1 00:00:48.800 --> 00:00:53.900 It takes approximately 500 Pounds to crush a human skull. 2 00:00:54.100 --> 00:00:58.300 But the human emotion Is a much more delicate thing. 3 00:01:11.400 --> 00:01:15.000 Take Suzy, My first real girlfriend. 4 00:01:15.200 --> 00:01:17.300 My first real breakup, 5 00:01:17.500 --> 00:01:19.500 Happening right in front of me. 6 00:01:19.600 --> 00:01:23.100 I never thought it was going To be similar to car crash. 7 00:01:23.400 --> 00:01:25.065 I've slammed the brakes, 8 00:01:25.100 --> 00:01:29.000 And i'm skidding towards An emotional impact. 9 00:01:31.000 --> 00:01:32.900 So is this all my fault? 10 00:01:34.900 --> 00:01:36.700 Me. Ben willis. 11 00:01:39.600 --> 00:01:44.200 It's funny what goes through Your mind at a time like this. 12 00:01:44.500 --> 00:01:47.800 The two-and-a-half years We spent together. 13 00:01:50.100 --> 00:01:52.100 The promises we made. 14 00:01:55.600 --> 00:01:59.100 The holidays we took With her parents. 15 00:02:00.600 --> 00:02:04.000 The lamp we bought At ikea together. 16 00:02:10.400 --> 00:02:13.000 It was my final year At art college. 17 00:02:13.100 --> 00:02:14.700 And in the weeks that Followed the breakup, 18 00:02:14.900 --> 00:02:17.400 I tried to figure out What went wrong. 19 00:02:17.600 --> 00:02:19.800 Why did we break up? 20 00:02:20.000 --> 00:02:24.100 It's funny, but when i think back now the reason seems so small. 21 00:02:24.400 --> 00:02:27.600 One day she's with me, And she's saying "i love you, " 22 00:02:27.800 --> 00:02:30.900 And the next week She's with someone else. 23 00:02:31.100 --> 00:02:33.400 Probably saying The same thing. 24 00:02:33.600 --> 00:02:35.400 So did she Really love me? 25 00:02:36.700 --> 00:02:38.700 What is love anyway? 26 00:02:38.800 --> 00:02:41.700 And is it really That fleeting? 27 00:02:44.800 --> 00:02:47.100 Forget about her. You don't wanna waste your time 28 00:02:47.300 --> 00:02:50.800 Thinking about a girl that dumped you for a loser like Steve Jenkins. 29 00:02:51.000 --> 00:02:53.800 She didn't dump me. 30 00:02:54.100 --> 00:02:56.300 Why did she Chuck you anyway? 31 00:02:57.500 --> 00:02:59.300 It ended 32 00:02:59.400 --> 00:03:02.300 'Cause Suzy thinks the grass is always greener on the other side. 33 00:03:02.500 --> 00:03:06.200 She's always worrying about there being a better party to go to. 34 00:03:06.500 --> 00:03:09.900 Or a better boyfriend To be had. 35 00:03:10.000 --> 00:03:12.800 I just felt i could Never make her happy. 36 00:03:16.600 --> 00:03:19.500 And then Steve Jenkins Started texting her. 37 00:03:19.600 --> 00:03:22.600 How did Steve Jenkins Get her number? 38 00:03:22.700 --> 00:03:24.500 It was a good point. 39 00:03:24.700 --> 00:03:27.300 I only imagined the worst. 40 00:03:28.700 --> 00:03:31.200 I don't want To think about it. 41 00:03:31.300 --> 00:03:33.800 You need to go out with a beautiful girl. A model or something. 42 00:03:34.000 --> 00:03:35.600 Why? 43 00:03:35.700 --> 00:03:38.300 Well, because if you've got A beautiful girl on your arm, 44 00:03:38.500 --> 00:03:40.100 Then you must Be worth having. 45 00:03:40.200 --> 00:03:42.200 Women are in competition With each other, you see. 46 00:03:42.400 --> 00:03:44.900 Suzy sees you with a sexy baby, She'll think to herself 47 00:03:45.100 --> 00:03:47.000 "if i can get Ben back From that beautiful girl, 48 00:03:47.200 --> 00:03:48.700 Then i must be more Beautiful than her. " 49 00:03:50.300 --> 00:03:52.800 Sean's success with women Was pretty impressive. 50 00:03:58.300 --> 00:04:00.400 It's true. Ask your mom. 51 00:04:02.800 --> 00:04:06.600 The age-old question. What is love? 52 00:04:06.700 --> 00:04:09.800 Excuse me. 53 00:04:16.000 --> 00:04:20.000 That's good. That's perfect. 54 00:04:51.700 --> 00:04:55.700 Ben, mr. Adams here Has given his time up for you. 55 00:04:55.900 --> 00:04:59.600 Don't you think we should show him a little bit of respect? 56 00:05:07.900 --> 00:05:10.500 Excuse me. 57 00:05:16.500 --> 00:05:20.100 I live in student accommodation Not far from the college. 58 00:05:20.200 --> 00:05:22.700 It's basically A four-story concrete block 59 00:05:22.900 --> 00:05:26.800 Housing some 120 Hormone-crazed students. 60 00:05:34.400 --> 00:05:36.600 This is the haunting period. 61 00:05:36.800 --> 00:05:40.300 The time when the demons Of regret come for you. 62 00:05:42.500 --> 00:05:44.600 She stood right there 63 00:05:44.700 --> 00:05:47.500 When i said those words: 64 00:05:47.800 --> 00:05:49.000 "i'm sorry. 65 00:05:49.100 --> 00:05:51.700 "i don't think I can make you happy. 66 00:05:51.900 --> 00:05:53.700 Maybe we should break up. " 67 00:05:55.600 --> 00:05:57.600 And that's when She got angry. 68 00:06:21.300 --> 00:06:22.900 Hello? 69 00:06:25.300 --> 00:06:27.700 Suzy, it's me, Ben. 70 00:06:27.900 --> 00:06:31.500 Ben! I was asleep. What is it? 71 00:06:32.800 --> 00:06:35.400 Suzy, um... 72 00:06:37.500 --> 00:06:39.600 I'm sorry. 73 00:06:39.700 --> 00:06:41.800 I'm sorry too. 74 00:06:45.700 --> 00:06:49.700 Do you think there's any chance We'll get back together? 75 00:06:50.000 --> 00:06:52.800 I don't think so, Ben. 76 00:06:53.000 --> 00:06:56.500 I think it ran its course. 77 00:06:57.900 --> 00:06:59.800 Besides, I'm with Steve now. 78 00:07:02.500 --> 00:07:04.800 Have you Slept with him? 79 00:07:06.300 --> 00:07:07.700 Yes. 80 00:07:11.400 --> 00:07:14.000 Was it good? I mean, is it better than... 81 00:07:14.100 --> 00:07:17.200 I don't wanna talk About it with you, Ben. 82 00:07:17.400 --> 00:07:20.600 I've gotta go. Sorry, Ben. 83 00:07:20.900 --> 00:07:23.300 - Suzy? 84 00:09:10.900 --> 00:09:14.000 To think about her now With someone else, 85 00:09:14.300 --> 00:09:17.100 It felt like all the oxygen Had been sucked from the room. 86 00:10:19.000 --> 00:10:23.100 After my breakup with Suzy, i just couldn't fall asleep anymore. 87 00:10:23.400 --> 00:10:27.300 The more i tried to sleep, The less tired i felt. 88 00:10:27.600 --> 00:10:30.100 I was wide awake. 89 00:10:30.300 --> 00:10:32.800 I tried everything. 90 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:36.300 I'd just become Immune to sleep. 91 00:10:38.300 --> 00:10:41.000 I suddenly found I had eight extra hours. 92 00:10:42.900 --> 00:10:46.100 My life had been Extended by a third. 93 00:10:46.300 --> 00:10:48.800 I wanted time to pass quickly, but instead i was forced to witness 94 00:10:49.100 --> 00:10:51.900 The passing of every Second of every hour. 95 00:10:54.600 --> 00:10:56.800 I wanted the hurt i felt To go away. 96 00:10:57.000 --> 00:10:59.400 But in some cruel trick Of events, 97 00:10:59.600 --> 00:11:02.000 I now had even more time On my hands. 98 00:11:02.200 --> 00:11:05.600 More time To think about Suzy. 99 00:11:05.800 --> 00:11:08.700 Would you mind getting out? Just checking that wheel? 100 00:11:23.300 --> 00:11:27.100 I took the bus With no real place to go. 101 00:11:27.300 --> 00:11:32.100 I watched the landscape slowly change as it clung to the last hours of sunlight, 102 00:11:32.400 --> 00:11:35.500 Before leaving me to get Another sleepless night. 103 00:11:48.700 --> 00:11:52.300 I started to read all the books I wished i'd had time to read. 104 00:11:52.500 --> 00:11:56.300 With the extra hours, i even had time to reread my favorite ones. 105 00:12:08.100 --> 00:12:10.200 But she was never far From my mind. 106 00:13:32.700 --> 00:13:35.400 Two pounds 75, please. 107 00:13:42.200 --> 00:13:46.000 Ah, how much is it Without these two? 108 00:13:53.600 --> 00:13:54.600 One pound 70. 109 00:14:02.500 --> 00:14:06.000 It was getting obvious that i Needed to trade some of my time. 110 00:14:12.200 --> 00:14:14.800 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 111 00:14:16.700 --> 00:14:18.200 Yeah, yeah. 112 00:14:18.300 --> 00:14:20.800 Yeah. Yeah. 113 00:14:21.000 --> 00:14:24.700 Mmm, mmm, mmm. It all looks fantastic, man. 114 00:14:26.200 --> 00:14:28.300 I think you'll fit in Very well here. 115 00:14:31.100 --> 00:14:33.400 It's a great Feeling inside, Ben. 116 00:14:36.200 --> 00:14:38.200 It's marvelous. We hope You've enjoyed reading about 117 00:14:38.400 --> 00:14:40.600 What it's like to be part Of sainsbury's and listening. 118 00:14:40.800 --> 00:14:42.400 I know, i've been Through this with you. 119 00:14:42.600 --> 00:14:47.000 There's so many opportunities, Ben. It's a life thing. 120 00:14:53.400 --> 00:14:56.700 I could feel a faint shift In a faraway place. 