. 234 00:27:07,753 --> 00:27:10,620 She was the youngest. She was 6. 235 00:27:24,270 --> 00:27:28,434 Flora Hernandez. Delaware. 1963. 236 00:27:29,208 --> 00:27:32,769 He'd only wanted to touch her. But she screamed. 237 00:27:44,390 --> 00:27:48,451 Denise Lee Ang. Connecticut. 1971. 238 00:27:49,128 --> 00:27:53,895 13. She was waiting for her father to close up their shop 239 00:27:53,899 --> 00:27:55,526 when she vanished. 240 00:27:55,534 --> 00:27:59,698 Denise Lee Ang, who sometimes liked to be called 241 00:28:00,639 --> 00:28:01,799 Holly. 242 00:29:04,570 --> 00:29:06,367 (HARVEY SNARLING) 243 00:29:28,227 --> 00:29:34,791 Susie Salmon. 14. Norristown, Pennsylvania. 1973. 244 00:29:36,101 --> 00:29:39,798 Murdered in a room he had built under the earth. 245 00:30:19,445 --> 00:30:22,505 COACH: Come on, guys, keep up. Move over to the right! 246 00:30:37,196 --> 00:30:38,527 - You okay, Lindsey? - You go on. 247 00:30:38,630 --> 00:30:40,222 - You sure? - I'm fine. Go. 248 00:30:40,332 --> 00:30:41,629 Catch up? 249 00:31:17,236 --> 00:31:18,396 (EXHALING) 250 00:31:27,913 --> 00:31:29,403 (CRASHING) 251 00:31:30,182 --> 00:31:31,171 (EXCLAIMING) 252 00:32:41,987 --> 00:32:42,976 (THUDDING) 253 00:32:43,088 --> 00:32:44,077 (GASPS) 254 00:32:49,795 --> 00:32:51,160 (BICYCLE BELL RINGING) 255 00:33:44,516 --> 00:33:49,852 (FLOORBOARD CREAKING) 256 00:33:56,562 --> 00:33:58,154 (CREAKING) 257 00:34:36,301 --> 00:34:37,598 (DOOR OPENING) 258 00:34:54,253 --> 00:34:57,780 (KEYS JINGLING) 259 00:35:44,036 --> 00:35:46,163 (SOFT CREAKING) 260 00:35:54,813 --> 00:35:55,802 (GASPS) 261 00:36:40,225 --> 00:36:41,214 (CREAKING SOFTLY) 262 00:36:48,066 --> 00:36:51,365 (CREAKING SOFTLY) 263 00:36:57,542 --> 00:36:58,600 (QUIET TAP) 264 00:37:00,412 --> 00:37:02,004 (FOOTSTEPS POUNDING) 265 00:37:09,688 --> 00:37:11,747 (PANTING IN RAGE) 266 00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:19,754 (GASPING) 267 00:37:28,273 --> 00:37:29,262 (HARVEY GRUNTING) 268 00:37:32,944 --> 00:37:34,275 (EXHALES) 269 00:38:02,674 --> 00:38:03,766 Dad! 270 00:38:05,310 --> 00:38:06,675 Where's Dad? 271 00:38:16,822 --> 00:38:17,846 Mom. 272 00:38:24,696 --> 00:38:28,427 - What are you doing here? - What does it matter? She's home. 273 00:38:29,167 --> 00:38:30,828 Home for good? 274 00:38:30,936 --> 00:38:33,166 Of course she's home for good. 275 00:38:34,039 --> 00:38:36,166 - Where's Buckley? - He's at soccer practice, 276 00:38:36,274 --> 00:38:38,834 and I have to pick him up in an hour. 277 00:38:39,511 --> 00:38:40,808 (FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS) 278 00:39:11,409 --> 00:39:12,671 My girl. 279 00:39:14,045 --> 00:39:15,137 Jack. 280 00:39:41,172 --> 00:39:42,571 Look at you. 281 00:39:43,875 --> 00:39:45,365 What happened? 282 00:39:54,786 --> 00:39:56,913 COP: This is a crime scene. Tape it all off. 283 00:40:15,273 --> 00:40:19,869 No, no, no, no. You're too late. We're closed. 284 00:40:21,112 --> 00:40:22,943 - Oh, you're closed, huh? - Yeah. 285 00:40:22,948 --> 00:40:24,438 (GROANS) 286 00:40:24,449 --> 00:40:27,543 That's too bad. I was really hoping I'd get rid of this thing. 287 00:40:27,619 --> 00:40:29,917 Sorry, pal. I'm filling her in. 288 00:40:30,922 --> 00:40:33,049 - Oh, you're filling her in, huh? - Yep. 289 00:40:33,124 --> 00:40:37,720 Oh, yeah. Well, I really hate to inconvenience you, but... 290 00:40:43,435 --> 00:40:46,962 - Would you like some help? - Yeah, sure. That'd be great. 291 00:40:49,307 --> 00:40:50,774 (CLANKING HEAVILY) 292 00:41:55,540 --> 00:41:57,701 I come here almost every day. 293 00:42:01,046 --> 00:42:03,344 I like to listen to the sounds. 294 00:42:05,016 --> 00:42:06,745 Have you seen Holly? 295 00:42:07,752 --> 00:42:10,220 Did she tell you about this place? 296 00:42:11,589 --> 00:42:12,681 Yes. 297 00:42:15,226 --> 00:42:17,091 Then you must be ready. 298 00:42:18,163 --> 00:42:19,892 I'm Flora Hernandez. 