121 00:14:58.600 --> 00:15:02.500 A current of unknown Consequences was on its way 122 00:15:02.700 --> 00:15:07.000 Moving towards me like An unstoppable wave of fate. 123 00:15:09.100 --> 00:15:12.900 T- e-a-m-w-o-r-k. Work. 124 00:15:13.100 --> 00:15:15.100 Teamwork, Ben. 125 00:15:16.200 --> 00:15:18.200 Welcome aboard. 126 00:15:37.300 --> 00:15:40.600 And so i started working The night shift at sainsbury's. 127 00:15:42.800 --> 00:15:45.100 During the hours most Normal people are sleeping, 128 00:15:45.300 --> 00:15:47.700 I'm busy trading my time. 129 00:15:47.900 --> 00:15:51.900 I give them my extra eight hours, and they give me money. Cash back. 130 00:15:59.800 --> 00:16:02.500 - hi. - oh, hi. 131 00:16:02.600 --> 00:16:06.800 I'm late again. Jenkins is gonna kill me. See you later. 132 00:16:07.100 --> 00:16:08.600 Yeah, see ya. 133 00:16:08.800 --> 00:16:11.800 - Sharon! - yes, mr. Jenkins? 134 00:16:12.000 --> 00:16:14.000 - late again, Sharon. - i'm sorry, mr. Jenkins. 135 00:16:14.200 --> 00:16:16.500 - second time this week. - i know, mr. Jenkins. 136 00:16:16.700 --> 00:16:19.300 I'm sorry, It won't happen again. 137 00:16:19.400 --> 00:16:20.200 Okay. 138 00:16:30.400 --> 00:16:34.400 My first year at art college Was boring to say the least. 139 00:16:34.700 --> 00:16:37.600 But it helped me to appreciate The fundamentals of still life. 140 00:16:37.700 --> 00:16:40.400 I'd like to remind the customers That there's a special 141 00:16:40.600 --> 00:16:43.800 Two for the price of one Offer on aisle ten. 142 00:16:44.000 --> 00:16:48.600 Fresh bread and cakes.That's aisle ten for a special two for the price of one offer. 143 00:16:52.400 --> 00:16:54.800 Well, don't just Stare at it, Ben! 144 00:16:56.400 --> 00:16:57.600 Clean it up. 145 00:17:04.900 --> 00:17:08.100 You see, i've always Wanted to be a painter. 146 00:17:08.200 --> 00:17:10.400 And like many artists Before me, 147 00:17:10.600 --> 00:17:13.300 The female form has always been A great source of inspiration. 148 00:17:19.900 --> 00:17:22.700 I've always been in awe of the power they unknowingly possess. 149 00:17:26.900 --> 00:17:30.000 Now, are you going To clean them up or not? 150 00:17:38.000 --> 00:17:41.300 There is an art to dealing with the boredom of an eight-hour shift. 151 00:17:41.600 --> 00:17:45.100 An art to putting your mind somewhere else while the seconds slowly tick away. 152 00:17:46.600 --> 00:17:48.000 I found that all The people working here 153 00:17:48.200 --> 00:17:50.800 Had perfected Their own individual art. 154 00:17:51.000 --> 00:17:52.900 Take Sharon pintey. 155 00:17:53.100 --> 00:17:56.500 Sharon knows rule number one. The clock is the enemy. 156 00:17:56.600 --> 00:17:58.600 The basic rule is this: 157 00:17:58.700 --> 00:18:02.700 The more you look at the clock, The slower the time goes. 158 00:18:08.900 --> 00:18:10.800 It will uncover The hiding place of your mind 159 00:18:10.900 --> 00:18:13.600 And torture it With every second. 160 00:18:19.000 --> 00:18:22.000 This is the basic art in dealing with the trade of your time. 161 00:18:27.000 --> 00:18:28.600 Any cash back? 162 00:18:47.000 --> 00:18:50.000 This is barry brickman. 163 00:18:50.200 --> 00:18:53.500 You see, barry thinks of himself as a bit of a daredevil stuntman. 164 00:18:55.500 --> 00:18:58.700 For a start, Barry is quite well-known. 165 00:18:58.800 --> 00:19:01.000 When one of barry's Bike tricks went wrong, 166 00:19:01.200 --> 00:19:03.200 The cameraman put it On the internet. 167 00:19:05.100 --> 00:19:07.100 Barry has stuck To his scooter ever since. 168 00:19:09.900 --> 00:19:11.800 Matt stephens is also A king scooterer. 169 00:19:17.400 --> 00:19:19.900 And what was The other thing? 170 00:19:25.000 --> 00:19:27.700 And what was The other thing? 171 00:19:27.800 --> 00:19:31.400 - sausage! - oh, yeah. 172 00:19:34.700 --> 00:19:37.100 Now barry and matt Are good friends. 173 00:19:37.200 --> 00:19:39.200 There you go. Take care. 174 00:19:39.300 --> 00:19:41.900 Between them, they have come Up with a very different way 175 00:19:42.000 --> 00:19:44.700 Of dealing with The trade of their time. 176 00:19:44.900 --> 00:19:46.500 Look. Look. 177 00:19:48.300 --> 00:19:52.600 Theirs is an art to finding anything to do that isn't work. 178 00:20:01.900 --> 00:20:04.500 A few days later, Barry and matt were reported 179 00:20:04.700 --> 00:20:08.100 For what they called "helping the ladies. " 180 00:20:10.000 --> 00:20:13.100 It was these shampoo bottles That sent them on their quest. 181 00:20:13.300 --> 00:20:15.200 Barry and matt knew What they looked like. 182 00:20:15.400 --> 00:20:18.200 And they knew that the women in the supermarket knew what they looked like. 183 00:20:18.400 --> 00:20:21.000 Their theory was that even Though it was a sex toy 184 00:20:21.200 --> 00:20:22.700 Masquerading as A bottle of shampoo, 185 00:20:22.900 --> 00:20:24.900 Women would like To try it as a sex toy 186 00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:28.300 But were embarrassed to buy it because they knew what it looked like. 187 00:20:28.500 --> 00:20:33.300 The decision to buy it would be an easier one if they were already at the checkout. 188 00:20:33.600 --> 00:20:35.900 If they didn't object, Then barry and matt knew 189 00:20:36.000 --> 00:20:39.500 They'd helped a bottle Find a happy home. 190 00:20:43.600 --> 00:20:45.700 Barry had challenged matt To a scooter race 191 00:20:45.900 --> 00:20:48.300 In which they would sprint Down one aisle and up the next. 192 00:20:48.400 --> 00:20:51.200 They would do all 14 aisles, and then back to the starting line. 193 00:20:51.400 --> 00:20:54.600 They had been waiting for the day the manager called in sick. 194 00:20:54.900 --> 00:20:59.700 The art of doing something else other than the work you're supposed to do,is addictive. 195 00:20:59.900 --> 00:21:01.900 The excitement of doing something that you shouldn't be doing, 196 00:21:02.000 --> 00:21:04.100 Along with the consequences If you're caught doing it, 197 00:21:04.300 --> 00:21:07.300 Are so strong that it often pulls others away from their own art. 198 00:21:07.500 --> 00:21:11.300 On your marks, Get set, go! 199 00:21:19.800 --> 00:21:21.400 We got winded! 200 00:21:31.700 --> 00:21:34.200 I hadn't slept in two weeks. 201 00:21:39.100 --> 00:21:43.400 My breakup with Suzy had left me with a sense that time had become unhinged. 202 00:21:43.600 --> 00:21:46.300 I drifted between Imagination and reality, 203 00:21:46.500 --> 00:21:48.900 Between past and present With increasing ease. 204 00:21:51.400 --> 00:21:54.100 I feel like a real man. You like men. 205 00:21:54.300 --> 00:21:55.600 You like real men, Don't you? 206 00:21:55.800 --> 00:21:57.800 When i'm out there In the kit, 207 00:21:57.900 --> 00:22:00.700 On the pitch With the boys, 208 00:22:01.000 --> 00:22:04.300 I look like a god, I'm an adonis. 209 00:22:17.400 --> 00:22:20.800 I keep myself In good shape. 210 00:22:21.100 --> 00:22:25.300 I see the looks. I ignore them. 211 00:22:25.600 --> 00:22:29.000 I feel the bolts of time slowly Coming away from the breakup. 212 00:22:29.100 --> 00:22:31.700 Time manipulation Is not a precise science. 213 00:22:31.900 --> 00:22:34.800 Like any art, It's personal to the individual. 214 00:22:35.000 --> 00:22:37.400 So what is the art in making My shift go so fast? 215 00:22:43.000 --> 00:22:45.200 I imagine the opposite. 216 00:22:45.400 --> 00:22:48.100 That time is frozen. 217 00:22:48.300 --> 00:22:52.500 I imagine the remote control For life has been paused. 218 00:23:25.000 --> 00:23:28.700 Within this frozen world, i'm able to walk freely and unnoticed. 219 00:23:32.300 --> 00:23:34.800 Nobody would even know That time had stopped. 220 00:23:42.000 --> 00:23:44.000 And when it started Back up again, 221 00:23:44.100 --> 00:23:47.300 The invisible join would be seamless except for a slight shudder. 222 00:23:48.900 --> 00:23:51.800 Not unlike the feeling of somebody walking over your grave. 223 00:24:03.800 --> 00:24:07.700 That moment when you see someone Walking down the street 224 00:24:08.000 --> 00:24:10.900 Who is so beautiful You just can't help but stare... 225 00:24:13.500 --> 00:24:16.300 Well, imagine as i do, That with the world on pause 226 00:24:16.500 --> 00:24:19.200 It becomes very easy to understand the concept of beauty. 227 00:24:20.700 --> 00:24:22.900 To have it frozen In front of you. 228 00:24:23.100 --> 00:24:24.200 Captured. 229 00:24:26.800 --> 00:24:28.000 Unaware. 230 00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:42.600 For me, this fascination with beauty started at a very young age. 231 00:24:42.900 --> 00:24:47.000 I was six or seven, and my mom and dad had taken on a foreign student. 232 00:24:47.200 --> 00:24:48.700 She was in her late teens, 233 00:24:48.800 --> 00:24:51.400 And was studying english At a nearby school. 234 00:24:51.600 --> 00:24:55.400 Being swedish, the walk from the shower to her room didn't need to be a modest one. 235 00:24:58.000 --> 00:25:02.600 It was at that moment that something very profound happened to me. 236 00:25:02.800 --> 00:25:07.500 I was exposed to the female form in a way i had never experienced. 237 00:25:07.800 --> 00:25:12.100 I felt fascination and wonder At the beauty of her nakedness. 238 00:25:12.300 --> 00:25:15.700 And i wanted to freeze the world so that i could live in that moment for a week. 239 00:25:17.200 --> 00:25:21.200 I have never had a feeling Of such completeness. 240 00:25:21.500 --> 00:25:24.500 To this day i still think it was one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen. 241 00:25:42.200 --> 00:25:43.600 You dropped these. 242 00:26:03.500 --> 00:26:06.000 And would it be wrong? 243 00:26:06.100 --> 00:26:08.700 Would they hate me For seeing them? 244 00:26:08.800 --> 00:26:10.900 I mean, really seeing them? 245 00:26:16.700 --> 00:26:20.500 I read once about a woman whose secret fantasy was to have an affair with an artist. 246 00:26:22.400 --> 00:26:25.400 She thought that he Would really see her. 247 00:26:25.700 --> 00:26:27.800 He would see every curve, 248 00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:31.500 Every line, Every indentation, 249 00:26:31.600 --> 00:26:34.900 And love them because they were part of the beauty that made her unique. 250 00:28:48.600 --> 00:28:51.500 And when i'm ready, all i have to do to start time again 251 00:28:51.700 --> 00:28:54.000 Is crack my fingers. 252 00:29:03.900 --> 00:29:05.300 You look like shit. 253 00:29:05.500 --> 00:29:06.800 Cheers. 254 00:29:14.000 --> 00:29:16.200 - still not sleeping? - no. 255 00:29:16.400 --> 00:29:18.500 - feeling any better about Suzy? - no. 256 00:29:18.600 --> 00:29:20.100 - wanna talk about it? - no. 257 00:29:20.300 --> 00:29:21.700 No? Why? 258 00:29:21.900 --> 00:29:23.565 Because every morning You come by, 259 00:29:23.600 --> 00:29:26.100 And every morning i talk About the same thing. 260 00:29:26.400 --> 00:29:29.800 And i'm bored of saying the same thing, and i'm bored of feeling shit about it. 261 00:29:29.900 --> 00:29:32.700 And most of all i'm bored of Being awake 24 hours a day. 262 00:29:32.800 --> 00:29:35.900 Eew! Look who didn't get out of bed on the wrong side this morning. 263 00:29:36.200 --> 00:29:38.600 Very funny. 264 00:29:38.800 --> 00:29:41.500 But seriously, you're gonna feel like shit. It's gonna take time. 265 00:29:41.700 --> 00:29:44.400 For instance, how long ago Did you think about her 266 00:29:44.500 --> 00:29:46.200 Before we started having This conversation? 267 00:29:46.400 --> 00:29:48.600 About ten minutes before You knocked on the door. 268 00:29:48.700 --> 00:29:51.500 Oh, yeah. And what was the thought? 269 00:29:58.000 --> 00:30:00.300 I thought about the dust. 270 00:30:01.700 --> 00:30:04.300 The dust? God, you're weird! 271 00:30:04.500 --> 00:30:07.500 Anyway, whatever. My point is, every day you think about her 272 00:30:07.700 --> 00:30:10.300 And the things that you associate with her less and less. 273 00:30:10.500 --> 00:30:12.700 Before long, you'll go a whole day without thinking about her. 274 00:30:12.800 --> 00:30:14.600 You know what might help Speed up the process? 275 00:30:14.800 --> 00:30:16.000 What? 276 00:30:23.400 --> 00:30:26.700 Me and Sean had been friends Since we were five. 277 00:30:26.800 --> 00:30:30.000 We lived across the street from one another, and grew up together. 278 00:30:30.300 --> 00:30:32.550 For his 12th birthday, Sean's mom and dad 279 00:30:32.585 --> 00:30:34.800 Had bought him A state-of the-art computer. 280 00:30:35.000 --> 00:30:37.900 Oh, mom! 281 00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:41.200 Come on, boys, it's a nice day. Why don't you play in the park? 282 00:30:41.400 --> 00:30:44.500 No. We're okay Playing this. 283 00:30:48.000 --> 00:30:51.600 Okay, i'm off shopping. You be all right by yourselves? 284 00:30:51.800 --> 00:30:54.300 Yes, mom. Bye, mom. 285 00:30:54.400 --> 00:30:56.400 Bye, mrs. Higgins. 286 00:30:56.600 --> 00:30:58.800 I won't be long. 287 00:31:06.000 --> 00:31:09.600 - wanna see something? - what? 288 00:31:17.400 --> 00:31:20.800 - what are they? - girls with no clothes on. 289 00:31:21.000 --> 00:31:25.200 Sean had found the magazines under his mom and dad's bed. 290 00:31:25.500 --> 00:31:29.000 The swedish student was one thing, but this was something completely different. 291 00:31:29.300 --> 00:31:32.500 The smiles on the girls' faces And the total lack of shyness 292 00:31:32.600 --> 00:31:36.000 About what they were showing the camera was so confusing for me. 293 00:31:36.100 --> 00:31:40.700 I had never seen the female part Up close and in so much detail. 294 00:31:40.900 --> 00:31:43.500 I guess i imagined Something neater, 295 00:31:43.800 --> 00:31:47.000 Like a smooth hole Drilled into a piece of wood. 296 00:31:47.100 --> 00:31:49.600 The sort of hole where You might place a wooden peg. 297 00:31:49.800 --> 00:31:53.300 But the reality was much more Sexually aggressive. 298 00:31:53.500 --> 00:31:55.900 It was hard to imagine That my teacher, mrs. Booth, 299 00:31:56.100 --> 00:31:59.500 Had one under her skirt That looked just like it. 300 00:31:59.600 --> 00:32:01.500 - mom! 301 00:32:07.100 --> 00:32:08.800 Forgot my purse. 302 00:32:11.100 --> 00:32:13.400 Hey, what have You two been up to? 303 00:32:16.700 --> 00:32:19.100 After that, Sean's mom Always thought we were gay. 304 00:32:21.700 --> 00:32:24.300 What will help speed up The process? 305 00:32:24.400 --> 00:32:27.000 You need to distract yourself With a couple of Natalies. 306 00:32:30.600 --> 00:32:34.400 A Natalie was a term that Sean had coined for any sexual encounter 307 00:32:34.500 --> 00:32:37.100 That happened with a girl you Weren't in a relationship with. 308 00:32:46.700 --> 00:32:51.000 The term had come from a girl called Natalie who lived across the street from Sean. 309 00:32:51.300 --> 00:32:56.000 - hello. Is Natalie in? - yeah. Natalie! 310 00:32:56.300 --> 00:32:58.200 - yeah? - it's for you. 311 00:32:58.400 --> 00:33:00.200 You see, Sean had Worked out the connection 312 00:33:00.400 --> 00:33:03.300 Between the smiling faces Of the girls in the magazines 313 00:33:03.500 --> 00:33:06.300 And the fact that They were naked. 314 00:33:28.100 --> 00:33:29.700 Fifty p. 315 00:33:50.000 --> 00:33:51.700 That's it. 316 00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:59.400 Natalie became one of the most popular girls on the street. 317 00:34:11.100 --> 00:34:13.800 Croissants on special offer. 318 00:34:25.600 --> 00:34:27.600 She had Massive tits. 319 00:34:31.900 --> 00:34:33.000 Very funny. 320 00:34:33.200 --> 00:34:35.100 We were only Having a laugh. 321 00:34:37.400 --> 00:34:38.700 Who's that? 322 00:34:38.800 --> 00:34:40.900 That's a new kid. 323 00:34:41.100 --> 00:34:44.200 Apparently he's A martial arts expert. 324 00:34:45.500 --> 00:34:47.700 Hey, mate! 325 00:34:47.900 --> 00:34:50.200 Come here. 326 00:34:55.900 --> 00:34:57.900 What's your name? 327 00:34:58.100 --> 00:35:00.100 Brian. 328 00:35:00.300 --> 00:35:02.500 Ben says you know Kung fu. 329 00:35:02.700 --> 00:35:04.900 Yeah. 330 00:35:05.100 --> 00:35:08.500 - so you reckon you can have me? - yeah. 331 00:35:08.600 --> 00:35:11.000 - oh, yeah? - yeah. 332 00:35:11.200 --> 00:35:14.000 Show us your moves then. 333 00:35:28.300 --> 00:35:30.400 Grab my arm. 334 00:35:38.100 --> 00:35:40.200 That's not funny. 335 00:35:44.800 --> 00:35:45.700 Hi. 336 00:35:45.800 --> 00:35:47.200 Hi, Ben. 337 00:35:49.200 --> 00:35:51.300 You're not Working tonight? 338 00:35:51.400 --> 00:35:54.100 No, i swapped Two hours this week. 339 00:35:55.800 --> 00:35:58.000 Is that a pickle sandwich? 340 00:35:58.200 --> 00:36:01.000 Oh, ah, yeah. 341 00:36:01.200 --> 00:36:03.800 Could i have a bite? I'm starving. 342 00:36:08.400 --> 00:36:11.300 Mmm. Thanks. 343 00:36:14.800 --> 00:36:17.000 - what? - you got some there. 344 00:36:17.200 --> 00:36:19.100 - mmm. - there. 345 00:36:25.500 --> 00:36:27.400 Let me. 346 00:36:31.700 --> 00:36:33.200 Thanks. 