299 00:42:22,067 --> 00:42:24,228 The others will be here soon. 300 00:42:33,678 --> 00:42:34,906 Who's that? 301 00:42:35,013 --> 00:42:37,573 I don't know, but he gives me the skeevies. 302 00:42:37,682 --> 00:42:40,082 (LAUGHING) The skeevies? What are you, 12? 303 00:43:48,853 --> 00:43:50,650 (SUSIE CRYING) 304 00:44:18,116 --> 00:44:19,640 (HOLLY LAUGHING) 305 00:44:38,002 --> 00:44:39,526 It's beautiful. 306 00:44:41,873 --> 00:44:43,864 Of course it's beautiful. 307 00:44:45,210 --> 00:44:47,041 It's heaven! 308 00:45:02,694 --> 00:45:04,821 (PANTING) 309 00:45:09,901 --> 00:45:12,893 All right, come on. Let's go. I got to... 310 00:45:19,444 --> 00:45:22,072 What are you waiting for? You're free! 311 00:45:29,020 --> 00:45:30,214 Almost. 312 00:45:32,056 --> 00:45:33,387 Not quite. 313 00:45:44,569 --> 00:45:45,593 Ray! 314 00:45:53,478 --> 00:45:54,877 Ray! 315 00:46:24,475 --> 00:46:25,567 Ruth! 316 00:46:27,111 --> 00:46:28,601 What happened? 317 00:46:33,184 --> 00:46:34,276 Hey. 318 00:46:37,622 --> 00:46:39,089 What's wrong? 319 00:46:46,698 --> 00:46:47,824 Ruth? 320 00:47:10,555 --> 00:47:11,715 Susie? 321 00:47:15,893 --> 00:47:18,225 You wrote me a poem once. 322 00:47:21,566 --> 00:47:23,796 You called yourself the Moor. 323 00:47:33,411 --> 00:47:35,845 That's good. I got it. I'll take it from here. 324 00:47:50,061 --> 00:47:51,551 Kiss me. 325 00:48:57,829 --> 00:49:00,320 You are beautiful, Susie Salmon. 326 00:49:22,019 --> 00:49:26,979 SUSIE: These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence. 327 00:49:28,693 --> 00:49:32,254 The connections, sometimes tenuous, 328 00:49:34,031 --> 00:49:36,329 sometimes made at great cost, 329 00:49:37,668 --> 00:49:40,102 but often magnificent 330 00:49:42,507 --> 00:49:45,169 that happened after I was gone. 331 00:49:47,979 --> 00:49:50,345 And I began to see things in a way 332 00:49:51,349 --> 00:49:53,340 that let me hold the world 333 00:49:55,119 --> 00:49:56,711 without me in it. 334 00:50:13,171 --> 00:50:14,866 (KEYS JINGLING) 335 00:50:14,872 --> 00:50:17,340 Brr! It's a cold one tonight! 336 00:50:24,415 --> 00:50:26,349 You looking for a ride? 337 00:50:28,386 --> 00:50:29,410 No. 338 00:50:30,755 --> 00:50:31,813 No? 339 00:50:33,991 --> 00:50:36,482 Are you sure? Pretty cold out here. 340 00:50:39,263 --> 00:50:40,730 I'll take you wherever you want to go. 341 00:50:42,733 --> 00:50:43,927 (JINGLING KEYS NERVOUSLY) 342 00:50:43,935 --> 00:50:45,334 What do you think? 343 00:50:45,403 --> 00:50:48,770 Look, mister, I'm not interested, okay? 344 00:50:49,907 --> 00:50:52,671 I'm not trying to do nothing. Just trying to be polite. 345 00:50:53,444 --> 00:50:54,843 That's all. 346 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:59,782 - A young lady alone at night, not safe. - (SHARPLY) Didn't you hear me? 347 00:50:59,784 --> 00:51:01,081 Piss off! 348 00:51:16,434 --> 00:51:17,901 (GRUNTING) 349 00:51:31,282 --> 00:51:32,271 (GRUNTING) 350 00:51:59,510 --> 00:52:02,343 When my mother came to my room, 351 00:52:02,446 --> 00:52:07,076 I realized that all this time I had been waiting for her. 352 00:52:09,287 --> 00:52:11,414 I had been waiting so long. 353 00:52:12,990 --> 00:52:15,288 I was afraid she wouldn't come. 354 00:52:19,030 --> 00:52:20,691 (SOFTLY) I love you, Susie. 355 00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:28,800 Subtitles: Arigon 356 00:52:32,376 --> 00:52:35,004 Nobody notices when we leave. 357 00:52:35,112 --> 00:52:38,673 I mean, the moment when we really choose to go. 358 00:52:39,984 --> 00:52:44,978 At best, you might feel a whisper or the wave of a whisper 359 00:52:45,556 --> 00:52:47,183 undulating down. 360 00:52:49,894 --> 00:52:52,988 My name is Salmon, like the fish. 361 00:52:54,165 --> 00:52:55,826 First name, Susie. 362 00:52:57,068 --> 00:53:00,128 I was 14 years old when I was murdered 363 00:53:00,204 --> 00:53:03,469 on December 6, 1973. 364 00:53:08,012 --> 00:53:09,877 I was here for a moment, 365 00:53:12,149 --> 00:53:13,878 and then I was gone. 366 00:53:16,587 --> 00:53:20,182 I wish you all a long and happy life.