347 00:36:40.700 --> 00:36:42.900 I wanted to freeze time. 348 00:36:49.900 --> 00:36:52.000 I wanted to savor That moment. 349 00:36:55.700 --> 00:36:58.300 To live in that moment For a week. 350 00:36:58.500 --> 00:37:00.700 But i couldn't stop it. 351 00:37:00.800 --> 00:37:03.400 Only slow it. 352 00:37:04.900 --> 00:37:08.500 And before i knew it, She was gone. 353 00:37:11.400 --> 00:37:14.400 After the door closed, i felt like the last person on earth. 354 00:37:33.100 --> 00:37:35.100 What are you doing? 355 00:37:35.300 --> 00:37:38.200 - Jenkins wanted us to go and fill the shelves. - so here we are. 356 00:37:38.400 --> 00:37:41.100 liiieeee. 357 00:37:41.400 --> 00:37:44.600 Take no notice of him. He's love struck. He asked Sharon out today. 358 00:37:46.000 --> 00:37:48.700 You did? What did she say? 359 00:37:49.000 --> 00:37:51.400 She said "yes. " He's taking her 360 00:37:51.600 --> 00:37:53.200 To the pictures Tomorrow night. 361 00:37:53.300 --> 00:37:58.600 Then it's back to mine. I'll need about half an hour to talk away me face. 362 00:37:59.000 --> 00:38:02.700 And then, she's gonna Get some of this. 363 00:38:06.000 --> 00:38:08.500 Crush. 364 00:38:08.700 --> 00:38:10.900 It's funny how the same word For the feeling of attraction 365 00:38:11.100 --> 00:38:13.300 Can be used for the feeling Of disappointment. 366 00:38:13.500 --> 00:38:17.200 The oxford english dictionary states one of the meanings for the word crushed 367 00:38:17.400 --> 00:38:21.200 As "a strong and unreasoning, But transitory attachment. " 368 00:38:23.500 --> 00:38:26.100 I had three crushes When i was young. 369 00:38:26.300 --> 00:38:29.400 The first was an athlete Called zola budd. 370 00:38:29.500 --> 00:38:32.800 She was 18, and looked like a tomboy with a small, slender frame. 371 00:38:33.000 --> 00:38:36.200 But it was the fact that Zola Budd defiantly ran barefoot 372 00:38:36.400 --> 00:38:38.900 That made her so completely Attractive for me. 373 00:38:41.000 --> 00:38:44.800 It was the los angeles olympics That would go down in history. 374 00:38:44.900 --> 00:38:50.000 In the 3,000 meter race, zola budd clashed with the american, Mary Decker. 375 00:38:50.400 --> 00:38:53.200 Budd's heart for the race Was left where Decker fell. 376 00:38:55.400 --> 00:38:57.500 Zola finished seventh. 377 00:38:57.600 --> 00:39:00.600 Ben, it's time for bed now. You've got school tomorrow. 378 00:39:00.800 --> 00:39:03.100 Well, well. What an upset. 379 00:39:03.200 --> 00:39:07.300 Can somebody tell me something about the white blood cells? Tim? 380 00:39:07.600 --> 00:39:11.500 Uh, they help fight off bacteria And germs in the body. 381 00:39:11.700 --> 00:39:13.300 Very well done. 382 00:39:13.500 --> 00:39:14.900 Types... 383 00:39:17.200 --> 00:39:19.200 Of cells. 384 00:39:19.400 --> 00:39:23.500 The second crush was for My biology teacher, mrs. Booth. 385 00:39:23.600 --> 00:39:27.300 Okay, class, who can tell me Something about cells? 386 00:39:27.600 --> 00:39:30.300 She was a confident woman Whose figure-hugging outfits 387 00:39:30.500 --> 00:39:32.900 Hinted at the sexiness That lay hidden beneath. 388 00:39:33.100 --> 00:39:36.800 I imagined mrs. Booth asking me To stay behind after school 389 00:39:37.100 --> 00:39:39.700 And showing me the same Thing under her skirt 390 00:39:39.800 --> 00:39:43.100 As the girls i'd seen In the magazines with Sean. 391 00:39:43.300 --> 00:39:46.700 But the main crush i had was with a girl called tanya green. 392 00:39:49.100 --> 00:39:53.000 When i looked at tanya, i didn't just see her, i felt her. 393 00:39:53.200 --> 00:39:56.600 The white blood cells and Red blood cells work together. 394 00:40:11.100 --> 00:40:12.800 Oy! 395 00:40:16.300 --> 00:40:19.500 The next day, tanya caused a Lot of excitement in the class. 396 00:40:27.200 --> 00:40:29.100 Tanya had broken her arm Falling from a swing, 397 00:40:29.300 --> 00:40:31.700 And her cast had caused much excitement amongst the other kids at the school. 398 00:40:31.800 --> 00:40:34.700 Settle down now, Please, class. 399 00:40:35.900 --> 00:40:37.000 That's enough. 400 00:40:37.100 --> 00:40:39.200 But i saw it Differently. 401 00:40:39.400 --> 00:40:41.300 It was the way Tanya dealt with it. 402 00:40:43.800 --> 00:40:45.900 The way she Scratched an itch. 403 00:40:48.200 --> 00:40:50.100 The way it restricted Her movements. 404 00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:55.800 The increasing amount of graffiti that appeared on it during its six-week life span. 405 00:40:58.900 --> 00:41:01.500 Would you like To sign it? 406 00:41:05.500 --> 00:41:07.500 Just here. 407 00:41:12.400 --> 00:41:13.800 Thanks. 408 00:41:18.800 --> 00:41:21.300 Go away! Stop it! 409 00:41:24.900 --> 00:41:27.700 On the day the cast Finally came off, 410 00:41:27.800 --> 00:41:29.400 Tanya's arm Was covered in hair. 411 00:41:29.500 --> 00:41:31.200 Go on back to the jungle. 412 00:41:33.400 --> 00:41:37.600 The six weeks without light had caused the hair to grow thick and black. 413 00:41:37.900 --> 00:41:40.700 But while the other kids joked And called her "monkey, " 414 00:41:40.900 --> 00:41:43.400 It only heightened My fascination for her. 415 00:41:48.900 --> 00:41:50.300 Don't cry. 416 00:41:51.700 --> 00:41:54.300 You don't have to Worry about them. 417 00:41:54.400 --> 00:41:56.300 I think you're beautiful The way you are. 418 00:42:00.700 --> 00:42:03.500 Will you be My girlfriend? 419 00:42:05.100 --> 00:42:06.000 Yes. 420 00:42:09.800 --> 00:42:12.000 There was a place that I often went to by myself. 421 00:42:13.500 --> 00:42:15.700 It was just Behind the school. 422 00:42:15.800 --> 00:42:19.700 It was close enough to still hear the screams and shouts of the kids playing their games. 423 00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:23.300 But at the same time, It felt hidden away from them. 424 00:42:25.900 --> 00:42:28.500 I had arranged To meet tanya there. 425 00:42:35.000 --> 00:42:36.100 Whatcha? 426 00:42:36.200 --> 00:42:38.000 Whatcha? 427 00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:53.300 You wanna kiss me? 428 00:42:54.700 --> 00:42:57.200 So this was to be My first kiss. 429 00:42:57.300 --> 00:42:59.200 Yeah. 430 00:43:03.600 --> 00:43:05.300 Hey! Where you going? 431 00:43:06.600 --> 00:43:09.300 I gotta go. I'll kiss you tomorrow. 432 00:43:09.500 --> 00:43:13.600 - but tomorrow's saturday. - meet me here at 11:00. 433 00:43:20.300 --> 00:43:23.700 I often came to play around the School grounds on a saturday. 434 00:43:23.800 --> 00:43:27.800 The familiar building, So unfamiliar in its quietness. 435 00:43:28.100 --> 00:43:31.100 Peaceful, as if time Had frozen still. 436 00:43:45.100 --> 00:43:48.200 It's like the walls Of this room. 437 00:43:48.300 --> 00:43:50.500 It keeps the whole Building standing. 438 00:43:50.700 --> 00:43:55.200 Tanya's parents had taken her on a surprise holiday to america. 439 00:43:55.400 --> 00:43:58.000 They set up home there, And never returned. 440 00:43:58.200 --> 00:44:02.400 It was the first time my heart felt the other meaning of crush. 441 00:44:11.400 --> 00:44:13.400 Checkmate. 442 00:44:13.500 --> 00:44:17.100 What's wrong with you? You normally kick my arse at chess. 443 00:44:17.200 --> 00:44:19.600 Have you met someone? 444 00:44:21.900 --> 00:44:23.900 Well, come on. Give me the juice. 445 00:44:24.000 --> 00:44:27.600 No, it's nothing really. Just a girl at work i think is nice. 446 00:44:27.800 --> 00:44:31.000 Nice? Nice what? Nice rack? 447 00:44:31.200 --> 00:44:33.400 No. 448 00:44:33.600 --> 00:44:35.300 Well, yeah, But nothing like that. 449 00:44:35.335 --> 00:44:39.000 What? Girlfriend material? 450 00:44:39.200 --> 00:44:41.500 She got small hands? 451 00:44:41.600 --> 00:44:44.500 - what's that got to do with anything? - makes your willy look big. 452 00:44:44.700 --> 00:44:46.800 You're such a loser. 453 00:44:47.000 --> 00:44:48.500 So have you asked her out? 454 00:44:48.700 --> 00:44:51.900 - no. Someone already beat me to it. - ahh, she got a boyfriend. 455 00:44:52.100 --> 00:44:54.700 No, but one of the guys at work Asked her out. She said "yes. " 456 00:44:54.900 --> 00:44:57.000 They're going To the pictures tonight. 457 00:44:57.100 --> 00:44:59.200 That doesn't mean She fancies him. 458 00:44:59.300 --> 00:45:03.600 She might just like him, and want someone to go to pictures with. 459 00:45:05.600 --> 00:45:08.500 How many girls have you taken to the pictures and then snogged? 460 00:45:11.200 --> 00:45:13.400 - oh, yeah! 461 00:45:20.700 --> 00:45:24.000 - what? 462 00:45:25.400 --> 00:45:27.400 Quite a few. 463 00:45:27.600 --> 00:45:29.600 There you go. 464 00:45:34.800 --> 00:45:36.200 Can i have that? 465 00:45:40.400 --> 00:45:43.400 Yeah, yeah, That's right, Rory. 466 00:45:43.500 --> 00:45:47.800 Well, of course i played professionally, before the injury. 467 00:45:48.100 --> 00:45:49.500 Any day, Rory. 468 00:45:49.700 --> 00:45:53.800 You name the date, Me and my boys'll be there. 469 00:45:54.000 --> 00:45:57.100 All right. Sunday. 470 00:45:57.200 --> 00:46:01.400 Just don't go crying To your mama. 471 00:46:05.000 --> 00:46:06.800 - ciao. - whatever. 472 00:46:06.900 --> 00:46:08.500 Tosser. 473 00:46:14.000 --> 00:46:16.200 Game on. 474 00:46:16.400 --> 00:46:18.700 2,000 feet jump. 475 00:46:18.800 --> 00:46:21.900 Can't beat it. 3,000, kill ya. 476 00:46:41.000 --> 00:46:42.900 There he is! 477 00:46:44.400 --> 00:46:45.900 So, how'd it go With Sharon? 478 00:46:46.100 --> 00:46:48.300 - oh, mate! - so, did ya? 479 00:46:48.500 --> 00:46:51.000 Of course i did. She loved it. 480 00:46:51.200 --> 00:46:56.100 Couldn't get enough of it. She went like the toilet door on a bombay shrimp trawler. 481 00:46:56.400 --> 00:46:58.400 - rack? - well, put it this way. 482 00:46:58.600 --> 00:47:00.900 At least you know your kids Will never go hungry. 483 00:47:01.100 --> 00:47:03.200 And? 484 00:47:03.400 --> 00:47:05.500 Like an artist's pocket. 485 00:47:09.200 --> 00:47:11.800 Okay, champs. Rory brown. 486 00:47:12.000 --> 00:47:14.000 Manager of Sainsbury's, islington, 487 00:47:14.100 --> 00:47:17.500 Has challenged us to a football match on sunday night. 488 00:47:19.700 --> 00:47:21.500 Finished? 489 00:47:21.535 --> 00:47:23.300 Good. 490 00:47:23.500 --> 00:47:26.400 The reputation of This supermarket is at stake. 491 00:47:26.500 --> 00:47:30.600 Your reputations, as employees, are at stake. 492 00:47:32.000 --> 00:47:34.300 This is not just A game of football. 493 00:47:34.500 --> 00:47:37.800 This is what it means to Be a modern-day gladiator! 494 00:47:38.000 --> 00:47:42.900 Now, i want you to think of me As russell crowe. 495 00:47:43.200 --> 00:47:46.400 And you, you're all The other slaves. 496 00:47:46.600 --> 00:47:50.900 And as slaves, You will play to the death! 497 00:47:51.100 --> 00:47:55.500 For what happens on sunday night, will echo through eternity. 498 00:48:00.900 --> 00:48:05.000 Sunday. 8:00 p. M. Sunny sports center. 499 00:48:18.200 --> 00:48:21.300 You have got to got To be joking, right? 500 00:48:23.900 --> 00:48:26.000 We're gonna get murdered. 501 00:48:29.400 --> 00:48:31.500 Aaah! 502 00:48:37.100 --> 00:48:38.600 - hi. - all right. 503 00:48:39.700 --> 00:48:41.600 Ah, bollocks! 504 00:48:41.800 --> 00:48:45.100 - playing on this right wing. Like a train, i am. - hiya. 505 00:48:45.400 --> 00:48:46.600 Heads up! 506 00:48:50.700 --> 00:48:53.800 Gather round, whitechapel. Whitechapel, gather round. 507 00:48:54.000 --> 00:48:57.200 Okay, chaps, this is it! 508 00:48:57.300 --> 00:49:00.300 That is islington sainsbury's Over there. 509 00:49:00.600 --> 00:49:05.100 All i can see are A lot of pretty uniforms. 510 00:49:05.400 --> 00:49:07.600 Take a good look At one another. 511 00:49:07.800 --> 00:49:10.300 Why? 512 00:49:10.500 --> 00:49:13.400 Natural-born killers! Every one of you! 513 00:49:13.600 --> 00:49:17.800 So let's get stuck in there And settle this! Huh? Huh? 514 00:49:18.100 --> 00:49:20.800 Huh? 515 00:49:31.200 --> 00:49:33.800 Hey, barry, i've got This really great game. 516 00:49:34.000 --> 00:49:35.400 All right, Rory. 517 00:49:35.600 --> 00:49:37.100 Jenkins. 518 00:49:37.300 --> 00:49:40.300 There's some pretty Uniforms you boys got. 519 00:49:40.500 --> 00:49:44.000 See you've brought Your top team this time. 520 00:49:48.000 --> 00:49:50.100 Looks can be deceiving. 521 00:49:50.300 --> 00:49:54.200 - well, that's obvious. - what? 522 00:49:54.500 --> 00:49:57.700 Right. Call. 523 00:49:57.900 --> 00:50:00.100 Heads. No, tails. 524 00:50:00.200 --> 00:50:03.600 Tails it is. 525 00:50:03.800 --> 00:50:06.800 Come along! 526 00:50:14.900 --> 00:50:16.400 We've got one goal. 527 00:50:16.600 --> 00:50:18.900 All right. Get in your spaces. 528 00:50:22.700 --> 00:50:25.000 - ahh! - look at that! 529 00:50:32.800 --> 00:50:34.300 Get it! 530 00:50:36.200 --> 00:50:38.600 Come on, take it, come on! 531 00:50:44.300 --> 00:50:46.200 Come on, after it. 532 00:50:55.600 --> 00:51:01.100 I'm playing! I'm playing! The safe keys are hanging off, on the top shelf! 533 00:51:01.400 --> 00:51:04.200 Get it! Get it! 534 00:51:08.900 --> 00:51:11.400 What? 535 00:51:14.200 --> 00:51:16.800 Triangles! Triangles! 536 00:51:19.700 --> 00:51:21.900 - foul! - no foul! Play on! 537 00:51:22.000 --> 00:51:24.300 Play on, my ass! 538 00:51:24.400 --> 00:51:26.100 I'm all right! 539 00:51:26.300 --> 00:51:29.600 I'm all right! I'm all right! 540 00:51:31.000 --> 00:51:33.300 What are you doing? 541 00:51:33.500 --> 00:51:35.700 Grow up. Forget about the money. 542 00:51:35.900 --> 00:51:38.000 What money? What are you doing? 543 00:51:38.100 --> 00:51:41.500 What am i doing? I'm talking to an empty phone is what i'm doing. 544 00:51:41.800 --> 00:51:43.700 'Cause there's a dead man on the other end of this fucking line! 545 00:51:43.735 --> 00:51:48.300 - i love that film! - pachino. Didn't you hear though? 546 00:51:48.600 --> 00:51:51.600 You oughta see the bank job shootout scene on me plasma screen! 547 00:51:53.800 --> 00:51:57.100 Come on, whitechapel, We can still win this. 548 00:51:57.300 --> 00:52:00.400 - come on, lads! - shoot! 549 00:52:00.600 --> 00:52:03.500 - Aye! Dipstick! 550 00:52:03.800 --> 00:52:04.700 Sorry! 551 00:52:08.500 --> 00:52:10.400 The ball, the ball, The ball, the ball! 552 00:52:14.000 --> 00:52:16.100 For the love of god! 553 00:52:21.800 --> 00:52:23.800 Yeah! Finally! 554 00:52:25.400 --> 00:52:28.500 Oh, my lord! Get a life, dipstick! 555 00:52:31.800 --> 00:52:33.800 Time out, ref. Time out. 556 00:52:37.400 --> 00:52:40.100 Well, chaps, Could be worse. 557 00:52:41.900 --> 00:52:43.700 How could it be worse? It's 26-nil. 558 00:52:43.900 --> 00:52:45.800 It doesn't matter. 559 00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:50.400 What matters is, there's less than a minute to play. 560 00:52:50.700 --> 00:52:54.400 And we are not leaving this pitch until we score a goal! 561 00:52:57.100 --> 00:53:00.400 Matt, get the ball to Ben. 562 00:53:02.300 --> 00:53:05.700 Ben, this is your moment. 563 00:53:07.300 --> 00:53:09.600 I need you. 564 00:53:09.700 --> 00:53:11.600 Get your little legs. 565 00:53:11.800 --> 00:53:15.800 Run up that right flank Like the devil were after you. 566 00:53:16.100 --> 00:53:20.500 I'll be in the center Waiting for your cross. 567 00:53:20.800 --> 00:53:22.900 Use barry if you need to. 568 00:53:23.000 --> 00:53:25.300 Matt, stay on my left flank. 569 00:53:27.200 --> 00:53:29.500 I need that cross. 570 00:53:29.600 --> 00:53:31.700 I need that ball 571 00:53:31.800 --> 00:53:34.000 Here. 572 00:53:35.700 --> 00:53:37.400 I'll take the shot. 573 00:53:37.600 --> 00:53:42.300 And we, we will Share the glory. 574 00:53:43.500 --> 00:53:45.300 - got it? - yeah. 575 00:53:45.500 --> 00:53:47.500 Now let's score a goal! 576 00:53:47.700 --> 00:53:51.200 Come on! Come on! Come on! Come on! 577 00:53:51.400 --> 00:53:54.500 Come on, boys, come on! 578 00:54:56.600 --> 00:54:59.000 No! 579 00:55:15.200 --> 00:55:16.900 I often wonder What it would be like 580 00:55:17.000 --> 00:55:19.500 To spend the rest of my life With the world on pause. 581 00:55:19.700 --> 00:55:23.300 To live out the rest of my life between two fractions of a second. 582 00:55:23.500 --> 00:55:26.200 To die of old age, And then have time continue. 583 00:55:26.300 --> 00:55:30.700 The young me gone, And a dead old man in my place. 584 00:55:55.100 --> 00:55:58.200 Was i spending too much time In this frozen world? 585 00:55:59.700 --> 00:56:03.000 It felt safe, untouchable. 586 00:56:03.200 --> 00:56:06.700 But how safe Is anyone's world? 587 00:56:47.200 --> 00:56:49.500 Hello? 588 00:56:53.500 --> 00:56:55.400 Anyone there? 589 00:57:41.300 --> 00:57:43.200 It's funny, but the Last thing i imagined 590 00:57:43.400 --> 00:57:47.200 Was that maybe i wasn't the Only one who could stop time. 591 00:57:58.100 --> 00:58:00.400 Oh, my god! 592 00:58:05.900 --> 00:58:07.800 You all right? 593 00:58:08.000 --> 00:58:10.900 Don't just stand there! Drive me to the hospital! 594 00:58:12.900 --> 00:58:15.100 - can you make sure Sharon gets home all right? - yeah. 595 00:58:15.200 --> 00:58:16.300 Cheers, mate. 596 00:58:20.700 --> 00:58:23.000 Right, i'll see You both tomorrow. 597 00:58:23.100 --> 00:58:25.200 - see ya. - bye. 598 00:58:32.900 --> 00:58:34.700 - thanks. - thank you. 599 00:58:36.400 --> 00:58:38.800 I felt that game was Never going to end. 600 00:58:38.900 --> 00:58:42.000 -matt's face when the ball hit Jenkins. -oh, i know. 601 00:58:42.200 --> 00:58:43.900 Do you think He'll be okay? 602 00:58:44.100 --> 00:58:46.900 It was ego more than Anything, i'd say. 603 00:58:52.400 --> 00:58:55.000 It's probably none Of my business, but, 604 00:58:55.100 --> 00:58:57.200 Are you and matt Seeing each other? 605 00:58:57.300 --> 00:59:01.200 No. We went to the cinema the other night, but just as friends. 606 00:59:01.500 --> 00:59:03.600 Hmm. 607 00:59:03.700 --> 00:59:06.200 Why? What Has matt said? 608 00:59:06.300 --> 00:59:09.200 He said he slept with you. 609 00:59:11.900 --> 00:59:15.200 - so you didn't? - no, of course not! What do you take me for? 610 00:59:16.700 --> 00:59:18.400 Sorry. 611 00:59:18.600 --> 00:59:21.000 Did he say If i was any good? 612 00:59:21.200 --> 00:59:24.600 I think it was the best sex He's never had. 613 00:59:27.300 --> 00:59:29.500 So you don't have a boyfriend? 614 00:59:29.600 --> 00:59:32.000 No. We split About six months ago. 615 00:59:32.300 --> 00:59:34.200 He went off to university In the states and 616 00:59:34.300 --> 00:59:36.400 It became impossible To see each other. 617 00:59:38.600 --> 00:59:41.200 And you? Do you have a girlfriend? 618 00:59:41.400 --> 00:59:43.600 We broke up A few weeks ago. 619 00:59:43.700 --> 00:59:46.600 I'm sorry. How are you doing? 620 00:59:47.800 --> 00:59:49.900 Better. 621 00:59:53.500 --> 00:59:56.500 So how long have you been At the supermarket? 622 00:59:56.800 --> 00:59:58.500 'Bout two years. 623 00:59:58.600 --> 01:00:02.400 - Did you get to college? - I was doing p.T.Therapy,but i dropped out. 624 01:00:02.700 --> 01:00:04.300 Why? 625 01:00:04.500 --> 01:00:08.100 It wasn't me. And besides, i needed to start earning money. 626 01:00:08.300 --> 01:00:10.500 What are you saving for? 627 01:00:10.600 --> 01:00:12.600 Putting myself Through evening classes. 628 01:00:12.700 --> 01:00:14.700 Yeah? Studying... 629 01:00:14.900 --> 01:00:16.200 Spanish. 630 01:00:16.300 --> 01:00:17.765 Spanish? 631 01:00:17.800 --> 01:00:19.700 Yeah. What's wrong With that? 632 01:00:19.900 --> 01:00:24.700 N- n-nothing. I just wasn't expecting it. So what can you say? 633 01:00:28.100 --> 01:00:30.200 Mmm... 634 01:00:30.400 --> 01:00:33.800 tu equipo de futbol Es una puta mierda. 635 01:00:35.100 --> 01:00:36.500 Which means? 636 01:00:36.700 --> 01:00:40.000 It means your Football team is shit. 637 01:00:41.000 --> 01:00:43.000 26-nil. 638 01:00:47.000 --> 01:00:48.400 So why spanish? 639 01:00:50.600 --> 01:00:52.765 I've lived here all my life. 640 01:00:52.800 --> 01:00:56.500 I've worked at the supermarket For two years and, 641 01:00:56.800 --> 01:00:59.500 Even though It's happening slow, 642 01:00:59.600 --> 01:01:04.300 I just feel that my life's ticking away a second at a time. 643 01:01:04.600 --> 01:01:09.000 I thought that spanish would be one way that i'd be able to find a job that would involve travel. 644 01:01:09.300 --> 01:01:14.100 Like being an air hostess or teaching english at spanish-speaking schools. 645 01:01:14.400 --> 01:01:19.500 I've always dreamt of traveling to far-off places.. Like south america. 646 01:01:19.800 --> 01:01:22.700 To places where the sun Kisses every morning. 647 01:01:23.000 --> 01:01:24.900 But more than that, I wanna be able 648 01:01:25.100 --> 01:01:28.700 To talk to people about their lives and about their dreams. 649 01:01:28.900 --> 01:01:30.700 Silly, really. 650 01:01:30.900 --> 01:01:32.500 No, it's not. 651 01:01:32.700 --> 01:01:35.300 That's your dream. 652 01:01:35.400 --> 01:01:37.700 Knowing what you want Is half the battle. 653 01:01:37.900 --> 01:01:40.700 Most people go through their whole lives not knowing what they want. 654 01:01:40.900 --> 01:01:44.400 It's easy to find if you know What you're looking for. 655 01:01:44.600 --> 01:01:46.500 So what is it that You're looking for? 656 01:01:46.600 --> 01:01:49.000 I've always wanted To be a painter. 657 01:01:49.200 --> 01:01:52.200 Maybe have my work hung In a gallery one day. 658 01:01:52.400 --> 01:01:55.400 I've always wanted To meet a painter. 659 01:01:56.800 --> 01:01:58.500 Why? 660 01:01:59.800 --> 01:02:01.700 Don't know. 661 01:02:01.800 --> 01:02:06.800 I think it might be something to do with their ability to see beauty in everything. 662 01:02:07.100 --> 01:02:10.900 To then capture it, and hang it on a wall for all to see. 663 01:02:13.500 --> 01:02:15.500 I find it romantic. 664 01:02:27.400 --> 01:02:30.100 Well, this is me. 665 01:02:30.300 --> 01:02:32.400 Number 34. 666 01:02:32.600 --> 01:02:34.200 Thirty-four. 667 01:02:34.400 --> 01:02:36.200 It's on the top floor. 668 01:02:36.400 --> 01:02:37.500 Nice. 669 01:02:40.900 --> 01:02:41.900 adios. 670 01:02:43.100 --> 01:02:44.600 hasta luego. 671 01:02:53.600 --> 01:02:55.200 Night, Ben. 672 01:03:03.400 --> 01:03:05.600 That first kiss. 673 01:03:05.800 --> 01:03:09.200 I've always made Such a mess of it. 674 01:03:11.000 --> 01:03:12.100 Come! 675 01:03:15.600 --> 01:03:19.100 Hiya. I just wanted to know Whether you were all right. 676 01:03:19.300 --> 01:03:21.400 Oh, yes, yes. I'm fine. 677 01:03:21.600 --> 01:03:24.000 'Cause it looked Really painful last night. 678 01:03:24.200 --> 01:03:27.800 Oh, no. I've worse than this. 679 01:03:28.100 --> 01:03:31.000 And the hospital said You'd be okay? 680 01:03:31.200 --> 01:03:33.700 Ah, you know. They said i'd live. 681 01:03:33.800 --> 01:03:36.400 Are you sure You're all right? 682 01:03:36.500 --> 01:03:38.700 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 683 01:03:38.900 --> 01:03:42.200 Do you know? I've almost forgot it happened. 684 01:03:42.500 --> 01:03:45.700 I really can't feel a thing! 685 01:03:45.900 --> 01:03:48.600 I'm thinking of having A party on saturday. 686 01:03:48.700 --> 01:03:52.300 You know, Cheer everybody up. 687 01:03:52.600 --> 01:03:56.000 Sure you'll all be there. Won't you, Sharon? 688 01:03:57.000 --> 01:03:59.600 Um, yeah. 689 01:04:00.500 --> 01:04:02.200 Great. 690 01:04:11.100 --> 01:04:13.200 - hiya. - whatcha? 691 01:04:13.300 --> 01:04:15.800 Thanks for walking me Home last night. 692 01:04:16.000 --> 01:04:20.300 That's all right. Thanks for sharing your dream with me. 693 01:04:20.500 --> 01:04:23.000 So have you heard The party rumor? 694 01:04:23.100 --> 01:04:24.800 No. 695 01:04:25.000 --> 01:04:27.600 Jenkins' birthday on saturday. He's throwing a party. 696 01:04:27.700 --> 01:04:29.400 We've all got to Be there apparently. 697 01:04:29.600 --> 01:04:30.800 Oh. 698 01:04:32.400 --> 01:04:34.400 Will you be my date? 699 01:04:34.600 --> 01:04:36.500 Sharon? 700 01:04:39.400 --> 01:04:42.300 It's my lunch break. Can you relieve me? 701 01:04:52.800 --> 01:04:55.300 So, will you Be my date? 702 01:04:55.500 --> 01:04:57.100 Yeah. 703 01:04:58.300 --> 01:04:59.600 Great. 704 01:05:01.100 --> 01:05:04.000 Shelf stacker to Aisle ten, please. 705 01:05:04.200 --> 01:05:07.000 Can we have a shelf stacker To aisle ten? 706 01:05:07.100 --> 01:05:10.400 Steven, if you're in the shop, Can you report to aisle ten? 707 01:05:13.600 --> 01:05:16.400 - it's your lunch break. - no, it's not. 708 01:05:16.500 --> 01:05:19.400 - it is. It's your lunch break. - i don't want one. 709 01:05:23.800 --> 01:05:25.900 Hama-vama! 710 01:05:37.500 --> 01:05:39.100 Come. 711 01:05:47.500 --> 01:05:49.000 You wanted to see us? 712 01:05:49.035 --> 01:05:50.600 Take a chair. 713 01:05:59.200 --> 01:06:01.200 Not there! Here! 714 01:06:10.700 --> 01:06:14.700 Now, we were a bit unlucky Last night, chaps. 715 01:06:14.900 --> 01:06:18.500 But to lighten the mood And to celebrate my birthday, 716 01:06:18.700 --> 01:06:21.600 I'm throwing a party at my house on saturday night, 717 01:06:21.800 --> 01:06:23.800 And you're all invited! 718 01:06:26.600 --> 01:06:28.500 Good! 719 01:06:28.600 --> 01:06:32.800 Now, no birthday party would be complete without a surprise stripper. 720 01:06:33.100 --> 01:06:36.200 And i want one of you To organize it. Ben. 721 01:06:36.400 --> 01:06:38.400 Me? 722 01:06:38.600 --> 01:06:41.000 Yes. Here's 200 quid. 723 01:06:41.200 --> 01:06:45.600 That should be plenty for some Top-shelf entertainment. 724 01:06:45.700 --> 01:06:48.400 I'll put the details on the staff board this afternoon. 725 01:06:48.700 --> 01:06:51.300 Well, get going then. 726 01:06:53.900 --> 01:06:57.500 So, where are you Gonna find a stripper? 727 01:06:57.700 --> 01:07:01.000 I don't know. But i know a man who will. 728 01:07:01.300 --> 01:07:06.400 So, your boss has given you 200 quid to get a surprise stripper for his own birthday. 729 01:07:06.600 --> 01:07:10.000 I like him! Yeah, i'll help on one condition. 730 01:07:10.200 --> 01:07:12.100 - what's that? - i can come to the party. 731 01:07:12.200 --> 01:07:15.000 -shouldn't be a problem. -cool.Right,let's find you a stripper,eh? 732 01:07:41.900 --> 01:07:43.200 Two halves, please. 733 01:07:52.200 --> 01:07:54.100 What was the other one? 734 01:07:54.200 --> 01:07:55.600 Two halves. 735 01:07:55.700 --> 01:07:57.500 Oh, yeah. 736 01:07:57.700 --> 01:08:00.300 I just found the world's Stupidest barman. 737 01:08:02.000 --> 01:08:04.700 - Sean, i'm not sure about this. - no, it's gonna be fine. 738 01:08:08.100 --> 01:08:10.800 That's Three quid, mate. 739 01:08:50.400 --> 01:08:51.400 Yeah! 740 01:08:52.800 --> 01:08:55.400 - how much? - a quid. 741 01:08:57.900 --> 01:08:59.900 Each. 742 01:09:07.100 --> 01:09:09.400 I was, uh, wondering If you could help us. 743 01:09:11.900 --> 01:09:15.700 Um, it's his boss's Birthday on saturday, 744 01:09:15.900 --> 01:09:20.300 And we were looking for someone who could come and do a surprise,uh,strip. 745 01:09:20.600 --> 01:09:22.800 I'm busy on saturday. 746 01:09:23.000 --> 01:09:27.800 Oh, um, well, do you know anyone Else who might be available? 747 01:09:28.100 --> 01:09:31.900 I know one. But she's very expensive. 748 01:09:32.000 --> 01:09:34.800 That's cool. Is she here? 749 01:09:35.000 --> 01:09:38.200 No. She only does Private venues. 750 01:09:38.400 --> 01:09:41.000 She's gorgeous. Top of the line, you see. 751 01:09:42.700 --> 01:09:45.000 Hiya, Ben. 752 01:09:56.500 --> 01:09:59.400 Will you be my date? 753 01:10:20.500 --> 01:10:22.800 - Ben! - huh? 754 01:10:23.000 --> 01:10:25.000 - 200. - what? 755 01:10:25.100 --> 01:10:27.300 200 for the stripper. 756 01:10:27.500 --> 01:10:29.100 Oh. 757 01:10:29.300 --> 01:10:31.500 Don't worry, love, She's class. 758 01:10:32.600 --> 01:10:34.800 - okay. - great. 759 01:10:35.000 --> 01:10:36.900 Two tickets To pittsburgh! 760 01:10:42.300 --> 01:10:46.500 It was now my fourth Straight week without sleep. 761 01:10:46.800 --> 01:10:49.800 I had slowly stopped thinking about Suzy and had dragged myself into the present. 762 01:10:52.100 --> 01:10:55.900 The extra eight hours of my life had done nothing to slow the effect of time. 763 01:10:56.200 --> 01:10:59.300 The minutes flew into hours, The hours into days. 764 01:10:59.500 --> 01:11:03.100 And the days joined The fast rushing river of time. 765 01:11:04.500 --> 01:11:07.500 The bad news Is that time flies. 766 01:11:07.600 --> 01:11:11.000 The good news Is that you're the pilot. 767 01:11:11.200 --> 01:11:14.700 Most of my shifts were now spent Thinking about Sharon. 768 01:11:21.400 --> 01:11:24.500 I drew her endlessly. Over and over. 769 01:11:25.900 --> 01:11:30.400 Her pale, milky skin. Her delicate frame. 770 01:11:34.400 --> 01:11:37.100 In her eyes, I could see the world. 771 01:11:39.500 --> 01:11:43.300 I thought about Sharon escaping the life-sapping neons of the supermarket... 772 01:11:44.600 --> 01:11:47.200 Traveling to south america, 773 01:11:47.500 --> 01:11:49.900 Pursuing her dreams. 774 01:11:50.100 --> 01:11:52.900 I thought about her Asking me to go with her. 775 01:11:53.100 --> 01:11:55.800 Both sharing in our dreams. 776 01:11:55.900 --> 01:11:59.300 Her love of people, And my love of painting them. 777 01:12:19.800 --> 01:12:22.400 - you off home? - yeah. 778 01:12:22.500 --> 01:12:26.200 You still wanna be my date for The party tomorrow night then? 779 01:12:26.500 --> 01:12:28.000 Yeah, of course. 780 01:12:28.100 --> 01:12:30.100 Will you come by And pick me up? 781 01:12:30.300 --> 01:12:32.000 Yeah. 782 01:12:32.100 --> 01:12:34.000 8:00? 783 01:12:34.100 --> 01:12:37.300 - yeah, 8:00. - okay. See you tomorrow. 784 01:12:49.400 --> 01:12:52.100 Sharon had broken the spell. 785 01:12:52.300 --> 01:12:54.600 For the first time In weeks, i slept. 786 01:12:54.800 --> 01:12:57.000 I slept right through To the following afternoon. 787 01:13:00.000 --> 01:13:02.100 Mmm. Yeah? 788 01:13:02.300 --> 01:13:05.400 There's a call for you, Ben. 789 01:13:11.000 --> 01:13:13.200 - hello? - hello, is this Ben willis? 790 01:13:13.300 --> 01:13:14.800 Yeah. 791 01:13:14.900 --> 01:13:17.700 My name is alex prout, From the prout gallery. 792 01:13:17.900 --> 01:13:21.600 I saw some examples of your work at the university yesterday. 793 01:13:23.100 --> 01:13:25.200 Y- you did? 794 01:13:25.300 --> 01:13:29.600 Yes. And i'd be very interested in putting on a show of your latest works. 795 01:13:33.500 --> 01:13:34.600 Hello? 796 01:13:34.700 --> 01:13:37.400 Um, ah, yeah, yeah. I would love to. 797 01:13:37.700 --> 01:13:40.500 Great. Why don't you bring some More examples of your work 798 01:13:40.600 --> 01:13:43.900 Down to my gallery Next monday? Say 10:00? 799 01:13:44.000 --> 01:13:46.800 Okay. Thank you. 800 01:13:46.900 --> 01:13:48.900 No. Thank you, Ben! 801 01:13:49.100 --> 01:13:52.500 Bugger off. You're the talent. 802 01:13:59.000 --> 01:14:01.300 Better get ready For the party. 803 01:16:01.700 --> 01:16:03.900 - hello? - hey, it's Ben. 804 01:16:04.100 --> 01:16:06.700 Hi, Ben, I'll be right down. 805 01:16:18.500 --> 01:16:19.800 Hiya. 806 01:16:20.800 --> 01:16:23.100 You look lovely. 807 01:16:23.300 --> 01:16:25.000 Thanks. You too. 808 01:16:28.700 --> 01:16:30.000 Are you okay? 809 01:16:32.100 --> 01:16:33.600 I had some Great news today. 810 01:16:33.700 --> 01:16:35.200 What? 811 01:16:35.400 --> 01:16:37.900 There's a gallery interested In showing my work. 812 01:16:38.000 --> 01:16:39.900 Ben, that's fantastic! 813 01:16:40.000 --> 01:16:44.400 Look at you. You're beaming inside out. 814 01:16:44.700 --> 01:16:48.500 Wow. You're on your way. 815 01:16:51.100 --> 01:16:54.000 Well, come on. Let's go and celebrate. 816 01:17:26.600 --> 01:17:29.400 We can leave If you want. 817 01:17:30.500 --> 01:17:31.900 Welcome! 818 01:17:32.900 --> 01:17:35.000 Hello, mate. 819 01:17:35.200 --> 01:17:36.900 Oy. 820 01:17:37.000 --> 01:17:38.400 Oy. 821 01:17:38.500 --> 01:17:40.400 - Ben, this is, ah... - katrine. 822 01:17:40.600 --> 01:17:42.300 - katrink. - katrine! 823 01:17:42.400 --> 01:17:45.100 Katrine. Ben. This is Sharon. Sean. 824 01:17:45.400 --> 01:17:47.600 I've heard a lot About you. 825 01:17:47.700 --> 01:17:49.400 - nice to meet you. - very sweet. 826 01:17:49.435 --> 01:17:50.800 Hi. 827 01:17:52.400 --> 01:17:53.400 Oh, no. 828 01:17:55.100 --> 01:17:55.965 Hi, Ben. 829 01:17:56.000 --> 01:17:57.400 - hi. - how are you? 830 01:17:57.600 --> 01:18:01.200 - uh, good, good. And you? - thanks. 831 01:18:01.300 --> 01:18:03.000 Suzy, this is Sharon. 832 01:18:03.100 --> 01:18:05.900 - nice to meet you. - and you. 833 01:18:06.000 --> 01:18:09.100 - what are you doing here? - it's Steve's brother's birthday. 834 01:18:09.300 --> 01:18:10.800 What, Jenkins? 835 01:18:11.000 --> 01:18:14.300 Yeah. He's Steve's older brother. Do you know him? 836 01:18:14.600 --> 01:18:16.200 Yeah. He's our boss. 837 01:18:16.300 --> 01:18:19.000 - you're working at sainsbury's? - yeah, i work the night shift. 838 01:18:19.300 --> 01:18:20.900 That's great. 839 01:18:22.800 --> 01:18:24.900 Well, i'd better get back. 840 01:18:25.100 --> 01:18:26.600 - it was good to see you. - you too. 841 01:18:26.800 --> 01:18:29.600 - nice to meet you. - you too. 842 01:18:35.000 --> 01:18:35.965 You all right? 843 01:18:36.000 --> 01:18:38.600 No, that's disgusting. No, sorry. 844 01:20:01.700 --> 01:20:04.400 Isn't it great, Your brother's face! 845 01:20:04.700 --> 01:20:07.000 Come on, Jenkins, You rotten git! 846 01:20:07.200 --> 01:20:10.100 Kon-a-nichi-wa! 847 01:20:10.300 --> 01:20:11.300 Yeah! 848 01:20:11.400 --> 01:20:12.700 Oh, no! 849 01:20:47.200 --> 01:20:49.500 - Natalie! - Sean? 850 01:20:49.700 --> 01:20:51.800 Who's Natalie? 851 01:20:52.000 --> 01:20:53.900 It's a long story. 852 01:20:54.000 --> 01:20:56.900 Well, your act's grown leaps and bounds since the garage. 853 01:20:57.000 --> 01:20:59.400 - god, how long ago was that? - uh... 854 01:21:04.900 --> 01:21:07.100 Will you, ah... Will you stay for a drink? 855 01:21:07.300 --> 01:21:09.100 Yeah, i'd love to. 856 01:21:18.200 --> 01:21:20.400 Is this the queue For the loo? 857 01:21:29.400 --> 01:21:31.100 Sharon! 858 01:21:31.300 --> 01:21:33.200 Thanks. Happy birthday. 859 01:21:33.300 --> 01:21:35.000 Thanks. 860 01:21:38.500 --> 01:21:41.800 So, you wanna Come up to my bedroom? 861 01:21:42.000 --> 01:21:44.400 Eat some popcorn? Shag? 862 01:21:44.600 --> 01:21:46.300 No. 863 01:21:46.500 --> 01:21:48.900 Why? What's the matter? Don't you like popcorn? 864 01:21:49.100 --> 01:21:50.800 Barry's gonna do a stunt! 865 01:21:51.000 --> 01:21:54.600 Barry's gonna do a stunt! Barry's gonna do a stunt! Everyone! 866 01:21:54.900 --> 01:21:56.300 No, but seriously Though, Sharon. 867 01:21:56.400 --> 01:21:58.600 I always thought that one day You and me might... 868 01:21:58.700 --> 01:22:00.700 Are you wearing Eyeliner? 869 01:22:11.400 --> 01:22:12.700 Hey, Ben. 870 01:22:13.800 --> 01:22:14.900 Hey. 871 01:22:17.800 --> 01:22:20.500 We really made a mess Of things, didn't we? 872 01:22:20.600 --> 01:22:23.000 Wasn't that bad. 873 01:22:23.200 --> 01:22:27.900 I just wanted to say that I'm sorry about everything. 874 01:22:28.100 --> 01:22:31.100 I know i never really gave you A chance to make me happy. 875 01:22:31.300 --> 01:22:34.500 You can't rely on other people To make you happy, Suzy. 876 01:22:34.800 --> 01:22:36.200 I know! 877 01:22:43.900 --> 01:22:45.200 Is that you? 878 01:22:46.700 --> 01:22:50.500 Yeah. Jungle survival Course, mexico. 879 01:22:50.600 --> 01:22:52.200 But enough about me. 880 01:22:53.400 --> 01:22:54.700 You. 881 01:22:56.000 --> 01:22:56.900 You! 882 01:22:58.400 --> 01:23:00.700 You look 883 01:23:00.900 --> 01:23:02.900 Gorgeous tonight, Sharon. 884 01:23:16.900 --> 01:23:19.400 I still think about you All the time, Ben. 885 01:23:19.600 --> 01:23:21.600 Why are you Telling me this? 886 01:23:24.000 --> 01:23:25.200 Have you seen Ben? 887 01:23:25.300 --> 01:23:28.000 Five! Four! 888 01:23:28.300 --> 01:23:30.500 Three! Two! 889 01:23:30.700 --> 01:23:33.100 One! Go! 890 01:23:34.300 --> 01:23:35.900 No. 891 01:24:10.400 --> 01:24:13.100 You can speed it up, You can slow it down. 892 01:24:13.200 --> 01:24:15.500 You can even Freeze a moment. 893 01:24:15.700 --> 01:24:17.800 But you can't Be rewind time. 894 01:24:18.000 --> 01:24:19.600 You can't undo What is done. 895 01:24:23.300 --> 01:24:26.100 I thought about What she'd seen. 896 01:24:26.300 --> 01:24:28.500 I thought about What she hadn't seen. 897 01:24:28.600 --> 01:24:30.600 I thought about How i could explain. 898 01:24:30.700 --> 01:24:32.900 But the more i thought about it, the more i knew 899 01:24:33.100 --> 01:24:36.200 Nothing i could say Would make her anger go away. 900 01:24:36.400 --> 01:24:38.700 How long could I just wait there 901 01:24:38.800 --> 01:24:40.900 Delaying The inevitable? 902 01:24:43.800 --> 01:24:46.100 I had sat there with the world On pause for two days 903 01:24:46.300 --> 01:24:48.900 And still No solution had come. 904 01:24:49.100 --> 01:24:51.400 I thought about the night At the sports center 905 01:24:51.600 --> 01:24:54.300 When i'd seen a person move When time was frozen. 906 01:24:55.600 --> 01:24:57.900 If other people could move Within the frozen world, 907 01:24:58.000 --> 01:25:00.700 Then maybe it was something I could bring Sharon in on. 908 01:25:00.800 --> 01:25:03.500 It was the best I could come up with. 909 01:25:20.100 --> 01:25:21.900 Sharon? 910 01:25:22.100 --> 01:25:23.700 I'm definitely winded. 911 01:25:23.900 --> 01:25:27.100 I had forgotten how fast Everything was moving. 912 01:25:35.900 --> 01:25:37.400 Hello? 913 01:25:37.500 --> 01:25:39.000 Sharon, it's me. 914 01:25:42.000 --> 01:25:43.200 Hello? 915 01:26:25.100 --> 01:26:27.300 This felt familiar. 916 01:26:32.300 --> 01:26:35.400 I tried to explain That Suzy was an ex. 917 01:26:35.500 --> 01:26:38.600 And she had attacked me When my guard was down. 918 01:26:38.800 --> 01:26:41.800 Sharon had seen the wrong second Of a two-second story. 919 01:26:42.000 --> 01:26:44.200 But she wasn't listening. 920 01:27:50.500 --> 01:27:53.900 Member of cleaning staff To aisle three, please. 921 01:27:54.100 --> 01:27:56.500 Cleaning staff To aisle three quickly. 922 01:28:32.700 --> 01:28:35.900 - what language is that? - russian. 923 01:28:36.000 --> 01:28:38.300 - do you speak russian? - no. 924 01:28:38.400 --> 01:28:41.300 Can i get it back On to english? 925 01:28:43.000 --> 01:28:44.800 Yep? Can i help you? 926 01:28:44.900 --> 01:28:46.600 I've got an appointment With alex prout. 927 01:28:46.800 --> 01:28:48.500 Yeah, that's me. 928 01:28:48.600 --> 01:28:50.700 Hi. Ben willis. 929 01:28:54.200 --> 01:28:56.300 You called me About my work. 930 01:28:56.500 --> 01:29:00.000 There must be some mistake. I've never heard of you. 931 01:29:01.900 --> 01:29:04.100 You didn't call me? 932 01:29:14.200 --> 01:29:15.700 Bastards. 933 01:29:18.100 --> 01:29:21.500 Ah, sorry. Someone's played a joke on me. 934 01:29:23.600 --> 01:29:26.300 Well, since you're here, Let me take a look. 935 01:29:39.600 --> 01:29:41.700 - these are yours? - yeah. 936 01:29:48.500 --> 01:29:50.200 You got any more? 937 01:29:50.300 --> 01:29:53.000 Yeah, i've got hundreds. 938 01:29:53.200 --> 01:29:54.600 Can you bring them by? 939 01:29:54.700 --> 01:29:55.800 Sure. 940 01:29:59.100 --> 01:30:02.000 Why don't you make An appointment with lucy. 941 01:30:02.100 --> 01:30:05.600 Proper one this time. And we'll take it from there. 942 01:30:05.900 --> 01:30:07.300 Yeah. 943 01:30:08.900 --> 01:30:10.700 Ben. 944 01:30:10.800 --> 01:30:13.300 Ben. All right, Ben. 945 01:31:11.100 --> 01:31:13.700 Well done. Wonderful show. 946 01:31:13.900 --> 01:31:15.265 Thanks. 947 01:31:15.300 --> 01:31:18.900 - i'm anna. Anna shapiro. - Ben willis. Nice to meet you. 948 01:31:19.200 --> 01:31:21.300 I've got a gallery In new york. 949 01:31:21.500 --> 01:31:23.900 I'd be interested to talk To you about your next show. 950 01:31:24.100 --> 01:31:25.800 My next show? 951 01:31:26.000 --> 01:31:28.100 Yes. Any ideas of what You might like to do? 952 01:31:28.300 --> 01:31:29.900 Um... 953 01:31:34.800 --> 01:31:37.500 I'd like to go and paint In south america. 954 01:31:38.800 --> 01:31:41.300 Well, that sounds Wonderfully romantic. 955 01:31:41.500 --> 01:31:44.800 Here. Take my card. 956 01:31:46.200 --> 01:31:47.200 Call me. 957 01:31:48.400 --> 01:31:49.400 Well done. 958 01:32:42.200 --> 01:32:43.000 Hey. 959 01:32:45.100 --> 01:32:45.965 Hey. 960 01:32:46.000 --> 01:32:48.600 Congratulations. This is... 961 01:32:50.000 --> 01:32:52.000 So great. 962 01:32:52.200 --> 01:32:53.500 Thanks. 963 01:32:53.600 --> 01:32:56.700 - how have you been? - good. 964 01:32:57.000 --> 01:32:59.300 I haven't seen you At work. 965 01:32:59.500 --> 01:33:01.800 No, i've got a job At a travel agent's. 966 01:33:03.500 --> 01:33:05.700 So you're one step closer To your dream. 967 01:33:11.400 --> 01:33:14.600 Listen, i'm sorry about What happened at the party. 968 01:33:14.800 --> 01:33:18.300 Whether you saw the second after or not, it doesn't matter. 969 01:33:18.500 --> 01:33:21.200 I've learned it's what you do with every single second that counts. 970 01:33:21.400 --> 01:33:23.000 Shh. It's okay. 971 01:33:25.100 --> 01:33:28.400 This tells me so much more Than you could ever say. 972 01:33:36.800 --> 01:33:38.800 It's snowing outside. 973 01:33:45.900 --> 01:33:47.900 Do you trust me? 974 01:33:48.000 --> 01:33:49.400 Why? 975 01:33:50.500 --> 01:33:52.500 I need to know. 976 01:34:12.000 --> 01:34:14.200 What happened? 977 01:34:14.400 --> 01:34:16.900 I need to show You something. 978 01:34:42.400 --> 01:34:46.500 Once upon a time, I wanted to know what love was. 979 01:34:46.800 --> 01:34:49.600 Love is there If you want it to be. 980 01:34:49.800 --> 01:34:52.200 You just have to see That it's wrapped in beauty 981 01:34:52.300 --> 01:34:55.200 And hidden away between The seconds of your life. 982 01:34:59.200 --> 01:35:01.200 If you don't stop For a minute, 983 01:35:01.300 --> 01:35:02.600 You might miss it. 984 01:37:56.000 --> 01:37:59.300 Barry! Barry! Barry! Barry! 985 01:37:59.400 --> 01:38:02.100 Barry! Ooh! Oh! 986 01:38:04.400 --> 01:38:07.100 Fixed long lines, some other stuff Xenzai[NEF]